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diff --git a/3431.txt b/3431.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..a9e1036 --- /dev/null +++ b/3431.txt @@ -0,0 +1,12853 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Gadfly, by E. L. Voynich + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Gadfly + +Author: E. L. Voynich + +Posting Date: February 1, 2009 [EBook #3431] +Release Date: September, 2002 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE GADFLY *** + + + + +Produced by Judy Boss + + + + + +THE GADFLY + +By E. L. Voynich + + +"What have we to do with Thee, Thou Jesus of Nazareth?" + + + +AUTHOR'S PREFACE. + + + MY most cordial thanks are due to the many + persons who helped me to collect, in Italy, the + materials for this story. I am especially indebted + to the officials of the Marucelliana Library of + Florence, and of the State Archives and Civic + Museum of Bologna, for their courtesy and + kindness. + + + + + +THE GADFLY + + + + +PART I. + + + +CHAPTER I. + +Arthur sat in the library of the theological seminary at Pisa, looking +through a pile of manuscript sermons. It was a hot evening in June, and +the windows stood wide open, with the shutters half closed for coolness. +The Father Director, Canon Montanelli, paused a moment in his writing to +glance lovingly at the black head bent over the papers. + +"Can't you find it, carino? Never mind; I must rewrite the passage. +Possibly it has got torn up, and I have kept you all this time for +nothing." + +Montanelli's voice was rather low, but full and resonant, with a silvery +purity of tone that gave to his speech a peculiar charm. It was the +voice of a born orator, rich in possible modulations. When he spoke to +Arthur its note was always that of a caress. + +"No, Padre, I must find it; I'm sure you put it here. You will never +make it the same by rewriting." + +Montanelli went on with his work. A sleepy cockchafer hummed drowsily +outside the window, and the long, melancholy call of a fruitseller +echoed down the street: "Fragola! fragola!" + +"'On the Healing of the Leper'; here it is." Arthur came across the room +with the velvet tread that always exasperated the good folk at home. +He was a slender little creature, more like an Italian in a +sixteenth-century portrait than a middle-class English lad of the +thirties. From the long eyebrows and sensitive mouth to the small hands +and feet, everything about him was too much chiseled, overdelicate. +Sitting still, he might have been taken for a very pretty girl +masquerading in male attire; but when he moved, his lithe agility +suggested a tame panther without the claws. + +"Is that really it? What should I do without you, Arthur? I should +always be losing my things. No, I am not going to write any more now. +Come out into the garden, and I will help you with your work. What is +the bit you couldn't understand?" + +They went out into the still, shadowy cloister garden. The seminary +occupied the buildings of an old Dominican monastery, and two hundred +years ago the square courtyard had been stiff and trim, and the rosemary +and lavender had grown in close-cut bushes between the straight box +edgings. Now the white-robed monks who had tended them were laid away +and forgotten; but the scented herbs flowered still in the gracious +mid-summer evening, though no man gathered their blossoms for simples +any more. Tufts of wild parsley and columbine filled the cracks between +the flagged footways, and the well in the middle of the courtyard was +given up to ferns and matted stone-crop. The roses had run wild, and +their straggling suckers trailed across the paths; in the box borders +flared great red poppies; tall foxgloves drooped above the tangled +grasses; and the old vine, untrained and barren of fruit, swayed from +the branches of the neglected medlar-tree, shaking a leafy head with +slow and sad persistence. + +In one corner stood a huge summer-flowering magnolia, a tower of dark +foliage, splashed here and there with milk-white blossoms. A rough +wooden bench had been placed against the trunk; and on this Montanelli +sat down. Arthur was studying philosophy at the university; and, +coming to a difficulty with a book, had applied to "the Padre" for an +explanation of the point. Montanelli was a universal encyclopaedia to +him, though he had never been a pupil of the seminary. + +"I had better go now," he said when the passage had been cleared up; +"unless you want me for anything." + +"I don't want to work any more, but I should like you to stay a bit if +you have time." + +"Oh, yes!" He leaned back against the tree-trunk and looked up through +the dusky branches at the first faint stars glimmering in a quiet +sky. The dreamy, mystical eyes, deep blue under black lashes, were an +inheritance from his Cornish mother, and Montanelli turned his head +away, that he might not see them. + +"You are looking tired, carino," he said. + +"I can't help it." There was a weary sound in Arthur's voice, and the +Padre noticed it at once. + +"You should not have gone up to college so soon; you were tired out with +sick-nursing and being up at night. I ought to have insisted on your +taking a thorough rest before you left Leghorn." + +"Oh, Padre, what's the use of that? I couldn't stop in that miserable +house after mother died. Julia would have driven me mad!" + +Julia was his eldest step-brother's wife, and a thorn in his side. + +"I should not have wished you to stay with your relatives," Montanelli +answered gently. "I am sure it would have been the worst possible thing +for you. But I wish you could have accepted the invitation of your +English doctor friend; if you had spent a month in his house you would +have been more fit to study." + +"No, Padre, I shouldn't indeed! The Warrens are very good and kind, but +they don't understand; and then they are sorry for me,--I can see it +in all their faces,--and they would try to console me, and talk about +mother. Gemma wouldn't, of course; she always knew what not to say, even +when we were babies; but the others would. And it isn't only that----" + +"What is it then, my son?" + +Arthur pulled off some blossoms from a drooping foxglove stem and +crushed them nervously in his hand. + +"I can't bear the town," he began after a moment's pause. "There are the +shops where she used to buy me toys when I was a little thing, and the +walk along the shore where I used to take her until she got too ill. +Wherever I go it's the same thing; every market-girl comes up to me +with bunches of flowers--as if I wanted them now! And there's the +church-yard--I had to get away; it made me sick to see the place----" + +He broke off and sat tearing the foxglove bells to pieces. The silence +was so long and deep that he looked up, wondering why the Padre did +not speak. It was growing dark under the branches of the magnolia, and +everything seemed dim and indistinct; but there was light enough to show +the ghastly paleness of Montanelli's face. He was bending his head +down, his right hand tightly clenched upon the edge of the bench. Arthur +looked away with a sense of awe-struck wonder. It was as though he had +stepped unwittingly on to holy ground. + +"My God!" he thought; "how small and selfish I am beside him! If my +trouble were his own he couldn't feel it more." + +Presently Montanelli raised his head and looked round. "I won't press +you to go back there; at all events, just now," he said in his most +caressing tone; "but you must promise me to take a thorough rest when +your vacation begins this summer. I think you had better get a holiday +right away from the neighborhood of Leghorn. I can't have you breaking +down in health." + +"Where shall you go when the seminary closes, Padre?" + +"I shall have to take the pupils into the hills, as usual, and see them +settled there. But by the middle of August the subdirector will be +back from his holiday. I shall try to get up into the Alps for a little +change. Will you come with me? I could take you for some long mountain +rambles, and you would like to study the Alpine mosses and lichens. But +perhaps it would be rather dull for you alone with me?" + +"Padre!" Arthur clasped his hands in what Julia called his +"demonstrative foreign way." "I would give anything on earth to go away +with you. Only--I am not sure----" He stopped. + +"You don't think Mr. Burton would allow it?" + +"He wouldn't like it, of course, but he could hardly interfere. I +am eighteen now and can do what I choose. After all, he's only my +step-brother; I don't see that I owe him obedience. He was always unkind +to mother." + +"But if he seriously objects, I think you had better not defy his +wishes; you may find your position at home made much harder if----" + +"Not a bit harder!" Arthur broke in passionately. "They always did hate +me and always will--it doesn't matter what I do. Besides, how can James +seriously object to my going away with you--with my father confessor?" + +"He is a Protestant, remember. However, you had better write to him, and +we will wait to hear what he thinks. But you must not be impatient, my +son; it matters just as much what you do, whether people hate you or +love you." + +The rebuke was so gently given that Arthur hardly coloured under it. +"Yes, I know," he answered, sighing; "but it is so difficult----" + +"I was sorry you could not come to me on Tuesday evening," Montanelli +said, abruptly introducing a new subject. "The Bishop of Arezzo was +here, and I should have liked you to meet him." + +"I had promised one of the students to go to a meeting at his lodgings, +and they would have been expecting me." + +"What sort of meeting?" + +Arthur seemed embarrassed by the question. "It--it was n-not a r-regular +meeting," he said with a nervous little stammer. "A student had come +from Genoa, and he made a speech to us--a-a sort of--lecture." + +"What did he lecture about?" + +Arthur hesitated. "You won't ask me his name, Padre, will you? Because I +promised----" + +"I will ask you no questions at all, and if you have promised secrecy of +course you must not tell me; but I think you can almost trust me by this +time." + +"Padre, of course I can. He spoke about--us and our duty to the +people--and to--our own selves; and about--what we might do to help----" + +"To help whom?" + +"The contadini--and----" + +"And?" + +"Italy." + +There was a long silence. + +"Tell me, Arthur," said Montanelli, turning to him and speaking very +gravely, "how long have you been thinking about this?" + +"Since--last winter." + +"Before your mother's death? And did she know of it?" + +"N-no. I--I didn't care about it then." + +"And now you--care about it?" + +Arthur pulled another handful of bells off the foxglove. + +"It was this way, Padre," he began, with his eyes on the ground. "When I +was preparing for the entrance examination last autumn, I got to know +a good many of the students; you remember? Well, some of them began to +talk to me about--all these things, and lent me books. But I didn't care +much about it; I always wanted to get home quick to mother. You see, she +was quite alone among them all in that dungeon of a house; and Julia's +tongue was enough to kill her. Then, in the winter, when she got so ill, +I forgot all about the students and their books; and then, you know, I +left off coming to Pisa altogether. I should have talked to mother if +I had thought of it; but it went right out of my head. Then I found out +that she was going to die----You know, I was almost constantly with her +towards the end; often I would sit up the night, and Gemma Warren would +come in the day to let me get to sleep. Well, it was in those long +nights; I got thinking about the books and about what the students had +said--and wondering--whether they were right and--what--Our Lord would +have said about it all." + +"Did you ask Him?" Montanelli's voice was not quite steady. + +"Often, Padre. Sometimes I have prayed to Him to tell me what I must do, +or to let me die with mother. But I couldn't find any answer." + +"And you never said a word to me. Arthur, I hoped you could have trusted +me." + +"Padre, you know I trust you! But there are some things you can't talk +about to anyone. I--it seemed to me that no one could help me--not even +you or mother; I must have my own answer straight from God. You see, it +is for all my life and all my soul." + +Montanelli turned away and stared into the dusky gloom of the magnolia +branches. The twilight was so dim that his figure had a shadowy look, +like a dark ghost among the darker boughs. + +"And then?" he asked slowly. + +"And then--she died. You know, I had been up the last three nights with +her----" + +He broke off and paused a moment, but Montanelli did not move. + +"All those two days before they buried her," Arthur went on in a lower +voice, "I couldn't think about anything. Then, after the funeral, I was +ill; you remember, I couldn't come to confession." + +"Yes; I remember." + +"Well, in the night I got up and went into mother's room. It was all +empty; there was only the great crucifix in the alcove. And I thought +perhaps God would help me. I knelt down and waited--all night. And in +the morning when I came to my senses--Padre, it isn't any use; I can't +explain. I can't tell you what I saw--I hardly know myself. But I know +that God has answered me, and that I dare not disobey Him." + +For a moment they sat quite silent in the darkness. Then Montanelli +turned and laid his hand on Arthur's shoulder. + +"My son," he said, "God forbid that I should say He has not spoken to +your soul. But remember your condition when this thing happened, and do +not take the fancies of grief or illness for His solemn call. And if, +indeed, it has been His will to answer you out of the shadow of death, +be sure that you put no false construction on His word. What is this +thing you have it in your heart to do?" + +Arthur stood up and answered slowly, as though repeating a catechism: + +"To give up my life to Italy, to help in freeing her from all this +slavery and wretchedness, and in driving out the Austrians, that she may +be a free republic, with no king but Christ." + +"Arthur, think a moment what you are saying! You are not even an +Italian." + +"That makes no difference; I am myself. I have seen this thing, and I +belong to it." + +There was silence again. + +"You spoke just now of what Christ would have said----" Montanelli began +slowly; but Arthur interrupted him: + +"Christ said: 'He that loseth his life for my sake shall find it.'" + +Montanelli leaned his arm against a branch, and shaded his eyes with one +hand. + +"Sit down a moment, my son," he said at last. + +Arthur sat down, and the Padre took both his hands in a strong and +steady clasp. + +"I cannot argue with you to-night," he said; "this has come upon me so +suddenly--I had not thought--I must have time to think it over. Later on +we will talk more definitely. But, for just now, I want you to remember +one thing. If you get into trouble over this, if you--die, you will +break my heart." + +"Padre----" + +"No; let me finish what I have to say. I told you once that I have no +one in the world but you. I think you do not fully understand what that +means. It is difficult when one is so young; at your age I should not +have understood. Arthur, you are as my--as my--own son to me. Do you +see? You are the light of my eyes and the desire of my heart. I would +die to keep you from making a false step and ruining your life. But +there is nothing I can do. I don't ask you to make any promises to me; I +only ask you to remember this, and to be careful. Think well before +you take an irrevocable step, for my sake, if not for the sake of your +mother in heaven." + +"I will think--and--Padre, pray for me, and for Italy." + +He knelt down in silence, and in silence Montanelli laid his hand on the +bent head. A moment later Arthur rose, kissed the hand, and went softly +away across the dewy grass. Montanelli sat alone under the magnolia +tree, looking straight before him into the blackness. + +"It is the vengeance of God that has fallen upon me," he thought, "as it +fell upon David. I, that have defiled His sanctuary, and taken the Body +of the Lord into polluted hands,--He has been very patient with me, and +now it is come. 'For thou didst it secretly, but I will do this thing +before all Israel, and before the sun; THE CHILD THAT IS BORN UNTO THEE +SHALL SURELY DIE.'" + + + +CHAPTER II. + +MR. JAMES BURTON did not at all like the idea of his young step-brother +"careering about Switzerland" with Montanelli. But positively to forbid +a harmless botanizing tour with an elderly professor of theology would +seem to Arthur, who knew nothing of the reason for the prohibition, +absurdly tyrannical. He would immediately attribute it to religious or +racial prejudice; and the Burtons prided themselves on their +enlightened tolerance. The whole family had been staunch Protestants +and Conservatives ever since Burton & Sons, ship-owners, of London and +Leghorn, had first set up in business, more than a century back. But +they held that English gentlemen must deal fairly, even with Papists; +and when the head of the house, finding it dull to remain a widower, had +married the pretty Catholic governess of his younger children, the two +elder sons, James and Thomas, much as they resented the presence of +a step-mother hardly older than themselves, had submitted with sulky +resignation to the will of Providence. Since the father's death the +eldest brother's marriage had further complicated an already difficult +position; but both brothers had honestly tried to protect Gladys, as +long as she lived, from Julia's merciless tongue, and to do their duty, +as they understood it, by Arthur. They did not even pretend to like the +lad, and their generosity towards him showed itself chiefly in providing +him with lavish supplies of pocket money and allowing him to go his own +way. + +In answer to his letter, accordingly, Arthur received a cheque to +cover his expenses and a cold permission to do as he pleased about +his holidays. He expended half his spare cash on botanical books and +pressing-cases, and started off with the Padre for his first Alpine +ramble. + +Montanelli was in lighter spirits than Arthur had seen him in for a long +while. After the first shock of the conversation in the garden he had +gradually recovered his mental balance, and now looked upon the case +more calmly. Arthur was very young and inexperienced; his decision could +hardly be, as yet, irrevocable. Surely there was still time to win him +back by gentle persuasion and reasoning from the dangerous path upon +which he had barely entered. + +They had intended to stay a few days at Geneva; but at the first sight +of the glaring white streets and dusty, tourist-crammed promenades, +a little frown appeared on Arthur's face. Montanelli watched him with +quiet amusement. + +"You don't like it, carino?" + +"I hardly know. It's so different from what I expected. Yes, the lake is +beautiful, and I like the shape of those hills." They were standing on +Rousseau's Island, and he pointed to the long, severe outlines of +the Savoy side. "But the town looks so stiff and tidy, somehow--so +Protestant; it has a self-satisfied air. No, I don't like it; it reminds +me of Julia." + +Montanelli laughed. "Poor boy, what a misfortune! Well, we are here for +our own amusement, so there is no reason why we should stop. Suppose we +take a sail on the lake to-day, and go up into the mountains to-morrow +morning?" + +"But, Padre, you wanted to stay here?" + +"My dear boy, I have seen all these places a dozen times. My holiday is +to see your pleasure. Where would you like to go?" + +"If it is really the same to you, I should like to follow the river back +to its source." + +"The Rhone?" + +"No, the Arve; it runs so fast." + +"Then we will go to Chamonix." + +They spent the afternoon drifting about in a little sailing boat. The +beautiful lake produced far less impression upon Arthur than the gray +and muddy Arve. He had grown up beside the Mediterranean, and was +accustomed to blue ripples; but he had a positive passion for swiftly +moving water, and the hurried rushing of the glacier stream delighted +him beyond measure. "It is so much in earnest," he said. + +Early on the following morning they started for Chamonix. Arthur was in +very high spirits while driving through the fertile valley country; +but when they entered upon the winding road near Cluses, and the great, +jagged hills closed in around them, he became serious and silent. +From St. Martin they walked slowly up the valley, stopping to sleep at +wayside chalets or tiny mountain villages, and wandering on again as +their fancy directed. Arthur was peculiarly sensitive to the influence +of scenery, and the first waterfall that they passed threw him into +an ecstacy which was delightful to see; but as they drew nearer to +the snow-peaks he passed out of this rapturous mood into one of dreamy +exaltation that Montanelli had not seen before. There seemed to be a +kind of mystical relationship between him and the mountains. He would +lie for hours motionless in the dark, secret, echoing pine-forests, +looking out between the straight, tall trunks into the sunlit outer +world of flashing peaks and barren cliffs. Montanelli watched him with a +kind of sad envy. + +"I wish you could show me what you see, carino," he said one day as he +looked up from his book, and saw Arthur stretched beside him on the moss +in the same attitude as an hour before, gazing out with wide, dilated +eyes into the glittering expanse of blue and white. They had turned +aside from the high-road to sleep at a quiet village near the falls +of the Diosaz, and, the sun being already low in a cloudless sky, had +mounted a point of pine-clad rock to wait for the Alpine glow over the +dome and needles of the Mont Blanc chain. Arthur raised his head with +eyes full of wonder and mystery. + +"What I see, Padre? I see a great, white being in a blue void that has +no beginning and no end. I see it waiting, age after age, for the coming +of the Spirit of God. I see it through a glass darkly." + +Montanelli sighed. + +"I used to see those things once." + +"Do you never see them now?" + +"Never. I shall not see them any more. They are there, I know; but I +have not the eyes to see them. I see quite other things." + +"What do you see?" + +"I, carino? I see a blue sky and a snow-mountain--that is all when I +look up into the heights. But down there it is different." + +He pointed to the valley below them. Arthur knelt down and bent over +the sheer edge of the precipice. The great pine trees, dusky in the +gathering shades of evening, stood like sentinels along the narrow banks +confining the river. Presently the sun, red as a glowing coal, dipped +behind a jagged mountain peak, and all the life and light deserted the +face of nature. Straightway there came upon the valley something +dark and threatening--sullen, terrible, full of spectral weapons. The +perpendicular cliffs of the barren western mountains seemed like the +teeth of a monster lurking to snatch a victim and drag him down into the +maw of the deep valley, black with its moaning forests. The pine +trees were rows of knife-blades whispering: "Fall upon us!" and in the +gathering darkness the torrent roared and howled, beating against its +rocky prison walls with the frenzy of an everlasting despair. + +"Padre!" Arthur rose, shuddering, and drew back from the precipice. "It +is like hell." + +"No, my son," Montanelli answered softly, "it is only like a human +soul." + +"The souls of them that sit in darkness and in the shadow of death?" + +"The souls of them that pass you day by day in the street." + +Arthur shivered, looking down into the shadows. A dim white mist was +hovering among the pine trees, clinging faintly about the desperate +agony of the torrent, like a miserable ghost that had no consolation to +give. + +"Look!" Arthur said suddenly. "The people that walked in darkness have +seen a great light." + +Eastwards the snow-peaks burned in the afterglow. When the red light had +faded from the summits Montanelli turned and roused Arthur with a touch +on the shoulder. + +"Come in, carino; all the light is gone. We shall lose our way in the +dark if we stay any longer." + +"It is like a corpse," Arthur said as he turned away from the spectral +face of the great snow-peak glimmering through the twilight. + +They descended cautiously among the black trees to the chalet where they +were to sleep. + +As Montanelli entered the room where Arthur was waiting for him at the +supper table, he saw that the lad seemed to have shaken off the ghostly +fancies of the dark, and to have changed into quite another creature. + +"Oh, Padre, do come and look at this absurd dog! It can dance on its +hind legs." + +He was as much absorbed in the dog and its accomplishments as he +had been in the after-glow. The woman of the chalet, red-faced and +white-aproned, with sturdy arms akimbo, stood by smiling, while he put +the animal through its tricks. "One can see there's not much on his mind +if he can carry on that way," she said in patois to her daughter. "And +what a handsome lad!" + +Arthur coloured like a schoolgirl, and the woman, seeing that he had +understood, went away laughing at his confusion. At supper he talked +of nothing but plans for excursions, mountain ascents, and botanizing +expeditions. Evidently his dreamy fancies had not interfered with either +his spirits or his appetite. + +When Montanelli awoke the next morning Arthur had disappeared. He had +started before daybreak for the higher pastures "to help Gaspard drive +up the goats." + +Breakfast had not long been on the table, however, when he came tearing +into the room, hatless, with a tiny peasant girl of three years old +perched on his shoulder, and a great bunch of wild flowers in his hand. + +Montanelli looked up, smiling. This was a curious contrast to the grave +and silent Arthur of Pisa or Leghorn. + +"Where have you been, you madcap? Scampering all over the mountains +without any breakfast?" + +"Oh, Padre, it was so jolly! The mountains look perfectly glorious at +sunrise; and the dew is so thick! Just look!" + +He lifted for inspection a wet and muddy boot. + +"We took some bread and cheese with us, and got some goat's milk up +there on the pasture; oh, it was nasty! But I'm hungry again, now; and I +want something for this little person, too. Annette, won't you have some +honey?" + +He had sat down with the child on his knee, and was helping her to put +the flowers in order. + +"No, no!" Montanelli interposed. "I can't have you catching cold. Run +and change your wet things. Come to me, Annette. Where did you pick her +up?" + +"At the top of the village. She belongs to the man we saw yesterday--the +man that cobbles the commune's boots. Hasn't she lovely eyes? She's got +a tortoise in her pocket, and she calls it 'Caroline.'" + +When Arthur had changed his wet socks and came down to breakfast he +found the child seated on the Padre's knee, chattering volubly to him +about her tortoise, which she was holding upside down in a chubby hand, +that "monsieur" might admire the wriggling legs. + +"Look, monsieur!" she was saying gravely in her half-intelligible +patois: "Look at Caroline's boots!" + +Montanelli sat playing with the child, stroking her hair, admiring her +darling tortoise, and telling her wonderful stories. The woman of the +chalet, coming in to clear the table, stared in amazement at the sight +of Annette turning out the pockets of the grave gentleman in clerical +dress. + +"God teaches the little ones to know a good man," she said. "Annette is +always afraid of strangers; and see, she is not shy with his reverence +at all. The wonderful thing! Kneel down, Annette, and ask the good +monsieur's blessing before he goes; it will bring thee luck." + +"I didn't know you could play with children that way, Padre," Arthur +said an hour later, as they walked through the sunlit pasture-land. +"That child never took her eyes off you all the time. Do you know, I +think----" + +"Yes?" + +"I was only going to say--it seems to me almost a pity that the Church +should forbid priests to marry. I cannot quite understand why. You see, +the training of children is such a serious thing, and it means so much +to them to be surrounded from the very beginning with good influences, +that I should have thought the holier a man's vocation and the purer his +life, the more fit he is to be a father. I am sure, Padre, if you had +not been under a vow,--if you had married,--your children would have +been the very----" + +"Hush!" + +The word was uttered in a hasty whisper that seemed to deepen the +ensuing silence. + +"Padre," Arthur began again, distressed by the other's sombre look, "do +you think there is anything wrong in what I said? Of course I may be +mistaken; but I must think as it comes natural to me to think." + +"Perhaps," Montanelli answered gently, "you do not quite realize the +meaning of what you just said. You will see differently in a few years. +Meanwhile we had better talk about something else." + +It was the first break in the perfect ease and harmony that reigned +between them on this ideal holiday. + +From Chamonix they went on by the Tete-Noire to Martigny, where they +stopped to rest, as the weather was stiflingly hot. After dinner they +sat on the terrace of the hotel, which was sheltered from the sun and +commanded a good view of the mountains. Arthur brought out his specimen +box and plunged into an earnest botanical discussion in Italian. + +Two English artists were sitting on the terrace; one sketching, the +other lazily chatting. It did not seem to have occurred to him that the +strangers might understand English. + +"Leave off daubing at the landscape, Willie," he said; "and draw that +glorious Italian boy going into ecstasies over those bits of ferns. Just +look at the line of his eyebrows! You only need to put a crucifix for +the magnifying-glass and a Roman toga for the jacket and knickerbockers, +and there's your Early Christian complete, expression and all." + +"Early Christian be hanged! I sat beside that youth at dinner; he was +just as ecstatic over the roast fowl as over those grubby little weeds. +He's pretty enough; that olive colouring is beautiful; but he's not half +so picturesque as his father." + +"His--who?" + +"His father, sitting there straight in front of you. Do you mean to say +you've passed him over? It's a perfectly magnificent face." + +"Why, you dunder-headed, go-to-meeting Methodist! Don't you know a +Catholic priest when you see one?" + +"A priest? By Jove, so he is! Yes, I forgot; vow of chastity, and all +that sort of thing. Well then, we'll be charitable and suppose the boy's +his nephew." + +"What idiotic people!" Arthur whispered, looking up with dancing eyes. +"Still, it is kind of them to think me like you; I wish I were really +your nephew----Padre, what is the matter? How white you are!" + +Montanelli was standing up, pressing one hand to his forehead. "I am a +little giddy," he said in a curiously faint, dull tone. "Perhaps I was +too much in the sun this morning. I will go and lie down, carino; it's +nothing but the heat." + + ***** + +After a fortnight beside the Lake of Lucerne Arthur and Montanelli +returned to Italy by the St. Gothard Pass. They had been fortunate as +to weather and had made several very pleasant excursions; but the +first charm was gone out of their enjoyment. Montanelli was continually +haunted by an uneasy thought of the "more definite talk" for which this +holiday was to have been the opportunity. In the Arve valley he had +purposely put off all reference to the subject of which they had spoken +under the magnolia tree; it would be cruel, he thought, to spoil the +first delights of Alpine scenery for a nature so artistic as Arthur's by +associating them with a conversation which must necessarily be painful. +Ever since the day at Martigny he had said to himself each morning; "I +will speak to-day," and each evening: "I will speak to-morrow;" and now +the holiday was over, and he still repeated again and again: "To-morrow, +to-morrow." A chill, indefinable sense of something not quite the same +as it had been, of an invisible veil falling between himself and +Arthur, kept him silent, until, on the last evening of their holiday, he +realized suddenly that he must speak now if he would speak at all. They +were stopping for the night at Lugano, and were to start for Pisa next +morning. He would at least find out how far his darling had been drawn +into the fatal quicksand of Italian politics. + +"The rain has stopped, carino," he said after sunset; "and this is the +only chance we shall have to see the lake. Come out; I want to have a +talk with you." + +They walked along the water's edge to a quiet spot and sat down on a +low stone wall. Close beside them grew a rose-bush, covered with scarlet +hips; one or two belated clusters of creamy blossom still hung from an +upper branch, swaying mournfully and heavy with raindrops. On the green +surface of the lake a little boat, with white wings faintly fluttering, +rocked in the dewy breeze. It looked as light and frail as a tuft of +silvery dandelion seed flung upon the water. High up on Monte Salvatore +the window of some shepherd's hut opened a golden eye. The roses hung +their heads and dreamed under the still September clouds, and the water +plashed and murmured softly among the pebbles of the shore. + +"This will be my only chance of a quiet talk with you for a long time," +Montanelli began. "You will go back to your college work and friends; +and I, too, shall be very busy this winter. I want to understand quite +clearly what our position as regards each other is to be; and so, if +you----" He stopped for a moment and then continued more slowly: "If you +feel that you can still trust me as you used to do, I want you to tell +me more definitely than that night in the seminary garden, how far you +have gone." + +Arthur looked out across the water, listened quietly, and said nothing. + +"I want to know, if you will tell me," Montanelli went on; "whether you +have bound yourself by a vow, or--in any way." + +"There is nothing to tell, dear Padre; I have not bound myself, but I am +bound." + +"I don't understand------" + +"What is the use of vows? They are not what binds people. If you feel +in a certain way about a thing, that binds you to it; if you don't feel +that way, nothing else can bind you." + +"Do you mean, then, that this thing--this--feeling is quite irrevocable? +Arthur, have you thought what you are saying?" + +Arthur turned round and looked straight into Montanelli's eyes. + +"Padre, you asked me if I could trust you. Can you not trust me, too? +Indeed, if there were anything to tell, I would tell it to you; but +there is no use in talking about these things. I have not forgotten what +you said to me that night; I shall never forget it. But I must go my way +and follow the light that I see." + +Montanelli picked a rose from the bush, pulled off the petals one by +one, and tossed them into the water. + +"You are right, carino. Yes, we will say no more about these things; +it seems there is indeed no help in many words----Well, well, let us go +in." + + + +CHAPTER III. + +THE autumn and winter passed uneventfully. Arthur was reading hard and +had little spare time. He contrived to get a glimpse of Montanelli once +or oftener in every week, if only for a few minutes. From time to time +he would come in to ask for help with some difficult book; but on these +occasions the subject of study was strictly adhered to. Montanelli, +feeling, rather than observing, the slight, impalpable barrier that +had come between them, shrank from everything which might seem like an +attempt to retain the old close relationship. Arthur's visits now caused +him more distress than pleasure, so trying was the constant effort to +appear at ease and to behave as if nothing were altered. Arthur, for his +part, noticed, hardly understanding it, the subtle change in the Padre's +manner; and, vaguely feeling that it had some connection with the vexed +question of the "new ideas," avoided all mention of the subject with +which his thoughts were constantly filled. Yet he had never +loved Montanelli so deeply as now. The dim, persistent sense of +dissatisfaction, of spiritual emptiness, which he had tried so hard to +stifle under a load of theology and ritual, had vanished into nothing at +the touch of Young Italy. All the unhealthy fancies born of loneliness +and sick-room watching had passed away, and the doubts against which he +used to pray had gone without the need of exorcism. With the awakening +of a new enthusiasm, a clearer, fresher religious ideal (for it was more +in this light than in that of a political development that the +students' movement had appeared to him), had come a sense of rest and +completeness, of peace on earth and good will towards men; and in this +mood of solemn and tender exaltation all the world seemed to him full of +light. He found a new element of something lovable in the persons whom +he had most disliked; and Montanelli, who for five years had been his +ideal hero, was now in his eyes surrounded with an additional halo, as +a potential prophet of the new faith. He listened with passionate +eagerness to the Padre's sermons, trying to find in them some trace of +inner kinship with the republican ideal; and pored over the Gospels, +rejoicing in the democratic tendencies of Christianity at its origin. + +One day in January he called at the seminary to return a book which he +had borrowed. Hearing that the Father Director was out, he went up to +Montanelli's private study, placed the volume on its shelf, and was +about to leave the room when the title of a book lying on the table +caught his eyes. It was Dante's "De Monarchia." He began to read it and +soon became so absorbed that when the door opened and shut he did not +hear. He was aroused from his preoccupation by Montanelli's voice behind +him. + +"I did not expect you to-day," said the Padre, glancing at the title of +the book. "I was just going to send and ask if you could come to me this +evening." + +"Is it anything important? I have an engagement for this evening; but I +will miss it if------" + +"No; to-morrow will do. I want to see you because I am going away on +Tuesday. I have been sent for to Rome." + +"To Rome? For long?" + +"The letter says, 'till after Easter.' It is from the Vatican. I would +have let you know at once, but have been very busy settling up things +about the seminary and making arrangements for the new Director." + +"But, Padre, surely you are not giving up the seminary?" + +"It will have to be so; but I shall probably come back to Pisa, for some +time at least." + +"But why are you giving it up?" + +"Well, it is not yet officially announced; but I am offered a +bishopric." + +"Padre! Where?" + +"That is the point about which I have to go to Rome. It is not yet +decided whether I am to take a see in the Apennines, or to remain here +as Suffragan." + +"And is the new Director chosen yet?" + +"Father Cardi has been nominated and arrives here to-morrow." + +"Is not that rather sudden?" + +"Yes; but----The decisions of the Vatican are sometimes not communicated +till the last moment." + +"Do you know the new Director?" + +"Not personally; but he is very highly spoken of. Monsignor Belloni, who +writes, says that he is a man of great erudition." + +"The seminary will miss you terribly." + +"I don't know about the seminary, but I am sure you will miss me, +carino; perhaps almost as much as I shall miss you." + +"I shall indeed; but I am very glad, for all that." + +"Are you? I don't know that I am." He sat down at the table with a weary +look on his face; not the look of a man who is expecting high promotion. + +"Are you busy this afternoon, Arthur?" he said after a moment. "If not, +I wish you would stay with me for a while, as you can't come to-night. +I am a little out of sorts, I think; and I want to see as much of you as +possible before leaving." + +"Yes, I can stay a bit. I am due at six." + +"One of your meetings?" + +Arthur nodded; and Montanelli changed the subject hastily. + +"I want to speak to you about yourself," he said. "You will need another +confessor in my absence." + +"When you come back I may go on confessing to you, may I not?" + +"My dear boy, how can you ask? Of course I am speaking only of the three +or four months that I shall be away. Will you go to one of the Fathers +of Santa Caterina?" + +"Very well." + +They talked of other matters for a little while; then Arthur rose. + +"I must go, Padre; the students will be waiting for me." + +The haggard look came back to Montanelli's face. + +"Already? You had almost charmed away my black mood. Well, good-bye." + +"Good-bye. I will be sure to come to-morrow." + +"Try to come early, so that I may have time to see you alone. Father +Cardi will be here. Arthur, my dear boy, be careful while I am gone; +don't be led into doing anything rash, at least before I come back. You +cannot think how anxious I feel about leaving you." + +"There is no need, Padre; everything is quite quiet. It will be a long +time yet." + +"Good-bye," Montanelli said abruptly, and sat down to his writing. + +The first person upon whom Arthur's eyes fell, as he entered the room +where the students' little gatherings were held, was his old playmate, +Dr. Warren's daughter. She was sitting in a corner by the window, +listening with an absorbed and earnest face to what one of the +"initiators," a tall young Lombard in a threadbare coat, was saying to +her. During the last few months she had changed and developed greatly, +and now looked a grown-up young woman, though the dense black plaits +still hung down her back in school-girl fashion. She was dressed all in +black, and had thrown a black scarf over her head, as the room was cold +and draughty. At her breast was a spray of cypress, the emblem of Young +Italy. The initiator was passionately describing to her the misery +of the Calabrian peasantry; and she sat listening silently, her chin +resting on one hand and her eyes on the ground. To Arthur she seemed +a melancholy vision of Liberty mourning for the lost Republic. +(Julia would have seen in her only an overgrown hoyden, with a sallow +complexion, an irregular nose, and an old stuff frock that was too short +for her.) + +"You here, Jim!" he said, coming up to her when the initiator had been +called to the other end of the room. "Jim" was a childish corruption of +her curious baptismal name: Jennifer. Her Italian schoolmates called her +"Gemma." + +She raised her head with a start. + +"Arthur! Oh, I didn't know you--belonged here!" + +"And I had no idea about you. Jim, since when have you----?" + +"You don't understand!" she interposed quickly. "I am not a member. +It is only that I have done one or two little things. You see, I met +Bini--you know Carlo Bini?" + +"Yes, of course." Bini was the organizer of the Leghorn branch; and all +Young Italy knew him. + +"Well, he began talking to me about these things; and I asked him to +let me go to a students' meeting. The other day he wrote to me to +Florence------Didn't you know I had been to Florence for the Christmas +holidays?" + +"I don't often hear from home now." + +"Ah, yes! Anyhow, I went to stay with the Wrights." (The Wrights were +old schoolfellows of hers who had moved to Florence.) "Then Bini wrote +and told me to pass through Pisa to-day on my way home, so that I could +come here. Ah! they're going to begin." + +The lecture was upon the ideal Republic and the duty of the young to +fit themselves for it. The lecturer's comprehension of his subject was +somewhat vague; but Arthur listened with devout admiration. His mind at +this period was curiously uncritical; when he accepted a moral ideal +he swallowed it whole without stopping to think whether it was quite +digestible. When the lecture and the long discussion which followed it +were finished and the students began to disperse, he went up to Gemma, +who was still sitting in the corner of the room. + +"Let me walk with you, Jim. Where are you staying?" + +"With Marietta." + +"Your father's old housekeeper?" + +"Yes; she lives a good way from here." + +They walked for some time in silence. Then Arthur said suddenly: + +"You are seventeen, now, aren't you?" + +"I was seventeen in October." + +"I always knew you would not grow up like other girls and begin wanting +to go to balls and all that sort of thing. Jim, dear, I have so often +wondered whether you would ever come to be one of us." + +"So have I." + +"You said you had done things for Bini; I didn't know you even knew +him." + +"It wasn't for Bini; it was for the other one." + +"Which other one?" + +"The one that was talking to me to-night--Bolla." + +"Do you know him well?" Arthur put in with a little touch of jealousy. +Bolla was a sore subject with him; there had been a rivalry between them +about some work which the committee of Young Italy had finally intrusted +to Bolla, declaring Arthur too young and inexperienced. + +"I know him pretty well; and I like him very much. He has been staying +in Leghorn." + +"I know; he went there in November------" + +"Because of the steamers. Arthur, don't you think your house would be +safer than ours for that work? Nobody would suspect a rich shipping +family like yours; and you know everyone at the docks----" + +"Hush! not so loud, dear! So it was in your house the books from +Marseilles were hidden?" + +"Only for one day. Oh! perhaps I oughtn't to have told you." + +"Why not? You know I belong to the society. Gemma, dear, there is +nothing in all the world that would make me so happy as for you to join +us--you and the Padre." + +"Your Padre! Surely he----" + +"No; he thinks differently. But I have sometimes fancied--that +is--hoped--I don't know----" + +"But, Arthur! he's a priest." + +"What of that? There are priests in the society--two of them write in +the paper. And why not? It is the mission of the priesthood to lead the +world to higher ideals and aims, and what else does the society try +to do? It is, after all, more a religious and moral question than a +political one. If people are fit to be free and responsible citizens, no +one can keep them enslaved." + +Gemma knit her brows. "It seems to me, Arthur," she said, "that there's +a muddle somewhere in your logic. A priest teaches religious doctrine. I +don't see what that has to do with getting rid of the Austrians." + +"A priest is a teacher of Christianity, and the greatest of all +revolutionists was Christ." + +"Do you know, I was talking about priests to father the other day, and +he said----" + +"Gemma, your father is a Protestant." + +After a little pause she looked round at him frankly. + +"Look here, we had better leave this subject alone. You are always +intolerant when you talk about Protestants." + +"I didn't mean to be intolerant. But I think Protestants are generally +intolerant when they talk about priests." + +"I dare say. Anyhow, we have so often quarreled over this subject +that it is not worth while to begin again. What did you think of the +lecture?" + +"I liked it very much--especially the last part. I was glad he spoke so +strongly about the need of living the Republic, not dreaming of it. It +is as Christ said: 'The Kingdom of Heaven is within you.'" + +"It was just that part that I didn't like. He talked so much of the +wonderful things we ought to think and feel and be, but he never told us +practically what we ought to do." + +"When the time of crisis comes there will be plenty for us to do; but we +must be patient; these great changes are not made in a day." + +"The longer a thing is to take doing, the more reason to begin at once. +You talk about being fit for freedom--did you ever know anyone so fit +for it as your mother? Wasn't she the most perfectly angelic woman you +ever saw? And what use was all her goodness? She was a slave till the +day she died--bullied and worried and insulted by your brother James and +his wife. It would have been much better for her if she had not been so +sweet and patient; they would never have treated her so. That's just the +way with Italy; it's not patience that's wanted--it's for somebody to +get up and defend themselves------" + +"Jim, dear, if anger and passion could have saved Italy she would have +been free long ago; it is not hatred that she needs, it is love." + +As he said the word a sudden flush went up to his forehead and died out +again. Gemma did not see it; she was looking straight before her with +knitted brows and set mouth. + +"You think I am wrong, Arthur," she said after a pause; "but I am right, +and you will grow to see it some day. This is the house. Will you come +in?" + +"No; it's late. Good-night, dear!" + +He was standing on the doorstep, clasping her hand in both of his. + +"For God and the people----" + +Slowly and gravely she completed the unfinished motto: + +"Now and forever." + +Then she pulled away her hand and ran into the house. When the door had +closed behind her he stooped and picked up the spray of cypress which +had fallen from her breast. + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +ARTHUR went back to his lodgings feeling as though he had wings. He was +absolutely, cloudlessly happy. At the meeting there had been hints of +preparations for armed insurrection; and now Gemma was a comrade, and he +loved her. They could work together, possibly even die together, for the +Republic that was to be. The blossoming time of their hope was come, and +the Padre would see it and believe. + +The next morning, however, he awoke in a soberer mood and remembered +that Gemma was going to Leghorn and the Padre to Rome. January, +February, March--three long months to Easter! And if Gemma should +fall under "Protestant" influences at home (in Arthur's vocabulary +"Protestant" stood for "Philistine")------No, Gemma would never learn to +flirt and simper and captivate tourists and bald-headed shipowners, like +the other English girls in Leghorn; she was made of different stuff. But +she might be very miserable; she was so young, so friendless, so utterly +alone among all those wooden people. If only mother had lived---- + +In the evening he went to the seminary, where he found Montanelli +entertaining the new Director and looking both tired and bored. Instead +of lighting up, as usual, at the sight of Arthur, the Padre's face grew +darker. + +"This is the student I spoke to you about," he said, introducing Arthur +stiffly. "I shall be much obliged if you will allow him to continue +using the library." + +Father Cardi, a benevolent-looking elderly priest, at once began talking +to Arthur about the Sapienza, with an ease and familiarity which showed +him to be well acquainted with college life. The conversation soon +drifted into a discussion of university regulations, a burning question +of that day. To Arthur's great delight, the new Director spoke strongly +against the custom adopted by the university authorities of constantly +worrying the students by senseless and vexatious restrictions. + +"I have had a good deal of experience in guiding young people," he said; +"and I make it a rule never to prohibit anything without a good reason. +There are very few young men who will give much trouble if proper +consideration and respect for their personality are shown to them. But, +of course, the most docile horse will kick if you are always jerking at +the rein." + +Arthur opened his eyes wide; he had not expected to hear the students' +cause pleaded by the new Director. Montanelli took no part in the +discussion; its subject, apparently, did not interest him. The +expression of his face was so unutterably hopeless and weary that Father +Cardi broke off suddenly. + +"I am afraid I have overtired you, Canon. You must forgive my +talkativeness; I am hot upon this subject and forget that others may +grow weary of it." + +"On the contrary, I was much interested." Montanelli was not given to +stereotyped politeness, and his tone jarred uncomfortably upon Arthur. + +When Father Cardi went to his own room Montanelli turned to Arthur with +the intent and brooding look that his face had worn all the evening. + +"Arthur, my dear boy," he began slowly; "I have something to tell you." + +"He must have had bad news," flashed through Arthur's mind, as he looked +anxiously at the haggard face. There was a long pause. + +"How do you like the new Director?" Montanelli asked suddenly. + +The question was so unexpected that, for a moment, Arthur was at a loss +how to reply to it. + +"I--I like him very much, I think--at least--no, I am not quite sure +that I do. But it is difficult to say, after seeing a person once." + +Montanelli sat beating his hand gently on the arm of his chair; a habit +with him when anxious or perplexed. + +"About this journey to Rome," he began again; "if you think there is +any--well--if you wish it, Arthur, I will write and say I cannot go." + +"Padre! But the Vatican------" + +"The Vatican will find someone else. I can send apologies." + +"But why? I can't understand." + +Montanelli drew one hand across his forehead. + +"I am anxious about you. Things keep coming into my head--and after all, +there is no need for me to go------" + +"But the bishopric----" + +"Oh, Arthur! what shall it profit me if I gain a bishopric and lose----" + +He broke off. Arthur had never seen him like this before, and was +greatly troubled. + +"I can't understand," he said. "Padre, if you could explain to me +more--more definitely, what it is you think------" + +"I think nothing; I am haunted with a horrible fear. Tell me, is there +any special danger?" + +"He has heard something," Arthur thought, remembering the whispers of +a projected revolt. But the secret was not his to tell; and he merely +answered: "What special danger should there be?" + +"Don't question me--answer me!" Montanelli's voice was almost harsh in +its eagerness. "Are you in danger? I don't want to know your secrets; +only tell me that!" + +"We are all in God's hands, Padre; anything may always happen. But I +know of no reason why I should not be here alive and safe when you come +back." + +"When I come back----Listen, carino; I will leave it in your hands. You +need give me no reason; only say to me, 'Stay,' and I will give up this +journey. There will be no injury to anyone, and I shall feel you are +safer if I have you beside me." + +This kind of morbid fancifulness was so foreign to Montanelli's +character that Arthur looked at him with grave anxiety. + +"Padre, I am sure you are not well. Of course you must go to Rome, +and try to have a thorough rest and get rid of your sleeplessness and +headaches." + +"Very well," Montanelli interrupted, as if tired of the subject; "I will +start by the early coach to-morrow morning." + +Arthur looked at him, wondering. + +"You had something to tell me?" he said. + +"No, no; nothing more--nothing of any consequence." There was a +startled, almost terrified look in his face. + +A few days after Montanelli's departure Arthur went to fetch a book from +the seminary library, and met Father Cardi on the stairs. + +"Ah, Mr. Burton!" exclaimed the Director; "the very person I wanted. +Please come in and help me out of a difficulty." + +He opened the study door, and Arthur followed him into the room with +a foolish, secret sense of resentment. It seemed hard to see this dear +study, the Padre's own private sanctum, invaded by a stranger. + +"I am a terrible book-worm," said the Director; "and my first act when I +got here was to examine the library. It seems very interesting, but I do +not understand the system by which it is catalogued." + +"The catalogue is imperfect; many of the best books have been added to +the collection lately." + +"Can you spare half an hour to explain the arrangement to me?" + +They went into the library, and Arthur carefully explained the +catalogue. When he rose to take his hat, the Director interfered, +laughing. + +"No, no! I can't have you rushing off in that way. It is Saturday, and +quite time for you to leave off work till Monday morning. Stop and have +supper with me, now I have kept you so late. I am quite alone, and shall +be glad of company." + +His manner was so bright and pleasant that Arthur felt at ease with him +at once. After some desultory conversation, the Director inquired how +long he had known Montanelli. + +"For about seven years. He came back from China when I was twelve years +old." + +"Ah, yes! It was there that he gained his reputation as a missionary +preacher. Have you been his pupil ever since?" + +"He began teaching me a year later, about the time when I first +confessed to him. Since I have been at the Sapienza he has still gone on +helping me with anything I wanted to study that was not in the regular +course. He has been very kind to me--you can hardly imagine how kind." + +"I can well believe it; he is a man whom no one can fail to admire--a +most noble and beautiful nature. I have met priests who were out in +China with him; and they had no words high enough to praise his energy +and courage under all hardships, and his unfailing devotion. You are +fortunate to have had in your youth the help and guidance of such a man. +I understood from him that you have lost both parents." + +"Yes; my father died when I was a child, and my mother a year ago." + +"Have you brothers and sisters?" + +"No; I have step-brothers; but they were business men when I was in the +nursery." + +"You must have had a lonely childhood; perhaps you value Canon +Montanelli's kindness the more for that. By the way, have you chosen a +confessor for the time of his absence?" + +"I thought of going to one of the fathers of Santa Caterina, if they +have not too many penitents." + +"Will you confess to me?" + +Arthur opened his eyes in wonder. + +"Reverend Father, of course I--should be glad; only----" + +"Only the Director of a theological seminary does not usually receive +lay penitents? That is quite true. But I know Canon Montanelli takes +a great interest in you, and I fancy he is a little anxious on your +behalf--just as I should be if I were leaving a favourite pupil--and +would like to know you were under the spiritual guidance of his +colleague. And, to be quite frank with you, my son, I like you, and +should be glad to give you any help I can." + +"If you put it that way, of course I shall be very grateful for your +guidance." + +"Then you will come to me next month? That's right. And run in to see +me, my lad, when you have time any evening." + + ***** + +Shortly before Easter Montanelli's appointment to the little see of +Brisighella, in the Etruscan Apennines, was officially announced. He +wrote to Arthur from Rome in a cheerful and tranquil spirit; evidently +his depression was passing over. "You must come to see me every +vacation," he wrote; "and I shall often be coming to Pisa; so I hope to +see a good deal of you, if not so much as I should wish." + +Dr. Warren had invited Arthur to spend the Easter holidays with him and +his children, instead of in the dreary, rat-ridden old place where Julia +now reigned supreme. Enclosed in the letter was a short note, scrawled +in Gemma's childish, irregular handwriting, begging him to come if +possible, "as I want to talk to you about something." Still more +encouraging was the whispered communication passing around from student +to student in the university; everyone was to be prepared for great +things after Easter. + +All this had put Arthur into a state of rapturous anticipation, in which +the wildest improbabilities hinted at among the students seemed to him +natural and likely to be realized within the next two months. + +He arranged to go home on Thursday in Passion week, and to spend the +first days of the vacation there, that the pleasure of visiting the +Warrens and the delight of seeing Gemma might not unfit him for the +solemn religious meditation demanded by the Church from all her children +at this season. He wrote to Gemma, promising to come on Easter Monday; +and went up to his bedroom on Wednesday night with a soul at peace. + +He knelt down before the crucifix. Father Cardi had promised to receive +him in the morning; and for this, his last confession before the Easter +communion, he must prepare himself by long and earnest prayer. Kneeling +with clasped hands and bent head, he looked back over the month, and +reckoned up the miniature sins of impatience, carelessness, hastiness +of temper, which had left their faint, small spots upon the whiteness of +his soul. Beyond these he could find nothing; in this month he had +been too happy to sin much. He crossed himself, and, rising, began to +undress. + +As he unfastened his shirt a scrap of paper slipped from it and +fluttered to the floor. It was Gemma's letter, which he had worn all +day upon his neck. He picked it up, unfolded it, and kissed the +dear scribble; then began folding the paper up again, with a dim +consciousness of having done something very ridiculous, when he noticed +on the back of the sheet a postscript which he had not read before. +"Be sure and come as soon as possible," it ran, "for I want you to meet +Bolla. He has been staying here, and we have read together every day." + +The hot colour went up to Arthur's forehead as he read. + +Always Bolla! What was he doing in Leghorn again? And why should Gemma +want to read with him? Had he bewitched her with his smuggling? It had +been quite easy to see at the meeting in January that he was in love +with her; that was why he had been so earnest over his propaganda. And +now he was close to her--reading with her every day. + +Arthur suddenly threw the letter aside and knelt down again before the +crucifix. And this was the soul that was preparing for absolution, for +the Easter sacrament--the soul at peace with God and itself and all the +world! A soul capable of sordid jealousies and suspicions; of selfish +animosities and ungenerous hatred--and against a comrade! He covered his +face with both hands in bitter humiliation. Only five minutes ago he +had been dreaming of martyrdom; and now he had been guilty of a mean and +petty thought like this! + +When he entered the seminary chapel on Thursday morning he found Father +Cardi alone. After repeating the Confiteor, he plunged at once into the +subject of his last night's backsliding. + +"My father, I accuse myself of the sins of jealousy and anger, and of +unworthy thoughts against one who has done me no wrong." + +Farther Cardi knew quite well with what kind of penitent he had to deal. +He only said softly: + +"You have not told me all, my son." + +"Father, the man against whom I have thought an unchristian thought is +one whom I am especially bound to love and honour." + +"One to whom you are bound by ties of blood?" + +"By a still closer tie." + +"By what tie, my son?" + +"By that of comradeship." + +"Comradeship in what?" + +"In a great and holy work." + +A little pause. + +"And your anger against this--comrade, your jealousy of him, was called +forth by his success in that work being greater than yours?" + +"I--yes, partly. I envied him his experience--his usefulness. And +then--I thought--I feared--that he would take from me the heart of the +girl I--love." + +"And this girl that you love, is she a daughter of the Holy Church?" + +"No; she is a Protestant." + +"A heretic?" + +Arthur clasped his hands in great distress. "Yes, a heretic," he +repeated. "We were brought up together; our mothers were +friends--and I--envied him, because I saw that he loves her, too, and +because--because----" + +"My son," said Father Cardi, speaking after a moment's silence, slowly +and gravely, "you have still not told me all; there is more than this +upon your soul." + +"Father, I----" He faltered and broke off again. + +The priest waited silently. + +"I envied him because the society--the Young Italy--that I belong +to------" + +"Yes?" + +"Intrusted him with a work that I had hoped--would be given to me, that +I had thought myself--specially adapted for." + +"What work?" + +"The taking in of books--political books--from the steamers that bring +them--and finding a hiding place for them--in the town------" + +"And this work was given by the party to your rival?" + +"To Bolla--and I envied him." + +"And he gave you no cause for this feeling? You do not accuse him of +having neglected the mission intrusted to him?" + +"No, father; he has worked bravely and devotedly; he is a true patriot +and has deserved nothing but love and respect from me." + +Father Cardi pondered. + +"My son, if there is within you a new light, a dream of some great work +to be accomplished for your fellow-men, a hope that shall lighten the +burdens of the weary and oppressed, take heed how you deal with the most +precious blessing of God. All good things are of His giving; and of His +giving is the new birth. If you have found the way of sacrifice, the way +that leads to peace; if you have joined with loving comrades to bring +deliverance to them that weep and mourn in secret; then see to it that +your soul be free from envy and passion and your heart as an altar where +the sacred fire burns eternally. Remember that this is a high and holy +thing, and that the heart which would receive it must be purified from +every selfish thought. This vocation is as the vocation of a priest; +it is not for the love of a woman, nor for the moment of a fleeting +passion; it is FOR GOD AND THE PEOPLE; it is NOW AND FOREVER." + +"Ah!" Arthur started and clasped his hands; he had almost burst out +sobbing at the motto. "Father, you give us the sanction of the Church! +Christ is on our side----" + +"My son," the priest answered solemnly, "Christ drove the moneychangers +out of the Temple, for His House shall be called a House of Prayer, and +they had made it a den of thieves." + +After a long silence, Arthur whispered tremulously: + +"And Italy shall be His Temple when they are driven out----" + +He stopped; and the soft answer came back: + +"'The earth and the fulness thereof are mine, saith the Lord.'" + + + +CHAPTER V. + +THAT afternoon Arthur felt the need of a long walk. He intrusted his +luggage to a fellow-student and went to Leghorn on foot. + +The day was damp and cloudy, but not cold; and the low, level country +seemed to him fairer than he had ever known it to look before. He had a +sense of delight in the soft elasticity of the wet grass under his +feet and in the shy, wondering eyes of the wild spring flowers by the +roadside. In a thorn-acacia bush at the edge of a little strip of wood +a bird was building a nest, and flew up as he passed with a startled cry +and a quick fluttering of brown wings. + +He tried to keep his mind fixed upon the devout meditations proper to +the eve of Good Friday. But thoughts of Montanelli and Gemma got so +much in the way of this devotional exercise that at last he gave up the +attempt and allowed his fancy to drift away to the wonders and glories +of the coming insurrection, and to the part in it that he had allotted +to his two idols. The Padre was to be the leader, the apostle, the +prophet before whose sacred wrath the powers of darkness were to flee, +and at whose feet the young defenders of Liberty were to learn +afresh the old doctrines, the old truths in their new and unimagined +significance. + +And Gemma? Oh, Gemma would fight at the barricades. She was made of the +clay from which heroines are moulded; she would be the perfect comrade, +the maiden undefiled and unafraid, of whom so many poets have dreamed. +She would stand beside him, shoulder to shoulder, rejoicing under the +winged death-storm; and they would die together, perhaps in the moment +of victory--without doubt there would be a victory. Of his love he would +tell her nothing; he would say no word that might disturb her peace or +spoil her tranquil sense of comradeship. She was to him a holy thing, +a spotless victim to be laid upon the altar as a burnt-offering for the +deliverance of the people; and who was he that he should enter into the +white sanctuary of a soul that knew no other love than God and Italy? + +God and Italy----Then came a sudden drop from the clouds as he entered +the great, dreary house in the "Street of Palaces," and Julia's butler, +immaculate, calm, and politely disapproving as ever, confronted him upon +the stairs. + +"Good-evening, Gibbons; are my brothers in?" + +"Mr. Thomas is in, sir; and Mrs. Burton. They are in the drawing room." + +Arthur went in with a dull sense of oppression. What a dismal house +it was! The flood of life seemed to roll past and leave it always just +above high-water mark. Nothing in it ever changed--neither the people, +nor the family portraits, nor the heavy furniture and ugly plate, nor +the vulgar ostentation of riches, nor the lifeless aspect of everything. +Even the flowers on the brass stands looked like painted metal flowers +that had never known the stirring of young sap within them in the warm +spring days. Julia, dressed for dinner, and waiting for visitors in the +drawing room which was to her the centre of existence, might have sat +for a fashion-plate just as she was, with her wooden smile and flaxen +ringlets, and the lap-dog on her knee. + +"How do you do, Arthur?" she said stiffly, giving him the tips of her +fingers for a moment, and then transferring them to the more congenial +contact of the lap-dog's silken coat. "I hope you are quite well and +have made satisfactory progress at college." + +Arthur murmured the first commonplace that he could think of at the +moment, and relapsed into uncomfortable silence. The arrival of +James, in his most pompous mood and accompanied by a stiff, elderly +shipping-agent, did not improve matters; and when Gibbons announced that +dinner was served, Arthur rose with a little sigh of relief. + +"I won't come to dinner, Julia. If you'll excuse me I will go to my +room." + +"You're overdoing that fasting, my boy," said Thomas; "I am sure you'll +make yourself ill." + +"Oh, no! Good-night." + +In the corridor Arthur met the under housemaid and asked her to knock at +his door at six in the morning. + +"The signorino is going to church?" + +"Yes. Good-night, Teresa." + +He went into his room. It had belonged to his mother, and the alcove +opposite the window had been fitted up during her long illness as an +oratory. A great crucifix on a black pedestal occupied the middle of the +altar; and before it hung a little Roman lamp. This was the room where +she had died. Her portrait was on the wall beside the bed; and on the +table stood a china bowl which had been hers, filled with a great bunch +of her favourite violets. It was just a year since her death; and the +Italian servants had not forgotten her. + +He took out of his portmanteau a framed picture, carefully wrapped up. +It was a crayon portrait of Montanelli, which had come from Rome only a +few days before. He was unwrapping this precious treasure when Julia's +page brought in a supper-tray on which the old Italian cook, who had +served Gladys before the harsh, new mistress came, had placed such +little delicacies as she considered her dear signorino might permit +himself to eat without infringing the rules of the Church. Arthur +refused everything but a piece of bread; and the page, a nephew of +Gibbons, lately arrived from England, grinned significantly as he +carried out the tray. He had already joined the Protestant camp in the +servants' hall. + +Arthur went into the alcove and knelt down before the crucifix, trying +to compose his mind to the proper attitude for prayer and meditation. +But this he found difficult to accomplish. He had, as Thomas said, +rather overdone the Lenten privations, and they had gone to his head +like strong wine. Little quivers of excitement went down his back, and +the crucifix swam in a misty cloud before his eyes. It was only after a +long litany, mechanically repeated, that he succeeded in recalling his +wandering imagination to the mystery of the Atonement. At last sheer +physical weariness conquered the feverish agitation of his nerves, and +he lay down to sleep in a calm and peaceful mood, free from all unquiet +or disturbing thoughts. + +He was fast asleep when a sharp, impatient knock came at his door. "Ah, +Teresa!" he thought, turning over lazily. The knock was repeated, and he +awoke with a violent start. + +"Signorino! signorino!" cried a man's voice in Italian; "get up for the +love of God!" + +Arthur jumped out of bed. + +"What is the matter? Who is it?" + +"It's I, Gian Battista. Get up, quick, for Our Lady's sake!" + +Arthur hurriedly dressed and opened the door. As he stared in perplexity +at the coachman's pale, terrified face, the sound of tramping feet and +clanking metal came along the corridor, and he suddenly realized the +truth. + +"For me?" he asked coolly. + +"For you! Oh, signorino, make haste! What have you to hide? See, I can +put----" + +"I have nothing to hide. Do my brothers know?" + +The first uniform appeared at the turn of the passage. + +"The signor has been called; all the house is awake. Alas! what a +misfortune--what a terrible misfortune! And on Good Friday! Holy Saints, +have pity!" + +Gian Battista burst into tears. Arthur moved a few steps forward and +waited for the gendarmes, who came clattering along, followed by a +shivering crowd of servants in various impromptu costumes. As the +soldiers surrounded Arthur, the master and mistress of the house +brought up the rear of this strange procession; he in dressing gown and +slippers, she in a long peignoir, with her hair in curlpapers. + +"There is, sure, another flood toward, and these couples are coming to +the ark! Here comes a pair of very strange beasts!" + +The quotation flashed across Arthur's mind as he looked at the +grotesque figures. He checked a laugh with a sense of its jarring +incongruity--this was a time for worthier thoughts. "Ave Maria, Regina +Coeli!" he whispered, and turned his eyes away, that the bobbing of +Julia's curlpapers might not again tempt him to levity. + +"Kindly explain to me," said Mr. Burton, approaching the officer of +gendarmerie, "what is the meaning of this violent intrusion into a +private house? I warn you that, unless you are prepared to furnish me +with a satisfactory explanation, I shall feel bound to complain to the +English Ambassador." + +"I presume," replied the officer stiffly, "that you will recognize this +as a sufficient explanation; the English Ambassador certainly will." +He pulled out a warrant for the arrest of Arthur Burton, student of +philosophy, and, handing it to James, added coldly: "If you wish for +any further explanation, you had better apply in person to the chief of +police." + +Julia snatched the paper from her husband, glanced over it, and flew at +Arthur like nothing else in the world but a fashionable lady in a rage. + +"So it's you that have disgraced the family!" she screamed; "setting all +the rabble in the town gaping and staring as if the thing were a show? +So you have turned jail-bird, now, with all your piety! It's what we +might have expected from that Popish woman's child----" + +"You must not speak to a prisoner in a foreign language, madam," the +officer interrupted; but his remonstrance was hardly audible under the +torrent of Julia's vociferous English. + +"Just what we might have expected! Fasting and prayer and saintly +meditation; and this is what was underneath it all! I thought that would +be the end of it." + +Dr. Warren had once compared Julia to a salad into which the cook had +upset the vinegar cruet. The sound of her thin, hard voice set Arthur's +teeth on edge, and the simile suddenly popped up in his memory. + +"There's no use in this kind of talk," he said. "You need not be afraid +of any unpleasantness; everyone will understand that you are all quite +innocent. I suppose, gentlemen, you want to search my things. I have +nothing to hide." + +While the gendarmes ransacked the room, reading his letters, examining +his college papers, and turning out drawers and boxes, he sat waiting +on the edge of the bed, a little flushed with excitement, but in no +way distressed. The search did not disquiet him. He had always burned +letters which could possibly compromise anyone, and beyond a few +manuscript verses, half revolutionary, half mystical, and two or three +numbers of Young Italy, the gendarmes found nothing to repay them for +their trouble. Julia, after a long resistance, yielded to the entreaties +of her brother-in-law and went back to bed, sweeping past Arthur with +magnificent disdain, James meekly following. + +When they had left the room, Thomas, who all this while had been +tramping up and down, trying to look indifferent, approached the officer +and asked permission to speak to the prisoner. Receiving a nod in +answer, he went up to Arthur and muttered in a rather husky voice: + +"I say; this is an infernally awkward business. I'm very sorry about +it." + +Arthur looked up with a face as serene as a summer morning. "You have +always been good to me," he said. "There's nothing to be sorry about. I +shall be safe enough." + +"Look here, Arthur!" Thomas gave his moustache a hard pull and plunged +head first into the awkward question. "Is--all this anything to do +with--money? Because, if it is, I----" + +"With money! Why, no! What could it have to do----" + +"Then it's some political tomfoolery? I thought so. Well, don't you get +down in the mouth--and never mind all the stuff Julia talks. It's only +her spiteful tongue; and if you want help,--cash, or anything,--let me +know, will you?" + +Arthur held out his hand in silence, and Thomas left the room with a +carefully made-up expression of unconcern that rendered his face more +stolid than ever. + +The gendarmes, meanwhile, had finished their search, and the officer in +charge requested Arthur to put on his outdoor clothes. He obeyed at once +and turned to leave the room; then stopped with sudden hesitation. It +seemed hard to take leave of his mother's oratory in the presence of +these officials. + +"Have you any objection to leaving the room for a moment?" he asked. +"You see that I cannot escape and that there is nothing to conceal." + +"I am sorry, but it is forbidden to leave a prisoner alone." + +"Very well, it doesn't matter." + +He went into the alcove, and, kneeling down, kissed the feet and +pedestal of the crucifix, whispering softly: "Lord, keep me faithful +unto death." + +When he rose, the officer was standing by the table, examining +Montanelli's portrait. "Is this a relative of yours?" he asked. + +"No; it is my confessor, the new Bishop of Brisighella." + +On the staircase the Italian servants were waiting, anxious and +sorrowful. They all loved Arthur for his own sake and his mother's, and +crowded round him, kissing his hands and dress with passionate grief. +Gian Battista stood by, the tears dripping down his gray moustache. None +of the Burtons came out to take leave of him. Their coldness accentuated +the tenderness and sympathy of the servants, and Arthur was near to +breaking down as he pressed the hands held out to him. + +"Good-bye, Gian Battista. Kiss the little ones for me. Good-bye, Teresa. +Pray for me, all of you; and God keep you! Good-bye, good-bye!" + +He ran hastily downstairs to the front door. A moment later only a +little group of silent men and sobbing women stood on the doorstep +watching the carriage as it drove away. + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +ARTHUR was taken to the huge mediaeval fortress at the harbour's mouth. +He found prison life fairly endurable. His cell was unpleasantly damp +and dark; but he had been brought up in a palace in the Via Borra, and +neither close air, rats, nor foul smells were novelties to him. The +food, also, was both bad and insufficient; but James soon obtained +permission to send him all the necessaries of life from home. He was +kept in solitary confinement, and, though the vigilance of the +warders was less strict than he had expected, he failed to obtain any +explanation of the cause of his arrest. Nevertheless, the tranquil frame +of mind in which he had entered the fortress did not change. Not being +allowed books, he spent his time in prayer and devout meditation, and +waited without impatience or anxiety for the further course of events. + +One day a soldier unlocked the door of his cell and called to him: "This +way, please!" After two or three questions, to which he got no answer +but, "Talking is forbidden," Arthur resigned himself to the inevitable +and followed the soldier through a labyrinth of courtyards, corridors, +and stairs, all more or less musty-smelling, into a large, light room in +which three persons in military uniform sat at a long table covered with +green baize and littered with papers, chatting in a languid, desultory +way. They put on a stiff, business air as he came in, and the oldest of +them, a foppish-looking man with gray whiskers and a colonel's uniform, +pointed to a chair on the other side of the table and began the +preliminary interrogation. + +Arthur had expected to be threatened, abused, and sworn at, and had +prepared himself to answer with dignity and patience; but he was +pleasantly disappointed. The colonel was stiff, cold and formal, +but perfectly courteous. The usual questions as to his name, age, +nationality, and social position were put and answered, and the replies +written down in monotonous succession. He was beginning to feel bored +and impatient, when the colonel asked: + +"And now, Mr. Burton, what do you know about Young Italy?" + +"I know that it is a society which publishes a newspaper in Marseilles +and circulates it in Italy, with the object of inducing people to revolt +and drive the Austrian army out of the country." + +"You have read this paper, I think?" + +"Yes; I am interested in the subject." + +"When you read it you realized that you were committing an illegal +action?" + +"Certainly." + +"Where did you get the copies which were found in your room?" + +"That I cannot tell you." + +"Mr. Burton, you must not say 'I cannot tell' here; you are bound to +answer my questions." + +"I will not, then, if you object to 'cannot.'" + +"You will regret it if you permit yourself to use such expressions," +remarked the colonel. As Arthur made no reply, he went on: + +"I may as well tell you that evidence has come into our hands proving +your connection with this society to be much more intimate than is +implied by the mere reading of forbidden literature. It will be to your +advantage to confess frankly. In any case the truth will be sure to come +out, and you will find it useless to screen yourself behind evasion and +denials." + +"I have no desire to screen myself. What is it you want to know?" + +"Firstly, how did you, a foreigner, come to be implicated in matters of +this kind?" + +"I thought about the subject and read everything I could get hold of, +and formed my own conclusions." + +"Who persuaded you to join this society?" + +"No one; I wished to join it." + +"You are shilly-shallying with me," said the colonel, sharply; his +patience was evidently beginning to give out. "No one can join a society +by himself. To whom did you communicate your wish to join it?" + +Silence. + +"Will you have the kindness to answer me?" + +"Not when you ask questions of that kind." + +Arthur spoke sullenly; a curious, nervous irritability was taking +possession of him. He knew by this time that many arrests had been made +in both Leghorn and Pisa; and, though still ignorant of the extent of +the calamity, he had already heard enough to put him into a fever of +anxiety for the safety of Gemma and his other friends. The studied +politeness of the officers, the dull game of fencing and parrying, of +insidious questions and evasive answers, worried and annoyed him, and +the clumsy tramping backward and forward of the sentinel outside the +door jarred detestably upon his ear. + +"Oh, by the bye, when did you last meet Giovanni Bolla?" asked the +colonel, after a little more bandying of words. "Just before you left +Pisa, was it?" + +"I know no one of that name." + +"What! Giovanni Bolla? Surely you know him--a tall young fellow, closely +shaven. Why, he is one of your fellow-students." + +"There are many students in the university whom I don't know." + +"Oh, but you must know Bolla, surely! Look, this is his handwriting. You +see, he knows you well enough." + +The colonel carelessly handed him a paper headed: "Protocol," and +signed: "Giovanni Bolla." Glancing down it Arthur came upon his own +name. He looked up in surprise. "Am I to read it?" + +"Yes, you may as well; it concerns you." + +He began to read, while the officers sat silently watching his face. The +document appeared to consist of depositions in answer to a long string +of questions. Evidently Bolla, too, must have been arrested. The first +depositions were of the usual stereotyped character; then followed +a short account of Bolla's connection with the society, of the +dissemination of prohibited literature in Leghorn, and of the students' +meetings. Next came "Among those who joined us was a young Englishman, +Arthur Burton, who belongs to one of the rich shipowning families." + +The blood rushed into Arthur's face. Bolla had betrayed him! Bolla, who +had taken upon himself the solemn duties of an initiator--Bolla, who had +converted Gemma--who was in love with her! He laid down the paper and +stared at the floor. + +"I hope that little document has refreshed your memory?" hinted the +colonel politely. + +Arthur shook his head. "I know no one of that name," he repeated in a +dull, hard voice. "There must be some mistake." + +"Mistake? Oh, nonsense! Come, Mr. Burton, chivalry and quixotism are +very fine things in their way; but there's no use in overdoing them. +It's an error all you young people fall into at first. Come, think! What +good is it for you to compromise yourself and spoil your prospects in +life over a simple formality about a man that has betrayed you? You see +yourself, he wasn't so particular as to what he said about you." + +A faint shade of something like mockery had crept into the colonel's +voice. Arthur looked up with a start; a sudden light flashed upon his +mind. + +"It's a lie!" he cried out. "It's a forgery! I can see it in your face, +you cowardly----You've got some prisoner there you want to compromise, +or a trap you want to drag me into. You are a forger, and a liar, and a +scoundrel----" + +"Silence!" shouted the colonel, starting up in a rage; his two +colleagues were already on their feet. "Captain Tommasi," he went on, +turning to one of them, "ring for the guard, if you please, and have +this young gentleman put in the punishment cell for a few days. He wants +a lesson, I see, to bring him to reason." + +The punishment cell was a dark, damp, filthy hole under ground. Instead +of bringing Arthur "to reason," it thoroughly exasperated him. His +luxurious home had rendered him daintily fastidious about personal +cleanliness, and the first effect of the slimy, vermin-covered walls, +the floor heaped with accumulations of filth and garbage, the fearful +stench of fungi and sewage and rotting wood, was strong enough to have +satisfied the offended officer. When he was pushed in and the door +locked behind him he took three cautious steps forward with outstretched +hands, shuddering with disgust as his fingers came into contact with +the slippery wall, and groped in the dense blackness for some spot less +filthy than the rest in which to sit down. + +The long day passed in unbroken blackness and silence, and the night +brought no change. In the utter void and absence of all external +impressions, he gradually lost the consciousness of time; and when, +on the following morning, a key was turned in the door lock, and the +frightened rats scurried past him squeaking, he started up in a sudden +panic, his heart throbbing furiously and a roaring noise in his ears, as +though he had been shut away from light and sound for months instead of +hours. + +The door opened, letting in a feeble lantern gleam--a flood of blinding +light, it seemed to him--and the head warder entered, carrying a piece +of bread and a mug of water. Arthur made a step forward; he was quite +convinced that the man had come to let him out. Before he had time to +speak, the warder put the bread and mug into his hands, turned round and +went away without a word, locking the door again. + +Arthur stamped his foot upon the ground. For the first time in his life +he was savagely angry. But as the hours went by, the consciousness of +time and place gradually slipped further and further away. The blackness +seemed an illimitable thing, with no beginning and no end, and life had, +as it were, stopped for him. On the evening of the third day, when the +door was opened and the head warder appeared on the threshold with a +soldier, he looked up, dazed and bewildered, shading his eyes from the +unaccustomed light, and vaguely wondering how many hours or weeks he had +been in this grave. + +"This way, please," said the cool business voice of the warder. Arthur +rose and moved forward mechanically, with a strange unsteadiness, +swaying and stumbling like a drunkard. He resented the warder's attempt +to help him up the steep, narrow steps leading to the courtyard; but as +he reached the highest step a sudden giddiness came over him, so that he +staggered and would have fallen backwards had the warder not caught him +by the shoulder. + + ***** + +"There, he'll be all right now," said a cheerful voice; "they most of +them go off this way coming out into the air." + +Arthur struggled desperately for breath as another handful of water +was dashed into his face. The blackness seemed to fall away from him +in pieces with a rushing noise; then he woke suddenly into full +consciousness, and, pushing aside the warder's arm, walked along the +corridor and up the stairs almost steadily. They stopped for a moment in +front of a door; then it opened, and before he realized where they were +taking him he was in the brightly lighted interrogation room, staring in +confused wonder at the table and the papers and the officers sitting in +their accustomed places. + +"Ah, it's Mr. Burton!" said the colonel. "I hope we shall be able to +talk more comfortably now. Well, and how do you like the dark cell? Not +quite so luxurious as your brother's drawing room, is it? eh?" + +Arthur raised his eyes to the colonel's smiling face. He was seized by +a frantic desire to spring at the throat of this gray-whiskered fop and +tear it with his teeth. Probably something of this kind was visible in +his face, for the colonel added immediately, in a quite different tone: + +"Sit down, Mr. Burton, and drink some water; you are excited." + +Arthur pushed aside the glass of water held out to him; and, leaning his +arms on the table, rested his forehead on one hand and tried to +collect his thoughts. The colonel sat watching him keenly, noting with +experienced eyes the unsteady hands and lips, the hair dripping with +water, the dim gaze that told of physical prostration and disordered +nerves. + +"Now, Mr. Burton," he said after a few minutes; "we will start at the +point where we left off; and as there has been a certain amount of +unpleasantness between us, I may as well begin by saying that I, for my +part, have no desire to be anything but indulgent with you. If you will +behave properly and reasonably, I assure you that we shall not treat you +with any unnecessary harshness." + +"What do you want me to do?" + +Arthur spoke in a hard, sullen voice, quite different from his natural +tone. + +"I only want you to tell us frankly, in a straightforward and honourable +manner, what you know of this society and its adherents. First of all, +how long have you known Bolla?" + +"I never met him in my life. I know nothing whatever about him." + +"Really? Well, we will return to that subject presently. I think you +know a young man named Carlo Bini?" + +"I never heard of such a person." + +"That is very extraordinary. What about Francesco Neri?" + +"I never heard the name." + +"But here is a letter in your handwriting, addressed to him. Look!" + +Arthur glanced carelessly at the letter and laid it aside. + +"Do you recognize that letter?" + +"No." + +"You deny that it is in your writing?" + +"I deny nothing. I have no recollection of it." + +"Perhaps you remember this one?" + +A second letter was handed to him, and he saw that it was one which he +had written in the autumn to a fellow-student. + +"No." + +"Nor the person to whom it is addressed?" + +"Nor the person." + +"Your memory is singularly short." + +"It is a defect from which I have always suffered." + +"Indeed! And I heard the other day from a university professor that you +are considered by no means deficient; rather clever in fact." + +"You probably judge of cleverness by the police-spy standard; university +professors use words in a different sense." + +The note of rising irritation was plainly audible in Arthur's voice. He +was physically exhausted with hunger, foul air, and want of sleep; every +bone in his body seemed to ache separately; and the colonel's voice +grated on his exasperated nerves, setting his teeth on edge like the +squeak of a slate pencil. + +"Mr. Burton," said the colonel, leaning back in his chair and speaking +gravely, "you are again forgetting yourself; and I warn you once more +that this kind of talk will do you no good. Surely you have had enough +of the dark cell not to want any more just for the present. I tell you +plainly that I shall use strong measures with you if you persist in +repulsing gentle ones. Mind, I have proof--positive proof--that some +of these young men have been engaged in smuggling prohibited literature +into this port; and that you have been in communication with them. Now, +are you going to tell me, without compulsion, what you know about this +affair?" + +Arthur bent his head lower. A blind, senseless, wild-beast fury was +beginning to stir within him like a live thing. The possibility of +losing command over himself was more appalling to him than any threats. +For the first time he began to realize what latent potentialities may +lie hidden beneath the culture of any gentleman and the piety of any +Christian; and the terror of himself was strong upon him. + +"I am waiting for your answer," said the colonel. + +"I have no answer to give." + +"You positively refuse to answer?" + +"I will tell you nothing at all." + +"Then I must simply order you back into the punishment cell, and keep +you there till you change your mind. If there is much more trouble with +you, I shall put you in irons." + +Arthur looked up, trembling from head to foot. "You will do as you +please," he said slowly; "and whether the English Ambassador will stand +your playing tricks of that kind with a British subject who has not been +convicted of any crime is for him to decide." + +At last Arthur was conducted back to his own cell, where he flung +himself down upon the bed and slept till the next morning. He was not +put in irons, and saw no more of the dreaded dark cell; but the +feud between him and the colonel grew more inveterate with every +interrogation. It was quite useless for Arthur to pray in his cell for +grace to conquer his evil passions, or to meditate half the night long +upon the patience and meekness of Christ. No sooner was he brought again +into the long, bare room with its baize-covered table, and confronted +with the colonel's waxed moustache, than the unchristian spirit would +take possession of him once more, suggesting bitter repartees and +contemptuous answers. Before he had been a month in the prison the +mutual irritation had reached such a height that he and the colonel +could not see each other's faces without losing their temper. + +The continual strain of this petty warfare was beginning to tell heavily +upon his nerves. Knowing how closely he was watched, and remembering +certain dreadful rumours which he had heard of prisoners secretly +drugged with belladonna that notes might be taken of their ravings, he +gradually became afraid to sleep or eat; and if a mouse ran past him in +the night, would start up drenched with cold sweat and quivering with +terror, fancying that someone was hiding in the room to listen if he +talked in his sleep. The gendarmes were evidently trying to entrap him +into making some admission which might compromise Bolla; and so great +was his fear of slipping, by any inadvertency, into a pitfall, that he +was really in danger of doing so through sheer nervousness. Bolla's name +rang in his ears night and day, interfering even with his devotions, and +forcing its way in among the beads of the rosary instead of the name of +Mary. But the worst thing of all was that his religion, like the outer +world, seemed to be slipping away from him as the days went by. To this +last foothold he clung with feverish tenacity, spending several hours +of each day in prayer and meditation; but his thoughts wandered more and +more often to Bolla, and the prayers were growing terribly mechanical. + +His greatest comfort was the head warder of the prison. This was a +little old man, fat and bald, who at first had tried his hardest to wear +a severe expression. Gradually the good nature which peeped out of every +dimple in his chubby face conquered his official scruples, and he began +carrying messages for the prisoners from cell to cell. + +One afternoon in the middle of May this warder came into the cell with a +face so scowling and gloomy that Arthur looked at him in astonishment. + +"Why, Enrico!" he exclaimed; "what on earth is wrong with you to-day?" + +"Nothing," said Enrico snappishly; and, going up to the pallet, he began +pulling off the rug, which was Arthur's property. + +"What do you want with my things? Am I to be moved into another cell?" + +"No; you're to be let out." + +"Let out? What--to-day? For altogether? Enrico!" + +In his excitement Arthur had caught hold of the old man's arm. It was +angrily wrenched away. + +"Enrico! What has come to you? Why don't you answer? Are we all going to +be let out?" + +A contemptuous grunt was the only reply. + +"Look here!" Arthur again took hold of the warder's arm, laughing. +"It is no use for you to be cross to me, because I'm not going to get +offended. I want to know about the others." + +"Which others?" growled Enrico, suddenly laying down the shirt he was +folding. "Not Bolla, I suppose?" + +"Bolla and all the rest, of course. Enrico, what is the matter with +you?" + +"Well, he's not likely to be let out in a hurry, poor lad, when a +comrade has betrayed him. Ugh!" Enrico took up the shirt again in +disgust. + +"Betrayed him? A comrade? Oh, how dreadful!" Arthur's eyes dilated with +horror. Enrico turned quickly round. + +"Why, wasn't it you?" + +"I? Are you off your head, man? I?" + +"Well, they told him so yesterday at interrogation, anyhow. I'm very +glad if it wasn't you, for I always thought you were rather a decent +young fellow. This way!" Enrico stepped out into the corridor and Arthur +followed him, a light breaking in upon the confusion of his mind. + +"They told Bolla I'd betrayed him? Of course they did! Why, man, they +told me he had betrayed me. Surely Bolla isn't fool enough to believe +that sort of stuff?" + +"Then it really isn't true?" Enrico stopped at the foot of the stairs +and looked searchingly at Arthur, who merely shrugged his shoulders. + +"Of course it's a lie." + +"Well, I'm glad to hear it, my lad, and I'll tell him you said so. But +you see what they told him was that you had denounced him out of--well, +out of jealousy, because of your both being sweet on the same girl." + +"It's a lie!" Arthur repeated the words in a quick, breathless whisper. +A sudden, paralyzing fear had come over him. "The same girl--jealousy!" +How could they know--how could they know? + +"Wait a minute, my lad." Enrico stopped in the corridor leading to the +interrogation room, and spoke softly. "I believe you; but just tell me +one thing. I know you're a Catholic; did you ever say anything in the +confessional------" + +"It's a lie!" This time Arthur's voice had risen to a stifled cry. + +Enrico shrugged his shoulders and moved on again. "You know best, of +course; but you wouldn't be the only young fool that's been taken in +that way. There's a tremendous ado just now about a priest in Pisa that +some of your friends have found out. They've printed a leaflet saying +he's a spy." + +He opened the door of the interrogation room, and, seeing that Arthur +stood motionless, staring blankly before him, pushed him gently across +the threshold. + +"Good-afternoon, Mr. Burton," said the colonel, smiling and showing his +teeth amiably. "I have great pleasure in congratulating you. An order +for your release has arrived from Florence. Will you kindly sign this +paper?" + +Arthur went up to him. "I want to know," he said in a dull voice, "who +it was that betrayed me." + +The colonel raised his eyebrows with a smile. + +"Can't you guess? Think a minute." + +Arthur shook his head. The colonel put out both hands with a gesture of +polite surprise. + +"Can't guess? Really? Why, you yourself, Mr. Burton. Who else could know +your private love affairs?" + +Arthur turned away in silence. On the wall hung a large wooden crucifix; +and his eyes wandered slowly to its face; but with no appeal in them, +only a dim wonder at this supine and patient God that had no thunderbolt +for a priest who betrayed the confessional. + +"Will you kindly sign this receipt for your papers?" said the colonel +blandly; "and then I need not keep you any longer. I am sure you must be +in a hurry to get home; and my time is very much taken up just now with +the affairs of that foolish young man, Bolla, who tried your Christian +forbearance so hard. I am afraid he will get a rather heavy sentence. +Good-afternoon!" + +Arthur signed the receipt, took his papers, and went out in dead +silence. He followed Enrico to the massive gate; and, without a word of +farewell, descended to the water's edge, where a ferryman was waiting to +take him across the moat. As he mounted the stone steps leading to +the street, a girl in a cotton dress and straw hat ran up to him with +outstretched hands. + +"Arthur! Oh, I'm so glad--I'm so glad!" + +He drew his hands away, shivering. + +"Jim!" he said at last, in a voice that did not seem to belong to him. +"Jim!" + +"I've been waiting here for half an hour. They said you would come +out at four. Arthur, why do you look at me like that? Something has +happened! Arthur, what has come to you? Stop!" + +He had turned away, and was walking slowly down the street, as if he +had forgotten her presence. Thoroughly frightened at his manner, she ran +after him and caught him by the arm. + +"Arthur!" + +He stopped and looked up with bewildered eyes. She slipped her arm +through his, and they walked on again for a moment in silence. + +"Listen, dear," she began softly; "you mustn't get so upset over this +wretched business. I know it's dreadfully hard on you, but everybody +understands." + +"What business?" he asked in the same dull voice. + +"I mean, about Bolla's letter." + +Arthur's face contracted painfully at the name. + +"I thought you wouldn't have heard of it," Gemma went on; "but I suppose +they've told you. Bolla must be perfectly mad to have imagined such a +thing." + +"Such a thing----?" + +"You don't know about it, then? He has written a horrible letter, +saying that you have told about the steamers, and got him arrested. It's +perfectly absurd, of course; everyone that knows you sees that; it's +only the people who don't know you that have been upset by it. Really, +that's what I came here for--to tell you that no one in our group +believes a word of it." + +"Gemma! But it's--it's true!" + +She shrank slowly away from him, and stood quite still, her eyes wide +and dark with horror, her face as white as the kerchief at her neck. A +great icy wave of silence seemed to have swept round them both, shutting +them out, in a world apart, from the life and movement of the street. + +"Yes," he whispered at last; "the steamers--I spoke of that; and I said +his name--oh, my God! my God! What shall I do?" + +He came to himself suddenly, realizing her presence and the mortal +terror in her face. Yes, of course, she must think------ + +"Gemma, you don't understand!" he burst out, moving nearer; but she +recoiled with a sharp cry: + +"Don't touch me!" + +Arthur seized her right hand with sudden violence. + +"Listen, for God's sake! It was not my fault; I----" + +"Let go; let my hand go! Let go!" + +The next instant she wrenched her fingers away from his, and struck him +across the cheek with her open hand. + +A kind of mist came over his eyes. For a little while he was conscious +of nothing but Gemma's white and desperate face, and the right hand +which she had fiercely rubbed on the skirt of her cotton dress. Then +the daylight crept back again, and he looked round and saw that he was +alone. + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +IT had long been dark when Arthur rang at the front door of the great +house in the Via Borra. He remembered that he had been wandering about +the streets; but where, or why, or for how long, he had no idea. Julia's +page opened the door, yawning, and grinned significantly at the haggard, +stony face. It seemed to him a prodigious joke to have the young master +come home from jail like a "drunk and disorderly" beggar. Arthur went +upstairs. On the first floor he met Gibbons coming down with an air of +lofty and solemn disapproval. He tried to pass with a muttered "Good +evening"; but Gibbons was no easy person to get past against his will. + +"The gentlemen are out, sir," he said, looking critically at Arthur's +rather neglected dress and hair. "They have gone with the mistress to an +evening party, and will not be back till nearly twelve." + +Arthur looked at his watch; it was nine o'clock. Oh, yes! he would have +time--plenty of time------ + +"My mistress desired me to ask whether you would like any supper, sir; +and to say that she hopes you will sit up for her, as she particularly +wishes to speak to you this evening." + +"I don't want anything, thank you; you can tell her I have not gone to +bed." + +He went up to his room. Nothing in it had been changed since his arrest; +Montanelli's portrait was on the table where he had placed it, and +the crucifix stood in the alcove as before. He paused a moment on the +threshold, listening; but the house was quite still; evidently no one +was coming to disturb him. He stepped softly into the room and locked +the door. + +And so he had come to the end. There was nothing to think or trouble +about; an importunate and useless consciousness to get rid of--and +nothing more. It seemed a stupid, aimless kind of thing, somehow. + +He had not formed any resolve to commit suicide, nor indeed had he +thought much about it; the thing was quite obvious and inevitable. He +had even no definite idea as to what manner of death to choose; all that +mattered was to be done with it quickly--to have it over and forget. He +had no weapon in the room, not even a pocketknife; but that was of no +consequence--a towel would do, or a sheet torn into strips. + +There was a large nail just over the window. That would do; but it must +be firm to bear his weight. He got up on a chair to feel the nail; it +was not quite firm, and he stepped down again and took a hammer from a +drawer. He knocked in the nail, and was about to pull a sheet off his +bed, when he suddenly remembered that he had not said his prayers. Of +course, one must pray before dying; every Christian does that. There are +even special prayers for a departing soul. + +He went into the alcove and knelt down before the crucifix. "Almighty +and merciful God----" he began aloud; and with that broke off and said +no more. Indeed, the world was grown so dull that there was nothing left +to pray for--or against. And then, what did Christ know about a trouble +of this kind--Christ, who had never suffered it? He had only been +betrayed, like Bolla; He had never been tricked into betraying. + +Arthur rose, crossing himself from old habit. Approaching the table, +he saw lying upon it a letter addressed to him, in Montanelli's +handwriting. It was in pencil: + + +"My Dear Boy: It is a great disappointment to me that I cannot see you +on the day of your release; but I have been sent for to visit a dying +man. I shall not get back till late at night. Come to me early to-morrow +morning. In great haste, + +"L. M." + + +He put down the letter with a sigh; it did seem hard on the Padre. + +How the people had laughed and gossiped in the streets! Nothing was +altered since the days when he had been alive. Not the least little one +of all the daily trifles round him was changed because a human soul, a +living human soul, had been struck down dead. It was all just the same +as before. The water had plashed in the fountains; the sparrows had +twittered under the eaves; just as they had done yesterday, just as they +would do to-morrow. And as for him, he was dead--quite dead. + +He sat down on the edge of the bed, crossed his arms along the +foot-rail, and rested his forehead upon them. There was plenty of time; +and his head ached so--the very middle of the brain seemed to ache; it +was all so dull and stupid--so utterly meaningless---- + + ***** + +The front-door bell rang sharply, and he started up in a breathless +agony of terror, with both hands at his throat. They had come back--he +had sat there dreaming, and let the precious time slip away--and now +he must see their faces and hear their cruel tongues--their sneers and +comments--If only he had a knife------ + +He looked desperately round the room. His mother's work-basket stood +in a little cupboard; surely there would be scissors; he might sever an +artery. No; the sheet and nail were safer, if he had time. + +He dragged the counterpane from his bed, and with frantic haste began +tearing off a strip. The sound of footsteps came up the stairs. No; the +strip was too wide; it would not tie firmly; and there must be a noose. +He worked faster as the footsteps drew nearer; and the blood throbbed +in his temples and roared in his ears. Quicker--quicker! Oh, God! five +minutes more! + +There was a knock at the door. The strip of torn stuff dropped from his +hands, and he sat quite still, holding his breath to listen. The handle +of the door was tried; then Julia's voice called: + +"Arthur!" + +He stood up, panting. + +"Arthur, open the door, please; we are waiting." + +He gathered up the torn counterpane, threw it into a drawer, and hastily +smoothed down the bed. + +"Arthur!" This time it was James who called, and the door-handle was +shaken impatiently. "Are you asleep?" + +Arthur looked round the room, saw that everything was hidden, and +unlocked the door. + +"I should think you might at least have obeyed my express request that +you should sit up for us, Arthur," said Julia, sweeping into the room in +a towering passion. "You appear to think it the proper thing for us to +dance attendance for half an hour at your door----" + +"Four minutes, my dear," James mildly corrected, stepping into the room +at the end of his wife's pink satin train. "I certainly think, Arthur, +that it would have been more--becoming if----" + +"What do you want?" Arthur interrupted. He was standing with his hand +upon the door, glancing furtively from one to the other like a trapped +animal. But James was too obtuse and Julia too angry to notice the look. + +Mr. Burton placed a chair for his wife and sat down, carefully pulling +up his new trousers at the knees. "Julia and I," he began, "feel it to +be our duty to speak to you seriously about----" + +"I can't listen to-night; I--I'm not well. My head aches--you must +wait." + +Arthur spoke in a strange, indistinct voice, with a confused and +rambling manner. James looked round in surprise. + +"Is there anything the matter with you?" he asked anxiously, suddenly +remembering that Arthur had come from a very hotbed of infection. "I +hope you're not sickening for anything. You look quite feverish." + +"Nonsense!" Julia interrupted sharply. "It's only the usual theatricals, +because he's ashamed to face us. Come here and sit down, Arthur." Arthur +slowly crossed the room and sat down on the bed. "Yes?" he said wearily. + +Mr. Burton coughed, cleared his throat, smoothed his already immaculate +beard, and began the carefully prepared speech over again: + +"I feel it to be my duty--my painful duty--to speak very seriously +to you about your extraordinary behaviour in connecting yourself +with--a--law-breakers and incendiaries and--a--persons of disreputable +character. I believe you to have been, perhaps, more foolish than +depraved--a----" + +He paused. + +"Yes?" Arthur said again. + +"Now, I do not wish to be hard on you," James went on, softening a +little in spite of himself before the weary hopelessness of Arthur's +manner. "I am quite willing to believe that you have been led away by +bad companions, and to take into account your youth and inexperience and +the--a--a--imprudent and--a--impulsive character which you have, I fear, +inherited from your mother." + +Arthur's eyes wandered slowly to his mother's portrait and back again, +but he did not speak. + +"But you will, I feel sure, understand," James continued, "that it is +quite impossible for me to keep any longer in my house a person who has +brought public disgrace upon a name so highly respected as ours." + +"Yes?" Arthur repeated once more. + +"Well?" said Julia sharply, closing her fan with a snap and laying it +across her knee. "Are you going to have the goodness to say anything but +'Yes,' Arthur?" + +"You will do as you think best, of course," he answered slowly, without +moving. "It doesn't matter much either way." + +"Doesn't--matter?" James repeated, aghast; and his wife rose with a +laugh. + +"Oh, it doesn't matter, doesn't it? Well, James, I hope you understand +now how much gratitude you may expect in that quarter. I told you what +would come of showing charity to Papist adventuresses and their----" + +"Hush, hush! Never mind that, my dear!" + +"It's all nonsense, James; we've had more than enough of this +sentimentality! A love-child setting himself up as a member of the +family--it's quite time he did know what his mother was! Why should +we be saddled with the child of a Popish priest's amourettes? There, +then--look!" + +She pulled a crumpled sheet of paper out of her pocket and tossed +it across the table to Arthur. He opened it; the writing was in his +mother's hand, and was dated four months before his birth. It was a +confession, addressed to her husband, and with two signatures. + +Arthur's eyes travelled slowly down the page, past the unsteady letters +in which her name was written, to the strong, familiar signature: +"Lorenzo Montanelli." For a moment he stared at the writing; then, +without a word, refolded the paper and laid it down. James rose and took +his wife by the arm. + +"There, Julia, that will do. Just go downstairs now; it's late, and I +want to talk a little business with Arthur. It won't interest you." + +She glanced up at her husband; then back at Arthur, who was silently +staring at the floor. + +"He seems half stupid," she whispered. + +When she had gathered up her train and left the room, James carefully +shut the door and went back to his chair beside the table. Arthur sat as +before, perfectly motionless and silent. + +"Arthur," James began in a milder tone, now Julia was not there to hear, +"I am very sorry that this has come out. You might just as well not have +known it. However, all that's over; and I am pleased to see that you +can behave with such self-control. Julia is a--a little excited; ladies +often--anyhow, I don't want to be too hard on you." + +He stopped to see what effect the kindly words had produced; but Arthur +was quite motionless. + +"Of course, my dear boy," James went on after a moment, "this is a +distressing story altogether, and the best thing we can do is to hold +our tongues about it. My father was generous enough not to divorce your +mother when she confessed her fall to him; he only demanded that the +man who had led her astray should leave the country at once; and, as +you know, he went to China as a missionary. For my part, I was very much +against your having anything to do with him when he came back; but my +father, just at the last, consented to let him teach you, on condition +that he never attempted to see your mother. I must, in justice, +acknowledge that I believe they both observed that condition faithfully +to the end. It is a very deplorable business; but----" + +Arthur looked up. All the life and expression had gone out of his face; +it was like a waxen mask. + +"D-don't you think," he said softly, with a curious stammering +hesitation on the words, "th-that--all this--is--v-very--funny?" + +"FUNNY?" James pushed his chair away from the table, and sat staring at +him, too much petrified for anger. "Funny! Arthur, are you mad?" + +Arthur suddenly threw back his head, and burst into a frantic fit of +laughing. + +"Arthur!" exclaimed the shipowner, rising with dignity, "I am amazed at +your levity!" + +There was no answer but peal after peal of laughter, so loud and +boisterous that even James began to doubt whether there was not +something more the matter here than levity. + +"Just like a hysterical woman," he muttered, turning, with a +contemptuous shrug of his shoulders, to tramp impatiently up and +down the room. "Really, Arthur, you're worse than Julia; there, stop +laughing! I can't wait about here all night." + +He might as well have asked the crucifix to come down from its pedestal. +Arthur was past caring for remonstrances or exhortations; he only +laughed, and laughed, and laughed without end. + +"This is absurd!" said James, stopping at last in his irritated pacing +to and fro. "You are evidently too much excited to be reasonable +to-night. I can't talk business with you if you're going on that way. +Come to me to-morrow morning after breakfast. And now you had better go +to bed. Good-night." + +He went out, slamming the door. "Now for the hysterics downstairs," he +muttered as he tramped noisily away. "I suppose it'll be tears there!" + + ***** + +The frenzied laughter died on Arthur's lips. He snatched up the hammer +from the table and flung himself upon the crucifix. + +With the crash that followed he came suddenly to his senses, standing +before the empty pedestal, the hammer still in his hand, and the +fragments of the broken image scattered on the floor about his feet. + +He threw down the hammer. "So easy!" he said, and turned away. "And what +an idiot I am!" + +He sat down by the table, panting heavily for breath, and rested his +forehead on both hands. Presently he rose, and, going to the wash-stand, +poured a jugful of cold water over his head and face. He came back quite +composed, and sat down to think. + +And it was for such things as these--for these false and slavish people, +these dumb and soulless gods--that he had suffered all these tortures +of shame and passion and despair; had made a rope to hang himself, +forsooth, because one priest was a liar. As if they were not all liars! +Well, all that was done with; he was wiser now. He need only shake off +these vermin and begin life afresh. + +There were plenty of goods vessels in the docks; it would be an easy +matter to stow himself away in one of them, and get across to Canada, +Australia, Cape Colony--anywhere. It was no matter for the country, if +only it was far enough; and, as for the life out there, he could see, +and if it did not suit him he could try some other place. + +He took out his purse. Only thirty-three paoli; but his watch was a +good one. That would help him along a bit; and in any case it was of no +consequence--he should pull through somehow. But they would search +for him, all these people; they would be sure to make inquiries at the +docks. No; he must put them on a false scent--make them believe him +dead; then he should be quite free--quite free. He laughed softly to +himself at the thought of the Burtons searching for his corpse. What a +farce the whole thing was! + +Taking a sheet of paper, he wrote the first words that occurred to him: + + +"I believed in you as I believed in God. God is a thing made of clay, +that I can smash with a hammer; and you have fooled me with a lie." + + +He folded up the paper, directed it to Montanelli, and, taking another +sheet, wrote across it: "Look for my body in Darsena." Then he put on +his hat and went out of the room. Passing his mother's portrait, he +looked up with a laugh and a shrug of his shoulders. She, too, had lied +to him. + +He crept softly along the corridor, and, slipping back the door-bolts, +went out on to the great, dark, echoing marble staircase. It seemed to +yawn beneath him like a black pit as he descended. + +He crossed the courtyard, treading cautiously for fear of waking Gian +Battista, who slept on the ground floor. In the wood-cellar at the back +was a little grated window, opening on the canal and not more than four +feet from the ground. He remembered that the rusty grating had broken +away on one side; by pushing a little he could make an aperture wide +enough to climb out by. + +The grating was strong, and he grazed his hands badly and tore the +sleeve of his coat; but that was no matter. He looked up and down the +street; there was no one in sight, and the canal lay black and silent, +an ugly trench between two straight and slimy walls. The untried +universe might prove a dismal hole, but it could hardly be more flat +and sordid than the corner which he was leaving behind him. There was +nothing to regret; nothing to look back upon. It had been a pestilent +little stagnant world, full of squalid lies and clumsy cheats and +foul-smelling ditches that were not even deep enough to drown a man. + +He walked along the canal bank, and came out upon the tiny square by the +Medici palace. It was here that Gemma had run up to him with her vivid +face, her outstretched hands. Here was the little flight of wet stone +steps leading down to the moat; and there the fortress scowling across +the strip of dirty water. He had never noticed before how squat and mean +it looked. + +Passing through the narrow streets he reached the Darsena +shipping-basin, where he took off his hat and flung it into the water. +It would be found, of course, when they dragged for his body. Then he +walked on along the water's edge, considering perplexedly what to do +next. He must contrive to hide on some ship; but it was a difficult +thing to do. His only chance would be to get on to the huge old +Medici breakwater and walk along to the further end of it. There was a +low-class tavern on the point; probably he should find some sailor there +who could be bribed. + +But the dock gates were closed. How should he get past them, and past +the customs officials? His stock of money would not furnish the high +bribe that they would demand for letting him through at night and +without a passport. Besides they might recognize him. + +As he passed the bronze statue of the "Four Moors," a man's figure +emerged from an old house on the opposite side of the shipping basin +and approached the bridge. Arthur slipped at once into the deep shadow +behind the group of statuary and crouched down in the darkness, peeping +cautiously round the corner of the pedestal. + +It was a soft spring night, warm and starlit. The water lapped against +the stone walls of the basin and swirled in gentle eddies round the +steps with a sound as of low laughter. Somewhere near a chain creaked, +swinging slowly to and fro. A huge iron crane towered up, tall and +melancholy in the dimness. Black on a shimmering expanse of starry sky +and pearly cloud-wreaths, the figures of the fettered, struggling slaves +stood out in vain and vehement protest against a merciless doom. + +The man approached unsteadily along the water side, shouting an English +street song. He was evidently a sailor returning from a carouse at some +tavern. No one else was within sight. As he drew near, Arthur stood up +and stepped into the middle of the roadway. The sailor broke off in his +song with an oath, and stopped short. + +"I want to speak to you," Arthur said in Italian. "Do you understand +me?" + +The man shook his head. "It's no use talking that patter to me," he +said; then, plunging into bad French, asked sullenly: "What do you want? +Why can't you let me pass?" + +"Just come out of the light here a minute; I want to speak to you." + +"Ah! wouldn't you like it? Out of the light! Got a knife anywhere about +you?" + +"No, no, man! Can't you see I only want your help? I'll pay you for it?" + +"Eh? What? And dressed like a swell, too------" The sailor had relapsed +into English. He now moved into the shadow and leaned against the +railing of the pedestal. + +"Well," he said, returning to his atrocious French; "and what is it you +want?" + +"I want to get away from here----" + +"Aha! Stowaway! Want me to hide you? Been up to something, I suppose. +Stuck a knife into somebody, eh? Just like these foreigners! And where +might you be wanting to go? Not to the police station, I fancy?" + +He laughed in his tipsy way, and winked one eye. + +"What vessel do you belong to?" + +"Carlotta--Leghorn to Buenos Ayres; shipping oil one way and hides +the other. She's over there"--pointing in the direction of the +breakwater--"beastly old hulk!" + +"Buenos Ayres--yes! Can you hide me anywhere on board?" + +"How much can you give?" + +"Not very much; I have only a few paoli." + +"No. Can't do it under fifty--and cheap at that, too--a swell like you." + +"What do you mean by a swell? If you like my clothes you may change with +me, but I can't give you more money than I have got." + +"You have a watch there. Hand it over." + +Arthur took out a lady's gold watch, delicately chased and enamelled, +with the initials "G. B." on the back. It had been his mother's--but +what did that matter now? + +"Ah!" remarked the sailor with a quick glance at it. "Stolen, of course! +Let me look!" + +Arthur drew his hand away. "No," he said. "I will give you the watch +when we are on board; not before." + +"You're not such a fool as you look, after all! I'll bet it's your first +scrape, though, eh?" + +"That is my business. Ah! there comes the watchman." + +They crouched down behind the group of statuary and waited till the +watchman had passed. Then the sailor rose, and, telling Arthur to +follow him, walked on, laughing foolishly to himself. Arthur followed in +silence. + +The sailor led him back to the little irregular square by the Medici +palace; and, stopping in a dark corner, mumbled in what was intended for +a cautious whisper: + +"Wait here; those soldier fellows will see you if you come further." + +"What are you going to do?" + +"Get you some clothes. I'm not going to take you on board with that +bloody coatsleeve." + +Arthur glanced down at the sleeve which had been torn by the window +grating. A little blood from the grazed hand had fallen upon it. +Evidently the man thought him a murderer. Well, it was of no consequence +what people thought. + +After some time the sailor came back, triumphant, with a bundle under +his arm. + +"Change," he whispered; "and make haste about it. I must get back, and +that old Jew has kept me bargaining and haggling for half an hour." + +Arthur obeyed, shrinking with instinctive disgust at the first touch of +second-hand clothes. Fortunately these, though rough and coarse, were +fairly clean. When he stepped into the light in his new attire, the +sailor looked at him with tipsy solemnity and gravely nodded his +approval. + +"You'll do," he said. "This way, and don't make a noise." Arthur, +carrying his discarded clothes, followed him through a labyrinth of +winding canals and dark narrow alleys; the mediaeval slum quarter which +the people of Leghorn call "New Venice." Here and there a gloomy old +palace, solitary among the squalid houses and filthy courts, stood +between two noisome ditches, with a forlorn air of trying to preserve +its ancient dignity and yet of knowing the effort to be a hopeless +one. Some of the alleys, he knew, were notorious dens of thieves, +cut-throats, and smugglers; others were merely wretched and +poverty-stricken. + +Beside one of the little bridges the sailor stopped, and, looking round +to see that they were not observed, descended a flight of stone steps +to a narrow landing stage. Under the bridge was a dirty, crazy old boat. +Sharply ordering Arthur to jump in and lie down, he seated himself in +the boat and began rowing towards the harbour's mouth. Arthur lay still +on the wet and leaky planks, hidden by the clothes which the man had +thrown over him, and peeping out from under them at the familiar streets +and houses. + +Presently they passed under a bridge and entered that part of the canal +which forms a moat for the fortress. The massive walls rose out of the +water, broad at the base and narrowing upward to the frowning turrets. +How strong, how threatening they had seemed to him a few hours ago! And +now---- + +He laughed softly as he lay in the bottom of the boat. + +"Hold your noise," the sailor whispered, "and keep your head covered! +We're close to the custom house." + +Arthur drew the clothes over his head. A few yards further on the boat +stopped before a row of masts chained together, which lay across the +surface of the canal, blocking the narrow waterway between the custom +house and the fortress wall. A sleepy official came out yawning and bent +over the water's edge with a lantern in his hand. + +"Passports, please." + +The sailor handed up his official papers. Arthur, half stifled under the +clothes, held his breath, listening. + +"A nice time of night to come back to your ship!" grumbled the customs +official. "Been out on the spree, I suppose. What's in your boat?" + +"Old clothes. Got them cheap." He held up the waistcoat for inspection. +The official, lowering his lantern, bent over, straining his eyes to +see. + +"It's all right, I suppose. You can pass." + +He lifted the barrier and the boat moved slowly out into the dark, +heaving water. At a little distance Arthur sat up and threw off the +clothes. + +"Here she is," the sailor whispered, after rowing for some time in +silence. "Keep close behind me and hold your tongue." + +He clambered up the side of a huge black monster, swearing under his +breath at the clumsiness of the landsman, though Arthur's natural +agility rendered him less awkward than most people would have been in +his place. Once safely on board, they crept cautiously between dark +masses of rigging and machinery, and came at last to a hatchway, which +the sailor softly raised. + +"Down here!" he whispered. "I'll be back in a minute." + +The hold was not only damp and dark, but intolerably foul. At first +Arthur instinctively drew back, half choked by the stench of raw hides +and rancid oil. Then he remembered the "punishment cell," and descended +the ladder, shrugging his shoulders. Life is pretty much the same +everywhere, it seemed; ugly, putrid, infested with vermin, full of +shameful secrets and dark corners. Still, life is life, and he must make +the best of it. + +In a few minutes the sailor came back with something in his hands which +Arthur could not distinctly see for the darkness. + +"Now, give me the watch and money. Make haste!" + +Taking advantage of the darkness, Arthur succeeded in keeping back a few +coins. + +"You must get me something to eat," he said; "I am half starved." + +"I've brought it. Here you are." The sailor handed him a pitcher, some +hard biscuit, and a piece of salt pork. "Now mind, you must hide in this +empty barrel, here, when the customs officers come to examine to-morrow +morning. Keep as still as a mouse till we're right out at sea. I'll let +you know when to come out. And won't you just catch it when the captain +sees you--that's all! Got the drink safe? Good-night!" + +The hatchway closed, and Arthur, setting the precious "drink" in a safe +place, climbed on to an oil barrel to eat his pork and biscuit. Then he +curled himself up on the dirty floor; and, for the first time since his +babyhood, settled himself to sleep without a prayer. The rats scurried +round him in the darkness; but neither their persistent noise nor the +swaying of the ship, nor the nauseating stench of oil, nor the prospect +of to-morrow's sea-sickness, could keep him awake. He cared no more for +them all than for the broken and dishonoured idols that only yesterday +had been the gods of his adoration. + + + + + +PART II. + + +THIRTEEN YEARS LATER. + + + +CHAPTER I. + +ONE evening in July, 1846, a few acquaintances met at Professor +Fabrizi's house in Florence to discuss plans for future political work. + +Several of them belonged to the Mazzinian party and would have been +satisfied with nothing less than a democratic Republic and a United +Italy. Others were Constitutional Monarchists and Liberals of +various shades. On one point, however, they were all agreed; that of +dissatisfaction with the Tuscan censorship; and the popular professor +had called the meeting in the hope that, on this one subject at least, +the representatives of the dissentient parties would be able to get +through an hour's discussion without quarrelling. + +Only a fortnight had elapsed since the famous amnesty which Pius IX. had +granted, on his accession, to political offenders in the Papal States; +but the wave of liberal enthusiasm caused by it was already spreading +over Italy. In Tuscany even the government appeared to have been +affected by the astounding event. It had occurred to Fabrizi and a few +other leading Florentines that this was a propitious moment for a bold +effort to reform the press-laws. + +"Of course," the dramatist Lega had said, when the subject was first +broached to him; "it would be impossible to start a newspaper till we +can get the press-law changed; we should not bring out the first number. +But we may be able to run some pamphlets through the censorship already; +and the sooner we begin the sooner we shall get the law changed." + +He was now explaining in Fabrizi's library his theory of the line which +should be taken by liberal writers at the moment. + +"There is no doubt," interposed one of the company, a gray-haired +barrister with a rather drawling manner of speech, "that in some way we +must take advantage of the moment. We shall not see such a favourable +one again for bringing forward serious reforms. But I doubt the +pamphlets doing any good. They will only irritate and frighten the +government instead of winning it over to our side, which is what we +really want to do. If once the authorities begin to think of us as +dangerous agitators our chance of getting their help is gone." + +"Then what would you have us do?" + +"Petition." + +"To the Grand Duke?" + +"Yes; for an augmentation of the liberty of the press." + +A keen-looking, dark man sitting by the window turned his head round +with a laugh. + +"You'll get a lot out of petitioning!" he said. "I should have thought +the result of the Renzi case was enough to cure anybody of going to work +that way." + +"My dear sir, I am as much grieved as you are that we did not succeed in +preventing the extradition of Renzi. But really--I do not wish to hurt +the sensibilities of anyone, but I cannot help thinking that our failure +in that case was largely due to the impatience and vehemence of some +persons among our number. I should certainly hesitate----" + +"As every Piedmontese always does," the dark man interrupted sharply. "I +don't know where the vehemence and impatience lay, unless you found them +in the strings of meek petitions we sent in. That may be vehemence for +Tuscany or Piedmont, but we should not call it particularly vehement in +Naples." + +"Fortunately," remarked the Piedmontese, "Neapolitan vehemence is +peculiar to Naples." + +"There, there, gentlemen, that will do!" the professor put in. +"Neapolitan customs are very good things in their way and Piedmontese +customs in theirs; but just now we are in Tuscany, and the Tuscan custom +is to stick to the matter in hand. Grassini votes for petitions and +Galli against them. What do you think, Dr. Riccardo?" + +"I see no harm in petitions, and if Grassini gets one up I'll sign it +with all the pleasure in life. But I don't think mere petitioning and +nothing else will accomplish much. Why can't we have both petitions and +pamphlets?" + +"Simply because the pamphlets will put the government into a state of +mind in which it won't grant the petitions," said Grassini. + +"It won't do that anyhow." The Neapolitan rose and came across to the +table. "Gentlemen, you're on the wrong tack. Conciliating the government +will do no good. What we must do is to rouse the people." + +"That's easier said than done; how are you going to start?" + +"Fancy asking Galli that! Of course he'd start by knocking the censor on +the head." + +"No, indeed, I shouldn't," said Galli stoutly. "You always think if +a man comes from down south he must believe in no argument but cold +steel." + +"Well, what do you propose, then? Sh! Attention, gentlemen! Galli has a +proposal to make." + +The whole company, which had broken up into little knots of twos and +threes, carrying on separate discussions, collected round the table to +listen. Galli raised his hands in expostulation. + +"No, gentlemen, it is not a proposal; it is merely a suggestion. +It appears to me that there is a great practical danger in all this +rejoicing over the new Pope. People seem to think that, because he has +struck out a new line and granted this amnesty, we have only to throw +ourselves--all of us, the whole of Italy--into his arms and he will +carry us to the promised land. Now, I am second to no one in admiration +of the Pope's behaviour; the amnesty was a splendid action." + +"I am sure His Holiness ought to feel flattered----" Grassini began +contemptuously. + +"There, Grassini, do let the man speak!" Riccardo interrupted in his +turn. "It's a most extraordinary thing that you two never can keep from +sparring like a cat and dog. Get on, Galli!" + +"What I wanted to say is this," continued the Neapolitan. "The Holy +Father, undoubtedly, is acting with the best intentions; but how far he +will succeed in carrying his reforms is another question. Just now it's +smooth enough and, of course, the reactionists all over Italy will lie +quiet for a month or two till the excitement about the amnesty blows +over; but they are not likely to let the power be taken out of their +hands without a fight, and my own belief is that before the winter is +half over we shall have Jesuits and Gregorians and Sanfedists and +all the rest of the crew about our ears, plotting and intriguing, and +poisoning off everybody they can't bribe." + +"That's likely enough." + +"Very well, then; shall we wait here, meekly sending in petitions, till +Lambruschini and his pack have persuaded the Grand Duke to put us bodily +under Jesuit rule, with perhaps a few Austrian hussars to patrol the +streets and keep us in order; or shall we forestall them and take +advantage of their momentary discomfiture to strike the first blow?" + +"Tell us first what blow you propose?" + +"I would suggest that we start an organized propaganda and agitation +against the Jesuits." + +"A pamphleteering declaration of war, in fact?" + +"Yes; exposing their intrigues, ferreting out their secrets, and calling +upon the people to make common cause against them." + +"But there are no Jesuits here to expose." + +"Aren't there? Wait three months and see how many we shall have. It'll +be too late to keep them out then." + +"But really to rouse the town against the Jesuits one must speak +plainly; and if you do that how will you evade the censorship?" + +"I wouldn't evade it; I would defy it." + +"You would print the pamphlets anonymously? That's all very well, +but the fact is, we have all seen enough of the clandestine press to +know----" + +"I did not mean that. I would print the pamphlets openly, with our names +and addresses, and let them prosecute us if they dare." + +"The project is a perfectly mad one," Grassini exclaimed. "It is simply +putting one's head into the lion's mouth out of sheer wantonness." + +"Oh, you needn't be afraid!" Galli cut in sharply; "we shouldn't ask you +to go to prison for our pamphlets." + +"Hold your tongue, Galli!" said Riccardo. "It's not a question of being +afraid; we're all as ready as you are to go to prison if there's any +good to be got by it, but it is childish to run into danger for nothing. +For my part, I have an amendment to the proposal to suggest." + +"Well, what is it?" + +"I think we might contrive, with care, to fight the Jesuits without +coming into collision with the censorship." + +"I don't see how you are going to manage it." + +"I think that it is possible to clothe what one has to say in so +roundabout a form that----" + +"That the censorship won't understand it? And then you'll expect every +poor artisan and labourer to find out the meaning by the light of +the ignorance and stupidity that are in him! That doesn't sound very +practicable." + +"Martini, what do you think?" asked the professor, turning to a +broad-shouldered man with a great brown beard, who was sitting beside +him. + +"I think that I will reserve my opinion till I have more facts to go +upon. It's a question of trying experiments and seeing what comes of +them." + +"And you, Sacconi?" + +"I should like to hear what Signora Bolla has to say. Her suggestions +are always valuable." + +Everyone turned to the only woman in the room, who had been sitting on +the sofa, resting her chin on one hand and listening in silence to the +discussion. She had deep, serious black eyes, but as she raised them now +there was an unmistakable gleam of amusement in them. + +"I am afraid," she said; "that I disagree with everybody." + +"You always do, and the worst of it is that you are always right," +Riccardo put in. + +"I think it is quite true that we must fight the Jesuits somehow; and if +we can't do it with one weapon we must with another. But mere defiance +is a feeble weapon and evasion a cumbersome one. As for petitioning, +that is a child's toy." + +"I hope, signora," Grassini interposed, with a solemn face; "that you +are not suggesting such methods as--assassination?" + +Martini tugged at his big moustache and Galli sniggered outright. Even +the grave young woman could not repress a smile. + +"Believe me," she said, "that if I were ferocious enough to think of +such things I should not be childish enough to talk about them. But +the deadliest weapon I know is ridicule. If you can once succeed in +rendering the Jesuits ludicrous, in making people laugh at them and +their claims, you have conquered them without bloodshed." + +"I believe you are right, as far as that goes," Fabrizi said; "but I +don't see how you are going to carry the thing through." + +"Why should we not be able to carry it through?" asked Martini. "A +satirical thing has a better chance of getting over the censorship +difficulty than a serious one; and, if it must be cloaked, the average +reader is more likely to find out the double meaning of an apparently +silly joke than of a scientific or economic treatise." + +"Then is your suggestion, signora, that we should issue satirical +pamphlets, or attempt to run a comic paper? That last, I am sure, the +censorship would never allow." + +"I don't mean exactly either. I believe a series of small satirical +leaflets, in verse or prose, to be sold cheap or distributed free about +the streets, would be very useful. If we could find a clever artist +who would enter into the spirit of the thing, we might have them +illustrated." + +"It's a capital idea, if only one could carry it out; but if the thing +is to be done at all it must be well done. We should want a first-class +satirist; and where are we to get him?" + +"You see," added Lega, "most of us are serious writers; and, with +all respect to the company, I am afraid that a general attempt to be +humorous would present the spectacle of an elephant trying to dance the +tarantella." + +"I never suggested that we should all rush into work for which we +are unfitted. My idea was that we should try to find a really gifted +satirist--there must be one to be got somewhere in Italy, surely--and +offer to provide the necessary funds. Of course we should have to know +something of the man and make sure that he would work on lines with +which we could agree." + +"But where are you going to find him? I can count up the satirists +of any real talent on the fingers of one hand; and none of them are +available. Giusti wouldn't accept; he is fully occupied as it is. There +are one or two good men in Lombardy, but they write only in the Milanese +dialect----" + +"And moreover," said Grassini, "the Tuscan people can be influenced in +better ways than this. I am sure that it would be felt as, to say the +least, a want of political savoir faire if we were to treat this solemn +question of civil and religious liberty as a subject for trifling. +Florence is not a mere wilderness of factories and money-getting like +London, nor a haunt of idle luxury like Paris. It is a city with a great +history------" + +"So was Athens," she interrupted, smiling; "but it was 'rather sluggish +from its size and needed a gadfly to rouse it'----" + +Riccardo struck his hand upon the table. "Why, we never thought of the +Gadfly! The very man!" + +"Who is that?" + +"The Gadfly--Felice Rivarez. Don't you remember him? One of Muratori's +band that came down from the Apennines three years ago?" + +"Oh, you knew that set, didn't you? I remember your travelling with them +when they went on to Paris." + +"Yes; I went as far as Leghorn to see Rivarez off for Marseilles. He +wouldn't stop in Tuscany; he said there was nothing left to do but +laugh, once the insurrection had failed, and so he had better go to +Paris. No doubt he agreed with Signor Grassini that Tuscany is the wrong +place to laugh in. But I am nearly sure he would come back if we asked +him, now that there is a chance of doing something in Italy." + +"What name did you say?" + +"Rivarez. He's a Brazilian, I think. At any rate, I know he has lived +out there. He is one of the wittiest men I ever came across. Heaven +knows we had nothing to be merry over, that week in Leghorn; it was +enough to break one's heart to look at poor Lambertini; but there was +no keeping one's countenance when Rivarez was in the room; it was one +perpetual fire of absurdities. He had a nasty sabre-cut across the face, +too; I remember sewing it up. He's an odd creature; but I believe he +and his nonsense kept some of those poor lads from breaking down +altogether." + +"Is that the man who writes political skits in the French papers under +the name of 'Le Taon'?" + +"Yes; short paragraphs mostly, and comic feuilletons. The smugglers up +in the Apennines called him 'the Gadfly' because of his tongue; and he +took the nickname to sign his work with." + +"I know something about this gentleman," said Grassini, breaking in upon +the conversation in his slow and stately manner; "and I cannot say that +what I have heard is much to his credit. He undoubtedly possesses a +certain showy, superficial cleverness, though I think his abilities have +been exaggerated; and possibly he is not lacking in physical courage; +but his reputation in Paris and Vienna is, I believe, very far from +spotless. He appears to be a gentleman of--a--a--many adventures and +unknown antecedents. It is said that he was picked up out of charity by +Duprez's expedition somewhere in the wilds of tropical South America, +in a state of inconceivable savagery and degradation. I believe he has +never satisfactorily explained how he came to be in such a condition. As +for the rising in the Apennines, I fear it is no secret that persons of +all characters took part in that unfortunate affair. The men who were +executed in Bologna are known to have been nothing but common +malefactors; and the character of many who escaped will hardly bear +description. Without doubt, SOME of the participators were men of high +character----" + +"Some of them were the intimate friends of several persons in this +room!" Riccardo interrupted, with an angry ring in his voice. "It's all +very well to be particular and exclusive, Grassini; but these 'common +malefactors' died for their belief, which is more than you or I have +done as yet." + +"And another time when people tell you the stale gossip of Paris," +added Galli, "you can tell them from me that they are mistaken about +the Duprez expedition. I know Duprez's adjutant, Martel, personally, and +have heard the whole story from him. It's true that they found Rivarez +stranded out there. He had been taken prisoner in the war, fighting +for the Argentine Republic, and had escaped. He was wandering about the +country in various disguises, trying to get back to Buenos Ayres. But +the story of their taking him on out of charity is a pure fabrication. +Their interpreter had fallen ill and been obliged to turn back; and not +one of the Frenchmen could speak the native languages; so they offered +him the post, and he spent the whole three years with them, exploring +the tributaries of the Amazon. Martel told me he believed they never +would have got through the expedition at all if it had not been for +Rivarez." + +"Whatever he may be," said Fabrizi; "there must be something remarkable +about a man who could lay his 'come hither' on two old campaigners like +Martel and Duprez as he seems to have done. What do you think, signora?" + +"I know nothing about the matter; I was in England when the fugitives +passed through Tuscany. But I should think that if the companions who +were with a man on a three years' expedition in savage countries, and +the comrades who were with him through an insurrection, think well of +him, that is recommendation enough to counterbalance a good deal of +boulevard gossip." + +"There is no question about the opinion his comrades had of him," +said Riccardo. "From Muratori and Zambeccari down to the roughest +mountaineers they were all devoted to him. Moreover, he is a personal +friend of Orsini. It's quite true, on the other hand, that there are +endless cock-and-bull stories of a not very pleasant kind going about +concerning him in Paris; but if a man doesn't want to make enemies he +shouldn't become a political satirist." + +"I'm not quite sure," interposed Lega; "but it seems to me that I +saw him once when the refugees were here. Was he not hunchbacked, or +crooked, or something of that kind?" + +The professor had opened a drawer in his writing-table and was turning +over a heap of papers. "I think I have his police description somewhere +here," he said. "You remember when they escaped and hid in the mountain +passes their personal appearance was posted up everywhere, and that +Cardinal--what's the scoundrel's name?--Spinola, offered a reward for +their heads." + +"There was a splendid story about Rivarez and that police paper, by the +way. He put on a soldier's old uniform and tramped across country as a +carabineer wounded in the discharge of his duty and trying to find his +company. He actually got Spinola's search-party to give him a lift, +and rode the whole day in one of their waggons, telling them harrowing +stories of how he had been taken captive by the rebels and dragged off +into their haunts in the mountains, and of the fearful tortures that he +had suffered at their hands. They showed him the description paper, and +he told them all the rubbish he could think of about 'the fiend they +call the Gadfly.' Then at night, when they were asleep, he poured a +bucketful of water into their powder and decamped, with his pockets full +of provisions and ammunition------" + +"Ah, here's the paper," Fabrizi broke in: "'Felice Rivarez, called: The +Gadfly. Age, about 30; birthplace and parentage, unknown, probably South +American; profession, journalist. Short; black hair; black beard; dark +skin; eyes, blue; forehead, broad and square; nose, mouth, chin------' +Yes, here it is: 'Special marks: right foot lame; left arm twisted; two +ringers missing on left hand; recent sabre-cut across face; stammers.' +Then there's a note put: 'Very expert shot; care should be taken in +arresting.'" + +"It's an extraordinary thing that he can have managed to deceive the +search-party with such a formidable list of identification marks." + +"It was nothing but sheer audacity that carried him through, of course. +If it had once occurred to them to suspect him he would have been lost. +But the air of confiding innocence that he can put on when he chooses +would bring a man through anything. Well, gentlemen, what do you think +of the proposal? Rivarez seems to be pretty well known to several of the +company. Shall we suggest to him that we should be glad of his help here +or not?" + +"I think," said Fabrizi, "that he might be sounded upon the subject, +just to find out whether he would be inclined to think of the plan." + +"Oh, he'll be inclined, you may be sure, once it's a case of fighting +the Jesuits; he is the most savage anti-clerical I ever met; in fact, +he's rather rabid on the point." + +"Then will you write, Riccardo?" + +"Certainly. Let me see, where is he now? In Switzerland, I think. He's +the most restless being; always flitting about. But as for the pamphlet +question----" + +They plunged into a long and animated discussion. When at last the +company began to disperse Martini went up to the quiet young woman. + +"I will see you home, Gemma." + +"Thanks; I want to have a business talk with you." + +"Anything wrong with the addresses?" he asked softly. + +"Nothing serious; but I think it is time to make a few alterations. Two +letters have been stopped in the post this week. They were both quite +unimportant, and it may have been accidental; but we cannot afford to +have any risks. If once the police have begun to suspect any of our +addresses, they must be changed immediately." + +"I will come in about that to-morrow. I am not going to talk business +with you to-night; you look tired." + +"I am not tired." + +"Then you are depressed again." + +"Oh, no; not particularly." + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +"Is the mistress in, Katie?" + +"Yes, sir; she is dressing. If you'll just step into the parlour she +will be down in a few minutes." + +Katie ushered the visitor in with the cheerful friendliness of a true +Devonshire girl. Martini was a special favourite of hers. He spoke +English, like a foreigner, of course, but still quite respectably; and +he never sat discussing politics at the top of his voice till one in +the morning, when the mistress was tired, as some visitors had a way of +doing. Moreover, he had come to Devonshire to help the mistress in her +trouble, when her baby was dead and her husband dying there; and ever +since that time the big, awkward, silent man had been to Katie as much +"one of the family" as was the lazy black cat which now ensconced itself +upon his knee. Pasht, for his part, regarded Martini as a useful piece +of household furniture. This visitor never trod upon his tail, or +puffed tobacco smoke into his eyes, or in any way obtruded upon his +consciousness an aggressive biped personality. He behaved as a mere man +should: provided a comfortable knee to lie upon and purr, and at +table never forgot that to look on while human beings eat fish is not +interesting for a cat. The friendship between them was of old date. +Once, when Pasht was a kitten and his mistress too ill to think about +him, he had come from England under Martini's care, tucked away in a +basket. Since then, long experience had convinced him that this clumsy +human bear was no fair-weather friend. + +"How snug you look, you two!" said Gemma, coming into the room. "One +would think you had settled yourselves for the evening." + +Martini carefully lifted the cat off his knee. "I came early," he said, +"in the hope that you will give me some tea before we start. There will +probably be a frightful crush, and Grassini won't give us any sensible +supper--they never do in those fashionable houses." + +"Come now!" she said, laughing; "that's as bad as Galli! Poor Grassini +has quite enough sins of his own to answer for without having his wife's +imperfect housekeeping visited upon his head. As for the tea, it will be +ready in a minute. Katie has been making some Devonshire cakes specially +for you." + +"Katie is a good soul, isn't she, Pasht? By the way, so are you to have +put on that pretty dress. I was afraid you would forget." + +"I promised you I would wear it, though it is rather warm for a hot +evening like this." + +"It will be much cooler up at Fiesole; and nothing else ever suits you +so well as white cashmere. I have brought you some flowers to wear with +it." + +"Oh, those lovely cluster roses; I am so fond of them! But they had much +better go into water. I hate to wear flowers." + +"Now that's one of your superstitious fancies." + +"No, it isn't; only I think they must get so bored, spending all the +evening pinned to such a dull companion." + +"I am afraid we shall all be bored to-night. The conversazione will be +dull beyond endurance." + +"Why?" + +"Partly because everything Grassini touches becomes as dull as himself." + +"Now don't be spiteful. It is not fair when we are going to be a man's +guests." + +"You are always right, Madonna. Well then, it will be dull because half +the interesting people are not coming." + +"How is that?" + +"I don't know. Out of town, or ill, or something. Anyway, there will +be two or three ambassadors and some learned Germans, and the usual +nondescript crowd of tourists and Russian princes and literary club +people, and a few French officers; nobody else that I know of--except, +of course, the new satirist, who is to be the attraction of the +evening." + +"The new satirist? What, Rivarez? But I thought Grassini disapproved of +him so strongly." + +"Yes; but once the man is here and is sure to be talked about, of course +Grassini wants his house to be the first place where the new lion will +be on show. You may be sure Rivarez has heard nothing of Grassini's +disapproval. He may have guessed it, though; he's sharp enough." + +"I did not even know he had come." + +"He only arrived yesterday. Here comes the tea. No, don't get up; let me +fetch the kettle." + +He was never so happy as in this little study. Gemma's friendship, her +grave unconsciousness of the charm she exercised over him, her frank and +simple comradeship were the brightest things for him in a life that +was none too bright; and whenever he began to feel more than usually +depressed he would come in here after business hours and sit with her, +generally in silence, watching her as she bent over her needlework or +poured out tea. She never questioned him about his troubles or expressed +any sympathy in words; but he always went away stronger and calmer, +feeling, as he put it to himself, that he could "trudge through another +fortnight quite respectably." She possessed, without knowing it, the +rare gift of consolation; and when, two years ago, his dearest friends +had been betrayed in Calabria and shot down like wolves, her steady +faith had been perhaps the thing which had saved him from despair. + +On Sunday mornings he sometimes came in to "talk business," that +expression standing for anything connected with the practical work of +the Mazzinian party, of which they both were active and devoted members. +She was quite a different creature then; keen, cool, and logical, +perfectly accurate and perfectly neutral. Those who saw her only at her +political work regarded her as a trained and disciplined conspirator, +trustworthy, courageous, in every way a valuable member of the +party, but somehow lacking in life and individuality. "She's a born +conspirator, worth any dozen of us; and she is nothing more," Galli had +said of her. The "Madonna Gemma" whom Martini knew was very difficult to +get at. + +"Well, and what is your 'new satirist' like?" she asked, glancing back +over her shoulder as she opened the sideboard. "There, Cesare, there +are barley-sugar and candied angelica for you. I wonder, by the way, why +revolutionary men are always so fond of sweets." + +"Other men are, too, only they think it beneath their dignity to confess +it. The new satirist? Oh, the kind of man that ordinary women will +rave over and you will dislike. A sort of professional dealer in sharp +speeches, that goes about the world with a lackadaisical manner and a +handsome ballet-girl dangling on to his coat-tails." + +"Do you mean that there is really a ballet-girl, or simply that you feel +cross and want to imitate the sharp speeches?" + +"The Lord defend me! No; the ballet-girl is real enough and handsome +enough, too, for those who like shrewish beauty. Personally, I don't. +She's a Hungarian gipsy, or something of that kind, so Riccardo says; +from some provincial theatre in Galicia. He seems to be rather a cool +hand; he has been introducing the girl to people just as if she were his +maiden aunt." + +"Well, that's only fair if he has taken her away from her home." + +"You may look at things that way, dear Madonna, but society won't. I +think most people will very much resent being introduced to a woman whom +they know to be his mistress." + +"How can they know it unless he tells them so?" + +"It's plain enough; you'll see if you meet her. But I should think even +he would not have the audacity to bring her to the Grassinis'." + +"They wouldn't receive her. Signora Grassini is not the woman to do +unconventional things of that kind. But I wanted to hear about Signor +Rivarez as a satirist, not as a man. Fabrizi told me he had been written +to and had consented to come and take up the campaign against the +Jesuits; and that is the last I have heard. There has been such a rush +of work this week." + +"I don't know that I can tell you much more. There doesn't seem to have +been any difficulty over the money question, as we feared there would +be. He's well off, it appears, and willing to work for nothing." + +"Has he a private fortune, then?" "Apparently he has; though it seems +rather odd--you heard that night at Fabrizi's about the state the Duprez +expedition found him in. But he has got shares in mines somewhere out in +Brazil; and then he has been immensely successful as a feuilleton writer +in Paris and Vienna and London. He seems to have half a dozen languages +at his finger-tips; and there's nothing to prevent his keeping up his +newspaper connections from here. Slanging the Jesuits won't take all his +time." + +"That's true, of course. It's time to start, Cesare. Yes, I will wear +the roses. Wait just a minute." + +She ran upstairs, and came back with the roses in the bosom of her +dress, and a long scarf of black Spanish lace thrown over her head. +Martini surveyed her with artistic approval. + +"You look like a queen, Madonna mia; like the great and wise Queen of +Sheba." + +"What an unkind speech!" she retorted, laughing; "when you know how hard +I've been trying to mould myself into the image of the typical society +lady! Who wants a conspirator to look like the Queen of Sheba? That's +not the way to keep clear of spies." + +"You'll never be able to personate the stupid society woman if you try +for ever. But it doesn't matter, after all; you're too fair to look upon +for spies to guess your opinions, even though you can't simper and hide +behind your fan like Signora Grassini." + +"Now Cesare, let that poor woman alone! There, take some more +barley-sugar to sweeten your temper. Are you ready? Then we had better +start." + +Martini had been quite right in saying that the conversazione would be +both crowded and dull. The literary men talked polite small-talk and +looked hopelessly bored, while the "nondescript crowd of tourists and +Russian princes" fluttered up and down the rooms, asking each other +who were the various celebrities and trying to carry on intellectual +conversation. Grassini was receiving his guests with a manner as +carefully polished as his boots; but his cold face lighted up at the +sight of Gemma. He did not really like her and indeed was secretly a +little afraid of her; but he realized that without her his drawing room +would lack a great attraction. He had risen high in his profession, and +now that he was rich and well known his chief ambition was to make of +his house a centre of liberal and intellectual society. He was painfully +conscious that the insignificant, overdressed little woman whom in his +youth he had made the mistake of marrying was not fit, with her vapid +talk and faded prettiness, to be the mistress of a great literary salon. +When he could prevail upon Gemma to come he always felt that the evening +would be a success. Her quiet graciousness of manner set the guests at +their ease, and her very presence seemed to lay the spectre of vulgarity +which always, in his imagination, haunted the house. + +Signora Grassini greeted Gemma affectionately, exclaiming in a loud +whisper: "How charming you look to-night!" and examining the +white cashmere with viciously critical eyes. She hated her visitor +rancourously, for the very things for which Martini loved her; for her +quiet strength of character; for her grave, sincere directness; for the +steady balance of her mind; for the very expression of her face. +And when Signora Grassini hated a woman, she showed it by effusive +tenderness. Gemma took the compliments and endearments for what they +were worth, and troubled her head no more about them. What is called +"going into society" was in her eyes one of the wearisome and rather +unpleasant tasks which a conspirator who wishes not to attract the +notice of spies must conscientiously fulfil. She classed it together +with the laborious work of writing in cipher; and, knowing how valuable +a practical safeguard against suspicion is the reputation of being a +well-dressed woman, studied the fashion-plates as carefully as she did +the keys of her ciphers. + +The bored and melancholy literary lions brightened up a little at the +sound of Gemma's name; she was very popular among them; and the radical +journalists, especially, gravitated at once to her end of the long room. +But she was far too practised a conspirator to let them monopolize her. +Radicals could be had any day; and now, when they came crowding round +her, she gently sent them about their business, reminding them with a +smile that they need not waste their time on converting her when there +were so many tourists in need of instruction. For her part, she devoted +herself to an English M.P. whose sympathies the republican party was +anxious to gain; and, knowing him to be a specialist on finance, she +first won his attention by asking his opinion on a technical +point concerning the Austrian currency, and then deftly turned the +conversation to the condition of the Lombardo-Venetian revenue. The +Englishman, who had expected to be bored with small-talk, looked askance +at her, evidently fearing that he had fallen into the clutches of a +blue-stocking; but finding that she was both pleasant to look at and +interesting to talk to, surrendered completely and plunged into as grave +a discussion of Italian finance as if she had been Metternich. When +Grassini brought up a Frenchman "who wishes to ask Signora Bolla +something about the history of Young Italy," the M. P. rose with +a bewildered sense that perhaps there was more ground for Italian +discontent than he had supposed. + +Later in the evening Gemma slipped out on to the terrace under the +drawing-room windows to sit alone for a few moments among the great +camellias and oleanders. The close air and continually shifting crowd in +the rooms were beginning to give her a headache. At the further end of +the terrace stood a row of palms and tree-ferns, planted in large tubs +which were hidden by a bank of lilies and other flowering plants. +The whole formed a complete screen, behind which was a little nook +commanding a beautiful view out across the valley. The branches of a +pomegranate tree, clustered with late blossoms, hung beside the narrow +opening between the plants. + +In this nook Gemma took refuge, hoping that no one would guess her +whereabouts until she had secured herself against the threatening +headache by a little rest and silence. The night was warm and +beautifully still; but coming out from the hot, close rooms she felt it +cool, and drew her lace scarf about her head. + +Presently the sounds of voices and footsteps approaching along the +terrace roused her from the dreamy state into which she had fallen. She +drew back into the shadow, hoping to escape notice and get a few more +precious minutes of silence before again having to rack her tired brain +for conversation. To her great annoyance the footsteps paused near to +the screen; then Signora Grassini's thin, piping little voice broke off +for a moment in its stream of chatter. + +The other voice, a man's, was remarkably soft and musical; but its +sweetness of tone was marred by a peculiar, purring drawl, perhaps mere +affectation, more probably the result of a habitual effort to conquer +some impediment of speech, but in any case very unpleasant. + +"English, did you say?" it asked. "But surely the name is quite Italian. +What was it--Bolla?" + +"Yes; she is the widow of poor Giovanni Bolla, who died in England +about four years ago,--don't you remember? Ah, I forgot--you lead such a +wandering life; we can't expect you to know of all our unhappy country's +martyrs--they are so many!" + +Signora Grassini sighed. She always talked in this style to strangers; +the role of a patriotic mourner for the sorrows of Italy formed an +effective combination with her boarding-school manner and pretty +infantine pout. + +"Died in England!" repeated the other voice. "Was he a refugee, then? +I seem to recognize the name, somehow; was he not connected with Young +Italy in its early days?" + +"Yes; he was one of the unfortunate young men who were arrested in +'33--you remember that sad affair? He was released in a few months; +then, two or three years later, when there was a warrant out against him +again, he escaped to England. The next we heard was that he was married +there. It was a most romantic affair altogether, but poor Bolla always +was romantic." + +"And then he died in England, you say?" + +"Yes, of consumption; he could not stand that terrible English climate. +And she lost her only child just before his death; it caught scarlet +fever. Very sad, is it not? And we are all so fond of dear Gemma! She +is a little stiff, poor thing; the English always are, you know; but I +think her troubles have made her melancholy, and----" + +Gemma stood up and pushed back the boughs of the pomegranate tree. This +retailing of her private sorrows for purposes of small-talk was almost +unbearable to her, and there was visible annoyance in her face as she +stepped into the light. + +"Ah! here she is!" exclaimed the hostess, with admirable coolness. +"Gemma, dear, I was wondering where you could have disappeared to. +Signor Felice Rivarez wishes to make your acquaintance." + +"So it's the Gadfly," thought Gemma, looking at him with some curiosity. +He bowed to her decorously enough, but his eyes glanced over her +face and figure with a look which seemed to her insolently keen and +inquisitorial. + +"You have found a d-d-delightful little nook here," he remarked, looking +at the thick screen; "and w-w-what a charming view!" + +"Yes; it's a pretty corner. I came out here to get some air." + +"It seems almost ungrateful to the good God to stay indoors on such a +lovely night," said the hostess, raising her eyes to the stars. (She had +good eyelashes and liked to show them.) "Look, signore! Would not our +sweet Italy be heaven on earth if only she were free? To think that she +should be a bond-slave, with such flowers and such skies!" + +"And such patriotic women!" the Gadfly murmured in his soft, languid +drawl. + +Gemma glanced round at him in some trepidation; his impudence was too +glaring, surely, to deceive anyone. But she had underrated Signora +Grassini's appetite for compliments; the poor woman cast down her lashes +with a sigh. + +"Ah, signore, it is so little that a woman can do! Perhaps some day I +may prove my right to the name of an Italian--who knows? And now I must +go back to my social duties; the French ambassador has begged me to +introduce his ward to all the notabilities; you must come in presently +and see her. She is a most charming girl. Gemma, dear, I brought Signor +Rivarez out to show him our beautiful view; I must leave him under your +care. I know you will look after him and introduce him to everyone. Ah! +there is that delightful Russian prince! Have you met him? They say he +is a great favourite of the Emperor Nicholas. He is military commander +of some Polish town with a name that nobody can pronounce. Quelle nuit +magnifique! N'est-ce-pas, mon prince?" + +She fluttered away, chattering volubly to a bull-necked man with a heavy +jaw and a coat glittering with orders; and her plaintive dirges for +"notre malheureuse patrie," interpolated with "charmant" and "mon +prince," died away along the terrace. + +Gemma stood quite still beside the pomegranate tree. She was sorry +for the poor, silly little woman, and annoyed at the Gadfly's languid +insolence. He was watching the retreating figures with an expression +of face that angered her; it seemed ungenerous to mock at such pitiable +creatures. + +"There go Italian and--Russian patriotism," he said, turning to her with +a smile; "arm in arm and mightily pleased with each other's company. +Which do you prefer?" + +She frowned slightly and made no answer. + +"Of c-course," he went on; "it's all a question of p-personal taste; but +I think, of the two, I like the Russian variety best--it's so thorough. +If Russia had to depend on flowers and skies for her supremacy instead +of on powder and shot, how long do you think 'mon prince' would k-keep +that Polish fortress?" + +"I think," she answered coldly, "that we can hold our personal opinions +without ridiculing a woman whose guests we are." + +"Ah, yes! I f-forgot the obligations of hospitality here in Italy; +they are a wonderfully hospitable people, these Italians. I'm sure the +Austrians find them so. Won't you sit down?" + +He limped across the terrace to fetch a chair for her, and placed +himself opposite to her, leaning against the balustrade. The light from +a window was shining full on his face; and she was able to study it at +her leisure. + +She was disappointed. She had expected to see a striking and powerful, +if not pleasant face; but the most salient points of his appearance were +a tendency to foppishness in dress and rather more than a tendency to a +certain veiled insolence of expression and manner. For the rest, he was +as swarthy as a mulatto, and, notwithstanding his lameness, as agile as +a cat. His whole personality was oddly suggestive of a black jaguar. +The forehead and left cheek were terribly disfigured by the long crooked +scar of the old sabre-cut; and she had already noticed that, when he +began to stammer in speaking, that side of his face was affected with a +nervous twitch. But for these defects he would have been, in a certain +restless and uncomfortable way, rather handsome; but it was not an +attractive face. + +Presently he began again in his soft, murmuring purr ("Just the voice +a jaguar would talk in, if it could speak and were in a good humour," +Gemma said to herself with rising irritation). + +"I hear," he said, "that you are interested in the radical press, and +write for the papers." + +"I write a little; I have not time to do much." + +"Ah, of course! I understood from Signora Grassini that you undertake +other important work as well." + +Gemma raised her eyebrows slightly. Signora Grassini, like the silly +little woman she was, had evidently been chattering imprudently to this +slippery creature, whom Gemma, for her part, was beginning actually to +dislike. + +"My time is a good deal taken up," she said rather stiffly; "but Signora +Grassini overrates the importance of my occupations. They are mostly of +a very trivial character." + +"Well, the world would be in a bad way if we ALL of us spent our time in +chanting dirges for Italy. I should think the neighbourhood of our +host of this evening and his wife would make anybody frivolous, +in self-defence. Oh, yes, I know what you're going to say; you are +perfectly right, but they are both so deliciously funny with their +patriotism.--Are you going in already? It is so nice out here!" + +"I think I will go in now. Is that my scarf? Thank you." + +He had picked it up, and now stood looking at her with wide eyes as blue +and innocent as forget-me-nots in a brook. + +"I know you are offended with me," he said penitently, "for fooling that +painted-up wax doll; but what can a fellow do?" + +"Since you ask me, I do think it an ungenerous and--well--cowardly thing +to hold one's intellectual inferiors up to ridicule in that way; it is +like laughing at a cripple, or------" + +He caught his breath suddenly, painfully; and shrank back, glancing at +his lame foot and mutilated hand. In another instant he recovered his +self-possession and burst out laughing. + +"That's hardly a fair comparison, signora; we cripples don't flaunt our +deformities in people's faces as she does her stupidity. At least give +us credit for recognizing that crooked backs are no pleasanter than +crooked ways. There is a step here; will you take my arm?" + +She re-entered the house in embarrassed silence; his unexpected +sensitiveness had completely disconcerted her. + +Directly he opened the door of the great reception room she realized +that something unusual had happened in her absence. Most of the +gentlemen looked both angry and uncomfortable; the ladies, with hot +cheeks and carefully feigned unconsciousness, were all collected at one +end of the room; the host was fingering his eye-glasses with suppressed +but unmistakable fury, and a little group of tourists stood in a +corner casting amused glances at the further end of the room. Evidently +something was going on there which appeared to them in the light of a +joke, and to most of the guests in that of an insult. Signora Grassini +alone did not appear to have noticed anything; she was fluttering her +fan coquettishly and chattering to the secretary of the Dutch embassy, +who listened with a broad grin on his face. + +Gemma paused an instant in the doorway, turning to see if the Gadfly, +too, had noticed the disturbed appearance of the company. There was no +mistaking the malicious triumph in his eyes as he glanced from the face +of the blissfully unconscious hostess to a sofa at the end of the room. +She understood at once; he had brought his mistress here under some +false colour, which had deceived no one but Signora Grassini. + +The gipsy-girl was leaning back on the sofa, surrounded by a group +of simpering dandies and blandly ironical cavalry officers. She was +gorgeously dressed in amber and scarlet, with an Oriental brilliancy +of tint and profusion of ornament as startling in a Florentine +literary salon as if she had been some tropical bird among sparrows and +starlings. She herself seemed to feel out of place, and looked at the +offended ladies with a fiercely contemptuous scowl. Catching sight of +the Gadfly as he crossed the room with Gemma, she sprang up and came +towards him, with a voluble flood of painfully incorrect French. + +"M. Rivarez, I have been looking for you everywhere! Count Saltykov +wants to know whether you can go to his villa to-morrow night. There +will be dancing." + +"I am sorry I can't go; but then I couldn't dance if I did. Signora +Bolla, allow me to introduce to you Mme. Zita Reni." + +The gipsy glanced round at Gemma with a half defiant air and bowed +stiffly. She was certainly handsome enough, as Martini had said, with a +vivid, animal, unintelligent beauty; and the perfect harmony and freedom +of her movements were delightful to see; but her forehead was low and +narrow, and the line of her delicate nostrils was unsympathetic, almost +cruel. The sense of oppression which Gemma had felt in the Gadfly's +society was intensified by the gypsy's presence; and when, a moment +later, the host came up to beg Signora Bolla to help him entertain some +tourists in the other room, she consented with an odd feeling of relief. + + ***** + +"Well, Madonna, and what do you think of the Gadfly?" Martini asked as +they drove back to Florence late at night. "Did you ever see anything +quite so shameless as the way he fooled that poor little Grassini +woman?" + +"About the ballet-girl, you mean?" + +"Yes, he persuaded her the girl was going to be the lion of the season. +Signora Grassini would do anything for a celebrity." + +"I thought it an unfair and unkind thing to do; it put the Grassinis +into a false position; and it was nothing less than cruel to the girl +herself. I am sure she felt ill at ease." + +"You had a talk with him, didn't you? What did you think of him?" + +"Oh, Cesare, I didn't think anything except how glad I was to see +the last of him. I never met anyone so fearfully tiring. He gave me a +headache in ten minutes. He is like an incarnate demon of unrest." + +"I thought you wouldn't like him; and, to tell the truth, no more do I. +The man's as slippery as an eel; I don't trust him." + + + +CHAPTER III. + +THE Gadfly took lodgings outside the Roman gate, near to which Zita was +boarding. He was evidently somewhat of a sybarite; and, though nothing +in the rooms showed any serious extravagance, there was a tendency to +luxuriousness in trifles and to a certain fastidious daintiness in the +arrangement of everything which surprised Galli and Riccardo. They +had expected to find a man who had lived among the wildernesses of the +Amazon more simple in his tastes, and wondered at his spotless ties and +rows of boots, and at the masses of flowers which always stood upon +his writing table. On the whole they got on very well with him. He was +hospitable and friendly to everyone, especially to the local members +of the Mazzinian party. To this rule Gemma, apparently, formed an +exception; he seemed to have taken a dislike to her from the time of +their first meeting, and in every way avoided her company. On two or +three occasions he was actually rude to her, thus bringing upon himself +Martini's most cordial detestation. There had been no love lost between +the two men from the beginning; their temperaments appeared to be too +incompatible for them to feel anything but repugnance for each other. On +Martini's part this was fast developing into hostility. + +"I don't care about his not liking me," he said one day to Gemma with +an aggrieved air. "I don't like him, for that matter; so there's no harm +done. But I can't stand the way he behaves to you. If it weren't for the +scandal it would make in the party first to beg a man to come and then +to quarrel with him, I should call him to account for it." + +"Let him alone, Cesare; it isn't of any consequence, and after all, it's +as much my fault as his." + +"What is your fault?" + +"That he dislikes me so. I said a brutal thing to him when we first met, +that night at the Grassinis'." + +"YOU said a brutal thing? That's hard to believe, Madonna." + +"It was unintentional, of course, and I was very sorry. I said something +about people laughing at cripples, and he took it personally. It had +never occurred to me to think of him as a cripple; he is not so badly +deformed." + +"Of course not. He has one shoulder higher than the other, and his +left arm is pretty badly disabled, but he's neither hunchbacked nor +clubfooted. As for his lameness, it isn't worth talking about." + +"Anyway, he shivered all over and changed colour. Of course it was +horribly tactless of me, but it's odd he should be so sensitive. I +wonder if he has ever suffered from any cruel jokes of that kind." + +"Much more likely to have perpetrated them, I should think. There's a +sort of internal brutality about that man, under all his fine manners, +that is perfectly sickening to me." + +"Now, Cesare, that's downright unfair. I don't like him any more than +you do, but what is the use of making him out worse than he is? His +manner is a little affected and irritating--I expect he has been too +much lionized--and the everlasting smart speeches are dreadfully tiring; +but I don't believe he means any harm." + +"I don't know what he means, but there's something not clean about a +man who sneers at everything. It fairly disgusted me the other day at +Fabrizi's debate to hear the way he cried down the reforms in Rome, just +as if he wanted to find a foul motive for everything." + +Gemma sighed. "I am afraid I agreed better with him than with you on +that point," she said. "All you good people are so full of the most +delightful hopes and expectations; you are always ready to think that +if one well-meaning middle-aged gentleman happens to get elected Pope, +everything else will come right of itself. He has only got to throw open +the prison doors and give his blessing to everybody all round, and we +may expect the millennium within three months. You never seem able to +see that he can't set things right even if he would. It's the principle +of the thing that's wrong, not the behaviour of this man or that." + +"What principle? The temporal power of the Pope?" + +"Why that in particular? That's merely a part of the general wrong. The +bad principle is that any man should hold over another the power to bind +and loose. It's a false relationship to stand in towards one's fellows." + +Martini held up his hands. "That will do, Madonna," he said, laughing. +"I am not going to discuss with you, once you begin talking rank +Antinomianism in that fashion. I'm sure your ancestors must have been +English Levellers in the seventeenth century. Besides, what I came round +about is this MS." + +He pulled it out of his pocket. + +"Another new pamphlet?" + +"A stupid thing this wretched man Rivarez sent in to yesterday's +committee. I knew we should come to loggerheads with him before long." + +"What is the matter with it? Honestly, Cesare, I think you are a little +prejudiced. Rivarez may be unpleasant, but he's not stupid." + +"Oh, I don't deny that this is clever enough in its way; but you had +better read the thing yourself." + +The pamphlet was a skit on the wild enthusiasm over the new Pope with +which Italy was still ringing. Like all the Gadfly's writing, it was +bitter and vindictive; but, notwithstanding her irritation at the +style, Gemma could not help recognizing in her heart the justice of the +criticism. + +"I quite agree with you that it is detestably malicious," she said, +laying down the manuscript. "But the worst thing about it is that it's +all true." + +"Gemma!" + +"Yes, but it is. The man's a cold-blooded eel, if you like; but he's +got the truth on his side. There is no use in our trying to persuade +ourselves that this doesn't hit the mark--it does!" + +"Then do you suggest that we should print it?" + +"Ah! that's quite another matter. I certainly don't think we ought to +print it as it stands; it would hurt and alienate everybody and do no +good. But if he would rewrite it and cut out the personal attacks, +I think it might be made into a really valuable piece of work. As +political criticism it is very fine. I had no idea he could write so +well. He says things which need saying and which none of us have had +the courage to say. This passage, where he compares Italy to a tipsy +man weeping with tenderness on the neck of the thief who is picking his +pocket, is splendidly written." + +"Gemma! The very worst bit in the whole thing! I hate that ill-natured +yelping at everything and everybody!" + +"So do I; but that's not the point. Rivarez has a very disagreeable +style, and as a human being he is not attractive; but when he says that +we have made ourselves drunk with processions and embracing and shouting +about love and reconciliation, and that the Jesuits and Sanfedists are +the people who will profit by it all, he's right a thousand times. I +wish I could have been at the committee yesterday. What decision did you +finally arrive at?" + +"What I have come here about: to ask you to go and talk it over with him +and persuade him to soften the thing." + +"Me? But I hardly know the man; and besides that, he detests me. Why +should I go, of all people?" + +"Simply because there's no one else to do it to-day. Besides, you +are more reasonable than the rest of us, and won't get into useless +arguments and quarrel with him, as we should." + +"I shan't do that, certainly. Well, I will go if you like, though I have +not much hope of success." + +"I am sure you will be able to manage him if you try. Yes, and tell him +that the committee all admired the thing from a literary point of view. +That will put him into a good humour, and it's perfectly true, too." + + ***** + +The Gadfly was sitting beside a table covered with flowers and ferns, +staring absently at the floor, with an open letter on his knee. A shaggy +collie dog, lying on a rug at his feet, raised its head and growled as +Gemma knocked at the open door, and the Gadfly rose hastily and bowed +in a stiff, ceremonious way. His face had suddenly grown hard and +expressionless. + +"You are too kind," he said in his most chilling manner. "If you had let +me know that you wanted to speak to me I would have called on you." + +Seeing that he evidently wished her at the end of the earth, Gemma +hastened to state her business. He bowed again and placed a chair for +her. + +"The committee wished me to call upon you," she began, "because there +has been a certain difference of opinion about your pamphlet." + +"So I expected." He smiled and sat down opposite to her, drawing a large +vase of chrysanthemums between his face and the light. + +"Most of the members agreed that, however much they may admire the +pamphlet as a literary composition, they do not think that in its +present form it is quite suitable for publication. They fear that the +vehemence of its tone may give offence, and alienate persons whose help +and support are valuable to the party." + +He pulled a chrysanthemum from the vase and began slowly plucking +off one white petal after another. As her eyes happened to catch the +movement of the slim right hand dropping the petals, one by one, an +uncomfortable sensation came over Gemma, as though she had somewhere +seen that gesture before. + +"As a literary composition," he remarked in his soft, cold voice, "it is +utterly worthless, and could be admired only by persons who know nothing +about literature. As for its giving offence, that is the very thing I +intended it to do." + +"That I quite understand. The question is whether you may not succeed in +giving offence to the wrong people." + +He shrugged his shoulders and put a torn-off petal between his teeth. "I +think you are mistaken," he said. "The question is: For what purpose +did your committee invite me to come here? I understood, to expose and +ridicule the Jesuits. I fulfil my obligation to the best of my ability." + +"And I can assure you that no one has any doubt as to either the ability +or the good-will. What the committee fears is that the liberal party may +take offence, and also that the town workmen may withdraw their +moral support. You may have meant the pamphlet for an attack upon the +Sanfedists: but many readers will construe it as an attack upon the +Church and the new Pope; and this, as a matter of political tactics, the +committee does not consider desirable." + +"I begin to understand. So long as I keep to the particular set of +clerical gentlemen with whom the party is just now on bad terms, I +may speak sooth if the fancy takes me; but directly I touch upon the +committee's own pet priests--'truth's a dog must to kennel; he must be +whipped out, when the--Holy Father may stand by the fire and-----' Yes, +the fool was right; I'd rather be any kind of a thing than a fool. Of +course I must bow to the committee's decision, but I continue to +think that it has pared its wit o' both sides and left--M-mon-signor +M-m-montan-n-nelli in the middle." + +"Montanelli?" Gemma repeated. "I don't understand you. Do you mean the +Bishop of Brisighella?" + +"Yes; the new Pope has just created him a Cardinal, you know. I have a +letter about him here. Would you care to hear it? The writer is a friend +of mine on the other side of the frontier." + +"The Papal frontier?" + +"Yes. This is what he writes----" He took up the letter which had been +in his hand when she entered, and read aloud, suddenly beginning to +stammer violently: + +"'Y-o-you will s-s-s-soon have the p-pleasure of m-m-meeting one of our +w-w-worst enemies, C-cardinal Lorenzo M-montan-n-nelli, the B-b-bishop +of Brisig-g-hella. He int-t----'" + +He broke off, paused a moment, and began again, very slowly and drawling +insufferably, but no longer stammering: + +"'He intends to visit Tuscany during the coming month on a mission of +reconciliation. He will preach first in Florence, where he will stay for +about three weeks; then will go on to Siena and Pisa, and return to the +Romagna by Pistoja. He ostensibly belongs to the liberal party in the +Church, and is a personal friend of the Pope and Cardinal Feretti. Under +Gregory he was out of favour, and was kept out of sight in a little +hole in the Apennines. Now he has come suddenly to the front. Really, +of course, he is as much pulled by Jesuit wires as any Sanfedist in the +country. This mission was suggested by some of the Jesuit fathers. He is +one of the most brilliant preachers in the Church, and as mischievous +in his way as Lambruschini himself. His business is to keep the popular +enthusiasm over the Pope from subsiding, and to occupy the public +attention until the Grand Duke has signed a project which the agents of +the Jesuits are preparing to lay before him. What this project is I have +been unable to discover.' Then, further on, it says: 'Whether Montanelli +understands for what purpose he is being sent to Tuscany, or whether +the Jesuits are playing on him, I cannot make out. He is either an +uncommonly clever knave, or the biggest ass that was ever foaled. The +odd thing is that, so far as I can discover, he neither takes bribes nor +keeps mistresses--the first time I ever came across such a thing.'" + +He laid down the letter and sat looking at her with half-shut eyes, +waiting, apparently, for her to speak. + +"Are you satisfied that your informant is correct in his facts?" she +asked after a moment. + +"As to the irreproachable character of Monsignor M-mon-t-tan-nelli's +private life? No; but neither is he. As you will observe, he puts in the +s-s-saving clause: 'So far as I c-can discover---- + +"I was not speaking of that," she interposed coldly, "but of the part +about this mission." + +"I can fully trust the writer. He is an old friend of mine--one of my +comrades of '43, and he is in a position which gives him exceptional +opportunities for finding out things of that kind." + +"Some official at the Vatican," thought Gemma quickly. "So that's the +kind of connections you have? I guessed there was something of that +sort." + +"This letter is, of course, a private one," the Gadfly went on; "and you +understand that the information is to be kept strictly to the members of +your committee." + +"That hardly needs saying. Then about the pamphlet: may I tell the +committee that you consent to make a few alterations and soften it a +little, or that----" + +"Don't you think the alterations may succeed in spoiling the beauty +of the 'literary composition,' signora, as well as in reducing the +vehemence of the tone?" + +"You are asking my personal opinion. What I have come here to express is +that of the committee as a whole." + +"Does that imply that y-y-you disagree with the committee as a whole?" +He had put the letter into his pocket and was now leaning forward +and looking at her with an eager, concentrated expression which quite +changed the character of his face. "You think----" + +"If you care to know what I personally think--I disagree with the +majority on both points. I do not at all admire the pamphlet from a +literary point of view, and I do think it true as a presentation of +facts and wise as a matter of tactics." + +"That is------" + +"I quite agree with you that Italy is being led away by a +will-o'-the-wisp and that all this enthusiasm and rejoicing will +probably land her in a terrible bog; and I should be most heartily glad +to have that openly and boldly said, even at the cost of offending or +alienating some of our present supporters. But as a member of a body the +large majority of which holds the opposite view, I cannot insist upon my +personal opinion; and I certainly think that if things of that kind are +to be said at all, they should be said temperately and quietly; not in +the tone adopted in this pamphlet." + +"Will you wait a minute while I look through the manuscript?" + +He took it up and glanced down the pages. A dissatisfied frown settled +on his face. + +"Yes, of course, you are perfectly right. The thing's written like a +cafe chantant skit, not a political satire. But what's a man to do? If +I write decently the public won't understand it; they will say it's dull +if it isn't spiteful enough." + +"Don't you think spitefulness manages to be dull when we get too much of +it?" + +He threw a keen, rapid glance at her, and burst out laughing. + +"Apparently the signora belongs to the dreadful category of people who +are always right! Then if I yield to the temptation to be spiteful, +I may come in time to be as dull as Signora Grassini? Heavens, what a +fate! No, you needn't frown. I know you don't like me, and I am going to +keep to business. What it comes to, then, is practically this: if I cut +out the personalities and leave the essential part of the thing as +it is, the committee will very much regret that they can't take the +responsibility of printing it. If I cut out the political truth and +make all the hard names apply to no one but the party's enemies, the +committee will praise the thing up to the skies, and you and I will know +it's not worth printing. Rather a nice point of metaphysics: Which is +the more desirable condition, to be printed and not be worth it, or to +be worth it and not be printed? Well, signora?" + +"I do not think you are tied to any such alternative. I believe that +if you were to cut out the personalities the committee would consent to +print the pamphlet, though the majority would, of course, not agree with +it; and I am convinced that it would be very useful. But you would +have to lay aside the spitefulness. If you are going to say a thing the +substance of which is a big pill for your readers to swallow, there is +no use in frightening them at the beginning by the form." + +He sighed and shrugged his shoulders resignedly. "I submit, signora; but +on one condition. If you rob me of my laugh now, I must have it out +next time. When His Eminence, the irreproachable Cardinal, turns up +in Florence, neither you nor your committee must object to my being as +spiteful as I like. It's my due!" + +He spoke in his lightest, coldest manner, pulling the chrysanthemums +out of their vase and holding them up to watch the light through the +translucent petals. "What an unsteady hand he has," she thought, seeing +how the flowers shook and quivered. "Surely he doesn't drink!" + +"You had better discuss the matter with the other members of the +committee," she said, rising. "I cannot form any opinion as to what they +will think about it." + +"And you?" He had risen too, and was leaning against the table, pressing +the flowers to his face. + +She hesitated. The question distressed her, bringing up old and +miserable associations. "I--hardly know," she said at last. "Many years +ago I used to know something about Monsignor Montanelli. He was only +a canon at that time, and Director of the theological seminary in +the province where I lived as a girl. I heard a great deal about him +from--someone who knew him very intimately; and I never heard anything +of him that was not good. I believe that, in those days at least, he +was really a most remarkable man. But that was long ago, and he may have +changed. Irresponsible power corrupts so many people." + +The Gadfly raised his head from the flowers, and looked at her with a +steady face. + +"At any rate," he said, "if Monsignor Montanelli is not himself a +scoundrel, he is a tool in scoundrelly hands. It is all one to me which +he is--and to my friends across the frontier. A stone in the path may +have the best intentions, but it must be kicked out of the path, for all +that. Allow me, signora!" He rang the bell, and, limping to the door, +opened it for her to pass out. + +"It was very kind of you to call, signora. May I send for a vettura? No? +Good-afternoon, then! Bianca, open the hall-door, please." + +Gemma went out into the street, pondering anxiously. "My friends across +the frontier"--who were they? And how was the stone to be kicked out of +the path? If with satire only, why had he said it with such dangerous +eyes? + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +MONSIGNOR MONTANELLI arrived in Florence in the first week of October. +His visit caused a little flutter of excitement throughout the town. He +was a famous preacher and a representative of the reformed Papacy; and +people looked eagerly to him for an exposition of the "new doctrine," +the gospel of love and reconciliation which was to cure the sorrows of +Italy. The nomination of Cardinal Gizzi to the Roman State Secretaryship +in place of the universally detested Lambruschini had raised the public +enthusiasm to its highest pitch; and Montanelli was just the man who +could most easily sustain it. The irreproachable strictness of his life +was a phenomenon sufficiently rare among the high dignitaries of the +Roman Church to attract the attention of people accustomed to regard +blackmailing, peculation, and disreputable intrigues as almost +invariable adjuncts to the career of a prelate. Moreover, his talent as +a preacher was really great; and with his beautiful voice and magnetic +personality, he would in any time and place have made his mark. + +Grassini, as usual, strained every nerve to get the newly arrived +celebrity to his house; but Montanelli was no easy game to catch. To +all invitations he replied with the same courteous but positive refusal, +saying that his health was bad and his time fully occupied, and that he +had neither strength nor leisure for going into society. + +"What omnivorous creatures those Grassinis are!" Martini said +contemptuously to Gemma as they crossed the Signoria square one bright, +cold Sunday morning. "Did you notice the way Grassini bowed when the +Cardinal's carriage drove up? It's all one to them who a man is, so long +as he's talked about. I never saw such lion-hunters in my life. Only +last August it was the Gadfly; now it's Montanelli. I hope His Eminence +feels flattered at the attention; a precious lot of adventurers have +shared it with him." + +They had been hearing Montanelli preach in the Cathedral; and the great +building had been so thronged with eager listeners that Martini, fearing +a return of Gemma's troublesome headaches, had persuaded her to come +away before the Mass was over. The sunny morning, the first after a week +of rain, offered him an excuse for suggesting a walk among the garden +slopes by San Niccolo. + +"No," she answered; "I should like a walk if you have time; but not to +the hills. Let us keep along the Lung'Arno; Montanelli will pass on +his way back from church and I am like Grassini--I want to see the +notability." + +"But you have just seen him." + +"Not close. There was such a crush in the Cathedral, and his back was +turned to us when the carriage passed. If we keep near to the bridge +we shall be sure to see him well--he is staying on the Lung'Arno, you +know." + +"But what has given you such a sudden fancy to see Montanelli? You never +used to care about famous preachers." + +"It is not famous preachers; it is the man himself; I want to see how +much he has changed since I saw him last." + +"When was that?" + +"Two days after Arthur's death." + +Martini glanced at her anxiously. They had come out on to the Lung'Arno, +and she was staring absently across the water, with a look on her face +that he hated to see. + +"Gemma, dear," he said after a moment; "are you going to let that +miserable business haunt you all your life? We have all made mistakes +when we were seventeen." + +"We have not all killed our dearest friend when we were seventeen," she +answered wearily; and, leaning her arm on the stone balustrade of the +bridge, looked down into the river. Martini held his tongue; he was +almost afraid to speak to her when this mood was on her. + +"I never look down at water without remembering," she said, slowly +raising her eyes to his; then with a nervous little shiver: "Let us walk +on a bit, Cesare; it is chilly for standing." + +They crossed the bridge in silence and walked on along the river-side. +After a few minutes she spoke again. + +"What a beautiful voice that man has! There is something about it that I +have never heard in any other human voice. I believe it is the secret of +half his influence." + +"It is a wonderful voice," Martini assented, catching at a subject of +conversation which might lead her away from the dreadful memory called +up by the river, "and he is, apart from his voice, about the finest +preacher I have ever heard. But I believe the secret of his influence +lies deeper than that. It is the way his life stands out from that of +almost all the other prelates. I don't know whether you could lay your +hand on one other high dignitary in all the Italian Church--except the +Pope himself--whose reputation is so utterly spotless. I remember, when +I was in the Romagna last year, passing through his diocese and seeing +those fierce mountaineers waiting in the rain to get a glimpse of him or +touch his dress. He is venerated there almost as a saint; and that means +a good deal among the Romagnols, who generally hate everything that +wears a cassock. I remarked to one of the old peasants,--as typical a +smuggler as ever I saw in my life,--that the people seemed very much +devoted to their bishop, and he said: 'We don't love bishops, they are +liars; we love Monsignor Montanelli. Nobody has ever known him to tell a +lie or do an unjust thing.'" + +"I wonder," Gemma said, half to herself, "if he knows the people think +that about him." + +"Why shouldn't he know it? Do you think it is not true?" + +"I know it is not true." + +"How do you know it?" + +"Because he told me so." + +"HE told you? Montanelli? Gemma, what do you mean?" + +She pushed the hair back from her forehead and turned towards him. They +were standing still again, he leaning on the balustrade and she slowly +drawing lines on the pavement with the point of her umbrella. + +"Cesare, you and I have been friends for all these years, and I have +never told you what really happened about Arthur." + +"There is no need to tell me, dear," he broke in hastily; "I know all +about it already." + +"Giovanni told you?" + +"Yes, when he was dying. He told me about it one night when I was +sitting up with him. He said---- Gemma, dear, I had better tell you the +truth, now we have begun talking about it--he said that you were always +brooding over that wretched story, and he begged me to be as good a +friend to you as I could and try to keep you from thinking of it. And I +have tried to, dear, though I may not have succeeded--I have, indeed." + +"I know you have," she answered softly, raising her eyes for a moment; +"I should have been badly off without your friendship. But--Giovanni did +not tell you about Monsignor Montanelli, then?" + +"No, I didn't know that he had anything to do with it. What he told me +was about--all that affair with the spy, and about----" + +"About my striking Arthur and his drowning himself. Well, I will tell +you about Montanelli." + +They turned back towards the bridge over which the Cardinal's carriage +would have to pass. Gemma looked out steadily across the water as she +spoke. + +"In those days Montanelli was a canon; he was Director of the +Theological Seminary at Pisa, and used to give Arthur lessons in +philosophy and read with him after he went up to the Sapienza. They were +perfectly devoted to each other; more like two lovers than teacher and +pupil. Arthur almost worshipped the ground that Montanelli walked on, +and I remember his once telling me that if he lost his 'Padre'--he +always used to call Montanelli so--he should go and drown himself. Well, +then you know what happened about the spy. The next day, my father and +the Burtons--Arthur's step-brothers, most detestable people--spent the +whole day dragging the Darsena basin for the body; and I sat in my room +alone and thought of what I had done----" + +She paused a moment, and went on again: + +"Late in the evening my father came into my room and said: 'Gemma, +child, come downstairs; there's a man I want you to see.' And when we +went down there was one of the students belonging to the group sitting +in the consulting room, all white and shaking; and he told us about +Giovanni's second letter coming from the prison to say that they had +heard from the jailer about Cardi, and that Arthur had been tricked in +the confessional. I remember the student saying to me: 'It is at least +some consolation that we know he was innocent' My father held my hands +and tried to comfort me; he did not know then about the blow. Then I +went back to my room and sat there all night alone. In the morning my +father went out again with the Burtons to see the harbour dragged. They +had some hope of finding the body there." + +"It was never found, was it?" + +"No; it must have got washed out to sea; but they thought there was a +chance. I was alone in my room and the servant came up to say that a +'reverendissimo padre' had called and she had told him my father was at +the docks and he had gone away. I knew it must be Montanelli; so I ran +out at the back door and caught him up at the garden gate. When I said: +'Canon Montanelli, I want to speak to you,' he just stopped and waited +silently for me to speak. Oh, Cesare, if you had seen his face--it +haunted me for months afterwards! I said: 'I am Dr. Warren's daughter, +and I have come to tell you that it is I who have killed Arthur.' I told +him everything, and he stood and listened, like a figure cut in stone, +till I had finished; then he said: 'Set your heart at rest, my child; it +is I that am a murderer, not you. I deceived him and he found it out.' +And with that he turned and went out at the gate without another word." + +"And then?" + +"I don't know what happened to him after that; I heard the same evening +that he had fallen down in the street in a kind of fit and had been +carried into a house near the docks; but that is all I know. My father +did everything he could for me; when I told him about it he threw up +his practice and took me away to England at once, so that I should never +hear anything that could remind me. He was afraid I should end in the +water, too; and indeed I believe I was near it at one time. But then, +you know, when we found out that my father had cancer I was obliged to +come to myself--there was no one else to nurse him. And after he died +I was left with the little ones on my hands until my elder brother was +able to give them a home. Then there was Giovanni. Do you know, when +he came to England we were almost afraid to meet each other with that +frightful memory between us. He was so bitterly remorseful for his share +in it all--that unhappy letter he wrote from prison. But I believe, +really, it was our common trouble that drew us together." + +Martini smiled and shook his head. + +"It may have been so on your side," he said; "but Giovanni had made up +his mind from the first time he ever saw you. I remember his coming back +to Milan after that first visit to Leghorn and raving about you to me +till I was perfectly sick of hearing of the English Gemma. I thought I +should hate you. Ah! there it comes!" + +The carriage crossed the bridge and drove up to a large house on the +Lung'Arno. Montanelli was leaning back on the cushions as if too tired +to care any longer for the enthusiastic crowd which had collected round +the door to catch a glimpse of him. The inspired look that his face had +worn in the Cathedral had faded quite away and the sunlight showed the +lines of care and fatigue. When he had alighted and passed, with the +heavy, spiritless tread of weary and heart-sick old age, into the house, +Gemma turned away and walked slowly to the bridge. Her face seemed for +a moment to reflect the withered, hopeless look of his. Martini walked +beside her in silence. + +"I have so often wondered," she began again after a little pause; "what +he meant about the deception. It has sometimes occurred to me----" + +"Yes?" + +"Well, it is very strange; there was the most extraordinary personal +resemblance between them." + +"Between whom?" + +"Arthur and Montanelli. It was not only I who noticed it. And there was +something mysterious in the relationship between the members of that +household. Mrs. Burton, Arthur's mother, was one of the sweetest women +I ever knew. Her face had the same spiritual look as Arthur's, and I +believe they were alike in character, too. But she always seemed half +frightened, like a detected criminal; and her step-son's wife used to +treat her as no decent person treats a dog. And then Arthur himself was +such a startling contrast to all those vulgar Burtons. Of course, when +one is a child one takes everything for granted; but looking back on it +afterwards I have often wondered whether Arthur was really a Burton." + +"Possibly he found out something about his mother--that may easily +have been the cause of his death, not the Cardi affair at all," Martini +interposed, offering the only consolation he could think of at the +moment. Gemma shook her head. + +"If you could have seen his face after I struck him, Cesare, you would +not think that. It may be all true about Montanelli--very likely it +is--but what I have done I have done." + +They walked on a little way without speaking. + +"My dear," Martini said at last; "if there were any way on earth to undo +a thing that is once done, it would be worth while to brood over our old +mistakes; but as it is, let the dead bury their dead. It is a terrible +story, but at least the poor lad is out of it now, and luckier than some +of those that are left--the ones that are in exile and in prison. You +and I have them to think of, we have no right to eat out our hearts for +the dead. Remember what your own Shelley says: 'The past is Death's, +the future is thine own.' Take it, while it is still yours, and fix your +mind, not on what you may have done long ago to hurt, but on what you +can do now to help." + +In his earnestness he had taken her hand. He dropped it suddenly and +drew back at the sound of a soft, cold, drawling voice behind him. + +"Monsignor Montan-n-nelli," murmured this languid voice, "is undoubtedly +all you say, my dear doctor. In fact, he appears to be so much too good +for this world that he ought to be politely escorted into the next. I +am sure he would cause as great a sensation there as he has done here; +there are p-p-probably many old-established ghosts who have never seen +such a thing as an honest cardinal. And there is nothing that ghosts +love as they do novelties----" + +"How do you know that?" asked Dr. Riccardo's voice in a tone of +ill-suppressed irritation. + +"From Holy Writ, my dear sir. If the Gospel is to be trusted, even the +most respectable of all Ghosts had a f-f-fancy for capricious alliances. +Now, honesty and c-c-cardinals--that seems to me a somewhat capricious +alliance, and rather an uncomfortable one, like shrimps and liquorice. +Ah, Signor Martini, and Signora Bolla! Lovely weather after the rain, is +it not? Have you been to hear the n-new Savonarola, too?" + +Martini turned round sharply. The Gadfly, with a cigar in his mouth and +a hot-house flower in his buttonhole, was holding out to him a slender, +carefully-gloved hand. With the sunlight reflected in his immaculate +boots and glancing back from the water on to his smiling face, he looked +to Martini less lame and more conceited than usual. They were shaking +hands, affably on the one side and rather sulkily on the other, when +Riccardo hastily exclaimed: + +"I am afraid Signora Bolla is not well!" + +She was so pale that her face looked almost livid under the shadow of +her bonnet, and the ribbon at her throat fluttered perceptibly from the +violent beating of the heart. + +"I will go home," she said faintly. + +A cab was called and Martini got in with her to see her safely home. As +the Gadfly bent down to arrange her cloak, which was hanging over the +wheel, he raised his eyes suddenly to her face, and Martini saw that she +shrank away with a look of something like terror. + +"Gemma, what is the matter with you?" he asked, in English, when they +had started. "What did that scoundrel say to you?" + +"Nothing, Cesare; it was no fault of his. I--I--had a fright----" + +"A fright?" + +"Yes; I fancied----" She put one hand over her eyes, and he waited +silently till she should recover her self-command. Her face was already +regaining its natural colour. + +"You are quite right," she said at last, turning to him and speaking in +her usual voice; "it is worse than useless to look back at a horrible +past. It plays tricks with one's nerves and makes one imagine all sorts +of impossible things. We will NEVER talk about that subject again, +Cesare, or I shall see fantastic likenesses to Arthur in every face I +meet. It is a kind of hallucination, like a nightmare in broad daylight. +Just now, when that odious little fop came up, I fancied it was Arthur." + + + +CHAPTER V. + +THE Gadfly certainly knew how to make personal enemies. He had arrived +in Florence in August, and by the end of October three-fourths of the +committee which had invited him shared Martini's opinion. His savage +attacks upon Montanelli had annoyed even his admirers; and Galli +himself, who at first had been inclined to uphold everything the witty +satirist said or did, began to acknowledge with an aggrieved air that +Montanelli had better have been left in peace. "Decent cardinals are +none so plenty. One might treat them politely when they do turn up." + +The only person who, apparently, remained quite indifferent to the storm +of caricatures and pasquinades was Montanelli himself. It seemed, as +Martini said, hardly worth while to expend one's energy in ridiculing +a man who took it so good-humouredly. It was said in the town that +Montanelli, one day when the Archbishop of Florence was dining with +him, had found in the room one of the Gadfly's bitter personal lampoons +against himself, had read it through and handed the paper to the +Archbishop, remarking: "That is rather cleverly put, is it not?" + +One day there appeared in the town a leaflet, headed: "The Mystery +of the Annunciation." Even had the author omitted his now familiar +signature, a sketch of a gadfly with spread wings, the bitter, trenchant +style would have left in the minds of most readers no doubt as to his +identity. The skit was in the form of a dialogue between Tuscany as +the Virgin Mary, and Montanelli as the angel who, bearing the lilies of +purity and crowned with the olive branch of peace, was announcing the +advent of the Jesuits. The whole thing was full of offensive personal +allusions and hints of the most risky nature, and all Florence felt the +satire to be both ungenerous and unfair. And yet all Florence laughed. +There was something so irresistible in the Gadfly's grave absurdities +that those who most disapproved of and disliked him laughed as +immoderately at all his squibs as did his warmest partisans. Repulsive +in tone as the leaflet was, it left its trace upon the popular feeling +of the town. Montanelli's personal reputation stood too high for any +lampoon, however witty, seriously to injure it, but for a moment the +tide almost turned against him. The Gadfly had known where to sting; +and, though eager crowds still collected before the Cardinal's house +to see him enter or leave his carriage, ominous cries of "Jesuit!" and +"Sanfedist spy!" often mingled with the cheers and benedictions. + +But Montanelli had no lack of supporters. Two days after the publication +of the skit, the Churchman, a leading clerical paper, brought out +a brilliant article, called: "An Answer to 'The Mystery of the +Annunciation,'" and signed: "A Son of the Church." It was an impassioned +defence of Montanelli against the Gadfly's slanderous imputations. The +anonymous writer, after expounding, with great eloquence and fervour, +the doctrine of peace on earth and good will towards men, of which the +new Pontiff was the evangelist, concluded by challenging the Gadfly +to prove a single one of his assertions, and solemnly appealing to the +public not to believe a contemptible slanderer. Both the cogency of +the article as a bit of special pleading and its merit as a literary +composition were sufficiently far above the average to attract much +attention in the town, especially as not even the editor of the +newspaper could guess the author's identity. The article was soon +reprinted separately in pamphlet form; and the "anonymous defender" was +discussed in every coffee-shop in Florence. + +The Gadfly responded with a violent attack on the new Pontificate and +all its supporters, especially on Montanelli, who, he cautiously +hinted, had probably consented to the panegyric on himself. To this +the anonymous defender again replied in the Churchman with an indignant +denial. During the rest of Montanelli's stay the controversy raging +between the two writers occupied more of the public attention than did +even the famous preacher himself. + +Some members of the liberal party ventured to remonstrate with the +Gadfly about the unnecessary malice of his tone towards Montanelli; but +they did not get much satisfaction out of him. He only smiled affably +and answered with a languid little stammer: "R-really, gentlemen, you +are rather unfair. I expressly stipulated, when I gave in to Signora +Bolla, that I should be allowed a l-l-little chuckle all to myself now. +It is so nominated in the bond!" + +At the end of October Montanelli returned to his see in the Romagna, +and, before leaving Florence, preached a farewell sermon in which he +spoke of the controversy, gently deprecating the vehemence of both +writers and begging his unknown defender to set an example of tolerance +by closing a useless and unseemly war of words. On the following day the +Churchman contained a notice that, at Monsignor Montanelli's publicly +expressed desire, "A Son of the Church" would withdraw from the +controversy. + +The last word remained with the Gadfly. He issued a little leaflet, +in which he declared himself disarmed and converted by Montanelli's +Christian meekness and ready to weep tears of reconciliation upon the +neck of the first Sanfedist he met. "I am even willing," he concluded; +"to embrace my anonymous challenger himself; and if my readers knew, as +his Eminence and I know, what that implies and why he remains anonymous, +they would believe in the sincerity of my conversion." + +In the latter part of November he announced to the literary committee +that he was going for a fortnight's holiday to the seaside. He went, +apparently, to Leghorn; but Dr. Riccardo, going there soon after and +wishing to speak to him, searched the town for him in vain. On the 5th +of December a political demonstration of the most extreme character +burst out in the States of the Church, along the whole chain of the +Apennines; and people began to guess the reason of the Gadfly's sudden +fancy to take his holidays in the depth of winter. He came back to +Florence when the riots had been quelled, and, meeting Riccardo in the +street, remarked affably: + +"I hear you were inquiring for me in Leghorn; I was staying in Pisa. +What a pretty old town it is! There's something quite Arcadian about +it." + +In Christmas week he attended an afternoon meeting of the literary +committee which was held in Dr. Riccardo's lodgings near the Porta alla +Croce. The meeting was a full one, and when he came in, a little late, +with an apologetic bow and smile, there seemed to be no seat empty. +Riccardo rose to fetch a chair from the next room, but the Gadfly +stopped him. "Don't trouble about it," he said; "I shall be quite +comfortable here"; and crossing the room to a window beside which +Gemma had placed her chair, he sat down on the sill, leaning his head +indolently back against the shutter. + +As he looked down at Gemma, smiling with half-shut eyes, in the subtle, +sphinx-like way that gave him the look of a Leonardo da Vinci portrait, +the instinctive distrust with which he inspired her deepened into a +sense of unreasoning fear. + +The proposal under discussion was that a pamphlet be issued setting +forth the committee's views on the dearth with which Tuscany was +threatened and the measures which should be taken to meet it. The +matter was a somewhat difficult one to decide, because, as usual, the +committee's views upon the subject were much divided. The more advanced +section, to which Gemma, Martini, and Riccardo belonged, was in favour +of an energetic appeal to both government and public to take adequate +measures at once for the relief of the peasantry. The moderate +division--including, of course, Grassini--feared that an over-emphatic +tone might irritate rather than convince the ministry. + +"It is all very well, gentlemen, to want the people helped at once," he +said, looking round upon the red-hot radicals with his calm and pitying +air. "We most of us want a good many things that we are not likely to +get; but if we start with the tone you propose to adopt, the government +is very likely not to begin any relief measures at all till there is +actual famine. If we could only induce the ministry to make an inquiry +into the state of the crops it would be a step in advance." + +Galli, in his corner by the stove, jumped up to answer his enemy. + +"A step in advance--yes, my dear sir; but if there's going to be a +famine, it won't wait for us to advance at that pace. The people might +all starve before we got to any actual relief." + +"It would be interesting to know----" Sacconi began; but several voices +interrupted him. + +"Speak up; we can't hear!" + +"I should think not, with such an infernal row in the street," said +Galli, irritably. "Is that window shut, Riccardo? One can't hear one's +self speak!" + +Gemma looked round. "Yes," she said, "the window is quite shut. I think +there is a variety show, or some such thing, passing." + +The sounds of shouting and laughter, of the tinkling of bells and +trampling of feet, resounded from the street below, mixed with the +braying of a villainous brass band and the unmerciful banging of a drum. + +"It can't be helped these few days," said Riccardo; "we must expect +noise at Christmas time. What were you saying, Sacconi?" + +"I said it would be interesting to hear what is thought about the matter +in Pisa and Leghorn. Perhaps Signor Rivarez can tell us something; he +has just come from there." + +The Gadfly did not answer. He was staring out of the window and appeared +not to have heard what had been said. + +"Signor Rivarez!" said Gemma. She was the only person sitting near to +him, and as he remained silent she bent forward and touched him on the +arm. He slowly turned his face to her, and she started as she saw its +fixed and awful immobility. For a moment it was like the face of a +corpse; then the lips moved in a strange, lifeless way. + +"Yes," he whispered; "a variety show." + +Her first instinct was to shield him from the curiosity of the others. +Without understanding what was the matter with him, she realized that +some frightful fancy or hallucination had seized upon him, and that, for +the moment, he was at its mercy, body and soul. She rose quickly and, +standing between him and the company, threw the window open as if to +look out. No one but herself had seen his face. + +In the street a travelling circus was passing, with mountebanks on +donkeys and harlequins in parti-coloured dresses. The crowd of holiday +masqueraders, laughing and shoving, was exchanging jests and showers of +paper ribbon with the clowns and flinging little bags of sugar-plums to +the columbine, who sat in her car, tricked out in tinsel and feathers, +with artificial curls on her forehead and an artificial smile on her +painted lips. Behind the car came a motley string of figures--street +Arabs, beggars, clowns turning somersaults, and costermongers hawking +their wares. They were jostling, pelting, and applauding a figure which +at first Gemma could not see for the pushing and swaying of the crowd. +The next moment, however, she saw plainly what it was--a hunchback, +dwarfish and ugly, grotesquely attired in a fool's dress, with paper +cap and bells. He evidently belonged to the strolling company, and was +amusing the crowd with hideous grimaces and contortions. + +"What is going on out there?" asked Riccardo, approaching the window. +"You seem very much interested." + +He was a little surprised at their keeping the whole committee waiting +to look at a strolling company of mountebanks. Gemma turned round. + +"It is nothing interesting," she said; "only a variety show; but they +made such a noise that I thought it must be something else." + +She was standing with one hand upon the window-sill, and suddenly felt +the Gadfly's cold fingers press the hand with a passionate clasp. "Thank +you!" he whispered softly; and then, closing the window, sat down again +upon the sill. + +"I'm afraid," he said in his airy manner, "that I have interrupted you, +gentlemen. I was l-looking at the variety show; it is s-such a p-pretty +sight." + +"Sacconi was asking you a question," said Martini gruffly. The Gadfly's +behaviour seemed to him an absurd piece of affectation, and he was +annoyed that Gemma should have been tactless enough to follow his +example. It was not like her. + +The Gadfly disclaimed all knowledge of the state of feeling in Pisa, +explaining that he had been there "only on a holiday." He then plunged +at once into an animated discussion, first of agricultural prospects, +then of the pamphlet question; and continued pouring out a flood of +stammering talk till the others were quite tired. He seemed to find some +feverish delight in the sound of his own voice. + +When the meeting ended and the members of the committee rose to go, +Riccardo came up to Martini. + +"Will you stop to dinner with me? Fabrizi and Sacconi have promised to +stay." + +"Thanks; but I was going to see Signora Bolla home." + +"Are you really afraid I can't get home by myself?" she asked, rising +and putting on her wrap. "Of course he will stay with you, Dr. Riccardo; +it's good for him to get a change. He doesn't go out half enough." + +"If you will allow me, I will see you home," the Gadfly interposed; "I +am going in that direction." + +"If you really are going that way----" + +"I suppose you won't have time to drop in here in the course of the +evening, will you, Rivarez?" asked Riccardo, as he opened the door for +them. + +The Gadfly looked back over his shoulder, laughing. "I, my dear fellow? +I'm going to see the variety show!" + +"What a strange creature that is; and what an odd affection for +mountebanks!" said Riccardo, coming back to his visitors. + +"Case of a fellow-feeling, I should think," said Martini; "the man's a +mountebank himself, if ever I saw one." + +"I wish I could think he was only that," Fabrizi interposed, with a +grave face. "If he is a mountebank I am afraid he's a very dangerous +one." + +"Dangerous in what way?" + +"Well, I don't like those mysterious little pleasure trips that he is so +fond of taking. This is the third time, you know; and I don't believe he +has been in Pisa at all." + +"I suppose it is almost an open secret that it's into the mountains he +goes," said Sacconi. "He has hardly taken the trouble to deny that he +is still in relations with the smugglers he got to know in the Savigno +affair, and it's quite natural he should take advantage of their +friendship to get his leaflets across the Papal frontier." + +"For my part," said Riccardo; "what I wanted to talk to you about is +this very question. It occurred to me that we could hardly do better +than ask Rivarez to undertake the management of our own smuggling. That +press at Pistoja is very inefficiently managed, to my thinking; and the +way the leaflets are taken across, always rolled in those everlasting +cigars, is more than primitive." + +"It has answered pretty well up till now," said Martini contumaciously. +He was getting wearied of hearing Galli and Riccardo always put the +Gadfly forward as a model to copy, and inclined to think that the world +had gone well enough before this "lackadaisical buccaneer" turned up to +set everyone to rights. + +"It has answered so far well that we have been satisfied with it for +want of anything better; but you know there have been plenty of arrests +and confiscations. Now I believe that if Rivarez undertook the business +for us, there would be less of that." + +"Why do you think so?" + +"In the first place, the smugglers look upon us as strangers to do +business with, or as sheep to fleece, whereas Rivarez is their personal +friend, very likely their leader, whom they look up to and trust. You +may be sure every smuggler in the Apennines will do for a man who was +in the Savigno revolt what he will not do for us. In the next place, +there's hardly a man among us that knows the mountains as Rivarez does. +Remember, he has been a fugitive among them, and knows the smugglers' +paths by heart. No smuggler would dare to cheat him, even if he wished +to, and no smuggler could cheat him if he dared to try." + +"Then is your proposal that we should ask him to take over the +whole management of our literature on the other side of the +frontier--distribution, addresses, hiding-places, everything--or simply +that we should ask him to put the things across for us?" + +"Well, as for addresses and hiding-places, he probably knows already +all the ones that we have and a good many more that we have not. I +don't suppose we should be able to teach him much in that line. As +for distribution, it's as the others prefer, of course. The important +question, to my mind, is the actual smuggling itself. Once the books are +safe in Bologna, it's a comparatively simple matter to circulate them." + +"For my part," said Martini, "I am against the plan. In the first place, +all this about his skilfulness is mere conjecture; we have not actually +seen him engaged in frontier work and do not know whether he keeps his +head in critical moments." + +"Oh, you needn't have any doubt of that!" Riccardo put in. "The history +of the Savigno affair proves that he keeps his head." + +"And then," Martini went on; "I do not feel at all inclined, from what +little I know of Rivarez, to intrust him with all the party's secrets. +He seems to me feather-brained and theatrical. To give the whole +management of a party's contraband work into a man's hands is a serious +matter. Fabrizi, what do you think?" + +"If I had only such objections as yours, Martini," replied the +professor, "I should certainly waive them in the case of a man really +possessing, as Rivarez undoubtedly does, all the qualifications Riccardo +speaks of. For my part, I have not the slightest doubt as to either his +courage, his honesty, or his presence of mind; and that he knows both +mountains and mountaineers we have had ample proof. But there is another +objection. I do not feel sure that it is only for the smuggling of +pamphlets he goes into the mountains. I have begun to doubt whether he +has not another purpose. This is, of course, entirely between ourselves. +It is a mere suspicion. It seems to me just possible that he is in +connexion with some one of the 'sects,' and perhaps with the most +dangerous of them." + +"Which one do you mean--the 'Red Girdles'?" + +"No; the 'Occoltellatori.'" + +"The 'Knifers'! But that is a little body of outlaws--peasants, most of +them, with neither education nor political experience." + +"So were the insurgents of Savigno; but they had a few educated men as +leaders, and this little society may have the same. And remember, it's +pretty well known that most of the members of those more violent sects +in the Romagna are survivors of the Savigno affair, who found themselves +too weak to fight the Churchmen in open insurrection, and so have fallen +back on assassination. Their hands are not strong enough for guns, and +they take to knives instead." + +"But what makes you suppose Rivarez to be connected with them?" + +"I don't suppose, I merely suspect. In any case, I think we had better +find out for certain before we intrust our smuggling to him. If he +attempted to do both kinds of work at once he would injure our party +most terribly; he would simply destroy its reputation and accomplish +nothing. However, we will talk of that another time. I wanted to speak +to you about the news from Rome. It is said that a commission is to be +appointed to draw up a project for a municipal constitution." + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +GEMMA and the Gadfly walked silently along the Lung'Arno. His feverish +talkativeness seemed to have quite spent itself; he had hardly spoken a +word since they left Riccardo's door, and Gemma was heartily glad of his +silence. She always felt embarrassed in his company, and to-day more +so than usual, for his strange behaviour at the committee meeting had +greatly perplexed her. + +By the Uffizi palace he suddenly stopped and turned to her. + +"Are you tired?" + +"No; why?" + +"Nor especially busy this evening?" + +"No." + +"I want to ask a favour of you; I want you to come for a walk with me." + +"Where to?" + +"Nowhere in particular; anywhere you like." + +"But what for?" + +He hesitated. + +"I--can't tell you--at least, it's very difficult; but please come if +you can." + +He raised his eyes suddenly from the ground, and she saw how strange +their expression was. + +"There is something the matter with you," she said gently. He pulled a +leaf from the flower in his button-hole, and began tearing it to pieces. +Who was it that he was so oddly like? Someone who had that same trick of +the fingers and hurried, nervous gesture. + +"I am in trouble," he said, looking down at his hands and speaking in a +hardly audible voice. "I--don't want to be alone this evening. Will you +come?" + +"Yes, certainly, unless you would rather go to my lodgings." + +"No; come and dine with me at a restaurant. There's one on the Signoria. +Please don't refuse, now; you've promised!" + +They went into a restaurant, where he ordered dinner, but hardly touched +his own share, and remained obstinately silent, crumbling the bread over +the cloth, and fidgeting with the fringe of his table napkin. Gemma felt +thoroughly uncomfortable, and began to wish she had refused to come; the +silence was growing awkward; yet she could not begin to make small-talk +with a person who seemed to have forgotten her presence. At last he +looked up and said abruptly: + +"Would you like to see the variety show?" + +She stared at him in astonishment. What had he got into his head about +variety shows? + +"Have you ever seen one?" he asked before she had time to speak. + +"No; I don't think so. I didn't suppose they were interesting." + +"They are very interesting. I don't think anyone can study the life of +the people without seeing them. Let us go back to the Porta alla Croce." + +When they arrived the mountebanks had set up their tent beside the +town gate, and an abominable scraping of fiddles and banging of drums +announced that the performance had begun. + +The entertainment was of the roughest kind. A few clowns, harlequins, +and acrobats, a circus-rider jumping through hoops, the painted +columbine, and the hunchback performing various dull and foolish antics, +represented the entire force of the company. The jokes were not, on the +whole, coarse or offensive; but they were very tame and stale, and there +was a depressing flatness about the whole thing. The audience laughed +and clapped from their innate Tuscan courtesy; but the only part which +they seemed really to enjoy was the performance of the hunchback, in +which Gemma could find nothing either witty or skilful. It was merely +a series of grotesque and hideous contortions, which the spectators +mimicked, holding up children on their shoulders that the little ones +might see the "ugly man." + +"Signor Rivarez, do you really think this attractive?" said Gemma, +turning to the Gadfly, who was standing beside her, his arm round one of +the wooden posts of the tent. "It seems to me----" + +She broke off and remained looking at him silently. Except when she had +stood with Montanelli at the garden gate in Leghorn, she had never seen +a human face express such fathomless, hopeless misery. She thought of +Dante's hell as she watched him. + +Presently the hunchback, receiving a kick from one of the clowns, +turned a somersault and tumbled in a grotesque heap outside the ring. A +dialogue between two clowns began, and the Gadfly seemed to wake out of +a dream. + +"Shall we go?" he asked; "or would you like to see more?" + +"I would rather go." + +They left the tent, and walked across the dark green to the river. For a +few moments neither spoke. + +"What did you think of the show?" the Gadfly asked presently. + +"I thought it rather a dreary business; and part of it seemed to me +positively unpleasant." + +"Which part?" + +"Well, all those grimaces and contortions. They are simply ugly; there +is nothing clever about them." + +"Do you mean the hunchback's performance?" + +Remembering his peculiar sensitiveness on the subject of his own +physical defects, she had avoided mentioning this particular bit of the +entertainment; but now that he had touched upon the subject himself, she +answered: "Yes; I did not like that part at all." + +"That was the part the people enjoyed most." + +"I dare say; and that is just the worst thing about it." + +"Because it was inartistic?" + +"N-no; it was all inartistic. I meant--because it was cruel." + +He smiled. + +"Cruel? Do you mean to the hunchback?" + +"I mean---- Of course the man himself was quite indifferent; no doubt, +it is to him just a way of getting a living, like the circus-rider's +way or the columbine's. But the thing makes one feel unhappy. It is +humiliating; it is the degradation of a human being." + +"He probably is not any more degraded than he was to start with. Most of +us are degraded in one way or another." + +"Yes; but this--I dare say you will think it an absurd prejudice; but +a human body, to me, is a sacred thing; I don't like to see it treated +irreverently and made hideous." + +"And a human soul?" + +He had stopped short, and was standing with one hand on the stone +balustrade of the embankment, looking straight at her. + +"A soul?" she repeated, stopping in her turn to look at him in wonder. + +He flung out both hands with a sudden, passionate gesture. + +"Has it never occurred to you that that miserable clown may have a +soul--a living, struggling, human soul, tied down into that crooked hulk +of a body and forced to slave for it? You that are so tender-hearted to +everything--you that pity the body in its fool's dress and bells--have +you never thought of the wretched soul that has not even motley to cover +its horrible nakedness? Think of it shivering with cold, stilled with +shame and misery, before all those people--feeling their jeers that cut +like a whip--their laughter, that burns like red-hot iron on the bare +flesh! Think of it looking round--so helpless before them all--for the +mountains that will not fall on it--for the rocks that have not the +heart to cover it--envying the rats that can creep into some hole in the +earth and hide; and remember that a soul is dumb--it has no voice to cry +out--it must endure, and endure, and endure. Oh! I'm talking nonsense! +Why on earth don't you laugh? You have no sense of humour!" + +Slowly and in dead silence she turned and walked on along the river +side. During the whole evening it had not once occurred to her to +connect his trouble, whatever it might be, with the variety show; and +now that some dim picture of his inner life had been revealed to her by +this sudden outburst, she could not find, in her overwhelming pity for +him, one word to say. He walked on beside her, with his head turned +away, and looked into the water. + +"I want you, please, to understand," he began suddenly, turning to her +with a defiant air, "that everything I have just been saying to you is +pure imagination. I'm rather given to romancing, but I don't like people +to take it seriously." + +She made no answer, and they walked on in silence. As they passed by the +gateway of the Uffizi, he crossed the road and stooped down over a dark +bundle that was lying against the railings. + +"What is the matter, little one?" he asked, more gently than she had +ever heard him speak. "Why don't you go home?" + +The bundle moved, and answered something in a low, moaning voice. Gemma +came across to look, and saw a child of about six years old, ragged and +dirty, crouching on the pavement like a frightened animal. The Gadfly +was bending down with his hand on the unkempt head. + +"What is it?" he said, stooping lower to catch the unintelligible +answer. "You ought to go home to bed; little boys have no business out +of doors at night; you'll be quite frozen! Give me your hand and jump up +like a man! Where do you live?" + +He took the child's arm to raise him. The result was a sharp scream and +a quick shrinking away. + +"Why, what is it?" the Gadfly asked, kneeling down on the pavement. "Ah! +Signora, look here!" + +The child's shoulder and jacket were covered with blood. + +"Tell me what has happened?" the Gadfly went on caressingly. "It wasn't +a fall, was it? No? Someone's been beating you? I thought so! Who was +it?" + +"My uncle." + +"Ah, yes! And when was it?" + +"This morning. He was drunk, and I--I----" + +"And you got in his way--was that it? You shouldn't get in people's way +when they are drunk, little man; they don't like it. What shall we do +with this poor mite, signora? Come here to the light, sonny, and let +me look at that shoulder. Put your arm round my neck; I won't hurt you. +There we are!" + +He lifted the boy in his arms, and, carrying him across the street, set +him down on the wide stone balustrade. Then, taking out a pocket-knife, +he deftly ripped up the torn sleeve, supporting the child's head against +his breast, while Gemma held the injured arm. The shoulder was badly +bruised and grazed, and there was a deep gash on the arm. + +"That's an ugly cut to give a mite like you," said the Gadfly, fastening +his handkerchief round the wound to prevent the jacket from rubbing +against it. "What did he do it with?" + +"The shovel. I went to ask him to give me a soldo to get some polenta at +the corner shop, and he hit me with the shovel." + +The Gadfly shuddered. "Ah!" he said softly, "that hurts; doesn't it, +little one?" + +"He hit me with the shovel--and I ran away--I ran away--because he hit +me." + +"And you've been wandering about ever since, without any dinner?" + +Instead of answering, the child began to sob violently. The Gadfly +lifted him off the balustrade. + +"There, there! We'll soon set all that straight. I wonder if we can +get a cab anywhere. I'm afraid they'll all be waiting by the theatre; +there's a grand performance going on to-night. I am sorry to drag you +about so, signora; but----" + +"I would rather come with you. You may want help. Do you think you can +carry him so far? Isn't he very heavy?" + +"Oh, I can manage, thank you." + +At the theatre door they found only a few cabs waiting, and these were +all engaged. The performance was over, and most of the audience had +gone. Zita's name was printed in large letters on the wall-placards; she +had been dancing in the ballet. Asking Gemma to wait for him a moment, +the Gadfly went round to the performers' entrance, and spoke to an +attendant. + +"Has Mme. Reni gone yet?" + +"No, sir," the man answered, staring blankly at the spectacle of a +well-dressed gentleman carrying a ragged street child in his arms, "Mme. +Reni is just coming out, I think; her carriage is waiting for her. Yes; +there she comes." + +Zita descended the stairs, leaning on the arm of a young cavalry +officer. She looked superbly handsome, with an opera cloak of +flame-coloured velvet thrown over her evening dress, and a great fan of +ostrich plumes hanging from her waist. In the entry she stopped short, +and, drawing her hand away from the officer's arm, approached the Gadfly +in amazement. + +"Felice!" she exclaimed under her breath, "what HAVE you got there?" + +"I have picked up this child in the street. It is hurt and starving; and +I want to get it home as quickly as possible. There is not a cab to be +got anywhere, so I want to have your carriage." + +"Felice! you are not going to take a horrid beggar-child into your +rooms! Send for a policeman, and let him carry it to the Refuge or +whatever is the proper place for it. You can't have all the paupers in +the town----" + +"It is hurt," the Gadfly repeated; "it can go to the Refuge to-morrow, +if necessary, but I must see to the child first and give it some food." + +Zita made a little grimace of disgust. "You've got its head right +against your shirt! How CAN you? It is dirty!" + +The Gadfly looked up with a sudden flash of anger. + +"It is hungry," he said fiercely. "You don't know what that means, do +you?" + +"Signor Rivarez," interposed Gemma, coming forward, "my lodgings are +quite close. Let us take the child in there. Then, if you cannot find a +vettura, I will manage to put it up for the night." + +He turned round quickly. "You don't mind?" + +"Of course not. Good-night, Mme. Reni!" + +The gipsy, with a stiff bow and an angry shrug of her shoulders, took +her officer's arm again, and, gathering up the train of her dress, swept +past them to the contested carriage. + +"I will send it back to fetch you and the child, if you like, M. +Rivarez," she said, pausing on the doorstep. + +"Very well; I will give the address." He came out on to the pavement, +gave the address to the driver, and walked back to Gemma with his +burden. + +Katie was waiting up for her mistress; and, on hearing what had +happened, ran for warm water and other necessaries. Placing the child on +a chair, the Gadfly knelt down beside him, and, deftly slipping off +the ragged clothing, bathed and bandaged the wound with tender, skilful +hands. He had just finished washing the boy, and was wrapping him in a +warm blanket, when Gemma came in with a tray in her hands. + +"Is your patient ready for his supper?" she asked, smiling at the +strange little figure. "I have been cooking it for him." + +The Gadfly stood up and rolled the dirty rags together. "I'm afraid we +have made a terrible mess in your room," he said. "As for these, they +had better go straight into the fire, and I will buy him some new +clothes to-morrow. Have you any brandy in the house, signora? I think +he ought to have a little. I will just wash my hands, if you will allow +me." + +When the child had finished his supper, he immediately went to sleep in +the Gadfly's arms, with his rough head against the white shirt-front. +Gemma, who had been helping Katie to set the disordered room tidy again, +sat down at the table. + +"Signor Rivarez, you must take something before you go home--you had +hardly any dinner, and it's very late." + +"I should like a cup of tea in the English fashion, if you have it. I'm +sorry to keep you up so late." + +"Oh! that doesn't matter. Put the child down on the sofa; he will tire +you. Wait a minute; I will just lay a sheet over the cushions. What are +you going to do with him?" + +"To-morrow? Find out whether he has any other relations except that +drunken brute; and if not, I suppose I must follow Mme. Reni's advice, +and take him to the Refuge. Perhaps the kindest thing to do would be to +put a stone round his neck and pitch him into the river there; but that +would expose me to unpleasant consequences. Fast asleep! What an odd +little lump of ill-luck you are, you mite--not half as capable of +defending yourself as a stray cat!" + +When Katie brought in the tea-tray, the boy opened his eyes and sat up +with a bewildered air. Recognizing the Gadfly, whom he already regarded +as his natural protector, he wriggled off the sofa, and, much encumbered +by the folds of his blanket, came up to nestle against him. He was +by now sufficiently revived to be inquisitive; and, pointing to the +mutilated left hand, in which the Gadfly was holding a piece of cake, +asked: + +"What's that?" + +"That? Cake; do you want some? I think you've had enough for now. Wait +till to-morrow, little man." + +"No--that!" He stretched out his hand and touched the stumps of the +amputated fingers and the great scar on the wrist. The Gadfly put down +his cake. + +"Oh, that! It's the same sort of thing as what you have on your +shoulder--a hit I got from someone stronger than I was." + +"Didn't it hurt awfully?" + +"Oh, I don't know--not more than other things. There, now, go to sleep +again; you have no business asking questions at this time of night." + +When the carriage arrived the boy was again asleep; and the Gadfly, +without awaking him, lifted him gently and carried him out on to the +stairs. + +"You have been a sort of ministering angel to me to-day," he said to +Gemma, pausing at the door. "But I suppose that need not prevent us from +quarrelling to our heart's content in future." + +"I have no desire to quarrel with anyone." + +"Ah! but I have. Life would be unendurable without quarrels. A good +quarrel is the salt of the earth; it's better than a variety show!" + +And with that he went downstairs, laughing softly to himself, with the +sleeping child in his arms. + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +ONE day in the first week of January Martini, who had sent round +the forms of invitation to the monthly group-meeting of the literary +committee, received from the Gadfly a laconic, pencil-scrawled "Very +sorry: can't come." He was a little annoyed, as a notice of "important +business" had been put into the invitation; this cavalier treatment +seemed to him almost insolent. Moreover, three separate letters +containing bad news arrived during the day, and the wind was in the +east, so that Martini felt out of sorts and out of temper; and when, at +the group meeting, Dr. Riccardo asked, "Isn't Rivarez here?" he answered +rather sulkily: "No; he seems to have got something more interesting on +hand, and can't come, or doesn't want to." + +"Really, Martini," said Galli irritably, "you are about the most +prejudiced person in Florence. Once you object to a man, everything he +does is wrong. How could Rivarez come when he's ill?" + +"Who told you he was ill?" + +"Didn't you know? He's been laid up for the last four days." + +"What's the matter with him?" + +"I don't know. He had to put off an appointment with me on Thursday on +account of illness; and last night, when I went round, I heard that he +was too ill to see anyone. I thought Riccardo would be looking after +him." + +"I knew nothing about it. I'll go round to-night and see if he wants +anything." + +The next morning Riccardo, looking very pale and tired, came into +Gemma's little study. She was sitting at the table, reading out +monotonous strings of figures to Martini, who, with a magnifying glass +in one hand and a finely pointed pencil in the other, was making +tiny marks in the pages of a book. She made with one hand a gesture +requesting silence. Riccardo, knowing that a person who is writing in +cipher must not be interrupted, sat down on the sofa behind her and +yawned like a man who can hardly keep awake. + +"2, 4; 3, 7; 6, 1; 3, 5; 4, 1;" Gemma's voice went on with machine-like +evenness. "8, 4; 7, 2; 5, 1; that finishes the sentence, Cesare." + +She stuck a pin into the paper to mark the exact place, and turned +round. + +"Good-morning, doctor; how fagged you look! Are you well?" + +"Oh, I'm well enough--only tired out. I've had an awful night with +Rivarez." + +"With Rivarez?" + +"Yes; I've been up with him all night, and now I must go off to my +hospital patients. I just came round to know whether you can think of +anyone that could look after him a bit for the next few days. He's in a +devil of a state. I'll do my best, of course; but I really haven't the +time; and he won't hear of my sending in a nurse." + +"What is the matter with him?" + +"Well, rather a complication of things. First of all----" + +"First of all, have you had any breakfast?" + +"Yes, thank you. About Rivarez--no doubt, it's complicated with a lot of +nerve trouble; but the main cause of disturbance is an old injury +that seems to have been disgracefully neglected. Altogether, he's in +a frightfully knocked-about state; I suppose it was that war in South +America--and he certainly didn't get proper care when the mischief was +done. Probably things were managed in a very rough-and-ready fashion +out there; he's lucky to be alive at all. However, there's a chronic +tendency to inflammation, and any trifle may bring on an attack----" + +"Is that dangerous?" + +"N-no; the chief danger in a case of that kind is of the patient getting +desperate and taking a dose of arsenic." + +"It is very painful, of course?" + +"It's simply horrible; I don't know how he manages to bear it. I was +obliged to stupefy him with opium in the night--a thing I hate to do +with a nervous patient; but I had to stop it somehow." + +"He is nervous, I should think." + +"Very, but splendidly plucky. As long as he was not actually +light-headed with the pain last night, his coolness was quite wonderful. +But I had an awful job with him towards the end. How long do you suppose +this thing has been going on? Just five nights; and not a soul within +call except that stupid landlady, who wouldn't wake if the house tumbled +down, and would be no use if she did." + +"But what about the ballet-girl?" + +"Yes; isn't that a curious thing? He won't let her come near him. He +has a morbid horror of her. Altogether, he's one of the most +incomprehensible creatures I ever met--a perfect mass of +contradictions." + +He took out his watch and looked at it with a preoccupied face. "I shall +be late at the hospital; but it can't be helped. The junior will have +to begin without me for once. I wish I had known of all this before--it +ought not to have been let go on that way night after night." + +"But why on earth didn't he send to say he was ill?" Martini +interrupted. "He might have guessed we shouldn't have left him stranded +in that fashion." + +"I wish, doctor," said Gemma, "that you had sent for one of us last +night, instead of wearing yourself out like this." + +"My dear lady, I wanted to send round to Galli; but Rivarez got so +frantic at the suggestion that I didn't dare attempt it. When I asked +him whether there was anyone else he would like fetched, he looked at me +for a minute, as if he were scared out of his wits, and then put up +both hands to his eyes and said: 'Don't tell them; they will laugh!' +He seemed quite possessed with some fancy about people laughing at +something. I couldn't make out what; he kept talking Spanish; but +patients do say the oddest things sometimes." + +"Who is with him now?" asked Gemma. + +"No one except the landlady and her maid." + +"I'll go to him at once," said Martini. + +"Thank you. I'll look round again in the evening. You'll find a paper +of written directions in the table-drawer by the large window, and the +opium is on the shelf in the next room. If the pain comes on again, give +him another dose--not more than one; but don't leave the bottle where he +can get at it, whatever you do; he might be tempted to take too much." + +When Martini entered the darkened room, the Gadfly turned his head +round quickly, and, holding out to him a burning hand, began, in a bad +imitation of his usual flippant manner: + +"Ah, Martini! You have come to rout me out about those proofs. It's no +use swearing at me for missing the committee last night; the fact is, I +have not been quite well, and----" + +"Never mind the committee. I have just seen Riccardo, and have come to +know if I can be of any use." + +The Gadfly set his face like a flint. + +"Oh, really! that is very kind of you; but it wasn't worth the trouble. +I'm only a little out of sorts." + +"So I understood from Riccardo. He was up with you all night, I +believe." + +The Gadfly bit his lip savagely. + +"I am quite comfortable, thank you, and don't want anything." + +"Very well; then I will sit in the other room; perhaps you would rather +be alone. I will leave the door ajar, in case you call me." + +"Please don't trouble about it; I really shan't want anything. I should +be wasting your time for nothing." + +"Nonsense, man!" Martini broke in roughly. "What's the use of trying +to fool me that way? Do you think I have no eyes? Lie still and go to +sleep, if you can." + +He went into the adjoining room, and, leaving the door open, sat down +with a book. Presently he heard the Gadfly move restlessly two or three +times. He put down his book and listened. There was a short silence, +then another restless movement; then the quick, heavy, panting breath +of a man clenching his teeth to suppress a groan. He went back into the +room. + +"Can I do anything for you, Rivarez?" + +There was no answer, and he crossed the room to the bed-side. The +Gadfly, with a ghastly, livid face, looked at him for a moment, and +silently shook his head. + +"Shall I give you some more opium? Riccardo said you were to have it if +the pain got very bad." + +"No, thank you; I can bear it a bit longer. It may be worse later on." + +Martini shrugged his shoulders and sat down beside the bed. For an +interminable hour he watched in silence; then he rose and fetched the +opium. + +"Rivarez, I won't let this go on any longer; if you can stand it, I +can't. You must have the stuff." + +The Gadfly took it without speaking. Then he turned away and closed +his eyes. Martini sat down again, and listened as the breathing became +gradually deep and even. + +The Gadfly was too much exhausted to wake easily when once asleep. Hour +after hour he lay absolutely motionless. Martini approached him several +times during the day and evening, and looked at the still figure; but, +except the breathing, there was no sign of life. The face was so wan and +colourless that at last a sudden fear seized upon him; what if he had +given too much opium? The injured left arm lay on the coverlet, and +he shook it gently to rouse the sleeper. As he did so, the unfastened +sleeve fell back, showing a series of deep and fearful scars covering +the arm from wrist to elbow. + +"That arm must have been in a pleasant condition when those marks were +fresh," said Riccardo's voice behind him. + +"Ah, there you are at last! Look here, Riccardo; ought this man to sleep +forever? I gave him a dose about ten hours ago, and he hasn't moved a +muscle since." + +Riccardo stooped down and listened for a moment. + +"No; he is breathing quite properly; it's nothing but sheer +exhaustion--what you might expect after such a night. There may be +another paroxysm before morning. Someone will sit up, I hope?" + +"Galli will; he has sent to say he will be here by ten." + +"It's nearly that now. Ah, he's waking! Just see the maidservant gets +that broth hot. Gently--gently, Rivarez! There, there, you needn't +fight, man; I'm not a bishop!" + +The Gadfly started up with a shrinking, scared look. "Is it my turn?" he +said hurriedly in Spanish. "Keep the people amused a minute; I---- Ah! I +didn't see you, Riccardo." + +He looked round the room and drew one hand across his forehead as if +bewildered. "Martini! Why, I thought you had gone away. I must have been +asleep." + +"You have been sleeping like the beauty in the fairy story for the last +ten hours; and now you are to have some broth and go to sleep again." + +"Ten hours! Martini, surely you haven't been here all that time?" + +"Yes; I was beginning to wonder whether I hadn't given you an overdose +of opium." + +The Gadfly shot a sly glance at him. + +"No such luck! Wouldn't you have nice quiet committee-meetings? What +the devil do you want, Riccardo? Do for mercy's sake leave me in peace, +can't you? I hate being mauled about by doctors." + +"Well then, drink this and I'll leave you in peace. I shall come round +in a day or two, though, and give you a thorough overhauling. I think +you have pulled through the worst of this business now; you don't look +quite so much like a death's head at a feast." + +"Oh, I shall be all right soon, thanks. Who's that--Galli? I seem to +have a collection of all the graces here to-night." + +"I have come to stop the night with you." + +"Nonsense! I don't want anyone. Go home, all the lot of you. Even if +the thing should come on again, you can't help me; I won't keep taking +opium. It's all very well once in a way." + +"I'm afraid you're right," Riccardo said. "But that's not always an easy +resolution to stick to." + +The Gadfly looked up, smiling. "No fear! If I'd been going in for that +sort of thing, I should have done it long ago." + +"Anyway, you are not going to be left alone," Riccardo answered drily. +"Come into the other room a minute, Galli; I want to speak to you. +Good-night, Rivarez; I'll look in to-morrow." + +Martini was following them out of the room when he heard his name softly +called. The Gadfly was holding out a hand to him. + +"Thank you!" + +"Oh, stuff! Go to sleep." + +When Riccardo had gone, Martini remained a few minutes in the outer +room, talking with Galli. As he opened the front door of the house he +heard a carriage stop at the garden gate and saw a woman's figure get +out and come up the path. It was Zita, returning, evidently, from some +evening entertainment. He lifted his hat and stood aside to let her +pass, then went out into the dark lane leading from the house to the +Poggio Imperiale. Presently the gate clicked and rapid footsteps came +down the lane. + +"Wait a minute!" she said. + +When he turned back to meet her she stopped short, and then came slowly +towards him, dragging one hand after her along the hedge. There was a +single street-lamp at the corner, and he saw by its light that she was +hanging her head down as though embarrassed or ashamed. + +"How is he?" she asked without looking up. + +"Much better than he was this morning. He has been asleep most of the +day and seems less exhausted. I think the attack is passing over." + +She still kept her eyes on the ground. + +"Has it been very bad this time?" + +"About as bad as it can well be, I should think." + +"I thought so. When he won't let me come into the room, that always +means it's bad." + +"Does he often have attacks like this?" + +"That depends---- It's so irregular. Last summer, in Switzerland, he was +quite well; but the winter before, when we were in Vienna, it was awful. +He wouldn't let me come near him for days together. He hates to have me +about when he's ill." + +She glanced up for a moment, and, dropping her eyes again, went on: + +"He always used to send me off to a ball, or concert, or something, on +one pretext or another, when he felt it coming on. Then he would lock +himself into his room. I used to slip back and sit outside the door--he +would have been furious if he'd known. He'd let the dog come in if it +whined, but not me. He cares more for it, I think." + +There was a curious, sullen defiance in her manner. + +"Well, I hope it won't be so bad any more," said Martini kindly. "Dr. +Riccardo is taking the case seriously in hand. Perhaps he will be able +to make a permanent improvement. And, in any case, the treatment gives +relief at the moment. But you had better send to us at once, another +time. He would have suffered very much less if we had known of it +earlier. Good-night!" + +He held out his hand, but she drew back with a quick gesture of refusal. + +"I don't see why you want to shake hands with his mistress." + +"As you like, of course," he began in embarrassment. + +She stamped her foot on the ground. "I hate you!" she cried, turning on +him with eyes like glowing coals. "I hate you all! You come here talking +politics to him; and he lets you sit up the night with him and give him +things to stop the pain, and I daren't so much as peep at him through +the door! What is he to you? What right have you to come and steal him +away from me? I hate you! I hate you! I HATE you!" + +She burst into a violent fit of sobbing, and, darting back into the +garden, slammed the gate in his face. + +"Good Heavens!" said Martini to himself, as he walked down the lane. +"That girl is actually in love with him! Of all the extraordinary +things----" + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +THE Gadfly's recovery was rapid. One afternoon in the following week +Riccardo found him lying on the sofa in a Turkish dressing-gown, +chatting with Martini and Galli. He even talked about going downstairs; +but Riccardo merely laughed at the suggestion and asked whether he would +like a tramp across the valley to Fiesole to start with. + +"You might go and call on the Grassinis for a change," he added +wickedly. "I'm sure madame would be delighted to see you, especially +now, when you look so pale and interesting." + +The Gadfly clasped his hands with a tragic gesture. + +"Bless my soul! I never thought of that! She'd take me for one of +Italy's martyrs, and talk patriotism to me. I should have to act up to +the part, and tell her I've been cut to pieces in an underground dungeon +and stuck together again rather badly; and she'd want to know exactly +what the process felt like. You don't think she'd believe it, Riccardo? +I'll bet you my Indian dagger against the bottled tape-worm in your +den that she'll swallow the biggest lie I can invent. That's a generous +offer, and you'd better jump at it." + +"Thanks, I'm not so fond of murderous tools as you are." + +"Well, a tape-worm is as murderous as a dagger, any day, and not half so +pretty." + +"But as it happens, my dear fellow, I don't want the dagger and I do +want the tape-worm. Martini, I must run off. Are you in charge of this +obstreperous patient?" + +"Only till three o'clock. Galli and I have to go to San Miniato, and +Signora Bolla is coming till I can get back." + +"Signora Bolla!" the Gadfly repeated in a tone of dismay. "Why, +Martini, this will never do! I can't have a lady bothered over me and my +ailments. Besides, where is she to sit? She won't like to come in here." + +"Since when have you gone in so fiercely for the proprieties?" asked +Riccardo, laughing. "My good man, Signora Bolla is head nurse in general +to all of us. She has looked after sick people ever since she was in +short frocks, and does it better than any sister of mercy I know. Won't +like to come into your room! Why, you might be talking of the Grassini +woman! I needn't leave any directions if she's coming, Martini. Heart +alive, it's half-past two; I must be off!" + +"Now, Rivarez, take your physic before she comes," said Galli, +approaching the sofa with a medicine glass. + +"Damn the physic!" The Gadfly had reached the irritable stage of +convalescence, and was inclined to give his devoted nurses a bad time. +"W-what do you want to d-d-dose me with all sorts of horrors for now the +pain is gone?" + +"Just because I don't want it to come back. You wouldn't like it if you +collapsed when Signora Bolla is here and she had to give you opium." + +"My g-good sir, if that pain is going to come back it will come; it's +not a t-toothache to be frightened away with your trashy mixtures. They +are about as much use as a t-toy squirt for a house on fire. However, I +suppose you must have your way." + +He took the glass with his left hand, and the sight of the terrible +scars recalled Galli to the former subject of conversation. + +"By the way," he asked; "how did you get so much knocked about? In the +war, was it?" + +"Now, didn't I just tell you it was a case of secret dungeons and----" + +"Yes, that version is for Signora Grassini's benefit. Really, I suppose +it was in the war with Brazil?" + +"Yes, I got a bit hurt there; and then hunting in the savage districts +and one thing and another." + +"Ah, yes; on the scientific expedition. You can fasten your shirt; I +have quite done. You seem to have had an exciting time of it out there." + +"Well, of course you can't live in savage countries without getting a +few adventures once in a way," said the Gadfly lightly; "and you can +hardly expect them all to be pleasant." + +"Still, I don't understand how you managed to get so much knocked about +unless in a bad adventure with wild beasts--those scars on your left +arm, for instance." + +"Ah, that was in a puma-hunt. You see, I had fired----" + +There was a knock at the door. + +"Is the room tidy, Martini? Yes? Then please open the door. This is +really most kind, signora; you must excuse my not getting up." + +"Of course you mustn't get up; I have not come as a caller. I am a +little early, Cesare. I thought perhaps you were in a hurry to go." + +"I can stop for a quarter of an hour. Let me put your cloak in the other +room. Shall I take the basket, too?" + +"Take care; those are new-laid eggs. Katie brought them in from Monte +Oliveto this morning. There are some Christmas roses for you, Signor +Rivarez; I know you are fond of flowers." + +She sat down beside the table and began clipping the stalks of the +flowers and arranging them in a vase. + +"Well, Rivarez," said Galli; "tell us the rest of the puma-hunt story; +you had just begun." + +"Ah, yes! Galli was asking me about life in South America, signora; and +I was telling him how I came to get my left arm spoiled. It was in Peru. +We had been wading a river on a puma-hunt, and when I fired at the beast +the powder wouldn't go off; it had got splashed with water. Naturally +the puma didn't wait for me to rectify that; and this is the result." + +"That must have been a pleasant experience." + +"Oh, not so bad! One must take the rough with the smooth, of course; but +it's a splendid life on the whole. Serpent-catching, for instance----" + +He rattled on, telling anecdote after anecdote; now of the Argentine +war, now of the Brazilian expedition, now of hunting feats and +adventures with savages or wild beasts. Galli, with the delight of +a child hearing a fairy story, kept interrupting every moment to ask +questions. He was of the impressionable Neapolitan temperament and loved +everything sensational. Gemma took some knitting from her basket and +listened silently, with busy fingers and downcast eyes. Martini frowned +and fidgeted. The manner in which the anecdotes were told seemed to +him boastful and self-conscious; and, notwithstanding his unwilling +admiration for a man who could endure physical pain with the amazing +fortitude which he had seen the week before, he genuinely disliked the +Gadfly and all his works and ways. + +"It must have been a glorious life!" sighed Galli with naive envy. "I +wonder you ever made up your mind to leave Brazil. Other countries must +seem so flat after it!" + +"I think I was happiest in Peru and Ecuador," said the Gadfly. "That +really is a magnificent tract of country. Of course it is very hot, +especially the coast district of Ecuador, and one has to rough it a bit; +but the scenery is superb beyond imagination." + +"I believe," said Galli, "the perfect freedom of life in a barbarous +country would attract me more than any scenery. A man must feel his +personal, human dignity as he can never feel it in our crowded towns." + +"Yes," the Gadfly answered; "that is----" + +Gemma raised her eyes from her knitting and looked at him. He flushed +suddenly scarlet and broke off. There was a little pause. + +"Surely it is not come on again?" asked Galli anxiously. + +"Oh, nothing to speak of, thanks to your s-s-soothing application that I +b-b-blasphemed against. Are you going already, Martini?" + +"Yes. Come along, Galli; we shall be late." + +Gemma followed the two men out of the room, and presently returned with +an egg beaten up in milk. + +"Take this, please," she said with mild authority; and sat down again to +her knitting. The Gadfly obeyed meekly. + +For half an hour, neither spoke. Then the Gadfly said in a very low +voice: + +"Signora Bolla!" + +She looked up. He was tearing the fringe of the couch-rug, and kept his +eyes lowered. + +"You didn't believe I was speaking the truth just now," he began. + +"I had not the smallest doubt that you were telling falsehoods," she +answered quietly. + +"You were quite right. I was telling falsehoods all the time." + +"Do you mean about the war?" + +"About everything. I was not in that war at all; and as for the +expedition, I had a few adventures, of course, and most of those stories +are true, but it was not that way I got smashed. You have detected me in +one lie, so I may as well confess the lot, I suppose." + +"Does it not seem to you rather a waste of energy to invent so many +falsehoods?" she asked. "I should have thought it was hardly worth the +trouble." + +"What would you have? You know your own English proverb: 'Ask no +questions and you'll be told no lies.' It's no pleasure to me to fool +people that way, but I must answer them somehow when they ask what made +a cripple of me; and I may as well invent something pretty while I'm +about it. You saw how pleased Galli was." + +"Do you prefer pleasing Galli to speaking the truth?" + +"The truth!" He looked up with the torn fringe in his hand. "You +wouldn't have me tell those people the truth? I'd cut my tongue out +first!" Then with an awkward, shy abruptness: + +"I have never told it to anybody yet; but I'll tell you if you care to +hear." + +She silently laid down her knitting. To her there was something +grievously pathetic in this hard, secret, unlovable creature, suddenly +flinging his personal confidence at the feet of a woman whom he barely +knew and whom he apparently disliked. + +A long silence followed, and she looked up. He was leaning his left arm +on the little table beside him, and shading his eyes with the mutilated +hand, and she noticed the nervous tension of the fingers and the +throbbing of the scar on the wrist. She came up to him and called him +softly by name. He started violently and raised his head. + +"I f-forgot," he stammered apologetically. "I was g-going to t-tell you +about----" + +"About the--accident or whatever it was that caused your lameness. But +if it worries you----" + +"The accident? Oh, the smashing! Yes; only it wasn't an accident, it was +a poker." + +She stared at him in blank amazement. He pushed back his hair with a +hand that shook perceptibly, and looked up at her, smiling. + +"Won't you sit down? Bring your chair close, please. I'm so sorry I +can't get it for you. R-really, now I come to think of it, the case +would have been a p-perfect t-treasure-trove for Riccardo if he had +had me to treat; he has the true surgeon's love for broken bones, and +I believe everything in me that was breakable was broken on that +occasion--except my neck." + +"And your courage," she put in softly. "But perhaps you count that among +your unbreakable possessions." + +He shook his head. "No," he said; "my courage has been mended up after +a fashion, with the rest of me; but it was fairly broken then, like a +smashed tea-cup; that's the horrible part of it. Ah---- Yes; well, I was +telling you about the poker. + +"It was--let me see--nearly thirteen years ago, in Lima. I told you +Peru was a delightful country to live in; but it's not quite so nice for +people that happen to be at low water, as I was. I had been down in the +Argentine, and then in Chili, tramping the country and starving, mostly; +and had come up from Valparaiso as odd-man on a cattle-boat. I couldn't +get any work in Lima itself, so I went down to the docks,--they're +at Callao, you know,--to try there. Well of course in all those +shipping-ports there are low quarters where the sea-faring people +congregate; and after some time I got taken on as servant in one of the +gambling hells there. I had to do the cooking and billiard-marking, and +fetch drink for the sailors and their women, and all that sort of thing. +Not very pleasant work; still I was glad to get it; there was at least +food and the sight of human faces and sound of human tongues--of a +kind. You may think that was no advantage; but I had just been down with +yellow fever, alone in the outhouse of a wretched half-caste shanty, and +the thing had given me the horrors. Well, one night I was told to put +out a tipsy Lascar who was making himself obnoxious; he had come ashore +and lost all his money and was in a bad temper. Of course I had to obey +if I didn't want to lose my place and starve; but the man was twice as +strong as I--I was not twenty-one and as weak as a cat after the fever. +Besides, he had the poker." + +He paused a moment, glancing furtively at her; then went on: + +"Apparently he intended to put an end to me altogether; but somehow he +managed to scamp his work--Lascars always do if they have a chance; and +left just enough of me not smashed to go on living with." + +"Yes, but the other people, could they not interfere? Were they all +afraid of one Lascar?" + +He looked up and burst out laughing. + +"THE OTHER PEOPLE? The gamblers and the people of the house? Why, you +don't understand! They were negroes and Chinese and Heaven knows what; +and I was their servant--THEIR PROPERTY. They stood round and enjoyed +the fun, of course. That sort of thing counts for a good joke out there. +So it is if you don't happen to be the subject practised on." + +She shuddered. + +"Then what was the end of it?" + +"That I can't tell you much about; a man doesn't remember the next +few days after a thing of that kind, as a rule. But there was a ship's +surgeon near, and it seems that when they found I was not dead, somebody +called him in. He patched me up after a fashion--Riccardo seems to think +it was rather badly done, but that may be professional jealousy. Anyhow, +when I came to my senses, an old native woman had taken me in for +Christian charity--that sounds queer, doesn't it? She used to sit +huddled up in the corner of the hut, smoking a black pipe and spitting +on the floor and crooning to herself. However, she meant well, and +she told me I might die in peace and nobody should disturb me. But the +spirit of contradiction was strong in me and I elected to live. It +was rather a difficult job scrambling back to life, and sometimes I +am inclined to think it was a great deal of cry for very little wool. +Anyway that old woman's patience was wonderful; she kept me--how long +was it?--nearly four months lying in her hut, raving like a mad thing at +intervals, and as vicious as a bear with a sore ear between-whiles. +The pain was pretty bad, you see, and my temper had been spoiled in +childhood with overmuch coddling." + +"And then?" + +"Oh, then--I got up somehow and crawled away. No, don't think it was +any delicacy about taking a poor woman's charity--I was past caring for +that; it was only that I couldn't bear the place any longer. You talked +just now about my courage; if you had seen me then! The worst of the +pain used to come on every evening, about dusk; and in the afternoon +I used to lie alone, and watch the sun get lower and lower---- Oh, you +can't understand! It makes me sick to look at a sunset now!" + +A long pause. + +"Well, then I went up country, to see if I could get work anywhere--it +would have driven me mad to stay in Lima. I got as far as Cuzco, and +there------ Really I don't know why I'm inflicting all this ancient +history on you; it hasn't even the merit of being funny." + +She raised her head and looked at him with deep and serious eyes. +"PLEASE don't talk that way," she said. + +He bit his lip and tore off another piece of the rug-fringe. + +"Shall I go on?" he asked after a moment. + +"If--if you will. I am afraid it is horrible to you to remember." + +"Do you think I forget when I hold my tongue? It's worse then. But +don't imagine it's the thing itself that haunts me so. It is the fact of +having lost the power over myself." + +"I--don't think I quite understand." + +"I mean, it is the fact of having come to the end of my courage, to the +point where I found myself a coward." + +"Surely there is a limit to what anyone can bear." + +"Yes; and the man who has once reached that limit never knows when he +may reach it again." + +"Would you mind telling me," she asked, hesitating, "how you came to be +stranded out there alone at twenty?" + +"Very simply: I had a good opening in life, at home in the old country, +and ran away from it." + +"Why?" + +He laughed again in his quick, harsh way. + +"Why? Because I was a priggish young cub, I suppose. I had been brought +up in an over-luxurious home, and coddled and faddled after till I +thought the world was made of pink cotton-wool and sugared almonds. Then +one fine day I found out that someone I had trusted had deceived me. +Why, how you start! What is it?" + +"Nothing. Go on, please." + +"I found out that I had been tricked into believing a lie; a common bit +of experience, of course; but, as I tell you, I was young and priggish, +and thought that liars go to hell. So I ran away from home and plunged +into South America to sink or swim as I could, without a cent in my +pocket or a word of Spanish in my tongue, or anything but white hands +and expensive habits to get my bread with. And the natural result was +that I got a dip into the real hell to cure me of imagining sham ones. +A pretty thorough dip, too--it was just five years before the Duprez +expedition came along and pulled me out." + +"Five years! Oh, that is terrible! And had you no friends?" + +"Friends! I"--he turned on her with sudden fierceness--"I have NEVER had +a friend!" + +The next instant he seemed a little ashamed of his vehemence, and went +on quickly: + +"You mustn't take all this too seriously; I dare say I made the worst +of things, and really it wasn't so bad the first year and a half; I was +young and strong and I managed to scramble along fairly well till the +Lascar put his mark on me. But after that I couldn't get work. It's +wonderful what an effectual tool a poker is if you handle it properly; +and nobody cares to employ a cripple." + +"What sort of work did you do?" + +"What I could get. For some time I lived by odd-jobbing for the blacks +on the sugar plantations, fetching and carrying and so on. It's one of +the curious things in life, by the way, that slaves always contrive to +have a slave of their own, and there's nothing a negro likes so much as +a white fag to bully. But it was no use; the overseers always turned me +off. I was too lame to be quick; and I couldn't manage the heavy loads. +And then I was always getting these attacks of inflammation, or whatever +the confounded thing is. + +"After some time I went down to the silver-mines and tried to get work +there; but it was all no good. The managers laughed at the very notion +of taking me on, and as for the men, they made a dead set at me." + +"Why was that?" + +"Oh, human nature, I suppose; they saw I had only one hand that I could +hit back with. They're a mangy, half-caste lot; negroes and Zambos +mostly. And then those horrible coolies! So at last I got enough of +that, and set off to tramp the country at random; just wandering about, +on the chance of something turning up." + +"To tramp? With that lame foot!" + +He looked up with a sudden, piteous catching of the breath. + +"I--I was hungry," he said. + +She turned her head a little away and rested her chin on one hand. After +a moment's silence he began again, his voice sinking lower and lower as +he spoke: + +"Well, I tramped, and tramped, till I was nearly mad with tramping, and +nothing came of it. I got down into Ecuador, and there it was worse than +ever. Sometimes I'd get a bit of tinkering to do,--I'm a pretty fair +tinker,--or an errand to run, or a pigstye to clean out; sometimes I +did--oh, I hardly know what. And then at last, one day------" + +The slender, brown hand clenched itself suddenly on the table, and +Gemma, raising her head, glanced at him anxiously. His side-face was +turned towards her, and she could see a vein on the temple beating like +a hammer, with quick, irregular strokes. She bent forward and laid a +gentle hand on his arm. + +"Never mind the rest; it's almost too horrible to talk about." + +He stared doubtfully at the hand, shook his head, and went on steadily: + +"Then one day I met a travelling variety show. You remember that one the +other night; well, that sort of thing, only coarser and more indecent. +The Zambos are not like these gentle Florentines; they don't care for +anything that is not foul or brutal. There was bull-fighting, too, of +course. They had camped out by the roadside for the night; and I went up +to their tent to beg. Well, the weather was hot and I was half starved, +and so--I fainted at the door of the tent. I had a trick of fainting +suddenly at that time, like a boarding-school girl with tight stays. So +they took me in and gave me brandy, and food, and so on; and then--the +next morning--they offered me----" + +Another pause. + +"They wanted a hunchback, or monstrosity of some kind; for the boys +to pelt with orange-peel and banana-skins--something to set the blacks +laughing------ You saw the clown that night--well, I was that--for +two years. I suppose you have a humanitarian feeling about negroes and +Chinese. Wait till you've been at their mercy! + +"Well, I learned to do the tricks. I was not quite deformed enough; but +they set that right with an artificial hump and made the most of +this foot and arm---- And the Zambos are not critical; they're easily +satisfied if only they can get hold of some live thing to torture--the +fool's dress makes a good deal of difference, too. + +"The only difficulty was that I was so often ill and unable to play. +Sometimes, if the manager was out of temper, he would insist on my +coming into the ring when I had these attacks on; and I believe the +people liked those evenings best. Once, I remember, I fainted right off +with the pain in the middle of the performance---- When I came to my +senses again, the audience had got round me--hooting and yelling and +pelting me with------" + +"Don't! I can't hear any more! Stop, for God's sake!" + +She was standing up with both hands over her ears. He broke off, and, +looking up, saw the glitter of tears in her eyes. + +"Damn it all, what an idiot I am!" he said under his breath. + +She crossed the room and stood for a little while looking out of the +window. When she turned round, the Gadfly was again leaning on the table +and covering his eyes with one hand. He had evidently forgotten her +presence, and she sat down beside him without speaking. After a long +silence she said slowly: + +"I want to ask you a question." + +"Yes?" without moving. + +"Why did you not cut your throat?" + +He looked up in grave surprise. "I did not expect YOU to ask that," he +said. "And what about my work? Who would have done it for me?" + +"Your work---- Ah, I see! You talked just now about being a coward; +well, if you have come through that and kept to your purpose, you are +the very bravest man that I have ever met." + +He covered his eyes again, and held her hand in a close passionate +clasp. A silence that seemed to have no end fell around them. + +Suddenly a clear and fresh soprano voice rang out from the garden below, +singing a verse of a doggerel French song: + + + "Eh, Pierrot! Danse, Pierrot! + Danse un peu, mon pauvre Jeannot! + Vive la danse et l'allegresse! + Jouissons de notre bell' jeunesse! + Si moi je pleure ou moi je soupire, + Si moi je fais la triste figure-- + Monsieur, ce n'est que pour rire! + Ha! Ha, ha, ha! + Monsieur, ce n'est que pour rire!" + + +At the first words the Gadfly tore his hand from Gemma's and shrank away +with a stifled groan. She clasped both hands round his arm and pressed +it firmly, as she might have pressed that of a person undergoing a +surgical operation. When the song broke off and a chorus of laughter and +applause came from the garden, he looked up with the eyes of a tortured +animal. + +"Yes, it is Zita," he said slowly; "with her officer friends. She tried +to come in here the other night, before Riccardo came. I should have +gone mad if she had touched me!" + +"But she does not know," Gemma protested softly. "She cannot guess that +she is hurting you." + +"She is like a Creole," he answered, shuddering. "Do you remember her +face that night when we brought in the beggar-child? That is how the +half-castes look when they laugh." + +Another burst of laughter came from the garden. Gemma rose and opened +the window. Zita, with a gold-embroidered scarf wound coquettishly +round her head, was standing in the garden path, holding up a bunch +of violets, for the possession of which three young cavalry officers +appeared to be competing. + +"Mme. Reni!" said Gemma. + +Zita's face darkened like a thunder-cloud. "Madame?" she said, turning +and raising her eyes with a defiant look. + +"Would your friends mind speaking a little more softly? Signor Rivarez +is very unwell." + +The gipsy flung down her violets. "Allez-vous en!" she said, turning +sharply on the astonished officers. "Vous m'embetez, messieurs!" + +She went slowly out into the road. Gemma closed the window. + +"They have gone away," she said, turning to him. + +"Thank you. I--I am sorry to have troubled you." + +"It was no trouble." He at once detected the hesitation in her voice. + +"'But?'" he said. "That sentence was not finished, signora; there was an +unspoken 'but' in the back of your mind." + +"If you look into the backs of people's minds, you mustn't be offended +at what you read there. It is not my affair, of course, but I cannot +understand----" + +"My aversion to Mme. Reni? It is only when----" + +"No, your caring to live with her when you feel that aversion. It seems +to me an insult to her as a woman and as----" + +"A woman!" He burst out laughing harshly. "Is THAT what you call a +woman? 'Madame, ce n'est que pour rire!'" + +"That is not fair!" she said. "You have no right to speak of her in that +way to anyone--especially to another woman!" + +He turned away, and lay with wide-open eyes, looking out of the window +at the sinking sun. She lowered the blind and closed the shutters, that +he might not see it set; then sat down at the table by the other window +and took up her knitting again. + +"Would you like the lamp?" she asked after a moment. + +He shook his head. + +When it grew too dark to see, Gemma rolled up her knitting and laid +it in the basket. For some time she sat with folded hands, silently +watching the Gadfly's motionless figure. The dim evening light, falling +on his face, seemed to soften away its hard, mocking, self-assertive +look, and to deepen the tragic lines about the mouth. By some fanciful +association of ideas her memory went vividly back to the stone cross +which her father had set up in memory of Arthur, and to its inscription: + + + "All thy waves and billows have gone over me." + + +An hour passed in unbroken silence. At last she rose and went softly out +of the room. Coming back with a lamp, she paused for a moment, thinking +that the Gadfly was asleep. As the light fell on his face he turned +round. + +"I have made you a cup of coffee," she said, setting down the lamp. + +"Put it down a minute. Will you come here, please." + +He took both her hands in his. + +"I have been thinking," he said. "You are quite right; it is an ugly +tangle I have got my life into. But remember, a man does not meet every +day a woman whom he can--love; and I--I have been in deep waters. I am +afraid----" + +"Afraid----" + +"Of the dark. Sometimes I DARE not be alone at night. I must have +something living--something solid beside me. It is the outer darkness, +where shall be---- No, no! It's not that; that's a sixpenny toy +hell;--it's the INNER darkness. There's no weeping or gnashing of teeth +there; only silence--silence----" + +His eyes dilated. She was quite still, hardly breathing till he spoke +again. + +"This is all mystification to you, isn't it? You can't +understand--luckily for you. What I mean is that I have a pretty fair +chance of going mad if I try to live quite alone---- Don't think too +hardly of me, if you can help it; I am not altogether the vicious brute +you perhaps imagine me to be." + +"I cannot try to judge for you," she answered. "I have not suffered as +you have. But--I have been in rather deep water too, in another way; and +I think--I am sure--that if you let the fear of anything drive you to +do a really cruel or unjust or ungenerous thing, you will regret it +afterwards. For the rest--if you have failed in this one thing, I know +that I, in your place, should have failed altogether,--should have +cursed God and died." + +He still kept her hands in his. + +"Tell me," he said very softly; "have you ever in your life done a +really cruel thing?" + +She did not answer, but her head sank down, and two great tears fell on +his hand. + +"Tell me!" he whispered passionately, clasping her hands tighter. "Tell +me! I have told you all my misery." + +"Yes,--once,--long ago. And I did it to the person I loved best in the +world." + +The hands that clasped hers were trembling violently; but they did not +loosen their hold. + +"He was a comrade," she went on; "and I believed a slander against +him,--a common glaring lie that the police had invented. I struck him in +the face for a traitor; and he went away and drowned himself. Then, two +days later, I found out that he had been quite innocent. Perhaps that is +a worse memory than any of yours. I would cut off my right hand to undo +what it has done." + +Something swift and dangerous--something that she had not seen +before,--flashed into his eyes. He bent his head down with a furtive, +sudden gesture and kissed the hand. + +She drew back with a startled face. "Don't!" she cried out piteously. +"Please don't ever do that again! You hurt me!" + +"Do you think you didn't hurt the man you killed?" + +"The man I--killed---- Ah, there is Cesare at the gate at last! I--I +must go!" + + ***** + +When Martini came into the room he found the Gadfly lying alone with the +untouched coffee beside him, swearing softly to himself in a languid, +spiritless way, as though he got no satisfaction out of it. + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +A FEW days later, the Gadfly, still rather pale and limping more than +usual, entered the reading room of the public library and asked for +Cardinal Montanelli's sermons. Riccardo, who was reading at a table near +him, looked up. He liked the Gadfly very much, but could not digest this +one trait in him--this curious personal maliciousness. + +"Are you preparing another volley against that unlucky Cardinal?" he +asked half irritably. + +"My dear fellow, why do you a-a-always attribute evil m-m-motives to +people? It's m-most unchristian. I am preparing an essay on contemporary +theology for the n-n-new paper." + +"What new paper?" Riccardo frowned. It was perhaps an open secret that +a new press-law was expected and that the Opposition was preparing to +astonish the town with a radical newspaper; but still it was, formally, +a secret. + +"The Swindlers' Gazette, of course, or the Church Calendar." + +"Sh-sh! Rivarez, we are disturbing the other readers." + +"Well then, stick to your surgery, if that's your subject, and l-l-leave +me to th-theology--that's mine. I d-d-don't interfere with your +treatment of broken bones, though I know a p-p-precious lot more about +them than you do." + +He sat down to his volume of sermons with an intent and preoccupied +face. One of the librarians came up to him. + +"Signor Rivarez! I think you were in the Duprez expedition, exploring +the tributaries of the Amazon? Perhaps you will kindly help us in a +difficulty. A lady has been inquiring for the records of the expedition, +and they are at the binder's." + +"What does she want to know?" + +"Only in what year the expedition started and when it passed through +Ecuador." + +"It started from Paris in the autumn of 1837, and passed through Quito +in April, 1838. We were three years in Brazil; then went down to Rio and +got back to Paris in the summer of 1841. Does the lady want the dates of +the separate discoveries?" + +"No, thank you; only these. I have written them down. Beppo, take this +paper to Signora Bolla, please. Many thanks, Signor Rivarez. I am sorry +to have troubled you." + +The Gadfly leaned back in his chair with a perplexed frown. What did she +want the dates for? When they passed through Ecuador---- + +Gemma went home with the slip of paper in her hand. April, 1838--and +Arthur had died in May, 1833. Five years-- + +She began pacing up and down her room. She had slept badly the last few +nights, and there were dark shadows under her eyes. + +Five years;--and an "overluxurious home"--and "someone he had trusted +had deceived him"--had deceived him--and he had found it out---- + +She stopped and put up both hands to her head. Oh, this was utterly +mad--it was not possible--it was absurd---- + +And yet, how they had dragged that harbour! + +Five years--and he was "not twenty-one" when the Lascar---- Then he must +have been nineteen when he ran away from home. Had he not said: "A year +and a half----" Where did he get those blue eyes from, and that +nervous restlessness of the fingers? And why was he so bitter against +Montanelli? Five years--five years------ + +If she could but know that he was drowned--if she could but have seen +the body; some day, surely, the old wound would have left off aching, +the old memory would have lost its terrors. Perhaps in another twenty +years she would have learned to look back without shrinking. + +All her youth had been poisoned by the thought of what she had done. +Resolutely, day after day and year after year, she had fought against +the demon of remorse. Always she had remembered that her work lay in the +future; always had shut her eyes and ears to the haunting spectre of the +past. And day after day, year after year, the image of the drowned body +drifting out to sea had never left her, and the bitter cry that she +could not silence had risen in her heart: "I have killed Arthur! Arthur +is dead!" Sometimes it had seemed to her that her burden was too heavy +to be borne. + +Now she would have given half her life to have that burden back again. +If she had killed him--that was a familiar grief; she had endured it too +long to sink under it now. But if she had driven him, not into the water +but into------ She sat down, covering her eyes with both hands. And her +life had been darkened for his sake, because he was dead! If she had +brought upon him nothing worse than death---- + +Steadily, pitilessly she went back, step by step, through the hell of +his past life. It was as vivid to her as though she had seen and felt +it all; the helpless shivering of the naked soul, the mockery that +was bitterer than death, the horror of loneliness, the slow, grinding, +relentless agony. It was as vivid as if she had sat beside him in the +filthy Indian hut; as if she had suffered with him in the silver-mines, +the coffee fields, the horrible variety show-- + +The variety show---- No, she must shut out that image, at least; it was +enough to drive one mad to sit and think of it. + +She opened a little drawer in her writing-desk. It contained the few +personal relics which she could not bring herself to destroy. She +was not given to the hoarding up of sentimental trifles; and the +preservation of these keepsakes was a concession to that weaker side of +her nature which she kept under with so steady a hand. She very seldom +allowed herself to look at them. + +Now she took them out, one after another: Giovanni's first letter to +her, and the flowers that had lain in his dead hand; a lock of her +baby's hair and a withered leaf from her father's grave. At the back of +the drawer was a miniature portrait of Arthur at ten years old--the only +existing likeness of him. + +She sat down with it in her hands and looked at the beautiful childish +head, till the face of the real Arthur rose up afresh before her. How +clear it was in every detail! The sensitive lines of the mouth, the +wide, earnest eyes, the seraphic purity of expression--they were graven +in upon her memory, as though he had died yesterday. Slowly the blinding +tears welled up and hid the portrait. + +Oh, how could she have thought such a thing! It was like sacrilege even +to dream of this bright, far-off spirit, bound to the sordid miseries of +life. Surely the gods had loved him a little, and had let him die young! +Better a thousand times that he should pass into utter nothingness than +that he should live and be the Gadfly--the Gadfly, with his faultless +neckties and his doubtful witticisms, his bitter tongue and his ballet +girl! No, no! It was all a horrible, senseless fancy; and she had vexed +her heart with vain imaginings. Arthur was dead. + +"May I come in?" asked a soft voice at the door. + +She started so that the portrait fell from her hand, and the Gadfly, +limping across the room, picked it up and handed it to her. + +"How you startled me!" she said. + +"I am s-so sorry. Perhaps I am disturbing you?" + +"No. I was only turning over some old things." + +She hesitated for a moment; then handed him back the miniature. + +"What do you think of that head?" + +While he looked at it she watched his face as though her life depended +upon its expression; but it was merely negative and critical. + +"You have set me a difficult task," he said. "The portrait is faded, +and a child's face is always hard to read. But I should think that child +would grow into an unlucky man, and the wisest thing he could do would +be to abstain from growing into a man at all." + +"Why?" + +"Look at the line of the under-lip. Th-th-that is the sort of nature +that feels pain as pain and wrong as wrong; and the world has no +r-r-room for such people; it needs people who feel nothing but their +work." + +"Is it at all like anyone you know?" + +He looked at the portrait more closely. + +"Yes. What a curious thing! Of course it is; very like." + +"Like whom?" + +"C-c-cardinal Montan-nelli. I wonder whether his irreproachable Eminence +has any nephews, by the way? Who is it, if I may ask?" + +"It is a portrait, taken in childhood, of the friend I told you about +the other day----" + +"Whom you killed?" + +She winced in spite of herself. How lightly, how cruelly he used that +dreadful word! + +"Yes, whom I killed--if he is really dead." + +"If?" + +She kept her eyes on his face. + +"I have sometimes doubted," she said. "The body was never found. He may +have run away from home, like you, and gone to South America." + +"Let us hope not. That would be a bad memory to carry about with you. I +have d-d-done some hard fighting in my t-time, and have sent m-more than +one man to Hades, perhaps; but if I had it on my conscience that I had +sent any l-living thing to South America, I should sleep badly----" + +"Then do you believe," she interrupted, coming nearer to him with +clasped hands, "that if he were not drowned,--if he had been through +your experience instead,--he would never come back and let the past +go? Do you believe he would NEVER forget? Remember, it has cost me +something, too. Look!" + +She pushed back the heavy waves of hair from her forehead. Through the +black locks ran a broad white streak. + +There was a long silence. + +"I think," the Gadfly said slowly, "that the dead are better dead. +Forgetting some things is a difficult matter. And if I were in the place +of your dead friend, I would s-s-stay dead. The REVENANT is an ugly +spectre." + +She put the portrait back into its drawer and locked the desk. + +"That is hard doctrine," she said. "And now we will talk about something +else." + +"I came to have a little business talk with you, if I may--a private +one, about a plan that I have in my head." + +She drew a chair to the table and sat down. "What do you think of the +projected press-law?" he began, without a trace of his usual stammer. + +"What I think of it? I think it will not be of much value, but half a +loaf is better than no bread." + +"Undoubtedly. Then do you intend to work on one of the new papers these +good folk here are preparing to start?" + +"I thought of doing so. There is always a great deal of practical work +to be done in starting any paper--printing and circulation arrangements +and----" + +"How long are you going to waste your mental gifts in that fashion?" + +"Why 'waste'?" + +"Because it is waste. You know quite well that you have a far better +head than most of the men you are working with, and you let them make a +regular drudge and Johannes factotum of you. Intellectually you are as +far ahead of Grassini and Galli as if they were schoolboys; yet you sit +correcting their proofs like a printer's devil." + +"In the first place, I don't spend all my time in correcting proofs; and +moreover it seems to me that you exaggerate my mental capacities. They +are by no means so brilliant as you think." + +"I don't think them brilliant at all," he answered quietly; "but I do +think them sound and solid, which is of much more importance. At those +dreary committee meetings it is always you who put your finger on the +weak spot in everybody's logic." + +"You are not fair to the others. Martini, for instance, has a very +logical head, and there is no doubt about the capacities of Fabrizi +and Lega. Then Grassini has a sounder knowledge of Italian economic +statistics than any official in the country, perhaps." + +"Well, that's not saying much; but let us lay them and their capacities +aside. The fact remains that you, with such gifts as you possess, +might do more important work and fill a more responsible post than at +present." + +"I am quite satisfied with my position. The work I am doing is not of +very much value, perhaps, but we all do what we can." + +"Signora Bolla, you and I have gone too far to play at compliments and +modest denials now. Tell me honestly, do you recognize that you are +using up your brain on work which persons inferior to you could do as +well?" + +"Since you press me for an answer--yes, to some extent." + +"Then why do you let that go on?" + +No answer. + +"Why do you let it go on?" + +"Because--I can't help it." + +"Why?" + +She looked up reproachfully. "That is unkind--it's not fair to press me +so." + +"But all the same you are going to tell me why." + +"If you must have it, then--because my life has been smashed into +pieces, and I have not the energy to start anything REAL, now. I +am about fit to be a revolutionary cab-horse, and do the party's +drudge-work. At least I do it conscientiously, and it must be done by +somebody." + +"Certainly it must be done by somebody; but not always by the same +person." + +"It's about all I'm fit for." + +He looked at her with half-shut eyes, inscrutably. Presently she raised +her head. + +"We are returning to the old subject; and this was to be a business +talk. It is quite useless, I assure you, to tell me I might have done +all sorts of things. I shall never do them now. But I may be able to +help you in thinking out your plan. What is it?" + +"You begin by telling me that it is useless for me to suggest anything, +and then ask what I want to suggest. My plan requires your help in +action, not only in thinking out." + +"Let me hear it and then we will discuss." + +"Tell me first whether you have heard anything about schemes for a +rising in Venetia." + +"I have heard of nothing but schemes for risings and Sanfedist plots +ever since the amnesty, and I fear I am as sceptical about the one as +about the other." + +"So am I, in most cases; but I am speaking of really serious +preparations for a rising of the whole province against the Austrians. +A good many young fellows in the Papal States--particularly in the +Four Legations--are secretly preparing to get across there and join as +volunteers. And I hear from my friends in the Romagna----" + +"Tell me," she interrupted, "are you quite sure that these friends of +yours can be trusted?" + +"Quite sure. I know them personally, and have worked with them." + +"That is, they are members of the 'sect' to which you belong? Forgive +my scepticism, but I am always a little doubtful as to the accuracy +of information received from secret societies. It seems to me that the +habit----" + +"Who told you I belonged to a 'sect'?" he interrupted sharply. + +"No one; I guessed it." + +"Ah!" He leaned back in his chair and looked at her, frowning. "Do you +always guess people's private affairs?" he said after a moment. + +"Very often. I am rather observant, and have a habit of putting things +together. I tell you that so that you may be careful when you don't want +me to know a thing." + +"I don't mind your knowing anything so long as it goes no further. I +suppose this has not----" + +She lifted her head with a gesture of half-offended surprise. "Surely +that is an unnecessary question!" she said. + +"Of course I know you would not speak of anything to outsiders; but I +thought that perhaps, to the members of your party----" + +"The party's business is with facts, not with my personal conjectures +and fancies. Of course I have never mentioned the subject to anyone." + +"Thank you. Do you happen to have guessed which sect I belong to?" + +"I hope--you must not take offence at my frankness; it was you who +started this talk, you know---- I do hope it is not the 'Knifers.'" + +"Why do you hope that?" + +"Because you are fit for better things." + +"We are all fit for better things than we ever do. There is your own +answer back again. However, it is not the 'Knifers' that I belong to, +but the 'Red Girdles.' They are a steadier lot, and take their work more +seriously." + +"Do you mean the work of knifing?" + +"That, among other things. Knives are very useful in their way; but only +when you have a good, organized propaganda behind them. That is what I +dislike in the other sect. They think a knife can settle all the world's +difficulties; and that's a mistake. It can settle a good many, but not +all." + +"Do you honestly believe that it settles any?" + +He looked at her in surprise. + +"Of course," she went on, "it eliminates, for the moment, the practical +difficulty caused by the presence of a clever spy or objectionable +official; but whether it does not create worse difficulties in place of +the one removed is another question. It seems to me like the parable of +the swept and garnished house and the seven devils. Every assassination +only makes the police more vicious and the people more accustomed to +violence and brutality, and the last state of the community may be worse +than the first." + +"What do you think will happen when the revolution comes? Do you suppose +the people won't have to get accustomed to violence then? War is war." + +"Yes, but open revolution is another matter. It is one moment in the +people's life, and it is the price we have to pay for all our progress. +No doubt fearful things will happen; they must in every revolution. +But they will be isolated facts--exceptional features of an exceptional +moment. The horrible thing about this promiscuous knifing is that +it becomes a habit. The people get to look upon it as an every-day +occurrence, and their sense of the sacredness of human life gets +blunted. I have not been much in the Romagna, but what little I have +seen of the people has given me the impression that they have got, or +are getting, into a mechanical habit of violence." + +"Surely even that is better than a mechanical habit of obedience and +submission." + +"I don't think so. All mechanical habits are bad and slavish, and this +one is ferocious as well. Of course, if you look upon the work of the +revolutionist as the mere wresting of certain definite concessions from +the government, then the secret sect and the knife must seem to you the +best weapons, for there is nothing else which all governments so dread. +But if you think, as I do, that to force the government's hand is not an +end in itself, but only a means to an end, and that what we really +need to reform is the relation between man and man, then you must go +differently to work. Accustoming ignorant people to the sight of blood +is not the way to raise the value they put on human life." + +"And the value they put on religion?" + +"I don't understand." + +He smiled. + +"I think we differ as to where the root of the mischief lies. You place +it in a lack of appreciation of the value of human life." + +"Rather of the sacredness of human personality." + +"Put it as you like. To me the great cause of our muddles and mistakes +seems to lie in the mental disease called religion." + +"Do you mean any religion in particular?" + +"Oh, no! That is a mere question of external symptoms. The disease +itself is what is called a religious attitude of mind. It is the +morbid desire to set up a fetich and adore it, to fall down and worship +something. It makes little difference whether the something be Jesus or +Buddha or a tum-tum tree. You don't agree with me, of course. You may be +atheist or agnostic or anything you like, but I could feel the religious +temperament in you at five yards. However, it is of no use for us to +discuss that. But you are quite mistaken in thinking that I, for one, +look upon the knifing as merely a means of removing objectionable +officials--it is, above all, a means, and I think the best means, of +undermining the prestige of the Church and of accustoming people to look +upon clerical agents as upon any other vermin." + +"And when you have accomplished that; when you have roused the wild +beast that sleeps in the people and set it on the Church; then----" + +"Then I shall have done the work that makes it worth my while to live." + +"Is THAT the work you spoke of the other day?" + +"Yes, just that." + +She shivered and turned away. + +"You are disappointed in me?" he said, looking up with a smile. + +"No; not exactly that. I am--I think--a little afraid of you." + +She turned round after a moment and said in her ordinary business voice: + +"This is an unprofitable discussion. Our standpoints are too different. +For my part, I believe in propaganda, propaganda, and propaganda; and +when you can get it, open insurrection." + +"Then let us come back to the question of my plan; it has something to +do with propaganda and more with insurrection." + +"Yes?" + +"As I tell you, a good many volunteers are going from the Romagna to +join the Venetians. We do not know yet how soon the insurrection will +break out. It may not be till the autumn or winter; but the volunteers +in the Apennines must be armed and ready, so that they may be able to +start for the plains directly they are sent for. I have undertaken to +smuggle the firearms and ammunition on to Papal territory for them----" + +"Wait a minute. How do you come to be working with that set? The +revolutionists in Lombardy and Venetia are all in favour of the new +Pope. They are going in for liberal reforms, hand in hand with +the progressive movement in the Church. How can a 'no-compromise' +anti-clerical like you get on with them?" + +He shrugged his shoulders. "What is it to me if they like to amuse +themselves with a rag-doll, so long as they do their work? Of course +they will take the Pope for a figurehead. What have I to do with that, +if only the insurrection gets under way somehow? Any stick will do +to beat a dog with, I suppose, and any cry to set the people on the +Austrians." + +"What is it you want me to do?" + +"Chiefly to help me get the firearms across." + +"But how could I do that?" + +"You are just the person who could do it best. I think of buying the +arms in England, and there is a good deal of difficulty about bringing +them over. It's impossible to get them through any of the Pontifical +sea-ports; they must come by Tuscany, and go across the Apennines." + +"That makes two frontiers to cross instead of one." + +"Yes; but the other way is hopeless; you can't smuggle a big transport +in at a harbour where there is no trade, and you know the whole shipping +of Civita Vecchia amounts to about three row-boats and a fishing +smack. If we once get the things across Tuscany, I can manage the Papal +frontier; my men know every path in the mountains, and we have plenty of +hiding-places. The transport must come by sea to Leghorn, and that is +my great difficulty; I am not in with the smugglers there, and I believe +you are." + +"Give me five minutes to think." + +She leaned forward, resting one elbow on her knee, and supporting the +chin on the raised hand. After a few moments' silence she looked up. + +"It is possible that I might be of some use in that part of the work," +she said; "but before we go any further, I want to ask you a question. +Can you give me your word that this business is not connected with any +stabbing or secret violence of any kind?" + +"Certainly. It goes without saying that I should not have asked you to +join in a thing of which I know you disapprove." + +"When do you want a definite answer from me?" + +"There is not much time to lose; but I can give you a few days to decide +in." + +"Are you free next Saturday evening?" + +"Let me see--to-day is Thursday; yes." + +"Then come here. I will think the matter over and give you a final +answer." + + ***** + +On the following Sunday Gemma sent in to the committee of the Florentine +branch of the Mazzinian party a statement that she wished to undertake a +special work of a political nature, which would for a few months prevent +her from performing the functions for which she had up till now been +responsible to the party. + +Some surprise was felt at this announcement, but the committee raised no +objection; she had been known in the party for several years as a person +whose judgment might be trusted; and the members agreed that if Signora +Bolla took an unexpected step, she probably had good reasons for it. + +To Martini she said frankly that she had undertaken to help the Gadfly +with some "frontier work." She had stipulated for the right to tell her +old friend this much, in order that there might be no misunderstanding +or painful sense of doubt and mystery between them. It seemed to her +that she owed him this proof of confidence. He made no comment when she +told him; but she saw, without knowing why, that the news had wounded +him deeply. + +They were sitting on the terrace of her lodging, looking out over the +red roofs to Fiesole. After a long silence, Martini rose and began +tramping up and down with his hands in his pockets, whistling to +himself--a sure sign with him of mental agitation. She sat looking at +him for a little while. + +"Cesare, you are worried about this affair," she said at last. "I am +very sorry you feel so despondent over it; but I could decide only as +seemed right to me." + +"It is not the affair," he answered, sullenly; "I know nothing about +it, and it probably is all right, once you have consented to go into it. +It's the MAN I distrust." + +"I think you misunderstand him; I did till I got to know him better. He +is far from perfect, but there is much more good in him than you think." + +"Very likely." For a moment he tramped to and fro in silence, then +suddenly stopped beside her. + +"Gemma, give it up! Give it up before it is too late! Don't let that man +drag you into things you will repent afterwards." + +"Cesare," she said gently, "you are not thinking what you are saying. +No one is dragging me into anything. I have made this decision of my +own will, after thinking the matter well over alone. You have a personal +dislike to Rivarez, I know; but we are talking of politics now, not of +persons." + +"Madonna! Give it up! That man is dangerous; he is secret, and cruel, +and unscrupulous--and he is in love with you!" + +She drew back. + +"Cesare, how can you get such fancies into your head?" + +"He is in love with you," Martini repeated. "Keep clear of him, +Madonna!" + +"Dear Cesare, I can't keep clear of him; and I can't explain to you why. +We are tied together--not by any wish or doing of our own." + +"If you are tied, there is nothing more to say," Martini answered +wearily. + +He went away, saying that he was busy, and tramped for hours up and down +the muddy streets. The world looked very black to him that evening. One +poor ewe-lamb--and this slippery creature had stepped in and stolen it +away. + + + +CHAPTER X. + +TOWARDS the middle of February the Gadfly went to Leghorn. Gemma had +introduced him to a young Englishman there, a shipping-agent of liberal +views, whom she and her husband had known in England. He had on several +occasions performed little services for the Florentine radicals: had +lent money to meet an unforeseen emergency, had allowed his business +address to be used for the party's letters, etc.; but always through +Gemma's mediumship, and as a private friend of hers. She was, therefore, +according to party etiquette, free to make use of the connexion in any +way that might seem good to her. Whether any use could be got out of it +was quite another question. To ask a friendly sympathizer to lend his +address for letters from Sicily or to keep a few documents in a corner +of his counting-house safe was one thing; to ask him to smuggle over a +transport of firearms for an insurrection was another; and she had very +little hope of his consenting. + +"You can but try," she had said to the Gadfly; "but I don't think +anything will come of it. If you were to go to him with that +recommendation and ask for five hundred scudi, I dare say he'd give them +to you at once--he's exceedingly generous,--and perhaps at a pinch he +would lend you his passport or hide a fugitive in his cellar; but if you +mention such a thing as rifles he will stare at you and think we're both +demented." + +"Perhaps he may give me a few hints, though, or introduce me to a +friendly sailor or two," the Gadfly had answered. "Anyway, it's worth +while to try." + +One day at the end of the month he came into her study less carefully +dressed than usual, and she saw at once from his face that he had good +news to tell. + +"Ah, at last! I was beginning to think something must have happened to +you!" + +"I thought it safer not to write, and I couldn't get back sooner." + +"You have just arrived?" + +"Yes; I am straight from the diligence; I looked in to tell you that the +affair is all settled." + +"Do you mean that Bailey has really consented to help?" + +"More than to help; he has undertaken the whole thing,--packing, +transports,--everything. The rifles will be hidden in bales of +merchandise and will come straight through from England. His partner, +Williams, who is a great friend of his, has consented to see the +transport off from Southampton, and Bailey will slip it through the +custom house at Leghorn. That is why I have been such a long time; +Williams was just starting for Southampton, and I went with him as far +as Genoa." + +"To talk over details on the way?" + +"Yes, as long as I wasn't too sea-sick to talk about anything." + +"Are you a bad sailor?" she asked quickly, remembering how Arthur had +suffered from sea-sickness one day when her father had taken them both +for a pleasure-trip. + +"About as bad as is possible, in spite of having been at sea so much. +But we had a talk while they were loading at Genoa. You know Williams, +I think? He's a thoroughly good fellow, trustworthy and sensible; so is +Bailey, for that matter; and they both know how to hold their tongues." + +"It seems to me, though, that Bailey is running a serious risk in doing +a thing like this." + +"So I told him, and he only looked sulky and said: 'What business is +that of yours?' Just the sort of thing one would expect him to say. If +I met Bailey in Timbuctoo, I should go up to him and say: 'Good-morning, +Englishman.'" + +"But I can't conceive how you managed to get their consent; Williams, +too; the last man I should have thought of." + +"Yes, he objected strongly at first; not on the ground of danger, +though, but because the thing is 'so unbusiness-like.' But I managed to +win him over after a bit. And now we will go into details." + + ***** + +When the Gadfly reached his lodgings the sun had set, and the blossoming +pyrus japonica that hung over the garden wall looked dark in the fading +light. He gathered a few sprays and carried them into the house. As he +opened the study door, Zita started up from a chair in the corner and +ran towards him. + +"Oh, Felice; I thought you were never coming!" + +His first impulse was to ask her sharply what business she had in his +study; but, remembering that he had not seen her for three weeks, he +held out his hand and said, rather frigidly: + +"Good-evening, Zita; how are you?" + +She put up her face to be kissed, but he moved past as though he had +not seen the gesture, and took up a vase to put the pyrus in. The next +instant the door was flung wide open, and the collie, rushing into the +room, performed an ecstatic dance round him, barking and whining with +delight. He put down the flowers and stooped to pat the dog. + +"Well, Shaitan, how are you, old man? Yes, it's really I. Shake hands, +like a good dog!" + +The hard, sullen look came into Zita's face. + +"Shall we go to dinner?" she asked coldly. "I ordered it for you at my +place, as you wrote that you were coming this evening." + +He turned round quickly. + +"I am v-v-very sorry; you sh-should not have waited for me! I will just +get a bit tidy and come round at once. P-perhaps you would not mind +putting these into water." + +When he came into Zita's dining room she was standing before a mirror, +fastening one of the sprays into her dress. She had apparently made up +her mind to be good-humoured, and came up to him with a little cluster +of crimson buds tied together. + +"Here is a buttonhole for you; let me put it in your coat." + +All through dinner-time he did his best to be amiable, and kept up a +flow of small-talk, to which she responded with radiant smiles. Her +evident joy at his return somewhat embarrassed him; he had grown so +accustomed to the idea that she led her own life apart from his, among +such friends and companions as were congenial to her, that it had never +occurred to him to imagine her as missing him. And yet she must have +felt dull to be so much excited now. + +"Let us have coffee up on the terrace," she said; "it is quite warm this +evening." + +"Very well. Shall I take your guitar? Perhaps you will sing." + +She flushed with delight; he was critical about music and did not often +ask her to sing. + +On the terrace was a broad wooden bench running round the walls. The +Gadfly chose a corner with a good view of the hills, and Zita, seating +herself on the low wall with her feet on the bench, leaned back against +a pillar of the roof. She did not care much for scenery; she preferred +to look at the Gadfly. + +"Give me a cigarette," she said. "I don't believe I have smoked once +since you went away." + +"Happy thought! It's just s-s-smoke I want to complete my bliss." + +She leaned forward and looked at him earnestly. + +"Are you really happy?" + +The Gadfly's mobile brows went up. + +"Yes; why not? I have had a good dinner; I am looking at one of the +m-most beautiful views in Europe; and now I'm going to have coffee and +hear a Hungarian folk-song. There is nothing the matter with either my +conscience or my digestion; what more can man desire?" + +"I know another thing you desire." + +"What?" + +"That!" She tossed a little cardboard box into his hand. + +"B-burnt almonds! Why d-didn't you tell me before I began to s-smoke?" +he cried reproachfully. + +"Why, you baby! you can eat them when you have done smoking. There comes +the coffee." + +The Gadfly sipped his coffee and ate his burnt almonds with the grave +and concentrated enjoyment of a cat drinking cream. + +"How nice it is to come back to d-decent coffee, after the s-s-stuff one +gets at Leghorn!" he said in his purring drawl. + +"A very good reason for stopping at home now you are here." + +"Not much stopping for me; I'm off again to-morrow." + +The smile died on her face. + +"To-morrow! What for? Where are you going to?" + +"Oh! two or three p-p-places, on business." + +It had been decided between him and Gemma that he must go in person into +the Apennines to make arrangements with the smugglers of the frontier +region about the transporting of the firearms. To cross the Papal +frontier was for him a matter of serious danger; but it had to be done +if the work was to succeed. + +"Always business!" Zita sighed under her breath; and then asked aloud: + +"Shall you be gone long?" + +"No; only a fortnight or three weeks, p-p-probably." + +"I suppose it's some of THAT business?" she asked abruptly. + +"'That' business?" + +"The business you're always trying to get your neck broken over--the +everlasting politics." + +"It has something to do with p-p-politics." + +Zita threw away her cigarette. + +"You are fooling me," she said. "You are going into some danger or +other." + +"I'm going s-s-straight into the infernal regions," he answered +languidly. "D-do you happen to have any friends there you want to send +that ivy to? You n-needn't pull it all down, though." + +She had fiercely torn off a handful of the climber from the pillar, and +now flung it down with vehement anger. + +"You are going into danger," she repeated; "and you won't even say so +honestly! Do you think I am fit for nothing but to be fooled and joked +with? You will get yourself hanged one of these days, and never so +much as say good-bye. It's always politics and politics--I'm sick of +politics!" + +"S-so am I," said the Gadfly, yawning lazily; "and therefore we'll talk +about something else--unless you will sing." + +"Well, give me the guitar, then. What shall I sing?" + +"The ballad of the lost horse; it suits your voice so well." + +She began to sing the old Hungarian ballad of the man who loses first +his horse, then his home, and then his sweetheart, and consoles himself +with the reflection that "more was lost at Mohacz field." The song was +one of the Gadfly's especial favourites; its fierce and tragic melody +and the bitter stoicism of the refrain appealed to him as no softer +music ever did. + +Zita was in excellent voice; the notes came from her lips strong and +clear, full of the vehement desire of life. She would have sung Italian +or Slavonic music badly, and German still worse; but she sang the Magyar +folk-songs splendidly. + +The Gadfly listened with wide-open eyes and parted lips; he had never +heard her sing like this before. As she came to the last line, her voice +began suddenly to shake. + + + "Ah, no matter! More was lost----" + + +She broke down with a sob and hid her face among the ivy leaves. + +"Zita!" The Gadfly rose and took the guitar from her hand. "What is it?" + +She only sobbed convulsively, hiding her face in both hands. He touched +her on the arm. + +"Tell me what is the matter," he said caressingly. + +"Let me alone!" she sobbed, shrinking away. "Let me alone!" + +He went quietly back to his seat and waited till the sobs died away. +Suddenly he felt her arms about his neck; she was kneeling on the floor +beside him. + +"Felice--don't go! Don't go away!" + +"We will talk about that afterwards," he said, gently extricating +himself from the clinging arms. "Tell me first what has upset you so. +Has anything been frightening you?" + +She silently shook her head. + +"Have I done anything to hurt you?" + +"No." She put a hand up against his throat. + +"What, then?" + +"You will get killed," she whispered at last. "I heard one of those men +that come here say the other day that you will get into trouble--and +when I ask you about it you laugh at me!" + +"My dear child," the Gadfly said, after a little pause of astonishment, +"you have got some exaggerated notion into your head. Very likely I +shall get killed some day--that is the natural consequence of being a +revolutionist. But there is no reason to suppose I am g-g-going to get +killed just now. I am running no more risk than other people." + +"Other people--what are other people to me? If you loved me you wouldn't +go off this way and leave me to lie awake at night, wondering whether +you're arrested, or dream you are dead whenever I go to sleep. You don't +care as much for me as for that dog there!" + +The Gadfly rose and walked slowly to the other end of the terrace. +He was quite unprepared for such a scene as this and at a loss how to +answer her. Yes, Gemma was right; he had got his life into a tangle that +he would have hard work to undo. + +"Sit down and let us talk about it quietly," he said, coming back after +a moment. "I think we have misunderstood each other; of course I should +not have laughed if I had thought you were serious. Try to tell +me plainly what is troubling you; and then, if there is any +misunderstanding, we may be able to clear it up." + +"There's nothing to clear up. I can see you don't care a brass farthing +for me." + +"My dear child, we had better be quite frank with each other. I have +always tried to be honest about our relationship, and I think I have +never deceived you as to----" + +"Oh, no! you have been honest enough; you have never even pretended +to think of me as anything else but a prostitute,--a trumpery bit of +second-hand finery that plenty of other men have had before you--" + +"Hush, Zita! I have never thought that way about any living thing." + +"You have never loved me," she insisted sullenly. + +"No, I have never loved you. Listen to me, and try to think as little +harm of me as you can." + +"Who said I thought any harm of you? I----" + +"Wait a minute. This is what I want to say: I have no belief whatever in +conventional moral codes, and no respect for them. To me the relations +between men and women are simply questions of personal likes and +dislikes------" + +"And of money," she interrupted with a harsh little laugh. He winced and +hesitated a moment. + +"That, of course, is the ugly part of the matter. But believe me, if I +had thought that you disliked me, or felt any repulsion to the thing, +I would never have suggested it, or taken advantage of your position to +persuade you to it. I have never done that to any woman in my life, and +I have never told a woman a lie about my feeling for her. You may trust +me that I am speaking the truth----" + +He paused a moment, but she did not answer. + +"I thought," he went on; "that if a man is alone in the world and feels +the need of--of a woman's presence about him, and if he can find a woman +who is attractive to him and to whom he is not repulsive, he has a right +to accept, in a grateful and friendly spirit, such pleasure as that +woman is willing to give him, without entering into any closer bond. I +saw no harm in the thing, provided only there is no unfairness or insult +or deceit on either side. As for your having been in that relation with +other men before I met you, I did not think about that. I merely thought +that the connexion would be a pleasant and harmless one for both of us, +and that either was free to break it as soon as it became irksome. If I +was mistaken--if you have grown to look upon it differently--then----" + +He paused again. + +"Then?" she whispered, without looking up. + +"Then I have done you a wrong, and I am very sorry. But I did not mean +to do it." + +"You 'did not mean' and you 'thought'----Felice, are you made of cast +iron? Have you never been in love with a woman in your life that you +can't see I love you?" + +A sudden thrill went through him; it was so long since anyone had said +to him: "I love you." Instantly she started up and flung her arms round +him. + +"Felice, come away with me! Come away from this dreadful country and all +these people and their politics! What have we got to do with them? Come +away, and we will be happy together. Let us go to South America, where +you used to live." + +The physical horror of association startled him back into self-control; +he unclasped her hands from his neck and held them in a steady grasp. + +"Zita! Try to understand what I am saying to you. I do not love you; and +if I did I would not come away with you. I have my work in Italy, and my +comrades----" + +"And someone else that you love better than me!" she cried out fiercely. +"Oh, I could kill you! It is not your comrades you care about; it's---- +I know who it is!" + +"Hush!" he said quietly. "You are excited and imagining things that are +not true." + +"You suppose I am thinking of Signora Bolla? I'm not so easily duped! +You only talk politics with her; you care no more for her than you do +for me. It's that Cardinal!" + +The Gadfly started as if he had been shot. + +"Cardinal?" he repeated mechanically. + +"Cardinal Montanelli, that came here preaching in the autumn. Do you +think I didn't see your face when his carriage passed? You were as white +as my pocket-handkerchief! Why, you're shaking like a leaf now because I +mentioned his name!" + +He stood up. + +"You don't know what you are talking about," he said very slowly and +softly. "I--hate the Cardinal. He is the worst enemy I have." + +"Enemy or no, you love him better than you love anyone else in the +world. Look me in the face and say that is not true, if you can!" + +He turned away, and looked out into the garden. She watched him +furtively, half-scared at what she had done; there was something +terrifying in his silence. At last she stole up to him, like a +frightened child, and timidly pulled his sleeve. He turned round. + +"It is true," he said. + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +"BUT c-c-can't I meet him somewhere in the hills? Brisighella is a risky +place for me." + +"Every inch of ground in the Romagna is risky for you; but just at this +moment Brisighella is safer for you than any other place." + +"Why?" + +"I'll tell you in a minute. Don't let that man with the blue jacket +see your face; he's dangerous. Yes; it was a terrible storm; I don't +remember to have seen the vines so bad for a long time." + +The Gadfly spread his arms on the table, and laid his face upon them, +like a man overcome with fatigue or wine; and the dangerous new-comer in +the blue jacket, glancing swiftly round, saw only two farmers discussing +their crops over a flask of wine and a sleepy mountaineer with his head +on the table. It was the usual sort of thing to see in little places +like Marradi; and the owner of the blue jacket apparently made up his +mind that nothing could be gained by listening; for he drank his wine at +a gulp and sauntered into the outer room. There he stood leaning on the +counter and gossiping lazily with the landlord, glancing every now and +then out of the corner of one eye through the open door, beyond which +sat the three figures at the table. The two farmers went on sipping +their wine and discussing the weather in the local dialect, and the +Gadfly snored like a man whose conscience is sound. + +At last the spy seemed to make up his mind that there was nothing in the +wine-shop worth further waste of his time. He paid his reckoning, and, +lounging out of the house, sauntered away down the narrow street. The +Gadfly, yawning and stretching, lifted himself up and sleepily rubbed +the sleeve of his linen blouse across his eyes. + +"Pretty sharp practice that," he said, pulling a clasp-knife out of his +pocket and cutting off a chunk from the rye-loaf on the table. "Have +they been worrying you much lately, Michele?" + +"They've been worse than mosquitos in August. There's no getting a +minute's peace; wherever one goes, there's always a spy hanging +about. Even right up in the hills, where they used to be so shy about +venturing, they have taken to coming in bands of three or four--haven't +they, Gino? That's why we arranged for you to meet Domenichino in the +town." + +"Yes; but why Brisighella? A frontier town is always full of spies." + +"Brisighella just now is a capital place. It's swarming with pilgrims +from all parts of the country." + +"But it's not on the way to anywhere." + +"It's not far out of the way to Rome, and many of the Easter Pilgrims +are going round to hear Mass there." + +"I d-d-didn't know there was anything special in Brisighella." + +"There's the Cardinal. Don't you remember his going to Florence to +preach last December? It's that same Cardinal Montanelli. They say he +made a great sensation." + +"I dare say; I don't go to hear sermons." + +"Well, he has the reputation of being a saint, you see." + +"How does he manage that?" + +"I don't know. I suppose it's because he gives away all his income, and +lives like a parish priest with four or five hundred scudi a year." + +"Ah!" interposed the man called Gino; "but it's more than that. He +doesn't only give away money; he spends his whole life in looking +after the poor, and seeing the sick are properly treated, and hearing +complaints and grievances from morning till night. I'm no fonder of +priests than you are, Michele, but Monsignor Montanelli is not like +other Cardinals." + +"Oh, I dare say he's more fool than knave!" said Michele. "Anyhow, the +people are mad after him, and the last new freak is for the pilgrims to +go round that way to ask his blessing. Domenichino thought of going as a +pedlar, with a basket of cheap crosses and rosaries. The people like to +buy those things and ask the Cardinal to touch them; then they put them +round their babies' necks to keep off the evil eye." + +"Wait a minute. How am I to go--as a pilgrim? This make-up suits me +p-pretty well, I think; but it w-won't do for me to show myself +in Brisighella in the same character that I had here; it would be +ev-v-vidence against you if I get taken." + +"You won't get taken; we have a splendid disguise for you, with a +passport and all complete." + +"What is it?" + +"An old Spanish pilgrim--a repentant brigand from the Sierras. He fell +ill in Ancona last year, and one of our friends took him on board a +trading-vessel out of charity, and set him down in Venice, where he had +friends, and he left his papers with us to show his gratitude. They will +just do for you." + +"A repentant b-b-brigand? But w-what about the police?" + +"Oh, that's all right! He finished his term of the galleys some years +ago, and has been going about to Jerusalem and all sorts of places +saving his soul ever since. He killed his son by mistake for somebody +else, and gave himself up to the police in a fit of remorse." + +"Was he quite old?" + +"Yes; but a white beard and wig will set that right, and the description +suits you to perfection in every other respect. He was an old soldier, +with a lame foot and a sabre-cut across the face like yours; and then +his being a Spaniard, too--you see, if you meet any Spanish pilgrims, +you can talk to them all right." + +"Where am I to meet Domenichino?" + +"You join the pilgrims at the cross-road that we will show you on the +map, saying you had lost your way in the hills. Then, when you reach the +town, you go with the rest of them into the marketplace, in front of the +Cardinal's palace." + +"Oh, he manages to live in a p-palace, then, in s-spite of being a +saint?" + +"He lives in one wing of it, and has turned the rest into a hospital. +Well, you all wait there for him to come out and give his benediction, +and Domenichino will come up with his basket and say: 'Are you one of +the pilgrims, father?' and you answer: 'I am a miserable sinner.' Then +he puts down his basket and wipes his face with his sleeve, and you +offer him six soldi for a rosary." + +"Then, of course, he arranges where we can talk?" + +"Yes; he will have plenty of time to give you the address of the +meeting-place while the people are gaping at Montanelli. That was our +plan; but if you don't like it, we can let Domenichino know and arrange +something else." + +"No; it will do; only see that the beard and wig look natural." + + ***** + +"Are you one of the pilgrims, father?" + +The Gadfly, sitting on the steps of the episcopal palace, looked up +from under his ragged white locks, and gave the password in a husky, +trembling voice, with a strong foreign accent. Domenichino slipped +the leather strap from his shoulder, and set down his basket of pious +gewgaws on the step. The crowd of peasants and pilgrims sitting on the +steps and lounging about the market-place was taking no notice of +them, but for precaution's sake they kept up a desultory conversation, +Domenichino speaking in the local dialect and the Gadfly in broken +Italian, intermixed with Spanish words. + +"His Eminence! His Eminence is coming out!" shouted the people by the +door. "Stand aside! His Eminence is coming!" + +They both stood up. + +"Here, father," said Domenichino, putting into the Gadfly's hand a +little image wrapped in paper; "take this, too, and pray for me when you +get to Rome." + +The Gadfly thrust it into his breast, and turned to look at the figure +in the violet Lenten robe and scarlet cap that was standing on the upper +step and blessing the people with outstretched arms. + +Montanelli came slowly down the steps, the people crowding about him to +kiss his hands. Many knelt down and put the hem of his cassock to their +lips as he passed. + +"Peace be with you, my children!" + +At the sound of the clear, silvery voice, the Gadfly bent his head, so +that the white hair fell across his face; and Domenichino, seeing the +quivering of the pilgrim's staff in his hand, said to himself with +admiration: "What an actor!" + +A woman standing near to them stooped down and lifted her child from the +step. "Come, Cecco," she said. "His Eminence will bless you as the dear +Lord blessed the children." + +The Gadfly moved a step forward and stopped. Oh, it was hard! All these +outsiders--these pilgrims and mountaineers--could go up and speak to +him, and he would lay his hand on their children's hair. Perhaps he +would say "Carino" to that peasant boy, as he used to say---- + +The Gadfly sank down again on the step, turning away that he might not +see. If only he could shrink into some corner and stop his ears to shut +out the sound! Indeed, it was more than any man should have to bear--to +be so close, so close that he could have put out his arm and touched the +dear hand. + +"Will you not come under shelter, my friend?" the soft voice said. "I am +afraid you are chilled." + +The Gadfly's heart stood still. For a moment he was conscious of nothing +but the sickening pressure of the blood that seemed as if it would tear +his breast asunder; then it rushed back, tingling and burning through +all his body, and he looked up. The grave, deep eyes above him grew +suddenly tender with divine compassion at the sight of his face. + +"Stand bark a little, friends," Montanelli said, turning to the crowd; +"I want to speak to him." + +The people fell slowly back, whispering to each other, and the Gadfly, +sitting motionless, with teeth clenched and eyes on the ground, felt the +gentle touch of Montanelli's hand upon his shoulder. + +"You have had some great trouble. Can I do anything to help you?" + +The Gadfly shook his head in silence. + +"Are you a pilgrim?" + +"I am a miserable sinner." + +The accidental similarity of Montanelli's question to the password came +like a chance straw, that the Gadfly, in his desperation, caught at, +answering automatically. He had begun to tremble under the soft pressure +of the hand that seemed to burn upon his shoulder. + +The Cardinal bent down closer to him. + +"Perhaps you would care to speak to me alone? If I can be any help to +you----" + +For the first time the Gadfly looked straight and steadily into +Montanelli's eyes; he was already recovering his self-command. + +"It would be no use," he said; "the thing is hopeless." + +A police official stepped forward out of the crowd. + +"Forgive my intruding, Your Eminence. I think the old man is not quite +sound in his mind. He is perfectly harmless, and his papers are in +order, so we don't interfere with him. He has been in penal servitude +for a great crime, and is now doing penance." + +"A great crime," the Gadfly repeated, shaking his head slowly. + +"Thank you, captain; stand aside a little, please. My friend, nothing is +hopeless if a man has sincerely repented. Will you not come to me this +evening?" + +"Would Your Eminence receive a man who is guilty of the death of his own +son?" + +The question had almost the tone of a challenge, and Montanelli shrank +and shivered under it as under a cold wind. + +"God forbid that I should condemn you, whatever you have done!" he said +solemnly. "In His sight we are all guilty alike, and our righteousness +is as filthy rags. If you will come to me I will receive you as I pray +that He may one day receive me." + +The Gadfly stretched out his hands with a sudden gesture of passion. + +"Listen!" he said; "and listen all of you, Christians! If a man has +killed his only son--his son who loved and trusted him, who was flesh of +his flesh and bone of his bone; if he has led his son into a death-trap +with lies and deceit--is there hope for that man in earth or heaven? +I have confessed my sin before God and man, and I have suffered the +punishment that men have laid on me, and they have let me go; but when +will God say, 'It is enough'? What benediction will take away His curse +from my soul? What absolution will undo this thing that I have done?" + +In the dead silence that followed the people looked at Montanelli, and +saw the heaving of the cross upon his breast. + +He raised his eyes at last, and gave the benediction with a hand that +was not quite steady. + +"God is merciful," he said. "Lay your burden before His throne; for it +is written: 'A broken and contrite heart shalt thou not despise.'" + +He turned away and walked through the market-place, stopping everywhere +to speak to the people, and to take their children in his arms. + +In the evening the Gadfly, following the directions written on the +wrapping of the image, made his way to the appointed meeting-place. It +was the house of a local doctor, who was an active member of the "sect." +Most of the conspirators were already assembled, and their delight at +the Gadfly's arrival gave him a new proof, if he had needed one, of his +popularity as a leader. + +"We're glad enough to see you again," said the doctor; "but we shall be +gladder still to see you go. It's a fearfully risky business, and I, for +one, was against the plan. Are you quite sure none of those police rats +noticed you in the market-place this morning?" + +"Oh, they n-noticed me enough, but they d-didn't recognize me. +Domenichino m-managed the thing capitally. But where is he? I don't see +him." + +"He has not come yet. So you got on all smoothly? Did the Cardinal give +you his blessing?" + +"His blessing? Oh, that's nothing," said Domenichino, coming in at the +door. "Rivarez, you're as full of surprises as a Christmas cake. How +many more talents are you going to astonish us with?" + +"What is it now?" asked the Gadfly languidly. He was leaning back on a +sofa, smoking a cigar. He still wore his pilgrim's dress, but the white +beard and wig lay beside him. + +"I had no idea you were such an actor. I never saw a thing done so +magnificently in my life. You nearly moved His Eminence to tears." + +"How was that? Let us hear, Rivarez." + +The Gadfly shrugged his shoulders. He was in a taciturn and laconic +mood, and the others, seeing that nothing was to be got out of him, +appealed to Domenichino to explain. When the scene in the market-place +had been related, one young workman, who had not joined in the laughter +of the rest, remarked abruptly: + +"It was very clever, of course; but I don't see what good all this +play-acting business has done to anybody." + +"Just this much," the Gadfly put in; "that I can go where I like and do +what I like anywhere in this district, and not a single man, woman, or +child will ever think of suspecting me. The story will be all over the +place by to-morrow, and when I meet a spy he will only think: 'It's +mad Diego, that confessed his sins in the market-place.' That is an +advantage gained, surely." + +"Yes, I see. Still, I wish the thing could have been done without +fooling the Cardinal. He's too good to have that sort of trick played on +him." + +"I thought myself he seemed fairly decent," the Gadfly lazily assented. + +"Nonsense, Sandro! We don't want Cardinals here!" said Domenichino. +"And if Monsignor Montanelli had taken that post in Rome when he had the +chance of getting it, Rivarez couldn't have fooled him." + +"He wouldn't take it because he didn't want to leave his work here." + +"More likely because he didn't want to get poisoned off by +Lambruschini's agents. They've got something against him, you may depend +upon it. When a Cardinal, especially such a popular one, 'prefers to +stay' in a God-forsaken little hole like this, we all know what that +means--don't we, Rivarez?" + +The Gadfly was making smoke-rings. "Perhaps it is a c-c-case of a +'b-b-broken and contrite heart,'" he remarked, leaning his head back to +watch them float away. "And now, men, let us get to business." + +They began to discuss in detail the various plans which had been formed +for the smuggling and concealment of weapons. The Gadfly listened with +keen attention, interrupting every now and then to correct sharply some +inaccurate statement or imprudent proposal. When everyone had finished +speaking, he made a few practical suggestions, most of which were +adopted without discussion. The meeting then broke up. It had been +resolved that, at least until he was safely back in Tuscany, very +late meetings, which might attract the notice of the police, should +be avoided. By a little after ten o'clock all had dispersed except the +doctor, the Gadfly, and Domenichino, who remained as a sub-committee +for the discussion of special points. After a long and hot dispute, +Domenichino looked up at the clock. + +"Half-past eleven; we mustn't stop any longer or the night-watchman may +see us." + +"When does he pass?" asked the Gadfly. + +"About twelve o'clock; and I want to be home before he comes. +Good-night, Giordani. Rivarez, shall we walk together?" + +"No; I think we are safer apart. Then I shall see you again?" + +"Yes; at Castel Bolognese. I don't know yet what disguise I shall be in, +but you have the password. You leave here to-morrow, I think?" + +The Gadfly was carefully putting on his beard and wig before the +looking-glass. + +"To-morrow morning, with the pilgrims. On the next day I fall ill and +stop behind in a shepherd's hut, and then take a short cut across the +hills. I shall be down there before you will. Good-night!" + +Twelve o'clock was striking from the Cathedral bell-tower as the Gadfly +looked in at the door of the great empty barn which had been thrown +open as a lodging for the pilgrims. The floor was covered with +clumsy figures, most of which were snoring lustily, and the air was +insufferably close and foul. He drew back with a little shudder of +repugnance; it would be useless to attempt to sleep in there; he would +take a walk, and then find some shed or haystack which would, at least, +be clean and quiet. + +It was a glorious night, with a great full moon gleaming in a purple +sky. He began to wander through the streets in an aimless way, brooding +miserably over the scene of the morning, and wishing that he had never +consented to Domenichino's plan of holding the meeting in Brisighella. +If at the beginning he had declared the project too dangerous, some +other place would have been chosen; and both he and Montanelli would +have been spared this ghastly, ridiculous farce. + +How changed the Padre was! And yet his voice was not changed at all; it +was just the same as in the old days, when he used to say: "Carino." + +The lantern of the night-watchman appeared at the other end of the +street, and the Gadfly turned down a narrow, crooked alley. After +walking a few yards he found himself in the Cathedral Square, close +to the left wing of the episcopal palace. The square was flooded with +moonlight, and there was no one in sight; but he noticed that a side +door of the Cathedral was ajar. The sacristan must have forgotten to +shut it. Surely nothing could be going on there so late at night. He +might as well go in and sleep on one of the benches instead of in the +stifling barn; he could slip out in the morning before the sacristan +came; and even if anyone did find him, the natural supposition would be +that mad Diego had been saying his prayers in some corner, and had got +shut in. + +He listened a moment at the door, and then entered with the noiseless +step that he had retained notwithstanding his lameness. The moonlight +streamed through the windows, and lay in broad bands on the marble +floor. In the chancel, especially, everything was as clearly visible as +by daylight. At the foot of the altar steps Cardinal Montanelli knelt +alone, bare-headed, with clasped hands. + +The Gadfly drew back into the shadow. Should he slip away before +Montanelli saw him? That, no doubt, would be the wisest thing to +do--perhaps the most merciful. And yet, what harm could it do for him to +go just a little nearer--to look at the Padre's face once more, now that +the crowd was gone, and there was no need to keep up the hideous comedy +of the morning? Perhaps it would be his last chance--and the Padre need +not see him; he would steal up softly and look--just this once. Then he +would go back to his work. + +Keeping in the shadow of the pillars, he crept softly up to the chancel +rails, and paused at the side entrance, close to the altar. The shadow +of the episcopal throne was broad enough to cover him, and he crouched +down in the darkness, holding his breath. + +"My poor boy! Oh, God; my poor boy!" + +The broken whisper was full of such endless despair that the Gadfly +shuddered in spite of himself. Then came deep, heavy, tearless sobs; and +he saw Montanelli wring his hands together like a man in bodily pain. + +He had not thought it would be so bad as this. How often had he said to +himself with bitter assurance: "I need not trouble about it; that wound +was healed long ago." Now, after all these years, it was laid bare +before him, and he saw it bleeding still. And how easy it would be to +heal it now at last! He need only lift his hand--only step forward and +say: "Padre, it is I." There was Gemma, too, with that white streak +across her hair. Oh, if he could but forgive! If he could but cut out +from his memory the past that was burned into it so deep--the Lascar, +and the sugar-plantation, and the variety show! Surely there was no +other misery like this--to be willing to forgive, to long to forgive; +and to know that it was hopeless--that he could not, dared not forgive. + +Montanelli rose at last, made the sign of the cross, and turned +away from the altar. The Gadfly shrank further back into the shadow, +trembling with fear lest he should be seen, lest the very beating of +his heart should betray him; then he drew a long breath of relief. +Montanelli had passed him, so close that the violet robe had brushed +against his cheek,--had passed and had not seen him. + +Had not seen him---- Oh, what had he done? This had been his last +chance--this one precious moment--and he had let it slip away. He +started up and stepped into the light. + +"Padre!" + +The sound of his own voice, ringing up and dying away along the arches +of the roof, filled him with fantastic terror. He shrank back again into +the shadow. Montanelli stood beside the pillar, motionless, listening +with wide-open eyes, full of the horror of death. How long the silence +lasted the Gadfly could not tell; it might have been an instant, or +an eternity. He came to his senses with a sudden shock. Montanelli was +beginning to sway as though he would fall, and his lips moved, at first +silently. + +"Arthur!" the low whisper came at last; "yes, the water is deep----" + +The Gadfly came forward. + +"Forgive me, Your Eminence! I thought it was one of the priests." + +"Ah, it is the pilgrim?" Montanelli had at once recovered his +self-control, though the Gadfly could see, from the restless glitter of +the sapphire on his hand, that he was still trembling. "Are you in +need of anything, my friend? It is late, and the Cathedral is closed at +night." + +"I beg pardon, Your Eminence, if I have done wrong. I saw the door +open, and came in to pray, and when I saw a priest, as I thought, in +meditation, I waited to ask a blessing on this." + +He held up the little tin cross that he had bought from Domenichino. +Montanelli took it from his hand, and, re-entering the chancel, laid it +for a moment on the altar. + +"Take it, my son," he said, "and be at rest, for the Lord is tender +and pitiful. Go to Rome, and ask the blessing of His minister, the Holy +Father. Peace be with you!" + +The Gadfly bent his head to receive the benediction, and turned slowly +away. + +"Stop!" said Montanelli. + +He was standing with one hand on the chancel rail. + +"When you receive the Holy Eucharist in Rome," he said, "pray for one in +deep affliction--for one on whose soul the hand of the Lord is heavy." + +There were almost tears in his voice, and the Gadfly's resolution +wavered. Another instant and he would have betrayed himself. Then the +thought of the variety-show came up again, and he remembered, like +Jonah, that he did well to be angry. + +"Who am I, that He should hear my prayers? A leper and an outcast! If I +could bring to His throne, as Your Eminence can, the offering of a holy +life--of a soul without spot or secret shame------" + +Montanelli turned abruptly away. + +"I have only one offering to give," he said; "a broken heart." + + ***** + +A few days later the Gadfly returned to Florence in the diligence from +Pistoja. He went straight to Gemma's lodgings, but she was out. Leaving +a message that he would return in the morning he went home, sincerely +hoping that he should not again find his study invaded by Zita. Her +jealous reproaches would act on his nerves, if he were to hear much of +them to-night, like the rasping of a dentist's file. + +"Good-evening, Bianca," he said when the maid-servant opened the door. +"Has Mme. Reni been here to-day?" + +She stared at him blankly + +"Mme. Reni? Has she come back, then, sir?" + +"What do you mean?" he asked with a frown, stopping short on the mat. + +"She went away quite suddenly, just after you did, and left all her +things behind her. She never so much as said she was going." + +"Just after I did? What, a f-fortnight ago?" + +"Yes, sir, the same day; and her things are lying about +higgledy-piggledy. All the neighbours are talking about it." + +He turned away from the door-step without speaking, and went hastily +down the lane to the house where Zita had been lodging. In her rooms +nothing had been touched; all the presents that he had given her were in +their usual places; there was no letter or scrap of writing anywhere. + +"If you please, sir," said Bianca, putting her head in at the door, +"there's an old woman----" + +He turned round fiercely. + +"What do you want here--following me about?" + +"An old woman wishes to see you." + +"What does she want? Tell her I c-can't see her; I'm busy." + +"She has been coming nearly every evening since you went away, sir, +always asking when you would come back." + +"Ask her w-what her business is. No; never mind; I suppose I must go +myself." + +The old woman was waiting at his hall door. She was very poorly dressed, +with a face as brown and wrinkled as a medlar, and a bright-coloured +scarf twisted round her head. As he came in she rose and looked at him +with keen black eyes. + +"You are the lame gentleman," she said, inspecting him critically from +head to foot. "I have brought you a message from Zita Reni." + +He opened the study door, and held it for her to pass in; then followed +her and shut the door, that Bianca might not hear. + +"Sit down, please. N-now, tell me who you are." + +"It's no business of yours who I am. I have come to tell you that Zita +Reni has gone away with my son." + +"With--your--son?" + +"Yes, sir; if you don't know how to keep your mistress when you've got +her, you can't complain if other men take her. My son has blood in his +veins, not milk and water; he comes of the Romany folk." + +"Ah, you are a gipsy! Zita has gone back to her own people, then?" + +She looked at him in amazed contempt. Apparently, these Christians had +not even manhood enough to be angry when they were insulted. + +"What sort of stuff are you made of, that she should stay with you? Our +women may lend themselves to you a bit for a girl's fancy, or if you pay +them well; but the Romany blood comes back to the Romany folk." + +The Gadfly's face remained as cold and steady as before. + +"Has she gone away with a gipsy camp, or merely to live with your son?" + +The woman burst out laughing. + +"Do you think of following her and trying to win her back? It's too +late, sir; you should have thought of that before!" + +"No; I only want to know the truth, if you will tell it to me." + +She shrugged her shoulders; it was hardly worth while to abuse a person +who took it so meekly. + +"The truth, then, is that she met my son in the road the day you left +her, and spoke to him in the Romany tongue; and when he saw she was +one of our folk, in spite of her fine clothes, he fell in love with her +bonny face, as OUR men fall in love, and took her to our camp. She told +us all her trouble, and sat crying and sobbing, poor lassie, till our +hearts were sore for her. We comforted her as best we could; and at last +she took off her fine clothes and put on the things our lasses wear, and +gave herself to my son, to be his woman and to have him for her man. He +won't say to her: 'I don't love you,' and: 'I've other things to do.' +When a woman is young, she wants a man; and what sort of man are you, +that you can't even kiss a handsome girl when she puts her arms round +your neck?" + +"You said," he interrupted, "that you had brought me a message from +her." + +"Yes; I stopped behind when the camp went on, so as to give it. She told +me to say that she has had enough of your folk and their hair-splitting +and their sluggish blood; and that she wants to get back to her own +people and be free. 'Tell him,' she said, 'that I am a woman, and that +I loved him; and that is why I would not be his harlot any longer.' The +lassie was right to come away. There's no harm in a girl getting a bit +of money out of her good looks if she can--that's what good looks are +for; but a Romany lass has nothing to do with LOVING a man of your +race." + +The Gadfly stood up. + +"Is that all the message?" he said. "Then tell her, please, that I think +she has done right, and that I hope she will be happy. That is all I +have to say. Good-night!" + +He stood perfectly still until the garden gate closed behind her; then +he sat down and covered his face with both hands. + +Another blow on the cheek! Was no rag of pride to be left him--no shred +of self-respect? Surely he had suffered everything that man can endure; +his very heart had been dragged in the mud and trampled under the +feet of the passers-by; there was no spot in his soul where someone's +contempt was not branded in, where someone's mockery had not left +its iron trace. And now this gipsy girl, whom he had picked up by the +wayside--even she had the whip in her hand. + +Shaitan whined at the door, and the Gadfly rose to let him in. The +dog rushed up to his master with his usual frantic manifestations of +delight, but soon, understanding that something was wrong, lay down on +the rug beside him, and thrust a cold nose into the listless hand. + +An hour later Gemma came up to the front door. No one appeared in answer +to her knock; Bianca, finding that the Gadfly did not want any dinner, +had slipped out to visit a neighbour's cook. She had left the door open, +and a light burning in the hall. Gemma, after waiting for some time, +decided to enter and try if she could find the Gadfly, as she wished to +speak to him about an important message which had come from Bailey. She +knocked at the study door, and the Gadfly's voice answered from within: +"You can go away, Bianca. I don't want anything." + +She softly opened the door. The room was quite dark, but the passage +lamp threw a long stream of light across it as she entered, and she +saw the Gadfly sitting alone, his head sunk on his breast, and the dog +asleep at his feet. + +"It is I," she said. + +He started up. "Gemma,---- Gemma! Oh, I have wanted you so!" + +Before she could speak he was kneeling on the floor at her feet and +hiding his face in the folds of her dress. His whole body was shaken +with a convulsive tremor that was worse to see than tears. + +She stood still. There was nothing she could do to help him--nothing. +This was the bitterest thing of all. She must stand by and look on +passively--she who would have died to spare him pain. Could she but dare +to stoop and clasp her arms about him, to hold him close against her +heart and shield him, were it with her own body, from all further harm +or wrong; surely then he would be Arthur to her again; surely then the +day would break and the shadows flee away. + +Ah, no, no! How could he ever forget? Was it not she who had cast him +into hell--she, with her own right hand? + +She had let the moment slip by. He rose hastily and sat down by the +table, covering his eyes with one hand and biting his lip as if he would +bite it through. + +Presently he looked up and said quietly: + +"I am afraid I startled you." + +She held out both her hands to him. "Dear," she said, "are we not +friends enough by now for you to trust me a little bit? What is it?" + +"Only a private trouble of my own. I don't see why you should be worried +over it." + +"Listen a moment," she went on, taking his hand in both of hers to +steady its convulsive trembling. "I have not tried to lay hands on a +thing that is not mine to touch. But now that you have given me, of your +own free will, so much of your confidence, will you not give me a little +more--as you would do if I were your sister. Keep the mask on your face, +if it is any consolation to you, but don't wear a mask on your soul, for +your own sake." + +He bent his head lower. "You must be patient with me," he said. "I am +an unsatisfactory sort of brother to have, I'm afraid; but if you only +knew---- I have been nearly mad this last week. It has been like South +America again. And somehow the devil gets into me and----" He broke off. + +"May I not have my share in your trouble?" she whispered at last. + +His head sank down on her arm. "The hand of the Lord is heavy." + + + + + +PART III. + + + +CHAPTER I. + +THE next five weeks were spent by Gemma and the Gadfly in a whirl +of excitement and overwork which left them little time or energy for +thinking about their personal affairs. When the arms had been safely +smuggled into Papal territory there remained a still more difficult and +dangerous task: that of conveying them unobserved from the secret stores +in the mountain caverns and ravines to the various local centres and +thence to the separate villages. The whole district was swarming with +spies; and Domenichino, to whom the Gadfly had intrusted the ammunition, +sent into Florence a messenger with an urgent appeal for either help or +extra time. The Gadfly had insisted that the work should be finished +by the middle of June; and what with the difficulty of conveying heavy +transports over bad roads, and the endless hindrances and delays caused +by the necessity of continually evading observation, Domenichino was +growing desperate. "I am between Scylla and Charybdis," he wrote. "I +dare not work quickly, for fear of detection, and I must not work slowly +if we are to be ready in time. Either send me efficient help at once, or +let the Venetians know that we shall not be ready till the first week in +July." + +The Gadfly carried the letter to Gemma and, while she read it, sat +frowning at the floor and stroking the cat's fur the wrong way. + +"This is bad," she said. "We can hardly keep the Venetians waiting for +three weeks." + +"Of course we can't; the thing is absurd. Domenichino m-might +unders-s-stand that. We must follow the lead of the Venetians, not they +ours." + +"I don't see that Domenichino is to blame; he has evidently done his +best, and he can't do impossibilities." + +"It's not in Domenichino that the fault lies; it's in the fact of +his being one person instead of two. We ought to have at least one +responsible man to guard the store and another to see the transports +off. He is quite right; he must have efficient help." + +"But what help are we going to give him? We have no one in Florence to +send." + +"Then I m-must go myself." + +She leaned back in her chair and looked at him with a little frown. + +"No, that won't do; it's too risky." + +"It will have to do if we can't f-f-find any other way out of the +difficulty." + +"Then we must find another way, that's all. It's out of the question for +you to go again just now." + +An obstinate line appeared at the corners of his under lip. + +"I d-don't see that it's out of the question." + +"You will see if you think about the thing calmly for a minute. It is +only five weeks since you got back; the police are on the scent about +that pilgrim business, and scouring the country to find a clue. Yes, I +know you are clever at disguises; but remember what a lot of people saw +you, both as Diego and as the countryman; and you can't disguise your +lameness or the scar on your face." + +"There are p-plenty of lame people in the world." + +"Yes, but there are not plenty of people in the Romagna with a lame foot +and a sabre-cut across the cheek and a left arm injured like yours, and +the combination of blue eyes with such dark colouring." + +"The eyes don't matter; I can alter them with belladonna." + +"You can't alter the other things. No, it won't do. For you to go there +just now, with all your identification-marks, would be to walk into a +trap with your eyes open. You would certainly be taken." + +"But s-s-someone must help Domenichino." + +"It will be no help to him to have you caught at a critical moment like +this. Your arrest would mean the failure of the whole thing." + +But the Gadfly was difficult to convince, and the discussion went on +and on without coming nearer to any settlement. Gemma was beginning to +realize how nearly inexhaustible was the fund of quiet obstinacy in +his character; and, had the matter not been one about which she felt +strongly, she would probably have yielded for the sake of peace. This, +however, was a case in which she could not conscientiously give way; the +practical advantage to be gained from the proposed journey seemed to her +not sufficiently important to be worth the risk, and she could not help +suspecting that his desire to go was prompted less by a conviction of +grave political necessity than by a morbid craving for the excitement of +danger. He had got into the habit of risking his neck, and his tendency +to run into unnecessary peril seemed to her a form of intemperance +which should be quietly but steadily resisted. Finding all her arguments +unavailing against his dogged resolve to go his own way, she fired her +last shot. + +"Let us be honest about it, anyway," she said; "and call things by +their true names. It is not Domenichino's difficulty that makes you so +determined to go. It is your own personal passion for----" + +"It's not true!" he interrupted vehemently. "He is nothing to me; I +don't care if I never see him again." + +He broke off, seeing in her face that he had betrayed himself. Their +eyes met for an instant, and dropped; and neither of them uttered the +name that was in both their minds. + +"It--it is not Domenichino I want to save," he stammered at last, with +his face half buried in the cat's fur; "it is that I--I understand the +danger of the work failing if he has no help." + +She passed over the feeble little subterfuge, and went on as if there +had been no interruption: + +"It is your passion for running into danger which makes you want to go +there. You have the same craving for danger when you are worried that +you had for opium when you were ill." + +"It was not I that asked for the opium," he said defiantly; "it was the +others who insisted on giving it to me." + +"I dare say. You plume yourself a little on your stoicism, and to +ask for physical relief would have hurt your pride; but it is rather +flattered than otherwise when you risk your life to relieve the +irritation of your nerves. And yet, after all, the distinction is a +merely conventional one." + +He drew the cat's head back and looked down into the round, green eyes. +"Is it true, Pasht?" he said. "Are all these unkind things true that +your mistress is s-saying about me? Is it a case of mea culpa; mea +m-maxima culpa? You wise beast, you never ask for opium, do you? Your +ancestors were gods in Egypt, and no man t-trod on their tails. I +wonder, though, what would become of your calm superiority to earthly +ills if I were to take this paw of yours and hold it in the c-candle. +Would you ask me for opium then? Would you? Or perhaps--for death? No, +pussy, we have no right to die for our personal convenience. We may spit +and s-swear a bit, if it consoles us; but we mustn't pull the paw away." + +"Hush!" She took the cat off his knee and put it down on a footstool. +"You and I will have time for thinking about those things later on. What +we have to think of now is how to get Domenichino out of his difficulty. +What is it, Katie; a visitor? I am busy." + +"Miss Wright has sent you this, ma'am, by hand." + +The packet, which was carefully sealed, contained a letter, addressed +to Miss Wright, but unopened and with a Papal stamp. Gemma's old school +friends still lived in Florence, and her more important letters were +often received, for safety, at their address. + +"It is Michele's mark," she said, glancing quickly over the letter, +which seemed to be about the summer-terms at a boarding house in the +Apennines, and pointing to two little blots on a corner of the page. +"It is in chemical ink; the reagent is in the third drawer of the +writing-table. Yes; that is it." + +He laid the letter open on the desk and passed a little brush over its +pages. When the real message stood out on the paper in a brilliant blue +line, he leaned back in his chair and burst out laughing. + +"What is it?" she asked hurriedly. He handed her the paper. + +"DOMENICHINO HAS BEEN ARRESTED. COME AT ONCE." + +She sat down with the paper in her hand and stared hopelessly at the +Gadfly. + +"W-well?" he said at last, with his soft, ironical drawl; "are you +satisfied now that I must go?" + +"Yes, I suppose you must," she answered, sighing. "And I too." + +He looked up with a little start. "You too? But----" + +"Of course. It will be very awkward, I know, to be left without anyone +here in Florence; but everything must go to the wall now except the +providing of an extra pair of hands." + +"There are plenty of hands to be got there." + +"They don't belong to people whom you can trust thoroughly, though. You +said yourself just now that there must be two responsible persons +in charge; and if Domenichino couldn't manage alone it is evidently +impossible for you to do so. A person as desperately compromised as you +are is very much handicapped, remember, in work of that kind, and +more dependent on help than anyone else would be. Instead of you and +Domenichino, it must be you and I." + +He considered for a moment, frowning. + +"Yes, you are quite right," he said; "and the sooner we go the better. +But we must not start together. If I go off to-night, you can take, say, +the afternoon coach to-morrow." + +"Where to?" + +"That we must discuss. I think I had b-b-better go straight in to +Faenza. If I start late to-night and ride to Borgo San Lorenzo I can get +my disguise arranged there and go straight on." + +"I don't see what else we can do," she said, with an anxious little +frown; "but it is very risky, your going off in such a hurry and +trusting to the smugglers finding you a disguise at Borgo. You ought to +have at least three clear days to double on your trace before you cross +the frontier." + +"You needn't be afraid," he answered, smiling; "I may get taken further +on, but not at the frontier. Once in the hills I am as safe as here; +there's not a smuggler in the Apennines that would betray me. What I am +not quite sure about is how you are to get across." + +"Oh, that is very simple! I shall take Louisa Wright's passport and go +for a holiday. No one knows me in the Romagna, but every spy knows you." + +"F-fortunately, so does every smuggler." + +She took out her watch. + +"Half-past two. We have the afternoon and evening, then, if you are to +start to-night." + +"Then the best thing will be for me to go home and settle everything +now, and arrange about a good horse. I shall ride in to San Lorenzo; it +will be safer." + +"But it won't be safe at all to hire a horse. The owner will-----" + +"I shan't hire one. I know a man that will lend me a horse, and that can +be trusted. He has done things for me before. One of the shepherds +will bring it back in a fortnight. I shall be here again by five or +half-past, then; and while I am gone, I w-want you to go and find +Martini and exp-plain everything to him." + +"Martini!" She turned round and looked at him in astonishment. + +"Yes; we must take him into confidence--unless you can think of anyone +else." + +"I don't quite understand what you mean." + +"We must have someone here whom we can trust, in case of any special +difficulty; and of all the set here Martini is the man in whom I have +most confidence. Riccardo would do anything he could for us, of course; +but I think Martini has a steadier head. Still, you know him better than +I do; it is as you think." + +"I have not the slightest doubt as to Martini's trustworthiness and +efficiency in every respect; and I think he would probably consent to +give us any help he could. But----" + +He understood at once. + +"Gemma, what would you feel if you found out that a comrade in bitter +need had not asked you for help you might have given, for fear of +hurting or distressing you? Would you say there was any true kindness in +that?" + +"Very well," she said, after a little pause; "I will send Katie round at +once and ask him to come; and while she is gone I will go to Louisa for +her passport; she promised to lend it whenever I want one. What about +money? Shall I draw some out of the bank?" + +"No; don't waste time on that; I can draw enough from my account to last +us for a bit. We will fall back on yours later on if my balance runs +short. Till half-past five, then; I shall be sure to find you here, of +course?" + +"Oh, yes! I shall be back long before then." + +Half an hour after the appointed time he returned, and found Gemma +and Martini sitting on the terrace together. He saw at once that their +conversation had been a distressing one; the traces of agitation were +visible in both of them, and Martini was unusually silent and glum. + +"Have you arranged everything?" she asked, looking up. + +"Yes; and I have brought you some money for the journey. The horse will +be ready for me at the Ponte Rosso barrier at one in the night." + +"Is not that rather late? You ought to get into San Lorenzo before the +people are up in the morning." + +"So I shall; it's a very fast horse; and I don't want to leave here +when there's a chance of anyone noticing me. I shan't go home any more; +there's a spy watching at the door, and he thinks me in." + +"How did you get out without his seeing you?" + +"Out of the kitchen window into the back garden and over the neighbour's +orchard wall; that's what makes me so late; I had to dodge him. I left +the owner of the horse to sit in the study all the evening with the lamp +lighted. When the spy sees the light in the window and a shadow on +the blind he will be quite satisfied that I am writing at home this +evening." + +"Then you will stay here till it is time to go to the barrier?" + +"Yes; I don't want to be seen in the street any more to-night. Have a +cigar, Martini? I know Signora Bolla doesn't mind smoke." + +"I shan't be here to mind; I must go downstairs and help Katie with the +dinner." + +When she had gone Martini got up and began to pace to and fro with his +hands behind his back. The Gadfly sat smoking and looking silently out +at the drizzling rain. + +"Rivarez!" Martini began, stopping in front of him, but keeping his eyes +on the ground; "what sort of thing are you going to drag her into?" + +The Gadfly took the cigar from his mouth and blew away a long trail of +smoke. + +"She has chosen for herself," he said, "without compulsion on anyone's +part." + +"Yes, yes--I know. But tell me----" + +He stopped. + +"I will tell you anything I can." + +"Well, then--I don't know much about the details of these affairs in the +hills,--are you going to take her into any very serious danger?" + +"Do you want the truth?" + +"Yes." + +"Then--yes." + +Martini turned away and went on pacing up and down. Presently he stopped +again. + +"I want to ask you another question. If you don't choose to answer it, +you needn't, of course; but if you do answer, then answer honestly. Are +you in love with her?" + +The Gadfly deliberately knocked the ash from his cigar and went on +smoking in silence. + +"That means--that you don't choose to answer?" + +"No; only that I think I have a right to know why you ask me that." + +"Why? Good God, man, can't you see why?" + +"Ah!" He laid down his cigar and looked steadily at Martini. "Yes," he +said at last, slowly and softly. "I am in love with her. But you needn't +think I am going to make love to her, or worry about it. I am only going +to----" + +His voice died away in a strange, faint whisper. Martini came a step +nearer. + +"Only going--to----" + +"To die." + +He was staring straight before him with a cold, fixed look, as if he +were dead already. When he spoke again his voice was curiously lifeless +and even. + +"You needn't worry her about it beforehand," he said; "but there's not +the ghost of a chance for me. It's dangerous for everyone; that she +knows as well as I do; but the smugglers will do their best to prevent +her getting taken. They are good fellows, though they are a bit rough. +As for me, the rope is round my neck, and when I cross the frontier I +pull the noose." + +"Rivarez, what do you mean? Of course it's dangerous, and particularly +so for you; I understand that; but you have often crossed the frontier +before and always been successful." + +"Yes, and this time I shall fail." + +"But why? How can you know?" + +The Gadfly smiled drearily. + +"Do you remember the German legend of the man that died when he met his +own Double? No? It appeared to him at night in a lonely place, wringing +its hands in despair. Well, I met mine the last time I was in the hills; +and when I cross the frontier again I shan't come back." + +Martini came up to him and put a hand on the back of his chair. + +"Listen, Rivarez; I don't understand a word of all this metaphysical +stuff, but I do understand one thing: If you feel about it that way, you +are not in a fit state to go. The surest way to get taken is to go with +a conviction that you will be taken. You must be ill, or out of sorts +somehow, to get maggots of that kind into your head. Suppose I go +instead of you? I can do any practical work there is to be done, and you +can send a message to your men, explaining------" + +"And let you get killed instead? That would be very clever." + +"Oh, I'm not likely to get killed! They don't know me as they do you. +And, besides, even if I did------" + +He stopped, and the Gadfly looked up with a slow, inquiring gaze. +Martini's hand dropped by his side. + +"She very likely wouldn't miss me as much as she would you," he said +in his most matter-of-fact voice. "And then, besides, Rivarez, this is +public business, and we have to look at it from the point of view +of utility--the greatest good of the greatest number. Your 'final +value'---isn't that what the economists call it?--is higher than mine; +I have brains enough to see that, though I haven't any cause to be +particularly fond of you. You are a bigger man than I am; I'm not sure +that you are a better one, but there's more of you, and your death would +be a greater loss than mine." + +From the way he spoke he might have been discussing the value of shares +on the Exchange. The Gadfly looked up, shivering as if with cold. + +"Would you have me wait till my grave opens of itself to swallow me up? + + + "If I must die, + I will encounter darkness as a bride---- + +Look here, Martini, you and I are talking nonsense." + +"You are, certainly," said Martini gruffly. + +"Yes, and so are you. For Heaven's sake, don't let's go in for romantic +self-sacrifice, like Don Carlos and Marquis Posa. This is the nineteenth +century; and if it's my business to die, I have got to do it." + +"And if it's my business to live, I have got to do that, I suppose. +You're the lucky one, Rivarez." + +"Yes," the Gadfly assented laconically; "I was always lucky." + +They smoked in silence for a few minutes, and then began to talk of +business details. When Gemma came up to call them to dinner, neither of +them betrayed in face or manner that their conversation had been in any +way unusual. After dinner they sat discussing plans and making necessary +arrangements till eleven o'clock, when Martini rose and took his hat. + +"I will go home and fetch that riding-cloak of mine, Rivarez. I think +you will be less recognizable in it than in your light suit. I want to +reconnoitre a bit, too, and make sure there are no spies about before we +start." + +"Are you coming with me to the barrier?" + +"Yes; it's safer to have four eyes than two in case of anyone following +you. I'll be back by twelve. Be sure you don't start without me. I had +better take the key, Gemma, so as not to wake anyone by ringing." + +She raised her eyes to his face as he took the keys. She understood that +he had invented a pretext in order to leave her alone with the Gadfly. + +"You and I will talk to-morrow," she said. "We shall have time in the +morning, when my packing is finished." + +"Oh, yes! Plenty of time. There are two or three little things I want +to ask you about, Rivarez; but we can talk them over on our way to the +barrier. You had better send Katie to bed, Gemma; and be as quiet as you +can, both of you. Good-bye till twelve, then." + +He went away with a little nod and smile, banging the door after him to +let the neighbours hear that Signora Bolla's visitor was gone. + +Gemma went out into the kitchen to say good-night to Katie, and came +back with black coffee on a tray. + +"Would you like to lie down a bit?" she said. "You won't have any sleep +the rest of the night." + +"Oh, dear no! I shall sleep at San Lorenzo while the men are getting my +disguise ready." + +"Then have some coffee. Wait a minute; I will get you out the biscuits." + +As she knelt down at the side-board he suddenly stooped over her +shoulder. + +"Whatever have you got there? Chocolate creams and English toffee! Why, +this is l-luxury for a king!" + +She looked up, smiling faintly at his enthusiastic tone. + +"Are you fond of sweets? I always keep them for Cesare; he is a perfect +baby over any kind of lollipops." + +"R-r-really? Well, you must get him s-some more to-morrow and give me +these to take with me. No, let me p-p-put the toffee in my pocket; it +will console me for all the lost joys of life. I d-do hope they'll give +me a bit of toffee to suck the day I'm hanged." + +"Oh, do let me find a cardboard box for it, at least, before you put it +in your pocket! You will be so sticky! Shall I put the chocolates in, +too?" + +"No, I want to eat them now, with you." + +"But I don't like chocolate, and I want you to come and sit down like +a reasonable human being. We very likely shan't have another chance to +talk quietly before one or other of us is killed, and------" + +"She d-d-doesn't like chocolate!" he murmured under his breath. "Then +I must be greedy all by myself. This is a case of the hangman's supper, +isn't it? You are going to humour all my whims to-night. First of all, I +want you to sit on this easy-chair, and, as you said I might lie down, I +shall lie here and be comfortable." + +He threw himself down on the rug at her feet, leaning his elbow on the +chair and looking up into her face. + +"How pale you are!" he said. "That's because you take life sadly, and +don't like chocolate----" + +"Do be serious for just five minutes! After all, it is a matter of life +and death." + +"Not even for two minutes, dear; neither life nor death is worth it." + +He had taken hold of both her hands and was stroking them with the tips +of his fingers. + +"Don't look so grave, Minerva! You'll make me cry in a minute, and +then you'll be sorry. I do wish you'd smile again; you have such a +d-delightfully unexpected smile. There now, don't scold me, dear! Let us +eat our biscuits together, like two good children, without quarrelling +over them--for to-morrow we die." + +He took a sweet biscuit from the plate and carefully halved it, breaking +the sugar ornament down the middle with scrupulous exactness. + +"This is a kind of sacrament, like what the goody-goody people have in +church. 'Take, eat; this is my body.' And we must d-drink the wine +out of the s-s-same glass, you know--yes, that is right. 'Do this in +remembrance----'" + +She put down the glass. + +"Don't!" she said, with almost a sob. He looked up, and took her hands +again. + +"Hush, then! Let us be quiet for a little bit. When one of us dies, the +other will remember this. We will forget this loud, insistent world that +howls about our ears; we will go away together, hand in hand; we will +go away into the secret halls of death, and lie among the poppy-flowers. +Hush! We will be quite still." + +He laid his head down against her knee and covered his face. In the +silence she bent over him, her hand on the black head. So the time +slipped on and on; and they neither moved nor spoke. + +"Dear, it is almost twelve," she said at last. He raised his head. + +"We have only a few minutes more; Martini will be back presently. +Perhaps we shall never see each other again. Have you nothing to say to +me?" + +He slowly rose and walked away to the other side of the room. There was +a moment's silence. + +"I have one thing to say," he began in a hardly audible voice; "one +thing--to tell you----" + +He stopped and sat down by the window, hiding his face in both hands. + +"You have been a long time deciding to be merciful," she said softly. + +"I have not seen much mercy in my life; and I thought--at first--you +wouldn't care----" + +"You don't think that now." + +She waited a moment for him to speak and then crossed the room and stood +beside him. + +"Tell me the truth at last," she whispered. "Think, if you are killed +and I not--I should have to go through all my life and never know--never +be quite sure----" + +He took her hands and clasped them tightly. + +"If I am killed---- You see, when I went to South America---- Ah, +Martini!" + +He broke away with a violent start and threw open the door of the room. +Martini was rubbing his boots on the mat. + +"Punctual to the m-m-minute, as usual! You're an an-n-nimated +chronometer, Martini. Is that the r-r-riding-cloak?" + +"Yes; and two or three other things. I have kept them as dry as I could, +but it's pouring with rain. You will have a most uncomfortable ride, I'm +afraid." + +"Oh, that's no matter. Is the street clear?" + +"Yes; all the spies seem to have gone to bed. I don't much wonder +either, on such a villainous night. Is that coffee, Gemma? He ought to +have something hot before he goes out into the wet, or he will catch +cold." + +"It is black coffee, and very strong. I will boil some milk." + +She went into the kitchen, passionately clenching her teeth and hands to +keep from breaking down. When she returned with the milk the Gadfly +had put on the riding-cloak and was fastening the leather gaiters which +Martini had brought. He drank a cup of coffee, standing, and took up the +broad-brimmed riding hat. + +"I think it's time to start, Martini; we must make a round before we go +to the barrier, in case of anything. Good-bye, for the present, signora; +I shall meet you at Forli on Friday, then, unless anything special turns +up. Wait a minute; th-this is the address." + +He tore a leaf out of his pocket-book and wrote a few words in pencil. + +"I have it already," she said in a dull, quiet voice. + +"H-have you? Well, there it is, anyway. Come, Martini. Sh-sh-sh! Don't +let the door creak!" + +They crept softly downstairs. When the street door clicked behind them +she went back into the room and mechanically unfolded the paper he had +put into her hand. Underneath the address was written: + +"I will tell you everything there." + + + +CHAPTER II. + +IT was market-day in Brisighella, and the country folk had come in from +the villages and hamlets of the district with their pigs and poultry, +their dairy produce and droves of half-wild mountain cattle. The +market-place was thronged with a perpetually shifting crowd, laughing, +joking, bargaining for dried figs, cheap cakes, and sunflower seeds. The +brown, bare-footed children sprawled, face downward, on the pavement in +the hot sun, while their mothers sat under the trees with their baskets +of butter and eggs. + +Monsignor Montanelli, coming out to wish the people "Good-morning," was +at once surrounded by a clamourous throng of children, holding up for +his acceptance great bunches of irises and scarlet poppies and sweet +white narcissus from the mountain slopes. His passion for wild flowers +was affectionately tolerated by the people, as one of the little follies +which sit gracefully on very wise men. If anyone less universally +beloved had filled his house with weeds and grasses they would have +laughed at him; but the "blessed Cardinal" could afford a few harmless +eccentricities. + +"Well, Mariuccia," he said, stopping to pat one of the children on the +head; "you have grown since I saw you last. And how is the grandmother's +rheumatism?" + +"She's been better lately, Your Eminence; but mother's bad now." + +"I'm sorry to hear that; tell the mother to come down here some day and +see whether Dr. Giordani can do anything for her. I will find somewhere +to put her up; perhaps the change will do her good. You are looking +better, Luigi; how are your eyes?" + +He passed on, chatting with the mountaineers. He always remembered +the names and ages of the children, their troubles and those of their +parents; and would stop to inquire, with sympathetic interest, for the +health of the cow that fell sick at Christmas, or of the rag-doll that +was crushed under a cart-wheel last market-day. + +When he returned to the palace the marketing began. A lame man in a blue +shirt, with a shock of black hair hanging into his eyes and a deep scar +across the left cheek, lounged up to one of the booths and, in very bad +Italian, asked for a drink of lemonade. + +"You're not from these parts," said the woman who poured it out, +glancing up at him. + +"No. I come from Corsica." + +"Looking for work?" + +"Yes; it will be hay-cutting time soon, and a gentleman that has a farm +near Ravenna came across to Bastia the other day and told me there's +plenty of work to be got there." + +"I hope you'll find it so, I'm sure, but times are bad hereabouts." + +"They're worse in Corsica, mother. I don't know what we poor folk are +coming to." + +"Have you come over alone?" + +"No, my mate is with me; there he is, in the red shirt. Hola, Paolo!" + +Michele hearing himself called, came lounging up with his hands in his +pockets. He made a fairly good Corsican, in spite of the red wig which +he had put on to render himself unrecognizable. As for the Gadfly, he +looked his part to perfection. + +They sauntered through the market-place together, Michele whistling +between his teeth, and the Gadfly trudging along with a bundle over his +shoulder, shuffling his feet on the ground to render his lameness +less observable. They were waiting for an emissary, to whom important +directions had to be given. + +"There's Marcone, on horseback, at that corner," Michele whispered +suddenly. The Gadfly, still carrying his bundle, shuffled towards the +horseman. + +"Do you happen to be wanting a hay-maker, sir?" he said, touching his +ragged cap and running one finger along the bridle. It was the signal +agreed upon, and the rider, who from his appearance might have been a +country squire's bailiff, dismounted and threw the reins on the horse's +neck. + +"What sort of work can you do, my man?" + +The Gadfly fumbled with his cap. + +"I can cut grass, sir, and trim hedges"--he began; and without any break +in his voice, went straight on: "At one in the morning at the mouth of +the round cave. You must have two good horses and a cart. I shall be +waiting inside the cave---- And then I can dig, sir, and----" + +"That will do, I only want a grass-cutter. Have you ever been out +before?" + +"Once, sir. Mind, you must come well-armed; we may meet a flying +squadron. Don't go by the wood-path; you're safer on the other side. If +you meet a spy, don't stop to argue with him; fire at once---- I should +be very glad of work, sir." + +"Yes, I dare say, but I want an experienced grass-cutter. No, I haven't +got any coppers to-day." + +A very ragged beggar had slouched up to them, with a doleful, monotonous +whine. + +"Have pity on a poor blind man, in the name of the Blessed Virgin------ +Get out of this place at once; there's a flying squadron coming +along----Most Holy Queen of Heaven, Maiden undefiled--It's you they're +after, Rivarez; they'll be here in two minutes---- And so may the saints +reward you---- You'll have to make a dash for it; there are spies at all +the corners. It's no use trying to slip away without being seen." + +Marcone slipped the reins into the Gadfly's hand. + +"Make haste! Ride out to the bridge and let the horse go; you can hide +in the ravine. We're all armed; we can keep them back for ten minutes." + +"No. I won't have you fellows taken. Stand together, all of you, and +fire after me in order. Move up towards our horses; there they are, +tethered by the palace steps; and have your knives ready. We retreat +fighting, and when I throw my cap down, cut the halters and jump every +man on the nearest horse. We may all reach the wood that way." + +They had spoken in so quiet an undertone that even the nearest +bystanders had not supposed their conversation to refer to anything +more dangerous than grass-cutting. Marcone, leading his own mare by the +bridle, walked towards the tethered horses, the Gadfly slouching along +beside him, and the beggar following them with an outstretched hand and +a persistent whine. Michele came up whistling; the beggar had warned him +in passing, and he quietly handed on the news to three countrymen who +were eating raw onions under a tree. They immediately rose and followed +him; and before anyone's notice had been attracted to them, the whole +seven were standing together by the steps of the palace, each man with +one hand on the hidden pistol, and the tethered horses within easy +reach. + +"Don't betray yourselves till I move," the Gadfly said softly and +clearly. "They may not recognize us. When I fire, then begin in order. +Don't fire at the men; lame their horses--then they can't follow us. +Three of you fire, while the other three reload. If anyone comes between +you and our horses, kill him. I take the roan. When I throw down my cap, +each man for himself; don't stop for anything." + +"Here they come," said Michele; and the Gadfly turned round, with an air +of naive and stupid wonder, as the people suddenly broke off in their +bargaining. + +Fifteen armed men rode slowly into the marketplace. They had great +difficulty to get past the throng of people at all, and, but for the +spies at the corners of the square, all the seven conspirators could +have slipped quietly away while the attention of the crowd was fixed +upon the soldiers. Michele moved a little closer to the Gadfly. + +"Couldn't we get away now?" + +"No; we're surrounded with spies, and one of them has recognized me. He +has just sent a man to tell the captain where I am. Our only chance is +to lame their horses." + +"Which is the spy?" + +"The first man I fire at. Are you all ready? They have made a lane to +us; they are going to come with a rush." + +"Out of the way there!" shouted the captain. "In the name of His +Holiness!" + +The crowd had drawn back, startled and wondering; and the soldiers made +a quick dash towards the little group standing by the palace steps. The +Gadfly drew a pistol from his blouse and fired, not at the advancing +troops, but at the spy, who was approaching the horses, and who fell +back with a broken collar-bone. Immediately after the report, six more +shots were fired in quick succession, as the conspirators moved steadily +closer to the tethered horses. + +One of the cavalry horses stumbled and plunged; another fell to +the ground with a fearful cry. Then, through the shrieking of the +panic-stricken people, came the loud, imperious voice of the officer in +command, who had risen in the stirrups and was holding a sword above his +head. + +"This way, men!" + +He swayed in the saddle and sank back; the Gadfly had fired again +with his deadly aim. A little stream of blood was trickling down the +captain's uniform; but he steadied himself with a violent effort, and, +clutching at his horse's mane, cried out fiercely: + +"Kill that lame devil if you can't take him alive! It's Rivarez!" + +"Another pistol, quick!" the Gadfly called to his men; "and go!" + +He flung down his cap. It was only just in time, for the swords of the +now infuriated soldiers were flashing close in front of him. + +"Put down your weapons, all of you!" + +Cardinal Montanelli had stepped suddenly between the combatants; and one +of the soldiers cried out in a voice sharp with terror: + +"Your Eminence! My God, you'll be murdered!" + +Montanelli only moved a step nearer, and faced the Gadfly's pistol. + +Five of the conspirators were already on horseback and dashing up the +hilly street. Marcone sprang on to the back of his mare. In the moment +of riding away, he glanced back to see whether his leader was in need of +help. The roan was close at hand, and in another instant all would have +been safe; but as the figure in the scarlet cassock stepped forward, +the Gadfly suddenly wavered and the hand with the pistol sank down. +The instant decided everything. Immediately he was surrounded and flung +violently to the ground, and the weapon was dashed out of his hand by a +blow from the flat of a soldier's sword. Marcone struck his mare's flank +with the stirrup; the hoofs of the cavalry horses were thundering up the +hill behind him; and it would have been worse than useless to stay and +be taken too. Turning in the saddle as he galloped away, to fire a last +shot in the teeth of the nearest pursuer, he saw the Gadfly, with blood +on his face, trampled under the feet of horses and soldiers and spies; +and heard the savage curses of the captors, the yells of triumph and +rage. + +Montanelli did not notice what had happened; he had moved away from the +steps, and was trying to calm the terrified people. Presently, as he +stooped over the wounded spy, a startled movement of the crowd made him +look up. The soldiers were crossing the square, dragging their prisoner +after them by the rope with which his hands were tied. His face was +livid with pain and exhaustion, and he panted fearfully for breath; but +he looked round at the Cardinal, smiling with white lips, and whispered: + +"I c-cong-gratulate your Eminence." + + ***** + +Five days later Martini reached Forli. He had received from Gemma by +post a bundle of printed circulars, the signal agreed upon in case +of his being needed in any special emergency; and, remembering the +conversation on the terrace, he guessed the truth at once. All through +the journey he kept repeating to himself that there was no reason for +supposing anything to have happened to the Gadfly, and that it was +absurd to attach any importance to the childish superstitions of so +nervous and fanciful a person; but the more he reasoned with himself +against the idea, the more firmly did it take possession of his mind. + +"I have guessed what it is: Rivarez is taken, of course?" he said, as he +came into Gemma's room. + +"He was arrested last Thursday, at Brisighella. He defended himself +desperately and wounded the captain of the squadron and a spy." + +"Armed resistance; that's bad!" + +"It makes no difference; he was too deeply compromised already for a +pistol-shot more or less to affect his position much." + +"What do you think they are going to do with him?" + +She grew a shade paler even than before. + +"I think," she said; "that we must not wait to find out what they mean +to do." + +"You think we shall be able to effect a rescue?" + +"We MUST." + +He turned away and began to whistle, with his hands behind his back. +Gemma let him think undisturbed. She was sitting still, leaning her head +against the back of the chair, and looking out into vague distance with +a fixed and tragic absorption. When her face wore that expression, it +had a look of Durer's "Melancolia." + +"Have you seen him?" Martini asked, stopping for a moment in his tramp. + +"No; he was to have met me here the next morning." + +"Yes, I remember. Where is he?" + +"In the fortress; very strictly guarded, and, they say, in chains." + +He made a gesture of indifference. + +"Oh, that's no matter; a good file will get rid of any number of chains. +If only he isn't wounded----" + +"He seems to have been slightly hurt, but exactly how much we don't +know. I think you had better hear the account of it from Michele +himself; he was present at the arrest." + +"How does he come not to have been taken too? Did he run away and leave +Rivarez in the lurch?" + +"It's not his fault; he fought as long as anybody did, and followed the +directions given him to the letter. For that matter, so did they all. +The only person who seems to have forgotten, or somehow made a mistake +at the last minute, is Rivarez himself. There's something inexplicable +about it altogether. Wait a moment; I will call Michele." + +She went out of the room, and presently came back with Michele and a +broad-shouldered mountaineer. + +"This is Marco," she said. "You have heard of him; he is one of the +smugglers. He has just got here, and perhaps will be able to tell us +more. Michele, this is Cesare Martini, that I spoke to you about. Will +you tell him what happened, as far as you saw it?" + +Michele gave a short account of the skirmish with the squadron. + +"I can't understand how it happened," he concluded. "Not one of us would +have left him if we had thought he would be taken; but his directions +were quite precise, and it never occurred to us, when he threw down his +cap, that he would wait to let them surround him. He was close beside +the roan--I saw him cut the tether--and I handed him a loaded pistol +myself before I mounted. The only thing I can suppose is that he missed +his footing,--being lame,--in trying to mount. But even then, he could +have fired." + +"No, it wasn't that," Marcone interposed. "He didn't attempt to mount. +I was the last one to go, because my mare shied at the firing; and I +looked round to see whether he was safe. He would have got off clear if +it hadn't been for the Cardinal." + +"Ah!" Gemma exclaimed softly; and Martini repeated in amazement: "The +Cardinal?" + +"Yes; he threw himself in front of the pistol--confound him! I suppose +Rivarez must have been startled, for he dropped his pistol-hand and put +the other one up like this"--laying the back of his left wrist across +his eyes--"and of course they all rushed on him." + +"I can't make that out," said Michele. "It's not like Rivarez to lose +his head at a crisis." + +"Probably he lowered his pistol for fear of killing an unarmed man," +Martini put in. Michele shrugged his shoulders. + +"Unarmed men shouldn't poke their noses into the middle of a fight. +War is war. If Rivarez had put a bullet into His Eminence, instead of +letting himself be caught like a tame rabbit, there'd be one honest man +the more and one priest the less." + +He turned away, biting his moustache. His anger was very near to +breaking down in tears. + +"Anyway," said Martini, "the thing's done, and there's no use wasting +time in discussing how it happened. The question now is how we're to +arrange an escape for him. I suppose you're all willing to risk it?" + +Michele did not even condescend to answer the superfluous question, +and the smuggler only remarked with a little laugh: "I'd shoot my own +brother, if he weren't willing." + +"Very well, then---- First thing; have you got a plan of the fortress?" + +Gemma unlocked a drawer and took out several sheets of paper. + +"I have made out all the plans. Here is the ground floor of the +fortress; here are the upper and lower stories of the towers, and here +the plan of the ramparts. These are the roads leading to the valley, +and here are the paths and hiding-places in the mountains, and the +underground passages." + +"Do you know which of the towers he is in?" + +"The east one, in the round room with the grated window. I have marked +it on the plan." + +"How did you get your information?" + +"From a man nicknamed 'The Cricket,' a soldier of the guard. He is +cousin to one of our men--Gino." + +"You have been quick about it." + +"There's no time to lose. Gino went into Brisighella at once; and some +of the plans we already had. That list of hiding-places was made by +Rivarez himself; you can see by the handwriting." + +"What sort of men are the soldiers of the guard?" + +"That we have not been able to find out yet; the Cricket has only just +come to the place, and knows nothing about the other men." + +"We must find out from Gino what the Cricket himself is like. Is +anything known of the government's intentions? Is Rivarez likely to be +tried in Brisighella or taken in to Ravenna?" + +"That we don't know. Ravenna, of course, is the chief town of the +Legation and by law cases of importance can be tried only there, in the +Tribunal of First Instance. But law doesn't count for much in the Four +Legations; it depends on the personal fancy of anybody who happens to be +in power." + +"They won't take him in to Ravenna," Michele interposed. + +"What makes you think so?" + +"I am sure of it. Colonel Ferrari, the military Governor at Brisighella, +is uncle to the officer that Rivarez wounded; he's a vindictive sort of +brute and won't give up a chance to spite an enemy." + +"You think he will try to keep Rivarez here?" + +"I think he will try to get him hanged." + +Martini glanced quickly at Gemma. She was very pale, but her face had +not changed at the words. Evidently the idea was no new one to her. + +"He can hardly do that without some formality," she said quietly; "but +he might possibly get up a court-martial on some pretext or other, and +justify himself afterwards by saying that the peace of the town required +it." + +"But what about the Cardinal? Would he consent to things of that kind?" + +"He has no jurisdiction in military affairs." + +"No, but he has great influence. Surely the Governor would not venture +on such a step without his consent?" + +"He'll never get that," Marcone interrupted. "Montanelli was always +against the military commissions, and everything of the kind. So long +as they keep him in Brisighella nothing serious can happen; the Cardinal +will always take the part of any prisoner. What I am afraid of is their +taking him to Ravenna. Once there, he's lost." + +"We shouldn't let him get there," said Michele. "We could manage a +rescue on the road; but to get him out of the fortress here is another +matter." + +"I think," said Gemma; "that it would be quite useless to wait for the +chance of his being transferred to Ravenna. We must make the attempt at +Brisighella, and we have no time to lose. Cesare, you and I had better +go over the plan of the fortress together, and see whether we can +think out anything. I have an idea in my head, but I can't get over one +point." + +"Come, Marcone," said Michele, rising; "we will leave them to think out +their scheme. I have to go across to Fognano this afternoon, and I want +you to come with me. Vincenzo hasn't sent those cartridges, and they +ought to have been here yesterday." + +When the two men had gone, Martini went up to Gemma and silently held +out his hand. She let her fingers lie in his for a moment. + +"You were always a good friend, Cesare," she said at last; "and a very +present help in trouble. And now let us discuss plans." + + + +CHAPTER III. + +"AND I once more most earnestly assure Your Eminence that your refusal +is endangering the peace of the town." + +The Governor tried to preserve the respectful tone due to a high +dignitary of the Church; but there was audible irritation in his voice. +His liver was out of order, his wife was running up heavy bills, and +his temper had been sorely tried during the last three weeks. A sullen, +disaffected populace, whose dangerous mood grew daily more apparent; a +district honeycombed with plots and bristling with hidden weapons; an +inefficient garrison, of whose loyalty he was more than doubtful, and +a Cardinal whom he had pathetically described to his adjutant as the +"incarnation of immaculate pig-headedness," had already reduced him +to the verge of desperation. Now he was saddled with the Gadfly, an +animated quintessence of the spirit of mischief. + +Having begun by disabling both the Governor's favourite nephew and +his most valuable spy, the "crooked Spanish devil" had followed up his +exploits in the market-place by suborning the guards, browbeating the +interrogating officers, and "turning the prison into a bear-garden." +He had now been three weeks in the fortress, and the authorities of +Brisighella were heartily sick of their bargain. They had subjected +him to interrogation upon interrogation; and after employing, to obtain +admissions from him, every device of threat, persuasion, and stratagem +which their ingenuity could suggest, remained just as wise as on the +day of his capture. They had begun to realize that it would perhaps have +been better to send him into Ravenna at once. It was, however, too late +to rectify the mistake. The Governor, when sending in to the Legate his +report of the arrest, had begged, as a special favour, permission to +superintend personally the investigation of this case; and, his request +having been graciously acceded to, he could not now withdraw without a +humiliating confession that he was overmatched. + +The idea of settling the difficulty by a courtmartial had, as Gemma and +Michele had foreseen, presented itself to him as the only satisfactory +solution; and Cardinal Montanelli's stubborn refusal to countenance this +was the last drop which made the cup of his vexations overflow. + +"I think," he said, "that if Your Eminence knew what I and my assistants +have put up with from this man you would feel differently about the +matter. I fully understand and respect the conscientious objection to +irregularities in judicial proceedings; but this is an exceptional case +and calls for exceptional measures." + +"There is no case," Montanelli answered, "which calls for injustice; and +to condemn a civilian by the judgment of a secret military tribunal is +both unjust and illegal." + +"The case amounts to this, Your Eminence: The prisoner is manifestly +guilty of several capital crimes. He joined the infamous attempt of +Savigno, and the military commission nominated by Monsignor Spinola +would certainly have had him shot or sent to the galleys then, had +he not succeeded in escaping to Tuscany. Since that time he has never +ceased plotting. He is known to be an influential member of one of the +most pestilent secret societies in the country. He is gravely suspected +of having consented to, if not inspired, the assassination of no less +than three confidential police agents. He has been caught--one might +almost say--in the act of smuggling firearms into the Legation. He +has offered armed resistance to authority and seriously wounded two +officials in the discharge of their duty, and he is now a standing +menace to the peace and order of the town. Surely, in such a case, a +court-martial is justifiable." + +"Whatever the man has done," Montanelli replied, "he has the right to be +judged according to law." + +"The ordinary course of law involves delay, Your Eminence, and in this +case every moment is precious. Besides everything else, I am in constant +terror of his escaping." + +"If there is any danger of that, it rests with you to guard him more +closely." + +"I do my best, Your Eminence, but I am dependent upon the prison staff, +and the man seems to have bewitched them all. I have changed the guard +four times within three weeks; I have punished the soldiers till I am +tired of it, and nothing is of any use. I can't prevent their carrying +letters backwards and forwards. The fools are in love with him as if he +were a woman." + +"That is very curious. There must be something remarkable about him." + +"There's a remarkable amount of devilry--I beg pardon, Your Eminence, +but really this man is enough to try the patience of a saint. It's +hardly credible, but I have to conduct all the interrogations myself, +for the regular officer cannot stand it any longer." + +"How is that?" + +"It's difficult to explain. Your Eminence, but you would understand if +you had once heard the way he goes on. One might think the interrogating +officer were the criminal and he the judge." + +"But what is there so terrible that he can do? He can refuse to answer +your questions, of course; but he has no weapon except silence." + +"And a tongue like a razor. We are all mortal, Your Eminence, and most +of us have made mistakes in our time that we don't want published on the +house-tops. That's only human nature, and it's hard on a man to have his +little slips of twenty years ago raked up and thrown in his teeth----" + +"Has Rivarez brought up some personal secret of the interrogating +officer?" + +"Well, really--the poor fellow got into debt when he was a cavalry +officer, and borrowed a little sum from the regimental funds----" + +"Stole public money that had been intrusted to him, in fact?" + +"Of course it was very wrong, Your Eminence; but his friends paid +it back at once, and the affair was hushed up,--he comes of a good +family,--and ever since then he has been irreproachable. How Rivarez +found out about it I can't conceive; but the first thing he did at +interrogation was to bring up this old scandal--before the subaltern, +too! And with as innocent a face as if he were saying his prayers! Of +course the story's all over the Legation by now. If Your Eminence +would only be present at one of the interrogations, I am sure you would +realize---- He needn't know anything about it. You might overhear him +from------" + +Montanelli turned round and looked at the Governor with an expression +which his face did not often wear. + +"I am a minister of religion," he said; "not a police-spy; and +eavesdropping forms no part of my professional duties." + +"I--I didn't mean to give offence------" + +"I think we shall not get any good out of discussing this question +further. If you will send the prisoner here, I will have a talk with +him." + +"I venture very respectfully to advise Your Eminence not to attempt it. +The man is perfectly incorrigible. It would be both safer and wiser to +overstep the letter of the law for this once, and get rid of him before +he does any more mischief. It is with great diffidence that I venture +to press the point after what Your Eminence has said; but after all I am +responsible to Monsignor the Legate for the order of the town------" + +"And I," Montanelli interrupted, "am responsible to God and His Holiness +that there shall be no underhand dealing in my diocese. Since you +press me in the matter, colonel, I take my stand upon my privilege +as Cardinal. I will not allow a secret court-martial in this town +in peace-time. I will receive the prisoner here, and alone, at ten +to-morrow morning." + +"As Your Eminence pleases," the Governor replied with sulky +respectfulness; and went away, grumbling to himself: "They're about a +pair, as far as obstinacy goes." + +He told no one of the approaching interview till it was actually time to +knock off the prisoner's chains and start for the palace. It was quite +enough, as he remarked to his wounded nephew, to have this Most Eminent +son of Balaam's ass laying down the law, without running any risk of the +soldiers plotting with Rivarez and his friends to effect an escape on +the way. + +When the Gadfly, strongly guarded, entered the room where Montanelli was +writing at a table covered with papers, a sudden recollection came +over him, of a hot midsummer afternoon when he had sat turning over +manuscript sermons in a study much like this. The shutters had been +closed, as they were here, to keep out the heat, and a fruitseller's +voice outside had called: "Fragola! Fragola!" + +He shook the hair angrily back from his eyes and set his mouth in a +smile. + +Montanelli looked up from his papers. + +"You can wait in the hall," he said to the guards. + +"May it please Your Eminence," began the sergeant, in a lowered voice +and with evident nervousness, "the colonel thinks that this prisoner is +dangerous and that it would be better------" + +A sudden flash came into Montanelli's eyes. + +"You can wait in the hall," he repeated quietly; and the sergeant, +saluting and stammering excuses with a frightened face, left the room +with his men. + +"Sit down, please," said the Cardinal, when the door was shut. The +Gadfly obeyed in silence. + +"Signor Rivarez," Montanelli began after a pause, "I wish to ask you a +few questions, and shall be very much obliged to you if you will answer +them." + +The Gadfly smiled. "My ch-ch-chief occupation at p-p-present is to be +asked questions." + +"And--not to answer them? So I have heard; but these questions are put +by officials who are investigating your case and whose duty is to use +your answers as evidence." + +"And th-those of Your Eminence?" There was a covert insult in the tone +more than in the words, and the Cardinal understood it at once; but his +face did not lose its grave sweetness of expression. + +"Mine," he said, "whether you answer them or not, will remain between +you and me. If they should trench upon your political secrets, of course +you will not answer. Otherwise, though we are complete strangers to each +other, I hope that you will do so, as a personal favour to me." + +"I am ent-t-tirely at the service of Your Eminence." He said it with a +little bow, and a face that would have taken the heart to ask favours +out of the daughters of the horse-leech. + +"First, then, you are said to have been smuggling firearms into this +district. What are they wanted for?" + +"T-t-to k-k-kill rats with." + +"That is a terrible answer. Are all your fellow-men rats in your eyes if +they cannot think as you do?" + +"S-s-some of them." + +Montanelli leaned back in his chair and looked at him in silence for a +little while. + +"What is that on your hand?" he asked suddenly. + +The Gadfly glanced at his left hand. "Old m-m-marks from the teeth of +some of the rats." + +"Excuse me; I was speaking of the other hand. That is a fresh hurt." + +The slender, flexible right hand was badly cut and grazed. The Gadfly +held it up. The wrist was swollen, and across it ran a deep and long +black bruise. + +"It is a m-m-mere trifle, as you see," he said. "When I was arrested the +other day,--thanks to Your Eminence,"--he made another little bow,--"one +of the soldiers stamped on it." + +Montanelli took the wrist and examined it closely. "How does it come +to be in such a state now, after three weeks?" he asked. "It is all +inflamed." + +"Possibly the p-p-pressure of the iron has not done it much good." + +The Cardinal looked up with a frown. + +"Have they been putting irons on a fresh wound?" + +"N-n-naturally, Your Eminence; that is what fresh wounds are for. Old +wounds are not much use. They will only ache; you c-c-can't make them +burn properly." + +Montanelli looked at him again in the same close, scrutinizing way; then +rose and opened a drawer full of surgical appliances. + +"Give me the hand," he said. + +The Gadfly, with a face as hard as beaten iron, held out the hand, +and Montanelli, after bathing the injured place, gently bandaged it. +Evidently he was accustomed to such work. + +"I will speak about the irons," he said. "And now I want to ask you +another question: What do you propose to do?" + +"Th-th-that is very simply answered, Your Eminence. To escape if I can, +and if I can't, to die." + +"Why 'to die'?" + +"Because if the Governor doesn't succeed in getting me shot, I shall be +sent to the galleys, and for me that c-c-comes to the same thing. I have +not got the health to live through it." + +Montanelli rested his arm on the table and pondered silently. The Gadfly +did not disturb him. He was leaning back with half-shut eyes, lazily +enjoying the delicious physical sensation of relief from the chains. + +"Supposing," Montanelli began again, "that you were to succeed in +escaping; what should you do with your life?" + +"I have already told Your Eminence; I should k-k-kill rats." + +"You would kill rats. That is to say, that if I were to let you escape +from here now,--supposing I had the power to do so,--you would use your +freedom to foster violence and bloodshed instead of preventing them?" + +The Gadfly raised his eyes to the crucifix on the wall. "'Not peace, +but a sword';--at l-least I should be in good company. For my own part, +though, I prefer pistols." + +"Signor Rivarez," said the Cardinal with unruffled composure, "I have +not insulted you as yet, or spoken slightingly of your beliefs or +friends. May I not expect the same courtesy from you, or do you wish me +to suppose that an atheist cannot be a gentleman?" + +"Ah, I q-quite forgot. Your Eminence places courtesy high among the +Christian virtues. I remember your sermon in Florence, on the occasion +of my c-controversy with your anonymous defender." + +"That is one of the subjects about which I wished to speak to you. Would +you mind explaining to me the reason of the peculiar bitterness you seem +to feel against me? If you have simply picked me out as a convenient +target, that is another matter. Your methods of political controversy +are your own affair, and we are not discussing politics now. But I +fancied at the time that there was some personal animosity towards me; +and if so, I should be glad to know whether I have ever done you wrong +or in any way given you cause for such a feeling." + +Ever done him wrong! The Gadfly put up the bandaged hand to his throat. +"I must refer Your Eminence to Shakspere," he said with a little laugh. +"It's as with the man who can't endure a harmless, necessary cat. My +antipathy is a priest. The sight of the cassock makes my t-t-teeth +ache." + +"Oh, if it is only that----" Montanelli dismissed the subject with an +indifferent gesture. + +"Still," he added, "abuse is one thing and perversion of fact is +another. When you stated, in answer to my sermon, that I knew the +identity of the anonymous writer, you made a mistake,--I do not accuse +you of wilful falsehood,--and stated what was untrue. I am to this day +quite ignorant of his name." + +The Gadfly put his head on one side, like an intelligent robin, looked +at him for a moment gravely, then suddenly threw himself back and burst +into a peal of laughter. + +"S-s-sancta simplicitas! Oh, you, sweet, innocent, Arcadian people--and +you never guessed! You n-never saw the cloven hoof?" + +Montanelli stood up. "Am I to understand, Signor Rivarez, that you wrote +both sides of the controversy yourself?" + +"It was a shame, I know," the Gadfly answered, looking up with wide, +innocent blue eyes. "And you s-s-swallowed everything whole; just as if +it had been an oyster. It was very wrong; but oh, it w-w-was so funny!" + +Montanelli bit his lip and sat down again. He had realized from the +first that the Gadfly was trying to make him lose his temper, and had +resolved to keep it whatever happened; but he was beginning to find +excuses for the Governor's exasperation. A man who had been spending two +hours a day for the last three weeks in interrogating the Gadfly might +be pardoned an occasional swear-word. + +"We will drop that subject," he said quietly. "What I wanted to see you +for particularly is this: My position here as Cardinal gives me some +voice, if I choose to claim my privilege, in the question of what is +to be done with you. The only use to which I should ever put such a +privilege would be to interfere in case of any violence to you which was +not necessary to prevent you from doing violence to others. I sent for +you, therefore, partly in order to ask whether you have anything to +complain of,--I will see about the irons; but perhaps there is something +else,--and partly because I felt it right, before giving my opinion, to +see for myself what sort of man you are." + +"I have nothing to complain of, Your Eminence. 'A la guerre comme a la +guerre.' I am not a schoolboy, to expect any government to pat me on the +head for s-s-smuggling firearms onto its territory. It's only natural +that they should hit as hard as they can. As for what sort of man I am, +you have had a romantic confession of my sins once. Is not that enough; +or w-w-would you like me to begin again?" + +"I don't understand you," Montanelli said coldly, taking up a pencil and +twisting it between his fingers. + +"Surely Your Eminence has not forgotten old Diego, the pilgrim?" +He suddenly changed his voice and began to speak as Diego: "I am a +miserable sinner------" + +The pencil snapped in Montanelli's hand. "That is too much!" he said. + +The Gadfly leaned his head back with a soft little laugh, and sat +watching while the Cardinal paced silently up and down the room. + +"Signor Rivarez," said Montanelli, stopping at last in front of him, +"you have done a thing to me that a man who was born of a woman should +hesitate to do to his worst enemy. You have stolen in upon my private +grief and have made for yourself a mock and a jest out of the sorrow +of a fellow-man. I once more beg you to tell me: Have I ever done you +wrong? And if not, why have you played this heartless trick on me?" + +The Gadfly, leaning back against the chair-cushions, looked up with his +subtle, chilling, inscrutable smile. + +"It am-m-mused me, Your Eminence; you took it all so much to heart, and +it rem-m-minded me--a little bit--of a variety show----" + +Montanelli, white to the very lips, turned away and rang the bell. + +"You can take back the prisoner," he said when the guards came in. + +After they had gone he sat down at the table, still trembling with +unaccustomed indignation, and took up a pile of reports which had been +sent in to him by the parish priests of his diocese. + +Presently he pushed them away, and, leaning on the table, hid his face +in both hands. The Gadfly seemed to have left some terrible shadow of +himself, some ghostly trail of his personality, to haunt the room; and +Montanelli sat trembling and cowering, not daring to look up lest he +should see the phantom presence that he knew was not there. The spectre +hardly amounted to a hallucination. It was a mere fancy of overwrought +nerves; but he was seized with an unutterable dread of its shadowy +presence--of the wounded hand, the smiling, cruel mouth, the mysterious +eyes, like deep sea water---- + +He shook off the fancy and settled to his work. All day long he had +scarcely a free moment, and the thing did not trouble him; but going +into his bedroom late at night, he stopped on the threshold with a +sudden shock of fear. What if he should see it in a dream? He recovered +himself immediately and knelt down before the crucifix to pray. + +But he lay awake the whole night through. + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +MONTANELLI'S anger did not make him neglectful of his promise. He +protested so emphatically against the manner in which the Gadfly had +been chained that the unfortunate Governor, who by now was at his wit's +end, knocked off all the fetters in the recklessness of despair. "How am +I to know," he grumbled to the adjutant, "what His Eminence will object +to next? If he calls a simple pair of handcuffs 'cruelty,' he'll be +exclaiming against the window-bars presently, or wanting me to feed +Rivarez on oysters and truffles. In my young days malefactors were +malefactors and were treated accordingly, and nobody thought a traitor +any better than a thief. But it's the fashion to be seditious nowadays; +and His Eminence seems inclined to encourage all the scoundrels in the +country." + +"I don't see what business he has got to interfere at all," the adjutant +remarked. "He is not a Legate and has no authority in civil and military +affairs. By law------" + +"What is the use of talking about law? You can't expect anyone to +respect laws after the Holy Father has opened the prisons and turned the +whole crew of Liberal scamps loose on us! It's a positive infatuation! +Of course Monsignor Montanelli will give himself airs; he was quiet +enough under His Holiness the late Pope, but he's cock of the walk now. +He has jumped into favour all at once and can do as he pleases. How am +I to oppose him? He may have secret authorization from the Vatican, for +all I know. Everything's topsy-turvy now; you can't tell from day to day +what may happen next. In the good old times one knew what to be at, but +nowadays------" + +The Governor shook his head ruefully. A world in which Cardinals +troubled themselves over trifles of prison discipline and talked about +the "rights" of political offenders was a world that was growing too +complex for him. + +The Gadfly, for his part, had returned to the fortress in a state of +nervous excitement bordering on hysteria. The meeting with Montanelli +had strained his endurance almost to breaking-point; and his final +brutality about the variety show had been uttered in sheer desperation, +merely to cut short an interview which, in another five minutes, would +have ended in tears. + +Called up for interrogation in the afternoon of the same day, he did +nothing but go into convulsions of laughter at every question put to +him; and when the Governor, worried out of all patience, lost his temper +and began to swear, he only laughed more immoderately than ever. +The unlucky Governor fumed and stormed and threatened his refractory +prisoner with impossible punishments; but finally came, as James Burton +had come long ago, to the conclusion that it was mere waste of breath +and temper to argue with a person in so unreasonable a state of mind. + +The Gadfly was once more taken back to his cell; and there lay down upon +the pallet, in the mood of black and hopeless depression which always +succeeded to his boisterous fits. He lay till evening without moving, +without even thinking; he had passed, after the vehement emotion of the +morning, into a strange, half-apathetic state, in which his own misery +was hardly more to him than a dull and mechanical weight, pressing on +some wooden thing that had forgotten to be a soul. In truth, it was of +little consequence how all ended; the one thing that mattered to any +sentient being was to be spared unbearable pain, and whether the relief +came from altered conditions or from the deadening of the power to +feel, was a question of no moment. Perhaps he would succeed in escaping; +perhaps they would kill him; in any case he should never see the Padre +again, and it was all vanity and vexation of spirit. + +One of the warders brought in supper, and the Gadfly looked up with +heavy-eyed indifference. + +"What time is it?" + +"Six o'clock. Your supper, sir." + +He looked with disgust at the stale, foul-smelling, half-cold mess, and +turned his head away. He was feeling bodily ill as well as depressed; +and the sight of the food sickened him. + +"You will be ill if you don't eat," said the soldier hurriedly. "Take a +bit of bread, anyway; it'll do you good." + +The man spoke with a curious earnestness of tone, lifting a piece +of sodden bread from the plate and putting it down again. All the +conspirator awoke in the Gadfly; he had guessed at once that there was +something hidden in the bread. + +"You can leave it; I'll eat a bit by and by," he said carelessly. The +door was open, and he knew that the sergeant on the stairs could hear +every word spoken between them. + +When the door was locked on him again, and he had satisfied himself that +no one was watching at the spy-hole, he took up the piece of bread and +carefully crumbled it away. In the middle was the thing he had expected, +a bundle of small files. It was wrapped in a bit of paper, on which a +few words were written. He smoothed the paper out carefully and carried +it to what little light there was. The writing was crowded into so +narrow a space, and on such thin paper, that it was very difficult to +read. + + +"The door is unlocked, and there is no moon. Get the filing done as fast +as possible, and come by the passage between two and three. We are quite +ready and may not have another chance." + + +He crushed the paper feverishly in his hand. All the preparations were +ready, then, and he had only to file the window bars; how lucky it was +that the chains were off! He need not stop about filing them. How many +bars were there? Two, four; and each must be filed in two places: eight. +Oh, he could manage that in the course of the night if he made +haste---- How had Gemma and Martini contrived to get everything ready so +quickly--disguises, passports, hiding-places? They must have worked like +cart-horses to do it---- And it was her plan that had been adopted after +all. He laughed a little to himself at his own foolishness; as if it +mattered whether the plan was hers or not, once it was a good one! And +yet he could not help being glad that it was she who had struck on +the idea of his utilizing the subterranean passage, instead of letting +himself down by a rope-ladder, as the smugglers had at first suggested. +Hers was the more complex and difficult plan, but did not involve, as +the other did, a risk to the life of the sentinel on duty outside the +east wall. Therefore, when the two schemes had been laid before him, he +had unhesitatingly chosen Gemma's. + +The arrangement was that the friendly guard who went by the nickname of +"The Cricket" should seize the first opportunity of unlocking, without +the knowledge of his fellows, the iron gate leading from the courtyard +into the subterranean passage underneath the ramparts, and should then +replace the key on its nail in the guard-room. The Gadfly, on receiving +information of this, was to file through the bars of his window, tear +his shirt into strips and plait them into a rope, by means of which he +could let himself down on to the broad east wall of the courtyard. Along +this wall he was to creep on hands and knees while the sentinel was +looking in the opposite direction, lying flat upon the masonry whenever +the man turned towards him. At the southeast corner was a half-ruined +turret. It was upheld, to some extent, by a thick growth of ivy; +but great masses of crumbling stone had fallen inward and lay in the +courtyard, heaped against the wall. From this turret he was to climb +down by the ivy and the heaps of stone into the courtyard; and, softly +opening the unlocked gate, to make his way along the passage to a +subterranean tunnel communicating with it. Centuries ago this tunnel +had formed a secret corridor between the fortress and a tower on the +neighbouring hill; now it was quite disused and blocked in many places +by the falling in of the rocks. No one but the smugglers knew of a +certain carefully-hidden hole in the mountain-side which they had +bored through to the tunnel; no one suspected that stores of forbidden +merchandise were often kept, for weeks together, under the very ramparts +of the fortress itself, while the customs-officers were vainly searching +the houses of the sullen, wrathful-eyed mountaineers. At this hole the +Gadfly was to creep out on to the hillside, and make his way in the dark +to a lonely spot where Martini and a smuggler would be waiting for him. +The one great difficulty was that opportunities to unlock the gate after +the evening patrol did not occur every night, and the descent from the +window could not be made in very clear weather without too great a risk +of being observed by the sentinel. Now that there was really a fair +chance of success, it must not be missed. + +He sat down and began to eat some of the bread. It at least did not +disgust him like the rest of the prison food, and he must eat something +to keep up his strength. + +He had better lie down a bit, too, and try to get a little sleep; it +would not be safe to begin filing before ten o'clock, and he would have +a hard night's work. + +And so, after all, the Padre had been thinking of letting him escape! +That was like the Padre. But he, for his part, would never consent to +it. Anything rather than that! If he escaped, it should be his own doing +and that of his comrades; he would have no favours from priests. + +How hot it was! Surely it must be going to thunder; the air was so close +and oppressive. He moved restlessly on the pallet and put the bandaged +right hand behind his head for a pillow; then drew it away again. How it +burned and throbbed! And all the old wounds were beginning to ache, with +a dull, faint persistence. What was the matter with them? Oh, absurd! +It was only the thundery weather. He would go to sleep and get a little +rest before beginning his filing. + +Eight bars, and all so thick and strong! How many more were there +left to file? Surely not many. He must have been filing for +hours,--interminable hours--yes, of course, that was what made his arm +ache---- And how it ached; right through to the very bone! But it could +hardly be the filing that made his side ache so; and the throbbing, +burning pain in the lame leg--was that from filing? + +He started up. No, he had not been asleep; he had been dreaming with +open eyes--dreaming of filing, and it was all still to do. There stood +the window-bars, untouched, strong and firm as ever. And there was ten +striking from the clock-tower in the distance. He must get to work. + +He looked through the spy-hole, and, seeing that no one was watching, +took one of the files from his breast. + + ***** + +No, there was nothing the matter with him--nothing! It was all +imagination. The pain in his side was indigestion, or a chill, or some +such thing; not much wonder, after three weeks of this insufferable +prison food and air. As for the aching and throbbing all over, it was +partly nervous trouble and partly want of exercise. Yes, that was it, no +doubt; want of exercise. How absurd not to have thought of that before! + +He would sit down a little bit, though, and let it pass before he got to +work. It would be sure to go over in a minute or two. + +To sit still was worse than all. When he sat still he was at its mercy, +and his face grew gray with fear. No, he must get up and set to work, +and shake it off. It should depend upon his will to feel or not to feel; +and he would not feel, he would force it back. + +He stood up again and spoke to himself, aloud and distinctly: + +"I am not ill; I have no time to be ill. I have those bars to file, and +I am not going to be ill." + +Then he began to file. + +A quarter-past ten--half-past ten--a quarter to eleven---- He filed and +filed, and every grating scrape of the iron was as though someone were +filing on his body and brain. "I wonder which will be filed through +first," he said to himself with a little laugh; "I or the bars?" And he +set his teeth and went on filing. + +Half-past eleven. He was still filing, though the hand was stiff and +swollen and would hardly grasp the tool. No, he dared not stop to rest; +if he once put the horrible thing down he should never have the courage +to begin again. + +The sentinel moved outside the door, and the butt end of his carbine +scratched against the lintel. The Gadfly stopped and looked round, the +file still in his lifted hand. Was he discovered? + +A little round pellet had been shot through the spy-hole and was lying +on the floor. He laid down the file and stooped to pick up the round +thing. It was a bit of rolled paper. + + ***** + +It was a long way to go down and down, with the black waves rushing +about him--how they roared----! + +Ah, yes! He was only stooping down to pick up the paper. He was a bit +giddy; many people are when they stoop. There was nothing the matter +with him--nothing. + +He picked it up, carried it to the light, and unfolded it steadily. + + +"Come to-night, whatever happens; the Cricket will be transferred +to-morrow to another service. This is our only chance." + + +He destroyed the paper as he had done the former one, picked up his file +again, and went back to work, dogged and mute and desperate. + +One o'clock. He had been working for three hours now, and six of the +eight bars were filed. Two more, and then, to climb------ + +He began to recall the former occasions when these terrible attacks had +come on. The last had been the one at New Year; and he shuddered as +he remembered those five nights. But that time it had not come on so +suddenly; he had never known it so sudden. + +He dropped the file and flung out both hands blindly, praying, in his +utter desperation, for the first time since he had been an atheist; +praying to anything--to nothing--to everything. + +"Not to-night! Oh, let me be ill to-morrow! I will bear anything +to-morrow--only not to-night!" + +He stood still for a moment, with both hands up to his temples; then he +took up the file once more, and once more went back to his work. + +Half-past one. He had begun on the last bar. His shirt-sleeve was bitten +to rags; there was blood on his lips and a red mist before his eyes, and +the sweat poured from his forehead as he filed, and filed, and filed---- + + ***** + +After sunrise Montanelli fell asleep. He was utterly worn out with the +restless misery of the night and slept for a little while quietly; then +he began to dream. + +At first he dreamed vaguely, confusedly; broken fragments of images and +fancies followed each other, fleeting and incoherent, but all filled +with the same dim sense of struggle and pain, the same shadow of +indefinable dread. Presently he began to dream of sleeplessness; the +old, frightful, familiar dream that had been a terror to him for years. +And even as he dreamed he recognized that he had been through it all +before. + +He was wandering about in a great empty place, trying to find some quiet +spot where he could lie down and sleep. Everywhere there were people, +walking up and down; talking, laughing, shouting; praying, ringing +bells, and clashing metal instruments together. Sometimes he would get +away to a little distance from the noise, and would lie down, now on the +grass, now on a wooden bench, now on some slab of stone. He would shut +his eyes and cover them with both hands to keep out the light; and would +say to himself: "Now I will get to sleep." Then the crowds would come +sweeping up to him, shouting, yelling, calling him by name, begging him: +"Wake up! Wake up, quick; we want you!" + +Again: he was in a great palace, full of gorgeous rooms, with beds and +couches and low soft lounges. It was night, and he said to himself: +"Here, at last, I shall find a quiet place to sleep." But when he chose +a dark room and lay down, someone came in with a lamp, flashing the +merciless light into his eyes, and said: "Get up; you are wanted." + +He rose and wandered on, staggering and stumbling like a creature +wounded to death; and heard the clocks strike one, and knew that half +the night was gone already--the precious night that was so short. Two, +three, four, five--by six o'clock the whole town would wake up and there +would be no more silence. + +He went into another room and would have lain down on a bed, but someone +started up from the pillows, crying out: "This bed is mine!" and he +shrank away with despair in his heart. + +Hour after hour struck, and still he wandered on and on, from room to +room, from house to house, from corridor to corridor. The horrible gray +dawn was creeping near and nearer; the clocks were striking five; +the night was gone and he had found no rest. Oh, misery! Another +day--another day! + +He was in a long, subterranean corridor, a low, vaulted passage +that seemed to have no end. It was lighted with glaring lamps and +chandeliers; and through its grated roof came the sounds of dancing +and laughter and merry music. Up there, in the world of the live people +overhead, there was some festival, no doubt. Oh, for a place to hide +and sleep; some little place, were it even a grave! And as he spoke +he stumbled over an open grave. An open grave, smelling of death and +rottenness---- Ah, what matter, so he could but sleep! + +"This grave is mine!" It was Gladys; and she raised her head and stared +at him over the rotting shroud. Then he knelt down and stretched out his +arms to her. + +"Gladys! Gladys! Have a little pity on me; let me creep into this narrow +space and sleep. I do not ask you for your love; I will not touch you, +will not speak to you; only let me lie down beside you and sleep! Oh, +love, it is so long since I have slept! I cannot bear another day. The +light glares in upon my soul; the noise is beating my brain to dust. +Gladys, let me come in here and sleep!" + +And he would have drawn her shroud across his eyes. But she shrank away, +screaming: + +"It is sacrilege; you are a priest!" + +On and on he wandered, and came out upon the sea-shore, on the barren +rocks where the fierce light struck down, and the water moaned its low, +perpetual wail of unrest. "Ah!" he said; "the sea will be more merciful; +it, too, is wearied unto death and cannot sleep." + +Then Arthur rose up from the deep, and cried aloud: + +"This sea is mine!" + + ***** + +"Your Eminence! Your Eminence!" + +Montanelli awoke with a start. His servant was knocking at the door. He +rose mechanically and opened it, and the man saw how wild and scared he +looked. + +"Your Eminence--are you ill?" + +He drew both hands across his forehead. + +"No; I was asleep, and you startled me." + +"I am very sorry; I thought I had heard you moving early this morning, +and I supposed------" + +"Is it late now?" + +"It is nine o'clock, and the Governor has called. He says he has +very important business, and knowing Your Eminence to be an early +riser------" + +"Is he downstairs? I will come presently." + +He dressed and went downstairs. + +"I am afraid this is an unceremonious way to call upon Your Eminence," +the Governor began. + +"I hope there is nothing the matter?" + +"There is very much the matter. Rivarez has all but succeeded in +escaping." + +"Well, so long as he has not quite succeeded there is no harm done. How +was it?" + +"He was found in the courtyard, right against the little iron gate. +When the patrol came in to inspect the courtyard at three o'clock this +morning one of the men stumbled over something on the ground; and when +they brought the light up they found Rivarez lying across the path +unconscious. They raised an alarm at once and called me up; and when I +went to examine his cell I found all the window-bars filed through and +a rope made of torn body-linen hanging from one of them. He had let +himself down and climbed along the wall. The iron gate, which leads into +the subterranean tunnels, was found to be unlocked. That looks as if the +guards had been suborned." + +"But how did he come to be lying across the path? Did he fall from the +rampart and hurt himself?" + +"That is what I thought at first. Your Eminence; but the prison surgeon +can't find any trace of a fall. The soldier who was on duty yesterday +says that Rivarez looked very ill last night when he brought in the +supper, and did not eat anything. But that must be nonsense; a sick man +couldn't file those bars through and climb along that roof. It's not in +reason." + +"Does he give any account of himself?" + +"He is unconscious, Your Eminence." + +"Still?" + +"He just half comes to himself from time to time and moans, and then +goes off again." + +"That is very strange. What does the doctor think?" + +"He doesn't know what to think. There is no trace of heart-disease that +he can find to account for the thing; but whatever is the matter with +him, it is something that must have come on suddenly, just when he had +nearly managed to escape. For my part, I believe he was struck down by +the direct intervention of a merciful Providence." + +Montanelli frowned slightly. + +"What are you going to do with him?" he asked. + +"That is a question I shall settle in a very few days. In the meantime I +have had a good lesson. That is what comes of taking off the irons--with +all due respect to Your Eminence." + +"I hope," Montanelli interrupted, "that you will at least not replace +the fetters while he is ill. A man in the condition you describe can +hardly make any more attempts to escape." + +"I shall take good care he doesn't," the Governor muttered to himself as +he went out. "His Eminence can go hang with his sentimental scruples for +all I care. Rivarez is chained pretty tight now, and is going to stop +so, ill or not." + + ***** + +"But how can it have happened? To faint away at the last moment, when +everything was ready; when he was at the very gate! It's like some +hideous joke." + +"I tell you," Martini answered, "the only thing I can think of is that +one of these attacks must have come on, and that he must have struggled +against it as long as his strength lasted and have fainted from sheer +exhaustion when he got down into the courtyard." + +Marcone knocked the ashes savagely from his pipe. + +"Well, anyhow, that's the end of it; we can't do anything for him now, +poor fellow." + +"Poor fellow!" Martini echoed, under his breath. He was beginning to +realise that to him, too, the world would look empty and dismal without +the Gadfly. + +"What does she think?" the smuggler asked, glancing towards the other +end of the room, where Gemma sat alone, her hands lying idly in her lap, +her eyes looking straight before her into blank nothingness. + +"I have not asked her; she has not spoken since I brought her the news. +We had best not disturb her just yet." + +She did not appear to be conscious of their presence, but they both +spoke with lowered voices, as though they were looking at a corpse. +After a dreary little pause, Marcone rose and put away his pipe. + +"I will come back this evening," he said; but Martini stopped him with a +gesture. + +"Don't go yet; I want to speak to you." He dropped his voice still lower +and continued in almost a whisper: + +"Do you believe there is really no hope?" + +"I don't see what hope there can be now. We can't attempt it again. Even +if he were well enough to manage his part of the thing, we couldn't +do our share. The sentinels are all being changed, on suspicion. The +Cricket won't get another chance, you may be sure." + +"Don't you think," Martini asked suddenly; "that, when he recovers, +something might be done by calling off the sentinels?" + +"Calling off the sentinels? What do you mean?" + +"Well, it has occurred to me that if I were to get in the Governor's way +when the procession passes close by the fortress on Corpus Domini day +and fire in his face, all the sentinels would come rushing to get hold +of me, and some of you fellows could perhaps help Rivarez out in the +confusion. It really hardly amounts to a plan; it only came into my +head." + +"I doubt whether it could be managed," Marcone answered with a very +grave face. "Certainly it would want a lot of thinking out for anything +to come of it. But"--he stopped and looked at Martini--"if it should be +possible--would you do it?" + +Martini was a reserved man at ordinary times; but this was not an +ordinary time. He looked straight into the smuggler's face. + +"Would I do it?" he repeated. "Look at her!" + +There was no need for further explanations; in saying that he had said +all. Marcone turned and looked across the room. + +She had not moved since their conversation began. There was no doubt, no +fear, even no grief in her face; there was nothing in it but the shadow +of death. The smuggler's eyes filled with tears as he looked at her. + +"Make haste, Michele!" he said, throwing open the verandah door and +looking out. "Aren't you nearly done, you two? There are a hundred and +fifty things to do!" + +Michele, followed by Gino, came in from the verandah. + +"I am ready now," he said. "I only want to ask the signora----" + +He was moving towards her when Martini caught him by the arm. + +"Don't disturb her; she's better alone." + +"Let her be!" Marcone added. "We shan't do any good by meddling. God +knows, it's hard enough on all of us; but it's worse for her, poor +soul!" + + + +CHAPTER V. + +FOR a week the Gadfly lay in a fearful state. The attack was a violent +one, and the Governor, rendered brutal by fear and perplexity, had not +only chained him hand and foot, but had insisted on his being bound to +his pallet with leather straps, drawn so tight that he could not move +without their cutting into the flesh. He endured everything with his +dogged, bitter stoicism till the end of the sixth day. Then his pride +broke down, and he piteously entreated the prison doctor for a dose +of opium. The doctor was quite willing to give it; but the Governor, +hearing of the request, sharply forbade "any such foolery." + +"How do you know what he wants it for?" he said. "It's just as likely as +not that he's shamming all the time and wants to drug the sentinel, or +some such devilry. Rivarez is cunning enough for anything." + +"My giving him a dose would hardly help him to drug the sentinel," +replied the doctor, unable to suppress a smile. "And as for +shamming--there's not much fear of that. He is as likely as not to die." + +"Anyway, I won't have it given. If a man wants to be tenderly treated, +he should behave accordingly. He has thoroughly deserved a little sharp +discipline. Perhaps it will be a lesson to him not to play tricks with +the window-bars again." + +"The law does not admit of torture, though," the doctor ventured to say; +"and this is coming perilously near it." + +"The law says nothing about opium, I think," said the Governor +snappishly. + +"It is for you to decide, of course, colonel; but I hope you will let +the straps be taken off at any rate. They are a needless aggravation of +his misery. There's no fear of his escaping now. He couldn't stand if +you let him go free." + +"My good sir, a doctor may make a mistake like other people, I suppose. +I have got him safe strapped now, and he's going to stop so." + +"At least, then, have the straps a little loosened. It is downright +barbarity to keep them drawn so tight." + +"They will stop exactly as they are; and I will thank you, sir, not to +talk about barbarity to me. If I do a thing, I have a reason for it." + +So the seventh night passed without any relief, and the soldier +stationed on guard at the cell door crossed himself, shuddering, over +and over again, as he listened all night long to heart-rending moans. +The Gadfly's endurance was failing him at last. + +At six in the morning the sentinel, just before going off duty, unlocked +the door softly and entered the cell. He knew that he was committing +a serious breach of discipline, but could not bear to go away without +offering the consolation of a friendly word. + +He found the Gadfly lying still, with closed eyes and parted lips. He +stood silent for a moment; then stooped down and asked: + +"Can I do anything for you, sir? I have only a minute." + +The Gadfly opened his eyes. "Let me alone!" he moaned. "Let me +alone----" + +He was asleep almost before the soldier had slipped back to his post. + +Ten days afterwards the Governor called again at the palace, but found +that the Cardinal had gone to visit a sick man at Pieve d'Ottavo, and +was not expected home till the afternoon. That evening, just as he was +sitting down to dinner, his servant came in to announce: + +"His Eminence would like to speak to you." + +The Governor, with a hasty glance into the looking glass, to make sure +that his uniform was in order, put on his most dignified air, and went +into the reception room, where Montanelli was sitting, beating his hand +gently on the arm of the chair and looking out of the window with an +anxious line between his brows. + +"I heard that you called to-day," he said, cutting short the Governor's +polite speeches with a slightly imperious manner which he never adopted +in speaking to the country folk. "It was probably on the business about +which I have been wishing to speak to you." + +"It was about Rivarez, Your Eminence." + +"So I supposed. I have been thinking the matter over these last few +days. But before we go into that, I should like to hear whether you have +anything new to tell me." + +The Governor pulled his moustaches with an embarrassed air. + +"The fact is, I came to know whether Your Eminence had anything to tell +me. If you still have an objection to the course I proposed taking, I +should be sincerely glad of your advice in the matter; for, honestly, I +don't know what to do." + +"Is there any new difficulty?" + +"Only that next Thursday is the 3d of June,--Corpus Domini,--and somehow +or other the matter must be settled before then." + +"Thursday is Corpus Domini, certainly; but why must it be settled +especially before then?" + +"I am exceedingly sorry, Your Eminence, if I seem to oppose you, but I +can't undertake to be responsible for the peace of the town if Rivarez +is not got rid of before then. All the roughest set in the hills +collects here for that day, as Your Eminence knows, and it is more than +probable that they may attempt to break open the fortress gates and take +him out. They won't succeed; I'll take care of that, if I have to sweep +them from the gates with powder and shot. But we are very likely to have +something of that kind before the day is over. Here in the Romagna there +is bad blood in the people, and when once they get out their knives----" + +"I think with a little care we can prevent matters going as far as +knives. I have always found the people of this district easy to get on +with, if they are reasonably treated. Of course, if you once begin to +threaten or coerce a Romagnol he becomes unmanageable. But have you any +reason for supposing a new rescue scheme is intended?" + +"I heard, both this morning and yesterday, from confidential agents of +mine, that a great many rumours are circulating all over the district +and that the people are evidently up to some mischief or other. But +one can't find out the details; if one could it would be easier to take +precautions. And for my part, after the fright we had the other day, I +prefer to be on the safe side. With such a cunning fox as Rivarez one +can't be too careful." + +"The last I heard about Rivarez was that he was too ill to move or +speak. Is he recovering, then?" + +"He seems much better now, Your Eminence. He certainly has been very +ill--unless he was shamming all the time." + +"Have you any reason for supposing that likely?" + +"Well, the doctor seems convinced that it was all genuine; but it's a +very mysterious kind of illness. Any way, he is recovering, and more +intractable than ever." + +"What has he done now?" + +"There's not much he can do, fortunately," the Governor answered, +smiling as he remembered the straps. "But his behaviour is something +indescribable. Yesterday morning I went into the cell to ask him a +few questions; he is not well enough yet to come to me for +interrogation--and indeed, I thought it best not to run any risk of +the people seeing him until he recovers. Such absurd stories always get +about at once." + +"So you went there to interrogate him?" + +"Yes, Your Eminence. I hoped he would be more amenable to reason now." + +Montanelli looked him over deliberately, almost as if he had been +inspecting a new and disagreeable animal. Fortunately, however, the +Governor was fingering his sword-belt, and did not see the look. He went +on placidly: + +"I have not subjected him to any particular severities, but I have been +obliged to be rather strict with him--especially as it is a military +prison--and I thought that perhaps a little indulgence might have a +good effect. I offered to relax the discipline considerably if he would +behave in a reasonable manner; and how does Your Eminence suppose he +answered me? He lay looking at me a minute, like a wolf in a cage, and +then said quite softly: 'Colonel, I can't get up and strangle you; +but my teeth are pretty good; you had better take your throat a little +further off.' He is as savage as a wild-cat." + +"I am not surprised to hear it," Montanelli answered quietly. "But I +came to ask you a question. Do you honestly believe that the presence of +Rivarez in the prison here constitutes a serious danger to the peace of +the district?" + +"Most certainly I do, Your Eminence." + +"You think that, to prevent the risk of bloodshed, it is absolutely +necessary that he should somehow be got rid of before Corpus Domini?" + +"I can only repeat that if he is here on Thursday, I do not expect the +festival to pass over without a fight, and I think it likely to be a +serious one." + +"And you think that if he were not here there would be no such danger?" + +"In that case, there would either be no disturbance at all, or at most +a little shouting and stone-throwing. If Your Eminence can find some way +of getting rid of him, I will undertake that the peace shall be kept. +Otherwise, I expect most serious trouble. I am convinced that a new +rescue plot is on hand, and Thursday is the day when we may expect the +attempt. Now, if on that very morning they suddenly find that he is not +in the fortress at all, their plan fails of itself, and they have no +occasion to begin fighting. But if we have to repulse them, and the +daggers once get drawn among such throngs of people, we are likely to +have the place burnt down before nightfall." + +"Then why do you not send him in to Ravenna?" + +"Heaven knows, Your Eminence, I should be thankful to do it! But how +am I to prevent the people rescuing him on the way? I have not soldiers +enough to resist an armed attack; and all these mountaineers have got +knives or flint-locks or some such thing." + +"You still persist, then, in wishing for a court-martial, and in asking +my consent to it?" + +"Pardon me, Your Eminence; I ask you only one thing--to help me prevent +riots and bloodshed. I am quite willing to admit that the military +commissions, such as that of Colonel Freddi, were sometimes +unnecessarily severe, and irritated instead of subduing the people; but +I think that in this case a court-martial would be a wise measure and +in the long run a merciful one. It would prevent a riot, which in itself +would be a terrible disaster, and which very likely might cause a return +of the military commissions His Holiness has abolished." + +The Governor finished his little speech with much solemnity, and waited +for the Cardinal's answer. It was a long time coming; and when it came +was startlingly unexpected. + +"Colonel Ferrari, do you believe in God?" + +"Your Eminence!" the colonel gasped in a voice full of +exclamation-stops. + +"Do you believe in God?" Montanelli repeated, rising and looking down at +him with steady, searching eyes. The colonel rose too. + +"Your Eminence, I am a Christian man, and have never yet been refused +absolution." + +Montanelli lifted the cross from his breast. + +"Then swear on the cross of the Redeemer Who died for you, that you have +been speaking the truth to me." + +The colonel stood still and gazed at it blankly. He could not quite make +up his mind which was mad, he or the Cardinal. + +"You have asked me," Montanelli went on, "to give my consent to a man's +death. Kiss the cross, if you dare, and tell me that you believe there +is no other way to prevent greater bloodshed. And remember that if you +tell me a lie you are imperilling your immortal soul." + +After a little pause, the Governor bent down and put the cross to his +lips. + +"I believe it," he said. + +Montanelli turned slowly away. + +"I will give you a definite answer to-morrow. But first I must see +Rivarez and speak to him alone." + +"Your Eminence--if I might suggest--I am sure you will regret it. For +that matter, he sent me a message yesterday, by the guard, asking to see +Your Eminence; but I took no notice of it, because----" + +"Took no notice!" Montanelli repeated. "A man in such circumstances sent +you a message, and you took no notice of it?" + +"I am sorry if Your Eminence is displeased. I did not wish to trouble +you over a mere impertinence like that; I know Rivarez well enough by +now to feel sure that he only wanted to insult you. And, indeed, if +you will allow me to say so, it would be most imprudent to go near him +alone; he is really dangerous--so much so, in fact, that I have thought +it necessary to use some physical restraint of a mild kind------" + +"And you really think there is much danger to be apprehended from one +sick and unarmed man, who is under physical restraint of a mild kind?" +Montanelli spoke quite gently, but the colonel felt the sting of his +quiet contempt, and flushed under it resentfully. + +"Your Eminence will do as you think best," he said in his stiffest +manner. "I only wished to spare you the pain of hearing this man's awful +blasphemies." + +"Which do you think the more grievous misfortune for a Christian man; +to hear a blasphemous word uttered, or to abandon a fellow-creature in +extremity?" + +The Governor stood erect and stiff, with his official face, like a face +of wood. He was deeply offended at Montanelli's treatment of him, and +showed it by unusual ceremoniousness. + +"At what time does Your Eminence wish to visit the prisoner?" he asked. + +"I will go to him at once." + +"As Your Eminence pleases. If you will kindly wait a few moments, I will +send someone to prepare him." + +The Governor had come down from his official pedestal in a great hurry. +He did not want Montanelli to see the straps. + +"Thank you; I would rather see him as he is, without preparation. I will +go straight up to the fortress. Good-evening, colonel; you may expect my +answer to-morrow morning." + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +HEARING the cell-door unlocked, the Gadfly turned away his eyes with +languid indifference. He supposed that it was only the Governor, coming +to worry him with another interrogation. Several soldiers mounted +the narrow stair, their carbines clanking against the wall; then a +deferential voice said: "It is rather steep here, Your Eminence." + +He started convulsively, and then shrank down, catching his breath under +the stinging pressure of the straps. + +Montanelli came in with the sergeant and three guards. + +"If Your Eminence will kindly wait a moment," the sergeant began +nervously, "one of my men will bring a chair. He has just gone to fetch +it. Your Eminence will excuse us--if we had been expecting you, we +should have been prepared." + +"There is no need for any preparation. Will you kindly leave us alone, +sergeant; and wait at the foot of the stairs with your men?" + +"Yes, Your Eminence. Here is the chair; shall I put it beside him?" + +The Gadfly was lying with closed eyes; but he felt that Montanelli was +looking at him. + +"I think he is asleep, Your Eminence," the sergeant was beginning, but +the Gadfly opened his eyes. + +"No," he said. + +As the soldiers were leaving the cell they were stopped by a sudden +exclamation from Montanelli; and, turning back, saw that he was bending +down to examine the straps. + +"Who has been doing this?" he asked. The sergeant fumbled with his cap. + +"It was by the Governor's express orders, Your Eminence." + +"I had no idea of this, Signor Rivarez," Montanelli said in a voice of +great distress. + +"I told Your Eminence," the Gadfly answered, with his hard smile, "that +I n-n-never expected to be patted on the head." + +"Sergeant, how long has this been going on?" + +"Since he tried to escape, Your Eminence." + +"That is, nearly a week? Bring a knife and cut these off at once." + +"May it please Your Eminence, the doctor wanted to take them off, but +Colonel Ferrari wouldn't allow it." + +"Bring a knife at once." Montanelli had not raised his voice, but the +soldiers could see that he was white with anger. The sergeant took a +clasp-knife from his pocket, and bent down to cut the arm-strap. He +was not a skilful-fingered man; and he jerked the strap tighter with an +awkward movement, so that the Gadfly winced and bit his lip in spite of +all his self-control. Montanelli came forward at once. + +"You don't know how to do it; give me the knife." + +"Ah-h-h!" The Gadfly stretched out his arms with a long, rapturous sigh +as the strap fell off. The next instant Montanelli had cut the other +one, which bound his ankles. + +"Take off the irons, too, sergeant; and then come here. I want to speak +to you." + +He stood by the window, looking on, till the sergeant threw down the +fetters and approached him. + +"Now," he said, "tell me everything that has been happening." + +The sergeant, nothing loath, related all that he knew of the +Gadfly's illness, of the "disciplinary measures," and of the doctor's +unsuccessful attempt to interfere. + +"But I think, Your Eminence," he added, "that the colonel wanted the +straps kept on as a means of getting evidence." + +"Evidence?" + +"Yes, Your Eminence; the day before yesterday I heard him offer to have +them taken off if he"--with a glance at the Gadfly--"would answer a +question he had asked." + +Montanelli clenched his hand on the window-sill, and the soldiers +glanced at one another: they had never seen the gentle Cardinal angry +before. As for the Gadfly, he had forgotten their existence; he had +forgotten everything except the physical sensation of freedom. He was +cramped in every limb; and now stretched, and turned, and twisted about +in a positive ecstasy of relief. + +"You can go now, sergeant," the Cardinal said. "You need not feel +anxious about having committed a breach of discipline; it was your duty +to tell me when I asked you. See that no one disturbs us. I will come +out when I am ready." + +When the door had closed behind the soldiers, he leaned on the +window-sill and looked for a while at the sinking sun, so as to leave +the Gadfly a little more breathing time. + +"I have heard," he said presently, leaving the window, and sitting down +beside the pallet, "that you wish to speak to me alone. If you feel well +enough to tell me what you wanted to say, I am at your service." + +He spoke very coldly, with a stiff, imperious manner that was not +natural to him. Until the straps were off, the Gadfly was to him simply +a grievously wronged and tortured human being; but now he recalled their +last interview, and the deadly insult with which it had closed. The +Gadfly looked up, resting his head lazily on one arm. He possessed +the gift of slipping into graceful attitudes; and when his face was in +shadow no one would have guessed through what deep waters he had been +passing. But, as he looked up, the clear evening light showed how +haggard and colourless he was, and how plainly the trace of the last few +days was stamped on him. Montanelli's anger died away. + +"I am afraid you have been terribly ill," he said. "I am sincerely sorry +that I did not know of all this. I would have put a stop to it before." + +The Gadfly shrugged his shoulders. "All's fair in war," he said coolly. +"Your Eminence objects to straps theoretically, from the Christian +standpoint; but it is hardly fair to expect the colonel to see that. +He, no doubt, would prefer not to try them on his own skin--which is +j-j-just my case. But that is a matter of p-p-personal convenience. At +this moment I am undermost--w-w-what would you have? It is very kind of +Your Eminence, though, to call here; but perhaps that was done from the +C-c-christian standpoint, too. Visiting prisoners--ah, yes! I forgot. +'Inasmuch as ye did it unto one of the l-least of these'--it's not very +complimentary, but one of the least is duly grateful." + +"Signor Rivarez," the Cardinal interrupted, "I have come here on your +account--not on my own. If you had not been 'undermost,' as you call it, +I should never have spoken to you again after what you said to me last +week; but you have the double privilege of a prisoner and a sick man, +and I could not refuse to come. Have you anything to say to me, now I am +here; or have you sent for me merely to amuse yourself by insulting an +old man?" + +There was no answer. The Gadfly had turned away, and was lying with one +hand across his eyes. + +"I am--very sorry to trouble you," he said at last, huskily; "but could +I have a little water?" + +There was a jug of water standing by the window, and Montanelli rose +and fetched it. As he slipped his arm round the Gadfly to lift him, he +suddenly felt the damp, cold fingers close over his wrist like a vice. + +"Give me your hand--quick--just a moment," the Gadfly whispered. "Oh, +what difference does it make to you? Only one minute!" + +He sank down, hiding his face on Montanelli's arm, and quivering from +head to foot. + +"Drink a little water," Montanelli said after a moment. The Gadfly +obeyed silently; then lay back on the pallet with closed eyes. He +himself could have given no explanation of what had happened to him when +Montanelli's hand had touched his cheek; he only knew that in all his +life there had been nothing more terrible. + +Montanelli drew his chair closer to the pallet and sat down. The Gadfly +was lying quite motionless, like a corpse, and his face was livid +and drawn. After a long silence, he opened his eyes, and fixed their +haunting, spectral gaze on the Cardinal. + +"Thank you," he said. "I--am sorry. I think--you asked me something?" + +"You are not fit to talk. If there is anything you want to say to me, I +will try to come again to-morrow." + +"Please don't go, Your Eminence--indeed, there is nothing the matter +with me. I--I have been a little upset these few days; it was half of it +malingering, though--the colonel will tell you so if you ask him." + +"I prefer to form my own conclusions," Montanelli answered quietly. + +"S-so does the colonel. And occasionally, do you know, they are rather +witty. You w-w-wouldn't think it to look at him; but s-s-sometimes he +gets hold of an or-r-riginal idea. On Friday night, for instance--I +think it was Friday, but I got a l-little mixed as to time towards +the end--anyhow, I asked for a d-dose of opium--I remember that quite +distinctly; and he came in here and said I m-might h-h-have it if I +would tell him who un-l-l-locked the gate. I remember his saying: 'If +it's real, you'll consent; if you don't, I shall look upon it as a +p-proof that you are shamming.' It n-n-never oc-c-curred to me before +how comic that is; it's one of the f-f-funniest things----" + +He burst into a sudden fit of harsh, discordant laughter; then, turning +sharply on the silent Cardinal, went on, more and more hurriedly, and +stammering so that the words were hardly intelligible: + +"You d-d-don't see that it's f-f-funny? Of c-course not; you r-religious +people n-n-never have any s-sense of humour--you t-take everything +t-t-tragically. F-for instance, that night in the Cath-thedral--how +solemn you were! By the way--w-what a path-thetic figure I must +have c-cut as the pilgrim! I d-don't believe you e-even see anything +c-c-comic in the b-business you have c-come about this evening." + +Montanelli rose. + +"I came to hear what you have to say; but I think you are too much +excited to say it to-night. The doctor had better give you a sedative, +and we will talk to-morrow, when you have had a night's sleep." + +"S-sleep? Oh, I shall s-sleep well enough, Your Eminence, when you +g-give your c-consent to the colonel's plan--an ounce of l-lead is a +s-splendid sedative." + +"I don't understand you," Montanelli said, turning to him with a +startled look. + +The Gadfly burst out laughing again. + +"Your Eminence, Your Eminence, t-t-truth is the c-chief of the Christian +virtues! D-d-do you th-th-think I d-d-don't know how hard the Governor +has been trying to g-get your consent to a court-martial? You had +b-better by half g-give it, Your Eminence; it's only w-what all your +b-brother prelates would do in your place. 'Cosi fan tutti;' and then +you would be doing s-such a lot of good, and so l-little harm! Really, +it's n-not worth all the sleepless nights you have been spending over +it!" + +"Please stop laughing a minute," Montanelli interrupted, "and tell me +how you heard all this. Who has been talking to you about it?" + +"H-hasn't the colonel e-e-ever told you I am a d-d-devil--not a man? No? +He has t-told me so often enough! Well, I am devil enough to f-find +out a little bit what p-people are thinking about. Your E-eminence is +thinking that I'm a conf-founded nuisance, and you wish s-somebody +else had to settle what's to be done with me, without disturbing your +s-sensitive conscience. That's a p-pretty fair guess, isn't it?" + +"Listen to me," the Cardinal said, sitting down again beside him, with +a very grave face. "However you found out all this, it is quite true. +Colonel Ferrari fears another rescue attempt on the part of your +friends, and wishes to forestall it in--the way you speak of. You see, I +am quite frank with you." + +"Your E-eminence was always f-f-famous for truthfulness," the Gadfly put +in bitterly. + +"You know, of course," Montanelli went on, "that legally I have no +jurisdiction in temporal matters; I am a bishop, not a legate. But I +have a good deal of influence in this district; and the colonel will +not, I think, venture to take so extreme a course unless he can get, +at least, my tacit consent to it. Up till now I have unconditionally +opposed the scheme; and he has been trying very hard to conquer my +objection by assuring me that there is great danger of an armed attempt +on Thursday when the crowd collects for the procession--an attempt which +probably would end in bloodshed. Do you follow me?" + +The Gadfly was staring absently out of the window. He looked round and +answered in a weary voice: + +"Yes, I am listening." + +"Perhaps you are really not well enough to stand this conversation +to-night. Shall I come back in the morning? It is a very serious matter, +and I want your whole attention." + +"I would rather get it over now," the Gadfly answered in the same tone. +"I follow everything you say." + +"Now, if it be true," Montanelli went on, "that there is any real danger +of riots and bloodshed on account of you, I am taking upon myself a +tremendous responsibility in opposing the colonel; and I believe there +is at least some truth in what he says. On the other hand, I am inclined +to think that his judgment is warped, to a certain extent, by his +personal animosity against you, and that he probably exaggerates the +danger. That seems to me the more likely since I have seen this shameful +brutality." He glanced at the straps and chains lying on the floor, and +went on: + +"If I consent, I kill you; if I refuse, I run the risk of killing +innocent persons. I have considered the matter earnestly, and have +sought with all my heart for a way out of this dreadful alternative. And +now at last I have made up my mind." + +"To kill me and s-save the innocent persons, of course--the only +decision a Christian man could possibly come to. 'If thy r-right hand +offend thee,' etc. I have n-not the honour to be the right hand of Your +Eminence, and I have offended you; the c-c-conclusion is plain. Couldn't +you tell me that without so much preamble?" + +The Gadfly spoke with languid indifference and contempt, like a man +weary of the whole subject. + +"Well?" he added after a little pause. "Was that the decision, Your +Eminence?" + +"No." + +The Gadfly shifted his position, putting both hands behind his head, and +looked at Montanelli with half-shut eyes. The Cardinal, with his head +sunk down as in deep thought, was softly beating one hand on the arm of +his chair. Ah, that old, familiar gesture! + +"I have decided," he said, raising his head at last, "to do, I suppose, +an utterly unprecedented thing. When I heard that you had asked to see +me, I resolved to come here and tell you everything, as I have done, and +to place the matter in your own hands." + +"In--my hands?" + +"Signor Rivarez, I have not come to you as cardinal, or as bishop, or +as judge; I have come to you as one man to another. I do not ask you to +tell me whether you know of any such scheme as the colonel apprehends. +I understand quite well that, if you do, it is your secret and you will +not tell it. But I do ask you to put yourself in my place. I am old, +and, no doubt, have not much longer to live. I would go down to my grave +without blood on my hands." + +"Is there none on them as yet, Your Eminence?" + +Montanelli grew a shade paler, but went on quietly: + +"All my life I have opposed repressive measures and cruelty wherever I +have met with them. I have always disapproved of capital punishment in +all its forms; I have protested earnestly and repeatedly against the +military commissions in the last reign, and have been out of favour +on account of doing so. Up till now such influence and power as I have +possessed have always been employed on the side of mercy. I ask you to +believe me, at least, that I am speaking the truth. Now, I am placed in +this dilemma. By refusing, I am exposing the town to the danger of +riots and all their consequences; and this to save the life of a man +who blasphemes against my religion, who has slandered and wronged and +insulted me personally (though that is comparatively a trifle), and who, +as I firmly believe, will put that life to a bad use when it is given to +him. But--it is to save a man's life." + +He paused a moment, and went on again: + +"Signor Rivarez, everything that I know of your career seems to me bad +and mischievous; and I have long believed you to be reckless and violent +and unscrupulous. To some extent I hold that opinion of you still. But +during this last fortnight you have shown me that you are a brave man +and that you can be faithful to your friends. You have made the soldiers +love and admire you, too; and not every man could have done that. +I think that perhaps I have misjudged you, and that there is in you +something better than what you show outside. To that better self in +you I appeal, and solemnly entreat you, on your conscience, to tell me +truthfully--in my place, what would you do?" + +A long silence followed; then the Gadfly looked up. + +"At least, I would decide my own actions for myself, and take the +consequences of them. I would not come sneaking to other people, in the +cowardly Christian way, asking them to solve my problems for me!" + +The onslaught was so sudden, and its extraordinary vehemence and passion +were in such startling contrast to the languid affectation of a moment +before, that it was as though he had thrown off a mask. + +"We atheists," he went on fiercely, "understand that if a man has a +thing to bear, he must bear it as best he can; and if he sinks under +it--why, so much the worse for him. But a Christian comes whining to his +God, or his saints; or, if they won't help him, to his enemies--he can +always find a back to shift his burdens on to. Isn't there a rule to go +by in your Bible, or your Missal, or any of your canting theology books, +that you must come to me to tell you what to do? Heavens and earth, man! +Haven't I enough as it is, without your laying your responsibilities on +my shoulders? Go back to your Jesus; he exacted the uttermost farthing, +and you'd better do the same. After all, you'll only be killing an +atheist--a man who boggles over 'shibboleth'; and that's no great crime, +surely!" + +He broke off, panting for breath, and then burst out again: + +"And YOU to talk of cruelty! Why, that p-p-pudding-headed ass couldn't +hurt me as much as you do if he tried for a year; he hasn't got the +brains. All he can think of is to pull a strap tight, and when he can't +get it any tighter he's at the end of his resources. Any fool can +do that! But you---- 'Sign your own death sentence, please; I'm too +tender-hearted to do it myself.' Oh! it would take a Christian to hit on +that--a gentle, compassionate Christian, that turns pale at the sight of +a strap pulled too tight! I might have known when you came in, like an +angel of mercy--so shocked at the colonel's 'barbarity'--that the real +thing was going to begin! Why do you look at me that way? Consent, man, +of course, and go home to your dinner; the thing's not worth all this +fuss. Tell your colonel he can have me shot, or hanged, or whatever +comes handiest--roasted alive, if it's any amusement to him--and be done +with it!" + +The Gadfly was hardly recognizable; he was beside himself with rage +and desperation, panting and quivering, his eyes glittering with green +reflections like the eyes of an angry cat. + +Montanelli had risen, and was looking down at him silently. He did not +understand the drift of the frenzied reproaches, but he understood out +of what extremity they were uttered; and, understanding that, forgave +all past insults. + +"Hush!" he said. "I did not want to hurt you so. Indeed, I never meant +to shift my burden on to you, who have too much already. I have never +consciously done that to any living creature----" + +"It's a lie!" the Gadfly cried out with blazing eyes. "And the +bishopric?" + +"The--bishopric?" + +"Ah! you've forgotten that? It's so easy to forget! 'If you wish it, +Arthur, I will say I cannot go. I was to decide your life for you--I, at +nineteen! If it weren't so hideous, it would be funny." + +"Stop!" Montanelli put up both hands to his head with a desperate cry. +He let them fall again, and walked slowly away to the window. There +he sat down on the sill, resting one arm on the bars, and pressing his +forehead against it. The Gadfly lay and watched him, trembling. + +Presently Montanelli rose and came back, with lips as pale as ashes. + +"I am very sorry," he said, struggling piteously to keep up his usual +quiet manner, "but I must go home. I--am not quite well." + +He was shivering as if with ague. All the Gadfly's fury broke down. + +"Padre, can't you see----" + +Montanelli shrank away, and stood still. + +"Only not that!" he whispered at last. "My God, anything but that! If I +am going mad----" + +The Gadfly raised himself on one arm, and took the shaking hands in his. + +"Padre, will you never understand that I am not really drowned?" + +The hands grew suddenly cold and stiff. For a moment everything was dead +with silence, and then Montanelli knelt down and hid his face on the +Gadfly's breast. + + ***** + +When he raised his head the sun had set, and the red glow was dying in +the west. They had forgotten time and place, and life and death; they +had forgotten, even, that they were enemies. + +"Arthur," Montanelli whispered, "are you real? Have you come back to me +from the dead?" + +"From the dead----" the Gadfly repeated, shivering. He was lying with +his head on Montanelli's arm, as a sick child might lie in its mother's +embrace. + +"You have come back--you have come back at last!" + +The Gadfly sighed heavily. "Yes," he said; "and you have to fight me, or +to kill me." + +"Oh, hush, carino! What is all that now? We have been like two children +lost in the dark, mistaking one another for phantoms. Now we have found +each other, and have come out into the light. My poor boy, how changed +you are--how changed you are! You look as if all the ocean of the +world's misery had passed over your head--you that used to be so full of +the joy of life! Arthur, is it really you? I have dreamed so often that +you had come back to me; and then have waked and seen the outer darkness +staring in upon an empty place. How can I know I shall not wake again +and find it all a dream? Give me something tangible--tell me how it all +happened." + +"It happened simply enough. I hid on a goods vessel, as stowaway, and +got out to South America." + +"And there?" + +"There I--lived, if you like to call it so, till--oh, I have seen +something else besides theological seminaries since you used to teach me +philosophy! You say you have dreamed of me--yes, and much! You say you +have dreamed of me--yes, and I of you----" + +He broke off, shuddering. + +"Once," he began again abruptly, "I was working at a mine in +Ecuador----" + +"Not as a miner?" + +"No, as a miner's fag--odd-jobbing with the coolies. We had a barrack to +sleep in at the pit's mouth; and one night--I had been ill, the same +as lately, and carrying stones in the blazing sun--I must have got +light-headed, for I saw you come in at the door-way. You were holding a +crucifix like that one on the wall. You were praying, and brushed past +me without turning. I cried out to you to help me--to give me poison +or a knife--something to put an end to it all before I went mad. And +you--ah------!" + +He drew one hand across his eyes. Montanelli was still clasping the +other. + +"I saw in your face that you had heard, but you never looked round; +you went on with your prayers. When you had finished, and kissed the +crucifix, you glanced round and whispered: 'I am very sorry for you, +Arthur; but I daren't show it; He would be angry.' And I looked at Him, +and the wooden image was laughing. + +"Then, when I came to my senses, and saw the barrack and the coolies +with their leprosy, I understood. I saw that you care more to curry +favour with that devilish God of yours than to save me from any hell. +And I have remembered that. I forgot just now when you touched me; +I--have been ill, and I used to love you once. But there can be nothing +between us but war, and war, and war. What do you want to hold my hand +for? Can't you see that while you believe in your Jesus we can't be +anything but enemies?" + +Montanelli bent his head and kissed the mutilated hand. + +"Arthur, how can I help believing in Him? If I have kept my faith +through all these frightful years, how can I ever doubt Him any more, +now that He has given you back to me? Remember, I thought I had killed +you." + +"You have that still to do." + +"Arthur!" It was a cry of actual terror; but the Gadfly went on, +unheeding: + +"Let us be honest, whatever we do, and not shilly-shally. You and I +stand on two sides of a pit, and it's hopeless trying to join hands +across it. If you have decided that you can't, or won't, give up that +thing"--he glanced again at the crucifix on the wall--"you must consent +to what the colonel----" + +"Consent! My God--consent--Arthur, but I love you!" + +The Gadfly's face contracted fearfully. + +"Which do you love best, me or that thing?" + +Montanelli slowly rose. The very soul in him withered with dread, and +he seemed to shrivel up bodily, and to grow feeble, and old, and wilted, +like a leaf that the frost has touched. He had awaked out of his dream, +and the outer darkness was staring in upon an empty place. + +"Arthur, have just a little mercy on me----" + +"How much had you for me when your lies drove me out to be slave to +the blacks on the sugar-plantations? You shudder at that--ah, these +tender-hearted saints! This is the man after God's own heart--the man +that repents of his sin and lives. No one dies but his son. You say you +love me,--your love has cost me dear enough! Do you think I can blot out +everything, and turn back into Arthur at a few soft words--I, that have +been dish-washer in filthy half-caste brothels and stable-boy to Creole +farmers that were worse brutes than their own cattle? I, that have +been zany in cap and bells for a strolling variety show--drudge and +Jack-of-all-trades to the matadors in the bull-fighting ring; I, that +have been slave to every black beast who cared to set his foot on my +neck; I, that have been starved and spat upon and trampled under foot; +I, that have begged for mouldy scraps and been refused because the dogs +had the first right? Oh, what is the use of all this! How can I TELL you +what you have brought on me? And now--you love me! How much do you love +me? Enough to give up your God for me? Oh, what has He done for you, +this everlasting Jesus,--what has He suffered for you, that you should +love Him more than me? Is it for the pierced hands He is so dear to you? +Look at mine! Look here, and here, and here----" + +He tore open his shirt and showed the ghastly scars. + +"Padre, this God of yours is an impostor, His wounds are sham wounds, +His pain is all a farce! It is I that have the right to your heart! +Padre, there is no torture you have not put me to; if you could only +know what my life has been! And yet I would not die! I have endured it +all, and have possessed my soul in patience, because I would come +back and fight this God of yours. I have held this purpose as a shield +against my heart, and it has saved me from madness, and from the second +death. And now, when I come back, I find Him still in my place--this +sham victim that was crucified for six hours, forsooth, and rose again +from the dead! Padre, I have been crucified for five years, and I, too, +have risen from the dead. What are you going to do with me? What are you +going to do with me?" + +He broke down. Montanelli sat like some stone image, or like a dead man +set upright. At first, under the fiery torrent of the Gadfly's despair, +he had quivered a little, with the automatic shrinking of the flesh, +as under the lash of a whip; but now he was quite still. After a long +silence he looked up and spoke, lifelessly, patiently: + +"Arthur, will you explain to me more clearly? You confuse and terrify me +so, I can't understand. What is it you demand of me?" + +The Gadfly turned to him a spectral face. + +"I demand nothing. Who shall compel love? You are free to choose between +us two the one who is most dear to you. If you love Him best, choose +Him." + +"I can't understand," Montanelli repeated wearily. "What is there I can +choose? I cannot undo the past." + +"You have to choose between us. If you love me, take that cross off your +neck and come away with me. My friends are arranging another attempt, +and with your help they could manage it easily. Then, when we are safe +over the frontier, acknowledge me publicly. But if you don't love me +enough for that,--if this wooden idol is more to you than I,--then go +to the colonel and tell him you consent. And if you go, then go at once, +and spare me the misery of seeing you. I have enough without that." + +Montanelli looked up, trembling faintly. He was beginning to understand. + +"I will communicate with your friends, of course. But--to go with +you--it is impossible--I am a priest." + +"And I accept no favours from priests. I will have no more compromises, +Padre; I have had enough of them, and of their consequences. You must +give up your priesthood, or you must give up me." + +"How can I give you up? Arthur, how can I give you up?" + +"Then give up Him. You have to choose between us. Would you offer me a +share of your love--half for me, half for your fiend of a God? I will +not take His leavings. If you are His, you are not mine." + +"Would you have me tear my heart in two? Arthur! Arthur! Do you want to +drive me mad?" + +The Gadfly struck his hand against the wall. + +"You have to choose between us," he repeated once more. + +Montanelli drew from his breast a little case containing a bit of soiled +and crumpled paper. + +"Look!" he said. + + +"I believed in you, as I believed in God. God is a thing made of clay, +that I can smash with a hammer; and you have fooled me with a lie." + + +The Gadfly laughed and handed it back. "How d-d-delightfully young one +is at nineteen! To take a hammer and smash things seems so easy. It's +that now--only it's I that am under the hammer. As for you, there are +plenty of other people you can fool with lies--and they won't even find +you out." + +"As you will," Montanelli said. "Perhaps in your place I should be as +merciless as you--God knows. I can't do what you ask, Arthur; but I will +do what I can. I will arrange your escape, and when you are safe I will +have an accident in the mountains, or take the wrong sleeping-draught by +mistake--whatever you like to choose. Will that content you? It is all +I can do. It is a great sin; but I think He will forgive me. He is more +merciful------" + +The Gadfly flung out both hands with a sharp cry. + +"Oh, that is too much! That is too much! What have I done that you +should think of me that way? What right have you---- As if I wanted to +be revenged on you! Can't you see that I only want to save you? Will you +never understand that I love you?" + +He caught hold of Montanelli's hands and covered them with burning +kisses and tears. + +"Padre, come away with us! What have you to do with this dead world of +priests and idols? They are full of the dust of bygone ages; they are +rotten; they are pestilent and foul! Come out of this plague-stricken +Church--come away with us into the light! Padre, it is we that are life +and youth; it is we that are the everlasting springtime; it is we that +are the future! Padre, the dawn is close upon us--will you miss +your part in the sunrise? Wake up, and let us forget the horrible +nightmares,--wake up, and we will begin our life again! Padre, I have +always loved you--always, even when you killed me--will you kill me +again?" + +Montanelli tore his hands away. "Oh, God have mercy on me!" he cried +out. "YOU HAVE YOUR MOTHER'S EYES!" + +A strange silence, long and deep and sudden, fell upon them both. In the +gray twilight they looked at each other, and their hearts stood still +with fear. + +"Have you anything more to say?" Montanelli whispered. "Any--hope to +give me?" + +"No. My life is of no use to me except to fight priests. I am not a man; +I am a knife. If you let me live, you sanction knives." + +Montanelli turned to the crucifix. "God! Listen to this----" + +His voice died away into the empty stillness without response. Only the +mocking devil awoke again in the Gadfly. + +"'C-c-call him louder; perchance he s-s-sleepeth'----" + +Montanelli started up as if he had been struck. For a moment he stood +looking straight before him;--then he sat down on the edge of the +pallet, covered his face with both hands, and burst into tears. A long +shudder passed through the Gadfly, and the damp cold broke out on his +body. He knew what the tears meant. + +He drew the blanket over his head that he might not hear. It was enough +that he had to die--he who was so vividly, magnificently alive. But he +could not shut out the sound; it rang in his ears, it beat in his brain, +it throbbed in all his pulses. And still Montanelli sobbed and sobbed, +and the tears dripped down between his fingers. + +He left off sobbing at last, and dried his eyes with his handkerchief, +like a child that has been crying. As he stood up the handkerchief +slipped from his knee and fell to the floor. + +"There is no use in talking any more," he said. "You understand?" + +"I understand," the Gadfly answered, with dull submission. "It's not +your fault. Your God is hungry, and must be fed." + +Montanelli turned towards him. The grave that was to be dug was not more +still than they were. Silent, they looked into each other's eyes, as two +lovers, torn apart, might gaze across the barrier they cannot pass. + +It was the Gadfly whose eyes sank first. He shrank down, hiding his +face; and Montanelli understood that the gesture meant "Go!" He turned, +and went out of the cell. A moment later the Gadfly started up. + +"Oh, I can't bear it! Padre, come back! Come back!" + +The door was shut. He looked around him slowly, with a wide, still gaze, +and understood that all was over. The Galilean had conquered. + +All night long the grass waved softly in the courtyard below--the grass +that was so soon to wither, uprooted by the spade; and all night long +the Gadfly lay alone in the darkness, and sobbed. + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE court-martial was held on Tuesday morning. It was a very short and +simple affair; a mere formality, occupying barely twenty minutes. There +was, indeed, nothing to spend much time over; no defence was allowed, +and the only witnesses were the wounded spy and officer and a few +soldiers. The sentence was drawn up beforehand; Montanelli had sent in +the desired informal consent; and the judges (Colonel Ferrari, the local +major of dragoons, and two officers of the Swiss guards) had little to +do. The indictment was read aloud, the witnesses gave their evidence, +and the signatures were affixed to the sentence, which was then read to +the condemned man with befitting solemnity. He listened in silence; and +when asked, according to the usual form, whether he had anything to say, +merely waved the question aside with an impatient movement of his hand. +Hidden on his breast was the handkerchief which Montanelli had let fall. +It had been kissed and wept over all night, as though it were a living +thing. Now he looked wan and spiritless, and the traces of tears were +still about his eyelids; but the words: "to be shot," did not seem to +affect him much. When they were uttered, the pupils of his eyes dilated, +but that was all. + +"Take him back to his cell," the Governor said, when all the formalities +were over; and the sergeant, who was evidently near to breaking down, +touched the motionless figure on the shoulder. The Gadfly looked round +him with a little start. + +"Ah, yes!" he said. "I forgot." + +There was something almost like pity in the Governor's face. He was not +a cruel man by nature, and was secretly a little ashamed of the part +he had been playing during the last month. Now that his main point was +gained he was willing to make every little concession in his power. + +"You needn't put the irons on again," he said, glancing at the bruised +and swollen wrists. "And he can stay in his own cell. The condemned cell +is wretchedly dark and gloomy," he added, turning to his nephew; "and +really the thing's a mere formality." + +He coughed and shifted his feet in evident embarrassment; then called +back the sergeant, who was leaving the room with his prisoner. + +"Wait, sergeant; I want to speak to him." + +The Gadfly did not move, and the Governor's voice seemed to fall on +unresponsive ears. + +"If you have any message you would like conveyed to your friends or +relatives---- You have relatives, I suppose?" + +There was no answer. + +"Well, think it over and tell me, or the priest. I will see it is not +neglected. You had better give your messages to the priest; he shall +come at once, and stay the night with you. If there is any other +wish----" + +The Gadfly looked up. + +"Tell the priest I would rather be alone. I have no friends and no +messages." + +"But you will want to confess." + +"I am an atheist. I want nothing but to be left in peace." + +He said it in a dull, quiet voice, without defiance or irritation; and +turned slowly away. At the door he stopped again. + +"I forgot, colonel; there is a favour I wanted to ask. Don't let them +tie me or bandage my eyes to-morrow, please. I will stand quite still." + + ***** + +At sunrise on Wednesday morning they brought him out into the courtyard. +His lameness was more than usually apparent, and he walked with evident +difficulty and pain, leaning heavily on the sergeant's arm; but all the +weary submission had gone out of his face. The spectral terrors that +had crushed him down in the empty silence, the visions and dreams of the +world of shadows, were gone with the night which gave them birth; and +once the sun was shining and his enemies were present to rouse the +fighting spirit in him, he was not afraid. + +The six carabineers who had been told off for the execution were drawn +up in line against the ivied wall; the same crannied and crumbling wall +down which he had climbed on the night of his unlucky attempt. They +could hardly refrain from weeping as they stood together, each man with +his carbine in his hand. It seemed to them a horror beyond imagination +that they should be called out to kill the Gadfly. He and his stinging +repartees, his perpetual laughter, his bright, infectious courage, had +come into their dull and dreary lives like a wandering sunbeam; and that +he should die, and at their hands, was to them as the darkening of the +clear lamps of heaven. + +Under the great fig-tree in the courtyard, his grave was waiting for +him. It had been dug in the night by unwilling hands; and tears had +fallen on the spade. As he passed he looked down, smiling, at the black +pit and the withering grass beside it; and drew a long breath, to smell +the scent of the freshly turned earth. + +Near the tree the sergeant stopped short, and the Gadfly looked round +with his brightest smile. + +"Shall I stand here, sergeant?" + +The man nodded silently; there was a lump in his throat, and he +could not have spoken to save his life. The Governor, his nephew, the +lieutenant of carabineers who was to command, a doctor and a priest +were already in the courtyard, and came forward with grave faces, half +abashed under the radiant defiance of the Gadfly's laughing eyes. + +"G-good morning, gentlemen! Ah, and his reverence is up so early, too! +How do you do, captain? This is a pleasanter occasion for you than our +former meeting, isn't it? I see your arm is still in a sling; +that's because I bungled my work. These good fellows will do theirs +better--won't you, lads?" + +He glanced round at the gloomy faces of the carabineers. + +"There'll be no need of slings this time, any way. There, there, you +needn't look so doleful over it! Put your heels together and show how +straight you can shoot. Before long there'll be more work cut out +for you than you'll know how to get through, and there's nothing like +practice beforehand." + +"My son," the priest interrupted, coming forward, while the others drew +back to leave them alone together; "in a few minutes you must enter into +the presence of your Maker. Have you no other use but this for these +last moments that are left you for repentance? Think, I entreat you, +how dreadful a thing it is to die without absolution, with all your sins +upon your head. When you stand before your Judge it will be too late to +repent. Will you approach His awful throne with a jest upon your lips?" + +"A jest, your reverence? It is your side that needs that little homily, +I think. When our turn comes we shall use field-guns instead of half a +dozen second-hand carbines, and then you'll see how much we're in jest." + +"YOU will use field-guns! Oh, unhappy man! Have you still not realized +on what frightful brink you stand?" + +The Gadfly glanced back over his shoulder at the open grave. + +"And s-s-so your reverence thinks that, when you have put me down there, +you will have done with me? Perhaps you will lay a stone on the top to +pre-v-vent a r-resurrection 'after three days'? No fear, your reverence! +I shan't poach on the monopoly in cheap theatricals; I shall lie as +still as a m-mouse, just where you put me. And all the same, WE shall +use field-guns." + +"Oh, merciful God," the priest cried out; "forgive this wretched man!" + +"Amen!" murmured the lieutenant of carabineers, in a deep bass growl, +while the colonel and his nephew crossed themselves devoutly. + +As there was evidently no hope of further insistence producing any +effect, the priest gave up the fruitless attempt and moved aside, +shaking his head and murmuring a prayer. The short and simple +preparations were made without more delay, and the Gadfly placed himself +in the required position, only turning his head to glance up for a +moment at the red and yellow splendour of the sunrise. He had repeated +the request that his eyes might not be bandaged, and his defiant face +had wrung from the colonel a reluctant consent. They had both forgotten +what they were inflicting on the soldiers. + +He stood and faced them, smiling, and the carbines shook in their hands. + +"I am quite ready," he said. + +The lieutenant stepped forward, trembling a little with excitement. He +had never given the word of command for an execution before. + +"Ready--present--fire!" + +The Gadfly staggered a little and recovered his balance. One unsteady +shot had grazed his cheek, and a little blood fell on to the white +cravat. Another ball had struck him above the knee. When the smoke +cleared away the soldiers looked and saw him smiling still and wiping +the blood from his cheek with the mutilated hand. + +"A bad shot, men!" he said; and his voice cut in, clear and articulate, +upon the dazed stupor of the wretched soldiers. "Have another try." + +A general groan and shudder passed through the row of carabineers. Each +man had aimed aside, with a secret hope that the death-shot would come +from his neighbour's hand, not his; and there the Gadfly stood and +smiled at them; they had only turned the execution into a butchery, and +the whole ghastly business was to do again. They were seized with sudden +terror, and, lowering their carbines, listened hopelessly to the furious +curses and reproaches of the officers, staring in dull horror at the man +whom they had killed and who somehow was not dead. + +The Governor shook his fist in their faces, savagely shouting to them +to stand in position, to present arms, to make haste and get the thing +over. He had become as thoroughly demoralized as they were, and dared +not look at the terrible figure that stood, and stood, and would not +fall. When the Gadfly spoke to him he started and shuddered at the sound +of the mocking voice. + +"You have brought out the awkward squad this morning, colonel! Let me +see if I can manage them better. Now, men! Hold your tool higher there, +you to the left. Bless your heart, man, it's a carbine you've got +in your hand, not a frying-pan! Are you all straight? Now then! +Ready--present----" + +"Fire!" the colonel interrupted, starting forward. It was intolerable +that this man should give the command for his own death. + +There was another confused, disorganized volley, and the line broke up +into a knot of shivering figures, staring before them with wild eyes. +One of the soldiers had not even discharged his carbine; he had flung it +away, and crouched down, moaning under his breath: "I can't--I can't!" + +The smoke cleared slowly away, floating up into the glimmer of the early +sunlight; and they saw that the Gadfly had fallen; and saw, too, that he +was still not dead. For the first moment soldiers and officials stood +as if they had been turned to stone, and watched the ghastly thing that +writhed and struggled on the ground; then both doctor and colonel rushed +forward with a cry, for he had dragged himself up on one knee and was +still facing the soldiers, and still laughing. + +"Another miss! Try--again, lads--see--if you can't----" + +He suddenly swayed and fell over sideways on the grass. + +"Is he dead?" the colonel asked under his breath; and the doctor, +kneeling down, with a hand on the bloody shirt, answered softly: + +"I think so--God be praised!" + +"God be praised!" the colonel repeated. "At last!" + +His nephew was touching him on the arm. + +"Uncle! It's the Cardinal! He's at the gate and wants to come in." + +"What? He can't come in--I won't have it! What are the guards about? +Your Eminence----" + +The gate had opened and shut, and Montanelli was standing in the +courtyard, looking before him with still and awful eyes. + +"Your Eminence! I must beg of you--this is not a fit sight for you! The +execution is only just over; the body is not yet----" + +"I have come to look at him," Montanelli said. Even at the moment +it struck the Governor that his voice and bearing were those of a +sleep-walker. + +"Oh, my God!" one of the soldiers cried out suddenly; and the Governor +glanced hastily back. Surely------ + +The blood-stained heap on the grass had once more begun to struggle and +moan. The doctor flung himself down and lifted the head upon his knee. + +"Make haste!" he cried in desperation. "You savages, make haste! Get it +over, for God's sake! There's no bearing this!" + +Great jets of blood poured over his hands, and the convulsions of the +figure that he held in his arms shook him, too, from head to foot. As he +looked frantically round for help, the priest bent over his shoulder and +put a crucifix to the lips of the dying man. + +"In the name of the Father and of the Son----" + +The Gadfly raised himself against the doctor's knee, and, with wide-open +eyes, looked straight upon the crucifix. + +Slowly, amid hushed and frozen stillness, he lifted the broken right +hand and pushed away the image. There was a red smear across its face. + +"Padre--is your--God--satisfied?" + +His head fell back on the doctor's arm. + + ***** + +"Your Eminence!" + +As the Cardinal did not awake from his stupor, Colonel Ferrari repeated, +louder: + +"Your Eminence!" + +Montanelli looked up. + +"He is dead." + +"Quite dead, your Eminence. Will you not come away? This is a horrible +sight." + +"He is dead," Montanelli repeated, and looked down again at the face. "I +touched him; and he is dead." + +"What does he expect a man to be with half a dozen bullets in him?" the +lieutenant whispered contemptuously; and the doctor whispered back. "I +think the sight of the blood has upset him." + +The Governor put his hand firmly on Montanelli's arm. + +"Your Eminence--you had better not look at him any longer. Will you +allow the chaplain to escort you home?" + +"Yes--I will go." + +He turned slowly from the blood-stained spot and walked away, the priest +and sergeant following. At the gate he paused and looked back, with a +ghostlike, still surprise. + +"He is dead." + + ***** + +A few hours later Marcone went up to a cottage on the hillside to tell +Martini that there was no longer any need for him to throw away his +life. + +All the preparations for a second attempt at rescue were ready, as the +plot was much more simple than the former one. It had been arranged that +on the following morning, as the Corpus Domini procession passed along +the fortress hill, Martini should step forward out of the crowd, draw a +pistol from his breast, and fire in the Governor's face. In the moment +of wild confusion which would follow twenty armed men were to make a +sudden rush at the gate, break into the tower, and, taking the turnkey +with them by force, to enter the prisoner's cell and carry him bodily +away, killing or overpowering everyone who interfered with them. From +the gate they were to retire fighting, and cover the retreat of a second +band of armed and mounted smugglers, who would carry him off into a safe +hiding-place in the hills. The only person in the little group who knew +nothing of the plan was Gemma; it had been kept from her at Martini's +special desire. "She will break her heart over it soon enough," he had +said. + +As the smuggler came in at the garden gate Martini opened the glass door +and stepped out on to the verandah to meet him. + +"Any news, Marcone? Ah!" + +The smuggler had pushed back his broad-brimmed straw hat. + +They sat down together on the verandah. Not a word was spoken on either +side. From the instant when Martini had caught sight of the face under +the hat-brim he had understood. + +"When was it?" he asked after a long pause; and his own voice, in his +ears, was as dull and wearisome as everything else. + +"This morning, at sunrise. The sergeant told me. He was there and saw +it." + +Martini looked down and flicked a stray thread from his coat-sleeve. + +Vanity of vanities; this also is vanity. He was to have died to-morrow. +And now the land of his heart's desire had vanished, like the fairyland +of golden sunset dreams that fades away when the darkness comes; and he +was driven back into the world of every day and every night--the +world of Grassini and Galli, of ciphering and pamphleteering, of party +squabbles between comrades and dreary intrigues among Austrian spies--of +the old revolutionary mill-round that maketh the heart sick. And +somewhere down at the bottom of his consciousness there was a great +empty place; a place that nothing and no one would fill any more, now +that the Gadfly was dead. + +Someone was asking him a question, and he raised his head, wondering +what could be left that was worth the trouble of talking about. + +"What did you say?" + +"I was saying that of course you will break the news to her." + +Life, and all the horror of life, came back into Martini's face. + +"How can I tell her?" he cried out. "You might as well ask me to go and +stab her. Oh, how can I tell her--how can I!" + +He had clasped both hands over his eyes; but, without seeing, he felt +the smuggler start beside him, and looked up. Gemma was standing in the +doorway. + +"Have you heard, Cesare?" she said. "It is all over. They have shot +him." + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +"INTROIBO ad altare Dei." Montanelli stood before the high altar among +his ministers and acolytes and read the Introit aloud in steady tones. +All the Cathedral was a blaze of light and colour; from the holiday +dresses of the congregation to the pillars with their flaming draperies +and wreaths of flowers there was no dull spot in it. Over the open +spaces of the doorway fell great scarlet curtains, through whose folds +the hot June sunlight glowed, as through the petals of red poppies in +a corn-field. The religious orders with their candles and torches, the +companies of the parishes with their crosses and flags, lighted up the +dim side-chapels; and in the aisles the silken folds of the processional +banners drooped, their gilded staves and tassels glinting under the +arches. The surplices of the choristers gleamed, rainbow-tinted, beneath +the coloured windows; the sunlight lay on the chancel floor in +chequered stains of orange and purple and green. Behind the altar hung +a shimmering veil of silver tissue; and against the veil and the +decorations and the altar-lights the Cardinal's figure stood out in its +trailing white robes like a marble statue that had come to life. + +As was customary on processional days, he was only to preside at the +Mass, not to celebrate, so at the end of the Indulgentiam he turned +from the altar and walked slowly to the episcopal throne, celebrant and +ministers bowing low as he passed. + +"I'm afraid His Eminence is not well," one of the canons whispered to +his neighbour; "he seems so strange." + +Montanelli bent his head to receive the jewelled mitre. The priest who +was acting as deacon of honour put it on, looked at him for an instant, +then leaned forward and whispered softly: + +"Your Eminence, are you ill?" + +Montanelli turned slightly towards him. There was no recognition in his +eyes. + +"Pardon, Your Eminence!" the priest whispered, as he made a genuflexion +and went back to his place, reproaching himself for having interrupted +the Cardinal's devotions. + +The familiar ceremony went on; and Montanelli sat erect and still, his +glittering mitre and gold-brocaded vestments flashing back the sunlight, +and the heavy folds of his white festival mantle sweeping down over the +red carpet. The light of a hundred candles sparkled among the sapphires +on his breast, and shone into the deep, still eyes that had no answering +gleam; and when, at the words: "Benedicite, pater eminentissime," +he stooped to bless the incense, and the sunbeams played among the +diamonds, he might have recalled some splendid and fearful ice-spirit +of the mountains, crowned with rainbows and robed in drifted snow, +scattering, with extended hands, a shower of blessings or of curses. + +At the elevation of the Host he descended from his throne and knelt +before the altar. There was a strange, still evenness about all his +movements; and as he rose and went back to his place the major of +dragoons, who was sitting in gala uniform behind the Governor, whispered +to the wounded captain: "The old Cardinal's breaking, not a doubt of it. +He goes through his work like a machine." + +"So much the better!" the captain whispered back. "He's been nothing but +a mill-stone round all our necks ever since that confounded amnesty." + +"He did give in, though, about the court-martial." + +"Yes, at last; but he was a precious time making up his mind to. +Heavens, how close it is! We shall all get sun-stroke in the procession. +It's a pity we're not Cardinals, to have a canopy held over our heads +all the way---- Sh-sh-sh! There's my uncle looking at us!" + +Colonel Ferrari had turned round to glance severely at the two younger +officers. After the solemn event of yesterday morning he was in a devout +and serious frame of mind, and inclined to reproach them with a want of +proper feeling about what he regarded as "a painful necessity of state." + +The masters of the ceremonies began to assemble and place in order those +who were to take part in the procession. Colonel Ferrari rose from his +place and moved up to the chancel-rail, beckoning to the other officers +to accompany him. When the Mass was finished, and the Host had been +placed behind the crystal shield in the processional sun, the celebrant +and his ministers retired to the sacristy to change their vestments, and +a little buzz of whispered conversation broke out through the church. +Montanelli remained seated on his throne, looking straight before him, +immovably. All the sea of human life and motion seemed to surge around +and below him, and to die away into stillness about his feet. A censer +was brought to him; and he raised his hand with the action of an +automaton, and put the incense into the vessel, looking neither to the +right nor to the left. + +The clergy had come back from the sacristy, and were waiting in the +chancel for him to descend; but he remained utterly motionless. The +deacon of honour, bending forward to take off the mitre, whispered +again, hesitatingly: + +"Your Eminence!" + +The Cardinal looked round. + +"What did you say?" + +"Are you quite sure the procession will not be too much for you? The sun +is very hot." + +"What does the sun matter?" + +Montanelli spoke in a cold, measured voice, and the priest again fancied +that he must have given offence. + +"Forgive me, Your Eminence. I thought you seemed unwell." + +Montanelli rose without answering. He paused a moment on the upper step +of the throne, and asked in the same measured way: + +"What is that?" + +The long train of his mantle swept down over the steps and lay spread +out on the chancel-floor, and he was pointing to a fiery stain on the +white satin. + +"It's only the sunlight shining through a coloured window, Your +Eminence." + +"The sunlight? Is it so red?" + +He descended the steps, and knelt before the altar, swinging the censer +slowly to and fro. As he handed it back, the chequered sunlight fell on +his bared head and wide, uplifted eyes, and cast a crimson glow across +the white veil that his ministers were folding round him. + +He took from the deacon the sacred golden sun; and stood up, as choir +and organ burst into a peal of triumphal melody. + + + "Pange, lingua, g]oriosi + Corporis mysterium, + Sanguinisque pretiosi + Quem in mundi pretium, + Fructus ventris generosi + Rex effudit gentium." + + +The bearers came slowly forward, and raised the silken canopy over his +head, while the deacons of honour stepped to their places at his right +and left and drew back the long folds of the mantle. As the acolytes +stooped to lift his robe from the chancel-floor, the lay fraternities +heading the procession started to pace down the nave in stately double +file, with lighted candles held to left and right. + +He stood above them, by the altar, motionless under the white canopy, +holding the Eucharist aloft with steady hands, and watched them as they +passed. Two by two, with candles and banners and torches, with crosses +and images and flags, they swept slowly down the chancel steps, along +the broad nave between the garlanded pillars, and out under the lifted +scarlet curtains into the blazing sunlight of the street; and the sound +of their chanting died into a rolling murmur, drowned in the pealing +of new and newer voices, as the unending stream flowed on, and yet new +footsteps echoed down the nave. + +The companies of the parishes passed, with their white shrouds and +veiled faces; then the brothers of the Misericordia, black from head to +foot, their eyes faintly gleaming through the holes in their masks. Next +came the monks in solemn row: the mendicant friars, with their dusky +cowls and bare, brown feet; the white-robed, grave Dominicans. Then +followed the lay officials of the district; dragoons and carabineers +and the local police-officials; the Governor in gala uniform, with his +brother officers beside him. A deacon followed, holding up a great cross +between two acolytes with gleaming candles; and as the curtains were +lifted high to let them pass out at the doorway, Montanelli caught a +momentary glimpse, from where he stood under the canopy, of the sunlit +blaze of carpeted street and flag-hung walls and white-robed children +scattering roses. Ah, the roses; how red they were! + +On and on the procession paced in order; form succeeding to form and +colour to colour. Long white surplices, grave and seemly, gave place +to gorgeous vestments and embroidered pluvials. Now passed a tall and +slender golden cross, borne high above the lighted candles; now the +cathedral canons, stately in their dead white mantles. A chaplain paced +down the chancel, with the crozier between two flaring torches; then the +acolytes moved forward in step, their censers swinging to the rhythm of +the music; the bearers raised the canopy higher, counting their steps: +"One, two; one, two!" and Montanelli started upon the Way of the Cross. + +Down the chancel steps and all along the nave he passed; under the +gallery where the organ pealed and thundered; under the lifted curtains +that were so red--so fearfully red; and out into the glaring street, +where the blood-red roses lay and withered, crushed into the red carpet +by the passing of many feet. A moment's pause at the door, while the +lay officials came forward to replace the canopy-bearers; then the +procession moved on again, and he with it, his hands clasping the +Eucharistic sun, and the voices of the choristers swelling and dying +around him, with the rhythmical swaying of censers and the rolling tramp +of feet. + + + "Verbum caro, panem verum, + Verbo carnem efficit; + Sitque sanguis Christi merum----" + + +Always blood and always blood! The carpet stretched before him like a +red river; the roses lay like blood splashed on the stones---- Oh, God! +Is all Thine earth grown red, and all Thy heaven? Ah, what is it to +Thee, Thou mighty God----Thou, whose very lips are smeared with blood! + + + "Tantum ergo Sacramentum, + Veneremur cernui." + + +He looked through the crystal shield at the Eucharist. What was that +oozing from the wafer--dripping down between the points of the golden +sun--down on to his white robe? What had he seen dripping down--dripping +from a lifted hand? + +The grass in the courtyard was trampled and red,--all red,--there was +so much blood. It was trickling down the cheek, and dripping from the +pierced right hand, and gushing in a hot red torrent from the wounded +side. Even a lock of the hair was dabbled in it,--the hair that lay all +wet and matted on the forehead--ah, that was the death-sweat; it came +from the horrible pain. + +The voices of the choristers rose higher, triumphantly: + + + "Genitori, genitoque, + Laus et jubilatio, + Salus, honor, virtus quoque, + Sit et benedictio." + + +Oh, that is more than any patience can endure! God, Who sittest on the +brazen heavens enthroned, and smilest with bloody lips, looking down +upon agony and death, is it not enough? Is it not enough, without this +mockery of praise and blessing? Body of Christ, Thou that wast broken +for the salvation of men; blood of Christ, Thou that wast shed for the +remission of sins; is it not enough? + +"Ah, call Him louder; perchance He sleepeth! + +"Dost Thou sleep indeed, dear love; and wilt Thou never wake again? Is +the grave so jealous of its victory; and will the black pit under the +tree not loose Thee even for a little, heart's delight?" + +Then the Thing behind the crystal shield made answer, and the blood +dripped down as It spoke: + +"Hast thou chosen, and wilt repent of thy choice? Is thy desire not +fulfilled? Look upon these men that walk in the light and are clad in +silk and in gold: for their sake was I laid in the black pit. Look upon +the children scattering roses, and hearken to their singing if it be +sweet: for their sake is my mouth filled with dust, and the roses are +red from the well-springs of my heart. See where the people kneel to +drink the blood that drips from thy garment-hem: for their sake was it +shed, to quench their ravening thirst. For it is written: 'Greater love +hath no man than this, if a man lay down his life for his friends.'" + +"Oh, Arthur, Arthur; there is greater love than this! If a man lay down +the life of his best beloved, is not that greater?" + +And It answered again: + +"Who is thy best beloved? In sooth, not I." + +And when he would have spoken the words froze on his tongue, for the +singing of the choristers passed over them, as the north wind over icy +pools, and hushed them into silence: + + + "Dedit fragilibus corporis ferculum, + Dedit et tristibus sanguinis poculum, + Dicens: Accipite, quod trado vasculum + Omnes ex eo bibite." + + +Drink of it, Christians; drink of it, all of you! Is it not yours? For +you the red stream stains the grass; for you the living flesh is seared +and torn. Eat of it, cannibals; eat of it, all of you! This is your +feast and your orgy; this is the day of your joy! Haste you and come to +the festival; join the procession and march with us; women and children, +young men and old men--come to the sharing of flesh! Come to the pouring +of blood-wine and drink of it while it is red; take and eat of the +Body---- + +Ah, God; the fortress! Sullen and brown, with crumbling battlements +and towers dark among the barren hills, it scowled on the procession +sweeping past in the dusty road below. The iron teeth of the portcullis +were drawn down over the mouth of the gate; and as a beast crouched +on the mountain-side, the fortress guarded its prey. Yet, be the teeth +clenched never so fast, they shall be broken and riven asunder; and the +grave in the courtyard within shall yield up her dead. For the Christian +hosts are marching, marching in mighty procession to their sacramental +feast of blood, as marches an army of famished rats to the gleaning; and +their cry is: "Give! Give!" and they say not: "It is enough." + +"Wilt thou not be satisfied? For these men was I sacrificed; thou hast +destroyed me that they might live; and behold, they march everyone on +his ways, and they shall not break their ranks. + +"This is the army of Christians, the followers of thy God; a great +people and a strong. A fire devoureth before them, and behind them a +flame burneth; the land is as the garden of Eden before them, and behind +them a desolate wilderness; yea, and nothing shall escape them." + +"Oh, yet come back, come back to me, beloved; for I repent me of my +choice! Come back, and we will creep away together, to some dark and +silent grave where the devouring army shall not find us; and we will lay +us down there, locked in one another's arms, and sleep, and sleep, and +sleep. And the hungry Christians shall pass by in the merciless daylight +above our heads; and when they howl for blood to drink and for flesh to +eat, their cry shall be faint in our ears; and they shall pass on their +ways and leave us to our rest." + +And It answered yet again: + +"Where shall I hide me? Is it not written: 'They shall run to and fro +in the city; they shall run upon the wall; they shall climb up upon the +houses; they shall enter in at the windows like a thief?' If I build me +a tomb on the mountain-top, shall they not break it open? If I dig me a +grave in the river-bed, shall they not tear it up? Verily, they are keen +as blood-hounds to seek out their prey; and for them are my wounds red, +that they may drink. Canst thou not hear them, what they sing?" + +And they sang, as they went in between the scarlet curtains of the +Cathedral door; for the procession was over, and all the roses were +strewn: + + + "Ave, verum Corpus, natum + De Maria Virgine: + Vere passum, immolatum + In cruce pro homine! + Cujus latus perforatum + Undam fluxit cum sanguinae; + Esto nobis praegustatum + Mortis in examinae." + + +And when they had left off singing, he entered at the doorway, and +passed between the silent rows of monks and priests, where they knelt, +each man in his place, with the lighted candles uplifted. And he saw +their hungry eyes fixed on the sacred Body that he bore; and he knew why +they bowed their heads as he passed. For the dark stream ran down the +folds of his white vestments; and on the stones of the Cathedral floor +his footsteps left a deep, red stain. + +So he passed up the nave to the chancel rails; and there the bearers +paused, and he went out from under the canopy and up to the altar steps. +To left and right the white-robed acolytes knelt with their censers and +the chaplains with their torches; and their eyes shone greedily in the +flaring light as they watched the Body of the Victim. + +And as he stood before the altar, holding aloft with blood-stained hands +the torn and mangled body of his murdered love, the voices of the guests +bidden to the Eucharistic feast rang out in another peal of song: + + + "Oh salutaris Hostia, + Quae coeli pandis ostium; + Bella praemunt hostilia, + Da robur, fer, auxilium!" + + +Ah, and now they come to take the Body----Go then, dear heart, to thy +bitter doom, and open the gates of heaven for these ravening wolves that +will not be denied. The gates that are opened for me are the gates of +the nethermost hell. + +And as the deacon of honour placed the sacred vessel on the altar, +Montanelli sank down where he had stood, and knelt upon the step; and +from the white altar above him the blood flowed down and dripped upon +his head. And the voices of the singers rang on, pealing under the +arches and echoing along the vaulted roof: + + + "Uni trinoque Domino + Sit sempiterna gloria: + Qui vitam sine termino + Nobis donet in patria." + + +"Sine termino--sine termino!" Oh, happy Jesus, Who could sink beneath +His cross! Oh, happy Jesus, Who could say: "It is finished!" This doom +is never ended; it is eternal as the stars in their courses. This is the +worm that dieth not and the fire that is not quenched. "Sine termino, +sine termino!" + +Wearily, patiently, he went through his part in the remaining +ceremonies, fulfilling mechanically, from old habit, the rites that had +no longer any meaning for him. Then, after the benediction, he knelt +down again before the altar and covered his face; and the voice of the +priest reading aloud the list of indulgences swelled and sank like a +far-off murmur from a world to which he belonged no more. + +The voice broke off, and he stood up and stretched out his hand for +silence. Some of the congregation were moving towards the doors; and +they turned back with a hurried rustle and murmur, as a whisper went +through the Cathedral: + +"His Eminence is going to speak." + +His ministers, startled and wondering, drew closer to him and one of +them whispered hastily: "Your Eminence, do you intend to speak to the +people now?" + +Montanelli silently waved him aside. The priests drew back, whispering +together; the thing was unusual, even irregular; but it was within +the Cardinal's prerogative if he chose to do it. No doubt, he had some +statement of exceptional importance to make; some new reform from Rome +to announce or a special communication from the Holy Father. + +Montanelli looked down from the altar-steps upon the sea of upturned +faces. Full of eager expectancy they looked up at him as he stood above +them, spectral and still and white. + +"Sh-sh! Silence!" the leaders of the procession called softly; and the +murmuring of the congregation died into stillness, as a gust of wind +dies among whispering tree-tops. All the crowd gazed up, in breathless +silence, at the white figure on the altar-steps. Slowly and steadily he +began to speak: + +"It is written in the Gospel according to St. John: 'God so loved the +world, that He gave His only begotten Son that the world through Him +might be saved.' + +"This is the festival of the Body and Blood of the Victim who was slain +for your salvation; the Lamb of God, which taketh away the sins of the +world; the Son of God, Who died for your transgressions. And you are +assembled here in solemn festival array, to eat of the sacrifice that +was given for you, and to render thanks for this great mercy. And I know +that this morning, when you came to share in the banquet, to eat of the +Body of the Victim, your hearts were filled with joy, as you remembered +the Passion of God the Son, Who died, that you might be saved. + +"But tell me, which among you has thought of that other Passion--of the +Passion of God the Father, Who gave His Son to be crucified? Which of +you has remembered the agony of God the Father, when He bent from His +throne in the heavens above, and looked down upon Calvary? + +"I have watched you to-day, my people, as you walked in your ranks in +solemn procession; and I have seen that your hearts are glad within you +for the remission of your sins, and that you rejoice in your salvation. +Yet I pray you that you consider at what price that salvation was +bought. Surely it is very precious, and the price of it is above rubies; +it is the price of blood." + +A faint, long shudder passed through the listening crowd. In the chancel +the priests bent forward and whispered to one another; but the preacher +went on speaking, and they held their peace. + +"Therefore it is that I speak with you this day: I AM THAT I AM. For I +looked upon your weakness and your sorrow, and upon the little children +about your feet; and my heart was moved to compassion for their sake, +that they must die. Then I looked into my dear son's eyes; and I knew +that the Atonement of Blood was there. And I went my way, and left him +to his doom. + +"This is the remission of sins. He died for you, and the darkness has +swallowed him up; he is dead, and there is no resurrection; he is dead, +and I have no son. Oh, my boy, my boy!" + +The Cardinal's voice broke in a long, wailing cry; and the voices of the +terrified people answered it like an echo. All the clergy had risen from +their places, and the deacons of honour started forward to lay their +hands on the preacher's arm. But he wrenched it away, and faced them +suddenly, with the eyes of an angry wild beast. + +"What is this? Is there not blood enough? Wait your turn, jackals; you +shall all be fed!" + +They shrank away and huddled shivering together, their panting +breath thick and loud, their faces white with the whiteness of chalk. +Montanelli turned again to the people, and they swayed and shook before +him, as a field of corn before a hurricane. + +"You have killed him! You have killed him! And I suffered it, because I +would not let you die. And now, when you come about me with your lying +praises and your unclean prayers, I repent me--I repent me that I have +done this thing! It were better that you all should rot in your vices, +in the bottomless filth of damnation, and that he should live. What is +the worth of your plague-spotted souls, that such a price should be paid +for them? But it is too late--too late! I cry aloud, but he does not +hear me; I beat at the door of the grave, but he will not wake; I stand +alone, in desert space, and look around me, from the blood-stained earth +where the heart of my heart lies buried, to the void and awful heaven +that is left unto me, desolate. I have given him up; oh, generation of +vipers, I have given him up for you! + +"Take your salvation, since it is yours! I fling it to you as a bone is +flung to a pack of snarling curs! The price of your banquet is paid for +you; come, then, and gorge yourselves, cannibals, bloodsuckers--carrion +beasts that feed on the dead! See where the blood streams down from the +altar, foaming and hot from my darling's heart--the blood that was shed +for you! Wallow and lap it and smear yourselves red with it! Snatch and +fight for the flesh and devour it--and trouble me no more! This is the +body that was given for you--look at it, torn and bleeding, throbbing +still with the tortured life, quivering from the bitter death-agony; +take it, Christians, and eat!" + +He had caught up the sun with the Host and lifted it above his head; and +now flung it crashing down upon the floor. At the ring of the metal on +stone the clergy rushed forward together, and twenty hands seized the +madman. + +Then, and only then, the silence of the people broke in a wild, +hysterical scream; and, overturning chairs and benches, beating at the +doorways, trampling one upon another, tearing down curtains and garlands +in their haste, the surging, sobbing human flood poured out upon the +street. + + + +EPILOGUE. + + +"GEMMA, there's a man downstairs who wants to see you." Martini spoke in +the subdued tone which they had both unconsciously adopted during these +last ten days. That, and a certain slow evenness of speech and movement, +were the sole expression which either of them gave to their grief. + +Gemma, with bare arms and an apron over her dress, was standing at a +table, putting up little packages of cartridges for distribution. She +had stood over the work since early morning; and now, in the glaring +afternoon, her face looked haggard with fatigue. + +"A man, Cesare? What does he want?" + +"I don't know, dear. He wouldn't tell me. He said he must speak to you +alone." + +"Very well." She took off her apron and pulled down the sleeves of her +dress. "I must go to him, I suppose; but very likely it's only a spy." + +"In any case, I shall be in the next room, within call. As soon as +you get rid of him you had better go and lie down a bit. You have been +standing too long to-day." + +"Oh, no! I would rather go on working." + +She went slowly down the stairs, Martini following in silence. She had +grown to look ten years older in these few days, and the gray streak +across her hair had widened into a broad band. She mostly kept her eyes +lowered now; but when, by chance, she raised them, he shivered at the +horror in their shadows. + +In the little parlour she found a clumsy-looking man standing with his +heels together in the middle of the floor. His whole figure and the +half-frightened way he looked up when she came in, suggested to her that +he must be one of the Swiss guards. He wore a countryman's blouse, +which evidently did not belong to him, and kept glancing round as though +afraid of detection. + +"Can you speak German?" he asked in the heavy Zurich patois. + +"A little. I hear you want to see me." + +"You are Signora Bolla? I've brought you a letter." + +"A--letter?" She was beginning to tremble, and rested one hand on the +table to steady herself. + +"I'm one of the guard over there." He pointed out of the window to the +fortress on the hill. "It's from--the man that was shot last week. He +wrote it the night before. I promised him I'd give it into your own hand +myself." + +She bent her head down. So he had written after all. + +"That's why I've been so long bringing it," the soldier went on. "He +said I was not to give it to anyone but you, and I couldn't get off +before--they watched me so. I had to borrow these things to come in." + +He was fumbling in the breast of his blouse. The weather was hot, and +the sheet of folded paper that he pulled out was not only dirty and +crumpled, but damp. He stood for a moment shuffling his feet uneasily; +then put up one hand and scratched the back of his head. + +"You won't say anything," he began again timidly, with a distrustful +glance at her. "It's as much as my life's worth to have come here." + +"Of course I shall not say anything. No, wait a minute----" + +As he turned to go, she stopped him, feeling for her purse; but he drew +back, offended. + +"I don't want your money," he said roughly. "I did it for him--because +he asked me to. I'd have done more than that for him. He'd been good to +me--God help me!" + +The little catch in his voice made her look up. He was slowly rubbing a +grimy sleeve across his eyes. + +"We had to shoot," he went on under his breath; "my mates and I. A man +must obey orders. We bungled it, and had to fire again--and he laughed +at us--he called us the awkward squad--and he'd been good to me----" + +There was silence in the room. A moment later he straightened himself +up, made a clumsy military salute, and went away. + +She stood still for a little while with the paper in her hand; then +sat down by the open window to read. The letter was closely written in +pencil, and in some parts hardly legible. But the first two words stood +out quite clear upon the page; and they were in English: + +"Dear Jim." + +The writing grew suddenly blurred and misty. And she had lost him +again--had lost him again! At the sight of the familiar childish +nickname all the hopelessness of her bereavement came over her afresh, +and she put out her hands in blind desperation, as though the weight of +the earth-clods that lay above him were pressing on her heart. + +Presently she took up the paper again and went on reading: + + +"I am to be shot at sunrise to-morrow. So if I am to keep at all my +promise to tell you everything, I must keep it now. But, after all, +there is not much need of explanations between you and me. We always +understood each other without many words, even when we were little +things. + +"And so, you see, my dear, you had no need to break your heart over +that old story of the blow. It was a hard hit, of course; but I have had +plenty of others as hard, and yet I have managed to get over them,--even +to pay back a few of them,--and here I am still, like the mackerel in +our nursery-book (I forget its name), 'Alive and kicking, oh!' This +is my last kick, though; and then, to-morrow morning, and--'Finita la +Commedia!' You and I will translate that: 'The variety show is over'; +and will give thanks to the gods that they have had, at least, so much +mercy on us. It is not much, but it is something; and for this and all +other blessings may we be truly thankful! + +"About that same to-morrow morning, I want both you and Martini to +understand clearly that I am quite happy and satisfied, and could ask no +better thing of Fate. Tell that to Martini as a message from me; he is a +good fellow and a good comrade, and he will understand. You see, dear, +I know that the stick-in-the-mud people are doing us a good turn and +themselves a bad one by going back to secret trials and executions so +soon, and I know that if you who are left stand together steadily and +hit hard, you will see great things. As for me, I shall go out into +the courtyard with as light a heart as any child starting home for the +holidays. I have done my share of the work, and this death-sentence is +the proof that I have done it thoroughly. They kill me because they are +afraid of me; and what more can any man's heart desire? + +"It desires just one thing more, though. A man who is going to die has +a right to a personal fancy, and mine is that you should see why I have +always been such a sulky brute to you, and so slow to forget old scores. +Of course, though, you understand why, and I tell you only for the +pleasure of writing the words. I loved you, Gemma, when you were an ugly +little girl in a gingham frock, with a scratchy tucker and your hair in +a pig-tail down your back; and I love you still. Do you remember that +day when I kissed your hand, and when you so piteously begged me 'never +to do that again'? It was a scoundrelly trick to play, I know; but you +must forgive that; and now I kiss the paper where I have written your +name. So I have kissed you twice, and both times without your consent. + +"That is all. Good-bye, my dear." + + +There was no signature, but a verse which they had learned together as +children was written under the letter: + + + "Then am I + A happy fly, + If I live + Or if I die." + + ***** + +Half an hour later Martini entered the room, and, startled out of the +silence of half a life-time, threw down the placard he was carrying and +flung his arms about her. + +"Gemma! What is it, for God's sake? Don't sob like that--you that never +cry! Gemma! Gemma, my darling!" + +"Nothing, Cesare; I will tell you afterwards--I--can't talk about it +just now." + +She hurriedly slipped the tear-stained letter into her pocket; and, +rising, leaned out of the window to hide her face. Martini held his +tongue and bit his moustache. After all these years he had betrayed +himself like a schoolboy--and she had not even noticed it! + +"The Cathedral bell is tolling," she said after a little while, looking +round with recovered self-command. "Someone must be dead." + +"That is what I came to show you," Martini answered in his everyday +voice. He picked up the placard from the floor and handed it to her. +Hastily printed in large type was a black-bordered announcement that: +"Our dearly beloved Bishop, His Eminence the Cardinal, Monsignor Lorenzo +Montanelli," had died suddenly at Ravenna, "from the rupture of an +aneurism of the heart." + +She glanced up quickly from the paper, and Martini answered the unspoken +suggestion in her eyes with a shrug of his shoulders. + +"What would you have, Madonna? Aneurism is as good a word as any other." + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Gadfly, by E. L. 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