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- Jane Lends A Hand
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-Title: Jane Lends A Hand
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-Author: Shirley Watkins
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-Release Date: March 17, 2011 [EBook #35593]
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-Language: English
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- Jane Lends A Hand
-
- BY
-
- Shirley Watkins
-
- _Author of "Nancy of Paradise Cottage,"_
- _and "Georgina Finds Herself"_
-
- The GOLDSMITH Publishing Co.
- CHICAGO ILL.
- MADE IN USA
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- _Copyright 1923, by_
- _George W. Jacobs & Company_
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- All rights reserved
- PRINTED IN U.S.A.
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-Contents
-
-
- - CHAPTER I--AFFAIRS OF THE LAMBERT FAMILY
- - CHAPTER II--BUSYBODY JANE
- - CHAPTER III--CIVIC INTEREST
- - CHAPTER IV--THE APPEARANCE OF PAUL
- - CHAPTER V--PAUL HESITATES
- - CHAPTER VI--A REBEL IN THE HOUSE
- - CHAPTER VII--GIRLS
- - CHAPTER VIII--JANE LENDS A HAND
- - CHAPTER IX--"THE BEST LAID PLANS--"
- - CHAPTER X--PAUL AND CARL
- - CHAPTER XI--CARL SQUARES HIS DEBT
- - CHAPTER XII--JEFF ROBERTS
- - CHAPTER XIII--DISASTER
- - CHAPTER XIV--THE CROSSROADS
- - CHAPTER XV--AN UNSUSPECTED HERO
- - CHAPTER XVI--A FAMILY MATTER
- - CHAPTER XVII--AN HONOR TO THE FAMILY
- - CHAPTER XVIII--THE WANDERER COMES HOME
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- JANE LENDS A HAND
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-CHAPTER I--AFFAIRS OF THE LAMBERT FAMILY
-
-
-At six o'clock Jane had awakened, and, lifting her tousled head from her
-pillow, sniffed the frosty air.
-
-The red sunlight of an October morning was sending its first ruddy beams
-into the bare little room, but notwithstanding this sign that the
-morning was advancing, and the fact that all the children had had their
-first summons to get up and dress, Jane, this lazy Jane, merely burrowed
-down deeper into her warm nest, and buried her round nose in the
-patchwork quilt.
-
-She had a strong disinclination to leaving her cosy bed, and braving the
-penetrating chill of an autumn morning. Owing to Mr. Lambert's Spartan
-ideas on the up-bringing of children, the little bed-rooms under the
-irregular roof of the old house were never heated until the bitterest
-days of mid-winter. _His_ children were not, said he, to be softened and
-rendered unfit to endure the various hardships of life by pampering. His
-wife, the jolly comfort-loving Gertrude, sometimes confided privately to
-Grandmother Winkler that she thought it was too hard on the children to
-have to leave their warm beds, and dress in rooms where the ice formed a
-film in the water pitchers, and in which they could see their breath;
-but when anyone in the Lambert household had ideas contrary to those of
-the master, they did not advertise them publicly.
-
-Among Mr. Lambert's pet aversions were Unpunctuality and Laziness, and
-no one had better reason to know this than Jane. Nevertheless, she
-infringed upon the iron-bound rules of the household every day of her
-life, and cheerfully paid her penalties with a sort of serene stoicism.
-She had inherited from her placid, happy-tempered mother a vigorous
-dislike of physical discomfort, and a calm way of doing what she wanted,
-and then good-naturedly paying the piper as circumstances demanded.
-
-In the adjoining room, the twins, Wilhelmine (or Minie) and Lottie could
-be heard chattering and laughing in their fresh, sweet voices.
-Shivering, but rosy and wide-awake, the two little girls were dressed in
-their warm woolen frocks inside of ten minutes. Since they were six
-years old, Mr. Lambert had permitted no one to help them but themselves;
-and so, with their little cold red fingers they buttoned each other's
-dress and plaited each other's smooth, shining yellow hair; then set to
-work making up their wooden beds, sweeping, dusting, and putting their
-room to rights.
-
-At half-past six came the summons to breakfast, which had already been
-announced by appetizing odors of porridge and frying bacon.
-
-Little Minie, running past her sister's door, glanced in, and stood
-transfixed with horror at the sight of Jane rolled up like a dormouse,
-and still dozing peacefully.
-
-"Oh, _Ja-ane_!"
-
-A head covered with curly, reddish hair rose above the mountain of
-bed-clothes; a pair of sleepy eyes blinked at the little girl.
-
-"Um." A yawn. "What time is it?"
-
-"It's _half-past thix_, and breakfath's all ready, and you'll be late
-_again_, Jane. Whatever will Papa thay!" This was Lottie, who never
-failed to join her twin on any occasion of grave importance. The two
-plump, rosy-cheeked little girls, with their stiffly starched white
-pinafores, and with their yellow pig-tails sticking out at the sides of
-their heads, were as much alike as a pair of Dresden ornaments. They
-stood now, hand-in-hand, their china-blue eyes round with reproof and
-dismay, gazing at lazy Jane.
-
-"I've got a--a headache," announced Jane unblushingly, "I don't think
-I'll go to school to-day."
-
-"O-oh, Jane!" remonstrated the twins in chorus.
-
-"Well, I haven't exactly got one _now_," said Jane, "but I would have if
-I got up too suddenly. I've been studying too hard. That's what."
-
-"Ooooh, Jane!" The twins covered their rosy mouths with their hands, and
-tittered.
-
-"You don't know anything about it," said Jane, tartly. She reflected for
-a moment. On second thought the plea of a headache seemed weak;
-furthermore, if it were accepted the chances that Mr. Lambert would
-recommend a bitter dose and a dull day in the house had to be
-considered; for the stern parent had a certain grim humour of his own,
-and was not easily to be imposed on even by Jane's fertile invention.
-
-"Well, then put down the windows, Minie--like a good little darling, and
-I'll be down-stairs in three minutes. The day after to-morrow's Saturday
-anyhow." And encouraged by this cheerful thought, Jane at length
-prepared to rise.
-
-Her idea of "three minutes" was astonishingly inaccurate. She dawdled
-into her clothes, interrupted by fits of abstraction, during which, with
-one foot on the chair, and the button-hook thrust through the
-button-holes of her sturdy shoes, she stared out of the uncurtained
-window.
-
-The old house, a rambling two storey building, half-wood, half-brick,
-abounding in gables and dormer windows which gave it its quaintly
-picturesque outline, fronted on the busiest street of the industrious
-but placid little town.
-
-For more than a hundred years the Winkler family had held there a
-certain calm, unassailable position; rightly theirs as the unfailing
-reward of industry, honesty, and the other simple, respectable virtues
-of conscientious, self-respecting citizens and tradesfolk.
-
-One hundred and thirty years ago, to be exact, old Johann Winkler had
-settled there, and had founded what deserves the name of an Institution.
-Certainly, it was the most wonderful bakeshop in the world.
-
-Now, no one but a true Winkler had ever been intrusted with the precious
-recipes for those spiced fruit cookies, or those rich snow-cakes, those
-golden breakfast-rolls, or those plum-puddings which have immortalized
-the name. And in view of the importance which such a family must have in
-the eyes of all who respect supremely excellent baking, a short history
-of its affairs may be admitted here.
-
-It is hardly necessary to say that it prospered for no Winkler had ever
-been born lacking the virtue of wise thriftiness, or the ability to make
-small savings bring in generous increase. At the same time, the shop was
-never moved from the spot where it had first been opened, nor was any
-attempt ever made to give it a more pretentious appearance.
-
-The corner stone which old Johann Winkler had laid himself with so much
-pride bore the date, "A.D. 1789."
-
-A good many generations of little Winklers had grown up in the shelter
-of the quaint old house; and a good many generations of little
-townspeople had stuffed their round stomachs with those incomparable
-spice-cakes and ginger-nuts, had loitered hungrily around the tempting
-show-window, and had scrawled caricatures on the walls and the worn
-stone steps.
-
-The business had been inherited in a direct line from father to son;
-until the day when Uncle Franz Winkler had gone to sea, and left his
-domestic patrimony in the hands of his sister.
-
-This sister was no other than the jolly Gertrude, once the prettiest,
-most blooming maiden in Frederickstown; who, in the course of time
-married one Peter Carl Lambert, a grave, practical-minded young man; and
-this grave, practical-minded young man (who, as the years went on became
-more and more grave, not to say, severe, and more and more practical)
-was no other than the father of all the young Lamberts, a portion of
-whose history is going to be the subject of this story.
-
-Mr. Lambert was, himself, the owner of a moderately prosperous business,
-dealing in the whole-sale and retail distribution of hay and grain; but
-at the some time he had no inclination to allow his wife's inheritance
-to decline, and while he managed his own affairs, Gertrude and
-Grandmother Winkler continued in charge of the bakery, which under his
-shrewd supervision became more flourishing than ever.
-
-On one point and only one did husband and wife find cause for
-dissension. It had become a tradition in the family, as has already been
-said, that no one but a Winkler had ever possessed the magical recipes
-for those cakes and pies which had no rivals. Now, since the outrageous
-and even impious conduct of Uncle Franz, the question had risen, who
-should be regarded as the heir to the business and the name? For there
-were no more Winklers. Gertrude wanted her only son, Carl, to be her
-heir, although he was a Lambert. But Mr. Lambert had other ideas for the
-youth, and the hope that his son would, by becoming a professional man,
-take a step up in the world, was dear to his heart. Furthermore, Carl
-himself, a calm, phlegmatic and determined boy, shared his father's
-views. He had announced his intention of becoming a lawyer.
-
-So matters stood. There seemed to be no solution to the problem. But
-these family difficulties had no place in Jane's mind as she took her
-time to wash and dress on that October morning. What engrossed _her_
-thoughts was the concocting of a feasible plan to avoid the distasteful
-prospect of going to school.
-
-The sun had fully risen now, and already the frosty air had been
-softened by its genial warmth. She opened her window again, and leaned
-out, looking critically from east to west with the gaze of an old
-seaman, calculating the possibilities of the weather.
-
-There was not a cloud in the sky. Never before, it seemed to her, had
-the heavens displayed such a vast expanse of deep, untroubled blue. A
-light, fresh wind rustled through the hazel-nut tree whose boughs
-touched her window; and sent a few of the ruddy, copper-colored leaves
-drifting lazily down to the uneven brick pavement below.
-
-Across the square, she could see the broad, open door of Mr. Lambert's
-warehouse, where already two men in blue shirts were at work tossing a
-fresh wagon-load of corn husks into the well-filled loft. Early to bed
-and early to rise was the motto of the industrious folk of
-Frederickstown, one and all. Wagons covered with white canvas hoods, and
-filled with tobacco, others, overflowing with pumpkins, celery, apples
-and cranberries--all the rich autumn produce of the fertile farming
-country beyond the town--were rumbling over the cobblestones in a
-picturesque procession, on their way to the market-place. And the
-well-known smell of the rimy vegetables was to the adventuresome Jane an
-almost irresistible call to the open.
-
-Her meditations were soon cut short by a final summons--and this in the
-firm cold tones of Mr. Lambert himself--to breakfast.
-
-"Jane! Coming? Or must I fetch you?"
-
-"Jiminy!" said Jane, and banging down the window she fled, clattering
-down the old wooden staircase like a whirlwind.
-
-In the large, sunny room, which served nearly all purposes, the family
-had gathered for breakfast; Granny Winkler at one end of the table--a
-miniature old lady with a frilled cap,--Mr. Lambert at the other end,
-Carl at his right and flaxen haired Elise at his left, Mrs. Lambert with
-one twin beside her and another facing her. Jane's chair, between Elise
-and Lottie was still conspicuously empty.
-
-A door at the right of the dining room opened into the bakeshop, and a
-second door at the back led to the kitchen, from which the exquisite
-odors of the day's outlay of fresh cakes and bread were already issuing.
-The big, bright room, with its casement windows opening onto the small
-garden hemmed in by high brick walls, with its pots of geraniums, and
-Chinese lilies,--which were Elise's special care--its immaculately
-dusted cupboards on whose shelves gleamed rows of solid old German
-pewter ware, was the scene in which the Lambert's, great and small,
-carried on a large part of their daily affairs. In one corner stood Mr.
-Lambert's squat, business-like desk, where every evening, from nine to
-ten, he went over his accounts. At the round table in the center, the
-family ate their meals, and at night, the children prepared their
-lessons, while Grandmother Winkler, seated in her padded rocking chair,
-read her Bible, or nodded over her knitting.
-
-When Jane made her unceremonious entry, the family was seated, and, with
-their heads bent reverently over their plates of steaming porridge, were
-reciting grace in unison.
-
-Mrs. Lambert, glancing up, made her a sign to take her place as
-inconspicuously as possible; and accordingly just before Mr. Lambert
-raised his head, she slipped into her chair.
-
-Her father eyed her for a moment with uncertainty and displeasure; but
-this morning he had another matter on his mind of greater importance
-than that of reprimanding incorrigible Jane. Moreover, he had made it a
-rule, always, if possible, to avoid unpleasantness at meals, owing to
-the unfavorable effects upon the digestion. Consequently, after a brief,
-cold stare at his daughter, whose shining morning face was as bland as
-if her conscience were completely innocent of guilt, he said, solemnly,
-
-"Good morning, Jane."
-
-And Jane said, beaming at him, "Good morning, Papa," and rose to kiss
-his cheek, and then to give her mother a hug that left the plump,
-smiling, dimpling Gertrude quite breathless.
-
-"Sit down now, you bad child," whispered Mrs. Lambert, patting Jane's
-ruddy cheek, "and don't talk. Your father is going to."
-
-The family sat silent and expectant, while Mr. Lambert gravely salted
-his porridge, then fumbled for his steel-rimmed spectacles in the pocket
-of his coat, fitted them on his high-bridged nose, and at length cleared
-his throat.
-
-By this time Jane, whose curiosity was of the most irrepressible
-variety, had all but broken her neck by craning and wriggling in her
-chair to see the letter which lay beside her father's plate. It bore a
-foreign stamp, and she guessed, and guessed rightly that it had some
-bearing on Mr. Lambert's gravity of demeanor. Finally, unable to endure
-her father's pompous preparations for speech any longer she pointed to
-the envelope, and inquired timidly,
-
-"Who's that from, Papa?"
-
-"That is none of your affair, Jane," said Carl, with perfect truth, but
-in his unfortunately superior and reproving way, "and you are very
-ill-mannered."
-
-He spoke with his characteristically priggish air, with a pomposity
-ludicrously like his father's, and doubly ludicrous in a lad of barely
-sixteen.
-
-Carl, who was Mr. Lambert's darling, was at that time a tall, thin,
-delicate looking boy, with a long pale face, straight brown hair, which
-was cut in a bang across his forehead, and a pair of nearsighted, light
-grey eyes, that blinked owlishly behind the thick lenses of his
-spectacles.
-
-It is true that his character was as nearly faultless as it is possible
-for any youth's character to be; he was quiet, studious, and dutiful. At
-school he shone as by far the best of all the pupils, and at home he was
-never known to disobey a single rule of the household. Intelligent
-beyond the average, with a precocious love of accuracy; astonishingly,
-even irritatingly self-controlled, and with a dry judicial quickness and
-keenness already strongly developed, he was an unusually promising boy,
-in whom one already saw the successful, complacent, cool-tempered man.
-But at the same time he neither cared for, nor could boast of great
-popularity. His mother felt more awe than affection for him; in all of
-his sisters but Jane, he inspired only a sort of timid admiration and
-respect; and his school-companions summed him up tersely as a "muff" and
-a "grind." For, while he walked away with the highest honors at the
-close of every session, he was, if the truth must be told, something of
-a coward. He had moods of sulkiness, and moods of maddening superiority.
-His brain was nimble enough, but he had never been known to accept any
-challenge to match his physical strength and courage with theirs. He
-professed a deep contempt for their primitive and barbaric methods of
-settling difficulties, and adroitly evaded the outcome of any
-schoolboy's discussion that seemed likely to end in mortal combat, by
-yielding his point with a self-contained, contemptuous politeness, and a
-premature diplomacy which mystified and enraged his companions.
-
-Jane only was not to be dominated by his assumption of patronizing
-authority; and at his unsolicited correction, she promptly bristled up.
-It rarely took much to rouse the fiery, impulsive Jane.
-
-"Mind your _own_ business!"
-
-"_Jane_!" Mr. Lambert turned to her, his spectacles glistening
-warningly. There was a moment's silence.
-
-"Do you wish to leave the table?"
-
-"No, Papa, but--"
-
-"Very well, then. Have the goodness to be quiet."
-
-"Yes, Papa. But--"
-
-"Silence, ma'am! Your brother was quite right. He is older than you, and
-he had good reason to reprimand you."
-
-Jane meekly subsided; but when her father had withdrawn his gaze, she
-refreshed herself by making a most hideous grimace at her brother, who,
-more complacent than ever, retaliated with a look of icy and withering
-scorn.
-
-By this time, Mr. Lambert had almost finished a second reading of the
-letter, while his wife scanned his face anxiously, not daring to urge
-him to share its news with her. It covered three or four pages of cheap
-paper, and was written in a great, sprawling script that consumed one
-sheet in six or seven lines.
-
-"It looks as if it were written by a _sailor_," murmured Jane, without
-lifting her eyes, and seemingly speaking to herself; and in the same
-dreamy undertone, she explained this singular observation, "Everything
-about a sailor is sort of loose and blowy; they've got blowy coats, and
-blowy neckties, and blowy trousers--"
-
-"You've never seen a sailor," said Carl also in a low tone, "so you
-don't know what you're talking about."
-
-"I _do_ know what I'm talking about," returned Jane, "I wrote a story
-about a sailor once, and I could see him inside of my head just as
-plainly as anything. He had red hair, and a fuzzy wart on his cheek,
-like a caterpillar, and his name was Moses Thomson--"
-
-"Well, wife, after all there is no choice left us," said Mr. Lambert
-laying down the letter. "Without a doubt, this will be a burden, a heavy
-responsibility; but I hope I am not deficient in generosity. I think no
-one can accuse me of that. I am prepared to do my duty in this matter as
-in all others."
-
-"But--but what does the letter say, Peter?" asked Mrs. Lambert timidly.
-"I haven't seen it."
-
-"This letter is from your brother--"
-
-"Yes. From Franz. I recognized his hand after all these years--"
-
-"Your poor brother. Far be it from me to judge him. I have nothing to
-say about him. A shiftless idler, a hair-brained, irresponsible
-ne'er-do-well comes to no good end, and leaves better folk to take up
-his burdens. But it is not for _us_ to judge. I have nothing to say
-about him--"
-
-"Peter! My poor brother--my poor Franz!" cried Mrs. Lambert, greatly
-agitated, "what are you saying?" She stretched out her hand to take the
-letter, and, in her concern, half-rose from her chair.
-
-"I will read you his letter, my dear," said Mr. Lambert. "Try to control
-yourself." He looked at her calmly and firmly, and she sat down again,
-with tears welling up in her soft, beautiful eyes.
-
-Mr. Lambert cleared his throat, and read:
-
- "Dear brother and Honored Sir; I hope this finds you and my
- good, dear mother, and my dear sister, Gertrude, and all your
- dear little ones in good health. I am not in good health. I am
- thinking that my time is about up although not an old man, just
- forty-two which is the Prime of life. The doctor, who is a good
- fellow, thinks it is about up with me but I have got a lot out
- of life and have no complaints to make. But I would ask you a
- favor, and hope that you will see your way to granting me this,
- seeing that I am a dying man and have no one to turn to and
- being in a forran country. My son, Paul, will soon be left
- alone, I fear, which is a bad thing for a young lad and I am
- hoping that perhaps being kinsfolk and he being a likely young
- fellow, good hearted though a bit unlicked, you may find your
- way to giving him a home until he can shift for himself. I
- haven't done all I should have done by the lad, perhaps, living
- a kind of touch and go life, and I am hoping that you may find
- your way to letting him get some education which I think a
- valuable thing for a man, though having no great love of letters
- myself. This is a great favor I am asking I know but I trust you
- may find it in your heart to do me this favor and the boy will
- not forget it. The boy will work for you also and do as you say.
- He is sixteen years old now, and an orphan my wife being dead
- these ten years or so.
-
- "My dear brother, I beg you to forget me and my failings, which
- have been many and show your kindness to my poor boy. And now I
- will close with respectful regards to yourself and give my love
- to my dear old mother and to my dear sister and all her sweet
- children who must be big youngsters now.
-
-
- "Respectfully your brother,
- "Franz Winkler.
-
-
-
- "P. S. Am not letting on to the boy what the doctor says as he
- will take it hard and I can't bear that. Have just told him that
- I am sending him back to America with a friend, Mr. Morse, and
- that I will join him as soon as I am in better shape, and have
- told him how to find you."
-
-A silence followed the reading of this letter, and the emotions that it
-had roused among the members of the little family, were plainly to be
-seen in their faces. The twins who had not been able to understand it
-but who felt that it had brought some grave news, looked first at their
-father and then at their mother. Carl watched Mr. Lambert, and Elise's
-plump, rosy face was solemn; but Jane, as if she were pierced by an
-understanding of the pathos that was magnified by the very clumsy
-illiterateness of the letter, sat perfectly still; her vivid face
-contracted with a look of genuine pain.
-
-Mrs. Lambert was weeping. Then, suddenly, old Grandmother Winkler, who
-had not said a word, got up, took her son's letter out of Mr. Lambert's
-hand, and leaning on her cane, went out of the room.
-
-The astonishment and awkwardness depicted in Mr. Lambert's face showed
-that he had not guessed that the letter would produce such an effect.
-
-After a moment or two, he cleared his throat, and said in a gentle but
-somewhat unctuous tone to his wife:
-
-"My dear, we must not be impatient under our afflictions. This is very
-sad; but it is the will of heaven, and we should learn to endure our
-sorrows--er--uncomplainingly. Furthermore, Providence has seen fit to
-soften this blow by--er--that is after all, you have not seen Franz in
-ten years or more."
-
-"Yes, Peter. Of course," answered Mrs. Lambert, meekly wiping her eyes
-on her napkin. "But when I think of poor Franz--all alone--and the
-boy--that poor child--"
-
-"Of course my dear, your brother may have deceived himself. Come, he may
-be on the road to health at this moment. Let us hope for the best. Let
-us prepare to welcome our nephew, and perhaps,--who knows, Franz himself
-may be spared to us."
-
-Mrs. Lambert's face brightened. She was naturally optimistic, and
-eagerly grasped this ray of hope. Moreover, while she had been very fond
-of her brother, in years of absence his features had somewhat faded from
-her memory. She was not fond of sorrow or melancholy, and was ready to
-exchange grief for hope, and tears for sanguine smiles the moment she
-saw a possibility of the future setting her fears at nothing.
-
-"Yes, yes. What you say is quite true, Peter. After all Franz may
-recover completely."
-
-"Certainly," said Mr. Lambert, briskly. "And now my dear, let us
-consider."
-
-"Is Paul our cousin, Papa?" asked Jane.
-
-Mr. Lambert ignored her question.
-
-"I feel great sympathy for the boy," he said to his wife. "It is hard
-indeed to lose a father at his tender age. For after all, to whom can
-one turn for such disinterested guidance? Who will have his welfare more
-deeply at heart? I hope my son, that in comparing _your_ lot," he turned
-to Carl, "with that of this unfortunate young man, you will realize your
-blessings. And I hope, nay, I believe that in me, this orphaned youth
-will find one who in every way will strive to fill in his life a place
-worthy of the revered name of 'father.'"
-
-"Then," continued Jane, who had been following up her own train of
-thought, "then Paul is a Winkler. And so he can go into the business
-when he is a man."
-
-This simple observation, which had not yet occurred to anyone, called
-forth looks of surprise.
-
-"That is quite true!" exclaimed Mr. Lambert.
-
-"But of course!" cried his wife.
-
-"I see the beneficent hand of Providence in this," said Mr. Lambert, who
-was fond of thinking that Heaven had his domestic affairs very much in
-mind. "Yes, we must prepare to welcome our nephew. I hope, my dear, that
-he will not prove difficult to manage. I hope that he is not lacking in
-a grateful heart."
-
-"Poor child. No father or mother, and so young," murmured Mrs. Lambert,
-her eyes again filling with tears. "And I never even knew that Franz had
-a child. I had forgotten even that he had married."
-
-"Yon can put a cot in Carl's room," suggested Mr. Lambert; "I presume
-that the boy will arrive in a day or two. And now, children, it is a
-quarter past seven."
-
-Everyone rose from the table, and the day's routine began again in its
-accustomed groove. Mr. Lambert departed for the warehouse. Elise helped
-the fat young servant girl to clear away the dishes; Carl went out to
-bring in wood for the stove; even the twins had their household tasks
-which had to be finished before they started to school at eight o'clock.
-
-But Jane went off to find her Grandmother. Behind the counter, in the
-bakeshop, the old woman was sitting, weeping quietly; and the slow tears
-of age were trickling down her wrinkled, brown face, while she strained
-her eyes to read the crooked awkward lines of her son's letter.
-
-"He was a good boy," she said, taking Jane's little hand in her gnarled
-old one. "I understood him, never fear. He was a brave, fine boy--and he
-always loved his old mother. I know that. Didn't he send me this pretty
-shawl--"
-
-"But Granny, darling, he may get well. Don't cry, Granny. Don't you
-cry." She kissed the old woman, and patted her, feeling awed and
-oppressed by this aged sorrow that she could not share.
-
-After a minute, she quietly left Grandmother Winkler, and in an
-unusually silent, and subdued mood, went away to help the twins.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II--BUSYBODY JANE
-
-
-At half past eight, Elise had seen that the two little girls had their
-books and their packages of sandwiches, and started them off to school,
-Carl and Jane marching behind.
-
-"Oh, and Janey!" she called, hastening back to the doorway. "Will you
-remember to give those patterns back to Lily Deacon for me. I'm going to
-be _so_ busy. Any time this afternoon will do. I put them in your school
-bag."
-
-"All right," said Jane, and Elise, always busy, always placid and
-gentle, went back to her work.
-
-"Well, what do _you_ think about it?" Jane asked, presently. She had
-quite forgotten her recent friction with Carl, for quick tempered as she
-was, she rarely remembered a quarrel ten minutes after it occurred.
-
-"Think about what?" said Carl, gruffly.
-
-"About Paul's coming, of course. It's awfully sad about Uncle Franz--but
-it _is_ sort of exciting having a new cousin to stay with us, I think."
-
-"You wouldn't think it so awfully exciting if _you_ had to share your
-room with someone you never saw in your life," returned Carl, sulkily.
-"I don't see why one of the store-rooms couldn't be cleared out for him.
-All I know is that I won't stand for it a second if he tries to sling my
-things around, or scatter his all over the place."
-
-Carl was never very enthusiastic about sharing anything with anyone
-(though in this instance one might sympathize with his annoyance) and
-his fussy love of neatness reached a degree that one would far sooner
-expect to find in a crabbed old maid than in a boy of sixteen years.
-
-Jane did not reply to this indignant objection.
-
-"What do you think he'll be like?" she asked next, scuffling through the
-piles of ruddy brown leaves that lay thick on the uneven brick walk.
-
-"I think he'll be a big, roistering bully. That's what I think,"
-answered Carl savagely; his lips set in a stubborn line, and the lenses
-of his spectacles glinted so angrily, that Jane decided to drop the
-subject.
-
-For several minutes they walked along in silence: the twins marching
-ahead, chattering like little magpies, their yellow pigtails bobbing
-under their round brown felt hats. Each clutched her spelling book and
-reader, and her package of sandwiches and cookies; each wore a bright
-blue dress, a bright red sweater, and a snow white pinafore.
-
-It was fully a mile to the school, but as a rule the brisk young
-Lamberts walked it in twenty minutes. This morning, however, Jane
-dawdled shamelessly.
-
-"I don't feel like school to-day a bit," she remarked, looking up
-through the trees.
-
-"You never do," returned Carl, dryly, "but you've got to go all the
-same. I bet you don't play hookey again in a hurry."
-
-"H'm?" said Jane, "why not?"
-
-"Why not?" the first really mirthful grin that Carl had shown that day
-spread slowly over his serious features. "Didn't you catch it hot enough
-last time? You're such an idiot anyway. If you'd only do your work
-conscientiously you wouldn't mind school. I'd hate it too if I were as
-big a dunce as you."
-
-"Oh,--you would, would you, Goody-goody?" retorted Jane with spirit.
-"I'm not a dunce. I'm the brightest girl in my class."
-
-"Whoo-ee!" whooped Carl, staggered by this cool conceit. "Well! If you
-haven't got cheek!"
-
-"'Tisn't cheek," said Jane, calmly, "I am. I heard Dr. Andrews say so to
-Miss Trowbridge."
-
-"Well--he must have been talking through his hat, then," observed Carl.
-"He was _probably_ talking about someone else."
-
-"No, he wasn't. They were standing outside the school-room door, at
-lunch-hour, and I was in there, and I heard Dr. Andrews say, 'That
-little Jane Lambert has brains. She's one of the brightest children--'"
-
-"That's the trouble with you!" broke in Carl, thoroughly exasperated.
-"You've got such a swell-head that you won't work at all. And I don't
-see how anyone could say that you were clever when you get about one
-problem right out of a dozen."
-
-"I don't see how either," said Jane placidly; "but he did. Oh,
-look--Miss Clementina has got a new canary!"
-
-There was no event that occurred in Frederickstown which did not excite
-Jane's interest. She stopped to peer into the front window of a small
-brick house, where amid a perfect jungle of banana plants and ferns, a
-brightly gilded cage hung between two much befrilled net curtains.
-
-"Poor old lady, I'm glad she got her bird. He has a black spot on his
-head just like her old one. I daresay her cat will eat him too. I wonder
-what she has named him. Her old one was named William." Jane giggled.
-
-"What an idiotic name for a bird!" said Carl. Like his father, he was
-never amused by anything that seemed to him fantastic. "You'd better
-hurry up and stop peeking into everyone's window. Come on."
-
-Jane reluctantly obeyed.
-
-"William is a queer name for a bird," she agreed amicably, "but it's no
-queerer than calling her cat Alfred, and that awful little monkey of
-hers, Howard. She told me that she named her pets for all her old
-sweethearts."
-
-"Her old sweethearts!" echoed Carl derisively.
-
-"Yes. She said that she had dozens. And you know what? I believe it's
-true. Anyhow, she has lots of pictures of beautiful gentlemen, with
-black moustaches and curly side-whiskers. I've seen the whole
-collection. She said she never could bear fair men."
-
-"Humph!" said Carl.
-
-"She said that she was dreadfully heartless when she was a girl. An
-awful flirt. Professor Dodge still calls on her every Sunday
-afternoon--all dressed up with a flower in his button-hole, and kid
-gloves, and a little bouquet wrapped up in wet paper. And she plays the
-piano for him, and sings 'Alice Ben Bolt' and 'The Mocking Bird' and
-'Coming Thro' the Rye.'"
-
-"What a busybody you are. Always prying into other people's affairs. It
-wouldn't hurt you to mind your own business for a while, I must say."
-
-"I don't pry into other people's affairs," said Jane, quite unruffled.
-"Most of 'em seem to like to talk, and I just listen--that's all."
-
-"There's the bell, now! Hang it, we're late. Why can't you--" but here
-Carl set off in a race for the school-house, outstripping the two
-squealing, panting twins. And in another moment, Jane, too, was
-scampering across the square as fast as her legs would carry her.
-
-That was, in truth, not destined to be a very successful day for Jane.
-To begin with, she was marked "tardy" for the third time that month. The
-first classes went off passably; but she came to grief as she was
-congratulating herself on the fact that she had managed to scrape along
-fairly well.
-
-With all her quickness and curiosity, Jane had small love for hard
-study; but her aptness in gathering the general sense of a lesson at
-almost a glance stood her in good stead, and with very little trouble on
-her part she succeeded in shining quite brilliantly in history, general
-science, and geography. When it came to mathematics however, she met her
-Waterloo.
-
-This class was presided over by Miss Farrel, a vague old lady, with
-near-sighted, reproachful blue eyes, and an almost inaudible voice, who
-taught a dry subject in the dryest possible manner.
-
-For some reason, Jane found it more difficult than ever to keep her mind
-on square roots and unknown quantities that morning. Her eyes wandered
-longingly to the window. It was open, for the day had grown warmer
-toward noon, and in the quiet square an old man was raking up the fallen
-leaves into a row of small bonfires, and lifting them in bundles into a
-little wheeled cart. Patiently he limped back and forth, stopping every
-now and then to push his old felt hat back on his head and mop his
-forehead with a colored handkerchief, which in between times waved
-jauntily from his hip pocket. The pungent smell of leaf smoke drifted in
-through the window. The golden and ruddy foliage of the elm-trees and
-lindens made a fretted canopy over the drowsy green, through which
-sifted the mellow light of an Indian summer sun.
-
-Fat Lulu Pierson's thick, glossy pig-tails next engrossed Jane's
-attention. She took one gently in her fingers; the evenly clipped end of
-it reminded her of the brush that Sam Lung, the Chinese laundry-man used
-when he wrote out his receipts. She dipped it in the ink, and began to
-make hieroglyphics on her scratch-tablet. Then Lulu gave an impatient
-jerk, and the wet pig-tail just missed causing general disaster. Jane
-carefully took it again, dried it on her blotter, and made a serious
-effort to concentrate her attention by fixing her gaze gravely on Miss
-Farrel's wrinkled face. But she soon found that she was merely wondering
-why that prim old dame took the trouble to wear a little bunch of false
-curls across her forehead--such a remarkable cluster, as smooth and
-crisp as spun glass, pinned with a little bow of black taffeta ribbon.
-And so honestly false--certainly they could not have been selected with
-the intention of deceiving, for not even Miss Farrel, near-sighted as
-she was, could have imagined for a moment that they matched the
-diminutive nubbin into which her own grey locks were twisted every
-morning.
-
-"Why doesn't she wear a wig? Though after all that auburn is rather
-nice. I don't see why she doesn't change 'em around sometimes--"
-
-"Well, Jane, perhaps you can tell us," Miss Farrel's soft voice broke in
-upon these reflections, and Jane started as if she had been awakened
-from a sound sleep. She gasped, and then quickly recovering herself,
-said blandly,
-
-"Yes, Miss Farrel."
-
-There was a dead silence. Jane looked about her in surprise, to find
-every eye in the room fixed on her.
-
-"Well?" prompted Miss Farrel.
-
-Jane swallowed. She had not the remotest idea what the question was.
-Nevertheless she made a bold attempt to conceal this fact, and with an
-aplomb admirable under the circumstances, said,
-
-"I didn't exactly understand the question, Miss Farrel."
-
-A faint tinge of color appeared upon each of Miss Farrel's cheekbones,
-and her almost invisible eyebrows went up.
-
-"And what didn't you understand about it? I am sure I don't see how it
-could be expressed in any clearer terms. Will you repeat it to me? Then
-we can soon find out just where my words confused you." The old lady
-felt that she was being exceedingly cunning.
-
-Jane winked her eyes rapidly, opened her mouth, shut it, and moistened
-her lower lip with the tip of her tongue. She knew she was cornered.
-
-"Yes, Jane. And stand up please when you recite," said Miss Farrel in
-ominously gentle tones. "And don't fidget, Jane. Put that eraser down.
-We are waiting, Jane."
-
-"Well, what I didn't understand was--was--I didn't understand--I didn't
-understand the question."
-
-Another silence.
-
-"Did you _hear_ the question?"
-
-"No, Miss Farrel."
-
-"Oh. And what, pray, have you been doing?"
-
-"Why--just thinking."
-
-"Ah. How interesting. And what were you thinking of?"
-
-Jane tried to keep her face straight, and looked down to hide the
-laughter in her eyes.
-
-"Nothing, Miss Farrel."
-
-Silence again. Miss Farrel opened her little black record book, and
-slowly and deliberately registered Jane's crime.
-
-"Sit down, Jane. And will you please wait for me here after school. At
-three o'clock. Well, Isabel, will _you_ give me the formula for finding
-the area of a circle."
-
-Jane took her seat.
-
-"What a goose I am, anyway," she thought, and accepted her punishment
-with her usual calmness.
-
-At three o'clock, when the other girls, chattering and laughing gathered
-their books and left the school-room singly and in groups, she sat at
-her desk waiting for Miss Farrel. The cleaning woman came in, with her
-mop and bucket, and began to splash the dusty wooden floor. She was a
-talkative, good-natured old thing, and one of Jane's numerous intimates.
-
-"Well, now, what are they keepin' you here for, this fine afternoon,
-Miss Janey?" she said sympathetically.
-
-"Oh, I don't mind much. How's Amelia, Mrs. Tinker?"
-
-"Fine. Fine, miss, thank yer."
-
-"And how's Henry Clay?"
-
-"He's fine, too, I thank yer."
-
-"Is Mr. Tinker out of the hospital yet?"
-
-"Not yet, I thank yer," said Mrs. Tinker, cheerfully. "They think as how
-he'll have to be there another six weeks or so. Well, I'm not one to
-complain against what the Lord thinks best, and I says to Henry Clay,
-'Don't complain, Henry. You let well enough alone,' says I."
-
-"Is Henry Clay the one that's going to be an undertaker?"
-
-"That's right, miss. The boy's always had his heart set on it, and as I
-says to Mr. Tinker, 'Don't oppose him.' And Henry shows wonderful talent
-for it, miss. Wonderful."
-
-Jane was going to ask how a precocious talent for undertaking manifested
-itself, when Miss Farrel appeared.
-
-"Perhaps, Mrs. Tinker, you might work just now in one of the other
-rooms," she suggested with dignity. "You may return in an hour."
-
-And then she turned her attention to Jane.
-
-The old lady began by a plaintive little discourse on Jane's
-shortcomings, and on the future disasters that they would most certainly
-lead to. She tried to sound severe and cold, but now and then she said
-"my dear," and once she laid her small, old hand on Janey's. It was so
-difficult to be severe with Jane.
-
-"And now, Jane, we must review all last week's work. You see how much
-time you lose?"
-
-The lesson began; but it turned out that Jane was able to answer very
-nearly every question that Miss Farrel asked.
-
-"Now, you see? Oh, if you would only put your mind on your work, my
-dear, it would really be a pleasure to teach you. My dear old teacher
-used to say--"
-
-And here, veering away from the discussion of altitudes and bases, the
-good dame began to prattle in the friendliest way about her own
-girlhood, and about the little school she used to go to, way up in the
-country, where half the tuition was paid in salt pork and other
-provisions, and about her father and brothers. Everybody seemed to drift
-into talking about their own affairs to Jane, and Jane remembered
-everything they told her. There was hardly a soul in Frederickstown
-whose general history she was not familiar with; very simple histories
-for the most part, for the inhabitants of Frederickstown were simple
-souls, yet each had its measure of comedy and tragedy, and each had its
-mysterious relationship to the character of its confiding narrator.
-
-So now Miss Farrel told her about her sister, Miss Elizabeth, who was,
-she said, so much the cleverer and better in every way--the last of her
-whole family, and crippled with inflammatory rheumatism; and about her
-wonderful cat, Amaryllis, and so on, and so on.
-
-It was nearly half-past four when the old lady suddenly realized how
-little of the time she had given to the lesson. Then she made a last
-attempt to assume her dignity.
-
-"Well, now, my dear. Let me see. I think that if only you will train
-yourself--so much depends on our own selves, you know, my dear." And
-then after a second little discourse, delivered no doubt principally to
-assure herself that everything she had been saying had had some bearing
-on Jane's particular case, she picked up her inevitable knitting-bag,
-and took her departure.
-
-Jane, remembering her promise to Elise, to return Lily's patterns, set
-out toward the Deacon's house.
-
-It stood just at the top of Sheridan Lane, a sleepy, prim old street,
-regarded as being rather fashionable and aristocratic, principally
-because at the lower end of it stood the deserted Sheridan mansion,
-which, notwithstanding the fact that its owners had not deigned to pay
-any attention to it in fifteen years, was still one of the prides of
-Frederickstown.
-
-The quiet street was paved with cobblestones as it descended the hill
-from Frederickstown itself, as far as the ancient rusty fountain, in
-whose basin the leaves collected in the autumn, and the birds bathed in
-the spring; but on the opposite side, where the hill began its rise, the
-street became simply a white dusty road, leading on through sweet
-smelling fields, over wooden bridges, where a meadow stream doubled back
-on itself in loops, past the Sheridan mansion, which marked the limits
-of Frederickstown proper, and on to the open country.
-
-The branches of the elm trees arched over Janey's head, and now and
-then, shaken by a drowsy breeze, the yellowed leaves fell noiselessly.
-
-Through the open window of the Deacon's little parlour, came the sound
-of chords struck on a tinkling square piano, followed by scales and
-arpeggios sung in a sweet, if rather timid and unsubstantial, feminine
-voice.
-
-"Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah." Chord. "Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah."
-Chord. And so on, patiently up the scale. Miss Deacon was practising. It
-was a part of her daily program, and never would it have entered Lily's
-head to deviate from that daily program, mapped out by her excellent but
-strong-minded and dictatorial mamma. Singing was a very genteel
-accomplishment for a young lady, and Mrs. Deacon desired above all
-things that Lily should be elegant.
-
-Jane leaned on the window sill, and listened to the scales for a little
-while, watching Miss Lily's slender throat swell and quiver like a
-bird's.
-
-"How pretty she is. If I were as pretty as that, I think I'd be
-perfectly happy; but she always looks sort of sad. Maybe it's because
-she's always being fussed at."
-
-There was indeed no girl in Frederickstown who could claim to be quite
-as pretty as Lily Deacon. Slender and small, with a little tip-tilted
-nose, which gave the most unexpected and charming spice of coquetry to
-her delicate face, with large serious blue eyes, and glossy black hair
-so neatly coiled on the nape of her neck, with beautifully drawn
-eyebrows, and a tiny mole at the corner of her under lip, accentuating
-the whiteness of her skin, she would have drawn her tributes of
-admiration from any pair of eyes that rested on her--and would have been
-perfectly blind to them. Lily's mother would not have allowed her for a
-moment to imagine that she was pretty, and Lily never thought of
-disobeying mamma. Prettiness, according to Mrs. Deacon's severe
-judgement, counted for nothing; as she had once observed, "It was only
-as deep as the epidermis." Elegance alone was desirable. You should
-never say that you were "hot"--a lady spoke of being "warm." And the
-word "scared" was abominable; you should speak of being "startled" or
-"alarmed." Lily was almost perfectly elegant. She wore a silk dress, and
-her pink nails were polished, and even when she sat at the piano, she
-was so afraid of not having her feet demurely crossed, that she did not
-dare to use the pedals.
-
-"But, Miss Lily, don't you ever sing anything but scales?" demanded Jane
-presently. Miss Deacon jumped, put her hand to her throat, and then
-slowly turned her head.
-
-"Oh--Janey! How you sc-alarmed me!"
-
-"I'm sorry," said Jane, "Elise told me to give you these patterns. Here
-they are in my bag. No--I don't believe she put 'em in at all. Well,
-then it's her fault this time--no, here they are."
-
-"Thank you so much. How thoughtful of you. Won't you come in?"
-
-"Well, you're practising, aren't you?"
-
-Lily shook her head.
-
-"It's nearly five. And I'm tired."
-
-"What a lovely day it is," she got up, and came to the window, where she
-stood, looking up the street, one hand resting on the frame above her
-head. The wind ruffled her hair a little, and blew the end of her lacy
-kerchief against her cheek, shaking free a faint scent of sachet.
-
-She sighed gently, and a momentary frown ruffled her smooth forehead.
-
-"I wish--" she began impetuously, and then abruptly checked herself.
-
-"What?" prompted Jane, curiously. For some reason, she really wanted
-very much to know what Miss Lily wished. But Lily shook her head,
-smiling a little awkwardly as if she regretted even having said so much;
-or as if she wasn't sure herself what she did wish. Every now and again,
-one caught that quick, vanishing expression in her large blue eyes,
-which seemed to say, "I wish--" and never got any farther.
-
-"Oh, I don't know what I was going to say. Something foolish, no doubt,"
-and then to change the subject, she said hastily,
-
-"I suppose you have heard the news about the Sheridan house?"
-
-"No! What? It isn't sold, is it? If they tear it down, and build a
-horrid old factory there, I don't know what I'll do."
-
-"Oh, no--not that. But some member of the family is going to live there
-again, and is already moving in."
-
-"Why, that's nice," said Jane. What a lot of events were taking place in
-Frederickstown! "Do you know who it is? Man, woman or child? Any people
-of my age? Anybody _interesting_?"
-
-Lily blushed slightly.
-
-"Why, I'm not sure. I think there's only one--a Mr. Sheridan, I
-suppose."
-
-"Young, old or middle-aged?" inquired Jane, who had already rather lost
-interest.
-
-"Why, he seemed rather youngish," said Lily, blushing again, "but I
-couldn't tell very well."
-
-"When did you see him?"
-
-"Why, I didn't exactly see him. I heard mamma talking about it last
-night, and then this morning I just happened to see a carriage drive
-past--in my mirror, while I was doing my hair, so of course, I couldn't
-be sure--but, anyhow, someone was sitting in it leaning back, with a
-stick--but it seemed to be fairly young--though I couldn't tell," Lily
-explained confusedly. It seemed to her to be a little indelicate perhaps
-to look at a fairly young man in a mirror, while you were doing your
-hair.
-
-"Um," said Jane. "Well, I suppose it's too late to go and investigate
-now. But I think I'll go to-morrow."
-
-"Oh, Jane! You couldn't do that!" said Lily, in a shocked tone.
-
-"Why not? How else'll I find out."
-
-"Why, I don't know."
-
-"Very well then. Somebody's got to know something about strangers when
-they come here."
-
-"Yes--that's true," said Lily.
-
-"Of course," said Jane. "It's what you call civic interest."
-
-"Oh," said Lily,--she had been taught to call "it" curiosity; but then
-mamma's vocabulary was not like other peoples'.
-
-"I have a tremendous amount of civic interest," said Jane, complacently,
-"I ought to be able to do this town a lot of good."
-
-And with a jaunty wave of her hand, she took her leave. As she turned
-out of Sheridan Lane, she once more heard the light, pure tones of
-Lily's voice, but now they sounded a little gayer, a little warmer and
-sweeter than they had before, and what was more, instead of the
-monotonous scales, Lily was singing a pert song, which mamma, had she
-heard it, would probably not have thought elegant at all.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III--CIVIC INTEREST
-
-
-Young Mr. Sheridan might perhaps have grudgingly admitted that the
-morning was beautiful. It would have been hard even for a young man who
-had definitely made up his mind to be no longer pleased with anything,
-to deny that there was something almost pleasant in a day as soft and
-quiet as that June itself could bring, in a garden all enmeshed in net
-of stirring shadows, and in a free outlook toward hills that glowed with
-autumn colors.
-
-The old "home place" wasn't so bad; rather overgrown with weeds and
-vines and somewhat dilapidated; the roof leaked on the third floor
-front, and the wooden steps at the back had broken down completely; but
-this crumbling and tumbling state harmonized with the state of young Mr.
-Sheridan's mind. He accepted it with a sort of gloomy satisfaction. This
-general poetic decay seemed to him quite touchingly suitable to the mood
-which he fully believed was to color the declining years of his short
-and blasted life. Mr. Sheridan had convinced himself that he had
-received a crushing blow; a blow that no self-respecting gentleman
-_ought_ to survive for very long. He had convinced himself that he
-neither could nor should be happy again. He had quite made up his mind
-that the world was a dreary waste, and all human beings, rascals and
-base deceivers, whose society a wise man would shun. This unfriendly
-humor was directed to mankind in general and to the feminine element in
-particular.
-
-He had awakened that morning--his first in the old mansion--in a
-gigantic mahogany bed. Peterson, his servant, was kindling a fire to
-drive the lingering dampness out of the long unused room.
-
-"Good morning, Mr. Tim, sir," said Peterson with objectionable
-cheerfulness, "I hope sir, ye had a good night?"
-
-Mr. Sheridan eyed the old man with melancholy suspicion. He was loath to
-class Peterson in with the rest of the miserable human race;
-nevertheless, it was wiser to trust no one absolutely--not even
-Peterson.
-
-"Oh, well, I suppose I slept as well as I could expect, Peterson. An owl
-or something woke me up at about one o'clock, and I couldn't get to
-sleep for hours. But still--"
-
-As a matter of fact, Mr. Sheridan had slept as soundly as a baby, but
-having been entirely unconscious while he did so, he certainly could not
-have _known_ whether he was asleep or awake. But his latest fancy was
-that he suffered from insomnia. Insomnia was the traditional affliction
-of all broken-hearted lovers, and there was no ailment common to the
-broken hearted that Mr. Sheridan would allow himself to forego.
-
-"Any letters, Peterson?"
-
-Of course there were no letters. In the first place, who knew or cared
-that he had buried himself away in this forsaken corner of the earth,
-and in the second place, what did letters mean to him, who with all the
-contempt that they deserved had severed his relations with his fellow
-beings--especially the feminine ones--forever. He must remember not to
-ask Peterson again if there were any letters. Peterson might imagine
-that he was so weak as to hope that Miss Abbot had repented of her cruel
-and barbarous treatment, and under no circumstances was Peterson to
-imagine anything of the sort. Why, on the contrary, if Mary, that is to
-say, Miss Abbot--were to come to him and beg his pardon on her knees,
-and tell him that she knew she was a wicked coquette, and unworthy of
-his slightest notice, he would say to her,
-
-"No, Mary--or, No, Madam, what you ask now is no longer in my power to
-give. My forgiveness is yours--gladly, but neither you nor I can
-revive--or, but never again, I fear, can that sweet emotion--" or
-anyhow, something to the effect that while he forgave her gladly--he
-wouldn't forgive her at all. But magnanimously. He would be very
-magnanimous. Nothing could be more crushing than a lofty and
-unapproachable kindness. He would let her know the extent of the damage
-she had wrought, but she should also be made to feel that he was capable
-of supporting it without bitterness--to the end.
-
-So engrossed was he in the composition of that final speech of
-forgiveness and farewell--which he had composed at least a dozen times
-already--that he absent-mindedly tucked away every morsel of Peterson's
-generously provided breakfast, comprising fruit and coffee, poached
-eggs, bacon, marmalade, and half a dozen of the most exquisite rolls he
-had ever eaten.
-
-"Those rolls, Peterson--they are rather nice," he remarked, with a touch
-of enthusiasm that he quickly suppressed.
-
-"Yes, sir. Thank you, Mr. Tim. I'm glad to have found something as
-pleases you, sir," said Peterson, with a perfectly grave face.
-
-"Yes. My appetite hasn't been very good lately."
-
-"No, Mr. Tim," agreed Peterson, tactfully.
-
-After a short silence, Mr. Sheridan asked indifferently,
-
-"Where did you get them?"
-
-"Up in the town, sir. There's a Bakery there sir as I never see the like
-of, Mr. Tim. Why, what with the cakes and rolls and puddin's and
-what-not, I fairly lost me eyes, sir! You should stroll up to the town,
-like, Mr. Tim. It's a neat little place, sure enough--"
-
-His young master checked him gently, reminding him with a little wave of
-his hand, that he could not be expected to be interested in all that.
-
-"But the rolls, Peterson. You might see that I have them for breakfast
-every morning." So saying, he lit a cigarette, and walked out through
-the open window into his garden to meditate; leaving Peterson to
-meditate in his turn on this absolutely novel way of acting that Mr. Tim
-had adopted. Why, he could hardly believe that this formal and taciturn
-gentleman was Mr. Tim at all, and the old man who remembered the days,
-not long since, when he had connived in all sorts of pranks and waggery;
-when he had, many's the time, been called in as judge and counsel as to
-how his young master should get himself out of this and that "scrape,"
-when in fact, Mr. Tim never dreamed of doing anything without Peterson's
-opinion--remembering those jolly days when he had been honored with Mr.
-Tim's perfect confidence, Peterson felt wounded. Then he glanced through
-the window. Mr. Tim, who had been promenading back and forth, leaning on
-a stick, in keeping with his extraordinary notion that blighted love
-always left one a semi-invalid, had now allowed himself to sink wearily
-onto a stone bench. On second thought, Peterson did not feel wounded; he
-felt rather like shaking dear Mr. Tim.
-
-"Say what you like, that's no way to go on, now. Life's too easy for
-him, and that's the truth, though I don't say I wouldn't hate to see it
-hard for him. But to take on so, just because a young lady was pleased
-to make up her mind not to have him! 'Tisn't every young feller has the
-leisure to sit and mope himself into the vapors over a chip in his
-heart, that'll be whole again in three months." Then Peterson grinned.
-After all, such absurdities had not been entirely absent from his own
-youth; and he could not find it in his heart to censure Mr. Tim severely
-for any of his eccentricities. In his opinion this young man whom he had
-systematically spoiled since his childhood was not to be judged by
-common standards. Things that one might call faults in other young
-gentlemen, became merely "peculiarities" in the case of Mr. Tim. And it
-was not Peterson alone who inclined to shameless leniency with young Mr.
-Sheridan. His friends always managed to explain why it was perfectly all
-right for Tim to do things he oughtn't to do, and leave undone all the
-things he ought to do; at college his teachers were forever giving him
-one more chance, and at home his grumpy uncle scolded him and pampered
-him, and feebly allowed his usually sharp old wits to be completely
-fuddled by Tim's airy arguments.
-
-"Somehow or other you'll manage to persuade all your devoted friends and
-wellwishers to help you to the dogs," Major Sheridan had once remarked
-acidly; and as proof of the truth of this, as the Major himself pointed
-out, the old man, notwithstanding many threats of disinheritance, had
-left every sou of his fortune to his nephew, simply because, while his
-common sense told him that the best thing in the world for the young man
-would be to leave him nothing at all, like Peterson he couldn't quite
-bear the thought of Tim's lacking anything.
-
-At the age of twenty-seven, then, Timothy Sheridan possessed of an
-honorable name, health, wealth, good looks, and a very fair measure of
-intelligence, could consider himself sufficiently unencumbered by duties
-and responsibilities to indulge in the luxury of doing nothing whatever.
-But somebody has said that no one can be thoroughly happy without
-finding something to be unhappy about; and the truth of the matter is
-that Mr. Sheridan was exceedingly gratified to discover that his heart
-was broken; though it need hardly be said that this was the last thing
-in the world he would ever have admitted. It was such a refreshingly new
-experience. His only fear was that he was not getting out of it all that
-some people claimed to feel. He checked up all his symptoms to make sure
-that he had the real disease. Sleeplessness, loss of appetite, a longing
-for solitude--yes, he was quite sure that he had all these symptoms, and
-the satisfactory conclusion was that his heart was broken. He might
-really consider the matter settled. Now, what is the next thing to be
-done? Under the circumstances one should make no effort. One simply
-shunned society, amused oneself with solitary walks perhaps, looked on
-sceptically from afar at the insipid lives of other human beings, and
-made sweet melancholy a constant companion. But how long did one keep
-this up? The very fact that he could ask himself such a crudely
-practical question, made him feel rather uncomfortable; how could he
-even imagine the possibility of _wanting_ to do anything else?
-
-He leaned back, and looked about him with an indifferent eye. From where
-he sat, he could see beyond the wall that enclosed the garden--a wall
-seven or eight feet high, its cracked plaster laced together by the
-strong black tendrils of the ivy-vine. If he turned his head he could
-see the whole length of Sheridan Lane. All the trees on Sheridan Lane
-had turned yellow, and the leaves strewing its cobblestones, looked like
-golden coins--the generous largess scattered in the progress of jovial
-King Autumn. Above the mass of frost-nipped foliage rose the rounded
-belfry of the old church, and underneath lay the double rows of pretty
-gardens all glowing with their asters and chrysanthemums.
-
-Then, if he looked in front of him he saw those wine-tinted hills,
-rising beyond the gentle basin of the valley meadows, where the sun was
-melting the early morning frost, and scattering the light mists. Two men
-with leggins laced up to their sturdy knees, and carrying guns and game
-bags, were striding across the field, followed by their dogs. A glint of
-interest sparkled up in Mr. Sheridan's listless eyes.
-
-"By Jove, I'll bet there's shooting here. I wonder if Peterson had the
-sense to pack my guns. I'll wire Phil to-night--" then he checked
-himself hastily. Such diversions were premature to say the least. But as
-he resumed his seat on the bench, his attention was attracted by another
-object. On the wall was something which had not been there when he had
-last looked in the direction of Sheridan Lane. Calmly planted on its
-broad flat top, with a pair of slender black-stockinged legs swinging,
-calmly polishing off a monstrous scarlet apple on the front of a bright
-green sweater, sat a perfectly strange specimen of the condemned human
-race; and, what was more, it was unmistakably _feminine_. It was, in
-short, a girl of about fourteen years of age, though apparently not very
-tall for her years, with a dense mop of curly, reddish hair, a pair of
-uncommonly bright, and observant eyes, and the beaming hospitable smile
-of one who has the rare faculty of making herself thoroughly at home in
-any circumstances. Even Mr. Sheridan's cold and unmistakably hostile
-stare did not seem to make her feel that she was not welcome, or that
-she ought to offer any explanation for her presence. She looked at her
-apple, polished it some more, and at length fastened her sharp little
-teeth in its red cheek, biting off what seemed to be at least one half
-of the entire fruit.
-
-After a pause, Mr. Sheridan said, with freezing courtesy,
-
-"Is there anything I can do for you?"
-
-"Oh, no," said Jane, kindly. "Nothing at all." And until she had
-finished her apple, and flung the core with admirable markmanship
-against a tree at the other side of the road, silence reigned--the
-silence of indignation and helplessness on Mr. Sheridan's part, of
-serene composure on Jane's.
-
-"I am just looking around," she condescended to explain at last.
-
-"I see," said Mr. Sheridan politely. "Do you know that you are
-trespassing?"
-
-"Oh, yes. But that's all right. I'm always trespassing. I can't help it.
-Out there--" she jerked her head in the direction of the fields, "there
-are signs everywhere you go, 'No trespassing.' But by the time I come to
-'em I've already been trespassing for miles, so I might as well go on.
-Besides, I've often done it purposely just to see what would happen, but
-nothing ever does." And having said this in a most reassuring tone, she
-fished a second apple out of the pocket of her sweater and began to
-polish it as she had the first. To his horror, Mr. Sheridan saw that
-those green pockets were bulging.
-
-"You'll make yourself ill," he remarked.
-
-"Oh, no. I never make myself ill," said Jane.
-
-"Are you going to eat _all_ those?" he demanded, pointing with his stick
-at her crammed pockets.
-
-"Well, I could, easily," said Jane, "but you can have as many as you
-like. Catch." And she pulled out a third apple, and tossed it to him. He
-caught it; but feeling that it was not dignified even to pretend that he
-wanted it, he laid it down beside him on the bench.
-
-"Try it," said Jane, "it's a good one. It's still wet, because I just
-picked it up. Mr. Webster has millions, and he _said_ I could take all I
-wanted. Here, I'll dry it for you if you don't want to get your
-handkerchief all wet."
-
-"Thank you," said Mr. Sheridan, "I don't believe I care for it just
-now."
-
-Another silence. Then as if the idea had just occurred to her, Jane said
-almost with alarm,
-
-"_You_ don't mind my trespassing, do you, Mr. Sheridan?"
-
-"How did you know my name?" he asked in surprise, and at the same time,
-feeling a trifle flattered. Like most people he was vain enough to be
-pleased when anyone seemed to know who he was without being told.
-
-"Oh, I recognized you."
-
-"Recognized me? When did you--"
-
-"By your stick. Miss Lily said that you had a stick, and that you were
-youngish."
-
-"Oh." A brief pause, during which Mr. Sheridan did not look displeased.
-Jane, who never missed a change of expression, felt that she had hit
-upon a happy thread of conversation, and she ventured to commence
-another apple.
-
-"Who is Miss Lily?" inquired Mr. Sheridan, forgetting that he was not in
-the least interested in hearing about his fellow creatures--especially
-the feminine ones.
-
-"Why, Miss Lily Deacon. She lives up there," Jane jerked her head
-casually in the direction, "in the first house on the left hand side
-just as you turn into Sheridan Lane. The one with iron deers on each
-side of the gate. She's _very_ pretty. Mrs. Deacon is very fat, but she
-certainly is what you'd called impressive looking, and she does a lot of
-good. I mean she's on committees and things, and _always_ president."
-
-"Um," said Mr. Sheridan. Then, boring the end of his cane through a dead
-leaf, he asked carelessly,
-
-"But when did Miss Lily see me? I've never been here before."
-
-"Yesterday morning she said. She said she couldn't tell exactly what you
-were like, because she only saw you in her handmirror while she was
-brushing her hair, but _I_ think she got a pretty good idea."
-
-Poor Miss Lily. If she had ever dreamed that Jane would be placidly
-repeating her indiscreet little confidences, she would have died of
-mortification. But Jane, who, in her own peculiar way, was immeasurably
-more astute than Miss Lily, saw very plainly that Mr. Sheridan was
-trying to suppress a complacent smile.
-
-"And how did _she_ know who I was?"
-
-"Why, in the first place, she'd heard that one of the family was going
-to live in this house again, and then she saw you drive in here, so she
-just used her common sense, I suppose."
-
-"Ah--of course."
-
-After a moment, he said, with the most engaging friendliness,
-
-"I think you might tell me _your_ name."
-
-"My name? Jane."
-
-"Jane what?"
-
-"Lambert. Are you going to live here a long time?"
-
-Mr. Sheridan sighed.
-
-"I think so."
-
-"What are you going to do?"
-
-"Do? Well,--that would be a little difficult to explain. I came here
-primarily for--solitude." The melancholy tone of his voice prompted a
-dozen inquisitive questions to the tip of Jane's tongue.
-
-"Oh. Are you sick?"
-
-"There are different kinds of illness," said Mr. Sheridan gloomily and
-mysteriously. Jane's grave eyes considered him attentively. Perhaps he
-was suffering from a guilty conscience. He might have embezzled money
-from a bank. He might even have killed someone. She felt very sorry for
-him.
-
-"Don't you ever want to see anybody? I can't understand that."
-
-"My dear child," said Mr. Sheridan in a patronizing tone, "there are
-probably several things that you don't understand yet. How old are you,
-may I ask?"
-
-"Fourteen. Fifteen really. My birthday comes next month. But don't you
-remember that it says in the Bible that it isn't good for people to be
-alone. That was the text just last Sunday, and I remember thinking that
-that was why we are all crowded together into this town, instead of
-scattering out over there--" she waved in the direction of the country,
-"where it seems much nicer."
-
-Mr. Sheridan made no reply, for a moment. Then as Jane made a motion to
-depart, he said hastily,
-
-"What do _you_ do?"
-
-"Oh, _I_ go to school, and help mother, and go on adventures--"
-
-"Go on adventures?"
-
-"Yes. Long, long walks. Sometimes with the twins, and sometimes with
-Carl, though he never wants to go where I want to go, and often by
-myself. I take a package of bread and cheese because I get hungry very
-easily, or sometimes some Raisin Delights, and I pretend that I'm going
-out into the world to seek my fortune. And I walk and walk, sometimes
-taking this road and sometimes that--until it's time to turn around and
-come home."
-
-"Don't you ever get lost?"
-
-"Oh, often. That makes it more exciting than ever."
-
-"What are Raisin Delights?"
-
-"Oh, just sort of cookies, with raisins and cinnamon and orange peel. No
-one knows how to make them but mother, because you see, she's the only
-real Winkler--except Granny, and Granny's too old to do much in the
-Bakery any more. When Paul comes of course he'll learn how, because he's
-a real Winkler too."
-
-"Who is Paul?"
-
-Jane, at this, launched into the complete history of her family, charmed
-to find her listener who was far more interested than he himself was
-aware of being.
-
-"And--and is this Miss Lily a cousin or something of yours?" inquired
-Mr. Sheridan, artfully bringing the topic around to the subject that for
-some reason he found particularly agreeable.
-
-"No. She's just Elise's best friend."
-
-"And what does _she_ do?"
-
-"Oh, she practises on the piano, and sings, and embroiders, and goes to
-committees with her mother--though I don't think she likes that much.
-And then she makes up bundles of things to send to people in China, and
-goes to see sick people."
-
-"Does she like that?"
-
-"I guess so. She takes things to poor people--there are a whole lot of
-them who live along the creek, and she's awfully good to them."
-
-"I see," said Mr. Sheridan. He could not think of anything more to say
-just then, and after a pause, Jane began to think that she ought to be
-going.
-
-"Well, good-bye. I hope you'll feel better after a while," she said,
-catching hold of a low hanging branch, preparatory to swinging herself
-down to earth.
-
-"Thank you." Mr. Sheridan did not understand why he felt just a trifle
-foolish. "I hope you will pay me another visit."
-
-"Oh, but I thought you wanted to be alone," said Jane, innocently.
-
-Mr. Sheridan hesitated.
-
-"People in general are terrible nuisances," he said, at length. "I came
-here to avoid the boredom--that is, at present I am very little in the
-mood for being bothered by the curiosity of a host of friends and
-acquaintances. But on the other hand, it would be a pleasure to chat
-with you now and then."
-
-Jane was tremendously flattered.
-
-"Oh, I can understand that perfectly," she said, nodding her curly head
-with a great air of wisdom. "Well, I'll come and see you again. Aren't
-you really going to eat that apple?"
-
-Mr. Sheridan laughed, and tossed it back to her.
-
-"There you are, Eve. Like Adam, I'd be much better without it."
-
-With the agility of a monkey, Jane, holding the apple between her teeth,
-swung herself lightly and easily to the ground. A little later Mr.
-Sheridan saw the curly auburn head and the green sweater moving up the
-hill, and with the feeling that he would very much like to be going in
-the same direction, toward that busy little town--yes, in the very same
-direction of that human society which he had resolved to shun--he turned
-away.
-
-He had already begun to doubt his wisdom in allowing this slight
-infringement of the iron rule of seclusion he had resolved to follow.
-Already he felt very little inclined to spend the rest of the morning
-going over the battalions of musty volumes in the Major's library, as he
-had planned,--his idea had been to bury his sorrows in grave
-bookishness. Already he found himself possessed by a desire to venture
-out beyond the security of his garden. And if he had followed Janey up
-the hill, if he had seen her stop for a few moments, at the gate of the
-house on the left hand side, to report to a demure and shocked and
-vastly interested young lady on various features of her late venture, he
-would have felt that all his doubts on the wisdom of allowing anything
-feminine within thirty yards of him, were more than justified.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV--THE APPEARANCE OF PAUL
-
-
-Jane lay on her stomach, stretched out comfortably on the window-seat in
-Granny's room, her elbows propped on a cushion, her chin in her hands
-and a book open on another cushion. The light was already waning, for
-the days were growing perceptibly shorter, and furthermore the afternoon
-had been dark and stormy. A driving autumn rain pattered steadily
-against the window, drummed on the roof, gushed from the drain pipes,
-and angrily stripped the branches of the trees of their gaudy foliage.
-Now, only the stark black boughs creaked in the wind; here and there one
-stubborn brown leaf still clung to a twig, but you could see the whole
-lead grey sky clearly, and the irregular outlines of glistening roofs.
-
-But Granny's room, always cosy, was cosiest when the outside world was
-bleakest. A coal fire glowed brightly in the old fashioned open stove,
-reflecting in the window panes, on the elaborately carved head-board of
-the great four-poster bed, and in the plump, bulging surfaces of the
-well-polished pewter jugs which stood in a row along the
-shelf--treasured heirlooms, glistening self-complacently, as if they
-knew that they had outlived four generations of human beings. Granny's
-room, was in fact, a regular museum; a big, speckled sea shell served as
-the door prop; chunks of rock sparkling with mica lay on each side of
-the stove; a stuffed owl, with only one glass eye stared down from the
-lintel of the door. Wherever you looked you saw some singular object
-which interested you simply because you could not imagine what it was
-for, why it had been treasured, or how it had ever got into Granny's
-room in the first place. But there was not an article that Granny would
-not have missed sadly if it had been removed. Each curiosity had its
-particular association which made it valuable to her; each was linked to
-some memory, and she could not have parted with one without parting with
-the thing it stood for.
-
-The atmosphere, warm almost to the point of suffocation, was permeated
-with a peculiar, and far from unpleasant odor, of apples, spices, and
-camphor, emanating from the gigantic chest on one side of the room. Like
-all good Winklers, Granny had a sweet tooth, which was one reason why
-the young Lamberts found her society so desirable. To be sure, some
-people might not care much for the flavor of camphor or cedar in their
-candied orange peel, or Smyrna figs, but it was inseparable from
-Granny's tid-bits, and her grandchildren had cultivated an especial
-taste for it.
-
-The twins sat on the floor in front of the fire, playing with their
-paper dolls, while Granny nodded over the many-coloured quilt she was
-knitting, happily unconscious of the fact that Phyllis, her maltese cat,
-had playfully carried the ball of red wool off to a far corner, and was
-gleefully tangling it around the legs of the dressing table. Every now
-and then a burst of fresh laughter from one of the flaxen haired twins
-roused her, and she smiled sympathetically, and for a little while
-listened to their chatter; then her head drooped again, her steel-rimmed
-spectacles slid down on her nose, and lulled by the heat of the fire,
-the drumming of the rain, and the sound of their soft, happy voices, she
-dozed off peacefully.
-
-Lottie, looking up, and seeing that Jane was no longer engrossed in
-"John Halifax," ventured to suggest timidly,
-
-"Will you play with uth, Janey?"
-
-Occasionally, Jane condescended to forget her fifteen years, and to take
-part in their infantile games.
-
-"All right." She rolled herself off the window seat. "Want to play
-'French Revolution'?" Jane had little taste for the domestic character
-of the twin's doll games.
-
-"How do you play that?" asked Minie.
-
-"Why, first of all you get me some books out of my room," ordered Jane,
-and Minie obediently trotted off to return grunting under the burden of
-"stage properties."
-
-"Now, you see, build a prison out of 'em," went on Jane; "this is the
-Conciergerie, and it has to be full of prisoners; princesses and
-duchesses, and of course Marie Antoinette. Now, we'll make a guillotine,
-and chop all their heads off. Don't you think that'll be fun?"
-
-The twins were enchanted. Lottie piled the hooks into a "scaffold,"
-while Minie sat by, clashing the scissors, eagerly. And presently, one
-by one, the poor paper prisoners were marched to their doom, Jane
-directing the carnage, describing the history of each victim, like a
-Greek chorus, and delivering their last speeches, while Minie,
-hypnotized into passive obedience, snipped off the paper heads of her
-innocent, and dearly treasured dolls.
-
-Suddenly Jane jumped up.
-
-"I think this is an _awful_ game!" she exclaimed.
-
-"Oh, Jane, aren't you going to play any more?" cried Lottie in dismay.
-Jane shook her head.
-
-"And all my poor dollies are dead!" wailed Minie, suddenly realizing the
-extent of the disaster. Jane looked really guilty.
-
-"We can make some more," she said hastily; "there are lots of old
-magazines in mother's room."
-
-"But you can't make Isabel again," wept Minie.
-
-"Well, _you_ cut her head off," said Jane.
-
-"But _you_ told her to," cried Lottie, taking up her twin's cause.
-
-"Well, you asked me to play with you, didn't you?" But Minie's tears
-went to Jane's heart. "I'm sorry, Minie, darling. Please don't cry. I'll
-tell you a story if you like."
-
-Minie's chubby, tearful face brightened.
-
-"A fairy story?"
-
-"Yes. About a prince and princess."
-
-"And you won't have it end up badly?"
-
-"No. I promise." So Jane, whose mind was a perfect storehouse of stories
-and legends, had soon charmed the twins into forgetfulness of their late
-bereavement while she launched forth upon her tale of giants and
-enchanted princes.
-
- ----
-
-On this very afternoon, and in fact, at exactly the time that Jane had
-staged her disastrous amusement, a boy was tramping stolidly with his
-head bent against the rain, along one of the country roads a good three
-miles from Frederickstown. He was a big, raw-boned boy, whose shabby
-clothes originally much too loose for his lean frame, and now soaked
-through, gave him an almost grotesque appearance. A faded dark blue cap,
-with a patent leather visor, such as sea-captains wear, and the upturned
-collar of his coat, almost concealed his long brown face, in which the
-most striking features were a pair of black eyes, set rather close
-together, and a big handsome Roman nose. With a bundle slung over his
-shoulder on the end of a stick, he looked like any one of the foreign
-immigrants who were frequently seen seeking for work as laborers on the
-neighboring farms.
-
-He did not raise his head until he reached a cross-roads. Then he
-stopped, pushed back his cap from his face, which was flushed and hot
-from his long walk, and looked up at the signs. On the left, the white
-board, roughly carved into the semblance of a pointing finger, read,
-"Frederickstown, 2-1/2 Miles." The name on the right-hand sign-post was
-too badly damaged by weather to be intelligible to a stranger's eyes;
-only the distance, "30 miles" was legible.
-
-There was no reason why the boy should have hesitated for a moment; his
-destination was Frederickstown, the second direction did not concern him
-in the least; and yet, perhaps because the vagueness of the destination
-of the second road appealed to his imagination; perhaps because the
-greater distance lent it greater charm, and the very impossibility of
-walking thirty miles that day made it seem the more desirable, at any
-rate there he stood, looking uncertainly to the right, then to the left,
-and back to the right again. A gust of wind, flapping the skirts of his
-coat rudely, seemed to shove him forward, as if impatient of his
-indecision, but he planted his feet firmly, and continued to gape
-uncertainly up at the sign posts. "I'll make up my own mind, thank you,
-and I'm not to be hurried," was the reply which his determined attitude
-made to the impatience of the wind.
-
-There was little difference in the features of the country traversed by
-the two roads; all that he could see through the blur of the rain, were
-bleak fields, muddy furrows, here and there a clump of leafless trees,
-the skeleton of a forest, or, down in a hollow the sheds and barns of a
-little farm. A cheerless prospect for a hungry and footsore Wanderer.
-
-Behind him he heard the weary splashing of a horse's feet, and the
-creaking of wheels. He turned around. A covered wagon, drawn by a tired,
-steaming horse was approaching.
-
-"Hey!" he hailed the driver, who pulled in the horse to a stand-still,
-and thrust out a grizzled face from under the canvas.
-
-"Where does that road go to?" asked the boy, pointing to the right.
-
-The driver tilted his hat, scratched his head, and straightened his hat
-again before replying, thus gaining time to cast a shrewd eye over the
-appearance of the questioner. He was one of those excellent back-country
-farmers who regard every stranger with suspicion, and do not like to be
-hurried into speech.
-
-"That road," he said at length, "goes to the City--thirty miles. Going
-to walk it, stranger?"
-
-"Which way are you going?"
-
-The farmer jerked his head in the direction of Frederickstown.
-
-"Will you let me go with you?" asked the boy, feeling nervously in his
-pocket. "I cannot pay you much, but I will gladly give you what I can."
-He pulled the last coin out of his pocket, and looked at it uncertainly
-as if he were not at all sure how much it was. "I will give you
-twenty-five cents."
-
-"That's all right. Keep your money, young feller, and get in if you want
-to. I'll be glad of yer company."
-
-The boy looked surprised and grateful, and without wasting any more
-words, clambered up to the hard wooden seat, and settled himself beside
-the farmer.
-
-The road was rough, the wheels were rimmed with iron, and the board seat
-joggled unmercifully, so that the boy found it hard to answer his
-neighbor's endless questions without biting his tongue in two; moreover,
-now that he was sitting down, after walking almost steadily since early
-morning, he found himself almost too tired to think; but he tried to be
-civil, since it seemed that if his companion was kind enough to refuse
-payment, the least he could do was to gratify his curiosity.
-
-"Where might you be goin', now?"
-
-"My uncle lives in Frederickstown. His name is Lambert. Mr. Peter
-Lambert."
-
-"That so? I know Mr. Lambert. Well, I took you for a furriner."
-
-"I am not a foreigner."
-
-"Not but that you don't talk good English, only sort of care-ful like.
-Like it wasn't yer natural langwidge. What part of the country might yer
-be from, now?"
-
-"I have never been in this country before. My father, who--who was Mr.
-Lambert's brother-in-law, was a sailor, captain, also a trader. I don't
-belong to any country. I have come back to work with my uncle, because
-my father is dead, and I have no other relatives." The boy explained
-this in a dry, precise way, as if it were an answer that he had already
-had to make many times.
-
-"Well! I'll be!" exclaimed the farmer, much interested. "And what might
-yer name be, young feller?"
-
-"Paul Winkler."
-
-After a short pause, during which Paul fervently hoped that the
-catechism was over, his companion asked again.
-
-"And why was you askin' me where that other road went to?"
-
-The boy smiled, and shook his head.
-
-"I don't know."
-
-"Jes' for curiosity?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Hum. How old might you be?"
-
-"Seventeen."
-
-"Yer a well grown lad for yer years. I should have taken yer to be
-older."
-
-This time Paul broke the silence that followed.
-
-"What is the City like?"
-
-"Like? Why like any other city. Lots of houses, lots of streets, lots of
-people, lots of noise. I'm a countryman myself, and don't have much
-hankerin' for the big towns. Though there's my son now, my second boy,
-he can't stand the farm. No, he has to be off to the city. I suppose
-that's the way all you youngsters are feeling nowadays. What you're
-after is always somewhere different from where the Lord put you.
-Opportunity--that's what my boy's forever chatterin' about--you got to
-get where you have opportunities. I says to him, 'Well, Tom, what is it
-ye're after?' 'Independence, Dad,' says he, 'Like George Washington.' 'A
-good thing,' says I. 'And what do ye call independence?' Well, sir, we
-argue away for hours, and for the life of me I can't see that he ain't
-just about the most _de_pendant feller I know. No sir, when ye live the
-sort of life I live ye get plenty time to think, and I tell ye when ye
-sift down to rock bottom just what ye _do_ want, and don't dress it up
-in a lot of fine words, ye find that there's precious little as really
-matters to ye, that ye can't get without having to trot all over the
-country after it."
-
-Notwithstanding his companion's challenging tone, and evident eagerness
-for further discussion, Paul made no reply to this speech.
-
-They had now gained the top of a hill; and at last the comfortable
-lights of Frederickstown shone through the dusk.
-
-"There ye are," said the farmer pointing ahead with his whip, "and I've
-no doubt it's a glad sight to ye, youngster. Have ye walked far?"
-
-"Fifteen miles, I think."
-
-"Fifteen miles! Pretty hungry, eh?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Did ye come across the water alone?"
-
-"No. There was a friend of my father's travelling to this country also.
-I left him last night."
-
-Now the wagon was jolting over the cobblestones, jarring every bone in
-Paul's weary body. And, he was so hungry! All at once he caught the odor
-of spices, of fresh ginger-bread--such a friendly smell, such a homey,
-domestic smell, that made you think of a warm hearth, and familiar
-faces--
-
-The horse stopped.
-
-"Well, young man, I guess we part now."
-
-Paul felt as if he were asleep. He climbed stiffly out of the cart,
-shook the friendly, horny paw that his erstwhile companion thrust out,
-and tried to mutter his thanks. The wagon rumbled away up the
-street--and here he was.
-
-He stood in the shelter of the quaint wooden balcony which extended from
-the second story of the Lambert's dwelling out over the pavement. In
-front of him the light shone cheerily through the bakeshop window.
-Somehow, he rather dreaded to go up and knock at the door. Suppose that
-after all it was the wrong place? Suppose that no one knew that he was
-coming? Or, suppose that they wouldn't believe he was Paul Winkler?
-
- ----
-
-"So the prince took his knife and cut the third of the golden apples in
-half, and to his astonishment--"
-
-"Janey, _who_ is that talking to your father?" demanded Granny, opening
-her eyes suddenly.
-
-Jane stopped and listened. Granny's room was directly over the dining
-room, and sounds carried easily through the thin walls of the old house.
-
-"I don't know, Granny," said Jane. "Nobody in particular, I guess."
-
-But the old lady felt nervously for her stick.
-
-"Heavens! It _couldn't_ be--Janey, just run to the head of the stairs
-and see. Minie, darling, do you see Granny's stick? Run, Janey--just
-peep over."
-
-But the door of the dining room was half closed, and Janey, hanging over
-the bannister, had to wait several moments before she caught a glimpse
-of the stranger, whose low voice occasionally interrupted her father's
-eloquent talk.
-
-"My dear boy, we will go into this at length, later this evening. I see
-that you are tired now. You say you _walked_ from Allenboro?"
-
-"It was necessary. I did not discover that my money had been stolen
-until after I left the ship."
-
-"Did Mr. Morse know of your misfortune?"
-
-"No. I did not tell him."
-
-Then Jane caught her first glimpse of the speaker, as he took a step
-back toward the fireplace, and into her line of vision through the half
-opened door.
-
-"It's _Paul_!" The thought flashed across her mind instantly. Her first
-impression of her new cousin was disappointing. Though such matters
-rarely counted for much with Jane, she was really shocked by the
-shabbiness of his appearance; for covered as he was with mud, his
-ill-fitting, outworn clothes made him look like a veritable ragamuffin.
-But it was not this so much as his whole bearing and expression that
-displeased her. There was something both sullen and stubborn in his
-face, which, combined with lines of weariness and hunger, made him seem
-much older than he really was, and decidedly unattractive. And she had
-been so sure that she was going to like her new cousin; she had pictured
-him as a jolly, ruddy, lively boy who would probably enter heart and
-soul into her enjoyments; someone with whom you could make friends in
-five minutes; whereas unsociability was stamped on every feature of
-_this_ boy's sallow, unsmiling face.
-
-Just then the sharp tapping of Granny's cane resounded through the
-corridor. The old lady's singular impatience to know who the stranger
-was, had not allowed her to wait for Jane's tardy report. With her cap
-askew, she appeared at the head of the stairs.
-
-"Who is it? Who is it?" she demanded, almost breathlessly. "Stand aside,
-child." And without waiting for a reply, she descended the stairs with
-wonderful rapidity, marched to the dining room door, and flung it open.
-
-"Peter! Gertrude!" she blinked nervously into the room, where only the
-firelight illumined the two figures in the dusk. Then she stared into
-Paul's face. It was only a moment before her uncertainty disappeared.
-
-"I knew it! I knew it!" she cried. "Peter Lambert, why didn't you tell
-me? Ah, heaven's! My dear boy, _I_ am your old Granny!" And weeping from
-sheer joy, she unhesitatingly flung her arms around his neck and kissed
-him.
-
-A few moments later the entire family had collected to welcome the
-newcomer. The twins with their round blue eyes fastened on him gravely,
-clung to their mother, who kissed him warmly, exclaimed over his size,
-and at once began to worry affectionately about his wet clothes. Elise
-greeted him with her usual gentle, modest smile, Carl with a
-patronizing, "How do you do, cousin?" and a keen glance, as if he were
-"sizing up" an opponent of some sort.
-
-During these proceedings Paul looked utterly bewildered, and exceedingly
-awkward, as if he could not believe that all these good people who were
-smiling at him, shaking hands with him, and asking him if he were tired,
-were really his family. All that interested him was the fact that he
-smelt supper cooking.
-
-Last of all to welcome him was Jane, who had stood aside, watching him
-intently; and it was he who turned to her, and with the polite smile
-that he had forced for the occasion, held out his hand.
-
-"How do you do, cousin?"
-
-"How do you do, cousin Paul?" repeated Jane decorously.
-
-Jane was not over impulsive, and she had not yet made up her mind as to
-the degree of liking she felt for this tall, reticent youth, this sober,
-chilly, self-assured boy, whom Destiny had now placed at the head of the
-House of Winkler.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V--PAUL HESITATES
-
-
-"Poor child, you are dripping wet! You'll catch your death of cold!"
-cried Mrs. Lambert, noticing Paul's state for the first time. "What can
-I be thinking of! You must have a hot bath and some dry things at once.
-Carl, take Paul up to your room, dear, and see that he makes himself
-_very_ comfortable. I must see to supper. You must be starving, too!"
-
-Accordingly, Carl undertook his duties as host as hospitably as he
-could, and Paul followed him upstairs.
-
-In a moment or two Carl returned, wearing the prim expression of one who
-would like to express his opinion, and is merely waiting to be asked,
-and at length, one by one, the family began, naturally enough, to
-discuss the impression that the newcomer had made on them, severally.
-The criticisms were very kindly, but at the same time, it soon became
-clear that so far no one felt any great enthusiasm for the stranger. His
-curt manner had hurt his aunt and his grandmother, who had been so eager
-in their welcome to the fatherless boy, and had irritated Mr. Lambert.
-The short, brusque answers he had given to the endless kindly questions
-with which he had been plied, had discouraged the well-meant, and very
-natural curiosity of his relatives, and had made them feel rather
-uncomfortable.
-
-Grandmother Winkler and Mrs. Lambert staunchly insisted that the poor
-boy was only lonely and unhappy; but down in their hearts they had been
-sadly disappointed in Franz's son. Elise also ranged herself in his
-defense, feeling that any disapproval, expressed or unexpressed, of the
-new head of the clan, was a form of treason.
-
-"Think how you would feel, Carl," she said, "if you had lost your
-father, and had landed in a strange country among strangers--for after
-all we _are_ strangers to Paul."
-
-"That's all right," returned Carl, "I could understand it if he were
-just gloomy. But I don't see any reason why he has to be downright
-disagreeable."
-
-"I'm sure he doesn't mean to be disagreeable, my dear," said Mrs.
-Lambert.
-
-"Well, we mustn't lose any time in getting the boy settled down to his
-work," said Mr. Lambert. "That will take his mind off his own troubles.
-I shall have a talk with him after supper."
-
-"I shook hands with him, and said I was glad to see him, and he just
-stared at me as if I were a--a fish," went on Carl, still dwelling on
-his own grievances. "I know he's here to stay, and I'll try to get on
-with him, though I'll tell you right now, it's not going to be an easy
-job. And I hope to goodness I won't have to room with him permanently,
-mother. Can't you find somewhere to put him? Can't you--" Carl broke off
-abruptly, reddening, for at that moment Paul entered the room. He was
-scrubbed and brushed, and, dressed in Mr. Lambert's summer suit, looked
-vastly better than the young tramp who had entered their midst an hour
-before. Unfortunately he had overheard Carl's remark, and his expression
-had changed from one that was almost friendly to the stony, immobile
-look that absolutely altered the whole character of his face. The cozy
-family scene in the dining room, where now the table had been set, and
-the lamp lighted, and where the firelight shone upon the faces of three
-generations, from Granny to little Minie, had done much to make Paul
-feel that he would be happy after all among these simple, happy
-people--until his quick ears caught Carl's unkind remark.
-
-Only Jane had seen the look that showed he had overheard; but everyone
-felt that he had, and an awkward little silence followed his entrance,
-during which Elise glanced at her brother in distress, and Mrs. Lambert
-struggled to think of something to say that would mend matters a little.
-But Carl met his cousin's eyes defiantly, and from that moment the tacit
-hostility of the two boys was sealed.
-
-So Paul, who had been on the verge of thawing a little, had frozen up
-again. He concluded immediately that _everyone_ disliked him, and like
-many sensitive people, instead of attempting to overcome this imagined
-dislike, he carefully hid all that was winning in his nature, under his
-cold, unsympathetic manner. He even fancied that his aunt's affectionate
-little attentions were only assumed to hide her real feelings. Poor Aunt
-Gertrude! No one in the world was less capable of insincerity than she,
-and her gentle heart ached over the forlorn, taciturn youth.
-
-Supper was a decidedly uncomfortable meal; and Paul, who had felt that
-he could have eaten the proverbial fatted calf, found it difficult to
-swallow a mouthful. During the journey there had been too much to occupy
-him, too many difficulties and strange events for him to think much
-about the abrupt change that had taken place in his life; but now, as he
-sat with his eyes on his plate, in the midst of these strange faces, he
-felt as if the bottom had dropped out of everything. A perfect wave of
-depression engulfed him, and all he wished for was to get off by
-himself.
-
-"Well, my boy, are you too tired to have a little talk?" asked Mr.
-Lambert, at length pushing back his chair.
-
-"No, sir," muttered Paul, curtly, thinking to himself, "I don't suppose
-that they want to have me on their hands any longer than is necessary."
-
-"Children, you may prepare your lessons in your own rooms to-night.
-Well, Paul, suppose you and I get over here into my corner," suggested
-Mr. Lambert, walking across to his desk. "Sit down."
-
-Paul sat down, folded his hands in his lap, and fixed his eyes
-attentively on the window. The rain still rattled on the glass panes,
-and the wind banged the shutters, and moaned through the leafless trees.
-
-"I am only going to acquaint you with the wishes which your father--my
-poor brother--expressed in a recent letter," began Mr. Lambert,
-rummaging through his orderly pigeon-holes. "It might be best for you to
-read it for yourself." But Paul declined the letter with a gesture.
-
-"Ah, well," said Mr. Lambert, replacing the poor, blotted sheets in the
-envelope, "I don't want to pain you, my dear boy, and I would not touch
-on the subject at all, if I did not feel that it were best for you to
-find something to occupy your thoughts at this time." He paused, but as
-Paul did not seem to think it necessary to make any reply, he continued:
-
-"You must understand how deeply I am interested in your affairs. Er--how
-old are you?"
-
-"Seventeen, sir."
-
-"Seventeen? I should have thought you were older. But seventeen is not
-an age of childhood, and in any event I feel that you are fully capable
-of assuming the responsibilities which must fall upon you as the
-only--living--male descendant--of--the Winkler Family." Mr. Lambert
-uttered these last words with an impressiveness that cannot be
-described. Paul looked up, suddenly interested, and with a wary,
-defensive expression.
-
-"No doubt your father acquainted you with his wishes?"
-
-"My father told me to come to you, and that you would help me," said
-Paul.
-
-"Help you? Indeed I will help you. I would help you in any event because
-you are my nephew, and blood runs thicker than water, my boy. Always
-remember that. But believe me, it is not family duty alone that impels
-me to give you all the assistance I can,--I feel that you are a young
-man who is _worthy_--worthy to enter upon the duties of your position."
-
-Paul was puzzled. He could not understand these allusions to his
-"position," and his "responsibilities."
-
-"Never hesitate to come to me for any advice. Do not allow little
-discouragements to overwhelm you," continued Mr. Lambert. "Your aunt, of
-course, will be your real teacher--"
-
-"My _aunt_?" echoed Paul, completely bewildered. "I don't understand--"
-
-"Ah," said Mr. Lambert, smiling, "perhaps you are not familiar with the
-traditions of your family. Then, I will tell you; your
-great-great-grandfather, on your father's side, Johann Winkler, was, as
-you surely know, the founder of this Bakery. He was, moreover, the
-inventor of certain delicacies which have made it famous, and which
-cannot possibly be made by any other baker in this country--in the
-world, I may say. It was his wish that the fruits of his labors should
-be the heritage of his descendants, and that only those who bore the
-name of Winkler, should learn the secret recipes by which those cakes
-are mixed. A moment's thought will make it clear to you that you are the
-next in line to be initiated into these secrets, which are sealed from
-me, and my children. In a word, you are the only living heir to this
-business. Your aunt, of course, is the present proprietor, and she and
-she alone can instruct you in the work in which you must follow her."
-
-Paul was speechless, and Mr. Lambert, mistaking his astonished silence,
-for a calm acceptance of what he had said, now drew forth a large
-parchment from a drawer of his desk, and spread it out with a pompous
-air.
-
-"This, my boy, is the family tree of the Winklers, which establishes
-your claim to your inheritance. Here, you see--" his broad forefinger
-began to trace the branches, "Johann Winkler had two sons, Frederick and
-Samuel. Frederick, the elder had two sons, also Samuel and Johann. In
-this case, the younger became the Baker, and Samuel became a hardware
-merchant in Missouri. Thus, Johann was the father of your Aunt Gertrude,
-and _your_ father, who also relinquished his inheritance, like Esau--"
-
-"But what of Samuel's children?" stammered Paul. "Maybe he has a son or
-a grandson--"
-
-"However that may be they have forfeited their claims," replied Mr.
-Lambert. "No, you need have no fears of any disputes, my boy. Surely,
-your father must have acquainted you with all these matters which relate
-to you so closely."
-
-"My father never even mentioned anything of the sort!" exclaimed Paul,
-pushing back his chair, as if he were thinking of sudden flight.
-
-"I need hardly tell you that you are doubly welcome, my dear boy,"
-continued Mr. Lambert placidly, totally misunderstanding Paul's
-astonishment.
-
-"But, sir! One moment! I don't understand! You surely can't mean that
-you think I am going to learn how to _bake bread_, and make _pies_!"
-burst out Paul at last. "Great heavens! My father couldn't have
-dreamed--_I_! Making biscuits!"
-
-"And why not, pray?" demanded Mr. Lambert, sharply. "Am I to understand
-that you consider yourself too good for a profession that the great
-Johann Winkler thought worthy of his genius? Is it that you do not
-consider it _manly_? Surely, you do not mean me to understand this?" Mr.
-Lambert's face hardened a little; the expression of bland benevolence
-left his eyes, which now grew cold and piercing. He had not expected
-rebellion, but recovering quickly from his surprise he prepared to cope
-with it as only he could.
-
-"Of course I don't mean that, sir!" exclaimed Paul. "But don't you
-see--I can't--I'm not fitted for such work. I couldn't learn how to bake
-a pie in a life time. I--"
-
-"Oh, I am sure you underrate your intelligence, my boy. Don't give way
-to discouragement so soon. A little patience, a little industry--"
-
-Paul began to laugh, almost hysterically. Even in the midst of his
-serious anxiety, the idea of himself demurely kneading dough was too
-much for his gravity.
-
-"But I'd poison everyone in town in twenty-four hours! Bake bread!
-Rolls! Tarts! Sir, I could far more easily learn how to trim hats!"
-
-"I don't doubt it. Any silly schoolgirl can learn that. I freely admit
-that the art of a great baker is not readily acquired. I admit that in
-some measure it requires an inborn gift, and a gift that is by no means
-a common one. Great cooks are far rarer, believe me, than great orators,
-or great artists, although the world in general does not rank them as it
-should. There was a time when a fine pastry or a sauce composed with
-genius called forth the applause of kings, and when eminent bakers were
-honored by the noblest in the land. But to-day, through the ignorance
-and indifference of the world, the profession is fallen in value,
-because, forsooth, it is fancied that it caters to the less noble tastes
-of mankind. My dear boy, it is for you, in whose veins flows the blood
-of the King of Bakers, to maintain the fame and dignity of your
-profession. Do not imagine that you lack the gift. It has lain idle, but
-a little practice will soon prove that it is in your possession."
-
-Paul, feeling that he had come up against a wall of adamant, got up and
-began to pace the floor. Here he was with exactly twenty-five cents in
-his pocket, without even a suit of clothes that deserved the name,
-without a friend within three thousand miles, nor the faintest idea of
-where he could go, if he rashly broke away from the family roof-tree.
-
-"It seems that you had other ideas," remarked Mr. Lambert in a politely
-interested tone, which said, "I don't mind _listening_ to any of your
-fantastic notions." Paul hesitated. He most certainly _had_ had other
-ideas, and, what was more, he did not have the slightest intention of
-relinquishing them. The question was, could he lay them simply before
-his uncle? One glance at Mr. Lambert's smooth, practical face was
-sufficient to make him feel that anything of the sort was not to be
-considered; certainly not at this time, in any case. Mr. Lambert had
-fixed his mind on one idea, and tenacity was his most striking
-characteristic. It was his boast that he never changed his mind, and the
-truth of this statement was recognized by everyone who had any dealings
-with him.
-
-"I should like to think over all that you have said, Uncle Peter," Paul
-at length said warily. "All this has been very unexpected, and I don't
-know just what to say."
-
-"You mean that you are still doubtful as to whether you will accept or
-reject the position, to which Providence has called you, and which it is
-plainly your Duty to accept?" inquired Mr. Lambert, raising his
-eyebrows. He was surprised and annoyed by his nephew's resistance, but
-knowing the boy's circumstances he had no fear that Paul would decide
-against his own wishes.
-
-Paul was quick to perceive this underlying cocksureness, and his whole
-soul rose in rebellion.
-
-"I don't see that either Providence or Duty has anything to do with the
-case," he retorted, instantly firing up.
-
-Mr. Lambert shrugged his shoulders.
-
-"You do not feel that you are under obligations to your Family? I don't
-like to believe that you have so slight a sense of your
-responsibilities. No, I am sure that a few moments reflection will
-convince you to the contrary. By all means consider the matter. I
-should, however, like to have your answer to-night, if it is convenient
-for you. I have several letters to write, and shall be here when you
-have reached your decision." And with a curt nod, he swung around to his
-desk, and took up the old-fashioned goose-quill pen, which he was in the
-habit of using under the impression that it lent him an air of business
-solidity.
-
-Paul, lost in thought, went up to Carl's room for the "few moments of
-reflection" that his uncle had advised.
-
-His cousin, wearing a brown dressing gown, with a hideous pattern of
-yellow fleurs-de-lis, was sitting at the table, with a book in his
-hands, and a greenshade over his nearsighted eyes, engrossed in his
-studies. The two boys glanced at each other, and nodded brusquely
-without speaking.
-
-Paul threw himself across the bed.
-
-"Duty! Providence!" All he could see in the matter was that he had got
-into a pretty kettle of fish. "And uncle thinks that just because I'm
-broke, I'll knuckle under without a murmur."
-
-Obligations! That was a nice thing to preach to him.
-
-"Would you mind not kicking the bed?" said Carl's thin, querulous voice.
-"It makes it rather hard to concentrate." This petition, uttered in a
-studiedly polite tone, was accompanied by a dark look, which this time,
-however, Paul failed to see.
-
-"Sorry," said Paul, gruffly, and got up.
-
-Now he began to walk the floor; but at length stopped at the window,
-pressing his face to the glass so that he could see something besides
-the reflection of his cousin's mouse-colored head, and monotonous
-rocking in his chair.
-
-He peered out over the roofs of the town, up the street, all sleek and
-shining with the rain, in the direction of the cross-roads at which he
-had stood, less than four hours ago. Why hadn't he taken the Other One,
-anyway? He had been perfectly free to choose--no one had been preaching
-Duty and all the rest of it to him then. He hadn't taken it, because he
-had been tired and hungry, and almost penniless--and lonely, too, and
-the farmer had turned up. Perhaps he had been a coward. It had led to
-the City, where, even if he were penniless, he would at least have been
-his own master, free to work according to his own ideas, and not Uncle
-Peter's.
-
-"Would you mind not whistling!" snapped Carl. "It's the most maddening
-sound. Hang it! I'm trying to study."
-
-Paul's mournful whistling stopped.
-
-Baking pies! So that was to be his future, was it? Well, he still had
-something to say. It wasn't too late to take the other road yet. He'd
-walk a _thousand_ miles before he would let himself be trussed up in a
-canvas apron, and put to kneading dough for the rest of his days.
-
-He glanced around for his cast off clothes, and saw them hanging, still
-dismally wet over a chair. But not even the cheerless prospect of a
-clammy shirt dampened his resolution. He began to fling off his dry
-clothing, sending collar, necktie, socks and shoes flying in all
-directions.
-
-Presently Carl, aroused by the commotion, put down his book. Then he
-stared in astonishment, at the sight of his cousin rapidly climbing into
-the soaking, muddy garments. But he felt that it was not in keeping with
-the dignity he had assumed, to inquire into the reasons for this strange
-proceeding. All he said was,
-
-"Would you mind not shaking that mud over my things?"
-
-Without replying, Paul shouldered his ridiculous bundle, felt in his
-pocket to make sure that his quarter was still there, and marched out of
-the room, down the stairs, and to the door.
-
-Then it occurred to him that this abrupt departure, without a word of
-farewell to anyone was rather a shabby way of returning the hospitality
-he had received, and he hesitated.
-
-"Well, if I don't get out now, it'll mean a lot of argument and
-explanation. I could write a note." But he had no paper, and he did not
-want to go back to Carl's room. So there he stood uneasily enough,
-wriggling in his damp clothes, and glancing uncertainly toward the
-closed door of the dining room behind which his uncle sat waiting for
-his decision. Overhead, he heard the low murmur of his aunt's voice, and
-the thudding of the twins' little bare feet as they romped and squealed
-in a pillow fight. Paul felt his resolution waver, and then anger at his
-own weakness steadied his determination. He opened the door, strode out,
-and pulled it to quietly behind him.
-
-A wild gust of wind nearly robbed him of his breath, and made him
-stagger. The rain had gathered up its forces, and now came down in a
-solid sheet, swept this way and that by the wind.
-
-"Whew!" Paul bent his head, and ploughed his way against it, without
-looking to the right or to the left. The branches groaned and tossed,
-creaking as if they were being torn from the trunks of the swaying
-trees.
-
-Then all at once, with a crash a dead bough fell in front of him,
-missing him by not more than fifteen inches. Paul stopped. The very
-elements seemed opposed to his unmannerly flight, and again he
-hesitated, looked back, and saw the friendly, ruddy windows of the
-Bakery. Thirty miles in this tempest! He smiled sheepishly, and then
-frowned. His impetuousness had put him in a very ridiculous position.
-His pride rebelled at the idea of returning, and with the thought of
-Carl's smothered amusement, came the memory of his cousin's inhospitable
-speech. On the other hand, he saw that it was no less absurd to follow
-up his plan of flight, and the streak of common sense underlying his
-hasty, high-handed nature told him that it was less foolish to go back
-and undertake the immediate problem that had been thrust upon him, than
-to plunge himself into the serious difficulties that his adventure would
-entail. And at length, inwardly raging at his own folly, he retraced his
-steps.
-
-As the dining room door opened, Mr. Lambert looked up, started to remove
-his spectacles, and then with a start, adjusted them more accurately.
-Paul, who had left his cap and bundle in the hall tried to stand in the
-shadow so that his clothes would not be noticed. After a short silence,
-Mr. Lambert preferring to observe nothing extraordinary in his nephew's
-appearance, folded up his spectacles, put them in the breast pocket of
-his frock coat and said, pleasantly,
-
-"Well? What have you decided?"
-
-Paul cleared his throat.
-
-"I have decided--I have decided--" he finished by spreading his hands
-and shrugging his shoulders.
-
-"To undertake your--er--responsibilities?" prompted Mr. Lambert, as if
-he were administering an oath.
-
-"To learn how to bake pies," said Paul, feebly, and then mumbling some
-vague excuse he backed out of the room, leaving Mr. Lambert to indulge
-in a short chuckle.
-
-Paul hid himself in the bakeshop until he felt reasonably sure that his
-cousin had gone to bed, and then, boots in hand tiptoed shamefacedly up
-to the bedroom, and began to undress in the dark. But Carl was not
-asleep, and after listening to Paul's smothered exclamations as he
-struggled with wet button holes and laces, could not resist a polite
-jibe.
-
-"Oh," came in interested tones from the bed, "where did you go, cousin?"
-
-"For a walk," replied Paul, laconically, and a certain note in his voice
-warned Carl that it would be wiser not to refer to the delicate subject
-again.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI--A REBEL IN THE HOUSE
-
-
-"You take a tablespoonful of butter, a pound of sugar, half a
-teaspoonful each of cinnamon and all-spice, a pound of raisins, and a
-cupful of molasses," said Aunt Gertrude timidly, reading from the
-yellowed pages of the century-old book of recipes, in which were traced
-in brown ink, and in the quaint, tremulous handwriting of old Johann
-Winkler himself, the secret formulas of the "King of Bakers." Then she
-closed the book.
-
-"And now, my dear, I have to show you the rest."
-
-Paul submitted to his instructions meekly enough but nevertheless his
-aunt felt singularly at a loss with this strange pupil on her hands, and
-she had her own grave doubts as to whether the culinary genius of the
-Winklers really lay dormant in him at all.
-
-On that bright, windy afternoon, aunt and nephew were closeted in the
-room off the kitchen, which was called the Mixing Room. It was here that
-the book of recipes was kept, and here that the bread and cakes were
-mixed, according to the time-honored tradition of secrecy. No one had
-the right of entry without Mrs. Lambert's permission, and that
-permission was never given while she was engaged in preparing her doughs
-and batters. It was a cheerful little room, snug and warm, lined with
-the old, well polished cupboards in which the tins of spices and dried
-fruits and crocks of mysterious, delicious mixtures were kept safely
-locked. Seated at the table, was plump, rosy, beautiful Aunt Gertrude,
-full of the importance of her business, but a trifle uncertain of her
-six-foot disciple, who, shrouded in a great white apron, and with his
-sleeves rolled up on his muscular, brown arms, stood soberly measuring
-out flour and sugar with hands that looked better fitted for a lumber
-camp.
-
-But little by little, as the lessons progressed, Paul became less
-austere; and as he unbent, Aunt Gertrude regained her natural jollity;
-until she actually dared to tease him.
-
-"What a frown! You will frighten all my customers away," she said,
-gaily, peeping up into his swarthy face. "You must practice how to look
-very cheerful."
-
-"Must I? Well, how is this?" And Paul promptly expanded his mouth into
-the empty grin of a comic mask. "Only I can't remember to grin while I
-count out spoonfuls of cinnamon. It's like trying to pat your head and
-rub your stomach at the same time."
-
-"In a little while you won't have to think so hard while you are
-measuring your ingredients. I do it by instinct," said Aunt Gertrude,
-proudly. And Paul smiled at her air of naive vanity.
-
-"Oh, _you_ are a very remarkable person, Aunt Gertrude," he said
-gravely.
-
-"Tut! You mustn't laugh at me, you impudent boy," said Mrs. Lambert,
-shaking her head, and pretending to be severe. "You must be _very_
-respectful." But she was tremendously pleased with herself for having
-discovered a vein of gaiety in her unsociable nephew. His slight smile,
-the first spontaneous expression she had seen on his face, was like a
-light thrown across his harsh, aquiline features, giving the first
-glimpse that anyone of the family had seen, into the gentler traits of
-his character; and Aunt Gertrude felt that she had been right in
-attributing his abrupt, ungracious manner to loneliness and depression.
-
-"Now," she said briskly, "_I_ shall finish this first batch, just to
-show you how it is done, and then you must do one all by yourself. How
-nice it is to have you to help me! You can't think how I dislike being
-shut up in this room for hours every day without anyone to talk to."
-Indeed, there was nothing that Aunt Gertrude disliked more heartily than
-solitude and silence. Like Jane, she adored people in general, she loved
-chat and gossip, she loved to hear all that was going on, and could
-never escape too quickly to the shop, where all day long the townspeople
-were running in and out, always stopping for a short chat with the
-lively, inquisitive merry proprietress.
-
-"You see, now, you have to knead this dough _quite_ vigorously," was her
-next instruction, and turning her sleeves back from her strong, white
-arms, she proceeded to give a demonstration, while Paul sat by, with his
-elbow on the table, resting his head on one hand, and smiling at her
-_very_ vigorous treatment of the meek, flabby dough.
-
-"You're certainly giving that poor stuff an awful trouncing, Aunt
-Gertrude. Don't you think you ought to let up a bit?"
-
-"Not at all," returned Mrs. Lambert, seriously, "I never let up, once I
-begin."
-
-"What a terrible character you are, Aunt Gertrude! Here, do you want me
-to take a hand at it?"
-
-"No, no," panted Aunt Gertrude. "Now don't interfere. Just _watch_ me."
-And again she began her pummelling with redoubled energy. The exercise
-brought a deep flush to her smooth cheeks; a lock of brown hair barely
-tinged with grey kept falling over her forehead, and she kept tucking it
-back with the patience of absent-mindedness.
-
-"You can't imagine how good these cakes are, my dear. They are my very
-favorites, though I know I shouldn't eat so many myself. I'm afraid I'm
-going to be a very fat old lady."
-
-"Then we'll put you in the window as an advertisement."
-
-Aunt Gertrude thought this a huge joke.
-
-"But what will people think when they see you, my dear? We'll have to
-get you fatter, too. Then people will say, 'Do you see that fine, stout,
-rosy, cheerful man? Well, once he was as thin as a poker. Winkler's
-Pastry gave him that lovely figure.'"
-
-At the end of twenty minutes she had finished kneading and rolling the
-dough, and with a sigh of relief, turned to Paul.
-
-"There now, you see exactly how it is done, don't you?"
-
-But Paul did not answer. With a stub of charcoal which he had fished
-from his pocket, the future baker was sketching busily on the smooth
-round top of a flour barrel. Aunt Gertrude's mouth opened in speechless
-indignation.
-
-"Tut! what are you doing?"
-
-Paul looked up. Then, seeing Mrs. Lambert's face, he began to laugh.
-
-"Well, you told me to watch you, Aunt Gertrude. I've been watching you.
-Why are you cross?"
-
-"But is that any way to do?" demanded Mrs. Lambert, clasping her hands
-with a gesture of indignant reproach. "Here I've been working and
-working, and there you sit, you bad boy--what are you drawing?"
-
-Here her curiosity got the better of her annoyance, and she peered over
-his shoulder. The hasty sketch, which had been executed with a skill
-that Aunt Gertrude could not fully appreciate, showed a woman with her
-arms in a basin of dough--Aunt Gertrude herself, in fact. In
-arrangement, and in the freedom and vigor of every line, the rough
-picture gave evidence of really exceptional talent. Aunt Gertrude tried
-to look like a connoisseur.
-
-"Now, that is very clever. Where did you learn to make pictures?"
-
-Paul shrugged his shoulders.
-
-"I don't know."
-
-Then Aunt Gertrude, suddenly remembering the business in hand, put on a
-severe expression.
-
-"That is all very well; but what have you learned to-day from me?
-Nothing! I have wasted my time! Oh, you are--"
-
-"There, Aunt Gertrude,--I know all about those old cakes. Please just
-let me--"
-
-"Old cakes, indeed!"
-
-"Beautiful, wo-onderful cakes, then. Please just let me finish this,
-like a nice good aunt. And then, I'll tell you what--I'll finish it in
-colors, and I'll give it to you. You haven't any idea how lovely you are
-to draw, Aunt Gertrude--you're so nice and round."
-
-Aunt Gertrude tried not to simper; she was as susceptible to flattery as
-a girl of sixteen, and found it impossible to resist even when she knew
-perfectly that she was being cozened.
-
-"What nonsense!" But nonetheless she resumed her position at the bowl of
-dough again, and Paul chatted artfully, to distract her thoughts from
-his lesson in cooking, while he hastily completed the sketch.
-
-From that afternoon on, there was no longer the slightest shadow of
-constraint between aunt and nephew. But Paul was very slow to drop his
-aloof curt manner with the rest of the family, and except for Mrs.
-Lambert and Granny none of them had penetrated his shell.
-
-Carl had by no means lost his dislike of his cousin, and indeed he was
-not entirely to blame. To begin with he inspired Paul with an
-uncontrollable desire to annoy him, and when he felt like it, Paul had a
-perfect genius for irritating people. He had found all the joints in
-Carl's armour, and he took a thoroughly infuriating delight in probing
-him in every unguarded spot. Every now and again, Carl would adopt a
-peculiar, affected accent in his speech, and would use very grand
-language; then Paul would mimic him perfectly gravely, until Carl was
-fairly writhing with suppressed rage. Again, Carl was rather given to
-boasting about himself in an indirect way, and Paul would promptly cap
-these little bursts of vanity with some outrageous story about
-_himself_, making himself out the hero of some high-flown adventure, and
-modestly describing his own feats of strength until Carl, who could not
-decide whether his cousin was serious or slyly making fun of him, came
-at length to the opinion that Paul was the most insufferable braggart
-that ever lived. He was particularly vulnerable on this point, because
-he had, secretly, a great admiration of physical strength and courage,
-and Paul's superiority to him in these qualities had much to do with his
-dislike.
-
-As the weeks went on, the twins were next to lose their timidity with
-their strange cousin. He teased them fearfully, and tweaked their yellow
-pig-tails, and told them they looked like a pair of little butter balls;
-but on Saturday nights, while Elise read "Ivanhoe" aloud, and the family
-gathered around the big fireplace in the dining room, he used to make
-them the most wonderful paper dolls, beautifully drawn and colored, and
-in the greatest variety; mediaeval ladies and knights, brigands, Italian
-and Rumanian peasants, and hosts of comic ones; until Minie and Lottie
-finally came to regard him as quite the most enchanting and remarkable
-member of the family.
-
-Jane, however, was still neutral; she neither liked nor disliked him,
-and was perfectly indifferent as to whether he liked or disliked her.
-
-And meanwhile, under Aunt Gertrude's guidance, he struggled, more
-manfully than successfully with the difficult art of baking cakes and
-bread. It cannot be said that he showed the slightest signs of the gift
-which Mr. Lambert believed that Johann Winkler had bequeathed to all his
-descendants; and so far not one of his attempts had been fit to go into
-the shop. His bread was as heavy as lead, his rolls were like sticks of
-dynamite, his cakes invariably scorched, or had too much baking soda in
-them.
-
-Notwithstanding the fact that he really tried hard to learn, as much to
-please his aunt as for any other reason, and cheerfully rose before
-daylight on those wintry mornings to knead his dough, and see that the
-ovens were properly heated, Mr. Lambert chose to believe that his nephew
-was deliberately trying _not_ to be successful; and seeing in Paul's
-repeated failures a sly rebellion against his plans, he became more and
-more out of humour with the boy.
-
-"See here, young man, how long is this business going to go on?" he
-demanded at length, losing patience altogether. "All of us have got to
-earn our own salt. I'm not a rich man, and I simply can't afford to
-provide for a big, strapping boy who can't even learn a simple trade--"
-
-"'A little patience, Uncle--'" quoted Paul serenely. Mr. Lambert
-flushed.
-
-"You are impudent. Patience, indeed. I have been patient. But I feel
-that it is high time that you proved yourself in earnest, or at least
-told me frankly whether you intend to make yourself of some use or not."
-
-Paul thought for a moment, then he said slowly,
-
-"Uncle, I _am_ trying to learn this confounded business. There is no use
-in getting angry with me--it isn't my fault if I don't succeed. Ask Aunt
-Gertrude whether I've worked hard or not. But I don't want to be a
-burden to you--you've been very kind, and I should hate to feel that you
-think I'm simply sponging on you. If you aren't satisfied with me,
-please just say so."
-
-"Oh, come now, my boy, there's nothing to take offense about," said Mr.
-Lambert hastily, changing his tactics immediately. "It merely occurred
-to me that _you_ were not satisfied, and to urge you, if that is the
-case, to speak out frankly."
-
-Paul hesitated. During the last three or four weeks he had been
-repeatedly on the point of coming to an understanding with his uncle,
-and had put it off, certain that it would not be an "understanding" at
-all, but simply a good old-fashioned row. There was not one chance in a
-hundred that Mr. Lambert could be made to understand his ideas or
-sympathize with them in the least, and Paul, financially, as well as in
-other ways, was too helpless to struggle just then. At the same time, it
-had occurred to him, that from one point of view, he was not acting
-fairly. He was ashamed of accepting Mr. Lambert's hospitality when,
-plainly, it was extended to him only on the condition that he conformed
-with Mr. Lambert's wishes, and when he had not the slightest intention
-of fulfilling his uncle's desires.
-
-"It's a pretty shabby trick, and cowardly too, to live here until I get
-ready to do what I want, when all of them are depending on my being a
-fixture. It would be better to put the whole business up to uncle, and
-stand my ground openly. Then, if he wants to kick me out, he can."
-
-Paul reached this decision in the pause that followed Mr. Lambert's last
-remark, during which his uncle eyed him narrowly.
-
-"I see that you are deliberating," said Mr. Lambert, coldly. "Again let
-me urge you to be frank."
-
-"Very well, sir. I will!" declared Paul impetuously. "I'll be telling
-you very little more than I told you when I first came. I can never
-learn to be a baker. You can see that for yourself. And what's more, it
-isn't as if I hadn't tried. I don't want charity, and I thought that if
-for a while I could be of some help to Aunt Gertrude, it might be one
-way of paying for my board and lodging. And that's why--whatever you may
-think--I've done my best to learn how to make all this stuff. But it's
-no use. I never can be a baker, and _I don't want to be a baker_!"
-
-"Ah!" said Mr. Lambert, leaning back in his chair. "I thought that was
-how the land lay." He was silent for a moment, and then, carefully
-plucking a thread from the buttonhole in his lapel, he inquired.
-
-"And what _do_ you want to be?"
-
-"I want to be--" ("Here's where the music starts," thought Paul), "I
-want to be a painter."
-
-Mr. Lambert looked as if a cannon had suddenly been discharged in his
-ear. For fully thirty seconds he was quite speechless; then pulling
-himself together, he articulated,
-
-"A _what_?"
-
-"A painter," Paul repeated.
-
-"Do you mean a house-painter, or--" here Mr. Lambert raised his eyes to
-the ceiling as if invoking the mercy of the gods upon this benighted
-youth, "or an _artist_?"
-
-"I'm afraid I mean an artist, sir."
-
-"A person who," Mr. Lambert went through a tragic pantomime of painting
-in the air, "who paints _pictures_?"
-
-"Yes," said Paul briefly.
-
-There was a long pause while Mr. Lambert struggled to assimilate this
-preposterous idea. At last a tolerant, half-pitying smile spread over
-his features.
-
-"My dear boy, we all have foolish notions in our youth. You will get
-over this nonsense. Meanwhile, be so good as never to mention it to me
-again." And without another word, he left the room.
-
-"Well!" said Paul aloud, "I certainly didn't accomplish much. Where do I
-stand, anyhow?" Again the picture of the cross-roads rose in his mind,
-again the thought of the city.
-
-"Here I am, just because I didn't have the _nerve_ to make a break for
-the other direction," he thought bitterly, recalling his ignominious
-attempt at flight, "because I was afraid of being cold and hungry, and
-now, I'm in a worse fix than I was before." For while he cared very
-little about his uncle's opinions, he had grown to love his aunt, and
-the thought of disappointing her hopes troubled him deeply.
-
-Well, at least his uncle knew his intentions. If he did not choose to
-regard them seriously, that was his own affair. Paul decided to let
-matters take their own course for a while.
-
-Now, as a matter of fact, Mr. Lambert considered his nephew's
-declaration a great deal more seriously than he appeared to. He knew
-just enough about people to realize quite clearly that there was a good
-likelihood of Paul's _not_ getting over his absurd notions; but he was
-quite determined that they should be suppressed with a firm hand. He
-made no reference whatever to their conversation, and continued to act
-as if Paul's expostulation had never been uttered, but at the same time
-he was keenly alert to note any further symptoms that Paul still
-harbored his outlandish, preposterous, ridiculous, and treasonable idea.
-
-It was not long before he discovered that these symptoms were very
-alarming indeed.
-
-One Sunday afternoon early in December, he returned from a two days'
-trip to Allenboro to find his family gathered in the dining room,
-indulging in a general spirit of gaiety, which in Mr. Lambert's opinion
-was exceedingly out of place on the Sabbath. He was strongly persuaded
-in favor of the most rigid observation of Sunday, not as a day of rest,
-but of strenuous inactivity. All out of door games were forbidden, any
-books not of the most serious character were sternly prohibited, and
-laughter was frowned upon by the worthy old merchant, who ruled his
-household with a rod of iron. Furthermore, he had not accomplished all
-that he had wished at Allenboro, and he was in no very genial humour to
-begin with. What were his feelings, therefore, when, appearing in the
-doorway, tall and formidable in his burly overcoat, and wide-brimmed
-black felt hat, he discovered his family enjoying themselves in defiance
-of every rule of Sabbath decorum and solemnity.
-
-The twins were popping corn over the fire, Granny was _knitting_! While
-over by the window, Elise, Jane and Aunt Gertrude were grouped around
-Paul, all talking at once, and apparently in great excitement. What they
-were talking about, and exclaiming over, Mr. Lambert did not know. The
-window shade was run up as far as it would go, admitting the wintry
-twilight, and under the window, propped against the back of a chair was
-an object which looked like the top of a flour barrel. Paul, evidently
-in a most unfamiliarly happy and animated frame of mind, was talking
-vivaciously.
-
-"You see, if I only had some decent colors! But it's not so bad, either.
-What it needs, now--" here he broke off abruptly, as Mr. Lambert, with a
-loud, and threatening "Ha-hum!" announced his presence.
-
-Everyone turned around with as much consternation, as if they had been
-caught conspiring to rob a bank, and blank, guilty silence fell over the
-room.
-
-"Ah!" said Mr. Lambert. He allowed his displeasure to show very plainly
-in his face, through the chilly smile with which he received his wife's
-timid kiss.
-
-"Elise, will you take my coat?"
-
-"You are cold, Peter. Do get warm, while I see about supper," said Aunt
-Gertrude hastily.
-
-"But I am anxious to see what it is that interests you all so much,"
-said Mr. Lambert, walking over to the window. Paul, with a rather
-defiant expression, stepped aside to allow his uncle a full view of the
-picture.
-
-"You have been painting? My dear boy, you must know that I cannot allow
-you to indulge in such frivolous pastimes on this day of the week," said
-Mr. Lambert calmly. "Gertrude, I am surprised that you allowed this
-infringement of our rules." Poor Aunt Gertrude blushed red under this
-reproof, and stammered like a school-girl.
-
-"But, Peter, I didn't know--you never said--"
-
-Mr. Lambert checked her with a slight gesture; then adjusting his
-glasses, leant forward to inspect the painting, while Paul, with his
-hand on his hip, looked dreamily out of the window. Granny, who was
-rather deaf, had been very little disturbed, and went on brazenly with
-her knitting. Elise had hastened out to the kitchen to help her mother;
-but Jane, intensely interested in the proceedings, stood her ground,
-looking keenly from Paul's face to her father's.
-
-"You have been painting your aunt, I see," remarked Mr. Lambert,
-presently. "It seems to me that an occupation more suitable to the
-Sabbath could have been found." He looked at the picture closely.
-Ignorant as he was of anything concerning the fine arts, he felt that
-the painting was far from being merely a school-boyish production; and,
-in fact, the very skill it revealed increased his determination to put
-an end to his nephew's efforts once and for all. He did not overlook the
-fact that in lieu of proper materials Paul had made a surprisingly
-successful use of a piece of raw wood, and a few mediocre oil paints--a
-rather bad sign, in Mr. Lambert's opinion, showing as it did, a
-dangerous tendency to surmount difficulties. Moreover, it seemed to him
-that the whole thing showed a stubborn, deliberate disobedience to his
-orders. He was very angry, too angry to act with tact and good judgment.
-
-Straightening up, with a flush showing on his cheekbones, he said
-abruptly,
-
-"I thought I had expressed myself clearly to you before; but evidently I
-did not make myself understood. I cannot and I will not have you wasting
-your time on this tom-foolery. While you are in my house, you must obey
-my orders implicitly, do you understand?"
-
-"You only told me not to--"
-
-"Don't argue with me, sir! I will not tolerate your disrespect! Let it
-be enough for you that I forbid--I _forbid_ your idling over this
-useless and childish nonsense."
-
-Without a word, Paul began to gather together his few brushes and tubes
-of paint, but when he started to leave the room with his picture, Mr.
-Lambert stopped him peremptorily.
-
-"Leave those things just where they were, please." Paul did as he was
-told.
-
-"You'll throw them out, uncle?"
-
-"Kindly learn to obey without asking questions!"
-
-All that day, Jane had seen her cousin gay, full of good spirits,
-utterly unlike the moody, disagreeable boy that he had been for so long;
-but now the old, hard, obdurate expression came into his face.
-
-"These things are mine, uncle," he said, quietly.
-
-"Indeed? The top of that flour barrel?" inquired Mr. Lambert, pointing
-to the picture. Paul hesitated for a moment, and then with a slight
-shrug, put it down again on the chair.
-
-"No, that is yours," he said, and walked out of the room.
-
-Mr. Lambert took the picture, looked at it for a moment or two, as if
-uncertain whether it too, were guilty of some heinous crime against his
-rule; then, he took it; but instead of breaking it in two, placed it
-quite carefully behind his desk.
-
-Paul did not appear at supper; but Mr. Lambert preferred not to notice
-his absence. Everyone was aware that civil war was brewing in the
-household, and with varying degrees of curiosity or anxiety, made their
-private conjectures as to what the future would develop in the way of
-open hostilities or amicable compromise between uncle and nephew.
-
-It was at about half-past ten that night, that Jane, who was rarely in
-bed at the prescribed time, happened to remember that Elise had left
-"Ivanhoe" on the dining room mantel piece; she felt also, that an apple
-or two was just what she wanted to subdue a certain mild emptiness. The
-household was perfectly still, and so, taking off her slippers, she
-stole down-stairs in her stocking feet, to get her book, and rummage in
-the larder.
-
-There was still a faint glow of firelight in the dining room.
-
-Half-way to the kitchen door she stopped, arrested by a movement in the
-room, and with her heart beating violently, peered about her. Then she
-saw that someone was sitting in Granny's chair. For a moment, she could
-not move a muscle, then, mustering up her courage, she quavered,
-
-"Who--who is that?"
-
-The figure in the chair gave a violent start, then with a little laugh
-Paul's voice said,
-
-"Is that you, Jane?"
-
-"Oh, _Paul_!" Jane gave a great sigh of relief.
-
-"Did I frighten you?" Paul asked, getting up.
-
-"Well, you _startled_ me," said Jane, who had always maintained that she
-was not afraid of ghosts or burglars--never having met a sample of
-either. "What are you doing?"
-
-"Nothing," said Paul. "What are _you_ doing?"
-
-"I want some food," said Jane, succinctly. "Do you?"
-
-"I'm not very hungry. What are you going to get?"
-
-"Well, if there's enough wood there to fix up the fire a little, I could
-make some cocoa. It's awfully cold in here."
-
-Paul picked up a stout log and flung it onto the smouldering ashes, and
-in a few moments, a bright flame crackled up, sending its ruddy light
-into every corner of the room.
-
-Everyone is familiar with the exquisite feeling of sympathy, which food,
-produced at just the right moment, can excite between the most hostile
-natures, and over their cups of cocoa, Jane and Paul, who had never been
-really hostile, began to see each other in a new light. For the first
-time they talked with unguarded friendliness, and gradually Paul became
-more confiding, and Jane listened with her usual eager interest.
-
-At first he talked about his life with his father, his wanderings, and
-strange adventures, without however, the least exaggeration or the
-braggadocio with which he had teased and disgusted Carl. It was not
-strange that Jane, who had never seen any part of the world save the few
-square miles of earth, bounded by the hills of Frederickstown, listened
-to his stories of foreign seas and foreign lands as if she were
-bewitched.
-
-Never before had Paul talked to any of them about himself or his past
-life; loquaciousness on any subject was not one of his characteristics
-and concerning his own affairs he had been particularly reticent; but
-now it was as if he could no longer smother down all that was pent up
-within him. In the presence of his sympathetic listener, his words now
-fairly tumbled over each other, and his face grew tight and weird with
-earnestness and enthusiasm.
-
-At length Jane asked him,
-
-"You don't want to live here and take over the business after all, do
-you?"
-
-"Ah, Janey, what kind of a baker would I make?" responded Paul, smiling
-half-sadly.
-
-"You want to be an artist?"
-
-"Yes. Don't think that I expected to have everything just as I wanted
-it. Naturally I knew that I would have to work here. I have no money.
-You don't imagine that I expected Uncle to plant me comfortably in some
-art school, and support me while I went through years of study? I
-planned, do you see, to work at anything that I could make enough to
-repay Uncle for boarding me, and to save a little so that in five or six
-years even, I could manage to study. I hadn't any idea of looking for
-help to anyone but myself, and as a matter of fact, I very nearly went
-on to the city to look for work instead of plumping myself on uncle. But
-I didn't.--I _did_ happen to be 'broke,' and the city was thirty miles
-away, and then I hoped that uncle would advise me. I had no one else to
-turn to, and it seemed natural to come to him. Then, when I got here, I
-found that everything had been arranged for me. What I was to do was all
-mapped out--for my whole life--and I hadn't a word to say about it. And
-what was more, Uncle won't let me mention having plans of my own. And
-to-day--well, you were here--he forbade my even playing with paints, 'As
-long as I am in his house.' Don't think that I am criticizing him,
-Janey. No doubt he is doing exactly what he thinks is best--but what am
-I to do? Will you tell me that? I've been sitting here thinking and
-thinking, and the only answer seems to be for me to get up and go."
-
-Jane was silent.
-
-"Oh, I _do_ understand uncle's point of view perfectly. I was awfully
-angry to-day, but I've tried to look at it reasonably, and I can see why
-it seems like rot to him. Thousands of boys of my age have crazy ideas
-about what they think they want to do, and thousands of them think
-differently as soon as they've got some sense. And Uncle thinks, I
-guess, that I'll do the same. If I could only _show_ him how much it
-means to me! If I could only show him that I've got something in me
-besides a lot of high-falutin notions! I _have_ tried to learn how to
-bake cakes. But I'll never learn in this world. Even Aunt Gertrude has
-given up on me, and she knows that I haven't loafed on the job, either.
-I've been pummelling dough every day at five in the morning for the last
-six weeks, and still not a single roll has turned out decently.
-
-"But Uncle won't hear of my getting any other job, all because of this
-idiotic tradition about the Winklers. I never heard of--" he broke off
-and began to pace up and down the room, while Jane sat silently nibbling
-her thumb-nail.
-
-"Well, what shall I do?" he demanded presently--"_You_ suggest something
-Janey, you're a wise little worm." This sincere, if rather inelegant
-tribute brought a pleased smile to Jane's face. "What would you do if
-you were in my boots?"
-
-Jane meditated a moment; then she said,
-
-"Well, I wouldn't get up and go--yet. I'd wait and see."
-
-"Wait and see what?" Paul rapped out a little impatiently, and frowning
-as if this piece of advice were not exactly to his taste. But Jane was
-unmoved.
-
-"I'd wait and see--lots of things. First of all, you _might_ find that
-you don't care as much about painting pictures as you think you do."
-This observation surprised and angered Paul, and his face showed it. His
-startled, resentful look said plainly, "I thought that _you_ understood
-me!" But Jane neither retracted nor explained. "And then," she went on,
-calmly, "Daddy _might_ change his mind a little, if you took good care
-not to make him angry about unimportant things--especially about
-squabbling with Carl. And last of all, it's just barely possible that
-another Winkler _might_ turn up--you never _can_ tell."
-
-Paul stared at her for fully thirty seconds in absolute silence. Then he
-honored these sage remarks with a contemptuous grunt.
-
-"Well, that helps a lot I must say," he said, sarcastically. "If I
-waited for any one of those things to happen, I'd be pounding dough
-until doomsday! Thanks!" and with that he turned away and resumed his
-restless promenade around the room. Jane shrugged her shoulders. A
-rather long and chilly pause followed. Paul was disappointed in her; but
-his silent indignation seemed to trouble her very little, and after a
-while, he threw a cold glance at her. But she was sitting with her back
-toward him, and so he felt the need of rousing her attention in another
-way.
-
-"You think, I may not care about painting as much as I think I do?"
-
-"Maybe, maybe not. I said, _I'd_ wait and see," returned Jane placidly.
-
-"Humph. And you think Uncle might change his mind?"
-
-"He might."
-
-"And what chance is there of another Winkler showing up, I'd like to
-know? One in ten thousand!"
-
-"It _might_ be better than that." Paul sat down on the edge of the
-table, and glowered at the back of her head. Then gradually a slow,
-unwilling grin broke over his face.
-
-"You're a nice one to preach patience!"
-
-"Oh, I'm quite patient _sometimes_."
-
-"Well, look here--I'll wait and see, then. But I'll tell you one
-thing--if things don't begin to get different pretty soon, I'm off!"
-
-"All right," said Jane, getting up. Paul stood up, too. Then suddenly he
-held out his hand.
-
-"Listen, Janey--please don't mind me when I get rough and short. You've
-got more sense than I have, and I need someone to talk to like the
-dickens."
-
-"_I've_ got more sense than _you_ have, Paul!" repeated Jane, sincerely
-amazed. "How can you say that? Why, you're the most--the most clever
-person I ever knew in my life!"
-
-Nothing cements friendship like mutual admiration; but Jane felt
-something warmer and better than mere admiration, as she put her hand
-into Paul's big paw; she felt that rare, happy pleasure that is stirred
-in a responsive young soul when it is first called upon to give sympathy
-and help; and their firm handclasp sealed a friendship that was to last
-to the end of their lives.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII--GIRLS
-
-
-Half a dozen feminine tongues babbled cheerfully. For once the Deacon's
-chilly parlor, with its slippery, horse-hair furniture, its
-stiff-featured portraits, and its big, black square piano, had lost a
-little of its funereal aspect, and a great deal of its oppressive
-neatness. Over the chairs, over the Brussels carpet, over the bow-legged
-table were scattered pieces of bright sateen, blue, red, orange and
-black, scraps of lace and gold tinsel, spangles and feathers. A coal
-fire glowed amiably in the grate, adding a deeper color to six blooming
-faces, and flashing on the bright needles that were so industriously
-plied. Outside, the first heavy snow of the winter was falling, in big,
-lazy flakes, which had already covered streets and roofs, and weighted
-the twigs and branches of the trees.
-
-"Well, I've got every one of my Christmas presents ready," remarked one
-young lady with a comfortable sigh of relief. "I start making them in
-June, but somehow I never get done until the _last_ minute."
-
-"I just never try to make mine," said another, "I take a day, and buy
-all of them in the city, when I go to visit Cousin Mary. It saves time
-and trouble, and _I_ think it's really more economical."
-
-"Oh, but then they don't have the personal touch," said a third, a tall,
-thin anaemic-looking girl, with large, soulful eyes, and a tiny mouth.
-"And that is what counts. It's what makes Christmas presents mean
-something. I always say that I never think of the gift, but of the
-thought of the giver."
-
-"But you make such clever things, Amelia," said the one who bought her
-Christmas presents, feeling ashamed of her lack of sentiment.
-
-"Very simple things, Dolly," said Amelia, rinsing off her watercolor
-brush, and then dabbing it in a square of holly-red paint. "But I think
-that just a little card, with a tasteful design, and an appropriate
-verse is a very suitable way of expressing the spirit of Christmas."
-
-"And quite right, my dear," boomed in Mrs. Deacon, appearing in the
-doorway. "But then you have such a charming gift of poesy. Not all of us
-are blessed with _your_ magniloquence." She lifted one of Amelia's
-cards, and inspected it, through a pair of lorgnettes, which she held
-about six inches from her eyes, spreading out her little finger. "_How_
-charming! How effete with taste! Lily, my dear, you too should try to
-emulate Amelia's Christmastide mementos. You are not entirely devoid of
-poetic genius. Why, I have many little emblems of your youthful flights
-of fancy--where is that album, my dear?"
-
-"Oh, mamma!" cried Lily, blushing crimson. "Those silly poems of mine!"
-
-"Indeed they are not silly," said Mrs. Deacon, rummaging in the drawer
-of the table. "No, the album is not here. Lily, my dear, when will you
-remember that everything has its proper place? Now, I did want to read
-Amelia that delightful little Bandeau of yours on the Pine-Tree. She
-would be interested, I'm sure. And the Album is not here. Perhaps
-though, I put it away myself."
-
-"Oh, mamma, don't get it now," begged Lily, overcome with embarrassment,
-adding, desperately, "Do look at the lovely thing Elise is making."
-
-Mrs. Deacon, huge and majestic in her rustling black silk, turned her
-lorgnette on Elise's exquisite embroidery.
-
-"Charming. Absolutely charming. Do not rise, my dear. Well, I see that
-you are all happily occupied. What are these gay colors?" she asked
-presently, indicating the pieces of sateen.
-
-"Oh, I brought some things that I thought might do for costumes, Mrs.
-Deacon," said Annie Lee Webster. "For our party you know, on New Year's
-Eve."
-
-"Ah! A Masquerade? How charming."
-
-"What are you going as, Amelia?" asked the fourth girl, the lively,
-apple-cheeked Dolly Webster. The poetess looked up dreamily.
-
-"As Sappho," she replied. Mrs. Deacon looked astonished, and interested.
-
-"Sappho, my dear? How will you do that? Sappho was a race-horse!"
-
-There was an irrepressible chuckle from the window embrasure, where,
-concealed by the long, dark-red curtains, Jane was curled, with a book,
-and a half-sucked orange.
-
-Mrs. Deacon turned swiftly, her lorgnette levelled on the younger Miss
-Lambert like a microscope.
-
-"Ah, Jane!" she observed a little coldly. Jane stood up respectfully,
-concealing her vulgar orange under her pinafore. "What are you laughing
-at, my dear?" asked Mrs. Deacon suspiciously.
-
-"I thought it would be funny for Amelia to go as a race-horse," replied
-Jane, simply, quite at her ease under Mrs. Deacon's prolonged stare.
-Amelia, who took herself very seriously, and hated to appear in a
-ridiculous light even for a moment, said rather indignantly,
-
-"A race-horse! Sappho was a poetess."
-
-"Ah, of course!" said Mrs. Deacon hastily, "that will be charming. And
-_so_ well chosen. How will you signify yourself?"
-
-"I am going to wear a simple Grecian robe of white muslin, with laurel
-leaves in my hair. And I shall carry a lyre," replied Amelia. "I thought
-I would let my hair hang loose."
-
-"Ravishing! Simply ravishing!" cried Mrs. Deacon in perfect raptures.
-"So simple. And after all, is there anything like simplicity?"
-
-"How will you get a lyre?" asked the practical Annie Lee.
-
-"I shall try to make one out of card-board and gold paper."
-
-"Or you could borrow old Mr. Poindexter's banjo," suggested Jane,
-gravely. "That would really be better, because you _could_ twang on it."
-
-Amelia did not deign to reply to this remark.
-
-"What are you going to wear, Lily?" Elise put in hurriedly, throwing a
-reproving look at Jane.
-
-Lily glanced at her mother.
-
-"I wish I could go as--as a Spanish dancer!" she said timidly.
-
-"A Spanish dancer, Lily!" cried Mrs. Deacon. "Indeed I could not permit
-anything of the sort! No. But it seems to me that it would be very
-delightful if you should affect a character very similar to Amelia's.
-Why would it not be sweet for you to go together as the Two Muses, the
-one fair, the other brunette, representing, as it were, the poetical
-talent of Frederickstown? I would suggest, too, that each of you recite
-some little poem of her own composition. Lily, I must find that album."
-And with this, Mrs. Deacon hastened from the room.
-
-Lily looked distressed. She was terribly shy, and the thought of having
-her poor little verses publicly read and appraised, dyed her smooth
-face, with one of her frequent blushes.
-
-"I _would_ like to go as a Spanish Dancer, though," she said, presently,
-biting off a thread with her little white teeth, "I don't know why, but
-I do. I'd like to wear a comb in my hair, and a black fan, and _scarlet
-heels_!"
-
-"You'd look lovely. I'm sure if you beg hard, your mother would let
-you," wheedled Annie Lee. Lily shook her head.
-
-"I don't think so. And I'm afraid mamma thinks its awfully bold of me
-even to think of such a thing."
-
-"There's nothing bold about a Spanish dancer. Just dashing," said Dolly.
-
-"But Lily isn't at all dashing," remarked Amelia.
-
-"I want to be, though," said Lily suddenly. "I'd like to be very, very
-dashing just for once in my life. I want to know what it feels like. I'm
-sick of being demure and lady-like. Yes, I am! And I want to wear a comb
-in my hair and scarlet heels." The color rose in her cheeks, and her
-blue eyes shone with a rebellious light. "I--I want to--to _flirt_!"
-
-"Lily!" cried Amelia, in pained astonishment, "why, whatever is the
-matter with you? You want to _flirt_? Why, I never heard of such a
-thing. You, of all people! Why, flirting is beneath you!"
-
-"Oh, no, it's not!" returned Lily, audaciously. "Do you think it's
-beneath _you_?"
-
-"Of course it's beneath Amelia," interrupted Dolly, whose brown eyes
-were twinkling, "Amelia's too intellectual to care about anything like
-that, aren't you?"
-
-Amelia hesitated.
-
-"I think that flirting is very trivial," she said at length, in her
-superior way, "and no flirt ever wins a man's solid respect. My
-brother-in-law says that every man really cares more about good sense,
-even though he may show a passing interest in frivolous people."
-
-"I don't care what your brother-in-law thinks," returned Lily, with a
-spirit that astounded her friends. "_I_ feel like flirting. I'm tired of
-being sensible. I want to be gay, and--and _dangerous_."
-
-"Amelia, you make me weary," said Dolly; "you pretend you aren't the
-least bit interested in beaux, but I know that you pose as being
-intellectual, just to--well, because you think it's one way of
-attracting 'em! And why are you going as Sappho if it isn't to show off
-your long hair?"
-
-A titter of mirth greeted this observation, which struck everyone but
-Amelia as being remarkably astute.
-
-"Come on, Lily--let's just see how you _would_ look in a Spanish
-costume," coaxed Annie Lee. "We can use this yellow stuff for a skirt.
-Has anybody got a black lace scarf and a comb?"
-
-"I have," said Lily, herself. "I got them about four years ago and I've
-had them hidden in my lowest bureau drawer ever since. I knew I never
-could use them, but I couldn't resist them. I--I put them on sometimes
-when I'm alone, just to see what I look like. Aren't I silly?"
-
-"Go and get them," commanded Annie Lee. But at that moment, Mrs. Deacon
-reappeared.
-
-"Now here is the album," she announced. "I just want to read you these
-few little things that I think perfectly dear, Amelia. You with your
-veins of poesy will appreciate them."
-
-"Oh, mamma, _please_," implored the hapless Lily, turning red as fire.
-"Don't! They are so _awful_!"
-
-"You are so modest, Lily. Now, here is a little thing that Lily wrote
-when she was only fifteen, Amelia. It's called The Pinetree." And with a
-preparatory "Ahem!" Mrs. Deacon proceeded to read amidst a profound
-silence,
-
- "The Pinetree stood lonely and bare, In the ghastly--no,
- ghostly, white light of the moon, And I wondered why it made me
- Feel so very full of gloom. It made me think of all the friends,
- Whom--Lily, dear what is this next word?"
-
-But Lily had fled. "That child is perfectly ridiculous," said Mrs.
-Deacon, with annoyance. "Now, I think these little things are full of
-poetic feeling. So melancholy, you know. Lily was quite a melancholy
-child. Just look over some of these little things, Amelia, and tell me,
-if you don't think they are sweet. Read the one beginning,
-
- "Alone, alone, why am I so alone?"
-
-Just as this point the clock struck four, followed by the low chimes
-from the belfry of the nearby church, and Mrs. Deacon suddenly
-remembered that she was due at a committee meeting at four-fifteen.
-
-Lily was persuaded to return, and the unfortunate subject of her "poesy"
-was tactfully abandoned, and now that Mrs. Deacon's overwhelming
-presence was withdrawn, the discussion of scarf and scarlet heels was
-renewed.
-
-"We'll dress you up, anyway. And I'm sure that when she sees you Mrs.
-Deacon will let you have your way," said Annie Lee. "Get all your
-things, and _I'll_ direct."
-
-Jane, from the window embrasure, watched the proceedings with a critical
-eye. Of all the older girls of the town--in fact of all the girls in
-general,--the gentle Lily was her favorite. There was not an atom of
-heroine-worship in her attitude; on the contrary, she felt almost older
-than Lily in many ways, notwithstanding the four years difference in
-their ages; and she felt rather sorry for Lily, without exactly knowing
-why. Jane, so capable herself of getting what she wanted, had the
-tendency of many vigorous natures, to feel a certain good-natured,
-wondering contempt for weaker and timid characters; but there was
-something about Lily's weakness and timidity that was so perfectly in
-keeping with her delicately lovely face, with her daintiness and
-maidenliness, that it was really one of her charms, a beauty in itself.
-
-With a sort of benevolent smile Jane observed Lily's face color with
-naive pleasure, as she saw her ambition to appear "dashing and
-dangerous" gradually being realized under Annie Lee's skillful
-manipulation of the very simple materials at hand.
-
-In less than half an hour, the heavy, mahogany-framed mirror, reflected
-the gayest vision that had ever peered into its mottled surface. Jane
-clapped her hands delightedly.
-
-"_Now_ don't you like yourself!" she crowed. Annie Lee sat back on her
-heels, thoroughly satisfied with her achievement. And well she might be.
-The vivid yellow skirt, which looked almost exactly like real satin, had
-been judiciously shortened to show the prettiest ankles in
-Frederickstown, clad in a pair of black silk stockings with scarlet
-clocks!--another of Lily's hidden treasures. The black lace scarf,
-draped like a mantilla over the high tortoise-shell comb, fell over
-Lily's slender white shoulders, and framing her face, made her skin seem
-more transparent, her hair blacker, her eyes bluer, and her mouth redder
-than before. Mrs. Deacon's spangled black fan had been boldly rifled
-from her bureau drawer, and from the humble duty of stirring the
-listless air in church on a summer morning, had been promoted to that of
-fluttering coquettishly in Lily's hand.
-
-"If you must have scarlet heels," said Annie Lee, "you can tear the
-satin off the heels of your black slippers and paint the wooden part
-red."
-
-"You _do_ look perfectly scrumptious, Lily," said Dolly; "there isn't a
-thing wrong, and you've simply got to wear that costume."
-
-Lily, with her closed fan laid against her lips, gazed into the mirror,
-as if uncertain that the reflection that gazed back were really she,
-herself.
-
-"I wish--" she began, and then broke off with a shame-faced, confused
-little smile.
-
-Just then, Jane, who happened to glance out of the window to see how
-deep the snow was getting, remarked,
-
-"There goes Mr. Sheridan. I wonder what on earth--"
-
-"Where?" cried a chorus of voices in great excitement, and instantly
-every girl was at the window peering over each other's shoulders, and
-fairly bursting with curiosity to see the eccentric young man, whose
-habits had for several weeks been the subject of much speculation in
-that busybody little town. Even Amelia forgot her dignity and scrambled
-to see him. Lily, only, tried to appear indifferent, but without
-complete success; for after a moment's hesitation, she too was peeping
-out from behind the substantial Dolly.
-
-The object of this flattering interest was sauntering along with his
-hands in his pockets, and his head bent; but presently, as if he felt
-the magnetism of all this concentrated attention, he looked up to the
-window. His expression of surprise,--even of indignation, as if he
-resented this notice from the "feminine element"--was almost instantly
-replaced by one of alertness. Jane beamed at him, and waved her hand,
-and he smiled back at her and lifted his hat; but, in that brief
-second--and Jane did not fail to note this--his eye travelled swiftly
-over the cluster of pretty faces, and with remarkable keenness, singled
-out Lily's, and again he lifted his hat, and bowed slightly.
-
-Jane turned quickly to see Lily blushing pink, and with an answering
-smile just fading from her eyes.
-
-"Do _you_ know him too?" she demanded. Lily pretended not to hear.
-Shrinking back, and pursing up her lips, she said primly,
-
-"Aren't you all ashamed of yourselves--rushing to stare at a stranger
-like that, and letting him see you, too?"
-
-"I'd like to know why I shouldn't," said Annie Lee. "Anyone who is as
-queer as he is, deserves to be stared at."
-
-"What's queer about him?" cried Lily, quite indignantly.
-
-"Well, he never goes anywhere, and never sees anyone, and lives all
-alone in that big house. You may not call that queer, but _I_ do."
-returned Annie Lee.
-
-"And he's _so_ handsome," murmured Dolly, sentimentally. "I'm sure he's
-had some unhappy love-affair."
-
-"Pooh!" said Jane, who was not romantic, "he's no more heart-broken than
-I am."
-
-"You know very little, as yet, concerning the secret sorrows that many
-people hide," said Amelia.
-
-"When they hide them that's one thing," retorted Jane, "but he
-advertises his like a breakfast food." Then once more she turned on
-Lily, remorselessly, "Do _you_ know him, too, Miss Lily?" she repeated.
-
-"I? Why, n-no," said Lily, pretending to be studying her own dimpled
-chin in the mirror.
-
-"He bowed to you," insisted Jane.
-
-"To me? Why, he didn't do anything of the sort!"
-
-"Lily Deacon!" cried Dolly, "you know very well he did! Any why are you
-blushing?"
-
-"I'm not blushing. I don't know him. How could that be? I-I only--"
-
-"You only what?"
-
-"Why, nothing!"
-
-"Lily, you're concealing something!" cried Annie Lee.
-
-"Oh, I'm not. Don't be so silly. It isn't anything at all. Only last
-Thursday, when I was coming home from Mrs. McTavish's I happened to take
-a short cut through the field there, and that hateful dog that belongs
-to Mr. Jenkins started to run after me, barking and growling the way he
-always does. I got over the stile, but he crawled under the fence, and
-followed me again. And I started to run, and he ran after me, and jumped
-up at me and frightened me to death. And Mr. Sheridan happened to be
-coming through the field. And he caught the dog, and told me I was a
-silly to run. And that's all."
-
-"My _dear_!" breathed Dolly, "and is that all he said?"
-
-"Oh, he just asked me if I was afraid of dogs, and I said only of some.
-And he said he liked them, they were so intelligent. And--and then I
-said I hated cats, and he said he did too; and asked me if I liked
-horses--"
-
-"How long did this keep up?" inquired Annie Lee.
-
-"There are lots of animals," said Jane. "Did you find out how he liked
-cows and pigs and ducks and porcupines--"
-
-"I think you are all mean to laugh!" cried Lily indignantly. "It was
-perfectly natural to say _something_. And he was very nice and polite."
-
-"And what was the dog doing meanwhile?"
-
-"The dog? What dog? Oh--I guess it must have gone home."
-
-"Well!" said Amelia, "I must say, Lily, that I think it would have been
-quite enough if you had simply thanked him, and gone on your way. And
-_I_ think that Mr. Sheridan should hardly have asked you if you liked
-dogs when he had never been introduced to you."
-
-Lily, who was easily crushed, hung her head at this reproof, and did not
-attempt to defend herself. Now that she thought of it in the light that
-Amelia's words threw on it, it seemed nothing short of shocking that she
-had spoken in such a familiar vein with a young man to whom she had
-never been introduced. Why had she said anything about it? Now, it was
-all spoiled, that innocent little episode, which had given her so much
-pleasure just to think about. Jane, however, quickly came to her
-defense.
-
-"How silly! I don't think anyone but a prig would be as proper as all
-that."
-
-"Jane!" remonstrated Elise, "that isn't a very nice thing to say."
-
-"How do _you_ happen to know him Janey?" asked Annie Lee.
-
-"Oh, I called on him," replied Jane, nonchalantly.
-
-"_Called_ on him!"
-
-"Well, I thought someone ought to see what he was like. And he was very
-nice. What I've been wondering is what he does with himself all the
-time. He says he wants solitude, and that he doesn't want to have to see
-any people, but I think that's all nonsense. _I_ think he's bored to
-death with himself."
-
-"Do you know what?" said Annie Lee, "I'm going to ask mother to invite
-him to our party. If he doesn't want to he doesn't have to come; but
-everyone else in Frederickstown _is_ invited, and its all so informal
-and everything, I don't see why we shouldn't ask him too. It would be
-perfectly all right, because I think father knows him. I _know_ father
-used to know Major Sheridan, because I've heard him talk about when they
-were in the Spanish American war."
-
-This idea became popular immediately. Even Amelia had no objections to
-make, and was in fact already making certain mental improvements on the
-costume she had planned.
-
-But Lily was silent. Amelia's criticism of her behavior had wounded her
-to the quick, and with a sober face she began quietly to take off her
-finery, as if some of the fascination had evaporated from that dashing
-Spanish comb, and even from the thought of scarlet heels.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII--JANE LENDS A HAND
-
-
-Mr. Sheridan, like Achilles, had been sulking for a remarkably long
-time. It is true that some men and women are able to nurse a grievance
-for life; but Mr. Sheridan was too young, and too healthy not to find
-himself, at the end of some eight weeks, thoroughly bored, restless and
-dissatisfied with himself. He was not ready to admit this yet, however.
-He believed that he had proved conclusively that it was in every way the
-wisest thing to withdraw in lofty disgust from the arena of human
-affairs, and while his present course of life had the charm of novelty,
-he was unwilling to admit that he was possibly mistaken. For a time he
-rather enjoyed the role of the misanthrope, and cynic. But it was not
-his natural character, by any means, and notwithstanding the fact that
-he _believed_ that he did not want to have anything to do with anyone,
-he found his new role exceedingly tiresome to play day in and day out
-without an audience. Peterson, who was as bored as he, and who could not
-understand "what had gotten into Mr. Tim," was sour and unsympathetic;
-and finding the need of someone as confidant, absolutely imperative, the
-embittered recluse of five-and-twenty, resorted to writing long letters
-to his one-time boon companion, Philip Blackstone, in which he poured
-forth his uncomplimentary opinions of human nature, gave lengthy
-descriptions of his states of mind, and accounts of his mode of living.
-Phil, a hearty young man, who loved horses and dogs, who was quite
-helpless without his friends, and hated writing letters, responded
-tersely enough, inquiring what was the matter with him anyway. The
-correspondence died out. Mr. Sheridan tried to devote himself to books,
-but the long, unbroken hours of silence in the musty old library
-depressed him terribly. He took long walks, and long rides for exercise,
-but his own thoughts were dull company. He rode through the woods and
-the idle, untilled fields of his own estate, and was struck by the
-contrast between his own barren, unkempt lands with the thriving farms
-of his neighbors. It occurred to him to go in for farming in the spring,
-to plant corn and wheat, and to get cows and horses, to build barns and
-paddocks, and to rent out part of his land to some of the thrifty,
-shrewd young farmers, the newly married ones. The idea delighted him; he
-wanted to talk about it, to get the opinions of some of the intelligent
-land-owners of the neighborhood, and to air his own notions. But
-gradually his enthusiasm waned again. He was getting lazy and listless.
-Every effort seemed useless to him. He began to feel very much abused
-because no one was interested in him. Miss Abbott had treated him very
-badly, even Peterson was as cross with him as the old servant's good
-manners would allow, Phil scolded him in his short dry letters, and
-finally had stopped writing altogether, and that bright little
-red-headed girl had never come to see him again. When he walked through
-the town he felt abused because everyone seemed to be having a better
-time than he. They all knew each other; the women stopped to chat on
-their way to market, the men talked local politics and business in the
-doorways of the warehouses; when he passed they touched their hats
-respectfully, and stared after him curiously, as if he were something
-that had dropped from another planet. He was in a chronically bad humor.
-That the world in general had taken him at his word, and left him
-entirely alone put him still more at odds with it, and the fact that he
-knew he was living idly and uselessly put him at odds with himself. If
-he had stopped to consider, he would have discovered very quickly that
-he was not heart-broken as he imagined at all; he was simply angry. He
-tried to excuse himself for his aimless existence by arguing that no one
-cared what he did, and that it was impossible for a man to keep up his
-enthusiasm about anything when there was no one to please but himself.
-He told himself that everything was the fault of the heartless Miss
-Abbott; but as a matter of fact if he thought a great deal about Miss
-Abbott's unkind treatment, he thought surprisingly little about Miss
-Abbott herself. He was quite shocked one day to discover how blurred her
-very features had become in his memory. A lot of fair, curly hair--which
-somehow changed to smooth black tresses when he tried to represent it in
-his fancy--a rosy, coquettish face, and the arch, self-confident smile
-of a girl who had begun to learn when she was less than sixteen that she
-was beautiful and irresistible. But all the features of that pretty,
-imperious face were indistinct, and when he tried to picture it very
-clearly, he found to his dismay and amazement that he wasn't thinking of
-_that_ face at all. Another one had replaced it, a shy, demure little
-face, the features of which were very distinct indeed, so distinct that
-he could not doubt for a moment to whom it belonged. This was rather an
-alarming discovery to be made by a young man who had definitely decided
-that all women were henceforth to be indignantly and strictly avoided.
-And it was with dismay that he found himself repeatedly thinking about a
-certain brief accidental conversation that he had had with the timid,
-black-haired maiden in the field.
-
-"Dogs are so intelligent,"--and then they had spoken of the relative
-intelligence of cats. Not a very brilliant conversation, certainly, and
-it piqued him a little to think that he had not been able to say
-something more interesting and original; yet the girl had listened as
-intently as if every word he had uttered was a mine of wisdom.
-
-On the other hand, it was certainly quite possible that _all_ girls were
-not as treacherous as the beautiful Miss Abbott. Here he pulled himself
-up short, and displeased at his own weakness, firmly resolved not to
-waste another thought on Lily. It was all the fault of that little
-red-headed Jane, who had popped in on his solitude, and roused his
-interest in Lily Deacon by flattering his vanity.
-
-One morning, early in Christmas week, Peterson brought him a note. Mrs.
-Webster had couched her invitation in the ceremonious, courtly style of
-her generation, reminding him of the friendship that had existed between
-her husband and his uncle, and expressing her hope that he would give
-them the pleasure of his company on New Year's Eve.
-
-After the gloomiest Christmas that he had ever spent in his life, Mr.
-Sheridan's determination to avoid human society wavered feebly under
-this hospitable attack; and after five or ten minutes reflection, this
-hardened misanthropist sat down, and accepted Mrs. Webster's invitation
-in a tone that fairly overflowed with gratitude.
-
-On New Year's Eve there was a full moon, a huge, silver-white disk that
-flooded the whole sky with light, riding high above the happy, festive
-little town. New fallen snow glistened on the roofs, lined the black
-branches of the trees, and flew up in a sparkling mist from the swift
-runners of the sleighs.
-
-All Frederickstown was bound for the Webster's big farm. The streets
-were filled with the sounds of laughter, shouts, jovial singing, and the
-jingling of sleigh-bells. One horse sleighs and two horse sleighs, old
-ones with the straw coming through the worn felt covering of the seats,
-and new ones shining with red paint and polished brass, all were crowded
-with holiday-makers. All the younger people, and even many of the older
-ones were in masquerade, under their burly overcoats and mufflers, and
-vast entertainment was derived from trying to guess who was who, as one
-sleigh passed another, the occupants waving and shouting. And it was
-amusing to see that of the older people, it was usually the most serious
-and sedate who wore the most comic disguises, and the most grotesque
-masks; evidently bent upon showing for once in the year that they too
-had not forgotten how to frolic. There was old Mr. Pyncheon, with green
-pantaloons appearing from beneath his great bearskin coat, and a huge
-red false nose hiding his own thin, impressive eagle's beak; there was
-grave, bearded Professor Dodge with red Mephistophelean tights on his
-lean nobby limbs, spryly tucking Miss Clementina into his little
-single-seated sleigh. (Miss Clementina, aged fifty-two, was representing
-"Spring," in pink tartalan with yards of green cotton vine leaves, and
-bunches of pink cotton roses garlanding her spare, bony little figure,
-though at present this delightfully symbolical costume was hidden under
-piles of cosy-jackets, mufflers, veils and cloaks.) And lastly, there
-was Mr. Lambert himself, representing a mediaeval astrologer, with a
-black sateen robe ornamented with silver-paper stars and crescents, a
-long white beard held in place with black tape, and a great pointed cap
-nearly a yard high. The entire Lambert family, by no means excluding
-either Granny or the twins was packed into the big three-seated sleigh.
-Mr. Lambert mounted in front, with Aunt Gertrude beside him, and Minie
-between them, snapped his whip in a positively dashing fashion, and off
-lumbered the two fat old horses. Sledges flew out from the side lanes,
-joining the lively procession, and of course there were races and near
-accidents, and once indeed the Todd's sleigh overturned into a big drift
-depositing most of its occupants head downwards into the snow.
-
-"There's Miss Lily, right in front of us!" cried Jane, "and I do believe
-that she's wearing her Spanish costume after all!"
-
-The Deacons, mother and daughter, were in fact being driven along by old
-Mr. Buchanan, who had gallantly placed its sleigh at the service of the
-two ladies. At the same time, to judge from Mrs. Deacon's face, there
-seemed to be some reason for uneasiness in the chesterfieldian old man's
-very zeal. He was an ardent, if not an exactly comfortable driver; he
-shouted to his horses and the two lean, shaggy animals alternately
-stopped short, and leapt forward with terrific suddenness and speed; and
-at each jolt, Mrs. Deacon groaned in suppressed alarm. She had begun to
-suspect that her escort had already been celebrating the coming New
-Year, and, indeed, it was not unlikely; for the poor old bachelor was as
-noted for his convivial temperament as for his gallantry.
-
-"Pray, Mr. Buchanan, would it not be as well to drive less rapidly?"
-suggested Mrs. Deacon, as casually as she could. But Mr. Buchanan would
-not hear of this; he felt that she hinted at a veiled doubt as to his
-ability for managing his fiery steeds.
-
-"Have no fears, ma'am. You may place entire confidence in me, ma'am. I
-may seem reckless--and there's dash of the old Harry in my nature, I
-won't deny--but there ain't a man in Frederickstown, I may say in the
-whole _county_, ma'am, as understands this team of horses like me. Why I
-was drivin' this here Jerry and Tom afore you was born,
-Miss--er--ma'am;--it's the living truth. Why, they are like my own
-children--they love me, and I l-o-ove them, like they was my own
-brothers!" And the tenderness of his emotion so wrought upon Mr.
-Buchanan's spirit, that large tears stood in his childish blue eyes. It
-cannot be said that even these assurances calmed Mrs. Deacon's fears;
-but if to her that five mile drive was a thing of sudden alarms and
-constant terrors, to Lily it was an unmixed delight. It was not often
-that Lily was able to take part in the various merry-makings of the
-town; there always seemed to be so many other things for her to do, and
-she was far oftener spending her hours in company with her mother's
-serious-minded friends than with the lively boys and girls of her own
-age. She attended innumerable meetings of the Ladies' Civic Uplift
-Society, she made innumerable red flannel petticoats with
-feather-stitched hems for little heathen girls, she prepared innumerable
-sandwiches for various parish entertainments, she made innumerable calls
-on fretful invalids; but she did not very often find a chance to have
-simply a good time.
-
-Now, snuggling down into a corner of the rickety old sleigh, with the
-musty moth-eaten old bearskin robe pulled up to her chin, she sat lost
-in complete rapture. The fresh, cold air, stinging her cheeks, the
-brilliant moon, the sweetly dissonant jingling of the sleigh-bells, and
-the scraps of singing carrying back from the jolly groups ahead of her,
-the wide, free stretches of snow-covered fields, glistening under
-moonlight so bright that one could detect a rabbit track across their
-smooth expanse--all filled her with unutterable delight. She was very
-glad that she hadn't gone with any of the others; then she would have
-had to talk, and she wasn't ready to talk yet. It was too nice just to
-be able to sit still, and enjoy it all, and think. Her thoughts must
-have been pleasant ones. Pleasant? That is not the word, but then there
-is no word that can describe the timid, bold, incoherent, romantic and
-beautifully absurd thoughts of an eighteen-year old girl. It is enough
-to say that her shining eyes were filled with them, that the dimples
-came, and that when she smiled to herself, she bent her head so that no
-one would be able to see that smile, and perhaps read its meaning.
-
-Mrs. Deacon had been persuaded to permit the Spanish costume, and under
-her scarfs and furs, Lily was very dashing indeed, with the high comb,
-and the clocked stockings, the spangled fan, and the scarlet heels. And
-she pictured herself naively as the belle of the ball; yes, all the
-young men should besiege her--but she didn't care about that in itself.
-What she longed for was to appear fascinating and irresistible, just so
-that--well, just so that, _he_ could see. Dolly had told her that he
-would be there. Would he recognize her? Would he dance with her? Well,
-it might be this way; he would see her of course, but she would pretend
-not to see him, and he would think that she had forgotten all about him.
-Then perhaps he might ask someone to present him, but still she would
-pretend to have forgotten all about that day in the field; then he would
-ask her to dance with him; but already someone would have claimed that
-dance. Then--what if he did not ask her again? Suppose he should just
-bow, and go away. There was a possibility.
-
-"What a silly girl I am!" thought Lily, unconsciously shaking her head.
-Just then she was flung violently to one side, her mother half tumbling
-upon her. At breakneck speed, and with a great flourish of his whip, Mr.
-Buchanan had just negotiated the abrupt and difficult turn into the gate
-of the Webster's farm.
-
-Once past the gate, a long and rather narrow road descended gradually
-between two snake-fences to the hollow where the big, rambling,
-comfortable old homestead stood. The road leading from the house to the
-barn was illuminated with colored lanterns, which threw weird tints over
-the faces of the masqueraders as they sped past.
-
-Already a dozen sleighs had emptied on the wooden platform in front of
-the big sliding doors; already the huge room, with its high ceiling
-crossed by solid rafters, was half full of people. It was gaily
-decorated. Ropes of cedar entwined the rafters, branches of holly were
-tacked to the walls, colored lanterns, with sly sprays of mistletoe
-hanging from them, dangled from the ceiling. A huge fire blazed in a
-great brick fireplace, in front of which the older men had collected to
-drink a toast with Mr. Webster. And up in the erstwhile hayloft, which
-now did duty as a sort of musicians' gallery, a negro band was already
-playing "Old Uncle Ned," with such irresistible liveliness that many
-dancers had begun to spin about the floor without having paused to take
-off their heavy wraps.
-
-For a New Year's party at the Websters to be anything but
-jolly,--superlatively merry--was an unheard of thing. Indeed it could
-not have been otherwise. Theirs was quite the merriest family in the
-world. To see the four big boys, with their irresistible grins, and the
-two rosy-cheeked bright-eyed girls, and Mrs. Webster, a
-dignified-looking woman, with a pair of twinkling eyes, and a lively
-tongue, and old Mr. Webster, rotund and ruddy, was sufficient to dispose
-the most melancholy soul in the world to jocund mirth.
-
-Around the fire the old wags were cracking jokes and recounting their
-favorite anecdotes. Then the darkies, grinning from ear to ear, and
-showing rows of teeth like ears of corn, struck up a Virginia Reel.
-
-"Ah-ha!" cried Mr. Webster. "Choose your partners, gentlemen!" and
-dashing across the room, he singled out Janey.
-
-"Here's my girl!" and executing the most wonderful bow imaginable, he
-led "his girl" out onto the floor. The Virginia reel went on at a lively
-pace, and Mr. Webster, leading with the laughing and muddled Jane,
-introduced the most remarkable figures, turning the dance into a sort of
-pot-pourri of all the steps he had learned in his youth, including a
-cake-walk and a sailor's horn-pipe. Everyone seemed to want to dance and
-no one seemed to have any difficulty in finding a partner; but the two
-undisputed belles of the evening were Lily Deacon and--Miss Clementina!
-Yes, Miss Clementina, little and wizened and brown as a walnut proved
-beyond argument her right to boast of having been once the queen of
-hearts in Frederickstown; and although thirty years and more had passed
-since her cheeks were rosy, and her sharp little elbows had had dimples
-in them, she still had her faithful admirers, grey-haired, portly
-gentlemen, a trifle stiff, and a trifle gouty, who still saw in the
-wiry, black-eyed little old maid, the charmer of auld lang syne. And how
-outrageously she coquetted, and how everyone applauded when she and the
-professor danced a schottische together--most gracefully; the professor
-spinning about, on his red legs, pointing his toes, skipping and sliding
-in the lively dance with all the sprightliness of a stripling of twenty;
-and Miss Clementina pirouetting and skipping along beside him, her pink
-tartalan skirts swirling around her tiny little feet, and her black eyes
-sparkling in her brown little face, as if saying, "Who says that _my_
-day is over!"
-
-But Lily held sway over the youth of the gathering. Every moment she was
-dancing, light and tireless, as if there were wings on her scarlet
-heels. But now and then she lost the thread of what her partner was
-saying, and her blue eyes strayed shyly toward the door. Then suddenly,
-the bright red color flushed up into her cheeks.
-
-In front of the fire, with a glass of cider in his hand, and talking to
-Mr. Webster (who was at last forced to confess himself "a bit winded")
-stood Mr. Sheridan.
-
-He seemed quite content to stand there listening to his host's
-reminiscences of his uncle and the times they had had together; and to
-talk about the various features of country life as compared to life in
-the city; and to laugh at the droll yarns of the other old gentlemen;
-and to watch the multi-colored swarm of dancers spinning about to the
-lively rhythms of the negro music. But as a matter of fact, Mr. Sheridan
-had, in a remarkably short time singled out one slim figure, and
-followed it through the kaleidoscopic motion of the crowd.
-
-"Well, sir, I hope you have decided to settle down here for good," said
-Mr. Webster, heartily.
-
-"I--I haven't exactly decided. But I shall probably be here for some
-time."
-
-"You have a fine old place there. You don't happen to be thinking of
-getting rid of any of that land of yours?"
-
-"It all depends," replied Mr. Sheridan vaguely.
-
-"Bless me!" exclaimed Mr. Webster suddenly bethinking himself of his
-duties. "I'm nearly forgetting that you're not an old fellow like
-myself."
-
-And the hospitable old soul took his guest by the arm and dragged him
-off to be presented to the young ladies.
-
-First, Mr. Sheridan danced a lively two-step with the plump but agile
-Dolly. He enjoyed it, and he enjoyed talking to Dolly, and he enjoyed
-the music.
-
-Then Dolly, with a wicked twinkle in her eye, said,
-
-"I want to introduce you to one of my dearest friends." A hopeful, eager
-expression came into Mr. Sheridan's face, until Dolly, greatly enjoying
-his disappointment (which he hastily concealed under a pleasant smile)
-betrayed him into the hands of a pallid young lady, wearing a
-wilted-looking Grecian robe, and a wreath of laurel leaves in her long,
-scanty, mouse-coloured hair. It was Amelia, the poetess.
-
-These proceedings aroused great interest in a quarter to which none of
-the guests had given a thought: namely, in the hayloft, or musicians'
-gallery. Here since the early part of the evening, Paul had ensconced
-himself, his long legs dangling over the edge, his chin between his
-hands, brooding above the jolly turmoil of the dance floor like a large,
-thoughtful crow; and here several of the younger folk had joined him,
-disdaining the flighty amusements of their elders, and greatly
-preferring to spend their time in the more solid enjoyment of devouring
-nuts and raisins and oranges.
-
-Jane was the latest addition to this noble company. Having ascended the
-wooden ladder, she slid along the edge of the loft to Paul's side.
-
-"Hullo," she said.
-
-"Hullo," responded Paul, "been having a good time?"
-
-"Yes. What are you doing?"
-
-"Watching."
-
-"It's nice up here. It's near the music. You know, I'd like to learn how
-to play the bassoon," said Jane.
-
-"Then you probably will. How would the trombone suit you? That seems
-more your style."
-
-Jane turned up her nose at him, and then without replying focussed her
-attention on the dancers below.
-
-Suddenly, half laughing and half annoyed she exclaimed,
-
-"Oh, that _is_ too mean of Dolly!"
-
-"What's too mean?"
-
-"Why--oh, she is a wicked-hearted girl!--she _knows_, just as well as I
-do that the main reason Mr. Sheridan came was so that he might meet Lily
-Deacon. And she's gone and tied him up with Mealy Amelia!"
-
-"Huh?" said Paul.
-
-"He'll be with Amelia until the dance is _over_!"
-
-"Is that your friend, Sheridan, down there? He's sort of a nice-looking
-fellow," remarked Paul, condescendingly. "I thought he was about ninety.
-Seems a bit glum, doesn't he?"
-
-"Well, you'd be, too, if you had Amelia talking about the infinite with
-you for a whole evening. I saw Dolly introduce him to her at least half
-an hour ago, and he hasn't been rescued yet. Dolly did that on
-purpose--just to tease me!"
-
-"To tease you? Humph, you seem to think yourself a pretty important
-person, don't you?" observed Paul with a grin.
-
-"Well, I asked Dolly myself please to introduce him to Miss Lily as soon
-as she could. I _told_ her he was very sad, and needed cheering up--and
-just see what she's done!"
-
-"I must say you aren't very easy on Amelia. You usually seem to like
-everyone. What's the matter with her?"
-
-"I _do_ like nearly everyone, but I _do not_ like Amelia. She's a--a
-hypocrite," said Jane. "She's a _fake_. That's what I don't like about
-her. I don't like people who write about the stars, and then turn around
-and say mean, nasty, cattish little things just because they're jealous.
-Oh, _poor_ Mr. Sheridan!"
-
-The object of Jane's ardent sympathy really deserved it. He was doing
-his duty manfully and gallantly; but every now and then a haunted and
-desperate expression came into his face, as he summoned up all his
-faculties to respond to Amelia's discourse.
-
-She was trying, by various subtle, melancholy little observations to
-make him feel that she understood that he was not a happy man, and that
-he might confide in her. His only escape from this harassing
-conversation was to dance with her (tripping at every second step on her
-Grecian draperies) and--his only escape from the disasters of the dance
-was to talk to her.
-
-"Paul!" said Jane in a tone of decision, "something must be done."
-
-"Eh?"
-
-"I'll tell you what. _You_ must go down, and ask Amelia to dance with
-you!"
-
-"_What!_"
-
-"Yes. Now, do an unselfish act, and it shall be returned to you a
-thousandfold," said Jane, unctuously.
-
-"Not interested in any such bargains," returned Paul.
-
-"Yes. Now, Paul, don't be stubborn. It'll only be for a minute. I'll ask
-mother to get Daddy to go and rescue you--or Mr. Webster, or Mr.
-Buchanan."
-
-"Can't. Thank heaven, I don't know how to dance anything but a highland
-fling."
-
-"Well, teach Amelia how to do that. Come on, now, Paul--like a good,
-delicious angel." And with that she began to tug at his arm.
-
-"Jane, you're going to be a horrible, horrible old woman. You're going
-to be a matchmaker. You're going to make all your friends hide in ambush
-when they see you coming, and you'll probably be assassinated."
-
-"I don't care. Come along, now--ni-ice little Paul, and teach Amelia how
-to do the pretty highland fling!" And actually, so irresistible was her
-determination, she coaxed the enraged Paul down the ladder, and standing
-disinterestedly at a certain distance away, heard him say meekly,
-according to her instructions,
-
-"Miss Hartshorn, may I have the pleasure of this waltz?" his voice
-fading away to an anguished whisper. Mr. Sheridan, beaming with
-satisfaction, professed abysmal regrets at being forced to lose his
-charming partner; and then Paul, with the sweetly wan expression of an
-early martyr, placed one arm around Amelia's waist, and began the
-peculiar, grave capering which in his dazed condition, he believed to be
-a waltz.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX--"THE BEST LAID PLANS--"
-
-
-Mr. Sheridan, turning about, suppressing a vast sigh, beheld Jane,
-standing and smiling at him with her most benevolent expression.
-
-"Why--so there you are again! How glad I am to see you! Why haven't you
-ever come to call on me? I've missed you," he said, taking her hand. His
-pleasure was too sincere not to be extremely flattering.
-
-"I _would_ have come, only I've been pretty busy," she explained; then
-her eyes twinkled. "That was Paul," she said. "You remember I told you
-that he was coming. Isn't he a nice boy?"
-
-It was only the mischievous sparkle in her eyes that told Mr. Sheridan
-that she had a double meaning.
-
-"A _charming_ boy!" he declared with fervor; and then he laughed
-guiltily.
-
-"That was mean of Dolly," said Jane.
-
-"What was mean?"
-
-"To tie you up with Amelia Hartshorn."
-
-"Why, on the contrary, I--I thought Miss Hartshorn very agreeable,"
-replied Mr. Sheridan, fibbing like a gentleman.
-
-Jane shrugged her shoulders.
-
-"I was afraid that Dolly might have forgotten that you were a stranger,
-and leave you with one partner for the rest of the dance. And then you'd
-have been bored, and--and would have wanted solitude worse than ever."
-
-This remark brought first a puzzled expression and then a burst of
-half-shamefaced amusement from Mr. Sheridan.
-
-"You evidently remember our conversation very clearly," he remarked.
-
-"Oh, yes, I do. I've thought about it quite often--that is, about some
-of the things you said."
-
-"And I must add that you seem to take great interest in your friends."
-
-"I suppose," replied Jane with a sigh, "that _you_ think I'm an awful
-busybody, too. Well, if I am I can't help it. I mean well."
-
-Mr. Sheridan chuckled again. He had never before met any youngster who
-amused him quite as much as Jane did.
-
-"Was it because you brought some pressure to bear on--er--Paul that he
-interrupted my dance with Miss Hartshorn?"
-
-"Yes," answered Jane absently.
-
-"You seem to find it easy to make people do what you want."
-
-"No, not really--not at all. I had an awful time with Paul." Then after
-a short pause, she added, "I'm awfully glad you came to-night. It seems
-to have cheered you up."
-
-"Why do you think I needed cheering up?"
-
-"Because you were so gloomy."
-
-With a smile Mr. Sheridan changed the topic by suggesting that he get
-some refreshments, and to this proposition Jane assented
-enthusiastically.
-
-"Do you remember that Miss Lily I told you about?" she inquired
-casually, when she had finished her ice. "There she is."
-
-"The very pretty young lady in the Spanish costume?"
-
-"Yes. She's horribly pretty, isn't she? Would you like to dance with
-her?"
-
-"Very much. Only I haven't had the pleasure----"
-
-"Oh, _I'll_ introduce you to her, if you like," interrupted Jane,
-putting her plate on the window sill.
-
-Mr. Sheridan raised his head, and looked at Jane with a touch of
-wariness. But her face was innocence itself, utterly disarming in its
-childlike simplicity.
-
-Enormously amused, he gravely followed her across the room, to where
-Lily was sitting, chatting gaily to the two Webster boys; and Jane
-sedately performed the ceremony of introduction. Then, well-satisfied
-with her accomplishment, and feeling that she could do no more at
-present for these two, she retired to her eyrie in the hayloft, entirely
-forgetful of the unhappy Paul.
-
-It is just possible that, as, out of the corner of her eyes she saw Mr.
-Sheridan approaching, Lily pretended to be enjoying the conversation of
-the Webster boys a little more than she really was. She felt the color
-burning in her cheeks, and was angry with herself.
-
-"He'll think I'm just a--a silly village girl," she thought. Her natural
-shyness was greatly increased by the presence of this young man with his
-indescribable air of self-confidence; he was not at all like the two
-simple hearty, countrified Webster boys. There was something about him
-that marked him unmistakably as a product of city life, of ease, and
-rather varied worldly experience, and for some reason this made her a
-little bit afraid of him; or, perhaps afraid of herself. Usually the
-least self-conscious person in the world, she now found herself filled
-with misgivings about herself. She was afraid that there were numberless
-shortcomings about her of which she was unaware, but which he would not
-fail to notice; and this thought stung her pride. Furthermore, she was a
-trifle piqued at his attentiveness to Amelia, though not for worlds
-would she have admitted that any such silly vanity existed in her. Added
-to all this, was the sting that Amelia had left in her sensitive mind.
-Perhaps he had thought it undignified of her to have chatted with him so
-informally that day in the field--and then he had seen her peeping at
-him from the window.
-
-All these doubts excited in her a desire to snub him a little. He was
-_not_ to think her just a "silly village girl." Perhaps her gay, dashing
-costume made her feel unlike herself, and gave her some of the
-self-confidence that she lacked by nature. Indeed, the pretty senorita
-was altogether quite a different person, from the simple, artless girl
-that Timothy Sheridan remembered so vividly. He was himself a thoroughly
-simple young man, and he was puzzled by the change in her.
-
-Fluttering her fan nervously, she chatted with him, asked him questions,
-laughed,--all with a little air of frivolity, and carelessness. She felt
-a sort of resentment toward him, and this lead her once or twice to make
-a remark designed "to take him down off the high horse" that she
-imagined (on no grounds whatever) that he had mounted. His expression of
-bewilderment and polite surprise gave her a satisfaction that was not
-unmixed with regret and displeasure at herself. At length, when the
-music started up again, he asked her to dance. By this time, his manner
-had grown a little cold and formal, and Lily was piqued. So, with a
-little shake of her head, she told him that she had promised this one to
-Mr. Webster. There was something in her slight hesitation before she
-answered that made him feel that this was not quite true; and, hurt and
-puzzled, he bowed, expressed his regret, and the hope that he might have
-the pleasure later, and withdrew. On the whole, Jane's diplomacy had
-been anything but successful.
-
-Mr. Sheridan slipped out to smoke a cigar in the fresh, cold air, and to
-meditate on the irritating vagaries of the feminine gender. Lily's
-reception had hurt him more than he liked to admit even to himself.
-
-"What was the matter with her? She wasn't a bit like that before--she
-seemed so gentle and unspoiled and kind. Hang it, there's no way of
-understanding what a girl really is like, anyhow. I've just been an
-idiot."
-
-After a moment or two, he told himself fiercely,
-
-"Well, if she doesn't want to dance with me, I certainly shan't bother
-her."
-
-A little later, he threw away his cigar, and went in again. But he did
-not dance. He sat and talked pleasantly to Mrs. Webster for twenty
-minutes or so, and then joined his host by the fire, with whom he
-discussed agriculture and politics for the rest of the evening.
-
-In the meantime, Paul, deserted by Jane, had managed to extricate
-himself from the toils of the fair Amelia, and possessed by a deep sense
-of injury, had climbed up again to the hayloft, with the double purpose
-of expressing his indignant feelings to Jane, and getting well out of
-the reach of his recent partner.
-
-"Well, I must say--if that's the way you keep a bargain--" he began.
-Jane looked around at him with an abstracted expression, and then unable
-to control herself at the sight of his aggrieved face, burst into the
-most unsympathetic laughter.
-
-"Oh, you poor creature! I _am_ sorry! I forgot all about you!"
-
-"Do you think you're giving me fresh information?" inquired Paul, in
-tones of bitterest sarcasm.
-
-"How _did_ you get away?"
-
-"Much you care!"
-
-"There, don't be angry. Tell me how you _did_ get away?"
-
-"If you must know--I just bolted."
-
-"Paul!"
-
-"Couldn't help it. Just had to. Sorry if it was uncouth and all
-that--but there are limits to human endurance!"
-
-"Now who's hard on Amelia?"
-
-Paul grinned unwillingly.
-
-"I guess you were about right. The whole time I was with her, she was
-picking on things about people--all the other girls who were the least
-bit pretty. Not plain, straight-forward out-and-out wallops, mind you,
-but all sorts of sweet and sly--"
-
-"Oh, I know her way. And did you just up and leave her?"
-
-"No. We pranced around a while, and then she sat down, and made me fan
-her. And then we pranced around some more--until I thought I was going
-to die, and she kept talking--first about what she thought about girls
-nowadays, and then about poetry--you can imagine about how much I had to
-say to that sort of stuff. And then we pranced around some more, and by
-that time I'd concluded that I had only myself to rely on"--this with
-renewed bitterness, "so I told the woman that I had a--a weak heart, and
-guessed I'd better get a little air--"
-
-"Paul, you didn't!" cried Jane, horrified.
-
-"Yes, I did," said Paul, grimly. "I'd gotten to the point where I'd have
-flopped down, and played dead if necessary. She seemed to swallow the
-story, bait, line and hook, and was quite sympathetic--and here I am,
-and the next time you try to get me into a fix like that--"
-
-"I say," interrupted Jane, "Mr. Sheridan hasn't danced with Lily at all!
-He's gone and plopped himself down with all those old fogies around the
-fire!"
-
-At this Paul took his turn to chuckle.
-
-"Serves you right! _Now_ will you keep your fingers out of other
-people's pies? I told you you were too young to be meddling with such
-things. But I guess you're just like all women--jump at conclusions, and
-then start trying to run things--"
-
-"You think you're awfully clever, don't you?" retorted Jane acidly.
-
-"Not clever--just humanly intelligent. Intuition may be all right for
-women, but plain horse-sense is good enough for me."
-
-"What's intuition?" demanded Jane.
-
-"The thing that makes girls think they know more than men do," replied
-Paul, scornfully. "Your friend Amelia says she's got a lot of it. Ask
-her what it is." Then he turned to her with an exasperating grin; he was
-getting immeasurable satisfaction out of her discomfiture. "Practice
-what you preach, old lady. I guess it's about time that _you_ left a
-thing or two to Providence."
-
-Jane felt that it was time to change the subject.
-
-"People are queer," she remarked.
-
-"I've heard that before," said Paul, rubbing his nose, "I've observed
-it, and I know it."
-
-"I think you're sort of detestable to-night."
-
-"It's your fault, then. I think you've ruined my disposition for life.
-The next thing you'll be trying to make me be sweet to that fat old
-dowager with the moustaches!"
-
-"_Hush_, Paul! That's Mrs. Deacon."
-
-"Nobody could hear me in all this noise. She seems in an awful stew
-about something, doesn't she?"
-
-Jane did not answer. Paul stared at her.
-
-"What's the matter with you? You look as if you were going to have a
-fit." Still Jane did not answer. There was indeed a frozen look on her
-face.
-
-"Well," said Paul, eyeing her, "what have you been up to now?"
-
-"N-nothing," said Jane.
-
-"That won't go with me, old salt. What have you done to that poor,
-defenseless old widow?"
-
-"I--I'm afraid I've made rather a mess," Jane confessed, faintly.
-
-"Oh, I'm quite sure of that. And you won't catch me coming to the rescue
-again. Here I am and here I stay until I go home under Uncle Peter's
-sheltering wing. Well, what have you done?"
-
-"I--I didn't mean--"
-
-"Of course not. Your kind never do. They'll have a revolution in this
-town, if they keep you here until you've grown up--which I doubt very
-much." Then, seeing that she was really distressed, he patted her hand,
-and said, consolingly, "There, tell your Aunt Rebecca what you've
-done--I'll help you out, if I must."
-
-"No one can help me," said Jane, darkly.
-
-"Is it murder this time? Well, tell me anyhow. I'm always prepared for
-the worst with you."
-
-"Don't tease, Paul. I sent her sleigh away," said Jane, with the calm of
-deep trouble.
-
-"You--_what_?"
-
-"I said--I sent Mrs. Deacon's sleigh away."
-
-There was a pause, during which Paul made every effort to guess what
-earthly designs Jane had had in perpetrating such a peculiar deed. Then
-he gave up.
-
-"You have something against Mrs. Deacon?" he suggested, delicately. "You
-don't like her moustaches, perhaps? Or perhaps you think that a five
-mile walk would be good for her health?"
-
-Jane was not listening.
-
-"I--you see, I thought it would be nice if Mr. Sheridan took Lily home.
-And a little while ago I was talking to Mr. Buchanan who brought the
-Deacons here. He was sitting outside, and he seemed awfully tired and
-sleepy, and kept saying that late hours were bad for young and old; and
-then I said that--that the Deacons weren't going back with him. And he
-didn't wait a minute. He just got into his sleigh, and went off like
-Santa Claus. And now, it looks as if Mr. Sheridan and Lily were mad at
-each other--and if Mrs. Deacon finds out that I told Mr. Buchanan to
-go--I don't know _what_ to do!"
-
-"Well!" said Paul, "I suppose you're about the _coolest_--rascal I ever
-met in my life. I don't think I've ever even heard of anyone like you."
-
-"What shall I do?"
-
-"Do? Why, to be perfectly consistent with your kind, after having gotten
-everything into a sweet kettle-of-fish, just wash your hands of it.
-Leave it to Providence--and hike for the tall timber." Then he began to
-chuckle, hugging himself, and shaking up and down, in a rapture of
-mirth.
-
-"Oh, don't bother about it. They'll get home all right--"
-
-"I'm not bothering about that. I'm thinking about what'll happen if Mrs.
-Deacon finds out that I sent Mr. Buchanan away."
-
-"Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof. She hasn't found out yet."
-
-"I wonder why Mr. Sheridan and Lily are mad at each other." Then she
-jumped up.
-
-"What are you going to do now?" demanded Paul.
-
-"I'm going down."
-
-"Take my advice and stay where you are." But Jane was already on her way
-down the ladder.
-
-The party was beginning to break up. The wild tooting of horns, the
-shrill notes of whistles, and showers of confetti announced the New
-Year. Jane made her way through the tangles of colored streamers, and
-the knots of merry-makers toward the huge chimney-place where a group of
-older people were standing, watching the picturesque scene.
-
-"Ah-ha, here's my girl again!" cried Mr. Webster. "Come here and watch
-the fun with your old god-father."
-
-With his big hands on her shoulders, Jane leant against him, and looked
-on as placidly as if there were not a care in the world troubling her
-peace of mind. When the noise had subsided a little, she looked round
-and up at Mr. Webster's face, and raising her voice a little so that it
-was impossible for Mr. Sheridan not to hear what she said, remarked,
-
-"Mr. Buchanan has gone home, and left the Deacons here."
-
-"What? What is that?" said Mr. Webster hastily. Jane repeated her
-remark, glancing furtively at Mr. Sheridan, whose face had suddenly
-grown rather red. But he stared straight ahead and pretended not to have
-heard her.
-
-"Ah, well, Sam can hitch up our sleigh in a moment," said Mr. Webster.
-"I daresay he'll be only too glad to take Lily home." And he chuckled
-slyly.
-
-For some reason, Mr. Sheridan was able to hear _this_ remark quite
-distinctly. He looked around, and after a momentary hesitation said,
-
-"There is no reason for that. Mrs. Deacon and her daughter are near
-neighbors of mine, and I--I'd be delighted to take them home." And
-without giving his host a chance to argue the point, strode off hastily
-in the direction of the majestic dowager.
-
-By this time the old lady, undergoing the process of being wrapped up in
-a dense cocoon of furs and mantles, while the two Webster boys clamored
-for the pleasure of putting on her carriage boots, was quite besieged by
-young men begging to be allowed to drive her home. Lily stood behind her
-chair, smiling, but a little tired-looking.
-
-Mr. Sheridan worked his way deftly and determinedly through the group.
-
-"Will you let me drive you home, Mrs. Deacon?" He did not look at Lily,
-and Lily dropped her eyes.
-
-"I am taking Miss--Mrs. Deacon home," said Sam Webster firmly,
-unconsciously grasping that dignified lady's plump foot more tightly, as
-if he intended to hold her by it, should she attempt to evade him.
-
-Now Mr. Sheridan _did_ look, at Lily. Would she or would she not prefer
-to go with him?
-
-"Why, if Mr. Sheridan has--has room for us, we needn't trouble Sam,
-mamma," said Lily, demurely. "That is--"
-
-"It's no trouble," interrupted Sam,--which was quite true--"and I've got
-the sleigh already hitched up"--which was not true. He sent an almost
-belligerent glance at Mr. Sheridan, who ignored it.
-
-Mr. Sheridan felt extraordinarily jubilant. Nothing should prevent his
-taking Lily home--not if he had to slaughter this mob of impertinent
-young men in cold blood.
-
-Then Mrs. Deacon, extricating her foot from Sam's convulsive grip, rose
-up. There was a warm light in her eye, the peculiar, benevolent beam
-which enlivens the glance of the far-sighted mamma as it rests upon an
-eligible young man.
-
-"Mr. Sheridan, I thank you. I accept your pusillanimous offer," she
-said, in the full, bell-like tone of a public official. "Samuel, we
-shall not emburden you."
-
-In vain did Sam assure her that he would be only too happy, that there
-was nothing he would like to do more; meanwhile sending at Lily
-reproachful looks fit to melt a heart of stone. Lily simply did not see
-them. In cool triumph, Mr. Sheridan escorted the two ladies to his
-sleigh.
-
-An hour later,--it was after one o'clock--he entered his library, where
-Peterson had kept the fire burning, threw off his coat, and sat down to
-try to work out the puzzle of Lily's conduct. On the way home, they had
-exchanged hardly six words. But if Lily had been silent, the same could
-not be said for her mamma. Even now he seemed to hear the incessant,
-rich tones of Mrs. Deacon's voice ringing in his ear, as they say the
-booming of the sea echoes in certain shells. He could not remember
-whether he had ever answered her or not. But Lily? It seemed evident to
-him that she had not wanted to talk with him or to dance with him during
-the party. It seemed equally evident that she _had_ wanted to drive home
-in his sleigh. Now what was the meaning of behavior like that?
-
-By two o'clock he had come to the conclusion that she was a coquette,
-that he was a donkey, and that the best thing he could do was to tell
-Peterson to pack up and be ready to pull up their stakes the day after
-to-morrow. He had been acting like an awful fool anyway. He was
-twenty-five years old; too old to be acting like a schoolboy. How in the
-world had Mary Abbott been able to--
-
-By three o'clock he had come to another conclusion. He wasn't going to
-go away at all. He'd be hanged if he'd be chased around the earth by
-_women_. He was going to stay where he was. He was going to go in for
-farming. He liked the quaint old town, he liked the solid, intelligent,
-industrious, practical people. He liked Mr. Webster for instance, and
-Mrs. Webster, and Dolly, and old Mr. Pyncheon, and he quite loved that
-little Janey Lambert, and he liked--well, already the list had grown to
-a fairly respectable length for a confirmed misanthrope.
-
-At half past six, Peterson coming into the library to see that
-everything was in order, discovered his master sleeping placidly in the
-huge armchair, surrounded by, almost buried under books, pamphlets and
-almanacs which had never been taken down from their shelves since the
-late Major had been a young and hopeful devotee of farming. He picked
-one up, and holding it at arm's length read the title, "Fertilizers and
-Fertilization." The old man drew a deep, long-suffering sigh.
-
-"Lord, it was bad enough before," he thought despondently, looking down
-at Mr. Tim, and shaking his head slowly. "It can't be that he's goin' in
-to be a useful citizen. Whatever would the Major say to that?"
-
-Then he suddenly remembered the old Major's invariable reply to such
-propositions. Quite undisturbed, and in the most astounding French, he
-used to say, "Searchez le Femme."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X--PAUL AND CARL
-
-
-Paul, in his heavy canvas apron, his sleeves rolled up, flour in his
-hair, on his eyelashes, and on the end of his nose, sat on a
-three-legged stool in front of the door of the big oven. There was an
-expression of such dogged concentration on his face, such fierce
-intensity in the grim frown between his eyebrows, that one might have
-thought he was expecting to draw forth a new universe, remodelled nearer
-to his heart's desire, from the roasting bakeoven. The event he was
-anticipating was indeed of great moment not only to him but to at least
-four other members of the household who had gathered in the
-kitchen--Aunt Gertrude, Jane, Elise, and ruddy little Anna, the bouncing
-little assistant cook and shop-keeper, who never could watch Paul's
-culinary struggles without going into a fit of giggling.
-
-"It's been in twenty minutes," announced Jane, glancing at the clock.
-Paul raised his head and glowered at her.
-
-"Can you or can you not hold your tongue?"
-
-"I can not," answered Jane, frankly.
-
-"Who's making this cake?"
-
-"Come, Janey, leave Paul alone and don't bother him," said Elise. "Come
-over here and let me try this sleeve to see if it fits." Elise was
-engaged in making over one of her mother's gowns into a school-dress for
-Jane. Jane obediently stood through the process of a fitting, but
-craning around to keep her eye on Paul.
-
-Suddenly, taking hold of the hot handle of the oven-door with his apron,
-he flung it open; and reaching in, pulled forth the huge cake pan.
-
-"There! Now, Aunt Gertrude, come and look at this fellow! How's _that_
-for a blooming success?" His face simply beamed with pride as a chorus
-of "Oh's" and "Ah's" greeted his first real triumph. Five big disks of
-cake, delicately, perfectly browned, light as a feather, he turned out
-onto the wooden board.
-
-"Beautiful!" cried Aunt Gertrude. "I've never made a better one myself,
-have I Elise? No, not even your grandfather could make that cake more
-perfectly."
-
-Paul swelled out his broad chest.
-
-"Now I am a Baker!" he announced. "_I'm_ the boss around here, and I
-think I'll begin by firing--Jane!"
-
-Jane, delighted and quite as triumphant as he, made a spring for him,
-and flinging both arms around his waist hugged him ecstatically,
-shouting,
-
-"I knew you could do it! _I_ said you could!"
-
-Paul tweaked her nose.
-
-"I suppose you'll be saying _you_ made that cake, next. You couldn't
-learn to bake an article like that in a life time. Unhand me, woman,
-I've got to fix the frosting."
-
-His satisfaction sprang from a deeper source than that of the mere
-success. Some people might think it quite a trivial matter to make a
-good cake, but Paul, during weeks of abject failure, had come to
-consider that it required superhuman powers. It must be remembered of
-course, that Winkler's cakes were not like any others, and that into the
-mixing and baking of those delectable goodies there had to go a skill
-and care that not many people could give. Repeated failure had made Paul
-moody; he had even begun to think that his lack of success was
-attributable to some deep-rooted weakness in himself. He had, in fact,
-begun to give it quite an important significance; and, in his
-earnestness, had even gone to the length of making a curious pact with
-himself. He had determined not to touch a pencil, not even to open the
-precious box of paints that Jane had given him, until he had learned to
-make cakes and bread that should be an honor to the venerable traditions
-of his family. Moreover, considerable reflection had convinced him that
-Jane had been right in advising him to try to win his uncle's good will;
-and he had not liked to have Mr. Lambert believe that he was
-deliberately trying _not_ to make good.
-
-Jane understood very well the real cause of his satisfaction; and she
-was as pleased as if he had accomplished a Herculean task.
-
-That night Mr. Lambert expressed his satisfaction in Paul's final
-success. He was a very just man, and he did not fail to commend his
-nephew for his patience.
-
-"I am glad to see, my boy, that you have taken a reasonable view of your
-situation; and have so fully realized your peculiar responsibilities."
-
-Thereafter he began to treat Paul with a marked difference of manner; he
-consulted him quite as often as he consulted Carl, discussed domestic
-and public business with him, entrusted important errands to him, and,
-in a word, no longer treated him as if he were an eccentric and willful
-child.
-
-Within the three months that had passed since Paul had come to live with
-his relatives his position had changed astonishingly. At the beginning
-of February he found himself looked up to by the "women-folk" as if he
-were a prime minister. He suggested, and was allowed to carry into
-effect several important changes in the simple business system of the
-Bakery; and customers with special requests were now referred to the big
-boy, who handled their concerns and their temperaments with perfect tact
-and good sense.
-
-But if Paul seemed at last to have given in to his uncle's wishes, he
-was in truth no more reconciled to the lot which destiny had flung in
-his way than before. He simply kept his own counsel.
-
-On the other hand two things had contributed to teach patience to the
-impetuous boy, who never in his life before had known anything like
-restraint. At first he had consoled himself for his repeated defeats in
-the simple matter of cake-baking by the thought that he was designed for
-more impressive things. But the impressive things were not ready to be
-done yet, and he was being measured by his failure in that which _was_
-at hand. And so it came about that he put all his will to the simple,
-woman's task, until he had mastered it. In the process, he had come,
-also, to take a more personal interest in the family affairs; and no
-longer to think of himself as an outsider, to whom the interests of his
-kindly relatives were matters of total indifference. He was proud, too,
-to bear the name of one of the first inhabitants of Frederickstown. It
-made him feel that he had some share in the little community; he was no
-longer a boy "without a country," as he had told his farmer
-acquaintance. He knew everyone; and he was more or less interested in
-their various affairs. Once, after he had been listening to some of the
-older men discussing, in his uncle's warehouse, a question which had
-arisen concerning the matter of running the state highway through the
-town, or turning it off from one of the outlying roads, he had said
-laughingly to Jane that he was getting a mild attack of "civic
-interest"; and then after a moment's thought, he had added more
-seriously, "But it's true. I've gotten pretty fond of this place. I
-almost feel as if I belong to it, and it belongs to me. I'd like to make
-it proud of me some day. It's all very nice and fine to say that you're
-an independent citizen, and don't hail from anywhere in particular, but
-you _do_ feel lonely and left-out, and there are lots of things you
-never can understand. Lots of things," he repeated, with more emphasis.
-"I've seen dozens of fellows knocking around the world, coming from
-nowhere in particular, and going nowhere in particular. Some of 'em were
-pretty clever, I guess--I'd hear 'em talking, sometimes on board ship,
-sometimes around the tables in the taverns. I used to listen to
-them--they talked as if they knew a lot, and were usually worked up over
-something,--Americans, and Italians and down-and-out Englishmen. Lord,
-how they used to shout and argue and pound their fists. But, now that I
-think of it, all they said was nothing much but a lot of noise. They
-were like sea-weed floating around without its roots sticking anywhere.
-They sounded awfully fiery and patriotic, but I don't think they
-honestly cared much about any place under the sun, or about any _thing_.
-And that's a bad way to be. It would be better, I think, to spend all
-your days in one place and to love that place, even if you got kind of
-narrowed down--than to belong nowhere." These grave views surprised
-Jane, and perhaps she did not wholly understand Paul's meaning. He was
-older than she, and was beginning to think like a man, and sometimes she
-could not quite follow his thoughts. But she hoped that he meant that he
-would find it possible to work out his own ambitions without going away.
-Sometimes she wondered--he spoke so little now about his plans--whether
-he had given them up altogether; and this she did not like to believe.
-But Jane, inquisitive as she was, could hold her peace very patiently
-when she felt that it was better so.
-
-In the second place, Paul had become very conscious of his almost total
-lack of education. He could read, and write, and figure well enough to
-cast up the accounts with accuracy; but beyond these elements he knew
-nothing save what he had gleaned from his rough contact with the world.
-His ignorance of many things which even the twins had learned, sometimes
-startled even Jane; and Carl had never left off making sly fun of him
-for counting on his fingers like a kindergarten child when he had to
-calculate a simple problem in multiplication.
-
-At first he had pretended to scorn his cousin's book-learning, but
-little by little he found himself envying Carl's extensive knowledge,
-which that youth was rather overfond of airing. Every generation of
-Winklers had seen to it that the young ones acquired a sound, simple,
-thorough education; and among them poor Uncle Franz had stood out as the
-"dunce."
-
-There was something quite pathetic in the sight of the big boy sitting
-on those winter evenings, listening to the twins lisp out their next
-day's lessons to Elise, and storing away as well as he could the simple
-things he heard; and many times, he sat up until after midnight, over
-the ashes of the fire, poring over an old "Elementary History of the
-United States," humbly beginning where Janey had long since finished;
-and stumbling over words that even Lottie could spell easily.
-
-In the midst of these occupation, Paul spent little time in dwelling
-upon plans for departure. He seemed content to bide his time, if
-necessary, for an indefinite period; and had settled into a state of
-peace and amity toward all the world, with one and only one exception.
-
-That exception was Carl. Just where the rub came between the two boys it
-would be hard to say; but hard as he tried to hold his temper in check,
-Paul found it impossible either to hit it off with Carl, or to discover
-the root of his cousin's grudge against him; and it often seemed to him
-that Carl deliberately tried to rouse the old Adam in him. Every day
-Carl's disposition became more acid, and as the spring progressed he
-became positively intolerable. Paul had put up with his ill-humors as
-well as he could, partly because, during the latter part of the winter,
-Carl, who was the least sturdy of his cousins had not been very well. He
-suffered frequently from severe headaches, and his constant studying,
-which he doubled as the spring examinations approached, certainly did
-not improve either his health or his disposition. Aunt Gertrude was
-worried about him, and tried to coax him to spend more of his time out
-of doors, for by the end of March the snow had melted away from the
-hills, the sun was growing warmer, and the trees already turning green
-with buds opening in the genial warmth of an early southern spring. He
-resisted these gentle efforts, however, and even when the long Easter
-holiday came, settled down to a process of cramming, utterly indifferent
-to the delicious weather. Even his father had one or two slight
-difficulties with him, so uncertain was his temper, and the other
-members of his family treated him with kid gloves, but with Paul he
-squabbled almost continually. Now Paul had mislaid some of his papers;
-now he had left the stopper off the inkwell, now he had put his shoes
-where he couldn't find them. More than once it occurred to Paul that
-Carl was actually trying to goad him into leaving. "But what on earth
-have I ever done to the idiot?" he wondered. That Carl was jealous of
-him never dawned on his mind; and yet it was the case. Carl was jealous
-of the position his cousin had taken in the household; he was jealous of
-his physical strength; he was even jealous of the self-control with
-which Paul curbed his anything but mild temper, under his continual
-nagging.
-
-One day, flying into a rage over some trivial matter, Carl informed him
-that the trouble with him was "his confounded swell-head." By this time,
-Paul had reached the end of his tether; he retaliated, with a sudden
-thrust that went home to Carl's most vulnerable spot.
-
-"What's the matter with you, anyway?" he demanded whirling upon his
-cousin. There was a black frown on his face; and suddenly losing his
-temper altogether, he seized Carl's shoulder fiercely. "I'm sick of your
-eternal whining, and snarling. You snap at me at every chance you
-get,--but nothing on earth would make you fight like a--a man! Would it?
-Hey?"
-
-Carl wrenched himself out of his grip, and backed toward the door,
-trembling with fury.
-
-"You've a swell-head," he repeated, stubbornly, his eyes flashing, "and
-you're a--don't you dare to touch me! I hate you! You're a bully--that's
-what you are!"
-
-"A bully! It's you that's the bully. You know darn well that _you're_
-safe in nagging the life out of me--you're pretty sure that I wouldn't
-hurt a little fellow like you. You're a little coward, Carl Lambert, but
-I tell you now that if you don't stop your eternal whining,
-I'll--I'll--"
-
-"You'll what?" sneered Carl.
-
-"I'll thrash you until you can't stand up. Do you understand me?" And
-once more Paul's big hand clamped down on his shoulder. Carl's face went
-white, and a look of such utter terror superseded the one of rage, that
-Paul was astonished.
-
-"What on earth is the matter with you?" he repeated, in a milder tone.
-"Will you tell me what I've ever done to you?"
-
-"I hate you! I've hated you ever since you came here! Thrash me if you
-want to! Nothing will ever make me hate you any worse than I do now!"
-
-Paul frowning more in bewilderment than anger stared into his cousin's
-pale, distorted face. Then suddenly he asked,
-
-"If you hate me so much, why didn't _you_ tell Uncle Peter about my
-playing billiards--for money--with Jeff Roberts?"
-
-Carl did not answer.
-
-"I can't make you out," went on Paul, as if he were talking to himself.
-"You bother the life out of me, you squabble and row from morning to
-night, and you never say _what_ you're down on me for. I honestly
-believe that until recently you had a lot to do with Uncle Peter's bad
-opinion of me, and yet--somehow, I _don't_ believe you hate me as much
-as you think you do. If _you_ had told Uncle Peter about that business
-with Jeff Roberts he would certainly--not certainly, perhaps, but very
-likely--have sent me packing, and you would have been rid of me, and yet
-you didn't do it. And it wasn't as if you weren't a tell-tale, because
-you are. And what under the sun makes you say I've got a swell-head?"
-
-"It's the truth," repeated Carl, doggedly, and not another word would he
-say. There was nothing to do but to leave him alone; but the strain of
-putting up with his sullen silence--which he maintained for a full
-week--wore on Paul's patience, until more than once he was on the point
-of declaring his definite intention to put up with it no longer. It was
-at the end of that week--the last in a warm, summery April--that matters
-changed suddenly, bringing the first trouble that Paul had yet had to
-share with his kinsfolk.
-
-One warm Saturday afternoon, when it was May in everything but name,
-Jane revelling in the last days of the spring vacation proposed a long
-walk into the country. The twins, Paul, and Elise approved heartily.
-
-"And try to coax Carl out, too, Lisa," said Aunt Gertrude, who wanted to
-stay at home to do some mending while she took charge of the shop. "He
-doesn't take any exercise at all these days."
-
-At first Carl growled, and said he wished they'd leave him alone, but
-just as Elise had given up trying to persuade him, he suddenly changed
-his mind; though still grumbling as if they were making him do something
-against his will, joined the jolly little party. But it cannot be said
-that he was a particularly lively member of it. He looked pale and
-sulky, walked by himself, and with a moody expression kept his eyes on
-Jane and Paul as if their high spirits, their perfect camaraderie
-angered him. And in fact, not the least of his grievances against Paul
-was Jane's affection for him; for cold and selfish as Carl might be, he
-loved Jane in his own way, and in addition, he hated not to be the chief
-object of interest. Besides, he was feeling half ill again.
-
-"Shall we ask Lily to come with us?" suggested Elise, as they reached
-the top of Sheridan Lane.
-
-"Let's ask everyone we meet," said Jane, "everybody! Nobody ought to
-stay cooped up indoors to-day. Poor Lily--she's practising again."
-
-And in fact Lily's voice, a little listless and monotonous to-day came
-sweetly through the quiet air; there did not seem to be much joy in
-Schubert's beautiful little spring song as she sang it--"And winking
-Mary-buds begin, to ope their golden eyes--" she broke off in the middle
-of the second part.
-
-"Lily!"
-
-A moment later she appeared at the window.
-
-"Come along! You've got to come along with us!"
-
-"Where are you going?"
-
-"A-maying."
-
-"But it isn't May," said Lily trying to sound merry. Nevertheless, in
-another minute she was with them, swinging her straw hat on her arm. On
-down the lane they went, under the light shade of the budding trees,
-past the old iron fountain.
-
-"Whoa. Where are you off to?" shouted the voice of some invisible being;
-there was a scrambling, scraping sound in the branches of a tree that,
-growing inside of the wall around the Sheridan place, extended its
-patriarchal boughs across the road; and presently the lord of the manor,
-hot, and red, with a three foot saw in his hand swung gracefully into
-view.
-
-"Are you going to have a party without _me_?" he asked in an injured
-tone. "Can't I come, too?"
-
-"There!" said Jane in a low tone, giving Paul a surreptitious pinch,
-"what did I tell you?"
-
-"Are you going to begin meddling with that again?" demanded Paul, also
-in a low tone, remembering bitterly the unhappy part he had been called
-upon to play at the Webster's party. "Because if so, I'm going home."
-
-"I'll meddle if I think it's necessary," returned Jane, calmly, "but I
-don't believe it will be."
-
-And, indeed, from the first it seemed quite plain that her valuable
-services were not required. With the air of one who feels that her small
-tasks have been well done, she watched Lily and Mr. Sheridan who
-wandered on ahead, leading the way across the old wooden bridge, and up
-the hill.
-
-Jane said frankly to Paul that she would "sort of like to hear what they
-were talking about," but Paul was pained, and undertook to lecture her
-on the spot for her deplorable habits.
-
-On each side of the road lay the broad fields, where, in the furrows of
-dark earth, freshly ploughed, young corn was already thrusting upwards
-its vivid green blades.
-
-"How do you like my scare-crow?" Mr. Sheridan called back, waving gaily
-toward the grotesque figure which bore an absurd resemblance to
-Peterson. "I made Peterson dress him up in his winter suit. Isn't he a
-fine, impressive fellow, though. How do you think he'd strike you if you
-were a crow?" Then without waiting for an answer, he went on talking to
-Lily, describing all his late activities in the line of agriculture, his
-plans for new buildings on his land, and airing, boyishly all his newly
-acquired--and perhaps not entirely assimilated--knowledge of farming.
-Jane might have found this talk distinctly disappointing, but to Lily
-everything that he said seemed remarkable.
-
-"And then, perhaps, you are going to live here--a good deal of the
-time?" she asked timidly. "I very glad that you have found so much to
-interest you."
-
-Mr. Sheridan turned to help her over a stile. For some reason, her
-words, so simply said, and without the slightest tinge of coquetry,
-seemed to disconcert him.
-
-"I--yes. I--have grown very much attached to Frederickstown--and farming
-is interesting because--because--" But for the life of him he could not
-think of any reason _why_.
-
-The little party trailed across the field, all walking together now,
-laughing and talking. Only Carl hung behind. To begin with, he was not
-yet on speaking terms with Paul, and he was piqued at Jane, and the
-sunlight made his over-strained eyes ache, and he was thoroughly tired
-out already. Lily was walking arm in arm with Elise, and both were
-talking to Mr. Sheridan, the twins were running ahead, trying to catch
-the yellow butterflies that they frightened away from the early
-field-flowers; and Paul and Jane strolled along side by side sometimes
-joining in the talk of the others, sometimes discussing their own
-affairs. But at last Jane turned around, and noticing for the first time
-how Carl was lagging, called to him.
-
-"Why don't you come and walk with us, Carl?"
-
-"I'm all right as I am, amn't I?" he returned. Jane shrugged her
-shoulders.
-
-"What's the matter with him?" she asked Paul. "Have you had another
-quarrel?"
-
-"Not since Monday,--haven't had a chance. He won't speak to me. I don't
-know what's the matter with him," Paul shook his head. "I _have_ tried
-to get along with him, but I can't seem to work it. He says he hates me,
-and that he's always hated me--and maybe its true, though I don't see
-why. I mean that I've never given him any cause that I know of. I've
-been thinking about it a lot lately. I seem to make him downright
-unhappy--he acts as if I had slipped into his shoes, and I've never
-taken anything he wanted, have I?" and after a short pause, he added,
-"And I'm sure that I don't want anything he has. It seems to get worse
-with him all the time. Perhaps, Janey, his feelings may be hurt because
-you and I get along so well. Maybe I'd feel the same way if I were your
-brother, and he were a 'swell-head' cousin from nowhere. After a bit,
-why don't you drop back with him?"
-
-"Why should he hate you?" wondered Jane. "I could understand if you were
-really--"
-
-"What?"
-
-"If you were like what you _seemed_ to be like the first night you were
-here," she said frankly. "I didn't like you then either. I didn't like
-you for quite a long time. I didn't like you until you said that you
-were going away."
-
-"Maybe Carl would like me better if I told him that," said Paul,
-laughing, but with a rather sad expression in his eyes. "And I've been
-thinking lately--"
-
-"What?" asked Jane, quickly, looking up into his face.
-
-"I've been thinking that I--perhaps I ought to, Janey."
-
-"No, no, no, _no_! Not yet, Paul! You said, just the other day--and what
-a silly little thing to make so much of. Lots of _brothers_ squabble and
-call each other names--"
-
-"But it doesn't make a particularly happy household, does it? I don't
-want to go, Janey--not yet. J don't want to go until--it's a hard thing
-to explain exactly, but this is the way it is. When I first came, I was
-thinking only of one thing--father was gone, and I didn't care for
-anyone in the world, and I didn't want to. I wanted to work by myself
-and for myself, in the way that seemed most to my liking--and when I
-found that Uncle had other plans for me, and intended to force me into
-them, it made me furious--and what was worse was the thought that I had
-to do either as Uncle wanted or--well, _starve_, if I was out of luck.
-And I was afraid of starving, being an ordinary human being. I started
-to run away the first night I was here--Carl knows that--and I didn't
-because I was afraid to. He knows that, too. And so I stayed on,
-planning to make a break as soon as I could. And I hated everything--I
-was perfectly miserable--until that night, do you remember, when we had
-that talk by the fire. After that, I began to look at things
-differently. It seemed to me that I'd been acting like a donkey, and so
-I decided to do as you said--make the best of things as I found them,
-and see what would happen. And now--I don't know how it is--but you've
-all been so good to me, and it makes a difference not to be all alone.
-Now, when I think of the fine things I may do some day, I think of how
-you all may be proud of me, and how--perhaps--maybe Frederickstown would
-be proud of--all that seems silly, doesn't it--but anyway that's the
-reason why I'd hate to go away now--why I'd hate to go away with any
-hard feeling behind me. That is, unless it simply _had_ to be. Men
-_have_ lived alone, and worked and done great things with no one to care
-whether they lived or died--and I could do it, too. But, over and above
-cake-baking--" he laughed, as if a little ashamed of his own
-seriousness, "I've learned that--I've learned that it is a better thing
-not to be all alone."
-
-Jane made no reply, and presently Paul went on,
-
-"I daresay I made myself pretty disagreeable at first, and I don't
-wonder that Carl hated me then--but I _have_ tried to be decent to him,
-and to make him like me. If he doesn't, it certainly isn't his fault--it
-can't be helped. Only, I haven't any right--I mean, if he's going to be
-miserable while I'm around, if I get on his nerves every minute--it
-isn't as if we were little kids, we'll soon be men, and two men
-quarrelling with each other in one family can make an awful mess of
-things. You were all happy together before I came." As he said this he
-looked down gravely into the round, sober little face beside him. "Don't
-you see, Janey?"
-
-Janey did not answer; but a little later as they all turned into the
-cool shade of the woods, she dropped back until she was walking near
-Carl. She had too much instinctive wisdom to seem to do so deliberately,
-and she did not talk to him until the twins started to hunt for violets
-and jacks-in-the-pulpit, when she began to remind him of the places they
-had explored the summer before, and the grotto they had found the summer
-before that until he began to feel as if he were receiving the attention
-which was his brotherly due.
-
-The beautiful afternoon wore on happily. For a long time they all sat
-talking and laughing under the trees, sorting the white and purple
-violets that they had picked. Once or twice Tim Sheridan thought of what
-Phil Blackstone and Johnny Everett and Mary and all the rest of them
-would say to his bucolic pleasures, and grinned at the thought of the
-expressions they would wear; and he wondered himself at his own
-enjoyment in the company of these simple young people--but he was having
-a better time than he had ever had in his life, and even Peterson was
-beginning to show some interest in his eccentric master's latest
-occupations.
-
-And for a time, Carl, too, joined in the chatter, as poor little Janey,
-inwardly saddened by what Paul had told her so simply, tried to coax him
-out of his sullen humor.
-
-When, at length they all started homeward, he even linked his arm
-through hers. Now, she thought, was the time to ask him what was the
-root of his ill-feeling against Paul, now was the time to tell him what
-Paul had said--she hated so for people to be unhappy for no reason, or
-for silly reasons.
-
-"Carl, listen," she began, "I want to--" but he suddenly interrupted
-her.
-
-"Look here, Jane--I don't know what's the matter with me. But I--I feel
-like the dickens."
-
-She did not quite understand him.
-
-"What about?" she asked.
-
-"What about? About nothing--my head aches like all get-out, and every
-now and then everything gets to jiggling in front of my eyes." She
-looked at him in alarm, and saw that his face was terribly pale.
-
-"Carl! You mean you're ill? Let me--oh, what's the matter?"
-
-"For heaven's sake, don't kick up a fuss now. No, don't tell Elise," he
-said, impatiently. "I'll get home all right. And don't scare mother to
-death when we get there. I guess it's the sun or something. And--don't
-walk so fast."
-
-Jane, more frightened by the look of his face, than by his words,
-obediently slackened her pace. The others were eight or ten yards ahead
-of them.
-
-"Hurry up, Janey--we'll be late for supper," called Elise, glancing back
-at them. Jane looked pleadingly at Carl.
-
-"I _have_ to tell Elise. Please, Carl, dear, don't be foolish."
-
-"No, you must _not_. I tell you I won't have them all fussing over me,
-and talking, and asking questions!" he exclaimed, with a sudden flash of
-temper. "Let 'em go ahead if they want to."
-
-They dropped farther and farther behind, until the others were already
-crossing the bridge as they were just gaining the road. But Paul,
-strolling along with his hands in his pockets whistling an accompaniment
-to his own thoughts was midway between the two divisions of the party.
-
-Suddenly Carl declared that he had to rest until his head stopped
-throbbing a bit. Just then Paul happened to glance back.
-
-"Hey! Are you going to spend the summer back there?" he shouted,
-cheerfully, but the next moment he seemed to guess that something was
-wrong, for after a little hesitation, he turned and started to walk
-toward them.
-
-"We're coming," said Jane, "only Carl has a little headache, and he
-wanted to rest a minute."
-
-Paul looked critically at his cousin's white face. He did not waste any
-time in asking the well-meant questions that Carl found so
-objectionable, but said simply,
-
-"I guess you'd better let me help you, Carl."
-
-To Jane's surprise there was no hostility in her brother's eyes.
-
-"I won't have _them_ make a fuss over me, do you hear," he said in a
-dull voice. Paul glanced at Jane.
-
-"You cut along with the others, Janey. There's a short cut through this
-field. Carl and I'll go this way."
-
-"Good idea," muttered Carl. "Guess we'll--try that, Jane." And with an
-effort, he got to his feet.
-
-"Take my arm," said Paul.
-
-Jane watched them as they started across the field, and then obediently
-ran at full speed to catch up with the laughing, chattering group ahead.
-
-As for the two sworn enemies, they made their way slowly along the
-little, meandering footpath, that cut through the field, Carl leaning
-more and more heavily on Paul's sturdy arm, frankly, if silently
-grateful for its solid support. They said nothing, and Paul, who
-realized more than Jane had that Carl was seriously ill, wore a grave
-expression. He was thinking, not of the many bitter words that Carl had
-showered on him, but of the angry threat he himself had uttered, and the
-memory of it made him wince.
-
-"We've only a little way to go, now, cousin," he said gently. "Would you
-like me to give you a lift?"
-
-Carl, quite exhausted by now only looked at his cousin incredulously.
-
-"_You_ couldn't carry me," he said, thickly, and then drawing a long
-breath, he added, "but I wish to goodness you could!"
-
-Paul smiled.
-
-"I guess you aren't much heavier than a keg of olives," and with that,
-he lifted Carl quite easily in his arms, and set off at a quicker stride
-across the field.
-
-An hour later poor Carl was far past caring whether "they" made a fuss
-over him or not. But indeed the worst part of it was that there was very
-little fuss made at all. His room was so quiet that the chirping of the
-birds in the budding trees outside his window, the sound of voices in
-the street below could all be heard distinctly, and yet Aunt Gertrude
-and Mr. Lambert sat beside his bed, and Janey was there, clinging to her
-father's hand, and Paul sat half hidden in the little window embrasure,
-staring out soberly at the fading sky. The shock and suddenness of it
-all had stunned the little family.
-
-It was only Mr. Lambert's face that Paul could see clearly in the dusk
-of the room, and the transformation it had undergone since the old man
-realized the danger of his only son, left an indelible memory on the
-boy's mind. All its pompousness had fled--it looked old and helpless and
-humble. And apart as he was, Paul, looking upon their fear and sorrow,
-felt that he was being welded to his own people. All his own desires
-seemed at that moment, small and selfish, and with a thrill of pity, he
-vowed silently that if the need came, he was ready to lay aside his own
-hopes forever, without regret, and be their son.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI--CARL SQUARES HIS DEBT
-
-
-It was not until the nineteenth of May that the burly, grey-haired
-little doctor could say definitely that Carl would get well. And even
-then he could not entirely dissolve the cloud that hung over the family.
-Carl's eyes which had always been weak and near-sighted had been gravely
-injured by incessant overstraining, and the doctor said frankly enough
-that unless he took the greatest care of them there was a strong
-possibility of his losing his sight.
-
-"No books, Mrs. Lambert. Nothing but rest," he said, firmly. "Later, he
-must be out of doors. Plenty of exercise, plenty of sleep, and no study
-for at least a year."
-
-This program, so entirely opposed to all Carl's tastes was not imparted
-to him until he was well on the road to recovery. He listened to it
-stoically, propped up among Aunt Gertrude's downiest feather pillows, in
-the dark bedroom, a green shade almost bandaging his eyes, and hiding
-half of his thin white face.
-
-"Does the old boy think there's a likelihood of my being blind anyway?"
-he inquired, using the blunt word without a tremor. No one answered him.
-His face turned a shade paler as he turned helplessly from one side to
-the other trying to guess where his mother and father were standing. Mr.
-Lambert attempted to say something, but all he could do was to take his
-son's groping hand in his.
-
-"Well--that's all right, father. I guess I'll go to sleep now," said
-Carl, after a short pause. "There's no good kicking up a fuss about that
-yet." And drawing his hand away he lay down quietly, turning his face to
-the wall. He was quite still, until, thinking that he was asleep, his
-father and mother left the room noiselessly, Mr. Lambert with his arm
-around his wife's shoulders.
-
-Then, wide-awake, Carl almost savagely worked himself up on his pillows,
-and sat alone, thinking.
-
-He wondered what time it was. He did not know whether it was morning or
-afternoon. That it was day and not night he could guess from the busy
-rumbling of wagons on the street, and the soft chattering of the twins'
-voices in the little garden below. Then he heard the solemn, monotonous
-tones of the old church clock.
-
-"Just noon-day," he thought. "The twins have been home all morning, so
-school must have closed. And it must be fair, or they wouldn't be
-playing in the garden."
-
-At that moment he heard careful, tiptoeing footsteps outside his door.
-He had already become quick at recognizing the tread of different
-members of the family, and without the least uncertainty he called out,
-
-"Paul!"
-
-Then he heard the door open.
-
-"I thought you were asleep," said Paul's voice.
-
-"Well, I'm not." Then in a jocose tone, Carl said, "It's a beautiful
-day, isn't it?"
-
-"Why, yes," answered Paul, in some surprise. "Look here--have you been
-taking off that bandage?"
-
-"No. But it _is_ a beautiful day isn't it? I just wanted to be sure I
-guessed right."
-
-Paul said nothing. To him there was something indescribably terrible and
-touching in Carl's cheerfulness, and in the sight of that half-hidden
-face turned nearly but not exactly in his direction.
-
-"_You_ heard what the doctor said," said Carl abruptly, "there's a
-chance that I may be blind, isn't there? Come on, and tell me. You
-certainly can't keep me from knowing sooner or later. _Did_ he say
-that?"
-
-"Yes. He did," Paul replied briefly. Carl seemed to think this over
-quite calmly for a moment or two; then with a dignity that he had never
-shown before, he said slowly,
-
-"You once said I was a coward, cousin. And you were right. I _am_ a
-coward in the way you big fellows think of it. But maybe I'm not a
-coward in _every_ way. Maybe I'm not. I don't know. Maybe I am." Paul
-said nothing, but stood helplessly with his hands on the back of the
-chair.
-
-"Sit down--that is, if you want to," Carl suggested rather awkwardly.
-"It isn't time for your lunch yet, is it? Where's Janey?"
-
-"She's helping Elise." Paul sat down, crossed his legs and looked at his
-cousin, not knowing exactly what else to say. He looked odd enough
-sitting there, in his apron, his sleeves rolled up and his shirt open at
-the neck, sunburnt and strong in contrast to the bony, pallid boy in the
-bed.
-
-Carl fingered his eyeshade wistfully.
-
-"Lord, I wish I could take this confounded thing off for just a minute,"
-he muttered moving his head restlessly. "Do _you_ believe what the
-doctor says?"
-
-"I believe you'll be all right in six months," said Paul. Carl sat bolt
-upright.
-
-"_Do_ you think so? Do you really. You aren't saying that just to cheer
-me up? No, _you_ wouldn't do that, would you?"
-
-"No," said Paul, "I wouldn't."
-
-"Do you think I'll be able to go back to school next year?"
-
-"No," said Paul, "I don't."
-
-"You don't?" Then Carl laughed. "Well, I'm glad you say what you think."
-
-"It's very likely, though, that you'll be able to study a little, and a
-fellow as clever as you are won't be behind long," went on Paul,
-gravely. Carl was vastly pleased at the compliment.
-
-"What makes you think I'm--clever?" he asked presently.
-
-"Why, you _are_," answered Paul in a surprised tone, and then with a
-rather sad little laugh, he added, "I wish I knew one tenth--one
-_hundredth_ as much as you do. I'm a dunce, I don't know as much as
-Lottie does--not nearly."
-
-In the face of this humble remark, Carl remembered rather uncomfortably
-the innumerable jibes he had directed at his cousin's ignorance.
-
-"Well, you can teach yourself a lot," he said a little patronizingly.
-Paul laughed.
-
-"I try to. But I--I can't even read decently, and it takes the dickens
-of a long time."
-
-"Can't _read_!" cried Carl.
-
-"Well, not enough to boast of. I never went to school in my life. A long
-time ago my mother or somebody must have taught me something, and then I
-picked up what I could here and there. There was an old fellow I knew
-years ago,--he was a passenger on a little coast trading vessel--we were
-going from Marseilles down to the south of Italy, and on the voyage,
-which was pretty slow,--because we sometimes stayed for two or three
-days at different ports,--he taught me a few things. And then I learned
-to read French pretty well, and a little Italian, and a young
-Englishman--a college fellow, who'd given up studying for the ministry
-and run away to sea--even taught me some Latin, though what under Heaven
-he thought I'd do with it I don't know. He was a funny one," said Paul,
-chuckling reminiscently, "a thin little chap, with a long nose. He used
-to say that every gentleman should have a knowledge of the classics, and
-you'd see him washing the deck, with copy of some old Latin fellow's
-poetry sticking out of his back pocket."
-
-"What did he go to sea for?" inquired Carl; for the first time he had
-deigned to listen to some of Paul's adventures, and he found himself
-getting very much interested.
-
-"I don't know. His uncle was a lord or something--at least he told me
-so, and I daresay it was true. He said he was a younger son, though what
-that had to do with it I don't know. Anyway it seemed to be an awfully
-important thing for me to remember. He wanted to make something of
-himself, he said. I told him he'd do better as--well, anything but a
-cabin boy, or deck hand or whatever he was. But he said he loved the
-sea--though he was just about the worst sailor I ever saw."
-
-"What happened to him?"
-
-"I don't remember. Oh, yes, I do. The poor little cuss died--got typhus
-or something and off he went. Bill Tyler told me about it. They buried
-him at sea."
-
-"Who was Bill Tyler?"
-
-"Bill was--everything! He was an old bird--older than father. He'd done
-everything, seen everything--you never knew such a man! He couldn't
-write his own name, but he was the canniest, drollest--and talk about
-strength! Next to father, I guess I liked him better than anyone on
-earth!" Paul's face glowed, and he launched forth into an animated
-account of his friend's virtues and exploits, urged on eagerly by Carl,
-who made him go on every time he stopped. There were no absurd
-exaggerations, a la Munchausen, in his tales that day. He was thinking
-only of amusing the sick, feeble boy, and making him forget his own
-dreary thoughts. Nor did he once reflect that it was this same boy who
-had told him so passionately that he "hated him, and always would."
-
-Elise appearing at the door with Carl's tray stopped short at the sound
-of his laugh--the first spontaneous laugh she had heard from him in many
-a day.
-
-"How much better you seem, dear," she said, setting the tray on his
-knees, and shaking up his pillows. "Paul, your lunch is waiting for
-you." She sent him a grateful glance.
-
-"If you haven't anything special to do, come on up when you've fed,"
-suggested Carl elegantly. Elise nodded eagerly, and following Paul to
-the door, said in a low voice,
-
-"I wish you would, cousin. There isn't much to be done to-day--I can
-take care of it, and it seems to have done him so much good."
-
-So Paul spent the afternoon, a long, sunny afternoon, in that dark room,
-talking to his cousin, telling him about people he had seen--and what a
-heterogeneous collection they were!--places he had visited, adventures
-he and his father had had together. A whole new world he opened to the
-young bookworm, who listened with his hands folded, and a keen but
-detached interest, to all these tales of action and happy-go-lucky
-wanderings.
-
-"All that's great to hear about," remarked Carl, "but I don't think I'd
-like to live that way. Too much hopping about, and too--uncomfortable."
-
-"I suppose it was uncomfortable--but I never knew what it was to _be_
-comfortable--that is, to be sure of a good bed to sleep in, and plenty
-to eat, and all that--so I never minded."
-
-"It must bore you to be cooped up here--baking cakes! Ha-ha!" Carl
-laughed outright. "I never thought before of how funny that was!"
-
-"I have," remarked Paul, drily.
-
-"What do you suppose that Bill Tyler would say?"
-
-"I can't imagine," replied Paul, smiling glumly. "He'd probably say it
-was a good job, and that I ought to thank Heaven for it. He was a
-practical old egg, or he pretended to be. He was forever preaching what
-he called 'hard sense'--and getting himself into more tight squeezes--he
-was worse than father. He had more common sense and used it less than
-any man I ever saw."
-
-"Do you really want to be a painter?" asked Carl suddenly. "That's such
-a queer thing to want to be."
-
-"Oh, well," said Paul, evidently not anxious to pursue the subject.
-
-"And so--_useless_."
-
-"That's what Bill Tyler used to say. And yet _he_ was the one who took
-me to a picture gallery for the first time in my life--I was only eleven
-or twelve years old. And it was there that I met old Peguignot--so it
-was partly Bill's fault that I began to think about painting at all. The
-old duffer! He'd spend an entire afternoon rambling around some gallery,
-going into raptures over this picture and that, pointing out what he
-liked and what he didn't like--and then when we'd come out, he'd say,
-'but that's all nonsense, and waste of time.'"
-
-"Who was Peguignot?"
-
-"Why, he was a little artist--a funny, shabby, excitable little guy,
-with a perfectly enormous moustache that looked as if it were made out
-of a lot of black hairpins; and his eyebrows were just like it. When he
-talked and got enthusiastic about something, they'd all work up and
-down. Bill and I came upon him one day in some gallery or other. He was
-sitting up on a high stool making a copy of a big religious painting.
-Bill began to talk to him, and, I suppose, just to tease him, started on
-his favorite line about what nonsense it all was. I thought Peguignot
-would blow up. He shook a whole handful of wet paint-brushes in Bill's
-face, called him every name he could think of--I began to laugh and then
-he turned on me, and told me I was a miserable boy, and please both of
-us to go far away from him. But I said I agreed with him altogether, and
-then we both started in on Bill. Well, anyhow it wound up by all of us
-getting to be the best of friends; and after that Bill and I used to go
-around and see him quite often. And he taught me all I ever learned
-about painting. He wasn't very good himself, and he certainly wasn't
-successful, but he knew a lot, and when he wasn't exploding about
-something, he could tell what he knew very clearly. Poor little beggar,
-he had a hard time of it--he was as poverty-stricken as Job most of the
-time." And then Paul began to laugh. "I remember one day his landlady
-came up to get his rent. He heard her coming, and got into a perfect
-panic, and was actually trying to crawl under his bed when she knocked
-at the door. Then he got very calm and dignified, and told me to let her
-in. So in she came, and then an argument began, and finally both of them
-started to weep and wring their hands--you never heard such a rumpus.
-Finally he said to her, 'Madam, put me out. Put me out on the
-streets--it is what I deserve,' and he began to hunt for his bedroom
-slippers which were the things that were most precious to him I suppose.
-And then she threw her apron over her head and wailed, and said she
-couldn't do that because he was so 'leetle.' Well, at last he took a
-picture that I had painted down from his easel, and said to her, 'Madam,
-I give you this. Sell it, and keep the money.' Well, she stood there
-glowering as if she simply couldn't think of anything strong enough to
-say; until she suddenly roared out, 'Ah-h-h! You leetle _moustache_! Why
-don't you sell it _yourself_! Then I should have my money.' And she took
-the picture with both hands, and banged him over the head with it. But
-at last she said she'd wait another month, and then she would have him
-imprisoned--and off she went with my picture."
-
-Carl laughed.
-
-"And did he pay her the next month?"
-
-"I don't know. In any case, he certainly wasn't imprisoned. But don't
-think he took his debts lightly. He was ashamed of them and he was
-ashamed of himself; and he worked for money in the only way he could,
-and never tried to shirk his responsibilities. People knew that, and
-they were lenient with him, because he was honest and good and they
-loved him."
-
-There was a pause, then Carl asked curiously, but with some hesitation,
-
-"If I--if my eyes _don't_ get all right, what will you do?"
-
-"What do you mean?"
-
-"I mean--will you stay on in the business?"
-
-"In any case, it's my job, isn't it?" returned Paul evasively. Then
-suddenly, he dropped his face in his hands. For so many nights, in the
-little room to which he had been relegated since Carl's illness, he had
-been wrestling with that problem. A hundred times he had decided that
-there would be only one course open to him in the event that Carl should
-not get well; he would stay with his family and help them. His uncle was
-getting old, and the silent, tragic appeal in the poor man's eyes, and
-his dreadful anxiety about his son had touched Paul even more than Aunt
-Gertrude's sorrow.
-
-"Ah, well, what's the use of trying to settle the whole course of your
-life," he said aloud, but more as if he were speaking to himself. "You
-get worked up, and start pitying yourself before there's anything
-definite to pity yourself for." Then suddenly, he said, "Tell me,
-cousin, I have wanted to ask you--why is it that you hated me? If you
-don't want to answer never mind. We seem to be friends now--or I may be
-mistaken."
-
-Carl was silent for several moments, then he said rather gruffly,
-
-"I--there was no reason perhaps. Let that be. You were right--when you
-said that I didn't hate you as much as I thought I did."
-
-That was the last reference that was made to their former enmity. They
-were too different, perhaps, ever to be really intimate, but the hatchet
-was buried between them.
-
-During Carl's convalescence Paul was with him a great deal. His stock of
-stories seemed inexhaustible, and in lieu of books Carl found them the
-only source of novel entertainment to be had; and for the time being
-Paul was exempted from his duties in the Bakery to amuse his cousin. It
-was not any too amusing for _him_; but he willingly passed hour after
-hour at Carl's bedside. It was the sight of the bandaged eyes that kept
-his sympathy keen and made him gentle and patient even when Carl was
-fretful and hard to please.
-
-One day Carl said to him,
-
-"Why don't you read aloud to me? The doctor says it'll be all right now.
-I've a mountain of stuff to make up for school, and we'll both gain
-something."
-
-Paul blushed. He was not particularly keen on displaying his
-shortcomings outright to Carl, even if he did confess them. But oh
-second thoughts, he got the book that his cousin asked for, and opening
-it, plunged in bravely. It was a humiliating experience for him, to have
-to stop before a long word, and pronounce it syllable by syllable, and
-although Carl did not laugh at him, he corrected him with an air of
-grave superiority that was even more trying. But the very fact that he
-did not shine in this particular province, increased Carl's good will
-toward him.
-
-"You are getting on very well," he said in a patronizing tone. "Keep it
-up."
-
-The books that they read frequently led to arguments--friendly debates,
-and these were Carl's special delight. He liked to pretend that he was
-addressing a jury, and would launch forth into a flood of eloquence, to
-which Paul listened very respectfully, usually taking care not to
-contradict his cousin or to wound his vanity by remaining unconvinced by
-his oratory. But sometimes he would get carried away himself, and a
-vigorous battle would follow, in which Paul had only his clear, simple
-reasoning to pit against Carl's confusing knowledge. But both of them
-enjoyed it; Carl loved to dispute any point at all, and Paul "liked the
-exercise."
-
-But in the long run, Paul found Carl's favorite occupations very little
-to his taste. He grew weary of his cousin's books, with their
-long-winded dissertations, he positively hated the dim room; and the
-innumerable games of checkers that they played, when Carl's eyes finally
-began to improve, gradually developed in him a profound detestation of
-that pastime. His only satisfaction came to him from his aunt's and
-uncle's gratitude.
-
-By the end of the month Carl was well enough to sit up in a chair by the
-window for three or four hours a clay, and even to take off his eyeshade
-for a little while in the evening when the light was softer. The family
-happiness over this improvement was boundless, and in the late
-afternoons everyone gathered in Carl's room. These were gay occasions,
-and even Mr. Lambert, who always sat beside his son, and never took his
-eyes from his face, cracked jokes, and laughed and was in the best humor
-imaginable.
-
-One Sunday afternoon they were thus collected--all of them, including
-Granny, who sat rocking serenely back and forth, smiling benignly and a
-little absent-mindedly upon them all, winding a skein of deep magenta
-wool, which Lottie held for her. The whole room was in pleasant
-disorder, books and games lay scattered around, for Mr. Lambert had
-relaxed his usual strict Sabbath rules while Carl was ill, and permitted
-all sorts of uncustomary amusements. Minie was cutting new paper dolls
-out of the Sunday paper, and painting them in glorious hues. Everyone
-was gossiping and chattering--everyone, that is except Jane and Paul,
-who sat on the little bench that made a seat in the embrasure of the
-casement window.
-
-Jane, who had missed her cousin severely during the last weeks, was
-content to have him with her again, and sat beside him, looking through
-the section of the newspaper that Minie had graciously spared. Paul, a
-trifle out of spirits, was staring out of the window. It was open,
-admitting a gentle evening breeze, which rustled through the full-blown
-foliage of Jane's beloved nut-tree. Below, on the other side of the
-street some children were playing hop-scotch. And from somewhere came
-the sound of boyish voices singing in "close harmony"--"I was seeing
-Nelly ho-ome, I was seeing Nelly home, It was from Aunt Dinah's quilting
-party, I was seeing Nel-ly home."
-
-Suddenly Jane laid her hand on Paul's to attract his attention. "Look!
-Look at this, Paul," she said in a low voice, putting the paper on his
-knee, and pointing to a paragraph.
-
-He glanced down and read,
-
-"C----. June 1st. The Academy of Arts announces that it will offer a
-series of prizes for painting and sculpture, to be competed for
-according to the following rules." Then followed a list of regulations,
-after which the notice went on to say that, "All work must be submitted
-on or before September 1st. Three prizes will be awarded in each
-department. No work will be considered unless etc., etc."
-
-"Well, what of it?" said Paul, shortly.
-
-"Can't you--why don't you--"
-
-"You know I can't. Look at that kid down there, will you--"
-
-"Paul, why not?"
-
-"Because I can't, I tell you," he repeated, irritably.
-
-"But why don't you try," persisted Jane, undaunted. "If you don't win
-anything, there's no harm done, and if you _should_, Paul--if you
-_should_--"
-
-"When and where would I be able to do any work, will you tell me?" He
-spoke almost angrily, but he took the paper from her hand and looked at
-it again.
-
-"What are you two whispering about?" inquired Carl. He still felt a
-twinge of jealousy when he saw Jane and Paul talking without taking him
-into their confidence.
-
-"Nothing," said Paul. "Just something Jane saw in the paper." And
-picking up Minie's rubber ball he began to bounce and catch it
-monotonously.
-
-"What is it?"
-
-With a shrug of his shoulders, Paul handed the paper over to Carl,
-pointing out the paragraph. Carl gave it to Mr. Lambert.
-
-"Read it, father." So Mr. Lambert put on his spectacles, while Jane
-looked uneasily at Paul.
-
-Mr. Lambert read it aloud, and then without making any comment, laid the
-paper aside. He looked displeased.
-
-"Why don't you compete, Paul?" said Carl suddenly. "There'd be no harm
-in trying."
-
-Then Aunt Gertrude, glancing timidly at her husband, found courage to
-put in a word.
-
-There was a silence, during which everyone waited for Mr. Lambert to say
-something; but no remark from him was forthcoming. That he was annoyed
-could be seen plainly, but because the suggestion had come from Carl he
-maintained his silence.
-
-"Do you think you'd stand any chance of winning, Paul?" Carl asked
-secure in his peculiar privileges of free speech.
-
-"I don't know. How should I?"
-
-Jane was simply on tenter-hooks. If only Carl would take up the case!
-
-"Would you like to try it?"
-
-"Yes. I would."
-
-"Well, why don't you? You could find some place--"
-
-"That isn't the point," interrupted Paul, looking directly at his uncle,
-"it's up to you, Uncle Peter. You told me that I wasn't to touch a
-paint-brush while I was in your house. And I haven't. But I--"
-
-"Well, you'll let him, won't you, father? He might as well have a go at
-it."
-
-"My boy, I think it is hardly--"
-
-"But it's only a little matter, father. I'd like to see how he'd make
-out. We'd feel pretty fine if he _should_ win anything, and if he
-doesn't, there's nothing lost."
-
-Mr. Lambert bit his lip. But at that time he could no more have refused
-his son's slightest wish than he could have struck him.
-
-"Well, well--go ahead if you want, Paul. I am sure I wish you every
-success." It was stiffly and unwillingly said, but it was a victory
-nonetheless, and Paul did not know whether to be more amazed at his
-uncle's concession or at Carl's intercession. Jane, her face beaming
-with delight, started to clap her hands, and then realizing that any
-evidences of unseemly joy might have unpleasant results, quickly folded
-them in her lap.
-
-And so it came about, through the play of circumstances, that the one
-member of the Lambert family who had been so bitterly inimical to Paul
-for eight months assumed the role of benefactor, and gallantly squared
-his debt by a few right words spoken at exactly the right moment.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII--JEFF ROBERTS
-
-
-"Do you think I'll be able to put it across?" Paul asked, despondently,
-stepping back from the half finished picture and eyeing it with his head
-on one side and a frown on his brow.
-
-Jane, perched on an old barrel, her chin on her fists, studied the
-embryo masterpiece with a grave, judicial air.
-
-"I think it is going to be _very_ good," she observed at length.
-
-"Do you, honestly?" Paul knew of course that Jane was about as capable
-of judging as Anna, but he had reached the point where encouragement
-from any source was sweet. "Lord, I hope I get it done in time."
-
-"You will," said Jane. Paul grinned at her.
-
-"You're about the most optimistic character I ever knew. I suppose you
-think I'm certain to win a first prize."
-
-"Don't _you_ think so?"
-
-"No, my child. I don't think there's a chance in the world."
-
-"Oh, Paul! But you'll win something."
-
-"No, my jovial Jane, I won't. But that's neither here nor there. Whew!
-Let's get out of here. I'm melting. How about you?"
-
-"It _is_ pretty hot," Jane admitted. It most certainly was. An attic,
-even on coolish days seems able to store up heat as no other place can,
-and on a sizzling August afternoon a bakeoven is Iceland in comparison.
-The only thing to be said in favor of the Lambert's attic was that it
-had a northern light if not a northern temperature, and here Paul had
-set to work.
-
-"Want to take a walk?" he suggested, dropping his paintbrushes into a
-can of turpentine.
-
-"Can't. I promised Elise I'd help her with some of the mending."
-
-"Well, I think I'll browse around for a while. Tell Aunt Gertrude I'll
-be back for supper. She said there wasn't a thing for me to do."
-
-"Where are you going?"
-
-"Nowhere in particular. I feel like doing something rash and reckless,
-but there's no danger of anything like _that_--here. Where's Carl?"
-
-"Out in the garden with Elise and the twins."
-
-"Well--good-bye. I'll be back in half an hour or so."
-
-Paul selected for his solitary ramble a certain rough, dusty, shady lane
-that led down past the ruins of an old mill. Here on those breathless
-afternoons a crowd of little urchins were wont to gather to splash and
-paddle in the gurgling stream that tossed over its stony bed on to the
-water-fall above the mill. On the opposite side of the road rose a
-wooded hill, where the tree-tops were gilded with ruddy sunlight, and
-the deep fern scented recesses were always cool and dim.
-
-The shade and freshness of the woods on that hot day were not to be
-resisted, and Paul turned into them, following a soft, weed-grown road
-that lead along a little tributary of the mill-stream. But he was
-feeling restless and even a little rebellious. The calm, uneventful
-course of his life during the past nine months had gotten on his nerves,
-and he found himself longing for some kind of change or excitement. What
-wouldn't he give to see old Bill Tyler coming toward him at that moment!
-
-He stopped, and leaning against an old wooden railing, stared down at
-the stream that flowed by at the foot of the steep bank. For more than a
-month he had been working as hard as he could at his picture, taking
-good care not to let it interfere with his other duties, lest his uncle
-should recall his permission; Aunt Gertrude tried to help him, and he
-had progressed; but there wasn't a chance in a million of his winning
-anything, and he was not sure but that he had made a mistake in
-undertaking the task at all. He started on again, walking slowly, with
-his hands buried in his pockets, forgetful of the passage of time, and
-of his uncle's dislike of having anyone late for a meal. Suddenly he
-stopped. It seemed to him that someone had called his name.
-
-Looking back over his shoulder he saw a small man running easily along
-the road toward him.
-
-"Hello! Where are you off to?" inquired the newcomer, as he came up,
-smiling in a friendly way. "I saw you back there, and thought I
-recognized you. How are you?"
-
-It was no other than the notorious Jefferson Roberts, his face beaming
-with a friendly, winning smile, and his hand outstretched. Paul shook
-the hand, and said that he was off to nowhere--that he was just walking.
-
-"Communing with Nature?" said Jeff, cocking his head on one side, while
-his bright brown eyes twinkled merrily. "May I commune with you? I'm
-going in your direction."
-
-"Come ahead. That is, unless you're in a hurry. I _won't_ walk fast."
-
-"Oh, I'm never in a hurry. What have you been doing since I saw you
-last?"
-
-Paul answered the question briefly without going into any details.
-
-"What an industrious life!" exclaimed Jeff gaily. "How is your good
-little cousin, Carl Lambert? Do you remember that day in Allenboro? He
-was horrified at you--he thinks I'm the most wicked creature alive. But
-then, most of those good souls _do_. And why? simply because I like to
-enjoy myself--and succeed at it." And as he said this he laughed so
-spontaneously, his face was so full of arch, easy-going good nature that
-Paul joined in his laugh, feeling convinced that the tales about Jeff
-were mostly absurd exaggerations. In fifteen minutes or so he began to
-believe, also, that there was a great deal of good in Jeff that had been
-most uncharitably overlooked. There was nothing "smarty" about him; he
-seemed frank and boyish, overflowing-with high spirits, impulsive,
-enthusiastic, and happy-go-lucky all at once. He was even rather a
-confiding soul, and strolling along beside Paul, whose arm he had taken,
-chattered naively about himself and his affairs with child-like
-frankness.
-
-Presently his mood changed; he began to blame himself for his idleness,
-and to talk about his mother. He told Paul that he had decided to get a
-good job in the fall, and work hard.
-
-"I'm a lot more serious than anyone thinks, let me tell you," he
-remarked gravely. "I like fun, but I'm not like the rest of those chumps
-you saw up at Allenboro. _They_ think they know me--but they don't. They
-only see one side--so does everyone else. But I'll show 'em. One of
-these days I'll be a nice, respectable--Mayor, with three chins, and a
-gold watch-chain." This fancy sent him off into a fit of amusement. His
-humors changed so rapidly from melancholy to gaiety that there was no
-way of being sure that he was not joking when he seemed grave, and
-serious when he was laughing; but he was a delightful companion, and the
-two boys sauntered along talking as if they had been intimates from
-their childhood.
-
-Suddenly, Paul realized that much time must have flown since Jeff
-interrupted his meditations.
-
-"Gee! It must be pretty late," he exclaimed looking up through the
-trees, trying to guess the time by the sun. "Have you got a watch?"
-
-Jeff laughed, and pulling his watch-chain from his pocket, displayed a
-bunch of keys, which he twirled jauntily.
-
-"My watch, I'm sorry to say, is on a short vacation. But you don't have
-to bother about the time. Come on with me--I'm going to scare up some of
-the fellows, and see what we can find to do."
-
-Paul hesitated. He was decidedly in the mood for falling in with Jeff's
-harmless suggestion; besides, he would certainly be late for supper,
-and, was consequently, slated for his uncle's reproof anyhow.
-
-"All right. What are you going to do?"
-
-"Oh, sit around and talk most likely. Probably ramble off to get
-something to eat, and then we might go up to see Tom Babcock--he's a
-nice fellow. You'd like him."
-
-This seemed a mild and agreeable program, and was very much to Paul's
-taste. If his uncle should ask him where he'd been--well, hang it, did
-he have to give an account of everything he did, as if he were a child
-of ten? And all this fuss about Jeff Roberts was such utter nonsense
-anyhow.
-
-Accordingly, he accepted Jeff's friendly invitation, and they went off
-together following the road on through the woods which led by a short
-cut to the neighboring town, of Goldsboro.
-
-Goldsboro was a progressive young community where, unquestionably you
-could find more to do than at Frederickstown. The streets were brightly
-lighted at night, every Wednesday and Saturday evening during the summer
-a band played for two hours in the Square, and the shops stayed open
-until ten o'clock, and there was even a theatre where such old classics
-as "Uncle Tom's Cabin," "The Old Homestead," and "Billy, the Kid," were
-enacted by an ambitious stock company.
-
-Jeff seemed to know everyone, and it was not long before he had
-collected a jolly party of five or six boys. He also knew where you
-could get a capital sea-food supper, and insisted that Paul should be
-his guest. In fact, Paul found the attentions bestowed upon him by this
-rather famous youth, decidedly flattering though he was at a loss to
-know just why Jeff should suddenly have begun to treat him as if he were
-his best friend. The truth was that Jeff was inclined to sudden
-friendships, which were often as speedily broken as made.
-
-Supper over, it was suggested that they drop around and see what Tom
-Babcock was doing.
-
-Tom was a young man older even than Jeff--two-and-twenty, perhaps, or
-twenty-three. He lived magnificently alone in a small room over a corner
-drugstore, where they found him smoking his pipe and hanging half way
-out of his window to watch the crowd in the Square, and to hear the
-strains of the brass-band which at that moment was playing "Kathleen
-Mavourneen" with deep pathos.
-
-Upon the arrival of his guests, Tom lighted his gas, and after a little
-conversation they all sat down to a game of cards.
-
-Paul enjoyed himself immensely. He liked Jeff, he liked Tom, he liked
-Jim, and Jack and Harry. They were "nice fellows," all of them. Why they
-should be considered such a dangerous crew was more than he could
-understand.
-
-And meantime the night wore on.
-
-In the Lambert household mild wonder at Paul's absence gave way to
-anxiety.
-
-"Well, I suppose the boy knows how to take care of himself," remarked
-Mr. Lambert, drily.
-
-"Perhaps, Peter, you had better put the latch-key under the doormat,"
-suggested Aunt Gertrude, but Mr. Lambert would not agree to this.
-
-"No, my dear. He knows quite well that everything is locked at ten
-o'clock. If he prefers to be roaming around the country at that time, he
-must be prepared to take the consequences. I hope you do not expect me
-to alter all the rules of the household for the boy."
-
-So at ten o'clock, Paul not yet having made his appearance, the front
-door was locked, and the family went to bed.
-
-But Jane was not able to take his absence so calmly. Suppose he had got
-lost? Suppose he had hurt himself? He might even have been kidnapped.
-These fears made it impossible for her to sleep, and so she sat down at
-her window, determined to wait up for him all night if necessary. With
-the house locked, how could he get in--where could he go?
-
-The time that she waited seemed endless. The tones of the church clock,
-striking eleven, boomed solemnly through the stillness that lay over the
-town. All the houses were darkened; the street was quiet. Now and then,
-solitary footsteps rang out on the bricks, and Jane sat up eagerly only
-to hear them die away in a neighboring block.
-
-Where _could_ he be? She was almost in tears when after an eternity of
-waiting she heard the sound of whistling far up the street.
-
-"That _must_ be Paul. It _must_ be!" She leaned far out of the window,
-trying to get a glimpse of the wanderer, who was in fact coming nearer
-to the house. At last he came into the light of the street lamp, and she
-recognized him with a great sigh of relief. In another moment she had
-flown noiselessly down the stairs, and unbolted the door with as little
-squeaking and rattling as possible.
-
-"Hello," said Paul as calmly as if he had just run up to the corner to
-mail a letter.
-
-"Oh, _where_ have you been?"
-
-"Where have I been?" Paul was instantly on the defensive. "Why--what's
-the matter? What's everything locked up for?"
-
-"Sh! Everyone's asleep but me. Oh, I thought you were _dead_!"
-
-"Good Heaven's--_why_? It isn't late."
-
-"It's nearly twelve. Everyone's been in bed for ages. We couldn't
-imagine what had become of you--"
-
-"Well, I must say I don't see why there's so much fuss. I just walked
-over to Goldsboro to see what was going on, and fooled around there for
-a while. It was later than I thought when I went out, and when I found
-out I'd miss supper, I thought I might as well take a good walk, and get
-something to eat over there."
-
-"Oh,--well we couldn't imagine--you'd better walk softly, Paul."
-
-For some reason, Paul suddenly chose to think that Jane was reproving
-him.
-
-"I don't see why I can't be a little late without everyone's getting so
-worked up over it. Do you mean to say that I mustn't leave the house
-without telling everyone exactly what time I'll be back?" he grumbled.
-"Gee whiz! Life isn't worth living if you have to be worrying every
-minute--"
-
-"_Sh-sh_, Paul! You'll wake everybody up," whispered Jane. He subsided a
-little, but was still muttering indignantly when he parted from her and
-tiptoed cautiously up to his room.
-
-The next morning at breakfast, Mr. Lambert asked him casually what had
-delayed him, and appeared quite satisfied at his off-hand answer.
-
-"And how did you get in? Everything is always locked at ten, as you
-know."
-
-"I heard him whistling, Daddy, and I let him in," spoke up Jane. Mr.
-Lambert merely said,
-
-"Ah! Well, don't let it happen again my boy. It made me very uneasy."
-
-No further reference was made to the matter.
-
-"There was no harm in it," thought Paul. "They have the impression that
-Jeff is a black sheep, and it would be a silly thing to go out of my way
-to tell 'em that I saw him again. Uncle would have a fit, and it's such
-a little thing to deliberately get up a row about."
-
-And so being satisfied that his mild escapade would have no
-uncomfortable results he thought no more about it.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII--DISASTER
-
-
-Poor Janey was feeling very blue indeed. During the last week it seemed
-to her that Paul had somehow grown so different--rather inclined to be
-cross and uncommunicative, and even to avoid her company. That very
-afternoon he had told her please not to bother him while he was
-painting, or he never would get his picture done, and twice when she had
-offered to take a walk with him, he had refused her company with no very
-gracious excuse.
-
-Thus ignored and rebuffed, she had sadly devoted herself to deeds of
-charity, and on that sultry afternoon sat with Carl reading aloud to him
-from a fat dull book about the ancient Britons. They were sitting in the
-little garden, where the shadow of the house offered some protection
-from the sun; Carl reposing like a Sultan in his easy chair, gazing up
-at the motionless weathervane on the gable of the attic, and
-occasionally begging Jane "_not_ to mumble her words." The attic was on
-the third floor just above Granny's room, in a part of the house that
-formed an ell, bounding the garden on the south side with its
-ivy-covered wall.
-
-"I say, Jane, do you suppose that Paul is _smoking_?" said Carl
-suddenly, interrupting the monotonous flow of Jane's reading.
-
-"What?"
-
-"Well, that's smoke, isn't it? coming out of the attic window--and cigar
-smoke, too, or I'll eat my hat!"
-
-Jane looked up. It was an undeniable fact that a blue spiral issued from
-the attic, and, caught by the faint breeze, was wafted gracefully
-upwards, and dissolved. A very faint scent drifted down to the garden,
-and that scent--if such it could be called--was of tobacco. Paul,
-happily ignorant of the dismayed interest he had roused in the garden
-below, was sampling a cigar that Jeff had lavishly bestowed on him.
-
-"Well, all I've got to say is that if he knows what is good for him,
-he'll cut _that_ out," observed Carl drily.
-
-"I guess--I guess he's just doing it for fun," said Jane.
-
-"He won't think it fun if father catches him. But it's none of _my_
-business, I suppose. Go on."
-
-Jane went on reading, furtively glancing aloft every now and then to see
-if the tell-tale puffs of smoke were still issuing from the open window.
-To her intense relief they had stopped after a few minutes, and
-presently she heard Paul talking to her mother in the kitchen.
-
-"Do you really like this book?" she asked at last, looking at her
-brother pathetically.
-
-"Very much. But you needn't read any more if you're tired. Here's Elise,
-now, anyway."
-
-Elise had just entered by the garden gate.
-
-"Carl! Jane! What do you think! The most exciting thing--"
-
-"Lily Deacon is engaged to Mr. Sheridan," said Jane promptly. Elise
-stared at her, her round blue eyes wide with amazement.
-
-"How did you know?"
-
-"I put two and two together. Aren't I clever?"
-
-"No, how _did_ you guess, Janey? Lily hasn't told anyone but me."
-
-"Well, I knew it _was_ going to happen, and I knew that you'd been up to
-see Lily this afternoon, and I guessed the rest. Isn't it _nice_,
-though!" cried Jane, clapping her hands. "And you know _I'm_ really
-responsible for it."
-
-"_You_!" hooted Carl derisively.
-
-"Yes, me. When did it happen, Elise, and when are they going to be
-married? I do so love a wedding, and there hasn't been one here for
-ages. Do you suppose she'll wear a veil?"
-
-Elise, who under her placid exterior had the most romantic of souls, sat
-down to recount all the details that she had gleaned from her best
-friend.
-
-"And she's going to live in that lovely house, and she'll travel, and
-she--goodness, do you suppose Paul has burned up _another_ batch of
-cakes?" she broke off short in her rhapsody over Lily's prospects to
-sniff the air.
-
-"Don't you smell smoke? I do hope he hasn't had another disaster--he's
-been getting along so well. Well, anyway--where was I?"
-
-"You said she was going to travel. What _I_ want to know is when the
-wedding is going to be," said Jane.
-
-"Oh, that isn't decided yet--in the spring, I think. You know, that
-doesn't smell like cake burning. It smells like rags. I suppose
-somebody's burning trash."
-
-Carl laughed and looked at Jane; but the burning smell did not resemble
-tobacco at all, and besides, Paul was still in the kitchen with Aunt
-Gertrude.
-
-"Go on and tell some more, Elise," said Jane.
-
-"I've told you all I know. I must get you your milk, Carl."
-
-A minute later Elise reappeared at the dining room door, bearing a tray
-well stocked with milk and cookies, and followed by Paul and Aunt
-Gertrude.
-
-"Dear me, who _can_ be burning rubbish?" exclaimed Mrs. Lambert. "Don't
-you smell smoke, children?"
-
-"_I_ do, I can tell you," said Carl. "By Jove, Paul, what's going on up
-in your den?"
-
-Everyone looked up in consternation to the attic window. Paul had closed
-it before he came down, but smoke was coming slowly from under the pane.
-
-"Good heavens! It couldn't be on fire!" cried Elise. "Run, Paul! Run,
-_quickly_!"
-
-But Paul had not waited to be urged. Up the stairs he was flying, as
-fast as his long legs could carry him, followed by Jane, Elise and poor
-Aunt Gertrude, whose only thought was for Granny, the twins having gone
-out to play early in the afternoon.
-
-The smoke was already thick on the second floor.
-
-"Elise, you and Aunt Gertrude take Granny downstairs," ordered Paul.
-"Jane, you'd better not come up."
-
-"I'll get a bucket of water. Oh, Paul! Your _picture_!"
-
-"Never mind my picture--get the water _quick_!" And Paul dashed on up
-the stairs.
-
-With his heart in his boots, he made his way to the attic, trying to
-hold his breath so that he would not swallow the smoke.
-
-It turned out that so far as danger was concerned there was no great
-cause for excitement. Although the attic was dense with smoke, the cause
-of it was only a small blaze in the heap of rags near the window, which
-subsided under two bucketfuls of water.
-
-Jane, whom Paul had not allowed to come up, waited for news at the foot
-of the stairs; but after he had informed her that the fire was out, she
-heard nothing more from him. After a few moments she shouted,
-
-"Paul! Are you all right?"
-
-"Oh, _I'm_ all right," replied a muffled voice, in a tone of the utmost
-despair.
-
-"Well, come on down, or you'll smother. What's happened?"
-
-"I'll be down in a second," and then through the fog Paul appeared
-slowly, descending the stairs carrying a square of canvas.
-
-"Is it hurt?" asked Jane, fearfully. "Oh, Paul!"
-
-"I don't know. I can't see it properly yet." But his face showed that he
-expected the worst Neither of them spoke a word until they reached the
-garden again, where Aunt Gertrude pounced upon Jane.
-
-"Oh, _child_, how you frightened me! Paul, are you quite sure
-everything's all right? Oh, how did it start--was there really a
-_blaze_?"
-
-"Just a little one--it's all out--a few rags. I pitched 'em all out of
-the window. I'm--sorry, Aunt Gertrude."
-
-"Oh, my poor boy--your picture!"
-
-"What's the matter? Is it ruined?" asked Carl. Jane said nothing, but
-stood looking first at her cousin's face, and then at the smoke-begrimed
-and blistered canvas on which there was hardly a semblance of the
-picture that had been so nearly completed.
-
-"Yes," said Paul, with the calmness of despair, "it's ruined. It's
-ruined all right."
-
-No one knew what to say, and a silence followed, until Elise asked
-timidly if he didn't have time to do another.
-
-"In four days? This is the twenty-seventh. No, cousin, I couldn't--and
-besides, even if I could, I haven't anything to do it with. So I guess
-that's all there is to that." He tried to sound cheerful, and turning
-the picture against the wall of the house, announced that he was going
-back to the attic to see if everything was calm up there.
-
-"Well, that's pretty hard luck," remarked Carl. "I daresay he's more
-broken up than he lets on."
-
-Jane had begun to cry, hiding her face in Granny's lap. Not even Paul
-could have been as cruelly disappointed as she.
-
-"Oh, he _would_ have won something! I'm sure he would have!" she wept,
-disconsolately. "He said he didn't think so, but he _did_, and I know he
-did."
-
-"Well, one way or the other, it's his affair," said Carl, "and I
-certainly don't see why _you_ should be in such a stew over it."
-
-"It is my affair, too," wailed Jane, and at this characteristic remark
-no one could help smiling.
-
-"Come, Janey, darling, there's no use in taking it so to heart," said
-Mrs. Lambert, laying her hand softly on the curly head. "We are all
-dreadfully distressed about Paul, but he has taken his misfortune
-bravely, and after all he will have many more chances. Elise, isn't that
-the bell in the bakeshop? Dear me, what can people think coming in to
-all that smoke. I wonder if it's clearing out at all. Come now, Janey,
-cheer up."
-
-Janey lifted her face from Granny's knees, and wiped her wet cheeks with
-the palms of her hands, leaving long smudges.
-
-"There now. We must all be thankful that there was no worse harm done,"
-said her mother, kissing her. "Come along, Elise. You come with me too,
-Janey. We mustn't keep anyone waiting."
-
-But Paul was already in the bakeshop, and was calmly counting out change
-to the customer when his aunt came in. He was rather pale, but
-apparently quite cheerful.
-
-"I looked around in the attic again, Aunt Gertrude. It's all right up
-there," he said calmly, when the customer had gone. "The floor is
-charred a bit where the rags were--but that's all the damage. And the
-smoke's clearing out. It didn't get into the rooms much, because all the
-doors were closed."
-
-"We're all so distressed about your picture, my dear," said Aunt
-Gertrude, laying her hands on his arm. "I know what disappointment you
-must feel--and you are a very plucky boy."
-
-Paul looked down at her, started to say something, and then abruptly
-left the shop.
-
-"But how in the world could it have started?" wondered Aunt Gertrude,
-for the first time. "He surely couldn't have had the oil-stove lighted
-in this weather, and it couldn't have started by itself."
-
-But Elise had no theory to offer, and Jane was in tears again, so Aunt
-Gertrude carried her mystification out to the kitchen, to see whether
-Anna had returned with the groceries.
-
-At six o'clock, Mr. Lambert returned to the bosom of a highly excited
-family, and, at the supper table, listened with a peculiarly austere
-expression to the incoherent accounts of the disaster. Presently, he
-held up his hand.
-
-"Come, come! I cannot find the beginning or end of all this," he said,
-and then bending his gaze on Paul, added, slowly and sternly, "there was
-a fire to-day in the attic--where you, Paul, have been--er--working. So
-much I understand. But what I do _not_ understand is--how this fire
-started."
-
-There was a silence. Jane glanced at Carl, and Carl took a drink of
-water.
-
-"We hear of such things as spontaneous combustion," pursued Mr. Lambert,
-"but for anything of the sort to take place, there must be certain
-conditions. I do not imagine that such conditions could exist--in a pile
-of rags--under an open window. No," said Mr. Lambert, shaking his head,
-"I must discard that theory."
-
-Again the unpleasant silence followed these remarks. Paul, who had eaten
-nothing, drummed nervously on the table.
-
-"You were there, were you not? a short time before the fire started?"
-inquired Mr. Lambert. "Did you notice any--er--odor of burning?"
-
-"Why, Paul was with me in the kitchen for quite a little while before
-any of us noticed anything, Peter," Aunt Gertrude broke in innocently.
-
-"Well," said Mr. Lambert, shaking his head, but still keeping his eyes
-fixed immovably on his nephew's face, "it is quite beyond my
-comprehension. How anything of the sort--"
-
-At this point Paul suddenly interrupted.
-
-"There isn't anything so very queer about it, uncle," he said coolly
-enough, at first, though once he had spoken his courage seemed to leave
-him a little. "I--I was smoking up there, and I suppose I threw a
-match--or maybe--"
-
-"Ah-h-h!" said Mr. Lambert slowly. Then he pressed his lips together,
-and for a moment or two said nothing. At length he observed,
-
-"There are one or two matters I should like to take up with you after
-supper, Paul. However, we won't go into them just now." And then he
-changed the subject with an abruptness that so far from drawing the
-thoughts of his family _away_ from speculations upon what was in store
-for Paul, only made them more dismally foreboding. And when after supper
-the family showed a desire to disperse before the coming storm, Mr.
-Lambert solemnly asked them to remain while he asked Paul a few
-questions.
-
-"Peter, don't scold the poor boy to-night," said Aunt Gertrude in a low
-voice. "He has--he is very much distressed and disappointed."
-
-"It is true that he brought his own punishment upon himself," returned
-Mr. Lambert, "and I should, perhaps, overlook the matter of his smoking
-this time, although he knew quite as well as Carl that I have absolutely
-forbidden that. It is a far more serious matter that I have to speak
-of."
-
-And with this he turned to Paul, who had been trying to collect his
-thoughts. He was not ignorant of what the serious matter might be, but
-it seemed to him that his uncle was making a good deal more out of it
-than it was worth, and he had begun to wonder whether he had been guilty
-of some crime that so far he knew nothing of.
-
-"I have heard to-day--from a source that I fear is only too
-reliable--certain reports concerning you, which in justice to you I must
-ask you to deny or confirm," said Mr. Lambert.
-
-"What are they, uncle?" asked Paul.
-
-"I was told--and by one of my most respected fellow-citizens--that you
-have been seen not once, but at least half a dozen time of late with a
-young man of a most undesirable character and reputation--Jefferson
-Roberts. Could my informant have been mistaken? Have you or have you not
-seen this young man several times--recently?"
-
-Paul swallowed. The entire family was aghast, for it was very plain that
-Mr. Lambert was deeply angered.
-
-"Well?" said the old merchant. "Is this true?"
-
-"Yes, uncle."
-
-"You knew what my feelings would be if I learned that this _was_ true?"
-
-"Yes, uncle."
-
-"Yes," repeated Mr. Lambert, "I think you knew very well that you were
-disobeying my strictest injunctions. Just before Christmas you were--or
-could have been--seen with this notorious youth--a gambler, a rascal, a
-shameless loafer. When I learned of this, I pardoned you, thinking that
-you might not have known how deeply outraged I should feel at
-discovering that any member of my household should wish to associate
-with such a person. But now you have disobeyed me without such excuse.
-What am I to think? You give me no choice but to believe that you find
-pleasure in disobeying me, and mortifying me."
-
-After a pause, he went on,
-
-"Yes, mortifying me. You have treated me as I have not deserved to be
-treated. I have given you a home, I have considered your welfare as
-attentively as I have considered the welfare of my own children; I have
-been lenient with you, though you would, perhaps, not be willing to
-admit as much--and in return I find you willing to--perhaps you are not
-aware that in associating with this Roberts and his crew you not only
-injure your own standing in this town, but injure me also. For more than
-a hundred years the family whose name you bear, and my own have stood
-for every principle of good citizenship; and that honorable reputation
-is to be marred through the willfulness of a youth who counts such a
-thing so lightly that he will toss it away for a few hours' idle
-amusement!"
-
-This grave, stern accusation was not what Paul had expected. He turned
-white and then blushed crimson. His vocal chords felt stiff, but at last
-he managed to speak.
-
-"I--I didn't think that Jeff Roberts was judged fairly, sir," he
-stammered.
-
-"Ah!"
-
-"And what have I done that's so terrible?" cried Paul, "I only--"
-
-"You knew that you were disobeying me?"
-
-"Yes, sir."
-
-"Perhaps you think that at eighteen years of age you are a better judge
-of character than grey headed men and women? Perhaps you think that you
-are old enough to be your own master?" Mr. Lambert got up. "I cannot
-allow willful disobedience in my house. You have been guilty of it too
-often. I feel now that it would be best for all concerned--for you
-especially--to--let you _be_ your own master. You are free now to go
-where you like, make friends with whom you will, direct your own life as
-you please." He stopped. There was not a sound in the room--indeed no
-one quite realized that Mr. Lambert's words actually constituted a
-dismissal.
-
-"Your father," continued the old man immovably, "left with me a small
-amount of money, which I shall turn over to you at once. It should be
-sufficient to maintain you until you are able to support yourself, and I
-am willing to add to it if necessary. I think--I believe that in the
-course of time experience will show you that I have been just with you,
-and if you show yourself worthy I shall always be ready to help you to
-the best of my ability."
-
-Aunt Gertrude looked pleadingly at her husband, but he did not see her.
-No one else had courage to say anything, and indeed to do so would have
-been worse than useless; for whether Mr. Lambert had judged his nephew
-too harshly or not, it was certain that he could not be made to look at
-the facts of the case in a different light. To him two things were of
-paramount importance,--obedience to his wishes, and respect for public
-opinion, and Paul had offended against both of these fundamental
-statutes. The old merchant had not exaggerated when he said that his
-nephew's conduct had mortified him.
-
-Paul made no attempt to defend himself; he was too much dazed by all
-that the day had brought forth to find a word to say.
-
-Well, he was free. He should have been glad--and only a few months
-before he would have been. But looking helplessly around the table, from
-one face to the other he realized suddenly that he was _not_ glad. Why,
-he had grown to love them all--he had even a certain fondness for Carl.
-Who was there now to care whether he got into scrapes or out of them,
-whether he won prizes or burnt his pictures to cinders, whether he was
-defeated or triumphant. But his face showed nothing of what was passing
-in his mind. Somewhere in the distance Mr. Lambert was saying,
-
-"I wished for all of you to hear what I had to say to my nephew, so that
-you would understand that I judged him by nothing but what he himself
-admitted. And I believe, Gertrude, that when you have considered the
-matter as carefully as I have you will feel that I am doing only what is
-just, and, I hope, wise. Paul is not a child, but a young man, quite
-able to think for himself. It is plain that our ways and customs are
-disagreeable to him, and I have come to believe that it is only fair to
-him to let him go his own way as he thinks best. And--er--that is all."
-
-One by one the others rose from the table, and left the room. Only Paul
-and his uncle remained.
-
-"Have I made myself quite clear?" asked Mr. Lambert, sitting down at his
-desk, and putting up the roll-top.
-
-"Yes, uncle. I--when do you want me to--go?"
-
-"That I leave entirely to your convenience," returned Mr. Lambert. He
-opened a drawer and took out an envelope with a rubber band around it,
-which he gave to his nephew. "If you should find that this is not
-sufficient for your needs you may let me know. I am very sorry that you
-have forced this painful duty upon me--I had hoped that you--I still
-hope that you will realize--"
-
-"My responsibilities," said Paul absently. "Oh, I have--but never mind.
-I'm sorry, uncle. I didn't understand--"
-
-"Quite so. I want you to know that I am not acting with any thought of
-punishing you. I am doing only what I believe to be best."
-
-"Yes, sir."
-
-Mr. Lambert looked curiously at his nephew's face, and saw that the
-contrition in it was sincere. He did not for a moment waver in his
-decision, but after a moment he held out his hand.
-
-"I hope you do not harbor any hard feelings against me?"
-
-Paul slowly and wonderingly took the proffered hand. His uncle's cold,
-immovable justice was something that he had never been able to
-understand. Not for a moment did he dream of asking for pardon, but he
-could not "harbor any hard feelings" against the austere old man, who
-judged everything according to an inflexible standard of right and
-wrong--who saw all conduct as either black or white, and to whom the
-crime of disobedience was equally unpardonable whether it affected the
-routine of a little household or the affairs of a nation.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV--THE CROSSROADS
-
-
-Along the dusty road, Paul trudged alone, his head bent. He did not look
-up until the little town lay behind him. There was very little feeling
-of exultation in his heart as he made his way along the shady road,
-under the apple trees, from which the yellow fruit was already falling.
-For the first time in his life, this young citizen of the world knew
-what homesickness was--and he could not bring himself to look back to
-the town to which he had come so unwillingly ten months before. Well, he
-was free--he was his own master. That was what his uncle had said. The
-whole world lay before him--but where should he go? There was no one out
-there who knew that he was coming, or who cared whether he came or
-stayed. There was the city--"lots of people, lots of streets, lots of
-houses." But what was Paul Winkler to the city? And even if at some time
-in that future to which he looked forward with dogged hope, he should
-make fame and fortune, would the city care any more about Paul Winkler?
-Would he not have been wiser--and happier--to have fitted himself to the
-ways of his own people, to have gone on growing up among them, learning
-to know them, to honor them for their simple virtues, and to forgive
-them their weaknesses? He shook his head impatiently; it was too late to
-think about the might-have-beens.
-
-He had just reached a bend in the road, when he heard a voice calling
-him.
-
-"Paul! Oh, Paul, wait a minute!"
-
-He stopped, and looked around slowly. Janey was running toward him,
-stumbling over the stones in the road, panting, her round little face
-puckered with distress.
-
-"Janey!" He dropped his bundle in the dust, and held out both hands to
-her. But she ignored his hands, and flinging both arms around him, clung
-to him tightly.
-
-"What is it, Janey darling?"
-
-"N-nothing," she sobbed, "only I--oh, _Paul_ don't go!"
-
-He patted her red head tenderly; for a moment or two he found it
-difficult to say anything.
-
-"There, Janey--don't. I--and you'd better run on back, dear," he said at
-last, stooping to pick up his bundle.
-
-"No, mother said I could come--she said I could walk to the crossroads
-with you. And she said I was to give you another kiss for her--and tell
-you that she loved you--and Granny's crying."
-
-"Is she?" said Paul. "Oh, Janey-- Well, come along, kidlet." He took her
-hand, and they went on slowly between the sweet-smelling fields that lay
-turning to gold under the August sun.
-
-With his hand in hers, Janey seemed to feel comforted, but with every
-step Paul's heart grew heavier.
-
-"Do you think, Paul, it would have been different if your picture hadn't
-burned up?"
-
-"Why, Janey?"
-
-"If you had won a prize?"
-
-"I don't think it would have won any prize. And--it _did_ burn up, so
-there you are. Besides, it wasn't as good as that old thing I did of
-Aunt Gertrude. Do you remember? That thing on the top of the flour
-barrel? That was much better--though I don't know why."
-
-Jane stopped short, looked at him for a moment or two, her face
-brightening, then, without saying anything, walked on again.
-
-"What is it? What were you thinking about?" asked Paul.
-
-"Nothing."
-
-In a little while they reached the top of the hill from which Paul, in
-the farmer's wagon, had had his first glimpse of Frederickstown. Now he
-paused to take his last.
-
-There it lay, a pretty town, in the shade of its old trees. There was
-the spire of the very church which old Johann Winkler had attended
-regularly in his snuff colored Sunday suit, his wife beside him, and his
-children marching decorously in front of him. There were the gables of
-the Bakery, and there the very window from which Paul had so often gazed
-out longingly toward the open road. There was the slate roof of his
-uncle's warehouse where, no doubt the old man was calmly engaged in his
-day's work, going over his books, talking and haggling with the farmers
-that sold him their goods;--a stern character, narrow, perhaps, and
-obstinate, but upright and self-respecting in all his dealings, a good
-father, a loyal citizen and an honest man; justly proud of his standing
-among his fellow townsmen. It was thus for the first time, that Paul
-understood the uncompromising old man, who had judged his ne'er-do-well,
-lawless father so harshly, and with whom he himself had been in constant
-friction since he had come there. To Peter Lambert, respect for family
-traditions, regard for the feelings and even the prejudices of his
-fellow citizens, and submission to domestic and civil laws, written and
-unwritten, were the first principles of living and he could not pardon
-anyone who took them lightly.
-
-In the few short moments that he stood there looking back, Paul felt his
-heart swell with affection for all that he was leaving behind him; for
-Granny, his father's mother, who cried over him, for Aunt Gertrude who
-had always loved him, for gentle, industrious Elise, for the twins, with
-their pranks and their coaxing little ways, and--yes, for Carl, who had
-shown himself a good fellow, with all his fussy habits, and irritating
-superciliousness.
-
-"I'll miss you the most, Paul," said Janey, as if she guessed his
-thoughts.
-
-He looked down at her.
-
-"I know you will--and I'll miss you the most."
-
-That was all they said until at length they reached the crossroads.
-
-"Which way are you going, Paul?" asked Jane, struggling to keep back her
-tears.
-
-Paul looked up at the weather-beaten sign-post.
-
-"To the City," he said firmly. "That's the road I'm taking now, Janey."
-
-"Oh, Paul! Where will you be? Where will you be?"
-
-"I don't know, Janey. I can't tell you. I don't know anything now. But I
-shall be all right--don't worry about me."
-
-"Oh, will you ever, ever come back again?" Poor Janey's tears streamed
-down her rosy cheeks. Paul looked at her seriously.
-
-"Yes, I will, Janey. I promise you that. I don't know when or how, but
-I'll be back some day. Now give me the kiss Aunt Gertrude sent, and one
-from you."
-
-She dried her eyes on her apron, and then standing on tip-toe, put both
-her arms around his neck and kissed him on each cheek.
-
-"Good-bye, Paul."
-
-"Good-bye, Janey."
-
-She stood there under the sign-post, watching him as he walked briskly
-down the country road. Once, when to her he was only a miniature figure
-in the distance, he looked back and saw her, standing motionlessly, with
-the summer wind blowing her bright blue dress, and the summer sun
-shining on her red head. She had been, and was, and always would be, his
-faithful friend, and he knew in his heart he would never find anyone
-like her in the whole wide world that lay before him.
-
-When he had disappeared under the shadows of the trees far down the
-road, Janey turned and retraced her way homeward. She had been a little
-comforted by his promise to come back again, and was already imagining
-how one day he would walk into the bakeshop, suddenly, when no one was
-expecting him, and say that he was going to live with them all for ever
-and ever. And so he would live there, and everyone would love him, and
-he would paint wonderful pictures and become famous; but he would never
-go away again--the world would come to him! Never for a minute had Jane
-doubted that Paul was a rare and extraordinary being, and in his wildest
-moments of self-confidence he did not believe in himself as completely
-as she did.
-
-Then everything dropped from her thoughts, except the one idea that had
-come to her a little while before.
-
-To-day was the twenty-eighth. There was plenty of time.
-
-Aunt Gertrude, was in the Bakery setting the trays of freshly baked
-cakes under the glass counters, with a sad face. She missed her nephew,
-and in her heart believed that her husband had been harsh with the boy
-whose efforts to master himself had not escaped her, and whom she loved
-as much as her own son. But she knew quite well how useless it would
-have been for her to have tried to intercede for him--and after all,
-what had happened might be for the best. Aunt Gertrude was always
-inclined to believe that anything that happened was always "for the
-best" in the long run--and that, no doubt, was why, in spite of a life
-that had not escaped many sorrows and difficulties, she was still young
-and fresh in spite of her forty-odd years.
-
-But she had expected her Janey to return inconsolable for the loss of
-her beloved cousin, and was surprised and puzzled when her daughter ran
-into the shop in almost her usual state of high spirits.
-
-Without stopping Jane ran through the shop, and up the stairs to the
-little room that Paul had occupied since Carl's illness--a small room,
-with one window, and rather scantily furnished. Under the window was a
-table, with one drawer, in which Jane promptly began to rummage. Its
-contents were hardly valuable--two or three thumb tacks, a bed castor, a
-scrap or two of lead pencil, a shabby copy of "A Short History of
-Greece"--the pathetic testimony of Paul's efforts at "getting to know
-something"--and a portfolio stuffed with papers. And then from this
-clutter of what seemed to be school exercises of one sort or another,
-Jane finally extracted what she was looking for--the newspaper clipping
-that she had cut out for Paul three months before, with the address to
-which he was to have sent his ill-fated picture.
-
-Jane did not lose a minute. She was now in quest of the old picture he
-had painted on the top of the flour barrel! _He_ had said that it
-"wasn't so bad"--and she had once heard him say that some great painter
-had painted a celebrated Madonna on the top of a wine cask.
-
-She remembered now that she had seen it lying on the dinner table, one
-day when Elise was dusting the dining room, and Elise had put it behind
-Mr. Lambert's desk, where it had reposed since the day he had
-confiscated it. It must still be there.
-
-And there, indeed, she found it. A fine coat of dust had collected over
-its surface, but when she had brushed it off with her apron, she found
-it quite as fresh as ever.
-
-And now, how was it to be wrapped so that it could withstand the rough
-treatment of a long journey? She glanced at the clock. It was not yet
-noon-day.
-
-Holding it face inwards under her arm, she started forth to look for
-counsel in this important matter. Mr. Wheelock, at the post-office, was
-one of her particular friends; he would be able to tell her exactly what
-was to be done.
-
-She found that gentleman sitting on the steps of the post-office,
-smoking a calabash pipe, and sunning himself placidly while he waited
-for the noon mail.
-
-"What have you got there?" he called out.
-
-"I want you to tell me something, Mr. Wheelock."
-
-"How many calves' tails it takes to reach the moon?" said the old man,
-facetiously. "No? What is it to-day, then?"
-
-"I can't tell you here. Come inside."
-
-He knocked his pipe out on the step, rose, and followed her as she
-skipped back to his little office.
-
-"Now, tell me how to send this away."
-
-Mr. Wheelock took a pair of steel-rimmed spectacles out of the pocket of
-his grey alpaca coat, and put them on. Then he picked up the barrel top
-and looked at it in an astonishment that gave way presently to something
-like profound admiration.
-
-"Well, I declare! If it ain't Mrs. Lambert! And its a mighty fine thing,
-too. How did you come by this?"
-
-"_Do_ you think it's good, Mr. Wheelock?" cried Jane, eagerly, her face
-glowing.
-
-"It's fine," said Mr. Wheelock, in a tone that indicated that he
-considered his opinion quite final. "And on the top of an old flour
-barrel, too!" he went on, turning the picture over. "Ain't that quaint?
-Well, now, where did you want it sent?"
-
-Jane sat down and copied out the address for him.
-
-"And you'll wrap it up _carefully_, Mr. Wheelock?"
-
-"Sure thing. And send it by express, too."
-
-"And you won't tell a living soul?"
-
-"Nary a breath. Here, hadn't you better write your address on the back
-of this here pitcher--or somewheres, case it might get lost."
-
-Jane had nearly forgotten this item. She took a post card, and wrote on
-it boldly, "Paul Winkler, Frederickstown, N. C."
-
-"There, Mr. Wheelock, will you paste that on the back?"
-
-Mr. Wheelock was inspecting the card.
-
-"Paul Winkler! That young feller I seen around here a lot with you
-folks? Did he make this pitcher?"
-
-"Yes," said Jane proudly.
-
-"I declare! Now I call that right smart. If it ain't Mrs. Lambert to the
-life I'll eat my hat." And he set it up on his desk again, leaning
-against the wall. Jane looked at it intently. If only she knew just
-_how_ good it was. She did not feel that Mr. Wheelock was exactly an
-authoritative critic--then she remembered again that Paul had said it
-wasn't "so bad," and that settled her doubts.
-
-It was, in fact, in spite of the crudities of which Paul had been very
-well aware, a piece of work that might have done credit to many a more
-experienced painter; and there were things in it that neither Jane nor
-Mr. Wheelock saw, vigor and harmony and beauty, over and above the
-superficial likeness to Mrs. Lambert that Mr. Wheelock found so amazing.
-
-"You'll send it off right away, Mr. Wheelock? And--and let me know how
-much it costs. I can't pay before Saturday."
-
-He laughed.
-
-"I'll try to get along 'til then. Don't you bother your head, child."
-
-Satisfied, though full of hope and fear, Jane went home.
-
-The family gathered for its noonday meal, Mr. Lambert taking his seat at
-the head of the table, grave and pompous as always in his well-brushed
-black coat. The difference of one place seemed to make the table
-unnaturally small, and yet no one seemed to notice it. Mr. Lambert
-talked about some man that had been in to see him, about the prospects
-of the new courthouse being finished, about the harvests. His family
-docilely listened to him, interpolating the proper question or remark
-here and there. Paul's name was not mentioned, it being tacitly
-understood that such were the wishes of the master of the house.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV--AN UNSUSPECTED HERO
-
-
-Paul's departure left the old problem still unsolved. Well, there was no
-help for it; if the family tradition was to be destroyed at last, so it
-must be. The time was coming when the ancient name of Winkler should be
-erased from the glass window of the Bakeshop, and a stranger's name put
-in its place. Even Granny, usually so little troubled from her serenity
-by the vicissitudes of earthly things, seemed to brood over the prospect
-with melancholy. But the subject was not discussed so frequently as of
-yore, partly because there was little to be gained from such discussion,
-and partly because it reminded Mr. Lambert of his nephew's delinquency
-and put him in a bad humor.
-
-As September was always a hot month in that part of the country, school
-never began until early in October.
-
-Jane felt utterly lost. Usually so resourceful, so capable of finding
-something to amuse her or interest her every minute of the day, she now
-went about her tasks indolently, and spent the rest of her time
-wandering around listlessly. Several times, she went down to call on Mr.
-Sheridan, who trotted her down to see his new Leghorn hens and his six
-Jersey cows. He had gone in for farming with his whole soul. He also
-discussed the changes he was making in the old house. Yes, he had
-decided to live in Frederickstown for good, as his grandfather had done
-before him, and his uncle, the Major, had done for many years. No, he
-didn't think so much of solitude as he once had--but then there were
-reasons. Yes, he might travel now and then, but that didn't count. No,
-he had not planned to settle permanently in Frederickstown, when he had
-first come, but things had happened since then that had changed his
-mind. Of course Janey had heard the news. Yes, he was the happiest man
-in the world. No, he had never been _really_ in love before. No, he
-didn't think Peterson would ever get married. Jane listened to him with
-the half-disdainful interest that one, who has been hardly dealt with by
-fate, pays to the cheerful talk of the fortunate. Their positions were
-reversed.
-
-Jane was almost sorry that everything had gone so smoothly with Lily and
-Mr. Sheridan--she would have liked to have some complications to work
-on. It also seemed to her hardly dignified in Mr. Sheridan to have
-abandoned his pessimism so readily--whatever the cause of it might have
-been. And now that he was so cheerful and full of plans, he seemed to
-her less interesting than he had been before.
-
-She was on pins and needles waiting for news of what had befallen Paul's
-picture. She had allowed no one to share this secret which was
-absolutely her own, and her restless eagerness to hear was increased by
-not having anyone with whom to speculate on the chances of its success
-or failure.
-
-No word had come from Paul. Where he was, what he was doing, how he was
-living were unknown to the family.
-
-One fine, sunny day Aunt Gertrude declared that she was going to shut up
-shop and take a holiday.
-
-"Come, we'll take Dinah and the old wagon, and go out to the country.
-Elise, you and Jane can make up sandwiches. Granny doesn't want to go,
-but Anna will be here to take care of her. Father is going over to
-Allenboro, so there doesn't have to be any lunch cooked here, and Anna
-can get Granny's."
-
-The prospect of this unexpected spree put everyone, including Jane into
-high spirits. Aunt Gertrude roasted two chickens, to be eaten cold,
-baked a chocolate cake with marshmallow filling, and boiled eggs, while
-Elise and Jane cut and spread enough sandwiches to stay the appetite of
-a small army.
-
-At noonday they set out in the old wagon that had made the trip to
-Allenboro, Carl driving, with Aunt Gertrude and the twins beside him,
-Jane and Elise in the back with the luncheon hamper, books, embroidery
-and games.
-
-And away they rumbled. Aunt Gertrude who actually had not been into the
-open country lying around Frederickstown in years, had set her heart on
-picnicking in one particular spot.
-
-"I remember it from the time when I was a girl," she said, blushing as
-she did so easily. "Long ago we had a picnic there--it's about a mile
-below the Webster's farm, Carl--I'll show you--Nellie Webster, and Sam
-(she was referring to Dolly's father and mother) and poor Nannie Muller
-and Ben McAllister--just think, they're all old folk like me, now! And
-it was there that I met your father! Think of that now!"
-
-Jane, finding this interesting, moved so that she could kneel behind the
-seat, with her elbows on the back.
-
-"Is that really true, Mummy? And did you like him right away? Was he
-handsome?"
-
-"Certainly he was handsome--and your father is still a _remarkably_
-handsome man, my dear!" said Mrs. Lambert, rather aggressively; and
-indeed she firmly believed that her husband was a perfect model of
-masculine good looks.
-
-"Yes. Well, go on, Mummy. What did you wear?"
-
-"What did I wear? Well, it's very queer but I _do_ remember that quite
-plainly. I wore a green muslin dress--that very dress, Lisa, that you
-found in my old trunk the other day--and a white leghorn hat, with
-little pink roses. Lisa, have you any idea what ever became of that hat?
-No--I remember now, I trimmed it up again and gave it to you when you
-were a little girl--and how sweet you looked in it!"
-
-"I want a hat with pink rothes," murmured Lottie.
-
-"Don't interrupt, Lottie. Go on, Mummy. What was Daddy like?"
-
-"Your father," said Mrs. Lambert complacently, "was a _great_ catch. He
-was older than the rest of us, and so dignified. At that time, I
-remember, he wore a big moustache--and such a lovely brown. I was quite
-afraid of him, and I was sure that he thought me a very frivolous girl,
-as I certainly was. But--he didn't seem to mind. And that night, there
-was a lovely big moon, and the hay had just been cut--and he took me
-home."
-
-That seemed to be the end of the story; Mrs. Lambert stopped, and a
-thoroughly sentimental smile spread over her youthful face. Lisa sighed.
-She was, if possible, even more sentimental than her mother, and in the
-hours that her flaxen head was bent over her incessant handiwork, it was
-filled with imaginings of romantic scenes, and dashing young gentlemen
-like Walter Scott's heroes. She liked the portion of her mother's
-artlessly told romance that touched on the moon and the new-mown hay,
-but for herself she would have preferred a smooth-shaven hero to one
-with the dragoon's moustache that her mother so greatly admired.
-
-"Now, Carl, you drive along this road to the left," said Mrs. Lambert.
-"It's all changed very little. I remember that rock, _perfectly!_ And we
-can lead Dinah off from the road and hitch her to a tree. And here we
-all get out."
-
-So out they got, and Carl tied Dinah to a tree, while his sisters took
-the impedimenta out of the wagon. Mrs. Lambert holding a twin with each
-hand, lead the way along a shady path that skirted the bank of a
-meandering stream. The shadow of a grove of trees lay over the long
-grass; on each side of the stream stretched meadows colored with patches
-of golden-rod, and red pepper-grass; in the apple-trees the fruit was
-already bright red among the green leaves; the sun was warm, and the
-wind caressing.
-
-"This is the very place--these are the very trees," said Mrs. Lambert.
-"And now we shall all have lunch,"--this in a brisk, practical voice,
-for notwithstanding her romantic memories, Mrs. Lambert was hungry.
-
-Elise spread a white cloth out on the grass, weighting it at the corners
-with three large stones and "The Vicar of Wakefield." Carl went to put
-the bottles of loganberry juice in the stream to cool, and the others
-unloaded the hamper. Then they all sat down to eat. And when they had
-eaten all they wanted--that is, until there was nothing left to
-want--Aunt Gertrude took a book, pretending that she was going to read,
-and went to sleep, Elise took her sewing--pretending that she was going
-to be industrious, when she was really going to sit and dream--the
-twins, took off their shoes and stockings, and made for the shallow
-stream like a pair of ducks; Carl, who had recently acquired some
-enthusiasm for natural history, began to look around for specimens of
-the local flora and fauna--in the shape of mulberry leaves, and spiders,
-and Jane rambled off to see what she could see.
-
-With her hands clasped behind her, she wandered through the trees,
-sometimes stopping to smell the ferns that grew in the moist rocks. At
-length she reached the edge of the little wood, where the stream, as if
-it had been playing a game with her, chuckled pleasantly at having
-appeared where she had not expected to find it. Again, on the opposite
-bank was the meadow, where now a few brown cows were to be seen in the
-distance, placidly munching the grass.
-
-But it was not the cows that interested Jane at that moment; her
-curiosity was piqued immediately by a certain peculiar figure under an
-oak-tree on the far side of the stream.
-
-This figure was seated on a little camp stool, beneath a green
-umbrella--as if the oak tree did _not_ come up to the mark in furnishing
-the amount of shade required.
-
-"What _can_ he be doing?" wondered Jane. The odd character had his back
-to her so that she could not make out exactly what his occupation was,
-and therefore left her no alternative but that of picking her way across
-the stream on the stones, and ascertaining his business for herself.
-
-As she approached him her wonder grew. He wore a suit of black and white
-checks, an emerald-hued necktie of such proportions that the loops of
-the bow were visible even from Jane's inconvenient angle of sight. But
-most remarkable of all, was his hat. It was such a hat as, once seen,
-would leave an indelible impression, and yet defied all description. It
-can only be said that it was large--extremely large--that it was of
-straw, and that it was ornamented with a scarf of a rich and vivid
-green. But the jaunty freedom of its lines, the expression of its broad
-and supple brim--these were the individualities that distinguished it
-from all the other hats ever made by the hand of man.
-
-After a moment or two Jane made out what he was doing. He was painting a
-picture. In front of him was a small easel, and on the easel was a small
-canvas, and on the canvas was a bewildering blur of colors. On his thumb
-he supported a huge palette.
-
-It occurred to Jane that this fellow craftsman of Paul might have heard
-of her cousin, and in any event his occupation interested her. She drew
-nearer, until she was close enough to watch the airy strokes of his
-brushes which he selected from time to time from a large bunch, much as
-a golfer selects his clubs.
-
-Presently, evidently hearing some motion on the grass behind him, the
-artist looked around and saw her. At once he sprang up, doffing his
-wonderful hat.
-
-"Ah! How do you do?"
-
-Jane stared at him, and then said, with dignity,
-
-"How do you do? Am I disturbing you?"
-
-"Not at all! _Not_ at all."
-
-"Can I watch you?"
-
-"I shall be delighted; though I fear that your interest will be ill
-repaid," he said modestly. "I am, as you see, endeavoring to render my
-impressions of the beauty and tranquillity of this charming scene. Ah,
-Nature! Nature! there is nothing like Nature, my dear young lady,--you
-may take my word for it. I am a great worshipper of Nature--I wear her
-colors like a true knight!" And he pointed to the scarf around the crown
-of his hat, which, as has been said, was of a green that was surely
-never to be met with on land or sea. He resumed his seat on the little
-camp stool, under the green umbrella--also, let it be observed, of
-Nature's hue--and Jane, whose curiosity had been much piqued by this odd
-little man, settled herself sociably on a hillock. He set to work again,
-this time using certain self-conscious little mannerisms, throwing his
-head on one side, thrusting out his underlip, pondering over his
-palette, and then holding up one finger, saying briskly, "Ah-ha! Now
-I've got it!" and impetuously dashing a blob of paint onto the meek
-canvas, which seemed to have had already far more trouble than it
-deserved.
-
-Jane looked at him intently. He was a little man, of twenty-six or
-seven, with a rosy face, a pug nose, and bright blue eyes, like pieces
-of Dutch china. His straw colored hair was combed down on his forehead,
-curled slightly around his ears, and grew down the nape of his neck. He
-wore a tiny moustache, which seemed to have no kinship with either his
-hair or his eyebrows, for where these last were almost flaxen, the stiff
-fringe on his upper lip was as red as rust. Yet he was a pleasant
-looking young man; the simplicity and earnestness of his expression,
-even his frank satisfaction with himself, made one like him in spite of
-all his absurdities.
-
-"Now, you're putting in the cows, aren't you?" inquired Jane,
-respectfully.
-
-"Yes, indeed. I am going to put in three cows--three is rather a
-symbolic number, you know. Faith, Hope and Charity--Good, Better, Best,
-so--so many things run in threes. I should like to suggest the number
-Three to the spectator--in fact, that's really what I'm driving at."
-
-It seemed a quaint idea to Jane, but original.
-
-"Do you--do you live in Frederickstown?" she ventured, presently.
-
-"No. I regret to say that I am not a native of these delightful
-environs," said he, "I am a bird of passage." He looked at her
-thoughtfully as he repeated this definition of himself, evidently
-wondering how she liked "birds of passage."
-
-"You mean you don't live anywhere?"
-
-"Just that. All Nature is my home--the trees, the rocks--"
-
-"You _live_ in trees and rocks?" gasped Jane, looking at his dapper
-little suit, and wondering how it withstood the strain of such habits.
-
-"Figuratively speaking. I confess that at times I inhabit--hotels.
-Deplorable as such necessity is, still it exists."
-
-"Yes," said Jane, who did not understand why such a necessity should be
-particularly deplorable, "of course."
-
-The little man looked at her, and then in a confidential tone, remarked,
-
-"I am an enemy to Civilization, Look! Look about you! These noble trees,
-this grassy meadow, that purling stream--all are doomed, my dear young
-lady. Have you ever thought of that? Civilization will overtake this
-natural Paradise--the factory will rise, the stony arms of the City will
-crush out the fresh beauty of the flowering mead--even these cows are
-slightly civilized already." And a look of discontent overshadowed his
-cheerful, rosy face, as he gazed at the peaceful animals munching the
-grass under some distant willow trees.
-
-Just at that moment a series of shrill cries rent the air. Jane sprang
-up. There could be no doubt that they came from the spot where she had
-left her family. She darted past the little artist, flew along the bank
-of the stream, and finally reached the scene of the commotion; though
-she was forced to view it from the opposite bank.
-
-This is what had happened: Mrs Lambert, as has been said, had gone to
-sleep, and, while Elise had been sitting quietly, with a book in her
-lap, a large, black cow had ambled up behind her, and in the friendliest
-way in the world had thrust its head over her shoulder. Elise had
-promptly screamed; Mrs. Lambert, waking suddenly and seeing the cow, had
-screamed also, and then the twins, making mudpies down by the water's
-edge, had added their shrieks to the general uproar. Elise, losing her
-presence of mind, had started to run, whereupon, after a moment's
-thought, the cow had followed her.
-
-"One moment! Allow me!" cried a voice behind Jane. "Ladies, be calm!"
-And the dapper little figure of "Nature's Knight" sprang forward, hopped
-nimbly across the stepping stones of the stream, clambered up the muddy
-bank, and clutching the green umbrella, flew to Elise's rescue.
-
-He ran around in front of the cow, shouting loudly, recklessly drawing
-all the attention of the astounded animal upon himself. By this time the
-whole family had collected to watch the proceedings. Carl was chuckling.
-Mrs. Lambert was half-weeping, half-laughing, and wringing her hands all
-at once. Jane, open-mouthed, followed all the extraordinary actions of
-the rescuer, who, making the strangest sounds in his throat, waving his
-green umbrella, appeared to be trying to mesmerize the bewildered cow.
-
-But singular as his methods were, the stranger actually succeeded in
-coaxing the animal away from Elise, and then began to shoo it across the
-field, with such energy and determination that presently it began to
-trot and then to gallop until it had vanished out of sight around the
-edge of the woods.
-
-Elise, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, and looking rather foolish,
-got down from the fence to which she was clinging in desperation, and
-timidly thanked the young man, who had again removed his hat with
-something of the flourish of an acrobat.
-
-"You aren't hurt?" cried Mrs. Lambert, rushing to her daughter. "Oh, my
-dear, I really don't think there was any danger at all--I'm sure that
-was quite a dear old cow--that is,--I don't mean that it wasn't
-extremely kind of you, sir, and I'm sure we are all _very_ grateful to
-you--"
-
-"Madam, I was fortunate to have this opportunity of serving you," said
-the young gentleman, grandiloquently, and then turning to Elise, he
-added, with deep concern, "I trust that _you_ feel no ill effects from
-this unpleasant adventure--"
-
-"Oh, no--no, indeed, thank you." Elise, being very self-conscious,
-blushed, and looked at her mother as if asking what she should say next.
-
-"Won't you rest for a moment, sir?" said Mrs. Lambert, "and have
-something cooling to drink? Carl, my dear, aren't there one or two more
-bottles of loganberry down in the stream?" And then turning again to the
-stranger, who listened very willingly to her invitation to refreshment,
-she asked him if she might know his name.
-
-"My name, Madam?" he looked around at them all as if to assure himself
-that they were quite prepared for anything that might follow. "My name
-is Montgomery,--P. Hyacinth Montgomery!" No one turned a hair. Mrs.
-Lambert then told him her name, and that of each member of her family,
-and then they all sat down, under the tree.
-
-Very soon all constraint between the Lambert's and Mr. Montgomery had
-quite disappeared. He was an adaptable, sociable person, and with all
-his eccentricities and absurdities, had a certain air of wistfulness
-that touched Mrs. Lambert. He did not seem at all loath to talk about
-himself, especially about his feelings; and the only thing he touched on
-rather vaguely was the matter of his native section of the country.
-
-He was in "these environs" only temporarily, he said, and was lodging at
-the Red Fox Hotel, between Frederickstown and Goldsboro.
-
-"Why, then," said Mrs. Lambert, "we can take you part way home, if you
-are ready to start soon. We are going in the same direction."
-
-She could not tell what it was about Mr. Montgomery that seemed to her
-pathetic, but whatever it was it inspired the kindly woman to be cordial
-and friendly to the odd little man. He accepted her offer eagerly, and
-Jane fancied that as he did so he looked timidly at Elise.
-
-While the others were packing up various odds and ends into the picnic
-basket, he ran off to collect his own possessions which he had left
-under the oak tree up the stream.
-
-"He's a queer duck," remarked Carl, carefully sorting out his specimens
-of plant and animal life.
-
-"Can _I_ have a hat with a green thcarf?" demanded Lottie.
-
-"I'll borrow his suit to play chess on," added Carl.
-
-"Hush! Carl,--don't make fun of him," said Mrs. Lambert, smiling in
-spite of herself. "He seems to be a very good-hearted young man. Here he
-comes now."
-
-All flushed and panting, Hyacinth appeared with his numerous burdens;
-but notwithstanding the fact that he was laden like a camel with his
-box, and stool and easel and umbrella, he insisted upon carrying Elise's
-books, and even offered to manage the basket _somehow_.
-
-Just why, each and every one of the Lamberts felt a distinct liking for
-the ridiculous P. Hyacinth it would be hard to say, yet that they did
-was evident. And on his part, he seemed upon half an hour's acquaintance
-to feel as much at home with them all as if he had known them all his
-life.
-
-As they rumbled and bounced back to town he chattered happily and
-confidingly to them all, but for Elise he reserved some of his choicest
-thoughts on the beauties of nature.
-
-"Yes," said Mrs. Lambert, when he had finally parted from them at the
-road that led off in a short cut to Goldsboro, after assuring them that
-he hoped for nothing more ardently than to renew his acquaintance with
-them, "a very nice young man, indeed. Where a good heart is so plainly
-beneath it one can forgive a small matter like a checker board
-waistcoat."
-
-Elise meantime had been thinking over not the checker-board waistcoat
-but the orange-colored moustache,
-
-"But it was certainly very brave of him to frighten that bull away," she
-remarked, half as if to herself. Carl shouted.
-
-"A bull! You mean one poor old cow!"
-
-Elise undisturbed by this interruption, added again in a tone as if she
-were arguing out his faults and virtues with herself,
-
-"And even if his moustache _was_ queer, he--he had a very nice
-complexion." Then realizing that Jane had overheard this remark, she
-blushed a vivid pink, pretended to be looking for her work bag, and then
-asked, coldly,
-
-"What are you laughing at, Janey?"
-
-"I?" said Jane innocently; "_I_ wasn't laughing. Gracious! I wasn't
-_laughing_."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI--A FAMILY MATTER
-
-
-The appearances of Mr. P. Hyacinth Montgomery at the Bakery became very
-frequent. His devotion to the family increased so rapidly that in a
-little while, not a day passed without his calling to inquire
-solicitously for the health of all, to talk to Aunt Gertrude, present a
-bouquet of wild flowers to Granny (who always had to have them taken out
-of her room because they made her sneeze), and play with the twins like
-an affectionate uncle.
-
-One day, having noticed the sign on the Bakeshop window, evidently for
-the first time, he inquired how the name there happened to be "Winkler,"
-when the family name was "Lambert." He showed so much interest in the
-matter that Mrs. Lambert, flattered, gave him a short history of the
-family, to which he listened thoughtfully, once murmuring something
-about "coincidence."
-
-"A quaint history," he remarked.
-
-No member of the household was so blind as not to notice the preference
-that Mr. Montgomery showed for the society of Miss Elise, nor her
-tell-tale bashfulness when he plucked up sufficient courage to address
-her. But Mr. Lambert so plainly disapproved of the young man that not
-even his wife dared to open any discussion on the subject with him, for
-fear that a violent explosion would result. The old merchant maintained
-a stolid silence which all the pathetic efforts of Mr. Montgomery were
-powerless to thaw; though now and then Mr. Lambert was inspired to break
-it himself in order to utter sarcasms that reduced the poor young man to
-the last stage of discomfort and despair, and frequently caused Elise to
-weep bitterly in the solitude of her little bedroom. At the same time,
-she found something rather agreeable to her romantic taste in this role
-of unhappy love-lorn maiden.
-
-"You are enjoying a great deal of leisure, Mr. Montgomery," Mr. Lambert
-remarked one evening, looking at the writhing youth over his spectacles.
-"Is it a vacation--or a habit?"
-
-P. Hyacinth smiled uncertainly, with a beseeching expression in his
-large blue eyes.
-
-"Neither a vacation--nor yet exactly a--a habit, sir. I--I have my own
-philosophy of life, as you might say--"
-
-"Ah!--a rather expensive one, I _do_ say," interrupted Mr. Lambert. "You
-are fortunate to be able to afford your philosophy. You expect to remain
-for long in these parts?"
-
-"Not _very_ long--that is, I--my plans are not definite."
-
-"My wife has given me to understand that you are--an _artist_?" Mr.
-Lambert observed in a tone that almost overcame the miserable Hyacinth.
-
-"Not really--that is--with me, sir, Art is an--an avocation, as you
-might say--"
-
-"Ah! And what might your _vo_cation be?"
-
-Mr. Montgomery waved his hand.
-
-"That, sir, is inconstant, variable."
-
-"I am not surprised that it _is_," remarked Mr. Lambert, and after that,
-he withdrew into his shell of icy silence, evidently waiting for further
-developments before he expressed his opinion of P. Hyacinth still more
-plainly.
-
-In Jane, Elise found a highly sympathetic confidante, but even Jane was
-prompted to ask frankly,
-
-"But what does he do, Elise? Does he sell his pictures?"
-
-"He does," cried Elise. "He's sold _three_! He did a perfectly lovely
-design once for a stationer's advertising calendar--it was a picture of
-a girl, he said, with a lot of red roses in her arms. And he did a
-picture of some wild animals for a sportsman's den."
-
-"And what was the other one?"
-
-"I--he didn't tell me. We started to talk of something else. Oh, Jane,
-are you going to be horrid about him, too?" cried Elise, suddenly
-bursting into tears. Then, having grown quite artful where any defense
-of her suitor was necessary, she added, "Paul was an artist, and you
-didn't laugh at _him_!" To Jane it seemed hardly worth while to point
-out what appeared to her to be the many differences between Paul and Mr.
-Montgomery. So she disregarded Elise's challenge, and putting both arms
-around her sister, said half-laughing,
-
-"You know I'm not going to be horrid about him. I like him very much."
-
-"Do you really, Janey?" asked Elise, brightening. "Oh, Jane you can't
-imagine how unselfish he is. He--he said he'd give up everything for me.
-He said he'd break stones in a quarry--boo--hoo!" And here Elise again
-dissolved into tears.
-
-"Well, he won't, dear," said Jane comfortingly, "I mean--that is--he
-probably won't have to. There are so many other things that he could do,
-you see. What else did he say?"
-
-"What else? Oh, well--not very much," answered Elise, blushing, and
-beginning to dimple. "He said that--he--he'd have to have a talk with
-father."
-
-"Good gracious! Then he--oh, Elise!"
-
-"Only he's _so_ afraid of Papa. Of course, Janey, you must understand
-that Mr. Montgomery hasn't--you know--hasn't--that is, I know he likes
-me, but he hasn't said so. He says he can't, until he's talked to Papa;
-he says that wouldn't be honorable. And Papa won't give him a chance!"
-And once more, Elise began to weep gently.
-
-"Don't cry, Elise darling--father _will_ give him a chance," said Jane;
-but these words of comfort only elicited sobs from Elise.
-
-"That's what I'm afraid of!" she wailed disconsolately.
-
-This state of affairs seemed hopelessly complicated to Jane. It had no
-points in common with the romance of Lily and Mr. Sheridan, and in this
-fact Elise found a certain melancholy satisfaction. Elise of course kept
-Lily well-posted on the details of her own affair of the heart, and
-unconsciously assumed a certain superiority in recounting and describing
-her difficulties that almost irritated the sweet tempered and
-sympathetic Lily.
-
-"_I_ was very unhappy, too," said Lily; but Elise shook her head as if
-to say, "What opposition did _you_ meet with?"
-
-Jane simply looked on, vastly interested in this new development of
-domestic happenings, but exceedingly dubious as to the outcome. Mrs.
-Lambert was, of course, deeply sympathetic with her daughter, and Mr.
-Lambert feeling that there was a conspiracy among the feminine members
-of the household to overcome his objections, became more than adamantine
-in his silence.
-
-So matters stood one warm evening, when, notwithstanding the date the
-summer still lingered on, perhaps from sheer curiosity to know how the
-problem was going to be solved.
-
-Jane, with a book in her lap, was sitting at her window, not reading,
-for the light was fading out of the sky, and she was unwilling to light
-her lamp, so lovely were these last twilight moments of that mild autumn
-day.
-
-Presently, hearing voices in the garden, she thrust her curly head out
-of the window.
-
-Elise was sitting on the green bench against the wall; in front of her
-stood Mr. Montgomery, who, judging from the open gate, had just made his
-appearance. He held his hat in his hand, but Jane, accustomed to having
-her attention caught by the green scarf upon it, now noticed with
-surprise that the green scarf had been replaced by a black one. Now,
-what might be the significance of that? Mr. Montgomery's tow-colored
-hair was slightly disordered, giving yet another reason for one's
-believing that he was in distress of some sort.
-
-"Poor little man, what _can_ be the matter?" wondered Jane, and she
-leaned a little farther out so that she could hear some of the
-conversation.
-
-"No, dear Miss Lambert--I feel that I must go," he was saying in
-sincerely miserable accents. "You cannot--I must not flatter myself that
-you _can_ feel what this parting means to me. Indeed, desiring your
-happiness above all things, I earnestly hope that you are untouched by
-_my_ wretchedness! I have come to-night to say farewell to you and your
-charming family for whom I could not feel a deeper affection were it my
-own."
-
-"Oh, Mr. Montgomery--surely you don't mean that you are going for good?"
-cried Elise.
-
-He drew a heavy sigh. And then, letting his head droop pathetically,
-said,
-
-"Miss Lambert, that must be for you to decide. And yet I cannot allow
-you--even though my dearest hopes were to be realized thereby--to make
-any decision. Miss Lambert, I think you may have guessed my feelings.
-How deep and sincere they are I can only prove by my readiness to
-disregard them. In short, dear Miss Lambert, I feel my unworthiness to
-aspire to the happiness--" here he swallowed his words completely so
-that Jane found it impossible to make out what he was saying.
-
-"But where are you going, Mr. Montgomery?" stammered Elise, evidently on
-the point of tears again. Her concern and emotion affected P. Hyacinth
-deeply and rapidly. Taking a step closer to her, he looked into her
-eyes;
-
-"Are these tears, Miss Lambert--Elise? Is it possible that my departure
-is not wholly indifferent to you?" he cried, casting his hat recklessly
-on the ground and seizing both her hands.
-
-"Oh, Mr. Montgomery, you know--that it is not," murmured Elise, freeing
-one hand in order to dry her eyes.
-
-"Then," declared Hyacinth heroically, "I shall--I shall seek an
-interview with your parent to-night--"
-
-"You may have an interview immediately, if you want," announced a bass
-voice from the dining-room doorway.
-
-"Jiminy!" gasped Jane, drawing herself back from the window.
-
-The two young people started as if a cannon had exploded beside them.
-Mr. Montgomery, minus at least three shades of his rosy color, drew
-himself up, and breathed a deep breath. His knees were quaking; yet it
-was not without an air of real dignity that he prepared to brave the old
-lion.
-
-"Wait here, Elise. I think I had better see your father a--alone."
-
-"Not at all," said Mr. Lambert again raising his terrifying tones,
-"Elise, I wish you to step in here, too."
-
-Instinctively, Elise clung to Hyacinth's hand, and like the babes in the
-wood, they slowly walked into the dining room.
-
-Mr. Lambert was seated at his desk; and the light coming in through the
-window shone upon his glasses so that neither of the quailing young
-people could quite see his eyes. There was a ferocious frown between his
-bristling grey eyebrows.
-
-"Mr. Montgomery, I heard some of the remarks you were making to my
-daughter. I also heard you say that you wanted to see me. I am willing
-to listen to anything you have to say--provided that you come to the
-point _quickly_!" He brought out the last word so sharply that poor
-Hyacinth gasped as if he had been struck by a high wind.
-
-"Yes, sir," he managed to articulate, faintly; and after this effort
-seemed unable to utter a sound.
-
-"Well?" said Mr. Lambert. "Proceed."
-
-Hyacinth squared his shoulder.
-
-"Mr. Lambert--sir--I--er--I--"
-
-"Do you wish to marry my daughter?"
-
-"Yes, sir. Exactly."
-
-"Then why don't you say so?"
-
-"I _do_ say so, sir."
-
-"And you wish to ask my permission?"
-
-"Yes, sir--just so. I _do_ ask your permission."
-
-"Well, sir," said Mr. Lambert, removing his spectacles, and polishing
-them slowly on his handkerchief. "It is _not_ granted."
-
-Here Elise began to weep, but disregarding her distress, Mr. Lambert
-continued,
-
-"And I should advise you, sir, to keep to that very excellent plan of
-yours to depart, at once."
-
-Notwithstanding the grim look around Mr. Lambert's mouth, Hyacinth held
-his ground heroically.
-
-"Sir, I love your daughter. I think I have a right to ask you why you
-object to me as a son-in-law."
-
-Mr. Lambert turned upon him slowly in his swivel chair, eyed him gravely
-from head to foot, and then said,
-
-"Yes. Quite so. You have such a right. Very well, then,--I object to
-your clothes, to begin with."
-
-"Sir," said Hyacinth, turning a deep pink, "they can be--changed."
-
-"No doubt," said Mr. Lambert. "In the second place I object to your
-profession,--if you are pleased to call it such."
-
-"You object to my being an interpreter of nature--an artist, sir?"
-stammered Hyacinth. "Surely sir--however that too can be changed." And
-he bowed his head submissively. "In fact, sir," he added with an
-ingenuous expression, "I shall be quite willing to change it."
-
-"Ah," said Mr. Lambert. "Well, my dear sir," a slightly sarcastic smile
-illumined his rugged features for a moment, and he rose as if he were
-about to finish off the matter, with his final objection, "well, my dear
-sir, lastly, I don't like your name. Perhaps, though" (_very_
-ironically), "you can change _that_!"
-
-Hyacinth hesitated a moment, and then said pathetically,
-
-"Don't you really like it, sir?"
-
-"I can hardly express my feelings about it!" cried Mr. Lambert, losing
-patience. "Really, my dear sir--"
-
-"One moment, please," urged Hyacinth, "I--I _can_ change it--"
-
-"No doubt! No doubt! Perhaps you can change your skin--indeed I should
-not be surprised--"
-
-"But really, sir. Allow me to explain. I--well, it is necessary for you
-to know sir, that, very often, persons who embrace any line of artistic
-activity may desire to assume a fictitious name--"
-
-"I can easily imagine that in many cases regard for their personal
-safety would force them to it," observed Mr. Lambert, drily.
-
-"Precisely. And sir--I confess that heretofore you have known me under a
-name that--that is not my own."
-
-"Not your own!" roared Mr. Lambert. "What the deuce do you mean sir? Not
-your own! Then whose is it?"
-
-"No one's sir, believe me!" cried Hyacinth, backing away from the
-indignant old man. "I invented it, sir--"
-
-"And you mean to tell me that you have had the audacity to enjoy my
-hospitality under false pretences!--to say nothing of paying court to my
-daughter--"
-
-"Pray, sir--one moment!" implored Hyacinth, wringing his hands. "Oh,
-don't misunderstand me--"
-
-"And will you have the goodness to tell me, sir, at once, _what_ and
-_who_ you are?" bellowed Mr. Lambert. "Come, I won't tolerate your
-insolence."
-
-"Oh, my _dear_ Mr. Lambert, don't, _don't_ be hasty. I--I don't know
-what I am. But I--"
-
-"What is your name, sir?" shouted Mr. Lambert.
-
-"My name, sir, is--Winkler. P. Hyacinth Winkler. The P. stands for
-Pol--"
-
-"Winkler!" gasped Mr. Lambert, "_Winkler_!"
-
-"Winkler!" murmured Elise, faintly.
-
-"For Polybius," continued Hyacinth, not heeding their ejaculations. "I
-will conceal nothing from you sir. The P. stands for Polybius. My
-sponsors, not I, are to be blamed--"
-
-"Winkler!" repeated Mr. Lambert.
-
-"If you are afflicted with the same sensitiveness of the auditory nerve
-that nature bestowed on me," went on Hyacinth, "you cannot doubt that
-there is something in the combination of the word Winkler with the two
-polysyllabic names preceding it, which is grating, imperfect--"
-
-"Winkler," Mr. Lambert was still repeating monotonously.
-
-"Yes, sir. I now perceive the cause of your astonishment. It is a name
-with which you have some connection--"
-
-"Will you be good enough to tell me what part of the world you are
-from?" demanded Mr. Lambert.
-
-"I was born in the state of Missouri, in the year 1895. My parents were
-people of consequence in a humble way. My father had for many years been
-the proprietor of a solid business in dyes and textiles--"
-
-"My dear sir, I don't want your biography," interrupted Mr. Lambert, but
-in a remarkably softened voice. "Your father's name was--?"
-
-"Samuel Winkler."
-
-"Samuel? And his father's?"
-
-"John."
-
-"John--Johann! By Jove!" cried Mr. Lambert. And he began to rummage in
-the drawer of his desk, bringing to light the large scroll on which was
-traced the family tree of the Winklers. Just as he had unrolled it under
-Paul's eyes, he now unrolled it again, and eagerly began to trace the
-lines of twigs and branches.
-
-"Here!" he exclaimed, "Samuel Winkler--son of the first Johann--moves to
-Missouri in 1817--two sons, Ferdinand and Johann. Ferdinand died 1824.
-Johann married, 1850--Samuel, your father, born 1857. Is that right,
-sir?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Do you realize," inquired Mr. Lambert, throwing himself back in his
-chair, "that you are the fourth or fifth cousin of my wife? That you
-are, in fact, the legal heir--or can be made so by her consent and
-yours--to this famous establishment. That, in a word sir," cried Mr.
-Lambert, growing almost too excited to speak distinctly, "if you show
-aptitude, and willingness to fit yourself to carry on this business, I
-shall withdraw all my objections to you--I will accept you as a
-son-in-law--Embrace one another, my children! Bless you a thousand
-times! Ah, Heavens! Gertrude!" And almost apoplectic with excitement,
-Mr. Lambert sprang up, and actually cutting a caper, flew to the door to
-call his wife.
-
-As a matter of fact, he had not far to look; for his roars and bellows
-had brought his entire family down to the hall outside the dining-room
-door, Jane having informed her mother of the probable nature of the
-scene going on within, and a natural concern for the well-being of the
-two victims having stirred their sympathy and anxiety.
-
-"Come in! Come in!" cried Mr. Lambert, throwing the door wide.
-"Gertrude, my dear, embrace me!" and he promptly hugged his startled
-wife. "Jane, kiss your dear sister. Gertrude, salute your son--"
-
-"But w-what--"
-
-"What? What? You ask what? He has been found!" Then suddenly, Mr.
-Lambert remembering that actually Hyacinth had not consented to the
-conditions of his acceptance at all, turned upon him abruptly.
-
-"I presume, sir, that I am right in believing that you are willing to
-lay aside all other interests, and--"
-
-Then seeing Hyacinth and Elise standing by the window, evidently quite
-oblivious to his oration, he smiled with positive benevolence.
-
-"I have found a _Winkler_, my dear wife," he said. "And this time, I
-believe," with a playful glance in the direction of the two at the
-window, "a Winkler who--"
-
-"Who will stay put," finished Jane.
-
-There was no need for much explanation, Mr. Lambert's tones during the
-interview having been of such a quality that not only the entire
-household might have heard him, but the neighbors into the bargain.
-
-And thus, as Jane had once prophesied to Paul, the incredible had
-happened--the Other Winkler was found.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII--AN HONOR TO THE FAMILY
-
-
-"And of course _I_ shall lend you my pearl pin," cried Lily, embracing
-Elise for the sixth time. "Oh, I _am_ so delighted! And to think, you
-sly girl, that you're going to be married four whole months before I
-am!"
-
-"And I," announced Dolly Webster, taking her turn at embracing the
-blushing and dimpling Elise, "_I've_ brought you a pair of blue garters.
-Annie Lee made 'em, but I sewed on the little pink roses, so they're
-from both of us. And mamma is going to give you the dearest set of tea
-cups--though that's a secret. I _never_ was so surprised at anything in
-my life!"
-
-"And your fiance is charming," added Amelia, "_so_ interesting. Now, do
-let me look at all these pretty things you are making."
-
-"Well, I want to hear more about all this," said Annie Lee, sitting
-down, and taking off her rain-soaked hat. "Here, my dear, give me some
-of your sewing to do. You must be rushed to death."
-
-"I _am_ rushed--but everyone has been helping. The house is simply
-upside down," said Elise. "Just look at this room! I don't know how
-we're going to get everything straightened out for the wedding. Papa
-insists that we must have a big party here afterwards, but where in the
-world we'll find room to move I don't know."
-
-Indeed, since the events recorded in the last chapter, the gentle
-routine of the Lambert's family life had been unhinged at its very
-foundations. Everyone knows that the prospect of a wedding has a
-thoroughly disturbing influence, and during the weeks of trousseau
-making, and festivity-planning, Mr. Lambert's rules of law and order
-were freely and boldly disregarded.
-
-The wedding date was set for early winter,--to this suggestion, Mr.
-Lambert had given a ready consent, being anxious to have his son-in-law
-firmly attached to the household and his duties as soon as possible, and
-the domestic machinery moving once again with its customary smoothness.
-At the same time the old merchant desired to have his daughter's
-marriage do him credit. He discussed the preparations fussily; he made
-decisions and redecisions on the household articles and heirlooms which
-should go to his daughter on her marriage; he even had his opinions on
-the bride's dress. One evening he called her down and presented her with
-an ancient silver chain, set with curious, embossed medallions, which
-had belonged to his own grandmother--"Now I have the 'something
-old,'"--Elise said, as she showed it proudly to her friends--: another
-time, on his return from a trip to Allenboro, he brought her a pair of
-tiny blue silk slippers, so small that no woman of the modern generation
-could possibly have pressed her feet into them. Altogether, his
-satisfaction was so profound that at times he was positively kittenish,
-and teased the young lovers with elephantine playfulness. He no longer
-saw in his prospective son-in-law and distant relative those
-eccentricities that had annoyed him so excessively. He called Hyacinth,
-Polybius--a name, which in his opinion had classic dignity--and treated
-him with a solemn regard that disconcerted the young man even more than
-his former sarcasm.
-
-Everyone was pleased. Letters of a most friendly and cousinly nature had
-been exchanged with the family of the bridegroom who did not hesitate to
-express very frankly their surprise and delight in that young man's
-unlooked for good sense in choosing the bride he had, and in preparing
-to lay aside his artistic whimsies in favor of a solid and thriving
-business.
-
-Hyacinth had been exhibited to all the Lamberts' neighbors; he had been
-approved and congratulated. Frederickstown received him amiably into its
-midst. He had bought a calm, dark blue suit, and was growing a small
-beard to give some air of age and authority to his rosy, youthful face.
-He spent much of his time at the warehouse with Mr. Lambert where he sat
-and listened gravely to the talk of the other merchants, spoke rarely,
-but always with a judicious, reflective manner, which was positively
-impressive.
-
-"A fine young man, who'll be a credit to you, Mr. Lambert, and as good a
-husband as any young lady could wish," was the general opinion of the
-new Winkler.
-
-He had been admitted to the secrets of the Bakery, and here his talents
-shone. Here he proved his claim to his descent, exhibiting a genius for
-cake-making that might in time rival that of old Johann himself. He had
-already invented three new recipes; and so great was his enthusiasm that
-he actually sat up at night thinking out new mixtures. He had found the
-natural outlet for his creative instinct, and his whole soul was
-possessed with an ardor for increasing the name and fame of his house.
-
-But it was not without a slight shadow of resentment that Jane, although
-she was sincerely fond of her future brother-in-law, saw him usurping
-the place that had been Paul's. Now Paul seemed to be entirely
-forgotten; his place was filled; in the flurry of preparations even Aunt
-Gertrude did not have a thought to spare for him. It was as if he were
-no longer a member of the family at all, as if his life and theirs had
-no connection. How could they feel that way, Jane wondered indignantly.
-And to cap all, she had heard no news of the fate of the picture. She
-was bitterly disappointed, for even while she had tried to pretend that
-she had no reason to hope for much, she had really been building all
-sorts of delightful imaginings on her unshakable belief that it _would_
-win a prize.
-
-But Jane was too entirely feminine not to be diverted, and greatly
-absorbed by the plans for the wedding; and on that rainy, windy
-afternoon, she busily pricked her fingers trying to make tiny stitches
-in the pretty, simple lingerie that she was helping Elise to make, and
-listened eagerly to the chattering of the other girls who were all
-talking and asking questions at once.
-
-The brisk, kindly Annie Lee promptly fitted a thimble on her finger and
-took up the piece of muslin that Elise had been hemming. The two engaged
-ladies exchanged open confidences for the benefit of all, while Dolly
-sat by munching chocolates from the box of candies that she herself had
-brought as an offering to the bride-to-be.
-
-"Now, do tell about the wedding," she said, giving a bounce of
-anticipation. "Have you started on your dress?"
-
-"Oh, yes--and Granny has given me a lovely piece of lace. Wait, I'll
-show you. Janey, dear, will you go and put the kettle on, and I'll make
-some tea in a little--you dear girls have gotten soaked coming to see
-me."
-
-Then the half-finished wedding dress was taken out of its box, and held
-so high that its immaculate cream-colored flounces should not touch the
-floor.
-
-"It was mother's," Elise explained. "And I'm just altering it a little,
-so it will not look very old fashioned--but I can't bear to change it,
-and I think it's lovely as it is."
-
-"It's _delicious_!" cried Lily.
-
-"I wouldn't _think_ of changing it," said Annie Lee. "Why that's just
-the style that suits you. You'll look lovely!"
-
-"I suppose it was once white," said Amelia, "but still, that cream-color
-is very nice--though a pure white would be more to my taste."
-
-"What are you talking about, Amelia--that old ivory shade is a
-_thousand_ times nicer than dead white. Hold it up against you, Lisa."
-
-Aunt Gertrude's wedding dress was made of silk, with a tight little
-bodice and a huge skirt, brave with flounces and gathers; and above its
-mellow ivory-colored tones Elise's flaxen hair shone like gold. Lily,
-Dolly and Annie Lee were loud in their raptures over her plump, blooming
-prettiness, but Amelia looked on with a rather strained smile.
-
-"Now, put it back in the box, or you'll soil it," said Annie Lee. "And
-_I_ shall help Janey with the tea; you can't do half a dozen things at
-once."
-
-Over the tea-cups these feminine tongues rattled on still more
-exuberantly. Amelia drew attention to the probable differences in the
-futures of the two brides-to-be, and wondered which would be the
-happier, then Annie Lee began to tease her about some imaginary suitor
-whom she declared was languishing for Amelia.
-
-"What nonsense! What are you saying? Whoever heard of such a thing!"
-cried Amelia, but she was immensely pleased, and put on a mysterious
-expression meant to convey to them that there was more truth in their
-pleasantries than they were aware of.
-
-"Tell me," she said, presently, with a lively air, "what has become of
-that delightful cousin of yours?"
-
-"You mean Paul?" inquired Jane, looking up stolidly enough, but with a
-grin twitching at the corners of her lips.
-
-"Yes. I met him out at your dance last winter, Dolly," said Amelia, "and
-he was really charming to me. We had many dances together--such an
-interesting boy!"
-
-Even Elise bent her head to conceal a smile at the mention of the "many
-dances" Paul and Amelia had had together. She had heard Paul's account
-of that pleasure.
-
-"Why, Amelia! did you set your cap at Paul? I'm surprised at you. And he
-was only a child!"
-
-"Dear me--how can you say such things, Elise," cried Amelia coyly. "I--"
-
-"I wish I could tell him that you asked about him," added Elise, "I know
-it would make him very happy."
-
-"Nonsense! I'm sure he wouldn't care in the least! But tell me what has
-become of him."
-
-"He went away last month--or six weeks ago," said Elise, briefly,
-glancing at Jane. "Isn't that Papa just coming in, Janey? It must be
-after five."
-
-"After five!" cried Lily, "then I have to run, dear. Mamma didn't want
-me to come at all in this rain--"
-
-"We've got to go too, so we'll take you home, Lily," said Annie Lee.
-"Come along, Amelia. We may drop in to-morrow, Lisa, and Mama says that
-if you want any extra sewing done that Roxie can do it easily."
-
-Mr. Lambert entered the dining room just after the four girls had gone.
-There was a peculiar expression on his face--a mixture of annoyance,
-pleasure and pride, and he seemed to take no notice of the disorder of
-the room as he kissed his two daughters, and asked them to give him a
-cup of tea.
-
-"And, Jane, call your mother. Where is Carl?"
-
-"I think he came in just a moment ago, father. He has been out walking."
-
-"Well, well. Well, I've got a piece of news--quite a piece of news, I
-must say." Still, he seemed in no hurry to part with it, and Jane and
-Elise were left to exchange inquiring glances behind his back, until
-Mrs. Lambert and Carl had obeyed the summons of the master of the house.
-
-"And what is this piece of news, Peter?" asked his wife, at length. They
-all looked up at him, as he stood in front of the fire, drinking his
-tea.
-
-"Well, I must say I am very much surprised. And yet not so much
-surprised either. I had an idea that there was something in the boy, and
-that was one reason I wanted to let him have his own rope for a while--"
-
-"Daddy!" cried Jane, springing up, "is it about _Paul_?"
-
-Mrs. Lambert looked at her with a little frown and a shake of the head,
-but Jane did not see these warning signs.
-
-"Why, yes," said Mr. Lambert, smoothing his beard. "The boy, it seems
-won a third prize in that competition. I found the letter in the mail
-that was left at my office--"
-
-"Daddy!" shrieked Jane. "Oh, let me see! It isn't--it can't be true--"
-
-"Don't yell like that, Jane!" admonished Carl.
-
-"I will--I _must_ yell! Oh, mother, darling, isn't it--"
-
-"Sh, Janey! Of course it is wonderful news--"
-
-"But Paul doesn't know anything about it. Oh, Daddy, where is he? Why
-he--" "_I_ don't see how it could be--since his picture was burnt up,"
-observed Carl. This fact had so far not occurred to anyone.
-
-"That's true!" exclaimed Mr. Lambert. "Do you imagine that there is a
-mistake after all?" And his face fell slightly. He was inordinately
-proud of the honor that had redounded to the family from his discredited
-nephew's achievement.
-
-"No, _no_! There's no mistake!" cried Jane. "It wasn't the burnt
-picture--it was the other one--the one he did on top of the flour
-barrel. Don't you remember, Mummy?"
-
-"How do _you_ know?"
-
-"Why, because I sent it off. After Paul had gone--and he doesn't know
-_anything_!"
-
-"Well, well--the boy must learn of this, somehow," said Mr. Lambert. "It
-was absurd of him to fly off in a temper as he did--but that's the way
-of young people. Gertrude, my dear, I think it would be quite proper to
-have a notice of this inserted in the _Frederickstown Star_. In fact, I
-dropped by on my way home this evening, and told Jim Braintree about it,
-and he's putting it in on the front page to-morrow. 'Well,' he said to
-me, 'I certainly must congratulate you, Peter Lambert.' The prize by the
-way was seventy-five dollars. Not bad for a youngster--by Jove!
-Frederickstown will have reason to boast of this family for a good many
-years to come, _I'm_ thinking!" And the worthy old man swelled almost
-visibly with pride, as if in some way he was entirely responsible for
-the new honor that had been bestowed upon his house.
-
-In fact, not even Jane herself was more delighted than her father who
-less than a year before had angrily consigned the prize-winning picture
-to dust and oblivion behind his desk.
-
-But it was all very well to say that Paul must learn of his success.
-Where was he? For all that they knew, for all that anyone knew, he might
-at that very moment have been once again on the ocean, or in New Zealand
-or Timbuctoo. This sad possibility somewhat dampened Jane's boundless,
-blissful rapture; and yet she declared stoutly that she had a feeling in
-her bones that Paul was coming back--
-
-"And if he does come back, Daddy," she asked timidly, "will you--will it
-be all right?"
-
-"I haven't the slightest doubt that as soon as he gets over his little
-fit of temper, he will return," replied Mr. Lambert. "He must be running
-short of money now, indeed--"
-
-"_That_ won't bring him back!" interrupted Jane.
-
-"Well, well, I am sure that he will feel--I am sure that he will
-realize--that he has acted very impetuously--and--and will do the
-sensible thing," said Mr. Lambert a trifle impatiently. "And now, Jane,
-will you bring me my slippers!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII--THE WANDERER COMES HOME
-
-
-The weeks which seemed so long to Elise and Hyacinth, and so desperately
-crowded to Aunt Gertrude (who was quite as excited and flustered as if
-she were going to be married herself) _we_ can skip over at will. It is
-enough to say that within them the old house underwent such a cleaning
-and scrubbing and furbishing up as it had not known in five and twenty
-years. Mr. Lambert talked of building a new wing for the newly married
-couple. The floors were scrubbed and freshly oiled, the brass and pewter
-was polished until the antique household wares fairly winked at you
-through the glass doors of the cupboards. The woodwork was rubbed until
-it shone like satin; fresh curtains went up at the windows, carpets were
-beaten, the front door and the window frames received a fine new coat of
-green paint, and Mr. Lambert himself put on a new latch to the door of
-the Bakery. And when these wonders had been accomplished, Aunt Gertrude
-entrusted the proprietorship of the Bakery to Hyacinth and Anna, and
-solemnly shut herself up to make the wedding cake. It was to be such a
-wedding cake as Frederickstown had never seen before--a mammoth
-delicacy, destined to be long remembered, composed of spices and raisins
-and citron and nuts, all buried under a snowy frosting, and artistic
-decorations designed by the versatile Hyacinth, who was allowed to
-contribute to this part of it, only.
-
-And then came the day when the Samuel Winklers arrived, and took up
-their quarters at the Red Fox Inn, midway between Frederickstown and
-Goldsboro. And after they had paid their respects to their cousins, and
-presented their daughter-in-law-to-be with innumerable gifts, there was
-a party in their honor, at which Granny presided with the greatest
-dignity and Mr. Lambert proposed no less than eighteen toasts which were
-enthusiastically drunk in blackberry wine. In fact, the wedding
-festivities in honor of a union which restored the house of Winkler to
-its former state of security threatened to completely disorganize the
-delighted community.
-
-At last the sixth of December--the wedding-day--was come.
-
-In accordance with a time-honored custom, the ceremony was performed at
-eight o'clock at night. And what a night it was! The first snow of the
-winter had fallen, covering streets and house-tops with a thick, soft,
-sparkling mantle. And like a Russian bride, Elise returned from the old
-church with the sound of sleigh bells jingling in the clear, frosty air.
-
-A beautiful bride she was, too, rosy and golden-haired and blue-eyed;
-and as for Hyacinth! with a flower in his button-hole, with his hair all
-sleek and glossy, with such an expression of importance and
-sedateness--it was no wonder that his parents gazed upon him with eyes
-actually moist with pride, and Elise thought him a matchless paragon
-amongst men.
-
-No one knows to this day how all the guests that came managed to crowd
-themselves into the old house, but they did, and no less than thirty of
-them sat down at the table with the bride and bridegroom. There was
-scarcely one imprint of footsteps in the new-fallen snow that night that
-did not point in the direction of the Bakery.
-
-A little after nine o'clock, the musicians arrived, Tom Drinkwater with
-his fiddle, and Mr. Mellitz with his trombone in a huge green felt case,
-and Frank Fisher with his harp and old Mr. Gilroy with his cello. They
-settled themselves in a corner, tuned up a bit, and then the dancing
-began.
-
-It was with immeasurable pride that on this occasion, Mr. Lambert
-welcomed Mr. Sheridan amongst his guests--Mr. Timothy Sheridan, nephew
-to the late Major, and of a family that had had its roots in
-Frederickstown as long as the Winklers themselves, or nearly. Lily was a
-bridesmaid, and it was with her that Mr. Lambert himself started the
-dancing. Mrs. Deacon was there, gorgeous in purple and plumes, the
-Websters in a solid phalanx--in fact there was not a face that was
-familiar in Frederickstown that was not to be seen that night glowing
-with satisfaction and good will and personal enjoyment under the roof of
-the Lambert-Winkler dwelling.
-
-It was when the general merriment was at its height that Jane, laden
-with a tray of refreshments approached the overheated musicians who were
-scraping and blowing and thumping away in that corner of the dining room
-from which Mr. Lambert's desk--as an article that harmonized too little
-with the elegance of the occasion--had been temporarily banished.
-
-"In another four or five years or so, we'll be making music at _your_
-wedding no doubt--if we live, eh?" said old Elias Gilroy at last laying
-aside his cello for a moment, to take a long draught of cider. When he
-came out of the mug, wiping his grizzled moustaches delicately on a blue
-polka dot handkerchief he winked merrily at Jane, who had sat down
-beside him.
-
-"And why aren't you twirling round with the boys, my lassie?" he went on
-affectionately, now helping himself to a gigantic slice of cake.
-
-"I came over to watch you--and besides, I'd rather look on," said Jane,
-carefully smoothing out the skirt of her new blue silk dress. "Shall I
-get you some more cider, Mr. Gilroy?"
-
-"Well--I'll not trouble you," said he, uncertainly, "though if there's
-plenty to be had--"
-
-"There's lots. There's lots and lots of everything!" cried Jane. "I'll
-bring a pitcher!"
-
-When the enthusiastic musicians had had "fresh heart put into 'em" as
-Mr. Gilroy said, she stood by watching them tune up their instruments
-for a new onslaught on the famous, lively measures of "Old Uncle Ned."
-
-"Oh, I _do_ wish I could make music out of that big thing!" she cried
-pointing to the cello.
-
-"You have to be born to it," replied Mr. Gilroy solemnly, sawing away
-with all his might. "It's an easier matter to blow a tune through
-that--" he jerked his head in the direction of Mr. Mellitz's gleaming
-trombone, whose huge tones fairly drowned out the voices of the other
-instruments. Mr. Mellitz, though he might have taken offense at the
-disparaging manner in which his colleague referred to his instrument,
-seemed not to have heard Mr. Gilroy's remark. He sat behind the other
-three, directly under the window, staring fixedly down the shining tube
-of the trombone at his music;--a meager, melancholy looking man, little
-given to sociable conversation, with a tallow-colored face which just
-now was swollen out as he forced all the breath in his lean body into
-the mouthpiece.
-
-"Why," wondered Jane, "did he choose to play the trombone?"
-
-With her hands folded in her lap, she sat watching him fixedly, as he
-pushed his slide up and down. All around her people were dancing,
-eating, drinking, talking, laughing. People were leaving, people were
-coming--she was not thinking about them--she was not even thinking about
-solemn Mr. Mellitz nor of how Mr. Gilroy coaxed his deep, sweet tones
-out of the frayed strings of his old cello.
-
-She was wondering where Paul was. The very gaiety of the family reunion
-made her feel the absence of the outcast all the more keenly. Her
-cheerful hope of his return had waned steadily during the past weeks.
-There was no news of him, although Mr. Lambert himself had tried to
-trace him. No, he was gone.
-
-"Well, my lassie, if you watch us hard enough no doubt you'll learn a
-thing or two about it," remarked Mr. Gilroy, when the music came to a
-stop at the end of the dance, and the musicians mopped their perspiring
-faces. "Here, take this bow, since you're so curious, and have a try at
-it, while I breathe easy a moment or two." He put the neck of his cello
-into her hand, and showed her how to press her fingers on the strings.
-
-"Now, just take the bow so--like this, see? That's better--and _bite_
-the string with it--"
-
-Jane laughingly tried to do as she was told, but the sound that the
-instrument emitted under her touch showed only too plainly that sweetly
-as it could sing under the fingers of Mr. Gilroy it had a very different
-temper for rash amateurs.
-
-As she looked up, laughing, into the old man's face, she suddenly caught
-her breath in a gasp. Through the window, just behind the long head of
-Mr. Mellitz, it seemed to her that she had seen a face--though the next
-moment it had disappeared.
-
-"What is it?" inquired Mr. Gilroy, noticing her frightened expression.
-"Aren't seeing ghosts are ye?" he added jocosely.
-
-Jane shook her head, but she looked again, uneasily, at the window.
-There was nothing there but the reflection of the interior of the
-room--Anna taking plates of the table, two or three older men standing
-by the fire, the silhouettes of the musicians' heads, her mother
-hurrying in to see about something and then hurrying out again, people
-moving past the door.
-
-Then, all of a sudden, there it was again! Fantastically white, it
-seemed to Jane, and apparently without any body accompanying it, so that
-it looked like a mask suspended outside the window. She sprang up in a
-fright, not thinking for a moment that it might be no more than the face
-of some inquisitive wayfarer, who had stolen into the garden to peer in
-upon the festivities.
-
-All at once, hope, fear, doubt and joy broke over her.
-
-_"Paul!"_
-
-The cello fell over onto the floor with an indignant "thrum-m!" as she
-darted forward. The next moment, she had opened the door, and stood upon
-the snowy step, looking eagerly about in the shadows of the garden.
-
-"Paul! Paul! Are you there?"
-
-A figure moved out of the darkness, into the shaft of light that
-streamed through the open door.
-
-"Janey!" She heard the unmistakably familiar short laugh as she flung
-herself into his bear-like hug.
-
-"You've come back! I knew it! I knew you would!" she cried, patting his
-shoulders and the wet, rough sleeves of his shabby coat in a perfect
-ecstasy of delight. "Oh, Paul--come in! come in quickly!" But he drew
-back.
-
-"No, no Janey. I can't do that. But what's going on, anyway?"
-
-"Why, Paul--don't you know? It's Elise--Elise's wedding. And what do you
-think? There's another Winkler after all--Oh, you've got to come in,
-Paul--"
-
-"No; Janey--I can't," he repeated firmly. "I'll come back again some
-day, as I promised--but not now. I can't do it now. I only stopped to
-look in--I'm on my way down to Riverbury--there's a fellow down there
-who says he has some work for me, if I want to come. I--I just stopped
-to peek in, thinking that perhaps I'd see you all sitting around the
-fire. A fine wedding guest I'd make," he added laughing. "I'd be a worse
-mortification to Uncle Peter than ever I was. No, Janey, I can't. Walk
-in there like this? The black sheep of the family coming in like a
-vagabond at the wedding feast?"
-
-Indeed, he was shabby enough--and in his laugh was a tell-tale note of
-something like shame. It stung his pride not a little to have even Janey
-see the plain evidences of the rather unsuccessful struggle he had been
-waging with circumstances. He wore the same old seaman's cap, the same
-old short, thick jacket--but frayed edges, patches, and empty
-buttonholes did not escape Janey's eyes, and he knew it, and tried to
-draw out of the light. He was much thinner too, and even a trifle
-taller, so that his garments, which had never fitted him kindly were now
-still looser in the places where they had once been much too loose and
-tighter where they had once been much too tight. He felt also that the
-light showed only too plainly the traces that actual hunger had drawn in
-his face, and of these he was more ashamed than of his clothes.
-
-"You mustn't stand out here, Janey--you're shivering in that thin dress.
-And I must say good-bye--you've left the door open, and here come some
-people."
-
-Janey glanced over her shoulder. Through the door from the hall, her
-father was entering the dining room, with Elise, followed by Hyacinth
-and Aunt Gertrude, and then the remaining guests. The ceremony of
-solemnly drinking the bride's health was about to take place. Granny sat
-at the head of the table.
-
-"How lovely Elise looks," said Paul, "and how nice it is to see them
-all. There's Mrs. Deacon--and Lily and Mr. Sheridan--and there's my
-friend, Amelia. Is that fellow with the beard the bridegroom?"
-
-"That's Hyacinth. And he's a Winkler--a real true Winkler, Paul. I found
-him."
-
-"Did you?" said Paul, laughing, "I'm not surprised."
-
-"Only I didn't know he was a Winkler--so it doesn't count--"
-
-"Here comes Uncle Peter! He's seen you, Janey. Good-bye, dear." But she
-held both his hands tightly.
-
-"I won't let you go! I won't, Paul! You don't understand. It's all
-right--"
-
-Just then, Mr. Lambert pushed the half-open door wide.
-
-"Jane! What are you doing? Come in at once--you've chilled the whole
-house!"
-
-Everyone had turned, and was staring in amazement, as Jane pulled Paul
-to the threshold, under her father's very nose.
-
-"What's this?" cried Mr. Lambert, seizing his nephew by the arm.
-
-"It's--me, Uncle," said Paul. "I am going. I only--"
-
-"Going!" cried Mr. Lambert. "Going! Not at all! Come in! Come in!"
-
-The next thing that the bewildered Paul was conscious of was that he was
-standing inside the room, facing the table full of guests, with his
-uncle's arm jovially embracing his shoulders, Jane clinging to his hand,
-and everyone exclaiming over the returned prodigal.
-
-"Ladies and gentlemen!" announced Mr. Lambert, but his speech was cut
-short, as Aunt Gertrude rushed forward to kiss the utterly dazed,
-uncomprehending, and horribly embarrassed boy.
-
-"Ladies and gentlemen!" Mr. Lambert began again, "you are aware, I
-think, of the recent honor bestowed upon my nephew--an honor which is
-shared not only by his family, but by this community of which he is a
-part!" The remainder of the speech, no less than its resounding
-introduction was pure Greek to Paul, who stood with his long arms
-dangling, helplessly, and with open mouth, gazing from face to face, as
-if trying to piece out the solution of the mystery.
-
-Then everyone began to clap their hands. His appearance had for the time
-being absorbed all interest. Granny, almost hidden behind the towering
-wedding cake, which had just been brought on to be cut, pulled him to
-her, and kissed him. Carl, looking very clean and spruce in his new
-suit, and snowy collar and polished shoes, shook hands with him. Elise
-embraced him, regardless of her silk dress, and her flowers and her
-veil; Hyacinth, looking abnormally solemn and important--the exuberant
-nature lover and enemy of civilization had miraculously vanished to give
-place to one of the most civilized and sedate of young men--Hyacinth
-shook his hand, and said something very incoherent and flowery about the
-pleasure and honor of meeting his distinguished cousin, and about their
-being in some sense, kindred spirits.
-
-And then Paul, understanding nothing whatever, not at all sure that he
-was not dreaming, but feeling as happy as he was puzzled, took his place
-beside his uncle, to drink the health of the bride, and long life to the
-name of Winkler. It was nice to be there, to see all the familiar faces,
-to hear the familiar voices--above all it was good to have his part in
-this celebration of family happiness, to feel that these were his kin
-folk whose joys and sorrows must affect his life just as his affected
-theirs. But why was it that the glances that he met shone with pride?
-What had _he_ done? Why were they not ashamed of him as he stood there,
-tattered and muddy--the very picture of the aimless, shiftless wanderer
-that his father had been before him? He blushed for himself, feeling
-vaguely that he ought not to be there, after all, that he should have
-resisted Jane and Mr. Lambert and gone his way. He looked around the
-familiar room,--above the chimneyplace hung the old, clumsily executed
-portrait of Great-grandfather Johann, in his snuff-colored Sunday
-suit--a severely pleasant-looking old man, with a constant expression of
-honesty and self-respect--who now seemed to gaze down placidly and
-commendingly upon the united gathering of his descendants. He had worked
-for them, had old Johann Winkler; it was his industry, his self-respect,
-his respect for the opinions of his fellow-citizens that had laid the
-foundations of their comfort and prosperity and their good standing in
-the community; from him had come the simple principles upon which they
-lived and worked together. And Paul felt, as he looked up into the
-painted blue eyes that old Johann would have dealt harshly with those
-who disregarded family responsibilities, or brought any shadow of public
-censure upon the name. And there, under those keen little blue eyes, he
-stood, ragged and disreputable-looking, and the keen little blue eyes
-seemed to ask him, "What does this mean, sir?" Yet, Uncle Peter had
-bidden him to the feast, and was even now filling the glass in front of
-him.
-
-And then the toasts were drunk, and the glasses clinked, and the wedding
-cake was cut. And after that, Elise went up to her room to change her
-dress, for the sleigh was at the door, and it was high time that the
-bride and bridegroom should be on their way. Of peculiar interest, the
-fact should be chronicled that when the ascending bride tossed her
-bouquet over the bannisters into the midst of her maids, Dolly and
-Amelia, and Lily, and Annie Lee, it was Amelia who caught the nosegay!
-
-And at last, the sleigh with its jingling bells had driven swiftly away
-over the snowy road. The last handful of rice had been flung; the last
-guest had gone, and Aunt Gertrude stood laughing and weeping over the
-flight of the first of her little flock--though indeed Elise and her
-Hyacinth were going no farther than Salisbury, and would be back in two
-days!
-
-Paul and Jane stood side by side on the rice-strewn steps looking up the
-moonlit street.
-
-"Mr. Daniels is building a porch on his house, isn't he?" remarked Paul,
-quickly detecting the little alterations that had occurred on that
-familiar street since his going.
-
-"Come in, children," said Aunt Gertrude, "come in, my dears, and let me
-count you all to make sure that no more than one has run away from me!"
-
-And when they had all gathered around her in the old dining room in the
-midst of the gay disorder of the wedding-feast, she made a pretense of
-counting them, laughing and crying at the same time.
-
-"Here is my Jane and my Carl, and my two sleepy twinnies! That's
-four--and here's my missing fifth!" And she gave Paul an extra kiss.
-
-Paul looked around him. Then turning to his uncle he said;
-
-"Uncle Peter, you've been very kind to me. I had no intention to come in
-here to-night--I only stopped to look in at you all--and I'm afraid I
-wasn't anything to be proud of at Elise's wedding--"
-
-"Come, my boy, no more of that!" said Mr. Lambert briskly; then he came
-closer to Paul, and laying his hand on his shoulder looked keenly into
-the lean, and somewhat haggard face.
-
-"You've not found life easy since you went away?" he asked kindly.
-
-"Not too easy, sir--and not so bad either," returned Paul, sturdily.
-"I've been out of luck a bit lately, but I'm on my way now to Riverbury.
-There's a man there that has good, honest work for me. With a little
-time, sir, I hope--"
-
-"Why should you be on your way to Riverbury for work when there's work
-enough in this town, and a comfortable home for you?"
-
-Paul looked uncertainly from face to face, and then at his uncle again.
-
-"It's here that your people have lived these many years," went on Mr.
-Lambert. "It's here that those who are proud of you live now,--"
-
-"_Proud_ of me?" repeated Paul; then he hung his head as he said in a
-low voice, "It is not long since that you showed me you had good reason
-to be ashamed of me, sir. I was only hoping that in a little I might
-do--I might be of some account, sir--as _he_ would expect," and he
-jerked his head as he spoke toward the picture of old Johann.
-
-"My boy, I do not say but that I may have judged you over-harshly for
-what to other men might seem a light enough indiscretion. I thought
-you--a scatter-brained lad that thought too little of things that old
-men know to be worth valuing. I had but little sympathy with your
-notions, and was angered that you should prattle of pictures and
-what-not when--ah, well, let all that be forgotten."
-
-"But Daddy!" cried Jane suddenly, "Paul doesn't know!"
-
-"Doesn't know what?"
-
-"Let _me_ tell him! Let me tell him! It's your picture, Paul--"
-
-"What picture?" asked Paul, with a puzzled frown, looking down at her
-eager little face.
-
-"It won, Paul! Don't you understand--it won! And we're all so proud of
-you--and it was in the papers--only we didn't know where you were,
-and--"
-
-"What _are_ you talking about, Janey?" demanded Paul, cutting short this
-rush of breathless words. "_My_ picture won? What picture? Won what?"
-
-"The other one--the one that wasn't burnt--oh, don't _anybody_ interrupt
-me! I want to tell him every bit. And they said that 'in spite of many
-something-or-other faults it showed'--I've forgotten what--they said it
-was awfully, awfully good--oh, I don't know where to begin!"
-
-"Begin at the beginning, darling. No one will interrupt your story,"
-said Aunt Gertrude, drawing Jane to her. "And Paul's not going to run
-away."
-
-So Janey took a deep breath and commenced afresh; while Paul listened,
-first growing pale, and then blushing a deep red. He felt the glow
-rushing all over him, and when she had finished, he could not say a
-word. They were all looking at him with eyes full of that warm pride
-that only a family can feel, and it seemed to him that his triumph had
-brought more happiness to them even than to himself. He could not think
-of anything to say to them all, and presently he got up, and walked over
-to the window, where he stood looking out into the cold little garden.
-But what he saw was only the reflection of the group around the
-fire--that very group which he had so often pictured to himself with
-such homesick longing during his months of exile. He thought of his
-lonely father, and his aimless wanderings, and then he knew that he was
-glad to have come home again. The world could teach him no more than he
-could learn by working and growing and thinking among his own people,
-and the world could not give him any praise half so sweet, or half so
-inspiring as their simple pride.
-
-Suddenly he felt a warm little hand slip into his. It was Janey.
-
-She looked up at him timidly--his serious profile seemed quite stern to
-her.
-
-"Paul, what are you thinking about now?" she asked plaintively.
-
-Then he laughed, and looked more like his old self.
-
-"I was thinking that I shall _not_ go away--if Uncle Peter means that I
-needn't. And I was thinking how unpleasant things might be if you,
-ma'am, attended strictly to your own affairs!"
-
-"And I," said Mr. Lambert, "am thinking that it is time we all went to
-bed. Gertrude, my dear, I hope that Anna will be able to get everything
-into order to-morrow. I shall want my desk to be in place especially.
-And--er--Breakfast at seven, as usual."
-
- ----
-
-And now the doors and windows were locked, and the lights were put out,
-and the household was silent and slumbering. But the pale reflection of
-the moonlit snow glimmered through the window upon the scene of the late
-revelry, and a red glow still shone among the ashes of the fire,
-throwing a faint red light through the shadows that deepened over the
-painted face of Great-grandfather Johann. And a well-contented
-expression that plump, ruddy old face wore--a comfortable, benevolent
-patriarchal look, as if that excellent old lover of law and order were
-saying, "And now I think everything is quite as it should be!"
-
-
- THE END
-
-
-
-
-
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