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diff --git a/34252.txt b/34252.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..23eac6a --- /dev/null +++ b/34252.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6644 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, Vanitas, by Vernon Lee + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Vanitas + Polite Stories (Lady Tal--A Worldly Woman--The Legend of Madame Krasinska) + + +Author: Vernon Lee + + + +Release Date: November 8, 2010 [eBook #34252] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK VANITAS*** + + +E-text prepared by Delphine Lettau and the Online Distributed Proofreading +Canada Team (http://www.pgdpcanada.net) + + + +The Crown Copyright Series +1892 + +VANITAS + +Polite Stories + +by + +VERNON LEE, + +Author of "Hauntings," Etc. + + + + + + + +London +William Heinemann +1892 + +[All rights reserved] + + + + +_ALLA BARONESSA E. FRENCH-CINI._ + +_PISTOIA PER IGNO._ + + + + + MY DEAR ELENA, + + We had a conversation once, walking on your terrace, with the + wind-rippled olives above and the quietly nodding cypress tufts + below--about such writings as you chose to compare with carved + cherry-stones. We disagreed, for it seemed to me that the world + needed cherry-stone necklaces as much as anything else; and that + the only pity was that most of its inhabitants could not afford + such toys, and the rest despised them because they were made of + such very cheap material. Still, lest you should wonder at my + sending such things to you, I write to declare that my three + little tales, whatever they be, are not carved cherry-stones. + + For round these sketches of frivolous women, there have gathered + some of the least frivolous thoughts, heaven knows, that have ever + come into my head; or rather, such thoughts have condensed and + taken body in these stories. Indeed, how can one look from outside + on the great waste of precious things, delicate discernment, + quick feeling and sometimes stoical fortitude, involved in + frivolous life, without a sense of sadness and indignation? Or what + satisfaction could its portrayal afford, save for the chance that + such pictures might mirror some astonished and abashed creature; + or show to men and women who toil and think that idleness, and + callousness, and much that must seem to them sheer wickedness, is + less a fault than a misfortune. For surely it is a misfortune not + merely to waste the nobler qualities one has, but to have little + inkling of the sense of brotherhood and duty which changes one, + from a blind dweller in caves, to an inmate of the real world of + storms and sunshine and serene night and exhilarating morning. + And, if miracles were still wrought nowadays, as in those times + when great sinners (as in Calderon's play) were warned by plucking + the hood off their own dead face, there would have been no waste + of the supernatural in teaching my Madame Krasinska that poor + crazy paupers and herself were after all exchangeable quantities. + + Of my three frivolous women, another performed the miracle + herself, and abandoned freely the service of the great Goddess + Vanitas. While the third ... and there is the utter pity of the + thing, that frivolous living means not merely waste, but in many + cases martyrdom. + + That fact, though it had come more than once before my eyes, would + perhaps never have been clear to my mind, but for our long talks + together about what people are and might be. A certain indignation + verging on hatred might have made these stories of mine utterly + false and useless, but for the love of all creatures who may + suffer with which you lit up the subject. And for this reason the + proof sheets of my little book must go first to that old bishop's + villa on the lowest Apennine spur, where the chestnuts are + dropping, with a sound of rustling silk, on to the sere leaves + below, and the autumn rain storms are rushing by, veiling the + plain with inky crape, blotting out that distant white shimmer, + which, in the sunlight, was Florence a moment ago. + VERNON LEE. + CHELSEA, _October_, 1891. + + + + +CONTENTS. + PAGE + + LADY TAL 7 + + A WORLDLY WOMAN 123 + + THE LEGEND OF MADAME KRASINSKA 225 + + + + +LADY TAL. + + +The church of the Salute, with its cupolas and volutes, stared in at +the long windows, white, luminous, spectral. A white carpet of moonlight +stretched to where they were sitting, with only one lamp lit, for fear +of mosquitoes. All the remoter parts of the vast drawing-room were deep +in gloom; you were somehow conscious of the paintings and stuccos of +the walls and vaulted ceilings without seeing them. From the canal rose +plash of oar, gondolier's cry, and distant guitar twang and quaver +of song; and from the balconies came a murmur of voices and women's +laughter. The heavy scent of some flower, vague, white, southern, +mingled with the cigarette smoke in that hot evening air, which seemed, +by contrast to the Venetian day, almost cool. + +As Jervase Marion lolled back (that lolling of his always struck one +as out of keeping with his well-adjusted speech, his precise mind, the +something conventional about him) on the ottoman in the shadow, he was +conscious of a queer feeling, as if, instead of having arrived from +London only two hours ago, he had never ceased to be here at Venice, +and under Miss Vanderwerf's hospitable stuccoed roof. All those years +of work, of success, of experience (or was it not rather of study?) +of others, bringing with them a certain heaviness, baldness, and +scepticism, had become almost a dream, and this present moment and the +similar moment twelve years ago remaining as the only reality. Except +his hostess, whose round, unchangeable face, the face of a world-wise, +kind but somewhat frivolous baby, was lit up faintly by the regular +puffs of her cigarette, all the people in the room were strangers to +Marion: yet he knew them so well, he had known them so long. + +There was the old peeress, her head tied up in a white pocket-handkerchief, +and lolling from side to side with narcoticised benevolence, who, as it +was getting on towards other people's bedtime, was gradually beginning +to wake up from the day's slumber, and to murmur eighteenth-century +witticisms and Blessingtonian anecdotes. There was the American +Senator, seated with postage-stamp profile and the attitude of a bronze +statesman, against the moonlight, one hand in his waistcoat, the other +incessantly raised to his ear as in a stately "Beg pardon?" There +was the depressed Venetian naval officer who always made the little +joke about not being ill when offered tea; the Roumanian Princess who +cultivated the reputation of saying spiteful things cleverly, and wore +all her pearls for fear of their tarnishing; the English cosmopolitan +who was one day on the Bosphorus and the next in Bond Street, and +was wise about singing and acting; the well turned out, subdued, +Parisian-American aesthete talking with an English accent about modern +pictures and ladies' dresses; and the awkward, enthusiastic English +aesthete, who considered Ruskin a ranter and creaked over the marble +floors with dusty, seven-mile boots. There was a solitary spinster fresh +from higher efforts of some sort, unconscious that no one in Venice +appreciated her classic profile, and that everyone in Venice stared at +her mediaeval dress and collar of coins from the British Museum. There +was the usual bevy of tight-waisted Anglo-Italian girls ready to play +the guitar and sing, and the usual supply of shy, young artists from the +three-franc pensions, wandering round the room, candle in hand, with +the niece of the house, looking with shy intentness at every picture +and sketch and bronze statuette and china bowl and lacquer box. + +The smoke of the cigarettes mingled with the heavy scent of the flowers; +the plash of oar and snatch of song rose from the canal; the murmur +and laughter entered from the balcony. The old peeress lolled out her +Blessingtonian anecdotes; the Senator raised his hand to his ear and +said "Beg pardon?" the Roumanian Princess laughed shrilly at her own +malignant sayings; the hostess's face was periodically illumined by her +cigarette and the hostess's voice periodically burst into a childlike: +"Why, you don't mean it!" The young men and women flirted in undertones +about Symonds, Whistler, Tolstoy, and the way of rowing gondolas, with +an occasional chord struck on the piano, an occasional string twanged on +the guitar. The Salute, with its cupolas and volutes, loomed spectral in +at the windows; the moonlight spread in a soft, shining carpet to their +feet. + +Jervase Marion knew it all so well, so well, this half-fashionable, +half-artistic Anglo-American idleness of Venice, with its poetic setting +and its prosaic reality. He would have known it, he felt, intimately, +even if he had never seen it before; known it so as to be able to make +each of these people say in print what they did really say. There is +something in being a psychological novelist, and something in being a +cosmopolitan American, something in being an inmate of the world of +Henry James and a kind of Henry James, of a lesser magnitude, yourself: +one has the pleasure of understanding so much, one loses the pleasure +of misunderstanding so much more. + +A singing boat came under the windows of Palazzo Bragadin, and as much +of the company as could, squeezed on to the cushioned gothic balconies, +much to the annoyance of such as were flirting outside, and to the +satisfaction of such as were flirting within. Marion--who, much to poor +Miss Vanderwerf's disgust, had asked to be introduced to no one as yet, +but to be allowed to realise that evening, as he daintily put it, that +Venice was the same and he a good bit changed--Marion leaned upon the +parapet of a comparatively empty balcony and looked down at the canal. +The moonbeams were weaving a strange, intricate pattern, like some +old Persian tissue, in the dark water; further off the yellow and red +lanterns of the singing boat were surrounded by black gondolas, each +with its crimson, unsteady prow-light; and beyond, mysterious in the +moonlight, rose the tower and cupola of St. George, the rigging of +ships, and stretched a shimmering band of lagoon. + +He had come to give himself a complete holiday here, after the grind of +furnishing a three-volume novel for Blackwood (Why did he write so much? +he asked himself; he had enough of his own, and to spare, for a dainty +but frugal bachelor); and already vague notions of new stories began +to arrive in his mind. He determined to make a note of them and dismiss +them for the time. He had determined to be idle; and he was a very +methodical man, valuing above everything (even above his consciousness +of being a man of the world) his steady health, steady, slightly depressed +spirits, and steady, monotonous, but not unmanly nor unenjoyable routine +of existence. + +Jervase Marion was thinking of this, and the necessity of giving himself +a complete rest, not letting himself be dragged off into new studies of +mankind and womankind; and listening, at the same time, half-unconsciously, +to the scraps of conversation which came from the other little +balconies, where a lot of heads were grouped, dark in the moonlight. + +"I do hope it will turn out well--at least not too utterly awful," said +the languid voice of a young English manufacturer's heir, reported to +live exclusively off bread and butter and sardines, and to have no +further desires in the world save those of the amiable people who +condescended to shoot on his moors, yacht in his yachts, and generally +devour his millions, "it's ever so long since I've been wanting a +sideboard. It's rather hard lines for a poor fellow to be unable to +find a sideboard ready made, isn't it? And I have my doubts about it +even now." + +There was a faint sarcastic tinge in the languid voice; the eater of +bread and butter occasionally felt vague amusement at his own ineptness. + +"Nonsense, my dear boy," answered the cosmopolitan, who knew all about +acting and singing; "it's sure to be beautiful. Only you must _not_ let +them put on that rococo cornice, quite out of character, my dear boy." + +"A real rococo cornice is a precious lot better, I guess, than a beastly +imitation Renaissance frieze cut with an oyster knife," put in a gruff +New York voice. "That's my view, leastways." + +"I think Mr. Clarence had best have it made in slices, and each +of you gentlemen design him a slice--that's what's called original +nowadays--_c'est notre facon d'entendre l'art aujourd'hui_," said the +Roumanian Princess. + +A little feeble laugh proceeded from Mr. Clarence. "Oh," he said, "I +shouldn't mind that at all. I'm not afraid of my friends. I'm afraid of +myself, of my fickleness and weak-mindedness. At this rate I shall never +have a sideboard at all, I fear." + +"There's a very good one, with three drawers and knobs, and a ticket +'garantito vero noce a lire 45,' in a joiner's shop at San Vio, which I +pass every morning. You'd much better have that, Mr. Clarence. And it +would be a new departure in art and taste, you know." + +The voice was a woman's; a little masculine, and the more so for a +certain falsetto pitch. It struck Marion by its resolution, a sort +of highbred bullying and a little hardness about it. + +"Come, don't be cruel to poor Clarence, Tal darling," cried Miss +Vanderwerf, with her kind, infantine laugh. + +"Why, what have I been saying, my dear thing?" asked the voice, with +mock humility; "I only want to help the poor man in his difficulties." + +"By the way, Lady Tal, will you allow me to take you to Rietti's one +day?" added an aesthetic young American, with a shadowy Boston accent; +"he has some things you ought really to see, some quite good tapestries, +a capital Gubbio vase. And he has a carved nigger really by Brustolon, +which you ought to get for your red room at Rome. He'd look superb. The +head's restored and one of the legs, so Rietti'd let him go for very +little. He really is an awfully jolly bit of carving--and in that red +room of yours----" + +"Thanks, Julian. I don't think I seem to care much about him. The fact +is, I have to see such a lot of ugly white men in my drawing-room, I +feel I really couldn't stand an ugly black one into the bargain." + +Here Miss Vanderwerf, despite her solemn promise, insisted on +introducing Jervase Marion to a lady of high literary tastes, who +proceeded forthwith to congratulate him as the author of a novel by +Randolph Tomkins, whom he abominated most of all living writers. + +Presently there was a stir in the company, those of the balcony came +trooping into the drawing-room, four or five young men and girls, +surrounding a tall woman in a black walking-dress; people dropped in to +these open evenings of Mrs. Vanderwerf's from their row on the lagoon or +stroll at St. Mark's. + +Miss Vanderwerf jumped up. + +"You aren't surely going yet, dearest?" she cried effusively. "My +darling child, it isn't half-past ten yet." + +"I must go; poor Gerty's in bed with a cold, and I must go and look +after her." + +"Bother Gerty!" ejaculated one of the well turned out aesthetic young +men. + +The tall young woman gave him what Marion noted as a shutting-up look. + +"Learn to respect my belongings," she answered, "I must really go back +to my cousin." + +Jervase Marion had immediately identified her as the owner of that +rather masculine voice with the falsetto tone; and apart from the voice, +he would have identified her as the lady who had bullied the poor young +man in distress about his sideboard. She was very tall, straight, and +strongly built, the sort of woman whom you instinctively think of as +dazzlingly fine in a ball frock; but at the same time active and +stalwart, suggestive of long rides and drives and walks. She had +handsome aquiline features, just a trifle wooden in their statuesque +fineness, abundant fair hair, and a complexion, pure pink and white, +which told of superb health. Marion knew the type well. It was one +which, despite all the years he had lived in England, made him feel +American, impressing him as something almost exotic. This great +strength, size, cleanness of outline and complexion, this look of +carefully selected breed, of carefully fostered health, was to him +the perfect flower of the aristocratic civilization of England. There +were more beautiful types, certainly, and, intellectually, higher +ones (his experience was that such women were shrewd, practical, and +quite deficient in soul), but there was no type more well-defined and +striking, in his eyes. This woman did not seem an individual at all. + +"I must go," insisted the tall lady, despite the prayers of her hostess +and the assembled guests. "I really can't leave that poor creature alone +a minute longer." + +"Order the gondola, Kennedy; call Titta, please," cried Miss Vanderwerf +to one of the many youths whom the kindly old maid ordered about with +motherly familiarity. + +"Mayn't I have the honour of offering mine?" piped the young man. + +"Thanks, it isn't worth while. I shall walk." Here came a chorus +of protestations, following the tall young woman into the outer +drawing-room, through the hall, to the head of the great flight of +open-air stairs. + +Marion had mechanically followed the noisy, squabbling, laughing crew. +The departure of this lady suggested to him that he would slip away to +his inn. + +"Do let me have the pleasure of accompanying you," cried one young man +after another. + +"_Do_ take Clarence or Kennedy or Piccinillo, darling," implored Mrs. +Vanderwerf. "You can't really walk home alone." + +"It's not three steps from here," answered the tall one. "And I'm sure +it's much more proper for a matron of ever so many years standing to go +home alone than accompanied by a lot of fascinating young creatures." + +"But, dear, you really don't know Venice; suppose you were spoken to! +Just think." + +"Well, beloved friend, I know enough Italian to be able to answer." + +The tall lady raised one beautifully pencilled eyebrow, slightly, with a +contemptuous little look. "Besides, I'm big enough to defend myself, and +see, here's an umbrella with a silver knob, or what passes for such in +these degenerate days. Nobody will come near that." + +And she took the weapon from a rack in the hall, where the big +seventeenth-century lamp flickered on the portraits of doges in crimson +and senators in ermine. + +"As you like, dearest. I know that wilful must have her own way," sighed +Miss Vanderwerf, rising on tiptoe and kissing her on both cheeks. + +"Mayn't I really accompany you?" repeated the various young men. + +She shook her head, with the tall, pointed hat on it. + +"No, you mayn't; good-night, dear friends," and she brandished her +umbrella over her head and descended the stairs, which went sheer down +into the moonlit yard. The young men bowed. One, with the air of a +devotee in St. Mark's, kissed her hand at the bottom of the flight +of steps, while the gondolier unlocked the gate. They could see him +standing in the moonlight and hear him say earnestly: + +"I leave for Paris to-morrow; good-night." + +She did not answer him, but making a gesture with her umbrella to those +above, she cried: "Good-night." + +"Good-night," answered the chorus above the stairs, watching the tall +figure pass beneath the gate and into the moonlit square. + +"Well now," said Miss Vanderwerf, settling herself on her ottoman again, +and fanning herself after her exertions in the drawing-room, "there is +no denying that she's a strange creature, dear thing." + +"A fine figure-head cut out of oak, with a good, solid, wooden heart," +said the Roumanian Princess. + +"No, no," exclaimed the lady of the house. "She's just as good as +gold,--poor Lady Tal!" + + +II. + +"Tal?" asked Marion. + +"Tal. Her name's Atalanta, Lady Atalanta Walkenshaw--but everyone calls +her Tal--Lady Tal. She's the daughter of Lord Ossian, you know." + +"And who is or was Walkenshaw?--is, I presume, otherwise she'd have +married somebody else by this time." + +"Poor Tal!" mused Miss Vanderwerf. "I'm sure she would have no +difficulty in finding another husband to make up for that fearful old +Walkenshaw creature. But she's in a very sad position for so young a +creature, poor girl." + +"Ah!" ejaculated Marion, familiar with ladies thus to be commiserated, +and remembering his friend's passion for romance, unquenchable by many +seriocomic disenchantments, "separated from her husband--that sort of +thing! I thought so." + +"Now, why did you think that, you horrid creature?" asked his hostess +eagerly. "Well, now, there's no saying that you're not _real_ +psychological, Jervase. Now _do_ tell what made you think of such a +thing." + +"I don't know, I'm sure," answered Marion, suppressing a yawn. He hated +people who pried into his novelist consciousness, all the more so that +he couldn't in the least explain its contents. "Something about her--or +nothing about her--a mere guess, a stupid random shot that happens to +have hit right." + +"Why, that's just the thing, that you haven't hit quite right. That is, +it's right in one way, and wrong in another. Oh, my! how difficult it is +just to explain, when one isn't a clever creature like you? Well, Lady +Tal isn't separated from her husband, but it's just the same as if she +were----" + +"I see. Mad? Poor thing!" exclaimed Marion with that air of concern +which always left you in doubt whether it was utterly conventional, or +might not contain a grain of sympathy after all. + +"No, he's not mad. He's dead--been dead ever so long. She's one and +thirty, you know--doesn't look it, does she?--and was married at +eighteen. But she can't marry again, for all that, because if she +marries all his money goes elsewhere, and she's not a penny to bless +herself with." + +"Ah--and why didn't she have proper settlements made?" asked Marion. + +"That's just it. Because old Walkenshaw, who was a beast--just a +beast--had a prejudice against settlements, and said he'd do much better +for his wife than that--leave her everything, if only they didn't plague +him. And then, when the old wretch died, after they'd been married a +year or so, it turned out that he had left her everything, but only on +condition of her not marrying again. If she did, it would all go to the +next of kin. He hated the next of kin, too, they say, and wanted to keep +the money away from him as long as possible, horrid old wretch! So there +poor Tal is a widow, but unable to marry again." + +"Dear me!" ejaculated Marion, looking at the patterns which the +moonlight, falling between the gothic balcony balustrade, was making on +the shining marble floor; and reflecting upon the neat way in which the +late Walkenshaw had repaid his wife for marrying him for his money; for +of course she had married him for his money. Marion was not a stoic, or +a cynic, or a philosopher of any kind. He fully accepted the fact that +the daughters of Scotch lords should marry for money, he even hated +all sorts of sentimental twaddle about human dignity. But he rather +sympathised with this old Walkenshaw, whoever Walkenshaw might have +been, who had just served a mercenary young lady as was right. + +"I don't see that it's so hard, aunt," said Miss Vanderwerf's niece, who +was deeply in love with Bill Nettle, a penniless etcher. "Lady Tal might +marry again if she'd learn to do without all that money." + +"If she would be satisfied with only a little less," interrupted the +sharp-featured Parisian-American whom Mrs. Vanderwerf wanted for a +nephew-in-law. "Why, there are dozens of men with plenty of money who +have been wanting to marry her. There was Sir Titus Farrinder, only last +year. He mayn't have had as much as old Walkenshaw, but he had a jolly +bit of money, certainly." + +"Besides, after all," put in the millionaire in distraction about the +sideboard, "why should Lady Tal want to marry again? She's got a lovely +house at Rome." + +"Oh, come, come, Clarence!" interrupted Kennedy horrified; "why, it's +nothing but Japanese leather paper and Chinese fans." + +"I don't know," said Clarence, crestfallen. "Perhaps it isn't lovely. I +thought it _rather_ pretty--don't you really think it _rather_ nice, +Miss Vanderwerf?" + +"Any house would be nice enough with such a splendid creature inside +it," put in Marion. These sort of conversations always interested him; +it was the best way of studying human nature. + +"Besides," remarked the Roumanian Princess, "Lady Tal may have had +enough of the married state. And why indeed should a beautiful creature +like that get married? She's got every one at her feet. It's much more +amusing like that----" + +"Well, all the same, I _do_ think it's just terribly sad, to see a +creature like that condemned to lead such a life, without anyone to +care for or protect her, now poor Gerald Burne's dead." + +"Oh, her brother--her brother--do you suppose she cared for _him_?" +asked the niece, pouring out the iced lemonade and Cyprus wine. She +always rebelled against her aunt's romanticalness. + +"Gerald Burne!" said Marion, collecting his thoughts, and suddenly +seeing in his mind a certain keen-featured face, a certain wide curl of +blond hair, not seen for many a long year. "Gerald Burne! Do you mean an +awfully handsome young Scotchman, who did something very distinguished +in Afghanistan? You don't mean to say he was any relation of Lady +Atalanta's? I never heard of his being dead, either. I thought he must +be somewhere in India." + +"Gerald Burne was Lady Tal's half-brother--her mother had married a +Colonel Burne before her marriage with Lord Ossian. He got a spear-wound +or something out in Afghanistan," explained one of the company. + +"I thought it was his horse," interrupted another. + +"Anyhow," resumed Miss Vanderwerf, "poor Gerald was crippled for life--a +sort of spinal disease, you know. That was just after old Sir Thomas +Walkenshaw departed, so Tal and he lived together and went travelling +from one place to another, consulting doctors, and that sort of thing, +until they settled in Rome. And now poor Gerald is dead--he died two +years ago--Tal's all alone in the world, for Lord Ossian's a wretched, +tipsy, bankrupt old creature, and the other sisters are married. Gerald +was just an angel, and you've no idea how devoted poor Tal was to +him--he was just her life, I do believe." + +The young man called Ted looked contemptuously at his optimistic +hostess. + +"Well," he said, "I don't know whether Lady Tal cared much for her +brother while he was alive. My belief is she never cared a jackstraw +for anyone. Anyway, if she _did_ care for him you must admit she didn't +show it after his death. I never saw a woman look so utterly indifferent +and heartless as when I saw her a month later. She made jokes, I +remember, and asked me to take her to a curiosity shop. And she went +to balls in London not a year afterwards." + +The niece nodded. "Exactly. I always thought it perfectly indecent. Of +course Aunt says it's Tal's way of showing her grief, but it's a very +funny one, anyhow." + +"I'm sure Lady Tal must regret her brother," said the Roumanian Princess. +"Just think how convenient for a young widow to be able to say to all +the men she likes: 'Oh, do come and see poor Gerald.'" + +"Well, well!" remarked Miss Vanderwerf. "Of course she did take her +brother's death in a very unusual way. But still I maintain she's not +heartless for all that." + +"Hasn't a pretty woman a right to be heartless, after all?" put in +Marion. + +"Oh, I don't care a fig whether Lady Tal is heartless or not," answered +Ted brusquely. "Heartlessness isn't a social offence. What I object to +most in Lady Tal is her being so frightfully mean." + +"Mean?" + +"Why, yes; avaricious. With all those thousands, that woman manages to +spend barely more than a few hundreds." + +"Well, but if she's got simple tastes?" suggested Marion. + +"She hasn't. No woman was ever further from it. And of course it's so +evident what her game is! She just wants to feather her nest against a +rainy day. She's putting by five-sixths of old Walkenshaw's money, so as +to make herself a nice little _dot_, to marry someone else upon one of +these days." + +"A judicious young lady!" observed Marion. + +"Well, really, Mr. Kennedy," exclaimed the Roumanian Princess, "you are +ingenious and ingenuous! Do you suppose that our dear Tal is putting by +money in order to marry some starving genius, to do love in a cottage +with? Why, if she's not married yet, it's merely because she's not met a +sufficient _parti_. She wants something very grand--a _Pezzo Grosso_, as +they say here." + +"She couldn't marry as long as she had Gerald to look after," said Miss +Vanderwerf, fanning herself in the moonlight. "She was too fond of +Gerald." + +"She was afraid of Gerald, that's my belief, too," corrected the niece. +"Those big creatures are always cowards. And Gerald hated the notion +of her making another money marriage, though he seems to have arranged +pretty well to live on old Walkenshaw's thousands." + +"Of course Gerald wanted to keep her all for himself; that was quite +natural," said Miss Vanderwerf; "but I think that as long as he was +alive she did not want anyone else. She thought only of him, poor +creature----" + +"And of a score of ball and dinner-parties and a few hundred +acquaintances," put in Ted, making rings with the smoke of his cigarette. + +"And now," said the Princess, "she's waiting to find her _Pezzo Grosso_. +And she wants money because she knows that a _Pezzo Grosso_ will marry a +penniless girl of eighteen, but won't marry a penniless woman of thirty; +she must make up for being a little _passee_ by loving him for his own +sake, and for that, she must have money." + +"For all that, poor Tal's very simple," wheezed the old peeress, +apparently awakening from a narcotic slumber. "She always reminds me of +an anecdote poor dear Palmerston used to tell----" + +"Anyhow," said Kennedy, "Lady Tal's a riddle, and I pity the man who +tries to guess it. Good-night, dear Miss Vanderwerf--good-night, Miss +Bessy. It's all settled about dining at the Lido, I hope. And you'll +come, too, I hope, Mr. Marion." + +"I'll come with pleasure, particularly if you ask the enigmatic Lady +Tal." + +"Much good it is to live in Venice," thought Jervase Marion, looking out +of his window on to the canal, "if one spends two hours discussing a +young woman six foot high looking out for a duke." + + +III. + +Jervase Marion had registered three separate, well-defined, and solemn +vows, which I recapitulate in the inverse order to their importance. +The first was: Not to be enticed into paying calls during that month at +Venice; the second, Not to drift into studying any individual character +while on a holiday; and the third, a vow dating from more years back +than he cared to think of, and resulting from infinite bitterness of +spirit, Never to be entrapped, beguiled, or bullied into looking at the +manuscript of an amateur novelist. And now he had not been in Venice ten +days before he had broken each of these vows in succession; and broken +them on behalf, too, of one and the same individual. + +The individual in question was Lady Atalanta Walkenshaw, or, as he had +already got accustomed to call her, Lady Tal. He had called upon Lady +Tal; he had begun studying Lady Tal; and now he was actually untying +the string which fastened Lady Tal's first attempt at a novel. + +Why on earth had he done any of these things, much less all? Jervase +Marion asked himself, leaving the folded parcel unopened on the large +round table, covered with a black and red table-cloth, on which were +neatly spread out his writing-case, blotter, inkstand, paper-cutter, +sundry packets of envelopes, and boxes of cigarettes, two uncut +_Athenaeums_, three dog-eared French novels (Marion secretly despised all +English ones, and was for ever coveting that exquisite artistic sense, +that admirable insincerity of the younger Frenchmen), a Baedeker, a +Bradshaw, the photograph, done just before her death, of his mother in +her picturesque, Puritan-looking widow's cap, and a little portfolio for +unanswered letters, with flowers painted on it by his old friend, Biddy +Lothrop. + +Marion gave the parcel, addressed in a large, quill-pen hand, a look of +utter despair, and thrusting his hands ungracefully but desperately into +the armhole of his alpaca writing-jacket, paced slowly up and down his +darkened room on a side canal. He had chosen that room, rather than +one on the Riva, thinking it would be less noisy. But it seemed to him +now, in one of his nervous fits, as if all the noises of the world +had concentrated on to that side canal to distract his brain, weaken +his will, and generally render him incapable of coping with his own +detestable weakness and Lady Tal's terrible determination. There was a +plash of oar, a grind of keel, in that side canal, a cry of _Stali_ or +_Preme_ from the gondoliers, only the more worrying for its comparative +rareness. There was an exasperating blackbird who sang Garibaldi's hymn, +in separate fragments, a few doors off, and an even more exasperating +kitchen-maid, who sang the first bars of the umbrella trio of _Boccaccio_, +without getting any further, while scouring her brasses at the window +opposite, and rinsing out her saucepans, with a furtive splash into the +canal. There was the bugle of the barracks, the bell of the parish +church, the dog yelping on the boats of the Riva; everything in short +which could madden a poor nervous novelist who has the crowning +misfortune of looking delightfully placid. + +Why on earth, or rather how on earth, had he let himself in for all +this? "All this" being the horrible business of Lady Atalanta, the +visits to pay her, the manuscript to read, the judgment to pass, the +advice to give, the lies to tell, all vaguely complicated with the song +of that blackbird, the jar of that gondola keel, the jangle of those +church bells. How on earth could he have been such a miserable worm? +Marion asked himself, pacing up and down his large, bare room, mopping +his head, and casting despairing glances at the mosquito curtains, the +bulging yellow chest of drawers painted over with nosegays, the iron +clothes-horse, the towel-stand, the large printed card setting forth in +various tongues the necessity of travellers consigning all jewels and +valuables to the secretary of the hotel at the Bureau. + +He could not, at present, understand in the very least why he had given +that young woman any encouragement; for he must evidently have given her +some encouragement before she could have gone to the length of asking so +great a favour of a comparative stranger. And the odd part of it was, +that when he looked into the past, that past of a few days only, it +seemed as if, so far from his having encouraged Lady Tal, it had been +Lady Tal who had encouraged him. He saw her, the more he looked, in the +attitude of a woman granting a favour, not asking one. He couldn't even +explain to himself how the matter of the novel had ever come up. He +certainly couldn't remember having said: "I wish you would let me see +your novel, Lady Tal," or "I should be curious to have a look at that +novel of yours;" such a thing would have been too absurd on the part of +a man who had always fled from manuscripts as from the plague. At the +same time he seemed to have no recollection either of her having said +the other thing, the more or less humble request for a reading. He +recollected her saying: "Mind you tell me the exact truth--and don't be +afraid of telling me if it's all disgusting rubbish." Indeed he could +see something vaguely amused, mischievous, and a little contemptuous in +the handsome, regular Scotch face; but that had been afterwards, after +he had already settled the matter with her. + +It was the sense of having been got the better of, and in a wholly +unintelligible way, which greatly aggravated the matter. For Marion did +not feel the very faintest desire to do Lady Atalanta a service. He +would not have minded so much if she had wheedled him into it,--no man +thinks the worse of himself for having been wheedled by a handsome young +woman of fashion,--or if she had been an appealing or pathetic creature, +one of those who seem to suggest that this is just all that can be done +for them, and that perhaps one may regret not having done it over their +early grave. + +Lady Tal was not at all an appealing woman; she looked three times as +strong, both in body and in mind, with her huge, strongly-knit frame, +and clear, pink complexion, and eyes which evaded you, as himself and +most of his acquaintances. And as to wheedling, how could she wheedle, +this woman with her rather angular movements, brusque, sarcastic, +bantering speech, and look of counting all the world as dust for an +Ossian to trample underfoot? Moreover, Marion was distinctly aware of +the fact that he rather disliked Lady Tal. It was not anything people +said about her (although they seemed to say plenty), nor anything she +said herself; it was a vague repulsion due to her dreadful strength, her +appearance of never having felt anything, the hardness of those blue, +bold eyes, the resolution of that well-cut, firmly closing mouth, the +bantering tone of that voice, and the consequent impression which she +left on him of being able to take care of herself to an extent almost +dangerous to her fellow-creatures. Marion was not a sentimental +novelist; his books turned mainly upon the little intrigues and +struggles of the highly civilized portion of society, in which only the +fittest have survived, by virtue of talon and beak. Yet he owned to +himself, in the presence of Lady Atalanta Walkenshaw, or rather behind +her back, that he did like human beings, and especially women, to have +a soul; implying thereby that the lady in question affected him as being +hampered by no such impediment to digestion, sleep, and worldly +distinction. + +It was this want of soul which constituted the strength of Lady Tal. +This negative quality had much more than the value of a positive one. +And it was Lady Tal's want of soul which had, somehow, got the better of +him, pushed him, bullied him, without any external manifestation, and by +a mere hidden force, into accepting, or offering to read that +manuscript. + +Jervase Marion was a methodical man, full of unformulated principles +of existence. One of these consisted in always doing unpleasant duties +at once, unless they were so unpleasant that he never did them at all. +Accordingly, after a turn or two more up and down the room, and a minute +or two lolling out of the window, and looking into that kitchen on the +other side of the canal, with the bright saucepans in the background, +and the pipkins with carnations and sweet basil on the sill, Marion cut +the strings of the manuscript, rolled it backwards to make it lie flat, +and with a melancholy little moan, began reading Lady Tal's novel. + +"Violet----" it began. + +"Violet! and her name's Violet too!" ejaculated Marion to himself. + +"Violet is seated in a low chair in the gloom in the big bow window at +Kieldar--the big bow window encircled by ivy and constructed it is said +by Earl Rufus before he went to the crusades and from which you command +a magnificent prospect of the broad champaign country extending for many +miles, all dotted with oaks and farmhouses and bounded on the horizon by +the blue line of the hills of B----shire--the window in which she had +sat so often and cried as a child when her father Lord Rufus had married +again and brought home that handsome Jewish wife with the _fardee_ face +and the exquisite dresses from Worth--Violet had taken refuge in that +window in order to think over the events of the previous evening and +that offer of marriage which her cousin Marmaduke had just made to +her----" + +"Bless the woman!" exclaimed Marion, "what on earth is it all about?" +And he registered the remark, to be used upon the earliest occasion in +one of his own novels, that highly-connected and well-dressed young +women of the present generation, appear to leave commas and semicolons, +all in fact except full stops and dashes, to their social inferiors. + +The remark consoled him, also, by its practical bearing on the present +situation, for it would enable him to throw the weight of his criticisms +on this part of Lady Tal's performance. + +"You must try, my dear Lady Atalanta," he would say very gravely, "to +cultivate a--a--somewhat more lucid style--to cut down your sentences a +little--in fact to do what we pedantic folk call break up the members of +a period. In order to do so, you must turn your attention very seriously +to the subject of punctuation, which you seem to have--a--well--rather +neglected hitherto. I will send for an invaluable little work on the +subject--'Stops: and how to manage them,' which will give you all +necessary information. Also, if you can find it in the library of any +of our friends here, I should recommend your studying a book which I +used in my boyhood,--a great many years ago, alas!--called 'Blair's +Rhetoric.'" + +If that didn't quench Lady Tal's literary ardour, nothing ever would. +But all the same he felt bound to read on a little, in order to be able +to say he had done so. + + +IV. + +Jervase Marion fixed his eyes, the eyes of the spirit particularly, upon +Lady Tal, as he sat opposite her, the next day, at the round dinner +table, in Palazzo Bragadin. + +He was trying to make out how on earth this woman had come to write the +novel he had been reading. That Lady Tal should possess considerable +knowledge of the world, and of men and women, did not surprise him in +the least. He had recognised, in the course of various conversations, +that this young lady formed an exception to the rule that splendid big +creatures with regular features and superb complexions are invariably +idiots. + +That Lady Tal should even have a certain talent--about as cultivated as +that of the little boys who draw horses on their copy books--for plot and +dialogue, was not astonishing at all, any more than that her sentences +invariably consisted either of three words, or of twenty-seven lines, +and that her grammar and spelling were nowhere. All this was quite +consonant with Lady Tal's history, manner, talk, and with that particular +beauty of hers--the handsome aquiline features, too clean-cut for +anything save wood or stone, the bright, cold, blue eyes, which looked +you in the face when you expected it least, and which looked away from +you when you expected it least, also; the absence of any of those little +subtle lines which tell of feeling and thought, and which complete +visible beauty, while suggesting a beauty transcending mere visible +things. There was nothing at all surprising in this. But Jervase Marion +had found in this manuscript something quite distinct and unconnected +with such matters: he had found the indications of a soul, a very +decided and unmistakable soul. + +And now, looking across the fruit and flowers, and the set out of old +Venetian glass on Miss Vanderwerf's hospitable table, he asked himself +in what portion of the magnificent person of Lady Atalanta Walkenshaw +that soul could possibly be located. + +Lady Tal was seated, as I have remarked, immediately opposite Marion, +and between a rather battered cosmopolitan diplomatist and the young +millionaire who had been in distress about a sideboard. Further along +was the Roumanian Princess, and opposite, on the other side of Marion, +an elderly American siren, in an extremely simple white muslin frock, at +the first glance the work of the nursery maid, at the second of Worth, +and symbolising the strange, dangerous fascination of a lady whom you +took at first for a Puritan and a frump. On the other sat Miss Gertrude +Ossian, Lady Tal's cousin, a huge young woman with splendid arms and +shoulders and atrocious manners, who thought Venice such a bore because +it was too hot to play at tennis and you couldn't ride on canals, and +consoled herself by attempting to learn the guitar from various effete +Italian youths, whom she alarmed and delighted in turn. + +Among this interesting company Lady Tal was seated with that indefinable +look of being a great deal too large, too strong, too highly connected, +and too satisfied with herself and all things, for this miserable, +effete, plebeian, and self-conscious universe. + +She wore a beautifully-made dress of beautifully-shining silk, and her +shoulders and throat and arms were as beautifully made and as shining as +her dress; and her blond hair was as elaborately and perfectly arranged +as it was possible to conceive. That blond hair, verging upon golden, +piled up in smooth and regular plaits and rolls till it formed a kind of +hard and fantastic helmet about her very oval face, and arranged in a +close row of symmetrical little curls upon the high, white, unmarked +forehead, and about the thin, black, perfectly-arched eyebrows--that +hair of Lady Tal's symbolised, in the thought of Marion, all that was +magnificent, conventional, and impassive in this creature. Those blue +eyes also, which looked at you and away from you, when you expected each +least, were too large, under the immense arch of eyebrow, to do more +than look out indifferently upon the world. The mouth was too small in +its beautiful shape for any contraction or expression of feeling, and +when she smiled, those tiny white teeth seemed still to shut it. And +altogether, with its finely-moulded nostrils, which were never dilated, +and its very oval outline, the whole face affected Marion as a huge +and handsome mask, as something clapped on and intended to conceal. To +conceal what? It seemed to the novelist, as he listened to the stream of +animated conventionalities, of jokes unconnected with any high spirits, +that the mask of Lady Atalanta's face, like those great stone masks in +Roman galleries and gardens, concealed the mere absence of everything. +As Marion contemplated Lady Tal, he reviewed mentally that manuscript +novel written in a hand as worn down as that of a journalist, and with +rather less grammar and spelling than might be expected from a nursery +maid; and he tried to connect the impression it had left on his mind +with the impression which its author was making at the present moment. + +The novel had taken him by surprise by its subject, and even more by its +particular moral attitude. The story was no story at all, merely the +unnoticed martyrdom of a delicate and scrupulous woman tied to a vain, +mean, and frivolous man; the long starvation of a little soul which +required affections and duties among the unrealities of the world. Not +at all an uncommon subject nowadays; in fact, Marion could have counted +you off a score of well-known novels on similar or nearly similar +themes. + +There was nothing at all surprising in the novel, the surprising point +lay in its having this particular author. + +Little by little, as the impression of the book became fainter, and +the impression of the writer more vivid, Marion began to settle his +psychological problem. Or rather he began to settle that there was +no psychological problem at all. This particular theme was in vogue +nowadays, this particular moral view was rife in the world; Lady Tal +had read other people's books, and had herself written a book which was +extremely like theirs. It was a case of unconscious, complete imitation. +The explanation of Lady Tal's having produced a novel so very different +from herself, was simply that, as a matter of fact, she had not produced +that novel at all. It was unlike herself because it belonged to other +people, that was all. + +"Tell me about my novel," she said after dinner, beckoning Marion into +one of the little gothic balconies overhanging the grand canal; the +little balconies upon whose cushions and beneath whose drawn-up awning +there is room for two, just out of earshot of any two others on the +other balconies beyond. + +Places for flirtation. But Lady Tal, Marion had instinctively understood, +was not a woman who flirted. Her power over men, if she had any, or +chose to exert it, must be of the sledge-hammer sort. And how she could +possibly have any power over anything save a mere gaping masher, over +anything that had, below its starched shirt front, sensitiveness, +curiosity, and imagination, Marion at this moment utterly failed to +understand. + +The tone of this woman's voice, the very rustle of her dress, as she +leaned upon the balcony and shook the sparks from her cigarette into the +dark sky and the dark water, seemed to mean business and nothing but +business. + +She said: + +"Tell me all about my novel. I don't intend to be put off with mere +remarks about grammar and stops. One may learn all about that; or can't +all that, and style, and so forth, be put in for one, by the printer's +devil? I haven't a very clear notion what a printer's devil is, except +that he's a person with a thumb. But he might see to such details, or +somebody else of the same sort." + +"Quite so. A novelist of some slight established reputation would do as +well, Lady Tal." + +Marion wondered why he had made that answer; Lady Tal's remark was +impertinent only inasmuch as he chose to admit that she could be +impertinent to him. + +Lady Tal, he felt, but could not see, slightly raised one of those +immensely curved eyebrows of hers in the darkness. + +"I thought that you, for instance, might get me through all that," +she answered; "or some other novelist, as you say, of established +reputation, who _was_ benevolently inclined towards a poor, helpless +ignoramus with literary aspirations." + +"Quite apart from such matters--and you are perfectly correct in +supposing that there must be lots of professed novelists who would most +gladly assist you with them--quite apart from such matters, your novel, +if you will allow me to say a rude thing, is utterly impossible. You are +perpetually taking all sorts of knowledge for granted in your reader. +Your characters don't sufficiently explain themselves; you write as if +your reader had witnessed the whole thing and merely required reminding. +I almost doubt whether you have fully realized for yourself a great part +of the situation; one would think you were repeating things from +hearsay, without quite understanding them." + +Marion felt a twinge of conscience: that wasn't the impression left by +the novel, but the impression due to the discrepancy between the novel +and its author. That hateful habit of studying people, of turning them +round, prodding and cutting them to see what was inside, why couldn't he +leave it behind for awhile? Had he not come to Venice with the avowed +intention of suspending all such studies? + +Lady Tal laughed. The laugh was a little harsh. "You say that because +of the modelling of my face--I know all about modelling of faces, and +facial angles, and cheek-bones, and eye cavities: I once learned to +draw--people always judge of me by the modelling of my face. Perhaps +they are right, perhaps they are wrong. I daresay I _have_ taken too +much for granted. One ought never to take anything for granted, in the +way of human insight, ought one? Anyhow, perhaps you will show me when +I have gone wrong, will you?" + +"It will require a good deal of patience----" began Marion. + +"On your part, of course. But then it all turns to profit with you +novelists; and it's men's business to be patient, just because they +never are." + +"I meant on your part, Lady Tal. I question whether you have any notion +of what it means to recast a novel--to alter it throughout, perhaps not +only once, but twice, or three times." + +"Make me a note of the main wrongness, and send me the MS., will you? +I'll set about altering it at once, you'll see. I'm a great deal more +patient than you imagine, Mr. Marion, when I want a thing--and I do +want this--I want to write novels. I want the occupation, the interest, +the excitement. Perhaps some day I shall want the money too. One makes +pots of money in your business, doesn't one?" + +Lady Atalanta laughed. She threw her cigarette into the canal, and with +a crackle and a rustle of her light dress, straightened her huge person, +and after looking for a moment into the blue darkness full of dim houses +and irregularly scattered lights, she swept back into the hum of voices +and shimmer of white dresses of Miss Vanderwerf's big drawing-room. + +Jervase Marion remained leaning on the balcony, listening to the plash +of oar and the bursts of hoarse voices and shrill fiddles from the +distant music boats. + + +V. + +The temptations of that demon of psychological study proved too great +for Marion; particularly when that tempter allied himself to an equally +stubborn though less insidious demon apparently residing in Lady +Atalanta: the demon of amateur authorship. So that, by the end of ten +days, there was established, between Lady Tal's lodgings and Marion's +hotel, a lively interchange of communication, porters and gondoliers for +ever running to and fro between "that usual tall young lady at San Vio," +and "that usual short, bald gentleman on the Riva." The number of +parcels must have been particularly mysterious to these messengers, +unless the proverbially rapid intuition (inherited during centuries of +intrigue and spying) of Venetian underlings arrived at the fact that the +seemingly numberless packets were in reality always one and the same, +or portions of one and the same: the celebrated novel travelling to and +fro, with perpetual criticisms from Marion and corrections from Lady +Atalanta. This method of intercourse was, however, daily supplemented by +sundry notes, in the delicate, neat little hand of the novelist, or the +splashing writing of the lady, saying with little variation--"Dear Lady +Atalanta, I fear I may not have made my meaning very clear with respect +to Chapter I, II, III, IV--or whatever it might be--will you allow me +to give you some verbal explanations on the subject?" and "Dear Mr. +Marion,--_Do_ come _at once_. I've got stuck over that beastly chapter +V, VI, or VII, and positively _must_ see you about it." + +"Well, I never!" politely ejaculated Miss Vanderwerf regularly every +evening--"if that Marion isn't the most _really_ kind and patient +creature on this earth!" + +To which her friend the Princess, the other arbitress of Venetian +society in virtue of her palace, her bric-a-brac, and that knowledge of +Marie Corelli and Mrs. Campbell-Praed which balanced Miss Vanderwerf's +capacity for grasping the meaning of Gyp--invariably answered in her +best English colloquial: + +"Well, my word! If that Lady Tal's not the most impudent amateur +scribble-scrabble of all the amateur scribble-scrabbles that England +produces." + +Remarks which immediately produced a lively discussion of Lady Tal +and of Marion, including the toilettes of the one and the books +of the other, with the result that neither retained a single moral, +intellectual, or physical advantage; and the obvious corollary, in the +mind of the impartial listener, that Jervase Marion evidently gave up +much more of his time to Lady Tal and her novel than to Miss Vanderwerf +and the Princess and their respective salons. + +As a matter of fact, however, although a degree of impudence more +politely described as energy and determination, on the part of Lady Tal; +and of kindness, more correctly designated as feebleness of spirit, on +the part of Marion, had undoubtedly been necessary in the first stages +of this intercourse, yet nothing of either of these valuable social +qualities had been necessary for its continuation. Although maintaining +that manner of hers expressive of the complete rights which her name of +Ossian and her additional inches constituted over all things and people, +Lady Tal had become so genuinely enthusiastic for the novelist's art as +revealed by Marion, that her perpetual intrusion upon his leisure was +that merely of an ardent if somewhat inconsiderate disciple. In the +eyes of this young lady, development of character, foreshortening of +narrative, construction, syntax, nay, even grammar and punctuation, had +become inexhaustible subjects of meditation and discussion, upon which +every experience of life could be brought to bear. + +So much for Lady Tal. As regards Marion, he had, not without considerable +self-contempt, surrendered himself to the demon of character study. +This passion for investigating into the feelings and motives of his +neighbours was at once the joy, the pride, and the bane and humiliation +of Marion's placid life. He was aware that he had, for years and years, +cultivated this tendency to the utmost; and he was fully convinced that +to study other folks and embody his studies in the most lucid form was +the one mission of his life, and a mission in nowise inferior to that of +any other highly gifted class of creatures. Indeed, if Jervase Marion, +ever since his earliest manhood, had given way to a tendency to withdraw +from all personal concerns, from all emotion or action, it was mainly +because he conceived that this shrinkingness of nature (which foolish +persons called egoism) was the necessary complement to his power of +intellectual analysis; and that any departure from the position of +dispassioned spectator of the world's follies and miseries would mean +also a departure from his real duty as a novelist. To be brought into +contact with people more closely than was necessary or advantageous for +their intellectual comprehension; to think about them, feel about them, +mistress, wife, son, or daughter, the bare thought of such a thing +jarred upon Marion's nerves. So, the better to study, the better to be +solitary, he had expatriated himself, leaving brothers, sisters (now his +mother was dead), friends of childhood, all those things which invade a +man's consciousness without any psychological profit; he had condemned +himself to live in a world of acquaintances, of indifference; and, for +sole diversion, he permitted himself, every now and then, to come abroad +to places where he had not even acquaintances, where he could look +at faces which had no associations for him, and speculate upon the +character of total strangers. Only, being a methodical man, and much +concerned for his bodily and intellectual health, he occasionally +thought fit to suspend even this contact with mankind, and to spend six +weeks, as he had intended spending those six weeks at Venice, in the +contemplation of only bricks and mortar. + +And now, that demon of psychological study had got the better of his +determination. Marion understood it all now from the beginning: that +astonishing feebleness of his towards Lady Atalanta, that extraordinary +submission to this imperious and audacious young aristocrat's orders. +The explanation was simple, though curious. He had divined in Lady +Atalanta a very interesting psychological problem, considerably before +he had been able to formulate the fact to himself: his novelist's +intuition, like the scent of a dog, had set him on the track even before +he knew the nature of the game, or the desire to pursue. Before even +beginning to think about Lady Atalanta, he had begun to watch her; he +was watching her now consciously; indeed all his existence was engrossed +in such watching, so that the hours he spent away from her company, or +the company of her novel, were so many gaps in his life. + +Jervase Marion, as a result both of that shrinkingness of nature, and +of a very delicate artistic instinct, had an aversion of such coarse +methods of study as consist in sitting down in front of a human being +and staring, in a metaphorical sense, at him or her. He was not a man of +theories (their cut-and-driedness offending his subtlety); but had he +been forced to formulate his ideas, he would have said that in order to +perceive the real values (in pictorial language) of any individual, you +must beware of isolating him or her; you must merely look attentively +at the moving ocean of human faces, watching for the one face more +particularly interesting than the rest, and catching glimpses of its +fleeting expression, and of the expression of its neighbours as it +appears and reappears. Perhaps, however, Marion's other reason against +the sit-down-and-stare or walk-round-and-pray system of psychological +study was really the stronger one in his nature, the more so that he +would probably not have admitted its superior validity. This other +reason was a kind of moral scruple against getting to know the secret +mechanism of a soul, especially if such knowledge involved an appearance +of intimacy with a person in whom he could never take more than a merely +abstract, artistic interest. It was a mean taking advantage of superior +strength, or the raising of expectations which could not be fulfilled; +for Marion, although the most benevolent and serviceable of mortals, did +not give his heart, perhaps because he had none to give, to anybody. + +This scruple had occurred to Marion almost as soon as he discovered +himself to be studying Lady Tal; and it occurred to him once or twice +afterwards. But he despatched it satisfactorily. Lady Tal, in the first +place, was making use of him in the most outrageous way, without scruple +or excuse; it was only just that he, in his turn, should turn her to +profit with equal freedom. This reason, however, savoured slightly of +intellectual caddishness, and Marion rejected it with scorn. The real +one, he came to perceive, was that Lady Tal gratuitously offered herself +for study by her quiet, aggressive assumption of inscrutability. She +really thrust her inscrutability down one's throat; her face, her +manner, her every remark, her very novel, were all so many audacious +challenges to the more psychological members of the community. She +seemed to be playing on a gong and crying: "Does anyone feel inclined +to solve a riddle? Is there any person who thinks himself sufficiently +clever to understand me?" And when a woman takes up such an attitude, +it is only natural, human and proper that the first novelist who comes +along that way should stop and say: "I intend to get to the bottom of +you; one, two, three, I am going to begin." + +So Jervase Marion assiduously cultivated the society of Lady Atalanta, +and spent most of his time instructing her in the art of the novelist. + + +VI. + +One morning Marion, by way of exception, saw and studied Lady Tal +without the usual medium of the famous novel. It was early, with the +very first autumn crispness in the blue morning, in the bright sun which +would soon burn, but as yet barely warmed. Marion was taking his usual +ramble through the tortuous Venetian alleys, and as usual he had found +himself in one of his favourite haunts, the market on the further slope +of the Rialto. + +That market--the yellow and white awnings, and the white houses against +the delicate blue sky; the bales and festoons of red and green and blue +and purple cotton stuffs outside the little shops, and below that the +shawled women pattering down the bridge steps towards it; the monumental +display of piled up peaches and pears, and heaped up pumpkins and +mysterious unknown cognate vegetables, round and long, purple, yellow, +red, grey, among the bay leaves, the great, huge, smooth, green-striped +things, cut open to show their red pulp, the huger things looking as if +nature had tried to gild and silver them unsuccessfully, tumbled on to +the pavement; the butchers' shops with the gorgeous bullocks' hearts +and sacrificial fleeced lambs; the endless hams and sausages--all this +market, under the blue sky, with this lazy, active, noisy, brawling, +friendly population jerking and lolling about it, always seemed to +Marion one of the delightful spots of Venice, pleasing him with a sense +(although he knew it to be all false) that here _was_ a place where +people could eat and drink and laugh and live without any psychological +troubles. + +On this particular morning, as this impression with the knowledge of its +falseness was as usual invading Marion's consciousness, he experienced +a little shock of surprise, incongruity, and the sudden extinction of +a pleasingly unreal mood, on perceiving, coming towards him, with hand +cavalierly on hip and umbrella firmly hitting the ground, the stately +and faultlessly coated and shirted and necktied figure of Lady Atalanta. + +"I have had a go already at _Christina_," she said, after extending +to Marion an angular though friendly handshake, and a cheerful frank +inscrutable smile of her big blue eyes and her little red mouth. "That +novel is turning me into another woman: the power of sinning, as the +Salvationists say, has been extracted out of my nature even by the +rootlets; I sat up till two last night after returning from the Lido, +and got up this morning at six, all for the love of _Christina_ and +literature. I expect Dawson will give me warning; she told me yesterday +that she 'had never _know_ any other lady that writes so much or used +them big sheets of paper, quite _henormous_, my lady.' Dear old place, +isn't it? Ever tasted any of that fried pumpkin? It's rather nasty but +quite good; have some? I wonder we've not met here before; I come here +twice a week to shop. You don't mind carrying parcels, do you?" Lady Tal +had stopped at one of the front stalls, and having had three vast yellow +paper bags filled with oranges and lemons, she handed the two largest to +Marion. + +"You'll carry them for me, won't you, there's a good creature: like +that I shall be able to get rather more rolls than I usually can. It's +astonishing how much sick folk care for rolls. I ought to explain I'm +going to see some creatures at the hospital. It takes too long going +there in the gondola from my place, so I walk. If you were to put those +bags well on your chest like that, under your chin, they'd be easier to +hold, and there'd be less chance of the oranges bobbing out." + +At a baker's in one of the little narrow streets near the church of the +Miracoli, Lady Atalanta provided herself with a bag of rolls, which she +swung by the string to her wrist. Marion then perceived that she was +carrying under her arm a parcel of paper-covered books, fastened with an +elastic band. + +"Now we shall have got everything except some flowers, which I daresay +we can get somewhere on the way," remarked Lady Tal. "Do you mind coming +in here?" and she entered one of those little grocer's shops, dignified +with the arms of Savoy in virtue of the sale of salt and tobacco, and +where a little knot of vague, wide-collared individuals usually hang +about among the various-shaped liqueur bottles in an atmosphere of stale +cigar, brandy and water, and kitchen soap. + +"May--I--a--a--ask for anything for you, Lady Tal?" requested Marion, +taken completely by surprise by the rapidity of his companion's +movements. "You want stamps, I presume; may I have the honour of +assisting you in your purchase?" + +"Thanks, it isn't stamps; it's snuff, and you wouldn't know what +sort to get." And Lady Tal, making her stately way through the crowd +of surprised loafers, put a franc on the counter and requested the +presiding female to give her four ounces of _Semolino_, but of the good +sort----"It's astonishing how faddy those old creatures are about their +snuff!" remarked Lady Tal, pocketing her change. "Would you put this +snuff in your pocket for me? Thanks. The other sort's called _Bacubino_, +it's dark and clammy, and it looks nasty. Have you ever taken snuff? I +do sometimes to please my old creatures; it makes me sneeze, you know, +and they think that awful fun." + +As they went along Lady Atalanta suddenly perceived, in a little green +den, something which attracted her attention. + +"I wonder whether they're fresh?" she mused. "I suppose you can't tell a +fresh egg when you see it, can you, Mr. Marion? Never mind, I'll risk +it. If you'll take this third bag of oranges, I'll carry the eggs--they +might come to grief in your hands, you know." + +"What an odious, odious creature a woman is," thought Marion. He +wondered, considerably out of temper, why he should feel so miserable +at having to carry all those oranges. Of course with three gaping +bags piled on his chest there was the explanation of acute physical +discomfort; but that wasn't sufficient. It seemed as if this terrible, +aristocratic giantess were doing it all on purpose to make him miserable. +He saw that he was intensely ridiculous in her eyes, with those yellow +bags against his white waistcoat and the parcel of snuff in his coat +pocket; his face was also, he thought, streaming with perspiration, and +he couldn't get at his handkerchief. It was childish, absurd of him to +mind; for, after all, wasn't Lady Atalanta equally burdened? But she, +with her packets of rolls, and packet of books, and basket of eggs, and +her umbrella tucked under her arm, looked serene and even triumphant in +her striped flannel. + +"I beg your pardon--would you allow me to stop a minute and shift the +bags to the other arm?" Marion could no longer resist that fearful agony. +"If you go on I'll catch you up in a second." + +But just as Marion was about to rest the bags upon the marble balustrade +of a bridge, his paralysed arm gave an unaccountable jerk, and out flew +one of the oranges, and rolled slowly down the stone steps of the +bridge. + +"I say, don't do that! You'll have them all in the canal!" cried Lady +Atalanta, as Marion quickly stooped in vain pursuit of the escaped +orange, the movement naturally, and as if it were being done on purpose, +causing another orange to fly out in its turn; a small number of +spectators, gondoliers and workmen from under the bridge, women nursing +babies at neighbouring windows, and barefooted urchins from nowhere in +particular, starting up to enjoy the extraordinary complicated conjuring +tricks which the stout gentleman in the linen coat and Panama hat had +suddenly fallen to execute. + +"Damn the beastly things!" ejaculated Marion, forgetful of Lady Atalanta +and good breeding, and perceiving only the oranges jumping and rolling +about, and feeling his face grow redder and hotter in the glare on that +white stone bridge. At that moment, as he raised his eyes, he saw, +passing along, a large party of Americans from his hotel; Americans whom +he had avoided like the plague, who, he felt sure, would go home and +represent him as a poor creature and a snob disavowing his "people." He +could hear them, in fancy, describing how at Venice he had turned flunky +to one of your English aristocrats, who stood looking and making game +of him while he ran after her oranges, "and merely because she's the +daughter of an Earl or Marquis or such like." + +"Bless my heart, how helpless is genius when it comes to practical +matters!" exclaimed Lady Atalanta. And putting her various packages down +carefully on the parapet, she calmly collected the bounding oranges, +wiped them with her handkerchief, and restored them to Marion, +recommending him to "stick them loose in his pockets." + +Marion had never been in a hospital (he had been only a boy, and in +Europe with his mother, a Southern refugee, at the time of the War), +the fact striking him as an omission in his novelist's education. But +he felt as if he would never wish to describe the one into which he +mechanically followed Lady Tal. With its immense, immensely lofty wards, +filled with greyish light, and radiating like the nave and transepts +of a vast church from an altar with flickering lights and kneeling +figures, it struck Marion, while he breathed that hot, thick air, +sickly with carbolic and chloride of lime, as a most gruesome and +quite objectionably picturesque place. He had a vague notion that the +creatures in the rows and rows of greyish white beds ought to have St. +Vitus's dance or leprosy or some similar mediaeval disease. They were +nasty enough objects, he thought, as he timidly followed Lady Tal's +rapid and resounding footsteps, for anything. He had, for all the +prosaic quality of his writings, the easily roused imagination of a +nervous man: and it seemed to him as if they were all of them either +skeletons gibbering and screeching in bed, or frightful yellow and red +tumid creatures, covered with plasters and ligatures, or old ladies +recently liberated from the cellar in which, as you may periodically +read in certain public prints, they had been kept by barbarous nephews +or grandchildren---- + +"Dear me, dear me, what a dreadful place!" he kept ejaculating, as he +followed Lady Atalanta, carrying her bags of oranges and rolls, among +the vociferating, grabbing beldames in bed, and the indifferent nuns and +serving wenches toiling about noisily: Lady Tal going methodically her +way, businesslike, cheerful, giving to one some snuff, to another an +orange or a book, laughing, joking in her bad Italian, settling the +creatures' disagreeable bed-clothes and pillows for them, as if instead +of cosseting dying folk, she was going round to the counters of some +huge shop. A most painful exhibition, thought Marion. + +"I say, suppose you talk to her, she's a nice little commonplace +creature who wanted to be a school-mistress and is awfully fond of +reading novels--tell her--I don't know how to explain it--that you +write novels. See, Teresina, this gentleman and I are writing a book +together, all about a lady who married a silly husband--would you like +to hear about it?" + +Stroking the thin white face, with the wide forget-me-not eyes, of +the pretty, thin little blonde, Lady Tal left Marion, to his extreme +discomfort, seated on the edge of a straw chair by the side of the bed, +a bag of oranges on his knees and absolutely no ideas in his head. + +"She is so good," remarked the little girl, opening and shutting a +little fan which Lady Tal had just given her, "and so beautiful. Is she +your sister? She told me she had a brother whom she was very fond of, +but I thought he was dead. She's like an angel in Paradise." + +"Precisely, precisely," answered Marion, thinking at the same time what +an uncommonly uncomfortable place Paradise must, in that case, be. All +this was not at all what he had imagined when he had occasionally +written about young ladies consoling the sick; this businesslike, +bouncing, cheerful shake-up-your-pillows and shake-up-your-soul mode +of proceeding. + +Lady Tal, he decided within himself, had emphatically no soul; all he +had just witnessed, proved it. + +"Why do you do it?" he suddenly asked, as they emerged from the hospital +cloisters. He knew quite well: merely because she was so abominably +active. + +"I don't know. I like ill folk. I'm always so disgustingly well myself; +and you see with my poor brother, I'd got accustomed to ill folk, so I +suppose I can't do without. I should like to settle in England--if it +weren't for all those hateful relations of mine and of my husband's--and +go and live in the East End and look after sick creatures. At least I +think I should; but I know I shouldn't." + +"Why not?" asked Marion. + +"Why? Oh, well, it's making oneself conspicuous, you know, and all that. +One hates to be thought eccentric, of course. And then, if I went to +England, of course I should have to go into society, otherwise people +would go and say that I was out of it and had been up to something or +other. And if I went into society, that would mean doing simply nothing +else, not even the little I do here. You see I'm not an independent +woman; all my husband's relations are perpetually ready to pull me to +pieces on account of his money! There's nothing they're not prepared to +invent about me. I'm too poor and too expensive to do without it, and +as long as I take his money, I must see to no one being able to say +anything that would have annoyed him--see?" + +"I see," answered Marion. + +At that moment Lady Atalanta perceived a gondola turning a corner, and +in it the young millionaire whom she had chaffed about his sideboard. + +"Hi, hi! Mr. Clarence!" she cried, waving her umbrella. "Will you take +me to that curiosity-dealer's this afternoon?" + +Marion looked at her, standing there on the little wharf, waving her +red umbrella and shouting to the gondola; her magnificent rather wooden +figure more impeccably magnificent, uninteresting in her mannish +flannel garments, her handsome pink and white face, as she smiled that +inexpressive smile with all the pearl-like little teeth, more than ever +like a big mask---- + +"No soul, decidedly no soul," said the novelist to himself. And he +reflected that women without souls were vaguely odious. + + +VII. + +"I have been wondering of late why I liked you?" said Lady Tal one +morning at lunch, addressing the remark to Marion, and cut short in her +speech by a burst of laughter from that odious tomboy of a cousin of +hers (how could she endure that girl? Marion reflected) who exclaimed, +with an affectation of milkmaid archness: + +"Oh, Tal! how _can_ you be so rude to the _gentleman_? You oughtn't to +say to people you wonder why you like them. Ought she, Mr. Marion?" + +Marion was silent. He felt a weak worm for disliking this big blond girl +with the atrocious manners, who insisted on pronouncing his name _Mary +Anne_, with unfailing relish of the joke. Lady Tal did not heed the +interruption, but repeated pensively, leaning her handsome cleft chin on +her hand, and hacking at a peach with her knife: "I have been wondering +why I like you, Mr. Marion (I usedn't to, but made up to you for +_Christina's_ benefit), because you are not a bit like poor Gerald. But +I've found out now and I'm pleased. There's nothing so pleasant in this +world as finding out _why_ one thinks or does things, is there? Indeed +it's the only pleasant thing, besides riding in the Campagna and +drinking iced water on a hot day. The reason I like you is because you +have seen a lot of the world and of people, and still take nice views +of them. The people one meets always think to show their cleverness by +explaining everything by nasty little motives; and you don't. It's nice +of you, and it's clever. It's cleverer than your books even, you know." + +In making this remark (and she made it with an aristocratic indifference +to being personal) Lady Atalanta had most certainly hit the right nail +on the head. That gift, a rare one, of seeing the simple, wholesome, +and even comparatively noble, side of things; of being, although a +pessimist, no misanthrope, was the most remarkable characteristic of +Jervase Marion; it was the one which made him, for all his old bachelor +ways and his shrinking from close personal contact, a man and a manly +man, giving this analytical and nervous person a certain calmness and +gentleness and strength. + +But Lady Tal's remark, although in the main singularly correct, smote +him like a rod. For it so happened that for once in his life Marion had +not been looking with impartial, serene, and unsuspecting eyes upon one +of his fellow-sufferers in this melancholy world; and that one creature +to whom he was not so good as he might be, was just Lady Tal. + +He could not really have explained how it was. But there was the +certainty, that while recognising in Lady Tal's conversation, in her +novel, in the little she told him of her life, a great deal which was +delicate, and even noble, wherewithal to make up a somewhat unusual and +perhaps not very superficially attractive, but certainly an original and +desirable personality, he had got into the habit of explaining whatever +in her was obscure and contradictory by unworthy reasons; and even of +making allowance for the possibility of all the seeming good points +proving, some day, to be a delusion and a snare. Perhaps it depended +upon the constant criticisms he was hearing on all sides of Lady +Atalanta's character and conduct: the story of her mercenary marriage, +the recital of the astounding want of feeling displayed upon the +occasion of her brother's death, and that perpetual, and apparently too +well founded suggestion that this young lady, who possessed fifteen +thousand a year and apparently spent about two, must be feathering her +nest and neatly evading the intentions of her late lamented. Moreover +there was something vaguely disagreeable in the extraordinary absence of +human emotion displayed in such portion of her biography as might be +considered public property. + +Marion, heaven knows, didn't like women who went in for _grande passion_; +in fact passion, which he had neither experienced nor described, was +distinctly repulsive to him. But, after all, Lady Tal was young, Lady +Tal was beautiful, and Lady Tal had for years and years been a real and +undoubted widow; and it was therefore distinctly inhuman on the part of +Lady Tal to have met no temptations to part with her heart, and with her +jointure. It was ugly; there was no doubt it was ugly. The world, after +all, _has_ a right to demand that a young lady of good birth and average +education should have a heart. It was doubtless also, he said to himself, +the fault of Lady Atalanta's physique, this suspicious attitude of his; +nature had bestowed upon her a face like a mask, muscles which never +flinched, nerves apparently hidden many inches deeper than most folk's: +she was enigmatic, and a man has a right to pause before an enigma. +Furthermore----But Marion could not quite understand that furthermore. + +He understood it a few days later. They had had the usual _seance_ over +_Christina_ that morning; and now it was evening, and three or four +people had dropped in at Lady Tal's after the usual stroll at Saint +Mark's. Lady Tal had hired a small house, dignified with the title of +Palazzina, on the Zattere. It was modern, and the aesthetic colony at +Venice sneered at a woman with that amount of money inhabiting anything +short of a palace. They themselves being mainly Americans, declared +they couldn't feel like home in a dwelling which was not possessed of +historical reminiscences. The point of Lady Tal's little place, as she +called it, was that it possessed a garden; small indeed, but round +which, as she remarked, one solitary female could walk. In this garden +she and Marion were at this moment walking. The ground floor windows +were open, and there issued from the drawing-room a sound of cups and +saucers, of guitar strumming and laughter, above which rose the loud +voice, the aristocratic kitchen-maid pronunciation of Lady Atalanta's +tomboy cousin. + +"Where's Tal? I declare if Tal hasn't gone off with Mary Anne! Poor Mary +Anne! She's tellin' him all about _Christina_, you know; how she can't +manage that row between Christina and Christina's mother-in-law, and the +semicolons and all that. _Christina's_ the novel, you know. You'll be +expected to ask for _Christina_ at your club, you know, when it comes +out, Mr. Clarence. I've already written to all my cousins to get it from +Mudie's----" + +Marion gave a little frown, as if his boot pinched him, as he walked +on the gravel down there, among the dark bushes, the spectral little +terra-cotta statues, with the rigging of the ships on the Giudecca canal +black against the blue evening sky, with a vague, sweet, heady smell of +_Olea fragrans_ all round. Confound that girl! Why couldn't he take a +stroll in a garden with a handsome woman of thirty without the company +being informed that it was only on account of Lady Tal's novel. That +novel, that position of literary adviser, of a kind of male daily +governess, would make him ridiculous. Of course Lady Tal was continually +making use of him, merely making use of him in her barefaced and brutal +manner: of course she didn't care a hang about him except to help her +with that novel: of course as soon as that novel was done with she would +drop him. He knew all that, and it was natural. But he really didn't see +the joke of being made conspicuous and grotesque before all Venice---- + +"Shan't we go in, Lady Tal?" he said sharply, throwing away his +cigarette. "Your other guests are doubtless sighing for your presence." + +"And this guest here is not. Oh dear, no; there's Gertrude to look after +them and see to their being happy; besides, I don't care whether they +are. I want to speak to you. I can't understand your thinking that +situation strained. I should have thought it the commonest thing in the +world, I mean, gracious---- I can't understand your not understanding!" + +Jervase Marion was in the humour when he considered Lady Tal a +legitimate subject of study, and intellectual vivisection a praiseworthy +employment. Such study implies, as a rule, a good deal of duplicity on +the part of the observer; duplicity doubtless sanctified, like all the +rest, by the high mission of prying into one's neighbour's soul. + +"Well," answered Marion--he positively hated that good French Alabama +name of his, since hearing it turned into Mary Anne--"of course one +understands a woman avoiding, for many reasons, the temptation of one +individual passion; but a woman who makes up her mind to avoid the +temptation of all passion in the abstract, and what is more, acts +consistently and persistently with this object in view, particularly +when she has never experienced passion at all, when she has not even +burnt the tips of her fingers once in her life----; that does seem +rather far fetched, you must admit." + +Lady Tal was not silent for a moment, as he expected she would be. +She did not seem to see the danger of having the secret of her life +extracted out of her. + +"I don't see why you should say so, merely because the person's a woman. +I'm sure you must have met examples enough of men who, without ever +having been in love, or in danger of being in love--poor little +things--have gone through life with a resolute policy of never placing +themselves in danger, of never so much as taking their heart out of +their waistcoat pockets to look at it, lest it might suddenly be jerked +out of their possession." + +It was Marion who was silent. Had it not been dark, Lady Tal might have +seen him wince and redden; and he might have seen Lady Tal smile a very +odd but not disagreeable smile. And they fell to discussing the +technicalities of that famous novel. + +Marion outstayed for a moment or two the other guests. The facetious +cousin was strumming in the next room, trying over a Venetian song which +the naval captain had taught her. Marion was slowly taking a third cup +of tea--he wondered why he should be taking so much tea, it was very +bad for his nerves,--seated among the flowering shrubs, the bits of old +brocade and embroidery, the various pieces of bric-a-brac which made the +drawing-room of Lady Tal look, as all distinguished modern drawing-rooms +should, like a cross between a flower show and a pawnbroker's, and as if +the height of modern upholstery consisted in avoiding the use of needles +and nails, and enabling the visitors to sit in a little heap of +variegated rags. Lady Tal was arranging a lamp, which burned, or rather +smoked, at this moment, surrounded by lace petticoats on a carved +column. + +"Ah," she suddenly said, "it's extraordinary how difficult it is to get +oneself understood in this world. I'm thinking about _Christina_, you +know. I never _do_ expect any one to understand anything, as a matter of +fact. But I thought that was probably because all my friends hitherto +have been all frivolous poops who read only the Peerage and the sporting +papers. I should have thought, now, that writing novels would have made +you different. I suppose, after all, it's all a question of physical +constitution and blood relationship--being able to understand other +folk, I mean. If one's molecules aren't precisely the same and in the +same place (don't be surprised, I've been reading Carpenter's 'Mental +Physiology'), it's no good. It's certain that the only person in the +world who has ever understood me one bit was Gerald." + +Lady Tal's back was turned to Marion, her tall figure a mere dark mass +against the light of the lamp, and the lit-up white wall behind. + +"And still," suddenly remarked Marion, "you were not--not--_very_ much +attached to your brother, were you?" + +The words were not out of Marion's mouth before he positively trembled +at them. Good God! what had he allowed himself to say? But he had no +time to think of his own words. Lady Tal had turned round, her eyes fell +upon him. Her face was pale, very quiet; not angry, but disdainful. With +one hand she continued to adjust the lamp. + +"I see," she said coldly, "you have heard all about my extraordinary +behaviour, or want of extraordinary behaviour. It appears I did surprise +and shock my acquaintances very much by my proceedings after Gerald's +death. I suppose it really is the right thing for a woman to go into +hysterics and take to her bed and shut herself up for three months at +least, when her only brother dies. I didn't think of that at the time; +otherwise I should have conformed, of course. It's my policy always to +conform, you know. I see now that I made a mistake, showed a want of +_savoir-vivre_, and all that--I stupidly consulted my own preferences, +and I happened to prefer keeping myself well in hand. I didn't seem to +like people's sympathy; now the world, you know, has a right to give one +its sympathies under certain circumstances, just as a foreign man has +a right to leave his card when he's been introduced. Also, I knew +that Gerald would have just hated my making myself a _motley to the +view_--you mightn't think it, but we used to read Shakespeare's sonnets, +he and I--and, you see, I cared for only one mortal thing in the world, +to do what Gerald wanted. I never have cared for any other thing, +really; after all, if I don't want to be conspicuous, it's because +Gerald would have hated it--I never shall care for anything in the world +besides that. All the rest's mere unreality. One thinks one's alive, but +one isn't." + +Lady Atalanta had left off fidgeting with the lamp. Her big blue eyes +had all at once brightened with tears which did not fall; but as she +spoke the last words, in a voice suddenly husky, she looked down at +Marion with an odd smile, tearing a paper spill with her large, +well-shaped fingers as she did so. + +"Do you see?" she added, with that half-contemptuous smile, calmly +mopping her eyes. "That's how it is, Mr. Marion." + +A sudden light illuminated Marion's mind; a light, and with it something +else, he knew not what, something akin to music, to perfume, beautiful, +delightful, but solemn. He was aware of being moved, horribly grieved, +but at the same moment intensely glad; he was on the point of saying he +didn't know beforehand what, something which, however, would be all +right, natural, like the things, suddenly improvised, which one says +occasionally to children. + +"My dear young lady----" + +But the words did not pass Marion's lips. He remembered suddenly by what +means and in what spirit he had elicited this unexpected burst of +feeling on the part of Lady Tal. He could not let her go on, he could +not take advantage of her; he had not the courage to say: "Lady Tal, I +am a miserable cad who was prying into your feelings; I'm not fit to be +spoken to!" And with the intolerable shame at his own caddishness came +that old shrinking from any sort of spiritual contact with others. + +"Quite so, quite so," he merely answered, looking at his boots and +moving that ring of his mother's up and down his watch chain. "I quite +understand. And as a matter of fact you are quite correct in your remark +about our not being always alive. Or rather we _are_ usually alive, when +we are living our humdrum little natural existence, full of nothing at +all; and during the moments when we do really seem to be alive, to be +feeling, living, we are not ourselves, but somebody else." + +Marion had had no intention of making a cynical speech. He had been +aware of having behaved like a cad to Lady Tal, and in consequence, +had somehow informed Lady Tal he considered her as an impostor. He +had reacted against that first overwhelming sense of pleasure at the +discovery of the lady's much-questioned soul. Now he was prepared to +tell her that she had none. + +"Yes," answered Lady Tal, lighting a cigarette over the high lamp, +"that's just it. I shall borrow that remark and put it into _Christina_. +You may use up any remark of mine, in return, you know." + +She stuck out her under lip with that ugly little cynical movement which +was not even her own property, but borrowed from women more trivial than +herself like the way of carrying the elbows, and the pronunciation of +certain words: a mark of caste, as a blue triangle on one's chin or a +yellow butterfly on one's forehead might be, and not more graceful or +engaging. + +"One thinks one has a soul sometimes," she mused. "It isn't true. It +would prevent one's clothes fitting, wouldn't it? One really acts +in this way or that because _it's better form_. You see here on the +Continent it's good form to tear one's hair and roll on the floor, and +to pretend to have a soul; we've got beyond that, as we've got beyond +women trying to seem to know about art and literature. Here they do, and +make idiots of themselves. Just now you thought I'd got a soul, didn't +you, Mr. Marion? You've been wondering all along whether I had one. For +a minute I managed to make you believe it--it was rather mean of me, +wasn't it? I haven't got one. I'm a great deal too well-bred." + +There was a little soreness under all this banter; but how could she +banter? Marion felt he detested the woman, as she put out her elbow and +extended a stiff handsome hand, and said: + +"Remember poor old _Christina_ to-morrow morning, there's a kind man," +with that little smile of close eyes and close lips. He detested her +just in proportion as he had liked her half an hour ago. Remembering +that little gush of feeling of his own, he thought her a base creature, +as he walked across the little moonlit square with the well in the +middle and the tall white houses all round. + +Jervase Marion, the next morning, woke up with the consciousness of +having been very unfair to Lady Tal, and, what was worse, very unfair to +himself. It was one of the drawbacks of friendship (for, after all, this +was a kind of friendship) that he occasionally caught himself saying +things quite different from his thoughts and feelings, masquerading +towards people in a manner distinctly humiliating to his self-respect. +Marion had a desire to be simple and truthful; but somehow it was +difficult to be simple and truthful as soon as other folk came into +play; it was difficult and disagreeable to show one's real self; that +was another reason for living solitary on a top flat at Westminster, and +descending therefrom in the body, but not in the spirit, to move about +among mere acquaintances, disembodied things, with whom there was no +fear of real contact. On this occasion he had let himself come in +contact with a fellow-creature; and behold, as a result, he had not only +behaved more or less like a cad, but he had done that odious thing of +pretending to feel differently from how he really did. + +From how he had really felt at the moment, be it well understood. Of +course Marion, in his capacity of modern analytical novelist, was +perfectly well aware that feelings are mere momentary matters; and that +the feeling which had possessed him the previous evening, and still +possessed him at the present moment, would not last. The feeling, he +admitted to himself (it is much easier to admit such things to one's +self, when one makes the proviso that it's all a mere passing phase, +one's eternal immutable self, looking on placidly at one's momentary +changing self), the feeling in question was vaguely admiring and +pathetic, as regarded Lady Tal. He even confessed to himself that there +entered into it a slight dose of poetry. This big, correct young woman, +with the beautiful inexpressive face and the ugly inexpressive manners, +carrying through life a rather exotic little romance which no one +must suspect, possessed a charm for the imagination, a decided value. +Excluded for some reason (Marion blurred out his knowledge that the +reasons were the late Walkenshaw's thousands) from the field for +emotions and interests which handsome, big young women have a right to, +and transferring them all to a nice crippled brother, who had of course +not been half as nice as she imagined, living a conventional life, with +a religion of love and fidelity secreted within it, this well-born and +well-dressed Countess Olivia of modern days, had appealed very strongly +to a certain carefully guarded tenderness and chivalry in Marion's +nature; he saw her, as she had stood arranging that lamp, with those +unexpected tears brimming in her eyes. + +Decidedly. Only that, of course, wasn't the way to treat it. There +was nothing at all artistic in that, nothing modern. And Marion was +essentially modern in his novels. Lady Tal, doing the Lady Olivia, with +a dead brother in the background, sundry dukes in the middle distance, +and no enchanting page (people seemed unanimous in agreeing that Lady +Tal had never been in love) perceptible anywhere; all that was pretty, +but it wasn't the right thing. Jervase Marion thought Lady Tal painfully +conventional (although of course her conventionality gave all the value +to her romantic quality) because she slightly dropped her final _g_'s, +and visibly stuck out her elbows, and resolutely refused to display +emotion of any kind. Marion himself was firmly wedded to various modes +of looking at human concerns, which corresponded, in the realm of +novel-writing, to these same modern conventionalities of Lady +Atalanta's. The point of it, evidently, must be that the Lady of his +novel would have lived for years under the influence of an invalid +friend (the brother should be turned into a woman with a mortal malady, +and a bad husband, something in the way of Emma and Tony in "Diana of +the Crossways," of intellectual and moral quality immensely superior to +her own); then, of course, after the death of the Princess of Trasimeno +(she being the late Gerald Burne), Lady Tal (Marion couldn't fix on a +name for her) would gradually be sucked back into frivolous and futile +and heartless society; the _hic_ of the whole story being the slow +ebbing of that noble influence, the daily encroachments of the baser +sides of Lady Tal's own nature, and of the base side of the world. +She would have a chance, say by marrying a comparatively poor man, of +securing herself from that rising tide of worldly futility and meanness; +the reader must think that she really was going to love the man, to +choose him. Or rather, it would be more modern and artistic, less +romantic, if the intelligent reader were made to foresee the dismal +necessity of Lady Tal's final absorption into moral and intellectual +nothingness. Yes--the sort of thing she would live for, a round of +monotonous dissipation, which couldn't amuse her; of expenditure merely +for the sake of expenditure, of conventionality merely for the sake +of conventionality;--and the sham, clever, demoralised women, with +their various semi-imaginary grievances against the world, their +husbands and children, their feeble self-conscious hankerings after +mesmerism, spiritualism, Buddhism, and the other forms of intellectual +adulteration----he saw it all. Marion threw his cigar into the canal, +and nursed his leg tighter, as he sat all alone in his gondola, and +looked up at the bay trees and oleanders, the yellow straw blinds of +Lady Tal's little house on the Zattere. + +It would make a capital novel. Marion's mind began to be inundated +with details: all those conversations about Lady Tal rushed back into +it, her conventionality, perceptible even to others, her disagreeable +parsimoniousness, visibly feathering her nest with the late Walkenshaw's +money, while quite unable to screw up her courage to deliberately forego +it, that odd double-graspingness of nature. + +That was evidently the final degradation. It would be awfully plucky to +put it in, after showing what the woman had been and might have been; +after showing her coquettings with better things (the writing of that +novel, for instance, for which he must find an equivalent). It would +be plucky, modern, artistic, to face the excessive sordidness of this +ending. And still--and still----Marion felt a feeble repugnance to +putting it in; it seemed too horrid. And at the same moment, there +arose in him that vague, disquieting sense of being a cad, which had +distressed him that evening. To suspect a woman of all that----and yet, +Marion answered himself with a certain savageness, he knew it to be the +case. + + +VIII. + +They had separated from the rest of the picnickers, and were walking up +and down that little orchard or field--rows of brown maize distaffs and +tangles of reddening half trodden-down maize leaves, and patches of tall +grass powdered with hemlock under the now rather battered vine garlands, +the pomegranate branches weighed down by their vermilion fruit, the +peach branches making a Japanese pattern of narrow crimson leaves +against the blue sky--that odd cultivated corner in the God-forsaken +little marsh island, given up to sea-gulls and picnickers, of Torcello. + +"Poor little Clarence," mused Lady Tal, alluding to the rather +feeble-minded young millionaire, who had brought them there, five +gondolas full of women in lilac and pink and straw-coloured frocks, +and men in white coats, three guitars, a banjo, and two mandolins, and +the corresponding proportion of table linen, knives and forks, pies, +bottles, and sweetmeats with crinkled papers round them. "Poor little +Clarence, he isn't a bad little thing, is he? He wouldn't be bad to a +woman who married him, would he?" + +"He would adore her," answered Jervase Marion, walking up and down that +orchard by Lady Tal's side. "He would give her everything the heart of +woman could desire; carriages, horses, and diamonds, and frocks from +Worth, and portraits by Lenbach and Sargent, and bric-a-brac, and--ever +so much money for charities, hospitals, that sort of thing----and----and +complete leisure and freedom and opportunities for enjoying the company +of men not quite so well off as himself." + +Marion stopped short, his hands thrust in his pockets, and with that +frown which made people think that his boots pinched. He was looking +down at his boots at this moment, though he was really thinking of that +famous novel, his, not Lady Tal's; so Lady Tal may have perhaps thought +it was the boots that made him frown, and speak in a short, cross little +way. Apparently she thought so, for she took no notice of his looks, his +intonation, or his speech. + +"Yes," she continued musing, striking the ground with her umbrella, +"he's a good little thing. It's good to bring us all to Torcello, with +all that food and those guitars, and banjos and things, particularly as +we none of us throw a word at him in return. And he seems so pleased. It +shows a very amiable, self-effacing disposition, and that's, after all, +the chief thing in marriage. But, Lord! how dreary it would be to see +that man at breakfast, and lunch, and dinner! or if one didn't, merely +to know that there he must be, having breakfast, lunch and dinner +somewhere--for I suppose he would have to have them--that man existing +somewhere on the face of the globe, and speaking of one as 'my wife.' +Fancy knowing the creature was always smiling, whatever one did, and +never more jealous than my umbrella. Wouldn't it feel like being one of +the fish in that tank we saw? Wouldn't living with the Bishop--is he a +bishop?--of Torcello, in that musty little house with all the lichen +stains and mosquito nests, and nothing but Attila's throne to call +upon--be fun compared with that? Yes, I suppose it's wise to marry +Clarence. I suppose I shall do right in making him marry my cousin. You +know"--she added, speaking all these words slowly--"I could make him +marry anybody, because he wants to marry me." + +Marion gave a little start as Lady Tal had slowly pronounced those two +words, "my cousin." Lady Tal noticed it. + +"You thought I had contemplated having Clarence myself?" she said, +looking at the novelist with a whimsical, amused look. "Well, so I have. +I have contemplated a great many things, and not had the courage to do +them. I've contemplated going off to Germany, and studying nursing; and +going off to France, and studying painting; I've contemplated turning +Catholic, and going into a convent. I've contemplated--well--I'm +contemplating at present--becoming a _great_ novelist, as you know. I've +contemplated marrying poor men, and becoming their amateur charwoman; +and I've contemplated marrying rich men, and becoming--well, whatever a +penniless woman does become when she marries a rich man; but I've done +that once before, and once is enough of any experience in life, at least +for a person of philosophic cast of mind, don't you think? I confess I +have been contemplating the possibility of marrying Clarence, though I +don't see my way to it. You see, it's not exactly a pleasant position to +be a widow and not to be one, as I am, in a certain sense. Also, I'm +bored with living on my poor husband's money, particularly as I know he +wished me to find it as inconvenient as possible to do so. I'm bored +with keeping the capital from that wretched boy and his mother, who +would get it all as soon as I was safely married again. That's it. As a +matter of fact I'm bored with all life, as I daresay most people are; +but to marry this particular Clarence, or any other Clarence that may be +disporting himself about, wouldn't somehow diminish the boringness of +things. Do you see?" + +"I see," answered Marion. Good Heavens, what a thing it is to be a +psychological novelist! and how exactly he had guessed at the reality of +Lady Atalanta's character and situation. He would scarcely venture to +write that novel of his; he might as well call it _Lady Tal_ at once. It +was doubtless this discovery which made him grow suddenly very red and +feel an intolerable desire to say he knew not what. + +They continued walking up and down that little orchard, the brown +maize leaves all around, the bright green and vermilion enamel of the +pomegranate trees, the Japanese pattern, red and yellow, of the peach +branches, against the blue sky above. + +"My dear Lady Tal," began Marion, "my dear young lady, will you +allow--an elderly student of human nature to say--how--I fear it must +seem very impertinent--how thoroughly--taking your whole situation as if +it were that of a third person--he understanding its difficulties--and, +taking the situation no longer quite as that of a third person, how +earnestly he hopes that----" + +Marion was going to say "you will not derogate from the real nobility +of your nature." But only a fool could say such a thing; besides, of +course, Lady Tal _must_ derogate. So he finished off: + +"That events will bring some day a perfectly satisfactory, though +perhaps unforeseen, conclusion for you." + +Lady Tal was paying no attention. She plucked one of the long withered +peach leaves, delicate, and red, and transparent, like a Chinese visiting +card, and began to pull it through her fingers. + +"You see," she said, "of the income my husband left me, I've been taking +only as much as seemed necessary--about two thousand a year. I mean +necessary that people shouldn't see that I'm doing this sort of thing; +because, after all, I suppose a woman could live on less, though I am +an expensive woman.--The rest, of course, I've been letting accumulate +for the heir; I couldn't give it him, for that would have been going +against my husband's will. But it's rather boring to feel one's keeping +that boy,--such a nasty young brute as he is--and his horrid mother out +of all that money, merely by being there. It's rather humiliating, but +it would be more humiliating to marry another man for his money. And I +don't suppose a poor man would have me; and perhaps I wouldn't have a +poor man. Now, suppose I were the heroine of your novel--you know you +_are_ writing a novel about me, that's what makes you so patient with +me and _Christina_, you're just walking round, and looking at me----" + +"Oh, my dear Lady Tal--how--how can you think such a thing!" gobbled out +Marion indignantly. And really, at the moment of speaking, he did feel a +perfectly unprofessional interest in this young lady, and was +considerably aggrieved at this accusation. + +"Aren't you? Well, I thought you were. You see I have novel on the +brain. Well, just suppose you _were_ writing that novel, with me for +a heroine, what would you advise me? One has got accustomed to having +certain things--a certain amount of clothes, and bric-a-brac and horses, +and so forth, and to consider them necessary. And yet, I think if one +were to lose them all to-morrow, it wouldn't make much difference. One +would merely say: 'Dear me, what's become of it all?' And yet I suppose +one does require them--other people have them, so I suppose it's right +one should have them also. Other people like to come to Torcello in five +gondolas with three guitars, a banjo, and lunch, and to spend two hours +feeding and littering the grass with paper bags; so I suppose one ought +to like it too. If it's right, I like it. I always conform, you know; +only it's rather dull work, don't you think, considered as an interest +in life? Everything is dull work, for the matter of that, except dear +old _Christina_. What do you think one might do to make things a little +less dull? But perhaps everything is equally dull----" + +Lady Tal raised one of those delicately-pencilled, immensely arched +eyebrows of hers, with a sceptical little sigh, and looked in front of +her, where they were standing. + +Before them rose the feathery brown and lilac of the little marsh at the +end of the orchard, long seeding reeds, sere grasses, sea lavender, and +Michaelmas daisy; and above that delicate bloom, on an unseen strip of +lagoon, moved a big yellow and brown sail, slowly flapping against the +blue sky. From the orchard behind, rose at intervals the whirr of a +belated cicala; they heard the dry maize leaves crack beneath their +feet. + +"It's all very lovely," remarked Lady Tal pensively; "but it doesn't +somehow fit in properly. It's silly for people like me to come to such a +place. As a rule, since Gerald's death, I only go for walks in civilized +places: they're more in harmony with my frocks." + +Jervase Marion did not answer. He leaned against the bole of a peach +tree, looking out at the lilac and brown sea marsh and the yellow sail, +seeing them with that merely physical intentness which accompanies great +mental preoccupation. He was greatly moved. He was aware of a fearful +responsibility. Yet neither the emotion nor the responsibility made him +wretched, as he always fancied that all emotion or responsibility must. + +He seemed suddenly to be in this young woman's place, to feel the +already begun, and rapid increasing withering-up of this woman's soul, +the dropping away from it of all real, honest, vital interests. She +seemed to him in horrible danger, the danger of something like death. +And there was but one salvation: to give up that money, to make herself +free----Yes, yes, there was nothing for it but that. Lady Tal, who +usually struck him as so oppressively grown up, powerful, able to cope +with everything, affected him at this moment as a something very young, +helpless, almost childish; he understood so well that during all those +years this big woman in her stiff clothes, with her inexpressive face, +had been a mere child in the hands of her brother, that she had never +thought, or acted, or felt for herself; that she had not lived. + +Give up that money; give up that money; marry some nice young fellow +who will care for you; become the mother of a lot of nice little +children----The words went on and on in Marion's mind, close to his +lips; but they could not cross them. He almost saw those children of +hers, the cut of their pinafores and sailor clothes, the bend of their +blond and pink necks; and that nice young husband, blond of course, tall +of course, with vague, regular features, a little dull perhaps, but +awfully good. It was so obvious, so right. At the same time it seemed +rather tame; and Marion, he didn't know why, while perceiving its +extreme rightness and delightfulness, couldn't help wincing a little bit +at the prospect---- + +Lady Tal must have been engaged simultaneously in some similar +contemplation, for she suddenly turned round, and said: + +"But after all, anything else might perhaps be just as boring as all +this. And fancy having given up that money all for nothing; one would +feel such a fool. On the whole, my one interest in life is evidently +destined to be _Christina_, and the solution of all my doubts will be +the appearance of the 'New George Eliot of fashionable life'; don't you +think that sounds like the heading in one of your American papers, the +Buffalo _Independent_, or Milwaukee _Republican_?" + +Marion gave a little mental start. + +"Just so, just so," he answered hurriedly: "I think it would be a fatal +thing--a very fatal thing for you to--well--to do anything rash, my dear +Lady Tal. After all, we must remember that there is such a thing as +habit; a woman accustomed to the life you lead, although I don't deny it +may sometimes seem dull, would be committing a mistake, in my opinion a +great mistake, in depriving herself, for however excellent reasons, of +her fortune. Life is dull, but, on the whole, the life we happen to live +is usually the one which suits us best. My own life, for instance, +strikes me at moments, I must confess, as a trifle dull. Yet I should be +most unwise to change it, most unwise. I think you are quite right in +supposing that novel-writing, if you persevere in it, will afford you +a--very--well--a--considerable interest in life." + +Lady Tal yawned under her parasol. + +"Don't you think it's time for us to go back to the rest of our rabble?" +she asked. "It must be quite three-quarters of an hour since we finished +lunch, so I suppose it's time for tea, or food of some sort. Have you +ever reflected, Mr. Marion, how little there would be in picnics, and in +life in general, if one couldn't eat a fresh meal every three-quarters +of an hour?" + + +IX. + +Few things, of the many contradictory things of this world, are more +mysterious than the occasional certainty of sceptical men. Marion was +one of the most sceptical of sceptical novelists; the instinct that +nothing really depended upon its supposed or official cause, that +nothing ever produced its supposed or official effect, that all things +were always infinitely more important or unimportant than represented, +that nothing is much use to anything, and the world a mystery and +a muddle; this instinct, so natural to the psychologist, regularly +honeycombed his existence, making it into a mere shifting sand, quite +unfit to carry the human weight. Yet at this particular moment, Marion +firmly believed that if only Lady Atalanta could be turned into a +tolerable novelist, the whole problem of Lady Atalanta's existence would +be satisfactorily solved, if only she could be taught construction, +style, punctuation, and a few other items; if only one could get into +her head the difference between a well-written thing, and an ill-written +thing, then, considering her undoubted talent----for Marion's opinion +of Lady Tal's talent had somehow increased with a bound. Why he should +think _Christina_ a more remarkable performance now that he had been +tinkering at it for six weeks, it is difficult to perceive. He seemed +certainly to see much more in it. Through that extraordinary difficulty +of expression, he now felt the shape of a personality, a personality +contradictory, enigmatical, not sure of itself, groping, as it were, +to the light. _Christina_ was evidently the real Lady Tal, struggling +through that overlaying of habits and prejudices which constituted the +false one. + +So, _Christina_ could not be given too much care; and certainly no novel +was ever given more, both by its author and by its critic. There was +not a chapter, and scarcely a paragraph, which had not been dissected +by Marion and re-written by Lady Tal; the critical insight of the one +being outdone only by the scribbling energy of the other. And now, it +would soon be finished. There was only that piece about Christina's +reconciliation with her sister-in-law to get into shape. Somehow or +other the particular piece seemed intolerably difficult to do; the more +Lady Tal worked at it, the worse it grew; the more Marion expounded his +views on the subject, the less did she seem able to grasp them. + +They were seated on each side of the big deal table, which, for the +better development of _Christina_, Lady Tal had installed in her +drawing-room, and which at this moment presented a lamentable confusion +of foolscap, of mutilated pages, of slips for gumming on, of gum-pots, +and scissors. The scissors, however, were at present hidden from view, +and Lady Tal, stooping over the litter, was busily engaged looking for +them. + +"Confound those beastly old scissors!" she exclaimed, shaking a heap of +MS. with considerable violence. + +Marion, on his side, gave a feeble stir to the mass of paper, and said, +rather sadly: "Are you sure you left them on this table?" + +He felt that something was going wrong. Lady Tal had been unusually +restive about the alterations he wanted her to make. + +"You are slanging those poor scissors because you are out of patience +with things in general, Lady Tal." + +She raised her head, and leaning both her long, well-shaped hands on the +table, looked full at Marion: + +"Not with things in general, but with things in particular. With +_Christina_, in the first place; and then with myself; and then with +you, Mr. Marion." + +"With me?" answered Marion, forcing out a smile of pseudo-surprise. He +had felt all along that she was irritated with him this morning. + +"With you"--went on the lady, continuing to rummage for the scissors--"with +you, because I don't think you've been quite fair. It isn't fair to put +it into an unfortunate creature's head that she is an incipient George +Eliot, when you know that if she were to slave till doomsday, she couldn't +produce a novel fit for the _Family Herald_. It's very ungrateful of me +to complain, but you see it is rather hard lines upon me. You can do all +this sort of thing as easy as winking, and you imagine that everyone +else must. You put all your own ideas into poor _Christina_, and you +just expect me to be able to carry them out, and when I make a hideous +hash, you're not satisfied. You think of that novel just as if it were +you writing it--you know you do. Well, then, when a woman discovers at +last that she can't make the beastly thing any better; that she's been +made to hope too much, and that too much is asked of her, you understand +it's rather irritating. I am sick of re-writing that thing, sick of +every creature in it." + +And Lady Tal gave an angry toss to the sheets of manuscript with the +long pair of dressmaker's scissors, which she had finally unburied. +Marion felt a little pang. The pang of a clever man who discovers +himself to be perpetrating a stupidity. He frowned that little frown +of the tight boots. + +Quite true. He saw, all of a sudden, that he really had been +over-estimating Lady Tal's literary powers. It appeared to him +monstrous. The thought made him redden. To what unjustifiable lengths +had his interest in the novel--the novel in the abstract, anybody's +novel; and (he confessed to himself) the interest in one novel in +particular, his own, the one in which Lady Tal should figure--led him +away! Perceiving himself violently to be in the wrong, he proceeded +to assume the manner, as is the case with most of us under similar +circumstances (perhaps from a natural instinct of balancing matters) +of a person conscious of being in the right. + +"I think," he said, dryly, "that you have rather overdone this novel, +Lady Tal--worked at it too much, talked of it too much too, sickened +yourself with it." + +"--And sickened others," put in Lady Atalanta gloomily. + +"No, no, no--not others--only yourself, my dear young lady," said Marion +paternally, in a way which clearly meant that she had expressed the +complete truth, being a rude woman, but that he, being a polite man, +could never admit it. As a matter of fact, Marion was not in the least +sick of _Christina_, quite the reverse. + +"You see," he went on, playing with the elastic band of one of the +packets of MS., "you can't be expected to know these things. But no +professed novelist--no one of any experience--no one, allow me to say +so, except a young lady, could possibly have taken such an overdose of +novel-writing as you have. Why, you have done in six weeks what ought to +have taken six months! The result, naturally, is that you have lost all +sense of proportion and quality; you really can't see your novel any +longer, that's why you feel depressed about it." + +Lady Tal was not at all mollified. + +"That wasn't a reason for making me believe I was going to be George +Eliot and Ouida rolled into one, with the best qualities of Goethe and +Dean Swift into the bargain," she exclaimed. + +Marion frowned, but this time internally. He really had encouraged Lady +Tal quite unjustifiably. He doubted, suddenly, whether she would ever +get a publisher; therefore he smiled, and remarked gently: + +"Well, but--in matters of belief, there are two parties, Lady Tal. +Don't you think you may be partly responsible for this--this little +misapprehension?" + +Lady Tal did not answer. The insolence of the Ossian was roused. She +merely looked at Marion from head to foot; and the look was ineffably +scornful. It seemed to say: "This is what comes of a woman like me +associating with Americans and novelists." + +"I've not lost patience," she said after a moment; "don't think that. +When I make up my mind to a thing I just do it. So I shall finish +_Christina_, and print her, and publish her, and dedicate her to you. +Only, catch me ever writing another novel again!--and"--she added, +smiling with her closed teeth as she extended a somewhat stiff hand to +Marion--"catch you reading another novel of mine again either, now that +you've made all the necessary studies of me for _your_ novel!" + +Marion smiled politely. But he ran downstairs, and through the narrow +little paved lane to the ferry at San Vio with a bent head. + +He had been a fool, a fool, he repeated to himself. Not, as he had +thought before, by exposing Lady Tal to disappointment and humiliation, +but by exposing himself. + +Yes, he understood it all. He understood it when, scarcely out of Lady +Tal's presence, he caught himself, in the garden, looking up at her +windows, half expecting to see her, to hear some rather rough joke +thrown at him as a greeting, just to show she was sorry---- He +understood it still better, when, every time the waiter knocked in the +course of the day, he experienced a faint expectation that it might be a +note from Lady Tal, a line to say: "I was as cross as two sticks, this +morning, wasn't I?" or merely: "don't forget to come to-morrow." + +He understood. He and the novel, both chucked aside impatiently by +this selfish, capricious, imperious young aristocrat: the two things +identified, and both now rejected as unworthy of taking up more of her +august attention! Marion felt the insult to the novel--her novel--almost +more than to himself. After all, how could Lady Tal see the difference +between him and the various mashers of her acquaintance, perceive that +he was the salt of the earth? She had not wherewithal to perceive it. +But that she should not perceive the dignity of her own work, how +infinitely finer that novel was than herself, how it represented all +her own best possibilities; that she should be ungrateful for the +sensitiveness with which he had discovered its merit, _her_ merits, in +the midst of that confusion of illiterate fashionable rubbish---- + +And when that evening, having his coffee at St. Mark's, he saw Lady +Tal's stately figure, her white dress, amongst the promenaders in the +moonlight, a rabble of young men and women at her heels, it struck him +suddenly that something was over. He thought that, if Lady Tal came to +London next spring, he would not call upon her unless sent for; and he +was sure she would not send for him, for as to _Christina_, _Christina_ +would never get as far as the proof-sheets; and unless _Christina_ +re-appeared on the surface, he also would remain at the bottom. + +Marion got up from his table, and leaving the brightly illuminated +square and the crowd of summer-like promenaders, he went out on to the +Riva, and walked slowly towards the arsenal. The contrast was striking. +Out here it looked already like winter. There were no chairs in front of +the cafes, there were scarcely any gondola-lights at the mooring places. +The passers-by went along quickly, the end of their cloak over their +shoulder. And from the water, which swished against the marble landings, +came a rough, rainy wind. It was dark, and there were unseen puddles +along the pavement. + +This was the result of abandoning, for however little, one's principles. +He had broken through his convictions by accepting to read a young +lady's MS. novel. It did not seem a very serious mistake. But through +that chink, what disorderly powers had now entered his well-arranged +existence! + +What the deuce did he want with the friendship of a Lady Tal? He had +long made up his mind to permit himself only such friendship as could +not possibly involve any feeling, as could not distress or ruffle him +by such incidents as illness, death, fickleness, ingratitude. The +philosophy of happiness, of that right balance of activities necessary +for the dispassionate student of mankind, consisted in never having +anything that one could miss, in never wanting anything. Had he not long +ago made up his mind to live contemplative only of external types, if +not on a column like Simon Stylites, at least in its meaner modern +equivalent, a top flat at Westminster? + +Marion felt depressed, ashamed of his depression, enraged at his shame; +and generally intolerably mortified at feeling anything at all, and +still more, in consequence, at feeling all this much. + +As he wandered up and down one of the stretches of the Riva, the +boisterous wind making masts and sails creak, and his cigar-smoke fly +wildly about, he began, however, to take a little comfort. All this, +after all, was so much experience; and experience was necessary for the +comprehension of mankind. It was preferable, as a rule, to use up other +people's experience; to look down, from that top flat at Westminster, +upon grief and worry and rage _in corpore vili_, at a good five storeys +below one. But, on reflection, it was doubtless necessary occasionally +to get impressions a little nearer; the very recognition of feeling in +others presupposed a certain minimum of emotional experience in oneself. + +Marion had a sense of humour, a sense of dignity, and a corresponding +aversion to being ridiculous. He disliked extremely having played the +part of the middle-aged fool. But if ever he should require, for a +future novel, a middle-aged fool, why, there he would be, ready to hand. +And really, unless he had thus miserably broken through his rules of +life, thus contemptibly taken an interest in a young lady six-foot +high, the daughter of a bankrupt earl, with an inexpressive face and a +sentimental novel, he would never, never have got to fathom, as he now +fathomed, the character of the intelligent woman of the world, with +aspirations ending in frivolity, and a heart entirely rusted over by +insolence. + +Ah, he _did_ understand Lady Tal. He had gone up to his hotel; and shut +his window with a bang, receiving a spout of rain in his face, as he +made that reflection. Really, Lady Tal might be made into something +first-rate. + +He threw himself into an arm-chair and opened a volume of the +correspondence of Flaubert. + + +X. + +"I am glad to have made an end of _Christina_," remarked Lady Tal, +when they were on Miss Vanderwerf's balcony together. _Christina_ had +been finished, cleaned up, folded, wrapped in brown paper, stringed, +sealing-waxed and addressed to a publisher, a week almost ago. During +the days separating this great event from this evening, the last of Lady +Atalanta's stay in Venice, the two novelists had met but little. Lady +Tal had had farewell visits to pay, farewell dinners and lunches to eat. +So had Jervase Marion; for, two days after Lady Tal's return to her +apartment near the Holy Apostles at Rome, he would be setting out for +that dear, tidy, solitary flat at Westminster. + +"I am glad to have made an end of _Christina_," remarked Lady Tal, "it +had got to bore me fearfully." + +Marion winced. He disliked this young woman's ingratitude and brutality. +It was ill-bred and stupid; and of all things in the world, the novelist +from Alabama detested ill-breeding and stupidity most. He was angry +with himself for minding these qualities in Lady Tal. Had he not long +made up his mind that she possessed them, _must_ possess them? + +There was a pause. The canal beneath them was quite dark, and the room +behind quite light; it was November, and people no longer feared lamps +on account of mosquitoes, any more than they went posting about in +gondolas after illuminated singing boats. The company, also, was +entirely collected within doors; the damp sea-wind, the necessity for +shawls and overcoats, took away the Romeo and Juliet character from +those little gothic balconies, formerly crowded with light frocks and +white waistcoats. + +The temperature precluded all notions of flirtation; one must intend +business, or be bent upon catching cold, to venture outside. + +"How changed it all is!" exclaimed Lady Tal, "and what a beastly place +Venice does become in autumn. If I were a benevolent despot, I should +forbid any rooms being let or hotels being opened beyond the 15th of +October. I wonder why I didn't get my bags together and go earlier! +I might have gone to Florence or Perugia for a fortnight, instead of +banging straight back to Rome. Oh, of course, it was all along of +_Christina_! What were we talking about? Ah, yes, about how changed +it all was. Do you remember the first evening we met here, a splendid +moonlight, and ever so hot? When was it? Two months ago? Surely more. +It seems years ago. I don't mean merely on account of the change of +temperature, and leaving off cotton frocks and that: I mean we seem to +have been friends so long. You will write to me sometimes, won't you, +and send any of your friends to me? Palazzo Malaspini, Santi Apostoli +(just opposite the French Embassy, you know), after five nearly always, +in winter. I wonder," continued Lady Tal, musingly, leaning her tweed +elbow on the damp balustrade, "whether we shall ever write another novel +together; what do you think, Mr. Marion?" + +Something seemed suddenly to give away inside Marion's soul. He saw, all +at once, those big rooms, which he had often heard described (a woman of +her means ought to be ashamed of such furniture, the Roumanian Princess +had remarked), near the Holy Apostles at Rome: the red damask walls, the +big palms and azaleas, with pieces of embroidery wrapped round the pots, +the pastel of Lady Tal by Lenbach, the five hundred photographs dotted +about, and fifteen hundred silver objects of indeterminable shape +and art, and five dozen little screens all covered with odd bits of +brocade--of course there was all that: and the door curtain raised, and +the butler bowing in, and behind him the whitish yellowish curl, and +pinky grey face of Clarence. And then he saw, but not more distinctly, +his writing-table at Westminster, the etchings round his walls, the +collection of empty easy-chairs, each easier and emptier, with its +book-holding or leg-stretching apparatus, than its neighbor. He became +aware of being old, remarkably old, of a paternal position towards this +woman of thirty. He spoke in a paternal tone-- + +"No!" he answered, "I think not. I shall be too busy. I must write +another novel myself." + +"What will your novel be about?" asked Lady Tal, slowly, watching her +cigarette cut down through the darkness into the waters below. "Tell +me." + +"My novel? What will my novel be about?" repeated Marion, absently. His +mind was full of those red rooms at Rome, with the screens, and the +palms, and odious tow-coloured head of Clarence. "Why, my novel will +be the story of an old artist, a sculptor--I don't mean a man of the +Renaissance, I mean old in years, elderly, going on fifty--who was silly +enough to imagine it was all love of art which made him take a great +deal of interest in a certain young lady and her paintings----" + +"You said he was a sculptor just now," remarked Lady Tal calmly. + +"Of course I meant in her statues--modelling--what d'you call it----" + +"And then?" asked Lady Tal after a pause, looking down into the canal. +"What happened?" + +"What happened?" repeated Marion, and he heard his own voice with +surprise, wondering how it could be his own, or how he could know it +for his, so suddenly had it grown quick and husky and unsteady--"What +happened? Why--that he made an awful old fool of himself. That's all." + +"That's all!" mused Lady Tal. "Doesn't it seem rather lame? You don't +seem to have got sufficient _denouement_, do you? Why shouldn't we +write that novel together? I'm sure I could help you to something more +conclusive than that. Let me see. Well, suppose the lady were to answer: +'I am as poor as a rat, and I fear I'm rather expensive. But I _can_ +make my dresses myself if only I get one of those wicker dolls, I call +them Theresa, you know; and I _might_ learn to do my hair myself; and +then I'm going to be a great painter--no, sculptor, I mean--and make +pots of money; so suppose we get married.' Don't you think Mr. Marion, +that would be more _modern_ than your _denouement_? You would have to +find out what that painter--no, sculptor, I beg your pardon--would +answer. Consider that both he and the lady are rather lonely, bored, +and getting into the sere and yellow---- We ought to write that novel +together, because I've given you the ending--and also because I really +can't manage another all by myself, now that I've got accustomed to +having my semicolons put in for me----" + +As Lady Atalanta spoke these words, a sudden downpour of rain drove her +and Marion back into the drawing-room. + + + + +A WORLDLY WOMAN. + + +I. + +"But why should you mind who buys your pots, so long as your pots are +beautiful?" asked the girl. + +"Because as things exist at present, art can minister only to the +luxury of the rich, idle classes. The people, the people that works and +requires to play, and requires something to tell it of happier things, +gets no share in art. The people is too poor to possess beautiful +things, and too brutish to care for them: the only amusement it can +afford is getting drunk. And one wearies and sickens of merely adding +one's grain of sand to the inequality and injustice of existing social +conditions--don't you see, Miss Flodden?" + +Leonard Greenleaf stopped short, his breathlessness mingling with the +annoyance at having let himself be carried away by his ideas, and +producing a vague sense of warm helplessness. + +"Of course," he went on, taking up a big jar of yellow Hispano-Moorish +lustre ware, and mechanically dusting it with the feather brush, "it's +absurd to talk like that about such things as pots, and it's absurd to +talk like that to you." + +And raising his head he gave a furtive little glare at the girl, where +she stood in a golden beam of dust and sunlight, which slanted through +his workshop. + +Miss Valentine Flodden--for such was the name on the family card which +she had sent in together with that of Messrs. Boyce--made rather a +delightful picture in that yellow halo: the green light from under the +plane trees filtering in through the door behind her, and gleams of +crimson and glints of gold flickering, in the brown gloom wherever an +enamel plate or pot was struck by a sunbeam, winnowed by the blind which +flapped in the draught. Greenleaf knew by some dim, forgotten experience +or unaccountable guess-work, that she was what was called, in the +detestable jargon of a certain set, a pretty woman. He also recognised +in her clothes--they were would-be manly, far more simple and practical +than those of the girls he knew, yet telling of a life anything but +practical and simple--that she belonged to that same set of persons; +a fact apparent also in her movements, her words and accent, nay in +the something indefinable in her manner which seemed to take things +for granted. But he didn't care for her being beautiful. His feeling +was solely of vague irritation at having let himself speak--he had +quite unnecessarily told her he intended giving up the pottery next +year--about the things which were his very life, to a stranger; a +stranger who had come with a card to ask advice about her own amateur +work, and from out of a world which was foreign and odious to him, the +world of idleness and luxury. Also, he experienced slight shame at +a certain silly, half-romantic pleasure at what was in reality the +unconscious intrusion of a fashionable eccentric. This girl, who had +been sent on from Boyce & Co.'s for information which they could not +give, must evidently have thought she was coming to another shop, +otherwise she would never have come all alone; she evidently took him +for a shopman, otherwise she would not have staid so long nor spoken +so freely. It was much better she should continue to regard him as a +shopman; and indeed was it not his pride to have shaken off all class +distinctions, and to have become a workingman like any other? + +It was this thought which made him alter his tone and ask with grave +politeness, "Is there any further point upon which I can have the +pleasure of giving you any information?" + +Miss Flodden did not answer this question. She stood contemplating the +old warped oaken floor, on whose dust she was drawing a honeysuckle +pattern with the end of her parasol. + +"Why did you say that you ought not to speak about such things +to--people, Mr. Greenleaf?" she asked. "Of course, one's a Philistine, +and in outer darkness, but still----" + +She had raised her eyes full upon him. They were a strange light blue, +darkening as she spoke, under very level brows, and she had an odd way +of opening them out at one. Like that, with her delicate complexion, and +a little vagueness about the mouth, she looked childish, appealing, and +rather pathetic. + +"All these things are very interesting," she added quickly; "at least +they must be if one understands anything about them." + +Greenleaf was sorry. He didn't know exactly why; but he felt vaguely as +if he had been brutal. He had made her shut up--for he recognised that +the second part of her speech was the reaction against his own; and that +was brutal. He ought not to have let the conversation depart from the +technicalities of pottery, as he had done by saying he intended giving +it up, and then bursting into that socialistic rhapsody. It wasn't fair +upon her. + +By this time the reaction had completely set in with her. Her face had a +totally different expression, indifferent, bored, a little insolent--the +expression of her society and order. + +"It's been very good of you," she said, looking vaguely round the room, +with the shimmer of green leaves and the glint of enamel in its brown +dustiness, "to tell me so many things, and to have given up so much +of your time. I didn't know, you know, from Messrs. Boyce, that I was +breaking in upon you at your work. I suppose they were so kind because +of my father having a collection--they thought that I knew more about +pottery than I do." + +She stretched out her hand stiffly. Leonard Greenleaf did not know +whether he ought to take it, because he guessed that she did not know +whether she ought to offer it him. Also he felt awkward, and sorry to +have shut her up. + +"I should--be very happy to tell you anything more that I could, Miss +Flodden," he said; "besides, the owners of Yetholme must be privileged +people with us potters." + +"If--if ever you be passing anywhere near Eaton Square--that's where I +live with my aunt," she said, "won't you come in and have a cup of tea? +Number 5; the number is on the card. But," she added suddenly, with a +little laugh, which was that social stiffening once more, "perhaps you +never do pass anywhere near tea-time; or you pass and don't come in. It +would be a great waste of your time." + +What had made her stiffen suddenly like that was a faint smile which had +come into Greenleaf's face at the beginning of her invitation. He had +understood, or thought he understood, that his visitor had grasped the +fact of his being a sort of gentleman after all, and that she thought it +necessary to express her recognition of the difference between him and +any other member of the firm of Boyce & Co. by asking him to call. + +"Of course you are a great deal too busy," she repeated. "Perhaps +some day you will let me come to your studio again--some day next +year--good-bye." + +"Shall I call you a hansom?" he asked, wondering whether he had been +rude. + +"Thank you; I think I'll go by the Underground. You cross the big +square, and then along the side of the British Museum, don't you? I made +a note of the way as I came. Or else I'll get a 'bus in Tottenham Court +Road." + +She spoke the words _'bus_ and _Underground_, he thought, with a little +emphasis. She was determined to have her fill of eccentricity, now that +she had gone in for pottery, and for running about all alone to strange +places, and scoring out everything save her own name on the family card. +At least so Greenleaf said to himself, as he watched the tall, slight +young figure disappearing down the black Bloomsbury street, and among +the green leaves and black stems of the Bloomsbury square. An unlikely +apparition, oddly feminine in its spruce tailoring, in that sleepy part +of the world, whence fashion had retreated long, long ago, with the last +painted coach which had rumbled through the iron gates, and the last +link which had been extinguished in the iron extinguishers of the rusty +areas. + + +II. + +Greenleaf had a great disbelief in his own intuitions; perhaps because +he vibrated unusually to the touch of other folks' nature, and that the +number and variety of his impressions sometimes made it difficult to +come to a cut-and-dry conclusion. There was in him also a sensitiveness +on the subject of his own beliefs and ideals which made him instinctively +avoid contact with other folk, and avoid even knowing much about them. +He often felt that in a way he was very unfit to be a Socialist and an +agitator; for besides the absurd attraction that everything beautiful, +distinguished, exotic, exercised upon him, and a corresponding repugnance +to the coarse and sordid sights of the world, he knew himself to look at +people in an excessively subjective way, never seeking spontaneously to +understand what they themselves were trying to do and say, but analysing +them merely from the series of impressions which he received. Just as +his consciousness of being a born aesthete and aristocrat had pushed +him into social questions and democratic views; so also his extreme +conscientiousness occasionally made him attempt, rather abortively, +to behave to others as he might wish to be behaved to himself, his +imagination being taxed to the utmost by the inquiry as to what +behaviour would be altruistic and just under the circumstances. + +This preamble is necessary to explain various inconsistencies in our +hero's conduct, and more particularly at this moment, the inconsistency +of suddenly veering round in his suppositions about Miss Valentine +Flodden. In his monotonous life of artistic work and social study--in +those series of quiet days, as like one another as the rows of black +Bloomsbury houses with their garlanded door-lintels and worn-out +doorsteps, as the spear-heads of the railings, the spikes of blossom on +the horse-chestnuts, and the little lions on the chain curbs round the +British Museum--the weekly firing of his pottery kiln at Boyce's Works +near Wandsworth, the weekly lecture to workingmen down at Whitechapel, +the weekly reception in the sooty rooms of Faber, the Socialist poet +and critic who had married the Socialist painter--all these were the +landmarks of Greenleaf's existence, and landmarks of the magnitude of +martello towers along a sea-shore. So that anything at all unexpected +became, in his life of subversive thoughts and methodical activity, an +incident and an adventure. + +Thus it was that the visit of Miss Flodden, although he repeatedly noted +its utter unimportance to himself and everyone else, became the theme of +much idle meditation in the intervals of his work and study. He +felt it as extraordinarily strange. And feeling it in this way, his +conscientious good sense caused him to analyse it as sometimes almost +unusually commonplace. + +It was in consequence of repeatedly informing himself that after all +nothing could be more natural than this visit, that he took the step +which brought him once more into contact with the eccentricity of the +adventure. For he repeated so often to himself how natural it was that +a girl with a taste for art should care for pottery (particularly as +her father owned the world-famous Yetholme collection), and caring for +pottery should go for information to Messrs. Boyce's the decorators, and +being referred by Boyce's to himself should come on, at once, and quite +alone, to the studio of his unknown self; he identified Miss Flodden so +completely with any one of the mature maidens who carried their peacock +blue and sage green and amber beads, and interest in economics, archaeology +and so forth freely through his world, that he decided to give Miss +Flodden the assistance which he would have proffered to one of the +independent and studious spinsters of Bloomsbury and West Kensington. +Accordingly he took a sheet of paper with "Boyce & Co., Decorators," +stamped at the head of it, and wrote a note directed to Miss Valentine +Flodden, Eaton Square, saying that as she would doubtless be interested +in examining the Rhodian and Damascene pottery of the British Museum, +which she had told him she knew very imperfectly, he ventured to enclose +an introduction to the Head of the Department, whom she would find a +most learned and amiable old gentleman; the fact of her connection with +the famous Yetholme collection would, for the rest, be introduction +enough in itself. + +After posting the note and the enclosure, Leonard Greenleaf reflected, +with some wonder and a little humiliation, that he had chosen a sheet of +Boyce's business paper to write to Miss Flodden; while he had selected a +sheet with the name of his old Oxford college for writing to the Head of +the Department. But it was not childish contradictoriness after all; at +least so he told himself. For old Colonel Hancock Dunstan (one never +dropped the Colonel even in one's thoughts) had a weakness in favour of +polite society and against new-fangled democracy, and liked Greenleaf +exactly because he had better shaped hands and a better cut coat than +other men who haunted the Museum. And as to Miss Flodden, why, it seemed +more appropriate to keep things on the level of pottery and decoration, +and therefore to have Boyce & Co. well to the fore. + +Greenleaf had made up his mind that Fate would never again bring him +face to face with Miss Flodden, and that he would certainly take no +steps towards altering Fate's intentions. It was for this very reason +that he had introduced the lady to his old friend of the Museum: for it +is singular how introducing someone to somebody else keeps up the sense +of the someone's presence; and how, occasionally, one insists upon such +vicarious company. But, as stated already, he never dreamed, at least he +thought he never dreamed, to see his eccentric young visitor again. + +Such being the case, it might seem odd, had not his experience of human +feelings destroyed all perception of oddity, that Greenleaf experienced +no surprise when, obeying a peremptory scrawl from the former terror +of Pashas and the present terror of scholars, he found himself one +afternoon in Colonel Dunstan's solemn bachelor drawing-room, and in the +presence once more of Miss Valentine Flodden. + +Colonel Hancock Dunstan, who in his distant days had gone to Mecca +disguised as a pilgrim, dug up Persian temples, slain uncivil Moslems +with his own hand, and altogether constituted a minor Eastern question +in his one boisterous self, had now settled down (a Government post +having been created expressly to keep him quiet) into a life divided +between furious archaeological disputes and faithful service of the +fair sex. He was at this moment promenading his shrunken person--which +somehow straightened out into military vigour in the presence of young +ladies--round a large table spread with innumerable cups of tea, plates +of strawberries and dishes of bonbons. Of this he partook only in +the spirit, offering it all, together with the service of a severe +housekeeper and a black, barefooted Moor, for the consumption of his +fair guests. The other guest, indeed, a gaunt and classic female +archaeologist, habited in peacock plush, was fair only in mind; and +Colonel Dunstan, devoted as he was to all womankind, was wont to neglect +such intellectual grace when in the presence of more obvious external +beauty. Hence, at this moment, the poor archaeological lady, accustomed +to a shower of invitations to lunch, tea, dinner, and play-tickets from +the gallant though terrible old man, was abandoned to the care of the +housekeeper until she could be passed over to that of Greenleaf. And +Colonel Dunstan, with his shrunken tissues and shrunken waistcoat +regaining a martial ampleness, as the withered rose of Dr. Heidegger's +experiment regained colour and perfume in the basin of Elixir of Youth, +was wandering slowly about (for he never sat still) heaping food and +conversation on Miss Flodden. He was informing her, among anecdotes +of dead celebrities, reminiscences of Oriental warfare, principles +of Persian colour arrangement, and panegyrics of virtuous incipient +actresses, that Greenleaf was a capital fellow, although he would +doubtless have been improved by military training; a scholar, and +the son of a great scholar (Thomas Greenleaf's great edition of the +"Mahabarata," which she should read some day when he, Colonel Dunstan, +taught her Sanskrit), and that, for the rest, philanthropy, socialism, +and the lower classes were a great mistake, of which the Ancient +Persians would have made very short work indeed. To Greenleaf also +he conveyed sundry information, not troubling to make it quite +intelligible, for Colonel Dunstan considered that young men ought to be +taught their place, which place was nowhere. So from various mutterings +and ejaculations addressed to Miss Flodden, such as, "Ah, your great +aunt, the duchess--what a woman she was! she had the shoulders of the +Venus of Milo--I always told her she ought to ride out in the desert to +excavate Palmyra with me;" and "that dear little cousin of yours--why +didn't she let me teach her Arabic?" it became gradually apparent to +Greenleaf that the old gentleman, who seemed as versed in Burke's +Peerage and Baronetage as in cuneiform inscriptions, had known many +generations of ladies of the house of Flodden. Nay, most unexpected of +all, that the young lady introduced by Greenleaf had been a familiar +object to the learned and hot-tempered Colonel ever since she had left +the nursery. Greenleaf experienced a slight pang on this discovery: +he had forgotten, in his own unworldliness, that worldly people like +Colonel Dunstan and Miss Flodden probably moved in the same society. + +"And your sister, how is she?" went on the old gentleman; "is she as +bright as ever, now she is married, and has she got that little _air +mutin_ still? It's months since I've seen her; why didn't you bring her +with you, my dear? And does _she_ also take an interest in Rhodian pots, +the dear, beautiful creature?" + +Miss Flodden's face darkened as he slowly spun out his questions. + +"I don't know what my sister is doing. I don't live with her any longer, +Colonel Dunstan; and she is always busy rushing about with people; and +I'm busy with pots and practising the fiddle; I've turned hermit since +quite a long time." + +"Well, well, practising the fiddle isn't a bad thing; Orpheus with his +lute, you know. But you'd much better let me teach you Greek, my dear, +and come to Asia Minor next winter with me. Lady Betty's coming, and +we'll see what we can dig up among those sots of Turks. You can get +capital tents at that fellow's--what's his name--in Piccadilly. And how +are your people? I saw your brother Herbert the other day at a sale. He +told me your father was determined not to let us have your collection, +more's the pity! And what's become of that nice young fellow, Hermann +Struwe, who used to be at your house? He hasn't got a wife yet, eh?" + +Miss Flodden took no notice of these questions. She passed them over in +disdainful silence, Greenleaf thought, till she suddenly said coldly: + +"I should think Mr. Struwe will have no more difficulty in finding a +wife than in hiring a shooting, or buying a sham antique." + +She was a very beautiful woman, Greenleaf said to himself. She was very +tall (Greenleaf wondered whether the women of that lot, of the idlers, +were always a head taller than those of his acquaintance), and slender +almost to thinness, with a rigid, undeveloped sort of grace which +contrasted with the extreme composure--that sort of taking things for +granted--of her manner. Old Mr. Dunstan had just alluded to her mother +having been a Welshwoman; and Greenleaf thought he saw very plainly the +Celt in this superficially Saxon-looking girl. That sharp perfection +of feature--features almost over-much chiselled and finished in every +minutest detail--that excessive mobility of mouth and eyes, did not +belong to the usual kind of English pretty women. She was so much of +a Celt, despite her Northumbrian name, that the pale-brown of her +hair--hair crisp and close round her ears--gave him almost the impression +of a wig; underneath it must really be jet black. + +Notwithstanding a slight weariness at Colonel Dunstan's social +reminiscences and questions, she seemed pleased and rather excited at +finding herself in the sanctuary of his learning. While quietly taking +care of the old gentleman, and much concerned lest he should stumble +over chairs and footstools in his polite haverings, she let her eyes +ramble over the expanse of books which covered the walls, evidently +impressed by all that must be in them. And from the timid though +pertinacious fashion in which she questioned him, it was clear that she +thought him an oracle, although an oracle rather difficult to keep to +the point. + +"And now," she finally said, with a little suppressed desperation, +"won't you show me some of the Rhodian ware, Colonel Dunstan? It would +be so awfully good of you." + +Colonel Dunstan suddenly unwrinkled himself with considerable +importance. He had forgotten the Rhodian ware, and rather resented its +existence. Why, bless you! _He_ didn't possess such things as pots; and +as to going to the Museum, it was the most cold-taking place in the +world. He would show her his books some day, and the casts of the +cuneiform inscriptions. She must come to tea again soon with him. Did +she know Miss Tilly Tandem, who had just been engaged by Irving? He +should like them to meet. That was her photograph. + +"But," said Miss Flodden--Val Flodden it appeared she was called--"mayn't +I--couldn't I--be allowed to see those Rhodian pots also?" She was +dreadfully crestfallen, and had a little disappointed eagerness, like a +child. + +"Of course you can," Colonel Dunstan answered, with infinite disdain. +"_I_ don't think anything of Rhodian ware, you know--mere debased copy +of the old Persian. Those Greeks of the islands were a poor lot, then as +now. Believe me, those Greeks have always been a set of confounded liars +and their account of Salamis will be set right some day. But if you want +to see it, why of course you can. Greenleaf, take Miss Val Flodden to +see the Rhodian ware some day soon; do you hear, Greenleaf, eh?" + +"Yes, sir." Greenleaf had always said sir to Colonel Dunstan, like a +little boy, or a subordinate. It made up for a kind of contempt with +which the learned, but worldly and hot-tempered old gentleman very +unreasonably inspired him. Greenleaf was full of prejudices, like all +very gentle and apostolic persons. + +"There's Greenleaf--go with him some morning," said Colonel Dunstan, +regaining his temper; "but, bless me! Why haven't you had any more +strawberries, Miss Val?" + + +III. + +The discovery that he had introduced two people who had already been +acquainted for years, depressed Greenleaf with something more than the +mere sense of slight comicality. Indeed, Greenleaf, like many apostolic +persons, was deficient in the sense of the comic, and destitute of all +fear of social solecisms. As he waited under the portico of the Museum, +the pigeons fluttering from the black temple frieze on to the sooty +steps, and the rusty students pressing through the swinging glass doors, +he felt a vague dissatisfaction--the sort of faint crossness common in +children, and of which no contact with the world, the contact with its +grating or planing powers, had cured this dreamer; but such crossness +leaves in the candid mind a doubt of possible vicariousness, of being +caused by something not its ostensible reason, or being caused by the +quite undefinable. When at last, from out of the blue haze and gauzy +blackness of the Bloomsbury summer, there emerged an object of interest, +and the slender recognised figure detached itself from the crowd of +unreal other creatures, on foot, in cabs, and behind barrows, he was +aware of a certain flat and prosaic quality in things since that +tea-party at Colonel Dunstan's. And he was very angry with himself, and +consequently with everything else, when it struck him suddenly that +perhaps he was annoyed at the little eccentric adventure--the adventure +of the lady dropped from the clouds and never seen again--turning into +a humdrum acquaintance, which might even linger on, with a girl about +whose family he now knew everything, who, on her side, was now certain +that he was a gentleman, and who did really and seriously intend to find +out all about pots. + +They walked quickly upstairs, exchanging very few words, save on the +subject of umbrellas and umbrella tickets; and when they had arrived in +the pottery room, they became wonderfully business-like. Miss Flodden +was business-like simply because she was extraordinarily interested +in the matter in hand; and Greenleaf was business-like because he was +ashamed of having perhaps thought about Miss Flodden apart from pottery, +and therefore most anxious, for his own moral dignity, to look at her +and pottery as indissolubly connected. + +As the narrator of this small history is unhappily an ignoramus on the +subject of pottery, prudence forbids all attempt to repeat the questions +of Miss Flodden and the answers of Greenleaf on the subject of clay, +colours, fixing glaze and similar mysteries. These were duly discussed +for some time while the patient assistant unlocked case after case, and +let them handle the great Hispano-Moorish dishes, heraldic creatures +spreading wings among their arabesques of yellow brown goldiness; the +rotund vases and ewers where Roman consuls and Jewish maidens and Greek +gods were crowded together, yellow and green and brown, on the deep +sea-blue of Castel Durante and Gubbio majolica; the fanciful scalloped +blue upon blue nymphs and satyrs of seventeenth century Savona, which +looked as if the very dishes and plates had wished to wear furbelows and +perukes; and the precious pieces, cracked and broken, of Brusa tiles and +Rhodian and Damascene platters, with the gorgeous crimson tulips--opening +vistas of Oriental bean-fields--and fantastic green and blue fritillaries +standing almost in relief on the thick white glaze. + +"I suppose it's being brought up among the Yetholme collection that makes +you know so much about pottery?" remarked Greenleaf, in considerable +surprise: "you haven't been to this part of the Museum before?" + +Miss Flodden raised her pale blue luminous eyes. + +"Do you know, I've never been to the Museum since I was a tiny girl, at +least, except once, when my married sister conducted a party of New York +friends. I thought we were going to see stuffed birds, and I was so +surprised to see all those beautiful Greek things--I had seen statues +once when we went to Rome--I wanted so much to look at them a little, +but my friends thought they weren't in good repair, and wanted to have +tea and go to the park, so they scooted me round among the Egyptian +things and the reading rooms and out by the door. Yes, the little I know +I have learned by playing with our things at home. Some day you must see +them, Mr. Greenleaf." + +Greenleaf did not answer for a moment. Good heavens! here was a young +woman of twenty-four or twenty-five who had spent part of every year of +her life in London, and had been only once to the British Museum, and +then had expected to see stuffed birds! And the girl apparently an +instinctive artist, extraordinarily quick and just in her appreciations. + +Then there were other things to do, besides opening galleries on Sundays +and promenading East-end workmen in company with young men from Toynbee +Hall! And Greenleaf's heart withered--as one's mouth withers at the +contact of strong green tea or caper sauce--with indignation at all the +waste of intellectual power and intellectual riches implied in this +hideous present misarrangement of all things. Was it possible that the +so-called upper classes, or at least some members thereof, were in one +way as much the victims of injustice and barbarism as the lower classes, +off whose labour they basely subsisted? + +The thought came over him as his eyes met Miss Flodden's face--that +delicately chiselled, mobile young face which was suddenly contracted +with a smile of cynical, yet resigned bitterness. He made that reflection +once more, when with the wand-bearing custodian imperturbably occupying +the only seat in the place, they leaned upon the glass case, and she +asked him, and he told her, about the various currents in art history--the +form element of ancient Greece, the colour element of the Orientals, +the patterns of Persian ware, the outline figures on Greek and Etruscan +vases--things which he imagined every child to know, and about which, as +about Greeks, Orientals, and Etruscans, and Latin and geography and most +matters, this girl seemed completely ignorant. + +"My word," she exclaimed, and that little piece of slang grated horribly +on Greenleaf's nerves; "how very interesting things are when one knows +something about them! Do you suppose all things would be equally +interesting if one knew about them? Or would it only be every now and +then, just as with other matters, balls, and picnics, and so forth? Or +does one get interested whenever one does anything as hard as one can, +like hard riding, or rowing, or playing tennis properly? Some books seem +so awfully interesting, you know; but there are such a lot of others +that one would just throw into the fire if they didn't belong to Mudie. +But somehow a thread seems always to be wanting. It's like trying to +play a game without knowing the rules. How have you got to know all +these things, Mr. Greenleaf? I mean all the connections between things; +and could anybody get the connecting links if they tried, or must one +have a special vocation?" + +Greenleaf was embarrassed how to answer. He really could not realise +the extraordinary emptiness in this young woman's mind; and at the same +time he felt strangely touched and indignant, as he did sometimes when +giving some little street Arab a good thing which it had never eaten +before, and did not clearly know how to begin eating. + +"Have you--have you--never read at all methodically?" he asked. He +really meant, "Have you never received any education?" + +Miss Flodden reflected for a moment. "No. Somehow one never thought of +reading as a methodical thing, as a business, you know. Dancing and +hunting and playing tennis and seeing people, all that's a business, +because one has to do it. At least one has to do it as long as one +hadn't turned into a savage; everyone else has to do it. Of course, +there's the fiddle; I've practised that rather methodically, but it was +because I liked the sound of the thing so much, and I once had a little +German--my brother's German crammer for diplomacy--who taught me. And +then one knew that, unless one got up at five in the morning and did it +regularly, it wouldn't be done at all. But reading is different. One +just picks up a book before dinner, or while being dressed. And the +books are usually such rot." + +It was getting late, and Greenleaf conducted Miss Flodden back to her +parasol, where it was waiting among the vast and shabby umbrellas of +the studious, very incongruous in its semi-masculine, yet rather futile +smartness, at the door of the reading-room. + +"It is all very beautiful," remarked Miss Flodden, as they descended the +Museum steps, with the pigeons fluttering all round in the dim, smoky +air, nodding her head pensively. + +"What?" asked Greenleaf. He had an almost conventual hatred of noise +and bustle, which seemed to him, perhaps because he had elected to work +among them, the utter profanation of life; and to his aesthetic soul, +the fact that many thousands of people lived among smoke and smuts, and +never saw a clear stream, a dainty meadow of grass and daisies, or a sky +just washed into blueness by a shower, was one of the chief reasons for +condemning modern industrial civilisation. + +"Why, all that--the pale blue mist with the black houses quite soft, +like black flakes against it, and the green of the trees against the +black walls, and the moving crowd." Then, as if suddenly taking courage +to say something rather dreadful, she said: "Tell me about Colonel +Dunstan. Is he really so learned, does he know such a lot of things?" + +Greenleaf laughed at the simplicity with which she asked this. She +seemed to have a difficulty in realising that anyone could know +anything. + +"Yes, he knows a great lot of things. He is one of the first Orientalists +in Europe, I believe--at least my father, who was an Oriental scholar +himself, used to say so; and he is a great archaeologist, besides his +knowledge of Eastern things, and of course he knows more about Oriental +art, and in fact all art, than almost anyone." + +"Does he know," hesitated Miss Flodden, "what you were telling me about +the different currents of ancient art, Persian and Greek and Etruscan, +and the way in which artists lived then--all that you were telling me +just now?" + +Greenleaf laughed. "Good gracious, yes; I know nothing compared with +him. Why, most of the little I know I learned at his lectures. Shall I +hail that hansom for you, Miss Flodden?" + +They were crossing Bedford Square. The birds were singing in the plane +trees, and from the open windows of a solemn Georgian house, with its +courses of white stone, and its classic door frieze, came the notes of +a sonata of Mozart. All was wonderfully peaceful under the hazy summer +sky. + +"No--not yet. Tell me, then: since Colonel Dunstan knows so many +interesting things, why in the world does he live like that?" + +"Like what, Miss Flodden?" + +"Why, as if--well, as if he knew nothing at all. Why does he go every +afternoon a round of calls on silly women, gossiping about their +dresses, and listening to all--well--the horrid, because it often +_is_ horrid, nonsense and filth people talk? I used to meet him about +everywhere, when I used still to go into the world. He often came to my +sister's--I thought he was just an old--well, an old creature like the +rest of them, collecting gossip to retail it next door. Since he really +knows all about beautiful things, why doesn't he stick to them--why does +he go about with stupid folk--he must know lots of clever ones?" + +"Because--because Colonel Dunstan is a man of the world," answered +Greenleaf bitterly; "because he cares about art, and history, and +philosophy, but he also cares for pretty women, and pretty frocks, +and good manners, and white hands." + +"But--why shouldn't one care--doesn't everyone care--for--well, good +manners?" + +He had spoken with such violence that Miss Flodden had turned round. Her +question died away as she looked into his face. It had hitherto struck +her merely by its great kindness, and a sort of gentle candour which +was rare. Now, the clean-shaven features and longish hair gave her the +impression of a fanatic priest, at least what she imagined such to be. + +"In this world, as it now exists," continued Greenleaf in an undertone, +which was almost a hiss, "things are so divided that a man must choose +between people who are pretty and pleasant and well-mannered; and people +who are ugly and brutish and hateful, because the first are idle and +unjust, and the second overworked and oppressed. Nowadays, more even +than when Christ taught it, a man cannot serve both God and Mammon; and +God, at present, at least God's servants, live among the ignorant, and +dirty, and suffering. Shan't I stop that hansom for you, Miss Flodden?" + +"Yes," she answered with a catch in her breath, as if overcome by +surprise, almost as by an attack. + +"Good-bye," he said, closing the flaps of the hansom. + +Miss Flodden's hand mechanically dropped on to one of them, and her +head, with the little black bonnet all points and bows of lace, was +looking straight into space, as one overcome by great astonishment. + +Greenleaf sickened with shame at his vehemence. + +"You will let me show you the Etruscan things some day?" he cried, as +the hansom rolled off. + +Ah, could he never, never learn to restrain himself? What business had +he to talk of such things to such a woman. To let the holy of holies +become, most likely, a subject of mere idle curiosity and idle talk? + + +IV. + +As Greenleaf looked up from the article on the "Rochdale Pioneers +and Co-operation" and glanced out of the window at the smoke-veiled, +soot-engrained Northern towns, and the bleak-green North country +hillsides which flashed past the express, he did not realise at all +clearly that he was going to see once more Miss Val Flodden, and see +her in the unexpected relations of hostess and guest. + +She had indeed, during their last ramble through the British Museum, +said something vague about his coming to Yetholme if ever he came +North; but he had given the invitation no weight and had forgotten it +completely. His journey was due to a circumstance more important in his +eyes than the visit of a young lady to his studio, and would be crowned +by an event far more satisfactory than the meeting with a stray +acquaintance. + +For Sir Percy Flodden had at last decided to sell the famous Yetholme +collection of majolica and Palissy ware; and the South Kensington +authorities had selected Leonard Greenleaf, potter and writer on +pottery, to verify the catalogue and conclude the purchase. It was one +of Greenleaf's socialist maxims that no important works of art should be +hidden from public enjoyment in the houses of private collectors; an Act +of Parliament, in his opinion, should force all owners to sell to the +nation, supposing that arguments in favour of true citizenship and +true love of art had failed to make them bestow their property gratis. +Greenleaf had agitated during several years to induce the public to make +the first bid for the Yetholme collection; difficulties of all kinds +had stood in the way, and the owner himself had become restive in the +negotiations; but now, at last, this immortal earthenware had been saved +from further private collections and secured for the enjoyment of +everybody. + +This being the case, it was not wonderful if Miss Flodden was thrown +into the shade by her family collection; and if Greenleaf had gradually +got to think very little about her of late--I say of late, because until +the Yetholme sale had diverted his mind from theory to practice, Miss +Flodden had played a certain part in Greenleaf's thoughts. Her sudden +intrusion upon the monotony of his existence had made him ponder once +more upon his undergraduate's dream of reclaiming the upper as well as +the lower classes; a dream which had gradually vanished before practical +contact with the pressing want of the poor. He had forgotten, during the +last five or six years, that the leisured classes existed otherwise than +as oppressors of the overworked ones. But now there had returned to the +surface his constitutional craving for harmony, his horror of class +warfare, a horror all the greater that in this very gentle soul there +was a possibility of intense hatred. Why should not the whole of society +work out harmoniously a new and better social order? After all, he +and his chosen friends belonged to the privileged class, and only +the privileged class could give the generous initiative required to +counteract the selfish claiming of rights from below. Mankind was not +wicked and perverse; and the injustice, wantonness, and cruelty of the +rich were, doubtless, a result of their ignorance: they must be shown +that they could do without so many things and that other folk were +wanting those things so very much. And, half consciously, the image of +Val Flodden rose up to concentrate and typify the ideas she had evoked. +She was the living example of the ignorance of all higher right and +wrong, of all the larger facts of existence, in which the so-called +upper classes lived on no better than heathen blacks. + +In these reflections Greenleaf had never claimed for Miss Flodden any +individual superiority: to do so would have been to diminish her value +as a type and an illustration. She had become, in his thoughts, +the natural woman as produced, or rather as destroyed, by the evil +constitution of idle society. She appeared, indeed, to have a personal +charm, but this was doubtless a class peculiarity which his inexperience +perceived as an individual one. It was the sole business of idle folk, +Greenleaf said to himself, to make themselves charming, and they +doubtless carried this quality as high as blacksmiths do strength of +arm, and sempstresses nimbleness of finger: for the occasional examples +of idle folk without any charm at all quickly faded from Greenleaf's +logical memory. Also, he forgot for the moment, that many women, neither +ignorant nor idle, the three Miss Carpenters for instance, who lived in +a servantless flat in Holborn and worked in the East End, had as much +charm, though not quite the same; and that there were tricks of manner +and speech, affectations of school-boy slang, yokel ways, about Miss +Flodden herself, which affected his sensitive nerves as ungraceful. +But, be this as it may, the acquaintance with Miss Flodden had set his +thoughts on the disadvantages of the upper classes, and he found it +convenient to use Miss Flodden as an illustration thereof. + +Besides, every now and then, Greenleaf had felt, in those long talks +at the Museum, a curious pang of pity for her. In Greenleaf's nature, +more thoughtful than logical, the dominating forces were a kind of +transcendent aestheticism, and an extraordinary, also transcendent, +compassion--compassion which, coming upon him in veritable stabs, went +to his head and soon passed the boundaries of individual pain and wrong. +This man, who aspired towards the future and really hankered painfully +after the past, was like some mediaeval monk all quivering at the +sufferings of a far-distant, impersonal Godhead, for the sake of whose +wrongs he could even hate fiercely, and for the sake of whose more than +individual sufferings he could feel, every now and then, overwhelming +pity for some small, ill-treated bird, or beast, or man. That this +girl--intelligent and good--had been brought up not merely in utter +indifference to real evil (tempered only by a vague fear of a black man +who carried you to hell and a much blacker man who turned you out of +society) but in ignorance of every one of the nobler and more beautiful +activities of life; this perception of moral and intellectual starvation, +veiled his mind with tears and made him spiritually choke, like the +sight of a supperless ragged child, or of a dog that had lost its master. + +Such impressions had been common enough in their two or three meetings. +They had met several times in the Museum, and once at Messrs. Boyce's +works, the utter unworldliness of Greenleaf's mind preventing his asking +himself, even once, whether such proceedings did not display unusual +recklessness on the part of a girl belonging to Miss Flodden's set; so +much that he did not even take heed of Miss Flodden's occasional remarks +showing that this liberty, this familiarity with a man and a stranger, +were possible only because she had deliberately turned her back on her +former companions. Indifferent to personal matters, he had not even +understood very plainly (although he had a pleasant, vague sense of +something similar) that unfamiliarity with the class and type to which +he belonged had given the girl a sense of absolute safety which allowed +her to go about and discuss everything with this man from a different +sphere, as she might have done with another woman. This knowledge was +vague and scarce conscious, taking the form rather of indignation +with Miss Flodden's world and pity for Miss Flodden's self, whenever, +incidentally, she said things which revealed the habit of an opposite +state of things, the habit of a woman's liberty of action, speech and +feeling being cramped by disbelief in men's purity and honour, or rather +by knowledge of their thinly varnished baseness. + +Thus it had come about during that dim and delicate London June that +the young lady from Eaton Square had become a familiar figure in +the mind, if not in the life, of the Socialist potter of Church Street, +Bloomsbury. There was, of course, a certain exotic strain in the matter; +and as they rambled among the solemn sitting Pharaohs, the Roman Emperors +and headless Greek demigods, and the rows of glass cases in the cool, +empty Museum, Greenleaf occasionally experienced, while discussing +various forms of art and describing dead civilisations, a little shock +of surprise on realising the nature of his companion, on catching every +now and then an intonation and an expression which told of ball-rooms +and shooting-houses, on perceiving suddenly, silhouetted against the +red wall, or reflected in a glass case, the slender, dapper figure in +its plain, tight clothes; the tight, straight-featured head beneath its +close little bonnet. But this sense of the unusual and the exotic was +subdued by the sense of the real, the actually present, just as, in some +foreign or Eastern town, our disbelief in the possibility of it all is +oddly moulded into a sort of familiarity by the knowledge that we are +our ourselves, and ourselves are on the spot. + +It was different now; as his train jogged slowly along the banks of the +Tweed, between the bare, green hills and the leafy little ravines of +Northumberland. A couple of months' separation had gradually reduced +Miss Flodden to an unfamiliar, and almost an abstract being. She was +the subject no longer of impressions, but merely of reflections; and +of reflections which had grown daily more general, as the perfume of +individuality faded away. Greenleaf lived so much more in his thoughts +than in his life that creatures very speedily got to represent nothing +but problems to him. At this moment his main interest in life was to +secure the Yetholme collection of majolica and Palissy work; the fact +that he was going, in a few minutes, to meet Miss Flodden was not more +important than the fact that he would have to get his portmanteau out +of the van. And as to Miss Flodden, she represented to him, in a rather +rubbed-out way, the problem of upper class want of education and moral +earnestness. + +It seemed to him also, as he shook hands with Miss Flodden, in her cart +at Yetholme station, and took his place beside her in the vehicle, that +not only all his own feelings about Miss Flodden, but Miss Flodden +herself had changed. She had grown so much more like everybody else, he +thought, or he had got to see her so much more in her reality. There was +nothing exotic about her now, wrapped in a big, fuzzy cloak, a big cap +drawn over her head, concealing the close, light-brown curls, and making +her face so very much less keen in feature. He wondered why he had seen +so much of the Celt in her, and such a far-fetched nervous fineness. She +seemed also, in her almost monosyllabic conversation, mainly preoccupied +with his portmanteau, the hours of his train, the names of the villages +and hills they passed, and similar commonplace matters; whereas, in +London he had noted the eager insistence with which she had immediately +set the conversation and firmly kept it on intellectual and artistic +problems. + +The cart rolled away by high-lying fields of pale green barley and oats +shivering in the cold breeze, between the stunted hedges, whence an +occasional wind-warped thorn-tree rose black against the pale yellow +afternoon sky, with every now and then a bunch of blue cranesbill, or a +little fluttering group of poppies, taking the importance of bushes and +trees in this high, bleak, Northern country. Great savage dogs, with +chests and pointed ears like the antique Cerberus, came barking out of +the black stone cottages; and over the fields, from the tree-tops just +visible in the river valley below, circled innumerable rooks, loudly +cawing. The road made a sudden dip, and they were on a level with the +wide, shingly bed of the Tweed, scattered sheep grazing along the banks. +Then a black belfry appeared among black ash trees; a row of black +cottages bordered the road with their hollyhocks and asters; and the +cart rolled in between rows of rook-peopled trees, and stopped at last +before a long, black stone house, sunk, as in some parts of Scotland, +into a kind of trench. There was a frightful alarum of dogs of all +kinds, rushing up from all directions. But Miss Flodden led Greenleaf +into the house and through various passages, without any human being +appearing, save a boy, to whom she threw the reins at the door. At last, +in a big, dark drawing-room, a child was discovered helping herself to +milk and bread and jam at a solitary table. + +"They're all out," she said, taking no notice of Greenleaf, although +scanning him with the critical eyes of six or seven. "Cut me a scone, +Val, and put butter on it, but not too much." + +"This is a step-sister of mine," explained Miss Flodden, laconically, +nodding in the child's direction, as she threw aside her cloak, drew off +her gloves, and began pouring out tea. "I say, leave that scone alone +until I can cut it for you. It's rather hard lines on one for the family +to have its tea and leave us only the cold dregs." + +She looked listless and calm and bored. Greenleaf wondered how he could +ever have romanced about this handsome, commonplace young woman. Then he +began to speculate as to where the famous collection was kept. + + +V. + +"It's very unfair of me, of course," Miss Flodden remarked next morning, +as she handed down plate after plate, jar after jar, to Greenleaf, +seated, the catalogue before him and the pen in his hand, at a long deal +table--"it's very unfair, and it isn't at all business, but I used to +think I should like to see you again; and now, on account of these pots, +I dislike you." + +Greenleaf looked up in astonishment. It was as if the veil of +sullenness, preventing his recognition of Miss Flodden ever since his +arrival, had suddenly been torn asunder by a burst of passion. The girl +was standing by the glass case, dusting a Limoges platter with a feather +brush, her mannish coat and short skirt covered with dust. She spoke in +an undertone, and her eyes were looking down upon the platter; but it +struck him at once that she was a Celt once more, and that the Celtic +waywardness and emotion were bursting out the more irresistibly for +that long repression due to the Spartan undemonstrativeness of smart +society. He noticed also a trait he had forgotten, and which had seemed +to be, long ago at the Museum, a sort of mark of temperament, telling +of inherited ferocity in this well-bred young lady; two of her little +white teeth, instead of being square pearls, like their companions, were +pointed and sharp, like those of a wild animal. And as she raised her +eyes, their light, whitish blue, flashed angrily. + +"Excuse my being so rude, Mr. Greenleaf," she added very coldly, +"you have been so good, showing and explaining a lot of things to me, +that it's only fair you should know that, on account of the pots, I +have--well, got to dislike you. You see," she went on, turning her back +to him, "they were my toys. They were the only people, except the trees +and the river, one had to talk to sometimes." + +Greenleaf had noticed at dinner last night, and again this morning at +lunch, that Miss Flodden seemed to have very little in common with her +family, and, indeed, scarcely any communication at all. + +Sir Percy Flodden, an old gentleman with a beautiful white beard, and +beautiful soft manners, but a deficiency in further characteristics, had +found leisure, in the intervals of organising Primrose meetings, making +speeches at Conservative dinners, writing letters to the _Times_ about +breeds of cattle, and hunting and fishing a great deal, to get married +a second time, and to produce a large number of younger fishermen and +huntresses, future Primrose Leaguers and writers to the _Times_. The +second wife being dead, and sundry aunts installed in her place, the +younger generation of Floddens, after gradually emerging from the +nursery, ran wild in brooks and streams, stables and haylofts, until +the boys were packed off to civilisation and Eton, pending further +civilisation and Sandhurst; and the girls were initiated into their +proper form of civilisation by being taken to a drawing-room and then +hustled into further female evolution by an energetic and tactful +married sister. The elder girls were now at home, preparing clothes for +various balls and packing trunks for various visits; and the elder boys +had come back on holidays, with fishing-rods, coin collections, the +first three books of Euclid, and the last new thing in slang; as to the +younger half-brothers and sisters, they were still in the phase of the +hayloft and stable, emerging only to partake of gigantic breakfasts and +teas. + +Among all these good-natured and well-mannered, but somewhat dull +creatures, Val Flodden moved in an atmosphere of her own, somewhat of a +stranger, considerably of a puzzle, and regarded with the mixed awe and +suspicion due to her having been recently an admittedly pretty woman, +and now showing signs of becoming an undoubtedly eccentric one. Besides, +there was the fact that Val Flodden was partially a Celt, and that her +father and brothers were most emphatically Saxons. + +All this it has been necessary to explain that the reader might +understand that Greenleaf might have understood Miss Flodden's +passionate clinging to her sole companions at Yetholme, the old crockery +of her grandfather's collection. + +But although Greenleaf did actually take in a portion of the situation, +he was mainly impressed by the want of public spirit exhibited by the +young lady; so inevitably do we expect other folk to possess even our +most eccentric standards, and to rule their feelings and actions by +notions of which they have probably never even heard. + +Miss Flodden had broken through all rules in manifesting her feelings +about the pots; Greenleaf never dreamed of taking advantage of her false +move, but with his usual simplicity, encouraged by a plain-spokenness, +which never struck him as otherwise than natural, he answered very +gravely: "Of course I understand how fond you must be of these beautiful +things, and how much it must have been to you--it would be to anyone who +cared for art, even if not specially interested like you in pottery--to +have them constantly before you. But you ought to remember that you are +parting with them for the advantage of others." + +Miss Flodden flushed a little. It was probably from surprise and shame +at this man's stupidity. She must have felt as if she herself had +alluded to the necessity of selling these heirlooms, as if she herself +had done the incredible thing of pointing out the pecuniary advantage. +Then, apparently, she reflected that if this man was so obtuse, he could +not help himself; but that he was doubtless honest in his intentions. +For she added coldly, and hiding her contemptuous face from him with a +jar held at arms' length: + +"Of course I know that it's for the benefit of my brothers and sisters. +I don't grudge them the money, heaven knows, and when one's broke, +one's broke. Only it's sad to think what sort of things--what stupid +amusements and useless necessaries these lovely things will be exchanged +for, merely because the world is so idiotically constituted. You see, +the possession of these pots ought to give everyone more pleasure than +the possession of an additional horse, or an extra frock." + +Greenleaf was as much taken aback at her misconception of his meaning as +she had been at her supposed understanding of it. + +"Good gracious, Miss Flodden, I didn't mean the advantage of your +brothers and sisters. But surely you ought to reflect that these pots +passing from a private house in Northumberland to the South Kensington +Museum, will mean that hundreds of people will be afforded pleasure, +instead of only one or two--one, namely yourself, by your own account. +Besides, do you really think that any private individual has a moral +right to keep for himself any object capable of giving a noble kind of +pleasure to his fellows, merely because the present state of society +allows him to possess more money than his neighbours, and to lock up +things as his property? Surely art belongs to all who can enjoy it!" + +There was something fault-finding in Greenleaf's tone, owing to the fact +that he could not realise such ideas, so very familiar to himself, not +being equally familiar to everyone else. + +Miss Flodden set down the jar she was dusting, keeping her wrist +balanced on its edge, and looked at Greenleaf with surprise in her blue +eyes, which concentrated, and seemed to grow darker and deeper by the +concentration. + +"Really," she asked incredulously, "are you speaking seriously? But +then--what would become of luxury and so forth?" + +"The active would enjoy it as well as the idle--or rather, there would +be no longer either active or idle; everyone would work and enjoy +equally, and equally fairly and rationally." + +"Then," went on Miss Flodden slowly, the sequence of thoughts bursting +with difficulty on to her mind, "no one would have things, except for +real enjoyment and as a result of fairly earning them? People would all +have books and beautiful trees and fields to look at, and pictures and +music; but no diamonds, or stepping horses, or frocks from Worth--the +things one has because other folk have them." + +Greenleaf smiled: she seemed to him, talking of these things which "one" +had because "others" had them, things so futile, so foreign to his mind, +extraordinarily like a child talking of the snakes, whales, and ogres, +represented by tables and chairs, and hearthrugs. + +"Of course not." + +"At that rate," went on the girl, "there would no longer be any need for +marrying and giving in marriage. One would live quite free; free to work +at what one liked, and look about without folks worrying one." + +Greenleaf did not follow her thought, for his own thoughts were too +foreign to the habits she was alluding to. + +"I don't see," he added simply, "why people shouldn't marry or be given +in marriage because every one worked and had leisure. Some mightn't, +perhaps, because some would always, perhaps, want to work too much, and +because things matter to me--I mean to some--more than other people. But +I can't see why others shouldn't marry and be given in marriage, Miss +Flodden." + +A little contraction passed across the girl's face, and she answered in +a hurried, husky voice: + +"No, no; that would be all over." + +And they fell again to the catalogue. It was a very hard day's work, +that first one, for the catalogue was in horrid confusion; and they +really could not have had time to talk much about other things, for they +went on with merely a brief space for lunch, and Greenleaf was sent for +a walk with one of the boys at tea time, while Miss Flodden unwillingly +entertained some neighbours. Then at dinner the conversation, in which +she took no part, rolled mainly upon local pedigrees, crops, how many +fish the boys had caught, in what houses friends were staying, whom +sundry young ladies of the neighbourhood were likely to marry, and how +many bags had been made at the various shoots. Still, despite these +irrelevant interests, Miss Flodden seemed to have understood why +Greenleaf had expected her to like the sale of the collection, and +Greenleaf to have understood why Miss Flodden should have been vexed +at the collection being sold. At least there was a sense of mutual +comprehension and good-will, such as the morning had scarcely promised. +And when, after fretting a little over more bags of game and more +local pedigrees, with his host and the boys after dinner, Greenleaf +returned to find the ladies in various stages of somnolence, over the +drawing-room fire; he experienced an odd sense of the naturalness of +things when Miss Flodden asked whether he could play the piano, and took +her violin out of its case. + +Miss Flodden did not play exactly well, for it appears that very few +people do; and she, of course, had had but little opportunity of +learning. Yet, in a way, she played the fiddle much better, Greenleaf +felt, than he himself, who was decidedly a proficient, could play the +piano. For there was in her playing the expression not merely of talent, +but of extraordinary, passionate, dogged determination to master the +instrument. It was as much this as the actual execution which gave the +charm to her performance. To Greenleaf the charm was immense. He nearly +always played, when he did play, with men; and he hated the way in which +the fiddle crushes the starched hideous shirt, the movement of bowing +rucks the black sleeve and hard white cuff too high above the red, +masculine wrist; and among the dreams of his life there had always been +a very silly one, of a younger sister--he always thought of her as +called Emily--who would have learned the violin, and who would have +stood before him like this, bow in hand, while he looked up from his +piano. It seems odd, perhaps, that the fair violinist should never have +appeared to his mind as a possible wife; but so it was. And so it was +that this image, which had dawned upon his school-boy fancy long before +the delectableness of marriage could ever be understood, and when his +solitary little soul still smarted at his dull, grown-up, companionless +home--so it was that the image of "Emily"--the imaginary sister with the +violin--had gradually taken the place in his heart of that grave Miss +Delia Carpenter, the only woman whom he had ever loved, and who had told +him she was in love with another. + +The family was beginning to disperse; the girls to wake up yawning from +their novels or their embroidery; the father to start suddenly from his +slumber over the _Times_; the boys, having satisfied themselves in the +newspapers about the number of brace of grouse, had sneaked off to +prepare flies for the next day's fishing; and still the duet went on, +the image of "Emily" gradually acquiring the blue eyes (its own had +been brownish) and clear-cut, nervous features (she had hitherto had +an irregular style of beauty) of Val Flodden. + +"That's enough," said Miss Flodden, putting her violin tenderly--she had +the same rather unwonted tenderness with some of the majolica--into its +case, and looking round at the sleepy faces of the family. "Jack, give +Mr. Greenleaf his candle. And," she added, as they shook hands, "you'll +tell me some more about how it will be when everybody works and has +leisure, won't you, to-morrow?" + +That night Greenleaf saw in his dreams his father's rectory among the +south country pines, the garden and paddock, the big library and loft +full of books; and among it all there wandered about, rather dim in +features, but unhesitatingly recognised, that imaginary sister, the +violinist Emily. + + +VI. + +"Tell me more about the Miss Carpenters," said Miss Flodden shyly, +keeping her eyes fixed on the rapidly flowing twist of water between the +big shingle, where every now and then came the spurt of a salmon's leap. + +They were seated, after tea, and another hard day's cataloguing, under +some beech trees that overhung the Tweed. From the fields opposite--no +longer England, already Scotland--came the pant and whirr of a +threshing-machine; while from the woods issued the caw of innumerable +rooks, blackening the sky. A heron rose from among the reeds of the +bank, and mounted, printing the pale sky with his Japanese outline. +There was incredible peacefulness, not unmixed with austerity, in the +gurgle of the water, the green of the banks, the scent of damp earth. + +Greenleaf, who was very reserved about his friends, so much that one +friend might almost have imagined him to possess no others, had somehow +slid into speaking of his little Bloomsbury world to this girl, who was +so foreign to it. It had come home to him how utterly Miss Flodden had +lived out of contact with all the various concerns of life, and out of +sight of the people who have such. Except pottery and violin music, come +into her existence by the merest accident, and remaining there utterly +isolated, she had no experience, save of the vanities of the world. +But what struck him most, and seemed to him even more piteous, was her +habit of regarding these vanities as matters not of amusement, but of +important business. To her, personally, it would seem, indeed, that +frocks, horses, diamonds, invitations to this house or that, and all the +complications of social standing, afforded little or no satisfaction. +But then she accepted the fact of being an eccentric, a creature not +quite all it should be; and she expected everyone else to be different, +to be seriously engaged in the pursuit of the things she, personally, +and owing to her eccentricity, did not want. + +It was extraordinary how, while she expressed her own distaste for +various weaknesses and shortcomings, she defended those who gave way to +them as perfectly normal creatures. Greenleaf was horrified to hear her +explain, with marvellous perception of how and wherefore, and without +any blame, the manner in which women may gradually allow men not their +husbands to pay their dressmaker's bills, and gradually to become +masters of their purse and of themselves: the necessity of a new frock +at some race or ball, the desire to outshine another woman, to get +into royalty's notice, and the fear of incensing a husband already +hard up--all this seemed to Miss Flodden perfectly natural and +incontrovertible; and she pleaded for those who gave way under such +pressure. + +"Of course I wouldn't do it," she said, twisting a long straw in +her hands; "it strikes me as bad form, don't you know; but then I'm +peculiar, and there are so many things in the world which other folk +don't mind, and which I can't bear. I don't like some of their talk, and +I don't like their not running quite straight. But then I seem to have +been born with a skin less than one ought to have." + +Greenleaf listened in silent horror. In the course of discussing how +much the world might be improved by some of his socialistic plans, +this young lady of four or five and twenty had very simply and quietly +unveiled a state of corruption, of which, in his tirades against wealth +and luxury, he had had but the vaguest idea. "You see," Miss Flodden +had remarked, "it's because one has to have so many things which one's +neighbours have, whether they give one much pleasure or not, that a +woman gets into such false positions, which make people, if things get +too obvious, treat her in a beastly, unjust way. But women have always +been told that they _must_ have this and that, and go to such and such a +house, otherwise they'd not keep up in it all; and then they're fallen +upon afterwards. It's awfully unfair. Why, of course, if one hadn't +always been told that one _must_ have frocks, and carriages, and _must_ +go to Marlborough House, one wouldn't get married. Of course it's +different with me, because I'm queer, and I like making pots, and am +willing to know no one. But then that's all wrong, at least my married +sister is always saying so. And, of course, I'm not going to marry, +however much they bore me about it." + +"You speak as if women got married merely for the sake of living like +their neighbours," remarked Greenleaf; "that's absurd." + +Miss Flodden, seated on a stone, looked up at him under his beech tree. +Her face bore a curious expression of incredulity dashed with contempt. +Could he be a Pharisee? + +"There may be exceptions," she answered, "and perhaps you may know some. +But if a woman were secure of her living, and did not want things, why +should she get married?" It was as if she had said, Why should a Hindoo +widow burn herself? "There must be some inducement," she added, looking +into the water and plucking at the grass, "to give oneself into the +keeping of another person." Her face had that same contraction, as once +when she had mentioned the matter before. + +"Good God," thought Greenleaf, "into what ugly bits of life had this +girl been forced to look!" And he felt a great pity and indignation +about things in general. + +Miss Flodden sent a stone skimming across the river, as if to dismiss +the subject, and then it was that she said rather hesitatingly: + +"Tell me more about the Miss Carpenters." + +She had an odd, timid curiosity about Greenleaf's friends, about +everyone who did anything, as if she feared to intrude on them even in +thought. + +Greenleaf had spoken about them before and not unintentionally. These +three sisters, living in their flat off Holborn, doing all their +housework themselves, and yet finding time to work among the poor, to +be cultivated and charming, were a stalking horse of his, an example he +liked to bring before this member of fast society. + +He had taken his refusal by one of the sisters with a philosophy which +had astonished himself, for he certainly had thought that Delia was very +dear to him. She was dear in a way now. But he felt quite pleased at +her marriage with young Farquhar of the Museum, and he rather enjoyed +talking about her. He told Miss Flodden of Maggie Carpenter's work among +the sweaters, and of the readings of English literature she and Clara +gave to the shop-girls; and he was a little shocked, when he told her of +the young woman from Shoolbred's who had borrowed a volume of Webster, +that Val Flodden had never heard of that eminent dramatist, and thought +he was the dictionary. He described the little suppers they gave in +their big kitchen, where the one or two guests helped to lay the table +and to wash up afterwards, previous to going to the highest seats in the +Albert Hall, or to some socialist lecture; then the return on foot +through the silent, black Bloomsbury streets. He made it sound even more +idyllic than it really was. Then he spoke of Delia and the piano lessons +she gave and the poems she wrote. He even repeated two of the poems out +loud and felt that they were very beautiful. + +"They can never bore themselves," remarked Miss Flodden, pensively. + +"Bore themselves?" responded Greenleaf. + +"Yes: bore themselves and feel they just _must_ have something different +to think about, like birds beating against cage bars." Then, after a +pause, she said vaguely and hesitatingly: "I wish there were a chance +for one to know the Miss Carpenters." + +Greenleaf brightened up. This was what he wished. "Of course you shall +know them, if you care, Miss Flodden, only----" + +"Only--you mean that they would think me a bore and an intruder." + +"No," answered Greenleaf, he scarcely knew why, "that's not what I +meant. But you must remember that you and they belong to different +classes of society." + +Miss Flodden's face contracted. "Ah," she exclaimed angrily. "Why must +you throw that in my face? You have said that sort of thing several +times before. Why do you?" + +Why, indeed? For Greenleaf could not desist, every now and then, from +bringing up that fact. It made the girl quiver, but he could not help +himself; it was an attempt to find out whether she was really in +earnest, which he occasionally doubted; and also it was a natural +reaction against certain cynical assumptions, certain takings for +granted on Miss Flodden's part that the vanity and corruption of her +miserable little clique permeated the whole of the world--of the world +which did not even know, in many instances, that there was such a thing +as a smart lot! + +But now he was sorry. + +"Indeed," he said sorrowfully, "such a gulf between classes unfortunately +still exists. In our civilisation, where luxury and the money which buys +it go for so much, those who work must necessarily be separate from +those who play." + +"Heaven knows you have no right to abuse us for having money," exclaimed +Miss Flodden, much hurt. "Why, if I don't get married, and I shan't, I +shall never have a penny to bless myself with." + +"It's a question of the lot one belongs to," answered Greenleaf +unkindly; but added, rather remorsefully: "Would you like me to give you +a letter for the Miss Carpenters when next you go to town? I have," he +hesitated a little, "talked a good deal about you with them." + +"Really!" exclaimed Miss Flodden quickly. "That's awfully good of you--I +mean to give me a letter--only I fear it will bore them. I shall be +going to town for a week or two in October. May I call on them then, do +you think?" + +"Of course." And Greenleaf, who was a business-like man, drew out his +pocket-book, full of little patterns for pots and notes for lectures, +and wrote on a clean page: + +"Mem.: Letter for the Miss Carpenters for Miss Flodden." + +"I will write it to-night or to-morrow; you shall have it before I +leave. By the way, that train the day after to-morrow is at 6.20, is +it not?" + +"Yes," answered Miss Flodden. "I wish you could stay longer." + +And they walked home. + +As they wandered through the high-lying fields of green oats and yellow +barley, among whose long beards the low sun made golden dust, with the +dark, greenish Cheviots on one side, purple clouds hanging on their moor +sides, and the three cones of the Eildons rising, hills of fairy-land, +faint upon the golden sunset mist--as they wandered talking of various +things, pottery, philosophy, and socialism, Greenleaf felt stealing +across his soul a peacefulness as unlike his usual mood, as this +northern afternoon, with soughing grain and twittering of larks, was +different from the grime and bustle of London. He knew, now, that Miss +Delia Carpenter's refusal had been best for him; his nature was too +thin to allow of his giving himself both to a wife and family, and to +the duties and studies which claimed him; he would have starved the +affections of the first while neglecting the second. His life must +always be a solitary one with his work. But into this rather cheerless +solitude, there seemed to be coming something, he could scarcely tell +what. Greenleaf believed in the possible friendship between a man and +a woman; if it had not existed often hitherto, that was the fault of +our corrupt bringing up. But it was possible and necessary; a thing +different from, more perfect and more useful, than any friendship +between persons of the same sex. But more different still, breezier, +more robust and serene, than love even at its best. And had he not +always wished for that sister, that Emily who had never existed? +Of course he did not contemplate seeing very much of Miss Flodden; +still less did he admit to himself that this strange, reserved, yet +outspoken girl might be the friend he craved for. But he felt a curious +satisfaction, despite his better reason, which protested against +everything abnormal, and which explained a great deal by premature +experience of the world's ugliness--he felt a satisfaction at Miss +Flodden's aversion to marriage. He could not have explained why, but he +knew in a positive manner that this girl never had been, and never would +be, in love; that this young woman of a frivolous and fast lot, was a +sort of female Hippolytus, but without a male Diana; and he held tight +to the knowledge as to a treasure. + + +VII. + +The next day, Greenleaf was a little out of conceit with himself and +the world at large: a vague depression and irritation got hold of +him. Before breakfast, while ruminating over a list of books for Miss +Flodden's reading, he had mechanically taken up a volume which lay on +the drawing-room table. There were not many books at Yetholme, except +those which were never moved from the library shelves; and the family's +taste ran to Rider Haggard and sporting novels; while the collection +put in his room, and bearing the name of _Valentine Flodden_, consisted +either of things he already knew by heart--a selection from Browning, a +volume of Tolstoy, and an Imitation of Christ;--or of others--as sundry +works on Esoteric Buddhism, a handbook of Perspective, and a novel by +Marie Corelli--which he felt little desire to read. The book that he +took up was from the Circulating Library, Henry James's "Princess +Casamassima." He had read it, of course, and dived into it--the last +volume it was--at random. Do authors ever reflect how much influence +they must occasionally have, coming by accident, to arouse some latent +feeling, or to reinforce some dominant habit of mind? Certainly Henry +James had been possessed of no ill-will towards Miss Val Flodden, whom +indeed he might have made the heroine of some amiable story. Yet Henry +James, at that moment, did Val Flodden a very bad turn. Greenleaf got +up from the book, after twenty minutes' random reading, in a curiously +suspicious and aggressive mood. Of course he never dreamed that he, a +gentleman of some independent means, a scholar, a man who had known +the upper classes long before he had ever come in contact with the +lower, could have anything in common with poor Hyacinth, the socialist +bookbinder, pining for luxury and the love of a great lady; neither +was there much resemblance between Christina Light, married to Prince +Casamassima, and this young Val Flodden married to nobody; yet the book +depressed him horribly, by its suggestion of the odd freaks of curiosity +which relieve the weariness of idle lives. And the depression was such, +that he could not hold his tongue on the subject. + +"Have you read that book--the 'Princess Casamassima'--Miss Flodden?" he +asked at breakfast. + +"Yes," answered the girl; "isn't it good? and so natural, don't you +think?" + +"You don't mean that you think the Princess natural--you don't think +there ever could be such a horrible woman?" + +He was quite sure there might be, indeed the fear of such an one quite +overpowered him at this very moment; and he asked in hopes of Miss +Flodden saying that there were no Princess Casamassimas. + +Something in his tone appeared to irritate Miss Flodden. She thought him +pharisaical, as she sometimes did, and considered it her duty to give +him a setting down with the weight of her superior worldly wisdom. + +"Of course I think her natural; only she might be more natural still." + +"You mean more wicked?" asked Greenleaf sharply. + +"No, not more wicked. The woman in the book may be intended to be +wicked; but she needn't have been so in real life. Not at all wicked. +She's merely a clever woman who is bored by society, and who wants to +know about a lot of things and people. Heaps of women want to know about +things because they're bored, but it's not always about nice things +and nice people, as in the case of the Princess. She may have done +mischief--she shouldn't have played with that wretched little morbid +bookbinding boy; women oughtn't to play with men even when they're +fools, indeed especially not then. But that wasn't inevitable. Hyacinth +_would_ run under her wheels. Of course I shouldn't have cared for that +chemist creature either, nor for that Captain Sholto; he behaved rather +like a cad all round, don't you think? But after all, they all talked +very well; about interesting things--real, important things--didn't +they?" + +"And you think that to hear people talk about _real, important things_ +is a great delight, Miss Flodden?" asked Greenleaf, with a bitterness +she did not fully appreciate. + +"You would understand it if you had lived for years among people who +talked nothing but gossip and rot," she answered sadly, rising from her +place. + +No more was said that morning about the Princess Casamassima. Miss +Flodden was rather silent during their cataloguing work, and Greenleaf +felt vaguely sore, he knew not what about. + +Throughout the day, there kept returning to his mind those words, "You +see they talked very well, about interesting things, important, _real_ +things, didn't they?" and the simple, taking-things-for-granted tone +in which they had been said. Women of her lot, Miss Flodden had once +informed him, would go great lengths for the sake of a new frock or a +pair of stepping horses. Was it not possible that some of them, to +whom frocks and horses had been offered in too great abundance, might +transfer their desire for novelty to interesting talk and _real_ things? + +That was their last afternoon together. The catalogue had been finished +with. Miss Flodden took Greenleaf for a drive in her cart. They sped +along under the rolling clouds of the blustering northern afternoon, +the rooks, in black swarms, cawing loudly, and the pee-wits screeching +among the stunted hedges and black stones of the green, close-nibbled +pastures; it was one of those August days which foretell winter. +Greenleaf could never recollect very well what they had talked about, +except that it had been about a great variety of things, which the +blustering wind had seemed to sweep away like the brown beech leaves +in the hollows. The fact was that Greenleaf was not attending. He kept +revolving in his mind the same idea, with the impossibility of solving +it. He was rather like a man in love, who cannot decide whether or not +he is sufficiently so to make a declaration and feels the propitious +moment escaping. Greenleaf was not in love; had he been, had there been +any chance of his being so, Val Flodden would not have been there in the +cart by his side; she had once told him, in one of her fits of abstract +communicativeness, that people in love were despicable, but for that +reason to be pitied, and that to let them fall in love was to be +unkind to them, and to prepare a detestable exhibition for oneself. So +Greenleaf was not in love. But he was as excited as if he had been. +He felt that a great suspicion had arisen within him; and that this +suspicion was about to deprive him of a friendship to which he clung as +to a newly-found interest in life. + +About Miss Flodden he did not think--that is to say, whether he might be +running the risk of depriving _her_ of something. He had not made love +to her, so what could he deprive her of? Besides he thought of Miss +Flodden exclusively as of the person who was probably going to deprive +him of something he wanted. Deprive him if his suspicions should be +true. For if his suspicions were true, there was no alternative to +giving up all relations with her. He was not a selfish man, trying to +save himself heartburns and disenchantments. He was thinking of his +opinions, solely. It was quite impossible that they should become the +toys of an idle, frivolous woman. Such a thing could not be. The sense +of sacrilege was so great that he did not even say to himself that such +a thing could _not be allowed_: to him it took the form of impossibility +of its being at all. + +Greenleaf was in an agony of doubt; he kept on repeating to himself--"Is +she a Princess Casamassima?" so often, that at last he found it quite +natural to put the question, so often formulated internally, out loud to +her. Of course if she were a Princess Casamassima, her denial would be +worth nothing; but when we cannot endure a suspicion against someone, we +do not, in our wild desire to have it denied at any price, stop short to +reflect that the denial will be worthless. A denial; he wanted a denial, +not for the sake of justice towards her, but for his own peace of mind. +He was on the very point of putting that strange question to her, when, +in the process of a conversation in which he had taken part as in a +dream, there suddenly came the unasked-for answer. + +They must have been talking of the Princess Casamassima again, and +of the uninterestingness of most people's lives. Greenleaf could not +remember. It was all muddled in his memory, only there suddenly flashed +a sentence, distinct, burning, out of that forgotten confusion. + +"It's odd," said Miss Flodden's high, occasionally childish voice; "but +I've always found that the people who bored one least were either very +clever or very fast." + +They were clattering into a little border town, with low black houses +on either side, and a square tower, with a red tile extinguisher, and a +veering weather-cock, closing the distance and connecting the grey, wet +flags below with the grey, billowy sky above. + +Greenleaf, although forgetful of all save theories, remembered for a +long time that street and that tower. He did not answer, for his heart +was overflowing with bitterness. + +So it was true; and it just had to be. He had let his belief become the +plaything of a capricious child. He had lost his dear friend. It was +inevitable. + +Greenleaf did not say a word, and showed nothing until his departure. +But his letter to Miss Flodden, thanking for the hospitality of +Yetholme, was brief, and it contained no allusion to any future meeting, +and no promised introduction to the Miss Carpenters. Only at the end was +this sentence: "I have lately been re-reading Henry James's 'Princess +Casamassima': and I agree with you completely now as to the naturalness +of her character." + + +VIII. + +Some ten years later found Leonard Greenleaf once more--but this time +with only a brougham and a footman to meet him--on his way to stay in +a country house. He had been left penniless by his attempts to start +co-operative workshops: and overwork and worry had made him far too weak +to be a tolerable artisan; so, after having given up his pottery, those +long years ago, because it ministered exclusively to rich men's luxury, +he had been obliged to swallow the bitterness of perfecting rich men's +dwellings in the capacity of Messrs. Boyce & Co.'s chief decorator; and +now he was bent upon one of these hated errands. + +Time, and the experience of many failures, had indeed perplexed poor +Greenleaf's socialistic schemes a little, and had left him doubtful +how to hasten the millennium, except by the slow methods of preaching +morality and thrift; but time had rather exasperated his hatred of the +idleness and selfishness of the privileged classes, to whose luxury +he now found himself a minister. And, as he looked out of his window +while dressing for dinner (those evening clothes, necessary for such +occasions, had become a badge of servitude in his eyes), he felt that +old indignation arise with unaccountable strength, and choke him with +his own silence. It was a long, low house, the lawn spread, with +scarcely any fall, down to the river brink; a wide band of green, then a +wide band of shimmering, undecided blue and grey, reflecting the coppery +clouds and purple banks of loose-strife, and then beyond and higher up +in the picture, flat meadows, whose surface was beginning to be veiled +in mist, and whose boundary elms were growing flat and unsubstantial, +like painted things. There were birds twittering, and leaves rustling: +a great sense of peacefulness, for the family and guests were doubtless +within doors busy dressing. Suddenly, there was a plash of oars, and a +peal of laughter; and, after a minute, two men and a woman came hurrying +up the green lawn, against whose darkening slopes their white clothes +made spots of unearthly whiteness in the twilight. They were noisy, and +Greenleaf hated their laughter; but suddenly the lady stopped short a +moment, and said to her companions in a tone of boredom and irritation: +"Oh, shut up; can't you let one look about and listen to things once in +a way?" + +There was more laughter, and they all disappeared indoors. Greenleaf +leaned upon his window, wondering where he had heard that voice +before--that voice, or rather one different, but yet very like it. + +Downstairs, after a few civil speeches about the pleasure of having the +assistance of so great an artistic authority, and sundry contradictory +suggestions about styles of furniture and architecture, Greenleaf's host +and hostess requested him to join in a little game devised for the +removal of precedence in the arrangement of places at table. The game, +which had been suggested that very moment by one of the various tall, +blond and moustached youths hanging about the drawing-room, consisted +in hiding all the men behind a door curtain, whence projected, as sole +clue to their identity, their more or less tell-tale feet, by which the +ladies were to choose their partners. The feet, so Greenleaf said to +himself, were singularly without identity; he saw in his mind's eye +the row of projecting, pointed-toed, shining pumps, cut low upon the +fantastic assortment of striped, speckled, and otherwise enlivened silk +stockings. Among them all there could only be a single pair betraying +the nature of their owner, and it was his. They said, or would say, in +the mute but expressive language of their square-toedness (Greenleaf +felt as if they might have elastic sides even, although his democratic +views had always stopped short before that), that their owner was the +curate, the tutor, the house-decorator, in fine, the interloper. He +wondered whether, as good nature to himself and consideration for the +other guests must prompt, those feet would be immediately selected +by the mistress of the house, or whether they would be left there +unclaimed, when all the others had marched cheerfully off. + +But his suspense was quickly converted into another feeling, when among +the laughter and exclamations provoked by the performance, a voice came +from beyond the curtain, saying slowly: "I think I'll have this pair." +The voice was the same he had heard from the lawn, the same he had heard +years ago in the British Museum, and on the banks of the Tweed--the same +which once or twice since, but at ever-increasing intervals, he had +tried in vain to recall to his mind's hearing. The voice--but grown +deeper, more deliberate and uniformly weary--of Val Flodden. + +Greenleaf heard vaguely the introductory interchange of names performed +by his hostess; and felt in his back the well-bred smile of amusement +of the couples still behind, as the lady took his unprepared arm and +walked him off in the helter-skelter move to the dining-room; and it +was as in a dream that he heard his name pronounced, with the added +information, on the part of his companion, that it was a long time since +they had last met. + +"Yes," answered Greenleaf, as the servant gently pushed him and his +chair nearer the table; "it must be quite a lot of years ago. I have +come here," he added, he scarce knew why--but with a vague sense of +protest and self-defence--"about doing up the house." + +"Yes, to be sure--it is all going to be overhauled and made beautiful +and inappropriate," replied the lady, with a faint intonation of +insolence, Greenleaf thought, in her bored voice. + +"It is not always easy, is it," rejoined Greenleaf, "to make things +appropriate?" + +"And beautiful? I suppose not. We aren't any of us very appropriate to a +river-bank, with cows lowing and scythes being whetted and all that sort +of thing, when one comes to think of it." + +"Oh, I do think cows are such interesting creatures--don't you?" put in +the charming voice of a charming, charmingly dressed, innocent looking +woman opposite, who was evidently the accredited fool of the party. +"Sir Robert took us to see a lot of his--all over the dairies, you +know--this afternoon, while you were punting." + +Another lady, also very charming and charmingly dressed, but neither +innocent nor foolish, made some comment on this speech to the man next +to her; he said something in his turn, there was a general suppressed +laugh, and the innocent looking lady laughed too; but protesting they +oughtn't to say such things. + +Greenleaf's mind, little accustomed to the charms of innuendoes +and slippery allusions, had not followed the intricacies of the +conversation. An astonishing girl, beautiful with the beauty of a +well-bred horse, sat next to him, and tried to perplex him with sundry +questions which she knew he could not follow; but she speedily found +there was no rise to be got out of him, and bestowed elsewhere her +remarks, racy in more senses than one. So Greenleaf sat silent, looking +vaguely at the pools of light beneath the candle-shades, in which the +rose petals strewn about, the roses lying loosely, took warm old ivory +tints, and the silver--the fantastic confusion of chased salt-cellars +and menu-holders and spoons and indescribable objects--flashed blue +and lilac on its smooth or chiselled surfaces. From the table the +concentrated, shaded light led upwards to the opal necklace of the lady +opposite, the blue of the opals changing, with the movement of her head, +to green, burning and flickering into fiery sparks; then Greenleaf +noticed, sometimes modelled into roundness and sometimes blurred into +flatness in the shadow, the black sleeves of the men, the arms of the +women, ivory like the rose petals where they advanced beneath the +candle-shades; and behind, to the back of the shimmer of the light +stuffs and the glare of white shirt-fronts, the big footmen, vague, +shadowy, moving about. A man opposite, with babyish eyes and complexion, +was telling some story about walking from a punt into the water, which +raised the wrath of the girl near Greenleaf; others added further +details, which she laughingly tried to deny; there was something about +having fastened her garter with a diamond star, and the river having to +be dragged for it. Another man, gaunt and languid, said something about +not hiding old damask under rose-leaves; but being unnoticed by his +hostess, went on about "Parsifal" to his neighbour, the lady interested +in cows. There were also allusions to the other Cowes, the place, and +to yachting; and a great many to various kinds of sport and to gambling +and losing money; indeed, it was marvellous how much money was lost and +bankruptcy sustained (technically called _getting broke_). + +The men were mostly more good-looking than not; the women, it seemed +to Greenleaf, beautiful enough, each of them, to reward a good month's +search. There was a smell, cool and white and acute, of gardenias, from +the buttonholes, and a warmer, vaguer one of rose petals; the mixture of +black coats and indescribable coloured silk, and of bare arms and necks, +the alternations of concentrated light and vague shadow, the occasional +glint and glimmer of stones, particularly that warm ivory of roses among +the silver, struck Greenleaf, long unaccustomed to even much slighter +luxury, as extraordinarily beautiful, like some Tadema picture of Roman +orgies. And the more beautiful it seemed to him, with its intentional, +elaborate beauty, the more did it make him gnash his teeth with the +sense of its wickedness, and force him, for his own conscience' sake, to +conjure up other pictures: of grimy, gaslit London streets, and battered +crowds round barrows of cheap, half-spoilt food. + +The lady who had once been called Val Flodden, and whose name--and he +fancied he had heard it before--was now Mrs. Hermann Struwe, addressed +him with the necessary politeness, and asked him one or two questions +about his work and so forth, in a conventional, bored tone. But, +although the knowledge that this was his old acquaintance, and the +recognition, every now and then, of the fact, put his feelings into a +superficial flutter, Greenleaf's mind kept revolving the fact that this +woman was really quite a stranger to him; and the apparently somewhat +contradictory fact that this was what, after all, he had known she would +end in. He noted that among these beautiful and self-satisfied women, +with their occasional cleverness and frequent unseemliness of word and +allusion, the former Val Flodden was in a way conspicuous, not because +she was better looking, but because she was more weary, more reckless, +because one somehow expected her to do more, for good or bad, than the +others. + +"I don't see exactly which of the party could have reported the case," +said the woman with the opals, "at least, the crucifix could scarcely +have done so ... well, well." + +There was a great deal of laughter, as the hostess gave the signal +for rising; but over it and the rustle and crackle of the ladies' +frocks, the voice of Mrs. Hermann Struwe was heard to say in languid, +contemptuous tone: "I think your story is a little bit beastly, my dear +Algy." + +Fortunately for Greenleaf, the men did not stay long at table, as +smoking was equally allowed all over the house and in the ladies' +presence. For Greenleaf, whose conversation with other men had for years +turned only on politics, philosophy, or business, was imbued, much as a +woman might have been, with a foregone conviction that as soon as idle +men were left to themselves they began to discuss womankind. And there +was at the table one man in particular, a long, black, nervous man, with +a smiling, jerky mouth, an odd sample of Jewry acclimatised in England, +a horrid, half-handsome man, with extraordinarily bland manners and +an extraordinarily hard expression, obstinate and mocking, about whom +Greenleaf felt that he positively could not sit out any of _his_ +conversation on women, and, of course, _his_ conversation _would_ turn +on women; partly, perhaps, because the fellow had been introduced as Mr. +Hermann Struwe. + +Her husband--_that_ was her husband! Greenleaf kept repeating to +himself, as he answered as best he could his host's remarks about +Elizabethan as against Queen Anne. It was only now when he thought of +her in connection with this man that Greenleaf realised that he was +really a little upset by this meeting with his old acquaintance. And +the thought went on and on, round and round, in his head, when he had +followed the first stragglers who went to smoke their cigarettes with +the ladies, and answered the interrogations of the aesthetic man who had +talked about old damask and Wagner. The man in question, delighted to +lay hold of so great an authority as Greenleaf, had also noticed that +Greenleaf had known Mrs. Hermann Struwe at some former period. He had +evidently been snubbed a little by the lady, and partly from a desire to +hear her artistic capacities pooh-poohed by a professional (since every +amateur imagines himself the only tolerable one), and partly from a +natural taste for knowing what did not concern him, he had set very +artfully to pump poor Greenleaf, who, at best, was no match for a wily +man of the world. + +"Miss Flodden had a good deal of talent--quite a remarkable talent--as a +draughtsman, had she only studied seriously," he answered emphatically, +seeing only that the fellow wished for some quotable piece of running +down. "It is, in fact, a pity"--but he stopped. He was really not +thinking of that. The long drawing-room opened with all its windows on +to the lawn, and you could see, at the bottom of that, the outlines of +trees and boats in the moonlight, and Chinese lanterns hanging about the +flotilla of moored punts and canoes and skiffs, to which some of the +party had gone down, revealing themselves with occasional splashings, +thrummings on the banjo, and little cries and peals of laughter. Nearer +the house a couple was walking up and down on the grass, the light of +the drawing-room lamps catching their faces with an odd, yellow glow +every now and then, and making the woman's white frock shimmer like +silver against the branches of the big cedars. "It appears Lady Lilly +told her mother she was going to try on a frock, but somehow on the way +there she met Morton's coach, so she thought she'd get on to it and have +some change of air and she changed the air so often that by the evening +she had contrived to win sixty pounds at Sandown," said one of the +promenading couples, pausing in the stream of light from the window. +"Oh, bless your soul, she doesn't mind it's being told; she thinks it +an awful joke, and so it was." + +That man--that Val Flodden should have married that man--Greenleaf kept +repeating to himself, and the recollection of her words about never +getting married, about a world where there would be no diamonds and no +stepping horses, and also, as she expressed it, no marrying and giving +in marriage, filled Greenleaf's mind as with some bitter, heady dram. +And he had thought of her as a sort of unapproachable proud amazon, or +Diana of Hippolytus, incapable of any feeling save indignation against +injustice and pity for weak and gentle things. Oh Lord, oh Lord! It was +horrible, horrible, and at the same time laughable. And just that man, +too--that narrow, obstinate looking creature with the brain and the +heart (Greenleaf knew it for a certainty) of a barn-door cock! And yet, +was he any worse than the others, the others who, perhaps, had a little +more brains and a little more heart, and who all the same lived only to +waste the work of the poor, to make debts, to gamble, to ruin women, and +to fill the world with filthy talk and disbelief in better things? Was +he worse than all the other manly, well-mannered, accomplished, futile, +or mischievous creatures? Was he worse than _she_? + +"Ah, well, of course; you have known her so much more than I have," +said the aesthetic man, puffing at his cigarette, opposite to Greenleaf. +"But now, I should have thought there would have always been something +lacking in anything that woman would do. A certain--I don't know what +to call it--but, in short, proper mental balance and steadiness. I +consider, that for real artistic quality, it is necessary that one +should possess some sort of seriousness, of consistency of character--of +course you know her so much better, Mr. Greenleaf--but now I can't +understand a really artistic woman--after refusing half a dozen other +fellows who were at least gentlemen, suddenly choosing a tubbed Jew like +that--and apparently not seeing that he is only a tubbed Jew," the +aesthetic man stopped, disappointed in not getting a rise from Greenleaf, +but Greenleaf was scarcely listening. + +A man had sat down to the piano and was singing, on the whole, rather +well. Some of the people were standing by him, others were in little +groups, men and women nearly all smoking equally, scattered about the +big white room with the delicate blue china, and the big stacks of pale +pink begonias. Mrs. Hermann Struwe was standing near the piano, leaning +against the long, open window, the principal figure in a group of two +other women and a man. In her fanciful, straight-hanging dress of +misty-coloured crape, her hair, elaborately and tightly dressed, making +her small head even smaller, and her strong, slender neck, with the +black pearls around it, drawn up like a peacock's, she struck Greenleaf +as much more beautiful than before, and even much taller; but there +had been a gentleness, a something timid and winning, in her former +occasional little stoop, which was now quite gone. She looked young, but +young in quite another way; she was now very thin, and her cheeks were +hollowed very perceptibly. + +The bland, blurred man at the piano was singing with all his might, +and with considerable voice and skill; but the music, of his own +composition, was indecorously passionate as he sang it, at least taken +in connection with the words, culled from some decadent French poet, and +which few people would have deliberately read out aloud. The innocent +lady who had talked about cows even made some faint objection, to +which the singer answered much surprised, by blandly pointing out the +passionate charm of the words, and assuring her that she did not know +what real feeling was. And when he had finished that song, and begun +another, one of the two other women actually moved away, while the +other buried her head in a volume of _Punch_; there was a little murmur, +"Well, I think he is going a little too far." But Mrs. Hermann Struwe +never moved. + +"I can't make out that woman," remarked Greenleaf's new acquaintance, +the aesthetic man; "she's usually by ways of being prudish, and has a +way of shutting up poor Chatty when he gets into this strain. Only +yesterday, she told him his song was beastly, and it wasn't half as +bad as this one. I expect she's doing it from cussedness, because her +husband was bored at her being too particular yesterday; because, of +course, he'll be bored by her not being particular enough to-day." + +Greenleaf walked up to a picture, and thence slunk off to the door. As +he was leaving the room, he looked back at the former Miss Flodden: she +was still standing near the piano, listening composedly, but he thought +that her thin face bore an expression of defiance. + +He was so excited that he opened his room door too quickly to give +effect to a practical joke, consisting of a can of water balancing on +its angle as it stood ajar, and intended to tumble on his head while +he was passing in; a delicate jest which the girl who had sat next to +him--she of the punt, diamond garter and coach adventures--occasionally +practised on the new inmates of what she technically called "houses." + + +IX. + +The next morning, after surveying the house with his host, and making +elaborate plans for its alteration with his hostess, Greenleaf was going +for a stroll outside the grounds, when he suddenly heard his name called +by the voice of her who had once been Val Flodden, but of whom he already +thought only as Mrs. Hermann Struwe. She arose from under a big cedar, +among whose sweeping branches she had been seated reading. + +"Are you going for a walk?" she asked, coming towards him in her white +frock, incredibly white against the green lawn, and trailing her also +incredibly white parasol after her. + +"Is it true that you go back to town this afternoon?" + +"Yes," answered Greenleaf, laconically. + +"Then," she said, "I will come with you a little way." + +They walked silently through a little wood of beeches, and out into the +meadows by the river. Greenleaf found it too difficult to say anything, +and, after all, why say anything to her? + +"Look here," began Mrs. Hermann Struwe, suddenly stopping short by the +water's brink. "I want to speak to you quite plainly, Mr. Greenleaf. +Quite plainly, as one does, don't you know, to a person one isn't likely +ever to meet again. I didn't want to speak to you yesterday, +because--well--because I disliked you too much." + +Greenleaf looked up from the grasses steeping at the root of a big +willow, in the water. + +"Why?" he asked blankly, but a vague pain invading his consciousness, +with the recollection of the library at Yetholme, of the catalogue and +the dusty majolica, when Miss Flodden had said once before that she +disliked him, because he was taking away the pots. + +"But I've thought over it," she went on, not noticing his interruption; +"and I see again, what I recognised years ago--only that every now and +then I can't help forgetting it and feeling bad--namely, that it was +quite natural on your part--I mean your never having introduced me to +the Miss Carpenters, nor even written to me again." She spoke slowly +and very gently, with just a little hesitation, as he remembered so well +her having done those years ago in Northumberland. + +An unknown feeling overwhelmed Greenleaf and prevented his speaking--the +feeling, he vaguely understood, of having destroyed, of having killed +something. + +"I don't reproach you with it. I never really did. I understood very +soon that it was quite natural on your part to take me for a Princess +Casamassima. I had done nothing to make you really know me, and I had no +right to expect you to take me on my own telling. And there must have +been so many things to make you suspect my not deserving to know your +friends, or to learn about your ideas. It wasn't that," she added, +hurriedly, "that I wished really to explain, because, as I repeat, +although I sometimes feel unreasonable and angry, like last night, when +something suddenly makes me see the contrast between what I might have +been, and what I am, I don't bear you any grudge. What I wanted to tell +you, Mr. Greenleaf, is that I wasn't unworthy of the confidence, though +it wasn't much, which you once placed in me. I was not a Princess +Casamassima; I was not a humbug then, saying things and getting you to +say them for the sake of the novelty. And I'm not really changed since. +I wasn't a worthless woman then; and I haven't really become a worthless +woman now. Shall we go towards home? I think I heard the gong." + +They were skirting the full river, with its fringe of steeping +loose-strife and meadow-sweet, and its clumps of sedge, starred with +forget-me-not, whence whirred occasional water-fowl. From the field +opposite there came every now and then the lazy low of a cow. + +"It was very different, wasn't it, on the Tweed," she said, looking +round her; "the banks so steep and bare, and all that shingle. Do you +remember the heron? Didn't he look Japanese? I hate all this," and she +dug up a pellet of green with her parasol point, and flung it far into +the water. + +"Of course," she went on, "to you it must seem the very proof of your +suspicions having been justified, I mean your finding me again--well, in +this house. And, perhaps, you may remember my telling you, all those +years ago at Yetholme, that I would never marry." + +She raised her eyes from the ground and looked straight into his, with +that odd deepening of colour of her own. She had guessed his thoughts: +that sentence about not marrying and being given in marriage was ringing +in his mind; and he felt, as she looked into his face, that she wished +above all to clear herself from that unspoken accusation. + +"I never should have, most likely," she went on. "Although you must +remember that all my bringing up had consisted in teaching me that a +woman's one business in life _is_ to marry, to make a good marriage, to +marry into this set, a man like my husband. For a long while before I +ever met you, I had made up my mind that although this was undoubtedly +the natural and virtuous course, I would not follow it, that I would +rather earn my living or starve; and I had been taught that to do +either, to go one's own ways and think one's own thoughts, was +scandalous. It was about this that I had broken with my sister. She had +bothered me to marry one of a variety of men whom she unearthed for the +purpose; and we quarrelled because I refused the one she wanted me to +have most--the one, as a matter of fact, who is now my husband. I tell +you all these uninteresting things because I want you to know that I was +in earnest when I told you I did not want the things a woman gets by +marrying. I was in earnest," she went on, stopping and twisting a long +willow leaf round her finger, the tone of her voice changing suddenly +from almost defiant earnestness to a sad, helpless little tone, "but it +was of no good. I saw--you showed me--that I was locked, walled into the +place into which I had been born; you made me feel that it was useless +for an outsider to try to gain the confidence of you people who work and +care about things; that your friends would consider me an intruder, +that you considered me a humbug--you slammed in my face the little door +through which I had hoped to have escaped from all this sort of thing." + +And she nodded towards the white house, stretched like a little +encampment upon the green river bank, with the flotilla of boats and +punts and steam launches, moored before its windows. + +"Then," said Greenleaf, a light coming into his mind, a light such +as would reveal some great ruin of flood or fire to the unconscious +criminal who has opened the sluice or dropped the match in the dark, +"then you sat out that song last night to make me understand...?" + +"It was very childish of me, and also very unjust," answered Mrs. +Hermann composedly. "Of course you couldn't help it. I don't feel angry +with you. But sometimes, when I remember those weeks when I gradually +understood that it was all to be, and I made up my mind to live out the +life for which I had been born--and, now that the pots were sold--well, +to sell myself also to the highest bidder--sometimes I did feel a little +bad. You see when one is really honest oneself, it is hard to be +misunderstood--and the more misunderstood the more one explains +oneself--by other people who are honest." + +They walked along in silence; which Greenleaf broke by asking as in a +dream--"And your violin?" + +"Oh! I've given that up long ago--my husband didn't like it, and as he +has given me everything that I possess, it wouldn't be business, would +it, to do things he dislikes? If it had been the piano, or the guitar, +or the banjo! But a woman can't lock herself up and practice the fiddle! +People would think it odd. And now," she added, as they came in sight +of the little groups of variegated pink and mauve frocks, and the +white boating-clothes under the big cedars, "good-bye, Mr. Greenleaf; +and--be a little more trustful to other people who may want your +friendship--won't you? I shall like to think of that." She stretched out +her hand, with the thin glove loosely wrinkled over the arm, and she +smiled that good, wide-eyed smile, like that of a good, serious child +who wishes to understand. + +Greenleaf did not take her hand at once. + +"You have children at least?" he asked hoarsely. + +She understood his thought, but hesitated before answering. + +"I have three--somewhere--at the sea-side, or some other place where +children ought to be when their parents go staying about,"--she answered +quickly--"they are quite happy, with plenty of toys, now; and they will +be quite happy when they grow up, for they will have plenty of money, +and they will be their father's image--good-bye!" + +"Good-bye," answered Greenleaf, and added, after he had let go her hand, +"It is very generous of you to be so forgiving. But your generosity +makes it only more impossible for me ever to forgive myself." + +Out of the station of that little group of river houses the line goes +almost immediately on to a long bridge. It was in process of repair, +and as the train moved slowly across, Greenleaf could see, on the upper +river reach, close beneath him, a flotilla of boats, canoes, and skiffs +of various sizes, surrounding a punt, and all of them gay with lilac +and pale green and pale pink frocks, and white flannels, and coloured +sashes and cushions, and fantastic umbrellas. Some of the ladies were +scrambling from one of the skiffs into the punt, which was pinned into +its place by the long pole held upright in the green, glassy water, +reflecting the pink, green, lilac, and white, the red cushions, and the +shimmering greyness of the big willows. There was much laughter and +some little shrieks, and the twang of a banjo; and it looked altogether +like some modern Watteau's version of a latter-day embarkation for the +island of Venus. And, in the little heap of bright colours, Greenleaf +recognised, over the side of a skiff, the parasol, white, incredibly +white, of the former Val Flodden. + + + + +THE LEGEND OF MADAME KRASINSKA. + + +It is a necessary part of this story to explain how I have come by it, +or rather, how it has chanced to have me for its writer. + +I was very much impressed one day by a certain nun of the order calling +themselves Little Sisters of the Poor. I had been taken to these +sisters to support the recommendation of a certain old lady, the former +door-keeper of his studio, whom my friend Cecco Bandini wished to place +in the asylum. It turned out, of course, that Cecchino was perfectly +able to plead his case without my assistance; so I left him blandishing +the Mother Superior in the big, cheerful kitchen, and begged to be shown +over the rest of the establishment. The sister who was told off to +accompany me was the one of whom I would speak. + +This lady was tall and slight; her figure, as she preceded me up the +narrow stairs and through the whitewashed wards, was uncommonly elegant +and charming; and she had a girlish rapidity of movement, which caused +me to experience a little shock at the first real sight which I caught +of her face. It was young and remarkably pretty, with a kind of +refinement peculiar to American women; but it was inexpressibly, +solemnly tragic; and one felt that under her tight linen cap, the hair +must be snow white. The tragedy, whatever it might have been, was now +over; and the lady's expression, as she spoke to the old creatures +scraping the ground in the garden, ironing the sheets in the laundry, or +merely huddling over their braziers in the chill winter sunshine, was +pathetic only by virtue of its strange present tenderness, and by that +trace of terrible past suffering. + +She answered my questions very briefly, and was as taciturn as ladies of +religious communities are usually loquacious. Only, when I expressed my +admiration for the institution which contrived to feed scores of old +paupers on broken victuals begged from private houses and inns, she +turned her eyes full upon me and said, with an earnestness which was +almost passionate, "Ah, the old! The old! It is so much, much worse for +them than for any others. Have you ever tried to imagine what it is to +be poor and forsaken and old?" + +These words and the strange ring in the sister's voice, the strange +light in her eyes, remained in my memory. What was not, therefore, my +surprise when, on returning to the kitchen, I saw her start and lay hold +of the back of the chair as soon as she caught sight of Cecco Bandini. +Cecco, on his side also, was visibly startled, but only after a moment; +it was clear that she recognised him long before he identified her. What +little romance could there exist in common between my eccentric painter +and that serene but tragic Sister of the Poor? + +A week later, it became evident that Cecco Bandini had come to explain +the mystery; but to explain it (as I judged by the embarrassment of +his manner) by one of those astonishingly elaborate lies occasionally +attempted by perfectly frank persons. It was not the case. Cecchino had +come indeed to explain that little dumb scene which had passed between +him and the Little Sister of the Poor. He had come, however, not to +satisfy my curiosity, or to overcome my suspicions, but to execute a +commission which he had greatly at heart; to help, as he expressed it, +in the accomplishment of a good work by a real saint. + +Of course, he explained, smiling that good smile under his black +eyebrows and white moustache, he did not expect me to believe very +literally the story which he had undertaken to get me to write. He only +asked, and the lady only wished, me, to write down her narrative without +any comments, and leave to the heart of the reader the decision about +its truth or falsehood. + +For this reason, and the better to attain the object of appealing to +the profane, rather than to the religious, reader, I have abandoned the +order of narrative of the Little Sister of the Poor; and attempted to +turn her pious legend into a worldly story, as follows:-- + + +I. + +Cecco Bandini had just returned from the Maremma, to whose solitary +marshes and jungles he had fled in one of his fits of fury at the +stupidity and wickedness of the civilised world. A great many months +spent among buffaloes and wild boars, conversing only with those wild +cherry-trees, of whom he used whimsically to say, "they are such +good little folk," had sent him back with an extraordinary zest for +civilisation, and a comic tendency to find its products, human and +otherwise, extraordinary, picturesque, and suggestive. He was in this +frame of mind when there came a light rap on his door-slate; and two +ladies appeared on the threshold of his studio, with the shaven face and +cockaded hat of a tall footman over-topping them from behind. One of +them was unknown to our painter; the other was numbered among Cecchino's +very few grand acquaintances. + +"Why haven't you been round to me yet, you savage?" she asked, advancing +quickly with a brusque hand-shake and a brusque bright gleam of eyes +and teeth, well-bred but audacious and a trifle ferocious. And dropping +on to a divan she added, nodding first at her companion and then at the +pictures all round, "I have brought my friend, Madame Krasinska, to see +your things," and she began poking with her parasol at the contents of a +gaping portfolio. + +The Baroness Fosca--for such was her name--was one of the cleverest and +fastest ladies of the place, with a taste for art and ferociously frank +conversation. To Cecco Bandini, as she lay back among her furs on that +shabby divan of his, she appeared in the light of the modern Lucretia +Borgia, the tamed panther of fashionable life. "What an interesting +thing civilisation is!" he thought, watching her every movement with the +eyes of the imagination; "why, you might spend years among the wild folk +of the Maremma without meeting such a tremendous, terrible, picturesque, +powerful creature as this!" + +Cecchino was so absorbed in the Baroness Fosca, who was in reality not +at all a Lucretia Borgia, but merely an impatient lady bent upon amusing +and being amused, that he was scarcely conscious of the presence of +her companion. He knew that she was very young, very pretty, and very +smart, and that he had made her his best bow, and offered her his least +rickety chair; for the rest, he sat opposite to his Lucretia Borgia of +modern life, who had meanwhile found a cigarette, and was puffing away +and explaining that she was about to give a fancy ball, which should be +the most _crane_, the only amusing thing, of the year. + +"Oh," he exclaimed, kindling at the thought, "do let me design you a +dress all black and white and wicked green--you shall go as Deadly +Nightshade, as Belladonna Atropa----" + +"Belladonna Atropa! why my ball is in comic costume" ... The Baroness +was answering contemptuously, when Cecchino's attention was suddenly +called to the other end of the studio by an exclamation on the part of +his other visitor. + +"Do tell me all about her;--has she a name? Is she really a lunatic?" +asked the young lady who had been introduced as Madame Krasinska, +keeping a portfolio open with one hand, and holding up in the other a +coloured sketch she had taken from it. + +"What have you got there? Oh, only the Sora Lena!" and Madame Fosca +reverted to the contemplation of the smoke-rings she was making. + +"Tell me about her--Sora Lena, did you say?" asked the younger lady +eagerly. + +She spoke French, but with a pretty little American accent, despite her +Polish name. She was very charming, Cecchino said to himself, a radiant +impersonation of youthful brightness and elegance as she stood there +in her long, silvery furs, holding the drawing with tiny, tight-gloved +hands, and shedding around her a vague, exquisite fragrance--no, not +a mere literal perfume, that would be far too coarse but something +personal akin to it. + +"I have noticed her so often," she went on, with that silvery young +voice of hers; "she's mad, isn't she? And what did you say her name was? +Please tell me again." + +Cecchino was delighted. "How true it is," he reflected, "that only +refinement, high-breeding, luxury can give people certain kinds of +sensitiveness, of rapid intuition! No woman of another class would have +picked out just that drawing, or would have been interested in it +without stupid laughter." + +"Do you want to know the story of poor old Sora Lena?" asked Cecchino, +taking the sketch from Madame Krasinska's hand, and looking over it at +the charming, eager young face. + +The sketch might have passed for a caricature; but anyone who had spent +so little as a week in Florence those six or seven years ago would have +recognised at once that it was merely a faithful portrait. For Sora +Lena--more correctly Signora Maddalena--had been for years and years one +of the most conspicuous sights of the town. In all weathers you might +have seen that hulking old woman, with her vague, staring, reddish +face, trudging through the streets or standing before shops, in her +extraordinary costume of thirty years ago, her enormous crinoline, on +which the silk skirt and ragged petticoat hung limply, her gigantic +coal-scuttle bonnet, shawl, prunella boots, and great muff or parasol; +one of several outfits, all alike, of that distant period, all alike +inexpressibly dirty and tattered. In all weathers you might have seen +her stolidly going her way, indifferent to stares and jibes, of which, +indeed, there were by this time comparatively few, so familiar had she +grown to staring, jibing Florence. In all weathers, but most noticeably +in the worst, as if the squalor of mud and rain had an affinity with +that sad, draggled, soiled, battered piece of human squalor, that +lamentable rag of half-witted misery. + +"Do you want to know about Sora Lena?" repeated Cecco Bandini, +meditatively. They formed a strange, strange contrast, these two women, +the one in the sketch and the one standing before him. And there was to +him a pathetic whimsicalness in the interest which the one had excited +in the other. "How long has she been wandering about here? Why, as long +as I can remember the streets of Florence, and that," added Cecchino +sorrowfully, "is a longer while than I care to count up. It seems to +me as if she must always have been there, like the olive-trees and +the paving stones; for after all, Giotto's tower was not there before +Giotto, whereas poor old Sora Lena--But, by the way, there is a limit +even to her. There is a legend about her; they say that she was once +sane, and had two sons, who went as Volunteers in '59, and were killed +at Solferino, and ever since then she has sallied forth, every day, +winter or summer, in her best clothes, to meet the young fellows at the +Station. May be. To my mind it doesn't matter much whether the story +be true or false; it is fitting," and Cecco Bandini set about dusting +some canvases which had attracted the Baroness Fosca's attention. When +Cecchino was helping that lady into her furs, she gave one of her little +brutal smiles, and nodded in the direction of her companion. + +"Madame Krasinska," she said laughing, "is very desirous of possessing +one of your sketches, but she is too polite to ask you the price of it. +That's what comes of our not knowing how to earn a penny for ourselves, +doesn't it, Signor Cecchino?" + +Madame Krasinska blushed, and looked more young, and delicate, and +charming. + +"I did not know whether you would consent to part with one of your +drawings," she said in her silvery, child-like voice,--"it is--this +one--which I should so much have liked to have--... to have ... bought." +Cecchino smiled at the embarrassment which the word "bought" produced in +his exquisite visitor. Poor, charming young creature, he thought; the +only thing she thinks people one knows can sell, is themselves, and +that's called getting married. "You must explain to your friend," said +Cecchino to the Baroness Fosca, as he hunted in a drawer for a piece of +clean paper, "that such rubbish as this is neither bought nor sold; it +is not even possible for a poor devil of a painter to offer it as a gift +to a lady--but,"--and he handed the little roll to Madame Krasinska, +making his very best bow as he did so--"it is possible for a lady +graciously to accept it." + +"Thank you so much," answered Madame Krasinska, slipping the drawing +into her muff; "it is very good of you to give me such a ... such a +very interesting sketch," and she pressed his big, brown fingers in her +little grey-gloved hand. + +"Poor Sora Lena!" exclaimed Cecchino, when there remained of the visit +only a faint perfume of exquisiteness; and he thought of the hideous old +draggle-tailed mad woman, reposing, rolled up in effigy, in the +delicious daintiness of that delicate grey muff. + + +II. + +A fortnight later, the great event was Madame Fosca's fancy ball, to +which the guests were bidden to come in what was described as comic +costume. Some, however, craved leave to appear in their ordinary +apparel, and among these was Cecchino Bandini, who was persuaded, +moreover, that his old-fashioned swallow-tails, which he donned only +at weddings, constituted quite comic costume enough. + +This knowledge did not interfere at all with his enjoyment. There was +even, to his whimsical mind, a certain charm in being in a crowd among +which he knew no one; unnoticed or confused, perhaps, with the waiters, +as he hung about the stairs and strolled through the big palace rooms. +It was as good as wearing an invisible cloak, one saw so much just +because one was not seen; indeed, one was momentarily endowed (it seemed +at least to his fanciful apprehension) with a faculty akin to that of +understanding the talk of birds; and, as he watched and listened he +became aware of innumerable charming little romances, which were +concealed from more notable but less privileged persons. + +Little by little the big white and gold rooms began to fill. The ladies, +who had moved in gorgeous isolation, their skirts displayed as finely as +a peacock's train, became gradually visible only from the waist upwards; +and only the branches of the palm-trees and tree ferns detached +themselves against the shining walls. Instead of wandering among +variegated brocades and iridescent silks and astonishing arrangements of +feathers and flowers, Cecchino's eye was forced to a higher level by the +thickening crowd; it was now the constellated sparkle of diamonds on +neck and head which dazzled him, and the strange, unaccustomed splendour +of white arms and shoulders. And, as the room filled, the invisible +cloak was also drawn closer round our friend Cecchino, and the +extraordinary faculty of perceiving romantic and delicious secrets in +other folk's bosoms became more and more developed. They seemed to him +like exquisite children, these creatures rustling about in fantastic +dresses, powdered shepherds and shepherdesses with diamonds spirting +fire among their ribbons and top-knots; Japanese and Chinese embroidered +with sprays of flowers; mediaeval and antique beings, and beings hidden +in the plumage of birds, or the petals of flowers; children, but +children somehow matured, transfigured by the touch of luxury and +good-breeding, children full of courtesy and kindness. There were, of +course, a few costumes which might have been better conceived or better +carried out, or better--not to say best--omitted altogether. One grew +bored, after a little while, with people dressed as marionettes, +champagne bottles, sticks of sealing-wax, or captive balloons; a young +man arrayed as a female ballet dancer, and another got up as a wet +nurse, with baby _obligato_ might certainly have been dispensed with. +Also, Cecchino could not help wincing a little at the daughter of the +house being mummed and painted to represent her own grandmother, a +respectable old lady whose picture hung in the dining-room, and whose +spectacles he had frequently picked up in his boyhood. But these were +mere trifling details. And, as a whole, it was beautiful, fantastic. +So Cecchino moved backward and forward, invisible in his shabby black +suit, and borne hither and thither by the well-bred pressure of the +many-coloured crowd; pleasantly blinded by the innumerable lights, +the sparkle of chandelier pendants, and the shooting flames of jewels; +gently deafened by the confused murmur of innumerable voices, of +crackling stuffs and soughing fans, of distant dance music; and inhaling +the vague fragrance which seemed less the decoction of cunning perfumers +than the exquisite and expressive emanation of this exquisite bloom of +personality. Certainly, he said to himself, there is no pleasure so +delicious as seeing people amusing themselves with refinement: there is +a transfiguring magic, almost a moralising power, in wealth and elegance +and good-breeding. + +He was making this reflection, and watching between two dances, a tiny +fluff of down sailing through the warm draught across the empty space, +the sort of whirlpool of the ball-room--when a little burst of voices +came from the entrance saloon. The multi-coloured costumes fluttered +like butterflies toward a given spot, there was a little heaping +together of brilliant colours and flashing jewels. There was much +craning of delicate, fluffy young necks and heads, and shuffle on +tiptoe, and the crowd fell automatically aside. A little gangway was +cleared; and there walked into the middle of the white and gold +drawing-room, a lumbering, hideous figure, with reddish, vacant face, +sunk in an immense, tarnished satin bonnet; and draggled, faded, lilac +silk skirts spread over a vast dislocated crinoline. The feet dabbed +along in the broken prunella boots; the mangy rabbit-skin muff bobbed +loosely with the shambling gait; and then, under the big chandelier, +there came a sudden pause, and the thing looked slowly round, a gaping, +mooning, blear-eyed stare. + +It was the Sora Lena. + +There was a perfect storm of applause. + + +III. + +Cecchino Bandini did not slacken his pace till he found himself, with +his thin overcoat and opera hat all drenched, among the gas reflections +and puddles before his studio door; that shout of applause and that +burst of clapping pursuing him down the stairs of the palace and +all through the rainy streets. There were a few embers in his stove; +he threw a faggot on them, lit a cigarette, and proceeded to make +reflections, the wet opera hat still on his head. He had been a fool, a +savage. He had behaved like a child, rushing past his hostess with that +ridiculous speech in answer to her inquiries: "I am running away because +bad luck has entered your house." + +Why had he not guessed it at once? What on earth else could she have +wanted his sketch for? + +He determined to forget the matter, and, as he imagined, he forgot it. +Only, when the next day's evening paper displayed two columns describing +Madame Fosca's ball, and more particularly "that mask," as the reporter +had it, "which among so many which were graceful and ingenious, bore off +in triumph the palm for witty novelty," he threw the paper down and gave +it a kick towards the wood-box. But he felt ashamed of himself, picked +it up, smoothed it out and read it all--foreign news and home news, and +even the description of Madame Fosca's masked ball, conscientiously +through. Last of all he perused, with dogged resolution, the column of +petty casualties: a boy bit in the calf by a dog who was not mad; the +frustrated burgling of a baker's shop; even to the bunches of keys and +the umbrella and two cigar-cases picked up by the police, and consigned +to the appropriate municipal limbo; until he came to the following +lines: "This morning the _Guardians of Public Safety_, having been +called by the neighbouring inhabitants, penetrated into a room on the +top floor of a house situate in the Little Street of the Gravedigger +(Viccolo del Beccamorto), and discovered, hanging from a rafter, the +dead body of Maddalena X. Y. Z. The deceased had long been noted +throughout Florence for her eccentric habits and apparel." The paragraph +was headed, in somewhat larger type: "Suicide of a female lunatic." + +Cecchino's cigarette had gone out, but he continued blowing at it all +the same. He could see in his mind's eye a tall, slender figure, draped +in silvery plush and silvery furs, standing by the side of an open +portfolio, and holding a drawing in her tiny hand, with the slender, +solitary gold bangle over the grey glove. + + +IV. + +Madame Krasinska was in a very bad humour. The old Chanoiness, her +late husband's aunt, noticed it; her guests noticed it; her maid noticed +it: and she noticed it herself. For, of all human beings, Madame +Krasinska--Netta, as smart folk familiarly called her--was the least +subject to bad humour. She was as uniformly cheerful as birds are +supposed to be, and she certainly had none of the causes for anxiety or +sorrow which even the most proverbial bird must occasionally have. She +had always had money, health, good looks; and people had always told +her--in New York, in London, in Paris, Rome, and St. Petersburg--from +her very earliest childhood, that her one business in life was to amuse +herself. The old gentleman whom she had simply and cheerfully accepted +as a husband, because he had given her quantities of bonbons, and was +going to give her quantities of diamonds, had been kind, and had been +kindest of all in dying of sudden bronchitis when away for a month, +leaving his young widow with an affectionately indifferent recollection +of him, no remorse of any kind, and a great deal of money, not to speak +of the excellent Chanoiness, who constituted an invaluable chaperon. +And, since his happy demise, no cloud had disturbed the cheerful life +or feelings of Madame Krasinska. Other women, she knew, had innumerable +subjects of wretchedness; or if they had none, they were wretched from +the want of them. Some had children who made them unhappy, others were +unhappy for lack of children, and similarly as to lovers; but she had +never had a child and never had a lover, and never experienced the +smallest desire for either. Other women suffered from sleeplessness, or +from sleepiness, and took morphia or abstained from morphia with equal +inconvenience; other women also grew weary of amusement. But Madame +Krasinska always slept beautifully, and always stayed awake cheerfully; +and Madame Krasinska was never tired of amusing herself. Perhaps it was +all this which culminated in the fact that Madame Krasinska had never in +all her life envied or disliked anybody; and that no one, apparently, +had ever envied or disliked her. She did not wish to outshine or +supplant any one; she did not want to be richer, younger, more +beautiful, or more adored than they. She only wanted to amuse herself, +and she succeeded in so doing. + +This particular day--the day after Madame Fosca's ball--Madame Krasinska +was not amusing herself. She was not at all tired: she never was; +besides, she had remained in bed till mid-day: neither was she unwell, +for that also she never was; nor had anyone done the slightest thing +to vex her. But there it was. She was not amusing herself at all. She +could not tell why; and she could not tell why, also, she was vaguely +miserable. When the first batch of afternoon callers had taken leave, +and the following batches had been sent away from the door, she threw +down her volume of Gyp, and walked to the window. It was raining: a +thin, continuous spring drizzle. Only a few cabs, with wet, shining +backs, an occasional lumbering omnibus or cart, passed by with wheezing, +straining, downcast horses. In one or two shops a light was appearing, +looking tiny, blear, and absurd in the gray afternoon. Madame Krasinska +looked out for a few minutes; then, suddenly turning round, she brushed +past the big palms and azaleas, and rang the bell. + +"Order the brougham at once," she said. + +She could by no means have explained what earthly reason had impelled +her to go out. When the footman had inquired for orders she felt at +a loss: certainly she did not want to go to see anyone, nor to buy +anything, nor to inquire about anything. + +What _did_ she want? Madame Krasinska was not in the habit of driving +out in the rain for her pleasure; still less to drive out without +knowing whither. What did she want? She sat muffled in her furs, looking +out on the wet, grey streets as the brougham rolled aimlessly along. She +wanted--she wanted--she couldn't tell what. But she wanted it very much. +That much she knew very well--she wanted. The rain, the wet streets, the +muddy crossings--oh, how dismal they were! and still she wished to go +on. + +Instinctively, her polite coachman made for the politer streets, for the +polite Lung' Arno. The river quay was deserted, and a warm, wet wind +swept lazily along its muddy flags. Madame Krasinska let down the glass. +How dreary! The foundry, on the other side, let fly a few red sparks +from its tall chimney into the grey sky; the water droned over the weir; +a lamp-lighter hurried along. + +Madame Krasinska pulled the check-string. + +"I want to walk," she said. + +The polite footman followed behind along the messy flags, muddy and full +of pools; the brougham followed behind him. Madame Krasinska was not at +all in the habit of walking on the embankment, still less walking in the +rain. + +After some minutes she got in again, and bade the carriage drive home. +When she got into the lit streets she again pulled the check-string and +ordered the brougham to proceed at a foot's pace. At a certain spot she +remembered something, and bade the coachman draw up before a shop. It +was the big chemist's. + +"What does the Signora Contessa command?" and the footman raised his hat +over his ear. Somehow she had forgotten. "Oh," she answered, "wait a +minute. Now I remember, it's the next shop, the florist's. Tell them to +send fresh azaleas to-morrow and fetch away the old ones." + +Now the azaleas had been changed only that morning. But the polite +footman obeyed. And Madame Krasinska remained for a minute, nestled in +her fur rug, looking on to the wet, yellow, lit pavement, and into the +big chemist's window. There were the red, heart-shaped chest protectors, +the frictioning gloves, the bath towels, all hanging in their place. +Then boxes of eau-de-Cologne, lots of bottles of all sizes, and boxes, +large and small, and variosities of indescribable nature and use, and +the great glass jars, yellow, blue, green, and ruby red, with a spark +from the gas lamp behind in their heart. She stared at it all, very +intently, and without a notion about any of these objects. Only she knew +that the glass jars were uncommonly bright, and that each had a ruby, or +topaz, or emerald of gigantic size, in its heart. The footman returned. + +"Drive home," ordered Madame Krasinska. As her maid was taking her out +of her dress, a thought--the first since so long--flashed across her +mind, at the sight of certain skirts, and an uncouth cardboard mask, +lying in a corner of her dressing-room. How odd that she had not seen +the Sora Lena that evening.... She used always to be walking in the lit +streets at that hour. + + +V. + +The next morning Madame Krasinska woke up quite cheerful and happy. But +she began, nevertheless, to suffer, ever since the day after the Fosca +ball, from the return of that quite unprecedented and inexplicable +depression. Her days became streaked, as it were, with moments during +which it was quite impossible to amuse herself; and these moments grew +gradually into hours. People bored her for no accountable reason, and +things which she had expected as pleasures brought with them a sense of +vague or more distinct wretchedness. Thus she would find herself in the +midst of a ball or dinner-party, invaded suddenly by a confused sadness +or boding of evil, she did not know which. And once, when a box of new +clothes had arrived from Paris, she was overcome, while putting on one +of the frocks, with such a fit of tears that she had to be put to bed +instead of going to the Tornabuoni's party. + +Of course, people began to notice this change; indeed, Madame Krasinska +had ingenuously complained of the strange alteration in herself. Some +persons suggested that she might be suffering from slow blood-poisoning, +and urged an inquiry into the state of the drains. Others recommended +arsenic, morphia, or antipyrine. One kind friend brought her a box of +peculiar cigarettes; another forwarded a parcel of still more peculiar +novels; most people had some pet doctor to cry up to the skies; and one +or two suggested her changing her confessor; not to mention an attempt +being made to mesmerise her into cheerfulness. + +When her back was turned, meanwhile, all the kind friends discussed the +probability of an unhappy love affair, loss of money on the Stock +Exchange, and similar other explanations. And while one devoted lady +tried to worm out of her the name of her unfaithful lover and of the +rival for whom he had forsaken her, another assured her that she was +suffering from a lack of personal affections. It was a fine opportunity +for the display of pietism, materialism, idealism, realism, psychological +lore, and esoteric theosophy. + +Oddly enough, all this zeal about herself did not worry Madame +Krasinska, as she would certainly have expected it to worry any other +woman. She took a little of each of the tonic or soporific drugs; and +read a little of each of those sickly sentimental, brutal, or politely +improper novels. She also let herself be accompanied to various doctors; +and she got up early in the morning and stood for an hour on a chair +in a crowd in order to benefit by the preaching of the famous Father +Agostino. She was quite patient even with the friends who condoled about +the lover or absence of such. For all these things became, more and +more, completely indifferent to Madame Krasinska--unrealities which had +no weight in the presence of the painful reality. + +This reality was that she was rapidly losing all power of amusing +herself, and that when she did occasionally amuse herself she had to pay +for what she called this _good time_ by an increase of listlessness and +melancholy. + +It was not melancholy or listlessness such as other women complained of. +They seemed, in their fits of blues, to feel that the world around them +had got all wrong, or at least was going out of its way to annoy them. +But Madame Krasinska saw the world quite plainly, proceeding in the +usual manner, and being quite as good a world as before. It was she +who was all wrong. It was, in the literal sense of the words, what +she supposed people might mean when they said that So-and-so was _not +himself_; only that So-and-so, on examination, appeared to be very much +himself--only himself in a worse temper than usual. Whereas she... Why, +in her case, she really did not seem to be herself any longer. Once, at +a grand dinner, she suddenly ceased eating and talking to her neighbour, +and surprised herself wondering who the people all were and what they +had come for. Her mind would become, every now and then, a blank; a +blank at least full of vague images, misty and muddled, which she was +unable to grasp, but of which she knew that they were painful, weighing +on her as a heavy load must weigh on the head or back. Something had +happened, or was going to happen, she could not remember which, but she +burst into tears none the less. In the midst of such a state of things, +if visitors or a servant entered, she would ask sometimes who they were. +Once a man came to call, during one of these fits; by an effort she was +able to receive him and answer his small talk more or less at random, +feeling the whole time as if someone else were speaking in her place. +The visitor at length rose to depart, and they both stood for a moment +in the midst of the drawing-room. + +"This is a very pretty house; it must belong to some rich person. Do you +know to whom it belongs?" suddenly remarked Madame Krasinska, looking +slowly round her at the furniture, the pictures, statuettes, nicknacks, +the screens and plants. "Do you know to whom it belongs?" she repeated. + +"It belongs to the most charming lady in Florence," stammered out the +visitor politely, and fled. + +"My darling Netta," exclaimed the Chanoiness from where she was seated +crocheting benevolently futile garments by the fire; "you should not +joke in that way. That poor young man was placed in a painful, in a very +painful position by your nonsense." + +Madame Krasinska leaned her arms on a screen, and stared her respectable +relation long in the face. + +"You seem a kind woman," she said at length. "You are old, but then you +aren't poor, and they don't call you a mad woman. That makes all the +difference." + +Then she set to singing--drumming out the tune on the screen--the +soldier song of '59, _Addio, mia bella, addio_. + +"Netta!" cried the Chanoiness, dropping one ball of worsted after +another. "Netta!" + +But Madame Krasinska passed her hand over her brow and heaved a great +sigh. Then she took a cigarette off a cloisonne tray, dipped a spill in +the fire and remarked, + +"Would you like to have the brougham to go to see your friend at +the Sacre Coeur, Aunt Therese? I have promised to wait in for Molly +Wolkonsky and Bice Forteguerra. We are going to dine at _Doney's_ with +young Pomfret." + + +VI. + +Madame Krasinska had repeated her evening drives in the rain. Indeed +she began also to walk about regardless of weather. Her maid asked her +whether she had been ordered exercise by the doctor, and she answered +yes. But why she should not walk in the Cascine or along the Lung' Arno, +and why she should always choose the muddiest thoroughfares, the maid +did not inquire. As it was, Madame Krasinska never showed any repugnance +or seemly contrition for the state of draggle in which she used to +return home; sometimes when the woman was unbuttoning her boots, she +would remain in contemplation of their muddiness, murmuring things which +Jefferies could not understand. The servants, indeed, declared that the +Countess must have gone out of her mind. The footman related that she +used to stop the brougham, get out and look into the lit shops, and that +he had to stand behind, in order to prevent lady-killing youths of a +caddish description from whispering expressions of admiration in her +ear. And once, he affirmed with horror, she had stopped in front of a +certain cheap eating-house, and looked in at the bundles of asparagus, +at the uncooked chops displayed in the window. And then, added the +footman, she had turned round to him slowly and said, + +"They have good food in there." + +And meanwhile, Madame Krasinska went to dinners and parties, and gave +them, and organised picnics, as much as was decently possible in Lent, +and indeed a great deal more. + +She no longer complained of the blues; she assured everyone that she +had completely got rid of them, that she had never been in such spirits +in all her life. She said it so often, and in so excited a way, that +judicious people declared that now that lover must really have jilted +her, or gambling on the Stock Exchange have brought her to the verge of +ruin. + +Nay, Madame Krasinska's spirits became so obstreperous as to change her +in sundry ways. Although living in the fastest set, Madame Krasinska had +never been a fast woman. There was something childlike in her nature +which made her modest and decorous. She had never learned to talk slang, +or to take up vulgar attitudes, or to tell impossible stories; and she +had never lost a silly habit of blushing at expressions and anecdotes +which she did not reprove other women for using and relating. Her +amusements had never been flavoured with that spice of impropriety, of +curiosity of evil, which was common in her set. She liked putting on +pretty frocks, arranging pretty furniture, driving in well got up +carriages, eating good dinners, laughing a great deal, and dancing a +great deal, and that was all. + +But now Madame Krasinska suddenly altered. She became, all of a sudden, +anxious for those exotic sensations which honest women may get by +studying the ways, and frequenting the haunts, of women by no means +honest. She made up parties to go to the low theatres and music-halls; +she proposed dressing up and going, in company with sundry adventurous +spirits, for evening strolls in the more dubious portions of the town. +Moreover, she, who had never touched a card, began to gamble for large +sums, and to surprise people by producing a folded green roulette cloth +and miniature roulette rakes out of her pocket. And she became so +outrageously conspicuous in her flirtations (she who had never flirted +before), and so outrageously loud in her manners and remarks, that her +good friends began to venture a little remonstrance.... + +But remonstrance was all in vain; and she would toss her head and laugh +cynically, and answer in a brazen, jarring voice. + +For Madame Krasinska felt that she must live, live noisily, live +scandalously, live her own life of wealth and dissipation, because ... + +She used to wake up at night with the horror of that suspicion. And in +the middle of the day, pull at her clothes, tear down her hair, and rush +to the mirror and stare at herself, and look for every feature, and +clutch for every end of silk, or bit of lace, or wisp of hair, which +proved that she was really herself. For gradually, slowly, she had come +to understand that she was herself no longer. + +Herself--well, yes, of course she was herself. Was it not herself who +rushed about in such a riot of amusement; herself whose flushed cheeks +and over-bright eyes, and cynically flaunted neck and bosom she saw +in the glass, whose mocking loud voice and shrill laugh she listened +to? Besides, did not her servants, her visitors, know her as Netta +Krasinska; and did she not know how to wear her clothes, dance, make +jokes, and encourage men, afterwards to discourage them? This, she often +said to herself, as she lay awake the long nights, as she sat out the +longer nights gambling and chaffing, distinctly proved that she really +was herself. And she repeated it all mentally when she returned, muddy, +worn out, and as awakened from a ghastly dream, after one of her long +rambles through the streets, her daily walks towards the station. + +But still.... What of those strange forebodings of evil, those muddled +fears of some dreadful calamity ... something which had happened, or was +going to happen ... poverty, starvation, death--whose death, her own? or +someone else's? That knowledge that it was all, all over; that blinding, +felling blow which used every now and then to crush her.... Yes, she had +felt that first at the railway station. At the station? but what had +happened at the station? Or was it going to happen still? Since to the +station her feet seemed unconsciously to carry her every day. What was +it all? Ah! she knew. There was a woman, an old woman, walking to the +station to meet.... Yes, to meet a regiment on its way back. They came +back, those soldiers, among a mob yelling triumph. She remembered the +illuminations, the red, green, and white lanterns, and those garlands +all over the waiting-rooms. And quantities of flags. The bands played. +So gaily! They played Garibaldi's hymn, and _Addio, Mia Bella_. Those +pieces always made her cry now. The station was crammed, and all the +boys, in tattered, soiled uniforms, rushed into the arms of parents, +wives, friends. Then there was like a blinding light, a crash.... An +officer led the old woman gently out of the place, mopping his eyes. And +she, of all the crowd, was the only one to go home alone. Had it really +all happened? and to whom? Had it really happened to her, had her +boys.... But Madame Krasinska had never had any boys. + +It was dreadful how much it rained in Florence; and stuff boots do wear +out so quick in mud. There was such a lot of mud on the way to the +station; but of course it was necessary to go to the station in order to +meet the train from Lombardy--the boys must be met. + +There was a place on the other side of the river where you went in and +handed your watch and your brooch over the counter, and they gave you +some money and a paper. Once the paper got lost. Then there was a +mattress, too. But there was a kind man--a man who sold hardware--who +went and fetched it back. It was dreadfully cold in winter, but the +worst was the rain. And having no watch one was afraid of being late +for that train, and had to dawdle so long in the muddy streets. Of +course one could look in at the pretty shops. But the little boys were +so rude. Oh, no, no, not that--anything rather than be shut up in an +hospital. The poor old woman did no one any harm--why shut her up? + +"_Faites votre jeu, messieurs_," cried Madame Krasinska, raking up the +counters with the little rake she had had made of tortoise-shell, with a +gold dragon's head for a handle--"_Rien ne va plus--vingt-trois--Rouge, +impair et manque_." + + +VII. + +How did she come to know about this woman? She had never been inside +that house over the tobacconist's, up three pairs of stairs to the left; +and yet she knew exactly the pattern of the wall-paper. It was green, +with a pinkish trellis-work, in the grand sitting-room, the one which +was opened only on Sunday evenings, when the friends used to drop in and +discuss the news, and have a game of _tresette_. You passed through the +dining-room to get through it. The dining-room had no window, and was +lit from a skylight; there was always a little smell of dinner in it, +but that was appetising. The boys' rooms were to the back. There was +a plaster Joan of Arc in the hall, close to the clothes-peg. She was +painted to look like silver, and one of the boys had broken her arm, +so that it looked like a gas-pipe. It was Momino who had done it, +jumping on to the table when they were playing. Momino was always the +scapegrace; he wore out so many pairs of trousers at the knees, but he +was so warm-hearted! and after all, he had got all the prizes at school, +and they all said he would be a first-rate engineer. Those dear boys! +They never cost their mother a farthing, once they were sixteen; and +Momino bought her a big, beautiful muff out of his own earnings as a +pupil-teacher. Here it is! Such a comfort in the cold weather, you can't +think, especially when gloves are too dear. Yes, it is rabbit-skin, but +it is made to look like ermine, quite a handsome article. Assunta, the +maid of all work, never would clean out that kitchen of hers--servants +are such sluts! and she tore the moreen sofa-cover, too, against a nail +in the wall. She ought to have seen that nail! But one mustn't be too +hard on a poor creature, who is an orphan into the bargain. Oh, God! oh, +God! and they lie in the big trench at San Martino, without even a cross +over them, or a bit of wood with their name. But the white coats of the +Austrians were soaked red, I warrant you! And the new dye they call +magenta is made of pipe-clay--the pipe-clay the dogs clean their white +coats with--and the blood of Austrians. It's a grand dye, I tell you! + +Lord, Lord, how wet the poor old woman's feet are! And no fire to warm +them by. The best is to go to bed when one can't dry one's clothes; and +it saves lamp-oil. That was very good oil the parish priest made her a +present of ... Ai, ai, how one's bones ache on the mere boards, even +with a blanket over them! That good, good mattress at the pawn-shop! +It's nonsense about the Italians having been beaten. The Austrians were +beaten into bits, made cats'-meat of; and the volunteers are returning +to-morrow. Temistocle and Momino--Momino is Girolamo, you know--will be +back to-morrow; their rooms have been cleaned, and they shall have a +flask of real Montepulciano.... The big bottles in the chemist's window +are very beautiful, particularly the green one. The shop where they sell +gloves and scarfs is also very pretty; but the English chemist's is the +prettiest, because of those bottles. But they say the contents of them +is all rubbish, and no real medicine.... Don't speak of San Bonifazio! +I have seen it. It is where they keep the mad folk and the wretched, +dirty, wicked, wicked old women.... There was a handsome book bound +in red, with gold edges, on the best sitting-room table; the Aeneid, +translated by Caro. It was one of Temistocle's prizes. And that +Berlin-wool cushion ... yes, the little dog with the cherries looked +quite real.... + +"I have been thinking I should like to go to Sicily, to see Etna, and +Palermo, and all those places," said Madame Krasinska, leaning on the +balcony by the side of Prince Mongibello, smoking her fifth or sixth +cigarette. + +She could see the hateful hooked nose, like a nasty hawk's beak, over +the big black beard, and the creature's leering, languishing black eyes, +as he looked up into the twilight. She knew quite well what sort of man +Mongibello was. No woman could approach him, or allow him to approach +her; and there she was on that balcony alone with him in the dark, far +from the rest of the party, who were dancing and talking within. And to +talk of Sicily to him, who was a Sicilian too! But that was what she +wanted--a scandal, a horror, anything that might deaden those thoughts +which would go on inside her.... The thought of that strange, lofty +whitewashed place, which she had never seen, but which she knew so well, +with an altar in the middle, and rows and rows of beds, each with its +set-out of bottles and baskets, and horrid slobbering and gibbering old +women. Oh ... she could hear them! + +"I should like to go to Sicily," she said in a tone that was now common +to her, adding slowly and with emphasis, "but I should like to have +someone to show me all the sights...." + +"Countess," and the black beard of the creature bent over her--close to +her neck--"how strange--I also feel a great longing to see Sicily once +more, but not alone--those lovely, lonely valleys...." + +Ah!--there was one of the creatures who had sat up in her bed and was +singing, singing "Casta Diva!" "No, not alone"--she went on hurriedly, +a sort of fury of satisfaction, of the satisfaction of destroying +something, destroying her own fame, her own life, filling her as she +felt the man's hand on her arm--"not alone, Prince--with someone to +explain things--someone who knows all about it--and in this lovely +spring weather. You see, I am a bad traveller--and I am afraid ... of +being alone...." The last words came out of her throat loud, hoarse, and +yet cracked and shrill--and just as the Prince's arm was going to clasp +her, she rushed wildly into the room, exclaiming-- + +"Ah, I am she--I am she--I am mad!" + +For in that sudden voice, so different from her own, Madame Krasinska +had recognised the voice that should have issued from the cardboard mask +she had once worn, the voice of Sora Lena. + + +VIII. + +Yes, Cecchino certainly recognised her now. Strolling about in that +damp May twilight among the old, tortuous streets, he had mechanically +watched the big black horses draw up at the posts which closed that +labyrinth of black, narrow alleys; the servant in his white waterproof +opened the door, and the tall, slender woman got out and walked quickly +along. And mechanically, in his wool-gathering way, he had followed the +lady, enjoying the charming note of delicate pink and grey which her +little frock made against those black houses, and under that wet, grey +sky, streaked pink with the sunset. She walked quickly along, quite +alone, having left the footman with the carriage at the entrance of that +condemned old heart of Florence; and she took no notice of the stares +and words of the boys playing in the gutters, the pedlars housing their +barrows under the black archways, and the women leaning out of window. +Yes; there was no doubt. It had struck him suddenly as he watched her +pass under a double arch and into a kind of large court, not unlike that +of a castle, between the frowning tall houses of the old Jews' quarter; +houses escutcheoned and stanchioned, once the abode of Ghibelline +nobles, now given over to rag-pickers, scavengers and unspeakable +trades. + +As soon as he recognised her he stopped, and was about to turn: what +business has a man following a lady, prying into her doings when she +goes out at twilight, with carriage and footman left several streets +back, quite alone through unlikely streets? And Cecchino, who by this +time was on the point of returning to the Maremma, and had come to the +conclusion that civilisation was a boring and loathsome thing, reflected +upon the errands which French novels described ladies as performing, +when they left their carriage and footman round the corner.... But the +thought was disgraceful to Cecchino, and unjust to this lady--no, no! +And at this moment he stopped, for the lady had stopped a few paces +before him, and was staring fixedly into the grey evening sky. There +was something strange in that stare; it was not that of a woman who is +hiding disgraceful proceedings. And in staring round she must have +seen him; yet she stood still, like one wrapped in wild thoughts. Then +suddenly she passed under the next archway, and disappeared in the dark +passage of a house. Somehow Cecco Bandini could not make up his mind, as +he ought to have done long ago, to turn back. He slowly passed through +the oozy, ill-smelling archway, and stood before that house. It was +very tall, narrow, and black as ink, with a jagged roof against the +wet, pinkish sky. From the iron hook, made to hold brocades and Persian +carpets on gala days of old, fluttered some rags, obscene and ill-omened +in the wind. Many of the window panes were broken. It was evidently one +of the houses which the municipality had condemned to destruction for +sanitary reasons, and whence the inmates were gradually being evicted. + +"That's a house they're going to pull down, isn't it?" he inquired in a +casual tone of the man at the corner, who kept a sort of cookshop, where +chestnut pudding and boiled beans steamed on a brazier in a den. Then +his eye caught a half-effaced name close to the lamp-post, "Little +Street of the Grave-digger." "Ah," he added quickly, "this is the street +where old Sora Lena committed suicide--and--is--is that the house?" + +Then, trying to extricate some reasonable idea out of the extraordinary +tangle of absurdities which had all of a sudden filled his mind, he +fumbled in his pocket for a silver coin, and said hurriedly to the man +with the cooking brazier, + +"See here, that house, I'm sure, isn't well inhabited. That lady has +gone there for a charity--but--but one doesn't know that she mayn't +be annoyed in there. Here's fifty centimes for your trouble. If that +lady doesn't come out again in three-quarters of an hour--there! it's +striking seven--just you go round to the stone posts--you'll find her +carriage there--black horses and grey liveries--and tell the footman to +run upstairs to his mistress--understand?" And Cecchino Bandini fled, +overwhelmed at the thought of the indiscretion he was committing, but +seeing, as he turned round, those rags waving an ominous salute from the +black, gaunt house with its irregular roof against the wet, twilight +sky. + + +IX. + +Madame Krasinska hurried though the long black corridor, with its +slippery bricks and typhoid smell, and went slowly but resolutely up +the black staircase. Its steps, constructed perhaps in the days of +Dante's grandfather, when a horn buckle and leathern belt formed the +only ornaments of Florentine dames, were extraordinarily high, and worn +off at the edges by innumerable generations of successive nobles and +paupers. And as it twisted sharply on itself, the staircase was lighted +at rare intervals by barred windows, overlooking alternately the black +square outside, with its jags of overhanging roof, and a black yard, +where a broken well was surrounded by a heap of half-sorted chickens' +feathers and unpicked rags. On the first landing was an open door, +partly screened by a line of drying tattered clothes; and whence +issued shrill sounds of altercation and snatches of tipsy song. Madame +Krasinska passed on heedless of it all, the front of her delicate frock +brushing the unseen filth of those black steps, in whose crypt-like +cold and gloom there was an ever-growing breath of charnel. Higher and +higher, flight after flight, steps and steps. Nor did she look to the +right or to the left, nor ever stop to take breath, but climbed upward, +slowly, steadily. At length she reached the topmost landing, on to which +fell a flickering beam of the setting sun. It issued from a room, whose +door was standing wide open. Madame Krasinska entered. The room was +completely empty, and comparatively light. There was no furniture in it, +except a chair, pushed into a dark corner, and an empty bird-cage at the +window. The panes were broken, and here and there had been mended with +paper. Paper also hung, in blackened rags, upon the walls. + +Madame Krasinska walked to the window and looked out over the +neighbouring roofs, to where the bell in an old black belfry swung +tolling the Ave Maria. There was a porticoed gallery on the top of a +house some way off; it had a few plants growing in pipkins, and a drying +line. She knew it all so well. + +On the window-sill was a cracked basin, in which stood a dead basil +plant, dry, grey. She looked at it some time, moving the hardened earth +with her fingers. Then she turned to the empty bird-cage. Poor solitary +starling! how he had whistled to the poor old woman! Then she began to +cry. + +But after a few moments she roused herself. Mechanically, she went to +the door and closed it carefully. Then she went straight to the dark +corner, where she knew that the staved-in straw chair stood. She dragged +it into the middle of the room, where the hook was in the big rafter. +She stood on the chair, and measured the height of the ceiling. It was +so low that she could graze it with the palm of her hand. She took off +her gloves, and then her bonnet--it was in the way of the hook. Then +she unclasped her girdle, one of those narrow Russian ribbons of silver +woven stuff, studded with niello. She buckled one end firmly to the big +hook. Then she unwound the strip of muslin from under her collar. She +was standing on the broken chair, just under the rafter. "Pater noster +qui es in caelis," she mumbled, as she still childishly did when putting +her head on the pillow every night. + +The door creaked and opened slowly. The big, hulking woman, with the +vague, red face and blear stare, and the rabbit-skin muff, bobbing on +her huge crinolined skirts, shambled slowly into the room. It was the +Sora Lena. + + +X. + +When the man from the cook-shop under the archway and the footman +entered the room, it was pitch dark. Madame Krasinska was lying in the +middle of the floor, by the side of an overturned chair, and under a +hook in the rafter whence hung her Russian girdle. 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