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white-space: pre-wrap } +</style> +</head> +<body> +<div>*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 35079 ***</div> +<div class="document" id="the-rustle-of-silk"> +<h1 class="document-title level-1 pfirst title">The Rustle of Silk</h1> +</div> + +<hr class="vspace" style="height: 4em"/> + +<div class="container" id="pg-produced-by"> +<p class="noindent pfirst">Produced by Roger Frank and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team at <a class="reference external" href="http://www.pgdp.net">http://www.pgdp.net</a>.</p> + +<hr class="vspace" style="height: 1em"/> + +</div> +</div> +<div class="figure"> +<div class="align-center container image-wrapper"> +<img alt="images/illus-fpc.jpg" src="images/illus-fpc.jpg"/> +</div> +<div class="caption"> +Betty Compson and Conway Tearle</div> +</div> +<div class="center class container titlepage"> +<p class="pfirst"><span class="x-large">THE RUSTLE OF SILK</span></p> +<p class="pnext">BY</p> +<p class="pnext"><span class="large">COSMO HAMILTON</span></p> +<div class="line-block"> +<div class="line"> + </div> +</div> +<p class="pfirst">Author of <cite>Scandal</cite>, Etc.</p> +<div class="line-block"> +<div class="line"> + </div> +<div class="line"> + </div> +<div class="line"> + </div> +</div> +<p class="pfirst">GROSSET & DUNLAP</p> +<p class="pnext">Made in the United States of America</p> +</div> +<div class="align-center line-block"> +<div class="line"> + </div> +<div class="line"> + </div> +<div class="line"> +Copyright, 1922,</div> +<div class="line"> +By Cosmo Hamilton.</div> +<div class="line"> +All rights reserved</div> +<div class="line"> + </div> +<div class="line"> +Published April, 1922</div> +<div class="line"> +Reprinted April, 1922 (twice)</div> +<div class="line"> +Reprinted June, 1922</div> +<div class="line"> +Reprinted July, 1922</div> +<div class="line"> + </div> +<div class="line"> +<span class="smaller">Printed in the United States of America</span></div> +</div> +<div class="contents level-2 section" id="id1"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title">Contents</h2> +<ul class="simple"> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#part-i" id="id54">PART I</a></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#part-ii" id="id55">PART II</a></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#part-iii" id="id56">PART III</a></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#part-iv" id="id57">PART IV</a></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#part-v" id="id58">PART V</a></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#part-vi" id="id59">PART VI</a></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#part-vii" id="id60">PART VII</a></li> +<li class="level-2 toc-entry"><a class="reference internal pginternal" href="#part-viii" id="id61">PART VIII</a></li> +</ul> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="part-i"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id54">PART I</a></h2> +<div class="level-3 section" id="i"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">I</h3> +<p class="pfirst">The man had followed her from Marble Arch,—not +a mackerel-eyed old man, sensual and without respect, +but one who responded to emotions as an artist +and was still young and still interested. He had seen +her descend from a motor omnibus, had caught his +breath at her disturbing femininity, had watched her +pass like a sunbeam on the garden side of the road, +and in the spirit of a man who sees the materialization +of the very essence of woman, turned and followed.</p> +<p class="pnext">All the way along, under branches of trees that were +newly peppered with early green, he watched her and +saw other men’s heads turn as she passed,—on busses, +in taxicabs, in cars and in the infrequent horse-drawn +carriage that was like a Chaucerian noun dropped into +the pages of a modern book. He saw men stop as he +had stopped and catch their breath and then pursue +their way reluctantly. He noticed that women, especially +passée, tired women, paid her tribute by a flash +of smile or a sudden brightness of the eye. There +was no conscious effort to attract in the girl’s manner, +nothing bizarre or even smart in her clothing. Her +young figure, the perfection of form, was plainly +dressed. She wore the clothes of a student of the +lower middle class, of the small shopkeeping class, and +probably either made them herself or bought them off +the peg. There was no startling beauty in her face or +anything wonderful in her eyes, and certainly nothing +of challenge, of coquetry,—nothing but the sublime +unself-consciousness of a child. And yet there was so +definite and disordering a sense of sex about her that +she passed through a very procession of tribute.</p> +<p class="pnext">The man was a dramatist whose business was to +play upon the emotions of sex, and to watch this child +and the stir she made seemed to him to refute once +more the ludicrous attempts of would-be reformers to +remold humanity and prohibit the greatest of the urges +of nature, and made him laugh. He wondered all the +way along not who she was, because that didn’t matter, +but what she would do and become,—this girl with +her wide-apart eyes, oval face and full red lips, with +the nose of a patrician and the sensitive nostrils of a +horse,—if she would quickly marry in her own class +and drift from early motherhood into a discontented +drabness, or burst the bonds and be transferred from +her probable back yard into a great conservatory.</p> +<p class="pnext">He marveled at her astonishing detachment and +was amused to discover that she was playing at some +sort of game all by herself. From time to time, as +she danced along, she assumed suddenly a dignified +and gracious personality, walking slowly, with a high +chin, bowing to imaginary acquaintances and looking +through the railings of Kensington Gardens with an +air of proprietorship. Then she as quickly returned to +her own obviously normal self and hurried a little, +conscious of approaching dusk. Finally, with the +cunning of city breeding, she nicked across the road, +and he saw her stop outside the tube station at Bayswater, +arrested by the bill of an evening paper,—“Fallaray +against reprisals. New crisis in the Irish +Question. Notable defection from Lloyd-George +forces.”</p> +<p class="pnext">He watched the girl stand in front of these glaring +words and read them over and over with extraordinary +interest. Standing at her elbow, he heard her heave +a quick excited sigh. He imagined that she must be +Irish and watched her enter the station, linger about +the bookstall and fasten eagerly upon a magazine,—so +eagerly that he slipped again to her elbow and looked +to see why. On the cover of this fiction monthly was +the photograph of the man whose name was set forth +on the poster,—the Right Hon. Arthur Napier Fallaray, +Home Secretary. He knew the face well. It +was one of the few arresting faces in public life; one +in which there was something medieval, something also +of Savonarola, Manning, and, in the eyes, of Christ,—a +clean-shaven face, thin and hawk-like, with a hatchet +jaw line, a sad and sensitive mouth and thick brown +hair that went into one or two deep kinks. It might +have been the face of a hunchback or one who had +been inflicted from babyhood with paralysis, obliged +to stand aloof from the rush and tear of other children. +Only the head was shown on the cover, not the +body that stood six foot one, the broad shoulders and +the long arms suggestive of the latent strength of a +wrestler.</p> +<p class="pnext">The flush that suffused the girl’s face surprised the +watcher and piqued his curiosity. Fallaray, the +ascetic, the married bachelor who lived in one wing of +his house while Lady Feodorowna entertained the resuscitated +Souls in the other,—and this young girl of +the lower middle class, worshiping at his shrine! +He would have followed her for the rest of the +afternoon with no other purpose than to study her +moods and watch her stir the passers-by like the whir +of an aeroplane or the sudden scent of lilac. But the +arrival of a train swept a crowd between them and he +lost her. He took a ticket to see if she were on one +or other of the platforms, returned to the street and +searched up and down. She had gone. Before he +left, another bill was posted upon the board of the +<em>Evening Standard</em>. “Fallaray sees Prime Minister. +May resign from cabinet. Uneasiness in Downing +Street,” and as he walked away, no longer interested +in the psychology of crowds, but with his imagination +all eager and alight, the playwright in him had grasped +at the germ of a dramatic experiment.—Take the man +Fallaray, a true and sensitive patriot, working for +no rewards; humanitarian, scholar, untouched by +romance, deaf to the rustle of silk—and that girl, +woman to the tips of her ears, Eve in every movement +of her body——</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="ii"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">II</h3> +<p class="pfirst">“Lola’s late,” said Mrs. Breezy. “She ought to +have been home half an hour ago.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Without taking from his eye the magnifying glass +through which he was peering into the entrails of a +watch, John Breezy gave a fat man’s chuckle. “Don’t +you worry about Lola. She’s the original good girl +and has more friends among strangers than the +pigeons in Kensington Gardens. She’s all right, old +dear.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But Mrs. Breezy never gave more than one ear to +her husband. She was not satisfied. She left her +place behind the glistening counter of the little jewelry +shop in Queen’s Road, Bayswater, and went out into +the street to see if she could see anything of her ewe +lamb,—the one child of her busy and thrifty married +life. On a rain-washed board above her head was +painted “John Breezy, Watchmaker and Jeweler, +Founded in 1760 by Armand de Brézé.” The name +had been Bowdlerized as a concession to the careless +English ear.</p> +<p class="pnext">On the curb a legless man was seated in a sort of +perambulator with double wheels, playing a concertina +and accompanying another man with no arms and a +glass eye who sang with a gorgeous cockney accent, +“Come hout, Come hout, the Spring is ’ere.” A few +yards farther down a girl with the remains of prettiness +was playing the violin at the side of an elderly +woman with the smile of professional supplication who +held a small tin cup. The incessant crowd which +passed up and down Queen’s Road paid little attention +either to these stray dogs or to those who occupied +other competitive positions in this street of constant +noises. Flappers with very short skirts and +every known specimen of leg added to the tragic-comedy +of a thoroughfare in which provincialism and +sophistication were like oil and water. Here was +drawn the outside line of polite pretence. The tide of +<em>hoi polloi</em> washed up to it and over. Ex-governors of +Indian provinces, utterly unrecognized, ex-officers and +men of gallant British regiments, mostly out of employment, +nurse girls with children, and women of +semi-society who lived in those dull barrack houses +of Inverness Terrace, where cats squabbled and tradesmen’s +boys fought, passed the anxious mother.</p> +<p class="pnext">Not a day went by that she did not hear from Lola +of one or perhaps a series of attempts, in the street, +in the Tube, in busses and in the Park, to win her into +conversation. The horror stirred by these accounts in +the heart of the little woman, to say nothing of the +terror, seemed oddly exaggerated to the daughter, +who, with her eyes large and gleaming with fun, +described the manner in which she left her unrestrained +admirers flat and inarticulate. There was +nothing vain in this acceptance of male admiration, +the mother knew. It was something of which the +child had been aware ever since she could remember; +had accepted without regret; had hitherto put to no +use; but which, deep down in her soul, was recognized +as the all-powerful asset of a woman, not to be bought +with money, achieved by art or simulated by acting.</p> +<p class="pnext">Not in so many words had this “gift,” as Lola +called it, been interpreted and discussed by Mrs. +Breezy. On the contrary, she tried to ignore and hide +it away as a dangerous thing which she would have +been ashamed to possess. In the full flower of her +own youth there had been nothing in herself, she +thanked God, to lift her out of the great ruck of +women except, as Breezy had discovered, a shrewd +head, a tactful tongue and the infinite capacity for +taking pains. And she was ashamed of it in Lola. +It gave her incessant and painful uneasiness and fright +and made her feel, in sleepless hours and while in +church, that she had done some wicked thing before +her marriage that must be punished. With unusual +fairness she accepted all the blame but never had had +the courage to tell the truth, either to herself or her +husband, as to her true feelings towards this uncanny +child, as she sometimes inwardly called her. Had she +done so, she must have confessed that Lola was the +only human being with whom she had come into touch +that remained a total stranger; she must have owned +to having been divided from her child almost always by +a sort of wall, a division of class over which it was +increasingly impossible to cross.</p> +<p class="pnext">There were times, indeed, when the little woman +had gone down to the overcrowded parlor behind +the shop so consumed with the idea that she had +brought into the world the offspring of another woman +that she had sat down cold and puzzled and with an +aching heart. It had seemed to her then, as now, +that something queer and eerie had happened. At the +back of her mind there had been and was still a sort +of superstition that Lola was a changeling, that the +fairies or the devil or some imp of mischief had taken +her own baby away at the moment of her birth and +replaced it with an exquisite little creature stolen from +the house of an aristocrat. How else could she account +for the tiny wrists, small delicate hands, those +wide blue eyes, those sensitive nostrils and above all +that extraordinary capacity for passing with superb +unconsciousness and yet with supreme sophistication +through everyday crowds.</p> +<p class="pnext">There was nothing of John in this girl, of that fat +Tomcat-like man, with no more brain than was necessary +to peer into watches and repair jewelry, to look +with half an eye at current events and grow into increasing +content on the same small patch of earth. +Neither was there anything of herself, nothing so +vulgar as shrewdness, nothing so commonplace as tact +and nothing so legitimate as taking pains. Either she +did things on the spur of an impulse, by inspiration, or +she dropped them, like the shells of nuts.</p> +<p class="pnext">In spite of this uncanny idea, Mrs. Breezy loved her +little girl, adopted though she seemed to be, and constant +anxiety ran through her heart like a thread behind +a needle. If any man had spoken to <em>her</em> on the +street, she would have screamed or called a policeman. +She certainly would have been immediately covered +with goose flesh. Beyond that, if she had ever discovered +that she had been born with the power to stir +the feelings of men at first sight, as music stirs the +emotions of an audience or wind the surface of water, +she would have been tempted to have turned Catholic +and taken the veil.</p> +<p class="pnext">Not an evening went by, therefore, that did not find +Mrs. Breezy on the step of the shop in Queen’s Road, +Bayswater, looking anxiously up and down for the +appearance of Lola among the heterogeneous crowd +which infested that street. Always she expected to +see at her side a man, perhaps <em>the</em> man who would take +her child away. She had her worries, poor little +woman, more perhaps than most mothers.</p> +<p class="pnext">That evening, the light reluctant to leave the sky, +Spring’s hand upon the city trees, Lola did bring some +one home,—a woman.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="iii"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">III</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Miss Breezy, sister of John, made a point of spending +every Thursday evening at the neat and gleaming +shop in Queen’s Road. It was her night off. Sometimes +she turned up with tickets for the theater given +to her by the great lady to whom she acted as housekeeper, +sometimes to a concert and once or twice during +the season for the opera. If there were only two +tickets, it was always Lola who enjoyed the other. +Mr. and Mrs. Breezy were contented to hear the +child’s account of what they gladly missed on her behalf. +Frequently they got more from the girl’s +description than they would have received had they +used the tickets themselves.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was this woman who unconsciously had made +Fallaray the hero of Lola’s dreams. She had brought +all the latest gossip from the Fallaray house in which +she had served since that strange wedding ten years +before, when the son of the Minister for Education, +himself in the House of Commons, had gone in a sort +of trance to St. Margaret’s, Westminster, and come +out of it surprised to find himself married to the eldest +daughter of the Marquis of Amesbury,—the brilliant, +beautiful, harum-scarum member of a pre-war +set that had given England many rude shocks, stepped +over all the conventions of an already careless age and +done “stunts” which sent a thrill of horror and +amazement all through the body of the old British +Lion; a set whose cynicism, egotism, perversion, hobnobbing +with political enemies, manufacture of erotic +poetry and ribald jests had spread like an epidemic.</p> +<p class="pnext">Miss Breezy, whose Christian name was Hannah, +as well it might be, entered in great excitement. +“Have you seen the paper?” she asked, giving her +sister-in-law peck to the watchmaker’s wife. “Mr. +Fallaray’s declared himself against reprisals. He’s +condemned the methods of the Black and Tans. They +yelled at him in the House this afternoon and called +him Sinn Feiner. Just think of that! If any other +man had done it, I mean any other Minister, Lloyd +George could have afforded to smile. But Mr. Fallaray! +It may kill the coalition government, and then +what will happen?”</p> +<p class="pnext">All this was given out in the shop itself, luckily +empty of customers. “Woo,” said John. “Good +gracious me,” said Mrs. Breezy. “Just as I expected,” +said Lola, and she entered the parlor and +threw her books into a corner and perched herself on +the table, swinging her legs.</p> +<p class="pnext">“‘Just as you expected?’ What do you know +about it all, pray?” Miss Breezy regarded the girl +with the irritation that goes with those who forget +that little pitchers have ears. She also forgot that the +question of Ireland, of little real importance among all +the world’s troubles, was being forced into daily and +even hourly notice by brutal murders and by equally +brutal reprisals and that England was, at that moment, +racked from end to end with passionate resentment +and anger with which even children were tainted.</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola laughed,—that ripple of laughter which +had made so many men stand rooted to their shoes +after having had the temerity to speak to her on the +spur of the moment, or after many manœuverings. +“What I know of Mr. Fallaray,” she said, “you’ve +taught me. I read the papers for the rest.” And she +heaved an enormous sigh and seemed to leave her body +and fly out like a homing pigeon.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Don’t say anything more until I come back,” cried +Mrs. Breezy, rapping her energetic heels on the floor +on the way out to close the shop.</p> +<p class="pnext">Beamingly important, the bearer of back-stairs gossip, +Miss Breezy removed her coat,—one of those curious +garments which seem to be made especially for +elderly spinsters and are worn by them proudly as a +uniform and with the certain knowledge that everybody +can see that they have gone through life in single +blessedness, dependent neither for happiness nor livelihood +on a mere man.</p> +<p class="pnext">John Breezy, who had lost all suggestion of his +French ancestry and spoke English with the ripest +Bayswater, removed his apron. He liked, it is true, +to remember his Huguenot grandfather and from time +to time indulged in Latin gestures, but when he ventured +into a few words of French his accent was +atrocious. “Mong Doo,” he said, therefore, and +shrugged his fat shoulders almost up to his ears. He +had no sympathy with the Irish. He considered that +they were screaming fanatics, handicapped by a form +of diseased egotism and colossal ignorance which could +not be dealt with in any reasonable manner. He belonged +to the school of thought, led by the <em>Morning +Post</em>, which would dearly like to put an enormous +charge of T. N. T. under the whole island and blow +it sky high. “Of course you buck a good deal about +your Fallaray,” he said to his sister, “that’s natural. +You take his money and you live on his food. But I +think he’s a weakling. He’s only making things more +difficult. I wish to God I was in the House of Commons. +I’d show ’em what to do to Ireland.”</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a burst of laughter from Lola who +jumped off the table and threw her arms around her +father’s neck. “How wonderful you are, Daddy,” +she said. “A regular old John Bull!”</p> +<p class="pnext">Returning before anything further could be said, +Mrs. Breezy shut the parlor door and made herself +extremely comfortable to hear the latest from behind +the scenes. It was very wonderful to possess a sister-in-law +who regularly, once a week, came into that dull +backwater with the sort of thing that never got into +the papers and who was able to bandy great names +about without turning a hair. “Now, then, Hannah, +let’s have it all from the beginning and please, John, +don’t interrupt.” She would have liked to have added, +“Please, Lola,” too, but knew better.</p> +<p class="pnext">Then it was that Miss Breezy settled henwise among +the cushions on the sofa and let herself go. It was a +good thing for her that her family was unacquainted +with any of those unscrupulous illiterates who wrote +the chit-chat in the <em>Daily Mirror</em>.</p> +<p class="pnext">“It was last night that I knew about all this,” she +said. “I went in to see Lady Feo about engaging a +new personal maid. Her great friend was there,—Mrs. +Malwood, who was Lady Glayburgh in the first +year of the War, Lady Pytchley in the second, Mrs. +Graham Macoover in the third, married Mr. Aubrey +Malwood in the fourth and still has him on her hands. +I was kept waiting while they finished their talk. Mrs. +Malwood had to hurry home because she was taking +part in the theatricals at the Eastminsters. I heard +Lady Feo say that Mr. Fallaray had decided to throw +his bomb in the House this afternoon. She was +frightfully excited. She said she didn’t give a damn +about the Irish question—and I wish she didn’t speak +like that—but that it would be great fun to have a +general election to brighten things up and give her a +chance to win some money. I don’t know how Lady +Feo knew that her husband had decided to take this +step, because they never meet and I don’t believe he +ever tells her anything that he has on his mind. I +shouldn’t be surprised if she got it from Mr. Fallaray’s +secretary. I’ve seen them whispering in corners +lately and once she starts her tricks on any man, +good-by loyalty. My word, but she’s a wonderful +woman. A perfect devil but very kind to me. I’ve +no grumbles. If we do have a general election, and I +hope to goodness we don’t, there’s only one man to be +Prime Minister, and that’s Mr. Fallaray. But there’s +no chance of it. All the Prime Minister’s newspapers +are against him, and all his jackals, and he has more +enemies than any man in the Cabinet, and not a soul +to back him up. Office means too much to them all +and they’re all in terror of being defeated in the +country. He’s the loneliest man in the whole of London +and one of the greatest. That’s what I say. I’ve +been with the family ten years and there are things I +like about Lady Feo, for all her rottenness. But I +know this. If she’d been a good wife to that man and +had given him a home to come back to and the love +that he needs and two or three children to romp with +even for half an hour a day, there’d be a very much +better chance for England in this mess than there is at +present.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Stopping for breath, she looked up and caught the +eyes of the girl whose face had flushed at the sight of +the picture on the cover of the magazine. They were +filled with something that startled her, something in +which there was so great a passion that it threw a hot +dart at her spinsterhood and left her rattled and confused.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="iv"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">IV</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Miss Breezy was to receive another shock that evening.</p> +<p class="pnext">It happened that several neighbors came in unexpectedly +and stayed to play cards. It was necessary, +therefore, to adjourn from the cosy little parlor behind +the shop and go up to the drawing-room on the +second floor,—a stiff uncomfortable room used only +on Sundays and when the family definitely entertained. +It smelt of furniture polish, cake and antimacassars. +Lola had no patience with cards and helped her +mother to make coffee and sandwiches. Miss Breezy, +who clung to certain old shibboleths with the pathetic +persistence of a limpet, regarded a pack of cards as +the instrument of the devil. Besides, she resented the +intrusion of every one who put her out of the limelight. +Her weekly orgy of talk emptied the cistern of +her brain.</p> +<p class="pnext">She suspected something out of the way when Lola +suddenly jumped on the sofa like an Angora kitten, +snuggled up and began to purr at her side, saying how +nice it was to see her, how terribly they would miss +her visits, and how well-informed she was. The little +head pressed against her bosom was not uncomforting +to the childless woman. The warm arm clasped +about her shoulder flattered her vanity. But this display +of affection was unusual. It drew from her a +rather shrewd question. “Well, my dear, and what +do you want to get out of me? I know you. This is +cupboard love.”</p> +<p class="pnext">She won a gleam of teeth and a twinkle of congratulation +from those wide-apart eyes. “How clever you +are, Auntie. But it isn’t cupboard love, at least not +quite. I want to consult you about my future because +you’re so sensible and wise.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Your future.—Your future is to get married and +have babies. That was marked out for you before +you began to talk. I never saw such a collection of +dolls in a little girl’s room in all my life. A born +mother, my dear, that’s what you are. I hope to +goodness you have the luck to find the right sort of +man in your own walk of life.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola shook her head and snuggled a little closer, +putting her lips to the spinster’s ear. “There’s plenty +of time for that,” she said. “And, anyway, the right +man for me won’t be in my own walk of life, as you +call it.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“What! Why not?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Because I want to better myself, as you once said +that every girl should do. I haven’t forgotten. I remember +everything that <em>you</em> say, Auntie.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, you do, do you? Well, go on with it.” What +a pretty thing she was with her fine skin and red lips +and disconcerting nostrils. Clever as a monkey, +too, my word. Amazing that Ellen should be her +mother!</p> +<p class="pnext">“And so I want to get away from Queen’s Road, if +I can. I want to take a peep, just a peep for a little +while into another world and learn how to talk and +think and hold myself. Other girls like me have become +ladies when they had the chance. I can’t, I +<em>know</em> I can’t, become a teacher as Mother says I must. +You know that, too, when you think about me. I +should teach the children everything they ought not to +know, for one thing, you know I should, and throw it +all up in a week. I overheard you say that to Mother +the very last time you were here.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“My dear, your ears are too long. But you’re +right all the same. I can’t see <em>you</em> in a school for the +shabby genteel.” A warm fierce kiss was pressed suddenly +to her lips. “But what can I do to help you +out? I don’t know.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“But I do, Auntie. You’re trying to find a personal +maid for Lady Feo. Engage me. I may work +up to become a housekeeper like you some day even. +Who knows?”</p> +<p class="pnext">So that was it.—Good heavens!</p> +<p class="pnext">Miss Breezy unfolded herself from the girl’s embrace +and sat with her back as stiff as a ramrod. +“I couldn’t think of such a thing,” she said. “You +don’t belong to the class that ladies’ maids come from, +nor does your mother. A funny way to better yourself, +that, I must say. Don’t mention it again, please.” +She got up and shook herself as though to cast away +both the girl’s spell and her absurd request. Her +sister-in-law, after a long day’s work, was impatient +for bed and yawning in a way which she hoped would +convey a hint to her husband’s friends. She had already +wound up the clock on the mantelpiece with extreme +deliberation. “I think my cab must be here,” +said Miss Breezy loudly, in order to help her. “I +ordered him to fetch me. Don’t trouble to come down +but do take the trouble to find out what’s the matter +with Lola. She’s been reading too many novels or +seeing too many moving pictures. I don’t know which +it is.”</p> +<p class="pnext">To Mrs. Breezy’s entire satisfaction, her sister-in-law’s +departure broke up the party. There was always +a new day to face and she needed her eight +hours’ rest. Mr. Preedy, the butcher whose inflated +body bore a ludicrous resemblance to a punch ball and +who smelt strongly of meat fat, his hard-bosomed +spouse and Ernest Treadwell, the young man from the +library who would have sold his soul for Lola, followed +her down the narrow staircase. But it was +Lola who got the last word. She stood on the step +of the cab and put a soft hand against Miss Breezy’s +cheek. “Do this for me, Auntie,” she wheedled. +“Please, please. If you don’t——”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“There are other great ladies and very few ladies’ +maids, and if I go to one of them, how will you be +able to keep your eye on me,—and you ought to keep +your eye on me, you know.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well!” said Miss Breezy to herself, as the cab +rattled home. “Did you ever? What an extraordinary +child! Nothing of John about her and just as +little of Ellen. Where does she get these strange +things from?” It was not until she arrived finally +at Dover Street that she added two words to her attempted +diagnosis which came in the nature of an +inspiration. “<em>She’s French!</em>”</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="v"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">V</h3> +<p class="pfirst">It was a lukewarm night, without wind and without +moon, starless. Excited at having got in her request, +which she knew from a close study of her aunt’s character +was bound to be refused and after a process of +flattery eventually conceded, Lola waved her hand to +the Preedys and graciously consented to give a few +minutes to Ernest Treadwell. The butcher and his +wife, after a lifetime of intimacy with animals, had +both taken on a marked resemblance to sheep. They +walked away in the direction of their large and prosperous +corner shop with wide-apart legs and short +quick steps, as though expecting to be rounded up by +a bored but conscientious dog. As she leaned against +the private door of her father’s shop, with the light +of the lamp-post on hair that was the color of buttercups, +she did look French. If Miss Breezy were to +take the trouble to read a well-known book of memoirs +published during the reign of Louis XIV, it would +dawn upon her that the little Lola of Queen’s Road, +Bayswater, daughter of the cockney watchmaker and +Ellen who came from a flat market garden in Middlesex, +threw back to a certain Madame de Brézé, the +famous courtesan. Whether her respect for her +brother would become less or grow greater for this +discovery it is not easy to say. Probably, being a +snob, it would increase.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Don’t stand there without a hat, Lola dear. You +may catch cold.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Mother always says that,” said Lola, “even in the +middle of the summer, but she won’t call again for ten +minutes, so let’s steal a little chat.” She put her hand +on Treadwell’s shoulder with a butterfly touch and +held him rooted and grateful. He had the pale skin +that goes with red hair as well as the pale eyes, but as +he looked at this girl of whom he dreamed by day and +night, they flared as they had flared when he had seen +her first as a little girl with her hair in a queue at the +other end of a classroom. He stood with his foot on +the step and his hands clasped together, inarticulate. +Behind his utter commonplaceness there was the soul +of Romeo, the passion of self-sacrifice that goes with +great lovers. He had been too young for gun fodder +in the war but he had served in spirit for Lola’s sake +and had performed a useful job in the capacity of a +boy scout messenger in the War Office. His bony +knees and awkward body had been the joke of many +a ribald subaltern, mud-stained from the trenches.</p> +<p class="pnext">“What are you doing on Saturday afternoon?” +asked Lola. “Shall we walk to Hampton Court and +see the crocuses? They’re all up now like little soldiers +in a pantomime.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’ll call for you at two o’clock,” answered the boy, +thrilling as though he had been decorated. “We’ll +have tea there and come back on top of a bus. I +suppose your mother wouldn’t let me take you to the +theater? There’s a great piece at the Hammersmith,—Henry +Ainley. He’s fine.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola laughed softly. “Mother’s a dear,” she said. +“She lets me do everything I want to do after I’ve told +her that I’m simply going to do it. Besides, she likes +you.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Do <em>you</em> like me, Lola?” The question came before +the boy could be seized with his usual timidity. +It was followed by a rush of blood to the head.</p> +<p class="pnext">The girl’s answer proved her possession of great +kindness and an amazing lack of coquetry. “You are +one of my oldest friends, Ernest,” she replied, thereby +giving the boy something to hope for but absolutely +nothing to grasp. He had never dared to go so far as +this before and like all the other boys who hung round +Lola had never been able, by any of his crude efforts, +to get her to flirt. Friend was the only word that any +of them could apply to her. And yet even the least +precocious of these boys was convinced of the fact that +she was not innocent of her power.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I love the spring,—just smell it in the air,” said +Lola, going off at a tangent, “but I shall never live in +the country—I mean all the time. I shall go there +and see things grow and get all the scent and the +whispers and the music of the stars and then rush back +to town. Do you believe in reincarnation, Ernest? I +do. I was a canary once and lived in a cage, a big +golden cage, full of seeds and water and little bells +that jingled. It stood on the table in a room filled +with tapestry and lovely old furniture. Servants in +livery gave me a saucer for a bath and refilled my seed +pans.—I feel like a canary now sometimes. I like to +fly out, perfectly tame, and with no cats about, sing a +little and imagine that I am perfectly free, and then +flick back, stand on a perch and do my best singing to +the noise of traffic.” And she laughed again and +added, “What rot we talk when we’re young, don’t +we? I must go.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“No, not yet. Please not yet.” And the boy put +his hands out to touch her and was afraid. He would +gladly have died then and there in that street just to +be allowed to kiss her lips.</p> +<p class="pnext">“It’s late. I must go, Ernest. I have to get up so +awfully early. I hate getting up early. I would like +breakfast in bed and a nice maid to bring me my letters +and the papers. Besides, I don’t want to worry +Mother. She has all the worries of the shop. Good +night and don’t be late on Saturday.” She held out +her hand.</p> +<p class="pnext">The boy seized it and held it tight, his brain reeling, +and his blood on fire. He stood for an instant unable +to give expression to the romance that she stirred in +him, with his mouth open and his rather faulty teeth +showing, and his big awkward nose very white. And +when she had gone and the door of her castle was +closed, the poor knight, who had none of the effrontery +of the troubadour, paced up and down for an hour +in front of the shop, saying half aloud all the things +from Shakespeare which alone seemed fit for the ears +of that princess,—princess of Queen’s Road, Bayswater!</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="vi"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">VI</h3> +<p class="pfirst">The room at the back of the house in which Lola +had been installed since she had been old enough to +sleep alone had been her parents’ bedroom and was +larger than the one to which they had retired. While +Breezy had argued that he damned well didn’t intend +to turn out for that kid, Mrs. Breezy had moved the +furniture. The best room only was good enough for +Lola. The window gave a sordid view of back yards +filled with packing cases, washing, empty bottles and +one or two anæmic laburnum trees which for a few +days once a year burst into a sort of golden smile and +then became sullen again,—observation posts for the +most corrupt of animals, the London cat. It was in +this room that Mrs. Breezy, trespassing sometimes, +stood for a few moments lost in amazement, feeling +more than ever the changeling sense that she did her +best to forget.</p> +<p class="pnext">With the money that she had saved up—birthday +money, Christmas money and a small allowance made +to her by her father—Lola had bought a rank imitation +of an old four-poster bed made probably in Birmingham. +Over it she had hung a canopy of chintz +with a tapestry pattern on a black background, copied +from an illustration in the life of Du Barry. From +time to time pillows with lace covers had been added +to the luxurious pile, a little footstool placed at the +side of the bed and—the latest acquisition—an +eiderdown now lent an air of swollen pomp to the +whole thing, which, to the puzzled and concerned +mother, was immoral. Hers was one of those still +existing minds which read immorality into all attempts +to break away from her own strict set of conventions, +especially when it was in the direction of beautifying +a bed, to her, of course, an unmentionable thing. In +America, without doubt, she would be a cherished and +respected member of the Board of Motion Picture +Censors, as well as—having a cellar—a militant +prohibitionist.</p> +<p class="pnext">For the rest, the room possessed a sofa which was +an English cousin to an Italian day bed and curtains +of china silk in which there was a faint tinge of pink. +A small table on which there was a collection of dainty +things for writing, mementos of many Christmases +and several lines of shelves crammed with books gave +the room something of the appearance of a boudoir, +and this was added to by half a dozen cheap French +prints framed in gold which looked rather well against +a wall paper of tiny bouquets tied up with blue ribbon. +Lola’s collection of books had frequently sent John +Breezy into gusts of mirth. There was nothing among +them that he could read. Very few of them were in +English and those were of French history. The rest +were the lives and memoirs of famous courtesans, including +those of the Madame de Brézé, to whom the +watchmaker always referred with a mixture of pride +and levity,—but not when his wife was in hearing. +A bulky French dictionary, old and dog-eared, stood +in solitude upon the writing table.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was to this room that Lola withdrew as often as +possible to cut herself off from every suggestion of +Queen’s Road, Bayswater, and the shop below, and to +forget her daily journeys to and from the Polytechnic +where she was supposed to be taking a commercial +course in bookkeeping and shorthand with a view +either to going into an office or becoming a teacher in +one of the many small schools which endeavored to +keep their heads up in and about that portion of +London.</p> +<p class="pnext">The game of make-believe, which the dramatist who +followed Lola from Hyde Park corner that afternoon +had watched her play, had been carried on in this bed-sitting +room ever since she had fallen under the spell +of the de Brézé memoirs. It was here, especially on +Sunday mornings, that this young thing let her imagination +have full play while her father and mother, +dressed in their Sabbath best, attended the Methodist +Church near-by. Then, playing the part of her celebrated +ancestress, she put on a little lace cap and a +<em>peignoir</em> over her nightgown and sat up in bed to receive +the imaginary friends, admirers and sycophants +who came to her with the latest gossip, with rare and +beautiful gifts and with the flattery of their kind, +which, while it pleased her very much, failed to turn +her head, because, after all, she had inherited much +of her mother’s shrewdness. With her door locked, +her nose powdered and her lips the color of a cherry, +Lola conducted, for her own amusement, a brilliant +series of monologues which, if given on the stage in a +setting a little more elaborate, would have set all London +laughing.</p> +<p class="pnext">The girl’s mimicry of the people whom she brought +to life from the pages of those French books was perfectly +delightful. She brought her master to life. +With a keen sense of characterization she built him +up—unconsciously assisted by Aunt Hannah—into +as close a resemblance to Fallaray as she could,—a +tired, world-worn man, starving for love and adoration, +weighed down by the problems of a civilization +in chaos, distrait and sometimes almost brusque, but +always chivalrous and kind, who came to her for refreshment +and inspiration and left her with a lighter +tread and renewed optimism. Ancient dames whose +days were over came to her with envy in their hearts +and the hope of charity in their withered souls to tell +her of their triumphs and the scandals of their time. +But the character upon whom she concentrated all her +humor and sarcasm was the friend of her master, an +unscrupulous person who loved her and never could +resist the opportunity of pressing his suit in flowery +but passionate terms and with an accent which, elaborately +Parisian, was reproduced from that of the +French journalist who had taught Lola his language +in a class that she had attended for several years. +These word fencings had begun, of course, as a child +would naturally have begun them, with the stilted +sentences and high-flown remarks which she had lifted +from Grimm’s Fairy Tales. They had become more +and more sophisticated as the years had passed and +were now full of subtleties and insinuations against +which, egging the man on, Lola defended herself with +what she took to be great wit and cleverness.</p> +<p class="pnext">If her little mother had ever gone so far as to put +her ear to the keyhole of that bedroom, she would +have listened to something which would probably have +sent her to a doctor to consult him as to her daughter’s +mental condition. She would have heard, for +instance, the well-modulated voice of that practised +lovemaker and the laughing high-pitched replies of a +girl not unpleased with his attentions but adamant to +his pleadings and perfectly sure of herself. It is true +that Mrs. Breezy would not have understood one word +that was spoken because it was all in French, but the +mere act of conducting long conversations with imaginary +characters as a hobby would have struck deep +at her sense of the fitness of things, especially as Sunday +was the day chosen for such a game. The Methodist +mind is strangely inelastic.</p> +<p class="pnext">What would have been said to all this by a disciple +of Freud it is easy to conceive. He would have read +into it the existence of a complex proving a suppressed +desire which must have landed Lola in a lunatic asylum. +Common sense and a rudimentary knowledge +of heredity might, however, have given to the +mother and the psychoanalyst the key to all this. +The fact was that Lola threw back to her French ancestress +who, like herself, was the daughter of humble, +honest people, and the glamor of the de Brézé memoirs +had not only caught and colored her imagination, +which was her strongest trait, but had shown her how +to exploit the gift of sex appeal in a way that would +make her essential to a man who had it in him to become +a great political figure, the only way in which +she, like the de Brézé, could be placed in a golden cage +with all the luxuries, share in the secrets of government, +meet the men who counted, bask in the reflected +glory of power, and give in return so whole-hearted a +love, devotion, encouragement and refreshment that +her “master” would go out to the affairs of his country +grateful and humanized. She could not, of course, +ever hope to achieve this ambition by marriage. No +such man would marry the daughter of a watchmaker. +It was that the spirit of this woman lived again in the +Breezys’ little daughter; that in her there had been +revived the same desire to force a place for herself in +a world to which she had not been born, and that she +had been endowed with the same feminine qualities +that were necessary to such a scheme. In the knowledge +of this and pinning her faith to a similar cause—the +word was hers—Lola Breezy had gone through +those curious years of double life more and more determined +to perform this kind of courtesanship, believing +that she had inherited the voice with which to +sing the little songs of a canary in the secret cage of +no less a man than one of proved ability and idealism, +who was within an ace of premiership, and—so that +her vanity might be satisfied in the proof of her own +ability to help him—against whom was pitted all that +was mean, ignorant, jealous and reactionary in a bad +political system.</p> +<p class="pnext">What more natural, therefore, than that the man +who fulfilled all these requirements and whom she +would give her life to serve was Fallaray. He had +been brought home to her every Thursday evening by +her aunt for ten years. She had read in the papers +every word that he had spoken; had followed his +course of action through all the years of the War +which he had done his best to prevent; had watched +his lonely struggle to substantiate a League of Nations +free from blood lust and territorial greed; had seen him +pelted with lies and calumny when he had cried out +that Germany must be allowed to live if Europe were +to live; and that very day had stood trembling in front +of the billboard which announced that he would not +stand for the bloody and disastrous reprisals in Ireland +that were backed by the Prime Minister. He was +the one honest man, the one idealist in English politics; +the one great humanitarian who possessed that strength +and fairness of mind which permitted him to see both +sides of a question; to belong to a party without being +a slave to its shibboleths; to commit the sudden volt-faces +so impossible to brass hats and to the Junkers of +all nationality; the one man in the House of Commons +who didn’t give a damn for limelight, self-aggrandizement, +titles, graft and all the rest of the things which +have been brought into that low and unclean business +by men who would sell the country for a drink. And +above all he was unhappy with his wife.</p> +<p class="pnext">The housekeeper aunt had built up for this girl a +hero who fitted exactly into the niche in her heart and +ambitions. All the stories and backstairs gossip about +him had excited her desire to become a second Madame +de Brézé in his life and bring the rustle of silk to this +Eveless man. Never once did there enter into her +game of make-believe or her dreams of achievement +the idea of becoming Fallaray’s wife, even if, at any +time, he should be free to marry again. She had too +keen a sense of psychology for that. She saw the +need to Fallaray, as to other such men in his position, +of a secret romance,—stolen meetings, brief +escapes, entrancing interludes, and the desire—the +paradox of asceticism—for feminine charms. She +had read the story of Parnell and understood it; of +Nelson and sympathized with it. She knew the history +of other men of absorbing patriotism and great +intellect who had kept their optimism and their humanity +because of a woman’s tenderness and flattery, +and whenever she looked at the picture of Fallaray, in +whom she recognized a modern Quixote tilting at +windmills, she saw that he stood in urgent need of a +woman who could do for him what Madame de Brézé +had done for that minister of Louis XIV. During all +her intelligent years, therefore, she had conducted herself +in the hope, vague and futile as it seemed, of some +day being discovered to Fallaray, and in her heart +there had grown up a love and a hero worship so strong +and so passionate that it could never be transferred to +any other man.</p> +<p class="pnext">The reason, then, why Lola had turned the whole +force of her concentration upon entering the house in +Dover Street as lady’s maid becomes clear. Here, +suddenly, was her chance. Once in this house, in attendance +upon Lady Feo, it would be possible for her +not only to learn the manners and the language of the +only women who were known to Fallaray, but eventually, +with luck and strategy, to exercise her gift, as +she called it, upon Fallaray himself. What did she +care whether, as her aunt had said, she went down a +peg in the social scale by becoming a lady’s maid? +She would willingly become a crossing sweeper or a +beggar girl.</p> +<p class="pnext">If it were true that Fallaray never went into the +side of the house that was occupied by his wife, then +she would eventually, when she felt that her apprenticeship +had been served, slip into the other side. Like +all women she had cunning and like very few courage. +Opportunity comes to those who make it and she was +ready and eager to undergo any humiliation to try +herself, so to speak, on Fallaray. Ernest Treadwell +loved her and would, she knew, die for her willingly. +There was the hero stuff in him. Other boys, too +numerous to mention, would go through fire and water +for her kisses. Life was punctuated with turned heads, +sudden flashes of eye and everyday attempts to win her +favor. Once in that house in Dover Street——</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="vii"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">VII</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Saturday came. Ernest Treadwell arrived early, +his face shining with Windsor soap. He had bought +a spring tie at Hope Brothers, the name and the season +going well with his mood. It was a ghastly affair,—yellow +with blobs of red. It was indeed much more +suited to Mr. Prouty, the butcher. It illustrated something +at which he frequently looked,—animal blood on +a sawdust floor. But Ernest Treadwell was one of +those men who could always be persuaded into wearing +anything that was offered to him. He was a +dreamer, the stuff that poets are made of, impractical, +embarrassed. He went about with his young and incoherent +brain seething with the tail end of big +thoughts. If he had not been watched by a fond +mother, he would probably have left the house with +his trousers around his neck and his legs thrust +through the sleeves of his coat. He walked up and +down the street for half an hour with his cap on the +back of his head and a tuft of hair sticking out in +front of it,—an earnest, ungainly, intelligent, heroic +person who might one day become a second Wells and +write a Joan and Peter about the children of Joan and +Peter.</p> +<p class="pnext">Saturday was a good day for the Breezys and much +of Friday night had been spent cleaning and rearranging +the cheap and alluring silverware—birthday +presents, wedding presents, lovers’ presents—which +invariably filled the windows. Twice Lola had looked +down and watched her young friend as he marched +up and down beneath, with an ecstatic smile on his +face. It was after her second look that she made up +her mind to desert the crocuses in Hampton Court and +make that boy escort her to Dover Street. Acting +under a sudden inspiration she determined to go and +see her aunt. She knew perfectly well that Miss +Breezy had had time to think over the point which +had been suggested to her and was by now probably +quite ready to accept it. That was the woman’s +character. She began by saying no to everything and +ended, of course, by saying yes to most of them, and +the more emphatic she was in the beginning the more +easily she caved in finally. After all, she was very +fond of her niece and would welcome the opportunity +of having the girl’s company at night and during the +hours when Lady Feo was out. Lola knew all that +and her entrance into Dover Street had become an +obsession, a fixed idea, and if her aunt should develop +a hitherto undemonstrated stiff back,—well then her +hand must be forced, that’s all, either by hook or by +crook. Dressed as simply as usual but wearing her +Sunday hat, Lola passed through the shop, dropped a +kiss on her father’s head, twiddled her fingers at her +mother, who was “getting off” a perfectly hideous +vase stuck into a filigree silver support and must not, +therefore, be interrupted in her diplomatic flow of persuasion. +She was met at the door by Ernest Treadwell, +who sheepishly removed his cap. He would have +given ten years of his life to have been able to doff it +in the manner of Sir Walter Raleigh and utter a +string of highly polished phrases suitable to that epoch-making +occasion. Instead of which he said, “’Ello,” +and dropped his “h” at her feet.</p> +<p class="pnext">Queen’s Road wore its usual Saturday afternoon +appearance and its narrow pavement was filled with +people shopping for Sunday,—the tide of semi-society +clashing with that of mere respectability. +“Hampton Court’ll look great to-day,” said Ernest, +who felt that with the assistance of the crocuses he +might be able to stammer a few words of love and +admiration.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola glanced up at the clear sky and the April sun +which was in a very kindly mood. “I’m sure it will,” +she said, “but I’m afraid I’ve got a disappointment +for Ernie. I want you to be a dear and take me to +see my aunt in Dover Street. It’s—it’s awfully important.”</p> +<p class="pnext">The boy’s eyes flicked and a curious whiteness +settled about his nose. But he played the knight. +“Whatever you say, Lola,” he said, and forced himself +to smile. Poor boy, it was a sad blow. He had +gone to bed the night before, dreaming of this little +adventure. It would have been the first time that he +had ever spent an afternoon and evening alone with +the girl who occupied the throne of his heart.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola knew this. She could see the whole story behind +the boy’s smile. So she took his arm to compensate +him,—knowing how well it would. “There +are crocuses in Kensington Garden,” she said. “We’ll +have a look at those as we pass.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Every head that turned and every eye that flared +made Ernest Treadwell swell with pride as well as resentment. +A policeman held up the traffic for Lola +at the top of the road and one of the keepers of the +Gardens, an old soldier, saluted her as she went +through the gates. She rewarded these attentions with +what she called her best de Brézé smile. Some day +other and vastly more important men should gladly +show her deference. They followed the broad path +which led to Marble Arch, raising their voices in order +to overcome the incessant roar of traffic in the +Bayswater Road. Lola did most of the talking that +afternoon and it was all inspirational, to fire the boy +into greater ambition and effort. She had read some +of his poetry,—strange stuff that showed the influence +of Masefield, crude and half-baked but not untouched +with imagery. She believed in Ernest Treadwell +and took a very real delight in his improvement. +But for her encouragement it might have been some +years before he broke out of hobble-de-hoydom and +the semi-vicious ineptitude that goes with it. He was +very happy as he went along with the warm hand on +his arm. His vanity glowed under her friendship, as +she intended that it should.</p> +<p class="pnext">The old Gardens were green and fresh, gay with +new leaves and daffodils. Only the presence of +smashed men made it look different from the good days +before the War. Would all those children who played +under the eyes of mothers and nurses be laid presently +in sacrifice upon the altars of the old Bad Men of +politics who had done nothing to avert the recent +cataclysm?</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola was excited and on her mettle. She was nearing +the crossroads. On the one that she had marked +out stood Fallaray,—the merest speck. Success with +Aunt Hannah meant the first rung of her ladder. Oxford +Street was like a once smart woman who had become +<em>déclassé</em>. It seemed to be competing with High +Street, Putney. There was something pathetically +blatant in the shop window arrangements, a strained +effort to catch what little money was left to the public +after the struggle to make both ends meet and pay the +overwhelming taxation. The two young people were +unconscious of the change. Lola babbled incessantly. +Among other things she said, “I suppose you’re a socialist, +aren’t you, Ernest? You’ve never discussed it +with me, but I think you must be because you write +poetry, and somehow all poets seem to be socialists. +I suppose it’s because poetry’s so badly paid.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I dunno about that. I’ve never tried to sell my +stuff. I’m against everything and everybody, if that’s +what you mean. But I don’t know whether it’s true +to call it Socialism. There’s a new word for it which +suits me,—intelligensia. I don’t think that’s the way +to pronounce it but it’s near enough. It’s in all the +weekly papers now and stands for anarchy with hair +oil on the bombs. Why do you ask me?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola still had her hand on his arm. “Well, I’m +afraid I’m going to give you a shock soon. I’m going +to be a servant.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Good God,” said Ernest. His grandfather had +been a valet, his father a piano tuner, he himself had +risen to the heights of assistant librarian in a public +library, and if his ambition to become a Labor member +ever was realized he might very easily wind up as a +peer. His children would then belong to the new +aristocracy with Lola as Lady Treadwell. He gasped +under the blow. “What will your mother say?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’m afraid Mother will hang her head in shame +until she gets my angle of it. Luckily I can always +point to Aunt. She’s a housekeeper, you see, and after +all that’s only a sort of upper servant, isn’t it?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“But,—what’s the idea?”</p> +<p class="pnext">This was not a question to which Lola had any +intention of giving an answer. It was a perfectly +private affair. She went off at one of her inevitable +tangents so useful in order to dodge issues. She +pointed to an enormous Rolls-Royce which stood +outside Selfridge’s. On the panel was painted a coat +of arms as big as a soup tureen. She held Ernest +back to watch the peculiar people who descended from +it,—the man small and fat, with bandy legs and a +great moustache waxed into points; the woman bulbous +and wobbly, cluttered up with diamonds, made +pathetic by a skirt that was almost up to her knees. +What an excellent thing the War had been for them.</p> +<p class="pnext">“New rich,” said Lola. “I saw them the other +day coming out of a house at the top of Park Lane +which Father told me used to belong to a Duke. Good +Lord, why shouldn’t I be a servant without causing a +crack in the constitution of the country?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Fundamentally snobbish as all socialists are, the boy +shook his head. “You should lead, not serve,” he +said, quoting from one of his masters. And that was +all he could manage. Lola,—a servant! They +turned into Bond Street in which all the suburban +ladies who were not enjoying the matinées were gluing +their noses to the shop windows. Ernest Treadwell +was unfamiliar with this part of London. He preferred +the democratic Strand when he could get away +from his duties. He felt more and more sheepish +and self-conscious as Lola drew up instinctively at +every shop in which corsets were displayed and diaphanous +underwear spread out. The silk stockings on +extremely well-shaped wooden legs she admired extremely +and desired above all things. The bootmakers’ +shops also came in for her close attention. The +little French shoes with high vamps and stubby noses +drew exclamations of delight and envy. Several +spots on the window of Aspray’s bore the impression +of her nose before she could tear herself away. A +set of dressing-table things made of gold and tortoiseshell +made her eyes widen and her lips part. Ernest +Treadwell would willingly have sacrificed all his half-baked +socialism to be able to buy any one of those +things for Lola.</p> +<p class="pnext">Finally they came to Dover Street, that oasis in +the heart of Mayfair where even yet certain houses +remain untouched by the hand of trade. The Fallaray +house was on the sunny side, where it stood +gloomily with frowning windows and an uninviting +door. It was the oldest house in the street and wore +its octogenarian appearance without camouflage. It +had belonged originally to the Throgmorton family +upon whom Fate had laid a hoodoo. The last of the +line was glad to sell it to Fallaray’s grandfather, the +cotton man. What he would have said if he could +have returned to his old haunts, opened his door with +his latch key and walked in to find Lady Feo and her +gang God only knows.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was well known to Lola. Many times she had +walked up and down Dover Street in order to gaze at +the windows behind which she thought that Fallaray +might be sitting, and several times she had been into +her aunt’s rooms which overlooked the narrow yards +of Bond Street.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Wait for me here, Ernest,” she said. “I don’t +think I shall be very long. If I’m more than half an +hour, give me up and we’ll have another afternoon +later on.”</p> +<p class="pnext">She waved her hand, went down the area steps and +rang the bell. Ernest Treadwell, to whom the house +had taken on a sinister appearance, sloped off with +rounded shoulders and a tight mouth. They might +have been in Hampton Court looking at the crocuses.—Lola,—a +servant. Good God!</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="viii"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">VIII</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Albert Simpkins opened the door.</p> +<p class="pnext">It wasn’t his job to open doors, because he was a +valet. But it so happened that he was the only person +in the servants’ quarters who was not either dressing, +lying down after a heavy lunch or out to enjoy an +hour’s fresh air.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Miss Breezy, please,” said Lola.</p> +<p class="pnext">Simpkins gasped. If he had been passing through +the hall and a footman had opened the front door to +this girl he would have slipped into a dark corner to +watch her enter, believing that she had come to visit +Lady Feo. He knew a thoroughbred when he saw +one. That she should have come to the area of all +places seemed to him to be irregular, not in conformity +with the rules of social rectitude which were his religion. +All the same he thrilled, and like every other +man who caught sight of Lola and stood near enough +to catch the indefinable scent of her hair, stumbled +over his words.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola repeated her remark and gave him a vivid +friendly smile. If she carried her point with her +aunt presently, this man would certainly be useful. +“If you will please come in,” said Simpkins, “I’ll go +and see if Miss Breezy’s upstairs. What name shall I +say?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Lola Breezy.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Miss Lola Breezy. Thank you.” He paused for +a moment to bask, and then with a little bow in which +he acknowledged her irresistible and astonishing effect, +disappeared,—valet stamped upon his respectability +like a Cunard label on a suit case.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola chuckled and remained standing in the middle +of what was used by the servants as a sitting room. +How easy it was, with her gift, to shatter men’s few +senses. She knew the place well,—its pictures of +Queen Victoria and of famous race horses cut from +illustrated papers cheaply framed and its snapshots of +the gardens of Chilton Park, Whitecross, Bucks. Discarded +books of all sorts were piled up on various +tables. <em>The Spectator</em> and <em>The New Statesman</em>, Massingham’s +peevish weekly, <em>Punch</em>, <em>The Sketch</em> and <em>The +Tatler</em>, <em>Eve</em> and the <em>Bystander</em>, which had come downstairs +from the higher regions, were scattered here and +there. They had been read and commented upon first +by the butler and then downwards through all the gradations +of servants to the girl who played galley slave +to the cook. Lola wondered how long it would be before +she also would be spending her spare time in that +room, hobnobbing with the various members of the +family below stairs. A few days, perhaps, not more,—now +that she had fastened on this plan.</p> +<p class="pnext">Simpkins returned almost immediately. “If you +will follow me,” he said, and gave her an alluring +smile which disclosed a row of teeth that were peculiarly +English. He led the way along a narrow passage +up the back staircase and out upon a wide and imposing +corridor, hung with Flemish tapestry and old +portraits, which appealed to Lola’s sense of the decorative +and sent her head up with a tilt of proprietorship. +This was her atmosphere. This was the corridor +along which her imaginary sycophants had +passed so often to her room in Queen’s Road, Bayswater. +“We’re not supposed to go through here,” +said Simpkins, eager to talk, “except on duty. But +it’s a short cut to the housekeeper’s quarters and +there’s no one in to catch us. You look well against +that hanging,” he added. “Like a picture in the +Academy,”—which to him was the Temple of Art.</p> +<p class="pnext">A door opened and there were heavy footsteps.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Look out. The governor.” He seized Lola’s +arm and in a panic drew her into the shadow of a +large armoire.</p> +<p class="pnext">Her heart jumped into her mouth!—It was her hero +in the flesh, the man at whose feet she had worshipped,—within +a few inches of her, walking slowly, +with his hands behind his back, his mouth compressed +and a sort of hit-me-why-don’t-you in his eye. Still +with Simpkins’s hand upon her arm she slipped +out,—not to be seen, not with any thought of herself, +but to watch Fallaray stride along the corridor; +and get the wonder of a first look.</p> +<p class="pnext">A door banged and he was gone.</p> +<p class="pnext">“A pretty near thing,” said Simpkins. “It always +happens like that. I don’t suppose he would have +noticed us. Mostly he sees nothing but his thoughts,—looks +inwards, I mean. But rules is rules. He +lives in that wing of the ’ouse,—has a library and a +bedroom there and another room fitted up as a gym +where he goes through exercises to keep hisself fit. +Give ’im enough in the House to keep ’im fit, you’d +think, wouldn’t yer? A wonderful man.—Come on, +Miss, nick through here.” He opened a door, ran +lightly up a short flight of stairs and came back again +into the servant’s passage. “’Ere you are,” he said +and smiled brilliantly, putting in, as he thought, good +work. This girl——! “I’ll be glad to see you ’ome,” +he added anxiously.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola said, “Thank you, but I have some one waiting +for me,” and entered.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="ix"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">IX</h3> +<p class="pfirst">“Well!” said Miss Breezy.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I hope so,” said Lola, kissing the ear that was +presented to her.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’m just rearranging my things. Her Ladyship’s +just given me some new pictures. They used to be in +the morning room, but she got sick of them and +handed ’em over to me. I’m going to hang them up.” +She might have added that nearly everything that the +room contained had been given to her by Lady Feo +with a similar generosity but her sense of humor was +not very keen or else her sense of loyalty was. At +any rate, there she stood in the middle of a nice airy +room with something around her head to keep the dust +out of her hair, wearing a pair of gloves, a stepladder +near at hand.</p> +<p class="pnext">There were six fair-sized canvases in gold +frames,—seascapes; bold, excellent work, with the +wind blowing over them and spray coming out that +made the lips all salty. They made you hear the mewing +of sea gulls.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Lady Feo bought them to help a young artist. +He was killed in the War. She hates the sea, it makes +her sick, and doesn’t want to be reminded of anything +sad. I don’t wonder, and anyway, they’ll look very +nice here. Do you like them?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola had sized them up in a glance. She too would +have turned them out. They seemed to her rough and +draughty. “Yes,” she said, “they’re very good, +aren’t they?” She mounted the ladder and held out +her hands. She had come to ask a favor. She might +as well make herself popular at once. “Hand them +up, Auntie, and I’ll hang them for you.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, well now, that’s very nice. I get giddy on a +ladder. You came just at the right moment. Can +you manage it? It’s very heavy. The first time I’ve +ever seen you making yourself useful, my dear.”</p> +<p class="pnext">This enabled Lola to get in her first point. “Mother +never allows me to be useful,” she said, “and really +doesn’t understand the sort of thing that I can do +best.” She stretched up, hung the cord over a brass +bracket and straightened it.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well, you can certainly do this job! Go on and +do the rest while you’re at it. I was looking forward +to a very tiring afternoon. I didn’t want to have any +of the maids to help me. They resent being asked to +do anything that is outside their regular duty.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And so Lola proceeded, hating to get her hands +dirty and not very keen on indulging in athletics, but +with a determination made doubly firm by the fleeting +sight of Fallaray.</p> +<p class="pnext">Miss Breezy was in an equable mood that afternoon,—less +pompous than usual, less consumed with +the importance of being the controlling brain in the +management of the Fallaray “establishment,” as she +called it in the stilted language of the auctioneer. She +became almost human as she watched Lola perform +the task which would have put her to a considerable +amount of physical inconvenience. When one is relieved +of anything in the nature of work, equability is +the cheapest form of gratitude.</p> +<p class="pnext">The room was a particularly nice one, large, with a +low ceiling and two windows which overlooked Dover +Street. It didn’t in the least indicate the character of +the housekeeper because not a single thing in it was +her own except a few books. Everything else had +been given to her by Lady Feo, and like the pictures, +had been discarded from one or other of the rooms +below. The Sheraton sofa had come from the drawing-room. +A Dowager Duchess had sat on it one +evening after dinner and let herself go on the question +of the Feo gang. It had been thrown out the following +morning. The armoire of ripe oak, made up of +old French altarpieces—an exquisite thing worth its +weight in gold—had suffered a similar fate. Rappé +the ubiquitous photographer had taken a picture of +Lady Feo leaning against one of its doors. It turned +out badly. In fact, the angel on the other door looked +precisely as though it were growing on Lady Feo’s +nose. It might have been good art but it was bad +salesmanship. Away went the armoire. The story +of all the other things was the same so that the room +had begun to assume the appearance of the den of a +dealer in old furniture. There were even a couple of +old masters on the walls,—a Reynolds and a Lely, +portraits of the members of Lady Feo’s family whose +faces she objected to and whose admonishing eyes she +couldn’t bear to have upon her when she came down +to luncheon feeling a little chippy after a night out. +These also were priceless. It had become indeed one +of the nicest rooms in the house. Every day it added +something to Miss Breezy’s increasing air of dignity +and beatitude.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola did not fail to admire the way in which her +aunt had arranged her wonderful presents and used +all her arts of flattery before she came round to the +reason of her visit. This she did as soon as Miss +Breezy had prepared tea with something of the ceremony +of the Japanese and arranged herself to be +entertained by the child for whose temperament she +had found some excuse by labelling it French. Going +cunningly to work, she began by saying, “What do +you think? You remember Mother’s friends, the +Proutys, who were playing cards the other night?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Indeed I do,” replied Miss Breezy. “Whenever I +meet those people it takes me some time to get over +the unpleasant smell of meat fat. What about them?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Cissie, the daughter, has gone into the chorus of +the Gaiety, and is very happy there. She’s going to be +in the second row at first, but she’s bound to be noticed, +she says, because she has to pose as a statue in the +second act covered all over with white stuff.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Nothing else?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“No, but it will take an hour to put on every night. +And before the end of the run she’ll probably be married +at St. Margaret’s to an officer in the Guards, she +says. She told me that she couldn’t hope to become +a lady in any other way. I was wondering what you +would say if I did the same thing?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Miss Breezy almost dropped her cup as Lola knew +that she would. “You don’t mean to say you’ve come +to tell me that you’ve got <em>that</em> fearful scheme in the +back of your head, you alarming child? A chorus +girl?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola laughed. “You know <em>my</em> way of improving +myself: to serve an apprenticeship as a lady’s maid, a +respectable way,—the way in which you’re going to +help me now that you’ve thought it all over.”</p> +<p class="pnext">The answer came like the rapping of a machine gun. +“I’ve not thought it over and what’s more, I’m not +going to begin to think it over. I told you so.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Without turning a hair Lola handed a plate of cakes. +“But you wouldn’t like me to follow Cissie’s example, +would you,—and that’s the alternative.” Poor dear +old Aunt! What was the use of pretending to be firm. +All the trumps were against her.</p> +<p class="pnext">But for once Lola miscalculated her hand and the +woman. “If you must make a fool of yourself,” said +Miss Breezy, “you must. I’m not your mother and +luckily you can’t break my heart. I told you the other +night and I tell you again that I do not intend to be a +party to your lowering yourself by becoming a servant +and there’s an end of it.” And she waved her disengaged +hand.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was almost a minute before Lola recovered her +breath. She sat back, then, and put her head on one +side. “In that case,” she said in a perfectly even +voice, “I must try to get used to the other idea. I +think I might look rather well in tights and Cissie +tells me that if I were to join her at the Gaiety I should +be put into a number in which five other girls will come +on in underclothes in a bedroom scene. Of course I +should keep my own name and before long you’d see +my photograph in the <em>Tatler</em> as ‘the latest recruit to +the footlights,—the great-great-granddaughter of the +famous Madame de Brézé.’ I should tell the first reporter +that, of course, to make it interesting.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Miss Breezy rocked to and fro, gripping her cup. +How often had she shuddered at the sight of scantily +dressed precocious girls sitting in alarming attitudes +on the shiny paper of the <em>Tatler</em>. To think of Lola +in underclothes, debasing a highly respectable name! +Nevertheless, “I am not to be bullied,” she said, wobbling +like a turkey. “I have always given way to you +before, Lola, but in this case my mind is made up. +Can’t you understand how awkward it would be to +have you in the house on a level with servants who +have to be kept in order by me? It would undermine +my authority.” That was the point, and it was a +good one. And then her starchiness left her under +the horror of the alternative. “As for that other +thing,—well, you couldn’t go a better way to kill your +poor mother and surely you don’t want to do that?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Of course I don’t, Auntie.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“There’s no call for you to think about any way of +earning a living, Lola. Your parents don’t want to +get rid of you, Heaven knows, and even in these bad +times they can get along very nicely and keep you too. +You know that.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola had never dreamed of this adamantine attitude. +Her aunt had been so easy to manage before. What +was she to do?</p> +<p class="pnext">Thinking that she was winning, Miss Breezy went at +it again. “Come, now. Be a good child and forget +both these schemes. Go on with your classes and it +won’t be long before a suitable person will turn up +and ask you to marry him. Your type marries +young. Now, will you promise me to think no more +about it all?”</p> +<p class="pnext">But this was Lola’s only chance to enter the first +stage of her crusade. She would fight for it to the +last gasp. “The chorus, yes,” she said. “As for the +other thing, no, Auntie. If you won’t help me I must +get the paper in the morning and search through the +advertisements. I’m sure to come across some one +who wants a lady’s maid and after all, it won’t very +much matter who it is. You see, I want to earn my +living, and I have made up my mind to do it in this +way. There’s good pay, a beautiful house to live in, +no early trains to catch, no bad weather to go through, +holidays in the country and with any luck foreign +travel. I can’t understand why many more girls like +me don’t go in for this sort of life. I only thought, of +course, it would be so nice to be under your eye and +guidance. Mother would much prefer it to be that +way, I’m sure.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But even this practical argument had no effect except +to rouse the good lady’s dander. “You are a +very nagging girl,” she cried. “I can see perfectly +well what you’re driving at but you won’t undermine +my decision, I can tell you that. I will not have you +in this house and that’s final.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola was beaten. To her astonishment and chagrin +she found that her nail was not to be hammered in. +There was steel in the old lady’s composition, after all. +But there was steel in her own and she quickly decided +to leave things as they stood and think out another line +of attack before the following Thursday. And then, +remembering Ernest Treadwell, who was living up to +his name from one end of the street to the other and +back, she rose to tear herself away with an air of great +patience and affection. Just as she was about to bend +down and touch the usual ear with her lips, the door +suddenly swung open and a woman with bobbed hair, +wearing a red velvet tam-o’-shanter and a curious one-piece +garment of brown velvet which disclosed a pair +of very admirable legs, stood smiling in the doorway. +Her face was as white as the petals of a white rose. +Her large violet eyes had lashes as black as her eyebrows +and her wanton mouth showed a set of teeth as +white and strong as a negro’s. “Oh, hello, Breezy,” +she cried out, her voice round and ringing. “Excuse +my barging in like this. I want to know what you’ve +done about the table decorations for to-morrow night.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Miss Breezy rose hurriedly to her feet, and Lola, +although she had never seen this woman before, followed +her example, sensing the fact that here was the +famous Lady Feo.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I sent Mr. Biddle round to Lee and Higgins in +Bond Street, my lady. You need have no anxiety +about it.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“That’s all right but I’ve altered my mind. I don’t +want flowers. I’ve bought a set of caricatures and I’m +going to put one in front of every place. If it’s too +late to cancel the order, telephone to Lee and Higgins +and tell them to send the flowers to any old hospital +that occurs to them.” Lady Feo had spotted Lola +immediately and during all this time had never taken +her eyes away from the girl’s face and figure, which +she looked over with frank and unabashed curiosity +and admiration. With characteristic effrontery she +made her examination as thorough as she would have +done if she had been sizing up a horse with a view to +purchase. “Attractive little person,” she said to herself. +“As dainty as a piece of Sèvres. What the +devil’s she doing here?” Making conversation with a +view to discover who Lola was, she added aloud, “I +see you’ve hung the pictures, Breezy.—Breezy and +seascapes; they go well together, don’t they?” And +she laughed at the little joke,—a gay and boyish +laugh.</p> +<p class="pnext">With her heart thumping and a ray of hope in front +of her, Lola marked her appreciation of the joke with +her most delighted smile.</p> +<p class="pnext">And Miss Breezy indulged in a diplomatic titter.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Isn’t it a little remiss of you, Breezy, not to introduce +me to your friend?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, I beg your ladyship’s pardon, I’m sure. This +is my niece Lola.” She wished the child in the middle +of next week and dreaded the result of this most unfortunate +interruption.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lady Feo stretched out her hand,—a long-fingered +able hand, born for the violin. “How do you do,” +she said, as though to an equal. “How is it that I +haven’t seen you before? Breezy and I are such old +friends. I call her Breezy in that rather abrupt manner—forgive +me, won’t you?—because I’m both +rude and affectionate. I hope I didn’t cut in on a +family consultation?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola braced herself. Here was her opportunity +indeed! “Oh, no, my lady. It <em>was</em> a sort of consultation, +because I came to talk to Aunt about my +future. It’s time I earned my own living and as she +doesn’t want me to go on the stage, she’s going to be +kind enough to help me in another way.” She got all +this in a little breathlessly, with charming naïveté.</p> +<p class="pnext">“What way?” asked Lady Feo bluntly. “I should +think you’d make a great success on the stage.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola took no notice of her aunt’s angry and frantic +signs. She stood demure and modest under the +searching gaze of Lady Feo and with a sense of extreme +triumph took the jump. “The way I most +wanted to begin,” she said, “was to be your ladyship’s +maid. That’s my great ambition.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“And for the love of heaven, why not? Breezy, +why the deuce haven’t you told me about this girl? I +would like to have her about me. She’s decorative. +I wouldn’t mind being touched by her and I’m sure +she’d look after my things. Look how neat she is. +She might have come out of a bandbox.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Miss Breezy bit her lip. She was bitterly annoyed. +She was unaware of the expression but she felt that +Lola had double-crossed her,—as indeed she had. +“Well, my lady,” she said, “to tell you the truth, I +didn’t think that you would care to have two people +of the same family in your house. It always leads to +trouble.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, rot,” said Lady Feo, “I loathe those old +shibboleths. They’re so silly.” She turned to Lola. +“Look here, do you really mean to say that you’d +rather be a lady’s maid than kick your heels about in +the chorus?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“If you please, my lady,” said Lola.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well, I think you’ll miss a lot of fun, but as far as +I’m concerned, you’re an absolute Godsend. The girl +I’ve had for two years is going to be married. Of +course, I can’t stop that, as much as I shall miss her. +The earth needs repeopling, so I must let her go. The +question has been where to get another. With all the +unemployment no one seems very keen on doing anything +but work in factories. I’d love to have you. +Come by all means. Breezy, engage her. I hope we +shall rub along very nicely together.”</p> +<p class="pnext">As much to hide the gleam in her eyes from her +aunt as to show deference to her new mistress, Lola +bowed. “I thank you, my lady,” she said.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Fine,” said Lady Feo, “fine. That’s great. Saves +me a world of trouble. Pretty lucky thing that I +looked in here, wasn’t it?” She went to the door and +turned. “When can you come, Lola?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“To-morrow.—To-night.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“To-night. I will let Emily off at once. She’ll be +glad enough. I’ll send you home in the car. You +can pack your things and get back in time to brush my +hair. I suppose you know something about your +job?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Miss Breezy broke in hurriedly. Even now perhaps +it might not be too late to beat this girl at her own +game. “That’s it, my lady,” she said, tumbling over +her words. “She doesn’t know anything about it. +I’m afraid I ought to say——”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, well, Breezy, that’s nothing new. They none +of ’em know anything. I’ll teach her. I don’t want +a sham expert with her nose in the air. All I need +is a girl with quick fingers, nippy on her feet, good +to look at, who will laugh at my jokes. You promise +to do that, Lola?”</p> +<p class="pnext">A most delicious smile curled all about Lola’s mouth. +“I promise, my lady,” she said.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lady Feo nodded at her. “She’ll make a sensation,” +she thought. “How jealous they’ll all be.—Righto, +then. Seven o’clock. Don’t be late. So +long.” And off she went, slamming the door behind +her.</p> +<p class="pnext">“You little devil,” said Miss Breezy, her dignity in +great slabs at her feet.</p> +<p class="pnext">But Lola had won. And the amazing part of it was +that the door of the house in Dover Street had been +opened to her by Fallaray’s wife.</p> +</div> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="part-ii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id55">PART II</a></h2> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id2"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">I</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Mrs. Malwood was hipped. She had been losing +heavily at bridge, her Pomeranian had been run over in +Berkeley Square and taken to the dog’s hospital, her +most recent flame had just been married to his colonel’s +daughter, and her fourth husband was still alive. +Poor little soul, she had lots to grumble about. So +she had come round to be cheered up by Feo Fallaray +who always managed to laugh through deaths and +epidemics to find her friend in the first stages of being +dressed for dinner. She had explained her mental +attitude, received a hearty kiss and been told to lie +down and make herself comfortable. There she was, +at the moment, in one of the peculiar frocks which had +become almost like the uniform of Feo’s “gang.” +She was not old, except in experience. In fact, she +was not more than twenty-three. But as she lay on +the sofa with her eyes closed and her lashes like black +fans on her cheeks, a little pout on her pretty mouth +and her bobbed head resting upon a brilliant cushion, +she looked, in those clothes of hers, like a school girl +whose headmistress was a woman of an aesthetic turn +of mind but with a curious penchant for athleticism. +Underneath her smock of duvetyn, the color of a ripe +horse-chestnut, she wore bloomers and stockings rolled +down under her knees,—as everybody could see. She +might have been a rather swagger girl scout who never +scouted, and there was just a touch of masculinity +about her without anything muscular. She was, otherwise, +so tiny a thing that any sort of a man could have +taken her up in one hand and held her above his head. +Very different from Lady Feo, whose shoulders were +broad, whose bones were large, who stood five foot +ten without her shoes, who could hand back anything +that was given to her and swing a golf club like a +man.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’ve just been dipping into Margot’s Diary, +Georgie. Topping stuff. I wish to God she were +young again,—one of us. She’d make things hum. +I can’t understand why the critics have all thrown so +many vitriolic fits about her book and called her the +master egotist. Don’t they know the meaning of +words and isn’t this an autobiography? Good Lord, if +any woman has a right to be egotistical it’s Margot. +She did everything well and to my way of thinking +she writes better than all the novelists alive. She can +sum up a character as well in ten lines as all our +verbose young men in ten chapters. In her next book +I hope to heaven she’ll get her second wind and put a +searchlight into Downing Street. Her poor old bird +utterly lost his tail but the public ought to know to +what depths of trickery and meanness politics can be +carried.—You can make that iron a bit hotter if +you like, Lola. Don’t be afraid of it.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola gave her a glint of smile and laid the iron back +on its stand.</p> +<p class="pnext">During the process of being dressed, Lady Feo reclined +in a sort of barber’s chair—not covered with a +<em>peignoir</em> or a filmy dressing jacket but in what is called +in America a union suit—a one-piece thing of silk +with no sleeves and cut like rowing shorts. It became +her tremendously well,—cool and calm and perfectly +satisfied with herself. She glanced at Lola, who stood +quiet and efficient in a neat frock of black alpaca, with +her golden hair done closely to her small head, and +then winked at Georgie and gave a hitch to her elbow +to call attention to the new maid whom she had already +broken in and regarded as the latest actor in her private +theatricals. Her whole life was a sort of play in which +she took the leading part.</p> +<p class="pnext">There was something in that large and airy bedroom +which always did Mrs. Malwood good. She +liked its Spartan simplicity, its white walls, white furniture, +white carpet and the curtains and cushions +which were of delicate water-color tones suggestive of +sweet peas. It had once been wholly black as a background +for Lady Feo’s dead-white skin. But her +friend had grown out of that, as she grew out of almost +everything sooner or later.</p> +<p class="pnext">“New, isn’t she?” asked Mrs. Malwood without +lowering her voice.</p> +<p class="pnext">“A month old,” replied Lady Feo, “and becoming +more and more useful every moment. Aren’t you, +Lola?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola bowed and smiled and once more put the hot +tongs to the thick wiry hair which eventually would +stand out around her mistress’s head like that of some +Hawaiian girl.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Where did you pick her up?” asked Georgie.</p> +<p class="pnext">“She fell into my lap like a ripe plum. She’s a +niece of my Breezy, the housekeeper. You’d never +think it, would you? I’m more and more inclined to +believe, as a matter of fact, that she escaped from a +china cabinet from a collection of Dresden pieces.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Mrs. Malwood perched herself upon an elbow and +examined Lola languidly,—who was quite used to this +sort of thing, having already been discussed openly +before innumerable people as though she were a freak.</p> +<p class="pnext">They little knew how closely Lola was studying +them in turn,—their manner, their accent, their tricks +of phrase and for what purpose she was undergoing +this apprenticeship. Out for sensation, they would +certainly have attained a thrilling one could they have +seen into the mind of this discreet and industrious girl +who performed her duties with the deftest fingers and +went about like a disembodied spirit.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Where are you dining?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Here,” said Lady Feo. “I’ve got half a dozen of +Arthur’s friendly enemies coming. It will be a sort +of Cabinet meeting. They’re all in a frightful stew +about his attitude on the Irish question. They know +that he and I are not what the papers call ‘in sympathy,’ +so why the dickens they’ve invited themselves +I don’t know,—in the hope, I suppose, of my being +able to work on his feelings and get him to climb down +from his high horse. The little Welshman is the last +man to cod himself that his position is anything but +extremely rocky and he knows that he can’t afford to +lose the support of a man like Arthur, whose honesty +is sworn to by every Tom, Dick and Harry in the +land; this is in the way of a <em>dernier ressort</em>, I suppose. +I shall be the only woman present. Pity me among +this set of indecisive second-raters who are all in a +dead funk and utterly unable to cope with the situation, +either in Germany, France, Ireland, India or anywhere +else and have messed up the whole show. If I had +Margot’s pen, just think what a ripping chapter I +could write in my diary if I kept one, eh, Georgie?” +She threw back her head and laughed.</p> +<p class="pnext">As far as Fallaray’s hard-and-fast stand against +reprisals was concerned she cared nothing. In fact, +Ireland was a word with which she was completely fed +up. She had erased it from her dictionary. It meant +nothing to her that British officers were being murdered +in their beds and thrown at the feet of their +wives or that the scum of the army had blacked and +tanned their way through a country burning with +passion and completely mad. The evening was just +one of a series of stunts to her out of which she would +derive great amusement and be provided with enough +chitchat to give her friends gusts of mirth for weeks.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I saw Fallaray to-day,” said Georgie. “He was +walking in the Park. He only needs a suit of armor +to look like Richard Cœur de Lion. Is he really and +honestly sincere, Feo, or is this a political trick to get +the Welshman out of Downing Street? I ask because +I don’t believe that any man can have been in the +House as long as he has and remain clean.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Don’t you know,” said Lady Feo, with only the +merest glint of smile, “that Arthur has been divinely +appointed to save civilization from chaos? Don’t you +know that?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes, but I know a good many of the others who +have—when any one’s looking. You really can’t +make me believe in these people, especially since the +War. Such duds, my dear.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“All the same, you can believe in Arthur.” She +spoke seriously. “He has no veneer, no dishonesty, +no power of escape from his own standards of life. +That’s why he and I are like oil and water. We don’t +speak the same language. He reminds me always of +an Evangelist at a fancy-dress ball, or Cromwell at a +varsity binge. He’s a wonderful dull dog, is Arthur, +absolutely out of place in English politics and it’s perfectly +ridiculous that he should be married to me. God +knows why I did it. His profile fascinated me, probably, +and the way he played tennis. I was dippy about +both those things at the time. I’m awfully sorry for +him, too. He needs a wife,—a nice cowlike creature +with no sense of humor who would lick his boots, put +eau de cologne on his high forehead, run to meet him +with a little cry of adoration and spring out of bed to +turn on his bath when he came home in the middle of +the night. All Cromwells do and don’t they love the +smell of powder!—Good for you, Lola. Don’t you +get frightfully fed up with this thick wiry hair of +mine?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola smiled and shook her head. It was only when +she was alone with her mistress that she permitted herself +to answer questions. But as she listened and with +a burning heart heard her hero discussed and dismissed +and knew, better and more certainly than ever, the +things that he needed, one phrase ran like a recurring +motif through her brain,—the rustle of silk, the +rustle of silk.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id3"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">II</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Lola and Miss Breezy were not on speaking terms.</p> +<p class="pnext">The elderly spinster considered that she had been +used and flouted, treated as though she were in her +dotage and had lost her authority to engage and dismiss +the members of the Fallaray ménage. She had +nursed, therefore, a feeling of bitter antagonism +against Lola during her three weeks under the same +roof. She had not treated her niece to anything in +the nature of an outburst on her return from Queen’s +Road to take up her duties. “Dignity, dignity,” she +repeated again and again and steeled herself with two +other wonderful words that have helped so many similar +women in the great crisis of wounded vanity,—“my +position.” She had simply cut her dead. Since +then they had, of course, met frequently and had even +been obliged to speak to each other. They did so as +though they were totally unrelated and had never met +before.</p> +<p class="pnext">All this led to a certain amount of comedy below +stairs, it being perfectly well known to every one that +Lola was the housekeeper’s niece. What Lola did +when Miss Breezy entered the servants’ sitting room +the night of her arrival filled the maids with astonishment, +resentment and admiration,—astonishment because +of her extraordinary capacity of holding in her +laughter, resentment because she treated Miss Breezy +with the sort of respect which that good lady never got +from them, and admiration because of the innate breeding +which seemed to ooze from that child’s finger tips. +She had risen to her feet. And ever since she had +continued to do so—a thing, the possibility of which +the others had never conceived—and when spoken +to had replied, “Yes, Miss Breezy,” with a perfectly +straight face and not one glint of humor in her eye. +It was wonderful. It was like something in a book,—an +old book by a man who wrote of times that were +as dead as mutton. It was gorgeous. It gave the girls +the stitch from laughing. It became one of their +standard jokes. “Up for Miss Breezy,” the word +went after that and there was a scramble out of chairs. +All this made the elderly spinster angrier than ever. +Not only had she been done by this girl but, my word, +the child was rubbing it in.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was curious to see the effect that Lola had upon +the other servants. They were all tainted with the +Bolshevism that has followed in the wake of the War. +They drew their wages and grumbled, slurred their +duties, ate everything that they could lay their hands +on, thought nothing of destroying the utensils of the +kitchen and the various things which they used in the +course of work, went out as often as they could and +stayed out much later than the rules of the house permitted. +But under the subtle influence of this always +smiling, always good-tempered girl who seemed to have +come from another planet, ribaldry and coarse jokes +and the rather loose larking with the footmen began +gradually to disappear. Without resentment, because +Lola was so companionable and fitted into her new +surroundings like a key into a lock, they toned themselves +down in her presence, and finding her absolutely +without “side,” hurried to win her friendship, went +into her room at night, singly, to confide in her,—were +not in the least jealous because Albert Simpkins, +the butler and the two footmen competed with one +another to grovel at her feet. In a word, Lola was as +great a favorite below stairs as she was above. She +had realized that the ultimate success of her plan depended +on her popularity in the servants’ sitting room +and in winning these people to her side had used all her +homogeneous sense, even, perhaps, with greater care +and thoughtfulness than she had applied to her task +of ingratiating herself with Lady Feo. She knew very +well that if the servants didn’t get on with her she +would never be able to stay. They would make it +impossible.</p> +<p class="pnext">How Madame de Brézé would have chuckled had +she been able to see her little imitator sitting on the +sofa at night, beneath an oleograph of Queen Victoria, +going through the current <em>Tatler</em> in the midst of a +group of maids, with a butler and two footmen hanging +over her shoulders and a perfect valet dreaming of +matrimony sitting astride a chair as near as he could +get. How she would have laughed at her descendant’s +small quips and touches of wit and irony as she discussed +the people who were known to her companions +by sight and by name and seemed to belong to a sort +of menagerie, separated from them by the iron bars +of class distinction through which they could be seen +moving about,—well fed and well groomed and performing +for the public.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was no trouble to Lola to do all this. She had +done it almost all her life with the gradations of children +with whom she had been at school,—admired by +the girls, keeping the boys at arms’ length and yet retaining +their friendship. It was perfectly easy. Lady +Feo had liked her instantly and so no effort was necessary. +Tactfulness alone was required,—to be +silent when her mistress obviously required silence, to +be merry and bright when her mood was expansive and +to anticipate her wishes whenever in attendance. All +Lola’s period of make-believe, during which she had +played the celebrated courtesan in her little back bedroom, +had taught her precisely how to conduct herself +in her new surroundings. Had not she herself been in +the hands of just such a lady’s maid as she had now +become and seen her laugh when she had laughed, remain +quiet when she had demanded quietude? It +merely meant that she had exchanged roles with Lady +Feo for a time and was playing the servant’s part +instead of that of the leading lady. She reveled in the +whole thing. It gave her constant delight and pleasure. +Above all, she was under the same roof as her +hero, of whom she caught a momentary glimpse from +time to time,—from the window as he got into his +car, from the gallery above the hall as he came back +from the House of Commons, or late at night when +he passed along the corridor to his lonely rooms, sometimes +tired and with dragging feet, sometimes scornful +and impatient, and once or twice so blazing with anger +that it was a wonder that the things he touched did not +burst into flames.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id4"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">III</h3> +<p class="pfirst">The only one of the servants who took the remotest +interest in the arrival of those members of the Cabinet +who were to dine with Lady Feo was Lola. With the +butler’s connivance she stood inside the hat room in the +hall and peeped through the door. To her there was +something not only indescribably interesting in the +sight at close quarters of men of whom she had read +daily for years and who were admired or loathed by +her father and his friends, but something moving, because +they had it in their power to help or hinder the +work of Fallaray. She found them to be a curiously +smug and well-fed lot, undistinguished, badly dressed +and not very different from the ordinary run of +Queen’s Road tradesmen. She thought that they +looked like piano tuners and was astonished and disappointed.</p> +<p class="pnext">The most important person, who arrived late and +whose face was of course familiar to her from caricatures, +made up for all the rest. He stood in the full +light for a moment while he gave his coat and hat to a +footman,—a soft dump hat and a coat lined with very +shiny black satin. He looked more than ever like a +quack doctor, one who was a cross between a comedian +and a revivalist. His uncut hair, very white now, +flopped over the back of his collar in a most uncivilized +manner and his little moustache of the walrus type was +quite out of keeping with it. If he had been clean-shaven +he could have passed for a poet, or a dramatist +who desired to advertise the fact, as some of them do +who flourished in the Victorian period. His short +plebeian figure, with legs far too small and apparently +too frail to carry his fat little trunk, gave him a gnome-like +appearance, but in his eyes, which were very wonderful, +there was a gleam of humor and resourcefulness +which stamped him as a consummate leader of +men, while his forehead denoted imagination and keen +intelligence. It made Lola laugh to see the way in +which he tried to win the callous footman with a cheery +word, never losing an opportunity of making a client, +and to watch his rabbit-like way of going upstairs to +the drawing-room.</p> +<p class="pnext">She was met by Simpkins, who darted quickly and +eagerly to her side. “Look ’ere,” he said in a whisper. +“You’re free for the evening. How about doing a +show with me? I can get you back before Lady Feo’ll +want you again. What d’yer say?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes,” said Lola, “I should love it. What shall we +see?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Simpkins was a gallery first nighter and an ardent +patron of the drama. Whatever he recommended, +therefore, was sure to be worth seeing. “Well,” he +said, “there’s Irene Vanbrugh in a new American +play,—‘Miss Nell o’ New Orleans.’ I couldn’t get +to see it but I read old man Walkley and I saw what +Punch said. I don’t think the play’s much, but Irene +is orlright. Nip up and get your things on. Let’s go +and test it.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola nipped. Her little bedroom was in the servants’ +corridor. She was lucky that it wasn’t, like most +servants’ bedrooms, in the basement, cheek by jowl +with the coal cellar. She changed quickly, excited at +the prospect of stealing a few hours away from the +house in Dover Street. She had been home twice on +her nights off, there to be gazed at in silent wonder by +the little mother who seemed to know her even less +than ever and to be put through an exhaustive cross-examination +by her father, whose mind ran to small +details, as was natural in one who wore a magnifying +glass perpetually in his eye. She met Simpkins in the +servants’ sitting room,—very spruce in a tail coat +and a bowler with his black tie ingeniously pulled +through a gold ring in which there was a most depressed +diamond.</p> +<p class="pnext">She was received with a chorus of inquiries from +the maids. “Hello, Lola,” “On the loose with +Simpky?” “This is something new, ain’t it?” +“Going to do the shimmy in ’Ammersmith?” and so +forth. To all of which she replied in one sentence. +“Mr. Simpkins is taking me to an organ recital,” and +won a scream of mirth.</p> +<p class="pnext">Simpkins was ecstatic. He had made a bet with +himself that his appeal would be refused. Always before +Lola had turned him down and he knew that the +frequent pestering of the butler and the two footmen +had been unable to move her to adventure. “We’ve +just time to do it,” he said, put two fingers into his +mouth and sent a piercing whistle into the muggy April +evening. A prowling taxi drew up short and quivered, +and a well-shaped head looked round to see from +whom this urgent call had issued. Taking Lola’s hand, +Simpkins ran her across the street and opened the +door. “The Dooker York’s.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Righto, Sir,” said the driver, giving a quick and +appreciative glance at his customer’s companion. +Exactly three years ago the owner of that particularly +nice voice, straight nose and small moustache had +commanded a battery of the R. F. A. and fired with +open sights at the advancing enemy. With nothing +to eat except apples plucked from the orchards through +which he had retired with his ragged and weakening +men, he had fought coolly and cheerily for many days +and nights, utterly out of touch with the main army +and eventually, looking like a scarecrow, had removed +his guns from impossible positions and fallen on his +face in Amiens. Thus does a grateful Parliament +reward its saviors.</p> +<p class="pnext">Simpkins slipped his hand through Lola’s arm. +“I’ve been looking forward to this,” he said. “You +don’t know what you’ve done for me. I’m a different +man since I saw you first.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I,” said Lola quickly, “am precisely the same +girl,” and very kindly and definitely gave him back his +hand and drew a little farther into her corner of the +cab. But Simpkins wasn’t hurt. On the contrary he +esteemed her the more highly for this action. She +proved herself so to be different from the girls with +whom he was acquainted and thus lived up to his +preconceived idea of her. “Sorry,” he said, “thank +you,” and glowed with love.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was perfectly true that Simpkins was a different +man since he had seen Lola. She had revolutionized +his life and his thoughts and strengthened his ambitions. +He was a good fellow, clean-minded, with one +or two ideals to which he had clung faithfully and well +through the many temptations which were provided by +his like below stairs. He had character. He was +illiterate but not unintelligent. He had something that +the human sensibility is frequently without,—a soul, +and because of that he had imagination and a sense of +worship. He was the sort of man of whom fanatics +are made under a crisis of deep emotion. As a gentleman’s +gentleman he regarded himself as having a +sort of mission in life. He must be honest, always +ready for his master’s call; spruce, cheerful and discreet. +When tempted to make himself acquainted with +the contents of private letters he must never give anything +away. He had held himself in waiting, so to +speak, for a great love affair and had built up in his +mind a good and wholesome picture of home and wife +and children. Lola fitted into this picture and dominated +it as no other girl had ever done, and he had +fallen actually and metaphorically before her like a +shack before a hurricane. At any time now he could +leave service and branch out for himself, because he +had inherited from his father a sum of money which +would enable him to buy a public house somewhere in +the country—preferably on the upper Thames—and +let rooms to nice people,—they would have to be nice +people. He was a man in the middle thirties with +plenty of time to add to his good nest egg, bring up a +little family with great care and put his son in a good +school with a view to making him a gentleman,—a +dentist perhaps, or a clerk in Coutts’s bank. He could +see only Lola as the mother of this boy and the fact +that she had accepted his invitation to go to the theater +filled him with a great hopefulness; he rejoiced in her +having disallowed his familiarity.</p> +<p class="pnext">To Lola, Simpkins was less than the dust. She had +already sized him up as a rather curious character to +be respected and even liked but not, of course, to be +considered as anything but an infrequent escort into +the theater life of London.</p> +<p class="pnext">She placed him among the Treadwells,—though +not so high up in the list as Ernest. One of these fine +days she hoped to be able to lift the Bayswater poet +out of the public library into the public gaze, to do for +him what Madame de Brézé had done for Paul Brissac.</p> +<p class="pnext">They arrived at the theater in good time. With a +curious touch of embarrassment, because he had seen +at once that the cab was being driven by a gentleman, +Simpkins handed over half a crown and said, “That’s +all right, you can keep the change.” He received a +crisp and unabashed “Thank you” and a little bow +from the waist down which was a cross between extreme +politeness and ineffable cheek, and before Lola +turned to go into the theater she was given a pucka +salute with the hand almost flat upon the ear. She returned +a smile that was like one of those electric advertisements +which flick in and out of the sky in all really +progressive American cities. It nearly knocked the +man over and almost caused him to collide with a +policeman.</p> +<p class="pnext">Simpkins was tempted to buy two seats in the stalls +and could have done so without question in these after-war +times when almost the only people who have +enough money for their laundresses are the profiteers. +But tradition prevailed and he took her up to the dress +circle,—where nobody dressed. The people were +coming reluctantly into the theater in the usual manner +of Londoners. English people are not ardent theater +goers and have to be dragged in to see a play almost +in the same manner as in the old days of barnstorming, +when the manager beat a drum on the threshold of the +tent, the hero and the heroine stood at his elbow and +made pathetic appeals to passers-by, and the villain, +lurking in the background, grimaced at all the girls.</p> +<p class="pnext">The orchestra had just begun to tune up and the +scraping of fiddles sent a tingle through Lola’s veins. +It put her in the mood, as it always did, to forget life, +her own personality and the presence of Simpkins, and +place herself into the character of the play’s heroine. +From an unexpected pocket Simpkins brought out a +small box of chocolates. He was one of those +strange people who, although they have just risen from +a hearty meal, cannot go through an evening at the +theater without munching something. “’Ave one,” +he said. “They’re nice.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“You think of everything,” said Lola, and in order +not to hurt his feelings, took one and dropped it under +the seat. “There’s going to be a good house,” she +added.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Irene always draws ’em in. By Gum, she’s given +me some good evenings in her time. She’s what I call +safe. You can bank on her. She dresses like a lady, +too, and that gets me. Good old Irene.” And then +he put his face rather close to Lola’s. “Some one +said you thought of going on the stage before you +joined us. That’s not true, is it?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“No,” said Lola. “Not in the least true. I discussed +it with my aunt. In fact, to be quite honest, I +put it to her head like a pistol.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, I see.” Simpkins heaved a sigh of relief. +If Lola were to go on the stage,—and all these young +officers buzzing about, treating marriage as though it +were a betting transaction——</p> +<p class="pnext">“I think,” said Lola with naïve gravity, “that it’s +better to play a leading part in life than to be in the +chorus on the stage. Cleverer acting is required, too, +don’t you think so?”</p> +<p class="pnext">A leading part in life? Simpkins was worried. +Would she consider the wife of a man who owned the +“Black Bell” at Wargrave to be a leading part? +“You’re not ambitious, are yer?” he asked, peering +at her patrician profile.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh,” she said, “Oh,” and suddenly threw out her +hands.</p> +<p class="pnext">And then the lights went out and the buzz of +talking ceased gradually as though bees were retiring +in platoons from a feeding place.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id5"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">IV</h3> +<p class="pfirst">They walked to Trafalgar Square. Lola was still +in the old garden of Miss Nell among the Creoles and +the music of the Mardi Gras frolickers. She had no +ears for the expert criticisms of her escort. There +were plenty of unoccupied taxis scouting for fares but +Lola pulled up under the shadow of the National +Gallery to watch the big play of life for a moment or +two. From force of a habit which she had not yet +conquered, she looked up at the sky, half expecting to +see the great white beams of searchlights swing and +stammer until they focussed upon something that +looked like a silver fish, and then to twinge under the +quick reports of anti-aircraft guns. Twice during the +War she had been caught on that spot during a raid +and had stood transfixed to the pavement between +fright and a keen desire to see the show. Memories of +those never-to-be-forgotten incidents, small as they +were and of no consequence in the story of the War—the +loss of a few well-fed noncombatants who made +themselves targets for stray shrapnel because they +wouldn’t dip like rabbits into funk holes—came back +to her then, as well they might. The War’s evidences +forced themselves every day upon the notice even of +those who desired to forget,—the processions of unemployed +with their rattling collection boxes among +the ugliest of them all.</p> +<p class="pnext">Big Ben struck the quarter and Lola returned to +earth. “Simpky,” she said, “cab, quick.” And he +called one and gave the address. And then she began +again to hear what the valet was saying. He had used +up Miss Nell o’ New Orleans and had come to Miss +Lola of Queen’s Road, Bayswater. “Look ’ere, can’t +we do this often, you and me? We can always sneak +off when there’s a dinner on or Lady Feo’s out in the +push. It don’t cost much and I’ve got plenty of +money.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I should like to very much,” said Lola. “Once a +fortnight, say. You see, I go home every Wednesday +night. I don’t think we ought to do it more often +than once a fortnight because, after all, I feel rather +responsible to Auntie and I don’t want to set a bad +example to the other girls.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well, promise you won’t go out with the other +men. I let you into the ’ouse first, don’t forget that, +and that was a sort of omen to me and if you could +bring yourself to look upon me as—well——” He +broke off nervously and ran his hand over his forehead, +which was damp with excitement.</p> +<p class="pnext">But Lola was not in the least nonplussed. She had +had so much practice. She was an expert in mentally +making all sorts and conditions of men her brothers. +She said, “Simpky,”—although the man looked extremely +un-Russian,—“you mustn’t spoil me. Also +you must remember that Ellen Glazeby has hopes. +She’s a friend of mine.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, my God,” said Simpkins, with a touch of +melodrama. “If I’d been engaged to ’er and on the +verge of marriage, and then ’ad seen you,—or even if +I’d been married for a couple of years and was ’appy +and ’ad seen you——Religious as I am——”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola turned to him with extreme simplicity. “But +I’m a good girl, Simpky,” she said.</p> +<p class="pnext">And he gave a funny throaty sound, like a frog at +night with its feet in water; and one of his hands +fluttered out and caught hold of the end of Lola’s +piece of fur, and this he pressed to his lips. “Oh, my +God,” he said again, words failing.</p> +<p class="pnext">And so Lola was rather glad when the cab drew up +at the house in Dover Street.</p> +<p class="pnext">A car arrived at the same time and honked impatiently +and imperiously. Simpkins leapt from the +taxi and said, “Pull out of the way, quick.” It did so. +And as Lola descended and stood at the top of the area +steps, she saw Fallaray go slowly up to the front door +with rounded shoulders, as though he were Atlas with +the weight of the world on his back. He was followed +by a man whose step was light and eager.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id6"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">V</h3> +<p class="pfirst">It was George Lytham.</p> +<p class="pnext">The editor of a new weekly called <em>Reconstruction</em> +which had not as yet done more than take its place +among all those elder brothers on the bookstalls which +were suffering from a combination of hardening of the +arteries and shrinkage of the exchequer, Lytham was +a live wire, a man who could make mistakes, eat his +own words, and having gone halfway up the wrong +road, turn around without giving a curse for what +other men would call dignity and retrace his steps at +a run. Eton and Balliol, he had been a wet-bob, had +a chest like a prize fighter and a forearm as hard as a +cricket bat. The third son of old Lord Lockinge, he +had sat in the House as member for one of those +agricultural constituencies which are too dull and +scattered to attract Radical propagandists and nearly +always plump for Unionism. He had quickly made +his mark. <em>Punch</em> drew him in rowing shorts after his +maiden speech and the Northcliff press made a point +of referring to him as Young Lochinvar. But he had +chucked the House in disgust after two years of it, +one year of enormous enthusiasm during which he had +worked like a dog and another year of sickly pessimism +and disillusion brought about by contact with a +set of political crows who fluttered over the carcass of +England,—traditionless, illiterate, dishonest, of low +minds and low accents, led by the Old Bad Men who +had inherited the right or tricked their way to the +front benches and had all died before the War but +were still living and still clinging to office. He owed +allegiance to no leader and had started <em>Reconstruction</em>, +backed with the money of the great mine owners and +merchants who should have been members of the +Cabinet, for the purpose of cleaning out the Augean +stables. He numbered among his contributors every +political free-thinker in England,—ex-members of +Parliament, ex-war correspondents who spoke with +horror of brass hats, and men who had served in all +capacities in the War and were, for that reason, determined +to remove the frightful burden of taxation +caused by the maintenance of a great war machine for +the indulgence of escapades in Mesopotamia and +Ireland.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lytham was young,—not yet thirty-five; unmarried, +so that his purpose was single, his time his own. +His paper was his wife and he was out for blood,—not +with a bludgeon, not with a gun, but with an +intellect which, supported by other intellects, alone +provided some hope for the future of England and the +Human Family. He had fastened upon Fallaray and +dogged his heels. He regarded him as a brother, was +ready to back him through thick and thin and had +come home with him that night to discuss one or two +of the great questions of the moment and to make +plans for quick functioning.</p> +<p class="pnext">When Fallaray led the way into his den and turned +up the lights—all of them, so that there should be no +shadows in the room and no ghosts—Lytham took +his place with his back to the fire, standing in the frame +of black oak like the picture of a crusader who had +left his armor at home; he liked that room for its size +and simplicity and tradition, its books and prints and +unashamed early-Victorianism. He was as tall as +Fallaray but not as thin and did not look as though +the fires of his soul had burnt him down to the bone. +His hair was brown and crisp and short, his moustache +small, his nose straight and his eyes large and full of +humor and irony. Except for his mouth there was +nothing sensitive in his face and the only sign of restlessness +that he permitted himself to show was in his +habit of lighting one cigarette from the butt of another +just finished,—the cheapest stinkers that were on the +market and which had been smoked by the men of the +regiment to which he had been attached from the beginning +to the end of the War,—fags, in other words. +His holder was far too long for the comfort of people +who stood too close.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Now, Fallaray,” he said, “let’s get down to it.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Fallaray sat on the edge of his desk which he gripped +tight with both his hands. “I’m ready,” he answered.</p> +<p class="pnext">“The point is this. You have come out against +reprisals, which means that you have dared to voice +the overwhelming sentiment of the country at a moment +when the Government has plumped for whole +hoggism and given Sinn Fein its finest advertisement. +So far so good. But this is only the beginning. To +carry the thing on to its right conclusion, you must +not only resign from the Cabinet but you must lead us +to an immediate settlement of the Irish question. You +must organize all that section of British opinion and +American opinion—which counts for so much—and +work for the overthrow of the coalition government. +Will you do it?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Of course.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Ah!”</p> +<p class="pnext">“But wait a second. Here we are marching with +France into Germany, occupying towns for the purpose +of wringing out of these whimpering liars the +fruits of victory which they say they cannot pay and +which they may not be able to pay. Already the fires +of Bolshevism are breaking out everywhere as a result. +Are we to put the Irish question before one that +is surrounded with the most amazing threads of difficulty +and may lead to the death of Europe? In +other words, my dear Lytham, is murder and arson +in one small island of greater importance to the world +at this moment than the possibility of a new and even +more terrible war in Europe, with disease and famine +following at its heels? The men I have served with +during the last war say ‘no.’ They have even gone +so far as to dine here to-night with my wife to try +and get her to move me out of what they call my +rut,—to persuade me, because they have failed to do +so, to shelve the Irish question and back up France in +her perfectly righteous demand for reparations. I +can’t make up my mind whether I will see this German +question through, or swing body and soul to the Irish +question and handicap them in this new crisis. If +you’ve got anything to say, for God’s sake, say +it.”</p> +<p class="pnext">For a moment Lytham had nothing to say. It did +seem to him, as he stood there in that quiet room with +all its books and with hardly a sound coming in from +the street below, that the troubles of that green and +egotistical island melted away before those which did +not affect merely England and France and Germany, +Austria, Russia, Poland, Belgium but America also. +It did seem to him that the murder of a few Britishers, +a handful of loyal Irishmen and the reprisals of the +Black and Tans for cowardly ambushes, brutally carried +out, were in the nature of a side show in a circus +of shows, of a small family quarrel in a city of families +who were up against a frightful epidemic,—and +he didn’t know what to say.</p> +<p class="pnext">The two men looked into each other’s eyes, searched +each other’s hearts and waited, listening, for an inspiration,—from +God probably, whose children had +become strangely out of hand.</p> +<p class="pnext">Thus they stood, silent and without a sign, as others +were standing,—bewildered, embarrassed, groping.</p> +<p class="pnext">And then the door was flung open.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id7"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">VI</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Feo Fallaray’s ideas of evening clothes were curious. +Her smock-frock, or wrapper, or whatever she +called the thing, had a shimmer of green about it. +Her stockings were green and she wore round her +head a circlet of the most marvelous pieces of jade. +The result was bizarre and made her look as though +she were in fancy dress. She might have been an +English Polaire ready to enter the smarter Bohemian +circles of a London Montmartre. Or, to quote the +remark of a woman in the opposite set, “a pre-Raphaelite +flapper.”</p> +<p class="pnext">She drew up short on seeing Lytham. He was no +friend of hers. He was far too normal, far too +earnest, and both his hands were on the wheel. But +with all the audacity of which she was past mistress, +she gave him one of her widest smiles. “Oh, it’s +you,” she said. “They told me some one was with my +beloved husband. Well, how’s young Lochinvar?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lytham bowed profoundly and touched her hand +with the tips of his fingers. “Very well, thank you,” +he said. How he detested green. If he had been +married and his wife had dared to appear in such a +frock, he would have returned her to her mother for +good.</p> +<p class="pnext">Fallaray rose from the desk on which he was sitting +and walked to the farthest end of the room. There +was no one in the world who gave him such a sense +of irritation as this woman did.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’m not welcome, I know,” said Feo, “but I +thought you might like me to come and tell you what +happened to-night, Arthur.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Fallaray turned, but did not look at her. “Thanks +so much,” he said. “Yes. You’re very kind. I’m +afraid you’ve been pretty badly bored.”</p> +<p class="pnext">She echoed the word, giving it all its dictionary interpretations +and some which are certainly not in any +dictionary.</p> +<p class="pnext">“When I see those people,” she said, “I marvel at +our ever having got through the War. Well, the end +of it is that I am to ask you to reconsider your attitude. +The argument is that your secession puts them +into the cart just at a moment when they think, rightly +or wrongly, that they are forcing the fear of God into +the Sinn Feiners. They can’t imagine that my influence +with you is absolutely nil, because they have +the bourgeois idea of marriage and think that because +two people are tied together by Church and law they +must of necessity be in full sympathy. So all I can +do is to make my report and add on my own account +that I never saw such a set of petty opportunists in +all my career.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lytham gave her a match for the cigarette that she +had put into a black holder with a narrow band of +diamonds. “Did you give them any views of your +own?” he asked.</p> +<div class="figure"> +<div class="align-center container image-wrapper"> +<img alt="images/illus-268.jpg" src="images/illus-268.jpg"/> +</div> +<div class="caption"> +A SCENE FROM THE PHOTOPLAY.</div> +</div> +<p class="pfirst">“Rather,” she said, the light on her hair like moonlight +on black water. “I held forth at length with +my back to the fireplace. As a matter of fact, quite +on the spur of the moment, I handed them a very +brilliant idea.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes?” It was a little incredulous.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes, odd as it very obviously seems to you, +Lochinvar. I said that I thought that this was the +psychological moment for a nice piece of theatricality. +I said that some one, probably Kipling, should draft a +letter for the King, in which he should set forth the +fact that he was going to withdraw every one of his +soldiers and all his officials from Ireland at once and +leave the Irish to run themselves, giving them the same +kind of dominion government that they have in Australia +and Canada, wishing them Godspeed and a happy +Easter,—a manly, colloquial letter, very simple and +direct, and ending with a touch of real emotion, the +sort of thing that the King would write on his own, +better than any one.”</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a moment’s pause, during which Lytham +darted a quick look at Fallaray. A gleam came into +the eyes of both men.</p> +<p class="pnext">“What did they say to that?” he asked.</p> +<p class="pnext">“My dear man, what do you suppose they said? +Having no imagination and precious little knowledge +of the facts of the case, they dragged in Ulster and +talked about civil war, which I think is absurd, because +already, as Arthur knows perfectly well, Ulster +is feeling the pinch of the boycott and has deserted +Carson to a man. They’re longing for a settlement +and only anxious to go on making bawbees in the good +old Scotch Presbyterian manner.—They couldn’t see, +and I don’t suppose they will ever be made to see, this +lot, that a letter from the King would immediately +have the effect of withdrawing all the sympathy from +the Irish and reduce them from martyrs to the level +of ordinary human beings. They couldn’t see that +every Irish grievance would be taken away in one +fell swoop, that the priests would be left without a leg +to stand on and that above all America would be the +first to say ‘Now show us.’ It would be a frightful +blow to Collins and de Valera and also to the Germans +and the Sinn Feiners in the United States, and +make all the world admire the British sense of sportsmanship,—which +we have almost lost by everything +that has been done during and since the War by our +people in Ireland.—What do <em>you</em> think of it,—both +of you?”</p> +<p class="pnext">She threw her head back and waited for a scoffing +laugh from Lytham and a look from her husband that +would move her to ribaldry. Her long white neck +rose out of her queer gown like a pillar, the pieces of +jade in her hair shimmered oddly and there was the +gleam of undergraduate ragging in her eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">Fallaray looked at his wife for the first time. “It +was an inspiration,” he said. “I confess that I have +never thought of this solution.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Feo was amazed but bowed ironically. “Very +generous, Arthur, very generous. I couldn’t have been +married to you all this time without having acquired +a certain amount of intelligence, though, could I?” +Even at such a moment she could not remain serious, +although she was perfectly ready to confess to a considerable +flutter of vanity at Fallaray’s favorable +comment.</p> +<p class="pnext">“My God,” said George Lytham, “it takes a woman +to think of a thing like this.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“You’ll make me swollen-headed in a moment, you +two.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lytham took no further notice of her. He strode +over to Fallaray. “Could this be done? I quite +agree with your wife in her interpretation of the effect +of such a letter and of course it could be made the sort +of human document which would electrify the world. +I agree, too, that once our soldiers were withdrawn +with all the brass hats from the castle, the huge majority +of reasonable Irishmen would insist on taking +hold of things against the very small minority of Republicans +who have merely used Ireland as a means +of feathering their own nests, and be obliged to prove +that they are fit to run their own country without +bloody squabbles, cat-calling, filthy recriminations and +all the other things for which they have earned a +historical reputation. But—can it be done?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Fallaray paced up and down the room with his +hands clasped behind his back and his great shoulders +rounded. Lytham and Lady Feo watched him. It +was a peculiar moment. They both saw in it the test +of Fallaray’s imagination and, in a way, humor. They +could see that he was looking at this thing from every +possible angle, dissecting it as a chemist would dissect +bad water. At last he gave a groan and stopped and +faced them.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Not with these men,” he said. “Not with this +political system, not in these times. Do you imagine +for a moment that the present Cabinet holds a single +man big enough, humble enough, patriotic enough to +permit even the King to step on the stage and absorb +the limelight? No. Not one. There is some microbe +in the House of Commons, some atrocious cootie which +gets under the skin of its members and poisons them so +that they become the victims of a form of egomania +of which they never can be cured. Then, too, my dear +Lytham, we must get it into our heads that the Irish +trouble is like a cancer in the body of the Constitution. +We may hit upon a medicine that seems likely to give +temporary relief—the withdrawal of the troops, the +appointment of a new Lord Lieutenant, even the +establishment of a Dominion Government—but we +have got to remember that the hatred of the Irish for +the English is fundamental and permanent. What +may seem to us to-day to offer a solution to this age-old +problem becomes futile and unworkable to-morrow. +In our efforts to deal with the question we must not +allow ourselves to be influenced by the quick transitory +events that chase each other across the front pages +of the paper. We must, if we can, go to the root of +the malady,—the deep human emotion that burns in +the hearts and souls of the Irish and endeavor to +understand. Otherwise we are as children making +foolish marks on shifting sand. What we write to-day +is obliterated to-morrow.”</p> +<p class="pnext">He turned about, walked slowly over to the chair at +his desk and dropped into it heavily, rising again immediately +because Feo was standing.</p> +<p class="pnext">Seeing which, and having an engagement to join +Mrs. Malwood and several others at a private dance +club, she made for the door. “Well,” she said, +“there it is. I did my best for you.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“An excellent best,” said Fallaray. “Thank you +again. Are you leaving us?”</p> +<p class="pnext">She waved her hand, that long able hand which +might have achieved good things but for that fatal +kink in her,—and went.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Brilliant woman,” said Fallaray. +It was on the tip of Lytham’s tongue to say “Brilliant +what?” but he swallowed the remark.</p> +<p class="pnext">And presently they heard Feo’s high-pitched voice +in the street below, giving an order to her chauffeur.</p> +<p class="pnext">And they resumed the discussion, coming back always +to the point from which they started. The Old +Bad Man, shuffling, juggling, lying to others as well +as themselves, without the sense to realize that something +far worse than the War was coming hourly to a +head, blocked every avenue of escape.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id8"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">VII</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Lytham walked home in the small hours of that +morning. He had the luck to live in the Albany, at +the Piccadilly end. The streets, but for a silent-footed +Bobby or two, were deserted. Even the night birds +had given up hope and withdrawn to their various +nests.</p> +<p class="pnext">He wondered once more, as he went along, what on +earth had made Fallaray marry Feo, of all women. +It was one of his favorite forms of mental pastime to +try and discover the reason of ninety-nine per cent, of +the marriages which had come under his fairly intimate +observation. It seemed to him, in reviewing +the whole body of his friends, not only that every +man had married the wrong woman but that every +woman had married the wrong man.</p> +<p class="pnext">There was his brother, for instance,—Charlie +Lytham, master of foxhounds and one of the most +good-natured creatures to be found on earth,—hearty, +honest, charitable, full of laughter, a superb +horseman, everybody’s friend. For some unexplained +and astounding reason he hadn’t married one of the +nice healthy English girls who rode and golfed and +stumped about the countryside, perfectly content to +live out of town for ten months of the year and enjoy +a brief bust in London. He had been dragged to the +altar by a woman who looked like a turkey and gobbled +like one when she spoke, who wore the most impossible +clothes with waggling feathers and rattling beads, +spoke in a loud raucous voice and was as great a form +of irritation to every one who came in contact with +her as the siren of a factory. What was the idea?—Poor +devil. He had condemned himself to penal +servitude.</p> +<p class="pnext">Then there was his sister, Helena Lytham, a beautiful +decorative person born to play the queen in pageants +and stand about as in a fresco in a rather thick +nightgown which clung decorously to her Leightonian +figure,—respectable but airy. On Lytham’s return +from Coblenz after the Armistice she had presented +him to a little dapper person who barely came up to +her shoulder, who smoked a perpetual cigar out of the +corner of his mouth, wore a waistcoat with a linoleum +pattern, skin-tight trousers and boots with brown +leather uppers. He realized George’s idea of the riding +master of a Margate livery stable. And so it went +on all the way through.—And here was Fallaray.</p> +<p class="pnext">The truth of the thing was that Fallaray had not +married Lady Feo. Lady Feo had married Fallaray. +What she had said to Mrs. Malwood was perfectly +true. At eighteen her hobbies were profiles and tennis. +At twenty-four Fallaray’s profile was at its best. He +looked like a Greek god, especially when he was playing +tennis with a shirt open at the neck, and she had +met him during the year that he had put up that +superb fight against Wilding in the good old days. +The fact that he was Arthur Fallaray, the son of a +distinguished father, born and bred for a place on the +front bench, a marked man already because of his +speeches in the Oxford Union, didn’t matter. His +profile was the finest that she had seen and his tennis +was in the championship class, and so she had deliberately +gone for him, followed him from house +party to house party with the sole intention of acquiring +and possessing. At the end of six weeks she +had got him. He had been obliged to kiss her. Her +face had been purposely held in place to receive it. +The rest was easy. Whereupon, she had immediately +advertised the engagement broadcast, brought her relations +down upon Fallaray in a swarm, sent paragraphs +to the papers and made it literally impossible +for the unfortunate man to do anything but go +through with the damned thing like a gentleman,—dazed +by the turn of events and totally unacquainted +with the galloping creature who had seemed to him to +resemble a thoroughbred but untrained yearling, kicking +its heels about in a paddock. It had all been just +a lark to her,—no more serious than collecting postage +stamps, which eventually she could sell or give +away. If ever she were to fall really in love, it would +be perfectly simple, she had argued, either to be +divorced or to juggle affairs so that she might divorce +Fallaray. Any man who played tennis as well as he +had done could do a little thing like that for her. The +result was well known. A man of high ideals, Fallaray +had gone through with this staggering marriage +with every intention of making it work. Being in love +with no other girl, he had determined to do his utmost +to play the game and presently stand proudly among +a little family of Fallarays. But he had found in Feo +some one who had no standards, no sense of right and +wrong, give and take; a girl who was a confirmed anarchist, +who cared no more for law and order, Church +and State or the fundamentals of <em>life</em>, <em>tradition</em>, <em>honor</em>, +womanhood than an animal, a beautiful orang-outang, +if there is such a thing, who or which delighted in +hanging to branches by its tail and making weird +grimaces at passers-by. The thing had been a +tragedy, so far as Fallaray was concerned, an uncanny +and terrible event in his life, almost in the nature of +an incurable illness. The so-called honeymoon to +which he never looked back, had been a nightmare +filled with scoffing laughter, brilliant and amazing remarks, +out of which he had emerged in a state of +mental chaos to plunge into work as an antidote. +They had always lived under the same roof because +it was necessary for a man who goes into politics to +truckle to that curious form of hypocrisy which will +never be eradicated from the British system. Her +people and his people had demanded this, and his first +constituency had made it a <em>sine qua non</em>. Not requiring +much money, he had been and continued to be +very generous in his allowance to his wife, who did +not possess a cent of her own. On the contrary, it +was frequently necessary for her to settle her brother’s +debts and even to pay her father’s bills from time to +time. The gallant old Marquis was without anything +so bourgeois as the money sense and couldn’t possibly +play bridge under five pounds a thousand. +There was also the system with which he had many +times attempted to break the bank at Monte Carlo.</p> +<p class="pnext">To-day, never interfering with her way of life and +living in his own wing like a bachelor, he knew less +of Feo’s character than he did when she had caught +him first. What he knew of her friendships and her +peregrinations he got from the newspapers. When it +was necessary to dine at his own table, he treated her +as though she were one of his guests, or rather as +though he were one of hers. There was no scandal +attaching to his name, because women played absolutely +no part in his life; and there was no actual +scandal attaching to hers. Only notoriety. She had +come to be looked upon by society and by the vast +middle class who discussed society as a beautiful freak, +an audacious strange creature who frittered away her +gifts, who was the leader of a set of women of all +ages, married and unmarried, who took an impish delight +in flouting the conventions and believed that they +established the proof of unusual intelligence by a self-conscious +display of eccentricity.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id9"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">VIII</h3> +<p class="pfirst">And in the meantime Lola continued to be an apt +little pupil. Her quick ear had already enabled her to +pick up the round crisp intonation of Lady Feo and +her friends and at any moment of the day she could +now give an exact imitation of their walk, manner of +shaking hands and those characteristic tricks which +made them different from all the women who had had +the ill fortune to come into the world in the small +streets.</p> +<p class="pnext">Up in the servant’s bedroom in Dover Street, before +a square of mirror, Lola practised and rehearsed for +her eventual debut,—the form of which was on the +knees of the gods. She had entered her term of apprenticeship +quite prepared to serve conscientiously +for at least a year,—a long probation for one so +young and eager. Probably she would have continued +to study and listen and watch, with gathering impatience, +but for a sudden hurrying forward of the +clock brought about by the gift of a frock,—rustling +with silk. A failure, because the dressmaker, with the +ineffable cheek of these people, had entirely departed +from Feo’s rigid requirements, it provided Lola with +the key to life. Giving one yell at the sight of it, Feo +was just about to rip it in pieces when she caught the +longing eyes of her maid. Whereupon, with the generosity +which is so easy when it is done with other +people’s money, she said, “Coming over,” rolled it +into a ball and threw it at Lola. It was, as may be +imagined, a very charming and reasonable garment +such as might have been worn by a perfectly respectable +person.</p> +<p class="pnext">On her way home that night, Lola dropped in to +her own little dressmaker who lived in one of the +numerous dismal villas off Queen’s Road, for the purpose +of having it altered to fit her. It was miles too +large. She had eventually brought it back to Dover +Street and hidden it away behind one of her day +frocks in her only cupboard, and every time that she +took a peep at it, her eyes sparkled and her breath +came short and she wondered when and how she could +possibly wear it.</p> +<p class="pnext">Filled with a great longing to try her wings and +fly out of the cage like the canary of which she had +spoken to Ernest Treadwell, there were moments in +her life now when she was consumed with impatience. +The poet of the public library, the illiterate and +ecstatic valet, the pompous butler and the two cockney +footmen,—she had grown beyond all these. She was +absolutely sure of herself as an honorary member of +the Feo “gang.” She felt that she could hold her +own now with the men of their class. If she were +right, her apprenticeship would be over. Fully fledged, +she could proceed with her great scheme. The chance +came as chances always do come, and as usual she +took it.</p> +<p class="pnext">Several days after Lytham’s talk with Fallaray—which +had left them both in that state of irresolution +which seemed to have infected every one—Lady Feo +went off for the week-end, leaving Lola behind. The +party had been arranged on the spur of the moment +and was to take place in a cottage with a limited number +of bedrooms. If Lady Feo had given the thing a +moment’s thought, she would have told Lola to take +three days holiday. But this she had forgotten to do. +And so there was Lola in Dover Street with idle +hands. The devil finds some mischief still——</p> +<p class="pnext">At four o’clock that evening Simpkins entered the +servants’ sitting room. Lola happened to be alone, +surrounded by <em>Tatlers</em>, <em>Punches</em> and <em>Bystanders</em>, fretting +a little and longing to try her paces. “Good +old,” he said, “Mr. Fallaray has got to dine at the +Savoy to-night with his Ma and Auntie from the country. +One of them family affairs which, not coming +too frequently, does him good. And you’re free. +How about another show, Princess?” He had recently +taken to calling her princess. “There’s another +American play on which ain’t bad, I hear. Let’s sample +it. What do you say?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Mr. Fallaray.—The Savoy——</p> +<p class="pnext">Without giving the matter an instant’s thought, +Lola shook her head. “<em>Too bad, Simpky,</em>” she said, +“I promised Mother to go home to-night. She has +some friends coming and I am going to help her.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh,” said Simpkins, extremely disappointed. +“Well, then, I’ll take you ’ome and if I’m very good +and put on a new tie I may be asked,—I say I +may——” He paused, having dropped what he considered +to be a delicate hint.</p> +<p class="pnext">This was a most awkward moment. Mr. Fallaray—The +Savoy—That new frock. And here was +Simpkins butting in and standing with his head craned +forward as if to meet the invitation halfway. So she +said, as cool as a cucumber, “Mother will be very +disappointed not to be able to ask you, Simpky, because +she likes you so much. She enjoyed both times +you came home with me. So did Father. But, you +see, our drawing-room is very small and Mother has +asked too many people as it is. Get tickets for tomorrow +night and I shall be very glad to go with +you.”</p> +<p class="pnext">There was no guile in Lola’s eye and not the smallest +hesitation in her speech. Simpkins bore up bravely. +He knew these parties and the way in which some +hostesses allowed their rooms to brim over. And, +anyway, it was much better to have Lola all to himself. +He could live for Saturday. “Righto,” he said. +“Let me know when you’re ready to go and if you +feel like a taxicab——”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I couldn’t think of it,” said Lola. “You spend +much too much money, Simpky. You’re an absolute +profiteer. I shall go by Tube and this time a friend +of mine is fetching me.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Treadwell?” +She nodded and calmly examined a picture of Lopodoski +in one of her latest contortions.</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a black cloud on Simpkins’s face. He +had met Ernest at the Breezys’ house. He had seen +the way in which this boy gazed at Lola,—lanky, +uncouth, socialistic young cub. He was not jealous, +good Lord, no. That would be absurd. A junior +librarian with a salary that was far less than any +plumber got, and him a man of means with the “Black +Bull” at Wargrave on the horizon. All the same, if +he heard that Ernest Treadwell had suddenly been +run over by a pantechnicon and flattened out like a +frog——</p> +<p class="pnext">And that was why he sat down on the sofa a little +too close to Lola and dared to possess himself of her +hand. “Princess,—you know ’ow I feel. You know +what you’ve done to me.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola patted his hand and gave it back and rewarded +him with a smile which she considered to be matronly. +“Nice Simpky,” she said. “Very nice Simpky,” as +though he were a rather faulty terrier a little too keen +on the thrown stick. “I must go now,” she added and +rose. “I have some sewing to do for Lady Feo.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And as Simpkins watched her go, his whole heart +swelled, and something went to his head that blurred +everything for a moment. He would sell his soul for +that girl. For her sake he would even set light to the +“Black Bull” and watch it burn, if that would give +her a moment’s amusement.</p> +<p class="pnext">Mr. Fallaray.—The Savoy——</p> +<p class="pnext">What Lola did in Lady Feo’s room was not to sew +but to seat herself at the dressing table, do her hair +with the greatest care and practise with the make-up +sticks,—rouge, and the brush of water colors with +which she emphasized her eyebrows. Finally, time +having flown, she borrowed a pair of lace stockings, +some shoes and gloves, made her way stealthily along +the servants’ corridor to her own room, and packed +them, with the new frock, into a cardboard box. +Dressed and hatted for the street, she carried the +magic costume in which she was going to transplant +herself from Cinderella’s kitchen to the palace of the +Prince and went down to the servants’ sitting room +through which it was necessary for her to go in order +to escape.</p> +<p class="pnext">Miss Breezy was there, issuing, as she would have +said, orders to one of the housemaids. That was +lucky. It saved Lola from answering an outburst +of questions. As it was, she gave a little bow to her +aunt, said “Good evening, Miss Breezy,” opened the +door and nipped up the area steps into the street. A +little involuntary laugh floated behind her like the +petals of a rose. A prowling taxi caught her eye. +She nodded and was in before any one could say Jack +Robinson,—if any one now remembers the name of +that mystic early Victorian.</p> +<p class="pnext">The address she gave was 22 Castleton Terrace, +Bayswater.</p> +<p class="pnext">Mr. Fallaray.—The Savoy!</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id10"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">IX</h3> +<p class="pfirst">“My word,” said Mrs. Rumbold, getting up from +her knees and taking a pin out of her mouth. “I +never see anything like it before. It’s my opinion +that you could ’old your own in that frock with any of +the best, my dear. It’s so quiet—yet so compelling. +The best of taste. If I see you coming down the steps +of the Ritz, I should nudge the person I was with and +say, ‘Duke’s daughter. French mother probably.’”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Thank you,” said Lola. And that was exactly +how she felt. Carried forward on the current of her +impatience, she didn’t stop to ask herself what was the +use of going to the Savoy, of all places, alone,—the +danger, the absurdity. “I wonder if you’ll be so kind +as to fold up my day dress, put it in the box and string +it up. You’re sure you’ll be up as late as half-past +eleven? If so, it won’t take me a moment to change +and I’ll leave the evening dress here.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, that’ll be all right,” said Mrs. Rumbold. “I +shall be up, my dear. The old man’s going to a dinner +and will come staggering back later than that. He’ll +be a regular Mason to-night, bless him.” And she +stood back, looked Lola all over with the greatest admiration +and a certain amount of personal pride. She +was a good dressmaker, no doubt about it. An awful +lot of stuff had had to be taken out of that frock. It +must have been made for a woman with the shoulders +of a rowing man. It wasn’t for her to ask what the +little game was, to inquire why a lady’s maid was going +out on the sly, looking like her mistress. She had +her living to make and dressmaking was a precarious +livelihood in these times. “Have a good evening, my +dear,” she said; “enjoy yourself. Only live once, yer +know.” And added inwardly, “And I’ll lay you’ll +manage to do yourself pretty well,—a lot better than +most, with that face and figure and the style and all. +Lord, but how you’ve come on since I see yer last. +All the zwar-zwar of the reg’ler thing, sweep-me-bob.”</p> +<p class="pnext">The taxi was still waiting at the door, ticking up +sixpences, but in Lola’s pocket was a little purse bulging +with her savings. She turned at the door. “Mrs. +Rumbold,” she said, and it might have been Lady Feo +who was speaking, “you certainly are one in a +million.”</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a sudden cry of despair.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Lord ’a’ mercy, what’s the trouble?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola had become herself again, a tragic, large-eyed +self. “I can’t go like this,” she said. “I have no +evening cloak.” The whole framework of her adventure +flapped like the sides of a tent in a high wind.</p> +<p class="pnext">“My dear!” cried Mrs. Rumbold. “Well, there’s +a nice lookout. What in the world’s to be done?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Fallaray.—The Savoy——</p> +<p class="pnext">“Wait a second. I’ve got an idea.” The woman +with tousled hair made a dart at a curtain which was +stretched across one of the corners of her workroom. +She emerged immediately with something thin and +black which gleamed here and there with silver. “Put +that on,” she said. “I’ve just made it for Mrs. Wimpole +in Inverness Terrace. She won’t be calling for +it until to-morrer. If you’ll promise to bring it back +safe——”</p> +<p class="pnext">All Lola’s confidence returned and a smile of triumph +came into her face. “That will do nicely,” she +said, and placed herself to receive the borrowed garment. +A quick glance in the mirror showed her that +if it wasn’t exactly the sort of thing that she would +have chosen, it passed.</p> +<p class="pnext">“You’re a brick, Mrs. Rumbold, a perfect brick. I +can’t tell you how grateful I am.” And she bent forward +and touched the withered cheek with her lips. +One of these days she would do something for this +hard-working woman whose eldest boy sat legless in +the back parlor,—something which would relieve the +great and persistent strain which followed her from +one plucky day to another.</p> +<p class="pnext">And then, pausing for a moment on the top of the +steps in order to make sure that there was no one in +the street who could recognize her—Queen’s Road +was only just round the corner—Lola ran down and +put her hand on the door of the taxi cab.</p> +<p class="pnext">“The Savoy,” she said.</p> +</div> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="part-iii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id56">PART III</a></h2> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id11"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">I</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Sir Peter Chalfont’s cork arm had become one of +the institutions of the town. Long ago the grimness +had gone out of everybody’s laughter at the tricks he +played with it,—presenting it with the palm the wrong +way, making it squeak suddenly and wagging it about +from the wrist as a greeting to his friends. Every one +had grown accustomed to his frequent changes of +gloves and his habit of appearing at dinner with those +dreadful stiff fingers in white buckskin. He had indeed +trained the thing to perform as though it were +an animal and he could do almost anything with it +except tie a dress tie. That was beyond him.</p> +<p class="pnext">At quarter to eight on the evening of Lola’s first +dip into life, he turned away from the telephone and +presented himself to the man who had been his batman +during the last year of the War. He had had three +since the miracle of the Marne. He was rather bored +because he had just been told by the girl who had +promised to dine with him that she didn’t feel like +eating and he knew that meant that some one else had +cropped up who was more amusing than himself. He +had a great mind to give the Savoy a wide berth and +walk round to Boodles and have dinner with the <em>Pall +Mall Gazette</em>. But on second thoughts the idea of +accompanying his cold salmon and cucumber with the +accumulating mass of depressing evidence of the +world’s unrest, as set forth in the evening paper, +appalled him. Charles was trying to edge his way +back into Hungary. The Russian Reds were emptying +their poison all over the map. English miners had +gone out on strike and with a callousness altogether +criminal had left the pumps unmanned. Viviani had +landed in the United States to endeavor to prove to +the new President that if he did not jerk the Senate +out of Main Street he would inevitably sentence +Europe to death. And Lloyd George, even to the +amazement of those who knew him best, was continuing +his game of poker with Lenin and Trotsky.</p> +<p class="pnext">It couldn’t be done. And so, his tie duly tied by +the clumsy-fingered man who had received lessons from +a shop in the Burlington Arcade, the gallant Peter left +his rooms in Park Place and stood on the curb in St. +James’s Street. Should he walk or drive? Should he +try to raise a friend equally at a loose end, or carry on +alone? How he missed his dear old father, who, until +the day of his peaceful death, was always ready to join +him in a cheery dinner at the Marlborough or the +Orleans or at one of the hotels where he could see the +pretty girls. After all, dining at the Savoy was not +such a lonely proceeding as it seemed. Among the +profiteers and the new rich there might be a familiar +face. And there was at any rate an orchestra. With +a dump hat at an angle of forty-five and a light overcoat +over his dinner jacket, he was a mark for all the +prowling cabs which found business worse than usual. +Two or three of them knew this tall wiry man and had +served in his Division. One of the youngest of the Brigadier +Generals in the British Army, he had worn +his brass hat as though it were the cap of a man with +one pip; they loved him for that and any day and any +night would cheerfully have followed him to hell. +Many of them had called him “Beauty Chalfont,” +which had made him uncomfortable. It was better +than “Bloody” Chalfont or “Butcher” Chalfont,—adjectives +that had been rather too freely applied to +some of his brother Brigadiers. So far as the majority +of passers-by were concerned, this man to whom +willing hands had gone up in salute and who had +turned out to be a born soldier was, like so many +demobilized officers all over the country, of no account, +a nobody, his name and his services forgotten.</p> +<p class="pnext">The pre-war cheeriness which had belonged to the +Savoy was absent now. Chorus ladies and Guards officers, +baby-faced foreign office clerks and members of +the Bachelors, famous artists and dramatists and the +ubiquitous creatures who put together the musical +potpourris of the town, beautiful ladies of doubtful +reputation and highly respectable ones without quite so +much beauty no longer jostled the traveling Americans, +tennis-playing Greeks and Indian rajahs in the foyer. +Chalfont marched in to find the place filled with +wrongly dressed men with plebeian legs and strange +women who seemed to have been dug out of the residential +end of factory cities. Their pearls and diamonds +were almost enough to stir Bolshevism in the +souls of curates.</p> +<p class="pnext">Shedding his coat and hat and taking a ticket from +a flunkey, on whose chest there was a line of ribbons, +he looked across the long vista of intervening space to +the dining room. The band was playing “Avalon” +and a buzz of conversation went up in the tobacco +smoke. What was the name of that cheery little soul +who had dined with him in March, 1914? March, +1914. He had been a happy-go-lucky Captain in the +21st Lancers in those days, drawing a generous +allowance from the old man and squeezing every ounce +of fun out of life. The years between had brought +him up against the sort of realities that he did not +care to think about when left without companionship +and occupation. Two younger brothers dead and +nearly all his pals.—Just as he was about to go down +the stairs and be conducted to one of the small tables +in the draught he saw a girl in a black cloak with +touches of silver on it standing alone, large-eyed, her +butter-colored hair gleaming in the light, and caught +his breath. “Jumping Joseph,” he said to himself, +“look at that,” and was rooted to the floor.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was Lola, as scared as a child in the middle of +traffic, a rabbit among a pack of hounds, asking herself, +cold and hot by turns, what she had done—oh, +what—by coming to that place with no one to look +after her, wishing and wishing that the floor would +open up and let her into a tunnel which would lead her +out to the back room of the nerve-wrung dressmaker. +Every passing man who looked her up and down and +every woman who turned her head over her shoulder +added stone after stone to the pile of her folly, so +childish, so laughable, so stupendous. How could she +have been such a fool,—the canary so far away from +the safety of its cage.</p> +<p class="pnext">Chalfont looked again. “She’s been let down by +somebody,” he thought. “What sort of blighter is it +who wouldn’t break his neck to be on the steps to meet +such a—perfectly——All these cursed eyes, greedily +signaling. What’s to be done?”</p> +<p class="pnext">And as he stood there, turning it all over, his +chivalry stirred, Lola came slowly out of her panic. +If only Mrs. Rumbold had asked her with whom she +was going, if only she had had, somewhere in all the +world, one sophisticated friend to tell her that such a +step as this was false and might be fatal. The way +out was to stand for one more moment and look as +though her escort were late, or had been obliged to go +to the telephone, and then face the fact that in her +utter and appalling ignorance she had made a mistake, +slip away, drive back to that dismal Terrace and change +into her Cinderella clothes. Ecstasy approaching madness +must have made her suppose that all she had to do +was to sail in to this hotel in Lady Feo’s frock and all +the rest would follow,—that looking, as well as feeling +“a lady” now and loving like a woman, something +would go out from her soul—a little call—and +Fallaray would rise and come to her. Mr. Fallaray. +The Savoy. They were far, far out of her reach. +Her heart was in her borrowed shoes. And then she +became aware of Chalfont, met his eyes and saw in +them sympathy and concern and understanding. And +what was more, she knew this man. Yes, she did. +He was no stranger; she had seen him often,—that +very day. It was a rescue! A friendly smile curled +up her lips.</p> +<p class="pnext">Chalfont maintained his balance. Training told. +He gave it fifty seconds—fifty extraordinary seconds—during +which he asked himself, “Is she—or +not?” Deciding not by a unanimous vote, he went +across to her and bowed. “I’m awfully afraid that +something must have happened. Can I be of use to +you?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’m longing for asparagus,” said Lola in the manner +of an old friend.</p> +<p class="pnext">“That’s perfectly simple,” said Chalfont, blinking +just once. “I’m alone, you’re alone, and asparagus +ought to be good just now.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Suppose we go in then,” said Lola, buying the +hotel, her blood dancing, her eyes all free from fright. +She was perfectly happy in the presence of this man +because she recognized in him immediately a modern +version of the Chevalier who had so frequently brought +her bonbons to her room at Versailles which overlooked +the back yard of Queen’s Road, Bayswater.</p> +<p class="pnext">“My name’s Chalfont, Peter Chalfont.” A rigid +conventionality sat on his shoulders.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I know,” she said, and added without a moment’s +hesitation, “I am Madame de Brézé.” And then she +knew how she knew. How useful was the Tatler. +Before the War, during the War, after the War, the +eyes of this man had stared at her from its pages in +the same spirit of protection. That very afternoon she +had paused at his photograph taken in hunting kit, +sitting on his horse beside the Prince of Wales, underneath +which was printed, “Sir Peter Chalfont, Bart. +V. C. Late Brigadier General,”—and somewhere +among that crowd was Fallaray.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id12"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">II</h3> +<p class="pfirst">As they went down the red-carpeted stairs and +passed through what Peter called “the monkey house,” +the people who had dined at a cheap restaurant and +now at the cost of a cup of coffee were there to watch +the menagerie followed Lola with eager eyes. Some +of them recognized Chalfont. But who was she? A +chorus girl? No. A sister? He was certainly not +wearing a brotherly expression. A lady? Obviously, +and one who could afford not to wear a single jewel. +What a refreshing contrast to the wives of profiteers. +And she was so young, so finished,—a Personality. +Even Grosvenor Bones, the man who made it his duty +to know everybody and supplied the <em>Daily Looking +Glass</em> with illiterate little paragraphs, was puzzled and, +like a dramatic critic who sees something really original +and faultless, startled, disconcerted.</p> +<p class="pnext">Feeling her own pulse as she passed through the +avenue of stares, Lola was amazed to find that her +heart-beats were normal, that she was not in the least +excited or frightened or uncertain of herself any +longer. She felt, indeed—and commented inwardly +on the fact—as though dinner at the Savoy were +part of her usual routine, and that Peter Chalfont was +merely Albert Simpkins or Ernest Treadwell in a better +coat and cast in a rarer mold. How Chalfont would +have laughed if she had told him this. She felt, as a +matter of fact, like a girl who was playing a leading +part on the London stage as a dark horse, but who had +in reality gained enormous experience in a repertory +company in the Provinces. She thanked her stars that +she had indulged in her private game for so long a +time.</p> +<p class="pnext">The bandmaster, a glossy person with a roving and +precocious eye, bent double, violin and all, and +signaled congratulations to Chalfont with ears and +eyes, eyebrows and mouth. He had the impertinence +of a successful jockey. A head waiter came to the +entrance of the dining room and washed his hands,—his +face wearing his best bedside manner. “For two, +Sir Peter?” he asked, as though he were not quite +sure that some miracle might not break them into three. +And Peter nodded. But Lola was not to be hurried +off to the first of the disengaged tables. Fallaray was +somewhere in the room and her scheme was, if possible, +to sit at a table well within his line of vision. She +laid the tips of her fingers on Chalfont’s arm and +inspected the room.—There was Fallaray, as noticeable +in that heterogeneous crowd as a Rodin figure +among the efforts of amateur sculptors. “That +table,” she said to the head waiter and indicated one +placed against a pillar. One or two of Chalfont’s +friends S. O. S.’d to him as he followed the young, +slim erect figure across the maze. Luck with her once +more, Lola found herself face to face with Fallaray, +only two tables intervening. She decided that the +charming old lady was his mother. The other had no +interest for her.</p> +<p class="pnext">A thousand questions ran through Chalfont’s head. +Madame de Brézé.—Widow of one of the gallant +Frenchmen who had been killed in the War, or the +wife, let down by her lover, of an elderly Parisian +blood? He would bet his life against the latter conjecture, +and the first did not seem to be possible because +he had never seen any face so free from grief, pain or +suffering. De Brézé. The name conveyed nothing. +He had never heard it before. It had a good ring +about it. But how was it that this girl talked English +as well as his sister? She looked French. She wore +her dress like a Frenchwoman. There was something +about the neatness of her hair which Frenchwomen +alone achieve. Probably educated in England. He +was delighted with her acceptance of the situation. +That was decidedly French. An English girl, even in +these days, would either have frozen him to his +shoes or lent to the episode a forced note of irregularity +which would have made it tiresome and +tasteless.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was not until after the asparagus had arrived that +Lola succeeded in catching Fallaray’s eyes. They +looked at her for a moment as though she were merely +a necessary piece of hotel decoration and wandered off. +But to her intense and indescribable joy, they returned +and remained and something came into them which +showed her that he had focused them upon her as a +human being and a woman. She saw that he wore +the expression of a man who had suddenly heard the +loud ringing of a bell, an alarm bell. And then, having +seen that his stare had been noticed, he never looked +again.</p> +<p class="pnext">The rustle of silk!—The rustle of silk!</p> +<p class="pnext">And presently, Chalfont being silent, she leant forward +and spoke in a low voice. Luckily the band was +not playing a jazz tune but at the request of some old-fashioned +person Massenet’s “Elegy.” She said, “Sir +Peter, will you do something for me?” And he replied, +“Anything under the sun.” “Well, then, will +you introduce me to Mr. Fallaray before he leaves the +room? He’s at a table just behind you. I admire +him so much. It would be a great—the greatest——”</p> +<p class="pnext">Her voice broke and a flush ran up to her hair, and +something came into her eyes that made them look like +stars.</p> +<p class="pnext">Luckily Chalfont was not looking at her face. Her +request was a large order, and as usual when puzzled,—he +was never disconcerted—he began twisting +about his comic cork hand. “Fallaray?” he said, and +raised his eyebrows. “Of course, I’d love to do it +for you. I know him as well as anybody else does, I +suppose—I mean ordinary people. But he doesn’t +remember me from Adam. He passed me to-night in +the foyer, for instance, and looked clean through my +head. I had to put up my hand to see that I hadn’t +left it at home. He’s the only man, except the sweep +who used to come to our house when I was a kid, of +whom I’ve ever been afraid. However—you wish it +and the thing must be done.” And he gave her a +little bow.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola could see that she had given her new friend a +task from which he would do almost anything to +escape. After all, there was not much in common +between Fallaray, whose nose was at the grindstone, +and Peter Chalfont, who had nothing to do but kill +time. But she must meet Fallaray that night. It was +written. Every man was a stepping-stone to this one +man who needed her so, but did not know her yet. +Therefore, with a touch of ruthlessness that came to +her directly from her famous ancestress, she thanked +him and added, “It can be managed near the place +where you put your hat and coat.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Chalfont was amused and interested and even perhaps +a little astonished at this pretty young thing who +had the ways of a woman of the world. “I agree with +you,” he said, “but——” and looked at the menu.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola shook her head. “I hate buts. They are at +the meat course and we’ve only just begun. Dinner +doesn’t really interest you and I’m a mere canary. The +moment they rise from the table we can make a quick +exit.” It was on the tip of her tongue to quote +Simpkins and say “nick out.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Chalfont grinned, pounced upon his roll and started +to eat. “After all,” he said, “it will give me an +admirable opportunity of inviting you to supper. Keep +an eye on the old birds and as soon as they show a +disposition to evacuate the situation we’ll limber up +and wait for them in the foyer. He’s a hero of yours. +Is that the idea?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes,” she said simply.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Do you happen to know Lady Feo?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Very well, indeed. She has been very kind to me. +I like her.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Chalfont shifted his shoulders. That was quite +enough. “Are you going to give me the whole of the +evening?” he asked. “Or will that escort of yours +show up sooner or later and claim you?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“He’s as good as dead, as far as I’m concerned. +What do you suggest?”</p> +<p class="pnext">He bent forward eagerly. “I dunno. A show of +sorts. Not the theater. I can’t stand that. We +might drop into one of the Reviews or see what they +are doing at the Coliseum. I love the red-nosed comedian +who falls over a pin and breaks a million plates +in an agony of economical terror. Do you like that +sort of thing?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola’s experience of Reviews and Variety entertainments +was limited to Hammersmith and the suburbs. +“You’re going to do something for me,” she said, “so +I am perfectly ready to do something for you. I’m +rather keen about give and take.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Which was good hearing for Chalfont. He hadn’t +met many women who understood that golden rule. +He could see even then that the little de Brézé was +going to play ducks and drakes with his future plans, +put him to a considerable amount of inconvenience and +probably keep him hanging about town,—for which +he had very little use now that the sun was shining. +Already Lola’s attraction had begun its disturbing +effect. He was on the verge of becoming brother of +a valet, a butler, two footmen and the Lord knew how +many of the hobble-de-hoys of Queen’s Road, Bayswater.</p> +<p class="pnext">The fish came and they both fell to,—Lola watching +Fallaray’s table keenly. “I saw a rather decent +photograph of you in the <em>Tatler</em> to-day,” she said. It +might have been Feo who spoke. “You won the point +to point, didn’t you?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I did,” said Chalfont. “But I should have been +beaten by the Boy if I hadn’t had a better horse. He +rode like the devil.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“You don’t think that point to points are rather +playing the fool just now, then?” The question came +quietly but had the effect of making Chalfont suspend +his fork in mid-air.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes. I do. But under the present system what is +the ordinary plain man to do but stand aside and +watch our political muddlers mess everything up? I +was asked to rejoin and take over a district in Ireland. +Not me. I could see myself raising Cain in about ten +minutes and washed out at the end of a week. Soldiers +aren’t required in Ireland.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“No?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“No. Nor policemen, nor machine guns. Ireland +stands in need of a little man with an Irish accent and +the soul of Christ.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola rose to her feet. Fallaray had done the same +thing and was bending over his mother.</p> +<p class="pnext">And so Chalfont with, it must be confessed, a +slightly rueful glance at his plate, told the waiter to +give his bill to his chief, and followed Madame de +Brézé along the lane between the tables and up the +long path of the “monkey house.” And presently, +when Fallaray gave his number to the flunkey and +waited for his coat and hat, Chalfont carried out his +orders. He went forward. “How do you do?” he +said. “Wonderful weather.” It was a little lame.</p> +<p class="pnext">Fallaray did not recognize the speaker except as a +man who obviously had been a soldier. A left hand +had been presented. The other was eloquent enough. +“How are you?” he replied. “Yes, it <em>is</em> wonderful +weather.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And then Chalfont made the plunge. “I want to +introduce you, if I may, to one of our Allies who +admires you very much, Madame de Brézé—Mr. +Fallaray.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Fallaray turned. From the little eager hand that +nestled into his own Lola sent a message of all the +hero-worship and adoration that possessed her soul +and all the desire to serve and love that had become +the one overwhelming passion of her life. But neither +spoke.</p> +<p class="pnext">A moment later she was standing with Peter Chalfont, +watching Fallaray on his way out with the two +little ladies.—Her heart was fluttering like the wings +of a bird.</p> +<p class="pnext">But half-way through the evening, after having been +swept away by Tschaikowsky’s “Francesca da Rimini” +and the Fantasy from “Romeo and Juliet” +and stirred deeply by Wagner’s “Ride of the Valkyries,” +Fallaray underwent a strange and disconcerting +experience. Leaving his place between his mother +and old Lady Ladbroke, he went to smoke a cigarette +in the foyer of the hall during the intermission. The +music had gone to his brain and driven out of it for +the moment the anxieties that beset him. All the vibrations +of that wonderful orchestra flew about him +like a million birds and the sense of sex that he had +got from Lola’s touch ran through his veins.</p> +<p class="pnext">He went through the swing-doors and out onto the +steps of the building. It was one of those wonderful +nights which come sometimes in April and touch the +city with magic. It was like the advance guard of +June bringing with it the warmth and the scents of that +exquisite month. The sky was clear and almost Italian, +and the moonlight lay like snow on the roofs. It cast +long shadows across the street. Fallaray looked up at +the stars and a new and curious thrill of youth ran +through him and a sort of impatience at having missed +something—he hardly knew what. Wherever he +looked he seemed to see two wide-apart eyes filled with +adoration and longing and a little red mouth half open. +“De Brézé,” he said to himself. “De Brézé.” And +the name seemed to hold romance and to carry his +thoughts out of London, out of the present and back +to the times of beflowered garments and powdered +heads, of minuets and high red heels.</p> +<p class="pnext">And as he stood there, far away from the bewilderment +and futility of Parliament, a car drove up to the +hall and two women got out. They were Mrs. Malwood +and Feo and they were dressed in country clothes—the +curious country clothes affected by them both. +Mrs. Malwood, who was laughing and excited, passed +Fallaray without noticing him and entered the building. +But Feo drew up short in front of him, amazed +at his expression. “Good Lord, Arthur,” she said, +“what are you doing here and what on earth are you +thinking about?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Music and the stars and Lola were in his eyes as he +looked at her. “I thought you were in the country,” +he said.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I was. I shall be again in an hour or two. In +the middle of dinner I suddenly remembered that a +protégé of mine, Leo Kirosch, was to sing here to-night. +So I dashed up. He’s in the second part of +the program, so I shall be in time to hear him. It entirely +rotted the party, but that couldn’t be helped.”</p> +<p class="pnext">She had never seen that look in Fallaray’s eyes before +and was intrigued. It had never been brought to +life by her. Could it be possible that this Quixote, +this St. Anthony, had looked at last upon the flesh +pots? What fun if he had! How delicious was the +mere vague idea of Fallaray, of all men, being touched +by anything so ordinary and human as love, and how +vastly amusing that she, who had worked herself into +a sort of half belief that she was attracted by this +young Polish singer, should now stand face to face +with the man to whom she was tied by law, though by +no other bonds. The dash up from the country was +worth it even though she had risen unsatisfied from +dinner and missed her coffee and cognac.... Or +was it that she herself, having dropped from the +clouds, and looking as she knew she did, more beautiful +and fresh than usual because of her imaginary love +affair with this long-haired youth who sang like a +thrush, had brought this unaccustomed look into her +husband’s eyes?... How very amusing!</p> +<p class="pnext">“Do you mean to say that having only driven down +this afternoon to the country, you’ve come all the way +up again just to hear two or three songs?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I do,” she said. “Mad, isn’t it? ‘That crazy +woman Feo on the rampage again.’ Is that what +you’re thinking?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Something like that,” he answered, and smiled at +her. He felt queerly and charmingly young that night +and lenient and rather in sympathy with madness. +The Cromwellianism in which he had wrapped himself +had fallen temporarily from his shoulders. He put his +hand under her elbow and brought her up to the top +step on a level with himself.</p> +<p class="pnext">“My God,” thought Lady Feo, “the man’s alive for +once. He tingles. I <em>must</em> be looking well.” What +did it matter if Leo Kirosch was singing and she would +miss his songs? It was much better sport to stand on +the steps of that old building and flirt with her husband. +She took his arm and stood close against him +and looked up into his face with her most winning +smile. “It gave me the shock of my life to see you +here,” she said. “I didn’t know that you had a +penchant for these suburban orgies. Who are you +with?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“My mother and Aunt Betsy.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Under any other circumstances Feo would have +thrown back her head and laughed derisively. Those +two old birds. Instead of which she snuggled a little +closer just to see the effect. It was ages since she had +treated this man to anything in the nature of familiarity, +in fact it was the first time since that night when +she had made him kiss her because his profile and his +tennis playing had obsessed her.</p> +<p class="pnext">“After you’ve taken them home,” she said, “why +not motor back with us? It’s a gorgeous night, and +the Eliots’ cottage is high up on a range of hills almost +within reaching distance of the stars.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Her grotesque sense of humor carried her away. +How immense it would be to tempt this man out of +the stony path of duty and see what he would do. +What a story for her little friends! What screams of +mirth she could evoke in her recital of so amazing an +event, especially as she could dress it all up as she alone +knew so well how to do! And then to be able to add +to it all the indignant broken English of Kirosch at +finding himself deserted. He had promised to sing to +her that night. What a frightfully funny story.</p> +<p class="pnext">For a moment or two, with the intoxication of music +and of those wide-apart eyes still upon him, Fallaray +stood closer to his wife than he had ever been. It +seemed to him that she had grown softer and sweeter +and he was surprised and full of wonder, until he remembered +that she had come to see Kirosch, whom she +called her protégé—and then he understood.</p> +<p class="pnext">Mrs. Malwood came out and luckily broke things up. +“He’s singing,” she said. “Aren’t you coming in? +Good heavens, Feo, what the deuce are you playing at? +You’ve dragged me up and ruined everything, only to +miss the very thing you seemed so keen to hear. What +is the idea?” She recognized Fallaray and said, “Oh, +it’s you.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And he bowed and got away—that kink in Feo’s +nature was all across her face like a birthmark.</p> +<p class="pnext">And when Feo looked again, she saw in Fallaray’s +eyes once more the old aloofness, the old dislike. And +she laughed and threw back her head. “<em>Cherchez la +femme</em>,” she said. “One of these days I’ll get you to +tell me why you looked like that.” And she disappeared +with Mrs. Malwood to smile down on Kirosch +from her seat near the platform.</p> +<p class="pnext">And Fallaray remained out under the stars, his intoxication +all gone. Nowhere could he see and nowhere +did he wish to see those wide-apart eyes with +their adoration. The tingle of that little hand had left +him. And just as he turned to go back into the building +a newspaper boy darted out to a side street with a +shrill raucous cry, “Speshall. Mines Floodin’. Riots +in Wales. Speshall.”</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id13"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">III</h3> +<p class="pfirst">The tears that blinded her eyes had gone when +Chalfont came back from the cloakroom. He saw on +Lola’s face a smile that made him think of sunlight on +a bank of primroses.</p> +<p class="pnext">But they didn’t go to the Coliseum, after all. It so +happened that just as they were about to leave the +Savoy, Chalfont was pounced upon by a little woman, +the sight of whom made Lola long to burst into a +laugh. She was amazingly fat, almost as fat indeed +as one of those pathetic women who go round with +circuses and sit in a tent all by themselves dressed in +tinsel and present an unbelievable leg to gaping yokels +and say, “Pinch it, dearie, and see for yourself.” Her +good-natured face, with eyes as blue as birds’ eggs, +ran down into three double chins. It was crowned +with a mass of hair dyed a brilliant yellow, the roots +of which grew blackly like last year’s leaves under +spring’s carpet. With an inconceivable lack of humor +she was dressed like a flapper. She was a comic note +in a tragic world. “Oh, hello, Peter,” she said. +“You bad boy, you’ve deserted me,” and then she +looked at Lola with a beaming smile of appreciation +and added, “No wonder.”</p> +<p class="pnext">More than a little annoyed, because the one thing +that he most wanted was to keep Lola to himself, Peter +presented his cork hand. “I’ve been in the country,” +he said. “I’m awfully sorry I had to miss your +party. Lady Cheyne—Madame de Brézé.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“There, I knew you were French. I’ve been betting +on it ever since you came in. We could see you two +from our table.” She waved her hand towards a +group of six or seven people who were standing at the +top of the stairs. “Come along home with me now,” +she said. “We’re going to have some music. I’ve +got a new Russian violinist—you needn’t be afraid, +he’s been thoroughly disinfected—and a dear thing +who sings the roof off. I can’t pronounce her name. +It’s a cross between a sneeze and an oath. I believe +she comes from Czecho-Slovakia. Also I’ve got Alton +Cartridge, the poet. He’s going to read one of his +latest effusions. He’s the great futurist, you know. +That is, he doesn’t bother himself about rhymes and +not very much about reason. Why don’t you both +come?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Chalfont looked quickly at Lola and signaled, +“For God’s sake, no.”</p> +<p class="pnext">So she said, “I should love to.” The name and +fame of Lady Cheyne was well known to her through +the medium of the “Letters of Evelyn.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“That’s very sweet of you, my dear. One hundred +Kensington Gore. Memorize it, because I know that +Peter will forget. He always does. We can’t raise a +car between us so we’re all going in taxis. See you +later then.”</p> +<p class="pnext">She squeezed Lola’s hand, nodded roguishly at Peter +and bounced away to join her friends, watched hypnotically +by people on their way out who, although she +was one of London’s landmarks, had never seen her +before.</p> +<p class="pnext">Chalfont was abominably disappointed. It would +have been so jolly to have had Lola all to himself. +“Wasn’t that rather unkind of you?” he asked.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes,” said Lola, “it was, but I couldn’t resist the +chance to see Lady Cheyne at home and discover if all +the stories about her are true. I’m so sorry, but after +all we can do the Coliseum another night.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, well, then, that’s all right.” He brightened +up considerably. “Probably you will be more amused +at number One Hundred than you would have been +at the Coliseum. Poppy manages to surround herself +with all the latest freaks.” He led her out, captured +a cab and gave the man the address.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Tell me about her,” said Lola. “You know her +very well, it seems.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“No, I don’t. I’ve only met her twice. She arrives +at Christian names within half an hour. She calls +herself the mother of thousands, and is, although she’s +never had a child of her own. Nobody knows who +she was before she married Sir William Cheyne, the +contractor, but it’s generally believed that she’s the +daughter of a country parson brought up between the +Bible and the kitchen garden. She tells everybody that +she was very pretty as a girl. It’s her horticultural +training that makes her look like a cauliflower. The +old man died about ten years ago and left her very +well off. She’s really a remarkable little soul, greatly +to be respected. Every struggling artist who has ever +found his way into London has been financed by her. +She has a heart of gold and during the War she was +the chairman of one of the soldiers’ entertainment +committees. I shall never forget seeing her behind +the lines, surrounded by muddy Tommies just relieved. +She was a prime favorite out there and was known as +Poppy throughout the British Army. How long are +you going to be in London?” He switched suddenly +to personalities.</p> +<p class="pnext">“For the rest of the season,” said Lola, “and then +my plans are uncertain. I may go down to Buckinghamshire +or I may spend July at Dinard. It isn’t +settled yet.” She had heard Lady Feo talk over both +places with Mrs. Malwood.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I wonder if I’ve met your husband about London?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I am a widow,” said Lola. Her tone was a little +sad but, at the same time, it was filled with resignation.</p> +<p class="pnext">That was something to know. There was no further +information forthcoming, however, and as Peter +was one of those men who had a great respect for +fourth walls, he left it at that.</p> +<p class="pnext">They were the last to arrive. Their cab had stalled +three times in Piccadilly and coughed badly through +Knightsbridge. Every window of number One Hundred +was alight and as they entered the hall a high +soprano voice was sending piercing vibrations all +through the house. A long oak settle in the hall was +covered with strange coats and stranger hats and there +were queer people sitting on the stairs. The drawing-room +was obviously overflowing.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola picked her way upstairs, Chalfont following +closely. Among these people who conveyed the impression +of having slept in their clothes—Art is always +a little shy of cold water—Lola felt a sense of +distress. Democratic in her ability to make friends +with all honest members of the proletariat, like those in +the servants’ sitting room in Dover Street, she felt +hopelessly aristocratic when it came to affection with +dandruff on its velvet collar.</p> +<p class="pnext">The drawing-room, wide and lofty, was one great +square of bad taste, filled, overfilled, with what America +aptly calls “junk.” Spurious Italian furniture +jostled with imitation English oak. Huge pieces of +fake tapestry hung on the walls side by side with +canvases of extremely self-conscious nudes. Early +Victorian whatnots covered with silver apostle spoons +jostled with Tottenham Court Road antiques. All the +lamp shades on the numerous electric lamps were red +and heavy, so that the light crept through. To add to +the conglomeration of absurdities the whole place +reeked with burning josh sticks. A woman who dyes +her hair a brilliant yellow invariably burns something +on the altar of renewed optimism. The only thing +that rang true in the room was the grand piano and +that was kept in tune.</p> +<p class="pnext">Sprawling on divans which were ranged around the +walls Lola could make out the forms of men and +women of all sizes, ages and nationalities. The men +had more hair than the women. There must have +been at least sixty people present, among whom Peter +Chalfont looked like a greyhound and Lola like an +advertisement of somebody’s soap. A tremendous +woman, standing with her feet wide apart like a sea +captain in a gale, or a self-conscious golfer on the +first tee, was singing Carmen’s most flamboyant song. +She was accompanied by a little person of the +male gender whose lank black locks flapped over his +eyes. They seemed to be competing in making the +most noise because when the pianist attempted to overwhelm +the voice with all the strength that he possessed, +the singer filled herself with breath, gripped the floor +with her well-trained feet, and sent forth sounds that +must have been excessively trying to the Albert Memorial.</p> +<p class="pnext">At the end of this shattering event Lady Cheyne +bubbled forward and took Lola’s hand. “What do +you do, my dear?” she asked, as though she were a +performing dog to be put through her tricks. To which +Lola replied, “Nothing. Nothing at all,” with rock-like +firmness.</p> +<p class="pnext">So the exhibitor of human vanities turned persuasively +to Peter. “But you whistle, don’t you?” she +asked. And Peter with a stiffening spine replied, +“Yes, but only for taxis.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“In that case,” said Lady Cheyne, genuinely +astonished that neither of the new arrivals showed any +eagerness to jump at her suggestion to advertise, “find +a corner somewhere. A little protégée of mine is going +to dance for us. She is an interpreter of soul moods. +So wonderful and inspiring. You’ll love it, I’m +sure.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Obeying orders, Peter led Lola into a distant corner, +eyed by various artists who labeled him “Soldier” and +dismissed him loftily. The passing of Lola sent a +quiver through them and they were ready for the first +available opportunity to attitudinize about her chair. +At a sign from Lady Cheyne the little pianist commenced +to play one of Heller’s “Sleepless Nights” +and a very thin girl, wrapped in a small piece of +chiffon, dropped into the middle of the room like a +beam of moonlight.</p> +<p class="pnext">“A spring onion,” said Chalfont, in a whisper, +“newly plucked from the warm earth.” The burst of +applause drowned Lola’s flutter of laughter. The interpretation +of soul moods resolved itself, of course, +into the usual series of prancings and high jumps, scuttlings +round and roguish bendings, a final leap into +the air and a collapse upon the floor.</p> +<p class="pnext">And so the evening unwound itself. There were +violin solos by men in a frenzy of false ecstasy, piano +solos by women who put that long-suffering instrument +through every conceivable form of torture, readings of +nebulous drivel by the poet Cartridge in a high-pitched +minor-canon voice, and recitations by women without +restraint or humor,—disciples of the new poetry, +which Chalfont, quoting from one of the precocious +members of the Bachelors’ Club, called “Loose Verse.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And then came supper, a welcome event for which +all those sixty people had been waiting. This was +served in the dining room, another large and eccentric +apartment where an embittered man manipulated the +punch bowl and was in great request. As soon as she +had seen all her guests fully occupied with chicken +salad and fish croquettes, Lady Cheyne returned to the +deserted drawing-room where she found Chalfont and +Lola in deep conversation. She burst upon them like +a hand grenade, crying, “Aren’t they darlings? Every +one a genius and all of them hungry. They come to +me like homing pigeons and I do my best to get them +placed. Always I have here one or two of the great +impressarios,—agents, you know, and sometimes I +achieve the presence of an actor-manager. But +Shakespeare is out of fashion now and so all my +Romeos and Juliets stand a poor chance. I often sigh +for dear Sir Herbert who came here for what he +called ‘atmosphere and local color.’ You must come +again, my dear. Peter will be very glad to bring you, +I’m sure, and I shall be delighted to have you for my +week-end parties. I have a place at Whitecross, +Bucks. The garden runs down to the Fallaray place, +you know.”</p> +<p class="pnext">From that point on, that big point, Lola ceased to +listen.</p> +<p class="pnext">The whole evening had been filled with amazing +sensations. Panic, the sudden switch to reassurance, +the excitement of meeting Chalfont, the sweeping joy +of touching Fallaray’s hand and the knowledge that +having broken through the hoop she could now continue +to emerge from Dover Street with her new and +eager companion to serve an apprenticeship for her +final rôle. She had lived a year in an evening. But +there was still another sensation lying in wait for her. +The moment had come when she must return unseen +to Castleton Terrace and get back to Dover Street in +good time to reassume the part of lady’s maid so that +she might not be caught by the housekeeper and reported,—a +chance for which Miss Breezy was eagerly +waiting. And as she sat unconscious of Lady Cheyne’s +babble and the buzz of conversation which drifted in +from the dining room, she switched on her brain.</p> +<p class="pnext">How, in the name of all that was wonderful, was +she to give Chalfont the slip. That was the new +problem to solve; because, of course, he would naturally +insist on seeing her home in the ordinary course +of events. If he had thought about it at all, she knew +that he must have imagined that she was staying either +at the Ritz, the Carlton or the Berkeley, or that she +was living in one of the smaller houses in Curzon +Street, Half Moon Street or Norfolk Street, Park +Lane. The jagged end of panic settled upon her once +more and her hands grew icy. It was utterly essential +to her future plans that Chalfont should remain in +complete ignorance of her identity. He must be used +by her during the remainder of the season. He must +bring her again to this house. Lady Cheyne had become +an important factor in her scheme because the +garden of her country house ran down to Chilton +Park. It was to Chilton Park that Fallaray loved to +go alone for the week-end and wander about, gaining +refreshment for his tired brain; and always it had +seemed to Lola, when she had dared to look into the +future, that this place, standing high up on the ridge +of hills above the vale of Aylesbury, backed by a great +beech forest and landmarked by the white cross that +had been cut by the Romans, was the first milestone on +her road to love and to the fulfillment of the dream +which had held her all those years.</p> +<p class="pnext">The problem of her escape and her Cinderella flight +became more and more pressing. What fib could she +invent to tell Chalfont? Without any doubt he would +ask her for permission to call. He would want to +know her telephone number and her address. In his +eye already there was the Simpkins look, the Ernest +Treadwell expression and, but for his innate chivalry +and breeding, she knew that he would have given +tongue to some of the things which she could see at +the back of his eyes. It was past eleven. She had +heard the clock in the hall strike just now.</p> +<p class="pnext">She began to rehearse a series of scenes. She saw +herself rise and say, “I must go now. A thousand +thanks for all that you have done for me this evening. +Will you please ask Lady Cheyne if I may have a +taxi?” She saw herself standing on the doorstep, the +taxi waiting, with Chalfont assuming that he was to +play the cavalier and eventually stand bareheaded, +holding her hand, opposite the shabby little villa in +Castleton Terrace. Which would never do. Madame +de Brézé did not live anywhere near Queen’s Road, +Bayswater.</p> +<p class="pnext">She saw herself driven by Chalfont to the Ritz or +the Carlton, escorted by him to the lift where he would +wait to see the last of her as she was taken up to the +rooms that she did not possess. That also was impossible. +Great heavens, what was she to do? Trying +again, her hands icier than ever, she saw Chalfont +with growing incredulity listening to cock-and-bull +stories which ran like this:</p> +<p class="pnext">“I don’t want you to see me home. As a matter +of fact I’m very old-fashioned.” Or, “We must say +good night here. I’m staying with a puritanical aunt +who will be sure to ask me who brought me home and +when I say, ‘Sir Peter Chalfont’ her answer will be +‘I didn’t know you knew Sir Peter Chalfont. Where +did you meet him?’ And then I shall have to tell the +story of how you picked me up. Can you imagine the +result?”—And this was hopeless because, of course, +Peter would say, “How in the name of all that’s marvelous +will your good old aunt know who brings you +home? Good old aunts haven’t got to know the truth. +Besides, if it comes to that, you can drop me about ten +doors from the house and then go on alone. It’s perfectly +easy, and it’s done every day.” And who, after +all, was this aunt? Miss Breezy, the housekeeper.</p> +<p class="pnext">Phew!</p> +<p class="pnext">And then came an inspiration. “I’m very hungry,” +she said aloud. “I begin to remember that dinner was +a little unsatisfactory.” She laughed and Peter +laughed. “But I must go and powder my nose. +Please don’t bother, Lady Cheyne. I’ll find my way +and rejoin you in a moment.”</p> +<p class="pnext">She picked up the cloak which she had brought into +the drawing-room, threw at Chalfont a smile of the +most charming camaraderie, touched Lady Cheyne’s +arm in a way that asked for friendship and left the +drawing-room. With one quick look at the deserted +hall with all its strange coats and stranger hats, she +made for the front door, opened it, closed it behind +her stealthily and ran down the stone path which led to +the street. The theater traffic was all headed towards +High Street, Kensington. There was not a vacant +taxi to be seen. It would not do to stand about in +front of the house, so the little Cinderella who had +not waited for the magic hour of twelve and had taken +good care not to leave her crystal slipper behind her +ran up the street to the first turning and stood quivering +with excitement and glee beneath a friendly lamp +post. A little laugh floated into the muggy air.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes, it’s a funny world, ain’t it?”</p> +<p class="pnext">It was a Bobby who had sidled up from the shadow +of a wall and towered above her, with a sceptical grin +about his mouth.</p> +<p class="pnext">Instantly a new thought came into Lola’s head. +“What would Lady Feo do?” She gave it five seconds +and turned coolly, calmly and graciously to the +arm of the law,—a strong and obviously would-be +familiar arm. This girl—running about alone in +evening dress—at that time of night.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I told my car to wait here,” she said. “Evidently +there has been some mistake. Will you be good enough +to call me a cab?”</p> +<p class="pnext">A hand swept up to the peak of the helmet. “Nothing +simpler, Madam.”</p> +<p class="pnext">By the grace of God and the luck that follows drunkards, +a taxi was discharging a fare halfway down the +road. The ex-sergeant of the Sussex regiment put two +fingers into his mouth. With a new interest in life the +cab made a wide turn and came up not without style, +but with a certain amount of discretion, because of the +uniform which could be seen beneath the lamp post.</p> +<p class="pnext">The Bobby opened the door. There was admiration +in his eyes. “A good fairy, ma’am,” he said.</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola paused and looked up into his face,—a +man face, with a big moustache and rather bristling +eyebrows, a dent in a firm chin and the mark of shrapnel +on the left cheek bone. “A very good fairy,” she +said. “You’ll never know how good. Thanks, most +awfully.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And once more the hand flicked to the brim of the +helmet as Lola in an undertone gave her address to the +driver. Not even the Bobby must see the anti-climax +which would be brought about by such an address as +Castleton Terrace.</p> +<hr class="docutils"/> +<p class="pfirst">A scrawny black cat rose and arched its back as +Lola, telling the taxi man to wait, ran up the steps. +One of those loose bells that jangle indiscreetly woke +the echoes in the sleeping street, and the door was +opened by the invincible Mrs. Rumbold, tired-eyed, +with yawn marks all over her face. “Well, here you +are, dearie,” she said, as cheerful as usual, “absobally-lootely +to the minute. The old man ain’t turned up +yet. But you’re not going to keep the taxi waiting, are +you?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes,” said Lola.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Gor blimey.” The comment was a perfectly +natural one under the circumstances.</p> +<p class="pnext">And while Lola changed back again into the day +clothes of the lady’s maid, Mrs. Rumbold lent a willing +hand and babbled freely. It was good to have +some one to speak to. Her legless son had been put +to bed two hours before, asking himself, “Have they +forgotten?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Finally the inevitable question, which Mrs. Rumbold, +for all her lessons in discretion, simply could not +resist. “Where have yer bin, dearie?”</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola said, “The Savoy. I dined with a knight +in shining armor with a white cross on his chest.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh,” said Mrs. Rumbold, “he was going on to a +fancy ball, I suppose. Lord, how these boys love to +dress themselves up.” But a lurking suspicion of +something that was not quite right edged its way into +that good woman’s thoughts. What was little Lola +Breezy from the shop round the corner doing with a +gent as ’ad enough money to dine at the Savoy and +sport about in old-time costumes? “Well, of course, +as I said before, you can only live once. But watch +your step, dearie. Lots of banana skins about.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola threw her arms round the woman’s neck +and kissed her warmly. “Fate has swept the pavement +for me,” she said, once more as Feo would have +spoken. “I shall not make any slip.”</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id14"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">IV</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Ernest Treadwell faced her at the bottom of the +steps, and beneath the peak of his flabby cap his eyes +were filled with fright.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Is anything the matter with Father or Mother?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“No,” he said.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Why do you look like that, then?” Her hand +fell away from his coat. If there was nothing wrong +with her parents——</p> +<p class="pnext">He edged her away from the cab and spoke quickly, +without the usual stammer and timidity. He was laboring +under a passion of apprehension. It made him +almost rude. “I came this way round from the Tube +and saw you get out of this cab dressed up like a—a +lady. What are you doing? Where’ve you been?” +He caught her by the wrist, excited by a sense of impending +evil. Oh, God, how he loved this girl!</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola remembered this, although her brain was +filled with pictures of the Savoy, of Chalfont and of +Fallaray. Irritation, in which was mingled a certain +degree of haughtiness, was dropped immediately. She +knew that she had always been enthroned in this boy’s +heart. She must respect his emotion.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Don’t worry about me, Ernie,” she said, soothingly. +“Lady Feo gave me the dress. I changed +into it at Mrs. Rumbold’s and brought it back for her +to work on again. It isn’t quite right.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“But where could you go to wear a thing like that—and +the cloak? You looked so—so unlike——” +He could only see her as she used to be behind the +shop counter and out for walks with him.</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola gave a little reassuring laugh because an +answer was not ready. If instead of Ernest Treadwell +the man who held her up had been Simpkins! +“One of the girls had two stalls for the St. James’s—her +brother’s in the box office—and so we both +dressed up and went. It was great fun.” Why did +these men force her into lying? She took her hand +away.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh,” he said, “I see,” his fear rising like a crow +and taking wings.</p> +<p class="pnext">“And now if you’ve finished playing the glaring inquisitor, +I’ll say good night.” She gave him her hand +again.</p> +<p class="pnext">Covered with the old timidity, he remained where +he stood and gazed. There was something all about +her, a glow, a light; a look in her eyes that he had put +there in his dreams. “Can’t I go with you to Dover +Street?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Why not? Yes, that might be good, in case Simpkins +should be waiting. “Come along then. You’ve +made me late. Tell him where to go.”</p> +<p class="pnext">The cab turned into Queen’s Road and as it passed +the narrow house with the jeweler’s shop below—all +in darkness now—Lola leaned forward and kissed +her hand to it. Her father with the glass in his eyes, +the ready laugh, the easy-going way, the confidence in +her; her capable mother, a little difficult to kiss, peeping +out of a shell; her own old room so full of +memories, the ground in which she grew. They were +slipping behind. They had almost been specks on the +horizon during all that eventful night, during which +she had found her wings. And this Treadwell boy, his +feet in a public library, his soul among the stars, such +clothes and such an accent.—And now there were +Chalfont and Lady Cheyne and—Fallaray? No, not +yet. But he had touched her hand and heard the songs +of birds.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Lola, it hurts me now you’ve gone. I hate to pass +the shop. There’s nothing to do but”—he knew the +word and tumbled it out—“yearn.” If only he might +have held her hand, say halfway to the house that he +hated.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Is that a new cap, Ernie? Take it off. You +don’t look like a poet. Nothing to do? Have you +forgotten your promise to read and learn? You can’t +become a Masefield in a day!”</p> +<p class="pnext">He put his hands up to his face and spoke through +sudden sobs. “With you away I shall never become +anything, any time. Come back, Lola. Nothing’s the +same now you’re away.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And she gave him her hand, poor boy. And he +held it all too tight, like a drowning man, as indeed +he felt that he was. Since Dover Street had come +into life he hadn’t written a line. The urge had gone. +Ambition, so high before, had fallen like an empty +rocket. Lola,—it was for her that he had worked +his eyes to sightlessness far into all those nights.</p> +<p class="pnext">“This will never do,” she said. Inspiration—she +could give him that, though nothing else—was almost +as golden as love. He was to be Some One,—a +modern Paul Brissac. She needed that. And she +refired him as the cab ran on, rekindled the cold stove +and set the logs ablaze. Work, work, study, feel, express, +eliminate, temper down. Genius could be +crowded out by weeds like other flowering things.</p> +<p class="pnext">And as the cab drew up the hand was raised to burning +lips. But the shame of standing aside while the +driver was paid—that added a very big log.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Good night, Poet.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Good night, Princess.” (Oh-h, that was Simpkins’s +word.)</p> +<p class="pnext">Dover Street—and the area steps.</p> +</div> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="part-iv"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id57">PART IV</a></h2> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id15"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">I</h3> +<p class="pfirst">For a Marquis he was disconcertingly hairy. So +much so that even those fast diminishing people who +still force themselves to believe that a title necessarily +places men on a high and ethereal plane were obliged +to confess that Feo’s father might have been any +one,—a mere entomologist for instance, bland, concentrated +and careless of appearance, who pottered +about in the open after perfectly superfluous insects +and forgot that such a thing as civilization existed. +He had the appearance indeed of a man who sleeps +in tents, scorns to consult a looking-glass and cuts his +own hair with a pair of grass clippers at long intervals. +On a handsome and humorous face, always somehow +sun-tanned, white wiry hairs sprouted everywhere. A +tremendous moustache, all akimbo, completely covered +his mouth and spread along each cheek almost to his +ears, from which white tufts protruded. The clean-cut +jaw was shaved as high as the cheek bones, which +were left, like a lawn at the roots of a tree, to run +wild. Deep-set blue eyes were overhung by larky +bushes and the large fine head exuded a thick thatch +of obstreperous white stuff that was unmastered by a +brush. And as if all this were not enough, there was +a small cascade under the middle of the lower lip kept +just long enough to bend up and bite in moments of +deep calculation. There may have been hairs upon +his conscience too, judging by his exquisite lack of +memory.</p> +<p class="pnext">His was, nevertheless, a very old title and a long +line of buried Marquises had all done something, good +and bad, to place the name of Amesbury in the pages +of history. Rip Van Winkle, as most people called +the present noble Lord, had done good and bad things +too, like the rest of us,—good because his heart was +kind, and bad from force of circumstances. If he +had inherited a fine fortune with his father’s shoes +instead of bricks and mortar mortgaged from cellar +to ceiling, his might have been a different story and +not one unfortunately linked up with several rather +shady transactions. At fifty-five, however, life found +him still abounding in optimism on the nice allowance +granted to him by Fallaray, and always on the lookout, +like all Micawbers, for something to turn up.</p> +<p class="pnext">He had driven the large brake to the station to meet +Feo and her party who were on their way down for +the week-end. His temporary exile at Chilton Park, +brought about by a universal disinclination to honor +his checks, had been a little dull. He was delighted +at the prospect of seeing people again, especially Mrs. +Malwood. He was fond of Angoras and liked to hear +them purr. So with a rather seedy square felt hat +over one eye and a loose overcoat of Irish homespun +over his riding kit, he clambered down from the high +box, saw that the groom was at the horses’ heads and +strolled into the station to talk over the impending +strike of the Triple Alliance with the station master,—the +parlor Bolshevist of Princes Risborough. An express +swooped through the station as he stood on the +platform and made a parachute of his overcoat. The +London train was not due for fifteen minutes.</p> +<p class="pnext">Tapping on the door of Mr. Sparrow’s room, he +entered to find that worthy exulting over the morning +paper, his pale, tubercular face flushed with excitement. +The headlines announced that “England faces +revolution. Mines flood as miners steal coal and await +with confidence the entire support of allied unions. +Great Britain on the edge of a precipice.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“All wrong,” said Rip Van Winkle quietly. +“Panicky misinterpretation of the situation, Sparrow,—much +as you desire the opposite.”</p> +<p class="pnext">The station master whipped round, his fish-like +eyes strangely magnified by the strong glasses in his +spectacles. “What makes yer say that, m’ Lord?” +he asked, even at that moment flattered at the presence +of a Marquis in his office. “Labor has England +by the throat.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“England has Labor by the seat of the pants, you +should say, Sparrow. Take my word for it, the strike +is not only doomed to eventual failure, however the +fluctuations go, but the Labor movement will grow +less and less terrorist in its methods from this day +onwards.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Mr. Sparrow threw back his head and laughed +loudly,—showing an incomplete collection of very +disastrous teeth. “Well, there won’t be a damned +train running by this time Monday,” he said.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’ll bet you a thousand oak apples to one there +will,” replied Lord Amesbury, “and I’ll tell you why. +Every sane and law-abiding Englishman, from the +small clerk to the most doddering duke, has begun to +organize and this mighty revolution of yours is already +as dead as mutton.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, is that so?” Mr. Sparrow laughed again.</p> +<p class="pnext">“That is so. You see, Sparrow, you Labor gentlemen, +talking paradoxically, have got hold of the wrong +end of the stick, not merely in this country but all +over the world. You have been the bullies of the +school and for a considerable number of years you +have made our politicians stiff with fright. They have +licked your boots and given way to you whenever you +demanded higher wages. They pampered and petted +you all through the War, from which you emerged +with swollen heads and far too many pianos. When +history turns its cold eye upon you, you will be +summed up as a set of pretty dirty blackguards who +did less to win the War than all the dud shells piled +into a heap. You slacked, grumbled, threatened and +held up governments for wages out of all proportion +to your work. You proved the possession of criminal +as well as unpatriotic instincts and you finally showed +yourselves up in your true light when you deserted +the mines and took the pumpers away. There isn’t +any word in any dictionary to define the sort of +indignation which that dastardly and wanton action +has caused. The result of it has been to put the first +big nail in the coffin of Labor unions. You have been +discovered as men with a yellow streak. Governments +now see, what they have never been able to recognize +before, that labor does not form the most important +section of the three sections of society, the other two +being capital and the purchasing power. You have +made clear to them, Master Sparrow, that labor and +capital are at the mercy of the third element,—the +great middle class, the people who buy from capital, +pay your wages and who can at any moment, by not +buying, reduce both capital and labor to nothingness. +The new strike, the epoch-making strike, is of this +middle class, and they haven’t struck against you but +against strikes. At last the worm has turned and I +venture to prophesy, foolish as it is, that after a series +of damaging and expensive kicks, labor will descend +to its proper place, with a just share in profits that +will enable it to get a little joy out of life, freed from +the tyrannical hand of unions, and with more spare +time than is at present enjoyed by the members of the +middle class who will continue to take the rough with +the smooth, without squealing, as heretofore. In fact, +I look upon this strike of miners as one of the best +things that has ever happened in history and nothing +gives me greater joy and greater satisfaction than to +watch, as I shall do from to-day onwards, the gradual +diminishing of the excessive size of the labor head.—How +are your potatoes coming along?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Without waiting for an answer, the tall old man +turned quietly and left the room; while the parlor +Bolshevist, stuffed with the pamphlets of Hyndman +and Marks, Lenin and Trotsky, gave a vicious kick to +the leg of the table and eyed the receding figure with +venom.</p> +<p class="pnext">The train was late and so Rip Van Winkle killed +time by studying the contents of the bookstall, looking +with a sort of incredulity at the stuff on which the +public is fed,—illiterate fiction with glaring covers and +cheap weeklies filled with egregious gossip and suggestive +drawings. The extra fifteen minutes of waiting +was passed very pleasantly by his Lordship because +many of his old friends from the village came +up to him and talked. The chemist, who had driven +down personally to collect his monthly box of drugs +from London, was very affable. So also was the +blacksmith who had known Lord Amesbury for many +years and treated him with <em>bonhomie</em>. They talked +racing with great earnestness. The postman, the +gardener from the house of the war profiteer, and the +village policeman, all of them very good friends of the +man upon whom they looked as representing the good +old days, livened things up. With the real democracy +that belongs solely to the aristocrat, Rip Van Winkle +knew all about the ailments of their wives, the prospects +of their children, the number of their hens and +pigs and their different forms of religious worship, +which he duly respected, whether they were Little +Baptists, Big Baptists or Middle-sized Baptists, Minor +Methodists or Major Methodists, Independent Churchmen +or Dependent Churchmen, Roman Catholics or +Anglicans whose Catholicism is interpreted intelligently. +The village consisted perhaps of twenty-five +hundred souls, but they all had their different cures, +and there were as many churches and chapels in and +off the High Street as there were public houses. It +had always seemed to Feo’s father that honest beer is +infinitely preferable to the various sorts of religion +which were to be obtained in those other public houses +in their various bottles, all labeled differently, and he +hoped that the prohibition which had been the means +of developing among the people of the United States +so many drinks far more injurious than those in which +alcohol prevailed would never be forced by graft and +hypocrisy, self-seeking and salary-making upon the +tight little island,—not always so tight as prohibitionists +supposed.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lady Feo bounded out of the train, followed by +Mrs. Malwood and their two new friends recently +picked up,—Feo’s latest fancy, Gordon Macquarie, a +glossy young man who backed musical plays in order +that he might dally with the pretty members of his +choruses, and Mrs. Malwood’s most recent time-killer +whose name was Dowth,—David Dowth, the Welsh +mine owner, who had just succeeded to his father’s +property and had invaded London to see life. Cambridge +was still upon the latter’s face and very obviously +upon his waistcoat. He was a green youth +who would learn about women from Mrs. Malwood. +They were both new to Rip Van Winkle and for that +reason all the more interesting. Lola, carrying a jewel +case, emerged from a compartment at the back of the +train with Mrs. Malwood’s maid, similarly burdened, +and it was at Lola that Lord Amesbury threw his most +appreciative glance.</p> +<p class="pnext">“French,” he said to himself. “The reincarnation +of those pretty little people made immortal by +Fragonard.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Feo threw her arms round her father’s neck and +kissed him on those places of his cheeks which were +clear of undergrowth. “Good old Rip,” she said. +“Always on the spot. Been bored, old boy?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lord Amesbury laughed. “To be perfectly frank, +yes,” he said. “I have missed my race meetings and +my bridge at Boodles, but I have been studying the +awakening of spring and the psychology of bird life, +all very delightful. Also I have been watching the +daily changes among the trees in the beech forest. +Amazingly dramatic, my dear. But it’s good to see +you again and I hope your two friends are gamblers. +Possibly I can make a bit out of them.”</p> +<p class="pnext">He patted her on the shoulder and looked her up +and down with admiration not unmixed with astonishment. +Among the many riddles which he had never +been able to solve he placed the fact that he of all men +was Feo’s father. What extraordinary twist had +nature performed in making his only daughter a girl +instead of a boy? Standing there in her short skirt +and manly looking golf shoes with lopping tongues, +her beautiful square shoulders lightly covered with a +coarsely knitted sweater of chestnut brown and a sort +of Tyrolean hat drawn down over her ears, she looked +like a young officer in the First Life Guards masquerading +in women’s clothes.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id16"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">II</h3> +<p class="pfirst">When Lord Amesbury mounted the box with Feo +at his side and turned out of the station yard into the +long road which led to the old village of Princes Risborough, +the first thing that caught Lola’s eyes was +the white cross cut by the Romans in the chalk of the +hill, on the top of which sat Chilton Park. Again and +again she had stood in front of photographs of this +very view. They hung in Miss Breezy’s room, neatly +framed. Many times Miss Breezy herself had explained +to Lola the meaning of that cross, so far as its +historical significance went, and Lola had been duly +impressed. The Romans,—how long ago they must +have lived. But to her, more and more as her love +and adoration grew, that white cross stood as a mark +for the place to which Fallaray went from time to +time for peace, to listen to the wind among the beech +trees, to watch the sheep on the distant hills, to wander +among the gardens of his old house and forget the +falsity and the appalling ineptitude of his brother +Ministers. The photographs had indicated very well +the beauty of this scene but the sight of it in the life, +all green in the first flush of spring, brought a sob to +Lola’s throat. Once more the feeling came all over +her that it would be at Chilton Park that she would +meet Fallaray at last alone and discover her love to +him,—not as lady’s maid but as the little human +thing, the Eve.</p> +<p class="pnext">She sat shoulder to shoulder with the groom opposite +to Mrs. Malwood’s maid,—Dowth, Macquarie +and Mrs. Malwood in close juxtaposition. But she +had no ears for their conversation. As the village +approached, not one single feature of it escaped her +eager eyes,—its wide cobbled street, its warm Queen +Anne houses, its old-fashioned shops, its Red Lion and +Royal George and Black Bull, its funny little post office +up three stairs, its doctor’s house all covered with +creeper, its ancient church sitting hen-wise among her +children. It seemed to her that all these things, old +and quiet and honest, had gone to the making of Fallaray’s +character; that he belonged to them and was +part of them and represented them; and it gave her a +curious feeling of being let into Fallaray’s secrets as +she went along.</p> +<p class="pnext">From time to time people hatted Lady Feo and one +or two old women, riddled with rheumatism, bobbed—not +because of any sense of serfdom, but because they +liked to do so—a pleasant though inverted sense of +egotism which is at the bottom of all tradition. Rip +Van Winkle saluted every one with his whip; the +butchers—and there were several, although meat was +still one of the luxuries—the landlords of the public +houses who were not so fat as they used to be before +the War, the vicar, a high churchman with an astonishingly +low collar, and the usual comic person who +invariably retires to such villages, lives in a workman’s +cottage among the remnants of passed glory and talks +to any one who will listen to him of the good old days +when he tooled his team of spanking bays and hobnobbed +in London, when society really <em>was</em> society, +with men of famous names and ladies of well-known +frailty. This particular gentleman, Augustus Warburgh, +pronounced Warborough, made himself up to +look like Whistler and wore the sort of clothes which +would have appealed greatly to a character actor. +What he lived on no one knew. One or two people +with nasty minds were convinced that his small income +was derived from blackmail,—probably a most +pernicious piece of libel. On his few pounds a week, +however, he did himself extremely well and lived alone +in a four-room cottage as antediluvian as himself, in +which there were some very charming pieces of +Jacobean furniture, a collection of excellent sporting +prints and numerous books all well-thumbed, “Barry +Lyndon” being the most favored.</p> +<p class="pnext">In this little place, with its old beams and uneven +floors of oak, Augustus Warburgh “did” for himself, +cooking his own meals, making his own bed and bringing +home from his occasional trips to London mysterious +bottles filled with delicatessen from Appenrodts, +amazing pickles and an occasional case of unblended +Balblair which he got from a relative of his who owned +half of the isle of Skye. Nips of this glorious but +dangerous juice he offered to his cronies in his expansive +moods and delighted in seeing them immediately +slide under his table with the expression worn +by Charlie Chaplin after he has been plumped on the +head with a meat axe. Needless to say that he and +Rip Van Winkle got along together like a house on +fire. They talked the same language, enjoyed the +same highly spiced food, dipped back into the same +period and had inevitably done the same people. The +Warburgh bow as the brake passed in the High Street +was not Albertian but Elizabethan.</p> +<p class="pnext">Feo laughed as she waved her hand. “When he +dies,” she said, “and I don’t think he ever will, Princes +Risborough will lose one of its most beautiful +notes,—like London when they did away with +Jimmies. Not that I remember Jimmies, except from +what you’ve told me about it. Let’s have him up to +dinner one night and make him drunk.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“You can’t,” said Lord Amesbury. “It’s impossible. +There is a hole in every one of the soles of his +shoes through which all the fumes of alcohol leak. +You can stew him, you can pickle him, you can float +him, but you cannot sink him. When everybody else +is down and out, that is the time when Augustus takes +the floor and rises to the eloquence and vitriolic power +of Dr. Johnson.—Tell me, Feo, who is that remarkable +child that you have got in tow?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“My maid, you mean? She’s the niece of my old +Breezy. Isn’t she charming? Such an honest little +soul too. Does her job with the most utter neatness +and nicety of touch and listens excellently. I rescued +her from the stage,—I mean, of course, the chorus. +A good deed in a naughty world.” That’s how she +liked to put it, her memory being a little hazy. “I +don’t know what will become of her. Of course, she +can’t be my maid forever. Judging from the way in +which my male friends look at her whenever they get +the chance, I shouldn’t be a bit surprised if one of +these days she eloped with a duke. It would fill me +with joy to meet her in her husband’s ancestral home +all covered with the family jewels and do my best to +win a gracious smile. Or else she’ll marry Simpkins, +who is, I hear, frightfully mashed on her, and retire +to a village pub, there to imitate the domestic cat and +litter the world with kittens. I dunno. Anything +may happen to a girl like that. But whatever it is, it +will be one of these two extremes. I hate to think +about it because I like her. It’s very nice to have her +about me.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Rip Van Winkle smiled. “To parody a joke in last +week’s <em>La Vie Parisienne</em>, I am not so old as I look, +my dear.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“You dare,” said Feo. But she laughed too. +“Good Lord, Father, don’t go and do a thing like +that. If I had to call that girl Mother, I think that +even my sense of humor would crack.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“A little joke, Feo,” said Rip. “Nothing more. +I can’t even keep myself, you see.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Whereupon, having left the village, the brake turned +into the road that ran up to Whitecross at an angle +of forty-five. The old man slowed the horses down +to a walk and waved his whip towards the screen of +trees which hid Chilton Park from the public gaze. +“It’s been a wonderful spring,” he said. “I have +watched it with infinite pleasure. It has filled my old +brain with poetry and very possibly with regrets. All +the same, I’m glad you have come down. I’ve been +rather lonely here. The evenings are long and ghosts +have a knack of coming out and standing round my +chair.—How is Edmund? I regret that I have forgotten +to ask you about him before. One somehow +always forgets to ask about Edmund, although I see +that he is regarded by George Lytham and his crowd +as the new Messiah.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Feo laughed again, showing all her wonderful teeth. +“I had a quaint few minutes with Edmund the other +night on the steps of Langham Hall. He had taken +his mother and Aunt Betsy to a symphony concert. +Do you know, I rather think that George is right about +Edmund? He has all the makings of a Messiah and +of course all the opportunities. I shouldn’t be a bit +surprised if he emerged from the present generation +of second-raters and led England out of its morass. +But he’ll only achieve this if he continues to remain +untouched by any feminine hand. Of course, he’s +absolutely safe so far as I’m concerned, but there was +a most peculiar look in his face the other night which +startled me somewhat. I thought he’d fallen in love +with me,—which would have been most inconvenient. +But I was wrong.—Well, here we are at the old homestead. +How it reeks of Fallaray and worthiness.”</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id17"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">III</h3> +<p class="pfirst">But the party was not a success. Very shortly after +lunch, during which Feo and Mrs. Malwood had put +in good work in an unprecedented attempt to charm +their new acquisitions, they all adjourned to the terrace,—that +wonderful old terrace of weather-beaten +stone giving on to a wide view of an Italian garden +backed by a panorama of rolling hills and of the +famous beech forest ten miles deep, under which, in +certain parts, especially in the Icknield Way through +which the Romans had passed, the leaves of immemorial +summers, all red and dry, lay twenty feet +deep.</p> +<p class="pnext">Gilbert Jermyn, Feo’s brother, had dashed over on +his motor bicycle from Great Marlow where he was +staying with several friends, ex-flying men like himself +and equally devoid of cash, trying to formulate +some scheme whereby they might get back into adventure +once more. Lord Amesbury had gone down +to a pet place of his own to take a nap in the long grass +with the sun on his face. Feo, who had been dancing +until five o’clock that morning, was lying full +stretch on a dozen cushions in the shadow of the house, +Macquarie in attendance. Mrs. Malwood, petulant +and disgruntled, was sitting near by with David +Dowth. Gilbert Jermyn, who could see that he was +superfluous, sat by himself on the balustrade gazing +into the distance. His clean-cut face was heavy with +despondency. He had forgotten to light his cigarette.</p> +<p class="pnext">“You’re about the liveliest undertaker I’ve ever +struck,” said Feo. “What the deuce is the matter +with you?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Macquarie shrugged his shoulders,—his girlishly +cut coat with its tight waist and tight sleeves crinkling +as he did so. “Oh, my dear,” he said, “it’s no good +your expecting anything from me to-day. Under the +circumstances it’s impossible for me to scintillate.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“What do you mean?” asked Feo roughly. She +had ordered this man down in her royal way, being +rather taken with his tallness, youngness and smoothness, +and demanded scintillation.</p> +<p class="pnext">“But look at the position! I hate to be mercenary +and talk about money, but you know, my dear thing, +almost every bob I’ve got is invested in the three +musical comedies now running, and if things go on as +they are, every one of them will be shut down because +of the coal strike. That’s a jolly nice lookout. +I’m no Spartan, and I confess that I find it very +difficult to be merry and bright among the gravestones +of my hopes.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And while he went on like that, dropping in many +“my dears” and “you dear things” as though he +had known Feo all his life, instead of more or less for +twenty minutes, making gestures in imitation of those +of the spoilt small-part lady, Lord Amesbury’s daughter +and Fallaray’s wife became gradually more and +more aware of the fact that she had made a fool of +herself. There was something broadly déclassé about +this man which, even to one of her homogeneous nature, +became a reproach. She was getting, she could +see, a little careless in her choice of friends and for +this one, whom she had picked out of semi-society and +the musical comedy night life of London—so dull, +so naked, so hungry and thirsty and so diamond seeking—to +play the yellow dog and find excuses for his +lack of entertainment left her, she found with astonishment, +wholly without adjectives. It was indeed altogether +beyond words. And she sat watching and +listening to this vain and brainless person with a sort +of admiration for his audacity.</p> +<p class="pnext">As for Dowth and Mrs. Malwood they, too, were +not hitting it off, and in reply to Mrs. Malwood’s +impatient question the young Welshman’s answer had +many points of excuse. “Three of my mines have +been flooded,” he said gravely, “which knocks my +future income all cock-eyed. God knows how I shall +emerge from this frightful business. A week ago I +was one of the richest men in England. To-day I face +pauperism. It’s appalling. You expect me to sit at +your feet and make love to you with the sword of +Damocles hanging over my head. It can’t be done, +Mrs. Malwood. And, mind you, even if the remainder +of my mines escape ruin, I go under. That’s as plain +as the nose on my face. The Government, always in +terror of labor, has been amazingly supported in this +business by the whole sanity of England, but the end +of it will be that the miners will be given less wages +but large shares in the profits of the coal owners. I +shall probably be able to make a better living by becoming +a miner myself. You sit there petulant and +annoyed because I am in the depths of despondency. +You’ll cry out for cake when bread has run out, like +all the women of your kind, but you see in me a +doomed man unable to raise a finger to save property +which has been in my family for several generations. +I simply can’t jibber and giggle and crack jokes with +you and talk innuendoes. I was a fool to come down +at all.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh,” said Mrs. Malwood aghast. “Oh—I suppose +you think that I ought to amuse <em>you</em>?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes, I do,” said Dowth.</p> +<p class="pnext">And Mrs. Malwood also was at a loss for adjectives.</p> +<p class="pnext">And when, presently, Rip Van Winkle appeared, +smiling and sun-tanned to join what he expected to +be a jovial group, he found a strange silence and a +most uncomfortable air of jarring temperaments. He +was well accustomed to these little parties of Feo’s and +to watch her at work with new men whom she collected +on her way through life. Usually they were +rather riotous affairs, filled with mirth and daring. +What in the name of all that was wonderful had happened +to this one? He joined his son and put his +hand on the boy’s shoulder.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Gibbie,” he said, “enlighten me.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But he got no explanation from this young man, +who seemed to be like a bird whose wings had been +cut. “My dear Father,” he said, “I’ve no sympathy +with Feo’s little pranks. She and the Malwood girl +seem to have picked up a bounder and a shivering +Welsh terrier this time, and even they probably regret +it. I ran over this afternoon to yarn with you, as a +matter of fact. Come on, let’s get out of this. Let’s +go down to the stream and sit under the trees and +have it out.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And so they left together, unnoticed by that disconcerted +foursome with whose little games fate had +had the impudence to interfere. And presently, seated +on the bank of the brook which ran through the lower +part of the park, Lord Gilbert Jermyn, ex-major Royal +Air Force, D. S. O., M. C., got it off his chest. “O +God,” he began, “how fed up I am with this infernal +peace.”</p> +<p class="pnext">The old man gazed at his son with amazement. “I +don’t follow you,” he said. “Peace? My dear lad, +we have all been praying for it and we haven’t got +it yet.”</p> +<p class="pnext">The boy, and he was nothing more than that, sat +with rounded shoulders and a deep frown on his face, +hunched up, flicking pieces of earth into the bubbling +water.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I know all about that,” he went on. “Of course +you’ve prayed for peace. So did everybody over +twenty-four. But what about us,—we who were +caught as kids, before we knew anything, and taught +the art of flying and sent up at any old time, careless +of death, the eyes of the artillery, the protectors of the +artillery, the supermen with beardless faces. What +about us in this so-called peace of yours? Here we +are at a loose end, with no education, because that was +utterly interrupted, able to do absolutely nothing for +a living,—let down, let out, looked on rather as +though we were brigands because we have grown into +the habit of breaking records, smashing conventions +and killing as a pastime. Do you see my point, old +boy? We herd together in civics when we’re not in +the police courts for bashing bobbies and not in the +divorce courts for running off with other people’s +wives, and we ask ourselves, in pretty direct English, +what the hell is going to become of us,—and echo +answers what. But I can tell you this. What we +want is war, perpetual bloody war, never mind who’s +the enemy. You made us want it, you fitted us for it +and for nothing else. We’re all pretty excellent in the +air and in consequence utterly useless on earth. And +when I read the papers, and I never read more than +the headlines anyway, I long to see that Germany is +going to take advantage of the damned stupidity of all +the Allied governments, including that of America, +gather up the weapons that she hasn’t returned and the +men who are going to refuse to pay reparations and +start the whole business over again. My God, how +eagerly I’d get back into my uniform, polish up my +buttons, stop drinking and smoking and get fit for +flying once more. I’d sing like Caruso up there among +the clouds and empty my machine gun at the first Boche +who came along with a thrill of joy. That’s my job. +I know no other.”</p> +<p class="pnext">The old man’s hair stood on end,—all of it, like +a white bush.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id18"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">IV</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Something happened that afternoon which might +have swung Lola’s life on to an entirely different set +of rails and put Fallaray even farther out of her +reach. The unrest which had followed the War had +made the acquisition of servants very difficult. The +young country girls who had been glad enough to go +into service in the large houses now preferred to stick +to their factories, because they were able to have free +evenings. The housekeeper at Chilton Park was very +short-handed and in consequence asked Lola and Mrs. +Malwood’s maid if they would make themselves useful. +Mrs. Malwood’s didn’t see it. She had been well +bitten by the trades-union bug and, therefore, was not +going to do anything of any sort except her specific +duties, and those as carelessly as she could. The +housekeeper could go and hang herself. Violet, the +girl in question, intended to lie on her bed and read +<em>Scarlet Bits</em> until she was needed by her mistress. +Lola, whose blood was good, was very glad to lend +a hand. With perfect willingness she committed an +offence against lady’s maids which shocked Violet to +the very roots of her system. She donned a little cap +and apron and turned herself into a parlor maid, a +creature, as all the world knows, many pegs of the +ladder beneath her own position as a lady’s maid. +When, therefore, tea was served on the terrace, Lola +assisted the butler, looking daintier than ever, and so +utterly free from coquetry, because there was no man +in the world except Fallaray for her, that she might +have been a little ghost.</p> +<p class="pnext">But the trained eye of Gordon Macquarie looked her +over immediately. He turned to Lady Feo, to whom +he had not addressed a word for twenty minutes, and +said with a sudden flash of enthusiasm, “Ye gods and +little fishes, what a picture of a girl! Wouldn’t she +look perfectly wonderful in the front line of the chorus +on the O. P. side! An actress too, I bet you. Look +at the way she’s pretending not to be alive. Of course +she knows how perfectly sweet she looks in that saucy +make-up.”</p> +<p class="pnext">If Mr. Gordon Macquarie had deliberately gone out +of his way to discover the most brilliant method of +sentencing himself to the lethal chamber he could not +have been more successful than by using that outpouring +of gushing words. Feo had fully realized, from +the moment that she had left the dining room, that in +acquiring Gordon Macquarie she had committed the +gravest <em>faux pas</em> of her life. Not only was he a +bounder but he did not possess the imagination and +the sense of proportion to know that in being invited +down to Chilton Park by Lady Feo he had metaphorically +been decorated with a much coverted order. +His egotism and his whining fright had made him unable +to maintain his fourth wall and at least imitate +the ways of a gentleman. Never before in her history +had Feo spent an afternoon so unpleasant and so +humiliating, and now, to be obliged to listen to a +pæan of praise about her maid, if you please, was the +last straw. Any other woman would probably have +risen from her place among her cushions, followed +Lola into the house and either boxed her ears or ordered +her back to town.</p> +<p class="pnext">But Feo had humor, and although her pride was +wounded and she would willingly have given orders +for Macquarie to be shot through the head, she pursued +a slightly different method. She rose, gave +Macquarie a most curious smile, waited until Lola had +retired from the terrace, followed her and called her +back just as she was about to disappear into the servants’ +quarters. “Lola,” she said, “run up at once +and pack my things. We are going back to town. +Say nothing to anybody. Be nippy,” the word was +Simpkins’s, “and in the meantime I will telephone for +a car. Do you understand?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes, my lady.” In Lola’s voice there must have +been something of the tremendous disappointment that +swept over her. But it was ignored or unnoticed by +her mistress. To leave Chilton Park almost as soon as +she had seen it,—not to be able to creep secretly into +Fallaray’s room and stand there all alone and get from +it the feeling of the man, the vibrations of his +thoughts,—not to be able to steal out in the moonlight +and wander among the Italian gardens made +magic by the white light and picture to herself the +tall ascetic lonely figure in front of whom some night +she intended to move Heaven and earth to stand.</p> +<p class="pnext">But she turned away quickly, obeyed orders without +a single question and ran up the wide staircase +blindly, because, for the moment, her eyes were filled +with tears. But only for the moment. After all, +there was nothing in this visit that could help her +scheme along. She must keep her courage and her +nerve, continue her course of study, watch her opportunities +and be ready to seize the real chance when it +presented itself. Lady Feo was bored,—which, of +course, was a crime. Macquarie was a false coin. +Lola could have told her that. How many exactly +similar men had ogled her in the street and attempted +to capture her attention. She had been amazed to see +him join Lady Feo at Paddington station that morning. +She instantly put him down as a counter jumper +from a second-rate linen draper’s in the upper reaches +of Oxford Street.—She was ready for Feo when +she came up to put on her hat. Her deft fingers had +worked quickly, and she was alert and bright, in spite +of her huge disappointment.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was characteristic of Feo to break up her houseparty +with the most unscrupulous disregard for the +convenience of the other members of it, and to care +nothing for the fact that she would spoil the pleasure +of her father. He and her brother, her little friend, +Mrs. Malwood, and the two disappointing men must +pay her bill. She never paid. It was characteristic +of her, also, to turn her mind quickly, before leaving, +upon some other way of obtaining amusement, as she +dreaded to face a dull and barren Sunday in London. +She remembered suddenly that Penelope Winchfield, +one of the “gang,” had opened her house near Aylesbury, +which was only a short drive from Princes Risborough. +It was a brain wave. So she went to the +telephone and rang up, invited herself for the week-end +and went finally into the car and slipped away with +Lola without saying good-by to a single person. +“How I hate this place,” she said. “Something always +goes wrong here.” And she turned and made a +face at the old building like a naughty child.</p> +<p class="pnext">Any other woman—at any rate, any other woman +whose upbringing had been as harum-scarum as +Feo’s—would have given Lola her notice and dropped +her like an old shoe. But she had humor.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id19"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">V</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Queen’s Road, Bayswater, so far as the jeweler’s +little shop was concerned, was in for a surprise that +evening. Just as Lola’s mother was about to close +up after a rather depressing day which had brought +very little business—a few wrist watches to be attended +to, nothing more—a car drove up, and from it +descended Lola, carrying a handbag and smiling like +a girl let out of school.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Why, my dear,” cried Mrs. Breezy, “what does +this mean? I thought you were going to Chilton +Park.” But she held her ewe lamb warmly and gladly +in her arms, while a shout of welcome came from behind +the glass screen where the fat man sat with the +microscope in his eye.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola laughed. “I went there,” she said, “but +something happened. I’ll tell you about that later. +And then Lady Feo altered her plans, drove over to +Aylesbury and told me I might do anything I liked until +Monday night, as there was no room for me in +Mrs. Winchfield’s house. And so, of course, I came +home. How are you, Mummy darling? Oh, I’m so +glad to see you.” And she kissed the little woman +again with a touch of exuberance and ran into the shop +to pounce upon her father, all among his watches. It +was good to see the way in which that man caught his +little girl in his arms and held her tight.—A good +girl, Lola, a good affectionate girl, working hard when +there was no need for her to do so and improving herself. +Good Lord, she had begun to talk like a lady +and think like a lady, but she would never be too grand +to come into the little old shop in Queen’s Road, Bayswater,—not +Lola.</p> +<p class="pnext">He said all that rather emotionally and this too. +“It isn’t as if we hadn’t seen yer for such a long +time. You’ve never missed droppin’ in upon us whenever +you could get away, but this’s like a sunny day +when the papers said it was goin’ to be wet,—like +finding a real good tot of cognac in a bottle yer thought +was empty.” And he kissed her again on both cheeks +and held her away from him, the Frenchman in him +coming out in his utter lack of self-consciousness. He +looked her all over with a great smile on his fat face +and stroked the sleeve of her blue serge coat, touched +the white thing at her throat and finally pinched the +lobe of one of her tiny ears.</p> +<p class="pnext">“It isn’t that yer clothes are smarter, or that yer’ve +grown older or anything like that. It’s that you seem +to have pulled yer feet out of this place, me girl. It +doesn’t seem to be your place now.—It’s manner. +It’s the way yer hold yer head, tilt yer chin up.—It’s +accent. It’s the way you end yer sentences. When +a woman comes into the shop and speaks to me as you +do, I know that she won’t pay her bills but that her +name’s in the Red Book.—You little monkey, yer’ve +picked up all the tricks and manners of her ladyship. +You’ll be saying ‘My God’ soon, as yer aunt tells us +Lady Feo does! Well, well, well.” And he hugged +her again, laughed, and then, finding that he showed +certain points of his French antecedents, began to exaggerate +them as he had seen Robert Nainby do at the +Gaiety. He was a consummate actor and a very +honest person. The two don’t always go together.</p> +<p class="pnext">And then Mrs. Breezy, who in the meantime had +been practical and shut the shop, followed them into +the parlor, which seemed to Lola to be shrinking every +time she saw it and more crowded with cardboard +boxes, account books, alarm clocks and the surplus +from the shop, and sprang a little surprise. “Who +do you think’s coming to dinner to-night?” she +asked.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Is anybody coming to dinner? What a nuisance,” +said Lola, who had looked forward to enjoying the +company of her father and mother uninterrupted.</p> +<p class="pnext">John Breezy gave a roguish glance at his wife and +winked. “Give yer ten guesses,” he said.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Ernest Treadwell.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“No,” said Mrs. Breezy, “Albert Simpkins.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Simpky? How funny. Did you ask him or did +he ask himself?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“He asked himself,” said John Breezy.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I asked him,” said Mrs. Breezy.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I see. The true Simpky way. He suggested that +he would like to have dinner with you and you caught +the suggestion. He comes of such a long line of men +who have worn their masters’ clothes that he is now a +sort of second-hand edition of them all, and I shouldn’t +be a bit surprised if, when he falls in love, he goes to +the parents first and asks their permission to propose +to the daughter; and he’ll probably ask not for the +daughter herself but for her hand,—which never +seems to me to be much of a compliment to the +daughter.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Mrs. Breezy and her husband exchanged a quick +glance. Either there was something uncanny about +Lola or she knew that this very respectable man was +madly in love with her. During his numerous visits +to the jeweler’s shop Simpkins had invariably led the +conversation round to Lola, finding a thousand phases +of her character which he adored. But the last time +he had been with them there was something in his +manner and voice which made it easy to guess that +his visit that evening was for the purpose of asking +them whether they considered him worthy of becoming +their son-in-law. It may be said that they considered +that he was, especially after he had told them about +the money inherited from his father and his own savings +and confided in them his scheme of buying that +very desirable inn at Wargrave, in which they could, +of course, frequently spend very pleasant week-ends +during the summer months. They had before this +recognized in him a man of great depth of feeling, of +excellent principles and a certain strange ecstasy,—somewhat +paradoxical in one who nearly always appeared +in a swallow-tail coat, dark trousers and a +black tie.</p> +<p class="pnext">Seeing that this was an occasion of considerable importance, +Mrs. Breezy had arranged to dine in the +drawing-room. It now behooved her to hurry up to +her room and change her clothes and lay an extra +place for Lola. The dinner itself was being cooked +at that moment by the baker next door,—duck, new +peas and potatoes and apple pie with a nice piece of +Gruyère cheese, which, with two bottles of Beaujolais +from the Breezy cellar, would be worthy of Mr. Simpkins’s +attention even though he did come from Dover +Street, Mayfair.</p> +<p class="pnext">As a matter of fact, Lola’s remark about the daughter’s +hand was merely an arrow fired into the air. +She had been encouraging Simpkins to look with favor +upon the lovesick girl who sat so frequently upon her +bed and poured out her heart. She never conceived +the possibility of being herself asked for by good old +Simpky, who had been so kind to her and was such a +knowledgable companion at the theater. The idea of +becoming his wife was grotesque, ridiculous, pathetic, +hugely remote from her definite plan of life. She +considered that the girl Ellen was exactly suited to +him. Had she not inherited all the attributes of an +innkeeper’s wife from her worthy parents who had +kept the Golden Sheaf at Shepperton since away back +before the great wind? So she ran up to her room +to tidy herself, with her soul full of Chilton Park and +Fallaray.</p> +<p class="pnext">Simpkins arrived precisely on time, smelling of +Windsor soap and brilliantine. He had indulged in a +tie which had white spots upon it, discreet white spots, +and into this he had stuck a golden pin,—a horse-shoe +for luck. He was welcomed by Mr. Breezy in +the drawing-room and immediately twigged the fact +that there were four places laid.</p> +<p class="pnext">Mr. Breezy was waggish. It is the way of a parent +in all such circumstances. “My boy, who do you +think?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I dunno. Who?” His tone was anxious and +his brows were flustered.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Lola,” said Mr. Breezy.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Lola!—I thought she was at Chilton Park with +’er ladyship. I chose this evening because of that. +This’ll make me very—well——”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Not you,” said John Breezy. “You’re all right, +me boy. We like you. That inn down at Wargrave +sounds good. I can see a nice kitchen garden. I shall +love to wander in it in the early morning and pull up +spring onions. I’m French enough for them still. +You can take it that the missus and I are all in your +favor,—formalities waived. We’ll slip away after +dinner, go for a little walk and you can plump the +question. The betting is you’ll win.” And he clapped +the disconcerted valet heartily on the back,—the +rather narrow back.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’m very much obliged, Mr. Breezy,” said Simpkins, +who had gone white to the lips, “and also to +Mrs. Breezy. It’s nice to be trusted like this, and all +that. But I must say, in all honesty, I wanted to take +this affair step by step, so to speak. If I’d ’ad the +good fortune to be encouraged by you in my desire to +ask for Lola’s ’and,”—there it came,—“I should +’ave taken a week at least to ’ave thought out the +proper things to say to Lola ’erself. Sometimes +there’s a little laugh in the back of ’er eyes which +throws a man off his words. I don’t know whether +you’ve noticed that. But this is very sudden and +I shall ’ave to do a lot of thinking during the +meal.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, you English,” said John Breezy and roared +with laughter. “Mong Doo!”</p> +<p class="pnext">One of Simpkins’s hands fidgeted with his tie while +the other straightened the feathers on the top of his +head. Jumping Joseph, he was fairly up against it! +How he wished he was a daring man who had traveled +a little and read some of the modern novels. It was a +frightful handicap to be so old-fashioned.</p> +<p class="pnext">And then the ladies arrived,—Mrs. Breezy in a +white fichu which looked like an antimacassar, a thing +usually kept for Christmas day and wedding anniversaries; +Lola in a neat blue suit and the highest +spirits,—a charming costume.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Hello, Simpky.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Good evening, Mr. Simpkins.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Simpkins bowed. He certainly had the Grandison +manner. And while Lola brought him up to date with +the state of affairs, so far as she knew them, Mrs. +Breezy disappeared, stood on a chair against the fence +in the back yard and received the hot dishes which +were handed over to her by the baker’s wife. A couple +of scrawny cats, with tails erect, attracted by the +aroma of hot duck, followed her to the back door,—but +got no farther. “You shall have the bones,” said +Mrs. Breezy, and they were duly encouraged.</p> +<p class="pnext">The dinner was a success, even although Simpkins +sat through it in one long trance. He ate well to +fortify himself and it was obvious to John Breezy, +sympathetic soul that he was, that his guest was rehearsing +a flowery speech of proposal. The unconscious +Lola kept up a merry rattle of conversation and +gave them a vivid description of the village through +which she had passed that afternoon and of her drive +back to town alone from Aylesbury. Of Chilton Park +she said nothing. It was too sacred. And when +presently John Breezy’s programme was carried out, +the table cleared, the two cats rewarded for their +patience and Simpkins left alone with Lola, there was +a moment of shattering silence. But even then Lola +was unsuspecting, and it was not until the valet unbuttoned +his coat to free his swelling chest and placed +himself in a supplicating attitude on the sofa at her +side, that she tumbled to the situation.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, Simpky,” she said, “what <em>are</em> you going +to do?”</p> +<p class="pnext">It was a wonderful cue. It helped him to take the +first ditch without touching either of the banks. The +poor wretch slipped down upon his knees, all his pre-arranged +words scattered like a load of bricks. “Ask +you to marry me, Lola,” he said. “Lola, darling, +I love you. I loved you the very minute you came +down the area steps, which was all wrong because I +thought you’d come from heaven and therefore your +place was the front door. I love you and I want you +to marry me, and I’ll buy the inn and work like a dog +and we’ll send the boy to Lansing or the City of +London School and make a gentleman of ’im.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Not resentment, not amusement, but a great pity +swept over Lola. This was a good, kind, generous +man and his emotion was so simple and so genuine. +And she must hurt him because it was impossible, +absurd.</p> +<p class="pnext">And so for a moment she sat very still and erect, +looking exactly like a daffodil with the light on her +yellow head, and her eyes shut, because there might be +in them that twinkle which Simpkins had noticed and +which he must not see. And presently she said, +putting her hand on his shoulder, “Oh, Simpky, dear +old Simpky, why couldn’t you have loved Ellen? +What a difficult world it is.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Ellen,” he said. “Oh.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I can’t, Simpky. I simply can’t.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And he sat on his heels and looked like a pricked +balloon. “Ain’t I good enough, Lola?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes, quite good enough. Perhaps too good. But, +oh, Simpky, I’m so awfully in love with some one else +and it’s a difficult world. That’s the truth. I have +to tell it to you. I can never, never marry you, never. +Please accept this. Whatever happens to me, and I +don’t know whatever <em>will</em> happen to me, I shall always +remember how good you were and how proud +you made me feel. But I’m so awfully in love with +some one else. Awfully. And perhaps I shall never +be married. That’s the truth, Simpky.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And she bent down and kissed him on the forehead, +and then got up quickly and raised the kneeling man +to his feet. And he stood there, shattered, empty +and wordless, with the blow that she had given him +ever so softly marking his face, marking his soul.</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola was very, very sorry. Poor old Simpky. +Poor little Ellen. It was indeed a difficult world.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id20"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">VI</h3> +<p class="pfirst">The next day was Saturday,—a busy day for the +Breezys, the one day in the week upon which they +pinned their faith to make up for slack business during +the remainder of it. In the morning Lola helped +her mother to make an enticing display in the windows +and along the counter in the shop itself. Mrs. Breezy +had recently broadened out a little and now endeavored +to sell kodaks and photographic materials, +self-filling pens and stationery for ladies, which is +tantamount to saying that it was stationery unfit for +men. During this busy and early hour, while John +Breezy, one-eyed, was looking into the complaints of +wrist watches, most of which were suffering from +having been taken into the bath, Lola answered her +mother’s silent inquiry as to what had happened the +previous evening. With a duster in one hand and a +silver sugar basin in the other, she looked up suddenly +and said, “No, Mother, it wasn’t and will never be +possible. Poor old Simpky.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And Mrs. Breezy nodded and shrugged her shoulders. +And Lola hoped that that would be the end of +it. But why should she have hoped so, knowing +women? A few minutes later Mrs. Breezy began.</p> +<p class="pnext">“The inn at Wargrave would have been so nice. +He said that it had an orchard on one side and a large +lawn running down to the river on the other, shaded +with old trees,—little tables underneath and lovers’ +nooks and sweet peas growing in tubs. Ah, how nice +after Queen’s Road, Bayswater. And your father +could have fished for hours and I could have rearranged +the furniture—and very good furniture too, +he said—and made things look spick and span. And +he’s a good man, is Albert Simpkins, a very unusual +man, educated, religious, honest, with a sort of white +flame burning in him somewhere. He would have +made a good husband, dearie.—However, I suppose +you know best.” And she threw an anxious glance +at her little girl who had become, if anything, more +of an enigma to her than ever. It didn’t matter about +the apron that she wore; nor did the fact that she was +very efficiently cleaning that silver thing detract from +the new and subtle dignity and poise that she had acquired. +And her accent, and her choice of words,—they +were those of Mrs. Breezy’s favorite actress who +played fashionable women. It was very extraordinary. +What a good ear the child must have and +what a very observant eye,—rather like her father’s, +although he had to be assisted by a microscope. “You +won’t think it over, I suppose?” she asked finally, long +after Lola had believed the subject to be closed. +Mothers have an amazing way of recurring to old +arguments. But Lola shook her head again and gave +a little gesture that was peculiarly French, as who +should say, “My dear! Marriage!”</p> +<p class="pnext">As soon as the shop was opened and Mrs. Breezy +was on duty and John Breezy was humming softly +over his most monotonous job, Lola went upstairs to +the little bedroom which she had completely outgrown +now, put on her hat and presently slipped out of the +house. All the usual musicians were already at work +on the curbstone of Queen’s Road. The strains of +“Annie Laurie” were mixed with those of “Son o’ +Mine” and there was one daring creature with a concertina +who was desecrating Gounod’s “Ave Maria.” +Perambulators cluttered the pavements and eager +housewives were in earnest conversation with butchers +and greengrocers who had arranged their wares +temptingly outside their shops so that they could be +handled and considered and sampled. Lola made her +way to Kensington Gardens filled with a desire which +had been growing upon her ever since she woke up +to make another Cinderella dash into the great world. +She was seized with another overpowering eagerness +to meet Fallaray on his own level. He was to be in +town over the week-end. She knew that. The Government, +as though it had not already enough troubles +to contend with—Germany haggling and France +ready to fly at her throat and America hiding her head +in the sand of dead shibboleths like an ostrich—was +in the throes of the big strike and its members were +hurrying from one conference to another with the +labor leaders. Lady Feo away, she had a wonderful +chance to use that night and nothing would be easier +than to dress once more at Mrs. Rumbold’s and slip +into her mother’s house with a latchkey. But she was +not able to go into the Gardens because they had been +closed to the public. They had been turned over to +the military to be used as a center for the mobilization +of supplies. She could see men in khaki everywhere, +going about their work with a sort of merry energy. +“Back to the army agin, Sergeant, back to the army +agin.” Unconcerned by the crisis which had fallen +upon England and unable to wander along her favorite +paths, she turned away just at the moment when a +large car, followed by a line of motor busses and +heterogeneous traffic, was being held up by a policeman +to enable a company of boy scouts to cross the +high road. She heard a shout. She saw a man in +khaki with a red band round his cap and much brass +on its peak and two long lines of ribbons on his chest +become suddenly athletic under the stress of great excitement. +The next instant her hand was seized and +she looked up. It was Chalfont.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I was just going to think about you,” she said.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’ve never stopped thinking of you,” said Chalfont. +“What became of you? Where did you go? +Where have you been? I searched every hotel in the +town. I’ve been almost through every street, like +Gilbert à Beckett, calling your name. Good God, +why have you played with me like this?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Somehow, for all his height and finish, in spite of +his uniform and his big car and his obvious importance, +he reminded her of Simpkins. (“Lola, I love you.”) +The same emotion was in the voice, the same desire +in the eyes. What <em>was</em> there in her that made her +do this thing to men,—while the one man was unattainable, +unapproachable? It was a difficult world.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’m very sorry,” she said. “I had to go away +that night. But I was just on the verge of thinking +about you again. You can’t think how glad I am to +see you.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Still holding her hand as though he would never let +her escape, Chalfont mastered his voice. “You little +lovely de Brézé,” he said, not choosing his words. +“You strange little bird. I’ve caught you again and +I’ve a damned good mind to clip your wings and put +you in a cage.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola laughed. “I’ve always been a canary,” +she said, “and some day you may find me in a cage.” +But she didn’t add, “not your cage, however golden.” +Fallaray’s was the only cage and if that were made of +bits of stick it would be golden to her.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well, you’re back in town. That’s the chief thing. +Get into my car and I’ll drive you home and let’s do +something to-night. Let’s dine at the Savoy or the +Carlton. I don’t care. Or don’t let’s dine. Anything +you like, so long as you’re with me. I’ve got +to go along to the War Office now, but I have my evening +off, like any factory hand.” And he drew her towards +the car, which was waiting by the curb.</p> +<p class="pnext">“You can drive me as far as Marble Arch,” said +Lola. “I must leave you there because I want to buy +something in Bond Street.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“All right, Bond Street then. I want to buy something +there too.” He helped her in and said to his +man, “Masterman’s, quick.”</p> +<p class="pnext">The scout master who had drawn his company up +against the railings gave a command as Chalfont +helped Lola in. The boys presented arms and Chalfont +returned their salute with extreme gravity. +“The future strike-breakers of the country,” he said. +“The best institution we’ve got.—How well you +look. Don’t you think you might have sent me a line? +I felt like a man in a parachute dropping from twenty-two +thousand feet in the dark when I found that you +had left me. It was rather a rotten trick of yours.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“It was very rotten,” said Lola, “but it couldn’t be +helped, and I may have to do it again. I don’t want +you to ask me why. I don’t want you to ask me anything. +There’s a wee mystery about me which I must +ask you to respect. Don’t think about it. Don’t let +it worry you, but whenever we go out again just let +me disappear. One of these days I’ll tell you all about +it, General, and probably you will be very much +amused.” She ran her finger along his ribbons and +gave him a little smile of respect and admiration which +almost made him blush. “Well, then,” she added, +“what about to-night? I’m free. That’s why I was +just going to think of you and really wasn’t a bit surprised +when you suddenly pounced upon me. Things +happen like that, don’t they? I can meet you at the +Savoy or the Carlton or anywhere else you like. Personally, +I’m all for the Carlton.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“The Carlton then,” he said. “Seven-thirty, and +after that,—what?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Let’s leave it,” said Lola. “I love doing things +on the spur of the moment.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“You swear you’ll come?”</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola made a little cross over her heart.</p> +<p class="pnext">Chalfont heaved a sigh and settled back and looked +at her, longing to touch her, longing, in front of all +the world, to draw her into his arms and kiss her +lips. God, if only this girl knew what she had done +to him.—And all the while the car bowled along, +competing with every other type of car for precedence, +all selfish and many badly driven. Lola had no eyes +for the undercurrent of excitement that gave the +crowds the look that they had worn in the first days +of the War or for the outbreak of khaki that lent the +streets their old familiar appearance. She was thinking +ahead and making plans and tingling at the idea +of dipping once more into the current of life.</p> +<p class="pnext">Masterman’s, it turned out, was a florist’s shop, +filled attractively with lovely blossoms. Chalfont +sprang out and gave Lola his hand. “Come in,” he +said, “and tell them where to send enough flowers to +make a garden of your house. Please,—to celebrate +my having found you at last.” He wished to Heaven +that he might have taken her to Aspray’s and covered +her with diamonds. He would willingly have gone +broke to do her honor.</p> +<p class="pnext">And one of the men came forward to offer his eager +services to one who certainly must be of great importance +to appear so plainly dressed.</p> +<p class="pnext">“How kind of you,” said Lola. “Those, then,” +and she pointed to a bunch of proud red roses that +were standing in a vase.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Is that all?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I want to carry them,” she said.</p> +<p class="pnext">Chalfont was almost boyishly disappointed. He +would like to have pictured her among a riot of color. +He had not brought her there with a Machiavelian desire +to hear her give her address. He was not that +kind of man. “Won’t you have some more?”</p> +<p class="pnext">But somehow—what was it in her that did these +things to men—Lola could see the inn at Wargrave, +its orchard and its smooth lawn with little tables under +the trees and the silver stream near by, and hear the +words, “I love you, Lola; am I good enough——” +And she shook her head. “No more,” she said. +“They’re lovely,” took them from the man and put +them to her lips.</p> +<p class="pnext">Chalfont gave his name and followed her to the +street. “Now where?” he asked.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola held out her hand. “Nowhere else. I’m +walking. A thousand thanks. Seven-thirty, the Carlton +then.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And once more Chalfont saluted, not as though to a +company of boy scouts but to a queen.</p> +<p class="pnext">And when he had gone, Lola heaved a great big sigh +and put the roses to her heart. If they had come +from Chilton Park—if Fallaray had cut them for +her—If.</p> +</div> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="part-v"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id58">PART V</a></h2> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id21"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">I</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Fallaray had been lunching with George Lytham +at his rooms in the Albany. There had been half a +dozen of the men who backed <em>Reconstruction</em> to +meet him. From one o’clock until three every one of +the numerous troubles which affected England had +been discussed and argued about,—disarmament, unemployment, +the triple alliance, Mesopotamia, Indian +unrest, the inevitable Ireland, the German chicanery +and the hot-tempered attitude of France in the matter +of Ruhr; and, as though with an impish desire to invent +new troubles, George Lytham had brought up the +subject of Bolshevism in the universities. Every one +of the men present had, of course, his own pet solution +to these questions, and as usual, argument had run +about like a terrier out for a walk,—backwards and +forwards and in circles. Finally, with his head in a +whirl, Fallaray had broken up the party to go along +to the House. He was down to answer questions +from the critics of the Government, and, according to +his custom, to dodge the truth as far as he could. He +walked out into Piccadilly with his host and together +these two tall men, who were giving themselves up to +an apparently abortive attempt to put together again +the peace of the world—deliberately and ruthlessly +smashed by the country which now whined and +squealed and cried out excuses while it hid money and +machine guns in secret places—made for Westminster +arm in arm.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Where’s your car?” asked young Lochinvar.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I gave it up,” said Fallaray. “The sight of our +unemployed going about in processions made the keeping +of a car grotesque. I’ve tried to cut down in every +other way too. If I were a bachelor, I would let the +house in Dover Street, go and live in two rooms and +give the money I thus saved to the fund for out-of-work +soldiers. I can’t do that. There’s Feo.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lytham nodded and said to himself, “Yes, there’s +Feo and her old scamp of a father and Gilbert Jermyn,—with +nothing back from any of them, not even +gratitude.” If he had stood in Fallaray’s shoes he +would long since have brought an action for divorce +against that woman and gone in quest of a girl who +understood the rudimentary rules of sportsmanship +and the art of give and take. He held in utter contempt +the old adage that having made your bed it is +necessary to lie upon it. What bosh that was. Wasn’t +the town full of beds of every size and price? Sometimes, +when he thought of the way in which Fallaray +permitted himself to be run and worked and milked +and used by his so-called wife and her family, by the +Government, by all sorts of societies and even by himself, +a huge impatience swept over him and he wanted +to cry out, “Fallaray, for God’s sake, kick somebody. +Don’t be so damned fair. Give a little consideration +to yourself. Don’t always look at everything from +everybody else’s point of view. Be selfish for a +change.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And yet, all the while, different as he was from Fallaray +in nature and character—with that strong streak +of ruthlessness which permitted him to climb over the +bodies of his opponents—Lytham loved Fallaray and +would willingly have blacked his boots. There were +moments when, looking into the eyes of his friend, he +saw behind them a spirit as pure, as unselfish and as +merciful as that of Christ, and he stood back, almost +in awe. It was all the more galling, therefore, to see +his friend hipped and hedged in by the rotten tricks of +his party, by the quick shifting changes of his chief +and by the heavy blundering of the other old bad men. +How could he stand it? Why didn’t he give it all up, +get out, try and find a corner of the earth where people +didn’t quarrel and cheat,—and fall in love. He +needed, no man more so, the “rustle of silk.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Fallaray was on his own chain of thought. “Hookwood’s +line about the Irish leaders,” he said suddenly, +“if based on any truth, makes negotiations with them +futile. They have got a great deal of American +money in their possession,—every Irish servant girl +in the United States has been forced by the priests to +subscribe to the Sinn Fein funds. We know that. +But if, as Hookwood says, the Irish Republican leaders +are afraid of an inquiry as to how they have spent or +misspent these funds, it stands to reason that they +will continue to fight tooth and nail for something +which they know they can never get. It’s the only +way in which they can maintain a barrier between +themselves and disgrace and that brings us back to the +beginning. Robert Cecil, Lord Derby, Horace Plunkett, +Philip Gibbs and all the rest of us may just as +well toss up the sponge. Don’t you think so, +Lytham?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, God,” said Lytham, “I’m sick of the Irish. +The mere mention of the name gives me jaundice. A +rabble of egomaniacs led by a set of crooks and gunmen +who are no longer blessed by the Roman Catholic +Church.”</p> +<p class="pnext">After which, as this was certainly a conversation +stop, there was silence. They walked down St. +James’s Street into the Mall, through the Horse +Guard’s parade to Parliament Street and so to the +courtyard of the House of Commons. The undercurrent +of excitement and activity brought about by +the strike was noticeable everywhere. Military lorries +carrying men and kit moved about. St. George’s barracks +was alive with recruits and old soldiers going +back. In and out of the Horse Guards ex-officers in +mufti came and went. The girls who had served in +the W. A. A. C.’s streamed back again to enroll, and +through it all, sarcastic emblems of a peace that did +not exist, sat the two figures on horseback in their +plumes and brass.</p> +<p class="pnext">“London enjoying itself,” said Fallaray ironically. +“There is the taste of blood in the mouths of all our +people. Fighting has become a habit, almost a hobby.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And young Lochinvar nodded. Would he ever forget +the similar scenes that had taken place away back +in that August of ’14?</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’m tired,” said Fallaray, with a groan. “I’m +dog-tired. If Feo were not at Chilton Park this weekend, +I would escape after question time and go down +and lie on the earth and sleep.—Well, good by, my +dear lad. Don’t be impatient with me. Bring out +your numbers of <em>Reconstruction</em>, hit hard and truly +from the shoulder and see what you can do, you young +hot-heads. As for me——!”</p> +<p class="pnext">They stood on the edge of the courtyard with all its +indifferent pigeons struggling for a living, oblivious +to the intricacies, secrecies and colossal egotisms of the +men who passed into the House. But before they +separated something happened which made both their +hearts beat faster.</p> +<p class="pnext">A tall, primly dressed elderly man, who had apparently +been waiting, sprang forward, a glint of great +anger in his eyes and two spots of color on his pale +cheeks. He said, “Mr. Fallaray, a word with you, +Sir.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And Fallaray turned with his usual courtesy and +consideration. “What can I do?” he asked.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’ll tell you what you can do. You can stop showing +sympathy for the Irish murderers and assassins. +You can stop pussyfooting. You can withdraw all +your remarks about reprisals. That’s what you can +do. And if you’re interested, I’ll tell you why I say +so.” His voice shook and blood seemed to suffuse his +pale eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">“My only son went all through the War from the +beginning to the end. He joined as a Tommy because, +as an insignificant doctor, I had no pull. He was promoted +to a commission for gallantry and decorated +with the M. C. for distinguished work in the field. +He was wounded three times—once so severely that +his life was given up—but he returned to his regiment +and finally marched with it into Germany. He +was almost the last officer to be demobbed. After +which, failing to get employment because patriots are +not required in the city, he volunteered for the Black +and Tans. Last Friday afternoon, in the course of +carrying out orders, he was set upon in the streets of +Cork by a dozen men in masks, foully murdered and +hideously desecrated. My God, Mr. Fallaray, do you +wonder that my blood boils when I hear of your weak-kneed +treatment of these dirty dogs?”</p> +<p class="pnext">He stood for a moment shaking, his refined face distorted, +his gentle unathletic figure quivering with rage +and indignation. Then he turned on his heel and went +away, walking like a drunkard.</p> +<p class="pnext">Fallaray and George Lytham looked at each other +and both of them made the same gesture of impotence.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was a difficult world.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id22"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">II</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Fallaray’s position in the Cabinet was a peculiar +one. It was rather like that of a disconcerting child +in the house of orthodox church people who insisted +on asking direct and pertinent questions on the Bible +story, especially after having read Wells’s first volume +of the “Outline of History.” How did Adam and +Eve get into Eden? If God never sleeps, isn’t he very +cross in the morning? And so on.</p> +<p class="pnext">All through the War, Fallaray had been a thorn +in the side of his chief. His honesty and his continual +“why” were a source of irritation and sometimes +of anger. He had no patience whatever with +shiftiness, intrigue and favoritism, the appointment of +mere duffers to positions of high responsibility. He +made no bones whatever about expressing his opinion +as to the frivolity that prevailed in certain quarters, +together with the habit of dodging every grave issue. +On the question of the League of Nations too, he was +in close accord with Lord Robert Cecil and often made +drastic criticisms of the frequent somersaults of his +chief. His definite stand on the Irish question was +extremely annoying to the brass-hat brigade and to the +master-flounderer and weathercock, who showed himself +more and more to be a mixture of Billy Sunday +and Mark Anthony, crying out that black was white +at one end of the town and ten minutes later that +white was black at the other end. And yet, when it +came to results, Fallaray might almost as well have +been on the town council of Lower Muddleton as in +the Cabinet of the British Government. Respected +for his faithfulness to duty, he was disliked for his +honesty and feared for his utter disregard for personal +aggrandizement and the salary that went with it.</p> +<p class="pnext">No wonder, therefore, that he was tired. He had +been under a long and continual strain. In Parliament +he found himself still dealing with the men who had +suffered from brain anæmia before the War and had, +therefore, been unable ever to believe, in spite of Lord +Roberts, that war was possible,—that same body of +professional politicians who were mentally and physically +incapable of looking at the numerous problems +of the hour, the day and the week with sanity and with +courage. At home—if such a word could be used +for Dover Street—there was Feo, who had no more +right to be under his roof than any one of the women +that passed him in the street. He was a tired and +lonely man on the verge of complete disillusionment, +disappointed with his fellow Ministers and deeply +disappointed with the suspicion and jealousy which +had grown up between England and her allies. It +seemed to him, also, that the blank refusal of the +United States to have anything to do with the League +of Nations, even as revised from the original draft +of President Wilson, the Messiah who had failed to +function mainly because of the personal spite of the +Republican leaders, jeopardized the future of the world +and gave Germany a springboard which one of these +days she would not fail to use. In spite of her reluctantly +made promises, she was very busy inventing +new and diabolical weapons of war and taking out +patents for them in Washington, while pretending to +observe the laws laid down by the Allies as to her disarmament +and the manufacture of war materials under +her treaty obligations. Krupps had designed new +methods of artillery fire control, new fuses for projectiles, +new gas engines, new naval fire-control devices, +new parts for airplanes, new chemicals and new +radio apparatuses. To what end? In the face of +these facts he could perfectly well understand the +French attitude, hysterical as it seemed to be. They +knew her for a liar, a cheat and an everlasting enemy +and whenever Fallaray returned from those interminable +conferences in Paris, he did so with the recollection +upon him of something in the eyes of Foch +and other Frenchmen whose love of country was a +religion that put a touch of fear into his soul. What +were they all doing, these politicians of England, of +the United States, of Italy? Were they not those +very same ostriches who during all the years that led +up to the War had hidden their heads in the sand,—the +same heads, precisely the same sand?</p> +<p class="pnext">As he entered the House that afternoon to be +heckled with questions which he dared not answer +truthfully, he wished that he had been born not to +politics but to sportsmanship. He wished that he had +carried on his undergraduate love of games, had kept +himself fit, had joined the army as a subaltern in +August, ’14, and had found the German bullet +upon which his name had been written. In such a +way, at any rate, he could better have served his country +than by being at that grave moment an impotent +piece on the political chessboard. Both publically +and privately this man felt himself to be a failure. +In the House of Commons he was more or less friendless, +regarded as an unreliable party man. In his +home he was a lodger, ignored by the woman who ran +his house. He was without love, joy, kindness, the +interest and devotion of any one sweet person who +could put her soft fingers on his forehead and give +him back his optimism. He was like Samson shackled +to the windlass which he pushed round and round with +gradually diminishing strength.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id23"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">III</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Lola spent the afternoon with Ernest Treadwell. +Loyalty to her old friend took her to the public library +on her way back to lunch to ask him to fetch her for +a little walk in the afternoon. The flash of joy that +came into that boy’s eyes at the sight of her rewarded +her well and sufficiently. To tell the truth, she would +much have preferred to devote the whole of that afternoon +to daydreams, but she knew, no one better, the +peculiar temperament of young Treadwell and his +hungry need of the inspiration which she alone could +give him. But just as the boy arrived, a telegram +was handed in addressed abruptly to “Breezy, 77 +Queen’s Road, Bayswater.” It was opened, naturally +enough, by John, who, to the astonishment of half a +dozen customers, emitted a howl of rage. Getting +up from his chair behind the glass screen, he wobbled +into the back parlor where Lola was seated with +Ernest, deciding as to whether they should take the +motor bus to Wimbleton Common or the train to +Windsor. With an air of comic drama, though he +did not intend it to be comic, the watchmaker flung +the telegram upon the crowded table. The remains of +lunch hobnobbed with kodaks, tissue paper, balls of +string and empty cardboard boxes. The telegram fell +on a pat of butter and to Ernest Treadwell’s imaginative +eye it looked like a hand grenade stuck into a +blob of clay. To him, somehow, there was always +something sinister about a telegram. Was this one +going to ruin the brief happiness of his afternoon?</p> +<p class="pnext">It was from Feo and ran like this. “I shall need +you at six o’clock. Sorry. You had better be at +Dover Street at five-thirty. Am dining in town.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola read these words over again and again. Windsor +was impossible. Even the trip to Wimbleton +Common could not be made. But how was this going +to affect the Carlton at seven-thirty? She longed +above all things once more to get into the clothes and +the proper social surroundings of Madame de Brézé, +and hear people talking what had become her own +language and listen to the music of a good orchestra. +She felt that she deserved another adventure with +Chalfont. This erratic twist by Lady Feo, whose +movements seemed that week-end to resemble those of +the woodcock, shattered all these plans. At least,—did +they? Not if she knew it.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well, there it is,” she said and gave the telegram +to Ernest Treadwell, who had been watching her face +with the most painful anxiety. “She who must be +obeyed. I’m afraid this means that all we can do is +to wander about for a couple of hours and that our +little jaunt to Windsor must be postponed. And we +never went to Hampton Court to see the crocuses, +did we? Bad luck.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But while she was speaking, her brain was hitting +all its cylinders and racing ahead. She would go to +the Carlton, Lady Feo or no Lady Feo. She would +get her dress from Mrs. Rumbold, with her shoes and +stockings, and take them to Dover Street. She would +have to dress at Dover Street, bribe Ellen to get her +a taxicab and slip down at twelve o’clock to let her +in to the area door. That must be the plan of action, +whatever the risks might be.</p> +<p class="pnext">She sprang to her feet and flung an arm round her +father’s neck,—her disappointed, affectionate father +who had looked forward to a merry evening at the +local music hall and to one of the old-time Sundays +when he could march out in his best clothes and show +off Lola to the neighbors. “It’s life, Daddy,” she +said. “It can’t be helped. You have your wrist +watches. I have Lady Feo. What’s the good of +grumbling? Tell Mother when you get the chance. +At the moment she is busy and mustn’t be disturbed. +Come on, Ernest, let’s go.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But Ernest had other views, now that the country +was impossible. “I’ve got something in my pocket +I want to read to you,” he said. “Might we go up +to the drawing-room, do you think?”</p> +<p class="pnext">That was excellent. That made things ever so +much easier. She could give Ernest until four o’clock +or a little after and then get rid of him, go round +to Mrs. Rumbold and get eventually to Dover Street +in time to have everything ready for Lady Feo on her +arrival.</p> +<p class="pnext">And so they went upstairs and opened up the aloof +room, with its persistent and insular odor of the Sabbath +and antimacassars, and drew up chairs to the +window. The row of houses opposite, which had been +converted into shops, was bathed in the afternoon sun. +A florist’s windows alight with flowers looked like a +line from Tennyson in the middle of a financial article +in a newspaper. Traffic roared in the street below +but did not quite succeed in drowning a weather-beaten +piano accompanying a throaty baritone singing, +“She dwelt amid the untrodden wiys.—And h’oh the +differ-rence ter me.”</p> +<p class="pnext">With a thoughtfulness that seemed to Ernest Treadwell +to be exquisite, Lola shut the window so that she +might not miss a single word that she was about to +hear. Without any preliminaries and with the colossal +egotism that is part and parcel of all writing, the +young librarian took from his pocket a wad of manuscript, +and in a deadly monotone commenced to read +his epic. It was in blank verse and ran to about sixteen +pages. It retold the old story of Paola and Francesca, +not in the manner of Stephen Phillips and not +in imitation of Masefield or any of the younger poets, +but in the Treadwell way,—jerky, explosive and here +and there out of key; but for all that filled with a +rough picturesqueness and passion, with a quite extraordinary +sense of color and feeling which held Lola +breathless from beginning to end. It was this boy’s +greatest effort, on which he had been working for innumerable +months, burning the midnight oil with the +influence of Lola upon him, and his great love which +lifted him into ecstasy.—And when he had finished +and ventured to look into her face, he saw there something +that crowned his head with laurels and filled his +heart with tears.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh,” she said. “Oh.—Ernie, you’ve done it. +It’s beautiful. You are a poet. However far behind +them all, you are in the line of great singers.” And +she reached out for the manuscript and saw that on the +first page, in angular boyish writing, were the words, +“To Lola,—of whom I dream.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Simpkins, Treadwell, Chalfont,—but, oh, where +was Fallaray, her hero, the man who needed love?</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id24"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">IV</h3> +<p class="pfirst">When Feo bounced into her room a little after five-thirty +she found a perfectly composed and efficient +Lola who had laid out a selection of her mistress’s +most recent frocks with the accompanying shoes and +stockings. There was nothing about the girl to indicate +her latent excitement and her determination under +any circumstances to keep her appointment at the +Carlton. The cardboard box from Mrs. Rumbold’s +was up in her room. Ellen had been interviewed and +had promised to slip down and open the area door at +twelve o’clock.</p> +<p class="pnext">Feo nodded and gave one of her widest smiles. +“Good for you, Lola,” she said. “If you had been +out for the day or something, I should, of course, +have been able to do my hair, dress and get off,—but +not so well as when you’re here. If it came to a +push I suppose I could do everything for myself, even +cook my breakfast; but I should hate it and it wouldn’t +give me any pleasure.—That one,” she said, and +pointed to a most peculiar frock that looked like the +effort of that overconscientious chameleon when it endeavored +to imitate the tartan of the Gordon Highlanders. +It was a very chaos of colors, but she was in +the highest spirits and evidently felt in a riotous mood. +And while she gave herself up to Lola, in order to +have a few deep waves put in her wiry bobbed hair, +she babbled as though she were talking to Mrs. Malwood +or one of her other particular friends.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I don’t know what the devil’s happened to this +week-end,” she said. “Every blessed thing’s gone +wrong. That glossy scoundrel at Chilton,—good +Lord, I must be more careful,—and all those dullards +at Aylesbury! We played bridge nearly all night and +no one ever doubled. It was like going to a race meeting +and finding the anti-vice brigade where the bookies +ought to be. I simply couldn’t stay there another +night, so I slept until four o’clock this afternoon, had +a cup of tea in my room and dashed up. To-night I +hope for better things. An old friend of mine—and +really old friends have their points—got back from +India yesterday. I saw his name in the paper and +rang him up at the Rag. We’re going to dine and +dance and so forth, quite like old times; so do your +best with me, Lola. I haven’t seen this man for five +years.—Don’t allow any of them to remain round my +eyes.—Oh, by the way, I’m really awfully sorry to +have smashed up your plans and I don’t see how you +can go back to your father and mother to-morrow because +I shall want to be dressed about ten o’clock and +I shall be home again to sleep. So it pretty well rots +your day, Lola. Never mind, I’ll see that you have a +little holiday before long.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And she smiled up into Lola’s face and for the moment +looked very womanly and charming and perfectly +sincere. For all her curious tangents and unexpected +twists and the peculiar hardness and unscrupulous +selfishness that she brought into her dealings +with every one, this woman had good points; and +even when she hurt her friends deeply she had an unexplainable +knack of retaining their loyalty. She +really liked Lola and admired her and would have gone +very far out of her way to look after her.—The pity +of it was that she had not been born a man.</p> +<p class="pnext">She babbled on while Lola polished her up and did +all those quite unnecessary things which modern life +has invented for women before they will show themselves +to the public. In the frankest possible way and +without the least reserve she roughed out the history +of the man who had come back,—a pucca soldier who +had been in India since the War and was one of Feo’s +earliest friends. He had loved her violently, been +turned down for Fallaray and had never married. It +so happened that he had not seen Feo during his +periods of leave while the War was on and had told +her over the telephone that if he didn’t see her then, +at once, he’d either have apoplexy or be taken to Bow +Street for smashing the town. Feo laughed when she +repeated this.</p> +<p class="pnext">“And he would too,” she said. “He’s just that +sort. Those tall, dark men with a dash of the Oriental +in them somewhere go through life with the apparent +indifference of a greyhound until the bursting point +comes, and when they give way,—whew, look out +for the splinters.”</p> +<p class="pnext">She was excited,—almost as excited as Lola was. +And finally, dressed and scented, with her nails pink +and her full lips reddened, she had never looked more +characteristically Feo, more virile, more audacious, +more thoroughbred and at the same time more bizarre. +“Now for the Ritz,” she said (Ah, then the Carlton +was safe), turned at the door and in a moment of +impulse took a diamond bracelet from her wrist and +pitched it at Lola as though it were a tennis ball. +“You’re a jolly good sportsman, child,” she added, +with her widest smile.</p> +<p class="pnext">All the way downstairs she sang an aria from “Le +Coq d’Or,”—a strange, wistful, moonlit thing.—And +hardly had she gone before Lola seated herself +at the dressing table, where she commenced those +operations which would transform her also into a +woman of the world.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id25"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">V</h3> +<p class="pfirst">And then, with her nose in the air and her hands +folded over her tummy, Miss Breezy marched into the +dressing room. “Oh,” she said, which was quite +enough.</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola sprang to her feet, caught in the act of +using her mistress’s make-up. But it was so long, or +it seemed to be so long, since she had held any conversation +with her aunt that nearly all sense of relationship +had faded out. This was Miss Breezy the +housekeeper, natural enemy of servants and on the +lookout especially to find something which would form +the basis of an unfavorable report in regard to Lola.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Good afternoon, Miss Breezy.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, don’t be absurd. I’m your aunt and there’s +no getting away from it. This playing of parts makes +me impatient.” Her tone was snappy but there was, +oddly enough, nothing antagonistic in her expression. +On the contrary—and this put Lola immediately on +her guard—there was all about her a new air of +armistice, an obvious desire to call off unfriendly relations +and bury the hatchet.</p> +<p class="pnext">The thought that ran through Lola’s head was, +“What does she want to know?”</p> +<p class="pnext">With a touch of the adventurous spirit for which +Lola had not given her credit, the good lady, who had +recently somewhat increased in bulk, clambered into +Feo’s extraordinary chair, in which she looked exactly +as if she were waiting to have a tooth filled. Her +thinning hair, streaked with white, was scrupulously +drawn away from her forehead. Her black shiny +dress was self-consciously plain and prim, and she +wore those very ugly elastic-sided boots with patent +leather tips that are always somehow associated with +Philistinism. She might have been the Chairwoman +of a Committee of Motion Picture Censorship. “I +spent Thursday evening with your mother and father,” +she said. “I’m glad to hear business is improving. +Young Treadwell was there,—a precocious sort of +person, I thought.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“A poet,” said Lola.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Poet, eh? Yes, I thought he was something of +that sort. If I were his mother I’d spank the poetry +out of him. What do we want poets for? Might as +well have fiddlers to imitate whatever the man’s name +was who played frivolous tunes when some place or +other was burning. Men should work these days, not +write sloppy things about gravestones.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“He’ll make his mark,” said Lola.</p> +<p class="pnext">“You should say a scratch,” corrected Miss Breezy. +“However, that isn’t the point. It appears that Simpkins +has become a friend of the family.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Ah, so that was it. She had heard the gossip about +Simpky and it was curiosity, not kindness, which had +brought her into the dressing room.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Simpkins,” said Miss Breezy, “is a warm member. +His father left him some money and he has saved. +For Ellen, for Elizabeth or even for Annie, whose +father is a Baptist minister, he would make a very +desirable husband. I have nothing to say against +him—for them,” and she looked Lola fully and firmly +in the eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola nodded with entire agreement, adding, +“Simpky is a good man.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“So there’s nothing in that, then? Is that what you +mean?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Nothing,” replied Lola.</p> +<p class="pnext">And Miss Breezy gave a sigh of relief. It was bad +enough for her niece to have become a lady’s maid.</p> +<p class="pnext">Would she go now? Or was there something else +at the back of her mind?</p> +<p class="pnext">For several minutes Miss Breezy babbled rather +garrulously about a number of quite extraneous things. +She talked about the soldiers in the park, the coal +strike, what was likely to happen during the summer, +the effect of unemployment on prices, all obviously for +the purpose of presently pouncing hawk-like on the +unsuspecting Lola,—who, as a matter of fact, had +no intention of falling into any trap. “In yesterday’s +<em>Daily Looking Glass</em>,” she said suddenly, “there was +a short paragraph that set me thinking. I don’t remember +the exact wording but it was something like +this. ‘A short time ago a beautiful young French +woman, bearing a name which occupies several interesting +chapters in the past history of her country, paid +a brief visit to London, dined at the Savoy with one +of our best known generals and disappeared as though +she had melted with the morning dew. The said general, +we hear on the best authority, was distraught +and conducted several days’ search for his dinner companion. +Inquiries were made at every hotel in town +without success until the name of de Brézé became +quite well known.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola had caught her breath at the beginning of this +quotation which Miss Breezy obviously knew by heart, +and had metaphorically clapped her hand over her +mouth to prevent herself from crying out. But +knowing that her aunt would turn round and fix her +analytical eye upon her, Lola immediately adopted an +attitude of mild impersonal interest.</p> +<p class="pnext">The eye duly came, in fact both eyes, and they found +Lola polite and unconcerned, the well-trained lady’s +maid who was forced to listen to the gossip of her +overseer. So that was what it was! Good Heavens, +how much did this woman know? And was she, acting +on instinct, going to stay in that room until it +would be too late for Lola to dress and keep her appointment +“with one of our best known generals”? +Never before had Lola hung so breathlessly on her +aunt’s words.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Did <em>you</em> read these lines by any chance?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“No,” said Lola.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I asked your father if there was anybody of the +old name in France and he said he didn’t think so. +He said he understood from his grandfather that the +name would die with him. It had already become +Breezy in England. Somehow or other, I think this +is rather strange.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, I don’t know,” said Lola. “You see these +famous names are never allowed to die right out. +This Madame de Brézé is probably an actress who is +just using the name to suit herself. It has a good +ring to it.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“That may be so, and it’s true that actresses help +themselves to any name that takes their fancy. You, +I remember, when you threatened to go into the +chorus, talked about claiming relationship with +Madame de Brézé.” And again she darted a sharp +look at Lola.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I have the right to do that,” said Lola quietly, but +with a very rapid pulse.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well, sometimes I go out of my way to satisfy a +whim. It so happens that I have a friend in the detective +department at Scotland Yard. I’ve asked him +to keep his eye open for me and let me know what he +finds out. As soon as he comes to me with any definite +information, I’ll share it with you, Lola, you may be +sure.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, thank you, Auntie. That’s very kind of +you.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But being unable to force back a tide of color that +swept slowly over her, Lola opened a drawer in the +dressing table and began to put back the various implements +that she had used upon her mistress and herself. +To think of it! It was likely, then, that she +was to be watched in future and that presently, perhaps, +the story of her harmless adventures would become +the property of her aunt and her parents, of +Treadwell and Simpkins, and that the detective, whom +she could picture with a toothbrush moustache and +flat feet, would one day march into the rooms of +General Sir Peter Chalfont and say to him, “Do +you know that your friend Madame de Brézé is a +lady’s maid in the employment of the wife of Mr. +Fallaray?”</p> +<p class="pnext">With the peculiar satisfaction of one who has succeeded +in making some one else extraordinarily uncomfortable, +Miss Breezy gathered herself together, +scrambled out of the chair which might have belonged +to a dentist and left the room like an elderly peahen +who had done her duty by the world.</p> +<p class="pnext">And then, having locked the door, Lola returned +to the dressing table. “Detective or no detective, I +shall dine at the Carlton to-night,” she said to herself. +“You see if I don’t.”</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id26"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">VI</h3> +<p class="pfirst">“I want you to meet my sister, one day soon,” said +Chalfont. “She’s a good sort. You’ll like her.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’m sure I shall,” said Lola. “Will she like <em>me</em>?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Chalfont laughed and answered the question with a +look of complete admiration. Who could help liking +a girl so charming, so frank, so cool, whose love of +life was so young and so peculiarly unspoilt? “You +would do her good,” he said. “Her husband was +killed a week before the armistice. She adored him +and is a lonely soul. No children, and will never +marry again. She’s looking after my place in Devonshire, +buried alive. But I’ve persuaded her to come +to London and hook on to things a bit and I’ll bring +you together one day next week,—if you’re not going +to disappear again. Are you?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola shrugged her shoulders. “So far as I know +at present, my plans will keep me in town until the end +of June.” How could she be more definite than that?</p> +<p class="pnext">So Chalfont had to be satisfied and hope for the +best. It was not his habit to drive people into a corner +and force confidences. He had told Lola where he +was to be found and she had promised to keep in touch +with him. That, at any rate, was good. “We haven’t +decided where to go to-night,” he said. “Don’t you +think we’d better make up our minds?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola rose from the table. The pleasant dining room +at the Carlton was still well-filled, and the band was +playing one of those French things with an irresistible +march time which carry the mind immediately to the +Alcazar and conjure up a picture of an outdoor stage +crowded with dancing figures seen through a trickle +of cigarette smoke and gently moving branches of +young leaves. “Don’t let’s make up our minds what +we’ll do till we get to the very doors. Then probably +one or other of us will have a brain wave. In any +case I’m very happy. I’ve loved every minute of this +evening and it’s so nice to be with you again.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Chalfont touched her arm. He could not resist the +temptation. “I’d sell my soul in return for a dozen +such nights,” he said, and there was a Simpkins quiver +in his voice and a Treadwell look of adoration in his +eyes. He was in uniform, having later to return to +the Guards encampment in Kensington Gardens. They +passed through the almost empty lounge into the hall +with its cases of discreet, ruinous jewelry on the walls +under gleaming lights, and there a man in plain clothes +drew himself up as Chalfont approached and clicked +his heels.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, hello, Ellingham,” said Chalfont. “How are +you, my dear chap? Thought you were in India.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I was, Sir. Got back yesterday. Curious place, +London, by Jove.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Chalfont turned to Lola. “Madame de Brézé, may +I introduce my friend Colonel Ellingham?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Those tall dark men with a touch of the Oriental in +them somewhere—Lola caught her breath, but managed +to smile and say the conventional thing.</p> +<p class="pnext">But at the sound of her voice, the woman who had +been standing with her back to them, talking to the +obsequious <em>maître d’hôtel</em>, whirled round. It was +Feo—Feo with her eyes wide and round and full of +the most astonishing mischief and amusement—Feo +with her mouth half open as though she were on the +point of bursting into a huge laugh. Lola, that discreet +little Lola, that little London mouse, niece of the +stiff old Breezy, daughter of those little people in +Queen’s Road, Bayswater, with a brigadier general, if +you please, the famous Sir Peter Chalfont with a +comic cork arm to catch whom every match-making +mother had spread her net for years!</p> +<p class="pnext">Without turning a hair, Lola held out her hand +impulsively. “My dear,” she said in a ringing voice, +“I thought you said that you were going to the Ritz.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Her own words as she had left her dressing room +came back into Feo’s mind. “You’re a jolly good +sportsman, child.”—Well, although she could hardly +believe her eyes and the incident opened up the +widest range of incredulity, she would show this +astonishing girl that there were other sportsmen about. +“We went to the Ritz,” she replied, as though to one +of her “gang,” “but it looked hideously depressing +and so we came on here.” And she went forward and +put her arm around Lola’s shoulder in her most affectionate +way. How well her old frock came out on +that charming figure. She suspected the shoes and +stockings. “So this is what you do, Lola, when the +cat’s away!”</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola laughed and said, “Oh, but doesn’t one +deserve a little holiday from time to time?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Of course,—and you who are so devoted to good +causes.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“The best of causes and the most beautiful.” Lola +would return the ball until she dropped.</p> +<p class="pnext">Feo knew this and had mercy, but there was an +amazing glint in her eyes. The little monkey!</p> +<p class="pnext">It was obvious to Lola that Feo had not met Chalfont +or else that she had met him and was not on +speaking terms. Either way how could she resist the +chance that had been brought about by this extraordinary +contretemps. So she said, “Lady Feo, may +I introduce my old friend, Sir Peter Chalfont,—Lady +Feodorowna Fallaray.”</p> +<p class="pnext">It so happened that these two had not met,—although +Feo’s was not the fault. It was that Chalfont +disliked the lady and had gone deliberately out of his +way to avoid her acquaintance. He bowed profoundly.—Lola, +her name was Lola. What a dear +little name.</p> +<p class="pnext">“We’ve got a box at the Adelphi,” said Feo. +“Berry’s funny and Grossmith’s always good. There’s +room for four. Won’t you come?” What did she +care at the moment whether this invitation made +Ellingham’s eyes flick with anger or not. All this +was too funny for words.—That little monkey!</p> +<p class="pnext">“Thanks so much,” said Lola, with a slight drawl, +“but it so happens that we’re going round to the +House of Commons to hear a debate. Perhaps we can +foregather some other night.” And she looked Feo +full in the face, as cool as a fish.</p> +<p class="pnext">It didn’t matter what was said after that. There +was a murmur from the other three and a separation, +Ellingham marching the laughing Feo away, Chalfont +crossing over to the hatroom, greatly relieved. Lola, +alone for a moment, stood in the middle of what +seemed to be an ocean of carpet under hundreds of +thousands of lights, with her heart playing ducks and +drakes, but with a sense of thrill and exultation that +were untranslatable. “What a sportsman,” she +thought.—“But of course she noticed her stockings.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And when Chalfont returned to her side he said, +“I don’t like your knowing that woman. You seem +frightfully pally. You didn’t tell me that she was a +great friend of yours.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well,” said Lola, “I haven’t told you very much +of anything, have I? That’s because I like to hear +you talk, I suppose.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“You draw me out,” said Chalfont apologetically. +“But what’s all this about the House of Commons? +First I’ve heard of it.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, just an idea,” said Lola lightly. “Couldn’t +you wangle it?” She had caught the word from him.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I don’t know a blessed soul in that monkey shop, +except Fallaray.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Who better?” asked Lola. “Let’s go round, send +in your name and ask Mr. Fallaray for a card.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“My dear Lola—I beg your pardon, I mean, my +dear Madame de Brézé—if you remember, Fallaray +didn’t know me from Adam that night at the Savoy. +I really don’t think I can push myself in like that, if +you’ll forgive me. Let’s take a chance at the Gaiety. +No one’s going to the theater just now. There’s sure +to be plenty of room.”</p> +<p class="pnext">By this time they were in the street, with a huge +commissionaire waiting for a glance from Chalfont to +bring up a taxi with his silver whistle. It was another +lovely night, clear and warm and windless,—a +night that would have been admirable for Zeppelins. +Lola went over to the curb and looked up at all the +stars and at the middle-aged moon. Think of that +light so white and soft on the old gardens of Chilton +Park.—“Don’t let’s go in to a fuggy building,” she +said. “Let’s walk. London’s very beautiful at night. +If you won’t take me to the House of Commons, at +any rate walk as far as the Embankment. I want to +see the river. I want to see the little light gleaming +over Parliament. It’s just a whim.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Anything you say,” said Chalfont. What did it +matter where they went, so long as they were together? +Lola,—so that was her name.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id27"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">VII</h3> +<p class="pfirst">They crossed to Trafalgar Square, the figure of +Nelson silhouetted against the sky. They went down +Northumberland Avenue to the Embankment and +crossed the road to the river side. The tide was high +but the old river was deserted and sullen. Westminster +Bridge faced them, alive with little lights, and on +the opposite bank the dark buildings ran along until +they joined the more cheerful looking St. Thomas’s +Hospital, whose every window was alight. Pre-war +derelicts who were wont to clutter the numerous seats +were back again in their old places, their dirty ranks +swelled by members of the great new army of unemployed. +Many of these had borne arms for England +and wore service ribbons on their greasy waistcoats. +Two or three of them, either from force of habit or +in a spirit of irony and burlesque, sprang up as Chalfont +approached and saluted. It threw a chill through +his veins as they did so,—those gallant men who had +come to such a pass. The House of Commons and the +Victoria Tower loomed ahead of them.</p> +<p class="pnext">To Chalfont, Parliament stood as a mere talking +shop in which a number of uninspired egotists schemed +and struggled in order to cling to office and salaries +while the rest answered to the crack of the party whip +and used whatever influence they had for self-advertisement,—commercializing +the letters which they had +bought the right to place against their names. He +detested the place and the people it sheltered and regarded +it as a great sham, a sepulchre of misplaced +hopes and broken promises. But to Lola, who walked +silently at his side, it symbolized the struggles of +Fallaray, stood dignified and with a beautiful sky line +as the building in which that man might some day take +his place as the inspired leader of a bewildered and a +patient country. And as she walked along on the +pavement which had been worn by the passing of many +feet, glancing from time to time at the water over +which a pageant of history had passed, her heart +swelled and her love seemed to throw a little white +light round her head. Was it so absurd, so grotesque, +that she should have in a sort of way grown up for and +given herself to this man who had only seen her once +and probably forgotten her existence? Sometimes it +seemed to her not only to be absurd and grotesque but +impudent,—she, the daughter of the Breezys of +Queen’s Road, Bayswater, the maid who put waves +into the wiry bobbed hair of an irresponsible lady of +fashion, and who, from time to time, masqueraded in +the great city under the name of a relative long since +dead and forgotten. Nevertheless, a tiny figure at the +side of Chalfont, her soul flowered at that moment +and she knew that she would very willingly be burnt +at the stake like Joan of Arc if, by so doing, she +could rub away from Fallaray’s face even one or +two of the lines of loneliness which life had put +upon it.</p> +<p class="pnext">Chalfont was silent, because he was wondering how +far he dared to go with this girl who had talked about +a “wee mystery” and who did not hold him in sufficient +confidence to tell him where she lived or let him +see her home. This was only the second time that he +had met her and he asked himself with amazement +whether it could be true that he was ready to sacrifice +career, position and everything else for her sake. +There were other women who had flitted across his +line of vision and with whom he had passed the time. +They had left him untouched, unmoved, a confirmed +bachelor. But during the days that he had spent in an +eager search for Lola he knew that this child had conquered +him and brought him down with a crash. He +didn’t give a single curse who she was, where she came +from or what was this mystery to which she referred. +He loved her. He wanted her, and he would go +through fire and water to make her his wife. And +having come to that conclusion, he broke the silence +hitherto disturbed only by the odd wailing of machinery +on the other side of the river and by the traffic passing +over Westminster Bridge like fireflies. He put his +hand under Lola’s elbow, stopped her and drew her to +the stonework of the embankment. “In an hour or +two,” he said, “I suppose you will disappear again +and not give me another thought until you cry out, +‘Horse, horse, play with me,’ and there isn’t a horse. +I can’t let that happen.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Instinct and the subconscious inheritance of a +knowledge of men kept Lola from asking why not. +The question would obviously provide Chalfont with a +dangerous cue.</p> +<p class="pnext">So Chalfont went on unhelped. He said, “Look +here, let’s have all this out. I want you to marry me. +I want you to be perfectly frank and treat me fairly. +You’re a widow and you appear to be alone. I don’t +want to force your hand or ask you to haul down your +fourth wall. Nor do I hope that you will care more +about me than any girl after two meetings. I just +want to know this. Are there any complications? Is +there anything in the way of my seeing you day after +day and doing my utmost to show you that I love you +more than anything on earth?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Simpkins, Treadwell, Chalfont. But where, oh, +where was Fallaray?</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola didn’t know what to say. What was there +in her that did these things to men? She looked up +into Chalfont’s face and shook her head. “You’re a +knight,” she said. “You stand in silver armor with +a crusader’s cross on your chest. You came to my +rescue and proved that there are good men in this +world. You have made an everlasting friend of me +but,—I love some one else. Oh, Sir Peter Chalfont, +I love some one else. He doesn’t know it. He may +never know it. I may never see him again. I may +die of love like a field daisy put in a dry vase, but when +I cross the Bridge I shall wait until he comes, loving +him still.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Leaning on the parapet side by side they watched the +waters go by, dark and solemn, undisturbed even by the +passing of a barge, licking the stonework away below. +And as they stood there, moved to great emotion, Big +Ben sang the hour. It was ten o’clock. On a seat +behind them four men were grouped in attitudes of +depression,—hungry, angry. A little way to their +right stood that place in which the so-called leaders sat +up to their necks in the problems of the world, impotent, +bewildered.</p> +<p class="pnext">And finally Chalfont said, “I see. Well, I wish +you luck, little Lola, and I congratulate you on loving +like that. Oddly enough, we both love like that. I +wish to God——”</p> +<p class="pnext">And as Lola moved away she put her hand through +his arm as a sister might have done, which was better +than nothing; and they walked back along that avenue +of broken men, that street of weary feet, up Northumberland +Avenue and back into the lights and the +whirl. “I think I’ll leave you now,” said Lola. +“There’s a cold hand on my heart. I want to be +alone.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And so, without a word, Chalfont hailed a passing +taxi, opened the door, handed Lola in, and stood back, +very erect, very simple, with his cork arm most uncomic. +And before the cab started he flung up his left +hand to the peak of his cap, not as though saluting a +company of boy scouts or a queen, but the woman he +loved, the woman he would always love, the woman for +whom he would wait on the other side of the Bridge.</p> +<p class="pnext">And all the way to Dover Street Lola wept.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id28"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">VIII</h3> +<p class="pfirst">In the servants’ sitting room Simpkins was sitting +alone, not reading, not smoking; thinking of Lola and +of the inn at Wargrave which had become so detestable,—a +dead ambition, the ghost of a dream. And +when the door opened and Lola let herself in, tear-stained, +he sprang to his feet, gazing in amazement. +Lola—dressed like a lady—crying.—But she held +up her hand, went swiftly across the room and out, +upstairs. She was back an hour and a half too soon. +There was no need for Ellen to slip down and open +the door. The evening had been a dismal failure. It +would be a long time before she would play Cinderella +again,—although the Prince loved her and had told +her so.</p> +<p class="pnext">But instead of going through the door which led +to the servants’ quarters, she stood for a moment in +the corridor through which Simpkins had taken her +when she had first become an inmate of that house and +once more she stayed there against the tapestry with a +cold hand on her heart. Simpkins loved her. Treadwell +loved her. Chalfont loved her, but oh, where +was Fallaray? What a little fool she had been ever +to suppose, in her wildest dreams, that Fallaray, Fallaray +would see her and stop to speak, set alight by the +love in her eyes! What a silly little fool.</p> +<p class="pnext">A door opened and Fallaray came out,—his shoulders +rounded, his Savonarola face pale and lined with +sleeplessness. At the sight of the charming little +figure in evening dress he drew up. Mrs. Malwood +perhaps, or another of Feo’s friends. She was entertaining +again, of course.</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola trembled like a frightened bird, with great +tears welling from her eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">Fallaray was puzzled. This child did not look like +one of Feo’s friends,—and why was she crying? He +knew the face, he remembered those wide-apart eyes. +They had followed him into his work, into his dreams,—de +Brézé, de Brézé,—the Savoy, the Concert.</p> +<p class="pnext">He held out his hand. “Madame de Brézé,” he +said, “what have they done to you?”</p> +<p class="pnext">And she shook her head again, trembling violently.</p> +<p class="pnext">And Fallaray, with the old curious tingle running +through his veins, was helpless. If she wouldn’t tell +him what was the matter, what was he to do? He +imagined that some flippancy or some sarcasm had +wounded this astonishing girl and she had fled from +the drawing-room and lost her way. But women were +unknown to him, utter strangers, and he was called to +work. He said, “My wife’s room is there,” stood +irresolute for a moment, although his brain was filled +with the songs of birds, and bowed and went away.</p> +<p class="pnext">And when Lola heard the street door close, she +moved like a bird shot through the wings, fumbled her +way to the passage which led to her servant’s bedroom +and flung herself face downwards upon her bed. What +was it in her that did these things to every man,—except +Fallaray?</p> +</div> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="part-vi"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id59">PART VI</a></h2> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id29"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">I</h3> +<p class="pfirst">To Ellingham’s entire satisfaction, Feo did not sit +out the performance at the Adelphi. She left in the +middle of the second act. It was not a piece demanding +any sort of concentration. That was not its +métier. It was one of those rather pleasant, loosely +made things, bordering here and there on burlesque, in +which several comedians have been allotted gaps to fill +between songs which, repeated again and again, give +a large chorus of pretty girls an opportunity of wearing +no dress longer than five minutes or lower than the +knees. But Feo’s mind was wandering. The last +twenty-four hours had been filled with disappointment. +She agreed with the adage that if you can’t make a +mistake you can’t make anything. But this last one, +which had taken the Macquarie person into her circle +of light, proved to her that she was losing not only +her sense of perspective but her sense of humor. It +rankled; and it continued to rankle all through the +jokes and songs and horseplay of the company behind +the footlights that Saturday night.</p> +<p class="pnext">Then, too, she found herself becoming more and +more disappointed in Ellingham. He had aged. Still +just on the right side of forty, he seemed to her to +have had all the youth knocked out of him. His +resilience had gone—sapped by the War—and with +it his danger, which had been so attractive. He was +now a quiet, repressed, responsible, dull—yes, dull,—man; in a sort of way the father of a family. When +he talked it was about his regiment in India, his +officers, his quartermaster sergeant, the health of his +men, the ugly look of things in the East. All this made +it seem to Feo that Beetle Ellingham had pulled away +from her, left her behind. She was still fooling, while +he, once as irresponsible as herself and almost as mad, +had found his feet and was standing firmly upon them. +Disappointment, disappointment.</p> +<p class="pnext">“What to do?” she asked, as they got into a taxicab. +She rather hoped that he would say “Nothing. +I’ll see you home and say good night.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But he didn’t. “I’ll drive you home and talk for an +hour, if you can stand such a thing. I’m going to see +my old people in Leicestershire to-morrow, and I don’t +suppose I shall be back in town for a month or two.”</p> +<p class="pnext">She told him to make it Dover Street, and he did so, +and there was silence until the cab drew up at the door +of the house in which the man—whom she had for +the first time seriously considered as the new Messiah—burnt +himself up in the endeavor to find some +solution to all the troubles of his country, and, like a +squirrel in a cage, ran round and round and round.</p> +<p class="pnext">Feo let herself in and led the way to what she called +her den,—a long, low-ceilinged room, self-consciously +decorated in what purported to be a futuristic manner, +the effect of which, as though it had been designed by +an untrained artist striving to disguise his ignorance +behind a chaos of the grotesque, made sanity stagger. +And here, full stretch on an octagonal divan, she +mounted a cigarette in her long green holder and commenced +to inhale hungrily.</p> +<p class="pnext">Hating the room and all its fake, Ellingham, who +more than ever justified the nickname of Beetle which +had been given to him at Eton because of his over-hanging +black eyebrows, prowled up and down with his +hands in his pockets. He, too, was disappointed. It +seemed to him that Feo had remained the hoyden, the +overgrown, long-legged girl with boy’s shoulders and +the sort of sex illusiveness which had so greatly attracted +him in the old days, and had set him to work +to eliminate and replace. But now she was thirty +something, and although he hated to use the expression +about her of all women, he told himself that she was +mutton playing lamb, and a futile lamb at that. Perhaps +it was because he had been all the way through +the War and had come out with a series of unforgettable +pictures stamped upon his brain that he had expected +to find some sort of emergement on the part of +Feo, who, although she had been spared the blood and +muck of Flanders, was the sister of a flying man, the +relation of innumerable gallant fellows who had been +made the gun fodder of that easily preventable orgy, +and the friend of many a young soldier whose bones +now lay under the shallow surface of French earth. +So far as she was concerned, he could see that the War +might never have happened at all. It made him rather +sick. Nevertheless he had loved her violently and had +never married because of his remembrance of her and +he wanted to find out how she stood. He was entirely +in the dark. He had not been alone with her once +since the end of July, 1914,—a night on the terrace +of a house overlooking the Thames at Cookham, when +all the world already knew that slaughter was in the +air and the wings of the angel of death rustled overhead.</p> +<p class="pnext">He stopped in front of her, all stretched out among +cushions, her short and pleated frock making her +appear to be in a kilt. “Well, how about it?” he +asked.</p> +<p class="pnext">And she shrugged her shoulders and tossed the ash +of her cigarette at a small marble pot. “I dunno,” +she said. “Pretty badly, one way and another.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“How’s that?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, I dunno,” she said again. “One gets nowhere +and does really nothing and spends one’s life looking +for something that never turns up,—the glamour of +the impossible. Disappointment, disappointment.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“H’m,” said Beetle. “Is there no chance of your +getting on better with Fallaray? He seems to be the +only live creature in politics, the one honest man.” He +had never imagined that he would ever have put that +question to her.</p> +<p class="pnext">“That’s true,” said Feo. “He is. I have nothing +but admiration for Edmund,—except dislike. Profiles +and tennis are no longer my hobbies and there is +no more hope of our getting on, as you call it, than of +my becoming an earnest worker among the slums. +Once Feo, always Feo, y’know. That’s the sentence I +labor under, Beetle. As a rule, I’m perfectly satisfied +and have no grumbles. I rot about and play the giddy +ox, wear absurd clothes, do my best to give a jar to +what remains of British smugdom and put in a good-enough +time. You mustn’t judge me as you find me +to-night. I have the megrims. Ghosts are walking +and I’m out of form. To put it truthfully, I’m rather +ashamed of myself. I’ve become a little too careless. +I must relearn the art of drawing the line. That’s all. +But, for the Lord’s sake, don’t let me depress <em>you</em>,—that +is, if I have any longer the power of doing +so.”</p> +<p class="pnext">She hadn’t, he found, and it hurt. In the old days +he would have said so and in a sort of way got even +with her for turning him down and marrying Fallaray. +He would have taken a certain amount of joy in hitting +her as hard as he could. But he had altered. He was +not the old Beetle, the violent, hot-tempered, rather +cruel individualist. Men had died at his side,—officers +and Tommies. And so his days of hurting +women were over. He was rather a gentle Beetle +now. Curious how things shaped themselves. And +so he prowled up and down with his hands in his +pockets, inarticulate, out of touch,—like a doctor in a +lunatic asylum, or an Oxford man revisiting the scenes +of his giddy youth in his very old age.</p> +<p class="pnext">And Feo continued to smoke,—smarting. Not +because she cared for Beetle or had ever given him a +thought. But because everything was edgeways, like +a picture puzzle that had fallen in a heap. She would +have given a great deal to have had this man take his +hands out of his pockets and stop prowling and become +the old violent Beetle once again. She would have +liked to have heard him curse Fallaray and accuse her +of being a rotter. She would have liked to have seen +the old hot look in his eyes and been compelled to laugh +him off, using her old flippant words. Anything,—anything +but the thing that was.</p> +<p class="pnext">But even as he prowled—up round the wispy +table and down in front of that damn-fool altar, or +whatever it was—he became more and more the ancient +friend, distantly related, who had little to talk +about and little that he cared to hear. Once more he +went over all the old India stuff, the regiment, the +officers and men, their health, the underlying unrest +of the East. Then he jerked, as a sudden glorious +new thought, to his people and the place they lived +in, but all the same this unsatisfactory reunion lasted +twenty minutes less than the given hour.</p> +<p class="pnext">Suddenly Ellingham stopped walking and stood in +front of Feo and said, “Good-by. I don’t suppose +I shall see you again.” And wheeled off and went, +quickly, with relief.</p> +<p class="pnext">And when Feo heard the front door bang, she remained +where she was lying until the hour was fulfilled, +with the hand that he had shaken all stiff, and +with two tears running slowly down her face.</p> +<p class="pnext">Disappointment.—Disappointment.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id30"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">II</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Lola woke early and went to the window and pulled +up the blind. The sun was shining and half a dozen +London sparrows were chirping and hopping about +in the back yard of one of the houses in Bond Street. +One poor anæmic tree stood in the middle of it, and +an optimist, condemned to live in the city, had worked +on the small patch of earth and made a little garden +where cats met at night and sang duets and swore, and +talked over all the feline gossip of the neighborhood, +fighting from time to time to keep their claws in, to +the cruel derangement of the bed of geraniums, which +looked that morning as though the Germans had passed +over it.</p> +<p class="pnext">All Lola’s dreams during the night had been filled +with tragedies, but the effect of the one that was upon +her still was that she had died, withered up, after +having been left by Fallaray in the corridor where she +had been caught by him in tears,—unable, because, for +some reason, there had been a cold hand on her heart, +to jump at the great and wonderful opportunity that +had come to her and which she had worked so long +to achieve. And in this last just waking dream, the +reality of which still left her awed, she had stood, bewildered, +on the unfamiliar side of a short wide bridge, +to be faced suddenly by a scoffing and sarcastic woman +who had taunted her for her impotence and lack of +grit and called her middle class, without cunning and +without the necessary strength to be unscrupulous, so +vital to success.</p> +<p class="pnext">And as she stood facing a new day with these words +ringing in her ears, she told herself that she ought to +have died, that she deserved death, for having lost her +nerve and her courage. She accepted the biting criticism +of the successful de Brézé and offered no +excuses. This was far too big a thing to win by a +series of easy steps. And up to that time they all had +been easy and had led actually to Fallaray. Everything +seemed to have played into her hands and it was +she, Lola, who had failed. If she had possessed even +half the cunning of which the de Brézé had spoken, +with what avidity and delight she must have seized +her opportunity when Fallaray had come suddenly +upon her. But she had proved herself to be witless +and without daring, a girl who had played at being a +courtesan in a back room, who had sentiment and +sympathy and emotion and whose heart, instead +of being altogether set on the golden cage, had +become soft with love and hero worship and +the delay of hope,—just Lola Breezy, the watchmaker’s +daughter, the little Queen’s Road girl +suffering from the reaction of having set alight unwillingly +all the wrong men, stirring, finally, her +friend Chalfont, who had been so kind and good. +So that when Fallaray had come to her at last, remembering +her name, she had let him go unstirred, without +an effort, because she was thinking of him and not of +herself and her love and the passionate desire of her +life. Yes, she deserved to be dead, because her courage +had oozed out of her finger tips and left her +trembling.</p> +<p class="pnext">But what was she to do now? Give up? Devote +herself to lady’s maiding and develop into an Ellen, or +resign from this position and return home to help her +mother in the shop and dwindle into love-sickness? +Give up and shake herself back to a normal frame of +mind in which, some day, she would walk to chapel +with Ernest Treadwell,—or go to Chalfont and tell +him the truth and put his love to the test? Or, refusing +to own herself a weakling, a dreamer and a +failure, begin all over again, this time with as much +of cunning as she could find in her nature and all the +disturbing influence of that too well-proved gift? +Which?</p> +<p class="pnext">And the answer came in a woman’s voice, ringing +and strong. “Go on, go on, de Brézé. Begin all over +again. You were born to be a canary, with the need of +a golden cage. You inherit the courtesan nature; you +must let it have its way. As such there’s a man you +can rescue, lonely and starved of love. It is not as +wife that he needs you, but as one with the rustle of +silk——”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I will go on,” said Lola. “I will begin again.” +And with a high head once more and renewed hope +and eagerness and courage, she set her brain to work. +All the rungs of the ladder were without the marks of +her feet. But she waved her hand to the pathetic patch +of miniature garden with its anæmic city tree, caught +its optimism and began to think. Where was she to +begin?</p> +<p class="pnext">Into her mind came some of the gossip of the servants’ +sitting room, to which as a rule she paid no +attention. Ellen had given out that Simpkins had said +that he was to have time off from the following Friday +to Tuesday because Mr. Fallaray had made his plans +to go down alone to Chilton Park for a short holiday. +To Chilton Park for a short holiday! Ah! Here was +a line to be followed up. Here was something which +might enable her to pick up the thread again.</p> +<p class="pnext">She began to walk up and down her little room, in +a nightgown which certainly did not belong to a +courtesan, repeating to herself again and again “Chilton +Park, Chilton Park,” worrying the thing out like +a schoolgirl with a difficult lesson. By some means, +by hook or by crook, she also must get to Chilton Park +during that time; that was certain, even if she had to +ask Lady Feo to let her give up her position as lady’s +maid. But following this thought came another, instantly,—that +she would regret above all things to +put her mistress to inconvenience, because she was +grateful for many kindnesses and maids were scarce. +And she was glad that the de Brézé could not hear her +think and call out “weakness, weakness.” How to get +there? How to be somewhere in the neighborhood so +that she might be able to slip one night into the garden +to be seen by Fallaray, and then, for the first time, +prove to herself and to him that she was not any +longer the Lola Breezy of Queen’s Road, Bayswater, +the little middle-class girl, timid and afraid, but the +reincarnation of her famous ancestress, as she had +always supposed herself to be, and had played at being +so often, and had tried to be during her brief escapes +into life.</p> +<div class="figure"> +<div class="align-center container image-wrapper"> +<img alt="images/illus-076.jpg" src="images/illus-076.jpg"/> +</div> +<div class="caption"> +A SCENE FROM THE PHOTOPLAY.</div> +</div> +<p class="pfirst">How?—How?</p> +<p class="pnext">She might, of course, ask Lady Feo for a week’s +leave—a large order—go to Whitecross and engage +a room at the little inn that she had noticed at the +corner of the road at the top of the hill. But what +would be the use of that? How could she play +Madame de Brézé in such a place, with one evening +frock and her own plain everyday dress with two +undistinguished hats and a piece of luggage that yelled +of Queen’s Road, Bayswater? It was absurd, impossible. +Brick wall number one. And so she tackled the +task grimly, thinking hard, swinging from one possibility +to another, but with no better luck. Everything +came back to the fact that all her savings amounted to +no more than ten pounds. How could she go forward, +unaided, on that? And then in a flash she saw herself +at the house in Kensington Gore with Chalfont and +remembered the words of Lady Cheyne, who, in asking +her to come down to her little place in the country, had +said that the garden ran down to Chilton Park. It +had been pigeonholed in her brain and she had found +it! And with a little cry of delight she pounced upon +it like a desert wanderer on water.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lady Cheyne,—that kindly soul who was never so +happy as when giving a hand to a stray dog. It might +easily happen, the weather being so good, that she had +already left town. That would be wonderful. But if +not, if she were still busy with her musicians and their +concerts, then she must be seen and influenced to leave +town, or, better still, called up on the telephone at once. +A tired little woman of the world needed a breath of +fresh air and the peace of a country garden. Would +Lady Cheyne take mercy on her, as she took mercy on +so many people, and give her this peace and this +quietude?—Yes, that was the way. It was a brain +wave.</p> +<p class="pnext">Filled with determination no longer to wait for an +opportunity, but to make one, not to rely on fate, as +she had been doing, but to treat fate as though it were +something alive, a man—Simpkins, Treadwell or +Chalfont—and cajole him, Lola proceeded to dress, +with the blood tingling in her veins, and imbued with +the feeling of one who faces a forlorn hope. But it +was still too early to use the telephone to the elderly +lady who, if she were in town, had probably listened +to music into the small hours. She must wait and go +on thinking. There were other things to overcome, +even if this one came right. How to wheedle a holiday; +to hint, if she dared, at her lack of clothes, a suit-case, +shoes.</p> +<p class="pnext">The servants’ sitting room was empty. On Sunday, +the ménage, except for the cook, slept late. And so +Lola marked time impatiently, achieving breakfast +from the sulky woman by flattery. Lady Feo had +given out that she was not to be disturbed until her +bell rang. She would wake to find Sunday in London,—a +detestable idea. There was nothing for +which to get up.</p> +<p class="pnext">Watching a clock that teased her with its sloth, Lola +went over and over the sort of thing to say to Lady +Cheyne, disturbed in her current of thought by the +suddenly garrulous cook who insisted on telling the +whole story of her life, during the course of which she +had buried a drunkard and married a bigamist and lost +her savings and acquired asthma,—a dramatic career, +even for a cook. But at nine-thirty, unable to control +herself any longer, she ran upstairs to Feo’s alarming +den, hunted out Lady Cheyne’s number in the book +and eventually got into communication with an operator +who might, from her autocratic manner, very easily +have been Mrs. Trotsky, or the wife of a labor leader, +or a coal-miner’s daughter, or indeed a telephone +operator of the most approved type.</p> +<p class="pnext">A sleepy and rather irritable voice said, “Well?—but +isn’t it a little early to ring any one up and on a +Sunday morning too?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola made a wry face. That was not a good beginning. +And then, in her sweetest voice, “Am I +speaking to dear Lady Cheyne?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes, it’s Fanny Cheyne, lying in bed with this +diabolical instrument on her chest, but not feeling very +dear, my dear, whoever you are, and I don’t know your +voice.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“It’s Madame de Brèzè and I’m so very sorry to +disturb you.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Why did you then, if I may say so,—de Brézé. +I’m sorry too, but really I hear so many names, just as +odd.—If it’s about being photographed, please no. +I’m far too fat. Or if it’s about a subscription for the +starving children of Cochin China, I have too many +starving children of my own.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Quick, de Brézé, quick, before the good old lady +cuts off.</p> +<p class="pnext">“The Savoy, the little widow, Sir Peter Chalfont, +your wonderful house so full of genius, and what do +you do, my dear.—Don’t you remember, dear Lady +Cheyne?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh,—let me think now.” (The tone was +brighter, interest was awakening! Good for you, de +Brézé.) “My dear Peter with the comic-tragic leg—no, +arm—the Savoy——”</p> +<p class="pnext">“You were with Alton Cartridge and the disinfected +Russian violinist, and you betted on my being French +and invited me to Whitecross and when I went up to +powder my nose——”</p> +<p class="pnext">“You never came back! Golden hair like butter-cups, +wide-apart eyes and fluttering nostrils, a mouth +designed for kissing and all about you the rattle of +sex. You dear thing! How sweet of you to ring +me up and on a Sunday too. Where on earth did +you go?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Go on, de Brézé, go on! A little mystery, a touch of +sadness, a hint of special confidence, flattery, flattery.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Ah, if only I could see you. I dare not explain +that sudden disappearance over the telephone,—which +must have seemed so rude. You are the only woman +in all the world who could keep an amazing secret and +advise a troubled woman in a tangle of romance——”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Secret, romance—who but Poppy for that!”</p> +<p class="pnext">It worked, it worked! Lola could <em>see</em> the kind little +lady struggle into a sitting posture, alert and keen, her +vanity touched. Go on, de Brézé, go on.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Ever since then I’ve been thinking of you, dear +Lady Cheyne, and, at last, this morning, on the spur of +the moment, longing for help, driven into a corner, +remembering your kind invitation to Whitecross——”</p> +<p class="pnext">“My dear, you excite me and I adore excitement. +Of course you must see me, at once. But to-day’s impossible. +I’ve a thousand things to do. And to-morrow—let +me see now. How can I fit you in? +Probably you don’t want to be seen at my house or the +Savoy, you mysterious thing. So what can we arrange? +I know. I have it. Quite French and appropriate. +Meet me on the sly at a place where no +one ever would dream of our being. Mrs. Rumbold’s, +a jobbing dressmaker. I’m going to see her to-morrow +to alter some clothes. Castleton Terrace, Bayswater, +22. She used to work for me. A poor half-starved +soul, but so useful. Half-past eleven. And +we’ll arrange for a week-end at my place, perhaps, or +elsewhere, wherever you like.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, Whitecross, Whitecross,—it sounds so right.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“And, it is so right,—romance in every rose bowl. +To-morrow then, and I shall love to see you, my dear, +and thank you for thinking of Poppy. I’m so excited. +Good-by.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Good-by, dearest Lady Cheyne,—a thousand +thanks.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Well played, de Brézé. That’s the way to do it. +Keep on like that and prove your grit, my dear.</p> +<p class="pnext">And presently for Lady Feo, who would certainly +have something to say about the Carlton episode, and +if all went well the frocks, the hats, the shoes,—but +nothing yet about the holiday. That must wait until +after the interview at Mrs. Rumbold’s to-morrow.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id31"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">III</h3> +<p class="pfirst">After all, then, Feo was to spend a dull and dreary +Sunday in London; but she had slept endlessly, hour +after hour, and when at last she woke at twelve o’clock, +the sun was pouring into her room. Wonder of wonders, +there was nothing dull about this Sunday! London +lay under an utterly blue sky and those of its +people who had not fled from its streets to the country, +afraid of its dreariness, were out, finding unexpected +touches of beauty in their old city and a lull of traffic +that was restful.</p> +<p class="pnext">The sight of Lola as she came into the room in the +discreet garments of her servitude brought instant +laughter back to Feo’s lips. Only a few hours ago she +had been claimed as an intimate friend by the girl, with +all the confidence and aplomb of a member of the +enclosure. How perfectly delightful. She took her +cup of tea and sat up in bed, forgetting everything +except the backwash of her great amusement. Madame +de Brézé.—By Jove, those quiet ones,—they knew +their way about. When she had been undressed the +night before, Feo had been in no mood to chaff her +maid, then a mere human machine, about her general +and her escapade. Depression, disappointment and +humiliation had driven the Carlton incident out of the +way. But now the sun was shining again and she had +slept in a great chunk. What did Gilbert Macquarie +count in the scheme of things now, or, for the matter +of that, Ellingham? She thanked all her gods that +she possessed the gift of quick recovery.</p> +<p class="pnext">And now to pull the little devil’s leg. “Oh, hello, +old girl,” she said, carrying on her attitude of the +previous night, “how awfully nice of you to bring me +my tea.” She expected utter embarrassment and confusion, +and certainly an apology. Good Lord, the girl +had pinched those stockings!</p> +<p class="pnext">But the answer was quiet and perfectly natural. +“That’s all right, Feo. Only too glad.”</p> +<p class="pnext">After the first gasp of surprise there was a loud +guffaw. Nothing in this world was more pleasing to +Feo than the unexpected. “Sunday in London! But +this is as good and a jolly sight better than Saturday +night at the Adelphi. Bravo, Lola. The bitter bit. +Keep it up. I love it.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And with her black hair all tousled, her greenish +eyes dancing with amusement, her large mouth wide +open and the collar of her black silk pajamas gaping, +she stirred her tea and waited for the fun.</p> +<p class="pnext">And seeing that her mistress was all for laughing +and that she had hit the right note, Lola kept it up. +Witless and without daring, eh? Well, wait and see.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I rather wish we’d gone on with you to the theater,” +she said, lighting a cigarette and sitting on the +arm of a chair in a Georgie Malwood pose. “It might +have amused you to see something of Peter Chalfont, +who has refused to join the gang.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Feo was amazed at the perfection of what was, of +course, an imitation of herself. Breezy’s niece was a +very dark horse, it seemed.</p> +<p class="pnext">“But where the deuce did you pick him up?” she +asked, continuing the game.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, my dear, I’ve known him for years. He was +an old pal of the man I married in my teens and was +always hanging about the place. I call him the White +Knight because he has such a charming way of rescuing +women in distress. If you’re keen about getting +to know him, I’ll work it for you, with all the pleasure +in life.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Back went that black head with hair like a young +Hawaiian. Oh, but this was immense. A lady’s maid +and a bedside jester, rolled into one. And how inimitably +the girl had caught her intonation and manner +of expression. A born actress, that was what she +was.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Don’t bother about me. What are you going to +do with him? That’s what I want to know.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola shrugged her shoulders. “Oh, I dunno,” she +said, with a lifelike Feo drawl. “What can I do with +him? Only trail him round.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Marry him, of course. That man’s a catch, you +fool. Stacks of money, three show places in the +country, a title as old as Rufus, and only one hand to +hit you with.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“But I’m not marrying,” said Lola.</p> +<p class="pnext">And that was too much for Feo. She threw the +clothes back and kicked up her heels like a schoolgirl. +But before she could congratulate her lady’s maid on a +delightful bit of acting and an egregious piece of impertinence +that was worth all the Sundays in London +to watch, the telephone bell rang and brought her back +to facts.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Just see who that is, will you? And before you +say I’m here, find out who it is.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes, my lady,” said Lola. The little game was +over. It hadn’t lasted long. But if it had put her +ladyship into a generous mood——</p> +<p class="pnext">It was Mrs. Winchfield, calling up from Aylesbury.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, well,” said Feo, with the remembrance of great +dullness. “Give me the ’phone and get my bath ready. +And tell them to let me have lots of breakfast in half +an hour, here. I could eat a horse.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Very good, my lady.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And when Lola returned, having carried out her +orders and still tingling with the triumph of having +proved her courage and her wit, she found Lady Feo +lying in the middle of the room, on her back, doing +exercises. “All the dullards have left the Winchfields’,” +she said. “There’s to be a pucca man there +this afternoon, one I’ve had my eye on for weeks. +Quick’s the word, Lola. Get me dressed and into the +car. This is Sunday and I’m in London. It’s perfectly +absurd. I shall stay the night, of course, and I +shan’t want you till to-morrow at six. What’ll you do? +Lunch at the Carlton?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I shall go home, my lady.” But the twinkle returned.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, yes, of course. I spoilt your holiday, didn’t +I? By the way, does your mother know that you’re +in society now?”</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola replied, “The bath is ready, my lady.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And once more Feo laughed, lit a cigarette and went +towards the bathroom. Here she turned and looked at +the now mouse-like Lola with a peculiarly mischievous +glint in her eyes. “Wouldn’t it be a frightful spree if +I went after Peter Chalfont and told him all I know +about you?” Two minutes later she was singing in +the bath.</p> +<p class="pnext">Tell Peter Chalfont!—But Lola knew that this was +an empty threat. Mr. Fallaray’s wife was a sportsman. +<em>Mr. Fallaray’s wife</em>.</p> +<p class="pnext">For the first time in all this business, these words +stood out in ghastly clearness, with all that they meant +to Lady Feo and her, who was “after” Mr. Fallaray. +Was she, Lola, a sportsman too? The question came +suddenly, like a bomb dropped from a Zeppelin, and +drew the girl up short. But the answer followed +quickly and it was Yes, yes, because this woman was +<em>not</em> Fallaray’s wife and never had been.</p> +<p class="pnext">But there was more than a little irony in the fact +that she liked Lady Feo, was grateful to her, had seen +many of her best points and so far as the Carlton +episode went, recognized in her a most unusual creature, +imbued with a spirit of mischief which was almost +like that of a child. And yet for all that, she <em>was</em> +Fallaray’s wife.—It was more than conceivable, as +Lola could guess, that if the whole story were confided +in detail, with the de Brézé background all brought out, +Lady Feo would first of all laugh and then probably +help her little lady’s maid for the fun of the thing, and +to be able, impishly, one night when she met Fallaray +coming back from the House worn and round-shouldered, +to stand in front of him, jumping to conclusions, +and say, “Ha, ha! Sooner or later you <em>all</em> come off +your pedestal, don’t you? But look out, Master Messiah. +If the world spots you in the first of your +human games, pop goes the weasel, and you may as +well take to growing roses.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Still singing, and back again in the highest +spirits, Feo breakfasted in her room and Lola dressed +her for the country. Not once but many times during +the hour that followed she endeavored to pump Lola +about Chalfont and as to the number of times that she +had gone out into “life.” But Lola was a match for +her and evaded all questions; sometimes with a perfectly +straight face, sometimes with an answering +twinkle in her eye. Although she was piqued by the +girl’s continued elusiveness, Feo was filled with admiration +at her extraordinary self-control,—a thing that +she respected, being without it herself. And then +Lola, with a little sigh, and as though drawn at last, +got to <em>her</em> point in this strange and intimate talk. “I’m +afraid I shall never be able to see Sir Peter again,” she +said sadly. “I have only one evening frock and he +has seen it twice.”</p> +<p class="pnext">At which Feo went to her wardrobe, flung open the +doors, took down dress after dress, threw them on +her bed and said, “Take your choice. Of course, you +can’t always wear the same old frock. Sir Galahad +has a quick eye. Take what stockings you need also +and help yourself to my shoes. There are plenty more +where these came from,—you little devil. If you +catch that man, and I shan’t be a bit surprised if you +do, you will have done something that nearly every +girl in society has taken a shot at during the last five +years. I make one bargain with you, Lola, in return +for these things. Spend your honeymoon at Chilton +Park and let me present you at Court.”</p> +<p class="pnext">An icy hand had touched her heart again. A honeymoon +at Chilton Park,—with Chalfont.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id32"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">IV</h3> +<p class="pfirst">And so Lola was free to go home again and spend +the remainder of Sunday with her people, after all. +But when, having tidied up and dressed herself, she +ran downstairs into the servants’ sitting room on her +way to the area steps, there sat Simpkins, a crestfallen +and tragic figure, looking at a horizon which no longer +contained the outline of his dream upon the banks of +the Thames. He got up as Lola entered,—done for, +but in the spirit of a protector, a Cromwellian spirit. +“Where ’ad you bin last night?” he asked, “in them +clothes?” He had not slept for thinking of it. His +Lola, dressed like a lady, coming in with a tear-stained +face, late at night, alone, from a devouring world. All +his early chapel stuff had been revived at the sight. +Disappointment had stirred it up.</p> +<p class="pnext">Another cross-examination! Wasn’t the world large +enough for so small a little figure to escape notice?</p> +<p class="pnext">“Dear old Simpky,” she said, with that wide-eyed +candor of hers, “I’m in such a hurry. With any luck +I shall just be able to catch the bus that will take me +home to lunch.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But Simpkins put his back against the door. “No,” +he said. “Not like that. Even if I’ve lost yer, I +love yer, and it’s my job to see you don’t come to no +’arm. You’ve got to tell me what you’re doing.”</p> +<p class="pnext">There was something in the man’s eyes and in the +whiteness of his face that warned Lola immediately +of the need to be careful. Her mother had said that +Simpkins was a good man with something of ecstasy +in his nature, and she guessed intuitively that the latter +might take the form eventually, in his ignorance and +his love, of a dangerous watchfulness. So she was +very patient and quiet and commonplace, remembering +a similar scene which had taken place with Treadwell +outside Mrs. Rumbold’s battered house.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I went to a concert with a married friend of mine. +Lady Feo gave me the frock. It’s very kind of you +to worry, Simpky. And now, please——”</p> +<p class="pnext">And after a moment’s hesitation Simpkins opened +the door and with a curious dignity gave the girl her +freedom. He loved her and believed in her. She was +Lola and she was good, and but for some catastrophic +accident she might be engaged to be married to him.</p> +<p class="pnext">But Lola didn’t go immediately. She turned round +and put her hand on the valet’s arm. “What are you +going to do?” she asked, affectionately concerned.</p> +<p class="pnext">“There isn’t anything for me to do,” he said, +“now.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Come home with me.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But he shook his head. “I couldn’t,” he said. +“Your father is a friend of mine and might slap me +on the back and tell me to go on ’oping—and there +isn’t any—<em>is</em> there?”</p> +<p class="pnext">And she said, “No, Simpky dear. I’m sorry to +say there isn’t. But you can’t sit here looking at the +carpet with the sun shining and so much to see. Why +not come on the bus as far as Queen’s Road and then +go for a walk. It would do you good.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And he said, “Nothing can do me good.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And she could see that he had begun to revel in his +pain, and nurse it, and elevate it to a great tragedy. +And for the first time she recognized in this man a +menace to her scheme. He loved her too well and she +had made him a fanatic.</p> +<p class="pnext">This scheme of hers, so like one of the Grimm’s +fairy tales in which the woodcutter’s daughter dared to +love the prince,—was it to get all over the town? +Miss Breezy had a friend in Scotland Yard, a detective. +Lady Feo was on the watch, and here was +Simpkins turned into a protector. And all the while +Prince Fallaray lived in the same house and did nothing +more than just remember her name, thinking that +she was a friend of the woman who called herself his +wife.</p> +<p class="pnext">Never mind; the sun was shining, tears had dried, +courage had returned, frocks and shoes and stockings +had come and the impossible was one of the things that +nearly always happened.</p> +<p class="pnext">An hour later the door of the watchmaker’s shop +opened in answer to her knock. There stood the fat +man with his beaming smile of welcome and surprise, +and out of the little parlor came an enticing aroma +of roast lamb and mint sauce.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id33"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">V</h3> +<p class="pfirst">That evening, controlling her excitement and anxious +to make her people happy, Lola went to the family +chapel with them,—the watchmaker in a gargantuan +tail coat, a pair of pepper and salt trousers, and a +bowler hat in which he might have been mistaken for +the mayor of Caudebac-sur-Seine or a deputy representing +one of the smaller manufacturing towns of +France. Beside him his little wife stood bluntly for +England. Everything that she wore told the story not +only of her birth and tradition but of that of several +grandmothers. There must have been at that moment +hundreds of thousands of just such women, dressed +in a precisely similar manner, on their way to answer +the summons of a bell which was not very optimistic,—the +Church having fallen rather low in popular +favor. It had so many rivals and some of them were, +it must be confessed, more in the mood of the times.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was a sight worth seeing to watch these Breezys +ambling up Queen’s Road, proudly, with their little +girl. And it was because Lola knew that she was conferring +a great treat upon her parents that she submitted +herself to an hour and a half of something +worse to her than boredom. Only a little while ago +she had looked forward to the evening service on +Sundays and had been gently moved by the hymns, by +the reading from the Scripture and even by the illiterate +impromptus of the minister; and she had found, +in moments that were dull, the usual feminine pleasure +in casting surreptitious glances about the small, plain +unbeautiful building to see what Mrs. This wore or +Mrs. That. But now she found herself going through +it all like a fish out of water. As Ellingham had outgrown +Lady Feo, so had she outgrown that flat, uninspired, +and rather cruel service, in which the name of +God was always mentioned as a monster of vengeance, +without love and without forgiveness, and with a suspicious +eye to the keyhole of every house. With a sort +of shame she found herself finding fault with the +rhymes of the hymns, which every now and then were +dreadful, and were, oh, so badly sung; and when a +smug-faced, uneducated man came forward, shut his +eyes, placed himself in an attitude of elaborate piety +and let himself go with terrible unction, treating God +and death and life and joy and humanity as though +they were butter, or worse still, margarine, goose flesh +broke out upon her and a curious self-consciousness +as though she were intruding upon a scene at which +she had no right to be present. Away and away back, +church had not been like this to her. Out of a dream +she seemed to hear the deep reverberation of a great +organ, the high sweet voices of unseen boys and the +soft murmur of an old scholar retelling the simple +story of Christ’s pathetic struggle, and of God’s mercy.—Oh, +the commonplace, the misinterpretation, the hypocrisy, +the ignorance. No wonder the busses were +filled, she thought, the commons crowded on the outskirts +of the city. To her there was more religion in +one shaft of evening sun than in all those chapels put +together.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was with thankfulness and relief that Lola went +back with her parents to the street and turned into +Queen’s Road again, which wore a Sunday expression. +Gone for a brief time were the itinerant musicians, +the innumerable perambulators, the ogling flappers +with their cheap silk stockings and misshapen legs, the +retired colonels eking out a grumbling living on infinitesimal +pensions.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Let’s take a little walk,” said Mrs. Breezy. “It’s +nice now. The Gardens look more like the country in +the twilight.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Of course,” said Breezy, “walk. Best exercise in +the world. Oils a man up.” But all the same he +didn’t intend to go far. Athleticism was a pose with +him. He had grown so fat sitting on that backless +chair behind the glass screen, looking into the works +of sick watches like a poor man’s doctor who treated +a long line of ailing people. If it wasn’t the mainspring, +then it was over-winding. Very simple.</p> +<p class="pnext">But Lola steered them away from Kensington +Gardens because soldiers were there under canvas, and +Chalfont was in command of the London district, and +it might happen easily that all of a sudden that purring +car would draw up at the curb and her name be called +by the man with the cork arm.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Let’s go the other way,” she said, “for a change. +I love to look at all the houses that are just the same +and wonder what the people are like who live in them, +and whether they’re just the same.”</p> +<p class="pnext">It was her evening. She was no longer the little +girl to be told to do this or that and taken here and +there with or against her will. She had broken out of +all that, rather strangely and quietly and suddenly; +and in a sort of way her parents had become her children. +It always happens. It is one of the privileges +of parenthood eventually to obey. It is the subtle +tribute paid by them to a son or daughter of whom +they are proud, who is part of them and who has come +through all the vicissitudes of childhood and adolescence +under their care and guidance. It is one of the +nicer forms of egotism.</p> +<p class="pnext">And so these three little people, the Breezys, went +into the labyrinths of villadom, up one street and down +another. Some of the houses were smarter than the +rest, with little trees in tubs, and Virginia creepers +twined about their pillars, and perhaps a fat Cupid, +weather-stained, standing in a little square of cat-fought +garden, or with two small lions eying each +other from opposite sides of the doorway with bitter +antagonism. But the waning light of a glorious day +still clung to the sky, in which an evening star had +opened its eye, and even Bayswater, that valley of +similitude, wore beauty of a sort. And all the way +along, up and down and across, the high-sounding +names of the various terraces ringing with sarcasm, +they went together, these three little people, one far +from little outwardly, in great affection. To Lola +there was something unreal, almost uncanny about the +whole thing. She had grown out of all these streets, +all this commonplace, that entire world. She felt like +some one who hears a very old tune played in a +theater and looks down with surprise and a little +thread of pain from a seat in a box,—a tune which +seemed to take her back, away and away to far distant +days, and stir dim memories.—Only last night she had +been sitting in the Carlton with Chalfont as Madame +de Brézé, and next Friday, if all went well——</p> +<p class="pnext">With a sudden thrill of intense excitement and longing, +she then and there made up her mind that some +day it would be her privilege and joy to lift those two +estimable people out of Queen’s Road and place them, +not too old for enjoyment, among spreading trees and +sloping lawns and all the color of an English garden,—away +from watches and silver wedding presents, +kodaks and ugly vases, from need of work, from +clash of traffic and the inevitable voices of throaty +baritones. Ah, that was what she wanted to do, so +much, and if possible before it was too late. Time has +an ugly way of slipping off the calendar.</p> +<p class="pnext">And when, presently, they returned to the shop and +let themselves in, it was Lola, with a curious emotion, +because she might never see them again as she was +that night, who got the supper, who placed them, arguing, +in the stuffy drawing-room, and made many +journeys up and down the narrow staircase to the +kitchen. “Please,” she said. “Please. This is my +evening. Even a lady’s maid can lay a supper if she +tries hard enough.” And they did as they were told, +reluctantly, but delighted,—and a little surprised. It +was something of a change. And before the evening +was over Treadwell came, wearing a flapping tie, the +mark of the poet, and a suit of reach-me-downs +egregiously cut but with something in his face that +lived it down,—love. Poor boy, he had a long way +to go alone.</p> +<p class="pnext">When at last, having said good night, Lola went +upstairs to the room in which she had played that little +game of hers so often and sat in the dark as quiet as +a mouse, holding her breath, not one, no, not a single +one of all her old friends came in to see her,—not +the ancient marquis with his long finger nails and +curious rings and highly polished boots; not the gossipy +old women in furbelows and dangling beads; not +the gallant courtier with his innuendoes and high flow +of compliments; and not the little lady’s maid who was +wont to do her hair. They were dead. But in their +place came Fallaray, stooping, pale and bewildered, +hungry for love, hungry for comfort, dying for inspiration +and the rustle of silk. And when he had sat +down with his chin in his hand, she crept up to his +chair and went on her knees and put her golden head +against his heart, and said, “I love you. I love you. +I’ve always loved you. I shall love you always. And +if you never know it and never see me and miss me +altogether in the crowd, I shall wait for you across +the Bridge,—and you will see me then.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But as she got up from her knees, blinded with +tears, the voice came to her again, strong and full.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Go on, go on, de Brézé,—courage, my girl, courage. +You have not yet won the right to cry.”</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id34"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">VI</h3> +<p class="pfirst">There were two reasons, then, for the visit to +Castleton Terrace.</p> +<p class="pnext">Feo’s handsome present to Lola reacted most favorably +upon Mrs. Rumbold and came at a moment in +that poor woman’s existence when cash was scarce and +credit nil. Optimism also had been running a little +low. But for this divine gift how many more suicides +there would be every year.</p> +<p class="pnext">Mrs. Rumbold was sitting in her workroom in the +front of the house, waiting, like Sister Ann, for some +one to turn up, when Lola’s taxi stopped at the door, +and with a thrill of hope she saw the driver haul out +a large dress case on which the initials F. F. were +painted. This was followed by Lola, an hour early +for her appointment with Lady Cheyne, and they were +both met at the top step by the woman who saw +manna.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well,” she cried, shabby and thin, with wisps of +unruly hair. “You’re a sight for sore eyes, I will +say. I knew I was in for a bitter luck to-day. I read +it in the bottom of me cup. Come in, miss, and let’s +have a look at what you’ve brought me.”</p> +<p class="pnext">The case was deposited in the middle of the room +in which half a dozen headless and legless trunks +mounted on a sort of cage were ranged along one wall, +out of work and gloomy. Because the driver had been +batman to a blood in the 21st Lancers, the case was +duly unfastened by him,—a courtesy totally unexpected +and acknowledged by Mrs. Rumbold in astonished +English.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Thank you very much,” said Lola, with a rewarding +smile. “It’s very kind of you.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Honored and delighted,” was the reply, added to +by a full-dress parade salute with the most wonderful +waggle before it finally reached the ear and was cut +away.—And that meant sixpence extra. So every +one was pleased.</p> +<p class="pnext">And when Mrs. Rumbold, with expert fingers, drew +out one frock after another, all of them nearly new +and bearing the name of a dressmaker who hung to +the edge of society by a hyphen, exclamation followed +upon exclamation.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Gorblime,” she cried out. “Where in the world +did you get ’em? I never see anything like it. It’s a +trousseau.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola laughed and said, “Not this time.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And Mrs. Rumbold started again, putting Feo’s +astonishing garments through a more detailed inspection. +“Eccentric, of course,” she said. “But, my +word, what material, and look at these ’ere linings. +Pre-war stuff, my dear. Who’s your friend?”</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola told her. Why shouldn’t she? And extolled +Lady Feo’s generosity, in which Mrs. Rumbold +heartily concurred. “I know what you want,” she +said. “What I did to the last one. Let ’em down at +the bottom and put a bit of somethin’ on the top. +That’s it, isn’t it?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes,” said Lola. “That’s it. As quickly as +you can, Mrs. Rumbold, especially with the day +frocks.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Going away on a visit, dearie?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“No—yes,” said Lola. “I don’t know—but, like +you, I live a good deal on hope.”</p> +<p class="pnext">The woman made a wry face. “Umm,” she said. +“You can get awful scraggy on that diet. Keeps yer +girlish, I tell yer.” And then she looked up into Lola’s +face. It was such a kind face, with so sympathetic +a mouth, that she had no hesitation in letting down +her professional fourth wall. “I’d be thankful if you +could let me have a bit on account, miss,” she added, +with rather pathetic whimsicality. “Without any +bloomin’ eyewash, not even Sherlock Holmes could +find as much as a bob in this house, and I have a bill +at the draper’s to be met before I can sail in and give +’em perciflage.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Nothing easier,” said Lola, who had come armed +to meet this very request, having imagination. And +out came her little purse and from it five nice pristine +one-pound notes which she had most carefully hoarded +up out of her wages.</p> +<p class="pnext">And then for an hour and more Lola transferred +herself, taking her time, from frock to frock, while +Mrs. Rumbold did those intricate things with pins and +a pair of scissors which only long practice can +achieve. But Lady Cheyne failed to appear. Had she +forgotten? Had some one steered her off? Ten minutes, +fifteen minutes, twenty minutes, thirty minutes. +Lola’s heart began to sink into her shoes. But just +as she was about to lose hope, there was a loud +and haughty ring at the bell which sent Mrs. Rumbold +helter-skelter to the window, through which she +peered eagerly. “Well, upon my word,” she cried in +a hoarse whisper. “If you ain’t a bloomin’ mascot. +It’s Lady Cheyne who used to be one of my best customers, +and I haven’t seen ’er for a year.” And she +ran out excitedly and opened the door and hoped her +neighbors would be duly impressed by the rather +dilapidated Mercedes which was drawn up in front of +the house.</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a burst of welcome, and then Lady +Cheyne entered the workroom much in the same way +as a broad-beamed cargo-boat floats into harbor. And +then followed another surprise for Mrs. Rumbold, +who was in for a day of surprises, it appeared. +“Well, you dear thing, here you are. Punctual to the +minute, as I always am. How are you, and where +have you been, and why haven’t you run in to see me, +and how sweet you look.” And the kind and exuberant +little lady, whose amazing body seemed to require +more than one dressmaker to cover it up, drew Lola +warmly to her side and kissed her. It is true that she +had forgotten her name again. She saw so many people +so often who had such weird and unpronounceable +names that she never even made an effort to remember +any of them. But that golden head and those wide-apart +eyes reminded her of the conversation over the +telephone, brought back that evening at her house and +linked them with the tall figure of the one-armed soldier,—her +dear friend Peter something, so good looking, +<em>such</em> a darling, but <em>so</em> unkind, never coming near +her. “Extraordinary enough, I was thinking of you +only a few nights ago. I was dining at the Savoy and +the little crowd who were with me spoke of you. +They had been with me the night I met you there and +were <em>so</em> interested. One of the men said that if I could +find you and take you to his concert he would try and +draw your lips to his with the power of his art. He +often says things like that. But he’s only an artist, so +it doesn’t matter. Mrs. Rumstick, I want you to find +something to do in the next room until I call you. No, +leave my things alone. I’ll explain what has to be +done to them in my own good time. That’s right.—We’re +alone, my dear. Now tell me all about it.” +She sat on a chair that had the right to groan and +caught hold of Lola’s hand.</p> +<p class="pnext">“It’s love,” said Lola.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Ah!”</p> +<p class="pnext">“It’s love and adoration and long-deferred hope.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, my dear, how you excite me!”</p> +<p class="pnext">“And it can’t come right without you.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Me! Good gracious, but what can I do?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola leaned closer. The pathetic farcicality of the +dear old lady’s wreaths and becks left the seriousness +of all this untouched. She clasped the dimpled hand +in both her own and set her will to work. “Bring us +together,” she whispered, setting fire to romance, so +that Lady Cheyne bobbed up and down. “Help us to +meet where no one can see, quickly, quickly. The +world is getting old.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well, there’s the library at Number One Hundred! +No one has ever been in there except me since +Willy passed away. You can come there any time +you like and not a soul will see you. And he, if he +doesn’t mind his trousers, can climb over the back +wall, so that he shan’t be seen going into the house. +I wouldn’t do it for any one but you, my dear. That +room has dear memories for me.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Kind and sweet,—but what was the use? It must +be Chilton, Chilton, or nothing at all. And so Lola +kissed her gratitude upon the hot, rouged cheek, but +shook her head and sighed. (Go on, de Brézé, go on.)</p> +<p class="pnext">“He wouldn’t dare,” she said. “Nowhere in town; +it’s far too dangerous. The least whisper, the merest +hint of gossip——”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lady Cheyne wobbled at the thought. There was +more in this than met the eye,—a Great Romance, +love in High Places. How wonderful to be in, perhaps, +on History. “But at night,” she said. “Late, +when every one’s in bed. I assure you that after +twelve One Hundred might be in the country.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Ah,” said Lola, “the country. Isn’t there some +place in the country, high up near the sky, with woods +behind it where we can meet and speak——”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Whitecross!” cried Lady Cheyne, brilliantly inspired. +“Made for love and kisses, if ever there was +a place. How dull of me only just to have thought of +that.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Whitecross? What is that?” How eager the +tone, how tremulous the voice.</p> +<p class="pnext">“My darling nest on the Chilterns, where I’m so +seldom able to live. If only I could get away,—but +I’m tied to town.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Next Friday, perhaps,—that’s the last, the very +last——”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well, then, it must be Friday. I can’t resist this +thing, my dear, so I’ll tell you what I’ll do. I’ll leave +on Thursday. It will give a new bevy of my protégés +a little rest and a quiet time for practise. And you can +come down on Friday.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“You darling!” (Good for you, de Brézé. Very +well done, indeed.)</p> +<p class="pnext">“Now get a pencil and a piece of paper and write +everything down. The station is Princes Risborough.” +(As if Lola didn’t know that!) “You go +from Paddington and you catch the two-twenty arriving +there just before four. I can’t send a car to +meet you, because my poor old ten-year-old outside +would drop to pieces going up to Whitecross. So you +must take a station cab and be driven up in time for +tea, and you will find one Russian, one Pole, two +Austrians, one Dane and a dear friend of mine with a +voice like velvet who was a Checko-Slovak during the +War and German before and after. A very nice lot, +full of talent. I don’t know where they’re all going +to sleep and I’m sure they don’t care, so what’s it +matter? They’ll give us music from morning to night +and all sorts of fun in between. Killing two birds +with one stone, eh?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Was it the end of the rainbow at last? “Oh, dear +Lady Cheyne, what can I say?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Nothing more, now, you dear little wide-eyed +celandine; wait till we meet again. Run away and +leave me to Mrs. Rumigig. It’s a case of old frocks +on to new linings. Income tax drives us even to that. +But I’m very glad, oh, so very glad you came to me, +my dear!”</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola threw her arms round the collector of +stray dogs and poured out her thanks, with tears. +One rung nearer, two rungs nearer.—And in the next +room, having heroically overcome an almost conquering +desire to put her ear to the keyhole, stood Mrs. +Rumbold, still suffering from the second of her surprises.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Do your best to let me have two day frocks and +an evening frock,” said Lola. “And I will come for +them sometime Friday early. Don’t fail me, will you, +Mrs. Rumbold? You can’t think and I couldn’t possibly +explain to you how important it is.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well, I should say not. I should think it is important, +indeed! Little Lola Breezy’s doing herself +well these days, staying with the nobility and gentry +and all.”</p> +<p class="pnext">The woman was amazed to the extent of indiscretion. +How did a lady’s maid, daughter of the +Breezys of Queen’s Road, Bayswater, perform such a +miracle? They were certainly topsy-turvy times, +these.</p> +<p class="pnext">And then Lola turned quickly and caught Mrs. Rumbold’s +arm. “You are on your honor to say nothing +about me to Lady Cheyne, remember, and if, by any +chance, you mention my name, bear in mind that it is +Madame de Brézé. You understand?”</p> +<p class="pnext">There was a moment’s hesitation followed by a little +gasp and a bow. “I quite understand, Modum, +and I thank you for your custom.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But before Mrs. Rumbold returned to her workroom, +in which the trunks looked more perky now, +she remained where she stood for a moment and rolled +her eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well,” she asked herself, “did you <em>ever</em>? Modum +de Brézé!—And she looks it too, and speaks it. +My word, them orders! Blowed if the modern girl +don’t cop the current bun. It isn’t for me to say anything, +but for the sake of that nice little woman in +the watchmaker’s shop, I hope it’s all right. That’s +all.—And now, your ladyship, what can I have the +pleasure of doing for you, if you please? And thank +you for comin’, I’m sure. Times is that dull——”</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id35"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">VII</h3> +<p class="pfirst">When Lola went into Feo’s room that evening it +was with the intention of asking for her first holiday. +It was a large order; she knew that, because her mistress +had made innumerable engagements for the +week. But this was to be another and most important +rung in that ladder, which, if not achieved, rendered +useless the others that she had climbed.</p> +<p class="pnext">She was overjoyed to find Feo in an excellent mood. +Things had been going well. The world had been full +of amusement and a new man had turned up, a pucca +man this time, discovered at the Winchfields’, constant +in his attentions ever since. He owned a string of +race horses and trained them at Dan Thirlwall’s old +place behind Worthing, which made him all the more +interesting. Feo adored the excitement of racing. +And so it was easy for Lola to approach her subject +and she did so at the moment when she had her ladyship +in her power, the curling irons steaming. “If +you please, my lady,” she said, in a perfectly even +voice and with her eyes on the black bobbed hair, +“would it be quite convenient for you if I had a week +off from Thursday?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“But what the devil does that matter?” said Feo. +“If I don’t give you a week off, I suppose you’ll take +it.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola’s lips curled into a smile. It was impossible to +resist this woman and her peculiar way of putting +things. “But I think you know me better than that,” +she said, twining that thick wiry hair round the tongs +as an Italian twines spaghetti round a fork.</p> +<p class="pnext">“What makes you think so? I don’t know you. +I haven’t the remotest idea what you’re like. You +never tell me anything. Ever since you’ve been with +me you’ve never let me see under your skin once. I +don’t even believe that you’re Breezy’s niece. I’ve +only her word for it. After Sunday morning’s exhibition, +I’m quite inclined to believe that you <em>are</em> +Madame de Brézé masquerading as a lady’s maid. If +the War was still going on, I might think that you +were a spy. A great idea for you to get into this house +and pinch the papers of a Cabinet Minister. Yes, of +course you can have a week off. What are you going +to do? Get married, after all?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola shook her head and the curl went away from +her lips. “I want to go down to the country for a +little rest,” she said.</p> +<p class="pnext">Something in the tone of Lola’s voice caught Feo’s +ears. She looked sharply at her reflection in the glass +and saw that the little face which had captured her +fancy and become so familiar had suddenly taken on +an expression of so deep a yearning as to make it almost +unrecognizable. The wide-apart eyes burned +with emotion, the red lips and those sensitive nostrils +denoted a pent-up excitement that was startling. +What was it that this strange, secretive child had made +up her mind to do—to commit—to lose? “There is +love at the bottom of this,” she said.</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola replied, “Yes, my lady,” simply and with +a sort of pride. And then took hold of herself, tight. +If there had been any one person in all the world to +whom she could have poured out her little queer story +of all-absorbing love and desire to serve and comfort +and inspire and entertain and rejuvenate—— But +there wasn’t one—and it was Mr. Fallaray’s wife who +fished to know her secret. Was it one of the ordinary +coincidences which had brought, them together—meaningless +and accidental—or one of those studied +ironies which fate, in its mischievous mood, indulges +in so frequently?</p> +<p class="pnext">“It wouldn’t have been any good to deny it. It’s +all over you like a label. It’s an infernal nuisance, +Lola, but I’ll try and get on without you. If you’re +not going to get married, watch your step, as the +Americans say. I don’t give you this tip on moral +grounds but from the worldly point of view. You +have your living to make and there’s Breezy to think +about and your people.”</p> +<p class="pnext">She put her hand up and grasped the one in which +Lola held the tongs, and drew her round. Strangely +enough, this contradictory creature was moved. +Whether it was because she saw in Lola’s eyes something +which no one had been able to bring into her +own, who can say? “It’s a married man,” she told +herself, “or it’s Chalfont who isn’t thinking of marriage.” +“Go easy, my dear,” she added aloud. “Believe +only half you hear and get that verified. Men +are the most frightful liars. Almost as bad as women. +And they have a most convenient knack of forgetting.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And then she released the girl so that she might resume +her job, as time was short, and she was dining +rather early with the new man at Ranelegh where +“Twelfth Night” was to be acted as a pastoral by +Bernard Fagan’s players. All the same, her mind +dwelt not so much with curiosity as with concern upon +Lola’s leave of absence, because she liked the girl and +had found her very loyal, consistently cheery and always +ready to hand.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Let me see,” she said, with an uncharacteristic +touch of womanliness that must have been brought out +by the flaming feminism of Lola. “Among the frocks +that I hurled at you on Sunday there’s pretty certain +to be something that you can wear. Help yourself to +anything else that you need. You must look nice. I +insist on that. And you’ll also want something to put +these things in. Tucked away somewhere there are +one or two dress cases without my initials. They’ve +come in useful on other occasions. Rout them out. I +can’t think of anything else, but probably you will.” +And she waved her hand with those long thin capable +fingers, as much as to say, “Don’t thank me. You’d +do the same for me if I were in your shoes.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But Lola did thank her and wound up an incoherent +burst by saying, “You’re the most generous woman +I’ve ever imagined.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, well, I have my moments,” replied Feo, who +liked it all the same. “Y’see, ‘The Colonel’s lady and +Judy O’Grady are sisters under the skin.’” She +was very generous and very much interested and if +the truth were to be told a little worried too. For all +her coolness at the Carlton, Lola seemed to her to be +so young and so obviously virginal,—just the sort of +girl who would make a great sacrifice, taking to it a +pent-up ecstasy for which she might be asked to pay a +pretty heavy price. And it was such a mistake to pay, +according to Feo’s creed.</p> +<p class="pnext">Finally, dressed and scented and wearing a pair of +oddly shaped lapis earrings, she stood in front of a +pier glass for a moment or two, looking herself over, +finding under her eyes for the first time one or two +disconcerting lines. What was she? Ten years older +than this girl whose face was like an unplucked flower? +Ten years certainly,—all packed with incidents, not +one of which had been touched by ecstasy.</p> +<p class="pnext">When she turned away it was with a short quick +sigh. “Damn,” she said, off on one of her sudden +tangents. “I can see myself developing into one of +those women who join the Salvation Army because +they’ve lost their looks, or get out of the limelight to +read bitter verses about dead sea fruit, if I’m not +precious careful.” And her mind turned back to the +hour with Ellingham in that foolish futuristic room +of hers and the way in which he had paced up and +down, inarticulate, hands in pockets, and eventually +been glad to go. Glad to go,—think of it.—Never +mind, here was the man with the race horses. He +might be a little medieval, perhaps. And on her way +out she put her hand under Lola’s chin and tilted up +her face. “Mf,” she said, “you <em>have</em> got it, badly, +haven’t you?”</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola replied, “Yes, my lady,” and felt as +though she had never left Queen’s Road, Bayswater.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well, good luck.” And Feo was gone.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id36"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">VIII</h3> +<p class="pfirst">So once again Lola stepped out on to the platform +of Princes Risborough station to wait while a sulky +porter, thoroughly trades-union in all his movements, +made up his mind to carry Feo’s two cases out to a +cab. He first of all read the name on the labels, pronouncing +Brézé to himself as it was known to Queen’s +Road, Bayswater. Then, with great deliberation and +condescension, having placed a new quid in his mouth, +he tilted them on to the barrow and wheeled them +along the platform to the station yard, followed by +Lola. “Want a cab?” he asked. To which Lola replied, +“I don’t think I’m quite strong enough to carry +them myself.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And he gave her a quick look. “Cheeky,” he +thought. “Knows enough English fer that, all right.” +Whereupon he chi-iked the cab driver who was asleep +on his box and yelled out, “Don’t yer want ter occupy +yerself once in a way? Sittin’ up there orl day, doin’ +nothin’! Do yer good to ’ave my job fer a bit. Come +on darn. Give a hand with these ’ere. What d’yer +think I’m paid fer?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola opened the door of the rickety and rather +smelly cab for herself. Neither of the men had +thought of that. And then she handed the porter a +shilling and looked him straight in the face with her +most winning smile. “It doesn’t reward you for +your great politeness,” she said. “But these are hard +times.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And as the cab drove slowly off, the porter spat upon +the coin. What did he care for snubs? He was as +good as anybody else and a damned sight better, he +was, with his labor union and all. Politeness! Heh!—Missionaries +have introduced the gin bottle to the +native and completely undermined his sense of primitive +honor while trades unions have injected the virus +of discontent into the blood of the English workman +and made him a savage.</p> +<p class="pnext">And so once more the white cross seen above the +village; once more the Tillage with its chapels and other +public houses,—warm old buildings as yet untouched +by the hand of progress, which generally means a cheap +shop-front and goods made in Germany; once more +the road leading up to the Chiltons, with the shadows +of old trees cast across. Chilton Park was passed +on the right, with its high wall, time-worn, behind +which Fallaray might even then be walking among his +gardens. And presently the cab turned in to the driveway +of what had once been a farmhouse, to which, by +an architect who was an artist and not a builder, wings +had been added. The long uneven roof was thatched, +the walls all creeper covered, the windows diamond +paned, the door low, wide and welcoming. A smooth +lawn was dignified with old oaks and beeches and +ablaze with numerous beds of sweet Williams and +pansies and all the rustic flowers. A charming little +place, rather perhaps self-consciously pretty, like a set +on the stage. But oh, how delightful after Queen’s +Road, Bayswater, and the labyrinths of similitude.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lady Cheyne was followed to the door by all her +guests and for a moment Lola thought that she had +stumbled on a place crowded with European refugees. +A more eccentric collection of human various she had +never seen, even during that epoch-making evening at +Kensington Gore.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Here you are, then, looking just as if you had +stepped out of one of the pictures in the boudoir of the +Duchess de Nantes.” Lola received a hearty kiss on +both cheeks, and her hostess took the opportunity, +while so close, of asking an important question in a +whisper. “Your name, my dear. I’m too sorry, but +really my capacity for remembering names has gone +all loose like a piece of dead elastic.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola laughed and told her, and then followed her +introduction to the little group of hairy children who +were all waiting on tenterhooks for a chance to act. +It was a comical introduction, because by the time +Lady Cheyne had said “Lola de Brézé” she had forgotten +the names of all her other guests. And so, with +a gurgle of laughter, she pointed to each one in turn,—and +they stepped forward and spoke; first the +women, “Anna Stezzel,” a bow and a flash of teeth, +“Regina Spatz,” a bow and a gracious smile, and then +the men, “Salo Impf,” “Valdemar Varvascho,” +“Simon Zalouhou,” “Max Wachevsky,” “Willy +Pouff,” fired in bass, baritone and tenor and accompanied +by a kiss upon the little outstretched hand. It +was all Lola could do to stop herself from peals of +laughter.</p> +<p class="pnext">Zalouhou, the violinist, was one of the biggest men +Lola had ever seen. He stood six foot six in a pair +of dilapidated boots and possessed a completely unathletic +figure with hips like a woman, large soft hands +with long loose fingers and a splendid leonine head +with a mass of black hair streaked with white. He +towered over the other little people like a modern +Gulliver. His face was clean-shaven, with fine features +and a noble forehead and a pair of eyes which +had never failed to do more to attract crowded matinées +of his country women in the old days than the +beauty of his playing and the mastery of his technique. +He had only just arrived in London, penniless, and in +a suit of clothes in which he had slept on many waysides. +He had fought for his country and against his +country, never knowing why and never wanting to +fight, and all the while he had clung desperately to his +violin which he had played to ragamuffin troops in +order to be supplied with an extra hunk of bread and a +drink of coffee. The story of his five or six years of +mental and physical chaos, every moment of which +was abhorrent to his gentle spirit, was stamped deeply +upon his face.</p> +<p class="pnext">Even as Lola was being escorted upstairs to her +room by a thrilled country maid, there was a crash +upon the piano in the hall and an outburst of song. +What that little house thought of all those extraordinary +people who could not keep quiet under any circumstance +would have filled a book. The ghosts of +former residents, farming people, must have stood +about in horror and surprise. And yet, as Lady Cheyne +well knew, they were all simple souls ready to go into +ecstasies at the sight of a daisy and imbued with genuine +loyalty towards each other.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lady Cheyne followed Lola up. She arrived in the +tiny bedroom, whose ceiling sloped down to two small +windows, breathless and laughing. “You can’t swing +a cat in here,” she said. “But, after all, who ever does +swing a cat? I hope you’ll be comfortable and I know +you’ll be amused. I just want to tell you one thing, +my dear. You are at perfect liberty to do whatever +you like, to wander away out of range of the piano, +with or without any of my dear delightful babies, or +stay and listen to them and watch the fun. Until sleep +overcomes them they will sing and play and applaud +and have the time of their lives,—which is exactly +what I’ve brought them here to do, poor things. All +the men will fall in love with you, of course. But +you’re perfectly used to that, aren’t you? You’ll look +like a miniature among oleographs, but the change will +do you good and show you another side of life. One +thing I can guarantee. You won’t be disturbed in the +morning before eleven o’clock. No one thinks of getting +up until then. I’m particularly anxious for you +to like Zalouhou. I predict that he will have an extraordinary +success in London when he makes his appearance +next week at Queen’s Hall. Did you ever see +such a man? If I know anything about it at all, +women will rush forward to the platform to kiss his +feet,—not because he plays the violin like Kreisler +but because of those magnetic eyes. Success in every +walk of life is due entirely to eyes. You know that, +my dear. And as to the Great Affair, I will ask no +questions, see nothing and hear nothing, but rejoice +in believing that I am being of use. It is exactly right, +isn’t it, golden head? Ah, me, those dear dead days. +Now come and have some tea and taste my strawberries. +They’re wonderful this year.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But before going down—and how kind everybody +was—Lola stood at one of her windows from which +she could see a corner of Chilton Park, and her heart +went out to Fallaray like a white dove. It was in the +air, in the cloudless sky, in the birds’ songs, in the +rustle of the leaves, in the beauty and glory of the +flowers that her time had come at last, that all her +work and training were to be put to the supreme test. +Success would mean the little gold cage of which she +had heard again in her dream but which would be the +merest lead without love. Failure——</p> +<p class="pnext">Her appearance eventually in the hall, a long, many-windowed +room, with great bowls of cut flowers on +gate-legged tables and old dressers, was celebrated by +Salo Impf with an improvisation on the piano that was +filled with spring and received with noisy approval. +Imbued with a certain amount of crude tact, the men +of the party did nothing more than pay tribute to Lola +with their eyes while they surrounded Lady Cheyne +as though she were a queen, as indeed she was, having +it in her power not only to provide them with bed and +board but to bring them out and give them a chance +in a country always ready to support talent. It was a +funny sight to see this amazingly fat, kind woman +pouring tea at a tiny table into tiny cups surrounded +by people who seemed to be perpetually hungry, but +who sang even while they ate, and laughed and jabbered +in between.</p> +<p class="pnext">“What would Simpkins say if he could see me +here?” thought Lola. “And Mother and Ernest and +Sir Peter Chalfont—and Lady Feo?”</p> +<p class="pnext">But she felt happy and in a way comforted among +these people. Like her, they were all struggling towards +a goal, all striving after something for which +they had served their apprenticeship. Not one of them +had yet successfully emerged and they were living +on what Mrs. Rumbold called, “the scraggy diet of +hope.” It did her good to be among them at that moment, +to hear their discussions in amazingly broken +English of a début in London, to be aware of the extraordinary +encouragement which they gave to each +other, without jealousy,—which was so rare. She +found herself listening enthralled to the arias sung by +Anna Stezzel, and the Grieg songs which were so perfectly +played by Impf. But it was when Zalouhou +stood up with his violin and played some of the wistful +folk songs of his country that she sat with her +hands clasped together, leaning forward and moved to +a deep emotion. Hunger, the daily wrestle with surly +earth, illness, the subjection to a crushing autocracy, +and beneath it self-preservation,—they were all in +these sad, fierce songs, which sometimes burst into +passionate resentment and at others laughed a little and +jogged along. What a story they told,—so much +rougher and so much sterner than her own. They +gave her courage to go forward but they left her uncertain +as to what was to be her next step.</p> +<p class="pnext">When Zalouhou played, it was with his eyes on +Lola. Her sympathy and understanding drew out his +most delicate and imaginative skill and gave him inspiration; +and when he had finished and laid aside his +violin, he went to the sofa on which she was sitting +and crouched hugely at her feet, and said something +softly in his own tongue. He spoke no English, but +she could guess his meaning because in his eyes there +was the look with which she was familiar in the eyes +of Treadwell, Simpkins and Chalfont. And she said +to herself, “As there is something in me that stirs the +hearts of men, give me the chance, O God, to let it +be felt by the only man I shall ever love and who is +all alone on earth!” And while the room rang with +music, she went forward in spirit to the gate in the +wall of Chilton Park, which she had seen from her +window, opened it and went inside to look for Fallaray. +The intuition which had been upon her so long +that she might touch the heart of Fallaray in Chilton +Park was strong upon her then, once more.</p> +<p class="pnext">But she had to wait until after dinner before her +opportunity came to slip away, and this she did when +her fellow-workers had returned to the hall, drawn +back to the piano as by a magnet. And then she escaped, +in Feo’s silver frock, stole into the placid garden +which was filled with the aroma of sweet peas +and June roses, went down to the gate in the high +wall, and stood there, trembling.</p> +<p class="pnext">(Go on, de Brézé, go on!)</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id37"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">IX</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Except for the servants, Fallaray was alone in his +house.</p> +<p class="pnext">He had slept late that morning, put newspapers +aside, and allowed the telephone to ring unanswered. +He was determined, at least for a few days, to cut +himself off from London and especially from the new +and futile turn that was taking place in politics. It +didn’t seem to him to matter that, because his chief +had boxed the political compass again and, like Gladstone, +talked with furious earnestness on both sides of +every question only to leave anger and stultification +at every step, the papers were making a dead set at +him, holding him up to ridicule and abuse and working +with vitriolic energy against his government at every +bi-election. If this man were dragged at last from +the seat that he had won by a trick and held by trickery, +another of the same kidney and possibly worse +principles would be put into his place to build up another +and a similar rampart about himself with bribes +and honors. It was the system. Nothing could prevent +it. Professional politicians had England by the +throat and they were backed by underground money +and supported by politically owned newspapers. What +use to struggle against such odds? He wanted to forget +Ireland for a little while, if it were possible to forget +Ireland even for so short a space of time as his +holiday would last. He wanted to put out of his mind, +the horrible mess in Silesia which was straining the +<em>entente cordiale</em> to the breaking point, and the bungling +over the coal strike, and so he had been wandering +among his rose gardens, hatless, with the breeze in +his hair, and the scent of new-mown hay in his nostrils, +listening to the piping of the thrush, to the passionate +songs of larks, and watching bees busy themselves +from flower to flower with a one-eyed industry and +honesty which he did not meet in men.</p> +<p class="pnext">He had lunched out on the terrace and looked down +with a great refreshment upon the sweeping valley of +Aylesbury, peaceful beneath the sun. He had slept +again in the afternoon, out of doors, lulled by the +orchestra of birds, and had then gone forth to walk +behind those high walls into the forest of beech trees, +the dead red leaves of innumerable summers at their +roots, and to listen to the tramping feet of the ghosts +of Roman armies whose triumphs had left no deeper +mark on history than the feet of sea gulls on the sands. +And as his brain became quiet and the load of political +troubles fell from his shoulders, he began to imagine +that he was a free man once more, and a young man, +and the old aspirations of adolescence returned to him +like the echo of a dream,—to love, to laugh, to build +a nest, to wander hand in hand with some sweet thing +who trusted him and was wholly his. O God, how +good. That was life. That was truth. That was +nature.</p> +<p class="pnext">And when, after dinner, he strolled out once more +to look at the sky patterned with stars, dominated by +a moon in its cold elusive prime, he was no longer the +London Fallaray, round-shouldered, anxious, overworked, +immeshed like an impotent fly in the web of +the bad old spiders. His chin was up, his shoulders +back, a smile upon his lips. That gorgeous air filled +his lungs and not even from the highest point of +vantage could there be seen one glimpse of the little +light burning in the tower of the House of Commons. +He was nearer heaven than he had been for a very long +time. Exquisite lines from the great poets floated +through his mind and somewhere near a nightingale +poured out a love song to its mate.</p> +<p class="pnext">And when presently he took a stand on that corner +of the terrace which overlooked the Italian garden, it +seemed to him that the magic of the moonlight had +stirred some of the stone figures to life. The arm of +Cupid seemed to bend and send an arrow into the air +and where it fell he saw a shimmer of silver and heard +the rustle of silk. And he saw and heard it again and +laughed a little at the pranks which imagination +played, especially on such a night. And not believing +his eyes or his ears, he saw this silver thing move +again and come slowly up along the avenue of yews +like a living star; and he watched it a little breathlessly +and saw that it was a woman, a girl, timid, like +a trespasser, but still coming on and on with her head +up, and the moonlight in her hair,—golden hair +wound round her head like an aureole. And when at +last, born as it seemed of moonlight and poetry, she +came to the edge of the terrace and stopped, he bent +down with the blood tingling in his veins, hardly believing +that she was there, still under the impression +that he had brought her to that spot out of his never +realized longing and desire, and saw that she was not +a dream of adolescence but a little live thing with +wide-apart eyes and red lips parted and the white halo +of youth about her head.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="x"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">X</h3> +<p class="pfirst">A bat blundered in between them and broke the +spell.</p> +<p class="pnext">And Fallaray climbed over the parapet and dropped +on his feet at Lola’s side. All that day, as indeed, +briefly, in the House, at his desk, at night in dreams, +ever since the introduction at the Savoy, the eyes of +that girl and the thrill of her hand had come back to +him like a song, to stir, like the urge of spring. And +here, suddenly, she stood, moonlit, but very real, in +answer to his subconscious call.</p> +<p class="pnext">“This is wonderful,” he said, blurting out the truth +like a naïve boy. “I’ve been thinking of you all day. +How did you get here?”</p> +<p class="pnext">His eager clasp sent a rush of blood through Lola’s +body. His alone among men’s, as she had always +known, was the answering touch. “I’m staying with +Lady Cheyne,” she said. “I saw the gate in the wall +and it wasn’t locked and I tiptoed in.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“You knew that I was here?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes, and I came to find you.” She blurted out the +truth like an unsophisticated girl.</p> +<p class="pnext">Was it moonlight, the magic of the night, the throbbing +song of the nightingale that made him seem as +young as she?—No. What then? And as he looked +into the eyes of that girl and caught his breath at her +disturbing femininity and disordering sense of sex and +the sublime unself-consciousness of a child, without +challenge and without coquetry, he knew that it was +something to be summed up by the words “the rustle +of silk,” which epitomized beauty and softness and +scent, laughter, filmy things and love. And he thanked +his gods that not even Feo and the wear and tear of +politics had left him out of youth.</p> +<p class="pnext">And he thanked her for coming to break his loneliness +and led her through the sleeping flowers, and +those figures which had died again since life had come +amongst them, to the arbor made of yews where he +had slept that afternoon. And there, high above the +sweeping valley among whose villages little lights +were blinking like far-off fireflies, they sat and talked +and talked, at first like boy and girl, meeting after +separation, telling everything but nothing, shirking the +truth to save it for a time, and then, presently, with no +lights left below and all the earth asleep, like man and +woman, reading the truth in eyes that made no effort +to disguise it; telling the truth, in broken words; +learning the truth from heart that beat to heart until +the moon had done her duty and stars had faded out +and up over the ridge of hills, reluctantly, a new day +came.</p> +</div> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="part-vii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id60">PART VII</a></h2> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id38"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">I</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Fallaray was to meet Lola at the gate in the wall +at four o’clock. He wanted to show her how the vale +looked in the light of the afternoon sun. But it was a +long time to wait because, instead of going to bed after +he had taken Lola to Lady Cheyne’s cottage at the +moment when a line in the sky behind it had been +rubbed by a great white thumb, he had walked up and +down the terrace and watched the dawn push the night +away and break upon him with a message of freedom.</p> +<p class="pnext">He paced up and down while the soft blur of the +valley came out into the clear detail of corn fields, rolling +acres of grass, sheep dotted, a long white ribbon +of road twisting among villages, each one marked by +the delicate spire of an old church, spinneys of young +trees and clumps of old ones, gnarled and twisted and +sometimes lonely, standing like the sentinels that receive +“the secret whispers of each other’s watch.”</p> +<p class="pnext">He stood up to the new day honestly and without +shame. Like a man who suddenly breaks away from +a Brotherhood with whose creeds he has found himself +no longer in sympathy, he rejoiced in his release. Lola +had come to him at the moment when he was lying on +his oars at the entrance to a backwater. He had been +in the main river too long, pulling his arms out against +the stream. He was tired. It was utterly beyond argument +that he had failed. He had nothing in him +of the stuff that goes to the making of a pushing +politician. He detested and despised the whole unholy +game of politics. In addition, he had come to the +dangerous age in the life of a man, especially the +ascetic man. He was forty. He had never allowed +himself to listen to the rustle of silk. He had kept +his eyes doggedly on what he had conceived to be his +job, wifeless. And when Lola came, the magnet of +her sex drew him not only without a struggle but with +an insatiable hunger into the side of life against which +Feo had slammed the door, leaving him stultified and +disgusted. He had welcomed in this girl what he now +regarded as the unmet spirit of his adolescence, and he +fell to her as only such a man can fall. The fact that +she loved him and had told him of her love with the +astounding simplicity of a child gave the whole thing a +beauty, a depth and permanence that made him regard +the future with wonder and delight, though not yet +with any definite plan. At present this <em>volte face</em> was +too astonishing, too new in its happening, to be dissected +and balanced up. For a few days at least he +wanted irresponsibility, for a change. He wanted, +like a man wrecked on the shore of Eden, to explore +into beauty and dally, unseen, with love. The time +was not yet for a decision as to which way he would +go, when, as was certain, some one would discover the +wreckage and send out a rescue party. He had promised +himself a holiday and all the more now he would insist +upon its enjoyment. Whether at the end of it he +would refuse ever to go back into the main stream, or +go back and take Lola with him, were questions that +he was not yet formulating in his mind. But as to +one thing he was certain, even then. Lola was his; she +had brought back his youth like a miracle, and he +would never let her out of his sight.</p> +<p class="pnext">He breakfasted in his library, ignoring the papers. +Their daily story of chaos made more chaotic by the +lamentable blundering of fools and knaves, seemed to +deal with a world out of which he had dropped, hanging +to a parachute. He went smiling through the +morning, watching the clock with an impatience that +was itself a pleasure. He felt the strange exhilaration +of having lived his future with all his past to spend, +of returning as a student to a school in which he had +performed the duties of a Master. And there were +times when he drew up short and sent out a great boyish +laugh that echoed through his house, at the paradox +of it all. And once, but only once, he stood outside +himself and saw that he was placing his usefulness +upon the altar of passion. And before he leaped back +into his skin and while yet he retained his sanity and +cold logic, he saw that he loved Lola for her golden +hair and wide-apart eyes, her red lips and tingling +hand, her young sweet body,—but not her soul, not +the intangible thing in a woman that keeps a man’s love +when passion passes. But to this he said, “I am +young again. I have the need and the right. When +I have had time to find her soul, she shall have my +quiet love.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And finally, at three o’clock, with an hour still to +drive away, he went down to the gate in the wall, +eager and insatiable to wait for the rustle of silk.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id39"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">II</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Lady Cheyne had encouraged her flock to lateness in +order that she might lock the door after Lola had come +back. She was terrified of burglars, and although she +had sold most of her pearls and diamonds to help her +various protégés over rainy days, she shuddered at the +thought of being disclosed by a flash light to a probably +unshaven man. Nothing could shake her from +her belief that a man who could go bearded after five +o’clock in the afternoon must be a criminal,—and this +in spite of the fact that she had lived among artists for +years. But she was a woman who cultivated irrational +idiosyncrasies as other women collect old fans +or ancient snuffboxes. She would never live in a flat, +for instance, because if she passed away in one it would +be so dreadfully humiliating to be taken down to the +street in a lift, head first.</p> +<p class="pnext">Becoming irritable from want of sleep, she had kept +everybody up until two in the morning, by which hour +even Salo had ceased from Impfing and Willy could +Pouff no more. Zalouhou, who was as natural as a +dog, had yawned hugely. And then, sending her +party up to bed, she had proved the sublimity of her +kindness by doing something that she had never done +before. She had left a lamp burning in the hall and +the front door wide open.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was four o’clock when, a very light sleeper, she +woke at the sound of creaking stairs and went out, +giving Lola time to arrive at her room, to peer over +the banisters to see that the lamp was out and the +front door closed. Then, returning to bed, she lay in +great rotundity and with a wistful smile, to think back +to the days when she had been as young and slim as +Lola and just as much in love.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was not until after breakfast, at which Lola did +not appear, that she became aware of a curiosity that +was like the bite of a mosquito. Where had that girl +been all those hours and who was the man? But it was +not a sinister curiosity, all alive to gather gossip and +spread innuendoes, as women give so much to do. It +was the desire to share, however distantly, in what she +had at once imagined was a Great Romance. Age had +turned sentiment into sentimentality in this kind fat +lady and she thought of everything to do with the +heart in capital letters. Lola’s words in Mrs. Rumbold’s +parlor came back to her. “It’s love and adoration +and long-deferred hope,” and she was stirred to a +great sympathy. Shutting the drawing-room door +upon the after-breakfast rush to music, she went upstairs +to Lola’s room in the newest wing, distressed at +her inability to creep. The dear thing was in her care +and must be looked after.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was nearly midday and the house had echoed with +scales and badinage, bursts of operatic laughter and +pæans of soprano praise to the gift of life for an hour +and more. And so, of course, she expected to find her +young friend lying in a daydream, reluctantly awake. +But when she opened the door of Lola’s room as +quietly as she could, it was to see the silver frock spilt +upon the floor like a pool of moonlight and the girl +lying under the bedclothes in the attitude of a child in +irresistible sleep, breathing like a rose. Her golden +hair was streaming on her pillow, the long, dark lashes +of her wide-apart eyes seemed to be stuck to her +cheeks. Her lips were slightly apart and one arm was +stretched out, palm up, with fingers almost closed upon +something that she had found at last and must never +let go.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Love and adoration and long-deferred hope,”—the +words came back again and told their story to the +woman of one great love, so that she was moved to +renewed sympathy and re-thrilled. She stood over the +slight form in its utter relax and saw the lips tremble +into a smile and the fingers close a little more. She +said to herself, little knowing how exact was the +simile upon which she stumbled, “She has found the +gate in the wall.” But before leaving the room to +keep her song birds as quiet as possible, in order that +her friend might sleep her fill, she caught sight of a +book that lay open on the dressing table, upon the inner +cover of which was pasted the photograph of a +familiar face. “Fallaray!”—She read the title: +“Memoirs de Madame de Brézé.” And she looked +again at the strong, ascetic face, with the lonely eyes, +the unwarmed lips, the cold high brow. It might have +been that of St. Anthony.</p> +<p class="pnext">And she stood for a moment before going down to +her children—her only children—and repeated to +herself, with great excitement, her former thought. +“A Great Romance, Love in High Places. How wonderful +to be in, perhaps, on History.”</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id40"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">III</h3> +<p class="pfirst">If, during all their inarticulate talks, Fallaray had +ever remembered to ask Lola about herself, she would +have told him, with perfect truth, the little story of +her life and love. She was now wholly without fear. +She had found the gate in the wall and had entered to +happiness. But Fallaray went through that week-end +without thinking, accepting the union that she had +brought about without question and with a joy and +delight as youthful as her own. From the time that +she had found him at four o’clock waiting for her, not +caring where she came from so that she came, and saw +that she had brushed the loneliness from his eyes and +brought a smile to his mouth, all sense of being merely +temporary lifted from her heart. In the eagerness of +his welcome, in the hunger of his embrace, she saw that +she belonged, was already as much a possession and a +fact as the old house, hitherto his one treasure and +refreshment.</p> +<p class="pnext">They went hand in hand through those lovely days, +like a boy and a girl. He led her from one pet place +to another and lay at her feet, watching her with wonder, +or going close to kiss her eyes and hair, to prove +again and yet again that she was not a dream. And +every moment smoothed a line from his face and +pointed the way to his need of her in all the days to +come. But while he showed that he had lived his future +and had begun to spend his past, she, even then, +forgot her past and turned her eyes to the future. +Those holiday days which bound them together must +come to an end, of course. And while she reveled in +them as he did and avoided any mention of the work +to which he must return, she had found herself in finding +him, and becoming woman at last, saw her great +responsibility and developed the sense of protection +that grows with woman’s love.</p> +<p class="pnext">And this new sense was strengthened and made all +the more necessary because his desire to make holiday +had come about through her. And while she lay in his +arms in all the ecstasy of love, she knew that she would +fall far short of her achievement if she should become +of more importance in his life than the work that he +seemed to have utterly forgotten. It was for her, she +began to see, to send him back with renewed energy +and fire, and then, installed in a secret nest, to fulfil the +part marked out for her as she conceived it and give +him the rustle of silk.</p> +<p class="pnext">If she had been the common schemer, using her sex +magnetism to provide luxuries and security—the +golden cage, as she had called it in her youth—the +way was easy. But love and hero-worship had placed +her on another level. Her cage was Fallaray’s heart, +in which she was imprisoned for life. Looking into +the future with the suddenly awakened practicality +that she had inherited from her mother, she began to +lay out careful plans. She must find a girl to take +her place with Lady Feo. Gratitude demanded that. +She would go home until such time as she could take +a furnished flat to which Fallaray could come without +attracting attention. What her parents were to be told +required much thinking. All her ideas of a Salon, of +meeting political chiefs, of going into a certain set of +society were foolish, she could see. The second of +the most important of her new duties, she told herself, +was to shield Fallaray from gossip which would be of +use to his political enemies and so-called friends; the +first to dedicate her life henceforward, by every gift +that she possessed and could acquire, to the inspiration +and the relaxation of the man who belonged more to +his country than he did to her.</p> +<p class="pnext">She knew from the observation of specific cases and +from her study of the memoirs and the lives of famous +courtesans that men were not held long by sex +attraction alone, although by that, rather than by +beauty and by wit, they were captured. She must, +therefore, she owned, with her peculiar frankness, apprentice +herself anew, this time to the cultivation of +intelligence. She must be able, eventually, to talk +Fallaray’s language, if possible, and add brain to what +she called her gift.</p> +<p class="pnext">All these things worked in her mind, suddenly set +into action like one of her father’s doctored watches, +while she wandered through the sunny hours with Fallaray. +All that was French and thrifty and practical +in her nature awoke with all that was passionate and +love-giving. And when at night she had to leave him +to return to the cottage of the sympathetic woman +whose discretion deserved a monument, she lay awake +for hours to think and plan. She was no longer the +lady’s maid, going with love and adoration and long-deferred +hope from one failure to another, no longer +the trembling girl egged forward to a forlorn hope. +She had found the gate in the wall, entered into a +golden responsibility and blossomed into a woman.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id41"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">IV</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Feo’s new man, Clive Arrowsmith, had driven her +down to the races at Windsor. Two of his horses, +carrying colors new to the betting public, were entered. +No one knew anything about them, so that if they won, +and they were out to win, the odds would be good. +There was a chance of making some money, always +useful.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I rather like this meeting,” she said. “It’s a sort +of picnic peopled with caricatures,” and sailed into the +enclosure, elastically, in more than usually characteristic +clothes. She had discarded the inevitable tam-o’-shanter +for once in favor of a panama hat, which +looked very cool and light and threw a soft shadow over +her face. She was in what she called a soft +mood,—meaning that she was playing a feminine role +and leading up to a serious affair. Arrowsmith was +obviously pucca and his height and slightness, well-shaped, +close-cropped head, small straw-colored moustache, +straight nose, strong chin with a deep cleft, and +gray eyes which had a way, most attractive to women, +of disbelieving everything they said had affected Feo +and “really rather rattled” her, as she had confessed +to Georgie Malwood late one night. After her recent +bad picks, which had left a nasty taste of humiliation +behind, she was very much in the mood for an old-fashioned +sweep into sentiment. She had great hopes +of Arrowsmith and had seen him every day since +Sunday. He was not easy. He erected mental bunkers. +He was plus two at the game, which was good +for hers. Altogether he was very satisfactory, and his +horses added to the fun, on the side.</p> +<p class="pnext">“It’s rather a pet of mine,” he said, looking round +with a sort of affectionate recognition, “because when +I was at Eton I broke bounds once or twice and had +the time of my life here. Everything tastes better +when there’s a law against drinking. But I never +thought I should come here with you.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Have you ever thought about it then?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes,” he said, leaning on the rail and looking +under her hat with what was only the third of his un-ironical +examinations. She had memorized the other +two. Was she approaching the veteran class? “The +day you were married I happened to be passing St. +Margaret’s and the crowd of fluttering women held me +up. I saw you leave the church and I said to myself, +‘My God, if I ever know that girl, I’ll have a try to +put a different smile on her face,’”</p> +<p class="pnext">“You interest me, Cupid,” she said, giving him a +nickname on the spur of the moment. “What sort of +smile, if you please?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“One that wouldn’t make me want to hit you,” he +answered, still looking.</p> +<p class="pnext">“You’ll never achieve your object on the way out +of church.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“No, that’s dead certain.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And she wondered whether he had scored or she +had. She would like to feel that he was hard hit +enough to go through this affair hell for leather, into +the Divorce Court and out into marriage. It came to +her at that moment, for the first time, that she liked +him,—more than liked him; that he appealed to her +and did odd new things to her heart. She felt that +she could make her exit from the gang with this man.</p> +<p class="pnext">As for Arrowsmith, he was sufficiently hard hit to +hate Feo for the record that she had made, sufficiently +in love with her to resent her kite-tail of indiscriminations. +He loved but didn’t like her, and this meant +that he would unmagnetize himself as soon as he could +and bolt. The bunkers that she had found in his nature +were those of fastidiousness, not often belonging +to men. But for being the son of Arrowsmith, the +iron founder, whose wealth had been quadrupled by +the War, he would have been a poet, although he +might never have written poetry. As it was, he considered +that women should be chaste, and was the object +of derision for so early-Victorian an opinion. +The usual hobby thus failing, he raced, liking thoroughbreds +who played the game. A queer fish, Arrowsmith.</p> +<p class="pnext">Georgie Malwood came up. She was with her +fourth mother-in-law, Mrs. Claude Malwood, whose +back view was seventeen, but whose face was older +than the Pyramids. And Arrowsmith drifted off to +the paddock.</p> +<p class="pnext">But they lunched and spent the day together and +one of the horses, “Mince Pie,” won the fourth race +at six to one, beating the favorite by a short head. +And so Feo had a good day. They got away ahead of +the crowd, except for the people of the theater, who +had to dine early and steady down before entering +upon the arduous duties of the night, especially those +of the chorus who, in these days of Reviews, are called +upon to make so many changes of clothes. Art demands +many sacrifices.—It had been decided that the +Ritz would do for dinner and one of the dancing clubs +afterwards. But on the way out Gilbert Macquarie +pranced up to Feo, utterly inextinguishable, with a hatband +of one club and a tie of another and clothes that +would have frightened a steam roller. “Oh, hello, +old thing,” he cried, giving one of his choicest wriggles. +“How goes it?”</p> +<p class="pnext">To which Feo replied, with her most courteous insolence, +“Out, Mr. Macquarie,” touched Arrowsmith’s +arm and went.</p> +<p class="pnext">But the nasty familiarity of that most poisonous +bounder did something queer to Arrowsmith’s physical +sense, and he couldn’t for the life of him play conversational +ball with Feo on the road home. “To follow +<em>that</em>,” he thought, and was nauseated.</p> +<p class="pnext">But Feo was in her softest, her most feminine mood. +After dinner she was going to dance with this man and +be held in his arms. It was a delightful surprise to +discover that she possessed a heart. She had begun to +doubt it. She had been an experimentalist hitherto. +And so she didn’t have much to say. And when they +emerged from the squalor of Hammersmith and were +passing Queen’s Road, Bayswater, the picture of Lola +came suddenly into her mind, the girl in love, and she +wondered sympathetically how she was getting on. +“What shall I wear to-night? I hate those new +frocks.—I hope the band plays Bohème at the Ritz.—No +diamonds, just pearls. He’s a pearl man, I think. +And I’ll brush Peau d’Espagne through my hair. +What a profile he has,—Cupid.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And she shuddered. She had married a profile, the +fool. To be set free was impossible. The British +public did not allow its Cabinet Ministers to be divorced.</p> +<p class="pnext">At Dover Street Arrowsmith sprang from the car. +He handed Feo out and rang the doorbell.</p> +<p class="pnext">“You look white,” she said. “What’s the matter?”</p> +<p class="pnext">He was grateful for the chance. “That old wound,” +he said. “It goes back on me from time to time.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“That doesn’t mean that you’ll have to chuck tonight?” +She was aghast.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’m awfully afraid so, if you don’t mind. It +means bed, instantly, and a doctor. Do forgive me. +I can’t help myself. I wish to God I could.”</p> +<p class="pnext">She swallowed an indescribable disappointment and +said “Good night, then. So sorry. Ring me up in +the morning and let me know how you feel.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But she knew that he wouldn’t. It was written +round his mouth. And as she went upstairs she +whipped herself and cursed Macquarie and looked back +at her kite-tail of indiscriminations with overwhelming +regret. Arrowsmith was a pucca man.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id42"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">V</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Ernest Treadwell watched the car come and go.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola had given out at home that she was to be away +with Lady Feo, but that morning he had seen in the +paper that her ladyship was in town. She had “been +seen” dining at Hurlingham after the polo match with +Major Clive Arrowsmith, D. S. O., late Grenadier +Guards. Dying to see Lola, to break the wonderful +news that his latest sonnet on Death had been printed +by the <em>Westminster Gazette</em>, the first of his efforts to +find acceptance in any publication, Treadwell had hurried +to Dover Street, had ventured to present himself +at the area door and had been told by Ellen that Lola +was away on a holiday.</p> +<p class="pnext">For half an hour he had been walking up and down +the street, looking with puzzled and anxious eyes at +the house which had always seemed to him to wear a +sinister look. If she had not been going away with +Lady Feo, why had she said that she was? A holiday,—alone, +stolen from her people and from him to +whom hitherto she had always told everything? +What was the meaning of it?—She, Lola, had not +told the truth. The thought blew him into the air, like +an explosion. Considering himself, with the egotism +of all half-baked socialists, an intellectual from the fact +that he read Massingham and quoted Sidney Webb, +he boasted of being without faith in God and constitution. +He sneered at Patriotism now, and while he +stood for Trades-Unionism remained, like all the rest +of his kind, an individualist to the marrow. But he +had believed in Lola because he loved her and she inspired +him, and without her encouragement and praise +he knew that he would let go and crash. Just as he +had been printed in the <em>Westminster Gazette</em>!</p> +<p class="pnext">And she had not told the truth, even to her people. +Where was she? What was she doing? To whom +could she go to spend a holiday? She had no other +relation than her aunt and she also was in town. Ellen +had told him so in answer to his question.—Back into +a mind black with jealousy and suspicion—he was +without the habit of faith—came the picture of Lola, +dressed like a lady, getting out of a taxicab at the +shady-looking house in Castleton Terrace. Had she +lied to him then?</p> +<p class="pnext">Dover Street was at the bottom of it all, and her +leaving home to become a lady’s maid to such a woman +as Lady Feo. She must have caught some of the +poison of that association, God knew what! In time +of trouble it is always the atheist who is the first to call +on God.</p> +<p class="pnext">He was about to leave the street in which the Fallaray +house had now assumed the appearance of a +morgue to him when Simpkins came up from the area, +with a dull face. After a moment of irresolution he +followed and caught the valet up. “Where’s Miss +Breezy?” he asked abruptly.</p> +<p class="pnext">Simpkins was all the more astonished at the question +for the trouble on that young cub’s face. He looked +him over sharply,—the cheap cap, the too long hair, +the big nose, the faulty teeth, the pasty face, the un-athletic +body, the awkward feet. Lola was in love. +He knew that well enough. But not with this lout, +that was certain, poet or no poet. “I don’t know as +’ow I’ve got to answer that question,” he said, just to +put him in his place.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes, you have. Where is she?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“You ought ter know.” He himself knew and as +there was no accounting for tastes and Lola had made +a friend of this anæmic hooligan, why didn’t <em>he</em>? He +lived round the corner from the shop, anyhow.</p> +<p class="pnext">“But I don’t know. Neither do her father and +mother.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“What’s that?” Simpkins drew up short. “You +don’t know what you’re talkin’ about. She went ’ome +last Thursday to get a little rest until to-morrer,—Tuesday.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Treadwell would have cried out, “It isn’t true,” but +he loved Lola and was loyal. He had met Simpkins in +Queen’s Road, Bayswater, and had seen him on familiar +terms with Mr. Breezy, but he was a member of +the Fallaray household and as such was not to be let +into this—<em>this</em> trouble. Not even the Breezys must +be told before Lola had been seen and had given an +explanation. They didn’t love her as much as he did,—nor +any one else in the world. And so he said, +loyalty overmastering his jealousy and fear, “Oh, is +that so? I haven’t had time to look in lately. I didn’t +know.” And seeing a huge unbelief in Simpkins’s pale +eyes, he hurried on to explain. “Being in the neighborhood +and having some personal news for Lola, I +called at your house. Was surprised to hear that she +was away. That’s all. Good night.” And away he +went, head forward, left foot turning in, long arms +swinging loose.</p> +<p class="pnext">But he had touched the spring in Simpkins to a +jealousy and a fear that were precisely similar to his +own. Lola was <em>not</em> at home. Treadwell knew it and +had called at Dover Street, expecting to find her there. +They had all been told lies because she was doing +something of which she was ashamed. The night that +she had come in, weeping, dressed like a lady.—The +words that had burned into his soul the evening of his +proposal,—“so awfully in love with somebody else +and it’s a difficult world.—Perhaps I shall never be +married and that’s the truth, Simpky. It’s a difficult +world.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Hi,” he called out. “Hi,” and started after +Treadwell, full stride.</p> +<p class="pnext">But rather than face those searching eyes again, at +the back of which there was a curious blaze, Treadwell +took to his heels, and followed hard by Simpkins, +whose fanatical spirit of protection was stirred to its +depths, dodged from one street into another. The +curious chase would have ended in Treadwell’s escape +but for the sudden intervention, in Vigo Street, of a +policeman who slipped out of the entrance to the Albany +and caught the boy in his arms.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Now then, now then,” he said. “What’s all this +’ere?”</p> +<p class="pnext">And up came Simpkins, blowing badly, with his tie +under his left ear. “It’s—it’s alri, Saunders. A +friendly race, that’s all. He’s—he’s a paller mine. +Well run, Ernie!” And he put his arm round +Treadwell’s shoulders, laughing.</p> +<p class="pnext">And the policeman, whose wind was good, laughed, +too, at the sight of those panting men. “Mind wot +yer do, Mr. Simpkins,” he said, to the nice little fellow +with whom he sometimes took a drink at the bottom of +the area steps. “Set up ’eart trouble if yer not careful.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Set up heart trouble? Simpkins looked with a sudden +irony at the boy who also would give his life to +Lola. And the look was met and understood. It put +them on another footing, they could see.</p> +<p class="pnext">After a few more words of badinage the policeman +mooched off to finish his talk with the tall-hatted +keeper of the Albany doorway. And Simpkins said +gravely and quietly, “Treadwell, we’ve got to go into +this, you and me. We’re in the same boat and Lola’s +got ter be—looked after, by both of us.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Treadwell nodded. “I’m frightened,” he said, +without camouflage.</p> +<p class="pnext">“So am I,” said Simpkins.</p> +<p class="pnext">And they went off together, slowly, brought into +confidence by a mutual heart trouble that had already +set up.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id43"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">VI</h3> +<p class="pfirst">But there was no uneasiness in Queen’s Road, Bayswater. +John Breezy and his good wife were happy in +the belief that their little girl was enjoying the air and +scents of the country with her ladyship. They had +neither the time nor the desire to dig deeply into the +daily papers. To read of the weathercock policy of +the overburdened Prime Minister, traditionally, nationally, +and mentally unable to deal with the great +problems that followed upon each other’s heels, made +Breezy blasphemous and brought on an incapacity to +sit still. And so he merely glanced at the front page, +hoping against hope for a new government headed by +such men as Lord Robert Cecil, Lord Derby, Lord +Grey and Edmund Fallaray, and for the ignominious +downfall of all professional scavengers, titled newspaper +owners and mountebanks who were playing +ducks and drakes with the honor and the traditions of +Parliament. He had no wish to be under the despotism +of a Labor Government, having seen that loyalty +to leaders was unknown among Trades Unionists and +that principles were things which they never had had +and never would have the courage to avow.</p> +<p class="pnext">As for Mrs. Breezy, she never had time for the +papers. She didn’t know and didn’t care which party +was in power, or the difference between them, and +when she heard her husband discuss politics with his +friends, burst into a tirade and get red in the face, as +every self-respecting man has the right to do, she just +folded her hands in her lap, smiled, and said to herself, +“Dear old John, what would he do in the millennium, +with no government to condemn!” Therefore, these +people had not seen in the daily “Chit Chat about Society” +the fact that Lady Feo had not left town. +They never read those luscious morsels. Because +Lady Feo had not left town Aunt Breezy had been too +busy to come round on her usual evening, when she +would have discovered immediately that Lola was up +to something and put the fat in the fire. And so they +were happy in their ignorance,—which is, pretty +often, the only state in which it is achieved.</p> +<p class="pnext">Over dinner that night—a scrappy meal, because +whenever any one entered the shop Mrs. Breezy ran +out to do her best to sell something—the conversation +turned to the question of Lola’s marriage, as it frequently +did. That public house on the river, with its +kitchen garden, still rankled. “You know, John,” +said Mrs. Breezy suddenly, “I’ve been thinking it all +over. We were wrong to suppose that Lola would +ever have married a man like Simpkins.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Why? He’s a good fellow, respectable, clean-minded, +thinks a good deal of himself and has a nice +bit of money stowed away. You don’t want her to +become engaged to one of these young fly-by-nights +round here, do you,—little clerks who spend all their +spare money on clothes, have no ambition, no education +and want to get as much as they can for nothing?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“No,” said Mrs. Breezy. “I certainly do not, +though I don’t think it matters what you and I want, +my dear. I’ve come to the conclusion that Lola knows +what she’s going to do, and we couldn’t make her alter +her mind if we went down on our knees to her.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Breezy was profoundly interested. Many times he +had discovered that the little woman who professed to +be nothing but a housewife, and very rarely gave forth +any definite opinions of her own, said things from +time to time which almost blew the roof off the shop. +She was possessed of an uncanny intuition, what he +regarded almost as second sight, and when she was in +that mood he squashed his own egotism and listened to +her with his mouth open.</p> +<p class="pnext">So she went on undisturbed. “What I think is that +Lola means to aim high. I’ve worked it out in my +mind that she got into the house in Dover Street to +learn enough to rise above such men as Simpkins and +Ernest Treadwell, so that she could fit herself to +marry a gentleman. And I think she’s right. Look +at her. Look at those little ankles and wrists and the +daintiness of her in every way. She’s not Queen’s +Road, Bayswater, and never was. She’s Mayfair +from head to foot, mind and body. We’re just accidents +in her life, you and I, John, my dear. She will +be a great lady, you mark my words.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Breezy didn’t altogether like being called an accident. +He took a good deal of credit for the fact that +Lola was Mayfair, as Emily called it, rather well. +And he said so, and added, “How about the old de +Brézé blood? You forget that, my being a little jeweler +in a small shop. She’s thrown back, that’s what +she’s done, and I’ll tell you what it is, missus. She +won’t be ashamed of us, whoever she marries. <em>She</em> +doesn’t look upon us as accidents, whatever you may +do, and if some man who’s A 1 at Lloyd’s falls in love +with her and makes her his wife, her old father and +mother will be drawn up the ladder after her, if I know +anything about Lola. But it’s a dream, just a dream,” +hoping that it wasn’t, and only saying so as a sort of +insurance against bad luck. It was a new idea and an +exciting one, which put that place on the Thames into +the discard. Personally he had hitherto regarded the +Simpkins proposal in a very favorable light. That +little man had more money than he himself could ever +make, and, after all, a highly respectable public house +on the upper Thames, patronized by really nice people, +had been, in his estimation, something not to be sneezed +at, by any means.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well,” said Mrs. Breezy, “you may call it a dream. +I don’t. Lola thinks things out. She’s always thought +things out. She became a lady’s maid for a purpose. +When she’s finished with that, she’ll move on to something +else. I don’t know what, because she keeps +things to herself. But she knows more than you and +I will ever know. I’ve noticed that often. And when +she was here on Sunday, and we walked about the +streets, she was no more Lola Breezy than Lady Feo +is, and there was something in the way she laid the +dinner and insisted on waiting on us which showed me +that she knew she wasn’t. She was what country people +call ‘fey’ that night. Her body was with us, but +her brain and heart and spirit were far out of our +reach. I’m certain of that, John, and I’m certain of +something else, too. She’s in love, and she knows her +man, and he’s a big man, and very soon she’ll have a +surprise for us, and it will <em>be</em> a surprise. You mark +my words.”</p> +<div class="figure"> +<div class="align-center container image-wrapper"> +<img alt="images/illus-204.jpg" src="images/illus-204.jpg"/> +</div> +<div class="caption"> +A SCENE FROM THE PHOTOPLAY.</div> +</div> +<p class="pfirst">And when she got up to answer the tinkle of the bell +on the shop door, she left the fat John Breezy quivering +with excitement and a sort of awe. Emily was +not much of a talker, but when she started she said +more in two minutes than other women say in a week. +And after he had told himself how good it would be +for his little girl to win great happiness, he put both his +pale hands on the table, and heaved a tremendous +sigh. “Oh, my God,” he said. “And if she could +help us to get out of this shop, never to see a watch +again, to be no longer the slave of that damned little +bell, to go away and live in the country, and grow +things, and listen to the birds, and watch the sunsets.”</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id44"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">VII</h3> +<p class="pfirst">At that moment George Lytham drove his car +through the gates of Chilton Park and up to the old +house. He asked for Mr. Fallaray, was shown into +the library and paced up and down the room with his +hands deep in his pockets, but with his chin high, his +eyes gleaming and a curious smile about his mouth.</p> +<p class="pnext">The moment had come for which he had been waiting +since the Armistice, for which he had been working +with all his energy since he had got back into civilian +clothes. He had left London and driven down to +Whitecross on a wave of exhilaration. There had +been a meeting at his office at which all the men of his +party had been present,—young men, ex-soldiers and +sailors temporarily commissioned, who had come out +of the great catastrophe to look things straight in the +face. “Fallaray is our man,” they had all said unanimously. +“Where is he?” And Lytham, who was +his friend, had been sent to fetch him and bring him +back to London that night. The time was ripe for +action.</p> +<p class="pnext">But when the door opened and Fallaray strolled in—he +had never seen him stroll before—George drew +up short, amazed.—But this was not Fallaray. This +was not the man he had seen the previous Friday with +rounded shoulders, haggard face and eyes in the back +of his head. Here was one who looked like a younger +brother of Fallaray, a care-free younger brother, sun-tanned, +irresponsible, playing with life.</p> +<p class="pnext">“My dear Fallaray,” he said, hardly knowing what +to say, “what have you done to yourself?”</p> +<p class="pnext">And Fallaray sent out a ringing laugh and clapped +young Lochinvar on the shoulder. “You notice the +change, eh? It’s wonderful, wonderful. I say to myself +all day long how wonderful it is.” And he flung +his hands up and laughed again and threw himself into +a chair and stuck his long legs out. “But what the +devil do you want?” he asked lightly, enjoying the +opportunity of showing the serious man who came out +of a future that he himself had forgotten that he was +beginning to revel in his past. “I said that some one +would jolly soon see the wreckage on the shore of my +Eden and send out a rescue party, and here you are.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lytham didn’t understand. The words were Greek +to him and the attitude so surprising that it awakened +in him a sort of irritation. Good God, hadn’t this +man, who meant so much to them, read the papers? +Wasn’t he aware of the fact that the time had arrived +in the history of politics when a strong concerted effort +might put a new face upon everything? “Look here, +Fallaray,” he said, “let’s talk sense.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“My dear chap,” said Fallaray, “you’ve come to the +wrong man for that. I know nothing about sense, and +what’s more, I don’t want to. Talk romance to me, +quote poetry, tell me your dreams, turn somersaults, +but don’t come here and expect any sense from me. +I’ve given it up.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But Lytham was not to be put off. He said to himself, +“The air of this place has gone to Fallaray’s head. +He needed a holiday. The reaction has played a trick +upon him. He’s pulling my leg.” He drew up a chair +and leaned forward eagerly and put his hand on Fallaray’s +knee. “All right, old boy,” he said. “Have +your joke, but come down from the ether in which +you’re floating and listen to facts. The wily little +P. M. who’s been between the devil and the deep sea +for a couple of years is getting rattled. With the +capitalists pushing him one way and the labor leaders +shouldering him the other, he’s losing his feet. The +by-elections show the way the wind’s blowing in the +country and they’ve made a draught in Downing +Street. Trust a Celt as a political barometer.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“There’s been no wind here, George,” said Fallaray, +putting his hands behind his head. “Golden days, my +dear fellow, golden days, with the gentlest of breezes.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But Lytham ignored the interruption. In five minutes, +if he knew his man, he would have Fallaray sitting +up straight. “Our anti-waste men are winning +every seat they stand for,” he went on, “and this +means the nucleus of a new party, our party. The +country is behind us, Fallaray, and if we keep our +heads and get down to work, the next general election +will not be a walk-over for the labor men but for us. +Lloyd George is on his last legs, in spite of his newspapers, +and with him the Coalitionists disappear to a +man. As for Trades-Unionism, the coal strike has +proved that it oscillates between communism and socialism, +the nationalizing of everything—mines, railways, +land, capital—and the country doesn’t like it +and isn’t ready for it. The way, therefore, is easy if +we organize at once under a leader who has won the +reputation for honesty, and that leader is yourself. +But there is not a moment to waste. My car is outside. +Drive up with me now and meet us to-morrow +morning. Unanimously we look to you.” He sprang +to his feet and made a gesture towards the door.</p> +<p class="pnext">But Fallaray settled more comfortably into his chair +and crossed one long leg over the other. “Do you +know your Hood?” he asked.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Hood?—Why?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Listen to this:</p> +<blockquote><div> +<div class="line-block"> +<div class="line"> +“‘Peace and rest at length have come,</div> +<div class="line"> +All the day’s long toil is past,</div> +<div class="line"> +And each heart is whispering Home,</div> +<div class="line"> +Home at last.’”</div> +</div> +</div></blockquote> +<p class="pfirst">“But what has that got to do with it?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“That’s my answer to you, George.” And Fallaray +waved his hand, as though the question was settled.</p> +<p class="pnext">If Lytham had been older or younger, and if his admiration +and esteem for Fallaray had not become so +deep-rooted, he must have broken out into a torrent of +incredulity and impatience. What he did, instead, +persuading himself, easily enough, that his friend had +not recovered from his recent disappointments, although +he had obviously benefited in health, was to go +over the whole ground again, more quietly and in +greater detail, and to wind up with the assertion that +Fallaray was essential to the cause.</p> +<p class="pnext">To all of which Fallaray listened with a sort of respectful +interest but without the slightest enthusiasm, +and remained lolling in his chair. He might have been +a Buckinghamshire Squire who knew no language but +his own, hearing a Frenchman holding forth for no +apparent reason on Napoleon. He watched his +friend’s mouth, appraised his occasional gestures, ran +his eyes with liking over his well-knit body and found +his voice pleasant to the ear. Beyond that, nothing.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lytham began to feel like a man who throws stones +into a lake. All his points seemed to disappear into an +unruffled and indifferent surface of water. It was incomprehensible. +It was also indescribably baffling. +What on earth had come over this man who, until a +few days before, had been burning with a desire to reconstruct +and working himself into a condition of +nervous exhaustion in an endeavor to pull his country +out of chaos?</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well,” he said, after an extraordinary pause, during +which everything seemed to have fallen flat. +“What are you going to do?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“But I’ve told you, my dear George,” said Fallaray, +with a long sigh of happiness. “I have found a home, +at last.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“You mean that you are going to let us down?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I mean that I am going to live my own life.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“That you’re out of politics?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes. My resignation goes in to-morrow.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“My God! Why?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Fallaray got up and went to the window. He stood +for a moment looking out at a corner of the terrace +where several steps led down to a fountain in which, +out of an urn held in the hands of a weather-worn boy, +water was flowing, colored like a rainbow by the evening +sun.</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lytham followed him, wondering whether he +had gone off his head, become feeble-minded as the result +of overstrain. And then he saw Lola sitting on +the edge of the fountain, with her face tilted up, her +hands clasped round one of her knees and her golden +hair gleaming.</p> +<p class="pnext">And there both men remained, gazing,—Fallaray +with a smile of possession, of infinite pride and pleasure; +Lytham with an expression of profound amazement +and quick understanding.</p> +<p class="pnext">“So it’s a woman,” he thought. And as he continued +to look, another picture of that girl came back into +his mind. He had seen her before. He had turned as +she had passed him somewhere and caught his breath. +He remembered to have said to himself as she had +walked away, “Eve, come to life! Some poor devil +of an Adam will go to hell for her.”—The Carlton—Chalfont—the +foyer with its little cases of glittering +jewels, the long strip of carpet leading to the stairs of +the dining room—the palms—the orchestra. It all +came back.—Well, this might be a form of madness +in a man of Fallaray’s age and womanless life, but, +thank God, it was one with which he could deal. It +was physical, not mental, as he had feared. Fallaray +might very well play Adam without going into hell.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Can’t you combine the two,” he said. “Politics +and that girl? It’s been done before. It’s being done +every day. The one is helped by the other.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But Fallaray shook his head. “I am not going to +do it,” he said. “I have had a surfeit of one and +nothing of the other. Take it from me finally, George,—I +am out of the political game. I think I should +have been out of it in any case, because I came here +acknowledging failure, fed up, nauseated. I am not +the man to juggle with intrigues, to say one thing to +placate the capitalists to-day and another to fool labor +to-morrow. It isn’t my way and I shall not be missed. +On the contrary, my resignation will be accepted with +eagerness. I am going to begin all over again, free, +perfectly firm in my belief that there are better men to +do my job. I was a bull in a china shop, and it will +remain a china shop, whether it’s run by one party or +another. It’s the system. Nothing can alter it. I +couldn’t, you and your party won’t be able to. It’s +gone too far. It’s a cancer. It will kill the country. +And so I’m out. I consider that I have earned the +right to love and make a home. Row off from my +Eden, my dear fellow, and leave me in peace. I am +not going to be rescued.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“We’ll see about that,” thought Lytham. “This is +not Fallaray who speaks. It’s the man of forty suddenly +hit by passion. I’ll fight that girl to the last +gasp. We must have this man, we <em>must</em>.”</p> +<p class="pnext">He turned away, deeply disappointed at the queer +tangent at which his chief had gone off, bitterly annoyed +to find that here was a fight within a fight at a +time when unity was vital. He was himself a perfectly +normal creature who regarded the rustle of silk +as one of the necessities, like golf and tobacco, but to +sacrifice a career or let down a cause for the sake of a +woman was to him an act of unimaginable weakness +and folly. If only Fallaray had been younger or +older, or, better still, had been contentedly married to +Feo! Cursed bad luck that he had been caught at +forty.—But, struck with an idea in which he could +see immediate possibilities, he stopped on his way to +the door and went back to Fallaray. To work it out +in his usual energetic way he must use strategy and appear +to accept his friend’s decision as irreparable. +“All right,” he said. “You know best. I’ll argue no +more. But as there’s no need now for me to dash back +to town, mayn’t I linger with you in Arcadia for a +couple of hours?”</p> +<p class="pnext">Fallaray was delighted. Lola was to dine at Lady +Cheyne’s, and he would be alone. It would be very +jolly to have George to dinner, especially as he saw the +futility of argument and recognized an ultimatum. +“Stay and have some food,” he said. “I’ve much to +tell you. But will you let me leave you for ten minutes?”</p> +<p class="pnext">That was precisely what young Lochinvar intended +to do before he drove away,—speak to that woman.</p> +<p class="pnext">He watched Fallaray join Lola at the fountain, give +her his hand and wander off among the rose trees, +wearing what he called the fatuous smile of the middle-aged +man in love. And then, so that he might obtain +a point or two for future use, he rang the bell for +Elmer. The butler and he had known each other for +years. He would answer a few nonchalant questions +without reserve. “Good afternoon, Elmer,” he said, +when the old man came in.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Good afternoon to you, Sir.” He might have been +an actor who in palmy days had played Hamlet at +Bristol.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’m staying to an early dinner with Mr. Fallaray. +A whiskey and soda would go down rather well in the +meantime.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Certainly, Sir.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, and Elmer.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Sir?” His turn and the respectful familiar angle +of his head were only possible to actors of the good old +school.</p> +<p class="pnext">“The name of the charming lady who has so kindly +helped to brighten up Mr. Fallaray’s week-end.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Madame de Brézé, Sir.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, yes, of course.” He had never heard it before. +Married then, or a widow. French. ’Um. +“And she is staying with——”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Lady Cheyne, Sir.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, yes,—that house——”</p> +<p class="pnext">“A stone’s throw from the gate in the wall, Sir. +You can see the roof from this window.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Thanks very much, Elmer. How’s your son getting +on now?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Very well indeed, Sir, thank you, owing to your +kindness.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“A very good fellow,—a first-rate soldier. One of +our best junior officers. Not too much soda, then.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“No, Sir.” He left the room like an elderly sun-beam.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Good!” said George Lytham. “Get off early, +hang about by the gate, intercept this young woman on +her way back to Fallaray and see what her game is. +That’s the idea.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And he sat down, lit a cigarette and picked up a copy +of Hood that lay open on the table. His eyes fell on +some marked lines.</p> +<blockquote><div> +<div class="line-block"> +<div class="line"> +“Peace and rest at length have come,</div> +<div class="line"> +All the day’s long toil is past,</div> +<div class="line"> +And each heart is whispering Home,</div> +<div class="line"> +Home at last.”</div> +</div> +</div></blockquote> +<p class="pfirst">And he thought of Feo whom he had seen several +nights running with Arrowsmith and before that, for a +series of years, with Dick, Tom and Harry. Never +with Fallaray.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Poor devil,” he thought. “He’s been too long +without it. It won’t be easy to rescue him now.”</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id45"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">VIII</h3> +<p class="pfirst">And at the gate in the wall Fallaray held Lola close +in his arms and kissed her, again and again.</p> +<p class="pnext">“My little Lola,” he said softly, “how wonderful +you are,—how wonderful all this is. You had been +in the air all round me for weeks. I used to see your +eyes among the stars looking down at me when I left +the House. I used to wake at night and feel them +upon me all warm about my heart. Lots of times, like +the wings of a bird, they flashed between me and my +work. And the tingle of your hand that never left me +ran through my veins like fire. I could have stopped +dead that night at the Savoy and followed you away. +And when I found you weeping in the corridor in +Dover Street I was confused and bewildered because +then I was old and I was fighting against you for the +cause. De Brézé, de Brézé,—the name used to come +to me, suddenly, like the forerunner of rain to a +dried-up plant. And at last I got away and came +down here, as I know now, to throw off my useless +years and go back, past all the milestones on a long +road, and wait for you. And then you heard my cry +and opened the gate and walked among those stone +figures of my life and gave me back my youth.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“With love and adoration and long-deferred hope,” +she said and crept closer to his heart. “I love you. I +love you. I’ve always loved you. And if I’d never +found you, I should have waited for you on the other +side of the Bridge,—loving you still.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“My dear—who am I to deserve this?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“You are Fallaray. Who else?”</p> +<p class="pnext">And he laughed at that and held up her face and +kissed her lips and said, “No. I’m no longer Fallaray, +that husk of a man, emptying his energy on the +ribs of chaos. I’m Edmund the boy, transformed to +adolescence. I’m Any Man in love.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And again she went closer, feeling the far-off shudder +of thunder, with a new-born fear of opening the +gate in the wall. “Who was that man who came to +see you?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Young Lochinvar,—Lytham. He’s interested in +politics.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“What did he want to see you about?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Nothing.” And he brushed away the lingering +recollection with his hand.</p> +<p class="pnext">“No. Tell me. I want to know.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I forget.” And he laughed and kissed her once +again.</p> +<p class="pnext">“But in any case you have to go back to-morrow?”</p> +<p class="pnext">He shook his head and ran his fingers over her hair.</p> +<p class="pnext">“But you said you’d have to,—that night.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Did I? I forget.” And he put his hand over her +heart and held it there.</p> +<p class="pnext">And again there came that thunder shudder, and she +eyed the gate with fear. “Did he want you to go back +to-night? Tell me; I’ve <em>got</em> to know.” And she +drew away a little—a very little—in order to force +her point.</p> +<p class="pnext">But he drew her back and kissed her eyes. “Don’t +look like that,” he said. “What’s it matter? Let +him want. I’m not going back. I’m never going +back. If George Lytham were multiplied by a hundred +thousand and they all landed on my island with +grappling irons, I’d laugh them back to sea. They +shan’t have me. I’ve given them all I had. I’ve +found my youth and I’ll enjoy it, here, anywhere, with +you.” He stretched out and opened the gate. “And +now, I must let you go, my sweet. But don’t be longer +than you can help. Get dinner over quickly and come +back to me again. Wear that silver frock and I’ll wait +for you on the terrace, as I did before. I want to be +surprised again as you shimmer among those cold +stones.” He let her go.</p> +<p class="pnext">And she went through the gate and stood irresolute, +as the shudder came again. With a little cry she +turned and flung her arms round his neck as though +she were saying, “Good-by.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And yet there was only a cloud as big as a man’s +hand in that clear sky.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id46"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">IX</h3> +<p class="pfirst">No one, it might be thought, could hear to think at +the narrow table in Lady Cheyne’s house. Those natural, +childlike creatures who, if they had ever learned +the artificialities forget them, talked, argued, sang +and screamed each other down all at the same time. +They could not really be musicians if they didn’t.</p> +<p class="pnext">Zalouhou, whose only preparations for dinner consisted +in bushing out his tie and hair, sat at his hostess’ +left; Willy Pouff, in an evening suit borrowed from a +waiter friend who had gone to a hospital with a poisoned +hand, on her right. Lola, at the end of the +table, sat between Valdemar Varvascho and Max +Wachevsky, who had remembered, oddly enough, to +wash their faces, though Varvascho’s beard had +grown darkly during the day. Both the women had +changed and made up for artificial light. The result +of Anna Stezzel’s hour was remarkable, as well, perhaps, +as somewhat disconcerting. A voluptuous person, +with hair as black as a wet starling, she had plastered +her face with a thick coating of white stuff on +which her lips resembled blood stains in the snow. Her +beaded evening gown saved the company from panic +merely by an accident and disclosed also the whole +wide expanse of a rather yellow back. Regina Spatz +was built on Zuluesque lines, too, but more by luck +than judgment a white blouse tempered her amazing +ampleness. She had used henna on her hair so that it +might have been fungus in a tropic sea and sat in a perpetual +blush of indiscriminate rouge. Salo Impf was +wedged against her side and looked like a Hudson +River tugboat under the lee of the <em>Aquitania</em>.</p> +<p class="pnext">Like all fat women, Lady Cheyne was devoted to +eating and had long since decided to let herself go. +“One can only live once,” she said, in self-defense; +“and how does one know that there’ll be peas and potatoes +in the next world.” The dinner, to the loudly +expressed satisfaction of the musicians, was substantial +and excellent. Each course was received with a +volley of welcome, expressed in several languages. +The hard exercise of singing, playing, gesticulating, +praising and breathing deeply gave these children of +the exuberant Muse the best of appetites. It was a +shattering meal.</p> +<p class="pnext">But Lola could hear herself think, for all that. She +sat smiling and nodding. Her body went through the +proper mechanics, but her spirit was outside the gate +in the wall, trembling. There was a cloud in the sky, +already. Fallaray was going to make her more important +than his work, and she had not come to him for +that. Her métier was to bring into his loveless life +the rustle of silk,—love, tenderness, flattery, refreshment, +softness, beauty, laughter, adoration, which +would send him out of her secret nest strengthened, +humanized, eager, optimistic. She must fail lamentably +if the effect of her absorbed him to the elimination +of everything that made him necessary to the man who +had come from London and to all that he represented. +George Lytham, of <em>Reconstruction</em>, the organizer of +the Anti-waste Party,—she had heard him discussed +by Lady Feo. Without Fallaray he might be left +leaderless,—because of her.</p> +<p class="pnext">She went upstairs as soon as she could to put on the +silver frock. There had been no time to change before +dinner. Fallaray had kissed her so often that she had +been late. She was joined immediately by Lady, +Cheyne, who was anxious. She had seen something in +Lola’s eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">“What is it, my dear?” she asked. “I’m worried +about you.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola went to her, as to a mother, and shut her +eyes and gave a little cry that seemed to come from +her soul.</p> +<p class="pnext">“There’s something wrong!—Has he hurt you? +Tell me.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola said, “Oh, no. He would never hurt me, +never. He loves me. But I may be hurting him, and +that’s so very much worse.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I don’t understand. You mean—his reputation? +But what if you are? We’re all too precious careful +to guard the reputations of our politicians, to help them +along in their petty careers.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“But he isn’t a politician, and he isn’t working for a +career.” She drew away sharply. No one must have +a word against Fallaray.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well, what is it then? I want you to be happy. +I want this to be a Great Romance. And, good +Heavens, my darling, it’s only three days old.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola spoke through tears. Yes, it was only three +days old. “He may love me too much,” she said. +“I may become more important than his work.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lady Cheyne’s anxiety left her, like smoke. And +she gave a laugh and drew what she called that old-fashioned +child into her arms again. “My dear,” she +said, “don’t let <em>that</em> distress you. Make yourself +more important than his work. Encourage him to +love you more than himself. He’ll be different from +most men if he is capable of that! But perhaps happiness +is something new in his life, and I shouldn’t wonder, +with Lady Feo for a wife.”</p> +<p class="pnext">It never occurred to Lola to ask her friend how she +had discovered the secret. She listened eagerly to her +sophistries, trying to persuade herself that they were +true.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Get him to take you away. There are beautiful +places to go to, and he never will be missed. There’ll +be a paragraph,—‘ill-health causes the resignation of +Mr. Fallaray’; the clubs will talk, but the people will +believe the papers, and presently Lady Feo will sue for +divorce, desertion. A nice thing,—she being the deserter! +And you and he,—what do you care? Is +happiness so cheap that you can throw it away, either +of you? If he loves you, <em>that’s</em> his career, and a very +much better one than leading parties and making empty +promises and becoming Prime Minister. If he loves +you well enough to sacrifice all that, for the sake +of womanhood see that he does it, and you will +build a bigger statue for him than any that he could +win.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And she kissed her little de Brézé, who seemed to +have undergone a perfectly natural <em>crise de neuf</em>, being +so much in love, and patted her on the shoulder. +“Take an old woman’s advice, my pet. If you’ve won +that man, keep him. He’ll live to thank you for it one +of these days.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And finally, when Lola slipped into the twilight in +her silver frock, there didn’t seem to be a single cloud +in the sky. Only an evening star. What Lady Cheyne +had said she believed because she wanted to believe it, +because this Great Romance was only three days old +and hope had been so long deferred.—She stopped in +the old garden and picked a rose and pulled its thorns +off so that she might give it to Fallaray, and she lingered +for a moment taking in the scents and the quiet +sounds of that most lovely evening,—more lovely and +more unclouded even than that other one, which was +locked in her memory. And then she went along the +path through the corner of a wood. A rabbit disappeared +into the undergrowth, but the fairies were not +out yet, and there was no one to spy. Was happiness +so cheap that she could throw it away,—his and her +own? “If you’ve won that man, keep him.” She +danced all the rest of the way and over the side road +to the gate in the wall,—early, after all, by half an +hour. She would wait outside until she heard Fallaray’s +quick step and watch the star. “I’ll get him to +take me away,” she thought. “There are beautiful +places to go to, and he never will be missed.”</p> +<p class="pnext">She turned quickly, hearing some one on the road. +She saw a car drawn up a little distance away, and a +man come swinging towards her.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was young Lochinvar.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id47"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">X</h3> +<p class="pfirst">“Madame de Brézé,” he said, standing bareheaded, +“my name is Lytham. May I ask you to be +so kind as to give me ten minutes?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Twenty,” she answered, with the smile that she +had flashed at Chalfont that night at the Savoy. “I +have just that much to spare.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Thank you.” But now that he was there, after all +his strategy, after saying good-by to Fallaray, driving +all the way down the hill from Whitecross and up +again into that side road, he didn’t know how to begin, +or where. This girl! God,—how disordering a +quality of sex! No wonder she had shattered poor +old Fallaray.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Shall we walk along the lane? It turns a little +way up and you can see the cross cut in the hill.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes,” he said. “But there are so many crosses, +aren’t there, and they’re all cut on somebody’s hill.” +He saw that she looked at him sharply and was glad. +Quick to take points, evidently. This interview would +not be quite so difficult, after all.</p> +<p class="pnext">“You came down from town to see Edmund?” +She called him by his Christian name to show this man +where he stood.</p> +<p class="pnext">“On the most urgent business,” he said, “I saw +you sitting at the side of the fountain. It’s a dear old +place.”</p> +<p class="pnext">She was not beautiful, and she was not sophisticated. +That way of dragging in Fallaray’s Christian name +was childish in its naïveté. But all about her there +was something so fresh and young, so sublimely unselfconscious, +so disturbingly feminine, so appealing in its +essence of womanhood that he had to pay her tribute +and measure his words. He would hate to hurt this +girl. De Brézé—Madame de Brézé—how was it +that he hadn’t heard of her before? She knew Chalfont. +She was staying with Poppy Cheyne. Fallaray +had met her somewhere. Odd that he had missed her +in the crowd.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’ll come to the point, if I may,” he said. “And +I must bore you a little with a disquisition on the state +of affairs.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’m interested in politics,” she said, with a forlorn +attempt to keep a high head.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Then perhaps you know what’s happened, to a +certain extent, although probably not as much as those +of us who stand in the wings of the political stage and +see the actors without their make-up,—not a pretty +sight, sometimes.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well?” But the cloud had returned and blotted +out the evening star, and there was the shudder of distant +thunder again.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well, the people are turning against the old gang, +at last. The Prime Minister has only his favorites and +parasites and newspapers left with him. The Unionists +are scared stiff by the sudden uprising of the Anti-waste +Party and Labor has been drained of its fighting +funds. The Liberals have withered. There is one +great cry for honest government, relief from crushing +taxation, a fair reward for hard work, and new leadership +that will make the future safe from new wars. +We must have Fallaray. He’s the only man. I came +here this evening to fetch him. He refuses to come +because of you. What are you going to do?”</p> +<p class="pnext">As he drew up short and faced her, she looked like +a deer surrounded by dogs. He was sorry, but this +was no time for fooling. What stuff was this girl +made of? Had she the gift of self-sacrifice as well as +the magnetism of sex? Or was she just a female, who +would cling to what she had won, self before everything?</p> +<p class="pnext">“I love him,” she said.</p> +<p class="pnext">Well, it was good to know that, but was that an +answer? “Yes,” he said. “Well?” He would like +to have added “But does he love you and can you keep +him after passion is dead,—a man like Fallaray, who, +after all, is forty.” But he hadn’t the courage or the +desire to hurt.</p> +<p class="pnext">“And because I love him he must go,” she said.</p> +<p class="pnext">He leaned forward and seized her hand. He was +surprised, delighted, and a little awed. She had gone +as white as a lily. “You will see to that? You will +use all your influence to give him back to us?” He +could hardly believe his ears and his eyes.</p> +<p class="pnext">“All my influence,” she said, standing very straight.</p> +<p class="pnext">He bent down and touched her hand with his lips.</p> +<p class="pnext">They were at the gate. They heard steps on the +other side of the wall.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Go,” she said, “quickly.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But before he went he bowed, as to a queen.</p> +<p class="pnext">And then Lola heard the voice again, harshly. “Go +on, de Brézé, go on. Don’t be weak. Stick to your +guns. You have him in the palm of your hand.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But she shook her head. “But I’m not de Brézé. +I’ve only tried to be. I’m Lola Breezy of Queen’s +Road, Bayswater, and this is love.”</p> +<p class="pnext">She opened the gate and went in to Fallaray.</p> +</div> +</div> +<div class="level-2 section" id="part-viii"> +<h2 class="level-2 pfirst section-title title"><a class="toc-backref pginternal" href="#id61">PART VIII</a></h2> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id48"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">I</h3> +<p class="pfirst">There was a hooligan knock on Georgie Malwood’s +bedroom door.</p> +<p class="pnext">Saying “Aubrey” to herself without any sign either +of irritation or petulance, she put down her book, +gathered herself together, and slid off the bed. In a +suit of boy’s pajamas she looked as young and undeveloped +as when, at seventeen, she had married Clayburgh +in the first week of the War. Her bobbed hair +went into points over her ears like horns, and added to +her juvenile appearance. She might have been a +schoolgirl peeping at life through the keyhole, instead +of a woman of twenty-four, older than Methuselah.</p> +<p class="pnext">She unlocked the door. “Barge in,” she said, +standing clear.</p> +<p class="pnext">And Aubrey Malwood, with his six foot two of +brawn and muscle, his yellow Viking hair, eyebrows +and moustache, barged, as he always did.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’ve just dropped in to tell you,” he said, going +straight to the looking-glass, “that Feo rang up an +hour ago. She wants you to lunch with her in Dover +Street.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Perching herself on the window seat, like a pillow +girl in Peter Pan, Georgie gazed uninterestedly at that +portion of the Park at Knightsbridge which is between +the barracks and the Hotel.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, damn,” she said, “I wish she’d leave me +alone.” +Young Malwood was so astonished at this sentiment +that he was drawn away from self-admiration. He +liked his type immensely.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I never expected to hear you say that! What’s +the notion?”</p> +<p class="pnext">His much-married wife’s doglike worship of Feo +Fallaray had, as a matter of fact, immediately eliminated +him from her daily pursuits and long ago sent +him after another form of amusement.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, I dunno,” said Georgie. “She’s been different +lately; lost her sense of humor, and become serious +and sentimental,—the very things she’s always hated +in other people. You’re so fond of yourself that I +don’t suppose you’ve ever noticed the shattering effect +of having the teacher you imitated go back suddenly to +the sloppy state you were in at the beginning of your +lessons. I’ll go this time and then fall away. Feo’s +over.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Malwood went back to the glass and posed as a +gladiator with an imaginary sword and shield. His +magnificent height and breadth and bone made him +capable of any gladiatorial effort. Only as to brain +was he a case of arrested development. At twenty-eight +he was still only just fit for Oxford. In any +case, as things were, this desertion from her leader +would leave Georgie exactly what she was,—someone +who had the legal right to provide him with +funds.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well,” he said, “it’s your funeral,” and let it go. +The fact that the elaborate dressing table was covered +with framed photographs of his three equally young +predecessors, as well as toilet things bearing their +crests and initials, left this perpetual undergraduate +unmoved. He had never been in love with Georgie. +He had been somewhat attracted by her tinyness and +imperturbability, but what had made him ask her to be +his wife was the fact that everybody was talking about +her as a creator of a record,—three times a widow in +five years,—and he was one of those men, who, being +unable to attract attention by anything that he could +do, felt the need of basking in reflected glory. He had +been fatuously satisfied to follow her into a public place +and see people nudge each other as she passed. It was +a thousand to one that if he had not married Georgie, +he would have hunted London to find a girl who had +won her way into the <em>Tatler</em> as a high diver or a +swallower of knives. Why Georgie had married him +was the mystery. Having acquired the married habit, +it was probable that she had accepted him before she had +had time to discover that beneath his astonishing good +looks and magnificent physique there was the mind of +a potato. He had turned out to be an expensive hobby +because when his father’s business had been ruined by +the War, he possessed nothing but his pay as a second +lieutenant. Peace had removed even that and left him +in her little house in Knightsbridge with eight pairs of +perfect riding boots, a collection of old civvies, and an +absolute incapability of earning a legitimate shilling. +With characteristic cold-bloodedness she had, however, +immediately advertised that she would not be responsible +for his debts, and made him an allowance of ten +pounds a week, a fourth of her income after the depredation +of income tax. An invulnerable sponge, with +a contagious chuckle, a fairly good eye for tennis, and +a homogeneous nature, he managed to hang on by the +skin of his teeth and was perfectly happy and satisfied. +But for Georgie, he must have been a farm laborer in +Canada or a salesman in a motor-car shop on the +strength of his appearance. Or he might have gone +to Ireland in the Black and Tans.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well,” he said, having delivered his message, +“cheerio. I’m going to Datchet for a week to stay on +the Mullets’ houseboat.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Georgie looked round at him, stirred to a slight +curiosity.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Mullet? New friends?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes. War profiteers. Rolling in the stuff. Great +fun. Know everybody. Champagne and diamonds +for breakfast. Haven’t got a loose fiver about you, +I suppose?”</p> +<p class="pnext">With a faint smile Georgie pointed to her cigarette +case on the dressing table. And without a qualm +Malwood opened it, removed his wife’s last night’s +bridge winnings, murmured, “Thanks most awfully,” +and barged out, whistling a tune from “The League +of Notions.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“All right, then. For the last time, lunch with +Feo,” thought Georgie, moving from the window seat +lazily. “She’s over.”</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id49"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">II</h3> +<p class="pfirst">For the first time since Feo had lifted Georgie Malwood +into her intimacy, in that half-careless, half-cautious +way that belongs usually to the illegitimate +offspring of kings, her small, unemotional friend was +late for her appointment. Always before, like every +other member of the gang, Georgie Malwood had reported +on the early side of the prescribed moment and +killed time without impatience until it had occurred +to Feo to put in an appearance. That morning, which +was without word from Arrowsmith, as she had predicted +with the uncanny intuition that makes women +suffer before as well as after they are hurt, Feo was +punctual. She entered her den with the expectation +of finding Georgie curled up on the sofa, halfway +through a slim volume of new poems. The room was +empty and there had been no message of apology, no +hastily scribbled note of endearment and explanation.</p> +<p class="pnext">During the longest forty-five minutes that she had +ever spent, Feo passed from astonishment to anger and +finally into the chilly realization that her uncharacteristic +behavior of the last few weeks had been discussed +and criticized, and that the judgment of her friends +was unmistakably reflected in the new attitude of the +hitherto faithful and obsequious Georgie,—always +the first to catch the color of her surroundings. She, +Feo, the Queen of Flippancy, the ringleader of eroticism, +had had the temerity to play serious, an unforgivable +crime in the estimation of the decadent set +which had ignored the War and emerged triumphantly +into the chaos of peace. Well, there it was. A long +and successful innings was ended. She would be glad +to withdraw from the field.</p> +<p class="pnext">She waited in her favorite place with her beautiful +straight back to the fireplace, both elbows on the low +mantel board and one foot on the fender. Her face +was as white as a candle, her large violet eyes were +filled with grim amusement, and her wide, full-lipped +mouth was a little twisted. She wore a frock that was +the color of seaweed, cut almost up to her knees, with +short sleeves, a loose belt, and a great blob of jade +attached to a thin gold chain lying between her breasts. +Her thick, wiry hair was out of curl and fell straight, +like that of a page in the Court of Cesare Borgia. +For all her modernity there was something about +her that was peculiarly medieval, masculinely girlish +rather than effeminately boyish. She might have been +the leading member of a famous troupe of Russian +ballet dancers, ready at a moment’s notice to slip out +of her wrapper and spring with athletic grace high into +the air.</p> +<p class="pnext">Her first remark upon Georgie’s lazy entrance was +Feoistic and disconcerting.</p> +<p class="pnext">“So I’m over, I see,” she said, and waited ironically +for its effect.</p> +<p class="pnext">Not honest enough to say, “Yes, you are,” Georgie +hedged, with some little confusion.</p> +<p class="pnext">“What makes you think so, Feo?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Your infernal rudeness, my dear, which you +wouldn’t have dared to indulge in a week ago. You’ve +all sensed the fact that I’m sick to tears of the games +I’ve led you into, and would gladly have gone in for +babies if I’d had the luck to seem desirable to the +right man.” She made a long arm and rang the bell. +“I am ripe for repentance, you see, or perhaps it +might be more accurate, though less dramatic, to say +eager for a new sensation. It isn’t coming off, but +you can all go and hang yourselves so far as I’m concerned. +I’m out. I’m going to continue to be serious. +Bring lunch in here,” she added, as a footman framed +himself in the doorway, “quickly. I’m starving.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Almost any other girl who had been the favorite of +such a woman as Feo would have found in this renunciation +of leadership something to cause emotion. +Mere gratitude for many favors and much kindness +seemed to demand that. But this young phlegmatic +thing was just as unmoved as she had been on receipt +of the various war office telegrams officially regretting +the deaths of Lord Clayburgh, Captain Graham Macoover, +and Sir Harry Pytchley. She lit the inevitable +cigarette, chose the much-cushioned divan, and +stretched herself at full length.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I can do with a little groundsel too,” she said, as +though the other subject had been threshed out.</p> +<p class="pnext">And so it had, for the time being. Feo, oddly +enough, had no bricks to throw. She could change +her religion, it seemed, without pitching mud at the +church of her recent beliefs. It was not until lunch +was finished and the last trickle of resentment at +Georgie’s failure to apologize had gone out of her +system that she returned to the matter and began, in +a way, to think aloud. It was not as indiscreet as it +might have been, because Georgie Malwood was completely +self-contained and had developed concentration +to such a degree, her first three husbands having been +given to arguing, that she could lie and follow her +own train of thought as easily in a room in which a +mass of women were playing bridge as in a monkey +house. Her interest in Feo was dead. She was over.</p> +<p class="pnext">And so Feo gave herself away to a little person +whose ears were closed.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I don’t know what exactly to do,” she said. “At +the moment, I feel like a fish out of water. If Arrowsmith +had liked me and been ready to upset the conventional +ideas of his exemplary family, I’d have +eloped with him, however frightfully it would have +put Edmund in the cart. I don’t mind owning that +Arrowsmith is the only man I’ve ever met who could +have turned me into the Spartan mother and worthy +<em>haus-frau</em>. I had dreams of living with him behind +the high walls of a nice old house and making the +place echo with the pattering feet of babes. It’s the +culminating disappointment of several months of ’em,—the +bad streak which all of us have to go through +at one time or another, I suppose. However, he +doesn’t like me, worse luck, and so there it is. So I +think I’d better make the best of a bad job and cultivate +Edmund. I think I’d better study the life of +Lady Randolph Churchill and make myself useful to +my husband. Politics are in a most interesting state +just now, with Lloyd George on the verge of collapse +at last, and the brainy dishonesty of a woman suddenly +inspired with political ambition is exactly what +Edmund needs to push him to the top. He has been +too long without a woman’s unscrupulous influence.”</p> +<p class="pnext">She began to pace the room with long swinging +strides, eagerly, clutching at this new idea like a +drowning man to a spar. Her eyes began to sparkle +and the old ring came back to her voice. Here was a +way to use her superabundant energy and build up a +new hobby.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’m no longer a flapping girl with everything to +discover,” she went on, “I’ve had my share of love +stuff. By Jove, I’ll use my intelligence, for a change. +I’ll get into the fight and develop strategy. Every +one’s looking to Edmund as the one honest man in the +political game, and I’ll buckle to and help him. He’s +an amazing creature. I’ve always admired him, and +there’s something that suits my present state of mind +in making up to him for my perfectly rotten treatment +all these years. If I can’t make a lover into a husband, +by Jingo, I can set to work to make a husband +into a lover. There’s an idea for you, Feo, my pet! +There’s a mighty interesting scheme to dig your teeth +into, my broad-shouldered friend!”</p> +<p class="pnext">She sent out an excited laugh and flung up her hand +as though to welcome a brain wave. Her amazing +resilience stood her in good stead in this crisis of her +life,—to say nothing of her courage and queer sense +of humor. Her blood began to move again. Fed up +with decadence, she would plump whole-heartedly for +usefulness now, be normal, go to work, get into the +good books of George Lytham and his party, surprise +Fallaray by her sudden allegiance to his cause and to +him, and gradually break down the door that she had +slammed in his face.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’ll let my hair grow,” she continued gayly, working +the vein that was to rescue her from despondency +and failure with pathetic eagerness.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’ll chuck eccentric clothes. I’ll turn up slang and +blasphemy. I’ll teach myself manners and the language +of old political hens. I’ll keep brilliance within speed +limits. Yes, I’ll do all that if I have to work like a +coolie. And I’ll tell you what else I’ll do. I’ll bet you +a thousand pounds to sixpence that before the end of +the year I’ll be the wife—I said the wife, Georgie—of +the next Prime Minister. Will you take it?”</p> +<p class="pnext">She drew up short, alight and excited, her foot already +on the beginning of the new road, and paused +for a reply.</p> +<p class="pnext">Georgie stretched like a young Angora cat and +yawned with perfect frankness.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’ll take whatever I can get, Feo,” she said. “But +what the devil are you talking about? I haven’t heard +a blessed word.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And Feo’s laugh must have carried into Bond +Street.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id50"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">III</h3> +<p class="pfirst">And when Georgie had transferred herself from the +many-cushioned divan to her extremely smart car, in +which, with an expressionless face and a mind as calm +as a cheese, she was going to drive to Hurlingham to +be present at, rather than to watch, the polo, Feo went +upstairs.</p> +<p class="pnext">She felt that she must walk, and walk quickly, in +an endeavor to keep up with her new line of thought, +at the end of which she saw, more and more clearly, +a most worth-while goal. Before she could arrive at +this, she could see a vista of bunkers ahead of her to +negotiate which all her gifts of intrigue would have, +happily, to be exercised. To give interest and excitement +to her plan of becoming Fallaray’s wife in fact, +as well as by law, she required bunkers and needed +difficulties. The more the merrier. She knew that, +at present, Fallaray was as far away from her as +though he were at the North Pole,—and as cold. +She was dead certain of the fact that she had been of +no more account to him, from the first few hours of +their outrageous honeymoon, than a piece of furniture +in one of the rooms in his house of which he never +made use. That being so, she could see the constant +and cunning employment of the brains that she had +allowed to lie fallow through all her rudimentary rioting,—brains +that she possessed in abundance, far +above the average. In the use of these lay her salvation, +her one chance to swing herself out of the great +disappointment and its subsequent loose-endedness +which had been brought about by Arrowsmith’s sudden +deflection. Her passionate desire for this man was not +going easily to die. She knew that. Her dreams +would be filled with him for a considerable time, of +course. She realized, also, looking at that uncompleted +episode with blunt honesty, that, but for him, +she would still be playing the fool, giving herself and +her gifts to the entertainment of all the half-witted +members of the gang. To the fastidious Arrowsmith +and her unrequited love she owed her sudden determination +to make herself useful to Fallaray and finally +to become, moving Heaven and earth in the process, his +wife. This was the paradoxical way in which her +curious mind worked. No tears and lamentations for +her. She had no use for them. On the contrary, she +had courage and pride, and by setting herself the most +difficult task that she could possibly have chosen, two +things would result,—her sense of adventure would +be gratified to the hilt and Arrowsmith shown the stuff +of which she was made.</p> +<p class="pnext">But on her way to her room, which was to be without +Lola until the following morning, she stopped in +the corridor, turned and went to the door of Fallaray’s +den. After a moment’s hesitation she entered, feeling +that she was trespassing, never before having gone into +it of her own volition. She could not be caught there +because Fallaray had escaped to his beloved Chilton, +she remembered. Her desire was to stand there alone +for a few moments, to merge herself into its atmosphere; +to get from its book-lined walls and faint odor +of tobacco something of the sense of the man who had +unconsciously become her partner.</p> +<p class="pnext">The vibrations of the room as they came to her were +those of one which had belonged to an ascetic, long +dead and held in the sort of respect by his country +that is shown by the preservation of his work place. It +was museum-like and tidy, even prim. The desk was +in perfect order and had the cold appearance of not +having been used for a century. The fireplace was +clean and empty. The waste-paper basket might never +have been employed. There was nothing personal to +give the place warmth and life. No photographs of +women or children. No old pipes. And even in the +cold eyes of the bust of Dante that looked down upon +her from the top of one of the bookcases there was +no expression, either of surprise or resentment at her +intrusion.</p> +<p class="pnext">Most women would have been chilled, and a little +frightened, there. It would have been natural for +them, in Feo’s circumstances, had they possessed imagination, +to have been struck with a sense of remorse. +It should have been their business, if nothing else, to +see that this room lived and had personality, comfort +and a little color,—flowers from time to time, and at +least one charming picture of a youngster on the +parental desk. And Feo did feel, as she looked about +in her new mood, a little shiver of shame and the red-hot +needle of repentance pricking her hitherto dormant +conscience.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Poor old Edmund,” she said aloud, “what have I +done to him? This place is dry, bloodless, like a +mausoleum. Well, I’ll alter it all. I have a job, thank +God. Something to set my teeth into. Something to +direct my energy at,—if it isn’t too late.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And as this startling afterthought struck her, she +wheeled round, darted across the room to the place +where a narrow slip of looking-glass hung in an old +gold frame, and put herself through a searching examination.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Mf! Still attractive in your own peculiar way,” +she said finally, with relief. “The early bloom gone, +of course; lines here and there, especially round the +eyes. Massage and the proper amount of sleep will +probably rub those away. But there’s distinction about +you, Feo dear, and softness can be cultivated. You’re +as hard as an oil painting now, you priceless rotter. +However, hope springs eternal, and where there’s a +will there’s a way.”</p> +<p class="pnext">She laughed at herself for these nursery quotations +and clenched her fists for the fray. But as she turned, +fairly well satisfied with the result of her inspection, +she heard steps in the corridor—Fallaray’s steps—and +the blood rushed into her face. By George, she +was going to be caught, after all.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id51"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">IV</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Fallaray? This sun-tanned, smiling man with +shoulders square, chin high, and a song in his eyes, +who came into the room like a southwest gale?</p> +<p class="pnext">If he felt surprise at the unfamiliar sight of Feo +in his den, he allowed nothing of it to show. He held +out a cordial hand and went to her eagerly.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’ve come up to town to see you,” he said. “You +must have got my S. O. S.”</p> +<p class="pnext">The manner provided the second shock. But Feo +returned the pressure of his hand and tried instantly +to think of an answer that would be suitable to her +new rôle.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I think I must have done so,” she said quietly, returning +his smile. “Your holiday has worked wonders, +Edmund.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“A miracle, an absolute miracle!”</p> +<p class="pnext">A nearer look proved that his word was the right +one. Here was almost the young Fallaray of the +tennis courts and the profile that she had set herself +impishly to acquire in those old days. Good Heavens, +could it be that she <em>was</em> too late, and that another +woman had brought about this amazing change? She +refused to permit the thought to take root. She told +herself that she had had her share of disappointments. +He had needed rest and his beloved Chilton, bathed +in the most un-English sunlight, had worked its magic. +It must be so. Look at this friendliness. That wasn’t +consistent with the influence of another woman. And +yet, as an expert in love, she recognized the unmistakable +look.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’m only staying the night here,” he said. “I’m +off to Chilton again in the morning. So there’s no +time to lose. Can you give me ten minutes?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Of course,” she said. “And as many more as you +care to ask for. I’m out of the old game.” She hurried +to get that in, astonished at her uncharacteristic +womanliness.</p> +<p class="pnext">But he was one-eyed, like a boy. What at any +other time would have brought an incredulous exclamation +left him now incurious, without surprise. He +was driving hard for his own goal. Anything that +affected Feo, or any one else, except Lola, didn’t matter. +Her revolutionary statement passed almost unheard. +He pushed an armchair into place.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Sit down,” he said, “I want to talk to you.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And as she sat down it was with a sudden sense of +fatalism. There was something in all this that was +predetermined, inevitable. That flame had been set +alight in him by love, and nothing else. She felt, sitting +there, like that most feeble of all figures, Canute. +What was the use in trying to persuade herself that +what she dreaded to hear was not going to be said? +She was too late. She had let this man go.</p> +<p class="pnext">He walked up and down for a moment, restless and +wound up, passing and repassing the white-faced +woman who could have told him precisely what he +was about to say.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I want to be set free,” he said, with almost as little +emotion as would have been called up by the discussion +of a change of butchers. “I want you to let me arrange +to be divorced. Something has happened that +has altered my entire scheme of life. I want to begin +all over again. I have come back this afternoon to put +this to you and to ask you to help me. I think I know +that many times since we’ve been married you would +have asked me to do this, if I hadn’t been in politics. +I’m grateful to you, as I’m sure you know, for having +respected what was my career to that extent. I am +going out. My resignation is in my pocket. It is to be +sent to the P. M. to-night. When I go back to-morrow, +it will be as a free man, so far as Westminster +is concerned. I want to return to Chilton, having left +instructions with your lawyers, with your permission, +to proceed with the action. The evidence necessary +will be provided and the case will be undefended. I +shall try to have it brought forward at the earliest +possible moment. May I ask you to be kind enough to +meet me in this matter?”</p> +<p class="pnext">He drew up in front of her and waited, with as little +impatience as breeding would permit.</p> +<p class="pnext">If this question had been put to her a week ago, +or yesterday, she would have cried out, “Yes,” with +joy and seen herself able to face a future with Arrowsmith, +such as she had pictured in her dreams. It +came upon her now, on top of her determination to +turn over a new leaf, like a breaker, notwithstanding +the fact that she had seen it coming. But she got up, +pride and courage and tradition in every line of her +eccentrically dressed body, and faced him.</p> +<p class="pnext">“You may,” she replied. “And I will help you in +every possible way. It’s the least that I can do.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Thank you,” he said. “I am deeply grateful. I +knew that you would say just that.” And he bowed +before turning to go to his desk. “Who <em>are</em> your +lawyers?”</p> +<p class="pnext">She hadn’t any lawyers, but she remembered the +name of the firm in which one of the partners was the +husband of a woman in the gang, and she gave it to +him.</p> +<p class="pnext">He wrote it down eagerly. “I’m afraid it will be +necessary for you to see these people in the morning. +Is that perfectly convenient?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Perfectly,” she said. “I have no engagements, as +it happens.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Then I will write a statement of the facts,” he +said, “at once. The papers can be served upon me at +Chilton.”</p> +<p class="pnext">It was easy to get out of marriage as it had been to +get into it.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Is that all?” she asked, with a touch of her old +lightness.</p> +<p class="pnext">He rose. “Yes, thank you,” he said, and went to +the door to open it for her. There were youth and +elasticity and happiness all about him.</p> +<p class="pnext">But as she watched him cross the room, something +flashed in front of her eyes, a vivid ball of foolish +years which broke into a thousand pieces at her feet, +among the jagged ends of which she could see the +ruins of a great career, the broken figure of a St. +Anthony, with roses pinned to the cross upon his chest.</p> +<p class="pnext">He stopped her as she was going and held out his +hand again.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I am very grateful, Feo.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And she smiled and returned his grasp. “The best +of luck,” she said. “I hope you’ll be very happy, for +a change.”</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id52"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">V</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Having now no incentive to go either to her room +or anywhere else, her new plan dying at its birth, Feo +remained in the corridor, standing with her back +against one of the pieces of Flemish tapestry which +Simpkins had pointed out to Lola. She folded her +arms, crossed one foot over the other, and dipped her +chin, not frowning, not with any sort of self-pity, but +with elevated eyebrows and her mouth half open, incredulous.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Of course I’m not surprised at Edmund’s being +smashed on a girl,” she told herself. “How the Dickens +he’s gone on so long is beyond belief. I hope +she’s a nice child,—she must be young; he’s forty; +I hope he’s not been bird-limed by one of the afterwar +virgins who are prowling the earth for prey. I’m +very ready to make way gracefully and have a dash +at something else, probably hospital work, sitting on +charity boards with the dowagers who wish to goodness +they had dared to be as loose as I’ve been. But—but +what I want to know is, who’s shuffling the cards? +Why the devil am I getting this long run of Yarboroughs? +I can’t hold anything,—anything at all, +except an occasional knave like Macquarie. Why this +run of bad luck now? Why not last year, next year, +next week? Why should Edmund deliberately choose +to-day, of all days, to come back, with no warning, +and put a heavy foot bang in the middle of my scheme +of retribution? Is it—meant? I mean it’s too beautifully +neat to be an accident. Is it the good old upper +cut one always gets for playing the giddy ox, I wonder?—Mf! +Interesting. Very. More to come, too, +probably, seeing that I’m still on my feet. I’ve got +to get it in the solar plexus and slide under the ropes, +I suppose, now they’re after me. ‘Every guilty deed +holds in itself the seed of retribution and undying +pain.’ Well, I’m a little nervous, like some poor creature +on the way to the operating table; and—and I’ll +tell you what else I am, by George! I’m eaten up with +curiosity to know who the girl is, and how she managed +to get into the line of vision of this girl-blind +man,—and I don’t quite know how I shall be able +to contain myself until I satisfy this longing.—Oh, +hullo, Lola. This is good. I didn’t expect you till the +morning. But I don’t mind saying that I’ve never +been so pleased to see anybody as you, my dear. Had +a good time?”</p> +<p class="pnext">She went to the top of the stairs and waited for +Lola to come up, smiling and very friendly. She was +fond of this girl. She had missed her beyond words,—not +only for her services, which were so deft, so +sure-fingered, but also for her smile, her admiration. +Good little Lola; clever little Lola too, by George. +That Carlton episode,—most amusing. And this recent +business, which, she remembered, was touched +with a sort of—what? Was ecstasy the word? +Good fun to know what had happened. Thank the +Lord there was going to be a pause between knock-outs, +after all.</p> +<p class="pnext">Dressed in her perfectly plain ready-made walking +frock, her own shoes and a neat little hat that she had +bought in Queen’s Road, Bayswater, Lola came upstairs +quickly with her eyes on Feo’s face. She seemed +hardly to be able to hold back the words that were +trembling on her lips. It was obvious that she had +been crying; her lids were red and swollen. But she +didn’t look unhappy or miserable, as a girl might if +everything had gone wrong; nor in the least self-conscious. +She wore neither her expression as lady’s +maid, nor that of the young widow to whom some one +had given London; but of a mother whose boy was in +trouble and must be got out of it, at once, <em>please</em>, and +helped back to his place among other good boys.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Will you come down to your room, Lady Feo?” +she asked. “Mr. Lytham will be here in a few minutes +and I want you to see him.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lytham—young Lochinvar! How priceless if he +were the man for whom she had dressed this child up.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Why, of course. But what’s the matter, Lola? +You’ve been crying. You look fey.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola put her hand on Feo’s arm, urgently. “Please +come down,” she said. “I want to tell you something +before Mr. Lytham comes.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Well, this seemed to be her favor-granting day, as +well as one of those during which Fate had recognized +her as being on his book. First Edmund and then +Lola,—there was not much to choose between their +undisguised egotism. And the lady’s maid business,—that +was all over, plainly. George Lytham,—who’d +have thought it? If Lola were in trouble, she had a +friend in that house.</p> +<p class="pnext">And so, without any more questions, she went back +to her futuristic den which, after her brief talk with +Fallaray, seemed to belong to a very distant past. But +before Lola could begin to tell her story, a footman +made his appearance and said that Mr. Lytham was +in the hall.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Show him in here,” said Feo and turned to watch +the door.</p> +<p class="pnext">She wondered if she would be able to tell from his +expression what was the meaning of her being brought +into this,—a disinclination on his part to take the +blame, or an earnest desire to do what was right under +the circumstances? She never imagined the possibility +of his not knowing that Lola was a lady’s maid dressed +in the feathers of the jay. Unlike Peter Chalfont, who +accepted without question, Lytham held things up to +the light and examined their marks.</p> +<p class="pnext">There was, however, nothing uncomfortable in his +eyes. On the contrary, he looked more than ever like +the captain, Feo thought, of a County Cricket Club, +healthy, confident and fully alive to his enormous responsibility. +He wore a suit of thin blue flannels, the +M. C. C. tie under a soft low collar, and brown shoes +that had become almost red from long and expert treatment. +He didn’t shake hands like a German, with a +stiff deference contradicted by a mackerel eye, or with +the tender effusion of an actor who imagines that +women have only to come under his magnetism to offer +themselves in sacrifice. Bolt upright, with his head +thrown back, he shook hands with an honest grip, +without deference and without familiarity, like a good +cricketer.</p> +<p class="pnext">“How do you do, Lady Feo,” he said, in his most +masculine voice. “It’s kind of you to see us.” Then +he turned to Lola with a friendly smile. “Your telephone +message caught me just as I was going to dash +off for a game of tennis after a hard day, Madame de +Brézé,” he added.</p> +<p class="pnext">Oh, so this was another of the de Brézé episodes, +was it, like the one with Beauty Chalfont. Curiosity +came hugely to Feo’s rescue. Here, at any rate, was a +break in her run of bad luck, very welcome. What on +earth could be the meaning of this quaint meeting,—George +Lytham, the earnest worker pledged to reconstruction, +and this enigmatic child, who might have +stood for Joan of Arc? If Lola had caught Lytham +and brought him to Dover Street to receive substantiation, +Feo was quite prepared to lie on her behalf. +What a joke to palm off the daughter of a Queen’s +Road jeweler on the early-Victorian mother of the +worthy George!</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well?” she said, looking from one to the other +with a return of her impish delight in human experimentation.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Mr. Lytham can explain this better than I can,” +said Lola quietly.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I’m not so sure about that, but I’ll do my best.”</p> +<p class="pnext">He drew a chair forward and sat down. Under ordinary +circumstances, where there was the normal +amount of happiness, or even the mutual agreement to +give and take that goes with the average marriage, his +task would have been a difficult one. But in the case +of Feo and his chief he felt able to deal with the matter +entirely without self-consciousness, or delicacy in +the choice of words.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I needn’t worry you with any of the details of the +new political situation, Lady Feo. You know them, +probably, as well as I do. But what you don’t know, +because the moment isn’t yet ripe for the publication +of our plans, is that Mr. Fallaray has been chosen to +lead the Anti-waste Party, which is concentrating its +forces to rout the old gang out of politics at the next +General Election, give Parliament back its lost prestige, +and do away with the pernicious influence of the +Press Lords. A big job, by Jove, which Fallaray alone +can achieve.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well?” repeated Feo, wondering what in the +world this preamble had to do with the case in question.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well, at the end of the meeting of my party yesterday, +I was sent down to Chilton Park to tell Mr. +Fallaray our plans. I was stultified to be told that he +had decided to chuck politics.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“And go in for love. Yes, I know. But what has +this got to do with Lola,—with Madame de Brézé?”</p> +<p class="pnext">That was the point that beat Feo, the thing that +filled her with a sort of impatient astonishment. Was +this uncommunicative girl, who seemed to her to be so +essentially feminine, whose métier in life was obviously +to purr under the touch of a masculine hand, who had +been given a holiday to go on a love chase with Chalfont, +presumably, somehow connected with politics? +It was incredible.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh, you’ve seen Fallaray.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes, my dear man, yes! He broke the news to +me the moment he came in,”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Did he ask you to give him a divorce?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“He did, without a single stutter.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“And you said——”</p> +<p class="pnext">“But—my dear young Lochinvar, may I make so +bold as to ask why this perfectly personal matter has +to be discussed in the open, so to speak?” +She made her meaning unmistakably clear. This +girl was not so close a friend as he might have been +led to suppose.</p> +<p class="pnext">“What did you say to Mr. Fallaray?” asked Lola, +leaning forward eagerly.</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lytham waited with equal anxiety for an answer.</p> +<p class="pnext">It did not come for an extraordinary moment and +only then in the form of a tangent. Feo turned slowly +round to the girl who was in the habit of dressing +her and putting her to bed. With raised eyebrows and +an air of amused amazement, she ran her eyes over +every inch of her, as though trying very hard to find +something to palliate the insufferable cheek that she +was apparently expected to swallow.</p> +<p class="pnext">“My good Lola,” she said finally, “what the devil +has this got to do with you?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Madame de Brézé is the <em>dea ex machina</em>,” said +Lytham, evenly.</p> +<p class="pnext">It didn’t seem to him to be necessary to lead up to +this announcement like a cat on hot bricks, considering +that Lady Feo had openly flouted his chief from the +first. She had no feelings to respect.</p> +<p class="pnext">“<em>What did you say?</em>”</p> +<p class="pnext">He repeated his remark, a little surprised at the +gaping astonishment which was caused by it.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Madame de Brézé—Lola—the woman for +whom I am to be asked to step aside?—Is this a +joke?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“No,” he said. “Far from a joke.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Ye Gods!” said Feo. And she sat for a moment, +holding her breath, with her large intelligent mouth +open, her dark Italian eyes fixed on Lytham’s face, and +one of her long thin capable hands suspended in mid-air. +She might have been struck by lightning, or +turned into salt like Lot’s inquisitive wife.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was plain enough to Lola that her mistress was +reviewing in her mind all the small points of their connection,—the +engagement in the housekeeper’s room, +the knowledge of her parentage, the generous presents +of those clothes for her beautification, the half-jealous, +half-sympathetic interest that had been shown in her +love affair with Chalfont, as she had allowed Lady +Feo to imagine. She had come to Dover Street, not +to take this woman’s husband away, but to give him +back, to beg that he should be retained by all the hollow +ties of Church and law; bound, held, controlled, +rendered completely unable to break away,—not for +Feo’s sake, and not for his, but for his country’s. And +so, having committed no theft because Fallaray was +morally free, and being unashamed of her scheme +which had been merely to give a lonely man the rustle +of silk, she hung upon an answer to her question.</p> +<p class="pnext">Once more Feo turned to look at Lola, leaning forward, +and for a moment something flooded her eyes +that was like blood, and a rush of unformed words of +blasphemous anger crowded to her lips. With distended +nostrils and widening fingers, she took on the +appearance, briefly, of a figure, half man, half woman, +stirred to its vitals with a desire to kill in punishment +of treachery, suffering under the sort of humiliation +that makes pride collapse like a toy balloon. And +then a sense of humor came to the rescue. She sprang +to her feet and burst into peal after peal of laughter +so loud and irresistible and prolonged, that it brought +on physical weakness and streaming tears. Finally, +standing in her favorite place with her back to the +fireplace, dabbing her eyes and steadying her voice, she +began to talk huskily, with anger, and sarcasm, and +looseness, puncturing her sometimes pedantic choice +of words with one that was appropriate to a cab driver.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Well, I’ll be damned,” she said, “Lola—purring +little Lola, and in those clothes, too! I don’t mind +confessing that I would never have believed it possible. +I mean for you to have had the courage to aim +so high. It’s easy to understand <em>his</em> end of it. The +greater the ascetic, the smaller the distance to fall. +Ha!—And you, you busy patriot, you earnest, self-confident +young Lochinvar, if only I could make clear +to you the whole ludicrous aspect of this bitter farce, +this mordant slice of satire. You wouldn’t enjoy it, +because you’re a hero-worshipper, with one foot in +the Albert period. And in any case I can’t let you into +it because my inherited instinct of sportsmanship is +with me still, even in this. And so you’ll miss the +point of the orgy of laughter that gave me the stitch. +But I don’t mind telling you that it’s a scream, and +would make a lovely chapter in the history of statesmen’s +love affairs.”</p> +<p class="pnext">That Fallaray should have turned from her to pick +up this bourgeois little person, a servant in his house,—that +was what rankled, in spite of her saying that +she understood his end of it. Good God!</p> +<p class="pnext">But to Lytham, who knew Lola as Madame de +Brézé, and had found her to be willing to make a +great sacrifice for love, the inner meaning of Feo’s +outburst was lost. He told himself, as he had often +done before, that Feo was an extraordinary creature, +queer and erotic, and came back to the main road +bluntly.</p> +<p class="pnext">“May I ask you to be so kind as to tell me,” he +said, “what answer you gave to Mr. Fallaray when he +asked you to give him a divorce? A great deal depends +upon that.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“You mean because of his career and the success +of your political plans?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“And why do you want to know, pray?” Feo shot +the question at Lola.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Because of Mr. Fallaray’s career,” Lola replied +simply, “and the success of these political plans.”</p> +<p class="pnext">But this was something much too large to be swallowed, +much too good to be true. Regarding Lola as +a deceitful minx, a most cunning little schemer, Feo +took the liberty to disbelieve this statement utterly, although +on the face of it Lola appeared to have thrown +in her lot with Lytham. Why?—What was she up +to now?—An impish desire to keep these two on +tenterhooks and get a little fun out of all this—it +was the only thing that she could get—suddenly +seized Feo strongly. Here was a gorgeous chance for +drama. Here was an epoch-making opportunity unexpectedly +to force Lytham and the young vamp, as +she called her, to ask Fallaray himself for an answer +to this question, and watch the scene. It was probably +the only opportunity to satisfy an avid curiosity to +see how Fallaray would behave when faced with his +“affinity,” and find out what game the girl who had +been her servant was playing. This high-faluting attitude +of Lola’s was all nonsense, of course. She had +caught Fallaray with her extraordinary sexiness and +meant to cling to him like a limpet. To become the +second Mrs. Fallaray was naturally the acme of her +ambition, even although she succeeded to a man who +must place himself on the shelf in order to indulge +in an amorous adventure. +A great idea! But it would have to be carried out +carefully, so that no inkling of it might escape.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Excuse me for a moment,” said Feo, and marched +out of the room with a perfectly expressionless face.</p> +<p class="pnext">Shutting the door behind her, she caught the eye of +a man servant who was on duty in the hall. He came +smartly forward.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Go up to Mr. Fallaray and say that I shall be +greatly obliged if he will come to my den at once on an +important matter.” And then, having taken two or +three excited turns up and down the hall, she controlled +her face and went back into the room.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Saint Anthony, Young Lochinvar, the lady’s +maid,” she said to herself, “and the ex-leader of the +erotics. A heterogeneous company, if ever there was +one.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Once more, standing with her back to the fireplace, +her elbows on the low mantel board, Feo looked down +at Lola, whose eyes were very large and like those of +a child who had cried herself out of tears.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Where have you been?” she asked.</p> +<p class="pnext">“At Whitecross, with Lady Cheyne,” replied Lola.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Oh!—The little fat woman who has the house +near the gate in the wall? I see. And you came back +this afternoon?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes,” said Lola.</p> +<p class="pnext">“With my husband?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“No,” said Lola.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Does he know that you intended to give me the +pleasure of seeing you here with our mutual friend?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“No,” said Lola.</p> +<p class="pnext">Was that a lie or not? The girl had been crying, +that was obvious. Something had evidently gone +wrong with her scheme. But why this surreptitious +meeting, this bringing in of Lytham? It was easy, of +course, to appreciate <em>his</em> anxiety. He needed an impeccable +Fallaray. He was working for his party, his +political campaign, and in the long run, being an +earnest patriot, for his country.—She had a few +questions to put to him too.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Where did you meet Lola de Brézé, Young Lochinvar?” +she asked.</p> +<p class="pnext">“At Chilton Park,” said Lytham, who had begun to +be somewhat mystified at the way in which things were +going; and, if the truth were told, impatient. All he +had come to know was whether he had an ally in Lady +Feo or an enemy, and make his plans accordingly. He +could see no reason for her to dodge the issue. His +game of tennis looked hopeless. What curious creatures +women were.</p> +<p class="pnext">“When?”</p> +<p class="pnext">There was the sound of quick steps in the hall.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Last night.”</p> +<p class="pnext">The door opened and Fallaray walked in.</p> +<p class="pnext">With a gleeful smile Feo spoke through his exclamation +of surprise. “Edmund, I would like you to +tell your friends what my answer was to your request +for a divorce.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Hating to be caught in what was obviously an endeavor +to influence his chief’s wife against a decision +to unhitch himself from marriage and politics, +Lytham sprang to his feet, feeling as disconcerted as +he looked.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lola made no movement except to stiffen in her +chair.</p> +<p class="pnext">Watching Fallaray closely, Feo saw first a flare of +passion light up his eyes at the sight of Lola, and +then an expression of resentment come into them at +not being able, others being present, to catch her in +his arms. An impetuous movement had taken him to +the middle of the room, where he drew up short and +stood irresolute and self-conscious and looking rather +absurd under the gaze of Lytham and his wife.</p> +<p class="pnext">“What is all this?” he asked, after an awkward +pause, during which he began to suspect that he had +been tricked by Feo and was faced by a combination +of objection.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Don’t ask me,” said Feo, waving her hand towards +Lytham and Lola.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Then I must ask you, George,” said Fallaray, +making an effort to disguise his anger. He could see +that he had been made the subject of discussion, as if +he were some one to be coerced and who did not know +his own business.</p> +<p class="pnext">“This is not quite fair,” said Lytham. “Our intention +was to see Lady Feo, get her views and cooperation, +and then, to-night or to-morrow, come to +you and beg you to do the sane thing in this affair. +We had no hand in your being dragged into this +private meeting.”</p> +<p class="pnext">He too was angry. Feo had cheated and brought +about the sort of crisis that should have been avoided. +Any one who knew Fallaray’s detestation of personalities +must have seen what this breaking down of his +fourth wall would bring about.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Who do you mean by ‘we’?” demanded Fallaray.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Madame de Brézé and myself,” said Lytham.</p> +<p class="pnext">“What! You ask me to believe that Madame de +Brézé has come here with you to persuade my wife to +go back on her promise to set me free? What do you +take me for?” +He laughed at the utter absurdity of the idea and +in doing so, broke the tension and the stiltedness of the +scene, as he realized that Feo had deliberately intended +it to become. And then, with a certain boyishness that +went oddly with his monk-like face, he went over to +Lola and put his hand on her shoulder.</p> +<p class="pnext">“All right,” he added. “Let’s have this out and +come to a final understanding. It will save all further +arguments. Just before you brought Lola here, having, +as I can see, worked on her feelings by talking +about your party and telling her that her coming into +my life would ruin my career—I know your dogged +enthusiasm, George—I saw my wife. I put my case +to her at once and she agreed very generously to release +me. A messenger will be here in ten minutes to +take my statement to her lawyers and my resignation +to the Prime Minister. I shall return to Chilton to-morrow +to wait there, or wherever else it may suit +me, until the end of the divorce proceedings. You +won’t agree with me, but that is what I call doing the +sane thing. Finally, all going well, as please God it +may, this lady and I will get married and live happily +ever after.”</p> +<p class="pnext">He spoke lightly, even jauntily, but with an undercurrent +of emotion that it was impossible for him to +disguise.</p> +<p class="pnext">And then, to Feo’s complete amazement, Lola, who +had been so quiet and unobtrusive, rose and backed +away from Fallaray, her face as white as the stone +figures at Chilton under moonlight, her hands clasped +together to give her strength, her eyes as dry as an +empty well. She was bereft of tears.</p> +<p class="pnext">“But I am not going to marry you,” she said, “because +if I do everything will go badly.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Fallaray sprang forward to take her in his arms +and kiss her into love and life and acquiescence, as he +had done before,—once at the gate and once again +last night under the stars.</p> +<p class="pnext">But she backed away and ranged herself with +Lytham.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I love Fallaray,” she said. “Fallaray the leader, +the man who is needed, the man who has made himself +necessary. If I were to marry Fallaray the deserter, +there would be no such thing as happiness for me or +for him.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Fallaray’s eager hands fell suddenly to his sides. +The word that had come to Lola as an inspiration, +though it broke her heart to use it, hit him like a well-aimed +stone. Deserter!—A man who turned and ran, +who slunk away from the fight at its moment of +crisis, who absconded from duty in violation of all +traditions of service, thinking of no one but himself. +Deserter! It was the right word, the damnable right +word that rears itself up for every man to read at the +crossroads of life.—And he stood looking at this +girl who had brought him back to a momentary youth +through a glamor that gave way to the cold light of +duty. His was a pitiful figure, middle-aged, love-hungry, +doomed to be sacrificed upon the altar of +public service.</p> +<p class="pnext">Lytham didn’t rejoice at the sight, having sympathy +and imagination. Neither did Feo, who had +just lost her own grasp upon a dream.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Is it possible that you love me so much?” he asked.</p> +<p class="pnext">And Lola said, “Yes, yes!”</p> +<p class="pnext">It was on Lytham’s tongue to say, “My dear man, +don’t you gather what I mean by the ‘sane thing’? +There’s no need to take this in the spirit of a Knight +Crusader. A little nest somewhere, discreetly +guarded.”</p> +<p class="pnext">And it was on Feo’s tongue to add, also completely +modern, “Of course. Why not? Isn’t it done every +day? No one need know, and if it’s ever found out, +isn’t it the unwritten law to protect the reputations of +public men so long as there is no irate husband to stir +up our hypocritical moral sense by bringing the thing +into the open?”</p> +<p class="pnext">But neither spoke. There was something in the way +in which Lola stood, brave but trembling, that kept +them silent; something in Fallaray’s expression of +adoration and respect that made them feel ashamed of +their materialism. They were ignorant of all that had +gone to the making of Lola’s apprenticeship to give +that lonely man the rustle of silk, and of the fact that +he had grown to love this girl not as a mistress, but +as a wife.</p> +<p class="pnext">And after a silence that held them breathless, Fallaray +spoke again. “I must be worthy of you, my +little Lola,” he said, “and not desert. I will go on +with the glory of your love as a banner—and if I die +first, I will wait for you on the other side of the +Bridge.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“I will be faithful,” she said.</p> +<p class="pnext">He held out his arms, and she rushed into them with +a great cry, pressed herself to his heart, and took her +last living kiss.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Till then,” said Fallaray finally, letting her go.</p> +<p class="pnext">But nothing more came from Lola except a groping +movement of her hands.</p> +<p class="pnext">At the door, square of shoulder, Fallaray beckoned +to Lytham and went out and up to his room.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was Feo who wept.</p> +</div> +<div class="level-3 section" id="id53"> +<h3 class="level-3 pfirst section-title title">VI</h3> +<p class="pfirst">Leaving his cubby-hole behind the screen and taking +the inevitable glass out of his eye, John Breezy waddled +through the shop to the parlor to enjoy a cup of +tea. It was good to see the new brightness and daintiness +assumed by the whole of that little place since +Lola had come back and put her touch upon everything. +It was good also to break away from the +mechanism of unhealthy watches for a quarter of an +hour and get into contact with humanity that was +cheerful and well.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Hurray!” he said, “what should I do without my +cupper tea?”</p> +<p class="pnext">With one eye on the shop door and the other on the +teapot, Mrs. Breezy presided at the chaotic table. The +tea tray had cleared an opening among the heterogeneous +mass of accumulation. It was the ritual of +week-day afternoons, faithfully performed year in and +year out,—and of late, since Lola had been helping in +the shop, more frequently interrupted than ever before. +Now that she had fallen into the steady habit of sitting +behind the counter near the window, business had +perked up noticeably and it was astonishing how many +young men were discovering the need of safety-razor +blades, Waterman’s fountain pens, silver cigarette +cases, and the like. Was it astonishing?</p> +<p class="pnext">“Nice weather for Lola’s afternoon off,” said +Breezy, emptying his cup into his saucer, cabman’s +fashion. Tea cooled the sooner like that and went +down with a more succulent sound. “Hampton Court +again?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Yes, dear,” replied Mrs. Breezy, “with Ernest. +Wonderful how much better he looks since Lola came +back,—cleaner, more self-respecting. He had another +poem in the paper yesterday. Did you read it?”</p> +<p class="pnext">“Um. I scanned it over. Pretty good coming from +behind a face like that. Somehow, I always think of a +poet as a man with big eyes, a velvet coat, hair all over +his face, who was born with a dictionary in his hand. +Funny thing, breaking out in a lad like Ernest. +Caused by the War, p’raps. It’s left a lot of queer +things behind it. He’d make more money if he tried +to turn out stories like Garvice wrote. I think I shall +speak to him about it and get him to be practical.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“No, don’t,” said Mrs. Breezy, “you’d upset Lola. +She believes in Ernest and wants him to make a +name.”</p> +<p class="pnext">“What’s the good of a name without money? +However, I won’t interfere. You—you don’t suppose +that Lola’s thinking of marrying that boy some +day, do you?” It was a most uncomfortable thought. +His little girl must do better than that.</p> +<p class="pnext">Mrs. Breezy was silent for a moment and her face +wore a look of the most curious puzzlement.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I don’t know what she thinks, John. To tell you +the truth, dear, I don’t know anything about her, and +I never did. I don’t know why she went to Dover +Street or why she came back. She’s never told me and +I’ve never asked her. When I catch her face sometimes, +I can see in it something that makes my heart +miss a beat. I can’t describe it. It may be pain, it +may be joy,—I don’t know. I can’t tell. But it isn’t +regret and it isn’t sorrow. It lights her up like, as +though there was something burning in her heart. +John, our little girl’s miles away from us, although +she’s never been nearer. She dreams, I think, and +walks in another world with some one. We’ve got to +be very kind to her, old man. She’s—she’s a strange, +strange child.”</p> +<p class="pnext">Breezy pushed himself out of the sofa as a rather +heavily laden boat is oozed out of mud. He was irritable +and perhaps a little frightened.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I don’t find her strange,” he said. “Strange! +What a word! She’s a good girl, that’s what she is,—as +open as a book, with nothing to hide. And she’s +our girl, and she’s doing her job without grumbling, +and she’s doubling the business. And what’s more, +she’s cheerful and happy and loving. I’m damned if +I can see anything strange about her. You certainly +have a knack of saying queer things about Lola, one +way ’n’ another, you have!” And he marched out of +the parlor in a kind of fat huff, only to march back +again immediately to put his arm round the little +woman’s neck and give her an apologetic kiss. He +was one of these men who loved peace at any price +and erected high barriers round himself in order that +he shouldn’t see anything to disturb his ease of mind. +It was the same form of brain anæmia, the same lack +of moral courage from which the Liberal Government +had suffered in the face of the warning of Lord Roberts. +In other words, the policy of the ostrich. Knowing +very well that his wife had all the brains of the +partnership and never said anything for the mere sake +of saying it, he was quite sure that she was right as +to Lola, and he had himself almost swallowed one of +the little screws that played so large a part in the interior +of his watches on seeing the look that Mrs. +Breezy had described on the face of his little girl as +she sat perched up on a high stool waiting for the next +customer, with her eyes on something very far away. +And because this gave him a jar and frightened him +a little, he persuaded himself that what he had seen +he had not seen, because it was uncomfortable to see +it. It is a form of mental dope and it suits all sorts +of constitutions,—like religion.</p> +<p class="pnext">And so, blotting out of his mind the little conversation +which had taken place over the teapot, Breezy returned +to his job, his fat hands working on the intricate +mechanisms of his Swiss and American invalids with +astonishing delicacy of touch; and all the while he +whistled softly through his teeth. He was never at a +loss for a tune because the flotsam and jetsam that +came in and went out of Queen’s Road, Bayswater, +with their tired pianos, their squeaky fiddles, and their +throaty baritones provided him with all the sentimental +ballads of yesterday and to-day.</p> +<p class="pnext">It was seven o’clock when he looked up and saw +Lola enter with Ernest Treadwell,—the girl with a +reflection of all the flowers of Hampton Court in her +eyes and the boy with love and adoration in his. It +was true that all about him there was a great improvement, +a more healthy appearance, a look of honest +sleep and clean thinking. But he was still the same +ugly duckling with obstreperous hair and unfortunate +teeth and a half-precocious, half-timid manner. All +the same, the fairies had touched him at his birth and +endowed him with that strange thing that is called +genius. He had the soul of a poet.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Come up,” said Lola, “you’re not doing anything +to-night, so you may as well stay to dinner. +I’ve found something I want to read to you.”</p> +<p class="pnext">She waved her hand to her father, smiled at her +mother who was selling note-paper to a housemaid +from Inverness Terrace for love letters—and so the +paper was pink—and led the way upstairs to the +drawing-room which had been opened up and put in +daily use. Its Sabbath look and Sabbath smell, its +antimacassars had disappeared. There were books +about, many books; sevenpenny editions of novels that +hadn’t fallen quite stillborn from the press, and one or +two by Wells and Lawrence and Somerset Maugham.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Sit down for a moment, Ernie,” she said, “and +make yourself happy. I’ll be with you again in five +minutes.” And he looked after her with a dog’s eyes +and sat down to watch the door with a dog’s patience.</p> +<p class="pnext">In her own room she went to her desk, unlocked a +drawer and took out a page cut from <em>The Tatler</em> on +which was reproduced a photograph of Fallaray. She +had framed it and kept it hidden away under lock and +key, and always when she came home from her walks, +and several times a day when she could slip up and +shut herself in for a moment or two, she took it out +to gaze at it and press it to her breast. It was her +last link, her last and everlasting link with the foolish +dreams with which that room was so intimately associated,—a +room no longer made up to represent +that of a courtesan; a normal room now, suitable to +the daughter of a watchmaker in Queen’s Road, Bayswater.</p> +<p class="pnext">The evening sun gilded the commonplace line of the +roofs opposite as she stood in the window with Fallaray’s +face against her heart.</p> +<p class="pnext">“I love you,” she said, “I love you. I shall always +love you, and if I die first, I shall wait for you on the +other side of the Bridge.”</p> +<p class="pnext">She returned it to its hiding place, took off her hat, +tidied her hair, picked up a little book and went back to +the drawing-room.</p> +<p class="pnext">“Listen,” she said, “this is for you.</p> +<blockquote><div> +<div class="line-block"> +<div class="line"> +“‘I shall see my way as birds their trackless way.</div> +<div class="line"> +I shall arrive,—what time, what circuit first,</div> +<div class="line"> +I ask not; but unless God send His hail</div> +<div class="line"> +Or blinding fire-balls, sleet or stifling snow,</div> +<div class="line"> +In some time, His good time, I shall arrive;</div> +<div class="line"> +He guides me and the bird. In His good time.’”</div> +</div> +</div></blockquote> +<p class="pfirst">And as the boy watched her and saw her light up +as though there were something burning in her heart, +he knew that those lines were as much for herself as +for him.</p> +<p class="pnext">THE END</p> +<div class="line-block"> +<div class="line"> + </div> +<div class="line"> + </div> +</div> +<p class="bold pfirst">“The Books You Like to Read at the Price You Like to Pay”</p> +<p class="pnext">There Are Two Sides to Everything—</p> +<p class="pnext">—including the wrapper which covers +every Grosset & Dunlap book. 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He also assumes +the responsibility of leading the entire rural community upward +and onward.</p> +<p class="pnext">LADDIE. Illustrated by Herman Pfeifer.</p> +<p class="pnext">This is a bright, cheery tale with the scenes laid in Indiana. The +story is told by Little Sister, the youngest member of a large family, +but it is concerned not so much with childish doings as with the love +affairs of older members of the family. Chief among them is that +of Laddie and the Princess, an English girl who has come to live in +the neighborhood and about whose family there hangs a mystery.</p> +<p class="pnext">THE HARVESTER. Illustrated by W. L. Jacobs.</p> +<p class="pnext">“The Harvester,” is a man of the woods and fields, and if the +book had nothing in it but the splendid figure of this man it would +be notable. But when the Girl comes to his “Medicine Woods,” +there begins a romance of the rarest idyllic quality.</p> +<p class="pnext">FRECKLES. 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