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diff --git a/3263-0.txt b/3263-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b715a3d --- /dev/null +++ b/3263-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,14596 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Portygee, by Joseph Crosby Lincoln + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Portygee + +Author: Joseph Crosby Lincoln + +Release Date: May 30, 2006 [EBook #3263] +Last Updated: March 5, 2018 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE PORTYGEE *** + + + + +Produced by Donald Lainson + + + + + +THE PORTYGEE + + +By Joseph Crosby Lincoln + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +Overhead the clouds cloaked the sky; a ragged cloak it was, and, here +and there, a star shone through a hole, to be obscured almost instantly +as more cloud tatters were hurled across the rent. The pines threshed on +the hill tops. The bare branches of the wild-cherry and silverleaf trees +scraped and rattled and tossed. And the wind, the raw, chilling December +wind, driven in, wet and salty, from the sea, tore over the dunes and +brown uplands and across the frozen salt-meadows, screamed through +the telegraph wires, and made the platform of the dismal South Harniss +railway station the lonesomest, coldest, darkest and most miserable spot +on the face of the earth. + +At least that was the opinion of the seventeen-year-old boy whom the +down train--on time for once and a wonder--had just deposited upon that +platform. He would not have discounted the statement one iota. The South +Harniss station platform WAS the most miserable spot on earth and he was +the most miserable human being upon it. And this last was probably true, +for there were but three other humans upon that platform and, judging by +externals, they seemed happy enough. One was the station agent, who was +just entering the building preparatory to locking up for the night, +and the others were Jim Young, driver of the “depot wagon,” and Doctor +Holliday, the South Harniss “homeopath,” who had been up to a Boston +hospital with a patient and was returning home. Jim was whistling +“Silver Bells,” a tune much in vogue the previous summer, and Doctor +Holliday was puffing at a cigar and knocking his feet together to keep +them warm while waiting to get into the depot wagon. These were the only +people in sight and they were paying no attention whatever to the lonely +figure at the other end of the platform. + +The boy looked about him. The station, with its sickly yellow gleam +of kerosene lamp behind its dingy windowpane, was apparently the only +inhabited spot in a barren wilderness. At the edge of the platform +civilization seemed to end and beyond was nothing but a black earth +and a black sky, tossing trees and howling wind, and cold--raw, damp, +penetrating cold. Compared with this even the stuffy plush seats and +smelly warmth of the car he had just left appeared temptingly homelike +and luxurious. All the way down from the city he had sneered inwardly at +a one-horse railroad which ran no Pullmans on its Cape branch in winter +time. Now he forgot his longing for mahogany veneer and individual +chairs and would gladly have boarded a freight car, provided there were +in it a lamp and a stove. + +The light in the station was extinguished and the agent came out with +a jingling bunch of keys and locked the door. “Good-night, Jim,” + he shouted, and walked off into the blackness. Jim responded with a +“good-night” of his own and climbed aboard the wagon, into the dark +interior of which the doctor had preceded him. The boy at the other end +of the platform began to be really alarmed. It looked as if all living +things were abandoning him and he was to be left marooned, to starve or +freeze, provided he was not blown away first. + +He picked up the suitcase--an expensive suitcase it was, elaborately +strapped and buckled, with a telescope back and gold fittings--and +hastened toward the wagon. Mr. Young had just picked up the reins. + +“Oh,--oh, I say!” faltered the boy. We have called him “the boy” all +this time, but he did not consider himself a boy, he esteemed himself +a man, if not full-grown physically, certainly so mentally. A man, +with all a man's wisdom, and more besides--the great, the all-embracing +wisdom of his age, or youth. + +“Here, I say! Just a minute!” he repeated. Jim Young put his head around +the edge of the wagon curtain. “Eh?” he queried. “Eh? Who's talkin'? Oh, +was it you, young feller? Did you want me?” + +The young fellow replied that he did. “This is South Harniss, isn't it?” + he asked. + +Mr. Young chuckled. “Darn sure thing,” he drawled. “I give in that it +looks consider'ble like Boston, or Providence, R. I., or some of them +capitols, but it ain't, it's South Harniss, Cape Cod.” + +Doctor Holliday, on the back seat of the depot wagon, chuckled. Jim +did not; he never laughed at his own jokes. And his questioner did not +chuckle, either. + +“Does a--does a Mr. Snow live here?” he asked. + +The answer was prompt, if rather indefinite. “Um-hm,” said the driver. +“No less'n fourteen of him lives here. Which one do you want?” + +“A Mr. Z. Snow.” + +“Mr. Z. Snow, eh? Humph! I don't seem to recollect any Mr. Z. Snow +around nowadays. There used to be a Ziba Snow, but he's dead. 'Twan't +him you wanted, was it?” + +“No. The one I want is--is a Captain Snow. Captain--” he paused before +uttering the name which to his critical metropolitan ear had seemed +so dreadfully countrified and humiliating; “Captain Zelotes Snow,” he +blurted, desperately. + +Jim Young laughed aloud. “Good land, Doc!” he cried, turning toward his +passenger; “I swan I clean forgot that Cap'n Lote's name begun with a +Z. Cap'n Lote Snow? Why, darn sure! I . . . Eh?” He stopped short, +evidently struck by a new idea. “Sho!” he drawled, slowly. “Why, +I declare I believe you're . . . Yes, of course! I heard they was +expectin' you. Doc, you know who 'tis, don't you? Cap'n Lote's grandson; +Janie's boy.” + +He took the lighted lantern from under the wagon seat and held it up so +that its glow shone upon the face of the youth standing by the wheel. + +“Hum,” he mused. “Don't seem to favor Janie much, does he, Doc. Kind of +got her mouth and chin, though. Remember that sort of good-lookin' set +to her mouth she had? And SHE got it from old Cap'n Lo himself. This +boy's face must be more like his pa's, I cal'late. Don't you cal'late +so, Doc?” + +Whether Doctor Holliday cal'lated so or not he did not say. It may be +that he thought this cool inspection of and discussion concerning a +stranger, even a juvenile stranger, somewhat embarrassing to its object. +Or the lantern light may have shown him an ominous pucker between the +boy's black brows and a flash of temper in the big black eyes beneath +them. At any rate, instead of replying to Mr. Young, he said, kindly: + +“Yes, Captain Snow lives in the village. If you are going to his house +get right in here. I live close by, myself.” + +“Darned sure!” agreed Mr. Young, with enthusiasm. “Hop right in, sonny.” + +But the boy hesitated. Then, haughtily ignoring the driver, he said: “I +thought Captain Snow would be here to meet me. He wrote that he would.” + +The irrepressible Jim had no idea of remaining ignored. “Did Cap'n Lote +write you that he'd be here to the depot?” he demanded. “All right, then +he'll be here, don't you fret. I presume likely that everlastin' mare +of his has eat herself sick again; eh, Doc? By godfreys domino, the way +they pet and stuff that fool horse is a sin and a shame. It ain't Lote's +fault so much as 'tis his wife's--she's responsible. Don't you fret, +Bub, the cap'n'll be here for you some time to-night. If he said he'll +come he'll come, even if he has to hire one of them limmysines. He, he, +he! All you've got to do is wait, and . . . Hey! . . . Hold on a minute! +. . . Bub!” + +The boy was walking away. And to hail him as “Bub” was, although Jim +Young did not know it, the one way least likely to bring him back. + +“Bub!” shouted Jim again. Receiving no reply he added what he had +intended saying. “If I run afoul of Cap'n Lote anywheres on the road,” + he called, “I'll tell him you're here a-waitin'. So long, Bub. Git dap, +Chain Lightnin'.” + +The horse, thus complimented, pricked up one ear, lifted a foot, and +jogged off. The depot wagon became merely a shadowy smudge against the +darkness of the night. For a few minutes the “chock, chock” of the hoofs +upon the frozen road and the rattle of wheels gave audible evidence of +its progress. Then these died away and upon the windswept platform of +the South Harniss station descended the black gloom of lonesomeness +so complete as to make that which had been before seem, by comparison, +almost cheerful. + +The youth upon that platform turned up his coat collar, thrust his +gloved hands into his pockets, and shivered. Then, still shivering, +he took a brisk walk up and down beside the suitcase and, finally, +circumnavigated the little station. The voyage of discovery was +unprofitable; there was nothing to discover. So far as he could +see--which was by no means far--upon each side of the building was +nothing but bare fields and tossing pines, and wind and cold and +blackness. He came to anchor once more by the suitcase and drew a long, +hopeless breath. + +He thought of the cheery dining room at the school he had left the day +before. Dinner would be nearly over by now. The fellows were having +dessert, or, probably, were filing out into the corridors, the younger +chaps to go to the study hall and the older ones--the lordly seniors, of +whom he had been one--on the way to their rooms. The picture of his own +cheerful, gay room in the senior corridor was before his mind; of that +room as it was before the telegram came, before the lawyer came with +the letter, before the end of everything as he knew it and the beginning +of--this. He had not always loved and longed for that school as he loved +and longed for it now. There had been times when he referred to it as +“the old jail,” and professed to hate it. But it had been the only real +home he had known since he was eight years old and now he looked back +upon it as a fallen angel might have looked back upon Paradise. He +sighed again, choked and hastily drew his gloved hand across his eyes. +At the age of seventeen it is very unmanly to cry, but, at that age +also, manhood and boyhood are closely intermingled. He choked again +and then, squaring his shoulders, reached into his coat pocket for the +silver cigarette case which, as a recent acquisition, was the pride of +his soul. He had just succeeded in lighting a cigarette when, borne upon +the wind, he heard once more the sound of hoofs and wheels and saw in +the distance a speck of light advancing toward the station. + +The sounds drew nearer, so did the light. Then an old-fashioned buggy, +drawn by a plump little sorrel, pulled up by the platform and a hand +held a lantern aloft. + +“Hello!” hailed a voice. “Where are you?” + +The hail did not have to be repeated. Before the vehicle reached the +station the boy had tossed away the cigarette, picked up the suitcase, +and was waiting. Now he strode into the lantern light. + +“Here I am,” he answered, trying hard not to appear too eager. “Were you +looking for me?” + +The holder of the lantern tucked the reins between the whip-socket and +the dash and climbed out of the buggy. He was a little man, perhaps +about forty-eight or fifty, with a smooth-shaven face wrinkled at the +corners of the mouth and eyes. His voice was the most curious thing +about him; it was high and piping, more like a woman's than a man's. Yet +his words and manner were masculine enough, and he moved and spoke with +a nervous, jerky quickness. + +He answered the question promptly. “Guess I be, guess I be,” he said +briskly. “Anyhow, I'm lookin' for a boy name of--name of--My soul to +heavens, I've forgot it again, I do believe! What did you say your name +was?” + +“Speranza. Albert Speranza.” + +“Sartin, sartin! Sper--er--um--yes, yes. Knew it just as well as I did +my own. Well, well, well! Ye-es, yes, yes. Get right aboard, Alfred. Let +me take your satchel.” + +He picked up the suitcase. The boy, his foot upon the buggy step, still +hesitated. “Then you're--you're not my grandfather?” he faltered. + +“Eh? Who? Your grandfather? Me? He, he, he!” He chuckled shrilly. “No, +no! No such luck. If I was Cap'n Lote Snow, I'd be some older'n I be now +and a dum sight richer. Yes, yes. No, I'm Cap'n Lote's bookkeeper over +at the lumber consarn. He's got a cold, and Olive--that's his wife--she +said he shouldn't come out to-night. He said he should, and while they +was Katy-didin' back and forth about it, Rachel--Mrs. Ellis--she's the +hired housekeeper there--she telephoned me to harness up and come meet +you up here to the depot. Er--er--little mite late, wan't I?” + +“Why, yes, just a little. The other man, the one who drives the mail +cart--I think that was what it was--said perhaps the horse was sick, or +something like that.” + +“No-o, no, that wan't it this time. I--er--All tucked in and warm +enough, be you? Ye-es, yes, yes. No, I'm to blame, I shouldn't wonder. I +stopped at the--at the store a minute and met one or two of the fellers, +and that kind of held me up. All right now? Ye-es, yes, yes. G'long, +gal.” + +The buggy moved away from the platform. Its passenger, his chilly feet +and legs tightly wrapped in the robes, drew a breath of relief between +his chattering teeth. He was actually going somewhere at last; whatever +happened, morning would not find him propped frozen stiff against the +scarred and mangy clapboards of the South Harniss station. + +“Warm enough, be you?” inquired his driver cheerfully. + +“Yes, thank you.” + +“That's good, that's good, that's good. Ye-es, yes, yes. +Well--er--Frederick, how do you think you're goin' to like South +Harniss?” + +The answer was rather non-committal. The boy replied that he had not +seen very much of it as yet. His companion seemed to find the statement +highly amusing. He chuckled and slapped his knee. + +“Ain't seen much of it, eh? No-o, no, no. I guess you ain't, guess you +ain't. He, he, he . . . Um . . . Let's see, what was I talkin' about?” + +“Why, nothing in particular, I think, Mr.--Mr.--” + +“Didn't I tell you my name? Sho, sho! That's funny. My name's +Keeler--Laban B. Keeler. That's my name and bookkeeper is my station. +South Harniss is my dwellin' place--and I guess likely you'll have to +see the minister about the rest of it. He, he, he!” + +His passenger, to whom the old schoolbook quatrain was entirely unknown, +wondered what on earth the man was talking about. However, he smiled +politely and sniffed with a dawning suspicion. It seemed to him there +was an unusual scent in the air, a spirituous scent, a-- + +“Have a peppermint lozenger,” suggested Mr. Keeler, with sudden +enthusiasm. “Peppermint is good for what ails you, so they tell me. +Ye-es, yes, yes. Have one. Have two, have a lot.” + +He proceeded to have a lot himself, and the buggy was straightway +reflavored, so to speak. The boy, his suspicions by no means dispelled, +leaned back in the corner behind the curtains and awaited developments. +He was warmer, that was a real physical and consequently a slight mental +comfort, but the feeling of lonesomeness was still acute. So far his +acquaintanceship with the citizens of South Harniss had not filled him +with enthusiasm. They were what he, in his former and very recent state +of existence, would have called “Rubes.” Were the grandparents whom he +had never met this sort of people? It seemed probable. What sort of +a place was this to which Fate had consigned him? The sense of utter +helplessness which had had him in its clutches since the day when he +received the news of his father's death was as dreadfully real as ever. +He had not been consulted at all. No one had asked him what he wished to +do, or where he wished to go. The letter had come from these people, the +Cape Cod grandparents of whom, up to that time, he had never even +heard, and he had been shipped to them as though he were a piece of +merchandise. And what was to become of him now, after he reached his +destination? What would they expect him to do? Or be? How would he be +treated? + +In his extensive reading--he had been an omnivorous reader--there were +numerous examples of youths left, like him, to the care of distant +relatives, or step-parents, or utter strangers. Their experiences, +generally speaking, had not been cheerful ones. Most of them had run +away. He might run away; but somehow the idea of running away, with no +money, to face hardship and poverty and all the rest, did not make an +alluring appeal. He had been used to comfort and luxury ever since he +could remember, and his imagination, an unusually active one, visualized +much more keenly than the average the tribulations and struggles of a +runaway. David Copperfield, he remembered, had run away, but he did it +when a kid, not a man like himself. Nicholas Nickleby--no, Nicholas had +not run away exactly, but his father had died and he had been left to an +uncle. It would be dreadful if his grandfather should turn out to be a +man like Ralph Nickleby. Yet Nicholas had gotten on well in spite of his +wicked relative. Yes, and how gloriously he had defied the old +rascal, too! He wondered if he would ever be called upon to defy his +grandfather. He saw himself doing it--quietly, a perfect gentleman +always, but with the noble determination of one performing a +disagreeable duty. His chin lifted and his shoulders squared against the +back of the buggy. + +Mr. Keeler, who had apparently forgotten his passenger altogether, broke +into song, + + + “She's my darlin' hanky-panky + And she wears a number two, + Her father keeps a barber shop + Way out in Kalamazoo.” + + +He sang the foregoing twice over and then added a chorus, plainly +improvised, made up of “Di doos” and “Di dums” ad lib. And the buggy +rolled up and over the slope of a little hill and, in the face of a +screaming sea wind, descended a long, gentle slope to where, scattered +along a two-mile water frontage, the lights of South Harniss twinkled +sparsely. + + + “Did doo dum, dee dum, doo dum + Di doo dum, doo dum dee.” + + +So sang Mr. Keeler. Then he broke off his solo as the little mare turned +in between a pair of high wooden posts bordering a drive, jogged along +that drive for perhaps fifty feet, and stopped beside the stone step +of a white front door. Through the arched window above that door shone +lamplight warm and yellow. + +“Whoa!” commanded Mr. Keeler, most unnecessarily. Then, as if himself a +bit uncertain as to his exact whereabouts, he peered out at the door and +the house of which it was a part, afterward settling back to announce +triumphantly: “And here we be! Yes, sir, here we be!” + +Then the door opened. A flood of lamplight poured upon the buggy and its +occupants. And the boy saw two people standing in the doorway, a man and +a woman. + +It was the woman who spoke first. It was she who had opened the door. +The man was standing behind her looking over her shoulder--over her head +really, for he was tall and broad and she short and slender. + +“Is it--?” she faltered. + +Mr. Keeler answered. “Yes, ma'am,” he declared emphatically, “that's who +'tis. Here we be--er--er--what's-your-name--Edward. Jump right out.” + +His passenger alighted from the buggy. The woman bent forward to look at +him, her hands clasped. + +“It--it's Albert, isn't it?” she asked. + +The boy nodded. “Yes,” he said. + +The hands unclasped and she held them out toward him. “Oh, Albert,” she +cried, “I'm your grandmother. I--” + +The man interrupted. “Wait till we get him inside, Olive,” he said. +“Come in, son.” Then, addressing the driver, he ordered: “Labe, take the +horse and team out to the barn and unharness for me, will you?” + +“Ye-es, yes, yes,” replied Mr. Keeler. “Yes indeed, Cap'n. Take her +right along--right off. Yes indeedy. Git dap!” + +He drove off toward the end of the yard, where a large building, +presumably a barn, loomed black against the dark sky. He sang as +he drove and the big man on the step looked after him and sniffed +suspiciously. + +Meanwhile the boy had followed the little woman into the house through +a small front hall, from which a narrow flight of stairs shot aloft with +almost unbelievable steepness, and into a large room. Albert had a +swift impression of big windows full of plants, of pictures of ships and +schooners on the walls, of a table set for four. + +“Take your things right off,” cried his grandmother. “Here, I'll take +'em. There! now turn 'round and let me look at you. Don't move till I +get a good look.” + +He stood perfectly still while she inspected him from head to foot. + +“You've got her mouth,” she said slowly. “Yes, you've got her mouth. Her +hair and eyes were brown and yours are black, but--but I THINK you look +like her. Oh, I did so want you to! May I kiss you, Albert? I'm your +grandmother, you know.” + +With embarrassed shyness he leaned forward while she put her arms about +his neck and kissed him on the cheek. As he straightened again he +became aware that the big man had entered the room and was regarding him +intently beneath a pair of shaggy gray eyebrows. Mrs. Snow turned. + +“Oh, Zelotes,” she cried, “he's got Janie's mouth, don't you think so? +And he DOES look like her, doesn't he?” + +Her husband shook his head. “Maybe so, Mother,” he said, with a half +smile. “I ain't a great hand for locatin' who folks look like. How are +you, boy? Glad to see you. I'm your grandfather, you know.” + +They shook hands, while each inspected and made a mental estimate of the +other. Albert saw a square, bearded jaw, a firm mouth, gray eyes with +many wrinkles at the corners, and a shock of thick gray hair. The eyes +had a way of looking straight at you, through you, as if reading your +thoughts, divining your motives and making a general appraisal of you +and them. + +Captain Zelotes Snow, for his part, saw a tall young fellow, slim and +straight, with black curly hair, large black eyes and regular features. +A good-looking boy, a handsome boy--almost too handsome, perhaps, or +with just a touch of the effeminate in the good looks. The captain's +glance took in the well-fitting suit of clothes, the expensive tie, the +gold watch chain. + +“Humph!” grunted Captain Zelotes. “Well, your grandma and I are glad +to have you with us. Let me see, Albert--that's your right name, ain't +it--Albert?” + +Something in his grandfather's looks or tone aroused a curious feeling +in the youth. It was not a feeling of antagonism, exactly, but more of +defiance, of obstinacy. He felt as if this big man, regarding him so +keenly from under the heavy brows, was looking for faults, was expecting +to find something wrong, might almost be disappointed if he did not find +it. He met the gaze for a moment, the color rising to his cheeks. + +“My name,” he said deliberately, “is Alberto Miguel Carlos Speranza.” + +Mrs. Snow uttered a little exclamation. “Oh!” she ejaculated. And then +added: “Why--why, I thought--we--we understood 'twas 'Albert.' We didn't +know there was--we didn't know there was any more to it. What did you +say it was?” + +Her grandson squared his shoulders. “Alberto Miguel Carlos Speranza,” + he repeated. “My father”--there was pride in his voice now--“my father's +name was Miguel Carlos. Of course you knew that.” + +He spoke as if all creation must have known it. Mrs. Snow looked +helplessly at her husband. Captain Zelotes rubbed his chin. + +“We--ll,” he drawled dryly, “I guess likely we'll get along with +'Albert' for a spell. I cal'late 'twill come more handy to us Cape +folks. We're kind of plain and everyday 'round here. Sapper's ready, +ain't it, Mother? Al must be hungry. I'm plaguey sure _I_ am.” + +“But, Zelotes, maybe he'd like to go up to his bedroom first. He's been +ridin' a long ways in the cars and maybe he'd like to wash up or change +his clothes?” + +“Change his clothes! Lord sakes, Olive, what would he want to change his +clothes this time of night for? You don't want to change your clothes, +do you, boy?” + +“No, sir, I guess not.” + +“Sartin sure you don't. Want to wash? There's a basin and soap and towel +right out there in the kitchen.” + +He pointed to the kitchen door. At that moment the door was partially +opened and a brisk feminine voice from behind it inquired: “How about +eatin'? Are you all ready in there?” + +It was Captain Snow who answered. + +“You bet we are, Rachel!” he declared. “All ready and then some. Trot +her out. Sit down, Mother. Sit down, Al. Now then, Rachel, all aboard.” + +Rachel, it appeared, was the owner of the brisk feminine voice just +mentioned. She was brisk herself, as to age about forty, plump, rosy and +very business-like. She whisked the platter of fried mackerel and the +dishes of baked potatoes, stewed corn, hot biscuits and all the rest, +to the table is no time, and then, to Albert's astonishment, sat down at +that table herself. Mrs. Snow did the honors. + +“Albert,” she said, “this is Mrs. Ellis, who helps me keep house. +Rachel, this is my grandson, Albert--er--Speranza.” + +She pronounced the surname in a tone almost apologetic. Mrs. Ellis did +not attempt to pronounce it. She extended a plump hand and observed: “Is +that so? Real glad to know you, Albert. How do you think you're goin' to +like South Harniss?” + +Considering that his acquaintance with the village had been so decidedly +limited, Albert was somewhat puzzled how to reply. His grandfather saved +him the trouble. + +“Lord sakes, Rachel,” he declared, “he ain't seen more'n three square +foot of it yet. It's darker'n the inside of a nigger's undershirt +outdoors to-night. Well, Al--Albert, I mean, how are you on mackerel? +Pretty good stowage room below decks? About so much, eh?” + +Mrs. Snow interrupted. + +“Zelotes,” she said reprovingly, “ain't you forgettin' somethin'?” + +“Eh? Forgettin'? Heavens to Betsy, so I am! Lord, we thank thee for +these and all other gifts, Amen. What did I do with the fork; swallow +it?” + +As long as he lives Albert Speranza will not forget that first meal in +the home of his grandparents. It was so strange, so different from +any other meal he had ever eaten. The food was good and there was an +abundance of it, but the surroundings were so queer. Instead of the +well-ordered and sedate school meal, here all the eatables from fish +to pie were put upon the table at the same time and the servant--or +housekeeper, which to his mind were one and the same--sat down, not +only to eat with the family, but to take at least an equal part in the +conversation. And the conversation itself was so different. Beginning +with questions concerning his own journey from the New York town where +the school was located, it at length reached South Harniss and there +centered about the diminutive person of Laban Keeler, his loquacious and +tuneful rescuer from the platform of the railway station. + +“Where are your things, Albert?” asked Mrs. Snow. “Your trunk or +travelin' bag, or whatever you had, I mean?” + +“My trunks are coming by express,” began the boy. Captain Zelotes +interrupted him. + +“Your trunks?” he repeated. “Got more'n one, have you?” + +“Why--why, yes, there are three. Mr. Holden--he is the headmaster, you +know--” + +“Eh? Headmaster? Oh, you mean the boss teacher up there at the school? +Yes, yes. Um-hm.” + +“Yes, sir. Mr. Holden says the trunks should get here in a few days.” + +Mrs. Ellis, the housekeeper, made the next remark. “Did I understand you +to say you had THREE trunks?” she demanded. + +“Why, yes.” + +“Three trunks for one boy! For mercy sakes, what have you got in 'em?” + +“Why--why, my things. My clothes and--and--everything.” + +“Everything, or just about, I should say. Goodness gracious me, when +I go up to Boston I have all I can do to fill up one trunk. And I'm +bigger'n you are--bigger 'round, anyway.” + +There was no doubt about that. Captain Zelotes laughed shortly. + +“That statement ain't what I'd call exaggerated, Rachel,” he declared. +“Every time I see you and Laban out walkin' together he has to keep on +the sunny side or be in a total eclipse. And, by the way, speakin' +of Laban--Say, son, how did you and he get along comin' down from the +depot?” + +“All right. It was pretty dark.” + +“I'll bet you! Laban wasn't very talkative, was he?” + +“Why, yes, sir, he talked a good deal but he sang most of the time.” + +This simple statement appeared to cause a most surprising sensation. The +Snows and their housekeeper looked at each other. Captain Zelotes leaned +back in his chair and whistled. + +“Whew!” he observed. “Hum! Sho! Thunderation!” + +“Oh, dear!” exclaimed his wife. + +Mrs. Ellis, the housekeeper, drew a long breath. “I might have expected +it,” she said tartly. “It's past time. He's pretty nigh a month overdue, +as 'tis.” + +Captain Snow rose to his feet. “I was kind of suspicious when he started +for the barn,” he declared. “Seemed to me he was singin' then. WHAT did +he sing, boy?” he asked, turning suddenly upon his grandson. + +“Why--why, I don't know. I didn't notice particularly. You see, it was +pretty cold and--” + +Mrs. Ellis interrupted. “Did he sing anything about somebody's bein' his +darlin' hanky-panky and wearin' a number two?” she demanded sharply. + +“Why--why, yes, he did.” + +Apparently that settled it. Mrs. Snow said, “Oh, dear!” again and the +housekeeper also rose from the table. + +“You'd better go right out to the barn this minute, Cap'n Lote,” she +said, “and I guess likely I'd better go with you.” + +The captain already had his cap on his head. + +“No, Rachel,” he said, “I don't need you. Cal'late I can take care +of 'most anything that's liable to have happened. If he ain't put the +bridle to bed in the stall and hung the mare up on the harness pegs I +judge I can handle the job. Wonder how fur along he'd got. Didn't hear +him singin' anything about 'Hyannis on the Cape,' did you, boy?” + +“No.” + +“That's some comfort. Now, don't you worry, Mother. I'll be back in a +few minutes.” + +Mrs. Snow clasped her hands. “Oh, I HOPE he hasn't set the barn afire,” + she wailed. + +“No danger of that, I guess. No, Rachel, you 'tend to your supper. I +don't need you.” + +He tramped out into the hall and the door closed behind him. Mrs. Snow +turned apologetically to her puzzled grandson, who was entirely at a +loss to know what the trouble was about. + +“You see, Albert,” she hesitatingly explained, “Laban--Mr. Keeler--the +man who drove you down from the depot--he--he's an awful nice man and +your grandfather thinks the world and all of him, but--but every once in +a while he--Oh, dear, I don't know how to say it to you, but--” + +Evidently Mrs. Ellis knew how to say it, for she broke into the +conversation and said it then and there. + +“Every once in a while he gets tipsy,” she snapped. “And I only wish I +had my fingers this minute in the hair of the scamp that gave him the +liquor.” + +A light broke upon Albert's mind. “Oh! Oh, yes!” he exclaimed. “I +thought he acted a little queer, and once I thought I smelt--Oh, that +was why he was eating the peppermints!” + +Mrs. Snow nodded. There was a moment of silence. Suddenly the +housekeeper, who had resumed her seat in compliance with Captain +Zelotes' order, slammed back her chair and stood up. + +“I've hated the smell of peppermint for twenty-two year,” she declared, +and went out into the kitchen. Albert, looking after her, felt his +grandmother's touch upon his sleeve. + +“I wouldn't say any more about it before her,” she whispered. “She's +awful sensitive.” + +Why in the world the housekeeper should be particularly sensitive +because the man who had driven him from the station ate peppermint was +quite beyond the boy's comprehension. Nor could he thoroughly understand +why the suspicion of Mr. Keeler's slight inebriety should cause such a +sensation in the Snow household. He was inclined to think the tipsiness +rather funny. Of course alcohol was lectured against often enough +at school and on one occasion a member of the senior class--a +twenty-year-old “hold-over” who should have graduated the fall +before--had been expelled for having beer in his room; but during his +long summer vacations, spent precariously at hotels or in short visits +to his father's friends, young Speranza had learned to be tolerant. +Tolerance was a necessary virtue in the circle surrounding Speranza +Senior, in his later years. The popping of corks at all hours of the +night and bottles full, half full or empty, were sounds and sights to +which Albert had been well accustomed. When one has more than once seen +his own father overcome by conviviality and the affair treated as a huge +joke, one is not inclined to be too censorious when others slip. What +if the queer old Keeler guy was tight? Was that anything to raise such a +row about? + +Plainly, he decided, this was a strange place, this household of his +grandparents. His premonition that they might be “Rubes” seemed +likely to have been well founded. What would his father--his great, +world-famous father--have thought of them? “Bah! these Yankee +bourgeoisie!” He could almost hear him say it. Miguel Carlos Speranza +detested--in private--the Yankee bourgeoisie. He took their money and +he married one of their daughters, but he detested them. During his last +years, when the money had not flowed his way as copiously, the detest +grew. + +“You won't say anything about Laban before Mrs. Ellis, will you, +Albert?” persisted Mrs. Snow. “She's dreadful sensitive. I'll explain by +and by.” + +He promised, repressing a condescending smile. + +Both the housekeeper and Captain Snow returned in a few minutes. The +latter reported that the mare was safe and sound in her stall. + +“The harness was mostly on the floor, but Jess was all right, thank the +Lord,” observed the captain. + +“Jess is our horse's name, Albert,” explained Mrs. Snow. “That is, her +name's Jessamine, but Zelotes can't ever seem to say the whole of any +name. When we first bought Jessamine I named her Magnolia, but he +called her 'Mag' all the time and I COULDN'T stand that. Have some more +preserves, Albert, do.” + +All through the meal Albert was uneasily conscious that his grandfather +was looking at him from under the shaggy brows, measuring him, +estimating him, reading him through and through. He resented the +scrutiny and the twinkle of sardonic humor which, it seemed to him, +accompanied it. His way of handling his knife and fork, his clothes, his +tie, his manner of eating and drinking and speaking, all these Captain +Zelotes seemed to note and appraise. But whatever the results of his +scrutiny and appraisal might be he kept them entirely to himself. When +he addressed his grandson directly, which was not often, his remarks +were trivial commonplaces and, although pleasant enough, were terse and +to the point. + +Several times Mrs. Snow would have questioned Albert concerning the life +at school, but each time her husband interfered. + +“Not now, not now, Mother,” he said. “The boy ain't goin' to run away +to-night. He'll be here to-morrow and a good many to-morrows, +if”--and here again Albert seemed to detect the slight sarcasm and +the twinkle--“if we old-fashioned 'down easters' ain't too common and +every-day for a high-toned young chap like him to put up with. No, no, +don't make him talk to-night. Can't you see he's so sleepy that it's +only the exercise of openin' his mouth to eat that keeps his eyes from +shuttin'? How about that, son?” + +It was perfectly true. The long train ride, the excitement, the cold +wait on the station platform and the subsequent warmth of the room, the +hearty meal, all these combined to make for sleepiness so overpowering +that several times the boy had caught his nose descending toward his +plate in a most inelegant nod. But it hurt his pride to think his +grandfather had noticed his condition. + +“Oh, I'm all right,” he said, with dignity. + +Somehow the dignity seemed to have little effect upon Captain Zelotes. + +“Um--yes, I know,” observed the latter dryly, “but I guess likely you'll +be more all right in bed. Mother, you'll show Albert where to turn in, +won't you? There's your suitcase out there in the hall, son. I fetched +it in from the barn just now.” + +Mrs. Snow ventured a protest. + +“Oh, Zelotes,” she cried, “ain't we goin' to talk with him at ALL? Why, +there is so much to say!” + +“'Twill say just as well to-morrow mornin', Mother; better, because +we'll have all day to say it in. Get the lamp.” + +Albert looked at his watch. + +“Why, it's only half-past nine,” he said. + +Captain Zelotes, who also had been looking at the watch, which was a +very fine and very expensive one, smiled slightly. “Half-past nine some +nights,” he said, “is equal to half-past twelve others. This is one of +the some. There, there, son, you're so sleepy this minute that you've +got a list to starboard. When you and I have that talk that's comin' +to us we want to be shipshape and on an even keel. Rachel, light that +lamp.” + +The housekeeper brought in and lighted a small hand lamp. Mrs. Snow +took it and led the way to the hall and the narrow, breakneck flight of +stairs. Captain Zelotes laid a hand on his grandson's shoulder. + +“Good-night, son,” he said quietly. + +Albert looked into the gray eyes. Their expression was not unkindly, +but there was, or he imagined there was, the same quizzical, sardonic +twinkle. He resented that twinkle more than ever; it made him feel very +young indeed, and correspondingly obstinate. Something of that obstinacy +showed in his own eyes as he returned his grandfather's look. + +“Good-night--sir,” he said, and for the life of him he could not resist +hesitating before adding the “sir.” As he climbed the steep stairs +he fancied he heard a short sniff or chuckle--he was not certain +which--from the big man in the dining-room. + +His bedroom was a good-sized room; that is, it would have been of good +size if the person who designed it had known what the term “square” + meant. Apparently he did not, and had built the apartment on the +hit-or-miss, higglety-pigglety pattern, with unexpected alcoves cut into +the walls and closets and chimneys built out from them. There were +three windows, a big bed, an old-fashioned bureau, a chest of drawers, a +washstand, and several old-fashioned chairs. Mrs. Snow put the lamp upon +the bureau. She watched him anxiously as he looked about the room. + +“Do--do you like it?” she asked. + +Albert replied that he guessed he did. Perhaps there was not too much +certainty in his tone. He had never before seen a room like it. + +“Oh, I hope you will like it! It was your mother's room, Albert. She +slept here from the time she was seven until--until she went away.” + +The boy looked about him with a new interest, an odd thrill. His +mother's room. His mother. He could just remember her, but that was all. +The memories were childish and unsatisfactory, but they were memories. +And she had slept there; this had been her room when she was a girl, +before she married, before--long before such a person as Alberto Miguel +Carlos Speranza had been even dreamed of. That was strange, it was queer +to think about. Long before he was born, when she was years younger than +he as he stood there now, she had stood there, had looked from those +windows, had-- + +His grandmother threw her arms about his neck and kissed him. Her cheek +was wet. + +“Good-night, Albert,” she said chokingly, and hurried out of the room. + +He undressed quickly, for the room was very cold. He opened the window, +after a desperate struggle, and climbed into bed. The wind, whistling +in, obligingly blew out the lamp for him. It shrieked and howled about +the eaves and the old house squeaked and groaned. Albert pulled the +comforter up about his neck and concentrated upon the business of going +to sleep. He, who could scarcely remember when he had had a real home, +was desperately homesick. + +Downstairs in the dining-room Captain Zelotes stood, his hands in his +pockets, looking through the mica panes of the stove door at the fire +within. His wife came up behind him and laid a hand on his sleeve. + +“What are you thinkin' about, Father?” she asked. + +Her husband shook his head. “I was wonderin',” he said, “what my +granddad, the original Cap'n Lote Snow that built this house, would have +said if he'd known that he'd have a great-great-grandson come to live in +it who was,” scornfully, “a half-breed.” + +Olive's grip tightened on his arm. + +“Oh, DON'T talk so, Zelotes,” she begged. “He's our Janie's boy.” + +The captain opened the stove door, regarded the red-hot coals for an +instant, and then slammed the door shut again. + +“I know, Mother,” he said grimly. “It's for the sake of Janie's half +that I'm takin' in the other.” + +“But--but, Zelotes, don't you think he seems like a nice boy?” + +The twinkle reappeared in Captain Lote's eyes. + +“I think HE thinks he's a nice boy, Mother,” he said. “There, there, +let's go to bed.” + + + +CHAPTER II + + +The story of the events which led up to the coming, on this December +night, of a “half-breed” grandson to the Snow homestead, was an old +story in South Harniss. The date of its beginning was as far back as the +year 1892. + +In the fall of that year Captain Zelotes Snow was in Savannah. He was in +command of the coasting schooner Olive S. and the said schooner was then +discharging a general cargo, preparatory to loading with rice and cotton +for Philadelphia. With the captain in Savannah was his only daughter, +Jane Olivia, age a scant eighteen, pretty, charming, romantic and +head over heels in love with a handsome baritone then singing in a +popular-priced grand opera company. It was because of this handsome +baritone, who, by the way, was a Spaniard named Miguel Carlos Speranza, +that Jane Snow was then aboard her father's vessel. Captain Lote was not +in the habit of taking his women-folks on his voyages with him. “Skirts +clutter up the deck too much,” was his opinion. + +He had taken Jane, however, not only on this voyage, but on that +preceding it, which had been to Rio. It was Captain Lote's belief, +and his wife's hope, that a succession of sea winds might blow away +recollections of Senor Speranza--“fan the garlic out of her head,” as +the captain inelegantly expressed it. Jane had spent her sixteenth and +seventeenth years at a school for girls near Boston. The opera company +of which Speranza was a member was performing at one of the +minor theaters. A party of the school girls, duly chaperoned and +faculty-guarded, of course, attended a series of matinees. At these +matinees Jane first saw her hero, brave in doublet and hose, and braver +still in melody and romance. She and her mates looked and listened +and worshiped from afar, as is the habit of maidenly youth under such +circumstances. There is no particular danger in such worship provided +the worshiper remains always at a safely remote distance from the idol. +But in Jane's case this safety-bar was removed by Fate. The wife of a +friend of her father's, the friend being a Boston merchant named Cole +with whom Captain Zelotes had had business dealings for many years, was +a music lover. She was in the habit of giving what she was pleased to +call “musical teas” at her home. Jane, to whom Mr. and Mrs. Cole had +taken a marked fancy, was often invited to those teas and, because the +Coles were “among our nicest people,” she was permitted by the school +authorities to attend. + +At one of those teas Senor Miguel Carlos Speranza was the brightest +star. The Senor, then in his twenty-ninth year, handsome, talented and +picturesque, shone refulgent. Other and far more experienced feminine +hearts than Jane Snow's were flutteringly disturbed by the glory of +his rays. Jane and he met, they shook hands, they conversed. And at +subsequent teas they met again, for Speranza, on his part, was strongly +attracted to the simple, unaffected Cape Cod schoolgirl. It was not +her beauty alone--though beauty she had and of an unusual type--it +was something else, a personality which attracted all who met her. +The handsome Spaniard had had many love affairs of a more or less +perfunctory kind, but here was something different, something he had +not known. He began by exerting his powers of fascination in a lazy, +careless way. To his astonishment the said powers were not overwhelming. +If Jane was fascinated she was not conquered. She remained sweet, +simple, direct, charmingly aloof. + +And Speranza was at first puzzled, then piqued, then himself madly +fascinated. He wrote fervid letters, he begged for interviews, he +haunted each one of Mrs. Cole's “teas.” And, at last, he wrung from Jane +a confession of her love, her promise to marry him. And that very week +Miss Donaldson, the head of the school, discovered and read a package of +the Senor's letters to her pupil. + +Captain Zelotes happened to be at home from a voyage. Being summoned +from South Harniss, he came to Boston and heard the tale from Miss +Donaldson's agitated lips. Jane was his joy, his pride; her future was +the great hope and dream of his life. WHEN she married--which was not +to be thought of for an indefinite number of years to come--she would of +course marry a--well, not a President of the United States, perhaps--but +an admiral possibly, or a millionaire, or the owner of a fleet of +steamships, or something like that. The idea that she should even +think of marrying a play-actor was unbelievable. The captain had never +attended the performance of an opera; what was more, he never expected +to attend one. He had been given to understand that a “parcel of +play-actin' men and women hollered and screamed to music for a couple +of hours.” Olive, his wife, had attended an opera once and, according +to her, it was more like a cat fight than anything else. Nobody but +foreigners ever had anything to do with operas. And for foreigners of +all kinds--but the Latin variety of foreigner in particular--Captain +Zelotes Snow cherished a detest which was almost fanatic. + +And now his daughter, his own Janie, was receiving ardent love +letters from a play-acting foreigner, a Spaniard, a “Portygee,” a +“macaroni-eater”! When finally convinced that it was true, that the +letters had really been written to Jane, which took some time, he +demanded first of all to be shown the “Portygee.” Miss Donaldson could +not, of course, produce the latter forthwith, but she directed her irate +visitor to the theater where the opera company was then performing. To +the theater Captain Zelotes went. He did not find Speranza there, but +from a frightened attendant he browbeat the information that the singer +was staying at a certain hotel. So the captain went to the hotel. It was +eleven o'clock in the morning, Senor Speranza was in bed and could not +be disturbed. Couldn't, eh? By the great and everlasting et cetera and +continued he was going to be disturbed then and there. And unless some +of the hotel's “hired help” set about the disturbing it would be done +for them. So, rather than summon the police, the hotel management +summoned its guest, and the first, and only, interview between the +father and lover of Jane Snow took place. + +It was not a long interview, but it was spirited. Captain Zelotes began +by being what he considered diplomatic. Having assured his wife before +leaving home, and the alarmed Miss Donaldson subsequently, that there +was to be no trouble whatever--everything would be settled as smooth +and easy as slidin' downhill; “that feller won't make any fuss, you'll +see”--having thus prophesied, the captain felt it incumbent upon himself +to see to the fulfillment. So he began by condescendingly explaining +that of course he was kind of sorry for the young man before him, young +folks were young folks and of course he presumed likely 'twas natural +enough, and the like of that, you understand. But of course also Mr. +Speranza must realize that the thing could not go on any further. Jane +was his daughter and her people were nice people, and naturally, that +being the case, her mother and he would be pretty particular as to who +she kept company with, to say nothing of marrying, which event was +not to be thought of for ten years, anyway. Now he didn't want to +be--er--personal or anything like that, and of course he wouldn't think +of saying that Mr. Speranza wasn't a nice enough man for--well, for--for +. . . You see, everybody wasn't as particular as he and Mrs. Snow were. +But-- + +Here Senor Speranza interrupted. He politely desired to know if the +person speaking was endeavoring to convey the idea that he, Miguel +Carlos Speranza, was not of sufficient poseetion, goodness, standing, +what it is? to be considered as suitor for that person's daughter's +hand. Did Meester Snow comprehend to whom he addressed himself? + +The interview terminated not long after. The captain's parting remark +was in the nature of an ultimatum. It was to the effect that if +Speranza, or any other condemned undesirable like him, dared to so +much as look in the direction of Jane Olivia Snow, his daughter, he +personally would see that the return for that look was a charge of +buckshot. Speranza, white-faced and furiously gesticulative, commanded +the astonished bellboy to put that “Bah! pig-idiot!” out into the hall +and air the room immediately afterward. + +Having, as he considered, satisfactorily attended to the presumptuous +lover, Captain Zelotes returned to the school and to what he believed +would be the comparatively easy task, the bringing of his daughter to +reason. Jane had always been an obedient girl, she was devoted to her +parents. Of course, although she might feel rather disappointed at +first, she would soon get over it. The idea that she might flatly +refuse to get over it, that she might have a will of her own, and a +determination equal to that of the father from whom she inherited it, +did not occur to the captain at all. + +But his enlightenment was prompt and complete. Jane did not rage or +become hysterical, she did not even weep in his presence. But, quietly, +with a set of her square little chin, she informed Captain Zelotes that +she loved Speranza, that she meant to marry him and that she should +marry him, some day or other. The captain raged, commanded, pleaded, +begged. What was the matter with her? What had come over her? Didn't she +love her father and mother any more that she should set out to act this +way? Yes, she declared that she loved them as much as ever, but that +she loved her lover more than all the world, and no one--not even her +parents--should separate them. + +Captain Zelotes gave it up at last. That is, he gave up the appeal to +reason and the pleadings. But he did not give up the idea of having his +own way in the matter; being Zelotes Snow, he certainly did not give +that up. Instead he took his daughter home with him to South Harniss, +where a tearful and heart-broken Olive added her persuasions to his. +But, when she found Jane obdurate, Mrs. Snow might have surrendered. +Not her husband, however. Instead he conceived a brilliant idea. He was +about to start on a voyage to Rio Janeiro; he would take his wife and +daughter with him. Under their immediate observation and far removed +from the influence of “that Portygee,” Jane would be in no danger and +might forget. + +Jane made no remonstrance. She went to Rio and returned. She was always +calm, outwardly pleasant and quiet, never mentioned her lover unless in +answer to a question; but she never once varied from her determination +not to give him up. The Snows remained at home for a month. Then +Zelotes, Jane accompanying him, sailed from Boston to Savannah. Olive +did not go with them; she hated the sea and by this time both she and +her husband were somewhat reassured. So far as they could learn by +watchful observation of their daughter, the latter had not communicated +with Speranza nor received communications from him. If she had not +forgotten him it seemed likely that he had forgotten her. The thought +made the captain furiously angry, but it comforted him, too. + +During the voyage to Savannah this sense of comfort became stronger. +Jane seemed in better spirits. She was always obedient, but now she +began to seem almost cheerful, to speak, and even laugh occasionally +just as she used to. Captain Zelotes patted himself on the back, +figuratively. His scheme had been a good one. + +And in Savannah, one afternoon, Jane managed to elude her father's +observation, to leave the schooner and to disappear completely. And +that night came a letter. She and Miguel Carlos Speranza had been +in correspondence all the time, how or through whose connivance is a +mystery never disclosed. He had come to Savannah, in accordance with +mutual arrangement; they had met, were married, and had gone away +together. + +“I love you, Father,” Jane wrote in the letter. “I love you and Mother +so very, VERY much. Oh, PLEASE believe that! But I love him, too. And I +could not give him up. You will see why when you know him, really know +him. If it were not for you I should be SO happy. I know you can't +forgive me now, but some day I am sure you will forgive us both.” + +Captain Zelotes was far, far from forgiveness as he read that letter. +His first mate, who was beside him when he opened and read it, was +actually frightened when he saw the look on the skipper's face. “He went +white,” said the mate; “not pale, but white, same as a dead man, or--or +the underside of a flatfish, or somethin'. 'For the Lord sakes, Cap'n,' +says I, 'what's the matter?' He never answered me, stood starin' at +the letter. Then he looked up, not at me, but as if somebody else was +standin' there on t'other side of the cabin table. 'Forgive him!' he +says, kind of slow and under his breath. 'I won't forgive his black soul +in hell.' When I heard him say it I give you my word my hair riz under +my cap. If ever there was killin' in a man's voice and in his looks +'twas in Cap'n Lote's that night. When I asked him again what was the +matter he didn't answer any more than he had the first time. A few +minutes afterwards he went into his stateroom and shut the door. I +didn't see him again until the next mornin'.” + +Captain Zelotes made no attempt to follow the runaway couple. He did +take pains to ascertain that they were legally married, but that +was all. He left his schooner in charge of the mate at Savannah and +journeyed north to South Harniss and his wife. A week he remained at +home with her, then returned to the Olive S. and took up his command and +its duties as if nothing had happened. But what had happened changed his +whole life. He became more taciturn, a trifle less charitable, a little +harder and more worldly. Before the catastrophe he had been interested +in business success and the making of money chiefly because of his plans +for his daughter's future. Now he worked even harder because it helped +him to forget. He became sole owner of the Olive S., then of other +schooners. People spoke of him as one destined to become a wealthy man. + +Jane lived only a few years after her marriage. She died at the birth of +her second child, who died with her. Her first, a boy, was born a year +after the elopement. She wrote her mother to tell that news and Olive +answered the letter. She begged permission of her husband to invite Jane +and the baby to visit the old home. At first Zelotes said no, flatly; +the girl had made her bed, let her lie in it. But a year later he had +so far relented as to give reluctant consent for Jane and the child to +come, provided her condemned husband did not accompany them. “If that +low-lived Portygee sets foot on my premises, so help me God, I'll +kill him!” declared the captain. In his vernacular all foreigners were +“Portygees.” + +But Jane was as proud and stubborn as he. Where her husband was not +welcome she would not go. And a little later she had gone on the longest +of all journeys. Speranza did not notify her parents except to send a +clipped newspaper account of her death and burial, which arrived a week +after the latter had taken place. The news prostrated Olive, who was ill +for a month. Captain Zelotes bore it, as he had borne the other great +shock, with outward calm and quiet. Yet a year afterward he suddenly +announced his determination of giving up the sea and his prosperous and +growing shipping business and of spending the rest of his days on the +Cape. + +Olive was delighted, of course. Riches--that is, more than a comfortable +competency--had no temptations for her. The old house, home of three +generations of Snows, was painted, repaired and, to some extent, +modernized. For another year Captain Zelotes “loafed,” as he called it, +although others might have considered his activities about the place +anything but that. At the end of that year he surprised every one by +buying from the heirs of the estate the business equipment of the late +Eben Raymond, hardware dealer and lumber merchant of South Harniss, +said equipment comprising an office, a store and lumber yards near +the railway station. “Got to have somethin' to keep me from gettin' +barnacled,” declared Captain Lote. “There's enough old hulks rottin' at +their moorin's down here as 'tis. I don't know anything about lumber and +half as much about hardware, but I cal'late I can learn.” As an aid in +the learning process he retained as bookkeeper Laban Keeler, who had +acted in that capacity for the former proprietor. + +The years slipped away, a dozen of them, as smoothly and lazily as South +Harniss years have always slipped. Captain Zelotes was past sixty +now, but as vigorous as when forty, stubborn as ever, fond of using +quarter-deck methods on shore and especially in town-meeting, and +very often in trouble in consequence. He was a member of the Board of +Selectmen and was in the habit of characterizing those whose opinions +differed from his as “narrow-minded.” They retorted by accusing him of +being “pig-headed.” There was some truth on both sides. His detest of +foreigners had not abated in the least. + +And then, in this December of the year 1910, fell as from a clear sky +the legacy of a grandson. From Senor Miguel Carlos Speranza the Snows +had had no direct word, had received nothing save the newspaper clipping +already mentioned. Olive had never seen him; her husband had seen him +only on the occasion of the memorable interview in the hotel room. They +never spoke of him, never mentioned him to each other. Occasionally, +in the Boston newspapers, his likeness in costume had appeared amid the +music notes or theatrical jottings. But these had not been as numerous +of late. Of his son, their own daughter's child, they knew nothing; +he might be alive or he might be dead. Sometimes Olive found herself +speculating concerning him, wondering if he was alive, and if he +resembled Jane. But she put the speculation from her thoughts; she +could not bear to bring back memories of the old hopes and their bitter +ending. Sometimes Captain Lote at his desk in the office of “Z. Snow +& Co., Lumber and Builders' Hardware,” caught himself dreaming of his +idolized daughter and thinking how different the future might have been +for him had she married a “white man,” the kind of man he had meant for +her to marry. There might be grandchildren growing up now, fine boys +and girls, to visit the old home at South Harniss. “Ah hum! Well! . . . +Labe, how long has this bill of Abner Parker's been hangin' on? +For thunder sakes, why don't he pay up? He must think we're runnin' a +meetin'-house Christmas tree.” + +The letter from the lawyer had come first. It was written in New York, +was addressed to “Captain Lotus Snow,” and began by taking for granted +the fact that the recipient knew all about matters of which he knew +nothing. Speranza was dead, so much was plain, and the inference was +that he had been fatally injured in an automobile accident, “particulars +of which you have of course read in the papers.” Neither Captain Lote +nor his wife had read anything of the kind in the papers. The captain +had been very busy of late and had read little except political news, +and Mrs. Snow never read of murders and accidents, their details at +least. She looked up from the letter, which her husband had hastened +home from the office to bring her, with a startled face. + +“Oh, Zelotes,” she cried, “he's dead!” + +The captain nodded. + +“Seems so,” he said. “That part's plain enough, but go on. The rest of +it is what I can't get a hand-hold on. See what you make of the rest of +it, Olive.” + +The rest of it was to the effect that the writer, being Mr. Speranza's +business adviser, “that is to say, as much or more so than any one +else,” had been called in at the time of the accident, had conferred +with the injured man, and had learned his last wishes. “He expressed +himself coherently concerning his son,” went on the letter, “and it is +in regard to that son that I am asking an interview with you. I should +have written sooner, but have been engaged with matters pertaining to +Mr. Speranza's estate and personal debts. The latter seem to be large--” + +“I'LL bet you!” observed Captain Zelotes, sententiously, interrupting +his wife's reading by pointing to this sentence with a big forefinger. + +“'And the estate's affairs much tangled,'” went on Olive, reading aloud. +“'It seems best that I should see you concerning the boy at once. I +don't know whether or not you are aware that he is at school in ----, +New York. I am inclined to think that the estate itself will scarcely +warrant the expense of his remaining there. Could you make it convenient +to come to New York and see me at once? Or, if not, I shall be in +Boston on Friday of next week and can you meet me there? It seems almost +impossible for me to come to you just now, and, of course, you will +understand that I am acting as a sort of temporary executor merely +because Mr. Speranza was formerly my friend and not because I have any +pecuniary interest in the settlement of his affairs. + +“'Very truly yours, + +“'MARCUS W. WEISSMANN.'” + + +“Weissman! Another Portygee!” snorted Captain Lote. + +“But--but what does it MEAN?” begged Mrs. Snow. “Why--why should he want +to see you, Zelotes? And the boy--why--why, that's HER boy. It's Janie's +boy he must mean, Zelotes.” + +Her husband nodded. + +“Hers and that blasted furriner's,” he muttered. “I suppose so.” + +“Oh, DON'T speak that way, Zelotes! Don't! He's dead.” + +Captain Lote's lips tightened. “If he'd died twenty years ago 'twould +have been better for all hands,” he growled. + +“Janie's boy!” repeated Olive slowly. “Why--why, he must be a big boy +now. Almost grown up.” + +Her husband did not speak. He was pacing the floor, his hands in his +pockets. + +“And this man wants to see you about him,” said Olive. Then, after a +moment, she added timidly: “Are you goin', Zelotes?” + +“Goin'? Where?” + +“To New York? To see this lawyer man?” + +“I? Not by a jugful! What in blazes should I go to see him for?” + +“Well--well, he wants you to, you know. He wants to talk with you about +the--the boy.” + +“Humph!” + +“It's her boy, Zelotes.” + +“Humph! Young Portygee!” + +“Don't, Zelotes! Please! . . . I know you can't forgive that--that man. +We can't either of us forgive him; but--” + +The captain stopped in his stride. “Forgive him!” he repeated. “Mother, +don't talk like a fool. Didn't he take away the one thing that I was +workin' for, that I was plannin' for, that I was LIVIN' for? I--” + +She interrupted, putting a hand on his sleeve. + +“Not the only thing, dear,” she said. “You had me, you know.” + +His expression changed. He looked down at her and smiled. + +“That's right, old lady,” he admitted. “I had you, and thank the +Almighty for it. Yes, I had you . . . But,” his anger returning, “when +I think how that damned scamp stole our girl from us and then neglected +her and killed her--” + +“ZELOTES! How you talk! He DIDN'T kill her. How can you!” + +“Oh, I don't mean he murdered her, of course. But I'll bet all I've got +that he made her miserable. Look here, Mother, you and she used to write +back and forth once in a while. In any one of those letters did she ever +say she was happy?” + +Mrs. Snow's answer was somewhat equivocal. “She never said she was +unhappy,” she replied. Her husband sniffed and resumed his pacing up and +down. + +After a little Olive spoke again. + +“New York IS a good ways,” she said. “Maybe 'twould be better for you to +meet this lawyer man in Boston. Don't you think so?” + +“Bah!” + +Another interval. Then: “Zelotes?” + +“Yes,” impatiently. “What is it?” + +“It's her boy, after all, isn't it? Our grandson, yours and mine. Don't +you think--don't you think it's your duty to go, Zelotes?” + +Captain Lote stamped his foot. + +“For thunderation sakes, Olive, let up!” he commanded. “You ought to +know by this time that there's one thing I hate worse than doin' my +duty, that's bein' preached to about it. Let up! Don't you say another +word.” + +She did not, having learned much by years of experience. He said the +next word on the subject himself. At noon, when he came home for dinner, +he said, as they rose from the table: “Where's my suitcase, up attic?” + +“Why, yes, I guess likely 'tis. Why?” + +Instead of answering he turned to the housekeeper, Mrs. Ellis. + +“Rachel,” he said, “go up and get that case and fetch it down to the +bedroom, will you? Hurry up! Train leaves at half-past two and it's +'most one now.” + +Both women stared at him. Mrs. Ellis spoke first. + +“Why, Cap'n Lote,” she cried; “be you goin' away?” + +Her employer's answer was crisp and very much to the point. “I am if +I can get that case time enough to pack it and make the train,” he +observed. “If you stand here askin' questions I probably shall stay to +home.” + +The housekeeper made a hasty exit by way of the back stairs. Mrs. Snow +still gazed wonderingly at her husband. + +“Zelotes,” she faltered, “are you--are you--” + +“I'm goin' to New York on to-night's boat. I've telegraphed that--that +Weiss--Weiss--what-do-you-call-it--that Portygee lawyer--that I'll be to +his office to-morrow mornin'.” + +“But, Zelotes, we haven't scarcely talked about it, you and I, at all. +You might have waited till he came to Boston. Why do you go so SOON?” + +The captain's heavy brows drew together. + +“You went to the dentist's last Friday,” he said. “Why didn't you wait +till next week?” + +“Why--why, what a question! My tooth ached and I wanted to have it fixed +quick as possible.” + +“Um-m, yes. Well, this tooth aches and I want it fixed or hauled out, +one or t'other. I want the thing off my mind. . . . Don't TALK to me?” + he added, irritably. “I know I'm a fool. And,” with a peremptory wave of +the hand, “don't you DARE say anything about DUTY!” + +He was back again two days later. His wife did not question him, but +waited for him to speak. Those years of experience already mentioned had +taught her diplomacy. He looked at her and pulled his beard. “Well,” he +observed, when they were alone together, “I saw him.” + +“The--the boy?” eagerly. + +“No, no! Course not! The boy's at school somewhere up in New York State; +how could I see him! I saw that lawyer and I found out about--about the +other scamp. He was killed in an auto accident, drunk at the time, I +cal'late. Nigh's I can gather he's been drinkin' pretty heavy for the +last six or seven years. Always lived high, same as his kind generally +does, and spent money like water, I judge--but goin' down hill fast +lately. His voice was givin' out on him and he realized it, I presume +likely. Now he's dead and left nothin' but trunks full of stage clothes +and photographs and,” contemptuously, “letters from fool women, and +debts--Lord, yes! debts enough.” + +“But the boy, Zelotes. Janie's boy?” + +“He's been at this school place for pretty nigh ten years, so the lawyer +feller said. That lawyer was a pretty decent chap, too, for a furriner. +Seems he used to know this--Speranza rascal--when Speranza was younger +and more decent--if he ever was really decent, which I doubt. But this +lawyer man was his friend then and about the only one he really had when +he was hurt. There was plenty of make-believe friends hangin' on, like +pilot-fish to a shark, for what they could get by spongin' on him, but +real friends were scarce.” + +“And the boy--” + +“For the Lord sakes, Mother, don't keep sayin' 'The boy,' 'the boy,' +over and over again like a talkin' machine! Let me finish about the +father first. This Weis--er--thingamajig--the lawyer, had quite a talk +with Speranza afore he died, or while he was dyin'; he only lived a few +hours after the accident and was out of his head part of that. But +he said enough to let Weiss--er--er--Oh, why CAN'T I remember that +Portygee's name?--to let him know that he'd like to have him settle up +what was left of his affairs, and to send word to us about--about the +boy. There! I hope you feel easier, Mother; I've got 'round to 'the boy' +at last.” + +“But why did he want word sent to us, Zelotes? He never wrote a line to +us in his life.” + +“You bet he didn't!” bitterly; “he knew better. Why did he want word +sent now? The answer to that's easy enough. 'Cause he wanted to get +somethin' out of us, that's the reason. From what that lawyer could +gather, and from what he's found out since, there ain't money enough +for the boy to stay another six weeks at that school, or anywhere else, +unless the young feller earns it himself. And, leavin' us out of the +count, there isn't a relation this side of the salt pond. There's +probably a million or so over there in Portygee-land,” with a derisive +sniff; “those foreigners breed like flies. But THEY don't count.” + +“But did he want word sent to us about the--” + +“Sshh! I'm tellin' you, Olive, I'm tellin' you. He wanted word sent +because he was in hopes that we--you and I, Mother--would take that son +of his in at our house here and give him a home. The cheek of it! After +what he'd done to you and me, blast him! The solid brass nerve of it!” + +He stormed up and down the room. His wife did not seem nearly so much +disturbed as he at the thought of the Speranza presumption. She looked +anxious--yes, but she looked eager, too, and her gaze was fixed upon her +husband's face. + +“Oh!” she said, softly. “Oh! . . . And--and what did you say, Zelotes?” + +“What did I say? What do you suppose I said? I said no, and I said it +good and loud, too.” + +Olive made no comment. She turned away her head, and the captain, +who now in his turn was watching her, saw a suspicious gleam, as of +moisture, on her cheek. He stopped his pacing and laid a hand on her +shoulder. + +“There, there, Mother,” he said, gently. “Don't cry. He's comin'.” + +“Comin'?” She turned pale. “Comin'?” she repeated. “Who?” + +“That boy! . . . Sshh! shh!” impatiently. “Now don't go askin' me +questions or tellin' me what I just said I said. I SAID the right thing, +but--Well, hang it all, what else could I DO? I wrote the boy--Albert--a +letter and I wrote the boss of the school another one. I sent a check +along for expenses and--Well, he'll be here 'most any day now, I +shouldn't wonder. And WHAT in the devil are we goin' to do with him?” + +His wife did not reply to this outburst. She was trembling with +excitement. + +“Is--is his name Albert?” she faltered. + +“Um-hm. Seems so.” + +“Why, that's your middle name! Do you--do you s'pose Janie could have +named him for--for you?” + +“I don't know.” + +“Of course,” with some hesitation, “it may be she didn't. If she'd named +him Zelotes--” + +“Good heavens, woman! Isn't one name like that enough in the family? +Thank the Lord we're spared two of 'em! But there! he's comin'. And when +he gets here--then what?” + +Olive put her arm about her big husband. + +“I hope--yes, I'm sure you did right, Zelotes, and that all's goin' to +turn out to be for the best.” + +“Are you? Well, _I_ ain't sure, not by a thousand fathom.” + +“He's Janie's boy.” + +“Yes. And he's that play-actor's boy, too. One Speranza pretty nigh +ruined your life and mine, Olive. What'll this one do? . . . Well, God +knows, I suppose likely, but He won't tell. All we can do is wait and +see. I tell you honest I ain't very hopeful.” + + + +CHAPTER III + + +A brisk rap on the door; then a man's voice. + +“Hello, there! Wake up.” + +Albert rolled over, opened one eye, then the other and raised himself on +his elbow. + +“Eh? Wh-what?” he stammered. + +“Seven o'clock! Time to turn out.” + +The voice was his grandfather's. “Oh--oh, all right!” he answered. + +“Understand me, do you?” + +“Yes--yes, sir. I'll be right down.” + +The stairs creaked as Captain Zelotes descended them. Albert yawned +cavernously, stretched and slid one foot out of bed. He drew it back +instantly, however, for the sensation was that of having thrust it into +a bucket of cold water. The room had been cold the previous evening; +plainly it was colder still now. The temptation was to turn back and go +to sleep again, but he fought against it. Somehow he had a feeling that +to disregard his grandfather's summons would be poor diplomacy. + +He set his teeth and, tossing back the bed clothes, jumped to the floor. +Then he jumped again, for the floor was like ice. The window was wide +open and he closed it, but there was no warm radiator to cuddle against +while dressing. He missed his compulsory morning shower, a miss which +did not distress him greatly. He shook himself into his clothes, soused +his head and neck in a basin of ice water poured from a pitcher, and, +before brushing his hair, looked out of the window. + +It was a sharp winter morning. The wind had gone down, but before +subsiding it had blown every trace of mist or haze from the air, and +from his window-sill to the horizon every detail was clean cut and +distinct. He was looking out, it seemed, from the back of the house. The +roof of the kitchen extension was below him and, to the right, the high +roof of the barn. Over the kitchen roof and to the left he saw little +rolling hills, valleys, cranberry swamps, a pond. A road wound in +and out and, scattered along it, were houses, mostly white with green +blinds, but occasionally varied by the gray of unpainted, weathered +shingles. A long, low-spreading building a half mile off looked as if +it might be a summer hotel, now closed and shuttered. Beyond it was a +cluster of gray shanties and a gleam of water, evidently a wharf and a +miniature harbor. And, beyond that, the deep, brilliant blue of the sea. +Brown and blue were the prevailing colors, but, here and there, clumps +and groves of pines gave splashes of green. + +There was an exhilaration in the crisp air. He felt an unwonted +liveliness and a desire to be active which would have surprised some of +his teachers at the school he had just left. The depression of spirits +of which he had been conscious the previous night had disappeared +along with his premonitions of unpleasantness. He felt optimistic this +morning. After giving his curls a rake with the comb, he opened the door +and descended the steep stairs to the lower floor. + +His grandmother was setting the breakfast table. He was a little +surprised to see her doing it. What was the use of having servants if +one did the work oneself? But perhaps the housekeeper was ill. + +“Good morning,” he said. + +Mrs. Snow, who had not heard him enter, turned and saw him. When he +crossed the room, she kissed him on the cheek. + +“Good morning, Albert,” she said. “I hope you slept well.” + +Albert replied that he had slept very well indeed. He was a trifle +disappointed that she made no comment on his promptness in answering his +grandfather's summons. He felt such promptness deserved commendation. At +school they rang two bells at ten minute intervals, thus giving a fellow +a second chance. It had been a point of senior etiquette to accept +nothing but that second chance. Here, apparently, he was expected to +jump at the first. There was a matter of course about his grandmother's +attitude which was disturbing. + +She went on setting the table, talking as she did so. + +“I'm real glad you did sleep,” she said. “Some folks can hardly +ever sleep the first night in a strange room. Zelotes--I mean your +grandpa--'s gone out to see to the horse and feed the hens and the pig. +He'll be in pretty soon. Then we'll have breakfast. I suppose you're +awful hungry.” + +As a matter of fact he was not very hungry. Breakfast was always a +more or less perfunctory meal with him. But he was surprised to see +the variety of eatables upon that table. There were cookies there, and +doughnuts, and even half an apple pie. Pie for breakfast! It had been a +newspaper joke at which he had laughed many times. But it seemed not to +be a joke here, rather a solemn reality. + +The kitchen door opened and Mrs. Ellis put in her head. To Albert's +astonishment the upper part of the head, beginning just above the brows, +was swathed in a huge bandage. The lower part was a picture of hopeless +misery. + +“Has Cap'n Lote come in yet?” inquired the housekeeper, faintly. + +“Not yet, Rachel,” replied Mrs. Snow. “He'll be here in a minute, +though. Albert's down, so you can begin takin' up the things.” + +The head disappeared. A sigh of complete wretchedness drifted in as the +door closed. Albert looked at his grandmother in alarm. + +“Is she sick?” he faltered. + +“Who? Rachel? No, she ain't exactly sick . . . Dear me! Where did I put +that clean napkin?” + +The boy stared at the kitchen door. If his grandmother had said the +housekeeper was not exactly dead he might have understood. But to say +she was not exactly sick-- + +“But--but what makes her look so?” he stammered. “And--and what's she +got that on her head for? And she groaned! Why, she MUST be sick!” + +Mrs. Snow, having found the clean napkin, laid it beside her husband's +plate. + +“No,” she said calmly. “It's one of her sympathetic attacks; that's what +she calls 'em, sympathetic attacks. She has 'em every time Laban +Keeler starts in on one of his periodics. It's nerves, I suppose. Cap'n +Zelotes--your grandfather--says it's everlastin' foolishness. Whatever +'tis, it's a nuisance. And she's so sensible other times, too.” + +Albert was more puzzled than ever. Why in the world Mrs. Ellis should +tie up her head and groan because the little Keeler person had gone on a +spree was beyond his comprehension. + +His grandmother enlightened him a trifle. + +“You see,” she went on, “she and Laban have been engaged to be married +ever since they were young folks. It's Laban's weakness for liquor +that's kept 'em apart so long. She won't marry him while he drinks and +he keeps swearin' off and then breaking down. He's a good man, too; an +awful good man and capable as all get-out when he's sober. Lately that +is, for the last seven or eight years, beginnin' with the time when that +lecturer on mesmerism and telegraphy--no, telepathy--thought-transfers +and such--was at the town hall--Rachel has been havin' these sympathetic +attacks of hers. She declares that alcohol-takin' is a disease and +that Laban suffers when he's tipsy and that she and he are so bound up +together that she suffers just the same as he does. I must say I never +noticed him sufferin' very much, not at the beginnin,' anyhow--acts +more as he was havin' a good time--but she seems to. I don't wonder you +smile,” she added. “'Tis funny, in a way, and it's queer that such a +practical, common-sense woman as Rachel Ellis is, should have such a +notion. It's hard on us, though. Don't say anything to her about it, and +don't laugh at her, whatever you do.” + +Albert wanted to laugh very much. “But, Mrs. Snow--” he began. + +“Mercy sakes alive! You ain't goin' to call me 'Mrs. Snow,' I hope.” + +“No, of course not. But, Grandmother why do you and Captain--you and +Grandfather keep her and Keeler if they are so much trouble? Why don't +you let them go and get someone else?” + +“Let 'em go? Get someone else! Why, we COULDN'T get anybody else, anyone +who would be like them. They're almost a part of our family; that is, +Rachel is, she's been here since goodness knows when. And, when he's +sober Laban almost runs the lumber business. Besides, they're nice +folks--almost always.” + +Plainly the ways of South Harniss were not the ways of the world he had +known. Certainly these people were “Rubes” and queer Rubes, too. Then he +remembered that two of them were his grandparents and that his immediate +future was, so to speak, in their hands. The thought was not entirely +comforting or delightful. He was still pondering upon it when his +grandfather came in from the barn. + +The captain said good morning in the same way he had said good night, +that is, he and Albert shook hands and the boy was again conscious of +the gaze which took him in from head to foot and of the quiet twinkle in +the gray eyes. + +“Sleep well, son?” inquired Captain Zelotes. + +“Yes . . . Yes, sir.” + +“That's good. I judged you was makin' a pretty good try at it when I +thumped on your door this mornin'. Somethin' new for you to be turned +out at seven, eh?” + +“No, sir.” + +“Eh? It wasn't?” + +“No, sir. The rising bell rang at seven up at school. We were supposed +to be down at breakfast at a quarter past.” + +“Humph! You were, eh? Supposed to be? Does that mean that you were +there?” + +“Yes, sir.” + +There was a surprised look in the gray eyes now, a fact which Albert +noticed with inward delight. He had taken one “rise” out of his +grandfather, at any rate. He waited, hoping for another opportunity, but +it did not come. Instead they sat down to breakfast. + +Breakfast, in spite of the morning sunshine at the windows, was somewhat +gloomy. The homesickness, although not as acute as on the previous +night, was still in evidence. Albert felt lost, out of his element, +lonely. And, to add a touch of real miserableness, the housekeeper +served and ate like a near relative of the deceased at a funeral feast. +She moved slowly, she sighed heavily, and the bandage upon her forehead +loomed large and portentous. When spoken to she seldom replied before +the third attempt. Captain Zelotes lost patience. + +“Have another egg?” he roared, brandishing the spoon containing it at +arm's length and almost under her nose. “Egg! Egg! EGG! If you can't +hear it, smell it. Only answer, for heaven sakes!” + +The effect of this outburst was obviously not what he had hoped. Mrs. +Ellis stared first at the egg quivering before her face, then at the +captain. Then she rose and marched majestically to the kitchen. The door +closed, but a heartrending sniff drifted in through the crack. Olive +laid down her knife and fork. + +“There!” she exclaimed, despairingly. “Now see what you've done. Oh, +Zelotes, how many times have I told you you've got to treat her tactful +when she's this way?” + +Captain Lote put the egg back in the bowl. + +“DAMN!” he observed, with intense enthusiasm. + +His wife shook her head. + +“Swearin' don't help it a mite, either,” she declared. “Besides I +don't know what Albert here must think of you.” Albert, who, between +astonishment and a wild desire to laugh, was in a critical condition, +appeared rather embarrassed. His grandfather looked at him and smiled +grimly. + +“I cal'late one damn won't scare him to death,” he observed. “Maybe he's +heard somethin' like it afore. Or do they say, 'Oh, sugar!' up at that +school you come from?” he added. + +Albert, not knowing how to reply, looked more embarrassed than ever. +Olive seemed on the point of weeping. + +“Oh, Zelotes, how CAN you!” she wailed. “And to-day, of all days! His +very first mornin'!” + +Captain Lote relented. + +“There, there, Mother!” he said. “I'm sorry. Forget it. Sorry if I +shocked you, Albert. There's times when salt-water language is the only +thing that seems to help me out . . . Well, Mother, what next? What'll +we do now?” + +“You know just as well as I do, Zelotes. There's only one thing you can +do. That's go out and beg her pardon this minute. There's a dozen places +she could get right here in South Harniss without turnin' her hand over. +And if she should leave I don't know WHAT I'd do.” + +“Leave! She ain't goin' to leave any more'n than the ship's cat's goin' +to jump overboard. She's been here so long she wouldn't know how to +leave if she wanted to.” + +“That don't make any difference. The pitcher that goes to the +well--er--er--” + +She had evidently forgotten the rest of the proverb. Her husband helped +her out. + +“Flocks together or gathers no moss, or somethin', eh? All right, +Mother, don't fret. There ain't really any occasion to, considerin' +we've been through somethin' like this at least once every six months +for ten years.” + +“Zelotes, won't you PLEASE go and ask her pardon?” + +The captain pushed back his chair. “I'll be hanged if it ain't a healthy +note,” he grumbled, “when the skipper has to go and apologize to the +cook because the cook's made a fool of herself! I'd like to know what +kind of rum Labe drinks. I never saw any but his kind that would go +to somebody else's head. Two people gettin' tight and only one of 'em +drinkin' is somethin'--” + +He disappeared into the kitchen, still muttering. Mrs. Snow smiled +feebly at her grandson. + +“I guess you think we're funny folks, Albert,” she said. “But Rachel is +one hired help in a thousand and she has to be treated just so.” + +Five minutes later Cap'n 'Lote returned. He shrugged his shoulders and +sat down at his place. + +“All right, Mother, all right,” he observed. “I've been heavin' ile on +the troubled waters and the sea's smoothin' down. She'll be kind and +condescendin' enough to eat with us in a minute or so.” + +She was. She came into the dining-room with the air of a saint going to +martyrdom and the remainder of the meal was eaten by the quartet almost +in silence. When it was over the captain said: + +“Well, Al, feel like walkin', do you?” + +“Why, why, yes, sir, I guess so.” + +“Humph! You don't seem very wild at the prospect. Walkin' ain't much in +your line, maybe. More used to autoin', perhaps?” + +Mrs. Snow put in a word. “Don't talk so, Zelotes,” she said. “He'll +think you're makin' fun of him.” + +“Who? Me? Not a bit of it. Well, Al, do you want to walk down to the +lumber yard with me?” + +The boy hesitated. The quiet note of sarcasm in his grandfather's voice +was making him furiously angry once more, just as it had done on the +previous night. + +“Do you want me to?” he asked, shortly. + +“Why, yes, I cal'late I do.” + +Albert, without another word, walked to the hat-rack in the hall and +began putting on his coat. Captain Lote watched him for a moment and +then put on his own. + +“We'll be back to dinner, Mother,” he said. “Heave ahead, Al, if you're +ready.” + +There was little conversation between the pair during the half mile +walk to the office and yards of “Z. Snow and Co., Lumber and Builders' +Hardware.” Only once did the captain offer a remark. That was just as +they came out by the big posts at the entrance to the driveway. Then he +said: + +“Al, I don't want you to get the idea from what happened at the table +just now--that foolishness about Rachel Ellis--that your grandmother +ain't a sensible woman. She is, and there's no better one on earth. +Don't let that fact slip your mind.” + +Albert, somewhat startled by the abruptness of the observation, looked +up in surprise. He found the gray eyes looking down at him. + +“I noticed you lookin' at her,” went on his grandfather, “as if you was +kind of wonderin' whether to laugh at her or pity her. You needn't +do either. She's kind-hearted and that makes her put up with Rachel's +silliness. Then, besides, Rachel herself is common sense and practical +nine-tenths of the time. It's always a good idea, son, to sail one +v'yage along with a person before you decide whether to class 'em as A. +B. or just roustabout.” + +The blood rushed to the boy's face. He felt guilty and the feeling made +him angrier than ever. + +“I don't see why,” he burst out, indignantly, “you should say I was +laughing at--at Mrs. Snow--” + +“At your grandmother.” + +“Well--yes--at my grandmother. I don't see why you should say that. I +wasn't.” + +“Wasn't you? Good! I'm glad of it. I wouldn't, anyhow. She's liable to +be about the best friend you'll have in this world.” + +To Albert's mind flashed the addition: “Better than you, that means,” + but he kept it to himself. + +The lumber yards were on a spur track not very far from the railway +station where he had spent that miserable half hour the previous +evening. The darkness then had prevented his seeing them. Not that he +would have been greatly interested if he had seen them, nor was he +more interested now, although his grandfather took him on a personally +conducted tour between the piles of spruce and pine and hemlock and +pointed out which was which and added further details. “Those are two by +fours,” he said. Or, “Those are larger joist, different sizes.” “This is +good, clear stock, as good a lot of white pine as we've got hold of for +a long spell.” He gave particulars concerning the “handiest way to drive +a team” to one or the other of the piles. Albert found it rather boring. +He longed to speak concerning enormous lumber yards he had seen in New +York or Chicago or elsewhere. He felt almost a pitying condescension +toward this provincial grandparent who seemed to think his little piles +of “two by fours” so important. + +It was much the same, perhaps a little worse, when they entered the +hardware shop and the office. The rows and rows of little drawers and +boxes, each with samples of its contents--screws, or bolts, or hooks, +or knobs--affixed to its front, were even more boring than the lumber +piles. There was a countryfied, middle-aged person in overalls sweeping +out the shop and Captain Zelotes introduced him. + +“Albert,” he said, “this is Mr. Issachar Price, who works around the +place here. Issy, let me make you acquainted with my grandson, Albert.” + +Mr. Price, looking over his spectacles, extended a horny hand and +observed: “Yus, yus. Pleased to meet you, Albert. I've heard tell of +you.” + +Albert's private appraisal of “Issy” was that the latter was another +funny Rube. Whatever Issy's estimate of his employer's grandson might +have been, he, also, kept it to himself. + +Captain Zelotes looked about the shop and glanced into the office. + +“Humph!” he grunted. “No sign or symptoms of Laban this mornin', I +presume likely?” + +Issachar went on with his sweeping. + +“Nary one,” was his laconic reply. + +“Humph! Heard anything about him?” + +Mr. Price moistened his broom in a bucket of water. “I see Tim Kelley +on my way down street,” he said. “Tim said he run afoul of Laban along +about ten last night. Said he cal'lated Labe was on his way. He was +singin' 'Hyannis on the Cape' and so Tim figgered he'd got a pretty fair +start already.” + +The captain shook his head. “Tut, tut, tut!” he muttered. “Well, that +means I'll have to do office work for the next week or so. Humph! I +declare it's too bad just now when I was countin' on him to--” He did +not finish the sentence, but instead turned to his grandson and said: +“Al, why don't you look around the hardware store here while I open +the mail and the safe. If there's anything you see you don't understand +Issy'll tell you about it.” + +He went into the office. Albert sauntered listlessly to the window +and looked out. So far as not understanding anything in the shop was +concerned he was quite willing to remain in ignorance. It did not +interest him in the least. A moment later he felt a touch on his elbow. +He turned, to find Mr. Price standing beside him. + +“I'm all ready to tell you about it now,” volunteered the unsmiling +Issy. “Sweepin's all finished up.” + +Albert was amused. “I guess I can get along,” he said. + +“Don't worry.” + +“_I_ ain't worried none. I don't believe in worryin'; worryin' don't do +folks no good, the way I look at it. But long's Cap'n Lote wants me to +tell you about the hardware I'd ruther do it now, than any time. Henry +Cahoon's team'll be here for a load of lath in about ten minutes or so, +and then I'll have to leave you. This here's the shelf where we keep +the butts--hinges, you understand. Brass along here, and iron here. Got +quite a stock, ain't we.” + +He took the visitor's arm in his mighty paw and led him from shelves +to drawers and from drawers to boxes, talking all the time, so the boy +thought, “like a catalogue.” Albert tried gently to break away several +times and yawned often, but yawns and hints were quite lost on his +guide, who was intent only upon the business--and victim--in hand. At +the window looking across toward the main road Albert paused longest. +There was a girl in sight--she looked, at that distance, as if she might +be a rather pretty girl--and the young man was languidly interested. +He had recently made the discovery that pretty girls may be quite +interesting; and, moreover, one or two of them whom he had met at the +school dances--when the young ladies from the Misses Bradshaws' seminary +had come over, duly guarded and chaperoned, to one-step and fox-trot +with the young gentlemen of the school--one or two of these young ladies +had intimated a certain interest in him. So the feminine possibility +across the road attracted his notice--only slightly, of course; the +sophisticated metropolitan notice is not easily aroused--but still, +slightly. + +“Come on, come on,” urged Issachar Price. “I ain't begun to show ye the +whole of it yet . . . Eh? Oh, Lord, there comes Cahoon's team now! Well, +I got to go. Show you the rest some other time. So long . . . Eh? Cap'n +Lote's callin' you, ain't he?” + +Albert went into the office in response to his grandfather's call to +find the latter seated at an old-fashioned roll-top desk, piled with +papers. + +“I've got to go down to the bank, Al,” he said. “Some business about +a note that Laban ought to be here to see to, but ain't. I'll be back +pretty soon. You just stay here and wait for me. You might be lookin' +over the books, if you want to. I took 'em out of the safe and they're +on Labe's desk there,” pointing to the high standing desk by the window. +“They're worth lookin' at, if only to see how neat they're kept. A set +of books like that is an example to any young man. You might be lookin' +'em over.” + +He hurried out. Albert smiled condescendingly and, instead of looking +over Mr. Keeler's books, walked over to the window and looked out of +that. The girl was not in sight now, but she might be soon. At any rate +watching for her was as exciting as any amusement he could think of +about that dull hole. Ah hum! he wondered how the fellows were at +school. + +The girl did not reappear. Signs of animation along the main road were +limited. One or two men went by, then a group of children obviously on +their way to school. Albert yawned again, took the silver cigarette case +from his pocket and looked longingly at its contents. He wondered +what his grandfather's ideas might be on the tobacco question. But his +grandfather was not there then . . . and he might not return for some +time . . . and . . . He took a cigarette from the case, tapped, with +careful carelessness, its end upon the case--he would not have dreamed +of smoking without first going through the tapping process--lighted the +cigarette and blew a large and satisfying cloud. Between puffs he sang: + + + “To you, beautiful lady, + I raise my eyes. + My heart, beautiful lady, + To your heart cries: + Come, come, beautiful lady, + To Par-a-dise, + As the sweet, sweet--'” + + +Some one behind him said: “Excuse me.” The appeal to the beautiful lady +broke off in the middle, and he whirled about to find the girl whom he +had seen across the road and for whose reappearance he had been watching +at the window, standing in the office doorway. He looked at her and she +looked at him. He was embarrassed. She did not seem to be. + +“Excuse me,” she said: “Is Mr. Keeler here?” + +She was a pretty girl, so his hasty estimate made when he had first +sighted her was correct. Her hair was dark, so were her eyes, and her +cheeks were becomingly colored by the chill of the winter air. She was +a country girl, her hat and coat proved that; not that they were in bad +taste or unbecoming, but they were simple and their style perhaps nearer +to that which the young ladies of the Misses Bradshaws' seminary had +worn the previous winter. All this Albert noticed in detail later on. +Just then the particular point which attracted his embarrassed attention +was the look in the dark eyes. They seemed to have almost the same +disturbing quality which he had noticed in his grandfather's gray ones. +Her mouth was very proper and grave, but her eyes looked as if she were +laughing at him. + +Now to be laughed at by an attractive young lady is disturbing and +unpleasant. It is particularly so when the laughter is from the +provinces and the laughee--so to speak--a dignified and sophisticated +city man. Albert summoned the said dignity and sophistication to his +rescue, knocked the ashes from his cigarette and said, haughtily: + +“I beg your pardon?” + +“Is Mr. Keeler here?” repeated the girl. + +“No, he is out.” + +“Will he be back soon, do you think?” + +Recollections of Mr. Price's recent remark concerning the missing +bookkeeper's “good start” came to Albert's mind and he smiled, slightly. +“I should say not,” he observed, with delicate irony. + +“Is Issy--I mean Mr. Price, busy?” + +“He's out in the yard there somewhere, I believe. Would you like to have +me call him?” + +“Why, yes--if you please--sir.” + +The “sir” was flattering, if it was sincere. He glanced at her. The +expression of the mouth was as grave as ever, but he was still uncertain +about those eyes. However, he was disposed to give her the benefit of +the doubt, so, stepping to the side door of the office--that leading to +the yards--he opened it and shouted: “Price! . . . Hey, Price!” + +There was no answer, although he could hear Issachar's voice and another +above the rattle of lath bundles. + +“Price!” he shouted, again. “Pri-i-ce!” + +The rattling ceased. Then, in the middle distance, above a pile of +“two by fours,” appeared Issachar's head, the features agitated and the +forehead bedewed with the moisture of honest toil. + +“Huh?” yelled Issy. “What's the matter? Be you hollerin' to me?” + +“Yes. There's some one here wants to see you.” + +“Hey?” + +“I say there's some one here who wants to see you.” + +“What for?” + +“I don't know.” + +“Well, find out, can't ye? I'm busy.” + +Was that a laugh which Albert heard behind him? He turned around, but +the young lady's face wore the same grave, even demure, expression. + +“What do you want to see him for?” he asked. + +“I wanted to buy something.” + +“She wants to buy something,” repeated Albert, shouting. + +“Hey?” + +“She wants to--BUY--something.” It was humiliating to have to scream in +this way. + +“Buy? Buy what?” + +“What do you want to buy?” + +“A hook, that's all. A hook for our kitchen door. Would you mind asking +him to hurry? I haven't much time.” + +“She wants a hook.” + +“Eh? We don't keep books. What kind of a book?” + +“Not book--HOOK. H-O-O-K! Oh, great Scott! Hook! HOOK! Hook for a door! +And she wants you to hurry.” + +“Eh? Well, I can't hurry now for nobody. I got to load these laths +and that's all there is to it. Can't you wait on him?” Evidently the +customer's sex had not yet been made clear to the Price understanding. +“You can get a hook for him, can't ye? You know where they be, I showed +ye. Ain't forgot so soon, 'tain't likely.” + +The head disappeared behind the “two by fours.” Its face was red, but no +redder than Mr. Speranza's at that moment. + +“Fool rube!” he snorted, disgustedly. + +“Excuse me, but you've dropped your cigarette,” observed the young lady. + +Albert savagely slammed down the window and turned away. The dropped +cigarette stump lay where it had fallen, smudging and smelling. + +His caller looked at it and then at him. + +“I'd pick it up, if I were you,” she said. “Cap'n Snow HATES +cigarettes.” + +Albert, his dignity and indignation forgotten, returned her look with +one of anxiety. + +“Does he, honest?” he asked. + +“Yes. He hates them worse than anything.” + +The cigarette stump was hastily picked up by its owner. + +“Where'll I put it?” he asked, hurriedly. + +“Why don't you--Oh, don't put it in your pocket! It will set you on +fire. Put it in the stove, quick.” + +Into the stove it went, all but its fragrance, which lingered. + +“Do you think you COULD find me that hook?” asked the girl. + +“I'll try. _I_ don't know anything about the confounded things.” + +“Oh!” innocently. “Don't you?” + +“No, of course I don't. Why should I?” + +“Aren't you working here?” + +“Here? Work HERE? ME? Well, I--should--say--NOT!” + +“Oh, excuse me. I thought you must be a new bookkeeper, or--or a new +partner, or something.” + +Albert regarded her intently and suspiciously for some seconds before +making another remark. She was as demurely grave as ever, but his +suspicions were again aroused. However, she WAS pretty, there could be +no doubt about that. + +“Maybe I can find the hook for you,” he said. “I can try, anyway.” + +“Oh, thank you ever so much,” gratefully. “It's VERY kind of you to take +so much trouble.” + +“Oh,” airily, “that's all right. Come on; perhaps we can find it +together.” + +They were still looking when Mr. Price came panting in. + +“Whew!” he observed, with emphasis. “If anybody tells you heavin' +bundles of laths aboard a truck-wagon ain't hard work you tell him for +me he's a liar, will ye. Whew! And I had to do the heft of everything, +'cause Cahoon sent that one-armed nephew of his to drive the team. A +healthy lot of good a one-armed man is to help heave lumber! I says to +him, says I: 'What in time did--' Eh? Why, hello, Helen! Good mornin'. +Land sakes! you're out airly, ain't ye?” + +The young lady nodded. “Good morning, Issachar,” she said. “Yes, I am +pretty early and I'm in a dreadful hurry. The wind blew our kitchen door +back against the house last night and broke the hook. I promised Father +I would run over here and get him a new one and bring it back to him +before I went to school. And it's quarter to nine now.” + +“Land sakes, so 'tis! Ain't--er--er--what's-his-name--Albert here, found +it for you yet? He ain't no kind of a hand to find things, is he? We'll +have to larn him better'n that. Yes indeed!” + +Albert laughed, sarcastically. He was about to make a satisfyingly +crushing reproof to this piece of impertinence when Mr. Price began to +sniff the air. + +“What in tunket?” he demanded. “Sn'f! Sn'f! Who's been smokin' in here? +And cigarettes, too, by crimus! Sn'f! Sn'f! Yes, sir, cigarettes, by +crimustee! Who's been smokin' cigarettes in here? If Cap'n Lote knew +anybody'd smoked a cigarette in here I don't know's he wouldn't kill +'em. Who done it?” + +Albert shivered. The girl with the dark blue eyes flashed a quick glance +at him. “I think perhaps someone went by the window when it was open +just now,” she suggested. “Perhaps they were smoking and the smoke blew +in.” + +“Eh? Well, maybe so. Must have been a mighty rank cigarette to smell up +the whole premises like this just goin' past a window. Whew! Gosh! +no wonder they say them things are rank pison. I'd sooner smoke +skunk-cabbage myself; 'twouldn't smell no worse and 'twould be a dum +sight safer. Whew! . . . Well, Helen, there's about the kind of hook I +cal'late you need. Fifteen cents 'll let you out on that. Cheap enough +for half the money, eh? Give my respects to your pa, will ye. Tell him +that sermon he preached last Sunday was fine, but I'd like it better if +he'd laid it on to the Univer'lists a little harder. Folks that don't +believe in hell don't deserve no consideration, 'cordin' to my notion. +So long, Helen . . . Oh say,” he added, as an afterthought, “I guess +you and Albert ain't been introduced, have ye? Albert, this is Helen +Kendall, she's our Orthodox minister's daughter. Helen, this young +feller is Albert--er--er--Consarn it, I've asked Cap'n Lote that name a +dozen times if I have once! What is it, anyway?” + +“Speranza,” replied the owner of the name. + +“That's it, Sperandy. This is Albert Sperandy, Cap'n Lote's grandson.” + +Albert and Miss Kendall shook hands. + +“Thanks,” said the former, gratefully and significantly. + +The young lady smiled. + +“Oh, you're welcome,” she said. “I knew who you were all the time--or I +guessed who you must be. Cap'n Snow told me you were coming.” + +She went out. Issachar, staring after her, chuckled admiringly. +“Smartest girl in THIS town,” he observed, with emphasis. “Head of her +class up to high school and only sixteen and three-quarters at that.” + +Captain Zelotes came bustling in a few minutes later. He went to his +desk, paying little attention to his grandson. The latter loitered idly +up and down the office and hardware shop, watching Issachar wait on +customers or rush shouting into the yard to attend to the wants of +others there. Plainly this was Issachar's busy day. + +“Crimus!” he exclaimed, returning from one such excursion and mopping +his forehead. “This doin' two men's work ain't no fun. Every time Labe +goes on a time seem's if trade was brisker'n it's been for a month. +Seems as if all creation and part of East Harniss had been hangin' back +waitin' till he had a shade on 'fore they come to trade. Makes a feller +feel like votin' the Prohibition ticket. I WOULD vote it, by crimustee, +if I thought 'twould do any good. 'Twouldn't though; Labe would take +to drinkin' bay rum or Florida water or somethin', same as Hoppy Rogers +done when he was alive. Jim Young says he went into Hoppy's barber-shop +once and there was Hoppy with a bottle of a new kind of hair-tonic in +his hand. 'Drummer that was here left it for a sample,' says Hoppy. +'Wanted me to try it and, if I liked it, he cal'lated maybe I'd buy +some. I don't think I shall, though,' he says; 'don't taste right to +me.' Yes, sir, Jim Young swears that's true. Wan't enough snake-killer +in that hair tonic to suit Hoppy. I--Yes, Cap'n Lote, what is it? Want +me, do ye?” + +But the captain did not, as it happened, want Mr. Price at that time. +It was Albert whose name he had called. The boy went into the office and +his grandfather rose and shut the door. + +“Sit down, Al,” he said, motioning toward a chair. When his grandson had +seated himself Captain Zelotes tilted back his own desk chair upon its +springs and looked at him. + +“Well, son,” he said, after a moment, “what do you think of it?” + +“Think of it? I don't know exactly what--” + +“Of the place here. Shop, yards, the whole business. Z. Snow and +Company--what do you think of it?” + +Privately Albert was inclined to classify the entire outfit as one-horse +and countrified, but he deemed it wiser not to express this opinion. So +he compromised and replied that it “seemed to be all right.” + +His grandfather nodded. “Thanks,” he observed, dryly. “Glad you find it +that way. Well, then, changin' the subject for a minute or two, what do +you think about yourself?” + +“About myself? About me? I don't understand?” + +“No, I don't suppose you do. That's what I got you over here this +mornin' for, so as we could understand--you and me. Al, have you given +any thought to what you're goin' to do from this on? How you're goin' to +live?” + +Albert looked at him uncomprehendingly. + +“How I'm going to live?” he repeated. “Why--why, I thought--I supposed I +was going to live with you--with you and Grandmother.” + +“Um-hm, I see.” + +“I just kind of took that for granted, I guess. You sent for me to come +here. You took me away from school, you know.” + +“Yes, so I did. You know why I took you from school?” + +“No, I--I guess I DON'T, exactly. I thought--I supposed it was because +you didn't want me to go there any more.” + +“'Twasn't that. I don't know whether I would have wanted you to go there +or not if things had been different. From what I hear it was a pretty +extravagant place, and lookin' at it from the outside without knowin' +too much about it, I should say it was liable to put a lot of foolish +and expensive notions into a boy's head. I may be wrong, of course; I +have been wrong at least a few times in my life.” + +It was evident that he considered the chances of his being wrong in this +instance very remote. His tone again aroused in the youth the feeling of +obstinacy, of rebellion, of desire to take the other side. + +“It is one of the best schools in this country,” he declared. “My father +said so.” + +Captain Zelotes picked up a pencil on his desk and tapped his chin +lightly with the blunt end. “Um,” he mused. “Well, I presume likely he +knew all about it.” + +“He knew as much as--most people,” with a slight but significant +hesitation before the “most.” + +“Um-hm. Naturally, havin' been schooled there himself, I suppose.” + +“He wasn't schooled there. My father was a Spaniard.” + +“So I've heard. . . . Well, we're kind of off the subject, ain't we? +Let's leave your father's nationality out of it for a while. And we'll +leave the school, too, because no matter if it was the best one on earth +you couldn't go there. I shouldn't feel 'twas right to spend as much +money as that at any school, and you--well, son, you ain't got it to +spend. Did you have any idea what your father left you, in the way of +tangible assets?” + +“No. I knew he had plenty of money always. He was one of the most famous +singers in this country.” + +“Maybe so.” + +“It WAS so,” hotly. “And he was paid enough in one week to buy this +whole town--or almost. Why, my father--” + +“Sshh! Sssh!” + +“No, I'm not going to hush. I'm proud of my father. He was a--a great +man. And--and I'm not going to stand here and have you--” + +Between indignation and emotion he choked and could not finish the +sentence. The tears came to his eyes. + +“I'm not going to have you or anyone else talk about him that way,” he +concluded, fiercely. + +His grandfather regarded him with a steady, but not at all unkindly, +gaze. + +“I ain't runnin' down your father, Albert,” he said. + +“Yes, you are. You hated him. Anybody could see you hated him.” + +The captain slowly rapped the desk with the pencil. He did not answer at +once. + +“Well,” he said, after a moment, “I don't know as I ought to deny that. +I don't know as I can deny it and be honest. Years ago he took away from +me what amounted to three-quarters of everything that made my life worth +while. Some day you'll know more about it than you do now, and maybe +you'll understand my p'int of view better. No, I didn't like your +father--Eh? What was you sayin'?” + +Albert, who had muttered something, was rather confused. However, he +did not attempt to equivocate. “I said I guessed that didn't make much +difference to Father,” he answered, sullenly. + +“I presume likely it didn't. But we won't go into that question now. +What I'm tryin' to get at in this talk we're having is you and your +future. Now you can't go back to school because you can't afford it. All +your father left when he died was--this is the honest truth I'm tellin' +you now, and if I'm puttin' it pretty blunt it's because I always think +it's best to get a bad mess out of the way in a hurry--all your father +left was debts. He didn't leave money enough to bury him, hardly.” + +The boy stared at him aghast. His grandfather, leaning a little toward +him, would have put a hand on his knee, but the knee was jerked out of +the way. + +“There, that's over, Al,” went on Captain Zelotes. “You know the worst +now and you can say, 'What of it?' I mean just that: What of it? Bein' +left without a cent, but with your health and a fair chance to make +good--that, at seventeen or eighteen ain't a bad lookout, by any manner +of means. It's the outlook _I_ had at fifteen--exceptin' the chance--and +I ain't asked many favors of anybody since. At your age, or a month or +two older, do you know where I was? I was first mate of a three-masted +schooner. At twenty I was skipper; and at twenty-five, by the Almighty, +I owned a share in her. Al, all you need now is a chance to go to work. +And I'm goin' to give you that chance.” + +Albert gasped. “Do you mean--do you mean I've got to be a--a sailor?” he +stammered. + +Captain Zelotes put back his head and laughed, laughed aloud. + +“A sailor!” he repeated. “Ho, ho! No wonder you looked scared. No, +I wan't cal'latin' to make a sailor out of you, son. For one reason, +sailorin' ain't what it used to be; and, for another, I have my doubts +whether a young feller of your bringin' up would make much of a go +handlin' a bunch of fo'mast hands the first day out. No, I wasn't +figgerin' to send you to sea . . . What do you suppose I brought you +down to this place for this mornin'?” + +And then Albert understood. He knew why he had been conducted through +the lumber yards, about the hardware shop, why his grandfather and Mr. +Price had taken so much pains to exhibit and explain. His heart sank. + +“I brought you down here,” continued the captain, “because it's a +first-rate idea to look a vessel over afore you ship aboard her. It's +kind of late to back out after you have shipped. Ever since I made up my +mind to send for you and have you live along with your grandmother and +me I've been plannin' what to do with you. I knew, if you was a decent, +ambitious young chap, you'd want to do somethin' towards makin' a start +in life. We can use--that is, this business can use that kind of a chap +right now. He could larn to keep books and know lumber and hardware +and how to sell and how to buy. He can larn the whole thing. There's +a chance here, son. It's your chance; I'm givin' it to you. How big a +chance it turns out to be 'll depend on you, yourself.” + +He stopped. Albert was silent. His thoughts were confused, but out of +their dismayed confusion two or three fixed ideas reared themselves like +crags from a whirlpool. He was to live in South Hamiss always--always; +he was to keep books--Heavens, how he hated mathematics, detail work of +any kind!--for drunken old Keeler; he was to “heave lumber” with +Issy Price. He--Oh, it was dreadful! It was horrible. He couldn't! He +wouldn't! He-- + +Captain Zelotes had been watching him, his heavy brows drawing closer +together as the boy delayed answering. + +“Well?” he asked, for another minute. “Did you hear what I said?” + +“Yes.” + +“Understood, did you?” + +“Yes--sir.” + +“Well?” + +Albert was clutching at straws. “I--I don't know how to keep books,” he +faltered. + +“I didn't suppose you did. Don't imagine they teach anything as +practical as bookkeepin' up at that school of yours. But you can larn, +can't you?” + +“I--I guess so.” + +“I guess so, too. Good Lord, I HOPE so! Humph! You don't seem to be +jumpin' for joy over the prospect. There's a half dozen smart young +fellers here in South Harniss that would, I tell you that.” + +Albert devoutly wished they had jumped--and landed--before his arrival. +His grandfather's tone grew more brusque. + +“Don't you want to work?” he demanded. + +“Why, yes, I--I suppose I do. I--I hadn't thought much about it.” + +“Humph! Then I think it's time you begun. Hadn't you had ANY notion of +what you wanted to do when you got out of that school of yours?” + +“I was going to college.” + +“Humph! . . . Yes, I presume likely. Well, after you got out of college, +what was you plannin' to do then?” + +“I wasn't sure. I thought I might do something with my music. I can +play a little. I can't sing--that is, not well enough. If I could,” + wistfully, “I should have liked to be in opera, as father was, of +course.” + +Captain Zelotes' only comment was a sniff or snort, or combination of +both. Albert went on. + +“I had thought of writing--writing books and poems, you know. I've +written quite a good deal for the school magazine. And I think I should +like to be an actor, perhaps. I--” + +“Good God!” His grandfather's fist came down upon the desk before him. +Slowly he shook his head. + +“A--a poetry writer and an actor!” he repeated. “Whew! . . . Well, +there! Perhaps maybe we hadn't better talk any more just now. You can +have the rest of the day to run around town and sort of get acquainted, +if you want to. Then to-morrow mornin' you and I'll come over here +together and we'll begin to break you in. I shouldn't wonder,” he added, +dryly, “if you found it kind of dull at first--compared to that school +and poetry makin' and such--but it'll be respectable and it'll pay for +board and clothes and somethin' to eat once in a while, which may +not seem so important to you now as 'twill later on. And some day I +cal'late--anyhow we'll hope--you'll be mighty glad you did it.” + +Poor Albert looked and felt anything but glad just then. Captain +Zelotes, his hands in his pockets, stood regarding him. He, too, did not +look particularly happy. + +“You'll remember,” he observed, “or perhaps you don't know, that when +your father asked us to look out for you--” + +Albert interrupted. “Did--did father ask you to take care of me?” he +cried, in surprise. + +“Um-hm. He asked somebody who was with him to ask us to do just that.” + +The boy drew a long breath. “Well, then,” he said, hopelessly, +“I'll--I'll try.” + +“Thanks. Now you run around town and see the sights. Dinner's at half +past twelve prompt, so be on hand for that.” + +After his grandson had gone, the captain, hands still in his pockets, +stood for some time looking out of the window. At length he spoke aloud. + +“A play actor or a poetry writer!” he exclaimed. “Tut, tut, tut! No use +talkin', blood will tell!” + +Issachar, who was putting coal on the office fire, turned his head. + +“Eh?” he queried. + +“Nothin',” said Captain Lote. + +He would have been surprised if he could have seen his grandson just at +that moment. Albert, on the beach whither he had strayed in his desire +to be alone, safely hidden from observation behind a sand dune, was +lying with his head upon his arms and sobbing bitterly. + +A disinterested person might have decided that the interview which had +just taken place and which Captain Zelotes hopefully told his wife that +morning would probably result in “a clear, comf'table understandin' +between the boy and me”--such a disinterested person might have decided +that it had resulted in exactly the opposite. In calculating the results +to be obtained from that interview the captain had not taken into +consideration two elements, one his own and the other his grandson's. +These elements were prejudice and temperament. + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +The next morning, with much the same feeling that a convict must +experience when he enters upon a life imprisonment, Albert entered the +employ of “Z. Snow and Co., Lumber and Builders' Hardware.” The day, +he would have sworn it, was at least a year long. The interval between +breakfast and dinner was quite six months, yet the dinner hour itself +was the shortest sixty minutes he had ever known. Mr. Keeler had not yet +returned to his labors, so there was no instruction in bookkeeping; +but his grandfather gave him letters to file and long dreary columns of +invoice figures to add. Twice Captain Zelotes went out and then, just +as Albert settled back for a rest and breathing spell, Issachar Price +appeared, warned apparently by some sort of devilish intuition, and +invented “checking up stock” and similar menial and tiresome tasks to +keep him uncomfortable till the captain returned. The customers who came +in asked questions concerning him and he was introduced to at least +a dozen citizens of South Harniss, who observed “Sho!” and “I want to +know!” when told his identity and, in some instances, addressed him as +“Bub,” which was of itself a crime deserving capital punishment. + +That night, as he lay in bed in the back bedroom, he fell asleep facing +the dreary prospect of another monotonous imprisonment the following +day, and the next day, and the day after that, and after that--and +after that--and so on--and on--and on--forever and ever, as long as +life should last. This, then, was to be the end of all his dreams, this +drudgery in a country town among these commonplace country people. This +was the end of his dreams of some day writing deathless odes and sonnets +or thrilling romances; of treading the boards as the hero of romantic +drama while star-eyed daughters of multi-millionaires gazed from the +boxes in spellbound rapture. This . . . The thought of the star-eyed +ones reminded him of the girl who had come into the office the afternoon +of his first visit to that torture chamber. He had thought of her many +times since their meeting and always with humiliation and resentment. It +was his own foolish tongue which had brought the humiliation upon him. +When she had suggested that he might be employed by Z. Snow and Co. he +had replied: “Me? Work HERE! Well, I should say NOT!” And all the time +she, knowing who he was, must have known he was doomed to work there. He +resented that superior knowledge of hers. He had made a fool of himself +but she was to blame for it. Well, by George, he would NOT work there! +He would run away, he would show her, and his grandfather and all the +rest what was what. Night after night he fell asleep vowing to run away, +to do all sorts of desperate deeds, and morning after morning he went +back to that office. + +On the fourth morning the prodigal came home, the stray lamb returned +to the fold--Mr. Keeler returned to his desk and his duties. There was +a premonition of his return at the Snow breakfast table. For three days +Mrs. Ellis had swathed her head in white and her soul in black. For +three days her favorite accompaniment to conversation had been a groan +or a sigh. Now, on this fourth morning, she appeared without the bandage +on her brow or the crape upon her spirit. She was not hilarious but +she did not groan once, and twice during the meal she actually smiled. +Captain Lote commented upon the change, she being absent from table +momentarily. + +“Whew!” he observed, in an undertone, addressing his wife. “If it ain't +a comfort to see the wrinkles on Rachel's face curvin' up instead of +down. I'm scared to death that she'll go out some time in a cold spell +when she's havin' one of them sympathetics of hers, and her face'll +freeze that way. Well, Albert,” turning to his grandson, “the colors'll +be h'isted to the truck now instead of half-mast and life'll be +somethin' besides one everlastin' 'last look at the remains.' Now we can +take off the mournin' till the next funeral.” + +“Yes,” said Olive, “and Laban'll be back, too. I'm sure you must have +missed him awfully, Zelotes.” + +“Missed him! I should say so. For one thing, I miss havin' him between +me and Issy. When Labe's there Is talks to him and Labe keeps on +thinkin' of somethin' else and so it don't worry him any. I can't do +that, and my eardrums get to wearin' thin and that makes me nervous. +Maybe you've noticed that Issy's flow of conversation ain't what you'd +call a trickle,” he added, turning to Albert. + +Albert had noticed it. “But,” he asked, “what makes Rachel--Mrs. +Ellis--so cheerful this morning? Does she know that Mr. Keeler will be +back at work? How does she know? She hasn't seen him, has she?” + +“No,” replied the captain. “She ain't seen him. Nobody sees him, far's +that goes. He generally clears out somewheres and locks himself up in +a room, I judge, till his vacation's over. I suppose that's one way to +have fun, but it ain't what I'd call hilarious.” + +“Don't, Zelotes,” said Mrs. Snow. “I do wish you wouldn't call it fun.” + +“I don't, but Laban seems to. If he don't do it for fun I don't know +what he does it for. Maybe it's from a sense of duty. It ain't to oblige +me, I know that.” + +Albert repeated his question. “But how does she know he will be back +to-day?” he asked. + +His grandmother shook her head. “That's the mysterious part about it,” + she whispered. “It makes a person think there may be somethin' in the +sympathetic notion she talks so much about. She don't see him at all and +yet we can always tell when he's comin' back to work by her spirits. If +he ain't back to-day he will be to-morrow, you'll see. She never misses +by more than a day. _I_ think it's real sort of mysterious, but Zelotes +laughs at me.” + +Captain Lote's lip twitched. “Yes, Mother,” he said, “it's about as +mysterious as the clock's strikin' twelve when it's noon. _I_ know it's +morally sartin that Labe'll be back aboard to-day or to-morrow because +his sprees don't ever last more than five days. I can't swear to how +she knows, but that's how _I_ know--and I'm darned sure there's no +'sympathy' about my part.” Then, as if realizing that he had talked more +than usual, he called, brusquely: “Come on, Al, come on. Time we were on +the job, boy.” + +Sure enough, as they passed the window of the office, there, seated on +the stool behind the tall desk, Albert saw the diminutive figure of the +man who had been his driver on the night of his arrival. He was curious +to see how the delinquent would apologize for or explain his absence. +But Mr. Keeler did neither, nor did Captain Snow ask a question. Instead +the pair greeted each other as if they had parted in that office at the +close of business on the previous day. + +“Mornin', Cap'n Lote,” said Laban, quietly. + +“Mornin', Labe,” replied the captain, just as calmly. + +He went on and opened his own desk, leaving his grandson standing by +the door, not knowing whether to speak or offer to shake hands. The +situation was a little difficult, particularly as Mr. Keeler gave no +sign of recognition, but, after a glance at his employer's companion, +went on making entries in the ledger. + +Captain Zelotes looked up a moment later. His gray eyes inspected +the pair and the expression on Albert's face caused them to twinkle +slightly. “Labe,” he said, “this is my grandson, Albert, the one I told +you was comin' to live with us.” + +Laban turned on the stool, regarded Albert over his spectacles, and +extended a hand. + +“Pleased to meet you,” he said. “Yes, yes . . . Yes, yes, yes. . . +Pleased to meet you. Cap'n Lote said you was comin'--er--er--Alfred. +Howdy do.” + +They shook hands. Mr. Keeler's hand trembled a little, but that was +the only symptom of his recent “vacation” which the youth could notice. +Certain vivid remembrances of his father's bad humor on mornings +following convivial evenings recurred to him. Was it possible that this +odd, precise, dried-up little man had been on a spree for four days? It +did not seem possible. He looked more as if he might be expected to rap +on the desk and ask the school to come to order. + +“Albert's goin' to take hold here with us in the office,” went on +Captain Lote. “You'll remember I spoke to you about that when we talked +about his comin'. Al, Labe--Mr. Keeler here--will start you in larnin' +to bookkeep. He'll be your first mate from now on. Don't forget you're +a fo'mast hand yet awhile and the way for a fo'mast hand to get ahead +is to obey orders. And don't,” he added, with a quiet chuckle, “do any +play-actin' or poetry-makin' when it's your watch on deck. Laban nor I +ain't very strong for play-actin', are we, Labe?” + +Laban, to whom the reference was anything but clear, replied rather +vaguely that he didn't know as he was, very. Albert's temper flared +up again. His grandfather was sneering at him once more; he was always +sneering at him. All right, let him sneer--now. Some day he would be +shown. He scowled and turned away. And Captain Zelotes, noticing the +scowl, was reminded of a scowl he had seen upon the face of a Spanish +opera singer some twenty years before. He did not like to be reminded of +that man. + +He went out soon afterward and then Laban, turning to Albert, asked a +few questions. + +“How do you think you're goin' to like South Harniss, Ansel?” he asked. + +Albert was tempted to reply that he, Keeler, had asked him that very +question before, but he thought it best not to do so. + +“I don't know yet,” he answered, carelessly. “Well enough, I guess.” + +“You'll like it fust-rate bimeby. Everybody does when they get used +to it. Takes some time to get used to a place, don't you know it does, +Ansel?” + +“My name is Albert.” + +“Eh? Yes, yes, so 'tis. Yes, yes, yes. I don't know why I called you +Ansel, 'less 'twas on account of my knowin' an Ansel Olsen once . . . +Hum . . . Yes, yes. Well, you'll like South Harniss when you get used to +it.” + +The boy did not answer. He was of the opinion that he should die long +before the getting used process was completed. Mr. Keeler continued. + +“Come on yesterday's train, did you?” he asked. + +Albert looked at him. Was the fellow joking? He did not look as if he +was. + +“Why no,” he replied. “I came last Monday night. Don't you remember?” + +“Eh? Oh, yes . . . Yes, yes, yes . . . Last Monday night you come, eh? +On the night train, eh?” He hesitated a moment and then asked. “Cap'n +Lote fetch you down from the depot?” + +Albert stared at him open-mouthed. + +“Why, no!” he retorted. “You drove me down yourself.” + +For the first time a slight shade of embarrassment crossed the +bookkeeper's features. He drew a long breath. + +“Yes,” he mused. “Yes, yes, yes. I kind of thought I--yes, yes,--I--I +thought likely I did . . . Yes, yes, course I did, course I did. Well, +now maybe we'd better be startin' you in to work--er--Augustus. Know +anything about double-entry, do you?” + +Albert did not, nor had he the slightest desire to learn. But before +the first hour was over he foresaw that he was destined to learn, if he +remained in that office, whether he wanted to or not. Laban Keeler might +be, and evidently was, peculiar in his ways, but as a bookkeeper he was +thoroughness personified. And as a teacher of his profession he was just +as thorough. All that forenoon Albert practiced the first principles +of “double entry” and, after the blessed hour for dinner, came back to +practice the remainder of the working day. + +And so for many days. Little by little he learned to invoice and +journalize and “post in the ledger” and all the rest of the detail of +bookkeeping. Not that his instructor permitted him to do a great deal +of actual work upon the books of Z. Snow and Co. Those books were too +spotless and precious for that. Looking over them Albert was surprised +and obliged to admit a grudging admiration at the manner in which, for +the most part, they had been kept. Page after page of the neatest of +minute figures, not a blot, not a blur, not an erasure. So for months; +then, in the minor books, like the day-book or journal, would suddenly +break out an eruption of smudges and scrawls in the rugged handwriting +of Captain Zelotes. When he first happened upon one of these Albert +unthinkingly spoke to Mr. Keeler about it. He asked the latter what it +meant. + +Laban slowly stroked his nose with his thumb and finger, a habit he had. + +“I cal'late I was away for a spell then,” he said, gravely. “Yes, +yes . . . Yes, yes, yes. I was away for a little spell.” + +He went soberly back to his desk. His new assistant, catching a glimpse +of his face, felt a pang of real pity for the little man. Of course the +reason for the hiatus in the books was plain enough. He knew about those +“little spells.” Oddly enough Laban seemed to feel sorry for them. He +remembered how funny the bookkeeper had appeared at their first meeting, +when one “spell” was just developing, and the contrast between the +singing, chirruping clown and the precise, grave little person at the +desk struck even his youthful mind as peculiar. He had read “Doctor +Jekyll and Mr. Hyde,” and now here was an example of something similar. +He was beginning to like Laban Keeler, although he was perfectly sure +that he should never like bookkeeping. + +He did not slave at the books all the time, of course. For stretches, +sometimes lasting whole days, his slavery was of another sort. Then he +was working in the lumber yard with Issachar, or waiting on customers in +the hardware shop. The cold of winter set in in earnest now and handling +“two by fours” and other timber out where the raw winds swept piercingly +through one's overcoat and garments and flesh to the very bone was a +trying experience. His hands were chapped and cracked, even though his +grandmother had knit him a pair of enormous red mittens. He appreciated +the warmth of the mittens, but he hated the color. Why in the name of +all that was inartistic did she choose red; not a deep, rich crimson, +but a screeching vermilion, like a fireman's shirt? + +Issachar, when he had the opportunity, was a hard boss. It suited Mr. +Price to display his superior knowledge and to find fault with his +helper's lack of skill. Albert's hot temper was at the boiling point +many times, but he fought it down. Occasionally he retorted in kind, but +his usual and most effective weapon was a more or less delicate sarcasm. +Issachar did not understand sarcasm and under rapid fire he was inclined +to lose his head. + +“Consarn it!” he snapped, irritably, on one occasion. “Consarn it, +Al, why don't you h'ist up on t'other end of that j'ist? What do you +cal'late you're out here along of me for; to look harnsome?” + +Albert shook his head. “No, Is,” he answered, gravely. “No, that +wouldn't be any use. With you around nobody else has a look-in at the +'handsome' game. Issy, what do you do to your face?” + +“Do to it? What do you mean by do to it?” + +“What do you do to it to make it look the way it does? Don't tell me it +grew that way naturally.” + +“Grew! Course it grew! What kind of talk's that?” + +“Issy, with a face like yours how do you keep the birds away?” + +“Eh? Keep the birds away! Now look here, just--” + +“Excuse me. Did I say 'birds,' Issy? I didn't mean birds like--like +crows. Of course a face like yours would keep the crows away all right +enough. I meant girls. How do you keep the girls away? I should think +they would be making love all the time.” + +“Aw, you shut up! Just 'cause you're Cap'n Lote's grandson I presume +likely you think you can talk any kind of talk, don't ye?” + +“Not any kind, Is. I can't talk like you. Will you teach me?” + +“Shut up! Now, by Crimus, you--you furriner--you Speranzy--” + +Mr. Keeler appeared at the office window. His shrill voice rose pipingly +in the wintry air as he demanded to know what was the trouble out there. + +Mr. Price, still foaming, strode toward the window; Albert laughingly +followed him. + +“What's the matter?” repeated Laban. “There's enough noise for a sewin' +circle. Be still, Is, can't you, for a minute. Al, what's the trouble?” + +“Issy's been talking about his face,” explained Albert, soberly. + +“I ain't neither. I was h'istin' up my end of a j'ist, same as I'm +paid to do, and, 'stead of helpin' he stands there and heaves out talk +about--about--” + +“Well, about what?” + +“Aw, about--about me and--and girls--and all sorts of dum foolishness. +I tell ye, I've got somethin' else to do beside listen to that kind of +cheap talk.” + +“Um. Yes, yes. I see. Well, Al, what have you got to say?” + +“Nothing. I'm sure I don't know what it is all about. I was working as +hard as I could and all at once he began pitching into me.” + +“Pitchin' into you? How?” + +“Oh, I don't know. Something about my looks he didn't like, I guess. +Wanted to know if I thought I was as handsome as he was, or something +like that.” + +“Eh? I never neither! All I said was--” + +Mr. Keeler raised his hand. “Seems to be a case for an umpire,” he +observed. “Um. Seem's if 'twas, seems so, seems so. Well, Captain Lote's +just comin' across the road and, if you say the word, I'll call him in +to referee. What do you say?” + +They said nothing relevant to the subject in hand. Issachar made the +only remark. “Crimus-TEE!” he ejaculated. “Come on, Al, come on.” + +The pair hurried away to resume lumber piling. Laban smiled slightly and +closed the window. It may be gathered from this incident that when the +captain was in charge of the deck there was little idle persiflage among +the “fo'mast hands.” They, like others in South Harniss, did not presume +to trifle with Captain Lote Snow. + +So the business education of Alberto Miguel Carlos Speranza progressed. +At the end of the first six weeks in South Harniss he had learned a +little about bookkeeping, a little about selling hardware, a little +about measuring and marking lumber. And it must be admitted that that +little had been acquired, not because of vigorous application on the +part of the pupil, but because, being naturally quick and intelligent, +he could not help learning something. He liked the work just as little +as he had in the beginning of his apprenticeship. And, although he was +forgetting his thoughts of running away, of attempting fortune on his +own hook, he was just as rebellious as ever against a future to be spent +in that office and at that work. + +Outside the office and the hateful bookkeeping he was beginning to find +several real interests. At the old house which had for generations been +called “the Snow place,” he was beginning to feel almost at home. He +and his grandmother were becoming close friends. She was not looking for +trouble, she never sat for long intervals gazing at him as if she were +guessing, guessing, guessing concerning him. Captain Zelotes did that, +but Olive did not. She had taken the boy, her “Janie's boy,” to her +heart from the moment she saw him and she mothered him and loved him in +a way which--so long as it was not done in public--comforted his lonely +soul. They had not yet reached the stage where he confided in her to +any great extent, but that was certain to come later. It was his +grandmother's love and the affection he was already beginning to feel +for her which, during these first lonesome, miserable weeks, kept him +from, perhaps, turning the running away fantasy into a reality. + +Another inmate of the Snow household with whom Albert was +becoming better acquainted with was Mrs. Rachel Ellis. Their real +acquaintanceship began one Sunday forenoon when Captain Zelotes and +Olive had gone to church. Ordinarily he would have accompanied them, +to sit in the straight-backed old pew on a cushion which felt lumpy and +smelt ancient and musty, and pretend to listen while old Mr. Kendall +preached a sermon which was ancient and musty likewise. + +But this Sunday morning he awoke with a headache and his grandmother had +pleaded for him, declaring that he ought to “lay to bed” a while and get +over it. He got over it with surprising quickness after the church bell +ceased ringing, and came downstairs to read Ivanhoe in the sitting room. +He had read it several times before, but he wanted to read something and +the choice of volumes in the Snow bookcase was limited. He was stretched +out on the sofa with the book in his hand when the housekeeper entered, +armed with a dust-cloth. She went to church only “every other” Sunday. +This was one of the others without an every, and she was at home. + +“What are you readin', Albert?” she asked, after a few' minutes vigorous +wielding of the dust-cloth. “It must be awful interestin', you stick at +it so close.” + +The Black Knight was just then hammering with his battle-axe at the gate +of Front de Buef's castle, not minding the stones and beams cast +down upon him from above “no more than if they were thistle-down or +feathers.” Albert absently admitted that the story was interesting. The +housekeeper repeated her request to be told its name. + +“Ivanhoe,” replied the boy; adding, as the name did not seem to convey +any definite idea to his interrogator's mind: “It's by Walter Scott, you +know.” + +Mrs. Ellis made no remark immediately. When she did it was to the effect +that she used to know a colored man named Scott who worked at the hotel +once. “He swept out and carried trunks and such things,” she explained. +“He seemed to be a real nice sort of colored man, far as ever I heard.” + +Albert was more interested in the Black Knight of Ivanhoe than the black +man of the hotel, so he went on reading. Rachel sat down in a chair by +the window and looked out, twisting and untwisting the dust-cloth in her +lap. + +“I presume likely lots and lots of folks have read that book, ain't +they?” she asked, after another interval. + +“What? Oh, yes, almost everybody. It's a classic, I suppose.” + +“What's that?” + +“What's what?” + +“What you said the book was. A class-somethin' or other?” + +“Oh, a classic. Why, it's--it's something everybody knows about, +or--or ought to know about. One of the big things, you know. Like--like +Shakespeare or--or Robinson Crusoe or Paradise Lost or--lots of them. +It's a book everybody reads and always will.” + +“I see. Humph! Well, I never read it. . . . I presume likely you think +that's pretty funny, don't you?” + +Albert tore himself away from the fight at the gate. + +“Why, I don't know,” he replied. + +“Yes, you do. You think it's awful funny. Well, you wouldn't if you knew +more about how busy I've been all my life. I ain't had time to read the +way I'd ought to. I read a book once though that I'll never forget. Did +you ever read a book called Foul Play?” + +“No. . . . Why, hold on, though; I think I have. By Charles Reade, +wasn't it?” + +“Yes, that's who wrote it, a man named Charles Reade. Laban told me that +part of it; he reads a lot, Laban does. I never noticed who wrote it, +myself. I was too interested in it to notice little extry things like +that. But ain't that a WONDERFUL book? Ain't that the best book you ever +read in all your LIFE?” + +She dropped the dust-cloth and was too excited and enthusiastic to pick +it up. Albert did his best to recall something definite concerning Foul +Play. The book had been in the school library and he, who read almost +everything, had read it along with the others. + +“Let me see,” he said musingly. “About a shipwreck--something about a +shipwreck in it, wasn't there?” + +“I should say there was! My stars above! Not the common kind of +shipwreck, neither, the kind they have down to Setuckit P'int on the +shoals. No sir-ee! This one was sunk on purpose. That Joe Wylie bored +holes right down through her with a gimlet, the wicked thing! And that +set 'em afloat right out on the sea in a boat, and there wan't anything +to eat till Robert Penfold--oh, HE was the smart one; he'd find +anything, that man!--he found the barnacles on the bottom of the boat, +just the same as he found out how to diffuse intelligence tied onto a +duck's leg over land knows how many legs--leagues, I mean--of ocean. But +that come later. Don't you remember THAT?” + +Albert laughed. The story was beginning to come back to him. + +“Oh, sure!” he exclaimed. “I remember now. He--the Penfold fellow--and +the girl landed on this island and had all sorts of adventures, and fell +in love and all that sort of stuff, and then her dad came and took her +back to England and she--she did something or other there to--to get the +Penfold guy out of trouble.” + +“Did somethin'! I should say she did! Why, she found out all about who +forged the letter--the note, I mean--that's what she done. 'Twas Arthur +Wardlaw, that's who 'twas. And he was tryin' to get Helen all the time +for himself, the skinner! Don't talk to me about that Arthur Wardlaw! I +never could bear HIM.” + +She spoke as if she had known the detested Wardlaw intimately from +childhood. Young Speranza was hugely amused. Ivanhoe was quite +forgotten. + +“Foul Play was great stuff,” he observed. “When did you read it?” + +“Eh? When? Oh, ever and ever so long ago. When I was about twenty, I +guess, and laid up with the measles. That's the only time I ever was +real what you might call down sick in my life, and I commenced with +measles. That's the way a good many folks commence, I know, but they +don't generally wait till they're out of their 'teens afore they start. +I was workin' for Mrs. Philander Bassett at the time, and she says to +me: 'Rachel,' she says, 'you're on the mendin' hand now, wouldn't you +like a book to read?' I says, 'Why, maybe I would.' And she fetched +up three of 'em. I can see 'em now, all three, plain as day. One was +Barriers Burned Away. She said that was somethin' about a big fire. +Well, I'm awful nervous about fires, have been from a child, so I didn't +read that. And another had the queerest kind of a name, if you'd call it +a name at all; 'twas She.” + +Albert nodded. + +“Yes,” he said. “I've read that.” + +“Have you? Well, I begun to, but my stars, THAT wasn't any book to give +to a person with nerve symptoms. I got as far as where those Indians or +whatever they was started to put red-hot kettles on folks's heads, and +that was enough for ME. 'Give me somethin' civilized,' says I, 'or not +at all.' So I commenced Foul Play, and I tell you I kept right on to the +end. + +“I don't suppose,” she went on, “that there ever was a much better book +than that wrote, was there?” + +Albert temporized. “It is a good one,” he admitted. + +“Don't seem to me there could be much better. Laban says it's good, +though he won't go so far as to say it's the very best. He's read lots +and lots of books, Laban has. Reads an awful lot in his spare time. He's +what you'd call an educated person, which is what I ain't. And I guess +you'll say that last is plain enough without bein' told,” she added. + +Her companion, not exactly knowing how to answer, was silent for a +moment. Rachel, who had picked up and was again twisting the dust-cloth, +returned to the subject she so delighted in. + +“But that Foul Play book,” she continued, “I've read till I've pretty +nigh wore the covers off. When Mrs. Bassett saw how much I liked it +she gave it to me for a present. I read a little bit in it every little +while. I kind of fit the folks in that book to folks in real life, sort +of compare 'em, you know. Do you ever do that?” + +Albert, repressing a chuckle, said, “Sure!” again. She nodded. + +“Now there's General Rolleson in that book,” she said. “Do you know who +he makes me think of? Cap'n Lote, your grandpa, that's who.” + +General Rolleson, as Albert remembered him, was an extremely dignified, +cultured and precise old gentleman. Just what resemblance there might +be between him and Captain Zelotes Snow, ex-skipper of the Olive S., +he could not imagine. He could not repress a grin, and the housekeeper +noticed it. + +“Seems funny to you, I presume likely,” she said. “Well, now you think +about it. This General Rolleson man was kind of proud and sot in his +ways just as your grandpa is, Albert. He had a daughter he thought all +the world of; so did Cap'n Lote. Along come a person that wanted to +marry the daughter. In the book 'twas Robert Penfold, who had been +a convict. In your grandpa's case, 'twas your pa, who had been a +play-actor. So you see--” + +Albert sat up on the sofa. “Hold on!” he interrupted indignantly. “Do +you mean to compare my father with a--with a CONVICT? I want you to +understand--” + +Mrs. Ellis held up the dust-cloth. “Now, now, now,” she protested. +“Don't go puttin' words in my mouth that I didn't say. I don't doubt +your pa was a nice man, in his way, though I never met him. But 'twan't +Cap'n Lote's way any more than Robert Penfold's was General Rolleson's.” + +“My father was famous,” declared the youth hotly. “He was one of the +most famous singers in this country. Everybody knows that--that is, +everybody but Grandfather and the gang down here,” he added, in disgust. + +“I don't say you're wrong. Laban tells me that some of those singin' +folks get awful high wages, more than the cap'n of a steamboat, he says, +though that seems like stretchin' it to me. But, as I say, Cap'n Lote +was proud, and nobody but the best would satisfy him for Janie, your +mother. Well, in that way, you see, he reminds me of General Rolleson in +the book.” + +“Look here, Mrs. Ellis. Tell me about this business of Dad's marrying my +mother. I never knew much of anything about it.” + +“You didn't? Did your pa never tell you?” + +“No.” + +“Humph! That's funny. Still, I don't know's as 'twas, after all, +considerin' you was only a boy. Probably he'd have told you some day. +Well, I don't suppose there's any secret about it. 'Twas town talk down +here when it happened.” + +She told him the story of the runaway marriage. Albert listened with +interest and the almost incredulous amazement with which the young +always receive tales of their parents' love affairs. Love, for people of +his age or a trifle older, was a natural and understandable thing, but +for his father, as he remembered him, to have behaved in this way was +incomprehensible. + +“So,” said Rachel, in conclusion, “that's how it happened. That's why +Cap'n Lote couldn't ever forgive your father.” + +He tossed his head. “Well, he ought to have forgiven him,” he declared. +“He was dead lucky to get such a man for a son-in-law, if you ask me.” + +“He didn't think so. And he wouldn't ever mention your pa's name.” + +“Oh, I don't doubt that. Anybody can see how he hated Father. And he +hates me the same way,” he added moodily. + +Mrs. Ellis was much disturbed. “Oh, no, he don't,” she cried. “You +mustn't think that, Albert. He don't hate you, I'm sure of it. He's +just kind of doubtful about you, that's all. He remembers how your pa +acted--or how he thinks he acted--and so he can't help bein' the least +mite afraid the same thing may crop out in you. If you just stick to +your job over there at the lumber yards and keep on tryin' to please +him, he'll get all over that suspicion, see if he don't. Cap'n Lote +Snow is stubborn sometimes and hard to turn, but he's square as a brick. +There's some that don't like him, and a good many that don't agree with +him--but everybody respects him.” + +Albert did not answer. The housekeeper rose from her chair. + +“There!” she exclaimed. “I don't know when I've set down for so long. +Goodness knows I've got work enough to do without settin' around +talkin'. I can't think what possessed me to do it this time, unless +'twas seein' you readin' that book.” She paused a moment and then said: +“Albert, I--I don't want you and your grandpa to have any quarrels. You +see--well, you see, I used to know your mother real well, and--and I +thought an awful sight of her. I wish--I do wish when you and the cap'n +have any trouble or anything, or when you think you're liable to have +any, you'd come and talk it over with me. I'm like the feller that Laban +tells about in his dog-fight yarn. This feller was watchin' the fight +and when they asked him to stop it afore one or t'other of the dogs +was killed, he just shook his head. 'No-o,' he says, kind of slow and +moderate, 'I guess I shan't interfere. One of 'em's been stealin' my +chickens and the other one bit me. I'm a friend to both parties,' he +says. Course I don't mean it exactly that way,” she added, with a smile, +“but you know what I do mean, I guess. WILL you talk things over with me +sometimes, Albert?” + +His answer was not very enthusiastic, but he said he guessed so, and +Rachel seemed satisfied with that. She went on with her dusting, and he +with his reading, but the conversation was the first of many between the +pair. The housekeeper appeared to consider his having read her beloved +Foul Play a sort of password admitting him to her lodge and that +thereafter they were, in consequence, to be confidants and comrades. She +never hesitated to ask him the most personal questions concerning his +work, his plans, the friends or acquaintances he was making in the +village. Some of those questions he answered honestly and fully, some he +dodged, some he did not answer at all. Mrs. Ellis never resented his not +answering. “I presume likely that ain't any of my business, is it?” she +would say, and ask about something else. + +On the other hand, she was perfectly outspoken concerning her own +affairs. He was nearly overcome with hilarious joy when, one day, she +admitted that, in her mind, Robert Penfold, the hero of Foul Play, lived +again in the person of Laban Keeler. + +“Why, Mrs. Ellis,” he cried, as soon as he could trust himself to speak +at all, “I don't see THAT. Penfold was a six-footer, wasn't he? +And--and athletic, you know, and--and a minister, and young--younger, I +mean--and--” + +Rachel interrupted. “Yes, yes, I know,” she said. “And Laban is little, +and not very young, and, whatever else he is, he ain't a minister. I +know all that. I know the outside of him don't look like Robert Penfold +at all. But,” somewhat apologetically, “you see I've been acquainted +with him so many years I've got into the habit of seein' his INSIDE. +Now that sounds kind of ridiculous, I know,” she added. “Sounds as if +I--I--well, as if I was in the habit of takin' him apart, like a watch +or somethin'. What I mean is that I know him all through. I've known him +for a long, long while. He ain't much to look at, bein' so little and +sort of dried up, but he's got a big, fine heart and big brains. He can +do 'most anything he sets his hand to. When I used to know him, when I +was a girl, folks was always prophesyin' that Laban Keeler would turn +out to be a whole lot more'n the average. He would, too, only for one +thing, and you know what that is. It's what has kept me from marryin' +him all this time. I swore I'd never marry a man that drinks, and I +never will. Why, if it wasn't for liquor Labe would have been runnin' +his own business and gettin' rich long ago. He all but runs Cap'n Lote's +place as 'tis. The cap'n and a good many other folks don't realize that, +but it's so.” + +It was plain that she worshiped the little bookkeeper and, except during +the periods of “vacation” and “sympathetics,” was tremendously proud +of him. Albert soon discovered that Mr. Keeler's feeling for her was +equally strong. In his case, though, there was also a strong strain of +gratitude. + +“She's a fine woman, Al,” he confided to his assistant on one occasion. +“A fine woman. . . . Yes, yes, yes. They don't make 'em any finer. Ah +hum! And not so long ago I read about a passel of darn fools arguin' +that the angels in heaven was all he-ones. . . . Umph! . . . Sho, sho! +If men was as good as women, Ansel--Alfred--Albert, I mean--we could +start an opposition heaven down here most any time. 'Most any time--yes, +yes.” + +It was considerable for him to say. Except when on a vacation, Laban was +not loquacious. + +Each Sunday afternoon, when the weather was pleasant, he came, dressed +in his best black cutaway, shiny at elbows and the under part of the +sleeves, striped trousers and a pearl gray soft hat with a black band, +a hat which looked as much out of place above his round, withered little +face as a red roof might have looked on a family vault, and he and the +housekeeper went for a walk. + +Rachel, in her Sunday black, bulked large beside him. As Captain Zelotes +said, the pair looked like “a tug takin' a liner out to sea.” + + + +CHAPTER V + + +Outside of the gates of the Snow place Albert was making many +acquaintances and a few friends. After church on Sundays his grandmother +had a distressful habit of suddenly seizing his arm or his coat-tail as +he was hurrying toward the vestibule and the sunshine of outdoors, and +saying: “Oh, Albert, just a minute! Here's somebody you haven't met +yet, I guess. Elsie”--or Nellie or Mabel or Henry or Charlie or George, +whichever it happened to be--“this is my grandson, Albert Speranza.” And +the young person to whom he was thus introduced would, if a male, extend +a hesitating hand, give his own an embarrassed shake, smile uncertainly +and say, “Yes--er--yes. Pleased to meet you.” Or, if of the other sex, +would blush a little and venture the observation that it was a lovely +morning, and wasn't the sermon splendid. + +These Sabbath introductions led to week-day, or rather week-evening, +meetings. The principal excitement in South Harniss was “going for the +mail.” At noon and after supper fully one-half of the village population +journeyed to the post office. Albert's labors for Z. Snow and Co. +prevented his attending the noon gatherings--his grandfather usually +got the morning mail--but he early formed the habit of sauntering “down +street” in the evening if the weather was not too cold or disagreeable. +There he was certain to find groups of South Harniss youth of both +sexes, talking, giggling, skylarking and flirting. Sometimes he joined +one or the other of these groups; quite as often he did not, but kept +aloof and by himself, for it may as well be acknowledged now, if it is +not already plain, that the son of Miguel Carlos Speranza had inherited +a share of his father's temperament and self-esteem. The whim of the +moment might lead him to favor these young people with his society, but +he was far from considering himself under obligation to do so. He had +not the least idea that he was in any way a snob, he would have hotly +resented being called one, but he accepted his estimate of his own worth +as something absolute and certain, to be taken for granted. + +Now this attitude of mind had its dangers. Coupled with its possessor's +extraordinary good looks, it was fascinating to a large percentage of +the village girls. The Speranza eyes and the Speranza curls and nose +and chin were, when joined with the easy condescension of the Speranza +manner, a combination fatal to the susceptible. The South Harniss +“flappers,” most of them, enthused over the new bookkeeper in the lumber +office. They ogled and giggled and gushed in his presence, and he was +tolerant or bored, just as he happened to be feeling at the moment. But +he never displayed a marked interest in any one of them, for the very +good reason that he had no such interest. To him they were merely girls, +nice enough in their way, perhaps, but that way not his. Most of the +town young fellows of his age he found had a “girl” and almost every +girl had a “fellow”; there was calf love in abundance, but he was a +different brand of veal. + +However, a great man must amuse himself, and so he accepted invitations +to church socials and suppers and to an occasional dance or party. His +style of dancing was not that of South Harniss in the winter. It was +common enough at the hotel or the “tea house” in July and August when +the summer people were there, but not at the town hall at the Red Men's +Annual Ball in February. A fellow who could foxtrot as he could swept +all before him. Sam Thatcher, of last year's class in the high school, +but now clerking in the drug store, who had hitherto reigned as the best +“two-stepper” in town, suddenly became conscious of his feet. Then, too, +the contents of the three trunks which had been sent on from school were +now in evidence. No Boston or Brockton “Advanced Styles” held a candle +to those suits which the tailor of the late Miguel Carlos had turned out +for his patron's only son. No other eighteen-year-older among the town's +year-around residents possessed a suit of evening clothes. Albert wore +his “Tux” at the Red Men's Ball and hearts palpitated beneath new muslin +gowns and bitter envy stirred beneath the Brockton “Advanced Styles.” + +In consequence, by spring the social status of Albert Speranza among +those of his own age in the village had become something like this: He +was in high favor with most of the girls and in corresponding disfavor +with most of the young fellows. The girls, although they agreed that he +was “stand-offish and kind of queer,” voted him “just lovely, all the +same.” Their envious beaux referred to him sneeringly among themselves +as a “stuck-up dude.” Some one of them remembered having been told that +Captain Zelotes, years before, had been accustomed to speak of his hated +son-in-law as “the Portygee.” Behind his back they formed the habit +of referring to their new rival in the same way. The first time Albert +heard himself called a “Portygee” was after prayer meeting on Friday +evening, when, obeying a whim, he had walked home with Gertie Kendrick, +quite forgetful of the fact that Sam Thatcher, who aspired to be +Gertie's “steady,” was himself waiting on the church steps for that +privilege. + +Even then nothing might have come of it had he and Sam not met in the +path as he was sauntering back across lots to the main road and home. It +was a brilliant moonlight night and the pair came together, literally, +at the bend where the path turns sharply around the corner of Elijah +Doane's cranberry shanty. Sam, plowing along, head down and hands in his +pockets, swung around that corner and bumped violently into Albert, +who, a cigarette between his lips--out here in the fields, away from +civilization and Captain Zelotes, was a satisfyingly comfortable place +to smoke a cigarette--was dreaming dreams of a future far away from +South Harniss. Sam had been thinking of Gertie. Albert had not. She had +been a mere incident of the evening; he had walked home with her because +he happened to be in the mood for companionship and she was rather +pretty and always talkative. His dreams during the stroll back alone +in the moonlight had been of lofty things, of poetry and fame and +high emprise; giggling Gerties had no place in them. It was distinctly +different with Sam Thatcher. + +They crashed together, gasped and recoiled. + +“Oh, I'm sorry!” exclaimed Albert. + +“Can't you see where you're goin', you darned Portygee half-breed?” + demanded Sam. + +Albert, who had stepped past him, turned and came back. + +“What did you say?” he asked. + +“I said you was a darned half-breed, and you are. You're a no-good +Portygee, like your father.” + +It was all he had time to say. For the next few minutes he was too busy +to talk. The Speranzas, father and son, possessed temperament; also they +possessed temper. Sam's face, usually placid and good-natured, for Sam +was by no means a bad fellow in his way, was fiery red. Albert's, on the +contrary, went perfectly white. He seemed to settle back on his heels +and from there almost to fly at his insulter. Five minutes or so later +they were both dusty and dirty and dishevelled and bruised, but Sam was +pretty thoroughly licked. For one thing, he had been taken by surprise +by his adversary's quickness; for another, Albert's compulsory training +in athletics at school gave him an advantage. He was by no means an +unscarred victor, but victor he was. Sam was defeated, and very much +astonished. He leaned against the cranberry house and held on to his +nose. It had been a large nose in the beginning, it was larger now. + +Albert stood before him, his face--where it was not a pleasing +combination of black and blue--still white. + +“If you--if you speak of my father or me again like that,” he panted, +“I'll--I'll kill you!” + +Then he strode off, a bit wobbly on his legs, but with dignity. + +Oddly enough, no one except the two most interested ever knew of this +encounter. Albert, of course, did not tell. He was rather ashamed of it. +For the son of Miguel Carlos Speranza to conquer dragons was a worthy +and heroic business, but there seemed to be mighty little heroism in +licking Sam Thatcher behind 'Lije Doane's cranberry shack. And Sam did +not tell. Gertie next day confided that she didn't care two cents for +that stuck-up Al Speranza, anyway; she had let him see her home only +because Sam had danced so many times with Elsie Wixon at the ball +that night. So Sam said nothing concerning the fight, explaining the +condition of his nose by saying that he had run into something in the +dark. And he did not appear to hold a grudge against his conqueror; on +the contrary when others spoke of the latter as a “sissy,” Sam defended +him. “He may be a dude,” said Sam; “I don't say he ain't. But he ain't +no sissy.” + +When pressed to tell why he was so certain, his answer was: “Because he +don't act like one.” It was not a convincing answer, the general opinion +being that that was exactly how Al Speranza did act. + +There was one young person in the village toward whom Albert found +himself making exceptions in his attitude of serenely impersonal +tolerance. That person was Helen Kendall, the girl who had come into his +grandfather's office the first morning of his stay in South Harniss. He +was forced to make these exceptions by the young lady herself. When he +met her the second time--which was after church on his first Sunday--his +manner was even more loftily reserved than usual. He had distinct +recollections of their first conversation. His own part in it had not +been brilliant, and in it he had made the absurd statement--absurd in +the light of what came after--that he was certainly NOT employed by Z. +Snow and Co. + +So he was cool and superior when his grandmother brought them together +after the meeting was over. If Helen noticed the superiority, she was +certainly not over-awed by it, for she was so simple and natural and +pleasant that he was obliged to unbend and be natural too. In fact, +at their third meeting he himself spoke of the interview in the +lumber office and again expressed his thanks for warning him of his +grandfather's detestation of cigarettes. + +“Gee!” he exclaimed, “I'm certainly glad that you put me on to the old +boy's feelings. I think he'd have murdered me if he had come back and +found me puffing a Pall Mall in there.” + +She smiled. “He does hate them, doesn't he?” she said. + +“Hate them! I should say he did. Hating cigarettes is about the only +point where he and Issy get along without an argument. If a traveler for +a hardware house comes into the office smoking a cig, Issy opens all the +windows to let the smell out, and Grandfather opens the door to throw +the salesman out. Well, not exactly to throw him out, of course, but he +never buys a single cent's worth of a cigarette smoker.” + +Helen glanced at him. “You must be awfully glad you're not a traveling +salesman,” she said demurely. + +Albert did not know exactly what to make of that remark. He, in his +turn, looked at her, but she was grave and quite unconcerned. + +“Why?” he asked, after a moment. + +“Why--what?” + +“Why ought I to be glad I'm not a traveling salesman?” + +“Oh, I don't know. It just seemed to me that you ought, that's all.” + +“But why?” + +“Well, if you were you wouldn't make a great hit with your grandfather, +would you?” + +“Eh? . . . Oh, you mean because I smoke. Say, YOU'RE not silly enough to +be down on cigarettes the way grandfather is, are you?” + +“No-o, I'm not down on them, especially. I'm not very well acquainted +with them.” + +“Neither is he. He never smoked one in his life. It's just country +prejudice, that's all.” + +“Well, I live in the country, too, you know.” + +“Yes, but you're different.” + +“How do you know I am?” + +“Oh, because any one can see you are.” The manner in which this remark +was made, a manner implying a wide knowledge of humanity and a hint of +personal interest and discriminating appreciation, had been found quite +effective by the precocious young gentleman uttering it. With variations +to suit the case and the individual it had been pleasantly received by +several of the Misses Bradshaw's pupils. He followed it with another +equally tried and trustworthy. + +“Say,” he added, “would YOU rather I didn't smoke?” + +The obvious reply should have been, “Oh, would you stop if I asked you +to?” But Helen Kendall was a most disconcerting girl. Instead of purring +a pleased recognition of the implied flattery, she laughed merrily. The +Speranza dignity was hurt. + +“What is there to laugh at?” he demanded. “Are you laughing at me?” + +The answer was as truthful as truth itself. + +“Why, of course I am,” she replied; and then completed his discomfiture +by adding, “Why should I care whether you smoke or not? You had better +ask your grandfather that question, I should think.” + +Now Alberto Miguel Carlos Speranza had not been accustomed to this sort +of treatment from young persons of the other sex, and he walked away in +a huff. But the unusual is always attractive, and the next time he and +Miss Kendall met he was as gracious and cordial as ever. But it was +not long before he learned that the graciousness was, in her case, a +mistake. Whenever he grew lofty, she took him down, laughed at him with +complete frankness, and refused to treat him as anything but a boy. So +they gradually grew friendly, and when they met at parties or church +socials he spent most of the time in her company, or, rather, he would +have so spent it had she permitted. But she was provokingly impartial +and was quite as likely to refuse a dance with him to sit out one +with Sam Thatcher or Ben Hammond or any other village youth of her +acquaintance. However, although she piqued and irritated him, he was +obliged to admit to his inner consciousness that she was the most +interesting person he had yet discovered in South Harniss, also that +even in the eyes of such connoisseurs as his fellow members of the +senior class at school she would have been judged a “good looker,” in +spite of her country clothes. + +He met her father, of course. The Reverend Mr. Kendall was a dreamy +little old gentleman with white hair and the stooped shoulders of a +student. Everybody liked him, and it was for that reason principally +that he was still the occupant of the Congregational pulpit, for to +quote Captain Zelotes, his sermons were inclined to be like the sandy +road down to Setuckit Point, “ten mile long and dry all the way.” He was +a widower and his daughter was his companion and managing housekeeper. +There was a half-grown girl, one of the numerous Price family, a cousin +of Issachar's, who helped out with the sweeping, dish-washing and +cooking, but Helen was the real head of the household. + +“And she's a capable one, too,” declared Mrs. Snow, when at supper one +evening Helen's name had come into the conversation. “I declare when I +was there yesterday to see the minister about readin' poetry to us at +sewin'-circle next Monday that parlor was as neat as wax. And 'twas all +Helen's work that kept it so, that was plain enough. You could see her +way of settin' a vase or puttin' on a table cloth wherever you looked. +Nobody else has just that way. And she does it after school or before +school or 'most any odd time. And whatever 'tis is done right.” + +The housekeeper put in a word. “There's no doubt about that,” she said, +“and there ain't any more doubt that she don't get much help from her pa +or that Maria B.” There were so many Prices within the township limits +that individuals were usually distinguished by their middle initial. “As +for Mr. Kendall,” went on Rachel, “he moves with his head in the clouds +and his feet cruisin' with nobody at the wheel two-thirds of the time. +Emma Smith says to me yesterday, says she, 'Mr. Kendall is a saint on +earth, ain't he,' says she. 'Yes,' says I, 'and he'll be one in heaven +any minute if he goes stumblin' acrost the road in front of Doctor +Holliday's automobile the way I see him yesterday.' The doctor put on +the brakes with a slam and a yell. The minister stopped right there in +the middle of the road with the front wheels of that auto not MORE'N two +foot from his old baggy trousers' knees, and says he, 'Eh? Did you want +me, Doctor?' The doctor fetched a long breath. 'Why, no, Mr. Kendall,' +he says, 'I didn't, but I come darn nigh gettin' you.' I don't know what +WOULD become of him if he didn't have Helen to look out for him.” + +As they came to know each other better their conversation dealt with +matters more personal. They sometimes spoke of plans for the future. +Albert's plans and ambitions were lofty, but rather vague. Helen's +were practical and definite. She was to graduate from high school that +spring. Then she was hoping to teach in the primary school there in the +village; the selectmen had promised her the opportunity. + +“But, of course,” she said, “I don't mean to stay here always. When I +can, after I have saved some money and if Father doesn't need me +too badly, I shall go away somewhere, to Bridgewater, or perhaps to +Radcliffe, and study. I want to specialize in my teaching, you know.” + +Albert regarded her with amused superiority. + +“I don't see why on earth you are so anxious to be a school-marm,” he +said. “That's the last job I'd want.” + +Her answer was given promptly, but without the least trace of temper. +That was one of the most provoking things about this girl, she would not +lose her temper. He usually lost his trying to make her. She spoke now, +pleasantly, and deliberately, but as if she were stating an undesirable +fact. + +“I think it would be the last one you would get,” she said. + +“Why? Great Scott! I guess I could teach school if I wanted to. But you +bet I wouldn't want to! . . . NOW what are you laughing at?” + +“I'm not laughing.” + +“Yes, you are. I can always tell when you're laughing; you get that look +in your eyes, that sort of--of--Oh, I can't tell you what kind of look +it is, but it makes me mad. It's the same kind of look my grandfather +has, and I could punch him for it sometimes. Why should you and he think +I'm not going to amount to anything?” + +“I don't think so. And I'm sure he doesn't either. And I wasn't laughing +at you. Or, if I was, it--it was only because--” + +“Well, because what?” + +“Oh, because you are so AWFULLY sure you know--well, know more than most +people.” + +“Meaning I'm stuck on myself, I suppose. Well, now I tell you I'm +not going to hang around in this one-horse town all my life to please +grandfather or any one else.” + +When he mentioned his determination to win literary glory she was always +greatly interested. Dreams of histrionic achievement were more coldly +received. The daughter of a New England country clergyman, even in these +days of broadening horizons, could scarcely be expected to look with +favor upon an actor's career. + +June came and with it the first of the summer visitors. For the next +three months Albert was happy with a new set of acquaintances. They were +HIS kind, these young folks from the city, and his spare moments were +for the most part spent in their society. He was popular with them, too. +Some of them thought it queer that he should be living all the year in +the village and keeping books for a concern like Z. Snow and Co., but +juvenile society is tolerant and a youth who could sing passably, dance +wonderfully and, above all, was as beautifully picturesque as Albert +Speranza, was welcomed, especially by the girls. So the Saturdays and +Sundays and evenings of that summer were pleasant for him. He saw little +of Helen or Gertie Kendrick while the hotel or the cottages remained +open. + +Then came the fall and another long, dreary winter. Albert plodded on at +his desk or in the yard, following Mr. Keeler's suggestions, obeying his +grandfather's orders, tormenting Issy, doing his daily stint because he +had to, not because he liked it. For amusement he read a good deal, went +to the usual number of sociables and entertainments, and once took part +in amateur theatricals, a play given by the church society in the +town hall. There was where he shone. As the dashing young hero he was +resplendent. Gertie Kendrick gazed upon him from the third settee +center with shining eyes. When he returned home after it was over his +grandmother and Mrs. Ellis overwhelmed him with praises. + +“I declare you was perfectly splendid, Albert!” exclaimed Olive. “I was +so proud of you I didn't know what to do.” + +Rachel looked upon him as one might look upon a god from Olympus. + +“All I could think of was Robert Penfold,” she said. “I says so to +Laban: 'Laban,' says I, ain't he Robert Penfold and nobody else?' There +you was, tellin' that Hannibal Ellis that you was innocent and some day +the world would know you was, just the way Robert Penfold done in the +book. I never did like that Hannie Ellis!” + +Mrs. Snow smiled. “Mercy, Rachel,” she said, “I hope you're not blamin' +Hannie because of what he did in that play. That was his part, he had to +do it.” + +But Rachel was not convinced. “He didn't have to be so everlastin' mean +and spiteful about it, anyhow,” she declared. “But there, that family +of Ellises never did amount to nothin' much. But, as I said to Laban, +Albert, you was Robert Penfold all over.” + +“What did Labe say to that?” asked Albert, laughing. + +“He never had a chance to say nothin'. Afore he could answer, that Maria +B. Price--she was settin' right back of me and eatin' molasses candy out +of a rattly paper bag till I thought I SHOULD die--she leaned forward +and she whispered: 'He looks more to me like that Stevie D. that used to +work for Cap'n Crowell over to the Center. Stevie D. had curly hair like +that and HE was part Portygee, you remember; though there was a little +nigger blood in him, too,' she says. I could have shook her! And then +she went to rattlin' that bag again.” + +Even Mr. Keeler congratulated him at the office next morning. “You done +well, Al,” he said. “Yes--yes--yes. You done fust-rate, fust-rate.” + +His grandfather was the only one who refused to enthuse. + +“Well,” inquired Captain Zelotes, sitting down at his desk and glancing +at his grandson over his spectacles, “do you cal'late to be able to get +down to earth this mornin' far enough to figger up the payroll? You can +put what you made from play-actin' on a separate sheet. It's about as +much as the average person makes at that job,” he added. + +Albert's face flushed. There were times when he hated his grandfather. +Mr. Keeler, a moment later, put a hand on his shoulder. + +“You mustn't mind the old man, Al,” he whispered. “I expect that seein' +you last night brought your dad's job back to him strong. He can't bear +play-actin', you know, on your dad's account. Yes--yes. That was it. +Yes--yes--yes.” + +It may have been a truthful explanation, but as an apology it was a +limited success. + +“My father was a gentleman, at any rate,” snapped Albert. Laban opened +his mouth to reply, but closed it again and walked back to his books. + +In May, which was an unusually balmy month, the Congregational Sunday +School gave an automobile excursion and box-luncheon party at High Point +Light down at Trumet. As Rachel Ellis said, it was pretty early for +picnickin', but if the Almighty's season was ahead of time there didn't +seem to be any real good reason why one of his Sunday schools shouldn't +be. And, which was the principal excuse for the hurry, the hotel busses +could be secured, which would not be the case after the season opened. + +Albert went to the picnic. He was not very keen on going, but his +grandfather had offered him a holiday for the purpose, and it was one +of his principles never to refuse a chance to get away from that office. +Besides, a number of the young people of his age were going, and Gertie +Kendrick had been particularly insistent. + +“You just MUST come, Al,” she said. “It won't be any fun at all if you +don't come.” + +It is possible that Gertie found it almost as little fun when he +did come. He happened to be in one of his moods that day; “Portygee +streaks,” his grandfather termed these moods, and told Olive that they +were “that play-actor breakin' out in him.” He talked but little during +the ride down in the bus, refused to sing when called upon, and, after +dinner, when the dancing in the pavilion was going on, stepped quietly +out of the side door and went tramping along the edge of the bluff, +looking out over the sea or down to the beach, where, one hundred and +fifty feet below, the big waves were curling over to crash into a creamy +mass of froth and edge the strand with lacy ripples. + +The high clay bluffs of Trumet are unique. No other part of the Cape +shows anything just like them. High Point Light crowns their highest +and steepest point and is the flashing beacon the rays of which spell +“America” to the incoming liner Boston bound. + +Along the path skirting the edge of the bluff Albert strolled, his hands +in his pockets and his thoughts almost anywhere except on the picnic +and the picnickers of the South Harniss Congregational Church. His +particular mood on this day was one of discontent and rebellion against +the fate which had sentenced him to the assistant bookkeeper's position +in the office of Z. Snow and Co. At no time had he reconciled himself to +the idea of that position as a permanent one; some day, somehow he was +going to break away and do--marvelous things. But occasionally, and +usually after a disagreeable happening in the office, he awoke from his +youthful day dreams of glorious futures to a realization of the dismal +to-day. + +The happening which had brought about realization in this instance was +humorous in the eyes of two-thirds of South Harniss's population. They +were chuckling over it yet. The majority of the remaining third were +shocked. Albert, who was primarily responsible for the whole affair, was +neither amused nor shocked; he was angry and humiliated. + +The Reverend Seabury Calvin, of Providence, R. I., had arrived in town +and opened his summer cottage unusually early in the season. What +was quite as important, Mrs. Seabury Calvin had arrived with him. The +Reverend Calvin, whose stay was in this case merely temporary, was +planning to build an addition to his cottage porch. Mrs. Calvin, who was +the head of the summer “Welfare Workers,” whatever they were, had called +a meeting at the Calvin house to make Welfare plans for the season. + +The lumber for the new porch was ordered of Z. Snow and Co. The Reverend +Calvin ordered it himself in person. Albert received the order. + +“I wish this delivered to-morrow without fail,” said Mr. Calvin. Albert +promised. + +But promises are not always easy to keep. One of Z. Snow and Co.'s teams +was busy hauling lumber for the new schoolhouse at Bayport. The other +Issachar had commandeered for deliveries at Harniss Center and refused +to give up his claim. And Laban Keeler, as it happened, was absent +on one of his “vacations.” Captain Zelotes was attending a directors' +meeting at Osham and from there was going to Boston for a day's stay. + +“The ship's in your hands, Al,” he had said to his grandson. “Let me see +how you handle her.” + +So, in spite of Albert's promise, the Calvin lumber was not delivered on +time. The Reverend gentleman called to ask why. His manner was anything +but receptive so far as excuses were concerned. + +“Young man,” he said loftily, “I am accustomed to do business with +business people. Did you or did you not promise to deliver my order +yesterday?” + +“Why, yes sir, I promised, but we couldn't do it. We--” + +“I don't care to know why you didn't do it. The fact that you did not is +sufficient. Will that order of mine be delivered to-day?” + +“If it is a possible thing, Mr. Calvin, it--” + +“Pardon me. Will it be delivered?” + +The Speranza temper was rising. “Yes,” said the owner of that temper, +succinctly. + +“Does yes mean yes, in this case; or does it mean what it meant before?” + +“I have told you why--” + +“Never mind. Young man, if that lumber is not delivered to-day I shall +cancel the order. Do you understand?” + +Albert swallowed hard. “I tell you, Mr. Calvin, that it shall be +delivered,” he said. “And it will be.” + +But delivering it was not so easy. The team simply could NOT be taken +off the schoolhouse job, fulfillment of a contract was involved there. +And the other horse had gone lame and Issachar swore by all that was +solemn that the animal must not be used. + +“Let old Calvin wait till to-morrow,” said Issy. “You can use the big +team then. And Cap'n Lote'll be home, besides.” + +But Albert was not going to let “old Calvin” wait. That lumber was going +to be delivered, if he had to carry it himself, stick by stick. He asked +Mr. Price if an extra team might not be hired. + +“Ain't none,” said Issy. “Besides, where'd your granddad's profits be +if you spent money hirin' extry teams to haul that little mite of stuff? +I've been in this business a good long spell, and I tell you--” + +He did not get a chance to tell it, for Albert walked off and left him. +At half-past twelve that afternoon he engaged “Vessie” Young--christened +Sylvester Young and a brother to the driver of the depot wagon--to +haul the Calvin lumber in his rickety, fragrant old wagon. Simpson +Mullen--commonly called “Simp”--was to help in the delivery. + +Against violent protests from Issy, who declared that Ves Young's +rattle-trap wan't fit to do nothin' but haul fish heads to the +fertilizer factory, the Calvin beams and boards were piled high on +the wagon and with Ves on the driver's seat and Simp perched, like a +disreputable carrion crow on top of the load, the equipage started. + +“There!” exclaimed Albert, with satisfaction. “He can't say it wasn't +delivered this time according to promise.” + +“Godfreys!” snorted Issy, gazing after the departing wagon. “He won't be +able to say nothin' when he sees that git-up--and smells it. Ves carts +everything in that cart from dead cows to gurry barrels. Whew! I'd +hate to have to set on that porch when 'twas built of that lumber. And, +unless I'm mistook, Ves and Simp had been havin' a little somethin' +strong to take, too.” + +Mr. Price, as it happened, was not “mistook.” Mr. Young had, as the +South Harniss saying used to be, “had a jug come down” on the train from +Boston that very morning. The jug was under the seat of his wagon and +its contents had already been sampled by him and by Simp. The journey to +the Calvin cottage was enlivened by frequent stops for refreshment. + +Consequently it happened that, just as Mrs. Calvin's gathering of +Welfare Workers had reached the cake and chocolate stage in their +proceedings and just as the Reverend Mr. Calvin had risen by invitation +to say a few words of encouragement, the westerly wind blowing in at +the open windows bore to the noses and ears of the assembled faithful a +perfume and a sound neither of which was sweet. + +Above the rattle and squeak of the Young wagon turning in at the Calvin +gate arose the voices of Vessie and Simp uplifted in song. + +“'Here's to the good old whiskey, drink 'er daown,'” sang Mr. Young. + + + “'Here's to the good old whiskey, + Drink 'er daown! + Here's to the good old whiskey, + It makes you feel so frisky, + Drink 'er--' + + +Git up there, blank blank ye! What the blankety blank you stoppin' here +for? Git up!” + +The horse was not the only creature that got up. Mrs. Calvin rose from +her chair and gazed in horror at the window. Her husband, being already +on his feet, could not rise but he broke off short the opening sentence +of his “few words” and stared and listened. Each Welfare Worker stared +and listened also. + +“Git up, you blankety blank blank,” repeated Ves Young, with cheerful +enthusiasm. Mr. Mullen, from the top of the load of lumber, caroled +dreamily on: + + + “'Here's to the good old rum, + Drink 'er daown! + Here's to the good old rum, + Drink 'er daown! + Here's to the good old rum, + Ain't you glad that you've got some? + Drink 'er daown! Drink 'er daown! + Drink 'er daown!'” + + +And floating, as it were, upon the waves of melody came the odor of the +Young wagon, an odor combining deceased fish and late lamented cow and +goodness knows what beside. + +The dissipated vehicle stopped beneath the parlor windows of the Calvin +cottage. Mr. Young called to his assistant. + +“Here we be, Simp!” he yelled. “A-a-ll ashore that's goin' ashore! Wake +up there, you unmentionably described old rum barrel and help unload +this everlastingly condemned lumber.” + +Mr. Calvin rushed to the window. “What does this mean?” he demanded, in +frothing indignation. + +Vessie waved at him reassuringly. “'Sall right, Mr. Calvin,” he shouted. +“Here's your lumber from Ze-lotes Snow and Co., South Harniss, Mass., U. +S. A. 'Sall right. Let 'er go, Simp! Let 'er blankety-blank go!” + +Mr. Mullen responded with alacrity and a whoop. A half dozen boards +crashed to the ground beneath the parlor windows. Mrs. Calvin rushed to +her husband's side. + +“This is DREADFUL, Seabury!” she cried. “Send those creatures and--and +that horrible wagon away at once.” + +The Reverend Calvin tried to obey orders. He commanded Mr. Young to go +away from there that very moment. Vessie was surprised. + +“Ain't this your lumber?” he demanded. + +“It doesn't make any difference whether it is or not, I--” + +“Didn't you tell Z. Snow and Co. that this lumber'd got to be delivered +to-day or you'd cancel the order?” + +“Never mind. That is my business, sir. You--” + +“Hold on! Ho-o-ld on! _I_ got a business, too. My business is deliverin' +what I'm paid to deliver. Al Speranzy he says to me: 'Ves,' he says, 'if +you don't deliver that lumber to old man Calvin to-day you don't get no +money, see. Will you deliver it?' Says I, 'You bet your crashety-blank +life I'll (hic) d'liver it! What I say I'll do, I'll do!' And I'm +deliverin' it, ain't I? Hey? Ain't I? Well, then, what the--” And so +forth and at length, while Mrs. Calvin collapsed half fainting in an +easy-chair, and horrified Welfare Workers covered their ears--and longed +to cover their noses. + +The lumber was delivered that day. Its delivery was, from the viewpoint +of Messrs. Young and Mullen, a success. The spring meeting of the +Welfare Workers was not a success. + +The following day Mr. Calvin called at the office of Z. Snow and Co. He +had things to say and said them. Captain Zelotes, who had returned from +Boston, listened. Then he called his grandson. + +“Tell him what you've just told me, Mr. Calvin,” he said. + +The reverend gentleman told it, with added details. + +“And in my opinion, if you'll excuse me, Captain Snow,” he said, in +conclusion, “this young man knew what he was doing when he sent those +drunken scoundrels to my house. He did it purposely, I am convinced.” + +Captain Zelotes looked at him. + +“Why?” he asked. + +“Why, because--because of--of what I said to him--er--er--when I called +here yesterday morning. He--I presume he took offense and--and this +outrage is the result. I am convinced that--” + +“Wait a minute. What did you say for him to take offense at?” + +“I demanded that order should be delivered as promised. I am accustomed +to do business with business men and--” + +“Hold on just a minute more, Mr. Calvin. We don't seem to be gettin' at +the clam in this shell as fast as we'd ought to. Al, what have you got +to say about all this business?” + +Albert was white, almost as white as when he fought Sam Thatcher, but as +he stood up to Sam so also did he face the irate clergyman. He told +of the latter's visit to the office, of the threat to cancel the order +unless delivery was promised that day, of how his promise to deliver was +exacted, of his effort to keep that promise. + +“I HAD to deliver it, Grandfather,” he said hotly. “He had all but +called me a liar and--and by George, I wasn't going to--” + +His grandfather held up a warning hand. + +“Sshh! Ssh!” he said. “Go on with your yarn, boy.” + +Albert told of the lame horse, of his effort to hire another team, and +finally how in desperation he had engaged Ves Young as a last resort. +The captain's face was serious but there was the twinkle under his heavy +brows. He pulled at his beard. + +“Humph!” he grunted. “Did you know Ves and Simp had been drinkin' when +you hired 'em?” + +“Of course I didn't. After they had gone Issy said he suspected that +they had been drinking a little, but _I_ didn't know it. All I wanted +was to prove to HIM,” with a motion toward Mr. Calvin, “that I kept my +word.” + +Captain Zelotes pulled at his beard. “All right, Al,” he said, after a +moment; “you can go.” + +Albert went out of the private office. After he had gone the captain +turned to his irate customer. + +“I'm sorry this happened, Mr. Calvin,” he said, “and if Keeler or I had +been here it probably wouldn't. But,” he added, “as far as I can see, +the boy did what he thought was the best thing to do. And,” the twinkle +reappeared in the gray eyes, “you sartinly did get your lumber when +'twas promised.” + +Mr. Calvin stiffened. He had his good points, but he suffered from what +Laban Keeler once called “ingrowin' importance,” and this ailment often +affected his judgment. Also he had to face Mrs. Calvin upon his return +home. + +“Do I understand,” he demanded, “that you are excusing that young man +for putting that outrage upon me?” + +“We-ll, as I say, I'm sorry it happened. But, honest, Mr. Calvin, I +don't know's the boy's to blame so very much, after all. He delivered +your lumber, and that's somethin'.” + +“Is that all you have to say, Captain Snow? Is that--that impudent young +clerk of yours to go unpunished?” + +“Why, yes, I guess likely he is.” + +“Then I shall NEVER buy another dollar's worth of your house again, +sir.” + +Captain Zelotes bowed. “I'm sorry to lose your trade, Mr. Calvin,” he +said. “Good mornin'.” + +Albert, at his desk in the outer office, was waiting rebelliously to be +called before his grandfather and upbraided. And when so called he was +in a mood to speak his mind. He would say a few things, no matter what +happened in consequence. But he had no chance to say them. Captain +Zelotes did not mention the Calvin affair to him, either that day or +afterward. Albert waited and waited, expecting trouble, but the trouble, +so far as his grandfather was concerned, did not materialize. He could +not understand it. + +But if in that office there was silence concerning the unusual delivery +of the lumber for the Calvin porch, outside there was talk enough and +to spare. Each Welfare Worker talked when she reached home and the story +spread. Small boys shouted after Albert when he walked down the main +street, demanding to know how Ves Young's cart was smellin' these days. +When he entered the post office some one in the crowd was almost sure to +hum, “Here's to the good old whiskey, drink her down.” On the train +on the way to the picnic, girls and young fellows had slyly nagged him +about it. The affair and its consequence were the principal causes of +his mood that day; this particular “Portygee streak” was due to it. + +The path along the edge of the high bluff entered a grove of scraggy +pitch pines about a mile from the lighthouse and the picnic ground. +Albert stalked gloomily through the shadows of the little grove and +emerged on the other side. There he saw another person ahead of him on +the path. This other person was a girl. He recognized her even at this +distance. She was Helen Kendall. + +She and he had not been quite as friendly of late. Not that there was +any unfriendliness between them, but she was teaching in the primary +school and, as her father had not been well, spent most of her evenings +at home. During the early part of the winter he had called occasionally +but, somehow, it had seemed to him that she was not quite as cordial, or +as interested in his society and conversation as she used to be. It was +but a slight indifference on her part, perhaps, but Albert Speranza +was not accustomed to indifference on the part of his feminine +acquaintances. So he did not call again. He had seen her at the picnic +ground and they had spoken, but not at any length. + +And he did not care to speak with her now. He had left the pavilion +because of his desire to be alone, and that desire still persisted. +However, she was some little distance ahead of him and he waited in the +edge of the grove until she should go over the crest of the little hill +at the next point. + +But she did not go over the crest. Instead, when she reached it, she +walked to the very edge of the bluff and stood there looking off at the +ocean. The sea breeze ruffled her hair and blew her skirts about her and +she made a pretty picture. But to Albert it seemed that she was standing +much too near the edge. She could not see it, of course, but from where +he stood he could see that the bank at that point was much undercut by +the winter rains and winds, and although the sod looked firm enough from +above, in reality there was little to support it. Her standing there +made him a trifle uneasy and he had a mind to shout and warn her. +He hesitated, however, and as he watched she stepped back of her own +accord. He turned, re-entered the grove and started to walk back to the +pavilion. + +He had scarcely done so when he heard a short scream followed by a +thump and a rumbling, rattling sound. He turned like a flash, his heart +pounding violently. + +The bluff edge was untenanted. A semi-circular section of the sod where +Helen had stood was missing. From the torn opening where it had been +rose a yellow cloud of dust. + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +A goodly number of the South Harniss “natives,” those who had not seen +him play tennis, would have been willing to swear that running was, for +Albert Speranza, an impossibility. His usual gait was a rather languid +saunter. They would have changed their minds had they seen him now. + +He ran along that path as he had run in school at the last track meet, +where he had been second in the hundred-yard dash. He reached the spot +where the sod had broken and, dropping on his knees, looked fearfully +over. The dust was still rising, the sand and pebbles were still +rattling in a diminishing shower down to the beach so far below. But he +did not see what he had so feared to see. + +What he did see, however, was neither pleasant nor altogether +reassuring. The bluff below the sod at its top dropped sheer and +undercut for perhaps ten feet. Then the sand and clay sloped outward and +the slope extended down for another fifty feet, its surface broken by +occasional clinging chunks of beach grass. Then it broke sharply again, +a straight drop of eighty feet to the mounds and dunes bordering the +beach. + +Helen had of course fallen straight to the upper edge of the slope, +where she had struck feet first, and from there had slid and rolled to +the very edge of the long drop to the beach. Her skirt had caught in +the branches of an enterprising bayberry bush which had managed to find +roothold there, and to this bush and a clump of beach grass she was +clinging, her hands outstretched and her body extended along the edge of +the clay precipice. + +Albert gasped. + +“Helen!” he called breathlessly. + +She turned her head and looked up at him. Her face was white, but she +did not scream. + +“Helen!” cried Albert, again. “Helen, do you hear me?” + +“Yes.” + +“Are you badly hurt?” + +“No. No, I don't think so.” + +“Can you hold on just as you are for a few minutes?” + +“Yes, I--I think so.” + +“You've got to, you know. Here! You're not going to faint, are you?” + +“No, I--I don't think I am.” + +“You can't! You mustn't! Here! Don't you do it! Stop!” + +There was just a trace of his grandfather in the way he shouted the +order. Whether or not the vigor of the command produced the result is a +question, but at any rate she did not faint. + +“Now you stay right where you are,” he ordered again. “And hang on as +tight as you can. I'm coming down.” + +Come down he did, swinging over the brink with his face to the bank, +dropping on his toes to the upper edge of the slope and digging boots +and fingers into the clay to prevent sliding further. + +“Hang on!” he cautioned, over his shoulder. “I'll be there in a second. +There! Now wait until I get my feet braced. Now give me your hand--your +left hand. Hold on with your right.” + +Slowly and cautiously, clinging to his hand, he pulled her away from the +edge of the precipice and helped her to scramble up to where he clung. +There she lay and panted. He looked at her apprehensively. + +“Don't go and faint now, or any foolishness like that,” he ordered +sharply. + +“No, no, I won't. I'll try not to. But how are we ever going to climb +up--up there?” + +Above them and at least four feet out of reach, even if they stood up, +and that would be a frightfully risky proceeding, the sod projected over +their heads like the eaves of a house. + +Helen glanced up at it and shuddered. + +“Oh, how CAN we?” she gasped. + +“We can't. And we won't try.” + +“Shall we call for help?” + +“Not much use. Nobody to hear us. Besides, we can always do that if +we have to. I think I see a way out of the mess. If we can't get up, +perhaps we can get down.” + +“Get DOWN?” + +“Yes, it isn't all as steep as it is here. I believe we might sort of +zig-zag down if we were careful. You hold on here just as you are; I'm +going to see what it looks like around this next point.” + +The “point” was merely a projection of the bluff about twenty feet away. +He crawfished along the face of the slope, until he could see beyond it. +Helen kept urging him to be careful--oh, be careful! + +“Of course I'll be careful,” he said curtly. “I don't want to break my +neck. Yes--yes, by George, it IS easier around there! We could get down +a good way. Here, here; don't start until you take my hand. And be sure +your feet are braced before you move. Come on, now.” + +“I--I don't believe I can.” + +“Of course you can. You've GOT to. Come on. Don't look down. Look at the +sand right in front of you.” + +Getting around that point was a decidedly ticklish operation, but they +managed it, he leading the way, making sure of his foothold before +moving and then setting her foot in the print his own had made. On the +other side of the projection the slope was less abrupt and extended much +nearer to the ground below. They zigzagged down until nearly to the edge +of the steep drop. Then Albert looked about for a new path to safety. He +found it still farther on. + +“It takes us down farther,” he said, “and there are bushes to hold on to +after we get there. Come on, Helen! Brace up now, be a sport!” + +She was trying her best to obey orders, but being a sport was no slight +undertaking under the circumstances. When they reached the clump of +bushes her guide ordered her to rest. + +“Just stop and catch your breath,” he said. “The rest is going to be +easier, I think. And we haven't so very far to go.” + +He was too optimistic. It was anything but easy; in fact, the last +thirty feet was almost a tumble, owing to the clay giving way beneath +their feet. But there was soft sand to tumble into and they reached the +beach safe, though in a dishevelled, scratched and thoroughly smeared +condition. Then Helen sat down and covered her face with her hands. +Her rescuer gazed triumphantly up at the distant rim of broken sod and +grinned. + +“There, by George!” he exclaimed. “We did it, didn't we? Say, that was +fun!” + +She removed her hands and looked at him. + +“WHAT did you say it was?” she faltered. + +“I said it was fun. It was great! Like something out of a book, eh?” + +She began to laugh hysterically. He turned to her in indignant surprise. +“What are you laughing at?” he demanded. + +“Oh--oh, don't, please! Just let me laugh. If I don't laugh I shall cry, +and I don't want to do that. Just don't talk to me for a few minutes, +that's all.” + +When the few minutes were over she rose to her feet. + +“Now we must get back to the pavilion, I suppose,” she said. “My, but +we are sights, though! Do let's see if we can't make ourselves a little +more presentable.” + +She did her best to wipe off the thickest of the clay smears with her +handkerchief, but the experiment was rather a failure. As they started +to walk back along the beach she suddenly turned to him and said: + +“I haven't told you how--how much obliged I am for--for what you did. If +you hadn't come, I don't know what would have happened to me.” + +“Oh, that's all right,” he answered lightly. He was reveling in the +dramatic qualities of the situation. She did not speak again for some +time and he, too, walked on in silence enjoying his day dream. Suddenly +he became aware that she was looking at him steadily and with an odd +expression on her face. + +“What is it?” he asked. “Why do you look at me that way?” + +Her answer was, as usual, direct and frank. + +“I was thinking about you,” she said. “I was thinking that I must have +been mistaken, partly mistaken, at least.” + +“Mistaken? About me, do you mean?” + +“Yes; I had made up my mind that you were--well, one sort of fellow, and +now I see that you are an entirely different sort. That is, you've shown +that you can be different.” + +“What on earth do you mean by that?” + +“Why, I mean--I mean--Oh, I'm sure I had better not say it. You won't +like it, and will think I had better mind my own affairs--which I should +do, of course.” + +“Go on; say it.” + +She looked at him again, evidently deliberating whether or not to speak +her thought. Then she said: + +“Well, I will say it. Not that it is really my business, but because in +a way it is begging your pardon, and I ought to do that. You see, I had +begun to believe that you were--that you were--well, that you were not +very--very active, you know.” + +“Active? Say, look here, Helen! What--” + +“Oh, I don't wonder you don't understand. I mean that you were +rather--rather fond of not doing much--of--of--” + +“Eh? Not doing much? That I was lazy, do you mean?” + +“Why, not exactly lazy, perhaps, but--but--Oh, how CAN I say just what +I mean! I mean that you were always saying that you didn't like the work +in your grandfather's office.” + +“Which I don't.” + +“And that some day you were going to do something else.” + +“Which I am.” + +“Write or act or do something--” + +“Yes, and that's true, too.” + +“But you don't, you know. You don't do anything. You've been talking +that way ever since I knew you, calling this a one-horse town and saying +how you hated it, and that you weren't going to waste your life here, +and all that, but you keep staying here and doing just the same things. +The last long talk we had together you told me you knew you could write +poems and plays and all sorts of things, you just felt that you could. +You were going to begin right away. You said that some months ago, and +you haven't done any writing at all. Now, have you?” + +“No-o. No, but that doesn't mean I shan't by and by.” + +“But you didn't begin as you said you would. That was last spring, more +than a year ago, and I don't believe you have tried to write a single +poem. Have you?” + +He was beginning to be ruffled. It was quite unusual for any one, most +of all for a girl, to talk to him in this way. + +“I don't know that I have,” he said loftily. “And, anyway, I don't see +that it is--is--” + +“My business whether you have or not. I know it isn't. I'm sorry I +spoke. But, you see, I--Oh, well, never mind. And I do want you to know +how much I appreciate your helping me as you did just now. I don't know +how to thank you for that.” + +But thanks were not exactly what he wanted at that moment. + +“Go ahead and say the rest,” he ordered, after a short pause. “You've +said so much that you had better finish it, seems to me. I'm lazy, you +think. What else am I?” + +“You're brave, awfully brave, and you are so strong and quick--yes, +and--and--masterful; I think that is the right word. You ordered me +about as if I were a little girl. I didn't want to keep still, as you +told me to; I wanted to scream. And I wanted to faint, too, but you +wouldn't let me. I had never seen you that way before. I didn't know you +could be like that. That is what surprises me so. That is why I said you +were so different.” + +Here was balm for wounded pride. Albert's chin lifted. “Oh, that was +nothing,” he said. “Whatever had to be done must be done right off, I +could see that. You couldn't hang on where you were very long.” + +She shuddered. “No,” she replied, “I could not. But _I_ couldn't think +WHAT to do, and you could. Yes, and did it, and made me do it.” + +The chin lifted still more and the Speranza chest began to expand. +Helen's next remark was in the natures of a reducer for the said +expansion. + +“If you could be so prompt and strong and--and energetic then,” she +said, “I can't help wondering why you aren't like that all the time. I +had begun to think you were just--just--” + +“Lazy, eh?” he suggested. + +“Why--why, no-o, but careless and indifferent and with not much +ambition, certainly. You had talked so much about writing and yet you +never tried to write anything, that--that--” + +“That you thought I was all bluff. Thanks! Any more compliments?” + +She turned on him impulsively. “Oh, don't!” she exclaimed. “Please +don't! I know what I am saying sounds perfectly horrid, and especially +now when you have just saved me from being badly hurt, if not killed. +But don't you see that--that I am saying it because I am interested in +you and sure you COULD do so much if you only would? If you would only +try.” + +This speech was a compound of sweet and bitter. Albert +characteristically selected the sweet. + +“Helen,” he asked, in his most confidential tone, “would you like to +have me try and write something? Say, would you?” + +“Of course I would. Oh, will you?” + +“Well, if YOU asked me I might. For your sake, you know.” + +She stopped and stamped her foot impatiently. + +“Oh, DON'T be silly!” she exclaimed. “I don't want you to do it for +my sake. I want you to do it for your own sake. Yes, and for your +grandfather's sake.” + +“My grandfather's sake! Great Scott, why do you drag him in? HE doesn't +want me to write poetry.” + +“He wants you to do something, to succeed. I know that.” + +“He wants me to stay here and help Labe Keeler and Issy Price. He wants +me to spend all my life in that office of his; that's what HE wants. +Now hold on, Helen! I'm not saying anything against the old fellow. He +doesn't like me, I know, but--” + +“You DON'T know. He does like you. Or he wants to like you very much +indeed. He would like to have you carry on the Snow Company's business +after he has gone, but if you can't--or won't--do that, I know he would +be very happy to see you succeed at anything--anything.” + +Albert laughed scornfully. “Even at writing poetry?” he asked. + +“Why, yes, at writing; although of course he doesn't know a thing about +it and can't understand how any one can possibly earn a living that way. +He has read or heard about poets and authors starving in garrets and he +thinks they're all like that. But if you could only show him and prove +to him that you could succeed by writing, he would be prouder of you +than any one else would be. I know it.” + +He regarded her curiously. “You seem to know a lot about my +grandfather,” he observed. + +“I do know something about him. He and I have been friends ever since +I was a little girl, and I like him very much indeed. If he were my +grandfather I should be proud of him. And I think you ought to be.” + +She flashed the last sentence at him in a sudden heat of enthusiasm. He +was surprised at her manner. + +“Gee! You ARE strong for the old chap, aren't you?” he said. “Well, +admitting that he is all right, just why should I be proud of him? I AM +proud of my father, of course; he was somebody in the world.” + +“You mean he was somebody just because he was celebrated and lots of +people knew about him. Celebrated people aren't the only ones who do +worth while things. If I were you, I should be proud of Captain Zelotes +because he is what he has made himself. Nobody helped him; he did it +all. He was a sea captain and a good one. He has been a business man and +a good one, even if the business isn't so very big. Everybody here +in South Harniss--yes, and all up and down the Cape--knows of him and +respects him. My father says in all the years he has preached in his +church he has never heard a single person as much as hint that Captain +Snow wasn't absolutely honest, absolutely brave, and the same to +everybody, rich or poor. And all his life he has worked and worked hard. +What HE has belongs to him; he has earned it. That's why I should be +proud of him if he were my grandfather.” + +Her enthusiasm had continued all through this long speech. Albert +whistled. + +“Whew!” he exclaimed. “Regular cheer for Zelotes, fellows! One--two--! +Grandfather's got one person to stand up for him, I'll say that. But why +this sudden outbreak about him, anyhow? It was me you were talking about +in the beginning--though I didn't notice any loud calls for cheers in +that direction,” he added. + +She ignored the last part of the speech. “I think you yourself made me +think of him,” she replied. “Sometimes you remind me of him. Not often, +but once in a while. Just now, when we were climbing down that awful +place you seemed almost exactly like him. The way you knew just what to +do all the time, and your not hesitating a minute, and the way you took +command of the situation and,” with a sudden laugh, “bossed me around; +every bit of that was like him, and not like you at all. Oh, I don't +mean that,” she added hurriedly. “I mean it wasn't like you as you +usually are. It was different.” + +“Humph! Well, I must say--See here, Helen Kendall, what is it you expect +me to do; sail in and write two or three sonnets and a 'Come Into +the Garden, Maud,' some time next week? You're terribly keen about +Grandfather, but he has rather got the edge on me so far as age goes. +He's in the sixties, and I'm just about nineteen.” + +“When he was nineteen he was first mate of a ship.” + +“Yes, so I've heard him say. Maybe first-mating is a little bit easier +than writing poetry.” + +“And maybe it isn't. At any rate, he didn't know whether it was easy or +not until he tried. Oh, THAT'S what I would like to see you do--TRY +to do something. You could do it, too, almost anything you tried, I do +believe. I am confident you could. But--Oh, well, as you said at the +beginning, it isn't my business at all, and I've said ever and ever so +much more than I meant to. Please forgive me, if you can. I think my +tumble and all the rest must have made me silly. I'm sorry, Albert. +There are the steps up to the pavilion. See them!” + +He was tramping on beside her, his hands in his pockets. He did not look +at the long flight of steps which had suddenly come into view around the +curve of the bluff. When he did look up and speak it was in a different +tone, some such tone as she had heard him use during her rescue. + +“All right,” he said, with decision, “I'll show you whether I can try +or not. I know you think I won't, but I will. I'm going up to my room +to-night and I'm going to try to write something or other. It may be the +rottenest poem that ever was ground out, but I'll grind it if it kills +me.” + +She was pleased, that was plain, but she shook her head. + +“Not to-night, Albert,” she said. “To-night, after the picnic, is +Father's reception at the church. Of course you'll come to that.” + +“Of course I won't. Look here, you've called me lazy and indifferent and +a hundred other pet names this afternoon. Well, this evening I'll make +you take some of 'em back. Reception be hanged! I'm going to write +to-night.” + +That evening both Mrs. Snow and Rachel Ellis were much disturbed because +Albert, pleading a headache, begged off from attendance at the reception +to the Reverend Mr. Kendall. Either, or both ladies would have been only +too willing to remain at home and nurse the sufferer through his attack, +but he refused to permit the sacrifice on their part. After they had +gone his headache disappeared and, supplied with an abundance of paper, +pens and ink, he sat down at the table in his room to invoke the Muse. +The invocation lasted until three A. M. At that hour, with a genuine +headache, but a sense of triumph which conquered pain, Albert climbed +into bed. Upon the table lay a poem, a six stanza poem, having these +words at its head: + + + TO MY LADY'S SPRING HAT + By A. M. Speranza. + + +The following forenoon he posted that poem to the editor of The Cape Cod +Item. And three weeks later it appeared in the pages of that journal. +Of course there was no pecuniary recompense for its author, and the fact +was indisputable that the Item was generally only too glad to publish +contributions which helped to fill its columns. But, nevertheless, +Albert Speranza had written a poem and that poem had been published. + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +It was Rachel who first discovered “To My Lady's Spring Hat” in the Item +three weeks later. She came rushing into the sitting room brandishing +the paper. + +“My soul! My soul! My soul!” she cried. + +Olive, sitting sewing by the window, was, naturally, somewhat startled. +“Mercy on us, Rachel!” she exclaimed. “What IS it?” + +“Look!” cried the housekeeper, pointing to the contribution in the +“Poets' Corner” as Queen Isabella may have pointed at the evidence of +her proteges discovery of a new world. “LOOK!” + +Mrs. Snow looked, read the verses to herself, and then aloud. + +“Why, I declare, they're real sort of pretty, ain't they?” she +exclaimed, in astonished admiration. + +“Pretty! They're perfectly elegant! And right here in the paper for all +hands to see. Ain't you PROUD of him, Mrs. Snow?” + +Olive had been growing more and more proud of her handsome grandson ever +since his arrival. She was prouder still now and said so. Rachel nodded, +triumphantly. + +“He'll be a Robert Penfold afore he dies, or I miss MY guess!” she +declared. + +She showed it to feminine acquaintances all over town, and Olive, when +callers came, took pains to see that a copy of the Item, folded with the +“Poets' Corner” uppermost, lay on the center table. Customers, dropping +in at the office, occasionally mentioned the poem to its author. + +“See you had a piece in the Item, Al,” was their usual way of referring +to it. “Pretty cute piece 'twas, too, seemed to me. Say, that girl of +yours must have SOME spring bunnit. Ho, ho!” + +Issachar deigned to express approval, approval qualified with discerning +criticism of course, but approval nevertheless. + +“Pretty good piece, Al,” he observed. “Pretty good. Glad to see you done +so well. Course you made one little mistake, but 'twan't a very big one. +That part where you said--What was it, now? Where'd I put that piece of +poetry? Oh, yes, here 'tis! Where you said--er--er-- + + + 'It floats upon her golden curls + As froth upon the wave.' + + +Now of course nothin'--a hat or nothin' else--is goin' to float on top +of a person's head. Froth floatin', that's all right, you understand; +but even if you took froth right out of the water and slapped it up onto +anybody's hair 'twouldn't FLOAT up there. If you'd said, + + + 'It SETS up onto her golden curls, + Same as froth sets on top of a wave.' + + +that would have been all right and true. But there, don't feel bad about +it. It's only a little mistake, same as anybody's liable to make. Nine +persons out of ten wouldn't have noticed it. I'm extry partic'lar, I +presume likely. I'm findin' mistakes like that all the time.” + +Laban's comment was less critical, perhaps, but more reserved. + +“It's pretty good, Al,” he said. “Yes--er--yes, sir, it's pretty good. +It ain't all new, there's some of it that's been written before, but I +rather guess that might have been said about Shakespeare's poetry when +he fust commenced. It's pretty good, Al. Yes--yes, yes. It is so.” + +Albert was inclined to resent the qualified strain in the bookkeeper's +praise. He was tempted to be sarcastic. + +“Well,” he observed, “of course you've read so much real poetry that you +ought to know.” + +Laban nodded, slowly. “I've read a good deal,” he said quietly. “Readin' +is one of the few things I ain't made a failure of in this life. Um-hm. +One of the few. Yes yes--yes.” + +He dipped his pen in the inkwell and carefully made an entry in the +ledger. His assistant felt a sudden pang of compunction. + +“I beg your pardon, Mr. Keeler,” he said. “That was pretty fresh of me. +I'm sorry.” + +Laban looked up in mild surprise. “Sorry?” he repeated. “What for? . . . +Oh, that's all right, Al, that's all right. Lord knows I'm the last one +on earth who'd ought to criticize anybody. All I had in mind in sayin' +what I did was to--well, to kind of keep you from bein' too well +satisfied and not try harder on the next one. It don't pay to be too +well satisfied. . . . Years ago, I can remember, _I_ was pretty well +satisfied--with myself and my work. Sounds like a joke, I know, but +'twas so. . . . Well, I've had a nice long chance to get over it. Um-hm. +Yes--yes. So I have, so I have.” + +Only Captain Zelotes at first said nothing about the poem. He read it, +his wife saw to that, but his comment even to her was a non-committal +grunt. + +“But don't you think it's real sort of pretty, Zelotes?” she asked. + +The captain grunted again. “Why, I guess likely 'tis if you say so, +Mother. I don't know much about such things.” + +“But everybody says it is.” + +“Want to know! Well, then 'twon't make much difference whether I say it +or not.” + +“But ain't you goin' to say a word to Albert about it, Zelotes?” + +“Humph! I don't know's I know what to say.” + +“Why, say you like it.” + +“Ye-es, and if I do he'll keep on writin' more. That's exactly what I +don't want him to do. Come now, Mother, be sensible. This piece of his +may be good or it may not, _I_ wouldn't undertake to say. But this I do +know: I don't want the boy to spend his time writin' poetry slush for +that 'Poets' Corner.' Letitia Makepeace did that--she had a piece in +there about every week--and she died in the Taunton asylum.” + +“But, Zelotes, it wasn't her poetry got her into the asylum.” + +“Wan't it? Well, she was in the poorhouse afore that. I don't know +whether 'twas her poetryin' that got her in there, but I know darned +well it didn't get her out.” + +“But ain't you goin' to say one word? 'Twould encourage him so.” + +“Good Lord! We don't want to encourage him, do we? If he was takin' to +thievin' you wouldn't encourage him in that, would you?” + +“Thievin'! Zelotes Snow, you don't mean to say you compare a poet to a +THIEF!” + +The captain grinned. “No-o, Mother,” he observed drily. “Sometimes a +thief can manage to earn a livin' at his job. But there, there, don't +feel bad. I'll say somethin' to Al, long's you think I ought to.” + +The something was not much, and yet Captain Zelotes really meant it to +be kindly and to sound like praise. But praising a thing of which you +have precious little understanding and with which you have absolutely no +sympathy is a hard job. + +“See you had a piece in the Item this week, Al,” observed the captain. + +“Why--yes, sir,” said Albert. + +“Um-hm. I read it. I don't know much about such things, but they tell me +it is pretty good.” + +“Thank you, sir.” + +“Eh? Oh, you're welcome.” + +That was all. Perhaps considering its source it was a good deal, but +Albert was not of the age where such considerations are likely to be +made. + +Helen's praise was warm and enthusiastic. “I knew you could do it if you +only would,” she declared. “And oh, I'm SO glad you did! Now you must +keep on trying.” + +That bit of advice was quite superfluous. Young Speranza having sampled +the sublime intoxication of seeing himself in print, was not ready to +sober off yet a while. He continued to bombard the Item with verses. +They were invariably accepted, but when he sent to a New York magazine +a poem which he considered a gem, the promptness with which it was +returned staggered his conceit and was in that respect a good thing for +him. + +However, he kept on trying. Helen would not have permitted him to +give up even if he had wished. She was quite as much interested in his +literary aspirations as he was himself and her encouragement was a great +help to him. After months of repeated trial and repeated rejection he +opened an envelope bearing the name of a fairly well-known periodical to +find therein a kindly note stating that his poem, “Sea Spaces” had been +accepted. And a week later came a check for ten dollars. That was a day +of days. Incidentally it was the day of a trial balance in the office +and the assistant bookkeeper's additions and multiplications contained +no less than four ghastly errors. + +The next afternoon there was an interview in the back office. Captain +Zelotes and his grandson were the participants. The subject discussed +was “Business versus Poetry,” and there was a marked difference of +opinion. Albert had proclaimed his triumph at home, of course, had +exhibited his check, had been the recipient of hugs and praises from his +grandmother and had listened to paeans and hallelujahs from Mrs. Ellis. +When he hurried around to the parsonage after supper, Helen had been +excited and delighted at the good news. Albert had been patted on the +back quite as much as was good for a young man whose bump of self-esteem +was not inclined toward under-development. When he entered the private +office of Z. Snow and Co. in answer to his grandfather's summons, he did +so light-heartedly, triumphantly, with self-approval written large upon +him. + +But though he came like a conquering hero, he was not received like one. +Captain Zelotes sat at his desk, the copy of the Boston morning paper +which he had been reading sticking out of the waste basket into which +it had been savagely jammed a half hour before. The news had not been to +the captain's liking. These were the September days of 1914; the German +Kaiser was marching forward “mit Gott” through Belgium, and it began to +look as if he could not be stopped short of Paris. Consequently, Captain +Zelotes, his sympathies from the first with England and the Allies, was +not happy in his newspaper reading. + +Albert entered, head erect and eyes shining. If Gertie Kendrick could +have seen him then she would have fallen down and worshiped. His +grandfather looked at him in silence for a moment, tapping his desk with +the stump of a pencil. Albert, too, was silent; he was already thinking +of another poem with which to dazzle the world, and his head was among +the rosy clouds. + +“Sit down, Al,” said Captain Zelotes shortly. + +Albert reluctantly descended to earth and took the battered armchair +standing beside the desk. The captain tapped with his pencil upon the +figure-covered sheet of paper before him. Then he said: + +“Al, you've been here three years come next December, ain't you?” + +“Why--yes, sir, I believe I have.” + +“Um-hm, you have. And for the heft of that time you've been in this +office.” + +“Yes, sir.” + +“Yes. And Labe Keeler and I have been doin' our best to make a business +man out of you. You understand we have, don't you?” + +Albert looked puzzled and a little uneasy. Into his roseate dreams was +just beginning to filter the idea that his grandfather's tone and manner +were peculiar. + +“Why, yes, sir, of course I understand it,” he replied. + +“Well, I asked you because I wasn't quite sure whether you did or not. +Can you guess what this is I've got on my desk here?” + +He tapped the figure-covered sheet of paper once more. Before Albert +could speak the captain answered his own question. + +“I'll tell you what it is,” he went on. “It's one of the latest samples +of your smartness as a business man. I presume likely you know that +Laban worked here in this office until three o'clock this mornin', +didn't you?” + +Albert did not know it. Mr. Keeler had told him nothing of the sort. + +“Why, no,” he replied. “Did he? What for?” + +“Ye-es, he did. And what for? Why, just to find out what was the matter +with his trial balance, that's all. When one of Labe's trial balances +starts out for snug harbor and ends up on a reef with six foot of water +in her hold, naturally Labe wants to get her afloat and pumped dry as +quick as possible. He ain't used to it, for one thing, and it makes him +nervous.” + +Albert's uneasiness grew. When his grandfather's speech became sarcastic +and nautical, the young man had usually found that there was trouble +coming for somebody. + +“I--I'm sorry Laban had to stay so late,” he stammered. “I should have +been glad to stay and help him, but he didn't ask me.” + +“No-o. Well, it may possibly be that he cal'lated he was carryin' about +all your help that the craft would stand, as 'twas. Any more might sink +her. See here, young feller--” Captain Zelotes dropped his quiet sarcasm +and spoke sharp and brisk: “See here,” he said, “do you realize that +this sheet of paper I've got here is what stands for a day's work done +by you yesterday? And on this sheet there was no less than four silly +mistakes that a child ten years old hadn't ought to make, that an +able-bodied idiot hadn't ought to make. But YOU made 'em, and they kept +Labe Keeler here till three o'clock this mornin'. Now what have you got +to say for yourself?” + +As a matter of fact, Albert had very little to say, except that he was +sorry, and that his grandfather evidently did not consider worth the +saying. He waved the protestation aside. + +“Sorry!” he repeated impatiently. “Of course you're sorry, though even +at that I ain't sure you're sorry enough. Labe was sorry, too, I don't +doubt, when his bedtime went by and he kept runnin' afoul of one of your +mistakes after another. I'm sorry, darned sorry, to find out that +you can make such blunders after three years on board here under such +teachin' as you've had. But bein' sorry don't help any to speak of. Any +fool can be sorry for his foolishness, but if that's all, it don't help +a whole lot. Is bein' sorry the best excuse you've got to offer? What +made you make the mistakes in the first place?” + +Albert's face was darkly red under the lash of his grandfather's tongue. +Captain Zelotes and he had had disagreements and verbal encounters +before, but never since they had been together had the captain spoken +like this. And the young fellow was no longer seventeen, he was twenty. +The flush began to fade from his cheeks and the pallor which meant the +rise of the Speranza temper took its place. + +“What made you make such fool blunders?” repeated the captain. “You knew +better, didn't you?” + +“Yes,” sullenly, “I suppose I did.” + +“You know mighty well you did. And as nigh as I can larn from what I +got out of Laban--which wasn't much; I had to pump it out of him word +by word--this ain't the first set of mistakes you've made. You make 'em +right along. If it wasn't for him helpin' you out and coverin' up your +mistakes, this firm would be in hot water with its customers two-thirds +of the time and the books would be fust-rate as a puzzle, somethin' to +use for a guessin' match, but plaguey little good as straight accounts +of a goin' concern. Now what makes you act this way? Eh? What makes +you?” + +“Oh, I don't know. See here, Grandfather--” + +“Hold on a minute. You don't know, eh? Well, I know. It ain't because +you ain't smart enough to keep a set of books and keep 'em well. I don't +expect you to be a Labe Keeler; there ain't many bookkeepers like him on +this earth. But I do know you're smart enough to keep my books and keep +'em as they'd ought to be, if you want to keep 'em. The trouble with +you is that you don't want to. You've got too much of your +good-for-nothin--” Captain Lote pulled up short, cleared his throat, +and went on: “You've got too much 'poet' in you,” he declared, “that's +what's the matter.” + +Albert leaned forward. “That wasn't what you were going to say,” he said +quickly. “You were going to say that I had too much of my father in me.” + +It was the captain's turn to redden. “Eh?” he stammered. “Why, I--I--How +do you know what I was goin' to say?” + +“Because I do. You say it all the time. Or, if you don't say it, you +look it. There is hardly a day that I don't catch you looking at me as +if you were expecting me to commit murder or do some outrageous thing +or other. And I know, too, that it is all because I'm my father's son. +Well, that's all right; feel that way about me if you want to, I can't +help it.” + +“Here, here, Al! Hold on! Don't--” + +“I won't hold on. And I tell you this: I hate this work here. You say +I don't want to keep books. Well, I don't. I'm sorry I made the errors +yesterday and put Keeler to so much trouble, but I'll probably make +more. No,” with a sudden outburst of determination, “I won't make +any more. I won't, because I'm not going to keep books any more. I'm +through.” + +Captain Zelotes leaned back in his chair. + +“You're what?” he asked slowly. + +“I'm through. I'll never work in this office another day. I'm through.” + +The captain's brows drew together as he stared steadily at his grandson. +He slowly tugged at his beard. + +“Humph!” he grunted, after a moment. “So you're through, eh? Goin' to +quit and go somewheres else, you mean?” + +“Yes.” + +“Um-hm. I see. Where are you goin' to go?” + +“I don't know. But I'm not going to make a fool of myself at this job +any longer. I can't keep books, and I won't keep them. I hate business. +I'm no good at it. And I won't stay here.” + +“I see. I see. Well, if you won't keep on in business, what will you do +for a livin'? Write poetry?” + +“Perhaps.” + +“Um-m. Be kind of slim livin', won't it? You've been writin' poetry +for about a year and a half, as I recollect, and so far you've made ten +dollars.” + +“That's all right. If I don't make it I may starve, as you are always +saying that writers do. But, starve or not, I shan't ask YOU to take +care of me.” + +“I've taken care of you for three years or so.” + +“Yes. But you did it because--because--Well, I don't know why you did, +exactly, but you won't have to do it any longer. I'm through.” + +The captain still stared steadily, and what he saw in the dark eyes +which flashed defiance back at him seemed to trouble him a little. His +tugs at his beard became more strenuous. + +“Humph!” he muttered. “Humph! . . . Well, Al, of course I can't make you +stay by main force. Perhaps I could--you ain't of age yet--but I shan't. +And you want to quit the ship altogether, do you?” + +“If you mean this office--yes, I do.” + +“I see, I see. Want to quit South Harniss and your grandmother--and +Rachel--and Labe--and Helen--and all the rest of 'em?” + +“Not particularly. But I shall have to, of course.” + +“Yes. . . . Um-hm. . . . Yes. Have you thought how your grandmother's +liable to feel when she hears you are goin' to clear out and leave her?” + +Albert had not thought in that way, but he did now. His tone was a +trifle less combative as he answered. + +“She'll be sorry at first, I suppose,” he said, “but she'll get over +it.” + +“Um-hm. Maybe she will. You can get over 'most anything in time--'MOST +anything. Well, and how about me? How do you think I'll feel?” + +Albert's chin lifted. “You!” he exclaimed. “Why, you'll be mighty glad +of it.” + +Captain Zelotes picked up the pencil stump and twirled it in his +fingers. “Shall I?” he asked. “You think I will, do you?” + +“Of course you will. You don't like me, and never did.” + +“So I've heard you say. Well, boy, don't you cal'late I like you at +least as much as you like me?” + +“No. What do you mean? I like you well enough. That is, I should if +you gave me half a chance. But you don't do it. You hate me because my +father--” + +The captain interrupted. His big palm struck the desk. + +“DON'T say that again!” he commanded. “Look here, if I hated you do you +suppose I'd be talkin' to you like this? If I hated you do you cal'late +I'd argue when you gave me notice? Not by a jugful! No man ever came to +me and said he was goin' to quit and had me beg him to stay. If we was +at sea he stayed until we made port; then he WENT, and he didn't hang +around waitin' for a boat to take him ashore neither. I don't hate you, +son. I'd ask nothin' better than a chance to like you, but you won't +give it to me.” + +Albert's eyes and mouth opened. + +“_I_ won't give YOU a chance?” he repeated. + +“Sartin. DO you give me one? I ask you to keep these books of mine. +You could keep 'em A Number One. You're smart enough to do it. But you +won't. You let 'em go to thunder and waste your time makin' up fool +poetry and such stuff.” + +“But I like writing, and I don't like keeping books.” + +“Keepin' books is a part of l'arnin' the business, and business is the +way you're goin' to get your livin' by and by.” + +“No, it isn't. I am going to be a writer.” + +“Now DON'T say that silly thing again! I don't want to hear it.” + +“I shall say it because it is true.” + +“Look here, boy: When I tell you or anybody else in this office to do +or not to do a thing, I expect 'em to obey orders. And I tell you not +to talk any more of that foolishness about bein' a writer. D'you +understand?” + +“Yes, of course I understand.” + +“All right, then, that much is settled. . . . Here! Where are you +goin'?” + +Albert had turned and was on his way out of the office. He stopped and +answered over his shoulder, “I'm going home,” he said. + +“Goin' HOME? Why, you came from home not more than an hour and a half +ago! What are you goin' there again now for?” + +“To pack up my things.” + +“To pack up your things! To pack up--Humph! So you really mean it! +You're really goin' to quit me like this? And your grandma, too!” + +The young man felt a sudden pang of compunction, a twinge of conscience. + +“Grandfather,” he said, “I'm sorry. I--” + +But the change in his attitude and tone came too late. Captain Lote's +temper was boiling now, contradiction was its worst provocative. + +“Goin' to quit!” he sneered. “Goin' to quit because you don't like to +work. All right, quit then! Go ahead! I've done all I can to make a man +of you. Go to the devil in your own way.” + +“Grandfather, I--” + +“Go ahead! _I_ can't stop you. It's in your breed, I cal'late.” + +That was sufficient. Albert strode out of the private office, head +erect. Captain Zelotes rose and slammed the door after his departing +grandson. + +At ten that evening Albert was in his room, sitting in a chair by the +window, gloomily looking out. The packing, most of it, had been done. He +had not, as he told his grandfather he intended doing, left the office +immediately and come straight home to pack. As he emerged from the inner +office after the stormy interview with the captain he found Laban Keeler +hard at work upon the books. The sight of the little man, so patiently +and cheerfully pegging away, brought another twinge of conscience to +the assistant bookkeeper. Laban had been such a brick in all their +relationships. It must have been a sore trial to his particular, +business-like soul, those errors in the trial balance. Yet he had not +found fault nor complained. Captain Zelotes himself had said that every +item concerning his grandson's mistakes and blunders had been dragged +from Mr. Keeler much against the latter's will. Somehow Albert could not +bear to go off and leave him at once. He would stay and finish his day's +work, for Labe Keeler's sake. + +So stay he did and when Captain Zelotes later came out of his private +office and found him there neither of them spoke. At home, during +supper, nothing was said concerning the quarrel of the afternoon. Yet +Albert was as determined to leave as ever, and the Captain, judging by +the expression of his face, was just as determined to do nothing more to +prevent him. After supper the young man went to his room and began the +packing. His grandfather went out, an unusual proceeding for him, saying +that he guessed he would go down street for a spell. + +Now Albert, as he sat there by the window, was gloomy enough. The wind, +howling and wailing about the gables of the old house, was not an aid +to cheerfulness and he needed every aid. He had sworn to go away, he was +going away--but where should he go? He had a little money put by, not +much but a little, which he had been saving for quite another purpose. +This would take him a little way, would pay his bills for a short time, +but after that--Well, after that he could earn more. With the optimism +of youth and the serene self-confidence which was natural to him he was +sure of succeeding sooner or later. It was not the dread of failure and +privation which troubled him. The weight which was pressing upon his +spirit was not the fear of what might happen to him. + +There was a rap upon the door. Then a voice, the housekeeper's voice, +whispered through the crack. + +“It's me, Al,” whispered Mrs. Ellis. “You ain't in bed yet, are you? I'd +like to talk with you a minute or two, if I might.” + +He was not anxious to talk to her or anyone else just then, but he told +her to come in. She entered on tiptoe, with the mysterious air of a +conspirator, and shut the door carefully after her. + +“May I set down just a minute?” she asked. “I can generally talk better +settin'.” + +He pulled forward the ancient rocker with the rush seat. The +cross-stitch “tidy” on the back was his mother's handiwork, she had made +it when she was fifteen. Rachel sat down in the rocker. + +“Al” she began, still in the same mysterious whisper, “I know all about +it.” + +He looked at her. “All about what?” he asked. + +“About the trouble you and Cap'n Lote had this afternoon. I know you're +plannin' to leave us all and go away somewheres and that he told you to +go, and all that. I know what you've been doin' up here to-night. Fur's +that goes,” she added, with a little catch in her breath and a wave of +her hand toward the open trunk and suitcase upon the floor, “I wouldn't +need to know, I could SEE.” + +Albert was surprised and confused. He had supposed the whole affair to +be, so far, a secret between himself and his grandfather. + +“You know?” he stammered. “You--How did you know?” + +“Laban told me. Labe came hurryin' over here just after supper and +told me the whole thing. He's awful upset about it, Laban is. He thinks +almost as much of you as he does of Cap'n Lote or--or me,” with an +apologetic little smile. + +Albert was astonished and troubled. “How did Labe know about it?” he +demanded. + +“He heard it all. He couldn't help hearin'.” + +“But he couldn't have heard. The door to the private office was shut.” + +“Yes, but the window at the top--the transom one, you know--was wide +open. You and your grandpa never thought of that, I guess, and Laban +couldn't hop up off his stool and shut it without givin' it away that +he'd been hearin'. So he had to just set and listen and I know how he +hated doin' that. Laban Keeler ain't the listenin' kind. One thing about +it all is a mercy,” she added, fervently. “It's the Lord's own mercy +that that Issy Price wasn't where HE could hear it, too. If Issy heard +it you might as well paint it up on the town-hall fence; all creation +and his wife wouldn't larn it any sooner.” + +Albert drew a long breath. “Well,” he said, after a moment, “I'm sorry +Labe heard, but I don't suppose it makes much difference. Everyone will +know all about it in a day or two . . . I'm going.” + +Rachel leaned forward. + +“No, you ain't, Al,” she said. + +“I'm not? Indeed I am! Why, what do you mean?” + +“I mean just what I say. You ain't goin'. You're goin' to stay right +here. At least I hope you are, and I THINK you are. . . . Oh, I know,” + she added, quickly, “what you are goin' to say. You're goin' to tell me +that your grandpa is down on you on account of your father, and that you +don't like bookkeepin', and that you want to write poetry and--and such. +You'll say all that, and maybe it's all true, but whether 'tis or not +ain't the point at all just now. The real point is that you're Janie +Snow's son and your grandpa's Cap'n Lote Snow and your grandma's Olive +Snow and there ain't goin' to be another smash-up in this family if I +can help it. I've been through one and one's enough. Albert, didn't you +promise me that Sunday forenoon three years ago when I came into the +settin'-room and we got talkin' about books and Robert Penfold and +everything--didn't you promise me then that when things between you and +your grandpa got kind of--of snarled up and full of knots you'd come +to me with 'em and we'd see if we couldn't straighten 'em out together? +Didn't you promise me that, Albert?” + +Albert remembered the conversation to which she referred. As he +remembered it, however, he had not made any definite promise. + +“You asked me to talk them over with you, Rachel,” he admitted. “I think +that's about as far as it went.” + +“Well, maybe so, but now I ask you again. Will you talk this over with +me, Albert? Will you tell me every bit all about it, for my sake? And +for your grandma's sake. . . . Yes, more'n that, for your mother's sake, +Albert; she was pretty nigh like my own sister, Jane Snow was. Different +as night from day of course, she was pretty and educated and all that +and I was just the same then as I am now, but we did think a lot of each +other, Albert. Tell me the whole story, won't you, please. Just what +Cap'n Lote said and what you said and what you plan to do--and all? +Please, Albert.” + +There were tears in her eyes. He had always liked her, but it was +a liking with a trace of condescension in it. She was peculiar, her +“sympathetic attacks” were funny, and she and Laban together were an odd +pair. Now he saw her in a new light and he felt a sudden rush of real +affection for her. And with this feeling, and inspired also by his +loneliness, came the impulse to comply with her request, to tell her all +his troubles. + +He began slowly at first, but as he went on the words came quicker. She +listened eagerly, nodding occasionally, but saying nothing. When he had +finished she nodded again. + +“I see,” she said. “'Twas almost what Laban said and about what he and +I expected. Well, Albert, I ain't goin' to be the one to blame you, not +very much anyhow. I don't see as you are to blame; you can't help the +way you're made. But your grandfather can't help bein' made his way, +either. He can't see with your spectacles and you can't see with his.” + +He stirred rebelliously. “Then we had better go our own ways, I should +say,” he muttered. + +“No, you hadn't. That's just what you mustn't do, not now, anyhow. As +I said before, there's been enough of all hands goin' their own ways in +this family and look what came of it.” + +“But what do you expect me to do? I will not give up every plan I've +made and my chance in the world just because he is too stubborn and +cranky to understand them. I will NOT do it.” + +“I don't want you to. But I don't want you to upset the whole kettle +just because the steam has scalded your fingers. I don't want you to +go off and leave your grandma to break her heart a second time and your +grandpa to give up all his plans and hopes that he's been makin' about +you.” + +“Plans about me? He making plans about me? What sort of plans?” + +“All sorts. Oh, he don't say much about 'em, of course; that ain't his +way. But from things he's let drop I know he has hoped to take you in +with him as a partner one of these days, and to leave you the business +after he's gone.” + +“Nonsense, Rachel!” + +“No, it ain't nonsense. It's the one big dream of Cap'n Lote's life. +That Z. Snow and Co. business is his pet child, as you might say. He +built it up, he and Labe together, and when he figgered to take you +aboard with him 'twas SOME chance for you, 'cordin' to his lookout. Now +you can't hardly blame him for bein' disappointed when you chuck that +chance away and take to writin' poetry pieces, can you?” + +“But--but--why, confound it, Rachel, you don't understand!” + +“Yes, I do, but your grandpa don't. And you don't understand him. . . . +Oh, Albert, DON'T be as stubborn as he is, as your mother was--the Lord +and she forgive me for sayin' it. She was partly right about marryin' +your pa and Cap'n Lote was partly right, too. If they had met half way +and put the two 'partlys' together the whole thing might have been right +in the end. As 'twas, 'twas all wrong. Don't, don't, DON'T, Albert, be +as stubborn as that. For their sakes, Al,--yes, and for my sake, for I'm +one of your family, too, or seems as if I was--don't.” + +She hastily wiped her eyes with her apron. He, too was greatly moved. + +“Don't cry, Rachel,” he muttered, hurriedly. “Please don't. . . . I +didn't know you felt this way. I didn't know anybody did. I don't want +to make trouble in the family--any more trouble. Grandmother has been +awfully good to me; so, too, has Grandfather, I suppose, in his way. +But--oh, what am I going to do? I can't stay in that office all my life. +I'm not good at business. I don't like it. I can't give up--” + +“No, no, course you mustn't. I don't want you to give up.” + +“Then what do you want me to do?” + +“I want you to go to your grandpa and talk to him once more. Not givin' +up your plans altogether but not forcin' him to give up his either, not +right away. Tell him you realize he wants you to go on with Z. Snow and +Company and that you will--for a while--” + +“But--” + +“For a while, I said; three or four years, say. You won't be so dreadful +old then, not exactly what you'd call a Methusalem. Tell him you'll +do that and on his side he must let you write as much as you please, +provided you don't let the writin' interfere with the Z. Snow and Co. +work. Then, at the end of the three or four years, if you still feel +the same as you do now, you can tackle your poetry for keeps and he and +you'll still be friends. Tell him that, Albert, and see what he says. +. . . Will you?” + +Albert took some moments to consider. At length he said: “If I did I +doubt if he would listen.” + +“Oh, yes he would. He'd more than listen, I'm pretty sartin. I think +he'd agree.” + +“You do?” + +“Yes, I do. You see,” with a smile, “while I've been talkin' to you +there's been somebody else talkin' to him. . . . There, there! don't you +ask any questions. I promised not to tell anybody and if I ain't exactly +broke that promise, I've sprained its ankle, I'm afraid. Good night, +Albert, and thank you ever and ever so much for listenin' so long +without once tellin' me to mind my own business.” + +“Good night, Rachel. . . . And thank you for taking so much interest in +my affairs. You're an awfully good friend, I can see that.” + +“Don't--don't talk that way. And you WILL have that talk with your +grandpa?” + +“Yes, I will.” + +“Oh, I'm SO glad! There! Good night. I come pretty nigh kissin' you +then and for a woman that's been engaged to be married for upwards of +eighteen years that's a nice way to act, ain't it! Good night, good +night.” + +She hurried out of the room. Albert sat down again in his chair by the +window. He had promised to go to his grandfather and talk to him. As he +sat there, thinking of the coming interview, he realized more and more +that the keeping of that promise was likely to be no easy matter. He +must begin the talk, he must break the ice--and how should he break +it? Timid and roundabout approaches would be of little use; unless his +grandfather's state of mind had changed remarkably since their +parting in the Z. Snow and Co. office they and their motive would be +misunderstood. No, the only way to break the ice was to break it, to +plunge immediately into the deepest part of the subject. It promised to +be a chilly plunge. He shivered at the prospect. + +A half hour later he heard the door of the hall open and shut and knew +that Captain Zelotes had returned. Rising, he descended the stairs. +He descended slowly. Just as he reached the foot of the narrow flight +Captain Zelotes entered the hall from the dining-room and turned toward +him. Both were surprised at the meeting. Albert spoke first. + +“Good evening, Grandfather,” he stammered. “I--I was just coming down to +see you. Were you going to bed?” + +Captain Lote shook his head. “No-o,” he said, slowly, “not exactly.” + +“Do you mind waiting a minute? I have a few things--I have something to +say to you and--and I guess I shall sleep better if I say it to-night. +I--I won't keep you long.” + +The captain regarded him intently for an instant, then he turned and led +the way to the dining-room. + +“Go ahead,” he ordered, laconically. Albert squared his shoulders, +preparatory to the plunge. + +“Grandfather,” he began, “first of all I want to tell you I am sorry +for--for some of the things I said this afternoon.” + +He had rehearsed this opening speech over and over again, but in spite +of the rehearsals it was dreadfully hard to make. If his grandfather +had helped him even a little it might have been easier, but the captain +merely stood there, expressionless, saying nothing, waiting for him to +continue. + +Albert swallowed, clenched his fists, and took a new start. + +“Of course,” he began, “I am sorry for the mistakes I made in my +bookkeeping, but that I have told you before. Now--now I want to say +I am sorry for being so--well, so pig-headed about the rest of it. I +realize that you have been mighty kind to me and that I owe you about +everything that I've got in this world.” + +He paused again. It had seemed to him that Captain Zelotes was about to +speak. However, he did not, so the young man stumbled on. + +“And--and I realize, too,” he said, “that you have, I guess, been trying +to give me a real start in business, the start you think I ought to +have.” + +The captain nodded slowly. “That was my idea in startin' you,” he said. + +“Yes--and fact that I haven't done more with the chance is because I'm +made that way, I guess. But I do want to--yes, and I MEAN to try to +succeed at writing poetry or stories or plays or something. I like +that and I mean to give it a trial. And so--and so, you see, I've been +thinking our talk over and I've concluded that perhaps you may be right, +maybe I'm not old enough to know what I really am fitted for, and yet +perhaps _I_ may be partly right, too. I--I've been thinking that perhaps +some sort of--of--” + +“Of what?” + +“Well, of half-way arrangement--some sort of--of compromise, you know, +might be arranged. I might agree to stay in the office and do my very +best with bookkeeping and business for--well, say, three years or so. +During that time I should be trying to write of course, but I would +only do that sort of writing evenings or on Saturdays and holidays. It +shouldn't interfere with your work nor be done in the time you pay me +for. And at the end of the three or four years--” + +He paused again. This time the pause was longer than ever. Captain +Lote broke the silence. His big right hand had wandered upward and was +tugging at his beard. + +“Well? . . . And then?” he asked. + +“Why, then--if--if--Well, then we could see. If business seemed to be +where I was most likely to succeed we'd call it settled and I would stay +with Z. Snow and Co. If poetry-making or--or--literature seemed more +likely to be the job I was fitted for, that would be the job I'd take. +You--you see, don't you, Grandfather?” + +The captain's beard-pulling continued. He was no longer looking his +grandson straight in the eye. His gaze was fixed upon the braided mat at +his feet and he answered without looking up. + +“Ye-es,” he drawled, “I cal'late I see. Well, was that all you had to +say?” + +“No-o, not quite. I--I wanted to say that which ever way it turned +out, I--I hoped we--you and I, you know--would agree to be--to be +good-natured about it and--and friends just the same. I--I--Well, there! +That's all, I guess. I haven't put it very well, I'm afraid, but--but +what do you think about it, Grandfather?” + +And now Captain Zelotes did look up. The old twinkle was in his eye. His +first remark was a question and that question was rather surprising. + +“Al,” he asked, “Al, who's been talkin' to you?” + +The blood rushed to his grandson's face. “Talking to me?” he stammered. +“Why--why, what do you mean?” + +“I mean just that. You didn't think out this scheme all by yourself. +Somebody's been talkin' to you and puttin' you up to it. Haven't they?” + +“Why--why, Grandfather, I--” + +“Haven't they?” + +“Why--Well, yes, someone has been talking to me, but the whole idea +isn't theirs. I WAS sorry for speaking to you as I did and sorry to +think of leaving you and grandmother. I--I was sitting up there in my +room and feeling blue and mean enough and--and--” + +“And then Rachel came aboard and gave you your sailin' orders; eh?” + +Albert gasped. “For heaven's sake how did you know that?” he demanded. +“She--Why, she must have told you, after all! But she said--” + +“Hold on, boy, hold on!” Captain Lote chuckled quietly. “No,” he said, +“Rachel didn't tell me; I guessed she was the one. And it didn't take +a Solomon in all his glory to guess it, neither. Labe Keeler's been +talkin' to ME, and when you come down here and began proposin' the same +scheme that I was just about headin' up to your room with to propose +to you, then--well, then the average whole-witted person wouldn't need +more'n one guess. It couldn't be Labe, 'cause he'd been whisperin' in MY +ear, so it must have been the other partner in the firm. That's all the +miracle there is to it.” + +Albert's brain struggled with the situation. “I see,” he said, after a +moment. “She hinted that someone had been talking to you along the same +line. Yes, and she was so sure you would agree. I might have known it +was Laban.” + +“Um-hm, so you might. . . . Well, there have been times when if a man +had talked to me as Labe did to-night I'd have knocked him down, or told +him to go to--um--well, the tropics--told him to mind his own business, +at least. But Labe is Labe, and besides MY conscience was plaguin' me a +little mite, maybe . . . maybe.” + +The young man shook his head. “They must have talked it over, those two, +and agreed that one should talk to you and the other to me. By George, I +wonder they had the nerve. It wasn't their business, really.” + +“Not a darn bit.” + +“Yet--yet I--I'm awfully glad she said it to me. I--I needed it, I +guess.” + +“Maybe you did, son. . . . And--humph--well, maybe I needed it, too. +. . . Yes, I know that's consider'ble for me to say,” he added dryly. + +Albert was still thinking of Laban and Rachel. + +“They're queer people,” he mused. “When I first met them I thought +they were about the funniest pair I ever saw. But--but now I can't +help liking them and--and--Say, Grandfather, they must think a lot of +your--of our family.” + +“Cal'late they do, son. . . . Well, boy, we've had our sermon, you and +me, what shall we do? Willin' to sign for the five years trial cruise if +I will, are you?” + +Albert couldn't help smiling. “It was three years Rachel proposed, not +five,” he said. + +“Was, eh? Suppose we split the difference and make it four? Willin' to +try that?” + +“Yes, sir.” + +“Agreement bein' that you shall stick close to Z. Snow and Co. durin' +work hours and write as much poetry as you darned please other times, +neither side to interfere with those arrangements? That right?” + +“Yes, sir.” + +“Good! Shall we shake hands on it?” + +They shook, solemnly. Captain Lote was the first to speak after +ratification of the contract. + +“There, now I cal'late I'll go aloft and turn in,” he observed. Then he +added, with a little hesitation, “Say, Al, maybe we'd better not trouble +your grandma about all this fool business--the row this afternoon +and all. 'Twould only worry her and--” he paused, looked embarrassed, +cleared his throat, and said, “to tell you the truth, I'm kind of +ashamed of my part---er--er--that is, some of it.” + +His grandson was very much astonished. It was not often that Captain +Zelotes Snow admitted having been in the wrong. He blurted out the +question he had been dying to ask. + +“Grandfather,” he queried, “had you--did you really mean what you +said about starting to come to my room and--and propose this scheme of +ours--I mean of Rachel's and Labe's--to me?” + +“Eh? . . . Ye-es--yes. I was on my way up there when I met you just +now.” + +“Well, Grandfather, I--I--” + +“That's all right, boy, that's all right. Don't let's talk any more +about it.” + +“We won't. And--and--But, Grandfather, I just want you to know that I +guess I understand things a little better than I did, and--and when my +father--” + +The captain's heavy hand descended upon his shoulder. + +“Heave short, Al!” he commanded. “I've been doin' consider'ble thinkin' +since Labe finished his--er--discourse and pronounced the benediction, +and I've come to a pretty definite conclusion on one matter. I've +concluded that you and I had better cut out all the bygones from this +new arrangement of ours. We won't have fathers or--or--elopements--or +past-and-done-with disapp'intments in it. This new deal--this four year +trial v'yage of ours--will be just for Albert Speranza and Zelotes Snow, +and no others need apply. . . . Eh? . . . Well, good night, Al.” + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +So the game under the “new deal” began. At first it was much easier than +the old. And, as a matter of fact, it was never as hard as before. The +heart to heart talk between Captain Zelotes and his grandson had given +each a glimpse of the other's inner self, a look from the other's +point of view, and thereafter it was easier to make allowances. But the +necessity for the making of those allowances was still there and would +continue to be there. At first Albert made almost no mistakes in his +bookkeeping, was almost painfully careful. Then the carefulness relaxed, +as it was bound to do, and some mistakes occurred. Captain Lote +found little fault, but at times he could not help showing some +disappointment. Then his grandson would set his teeth and buckle down to +painstaking effort again. He was resolved to live up to the very letter +of the agreement. + +In his spare time he continued to write and occasionally he sold +something. Whenever he did so there was great rejoicing among the +feminine members of the Snow household; his grandmother and Rachel Ellis +were enraptured. It was amusing to see Captain Zelotes attempt to join +the chorus. He evidently felt that he ought to praise, or at least that +praise was expected from him, but it was also evident that he did not +approve of what he was praising. + +“Your grandma says you got rid of another one of your poetry pieces, +Al,” he would say. “Pay you for it, did they?” + +“Not yet, but they will, I suppose.” + +“I see, I see. How much, think likely?” + +“Oh, I don't know. Ten dollars, perhaps.” + +“Um-hm . . . I see. . . . Well, that's pretty good, considerin', I +suppose. . . . We did first-rate on that Hyannis school-house contract, +didn't we. Nigh's I can figger it we cleared over fourteen hundred and +eighty dollars on that.” + +He invariably followed any reference to the profit from the sale of +verses by the casual mention of a much larger sum derived from the sale +of lumber or hardware. This was so noticeable that Laban Keeler was +impelled to speak of it. + +“The old man don't want you to forget that you can get more for hard +pine than you can for soft sonnets, sellin' 'em both by the foot,” + observed Labe, peering over his spectacles. “More money in shingles +than there is in jingles, he cal'lates. . . . Um. . . . Yes, yes. . . . +Consider'ble more, consider'ble.” + +Albert smiled, but it astonished him to find that Mr. Keeler knew what a +sonnet was. The little bookkeeper occasionally surprised him by breaking +out unexpectedly in that way. + +From the indiscriminate praise at home, or the reluctant praise of his +grandfather, he found relief when he discussed his verses with Helen +Kendall. Her praise was not indiscriminate, in fact sometimes she +did not praise at all, but expressed disapproval. They had some +disagreements, marked disagreements, but it did not affect their +friendship. Albert was a trifle surprised to find that it did not. + +So as the months passed he ground away at the books of Z. Snow and +Company during office hours and at the poetry mill between times. The +seeing of his name in print was no longer a novelty and he poetized not +quite as steadily. Occasionally he attempted prose, but the two or three +short stories of his composition failed to sell. Helen, however, urged +him to try again and keep trying. “I know you can write a good story and +some day you are going to,” she said. + +His first real literary success, that which temporarily lifted him into +the outer circle of the limelight of fame, was a poem written the day +following that upon which came the news of the sinking of the Lusitania. +Captain Zelotes came back from the post-office that morning, a crumpled +newspaper in his hand, and upon his face the look which mutinous +foremast hands had seen there just before the mutiny ended. Laban Keeler +was the first to notice the look. “For the land sakes, Cap'n, what's +gone wrong?” he asked. The captain flung the paper upon the desk. “Read +that,” he grunted. Labe slowly spread open the paper; the big black +headlines shrieked the crime aloud. + +“Good God Almighty!” exclaimed the little bookkeeper. Captain Zelotes +snorted. “He didn't have anything to do with it,” he declared. “The +bunch that pulled that off was handled from the other end of the line. +And I wish to thunder I was young enough to help send 'em back there,” + he added, savagely. + +That evening Albert wrote his poem. The next day he sent it to a Boston +paper. It was published the following morning, spread across two columns +on the front page, and before the month was over had been copied widely +over the country. Within the fortnight its author received his first +request, a bona fida request for verse from a magazine. Even Captain +Lote's praise of the Lusitania poem was whole-hearted and ungrudging. + +That summer was a busy one in South Harniss. There was the usual amount +of summer gaiety, but in addition there were the gatherings of the +various committees for war relief work. Helen belonged to many of +these committees. There were dances and theatrical performances for the +financial benefit of the various causes and here Albert shone. But +he did not shine alone. Helen Kendall was very popular at the social +gatherings, popular not only with the permanent residents but with the +summer youth as well. Albert noticed this, but he did not notice it so +particularly until Issy Price called his attention to it. + +“Say, Al,” observed Issy, one afternoon in late August of that year, +“how do YOU like that Raymond young feller?” + +Albert looked up absently from the page of the daybook. + +“Eh? What?” he asked. + +“I say how do YOU like that Eddie Raymond, the Down-at-the-Neck one?” + +“Down at the neck? There's nothing the matter with his neck that I know +of.” + +“Who said there was? He LIVES down to the Neck, don't he? I mean that +young Raymond, son of the New York bank man, the ones that's had the +Cahoon house all summer. How do you like him?” + +Albert's attention was still divided between the day-book and Mr. Price. +“Oh, I guess he's all right,” he answered, carelessly. “I don't know him +very well. Don't bother me, Issy, I'm busy.” + +Issachar chuckled. “He's busy, too,” he observed. “He, he, he! He's +busy trottin' after Helen Kendall. Don't seem to have time for much else +these days. Noticed that, ain't you, Al? He, he!” + +Albert had not noticed it. His attention left the day-book altogether. +Issachar chuckled again. + +“Noticed it, ain't you, Al?” he repeated. “If you ain't you're the only +one. Everybody's cal'latin' you'll be cut out if you ain't careful. +Folks used to figger you was Helen's steady comp'ny, but it don't look +as much so as it did. He, he! That's why I asked you how you liked the +Raymond one. Eh? How do you, Al? Helen, SHE seems to like him fust-rate. +He, he, he!” + +Albert was conscious of a peculiar feeling, partly of irritation at +Issachar, partly something else. Mr. Price crowed delightedly. + +“Hi!” he chortled. “Why, Al, your face is gettin' all redded up. Haw, +haw! Blushin', ain't you, Al? Haw, haw, haw! Blushin', by crimustee!” + +Albert laid down his pen. He had learned by experience that, in Issy's +case, the maxim of the best defensive being a strong offensive was +absolutely true. He looked with concern about the office. + +“There's a window open somewhere, isn't there, Is?” he inquired. +“There's a dreadful draught anyhow.” + +“Eh? Draught? I don't feel no draught. Course the window's open; it's +generally open in summer time, ain't it. Haw, haw!” + +“There it is again! Where--Oh, _I_ see! It's your mouth that's open, +Issy. That explains the draught, of course. Yes, yes, of course.” + +“Eh? My mouth! Never you mind my mouth. What you've got to think about +is that Eddie Raymond. Yes sir-ee! Haw, haw!” + +“Issy, what makes you make that noise?” + +“What noise?” + +“That awful cawing. If you're trying to make me believe you're a crow +you're wasting your time.” + +“Say, look here, Al Speranzy, be you crazy?” + +“No-o, I'M not. But in your case--well, I'll leave it to any fair-minded +person--” + +And so on until Mr. Price stamped disgustedly out of the office. It was +easy enough, and required nothing brilliant in the way of strategy or +repartee, to turn Issachar's attack into retreat. But all the rest +of that afternoon Albert was conscious of that peculiar feeling of +uneasiness. After supper that night he did not go down town at once but +sat in his room thinking deeply. The subjects of his thoughts were Edwin +Raymond, the young chap from New York, Yale, and “The Neck”--and Helen +Kendall. He succeeded only in thinking himself into an even more +uneasy and unpleasant state of mind. Then he walked moodily down to +the post-office. He was a little late for the mail and the laughing and +chatting groups were already coming back after its distribution. One +such group he met was made up of half a dozen young people on their way +to the drug store for ices and sodas. Helen was among them and with her +was young Raymond. They called to him to join them, but he pretended not +to hear. + +Now, in all the years of their acquaintance it had not once occurred +to Albert Speranza that his interest in Helen Kendall was anything +more than that of a friend and comrade. He liked her, had enjoyed her +society--when he happened to be in the mood to wish society--and it +pleased him to feel that she was interested in his literary efforts +and his career. She was the only girl in South Harniss who would have +“talked turkey” to him as she had on the day of their adventure at High +Point Light and he rather admired her for it. But in all his dreams of +romantic attachments and sentimental adventure, and he had such dreams +of course, she had never played a part. The heroines of these dreams +were beautiful and mysterious strangers, not daughters of Cape Cod +clergymen. + +But now, thanks to Issy's mischievous hints, his feelings were in a +puzzled and uncomfortable state. He was astonished to find that he +did not relish the idea of Helen's being particularly interested in Ed +Raymond. He, himself, had not seen her as frequently of late, she having +been busy with her war work and he with his own interests. But that, +according to his view, was no reason why she should permit Raymond to +become friendly to the point of causing people to talk. He was not ready +to admit that he himself cared, in a sentimental way, for Helen, but +he resented any other fellow's daring to do so. And she should not +have permitted it, either. As a matter of fact, Alberto Miguel Carlos +Speranza, hitherto reigning undisputed king of hearts in South Harniss, +was for the first time in his imperial life feeling the pangs of +jealousy. + +He stalked gloomily on to the post-office. Gertie Kendrick, on the +arm of Sam Thatcher, passed him and he did not even notice her. Gertie +whispered to Sam that he, Albert, was a big stuck-up nothing, but +she looked back over Sam's shoulder, nevertheless. Albert climbed the +post-office steps and walked over to the rack of letter boxes. The Snow +box contained little of interest to him, and he was turning away when he +heard his name spoken. + +“Good evening, Mr. Speranza,” said a feminine voice. + +Albert turned again, to find Jane Kelsey and another young lady, a +stranger, standing beside him. Miss Kelsey was one of South Harniss's +summer residents. The Kelsey “cottage,” which was larger by considerable +than the Snow house, was situated on the Bay Road, the most exclusive +section of the village. Once, and not so many years before, the Bay Road +was contemptuously referred to as “Poverty Lane” and dwellers along its +winding, weed-grown track vied with one another in shiftless shabbiness. +But now all shabbiness had disappeared and many-gabled “cottages” + proudly stood where the shanties of the Poverty Laners once humbly +leaned. + +Albert had known Jane Kelsey for some time. They had met at one of the +hotel tea-dances during his second summer in South Harniss. He and she +were not intimate friends exactly, her mother saw to that, but they were +well acquainted. She was short and piquant, had a nose which freckled in +the Cape Cod sunshine, and she talked and laughed easily. + +“Good evening, Mr. Speranza,” she said, again. “You looked so very +forlorn I couldn't resist speaking. Do tell us why you are so sad; we're +dying to know.” + +Albert, taken by surprise, stammered that he didn't know that he was +sad. Miss Kelsey laughed merrily and declared that everyone who saw him +knew it at once. “Oh, excuse me, Madeline,” she added. “I forgot that +you and Mr. Speranza had not met. Of course as you're going to live +in South Harniss you must know him without waiting another minute. +Everybody knows everybody down here. He is Albert Speranza--and we +sometimes call him Albert because here everybody calls everyone else +by their first names. There, now you know each other and it's all very +proper and formal.” + +The young lady who was her companion smiled. The smile was distinctly +worth looking at, as was the young lady herself, for that matter. + +“I doubt if Mr. Speranza knows me very well, Jane,” she observed. + +“Doesn't know you! Why, you silly thing, haven't I just introduced you?” + +“Well, I don't know much about South Harniss introductions, but isn't it +customary to mention names? You haven't told him mine.” + +Miss Kelsey laughed in high delight. “Oh, how perfectly ridiculous!” + she exclaimed. “Albert--Mr. Speranza, I mean--this is my friend Miss +Madeline Fosdick. She is from New York and she has decided to spend her +summers in South Harniss--which _I_ consider very good judgment. Her +father is going to build a cottage for her to spend them in down on the +Bay Road on the hill at the corner above the Inlet. But of course you've +heard of THAT!” + +Of course he had. The purchase of the Inlet Hill land by Fletcher +Fosdick, the New York banker, and the price paid Solomon Dadgett for +that land, had been the principal topics of conversation around South +Harniss supper tables for the past ten days. Captain Lote Snow had +summed up local opinion of the transaction when he said: “We-ll, Sol +Dadgett's been talkin' in prayer-meetin' ever since I can remember about +the comin' of Paradise on earth. Judgin' by the price he got for the +Inlet Hill sand heap he must have cal'lated Paradise had got here and he +was sellin' the golden streets by the runnin' foot.” Or, as Laban Keeler +put it: “They say King Soloman was a wise man, but I guess likely 'twas +a good thing for him that Sol Dadgett wasn't alive in his time. King Sol +would have needed all his wisdom to keep Dadgett from talkin' him into +buying the Jerusalem salt-ma'sh to build the temple on. . . . Um. . . . +Yes--yes--yes.” + +So Albert, as he shook hands with Miss Fosdick, regarded her with +unusual interest. And, judging by the way in which she looked at him, +she too was interested. After some minutes of the usual conventional +summer-time chat the young gentleman suggested that they adjourn to the +drug store for refreshments. The invitation was accepted, the vivacious +Miss Kelsey acting as spokesman--or spokeswoman--in the matter. + +“I think you must be a mind-reader, Mr. Speranza,” she declared. “I am +dying for a sundae and I have just discovered that I haven't my purse +or a penny with me. I should have been reduced to the humiliation of +borrowing from Madeline here, or asking that deaf old Burgess man to +trust me until to-morrow. And he is so frightfully deaf,” she added in +explanation, “that when I asked him the last time he made me repeat it +until I thought I should die of shame, or exhaustion, one or the other. +Every time I shouted he would say 'Hey?' and I was obliged to shout +again. Of course, the place was crowded, and--Oh, well, I don't like +to even think about it. Bless you, bless you, Albert Speranza! And do +please let's hurry!” + +When they entered the drug store--it also sold, according to its sign, +“Cigars, soda, ice-cream, patent medicines, candy, knick-knacks, chewing +gum, souvenirs and notions”--the sextette of which Helen Kendall made +one was just leaving. She nodded pleasantly to Albert and he nodded in +return, but Ed Raymond's careless bow he did not choose to see. He had +hitherto rather liked that young gentleman; now he felt a sudden but +violent detestation for him. + +Sundaes pleasant to the palate and disastrous to all but youthful +digestions were ordered. Albert's had a slight flavor of gall and +wormwood, but he endeavored to counterbalance this by the sweetness +derived from the society of Jane Kelsey and her friend. His conversation +was particularly brilliant and sparkling that evening. Jane laughed much +and chatted more. Miss Fosdick was quieter, but she, too, appeared to be +enjoying herself. Jane demanded to know how the poems were developing. +She begged him to have an inspiration now--“Do, PLEASE, so that Madeline +and I can see you.” It seemed to be her idea that having an inspiration +was similar to having a fit. Miss Fosdick laughed at this, but she +declared that she adored poetry and specified certain poems which were +objects of her especial adoration. The conversation thereafter became +what Miss Kelsey described as “high brow,” and took the form of a +dialogue between Miss Fosdick and Albert. It was interrupted by the +arrival of the Kelsey limousine, which rolled majestically up to the +drug store steps. Jane spied it first. + +“Oh, mercy me, here's mother!” she exclaimed. “And your mother, too, +Madeline. We are tracked to our lair. . . . No, no, Mr. Speranza, you +mustn't go out. No, really, we had rather you wouldn't. Thanks, ever so +much, for the sundaes. Come, Madeline.” + +Miss Fosdick held out her hand. + +“Thank you, Mr. Speranza,” she said. “I have enjoyed our poetry talk SO +much. It must be wonderful to write as you do. Good night.” + +She looked admiringly into his eyes as she said it. In spite of the gall +and wormwood Albert found it not at all unpleasant to be looked at in +that way by a girl like Madeline Fosdick. His reflections on that point +were interrupted by a voice from the car. + +“Come, Madeline, come,” it said, fussily. “What ARE you waiting for?” + +Albert caught a glimpse of a majestic figure which, seated beside Mrs. +Kelsey on the rear seat of the limousine, towered above that short, +plump lady as a dreadnaught towers above a coal barge. He surmised this +figure to be that of the maternal Fosdick. Madeline climbed in beside +her parent and the limousine rolled away. + +Albert's going-to-bed reflections that evening were divided in flavor, +like a fruit sundae, a combination of sweet and sour. The sour was +furnished by thoughts of Edwin Raymond and Helen Kendall, the former's +presumption in daring to seek her society as he did, and Helen's +amazing silliness in permitting such a thing. The sweet, of course, was +furnished by a voice which repeated to his memory the words, “It must be +wonderful to write as you do.” Also the tone of that voice and the look +in the eyes. + +Could he have been privileged to hear the closing bits of a conversation +which was taking place at that moment his reflections might have been +still further saccharined. Miss Jane Kelsey was saying: “And NOW what +do you think of our Cape Cod poet? Didn't I promise you to show you +something you couldn't find on Fifth Avenue?” And to this Miss Madeline +Fosdick made reply: “I think he is the handsomest creature I ever saw. +And so clever! Why, he is wonderful, Jane! How in the world does he +happen to be living here--all the time?” + +It is perhaps, on the whole, a good thing that Albert Speranza could not +hear this. It is certainly a good thing that Captain Zelotes Snow did +not hear it. + +And although the balance of sweet and sour in Albert's mind that +night was almost even, the sour predominated next day and continued to +predominate. Issachar Price had sowed the seed of jealousy in the mind +of the assistant bookkeeper of Z. Snow and Company, and that seed took +root and grew as it is only too likely to do under such circumstances. +That evening Albert walked again to the post-office. Helen was not +there, neither was Miss Kelsey or Miss Fosdick. He waited for a time and +then determined to call at the Kendall home, something he had not done +for some time. As he came up to the front walk, between the arbor-vitae +hedges, he saw that the parlor windows were alight. The window shade was +but partially drawn and beneath it he could see into the room. Helen was +seated at the piano and Edwin Raymond was standing beside her, ready to +turn the page of her music. + +Albert whirled on his heel and walked out of the yard and down the +street toward his own home. His attitude of mind was a curious one. +He had a mind to wait until Raymond left and then go into the Kendall +parlor and demand of Helen to know what she meant by letting that fellow +make such a fool of himself. What right had he--Raymond--to call upon +her, and turn her music and--and set the whole town talking? Why--Oh, +he could think of many things to ask and say. The trouble was that the +saying of them would, he felt sure, be distinctly bad diplomacy on his +part. No one--not even he--could talk to Helen Kendall in that fashion; +not unless he wished it to be their final conversation. + +So he went home, to fret and toss angrily and miserably half the night. +He had never before considered himself in the slightest degree in love +with Helen, but he had taken for granted the thought that she liked him +better than anyone else. Now he was beginning to fear that perhaps +she did not, and, with his temperament, wounded vanity and poetic +imagination supplied the rest. Within a fortnight he considered himself +desperately in love with her. + +During this fortnight he called at the parsonage, the Kendall home, +several times. On the first of these occasions the Reverend Mr. Kendall, +having just completed a sermon dealing with the war and, being full of +his subject, read the said sermon to his daughter and to Albert. The +reading itself lasted for three-quarters of an hour and Mr. Kendall's +post-argument and general dissertation on German perfidy another hour +after that. By that time it was late and Albert went home. The second +call was even worse, for Ed Raymond called also and the two young men +glowered at each other until ten o'clock. They might have continued to +glower indefinitely, for neither meant to leave before the other, but +Helen announced that she had some home-study papers to look over and she +knew they would excuse her under the circumstances. On that hint +they departed simultaneously, separating at the gate and walking with +deliberate dignity in opposite directions. + +At his third attempt, however, Albert was successful to the extent +that Helen was alone when he called and there was no school work to +interrupt. But in no other respect was the interview satisfactory. +All that week he had been boiling with the indignation of the landed +proprietor who discovers a trespasser on his estate, and before this +call was fifteen minutes old his feelings had boiled over. + +“What IS the matter with you, Al?” asked Helen. “Do tell me and let's +see if I can't help you out of your trouble.” + +Her visitor flushed. “Trouble?” he repeated, stiffly. “I don't know what +you mean.” + +“Oh yes, do. You must. What IS the matter?” + +“There is nothing the matter with me.” + +“Nonsense! Of course there is. You have scarcely spoken a word of +your own accord since you came, and you have been scowling like a +thundercloud all the time. Now what is it? Have I done something you +don't like?” + +“There is nothing the matter, I tell you.” + +“Please don't be so silly. Of course there is. I thought there must +be something wrong the last time you were here, that evening, when Ed +called, too. It seemed to me that you were rather queer then. Now you +are queerer still. What is it?” + +This straightforward attack, although absolutely characteristic of +Helen, was disconcerting. Albert met it by an attack of his own. + +“Helen,” he demanded, “what does that Raymond fellow mean by coming to +see you as he does?” + +Now whether or not Helen was entirely in the dark as to the cause of her +visitor's “queerness” is a question not to be answered here. She was far +from being a stupid young person and it is at least probable that she +may have guessed a little of the truth. But, being feminine, she did not +permit Albert to guess that she had guessed. If her astonishment at the +question was not entirely sincere, it certainly appeared to be so. + +“What does he mean?” she repeated. “What does he mean by coming to see +me? Why, what do YOU mean? I should think that was the question. Why +shouldn't he come to see me, pray?” + +Now Albert has a dozen reasons in his mind, each of which was to him +sufficiently convincing. But expressing those reasons to Helen Kendall +he found singularly difficult. He grew confused and stammered. + +“Well--well, because he has no business to come here so much,” was the +best he could do. Helen, strange to say, was not satisfied. + +“Has no business to?” she repeated. “Why, of course he has. I asked him +to come.” + +“You did? Good heavens, you don't LIKE him, do you?” + +“Of course I like him. I think he is a very nice fellow. Don't you?” + +“No, I don't.” + +“Why not?” + +“Well--well, because I don't, that's all. He has no business to +monopolize you all the time. Why, he is here about every night in the +week, or you're out with him, down town, or--or somewhere. Everybody is +talking about it and--” + +“Wait a minute, please. You say everybody is talking about Ed Raymond +and me. What do you mean by that? What are they saying?” + +“They're saying. . . . Oh, they're saying you and he are--are--” + +“Are what?” + +“Are--are--Oh, they're saying all sorts of things. Look here, Helen, +I--” + +“Wait! I want to know more about this. What have you heard said about +me?” + +“Oh, a lot of things. . . . That is--er--well, nothing in particular, +perhaps, but--” + +“Wait! Who have you heard saying it?” + +“Oh, never mind! Helen--” + +“But I do mind. Who have you heard saying this 'lot of things' about +me?” + +“Nobody, I tell you. . . . Oh, well, if you must know, Issy Price +said--well, he said you and this Raymond fellow were what he called +'keeping company' and--and that the whole town was talking about it.” + +She slowly shook her head. + +“Issy Price!” she repeated. “And you listened to what Issy Price said. +Issy Price, of all people!” + +“Well--well, he said everyone else said the same thing.” + +“Did he say more than that?” + +“No, but that was enough, wasn't it. Besides, the rest was plain. I +could see it myself. He is calling here about every night in the week, +and--and being around everywhere with you and--and--Oh, anyone can see!” + +Helen's usually placid temper was beginning to ruffle. + +“Very well,” she said, “then they may see. Why shouldn't he call here if +he wishes--and I wish? Why shouldn't I be 'around with him,' as you say? +Why not?” + +“Well, because I don't like it. It isn't the right thing for you to do. +You ought to be more careful of--of what people say.” + +He realized, almost as soon as this last sentence was blurted out, the +absolute tactlessness of it. The quiet gleam of humor he had so often +noticed in Helen's eyes was succeeded now by a look he had never before +seen there. + +“Oh, I'm sorry,” he added, hastily. “I beg your pardon, Helen. I didn't +mean to say that. Forgive me, will you?” + +She did not answer immediately. Then she said, “I don't know whether I +shall or not. I think I shall have to think it over. And perhaps you had +better go now.” + +“But I'M sorry, Helen. It was a fool thing to say. I don't know why I +was such an idiot. Do forgive me; come!” + +She slowly shook her head. “I can't--yet,” she said. “And this you must +understand: If Ed Raymond, or anyone else, calls on me and I choose to +permit it, or if I choose to go out with him anywhere at any time, that +is my affair and not 'everyone else's'--which includes Issachar Price. +And my FRIENDS--my real friends--will not listen to mean, ridiculous +gossip. Good night.” + +So that was the end of that attempt at asserting the Divine Right by +the South Harniss king of hearts. Albert was more miserable than ever, +angrier than ever--not only at Raymond and Helen, but at himself--and +his newly-discovered jealousy burned with a brighter and greener flame. +The idea of throwing everything overboard, going to Canada and enlisting +in the Canadian Army--an idea which had had a strong and alluring appeal +ever since the war broke out--came back with redoubled force. But there +was the agreement with his grandfather. He had given his word; how could +he break it? Besides, to go away and leave his rival with a clear field +did not appeal to him, either. + +On a Wednesday evening in the middle of September the final social event +of the South Harniss summer season was to take place. The Society for +the Relief of the French Wounded was to give a dance in the ballroom of +the hotel, the proceeds from the sale of tickets to be devoted to the +purpose defined by the name of this organization. Every last member +of the summer colony was to attend, of course, and all those of the +permanent residents who aspired to social distinction and cared to pay +the high price of admission. + +Albert was going, naturally. That is, he had at first planned to go, +then--after the disastrous call at the parsonage--decided that he would +go under no circumstances, and at the last changed his mind once more +to the affirmative. Miss Madeline Fosdick, Jane Kelsey's friend, was +responsible for the final change. She it was who had sold him his ticket +and urged him to be present. He and she had met several times since +the first meeting at the post-office. Usually when they met they talked +concerning poetry and kindred lofty topics. Albert liked Miss Fosdick. +It is hard not to like a pretty, attractive young lady who takes such a +flattering interest in one's aspirations and literary efforts. The “high +brow chit-chats”--quoting Miss Kelsey again--were pleasant in many +ways; for instance, they were in the nature of a tonic for weakened +self-esteem, and the Speranza self-esteem was suffering just at this +time, from shock. + +Albert had, when he first heard that the dance was to take place, +intended inviting Helen to accompany him. He had taken her acceptance +for granted, he having acted as her escort to so many dances and +social affairs. So he neglected inviting her and then came Issy's +mischief-making remarks and the trouble which followed. So, as inviting +her was out of the question, he resolved not to attend, himself. But +Miss Fosdick urged so prettily that he bought his ticket and promised to +be among those present. + +“Provided, of course,” he ventured, being in a reckless mood, “that you +save me at least four dances.” She raised her brows in mock dismay. + +“Oh, my goodness!” she exclaimed. “I'm afraid I couldn't do that. Four +is much too many. One I will promise, but no more.” + +However, as he persisted, she yielded another. He was to have two dances +and, possibly an “extra.” + +“And you are a lucky young man,” declared Jane Kelsey, who had also +promised two. “If you knew how many fellows have begged for just one. +But, of course,” she added, “THEY were not poets, second editions of +Tennyson and Keats and all that. It is Keats who was the poet, isn't it, +Madeline?” she added, turning to her friend. “Oh, I'm so glad I got it +right the first time. I'm always mixing him up with Watts, the man who +invented the hymns and wrote the steam-engine--or something.” + +The Wednesday evening in the middle of September was a beautiful one +and the hotel was crowded. The Item, in its account the following week, +enumerating those present, spoke of “Our new residents, Mrs. Fletcher +Story Fosdick and Miss Madeline Fosdick, who are to occupy the +magnificent residence now about being built on the Inlet Hill by their +husband and father, respectively, Fletcher Story Fosdick, Esquire, the +well-known New York banker.” The phrasing of this news note caused +much joy in South Harniss, and the Item gained several new and hopeful +subscribers. + +But when the gushing reporter responsible for this added that “Miss +Fosdick was a dream of loveliness on this occasion” he was stating only +the truth. She was very beautiful indeed and a certain young man who +stepped up to claim his first dance realized the fact. The said young +man was outwardly cool, but red-hot within, the internal rise in +temperature being caused by the sight of Helen Kendall crossing the +floor arm in arm with Edwin Raymond. Albert's face was white with anger, +except for two red spots on his cheeks, and his black eyes flashed. +Consequently he, too, was considered quite worth the looking at and +feminine glances followed him. + +“Who is that handsome, foreign-looking fellow your friend is dancing +with?” whispered one young lady, a guest at the hotel, to Miss Kelsey. +Jane told her. + +“But he isn't a foreigner,” she added. “He lives here in South Harniss +all the year. He is a poet, I believe, and Madeline, who knows about +such things--inherits it from her mother, I suppose--says his poetry is +beautiful.” + +Her companion watched the subject of their conversation as, with Miss +Fosdick, he moved lightly and surely through the crowd on the floor. + +“He LOOKS like a poet,” she said, slowly. “He is wonderfully handsome, +so distinguished, and SUCH a dancer! But why should a poet live +here--all the year? Is that all he does for a living--write poetry?” + +Jane pretended not to hear her and, a masculine friend coming to claim +his dance, seized the opportunity to escape. However, another “sitter +out” supplied the information. + +“He is a sort of assistant bookkeeper at the lumber yard by the railroad +station,” said this person. “His grandfather owns the place, I believe. +One would never guess it to look at him now. . . . Humph! I wonder if +Mrs. Fosdick knows. They say she is--well, not democratically inclined, +to say the least.” + +Albert had his two promised dances with Madeline Fosdick, but the +“extra” he did not obtain. Mrs. Fosdick, the ever watchful, had seen +and made inquiries. Then she called her daughter to her and issued an +ultimatum. + +“I am SO sorry,” said the young lady, in refusing the plea for the +“extra.” “I should like to, but I--but Mother has asked me to dance with +a friend of ours from home. I--I AM sorry, really.” + +She looked as if she meant it. Albert was sorry, too. This had been +a strange evening, another combination of sweet and sour. He glanced +across the floor and saw Helen and the inevitable Raymond emerge +together from the room where the refreshments were served. Raging +jealousy seized him at the sight. Helen had not been near him, had +scarcely spoken to him since his arrival. He forgot that he had not been +near nor spoken to her. + +He danced twice or thrice more with acquaintances, “summer” or +permanent, and then decided to go home. Madeline Fosdick he saw at the +other end of the room surrounded by a group of young masculinity. +Helen he could not see at the moment. He moved in the direction of the +coatroom. Just as he reached the door he was surprised to see Ed Raymond +stride by him, head down and looking anything but joyful. He watched and +was still more astonished to see the young man get his coat and hat from +the attendant and walk out of the hotel. He saw him stride away +along the drive and down the moonlit road. He was, apparently, going +home--going home alone. + +He got his own coat and hat and, before putting them on, stepped back +for a final look at the ballroom. As he stood by the cloakroom door +someone touched his arm. Turning he saw Helen. + +“Why--why, Helen!” he exclaimed, in surprise. + +“Are you going home?” she asked, in a low tone. + +“Yes, I--” + +“And you are going alone?” + +“Yes.” + +“Would you mind--would it trouble you too much to walk with me as far as +our house?” + +“Why--why of course not. I shall be delighted. But I thought you--I +thought Ed Raymond--” + +“No, I'm alone. Wait here; I will be ready in just a minute.” + +She hurried away. He gazed after her in bewilderment. She and he had +scarcely exchanged a word during the evening, and now, when the evening +was almost over, she came and asked him to be her escort. What in the +wide world--? + +The minute she had specified had hardly elapsed when she reappeared, +ready for out of doors. She took his arm and they walked down the steps +of the hotel, past the group of lights at the head of the drive and +along the road, with the moon shining down upon it and the damp, salt +breeze from the ocean blowing across it. They walked for the first few +minutes in silence. There were a dozen questions he would have liked to +ask, but his jealous resentment had not entirely vanished and his pride +forbade. It was she who spoke first. + +“Albert,” she said, “you must think this very odd.” + +He knew what she meant, but he did not choose to admit it. + +“What?” he asked. + +“Why, my asking you to walk home with me, after--after our trouble. It +is strange, I suppose, particularly as you had not spoken before this +whole evening.” + +“_I_--spoken to YOU? Why, you bowed to me when I came into the room and +that was the only sign of recognition you gave me until just now. Not a +dance--not one.” + +“Did you expect me to look you up and beg you to dance with me?” + +“Did you expect me to trot at that fellow's heels and wait my chance to +get a word with you, to take what he left? I should say not! By George, +Helen, I--” + +She interrupted him. “Hush, hush!” she pleaded. “This is all so silly, +so childish. And we mustn't quarrel any more. I have made up my mind to +that. We mustn't.” + +“Humph! All right, _I_ had no thought of quarreling in the beginning. +But there are some things a self-respecting chap can't stand. I have +SOME pride, I hope.” + +She caught her breath quickly. “Do you think,” she asked, “that it was +no sacrifice to my pride to beg you to walk home with me? After--after +the things you said the other evening? Oh, Albert, how could you say +them!” + +“Well--” he hesitated, and then added, “I told you I was sorry.” + +“Yes, but you weren't really sorry. You must have believed the things +that hateful Issachar Price said or you wouldn't have repeated them. +. . . Oh, but never mind that now, I didn't mean to speak of it at all. I +asked you to walk home with me because I wanted to make up our quarrel. +Yes, that was it. I didn't want to go away and feel that you and I were +not as good friends as ever. So, you see, I put all MY pride to one +side--and asked.” + +One phrase in one sentence of this speech caught and held the young +man's attention. He forgot the others. + +“You are going away?” he repeated. “What do you mean? Where are you +going?” + +“I am going to Cambridge to study. I am going to take some courses at +Radcliffe. You know I told you I hoped to some day. Well, it has +been arranged. I am to live with my cousin, father's half sister in +Somerville. Father is well enough to leave now and I have engaged a +capable woman, Mrs. Peters, to help Maria with the housework. I am going +Friday morning, the day after to-morrow.” + +He stopped short to stare at her. + +“You are going away?” he asked, again. “You are going to do that +and--and--Why didn't you tell me before?” + +It was a characteristic return to his attitude of outraged royalty. She +had made all these plans, had arranged to do this thing, and he had +not been informed. At another time Helen might have laughed at him; she +generally did when he became what she called the “Grand Bashaw.” She did +not laugh now, however, but answered quietly. + +“I didn't know I was going to do it until a little more than a week +ago,” she said. “And I have not seen you since then.” + +“No, you've been too busy seeing someone else.” + +She lost patience for the instant. “Oh, don't, don't, don't!” she cried. +“I know who you mean, of course. You mean Ed Raymond. Don't you know why +he has been at the house so much of late? Why he and I have been so much +together? Don't you really know?” + +“What? . . . No, I don't--except that you and he wanted to be together.” + +“And it didn't occur to you that there might be some other reason? You +forgot, I suppose, that he and I were appointed on the Ticket Committee +for this very dance?” + +He had forgotten it entirely. Now he remembered perfectly the meeting +of the French Relief Society at which the appointment had been made. In +fact Helen herself had told him of it at the time. For the moment he was +staggered, but he rallied promptly. + +“Committee meetings may do as an excuse for some things,” he said, “but +they don't explain the rest--his calls here every other evening and--and +so on. Honest now, Helen, you know he hasn't been running after you in +this way just because he is on that committee with you; now don't you?” + +They were almost at the parsonage. The light from Mr. Kendall's study +window shone through the leaves of the lilac bush behind the white +fence. Helen started to speak, but hesitated. He repeated his question. + +“Now don't you?” he urged. + +“Why, why, yes, I suppose I do,” she said, slowly. “I do know--now. But +I didn't even think of such a thing until--until you came that evening +and told me what Issy Price said.” + +“You mean you didn't guess at all?” + +“Well--well, perhaps I--I thought he liked to come--liked to--Oh, what +is the use of being silly! I did think he liked to call, but only as a +friend. He was jolly and lots of fun and we were both fond of music. I +enjoyed his company. I never dreamed that there was anything more than +that until you came and were so--disagreeable. And even then I didn't +believe--until to-night.” + +Again she hesitated. “To-night?” he repeated. “What happened to-night?” + +“Oh nothing. I can't tell you. Oh, why can't friends be friends and not. +. . . That is why I spoke to you, Albert, why I wanted to have this talk +with you. I was going away so soon and I couldn't bear to go with any +unfriendliness between us. There mustn't be. Don't you see?” + +He heard but a part of this. The memory of Raymond's face as he had seen +it when the young man strode out of the cloakroom and out of the hotel +came back to him and with it a great heart-throbbing sense of relief, of +triumph. He seized her hand. + +“Helen,” he cried, “did he--did you tell him--Oh, by George, Helen, +you're the most wonderful girl in the world! I'm--I--Oh, Helen, you know +I--I--” + +It was not his habit to be at a loss for words, but he was just then. He +tried to retain her hand, to put his arm about her. + +“Oh, Helen!” he cried. “You're wonderful! You're splendid! I'm crazy +about you! I really am! I--” + +She pushed him gently away. “Don't! Please don't!” she said. “Oh, +don't!” + +“But I must. Don't you see I. . . . Why, you're crying!” + +Her face had, for a moment, been upturned. The moon at that moment had +slipped behind a cloud, but the lamplight from the window had shown +him the tears in her eyes. He was amazed. He could have shouted, have +laughed aloud from joy or triumphant exultation just then, but to weep! +What occasion was there for tears, except on Ed Raymond's part? + +“You're crying!” he repeated. “Why, Helen--!” + +“Don't!” she said, again. “Oh, don't! Please don't talk that way.” + +“But don't you want me to, Helen? I--I want you to know how I feel. You +don't understand. I--” + +“Hush! . . . Don't, Al, don't, please. Don't talk in that way. I don't +want you to.” + +“But why not?” + +“Oh, because I don't. It's--it is foolish. You're only a boy, you know.” + +“A boy! I'm more than a year older than you are.” + +“Are you? Why yes, I suppose you are, really. But that doesn't make any +difference. I guess girls are older than boys when they are our age, +lots older.” + +“Oh, bother all that! We aren't kids, either of us. I want you to +listen. You don't understand what I'm trying to say.” + +“Yes, I do. But I'm sure you don't. You are glad because you have +found you have no reason to be jealous of Ed Raymond and that makes you +say--foolish things. But I'm not going to have our friendship spoiled +in that way. I want us to be real friends, always. So you mustn't be +silly.” + +“I'm not silly. Helen, if you won't listen to anything else, will you +listen to this? Will you promise me that while you are away you won't +have other fellows calling on you or--or anything like that? And I'll +promise you that I'll have nothing to say to another girl--in any way +that counts, I mean. Shall we promise each other that, Helen? Come!” + +She paused for some moment before answering, but her reply, when it +came, was firm. + +“No,” she said, “I don't think we should promise anything, except to +remain friends. You might promise and then be sorry, later.” + +“_I_ might? How about you?” + +“Perhaps we both might. So we won't take the risk. You may come and see +me to-morrow evening and say good-by, if you like. But you mustn't stay +long. It is my last night with father for some time and I mustn't cheat +him out of it. Good night, Albert. I'm so glad our misunderstanding is +over, aren't you?” + +“Of course I am. But, Helen--” + +“I must go in now. Good night.” + +The reflections of Alberto Speranza during his walk back to the Snow +place were varied but wonderful. He thought of Raymond's humiliation +and gloried in it. He thought of Helen and rhapsodized. And if, +occasionally, he thought also of the dance and of Madeline Fosdick, +forgive him. He was barely twenty-one and the moon was shining. + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +The good-by call the following evening was, to him at least, not very +satisfactory. Helen was tired, having been busy all day with the final +preparations for leaving, and old Mr. Kendall insisted on being present +during the entire visit and in telling long and involved stories of the +trip abroad he had made when a young man and the unfavorable opinion +which he had then formed of Prussians as traveling companions. Albert's +opinion of Prussians was at least as unfavorable as his own, but his +complete and even eager agreement with each of the old gentleman's +statements did not have the effect of choking the latter off, but rather +seemed to act as encouragement for more. When ten o'clock came and it +was time to go Albert felt as if he had been listening to a lecture on +the Hohenzollerns. “Great Scott, Helen,” he whispered, as she came to +the door with him, “I don't feel as if I had talked with you a minute. +Why, I scarcely--” + +But just here Mr. Kendall came hurrying from the sitting-room to tell +of one incident which he had hitherto forgotten, and so even this brief +interval of privacy was denied. But Albert made one more attempt. + +“I'm going to run over to the station to-morrow morning to see you off,” + he called from the gate. “Good night.” + +The morning train left at nine o'clock, and at a quarter to nine Albert, +who had kept his eye on the clock ever since eight, his hour of arriving +at the office, called to Mr. Price. + +“I say,” he said, in a low tone and one as casual as he could assume, “I +am going to run out for a few minutes. I'll be right back.” + +Issachar's response was as usual anything but low. + +“Eh?” he shouted. “Goin' out? Where you goin'?” + +“Oh, I'm just going out--er--on an errand.” + +“What kind of an errand? I was cal'latin' to run out myself for a little +spell. Can't I do your errand for you?” + +“No, no. . . There, there, don't bother me any more. I'm in a hurry.” + +“Hurry! So'm I in a hurry. I was cal'latin' to run acrost to the deepo +and see Helen Kendall start for Boston. She's goin' this morning; did +you know it?” + +Before the somewhat flustered assistant bookkeeper could reply Captain +Zelotes called from the inner office: + +“Wouldn't wonder if that was where Al was bound, too,” he observed. “And +I was thinkin' of the same thing. Suppose we all go together. Labe'll +keep shop, won't you, Labe?” + +Mr. Keeler looked over his spectacles. “Eh?” he observed. “Oh, yes, yes +. . . yes, yes, yes. And say good-by to Helen for me, some of you, if +you happen to think of it. Not that 'twill make much difference to her,” + he added, “whether she gets my good-bys or not, but it might make some +to me. . . . Um, yes, yes.” + +Mr. Price was eager to oblige. + +“I'll tell her you sent 'em, Labe,” he said, patronizingly. “Set your +mind to rest; I'll tell her.” + +Laban's lip twitched. “Much obliged, Is,” he chirruped. “That's a great +relief! My mind's rested some already.” + +So, instead of going alone to the railway station, Albert made one of a +delegation of three. And at the station was Mr. Kendall, and two of the +school committee, and one or two members of the church sewing circle, +and the president and secretary of the Society for the Relief of the +French Wounded. So far from being an intimate confidential farewell, +Helen's departure was in the nature of a public ceremony with +speech-making. Mr. Price made most of the speeches, in fact the lower +portion of his countenance was in violent motion most of the ten +minutes. + +“Take care of yourself, Helen,” he urged loudly. “Don't you worry about +your pa, we'll look out for him. And don't let none of them Boston +fellers carry you off. We'll watch and see that Eddie Raymond and Al +here don't get into mischief while you're gone. I . . . Crimustee! Jim +Young, what in time's the matter with you? Can't ye see nothin'?” + +This last outburst was directed at the driver of the depot-wagon, who, +wheeling a trunk on a baggage truck, had bumped violently into the rear +of Mr. Price's legs, just at the knee joint, causing their owner to bend +backward unexpectedly, and with enthusiasm. + +“Can't you see nothin' when it's right in front of ye?” demanded +Issachar, righteously indignant. + +Jim Young winked over his shoulder at Albert. “Sorry, Is,” he said, as +he continued toward the baggage car. “I didn't notice you WAS in front +of me.” + +“Well, then, you'd better. . . . Eh? See here, what do you mean by +that?” + +Even after Mr. Price had thus been pushed out of the foreground, so to +speak, Albert was denied the opportunity of taking his place by Helen's +side. Her father had a few last messages to deliver, then Captain +Zelotes shook her hand and talked for a moment, and, after that, the +ladies of the sewing circle and the war work society felt it their duty +to, severally and jointly, kiss her good-by. This last was a trying +operation to watch. + +Then the engine bell rang and the train began to move. Albert, running +beside the platform of the last car, held up his hand for a farewell +clasp. + +“Good-by,” he said, and added in a whisper, “You'll write, won't you?” + +“Of course. And so must you. Good-by.” + +The last car and the handkerchief waving figure on its platform +disappeared around the curve. The little group by the station broke up. +Albert and his grandfather walked over to the office together. + +“There goes a good girl, Al,” was Captain Lote's only comment. “A mighty +good capable girl.” + +Albert nodded. A moment later he lifted his hat to a group in a passing +automobile. + +“Who were those folks?” asked the Captain. + +“The Fosdicks,” was the reply. “The people who are going to build down +by the Inlet.” + +It was Madeline and her mother. The latter had been serenely +indifferent, but the young lady had smiled and bowed behind the maternal +shoulders. + +“Oh; that so?” observed Captain Zelotes, looking after the flying car +with interest. “That's who 'tis, eh? Nice lookin', the young one, ain't +she?” + +Albert did not answer. With the noise of the train which was carrying +Helen out of his life still ringing in his ears it seemed wicked even to +mention another girl's name, to say nothing of commenting upon her good +looks. For the rest of that day he was a gloomy spirit, a dark shadow in +the office of Z. Snow and Co. + +Before the end of another fortnight the season at South Harniss was +definitely over. The hotel closed on the Saturday following the dance, +and by October first the last of the cottages was locked and shuttered. +The Kelseys went on the twentieth and the Fosdicks went with them. +Albert met Madeline and Jane at the post-office in the evening of the +nineteenth and there more farewells were said. + +“Don't forget us down here in the sand, will you?” he suggested to Miss +Fosdick. It was Jane Kelsey who answered. + +“Oh, she won't forget,” returned that young lady. “Why she has your +photograph to remember you by.” + +Madeline colored becomingly and was, as Jane described it, “awfully +fussed.” + +“Nonsense!” she exclaimed, with much indignation, “I haven't any such +thing. You know I haven't, Jane.” + +“Yes, you have, my dear. You have a photograph of him standing in front +of the drug store and looking dreamily in at--at the strawberry sundaes. +It is a most romantic pose, really.” + +Albert laughed. He remembered the photograph. It was one of a series of +snapshots taken with Miss Kelsey's camera one Saturday afternoon when +a party of young people had met in front of the sundae dispensary. Jane +had insisted on “snapping” everyone. + +“That reminds me that I have never seen the rest of those photographs,” + he said. + +“Haven't you?” exclaimed Jane. “Well, you ought to see them. I have +Madeline's with me. It is a dream, if I do say it as I took it.” + +She produced the snapshot, which showed her friend standing beside the +silver-leaf tree before the druggist's window and smiling at the camera. +It was a good likeness and, consequently, a very pretty picture. + +“Isn't it a dream, just as I said?” demanded the artist. “Honest now, +isn't it?” + +Albert of course declared it to be beyond praise. + +“May I have this one?” he asked, on the impulse of the moment. + +“Don't ask me, stupid,” commanded Jane, mischievously. “It isn't my +funeral--or my portrait, either.” + +“May I?” he repeated, turning to Madeline. She hesitated. + +“Why--why yes, you may, if you care for it,” she said. “That particular +one is Jane's, anyway, and if she chooses to give it away I don't see +how I can prevent her. But why you should want the old thing I can't +conceive. I look as stiff and wooden as a sign-post.” + +Jane held up a protesting finger. + +“Fibs, fibs, fibs,” she observed. “Can't conceive why he should want it! +As if you weren't perfectly aware that he will wear it next his heart +and--Oh, don't put it in THAT pocket! I said next your heart, and that +isn't on your RIGHT side.” + +Albert took the photograph home and stuck it between the frame and glass +of his bureau. Then came a sudden remembrance of his parting with Helen +and with it a twinge of conscience. He had begged her to have nothing +to do with any other fellow. True she had refused to promise and +consequently he also was unbound, but that made no difference--should +not make any. So he put the photograph at the back of the drawer where +he kept his collars and ties, with a resolve never to look at it. He did +not look at it--very often. + +Then came another long winter. He ground away at the bookkeeping--he was +more proficient at it, but he hated it as heartily as ever--and wrote +a good deal of verse and some prose. For the first time he sold a prose +article, a short story, to a minor magazine. He wrote long letters to +Helen and she replied. She was studying hard, she liked her work, and +she had been offered the opportunity to tutor in a girls' summer camp in +Vermont during July and August and meant to accept provided her father's +health continued good. Albert protested violently against her being +absent from South Harniss for so long. “You will scarcely be home at +all,” he wrote. “I shall hardly see you. What am I going to do? As it +is now I miss you--” and so on for four closely written pages. Having +gotten into the spirit of composition he, so to speak, gloried in his +loneliness, so much so that Helen was moved to remonstrate. “Your letter +made me almost miserable,” she wrote, “until I had read it over twice. +Then I began to suspect that you were enjoying your wretchedness, +or enjoying writing about it. I truly don't believe anyone--you +especially--could be quite as lonesome as all that. Honestly now, +Albert, weren't you exaggerating a little? I rather think you were?” + +He had been, of course, but it irritated him to think that she +recognized the fact. She had an uncanny faculty of seeing through his +every pretense. In his next letter he said nothing whatever about being +lonesome. + +At home, and at the office, the war was what people talked about most +of the time. Since the Lusitania's sinking Captain Zelotes had been a +battle charger chafing at the bit. He wanted to fight and to fight at +once. + +“We've got to do it, Mother,” he declared, over and over again. “Sooner +or later we've got to fight that Kaiser gang. What are we waitin' for; +will somebody tell me that?” + +Olive, as usual, was mild and unruffled. + +“Probably the President knows as much about it as you and me, Zelotes,” + she suggested. “I presume likely he has his own reasons.” + +“Humph! When Seth Bassett got up in the night and took a drink out of +the bottle of Paris Green by mistake 'Bial Cahoon asked him what in time +he kept Paris Green in his bedroom for, anyhow. All that Seth would say +was that he had his own reasons. The rest of the town was left to guess +what those reasons was. That's what the President's doin'--keepin' us +guessin'. By the everlastin', if I was younger I'd ship aboard a British +lime-juicer and go and fight, myself!” + +It was Rachel Ellis who caused the Captain to be a bit more restrained +in his remarks. + +“You hadn't ought to talk that way, Cap'n Lote,” she said. “Not when +Albert's around, you hadn't.” + +“Eh? Why not?” + +“Because the first thing you know he'll be startin' for Canada to +enlist. He's been crazy to do it for 'most a year.” + +“He has? How do you know he has?” + +“Because he's told me so, more'n once.” + +Her employer looked at her. + +“Humph!” he grunted. “He seems to tell you a good many things he doesn't +tell the rest of us.” + +The housekeeper nodded. “Yes,” she said gravely, “I shouldn't wonder +if he did.” A moment later she added, “Cap'n Lote, you will be careful, +won't you? You wouldn't want Al to go off and leave Z. Snow and Company +when him and you are gettin' on so much better. You ARE gettin' on +better, ain't you?” + +The captain pulled at his beard. + +“Yes,” he admitted, “seems as if we was. He ain't any wonder at +bookkeepin', but he's better'n he used to be; and he does seem to try +hard, I'll say that for him.” + +Rachael beamed gratification. “He'll be a Robert Penfold yet,” she +declared; “see if he isn't. So you musn't encourage him into enlistin' +in the Canadian army. You wouldn't want him to do that any more'n the +rest of us would.” + +The captain gazed intently into the bowl of the pipe which he had been +cleaning. He made no answer. + +“You wouldn't want him to do that, would you?” repeated the housekeeper. + +Captain Lote blew through the pipe stem. Then he said, “No, I wouldn't +. . . but I'm darn glad he's got the spunk to WANT to do it. We may +get that Portygee streak out of him, poetry and all, give us time; eh, +Rachael?” + +It was the first time in months that he had used the word “Portygee” in +connection with his grandson. Mrs. Ellis smiled to herself. + +In April the arbutus buds began to appear above the leaf mold between +the scrub oaks in the woods, and the walls of Fletcher Fosdick's new +summer home began to rise above the young pines on the hill by the +Inlet in the Bay Road. The Item kept its readers informed, by weekly +installments, of the progress made by the builders. + + +The lumber for Mr. Fletcher Fosdick's new cottage is beginning to be +hauled to his property on Inlet Hill in this town. Our enterprising firm +of South Harniss dealers, Z. Snow & Co., are furnishing said lumber. +Mr. Nehemiah Nickerson is to do the mason work. Mr. Fosdick shows good +judgment as well as a commendable spirit in engaging local talent in +this way. We venture to say he will never regret it. + + +A week later: + + +Mr. Fletcher Fosdick's new residence is beginning building, the +foundation being pretty near laid. + + +And the following week: + + +The Fosdick mansion is growing fast. South Harniss may well be proud of +its new ornament. + + +The rise in three successive numbers from “cottage” to “mansion” is +perhaps sufficient to indicate that the Fosdick summer home was to be, +as Issachar Price described it, “Some considerable house! Yes sir, by +crimus, some considerable!” + +In June, Helen came home for a week. At the end of the week she left to +take up her new duties at the summer camp for girls in Vermont. Albert +and she were together a good deal during that week. Anticipating her +arrival, the young man's ardent imagination had again fanned what he +delighted to think of as his love for her into flame. During the +last months of the winter he had not played the languishing swain as +conscientiously as during the autumn. Like the sailor in the song +“is 'eart was true to Poll” always, but he had broken away from his +self-imposed hermitage in his room at the Snow place several times +to attend sociables, entertainments and, even, dances. Now, when +she returned he was eagerly awaiting her and would have haunted the +parsonage before and after working hours of every day as well as the +evening, if she had permitted, and when with her assumed a proprietary +air which was so obvious that even Mr. Price felt called upon to comment +on it. + +“Say, Al,” drawled Issachar, “cal'late you've cut out Eddie Raymond +along with Helen, ain't ye? Don't see him hangin' around any since she +got back, and the way you was actin' when I see you struttin' into the +parsonage yard last night afore mail time made me think you must have a +first mortgage on Helen and her pa and the house and the meetin'-house +and two-thirds of the graveyard. I never see such an important-lookin' +critter in MY life. Haw, haw! Eh? How 'bout it?” + +Albert did not mind the Price sarcasm; instead he felt rather grateful +to have the proletariat recognize that he had triumphed again. The fly +in his ointment, so to speak, was the fact that Helen herself did not in +the least recognize that triumph. She laughed at him. + +“Don't look at me like that, please, please, don't,” she begged. + +“Why not?” with a repetition of the look. + +“Because it is silly.” + +“Silly! Well, I like that! Aren't you and I engaged? Or just the same as +engaged?” + +“No, of course we are not.” + +“But we promised each other--” + +“No, we did not. And you know we didn't.” + +“Helen, why do you treat me that way? Don't you know that--that I just +worship the ground you tread on? Don't you know you're the only girl in +this world I could ever care for? Don't you know that?” + +They were walking home from church Sunday morning and had reached the +corner below the parsonage. There, screened by the thicket of young +silver-leafs, she stopped momentarily and looked into his face. Then she +walked on. + +“Don't you know how much I care?” he repeated. + +She shook her head. “You think you do now, perhaps,” she said, “but you +will change your mind.” + +“What do you mean by that? How do you know I will?” + +“Because I know you. There, there, Albert, we won't quarrel, will we? +And we won't be silly. You're an awfully nice boy, but you are just a +boy, you know.” + +He was losing his temper. + +“This is ridiculous!” he declared. “I'm tired of being grandmothered +by you. I'm older than you are, and I know what I'm doing. Come, Helen, +listen to me.” + +But she would not listen, and although she was always kind and frank and +friendly, she invariably refused to permit him to become sentimental. It +irritated him, and after she had gone the irritation still remained. He +wrote her as before, although not quite so often, and the letters were +possibly not quite so long. His pride was hurt and the Speranza pride +was a tender and important part of the Speranza being. If Helen noted +any change in his letters she did not refer to it nor permit it to +influence her own, which were, as always, lengthy, cheerful, and full of +interest in him and his work and thoughts. + +During the previous fall, while under the new influence aroused in him +by his discovery that Helen Kendall was “the most wonderful girl in the +world,” said discovery of course having been previously made for him by +the unfortunate Raymond, he had developed a habit of wandering off into +the woods or by the seashore to be alone and to seek inspiration. When +a young poet is in love, or fancies himself in love, inspiration is +usually to be found wherever sought, but even at that age and to one in +that condition solitude is a marked aid in the search. There were two +or three spots which had become Albert Speranza's favorites. One was a +high, wind-swept knoll, overlooking the bay, about a half mile from the +hotel, another was a secluded nook in the pine grove beside Carver's +Pond, a pretty little sheet of water on the Bayport boundary. On +pleasant Saturday afternoons or Sundays, when the poetic fit was on +him, Albert, with a half dozen pencils in his pocket, and a rhyming +dictionary and a scribbling pad in another, was wont to stroll towards +one or the other of these two retreats. There he would sprawl amid the +beachgrass or upon the pine-needles and dream and think and, perhaps, +ultimately write. + +One fair Saturday in late June he was at the first of these respective +points. Lying prone on the beach grass at the top of the knoll and +peering idly out between its stems at the water shimmering in the summer +sun, he was endeavoring to find a subject for a poem which should deal +with love and war as requested by the editor of the Columbian Magazine. +“Give us something with a girl and a soldier in it,” the editor had +written. Albert's mind was lazily drifting in search of the pleasing +combination. + +The sun was warm, the breeze was light, the horizon was veiled with a +liquid haze. Albert's mind was veiled with a similar haze and the idea +he wanted would not come. He was losing his desire to find it and was, +in fact, dropping into a doze when aroused by a blood-curdling outburst +of barks and yelps and growls behind him, at his very heels. He came +out of his nap with a jump and, scrambling to a sitting position and +turning, he saw a small Boston bull-terrier standing within a yard of +his ankles and, apparently, trying to turn his brindled outside in, or +his inside out, with spiteful ferocity. Plainly the dog had come upon +him unexpectedly and was expressing alarm, suspicion and disapproval. + +Albert jerked his ankles out of the way and said “Hello, boy,” in as +cheerfully cordial a tone as he could muster at such short notice. The +dog took a step forward, evidently with the idea of always keeping the +ankles within jumping distance, showed a double row of healthy teeth and +growled and barked with renewed violence. + +“Nice dog,” observed Albert. The nice dog made a snap at the nearest +ankle and, balked of his prey by a frenzied kick of the foot attached to +the ankle, shrieked, snarled and gurgled like a canine lunatic. + +“Go home, you ugly brute,” commanded the young man, losing patience, and +looking about for a stone or stick. On the top of that knoll the largest +stone was the size of a buckshot and the nearest stick was, to be Irish, +a straw. + +“Nice doggie! Nice old boy! Come and be patted! . . . Clear out with +you! Go home, you beast!” + +Flatteries and threats were alike in their result. The dog continued to +snarl and growl, darting toward the ankles occasionally. Evidently he +was mustering courage for the attack. Albert in desperation scooped up +a handful of sand. If worst came to worst he might blind the creature +temporarily. What would happen after that was not clear. Unless he might +by a lucky cast fill the dog's interior so full of sand that--like the +famous “Jumping Frog”--it would be too heavy to navigate, he saw no +way of escape from a painful bite, probably more than one. What Captain +Zelotes had formerly called his “Portygee temper” flared up. + +“Oh, damn you, clear out!” he shouted, springing to his feet. + +From a little way below him; in fact, from behind the next dune, between +himself and the beach, a feminine voice called his name. + +“Oh, Mr. Speranza!” it said. “Is it you? I'm so glad!” + +Albert turned, but the moment he did so the dog made a dash at his legs, +so he was obliged to turn back again and kick violently. + +“Oh, I am so glad it is you,” said the voice again. “I was sure it was a +dreadful tramp. Googoo loathes tramps.” + +As an article of diet that meant, probably. Googoo--if that was the +dog's name--was passionately fond of poets, that was self-evident, and +intended to make a meal of this one, forthwith. He flew at the Speranza +ankles. Albert performed a most undignified war dance, and dashed his +handful of sand into Googoo's open countenance. For a minute or so there +was a lively shindy on top of that knoll. At the end of the minute the +dog, held tightly in a pair of feminine arms, was emitting growls +and coughs and sand, while Madeline Fosdick and Albert Speranza were +kneeling in more sand and looking at each other. + +“Oh, did he bite you?” begged Miss Fosdick. + +“No . . . no, I guess not,” was the reply. “I--I scarcely know yet. +. . . Why, when did you come? I didn't know you were in town.” + +“We came yesterday. Motored from home, you know. I--be still, Goo, you +bad thing! It was such a lovely day that I couldn't resist going for +a walk along the beach. I took Googoo because he does love it so, +and--Goo, be still, I tell you! I am sure he thinks you are a tramp, out +here all alone in the--in the wilderness. And what were you doing here?” + +Albert drew a long breath. “I was half asleep, I guess,” he said, “when +he broke loose at my heels. I woke up quick enough then, as you may +imagine. And so you are here for the summer? Your new house isn't +finished, is it?” + +“No, not quite. Mother and Goo and I are at the hotel for a month. +But you haven't answered my question. What were you doing off here all +alone? Have you been for a walk, too?” + +“Not exactly. I--well, I come here pretty often. It is one of my +favorite hiding places. You see, I . . . don't laugh if I tell you, will +you?” + +“Of course not. Go on; this is very mysterious and interesting.” + +“Well, I come here sometimes on pleasant days, to be alone--and write.” + +“Write? Write poetry, do you mean?” + +“Yes.” + +“Oh, how wonderful! Were you writing when I--when Goo interrupted you?” + +“No; I had made two or three attempts, but nothing that I did satisfied +me. I had just about decided to tear them up and to give up trying for +this afternoon.” + +“Oh, I hope you won't tear them up. I'm sure they shouldn't be. Perhaps +you were not in a proper mood to judge, yourself.” + +“Perhaps not. Perhaps they might look a little less hopeless to some one +else. But that person would have to be really interested, and there are +few people in South Harniss who know or care anything about poetry.” + +“I suppose that is true. I--I don't suppose you would care to show them +to me, would you?” + +“Why,” eagerly, “would you really care to see them?” + +“Indeed I should! Not that my judgment or advice is worth anything, of +course. But I am very, very fond of poetry, and to see how a real poet +wrote would be wonderful. And if I could help you, even the least little +bit, it would be such an honor.” + +This sort of thing was balm to the Speranza spirit. Albert's +temperamental ego expanded under it like a rosebud under a summer sun. +Yet there was a faint shadow of doubt--she might be making fun of him. +He looked at her intently and she seemed to read his thoughts, for she +said: + +“Oh, I mean it! Please believe I do. I haven't spoken that way when Jane +was with me, for she wouldn't understand and would laugh, but I mean it, +Mr. Speranza. It would be an honor--a great honor.” + +So the still protesting and rebellious Googoo was compelled to go a few +feet away and lie down, while his mistress and the young man whom he had +attempted to devour bent their heads together over a scribbling-pad +and talked and exclaimed during the whole of that hour and a full +three-quarters of the next. Then the distant town clock in the steeple +of the Congregational church boomed five times and Miss Fosdick rose to +her feet. + +“Oh,” she said, “it can't really be five o'clock, can it? But it is! +What WILL mother fancy has become of me? I must go this minute. Thank +you, Mr. Speranza. I have enjoyed this so much. It has been a wonderful +experience.” + +Her cheeks were flushed and her eyes were shining. She had grown +handsomer than ever during the winter months. Albert's eyes were shining +also as he impulsively seized her hand. + +“Thank you, Miss Fosdick,” he said. “You have helped me more than I +can tell you. I was about to give up in despair before you came, and +now--now I KNOW I shall write the best thing I have ever done. And you +will be responsible for it.” + +She caught her breath. “Oh, not really!” she exclaimed. “You don't mean +it, really?” + +“Indeed I do! If I might have your help and sympathy once in awhile, I +believe--I believe I could do almost anything. Will you help me again +some day? I shall be here almost every pleasant Saturday and Sunday +afternoon. Will you come again?” + +She hesitated. “I--I'll see; perhaps,” she answered hurriedly. “But I +must go now. Come, Goo.” + +She hastened away, down the knoll and along the beach toward the hotel. +Googoo followed her, turning occasionally to cast diabolical glances at +the Speranza ankles. Albert gazed until the graceful figure in the trim +sport costume disappeared behind the corner of the point of the beach. +Just at the point she paused to wave to him. He waved in return. Then +he tramped homeward. There was deep sand beneath his feet and, later, +pine-needles and grass. They were all alike to him, for he was traveling +on air. + +That evening at supper his radiant appearance caused comment. + +“What makes you look so happy, Albert?” asked his grandmother. “Seems to +me I never saw you look so sort of--well, glorified, as you might say. +What is the reason?” + +The glorified one reddened and was confused. He stammered that he did +not know, he was not aware of any particular reason. + +Mrs. Ellis beamed upon him. “I presume likely his bookkeepin' at the +office has been goin' pretty well lately,” she suggested. + +Captain Zelote's gray eyes twinkled. “Cal'late he's been makin' up more +poetry about girls,” was his offering. “Another one of those pieces +about teeth like pearls and hair all curls, or somethin' like that. Say, +Al, why don't you poetry-makin' fellers try a new one once in a while? +Say, 'Her hair's like rope and her face has lost hope.' Eh? Why not, for +a change?” + +The protests on the part of Olive and the housekeeper against the +captain's innovation in poetry-making had the effect of distracting +attention from Albert's “glorified” appearance. The young man himself +was thankful for the respite. + +That night before he retired he took Madeline Fosdick's photograph from +the back of the drawer among the ties and collars and looked at it for +five minutes at least. She was a handsome girl, certainly. Not that +that made any difference to him. And she was an intelligent girl; she +understood his poetry and appreciated it. Yes, and she understood him, +too, almost as well as Helen. . . . Helen! He hastily returned the +Fosdick photograph to the drawer; but this time he did not put it quite +so near the back. + +On the following Saturday he was early at the knoll, a brand-new +scribbling-pad in his pocket and in his mind divine gems which +were later, and with Miss Fosdick's assistance, to be strung into +a glittering necklace of lyric song and draped, with the stringer's +compliments, about the throat of a grateful muse. But no gems were +strung that day. Madeline did not put in an appearance, and by and by +it began to rain, and Albert walked home, damp, dejected, and disgusted. +When, a day or two later, he met Miss Fosdick at the post office and +asked why she had not come he learned that her mother had insisted upon +a motor trip to Wapatomac that afternoon. + +“Besides,” she said, “you surely mustn't expect me EVERY Saturday.” + +“No,” he admitted grudgingly, “I suppose not. But you will come +sometimes, won't you? I have a perfectly lovely idea for a ballad and I +want to ask your advice about it.” + +“Oh, do you really? You're not making fun? You mean that my advice is +really worth something? I can't believe it.” + +He convinced her that it was, and the next Saturday afternoon they spent +together at the inspiration point among the dunes, at work upon the +ballad. It was not finished on that occasion, nor on the next, for it +was an unusually long ballad, but progress was made, glorious progress. + +And so, during that Summer, as the Fosdick residence upon the Bay Road +grew and grew, so did the acquaintanceship, the friendship, the poetic +partnership between the Fosdick daughter and the grandson of Captain +Zelotes Snow grow and grow. They met almost every Saturday, they met at +the post office on week evenings, occasionally they saw each other for a +moment after church on Sunday mornings. Mrs. Fletcher Fosdick could not +imagine why her only child cared to attend that stuffy little country +church and hear that prosy Kendall minister drone on and on. “I hope, +my dear, that I am as punctilious in my religious duties as the average +woman, but one Kendall sermon was sufficient for me, thank you. What you +see in THAT church to please you, _I_ can't guess.” + +If she had attended as often as Madeline did she might have guessed and +saved herself much. But she was busy organizing, in connection with +Mrs. Seabury Calvin, a Literary Society among the summer people of South +Harniss. The Society was to begin work with the discussion of the poetry +of Rabindranath Tagore. Mrs. Fosdick said she doted on Tagore; Mrs. +Calvin expressed herself as being positively insane about him. A +warm friendship had sprung up between the two ladies, as each was +particularly fond of shining as a literary light and neither under any +circumstances permitted a new lion to roar unheard in her neighborhood, +provided, of course, that the said roarings had been previously endorsed +and well advertised by the critics and the press. + +So Mrs. Fosdick was too busy to accompany Madeline to church on Sunday +or to walk on Saturday, and the young lady was left to wander pretty +much at her own sweet will. That sweet will led her footsteps to trails +frequented by Albert Speranza and they walked and talked and poetized +together. As for Mr. Fletcher Fosdick, he was busy at his office in New +York and came to South Harniss only for infrequent week-ends. + +The walks and talks and poetizings were innocent enough. Neither of the +partners in poesy had the least idea of anything more than being just +that. They liked each other, they had come to call each other by their +Christian names, and on Albert's bureau Madeline's photograph now stood +openly and without apology. Albert had convinced himself there was +nothing to apologize for. She was his friend, that was all. He liked to +write and she liked to help him--er--well, just as Helen used to when +she was at home. He did not think of Helen quite as often as formerly, +nor were his letters to her as frequent or as long. + +So the summer passed and late August came, the last Saturday afternoon +of that month. Albert and Madeline were together, walking together along +the beach from the knoll where they had met so often. It was six o'clock +and the beach was deserted. There was little wind, the tiny waves were +lapping and plashing along the shore, and the rosy light of the sinking +sun lay warm upon the water and the sand. They were thinking and +speaking of the summer which was so near its end. + +“It has been a wonderful summer, hasn't it?” said Albert. + +“Yes, wonderful,” agreed Madeline. + +“Yes, I--I--by George, I never believed a summer could be so wonderful.” + +“Nor I.” + +Silence. Then Albert, looking at her, saw her eyes looking into his and +saw in them-- + +He kissed her. + +That morning Albert Speranza had arisen as usual, a casual, careless, +perfectly human young fellow. He went to bed that night a superman, an +archangel, a demi-god, with his head in the clouds and the earth a cloth +of gold beneath his feet. Life was a pathway through Paradise arched +with rainbows. + +He and Madeline Fosdick loved each other madly, devotedly. They were +engaged to be married. They had plighted troth. They were to be each +other's, and no one else's, for ever--and ever--and ever. + + + +CHAPTER X + + +The remainder of that summer was a paradisical meandering over the cloth +of gold beneath the rainbows. Albert and his Madeline met often, very +often. Few poems were written at these meetings. Why trouble to put +penciled lines on paper when the entire universe was a poem especially +composed for your benefit? The lovers sat upon the knoll amid the +sand dunes and gazed at the bay and talked of themselves separately, +individually, and, more especially, collectively. They strolled through +the same woody lanes and discussed the same satisfactory subjects. They +met at the post office or at the drug store and gazed into each other's +eyes. And, what was the most astonishing thing about it all, their +secret remained undiscovered. Undiscovered, that is to say, by those +by whom discovery would have meant calamity. The gossips among the +townspeople winked and chuckled and cal'lated Fletcher Fosdick had +better look out or his girl would be took into the firm of Z. Snow and +Co. Issachar Price uttered sarcastic and sly innuendoes. Jane Kelsey +and her set ragged the pair occasionally. But even these never really +suspected that the affair was serious. And neither Mrs. Fletcher Fosdick +nor Captain and Mrs. Zelotes Snow gave it a minute's attention. + +It was serious enough with the principals, however. To them it was the +only serious matter in the world. Not that they faced or discussed the +future with earnest and complete attention. Some day or other--that was +of course the mutually accepted idea--some day or other they were to +marry. In the meantime here was the blissful present with its roses +and rainbows and here, for each, was the other. What would be likely to +happen when the Fosdick parents learned of the engagement of their +only child to the assistant bookkeeper of the South Harniss lumber and +hardware company was unpleasant to contemplate, so why contemplate it? +Upon one point they were agreed--never, never, NEVER would they +give each other up. No power on earth--which included parents and +grandparents--should or could separate them. + +Albert's conscience troubled him slightly at first when he thought of +Helen Kendall. It had been in reality such a short time--although of +course it seemed ages and ages--since he had fancied himself in love +with her. Only the previous fall--yes, even that very spring, he +had asked her to pledge herself to him. Fortunately--oh, how very +fortunately!--she had refused, and he had been left free. Now he knew +that his fancied love for her had been merely a passing whim, a delusion +of the moment. This--THIS which he was now experiencing was the grand +passion of his life. He wrote a poem with the title, “The Greater +Love”--and sold it, too, to a sensational periodical which circulated +largely among sentimental shopgirls. It is but truthful to state that +the editor of the magazine to which he first submitted it sent it back +with the brief note--“This is a trifle too syrupy for our use. Fear the +pages might stick. Why not send us another war verse?” Albert treated +the note and the editor with the contempt they deserved. He pitied the +latter; poor soul, doubtless HE had never known the greater love. + +He and Madeline had agreed that they would tell no one--no one at +all--of their betrothal. It should be their own precious secret for the +present. So, under the circumstances, he could not write Helen the +news. But ought he to write her at all? That question bothered him not +a little. He no longer loved her--in fact, he was now certain that he +never had loved her--but he liked her, and he wanted her to keep on +liking him. And she wrote to him with regularity. What ought he to do +about writing her? + +He debated the question with himself and, at last, and with some +trepidation, asked Madeline's opinion of his duty in the matter. Her +opinion was decisive and promptly given. Of course he must not write +Helen again. “How would you like it if I corresponded with another +fellow?” she asked. Candor forced him to admit that he should not like +it at all. “But I want to behave decently,” he said. “She is merely a +friend of mine”--oh, how short is memory!--“but we have been friends for +a long time and I wouldn't want to hurt her feelings.” “No, instead +you prefer to hurt mine.” “Now, dearest, be reasonable.” It was their +nearest approach to a quarrel and was a very, very sad affair. +The making-up was sweet, of course, but the question of further +correspondence with Helen Kendall remained just where it was at the +beginning. And, meanwhile, the correspondence lapsed. + +September came far, far too soon--came and ended. And with it ended +also the stay of the Fosdicks in South Harniss. Albert and Madeline said +good-by at their rendezvous by the beach. It was a sad, a tearful, but +a very precious farewell. They would write each other every day, they +would think of each other every minute of every day, they would live +through the winter somehow and look forward to the next spring and their +next meeting. + +“You will write--oh, ever and ever so many poems, won't you, dear?” + begged Madeline. “You know how I love them. And whenever I see one of +your poems in print I shall be so proud of you--of MY poet.” + +Albert promised to write ever and ever so many. He felt that there would +be no difficulty in writing reams of poems--inspired, glorious poems. +The difficulty would be in restraining himself from writing too many +of them. With Madeline Fosdick as an inspiration, poetizing became as +natural as breathing. + +Then, which was unusual for them, they spoke of the future, the dim, +vague, but so happy future, when Albert was to be the nation's poet +laureate and Madeline, as Mrs. Laureate, would share his glory and +wear, so to speak, his second-best laurels. The disagreeable problems +connected with the future they ignored, or casually dismissed with, +“Never mind, dear, it will be all right by and by.” Oh, it was a +wonderful afternoon, a rosy, cloudy, happy, sorrowful, bitter-sweet +afternoon. + +And the next morning Albert, peeping beneath Z. Snow and Co.'s office +window shade, saw his heart's desire step aboard the train, saw that +train puff out of the station, saw for just an instant a small hand +waved behind the dingy glass of the car window. His own hand waved in +reply. Then the raucous voice of Mr. Price broke the silence. + +“Who was you flappin' your flipper at?” inquired Issachar. “Girl, I'll +bet you! Never saw such a critter as you be to chase after the girls. +Which one is it this time?” + +Albert made no reply. Between embarrassment and sorrow he was incapable +of speech. Issachar, however, was not in that condition; at all times +when awake, and sometimes when asleep, Mr. Price could, and usually did, +speak. + +“Which one is it this time, Al?” demanded Issy. “Eh? Crimus, see him get +red! Haw, haw! Labe,” to Mr. Keeler, who came into the office from the +inner room, “which girl do you cal'late Al here is wavin' by-bye to this +mornin'? Who's goin' away on the cars this mornin', Labe?” + +Laban, his hands full of the morning mail, absently replied that he +didn't know. + +“Yes, you do, too,” persisted Issy. “You ain't listenin', that's all. +Who's leavin' town on the train just now?” + +“Eh? Oh, I don't know. The Small folks are goin' to Boston, I believe. +And George Bartlett's goin' to Ostable on court business, he told me. +Oh, yes, I believe Cap'n Lote said that Fosdick woman and her daughter +were goin' back to New York. Back to New York--yes--yes--yes.” + +Mr. Price crowed triumphantly. “Ah, ha!” he crowed. “Ah, ha! That's the +answer. That's the one he's shakin' day-days to, that Fosdick girl. I've +seen you 'round with her at the post office and the ice cream s'loon. +I'm onto you, Al. Haw, haw! What's her name? Adeline? Dandelion? +Madeline?--that's it! Say, how do you think Helen Kendall's goin' to +like your throwin' kisses to the Madeline one, eh?” + +The assistant bookkeeper was still silent. The crimson, however, was +leaving his face and the said face was paling rapidly. This was an +ominous sign had Mr. Price but known it. He did not know it and cackled +merrily on, + +“Guess I'll have to tell Helen when she comes back home,” he announced. +“Cal'late I'll put a flea in her ear. 'Helen,' I'll say, 'don't feel +too bad now, don't cry and get your handkerchief all soakin', or nothin' +like that. I just feel it's my duty to tell ye that your little Albert +is sparkin' up to somebody else. He's waitin' on a party by the name of +Padeline--no, Madeline--Woodtick--no, Fosdick--and . . .' Here! let go +of me! What are you doin'?” + +That last question was in the nature of a gurgle. Albert, his face now +very white indeed, had strode across the office, seized the speaker by +the front of his flannel shirt and backed him against the wall. + +“Stop,” commanded Albert, between his teeth. “That's enough of that. +Don't you say any more!” + +“Eh? Ugh! Ur-gg! Leggo of my shirt.” + +Albert let go, but he did not step back. He remained where he was, +exactly in front of Mr. Price. + +“Don't you say any more about--about what you were saying,” he repeated. + +“Eh? Not say any more? Why not? Who's goin' to stop me, I'd like to +know?” + +“I am.” + +“I want to know! What'll you do?” + +“I don't know. If you weren't so old, I would--but I'll stop you, +anyhow.” + +Albert felt a hand on his arm and heard Mr. Keeler's voice at his ear. + +“Careful, Al, careful,” it said. “Don't hit him.” + +“Of course I shan't hit him,” indignantly. “What do you think I am? But +he must promise not to mention--er--Miss Fosdick's name again.” + +“Better promise, Is,” suggested Laban. Issachar's mouth opened, but no +promise came forth. + +“Promise be darned!” he yelled furiously. “Mention her name! I'll +mention any name I set out to, and no Italyun Portygee is goin' to stop +me, neither.” + +Albert glanced about the office. By the wall stood two brimming pails of +water, brought in by Mr. Price for floor-washing purposes. He lifted one +of the pails. + +“If you don't promise I'll duck you,” he declared. “Let go of me, +Keeler, I mean it.” + +“Careful, Al, careful,” said Mr. Keeler. “Better promise, Is.” + +“Promise nawthin'! Fosdick! What in time do I care for Fosdicks, +Madelines or Padelines or Dandelions or--” + +His sentence stopped just there. The remainder of it was washed back +and down his throat by the deluge from the bucket. Overcome by shock and +surprise, Mr. Price leaned back against the wall and slid slowly down +that wall until he reclined in a sitting posture, upon the floor. + +“Crimustee,” he gasped, as soon as he could articulate, “I'm--awk--I'm +drownded.” + +Albert put down the empty bucket and picked up the full one. + +“Promise,” he said again. + +Laban Keeler rubbed his chin. + +“I'd promise if I was you, Is,” he said. “You're some subject to +rheumatism, you know.” + +Issachar, sitting in a spreading puddle, looked damply upward at the +remaining bucket. “By crimustee--” he began. Albert drew the bucket +backward; the water dripped from its lower brim. + +“I--I--darn ye, I promise!” shouted Issachar. Albert put down the bucket +and walked back to his desk. Laban watched him curiously, smiling just a +little. Then he turned to Mr. Price, who was scrambling to his feet. + +“Better get your mop and swab up here, Is,” he said. “Cap'n Lote'll be +in 'most any minute.” + +When Captain Zelotes did return to the office, Issachar was +industriously sweeping out, Albert was hard at work at the books, and +Laban was still rubbing his chin and smiling at nothing in particular. + +The next day Albert and Issachar made it up. Albert apologized. + +“I'm sorry, Issy,” he said. “I shouldn't have done it, but you made me +mad. I have a--rather mean temper, I'm afraid. Forgive me, will you?” + +He held out his hand, and Issachar, after a momentary hesitation, took +it. + +“I forgive you this time, Al,” he said solemnly, “but don't never do +nothin' like it again, will ye? When I went home for dinner yesterday +noon I give you my word my clothes was kind of dampish even then. If +it hadn't been nice warm sunshine and I was out doors and dried off +considerable I'd a had to change everything, underclothes and all, and +'tain't but the middle of the week yet.” + +His ducking had an effect which Albert noticed with considerable +satisfaction--he was never quite as flippantly personal in his comments +concerning the assistant bookkeeper. He treated the latter, if not with +respect, at least with something distantly akin to it. + +After Madeline's departure the world was very lonely indeed. Albert +wrote long, long letters and received replies which varied in length +but never in devotion. Miss Fosdick was obliged to be cautious in her +correspondence with her lover. “You will forgive me if this is not much +more than a note, won't you, dear?” she wrote. “Mother seems to be very +curious of late about my letters and to whom I write and I had to just +steal the opportunity this morning.” An older and more apprehensive +person might have found Mrs. Fosdick's sudden interest in her daughter's +correspondence suspicious and a trifle alarming, but Albert never +dreamed of being alarmed. + +He wrote many poems, all dealing with love and lovers, and sold some of +them. He wrote no more letters to Helen. She, too, had ceased to write +him, doubtless because of the lack of reply to her last two or three +letters. His conscience still troubled him about Helen; he could not +help feeling that his treatment of her had not been exactly honorable. +Yet what else under the circumstances could he do? From Mr. Kendall he +learned that she was coming home to spend Thanksgiving. He would see her +then. She would ask him questions? What should his answer be? He faced +the situation in anticipation many, many times, usually after he had +gone to bed at night, and lay awake through long torturing hours in +consequence. + +But when at last Helen and he did meet, the day before Thanksgiving, +their meeting was not at all the dreadful ordeal he had feared. Her +greeting was as frank and cordial as it had always been, and there was +no reproach in her tone or manner. She did not even ask him why he had +stopped writing. It was he, himself, who referred to that subject, +and he did so as they walked together down the main road. Just why he +referred to it he could not probably have told. He was aware only that +he felt mean and contemptible and that he must offer some explanation. +His not having any to offer made the task rather difficult. + +But she saved him the trouble. She interrupted one of his blundering, +stumbling sentences in the middle. + +“Never mind, Albert,” she said quietly. “You needn't explain. I think I +understand.” + +He stopped and stared at her. “You understand?” he repeated. “Why--why, +no, you don't. You can't.” + +“Yes, I can, or I think I can. You have changed your mind, that is all.” + +“Changed my mind?” + +“Yes. Don't you remember I told you you would change your mind +about--well, about me? You were so sure you cared so very, very much for +me, you know. And I said you mustn't promise anything because I thought +you would change your mind. And you have. That is it, isn't it? You have +found some one else.” + +He gazed at her as if she were a witch who had performed a miracle. + +“Why--why--well, by George!” he exclaimed. “Helen--how--how did you +know? Who told you?” + +“No one told me. But I think I can even guess who it is you have found. +It is Madeline Fosdick, isn't it?” + +His amazement now was so open-mouthed as well as open-eyed that she +could not help smiling. + +“Don't! Don't stare at me like that,” she whispered. “Every one is +looking at you. There is old Captain Pease on the other side of the +street; I'm sure he thinks you have had a stroke or something. Here! +Walk down our road a little way toward home with me. We can talk as we +walk. I'm sure,” she added, with just the least bit of change in her +tone, “that your Madeline won't object to our being together to that +extent.” + +She led the way down the side street toward the parsonage and he +followed her. He was still speechless from surprise. + +“Well,” she went on, after a moment, “aren't you going to say anything?” + +“But--but, Helen,” he faltered, “how did you know?” + +She smiled again. “Then it IS Madeline,” she said. “I thought it must +be.” + +“You--you thought--What made you think so?” + +For an instant she seemed on the point of losing her patience. + +Then she turned and laid her hand on his arm. + +“Oh, Al,” she said, “please don't think I am altogether an idiot. +I surmised when your letters began to grow shorter and--well, +different--that there was something or some one who was changing them, +and I suspected it was some one. When you stopped writing altogether, I +KNEW there must be. Then father wrote in his letters about you and about +meeting you, and so often Madeline Fosdick was wherever he met you. So I +guessed--and, you see, I guessed right.” + +He seized her hand. + +“Oh, Helen,” he cried, “if you only knew how mean I have felt and how +ashamed I am of the way I have treated you! But, you see, I--I COULDN'T +write you and tell you because we had agreed to keep it a secret. I +couldn't tell ANY ONE.” + +“Oh, it is as serious as that! Are you two really and truly engaged?” + +“Yes. There! I've told it, and I swore I would never tell.” + +“No, no, you didn't tell. I guessed. Now tell me all about her. She is +very lovely. Is she as sweet as she looks?” + +He rhapsodized for five minutes. Then all at once he realized what he +was saying and to whom he was saying it. He stopped, stammering, in the +very middle of a glowing eulogium. + +“Go on,” said Helen reassuringly. But he could not go on, under the +circumstances. Instead he turned very red. As usual, she divined his +thought, noticed his confusion, and took pity on it. + +“She must be awfully nice,” she said. “I don't wonder you fell in love +with her. I wish I might know her better.” + +“I wish you might. By and by you must. And she must know you. Helen, +I--I feel so ashamed of--of--” + +“Hush, or I shall begin to think you are ashamed because you liked +me--or thought you did.” + +“But I do like you. Next to Madeline there is no one I like so much. +But, but, you see, it is different.” + +“Of course it is. And it ought to be. Does her mother--do her people +know of the engagement?” + +He hesitated momentarily. “No-o,” he admitted, “they don't yet. She and +I have decided to keep it a secret from any one for the present. I want +to get on a little further with my writing, you know. She is like you in +that, Helen--she's awfully fond of poetry and literature.” + +“Especially yours, I'm sure. Tell me about your writing. How are you +getting on?” + +So he told her and, until they stood together at the parsonage gate, +Madeline's name was not again mentioned. Then Helen put out her hand. + +“Good morning, Albert,” she said. “I'm glad we have had this talk, ever +so glad.” + +“By George, so am I! You're a corking friend, Helen. The chap who does +marry you will be awfully lucky.” + +She smiled slightly. “Perhaps there won't be any such chap,” she said. +“I shall always be a schoolmarm, I imagine.” + +“Indeed you won't,” indignantly. “I have too high an opinion of men for +that.” + +She smiled again, seemed about to speak, and then to change her mind. An +instant later she said, + +“I must go in now. But I shall hope to see you again before I go back to +the city. And, after your secret is out and the engagement is announced, +I want to write Madeline, may I?” + +“Of course you may. And she'll like you as much as I do.” + +“Will she? . . . Well, perhaps; we'll hope so.” + +“Certainly she will. And you won't let my treating you as--as I have +make any difference in our friendship?” + +“No. We shall always be friends, I hope. Good-by.” + +She went into the house. He waited a moment, hoping she might turn again +before entering, but she did not. He walked home, pondering deeply, his +thoughts a curious jumble of relief and dissatisfaction. He was glad +Helen had seen her duty and given him over to Madeline, but he felt a +trifle piqued to think she had done it with such apparent willingness. +If she had wept or scolded it would have been unpleasant but much more +gratifying to his self-importance. + +He could not help realizing, however, that her attitude toward him was +exceptionally fine. He knew well that he, if in her place, would not +have behaved as she had done. No spite, no sarcasm, no taunts, no +unpleasant reminders of things said only a few months before. And with +all her forgiveness and forbearance and understanding there had been +always that sense of greater age and wisdom; she had treated him as she +might have treated a boy, younger brother, perhaps. + +“She IS older than I am,” he thought, “even if she really isn't. It's +funny, but it's a fact.” + +December came and Christmas, and then January and the new year, the year +1917. In January, Z. Snow and Co. took its yearly account of stock, and +Captain Lote and Laban and Albert and Issachar were truly busy during +the days of stock-taking week and tired when evening came. Laban worked +the hardest of the quartette, but Issy made the most fuss about it. +Labe, who had chosen the holiday season to go on one of his periodical +vacations, as rather white and shaky and even more silent than usual. +Mr. Price, however, talked with his customary fluency and continuity, so +there was no lack of conversation. Captain Zelotes was moved to comment. + +“Issy,” he suggested gravely, looking up from a long column of figures, +“did you ever play 'Door'?” + +Issachar stared at him. + +“Play 'Door'?” he repeated. “What's that?” + +“It's a game. Didn't you ever play it?” + +“No, don't know's I ever did.” + +“Then you'd better begin right this minute. The first thing to do is to +shut up and the next is to stay that way. You play 'Door' until I tell +you to do somethin' else; d'you hear?” + +At home the week between Christmas and the New Year was rather dismal. +Mr. Keeler's holiday vacation had brought on one of his fiancee's +“sympathetic attacks,” and she tied up her head and hung crape upon +her soul, as usual. During these attacks the Snow household walked on +tiptoe, as if the housekeeper were an invalid in reality. Even consoling +speeches from Albert, who with Laban when the latter was sober, enjoyed +in her mind the distinction of being the reincarnation of “Robert +Penfold,” brought no relief to the suffering Rachel. Nothing but the +news brought by the milkman, that “Labe was taperin' off,” and would +probably return to his desk in a few days, eased her pain. + +One forenoon about the middle of the month Captain Zelotes himself +stopped in at the post office for the morning mail. When he returned to +the lumber company's building he entered quietly and walked to his own +desk with a preoccupied air. For the half hour before dinner time he sat +there, smoking his pipe, and speaking to no one unless spoken to. The +office force noticed his preoccupation and commented upon it. + +“What ails the old man, Al?” whispered Issachar, peering in around the +corner of the door at the silent figure tilted back in the revolving +chair, its feet upon the corner of the desk. “Ain't said so much as +'Boo' for up'ards of twenty minutes, has he? I was in there just now +fillin' up his ink-stand and, by crimus, I let a great big gob of ink +come down ker-souse right in the middle of the nice, clean blottin' +paper in front of him. I held my breath, cal'latin' to catch what +Stephen Peter used to say he caught when he went fishin' Sundays. Stevey +said he generally caught cold when he went and always caught the Old +Harry when he got back. I cal'lated to catch the Old Harry part sure, +'cause Captain Lote is always neat and fussy 'bout his desk. But no, the +old man never said a word. I don't believe he knew the ink was spilled +at all. What's on his mind, Al; do you know?” + +Albert did not know, so he asked Laban. Laban shook his head. + +“Give it up, Al,” he whispered. “Somethin's happened to bother him, +that's sartin'. When Cap'n Lote gets his feet propped up and his head +tilted back that way I can 'most generally cal'late he's doin' some real +thinkin'. Real thinkin'--yes, sir-ee--um-hm--yes--yes. When he h'ists +his boots up to the masthead that way it's safe to figger his brains +have got steam up. Um-hm--yes indeed.” + +“But what is he thinking about? And why is he so quiet?” + +“I give up both riddles, Al. He's the only one's got the answers and +when he gets ready enough maybe he'll tell 'em. Until then it'll pay us +fo'mast hands to make believe we're busy, even if we ain't. Hear that, +do you, Is?” + +“Hear what?” demanded Issachar, who was gazing out of the window, his +hands in his pockets. + +“I say it will pay us--you and Al and me--to make believe we're workin' +even if we ain't.” + +“'Workin'!” indignantly. “By crimus, I AM workin'! I don't have to make +believe.” + +“That so? Well, then, I'd pick up that coal-hod and make believe +play for a spell. The fire's 'most out. Almost--um-hm--pretty +nigh--yes--yes.” + +Albert and his grandfather walked home to dinner together, as was their +custom, but still the captain remained silent. During dinner he spoke +not more than a dozen words and Albert several times caught Mrs. Snow +regarding her husband intently and with a rather anxious look. She did +not question him, however, but Rachel was not so reticent. + +“Mercy on us, Cap'n Lote,” she demanded, “what IS the matter? You're as +dumb as a mouthful of mush. I don't believe you've said ay, yes or no +since we sat down to table. Are you sick?” + +Her employer's calm was unruffled. + +“No-o,” he answered, with deliberation. + +“That's a comfort. What's the matter, then; don't you WANT to talk?” + +“No-o.” + +“Oh,” with a toss of the head, “well, I'm glad I know. I was beginnin' +to be afraid you'd forgotten how.” + +The captain helped himself to another fried “tinker” mackerel. + +“No danger of that around here, Rachel,” he said serenely. “So long as +my hearin's good I couldn't forget--not in this house.” + +Olive detained her grandson as he was following Captain Zelotes from the +dining room. + +“What's wrong with him, Albert?” she whispered. “Do you know?” + +“No, I don't, Grandmother. Do you think there is anything wrong?” + +“I know there's somethin' troublin' him. I've lived with him too many +years not to know the signs. Oh, Albert--you haven't done anything to +displease him, have you?” + +“No, indeed, Grandmother. Whatever it is, it isn't that.” + +When they reached the office, the captain spoke to Mr. Keeler. + +“Had your dinner, Labe?” he asked. + +“Yes--yes, indeed. Don't take me long to eat--not at my boardin' house. +A feller'd have to have paralysis to make eatin' one of Lindy Dadgett's +meals take more'n a half hour. Um-hm--yes.” + +Despite his preoccupation, Captain Zelotes could not help smiling. + +“To make it take an hour he'd have to be ossified, wouldn't he, like the +feller in the circus sideshow?” he observed. + +Laban nodded. “That--or dead,” he replied. “Yes--just about--just so, +Cap'n.” + +“Where's Issachar?” + +“He's eatin' yet, I cal'late. He don't board at Lindy's.” + +“When he gets back set him to pilin' that new carload of spruce under +Number Three shed. Keep him at it.” + +“Yes, sir. Um-hm. All right.” + +Captain Zelotes turned to his grandson. “Come in here, Al,” he said. “I +want to see you for a few minutes.” + +Albert followed him into the inner office. He wondered what in the world +his grandfather wished to see him about, in this very private fashion. + +“Sit down, Al,” said the captain, taking his own chair and pointing to +another. “Oh, wait a minute, though! Maybe you'd better shut that hatch +first.” + +The “hatch” was the transom over the door between the offices. Albert, +remembering how a previous interview between them had been overheard +because of that open transom, glanced at his grandfather. The twinkle +in the latter's eye showed that he too, remembered. Albert closed the +“hatch.” When he came back to his seat the twinkle had disappeared; +Captain Zelotes looked serious enough. + +“Well, Grandfather?” queried the young man, after waiting a moment. The +captain adjusted his spectacles, reached into the inside pocket of his +coat and produced an envelope. It was a square envelope with either +a trade-mark or a crest upon the back. Captain Lote did not open the +envelope, but instead tapped his desk with it and regarded his grandson +in a meditative way. + +“Al,” he said slowly, “has it seemed to you that your cruise aboard this +craft of ours here had been a little smoother the last year or two than +it used to be afore that?” + +Albert, by this time well accustomed to his grandfather's nautical +phraseology, understood that the “cruise” referred to was his voyage as +assistant bookkeeper with Z. Snow and Co. He nodded. + +“I have tried to make it so,” he answered. “I mean I have tried to make +it smoother for you.” + +“Um-hm, I think you have tried. I don't mind tellin' you that it has +pleased me consid'ble to watch you try. I don't mean by that,” he +added, with a slight curve of the lip, “that you'd win first prize as +a lightnin'-calculator even yet, but you're a whole lot better one than +you used to be. I've been considerable encouraged about you; I don't +mind tellin' you that either. . . . And,” he added, after another +interval during which he was, apparently, debating just how much of +an admission it was safe to make, “so far as I can see, this poetry +foolishness of yours hasn't interfered with your work any to speak of.” + +Albert smiled. “Thanks, Grandfather,” he said. + +“You're welcome. So much for that. But there's another side to our +relations together, yours and mine, that I haven't spoken of to you +afore. And I have kept still on purpose. I've figgered that so long as +you kept straight and didn't go off the course, didn't drink or gamble, +or go wild or the like of that, what you did was pretty much your own +business. I've noticed you're considerable of a feller with the girls, +but I kept an eye on the kind of girls and I will say that so far as I +can see, you've picked the decent kind. I say so far as I can see. Of +course I ain't fool enough to believe I see all you do, or know all you +do. I've been young myself, and when I get to thinkin' how much I know +about you I try to set down and remember how much my dad didn't know +about me when I was your age. That--er--helps some toward givin' me my +correct position on the chart.” + +He paused. Albert's brain was vainly striving to guess what all +this meant. What was he driving at? The captain crossed his legs and +continued. + +“I did think for a spell,” he said, “that you and Helen Kendall were +gettin' to understand each other pretty well. Well, Helen's a good girl +and your grandma and I like her. Course we didn't cal'late anything +very serious was liable to come of the understandin', not for some time, +anyhow, for with your salary and--well, sort of unsettled prospects, I +gave you credit for not figgerin' on pickin' a wife right away. . . . +Haven't got much laid by to support a wife on, have you, Al?” + +Albert's expression had changed during the latter portion of the speech. +Now he was gazing intently at his grandfather and at the letter in the +latter's hands. He was beginning to guess, to dread, to be fearful. + +“Haven't got much to support a wife on, Al, have you?” repeated Captain +Zelotes. + +“No, sir, not now.” + +“Um. . . . But you hope to have by and by, eh? Well, I hope you will. +But UNTIL you have it would seem to older folks like me kind of risky +navigatin' to--to . . . Oh, there was a letter in the mail for you this +mornin, Al.” + +He put down the envelope he had hitherto held in his hand and, reaching +into his pocket, produced another. Even before he had taken it from +his grandfather's hand Albert recognized the handwriting. It was from +Madeline. + +Captain Zelotes, regarding him keenly, leaned back again in his chair. +“Read it if you want to, Al,” he said. “Maybe you'd better. I can wait.” + +Albert hesitated a moment and then tore open the envelope. The note +within was short, evidently written in great haste and agitation and +was spotted with tear stains. He read it, his cheeks paling and his +hand shaking as he did so. Something dreadful had happened. Mother--Mrs. +Fosdick, of course--had discovered everything. She had found all +his--Albert's--letters and read them. She was furious. There had been +the most terrible scene. Madeline was in her own room and was smuggling +him this letter by Mary, her maid, who will do anything for me, and +has promised to mail it. Oh, dearest, they say I must give you up. They +say--Oh, they say dreadful things about you! Mother declares she will +take me to Japan or some frightful place and keep me there until I +forget you. I don't care if they take me to the ends of the earth, I +shall NEVER forget you. I will never--never--NEVER give you up. And you +mustn't give me up, will you, darling? They say I must never write you +again. But you see I have--and I shall. Oh, what SHALL we do? I was SO +happy and now I am so miserable. Write me the minute you get this, but +oh, I KNOW they won't let me see your letters and then I shall die. But +write, write just the same, every day. Oh what SHALL we do? + +Yours, always and always, no matter what everyone does or says, lovingly +and devotedly, + +MADELINE. + + +When the reading was finished Albert sat silently staring at the floor, +seeing it through a wet mist. Captain Zelotes watched him, his heavy +brows drawn together and the smoke wreaths from his pipe curling slowly +upward toward the office ceiling. At length he said: + +“Well, Al, I had a letter, too. I presume likely it came from the same +port even if not from the same member of the family. It's about you, +and I think you'd better read it, maybe. I'll read it to you, if you'd +rather.” + +Albert shook his head and held out his hand for the second letter. His +grandfather gave it to him, saying as he did so: “I'd like to have you +understand, Al, that I don't necessarily believe all that she says about +you in this thing.” + +“Thanks, Grandfather,” mechanically. + +“All right, boy.” + +The second letter was, as he had surmised, from Mrs. Fosdick. It had +evidently been written at top speed and at a mental temperature well +above the boiling point. Mrs. Fosdick addressed Captain Zelotes Snow +because she had been given to understand that he was the nearest +relative, or guardian, or whatever it was, of the person concerning whom +the letter was written and therefore, it was presumed, might be expected +to have some measure of control over that person's actions. The person +was, of course, one Albert Speranza, and Mrs. Fosdick proceeded to set +forth her version of his conduct in sentences which might almost have +blistered the paper. Taking advantage of her trust in her daughter's +good sense and ability to take care of herself--which trust it +appeared had been in a measure misplaced--he, the Speranza person, had +sneakingly, underhandedly and in a despicably clandestine fashion--the +lady's temper had rather gotten away from her here--succeeded in meeting +her daughter in various places and by various disgraceful means and had +furthermore succeeded in ensnaring her youthful affections, et cetera, +et cetera. + + +“The poor child actually believes herself in love with him,” wrote the +poor child's mother. “She protests ridiculously that she is engaged to +him and will marry him in spite of her father or myself or the protests +of sensible people. I write to you, therefore, assuming you likewise to +be a sensible person, and requesting that you use your influence with +the--to put the most charitable interpretation of his conduct--misguided +and foolish young man and show him the preposterous folly of his +pretended engagement to my daughter. Of course the whole affair, +CORRESPONDENCE INCLUDED, must cease and terminate AT ONCE.” + + +And so on for two more pages. The color had returned to Albert's cheeks +long before he finished reading. When he had finished he rose to his +feet and, throwing the letter upon his grandfather's desk, turned away. + +“Well, Al?” queried Captain Zelotes. + +Albert's face, when he turned back to answer, was whiter than ever, but +his eyes flashed fire. + +“Do you believe that?” he demanded. + +“What?” + +“That--that stuff about my being a--a sneak and--and ensnaring her--and +all the rest? Do you?” + +The captain took his pipe from his mouth. + +“Steady, son, steady,” he said. “Didn't I tell you before you begun +to read at all that I didn't necessarily believe it because that woman +wrote it.” + +“You--you or no one else had better believe it. It's a lie.” + +“All right, I'm glad to hear you say so. But there's a little mite of +truth here and there amongst the lies, I presume likely. For instance, +you and this Fosdick girl have been--er--keepin' company?” + +“Her name is Madeline--and we are engaged to be married.” + +“Oh! Hum--I see--I see. And, bein' as the old lady--her mother, Mrs. +Fosdick, I mean--hasn't suspected anything, or, at any rate, hasn't +found out anything until now, yesterday, or whenever it was, I judge you +have been meetin'--er--Madeline at places where there wasn't--well, too +large a crowd. Eh?” + +Albert hesitated and was, momentarily, a trifle embarrassed. But he +recovered at once. + +“I met her first at the drug store last summer,” he said defiantly. +“Then I met her after that at the post office and at the hotel dance +last fall, and so on. This year I met her--well, I met her first down by +the beach, where I went to write. She liked poetry and--and she helped +me with mine. After that she came--well, she came to help me again. And +after that--after that--” + +“After that it just moved along kind of natural, eh? Um-hm, I see.” + +“Look here, Grandfather, I want you to understand that she is--is--by +George, she is the cleanest, finest, best girl in the world. Don't you +get the idea that--that she isn't. She came to meet me just because she +was interested in my verse and wanted to help. It wasn't until the very +last that we--that we found out we cared for each other.” + +“All right, boy, all right. Go on, tell me the whole yarn, if you feel +like it. I don't want to pry too much into your affairs, but, after all, +I AM interested in those affairs, Al. Tell me as much as you can.” + +“I'll tell you the whole. There's nothing I can't tell, nothing I'm not +proud to tell. By George, I ought to be proud! Why, Grandfather, she's +wonderful!” + +“Sartin, son, sartin. They always are. I mean she is, of course. Heave +ahead.” + +So Albert told his love story. When he had finished Captain Zelote's +pipe was empty, and he put it down. + +“Albert,” he said slowly, “I judge you mean this thing seriously. You +mean to marry her some day.” + +“Yes, indeed I do. And I won't give her up, either. Her mother--why, +what right has her mother got to say--to treat her in this way? Or to +call me what she calls me in that letter? Why, by George--” + +“Easy, son. As I understand it, this Madeline of yours is the only child +the Fosdicks have got and when our only child is in danger of bein' +carried off by somebody else--why, well, their mothers and fathers are +liable to be just a little upset, especially if it comes on 'em sudden. +. . . Nobody knows that better than I do,” he added slowly. + +Albert recognized the allusion, but he was not in the mood to be +affected by it. He was not, just then, ready to make allowances for any +one, particularly the parental Fosdicks. + +“They have no business to be upset--not like that, anyhow,” he declared. +“What does that woman know about me? What right has she to say that I +ensnared Madeline's affection and all that rot? Madeline and I fell in +love with each other, just as other people have, I suppose.” + +“You suppose right,” observed Captain Zelotes, dryly. “Other people +have--a good many of 'em since Adam's time.” + +“Well, then! And what right has she to give orders that I stop +writing or seeing Madeline,--all that idiotic stuff about ceasing +and terminating at once? She--she--” His agitation was making him +incoherent--“She talks like Lord Somebody-or-other in an old-fashioned +novel or play or something. Those old fools were always rejecting +undesirable suitors and ordering their daughters to do this and that, +breaking their hearts, and so on. But that sort of thing doesn't go +nowadays. Young people have their own ideas.” + +“Um-hm, Al; so I've noticed.” + +“Yes, indeed they have. Now, if Madeline wants to marry me and I want to +marry her, who will stop us?” + +The captain pulled at his beard. + +“Why, nobody, Al, as I know of,” he said; “provided you both keep on +wantin' to marry each other long enough.” + +“Keep on wanting long enough? What do you mean by that?” + +“Why, nothin' much, perhaps; only gettin' married isn't all just goin' +to the parson. After the ceremony the rent begins and the grocers' bills +and the butchers' and the bakers' and a thousand or so more. Somebody's +got to pay 'em, and the money's got to come from somewhere. Your wages +here, Al, poetry counted in, ain't so very big yet. Better wait a spell +before you settle down to married life, hadn't you?” + +“Well--well, I--I didn't say we were to be married right away, +Grandfather. She and I aren't unreasonable. I'm doing better and better +with my writings. Some day I'll make enough, and more. Why not?” + +There was enough of the Speranza egotism in this confident assurance to +bring the twinkle to the captain's eye. He twisted his beard between his +finger and thumb and regarded his grandson mildly. + +“Have you any idea how much 'enough' is liable to be, Al?” he inquired. +“I don't know the facts about 'em, of course, but from what I have heard +I judge the Fosdicks have got plenty of cash. I've heard it estimated +around town from one million to fifty millions. Allowin' it's only one +million, it seems likely that your--er--what's-her-name--Madeline has +been used to havin' as much as fifty cents to spend whenever she wanted +it. Do you cal'late to be able to earn enough makin' up poetry to keep +her the way her folks have been doin'?” + +“No, of course not--not at first.” + +“Oh, but later on--when the market price of poetry has gone up--you can, +eh?” + +“Look here, Grandfather, if you're making fun of me I tell you I won't +stand it. This is serious; I mean it. Madeline and I are going to be +married some time and no one can stop us.” + +“All right, son, all right. But it did seem to me that in the light of +this letter from--er--your mother-in-law that's goin' to be, we ought +to face the situation moderately square, anyhow. First comes marriage. +Well, that's easy; any fool can get married, lots of 'em do. But then, +as I said, comes supportin' yourself and wife--bills, bills, and more +bills. You'll say that you and she will economize and fight it out +together. Fine, first-rate, but later on there may be more of you, a +child, children perhaps--” + +“Grandfather!” + +“It's possible, son. Such things do happen, and they cost money. More +mouths to feed. Now I take it for granted that you aren't marryin' the +Fosdick girl for her money--” + +The interruption was prompt and made with fiery indignation. + +“I never thought of her money,” declared Albert. “I don't even know that +she has any. If she has, I don't want it. I wouldn't take it. She is all +I want.” + +Captain Zelotes' lip twitched. + +“Judgin' from the tone of her ma's last letter to me,” he observed, “she +is all you would be liable to get. It don't read as if many--er--weddin' +presents from the bride's folks would come along with her. But, there, +there, Al don't get mad. I know this is a long ways from bein' a joke to +you and, in a way, it's no joke for me. Course I had realized that some +day you'd be figgerin', maybe, on gettin' married, but I did hope the +figgerin' wouldn't begin for some years yet. And when you did, I rather +hoped--well, I--I hoped. . . . However, we won't stop to bother with +that now. Let's stick to this letter of Mrs. Fosdick's here. I must +answer that, I suppose, whether I want to or not, to-day. Well, Al, +you tell me, I understand that there has been nothin' underhand in your +acquaintance with her daughter. Other than keepin' the engagement a +secret, that is?” + +“Yes, I do.” + +“And you mean to stick by your guns and. . . . Well, what is it? Come +in!” + +There had been a knock upon the office door. In answer to his employer's +summons, Mr. Keeler appeared. He held a card in his hand. + +“Sorry to disturb you, Cap'n Lote,” he said. “Yes, I be, yes, sir. But +I judged maybe 'twas somethin' important about the lumber for his +house and he seemed anxious to see you, so I took the risk and knocked. +Um-hm--yes, yes, yes.” + +Captain Zelotes looked at the card. Then he adjusted his spectacles and +looked again. + +“Humph!” he grunted. “Humph! . . . We-ell, Labe, I guess likely you +might show him in here. Wait just a minute before you do it, though. +I'll open the door when I want him to come.” + +“All right, Cap'n Lote. Yes, yes,” observed Mr. Keeler and departed. The +captain looked thoughtfully at the card. + +“Al,” he said, after a moment's reflection, “we'll have to cut this +talk of ours short for a little spell. You go back to your desk and wait +there until I call you. Hold on,” as his grandson moved toward the door +of the outer office. “Don't go that way. Go out through the side door +into the yard and come in the front way. There's--er--there's a man +waitin' to see me, and--er--perhaps he'd better not see you first.” + +Albert stared at him uncomprehendingly. + +“Better not see ME?” he repeated. “Why shouldn't he see me?” + +Captain Zelotes handed the card to Albert. + +“Better let me talk with him first, Al,” he said. “You can have your +chance later on.” + +The card bore the name of Mr. Fletcher Story Fosdick. + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +Albert read the name on the card. He was too astonished to speak. Her +father! He was here! He-- + +His grandfather spoke again, and his tone was brisk and businesslike. + +“Go on, Al,” he ordered. “Out through this side door and around to the +front. Lively, son, lively!” + +But the young man's wits were returning. He scowled at the card. + +“No,” he said stoutly, “I'm not going to run away. I'm not afraid of +him. I haven't done anything to be ashamed of.” + +The captain nodded. “If you had, I should ASK you to run away,” he said. +“As it is, I just ask you to step out and wait a little while, that's +all.” + +“But, Grandfather, I WANT to see him.” + +“All right, I want you to--but not until he and I have talked first. +Come, boy, come! I've lived a little longer than you have, and maybe I +know about half as much about some things. This is one of 'em. You clear +out and stand by. I'll call you when I want you.” + +Albert went, but reluctantly. After he had gone his grandfather walked +to the door of the outer office and opened it. + +“Step aboard, Mr. Fosdick,” he said. “Come in, sir.” + +Mr. Fletcher Fosdick was a large man, portly, and with a head which was +rapidly losing its thatch. His smoot-shaven face was ruddy and his blue +eye mild. He entered the private office of Z. Snow and Co. and shook the +hand which Captain Zelotes proffered. + +“How do you do, Captain Snow?” he asked pleasantly. “You and I have had +some business dealings, but we have never met before, I believe.” + +The captain waved toward a chair. “That's a fact, Mr. Fosdick,” he said. +“I don't believe we ever have, but it's better late than by and by, as +the feller said. Sit down, sit down, Mr. Fosdick. Throw off your coat, +won't you? It's sort of warm in here compared to out door.” + +The visitor admitted the difference in temperature between the interior +and exterior of the building, and removed his overcoat. Also he sat +down. Captain Zelotes opened a drawer of his desk and produced a box of +cigars. + +“Have a smoke, won't you?” he inquired. + +Mr. Fosdick glanced at the label on the box. + +“Why--why, I was rather hoping you would smoke one of mine,” he said. “I +have a pocket full.” + +“When I come callin' on you at your place in New York I will smoke +yours. Now it kind of looks to me as if you'd ought to smoke mine. Seems +reasonable when you think it over, don't it?” + +Fosdick smiled. “Perhaps you're right,” he said. He took one of the +gaudily banded perfectos from his host's box and accepted a light from +the match the captain held. Both men blew a cloud of smoke and through +those clouds each looked at the other. The preliminaries were over, but +neither seemed particularly anxious to begin the real conversation. It +was the visitor who, at last, began it. + +“Captain Snow,” he said, “I presume your clerk told you I wished to see +you on a matter of business.” + +“Who? Oh, Labe, you mean? Yes, he told me.” + +“I told him to tell you that. It may surprise you, however, to learn +that the business I wished to see you about--that I came on from New +York to see you about--has nothing whatever to do with the house I'm +building down here.” + +Captain Zelotes removed his cigar from his lips and looked meditatively +at its burning end. “No-o,” he said slowly, “that don't surprise me very +much. I cal'lated 'twasn't about the house you wished to see me.” + +“Oh, I see! . . . Humph!” The Fosdick mild blue eye lost, for the +moment, just a trifle of its mildness and became almost keen, as its +owner flashed a glance at the big figure seated at the desk. “I see,” + said Mr. Fosdick. “And have you--er--guessed what I did come to see you +about?” + +“No-o. I wouldn't call it guessin', exactly.” + +“Wouldn't you? What would you call it?” + +“We-ll, I don't know but I'd risk callin' it knowin'. Yes, I think +likely I would.” + +“Oh, I see. . . . Humph! Have you had a letter--on the subject?” + +“Ye-es.” + +“I see. From Mrs. Fosdick, of course. She said she was going to +write--I'm not sure she didn't say she had written; but I had the +impression it was to--well, to another member of your family, Captain +Snow.” + +“No, 'twas to me. Come this mornin's mail.” + +“I see. My mistake. Well, I'm obliged to her in a way. If the news has +been broken to you, I shan't have to break it and we can get down to +brass tacks just so much sooner. The surprise being over--I take it, it +WAS a surprise, Captain?” + +“You take it right. Just as much of a surprise to me as you.” + +“Of course. Well, the surprise being over for both of us, we can talk of +the affair--calmly and coolly. What do you think about it, Captain?” + +“Oh, I don't know as I know exactly what to think. What do YOU think +about it, Mr. Fosdick?” + +“I think--I imagine I think very much as you do.” + +“I shouldn't be surprised. And--er--what's your notion of what I think?” + +Captain Zelotes' gray eye twinkled as he asked the question, and the +Fosdick blue eye twinkled in return. Both men laughed. + +“We aren't getting very far this way, Captain,” observed the visitor. +“There's no use dodging, I suppose. I, for one, am not very well +pleased. Mrs. Fosdick, for another, isn't pleased at all; she is +absolutely and entirely opposed to the whole affair. She won't hear of +it, that's all, and she said so much that I thought perhaps I had better +come down here at once, see you, and--and the young fellow with the +queer name--” + +“My grandson.” + +“Why yes. He is your grandson, isn't he? I beg your pardon.” + +“That's all right. I shan't fight with you because you don't like his +name. Go ahead. You decided to come and see him--and me--?” + +“Yes, I did. I decided to come because it has been my experience that +a frank, straight talk is better, in cases like this, than a hundred +letters. And that the time to talk was now, before matters between the +young foo--the young people went any further. Don't you agree with me?” + +Captain Zelotes nodded. + +“That now is a good time to talk? Yes, I do,” he said. + +“Good! Then suppose we talk.” + +“All right.” + +There was another interval of silence. Then Fosdick broke it with a +chuckle. “And I'm the one to do the talking, eh?” he said. + +Captain Lote's eye twinkled. “We-ll, you came all the way from New +York on purpose, you know,” he observed. Then he added: “But there, Mr. +Fosdick, I don't want you to think I ain't polite or won't talk, myself. +I'll do my share when the time comes. But it does seem to me that you +ought to do yours first as it's your family so far that's done the +objectin'. . . . Your cigar's gone out. Have another light, won't you?” + +The visitor shook his head. “No, thank you, not now,” he said hastily, +placing the defunct cigar carefully on the captain's desk. “I won't +smoke for the minute. So you want me to begin the talking, do you? It +seems to me I have begun it. I told you that I do not like the idea +of my daughter's being engaged to--to say nothing of marrying--your +grandson. My wife likes it even less than I do. That is enough of a +statement to begin with, isn't it?” + +“Why, no, not exactly, if you'll excuse my sayin' so. Your daughter +herself--how does she feel about it?” + +“Oh, she is enthusiastic, naturally. She appears to be suffering from +temporary insanity on the subject.” + +“She don't seem to think it's quite as--er--preposterous, and ridiculous +and outrageous--and Lord knows what all--as your wife does, eh?” + +“No. I say, Snow, I hope you're not too deeply offended by what my wife +wrote you. I judge you are quoting from her letter and apparently she +piled it on red-hot. You'll have to excuse her; she was almost wild all +day yesterday. I'll ask your pardon on her behalf.” + +“Sho, sho! No need, Mr. Fosdick, no need at all. I know what women +are, even the easy-goin' kind, when they've got steam up. I've got a +wife--and I had a daughter. But, gettin' back on the course again, you +think your daughter's crazy because she wants to marry my grandson. Is +that it?” + +“Why, no, I wouldn't say that, exactly. Of course, I wouldn't say that.” + +“But, you see, you did say it. However, we'll leave that to one side +for a spell. What objection--what real objection is there to those two +marryin'--my grandson and your daughter--provided that they care for +each other as they'd ought to?” + +Mr. Fosdick's expression changed slightly. His tone, as he replied to +the question, was colder and his manner less cordial. + +“I don't know that it is worth while answering that in detail,” he said, +after an instant's pause. “Frankly, Captain Snow, I had rather hoped +you would see, for yourself, the reasons why such a marriage wouldn't be +desirable. If you don't see them, if you are backing up your grandson +in his business, why--well, there is no use in our discussing the matter +any further, is there? We should only lose our tempers and not gain +much. So we had better end it now, I think.” + +He rose to his feet. Captain Zelotes, leaning forward, held up a +protesting hand. + +“Now--now, Mr. Fosdick,” he said earnestly, “I don't want you to +misunderstand me. And I'm sorry if what I said has made you mad.” + +Fosdick smiled. “Oh, I'm not mad,” he answered cheerfully. “I make it +a rule in all my business dealings not to get mad, or, more especially, +not to let the other fellow know that I'm getting that way. My temper +hasn't a ruffle in it just now, and I am leaving merely because I want +it to remain smooth. I judge that you and I aren't going to agree. All +right, then we'll differ, but we'll differ without a fight, that's all. +Good afternoon, Captain.” + +But Captain Lote's hand still remained uplifted. + +“Mr. Fosdick,” he said, “just a minute now--just a minute. You never +have met Albert, my grandson, have you? Never even seen him, maybe?” + +“No, but I intend to meet him and talk with him before I leave South +Harniss. He was one of the two people I came here to meet.” + +“And I was the other, eh? Um-hm. . . . I see. You think you've found out +where I stand and now you'll size him up. Honest, Mr. Fosdick, I . . . +Humph! Mind if I tell you a little story? 'Twon't take long. When I was +a little shaver, me and my granddad, the first Cap'n Lote Snow--there's +been two since--were great chums. When he was home from sea he and I +stuck together like hot pitch and oakum. One day we were sittin' out in +the front yard of his house--it's mine, now--watchin' a hoptoad catch +flies. You've seen a toad catch flies, haven't you, Mr. Fosdick? Mr. +Toad sits there, lookin' half asleep and as pious and demure as a +pickpocket at camp-meetin', until a fly comes along and gets too near. +Then, Zip! out shoots about six inches of toad tongue and that fly's +been asked in to dinner. Well, granddad and I sat lookin' at our +particular toad when along came a bumble-bee and lighted on a +honeysuckle blossom right in front of the critter. The toad didn't take +time to think it over, all he saw was a square meal, and his tongue +flashed out and nailed that bumble-bee and snapped it into the pantry. +In about a half second, though, there was a change. The pantry had been +emptied, the bumble-bee was on his way again, and Mr. Toad was on +his, hoppin' lively and huntin' for--well, for ice water or somethin' +coolin', I guess likely. Granddad tapped me on the shoulder. 'Sonny,' +says he, 'there's a lesson for you. That hoptoad didn't wait to make +sure that bumble-bee was good to eat; he took it for granted, and was +sorry afterward. It don't pay to jump at conclusions, son,' he says. +'Some conclusions are like that bumble-bee's, they have stings in 'em.'” + +Captain Lote, having finished his story, felt in his pocket for a match. +Fosdick, for an instant, appeared puzzled. Then he laughed. + +“I see,” he said. “You think I made too quick a jump when I concluded +you were backing your grandson in this affair. All right, I'm glad to +hear it. What do you want me to do, sit down again and listen?” + +He resumed his seat as he asked the question. Captain Zelotes nodded. + +“If you don't mind,” he answered. “You see, you misunderstood me, Mr. +Fosdick. I didn't mean any more than what I said when I asked you +what real objection there was, in your opinion to Albert's marryin' +your--er--Madeline, that's her name, I believe. Seems to me the way for +us to get to an understandin'--you and I--is to find out just how the +situation looks to each of us. When we've found out that, we'll know how +nigh we come to agreein' or disagreein' and can act accordin'. Sounds +reasonable, don't it?” + +Fosdick nodded in his turn. “Perfectly,” he admitted. “Well, ask your +questions, and I'll answer them. After that perhaps I'll ask some +myself. Go ahead.” + +“I have gone ahead. I've asked one already.” + +“Yes, but it is such a general question. There may be so many +objections.” + +“I see. All right, then I'll ask some: What do the lawyers call +'em?--Atlantic? Pacific? I've got it--I'll ask some specific questions. +Here's one. Do you object to Al personally? To his character?” + +“Not at all. We know nothing about his character. Very likely he may be +a young saint.” + +“Well, he ain't, so we'll let that slide. He's a good boy, though, so +far as I've ever been able to find out. Is it his looks? You've never +seen him, but your wife has. Don't she like his looks?” + +“She hasn't mentioned his looks to me.” + +“Is it his money? He hasn't got any of his own.” + +“We-ell, of course that does count a little bit. Madeline is our only +child, and naturally we should prefer to have her pick out a husband +with a dollar or so in reserve.” + +“Um-hm. Al's twenty-one, Mr. Fosdick. When I was twenty-one I had some +put by, but not much. I presume likely 'twas different with you, maybe. +Probably you were pretty well fixed.” + +Fosdick laughed aloud. “You make a good cross-examiner, Snow,” he +observed. “As a matter of fact, when I was twenty-one I was assistant +bookkeeper in a New Haven broker's office. I didn't have a cent except +my salary, and I had that only for the first five days in the week.” + +“However, you got married?” + +“Yes, I did. More fool I! If I had known anything, I should have waited +five years at least. I didn't have any one to tell me so. My father and +mother were both dead.” + +“Think you'd have listened to 'em if they had been alive and had told +you? However, however, that's all to one side. Well, Albert's havin' no +money to speak of is an objection--and a good honest one from your point +of view. His prospects here in this business of mine are fair, and he +is doin' better at it than he was, so he may make a comf'table livin'--a +comf'table South Harniss livin', that is--by and by.” + +“Oh, he is with you, then? Oh, yes, I remember my wife said he worked in +your office. But she said more about his being some sort of a--a poet, +wasn't it?” + +For the first time since the interview began the captain looked ill at +ease and embarrassed. + +“Thunderation!” he exclaimed testily, “you mustn't pay attention to +that. He does make up poetry' pieces--er--on the side, as you might say, +but I keep hopin' all the time he'll grow out of it, give him time. It +'ain't his regular job, you mustn't think 'tis.” + +The visitor laughed again. “I'm glad of that,” he said, “both for your +sake and mine. I judge that you and I, Snow, are in complete agreement +as far as our opinion of poetry and that sort of stuff is concerned. +Of course I'm not condemning all poetry, you understand. Longfellow and +Tennyson and the regular poets are all right. You understand what I'm +getting at?” + +“Sartin. I used to know 'Down went the R'yal George with all her crew +complete,' and a lot more. Used to say 'em over to myself when I first +went to sea and stood watch alone nights. But they were different, you +know; they--they--” + +“Sure! My wife--why, I give you my word that my own wife and her set +go perfectly daffy over chaps who write stuff that rhymes and that the +papers are printing columns about. Snow, if this grandson of yours was +a genuine press-touted, women's club poet instead of a would-be--well, +I don't know what might happen. In that case she might be as strong FOR +this engagement as she is now against it.” + +He paused, seeming a bit ashamed of his own heat. Captain Zelotes, +however, regarded him with more approval than he had yet shown. + +“It's been my observation that women are likely to get off the course +chasin' false signals like that,” he observed. “When a man begins +lettin' his hair and his mouth run wild together seems as if the +combination had an attraction for a good many women folks. Al keeps his +hair cut, though, I'll say that for him,” he added. “It curls some, but +it ain't long. I wouldn't have him in the office if 'twas.” + +“Well, Mr. Fosdick,” he continued, “what other objections are they? +Manners? Family and relations? Education? Any objections along that +line?” + +“No-o, no; I--well, I don't know; you see, I don't know much about the +young fellow.” + +“Perhaps I can help you out. As to manners--well, you can judge them for +yourself when you see him. He seems to be in about every kind of social +doin's there is down here, and he's as much or more popular with the +summer folks than with the year-'rounders. Education? Well, that's +fair to middlin', as I see it. He spent nine or ten years in a mighty +expensive boardin' school up in New York State.” + +“Did he? What school?” + +The captain gave the name of the school. Fosdick looked surprised. + +“Humph! That IS a good school,” he said. + +“Is it? Depends on what you call good, I cal'late. Al learned a good +deal of this and that, a little bit of foreign language, some that they +call dead and some that ought to be dead--and buried, 'cordin' to my +notion. When he came to me he couldn't add up a column of ten figgers +without makin' a mistake, and as for business--well, what he knew about +business was about equal to what Noah knew about a gas engine.” + +He paused to chuckle, and Fosdick chuckled with him. + +“As to family,” went on Captain Lote, “he's a Snow on his mother's side, +and there's been seven generations of Snow's in this part of the Cape +since the first one landed here. So far as I know, they've all managed +to keep out of jail, which may have been more good luck than deservin' +in some cases.” + +“His father?” queried Fosdick. + +The captain's heavy brows drew together. “His father was a Portygee--or +Spaniard, I believe is right--and he was a play-actor, one of +those--what do you call 'em?--opera singers.” + +Fosdick seemed surprised and interested. “Oh, indeed,” he exclaimed, “an +opera singer? . . . Why, he wasn't Speranza, the baritone, was he?” + +“Maybe; I believe he was. He married my daughter and--well, we won't +talk about him, if you don't mind.” + +“But Speranza was a--” + +“IF you don't mind, Mr. Fosdick.” + +Captain Lote lapsed into silence, drumming the desk with his big +fingers. His visitor waited for a few moments. At length he said: + +“Well, Captain Snow, I have answered your questions and you have +answered mine. Do you think we are any nearer an agreement now?” + +Captain Zelotes seemed to awake with a start. “Eh?” he queried. +“Agreement? Oh, I don't know. Did you find any--er--what you might call +vital objections in the boy's record?” + +“No-o. No, all that is all right. His family and his education and all +the rest are good enough, I'm sure. But, nevertheless--” + +“You still object to the young folks gettin' married.” + +“Yes, I do. Hang it all, Snow, this isn't a thing one can reason out, +exactly. Madeline is our only child; she is our pet, our baby. Naturally +her mother and I have planned for her, hoped for her, figured that some +day, when we had to give her up, it would be to--to--” + +“To somebody that wasn't Albert Speranza of South Harniss, Mass. . . . +Eh?” + +“Yes. Not that your grandson isn't all right. I have no doubt he is a +tip-top young fellow. But, you see--” + +Captain Lote suddenly leaned forward. “Course I see, Mr. Fosdick,” he +interrupted. “Course I see. You object, and the objection ain't a mite +weaker on account of your not bein' able to say exactly what 'tis.” + +“That's the idea. Thank you, Captain.” + +“You're welcome. I can understand. I know just how you feel, because +I've been feelin' the same way myself.” + +“Oh, you have? Good! Then you can sympathize with Mrs. Fosdick and with +me. You see--you understand why we had rather our daughter did not marry +your grandson.” + +“Sartin. You see, I've had just the same sort of general kind of +objection to Al's marryin' your daughter.” + +Mr. Fletcher Fosdick leaned slowly backward in his chair. His appearance +was suggestive of one who has received an unexpected thump between the +eyes. + +“Oh, you have!” he said again, but not with the same expression. + +“Um-hm,” said Captain Zelotes gravely. “I'm like you in one way; I've +never met your Madeline any more than you have met Al. I've seen her +once or twice, and she is real pretty and nice-lookin'. But I don't know +her at all. Now I don't doubt for a minute but that she's a real nice +girl and it might be that she'd make Al a fairly good wife.” + +“Er--well,--thanks.” + +“Oh, that's all right, I mean it. It might be she would. And I ain't got +a thing against you or your folks.” + +“Humph,--er--thanks again.” + +“That's all right; you don't need to thank me. But it's this way with +me--I live in South Harniss all the year round. I want to live here till +I die, and--after I die I'd like first-rate to have Al take up the Z. +Snow and Co. business and the Snow house and land and keep them goin' +till HE dies. Mind, I ain't at all sure that he'll do it, or be capable +of doin' it, but that's what I'd like. Now you're in New York most of +the year, and so's your wife and daughter. New York is all right--I +ain't sayin' a word against it--but New York and South Harniss are +different.” + +The Fosdick lip twitched. “Somewhat different,” he admitted. + +“Um-hm. That sounds like a joke, I know; but I don't mean it so, not +now. What I mean is that I know South Harniss and South Harniss folks. I +don't know New York--not so very well, though I've been there plenty of +times--and I don't know New York ways. But I do know South Harniss ways, +and they suit me. Would they suit your daughter--not just for summer, +but as a reg'lar thing right straight along year in and out? I doubt +it, Mr. Fosdick, I doubt it consid'able. Course I don't know your +daughter--” + +“I do--and I share your doubts.” + +“Um-hm. But whether she liked it or not she'd have to come here if she +married my grandson. Either that or he'd have to go to New York. And if +he went to New York, how would he earn his livin'? Get a new bookkeepin' +job and start all over again, or live on poetry?” + +Mr. Fosdick opened his mouth as if to speak, seemed to change his mind +and closed it again, without speaking. Captain Zelotes, looking keenly +at him, seemed to guess his thoughts. + +“Of course,” he said deliberately, but with a firmness which permitted +no misunderstanding of his meaning, “of course you mustn't get it into +your head for one minute that the boy is figgerin' on your daughter's +bein' a rich girl. He hasn't given that a thought. You take my word for +that, Mr. Fosdick. He doesn't know how much money she or you have got +and he doesn't care. He doesn't care a continental darn.” + +His visitor smiled slightly. “Nevertheless,” he began. The captain +interrupted him. + +“No, there ain't any nevertheless,” he said. “Albert has been with me +enough years now so that I know a little about him. And I know that all +he wants is your daughter. As to how much she's worth in money or how +they're goin' to live after he's got her--I know that he hasn't given it +one thought. I don't imagine she has, either. For one reason,” he added, +with a smile, “he is too poor a business man to think of marriage as a +business, bill-payin' contract, and for another,--for another--why, good +Lord, Fosdick!” he exclaimed, leaning forward, “don't you know what this +thing means to those two young folks? It means just moonshine and mush +and lookin' into each other's eyes, that's about all. THEY haven't +thought any practical thoughts about it. Why, think what their ages are! +Think of yourself at that age! Can't you remember. . . . Humph! Well, +I'm talkin' fifty revolutions to the second. I beg your pardon.” + +“That's all right, Snow. And I believe you have the situation sized up +as it is. Still--” + +“Excuse me, Mr. Fosdick, but don't you think it's about time you had a +look at the boy himself? I'm goin' to ask him to come in here and meet +you.” + +Fosdick looked troubled. “Think it is good policy?” he asked doubtfully. +“I want to see him and speak with him, but I do hate a scene.” + +“There won't be any scene. You just meet him face to face and talk +enough with him to get a little idea of what your first impression is. +Don't contradict or commit yourself or anything. And I'll send him out +at the end of two or three minutes.” + +Without waiting for a reply, he rose, opened the door to the outer +office and called, “Al, come in here!” When Albert had obeyed the +order he closed the door behind him and turning to the gentleman in +the visitor's chair, said: “Mr. Fosdick, this is my grandson, Albert +Speranza. Al, shake hands with Mr. Fosdick from New York.” + +While awaiting the summons to meet the father of his adored, Albert had +been rehearsing and re-rehearsing the speeches he intended making when +that meeting took place. Sitting at his desk, pen in hand and pretending +to be busy with the bookkeeping of Z. Snow and Company, he had seen, +not the ruled page of the day book, but the parental countenance of the +Honorable Fletcher Fosdick. And, to his mind's eye, that countenance +was as rugged and stern as the rock-bound coast upon which the Pilgrims +landed, and about as unyielding and impregnable as the door of the +office safe. So, when his grandfather called him, he descended from the +tall desk stool and crossed the threshold of the inner room, a trifle +pale, a little shaky at the knees, but with the set chin and erect head +of one who, facing almost hopeless odds, intends fighting to the last +gasp. + +To his astonishment the Fosdick countenance was not as his imagination +had pictured it. The blue eyes met his, not with a glare or a glower, +but with a look of interest and inquiry. The Fosdick hand shook his with +politeness, and the Fosdick manner was, if not genial, at least quiet +and matter of fact. He was taken aback. What did it mean? Was it +possible that Madeline's father was inclined to regard her engagement +to him with favor? A great throb of joy accompanied the thought. Then +he remembered the letter he had just read, the letter from Madeline's +mother, and the hope subsided. + +“Albert,” said Captain Zelotes, “Mr. Fosdick has come on here to talk +with us; that is, with me and you, about your affairs. He and I have +talked up to the point where it seemed to me you ought to come in for +a spell. I've told him that the news that you and his daughter +were--er--favorably disposed toward each other was as sudden and as big +a surprise to me as 'twas to him. Even your grandma don't know it yet. +Now I presume likely he'd like to ask you a few questions. Heave ahead, +Mr. Fosdick.” + +He relit his cigar stump and leaned back in his chair. Mr. Fosdick +leaned forward in his. Albert stood very straight, his shoulders braced +for the encounter. The quizzical twinkle shone in Captain Lote's eye as +he regarded his grandson. Fosdick also smiled momentarily as he caught +the expression of the youth's face. + +“Well, Speranza,” he began, in so cheerful a tone that Albert's +astonishment grew even greater, “your grandfather has been kind enough +to get us through the preliminaries, so we'll come at once to the +essentials. You and my daughter consider yourselves engaged to marry?” + +“Yes, sir. We ARE engaged.” + +“I see. How long have you--um--been that way, so to speak?” + +“Since last August.” + +“Why haven't you said anything about it to us--to Mrs. Fosdick or me or +your people here? You must excuse these personal questions. As I have +just said to Captain Snow, Madeline is our only child, and her happiness +and welfare mean about all there is in life to her mother and me. So, +naturally, the man she is going to marry is an important consideration. +You and I have never met before, so the quickest way of reaching an +understanding between us is by the question route. You get my meaning?” + +“Yes, sir, I guess I do.” + +“Good! Then we'll go ahead. Why have you two kept it a secret so long?” + +“Because--well, because we knew we couldn't marry yet a while, so we +thought we had better not announce it for the present.” + +“Oh! . . . And the idea that perhaps Mrs. Fosdick and I might be +slightly interested didn't occur to you?” + +“Why, yes, sir, it did. But,--but we thought it best not to tell you +until later.” + +“Perhaps the suspicion that we might not be overjoyed by the news had +a little weight with you, eh? Possibly that helped to delay +the--er--announcement?” + +“No, sir, I--I don't think it did.” + +“Oh, don't you! Perhaps you thought we WOULD be overjoyed?” + +“No, sir. We didn't think so very much about it. Well, that's not quite +true. Madeline felt that her mother--and you, too, sir, I suppose, +although she didn't speak as often of you in that way--she felt that her +mother would disapprove at first, and so we had better wait.” + +“Until when?” + +“Until--until by and by. Until I had gone ahead further, you know.” + +“I'm not sure that I do know. Gone ahead how? Until you had a better +position, more salary?” + +“No, not exactly. Until my writings were better known. Until I was a +little more successful.” + +“Successful? Until you wrote more poetry, do you mean?” + +“Yes, sir. Poetry and other things, stories and plays, perhaps.” + +“Do you mean--Did you figure that you and Madeline were to live on what +you made by writing poetry and the other stuff?” + +“Yes, sir, of course.” + +Fosdick looked across at Captain Zelotes. The Captain's face was worth +looking at. + +“Here, here, hold on!” he exclaimed, jumping into the conversation. “Al, +what are you talkin' about? You're bookkeeper for me, ain't you; for +this concern right here where you are? What do you mean by talkin' as +if your job was makin' up poetry pieces? That's only what you do on the +side, and you know it. Eh, ain't that so?” + +Albert hesitated. He had, momentarily, forgotten his grandfather and +the latter's prejudices. After all, what was the use of stirring up +additional trouble. + +“Yes, Grandfather,” he said. + +“Course it's so. It's in this office that you draw your wages.” + +“Yes, Grandfather.” + +“All right. Excuse me for nosin' in, Mr. Fosdick, but I knew the boy +wasn't puttin' the thing as plain as it ought to be, and I didn't want +you to get the wrong notion. Heave ahead.” + +Fosdick smiled slightly. “All right, Captain,” he said. “I get it, I +think. Well, then,” turning again to Albert, “your plan for supporting +my daughter was to wait until your position here, plus the poetry, +should bring in sufficient revenue. It didn't occur to you that--well, +that there might be a possibility of getting money--elsewhere?” + +Albert plainly did not understand, but it was just as plain that his +grandfather did. Captain Zelotes spoke sharply. + +“Mr. Fosdick,” he said, “I just answered that question for you.” + +“Yes, I know. But if you were in my place you might like to have him +answer it. I don't mean to be offensive, but business is business, and, +after all, this is a business talk. So--” + +The Captain interrupted. “So we'll talk it in a business way, eh?” he +snapped. “All right. Al, what Mr. Fosdick means is had you cal'lated +that, if you married his daughter, maybe her dad's money might help you +and her to keep goin'? To put it even plainer: had you planned some on +her bein' a rich girl?” + +Fosdick looked annoyed. “Oh, I say, Snow!” he cried. “That's too strong, +altogether.” + +“Not a mite. It's what you've had in the back of your head all along. +I'm just helpin' it to come out of the front. Well, Al?” + +The red spots were burning in the Speranza cheeks. He choked as he +answered. + +“No,” he cried fiercely. “Of course I haven't planned on any such thing. +I don't know how rich she is. I don't care. I wish she was as poor +as--as I am. I want HER, that's all. And she wants me. We don't either +of us care about money. I wouldn't take a cent of your money, Mr. +Fosdick. But I--I want Madeline and--and--I shall have her.” + +“In spite of her parents, eh?” + +“Yes. . . . I'm sorry to speak so, Mr. Fosdick, but it is true. We--we +love each other. We--we've agreed to wait for each other, no matter--no +matter if it is years and years. And as for the money and all that, if +you disinherit her, or--or whatever it is they do--we don't care. I--I +hope you will. I--she--” + +Captain Zelotes' voice broke in upon the impassioned outburst. + +“Steady, Al; steady, son,” he cautioned quietly. “I cal'late you've said +enough. I don't think any more's necessary. You'd better go back to your +desk now.” + +“But, Grandfather, I want him to understand--” + +“I guess likely he does. I should say you'd made it real plain. Go now, +Al.” + +Albert turned, but, with a shaking hand upon the doorknob, turned back +again. + +“I'm--I--I'm sorry, Mr. Fosdick,” he faltered. “I--I didn't mean to say +anything to hurt your feelings. But--but, you see, Madeline--she and +I--we--” + +He could not go on. Fosdick's nod and answer were not unkindly. “All +right, Speranza,” he said, “I'm not offended. Hope I wasn't too blunt, +myself. Good-day.” + +When the door had closed behind the young man he turned to Captain Lote. + +“Sorry if I offended you, Snow,” he observed. “I threw in that hint +about marrying just to see what effect it would have, that's all.” + +“Um-hm. So I judged. Well, you saw, didn't you?” + +“I did. Say, Captain, except as a prospective son-in-law, and then only +because I don't see him in that light--I rather like that grandson of +yours. He's a fine, upstanding young chap.” + +The captain made no reply. He merely pulled at his beard. However, he +did not look displeased. + +“He's a handsome specimen, isn't he?” went on Fosdick. “No wonder +Madeline fell for his looks. Those and the poetry together are a +combination hard to resist--at her age. And he's a gentleman. He handled +himself mighty well while I was stringing him just now.” + +The beard tugging continued. “Um-hm,” observed Captain Zelotes dryly; +“he does pretty well for a--South Harniss gentleman. But we're kind +of wastin' time, ain't we, Mr. Fosdick? In spite of his looks and his +manners and all the rest, now that you've seen him you still object to +that engagement, I take it.” + +“Why, yes, I do. The boy is all right, I'm sure, but--” + +“Sartin, I understand. I feel the same way about your girl. She's all +right, I'm sure, but--” + +“We're agreed on everything, includin' the 'but.' And the 'but' is that +New York is one place and South Harniss is another.” + +“Exactly.” + +“So we don't want 'em to marry. Fine. First rate! Only now we come +to the most important 'but' of all. What are we going to do about it? +Suppose we say no and they say yes and keep on sayin' it? Suppose they +decide to get married no matter what we say. How are we goin' to stop +it?” + +His visitor regarded him for a moment and then broke into a hearty +laugh. + +“Snow,” he declared, “you're all right. You surely have the faculty of +putting your finger on the weak spots. Of course we can't stop it. If +these two young idiots have a mind to marry and keep that mind, they +WILL marry and we can't prevent it any more than we could prevent the +tide coming in to-morrow morning. _I_ realized that this was a sort of +fool's errand, my coming down here. I know that this isn't the age when +parents can forbid marriages and get away with it, as they used to on +the stage in the old plays. Boys and girls nowadays have a way of going +their own gait in such matters. But my wife doesn't see it in exactly +that way, and she was so insistent on my coming down here to stop the +thing if I could that--well, I came.” + +“I'm glad you did, Mr. Fosdick, real glad. And, although I agree with +you that the very worst thing to do, if we want to stop this team from +pullin' together, is to haul back on the bits and holler 'Whoa,' still +I'm kind of hopeful that, maybe . . . humph! I declare, it looks as if +I'd have to tell you another story. I'm gettin' as bad as Cap'n Hannibal +Doane used to be, and they used to call him 'The Rope Walk' 'cause he +spun so many yarns.” + +Fosdick laughed again. “You may go as far as you like with your stories, +Captain,” he said. “I can grow fat on them.” + +“Thanks. Well, this ain't a story exactly; it just kind of makes the +point I'm tryin' to get at. Calvin Bangs had a white mare one time and +the critter had a habit of runnin' away. Once his wife, Hannah J., was +in the buggy all by herself, over to the Ostable Fair, Calvin havin' got +out to buy some peanuts or somethin'. The mare got scared of the noise +and crowd and bolted. As luck would have it, she went right through the +fence and out onto the trottin' track. And around that track she went, +hell bent for election. All hands was runnin' alongside hollerin' 'Stop +her! Stop her! 'but not Calvin--no SIR! He waited till the mare was +abreast of him, the mare on two legs and the buggy on two wheels and +Hannah 'most anywheres between the dasher and the next world, and then +he sung out: 'Give her her head, Hannah! Give her her head. She'll stop +when she runs down.'” + +He laughed and his visitor laughed with him. + +“I gather,” observed the New Yorker, “that you believe it the better +policy to give our young people their heads.” + +“In reason--yes, I do. It's my judgment that an affair like this will +hurry more and more if you try too hard to stop it. If you don't try at +all so any one would notice it, it may run down and stop of itself, the +way Calvin's mare did.” + +Fosdick nodded reflectively. “I'm inclined to agree with you,” he said. +“But does that mean that they're to correspond, write love letters, and +all that?” + +“Why, in reason, maybe. If we say no to that, they'll write anyhow, +won't they?” + +“Of course. . . . How would it do to get them to promise to write +nothing that their parents might not see? Of course I don't mean for +your grandson to show you his letters before he sends them to Madeline. +He's too old for that, and he would refuse. But suppose you asked him +to agree to write nothing that Madeline would not be willing to show her +mother--or me. Do you think he would?” + +“Maybe. I'll ask him. . . . Yes, I guess likely he'd do that.” + +“My reason for suggesting it is, frankly, not so much on account of the +young people as to pacify my wife. I am not afraid--not very much afraid +of this love affair. They are young, both of them. Give them time, +and--as you say, Snow, the thing may run down, peter out.” + +“I'm in hopes 'twill. It's calf love, as I see it, and I believe 'twill +pay to give the calves rope enough.” + +“So do I. No, I'm not much troubled about the young people. But Mrs. +Fosdick--well, my trouble will be with her. She'll want to have your boy +shot or jailed or hanged or something.” + +“I presume likely. I guess you'll have to handle her the way another +feller who used to live here in South Harniss said he handled his wife. +'We don't never have any trouble at all,' says he. 'Whenever she says +yes or no, I say the same thing. Later on, when it comes to doin', I do +what I feel like.' . . . Eh? You're not goin', are you, Mr. Fosdick?” + +His visitor had risen and was reaching for his coat. Captain Zelotes +also rose. + +“Don't hurry, don't hurry,” he begged. + +“Sorry, but I must. I want to be back in New York tomorrow morning.” + +“But you can't, can you? To do that you'll have to get up to Boston or +Fall River, and the afternoon train's gone. You'd better stay and have +supper along with my wife and me, stay at our house over night, and take +the early train after breakfast to-morrow.” + +“I wish I could; I'd like nothing better. But I can't.” + +“Sure?” Then, with a smile, he added: “Al needn't eat with us, you know, +if his bein' there makes either of you feel nervous.” + +Fosdick laughed again. “I think I should be willing to risk the +nervousness,” he replied. “But I must go, really. I've hired a chap +at the garage here to drive me to Boston in his car and I'll take the +midnight train over.” + +“Humph! Well, if you must, you must. Hope you have a comf'table trip, +Mr. Fosdick. Better wrap up warm; it's pretty nigh a five-hour run to +Boston and there's some cool wind over the Ostable marshes this time of +year. Good-by, sir. Glad to have had this talk with you.” + +His visitor held out his hand. “So am I, Snow,” he said heartily. +“Mighty glad.” + +“I hope I wasn't too short and brisk at the beginnin'. You see, I'd +just read your wife's letter, and--er--well, of course, I didn't +know--just--you see, you and I had never met, and so--” + +“Certainly, certainly. I quite understand. And, fool's errand or not, +I'm very glad I came here. If you'll pardon my saying so, it was worth +the trip to get acquainted with you. I hope, whatever comes of the other +thing, that our acquaintanceship will continue.” + +“Same here, same here. Go right out the side door, Mr. Fosdick, saves +goin' through the office. Good day, sir.” + +He watched the bulky figure of the New York banker tramping across the +yard between the piles of lumber. A moment later he entered the +outer office. Albert and Keeler were at their desks. Captain Zelotes +approached the little bookkeeper. + +“Labe,” he queried, “there isn't anything particular you want me to talk +about just now, is there?” + +Lahan looked up in surprise from his figuring. + +“Why--why, no, Cap'n Lote, don't know's there is,” he said. “Don't +know's there is, not now, no, no, no.” + +His employer nodded. “Good!” he exclaimed. “Then I'm goin' back inside +there and sit down and rest my chin for an hour, anyhow. I've talked so +much to-day that my jaws squeak. Don't disturb me for anything short of +a fire or a mutiny.” + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +He was not disturbed and that evening, after supper was over, he +was ready to talk again. He and Albert sat together in the sitting +room--Mrs. Snow and Rachel were in the kitchen washing dishes--and +Captain Zelotes told his grandson as much as he thought advisable to +tell of his conversation with the Honorable Fletcher Fosdick. At first +Albert was inclined to rebel at the idea of permitting his letters to +Madeline to be read by the latter's parents, but at length he agreed. + +“I'll do it because it may make it easier for her,” he said. “She'll +have a dreadful time, I suppose, with that unreasonable mother of +hers. But, by George, Grandfather,” he exclaimed, “isn't she splendid, +though!” + +“Who? Mrs. Fosdick?” + +“No, of course not,” indignantly. “Madeline. Isn't she splendid and fine +and loyal! I want you to know her, Grandfather, you and Grandmother.” + +“Um-hm. Well, we'll hope to, some day. Now, son, I'm goin' to ask for +another promise. It may seem a hard one to make, but I'm askin' you to +make it. I want you to give me your word that, no matter what happens +or how long you have to wait, you and Madeline won't get married without +tellin' her folks and yours beforehand. You won't run away and marry. +Will you promise me that?” + +Albert looked at him. This WAS a hard promise to make. In their talks +beneath the rainbows, whenever he and Madeline had referred to the +future and its doubts, they had always pushed those doubts aside with +vague hints of an elopement. If the unreasonableness of parents and +grandparents should crowd them too far, they had always as a last +resort, the solution of their problem by way of a runaway marriage. And +now Captain Zelotes was asking him to give up this last resort. + +The captain, watching him keenly, divined what was in his grandson's +mind. + +“Think it over, Al,” he said kindly. “Don't answer me now, but think it +over, and to-morrow mornin' tell me how you feel about it.” He hesitated +a moment and then added: “You know your grandmother and I, we--well, +we have maybe cause to be a little mite prejudiced against this elopin' +business.” + +So Albert thought, and the next morning, as the pair were walking +together to the office, he spoke his thought. Captain Zelotes had not +mentioned the subject. + +“Grandfather,” said Albert, with some embarrassment, “I'm going to give +you that promise.” + +His grandfather, who had been striding along, his heavy brows drawn +together and his glance fixed upon the frozen ground beneath his feet, +looked up. + +“Eh?” he queried, uncomprehendingly. + +“You asked me last night to promise you something, you know. . . . +You asked me to think it over. I have, and I'm going to promise you +that--Madeline and I won't marry without first telling you.” + +Captain Zelotes stopped in his stride; then he walked on again. + +“Thank you, Al,” he said quietly. “I hoped you'd see it that way.” + +“Yes--yes, I--I do. I don't want to bring any more--trouble of that kind +to you and Grandmother. . . . It seems to me that you--that you have had +too much already.” + +“Thank you, son. . . . Much obliged.” + +The captain's tone was almost gruff and that was his only reference to +the subject of the promise; but somehow Albert felt that at that moment +he and his grandfather were closer together, were nearer to a mutual +understanding and mutual appreciation than they had ever been before. + +To promise, however, is one thing, to fulfill the obligation another. As +the days passed Albert found his promise concerning letter-writing very, +very hard to keep. When, each evening he sat down at the table in +his room to pour out his soul upon paper it was a most unsatisfactory +outpouring. The constantly enforced recollection that whatever he wrote +would be subject to the chilling glance of the eye of Fosdick mater was +of itself a check upon the flow. To write a love letter to Madeline had +hitherto been a joy, a rapture, to fill pages and pages a delight. Now, +somehow, these pages were hard to fill. Omitting the very things you +were dying to say, the precious, the intimate things--what was +there left? He and she had, at their meetings and in their former +correspondence, invented many delightful little pet names for each +other. Now those names were taboo; or, at any rate, they might as well +be. The thought of Mrs. Fosdick's sniff of indignant disgust at finding +her daughter referred to as some one's ownest little rosebud withered +that bud before it reached the paper. + +And Madeline's letters to him were quite as unsatisfactory. They were +lengthy, but oh, so matter of fact! Saharas of fact without one oasis of +sentiment. She was well and she had done this and that and had been +to see such and such plays and operas. Father was well and very busy. +Mother, too, was well, so was Googoo--but these last two bits of news +failed to comfort him as they perhaps should. He could only try to glean +between the lines, and as Mrs. Fosdick had raked between those lines +before him, the gleaning was scant picking indeed. + +He found himself growing disconsolate and despondent. Summer seemed ages +away. And when at last it should come--what would happen then? He could +see her only when properly chaperoned, only when Mother, and probably +Googoo, were present. He flew for consolation to the Muse and the +Muse refused to console. The poems he wrote were “blue” and despairing +likewise. Consequently they did not sell. He was growing desperate, +ready for anything. And something came. Germany delivered to our +Government its arrogant mandate concerning unlimited submarine warfare. +A long-suffering President threw patience overboard and answered that +mandate in unmistakable terms. Congress stood at his back and behind +them a united and indignant people. The United States declared war upon +the Hun. + +South Harniss, like every other community, became wildly excited. +Captain Zelotes Snow's gray eyes flashed fiery satisfaction. The flags +at the Snow place and at the lumber yard flew high night and day. He +bought newspapers galore and read from them aloud at meals, in the +evenings, and before breakfast. Issachar, as usual, talked much and said +little. Laban Keeler's comments were pithy and dryly pointed. Albert was +very quiet. + +But one forenoon he spoke. Captain Lote was in the inner office, the +morning newspaper in his hand, when his grandson entered and closed the +door behind him. The captain looked up. + +“Well, Al, what is it?” he asked. + +Albert came over and stood beside the desk. The captain, after a +moment's scrutiny of the young man's face, put down his newspaper. + +“Well, Al?” he said, again. + +Albert seemed to find it hard to speak. + +“Grandfather,” he began, “I--I--Grandfather, I have come to ask a favor +of you.” + +The captain nodded, slowly, his gaze fixed upon his grandson's face. + +“All right; heave ahead,” he said quietly. + +“Grandfather, you and I have had a four years' agreement to work +together in this office. It isn't up yet, but--but I want to break it. I +want you to let me off.” + +“Humph! . . . Let you off, eh? . . . What for?” + +“That's what I came here to tell you. Grandfather, I can't stay +here--now. I want to enlist.” + +Captain Zelotes did not answer. His hand moved upward and pulled at his +beard. + +“I want to enlist,” repeated Albert. “I can't stand it another minute. +I must. If it hadn't been for you and our promise and--and Madeline, I +think I should have joined the Canadian Army a year or more ago. But now +that we have gone into the war, I CAN'T stay out. Grandfather, you don't +want me to, do you? Of course you don't.” + +His grandfather appeared to ponder. + +“If you can wait a spell,” he said slowly, “I might be able to fix it +so's you can get a chance for an officer's commission. I'd ought to have +some pull somewheres, seems so.” + +Albert sniffed impatient disgust. “I don't want to get a commission--in +that way,” he declared. + +“Humph! You'll find there's plenty that do, I shouldn't wonder.” + +“Perhaps, but I'm not one of them. And I don't care so much for a +commission, unless I can earn it. And I don't want to stay here and +study for it. I want to go now. I want to get into the thing. I don't +want to wait.” + +Captain Lote leaned forward. His gray eyes snapped. + +“Want to fight, do you?” he queried. + +“You bet I do!” + +“All right, my boy, then go--and fight. I'd be ashamed of myself if I +held you back a minute. Go and fight--and fight hard. I only wish to God +I was young enough to go with you.” + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +And so, in this unexpected fashion, came prematurely the end of the +four year trial agreement between Albert Speranza and Z. Snow and Co. +Of course neither Captain Zelotes nor Albert admitted that it had ended. +Each professed to regard the break as merely temporary. + +“You'll be back at that desk in a little while, Al,” said the captain, +“addin' up figgers and tormentin' Issy.” And Albert's reply was +invariably, “Why, of course, Grandfather.” + +He had dreaded his grandmother's reception of the news of his intended +enlistment. Olive worshiped her daughter's boy and, although an ardent +patriot, was by no means as fiercely belligerent as her husband. She +prayed each night for the defeat of the Hun, whereas Captain Lote was +for licking him first and praying afterwards. Albert feared a scene; he +feared that she might be prostrated when she learned that he was to +go to war. But she bore it wonderfully well, and as for the dreaded +“scene,” there was none. + +“Zelotes says he thinks it's the right thing for you to do, Albert,” she +said, “so I suppose I ought to think so, too. But, oh, my dear, DO you +really feel that you must? I--it don't seem as I could bear to . . . but +there, I mustn't talk so. It ain't a mite harder for me than it is for +thousands of women all over this world. . . . And perhaps the government +folks won't take you, anyway. Rachel said she read in the Item about +some young man over in Bayport who was rejected because he had fat feet. +She meant flat feet, I suppose, poor thing. Oh, dear me, I'm laughin', +and it seems wicked to laugh a time like this. And when I think of you +goin', Albert, I--I . . . but there, I promised Zelotes I wouldn't. +. . . And they MAY not take you. . . . But oh, of course they will, of +course they will! . . . I'm goin' to make you a chicken pie for dinner +to-day; I know how you like it. . . . If only they MIGHT reject you! +. . . But there, I said I wouldn't and I won't.” + +Rachel Ellis's opinion on the subject and her way of expressing that +opinion were distinctly her own. Albert arose early in the morning +following the announcement of his decision to enter the service. He had +not slept well; his mind was too busy with problems and speculations +to resign itself to sleep. He had tossed about until dawn and had then +risen and sat down at the table in his bedroom to write Madeline of +the step he had determined to take. He had not written her while he was +considering that step. He felt, somehow, that he alone with no pressure +from without should make the decision. Now that it was made, and +irrevocably made, she must of course be told. Telling her, however, was +not an easy task. He was sure she would agree that he had done the right +thing, the only thing, but-- + +“It is going to be very hard for you, dear,” he wrote, heedless of +the fact that Mrs. Fosdick's censorious eye would see and condemn the +“dear.” “It is going to be hard for both of us. But I am sure you will +feel as I do that I COULDN'T do anything else. I am young and strong and +fit and I am an American. I MUST go. You see it, don't you, Madeline. I +can hardly wait until your letter comes telling me that you feel I did +just the thing you would wish me to do.” + +He hesitated and then, even more regardless of the censor, added the +quotation which countless young lovers were finding so apt just then: + + + “I could not love thee, dear, so much, + Loved I not honor more.” + + +So when, fresh from the intimacy of this communication with his adored +and with the letter in his hand, he entered the sitting-room at that +early hour he was not overjoyed to find the housekeeper there ahead +of him. And her first sentence showed that she had been awaiting his +coming. + +“Good mornin', Albert,” she said. “I heard you stirrin' 'round up in +your room and I came down here so's you and I could talk together for a +minute without anybody's disturbin' us. . . . Humph! I guess likely you +didn't sleep any too well last night, did you?” + +Albert shook his head. “Not too well, Rachel,” he replied. + +“I shouldn't wonder. Well, I doubt if there was too much sleep anywheres +in this house last night. So you're really goin' to war, are you, +Albert?” + +“Yes. If the war will let me I certainly am.” + +“Dear, dear! . . . Well, I--I think it's what Robert Penfold would have +done if he was in your place. I've been goin' over it and goin' over it +half the night, myself, and I've come to that conclusion. It's goin' to +be awful hard on your grandma and grandfather and me and Labe, all us +folks here at home, but I guess it's the thing you'd ought to do, the +Penfold kind of thing.” + +Albert smiled. “I'm glad you think so, Rachel,” he said. + +“Well, I do, and if I'm goin' to tell the truth I might as well say I +tried terrible hard to find some good reasons for thinkin' 'twan't. I +did SO! But the only good reasons I could scare up for makin' you stay +to home was because home was safe and comf'table and where you was goin' +wan't. And that kind of reasonin' might do fust-rate for a passel +of clams out on the flats, but it wouldn't be much credit to decent, +self-respectin' humans. When General Rolleson came to that island and +found his daughter and Robert Penfold livin' there in that house made +out of pearls he'd built for her--Wan't that him all over! Another man, +the common run of man, would have been satisfied to build her a house +out of wood and lucky to get that, but no, nothin' would do him +but pearls, and if they'd have been di'monds he'd have been better +satisfied. Well. . . . Where was I? . . . Oh yes! When General Rolleson +came there and says to his daughter, 'Helen, you come home along of +me,' and she says, 'No, I shan't leave him,' meanin' Robert Penfold, you +understand--When she says that did Robert Penfold say, 'That's the talk! +Put that in your pipe, old man, and smoke it?' No, SIR, he didn't! He +says, 'Helen, you go straight home along with your pa and work like fury +till you find out who forged that note and laid it onto me. You find +that out,' he says, 'and then you can come fetch me and not afore.' +That's the kind of man HE was! And they sailed off and left him behind.” + +Albert shook his head. He had heard only about half of the housekeeper's +story. “Pretty rough on him, I should say,” he commented, absently. + +“I GUESS 'twas rough on him, poor thing! But 'twas his duty and so he +done it. It was rough on Helen, havin' to go and leave him, but 'twas +rougher still on him. It's always roughest, seems to me,” she added, +“on the ones that's left behind. Those that go have somethin' to take up +their minds and keep 'em from thinkin' too much. The ones that stay to +home don't have much to do EXCEPT think. I hope you don't get the notion +that I feel your part of it is easy, Al. Only a poor, crazy idiot could +read the papers these days and feel that any part of this war was EASY! +It's awful, but--but it WILL keep you too busy to think, maybe.” + +“I shouldn't wonder, Rachel. I understand what you mean.” + +“We're all goin' to miss you, Albert. This house is goin' to be a pretty +lonesome place, I cal'late. Your grandma'll miss you dreadful and so +will I, but--but I have a notion that your grandpa's goin' to miss you +more'n anybody else.” + +He shook his head. “Oh, not as much as all that, Rachel,” he said. “He +and I have been getting on much better than we used to and we have come +to understand each other better, but he is still disappointed in me. I'm +afraid I don't count for much as a business man, you see; and, besides, +Grandfather can never quite forget that I am the son of what he calls a +Portygee play actor.” + +Mrs. Ellis looked at him earnestly. “He's forgettin' it better every +day, Albert,” she said. “I do declare I never believed Capt'n Lote Snow +could forget it the way he's doin'. And you--well, you've forgot a whole +lot, too. Memory's a good thing, the land knows,” she added, sagely, +“but a nice healthy forgetery is worth consider'ble--some times and in +some cases.” + +Issachar Price's comments on his fellow employee's decision to become a +soldier were pointed. Issy was disgusted. + +“For thunder sakes, Al,” he demanded, “'tain't true that you've enlisted +to go to war and fight them Germans, is it?” + +Albert smiled. “I guess it is, Issy,” he replied. + +“Well, by crimus!” + +“Somebody had to go, you see, Is.” + +“Well, by crimustee!” + +“What's the matter, Issy? Don't you approve?” + +“Approve! No, by crimus, I don't approve! I think it's a divil of a +note, that's what I think.” + +“Why?” + +“WHY? Who's goin' to do the work in this office while you're gone? Labe +and me, that's who; and I'll do the heft of it. Slavin' myself half to +death as 'tis and now--Oh, by crimustee! This war is a darned nuisance. +It hadn't ought to be allowed. There'd ought to be a law against it.” + +But of all the interviews which followed Albert's decision the most +surprising and that which he was the least likely to forget was his +interview with Laban Keeler. It took place on the evening of the third +day following the announcement of his intention to enlist. All that day, +and indeed for several days, Albert had noted in the little bookkeeper +certain symptoms, familiar symptoms they were and from experience the +young man knew what they portended. Laban was very nervous, his fingers +twitched as he wrote, occasionally he rose from his chair and walked +up and down the room, he ran his hand through his scanty hair, he was +inclined to be irritable--that is, irritable for him. Albert had noted +the symptoms and was sorry. Captain Zelotes noted them and frowned and +pulled his beard. + +“Al,” he said to his grandson, “if you can put off goin' up to enlist +for a little spell, a few days, I wish you would. Labe's gettin' ready +to go on one of his vacations.” + +Albert nodded. “I'm afraid he is,” he said. + +“Oh, it's as sartin as two and two makes four. I've lived with him +too many years not to know the signs. And I did hope,” he added, +regretfully, “that maybe he was tryin' to break off. It's been a good +long spell, an extry long spell, since he had his last spree. Ah hum! +it's a pity a good man should have that weak spot in him, ain't it? But +if you could hang around a few more days, while the vacation's goin' on, +I'd appreciate it, Al. I kind of hate to be left here alone with nobody +but Issachar to lean on. Issy's a good deal like a post in some ways, +especially in the makeup of his head, but he's too ricketty to lean on +for any length of time.” + +That evening Albert went to the post-office for the mail. On his way +back as he passed the dark corner by the now closed and shuttered +moving-picture theater he was hailed in a whisper. + +“Al,” said a voice, “Al.” + +Albert turned and peered into the deep shadow of the theater doorway. In +the summer this doorway was a blaze of light and gaiety; now it was cold +and bleak and black enough. From the shadow a small figure emerged on +tiptoe. + +“Al,” whispered Mr. Keeler. “That's you, ain't it? Yes, yes--yes, yes, +yes--I thought 'twas, I thought so.” + +Albert was surprised. For one thing it was most unusual to see the +little bookkeeper abroad after nine-thirty. His usual evening procedure, +when not on a vacation, was to call upon Rachel Ellis at the Snow place +for an hour or so and then to return to his room over Simond's shoe +store, which room he had occupied ever since the building was erected. + +There he read, so people said, until eleven sharp, when his lamp was +extinguished. During or at the beginning of the vacation periods he +usually departed for some unknown destination, destinations which, +apparently, varied. He had been seen, hopelessly intoxicated, in +Bayport, in Ostable, in Boston, once in Providence. When he returned he +never seemed to remember exactly where he had been. And, as most people +were fond of and pitied him, few questions were asked. + +“Why, Labe!” exclaimed Albert. “Is that you? What's the matter?” + +“Busy, are you, Al?” queried Laban. “In a hurry, eh? Are you? In a +hurry, Al, eh?” + +“Why no, not especially.” + +“Could you--could you spare me two or three minutes? Two or three +minutes--yes, yes? Come up to my room, could you--could you, Al?” + +“Yes indeed. But what is it, Labe?” + +“I want to talk. Want to talk, I do. Yes, yes, yes. Saw you go by and +I've been waitin' for you. Waitin'--yes, I have--yes.” + +He seized his assistant by the arm and led him across the road toward +the shoe store. Albert felt the hand on his arm tremble violently. + +“Are you cold, Labe?” he asked. “What makes you shiver so?” + +“Eh? Cold? No, I ain't cold--no, no, no. Come, Al, come.” + +Albert sniffed suspiciously, but no odor of alcohol rewarded the sniff. +Neither was there any perfume of peppermint, Mr. Keeler's transparent +camouflage at a vacation's beginning. And Laban was not humming the +refrain glorifying his “darling hanky-panky.” Apparently he had not yet +embarked upon the spree which Captain Lote had pronounced imminent. But +why did he behave so queerly? + +“I ain't the way you think, Al,” declared the little man, divining his +thought. “I'm just kind of shaky and nervous, that's all. That's all, +that's all, that's all. Yes, yes. Come, come! COME!” + +The last “come” burst from him in an agony of impatience. Albert +hastened up the narrow stairs, Laban leading the way. The latter fumbled +with a key, his companion heard it rattling against the keyhole plate. +Then the door opened. There was a lamp, its wick turned low, burning +upon the table in the room. Mr. Keeler turned it up, making a trembly +job of the turning. Albert looked about him; he had never been in that +room before. + +It was a small room and there was not much furniture in it. And it was a +neat room, for the room of an old bachelor who was his own chambermaid. +Most things seemed to have places where they belonged and most of them +appeared to be in those places. What impressed Albert even more was the +number of books. There were books everywhere, in the cheap bookcase, on +the pine shelf between the windows, piled in the corners, heaped on the +table beside the lamp. They were worn and shabby volumes for the most +part, some with but half a cover remaining, some with none. He picked up +one of the latter. It was Locke on The Human Understanding; and next it, +to his astonishment, was Alice's Adventures in Wonderland. + +Mr. Keeler looked over his shoulder and, for an instant, the whimsical +smile which was characteristic of him curved his lip. + +“Philosophy, Al,” he observed. “If Locke don't suit you try the 'mad +hatter' feller. I get consider'ble comfort out of the hatter, myself. +Do you remember when the mouse was tellin' the story about the three +sisters that lived in the well? He said they lived on everything that +began with M. Alice says 'Why with an M?' And the hatter, or the March +hare, I forget which 'twas, says prompt, 'Why not?' . . . Yes, yes, why +not? that's what he said. . . . There's some philosophy in that, Al. Why +does a hen go across the road? Why not? Why is Labe Keeler a disgrace to +all his friends and the town he lives in? Why not? . . . Eh? . . . Yes, +yes. That's it--why not?” + +He smiled again, but there was bitterness and not humor in the smile. +Albert put a hand on his shoulder. + +“Why, Labe,” he asked, in concern, “what is it?” + +Laban turned away. + +“Don't mind, me, Al,” he said, hurriedly. “I mean don't mind if I act +funny. I'm--I'm kind of--of--Oh, good Lord A'mighty, DON'T look at me +like that! . . . I beg your pardon, Al. I didn't mean to bark like a dog +at you. No, I didn't--no, no. Forgive me, will you? Will you, Al, eh?” + +“Of course I will. But what is the matter, Labe? Sit down and tell me +about it.” + +Instead of sitting the little bookkeeper began to walk up and down. + +“Don't mind me, Al,” he said, hurriedly. “Don't mind me. Let me go my +own gait. My own gait--yes, yes. You see, Al, I--I'm tryin' to enlist, +same as you're goin' to do, and--and MY fight's begun already. Yes +indeed--yes, yes--it has so.” + +Albert was more astonished than ever. There was no smell of alcohol, and +Keeler had declared that he had not been drinking; but-- + +“You're going to ENLIST?” repeated Albert. “YOU? Why, Labe, what--” + +Laban laughed nervously. “Not to kill the Kaiser,” he replied. “No, no, +not that--not exactly. I'd like to, only I wouldn't be much help that +way. But--but Al, I--I want to do somethin'. I--I'd like to try to +show--I'd like to be an American, a decent American, and the best way +to begin, seems to me, is to try and be a man, a decent man. Eh? You +understand, I--I--Oh, Lord, what a mess I am makin' of this! I--I--Al,” + turning and desperately waving his hands, “I'm goin' to try to swear +off. Will you help me?” + +Albert's answer was enthusiastic. “You bet I will!” he exclaimed. Keeler +smiled pathetically. + +“It's goin' to be some job, I cal'late,” he said. “Some job, yes, yes. +But I'm goin' to try it, Al. I read in the papers 'tother day that +America needed every man. Then you enlisted, Al,--or you're goin' to +enlist. It set me to thinkin' I'd try to enlist, too. For the duration +of the war, eh? Yes, yes.” + +“Good for you, Labe! Bully!” + +Laban held up a protesting hand. “Don't hurrah yet, Al,” he said. “This +ain't the first time I've tried it. I've swore off a dozen times in the +last fifteen years. I've promised Rachel and broke the promise over and +over again. Broke my promise to her, the best woman in the world. Shows +what I am, what sort I am, don't it, Al? Yes, it does,--yes, yes. And +she's stuck by me, too, Lord knows why. Last time I broke it I said I'd +never promise her again. Bad enough to be a common drunk without bein' a +liar--yes, yes. But this is a little different. Seems to me--seems so.” + +He began his pacing up and down again. + +“Seems different, somehow,” he went on. “Seems like a new chance. I want +to do somethin' for Uncle Sam. I--I'd like to try and enlist for the +duration of the war--swear off for that long, anyhow. Then, maybe, I'd +be able to keep on for life, you know--duration of Labe Keeler, eh? Yes, +yes, yes. But I could begin for just the war, couldn't I? Maybe, 'twould +fool me into thinkin' that was easier.” + +“Of course, Labe. It's a good idea.” + +“Maybe; and maybe it's a fool one. But I'm goin' to try it. I AM tryin' +it, have been all day.” + +He paused, drew a shaking hand across his forehead and then asked, “Al, +will you help me? I asked you up here hopin' you would. Will you, Al, +eh? Will you?” + +Albert could not understand how he could possibly help another man keep +the pledge, but his promise was eagerly given. + +“Certainly, Labe,” he said. + +“Thanks . . . thank you, Al. . . . And now will you do something for +me--a favor?” + +“Gladly. What is it?” + +Laban did not answer at once. He appeared to be on the point of +doing so, but to be struggling either to find words or to overcome a +tremendous reluctance. When he did speak the words came in a burst. + +“Go down stairs,” he cried. “Down those stairs you came up. At the foot +of 'em, in a kind of cupboard place, under 'em, there's--there probably +is a jug, a full jug. It was due to come by express to-day and I +cal'late it did, cal'late Jim Young fetched it down this afternoon. I--I +could have looked for myself and seen if 'twas there,” he added, after +a momentary hesitation, “but--but I didn't dare to. I was afraid +I'd--I'd--” + +“All right, Labe. I understand. What do you want me to do with it if it +is there?” + +“I want you--I want you to--to--” The little bookkeeper seemed to be +fighting another internal battle between inclination and resolution. The +latter won, for he finished with, “I want you to take it out back of the +buildin' and--and empty it. That's what I want you to do, empty it, Al, +every drop. . . . And, for the Almighty's sake, go quick,” he ordered, +desperately, “or I'll tell you not to before you start. Go!” + +Albert went. He fumbled in the cupboard under the stairs, found the +jug--a large one and heavy--and hastened out into the night with it in +his hands. Behind the shoe store, amid a heap of old packing boxes +and other rubbish, he emptied it. The process was rather lengthy and +decidedly fragrant. As a finish he smashed the jug with a stone. Then he +climbed the stairs again. + +Laban was waiting for him, drops of perspiration upon his forehead. + +“Was--was it there?” he demanded. + +Albert nodded. + +“Yes, yes. 'Twas there, eh? And did you--did you--?” + +“Yes, I did, jug and all.” + +“Thank you, Al . . . thank you . . . I--I've been trying to muster up +spunk enough to do it myself, but--but I swan I couldn't. I didn't dast +to go nigh it . . . I'm a fine specimen, ain't I, now?” he added, with a +twisted smile. “Some coward, eh? Yes, yes. Some coward.” + +Albert, realizing a little of the fight the man was making, was affected +by it. “You're a brick, Labe,” he declared, heartily. “And as for being +a coward--Well, if I am half as brave when my turn comes I shall be +satisfied.” + +Laban shook his head. “I don't know how scared I'd be of a German +bombshell,” he said, “but I'm everlastin' sure I wouldn't run from it +for fear of runnin' towards it, and that's how I felt about that jug. +. . . Yes, yes, yes. I did so . . . I'm much obliged to you, Al. I shan't +forget it--no, no. I cal'late you can trot along home now, if you want +to. I'm pretty safe--for to-night, anyhow. Guess likely the new recruit +won't desert afore morning.” + +But Albert, watching him intently, refused to go. + +“I'm going to stay for a while, Labe,” he said. “I'm not a bit sleepy, +really. Let's have a smoke and talk together. That is, of course, unless +you want to go to bed.” + +Mr. Keeler smiled his twisted smile. “I ain't crazy to,” he said. “The +way I feel now I'd get to sleep about week after next. But I hadn't +ought to keep you up, Al.” + +“Rubbish! I'm not sleepy, I tell you. Sit down. Have a cigar. Now what +shall we talk about? How would books do? What have you been reading +lately, Labe?” + +They smoked and talked books until nearly two. Then Laban insisted upon +his guest departing. “I'm all right, Al” he declared, earnestly. “I am +honest--yes, yes, I am. I'll go to sleep like a lamb, yes indeed.” + +“You'll be at the office in the morning, won't you, Labe?” + +The little bookkeeper nodded. “I'll be there,” he said. “Got to answer +roll call the first mornin' after enlistment. Yes, yes. I'll be there, +Al.” + +He was there, but he did not look as if his indulgence in the lamb-like +sleep had been excessive. He was so pale and haggard that his assistant +was alarmed. + +“You're not sick, are you, Labe?” he asked, anxiously. Laban shook his +head. + +“No,” he said. “No, I ain't sick. Been doin' picket duty up and down the +room since half past three, that's all. Um-hm, that's all. Say, Al, if +General what's-his-name--er--von Hindenburg--is any harder scrapper +than old Field Marshal Barleycorn he's a pretty tough one. Say, Al, you +didn't say anything about--about my--er--enlistin' to Cap'n Lote, did +you? I meant to ask you not to.” + +“I didn't, Labe. I thought you might want it kept a secret.” + +“Um-hm. Better keep it in the ranks until we know how this +first--er--skirmish is comin' out. Yes, yes. Better keep it that way. +Um-hm.” + +All day he stuck manfully at his task and that evening, immediately +after supper, Albert went to the room over the shoe store, found him +there and insisted upon his coming over to call upon Rachel. He had not +intended doing so. + +“You see, Al,” he explained, “I'm--I'm kind of--er--shaky and Rachel +will be worried, I'm afraid. She knows me pretty well and she'll +cal'late I'm just gettin' ready to--to bust loose again.” + +Albert interrupted. “No, she won't, Laban,” he said. “We'll show her +that you're not.” + +“You won't say anything to her about my--er--enlistin', Al? Don't. +No, no. I've promised her too many times--and broke the promises. If +anything should come of this fight of mine I'd rather she'd find it out +for herself. Better to surprise her than to disapp'int her. Yes, yes, +lots better.” + +Albert promised not to tell Rachel and so Laban made his call. When it +was over the young man walked home with him and the pair sat and talked +until after midnight, just as on the previous night. The following +evening it was much the same, except that, as Mr. Keeler pronounced +himself more than usually “shaky” and expressed a desire to “keep +movin',” they walked half way to Orham and back before parting. By the +end of the week Laban declared the fight won--for the time. + +“You've pulled me through the fust tussle, Al,” he said. “I shan't +desert now, not till the next break-out, anyhow. I cal'late it'll get me +harder than ever then. Harder than ever--yes, yes. And you won't be here +to help me, neither.” + +“Never mind; I shall be thinking of you, Labe. And I know you're going +to win. I feel it in my bones.” + +“Um-hm. . . . Yes, yes, yes. . . In your bones, eh? Well, MY bones don't +seem to feel much, except rheumatics once in a while. I hope yours +are better prophets, but I wouldn't want to bet too high on it. No, I +wouldn't--no, no. However, we'll do our best, and they say angels can't +do any more--though they'd probably do it in a different way . . . some +different. . . . Um-hm. . . . Yes, indeed.” + +Two letters came to Albert before that week ended. The first was from +Madeline. He had written her of his intention to enlist and this was her +reply. The letter had evidently been smuggled past the censor, for it +contained much which Mrs. Fosdick would have blue-penciled. Its contents +were a blend of praise and blame, of exaltation and depression. He was +a hero, and so brave, and she was so proud of him. It was wonderful his +daring to go, and just what she would have expected of her hero. If only +she might see him in his uniform. So many of the fellows she knew had +enlisted. They were wonderfully brave, too, although of course nothing +like as wonderful as her own etcetera, etcetera. She had seen some of +THEM in their uniforms and they were PERFECTLY SPLENDID. But they +were officers, or they were going to be. Why wasn't he going to be an +officer? It was so much nicer to be an officer. And if he were one he +might not have to go away to fight nearly so soon. Officers stayed here +longer and studied, you know. Mother had said something about “a common +private,” and she did not like it. But never mind, she would be just as +proud no matter what he was. And she should dream of him and think of +him always and always. And perhaps he might be so brave and wonderful +that he would be given one of those war crosses, the Croix de Guerre or +something. She was sure he would. But oh, no matter what happened, he +must not go where it was TOO dangerous. Suppose he should be wounded. +Oh, suppose, SUPPOSE he should be killed. What would she do then? What +would become of her? MUST he go, after all? Couldn't he stay at home and +study or something, for a while, you know? She should be so lonely after +he was gone. And so frightened and so anxious. And he wouldn't forget +her, would he, no matter where he went? Because she never, never, never +would forget him for a moment. And he must write every day. And-- + +The letter was fourteen pages long. + +The other letter was a surprise. It was from Helen. The Reverend Mr. +Kendall had been told of Albert's intended enlistment and had written +his daughter. + + +So you are going into the war, Albert (she wrote). I am not surprised +because I expected you would do just that. It is what all of us would +like to do, I'm sure, and you were always anxious to go, even before the +United States came in. So I am writing this merely to congratulate you +and to wish you the very best of good luck. Father says you are not +going to try for a commission but intend enlisting as a private. I +suppose that is because you think you may get to the actual fighting +sooner. I think I understand and appreciate that feeling too, but are +you sure it is the best plan? You want to be of the greatest service +to the country and with your education and brains--This ISN'T flattery, +because it is true--don't you think you might help more if you were in +command of men? Of course I don't know, being only a girl, but I have +been wondering. No doubt you know best and probably it is settled before +this; at any rate, please don't think that I intend butting in. “Butting +in” is not at all a proper expression for a schoolmarm to use but it is +a relief to be human occasionally. Whatever you do I am sure will be the +right thing and I know all your friends are going to be very, very proud +of you. I shall hear of you through the people at home, I know, and +I shall be anxious to hear. I don't know what I shall do to help the +cause, but I hope to do something. A musket is prohibitive to females +but the knitting needle is ours and I CAN handle that, if I do say it. +And I MAY go in for Red Cross work altogether. But I don't count much, +and you men do, and this is your day. Please, for the sake of your +grandparents and all your friends, don't take unnecessary chances. I can +see your face as you read that and think that I am a silly idiot. I'm +not and I mean what I say. You see I know YOU and I know you will not be +content to do the ordinary thing. We want you to distinguish yourself, +but also we want you to come back whole and sound, if it is possible. +We shall think of you a great deal. And please, in the midst of the +excitement of the BIG work you are doing, don't forget us home folk, +including your friend, + +HELEN KENDALL. + + +Albert's feelings when he read this letter were divided. He enjoyed +hearing from Helen. The letter was just like herself, sensible and +good-humored and friendly. There were no hysterics in it and no +heroics but he knew that no one except his grandparents and Rachel and +Laban--and, of course, his own Madeline--would think of him oftener or +be more anxious for his safety and welfare than Helen. He was glad she +was his friend, very glad. But he almost wished she had not written. He +felt a bit guilty at having received the letter. He was pretty sure +that Madeline would not like the idea. He was tempted to say nothing +concerning it in his next letter to his affianced, but that seemed +underhanded and cowardly, so he told her. And in her next letter to him +Madeline made no reference at all to Helen or her epistle, so he knew +she was displeased. And he was miserable in consequence. + +But his misery did not last long. The happenings which followed crowded +it from his mind, and from Madeline's also, for that matter. One +morning, having told no one except his grandfather of his intention, he +took the morning train to Boston. When he returned the next day he +was Uncle Sam's man, sworn in and accepted. He had passed the physical +examination with flying colors and the recruiting officers expressed +themselves as being glad to get him. He was home for but one day leave, +then he must go to stay. He had debated the question of going in for a +commission, but those were the early days of our participation in +the war and a Plattsburg training or at least some sort of military +education was almost an essential. He did not want to wait; as he had +told his grandfather, he wanted to fight. So he enlisted as a private. + +And when the brief leave was over he took the train for Boston, no +longer Alberto Miguel Carlos Speranza, South Harniss's Beau Brummel, +poet and Portygee, but Private Speranza, U.S.A. The farewells were brief +and no one cried--much. His grandmother hugged and kissed him, Rachel +looked very much as if she wanted to. Laban and Issachar shook hands +with him. + +“Good luck to you, boy,” said Mr. Keeler. “All the luck there is.” + +“Same to you, old man,” replied Albert. Then, in a lower tone, he added, +“We'll fight it out together, eh?” + +“We'll try. Yes, yes. We'll try. So long, Al.” + +Issachar struck the reassuring note. “Don't fret about things in the +office,” he said. “I'll look out for 'em long's I keep my health.” + +“Be sure and keep that, Issy.” + +“You bet you! Only thing that's liable to break it down is over-work.” + +Captain Zelotes said very little. “Write us when you can, Al,” he said. +“And come home whenever you get leave.” + +“You may be sure of that, Grandfather. And after I get to camp perhaps +you can come and see me.” + +“Maybe so. Will if I can. . . . Well, Al, I . . . I. . . . Good luck to +you, son.” + +“Thank you, Grandfather.” + +They shook hands. Each looked as if there was more he would have liked +to say but found the saying hard. Then the engine bell rang and the +hands fell apart. The little group on the station platform watched +the train disappear. Mrs. Snow and Rachel wiped their eyes with their +handkerchiefs. Captain Zelotes gently patted his wife's shoulder. + +“The team's waitin', Mother,” he said. “Labe'll drive you and Rachel +home.” + +“But--but ain't you comin', too, Zelotes?” faltered Olive. Her husband +shook his head. + +“Not now, Mother,” he answered. “Got to go back to the office.” + +He stood for an instant looking at the faint smear of smoke above the +curve in the track. Then, without another word, he strode off in the +direction of Z. Snow and Co.'s buildings. Issachar Price sniffed. + +“Crimus,” he whispered to Laban, as the latter passed him on the way to +where Jessamine, the Snow horse, was tied, “the old man takes it cool, +don't he! I kind of imagined he'd be sort of shook up by Al's goin' off +to war, but he don't seem to feel it a mite.” + +Keeler looked at him in wonder. Then he drew a long breath. + +“Is,” he said, slowly, “it is a mighty good thing for the Seven Wise Men +of Greece that they ain't alive now.” + +It was Issachar's turn to stare. “Eh?” he queried. “The Seven Wise Men +of Which? Good thing for 'em they ain't alive? What kind of talk's that? +Why is it a good thing?” + +Laban spoke over his shoulder. “Because,” he drawled, “if they was alive +now they'd be so jealous of you they'd commit suicide. Yes, they would. +. . . Yes, yes.” + +With which enigmatical remark he left Mr. Price and turned his attention +to the tethered Jessamine. + +And then began a new period, a new life at the Snow place and in the +office of Z. Snow and Co. Or, rather, life in the old house and at the +lumber and hardware office slumped back into the groove in which it had +run before the opera singer's son was summoned from the New York school +to the home and into the lives of his grandparents. Three people instead +of four sat down at the breakfast table and at dinner and at supper. +Captain Zelotes walked alone to and from the office. Olive Snow no +longer baked and iced large chocolate layer cakes because a certain +inmate of her household was so fond of them. Rachel Ellis discussed +Foul Play and Robert Penfold with no one. The house was emptier, more +old-fashioned and behind the times, more lonely--surprisingly empty and +behind the times and lonely. + +The daily mails became matters of intense interest and expectation. +Albert wrote regularly and of course well and entertainingly. He +described the life at the camp where he and the other recruits were +training, a camp vastly different from the enormous military towns built +later on for housing and training the drafted men. He liked the life +pretty well, he wrote, although it was hard and a fellow had precious +little opportunity to be lazy. Mistakes, too, were unprofitable for the +maker. Captain Lote's eye twinkled when he read that. + +Later on he wrote that he had been made a corporal and his grandmother, +to whom a major general and a corporal were of equal rank, rejoiced much +both at home and in church after meeting was over and friends came to +hear the news. Mrs. Ellis declared herself not surprised. It was the +Robert Penfold in him coming out, so she said. + +A month or two later one of Albert's letters contained an interesting +item of news. In the little spare time which military life afforded him +he continued to write verse and stories. Now a New York publisher, not +one of the most prominent but a reputable and enterprising one, had +written him suggesting the collecting of his poems and their publication +in book form. The poet himself was, naturally, elated. + +“Isn't it splendid!” he wrote. “The best part of it, of course, is that +he asked to publish, I did not ask him. Please send me my scrapbook and +all loose manuscript. When the book will come out I'm sure I don't know. +In fact it may never come out, we have not gotten as far as terms and +contracts yet, but I feel we shall. Send the scrapbook and manuscript +right away, PLEASE.” + +They were sent. In his next letter Albert was still enthusiastic. + +“I have been looking over my stuff,” he wrote, “and some of it is pretty +good, if you don't mind my saying so. Tell Grandfather that when this +book of mine is out and selling I may be able to show him that poetry +making isn't a pauper's job, after all. Of course I don't know how much +it will sell--perhaps not more than five or ten thousand at first--but +even at ten thousand at, say, twenty-five cents royalty each, would be +twenty-five hundred dollars, and that's something. Why, Ben Hur, the +novel, you know, has sold a million, I believe.” + +Mrs. Snow and Rachel were duly impressed by this prophecy of affluence, +but Captain Zelotes still played the skeptic. + +“A million at twenty-five cents a piece!” exclaimed Olive. “Why, +Zelotes, that's--that's an awful sight of money.” + +Mental arithmetic failing her, she set to work with a pencil and paper +and after a strenuous struggle triumphantly announced that it came to +two hundred and fifty thousand dollars. + +“My soul and body!” she cried. “Two hundred and fifty thousand DOLLARS! +My SOUL, Zelotes! Suppose--only suppose Albert's book brought him in as +much as that!” + +Her husband shook his head. “I can't, Olive,” he said, without looking +up from his newspaper. “My supposer wouldn't stand the strain.” + +“But it might, Zelotes, it MIGHT. Suppose it did, what would you say +then?” + +The captain regarded her over the top of the Transcript. “I shouldn't +say a word, Olive,” he answered, solemnly. “I should be down sick by the +time it got up as far as a thousand, and anything past two thousand +you could use to buy my tombstone with. . . . There, there, Mother,” + he added, noticing the hurt look on her face, “don't feel bad. I'm only +jokin'. One of these days Al's goin' to make a nice, comf'table livin' +sellin' lumber and hardware right here in South Harniss. I can SEE that +money in the offin'. All this million or two that's comin' from poetry +and such is out of sight in the fog. It may be there but--humph! well, I +KNOW where Z. Snow and Co. is located.” + +Olive was not entirely placated. “I must say I think you're awful +discouragin' to the poor boy, Zelotes,” she said. Her husband put down +his paper. + +“No, no, I ain't, Mother,” he replied, earnestly. “At least I don't mean +to be. Way I look at it, this poetry-makin' and writin' yarns and that +sort of stuff is just part of the youngster's--er--growin' up, as you +might say. Give him time he'll grow out of it, same as I cal'late he +will out of this girl business, this--er--Madel--humph--er--ahem. . . . +Looks like a good day to-morrow, don't it.” + +He pulled up suddenly, and with considerable confusion. He had kept the +news of his grandson's infatuation and engagement even from his wife. +No one in South Harniss knew of it, no one except the captain. Helen +Kendall knew, but she was in Boston. + +Rachel Ellis picked up the half knitted Red Cross mitten in her lap. +“Well, I don't know whether he's right or you are, Cap'n Lote,” she +said, with a sigh, “but this I do know--I wish this awful war was over +and he was back home again.” + +That remark ended the conversation. Olive resumed her own knitting, +seeing it but indistinctly. Her husband did not continue his newspaper +reading. Instead he rose and, saying something about cal'latin' he would +go for a little walk before turning in, went out into the yard. + +But the war did not end, it went on; so too did the enlisting and +training. In the early summer Albert came home for a two days' leave. He +was broader and straighter and browner. His uniform became him and, more +than ever, the eyes of South Harniss's youthful femininity, native or +imported, followed him as he walked the village streets. But the glances +were not returned, not in kind, that is. The new Fosdick home, although +completed, was not occupied. Mrs. Fosdick had, that summer, decided +that her duties as mover in goodness knows how many war work activities +prevented her taking her “usual summer rest.” Instead she and Madeline +occupied a rented villa at Greenwich, Connecticut, coming into town +for meetings of all sorts. Captain Zelotes had his own suspicions as to +whether war work alone was the cause of the Fosdicks' shunning of what +was to have been their summer home, but he kept those suspicions to +himself. Albert may have suspected also, but he, too, said nothing. The +censored correspondence between Greenwich and the training camp traveled +regularly, and South Harniss damsels looked and longed in vain. He +saw them, he bowed to them, he even addressed them pleasantly and +charmingly, but to him they were merely incidents in his walks to and +from the post-office. In his mind's eye he saw but one, and she, alas, +was not present in the flesh. + +Then he returned to the camp where, later on, Captain Zelotes and Olive +visited him. As they came away the captain and his grandson exchanged a +few significant words. + +“It is likely to be almost any time, Grandfather,” said Albert, quietly. +“They are beginning to send them now, as you know by the papers, and we +have had the tip that our turn will be soon. So--” + +Captain Lote grasped the significance of the uncompleted sentence. + +“I see, Al,” he answered, “I see. Well, boy, I--I--Good luck.” + +“Good luck, Grandfather.” + +That was all, that and one more handclasp. Our Anglo-Saxon inheritance +descends upon us in times like these. The captain was silent for most of +the ride to the railroad station. + +Then followed a long, significant interval during which there were no +letters from the young soldier. After this a short reassuring cablegram +from “Somewhere in France.” “Safe. Well,” it read and Olive Snow carried +it about with her, in the bosom of her gown, all that afternoon and put +it upon retiring on her bureau top so that she might see it the first +thing in the morning. + +Another long interval, then letters, the reassuring but so tantalizingly +unsatisfactory letters we American families were, just at that time, +beginning to receive. Reading the newspapers now had a personal +interest, a terrifying, dreadful interest. Then the packing and sending +of holiday boxes, over the contents of which Olive and Rachel spent much +careful planning and anxious preparation. Then another interval of more +letters, letters which hinted vaguely at big things just ahead. + +Then no letter for more than a month. + +And then, one noon, as Captain Zelotes returned to his desk after the +walk from home and dinner, Laban Keeler came in and stood beside that +desk. + +The captain, looking up, saw the little bookkeeper's face. “What is it, +Labe?” he asked, sharply. + +Laban held a yellow envelope in his hand. + +“It came while you were gone to dinner, Cap'n,” he said. “Ben Kelley +fetched it from the telegraph office himself. He--he said he didn't +hardly want to take it to the house. He cal'lated you'd better have it +here, to read to yourself, fust. That's what he said--yes, yes--that's +what 'twas, Cap'n.” + +Slowly Captain Zelotes extended his hand for the envelope. He did not +take his eyes from the bookkeeper's face. + +“Ben--Ben, he told me what was in it, Cap'n Lote,” faltered Laban. “I--I +don't know what to say to you, I don't--no, no.” + +Without a word the captain took the envelope from Keeler's fingers, and +tore it open. He read the words upon the form within. + +Laban leaned forward. + +“For the Lord sakes, Lote Snow,” he cried, in a burst of agony, +“why couldn't it have been some darn good-for-nothin' like me +instead--instead of him? Oh, my God A'mighty, what a world this is! WHAT +a world!” + +Still Captain Zelotes said nothing. His eyes were fixed upon the yellow +sheet of paper on the desk before him. After a long minute he spoke. + +“Well,” he said, very slowly, “well, Labe, there goes--there goes Z. +Snow and Company.” + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +The telegram from the War Department was brief, as all such telegrams +were perforce obliged to be. The Secretary of War, through his +representative, regretted to inform Captain Zelotes Snow that Sergeant +Albert Speranza had been killed in action upon a certain day. It was +enough, however--for the time quite enough. It was not until later +that the little group of South Harniss recovered sufficiently from the +stunning effect of those few words to think of seeking particulars. +Albert was dead; what did it matter, then, to know how he died? + +Olive bore the shock surprisingly well. Her husband's fears for her +seemed quite unnecessary. The Captain, knowing how she had idolized her +daughter's boy, had dreaded the effect which the news might have upon +her. She was broken down by it, it is true, but she was quiet and +brave--astonishingly, wonderfully quiet and brave. And it was she, +rather than her husband, who played the part of the comforter in those +black hours. + +“He's gone, Zelotes,” she said. “It don't seem possible, I know, but +he's gone. And he died doin' his duty, same as he would have wanted +to die if he'd known 'twas comin', poor boy. So--so we must do ours, +I suppose, and bear up under it the very best we can. It won't be very +long, Zelotes,” she added. “We're both gettin' old.” + +Captain Lote made no reply. He was standing by the window of the +sitting-room looking out into the wet backyard across which the +wind-driven rain was beating in stormy gusts. + +“We must be brave, Zelotes,” whispered Olive, tremulously. “He'd want us +to be and we MUST be.” + +He put his arm about her in a sudden heat of admiration. “I'd be ashamed +not to be after seein' you, Mother,” he exclaimed. + +He went out to the barn a few moments later and Rachel, entering the +sitting-room, found Olive crumpled down in the big rocker in an agony of +grief. + +“Oh, don't, Mrs. Snow, don't,” she begged, the tears streaming down her +own cheeks. “You mustn't give way to it like this; you mustn't.” + +Olive nodded. + +“I know it, I know it,” she admitted, chokingly, wiping her eyes with a +soaked handkerchief. “I shan't, Rachel, only this once, I promise you. +You see I can't. I just can't on Zelotes's account. I've got to bear up +for his sake.” + +The housekeeper was surprised and a little indignant. + +“For his sake!” she repeated. “For mercy sakes why for his sake? Is it +any worse for him than 'tis for you.” + +“Oh, yes, yes, lots worse. He won't say much, of course, bein' Zelotes +Snow, but you and I know how he's planned, especially these last years, +and how he's begun to count on--on Albert. . . . No, no, I ain't goin' +to cry, Rachel, I ain't--I WON'T--but sayin' his name, you know, kind +of--” + +“I know, I know. Land sakes, DON'T I know! Ain't I doin' it myself?” + +“Course you are, Rachel. But we mustn't when Zelotes is around. We +women, we--well, times like these women HAVE to keep up. What would +become of the men if we didn't?” + +So she and Rachel “kept up” in public and when the captain was present, +and he for his part made no show of grief nor asked for pity. He was +silent, talked little and to the callers who came either at the house or +office was uncomplaining. + +“He died like a man,” he told the Reverend Mr. Kendall when the latter +called. “He took his chance, knowin' what that meant--” + +“He was glad to take it,” interrupted the minister. “Proud and glad to +take it.” + +“Sartin. Why not? Wouldn't you or I have been glad to take ours, if we +could?” + +“Well, Captain Snow, I am glad to find you so resigned.” + +Captain Zelotes looked at him. “Resigned?” he repeated. “What do you +mean by resigned? Not to sit around and whimper is one thing--any decent +man or woman ought to be able to do that in these days; but if by bein' +resigned you mean I'm contented to have it so--well, you're mistaken, +that's all.” + +Only on one occasion, and then to Laban Keeler, did he open his shell +sufficiently to give a glimpse of what was inside. Laban entered the +inner office that morning to find his employer sitting in the desk +chair, both hands jammed in his trousers' pockets and his gaze fixed, +apparently, upon the row of pigeon-holes. When the bookkeeper spoke to +him he seemed to wake from a dream, for he started and looked up. + +“Cap'n Lote,” began Keeler, “I'm sorry to bother you, but that last +carload of pine was--” + +Captain Zelotes waved his hand, brushing the carload of pine out of the +conversation. + +“Labe,” he said, slowly, “did it seem to you that I was too hard on +him?” + +Laban did not understand. “Hard on him?” he repeated. “I don't know's I +just get--” + +“Hard on Al. Did it seem to you as if I was a little too much of the +bucko mate to the boy? Did I drive him too hard? Was I unreasonable?” + +The answer was prompt. “No, Cap'n Lote,” replied Keeler. + +“You mean that? . . . Um-hm. . . . Well, sometimes seems as if I might +have been. You see, Labe, when he first come I--Well, I cal'late I +was consider'ble prejudiced against him. Account of his father, you +understand.” + +“Sartin. Sure. I understand.” + +“It took me a good while to get reconciled to the Portygee streak in +him. It chafed me consider'ble to think there was a foreign streak in +our family. The Snows have been straight Yankee for a good long while. +. . . Fact is, I--I never got really reconciled to it. I kept bein' +fearful all the time that that streak, his father's streak, would break +out in him. It never did, except of course in his poetry and that sort +of foolishness, but I was always scared 'twould, you see. And now--now +that this has happened I--I kind of fret for fear that I may have let my +notions get ahead of my fair play. You think I did give the boy a square +deal, Labe?” + +“Sure thing, Cap'n.” + +“I'm glad of that. . . . And--and you cal'late he wasn't--wasn't too +prejudiced against me? I don't mean along at first, I mean this last +year or two.” + +Laban hesitated. He wished his answer to be not an overstatement, but +the exact truth. + +“I think,” he said, with emphasis, “that Al was comin' to understand +you better every day he lived, Cap'n. Yes, and to think more and more +of you, too. He was gettin' older, for one thing--older, more of a +man--yes, yes.” + +Captain Zelotes smiled sadly. “He was more boy than man by a good deal +yet,” he observed. “Well, Labe, he's gone and I'm just beginnin' to +realize how much of life for me has gone along with him. He'd been doin' +better here in the office for the last two or three years, seemed to be +catchin' on to business better. Didn't you think so, Labe?” + +“Sartin. Yes indeed. Fust-rate, fust-rate.” + +“No, not first-rate. He was a long ways from a business man yet, but I +did think he was doin' a lot better. I could begin to see him pilotin' +this craft after I was called ashore. Now he's gone and . . . well, I +don't see much use in my fightin' to keep it afloat. I'm gettin' along +in years--and what's the use?” + +It was the first time Laban had ever heard Captain Zelotes refer to +himself as an old man. It shocked him into sharp expostulation. + +“Nonsense!” he exclaimed. “You ain't old enough for the scrap heap by a +big stretch. And besides, he made his fight, didn't he? He didn't quit, +Al didn't, and he wouldn't want us to. No sir-ee, he wouldn't! No, sir, +no! . . . I--I hope you'll excuse me, Cap'n Lote. I--declare it must +seem to you as if I was talkin' pretty fresh. I swan I'm sorry. I am so +. . . sorry; yes, yes, I be.” + +The captain was not offended. He waved the apologies aside. + +“So you think it's worth while my fightin' it out, do you, Labe?” he +asked, reflectively. + +“I--I think it's what you ought to do anyhow, whether it's worth +while or not. The whole world's fightin'. Uncle Sam's fightin'. Al was +fightin'. You're fightin'. I'm fightin'. It's a darn sight easier to +quit, a darn sight, but--but Al didn't quit. And--and we mustn't--not if +we can help it,” he added, drawing a hand across his forehead. + +His agitation seemed to surprise Captain Zelotes. “So all hands are +fightin', are they, Labe,” he observed. “Well, I presume likely there's +some truth in that. What's your particular fight, for instance?” + +The little bookkeeper looked at him for an instant before replying. +The captain's question was kindly asked, but there was, or so Laban +imagined, the faintest trace of sarcasm in its tone. That trace decided +him. He leaned across the desk. + +“My particular fight?” he repeated. “You--you want to know what 'tis, +Cap'n Lote? All right, all right, I'll tell you.” + +And without waiting for further questioning and with, for him, +surprisingly few repetitions, he told of his “enlistment” to fight John +Barleycorn for the duration of the war. Captain Zelotes listened to the +very end in silence. Laban mopped his forehead with a hand which shook +much as it had done during the interview with Albert in the room above +the shoe store. + +“There--there,” he declared, in conclusion, “that's my fight, Cap'n +Lote. Al and I, we--we kind of went into it together, as you might say, +though his enlistin' was consider'ble more heroic than mine--yes indeed, +I should say so . . . yes, yes, yes. But I'm fightin' too . . . er . . . +I'm fightin' too.” + +Captain Zelotes pulled his beard. + +“How's the fight goin', Labe?” he asked, quietly. + +“Well--well, it's kind of--kind of spotty, as you might say. There's +spots when I get along fairly smooth and others when--well, when it's +pretty rough goin'. I've had four hard spots since Al went away, but +there's two that was the hardest. One was along Christmas and New Year +time; you know I 'most generally had one of my--er--spells along about +then. And t'other is just now; I mean since we got word about--about +Al. I don't suppose likely you surmised it, Cap'n, but--but I'd come to +think a lot of that boy--yes, I had. Seems funny to you, I don't doubt, +but it's so. And since the word come, you know--I--I--well, I've had +some fight, some fight. I--I don't cal'late I've slept more'n four hours +in the last four nights--not more'n that, no. Walkin' helps me most, +seems so. Last night I walked to West Orham.” + +“To West Orham! You WALKED there? Last NIGHT?” + +“Um-hm. Long's I can keep walkin' I--I seem to part way forget--to +forget the stuff, you know. When I'm alone in my room I go 'most +crazy--pretty nigh loony. . . . But there! I don't know why I got to +talkin' like this to you, Cap'n Lote. You've got your troubles and--” + +“Hold on, Labe. Does Rachel know about your fight?” + +“No. No, no. Course she must notice how long I've been--been straight, +but I haven't told her. I want to be sure I'm goin' to win before I +tell her. She's been disappointed times enough before, poor woman. . . . +There, Cap'n Lote, don't let's talk about it any more. Please don't get +the notion that I'm askin' for pity or anything like that. And don't +think I'm comparin' what I call my fight to the real one like Al's. +There's nothin' much heroic about me, eh? No, no, I guess not. Tell that +to look at me, eh?” + +Captain Zelotes rose and laid his big hand on his bookkeeper's shoulder. + +“Don't you believe it, Labe,” he said. “I'm proud of you. . . . And, I +declare, I'm ashamed of myself. . . . Humph! . . . Well, to-night you +come home with me and have supper at the house.” + +“Now, now, Cap'n Lote--” + +“You do as I tell you. After supper, if there's any walkin' to be +done--if you take a notion to frog it to Orham or San Francisco or +somewheres--maybe I'll go with you. Walkin' may be good for my fight, +too; you can't tell till you try. . . . There, don't argue, Labe. I'm +skipper of this craft yet and you'll obey my orders; d'you hear?” + +The day following the receipt of the fateful telegram the captain wrote +a brief note to Fletcher Fosdick. A day or two later he received a +reply. Fosdick's letter was kindly and deeply sympathetic. He had been +greatly shocked and grieved by the news. + + +Young Speranza seemed to me, (he wrote) in my one short interview with +him, to be a fine young fellow. Madeline, poor girl, is almost frantic. +She will recover by and by, recovery is easier at her age, but it will +be very, very hard for you and Mrs. Snow. You and I little thought when +we discussed the problem of our young people that it would be solved +in this way. To you and your wife my sincerest sympathy. When you hear +particulars concerning your grandson's death, please write me. Madeline +is anxious to know and keeps asking for them. Mrs. Fosdick is too much +concerned with her daughter's health to write just now, but she joins me +in sympathetic regards. + + +Captain Zelotes took Mrs. Fosdick's sympathy with a grain of salt. When +he showed this letter to his wife he, for the first time, told her of +the engagement, explaining that his previous silence had been due to +Albert's request that the affair be kept a secret for the present. +Olive, even in the depth of her sorrow, was greatly impressed by the +grandeur of the alliance. + +“Just think, Zelotes,” she exclaimed, “the Fosdick girl--and our Albert +engaged to marry her! Why, the Fosdicks are awful rich, everybody says +so. Mrs. Fosdick is head of I don't know how many societies and clubs +and things in New York; her name is in the paper almost every day, so +another New York woman told me at Red Cross meetin' last summer. And Mr. +Fosdick has been in politics, way up in politics.” + +“Um-hm. Well, he's reformed lately, I understand, so we mustn't hold +that against him.” + +“Why, Zelotes, what DO you mean? How can you talk so? Just think what it +would have meant to have our Albert marry a girl like Madeline Fosdick.” + +The captain put his arm about her and gently patted her shoulder. + +“There, there, Mother,” he said, gently, “don't let that part of it fret +you.” + +“But, Zelotes,” tearfully, “I don't understand. It would have been such +a great thing for Albert.” + +“Would it? Well, maybe. Anyhow, there's no use worryin' about it now. +It's done with--ended and done with . . . same as a good many other +plans that's been made in the world.” + +“Zelotes, don't speak like that, dear, so discouraged. It makes me +feel worse than ever to hear you. And--and he wouldn't want you to, I'm +sure.” + +“Wouldn't he? No, I cal'late you're right, Mother. We'll try not to.” + +Other letters came, including one from Helen. It was not long. Mrs. Snow +was a little inclined to feel hurt at its brevity. Her husband, however, +did not share this feeling. + +“Have you read it carefully, Mother?” he asked. + +“Of course I have, Zelotes. What do you mean?” + +“I mean--well, I tell you, Mother, I've read it three time. The first +time I was like you; seemed to me as good a friend of Al and of us as +Helen Kendall ought to have written more than that. The second time I +read it I begun to wonder if--if--” + +“If what, Zelotes?” + +“Oh, nothin', Mother, nothin'. She says she's comin' to see us just as +soon as she can get away for a day or two. She'll come, and when she +does I cal'late both you and I are goin' to be satisfied.” + +“But why didn't she WRITE more, Zelotes? That's what I can't +understand.” + +Captain Zelotes tugged at his beard reflectively. “When I wrote Fosdick +the other day,” he said, “I couldn't write more than a couple of pages. +I was too upset to do it. I couldn't, that's all.” + +“Yes, but you are Albert's grandfather.” + +“I know. And Helen's always . . . But there, Mother, don't you worry +about Helen Kendall. I've known her since she was born, pretty nigh, and +_I_ tell you she's all RIGHT.” + +Fosdick, in his letter, had asked for particulars concerning Albert's +death. Those particulars were slow in coming. Captain Zelotes wrote +at once to the War Department, but received little satisfaction. The +Department would inform him as soon as it obtained the information. The +name of Sergeant Albert Speranza had been cabled as one of a list of +fatalities, that was all. + +“And to think,” as Rachel Ellis put it, “that we never knew that he'd +been made a sergeant until after he was gone. He never had time to write +it, I expect likely, poor boy.” + +The first bit of additional information was furnished by the press. A +correspondent of one of the Boston dailies sent a brief dispatch to his +paper describing the fighting at a certain point on the Allied front. A +small detachment of American troops had taken part, with the French, +in an attack on a village held by the enemy. The enthusiastic reporter +declared it to be one of the smartest little actions in which our +soldiers had so far taken part and was eloquent concerning the bravery +and dash of his fellow countrymen. “They proved themselves,” he went +on, “and French officers with whom I have talked are enthusiastic. Our +losses, considering the number engaged, are said to be heavy. Among +those reported as killed is Sergeant Albert Speranza, a Massachusetts +boy whom American readers will remember as a writer of poetry and +magazine fiction. Sergeant Speranza is said to have led his company +in the capture of the village and to have acted with distinguished +bravery.” The editor of the Boston paper who first read this dispatch +turned to his associate at the next desk. + +“Speranza? . . . Speranza?” he said aloud. “Say, Jim, wasn't it Albert +Speranza who wrote that corking poem we published after the Lusitania +was sunk?” + +Jim looked up. “Yes,” he said. “He has written a lot of pretty good +stuff since, too. Why?” + +“He's just been killed in action over there, so Conway says in this +dispatch.” + +“So? . . . Humph! . . . Any particulars?” + +“Not yet. 'Distinguished bravery,' according to Conway. Couldn't we have +something done in the way of a Sunday special? He was a Massachusetts +fellow.” + +“We might. We haven't a photograph, have we? If we haven't, perhaps we +can get one.” + +The photograph was obtained--bribery and corruption of the Orham +photographer--and, accompanied by a reprint of the Lusitania poem, +appeared in the “Magazine Section” of the Sunday newspaper. With these +also appeared a short notice of the young poet's death in the service of +his country. + +That was the beginning. At the middle of that week Conway sent another +dispatch. The editor who received it took it into the office of the +Sunday editor. + +“Say,” he said, “here are more particulars about that young chap +Speranza, the one we printed the special about last Sunday. He must have +been a corker. When his lieutenant was put out of business by a shrapnel +this Speranza chap rallied the men and jammed 'em through the Huns like +a hot knife through butter. Killed the German officer and took three +prisoners all by himself. Carried his wounded lieutenant to the rear +on his shoulders, too. Then he went back into the ruins to get another +wounded man and was blown to slivers by a hand grenade. He's been cited +in orders and will probably be decorated by the French--that is, +his memory will be. Pretty good for a poet, I'd say. No 'lilies and +languors' about that, eh?” + +The Sunday editor nodded approval. + +“Great stuff!” he exclaimed. “Let me have that dispatch, will you, when +you've finished. I've just discovered that this young Speranza's father +was Speranza, the opera baritone. You remember him? And his mother was +the daughter of a Cape Cod sea captain. How's that? Spain, Cape Cod, +opera, poetry and the Croix de Guerre. And have you looked at the young +fellow's photograph? Combination of Adonis and 'Romeo, where art thou.' +I've had no less than twenty letters about him and his poetry already. +Next Sunday we'll have a special 'as is.' Where can I get hold of a lot +of his poems?” + +The “special as was” occupied an entire page. A reporter had visited +South Harniss and had taken photographs of the Snow place and some of +its occupants. Captain Zelotes had refused to pose, but there was a +view of the building and yards of “Z. Snow and Co.” with the picturesque +figure of Mr. Issachar Price tastefully draped against a pile of boards +in the right foreground. Issy had been a find for the reporter; he +supplied the latter with every fact concerning Albert which he could +remember and some that he invented on the spur of the moment. According +to Issy, Albert was “a fine, fust-class young feller. Him and me was +like brothers, as you might say. When he got into trouble, or was +undecided or anything, he'd come to me for advice and I always gave it +to him. Land, yes! I always give to Albert. No matter how busy I was I +always stopped work to help HIM out.” The reporter added that Mr. Price +stopped work even while speaking of it. + +The special attracted the notice of other newspaper editors. This +skirmish in which Albert had taken so gallant part was among the first +in which our soldiers had participated. So the story was copied and +recopied. The tale of the death of the young poet, the “happy warrior,” + as some writer called him, was spread from the Atlantic to the Pacific +and from Canada to the Gulf. And just at this psychological moment the +New York publisher brought out the long deferred volume. The Lances of +Dawn, Being the Collected Poems of Albert M. C. Speranza, such was its +title. + +Meanwhile, or, rather, within the week when the Lances of Dawn flashed +upon the public, Captain Zelotes received a letter from the captain of +Albert's regiment in France. It was not a long letter, for the captain +was a busy man, but it was the kindly, sympathetic letter of one who +was, literally, that well-advertised combination, an officer and a +gentleman. It told of Albert's promotion to the rank of sergeant, “a +promotion which, had the boy been spared, would, I am sure, have been +the forerunner of others.” It told of that last fight, the struggle for +the village, of Sergeant Speranza's coolness and daring and of his rush +back into the throat of death to save a wounded comrade. + + +The men tell me they tried to stop him (wrote the captain). He was +himself slightly wounded, he had just brought Lieutenant Stacey back +to safety and the enemy at that moment was again advancing through the +village. But he insisted upon going. The man he was trying to rescue was +a private in his company and the pair were great friends. So he started +back alone, although several followed him a moment later. They saw him +enter the ruined cottage where his friend lay. Then a party of the +enemy appeared at the corner and flung grenades. The entire side of the +cottage which he had just entered was blown in and the Germans passed on +over it, causing our men to fall back temporarily. We retook the place +within half an hour. Private Kelly's body--it was Private Kelly whom +Sergeant Speranza was attempting to rescue--was found and another, badly +disfigured, which was at first supposed to be that of your grandson. But +this body was subsequently identified as that of a private named Hamlin +who was killed when the enemy first charged. Sergeant Speranza's body +is still missing, but is thought to be buried beneath the ruins of the +cottage. These ruins were subsequently blown into further chaos by a +high explosive shell. + + +Then followed more expressions of regret and sympathy and confirmation +of the report concerning citation and the war cross. Captain Lote read +the letter at first alone in his private office. Then he brought it +home and gave it to his wife to read. Afterward he read it aloud to Mrs. +Ellis and to Laban, who was making his usual call in the Snow kitchen. + +When the reading was ended Labe was the first to speak. His eyes were +shining. + +“Godfreys!” he exclaimed. “Godfreys, Cap'n Lote!” + +The captain seemed to understand. + +“You're right, Labe,” he said. “The boy's made us proud of him. . . . +Prouder than some of us are of ourselves, I cal'late,” he added, rising +and moving toward the door. + +“Sho, sho, Cap'n, you mustn't feel that way. No, no.” + +“Humph! . . . Labe, I presume likely if I was a pious man, one of the +old-fashioned kind of pious, and believed the Almighty went out of his +way to get square with any human bein' that made a mistake or didn't do +the right thing--if I believed that I might figger all this was a sort +of special judgment on me for my prejudices, eh?” + +Mr. Keeler was much disturbed. + +“Nonsense, nonsense, Cap'n Lote!” he protested. “You ain't fair to +yourself. You never treated Al anyhow but just honest and fair and +square. If he was here now instead of layin' dead over there in France, +poor feller, he'd say so, too. Yes, he would. Course he would.” + +The captain made no reply, but walked from the room. Laban turned to +Mrs. Ellis. + +“The old man broods over that,” he said. “I wish. . . . Eh? What's the +matter, Rachel? What are you lookin' at me like that for?” + +The housekeeper was leaning forward in her chair, her cheeks flushed and +her hands clenched. + +“How do you know he's dead?” she asked, in a mysterious whisper. + +“Eh? How do I know who's dead?” + +“Albert. How do you know he's dead?” + +Laban stared at her. + +“How do I know he's DEAD!” he repeated. “How do I know--” + +“Yes, yes, yes,” impatiently; “that's what I said. Don't run it over +three or four times more. How do you know Albert's dead?” + +“Why, Rachel, what kind of talk's that? I know he's dead because the +newspapers say so, and the War Department folks say so, and this cap'n +man in France that was right there at the time, HE says so. All hands +say so--yes, yes. So don't--” + +“Sh! I don't care if they all say so ten times over. How do they KNOW? +They ain't found him dead, have they? The report from the War Department +folks was sent when they thought that other body was Albert's. Now they +know that wasn't him. Where is he?” + +“Why, under the ruins of that cottage. 'Twas all blown to pieces and +most likely--” + +“Um-hm. There you are! 'Most likely!' Well, I ain't satisfied with most +likelys. I want to KNOW.” + +“But--but--” + +“Laban Keeler, until they find his body I shan't believe Albert's dead.” + +“But, Rachel, you mustn't try to deceive yourself that way. Don't you +see--” + +“No, I don't see. Labe, when Robert Penfold was lost and gone for all +them months all hands thought he was dead, didn't they? But he wasn't; +he was on that island lost in the middle of all creation. What's to +hinder Albert bein' took prisoner by those Germans? They came back to +that cottage place after Albert was left there, the cap'n says so in +that letter Cap'n Lote just read. What's to hinder their carryin' Al off +with 'em? Eh? What's to hinder?” + +“Why--why, nothin', I suppose, in one way. But nine chances out of +ten--” + +“That leaves one chance, don't it. I ain't goin' to give up that chance +for--for my boy. I--I--Oh, Labe, I did think SO much of him.” + +“I know, Rachel, I know. Don't cry any more than you can help. And if +it helps you any to make believe--I mean to keep on hopin' he's alive +somewheres--why, do it. It won't do any harm, I suppose. Only I wouldn't +hint such a thing to Cap'n Lote or Olive.” + +“Of course not,” indignantly. “I ain't quite a fool, I hope. . . . And I +presume likely you're right, Laban. The poor boy is dead, probably. But +I--I'm goin' to hope he isn't, anyhow, just to get what comfort I can +from it. And Robert Penfold did come back, you know.” + +For some time Laban found himself, against all reason, asking the very +question Rachel had asked: Did they actually KNOW that Albert was dead? +But as the months passed and no news came he ceased to ask it. Whenever +he mentioned the subject to the housekeeper her invariable reply was: +“But they haven't found his body, have they?” She would not give up +that tenth chance. As she seemed to find some comfort in it he did not +attempt to convince her of its futility. + +And, meanwhile The Lances of Dawn, Being the Collected Poems of +Albert M. C. Speranza was making a mild sensation. The critics were +surprisingly kind to it. The story of the young author's recent and +romantic death, of his gallantry, his handsome features displayed in +newspapers everywhere, all these helped toward the generous welcome +accorded the little volume. If the verses were not inspired--why, they +were at least entertaining and pleasant. And youth, high-hearted youth +sang on every page. So the reviewers were kind and forbearing to the +poems themselves, and, for the sake of the dead soldier-poet, were often +enthusiastic. The book sold, for a volume of poems it sold very well +indeed. + +At the Snow place in South Harniss pride and tears mingled. Olive read +the verses over and over again, and wept as she read. Rachel Ellis +learned many of them by heart, but she, too, wept as she recited them to +herself or to Laban. In the little bookkeeper's room above Simond's shoe +store The Lances of Dawn lay under the lamp upon the center table as +before a shrine. Captain Zelotes read the verses. Also he read all +the newspaper notices which, sent to the family by Helen Kendall, +were promptly held before his eyes by Olive and Rachel. He read the +publisher's advertisements, he read the reviews. And the more he read +the more puzzled and bewildered he became. + +“I can't understand it, Laban,” he confided in deep distress to Mr. +Keeler. “I give in I don't know anything at all about this. I'm clean +off soundin's. If all this newspaper stuff is so Albert was right +all the time and I was plumb wrong. Here's this feller,” picking up a +clipping from the desk, “callin' him a genius and 'a gifted youth' and +the land knows what. And every day or so I get a letter from somebody I +never heard of tellin' me what a comfort to 'em those poetry pieces of +his are. I don't understand it, Labe. It worries me. If all this is true +then--then I was all wrong. I tried to keep him from makin' up poetry, +Labe--TRIED to, I did. If what these folks say is so somethin' ought +to be done to me. I--I--by thunder, I don't know's I hadn't ought to be +hung! . . . And yet--and yet, I did what I thought was right and did +it for the boy's sake . . . And--and even now I--I ain't sartin I was +wrong. But if I wasn't wrong then this is . . . Oh, I don't know, I +don't know!” + +And not only in South Harniss were there changes of heart. In New York +City and at Greenwich where Mrs. Fosdick was more than ever busy with +war work, there were changes. When the newspaper accounts of young +Speranza's heroic death were first published the lady paid little +attention to them. Her daughter needed all her care just then--all the +care, that is, which she could spare from her duties as president of +this society and corresponding secretary of that. If her feelings upon +hearing the news could have been analyzed it is probable that their +larger proportion would have been a huge sense of relief. THAT problem +was solved, at all events. She was sorry for poor Madeline, of course, +but the dear child was but a child and would recover. + +But as with more and more intensity the limelight of publicity was +turned upon Albert Speranza's life and death and writing, the wife of +the Honorable Fletcher Fosdick could not but be impressed. As head of +several so-called literary societies, societies rather neglected since +the outbreak of hostilities, she had made it her business to hunt +literary lions. Recently it was true that military lions--Major +Vermicelli of the Roumanian light cavalry, or Private Drinkwater of the +Tank Corps--were more in demand than Tagores, but, as Mrs. Fosdick read +of Sergeant Speranza's perils and poems, it could not help occurring to +her that here was a lion both literary and martial. Decidedly she had +not approved of her daughter's engagement to that lion, but now the said +lion was dead, which rendered him a perfectly harmless yet not the +less fascinating animal. And then appeared The Lances of Dawn and Mrs. +Fosdick's friends among the elect began to read and talk about it. + +It was then that the change came. Those friends, one by one, individuals +judiciously chosen, were told in strict confidence of poor Madeline's +romantic love affair and its tragic ending. These individuals, chosen +judiciously as has been stated, whispered, also in strict confidence, +the tale to other friends and acquaintances. Mrs. Fosdick began to +receive condolences on her daughter's account and on her own. Soon she +began to speak publicly of “My poor, dear daughter's dead fiance. Such a +loss to American literature. Sheer genius. Have you read the article in +the Timepiece? Madeline, poor girl, is heartbroken, naturally, but very +proud, even in the midst of her grief. So are we all, I assure you.” + +She quoted liberally from The Lances of Dawn. A copy specially bound, +lay upon her library table. Albert's photograph in uniform, obtained +from the Snows by Mr. Fosdick, who wrote for it at his wife's request, +stood beside it. To callers and sister war workers Mrs. Fosdick gave +details of the hero's genius, his bravery, his devotion to her daughter. +It was all so romantic and pleasantly self-advertising--and perfectly +safe. + +Summer came again, the summer of 1918. The newspapers now were gravely +personal reading to millions of Americans. Our new army was trying +its metal on the French front and with the British against the vaunted +Hindenburg Line. The transports were carrying thousands on every trip to +join those already “over there.” In South Harniss and in Greenwich and +New York, as in every town and city, the ordinary summer vacations and +playtime occupations were forgotten or neglected and war charities and +war labors took their place. Other soldiers than Sergeant Speranza were +the newspaper heroes now, other books than The Lances of Dawn talked +about. + +As on the previous summer the new Fosdick cottage was not occupied by +its owners. Mrs. Fosdick was absorbed by her multitudinous war duties +and her husband was at Washington giving his counsel and labor to +the cause. Captain Zelotes bought to his last spare dollar of each +successive issue of Liberty Bonds, and gave that dollar to the Red Cross +or the Y. M. C. A.; Laban and Rachel did likewise. Even Issachar Price +bought Thrift Stamps and exhibited them to anyone who would stop long +enough to look. + +“By crimus,” declared Issy, “I'm makin' myself poor helpin' out the +gov'ment, but let 'er go and darn the Kaiser, that's my motto. But they +ain't all like me. I was down to the drug store yesterday and old +man Burgess had the cheek to tell me I owed him for some cigars I +bought--er--last fall, seems to me 'twas. I turned right around and +looked at him--'I've got my opinion,' says I, 'of a man that thinks of +cigars and such luxuries when the country needs every cent. What have +you got that gov'ment poster stuck up on your wall for?' says I. 'Read +it,' I says. 'It says' '“Save! Save! Save!”' don't it? All right. That's +what I'M doin'. I AM savin'.' Then when he was thinkin' of somethin' to +answer back I walked right out and left him. Yes sir, by crimustee, I +left him right where he stood!” + +August came; September--the Hindenburg Line was broken. Each day the +triumphant headlines in the papers were big and black and also, alas, +the casualty lists on the inside pages long and longer. Then October. +The armistice was signed. It was the end. The Allied world went wild, +cheered, danced, celebrated. Then it sat back, thinking, thanking God, +solemnly trying to realize that the killing days, the frightful days of +waiting and awful anxiety, were over. + +And early in November another telegram came to the office of Z. Snow and +Co. This time it came, not from the War Department direct, but from the +Boston headquarters of the American Red Cross. + +And this time, just as on the day when the other fateful telegram came, +Laban Keeler was the first of the office regulars to learn its contents. +Ben Kelley himself brought this message, just as he had brought that +telling of Albert Speranza's death. And the usually stolid Ben was +greatly excited. He strode straight from the door to the bookkeeper's +desk. + +“Is the old man in, Labe?” he whispered, jerking his head toward the +private office, the door of which happened to be shut. + +Laban looked at him over his spectacles. “Cap'n Lote, you mean?” he +asked. “Yes, he's in. But he don't want to be disturbed--no, no. Goin' +to write a couple of important letters, he said. Important ones. . . . +Um-hm. What is it, Ben? Anything I can do for you?” + +Kelley did not answer that question. Instead he took a telegram from his +pocket. + +“Read it, Labe,” he whispered. “Read it. It's the darndest +news--the--the darnedest good news ever you heard in your life. It don't +seem as if it could he, but, by time, I guess 'tis. Anyhow, it's from +the Red Cross folks and they'd ought to know.” + +Laban stared at the telegram. It was not in the usual envelope; Kelley +had been too anxious to bring it to its destination to bother with an +envelope. + +“Read it,” commanded the operator again. “See if you think Cap'n Lote +ought to have it broke easy to him or--or what? Read it, I tell you. +Lord sakes, it's no secret! I hollered it right out loud when it come in +over the wire and the gang at the depot heard it. They know it and it'll +be all over town in ten minutes. READ IT.” + +Keeler read the telegram. His florid cheeks turned pale. + +“Good Lord above!” he exclaimed, under his breath. + +“Eh? I bet you! Shall I take it to the cap'n? Eh? What do you think?” + +“Wait. . . . Wait . . . I--I--My soul! My soul! Why . . . It's--it's +true. . . . And Rachel always said . . . Why, she was right . . . +I . . .” + +From without came the sound of running feet and a series of yells. + +“Labe! Labe!” shrieked Issy. “Oh, my crimus! . . . Labe!” + +He burst into the office, his eyes and mouth wide open and his hands +waving wildly. + +“Labe! Labe!” he shouted again. “Have you heard it? Have you? It's true, +too. He's alive! He's alive! He's alive!” + +Laban sprang from his stool. “Shut up, Is!” he commanded. “Shut up! Hold +on! Don't--” + +“But he's alive, I tell you! He ain't dead! He ain't never been dead! +Oh, my crimus! . . . Hey, Cap'n Lote! HE'S ALIVE!” + +Captain Zelotes was standing in the doorway of the private office. The +noise had aroused him from his letter writing. + +“Who's alive? What's the matter with you this time, Is?” he demanded. + +“Shut up, Issy,” ordered Laban, seizing the frantic Mr. Price by the +collar. “Be still! Wait a minute.” + +“Be still? What do I want to be still for? I cal'late Cap'n Lote'll +holler some, too, when he hears. He's alive, Cap'n Lote, I tell ye. Let +go of me, Labe Keeler! He's alive!” + +“Who's alive? What is it? Labe, YOU answer me. Who's alive?” + +Laban's thoughts were still in a whirl. He was still shaking from the +news the telegraph operator had brought. Rachel Ellis was at that moment +in his mind and he answered as she might have done. + +“Er--er--Robert Penfold,” he said. + +“Robert PENFOLD! What--” + +Issachar could hold in no longer. + +“Robert Penfold nawthin'!” he shouted. “Who in thunder's he? 'Tain't +Robert Penfold nor Robert Penholder neither. It's Al Speranza, that's +who 'tis. He ain't killed, Cap'n Lote. He's alive and he's been alive +all the time.” + +Kelley stepped forward. + +“Looks as if 'twas so, Cap'n Snow,” he said. “Here's the telegram from +the Red Cross.” + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +There was nothing miraculous about it. That is to say, it was no more of +a miracle than hundreds of similar cases in the World War. The papers of +those years were constantly printing stories of men over whose supposed +graves funeral sermons had been preached, to whose heirs insurance +payments had been made, in whose memory grateful communities had made +speeches and delivered eulogiums--the papers were telling of instance +after instance of those men being discovered alive and in the flesh, as +casuals in some French hospital or as inmates of German prison camps. + +Rachel Ellis had asked what was to hinder Albert's having been taken +prisoner by the Germans and carried off by them. As a matter of fact +nothing had hindered and that was exactly what had happened. Sergeant +Speranza, wounded by machine gun fire and again by the explosion of the +grenade, was found in the ruins of the cottage when the detachment of +the enemy captured it. He was conscious and able to speak, so instead +of being bayonetted was carried to the rear where he might be questioned +concerning the American forces. The questioning was most unsatisfactory +to the Prussian officers who conducted it. Albert fainted, recovered +consciousness and fainted again. So at last the Yankee swine was left +to die or get well and his Prussian interrogators went about other +business, the business of escaping capture themselves. But when they +retreated the few prisoners, mostly wounded men, were taken with them. + +Albert's recollections of the next few days were hazy and very doubtful. +Pain, pain and more pain. Hours and hours--they seemed like years--of +jolting over rough roads. Pawing-over by a fat, bearded surgeon, who +may not have been intentionally brutal, but quite as likely may. A great +desire to die, punctuated by occasional feeble spurts of wishing to +live. Then more surgical man-handling, more jolting--in freight cars +this time--a slow, miserable recovery, nurses who hated their patients +and treated them as if they did, then, a prison camp, a German prison +camp. Then horrors and starvation and brutality lasting many months. +Then fever. + +He was wandering in that misty land between this world and the +next when, the armistice having been signed, an American Red Cross +representative found him. In the interval between fits of delirium +he told this man his name and regiment and, later, the name of his +grandparents. When it seemed sure that he was to recover the Red Cross +representative cabled the facts to this country. And, still later, those +facts, or the all-important fact that Sergeant Albert M. C. Speranza was +not dead but alive, came by telegraph to Captain Zelotes Snow of South +Harniss. And, two months after that, Captain Zelotes himself, standing +on the wharf in Boston and peering up at a crowded deck above him, saw +the face of his grandson, that face which he had never expected to see +again, looking eagerly down upon him. + +A few more weeks and it was over. The brief interval of camp life and +the mustering out were things of the past. Captain Lote and Albert, +seated in the train, were on their way down the Cape, bound home. Home! +The word had a significance now which it never had before. Home! + +Albert drew a long breath. “By George!” he exclaimed. “By George, +Grandfather, this looks good to me!” + +It might not have looked as good to another person. It was raining, the +long stretches of salt marsh were windswept and brown and bleak. In the +distance Cape Cod Bay showed gray and white against a leaden sky. The +drops ran down the dingy car windows. + +Captain Zelotes understood, however. He nodded. + +“It used to look good to me when I was bound home after a v'yage,” he +observed. “Well, son, I cal'late your grandma and Rachel are up to the +depot by this time waitin' for you. We ain't due for pretty nigh an hour +yet, but I'd be willin' to bet they're there.” + +Albert smiled. “My, I do want to see them!” he said. + +“Shouldn't wonder a mite if they wanted to see you, boy. Well, I'm kind +of glad I shooed that reception committee out of the way. I presumed +likely you'd rather have your first day home to yourself--and us.” + +“I should say so! Newspaper reporters are a lot of mighty good fellows, +but I hope I never see another one. . . . That's rather ungrateful, I +know,” he added, with a smile, “but I mean it--just now.” + +He had some excuse for meaning it. The death of Albert Speranza, poet +and warrior, had made a newspaper sensation. His resurrection and return +furnished material for another. Captain Zelotes was not the only person +to meet the transport at the pier; a delegation of reporters was there +also. Photographs of Sergeant Speranza appeared once more in print. This +time, however, they were snapshots showing him in uniform, likenesses +of a still handsome, but less boyish young man, thinner, a scar upon +his right cheek, and the look in his eyes more serious, and infinitely +older, the look of one who had borne much and seen more. The reporters +found it difficult to get a story from the returned hero. He seemed to +shun the limelight and to be almost unduly modest and retiring, which +was of itself, had they but known it, a transformation sufficiently +marvelous to have warranted a special “Sunday special.” + +“Will not talk about himself,” so one writer headed his article. Gertie +Kendrick, with a brand-new ring upon her engagement finger, sniffed as +she read that headline to Sam Thatcher, who had purchased the ring. “Al +Speranza won't talk about himself!” exclaimed Gertie. “Well, it's the +FIRST time, then. No wonder they put it in the paper.” + +But Albert would not talk, claiming that he had done nothing worth +talking about, except to get himself taken prisoner in almost his first +engagement. “Go and ask some of the other fellows aboard here,” he +urged. “They have been all through it.” As he would not talk the +newspaper men were obliged to talk for him, which they did by describing +his appearance and his manner, and by rehashing the story of the fight +in the French village. Also, of course, they republished some of his +verses. The Lances of Dawn appeared in a special edition in honor of its +author's reappearance on this earth. + +“Yes sir,” continued Captain Zelotes, “the reception committee was +consider'ble disappointed. They'd have met you with the Orham band if +they'd had their way. I told 'em you'd heard all the band music you +wanted in camp, I guessed likely, and you'd rather come home quiet. +There was goin' to be some speeches, too, but I had them put off.” + +“Thanks, Grandfather.” + +“Um-hm. I had a notion you wouldn't hanker for speeches. If you do +Issy'll make one for you 'most any time. Ever since you got into the +papers Issy's been swellin' up like a hot pop-over with pride because +you and he was what he calls chummies. All last summer Issachar spent +his evenin's hangin' around the hotel waitin' for the next boarder to +mention your name. Sure as one did Is was ready for him. 'Know him?' +he'd sing out. 'Did I know Al Speranza? ME? Well, now say!--' And so on, +long as the feller would listen. I asked him once if he ever told any of +'em how you ducked him with the bucket of water. He didn't think I knew +about that and it kind of surprised him, I judged.” + +Albert smiled. “Laban told you about it, I suppose,” he said. “What a +kid trick that was, wasn't it?” + +The captain turned his head and regarded him for an instant. The old +twinkle was in his eye when he spoke. + +“Wouldn't do a thing like that now, Al, I presume likely?” he said. +“Feel a good deal older now, eh?” + +Albert's answer was seriously given. + +“Sometimes I feel at least a hundred and fifty,” he replied. + +“Humph! . . . Well, I wouldn't feel like that. If you're a hundred and +fifty I must be a little older than Methuselah was in his last years. +I'm feelin' younger to-day, younger than I have for quite a spell. Yes, +for quite a spell.” + +His grandson put a hand on his knee. “Good for you, Grandfather,” he +said. “Now tell me more about Labe. Do you know I think the old chap's +sticking by his pledge is the bulliest thing I've heard since I've been +home.” + +So they talked of Laban and of Rachel and of South Harniss happenings +until the train drew up at the platform of that station. And upon that +platform stepped Albert to feel his grandmother's arms about him and her +voice, tremulous with happiness, at his ear. And behind her loomed Mrs. +Ellis, her ample face a combination of smiles and tears, “all sunshine +and fair weather down below but rainin' steady up aloft,” as Captain +Lote described it afterwards. And behind her, like a foothill in +the shadow of a mountain, was Laban. And behind Laban--No, that is a +mistake--in front of Laban and beside Laban and in front of and beside +everyone else when opportunity presented was Issachar. And Issachar's +expression and bearings were wonderful to see. A stranger, and there +were several strangers amid the group at the station, might have gained +the impression that Mr. Price, with of course a very little help from +the Almighty, was responsible for everything. + +“Why, Issy!” exclaimed Albert, when they shook hands. “You're here, too, +eh?” + +Mr. Price's already protuberant chest swelled still further. His reply +had the calmness of finality. + +“Yes, sir,” said Issy, “I'm here. 'Who's goin' to look out for Z. Snow +and Co. if all hands walks out and leaves 'em?' Labe says. 'I don't +know,' says I, 'and I don't care. I'm goin' to that depot to meet Al +Speranzy and if Z. Snow and Co. goes to pot while I'm gone I can't help +it. I have sacrificed,' I says, 'and I stand ready to sacrifice pretty +nigh everything for my business, but there's limits and this is one of +'em. I'm goin' acrost to that depot to meet him,' says I, 'and don't you +try to stop me, Labe Keeler.'” + +“Great stuff, Is!” said Albert, with a laugh. “What did Labe say to +that?” + +“What was there for him to say? He could see I meant it. Course he hove +out some of his cheap talk, but it didn't amount to nothin'. Asked if I +wan't goin' to put up a sign sayin' when I'd be back, so's to ease the +customers' minds. 'I don't know when I'll be back,' I says. 'All right,' +says he, 'put that on the sign. That'll ease 'em still more.' Just cheap +talk 'twas. He thinks he's funny, but I don't pay no attention to him.” + +Others came to shake hands and voice a welcome. The formal reception, +that with the band, had been called off at Captain Zelotes's request, +but the informal one was, in spite of the rain, which was now much less +heavy, quite a sizable gathering. + +The Reverend Mr. Kendall held his hand for a long time and talked much, +it seemed to Albert that he had aged greatly since they last met. He +wandered a bit in his remarks and repeated himself several times. + +“The poor old gentleman's failin' a good deal, Albert,” said Mrs. Snow, +as they drove home together, he and his grandparents, three on the +seat of the buggy behind Jessamine. “His sermons are pretty tiresome +nowadays, but we put up with 'em because he's been with us so long. . . . +Ain't you squeezed 'most to death, Albert? You two big men and me all +mashed together on this narrow seat. It's lucky I'm small. Zelotes ought +to get a two-seated carriage, but he won't.” + +“Next thing I get, Mother,” observed the captain, “will be an +automobile. I'll stick to the old mare here as long as she's able to +navigate, but when she has to be hauled out of commission I'm goin' +to buy a car. I believe I'm pretty nigh the last man in this county +to drive a horse, as 'tis. Makes me feel like what Sol Dadgett calls +a cracked teapot--a 'genuine antique.' One of these city women will be +collectin' me some of these days. Better look out, mother.” + +Olive sighed happily. “It does me good to hear you joke again, +Zelotes,” she said. “He didn't joke much, Albert, while--when we thought +you--you--” + +Albert interrupted in time to prevent the threatened shower. + +“So Mr. Kendall is not well,” he said. “I'm very sorry to hear it.” + +“Of course you would be. You and he used to be so friendly when Helen +was home. Oh, speakin' of Helen, she IS comin' home in a fortni't or +three weeks, so I hear. She's goin' to give up her teachin' and come +back to be company for her father. I suppose she realizes he needs her, +but it must be a big sacrifice for her, givin' up the good position +she's got now. She's such a smart girl and such a nice one. Why, she +came to see us after the news came--the bad news--and she was so kind +and so good. I don't know what we should have done without her. Zelotes +says so too, don't you, Zelotes?” + +Her husband did not answer. Instead he said: “Well, there's home, Al. +Rachel's there ahead of us and dinner's on the way, judgin' by the smoke +from the kitchen chimney. How does the old place look to you, boy?” + +Albert merely shook his head and drew a long breath, but his +grandparents seemed to be quite satisfied. + +There were letters and telegrams awaiting him on the table in the +sitting-room. Two of the letters were postmarked from a town on the +Florida coast. The telegram also was from that same town. + +“_I_ had one of those things,” observed Captain Zelotes, alluding to +the telegram. “Fosdick sent me one of those long ones, night-letters +I believe they call 'em. He wants me to tell you that Mrs. Fosdick is +better and that they cal'late to be in New York before very long and +shall expect you there. Of course you knew that, Al, but I presume +likely the main idea of the telegram was to help say, 'Welcome home' to +you, that's all.” + +Albert nodded. Madeline and her mother had been in Florida all winter. +Mrs. Fosdick's health was not good. She declared that her nerves had +given way under her frightful responsibilities during the war. There +was, although it seems almost sacrilege to make such a statement, a +certain similarity between Mrs. Fletcher Fosdick and Issachar Price. The +telegram was, as his grandfather surmised, an expression of welcome and +of regret that the senders could not be there to share in the reception. +The two letters which accompanied it he put in his pocket to read later +on, when alone. Somehow he felt that the first hours in the old +house belonged exclusively to his grandparents. Everything else, even +Madeline's letters, must take second place for that period. + +Dinner was, to say the least, an ample meal. Rachel and Olive had, as +Captain Lote said, “laid themselves out” on that dinner. It began well +and continued well and ended best of all, for the dessert was one of +which Albert was especially fond. They kept pressing him to eat until +Laban, who was an invited guest, was moved to comment. + +“Humph!” observed Mr. Keeler. “I knew 'twas the reg'lar program to +kill the fatted calf when the prodigal got home, but I see now it's the +proper caper to fat up the prodigal to take the critter's place. No, no, +Rachel, I'd like fust-rate to eat another bushel or so to please you, +but somethin'--that still, small voice we're always readin' about, or +somethin'--seems to tell me 'twouldn't be good jedgment. . . . Um-hm. +. . . 'Twouldn't be good jedgment. . . . Cal'late it's right, too. . . . +Yes, yes, yes.” + +“Now, Cap'n Lote,” he added, as they rose from the table, “you stay +right to home here for the rest of the day. I'll hustle back to the +office and see if Issy's importance has bust his b'iler for him. +So-long, Al. See you pretty soon. Got some things to talk about, you and +I have. . . . Yes, yes.” + +Later, when Rachel was in the kitchen with the dishes, Olive left the +sitting room and reappeared with triumph written large upon her face. In +one hand she held a mysterious envelope and in the other a book. Albert +recognized that book. It was his own, The Lances of Dawn. It was +no novelty to him. When first the outside world and he had reopened +communication, copies of that book had been sent him. His publisher +had sent them, Madeline had sent them, his grandparents had sent them, +comrades had sent them, nurses and doctors and newspaper men had brought +them. No, The Lances of Dawn was not a novelty to its author. But he +wondered what was in the envelope. + +Mrs. Snow enlightened him. “You sit right down now, Albert,” she said. +“Sit right down and listen because I've got somethin' to tell you. Yes, +and somethin' to show you, too. Here! Stop now, Zelotes! You can't run +away. You've got to sit down and look on and listen, too.” + +Captain Zelotes smiled resignedly. There was, or so it seemed to his +grandson, an odd expression on his face. He looked pleased, but not +altogether pleased. However, he obeyed his wife's orders and sat. + +“Stop, look and listen,” he observed. “Mother, you sound like a railroad +crossin'. All right, here I am. Al, the society of 'What did I tell you' +is goin' to have a meetin'.” + +His wife nodded. “Well,” she said, triumphantly, “what DID I tell you? +Wasn't I right?” + +The captain pulled his beard and nodded. + +“Right as right could be, Mother,” he admitted. “Your figgers was a +few hundred thousand out of the way, maybe, but barrin' that you was +perfectly right.” + +“Well, I'm glad to hear you say so for once in your life. Albert,” + holding up the envelope, “do you know what this is?” + +Albert, much puzzled, admitted that he did not. His grandmother put down +the book, opened the envelope and took from it a slip of paper. + +“And can you guess what THIS is?” she asked. Albert could not guess. + +“It's a check, that's what it is. It's the first six months' royalties, +that's what they call 'em, on that beautiful book of yours. And how much +do you suppose 'tis?” + +Albert shook his head. “Twenty-five dollars?” he suggested jokingly. + +“Twenty-five dollars! It's over twenty-five HUNDRED dollars. It's +twenty-eight hundred and forty-three dollars and sixty-five cents, +that's what it is. Think of it! Almost three thousand dollars! And +Zelotes prophesied that 'twouldn't be more than--” + +Her husband held up his hand. “Sh-sh! Sh-sh, Mother,” he said. “Don't +get started on what I prophesied or we won't be through till doomsday. +I'll give in right off that I'm the worst prophet since the feller that +h'isted the 'Fair and Dry' signal the day afore Noah's flood begun. You +see,” he explained, turning to Albert, “your grandma figgered out that +you'd probably clear about half a million on that book of poetry, Al. I +cal'lated 'twan't likely to be much more'n a couple of hundred thousand, +so--” + +“Why, Zelotes Snow! You said--” + +“Yes, yes. So I did, Mother, so I did. You was right and I was wrong. +Twenty-eight hundred ain't exactly a million, Al, but it's a darn sight +more than I ever cal'lated you'd make from that book. Or 'most anybody +else ever made from any book, fur's that goes,” he added, with a shake +of the head. “I declare, I--I don't understand it yet. And a poetry +book, too! Who in time BUYS 'em all? Eh?” + +Albert was looking at the check and the royalty statement. + +“So this is why I couldn't get any satisfaction from the publisher,” he +observed. “I wrote him two or three times about my royalties, and he put +me off each time. I began to think there weren't any.” + +Captain Zelotes smiled. “That's your grandma's doin's,” he observed. +“The check came to us a good while ago, when we thought you +was--was--well, when we thought--” + +“Yes. Surely, I understand,” put in Albert, to help him out. + +“Yes. That's when 'twas. And Mother, she was so proud of it, because +you'd earned it, Al, that she kept it and kept it, showin' it to all +hands and--and so on. And then when we found out you wasn't--that you'd +be home some time or other--why, then she wouldn't let me put it in the +bank for you because she wanted to give it to you herself. That's what +she said was the reason. I presume likely the real one was that +she wanted to flap it in my face every time she crowed over my bad +prophesyin', which was about three times a day and four on Sundays.” + +“Zelotes Snow, the idea!” + +“All right, Mother, all right. Anyhow, she got me to write your +publisher man and ask him not to give you any satisfaction about those +royalties, so's she could be the fust one to paralyze you with 'em. +And,” with a frank outburst, “if you ain't paralyzed, Al, I own up that +_I_ am. Three thousand poetry profits beats me. _I_ don't understand +it.” + +His wife sniffed. “Of course you don't,” she declared. “But Albert does. +And so do I, only I think it ought to have been ever and ever so much +more. Don't you, yourself, Albert?” + +The author of The Lances of Dawn was still looking at the statement of +its earnings. + +“Approximately eighteen thousand sold at fifteen cents royalty,” he +observed. “Humph! Well, I'll be hanged!” + +“But you said it would be twenty-five cents, not fifteen,” protested +Olive. “In your letter when the book was first talked about you said +so.” + +Albert smiled. “Did I?” he observed. “Well, I said a good many things +in those days, I'm afraid. Fifteen cents for a first book, especially a +book of verse, is fair enough, I guess. But eighteen thousand SOLD! That +is what gets me.” + +“You mean you think it ought to be a lot more. So do I, Albert, and so +does Rachel. Why, we like it a lot better than we do David Harum. That +was a nice book, but it wasn't lovely poetry like yours. And David +Harum sold a million. Why shouldn't yours sell as many? Only eighteen +thousand--why are you lookin' at me so funny?” + +Her grandson rose to his feet. “Let's let well enough alone, +Grandmother,” he said. “Eighteen thousand will do, thank you. I'm like +Grandfather, I'm wondering who on earth bought them.” + +Mrs. Snow was surprised and a little troubled. + +“Why, Albert,” she said, “you act kind of--kind of queer, seems to me. +You talk as if your poetry wasn't beautiful. You know it is. You used to +say it was, yourself.” + +He interrupted her. “Did I, Grandmother?” he said. “All right, then, +probably I did. Let's walk about the old place a little. I want to see +it all. By George, I've been dreaming about it long enough!” + +There were callers that afternoon, friends among the townsfolk, and more +still after supper. It was late--late for South Harniss, that is--when +Albert, standing in the doorway of the bedroom he nor they had ever +expected he would occupy again, bade his grandparents good night. Olive +kissed him again and again and, speech failing her, hastened away down +the hall. Captain Zelotes shook his hand, opened his mouth to speak, +shut it again, repeated both operations, and at last with a brief, +“Well, good night, Al,” hurried after his wife. Albert closed the door, +put his lamp upon the bureau, and sat down in the big rocker. + +In a way the night was similar to that upon which he had first entered +that room. It had ceased raining, but the wind, as on that first night, +was howling and whining about the eaves, the shutters rattled and the +old house creaked and groaned rheumatically. It was not as cold as +on that occasion, though by no means warm. He remembered how bare and +comfortless he had thought the room. Now it looked almost luxurious. And +he had been homesick, or fancied himself in that condition. Compared +to the homesickness he had known during the past eighteen months that +youthful seizure seemed contemptible and quite without excuse. He looked +about the room again, looked long and lovingly. Then, with a sigh of +content, drew from his pocket the two letters which had lain upon the +sitting-room table when he arrived, opened them and began to read. + +Madeline wrote, as always, vivaciously and at length. The maternal +censorship having been removed, she wrote exactly as she felt. She could +scarcely believe he was really going to be at home when he received +this, at home in dear, quaint, queer old South Harniss. Just think, +she had not seen the place for ever and ever so long, not for over two +years. How were all the funny, odd people who lived there all the time? +Did he remember how he and she used to go to church every Sunday and sit +through those dreadful, DREADFUL sermons by that prosy old minister +just as an excuse for meeting each other afterward? She was SO sorry she +could not have been there to welcome her hero when he stepped from the +train. If it hadn't been for Mother's poor nerves she surely would have +been. He knew it, didn't he? Of course he did. But she should see him +soon “because Mother is planning already to come back to New York in a +few weeks and then you are to run over immediately and make us a LONG +visit. And I shall be so PROUD of you. There are lots of Army fellows +down here now, officers for the most part. So we dance and are very +gay--that is, the other girls are; I, being an engaged young lady, am +very circumspect and demure, of course. Mother carries The Lances about +with her wherever she goes, to teas and such things, and reads aloud +from it often. Captain Blanchard, he is one of the family's officer +friends, is crazy about your poetry, dear. He thinks it WONDERFUL. You +know what _I_ think of it, don't you, and when I think that _I_ actually +helped you, or played at helping you write some of it! + +“And I am WILD to see your war cross. Some of the officers here have +them--the crosses, I mean--but not many. Captain Blanchard has the +military medal, and he is almost as modest about it as you are about +your decoration. I don't see how you CAN be so modest. If _I_ had a +Croix de Guerre I should want EVERY ONE to know about it. At the tea +dance the other afternoon there was a British major who--” + +And so on. The second letter was really a continuation of the first. +Albert read them both and, after the reading was finished, sat for some +time in the rocking chair, quite regardless of the time and the cold, +thinking. He took from his pocketbook a photograph, one which Madeline +had sent him months before, which had reached him while he lay in the +French hospital after his removal from the German camp. He looked at +the pretty face in the photograph. She looked just as he remembered her, +almost exactly as she had looked more than two years before, smiling, +charming, carefree. She had not, apparently, grown older, those age-long +months had not changed her. He rose and regarded his own reflection in +the mirror of the bureau. He was surprised, as he was constantly being +surprised, to see that he, too, had not changed greatly in personal +appearance. + +He walked about the room. His grandmother had told him that his room was +just as he had left it. “I wouldn't change it, Albert,” she said, +“even when we thought you--you wasn't comin' back. I couldn't touch it, +somehow. I kept thinkin', 'Some day I will. Pretty soon I MUST.' But I +never did, and now I'm so glad.” + +He wandered back to the bureau and pulled open the upper drawers. In +those drawers were so many things, things which he had kept there, +either deliberately or because he was too indolent to destroy them. Old +dance cards, invitations, and a bundle of photographs, snapshots. He +removed the rubber band from the bundle and stood looking them over. +Photographs of school fellows, of picnic groups, of girls. Sam Thatcher, +Gertie Kendrick--and Helen Kendall. There were at least a dozen of +Helen. + +One in particular was very good. From that photograph the face of +Helen as he had known it four years before looked straight up into +his--clear-eyed, honest, a hint of humor and understanding and +common-sense in the gaze and at the corners of the lips. He looked at +the photograph, and the photograph looked up at him. He had not seen +her for so long a time. He wondered if the war had changed her as it had +changed him. Somehow he hoped it had not. Change did not seem necessary +in her case. + +There had been no correspondence between them since her letter written +when she heard of his enlistment. He had not replied to that because +he knew Madeline would not wish him to do so. He wondered if she ever +thought of him now, if she remembered their adventure at High Point +light. He had thought of her often enough. In those days and nights of +horror in the prison camp and hospital he had found a little relief, a +little solace in lying with closed eyes and summoning back from memory +the things of home and the faces of home. And her face had been one of +these. Her face and those of his grandparents and Rachel and Laban, and +visions of the old house and the rooms--they were the substantial things +to cling to and he had clung to them. They WERE home. Madeline--ah! yes, +he had longed for her and dreamed of her, God knew, but Madeline, of +course, was different. + +He snapped the rubber band once more about the bundle of photographs, +closed the drawer and prepared for bed. + +For the two weeks following his return home he had a thoroughly good +time. It was a tremendous comfort to get up when he pleased, to eat the +things he liked, to do much or little or nothing at his own sweet will. +He walked a good deal, tramping along the beach in the blustering wind +and chilly sunshine and enjoying every breath of the clean salt air. He +thought much during those solitary walks, and at times, at home in the +evenings, he would fall to musing and sit silent for long periods. His +grandmother was troubled. + +“Don't it seem to you, Zelotes,” she asked her husband, “as if Albert +was kind of discontented or unsatisfied these days? He's so--so sort +of fidgety. Talks like the very mischief for ten minutes and then don't +speak for half an hour. Sits still for a long stretch and then jumps up +and starts off walkin' as if he was crazy. What makes him act so? He's +kind of changed from what he used to be. Don't you think so?” + +The captain patted her shoulder. “Don't worry, Mother,” he said. “Al's +older than he was and what he's been through has made him older still. +As for the fidgety part of it, the settin' down and jumpin' up and all +that, that's the way they all act, so far as I can learn. Elisha Warren, +over to South Denboro, tells me his nephew has been that way ever since +he got back. Don't fret, Mother, Al will come round all right.” + +“I didn't know but he might be anxious to see--to see her, you know.” + +“Her? Oh, you mean the Fosdick girl. Well, he'll be goin' to see her +pretty soon, I presume likely. They're due back in New York 'most any +time now, I believe. . . . Oh, hum! Why in time couldn't he--” + +“Couldn't he what, Zelotes?” + +“Oh, nothin', nothin'.” + +The summons came only a day after this conversation. It came in the form +of another letter from Madeline and one from Mrs. Fosdick. They were, so +the latter wrote, back once more in their city home, her nerves, thank +Heaven, were quite strong again, and they were expecting him, Albert, to +come on at once. “We are all dying to see you,” wrote Mrs. Fosdick. “And +poor, dear Madeline, of course, is counting the moments.” + +“Stay as long as you feel like, Al,” said the captain, when told of the +proposed visit. “It's the dull season at the office, anyhow, and Labe +and I can get along first-rate, with Issy to superintend. Stay as long +as you want to, only--” + +“Only what, Grandfather?” + +“Only don't want to stay too long. That is, don't fall in love with New +York so hard that you forget there is such a place as South Harniss.” + +Albert smiled. “I've been in places farther away than New York,” he +said, “and I never forgot South Harniss.” + +“Um-hm. . . . Well, I shouldn't be surprised if that was so. But you'll +have better company in New York than you did in some of those places. +Give my regards to Fosdick. So-long, Al.” + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +The Fosdick car was at the Grand Central Station when the Knickerbocker +Limited pulled in. And Madeline, a wonderfully furred and veiled and +hatted Madeline, was waiting there behind the rail as he came up the +runway from the train. It was amazing the fact that it was really she. +It was more amazing still to kiss her there in public, to hold her hand +without fear that some one might see. To-- + +“Shall I take your bags, sir?” + +It was the Fosdick footman who asked it. Albert started guiltily. Then +he laughed, realizing that the hand-holding and the rest were no longer +criminal offenses. He surrendered his luggage to the man. A few minutes +later he and Madeline were in the limousine, which was moving rapidly +up the Avenue. And Madeline was asking questions and he was answering +and--and still it was all a dream. It COULDN'T be real. + +It was even more like a dream when the limousine drew up before the door +of the Fosdick home and they entered that home together. For there was +Mrs. Fosdick, as ever majestic, commanding, awe-inspiring, the same Mrs. +Fosdick who had, in her letter to his grandfather, written him down a +despicable, underhanded sneak, here was that same Mrs. Fosdick--but not +at all the same. For this lady was smiling and gracious, welcoming him +to her home, addressing him by his Christian name, treating him kindly, +with almost motherly tenderness. Madeline's letters and Mrs. Fosdick's +own letters received during his convalescence abroad had prepared him, +or so he had thought, for some such change. Now he realized that he had +not been prepared at all. The reality was so much more revolutionary +than the anticipation that he simply could not believe it. + +But it was not so very wonderful if he had known all the facts and had +been in a frame of mind to calmly analyze them. Mrs. Fletcher Fosdick +was a seasoned veteran, a general who had planned and fought many +hard campaigns upon the political battlegrounds of women's clubs and +societies of various sorts. From the majority of those campaigns she had +emerged victorious, but her experiences in defeat had taught her that +the next best thing to winning is to lose gracefully, because by +so doing much which appears to be lost may be regained. For Albert +Speranza, bookkeeper and would-be poet of South Harniss, Cape Cod, +she had had no use whatever as a prospective son-in-law. Even toward a +living Albert Speranza, hero and newspaper-made genius, she might have +been cold. But when that hero and genius was, as she and every one else +supposed, safely and satisfactorily dead and out of the way, she had +seized the opportunity to bask in the radiance of his memory. She had +talked Albert Speranza and read Albert Speranza and boasted of Albert +Speranza's engagement to her daughter before the world. Now that the +said Albert Speranza had been inconsiderate enough to “come alive +again,” there was but one thing for her to do--that is, to make the best +of it. And when Mrs. Fletcher Fosdick made the best of anything she made +the very best. + +“It doesn't make any difference,” she told her husband, “whether he +really is a genius or whether he isn't. We have said he is and now +we must keep on saying it. And if he can't earn his salt by his +writings--which he probably can't--then you must fix it in some way so +that he can make-believe earn it by something else. He is engaged to +Madeline, and we have told every one that he is, so he will have to +marry her; at least, I see no way to prevent it.” + +“Humph!” grunted Fosdick. “And after that I'll have to support them, I +suppose.” + +“Probably--unless you want your only child to starve.” + +“Well, I must say, Henrietta--” + +“You needn't, for there is nothing more TO say. We're in it and, whether +we like it or not, we must make the best of it. To do anything now +except appear joyful about it would be to make ourselves perfectly +ridiculous. We can't do that, and you know it.” + +Her husband still looked everything but contented. + +“So far as the young fellow himself goes,” he said, “I like him, rather. +I've talked with him only once, of course, and then he and I weren't +agreeing exactly. But I liked him, nevertheless. If he were anything but +a fool poet I should be more reconciled.” + +He was snubbed immediately. “THAT,” declared Mrs. Fosdick, with +decision, “is the only thing that makes him possible.” + +So Mrs. Fosdick's welcome was whole-handed if not whole-hearted. And her +husband's also was cordial and intimate. The only member of the Fosdick +household who did not regard the guest with favor was Googoo. That +aristocratic bull-pup was still irreconcilably hostile. When Albert +attempted to pet him he appeared to be planning to devour the caressing +hand, and when rebuked by his mistress retired beneath a davenport, +growling ominously. Even when ignominiously expelled from the room he +growled and cast longing backward glances at the Speranza ankles. No, +Googoo did not dissemble; Albert was perfectly sure of his standing in +Googoo's estimation. + +Dinner that evening was a trifle more formal than he had expected, and +he was obliged to apologize for the limitations of his wardrobe. His +dress suit of former days he had found much too dilapidated for use. +Besides, he had outgrown it. + +“I thought I was thinner,” he said, “and I think I am. But I must have +broadened a bit. At any rate, all the coats I left behind won't do at +all. I shall have to do what Captain Snow, my grandfather, calls 'refit' +here in New York. In a day or two I hope to be more presentable.” + +Mrs. Fosdick assured him that it was quite all right, really. Madeline +asked why he didn't wear his uniform. “I was dying to see you in it,” + she said. “Just think, I never have.” + +Albert laughed. “You have been spared,” he told her. “Mine was not a +triumph, so far as fit was concerned. Of course, I had a complete new +rig when I came out of the hospital, but even that was not beautiful. +It puckered where it should have bulged and bulged where it should have +been smooth.” + +Madeline professed not to believe him. + +“Nonsense!” she declared. “I don't believe it. Why, almost all the +fellows I know have been in uniform for the past two years and theirs +fitted beautifully.” + +“But they were officers, weren't they, and their uniforms were custom +made.” + +“Why, I suppose so. Aren't all uniforms custom made?” + +Her father laughed. “Scarcely, Maddie,” he said. “The privates have +their custom-made by the mile and cut off in chunks for the individual. +That was about it, wasn't it, Speranza?” + +“Just about, sir.” + +Mrs. Fosdick evidently thought that the conversation was taking a rather +low tone. She elevated it by asking what his thoughts were when taken +prisoner by the Germans. He looked puzzled. + +“Thoughts, Mrs. Fosdick?” he repeated. “I don't know that I understand, +exactly. I was only partly conscious and in a good deal of pain and my +thoughts were rather incoherent, I'm afraid.” + +“But when you regained consciousness, you know. What were your thoughts +then? Did you realize that you had made the great sacrifice for your +country? Risked your life and forfeited your liberty and all that for +the cause? Wasn't it a great satisfaction to feel that you had done +that?” + +Albert's laugh was hearty and unaffected. “Why, no,” he said. “I think +what I was realizing most just then was that I had made a miserable mess +of the whole business. Failed in doing what I set out to do and been +taken prisoner besides. I remember thinking, when I was clear-headed +enough to think anything, 'You fool, you spent months getting into this +war, and then got yourself out of it in fifteen minutes.' And it WAS a +silly trick, too.” + +Madeline was horrified. + +“What DO you mean?” she cried. “Your going back there to rescue your +comrade a silly trick! The very thing that won you your Croix de +Guerre?” + +“Why, yes, in a way. I didn't save Mike, poor fellow--” + +“Mike! Was his name Mike?” + +“Yes; Michael Francis Xavier Kelly. A South Boston Mick he was, and one +of the finest, squarest boys that ever drew breath. Well, poor Mike was +dead when I got to him, so my trip had been for nothing, and if he had +been alive I could not have prevented his being taken. As it was, he +was dead and I was a prisoner. So nothing was gained and, for me, +personally, a good deal was lost. It wasn't a brilliant thing to do. +But,” he added apologetically, “a chap doesn't have time to think +collectively in such a scrape. And it was my first real scrap and I was +frightened half to death, besides.” + +“Frightened! Why, I never heard anything so ridiculous! What--” + +“One moment, Madeline.” It was Mrs. Fosdick who interrupted. “I want +to ask--er--Albert a question. I want to ask him if during his long +imprisonment he composed--wrote, you know. I should have thought the +sights and experiences would have forced one to express one's self--that +is, one to whom the gift of expression was so generously granted,” she +added, with a gracious nod. + +Albert hesitated. + +“Why, at first I did,” he said. “When I first was well enough to think, +I used to try to write--verses. I wrote a good many. Afterwards I tore +them up.” + +“Tore them up!” Both Mrs. and Miss Fosdick uttered this exclamation. + +“Why, yes. You see, they were such rot. The things I wanted to write +about, the things _I_ had seen and was seeing, the--the fellows like +Mike and their pluck and all that--well, it was all too big for me +to tackle. My jingles sounded, when I read them over, like tunes on a +street piano. _I_ couldn't do it. A genius might have been equal to the +job, but I wasn't.” + +Mrs. Fosdick glanced at her husband. There was something of alarmed +apprehension in the glance. Madeline's next remark covered the +situation. It expressed the absolute truth, so much more of the truth +than even the young lady herself realized at the time. + +“Why, Albert Speranza,” she exclaimed, “I never heard you speak of +yourself and your work in that way before. Always--ALWAYS you have had +such complete, such splendid confidence in yourself. You were never +afraid to attempt ANYTHING. You MUST not talk so. Don't you intend to +write any more?” + +Albert looked at her. “Oh, yes, indeed,” he said simply. “That is just +what I do intend to do--or try to do.” + +That evening, alone in the library, he and Madeline had their first +long, intimate talk, the first since those days--to him they seemed as +far away as the last century--when they walked the South Harniss beach +together, walked beneath the rainbows and dreamed. And now here was +their dream coming true. + +Madeline, he was realizing it as he looked at her, was prettier than +ever. She had grown a little older, of course, a little more mature, but +surprisingly little. She was still a girl, a very, very pretty girl and +a charming girl. And he-- + +“What are you thinking about?” she demanded suddenly. + +He came to himself. “I was thinking about you,” he said. “You are just +as you used to be, just as charming and just as sweet. You haven't +changed.” + +She smiled and then pouted. + +“I don't know whether to like that or not,” she said. “Did you expect to +find me less--charming and the rest?” + +“Why, no, of course not. That was clumsy on my part. What I meant was +that--well, it seems ages, centuries, since we were together there on +the Cape--and yet you have not changed.” + +She regarded him reflectively. + +“You have,” she said. + +“Have what?” + +“Changed. You have changed a good deal. I don't know whether I like it +or not. Perhaps I shall be more certain by and by. Now show me your war +cross. At least you have brought that, even if you haven't brought your +uniform.” + +He had the cross in his pocket-book and he showed it to her. She +enthused over it, of course, and wished he might wear it even when in +citizen's clothes. She didn't see why he couldn't. And it was SUCH +a pity he could not be in uniform. Captain Blanchard had called +the evening before, to see Mother about some war charities she was +interested in, and he was still in uniform and wearing his decorations, +too. Albert suggested that probably Blanchard was still in service. +Yes, she believed he was, but she could not see why that should make the +difference. Albert had BEEN in service. + +He laughed at this and attempted to explain. She seemed to resent the +attempt or the tone. + +“I do wish,” she said almost pettishly, “that you wouldn't be so +superior.” + +He was surprised. “Superior!” he repeated. “Superior! I? Superiority is +the very least of my feelings. I--superior! That's a joke.” + +And, oddly enough, she resented that even more. “Why is it a joke?” she +demanded. “I should think you had the right to feel superior to almost +any one. A hero--and a genius! You ARE superior.” + +However, the little flurry was but momentary, and she was all sweetness +and smiles when she kissed him good night. He was shown to his room by +a servant and amid its array of comforts--to him, fresh from France +and the camp and his old room at South Harniss, it was luxuriously +magnificent--he sat for some time thinking. His thoughts should have +been happy ones, yet they were not entirely so. This is a curiously +unsatisfactory world, sometimes. + +The next day he went shopping. Fosdick had given him a card to his own +tailor and Madeline had given him the names of several shops where, so +she declared, he could buy the right sort of ties and things. From the +tailor's Albert emerged looking a trifle dazed; after a visit to two of +the shops the dazed expression was even more pronounced. His next +visits were at establishments farther downtown and not as exclusive. +He returned to the Fosdick home feeling fairly well satisfied with the +results achieved. Madeline, however, did not share his satisfaction. + +“But Dad sent you to his tailor,” she said. “Why in the world didn't you +order your evening clothes there? And Brett has the most stunning ties. +Every one says so. Instead you buy yours at a department store. Now +why?” + +He smiled. “My dear girl,” he said, “your father's tailor estimated +that he might make me a very passable dress suit for one hundred and +seventy-five dollars. Brett's ties were stunning, just as you say, but +the prices ranged from five to eight dollars, which was more stunning +still. For a young person from the country out of a job, which is my +condition at present, such things may be looked at but not handled. I +can't afford them.” + +She tossed her head. “What nonsense!” she exclaimed. “You're not out of +a job, as you call it. You are a writer and a famous writer. You have +written one book and you are going to write more. Besides, you must have +made heaps of money from The Lances. Every one has been reading it.” + +When he told her the amount of his royalty check she expressed the +opinion that the publisher must have cheated. It ought to have been ever +and ever so much more than that. Such wonderful poems! + +The next day she went to Brett's and purchased a half dozen of the most +expensive ties, which she presented to him forthwith. + +“There!” she demanded. “Aren't those nicer than the ones you bought at +that old department store? Well, then!” + +“But, Madeline, I must not let you buy my ties.” + +“Why not? It isn't such an unheard-of thing for an engaged girl to give +her fiance a necktie.” + +“That isn't the idea. I should have bought ties like those myself, but I +couldn't afford them. Now for you to--” + +“Nonsense! You talk as if you were a beggar. Don't be so silly.” + +“But, Madeline--” + +“Stop! I don't want to hear it.” + +She rose and went out of the room. She looked as if she were on the +verge of tears. He felt obliged to accept the gift, but he disliked the +principle of the things as much as ever. When she returned she was very +talkative and gay and chatted all through luncheon. The subject of the +ties was not mentioned again by either of them. He was glad he had not +told her that his new dress suit was ready-made. + +While in France, awaiting his return home, he had purchased a ring +and sent it to her. She was wearing it, of course. Compared with other +articles of jewelry which she wore from time to time, his ring made an +extremely modest showing. She seemed quite unaware of the discrepancy, +but he was aware of it. + +On an evening later in the week Mrs. Fosdick gave a reception. “Quite +an informal affair,” she said, in announcing her intention. “Just a few +intimate friends to meet Mr. Speranza, that is all. Mostly lovers of +literature--discerning people, if I may say so.” + +The quite informal affair looked quite formidably formal to Albert. The +few intimate friends were many, so it seemed to him. There was still +enough of the former Albert Speranza left in his make-up to prevent +his appearing in the least distressed or ill at ease. He was, as he +had always been when in the public eye, even as far back as the school +dancing-classes with the Misses Bradshaw's young ladies, perfectly +self-possessed, charmingly polite, absolutely self-assured. And his good +looks had not suffered during his years of imprisonment and suffering. +He was no longer a handsome boy, but he was an extraordinarily +attractive and distinguished man. + +Mrs. Fosdick marked his manner and appearance and breathed a sigh of +satisfaction. Madeline noted them. Her young friends of the sex noted +them and whispered and looked approval. What the young men thought does +not matter so much, perhaps. One of these was the Captain Blanchard, of +whom Madeline had written and spoken. He was a tall, athletic chap, +who looked well in his uniform, and whose face was that of a healthy, +clean-living and clean-thinking young American. He and Albert shook +hands and looked each other over. Albert decided he should like +Blanchard if he knew him better. The captain was not talkative; in fact, +he seemed rather taciturn. Maids and matrons gushed when presented to +the lion of the evening. It scarcely seemed possible that they were +actually meeting the author of The Lances of Dawn. That wonderful book! +Those wonderful poems! “How CAN you write them, Mr. Speranza?” “When do +your best inspirations come, Mr. Speranza?” “Oh, if I could write as +you do I should walk on air.” The matron who breathed the last-quoted +ecstasy was distinctly weighty; the mental picture of her pedestrian +trip through the atmosphere was interesting. Albert's hand was patted by +the elderly spinsters, young women's eyes lifted soulful glances to his. + +It was the sort of thing he would have revelled in three or four years +earlier. Exactly the sort of thing he had dreamed of when the majority +of the poems they gushed over were written. It was much the same thing +he remembered having seen his father undergo in the days when he and +the opera singer were together. And his father had, apparently, rather +enjoyed it. He realized all this--and he realized, too, with a queer +feeling that it should be so, that he did not like it at all. It was +silly. Nothing he had written warranted such extravagances. Hadn't these +people any sense of proportion? They bored him to desperation. The sole +relief was the behavior of the men, particularly the middle-aged or +elderly men, obviously present through feminine compulsion. They seized +his hand, moved it up and down with a pumping motion, uttered some +stereotyped prevarications about their pleasure at meeting him and their +having enjoyed his poems very much, and then slid on in the direction of +the refreshment room. + +And Albert, as he shook hands, bowed and smiled and was charmingly +affable, found his thoughts wandering until they settled upon Private +Mike Kelly and the picturesque language of the latter when he, as +sergeant, routed him out for guard duty. Mike had not gushed over him +nor called him a genius. He had called him many things, but not that. + +He was glad indeed when he could slip away for a dance with Madeline. He +found her chatting gaily with Captain Blanchard, who had been her most +recent partner. He claimed her from the captain and as he led her out to +the dance floor she whispered that she was very proud of him. “But I DO +wish YOU could wear your war cross,” she added. + +The quite informal affair was the first of many quite as informally +formal. Also Mrs. Fosdick's satellites and friends of the literary clubs +and the war work societies seized the opportunity to make much of the +heroic author of The Lances of Dawn. His society was requested at teas, +at afternoon as well as evening gatherings. He would have refused most +of these invitations, but Madeline and her mother seemed to take his +acceptance for granted; in fact, they accepted for him. A ghastly +habit developed of asking him to read a few of his own poems on these +occasions. “PLEASE, Mr. Speranza. It will be such a treat, and such an +HONOR.” Usually a particular request was made that he read “The Greater +Love.” Now “The Greater Love” was the poem which, written in those +rapturous days when he and Madeline first became aware of their mutual +adoration, was refused by one editor as a “trifle too syrupy.” To read +that sticky effusion over and over again became a torment. There were +occasions when if a man had referred to “The Greater Love,” its author +might have howled profanely and offered bodily violence. But no men ever +did refer to “The Greater Love.” + +On one occasion when a sentimental matron and her gushing daughter had +begged to know if he did not himself adore that poem, if he did not +consider it the best he had ever written, he had answered frankly. +He was satiated with cake and tea and compliments that evening and +recklessly truthful. “You really wish to know my opinion of that poem?” + he asked. Indeed and indeed they really wished to knew just that thing. +“Well, then, I think it's rot,” he declared. “I loathe it.” + +Of course mother and daughter were indignant. Their comments reached +Madeline's ear. She took him to task. + +“But why did you say it?” she demanded. “You know you don't mean it.” + +“Yes, I do mean it. It IS rot. Lots of the stuff in that book of mine +is rot. I did not think so once, but I do now. If I had the book to make +over again, that sort wouldn't be included.” + +She looked at him for a moment as if studying a problem. + +“I don't understand you sometimes,” she said slowly. “You are different. +And I think what you said to Mrs. Bacon and Marian was very rude.” + +Later when he went to look for her he found her seated with Captain +Blanchard in a corner. They were eating ices and, apparently, enjoying +themselves. He did not disturb them. Instead he hunted up the offended +Bacons and apologized for his outbreak. The apology, although graciously +accepted, had rather wearisome consequences. Mrs. Bacon declared she +knew that he had not really meant what he said. + +“I realize how it must be,” she declared. “You people of temperament, +of genius, of aspirations, are never quite satisfied, you cannot be. You +are always trying, always seeking the higher attainment. Achievements of +the past, though to the rest of us wonderful and sublime, are to you--as +you say, 'rot.' That is it, is it not?” Albert said he guessed it was, +and wandered away, seeking seclusion and solitude. When the affair broke +up he found Madeline and Blanchard still enjoying each other's society. +Both were surprised when told the hour. + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +So the first three weeks of his proposed month's visit passed and the +fourth began. And more and more his feelings of dissatisfaction and +uneasiness increased. The reasons for those feelings he found hard to +define. The Fosdicks were most certainly doing their best to make him +comfortable and happy. They were kind--yes, more than kind. Mr. +Fosdick he really began to like. Mrs. Fosdick's manner had a trace of +condescension in it, but as the lady treated all creation with much the +same measure of condescension, he was more amused than resentful. And +Madeline--Madeline was sweet and charming and beautiful. There was in +her manner toward him, or so he fancied, a slight change, perhaps a +change a trifle more marked since the evening when his expressed opinion +of “The Greater Love” had offended her and the Bacons. It seemed to +him that she was more impatient, more capricious, sometimes almost +overwhelming him with attention and tenderness and then appearing to +forget him entirely and to be quite indifferent to his thoughts and +opinions. Her moods varied greatly and there were occasions when he +found it almost impossible to please her. At these times she took +offense when no offense was intended and he found himself apologizing +when, to say the least, the fault, if there was any, was not more than +half his. But she always followed those moods with others of contrition +and penitence and then he was petted and fondled and his forgiveness +implored. + +These slight changes in her he noticed, but they troubled him little, +principally because he was coming to realize the great change in +himself. More and more that change was forcing itself upon him. The +stories and novels he had read during the first years of the war, +the stories by English writers in which young men, frivolous and +inconsequential, had enlisted and fought and emerged from the ordeal +strong, purposeful and “made-over”--those stories recurred to him now. +He had paid little attention to the “making-over” idea when he read +those tales, but now he was forced to believe there might be something +in it. Certainly something, the three years or the discipline and +training and suffering, or all combined, had changed him. He was not as +he used to be. Things he liked very much he no longer liked at all. And +where, oh where, was the serene self-satisfaction which once was his? + +The change must be quite individual, he decided. All soldiers were not +so affected. Take Blanchard, for instance. Blanchard had seen service, +more and quite as hard fighting as he had seen, but Blanchard was, to +all appearances, as light-hearted and serene and confident as ever. +Blanchard was like Madeline; he was much the same now as he had been +before the war. Blanchard could dance and talk small talk and laugh and +enjoy himself. Well, so could he, on occasions, for that matter, if that +had been all. But it was not all, or if it was why was he at other times +so discontented and uncomfortable? What was the matter with him, anyway? + +He drew more and more into his shell and became more quiet and less +talkative. Madeline, in one of her moods, reproached him for it. + +“I do wish you wouldn't be grumpy,” she said. + +They had been sitting in the library and he had lapsed into a fit of +musing, answering her questions with absentminded monosyllables. Now he +looked up. + +“Grumpy?” he repeated. “Was I grumpy? I beg your pardon.” + +“You should. You answered every word I spoke to you with a grunt or a +growl. I might as well have been talking to a bear.” + +“I'm awfully sorry, dear. I didn't feel grumpy. I was thinking, I +suppose.” + +“Thinking! You are always thinking. Why think, pray? . . . If I +permitted myself to think, I should go insane.” + +“Madeline, what do you mean?” + +“Oh, nothing. I'm partially insane now, perhaps. Come, let's go to the +piano. I feel like playing. You don't mind, do you?” + +That evening Mrs. Fosdick made a suggestion to her husband. + +“Fletcher,” she said, “I am inclined to think it is time you and Albert +had a talk concerning the future. A business talk, I mean. I am a little +uneasy about him. From some things he has said to me recently I gather +that he is planning to earn his living with his pen.” + +“Well, how else did you expect him to earn it; as bookkeeper for the +South Harniss lumber concern?” + +“Don't be absurd. What I mean is that he is thinking of devoting himself +to literature exclusively. Don't interrupt me, please. That is very +beautiful and very idealistic, and I honor him for it, but I cannot see +Madeline as an attic poet's wife, can you?” + +“I can't, and I told you so in the beginning.” + +“No. Therefore I should take him to one side and tell him of the opening +in your firm. With that as a means of keeping his feet on the ground his +brain may soar as it likes, the higher the better.” + +Mr. Fosdick, as usual, obeyed orders and that afternoon Albert and he +had the “business talk.” Conversation at dinner was somewhat strained. +Mr. Fosdick was quietly observant and seemed rather amused about +something. His wife was dignified and her manner toward her guest was +inclined to be abrupt. Albert's appetite was poor. As for Madeline, she +did not come down to dinner, having a headache. + +She came down later, however. Albert, alone in the library, was sitting, +a book upon his knees and his eyes fixed upon nothing in particular, +when she came in. + +“You are thinking again, I see,” she said. + +He had not heard her enter. Now he rose, the book falling to the floor. + +“Why--why, yes,” he stammered. “How are you feeling? How is your head?” + +“It is no worse. And no better. I have been thinking, too, which perhaps +explains it. Sit down, Albert, please. I want to talk with you. That is +what I have been thinking about, that you and I must talk.” + +She seated herself upon the davenport and he pulled forward a chair +and sat facing her. For a moment she was silent. When she did speak, +however, her question was very much to the point. + +“Why did you say 'No' to Father's offer?” she asked. He had been +expecting this very question, or one leading up to it. Nevertheless, +he found answering difficult. He hesitated, and she watched him, her +impatience growing. + +“Well?” she asked. + +He sighed. “Madeline,” he said, “I am afraid you think me very +unreasonable, certainly very ungrateful.” + +“I don't know what to think about you. That is why I feel we must +have this talk. Tell me, please, just what Father said to you this +afternoon.” + +“He said--well, the substance of what he said was to offer me a position +in his office, in his firm.” + +“What sort of a position?” + +“Well, I--I scarcely know. I was to have a desk there and--and be +generally--ornamental, I suppose. It was not very definite, the details +of the position, but--” + +“The salary was good, wasn't it?” + +“Yes; more than good. Much too good for the return I could make for it, +so it seemed to me.” + +“And your prospects for the future? Wasn't the offer what people call a +good opportunity?” + +“Why, yes, I suppose it was. For the right sort of man it would have +been a wonderful opportunity. Your father was most kind, most generous, +Madeline. Please don't think I am not appreciative. I am, but--” + +“Don't. I want to understand it all. He offered you this opportunity, +this partnership in his firm, and you would not accept it? Why? Don't +you like my father?” + +“Yes, I like him very much.” + +“Didn't you,” with the slightest possible curl of the lip, “think the +offer worthy of you? . . . Oh, I don't mean that! Please forgive me. I +am trying not to be disagreeable. I--I just want to understand, Albert, +that's all.” + +He nodded. “I know, Madeline,” he said. “You have the right to ask. It +wasn't so much a question of the offer being worthy of me as of my being +worthy the offer. Oh, Madeline, why should you and I pretend? You know +why Mr. Fosdick made me that offer. It wasn't because I was likely to be +worth ten dollars a year to his firm. In Heaven's name, what use would I +be in a stockbroker's office, with my make-up, with my lack of business +ability? He would be making a place for me there and paying me a high +salary for one reason only, and you know what that is. Now don't you?” + +She hesitated now, but only for an instant. She colored a little, but +she answered bravely. + +“I suppose I do,” she said, “but what of it? It is not unheard of, is +it, the taking one's prospective son-in-law into partnership?” + +“No, but--We're dodging the issue again, Madeline. If I were likely +to be of any help to your father's business, instead of a hindrance, I +might perhaps see it differently. As it is, I couldn't accept unless I +were willing to be an object of charity.” + +“Did you tell Father that?” + +“Yes.” + +“What did he say?” + +“He said a good deal. He was frank enough to say that he did not expect +me to be of great assistance to the firm. But I might be of SOME use--he +didn't put it as baldly as that, of course--and at all times I could +keep on with my writing, with my poetry, you know. The brokerage +business should not interfere with my poetry, he said; your mother would +scalp him if it did that.” + +She smiled faintly. “That sounds like dad,” she commented. + +“Yes. Well, we talked and argued for some time on the subject. He asked +me what, supposing I did not accept this offer of his, my plans for the +future might be. I told him they were pretty unsettled as yet. I meant +to write, of course. Not poetry altogether. I realized, I told him, that +I was not a great poet, a poet of genius.” + +Madeline interrupted. Her eyes flashed. + +“Why do you say that?” she demanded. “I have heard you say it before. +That is, recently. In the old days you were as sure as I that you were a +real poet, or should be some day. You never doubted it. You used to tell +me so and I loved to hear you.” + +Albert shook his head. “I was sure of so many things then,” he said. “I +must have been an insufferable kid.” + +She stamped her foot. “It was less than three years ago that you said +it,” she declared. “You are not so frightfully ancient now. . . . Well, +go on, go on. How did it end, the talk with Father, I mean?” + +“I told him,” he continued, “that I meant to write and to earn my living +by writing. I meant to try magazine work--stories, you know--and, soon, +a novel. He asked if earning enough to support a wife on would not be +a long job at that time. I said I was afraid it might, but that that +seemed to me my particular game, nevertheless.” + +She interrupted again. “Did it occur to you to question whether or not +that determination of yours was quite fair to me?” she asked. + +“Why--why, yes, it did. And I don't know that it IS exactly fair to you. +I--” + +“Never mind. Go on. Tell me the rest. How did it end?” + +“Well, it ended in a sort of flare-up. Mr. Fosdick was just a little bit +sarcastic, and I expressed my feelings rather freely--too freely, I'm +afraid.” + +“Never mind. I want to know what you said.” + +“To be absolutely truthful, then, this is what I said: I said that I +appreciated his kindness and was grateful for the offer. But my mind was +made up. I would not live upon his charity and draw a large salary for +doing nothing except be a little, damned tame house-poet led around in +leash and exhibited at his wife's club meetings. . . . That was about +all, I think. We shook hands at the end. He didn't seem to like me any +the less for . . . Why, Madeline, have I offended you? My language was +pretty strong, I know, but--” + +She had bowed her head upon her arms amid the sofa cushions and was +crying. He sprang to his feet and bent over her. + +“Why, Madeline,” he said again, “I beg your pardon. I'm sorry--” + +“Oh, it isn't that,” she sobbed. “It isn't that. I don't care what you +said.” + +“What is it, then?” + +She raised her head and looked at him. + +“It is you,” she cried. “It is myself. It is everything. It is all +wrong. I--I was so happy and--and now I am miserable. Oh--oh, I wish I +were dead!” + +She threw herself upon the cushions again and wept hysterically. He +stood above her, stroking her hair, trying to soothe her, to comfort +her, and all the time he felt like a brute, a heartless beast. At last +she ceased crying, sat up and wiped her eyes with her handkerchief. + +“There!” she exclaimed. “I will not be silly any longer. I won't be! I +WON'T! . . . Now tell me: Why have you changed so?” + +He looked down at her and shook his head. He was conscience-stricken and +fully as miserable as she professed to be. + +“I don't know,” he said. “I am older and--and--and I DON'T see things as +I used to. If that book of mine had appeared three years ago I have no +doubt I should have believed it to be the greatest thing ever printed. +Now, when people tell me it is and I read what the reviewers said and +all that, I--I DON'T believe, I KNOW it isn't great--that is, the most +of it isn't. There is some pretty good stuff, of course, but--You see, +I think it wasn't the poems themselves that made it sell; I think it was +all the fool tommyrot the papers printed about me, about my being a hero +and all that rubbish, when they thought I was dead, you know. That--” + +She interrupted. “Oh, don't!” she cried. “Don't! I don't care about +the old book. I'm not thinking about that. I'm thinking about you. YOU +aren't the same--the same toward me.” + +“Toward you, Madeline? I don't understand what you mean.” + +“Yes, you do. Of course you do. If you were the same as you used to be, +you would let Father help you. We used to talk about that very thing +and--and you didn't resent it then.” + +“Didn't I? Well, perhaps I didn't. But I think I remember our speaking +sometimes of sacrificing everything for each other. We were to live in +poverty, if necessary, and I was to write, you know, and--” + +“Stop! All that was nonsense, nonsense! you know it.” + +“Yes, I'm afraid it was.” + +“You know it was. And if you were as you used to be, if you--” + +“Madeline!” + +“What? Why did you interrupt me?” + +“Because I wanted to ask you a question. Do you think YOU are exactly +the same--as you used to be?” + +“What do you mean?” + +“Haven't YOU changed a little? Are you as sure as you were then--as sure +of your feeling toward me?” + +She gazed at him, wide-eyed. “WHAT do you mean?” + +“I mean ARE you sure? It has seemed to me that perhaps--I was out of +your life for a long time, you know, and during a good deal of that +time it seemed certain that I had gone forever. I am not blaming you, +goodness knows, but--Madeline, isn't there--Well, if I hadn't come back, +mightn't there have been some one--else?” + +She turned pale. + +“What do--” she stammered, inarticulate. “Why, why--” + +“It was Captain Blanchard, wasn't it?” + +The color came back to her cheeks with a rush. She blushed furiously and +sprang to her feet. + +“How--how can you say such things!” she cried. “What do you mean? How +DARE you say Captain Blanchard took advantage of--How--how DARE you say +I was not loyal to you? It is not true. It is not true. I was. I am. +There hasn't been a word--a word between us since--since the news came +that you were--I told him--I said--And he has been splendid! Splendid! +And now you say--Oh, what AM I saying? What SHALL I do?” + +She collapsed once more among the cushions. He leaned forward. + +“My dear girl--” he began, but she broke in. + +“I HAVEN'T been disloyal,” she cried. “I have tried--Oh, I have tried so +hard--” + +“Hush, Madeline, hush. I understand. I understand perfectly. It is all +right, really it is.” + +“And I should have kept on trying always--always.” + +“Yes, dear, yes. But do you think a married life with so much trying in +it likely to be a happy one? It is better to know it now, isn't it, a +great deal better for both of us? Madeline, I am going to my room. I +want you to think, to think over all this, and then we will talk +again. I don't blame you. I don't, dear, really. I think I realize +everything--all of it. Good night, dear.” + +He stooped and kissed her. She sobbed, but that was all. The next +morning a servant came to his room with a parcel and a letter. The +parcel was a tiny one. It was the ring he had given her, in its case. +The letter was short and much blotted. It read: + + +Dear Albert: + +I have thought and thought, as you told me to, and I have concluded that +you were right. It IS best to know it now. Forgive me, please, PLEASE. I +feel wicked and horrid and I HATE myself, but I think this is best. Oh, +do forgive me. Good-by. + +MADELINE. + + +His reply was longer. At its end he wrote: + + +Of course I forgive you. In the first place there is nothing to forgive. +The unforgivable thing would have been the sacrifice of your happiness +and your future to a dream and a memory. I hope you will be very happy. +I am sure you will be, for Blanchard is, I know, a fine fellow. The best +of fortune to you both. + + +The next forenoon he sat once more in the car of the morning train for +Cape Cod, looking out of the window. He had made the journey from New +York by the night boat and had boarded the Cape train at Middleboro. All +the previous day, and in the evening as he tramped the cold wind-swept +deck of the steamer, he had been trying to collect his thoughts, to +readjust them to the new situation, to comprehend in its entirety the +great change that had come in his life. The vague plans, the happy +indefinite dreams, all the rainbows and roses had gone, shivered to bits +like the reflection in a broken mirror. Madeline, his Madeline, was his +no longer. Nor was he hers. In a way it seemed impossible. + +He tried to analyze his feelings. It seemed as if he should have been +crushed, grief-stricken, broken. He was inclined to reproach himself +because he was not. Of course there was a sadness about it, a regret +that the wonder of those days of love and youth had passed. But the +sorrow was not bitter, the regret was but a wistful longing, the sweet, +lingering fragrance of a memory, that was all. Toward her, Madeline, he +felt--and it surprised him, too, to find that he felt--not the slightest +trace of resentment. And more surprising still he felt none toward +Blanchard. He had meant what he said in his letter, he wished for them +both the greatest happiness. + +And--there was no use attempting to shun the fact--his chief feeling, +as he sat there by the car window looking out at the familiar landscape, +was a great relief, a consciousness of escape from what might have +been a miserable, crushing mistake for him and for her. And with this +a growing sense of freedom, of buoyancy. It seemed wicked to feel like +that. Then it came to him, the thought that Madeline, doubtless, was +experiencing the same feeling. And he did not mind a bit; he hoped she +was, bless her! + +A youthful cigar “drummer,” on his first Down-East trip, sat down beside +him. + +“Kind of a flat, bare country, ain't it?” observed the drummer, with +a jerk of his head toward the window. “Looks bleak enough to me. Know +anything about this neck of the woods, do you?” + +Albert turned to look at him. + +“Meaning the Cape?” he asked. + +“Sure.” + +“Indeed I do. I know all about it.” + +“That so! Say, you sound as if you liked it.” + +Albert turned back to the window again. + +“Like it!” he repeated. “I love it.” Then he sighed, a sigh of +satisfaction, and added: “You see, I BELONG here.” + +His grandparents and Rachel were surprised when he walked into the house +that noon and announced that he hoped dinner was ready, because he was +hungry. But their surprise was more than balanced by their joy. Captain +Zelotes demanded to know how long he was going to stay. + +“As long as you'll have me, Grandfather,” was the answer. + +“Eh? Well, that would be a consider'ble spell, if you left it to us, but +I cal'late that girl in New York will have somethin' to say as to time +limit, won't she?” + +Albert smiled. “I'll tell you about that by and by,” he said. + +He did not tell them until that evening after supper. It was Friday +evening and Olive was going to prayer-meeting, but she delayed “putting +on her things” to hear the tale. The news that the engagement was off +and that her grandson was not, after all, to wed the daughter of the +Honorable Fletcher Fosdick, shocked and grieved her not a little. + +“Oh, dear!” she sighed. “I suppose you know what's best, Albert, and +maybe, as you say, you wouldn't have been happy, but I DID feel sort of +proud to think my boy was goin' to marry a millionaire's daughter.” + +Captain Zelotes made no comment--then. He asked to be told more +particulars. Albert described the life at the Fosdick home, the +receptions, his enforced exhibitions and readings. At length the recital +reached the point of the interview in Fosdick's office. + +“So he offered you to take you into the firm--eh, son?” he observed. + +“Yes, sir.” + +“Humph! Fosdick, Williamson and Hendricks are one of the biggest +brokerage houses goin', so a good many New Yorkers have told me.” + +“No doubt. But, Grandfather, you've had some experience with me as a +business man; how do you think I would fit into a firm of stockbrokers?” + +Captain Lote's eye twinkled, but he did not answer the question. Instead +he asked: + +“Just what did you give Fosdick as your reason for not sayin' yes?” + +Albert laughed. “Well, Grandfather,” he said, “I'll tell you. I said +that I appreciated his kindness and all that, but that I would not +draw a big salary for doing nothing except to be a little, damned +tame house-poet led around in leash and shown off at his wife's club +meetings.” + +Mrs. Snow uttered a faint scream. “Oh, Albert!” she exclaimed. She might +have said more, but a shout from her husband prevented her doing so. + +Captain Zelotes had risen and his mighty hand descended with a stinging +slap upon his grandson's shoulder. + +“Bully for you, boy!” he cried. Then, turning to Olive, he added, +“Mother, I've always kind of cal'lated that you had one man around this +house. Now, by the Lord A'Mighty, I know you've got TWO!” + +Olive rose. “Well,” she declared emphatically, “that may be; but if both +those men are goin' to start in swearin' right here in the sittin' room, +I think it's high time SOMEBODY in that family went to church.” + +So to prayer meeting she went, with Mrs. Ellis as escort, and her +husband and grandson, seated in armchairs before the sitting room stove, +both smoking, talked and talked, of the past and of the future--not as +man to boy, nor as grandparent to grandson, but for the first time as +equals, without reservations, as man to man. + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +The next morning Albert met old Mr. Kendall. After breakfast Captain +Zelotes had gone, as usual, directly to the office. His grandson, +however, had not accompanied him. + +“What are you cal'latin' to do this mornin', Al?” inquired the captain. + +“Oh, I don't know exactly, Grandfather. I'm going to look about the +place a bit, write a letter to my publishers, and take a walk, I think. +You will probably see me at the office pretty soon. I'll look in there +by and by.” + +“Ain't goin' to write one or two of those five hundred dollar stories +before dinner time, are you?” + +“I guess not, sir. I'm afraid they won't be written as quickly as all +that.” + +Captain Lote shook his head. “Godfreys!” he exclaimed; “it ain't the +writin' of 'em I'd worry about so much as the gettin' paid for 'em. +You're sure that editor man ain't crazy, you say?” + +“I hope he isn't. He seemed sane enough when I saw him.” + +“Well, I don't know. It's live and learn, I suppose, but if anybody but +you had told me that magazine folks paid as much as five hundred dollars +a piece for yarns made up out of a feller's head without a word of truth +in 'em, I'd--well, I should have told the feller that told me to go to +a doctor right off and have HIS head examined. But--well, as 'tis I +cal'late I'd better have my own looked at. So long, Al. Come in to the +office if you get a chance.” + +He hurried out. Albert walked to the window and watched the sturdy +figure swinging out of the yard. He wondered if, should he live to +his grandfather's age, his step would be as firm and his shoulders as +square. + +Olive laid a hand on his arm. + +“You don't mind his talkin' that way about your writin' those stories, +do you, Albert?” she asked, a trace of anxiety in her tone. “He don't +mean it, you know. He don't understand it--says he don't himself--but +he's awful proud of you, just the same. Why, last night, after you and +he had finished talkin' and he came up to bed--and the land knows what +time of night or mornin' THAT was--he woke me out of a sound sleep to +tell me about that New York magazine man givin' you a written order +to write six stories for his magazine at five hundred dollars a piece. +Zelotes couldn't seem to get over it. 'Think of it, Mother,' he kept +sayin'. 'Think of it! Pretty nigh twice what I pay as good a man as +Labe Keeler for keepin' books a whole year. And Al says he ought to do +a story every forni't. I used to jaw his head off, tellin' him he was on +the road to starvation and all that. Tut, tut, tut! Mother, I've waited +a long time to say it, but it looks as if you married a fool.' . . . +That's the way he talked, but he's a long ways from bein' a fool, your +grandfather is, Albert.” + +Albert nodded. “No one knows that better than I,” he said, with +emphasis. + +“There's one thing,” she went on, “that kind of troubled me. He said +you was goin' to insist on payin' board here at home. Now you know this +house is yours. And we love to--” + +He put his arm about her. “I know it, Grandmother,” he broke in, +quickly. “But that is all settled. I am going to try to make my own +living in my own way. I am going to write and see what I am really +worth. I have my royalty money, you know, most of it, and I have this +order for the series of stories. I can afford to pay for my keep and +I shall. You see, as I told Grandfather last night, I don't propose to +live on his charity any more than on Mr. Fosdick's.” + +She sighed. + +“So Zelotes said,” she admitted. “He told me no less than three times +that you said it. It seemed to tickle him most to death, for some +reason, and that's queer, too, for he's anything but stingy. But there, +I suppose you can pay board if you want to, though who you'll pay it to +is another thing. _I_ shan't take a cent from the only grandson I've got +in the world.” + +It was while on his stroll down to the village that Albert met Mr. +Kendall. The reverend gentleman was plodding along carrying a market +basket from the end of which, beneath a fragment of newspaper, the tail +and rear third of a huge codfish drooped. The basket and its contents +must have weighed at least twelve pounds and the old minister was, as +Captain Zelotes would have said, making heavy weather of it. Albert went +to his assistance. + +“How do you do, Mr. Kendall,” he said; “I'm afraid that basket is rather +heavy, isn't it. Mayn't I help you with it?” Then, seeing that the old +gentleman did not recognize him, he added, “I am Albert Speranza.” + +Down went the basket and the codfish and Mr. Kendall seized him by both +hands. + +“Why, of course, of course,” he cried. “Of course, of course. It's our +young hero, isn't it. Our poet, our happy warrior. Yes,--yes, of course. +So glad to see you, Albert. . . . Er . . . er . . . How is your mother?” + +“You mean my grandmother? She is very well, thank you.” + +“Yes--er--yes, your grandmother, of course. . . . Er . . . er. . . . +Did you see my codfish? Isn't it a magnificent one. I am very fond of +codfish and we almost never have it at home. So just now, I happened to +be passing Jonathan Howes'--he is the--er--fishdealer, you know, and +. . . Jonathan is a very regular attendant at my Sunday morning services. +He is--is. . . . Dear me. . . . What was I about to say?” + +Being switched back to the main track by Albert he explained that he +had seen a number of cod in Mr. Howes' possession and had bought this +specimen. Howes had lent him the basket. + +“And the newspaper,” he explained; adding, with triumph, “I shall dine +on codfish to-day, I am happy to say.” Judging by appearances he might +dine and sup and breakfast on codfish and still have a supply remaining. +Albert insisted on carrying the spoil to the parsonage. He was doing +nothing in particular and it would be a pleasure, he said. Mr. Kendall +protested for the first minute or so but then forgot just what the +protest was all about and rambled garrulously on about affairs in the +parish. He had failed in other faculties, but his flow of language was +still unimpeded. They entered the gate of the parsonage. Albert put the +basket on the upper step. + +“There,” he said; “now I must go. Good morning, Mr. Kendall.” + +“Oh, but you aren't going? You must come in a moment. I want to give you +the manuscript of that sermon of mine on the casting down of Baal, that +is the one in which I liken the military power of Germany to the brazen +idol which. . . . Just a moment, Albert. The manuscript is in my desk +and. . . . Oh, dear me, the door is locked. . . . Helen, Helen!” + +He was shaking the door and shouting his daughter's name. Albert was +surprised and not a little disturbed. It had not occurred to him that +Helen could be at home. It is true that before he left for New York his +grandmother had said that she was planning to return home to be with her +father, but since then he had heard nothing more concerning her. Neither +of his grandparents had mentioned her name in their letters, nor since +his arrival the day before had they mentioned it. And Mr. Kendall had +not spoken of her during their walk together. Albert was troubled and +taken aback. In one way he would have liked to meet Helen very much +indeed. They had not met since before the war. But he did not, somehow, +wish to meet her just then. He did not wish to meet anyone who would +speak of Madeline, or ask embarrassing questions. He turned to go. + +“Another time, Mr. Kendall,” he said. “Good morning.” + +But he had gone only a few yards when the reverend gentleman was calling +to him to return. + +“Albert! Albert!” called Mr. Kendall. + +He was obliged to turn back, he could do nothing else, and as he did so +the door opened. It was Helen who opened it and she stood there upon +the threshold and looked down at him. For a moment, a barely perceptible +interval, she looked, then he heard her catch her breath quickly and saw +her put one hand upon the door jamb as if for support. The next, and +she was running down the steps, her hands outstretched and the light of +welcome in her eyes. + +“Why, Albert Speranza!” she cried. “Why, ALBERT!” + +He seized her hands. “Helen!” he cried, and added involuntarily, “My, +but it's good to see you again!” + +She laughed and so did he. All his embarrassment was gone. They were +like two children, like the boy and girl who had known each other in the +old days. + +“And when did you get here?” she asked. “And what do you mean by +surprising us like this? I saw your grandfather yesterday morning and he +didn't say a word about your coming.” + +“He didn't know I was coming. I didn't know it myself until the day +before. And when did you come? Your father didn't tell me you were here. +I didn't know until I heard him call your name.” + +He was calling it again. Calling it and demanding attention for his +precious codfish. + +“Yes, Father, yes, in a minute,” she said. Then to Albert, “Come in. +Oh, of course you'll come in.” + +“Why, yes, if I won't be interfering with the housekeeping.” + +“You won't. Yes, Father, yes, I'm coming. Mercy, where did you get such +a wonderful fish? Come in, Albert. As soon as I get Father's treasure +safe in the hands of Maria I'll be back. Father will keep you company. +No, pardon me, I am afraid he won't, he's gone to the kitchen already. +And I shall have to go, too, for just a minute. I'll hurry.” + +She hastened to the kitchen, whither Mr. Kendall, tugging the fish +basket, had preceded her. Albert entered the little sitting-room and sat +down in a chair by the window. The room looked just as it used to look, +just as neat, just as homelike, just as well kept. And when she came +back and they began to talk, it seemed to him that she, too, was just as +she used to be. She was a trifle less girlish, more womanly perhaps, but +she was just as good to look at, just as bright and cheerful and in her +conversation she had the same quietly certain way of dealing directly +with the common-sense realities and not the fuss and feathers. It seemed +to him that she had not changed at all, that she herself was one of the +realities, the wholesome home realities, like Captain Zelotes and Olive +and the old house they lived in. He told her so. She laughed. + +“You make me feel as ancient as the pyramids,” she said. + +He shook his head. “I am the ancient,” he declared. “This war hasn't +changed you a particle, Helen, but it has handed me an awful jolt. At +times I feel as if I must have sailed with Noah. And as if I had wasted +most of the time since.” + +She smiled. “Just what do you mean by that?” she asked. + +“I mean--well, I don't know exactly what I do mean, I guess. I seem +to have an unsettled feeling. I'm not satisfied with myself. And as I +remember myself,” he added, with a shrug, “that condition of mind was +not usual with me.” + +She regarded him for a moment without speaking, with the appraising look +in her eyes which he remembered so well, which had always reminded him +of the look in his grandfather's eyes, and which when a boy he resented +so strongly. + +“Yes,” she said slowly, “I think you have changed. Not because you say +you feel so much older or because you are uneasy and dissatisfied. So +many of the men I talked with at the camp hospital, the men who had been +over there and had been wounded, as you were, said they felt the same +way. That doesn't mean anything, I think, except that it is dreadfully +hard to get readjusted again and settle down to everyday things. But +it seems to me that you have changed in other ways. You are a little +thinner, but broader, too, aren't you? And you do look older, especially +about the eyes. And, of course--well, of course I think I do miss a +little of the Albert Speranza I used to know, the young chap with the +chip on his shoulder for all creation to knock off.” + +“Young jackass!” + +“Oh, no indeed. He had his good points. But there! we're wasting time +and we have so much to talk about. You--why, what am I thinking of! I +have neglected the most important thing in the world. And you have just +returned from New York, too. Tell me, how is Madeline Fosdick?” + +“She is well. But tell me about yourself. You have been in all sorts of +war work, haven't you. Tell me about it.” + +“Oh, my work didn't amount to much. At first I 'Red Crossed' in Boston, +then I went to Devens and spent a long time in the camp hospital there.” + +“Pretty trying, wasn't it?” + +“Why--yes, some of it was. When the 'flu' epidemic was raging and the +poor fellows were having such a dreadful time it was bad enough. After +that I was sent to Eastview. In the hospital there I met the boys who +had been wounded on the other side and who talked about old age and +dissatisfaction and uneasiness, just as you do. But MY work doesn't +count. You are the person to be talked about. Since I have seen you you +have become a famous poet and a hero and--” + +“Don't!” + +She had been smiling; now she was very serious. + +“Forgive me, Albert,” she said. “We have been joking, you and I, but +there was a time when we--when your friends did not joke. Oh, Albert, +if you could have seen the Snow place as I saw it then. It was as if all +the hope and joy and everything worth while had been crushed out of it. +Your grandmother, poor little woman, was brave and quiet, but we +all knew she was trying to keep up for Captain Zelotes' sake. And +he--Albert, you can scarcely imagine how the news of your death changed +him. . . . Ah! well, it was a hard time, a dreadful time for--for every +one.” + +She paused and he, turning to look at her, saw that there were tears in +her eyes. He knew of her affection for his grandparents and theirs for +her. Before he could speak she was smiling again. + +“But now that is all over, isn't it?” she said. “And the Snows are +the happiest people in the country, I do believe. AND the proudest, of +course. So now you must tell me all about it, about your experiences, +and about your war cross, and about your literary work--oh, about +everything.” + +The all-inclusive narrative was not destined to get very far. Old Mr. +Kendall came hurrying in, the sermon on the casting down of Baal in his +hand. Thereafter he led, guided, and to a large extent monopolized the +conversation. His discourse had proceeded perhaps as far as “Thirdly” + when Albert, looking at his watch, was surprised to find it almost +dinner time. Mr. Kendall, still talking, departed to his study to hunt +for another sermon. The young people said good-by in his absence. + +“It has been awfully good to see you again, Helen,” declared Albert. +“But I told you that in the beginning, didn't I? You seem like--well, +like a part of home, you know. And home means something to me nowadays.” + +“I'm glad to hear you speak of South Harniss as home. Of course I know +you don't mean to make it a permanent home--I imagine Madeline would +have something to say about that--but it is nice to have you speak as if +the old town meant something to you.” + +He looked about him. + +“I love the place,” he said simply. + +“I am glad. So do I; but then I have lived here all my life. The next +time we talk I want to know more about your plans for the future--yours +and Madeline's, I mean. How proud she must be of you.” + +He looked up at her; she was standing upon the upper step and he on the +walk below. + +“Madeline and I--” he began. Then he stopped. What was the use? He did +not want to talk about it. He waved his hand and turned away. + +After dinner he went out into the kitchen to talk to Mrs. Ellis, who +was washing dishes. She was doing it as she did all her share of the +housework, with an energy and capability which would have delighted the +soul of a “scientific management” expert. Except when under the spell of +a sympathetic attack Rachel was ever distinctly on the job. + +And of course she was, as always, glad to see her protege, her Robert +Penfold. The proprietary interest which she had always felt in him was +more than ever hers now. Had not she been the sole person to hint at the +possibility of his being alive, when every one else had given him up for +dead? Had not she been the only one to suggest that he might have been +taken prisoner? Had SHE ever despaired of seeing him again--on this +earth and in the flesh? Indeed, she had not; at least, she had never +admitted it, if she had. So then, hadn't she a RIGHT to feel that she +owned a share in him? No one ventured to dispute that right. + +She turned and smiled over one ample shoulder when he entered the +kitchen. + +“Hello,” she hailed cheerfully. “Come callin', have you, Robert--Albert, +I mean? It would have been a great help to me if you'd been christened +Robert. I call you that so much to myself it comes almost more natural +than the other. On account of you bein' so just like Robert Penfold in +the book, you know,” she added. + +“Yes, yes, of course, Rachel, I understand,” put in Albert hastily. He +was not in the mood to listen to a dissertation on a text taken from +Foul Play. He looked about the room and sighed happily. + +“There isn't a speck anywhere, is there?” he observed. “It is just as it +used to be, just as I used to think of it when I was laid up over there. +When I wanted to try and eat a bit, so as to keep what strength I had, +I would think about this kitchen of yours, Rachel. It didn't do to +think of the places where the prison stuff was cooked. They were +not--appetizing.” + +Mrs. Ellis nodded. “I presume likely not,” she observed. “Well, don't +tell me about 'em. I've just scrubbed this kitchen from stem to stern. +If I heard about those prison places, I'd feel like startin' right in +and scrubbin' it all over again, I know I should. . . . Dirty pigs! I +wish I had the scourin' of some of those Germans! I'd--I don't know as I +wouldn't skin 'em alive.” + +Albert laughed. “Some of them pretty nearly deserved it,” he said. + +Rachel smiled grimly. “Well, let's talk about nice things,” she said. +“Oh, Issy Price was here this forenoon; Cap'n Lote sent him over from +the office on an errand, and he said he saw you and Mr. Kendall goin' +down street together just as he was comin' along. He hollered at you, +but you didn't hear him. 'Cordin' to Issachar's tell, you was luggin' a +basket with Jonah's whale in it, or somethin' like that.” + +Albert described his encounter with the minister. Rachel was much +interested. + +“Oh, so you saw Helen,” she said. “Well, I guess she was surprised to +see you.” + +“Not more than I was to see her. I didn't know she was in town. Not a +soul had mentioned it--you nor Grandfather nor Grandmother.” + +The housekeeper answered without turning her head. “Guess we had so many +things to talk about we forgot it,” she said. “Yes, she's been here over +a week now. High time, from what I hear. The poor old parson has failed +consider'ble and Maria Price's housekeepin' and cookin' is enough to +make a well man sick--or wish he was. But he'll be looked after now. +Helen will look after him. She's the most capable girl there is in +Ostable County. Did she tell you about what she done in the Red Cross +and the hospitals?” + +“She said something about it, not very much.” + +“Um-hm. She wouldn't, bein' Helen Kendall. But the Red Cross folks said +enough, and they're sayin' it yet. Why--” + +She went on to tell of Helen's work in the Red Cross depots and in the +camp, and hospitals. It was an inspiring story. + +“There they was,” said Rachel, “the poor things, just boys most of 'em, +dyin' of that dreadful influenza like rats, as you might say. And, of +course it's dreadful catchin', and a good many was more afraid of it +than they would have been of bullets, enough sight. But Helen Kendall +wa'n't afraid--no, siree! Why--” + +And so on. Albert listened, hearing most of it, but losing some as his +thoughts wandered back to the Helen he had known as a boy and the Helen +he had met that forenoon. Her face, as she had welcomed him at the +parsonage door--it was surprising how clearly it showed before his +mind's eye. He had thought at first that she had not changed in +appearance. That was not quite true--she had changed a little, but it +was merely the fulfillment of a promise, that was all. Her eyes, her +smile above a hospital bed--he could imagine what they must have seemed +like to a lonely, homesick boy wrestling with the “flu.” + +“And, don't talk!” he heard the housekeeper say, as he drifted out of +his reverie, “if she wa'n't popular around that hospital, around both +hospitals, fur's that goes! The patients idolized her, and the other +nurses they loved her, and the doctors--” + +“Did they love her, too?” Albert asked, with a smile, as she hesitated. + +She laughed. “Some of 'em did, I cal'late,” she answered. “You see, I +got most of my news about it all from Bessie Ryder, Cornelius Ryder's +niece, lives up on the road to the Center; you used to know her, Albert. +Bessie was nursin' in that same hospital, the one Helen was at first. +'Cordin' to her, there was some doctor or officer tryin' to shine up to +Helen most of the time. When she was at Eastview, so Bessie heard, there +was a real big-bug in the Army, a sort of Admiral or Commodore amongst +the doctors he was, and HE was trottin' after her, or would have been if +she'd let him. 'Course you have to make some allowances for Bessie--she +wouldn't be a Ryder if she didn't take so many words to say so little +that the truth gets stretched pretty thin afore she finished--but there +must have been SOMETHIN' in it. And all about her bein' such a wonderful +nurse and doin' so much for the Red Cross I KNOW is true. . . . Eh? Did +you say anything, Albert?” + +Albert shook his head. “No, Rachel,” he replied. “I didn't speak.” + +“I thought I heard you or somebody say somethin'. I--Why, Laban Keeler, +what are you doin' away from your desk this time in the afternoon?” + +Laban grinned as he entered the kitchen. + +“Did I hear you say you thought you heard somebody sayin' somethin', +Rachel?” he inquired. “That's queer, ain't it? Seemed to me _I_ heard +somebody sayin' somethin' as I come up the path just now. Seemed as if +they was sayin' it right here in the kitchen, too. 'Twasn't your +voice, Albert, and it couldn't have been Rachel's, 'cause she NEVER +talks--'specially to you. It's too bad, the prejudice she's got against +you, Albert,” he added, with a wink. “Um-hm, too bad--yes, 'tis--yes, +yes.” + +Mrs. Ellis sniffed. + +“And that's what the newspapers in war time used to call--er--er--oh, +dear, what was it?--camel--seems's if 'twas somethin' about a camel--” + +“Camouflage?” suggested Albert. + +“That's it. All that talk about me is just camouflage to save him +answerin' my question. But he's goin' to answer it. What are you doin' +away from the office this time in the afternoon, I want to know?” + +Mr. Keeler perched his small figure on the corner of the kitchen table. + +“Well, to tell you the truth, Rachel,” he said solemnly. “I'm here to do +what the folks in books call demand an explanation. You and I, Rachel, +are just as good as engaged to be married, ain't we? I've been keepin' +company with you for the last twenty, forty or sixty years, some such +spell as that. Now, just as I'm gettin' used to it and beginnin' to +consider it a settled arrangement, as you may say, I come into this +house and find you shut up in the kitchen with another man. Now, what--” + +The housekeeper advanced toward him with the dripping dishcloth. + +“Laban Keeler,” she threatened, “if you don't stop your foolishness and +answer my question, I declare I'll--” + +Laban slid from his perch and retired behind the table. + +“Another man,” he repeated. “And SOME folks--not many, of course, but +some--might be crazy enough to say he was a better-lookin' man than +I am. Now, bein' ragin' jealous,--All right, Rachel, all right, I +surrender. Don't hit me with all those soapsuds. I don't want to go back +to the office foamin' at the mouth. The reason I'm here is that I had to +go down street to see about the sheathin' for the Red Men's lodge room. +Issy took the order, but he wasn't real sure whether 'twas sheathin' +or scantlin' they wanted, so I told Cap'n Lote I'd run down myself and +straighten it out. On the way back I saw you two through the window and +I thought I'd drop in and worry you. So here I am.” + +Mrs. Ellis nodded. “Yes,” she sniffed. “And all that camel--camel--Oh, +DEAR, what DOES ail me? All that camel--No use, I've forgot it again.” + +“Never mind, Rachel,” said Mr. Keeler consolingly. “All +the--er--menagerie was just that and nothin' more. Oh, by the way, Al,” + he added, “speakin' of camels--don't you think I've done pretty well to +go so long without any--er--liquid nourishment? Not a drop since you and +I enlisted together. . . . Oh, she knows about it now,” he added, with +a jerk of his head in the housekeeper's direction. “I felt 'twas fairly +safe and settled, so I told her. I told her. Yes, yes, yes. Um-hm, so I +did.” + +Albert turned to the lady. + +“You should be very proud of him, Rachel,” he said seriously. “I think +I realize a little something of the fight he has made, and it is bully. +You should be proud of him.” + +Rachel looked down at the little man. + +“I am,” she said quietly. “I guess likely he knows it.” + +Laban smiled. “The folks in Washington are doin' their best to help me +out,” he said. “They're goin' to take the stuff away from everybody so's +to make sure _I_ don't get any more. They'll probably put up a monument +to me for startin' the thing; don't you think they will, Al? Eh? Don't +you, now?” + +Albert and he walked up the road together. Laban told a little more of +his battle with John Barleycorn. + +“I had half a dozen spells when I had to set my teeth, those I've got +left, and hang on,” he said. “And the hangin'-on wa'n't as easy as +stickin' to fly-paper, neither. Honest, though, I think the hardest was +when the news came that you was alive, Al. I--I just wanted to start in +and celebrate. Wanted to whoop her up, I did.” He paused a moment and +then added, “I tried whoopin' on sass'parilla and vanilla sody, but +'twa'n't satisfactory. Couldn't seem to raise a real loud whisper, let +alone a whoop. No, I couldn't--no, no.” + +Albert laughed and laid a hand on his shoulder. “You're all right, +Labe,” he declared. “I know you, and I say so.” + +Laban slowly shook his head. His smile, as he answered, was rather +pathetic. + +“I'm a long, long ways from bein' all right, Al,” he said. “A long ways +from that, I am. If I'd made my fight thirty year ago, I might have been +nigher to amountin' to somethin'. . . . Oh, well, for Rachel's sake +I'm glad I've made it now. She's stuck to me when everybody would have +praised her for chuckin' me to Tophet. I was readin' one of Thackeray's +books t'other night--Henry Esmond, 'twas; you've read it, Al, of course; +I was readin' it t'other night for the ninety-ninth time or thereabouts, +and I run across the place where it says it's strange what a man can +do and a woman still keep thinkin' he's an angel. That's true, too, Al. +Not,” with the return of the slight smile, “that Rachel ever went so far +as to call me an angel. No, no. There's limits where you can't stretch +her common-sense any farther. Callin' me an angel would be just past the +limit. Yes, yes, yes. I guess SO.” + +They spoke of Captain Zelotes and Olive and of their grief and +discouragement when the news of Albert's supposed death reached them. + +“Do you know,” said Labe, “I believe Helen Kendall's comin' there for a +week did 'em more good than anything else. She got away from her soldier +nursin' somehow--must have been able to pull the strings consider'ble +harder'n the average to do it--and just came down to the Snow place and +sort of took charge along with Rachel. Course she didn't live there, her +father thought she was visitin' him, I guess likely, but she was with +Cap'n Lote and Olive most of the time. Rachel says she never made +a fuss, you understand, just was there and helped and was quiet and +soft-spoken and capable and--and comfortin', that's about the word, I +guess. Rachel always thought a sight of Helen afore that, but since then +she swears by her.” + +That evening--or, rather, that night, for they did not leave the sitting +room until after twelve--Mrs. Snow heard her grandson walking the floor +of his room, and called to ask if he was sick. + +“I'm all right, Grandmother,” he called in reply. “Just taking a little +exercise before turning in, that's all. Sorry if I disturbed you.” + +The exercise was, as a matter of fact, almost entirely mental, the +pacing up and down merely an unconscious physical accompaniment. Albert +Speranza was indulging in introspection. He was reviewing and assorting +his thoughts and his impulses and trying to determine just what they +were and why they were and whither they were tending. It was a mental +and spiritual picking to pieces and the result was humiliating and in +its turn resulted in a brand-new determination. + +Ever since his meeting with Helen, a meeting which had been quite +unpremeditated, he had thought of but little except her. During his talk +with her in the parsonage sitting room he had been--there was no use +pretending to himself that it was otherwise--more contented with the +world, more optimistic, happier, than he had been for months, it seemed +to him for years. Even while he was speaking to her of his uneasiness +and dissatisfaction he was dimly conscious that at that moment he was +less uneasy and less dissatisfied, conscious that the solid ground was +beneath his feet at last, that here was the haven after the storm, here +was-- + +He pulled up sharply. This line of thought was silly, dangerous, wicked. +What did it mean? Three days before, only three days, he had left +Madeline Fosdick, the girl whom he had worshiped, adored, and who +had loved him. Yes, there was no use pretending there, either; he and +Madeline HAD loved each other. Of course he realized now that their +love had nothing permanently substantial about it. It was the romance +of youth, a dream which they had shared together and from which, +fortunately for both, they had awakened in time. And of course he +realized, too, that the awakening had begun long, long before the actual +parting took place. But nevertheless only three days had elapsed since +that parting, and now--What sort of a man was he? + +Was he like his father? Was it what Captain Zelotes used to call the +“Portygee streak” which was now cropping out? The opera singer had been +of the butterfly type--in his later years a middle-aged butterfly whose +wings creaked somewhat--but decidedly a flitter from flower to flower. +As a boy, Albert had been aware, in an uncertain fashion, of his +father's fondness for the sex. Now, older, his judgment of his parent +was not as lenient, was clearer, more discerning. He understood now. Was +his own “Portygee streak,” his inherited temperament, responsible for +his leaving one girl on a Tuesday and on Friday finding his thoughts +concerned so deeply with another? + +Well, no matter, no matter. One thing was certain--Helen should +never know of that feeling. He would crush it down, he would use his +common-sense. He would be a decent man and not a blackguard. For he had +had his chance and had tossed it away. What would she think of him now +if he came to her after Madeline had thrown him over--that is what Mrs. +Fosdick would say, would take pains that every one else should say, that +Madeline had thrown him over--what would Helen think of him if he came +to her with a second-hand love like that? + +And of course she would not think of him as a lover at all. Why should +she? In the boy and girl days she had refused to let him speak of such a +thing. She was his friend, a glorious, a wonderful friend, but that was +all, all she ever dreamed of being. + +Well, that was right; that was as it should be. He should be thankful +for such a friend. He was, of course. And he would concentrate all his +energies upon his work, upon his writing. That was it, that was it. +Good, it was settled! + +So he went to bed and, eventually, to sleep. + + + +CHAPTER XIX + + +While dressing in the cold light of dawn his perturbations of the +previous night appeared in retrospect as rather boyish and unnecessary. +His sudden and unexpected meeting with Helen and their talk together had +tended to make him over-sentimental, that was all. He and she were to be +friends, of course, but there was no real danger of his allowing himself +to think of her except as a friend. No, indeed. He opened the bureau +drawer in search of a tie, and there was the package of “snapshots” just +where he had tossed them that night when he first returned home +after muster-out. Helen's photograph was the uppermost. He looked at +it--looked at it for several minutes. Then he closed the drawer again +and hurriedly finished his dressing. A part, at least, of his resolve +of the night before had been sound common-sense. His brain was suffering +from lack of exercise. Work was what he needed, hard work. + +So to work he went without delay. A place to work in was the first +consideration. He suggested the garret, but his grandmother and Rachel +held up their hands and lifted their voices in protest. + +“No, INDEED,” declared Olive. “Zelotes has always talked about writin' +folks and poets starvin' in garrets. If you went up attic to work he'd +be teasin' me from mornin' to night. Besides, you'd freeze up there, if +the smell of moth-balls didn't choke you first. No, you wait; I've got a +notion. There's that old table desk of Zelotes' in the settin' room. He +don't hardly ever use it nowadays. You take it upstairs to your own room +and work in there. You can have the oil-heater to keep you warm.” + +So that was the arrangement made, and in his own room Albert sat down at +the battered old desk, which had been not only his grandfather's but +his great-grandfather's property, to concentrate upon the first of +the series of stories ordered by the New York magazine. He had already +decided upon the general scheme for the series. A boy, ragamuffin son +of immigrant parents, rising, after a wrong start, by sheer grit and +natural shrewdness and ability, step by step to competence and success, +winning a place in and the respect of a community. There was nothing new +in the idea itself. Some things his soldier chum Mike Kelley had told +him concerning an uncle of his--Mike's--suggested it. The novelty he +hoped might come from the incidents, the various problems faced by his +hero, the solution of each being a step upward in the latter's career +and in the formation of his character. He wanted to write, if he could, +the story of the building of one more worth-while American, for Albert +Speranza, like so many others set to thinking by the war and the war +experiences, was realizing strongly that the gabbling of a formula and +the swearing of an oath of naturalization did not necessarily make an +American. There were too many eager to take that oath with tongue in +cheek and knife in sleeve. Too many, for the first time in their +lives breathing and speaking as free men, thanks to the protection of +Columbia's arm, yet planning to stab their protectress in the back. + +So Albert's hero was to be an American, an American to whom the +term meant the highest and the best. If he had hunted a lifetime for +something to please and interest his grandfather he could not have hit +the mark nearer the center. Cap'n Lote, of course, pretended a certain +measure of indifference, but that was for Olive and Rachel's benefit. It +would never do for the scoffer to become a convert openly and at once. +The feminine members of the household clamored each evening to have the +author read aloud his day's installment. The captain sniffed. + +“Oh, dear, dear,” with a groan, “now I've got to hear all that made-up +stuff that happened to a parcel of made-up folks that never lived and +never will. Waste of time, waste of time. Where's my Transcript?” + +But it was noticed--and commented upon, you may be sure--by his wife and +housekeeper that the Transcript was likely to be, before the reading had +progressed far, either in the captain's lap or on the floor. And when +the discussion following the reading was under way Captain Zelotes' +opinions were expressed quite as freely as any one's else. Laban Keeler +got into the habit of dropping in to listen. + +One fateful evening the reading was interrupted by the arrival of +Mr. Kendall. The reverend gentleman had come to make a pastoral call. +Albert's hero was in the middle of a situation. The old clergyman +insisted upon the continuation of the reading. It was continued and so +was the discussion following it; in fact, the discussion seemed likely +to go on indefinitely, for the visitor showed no inclination of leaving. +At ten-thirty his daughter appeared to inquire about him and to +escort him home. Then he went, but under protest. Albert walked to the +parsonage with them. + +“Now we've started somethin',” groaned the captain, as the door closed. +“That old critter'll be cruisin' over here six nights out of five +from now on to tell Al just how to spin those yarns of his. And he'll +talk--and talk--and talk. Ain't it astonishin' how such a feeble-lookin' +craft as he is can keep blowin' off steam that way and still be able to +navigate.” + +His wife took him to task. “The idea,” she protested, “of your callin' +your own minister a 'critter'! I should think you'd be ashamed. . . . +But, oh, dear, I'm afraid he WILL be over here an awful lot.” + +Her fears were realized. Mr. Kendall, although not on hand “six nights +out of five,” as the captain prophesied, was a frequent visitor at +the Snow place. As Albert's story-writing progressed the discussions +concerning the growth and development of the hero's character became +more and more involved and spirited. They were for the most part +confined, when the minister was present, to him and Mrs. Snow and +Rachel. Laban, if he happened to be there, sat well back in the corner, +saying little except when appealed to, and then answering with one of +his dry, characteristic observations. Captain Lote, in the rocker, his +legs crossed, his hand stroking his beard, and with the twinkle in his +eyes, listened, and spoke but seldom. Occasionally, when he and his +grandson exchanged glances, the captain winked, indicating appreciation +of the situation. + +“Say, Al,” he said, one evening, after the old clergyman had departed, +“it must be kind of restful to have your work all laid out for you this +way. Take it to-night, for instance; I don't see but what everything's +planned for this young feller you're writin' about so you nor he won't +have to think for yourselves for a hundred year or such matter. Course +there's some little difference in the plans. Rachel wants him to get +wrecked on an island or be put in jail, and Mother, she wants him to be +a soldier and a poet, and Mr. Kendall thinks it's high time he joined +the church or signed the pledge or stopped swearin' or chewin' gum.” + +“Zelotes, how ridiculous you do talk!” + +“All right, Mother, all right. What strikes me, Al, is they don't any of +'em stop to ask you what YOU mean to have him do. Course I know 'tain't +any of your business, but still--seems 's if you might be a little mite +interested in the boy yourself.” + +Albert laughed. “Don't worry, Grandfather,” he said. “I'm enjoying it +all very much. And some of the suggestions may be just what I'm looking +for.” + +“Well, son, we'll hope so. Say, Labe, I've got a notion for keepin' the +minister from doin' all the talkin.' We'll ask Issy Price to drop in; +eh?” + +Laban shook his head. “I don't know, Cap'n Lote,” he observed. “Sounds +to me a good deal like lettin' in a hurricane to blow out a match with. +. . . Um-hm. Seems so to me. Yes, yes.” + +Mr. Kendall's calls would have been more frequent still had Helen not +interfered. Very often, when he came she herself dropped in a little +later and insisted upon his making an early start for home. Occasionally +she came with him. She, too, seemed much interested in the progress of +the stories, but she offered few suggestions. When directly appealed to, +she expressed her views, and they were worth while. + +Albert was resolutely adhering to his determination not to permit +himself to think of her except as a friend. That is, he hoped he was; +thoughts are hard to control at times. He saw her often. They met on the +street, at church on Sunday--his grandmother was so delighted when he +accompanied her to “meeting” that he did so rather more frequently, +perhaps, than he otherwise would--at the homes of acquaintances, and, of +course, at the Snow place. When she walked home with her father after a +“story evening” he usually went with them as additional escort. + +She had not questioned him concerning Madeline since their first meeting +that morning at the parsonage. He knew, therefore, that some one--his +grandmother, probably--had told her of the broken engagement. When +they were alone together they talked of many things, casual things, the +generalities of which, so he told himself, a conversation between mere +friends was composed. But occasionally, after doing escort duty, after +Mr. Kendall had gone into the house to take his “throat medicine”--a +medicine which Captain Zelotes declared would have to be double-strength +pretty soon to offset the wear and tear of the story evenings--they +talked of matters more specific and which more directly concerned +themselves. She spoke of her hospital work, of her teaching before the +war, and of her plans for the future. The latter, of course, were very +indefinite now. + +“Father needs me,” she said, “and I shall not leave him while he lives.” + +They spoke of Albert's work and plans most of all. He began to ask for +advice concerning the former. When those stories were written, what +then? She hoped he would try the novel he had hinted at. + +“I'm sure you can do it,” she said. “And you mustn't give up the poems +altogether. It was the poetry, you know, which was the beginning.” + +“YOU were the beginning,” he said impulsively. “Perhaps I should +never have written at all if you hadn't urged me, shamed me out of my +laziness.” + +“I was a presuming young person, I'm afraid,” she said. “I wonder +you didn't tell me to mind my own business. I believe you did, but I +wouldn't mind.” + +June brought the summer weather and the summer boarders to South +Harniss. One of the news sensations which came at the same time was that +the new Fosdick cottage had been sold. The people who had occupied it +the previous season had bought it. Mrs. Fosdick, so rumor said, was not +strong and her doctors had decided that the sea air did not agree with +her. + +“Crimustee!” exclaimed Issachar, as he imparted the news to Mr. Keeler, +“if that ain't the worst. Spend your money, and a pile of money, too, +buyin' ground, layin' of it out to build a house on to live in, then +buildin' that house and then, by crimus, sellin' it to somebody else for +THEM to live in. That beats any foolishness ever come MY way.” + +“And there's some consider'ble come your way at that, ain't they, Is?” + observed Laban, busy with his bookkeeping. + +Issachar nodded. “You're right there has,” he said complacently. +“I . . . What do you mean by that? Tryin' to be funny again, ain't you?” + +Albert heard the news with a distinct feeling of relief. While the +feeling on his part toward Madeline was of the kindliest, and Madeline's +was, he felt sure, the same toward him, nevertheless to meet her +day after day, as people must meet in a village no bigger than South +Harniss, would be awkward for both. And to meet Mrs. Fosdick might be +more awkward still. He smiled as he surmised that the realization by the +lady of that very awkwardness was probably responsible for the discovery +that sea air was not beneficial. + +The story-writing and the story evenings continued. Over the fourth +story in the series discussion was warm, for there were marked +differences of opinion among the listeners. One of the experiences +through which Albert had brought his hero was that of working as general +assistant to a sharp, unscrupulous and smooth-tongued rascal who was +proprietor of a circus sideshow and fake museum. He was a kind-hearted +swindler, but one who never let a question of honesty interfere with the +getting of a dollar. In this fourth story, to the town where the hero, +now a man of twenty-five, had established himself in business, came this +cheat of other days, but now he came as a duly ordained clergyman in +answer to the call of the local church. The hero learned that he had not +told the governing body of that church of his former career. Had he done +so, they most certainly would not have called him. The leading man in +that church body was the hero's patron and kindest friend. The question: +What was the hero's duty in the matter? + +Of course the first question asked was whether or not the ex-sideshow +proprietor was sincerely repentant and honestly trying to walk the +straight path and lead others along it. Albert replied that his hero had +interviewed him and was satisfied that he was; he had been “converted” + at a revival and was now a religious enthusiast whose one idea was to +save sinners. + +That was enough for Captain Zelotes. + +“Let him alone, then,” said the captain. “He's tryin' to be a decent +man. What do you want to do? Tell on him and have him chucked overboard +from one church after another until he gets discouraged and takes to +swindlin' again?” + +Rachel Ellis could not see it that way. + +“If he was a saved sinner,” she declared, “and repentant of his sins, +then he'd ought to repent 'em out loud. Hidin' 'em ain't repentin'. And, +besides, there's Donald's (Donald was the hero's name) there's Donald's +duty to the man that's been so good to him. Is it fair to that man to +keep still and let him hire a minister that, like as not, will steal the +collection, box and all, afore he gets through? No, sir, Donald ought to +tell THAT man, anyhow.” + +Olive was pretty dubious about the whole scheme. She doubted if anybody +connected with a circus COULD ever become a minister. + +“The whole--er--er--trade is so different,” she said. + +Mr. Kendall was not there that evening, his attendance being required at +a meeting of the Sunday School teachers. Helen, however, was not at that +meeting and Captain Zelotes declared his intention of asking her opinion +by telephone. + +“She'll say same as I do--you see if she don't,” he declared. When +he called the parsonage, however, Maria Price answered the phone and +informed him that Helen was spending the evening with old Mrs. Crowell, +who lived but a little way from the Snow place. The captain promptly +called up the Crowell house. + +“She's there and she'll stop in here on her way along,” he said +triumphantly. “And she'll back me up--you see.” + +But she did not. She did not “back up” any one. She merely smiled and +declared the problem too complicated to answer offhand. + +“Why don't you ask Albert?” she inquired. “After all, he is the one who +must settle it eventually.” + +“He won't tell,” said Olive. “He's real provokin', isn't he? And now you +won't tell, either, Helen.” + +“Oh, I don't know--yet. But I think he does.” + +Albert, as usual, walked home with her. + +“How are you going to answer your hero's riddle?” she asked. + +“Before I tell you, suppose you tell me what your answer would be.” + +She reflected. “Well,” she said, “it seems to me that, all things being +as they are, he should do this: He should go to the sideshow man--the +minister now--and have a very frank talk with him. He should tell him +that he had decided to say nothing about the old life and to help him +in every way, to be his friend--provided that he keep straight, that is +all. Of course more than that would be meant, the alternative would be +there and understood, but he need not say it. I think that course of +action would be fair to himself and to everybody. That is my answer. +What is yours?” + +He laughed quietly. “Just that, of course,” he said. “You would see it, +I knew. You always see down to the heart of things, Helen. You have the +gift.” + +She shook her head. “It didn't really need a gift, this particular +problem, did it?” she said. “It is not--excuse me--it isn't exactly a +new one.” + +“No, it isn't. It is as old as the hills, but there are always new +twists to it.” + +“As there are to all our old problems.” + +“Yes. By the way, your advice about the ending of my third story was +exactly what I needed. The editor wrote me he should never have forgiven +me if it had ended in any other way. It probably WOULD have ended in +another way if it hadn't been for you. Thank you, Helen.” + +“Oh, you know there was really nothing to thank me for. It was all you, +as usual. Have you planned the next story, the fifth, yet?” + +“Not entirely. I have some vague ideas. Do you want to hear them?” + +“Of course.” + +So they discussed those ideas as they walked along the sidewalk of the +street leading down to the parsonage. It was a warm evening, a light +mist, which was not substantial enough to be a fog, hanging low over +everything, wrapping them and the trees and the little front yards and +low houses of the old village in a sort of cozy, velvety, confidential +quiet. The scent of lilacs was heavy in the air. + +They both were silent. Just when they had ceased speaking neither could +have told. They walked on arm in arm and suddenly Albert became aware +that this silence was dangerous for him; that in it all his resolves and +brave determinations were melting into mist like that about him; that +he must talk and talk at once and upon a subject which was not personal, +which-- + +And then Helen spoke. + +“Do you know what this reminds me of?” she said. “All this talk of ours? +It reminds me of how we used to talk over those first poems of yours. +You have gone a long way since then.” + +“I have gone to Kaiserville and back.” + +“You know what I mean. I mean your work has improved wonderfully. You +write with a sure hand now, it seems to me. And your view is so much +broader.” + +“I hope I'm not the narrow, conceited little rooster I used to be. I +told you, Helen, that the war handed me an awful jolt. Well, it did. I +think it, or my sickness or the whole business together, knocked most of +that self-confidence of mine galley-west. For so much I'm thankful.” + +“I don't know that I am, altogether. I don't want you to lose confidence +in yourself. You should be confident now because you deserve to be. And +you write with confidence, or it reads as if you did. Don't you feel +that you do, yourself? Truly, don't you?” + +“Well, perhaps, a little. I have been at it for some time now. I ought +to show some progress. Perhaps I don't make as many mistakes.” + +“I can't see that you have made any.” + +“I have made one . . . a damnable one.” + +“Why, what do you mean?” + +“Oh, nothing. I didn't mean to say that. . . . Helen, do you know it is +awfully good of you to take all this interest in me--in my work, I mean. +Why do you do it?” + +“Why?” + +“Yes, why?” + +“Why, because--Why shouldn't I? Haven't we always talked about your +writings together, almost since we first knew each other? Aren't we old +friends?” + +There it was again--friends. It was like a splash of cold water in the +face, at once awakening and chilling. Albert walked on in silence for +a few moments and then began speaking of some trivial subject entirely +disconnected with himself or his work or her. When they reached the +parsonage door he said good night at once and strode off toward home. + +Back in his room, however, he gave himself another mental picking to +pieces. He was realizing most distinctly that this sort of thing would +not do. It was easy to say that his attitude toward Helen Kendall was +to be that of a friend and nothing more, but it was growing harder and +harder to maintain that attitude. He had come within a breath that very +night of saying what was in his heart. + +Well, if he had said it, if he did say it--what then? After all, was +there any real reason why he should not say it? It was true that he had +loved, or fancied that he loved, Madeline, that he had been betrothed to +her--but again, what of it? Broken engagements were common enough, and +there was nothing disgraceful in this one. Why not go to Helen and tell +her that his fancied love for Madeline had been the damnable mistake he +had confessed making. Why not tell her that since the moment when he saw +her standing in the doorway of the parsonage on the morning following +his return from New York he had known that she was the only woman in the +world for him, that it was her image he had seen in his dreams, in the +delirium of fever, that it was she, and not that other, who-- + +But there, all this was foolishness, and he knew it. He did not dare say +it. Not for one instant had she, by speech or look or action, given him +the slightest encouragement to think her feeling for him was anything +but friendship. And that friendship was far too precious to risk. He +must not risk it. He must keep still, he must hide his thoughts, she +must never guess. Some day, perhaps, after a year or two, after his +position in his profession was more assured, then he might speak. But +even then there would be that risk. And the idea of waiting was not +pleasant. What had Rachel told him concerning the hosts of doctors and +officers and generals who had been “shining up” to her. Some risk there, +also. + +Well, never mind. He would try to keep on as he had been going for the +present. He would try not to see her as frequently. If the strain became +unbearable he might go away somewhere--for a time. + +He did not go away, but he made it a point not to see her as frequently. +However, they met often even as it was. And he was conscious always that +the ice beneath his feet was very, very thin. + +One wonderful August evening he was in his room upstairs. He was not +writing. He had come up there early because he wished to think, +to consider. A proposition had been made to him that afternoon, a +surprising proposition--to him it had come as a complete surprise--and +before mentioning it even to his grandparents he wished to think it over +very carefully. + +About ten o'clock his grandfather called to him from the foot of the +stairs and asked him to come down. + +“Mr. Kendall's on the phone,” said Captain Zelotes. “He's worried about +Helen. She's up to West Harniss sittin' up along of Lurany Howes, who's +been sick so long. She ain't come home, and the old gentleman's frettin' +about her walkin' down from there alone so late. I told him I cal'lated +you'd just as soon harness Jess and drive up and get her. You talk with +him yourself, Al.” + +Albert did and, after assuring the nervous clergyman that he would see +that his daughter reached home safely, put on his hat and went out to +the barn. Jessamine was asleep in her stall. As he was about to lead +her out he suddenly remembered that one of the traces had broken that +morning and Captain Zelotes had left it at the harness-maker's to be +mended. It was there yet. The captain had forgotten the fact, and so had +he. That settled the idea of using Jessamine and the buggy. Never mind, +it was a beautiful night and the walk was but little over a mile. + +When he reached the tiny story-and-a-half Howes cottage, sitting back +from the road upon the knoll amid the tangle of silverleaf sprouts, it +was Helen herself who opened the door. She was surprised to see him, and +when he explained his errand she was a little vexed. + +“The idea of Father's worrying,” she said. “Such a wonderful night as +this, bright moonlight, and in South Harniss, too. Nothing ever happens +to people in South Harniss. I will be ready in a minute or two. Mrs. +Howes' niece is here now and will stay with her until to-morrow. Then +her sister is coming to stay a month. As soon as I get her medicine +ready we can go.” + +The door of the tiny bedroom adjoining the sitting room was open, and +Albert, sitting upon the lounge with the faded likeness of a pink +dog printed on the plush cover, could hear the querulous voice of the +invalid within. The widow Howes was deaf and, as Laban Keeler described +it, “always hollered loud enough to make herself hear” when she spoke. +Helen was moving quietly about the sick room and speaking in a low tone. +Albert could not hear what she said, but he could hear Lurania. + +“You're a wonder, that's what you be,” declared the latter, “and I told +your pa so last time he was here. 'She's a saint,' says I, 'if ever +there was one on this earth. She's the nicest, smartest, best-lookin' +girl in THIS town and . . .' eh?” + +There had been a murmur, presumably of remonstrance, from Helen. + +“Eh?” + +Another murmur. + +“EH? WHO'D you say was there?” + +A third murmur. + +“WHO? . . . Oh, that Speranzy one? Lote Snow's grandson? The one they +used to call the Portygee? . . . Eh? Well, all right, I don't care if +he did hear me. If he don't know you're nice and smart and good-lookin', +it's high time he did.” + +Helen, a trifle embarrassed but laughing, emerged a moment later, and +when she had put on her hat she and Albert left the Howes cottage and +began their walk home. It was one of those nights such as Cape Codders, +year-rounders or visitors, experience three or four times during a +summer and boast of the remainder of the year. A sky clear, deep, +stretched cloudless from horizon to horizon. Every light at sea or on +shore, in cottage window or at masthead or in lighthouse or on lightship +a twinkling diamond point. A moon, apparently as big as a barrel-head, +hung up in the east and below it a carpet of cold fire, of dancing, +spangled silver spread upon the ocean. The sound of the surf, distant, +soothing; and for the rest quiet and the fragrance of the summer woods +and fields. + +They walked rather fast at first and the conversation was brisk, but as +the night began to work its spell upon them their progress was slower +and there were intervals of silence of which neither was aware. They +came to the little hill where the narrow road from West Harniss comes to +join the broader highway leading to the Center. There were trees here, +a pine grove, on the landward side, and toward the sea nothing to break +the glorious view. + +Helen caught her breath. “Oh, it is beautiful, beautiful!” she said. + +Albert did not answer. “Why don't you talk?” she asked. “What are you +thinking about?” + +He did not tell her what he was thinking about. Instead, having caught +himself just in time, he began telling her of what he had been thinking +when his grandfather called him to the telephone. + +“Helen,” he said, “I want to ask your advice. I had an astonishing +proposal made to me this afternoon. I must make a decision, I must say +yes or no, and I'm not sure which to say.” + +She looked up at him inquiringly. + +“This afternoon,” he went on, “Doctor Parker called me into his office. +There was a group of men there, prominent men in politics from about the +country; Judge Baxter from Ostable was there, and Captain Warren from +South Denboro, and others like them. What do you suppose they want me to +do?” + +“I can't imagine.” + +“They offer me the party nomination for Congress from this section. That +is, of course, they want me to permit my name to stand and they seem +sure my nomination will be confirmed by the voters. The nomination, they +say, is equivalent to election. They seem certain of it. . . . And they +were insistent that I accept.” + +“Oh--oh, Albert!” + +“Yes. They said a good many flattering things, things I should like to +believe. They said my war record and my writing and all that had made +me a prominent man in the county--Please don't think I take any stock in +that--” + +“But _I_ do. Go on.” + +“Well, that is all. They seemed confident that I would make a good +congressman. I am not so sure. Of course the thing . . . well, it does +tempt me, I confess. I could keep on with my writing, of course. I +should have to leave the home people for a part of the year, but I could +be with them or near them the rest. And . . . well, Helen, I--I think +I should like the job. Just now, when America needs Americans and the +thing that isn't American must be fought, I should like--if I were sure +I was capable of it--” + +“Oh, but you are--you ARE.” + +“Do you really think so? Would you like to have me try?” + +He felt her arm tremble upon his. She drew a long breath. + +“Oh, I should be so PROUD!” she breathed. + +There was a quiver in her voice, almost a sob. He bent toward her. She +was looking off toward the sea, the moonlight upon her face was like a +glory, her eyes were shining--and there were tears in them. His heart +throbbed wildly. + +“Helen!” he cried. “Helen!” + +She turned and looked up into his face. The next moment her own face was +hidden against his breast, his arms were about her, and . . . and the +risk, the risk he had feared to take, was taken. + +They walked home after a time, but it was a slow, a very slow walk with +many interruptions. + +“Oh, Helen,” he kept saying, “I don't see how you can. How can you? In +spite of it all. I--I treated you so badly. I was SUCH an idiot. And you +really care? You really do?” + +She laughed happily. “I really do . . . and . . . and I really have, all +the time.” + +“Always?” + +“Always.” + +“Well--well, by George! And . . . Helen, do you know I think--I think I +did too--always--only I was such a young fool I didn't realize it. WHAT +a young fool I was!” + +“Don't say that, dear, don't. . . . You are going to be a great man. +You are a famous one already; you are going to be great. Don't you know +that?” + +He stooped and kissed her. + +“I think I shall have to be,” he said, “if I am going to be worthy of +you.” + + + +CHAPTER XX + + +Albert, sitting in the private office of Z. Snow and Co., dropped his +newspaper and looked up with a smile as his grandfather came in. Captain +Zelotes' florid face was redder even than usual, for it was a cloudy day +in October and blowing a gale. + +“Whew!” puffed the captain, pulling off his overcoat and striding over +to warm his hands at the stove; “it's raw as January comin' over the +tops of those Trumet hills, and blowin' hard enough to part your back +hair, besides. One time there I didn't know but I'd have to reef, +cal'late I would if I'd known how to reef an automobile.” + +“Is the car running as well as ever?” asked Albert. + +“You bet you! Took all but two of those hills on full steam and never +slowed down a mite. Think of goin' to Trumet and back in a forenoon, +and havin' time enough to do the talkin' I went to do besides. Why, Jess +would have needed the whole day to make the down cruise, to say nothin' +of the return trip. Well, the old gal's havin' a good rest now, nothin' +much to do but eat and sleep. She deserves it; she's been a good horse +for your grandma and me.” + +He rubbed his hands before the stove and chuckled. + +“Olive's still scared to death for fear I'll get run into, or run over +somebody or somethin',” he observed. “I tell her I can navigate that car +now the way I used to navigate the old President Hayes, and I could +do that walkin' in my sleep. There's a little exaggeration there,” he +added, with a grin. “It takes about all my gumption when I'm wide awake +to turn the flivver around in a narrow road, but I manage to do it. . . +. Well, what are you doin' in here, Al?” he added. “Readin' the Item's +prophesy about how big your majority's goin' to be?” + +Albert smiled. “I dropped in here to wait for you, Grandfather,” he +replied. “The novel-writing mill wasn't working particularly well, so I +gave it up and took a walk.” + +“To the parsonage, I presume likely?” + +“Well, I did stop there for a minute or two.” + +“You don't say! I'm surprised to hear it. How is Helen this mornin'? Did +she think you'd changed much since you saw her last night?” + +“I don't know. She didn't say so if she did. She sent her love to you +and Grandmother--” + +“What she had left over, you mean.” + +“And said to tell you not to tire yourself out electioneering for +me. That was good advice, too. Grandfather, don't you know that you +shouldn't motor all the way to Trumet and back a morning like this? I'd +rather--much rather go without the votes than have you do such things.” + +Captain Zelotes seated himself in his desk chair. + +“But you ain't goin' to do without 'em,” he chuckled. “Obed Nye--he's +chairman of the Trumet committee--figgers you'll have a five-to-one +majority. He told me to practice callin' you 'the Honorable' because +that's what you'd be by Tuesday night of week after next. And next +winter Mother and I will be takin' a trip to Washin'ton so as to set +in the gallery and listen to you makin' speeches. We'll be some +consider'ble proud of you, too, boy,” he added, with a nod. + +His grandson looked away, out of the window, over the bleak yard with +its piles of lumber. The voice of Issacher raised in expostulation with +the driver of Cahoon's “truck-wagon” could be faintly heard. + +“I shall hate to leave you and Grandmother and the old place,” he said. +“If I am elected--” + +“WHEN you're elected; there isn't any 'if.'” + +“Well, all right. I shall hate to leave South Harniss. Every person I +really care for will be here. Helen--and you people at home.” + +“It's too bad you and Helen can't be married and go to Washin'ton +together. Not to stay permanent,” he added quickly, “but just while +Congress is in session. Your grandma says then she'd feel as if you had +somebody to look after you. She always figgers, you know, that a man +ain't capable of lookin' out for himself. There'd ought to be at least +one woman to take care of him, see that he don't get his feet wet and +goes to meetin' reg'lar and so on; if there could be two, so much the +better. Mother would have made a pretty good Mormon, in some ways.” + +Albert laughed. “Helen feels she must stay with her father for the +present,” he said. “Of course she is right. Perhaps by and by we can +find some good capable housekeeper to share the responsibility, but not +this winter. IF I am sent to Washington I shall come back often, you may +be sure.” + +“When ARE you cal'latin' to be married, if that ain't a secret?” + +“Perhaps next spring. Certainly next fall. It will depend upon Mr. +Kendall's health. But, Grandfather, I do feel rather like a deserter, +going off and leaving you here--” + +“Good Lord! You don't cal'late I'M breakin' down, runnin' strong to talk +and weakenin' everywhere else, like old Minister Kendall, do you?” + +“Well, hardly. But . . . well, you see, I have felt a little ungrateful +ever since I came back from the war. In a way I am sorry that I feel I +must give myself entirely to my writing--and my political work. I wish +I might have gone on here in this office, accepted that partnership you +would have given me--” + +“You can have it yet, you know. Might take it and just keep it to fall +back on in case that story-mill of yours busts altogether or all hands +in Ostable County go crazy and vote the wrong ticket. Just take it and +wait. Always well to have an anchor ready to let go, you know.” + +“Thanks, but that wouldn't be fair. I wish I MIGHT have taken it--for +your sake. I wish for your sake I were so constituted as to be good for +something at it. Of course I don't mean by that that I should be willing +to give up my writing--but--well, you see, Grandfather, I owe you an +awful lot in this world . . . and I know you had set your heart on my +being your partner in Z. Snow and Co. I know you're disappointed.” + +Captain Lote did not answer instantly. He seemed to be thinking. Then +he opened a drawer in his desk and took out a box of cigars similar to +those he had offered the Honorable Fletcher Fosdick on the occasion of +their memorable interview. + +“Smoke, Al?” he asked. Albert declined because of the nearness to dinner +time, but the captain, who never permitted meals or anything else to +interfere with his smoking, lighted one of the cigars and leaned back in +his chair, puffing steadily. + +“We-ll, Al,” he said slowly, “I'll tell you about that. There was a +time--I'll own up that there was a time when the idea you wasn't goin' +to turn out a business man and the partner who would take over this +concern after I got my clearance papers was a notion I wouldn't let +myself think of for a minute. I wouldn't THINK of it, that's all. But +I've changed my mind about that, as I have about some other things.” He +paused, tugged at his beard, and then added, “And I guess likely I might +as well own up to the whole truth while I'm about it: I didn't change it +because I wanted to, but because I couldn't help it--'twas changed for +me.” + +He made this statement more as if he were thinking aloud than as if he +expected a reply. A moment later he continued. + +“Yes, sir,” he said, “'twas changed for me. And,” with a shrug, “I'd +rather prided myself that when my mind was made up it stayed that way. +But--but, well, consarn it, I've about come to the conclusion that I was +a pig-headed old fool, Al, in some ways.” + +“Nonsense, Grandfather. You are the last man to--” + +“Oh, I don't mean a candidate for the feeble-minded school. There ain't +been any Snows put there that I can remember, not our branch of 'em, +anyhow. But, consarn it, I--I--” he was plainly finding it hard to +express his thought, “I--well, I used to think I knew consider'ble, +had what I liked to think was good, hard sense. 'Twas hard enough, I +cal'late--pretty nigh petrified in spots.” + +Albert laid a hand on his knee. + +“Don't talk like that,” he replied impulsively. “I don't like to hear +you.” + +“Don't you? Then I won't. But, you see, Al, it bothers me. Look how I +used to talk about makin' up poetry and writin' yarns and all that. Used +to call it silliness and a waste of time, I did--worse names than that, +generally. And look what you're makin' at it in money, to say nothin' of +its shovin' you into Congress, and keepin' the newspapers busy printin' +stuff about you. . . . Well, well,” with a sigh of resignation, “I don't +understand it yet, but know it's so, and if I'd had my pig-headed way +'twouldn't have been so. It's a dreadful belittlin' feelin' to a man at +my time of life, a man that's commanded ten-thousand-ton steamers and +handled crews and bossed a business like this. It makes him wonder how +many other fool things he's done. . . . Why, do you know, Al,” he added, +in a sudden burst of confidence, “I was consider'ble prejudiced against +you when you first came here.” + +He made the statement as if he expected it to come as a stunning +surprise. Albert would not have laughed for the world, nor in one way +did he feel like it, but it was funny. + +“Well, perhaps you were, a little,” he said gravely. “I don't wonder.” + +“Oh, I don't mean just because you was your father's son. I mean on your +own account, in a way. Somehow, you see, I couldn't believe--eh? Oh, +come in, Labe! It's all right. Al and I are just talkin' about nothin' +in particular and all creation in general.” + +Mr. Keeler entered with a paper in his hand. + +“Sorry to bother you, Cap'n Lote,” he said, “but this bill of Colby and +Sons for that last lot of hardware ain't accordin' to agreement. The +prices on those butts ain't right, and neither's those half-inch screws. +Better send it back to em, eh?” + +Captain Zelotes inspected the bill. + +“Humph!” he grunted. “You're right, Labe. You generally are, I notice. +Yes, send it back and tell 'em--anything you want to.” + +Laban smiled. “I want to, all right,” he said. “This is the third time +they've sent wrong bills inside of two months. Well, Al,” turning toward +him, “I cal'late this makes you kind of homesick, don't it, this talk +about bills and screws and bolts and such? Wa'n't teasin' for your old +job back again, was you, Al? Cal'late he could have it, couldn't he, +Cap'n? We'll need somebody to heave a bucket of water on Issy pretty +soon; he's gettin' kind of pert and uppish again. Pretty much so. Yes, +yes, yes.” + +He departed, chuckling. Captain Zelotes looked after him. He tugged at +his beard. + +“Al,” he said, “do you know what I've about made up my mind to do?” + +Albert shook his head. + +“I've about made up my mind to take Labe Keeler into the firm of Z. Snow +and Co. YOU won't come in, and,” with a twinkle, “I need somebody to +keep my name from gettin' lonesome on the sign.” + +Albert was delighted. + +“Bully for you, Grandfather!” he exclaimed. “You couldn't do a better +thing for Labe or for the firm. And he deserves it, too.” + +“Ye-es, I think he does. Labe's a mighty faithful, capable feller, and +now that he's sworn off on those vacations of his he can be trusted +anywheres. Yes, I've as good as made up my mind to take him in. Of +course,” with the twinkle in evidence once more, “Issachar'll be a +little mite jealous, but we'll have to bear up under that as best we +can.” + +“I wonder what Labe will say when you tell him?” + +“He'll say yes. I'll tell Rachel first and she'll tell him to say it. +And then I'll tell 'em both I won't do it unless they agree to get +married. I've always said I didn't want to die till I'd been to that +weddin'. I want to hear Rachel tell the minister she'll 'obey' Labe. Ho, +ho!” + +“Do you suppose they ever will be married?” + +“Why, yes, I kind of think so. I shouldn't wonder if they would be right +off now if it wasn't that Rachel wouldn't think of givin' up keepin' +house for your grandmother. She wouldn't do that and Labe wouldn't want +her to. I've got to fix that somehow. Perhaps they could live along with +us. Land knows there's room enough. They're all right, those two. Kind +of funny to look at, and they match up in size like a rubber boot and a +slipper, but I declare I don't know which has got the most common-sense +or the biggest heart. And 'twould be hard to tell which thinks the most +of you, Al. . . . Eh? Why, it's after half-past twelve o'clock! Olive'll +be for combin' our topknots with a belayin' pin if we keep her dinner +waitin' like this.” + +As they were putting on their coats the captain spoke again. + +“I hadn't finished what I was sayin' to you when Labe came in,” he +observed. “'Twasn't much account; just a sort of confession, and they +say that's good for the soul. I was just goin' to say that when you +first came here I was prejudiced against you, not only because your +father and I didn't agree, but because he was what he was. Because he +was--was--” + +Albert finished the sentence for him. + +“A Portygee,” he said. + +“Why, yes, that's what I called him. That's what I used to call about +everybody that wasn't born right down here in Yankeeland. I used to be +prejudiced against you because you was what I called a half-breed. I'm +sorry, Al. I'm ashamed. See what you've turned out to be. I declare, +I--” + +“Shh! shh! Don't, Grandfather. When I came here I was a little snob, a +conceited, insufferable little--” + +“Here, here! Hold on! No, you wa'n't, neither. Or if you was, you was +only a boy. I was a man, and I ought to--” + +“No, I'm going to finish. Whatever I am now, or whatever I may be. I owe +to you, and to Grandmother, and Rachel and Laban--and Helen. You made me +over between you. I know that now.” + +They walked home instead of riding in the new car. Captain Zelotes +declared he had hung on to that steering wheel all the forenoon and he +was afraid if he took it again his fingers would grow fast to the rim. +As they emerged from the office into the open air, he said: + +“Al, regardin' that makin'-over business, I shouldn't be surprised if +it was a kind of--er--mutual thing between you and me. We both had some +prejudices to get rid of, eh?” + +“Perhaps so. I'm sure I did.” + +“And I'm sartin sure I did. And the war and all that came with it put +the finishin' touches to the job. When I think of what the thousands +and thousands of men did over there in those hell-holes of trenches, men +with names that run all the way from Jones and Kelly to--er--” + +“Speranza.” + +“Yes, and Whiskervitch and the land knows what more. When I think of +that I'm ready to take off my hat to 'em and swear I'll never be so +narrow again as to look down on a feller because he don't happen to be +born in Ostable County. There's only one thing I ask of 'em, and that +is that when they come here to live--to stay--under our laws and takin' +advantage of the privileges we offer 'em--they'll stop bein' Portygees +or Russians or Polacks or whatever they used to be or their folks were, +and just be Americans--like you, Al.” + +“That's what we must work for now, Grandfather. It's a big job, but it +must be done.” + +They walked on in silence for a time. Then the captain said: + +“It's a pretty fine country, after all, ain't it, Albert?” + +Albert looked about him over the rolling hills, the roofs of the little +town, the sea, the dunes, the pine groves, the scene which had grown so +familiar to him and which had become in his eyes so precious. + +“It is MY country,” he declared, with emphasis. + +His grandfather caught his meaning. + +“I'm glad you feel that way, son,” he said, “but 'twasn't just South +Harniss I meant then. I meant all of it, the whole United States. It's +got its faults, of course, lots of 'em. And if I was an Englishman or +a Frenchman I'd probably say it wasn't as good as England or France, +whichever it happened to be. That's all right; I ain't findin' any fault +with 'em for that--that's the way they'd ought to feel. But you and I, +Al, we're Americans. So the rest of the world must excuse us if we say +that, take it by and large, it's a mighty good country. We've planned +for it, and worked for it, and fought for it, and we know. Eh?” + +“Yes. We know.” + +“Yes. And no howlin', wild-eyed bunch from somewhere else that haven't +done any of these things are goin' to come here and run it their way if +we can help it--we Americans; eh?” + +Alberto Miguel Carlos Speranza, American, drew a long breath. + +“No!” he said, with emphasis. + +“You bet! Well, unless I'm mistaken, I smell salt fish and potatoes, +which, accordin' to Cape Cod notion, is a good American dinner. I don't +know how you feel, Al, but I'm hungry.” + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Portygee, by Joseph Crosby Lincoln + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE PORTYGEE *** + +***** This file should be named 3263-0.txt or 3263-0.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/2/6/3263/ + +Produced by Donald Lainson + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. Special rules, +set forth in the General Terms of Use part of this license, apply to +copying and distributing Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works to +protect the PROJECT GUTENBERG-tm concept and trademark. 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