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diff --git a/367-0.txt b/367-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..71ea41c --- /dev/null +++ b/367-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4465 @@ +Project Gutenberg's The Country of the Pointed Firs, by Sarah Orne Jewett + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Country of the Pointed Firs + +Author: Sarah Orne Jewett + +Release Date: July 8, 2008 [EBook #367] +Last Updated: March 15, 2018 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE COUNTRY OF THE POINTED FIRS *** + + + + +Produced by Judith Boss + + + + + +THE COUNTRY OF THE POINTED FIRS + +By Sarah Orne Jewett + + +Note: + +SARAH ORNE JEWETT (1849-1909) was born and died in South Berwick, Maine. +Her father was the region's most distinguished doctor and, as a child, +Jewett often accompanied him on his round of patient visits. She began +writing poetry at an early age and when she was only 19 her short story +“Mr. Bruce” was accepted by the Atlantic Monthly. Her association with +that magazine continued, and William Dean Howells, who was editor at +that time, encouraged her to publish her first book, Deephaven (1877), +a collection of sketches published earlier in the Atlantic Monthly. +Through her friendship with Howells, Jewett became acquainted with +Boston's literary elite, including Annie Fields, with whom she developed +one of the most intimate and lasting relationships of her life. + +The Country of the Pointed Firs (1896) is considered Jewett's finest +work, described by Henry James as her “beautiful little quantum of +achievement.” Despite James's diminutives, the novel remains a classic. +Because it is loosely structured, many critics view the book not as +a novel, but a series of sketches; however, its structure is unified +through both setting and theme. Jewett herself felt that her strengths +as a writer lay not in plot development or dramatic tension, but in +character development. Indeed, she determined early in her career to +preserve a disappearing way of life, and her novel can be read as a +study of the effects of isolation and hardship on the inhabitants who +lived in the decaying fishing villages along the Maine coast. + +Jewett died in 1909, eight years after an accident that effectively +ended her writing career. Her reputation had grown during her lifetime, +extending far beyond the bounds of the New England she loved. + + + +Contents + + I The Return + II Mrs. Todd + III The Schoolhouse + IV At the Schoolhouse Window + V Captain Littlepage + VI The Waiting Place + VII The Outer Island + VIII Green Island + IX William + X Where Pennyroyal Grew + XI The Old Singers + XII A Strange Sail + XIII Poor Joanna + XIV The Hermitage + XV On Shell-heap Island + XVI The Great Expedition + XVII A Country Road + XVIII The Bowden Reunion + XIX The Feast's End + XX Along Shore + XXI The Backward View + + + + + +I. The Return + +THERE WAS SOMETHING about the coast town of Dunnet which made it seem +more attractive than other maritime villages of eastern Maine. Perhaps +it was the simple fact of acquaintance with that neighborhood which +made it so attaching, and gave such interest to the rocky shore and +dark woods, and the few houses which seemed to be securely wedged and +tree-nailed in among the ledges by the Landing. These houses made +the most of their seaward view, and there was a gayety and determined +floweriness in their bits of garden ground; the small-paned high windows +in the peaks of their steep gables were like knowing eyes that watched +the harbor and the far sea-line beyond, or looked northward all along +the shore and its background of spruces and balsam firs. When one really +knows a village like this and its surroundings, it is like becoming +acquainted with a single person. The process of falling in love at first +sight is as final as it is swift in such a case, but the growth of true +friendship may be a lifelong affair. + +After a first brief visit made two or three summers before in the course +of a yachting cruise, a lover of Dunnet Landing returned to find the +unchanged shores of the pointed firs, the same quaintness of the village +with its elaborate conventionalities; all that mixture of remoteness, +and childish certainty of being the centre of civilization of which her +affectionate dreams had told. One evening in June, a single passenger +landed upon the steamboat wharf. The tide was high, there was a fine +crowd of spectators, and the younger portion of the company followed +her with subdued excitement up the narrow street of the salt-aired, +white-clapboarded little town. + + + + +II. Mrs. Todd + +LATER, THERE WAS only one fault to find with this choice of a summer +lodging-place, and that was its complete lack of seclusion. At first the +tiny house of Mrs. Almira Todd, which stood with its end to the street, +appeared to be retired and sheltered enough from the busy world, behind +its bushy bit of a green garden, in which all the blooming things, two +or three gay hollyhocks and some London-pride, were pushed back against +the gray-shingled wall. It was a queer little garden and puzzling to +a stranger, the few flowers being put at a disadvantage by so much +greenery; but the discovery was soon made that Mrs. Todd was an ardent +lover of herbs, both wild and tame, and the sea-breezes blew into +the low end-window of the house laden with not only sweet-brier +and sweet-mary, but balm and sage and borage and mint, wormwood and +southernwood. If Mrs. Todd had occasion to step into the far corner +of her herb plot, she trod heavily upon thyme, and made its fragrant +presence known with all the rest. Being a very large person, her full +skirts brushed and bent almost every slender stalk that her feet missed. +You could always tell when she was stepping about there, even when you +were half awake in the morning, and learned to know, in the course of a +few weeks' experience, in exactly which corner of the garden she might +be. + +At one side of this herb plot were other growths of a rustic +pharmacopoeia, great treasures and rarities among the commoner herbs. +There were some strange and pungent odors that roused a dim sense and +remembrance of something in the forgotten past. Some of these might +once have belonged to sacred and mystic rites, and have had some occult +knowledge handed with them down the centuries; but now they pertained +only to humble compounds brewed at intervals with molasses or vinegar +or spirits in a small caldron on Mrs. Todd's kitchen stove. They were +dispensed to suffering neighbors, who usually came at night as if by +stealth, bringing their own ancient-looking vials to be filled. One +nostrum was called the Indian remedy, and its price was but fifteen +cents; the whispered directions could be heard as customers passed +the windows. With most remedies the purchaser was allowed to depart +unadmonished from the kitchen, Mrs. Todd being a wise saver of steps; +but with certain vials she gave cautions, standing in the doorway, and +there were other doses which had to be accompanied on their healing way +as far as the gate, while she muttered long chapters of directions, and +kept up an air of secrecy and importance to the last. It may not have +been only the common aids of humanity with which she tried to cope; it +seemed sometimes as if love and hate and jealousy and adverse winds at +sea might also find their proper remedies among the curious wild-looking +plants in Mrs. Todd's garden. + +The village doctor and this learned herbalist were upon the best of +terms. The good man may have counted upon the unfavorable effect of +certain potions which he should find his opportunity in counteracting; +at any rate, he now and then stopped and exchanged greetings with Mrs. +Todd over the picket fence. The conversation became at once professional +after the briefest preliminaries, and he would stand twirling a +sweet-scented sprig in his fingers, and make suggestive jokes, perhaps +about her faith in a too persistent course of thoroughwort elixir, in +which my landlady professed such firm belief as sometimes to endanger +the life and usefulness of worthy neighbors. + +To arrive at this quietest of seaside villages late in June, when the +busy herb-gathering season was just beginning, was also to arrive in +the early prime of Mrs. Todd's activity in the brewing of old-fashioned +spruce beer. This cooling and refreshing drink had been brought to +wonderful perfection through a long series of experiments; it had won +immense local fame, and the supplies for its manufacture were always +giving out and having to be replenished. For various reasons, the +seclusion and uninterrupted days which had been looked forward to proved +to be very rare in this otherwise delightful corner of the world. My +hostess and I had made our shrewd business agreement on the basis of a +simple cold luncheon at noon, and liberal restitution in the matter of +hot suppers, to provide for which the lodger might sometimes be seen +hurrying down the road, late in the day, with cunner line in hand. +It was soon found that this arrangement made large allowance for Mrs. +Todd's slow herb-gathering progresses through woods and pastures. The +spruce-beer customers were pretty steady in hot weather, and there were +many demands for different soothing syrups and elixirs with which the +unwise curiosity of my early residence had made me acquainted. Knowing +Mrs. Todd to be a widow, who had little beside this slender business and +the income from one hungry lodger to maintain her, one's energies and +even interest were quickly bestowed, until it became a matter of course +that she should go afield every pleasant day, and that the lodger should +answer all peremptory knocks at the side door. + +In taking an occasional wisdom-giving stroll in Mrs. Todd's company, and +in acting as business partner during her frequent absences, I found the +July days fly fast, and it was not until I felt myself confronted with +too great pride and pleasure in the display, one night, of two dollars +and twenty-seven cents which I had taken in during the day, that I +remembered a long piece of writing, sadly belated now, which I was bound +to do. To have been patted kindly on the shoulder and called “darlin',” + to have been offered a surprise of early mushrooms for supper, to have +had all the glory of making two dollars and twenty-seven cents in a +single day, and then to renounce it all and withdraw from these pleasant +successes, needed much resolution. Literary employments are so vexed +with uncertainties at best, and it was not until the voice of conscience +sounded louder in my ears than the sea on the nearest pebble beach that +I said unkind words of withdrawal to Mrs. Todd. She only became more +wistfully affectionate than ever in her expressions, and looked as +disappointed as I expected when I frankly told her that I could no +longer enjoy the pleasure of what we called “seein' folks.” I felt that +I was cruel to a whole neighborhood in curtailing her liberty in this +most important season for harvesting the different wild herbs that were +so much counted upon to ease their winter ails. + +“Well, dear,” she said sorrowfully, “I've took great advantage o' your +bein' here. I ain't had such a season for years, but I have never had +nobody I could so trust. All you lack is a few qualities, but with time +you'd gain judgment an' experience, an' be very able in the business. +I'd stand right here an' say it to anybody.” + + +Mrs. Todd and I were not separated or estranged by the change in our +business relations; on the contrary, a deeper intimacy seemed to begin. +I do not know what herb of the night it was that used sometimes to send +out a penetrating odor late in the evening, after the dew had fallen, +and the moon was high, and the cool air came up from the sea. Then Mrs. +Todd would feel that she must talk to somebody, and I was only too glad +to listen. We both fell under the spell, and she either stood outside +the window, or made an errand to my sitting-room, and told, it might +be very commonplace news of the day, or, as happened one misty summer +night, all that lay deepest in her heart. It was in this way that I came +to know that she had loved one who was far above her. + +“No, dear, him I speak of could never think of me,” she said. “When +we was young together his mother didn't favor the match, an' done +everything she could to part us; and folks thought we both married well, +but't wa'n't what either one of us wanted most; an' now we're left alone +again, an' might have had each other all the time. He was above bein' a +seafarin' man, an' prospered more than most; he come of a high family, +an' my lot was plain an' hard-workin'. I ain't seen him for some years; +he's forgot our youthful feelin's, I expect, but a woman's heart is +different; them feelin's comes back when you think you've done with +'em, as sure as spring comes with the year. An' I've always had ways of +hearin' about him.” + +She stood in the centre of a braided rug, and its rings of black and +gray seemed to circle about her feet in the dim light. Her height and +massiveness in the low room gave her the look of a huge sibyl, while the +strange fragrance of the mysterious herb blew in from the little garden. + + + + +III. The Schoolhouse + +FOR SOME DAYS after this, Mrs. Todd's customers came and went past my +windows, and, haying-time being nearly over, strangers began to arrive +from the inland country, such was her widespread reputation. Sometimes +I saw a pale young creature like a white windflower left over into +midsummer, upon whose face consumption had set its bright and wistful +mark; but oftener two stout, hard-worked women from the farms came +together, and detailed their symptoms to Mrs. Todd in loud and cheerful +voices, combining the satisfactions of a friendly gossip with the +medical opportunity. They seemed to give much from their own store of +therapeutic learning. I became aware of the school in which my landlady +had strengthened her natural gift; but hers was always the governing +mind, and the final command, “Take of hy'sop one handful” (or whatever +herb it was), was received in respectful silence. One afternoon, when +I had listened,--it was impossible not to listen, with cottonless +ears,--and then laughed and listened again, with an idle pen in my hand, +during a particularly spirited and personal conversation, I reached for +my hat, and, taking blotting-book and all under my arm, I resolutely +fled further temptation, and walked out past the fragrant green garden +and up the dusty road. The way went straight uphill, and presently I +stopped and turned to look back. + +The tide was in, the wide harbor was surrounded by its dark woods, and +the small wooden houses stood as near as they could get to the landing. +Mrs. Todd's was the last house on the way inland. The gray ledges of the +rocky shore were well covered with sod in most places, and the pasture +bayberry and wild roses grew thick among them. I could see the higher +inland country and the scattered farms. On the brink of the hill stood a +little white schoolhouse, much wind-blown and weather-beaten, which was +a landmark to seagoing folk; from its door there was a most beautiful +view of sea and shore. The summer vacation now prevailed, and after +finding the door unfastened, and taking a long look through one of the +seaward windows, and reflecting afterward for some time in a shady place +near by among the bayberry bushes, I returned to the chief place of +business in the village, and, to the amusement of two of the selectmen, +brothers and autocrats of Dunnet Landing, I hired the schoolhouse for +the rest of the vacation for fifty cents a week. + +Selfish as it may appear, the retired situation seemed to possess great +advantages, and I spent many days there quite undisturbed, with the +sea-breeze blowing through the small, high windows and swaying the heavy +outside shutters to and fro. I hung my hat and luncheon-basket on an +entry nail as if I were a small scholar, but I sat at the teacher's desk +as if I were that great authority, with all the timid empty benches in +rows before me. Now and then an idle sheep came and stood for a long +time looking in at the door. At sundown I went back, feeling most +businesslike, down toward the village again, and usually met the flavor, +not of the herb garden, but of Mrs. Todd's hot supper, halfway up the +hill. On the nights when there were evening meetings or other public +exercises that demanded her presence we had tea very early, and I was +welcomed back as if from a long absence. + +Once or twice I feigned excuses for staying at home, while Mrs. Todd +made distant excursions, and came home late, with both hands full and +a heavily laden apron. This was in pennyroyal time, and when the rare +lobelia was in its prime and the elecampane was coming on. One day she +appeared at the schoolhouse itself, partly out of amused curiosity +about my industries; but she explained that there was no tansy in +the neighborhood with such snap to it as some that grew about the +schoolhouse lot. Being scuffed down all the spring made it grow so much +the better, like some folks that had it hard in their youth, and were +bound to make the most of themselves before they died. + + + + +IV. At the Schoolhouse Window + +ONE DAY I reached the schoolhouse very late, owing to attendance upon +the funeral of an acquaintance and neighbor, with whose sad decline in +health I had been familiar, and whose last days both the doctor and +Mrs. Todd had tried in vain to ease. The services had taken place at +one o'clock, and now, at quarter past two, I stood at the schoolhouse +window, looking down at the procession as it went along the lower road +close to the shore. It was a walking funeral, and even at that distance +I could recognize most of the mourners as they went their solemn way. +Mrs. Begg had been very much respected, and there was a large company +of friends following to her grave. She had been brought up on one of +the neighboring farms, and each of the few times that I had seen her +she professed great dissatisfaction with town life. The people lived +too close together for her liking, at the Landing, and she could not +get used to the constant sound of the sea. She had lived to lament +three seafaring husbands, and her house was decorated with West Indian +curiosities, specimens of conch shells and fine coral which they had +brought home from their voyages in lumber-laden ships. Mrs. Todd had +told me all our neighbor's history. They had been girls together, and, +to use her own phrase, had “both seen trouble till they knew the best +and worst on 't.” I could see the sorrowful, large figure of Mrs. Todd +as I stood at the window. She made a break in the procession by walking +slowly and keeping the after-part of it back. She held a handkerchief +to her eyes, and I knew, with a pang of sympathy, that hers was not +affected grief. + +Beside her, after much difficulty, I recognized the one strange and +unrelated person in all the company, an old man who had always been +mysterious to me. I could see his thin, bending figure. He wore a +narrow, long-tailed coat and walked with a stick, and had the same “cant +to leeward” as the wind-bent trees on the height above. + +This was Captain Littlepage, whom I had seen only once or twice before, +sitting pale and old behind a closed window; never out of doors until +now. Mrs. Todd always shook her head gravely when I asked a question, +and said that he wasn't what he had been once, and seemed to class him +with her other secrets. He might have belonged with a simple which grew +in a certain slug-haunted corner of the garden, whose use she could +never be betrayed into telling me, though I saw her cutting the tops +by moonlight once, as if it were a charm, and not a medicine, like the +great fading bloodroot leaves. + +I could see that she was trying to keep pace with the old captain's +lighter steps. He looked like an aged grasshopper of some strange human +variety. Behind this pair was a short, impatient, little person, who +kept the captain's house, and gave it what Mrs. Todd and others believed +to be no proper sort of care. She was usually called “that Mari' Harris” + in subdued conversation between intimates, but they treated her with +anxious civility when they met her face to face. + +The bay-sheltered islands and the great sea beyond stretched away to +the far horizon southward and eastward; the little procession in the +foreground looked futile and helpless on the edge of the rocky shore. It +was a glorious day early in July, with a clear, high sky; there were no +clouds, there was no noise of the sea. The song sparrows sang and sang, +as if with joyous knowledge of immortality, and contempt for those who +could so pettily concern themselves with death. I stood watching until +the funeral procession had crept round a shoulder of the slope below and +disappeared from the great landscape as if it had gone into a cave. + +An hour later I was busy at my work. Now and then a bee blundered in and +took me for an enemy; but there was a useful stick upon the teacher's +desk, and I rapped to call the bees to order as if they were unruly +scholars, or waved them away from their riots over the ink, which I had +bought at the Landing store, and discovered to be scented with bergamot, +as if to refresh the labors of anxious scribes. One anxious scribe +felt very dull that day; a sheep-bell tinkled near by, and called her +wandering wits after it. The sentences failed to catch these lovely +summer cadences. For the first time I began to wish for a companion +and for news from the outer world, which had been, half unconsciously, +forgotten. Watching the funeral gave one a sort of pain. I began to +wonder if I ought not to have walked with the rest, instead of hurrying +away at the end of the services. Perhaps the Sunday gown I had put on +for the occasion was making this disastrous change of feeling, but I had +now made myself and my friends remember that I did not really belong to +Dunnet Landing. + +I sighed, and turned to the half-written page again. + + + + +V. Captain Littlepage + +IT WAS A long time after this; an hour was very long in that coast +town where nothing stole away the shortest minute. I had lost myself +completely in work, when I heard footsteps outside. There was a steep +footpath between the upper and the lower road, which I climbed to +shorten the way, as the children had taught me, but I believed that Mrs. +Todd would find it inaccessible, unless she had occasion to seek me in +great haste. I wrote on, feeling like a besieged miser of time, while +the footsteps came nearer, and the sheep-bell tinkled away in haste as +if someone had shaken a stick in its wearer's face. Then I looked, and +saw Captain Littlepage passing the nearest window; the next moment he +tapped politely at the door. + +“Come in, sir,” I said, rising to meet him; and he entered, bowing with +much courtesy. I stepped down from the desk and offered him a chair by +the window, where he seated himself at once, being sadly spent by his +climb. I returned to my fixed seat behind the teacher's desk, which gave +him the lower place of a scholar. + +“You ought to have the place of honor, Captain Littlepage,” I said. + + +“A happy, rural seat of various views,” + +he quoted, as he gazed out into the sunshine and up the long wooded +shore. Then he glanced at me, and looked all about him as pleased as a +child. + +“My quotation was from Paradise Lost: the greatest of poems, I suppose +you know?” and I nodded. “There's nothing that ranks, to my mind, with +Paradise Lost; it's all lofty, all lofty,” he continued. “Shakespeare +was a great poet; he copied life, but you have to put up with a great +deal of low talk.” + +I now remembered that Mrs. Todd had told me one day that Captain +Littlepage had overset his mind with too much reading; she had also made +dark reference to his having “spells” of some unexplainable nature. I +could not help wondering what errand had brought him out in search of +me. There was something quite charming in his appearance: it was a face +thin and delicate with refinement, but worn into appealing lines, as if +he had suffered from loneliness and misapprehension. He looked, with his +careful precision of dress, as if he were the object of cherishing care +on the part of elderly unmarried sisters, but I knew Mari' Harris to be +a very common-place, inelegant person, who would have no such standards; +it was plain that the captain was his own attentive valet. He sat +looking at me expectantly. I could not help thinking that, with his +queer head and length of thinness, he was made to hop along the road of +life rather than to walk. The captain was very grave indeed, and I bade +my inward spirit keep close to discretion. + +“Poor Mrs. Begg has gone,” I ventured to say. I still wore my Sunday +gown by way of showing respect. + +“She has gone,” said the captain,--“very easy at the last, I was +informed; she slipped away as if she were glad of the opportunity.” + +I thought of the Countess of Carberry, and felt that history repeated +itself. + +“She was one of the old stock,” continued Captain Littlepage, with +touching sincerity. “She was very much looked up to in this town, and +will be missed.” + +I wondered, as I looked at him, if he had sprung from a line of +ministers; he had the refinement of look and air of command which are +the heritage of the old ecclesiastical families of New England. But +as Darwin says in his autobiography, “there is no such king as a +sea-captain; he is greater even than a king or a schoolmaster!” + +Captain Littlepage moved his chair out of the wake of the sunshine, +and still sat looking at me. I began to be very eager to know upon what +errand he had come. + +“It may be found out some o' these days,” he said earnestly. “We may +know it all, the next step; where Mrs. Begg is now, for instance. +Certainty, not conjecture, is what we all desire.” + +“I suppose we shall know it all some day,” said I. + +“We shall know it while yet below,” insisted the captain, with a flush +of impatience on his thin cheeks. “We have not looked for truth in the +right direction. I know what I speak of; those who have laughed at me +little know how much reason my ideas are based upon.” He waved his hand +toward the village below. “In that handful of houses they fancy that +they comprehend the universe.” + +I smiled, and waited for him to go on. + +“I am an old man, as you can see,” he continued, “and I have been a +shipmaster the greater part of my life,--forty-three years in all. You +may not think it, but I am above eighty years of age.” + +He did not look so old, and I hastened to say so. + +“You must have left the sea a good many years ago, then, Captain +Littlepage?” I said. + +“I should have been serviceable at least five or six years more,” he +answered. “My acquaintance with certain--my experience upon a certain +occasion, I might say, gave rise to prejudice. I do not mind telling you +that I chanced to learn of one of the greatest discoveries that man has +ever made.” + +Now we were approaching dangerous ground, but a sudden sense of his +sufferings at the hands of the ignorant came to my help, and I asked to +hear more with all the deference I really felt. A swallow flew into +the schoolhouse at this moment as if a kingbird were after it, and beat +itself against the walls for a minute, and escaped again to the open +air; but Captain Littlepage took no notice whatever of the flurry. + +“I had a valuable cargo of general merchandise from the London docks to +Fort Churchill, a station of the old company on Hudson's Bay,” said the +captain earnestly. “We were delayed in lading, and baffled by head winds +and a heavy tumbling sea all the way north-about and across. Then the +fog kept us off the coast; and when I made port at last, it was too late +to delay in those northern waters with such a vessel and such a crew as +I had. They cared for nothing, and idled me into a fit of sickness; +but my first mate was a good, excellent man, with no more idea of being +frozen in there until spring than I had, so we made what speed we could +to get clear of Hudson's Bay and off the coast. I owned an eighth of +the vessel, and he owned a sixteenth of her. She was a full-rigged ship, +called the Minerva, but she was getting old and leaky. I meant it should +be my last v'y'ge in her, and so it proved. She had been an excellent +vessel in her day. Of the cowards aboard her I can't say so much.” + +“Then you were wrecked?” I asked, as he made a long pause. + +“I wa'n't caught astern o' the lighter by any fault of mine,” said the +captain gloomily. “We left Fort Churchill and run out into the Bay with +a light pair o' heels; but I had been vexed to death with their red-tape +rigging at the company's office, and chilled with stayin' on deck an' +tryin' to hurry up things, and when we were well out o' sight o' land, +headin' for Hudson's Straits, I had a bad turn o' some sort o' fever, +and had to stay below. The days were getting short, and we made good +runs, all well on board but me, and the crew done their work by dint of +hard driving.” + +I began to find this unexpected narrative a little dull. Captain +Littlepage spoke with a kind of slow correctness that lacked the +longshore high flavor to which I had grown used; but I listened +respectfully while he explained the winds having become contrary, and +talked on in a dreary sort of way about his voyage, the bad weather, +and the disadvantages he was under in the lightness of his ship, which +bounced about like a chip in a bucket, and would not answer the rudder +or properly respond to the most careful setting of sails. + +“So there we were blowin' along anyways,” he complained; but looking at +me at this moment, and seeing that my thoughts were unkindly wandering, +he ceased to speak. + +“It was a hard life at sea in those days, I am sure,” said I, with +redoubled interest. + +“It was a dog's life,” said the poor old gentleman, quite reassured, +“but it made men of those who followed it. I see a change for the worse +even in our own town here; full of loafers now, small and poor as 'tis, +who once would have followed the sea, every lazy soul of 'em. There is +no occupation so fit for just that class o' men who never get beyond +the fo'cas'le. I view it, in addition, that a community narrows down and +grows dreadful ignorant when it is shut up to its own affairs, and gets +no knowledge of the outside world except from a cheap, unprincipled +newspaper. In the old days, a good part o' the best men here knew a +hundred ports and something of the way folks lived in them. They saw +the world for themselves, and like's not their wives and children saw it +with them. They may not have had the best of knowledge to carry with 'em +sight-seein', but they were some acquainted with foreign lands an' their +laws, an' could see outside the battle for town clerk here in Dunnet; +they got some sense o' proportion. Yes, they lived more dignified, and +their houses were better within an' without. Shipping's a terrible loss +to this part o' New England from a social point o' view, ma'am.” + +“I have thought of that myself,” I returned, with my interest quite +awakened. “It accounts for the change in a great many things,--the sad +disappearance of sea-captains,--doesn't it?” + +“A shipmaster was apt to get the habit of reading,” said my companion, +brightening still more, and taking on a most touching air of unreserve. +“A captain is not expected to be familiar with his crew, and for +company's sake in dull days and nights he turns to his book. Most of us +old shipmasters came to know 'most everything about something; one would +take to readin' on farming topics, and some were great on medicine,--but +Lord help their poor crews!--or some were all for history, and now and +then there'd be one like me that gave his time to the poets. I was well +acquainted with a shipmaster that was all for bees an' beekeepin'; and +if you met him in port and went aboard, he'd sit and talk a terrible +while about their havin' so much information, and the money that could +be made out of keepin' 'em. He was one of the smartest captains that +ever sailed the seas, but they used to call the Newcastle, a great +bark he commanded for many years, Tuttle's beehive. There was old Cap'n +Jameson: he had notions of Solomon's Temple, and made a very handsome +little model of the same, right from the Scripture measurements, same's +other sailors make little ships and design new tricks of rigging and all +that. No, there's nothing to take the place of shipping in a place like +ours. These bicycles offend me dreadfully; they don't afford no real +opportunities of experience such as a man gained on a voyage. No: when +folks left home in the old days they left it to some purpose, and when +they got home they stayed there and had some pride in it. There's no +large-minded way of thinking now: the worst have got to be best and rule +everything; we're all turned upside down and going back year by year.” + +“Oh no, Captain Littlepage, I hope not,” said I, trying to soothe his +feelings. + +There was a silence in the schoolhouse, but we could hear the noise of +the water on a beach below. It sounded like the strange warning wave +that gives notice of the turn of the tide. A late golden robin, with the +most joyful and eager of voices, was singing close by in a thicket of +wild roses. + + + + +VI. The Waiting Place + +“HOW DID YOU manage with the rest of that rough voyage on the Minerva?” + I asked. + +“I shall be glad to explain to you,” said Captain Littlepage, forgetting +his grievances for the moment. “If I had a map at hand I could explain +better. We were driven to and fro 'way up toward what we used to call +Parry's Discoveries, and lost our bearings. It was thick and foggy, +and at last I lost my ship; she drove on a rock, and we managed to get +ashore on what I took to be a barren island, the few of us that were +left alive. When she first struck, the sea was somewhat calmer than it +had been, and most of the crew, against orders, manned the long-boat and +put off in a hurry, and were never heard of more. Our own boat upset, +but the carpenter kept himself and me above water, and we drifted in. +I had no strength to call upon after my recent fever, and laid down to +die; but he found the tracks of a man and dog the second day, and +got along the shore to one of those far missionary stations that the +Moravians support. They were very poor themselves, and in distress; +'twas a useless place. There were but few Esquimaux left in that region. +There we remained for some time, and I became acquainted with strange +events.” + +The captain lifted his head and gave me a questioning glance. I could +not help noticing that the dulled look in his eyes had gone, and there +was instead a clear intentness that made them seem dark and piercing. + +“There was a supply ship expected, and the pastor, an excellent +Christian man, made no doubt that we should get passage in her. He was +hoping that orders would come to break up the station; but everything +was uncertain, and we got on the best we could for a while. We fished, +and helped the people in other ways; there was no other way of paying +our debts. I was taken to the pastor's house until I got better; but +they were crowded, and I felt myself in the way, and made excuse to join +with an old seaman, a Scotchman, who had built him a warm cabin, and had +room in it for another. He was looked upon with regard, and had stood by +the pastor in some troubles with the people. He had been on one of those +English exploring parties that found one end of the road to the north +pole, but never could find the other. We lived like dogs in a kennel, or +so you'd thought if you had seen the hut from the outside; but the main +thing was to keep warm; there were piles of bird-skins to lie on, and +he'd made him a good bunk, and there was another for me. 'Twas dreadful +dreary waitin' there; we begun to think the supply steamer was lost, and +my poor ship broke up and strewed herself all along the shore. We got to +watching on the headlands; my men and me knew the people were short of +supplies and had to pinch themselves. It ought to read in the Bible, +'Man cannot live by fish alone,' if they'd told the truth of things; +'taint bread that wears the worst on you! First part of the time, old +Gaffett, that I lived with, seemed speechless, and I didn't know what to +make of him, nor he of me, I dare say; but as we got acquainted, I +found he'd been through more disasters than I had, and had troubles that +wa'n't going to let him live a great while. It used to ease his mind to +talk to an understanding person, so we used to sit and talk together +all day, if it rained or blew so that we couldn't get out. I'd got a bad +blow on the back of my head at the time we came ashore, and it pained +me at times, and my strength was broken, anyway; I've never been so able +since.” + +Captain Littlepage fell into a reverie. + +“Then I had the good of my reading,” he explained presently. “I had +no books; the pastor spoke but little English, and all his books were +foreign; but I used to say over all I could remember. The old poets +little knew what comfort they could be to a man. I was well acquainted +with the works of Milton, but up there it did seem to me as if +Shakespeare was the king; he has his sea terms very accurate, and some +beautiful passages were calming to the mind. I could say them over until +I shed tears; there was nothing beautiful to me in that place but the +stars above and those passages of verse. + +“Gaffett was always brooding and brooding, and talking to himself; he +was afraid he should never get away, and it preyed upon his mind. He +thought when I got home I could interest the scientific men in his +discovery: but they're all taken up with their own notions; some didn't +even take pains to answer the letters I wrote. You observe that I said +this crippled man Gaffett had been shipped on a voyage of discovery. I +now tell you that the ship was lost on its return, and only Gaffett and +two officers were saved off the Greenland coast, and he had knowledge +later that those men never got back to England; the brig they shipped on +was run down in the night. So no other living soul had the facts, and +he gave them to me. There is a strange sort of a country 'way up north +beyond the ice, and strange folks living in it. Gaffett believed it was +the next world to this.” + +“What do you mean, Captain Littlepage?” I exclaimed. The old man was +bending forward and whispering; he looked over his shoulder before he +spoke the last sentence. + +“To hear old Gaffett tell about it was something awful,” he said, going +on with his story quite steadily after the moment of excitement had +passed. “'Twas first a tale of dogs and sledges, and cold and wind and +snow. Then they begun to find the ice grow rotten; they had been frozen +in, and got into a current flowing north, far up beyond Fox Channel, +and they took to their boats when the ship got crushed, and this warm +current took them out of sight of the ice, and into a great open sea; +and they still followed it due north, just the very way they had planned +to go. Then they struck a coast that wasn't laid down or charted, but +the cliffs were such that no boat could land until they found a bay and +struck across under sail to the other side where the shore looked lower; +they were scant of provisions and out of water, but they got sight of +something that looked like a great town. 'For God's sake, Gaffett!' said +I, the first time he told me. 'You don't mean a town two degrees farther +north than ships had ever been?' for he'd got their course marked on an +old chart that he'd pieced out at the top; but he insisted upon it, and +told it over and over again, to be sure I had it straight to carry to +those who would be interested. There was no snow and ice, he said, after +they had sailed some days with that warm current, which seemed to come +right from under the ice that they'd been pinched up in and had been +crossing on foot for weeks.” + +“But what about the town?” I asked. “Did they get to the town?” + +“They did,” said the captain, “and found inhabitants; 'twas an awful +condition of things. It appeared, as near as Gaffett could express it, +like a place where there was neither living nor dead. They could see the +place when they were approaching it by sea pretty near like any town, +and thick with habitations; but all at once they lost sight of it +altogether, and when they got close inshore they could see the shapes +of folks, but they never could get near them,--all blowing gray figures +that would pass along alone, or sometimes gathered in companies as if +they were watching. The men were frightened at first, but the shapes +never came near them,--it was as if they blew back; and at last they all +got bold and went ashore, and found birds' eggs and sea fowl, like any +wild northern spot where creatures were tame and folks had never been, +and there was good water. Gaffett said that he and another man came near +one o' the fog-shaped men that was going along slow with the look of a +pack on his back, among the rocks, an' they chased him; but, Lord! he +flittered away out o' sight like a leaf the wind takes with it, or a +piece of cobweb. They would make as if they talked together, but there +was no sound of voices, and 'they acted as if they didn't see us, but +only felt us coming towards them,' says Gaffett one day, trying to tell +the particulars. They couldn't see the town when they were ashore. One +day the captain and the doctor were gone till night up across the high +land where the town had seemed to be, and they came back at night +beat out and white as ashes, and wrote and wrote all next day in their +notebooks, and whispered together full of excitement, and they were +sharp-spoken with the men when they offered to ask any questions. + +“Then there came a day,” said Captain Littlepage, leaning toward me with +a strange look in his eyes, and whispering quickly. “The men all swore +they wouldn't stay any longer; the man on watch early in the morning +gave the alarm, and they all put off in the boat and got a little way +out to sea. Those folks, or whatever they were, come about 'em like +bats; all at once they raised incessant armies, and come as if to drive +'em back to sea. They stood thick at the edge o' the water like the +ridges o' grim war; no thought o' flight, none of retreat. Sometimes +a standing fight, then soaring on main wing tormented all the air. +And when they'd got the boat out o' reach o' danger, Gaffett said they +looked back, and there was the town again, standing up just as they'd +seen it first, comin' on the coast. Say what you might, they all +believed 'twas a kind of waiting-place between this world an' the next.” + +The captain had sprung to his feet in his excitement, and made excited +gestures, but he still whispered huskily. + +“Sit down, sir,” I said as quietly as I could, and he sank into his +chair quite spent. + +“Gaffett thought the officers were hurrying home to report and to fit +out a new expedition when they were all lost. At the time, the men +got orders not to talk over what they had seen,” the old man explained +presently in a more natural tone. + +“Weren't they all starving, and wasn't it a mirage or something of that +sort?” I ventured to ask. But he looked at me blankly. + +“Gaffett had got so that his mind ran on nothing else,” he went on. “The +ship's surgeon let fall an opinion to the captain, one day, that 'twas +some condition o' the light and the magnetic currents that let them see +those folks. 'Twa'n't a right-feeling part of the world, anyway; they +had to battle with the compass to make it serve, an' everything seemed +to go wrong. Gaffett had worked it out in his own mind that they was +all common ghosts, but the conditions were unusual favorable for seeing +them. He was always talking about the Ge'graphical Society, but he never +took proper steps, as I viewed it now, and stayed right there at the +mission. He was a good deal crippled, and thought they'd confine him in +some jail of a hospital. He said he was waiting to find the right men to +tell, somebody bound north. Once in a while they stopped there to leave +a mail or something. He was set in his notions, and let two or three +proper explorin' expeditions go by him because he didn't like their +looks; but when I was there he had got restless, fearin' he might be +taken away or something. He had all his directions written out straight +as a string to give the right ones. I wanted him to trust 'em to me, +so I might have something to show, but he wouldn't. I suppose he's dead +now. I wrote to him an' I done all I could. 'Twill be a great exploit +some o' these days.” + +I assented absent-mindedly, thinking more just then of my companion's +alert, determined look and the seafaring, ready aspect that had come to +his face; but at this moment there fell a sudden change, and the +old, pathetic, scholarly look returned. Behind me hung a map of North +America, and I saw, as I turned a little, that his eyes were fixed upon +the northernmost regions and their careful recent outlines with a look +of bewilderment. + + + + +VII. The Outer Island + + +GAFFETT WITH HIS good bunk and the bird-skins, the story of the wreck +of the Minerva, the human-shaped creatures of fog and cobweb, the great +words of Milton with which he described their onslaught upon the crew, +all this moving tale had such an air of truth that I could not argue +with Captain Littlepage. The old man looked away from the map as if it +had vaguely troubled him, and regarded me appealingly. + +“We were just speaking of”--and he stopped. I saw that he had suddenly +forgotten his subject. + +“There were a great many persons at the funeral,” I hastened to say. + +“Oh yes,” the captain answered, with satisfaction. “All showed respect +who could. The sad circumstances had for a moment slipped my mind. Yes, +Mrs. Begg will be very much missed. She was a capital manager for her +husband when he was at sea. Oh yes, shipping is a very great loss.” And +he sighed heavily. “There was hardly a man of any standing who didn't +interest himself in some way in navigation. It always gave credit to a +town. I call it low-water mark now here in Dunnet.” + +He rose with dignity to take leave, and asked me to stop at his house +some day, when he would show me some outlandish things that he had +brought home from sea. I was familiar with the subject of the decadence +of shipping interests in all its affecting branches, having been already +some time in Dunnet, and I felt sure that Captain Littlepage's mind had +now returned to a safe level. + +As we came down the hill toward the village our ways divided, and when +I had seen the old captain well started on a smooth piece of sidewalk +which would lead him to his own door, we parted, the best of friends. +“Step in some afternoon,” he said, as affectionately as if I were a +fellow-shipmaster wrecked on the lee shore of age like himself. I +turned toward home, and presently met Mrs. Todd coming toward me with an +anxious expression. + +“I see you sleevin' the old gentleman down the hill,” she suggested. + +“Yes. I've had a very interesting afternoon with him,” I answered, and +her face brightened. + +“Oh, then he's all right. I was afraid 'twas one o' his flighty spells, +an' Mari' Harris wouldn't”-- + +“Yes,” I returned, smiling, “he has been telling me some old stories, +but we talked about Mrs. Begg and the funeral beside, and Paradise +Lost.” + +“I expect he got tellin' of you some o' his great narratives,” she +answered, looking at me shrewdly. “Funerals always sets him goin'. Some +o' them tales hangs together toler'ble well,” she added, with a sharper +look than before. “An' he's been a great reader all his seafarin' days. +Some thinks he overdid, and affected his head, but for a man o' his +years he's amazin' now when he's at his best. Oh, he used to be a +beautiful man!” + + +We were standing where there was a fine view of the harbor and its long +stretches of shore all covered by the great army of the pointed firs, +darkly cloaked and standing as if they waited to embark. As we looked +far seaward among the outer islands, the trees seemed to march seaward +still, going steadily over the heights and down to the water's edge. + +It had been growing gray and cloudy, like the first evening of autumn, +and a shadow had fallen on the darkening shore. Suddenly, as we looked, +a gleam of golden sunshine struck the outer islands, and one of them +shone out clear in the light, and revealed itself in a compelling way to +our eyes. Mrs. Todd was looking off across the bay with a face full of +affection and interest. The sunburst upon that outermost island made +it seem like a sudden revelation of the world beyond this which some +believe to be so near. + +“That's where mother lives,” said Mrs. Todd. “Can't we see it plain? I +was brought up out there on Green Island. I know every rock an' bush on +it.” + +“Your mother!” I exclaimed, with great interest. + +“Yes, dear, cert'in; I've got her yet, old's I be. She's one of them +spry, light-footed little women; always was, an' light-hearted, too,” + answered Mrs. Todd, with satisfaction. “She's seen all the trouble folks +can see, without it's her last sickness; an' she's got a word of courage +for everybody. Life ain't spoilt her a mite. She's eighty-six an' I'm +sixty-seven, and I've seen the time I've felt a good sight the oldest. +'Land sakes alive!' says she, last time I was out to see her. 'How you +do lurch about steppin' into a bo't?' I laughed so I liked to have gone +right over into the water; an' we pushed off, an' left her laughin' +there on the shore.” + +The light had faded as we watched. Mrs. Todd had mounted a gray rock, +and stood there grand and architectural, like a caryatide. Presently she +stepped down, and we continued our way homeward. + +“You an' me, we'll take a bo't an' go out some day and see mother,” + she promised me. “'Twould please her very much, an' there's one or two +sca'ce herbs grows better on the island than anywhere else. I ain't seen +their like nowheres here on the main.” + +“Now I'm goin' right down to get us each a mug o' my beer,” she +announced as we entered the house, “an' I believe I'll sneak in a little +mite o' camomile. Goin' to the funeral an' all, I feel to have had a +very wearin' afternoon.” + +I heard her going down into the cool little cellar, and then there was +considerable delay. When she returned, mug in hand, I noticed the taste +of camomile, in spite of my protest; but its flavor was disguised by +some other herb that I did not know, and she stood over me until I drank +it all and said that I liked it. + +“I don't give that to everybody,” said Mrs. Todd kindly; and I felt for +a moment as if it were part of a spell and incantation, and as if my +enchantress would now begin to look like the cobweb shapes of the arctic +town. Nothing happened but a quiet evening and some delightful plans +that we made about going to Green Island, and on the morrow there was +the clear sunshine and blue sky of another day. + + + + +VIII. Green Island + +ONE MORNING, very early, I heard Mrs. Todd in the garden outside my +window. By the unusual loudness of her remarks to a passer-by, and the +notes of a familiar hymn which she sang as she worked among the herbs, +and which came as if directed purposely to the sleepy ears of my +consciousness, I knew that she wished I would wake up and come and speak +to her. + +In a few minutes she responded to a morning voice from behind the +blinds. “I expect you're goin' up to your schoolhouse to pass all this +pleasant day; yes, I expect you're goin' to be dreadful busy,” she said +despairingly. + +“Perhaps not,” said I. “Why, what's going to be the matter with you, +Mrs. Todd?” For I supposed that she was tempted by the fine weather to +take one of her favorite expeditions along the shore pastures to gather +herbs and simples, and would like to have me keep the house. + +“No, I don't want to go nowhere by land,” she answered gayly,--“no, not +by land; but I don't know's we shall have a better day all the rest of +the summer to go out to Green Island an' see mother. I waked up early +thinkin' of her. The wind's light northeast,--'twill take us right +straight out, an' this time o' year it's liable to change round +southwest an' fetch us home pretty, 'long late in the afternoon. Yes, +it's goin' to be a good day.” + +“Speak to the captain and the Bowden boy, if you see anybody going by +toward the landing,” said I. “We'll take the big boat.” + +“Oh, my sakes! now you let me do things my way,” said Mrs. Todd +scornfully. “No, dear, we won't take no big bo't. I'll just git a handy +dory, an' Johnny Bowden an' me, we'll man her ourselves. I don't want no +abler bo't than a good dory, an' a nice light breeze ain't goin' to make +no sea; an' Johnny's my cousin's son,--mother'll like to have him come; +an' he'll be down to the herrin' weirs all the time we're there, anyway; +we don't want to carry no men folks havin' to be considered every minute +an' takin' up all our time. No, you let me do; we'll just slip out an' +see mother by ourselves. I guess what breakfast you'll want's about +ready now.” + +I had become well acquainted with Mrs. Todd as landlady, herb-gatherer, +and rustic philosopher; we had been discreet fellow-passengers once +or twice when I had sailed up the coast to a larger town than Dunnet +Landing to do some shopping; but I was yet to become acquainted with +her as a mariner. An hour later we pushed off from the landing in the +desired dory. The tide was just on the turn, beginning to fall, +and several friends and acquaintances stood along the side of the +dilapidated wharf and cheered us by their words and evident interest. +Johnny Bowden and I were both rowing in haste to get out where we could +catch the breeze and put up the small sail which lay clumsily furled +along the gunwale. Mrs. Todd sat aft, a stern and unbending lawgiver. + +“You better let her drift; we'll get there 'bout as quick; the tide'll +take her right out from under these old buildin's; there's plenty wind +outside.” + +“Your bo't ain't trimmed proper, Mis' Todd!” exclaimed a voice from +shore. “You're lo'ded so the bo't'll drag; you can't git her before +the wind, ma'am. You set 'midships, Mis' Todd, an' let the boy hold the +sheet 'n' steer after he gits the sail up; you won't never git out to +Green Island that way. She's lo'ded bad, your bo't is,--she's heavy +behind's she is now!” + +Mrs. Todd turned with some difficulty and regarded the anxious adviser, +my right oar flew out of water, and we seemed about to capsize. “That +you, Asa? Good-mornin',” she said politely. “I al'ays liked the starn +seat best. When'd you git back from up country?” + +This allusion to Asa's origin was not lost upon the rest of the company. +We were some little distance from shore, but we could hear a chuckle +of laughter, and Asa, a person who was too ready with his criticism and +advice on every possible subject, turned and walked indignantly away. + +When we caught the wind we were soon on our seaward course, and only +stopped to underrun a trawl, for the floats of which Mrs. Todd looked +earnestly, explaining that her mother might not be prepared for three +extra to dinner; it was her brother's trawl, and she meant to just run +her eye along for the right sort of a little haddock. I leaned over the +boat's side with great interest and excitement, while she skillfully +handled the long line of hooks, and made scornful remarks upon +worthless, bait-consuming creatures of the sea as she reviewed them and +left them on the trawl or shook them off into the waves. At last we came +to what she pronounced a proper haddock, and having taken him on board +and ended his life resolutely, we went our way. + +As we sailed along I listened to an increasingly delightful commentary +upon the islands, some of them barren rocks, or at best giving sparse +pasturage for sheep in the early summer. On one of these an eager little +flock ran to the water's edge and bleated at us so affectingly that I +would willingly have stopped; but Mrs. Todd steered away from the rocks, +and scolded at the sheep's mean owner, an acquaintance of hers, who +grudged the little salt and still less care which the patient creatures +needed. The hot midsummer sun makes prisons of these small islands +that are a paradise in early June, with their cool springs and short +thick-growing grass. On a larger island, farther out to sea, my +entertaining companion showed me with glee the small houses of two +farmers who shared the island between them, and declared that for three +generations the people had not spoken to each other even in times of +sickness or death or birth. “When the news come that the war was over, +one of 'em knew it a week, and never stepped across his wall to tell the +other,” she said. “There, they enjoy it; they've got to have somethin' +to interest 'em in such a place; 'tis a good deal more tryin' to be +tied to folks you don't like than 'tis to be alone. Each of 'em tell +the neighbors their wrongs; plenty likes to hear and tell again; them +as fetch a bone'll carry one, an' so they keep the fight a-goin'. I must +say I like variety myself; some folks washes Monday an' irons Tuesday +the whole year round, even if the circus is goin' by!” + +A long time before we landed at Green Island we could see the small +white house, standing high like a beacon, where Mrs. Todd was born and +where her mother lived, on a green slope above the water, with dark +spruce woods still higher. There were crops in the fields, which we +presently distinguished from one another. Mrs. Todd examined them while +we were still far at sea. “Mother's late potatoes looks backward; ain't +had rain enough so far,” she pronounced her opinion. “They look weedier +than what they call Front Street down to Cowper Centre. I expect brother +William is so occupied with his herrin' weirs an' servin' out bait to +the schooners that he don't think once a day of the land.” + +“What's the flag for, up above the spruces there behind the house?” I +inquired, with eagerness. + +“Oh, that's the sign for herrin',” she explained kindly, while Johnny +Bowden regarded me with contemptuous surprise. “When they get enough for +schooners they raise that flag; an' when 'tis a poor catch in the weir +pocket they just fly a little signal down by the shore, an' then the +small bo'ts comes and get enough an' over for their trawls. There, look! +there she is: mother sees us; she's wavin' somethin' out o' the fore +door! She'll be to the landin'-place quick's we are.” + +I looked, and could see a tiny flutter in the doorway, but a quicker +signal had made its way from the heart on shore to the heart on the sea. + +“How do you suppose she knows it is me?” said Mrs. Todd, with a tender +smile on her broad face. “There, you never get over bein' a child long's +you have a mother to go to. Look at the chimney, now; she's gone right +in an' brightened up the fire. Well, there, I'm glad mother's well; +you'll enjoy seein' her very much.” + +Mrs. Todd leaned back into her proper position, and the boat trimmed +again. She took a firmer grasp of the sheet, and gave an impatient look +up at the gaff and the leech of the little sail, and twitched the sheet +as if she urged the wind like a horse. There came at once a fresh gust, +and we seemed to have doubled our speed. Soon we were near enough to see +a tiny figure with handkerchiefed head come down across the field and +stand waiting for us at the cove above a curve of pebble beach. + +Presently the dory grated on the pebbles, and Johnny Bowden, who had +been kept in abeyance during the voyage, sprang out and used manful +exertions to haul us up with the next wave, so that Mrs. Todd could make +a dry landing. + +“You don that very well,” she said, mounting to her feet, and +coming ashore somewhat stiffly, but with great dignity, refusing our +outstretched hands, and returning to possess herself of a bag which had +lain at her feet. + +“Well, mother, here I be!” she announced with indifference; but they +stood and beamed in each other's faces. + +“Lookin' pretty well for an old lady, ain't she?” said Mrs. Todd's +mother, turning away from her daughter to speak to me. She was a +delightful little person herself, with bright eyes and an affectionate +air of expectation like a child on a holiday. You felt as if Mrs. +Blackett were an old and dear friend before you let go her cordial hand. +We all started together up the hill. + +“Now don't you haste too fast, mother,” said Mrs. Todd warningly; “'tis +a far reach o' risin' ground to the fore door, and you won't set an' get +your breath when you're once there, but go trotting about. Now don't +you go a mite faster than we proceed with this bag an' basket. Johnny, +there, 'll fetch up the haddock. I just made one stop to underrun +William's trawl till I come to jes' such a fish's I thought you'd want +to make one o' your nice chowders of. I've brought an onion with me that +was layin' about on the window-sill at home.” + +“That's just what I was wantin',” said the hostess. “I give a sigh +when you spoke o' chowder, knowin' my onions was out. William forgot +to replenish us last time he was to the Landin'. Don't you haste so +yourself Almiry, up this risin' ground. I hear you commencin' to wheeze +a'ready.” + +This mild revenge seemed to afford great pleasure to both giver +and receiver. They laughed a little, and looked at each other +affectionately, and then at me. Mrs. Todd considerately paused, and +faced about to regard the wide sea view. I was glad to stop, being more +out of breath than either of my companions, and I prolonged the halt +by asking the names of the neighboring islands. There was a fine breeze +blowing, which we felt more there on the high land than when we were +running before it in the dory. + +“Why, this ain't that kitten I saw when I was out last, the one that I +said didn't appear likely?” exclaimed Mrs. Todd as we went our way. + +“That's the one, Almiry,” said her mother. “She always had a likely look +to me, an' she's right after business. I never see such a mouser for +one of her age. If't wan't for William, I never should have housed that +other dronin' old thing so long; but he sets by her on account of her +havin' a bob tail. I don't deem it advisable to maintain cats just on +account of their havin' bob tails; they're like all other curiosities, +good for them that wants to see 'm twice. This kitten catches mice for +both, an' keeps me respectable as I ain't been for a year. She's a real +understandin' little help, this kitten is. I picked her from among five +Miss Augusta Pernell had over to Burnt Island,” said the old woman, +trudging along with the kitten close at her skirts. “Augusta, she says +to me, 'Why, Mis' Blackett, you've took and homeliest;' and, says I, +'I've got the smartest; I'm satisfied.'” + +“I'd trust nobody sooner'n you to pick out a kitten, mother,” said the +daughter handsomely, and we went on in peace and harmony. + +The house was just before us now, on a green level that looked as if +a huge hand had scooped it out of the long green field we had been +ascending. A little way above, the dark, spruce woods began to climb the +top of the hill and cover the seaward slopes of the island. There was +just room for the small farm and the forest; we looked down at the +fish-house and its rough sheds, and the weirs stretching far out into +the water. As we looked upward, the tops of the firs came sharp against +the blue sky. There was a great stretch of rough pasture-land round +the shoulder of the island to the eastward, and here were all the +thick-scattered gray rocks that kept their places, and the gray backs +of many sheep that forever wandered and fed on the thin sweet pasturage +that fringed the ledges and made soft hollows and strips of green turf +like growing velvet. I could see the rich green of bayberry bushes here +and there, where the rocks made room. The air was very sweet; one could +not help wishing to be a citizen of such a complete and tiny continent +and home of fisherfolk. + +The house was broad and clean, with a roof that looked heavy on its low +walls. It was one of the houses that seem firm-rooted in the ground, as +if they were two-thirds below the surface, like icebergs. The front door +stood hospitably open in expectation of company, and an orderly +vine grew at each side; but our path led to the kitchen door at the +house-end, and there grew a mass of gay flowers and greenery, as if they +had been swept together by some diligent garden broom into a tangled +heap: there were portulacas all along under the lower step and +straggling off into the grass, and clustering mallows that crept as near +as they dared, like poor relations. I saw the bright eyes and brainless +little heads of two half-grown chickens who were snuggled down among the +mallows as if they had been chased away from the door more than once, +and expected to be again. + +“It seems kind o' formal comin' in this way,” said Mrs. Todd +impulsively, as we passed the flowers and came to the front doorstep; +but she was mindful of the proprieties, and walked before us into the +best room on the left. + +“Why, mother, if you haven't gone an' turned the carpet!” she exclaimed, +with something in her voice that spoke of awe and admiration. “When'd +you get to it? I s'pose Mis' Addicks come over an' helped you, from +White Island Landing?” + +“No, she didn't,” answered the old woman, standing proudly erect, and +making the most of a great moment. “I done it all myself with William's +help. He had a spare day, an' took right holt with me; an' 'twas all +well beat on the grass, an' turned, an' put down again afore we went to +bed. I ripped an' sewed over two o' them long breadths. I ain't had such +a good night's sleep for two years.” + +“There, what do you think o' havin' such a mother as that for eighty-six +year old?” said Mrs. Todd, standing before us like a large figure of +Victory. + +As for the mother, she took on a sudden look of youth; you felt as if +she promised a great future, and was beginning, not ending, her summers +and their happy toils. + +“My, my!” exclaimed Mrs. Todd. “I couldn't ha' done it myself, I've got +to own it.” + +“I was much pleased to have it off my mind,” said Mrs. Blackett, humbly; +“the more so because along at the first of the next week I wasn't very +well. I suppose it may have been the change of weather.” + +Mrs. Todd could not resist a significant glance at me, but, with +charming sympathy, she forbore to point the lesson or to connect this +illness with its apparent cause. She loomed larger than ever in the +little old-fashioned best room, with its few pieces of good furniture +and pictures of national interest. The green paper curtains were +stamped with conventional landscapes of a foreign order,--castles +on inaccessible crags, and lovely lakes with steep wooded shores; +under-foot the treasured carpet was covered thick with home-made rugs. +There were empty glass lamps and crystallized bouquets of grass and some +fine shells on the narrow mantelpiece. + +“I was married in this room,” said Mrs. Todd unexpectedly; and I heard +her give a sigh after she had spoken, as if she could not help the touch +of regret that would forever come with all her thoughts of happiness. + +“We stood right there between the windows,” she added, “and the minister +stood here. William wouldn't come in. He was always odd about seein' +folks, just's he is now. I run to meet 'em from a child, an' William, +he'd take an' run away.” + +“I've been the gainer,” said the old mother cheerfully. “William has +been son an' daughter both since you was married off the island. He's +been 'most too satisfied to stop at home 'long o' his old mother, but I +always tell 'em I'm the gainer.” + +We were all moving toward the kitchen as if by common instinct. The best +room was too suggestive of serious occasions, and the shades were +all pulled down to shut out the summer light and air. It was indeed a +tribute to Society to find a room set apart for her behests out there +on so apparently neighborless and remote an island. Afternoon visits +and evening festivals must be few in such a bleak situation at certain +seasons of the year, but Mrs. Blackett was of those who do not live to +themselves, and who have long since passed the line that divides mere +self-concern from a valued share in whatever Society can give and take. +There were those of her neighbors who never had taken the trouble to +furnish a best room, but Mrs. Blackett was one who knew the uses of a +parlor. + +“Yes, do come right out into the old kitchen; I shan't make any stranger +of you,” she invited us pleasantly, after we had been properly received +in the room appointed to formality. “I expect Almiry, here, 'll be +driftin' out 'mongst the pasture-weeds quick's she can find a good +excuse. 'Tis hot now. You'd better content yourselves till you get nice +an' rested, an' 'long after dinner the sea-breeze 'll spring up, an' +then you can take your walks, an' go up an' see the prospect from the +big ledge. Almiry'll want to show off everything there is. Then I'll get +you a good cup o' tea before you start to go home. The days are plenty +long now.” + +While we were talking in the best room the selected fish had been +mysteriously brought up from the shore, and lay all cleaned and ready in +an earthen crock on the table. + +“I think William might have just stopped an' said a word,” remarked +Mrs. Todd, pouting with high affront as she caught sight of it. “He's +friendly enough when he comes ashore, an' was remarkable social the last +time, for him.” + +“He ain't disposed to be very social with the ladies,” explained +William's mother, with a delightful glance at me, as if she counted upon +my friendship and tolerance. “He's very particular, and he's all in his +old fishin'-clothes to-day. He'll want me to tell him everything you +said and done, after you've gone. William has very deep affections. +He'll want to see you, Almiry. Yes, I guess he'll be in by an' by.” + +“I'll search for him by 'n' by, if he don't,” proclaimed Mrs. Todd, with +an air of unalterable resolution. “I know all of his burrows down 'long +the shore. I'll catch him by hand 'fore he knows it. I've got some +business with William, anyway. I brought forty-two cents with me that +was due him for them last lobsters he brought in.” + +“You can leave it with me,” suggested the little old mother, who was +already stepping about among her pots and pans in the pantry, and +preparing to make the chowder. + +I became possessed of a sudden unwonted curiosity in regard to William, +and felt that half the pleasure of my visit would be lost if I could not +make his interesting acquaintance. + + + + +IX. William + +MRS. TODD HAD taken the onion out of her basket and laid it down upon +the kitchen table. “There's Johnny Bowden come with us, you know,” she +reminded her mother. “He'll be hungry enough to eat his size.” + +“I've got new doughnuts, dear,” said the little old lady. “You don't +often catch William 'n' me out o' provisions. I expect you might have +chose a somewhat larger fish, but I'll try an' make it do. I shall have +to have a few extra potatoes, but there's a field full out there, +an' the hoe's leanin' against the well-house, in 'mongst the +climbin'-beans.” She smiled and gave her daughter a commanding nod. + +“Land sakes alive! Le's blow the horn for William,” insisted Mrs. Todd, +with some excitement. “He needn't break his spirit so far's to come in. +He'll know you need him for something particular, an' then we can call +to him as he comes up the path. I won't put him to no pain.” + +Mrs. Blackett's old face, for the first time, wore a look of trouble, +and I found it necessary to counteract the teasing spirit of Almira. +It was too pleasant to stay indoors altogether, even in such rewarding +companionship; besides, I might meet William; and, straying out +presently, I found the hoe by the well-house and an old splint basket at +the woodshed door, and also found my way down to the field where there +was a great square patch of rough, weedy potato-tops and tall ragweed. +One corner was already dug, and I chose a fat-looking hill where the +tops were well withered. There is all the pleasure that one can have in +gold-digging in finding one's hopes satisfied in the riches of a good +hill of potatoes. I longed to go on; but it did not seem frugal to dig +any longer after my basket was full, and at last I took my hoe by the +middle and lifted the basket to go back up the hill. I was sure that +Mrs. Blackett must be waiting impatiently to slice the potatoes into the +chowder, layer after layer, with the fish. + +“You let me take holt o' that basket, ma'am,” said the pleasant, anxious +voice behind me. + +I turned, startled in the silence of the wide field, and saw an elderly +man, bent in the shoulders as fishermen often are, gray-headed and +clean-shaven, and with a timid air. It was William. He looked just like +his mother, and I had been imagining that he was large and stout like +his sister, Almira Todd; and, strange to say, my fancy had led me to +picture him not far from thirty and a little loutish. It was necessary +instead to pay William the respect due to age. + +I accustomed myself to plain facts on the instant, and we said +good-morning like old friends. The basket was really heavy, and I put +the hoe through its handle and offered him one end; then we moved easily +toward the house together, speaking of the fine weather and of mackerel +which were reported to be striking in all about the bay. William had +been out since three o'clock, and had taken an extra fare of fish. +I could feel that Mrs. Todd's eyes were upon us as we approached the +house, and although I fell behind in the narrow path, and let William +take the basket alone and precede me at some little distance the rest of +the way, I could plainly hear her greet him. + +“Got round to comin' in, didn't you?” she inquired, with amusement. +“Well, now, that's clever. Didn't know's I should see you to-day, +William, an' I wanted to settle an account.” + +I felt somewhat disturbed and responsible, but when I joined them they +were on most simple and friendly terms. It became evident that, with +William, it was the first step that cost, and that, having once joined +in social interests, he was able to pursue them with more or less +pleasure. He was about sixty, and not young-looking for his years, yet +so undying is the spirit of youth, and bashfulness has such a power +of survival, that I felt all the time as if one must try to make the +occasion easy for some one who was young and new to the affairs of +social life. He asked politely if I would like to go up to the great +ledge while dinner was getting ready; so, not without a deep sense of +pleasure, and a delighted look of surprise from the two hostesses, +we started, William and I, as if both of us felt much younger than we +looked. Such was the innocence and simplicity of the moment that when +I heard Mrs. Todd laughing behind us in the kitchen I laughed too, but +William did not even blush. I think he was a little deaf, and he stepped +along before me most businesslike and intent upon his errand. + +We went from the upper edge of the field above the house into a smooth, +brown path among the dark spruces. The hot sun brought out the fragrance +of the pitchy bark, and the shade was pleasant as we climbed the hill. +William stopped once or twice to show me a great wasps'-nest close by, +or some fishhawks'-nests below in a bit of swamp. He picked a few sprigs +of late-blooming linnaea as we came out upon an open bit of pasture at +the top of the island, and gave them to me without speaking, but he +knew as well as I that one could not say half he wished about linnaea. +Through this piece of rough pasture ran a huge shape of stone like the +great backbone of an enormous creature. At the end, near the woods, we +could climb up on it and walk along to the highest point; there above +the circle of pointed firs we could look down over all the island, and +could see the ocean that circled this and a hundred other bits of island +ground, the mainland shore and all the far horizons. It gave a sudden +sense of space, for nothing stopped the eye or hedged one in,--that +sense of liberty in space and time which great prospects always give. + +“There ain't no such view in the world, I expect,” said William +proudly, and I hastened to speak my heartfelt tribute of praise; it was +impossible not to feel as if an untraveled boy had spoken, and yet one +loved to have him value his native heath. + + + + +X. Where Pennyroyal Grew + +WE WERE a little late to dinner, but Mrs. Blackett and Mrs. Todd were +lenient, and we all took our places after William had paused to wash his +hands, like a pious Brahmin, at the well, and put on a neat blue coat +which he took from a peg behind the kitchen door. Then he resolutely +asked a blessing in words that I could not hear, and we ate the chowder +and were thankful. The kitten went round and round the table, quite +erect, and, holding on by her fierce young claws, she stopped to mew +with pathos at each elbow, or darted off to the open door when a song +sparrow forgot himself and lit in the grass too near. William did not +talk much, but his sister Todd occupied the time and told all the news +there was to tell of Dunnet Landing and its coasts, while the old mother +listened with delight. Her hospitality was something exquisite; she had +the gift which so many women lack, of being able to make themselves +and their houses belong entirely to a guest's pleasure,--that charming +surrender for the moment of themselves and whatever belongs to them, +so that they make a part of one's own life that can never be forgotten. +Tact is after all a kind of mindreading, and my hostess held the golden +gift. Sympathy is of the mind as well as the heart, and Mrs. Blackett's +world and mine were one from the moment we met. Besides, she had that +final, that highest gift of heaven, a perfect self-forgetfulness. +Sometimes, as I watched her eager, sweet old face, I wondered why she +had been set to shine on this lonely island of the northern coast. +It must have been to keep the balance true, and make up to all her +scattered and depending neighbors for other things which they may have +lacked. + +When we had finished clearing away the old blue plates, and the kitten +had taken care of her share of the fresh haddock, just as we were +putting back the kitchen chairs in their places, Mrs. Todd said briskly +that she must go up into the pasture now to gather the desired herbs. + +“You can stop here an' rest, or you can accompany me,” she announced. +“Mother ought to have her nap, and when we come back she an' William'll +sing for you. She admires music,” said Mrs. Todd, turning to speak to +her mother. + +But Mrs. Blackett tried to say that she couldn't sing as she used, and +perhaps William wouldn't feel like it. She looked tired, the good old +soul, or I should have liked to sit in the peaceful little house while +she slept; I had had much pleasant experience of pastures already in her +daughter's company. But it seemed best to go with Mrs. Todd, and off we +went. + +Mrs. Todd carried the gingham bag which she had brought from home, and a +small heavy burden in the bottom made it hang straight and slender from +her hand. The way was steep, and she soon grew breathless, so that we +sat down to rest awhile on a convenient large stone among the bayberry. + +“There, I wanted you to see this,--'tis mother's picture,” said Mrs. +Todd; “'twas taken once when she was up to Portland soon after she +was married. That's me,” she added, opening another worn case, and +displaying the full face of the cheerful child she looked like still in +spite of being past sixty. “And here's William an' father together. I +take after father, large and heavy, an' William is like mother's folks, +short an' thin. He ought to have made something o' himself, bein' a man +an' so like mother; but though he's been very steady to work, an' kept +up the farm, an' done his fishin' too right along, he never had mother's +snap an' power o' seein' things just as they be. He's got excellent +judgment, too,” meditated William's sister, but she could not arrive at +any satisfactory decision upon what she evidently thought his failure in +life. “I think it is well to see any one so happy an' makin' the most +of life just as it falls to hand,” she said as she began to put the +daguerreotypes away again; but I reached out my hand to see her mother's +once more, a most flowerlike face of a lovely young woman in quaint +dress. There was in the eyes a look of anticipation and joy, a far-off +look that sought the horizon; one often sees it in seafaring families, +inherited by girls and boys alike from men who spend their lives at sea, +and are always watching for distant sails or the first loom of the +land. At sea there is nothing to be seen close by, and this has its +counterpart in a sailor's character, in the large and brave and patient +traits that are developed, the hopeful pleasantness that one loves so in +a seafarer. + +When the family pictures were wrapped again in a big handkerchief, we +set forward in a narrow footpath and made our way to a lonely place that +faced northward, where there was more pasturage and fewer bushes, and we +went down to the edge of short grass above some rocky cliffs where the +deep sea broke with a great noise, though the wind was down and the +water looked quiet a little way from shore. Among the grass grew such +pennyroyal as the rest of the world could not provide. There was a fine +fragrance in the air as we gathered it sprig by sprig and stepped along +carefully, and Mrs. Todd pressed her aromatic nosegay between her hands +and offered it to me again and again. + +“There's nothin' like it,” she said; “oh no, there's no such pennyr'yal +as this in the state of Maine. It's the right pattern of the plant, and +all the rest I ever see is but an imitation. Don't it do you good?” And +I answered with enthusiasm. + +“There, dear, I never showed nobody else but mother where to find this +place; 'tis kind of sainted to me. Nathan, my husband, an' I used to +love this place when we was courtin', and”--she hesitated, and then +spoke softly--“when he was lost, 'twas just off shore tryin' to get in +by the short channel out there between Squaw Islands, right in sight o' +this headland where we'd set an' made our plans all summer long.” + +I had never heard her speak of her husband before, but I felt that we +were friends now since she had brought me to this place. + +“'Twas but a dream with us,” Mrs. Todd said. “I knew it when he was +gone. I knew it”--and she whispered as if she were at confession--“I +knew it afore he started to go to sea. My heart was gone out o' my +keepin' before I ever saw Nathan; but he loved me well, and he made me +real happy, and he died before he ever knew what he'd had to know if +we'd lived long together. 'Tis very strange about love. No, Nathan never +found out, but my heart was troubled when I knew him first. There's more +women likes to be loved than there is of those that loves. I spent some +happy hours right here. I always liked Nathan, and he never knew. But +this pennyr'yal always reminded me, as I'd sit and gather it and hear +him talkin'--it always would remind me of--the other one.” + +She looked away from me, and presently rose and went on by herself. +There was something lonely and solitary about her great determined +shape. She might have been Antigone alone on the Theban plain. It is not +often given in a noisy world to come to the places of great grief and +silence. An absolute, archaic grief possessed this countrywoman; she +seemed like a renewal of some historic soul, with her sorrows and the +remoteness of a daily life busied with rustic simplicities and the +scents of primeval herbs. + + +I was not incompetent at herb-gathering, and after a while, when I had +sat long enough waking myself to new thoughts, and reading a page of +remembrance with new pleasure, I gathered some bunches, as I was bound +to do, and at last we met again higher up the shore, in the plain +every-day world we had left behind when we went down to the penny-royal +plot. As we walked together along the high edge of the field we saw a +hundred sails about the bay and farther seaward; it was mid-afternoon or +after, and the day was coming to an end. + +“Yes, they're all makin' towards the shore,--the small craft an' the +lobster smacks an' all,” said my companion. “We must spend a little time +with mother now, just to have our tea, an' then put for home.” + +“No matter if we lose the wind at sundown; I can row in with Johnny,” + said I; and Mrs. Todd nodded reassuringly and kept to her steady plod, +not quickening her gait even when we saw William come round the corner +of the house as if to look for us, and wave his hand and disappear. + +“Why, William's right on deck; I didn't know's we should see any more of +him!” exclaimed Mrs. Todd. “Now mother'll put the kettle right on; she's +got a good fire goin'.” I too could see the blue smoke thicken, and then +we both walked a little faster, while Mrs. Todd groped in her full bag +of herbs to find the daguerreotypes and be ready to put them in their +places. + + + + +XI. The Old Singers + +WILLIAM WAS sitting on the side door step, and the old mother was busy +making her tea; she gave into my hand an old flowered-glass tea-caddy. + +“William thought you'd like to see this, when he was settin' the table. +My father brought it to my mother from the island of Tobago; an' here's +a pair of beautiful mugs that came with it.” She opened the glass door +of a little cupboard beside the chimney. “These I call my best things, +dear,” she said. “You'd laugh to see how we enjoy 'em Sunday nights in +winter: we have a real company tea 'stead o' livin' right along just +the same, an' I make somethin' good for a s'prise an' put on some o' my +preserves, an' we get a'talkin' together an' have real pleasant times.” + +Mrs. Todd laughed indulgently, and looked to see what I thought of such +childishness. + +“I wish I could be here some Sunday evening,” said I. + +“William an' me'll be talkin' about you an' thinkin' o' this nice day,” + said Mrs. Blackett affectionately, and she glanced at William, and he +looked up bravely and nodded. I began to discover that he and his sister +could not speak their deeper feelings before each other. + +“Now I want you an' mother to sing,” said Mrs. Todd abruptly, with +an air of command, and I gave William much sympathy in his evident +distress. + +“After I've had my cup o' tea, dear,” answered the old hostess +cheerfully; and so we sat down and took our cups and made merry while +they lasted. It was impossible not to wish to stay on forever at Green +Island, and I could not help saying so. + +“I'm very happy here, both winter an' summer,” said old Mrs. Blackett. +“William an' I never wish for any other home, do we, William? I'm glad +you find it pleasant; I wish you'd come an' stay, dear, whenever you +feel inclined. But here's Almiry; I always think Providence was kind +to plot an' have her husband leave her a good house where she really +belonged. She'd been very restless if she'd had to continue here on +Green Island. You wanted more scope, didn't you, Almiry, an' to live in +a large place where more things grew? Sometimes folks wonders that +we don't live together; perhaps we shall some time,” and a shadow of +sadness and apprehension flitted across her face. “The time o' sickness +an' failin' has got to come to all. But Almiry's got an herb that's good +for everything.” She smiled as she spoke, and looked bright again. + +“There's some herb that's good for everybody, except for them that +thinks they're sick when they ain't,” announced Mrs. Todd, with a truly +professional air of finality. “Come, William, let's have Sweet Home, an' +then mother'll sing Cupid an' the Bee for us.” + +Then followed a most charming surprise. William mastered his timidity +and began to sing. His voice was a little faint and frail, like the +family daguerreotypes, but it was a tenor voice, and perfectly true +and sweet. I have never heard Home, Sweet Home sung as touchingly and +seriously as he sang it; he seemed to make it quite new; and when he +paused for a moment at the end of the first line and began the next, +the old mother joined him and they sang together, she missing only the +higher notes, where he seemed to lend his voice to hers for the moment +and carry on her very note and air. It was the silent man's real and +only means of expression, and one could have listened forever, and have +asked for more and more songs of old Scotch and English inheritance and +the best that have lived from the ballad music of the war. Mrs. Todd +kept time visibly, and sometimes audibly, with her ample foot. I saw the +tears in her eyes sometimes, when I could see beyond the tears in mine. +But at last the songs ended and the time came to say good-by; it was the +end of a great pleasure. + +Mrs. Blackett, the dear old lady, opened the door of her bedroom while +Mrs. Todd was tying up the herb bag, and William had gone down to get +the boat ready and to blow the horn for Johnny Bowden, who had joined a +roving boat party who were off the shore lobstering. + +I went to the door of the bedroom, and thought how pleasant it looked, +with its pink-and-white patchwork quilt and the brown unpainted paneling +of its woodwork. + +“Come right in, dear,” she said. “I want you to set down in my old +quilted rockin'-chair there by the window; you'll say it's the prettiest +view in the house. I set there a good deal to rest me and when I want to +read.” + +There was a worn red Bible on the lightstand, and Mrs. Blackett's heavy +silver-bowed glasses; her thimble was on the narrow window-ledge, and +folded carefully on the table was a thick striped-cotton shirt that +she was making for her son. Those dear old fingers and their loving +stitches, that heart which had made the most of everything that needed +love! Here was the real home, the heart of the old house on Green +Island! I sat in the rocking-chair, and felt that it was a place of +peace, the little brown bedroom, and the quiet outlook upon field and +sea and sky. + +I looked up, and we understood each other without speaking. “I shall +like to think o' your settin' here to-day,” said Mrs. Blackett. “I want +you to come again. It has been so pleasant for William.” + +The wind served us all the way home, and did not fall or let the sail +slacken until we were close to the shore. We had a generous freight of +lobsters in the boat, and new potatoes which William had put aboard, and +what Mrs. Todd proudly called a full “kag” of prime number one salted +mackerel; and when we landed we had to make business arrangements to +have these conveyed to her house in a wheelbarrow. + +I never shall forget the day at Green Island. The town of Dunnet Landing +seemed large and noisy and oppressive as we came ashore. Such is the +power of contrast; for the village was so still that I could hear the +shy whippoorwills singing that night as I lay awake in my downstairs +bedroom, and the scent of Mrs. Todd's herb garden under the window blew +in again and again with every gentle rising of the seabreeze. + + + + +XII. A Strange Sail + +EXCEPT FOR a few stray guests, islanders or from the inland country, to +whom Mrs. Todd offered the hospitalities of a single meal, we were quite +by ourselves all summer; and when there were signs of invasion, late in +July, and a certain Mrs. Fosdick appeared like a strange sail on the +far horizon, I suffered much from apprehension. I had been living in the +quaint little house with as much comfort and unconsciousness as if it +were a larger body, or a double shell, in whose simple convolutions Mrs. +Todd and I had secreted ourselves, until some wandering hermit crab of a +visitor marked the little spare room for her own. Perhaps now and then a +castaway on a lonely desert island dreads the thought of being rescued. +I heard of Mrs. Fosdick for the first time with a selfish sense +of objection; but after all, I was still vacation-tenant of the +schoolhouse, where I could always be alone, and it was impossible not to +sympathize with Mrs. Todd, who, in spite of some preliminary grumbling, +was really delighted with the prospect of entertaining an old friend. + +For nearly a month we received occasional news of Mrs. Fosdick, who +seemed to be making a royal progress from house to house in the inland +neighborhood, after the fashion of Queen Elizabeth. One Sunday after +another came and went, disappointing Mrs. Todd in the hope of seeing +her guest at church and fixing the day for the great visit to begin; but +Mrs. Fosdick was not ready to commit herself to a date. An assurance of +“some time this week” was not sufficiently definite from a free-footed +housekeeper's point of view, and Mrs. Todd put aside all herb-gathering +plans, and went through the various stages of expectation, provocation, +and despair. At last she was ready to believe that Mrs. Fosdick must +have forgotten her promise and returned to her home, which was vaguely +said to be over Thomaston way. But one evening, just as the supper-table +was cleared and “readied up,” and Mrs. Todd had put her large apron +over her head and stepped forth for an evening stroll in the garden, the +unexpected happened. She heard the sound of wheels, and gave an excited +cry to me, as I sat by the window, that Mrs. Fosdick was coming right up +the street. + +“She may not be considerate, but she's dreadful good company,” said Mrs. +Todd hastily, coming back a few steps from the neighborhood of the gate. +“No, she ain't a mite considerate, but there's a small lobster left over +from your tea; yes, it's a real mercy there's a lobster. Susan Fosdick +might just as well have passed the compliment o' comin' an hour ago.” + +“Perhaps she has had her supper,” I ventured to suggest, sharing the +housekeeper's anxiety, and meekly conscious of an inconsiderate appetite +for my own supper after a long expedition up the bay. There were so +few emergencies of any sort at Dunnet Landing that this one appeared +overwhelming. + +“No, she's rode 'way over from Nahum Brayton's place. I expect they were +busy on the farm, and couldn't spare the horse in proper season. You +just sly out an' set the teakittle on again, dear, an' drop in a good +han'ful o' chips; the fire's all alive. I'll take her right up to lay +off her things, as she'll be occupied with explanations an' gettin' her +bunnit off, so you'll have plenty o' time. She's one I shouldn't like to +have find me unprepared.” + +Mrs. Fosdick was already at the gate, and Mrs. Todd now turned with an +air of complete surprise and delight to welcome her. + +“Why, Susan Fosdick,” I heard her exclaim in a fine unhindered voice, as +if she were calling across a field, “I come near giving of you up! I was +afraid you'd gone an' 'portioned out my visit to somebody else. I s'pose +you've been to supper?” + +“Lor', no, I ain't, Almiry Todd,” said Mrs. Fosdick cheerfully, as she +turned, laden with bags and bundles, from making her adieux to the boy +driver. “I ain't had a mite o' supper, dear. I've been lottin' all the +way on a cup o' that best tea o' yourn,--some o' that Oolong you keep in +the little chist. I don't want none o' your useful herbs.” + +“I keep that tea for ministers' folks,” gayly responded Mrs. Todd. +“Come right along in, Susan Fosdick. I declare if you ain't the same old +sixpence!” + +As they came up the walk together, laughing like girls, I fled, full +of cares, to the kitchen, to brighten the fire and be sure that the +lobster, sole dependence of a late supper, was well out of reach of the +cat. There proved to be fine reserves of wild raspberries and bread and +butter, so that I regained my composure, and waited impatiently for my +own share of this illustrious visit to begin. There was an instant sense +of high festivity in the evening air from the moment when our guest had +so frankly demanded the Oolong tea. + +The great moment arrived. I was formally presented at the stair-foot, +and the two friends passed on to the kitchen, where I soon heard a +hospitable clink of crockery and the brisk stirring of a tea-cup. I sat +in my high-backed rocking-chair by the window in the front room with an +unreasonable feeling of being left out, like the child who stood at +the gate in Hans Andersen's story. Mrs. Fosdick did not look, at first +sight, like a person of great social gifts. She was a serious-looking +little bit of an old woman, with a birdlike nod of the head. I had often +been told that she was the “best hand in the world to make a visit,”--as +if to visit were the highest of vocations; that everybody wished +for her, while few could get her; and I saw that Mrs. Todd felt a +comfortable sense of distinction in being favored with the company of +this eminent person who “knew just how.” It was certainly true that Mrs. +Fosdick gave both her hostess and me a warm feeling of enjoyment +and expectation, as if she had the power of social suggestion to all +neighboring minds. + +The two friends did not reappear for at least an hour. I could hear +their busy voices, loud and low by turns, as they ranged from public +to confidential topics. At last Mrs. Todd kindly remembered me and +returned, giving my door a ceremonious knock before she stepped in, +with the small visitor in her wake. She reached behind her and took Mrs. +Fosdick's hand as if she were young and bashful, and gave her a gentle +pull forward. + +“There, I don't know whether you're goin' to take to each other or +not; no, nobody can't tell whether you'll suit each other, but I +expect you'll get along some way, both having seen the world,” said +our affectionate hostess. “You can inform Mis' Fosdick how we found +the folks out to Green Island the other day. She's always been well +acquainted with mother. I'll slip out now an' put away the supper things +an' set my bread to rise, if you'll both excuse me. You can come an' +keep me company when you get ready, either or both.” And Mrs. Todd, +large and amiable, disappeared and left us. + +Being furnished not only with a subject of conversation, but with a safe +refuge in the kitchen in case of incompatibility, Mrs. Fosdick and I sat +down, prepared to make the best of each other. I soon discovered that +she, like many of the elder women of the coast, had spent a part of +her life at sea, and was full of a good traveler's curiosity and +enlightenment. By the time we thought it discreet to join our hostess we +were already sincere friends. + +You may speak of a visit's setting in as well as a tide's, and it was +impossible, as Mrs. Todd whispered to me, not to be pleased at the way +this visit was setting in; a new impulse and refreshing of the social +currents and seldom visited bays of memory appeared to have begun. +Mrs. Fosdick had been the mother of a large family of sons and +daughters,--sailors and sailors' wives,--and most of them had died +before her. I soon grew more or less acquainted with the histories of +all their fortunes and misfortunes, and subjects of an intimate nature +were no more withheld from my ears than if I had been a shell on +the mantelpiece. Mrs. Fosdick was not without a touch of dignity and +elegance; she was fashionable in her dress, but it was a curiously +well-preserved provincial fashion of some years back. In a wider sphere +one might have called her a woman of the world, with her unexpected bits +of modern knowledge, but Mrs. Todd's wisdom was an intimation of truth +itself. She might belong to any age, like an idyl of Theocritus; but +while she always understood Mrs. Fosdick, that entertaining pilgrim +could not always understand Mrs. Todd. + +That very first evening my friends plunged into a borderless sea of +reminiscences and personal news. Mrs. Fosdick had been staying with a +family who owned the farm where she was born, and she had visited every +sunny knoll and shady field corner; but when she said that it might be +for the last time, I detected in her tone something expectant of the +contradiction which Mrs. Todd promptly offered. + +“Almiry,” said Mrs. Fosdick, with sadness, “you may say what you like, +but I am one of nine brothers and sisters brought up on the old place, +and we're all dead but me.” + +“Your sister Dailey ain't gone, is she? Why, no, Louisa ain't gone!” + exclaimed Mrs. Todd, with surprise. “Why, I never heard of that +occurrence!” + +“Yes'm; she passed away last October, in Lynn. She had made her distant +home in Vermont State, but she was making a visit to her youngest +daughter. Louisa was the only one of my family whose funeral I wasn't +able to attend, but 'twas a mere accident. All the rest of us were +settled right about home. I thought it was very slack of 'em in Lynn +not to fetch her to the old place; but when I came to hear about it, +I learned that they'd recently put up a very elegant monument, and my +sister Dailey was always great for show. She'd just been out to see the +monument the week before she was taken down, and admired it so much that +they felt sure of her wishes.” + +“So she's really gone, and the funeral was up to Lynn!” repeated Mrs. +Todd, as if to impress the sad fact upon her mind. “She was some years +younger than we be, too. I recollect the first day she ever came to +school; 'twas that first year mother sent me inshore to stay with aunt +Topham's folks and get my schooling. You fetched little Louisa to school +one Monday mornin' in a pink dress an' her long curls, and she set +between you an' me, and got cryin' after a while, so the teacher sent us +home with her at recess.” + +“She was scared of seeing so many children about her; there was only her +and me and brother John at home then; the older boys were to sea with +father, an' the rest of us wa'n't born,” explained Mrs. Fosdick. “That +next fall we all went to sea together. Mother was uncertain till the +last minute, as one may say. The ship was waiting orders, but the baby +that then was, was born just in time, and there was a long spell of +extra bad weather, so mother got about again before they had to sail, +an' we all went. I remember my clothes were all left ashore in the east +chamber in a basket where mother'd took them out o' my chist o' drawers +an' left 'em ready to carry aboard. She didn't have nothing aboard, of +her own, that she wanted to cut up for me, so when my dress wore out she +just put me into a spare suit o' John's, jacket and trousers. I wasn't +but eight years old an' he was most seven and large of his age. Quick +as we made a port she went right ashore an' fitted me out pretty, but +we was bound for the East Indies and didn't put in anywhere for a good +while. So I had quite a spell o' freedom. Mother made my new skirt +long because I was growing, and I poked about the deck after that, real +discouraged, feeling the hem at my heels every minute, and as if youth +was past and gone. I liked the trousers best; I used to climb the +riggin' with 'em and frighten mother till she said an' vowed she'd never +take me to sea again.” + +I thought by the polite absent-minded smile on Mrs. Todd's face this was +no new story. + +“Little Louisa was a beautiful child; yes, I always thought Louisa was +very pretty,” Mrs. Todd said. “She was a dear little girl in those +days. She favored your mother; the rest of you took after your father's +folks.” + +“We did certain,” agreed Mrs. Fosdick, rocking steadily. “There, it does +seem so pleasant to talk with an old acquaintance that knows what you +know. I see so many of these new folks nowadays, that seem to have +neither past nor future. Conversation's got to have some root in the +past, or else you've got to explain every remark you make, an' it wears +a person out.” + +Mrs. Todd gave a funny little laugh. “Yes'm, old friends is always best, +'less you can catch a new one that's fit to make an old one out of,” + she said, and we gave an affectionate glance at each other which Mrs. +Fosdick could not have understood, being the latest comer to the house. + + + + +XIII. Poor Joanna + +ONE EVENING my ears caught a mysterious allusion which Mrs. Todd made to +Shell-heap Island. It was a chilly night of cold northeasterly rain, and +I made a fire for the first time in the Franklin stove in my room, and +begged my two housemates to come in and keep me company. The weather had +convinced Mrs. Todd that it was time to make a supply of cough-drops, +and she had been bringing forth herbs from dark and dry hiding-places, +until now the pungent dust and odor of them had resolved themselves into +one mighty flavor of spearmint that came from a simmering caldron +of syrup in the kitchen. She called it done, and well done, and had +ostentatiously left it to cool, and taken her knitting-work because +Mrs. Fosdick was busy with hers. They sat in the two rocking-chairs, the +small woman and the large one, but now and then I could see that Mrs. +Todd's thoughts remained with the cough-drops. The time of gathering +herbs was nearly over, but the time of syrups and cordials had begun. + +The heat of the open fire made us a little drowsy, but something in the +way Mrs. Todd spoke of Shell-heap Island waked my interest. I waited to +see if she would say any more, and then took a roundabout way back to +the subject by saying what was first in my mind: that I wished the Green +Island family were there to spend the evening with us,--Mrs. Todd's +mother and her brother William. + +Mrs. Todd smiled, and drummed on the arm of the rocking-chair. “Might +scare William to death,” she warned me; and Mrs. Fosdick mentioned her +intention of going out to Green Island to stay two or three days, if the +wind didn't make too much sea. + +“Where is Shell-heap Island?” I ventured to ask, seizing the +opportunity. + +“Bears nor-east somewheres about three miles from Green Island; right +off-shore, I should call it about eight miles out,” said Mrs. Todd. “You +never was there, dear; 'tis off the thoroughfares, and a very bad place +to land at best.” + +“I should think 'twas,” agreed Mrs. Fosdick, smoothing down her black +silk apron. “'Tis a place worth visitin' when you once get there. Some +o' the old folks was kind o' fearful about it. 'Twas 'counted a great +place in old Indian times; you can pick up their stone tools 'most any +time if you hunt about. There's a beautiful spring o' water, too. Yes, +I remember when they used to tell queer stories about Shell-heap Island. +Some said 'twas a great bangeing-place for the Indians, and an old chief +resided there once that ruled the winds; and others said they'd always +heard that once the Indians come down from up country an' left a captive +there without any bo't, an' 'twas too far to swim across to Black +Island, so called, an' he lived there till he perished.” + +“I've heard say he walked the island after that, and sharp-sighted folks +could see him an' lose him like one o' them citizens Cap'n Littlepage +was acquainted with up to the north pole,” announced Mrs. Todd grimly. +“Anyway, there was Indians--you can see their shell-heap that named the +island; and I've heard myself that 'twas one o' their cannibal places, +but I never could believe it. There never was no cannibals on the coast +o' Maine. All the Indians o' these regions are tame-looking folks.” + +“Sakes alive, yes!” exclaimed Mrs. Fosdick. “Ought to see them painted +savages I've seen when I was young out in the South Sea Islands! That +was the time for folks to travel, 'way back in the old whalin' days!” + +“Whalin' must have been dull for a lady, hardly ever makin' a lively +port, and not takin' in any mixed cargoes,” said Mrs. Todd. “I never +desired to go a whalin' v'y'ge myself.” + +“I used to return feelin' very slack an' behind the times, 'tis true,” + explained Mrs. Fosdick, “but 'twas excitin', an' we always done extra +well, and felt rich when we did get ashore. I liked the variety. There, +how times have changed; how few seafarin' families there are left! What +a lot o' queer folks there used to be about here, anyway, when we was +young, Almiry. Everybody's just like everybody else, now; nobody to +laugh about, and nobody to cry about.” + +It seemed to me that there were peculiarities of character in the region +of Dunnet Landing yet, but I did not like to interrupt. + +“Yes,” said Mrs. Todd after a moment of meditation, “there was certain +a good many curiosities of human natur' in this neighborhood years ago. +There was more energy then, and in some the energy took a singular turn. +In these days the young folks is all copy-cats, 'fraid to death they +won't be all just alike; as for the old folks, they pray for the +advantage o' bein' a little different.” + +“I ain't heard of a copy-cat this great many years,” said Mrs. Fosdick, +laughing; “'twas a favorite term o' my grandfather's. No, I wa'n't +thinking o' those things, but of them strange straying creatur's that +used to rove the country. You don't see them now, or the ones that used +to hive away in their own houses with some strange notion or other.” + +I thought again of Captain Littlepage, but my companions were not +reminded of his name; and there was brother William at Green Island, +whom we all three knew. + +“I was talking o' poor Joanna the other day. I hadn't thought of her for +a great while,” said Mrs. Fosdick abruptly. “Mis' Brayton an' I recalled +her as we sat together sewing. She was one o' your peculiar persons, +wa'n't she? Speaking of such persons,” she turned to explain to me, +“there was a sort of a nun or hermit person lived out there for years +all alone on Shell-heap Island. Miss Joanna Todd, her name was,--a +cousin o' Almiry's late husband.” + +I expressed my interest, but as I glanced at Mrs. Todd I saw that she +was confused by sudden affectionate feeling and unmistakable desire for +reticence. + +“I never want to hear Joanna laughed about,” she said anxiously. + +“Nor I,” answered Mrs. Fosdick reassuringly. “She was crossed in +love,--that was all the matter to begin with; but as I look back, I can +see that Joanna was one doomed from the first to fall into a melancholy. +She retired from the world for good an' all, though she was a well-off +woman. All she wanted was to get away from folks; she thought she wasn't +fit to live with anybody, and wanted to be free. Shell-heap Island come +to her from her father, and first thing folks knew she'd gone off out +there to live, and left word she didn't want no company. 'Twas a bad +place to get to, unless the wind an' tide were just right; 'twas hard +work to make a landing.” + +“What time of year was this?” I asked. + +“Very late in the summer,” said Mrs. Fosdick. “No, I never could laugh +at Joanna, as some did. She set everything by the young man, an' they +were going to marry in about a month, when he got bewitched with a girl +'way up the bay, and married her, and went off to Massachusetts. He +wasn't well thought of,--there were those who thought Joanna's money +was what had tempted him; but she'd given him her whole heart, an' she +wa'n't so young as she had been. All her hopes were built on marryin', +an' havin' a real home and somebody to look to; she acted just like a +bird when its nest is spoilt. The day after she heard the news she was +in dreadful woe, but the next she came to herself very quiet, and took +the horse and wagon, and drove fourteen miles to the lawyer's, and +signed a paper givin' her half of the farm to her brother. They never +had got along very well together, but he didn't want to sign it, till +she acted so distressed that he gave in. Edward Todd's wife was a good +woman, who felt very bad indeed, and used every argument with Joanna; +but Joanna took a poor old boat that had been her father's and lo'ded in +a few things, and off she put all alone, with a good land breeze, right +out to sea. Edward Todd ran down to the beach, an' stood there cryin' +like a boy to see her go, but she was out o' hearin'. She never stepped +foot on the mainland again long as she lived.” + +“How large an island is it? How did she manage in winter?” I asked. + +“Perhaps thirty acres, rocks and all,” answered Mrs. Todd, taking up the +story gravely. “There can't be much of it that the salt spray don't fly +over in storms. No, 'tis a dreadful small place to make a world of; +it has a different look from any of the other islands, but there's a +sheltered cove on the south side, with mud-flats across one end of it +at low water where there's excellent clams, and the big shell-heap keeps +some o' the wind off a little house her father took the trouble to build +when he was a young man. They said there was an old house built o' logs +there before that, with a kind of natural cellar in the rock under it. +He used to stay out there days to a time, and anchor a little sloop he +had, and dig clams to fill it, and sail up to Portland. They said the +dealers always gave him an extra price, the clams were so noted. Joanna +used to go out and stay with him. They were always great companions, so +she knew just what 'twas out there. There was a few sheep that belonged +to her brother an' her, but she bargained for him to come and get them +on the edge o' cold weather. Yes, she desired him to come for the sheep; +an' his wife thought perhaps Joanna'd return, but he said no, an' lo'ded +the bo't with warm things an' what he thought she'd need through the +winter. He come home with the sheep an' left the other things by the +house, but she never so much as looked out o' the window. She done it +for a penance. She must have wanted to see Edward by that time.” + +Mrs. Fosdick was fidgeting with eagerness to speak. + +“Some thought the first cold snap would set her ashore, but she always +remained,” concluded Mrs. Todd soberly. + +“Talk about the men not having any curiosity!” exclaimed Mrs. Fosdick +scornfully. “Why, the waters round Shell-heap Island were white with +sails all that fall. 'Twas never called no great of a fishin'-ground +before. Many of 'em made excuse to go ashore to get water at the spring; +but at last she spoke to a bo't-load, very dignified and calm, and said +that she'd like it better if they'd make a practice of getting water to +Black Island or somewheres else and leave her alone, except in case of +accident or trouble. But there was one man who had always set everything +by her from a boy. He'd have married her if the other hadn't come about +an' spoilt his chance, and he used to get close to the island, before +light, on his way out fishin', and throw a little bundle way up the +green slope front o' the house. His sister told me she happened to see, +the first time, what a pretty choice he made o' useful things that a +woman would feel lost without. He stood off fishin', and could see them +in the grass all day, though sometimes she'd come out and walk right +by them. There was other bo'ts near, out after mackerel. But early next +morning his present was gone. He didn't presume too much, but once he +took her a nice firkin o' things he got up to Portland, and when spring +come he landed her a hen and chickens in a nice little coop. There was a +good many old friends had Joanna on their minds.” + +“Yes,” said Mrs. Todd, losing her sad reserve in the growing sympathy +of these reminiscences. “How everybody used to notice whether there +was smoke out of the chimney! The Black Island folks could see her with +their spy-glass, and if they'd ever missed getting some sign o' life +they'd have sent notice to her folks. But after the first year or two +Joanna was more and more forgotten as an every-day charge. Folks lived +very simple in those days, you know,” she continued, as Mrs. Fosdick's +knitting was taking much thought at the moment. “I expect there was +always plenty of driftwood thrown up, and a poor failin' patch of +spruces covered all the north side of the island, so she always had +something to burn. She was very fond of workin' in the garden ashore, +and that first summer she began to till the little field out there, and +raised a nice parcel o' potatoes. She could fish, o' course, and there +was all her clams an' lobsters. You can always live well in any wild +place by the sea when you'd starve to death up country, except 'twas +berry time. Joanna had berries out there, blackberries at least, +and there was a few herbs in case she needed them. Mullein in great +quantities and a plant o' wormwood I remember seeing once when I +stayed there, long before she fled out to Shell-heap. Yes, I recall the +wormwood, which is always a planted herb, so there must have been folks +there before the Todds' day. A growin' bush makes the best gravestone; +I expect that wormwood always stood for somebody's solemn monument. +Catnip, too, is a very endurin' herb about an old place.” + +“But what I want to know is what she did for other things,” interrupted +Mrs. Fosdick. “Almiry, what did she do for clothin' when she needed to +replenish, or risin' for her bread, or the piece-bag that no woman can +live long without?” + +“Or company,” suggested Mrs. Todd. “Joanna was one that loved her +friends. There must have been a terrible sight o' long winter evenin's +that first year.” + +“There was her hens,” suggested Mrs. Fosdick, after reviewing the +melancholy situation. “She never wanted the sheep after that first +season. There wa'n't no proper pasture for sheep after the June grass +was past, and she ascertained the fact and couldn't bear to see them +suffer; but the chickens done well. I remember sailin' by one spring +afternoon, an' seein' the coops out front o' the house in the sun. How +long was it before you went out with the minister? You were the first +ones that ever really got ashore to see Joanna.” + +I had been reflecting upon a state of society which admitted such +personal freedom and a voluntary hermitage. There was something +mediaeval in the behavior of poor Joanna Todd under a disappointment of +the heart. The two women had drawn closer together, and were talking on, +quite unconscious of a listener. + +“Poor Joanna!” said Mrs. Todd again, and sadly shook her head as if +there were things one could not speak about. + +“I called her a great fool,” declared Mrs. Fosdick, with spirit, “but I +pitied her then, and I pity her far more now. Some other minister would +have been a great help to her,--one that preached self-forgetfulness and +doin' for others to cure our own ills; but Parson Dimmick was a vague +person, well meanin', but very numb in his feelin's. I don't suppose at +that troubled time Joanna could think of any way to mend her troubles +except to run off and hide.” + +“Mother used to say she didn't see how Joanna lived without having +nobody to do for, getting her own meals and tending her own poor self +day in an' day out,” said Mrs. Todd sorrowfully. + +“There was the hens,” repeated Mrs. Fosdick kindly. “I expect she soon +came to makin' folks o' them. No, I never went to work to blame Joanna, +as some did. She was full o' feeling, and her troubles hurt her more +than she could bear. I see it all now as I couldn't when I was young.” + +“I suppose in old times they had their shut-up convents for just such +folks,” said Mrs. Todd, as if she and her friend had disagreed about +Joanna once, and were now in happy harmony. She seemed to speak with new +openness and freedom. “Oh yes, I was only too pleased when the Reverend +Mr. Dimmick invited me to go out with him. He hadn't been very long in +the place when Joanna left home and friends. 'Twas one day that next +summer after she went, and I had been married early in the spring. He +felt that he ought to go out and visit her. She was a member of the +church, and might wish to have him consider her spiritual state. I +wa'n't so sure o' that, but I always liked Joanna, and I'd come to be +her cousin by marriage. Nathan an' I had conversed about goin' out to +pay her a visit, but he got his chance to sail sooner'n he expected. He +always thought everything of her, and last time he come home, knowing +nothing of her change, he brought her a beautiful coral pin from a port +he'd touched at somewheres up the Mediterranean. So I wrapped the little +box in a nice piece of paper and put it in my pocket, and picked her a +bunch of fresh lemon balm, and off we started.” + +Mrs. Fosdick laughed. “I remember hearin' about your trials on the +v'y'ge,” she said. + +“Why, yes,” continued Mrs. Todd in her company manner. “I picked her the +balm, an' we started. Why, yes, Susan, the minister liked to have cost +me my life that day. He would fasten the sheet, though I advised against +it. He said the rope was rough an' cut his hand. There was a fresh +breeze, an' he went on talking rather high flown, an' I felt some +interested. All of a sudden there come up a gust, and he gave a screech +and stood right up and called for help, 'way out there to sea. I knocked +him right over into the bottom o' the bo't, getting by to catch hold of +the sheet an' untie it. He wasn't but a little man; I helped him right +up after the squall passed, and made a handsome apology to him, but he +did act kind o' offended.” + +“I do think they ought not to settle them landlocked folks in parishes +where they're liable to be on the water,” insisted Mrs. Fosdick. “Think +of the families in our parish that was scattered all about the bay, and +what a sight o' sails you used to see, in Mr. Dimmick's day, standing +across to the mainland on a pleasant Sunday morning, filled with +church-going folks, all sure to want him some time or other! You +couldn't find no doctor that would stand up in the boat and screech if a +flaw struck her.” + +“Old Dr. Bennett had a beautiful sailboat, didn't he?” responded Mrs. +Todd. “And how well he used to brave the weather! Mother always said +that in time o' trouble that tall white sail used to look like an +angel's wing comin' over the sea to them that was in pain. Well, there's +a difference in gifts. Mr. Dimmick was not without light.” + +“'Twas light o' the moon, then,” snapped Mrs. Fosdick; “he was pompous +enough, but I never could remember a single word he said. There, go on, +Mis' Todd; I forget a great deal about that day you went to see poor +Joanna.” + +“I felt she saw us coming, and knew us a great way off; yes, I seemed to +feel it within me,” said our friend, laying down her knitting. “I kept +my seat, and took the bo't inshore without saying a word; there was a +short channel that I was sure Mr. Dimmick wasn't acquainted with, and +the tide was very low. She never came out to warn us off nor anything, +and I thought, as I hauled the bo't up on a wave and let the Reverend +Mr. Dimmick step out, that it was somethin' gained to be safe ashore. +There was a little smoke out o' the chimney o' Joanna's house, and it +did look sort of homelike and pleasant with wild mornin'-glory vines +trained up; an' there was a plot o' flowers under the front window, +portulacas and things. I believe she'd made a garden once, when she was +stopping there with her father, and some things must have seeded in. It +looked as if she might have gone over to the other side of the island. +'Twas neat and pretty all about the house, and a lovely day in July. +We walked up from the beach together very sedate, and I felt for poor +Nathan's little pin to see if 'twas safe in my dress pocket. All of a +sudden Joanna come right to the fore door and stood there, not sayin' a +word.” + + + + +XIV. The Hermitage + +MY COMPANION and I had been so intent upon the subject of the +conversation that we had not heard any one open the gate, but at this +moment, above the noise of the rain, we heard a loud knocking. We were +all startled as we sat by the fire, and Mrs. Todd rose hastily and went +to answer the call, leaving her rocking-chair in violent motion. Mrs. +Fosdick and I heard an anxious voice at the door speaking of a sick +child, and Mrs. Todd's kind, motherly voice inviting the messenger in: +then we waited in silence. There was a sound of heavy dropping of +rain from the eaves, and the distant roar and undertone of the sea. +My thoughts flew back to the lonely woman on her outer island; what +separation from humankind she must have felt, what terror and sadness, +even in a summer storm like this! + +“You send right after the doctor if she ain't better in half an hour,” + said Mrs. Todd to her worried customer as they parted; and I felt a +warm sense of comfort in the evident resources of even so small a +neighborhood, but for the poor hermit Joanna there was no neighbor on a +winter night. + + +“How did she look?” demanded Mrs. Fosdick, without preface, as our large +hostess returned to the little room with a mist about her from standing +long in the wet doorway, and the sudden draught of her coming beat out +the smoke and flame from the Franklin stove. “How did poor Joanna look?” + +“She was the same as ever, except I thought she looked smaller,” + answered Mrs. Todd after thinking a moment; perhaps it was only a last +considering thought about her patient. “Yes, she was just the same, and +looked very nice, Joanna did. I had been married since she left home, +an' she treated me like her own folks. I expected she'd look strange, +with her hair turned gray in a night or somethin', but she wore a pretty +gingham dress I'd often seen her wear before she went away; she must +have kept it nice for best in the afternoons. She always had beautiful, +quiet manners. I remember she waited till we were close to her, and then +kissed me real affectionate, and inquired for Nathan before she shook +hands with the minister, and then she invited us both in. 'Twas the same +little house her father had built him when he was a bachelor, with one +livin'-room, and a little mite of a bedroom out of it where she slept, +but 'twas neat as a ship's cabin. There was some old chairs, an' a seat +made of a long box that might have held boat tackle an' things to lock +up in his fishin' days, and a good enough stove so anybody could cook +and keep warm in cold weather. I went over once from home and stayed +'most a week with Joanna when we was girls, and those young happy days +rose up before me. Her father was busy all day fishin' or clammin'; he +was one o' the pleasantest men in the world, but Joanna's mother had the +grim streak, and never knew what 'twas to be happy. The first minute my +eyes fell upon Joanna's face that day I saw how she had grown to look +like Mis' Todd. 'Twas the mother right over again.” + +“Oh dear me!” said Mrs. Fosdick. + +“Joanna had done one thing very pretty. There was a little piece o' +swamp on the island where good rushes grew plenty, and she'd gathered +'em, and braided some beautiful mats for the floor and a thick cushion +for the long bunk. She'd showed a good deal of invention; you see +there was a nice chance to pick up pieces o' wood and boards that drove +ashore, and she'd made good use o' what she found. There wasn't no +clock, but she had a few dishes on a shelf, and flowers set about in +shells fixed to the walls, so it did look sort of homelike, though so +lonely and poor. I couldn't keep the tears out o' my eyes, I felt so +sad. I said to myself, I must get mother to come over an' see Joanna; +the love in mother's heart would warm her, an' she might be able to +advise.” + +“Oh no, Joanna was dreadful stern,” said Mrs. Fosdick. + +“We were all settin' down very proper, but Joanna would keep stealin' +glances at me as if she was glad I come. She had but little to say; she +was real polite an' gentle, and yet forbiddin'. The minister found it +hard,” confessed Mrs. Todd; “he got embarrassed, an' when he put on his +authority and asked her if she felt to enjoy religion in her present +situation, an' she replied that she must be excused from answerin', I +thought I should fly. She might have made it easier for him; after all, +he was the minister and had taken some trouble to come out, though 'twas +kind of cold an' unfeelin' the way he inquired. I thought he might have +seen the little old Bible a-layin' on the shelf close by him, an' I +wished he knew enough to just lay his hand on it an' read somethin' +kind an' fatherly 'stead of accusin' her, an' then given poor Joanna his +blessin' with the hope she might be led to comfort. He did offer prayer, +but 'twas all about hearin' the voice o' God out o' the whirlwind; and I +thought while he was goin' on that anybody that had spent the long cold +winter all alone out on Shell-heap Island knew a good deal more about +those things than he did. I got so provoked I opened my eyes and stared +right at him. + +“She didn't take no notice, she kep' a nice respectful manner towards +him, and when there come a pause she asked if he had any interest +about the old Indian remains, and took down some queer stone gouges and +hammers off of one of her shelves and showed them to him same's if +he was a boy. He remarked that he'd like to walk over an' see the +shell-heap; so she went right to the door and pointed him the way. I +see then that she'd made her some kind o' sandal-shoes out o' the fine +rushes to wear on her feet; she stepped light an' nice in 'em as shoes.” + +Mrs. Fosdick leaned back in her rocking-chair and gave a heavy sigh. + +“I didn't move at first, but I'd held out just as long as I could,” said +Mrs. Todd, whose voice trembled a little. “When Joanna returned from the +door, an' I could see that man's stupid back departin' among the wild +rose bushes, I just ran to her an' caught her in my arms. I wasn't so +big as I be now, and she was older than me, but I hugged her tight, just +as if she was a child. 'Oh, Joanna dear,' I says, 'won't you come ashore +an' live 'long o' me at the Landin', or go over to Green Island to +mother's when winter comes? Nobody shall trouble you an' mother finds it +hard bein' alone. I can't bear to leave you here'--and I burst right out +crying. I'd had my own trials, young as I was, an' she knew it. Oh, I +did entreat her; yes, I entreated Joanna.” + +“What did she say then?” asked Mrs. Fosdick, much moved. + +“She looked the same way, sad an' remote through it all,” said Mrs. Todd +mournfully. “She took hold of my hand, and we sat down close together; +'twas as if she turned round an' made a child of me. 'I haven't got +no right to live with folks no more,' she said. 'You must never ask me +again, Almiry: I've done the only thing I could do, and I've made my +choice. I feel a great comfort in your kindness, but I don't deserve it. +I have committed the unpardonable sin; you don't understand,' says she +humbly. 'I was in great wrath and trouble, and my thoughts was so wicked +towards God that I can't expect ever to be forgiven. I have come to +know what it is to have patience, but I have lost my hope. You must tell +those that ask how 'tis with me,' she said, 'an' tell them I want to +be alone.' I couldn't speak; no, there wa'n't anything I could say, she +seemed so above everything common. I was a good deal younger then than I +be now, and I got Nathan's little coral pin out o' my pocket and put it +into her hand; and when she saw it and I told her where it come from, +her face did really light up for a minute, sort of bright an' pleasant. +'Nathan an' I was always good friends; I'm glad he don't think hard of +me,' says she. 'I want you to have it, Almiry, an' wear it for love +o' both o' us,' and she handed it back to me. 'You give my love to +Nathan,--he's a dear good man,' she said; 'an' tell your mother, if I +should be sick she mustn't wish I could get well, but I want her to be +the one to come.' Then she seemed to have said all she wanted to, as +if she was done with the world, and we sat there a few minutes longer +together. It was real sweet and quiet except for a good many birds and +the sea rollin' up on the beach; but at last she rose, an' I did too, +and she kissed me and held my hand in hers a minute, as if to say +good-by; then she turned and went right away out o' the door and +disappeared. + +“The minister come back pretty soon, and I told him I was all ready, +and we started down to the bo't. He had picked up some round stones and +things and was carrying them in his pocket-handkerchief; an' he sat down +amidships without making any question, and let me take the rudder an' +work the bo't, an' made no remarks for some time, until we sort of eased +it off speaking of the weather, an' subjects that arose as we skirted +Black Island, where two or three families lived belongin' to the parish. +He preached next Sabbath as usual, somethin' high soundin' about the +creation, and I couldn't help thinkin' he might never get no further; he +seemed to know no remedies, but he had a great use of words.” + +Mrs. Fosdick sighed again. “Hearin' you tell about Joanna brings the +time right back as if 'twas yesterday,” she said. “Yes, she was one o' +them poor things that talked about the great sin; we don't seem to +hear nothing about the unpardonable sin now, but you may say 'twas not +uncommon then.” + +“I expect that if it had been in these days, such a person would be +plagued to death with idle folks,” continued Mrs. Todd, after a long +pause. “As it was, nobody trespassed on her; all the folks about the +bay respected her an' her feelings; but as time wore on, after you +left here, one after another ventured to make occasion to put somethin' +ashore for her if they went that way. I know mother used to go to see +her sometimes, and send William over now and then with something fresh +an' nice from the farm. There is a point on the sheltered side where you +can lay a boat close to shore an' land anything safe on the turf out o' +reach o' the water. There were one or two others, old folks, that +she would see, and now an' then she'd hail a passin' boat an' ask for +somethin'; and mother got her to promise that she would make some sign +to the Black Island folks if she wanted help. I never saw her myself to +speak to after that day.” + +“I expect nowadays, if such a thing happened, she'd have gone out West +to her uncle's folks or up to Massachusetts and had a change, an' come +home good as new. The world's bigger an' freer than it used to be,” + urged Mrs. Fosdick. + +“No,” said her friend. “'Tis like bad eyesight, the mind of such a +person: if your eyes don't see right there may be a remedy, but there's +no kind of glasses to remedy the mind. No, Joanna was Joanna, and there +she lays on her island where she lived and did her poor penance. She +told mother the day she was dyin' that she always used to want to be +fetched inshore when it come to the last; but she'd thought it over, and +desired to be laid on the island, if 'twas thought right. So the funeral +was out there, a Saturday afternoon in September. 'Twas a pretty day, +and there wa'n't hardly a boat on the coast within twenty miles that +didn't head for Shell-heap cram-full o' folks an' all real respectful, +same's if she'd always stayed ashore and held her friends. Some went out +o' mere curiosity, I don't doubt,--there's always such to every funeral; +but most had real feelin', and went purpose to show it. She'd got most +o' the wild sparrows as tame as could be, livin' out there so long among +'em, and one flew right in and lit on the coffin an' begun to sing +while Mr. Dimmick was speakin'. He was put out by it, an' acted as if he +didn't know whether to stop or go on. I may have been prejudiced, but +I wa'n't the only one thought the poor little bird done the best of the +two.” + +“What became o' the man that treated her so, did you ever hear?” asked +Mrs. Fosdick. “I know he lived up to Massachusetts for a while. Somebody +who came from the same place told me that he was in trade there an' +doin' very well, but that was years ago.” + +“I never heard anything more than that; he went to the war in one o' the +early regiments. No, I never heard any more of him,” answered Mrs. Todd. +“Joanna was another sort of person, and perhaps he showed good judgment +in marryin' somebody else, if only he'd behaved straight-forward and +manly. He was a shifty-eyed, coaxin' sort of man, that got what he +wanted out o' folks, an' only gave when he wanted to buy, made friends +easy and lost 'em without knowin' the difference. She'd had a piece o' +work tryin' to make him walk accordin' to her right ideas, but she'd +have had too much variety ever to fall into a melancholy. Some is meant +to be the Joannas in this world, an' 'twas her poor lot.” + + + + +XV. On Shell-heap Island + +SOME TIME AFTER Mrs. Fosdick's visit was over and we had returned to +our former quietness, I was out sailing alone with Captain Bowden in his +large boat. We were taking the crooked northeasterly channel seaward, +and were well out from shore while it was still early in the afternoon. +I found myself presently among some unfamiliar islands, and suddenly +remembered the story of poor Joanna. There is something in the fact of a +hermitage that cannot fail to touch the imagination; the recluses are +a sad kindred, but they are never commonplace. Mrs. Todd had truly said +that Joanna was like one of the saints in the desert; the loneliness of +sorrow will forever keep alive their sad succession. + +“Where is Shell-heap Island?” I asked eagerly. + +“You see Shell-heap now, layin' 'way out beyond Black Island there,” + answered the captain, pointing with outstretched arm as he stood, and +holding the rudder with his knee. + +“I should like very much to go there,” said I, and the captain, without +comment, changed his course a little more to the eastward and let the +reef out of his mainsail. + +“I don't know's we can make an easy landin' for ye,” he remarked +doubtfully. “May get your feet wet; bad place to land. Trouble is I +ought to have brought a tag-boat; but they clutch on to the water so, +an' I do love to sail free. This gre't boat gets easy bothered with +anything trailin'. 'Tain't breakin' much on the meetin'-house ledges; +guess I can fetch in to Shell-heap.” + +“How long is it since Miss Joanna Todd died?” I asked, partly by way of +explanation. + +“Twenty-two years come September,” answered the captain, after +reflection. “She died the same year as my oldest boy was born, an' the +town house was burnt over to the Port. I didn't know but you merely +wanted to hunt for some o' them Indian relics. Long's you want to see +where Joanna lived--No, 'tain't breakin' over the ledges; we'll manage +to fetch across the shoals somehow, 'tis such a distance to go 'way +round, and tide's a-risin',” he ended hopefully, and we sailed steadily +on, the captain speechless with intent watching of a difficult course, +until the small island with its low whitish promontory lay in full view +before us under the bright afternoon sun. + +The month was August, and I had seen the color of the islands change +from the fresh green of June to a sunburnt brown that made them look +like stone, except where the dark green of the spruces and fir balsam +kept the tint that even winter storms might deepen, but not fade. The +few wind-bent trees on Shell-heap Island were mostly dead and gray, +but there were some low-growing bushes, and a stripe of light green ran +along just above the shore, which I knew to be wild morning-glories. As +we came close I could see the high stone walls of a small square field, +though there were no sheep left to assail it; and below, there was a +little harbor-like cove where Captain Bowden was boldly running the +great boat in to seek a landing-place. There was a crooked channel of +deep water which led close up against the shore. + +“There, you hold fast for'ard there, an' wait for her to lift on the +wave. You'll make a good landin' if you're smart; right on the port-hand +side!” the captain called excitedly; and I, standing ready with high +ambition, seized my chance and leaped over to the grassy bank. + +“I'm beat if I ain't aground after all!” mourned the captain +despondently. + +But I could reach the bowsprit, and he pushed with the boat-hook, while +the wind veered round a little as if on purpose and helped with the +sail; so presently the boat was free and began to drift out from shore. + +“Used to call this p'int Joanna's wharf privilege, but 't has worn away +in the weather since her time. I thought one or two bumps wouldn't hurt +us none,--paint's got to be renewed, anyway,--but I never thought she'd +tetch. I figured on shyin' by,” the captain apologized. “She's too gre't +a boat to handle well in here; but I used to sort of shy by in Joanna's +day, an' cast a little somethin' ashore--some apples or a couple o' +pears if I had 'em--on the grass, where she'd be sure to see.” + +I stood watching while Captain Bowden cleverly found his way back to +deeper water. “You needn't make no haste,” he called to me; “I'll keep +within call. Joanna lays right up there in the far corner o' the field. +There used to be a path led to the place. I always knew her well. I was +out here to the funeral.” + +I found the path; it was touching to discover that this lonely spot was +not without its pilgrims. Later generations will know less and less of +Joanna herself, but there are paths trodden to the shrines of solitude +the world over,--the world cannot forget them, try as it may; the feet +of the young find them out because of curiosity and dim foreboding; +while the old bring hearts full of remembrance. This plain anchorite had +been one of those whom sorrow made too lonely to brave the sight of men, +too timid to front the simple world she knew, yet valiant enough to live +alone with her poor insistent human nature and the calms and passions of +the sea and sky. + +The birds were flying all about the field; they fluttered up out of the +grass at my feet as I walked along, so tame that I liked to think they +kept some happy tradition from summer to summer of the safety of nests +and good fellowship of mankind. Poor Joanna's house was gone except +the stones of its foundations, and there was little trace of her flower +garden except a single faded sprig of much-enduring French pinks, which +a great bee and a yellow butterfly were befriending together. I drank at +the spring, and thought that now and then some one would follow me from +the busy, hard-worked, and simple-thoughted countryside of the mainland, +which lay dim and dreamlike in the August haze, as Joanna must have +watched it many a day. There was the world, and here was she with +eternity well begun. In the life of each of us, I said to myself, there +is a place remote and islanded, and given to endless regret or secret +happiness; we are each the uncompanioned hermit and recluse of an hour +or a day; we understand our fellows of the cell to whatever age of +history they may belong. + +But as I stood alone on the island, in the sea-breeze, suddenly +there came a sound of distant voices; gay voices and laughter from a +pleasure-boat that was going seaward full of boys and girls. I knew, as +if she had told me, that poor Joanna must have heard the like on many +and many a summer afternoon, and must have welcomed the good cheer +in spite of hopelessness and winter weather, and all the sorrow and +disappointment in the world. + + + + +XVI. The Great Expedition + +MRS. TODD never by any chance gave warning over night of her great +projects and adventures by sea and land. She first came to an +understanding with the primal forces of nature, and never trusted to any +preliminary promise of good weather, but examined the day for herself in +its infancy. Then, if the stars were propitious, and the wind blew +from a quarter of good inheritance whence no surprises of sea-turns or +southwest sultriness might be feared, long before I was fairly awake I +used to hear a rustle and knocking like a great mouse in the walls, and +an impatient tread on the steep garret stairs that led to Mrs. Todd's +chief place of storage. She went and came as if she had already started +on her expedition with utmost haste and kept returning for something +that was forgotten. When I appeared in quest of my breakfast, she would +be absent-minded and sparing of speech, as if I had displeased her, +and she was now, by main force of principle, holding herself back from +altercation and strife of tongues. + +These signs of a change became familiar to me in the course of time, +and Mrs. Todd hardly noticed some plain proofs of divination one August +morning when I said, without preface, that I had just seen the Beggs' +best chaise go by, and that we should have to take the grocery. Mrs. +Todd was alert in a moment. + +“There! I might have known!” she exclaimed. “It's the 15th of August, +when he goes and gets his money. He heired an annuity from an uncle o' +his on his mother's side. I understood the uncle said none o' Sam Begg's +wife's folks should make free with it, so after Sam's gone it'll all be +past an' spent, like last summer. That's what Sam prospers on now, if +you can call it prosperin'. Yes, I might have known. 'Tis the 15th o' +August with him, an' he gener'ly stops to dinner with a cousin's widow +on the way home. Feb'uary n' August is the times. Takes him 'bout all +day to go an' come.” + +I heard this explanation with interest. The tone of Mrs. Todd's voice +was complaining at the last. + +“I like the grocery just as well as the chaise,” I hastened to say, +referring to a long-bodied high wagon with a canopy-top, like an +attenuated four-posted bedstead on wheels, in which we sometimes +journeyed. “We can put things in behind--roots and flowers and +raspberries, or anything you are going after--much better than if we had +the chaise.” + +Mrs. Todd looked stony and unwilling. “I counted upon the chaise,” she +said, turning her back to me, and roughly pushing back all the quiet +tumblers on the cupboard shelf as if they had been impertinent. “Yes, I +desired the chaise for once. I ain't goin' berryin' nor to fetch home no +more wilted vegetation this year. Season's about past, except for a poor +few o' late things,” she added in a milder tone. “I'm goin' up country. +No, I ain't intendin' to go berryin'. I've been plottin' for it the past +fortnight and hopin' for a good day.” + +“Would you like to have me go too?” I asked frankly, but not without a +humble fear that I might have mistaken the purpose of this latest plan. + +“Oh certain, dear!” answered my friend affectionately. “Oh no, I never +thought o' any one else for comp'ny, if it's convenient for you, long's +poor mother ain't come. I ain't nothin' like so handy with a conveyance +as I be with a good bo't. Comes o' my early bringing-up. I expect we've +got to make that great high wagon do. The tires want settin' and 'tis +all loose-jointed, so I can hear it shackle the other side o' the ridge. +We'll put the basket in front. I ain't goin' to have it bouncin' an' +twirlin' all the way. Why, I've been makin' some nice hearts and rounds +to carry.” + +These were signs of high festivity, and my interest deepened moment by +moment. + +“I'll go down to the Beggs' and get the horse just as soon as I finish +my breakfast,” said I. “Then we can start whenever you are ready.” + +Mrs. Todd looked cloudy again. “I don't know but you look nice enough to +go just as you be,” she suggested doubtfully. “No, you wouldn't want to +wear that pretty blue dress o' yourn 'way up country. 'Taint dusty now, +but it may be comin' home. No, I expect you'd rather not wear that and +the other hat.” + +“Oh yes. I shouldn't think of wearing these clothes,” said I, with +sudden illumination. “Why, if we're going up country and are likely to +see some of your friends, I'll put on my blue dress, and you must wear +your watch; I am not going at all if you mean to wear the big hat.” + +“Now you're behavin' pretty,” responded Mrs. Todd, with a gay toss of +her head and a cheerful smile, as she came across the room, bringing +a saucerful of wild raspberries, a pretty piece of salvage from +supper-time. “I was cast down when I see you come to breakfast. I didn't +think 'twas just what you'd select to wear to the reunion, where you're +goin' to meet everybody.” + +“What reunion do you mean?” I asked, not without amazement. “Not the +Bowden Family's? I thought that was going to take place in September.” + +“To-day's the day. They sent word the middle o' the week. I thought you +might have heard of it. Yes, they changed the day. I been thinkin' we'd +talk it over, but you never can tell beforehand how it's goin' to be, +and 'taint worth while to wear a day all out before it comes.” Mrs. Todd +gave no place to the pleasures of anticipation, but she spoke like +the oracle that she was. “I wish mother was here to go,” she continued +sadly. “I did look for her last night, and I couldn't keep back the +tears when the dark really fell and she wa'n't here, she does so enjoy +a great occasion. If William had a mite o' snap an' ambition, he'd take +the lead at such a time. Mother likes variety, and there ain't but a +few nice opportunities 'round here, an' them she has to miss 'less she +contrives to get ashore to me. I do re'lly hate to go to the reunion +without mother, an' 'tis a beautiful day; everybody'll be asking where +she is. Once she'd have got here anyway. Poor mother's beginnin' to feel +her age.” + +“Why, there's your mother now!” I exclaimed with joy, I was so glad to +see the dear old soul again. “I hear her voice at the gate.” But Mrs. +Todd was out of the door before me. + +There, sure enough, stood Mrs. Blackett, who must have left Green Island +before daylight. She had climbed the steep road from the waterside so +eagerly that she was out of breath, and was standing by the garden fence +to rest. She held an old-fashioned brown wicker cap-basket in her hand, +as if visiting were a thing of every day, and looked up at us as pleased +and triumphant as a child. + +“Oh, what a poor, plain garden! Hardly a flower in it except your bush +o' balm!” she said. “But you do keep your garden neat, Almiry. Are you +both well, an' goin' up country with me?” She came a step or two closer +to meet us, with quaint politeness and quite as delightful as if she +were at home. She dropped a quick little curtsey before Mrs. Todd. + +“There, mother, what a girl you be! I am so pleased! I was just +bewailin' you,” said the daughter, with unwonted feeling. “I was just +bewailin' you, I was so disappointed, an' I kep' myself awake a good +piece o' the night scoldin' poor William. I watched for the boat till +I was ready to shed tears yisterday, and when 'twas comin' dark I kep' +making errands out to the gate an' down the road to see if you wa'n't in +the doldrums somewhere down the bay.” + +“There was a head-wind, as you know,” said Mrs. Blackett, giving me +the cap-basket, and holding my hand affectionately as we walked up the +clean-swept path to the door. “I was partly ready to come, but dear +William said I should be all tired out and might get cold, havin' +to beat all the way in. So we give it up, and set down and spent the +evenin' together. It was a little rough and windy outside, and I guess +'twas better judgment; we went to bed very early and made a good start +just at daylight. It's been a lovely mornin' on the water. William +thought he'd better fetch across beyond Bird Rocks, rowin' the greater +part o' the way; then we sailed from there right over to the landin', +makin' only one tack. William'll be in again for me to-morrow, so I can +come back here an' rest me over night, an' go to meetin' to-morrow, and +have a nice, good visit.” + +“She was just havin' her breakfast,” said Mrs. Todd, who had listened +eagerly to the long explanation without a word of disapproval, while her +face shone more and more with joy. “You just sit right down an' have +a cup of tea and rest you while we make our preparations. Oh, I am so +gratified to think you've come! Yes, she was just havin' her breakfast, +and we were speakin' of you. Where's William?” + +“He went right back; said he expected some schooners in about noon after +bait, but he'll come an' have his dinner with us tomorrow, unless it +rains; then next day. I laid his best things out all ready,” explained +Mrs. Blackett, a little anxiously. “This wind will serve him nice all +the way home. Yes, I will take a cup of tea, dear,--a cup of tea is +always good; and then I'll rest a minute and be all ready to start.” + +“I do feel condemned for havin' such hard thoughts o' William,” openly +confessed Mrs. Todd. She stood before us so large and serious that we +both laughed and could not find it in our hearts to convict so rueful a +culprit. “He shall have a good dinner to-morrow, if it can be got, and +I shall be real glad to see William,” the confession ended handsomely, +while Mrs. Blackett smiled approval and made haste to praise the tea. +Then I hurried away to make sure of the grocery wagon. Whatever might be +the good of the reunion, I was going to have the pleasure and delight of +a day in Mrs. Blackett's company, not to speak of Mrs. Todd's. + +The early morning breeze was still blowing, and the warm, sunshiny air +was of some ethereal northern sort, with a cool freshness as it +came over new-fallen snow. The world was filled with a fragrance of +fir-balsam and the faintest flavor of seaweed from the ledges, bare and +brown at low tide in the little harbor. It was so still and so early +that the village was but half awake. I could hear no voices but those of +the birds, small and great,--the constant song sparrows, the clink of +a yellow-hammer over in the woods, and the far conversation of some +deliberate crows. I saw William Blackett's escaping sail already far +from land, and Captain Littlepage was sitting behind his closed window +as I passed by, watching for some one who never came. I tried to speak +to him, but he did not see me. There was a patient look on the old man's +face, as if the world were a great mistake and he had nobody with whom +to speak his own language or find companionship. + + + + +XVII. A Country Road + +WHATEVER DOUBTS and anxieties I may have had about the inconvenience of +the Begg's high wagon for a person of Mrs. Blackett's age and shortness, +they were happily overcome by the aid of a chair and her own valiant +spirit. Mrs. Todd bestowed great care upon seating us as if we were +taking passage by boat, but she finally pronounced that we were properly +trimmed. When we had gone only a little way up the hill she remembered +that she had left the house door wide open, though the large key was +safe in her pocket. I offered to run back, but my offer was met with +lofty scorn, and we lightly dismissed the matter from our minds, until +two or three miles further on we met the doctor, and Mrs. Todd asked him +to stop and ask her nearest neighbor to step over and close the door if +the dust seemed to blow in the afternoon. + +“She'll be there in her kitchen; she'll hear you the minute you call; +'twont give you no delay,” said Mrs. Todd to the doctor. “Yes, Mis' +Dennett's right there, with the windows all open. It isn't as if my fore +door opened right on the road, anyway.” At which proof of composure Mrs. +Blackett smiled wisely at me. + +The doctor seemed delighted to see our guest; they were evidently the +warmest friends, and I saw a look of affectionate confidence in their +eyes. The good man left his carriage to speak to us, but as he took Mrs. +Blackett's hand he held it a moment, and, as if merely from force of +habit, felt her pulse as they talked; then to my delight he gave the +firm old wrist a commending pat. + +“You're wearing well; good for another ten years at this rate,” he +assured her cheerfully, and she smiled back. “I like to keep a strict +account of my old stand-bys,” and he turned to me. “Don't you let Mrs. +Todd overdo to-day,--old folks like her are apt to be thoughtless;” and +then we all laughed, and, parting, went our ways gayly. + +“I suppose he puts up with your rivalry the same as ever?” asked Mrs. +Blackett. “You and he are as friendly as ever, I see, Almiry,” and +Almira sagely nodded. + +“He's got too many long routes now to stop to 'tend to all his door +patients,” she said, “especially them that takes pleasure in talkin' +themselves over. The doctor and me have got to be kind of partners; he's +gone a good deal, far an' wide. Looked tired, didn't he? I shall have to +advise with him an' get him off for a good rest. He'll take the big boat +from Rockland an' go off up to Boston an' mouse round among the other +doctors, one in two or three years, and come home fresh as a boy. I +guess they think consider'ble of him up there.” Mrs. Todd shook the +reins and reached determinedly for the whip, as if she were compelling +public opinion. + +Whatever energy and spirit the white horse had to begin with were soon +exhausted by the steep hills and his discernment of a long expedition +ahead. We toiled slowly along. Mrs. Blackett and I sat together, and +Mrs. Todd sat alone in front with much majesty and the large basket of +provisions. Part of the way the road was shaded by thick woods, but we +also passed one farmhouse after another on the high uplands, which we +all three regarded with deep interest, the house itself and the barns +and garden-spots and poultry all having to suffer an inspection of the +shrewdest sort. This was a highway quite new to me; in fact, most of my +journeys with Mrs. Todd had been made afoot and between the roads, in +open pasturelands. My friends stopped several times for brief dooryard +visits, and made so many promises of stopping again on the way home +that I began to wonder how long the expedition would last. I had often +noticed how warmly Mrs. Todd was greeted by her friends, but it was +hardly to be compared with the feeling now shown toward Mrs. Blackett. +A look of delight came to the faces of those who recognized the plain, +dear old figure beside me; one revelation after another was made of the +constant interest and intercourse that had linked the far island and +these scattered farms into a golden chain of love and dependence. + +“Now, we mustn't stop again if we can help it,” insisted Mrs. Todd at +last. “You'll get tired, mother, and you'll think the less o' reunions. +We can visit along here any day. There, if they ain't frying doughnuts +in this next house, too! These are new folks, you know, from over St. +George way; they took this old Talcot farm last year. 'Tis the best +water on the road, and the check-rein's come undone--yes, we'd best +delay a little and water the horse.” + +We stopped, and seeing a party of pleasure-seekers in holiday attire, +the thin, anxious mistress of the farmhouse came out with wistful +sympathy to hear what news we might have to give. Mrs. Blackett +first spied her at the half-closed door, and asked with such cheerful +directness if we were trespassing that, after a few words, she went back +to her kitchen and reappeared with a plateful of doughnuts. + +“Entertainment for man and beast,” announced Mrs. Todd with +satisfaction. “Why, we've perceived there was new doughnuts all along +the road, but you're the first that has treated us.” + +Our new acquaintance flushed with pleasure, but said nothing. + +“They're very nice; you've had good luck with 'em,” pronounced Mrs. +Todd. “Yes, we've observed there was doughnuts all the way along; if one +house is frying all the rest is; 'tis so with a great many things.” + +“I don't suppose likely you're goin' up to the Bowden reunion?” asked +the hostess as the white horse lifted his head and we were saying +good-by. + +“Why, yes,” said Mrs. Blackett and Mrs. Todd and I, all together. + +“I am connected with the family. Yes, I expect to be there this +afternoon. I've been lookin' forward to it,” she told us eagerly. + +“We shall see you there. Come and sit with us if it's convenient,” said +dear Mrs. Blackett, and we drove away. + +“I wonder who she was before she was married?” said Mrs. Todd, who was +usually unerring in matters of genealogy. “She must have been one of +that remote branch that lived down beyond Thomaston. We can find out +this afternoon. I expect that the families'll march together, or be +sorted out some way. I'm willing to own a relation that has such proper +ideas of doughnuts.” + +“I seem to see the family looks,” said Mrs. Blackett. “I wish we'd asked +her name. She's a stranger, and I want to help make it pleasant for all +such.” + +“She resembles Cousin Pa'lina Bowden about the forehead,” said Mrs. Todd +with decision. + +We had just passed a piece of woodland that shaded the road, and come +out to some open fields beyond, when Mrs. Todd suddenly reined in the +horse as if somebody had stood on the roadside and stopped her. She even +gave that quick reassuring nod of her head which was usually made to +answer for a bow, but I discovered that she was looking eagerly at a +tall ash-tree that grew just inside the field fence. + +“I thought 'twas goin' to do well,” she said complacently as we went on +again. “Last time I was up this way that tree was kind of drooping and +discouraged. Grown trees act that way sometimes, same's folks; then +they'll put right to it and strike their roots off into new ground and +start all over again with real good courage. Ash-trees is very likely to +have poor spells; they ain't got the resolution of other trees.” + +I listened hopefully for more; it was this peculiar wisdom that made one +value Mrs. Todd's pleasant company. + +“There's sometimes a good hearty tree growin' right out of the bare +rock, out o' some crack that just holds the roots;” she went on to say, +“right on the pitch o' one o' them bare stony hills where you can't seem +to see a wheel-barrowful o' good earth in a place, but that tree'll keep +a green top in the driest summer. You lay your ear down to the ground +an' you'll hear a little stream runnin'. Every such tree has got its own +livin' spring; there's folk made to match 'em.” + +I could not help turning to look at Mrs. Blackett, close beside me. Her +hands were clasped placidly in their thin black woolen gloves, and +she was looking at the flowery wayside as we went slowly along, with a +pleased, expectant smile. I do not think she had heard a word about the +trees. + +“I just saw a nice plant o' elecampane growin' back there,” she said +presently to her daughter. + +“I haven't got my mind on herbs to-day,” responded Mrs. Todd, in the +most matter-of-fact way. “I'm bent on seeing folks,” and she shook the +reins again. + +I for one had no wish to hurry, it was so pleasant in the shady roads. +The woods stood close to the road on the right; on the left were narrow +fields and pastures where there were as many acres of spruces and pines +as there were acres of bay and juniper and huckleberry, with a little +turf between. When I thought we were in the heart of the inland country, +we reached the top of a hill, and suddenly there lay spread out before +us a wonderful great view of well-cleared fields that swept down to +the wide water of a bay. Beyond this were distant shores like another +country in the midday haze which half hid the hills beyond, and the +faraway pale blue mountains on the northern horizon. There was a +schooner with all sails set coming down the bay from a white village +that was sprinkled on the shore, and there were many sailboats flitting +about it. It was a noble landscape, and my eyes, which had grown used to +the narrow inspection of a shaded roadside, could hardly take it in. + +“Why, it's the upper bay,” said Mrs. Todd. “You can see 'way over into +the town of Fessenden. Those farms 'way over there are all in Fessenden. +Mother used to have a sister that lived up that shore. If we started as +early's we could on a summer mornin', we couldn't get to her place from +Green Island till late afternoon, even with a fair, steady breeze, and +you had to strike the time just right so as to fetch up 'long o' the +tide and land near the flood. 'Twas ticklish business, an' we didn't +visit back an' forth as much as mother desired. You have to go 'way down +the co'st to Cold Spring Light an' round that long point,--up here's +what they call the Back Shore.” + +“No, we were 'most always separated, my dear sister and me, after the +first year she was married,” said Mrs. Blackett. “We had our little +families an' plenty o' cares. We were always lookin' forward to the time +we could see each other more. Now and then she'd get out to the island +for a few days while her husband'd go fishin'; and once he stopped with +her an' two children, and made him some flakes right there and cured all +his fish for winter. We did have a beautiful time together, sister an' +me; she used to look back to it long's she lived. + +“I do love to look over there where she used to live,” Mrs. Blackett +went on as we began to go down the hill. “It seems as if she must still +be there, though she's long been gone. She loved their farm,--she didn't +see how I got so used to our island; but somehow I was always happy from +the first.” + +“Yes, it's very dull to me up among those slow farms,” declared Mrs. +Todd. “The snow troubles 'em in winter. They're all besieged by winter, +as you may say; 'tis far better by the shore than up among such places. +I never thought I should like to live up country.” + +“Why, just see the carriages ahead of us on the next rise!” exclaimed +Mrs. Blackett. “There's going to be a great gathering, don't you believe +there is, Almiry? It hasn't seemed up to now as if anybody was going but +us. An' 'tis such a beautiful day, with yesterday cool and pleasant to +work an' get ready, I shouldn't wonder if everybody was there, even the +slow ones like Phebe Ann Brock.” + +Mrs. Blackett's eyes were bright with excitement, and even Mrs. Todd +showed remarkable enthusiasm. She hurried the horse and caught up with +the holiday-makers ahead. “There's all the Dep'fords goin', six in the +wagon,” she told us joyfully; “an' Mis' Alva Tilley's folks are now +risin' the hill in their new carry-all.” + +Mrs. Blackett pulled at the neat bow of her black bonnet-strings, and +tied them again with careful precision. “I believe your bonnet's on +a little bit sideways, dear,” she advised Mrs. Todd as if she were a +child; but Mrs. Todd was too much occupied to pay proper heed. We began +to feel a new sense of gayety and of taking part in the great occasion +as we joined the little train. + + + + +XVIII. The Bowden Reunion + +IT IS VERY RARE in country life, where high days and holidays are few, +that any occasion of general interest proves to be less than great. Such +is the hidden fire of enthusiasm in the New England nature that, once +given an outlet, it shines forth with almost volcanic light and heat. In +quiet neighborhoods such inward force does not waste itself upon those +petty excitements of every day that belong to cities, but when, at +long intervals, the altars to patriotism, to friendship, to the ties +of kindred, are reared in our familiar fields, then the fires glow, the +flames come up as if from the inexhaustible burning heart of the earth; +the primal fires break through the granite dust in which our souls are +set. Each heart is warm and every face shines with the ancient light. +Such a day as this has transfiguring powers, and easily makes friends of +those who have been cold-hearted, and gives to those who are dumb their +chance to speak, and lends some beauty to the plainest face. + +“Oh, I expect I shall meet friends today that I haven't seen in a long +while,” said Mrs. Blackett with deep satisfaction. “'Twill bring out a +good many of the old folks, 'tis such a lovely day. I'm always glad not +to have them disappointed.” + +“I guess likely the best of 'em'll be there,” answered Mrs. Todd with +gentle humor, stealing a glance at me. “There's one thing certain: +there's nothing takes in this whole neighborhood like anything related +to the Bowdens. Yes, I do feel that when you call upon the Bowdens you +may expect most families to rise up between the Landing and the far end +of the Back Cove. Those that aren't kin by blood are kin by marriage.” + +“There used to be an old story goin' about when I was a girl,” said Mrs. +Blackett, with much amusement. “There was a great many more Bowdens then +than there are now, and the folks was all setting in meeting a dreadful +hot Sunday afternoon, and a scatter-witted little bound girl came +running to the meetin'-house door all out o' breath from somewheres in +the neighborhood. 'Mis' Bowden, Mis' Bowden!' says she. 'Your baby's in +a fit!' They used to tell that the whole congregation was up on its +feet in a minute and right out into the aisles. All the Mis' Bowdens +was setting right out for home; the minister stood there in the pulpit +tryin' to keep sober, an' all at once he burst right out laughin'. He +was a very nice man, they said, and he said he'd better give 'em the +benediction, and they could hear the sermon next Sunday, so he kept it +over. My mother was there, and she thought certain 'twas me.” + +“None of our family was ever subject to fits,” interrupted Mrs. Todd +severely. “No, we never had fits, none of us; and 'twas lucky we didn't +'way out there to Green Island. Now these folks right in front; dear +sakes knows the bunches o' soothing catnip an' yarrow I've had to favor +old Mis' Evins with dryin'! You can see it right in their expressions, +all them Evins folks. There, just you look up to the crossroads, +mother,” she suddenly exclaimed. “See all the teams ahead of us. And, +oh, look down on the bay; yes, look down on the bay! See what a sight o' +boats, all headin' for the Bowden place cove!” + +“Oh, ain't it beautiful!” said Mrs. Blackett, with all the delight of a +girl. She stood up in the high wagon to see everything, and when she sat +down again she took fast hold of my hand. + +“Hadn't you better urge the horse a little, Almiry?” she asked. “He's +had it easy as we came along, and he can rest when we get there. The +others are some little ways ahead, and I don't want to lose a minute.” + +We watched the boats drop their sails one by one in the cove as we +drove along the high land. The old Bowden house stood, low-storied and +broad-roofed, in its green fields as if it were a motherly brown hen +waiting for the flock that came straying toward it from every direction. +The first Bowden settler had made his home there, and it was still the +Bowden farm; five generations of sailors and farmers and soldiers +had been its children. And presently Mrs. Blackett showed me the +stone-walled burying-ground that stood like a little fort on a knoll +overlooking the bay, but, as she said, there were plenty of scattered +Bowdens who were not laid there,--some lost at sea, and some out West, +and some who died in the war; most of the home graves were those of +women. + +We could see now that there were different footpaths from along shore +and across country. In all these there were straggling processions +walking in single file, like old illustrations of the Pilgrim's +Progress. There was a crowd about the house as if huge bees were +swarming in the lilac bushes. Beyond the fields and cove a higher point +of land ran out into the bay, covered with woods which must have kept +away much of the northwest wind in winter. Now there was a pleasant look +of shade and shelter there for the great family meeting. + +We hurried on our way, beginning to feel as if we were very late, and it +was a great satisfaction at last to turn out of the stony highroad into +a green lane shaded with old apple-trees. Mrs. Todd encouraged the horse +until he fairly pranced with gayety as we drove round to the front of +the house on the soft turf. There was an instant cry of rejoicing, and +two or three persons ran toward us from the busy group. + +“Why, dear Mis' Blackett!--here's Mis' Blackett!” I heard them say, as +if it were pleasure enough for one day to have a sight of her. Mrs. Todd +turned to me with a lovely look of triumph and self-forgetfulness. An +elderly man who wore the look of a prosperous sea-captain put up both +arms and lifted Mrs. Blackett down from the high wagon like a child, and +kissed her with hearty affection. “I was master afraid she wouldn't be +here,” he said, looking at Mrs. Todd with a face like a happy sunburnt +schoolboy, while everybody crowded round to give their welcome. + +“Mother's always the queen,” said Mrs. Todd. “Yes, they'll all make +everything of mother; she'll have a lovely time to-day. I wouldn't have +had her miss it, and there won't be a thing she'll ever regret, except +to mourn because William wa'n't here.” + +Mrs. Blackett having been properly escorted to the house, Mrs. Todd +received her own full share of honor, and some of the men, with a simple +kindness that was the soul of chivalry, waited upon us and our baskets +and led away the white horse. I already knew some of Mrs. Todd's friends +and kindred, and felt like an adopted Bowden in this happy moment. It +seemed to be enough for anyone to have arrived by the same conveyance as +Mrs. Blackett, who presently had her court inside the house, while Mrs. +Todd, large, hospitable, and preeminent, was the centre of a rapidly +increasing crowd about the lilac bushes. Small companies were +continually coming up the long green slope from the water, and nearly +all the boats had come to shore. I counted three or four that were +baffled by the light breeze, but before long all the Bowdens, small and +great, seemed to have assembled, and we started to go up to the grove +across the field. + +Out of the chattering crowd of noisy children, and large-waisted women +whose best black dresses fell straight to the ground in generous folds, +and sunburnt men who looked as serious as if it were town-meeting day, +there suddenly came silence and order. I saw the straight, soldierly +little figure of a man who bore a fine resemblance to Mrs. Blackett, and +who appeared to marshal us with perfect ease. He was imperative enough, +but with a grand military sort of courtesy, and bore himself with solemn +dignity of importance. We were sorted out according to some clear design +of his own, and stood as speechless as a troop to await his orders. Even +the children were ready to march together, a pretty flock, and at +the last moment Mrs. Blackett and a few distinguished companions, the +ministers and those who were very old, came out of the house together +and took their places. We ranked by fours, and even then we made a long +procession. + +There was a wide path mowed for us across the field, and, as we moved +along, the birds flew up out of the thick second crop of clover, and +the bees hummed as if it still were June. There was a flashing of +white gulls over the water where the fleet of boats rode the low waves +together in the cove, swaying their small masts as if they kept time to +our steps. The plash of the water could be heard faintly, yet still be +heard; we might have been a company of ancient Greeks going to celebrate +a victory, or to worship the god of harvests, in the grove above. It was +strangely moving to see this and to make part of it. The sky, the sea, +have watched poor humanity at its rites so long; we were no more a New +England family celebrating its own existence and simple progress; we +carried the tokens and inheritance of all such households from which +this had descended, and were only the latest of our line. We possessed +the instincts of a far, forgotten childhood; I found myself thinking +that we ought to be carrying green branches and singing as we went. +So we came to the thick shaded grove still silent, and were set in +our places by the straight trees that swayed together and let sunshine +through here and there like a single golden leaf that flickered down, +vanishing in the cool shade. + +The grove was so large that the great family looked far smaller than it +had in the open field; there was a thick growth of dark pines and firs +with an occasional maple or oak that gave a gleam of color like a bright +window in the great roof. On three sides we could see the water, shining +behind the tree-trunks, and feel the cool salt breeze that began to come +up with the tide just as the day reached its highest point of heat. We +could see the green sunlit field we had just crossed as if we looked +out at it from a dark room, and the old house and its lilacs standing +placidly in the sun, and the great barn with a stockade of carriages +from which two or three care-taking men who had lingered were coming +across the field together. Mrs. Todd had taken off her warm gloves and +looked the picture of content. + +“There!” she exclaimed. “I've always meant to have you see this place, +but I never looked for such a beautiful opportunity--weather an' +occasion both made to match. Yes, it suits me: I don't ask no more. I +want to know if you saw mother walkin' at the head! It choked me right +up to see mother at the head, walkin' with the ministers,” and Mrs. Todd +turned away to hide the feelings she could not instantly control. + +“Who was the marshal?” I hastened to ask. “Was he an old soldier?” + +“Don't he do well?” answered Mrs. Todd with satisfaction. + +“He don't often have such a chance to show off his gifts,” said Mrs. +Caplin, a friend from the Landing who had joined us. “That's Sant +Bowden; he always takes the lead, such days. Good for nothing else most +o' his time; trouble is, he”-- + +I turned with interest to hear the worst. Mrs. Caplin's tone was both +zealous and impressive. + +“Stim'lates,” she explained scornfully. + +“No, Santin never was in the war,” said Mrs. Todd with lofty +indifference. “It was a cause of real distress to him. He kep' +enlistin', and traveled far an' wide about here, an' even took the bo't +and went to Boston to volunteer; but he ain't a sound man, an' they +wouldn't have him. They say he knows all their tactics, an' can tell all +about the battle o' Waterloo well's he can Bunker Hill. I told him once +the country'd lost a great general, an' I meant it, too.” + +“I expect you're near right,” said Mrs. Caplin, a little crestfallen and +apologetic. + +“I be right,” insisted Mrs. Todd with much amiability. “'Twas most too +bad to cramp him down to his peaceful trade, but he's a most excellent +shoemaker at his best, an' he always says it's a trade that gives him +time to think an' plan his maneuvers. Over to the Port they always +invite him to march Decoration Day, same as the rest, an' he does look +noble; he comes of soldier stock.” + +I had been noticing with great interest the curiously French type of +face which prevailed in this rustic company. I had said to myself before +that Mrs. Blackett was plainly of French descent, in both her appearance +and her charming gifts, but this is not surprising when one has learned +how large a proportion of the early settlers on this northern coast +of New England were of Huguenot blood, and that it is the Norman +Englishman, not the Saxon, who goes adventuring to a new world. + +“They used to say in old times,” said Mrs. Todd modestly, “that our +family came of very high folks in France, and one of 'em was a great +general in some o' the old wars. I sometimes think that Santin's ability +has come 'way down from then. 'Tain't nothin' he's ever acquired; 'twas +born in him. I don't know's he ever saw a fine parade, or met with those +that studied up such things. He's figured it all out an' got his papers +so he knows how to aim a cannon right for William's fish-house five +miles out on Green Island, or up there on Burnt Island where the +signal is. He had it all over to me one day, an' I tried hard to appear +interested. His life's all in it, but he will have those poor gloomy +spells come over him now an' then, an' then he has to drink.” + +Mrs. Caplin gave a heavy sigh. + +“There's a great many such strayaway folks, just as there is plants,” + continued Mrs. Todd, who was nothing if not botanical. “I know of just +one sprig of laurel that grows over back here in a wild spot, an' I +never could hear of no other on this coast. I had a large bunch brought +me once from Massachusetts way, so I know it. This piece grows in +an open spot where you'd think 'twould do well, but it's sort o' +poor-lookin'. I've visited it time an' again, just to notice its poor +blooms. 'Tis a real Sant Bowden, out of its own place.” + +Mrs. Caplin looked bewildered and blank. “Well, all I know is, last year +he worked out some kind of plan so's to parade the county conference in +platoons, and got 'em all flustered up tryin' to sense his ideas of a +holler square,” she burst forth. “They was holler enough anyway after +ridin' 'way down from up country into the salt air, and they'd been +treated to a sermon on faith an' works from old Fayther Harlow that +never knows when to cease. 'Twa'n't no time for tactics then,--they +wa'n't a'thinkin' of the church military. Sant, he couldn't do nothin' +with 'em. All he thinks of, when he sees a crowd, is how to march 'em. +'Tis all very well when he don't 'tempt too much. He never did act like +other folks.” + +“Ain't I just been maintainin' that he ain't like 'em?” urged Mrs. Todd +decidedly. “Strange folks has got to have strange ways, for what I see.” + +“Somebody observed once that you could pick out the likeness of 'most +every sort of a foreigner when you looked about you in our parish,” said +Sister Caplin, her face brightening with sudden illumination. “I didn't +see the bearin' of it then quite so plain. I always did think Mari' +Harris resembled a Chinee.” + +“Mari' Harris was pretty as a child, I remember,” said the pleasant +voice of Mrs. Blackett, who, after receiving the affectionate greetings +of nearly the whole company, came to join us,--to see, as she insisted, +that we were out of mischief. + +“Yes, Mari' was one o' them pretty little lambs that make dreadful +homely old sheep,” replied Mrs. Todd with energy. “Cap'n Littlepage +never'd look so disconsolate if she was any sort of a proper person +to direct things. She might divert him; yes, she might divert the old +gentleman, an' let him think he had his own way, 'stead o' arguing +everything down to the bare bone. 'Twouldn't hurt her to sit down an' +hear his great stories once in a while.” + +“The stories are very interesting,” I ventured to say. + +“Yes, you always catch yourself a-thinkin' what if they all was true, +and he had the right of it,” answered Mrs. Todd. “He's a good sight +better company, though dreamy, than such sordid creatur's as Mari' +Harris.” + +“Live and let live,” said dear old Mrs. Blackett gently. “I haven't seen +the captain for a good while, now that I ain't so constant to meetin',” + she added wistfully. “We always have known each other.” + +“Why, if it is a good pleasant day tomorrow, I'll get William to call +an' invite the capt'in to dinner. William'll be in early so's to pass up +the street without meetin' anybody.” + +“There, they're callin' out it's time to set the tables,” said Mrs. +Caplin, with great excitement. + +“Here's Cousin Sarah Jane Blackett! Well, I am pleased, certain!” + exclaimed Mrs. Todd, with unaffected delight; and these kindred spirits +met and parted with the promise of a good talk later on. After this +there was no more time for conversation until we were seated in order at +the long tables. + +“I'm one that always dreads seeing some o' the folks that I don't like, +at such a time as this,” announced Mrs. Todd privately to me after a +season of reflection. We were just waiting for the feast to begin. “You +wouldn't think such a great creatur' 's I be could feel all over pins +an' needles. I remember, the day I promised to Nathan, how it come over +me, just's I was feelin' happy's I could, that I'd got to have an own +cousin o' his for my near relation all the rest o' my life, an' it +seemed as if die I should. Poor Nathan saw somethin' had crossed me,--he +had very nice feelings,--and when he asked what 'twas, I told him. 'I +never could like her myself,' said he. 'You sha'n't be bothered, dear,' +he says; an' 'twas one o' the things that made me set a good deal by +Nathan, he did not make a habit of always opposin', like some men. +'Yes,' says I, 'but think o' Thanksgivin' times an' funerals; she's our +relation, an' we've got to own her.' Young folks don't think o' those +things. There she goes now, do let's pray her by!” said Mrs. Todd, with +an alarming transition from general opinions to particular animosities. +“I hate her just the same as I always did; but she's got on a real +pretty dress. I do try to remember that she's Nathan's cousin. Oh dear, +well; she's gone by after all, an' ain't seen me. I expected she'd +come pleasantin' round just to show off an' say afterwards she was +acquainted.” + +This was so different from Mrs. Todd's usual largeness of mind that I +had a moment's uneasiness; but the cloud passed quickly over her spirit, +and was gone with the offender. + +There never was a more generous out-of-door feast along the coast then +the Bowden family set forth that day. To call it a picnic would make it +seem trivial. The great tables were edged with pretty oak-leaf +trimming, which the boys and girls made. We brought flowers from the +fence-thickets of the great field; and out of the disorder of flowers +and provisions suddenly appeared as orderly a scheme for the feast +as the marshal had shaped for the procession. I began to respect the +Bowdens for their inheritance of good taste and skill and a certain +pleasing gift of formality. Something made them do all these things in a +finer way than most country people would have done them. As I looked up +and down the tables there was a good cheer, a grave soberness that shone +with pleasure, a humble dignity of bearing. There were some who should +have sat below the salt for lack of this good breeding; but they were +not many. So, I said to myself, their ancestors may have sat in the +great hall of some old French house in the Middle Ages, when battles and +sieges and processions and feasts were familiar things. The ministers +and Mrs. Blackett, with a few of their rank and age, were put in places +of honor, and for once that I looked any other way I looked twice +at Mrs. Blackett's face, serene and mindful of privilege and +responsibility, the mistress by simple fitness of this great day. + +Mrs. Todd looked up at the roof of green trees, and then carefully +surveyed the company. “I see 'em better now they're all settin' down,” + she said with satisfaction. “There's old Mr. Gilbraith and his sister. I +wish they were sittin' with us; they're not among folks they can parley +with, an' they look disappointed.” + +As the feast went on, the spirits of my companion steadily rose. The +excitement of an unexpectedly great occasion was a subtle stimulant +to her disposition, and I could see that sometimes when Mrs. Todd had +seemed limited and heavily domestic, she had simply grown sluggish for +lack of proper surroundings. She was not so much reminiscent now as +expectant, and as alert and gay as a girl. We who were her neighbors +were full of gayety, which was but the reflected light from her beaming +countenance. It was not the first time that I was full of wonder at +the waste of human ability in this world, as a botanist wonders at +the wastefulness of nature, the thousand seeds that die, the unused +provision of every sort. The reserve force of society grows more and +more amazing to one's thought. More than one face among the Bowdens +showed that only opportunity and stimulus were lacking,--a narrow set of +circumstances had caged a fine able character and held it captive. +One sees exactly the same types in a country gathering as in the most +brilliant city company. You are safe to be understood if the spirit of +your speech is the same for one neighbor as for the other. + + + + +XIX. The Feast's End + +THE FEAST was a noble feast, as has already been said. There was an +elegant ingenuity displayed in the form of pies which delighted my +heart. Once acknowledge that an American pie is far to be preferred to +its humble ancestor, the English tart, and it is joyful to be reassured +at a Bowden reunion that invention has not yet failed. Beside a +delightful variety of material, the decorations went beyond all my +former experience; dates and names were wrought in lines of pastry and +frosting on the tops. There was even more elaborate reading matter on an +excellent early-apple pie which we began to share and eat, precept upon +precept. Mrs. Todd helped me generously to the whole word BOWDEN, and +consumed REUNION herself, save an undecipherable fragment; but the most +renowned essay in cookery on the tables was a model of the old Bowden +house made of durable gingerbread, with all the windows and doors in the +right places, and sprigs of genuine lilac set at the front. It must have +been baked in sections, in one of the last of the great brick ovens, and +fastened together on the morning of the day. There was a general sigh +when this fell into ruin at the feast's end, and it was shared by a +great part of the assembly, not without seriousness, and as if it were +a pledge and token of loyalty. I met the maker of the gingerbread house, +which had called up lively remembrances of a childish story. She had the +gleaming eye of an enthusiast and a look of high ideals. + +“I could just as well have made it all of frosted cake,” she said, “but +'twouldn't have been the right shade; the old house, as you observe, was +never painted, and I concluded that plain gingerbread would represent it +best. It wasn't all I expected it would be,” she said sadly, as many an +artist had said before her of his work. + +There were speeches by the ministers; and there proved to be a historian +among the Bowdens, who gave some fine anecdotes of the family history; +and then appeared a poetess, whom Mrs. Todd regarded with wistful +compassion and indulgence, and when the long faded garland of verses +came to an appealing end, she turned to me with words of praise. + +“Sounded pretty,” said the generous listener. “Yes, I thought she did +very well. We went to school together, an' Mary Anna had a very hard +time; trouble was, her mother thought she'd given birth to a genius, +an' Mary Anna's come to believe it herself. There, I don't know what +we should have done without her; there ain't nobody else that can write +poetry between here and 'way up towards Rockland; it adds a great deal +at such a time. When she speaks o' those that are gone, she feels it +all, and so does everybody else, but she harps too much. I'd laid half +of that away for next time, if I was Mary Anna. There comes mother to +speak to her, an' old Mr. Gilbreath's sister; now she'll be heartened +right up. Mother'll say just the right thing.” + +The leave-takings were as affecting as the meetings of these old friends +had been. There were enough young persons at the reunion, but it is the +old who really value such opportunities; as for the young, it is the +habit of every day to meet their comrades,--the time of separation +has not come. To see the joy with which these elder kinsfolk and +acquaintances had looked in one another's faces, and the lingering touch +of their friendly hands; to see these affectionate meetings and then the +reluctant partings, gave one a new idea of the isolation in which it was +possible to live in that after all thinly settled region. They did not +expect to see one another again very soon; the steady, hard work on +the farms, the difficulty of getting from place to place, especially in +winter when boats were laid up, gave double value to any occasion which +could bring a large number of families together. Even funerals in this +country of the pointed firs were not without their social advantages +and satisfactions. I heard the words “next summer” repeated many times, +though summer was still ours and all the leaves were green. + +The boats began to put out from shore, and the wagons to drive away. +Mrs. Blackett took me into the old house when we came back from the +grove: it was her father's birthplace and early home, and she had spent +much of her own childhood there with her grandmother. She spoke of those +days as if they had but lately passed; in fact, I could imagine that +the house looked almost exactly the same to her. I could see the brown +rafters of the unfinished roof as I looked up the steep staircase, +though the best room was as handsome with its good wainscoting and touch +of ornament on the cornice as any old room of its day in a town. + +Some of the guests who came from a distance were still sitting in the +best room when we went in to take leave of the master and mistress of +the house. We all said eagerly what a pleasant day it had been, and +how swiftly the time had passed. Perhaps it is the great national +anniversaries which our country has lately kept, and the soldiers' +meetings that take place everywhere, which have made reunions of every +sort the fashion. This one, at least, had been very interesting. I +fancied that old feuds had been overlooked, and the old saying that +blood is thicker than water had again proved itself true, though from +the variety of names one argued a certain adulteration of the Bowden +traits and belongings. Clannishness is an instinct of the heart,--it is +more than a birthright, or a custom; and lesser rights were forgotten in +the claim to a common inheritance. + +We were among the very last to return to our proper lives and lodgings. +I came near to feeling like a true Bowden, and parted from certain new +friends as if they were old friends; we were rich with the treasure of a +new remembrance. + +At last we were in the high wagon again; the old white horse had been +well fed in the Bowden barn, and we drove away and soon began to climb +the long hill toward the wooded ridge. The road was new to me, as roads +always are, going back. Most of our companions had been full of anxious +thoughts of home,--of the cows, or of young children likely to fall +into disaster,--but we had no reasons for haste, and drove slowly along, +talking and resting by the way. Mrs. Todd said once that she really +hoped her front door had been shut on account of the dust blowing in, +but added that nothing made any weight on her mind except not to forget +to turn a few late mullein leaves that were drying on a newspaper in the +little loft. Mrs. Blackett and I gave our word of honor that we would +remind her of this heavy responsibility. The way seemed short, we had +so much to talk about. We climbed hills where we could see the great +bay and the islands, and then went down into shady valleys where the air +began to feel like evening, cool and camp with a fragrance of wet ferns. +Mrs. Todd alighted once or twice, refusing all assistance in securing +some boughs of a rare shrub which she valued for its bark, though she +proved incommunicative as to her reasons. We passed the house where we +had been so kindly entertained with doughnuts earlier in the day, and +found it closed and deserted, which was a disappointment. + +“They must have stopped to tea somewheres and thought they'd finish up +the day,” said Mrs. Todd. “Those that enjoyed it best'll want to get +right home so's to think it over.” + +“I didn't see the woman there after all, did you?” asked Mrs. Blackett +as the horse stopped to drink at the trough. + +“Oh yes, I spoke with her,” answered Mrs. Todd, with but scant interest +or approval. “She ain't a member o' our family.” + +“I thought you said she resembled Cousin Pa'lina Bowden about the +forehead,” suggested Mrs. Blackett. + +“Well, she don't,” answered Mrs. Todd impatiently. “I ain't one that's +ord'narily mistaken about family likenesses, and she didn't seem to meet +with friends, so I went square up to her. 'I expect you're a Bowden by +your looks,' says I. 'Yes, I can take it you're one o' the Bowdens.' +'Lor', no,' says she. 'Dennett was my maiden name, but I married a +Bowden for my first husband. I thought I'd come an' just see what was +a-goin' on!” + +Mrs. Blackett laughed heartily. “I'm goin' to remember to tell William +o' that,” she said. “There, Almiry, the only thing that's troubled me +all this day is to think how William would have enjoyed it. I do so wish +William had been there.” + +“I sort of wish he had, myself,” said Mrs. Todd frankly. + +“There wa'n't many old folks there, somehow,” said Mrs. Blackett, with +a touch of sadness in her voice. “There ain't so many to come as there +used to be, I'm aware, but I expected to see more.” + +“I thought they turned out pretty well, when you come to think of it; +why, everybody was sayin' so an' feelin' gratified,” answered Mrs. Todd +hastily with pleasing unconsciousness; then I saw the quick color flash +into her cheek, and presently she made some excuse to turn and steal an +anxious look at her mother. Mrs. Blackett was smiling and thinking about +her happy day, though she began to look a little tired. Neither of my +companions was troubled by her burden of years. I hoped in my heart that +I might be like them as I lived on into age, and then smiled to think +that I too was no longer very young. So we always keep the same hearts, +though our outer framework fails and shows the touch of time. + +“'Twas pretty when they sang the hymn, wasn't it?” asked Mrs. Blackett +at suppertime, with real enthusiasm. “There was such a plenty o' men's +voices; where I sat it did sound beautiful. I had to stop and listen +when they came to the last verse.” + +I saw that Mrs. Todd's broad shoulders began to shake. “There was good +singers there; yes, there was excellent singers,” she agreed heartily, +putting down her teacup, “but I chanced to drift alongside Mis' Peter +Bowden o' Great Bay, an' I couldn't help thinkin' if she was as far out +o' town as she was out o' tune, she wouldn't get back in a day.” + + + + +XX. Along Shore + +ONE DAY as I went along the shore beyond the old wharves and the newer, +high-stepped fabric of the steamer landing, I saw that all the boats +were beached, and the slack water period of the early afternoon +prevailed. Nothing was going on, not even the most leisurely of +occupations, like baiting trawls or mending nets, or repairing lobster +pots; the very boats seemed to be taking an afternoon nap in the sun. +I could hardly discover a distant sail as I looked seaward, except a +weather-beaten lobster smack, which seemed to have been taken for a +plaything by the light airs that blew about the bay. It drifted and +turned about so aimlessly in the wide reach off Burnt Island, that I +suspected there was nobody at the wheel, or that she might have parted +her rusty anchor chain while all the crew were asleep. + +I watched her for a minute or two; she was the old Miranda, owned by +some of the Caplins, and I knew her by an odd shaped patch of newish +duck that was set into the peak of her dingy mainsail. Her vagaries +offered such an exciting subject for conversation that my heart rejoiced +at the sound of a hoarse voice behind me. At that moment, before I +had time to answer, I saw something large and shapeless flung from the +Miranda's deck that splashed the water high against her black side, +and my companion gave a satisfied chuckle. The old lobster smack's sail +caught the breeze again at this moment, and she moved off down the bay. +Turning, I found old Elijah Tilley, who had come softly out of his dark +fish-house, as if it were a burrow. + +“Boy got kind o' drowsy steerin' of her; Monroe he hove him right +overboard; 'wake now fast enough,” explained Mr. Tilley, and we laughed +together. + +I was delighted, for my part, that the vicissitudes and dangers of the +Miranda, in a rocky channel, should have given me this opportunity to +make acquaintance with an old fisherman to whom I had never spoken. At +first he had seemed to be one of those evasive and uncomfortable persons +who are so suspicious of you that they make you almost suspicious of +yourself. Mr. Elijah Tilley appeared to regard a stranger with scornful +indifference. You might see him standing on the pebble beach or in a +fish-house doorway, but when you came nearer he was gone. He was one of +the small company of elderly, gaunt-shaped great fisherman whom I used +to like to see leading up a deep-laden boat by the head, as if it were +a horse, from the water's edge to the steep slope of the pebble beach. +There were four of these large old men at the Landing, who were the +survivors of an earlier and more vigorous generation. There was an +alliance and understanding between them, so close that it was apparently +speechless. They gave much time to watching one another's boats go out +or come in; they lent a ready hand at tending one another's lobster +traps in rough weather; they helped to clean the fish or to sliver +porgies for the trawls, as if they were in close partnership; and when +a boat came in from deep-sea fishing they were never too far out of +the way, and hastened to help carry it ashore, two by two, splashing +alongside, or holding its steady head, as if it were a willful sea colt. +As a matter of fact no boat could help being steady and way-wise under +their instant direction and companionship. Abel's boat and Jonathan +Bowden's boat were as distinct and experienced personalities as the men +themselves, and as inexpressive. Arguments and opinions were unknown +to the conversation of these ancient friends; you would as soon have +expected to hear small talk in a company of elephants as to hear old Mr. +Bowden or Elijah Tilley and their two mates waste breath upon any form +of trivial gossip. They made brief statements to one another from time +to time. As you came to know them you wondered more and more that +they should talk at all. Speech seemed to be a light and elegant +accomplishment, and their unexpected acquaintance with its arts made +them of new value to the listener. You felt almost as if a landmark pine +should suddenly address you in regard to the weather, or a lofty-minded +old camel make a remark as you stood respectfully near him under the +circus tent. + +I often wondered a great deal about the inner life and thought of these +self-contained old fishermen; their minds seemed to be fixed upon nature +and the elements rather than upon any contrivances of man, like politics +or theology. My friend, Captain Bowden, who was the nephew of the eldest +of this group, regarded them with deference; but he did not belong to +their secret companionship, though he was neither young nor talkative. + +“They've gone together ever since they were boys, they know most +everything about the sea amon'st them,” he told me once. “They was +always just as you see 'em now since the memory of man.” + +These ancient seafarers had houses and lands not outwardly different +from other Dunnet Landing dwellings, and two of them were fathers of +families, but their true dwelling places were the sea, and the stony +beach that edged its familiar shore, and the fish-houses, where much +salt brine from the mackerel kits had soaked the very timbers into a +state of brown permanence and petrifaction. It had also affected the old +fishermen's hard complexions, until one fancied that when Death claimed +them it could only be with the aid, not of any slender modern dart, but +the good serviceable harpoon of a seventeenth century woodcut. + +Elijah Tilley was such an evasive, discouraged-looking person, +heavy-headed, and stooping so that one could never look him in the +face, that even after his friendly exclamation about Monroe Pennell, the +lobster smack's skipper, and the sleepy boy, I did not venture at once +to speak again. Mr. Tilley was carrying a small haddock in one hand, and +presently shifted it to the other hand lest it might touch my skirt. I +knew that my company was accepted, and we walked together a little way. + +“You mean to have a good supper,” I ventured to say, by way of +friendliness. + +“Goin' to have this 'ere haddock an' some o' my good baked potatoes; +must eat to live,” responded my companion with great pleasantness and +open approval. I found that I had suddenly left the forbidding coast and +come into the smooth little harbor of friendship. + +“You ain't never been up to my place,” said the old man. “Folks don't +come now as they used to; no, 'tain't no use to ask folks now. My poor +dear she was a great hand to draw young company.” + +I remembered that Mrs. Todd had once said that this old fisherman had +been sore stricken and unconsoled at the death of his wife. + +“I should like very much to come,” said I. “Perhaps you are going to be +at home later on?” + +Mr. Tilley agreed, by a sober nod, and went his way bent-shouldered and +with a rolling gait. There was a new patch high on the shoulder of +his old waistcoat, which corresponded to the renewing of the Miranda's +mainsail down the bay, and I wondered if his own fingers, clumsy with +much deep-sea fishing, had set it in. + +“Was there a good catch to-day?” I asked, stopping a moment. “I didn't +happen to be on the shore when the boats came in.” + +“No; all come in pretty light,” answered Mr. Tilley. “Addicks an' Bowden +they done the best; Abel an' me we had but a slim fare. We went out +'arly, but not so 'arly as sometimes; looked like a poor mornin'. I got +nine haddick, all small, and seven fish; the rest on 'em got more fish +than haddick. Well, I don't expect they feel like bitin' every day; we +l'arn to humor 'em a little, an' let 'em have their way 'bout it. These +plaguey dog-fish kind of worry 'em.” Mr. Tilley pronounced the last +sentence with much sympathy, as if he looked upon himself as a true +friend of all the haddock and codfish that lived on the fishing grounds, +and so we parted. + + +Later in the afternoon I went along the beach again until I came to +the foot of Mr. Tilley's land, and found his rough track across the +cobblestones and rocks to the field edge, where there was a heavy piece +of old wreck timber, like a ship's bone, full of tree-nails. From this a +little footpath, narrow with one man's treading, led up across the small +green field that made Mr. Tilley's whole estate, except a straggling +pasture that tilted on edge up the steep hillside beyond the house and +road. I could hear the tinkle-tankle of a cow-bell somewhere among the +spruces by which the pasture was being walked over and forested from +every side; it was likely to be called the wood lot before long, but the +field was unmolested. I could not see a bush or a brier anywhere within +its walls, and hardly a stray pebble showed itself. This was most +surprising in that country of firm ledges, and scattered stones which +all the walls that industry could devise had hardly begun to clear +away off the land. In the narrow field I noticed some stout stakes, +apparently planted at random in the grass and among the hills of +potatoes, but carefully painted yellow and white to match the house, a +neat sharp-edged little dwelling, which looked strangely modern for its +owner. I should have much sooner believed that the smart young wholesale +egg merchant of the Landing was its occupant than Mr. Tilley, since a +man's house is really but his larger body, and expresses in a way his +nature and character. + +I went up the field, following the smooth little path to the side door. +As for using the front door, that was a matter of great ceremony; the +long grass grew close against the high stone step, and a snowberry bush +leaned over it, top-heavy with the weight of a morning-glory vine that +had managed to take what the fishermen might call a half hitch about +the door-knob. Elijah Tilley came to the side door to receive me; he was +knitting a blue yarn stocking without looking on, and was warmly +dressed for the season in a thick blue flannel shirt with white crockery +buttons, a faded waistcoat and trousers heavily patched at the knees. +These were not his fishing clothes. There was something delightful in +the grasp of his hand, warm and clean, as if it never touched anything +but the comfortable woolen yarn, instead of cold sea water and slippery +fish. + +“What are the painted stakes for, down in the field?” I hastened to ask, +and he came out a step or two along the path to see; and looked at the +stakes as if his attention were called to them for the first time. + +“Folks laughed at me when I first bought this place an' come here to +live,” he explained. “They said 'twa'n't no kind of a field privilege at +all; no place to raise anything, all full o' stones. I was aware 'twas +good land, an' I worked some on it--odd times when I didn't have nothin' +else on hand--till I cleared them loose stones all out. You never see +a prettier piece than 'tis now; now did ye? Well, as for them painted +marks, them's my buoys. I struck on to some heavy rocks that didn't show +none, but a plow'd be liable to ground on 'em, an' so I ketched holt +an' buoyed 'em same's you see. They don't trouble me no more'n if they +wa'n't there.” + +“You haven't been to sea for nothing,” I said laughing. + +“One trade helps another,” said Elijah with an amiable smile. “Come +right in an' set down. Come in an' rest ye,” he exclaimed, and led the +way into his comfortable kitchen. The sunshine poured in at the two +further windows, and a cat was curled up sound asleep on the table that +stood between them. There was a new-looking light oilcloth of a tiled +pattern on the floor, and a crockery teapot, large for a household +of only one person, stood on the bright stove. I ventured to say that +somebody must be a very good housekeeper. + +“That's me,” acknowledged the old fisherman with frankness. “There ain't +nobody here but me. I try to keep things looking right, same's poor dear +left 'em. You set down here in this chair, then you can look off an' see +the water. None on 'em thought I was goin' to get along alone, no way, +but I wa'n't goin' to have my house turned upsi' down an' all changed +about; no, not to please nobody. I was the only one knew just how she +liked to have things set, poor dear, an' I said I was goin' to make +shift, and I have made shift. I'd rather tough it out alone.” And he +sighed heavily, as if to sigh were his familiar consolation. + +We were both silent for a minute; the old man looked out the window, as +if he had forgotten I was there. + +“You must miss her very much?” I said at last. + +“I do miss her,” he answered, and sighed again. “Folks all kep' +repeatin' that time would ease me, but I can't find it does. No, I miss +her just the same every day.” + +“How long is it since she died?” I asked. + +“Eight year now, come the first of October. It don't seem near so long. +I've got a sister that comes and stops 'long o' me a little spell, +spring an' fall, an' odd times if I send after her. I ain't near so good +a hand to sew as I be to knit, and she's very quick to set everything +to rights. She's a married woman with a family; her son's folks lives +at home, an' I can't make no great claim on her time. But it makes me +a kind o' good excuse, when I do send, to help her a little; she ain't +none too well off. Poor dear always liked her, and we used to contrive +our ways together. 'Tis full as easy to be alone. I set here an' +think it all over, an' think considerable when the weather's bad to go +outside. I get so some days it feels as if poor dear might step right +back into this kitchen. I keep a-watchin' them doors as if she might +step in to ary one. Yes, ma'am, I keep a-lookin' off an' droppin' o' my +stitches; that's just how it seems. I can't git over losin' of her no +way nor no how. Yes, ma'am, that's just how it seems to me.” + +I did not say anything, and he did not look up. + +“I git feelin' so sometimes I have to lay everything by an' go out door. +She was a sweet pretty creatur' long's she lived,” the old man added +mournfully. “There's that little rockin' chair o' her'n, I set an' +notice it an' think how strange 'tis a creatur' like her should be gone +an' that chair be here right in its old place.” + + +“I wish I had known her; Mrs. Todd told me about your wife one day,” I +said. + +“You'd have liked to come and see her; all the folks did,” said poor +Elijah. “She'd been so pleased to hear everything and see somebody new +that took such an int'rest. She had a kind o' gift to make it pleasant +for folks. I guess likely Almiry Todd told you she was a pretty woman, +especially in her young days; late years, too, she kep' her looks and +come to be so pleasant lookin'. There, 'tain't so much matter, I shall +be done afore a great while. No; I sha'n't trouble the fish a great +sight more.” + +The old widower sat with his head bowed over his knitting, as if he were +hastily shortening the very thread of time. The minutes went slowly by. +He stopped his work and clasped his hands firmly together. I saw he had +forgotten his guest, and I kept the afternoon watch with him. At last he +looked up as if but a moment had passed of his continual loneliness. + +“Yes, ma'am, I'm one that has seen trouble,” he said, and began to knit +again. + +The visible tribute of his careful housekeeping, and the clean bright +room which had once enshrined his wife, and now enshrined her memory, +was very moving to me; he had no thought for any one else or for any +other place. I began to see her myself in her home,--a delicate-looking, +faded little woman, who leaned upon his rough strength and affectionate +heart, who was always watching for his boat out of this very window, and +who always opened the door and welcomed him when he came home. + +“I used to laugh at her, poor dear,” said Elijah, as if he read my +thought. “I used to make light of her timid notions. She used to be +fearful when I was out in bad weather or baffled about gittin' ashore. +She used to say the time seemed long to her, but I've found out all +about it now. I used to be dreadful thoughtless when I was a young man +and the fish was bitin' well. I'd stay out late some o' them days, an' +I expect she'd watch an' watch an' lose heart a-waitin'. My heart alive! +what a supper she'd git, an' be right there watchin' from the door, with +somethin' over her head if 'twas cold, waitin' to hear all about it as I +come up the field. Lord, how I think o' all them little things!” + +“This was what she called the best room; in this way,” he said +presently, laying his knitting on the table, and leading the way across +the front entry and unlocking a door, which he threw open with an air +of pride. The best room seemed to me a much sadder and more empty place +than the kitchen; its conventionalities lacked the simple perfection of +the humbler room and failed on the side of poor ambition; it was only +when one remembered what patient saving, and what high respect for +society in the abstract go to such furnishing that the little parlor was +interesting at all. I could imagine the great day of certain purchases, +the bewildering shops of the next large town, the aspiring anxious +woman, the clumsy sea-tanned man in his best clothes, so eager to be +pleased, but at ease only when they were safe back in the sailboat +again, going down the bay with their precious freight, the hoarded money +all spent and nothing to think of but tiller and sail. I looked at +the unworn carpet, the glass vases on the mantelpiece with their prim +bunches of bleached swamp grass and dusty marsh rosemary, and I could +read the history of Mrs. Tilley's best room from its very beginning. + +“You see for yourself what beautiful rugs she could make; now I'm going +to show you her best tea things she thought so much of,” said the master +of the house, opening the door of a shallow cupboard. “That's real +chiny, all of it on those two shelves,” he told me proudly. “I bought +it all myself, when we was first married, in the port of Bordeaux. There +never was one single piece of it broke until-- Well, I used to say, +long as she lived, there never was a piece broke, but long at the last I +noticed she'd look kind o' distressed, an' I thought 'twas 'count o' me +boastin'. When they asked if they should use it when the folks was here +to supper, time o' her funeral, I knew she'd want to have everything +nice, and I said 'certain.' Some o' the women they come runnin' to me +an' called me, while they was takin' of the chiny down, an' showed me +there was one o' the cups broke an' the pieces wropped in paper and +pushed way back here, corner o' the shelf. They didn't want me to go an' +think they done it. Poor dear! I had to put right out o' the house when +I see that. I knowed in one minute how 'twas. We'd got so used to sayin' +'twas all there just's I fetched it home, an' so when she broke that cup +somehow or 'nother she couldn't frame no words to come an' tell me. She +couldn't think 'twould vex me, 'twas her own hurt pride. I guess there +wa'n't no other secret ever lay between us.” + +The French cups with their gay sprigs of pink and blue, the best +tumblers, an old flowered bowl and tea caddy, and a japanned waiter or +two adorned the shelves. These, with a few daguerreotypes in a little +square pile, had the closet to themselves, and I was conscious of much +pleasure in seeing them. One is shown over many a house in these days +where the interest may be more complex, but not more definite. + +“Those were her best things, poor dear,” said Elijah as he locked the +door again. “She told me that last summer before she was taken away that +she couldn't think o' anything more she wanted, there was everything in +the house, an' all her rooms was furnished pretty. I was goin' over to +the Port, an' inquired for errands. I used to ask her to say what she +wanted, cost or no cost--she was a very reasonable woman, an' 'twas the +place where she done all but her extra shopping. It kind o' chilled me +up when she spoke so satisfied.” + +“You don't go out fishing after Christmas?” I asked, as we came back to +the bright kitchen. + +“No; I take stiddy to my knitting after January sets in,” said the old +seafarer. “'Tain't worth while, fish make off into deeper water an' you +can't stand no such perishin' for the sake o' what you get. I leave out +a few traps in sheltered coves an' do a little lobsterin' on fair days. +The young fellows braves it out, some on 'em; but, for me, I lay in +my winter's yarn an' set here where 'tis warm, an' knit an' take my +comfort. Mother learnt me once when I was a lad; she was a beautiful +knitter herself. I was laid up with a bad knee, an' she said 'twould +take up my time an' help her; we was a large family. They'll buy all the +folks can do down here to Addicks' store. They say our Dunnet stockin's +is gettin' to be celebrated up to Boston,--good quality o' wool an' +even knittin' or somethin'. I've always been called a pretty hand to do +nettin', but seines is master cheap to what they used to be when they +was all hand worked. I change off to nettin' long towards spring, and I +piece up my trawls and lines and get my fishin' stuff to rights. Lobster +pots they require attention, but I make 'em up in spring weather when +it's warm there in the barn. No; I ain't one o' them that likes to set +an' do nothin'.” + +“You see the rugs, poor dear did them; she wa'n't very partial to +knittin',” old Elijah went on, after he had counted his stitches. “Our +rugs is beginnin' to show wear, but I can't master none o' them womanish +tricks. My sister, she tinkers 'em up. She said last time she was here +that she guessed they'd last my time.” + +“The old ones are always the prettiest,” I said. + +“You ain't referrin' to the braided ones now?” answered Mr. Tilley. “You +see ours is braided for the most part, an' their good looks is all in +the beginnin'. Poor dear used to say they made an easier floor. I go +shufflin' round the house same's if 'twas a bo't, and I always used to +be stubbin' up the corners o' the hooked kind. Her an' me was always +havin' our jokes together same's a boy an' girl. Outsiders never'd know +nothin' about it to see us. She had nice manners with all, but to me +there was nobody so entertainin'. She'd take off anybody's natural +talk winter evenin's when we set here alone, so you'd think 'twas them +a-speakin'. There, there!” + +I saw that he had dropped a stitch again, and was snarling the blue yarn +round his clumsy fingers. He handled it and threw it off at arm's length +as if it were a cod line; and frowned impatiently, but I saw a tear +shining on his cheek. + +I said that I must be going, it was growing late, and asked if I might +come again, and if he would take me out to the fishing grounds someday. + +“Yes, come any time you want to,” said my host, “'tain't so pleasant as +when poor dear was here. Oh, I didn't want to lose her an' she didn't +want to go, but it had to be. Such things ain't for us to say; there's +no yes an' no to it.” + +“You find Almiry Todd one o' the best o' women?” said Mr. Tilley as we +parted. He was standing in the doorway and I had started off down the +narrow green field. “No, there ain't a better hearted woman in the State +o' Maine. I've known her from a girl. She's had the best o' mothers. You +tell her I'm liable to fetch her up a couple or three nice good mackerel +early tomorrow,” he said. “Now don't let it slip your mind. Poor dear, +she always thought a sight o' Almiry, and she used to remind me there +was nobody to fish for her; but I don't rec'lect it as I ought to. I see +you drop a line yourself very handy now an' then.” + +We laughed together like the best of friends, and I spoke again about +the fishing grounds, and confessed that I had no fancy for a southerly +breeze and a ground swell. + +“Nor me neither,” said the old fisherman. “Nobody likes 'em, say what +they may. Poor dear was disobliged by the mere sight of a bo't. Almiry's +got the best o' mothers, I expect you know; Mis' Blackett out to Green +Island; and we was always plannin' to go out when summer come; but +there, I couldn't pick no day's weather that seemed to suit her just +right. I never set out to worry her neither, 'twa'n't no kind o' use; +she was so pleasant we couldn't have no fret nor trouble. 'Twas never +'you dear an' you darlin'' afore folks, an' 'you divil' behind the +door!” + +As I looked back from the lower end of the field I saw him still +standing, a lonely figure in the doorway. “Poor dear,” I repeated to +myself half aloud; “I wonder where she is and what she knows of the +little world she left. I wonder what she has been doing these eight +years!” + +I gave the message about the mackerel to Mrs. Todd. + +“Been visitin' with 'Lijah?” she asked with interest. “I expect you had +kind of a dull session; he ain't the talkin' kind; dwellin' so much long +o' fish seems to make 'em lose the gift o' speech.” But when I told +her that Mr. Tilley had been talking to me that day, she interrupted me +quickly. + +“Then 'twas all about his wife, an' he can't say nothin' too pleasant +neither. She was modest with strangers, but there ain't one o' her old +friends can ever make up her loss. For me, I don't want to go there no +more. There's some folks you miss and some folks you don't, when they're +gone, but there ain't hardly a day I don't think o' dear Sarah Tilley. +She was always right there; yes, you knew just where to find her like +a plain flower. 'Lijah's worthy enough; I do esteem 'Lijah, but he's a +ploddin' man.” + + + + +XXI. The Backward View + +AT LAST IT WAS the time of late summer, when the house was cool and damp +in the morning, and all the light seemed to come through green leaves; +but at the first step out of doors the sunshine always laid a warm hand +on my shoulder, and the clear, high sky seemed to lift quickly as I +looked at it. There was no autumnal mist on the coast, nor any August +fog; instead of these, the sea, the sky, all the long shore line and the +inland hills, with every bush of bay and every fir-top, gained a deeper +color and a sharper clearness. There was something shining in the air, +and a kind of lustre on the water and the pasture grass,--a northern +look that, except at this moment of the year, one must go far to seek. +The sunshine of a northern summer was coming to its lovely end. + +The days were few then at Dunnet Landing, and I let each of them slip +away unwillingly as a miser spends his coins. I wished to have one of +my first weeks back again, with those long hours when nothing happened +except the growth of herbs and the course of the sun. Once I had not +even known where to go for a walk; now there were many delightful things +to be done and done again, as if I were in London. I felt hurried and +full of pleasant engagements, and the days flew by like a handful of +flowers flung to the sea wind. + +At last I had to say good-by to all my Dunnet Landing friends, and my +homelike place in the little house, and return to the world in which I +feared to find myself a foreigner. There may be restrictions to such a +summer's happiness, but the ease that belongs to simplicity is charming +enough to make up for whatever a simple life may lack, and the gifts of +peace are not for those who live in the thick of battle. + +I was to take the small unpunctual steamer that went down the bay in the +afternoon, and I sat for a while by my window looking out on the green +herb garden, with regret for company. Mrs. Todd had hardly spoken all +day except in the briefest and most disapproving way; it was as if we +were on the edge of a quarrel. It seemed impossible to take my departure +with anything like composure. At last I heard a footstep, and looked up +to find that Mrs. Todd was standing at the door. + +“I've seen to everything now,” she told me in an unusually loud and +business-like voice. “Your trunks are on the w'arf by this time. Cap'n +Bowden he come and took 'em down himself, an' is going to see that +they're safe aboard. Yes, I've seen to all your 'rangements,” she +repeated in a gentler tone. “These things I've left on the kitchen table +you'll want to carry by hand; the basket needn't be returned. I guess +I shall walk over towards the Port now an' inquire how old Mis' Edward +Caplin is.” + +I glanced at my friend's face, and saw a look that touched me to the +heart. I had been sorry enough before to go away. + +“I guess you'll excuse me if I ain't down there to stand around on the +w'arf and see you go,” she said, still trying to be gruff. “Yes, I ought +to go over and inquire for Mis' Edward Caplin; it's her third shock, and +if mother gets in on Sunday she'll want to know just how the old lady +is.” With this last word Mrs. Todd turned and left me as if with sudden +thought of something she had forgotten, so that I felt sure she was +coming back, but presently I heard her go out of the kitchen door and +walk down the path toward the gate. I could not part so; I ran after +her to say good-by, but she shook her head and waved her hand without +looking back when she heard my hurrying steps, and so went away down the +street. + +When I went in again the little house had suddenly grown lonely, and my +room looked empty as it had the day I came. I and all my belongings had +died out of it, and I knew how it would seem when Mrs. Todd came back +and found her lodger gone. So we die before our own eyes; so we see some +chapters of our lives come to their natural end. + +I found the little packages on the kitchen table. There was a quaint +West Indian basket which I knew its owner had valued, and which I had +once admired; there was an affecting provision laid beside it for my +seafaring supper, with a neatly tied bunch of southernwood and a twig of +bay, and a little old leather box which held the coral pin that Nathan +Todd brought home to give to poor Joanna. + + +There was still an hour to wait, and I went up the hill just above the +schoolhouse and sat there thinking of things, and looking off to sea, +and watching for the boat to come in sight. I could see Green Island, +small and darkly wooded at that distance; below me were the houses of +the village with their apple-trees and bits of garden ground. Presently, +as I looked at the pastures beyond, I caught a last glimpse of Mrs. Todd +herself, walking slowly in the footpath that led along, following +the shore toward the Port. At such a distance one can feel the large, +positive qualities that control a character. Close at hand, Mrs. +Todd seemed able and warm-hearted and quite absorbed in her bustling +industries, but her distant figure looked mateless and appealing, with +something about it that was strangely self-possessed and mysterious. Now +and then she stooped to pick something,--it might have been her favorite +pennyroyal,--and at last I lost sight of her as she slowly crossed an +open space on one of the higher points of land, and disappeared again +behind a dark clump of juniper and the pointed firs. + +As I came away on the little coastwise steamer, there was an old sea +running which made the surf leap high on all the rocky shores. I stood +on deck, looking back, and watched the busy gulls agree and turn, and +sway together down the long slopes of air, then separate hastily and +plunge into the waves. The tide was setting in, and plenty of small fish +were coming with it, unconscious of the silver flashing of the great +birds overhead and the quickness of their fierce beaks. The sea was +full of life and spirit, the tops of the waves flew back as if they were +winged like the gulls themselves, and like them had the freedom of the +wind. Out in the main channel we passed a bent-shouldered old fisherman +bound for the evening round among his lobster traps. He was toiling +along with short oars, and the dory tossed and sank and tossed again +with the steamer's waves. I saw that it was old Elijah Tilley, and +though we had so long been strangers we had come to be warm friends, and +I wished that he had waited for one of his mates, it was such hard work +to row along shore through rough seas and tend the traps alone. As we +passed I waved my hand and tried to call to him, and he looked up and +answered my farewells by a solemn nod. The little town, with the tall +masts of its disabled schooners in the inner bay, stood high above the +flat sea for a few minutes then it sank back into the uniformity of the +coast, and became indistinguishable from the other towns that looked as +if they were crumbled on the furzy-green stoniness of the shore. + +The small outer islands of the bay were covered among the ledges with +turf that looked as fresh as the early grass; there had been some days +of rain the week before, and the darker green of the sweet-fern was +scattered on all the pasture heights. It looked like the beginning of +summer ashore, though the sheep, round and warm in their winter wool, +betrayed the season of the year as they went feeding along the slopes +in the low afternoon sunshine. Presently the wind began to blow and we +struck out seaward to double the long sheltering headland of the cape, +and when I looked back again, the islands and the headland had run +together and Dunnet Landing and all its coasts were lost to sight. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Country of the Pointed Firs, by +Sarah Orne Jewett + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE COUNTRY OF THE POINTED FIRS *** + +***** This file should be named 367-0.txt or 367-0.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/6/367/ + +Produced by Judith Boss + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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