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(Alfred Edward Woodley) Mason + +Release Date: January 27, 2012 [EBook #38689] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE TURNSTILE *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by the Web Archive + + + + + + + + + + +Transcriber's Notes: + + 1. Page scan source: + http://www.archive.org/details/turnstile00masogoog + + 2. The diphthong oe is represented by [oe]. + + + + + THE TURNSTILE + + + + + + + BOOKS BY A. E. W. MASON + + Published By CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS + + The Broken Road. $1.50 + At the Villa Rose. Illustrated. $1.50 + The Turnstile. _net_ $1.30 + + + + + + + THE TURNSTILE + + + + + BY + + A. E. W. MASON + + AUTHOR OF "FOUR FEATHERS," "RUNNING WATER," + "THE BROKEN ROAD," ETC. + + + + + CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS + NEW YORK :: :: :: 1912 + + + + + + Copyright, 1911, 1912, by + CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS + * * * + Published June, 1912 + + + + + + + CONTENTS + + + CHAPTER + + I. The Swinging of a Chandelier. + + II. Of an Earthquake and James Challoner. + + III. Challoner's Pilgrimage. + + IV. Cynthia's Birthday. + + V. The Reaper. + + VI. A Visitor at the Estancia. + + VII. Both Sides of the Door. + + VIII. The Flight. + + IX. Robert Daventry Explains. + + X. Mr. Benoliel. + + XI. A Man on the Make. + + XII. Lungatine. + + XIII. The Night Before the Poll. + + XIV. Colonel Challoner's Memory. + + XV. The Mayor and the Man. + + XVI. Words Over the Telephone. + + XVII. A Refusal. + + XVIII. A Maiden Speech. + + XIX. And a Proposal. + + XX. At Culver. + + XXI. Mr. Benoliel's Warning. + + XXII. And an Instance to Enforce It. + + XXIII. Cynthia on the House. + + XXIV. The Man Who Had Walked in the Road. + + XXV. Colonel Challoner's Revolt. + + XXVI. The Picture at Bramling. + + XXVII. Devenish Replies. + + XXVIII. Wireless. + + XXIX. In the Ladies' Gallery. + + XXX. The Letter. + + XXXI. M. Poizat Again. + + XXXII. The Call. + + XXXIII. A Letter from Abroad. + + XXXIV. The Convict at the Oar. + + XXXV. A Little Bit Extra. + + XXXVI. The Telegram. + + XXXVII. The Last. + + + + + + + THE TURNSTILE + + + + + + + THE TURNSTILE + + + + + CHAPTER I + + THE SWINGING OF A CHANDELIER + + +At the first glance it looked as if the midnight chimes of a clock in +an old city of the Midlands might most fitly ring in this history. But +we live in a very small island, and its inhabitants have for so long +been wanderers upon the face of the earth that one can hardly search +amongst them for the beginnings of either people or events without +slipping unexpectedly over the edge of England. So it is in this +instance. For, although it was in England that Captain Rames, Mr. +Benoliel, Cynthia, the little naturalized Frenchman, and the rest of +them met and struggled more or less inefficiently to express +themselves; although, too, Ludsey, the old city, was during a period +the pivot of their lives; for the beginnings of their relationship one +with another, it is necessary to go further afield, and back by some +few years. One must turn toward a lonely estancia in the south-west of +Argentina, where, on a hot, still night of summer, a heavy chandelier +touched by no human hand swung gently to and fro. + +This queer thing happened in the dining-room of the house, and between +half-past ten and eleven o'clock. It was half-way through January, and +Mr. and Mrs. Daventry were still seated at the table over a late +supper. For Robert Daventry had on that day begun the harvesting of +his eight leagues of wheat, and there had been little rest for any one +upon the estancia since daybreak. He sat now taking his ease opposite +his wife, with a cup of black coffee in front of him and a cigar +between his lips, a big, broad, sunburnt man with a beard growing gray +and a thick crop of brown hair upon his head; loose-limbed still, and +still getting, when he stood up, the value of every inch of his six +feet two. As he lounged at the table he debated with his wife in a +curious gentle voice a question which, played with once, had begun of +late years to insist upon an answer. + +"We are both over fifty, Joan," he said. "And we have made our money." + +"We have also made our friends, Robert," replied his wife. She was a +short, stoutish woman, quick with her hands, practical in her speech. +Capacity was written broad upon her like a label, and, for all her +husband's bulk, she was the better man of the two, even at the first +casual glance. There was a noticeable suggestion of softness and +amiability in Robert Daventry. It was hardly, perhaps, to be localized +in any feature. Rather he diffused it about him like an atmosphere. +One would have wondered how it came about that in a country so stern +as Argentina he had prospered so exceedingly had his wife not been +present to explain his prosperity. It was so evident that she drove +the cart and that he ran between the shafts--evident, that is, to +others than Robert Daventry. She had been clever enough and fond +enough to conceal from him their exact relationship. So now it was +with an air of pleading that she replied to him: + +"We have not only made our friends, Robert. We have made them here. If +we go, we lose them." + +"Yes," he answered. "But it wouldn't be as if we had to start quite +fresh again. I have old ties with Warwickshire. Thirty years won't +have broken them all." + +Joan Daventry answered slowly: + +"Thirty years. That's a long time, Robert." + +"And yet," said Robert Daventry with a wistfulness in his voice which +almost weakened her into a consent against which her judgment no less +than her inclinations fought. "And yet there's a house on the London +road which I might have passed yesterday--it's so vivid to me now. A +white house set back from the highway behind a great wall of old red +brick. Above the coping of the wall you can see the rows of level +windows and the roof of a wing a story lower than the rest of the +house. And if the gates are open you catch a glimpse of great cedar +trees on a wide lawn--a lawn of fine grass like emeralds." + +His eyes turned back upon his boyhood, and the thought of his county +set his heart aching. Long white roads, rising and dipping between +high elms, with a yard or two of turf on either side for a horse to +canter on; cottages, real cottages, not shapeless buildings of +corrugated iron standing gauntly up against the sky-line at the edge +of a round of burnt, bare plain, but cottages rich with phlox and deep +in trees--the pictures were flung before his eyes by the lantern of +his memories as if upon a white sheet. But, above all, it was the +thought of the greenery of Warwickshire which caught at his throat; +the woods flecked with sunlight, the lawns like emeralds. + +He glanced at a thermometer which hung against the wall. Here, even at +eleven o'clock of the night, it marked this January ninety-seven +degrees of heat. The mosquitoes trumpeted and drummed against the +gauze curtains which covered the open windows; and outside the windows +the night was black and hot like velvet. + +Robert Daventry drew his handkerchief across his forehead and with his +elbow on the table leaned his face upon his hand. His wife looked at +him quickly and with solicitude. + +"You are tired to-night, Robert," she said gently. "That's why you +want to give the estancia up." + +Robert Daventry shook his head and corrected her. + +"No, Joan. But I am more tired to-night and very likely that's the +explanation." Then he laughed at a recollection. "Do you remember when +the squadron came to Montevideo two years ago? There was a dinner at +the legation at Buenos Ayres. I sat next to the commodore, and he +asked me how old I was. When I told him that I was just fifty, he +replied: 'Ah, now you will begin to find life very interesting. For +you will notice every year that you are able to do a little less than +you did the year before.' Well, I am beginning, my dear, to find life +interesting from the commodore's point of view." + +Joan did not answer him at once, and the couple sat for awhile in +silence, with their thoughts estranged. + +For Joan Daventry shrank, with all her soul, from that coveted white +house on the London road. Old ties could be resumed, was Robert's +thought. He was forgetful that the ties were his, and his alone. She +had no share in them and she had come to a time of life when the +making of new friends is a weariness and a labor. With infinite toil +and self-denial they had carved out their niche here in the Argentine +Republic. They spent the winter in their house in Buenos Ayres, the +summer upon the Daventry estancia. Their life was an ordered, +comfortable progression of the months. For both of them, to her +thinking, the time for new adventures had long gone by. They had had +their full proportion of them in their youth. And so while Robert +Daventry dreamed of a green future Joan was busily remembering. + +"When we first came here to settle," she said slowly, as she counted +up all that had been done in these twenty-seven years, "we drove for +two days. If the house on the London road is vivid to you, that drive +is as clear to me. Our heaviest luggage was our hopes;" and Robert +Daventry smiled across the table. + +"I have not forgotten that either," he said; and there was a whole +world of love in his voice. + +"When we reached here we found a tin house with three rooms and +nothing else, not a tree, hardly a track. Now there's an avenue half a +mile long, there are plantations, there's a real brick house for the +plantations to shelter. There are wells, there's a garden, there's a +village at the end of the avenue, there's even a railway station +to-day. These things are our doing, Robert;" and her voice was lifted +up with pride. + +"I know," replied her husband. "But I ask myself whether the time has +not come to hand them on." + +Once more the look of solicitude shone in his wife's eyes. + +"I could leave the estancia," she said doubtfully, "though it would +almost break my heart to do it. But suppose we did. What would become +of you in England? I have a fear," and she leaned forward across the +table. + +"Why a fear?" he asked. + +"Because I think that people who have lived hard, like you and me, run +a great risk if they retire just when they feel that they are +beginning to grow old. A real risk of life, I mean. I think such as +you and I would be killed off by inactivity rather than by any +disease." + +She did not deny that something was wrong in their present situation. +But she had a different conception of what that something was; and she +had a different remedy. + +"We should find life too dull?" he exclaimed. "Too lonely, Joan?" and +he struck the table with his hand; "I find it lonely here;" and at +that she uttered a low cry: + +"Oh, my dear, and what of me?" and the wistfulness of her voice struck +him to silence, a remorseful silence. After all, his days were full. + +"There's our other plan," she suggested gently. + +"Yes. To be sure! There's our other plan," he said. He leaned back in +his chair, his face upturned toward the ceiling, and a thoughtful look +in his eyes. + +"We have talked it over, haven't we? But we have played with it all +the time. It would be so big an experiment." + +He ended the sentence abruptly. The look of thought passed from his +face. It became curious, perplexed. Then he cried with a start of +dismay: + +"You see, Joan, even my eyes are beginning to play tricks with me. I +could swear that the chandelier is swinging to and fro above our +heads." + +Joan looked anxiously at her husband, and then up toward the ceiling. +At once surprise drove the anxiety from her face and thoughts. + +"But it _is_ swinging," she exclaimed. Both of them stared at the +chandelier. There was not a doubt about the phenomenon possible. Not a +breath of wind stirred in the garden, not a sound was audible +overhead. Yet very gently the chandelier, with its lighted globes, +oscillated above their heads. Robert Daventry rose to his feet and +touched it. + +"Yes, it is swinging," he said. He stopped it, and held it quite +still. Then he resumed his seat. + +"Very well, Joan," he said with a new briskness in his voice, "we will +make the experiment. Come! When we go to Buenos Ayres in the winter! +We will try the other plan. Even if it fails it will be worth making." + +Joan's face lighted up. + +"If it fails, then we'll go home," she said. + +No doubt the relief which Robert Daventry felt in the proof that his +eyes were not failing him led him thus briskly to fall in with the +scheme which both approached with timidity; and so the swinging of the +chandelier had its share in bringing them to their decision. But the +chandelier had not done with them. For hardly had Robert Daventry +ceased to speak when it began again to swing backward and forward +before their eyes. So it swung for exactly five minutes and then of +its own accord it stopped. + +"That's very strange," said Robert Daventry. He looked at the clock +upon the mantel-shelf. It was five minutes past eleven. + +"It's unaccountable," he continued. But he was able to account for it +the next day. For a local paper brought to them the news that at ten +minutes to eleven o'clock on the evening before, seven hundred miles +away on the other side of the great barrier of the Andes, an +earthquake had set the shores of the Pacific heaving like a sea, and +Valparaiso, that city of earthquakes, had tumbled into ruins. + + + + + CHAPTER II + + OF AN EARTHQUAKE AND JAMES CHALLONER + + +The experiences of James Challoner on that day of ruin at Valparaiso +were various, but none of them were pleasant. It was his twenty-eighth +birthday and up to two o'clock in the afternoon he was, as for the +last six weeks he had been, a clerk in the great house of R. C. Royle +& Sons. There was no sort of business in Chile which R. C. Royle & +Sons were not prepared to undertake and carry through with efficiency, +from a colossal deal in nitrates to the homeward freight of your +portmanteau. It was, to be sure, upon the latter class of work that +James Challoner was asked to concentrate his abilities. But +advancement was a principle of the house, and in the vast +ramifications of its business, opportunities of advancement came +quickly. James Challoner, who for the best part of five years had been +drifting unsuccessfully up and down the Pacific Coast, between Callao +and Concepcion, was consequently accounted a lucky man to have secured +employment in that house at all. + +"If he can only keep it!" said his friends, shrugging their shoulders, +and his young wife, in the little house up the hill, bent over her +child and whispered the same words. But in her mouth they were a +prayer. + +At two o'clock, then, upon his birthday, James Challoner returned from +his luncheon to the office, but as he took his seat he was summoned to +the manager's room. He walked down the long room between the tables on +which samples of produce were exhibited, then past the cashier's +brass-fenced desks where the banking business was done, to a little +compartment partitioned off in a corner. There Wallace Bourdon, a +young partner in control of this branch of the firm, sat in a tilted +chair, with his knees against a table, awaiting him. + +"Mr. Challoner, it is within your knowledge, I suppose, that we are +negotiating with the Government at Santiago for the construction of a +new railway in the north." + +Challoner shook his head. + +"That's not in my department, sir," he said. + +"Quite true," said Wallace Bourdon. He opened a drawer of the table +and threw half a dozen letters down on the top of it under Challoner's +eyes. "These letters are copies of our proposals. There are two firms +competing with us to which these copies would be valuable. They were +found in your desk while you were out at luncheon. What were they +doing there?" + +James Challoner stared at the letters and pulled at his moustache. + +"I can't think, sir. They must have been put there," he said, and then +with a cry of indignation: "I must have an enemy in the office." + +"Well, that's hard," said Wallace Bourdon sympathetically. "For he +seems to have got back on you good and strong. You can draw your money +from the cashier, Mr. Challoner, and clear out of this house just as +soon as you can find it convenient;" and Wallace Bourdon dropped the +legs of his chair onto the floor. + +James Challoner took his money and went out into the town. He sat +moodily on a high stool at a bar for an hour or so. Then some men of +his acquaintance joined him, and from moody he became blusterful and +boisterous. But both the moodiness and the bluster were phases of the +one deep-seated feeling--a reluctance to go up the hill and meet his +wife. It was seven o'clock before he had gained the necessary courage, +and when he did face his wife he followed the usual practice of his +kind and blurted out aggressively the news of his dismissal. + +"I was lowering myself by going into the office at all as a clerk," he +cried. "I told you so when you urged me to do it. Upon my word it +almost serves me right, Doris. I have never known any good come from a +man's lowering himself. He is bound to make enemies amongst his new +associates. Jealousy is a despicable thing, but there's a deal of it +floating about in the world, and one's a fool to shut one's eyes to +it. However, we can't let the business rest there. My honor's +impugned. That's the truth of it, Doris. I lie under a dishonorable +charge. There's a stigma on our child's name, and it must be removed." + +He drew a chair briskly up to the table, pulled a piece of note-paper +toward him, and dipped his pen in the ink. + +"Let me see, now! Who can my enemy be? Who is it that hates me? Can't +you think of some one?" and in an instant he pushed the blotting pad +from him. "You might say something, Doris. You just stand and look and +never open your mouth." + +That was James Challoner's trouble, and the cause of his uneasiness. +His wife neither buoyed him up with high-sounding phrases, nor +afforded him the opportunity by any reproach to work himself into a +fine heat of indignation. She had given him one dreadful look, her +whole countenance a quivering cry of dismay made visible, and +thereafter she had just stood with no word on her lips, her great eyes +disconcertingly fixed upon his face and her mind quite hidden. She +went out from the room and left him sitting in great discomfort. He +detested her habit of silence, but he feared still more the thought of +him which it might conceal, and he dared not break it with acrimonies. +When she returned again into the room it was to say: + +"Dinner is ready." + +"Well, we must dine," said Challoner. + +"It is fortunate that after all I didn't hire that servant at once," +said Doris. + +"Yes, that was lucky. We can't afford a servant now," said James +Challoner. + +Fear lest his wife should "lower herself" did not trouble him at all. +During dinner he talked in self-defence, flurriedly, about his enemy, +pointing vaguely to this man or to that, and watching keenly for some +droop of disdain about Doris's lips. But she gave no sign, and at the +back of all his thought was the wounding question: + +"What does she think of me?" + +He smoked his pipe outside the door after dinner, with the lighted +streets of the town spread out below him. The house stood apart, high +up on the great amphitheatre of hills above Valparaiso; and on the +opposite side of the road the ground fell steeply. The great bay lay +open beneath his eyes to the distant tip of its northern horn; no +inland pool could have slept more quietly than did the Pacific on that +summer night; still water and mirrored stars, it widened out in the +warm dusk to the sky's rim. A huge black steamer lay out beyond the +edge of the jetty, with the great lights blazing from its saloon +windows and the little lights steady on its masts. From the +close-built streets at the water's edge there rose a pleasant murmur +of many voices. No warnings were being given. Valparaiso, like any +other tropical city, was taking its ease in the cool of the evening. + +At ten o'clock James Challoner, having nothing better to do and no +money to spend, went indoors. He locked the front door and with a +definite relief found that his wife had already gone to bed. He stood +in the empty, barely furnished sitting-room, and his thoughts were +swept back to the morning at Southampton, five years ago, when Doris +had crept on board the steamer which was to take them to South +America. He remembered bitterly the buoyant hopes with which that +runaway marriage had begun and Doris's fears that her flight had been +already discovered and that an attempt at the last moment might be +made to stop her. + +"It has been a bad mistake for me," he said, as all the wonderful +things which he might have done, had he not been hampered with a wife, +glittered in his mind. The truth, however, was not to be grasped by +him unless he would face truthfully the history of his marriage, and +that he was not constituted to do. It was a story common enough: A +young man with no will and caressing manners, who was hastily packed +off to South America, with a few hundred pounds in his pocket, to +avoid exposure in his own country, and a young girl too staunch to her +beliefs--these were the characters, and, given them, the story tells +itself. "Yes, it has all been a very bad mistake for me," thought +James Challoner, and switching off the lights he betook himself to +bed. A door in the inner wall of his bedroom opened into the room +where his wife and child slept. He listened for a moment with his ear +against the panel. All was silent in that room. + +"She can sleep," he grumbled, finding even a grievance here. But he +did not sleep for long. For, just at the moment when the chandelier +began to swing in Mr. Daventry's dining-room, he was shaken out of his +slumber. He lay for a few seconds in the vague and pleasant space +between wakefulness and dreams, playing with the fancy that he was in +a cabin on a ship at sea. But the fancy passed, and he was beset by a +stranger illusion. He happened to be lying upon his side, with his +face turned toward the outer wall of his bedroom; and as he lay he saw +quite distinctly the wall gently and noiselessly split open. It split +open high up and near to the ceiling, and it let through the stars and +a strip of sky. Then the wall closed neatly together again, brick +fitting with brick, so that not a chink was left. The room once more +was black, the stars shut out. + +Challoner was still pondering upon this remarkable phenomenon when a +third sensation shook him altogether out of his lethargy. He was +violently jolted. This could be no illusion. It was as if some one, +crouching beneath the bed, had suddenly risen on hands and knees and +struck the mattress with his shoulders. Challoner sprang out of bed, +tottered, and clung to the bedpost for support. The room was rocking +like a tree in a gale and underneath his feet the boards strained and +heaved. It was his first experience of an earthquake, but he had no +doubt that he was undergoing it, and fear made his hands grip the iron +post of the bed so that his palms were bruised. His chief terror was +the floor. The feel of it moving unstably beneath his feet, the sound +of its boards cracking loosened his knees. At any moment it might +burst upward and explode. At some moment and very soon it must. He had +no fear that it would collapse and gape open; it would surely burst +like a shell; and in his fear of that explosion the rocking of the +walls was of no account. + +He tried to think, and instinct reminded him of civilized man's chief +necessities. + +"My shoes, my money." + +He groped along the bed for the switch of the light, but light did not +answer to the summons. In the darkness he stooped, found his shoes, +and slipped them on. His few dollars, drawn that afternoon from the +cashier of R. C. Royle & Sons, were in the drawer of a night-table by +his bed. He found them. There was a cupboard in the inner wall. He +lurched across to it, and, tearing a long overcoat from a hook, +slipped it on and dropped the money in his pocket. Close by the +cupboard was the door of his wife's bedroom. He remembered her now, +and flung the door open. + +"Doris," he cried, and no answer was returned to him. + +"Doris," he cried again, and this time the wail of his child answered +him from her cot. + +He crossed to the bed. He leaned over it and put out his hand to shake +his wife by the shoulder out of her deep sleep. And with a shock he +became aware that she was leaning upon her elbow in the darkness. She +was wide-awake all the time. + +"Quick!" he cried, in a sudden exasperation. "There is an earthquake. +The house is falling." + +She replied in a strange, quiet voice: + +"I know." + +She made no beginning of a movement. She was awake, had been, perhaps, +longer awake than he himself; she knew the swift peril which had +befallen them; yet she remained propped on her elbow in the darkness, +passively expectant. Or was she dazed? Even at that moment the +question flashed through Challoner's mind and brought him a queer +relief. But it was answered in a moment. + +"I called to you twice," he said; and his wife answered: + +"I heard;" and there was again no hint of bewilderment in her voice. +It was the voice of a woman who had all her wits about her; not of one +who was stunned. + +Meanwhile the earth rumbled beneath them and the room shook. Challoner +felt for a candle by the bedside, struck a match, and lighted it. His +wife watched him quietly. Her dark eyes shone in the candle-light, +inscrutably veiling her thoughts. + +"Quick!" he cried. "Get up. There's no time to lose." He lifted the +child out of the cot, still wrapped in her bedclothes. + +"Come." + +His wife rose, as it seemed to him, with incredible slowness. He could +have screamed in his terror. As he stumbled across the floor to the +door, she opened a wardrobe and, taking out a cloak, drew it about her +shoulders. In the door-way he turned and saw her. + +"Good God!" he cried, and the question in his mind leaped to his lips +and was uttered. "Do you want to kill us all?" + +"I had to find a cloak." + +"A cloak!" he cried contemptuously. He himself had tarried to slip on +his overcoat, but, no doubt, that was different. Certainly his wife +made no rejoinder. "To be buried under this house for the sake of a +cloak," he cried, his lips so chattering with terror that he could +hardly pronounce the words. + +"Go first," she said; and he ran out of the doorway. She followed him, +leaving the door open behind her, and the candle burning in the room. +They were still in the passage when an appalling roar deafened their +ears. The lighted candle shot up into the air and was extinguished, +and in the darkness the splitting of timber, the overthrow and the +wreckage of furniture, rent the air and ceased. Of a sudden the +throats of the fugitives were choked with dust. The fear which had so +terrified him was justified. The floor had exploded, like artillery, +in the room he had this moment quitted. His terror became a panic. He +would have killed his wife had she stood in his way. He rushed +downstairs, inarticulately crying. He fumbled in the darkness for the +bolt of the front door, sobbing and cursing. He found it, flung the +door open, and leaped out into the open air. He ran across the road, +and as he ran a great stone fell with a crash, from the archway of the +door, and the walls of the passage clashed together behind him. With a +loud clatter of thunder the whole house crumbled down into a smoking +heap of bricks. Challoner turned. He was quite alone with the child in +his arms. And for a little while he stood very still. + +But he was no longer in darkness. About many of the villas on the +hillside the flames were creeping, and their inhabitants were racing +upward to the open heights, or searching desperately among the ruins +for those whom the earthquake had entrapped. While lower down by the +water's edge the city was ablaze and over all the bay the sky was red. +The ground still shook beneath Challoner's feet, and the child in his +arms began to cry. He laid it down against the low wall of the path +and crept cautiously back to the ruins of his house. + +"Doris," he called, and again, "Doris." + +His voice was low, but there was more of awe than grief audible in the +cry. "Doris," he called a third time, but in a louder and more urgent +tone. A few bricks, hanging to a fragment of wall dislodged themselves +and clattered down upon the heap of ruin. But no other answer came. He +stooped suddenly where the archway of the entrance door had been. The +great stone had fallen with so much force that one end had sunk into +the ground; the other, however, rested upon a fragment of the stone +pillar of the door; and so the stone lay under a pile of bricks titled +at an angle. Through the space left by the angle a woman's hand and +arm protruded. It was not pinned down by the stone. It pointed with +limp fingers toward Challoner, and beside it a trickle of blood ran +out. Challoner knelt and touched the hand. + +"Doris," he said. + +Her voice had not answered to his, and now there was no response in +her fingers to his touch. The arm moved quite easily. The walls of the +passage had borne her down and crushed her. Challoner remembered with +a shiver the crash and clatter of them as they had knocked together +just behind his heels. His wife had been killed in that downfall. She +could not have survived. + +Challoner rose again to his feet. + +"She was awake," he said, and he talked aloud to himself. "She should +have hurried. She could have escaped had she hurried;" and the picture +of her leaning upon her elbow in her bed in the dark troubled his +soul. There is no terror like the terror which comes from the shaking +of the earth and the overthrow of its houses. Yet she, a woman--so ran +his thoughts--had endured it. Her hand pointing, from beneath the +stones, accused him for all the limpness of its fingers. She had +welcomed it. + +The child wailed from the other side of the road. Challoner crossed to +it. He stood and looked at it doubtfully. Still in doubt, he looked +away. From the blazing town rose a babel of cries, a roar of flames, a +crash of buildings falling in, and every now and then, quite distinct +from the confusion, a shrill, clear scream would leap into the air +like a thin fountain of water. But the sea was calm; the great ship, +with every cord of its rigging strung black against the glowing sky, +lay without a movement. Boats were plying between it and the shore. +Challoner could see the tiny specks of them on the red water. + +"There's no tidal wave," he said in a dull voice. "That's +extraordinary;" and then he picked up his daughter in his arms, and +climbed higher up the hill to await the dawn. + + + + + CHAPTER III + + CHALLONER'S PILGRIMAGE + + +There were two more shocks that night, the first at five minutes past +one, the second half an hour before sunrise. James Challoner sat in +the centre of the most open space he could find, his overcoat drawn +close about him and his daughter clasped tightly to his breast. But it +was almost unconsciously that he held her so. His brain was dazed, and +the only image at all clear in his mind was that of his dead wife's +hand protruding beneath the great stone and directing against him its +mute accusation. But, even so, it was the limp look of the fingers +which chiefly troubled him, and that only troubled him from time to +time. For the greater part of the interval before daybreak he sat +watching the roofs of the buildings below him burst in tongues of fire +and topple down with a clatter of slates in bright showers of sparks, +much as a child sits open-mouthed at the fireworks. Now he huddled his +coat close about him, now some spire of flame towering skyward more +terribly beautiful than the rest, drew a cry from his lips; and now +again, looking out over the quiet pond of the bay, he asked dully, +"Why is there no tidal wave?" + +Morning came at last over the hill behind him, gray and +extraordinarily cold. All about him he saw people, huddled like +himself upon the slopes, men, women, and children, shivering in their +night-attire and their bare feet bloody from the stones. All at once +Challoner was aware that he was hungry. His little daughter reached +out her arms and wailed. Hunger, too, as the sun rose, mastered the +fears of the refugees upon the hill-side. One by one, group by group, +they rose stiffly and straggled down to the ruined ways by the +water-side. Challoner went with the rest; and half-way down they all +began to hurry, beset by the same fear. There would not be food enough +for all. The thought seemed to sweep like a wind across the face of +the hill, and the hurry became savage. + +Along the open esplanade families were squatting side by side. A few +of the more fortunate had somehow secured and erected tents; and +others were crowded into storage sheds. But the most of them were +sitting in the open waiting desolately for they knew not what. And +already in that town, though the earthquake was barely six hours old, +catastrophe had made its sharp division between the sheep and the +goats. For whereas upon the esplanade men and women, and amongst them +many unexpected figures, were already organizing succor for the +outcasts, amongst the smoking ruins the marauders were already at +work, robbing, murdering. There was no longer any law in Valparaiso. + +Challoner made his way to the esplanade. A man whom he knew, the agent +of a steamship company, hurried past him. Challoner stopped him. + +"Where can I get food?" he asked. + +Challoner was a strongly built, tall man, and the agent answered +roughly. + +"You? You will have to wait. You are able to;" and then he caught +sight of the child in Challoner's arms, still wrapped about with her +bedclothes. His voice changed to friendliness. + +"Yours?" he asked. + +Challoner nodded. + +"Where's its mother?" + +Challoner answered simply: + +"Dead." + +The agent took out a piece of paper and a pencil from his pocket. +"Sorry," he said. "Of course, that alters the case." He wrote a line +upon the paper and gave it to Challoner. Then he pointed to a tin +shed, around which a crowd was already collecting. + +"We are distributing a little food there. You'll be given your share, +for you have a child to look after. But I should advise you to look +slippy;" and the agent hurried off. + +Challoner did look slippy. Because of his child he got food for +himself as well as for his child; and as he sat on the ground, in the +shadow of a low wall, after his meal, that fact set him thinking. +There is much loving kindness for children in South America. From east +to west it runs across the continent, just as from east to west human +life is cheap, provided that it is grown up. You might, anywhere in +those days, and, in some places you may still, slay your neighbor and +avoid anything like excessive inconvenience as a result of your +slaying. But if you kick a boy into the gutter because he refuses to +desist from whistling, to your distraction, outside your office +window, you are liable to be fined heavily, and you may be sent to +prison. For you have hurt the _dignidad del hombre_. Challoner was +aware generally of the consideration for children which prevailed. But +now it was brought very practically home to him in the particular. His +little daughter Doris was a definite asset to him. He looked down upon +her with new eyes as she slept on the ground at his side, with a +chubby hand thrown across his knee. She was no longer a nuisance. She +was as good as money--better, indeed, since money could not buy food +to-day in Valparaiso. And there had been a moment when he had stood, +up there before the ruins of his house, doubting whether he should +leave her behind or no. James Challoner was quite chilled by the +thought of the mistake he had almost made, and the fool he had almost +been. + +Doris moved her head in her sleep. + +"Precious one," he said affectionately; and he proceeded in his turn +to sleep. + +He woke up in time to see two great Chilian cruisers sweep round the +point into the bay, and a stoutly built, square captain, whom he could +have mistaken for an Englishman, come ashore with his sailors, to take +command of the town. He obtained shelter in a hut for that night, and +during the hours of darkness he thought out his own immediate problem. + +Valparaiso was not, and for some months would not be. Even when it +should be rebuilt there would be no work for him, since--in his +thoughts he clung to euphemisms--his enemies had ruined his good name. +Therefore he must get away and he had his daughter at his hand to +assist him. + +He obtained, through his good Samaritan, the agent, a rough suit for +himself and some clothing for his child and a parcel of food. He slung +the parcel over his shoulders, lifted his child in his arms, and +walked out that afternoon from Valparaiso up the great post-road +toward the Andes. He was strong and his girl inherited of his +strength. It was summer, a summer of no rain. He tramped along the +valleys of Chile, and his daughter was his passport and franked his +way. He secured a night's shelter at a farm-house here, food and a +trifle of money there, a ride for Doris upon a mule one day, a lift +for both of them in a cart the next. The valley narrowed, the green +floor of it became stones, the trees thinned, the great barrier of the +cordilleras closed in about James Challoner and towered higher and +higher above his head. The road wound sharply upward, now backward, +and forward in a desolate, wild country of gray rock splashed with +orange and yellow and deep red. He started early one morning and stood +on the top of the Cumbre Pass, thirteen thousand feet above the sea, +by mid-day. On the very summit he was overtaken by the post and driven +down at a gallop to Las Cuevas. From Las Cuevas he walked to Punta del +Inca. And at Punta del Inca he took his ease for a week, with the +great snow-mass of Aconcagua showing in a gap of the hills across the +valley. + +It was the season of the baths at Punta del Inca. The hotel was full +and James Challoner prospered, as from the beginning he had thought +that he would. He had reckoned upon Punta del Inca on that night in +Valparaiso when he had determined upon his journey. He sat by the +natural bridge, with his little daughter in his arms, a travel-stained +and patient figure, and amongst those gigantic hills he told his +moving story to such as passed and would listen. He went up to the +hotel at night, and under the lights of the veranda he told it again. +Amongst the many qualities which he misused was a vivid gift of +narrative, and he possessed, at this time at all events, a gentle +voice with an admirable note of emotion. Thus all was in his favor. +The beauty and peace of the scenery, his manner, the prettiness of his +child--even the story which he had to tell. But it was not quite the +story which would have been told at Valparaiso where, to be sure, he +had, as we know, enemies. + +"Why did you come to South America?" some curious soul would ask. + +"I was a younger son," he would answer; and then, with a charming +modesty for the benefit of any English who might be present, "I am of +the Dorsetshire Challoners. These old properties.... Land isn't what +it was.... An estate mortgaged to the hilt. How could any one take an +allowance that must be wrung from it at the cost of the very laborers? +No, I thought I would make my own way in the new lands." + +He spoke without any arrogance of virtue, any contempt for other +younger sons who had not his own compunction, any consciousness of +heroism. He went on to tell the romantic story of his marriage and +elopement. + +"I made my way," he continued, "at least I was making it. My wife, of +course, helped me--" and perhaps here his voice would falter ever so +slightly, he would turn his face aside and whisper to the stars, yet +so that the whisper was audible to people nearer than the stars--"My +God, how she helped me! We had dug out our little corner in +Valparaiso. There was just room in it for a wife and a child and +myself. And then the earthquake came and ruined all." + +He made no complaint; he stated the simple facts; he was reticent +concerning his wife's death. But by his reticence he managed to wring +from it the last ounce of profit; he did not, for instance, describe +how he had found her leaning upon her elbow in the darkness, with the +walls of her room tottering about her. James Challoner had not +forgiven her for that. She had made it so plain that she preferred for +her child and herself an appalling death beneath the bricks than the +slower decline into misery which awaited them. He tried to omit that +remembrance from his mind, as he certainly did from his story. + +A collection was made for him to send him on his way. He accepted it +with dignity. + +"I do not ask for your names," he said. "It would be the merest +pretence. I cannot promise to pay you back. I take it as from one man +to another." And so with his pocket full he journeyed downward to the +vineyards of Mendoza. + +At Mendoza he took the train and in a night and a day came to Buenos +Ayres. It was in the cool of the evening that he stepped out upon the +platform. He was in no doubt what he should do. He had stopped in +Buenos Ayres for a month on his way out from England; and he had +thought out his plan very carefully during his last night in +Valparaiso. He took a train for Barracas, and in the train he tied an +old bootlace about his daughter's arm. He left the train before it +crossed the bridge, and walked up a hill where great houses stand back +behind walls and gardens much as one may see them in Clapham. Some way +up the hill he stopped in front of one of these houses. + +It was noticeable amongst the houses, because a curious turnstile was +let into the garden wall. The turnstile supported a small circular +platform partitioned off with screens. James Challoner placed his +child upon the platform, rang the bell, and turned the stile. The +platform revolved, the child disappeared from view within the garden, +and the screens were so arranged that those who received the child +within could not see James Challoner outside. + +James Challoner went back into the middle of the road, yawned, and +stretched his arms above his head. To-day you may cross the Andes from +Valparaiso to Buenos Ayres in forty-eight hours. James Challoner had +taken four months. He thought of his journey with a chuckle. His +daughter had made his way easy. + +"Nine hundred miles and I've done 'em on eiderdown," he said. "That's +the only bit of comfort I've ever got out of my marriage." + +He had left his child in a foundling hospital kept by some wealthy old +ladies. He had tied a bootlace round her arm, rather because it was +the conventional thing to do, than with any intention of reclaiming +her. He was now a free man. He lit his pipe and stuck his hands in his +pockets. With a pleasant sense of lightness, he strolled down to +exploit his freedom in the bright streets of Buenos Ayres. + + + + + CHAPTER IV + + CYNTHIA'S BIRTHDAY + + +Cynthia woke on the eighth of January to the knowledge that a +thrilling day for her had just begun. She looked out beneath the sun +blinds across the Daventry estancia. Not a hand-breadth of cloud was +visible. The brown earth baked under a blinding sun and the sky fitted +down-upon it like a cap of brass. Inside the room, however, there was +neither glare nor heat; and Cynthia stood with her expectations of the +day fluttering about her like a shower of rose leaves. She was +seventeen this morning, and the pride of it set her heart dancing. +There would be letters downstairs from her friends, she hoped. There +was a string of pearls, she knew. It had been bought that winter in +Buenos Ayres with so elaborate a secrecy, and after so much furtive +discussion as to whether it was good enough, that she could not but +know of it. Moreover, there was a most important telegram to be +despatched immediately after breakfast; a telegram of so much +consequence that no hand but hers must write it out and send it off. +So Cynthia was quick this morning. She dressed herself in a cool white +frock, her white shoes and stockings, and ran lightly down the stairs +into that room where years before a chandelier had of its own accord +swung to and fro. + +Valparaiso had long since been rebuilt, but Robert and Joan Daventry +still kept house in Buenos Ayres through the winter, and made the +estancia their summer home. The years, however, had brought their +changes. Robert and Joan were frankly an old couple nowadays; a young +Englishman was sitting at the breakfast table; he undertook the whole +burden of management; and, finally, there was Cynthia. The "other +plan," so often debated and so often shelved, had been adopted, after +all; the experiment from which Robert Daventry had so shrunk had been +risked; and Cynthia was the triumphant flower of it. + +She greeted the old couple tenderly, shook hands with Richard Walton, +the young manager, and received his good wishes with a pretty +assumption of great dignity. But her eyes strayed to the table, where +her place was piled high with parcels and letters, and her dignity +vanished in her delight. + +"I have many friends," she cried, with a sort of wonder in her voice +very taking to those who looked on her while she spoke. For she could +not but have friends, it seemed. So frank a wish to please and so +sweet a modesty were linked to so much beauty. It was not the beauty +of Argentina, though a rhapsodist might have maintained that some of +its sunlight was held prisoner in the heavy ripples of her hair. But +the hair was light brown in color, where the gold did not shine, and +the rose was in her cheeks. A broad forehead, eyebrows thick and +brown, curving across a fair skin above great eyes of a deep blue set +rather wide apart, gave to her face a curious distinction. And her +eyes looked out from so dark a wealth of lashes that they seemed +unfathomable with mysteries--until she spoke. Then kindliness and a +fresh joy in life lit them with soft fires. For the rest, she was +neither short nor remarkable for height, the nose and the nostrils +delicate, the chin small, but a definite chin. As for her mouth, it +was not a rosebud, nor again was it a letter-box. It suited her and +she could afford to smile. One granted her, at a glance, health and a +look of race. + +She began to open her letters and her presents. "Yes, I have many +friends," she repeated. + +"It may be surprising," said Robert Daventry. "But it seems to be +true. In fact, I am not quite sure that I have not some small token +about me that Joan and I don't dislike you altogether." + +He fumbled first in one pocket, then in another. + +"Really?" cried Cynthia. She leaned toward him, all eagerness and +curiosity. Her lips were parted in a smile. She followed the movements +of his hands with an air of suspense. She knew very well that half the +pleasure of the givers would be spoilt if she betrayed any knowledge +of the gift. + +"What can it be?" Her whole attitude asked, while Robert Daventry +slapped himself and looked under the table in a great fluster lest he +should have mislaid the present. His concern was sheer farce; she, +with a subtle skill of comedy, played her little part of happy +impatience. + +"Ah!" cried Robert Daventry at last. "It is not lost;" and he took out +from his breast pocket a narrow case of green leather and from the +white satin lining of the case the expected string of pearls. She +stood up while Robert Daventry clasped it about her throat, and, as +she took her seat again, she said in a low voice: + +"You are both extraordinarily kind to me. I often wonder what would +have become of me but for you--where I should be now." + +For a moment both of the old people looked startled. Then Robert +Daventry hastened to protest. + +"My dear," he cried in a flurry, "you are, after all, of my flesh and +blood. And flesh and blood has its claims." + +Joan's quiet voice came to his help: + +"Besides, the debt is not all on one side, Cynthia. We were not very +contented until you came to us, were we Robert?" + +"No, we weren't," he replied with relief, like a man floundering who +finds solid ground under his feet. "We had lived hard and had done a +great deal of work, and we were beginning to ask ourselves why. The +heat and the ardor were over, you see. Our lives were cooling down. We +had come to a time when one is apt to sit at night over the fire and +wonder regretfully, now that no change is possible, whether we hadn't +aimed at the wrong things and got less than we might have got out of +our lives. We had piled up, and were still piling up, a great deal +more money than we had any use for. We had made Daventry out of a +plain as bare as the palm of my hand, and we had no one very dear to +us to whom we could leave it. There didn't seem to be much use in +things. Next week was going to be like this week, and the week after +like next week, and life altogether nothing more than a succession of +dull things. We were very nearly abandoning the estancia and retiring +to England when my brother died." + +"And left me to you," said Cynthia. + +Robert Daventry nodded. + +"And then our discontent vanished," said he. + +Cynthia shook her head. + +"I don't remember very much of those days, but I remember enough to be +sure that I gave you a good deal of trouble." She spoke lightly to +hide the emotion which the kindness of these friends had stirred in +her. + +Joan Daventry smiled. + +"Yes, you gave us trouble, Cynthia," she said. "We are frightened by +it still, at times. We are growing old and there is no other young +spirit in the house, and it is possible that you might find your life +rather dull, just as we did before you came to us." + +"Dull?" cried Cynthia. "With you two dear people?" She held a hand +lovingly to each, and now was hiding nothing of what she felt. +"Besides, I have my friends. I meet them in Buenos Ayres. They come +here to visit me. You gave them to me, as you have given me +everything. Look at the number of them!" and she proudly pointed to +her letters. She read them through and she breakfasted, and at the end +of the meal gathered them in her hands. + +"I must send some telegrams," she said. "I will drive to the railway +station." + +"Now?" Joan Daventry asked anxiously. "Can't they be sent later, in +the afternoon, Cynthia?" + +"No, mother," Cynthia replied. "Some might wait, but there's one which +must go off now." + +Joan Daventry looked at Richard Walton. The blinds were down and the +window closed; so that the room was dark and cool. But a glance at her +manager's face told her sufficiently what the heat was like outside. +He had been abroad since daybreak and he was the color of a ripe +mulberry. Joan Daventry looked to him for assistance. But, though his +eyes were fixed with a momentary intentness upon Cynthia, he did not +give it. He spoke on another subject. + +"If you go, Miss Cynthia, I hope you will leave at home the pearls you +are wearing round your throat. We are cutting the corn to-day and +there are a good many men about of whom I know nothing at all. More +hands came in last night than we had use for. It's all right, of +course, but I shouldn't wear those pearls." + +"Of course not," said Cynthia. "I will put them away." + +"And you will take a man with you," said Robert Daventry. Neither he +nor Joan had been brought up in cotton-wool; nor did they ever think +to cloister Cynthia. She was left her liberty; and so half an hour +afterward, with a big straw hat shading her face from the sun, she +drove in her cart along the avenue to the railway station. She sent +off the messages of thanks and then wrote out the important telegram +which was to mark the day for her. She wrote it out without an +alteration. For her thoughts had run fastidiously on the wording of it +all through breakfast-time. She addressed it to: + + + Captain Rames, R. N., + _S.S. Perhaps_, + Tilbury Docks, + London. + + +And she handed it to the operator with a certain trepidation like one +who does some daring and irrevocable deed. The operator, however, was +quite unmoved. The important message to which so much consideration +had been given, wore to him quite a commonplace look. It amounted, +indeed, to no more than this: + +"Every heart-felt wish for a triumphant journey, from an unknown +friend in South America." + +Thus, the very words were conventional and the sentiment no great +matter to make a fuss about. But this was not Cynthia's point of view. + +She had spoken the truth at the breakfast table when she had told Joan +and Robert Daventry that she did not find her life dull. But they were +old people, and, in spite of her many friends, she was, to be sure, +much alone with them. She was reticent of her feelings in their +presence, not through any habit of concealment, but from modesty and +the disparity of years. On the other side it was Joan's theory that +youth should be trusted rather than pried upon. Cynthia was thus +thrown back a good deal upon herself, and if she did not find life +dull, it was, perhaps, because with life she had very little to do. +She was seventeen, a girl of clear eyes and health and silver +thoughts; and romance had its way with her. All that loving care could +imagine for the clean and delicate training of mind and body had been +lavished on her; and little by little she had fashioned for herself a +wonderland of dreams and beautiful things. The only ugly thing about +it was the iron turnstile in the wall by which you gained admittance. +But that could not be helped. Its ugliness was recognized. The +turnstile had been there from the beginning--why, Cynthia could not +have told you. It was indeed itself the beginning. It was there in her +dreams and her fancies, offering admission to somewhere, before the +somewhere was explored, and found to be the wonderland. + +In this world, then, she moved amidst a very goodly company. She was +careful about her company, choosing it from the world at large. She +claimed the best of all the nations for her friends, yet with a pretty +shyness which often enough set her blushing and laughing at her own +pretension. She had a test. Unless you answered to it, there was no +admission, the turnstile did not revolve. Coronets went for nothing, +even brave deeds did not suffice. He who entered--and, by the way, it +must regretfully be admitted that "he" does accurately represent the +sex of those who were allowed to enter. For it had never occurred to +Cynthia at all to let another woman into her world. She was modest, +but her modesty had its limits. He who entered, then, must have given +proofs that he was possessed with a definite idea, that his life moved +to the tune of it. + +The population of Cynthia's private enclosure was consequently +strictly limited; and, since she only knew her heroes through the +newspaper and books, some even of those who were admitted came in +under false pretences, and had summarily to be ejected. She was thus +on the lookout for recruits. Captain Rames was the latest of them, and +Cynthia knew less of him even than of the others. She had seen a +blurred portrait of him in a daily paper; she knew that he was an +officer in the navy, aged thirty-four, and it seemed to her that he +had passed her test. For, this very afternoon, in command of a Dundee +whaler, he was off southward into seas where no ship yet had sailed. + +The clerk stamped her telegram and took it behind the partition into +his office. Cynthia climbed back into her cart. + +"I will drive back across the farm," she said. "I want to see the +reaping." + +At the end of the short, wide street of one-storied huts and houses +she turned through a gate in a wire fence onto a wide plain of brown +grass. A mile across the plain, separated by no fence or hedge, the +glistening acres of wheat began, and at the edge Cynthia could see +little men seated on reaping-machines drawn by little horses like +toys. She drove toward them thinking of the telegram, and, with a +blush under her straw hat, of its reception. As a matter of fact, +Captain Rames was rather busy that day, and anonymous telegrams did +not receive from him the attention which was no doubt their due. In +three hours' time, she thought, Captain Rames might be wondering what +his unknown friend was like, with a heart full of gratitude for her +unknown friendship. Meanwhile, she was driving nearer and nearer to +the little toys at the edge of the wheat-field. The little toys were +growing larger and larger. Cynthia came out of her rose-mist. + +"There are some new machines," she said, with interest, to the man who +was with her. He was an old half-breed who had long been on the +estate. + +"Yes, Senorita," he answered. He pointed to one longer than the rest +and drawn by six horses. "It does everything. It cuts, it ties in +sheaves." + +The whirring of the machinery came louder and louder to their ears. +The young horse which she was driving cocked its ears and became +restive. She gave the reins to the servant. + +"I will walk forward," she said. "You can wait here." She descended to +the ground. She walked forward toward the edge of the wheat. There +realities awaited her. + + + + + CHAPTER V + + THE REAPER + + +The great reaping-machine came swaying over the uneven ground toward +her, along the edge of those glistening acres. A huge arm of iron rose +and fell, catching up the swathes of wheat and flinging them into the +machine, whence they rolled out tied. Six horses harnessed behind +pushed it and a man, perched upon a tiny saddle, steered and +controlled it. The machine was about twenty paces from her when it +came suddenly to a stop. The driver leaped down from his seat. It +seemed to Cynthia that the mechanism must have gone wrong. She +expected to see him bend over a joint or a spring. But he did not +stoop. The moment his feet touched the ground, he ran straight toward +her and very swiftly. + +He ran with his head down, and his shoulders bent. It was a heavy rush +rather than a run. Cynthia recoiled. The words of Richard Walton +sprang into her mind, and her hand rose instinctively to her throat. +Could she have forgotten after all to remove the string of pearls? But +she had removed it. And still the man was running toward her. The fear +that she wore the pearls, and the proof that she did not, had followed +so immediately upon his rush that he had as yet covered only half the +ground between them. It was herself he aimed at then. She cast a rapid +glance toward her cart. The Gaucho was leaning down over the opposite +side, and talking to some one who stood by the wheel. A cry would not +bring him to her side in time. She turned, with half a mind to run. +But, though her white skirt reached only to her ankles, it would still +impede her. She turned back and with a beating heart faced him. And a +few feet from her he stopped. + +He looked at her, drew a great breath, and cried "Ah!" like a man who +has reached his goal. + +"What do you want?" asked Cynthia, and in spite of her efforts her +voice shook. + +A South American harvest finds no use for the weak. The man who stood +opposite to her was broad and powerful, with a heavy, coarse face, +burnt to the color of brick by the sun. The sweat streaked it, and the +dirt of many a day clung to it, and it was seamed by exposure. He was +of the men who move from estancia to estancia while the harvest lasts, +working from sunrise to dark, living upon _mate_ tea and roasted +sheep, and earning a pound a day, and thereafter lying soddened in +some den until the last centavo has been squandered. A battered black +hat was pressed low upon his clotted hair; a month's growth of beard +straggled over his chin and cheeks. And his eyes were evil. That, more +than any other quality of the man, Cynthia noticed. Their quick glance +held her. She was terrified. + +"What do you want?" she asked a second time, and her voice wavered +still more audibly. + +She stood in front of him, her lovely brows, under the big brim of her +straw hat, troubled, and her great eyes wide and alert with fear. She +was in the poise for flight like a startled deer, yet did not dare to +turn to fly. And in the man, as he looked at her, there came a change. + +He did not answer her question. But very slowly he smiled, and the +smile was spiteful. He nodded his head at her; a malicious contentment +overspread his face; and from head to heel his eyes inspected her. +They approved her beauty and the simple daintiness of her clothes; +they took note of her slenderness of hand and foot; they remarked the +lines and supple youth of her figure; and through her white frock they +seemed to make sure of the roundness of her limbs. Cynthia grew +suddenly hot with shame. This man was appraising her--nothing less. +Appraising her as if for a market! Her fear dropped from her. She +cried a third time, but with spirit: + +"What do you want of me?" and if her voice shook now, it was with a +quiver of indignation. + +She heard the thud of a horse's hoofs behind her. The reaper heard it, +too. Without a word, and without any hurry, he turned away from her +and slouched back to his machine. Cynthia's cart the next moment was +driven up to her side. She climbed into it and took the reins. The +encounter had shaken her more than she had thought. She was trembling, +and she drove over the ground quickly, until she saw the slate roof of +the house, flashing like silver, from a clump of dark trees quite +near. + +Then she reined in her horse and turned round. Far away at the edge of +the wheat, the man and the machine and the six horses stood out black +like a little toy. The clank and rattle of the iron came to her ears +through the still air, faintly, like the mechanism of a toy. But +Cynthia shivered as she looked back. + +"Who is he?" she asked of the old Gaucho. He shrugged his shoulders. + +"I do not know him, Señorita. I do not think he was here last year. +They come in herds and go in herds when the corn is stacked." + +Up and down, along the glistening line, the man drove his horses and +manipulated his machine. He stopped no more. With each journey a wide +band of wheat went down. Thus he had been working, balanced in his +saddle, since daybreak. So, with but a two hours' rest, he would go +under the burning afternoon sun until darkness came and bade him stop. +To the Gaucho he was one of a herd of men who did the like; for a few +weeks here; then for another few weeks on another estancia further +down the line. But for Cynthia this man stood strangely out from the +herd. He had stopped her, and she did not know why. She sat and +watched his slow, obstinate progression. The persistence, the physical +strength of the man daunted her. There was something of nature's own +relentlessness in his capacity to endure and work. She magnified him, +and was, at the same time, interested and alarmed. For of this she was +sure. He had not stopped her merely because she was a girl, and alone. +He had stopped her because she was herself. She remembered his smile, +his nods of the head, his malice. He had a personal feeling, a +personal animosity. She could not understand it, yet she was sure. + +"How long will he stay?" she asked. + +"A month," said the Gaucho. + +"He was not here last year?" + +"I do not recognize him." + +"Why, then--" she began and did not finish the question. It was in her +mind to ask, "Why does he hate me?" But she was aware at once that the +Gaucho could not answer it. "And he will stay a month?" she asked +again, uneasily. + +"Yes, unless the Señorita wishes him to go. It will be, of course, as +the Señorita wishes." + +Cynthia nodded her head. There was a way out of the trouble, to be +sure. But, on the other hand, she would have to say why she wished the +man to go. At the recital of her story Mr. and Mrs. Daventry would be +excited and alarmed. She herself would henceforth be surrounded with +precautions. She determined to say nothing at all about her adventure. +She would be careful during this month where she roamed. The man would +be at work and it would be easy to avoid him. She gathered the reins +again in her hands and drove to the house. + + + + + CHAPTER VI + + A VISITOR AT THE ESTANCIA + + +Cynthia accordingly held her tongue. Nevertheless, that evening +Richard Walton said to her across the dinner table: + +"So you were, after all, molested by one of the hands, Miss Cynthia." + +"Molested!" cried Robert Daventry indignantly. + +Cynthia's face flamed. + +"Who told you?" she asked of Richard Walton. + +"Pedro." + +Cynthia had not thought of the Gaucho. He had seemed so entirely +uninterested, so utterly unalarmed. + +"'Molested' is too strong a word," she said hastily. She now meant to +make as light of the encounter as she possibly could. "It was very +likely my fault. I got out of the trap and walked toward the wheat. It +may be that the man fancied I wished to speak to him." + +"What did he do?" + +The question came from Joan Daventry. + +"He sprang from his seat, ran to me, and stopped in front of me. That +was all." + +"Quite all?" + +Cynthia nodded. + +"He just stood and stared at me until Pedro drove up." + +"Did he say nothing?" + +"Not a word." + +In spite of her resolve to treat the adventure lightly, Cynthia's +voice grew troubled as she answered the questions. For she answered +them with her eyes upon Joan Daventry's face, and she saw the +perplexity there deepen into disquietude and misgiving. She turned +toward Robert Daventry. Upon his face uneasiness was still more +evident. He was plainly agitated. He sat listening in suspense. His +indignation had gone. + +Cynthia's fear revived under the stimulation of their anxiety. She +continued slowly: + +"But although he did me no harm, although he threatened none, there +was something strange. He saw me at once. He ran so very quickly to me +the moment I was within reach. He seemed almost to be looking out for +me." + +Joan sank back into her chair with a gesture of helplessness, which +was all the more alarming because it was so singularly out of keeping +with her character. Her eyes sought her husband's and sought them in +dismay. Cynthia noticed both the gesture and the look. They kindled a +vague terror in the girl. The wide brown plain was as a picture before +her. She saw the great wheat-field glistening in the heat, a +wind-wheel in a corner above a well, and this man with the evil eyes +and the face of malice looking her over from head to foot. + +"Yes," she said. "He seemed to be expecting me, and there was +something else. He seemed to hate me;" and Robert Daventry with a cry +sprang sharply to his feet. + +Joan raised a quick warning hand. But the cry had been uttered; and +with a sob Cynthia buried her face in her hands. + +"I am frightened now," she said. "You frighten me." + +Robert Daventry stood over her, clumsily remorseful, and laid his +great hand on her shoulder. + +"There's nothing to fear, Cynthia," he began. "Joan and I--" he broke +off abruptly at a second warning from his wife. "We will pack that man +off about his business to-morrow." + +"Yes," said Mrs. Daventry. She had mastered her agitation, and now +affected carelessness. "We can't really have Cynthia's birthday spoilt +in this way." + +"No, of course not," cried Robert Daventry, seizing upon this +explanation of his distress. But he could not leave it in its +simplicity. "It's abominable that Cynthia should have her birthday +spoilt. She has only one a year, poor girl. That's what's troubling +us, Cynthia. Nothing else. But it's enough to upset us, isn't it? To +think that you should actually have your birthday spoilt--by one of my +men, too." + +So he went on, like a commentator on an ancient text, expanding the +explanation, underlining it, and forcing upon Cynthia's intelligence +its complete improbability. Even in the midst of her fears she could +not but look with amusement toward Joan; and the two women exchanged +the smile of their sex at the perennial clumsiness of man. + +"He shall go first thing to-morrow morning," cried Mr. Daventry; and +Richard Walton quietly rejoined: + +"He has gone already. I paid him off this morning." + +Mr. Daventry ceased abruptly from his vociferations. + +"Thank you, Walton," he said. "Then that's ended," and he sat down. + +But he had hardly taken his seat when the door opened and the +parlor-maid brought to him upon a salver a folded slip of dirty paper. + +"A man came with this to the door, sir. He is waiting for an answer." + +Robert Daventry unfolded the slip and read the message written within +it. He did not lift his eyes when he had read. He sat staring at the +paper like a statue. And he sat amidst a deep silence. The cloud which +had but now been lifted, had gathered once more above the heads of +that small company. Though Robert Daventry did not speak, his long +silence spoke for him; and though he schooled his face to composure, +it was plain that he schooled it. A vague disquiet held the others at +the table. Not one of them but had a conviction that this dirty, +insignificant, scrap of writing announced a catastrophe. + +Joan was the first to move. She walked round the table and stood +behind her husband. He did not hear the rustle of her gown; and he was +not aware that she leaned over him to read the message until the +pressure of her hand upon his shoulder reminded him that she was his +ally. + +"You had better see the man, Robert," she said. "He calls late, but +probably he needs help." + +Thus she sought to pass the message off. + +"Very well, I will," said Robert. He turned to the parlor-maid. "Bring +him to my study when I ring the bell." + +"I will come with you," said Joan, as the servant went out from the +room. + +Richard Walton rose from his chair. + +"Perhaps you would like me, too?" + +"No, I don't think that's necessary," replied Joan Daventry. "But +perhaps you would stay within sound of the bell. We don't know who +this man is or what he wants. If we ring again, you would know that we +needed your advice." + +"Certainly, I will be upon the lookout," said Walton, and he went from +the room and crossed to the servants' quarters. There he would hear +the bell at once should it ring for him. Joan meanwhile turned with a +smile to Cynthia. + +"We will leave you here for a few minutes," she said, and the +composure of her voice almost reassured the girl; would, indeed, have +quite reassured her but for Robert Daventry. She saw that his hands +trembled so that the paper shook in them, even as her hands had +trembled this morning when she climbed up by the edge of the wheat +into her cart. + +"Yes, wait here, Cynthia," said Robert Daventry, as he got to his +feet; and Cynthia noticed that while he spoke to her he altogether +avoided the glance of her eyes. The old couple went out of the room +together, leaving her alone, and carefully latched the door behind +them. In the hall for a moment they stood resting from their pretence. +A broken word or two burst from Robert Daventry: + +"What shall we do, Joan? This is what we have dreaded always." + +Joan raised her finger to her lips. + +"Hush! Speak lower. What I said was true. We don't know who he is, or +what he wants. He may not be the man who stopped her in the field at +all." + +Robert Daventry shook his head. It was rather his nature to run to +meet misfortune if he saw its shadow in his way. + +"What shall we do?" he repeated. "Money will send him away," said +Joan. + +"And bring him back again," replied Robert hopelessly. "Sooner or +later Cynthia will know;" and Joan threw up her head at his words. + +"No," she said vigorously. "No." + +At her left hand a door stood open upon a dark room. This was the +smoking-room. She entered the room and crossed it to the opposite +wall. Then she opened a second door, and advancing into this inner +room, felt for the switch in the darkness and turned on the light. +Bookcases, filled for the most part with books on agriculture, lined +the room, a round table, littered with papers, occupied the centre, in +the recess of a window stood a writing-desk. This was Robert +Daventry's study. Her husband followed her, and saw that her finger +was already on the bell. + +"Let us decide what we are to do," he said, "before you ring." + +Joan shook her head. + +"We can't. We must be guided by what the man knows, and by what he +wants. Only we admit nothing," she declared resolutely; and she +pressed the bell. It rang in the passage by the kitchen, but Cynthia, +left alone in the dining-room, heard it too. + +The moment she heard it, Cynthia rose from her chair, and ran silently +to the door. She unlatched it without a sound, and drew it toward her +until it was just wide enough open for her to see out. There she stood +grasping the door-knob, and in a moment a heavy foot sounded in the +hall. Cynthia set her eyes to the chink. She saw first a maid-servant +cross the hall, and pass into the smoking-room, and after the maid a +man. The man was the reaper who had leapt from his machine and rushed +toward her that morning. The maid-servant came back alone and crossed +the hall again to the servants' quarters. A door was shut loudly--the +door of Robert Daventry's study--and then another door opened +noiselessly, and opened wide--the door of the dining-room. Cynthia +came out into the hall. All the color had gone from her face, her eyes +were wide with terror. The man meant her harm--not a doubt of it. He +had some power to inflict the harm--that was sure. Otherwise why was +he admitted, why were her friends in such concern? + +Cynthia was quite alone in the hall now. Voices sounded faintly from +the kitchen and in the room behind her a clock ticked. But there were +no other sounds. She crossed to the threshold of the smoking-room and +looked in. At the other end a bright bar of light on the floor held +her eyes. The light came from the study. Cynthia watched it for a +moment irresolute. But the temptation grew. She was sure that beyond +that bright bar of light, behind that closed door, here in this +far-away corner of Argentina, good and evil were at grips for her. A +sense of loneliness suddenly possessed her, she longed for the +neighborly noises of a city. And while she stood she heard her own name +pronounced by Robert Daventry, and at once a harsh, strange voice rose +in a laugh, loud and arrogant. She looked about her in a panic. She +must fly, or she must know the truth, the whole of it, the worst of +it. She stole swiftly and noiselessly into the room. Close by that bar +of light a big, low chair stood against the wall. Cynthia crouched in +the chair, her frock a blur of misty white in the darkness. There she +remained, very still and quiet; and every word spoken in the study +came clearly to her ears. + + + + + CHAPTER VII + + BOTH SIDES OF THE DOOR + + +Within the room the three people were standing, the reaper upon one +side of the table, Joan and Robert Daventry close together upon the +other. The reaper was still laughing. + +"Cynthia!" he cried, repeating contemptuously the name which Robert +Daventry had used. "There's no Cynthia. There's a very pretty little +girl I saw this morning in the corn. But her pretty little name is +Doris Challoner. And, taking all in all, it's the better name of the +two." + +He spoke with an easy and most disquieting assurance, but Joan had +enough of that quality to meet with him in the gate. She had always +been a good fighter; she had stood by her husband often enough in the +early days of the estancia, when his nerve would have failed him but +for her; and she was for putting up to-night the best fight of her +whole long, active life. Money, to her thinking, they could make +again, old as they were, if the need came. But they could not open +their hearts to a second Cynthia, even if they could find one. + +"Nonsense," she answered boldly. "Her name is Cynthia Daventry." + +"Where was she born, then?" asked the reaper. + +"In Patagonia." + +"Never in this world," cried the man. "She was born in Concepcion, and +that's her farthest south." + +Joan shrugged her shoulders. + +"We ought to know. She is my husband's niece." + +A grin overspread the reaper's face. + +"And is that so?" he asked, in a mock surprise. "I wasn't aware of +it." + +"Well, you are now," said Joan. + +"Yes, and the news alters our relations altogether, doesn't it?" he +said pleasantly. + +He tossed his battered hat upon the table, pulled out a chair, and sat +down in it at his ease, his legs stretched out, his hands deep in his +pockets. He nodded familiarly to Joan. + +"How do you do, sis?" He turned his face toward Mr. Daventry, "You +have got a nice little place, brother Robert. Shows what honest work +can do if persevered with day after day for a great number of +consecutive years. Quite a nice little place. You haven't, by any +chance, got a nice little cigar, too, have you, Robert, for your +long-lost brother?" + +Robert Daventry's face grew red, and the veins swelled upon his +forehead. He was a man quickly moved to passion, and quick, too, the +passion exhausted, to swing back into doubts and hesitations. He blew +either hot or cold, and, sooner or later, he was sure to blow cold. +Now, however, his temper was up, and he brought his great fist down +with violence upon the table. + +"What do you mean by your insolence?" he shouted "Stand up!" + +Joan laid a hand upon the old man's arm to restrain him. The reaper, +for his part, never budged from his attitude. + +"You have got a nerve," he said. "You tell me a pack of lies--that's +all right, you've got money. But when I take you at your word, it's +'insolence' and 'stand up.' How's that, if you please?" He sat and +laughed for a little in contemptuous jerks. "Your niece, indeed! The +girl's my daughter." + +Neither Joan nor Robert believed him for a moment. They thought of +Cynthia, and compared that image at their hearts with the actual man +who sprawled on the chair in front of them. Robert counted him up, his +heavy features, his grime-engrained, spoilt hands, the whole degraded, +unkempt look of him. Cynthia's father! The claim was preposterous. + +"Her father!" cried Robert Daventry, leaning across the table. "Look +at yourself in the glass!" + +The sneer stung the reaper to a fury. He sprang to his feet, and from +habit his hand slipped to the knife at the back of his waistband. But +he mastered himself in a second or two. He was there for other ends +than violence, and he withdrew his hand. + +"I sha'n't forget that," he said, in a perfectly quiet voice, which +contrasted in the strangest way with the convulsion of his face. "You +got home there. Right home;" and he sat down again. + +Joan interposed before her husband could say another word, and used +soft words. The man was not Cynthia's father to be sure, but he knew +something of the girl's history. That was certain--and he knew more +than either Joan or Robert knew themselves. If she was to fight her +battle with success, she must know what he knew. + +"You could not expect us to accept your mere statement," she said. + +"No, that's reasonable," said the reaper, and he began his story. But +the insult rankled in his breast and as he spoke he kept turning a +murderous eye on the man who had inflicted it. + +He told the story of the earthquake at Valparaiso, and the flight of +James Challoner across the Andes. It was a story told with a wealth of +detail, and difficult altogether to discredit. Neither Joan nor Robert +did altogether discredit it. It might be true or it might not. This +man might have obtained it from James Challoner, or might somehow have +come across it by himself. But they were still convinced he could not +be James Challoner himself. + +"We shall want more proof than that," said Joan calmly, and Robert +nodded his head. Neither of them had felt more confidence than at this +moment since the crumpled slip of paper had been brought into the +dining-room. + +But outside the door Cynthia huddled in the great chair with her ear +to the door, listened with a growing terror. She had never doubted +until this hour that she was the daughter of Robert Daventry's +brother. She had been secure in that belief. Now the security was +going. She clutched the arms of her chair, feeling the whole world +slipping from beneath her feet--even as it had slipped at Valparaiso. +For certain memories, quite clear in her mind, were being explained to +her. An open hill-side at night, a strange red light upon the world, +the crash of houses, little flames creeping, and ships quietly at +anchor on the smoothest of seas--that was one picture in her memories +which had often puzzled her, which would puzzle her no longer if she +believed the story which was being told on the other side of the door. +She remembered, too, a long journey amongst mountains, and a bridge +over a deep and narrow torrent, and many people with kind faces who +spoke to her. + +"Of course, it isn't certain," she pleaded to herself desperately; and +the husky voice behind the door began again: + +"I travelled down to Buenos Ayres by train. I had little money, and no +prospects, and a child on my hands. I couldn't make a home for her. So +I went straight to the foundling hospital. It stands back in a garden, +and is kept by some wealthy sisters. There's a turnstile in the brick +wall of the garden, a little iron turnstile--but you know it well, +both of you;" and he broke off with a laugh. + +Inside the study Joan and Robert Daventry, still remained unconvinced. +Outside Cynthia was persuaded. + +"It's true then," she whispered to herself. "It's quite true;" and she +wrung her hands in the darkness, and her voice broke in a sob. She had +no longer any shadow of doubt. The turnstile in the brick wall was for +her the overwhelming proof. + +Examined in a court of law by the rules of evidence, it might seem +flimsy enough. To Cynthia, it was complete corroboration of the +testimony of her memories. The turnstile in the brick wall--the one +ugly thing in her imagined wonderland of heroes--the turnstile which +had always been there before the land was--how had it come there, she +asked herself? And she was in no doubt as to the answer. The turnstile +was a memory too. It was the turnstile of a foundling hospital, where +her father had left her and gone his way. No wonder, she reflected +bitterly, it was the one ugly thing in her world of fancies. + +She leaned back, shivering, with her hands covering her face. She was +humiliated, but she was still more terrified. Shame cut deep, but fear +touched the very nerves of her heart. The man who had this morning +rushed at her was her father, and she remembered the malice of his +smile, and the evil, covetous look of him as he appraised her. She +grew hot, now, as she thought upon it. + +"What harm does he mean?" she asked; and suddenly she sat forward on +the edge of her chair, quivering from head to foot like a spring some +touch had released. For her father's voice rose again: + +"I tied a bootlace round the child's arm. I can't say that I ever +thought to come back for her. But there's a convention in these +things, isn't there?" he added with a grin. "I have been a +conservative all my life, and now I have found the advantage of it." + +"How?" asked Joan. "Even if your story were true, your daughter +wouldn't be wearing a bootlace or even the mark of it round her arm +now." + +"No, from the look of her she'd be more likely to be wearing a diamond +bangle, bless her! But all the same the bootlace helps." + +"How?" + +Again the implacable question was uttered by Joan. She must know all +that this man had upon his side by way of argument. That was her first +necessity. + +"How does the bootlace help?" + +"It helps because the child wearing that bootlace was received by the +same old ladies who allowed you a few months afterward to adopt +her--that's how. Don't you leave those old ladies out of your +reckoning, Mrs. Daventry, or you will run up against a snag. I went +back to the foundling a year ago and claimed my daughter." + +"You did?" cried Joan. She was startled. For a moment, too, she was +disconcerted. She knew nothing of any such visit. But the statement +was so easily capable of proof that the reaper would hardly have made +it, had it not been true. And she was quick to see how strong a +presumption such a visit would create, that he was the girl's father. +Then she sprang to the weak point in the statement. + +"If it were true that Cynthia was your daughter, and that you claimed +her a year ago, how is it that you wait until a chance meeting in a +field brings you face to face?" + +"There's no chance about it, believe me," James Challoner returned. +For it was he. The delicate manners had been rubbed off him, the +gentle voice, which had charmed so many dollars from reluctant pockets +long ago at Punta del Inca, had thickened and grown husky, the +well-knit figure had spread to heaviness. But this was James +Challoner, after fourteen years had told their tale. "The old ladies +lied to me. Yes, actually lied to me," and he spread out his hands in +indignation. "Lied to a father about his daughter! They were religious +people too!" + +"If they did lie," Robert Daventry burst in, "they did the best thing +they ever did in all their good lives." + +James Challoner waved Robert Daventry and his outburst aside. He kept +his eyes fixed upon Joan's face. + +"Yes, they lied to me," he said. "I gave them the day and the month +and the year, when I placed Doris on the turnstile. They pretended to +make inquiries, and they lied to me. They told me she was dead. Ah!" +and he suddenly leaned forward and pointed an accusing finger at Joan, +"You are glad to hear that. Yes, I thought you would be." + +Try as she did, Joan had not been able to keep a flash of joy out of +her face. + +"It's a matter of indifference to me," she replied, "since Cynthia is +not your child." + +She still clung obstinately to that belief. He might have heard the +story from James Challoner, and James Challoner might be dead. Any +hypothesis was possible in her eyes, except the one which was true. +She would not have it that this man was Cynthia's father. + +"Oh, it is a matter of indifference to you!" said Challoner +ironically. "I will tell you something that won't be. Those old ladies +lied just as clumsily as I have ever seen it done. Poor old souls, +they were rattled out of their senses at the thought of the sin they +were committing. A child could have seen they were lying--as I did who +am no child. And I began to cast about for a reason for the lie. It +wasn't very difficult to find it. Some one had adopted her, some one +they didn't want me to discover, some one rich, then, I reckoned, who +could give the girl a position." + +At the word "rich" Robert and Joan exchanged a glance. So much were +they disconcerted by Challoner's knowledge and assurance that now they +hoped rather than feared that blackmail was the end he had in view. + +"So I began to make inquiries," continued Challoner. "I found out who +were the patrons, who took most interest in the institution, and +amongst them who had adopted a child. I came upon you in the end." And +again he began to laugh. "Those poor innocent old women had actually +given me the date when you took Doris away as the date of the child's +death. It took me a little time to find out all about you; and when I +had found out I had no money. So I had to work my way along until I +reached you. But I have reached you," he exclaimed, lolling back in +his chair, "and, by George, the very first day I am at work here, out +the girl comes to meet me. Why, I recognized her in a second;" and +Joan slipped in, as she thought, under his guard. With a thrill of +delight she believed that he had made a mistake, and a mistake which +would discredit every word of his story. + +"Recognized her!" she repeated scornfully. "And the last time, when, +on your own showing, you saw her she was three years old!" + +Challoner, however, merely smiled at her. + +"If you had a family at your back, old lady, you wouldn't be so high," +he said; and once more Robert Daventry interposed. + +"Speak respectfully to my wife," he cried. + +"What, are you butting in again?" asked Challoner, with a look of +surprise. "You didn't do any good, you know, the last time you +interfered." + +Once more Joan was called upon to restrain her husband. She saw the +man convicted of a lie, and she did not mean to lose the advantage of +that conviction. + +"How did you recognize her?" she asked, smiling in her turn. "How did +you recognize in the girl of seventeen the child of three?" + +"I'll tell you," said Challoner confidently. "And, by the way, she's +not seventeen to-day. It might interest you to know that. She's +seventeen and a half. She was born on the seventeenth of July." + +"Keep to the point," said Joan. + +"Certainly, I will," replied Challoner, "though it's by no means +necessary to substantiate my authority--yes," and his voice suddenly +rang out loud upon the word, so that Cynthia in the darkness on the +other side of the door shivered as if she had been struck, "yes, my +authority. I don't say that she's like what she was when she was +three. I don't even say she's like her mother. She isn't. She's a +Challoner--and in the Challoner's home, by Wareham in Dorsetshire, +there are some pictures worth looking at. I sat opposite one of them +at the dinner table all through my boyhood, and whenever I was at +home afterward--until I came out here. It was the portrait of my +great-great-grandmother, painted by Romney, when she was a girl; and I +tell you the girl who came stepping so prettily across the field this +morning, in her white frock and big straw hat, might have stepped +right out of that picture frame. That's how I recognized her." + +He ended on a note of triumph, and for the first time Joan's +confidence failed her altogether. Again, it was not, of course, a +conclusive piece of evidence, gauged by any laws of reasoning, but +just as Challoner's description of the turnstile had convinced Cynthia +outside the door because of the particular illumination it lent to an +obscure fancy, so this detail of the picture did more to convince Joan +Daventry than the rest of the story. Some portions of that story she +knew to be true: the bootlace, the abandonment of the child. But what +she had obstinately been combating was the contention that it was true +of this man who sat before her. He might have learnt it all from the +real father; he might now be seeking to make his profit out of the +knowledge. That had been her hope. But it failed her now. For the +particular detail of the girl's resemblance, now that she was +seventeen, to the Romney portrait in the Challoners' dining-room he +could not have learned from another. It did suggest that the man in +front of her was the Challoner he claimed to be. Of course the detail +might have been invented. But it did not sound to her invented; and, +so far as her knowledge could test it, the rest of his story was true. +She looked him over again with new eyes. + +"But you can't prove that," she said. "Even if it were true, you +couldn't prove it." + +"Should I need to?" asked Challoner. "After I had put those old ladies +from the Foundling into the witness-box, should I need to, Mrs. +Daventry? Would they stick to their lie? Any tenth-rate attorney could +turn 'em inside out as easy as an old glove, if they tried to. But +they wouldn't try--and you know it as well as I do." + +Challoner had put his finger on the danger-spot of the Daventrys' +position. Those two old ladies would have suffered much +heart-searching before they told their lie, and not a little remorse +afterward. Questioned upon their oaths they would speak the truth, and +the whole truth. Of that Joan felt sure. + +"There are men, too, in Buenos Ayres who knew me when I was in Chile," +Challoner continued; and then once more Robert Daventry interposed. + +"But you wouldn't be mad enough to go to law with us," he cried, and +Challoner laughed. + +"Oh, yes, I would, and I would put you into the witness-box, too. A +pretty figure you would cut, with your Patagonian brother, eh? I +wouldn't bring my action here, of course, in this district. You've got +your local syndic in your pocket, I grant you. But the law runs in +Buenos Ayres nowadays, and don't you forget it." + +Robert Daventry turned aside to hide his discomfiture, and walked once +or twice across the room. He had no doubt that this man was James +Challoner and Cynthia's father. His story was too circumstantial to be +disputed. Moreover, neither he nor Joan could publicly dispute it. +There had been no brother in Patagonia. He turned abruptly to +Challoner: "How much do you want?" + +Joan moved quickly to his side with a cry of protest. Money it might +be necessary to pay, but it must be asked for, not offered. To offer +it was to admit the claim. + +"What are you saying, Robert?" she cried. + +Robert turned to her quietly. + +"It must come to that in the end. Why not now and have done with it? +How much?" + +A smile of triumph broadened over Challoner's face. Outside the door +Cynthia leaned forward, her hands clasped over her heart in an agony +of suspense. Why didn't he answer? Why was he so long? + +The answer came at length: + +"I want my daughter, nothing else. She is not of age. I have a right +to her; I'll take her away with me to-night." + +Cynthia crouched back in her chair, clasping its arms tightly with her +hands, and making herself very small. To Joan and Robert Daventry the +demand was incredible, even though their ears had heard it. Challoner +could not mean it. It was an expedient to raise the price. But Cynthia +had caught a note of malice in his voice which brought back before her +eyes the malice of his looks as he had stood before her in the field. +He meant to take her away, and that night. She glanced toward the +door. To leave her home, to be swallowed up in the darkness with this +stranger for her companion! She clung to the chair in a panic of +terror. Then she heard Robert Daventry repeating the words in a daze: + +"You want to take her away? Cynthia?" And as though the meaning of +Challoner's demand for the first time broke in on him, "Never!" he +cried violently. + +"I want to take her away to-night;" and now the malice in Challoner's +voice was audible to Joan too. She stared at him over the table. He +sat nodding his head at her with little quick movements, his eyes very +bright, and a horrid smile about his mouth. She remembered what +Cynthia herself had said: "He seemed to hate me." + +"You grudge her her happiness, her life with us!" she exclaimed; and +Challoner beat his fist upon the table in a sudden anger. + +"Is it strange?" he cried. "All these years here she has been sitting +soft and walking daintily. What have I been doing? 'Look at yourself +in a glass'--That's what you said," and he turned to Robert Daventry. +"I told you I'd remember it, and I do. A fine life I have had of it +for fourteen years. Mate tea and enough work a day to throw a +trades-unionist into hysterics! No wonder I've lost my looks." + +All the bitterness of his fourteen years of degradation seemed to be +concentrated in his words. The easy good-humor with which he had begun +had vanished. He was a man venomous with grievances. He was still the +old James Challoner in this; he had enemies, only now the enemies were +not a few to be searched for through a list, but all who had a +sixpence in their pockets. Joan herself was frightened. She realized +the mistake which she and her husband had made in their eagerness to +disbelieve the story of this man. She understood now that when she had +thought of Cynthia and compared her with the reaper, she had been +thinking only of the flower and had omitted her own assiduous +cultivation of the plant. She recognized now that the look of race +which fourteen years of luxury had refined in the girl, fourteen years +of degradation might well have obliterated in the man. + +"I have had enough of it," cried James Challoner. "It's now her turn." + +"But we offer you freedom from that life," said Joan, and her voice +began to plead. + +"I want my daughter," Challoner retorted implacably. + +"But you can't make a home for her," said Robert Daventry. + +Challoner chuckled and his voice lost its violence. + +"You must take me for a softy," he said with a drawl of amusement. "I +mean her to make a home for me, where I can do a bit of sitting soft +and recover my good looks." + +"But she can't make a home for you," said Joan. + +"Oh, yes she can." + +"How?" + +Cynthia outside the door waited in a despairing bewilderment. The +changed tones of those whom she had looked upon as her parents assured +her that the reaper had authority and rights, could claim her, could +take her away. But how, she asked herself, was she to make a home for +him? She had learned no profession, practised no art. The tears rose +to her eyes and flowed down her cheeks; and the answer came. + +"She's a rare one for looks," said Challoner. His eyes narrowed to +slits and his face became mean and despicable to look upon. "You'll +not find her equal strolling under the lamps of Buenos Ayres." + +Joan flinched and uttered a cry. The movement was that of one who has +been slapped in the face. Cynthia felt her heart stand still within +her breast. She had lived in Buenos Ayres, where knowledge comes +quickly to women. She was neither ignorant nor a fool. She understood, +and once more her eyes went to the door. It was all quiet in the hall. +A few quick steps and she would be out of the house. She rose from her +chair. For the dark night, which a minute before had so appalled her, +now appealed to her as a friend and refuge. But as she turned, she +heard Robert Daventry say in a choking voice: + +"Go! or I'll have you thrown out;" and the bell rang violently. + +"Oh, is that the game?" replied Challoner. + +Daventry strode round the room. + +"Not a word! Go! I loathe you." + +And the door was wrenched violently open. Cynthia had just time to +drop into her chair. She heard her father's voice close to her, and no +longer through the panels of a door. She cowered down, covering her +face with her hands, and drawing in her feet. + +"All right, I'll go," said Challoner. "I can afford to go. For I have +the law on my side." + +"The law! Try it!" + +"I will." + +Challoner was standing in the doorway now. He was looking back into +the study. But he had only to turn his head to see that blur of misty +white in the chair, only to bend down and draw the trembling hands +from the girl's face to find his daughter in his grasp. Cynthia lay +holding her breath, ready at a touch of him to swoon. + +"She's my daughter. All your money won't get over that. Just wait +and see. I'll come back with the law at my side, and take her +away--yes--if I have to tie her hand and foot to take her." + +He flung out across the smoking-room, looking neither to the right nor +to the left. Joan and Robert Daventry followed quickly behind him, +afraid lest he should force his way into the dining-room where they +had left Cynthia. Not one of them saw the girl huddled in the great +chair in the dark room. Richard Walton came into the hall. + +"I'll see you off the premises," he said to Challoner, and a moment +afterward the front door slammed. + +With the slamming of that door Cynthia seemed to swim back into life; +and all at once there came upon her a great longing for comfort and +kind words. She was hurt and humiliated as she had never thought to +be. It seemed to her that she was tainted, and she was terribly +afraid. She took a swift step toward the door, and there Joan's voice +speaking in a whisper arrested her. + +Joan was standing with her husband by the dining-room, and seeking to +compose her agitation before she entered it. Her voice was still +shaking from her encounter. + +"Not a word to Cynthia," she said. "We sha'n't let her go, Robert," +and her voice was very wistful, and appealed for confirmation of her +words. "So there's no need to trouble her--as this story would trouble +her." + +"No, we'll not say a word to her," replied Robert. He made an effort +to be hearty, but it quite failed to hide his distress. "We shall find +a way out somehow when we think it all over. No, we'll not breathe a +word, my dear. Cynthia's birthday mustn't be spoilt," and, thoroughly +miserable, the old couple went into the dining-room and closed the +door behind them. + +Cynthia made up her mind. Since they wished her not to know, since it +would add so much to their distress if they learned that she did know, +she would keep her knowledge to herself. It seemed to her then a small +return to make to them for their devotion, but it was to cost her much +more than she imagined. She would wait, schooling herself to patience, +hiding her fears. But she could not face her friends to-night and keep +her secret. For that she had not the strength. She ran swiftly and +silently up to her room and flung herself upon her bed and buried her +face in the pillows. There she lay trembling until the thought came to +her that Joan would not retire without coming to ask why she had gone +upstairs so early. She undressed and was hardly in bed before Joan +knocked on the door. + +"I had a headache," said Cynthia. "It is the heat, no doubt. I shall +be myself in the morning." + +"You are sure? You wouldn't like the doctor?" Joan asked anxiously. + +"Oh, no!" exclaimed Cynthia. + +Joan put her hand to the switch of the light, and Cynthia started up +in bed with a wild gesture. + +"Don't turn the light out, please, mother," she cried; and the next +moment feared that Joan would have heard the terror underneath her +words. But Joan herself was occupied. She kissed Cynthia and left her +alone with the light burning in her room. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII + + THE FLIGHT + + +But though the light burned in her room, Cynthia did not sleep till +daybreak. For the first few hours there was a strange bustle about the +passages of the house, for which she did not seek at all to find a +cause. She welcomed it for its companionship. Familiar voices informed +her that her friends were awake about her, and she was comforted. She +tried to fall asleep before the noise should cease, but gradually the +estancia sank into silence, and she was still awake. Then began her +hours of terror. Her window was open, and every flutter of the night +air which shook the curtains was her father's coarse, strong hand upon +the sill. If she closed her eyes for a moment, his dark and evil face +was already bending over her, as she lay helpless in her bed. If she +heard a wardrobe crack it was he stepping clumsily about the room. +Half the night she spent crouching up in her bed, her eyes wild with +fear, her heart racing and stopping, while she listened for the sound +of his footsteps outside the house. And she heard them; did a twig +snap on a tree in the garden, she heard them. There was he, prowling +about the walls, watching, perhaps, for just her light to be put out +before he slipped in through a window to take her away. If she heard +no sounds, then he was already in the house, creeping along the +corridor toward her door. From the moment when this particular fear +seized hold upon her, her eyes were fixed in an agony of suspense upon +the long mirror in her room. The door was at her right hand, set in +the wall against which the head of her bed was placed. A high screen +stood by the side of the bed and hid it from her altogether. But +across the room the long mirror faced her, and by looking at its +bright surface she could see whether the door opened or not. It was a +white door, with a round brass handle, and, continually, she was very +sure that she saw the handle turn. In her frantic imaginings her +father's very semblance changed. Gross though he was, still more she +distorted him, making his likeness fit with the knowledge which she +had of him. He meant to drag her away, and batten on what she had of +youth and freshness and good looks; and this, out of malice almost as +much as for profit, and to punish her for the happiness of her life. +He swelled into some grotesque and corpulent thing of evil with a fat, +loathsome face and gripping hands. + +The night was a night of disillusionment for Cynthia. Romance was +stunned in her. All her pretty dreams, wherein she shyly walked with +the bright ones of the earth, were rent and blown to space like +gossamer. She seemed separated from them by a generation of years. She +looked back upon them with derision. A fine heroine she was to be if +that door opened. She was to walk--yes--but under the gas-lamps, and +not shyly, and with any who would. That was the plan deliberately +conceived for her and conceived by her own father. The mere thought of +it seemed to sully her, to make her unworthy. She remembered that only +that morning she had sent a telegram to Captain Rames, with a thrill +of excitement, as though she were doing a remarkable thing. She had +actually dared. She sat up, and in the bitterness of her heart laughed +at the great significance she had set upon herself. Her father had a +different view of her importance, and from head to foot she ached with +the pain of her humiliation. + +Thus through the long hours she swung between terror and abasement, +each one mastering her in turn. Once she started up with a despairing +cry as she imagined her father driving her out into the street with +blows. + +Could she make her living honestly if she ran away from him, she +wondered miserably, bethinking that at the worst she must kill +herself? At another moment she would recall with a pang of contempt +her enchanted garden and scorch its flowers with her ridicule. She +would walk in that garden no more. It was closed. She had been an +impostor in it always. It was a place of falsities. There was but one +true, real thing in it all--the turnstile in the wall which gave +admission to its precincts. Yes, that was true, and the turnstile, +with all it meant of shame and indifference, became to her a new +epitome of life. + +Gradually the night wore through. A finger of gray light slipped +through the curtains, and was laid upon the ceiling of the room. Birds +began to sing in the garden. Cynthia turned out her light and fell +asleep at last. She slept late and woke to just such another day of +heat as yesterday. She lay for a moment, happily convinced that all +which had occurred last night had occurred only in a dream. But she +looked into the mirror across the room and saw the door, and the truth +was made known to her. These things had happened. + +Certainly the door was still closed, the night had passed. But other +nights would follow, and through the closed door, not her father, but +fear and shame had passed to bear her company. She came down to +breakfast pale and heavy-eyed, and found Joan and Robert Daventry +already at the table. She was afraid lest they should remark the +alteration in her looks, and she set herself to counterfeit an air of +gaiety. It was not very successful, but Joan and Robert Daventry were +making precisely the same pretence, with still poorer results. They +could not meet her eyes any more than she theirs; and they were trying +for the sake of her happiness to hide from her a catastrophe, her +knowledge of which for the sake of their happiness she was trying to +hide from them. Thus they all talked with great speed about things of +no importance, and laughed noisily whether laughter was appropriate or +not, until Robert Daventry suddenly turned to Cynthia and blurted out +with an affected blitheness: + +"I hope, my dear, that you haven't made many absolutely unalterable +arrangements for the summer." And Cynthia turned as white as the +table-cloth and looked suddenly down to hide the terror in her eyes. +They were going to give her up, then! That was her first despairing +thought. No doubt it could not be helped. They were compelled to. + +"No," she answered faintly. "No arrangements that cannot be altered. I +was going to stay for a week with--" and as she compared the summer +which she had planned with that which awaited her, she stopped, lest +the choking of her voice should betray her. + +"That's well," continued Robert, "for you have a journey to make, +Cynthia. I have had a telegram this morning from England. I bought +some property in Warwickshire a few years ago. We thought you would +not, perhaps, want to live all your life in the Argentine after we had +gone. So we bought it for you. But it appears there's some sort of +lawyer's trouble over the title." + +"We have known there was some trouble," Joan hastened to explain, "for +quite a long time. But until this telegram arrived we did not think it +very serious." + +"Now we know what it is," continued Robert, "and I am afraid that we +must go to England and attend to it. Luckily, we have Walton now to +look after the estancia." And since Cynthia made no reply, but still +looked upon the cloth, he continued in some perplexity: "I hope, my +dear, you won't be disappointed. Joan and I, indeed, were inclined to +be confident that you would enjoy the trip." + +"And, of course, I shall," cried Cynthia; and now she raised her head +and gazed at her friends with shining eyes. She had not dared to yield +her face to their scrutiny in the first revulsion of her feelings. +Even now the room whirled about her. "I shall be delighted to go with +you. When shall we start?" + +"Yes, that's the point," said Mr. Daventry, uncomfortably. "The +telegram is very urgent, and there's a boat sailing from Buenos Ayres +to-morrow. I am afraid, Cynthia, that we must catch it. There's +certain to be no difficulty about cabins just at this time of the +year, and, in fact, I have already telegraphed to retain them. So you +see we must leave Daventry by the night train. Can you be ready?" + +"Of course," said Cynthia. + +The color came back again into her pale cheeks and made them rosy, and +the smile returned to her lips. No telegram had come. The bustle in +the corridors during the early hours of the evening was explained to +her. Over night, Robert and Joan had made up their minds to an instant +flight, and had set about their preparations. Cynthia drew her breath +again. She resumed life and some part of her faith in life. The world +was not peopled with James Challoners, as, in the shock of her horror, +she had almost been persuaded. Here were two who, for her sake, were +abandoning their home and the place which their labors had made for +them in the country of their adoption. Her great trouble during that +day of hurried preparation was to avoid blurting out to her two +friends her gratitude and her knowledge. + +They travelled by night and, reaching Buenos Ayres in the morning, +drove straight along the docks to their ship. Once on board, Cynthia +noticed that Joan made this and that excuse about the arrangement of +her cabin to keep her from the deck until the steamer had warped out +into the basin. Then she gave a sigh of relief and sat down in a +chair. + +"You won't mind, dear, will you?" she said. "We shall probably be kept +some time in England. But you will soon make friends. Robert was +speaking about it last night. He said it was a good hunting country, +and that we could get you some fine horses and--" and suddenly she +felt Cynthia's arms about her neck, and the girl's tears upon her +cheeks. + +"My dear, my dear, you are too kind to me!" cried Cynthia. "I don't +mind about the horses, if only you'll keep me with you." + +"Of course, of course," said Mrs. Daventry. "What should we do without +you ourselves." + +The screw was churning up the mud of the River Plate, the flat banks +dotted with low trees were slipping past the port-holes. + +"Let us go out and get the steward to arrange our chairs on deck," +said Mrs. Daventry. She put Cynthia's outburst down, not to any guess +at the true reason of their flight, but to a young girl's moment of +emotion. + +The steamer put into Montevideo, and Santos, and Rio, and glided +northward along the woods and white sands of Brazil. It passed one +morning into the narrows of the Cape Verde Islands, and there was +dressed from stem to stern with flags. + +Cynthia asked the reason of the first officer, who was leaning beside +her on the rail, and for answer he pointed northward to a small black +ship which was coming down toward them, and handed to her his +binocular. + +"That's the _Perhaps_, bound for the South," he said; and he saw the +girl's face flush red. + +She put the glasses to her eyes, and gazed for a long while at the +boat. The _Perhaps_ was a full-rigged ship, with auxiliary steam, +broad in the beam, with strong, rounded bows. She had the trade-wind +behind her, and came lumbering down the channel with every sail set +upon her yards. + +"But she's so small," cried Cynthia. + +"She has to be small," replied the first officer. "Length's no use for +her work. Look at us! We should crack like a filbert in the ice-pack. +She won't." + +"But she's out for three years," said Cynthia. + +"There'll be a relief ship with fresh stores, no doubt. And there are +not many of them on board, twenty-nine all told." + +Cynthia looked again, and held the glasses to her eyes until the boats +drew level. She could make out small figures upon the bridge and deck; +she saw answering signals break out in answer to their own good +wishes; and then the name in new gold letters came out upon the black +stern beneath the counter. + +"Thank you," she said as she handed back the glasses. But her eyes +were still fixed upon that full-rigged ship lumbering heavily to the +unknown South. + +"I am very glad to have seen the _Perhaps_," she said slowly. + +The first officer looked at her curiously. There was a quiver of +emotion in her voice. + +"Perhaps you have friends on board," he said. "If you have, I envy +them." + +"No," she said slowly. "I know no one on board. But I am glad to have +seen the ship, for I was interested in it in a part of my life which +is now over." + +The first officer was about to smile. Here was a remarkably pretty +girl of seventeen or so, talking about a part of her life which was +over! But the big, dark-blue eyes swept round and rested gravely on +his face, and he bowed to her with a fitting solemnity. + +Cynthia exaggerated, no doubt, taking herself seriously as young girls +will. But the shock of that last night in the estancia had wrought a +revolution in her thoughts. Though James Challoner no longer seemed to +grip her hand, she walked in the chill shadow of his presence. Nor did +that shadow quite lift even when she had landed in England. + +They travelled into Warwickshire, and so came to that white house +behind the old wall of red brick on the London road which Robert +Daventry had once coveted for himself and had afterward bought for +Cynthia. The Daventrys made it their home now. Though Cynthia never +read a word about it in the papers, that disputed title took a long +while in the settling. Robert Daventry resumed the old ties. Joan, +with Cynthia at her side, found the making of new ones not the +laborious business she had feared, and Cynthia had her horses and as +many friends as she had room for in her life. But the shadow was still +about her. James Challoner might have found the means to follow them +to England. At any corner of a lane she might discover his gross and +sinister figure upon the path. A few miles away, the ancient city of +Ludsey lifted high its old steeples and its modern chimneys. She was +always secretly upon her guard in its climbing streets. There was +always in her life a mirror facing a closed door, and at her heart a +great fear lest she should see the door open. + + + + + CHAPTER IX + + ROBERT DAVENTRY EXPLAINS + + +Thus the greater part of three years passed, but toward the end of the +third the influenza became virulent throughout that country. It was a +winter of sharp frosts and sudden thaws. One week the lanes were deep +in snow and the fields white squares ruled off by the hedges; the next +the whole country-side ran water. The epidemic was at its worst in +November, and during that month it attacked Joan Daventry. She was now +a woman of seventy, and the activity of her life had worn out her +heart. She died within a week of her seizure, and from that time +Robert Daventry's strength steadily declined. It may have been that +the loss of Joan loosened his hold on life, or, again it may have +been, as Dr. Hill declared, that he caught a chill at the graveside +which he could not shake off. But, whatever the cause, he ailed +through November, and in the beginning of the following month, while +sitting on the bench at Ludsey, he was seized with a great faintness. +He was driven back to the white house, and took to his bed; and on the +next day the snow fell again. + +Ten days after he had fallen sick, Dr. Hill came from the bedroom and +found Cynthia waiting as ever for his news. He was an oldish man, and +quite at home in that house. He slipped his arm through hers and said +in a grave and gentle voice: + +"Your father wants you, my dear. He has something to say to you." + +Cynthia looked at him anxiously. + +"Won't it tire him too much to talk?" + +"He will not, I think, be tired for very long. You had better go to +him at once, for his mind is quite clear now. I will come back +to-morrow morning, unless you telephone to me before then that you +want me. It is now, I am afraid, a matter of waiting." + +He drove away from the door. Cynthia walked back along the passages to +the room where the old man lay in a great four-poster bed. The +afternoon was closing in, and the room was not yet lit. But there was +light enough for her to appreciate all that Dr. Hill had meant. Robert +Daventry had grown so frail, his hands and face were so very nearly +transparent. + +"I have a good deal to tell you, Cynthia," he said feebly, and his +lips tried to smile. "So listen to me carefully." + +The nurse went out of the room. Cynthia sat down by the bed and took +the old man's hand in hers. She made no pretence that another +opportunity would come. + +"You will be very well off, my dear, I am thankful to say," he +continued. "There's the estancia, about which I will say a word to you +later, and a little more than four hundred thousand pounds in the +stocks. It's practically all coming to you. Of course, the profit on +the estancia varies with the season, and may in bad years mean +nothing; but on the average, I reckon you ought to have about +twenty-five thousand a year. That leaves out this house and the little +farm which goes with it. They are yours already. I have made Hill one +of my executors--he'll be rather a figurehead, I expect--and Isaac +Benoliel, of Culver, the other. They are both friends and neighbors of +yours, and understanding people. I have tied up half the money on you +and your children. If you haven't any children you will bequeath it as +you like. But I am hoping very much that you will have them. I once +asked a woman what she looked back upon as the happiest time of her +life, and she said the evenings when she and her husband used to sit +alone together before their first child was born. I think that was a +wise saying, Cynthia. It struck me very much at the time, and has +never since seemed to me less true than it did then. And, you know, +everybody can't expect quite the same luck as Joan and I had in +finding you." He pressed her hand with such strength as he had, and +lay for a little while silent, husbanding his strength. + +"I was advised by my lawyer," he resumed, "to tie my whole fortune up. +But I talked it over with Joan and we were afraid that it might +perhaps occur to you afterward that we didn't completely trust you." + +"Oh, father, I should never have thought that," Cynthia protested +gently. + +The old man shook his head. + +"One can never be quite certain that queer, stinging ideas won't +come," he said. "And we both were anxious that you should be sure +always that we had no fear of the way in which you would manage your +life. So you will be completely mistress of half your fortune," and he +hesitated for a moment, "when you come of age. But I would like you, +when you are in doubt, to consult Isaac Benoliel. I have a great faith +in him." + +"I, too," said Cynthia. "I will consult him." + +A look of relief came into Robert Daventry's face. + +"I am glad of that," he said. "There are people, of course, who are +prejudiced against him. He is a Jew, and he's new, and he has that +queer sort of indefinable position which attracts criticism. But I +think you will find him a valuable friend." + +Daventry's voice had weakened to a whisper, and he lay back upon his +pillows with his eyes closed. Cynthia moved, but the pressure of his +hand retained her. She sat and waited, speaking no word and holding +back the tears which smarted in her eyes. Robert Daventry spoke again. + +"There's some medicine," he said. "Hill gave it me to keep me going. +It's in a glass." + +Cynthia lifted a glass filled with some grayish liquid, and held it to +the old man's lips. He drank, and resumed: + +"I have written down during the last day or two the heads of what I +wanted to say on a paper." + +Cynthia found a slip of paper on the table by the bedside. + +"Just read." + +There were some words written one below the other on the paper in a +straggling hand. Cynthia read them out. + +"Money." + +"I have said all I have to say, I think, about that." + +"Diana Royle," Cynthia read next. But she read the name slowly, so +slowly that Robert Daventry noticed her deliberation. + +"I don't think you can see, Cynthia," he said. "It's getting dark." + +"Oh, yes, father, I can see quite clearly," she replied. "What of Mrs. +Royle?" + +"You know her," said Robert. "You like her, too, I think, don't you?" +Cynthia did not reply, but Daventry had not asked the question in +the tone of one needing a reply. "You will want some one to live with +you until you get married, which, by the way, you don't seem to be +in a hurry to do, my dear. The young fellows round here don't seem +to have made much impression. Oh! I am not bustling you, my dear. +Only--only--don't leave it too long, Cynthia," he said, and his hand +sought hers again. + +Cynthia stirred uneasily. It was the way of men, to want to marry +every girl off as soon as possible, she knew. It was a form of vanity. +But she wished to give no promise. + +"You will probably go to London, I don't want you to mope down here +all the time. There's no reason that you should. You can have your +house in town. But you will want some one with you, and I thought my +cousin, Diana Royle, would be the most suitable person." + +Cynthia raised her head as if she was about to speak. But she did not, +and Daventry said: + +"I wrote to her about it." + +"Oh," said Cynthia slowly. "You have already written?" + +"Yes, and she consented at once. You see her husband left her badly +off when he died. So it will be an advantage to her. And though she is +older than you are, she is not so much older that you won't be in +sympathy with one another." + +Cynthia nodded her head. + +"I see," she said. "Yes, of course, I know her very well." But a note +of reserve was audible, or rather would have been audible to any other +in that room. But Robert Daventry was altogether occupied in the +effort to master his overmastering weakness. There was more which he +wished to say; there was something which he must say. + +"Then that's settled," he whispered; and with his eyes he asked for +his cordial. Cynthia once more supported him, and held the glass to +his lips. + +"Now, what comes next?" he asked, and Cynthia looked at the paper. + +"The estancia," she said. + +"Yes," said Daventry, and a smile suddenly illumined his face and made +it young. "The estancia! You have the right to dispose of it, Cynthia. +For one never knows what changes may come. But I don't want you to let +it go unless there is some great necessity. It brings in, generally, a +good income, and now that Walton looks after it, it gives very little +trouble. Walton is a good man. I should give him an interest in it, if +I were you, and as time goes on increase his interest. Keep him and +keep it. I want you very much to do that. I am proud of the Daventry +estancia, for one thing. For another, the best part of Joan's life and +of mine was spent there. There, too, we first brought you when you +came to us. There's yet another reason," and he stopped, and thought. +"Yes, there's yet another reason why I care for it so much--but--" and +he shook his head and gave up the effort to interpret it: "it's not +very clear in my mind just now. I only know it's there--a strong +reason." + +He was speaking with a depth of tenderness in his voice for which +Cynthia was hardly prepared. Always he had seemed to her to look upon +the estancia as a business proposition rather than as the soil in +which his heart was rooted. Always, too, he had seemed so contented to +live in England, and he had taken his part with so much zest in the +local administration of the county. She was as puzzled now by this +note of yearning--for it was no less than yearning--as by the reason +which he could not interpret. It was all made plain to her in after +years, but by another than Robert Daventry. + +"I want you very much to keep the estancia, Cynthia." + +"Of course I will keep it," she said, and again she made no pretence +that the day was distant when it would be hers to keep. Her heart was +heavy with grief, it went out in love to this dear friend of hers; she +was young and the cry was loud in her bosom, "What will I do without +you?" but her lips did not utter it. He would be quite sure of her +love without her protests. There was comprehension enough, and to +spare, between them to make her certain of that. And, since he wanted +her to listen, she put aside her distress and the thought of the +loneliness which awaited her and obeyed him. + +"I would even be glad"--and the old man hesitated with the timidity of +one asking a heavy favor.--"Yes, I would be glad if you would go back +there--oh, not often--but just once or twice to see that all was going +on well." + +Cynthia's hand trembled for a moment. She looked at him with a sudden +terror in her eyes. But he was lying now upon his side with his face +to the window, and seeing things not to be seen through its panes. It +cost Cynthia a great deal to make the promise he sought from her. She +shrank from a return to the estancia with every fibre of her body. But +she made it. He besought her in so wistful a voice. + +"Yes, I will go back, father." + +"Thank you," he said gently. + +Outside the window the snow lay white and deep upon the slate roofs of +the outbuildings, and was piled upon the black branches of the trees. +Overhead was a gray sky of winter. But for the glimmer of the snow it +would almost have been dark. A smile shone again on the old man's +face. + +"Perhaps Walton's cutting the corn to-day! Think of it!" he said, with +a great longing, and before Cynthia's eyes there rose immediately +the vision of a great glistening field of standing wheat and a +reaping-machine like a black toy outlined against it. They remained +thus in silence for a little while. Cynthia was thinking. + +"After all, he may not be in the Argentine.... I may not meet +him.... He will have no power over me.... There is no reason why I +should be afraid." + +And then, as though in answer to these arguments, Robert Daventry +said: + +"You can go back now, Cynthia, without fear." + +The girl looked at him with startled eyes. Had she spoken aloud, she +asked herself? Had she betrayed her secret just at this last moment? +But her eyes fell upon the slip of paper in her hand, and there she +saw written plainly under the word "estancia" the name "James +Challoner." + +Robert Daventry looked toward a bureau which stood by the window. + +"The little drawer on the left. No, the one above that. There's a +cutting from a newspaper." + +Cynthia found in the drawer half a column of a Spanish newspaper. The +name was on the top of the column. It was a paper published in Buenos +Ayres. She brought the cutting back to the bed and placed it between +his fingers. + +"Yes, that's it," he said, and he lay back upon his pillows, and +gathered his strength. "I have got to tell you now something which we +have always kept a secret from you." + +"There is no need to tell it," said Cynthia. + +Robert Daventry stared at her. + +"If you do know it," he said slowly, "we have made the cruellest +mistake we could possibly have made. You can't know it!" + +"It's about James Challoner--my father?" asked Cynthia, and Robert +Daventry shut his eyes with a look of great distress upon his face. + +"How long have you known?" he asked. + +"From the night when he came to the estancia," she answered. And she +told how she had slipped into the smoking-room and how, huddled in the +great chair, she had heard all that James Challoner proposed for her. +The shadow deepened upon Daventry's face as he listened, and when she +had ended he asked with deep regret: + +"Why didn't you tell us this, Cynthia?" + +"Because, just outside the smoking-room door in the hall, you both +decided not to tell me--not to breathe a word of--of my father's +visit. You thought the knowledge would trouble and frighten me. You +thought it would hurt. Well, I was as certain that you would be +greatly distressed to know that already I had the knowledge. So I held +my tongue." + +"And it did trouble you?" + +"Yes." + +"A great deal?" + +"Yes," Cynthia admitted. "I was frightened. I did not know what power +he might have. I knew you had fled from him for my sake." + +"And since you have been here--during these three years--you have +still been troubled, still frightened lest he should come and claim +you with the law at his side?" + +Though the old man could hardly speak above a whisper, he was +strangely insistent in his questioning. The words came unevenly, with +breaks between, and now and then a weak gasp for breath. Cynthia +replied quite simply: + +"Yes, here, too, I have thought that he might come. I used to be +frightened at night. I used to hear him in the house." + +And with every word she spoke the compunction and distress deepened in +Daventry's mind. + +"What a pity!" he said. "Neither of us guessed, not even Joan, who was +quicker than I to notice things. And we thought we knew all about you, +Cynthia!" A faint smile lit up his face. "How little, after all, we +did know! For we could have spared you all this trouble. Read." And +opening his hand he let her take from it the newspaper slip. She +uttered a cry as she read the first lines. + +"It's true," said Daventry, from the bed. + +Cynthia carried the cutting over to the window and read by the fading +light. It gave the account of an inquest held at a small town +twenty-five miles up the line from the Daventry estancia on the body +of an Englishman who had been stabbed to the heart by a Gaucho in a +drunken quarrel at a tavern. There was a witness who had worked with +the Englishman, and could identify him. He called himself James +Challoner, and, when he was drunk, he would boast of his family. +Cynthia looked at the date of the paper. It was almost three years +old. James Challoner had been killed within a week of his dismissal by +Robert Daventry. Cynthia let the slip of paper fall from her fingers, +and stood by the window until Robert Daventry called her to his side. + +"You held your tongue so as not to distress us," he whispered. "We +held ours so as not to frighten you. And so because we were careful of +your happiness, and you of ours, you have gone through years of +anxiety and terror. Needless anxiety! Terror without a cause! I am so +sorry. It seems so pitiful. It seems rather grim to me, Cynthia." + +Cynthia answered quietly: + +"That's the way things happen." And when she had spoken, Robert +Daventry, with an effort, raised himself upon his elbow and peered +into her face. + +"You oughtn't to be able to say that, Cynthia," he said remorsefully. +"You oughtn't to be able to think it. It's not the proper philosophy +for twenty. I am afraid, my dear, that trouble has gone deep." He fell +back and in a moment a little whimsical smile flickered upon his face. +"I don't think I'll tell Joan about this," he said. "She wouldn't like +it. She wouldn't forgive herself for not having noticed that you were +troubled." + +"After all, it was my fault," said Cynthia. "For I hid in the room. +However, it's all over now." + +But Daventry was not prepared to accept her word. Some flash of +insight forbade him. + +"It has left its mark, my dear," he insisted, and in broken sentences +he dwelt upon his theme. His mind began to wander after a little, but +through his wanderings there ran the thread of this idea: + +"Joan was always so careful.... Even when you were quite a little girl +... we were never to laugh at you.... 'Children and dogs' she used to +say, 'you must never laugh at them. Little things warp children for +life.' ... Do you remember when you used to write plays and perform +them to us at Christmas, in a toy theatre, with small figures in tin +slides?... Joan was always careful that we should take them seriously, +and not laugh at the wrong place. I never did want to laugh at the +wrong place. I thought you wrote very good plays, Cynthia. I used to +say you were a genius. But Joan wouldn't have it. 'No!' she said, 'All +children are born dramatists, but they forget the trick of it +afterward.' ... I suppose she knew. She was a very clever woman--" and +so he drifted off gradually into sleep. Cynthia stayed by his side +while the twilight faded and the darkness came; and the light of the +fire danced ever more brightly upon the ceiling of the room. The wind +set from the west, and as the hours passed the chimes from the great +clock in Ludsey Church tower came softly and faintly into the room. +But they did not disturb the old man's rest. He went floating out on a +calm tide of sleep to his death, and Cynthia sat by his side wondering +in the intervals of her grief at the strange arrangement of life which +ordained that the efforts of people to secure the happiness of others +should only cause needless terrors and vain miseries. + + + + + CHAPTER X + + MR. BENOLIEL + + +"There are no ladies," Captain Rames said indignantly, as he took his +seat in Mr. Benoliel's dining-room. + +His neighbor, a florid and handsome man, a little past the prime of +life, glanced at the name on the visiting-card which marked Captain +Rames's place, and smiled sympathetically. + +"I can quite understand," he returned with a pleasant pomposity, "that +to a sailor who has been three years in the Antarctic the deficiency +is a very lamentable business. But there are some elements of +consolation. Amongst the twelve men seated at this round table of +mahogany, you will hardly see one who has not made some stir in the +world. Upon your right, for instance, you will see Mr. Winthrop, that +long and sallow person. He is a political resident in one of the +native States of Rajputana, and his work, in six volumes, on the +Indian bangle, is, I believe, supposed to be the last word upon the +subject. A little nearer to you you will see a youth, though he is not +so young as he looks. He is M. Poileaux, and the only aviator who has +not yet fallen into the sea. When he does, he will come here no more. +I myself am a surgeon whose name, I believe, is not unknown." + +And with a large white hand the famous Sir James Burrell discreetly +pointed out others of note to his companion. + +Captain Rames glanced indifferently round the table. A few of the +twelve were in black coats, and amongst those few was Mr. Benoliel. It +was the night of a court ball, and most of the guests were in some +uniform or another, or shone in the gold of the privy councillor. + +"They are, no doubt, men of vast importance," replied Captain Rames +bluntly. "But leaving you out of account, Sir James, I could dispense +with the lot of them. When I dine in Grosvenor Square, in June, I do +ask that there should be a petticoat on one side of me, at all +events." + +The surgeon laughed good-humoredly. He studied his neighbor with a +quick observing eye. Captain Rames was of the middle height with a +squareness of build, which his gold epaulets exaggerated at this +moment, and he was square, too, of face. His hair was thick and curved +over from the side, parting in a dark turbulent comb, his forehead was +broad, his eyes keen and very steady. Vigor rather than refinement was +the mark of him; he had more character than intellect, more capacity +than knowledge; thus Sir James Burrell defined him. + +"I have played the comforter," he said, "at so many bedsides that I +should feel my vanity touched if I failed to console you," he +returned. "Let me bring to your attention the menu. I am confident +that it will appeal to you." + +"Yes, that's all right," Rames admitted, as he leaned forward and +glanced at the card. "But why should it particularly appeal to me?" + +Sir James Burrell shrugged his shoulders. + +"My profession brings me into touch with interesting people. I take my +pleasure in observing them. And I have always noticed that the men who +cheerfully endure the greatest hardships are also the first to demand +the best of the luxuries, when they are within reach." + +"Well, it's true," said Captain Rames. "I can make a shift with +pemmican, but I honestly like a good dinner. It's the contrast, I +suppose." + +Sir James shook his head. + +"It goes deeper than that," said he. "Your pale saints are no doubt +profitable to the painters of glass windows, but I doubt if the world +owes so very much to them. The great things are really done by the +people who have a good deal of the animal in them; and animals like +good dinners." + +Captain Rames was mollified, and his face took on a jovial look. + +"I am animal enough," he said, "to purr when my back is scratched." + +But Sir James Burrell was mounted on a hobby and hardly heeded the +interruption. + +"I could quote historical instances, but I need go no further than +this room. Do you see the man sitting next to our host, and upon his +right?" + +Captain Rames saw a small thin man in the dress of a privy councillor, +a man with a peaked, fleshless face, in which a pair of small eyes +twinkled alertly. A scanty crop of gray hair covered the back of his +skull, and left markedly visible the height and the narrowness of his +forehead. Captain Rames leaned forward with a new interest. + +"Yes, and I recognize his face," he said. "Surely that is Henry +Smale." + +"Exactly," returned Sir James. "He is in the cabinet, and, quite apart +from politics, he is, upon scientific grounds, a man of great +distinction." + +"But, surely, he disproves your theory. He looks an ascetic." + +"And is nothing of the kind," interrupted Sir James. "I admit that his +look of asceticism has been a great asset to him in his career. But +the public has quite misjudged him. He is a voluptuary, with the face +of a monk--the most useful combination for public life in this country +which you could possibly imagine. If he dines alone at his club, he +will not dine under a guinea; and he has the animal weaknesses up to +the brim of him. For instance, he is as jealous as a dog. Filch from +him the smallest of his prerogatives, and he will turn upon you +bitterly. Yet he has done great things, and initiated bold policies. +Why? Because he has enough of the animal in him to do great things." +And upon that Sir James broke off. + +The butler was standing at the elbow of Captain Rames, with a jug of +champagne in one hand and a decanter of red wine in the other. He bent +down and offered Captain Rames his choice. Sir James Burrell +intervened. + +"By the way," he said, "have you any wish to stand particularly well +with your host?" + +"I am now beginning to think that I have," replied Captain Rames. + +"Then I should choose his Burgundy. He has his fancies, like the rest +of us, and to prefer his Nuits-St.-George to champagne is one way to +his esteem." + +Captain Rames took the hint, and, as he raised his glass to his lips, +Mr. Benoliel smiled to him across the table. + +"I will ask your opinion upon that wine, Captain Rames," he said, and +so turned again to Henry Smale. + +"You see, he noticed at once," said Sir James. + +Captain Rames had noticed something too. At the mention of his name, +Henry Smale had looked up with interest. He was even now obviously +asking a question of Mr. Benoliel about him. Rames began to take more +careful stock of his host. Mr. Benoliel was a tall, high-shouldered +man, with a dark thin face in which delicacy seemed to predominate +over strength. His hair was black, and a little black moustache drew a +pencil line along his upper lip. His fingers were long and +extraordinarily restless. It was difficult to make a guess at his age. +A first glance would put him in the forties. But when Mr. Benoliel +showed his eyes--which was not always, for he had a trick of looking +out between lids half-closed--it seemed that he must have lived for +centuries; so much of fatigue and so much of patience were suddenly +revealed. + +"I wonder why he asked me to dine here," said Harry Rames. + +"You were certain to dine here," replied Sir James. + +"I met him but the once by the purest accident." + +"You were certain to meet him," said Sir James. "All famous people +meet him. All famous people dine here once. But he is not really a +snob. For, quite a number of them are never invited twice." + +"He can be a good friend?" + +"Of that I cannot speak," said Sir James. + +The courses followed one after the other, and Harry Rames found his +eyes continually wandering back across the silver and bright flowers +to the exotic figure of his host. He took his share in the +conversation about him, but a movement of Mr. Benoliel would check him +in his speech or cause him to listen with an absent ear. He watched +the play of his delicate fingers upon the table-cloth, the continual +restlessness of his body. Mr. Benoliel was of his race; there was in +his aspect a queer mixture of the financier and the dilettante, the +shrewd business man and the sensuous apprecitator of art. There was a +touch, too, of the feminine in him. + +"I told you that you would not be bored," said Sir James Burrell +toward the end of the dinner. "You are not the first man who has +fallen under the spell of Mr. Benoliel." + +Harry Rames laughed. + +"I am under no spell, I assure you," he said frankly. "I was wondering +whether he was likely to be of use to me." + +"It is very likely," returned Sir James. "He has been of use to many. +He plays at omniscience. To anticipate a wish before it is expressed, +to serve an ambition before it has been revealed--that is one of our +host's little vanities. He may have asked you here with no other +object than to gratify it." + +Harry Rames glanced quickly at his companion. + +"Is that so?" he asked eagerly. Then his face fell. "But I am not even +a friend of his." + +"I do not think that matters," said the surgeon. "He likes to pose as +Providence, and the posture will be more dramatic if it is assumed +toward an acquaintance rather than a friend." + +"He is a sham, then," said Rames bluntly. + +"By no means," Sir James replied suavely. "Let us say, rather, that he +is an artist." + +Captain Rames turned with a furrowed brow to his companion. + +"I am no great hand at subtleties," he said. "Will you tell me what +you know of Mr. Benoliel? I am a beginner in the world, and he may be +of importance to me." + +Sir James Burrell smiled. He was in his element. To supply a character +much as some author of the seventeenth century might have done, was a +foible which continually tempted him. He was not always successful. +Paradox allured him into difficulties, cheap epigrams at times blazed +before him, and would not be quiet until he had uttered them. But +often he managed to hit off, with some happiness, at all events, the +externals of the person whom he described. He drank his wine now +slowly and set down his glass. Then, twisting the delicate stem with +the finger-tips of his large and handsome hand, he began: + +"He is a Jew, of course, and an Oriental. But from what quarter of the +Orient, who shall say? You may give him any birthplace, from the +Levant to Casa Blanca, and no one will contradict you. Some hold him +to be a charlatan, as you are inclined to do. But he is an accepted +personage, not blown into notice and out of it by the favor of a +season, but a permanency. How he became so, I cannot tell you. He is +very busy all day, although when the darkness comes it would be +difficult to point to any one thing which he has done. He is always at +the top table at public dinners, and very near to the chairman. But he +never proposes a toast or responds to one. If he writes a letter to +the _Times_, it appears in leaded type. If you want secret information +on any subject, he can get it for you. If you want help, he will find +the man who can give it. He is a power in the city. He is a power in +politics, and the motor-cars of prime-ministers stand at his door at +ten o'clock in the morning. Yet he was never in the House, and has +never made a speech on any platform. It is believed by many that he +might achieve greatness if he chose. But he never chooses. He has the +air at a discussion of being able to say the last word on any subject, +but he does not say it. He seems, indeed, to stand high in the world +on a pedestal which has no legs to it. That is how I describe him. For +the rest, he is rich, and I have never heard him utter an opinion +which was not derived from others or altogether banal. But, listen! He +is going to speak to us." + +"However, I can recommend the old brandy," was all that Mr. Benoliel +had at that moment to say. + +"There, what did I tell you!" said Sir James, triumphant at the +success of his diagnosis. + +"Well, if his talk is banal his brandy isn't, God bless him," said +Captain Rames. "But I interrupted you." + +"He has been guilty of one weakness," Sir James resumed. "He married +into an old family of great poverty and the marriage lasted for six +months. His wife lives handsomely in Eton Square--But I see that I am +going to lose you, for our host is beckoning to you." + +Captain Rames obeyed the summons with alacrity and walked round the +table. + +"I see that you are going on to Buckingham Palace," said Mr. Benoliel. +"So I thought that I would interrupt your conversation with Sir James +Burrell. For I want to introduce you to Mr. Smale." + +Mr. Smale held out his hand. At a sign from Benoliel, the butler +brought up a chair and placed it between Smale and his host. + +"Sit down," said Benoliel, and Captain Rames obeyed. + +"Benoliel tells me," said Smale, "that you are thinking of +Parliament." + +Captain Rames was startled. He could not remember that in his one +brief conversation with his host he had even mentioned his ambition. + +"I inferred it from a casual word or two you let drop," said Benoliel +with a smile. + +"Well, it's true," said Rames. "I should like to stand on your side +very much, Mr. Smale, if I could find a seat to contest." + +Henry Smale nodded. + +"That, no doubt, could be arranged. You would be a strong candidate. +You bring a reputation and some breath of romance to favor you. +But--" and he pursed up his lips as if in doubt and looked at Captain +Rames with a searching eye. Rames was disconcerted. He had been back +in England for some six months, and during those six months he had +been much sought after. At this period of his life, doubts of him had +been rarely expressed behind his back, and never to his face. Young +ladies whom he did not know had clamored for his autograph, young +ladies whom he did know had approached him with a winning humility; +established beauty had smiled at him; established fame had welcomed +him as an equal. The calm scrutiny of Henry Smale was a displeasing +splash of cold water. + +"Of course," he said, with a diffidence which he did not feel, "I +might be a failure." + +And Henry Smale replied promptly: + +"That's just it. You might be a failure. Meanwhile you are a great +success, and have the chance of standing quite alone in your career. +For what you set out to do is not yet done. You leave the laurel for +another to snatch." + +"That is quite true, Mr. Smale," Harry Rames replied. "But I have +considered it. I am not yielding to an impulse. I have counted the +risk!" + +He spoke with a nice adjustment of firmness and modesty. Henry Smale +rose from his chair. + +"Very well," he said. "Will you come down to the House at four o'clock +to-morrow afternoon? I will introduce you to Hanley, the chief whip." + +Captain Rames flushed with pleasure. + +"Thank you, I shall be delighted," he cried, rising in his turn; and +as the two men shook hands, Mr. Benoliel said gently: + +"I was thinking of Ludsey. It has no candidate on your side, Smale." + + + + + CHAPTER XI + + A MAN ON THE MAKE + + +A week later, and much about the same hour, Captain Rames was driven +along the Mall in St. James's Park. Friday had come round again, and +the light did not burn in the clock-tower at Westminster. But the +windows of the admiralty blazed upon the horse-guards' parade, and its +great doors stood open for a glittering company. It was the night of +official dinners and receptions in honor of the king's birthday. +Soldiers in scarlet, sailors in blue, ministers and privy councillors +in gold, and ladies in their shimmering gowns thronged with the +smaller fry in black coats up the shallow steps into a hall decorated +with Union Jacks. There was a thrill of expectancy in the air that +evening. Rumors were rife that the government was inclined to advise a +dissolution. Members' wives were speculating whether they must go back +to the constituencies and tread the ways of deference; their husbands +how soon the time would come when they must exchange the erect dignity +of the member for the supple curves of the candidate; and curious eyes +dwelt, as if in hope of answer upon a sturdy white-haired man with a +blunt, good-humored face, who, wearing a uniform with epaulets, left +you in doubt whether he was a fireman or an admiral. He was, however, +the Prime-Minister, and he stood in the hall amongst his friends, +bearing the world lightly according to his wont. He stepped forward +and shook hands with Rames as he passed, and so turned again to his +friends. He was heard to say, "I have to-day achieved the ambition of +my life;" and curious ears eager to glean a hint were inclined toward +him. + +"To-day?" one of the group exclaimed. "You have been Prime-Minister +for three years." + +The Prime-Minister laughed. + +"That's nothing," he said. "To become Prime-Minister was merely to +take a step on the way. But to-night I wear for the first time the +uniform of an Elder Brother of the Trinity, and that means that I need +never wear knee-breeches again as long as I live." + +The curious ears were disappointed; Harry Rames shook hands with the +First Lord of the Admiralty, passed on, and in the second room was +touched on the elbow by Isaac Benoliel. + +"I have been asked by a young friend of mine to bring you to her, and +I beg you to come at once, for she is in her most imperious mood," +said Mr. Benoliel in a voice of whimsical entreaty. + +"We will go to her as fast as we can," said Captain Rames. + +He had now been three months in England, and the shy warmth of many +welcomes had made him thoroughly aware that he was a momentous +personage to young ladies. He was human enough to enjoy his +importance, and he followed Mr. Benoliel with alacrity toward a side +of the room where Cynthia Daventry sat talking to a young man in the +office of the Board of Trade. Rames noticed the clear and delicate +profile of her face and the distinction which set her apart; he +noticed, too, that, although she did not once look his way, the young +gentleman in the Civil Service uniform was summarily dismissed. + +"Cynthia, this is Captain Rames," said Isaac Benoliel, and however +imperious a mood Cynthia might have shown to him, she had reserved +none of it for Captain Rames. Her eyes swept over him swiftly with the +shy and eager look to which he had grown accustomed: she gave him her +hand. + +"I am very glad to meet you," she said impulsively, "because--" and +she halted suddenly upon the word, with the color like a rose in her +cheeks, "I suppose that you are tired of congratulations." + +Captain Rames expanded: he laughed genially, a fastidious critic might +have said too noisily. + +"By no means," he exclaimed. "Indeed, Miss Daventry, you may lay it on +with a trowel." + +"I am not prepared to do that," answered Cynthia, and though she spoke +lightly, her voice was guarded, and even in the eager eyes there was a +constant watchfulness. + +Eight months had passed since Cynthia had sat by the bedside of Robert +Daventry and listened to his instructions. She had taken Diana Royle +to live with her as he had bidden, though she had taken her +reluctantly. She had spent nearly all that time at the white house +upon the London road, in spite of Mrs. Royle's repeated suggestion +that Beaulieu, or preferably Cap D'Ail in the south of France would be +more satisfactory places for wintering. Diana Royle was glad to be +relieved from her genteel penury in Sussex Gardens, Kensington, but +she had no liking for the country. Cynthia, however, was deaf to her +hints. She lived for a while in solitude, broken only by the +companionship of the few neighbors with whom she was most intimate. +The swift deaths of the two old people who had so long lived for her +and in her, left her desolate and inclined ever regretfully to search +back across her life for occasions in which she had failed of kindness +toward them, or hurt them by forgetfulness. She was young, however, +and with no taint of morbidness. The sense of desolation passed, and +Diana Royle began to urge a new plan. + +"You ought to take a house in town for the season, Cynthia. I know of +one in an excellent position, which would just suit you. It's in +Curzon Street, and the right end of the street, one of those nice, +flat-fronted houses, old outside and tiled bath-rooms inside. I +happened, I think, to see an advertisement of it to-day." + +Mrs. Royle handed the newspaper to Cynthia, looked it over. + +"We might think of it," she said. + +"I am sure neither Mr. nor Mrs. Daventry would have wished you to bury +yourself always in the country." + +"That's true," said Cynthia. "My father looked forward to my taking a +house in town." + +"I don't think you could do better than this, dear," said Diana Royle. +"I know the house quite well by sight." + +"Well, we'll think of it," said Cynthia. + +Mrs. Royle suppressed a shrug of irritation. + +"You will find the house will be snapped up, dear, if you take too +long thinking of it," she said with asperity. + +Cynthia looked at her with innocent eyes. + +"But I expect there will be other houses in London, won't there?" she +asked. + +She had no wish to be churlish, she understood how deeply her +companion longed for the paved roadways and the streets. And in her +own heart, too, she was beginning to turn to the unknown world of +London with an expectancy of adventure, which drew her and thrilled +her, even while she hesitated. + +"I don't understand you, Cynthia," Diana Royle cried in exasperation. +"Are you afraid?" + +The question was intended merely as a gibe, but Cynthia turned to her +with startled eyes, and Mrs. Royle knew that she had chanced upon a +truth. + +"Of what are you afraid?" she asked curiously, and Cynthia answered +while she looked into the fire: + +"I once lay all night staring into a great bright mirror which +revealed to me a shut door. I was in terror lest the door should open. +I dreaded what might come through. I seem still to be looking into the +great mirror, and with the same kind of fear. Only now the door opens +upon the world, and not on the passage of a house." + +Diana Royle gathered up her embroidery and her book. + +"If you are going to talk that sort of nonsense, Cynthia, I shall go +to bed," she remarked sternly, and left Cynthia still gazing into the +fire. + +Cynthia had not been speaking with affectation. The terror with which +her father had for so long inspired her had left its mark deep, as +Robert Daventry upon his death-bed had understood. He was dead--yes, +but she could not rid her thoughts of the dreadful destiny which he +had proposed for her. By so little she had escaped it. She would look +round the room with its books and its dainty appointments, and feel +the arms of her chair to make sure that all was real. + +"If he had carried me away!" she would cry. "If he had come back with +the law at his side and had carried me away!" And the streets of +Buenos Ayres would pass before her eyes in a procession of blazing +thoroughfares and dimly lighted lanes. And because she had escaped by +so little, she looked out upon all unknown things with apprehension. +Moreover, Daventry's disclosure to her upon his death-bed had, in a +strange way, added to her apprehension. There were three people--thus +her thoughts ran; two of them seeking to hide from her knowledge which +they thought would cause her pain; and she the third, seeking to hide +from them, just for the same reason, that the knowledge was hers +already. The years of terror had been needless, yet they had been +endured, and it was love itself which had inflicted them. Kindness +then could do just the same harm as the deliberate will to hurt. She +took that thought into her heart of hearts, and because of it dreaded +what might come through when the door opened upon the world. + +With the coming of the spring, however, there came a stir in her +blood. It was a spring of sunlit days and warm, soft nights. The great +garden bursting into leaf and blossom, the annual miracle of tender +green, the return of the birds, and the renewal of melody quickened +the girl's pulses, gave to her a lightness of spirit, and made her +dreamily expectant of wonders. She walked of an evening under her +great cedar trees, with the flowers and the paths glimmering pale in +the warm dusk, and the earth whispered to her of things as yet beyond +her knowledge; throbbing moments of life, dreams minted in events. She +woke eagerly to the clear, early mornings and the blackbirds calling +on the lawn; she lingered on that lawn when the windows in the house +were alight and the nightingales sang in the copses, and from some +distant wood the clear, double note of a cuckoo was borne to her +across the darkness. There came an evening in the middle of May when +she burst her sheath like any bud on the bole of one of her chestnut +trees. She stood a creature of emotion. The soft wind brought to her +ears the chimes of the clock in the great church tower at Ludsey. +Desire for the adventure overswept her fears. Her feet danced, and her +youth had its way with her. + +She could see through the long open window Diana Royle in the +drawing-room. She ran across the grass. + +"Di!" + +Some new sound in her voice, a leap, a thrill, made Diana look up. She +saw a look in the girl's face, a light in her eyes, a soft color in +her cheeks which quite transfigured her. + +"I have been rather a brute, Di," cried Cynthia. "We will go to +London." + +"When?" + +"As soon as we can pack." + +A telegram was sent off to Mr. Benoliel, who was now in Grosvenor +Square. He was bidden to work his quickest and his best. The furnished +house in Curzon Street was still unlet. It was secured, and by the +beginning of June Cynthia had come to town. There she was of course +unknown. But she had made many friends in Warwickshire. Mr. Benoliel +set his shoulder to the wheel; and she had a handsome balance at the +bank. Add to these advantages her looks, and it will be seen that it +was fairly smooth sailing for Cynthia during her first season. She +danced, she dined, she lunched at Hurlingham, she went to plays and to +the opera, she rode under the trees of the Row in the morning, she +went up in a balloon; she came with both hands outstretched for new +experiences. Yet she grasped them with a certain wariness. Eager she +was, but her eagerness was guarded. For dim in the shadows at the back +of her mind there was still the image of the mirror and the door. She +had been in London less than a month when Harry Rames was brought to +her side by Mr. Benoliel. + +They talked for a moment upon immaterial topics, and then Mr. Benoliel +turned to Harry Rames: + +"So it is all settled, I hear." + +"Practically," replied Rames. "I have still to be formally adopted as +prospective candidate by the Three Hundred, but that will be done at a +meeting on Monday night." + +"Then there is no longer any reason why we should keep the matter +secret, especially from Miss Daventry, who lives not five miles from +your constituency. Cynthia," and both men turned toward her, "Captain +Rames is going to stand for Ludsey at the next election." + +Captain Rames smiled modestly, expecting congratulations. He liked +congratulations, especially from pretty girls, but he was +disappointed. He saw only a wrinkle of perplexity upon Cynthia's +forehead and a shadow in her eyes. + +"Why?" she asked. + +"You disapprove?" said Rames. + +Cynthia drew back. + +"I have no right to disapprove," she said coldly, and Harry Rames +planted himself sturdily on both his feet in front of her. + +"Nevertheless you do," he insisted. + +In spite of herself, a faint smile of amusement played about Cynthia's +lips as she watched him. She felt constrained to accept his challenge. + +"I should have thought--" she said with a trifle of hesitation; "it's +not my business, of course--you may think it an impertinence--but +since you challenge me, I should have thought that you would have done +better to have gone back to the Antarctic again." + +"That's just what Smale said," remarked Mr. Benoliel, and he moved +away. + +"That's just what Smale said, what every one will say. But it's all +wrong," Rames exclaimed emphatically. "I was very glad to go South. I +am very glad now that I went; but once is enough." + +A little wrinkle of disdain showed about Cynthia's mouth. + +"No doubt there were many hardships." + +Captain Rames was nettled. + +"Yes, there were, Miss Daventry, a great many, and singularly +unpleasant ones. I have been twenty-four hours in a sleeping-bag with +two other men. The sleeping-bag was sewn up on the inside, it was +within a tent, we were so close together that we could only turn round +one at a time, and we smoked in the bag, and still we were deadly +cold. And I hate being cold. Yes, there were hardships, and though +it's easy enough to remember them lightly here in the Admiralty, they +were not delightful when they happened. But I should face them once +more if I wanted to go back. Only I don't. I never want to see an +ice-pack again as long as I live." + +The bluff confidence with which he spoke convinced Cynthia that it was +not a fear of the hardships which had affected him. There she had been +wrong, and she made amends. + +"I have no doubt the hardships wouldn't deter you if you wanted to +go," she admitted. "But what I don't understand is why you don't want +to." And a greater emphasis crept into her voice than she had meant to +use, and gave to her words the wistfulness of an appeal. "I should +have thought," she cried, "that you could never have rested until you +had finished what you had begun." + +"That's true to the letter," he replied. "That's why I am standing for +Ludsey." + +Cynthia looked up at him in surprise. + +"I don't think that I understand," she said quietly, and she made room +upon the couch at her side. Harry Rames took the place. The appeal in +her voice was a flattery which he quite failed to understand. Though +Cynthia was young, and though she walked no longer in her enchanted +garden, something of that spirit of romance, which had guided her +there, had revived in her of late. Captain Rames was one of the chosen +men for whom the turnstile had revolved; now that she met him in the +flesh she could not forget it. He was of her dreams, he had marched in +the procession of heroes, and though disillusionment had come to her +he still wore a look of the heroic in her thoughts. All the more +because disillusionment had come to her she wished him to retain the +look. Her appeal was a prayer that he should stamp it upon his image +for good and all. + +"May I explain it all to you?" he asked. He sat down beside her, and +in answer to that gentle appeal of hers to make the best of himself, +he drew for her clearly and succinctly and proudly the picture of a +man on the make. "I went South, first and last, to get on in the +world," he began. "As I say, I was very glad to go. The journey was a +great experience. Yes, three years of my life were very well spent +upon it; but they were very well spent, not because the journey was a +great experience, but because it is now the great help to me in +getting on, which I always thought it was going to be." + +He took no notice of the disappointment gathering upon Cynthia's face. +He was not aware of it. Here was a girl of remarkable loveliness, +wistfully appealing to him to explain the inner workings of his mind, +and he was delighted to gratify her wish. + +"I can hardly remember the time when I was not diligently looking for +a chance to get on. I was poor, you see. I am so still, indeed. I had +none of those opportunities which money commands. I had somehow to +create or find them. There's a motto in gold letters above the clock +in the great hall at Osborne, the first of all mottoes in its superb +confidence: + + + "'There is nothing the navy cannot do.'" + + +Cynthia turned to him with eagerness. + +"Yes," she said with a smile. "For a boy to have that plain and simple +statement before his eyes each day, that's splendid. I suppose a boy +would never speak of it, but it would be to him a perpetual +inspiration." + +"Yes," said Rames, "if all he thought of was the navy; if his +ambitions were bound up with the navy. But mine weren't, you see, and +I used to worry over that sentence even then. 'There is nothing the +navy cannot do.' Very well. But that didn't mean that this little +particular, insignificant cog-wheel in the navy machine was going to +do anything special, or, indeed, anything at all. And I wanted to do +things--I myself, not the navy." + +"To do things?" Cynthia asked quietly, and her lips drooped a little +at the corners, "Or to become a personage?" + +Captain Rames laughed good-humoredly. + +"I can meet you there, Miss Daventry. There's no contradiction in the +phrases. To become a personage is to secure the opportunity of doing +things, and when you are a personage you soon find things which want +doing. After all, how many of the great statesmen started out to be +big men first. They had ideas, I grant you, but they had to make +themselves big men by hook or by crook before they could carry them +out. Look at Disraeli. I have been reading up these fellows. He did a +lot of things. He got the Suez Canal shares. He is the author and +begetter of the Imperial Idea. That's what you remember and admire him +for. Yes; but don't forget his velvet trousers, and his habit of +reciting his epic poems in the drawing-room after dinner. He set out +first of all to be a personage. So do I in my small way. He chose +velvet trousers and epic poems. I went down toward the South Pole. We +each chose the path of least resistance." + +Cynthia was silenced, but not convinced. There must be hundreds of +instances to confute him, only for the moment she could not remember +any of them. And one quality in Captain Rames impressed her. + +"You speak as if you had thought all these things out," she said. + +"I have had to," he replied. + +"I wonder that you went into the navy at all." + +"My father put me there," he answered. + +Cynthia looked him over again, noting the strong, square face, the +direct, the practical, common-sense, uninspired look of him. He would +get on without a doubt. There was a great deal of force to push him +on, and no great delicacy of character to hold him back. Scruples +would not trouble him, and he would not fail of friends. He was of the +type which makes friends easily. Even she herself was attracted. He +would get on probably by trampling upon others, but he would do it +good-humoredly, and with no desire to cause unnecessary pain. There +are men, after all, who put nails in their boots to do the trampling. + +"I wonder, with your views," she said, upon an impulse, "that you +didn't leave the navy long ago and go into the city." + +Harry Rames looked at her quickly. + +"It's rather curious that you should have said that; for, a few years +ago, I was actually thinking of the city, and wondering whether I +could make a fortune quickly there." + +Cynthia laughed suddenly. Her suggestion had been uttered in sarcasm. +Youth is disinclined to rate the making of money high in its standard +of careers. Captain Ramos would never have passed the turnstile had +she spoken with him when the turnstile was. + +"What held me back," he continued, quite unconscious that he was +toppling off a hero's perch,--and indeed he would have been totally +indifferent had he known,--"what held me back was the knowledge that I +should be beginning too old. One has so very little time," he +exclaimed with a touch of passion in his voice. "I would like to go on +living and living and living for a century. As it is, one begins at +twenty at the earliest, and then with luck one may have fifty-five +years--that's all," and the prospect of the disintegration of his +powers at the early age of seventy-five affected him with so much +melancholy that Cynthia laughed again, but this time with a clear and +joyous ring of amusement. + +"Never mind, Captain Rames, I am sure you will live every day of your +fifty-five years, and that is more than all can say." + +"They are only thirty-five now," he grumbled. "However,"--he was +not to be diverted from the pleasant business of unfolding his +character,--"I might still have gone into the city, when one morning +in June, as I was walking round the corner of Buckingham Palace to +Constitution Hill, I saw on the other side of the road the president +of the Geographical Society. I knew him slightly. I had read of the +expedition; I was aware that he was organizing it. It came upon me in +a flash, 'By George, here's my chance at last,' and I ran across the +road and applied for the command." + +Cynthia nodded her head. + +"So that's how you became connected with the expedition--a pure piece +of chance," she said slowly. "If you hadn't turned round that corner +to Constitution Hill----" + +"Oh, I should have dropped across something else, no doubt," said +Rames. + +"And now you are going into Parliament." + +Cynthia was endeavoring to readjust her forecasts with the facts. + +"If I get elected," said Rames. + +"Oh, you will get elected," replied Cynthia confidently, but there was +no admiration in her confidence. It was almost disdainful. "They will +call you 'Breezy Harry Rames,' and they will elect you by an immense +majority." + +"I am very glad you think that," Rames returned imperturbably; and he +leaned forward with his elbow on his knees and spoke to her upon an +altogether different note; so that the disdain died out of her face. +He told her how in answer to Henry Smale's invitation he had gone down +to Westminster in the afternoon, had sent in his card, had waited by +the rails in the great round of St. George's Hall. Smale had come out +from the House, and had fetched him down the stone passage into the +lobby. A great man was speaking, and the lobby was nearly empty. But +he finished his speech in a few moments, and the doors burst open and +there was an eruption of members from the Chamber. Some stood in +groups talking eagerly, others hurried to the libraries and the +smoking-room, and barristers walked up and down in pairs, talking over +their cases for the morrow. There was not a thing in that lobby, from +the round clock above the doors of the House to the post-office and +the whip's rooms which had not impressed itself vividly upon Rames's +mind. Every now and then the doors would swing open as a member passed +into the Chamber, and just for a moment Rames had a glimpse of the +green benches, saw the great mace gleam upon the table, the books and +the three clerks gowned and wigged behind it, and behind the clerks +the dim figure of the Speaker under the canopy of his chair. + +Of what he saw on that afternoon Rames spoke with an enthusiasm and a +modesty which quite took Cynthia by surprise. He saw dignity in every +detail, was prepared to magnify with great meanings the simplest +ceremony and form. He could not but impress her with his picture, so +greatly impressed was he himself, so keenly had he longed to walk +unchallenged down that forbidden way between the rails and to pass +through the swing doors over the matting to his place on the green +benches. People in the streets might sneer, or go about their business +unconcerned. The cynics might talk of the Ins and Outs, and speak of +Parliament as the most expensive game in which a race of players of +games indulges, but there in that small room, with the soft light +pouring down from the roof, and very often the morning light streaming +in through the clerestory windows, the great decisions were ratified +which might hamper or advance the future of forty millions. + +Henry Smale had paced the lobby for half an hour with Rames, setting +before him clearly the risks which he would run. + +"I don't want to advise you one way or the other," said Smale, "but it +is not as if you had no career, and you should come to your decision +with your eyes open. I speak to you as to one of the ambitious. If you +go in, I take it, you go in with an eye on the Treasury bench. Well, I +can tell you this: the House of Commons makes a few, but it breaks a +few, and if it advances some, it mars a good many. Poverty is a +serious hindrance, for it means that you cannot give the time to the +House of Commons which it now claims." + +"There are the barristers," objected Rames. + +"The House of Commons is in their line of business," returned Henry +Smale. "The highest offices of the law are reached through the House +of Commons. Moreover, the questions which arise for debate here have +often been the subject already of suits in the law courts. They have +acquired, too, the knack of extracting rapidly the essential things +out of a paper or a bill. Thus, the barristers come especially +equipped. Yet, even so, very often they do not make their mark. And +here is a point for you, Captain Rames." Henry Smale turned with a +warning finger upraised and stopped in his walk. "The most +distinguished men enter this House and never get the ear of it. The +House of Commons is not ungenerous, but for eight hours a day through +a long portion of the year people are talking in that Chamber there, +and it will not provide an audience unless, first, the speaker has +something of his own to contribute, and, secondly, can express his +contribution. It does not, on the one hand, ask for oratory; it is +not, on the other, content even with exhaustive knowledge; it demands +character, personality, the power of coining out of your knowledge +some judgments of your own, the power of explaining your judgment in +clear and intelligible phrases sufficiently vivid to arrest its +attention. I admit at once that if you succeed, success here is +sweeter than anywhere else; its recognition is so immediate. But, on +the other hand, here disappointment is more bitter. To come in with +ambition, and to be left behind in the race--there is no destiny more +galling." + +"Yes," said Rames quietly, "I have thought over these things. There is +that risk. I am prepared to take it." + +"Very well," returned Smale, and once more he turned on the stone +pavement, and with Rames at his side retraced his steps. "Let us +suppose that you have got the ear of the House, that the benches fill +up when you rise, and men stand at the bar to listen to you. Well, +even so, you may lose your seat, and you may not yet have established +yourself firmly enough to make your party find you another. There you +are--out, your dreams dissolved, your ambitions stopped, yourself +miserable, and your presence in this lobby an insignificance. Where +you walked by right, you come as a guest; you have been, and you are +not; you must turn to something else, while your thoughts are here, +and very likely you are already too old to turn to something else." + +"You put the worst side of it all in front of me, Mr. Smale." + +"No," replied Mr. Smale. "Visit the political clubs a couple of months +after a general election, talk to the defeated candidates who two +months back were members, you will know I am talking the truth. The +place enmeshes you. And mind, not because of the sensations. The +sensations happily are rare. It is a humdrum assembly. I remember once +taking a foreigner into the strangers' gallery at the time of a +European crisis. An indiscreet letter had been sent. The foreigner was +elated. He said to me, 'This will be very interesting. The Commons +will discuss the letter which has so convulsed Europe.' But it was +doing nothing of the kind. It was discussing whether the Tyne, Durham, +and Hartlepool Railway paid its employees sufficiently well to justify +Parliament in allowing it to build a bridge across a stream of which +you have never heard." + +Captain Rames smiled. + +"I see a good many men in this lobby," he rejoined. "I do not notice +that any of them are bored. Indeed, for the most part, they seem very +busy." + +"That is one of the tragedies of the House of Commons," Smale replied. +"There are so many men in who during the whole of each session are +extremely busy doing nothing; they haven't a moment to spare, they do +nothing with so much energy and persistence. One moment they are in +the library writing to a constituent who wants to know why the medal +which his father earned in the Crimea has not yet arrived; the next +moment they rush into the House because the famous Irishman with the +witty tongue is up; they are off again to the outer lobby to tell a +visitor that he can't see the Prime-Minister--'Industry without work, +idleness without rest,' that is how this House was once described, +and, believe me, the description is not inapt." + +Thus said Henry Smale, but Harry Rames was not to be turned aside. + +"I will take all these risks very willingly, Mr. Smale," he cried, "I +want to be in here." + +Henry Smale smiled, ceased from his arguments, and clapped Rames in a +kindly fashion on the shoulder. "I have done my duty," he said. +"Come!" + +He led Rames through a little doorway at the side of which sat three +or four messengers, and at the end of a narrow passage tapped upon a +door. + +"Come in," said a voice, and as Smale ushered in Harry Rames a man of +pleasant address and an exquisite suit of clothes arose and welcomed +them. + +"Hamlin," said Henry Smale, "this is Captain Rames." + +Mr. Hamlin shook hands cordially with Rames and invited him to a +chair. + +"We shall be very glad to have you in the House," he said. He beamed. +He seemed to have been waiting for Captain Rames to complete his +happiness. "I think Ludsey was suggested." + +"Benoliel suggested it," said Smale. "He's a good judge too." + +"There is no candidate arranged yet. I will write to Ludsey at once." + +Smale and Rames left the room together. + +"I should think you might consider that settled," said Smale. + +Rames thanked him and referred to Hamlin's charm of manner. Smale's +small eyes twinkled. + +"That's why he sits in that room. He's the chief Whip." And shaking +hands with Rames Mr. Smale abruptly returned to the House. + +The gist of the conversation with Smale Rames told to Cynthia in the +reception-room at the Admiralty, and she listened with a growing +interest. Then once more his note changed. He spoke with a boyish +enthusiasm of his aims. To force an entrance into that arena; the +entrance gained, to fight himself into the station of a great man; +ultimately to govern and exercise authority--the note of personal +ambition rose to a pitch of exultation in his voice. Of principles he +obviously had no care, theories of politics were to him of no account. +He was the political adventurer pure and simple. Cynthia sat with her +eyes of dark blue clouded, and a real disappointment at her heart. She +raised her face to his, and a little smile trembled upon her lips, and +even her voice shook ever so slightly. + +"You have been very honest to me about it all," she said. "I thank you +for that." + +Captain Rames was a trifle bewildered. He could not see that he had +anything to conceal. + +"Good-night," she said as she rose, "I see my friend Mrs. Royle +waiting for me." + +She gave him her hand and moved away for a few steps and then stopped. +Harry Rames was at her side before she had stopped. She turned to him +timidly with the blood mounting very prettily into her cheeks. + +"I suppose," she said, "that your journey to the South really counts +now for very little in your thoughts. Yet you must have had a great +many wishes for your success sent to you from all parts of the world +before you started. I wonder you can forget them all, and leave that +work unfinished." + +It seemed to Captain Rames that she had hit upon a rather far-fetched +argument to persuade him to a second journey to the South. + +"Well, I am getting a good many wishes for my success now, and I hear +them spoken," he said with a smile. "It is true that I got all sorts +of messages and telegrams before I sailed to the South. But to tell +you the truth I was rather too busy to read them. I have got them all +tied up somewhere in a brown-paper parcel." + +Cynthia seemed actually to flinch. She turned away abruptly. + +"I wanted to ask of you a favor," said Rames. "Mr. Benoliel said that +you lived near Ludsey. You could do a great deal if you would help me. +Will you?" + +Cynthia turned back to him, her eyes shone angrily, the blood came +into her cheeks in a rush. + +"No," she said decisively, and without another word she walked away. + +"I might have struck her," thought Captain Rames. He knew nothing +of a telegram from the Daventry estancia which lay forgotten in that +brown-paper parcel. + +None the less he walked home across the Mall treading upon air. Great +people had moved out of their way to make his acquaintance; Cabinet +ministers had promised to speak for him; important ladies had smiled +their friendliest. He looked back upon the days of his insignificance, +and his heart was buoyant within him. Certainly one girl with +dark-blue eyes and a face like a rose-leaf had presumed to disapprove +of him. But there! Girls! You never knew what odd notions nested in +their pretty heads. If a man on the make steered his course by a +girl's favor, he would soon shipwreck on a snag. However, this girl +must be soothed down. Harry Rames could not afford to have an enemy at +Ludsey. But he had no doubt that he could soothe her down. He walked +home, softly whistling under his breath. + +Cynthia for her part went home in a different mood. She had lost +another illusion to-night. + + + + + CHAPTER XII + + LUNGATINE + + +The threatened dissolution was, after all, postponed, and through the +autumn months Captain Rames went busily up and down between London and +Ludsey. He made his head-quarters at an hotel on a climbing street in +the thick of the town, and spent his days in the public view and his +nights at meetings and at local festivities. + +Cynthia Daventry, five miles away, heard stories of his indefatigable +energy and once or twice she met him in the streets; and once or twice +he snatched an afternoon and swept over in a motor-car to see her. She +welcomed him with a pleasure which she rather resented, and not for +worlds would she have asked him how his campaign was faring. She did +not, however, have to ask. For either Diana Royle was present and +eagerly questioned him, or if Cynthia were alone he plunged into the +subject himself. Captain Rames was at some pains to amuse her and he +succeeded. Little incidents of the campaign, whether they told against +himself or not; sketches of queer characters whom he came across; an +anecdote now and then, drawn from the ancient history of the City--he +poured them out to her, making it quite clear with an apparently +ingenuous frankness that he had deliberately stored them in his memory +purely for her amusement. He was engaged in the work of soothing her +down. Diana Royle would rhapsodize after he had whirled away in a +cloud of dust. + +"What a wonderful man! How energetic! How clever!" + +"And how complacent!" said Cynthia. + +"What high principle!" Diana gushed lyrically. "What character!" + +"And what cunning!" added Cynthia, with a droop of her lips. + +Diana tapped the floor with an irritable foot. + +"Very well, darling. Look for an angel, by all means. You will be very +glad of a man later on." Then she laughed pleasantly. "But I am not +deceived. You talk lightly of him when he is gone, but when he is here +you fix your big eyes on him, and, though you say nothing, every +movement of you asks for more." + +Cynthia was startled. + +"Well, perhaps I do," she admitted. "I suppose that I have a kind of +hope that I will hear, not more, but something different from what I +am hearing." + +"That's so like you, my dear," Diana rejoined; she was all sugar and +vinegar. "If Julius Cæsar came back to earth, you would want him +different. But that's the way with romantic people. They look for +heroes all day and never see them when they knock at the front door." + +Cynthia laughed good-humoredly. There was this much of truth in Diana +Royle's attack. She had been searching through the words of Harry +Rames all the while when he was uttering them for a glimpse of some +other being beside the man on the make. Certain qualities she +recognized. Enthusiasm, for instance. But it was enthusiasm for the +arena, not for any cause to be won there. A shrewd foresight again was +evident. But it was foresight to pluck the personal advantage. Here, +it seemed to her, was the conscience of the country stirring on all +sides to the recognition of great and unnecessary evils in its midst, +and Harry Rames was alone unaffected. Yet in a measure she was +impressed. He had so closely laid his plans. He gave her yet more +evidence when he came again. + +"I have got a rule or two," he said. "All demands for pledges from +leagues and associations go into the waste-paper basket. I'll answer +questions if they are asked me by a man in my constituency. I won't +put my name to a general proposition and post it to London. Many a +good man has been let down that way. Then I won't canvass. I won't +solicit a vote. I don't believe in it. There's one only point of view +for a candidate: that the electors are doing themselves a service by +electing him, and not doing him one. You have got to persuade them of +that." + +"Don't you find it difficult?" asked Cynthia, innocently. + +Rames laughed. + +"Yes, I do," he said. "The electors have their point of view, too. But +I won't canvass, I am there at my hotel if any one wants to see me. I +am at public meetings, and I go to social functions. That's a good +move," and Captain Rames nodded his head. "You meet the fellows on the +other side and if you can get them friendly, you stop them coming out +hot against you. Makes a lot of difference, that. Then there's wisdom +in taking a firm stand upon a point or so. Your own people, treat them +properly, will always give you a bit of latitude, and a reputation for +courage is a fine asset in politics as in anything else." + +"But you mustn't overdo it, I suppose," said Cynthia ironically. + +"Oh, no, you must be careful about that," replied Rames seriously. +"What you want to produce is an impression that you are not pliable, +that industries will be safe under your watch--that's for the business +men--and that social advancement will not be neglected--that's for the +artisans. You know the election is coming now," he suddenly exclaimed. +"Do come to one of my meetings!" + +Cynthia looked doubtful. + +"I don't think," she said, "that I believe very much in any work +which--I don't express what I mean very well--which hasn't a great +dream at the heart of it." + +Rames looked up into her face quickly and grew suddenly serious. He +made no comment upon her words, however. + +"After all that's no reason why you shouldn't come to one of my +meetings." + +Cynthia smiled. + +"I will come to the last one on the night before the poll," she +replied reluctantly. + +"I shall hold you to it," said Harry Rames, and he went away well +pleased with his visit. Cynthia was popular in Ludsey. So Cynthia +should sit on that momentous evening in the front row upon the +platform. Also he would make for her benefit an unusually effective +speech. Cynthia from the window watched his motor-car spin away in a +whirl of dust. He was going to preside that evening at a meeting of +the Salvation Army. + +The dissolution took place on the fifteenth of January. But the real +contest had begun a fortnight before in Ludsey. Harry Rames rushed +into it as if it had been a foot-ball rally. He spoke all day, in +factories and outside factories, in halls and schoolrooms and from +club-room windows. He ransacked the morning papers for new pegs on +which to hang his arguments; he kicked off at foot-ball matches and +the aim of the kick was entirely political; and at the end of three +weeks even he was very tired and inclined to recognize an element of +humiliation in the conduct of a successful campaign. + +It was eleven o'clock at night. There was to be but one more day of +it, but one more meeting to-morrow night, the big, final rally on the +eve of the poll. Harry Rames lay outstretched upon his sofa with his +pipe between his lips cradled pleasantly upon that reflection, when +the door of his room opened and a waiter brought in a card. Rames +waved it aside. + +"I can see no one." + +"The gentleman said that his business was important." + +Rames grumbled and took the card from the salver. + +"M. Poizat," he read. "A Frenchman. Certainly not. I won't see him." + +The waiter, an old English servant, a rare being nowadays, even in a +country hotel, stood his ground. + +"He's lived in Ludsey a long time, sir." + +"Oh, has he!" said Rames. "Tell him I am out." + +The waiter shook his head. + +"He has already told me that you are in, sir. Come, you had better see +him, sir. Perhaps he's the ha'porth of tar." + +"Oh, very well," said Rames. "But I tell you, William, that I am in +the mood to assert my rights as a man." + +"Mustn't do that, sir, until the day after to-morrow. You are only a +candidate till then." + +William retired. Rames fell back upon his sofa. He meant to lie there +prone upon his back, even if his visitor held all the votes of Ludsey +in the hollow of his hand. Then the door opened and was shut again. A +little, puckish old man stood in the room, danced lightly on his feet, +skipped in the air, twirled before Captain Rames's astonished eyes and +finally struck an inviting attitude, both arms extended and one foot +advanced, like the pictures of the quack doctors in the newspaper +advertisements. + +"Oh, he's out of a lunatic asylum," Captain Rames almost groaned +aloud. "He won't even have a vote." + +The little man skimmed forward with agility, fixing a bright and +twinkling pair of eyes upon the prostrate candidate. + +"How old do you think I am?" he asked, and he whirled his arms. + +"You are the youngest thing I have ever seen," replied Rames with +conviction. "I didn't know that people were even born as young as you +are." + +"I am seventy-three," exclaimed the little man with a chuckle. He +squared up at an imaginary antagonist and delivered a deadly blow in +the air. + +"Do you mind not doing that!" said Rames mildly. "My nerves are not +what they should be, and if you do it again I shall probably cry. I +suppose that you are M. Poizat----" + +"I am, sir," said the little man. He changed his tactics. He no longer +whirled his arms in the air. He advanced to the sofa and suddenly put +up his foot on the edge. + +"Feel my calf!" he said abruptly. + +Captain Rames meekly obeyed. + +"You ought to have a medal," he said languidly. "You really ought. At +seventy-three, too! For myself I am like butter, and rather inferior +butter, on a very hot day." + +M. Poizat nodded his head. + +"I know. That's why I am here!" He looked about the room and with the +importance of a conspirator he drew out of his pocket a medicine +bottle filled with a brown liquid. "Why am I so young?" he asked. "Why +is my leg of iron? Listen to my voice. Why is it so clear?--It's all +'Lungatine,'" and with immense pride he reverently placed the bottle +on the mantel-shelf. He turned again to Captain Rames. + +"I heard you to-night. I suffered with you. What a voice! How harsh! +How terrible! And yet what good words if only one could have heard +them! I said to myself: 'That poor man. I can cure him. He does not +know of Lungatine. He makes us all uncomfortable because he does not +know of Lungatine.' So I ran home and brought a bottle." + +"It's very good of you, I am sure," said Rames, "But look!" He pointed +to a table. Throat sprays, tonics, lozenges, encumbered it. "The +paraphernalia of a candidate," he said. + +M. Poizat smiled contemptuously. He drew from his breast pocket a +sheaf of letters. + +"See how many in Ludsey owe their health to me!" he cried, and he gave +the letters to Rames, who read them over with an 'oh' and an 'ah' of +intense admiration when any particularly startling cure was gratefully +recorded. + +"You are a chemist here I suppose--naturalized, of course?" asked +Captain Rames. + +"I have a restaurant," M. Poizat corrected him. "Lungatine is merely +one of my discoveries." + +He sat down complacently. Captain Rames started up in dismay upon his +elbow. + +"I have a great deal to do to-morrow," he said piteously. The plea was +of no avail. Captain Rames was in the grip of that most terrible of +all constituents, the amateur inventor. M. Poizat drew his chair to +the side of the sofa and went through the tale of his inventions. It +was the usual inevitable list--an automatic lift which would work with +absolute safety in any mine, a torpedo which would destroy any navy, a +steel process which would resist any torpedo, and a railway-coupling. + +"I'll bring you the models," he cried. + +"No, no," cried Rames, springing from his sofa in dismay. Then he laid +his hand on the inventor's shoulder and smiled wisely: + +"Royal commissions for you," he said. "They're the fellows for models. +I'll see about some. Royal commissions for you. Thank you for your +Lungatine. Good-night, my friend, good-night." + +Gently, but firmly, he raised the inventor from his chair, while he +shook hands with him, and conducted him toward the door. + +"You have your hat? Yes." + +"A tablespoonful six times a day in a wineglass of water." + +"Yes. The instructions, I see, are on the bottle." + +Captain Rames opened the door with his pleasantest smile. + +"To-morrow at your great meeting," said M. Poizat, "I shall be there. +I shall hear what you say. Your voice will ring like a trumpet. And +perhaps at the end of your speech, you will say that it is all due to +Lungatine." + +A frosty silence followed upon the words. Captain Rames said +indifferently: + +"You have been in England a long time. You are naturalized, of +course?" + +M. Poizat did not reply to the question. + +"Perhaps you will say that it is all due to Lungatine," he repeated +softly. "Perhaps you will say that. Who knows?" + +Captain Rames looked up at the ceiling. + +"Ah, who knows?" he said enigmatically. + +M. Poizat shook hands for a second time and went down the stairs. +Captain Rames closed the door, took the cork from the bottle, wetted +the tips of his finger, and tasted the brown liquid. It was a simple +solution of paregoric. + +"I don't believe the fellow's naturalized," cried Rames, and he raised +the bottle in the air above the coal-scuttle. But he did not let it +drop. + +"Perhaps he is though," he thought. He poured away a portion of the +liquid amongst the coal, replaced the cork, and set the bottle +prominently upon the mantel-shelf so that if M. Poizat took it into +his head to call again he would see it there. Then he betook himself +to bed; and M. Poizat figured in his dreams, a grotesque, little, +capering creature, a figure of fun, as indeed he was, to the eyes of +wakefulness. There are people upon whose faces nature writes plainly +hints of tragic destinies, and M. Poizat had certainly no relationship +with these. But then nature is apt to be freakish. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII + + THE NIGHT BEFORE THE POLL + + +The walls of the great Corn Exchange were draped with banners and hung +with gigantic mottoes. Cynthia sat in the front row of chairs upon the +platform with Isaac Benoliel upon one side of her, and beyond him +Diana Royle. It was the first public meeting at which she had ever +been present, and now that the shy uneasiness at the prominence of her +position which had troubled her when she took her seat was passing +away, she gazed about her, eagerness in her eyes and a throb of +excitement at her heart. In front of her a rostrum had been built out +from the edge of the platform so that the speakers might stand upon +the exact spot whence the voice carried with the greatest sonority. +The rostrum was railed and hung with red cloth; the chairman's table, +with the inevitable water-bottle, occupied it; and the small, square +space was the only empty space in all that cavern of a hall. A few +rows of chairs for members of the association were ranged at the front +upon the floor; behind the chairs the people stood packed and massed +to the doors, most of them men. The one gallery was crowded to its +furthest nook; behind Cynthia the platform was thronged. Wherever her +eyes turned she saw faces, faces, faces, all set in one direction, all +white under the glare of light, all inclined toward the empty rostrum. +It was the eve of the poll. There was a tingle of excitement in the +air, a hushed expectancy. Only when Cynthia raised her eyes did she +lose the vague feeling of suspense. Overhead a skylight in the roof +was covered with a horizontal blind. One tattered corner hung down and +as she looked up from the indistinguishable throng of faces, it +arrested her attention as something especially individual and definite +and single. + +Suddenly came a buzz and a stir. The chairman was seen to rise from a +flight of steps at the side of the platform. He was followed by a +tall, gaunt, loose-limbed man with a bony face, a white moustache, and +a high, bald head. He had the look of a soldier. Cynthia took no heed +of him. He stalked before her and sank unnoticed in his place. Behind +him came Harry Rames, and as he passed along the narrow gangway +between the crowded chairs, those who had seats sprang to their feet; +and three thousand people broke like a wave into a flutter of +handkerchiefs and a shattering thunder of applause. Above the applause +a chant gradually swelled, two lines of a tune rather like a chime. +Cynthia could not hear the words, but the sound, with its rise and +fall, surged backward and forward against the walls of the Exchange +for a full minute. + +Mr. Benoliel leaned toward Cynthia. + +"They have given him their foot-ball song. In a city of artisans, keen +on foot-ball, that's a good sign." + +Cynthia nodded. But she hardly heard, she could not have answered. +Here was something quite new to her, and overwhelmingly new. The +thunderous outburst had taken her by the throat; for a second she felt +choked; she had no part in politics, yet emotion woke in her and the +tears sprang into her eyes. + +"What's the matter, Cynthia?" asked Diana Royle. + +Cynthia replied with a break in her voice between a laugh and a sob. + +"I don't know. It's just the crowd, I think." + +"And the enthusiasm of the crowd," added Mr. Benoliel. "You make me +feel very old, Cynthia. I can listen to it quite unmoved now. But +there was a time when I couldn't without a choking in my throat. It's +the splendid faith of the crowd." + +Cynthia, arrested by the phrase, looked quickly at Benoliel. Greatly +as she liked him she was never quite sure of him. Kind as he had been +to her she always suspected some touch of the charlatan. He had the +look of a man quite in earnest. + +"I wonder," she said, "whether mere magnetism is enough to arouse it." + +Mr. Benoliel did not answer; for the chairman rose at his table; and +while he spoke the harmless necessary words, Cynthia took stock of +Harry Rames, who was seated in the rostrum at the side of the table in +front of her and a little to her left. The last weeks of exertion had +left their marks; the flesh had worn thin upon his face; there were +dark hollows beneath his eyes; he had gained a look of spirituality +which did not belong to him. He was nervous; his hands, with the long +fingers which never seemed to accord with the rest of him, moved +uneasily and restlessly from the buttons of his coat to the slip of +notes which he had placed upon the table. Cynthia was deceived by the +look of him as she had been deceived by the fervor of the gathering. +The outburst was not entirely, was not even chiefly, a tribute to the +candidate. Ludsey was a political city, and by three weeks of speeches +and agitation political feeling had been whipped to a climax of +excitement. It sought and found its outlet to-night at this final +rally before the poll. + +The cheers broke out again when Harry Rames rose and leaned his +hand upon the rail of the rostrum. When they died down he began to +speak--first a faltering word or two of thanks. Then his voice +suddenly strengthened and rang firm. His fingers ceased to twitch, and +he turned over in his mind the consecutions of his thoughts as though +he were turning over the pages of a book. All that he had planned to +say came clearly to him in its due order, and brought the comforting +assurance that the rest would follow. He was master of himself, and +being master of himself set his audience at ease to listen, Cynthia +among the rest. Anxious as he himself, she knew now that the speech +would go right on to its considered end. She leaned forward, all ears +to catch the words, and all eagerness to read into them, if she could, +the something more which was not there. + +But she could not; yet it was a night of triumph for Harry Rames, +"Breezy Harry Rames." She recalled her own phrase with a disappointed +droop of the lips more than once during the next hour. He was going to +win. She had no doubt of it. Confidence swept from his audience to him +and back again in waves. And he savored the joys of the orator as he +never had before. He had the arts of the platform, and more than the +arts, a power to bend his audience to sympathy. He knew that night the +supreme reward, the hush of a mass of people constraining themselves +to silence and even to immobility while a voice, low as a whisper, +sounded audibly in every nook. He played with the suspense, prolonging +it to the last moment of endurance, and then, by a sudden swoop to a +sharp, clever phrase, drawing the audience to its feet and coining the +silence in a stormy tumult of applause. + +He had the gift of speech; Cynthia gladly conceded it. An aptness of +homely words, an absence of all extravagance, and a voice resonant and +pleasant as a clear-toned, bell impressed her more than she had +expected to be impressed. A day's rest had restored his voice for the +time, even though M. Poizat's Lungatine had not contributed to the +restoration. + +She was surprised, too, by a certain shrewdness in the matter of the +speech. It was not so much of the platform as his manner. There was +very little reference to the navy. "I don't mean to be considered a +'service member,'" he had said to her once. "No one pays attention to +the service member in the House of Commons." But here and there came +views which struck her as new and worth consideration. + +"If you could teach the wives of the artisans to cook and to take an +interest in cooking, you would have done a great deal more to solve +the question of intemperance in this country than if you closed half +the public-houses," he cried once and developed his theme with humor +and some courage. He drew a picture of a wife putting her husband's +supper on the fire, ready against the time when he should come home +from his factory, and then running out into the street to talk to a +neighbor and leaving the meat to grill to the toughness and dryness of +leather. + +"The man comes home, sits down to it, and rises from it unsatisfied. +What does he do? He goes out and strolls round to the public-house. +Put a good meal, well-cooked, inside of him, and he'll not be so +disposed to move. He'll be inclined to smoke his pipe by the fire in +his kitchen." + +He passed on to other topics. The whole speech was clever and was +uttered on a lift of enthusiasm. But again Cynthia argued, it was the +enthusiasm for the arena, not for a cause. It was ambition without +ideals, power without high motive. + +Diana Royle inclined toward her. + +"Aren't you satisfied now?" she asked. + +"Oh, he will get on," said Cynthia; and then she suddenly sat upright +in her chair, with her lips parted and the blood bright in her cheeks. + +"But, after all," Rames was saying; his voice was beginning to grow +hoarse and he raised his hand in an appeal for silence, "here are we +discussing the work to be done, and leaving out in our discussion the +great necessity. I don't know what you think, but to my notion there +is no greatness in any work unless it has a dream at the heart of it. +The world's work is done by the great dreamers. Well, here is my last +word before the poll, perhaps the last word I shall speak in this +constituency." + +He was interrupted as he had meant to be by loud repudiations of such +a possibility. + +"No, no!" + +"You're a member already." + +"We'll put you in." + +Such phrases broke in upon the words and then a cheery voice, louder +than the rest, shouted from the back of the hall: + +"Never fear! You're well patronized in Ludsey, Captain." + +A burst of laughter followed upon the words, and a flush of annoyance +darkened Rames's face. + +"I will remind my friend that I am not a public entertainer," he said. +"And it's really against the spirit represented in that sentence that +I wish to direct my first words. I have my dream too--a dream. I speak +openly to you--at my very heart. Let me tell it you. It involves a +confession. When I first came to Ludsey six months ago, when for the +first time I saw from the windows of my railway carriage across the +summer fields the tall chimneys and high, long roofs of its factories, +the delicate steeples of its churches, it was to me just a town like +another. I will be frank, it was just a polling-booth. But as I got to +know your city that error passed out of my thoughts." + +Cynthia leaned forward. He had used her own words. She could not but +be flattered by his use of them. They had been acclaimed, too, by this +great gathering, and she was proud of that. Not for anything would she +have had their authorship revealed, but she was proud to hear them +used, proud, too, because they seemed to have led, if she dared +believe her ears, Harry Rames out of his detested breeziness into a +contemplation of something other than the personal gain. She could +hardly doubt him now; he spoke with so simple a sincerity. She had a +sudden glimpse once more of her enchanted garden wherein she had +walked with and helped the great ones of the earth. To help, herself +unknown except by those she helped!--that had been the dream when she +had encouraged dreams; and it sprang once more into life now as she +listened. + +"It is a city," Rames continued, "where a few steps will take you out +of the thronged streets into some old garden, quiet with the peace of +ancient memories; some old close of plaster and black beams; some old +room with windows deep-set in four-foot walls and wide hearths of +centuries ago. And round about these old places stands a ring of +factories where in good times the lights blaze until the morning and +the whir of its machines never ceases from your ears. It is a city +whose continuous life is written for all to see upon its buildings. +Here kings and queens have tarried on their journeys; there chambers +of commerce hold their meetings. From small and ancient beginnings it +has been made by the activity of generations of men into a modern +industrial city. Well, I have my dream. It is to be one little link in +the continuity of its life and to do my share of service in the +forwarding of its prosperity." + +A shout answered his words. He had his audience in hand. He stilled it +with a swift gesture and his voice rang out with a laugh which had all +the exultation of battle. + +"Well, we shall know to-morrow night. We are in the ice-pack now, but +we are coming to the outer rim of it. We can see the blue water +already. We shall be sailing smoothly upon it this time to-morrow +night." + +He had been chary of references to the voyage which had made his +reputation; all the more, therefore, this one struck home. He sat down +tempestuously acclaimed, and turning in his chair held out his hand to +Cynthia Daventry. + +"I am glad that you came," he said. "I have achieved two triumphs +to-night. I have brought you and Mr. Benoliel to your first political +meeting and both of you are on my platform." + +He shook hands with Isaac Benoliel and with Diana Royle. Cynthia +leaned a little forward. + +"I, too, am glad that I came," she returned with a smile. Because of +those last words of his, friendship was warm in her toward Harry +Rames. She added, "You knew then that I was here--just behind you?" + +Rames nodded. + +"Yes, but I was too nervous to turn to you before I had made my +speech. The flesh wears a little thin after three weeks of this. One +gets jumpy. Even the tattered corner of blind hanging down there from +the skylight seemed to-night charged with some important message." He +spoke, ridiculing the fancy, and Cynthia, with a smile and a quick +lift of her eyebrows, cried: + +"I noticed that too." + +"Then for the first time," said Rames, "we have something in common. +You and I are probably the only people in the hall who noticed it. We +have a bond of union." + +"A strip of tattered blind!" said Cynthia. + +"Well, there was nothing at all before," said Captain Rames, and he +suddenly turned back to his seat. For the tall, gaunt man was on his +legs. + +Cynthia neither heard his name nor followed his speech with any +particular attention. It was indeed difficult to follow. He was an old +hack of the platform with all the sounding phrases at the tip of his +tongue. Rolling sentences, of the copybook, flowed out of him; +declamations too vague to be understood were delivered with the vigor +of a prophet. But he interspersed them with the familiar clichés of +the day and each one received its salvo of applause. To Cynthia he was +a man not so much stupid as out of place. She could imagine him at the +head of a cavalry squadron. Here he seemed simply grotesque. + +On the other hand, Captain Rames did not; and the contrast between the +two men bent her to consider whether, after all, she had not been +wrong in her condemnation of his new career. She was in the mood to +admit it; and when the meeting broke up and the crowd was pouring +through the doors into the street, and those upon the platform were +descending its steps, she found herself alone for a second on the +rostrum with Harry Rames. + +"Perhaps I was wrong," she said. "I remember what you told me of Mr. +Smale. A vivid gift of phrase--he thought that necessary. You have +it." + +"On the platform--yes. But the platform's not the House," said Rames. +"Smale told me that too. I have yet to see whether I shall carry the +House." + +"Yet those last words," said Cynthia--"about the city and the +continuity of its life and your pride to have a little share in it. +Oh, that was finely done." + +And upon Rames's face there came a grin. + +"Yes, I thought that would fetch 'em," he said. + +Cynthia stepped back. Once again it occurred to Rames, as it had done +on the night of their first meeting at the Admiralty, that just so +would she look if he struck her a blow. + +"Then--then--the city is still a polling-booth," she stammered. + +"Yes," said Rames. + +The hero newly perched upon his pediment tumbled off again. + +"You used what I said to you because you just thought it would go +down." + +Rames did not deny it. He remained silent. + +"I remember," she continued, "it was no doubt a foolish thing I said. +But even when I said it, you were thinking this is the sort of thing +that will take." + +That she was humiliated, her voice and her face clearly proved. Yet +again Rames did not contradict her. Again he was silent. For there was +nothing to be said. + +"You do not allow me many illusions about you," Cynthia said gently, +and she began to turn away. + +But now he arrested her. + +"I don't mean to," he said quickly; and by the reply he undid some +portion of the harm he had done himself in her eyes. + + + + + CHAPTER XIV + + COLONEL CHALLONER'S MEMORY + + +It had been arranged that Mr. Benoliel's small party should take +supper with Harry Rames at his hotel. As they stood waiting at the +foot of the platform the agent came to them from the outer doors. + +"The way's clear now," he said. "I think you can go." + +They passed through the empty hall, Cynthia first at Harry Rames's +side, and in that order they came out upon the steps. A fine rain was +falling, but the crowd had not dispersed. The great light over the +door showed the climbing street thronged. Coat collars were turned up, +hats were pressed down; and so as Rames and Cynthia came out they saw +in the glare beneath the rain just a mass of swaying, jostling black +things, round black things moving indecisively this way and that like +some close-packed herd of blind animals. Just for a moment the +illusion lasted. Then Rames was seen and of a sudden the heads were +thrown back, the hats shaken high, and all those black round things +became the white faces of living men, their eyes shining in the light, +their voices shouting in acclamation. + +Captain Rames took a step back. + +"Did you see?" he cried to Cynthia. + +"Yes. They are not animals to draw your chariot," she replied. "They +are men." + +"Yes, men--men to govern," he answered. His was the spirit of the old +Whig families. Though he was not of them, he meant to force his way +among them. To govern the people, not to admit it to government, to go +far in appeasing it, but not to give it the reins, that was his +instinct. He wished to retain the old governing class, but he meant to +be one of it. His ambitions soared to-night, and reached out beyond +this hilly, narrow street. He led these men now who stood acclaiming +him in the rain. His thoughts shot forward to other days when every +town in England might at his coming pour out its masses to endorse his +words. + +He waved his hand toward his companions and the crowd made a lane for +them across the street to the hotel. Rames himself was carried +shoulder-high, and set down within the doors. He led the way up the +stairs to a big room upon the first floor overlooking the street, +where supper was laid. A great shout went up from the street as they +entered the room. + +"They want you," said Mrs. Royle. + +"No," replied Rames. He opened a door into a smaller room in which no +lights were lit and pulled up the blinds. Across the street under a +great clock was a newspaper office and in the windows the election +returns of the night were being, displayed. All along the line +victories were gained for Rames's party. Arthur Pynes, a young +manufacturer, and the chairman of the association, to whose energy the +organization was due; an ex-Mayor, a Mr. Charlesworth, and one or two +hard fighters of the old school joined the group in the dark room. One +of them, a rosy-faced contractor with a high laugh, who had presided +over the association in its darker days, leaned against the window by +Cynthia Daventry. + +"He'll have to appear on this balcony to-morrow night, as soon as he +can after the result's declared," he said. "You see, the windows are +all boarded up on the ground floors opposite." + +"He'll speak from here?" asked Cynthia. + +"He'll speak, but they won't listen," replied Mr. Arnall. "I remember +Sir William Harris, the last time he was elected before he was made a +judge--" and he ran off into stories of the old days until the windows +of the newspaper office were darkened and the crowd at last dispersed. + +"Let us go in to supper," said Rames, and they all passed into the +next room. "Will you sit here, Mrs. Royle, and you here, Miss +Daventry?" He placed Diana Royle upon his right hand and Cynthia upon +his left. "Pynes, will you take the chair next to Mrs. Royle, and +Colonel," he addressed the tall, gaunt man whose flowing platitudes +had left nothing in Cynthia's mind but a recollection of sonority, a +booming as of waves in a hollow cave, "will you sit next to Miss +Daventry?" + +The colonel bowed and prepared to take his seat. But he was a +punctilious old gentleman and stood upon the ceremonies. + +"You have not introduced me, Rames," he said. + +"I beg your pardon. Miss Daventry, this is Colonel Challoner. He +has made his own seat a safe one--a county division which polls +a week later than we do, and he lives in it. So when I applied at +head-quarters for help at our last meeting Colonel Challoner was kind +enough to volunteer." + +Cynthia shot a startled glance at her neighbor. Her own name was +Challoner too; and all that was terrible in her recollections was +linked with it. Of course, it did not follow that this Challoner was +any relation of hers. There must be many families of that name. +Nevertheless, the sudden sound of it caused her a shock. The blood +rushed into her face. She made a movement. Almost she shrank away. +Challoner, however, was taking his seat. He noticed the quick +movement; he did not appreciate the instinct of fear which had caused +it. + +"Ah, it is true then, Miss Daventry," he said. "We have already met. +You remember it, too." + +Cynthia was startled. + +"No, Colonel Challoner," she replied quickly. "I don't think that we +have. Indeed, I am sure we have not. I should surely have remembered +if we had." + +"That is a pretty thing for a young lady to say to an old man," the +colonel answered with a smile. "But my memory is a good one. I never +forget a face." + +He had the particular pride of all men with good memories, and +ambition had intensified it into an obstinacy. For he had his +ambition, and successive disappointments had only strengthened its +hold upon his heart. He aimed to be Under Secretary of State for +Foreign Affairs. He had been military attaché at so many Embassies, +the post, to his thinking, was marked out for him. At each new +promotion to the Cabinet, at each general election, he was sure that +he could no longer be overlooked. He ran from platform to platform to +increase his claim upon the office should his party be returned. A +telegram from the chief whip had brought him to Ludsey, would send him +to-morrow into Yorkshire. Now, surely, his turn must come! He had one +persistent fear, lest he should be thought too old. And he clung with +an almost piteous reiteration to the accuracy of his recollections as +a vindication of the alertness of his powers. + +"When I saw you upon the platform I was quite sure that it was not for +the first time, Miss Daventry," he insisted. + +"During the season, perhaps," Cynthia replied. "At some reception or +ball. Did you hear that, Colonel Challoner?" and she turned quickly +toward Mr. Arnall, who was telling an old story of the days and the +hustings when broken heads were common about the doors of the +polling-booths. + +Cynthia laughed eagerly with the rest in her anxiety to keep Colonel +Challoner from plying her with questions. She was ready with her +answers, but greatly she feared, lest by probing into his memories he +should understand of a sudden where he had seen her before. And for a +time she was successful. The confidence which had run from man to +man in the great Corn Exchange an hour before was present at this +supper-table and kindled them all to cheeriness. The ex-Mayor said +with a pleasant drawl, which was his habit: + +"Do you remember Taylor the Democrat, Arnall? He fought two elections +here within three months and then went bankrupt. He was an adventurer +and the most eloquent man I ever heard. But he was a caution." + +"Yes," cried Mr. Arnall, with a clicking laugh at the back of his +throat. "Do you remember his meeting down by the club? 'Gag that +calf,'" and Mr. Arnall spluttered with delight. + +"That's it," said the ex-Mayor. "You must know that Taylor stood as a +Democrat, Captain Rames. That's where the fun comes in. He wore a blue +swallow-tail-coat with brass buttons and his hair down to his +shoulders. 'Your father was a miller,' one fellow shouted from the +crowd. 'Gag that calf,' cried Taylor and he held up his arms in the +air. 'Look at these fair hands. No work has ever sullied them.' That +did him all right." + +A quiet, elderly man leaned over the table. + +"Did you notice the flag upon the chairman's table, Captain Rames?" he +asked. "It was woven out of Ludsey silk fifty years ago. It's the true +Ludsey blue. My father wove it for Sir William Harris's first +election, and the other fellows swore they would have it on the +polling-day. But we carried it about the streets from morning to +evening, with twelve big fellows to protect it. It was nearly down +once, I remember. I was a lad at the time--at the corner of Stapley's +Lane. But we saved it and it was your table-cloth to-night, Captain +Rames. It brought us victory then. It will again to-morrow." + +The stories were continued. They were often not very pointed; often +enough the humor was far to seek; but they were alive. They were told +with infinite enjoyment, and the smallest details were remembered over +decades. Cynthia began now to listen to them for their own sake; she +was learning with surprise the value of politics to the lives of men +in a busy city of the provinces. But the colonel at her elbow was not +longer to be diverted. + +"I think it must have been in Dorsetshire that we met," he said. "I +live near to Wareham." + +Cynthia looked at him quite steadily. + +"I have never been in Dorsetshire in my life, Colonel Challoner." + +"Yet I associate you with that county," he persisted. "Now, why should +I do that, Miss Daventry? You have not been to my house, I know. For +since my wife died and my son went away, I have not had so many young +people to stay with me as I should have liked." + +From the moment when Colonel Challoner had claimed her recognition, +Cynthia had not doubted that she was sitting next to a relation. And +Colonel Challoner's location of his home in Dorsetshire, near to +Wareham, had confirmed her belief. She knew quite well how it came +about that he had seemed to recognize her, that he associated her with +his own parish. She knew because upon one unforgettable night she had +crouched in a great chair in a dark room and through the panels of a +door had heard her father claim her as his daughter. He, too, had +recognized her as Colonel Challoner now did, and just by the same +means. For there was a Romney hanging upon the dining-room wall in +that house near Wareham which might have been a portrait of herself. +But until this moment she had not guessed what degree of relationship +bound her to the old man at her side. + +Now, however, she knew that too. The hesitation, the gentle +wistfulness with which he had spoken of his son struck home at her. +She was this man's granddaughter. She was moved by what he had said. A +big house empty of young people must be a place of melancholy and +hollow as a shell. Yet she would not reveal herself. She had it fixed +now as an instinct of her nature that she would never wear the name of +Challoner, nor admit a link with any of that name.... But she turned +toward her grandfather with a greater sympathy. + +"You have given up your whole life to politics now?" she asked, and a +wave of pity swept through her. It could not be possible that he +should win any success in that sphere, and she was young and could +hardly conceive of life at all without success. + +"Yes. I left the army twenty-five years ago. Sometimes I think that I +may have made a mistake," he answered. "But it is too late for me to +go back upon a mistake, even were I sure that I had made one. Politics +is all I have now. I have no longer any family. And I have politics in +my bones. I do not know what I should do if I lost my seat. I should +probably die." He spoke with absolute simplicity, absolute sincerity: +Cynthia was greatly moved. An old futile man without wife or family in +a big, empty house, feeding himself from day to day with the +disappointments of a hopeless ambition--it made for her a dismal +picture. She contrasted it with the other one before her eyes--Harry +Rames at the head of the table, confident, comfortable, young as +politicians go, with the world a smooth sea for his conquering sails; +and once again an unaccountable resentment against Harry Rames flared +up within her. Almost she wished that for once he might fail. Almost +she revealed herself then to Colonel Challoner. But she did not. She +had painfully learned a great gift--silence. + +She knew very well with what relief she would wake on the morrow to +the recollection that she was still Cynthia Daventry and not Cynthia +Challoner. + +"I expect that what I say will sound extravagant to you, Miss +Daventry," Colonel Challoner continued. "You at your age could hardly +understand it." + +The spell which was upon Cynthia was broken. She looked thoughtfully +about the table. + +"I should not have understood it an hour ago. I was inclined to think +it really didn't matter very much in the long run who was in and who +was out, that the things which wanted doing and which legislation +could do, would get themselves done sooner or later by one side or the +other and perhaps by both; and that for the rest the nation went on +its way, leaving the talk and the honors to the politicians because it +had no time for either and doing the work itself." + +Colonel Challoner laughed. + +"That's a definite point of view, at all events." + +"I expect that I was drawing my ideas from another--" she was about to +say "country," but checked herself lest she should be asked what +country and so put Colonel Challoner on the track of her relationship +to him. She went on hastily: "But since I have been sitting here, I +have learned how much of color politics can bring into the lives of +men." + +And Colonel Challoner looked at her and cried: + +"That's it, Miss Daventry. Color! That's the great need. That's why +the quack religions flourish in the back streets. We all need it--all +except the man there at the head of the table," and Colonel Challoner +looked a trifle enviously at Harry Rames. "He has it and to spare." + +The door opened by a few inches at this moment and a wrinkled pippin +of a head was pushed in. A pair of little bright eyes surveyed the +company and then the door was thrust wide open and M. Poizat stepped +lightly in. + +Harry Rames rose and shook hands with the little Frenchman. Colonel +Challoner stroked his white moustache. + +"You were present to-night?" said Rames. "What a difference, eh?" + +"Yes, I was proud," M. Poizat returned. "But always I waited for some +little word--some little word which did not come." + +"One always forgets an important point and generally the most +important. It is the experience of all speakers," said Rames. He +turned to the table. "I must introduce to you M. Poizat, and if ever +your voices are hoarse in Ludsey, please ask for Lungatine." + +Rames drew a chair to the table, pressed M. Poizat into it, and filled +for him a glass of champagne. The little man was delighted. He drank +Captain Rames's health, he bowed to the company; and his hand was +arrested in mid-air, holding the wine-glass by its stem. Colonel +Challoner was gazing fixedly across the table at him. A look of +trouble took all the merriment out of M. Poizat's face. + +"I have seen you before, M. Poizat," said Colonel Challoner. + +Cynthia began to think that the colonel had a mania for recognizing +people. + +"I am _Mr_. Poizat, an Englishman," the little confectioner answered +hurriedly. + +"Naturalized," said the colonel. + +"It is true," said M. Poizat reluctantly. + +"If you had only said that last night," thought Harry Rames. "You +would have got your advertisement, my friend." + +But he said not a word aloud, and M. Poizat continued: + +"But it was a long time ago. And all the years since I have spent in +Ludsey." + +Colonel Challoner shook his head. + +"It was not in Ludsey that I saw you. For I was never here in my life +before." + +M. Poizat shrugged his shoulders. + +"We have sat opposite to one another in a train perhaps. We have run +against one another in the traffic of a London street." + +"No, it was on some occasion more important. I do not forget a face." + +"Nor I," said M. Poizat. "And I have never seen yours, sir, until this +moment;" and though he spoke with spirit his uneasiness was apparent +to every one at that table. + +Colonel Challoner sat back in his chair and let the subject drop. But +he was not satisfied. He was even annoyed at his failure to identify +the Frenchman, and he sat relentlessly revolving in his mind the +changing scenes of his life. Meanwhile the talk drifted back to +by-gone elections and this or that great night when some famous +statesman was brought into the town and never allowed to speak one +audible word. Mr. Arnall mentioned one whose name resounded through +England. + +"Next night in Warrington he said that he had been struggling with the +beasts at Ephesus," said Mr. Arnall with a chirrup of delight. The old +Adam was strong in him at this moment and his own solemn exhortations +to hear all sides clean forgotten. Suddenly Colonel Challoner broke in +upon him. He leaned across the table and with a smile of triumph +stared between the candles at M. Poizat. + +"It was in a corridor," he said, "a vast bare corridor--somewhere--a +long time ago. You were coming out of a room--wait!--wait!--No, I +cannot name the place," and he sank back again disappointed. + +But M. Poizat's face wore now a sickly pallor. + +"In no corridor--nowhere," he stammered and his eyes, urgent with +appeal, turned toward Harry Rames. + +Harry Rames did his first service for an elector of Ludsey. He glanced +toward Mr. Benoliel, who rose. + +"It is getting late," said Benoliel, "and Rames has a busy day in +front of him." + +"I will order your motor-car round to the door," said Rames. He rang +the bell and the rest of the company left the table. Diana Royle and +Cynthia sought their cloaks in the adjoining sitting-room. Harry Rames +took M. Poizat by the arm and led him to the door. + +"I am very grateful to you," he said. "Good-night." And even as M. +Poizat's foot was over the threshold the voice of Colonel Challoner +brought him to a halt: + +"One moment. I remember now. You come from Alsace, M. Poizat." + +"I come from Provence," cried the little man, facing about swiftly +with a passionate, white face. + +Harry Rames had begun to think Colonel Challoner rather a bore with +his incomplete reminiscences. That thought passed from him altogether. +He had but to look at the two men to know that some queer and +unexpected moment of drama had sprung from their chance meeting at +this hotel at Ludsey. They stood facing one another, the little +Frenchman in the doorway with fear and rage contending in his face, +his mouth twisted into a snarl, his lips drawn back from his gums like +an animal, his teeth gleaming; the colonel erect above the table with +the candle-light shining upward upon a triumphant and menacing face. + +"You were in Metz in '71," cried Challoner. "So was I. I was a lad at +the time. I was aide to our attaché. That's where I saw you, M. +Poizat--in the long corridor of the Arsenal. Yes, you were in Metz in +'71." + +And behind M. Poizat appeared the waiter announcing that Mr. +Benoliel's motor-car was at the door. + + + + + CHAPTER XV + + THE MAYOR AND THE MAN + + +St. Anne's Hall stands tucked away in a narrow street of Ludsey by the +spacious square; and from its ancient windows you look out between the +lozenges of stained glass upon the great church of St. Anne with its +soaring spire and its wide graveyard. Into this hall the ballot-boxes +were brought from the polling-booths on the next evening, and at long +tables in the Council Chamber the voting papers were sorted and +counted. Harry Rames walked from table to table. He seemed to see +nothing but crosses against his opponent's name. He did not dare to +put a question to any of the scrutineers standing behind the sorters. +The very swiftness with which the votes were counted impressed him +with a sense of disaster. For the first time he began to ask himself +how he was to shape his life if to-night he were defeated. Thus an +hour passed and then the chief constable drew him aside to a bench +under the musician's gallery at one end of the room. + +"I've been watching the tables, Captain Rames," he said, "and I think +you are going to be elected." + +"You do?" said Rames eagerly. "Yes, and I shall be very glad if you +are." + +"Thank you," exclaimed Rames. He could have wrung off the chief +constable's hand in the fervor of his gratitude. + +"Oh, I am not speaking as a politician," the chief constable returned +with a smile. "I have the order of my city to look after. That's all I +am thinking about. If you weren't by any chance to get in, I am afraid +there would be trouble to-night in Ludsey. And I want you if you are +returned to get back to your hotel at once. It's important from my +point of view that you should show up on your balcony as soon as +possible after the result is declared." + +"I see," said Rames. + +"I will take you out the back way through the police station," the +chief constable continued, "and there's a lane opposite which will +lead you straight to your back door. You had better run, I think. For +your own friends would tear you to pieces to-night without noticing +they were doing you any harm." + +The chief constable suddenly changed his tone. One of the scrutineers +on the side of Rames's opponent had drawn close to them. The chief +constable had no intention to allow a suspicion that he favored one +side more than the other. He raised his voice. + +"You have noticed our tapestry, perhaps. It is quite invaluable, I +believe. We lent it two years ago to the South Kensington Museum. +There was an American millionaire here the other day who wished to buy +it." + +Raines looked across the room. + +"Isn't there some portion of it missing?" he asked. + +"Yes. That disappeared in the Commonwealth times. Let us go and look +at it." + +Rames walked at the chief constable's side up the floor of the room +toward the dais where Mr. Redling the Mayor, with his chain of office +about his shoulders, sat in his big chair in the centre of the long +council table. His mace lay upon the table in front of him, and he +surveyed the busy scene over which he presided with an imperturbable +gravity. But Mr. Redling was a genial soul with a twinkling eye and a +red, round face like a crumpled cherub's; and as Harry Rames advanced +toward the dais, Mr. Redling beckoned to him with a discreet twist of +the finger of a hand lying idle upon the table. + +Harry Rames took a seat beside the Mayor at the long table and again +words of comfort were poured into his ears in a gentle undertone. + +"I think you are going to do it," said Mr. Redling, repeating almost +word for word the utterance of his chief constable. "Of course, I +couldn't take any part. But you know what I should have been doing if +I hadn't been Mayor, don't you? But I have asked quietly here and +there about your chance and I fancy it's all right." + +He winked, and his face broke into triumphant smiles. He was a man. +Then he remembered again that he was a Mayor, and he sat a pillar of +municipal propriety. + +"It's good of you to say that," cried Harry Rames in a low voice. "I +needed to hear it, I can tell you." + +Mr. Redling looked at his face. The three weeks had taken a heavy toll +of him. He had thinned and sharpened; his eyes were heavy and very +tired; for the moment his buoyancy had gone. + +"Yes," said Mr. Redling. "An election takes a good deal out of one. +And these two hours are the worst of it when the fight's all over and +there's nothing to do but wait. Gives you a kind of glimpse into what +women have to put up with all their lives, eh?" + +Harry Rames glanced at the Mayor with interest. + +"Why, I suppose that's true." + +Mr. Redling nodded his head. + +"Yes. It teaches you that sitting with your hands in your lap isn't +the same as sitting soft, after all." + +Harry Rames felt comfort steal in upon him from the neighborhood of +the little Mayor. Mr. Redling was that rare bird, a strong politician +without a fad, and, therefore, a veritable haven of refuge to a +candidate in the cudgelling of an election. On the few afternoons when +Harry Rames had been able to snatch a half hour of leisure he had been +wont to run round to the Mayor's house and spend a restful interval +with one of the Mayor's cigars. Mr. Redling laid his Mayoralty aside +with the silk hat he invariably wore, and when he took off his chain +of office he usually took off his coat too. He had had his ups and +downs, and as he discoursed upon his city in his shirt-sleeves, Harry +Rames never failed to draw comfort from his talk, so strong a spirit +of human friendship breathed from him. + +"They like you here," continued Mr. Redling; "both sides. Take us for +all in all we are not violent people. Give us the right sort of man, +and we'll be sure he won't do us harm, whatever his politics," and +then as Mr. Benoliel, who was acting as one of Rames's scrutineers, +came to him with a doubtful voting paper, he switched off to another +topic; and it happened quite naturally that he chose the very same +subject as the chief constable had done. + +"Have you noticed our tapestry?" he asked. "We are proud of it. An +American gentleman, a Mr. Cronin, came over here last week with Mr. +Benoliel to see it. And after he had seen it, he wanted to buy it." + +"Oh, did he?" said Benoliel as he handed the voting paper to the +Mayor. "But I might have guessed that he would. I brought him over +from Culver, and we met Mrs. Royle just outside here. She came in with +us. Mrs. Royle seemed as interested in the tapestry as Cronin +himself." + +While Mr. Redling examined the voting paper, Harry Rames cast an eye +over the tapestry. The æsthetic qualities formed a quite insignificant +element in his nature. Of art he thought nothing at all. It noted in +his mind long hair and an absence of baths--such was his ignorance. +The only picture-gallery into which he had ever entered was the Royal +Academy; and the only occasion upon which he had ventured over that +threshold was the Academy dinner to which he had been invited after +his return from his Antarctic expedition. He had a primitive +appreciation of scarlet as a color and he recognized that women upon +canvas could look beautiful. There for him art ended. So he gazed at +the tapestry with a lack-lustre eye. There was no vividness of color, +and the human forms worked upon it had an angularity and a thickness +of joint which pleased him not at all. + +"I suppose it's very beautiful," he said. + +"It's unique," replied Mr. Benoliel; "that's why Cronin wanted it. Let +a thing be unique, he'll not trouble his head so much about its +beauty, and I am told he will ask no questions how it comes to be +offered to him." + +"Well, he offered us a hundred thousand pounds," Mr. Redling remarked +with half a sigh. Ludsey was growing at a pace which made it difficult +for the borough council to keep up with it. Mr. Redling thought of +baths and schools and houses. "A hundred thousand pounds--a good deal +of money for a municipality to refuse. But of course, we did. We +couldn't let that tapestry go." He returned to the voting paper and +gave his decision upon it. Harry Rames drifted down again into the +body of the hall. He troubled no more about the priceless tapestry +swinging under the high carved roof in this ancient place. He was a +man of his own day, absorbed in its doings, and wondering always in a +great labor of thought how he might make his name familiar in all +men's mouths before nightfall swept him into the darkness. His +anxieties were now diminished, his heart beat high. For here were two +men, both experienced in elections and both convinced that he would +surely win. So the first small victory, it seemed, was won. He crossed +to the row of windows and looked down through a lozenge of white in +the painted pattern into the street below. And having once looked he +could not again withdraw his eyes. + +It was a night of January, dreary and loud with a roar of falling +rain. A light wind carried the rain at a slant so that it shot down +past the street lamps like slender javelins of steel. And exposed to +that pitiless assault a silent crowd of men stood packed together in +the narrow street between St. Anne's Hall and the railings of the +church. A few, a very few, carried umbrellas over their heads, the +rest stood with their coat collars turned up about their throats and +their hands deep in their pockets. No one moved, for there was no room +to move; and all the faces were uplifted under the brims of their +soaking hats to the great window beyond the hall whence the result +should be declared. The patience of the throng, its acquiescence in +discomfort, as though discomfort were the ordinary condition of its +life, suddenly caught hold of Harry Rames. He took a step, nay, a +stride forward. Last night when he had come out of the Exchange and +the herd of animals had been transfigured into the uplifted faces of +men, his thought had been: + +"This is for me." + +But now his thoughts changed. The men of Ludsey did not wait in vain +that night. For Harry Rames the glamour faded off the arena. At the +very moment when the bars were being withdrawn for him to enter it the +exultation of battle died out of his heart. He woke to something +new--the claim of the constituency. The longer he looked, the stronger +the claim grew, the more loudly the silence of that throng proclaimed +and shouted it. They stood under the javelins of the rain, the men who +had voted for him. They emphasized their claim by their extraordinary +quietude. Almost they menaced. + +"A queer sight," said a voice at his elbow. + +Harry Rames turned. It was Mr. Arnall who had interrupted him. + +"I shall not easily forget it," said Rames, drawing a breath, and then +with an irritable outburst he said: "They look to Parliament for more +than parliaments can do, to candidates for more than members can +achieve. Each election is to open paradise for them." + +"And whose fault is that?" asked Mr. Arnall dryly. + +Rames nodded. + +"Ours, I suppose," he said; and behind him in the room there was a +bustle and a grating of chairs upon the floor. The votes had been +sorted. The candidates and their friends gathered about the long table +on the raised dais. + +"They are taking yours first," said Mr. Arnall to Harry. "That's a +good sign." + +The papers cast for Harry Rames were brought to the table in sets of +fifty. They were placed crosswise, one set on the top of the first, +and the third on the second, until five hundred had been counted. +Against that pile of five hundred votes a second rose. Gradually the +orderly heaps of paper extended along the table's edge in front of the +Mayor. There were half a dozen now. Rames's agent stood by them like a +bull-dog on the chain. The half-dozen became ten, eleven, twelve. And +as the twelfth heap was completed a quick movement ran among all of +Rames's friends. He had polled now half the electorate of the city. +One more set of papers and he was in. + +It was laid next to the others at that moment, and Rames's hands were +silently grasped and shaken. But the heaping up of the votes went on. +There were three more piles to be added before the end was reached. +Eighty-four per cent of the electorate had recorded their votes. Harry +Rames had won by a majority well on to two thousand. He stood there in +a buzz of congratulations, with a sudden vacancy of mind and thought. +He remembered the extraordinary agility with which Mr. Redling whipped +out of the room, trying to say unconcernedly: + +"I'll just announce the result at once." + +He heard the storm of cheers in the street below. That patient silence +was broken now in a hurricane of enthusiasm and even through it he +could distinguish the words of the exultant cry: + +"Rames is our man!" + +He saw the Mayor return, much out of breath. He proposed the vote of +thanks to the returning officers, with the usual eulogy of his +opponents and depreciation of himself. But even at that moment the +claim of the constituency would importunately obtrude and find +acknowledgment in his words. + +"You look to me very likely for more than I can do," he said simply. +"At all events you shall have what I can." + +But the most memorable achievement that night was the reply of Mr. +Redling. + +As he rose to his feet to acknowledge the vote of thanks, the man ran +forward and got a fair start of the Mayor. He cried out, all one +bubble of delight: + +"I need hardly say, gentlemen, how utterly I rejoice at--" and then +the Mayor put on a spurt and caught up the man--"at the admirable +manner in which this contest has been conducted by both sides." + +But the correction deceived no one. Mr. Redling's politics were known, +and so, in a general splutter of good-humored laughter, the Ludsey +election came to an end. + +The Mayor turned from the table wiping his forehead. + +"I nearly made a bad break there," he said in a whisper. "They won't +come at you again, I think. I reckon you have got Ludsey, Captain +Rames," and then Rames felt the hand of the chief constable laid upon +his arm. He was rushed across the Mayor's parlor, down the stairs +through the police station, where the police at their supper rose and +gave him a loud cheer. + +"Silence!" cried the chief constable savagely. He opened the street +door and peeped out. + +"All's clear. Run--down that alley opposite. Say something from your +balcony, never mind what--they won't hear more than two words." + +"That's just all that I want them to hear," cried Rames. + +He had foreseen that moment. He ran with one or two of his friends to +the back door of his hotel. A path was made for them through the +crowded hall. He came out upon the balcony, and up and down the hill +as far as his eyes could see the street was thronged. He stretched out +his hand. He had a second of absolute silence, and in that second his +voice rang out: + +"My constituents----" + +The roar which answered him showed him that once more his foresight +had served him well. No other word of his was heard. But any other +words would have spoiled the two which he had uttered. + + + + + CHAPTER XVI + + WORDS OVER THE TELEPHONE + + +The next two hours were for Rames of the tissue whence nightmares are +woven. Rames was conscious that he made speeches and still more +speeches and yet others on the top of those, until speech-making +became a pain in the head for which there was no anodyne. He made them +from windows--one at that very window where Taylor, the lily fingered +democrat, had by a single sentence won immortality and certain +defeat--he made them from tables in club-rooms which he no longer +recognized; where men, packed tight as herrings, screamed +incoherencies in a blaze of light and the atmosphere of a Turkish +bath, or standing upon chairs beat him, as he passed beneath them, on +the top of the head with their hats in the frenzy of their delight. +For two hours Ludsey went stark mad and Harry Rames had reached +exhaustion before a gigantic captain of the fire brigade lifted him +panting and dishevelled out of the throng, and drawing him into a +small committee-room locked the door against his votaries. + +"Better wait for a little while here, sir," he said; and it was one +o'clock in the morning before he ventured to return to his hotel. + +By that time the madness was already past. There was still noise in +the blazing rooms of the clubs. But the streets were empty and up the +climbing hill the city was quiet as a house of mutes. A placard in the +window of the newspaper office recorded the figures of the election, +and the boarding which protected the shops opposite to his hotel shone +white in the light of the lamps. But for those two signs, even Rames +might have found it difficult of belief that so lately this very +hill had rung with cheers and seethed with a tumultuous populace. +To-morrow, however, the sirens of the factories would shrill across +the house-tops at six and the work of a strenuous industrial town +begin. Ludsey had no time to dally with victories won and triumphs +which had passed. + +Nor indeed had Harry Rames. He rang the bell at the door and entered +the hall quickly. There was something which he should have done before +now, though only now he remembered it. With a word to the porter, he +went into the office and switched on the electric light. He crossed to +the corner where the telephone was fixed and called up the White +House. A woman's voice, very small and clear, came back to him over +the lines. He recognized it with a thrill of satisfaction. It was +Cynthia Daventry's. + +"Oh, it's you yourself," he cried eagerly, and he heard Cynthia, at +the other end of the telephone, laugh with pleasure at his eagerness. + +"Yes," she answered. "I thought perhaps you might ring me up." + +So she had waited--just that they might talk together for a few +moments. Harry Rames, however, did not answer her. It seemed to him +from the intonation of her voice that she had more to say if she would +only make up her mind to say it. He stood and waited with the receiver +at his ear, and after a little while Cynthia spoke again upon a lower +note. + +"I am glad that you did. I should have been disappointed if you +hadn't." + +"Thank you," said Rames. + +He spoke very gently. There was no smile of triumph upon his face. It +had become of vast importance to him within the last two hours to know +how her thoughts dealt with him; and he was not sure. There was +friendship between them--yes. But how far on her side did it reach? He +had no answer to that question. + +"You have heard the result?" he asked. + +"Yes. Mr. Benoliel telephoned to me at once from the Mayor's parlor." + +"I ought to have done that," said Harry Rames. + +"Oh, no. You were making speeches," replied Cynthia with a laugh. She +was at all events not offended by his omission. + +"And you are glad that I have won?" he asked. And again she waited a +while before she answered; and when she did speak it was with that +little spirit of resentment which Rames had heard before in her voice. + +"Well,--since your heart was so much set on winning,--yes, there you +have your triumph--I am glad that you won." + +Cynthia meant what she said, but she was reluctant to mean it. She +spoke, too, under a constraint to speak. She had a picture before her +eyes of the man at the other end of the line quietly waiting upon her, +certain perhaps of what she would say. And the picture and the sense +of compulsion were both an offence to her. + +"Good-night," she added curtly and with a sharp, quick movement she +hung up the receiver. The little clang of metal travelled along the +line to Harry Rames and emphasized her resentment. + +But he was not disturbed by that. On the whole he looked upon it as a +favorable sign. So definite a resentment implied that she was +interested and set a value on their friendship. Rames went upstairs to +bed, but he was too tired to sleep and his thoughts raced ahead and +scouted in the future. He had leaped the first obstacle in the race, +but that once leaped and looked back upon became a tiny thing compared +with those which lay ahead. + +"Will she? Will she not?" he asked. All hung upon the answers to those +questions. He was poor. He must marry. He must marry money and even +money was not enough. Other qualities were needed to help him to the +great career. But they were all there, a few miles away, possessed by +the young mistress of the White House. She had looks and manners and a +distinction of her own. You could not be in a room with her, however +crowded, and be long unaware that she was present too. Only--would +she? + +He had very little to offer her--beyond this earnest of future success +which he had won to-night. And six hundred and seventy others would +have won just the same opportunity before the year was a fortnight +older. Moreover, Cynthia was romantic and he was not. For all her +friendliness he was a bitter disappointment to her. He recognized it +all and began to regret that he had not donned the glittering cloak of +romance which so often she had held out to him. But his foresight came +to console him. + +"I could never have lived up to it," he reflected. "She would have +found me out. I have been honest with her and she likes honesty." + +Certainly there were points in his favor. Rames took heart. She had +run the gauntlet of the drawing-rooms through a London season. Men had +gone down before her satin slippers, men ancient and modern. Mothers +of daughters had frowned upon her, mothers of sons had smiled. Young +Lord Helmsdale, adored of the ladies, had pursued her, and it was his +habit to be pursued. Yet she had come out of the throng to +Warwickshire heart-free. Of that he was sure. + +Besides, she had waited up to speak to him. That was something,--not +very much, perhaps,--but surely something. Also, since he had wished +to win, she was glad that he had won. Rames's memories took him back +to the night when they first met at the Admiralty. Not thus had she +spoken then. She had moved toward him since that night--reluctantly, +slowly. Yet she had moved. + +He was still casting up this ledger of his chances when a lonely +booming sound broke upon the stillness of the night and penetrated +through the open window like some melancholy siren of the sea. It was +repeated and repeated, growing louder with each repetition yet hardly +more articulate, and without any change of intonation. And every now +and then it was interrupted for a few seconds by a dull crash. Rames +tried to thrust it from his notice. + +"Will she? Will she not?" he asked himself. But the booming sound +would not be denied. It was as the wail of some utterly friendless man +who cared not whether his fellows slept or waked. It was thoroughly +pitiless. Nearer it came to the hotel, and now wavering, heavy feet +could be heard to beat an irregular accompaniment. The occasional thud +was explained. A very drunken man was staggering up the hill and from +time to time he fell upon the pavement, unconscious that he fell, +barely aware only that his long-drawn cry had ceased. Rames thought of +him as a malignant creature determined to inflict torture--until the +sound at last sifted itself into definite words. "Vote for Harry +Rames!" the nightfarer cried aloud to a city which had already done +so; and at times he dropped the Harry and inserted an epithet of color +common no doubt in his vocabulary. He passed beneath the windows and +with many a tumble faded into distance, invoking the unresponsive gas +lamps. + +Rames turned over on his side with relief. + +"My dear," he whispered, "take his advice and vote for Harry Rames! I +shall owe you much, but I'll make it up to you. I'll not ask you till +I am sure I can. I must risk Helmsdale carrying you off." + + +He fell asleep and even the tune the clock chimes in Ludsey church +played at four o'clock in the morning did not make him stir. But at +the White House just at that hour Cynthia waked. It was not the clock +which waked her. It seemed to her that she had heard a step in the +corridor. She sat up in her bed and in a few seconds was sure of it. +Some one was moving very stealthily about the house. For a moment her +old horror gripped her. Here was her father come at last with +authority to claim her. She sat staring wide-eyed into the darkness, +flung back to the days when she was a child. Then her reason +reasserted itself. Her father was dead. The blood flowed again to her +heart. But the stealthy sound continued. She heard a door gently +latched. She sprang out of bed, opened her own door, and switched on +the light. The corridor was empty to the edge of the shadows. She +peered into them. She saw nothing, and no sound reached her now. + +"Who is it?" she asked in a loud voice, and no answer came to her. She +waited in her doorway with a hand to her breast. The plank of a stair +cracked loudly, close to her; but no footsteps made it crack. She went +back into her room. + +Yet she had not been mistaken. Any one in the road that night might +have seen a light ascending past the windows of the staircase and then +moving through the upper rooms, until at last in one it remained for a +long time. The light was carried by Diana Royle. She passed up the +staircase to an unfurnished room used for the storage of old boxes and +discarded things. From the corner of this room she rolled out a great +bale, dusty with years, and tied up like a carpet with an old piece of +rope. She cut the rope and spread it out upon the floor, cautiously +and silently. Then lowering her candle she examined it. With a smile +upon her lips she stood up again. She fastened the bale and dragged it +back into its corner. The smile did not leave her lips. Chance had led +her up here some weeks ago. She had discovered the bale and had +wondered what it was. An old carpet? A disused curtain? Now she knew. +In an attic of this old house she had discovered the lost strip of the +Ludsey tapestry. + + + + + CHAPTER XVII + + A REFUSAL + + +"So you have refused young Helmsdale." + +Three months had passed since the Ludsey election. The air was warm +and golden and already the world whispered of summer, yet not too loud +lest it should seem to boast and so be balked of its desire. +Parliament had met, London was full, and in the country the foxes and +the pheasants had leisure to attend to their own affairs. And with the +rest Cynthia had come to town. She rode on this morning out of the +park, where the buds were running along the branches of the trees like +delicate green flames, about eleven o'clock, and turning out of South +Audley Street into Curzon Street, she saw Mr. Benoliel waiting upon +the pavement in front of her new house. As she stopped her horse +before the door he reprimanded her: + +"Cynthia, you have refused him." + +Cynthia blushed. Then she exclaimed: + +"But how in the world could you know! It isn't half an hour since I +refused him." Then she bent down over her saddle and gazed at him in +the fulness of admiration. "But you know everything. It wouldn't be of +much use trying to keep things from you, would it?" + +Mr. Benoliel smiled grimly. + +"Yes, that's the way, Cynthia, and no doubt a neater style of doing it +will come in time." + +Cynthia sat upright, swift as a spring, and remained so, with her nose +in the air, haughty for five complete seconds. Then curiosity restored +her to her sex and she swooped again over her saddle. + +"How did you know?" + +"He borrowed a horse from me this morning," said Mr. Benoliel--"a good +horse. He was very particular that it should be a valuable horse. So I +gathered that he wanted to make on this morning of all mornings a +specially favorable impression." + +Cynthia's lips twitched. + +"You lent him a very good horse," she said. "But the horse didn't tell +you." + +"That's where you are wrong, Cynthia. The horse did," said Mr. +Benoliel. "Ten minutes ago, as I was turning out of Grosvenor Square, +I met my very valuable horse being led by a ragged beggarman whom I +had never seen in my life before. I asked him what the dickens he was +doing with it and he explained that as he was standing by the rails in +Hyde Park a young man rode up to him in a violent rage, dismounted, +tossed him the reins and a shilling and told him to lead the rotten +beast back to Grosvenor Square. Just fancy that! My horse! I might +have lost him altogether." + +Cynthia tried her best to look indignant at so treacherous a return to +Mr. Benoliel's generosity, but she could not and she rippled suddenly +into laughter. + +"He was horribly angry," she said. + +Mr. Benoliel turned his wrath again upon Cynthia. + +"And no wonder!" he said. "Helmsdale's not used to being refused. He +is young. He is good-looking. He has a social position----" + +"And he has a profile," added Cynthia. "Please don't forget that. But +you can't if you know him, or even if you don't, can you? Have you +ever fixed your eyes steadily upon him, Mr. Benoliel? Do the next time +you see him, and within twenty seconds he will show you his profile. +He will turn his head quite slowly and show it you, just like a man at +the music-halls disclosing the newest sensation. I couldn't marry a +profile, even though it was mounted on your horse." Then she bent down +to him again coaxing him: "You didn't really want me to marry him, did +you? You see, I don't love him." + +Mr. Benoliel seemed to think this answer insufficient. + +"Love would come," he answered. + +"That's what he said," exclaimed Cynthia. + +"And you?" asked Benoliel. + +Cynthia bent her eyes steadily upon him. + +"I answered, 'Lovers would come.'" + +Mr. Benoliel looked up at her with a wry face. + +"You know too much, my dear," he said, and Cynthia threw back her +head, with her face suddenly clouded and sullen. + +"Oh, yes," she cried bitterly. "I have eaten of the tree--and +lately--very lately." + +And at the sight of her distress all Mr. Benoliel's indignation +vanished. + +"I know," he said gently. "That's why I wanted you to marry, Cynthia." + +"Is that the remedy?" she asked. And she shook her head slowly. "I am +frightened of it." + +She called to her groom, dismounted from her horse and taking Mr. +Benoliel by the arm cried: + +"Come in. You haven't seen my house since I bought it. You shall tell +me what you think of it, now that it's finished." + +She ran up the steps and turned to him at the top with a look of +compunction in her face: + +"I talk to you of my troubles," she said. "I have no right to--no, +neither to you nor to any one. I am ashamed of myself. I have food to +eat, clothes to wear, money to spend, and friends. Yes, I am very +fortunate," and her mind winged back to a dark night on the estancia +when she had crouched in a big chair, listening to horrors set ready +for her. "I ought to be grateful," she cried with a shudder at her +memories. "Come in!" + +She led him through the rooms and claimed his enthusiasm for this or +that rare piece of satin-wood or mahogany. It had been a great joy to +her in the early days of the year to ransack the dealers' shops and +grow learned of Hepplewhite and Chippendale. She told Mr. Benoliel +stories of her researches, seeking to recapture some savor of that +past pleasure. But her sprightliness became an effort and in her own +sitting-room she turned abruptly to him: + +"But I have a distaste for it all now," she said and sat down in a +chair. "I have no longer any pride in the house at all." + +Mr. Benoliel stood over her and nodded his head in sympathy. She was +distressed. She had a look of discomfort. + +"Yes, I understand that, Cynthia," he said. + +She took off her hard hat. It pressed upon her temples and made her +head throb. + +"How much do you know?" she asked. + +"That Mrs. Royle is leaving you." + +"Yes," said Cynthia moodily. "We have agreed to separate. Do you know +anything more?" + +"Yes. The missing panel of tapestry hangs again in Ludsey Town Hall." + +"Yes. It was lying in a lumber-room under the roof of my house in +Warwickshire. How long it had been lying there, or how it came there, +I can't discover. Diana ran across it by accident. It was tied up in a +bale like an old carpet. She didn't think it of any value--until she +went one morning to the Town Hall with an American millionaire who was +anxious to see the tapestry and buy it if he could." + +"Yes. I took Cronin there myself. He was staying with me and I drove +him into Ludsey and met Mrs. Royle in the street. That was the day +before the election. We all three went into the Town Hall together. I +remember Mrs. Royle saying that she had never been in the building +before. I pointed out the tapestry and explained that a wide strip of +it was missing. I think I suggested that it would one day be turned +out of some old cupboard." + +Cynthia nodded. + +"That no doubt helped her to the truth. Anyway, she tried to persuade +me to sell it. She merely told me that it was valuable and that I +could get two thousand pounds for it. I didn't connect it with the +Ludsey tapestry. I thought that it might be worth while to bring it up +to this house; and I refused to sell. Diana urged me again, however, +and but that I don't like selling things, I would have let her sell +it, just because she was getting tiresome about it. Then Hartmann, the +Bond Street dealer, called on me a month ago and told me what the +strip was." + +"Why did he call?" asked Benoliel. + +"He was in the deal with another man. Both apparently were selling to +Mr. Cronin, and they quarrelled over the division of the profits. So +Hartmann came to me in revenge. He told me that Diana was to get eight +thousand pounds if she could persuade me to sell and that they meant +to sell the tapestry afterward to Mr. Cronin for twenty-five thousand +pounds. It's not a pretty story, is it?" + +"No," said Benoliel. "So you gave it back to Ludsey?" + +"Yes." + +"Does Mrs. Royle know that you are aware of her share in the +transaction?" + +"Yes. We haven't ever talked of it, but she knows and proposed of her +own accord that we should separate. We couldn't go on living together, +could we? It would be too uncomfortable. I couldn't trust her." + +"When does she go?" + +"In a week or two, now," said Cynthia. "She has taken a little house +on the north side of the park. Of course, for my father's sake"--thus +she always spoke of Mr. Daventry--"I am looking after her;" and she +suddenly struck her hands together. "Oh, but it's all rather sordid, +isn't it?" + +"Yes," said Mr. Benoliel. He was troubled and perplexed. "And what are +you going to do?" he asked. + +Cynthia shrugged her shoulders. + +"I must engage a companion." + +"That doesn't sound very satisfactory." + +"What else can I do?" + +"Marry!" said Mr. Benoliel. + +Cynthia rose petulantly to her feet. + +"No," she cried. "That I won't do." She turned away and looked out +into the street, a storm of rebellion at her heart. Why should every +one want to marry her off? Even her friend, her adviser, who should +have stood by her, had turned, it seemed, against her. She came back +to Mr. Benoliel, but he stood with so distressful a countenance that +her indignation died away, and with a pretty compunction she made her +apology: + +"I know that you are thinking of me. I am sorry if I seemed to forget +it. Forgive me! But you can't really want me to marry just so that I +may not be alone." + +"My dear," said Mr. Benoliel gently, "It's a very good reason." + +Cynthia shook her head. + +"For a girl?--I am little more. No. I may come to that belief in the +end when I am older. But not yet. I must have a better reason now. +There are too many years ahead of me." + +Mr. Benoliel smiled, with a little wistfulness in the smile. + +"Dreams, Cynthia, dreams," he said. + +"I am losing them," she returned, and with a smile too, the smile of +humor, not of amusement. "I am making haste to lose them against my +will. But this one I'll keep for still a little while. I'll still +dream that while I am young I must have a better reason for marriage +than the fear of being alone." + +"Very well, Cynthia," said Mr. Benoliel disconsolately. "I'll hope you +are right." + +He left the house and Cynthia sat down for a long time in her room. +She had run to the extreme of melancholy with the determination of +youth to make the very worst or best of life's daily provision. She +had never felt so keenly the vanity of her illusions. She had seldom +felt so lonely, she was sure. Even Harry Rames nowadays left her +severely to herself. Why didn't he come to see her? She asked the +question with indignation. She had never seen him since the +supper-party at his hotel in Ludsey on the night before the poll. She +had never heard his voice since he had spoken to her over the +telephone just after his election. Very likely he had grown tired of +her appeals to him to be different from what he was. No doubt she was +a bore. Sadly Cynthia admitted it. Yes, she was a bore, and Diana +Royle was treacherous, and Harry Rames never came to see her, and, +take it all in all, it was a gray and dismal world. + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII + + A MAIDEN SPEECH + + +Yet to her astonishment Harry Rames came that very week on the Friday +afternoon. Cynthia received him with an elaborate dignity. There was +no acidity in her welcome, neither was there any joy. She seemed +intensely unaware that she had not seen him for three months. Her nose +was perhaps a trifle too high in the air, but she was not conscious of +it. On the whole she was greatly pleased with her demeanor. She was +behaving as a woman of the world to whom one acquaintance, more or +less, is a matter of complete indifference. She offered him tea, and +seating herself upon a sofa in front of the table poured it out. Harry +Rames took his cup with humility. Cynthia was quick to notice it, no +less quick to be gratified by his exhibition of a quality which +hitherto he had lacked. He was abashed. He was ashamed. He was uneasy. +No doubt he had come expecting the flattery of questions. Her +unconsciousness of the length of his absence put him at a loss. When +he spoke, it was with difficulty. And then, suddenly, Cynthia saw his +lips twitching at the corners. He was not abashed at all. He was +simply trying not to laugh. Cynthia grew hot. Alas! her great dignity +had barely sustained her in contentment for five minutes! The old +indignation shone in her eyes. The indifferent great lady vanished. +Almost before she was aware of it she was talking in broken, resentful +sentences--as any other ordinary girl might have done who had been +wounded and whose wound had betrayed her into speech. + +"People who insist on making friends with other people who didn't at +the beginning want to be friends at all, haven't the right afterward +to drop being friends calmly, without a word of explanation. Of +course, if people are bored--but even then they should have guessed +they were going to be bored before they perhaps made other people +count a little--oh, not so much, of course, but just a little--on +their friendship. No, I object to that. It's hateful--and then you +saunter in as if--No." Cynthia, oppressed with a sense of utter +isolation in a most neglectful world, which probably hated her when it +stopped to think of her at all, was perilously near to tears. She took +refuge in sarcasm of a crude kind: + +"You probably wouldn't understand that suddenly to stay away after you +have been friendly is rather humiliating to a girl. But you will take +it from me, won't you, that it is so?" + +She spoke as one giving a kindly lesson in tact to a boorish person. +But her lips shook. Harry Rames rose from his chair and crossing the +room took up the _Times_ which lay still neatly folded in its original +square upon a table. + +"You have not opened your paper to-day," he said; and once more he saw +Cynthia flinch as though he had struck her a blow--flinch and sit +dumb, with her great eyes full of pain. + +"Oh, please don't make any mistake," he said quickly, and with the +newspaper in his hand he came back to her side. "I wasn't taking what +you said carelessly. But if you had read your _Times_ to-day you would +have understood, I think, why I have stayed away till now. You might, +perhaps, have guessed why I have come this afternoon." + +Cynthia took the newspaper from him and unfolded it, with her eyes +resting in doubt upon his. Then comprehension came to her. She turned +the pages quickly and stopped at one particular sheet of closely +printed columns. "Oh," she cried, "you have made your maiden speech." + +"Yes, last night." + +In a second her resentment was forgotten. She was all smiles. She +reached out an eager hand to him. "It was successful? But why do I +ask? I have watched the newspapers ever since the House met. I thought +you were never going to speak." + +"I always meant to hold back at the beginning," said the wise Harry +Rames. "There were new men tumbling over one another to speak on the +address; I let them get that start of me without any fear. I wanted to +learn the way of speaking which carries you home in the House of +Commons." + +Cynthia laughed and made room for him on the sofa at her side. + +"Yes, there I recognize you." + +"Besides," Rames continued, "the address fights the election over +again, sums it up, and parades its consequences--consequences already +known to all. It's very difficult to make any real mark in the debate +on the address. So while the other men talked I sat quiet. Night after +night through the address, through the two months which followed it, I +sat in the House, listening and watching. And I learned my lesson." + +"Yes?" said Cynthia. + +"I learned that the House scoffs at oratory and has no use for +perorations; that it won't listen to leading articles; that it won't +tolerate conceit, except in the biggest men, and hates it in them; +that it is conscious of dignity and requires the same consciousness in +the members who address it. It requires too that the man who +intervenes in a debate should contribute something out of himself." + +"Does it always get that?" asked Cynthia in bewilderment. + +"No, indeed. But, on the other hand, it goes out into the lobby, or it +talks. Smale's a wise man. He told me once that hardly ever did a +Parliament produce more than three new men. Just think of it! For five +or six years, for six or eight or ten months in each of those years, +there's one perpetual flow of talk during eight hours of the day in +that Chamber; and yet out of all that sludge of talk only three men +emerge of any account. I want to be one of the three men in this +Parliament. Otherwise you are right and I am wrong. I have mischosen +my career. So I sat quiet and learned my lesson." + +"Until last night," said Cynthia. + +"Yes, my opportunity came." + +"With a subject on which you could contribute?" + +"Well, on which I thought I could," said Rames; and once again Cynthia +wondered at the patience with which he had sat night after night +awaiting his moment, and yet counting calmly as among the +possibilities of failure his own incompetence. "It was Asiatic +immigration." + +Cynthia made a grimace. + +"Sounds dull?" asked Rames. "Very likely. But it's an important +question for us and one that's going to be still more important in the +future. You see, as a power, we are in a queer position. We are at +once the white people resisting the Asiatic immigrant, and the Asiatic +immigrant wanting the outlet of immigration--but I won't make my +speech over again to you. I raised the question myself on the colonial +vote, and here is what I said,"--he took the newspaper from her hands, +folded it, and gave it back to her. Then he sat quietly by her side +while she read the speech through. She appreciated the labor and +thought which had gone to its making; the half column which the +_Times_ gave to reporting it enabled her to realize that it had been +delivered with a vivid economy of phrase which gave his meaning aptly +and never frittered it away. If only the trouble had been taken and +the speech delivered for the sake of the question! The question was a +big one. Cynthia understood that through the spectacles of Harry +Rames's speech. + +"You made a great success?" she asked turning toward him. She noticed +that he was sitting very still beside her, as though he set great +store upon her judgment. And in a voice of greater warmth she said: + +"But of course you did." + +Again Rames took the newspaper and again he folded it. He pointed to +the first leader, from which his name stood out in bigger type than +the rest of the text. + +"It doesn't so very often happen that the _Times_ takes the subject of +its chief leading article from a man's first speech in the House of +Commons." + +Then he folded the paper again at the parliamentary report and pointed +to a paragraph here and there. "That's what the leader of the +opposition said. Here's the reference the colonial minister made when +he wound up the debate. You see, both dealt with my speech." + +There was a note of quiet elation in Harry Rames's voice. He had taken +another step along the chosen path. He had passed through another of +the ordeals. + +Cynthia did not answer. She sat with the newspaper on her knees, +gazing forward with perplexed eyes. She looked almost disheartened. + +Rames noticed the look and smiled. + +"I know what's troubling you, Miss Daventry. You are wondering whether +it isn't, after all, the horrible truth that a desire to get on and +excel can achieve quite as much, and be quite as useful to the world, +as enthusiasm for a cause, the pure, genuine enthusiasm to make the +world better." + +Cynthia turned to him with a start. + +"Yes, I was wondering just in that way." + +"Well, I'll answer you," said Rames firmly. "The desire to get on +achieves more and better things than enthusiasm for an idea." + +"I can't believe it," cried Cynthia in revolt. + +"Think it over," continued Rames. "Enthusiasm for cause blinds you to +the harm, the injustice which you may do in furthering your cause. The +desire to get on makes you appreciate the cause, and weigh it, yes, +but it makes you weigh also the methods of advance." + +"No, no," cried Cynthia. "You push a garden roller over all my frail +illusions. Some day, I think, you'll pay;" and she turned suddenly +toward him. "Yes, I'm afraid you'll pay." + +She glanced down at the paper and suddenly swept it off her knees. His +were ignoble views; she was sure of it. But none the less he was her +friend, and she took refuge from his views, as was her wont, in her +friendship. After all, he had come hot from his little triumph to tell +her of it. She recognized that she was making him an ungenerous +return. + +"Tell me what you felt when you got up to speak! Were you nervous?" +she asked, and Rames relaxed from his attitude of vigilance and leaned +back with a laugh. + +"I should have run away if I could," he said. "But I couldn't. I had +taken the trouble to make flight impossible. The House goes into +Committee over the estimates. I had asked Smale to speak to the +Chairman of Committees. He had done so. An opportunity had been made +for me. I had to make the best of it I could." + +"Tell me," Cynthia insisted; and as more than once he had done before, +having lost ground in her thoughts, he marched forward and +unconsciously regained it. For he drew her with humor and a vivid +truth the picture of a man in one of the ordeals of his life. He +neither posed as the triumphant hero for whom there are no +difficulties, nor did he exaggerate his terrors or apprehensions so +that his ultimate success might glow the brighter. He was true to +himself, as he had always striven to be with Cynthia. The labor of +forethought, the stress of fear, the strain upon the nerves, and the +tiny victory won as the consequence were set before her in their due +proportions. He ceased to be a thing of cold calculations and +inevitable triumphs. He became a man, stiffening his knees against +tremors and alarms. + +He had walked down to the House early on that Thursday. For his speech +had been thought out, and there was nothing more for him to do, and +now he must keep moving. He went down onto the broad terrace over the +Thames, and there, during the hour of questions which precedes debate, +in a cold wind he wandered miserable. One tall and burly policeman was +the calm guardian of that deserted place. Harry Rames walked from the +Speaker's house to the House of Lords and back again, trying to repeat +over to himself the argument of his speech. But the policeman loomed +too large between him and it. Rames detected something supercilious in +his imperturbability. No doubt he knew that Rames that day was going +to make his maiden speech. He must have seen so many pace this terrace +during the hour of questions with the same apprehensions. The signs +would be visible. + +Rames turned his back upon the policeman and leaned on the parapet. +But the speech would not come. He had left the opening sentences to +the moment when he should be upon his legs. For he must link what he +had to say onto what already had been said, lest he should lose +altogether the effect of spontaneity. The rest he had prepared and +rehearsed, and rehearsed again, with the intention to know it so well +that he should be free to twist into its scheme the speeches made +immediately before. But now that he tried to say it over on the +terrace it lost altogether its continuity. The argument halted; the +chosen words failed him; he stumbled from unconnected epigram to +inappropriate metaphor; he clung to half-remembered phrases, and with +a sinking heart repeated them, and repeated them--and repeated them. +He shut his eyes. The great effort was going to be just a failure of +fine talk--the mere scrap-heap of a speech. + +He looked down at the brown water, followed it eastward below the +bridge; and then his eyes were caught by a small torpedo-boat lying +opposite at a mooring in front of St. Thomas's Hospital. And the +aspect of this familiar thing smote him down to the depths of +abasement. But for presumption he might now be in command of a great +battle-ship doing the things he had been trained to do, and doing them +with confidence. And his thoughts swept him away to Spithead; and the +vision of a great, dark battle-ship, sitting steadily in a tumbled sea +between Southsea and the Isle of Wight, clear of the Solent fairway, +and west of the checkered forts, rose up and drew him for a moment as +with chains. He hated his ambitions; he thought of this dreadful hour +to which they had lured him. He saw the day pass and the evening come +up out of the sea and the lights begin to glow upon the foreshore, a +cluster at Southsea pier, a little chain running up the hill of Union +Street, at Ryde, and close down by the water's edge tiny lights in +cottages and houses like glow-worms in a forest. + +Then another step sounded on the pavement and he turned away from his +vision. After all he might be laughing at all these fears in an hour's +time, he took the courage to reflect; and he went up the stairs and +across the lobby into the Chamber itself. He looked for a seat on the +second bench below the gangway, but the House was full. + +Colonel Challoner, again passed over in the choice of +under-secretaries, looked up at him from the corner seat, and noticed +the blue-book and a volume of Hansard under his arm. + +"Are you going to speak?" he asked. + +"If I can get called," said Rames. + +Challoner made room for him at his side. + +"I mean to say a word or two myself," he said, "but we shall probably +neither of us get a chance. Those front-bench men think it beneath +their dignity to take less than an hour." + +Certainly, so far as the first speech was concerned, Colonel Challoner +was right. It was delivered from the opposition bench by an +ex-minister, William Kenway, a man of a kindly and generous +disposition who yet managed by some perversity of tact to rasp the +temper of the House from wall to wall. For a full hour he stood there +now, saying the wrong thing with determination, giving little lessons +with the air of a school-master, irritating by a certain priggishness +his friends behind him as well as his opponents in front. + +Rames sat and listened. He realized that the very opportunity which he +wanted was being given to him. Kenway, with a white paper in his hand, +came to the problem of Asiatic immigration. Rames was no longer trying +to remember the consecution of his speech. He sat waiting for the long +speech to end, making a note or two, grasping at a beginning for his +speech, and clinging firmly to it. + +When Kenway sat down, he found himself standing upon his legs. He was +aware at once that some one was standing beside him, Colonel +Challoner. Both men had risen. Almost he resumed his seat, and then he +heard his name called by the chairman, and from a very long way off an +encouraging cheer reached his ears. + +He was conscious of the lack of a table in front of him or the barrier +of a platform--something on which he could rest a hand. He felt +strangely defenceless without it. He faltered through his opening +sentences in a voice which sounded to his ears weak and thin as a +ghost's. He saw a member take off his hat on the opposite benches, +rise, and make his way out; and at once he was certain that he was +making a dismal failure. Suddenly he remembered one member who had +risen to speak, had been called upon and had sunk back in his seat +without uttering more than a few unintelligible words. Was his to be +the same fate, he asked himself? And asking himself he lost the thread +of what he was saying and with a gasp retrieved it. + +"It seemed to me," he said in describing the scene to Cynthia, "that I +stood there dumb and helpless for twenty seconds. As a matter of fact, +the interval was so short that not even my neighbors noticed it. I +suppose that I only paused for the fraction of a second, really." + +"Yes," said Cynthia, and the trifle remained in her mind. + +He was speaking, too, with a haze before his eyes and his hands +clutching at the edges of his coat. But he went on, and then quite +suddenly the haze thinned so that he saw the House and he heard his +voice ringing out clear and firm, not loud nor arrogant, filling the +Chamber and with just that note of deference which he had planned to +strike and had struck because the deference was sincere. He turned in +his place. He was no longer conscious of the need of a table in front +of him; he looked down the House toward the clock above the entrance +door, and he saw that the bar was thronged with members. Curiosity, no +doubt, had brought them in from the library and the smoking-room and +the lobby when his name went up on the tape--he had, after all, a +reputation. He, the least romantic of men, had some aura of romance +about him in that assembly; enough at all events to invite a momentary +interest. But they stayed, and as he spoke in a voice that went +steadily forward with the rhythm of marching men, he saw now one, now +another come out from the throng at the bar and slip into a seat. With +a throb of joy he realized that he was not failing, that now he was +not going to fail. The House had filled since he had risen and on all +the benches there was a great quiet. He turned toward the Speaker's +chair. The space at the sides of it was crowded too. He saw more than +one cabinet-minister standing. Above, behind the grille, he saw the +big hats and shadowy forms of the ladies in the gallery, and here and +there the gleam of an ermine stole against the light behind them. That +happened to him again which had happened in the Corn Exchange at +Ludsey. He turned over the consecutions of his argument like the pages +of a printed book. He was master of himself. He worked in his +predecessor's points and replied to them with force and without +offence because they were just the points he had foreseen. He provoked +interruptions from his opponents; he had foreseen them and was ready, +and the cheers broke out from the benches about him and behind him. He +spoke for just twenty minutes. The applause, generous and friendly, +came from both sides of the House when he resumed his seat. The +Prime-Minister leaned across the gangway and shook him by the hand. +And as for the great battle-ship at Spithead, anybody could have it as +a gift. + +Rames leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes. So the third step +of the great career had been taken. He had been chosen candidate, he +had been elected member, he had made something of a small triumph out +of his maiden speech. Now he would wait without any hurry. He would +make one speech more later on in the session, perhaps two--not more +than two, certainly. And next session he would plunge boldly and take +up his part in the impromptu debating on the Committee stages of +Bills. In that work lay the real test of parliamentary capacity. + + +Thus he planned, and content with his plan he opened his eyes again. +At once he was made uneasy. He met the eyes of a small, white-haired +man with a deeply lined, brown face who was watching him fixedly from +the benches opposite. This was Albert Coulter, a man of many +expeditions in untravelled countries, when there were countries still +untravelled, whose name had become a signal for dark whispers. A +callous selfishness, when selfishness might mean the life or health of +his companions, and a relentless severity with his natives, was +rightly or wrongly imputed. The survivors of his expeditions came back +with queer stories. But he had never failed until the moment, when at +the age of fifty and with the looks of seventy, he had entered the +House of Commons. There, an interesting yet ineffective figure, he sat +day after day, solitary, disliked, with brooding eyes under a bristle +of gray eyebrows which seemed to be haunted with sinister memories of +deep tropical forests and days long past. His eyes rested upon Harry +Rames now, not enviously, not encouragingly, but without expression, +almost indeed like the eyes of a dead man. Their fixed gaze chilled +the blood of Harry Rames and all his satisfaction was marred. He had +to move from his place and beyond the reach of those brooding eyes +before he shook the impression off. And even now so distinct was it in +his memories that he omitted it altogether and deliberately from the +story he told that afternoon to Cynthia Daventry. He related in its +place another incident which had happened later in the evening. + +"We had a division," he said. "I was walking through the lobby and +just at the turnstiles where the clerks tick off our names, I found +Henry Smale in front of me. The R's and the S's go through the same +turnstile. He turned round as I passed through behind him, and said to +me in a low voice, 'You have the ear of the House now. Keep your eye +on the treasury bench.' That from Smale, who was dissuading me to +enter Parliament, means a good deal." + +Harry Rames turned and looked at Cynthia. + +"Yes," said Cynthia. + +There was a smile upon her face rather wistful, rather ironic. + +"So you have turnstiles in your House of Commons," she said slowly. + +"No. Did I say turnstiles?" he asked. "There's no actual barrier which +revolves. But there's only room for one at a time to pass between the +desks. The clerks stand at the desks and register your votes for +publication. Otherwise where would party government be?" + +"You mean if the votes weren't published men would vote according to +their convictions?" + +Rames nodded. + +"But it's a superficial view," he said. "You have got to take the sum +of your policy. As a whole, is it better than the other fellow's? +That's what you have to ask yourself when you are going to register a +vote upon some particular point which may help to turn your government +out and let the other fellows in." + +"Yes, I see that," said Cynthia; and once more her eyes fell upon the +_Times_ and she was suddenly conscious of a queer pride. Others to-day +were aware of the success which Harry Rames had made; probably she +alone was aware of the thought, and the apprehension and the +tribulation of soul which had gone to the making of the success. To +the others he would just be one of the inevitably successful--what +indeed she had herself been wont to think him. To-day, however, he was +to her human as he had never been. He had shown himself to her, +bleating with fear like an ordinary man at the approach of the fateful +moment which was to put him to the test. He had drawn the picture with +a sense of humor, but he had not blurred it. Would he have drawn it +for any one else, she asked herself? She turned impulsively toward +him: + +"I wanted you to come to me this week," she said impulsively. "And I +thank you very much for telling me not merely that you succeeded, but +how near you were to breaking down. But," and she hesitated for a few +moments, "I should have been still more grateful if you had come to me +the day before you made your speech." + +"I almost did," said Harry Rames. + + + + + CHAPTER XIX + + AND A PROPOSAL + + +Cynthia smiled, but she did not believe. + +"I think," she said, "that this is the very first time you have gone +beyond the truth to say a pleasant thing to me." + +"It is the truth," he insisted. "I almost did more than come to you. I +almost asked you to let me inflict my speech on you before I made it +in the House." + +"Oh, I wish you had!" cried Cynthia. "It would have made a difference +to me this last week--a great difference." Then she turned swiftly +toward Harry Rames with a glance of distrust. "Why didn't you come +then?" she asked coldly. "There was nothing to hinder you. You knew +that you would be very welcome. I should like to have known beforehand +what you were going to say;" and once more a gentle wistfulness crept +into her voice. "I should have liked also to have heard you in the +House. I should have liked, in a word--not to have been shut out." + +"You weren't shut out," Harry Rames exclaimed. "You mustn't fancy +that! It's not true. If I did not come, it was really because I had +you in my thoughts. Yes. I stayed away deliberately because of a +saying of Smale's which I know to be true, which I quoted to you at +Ludsey." + +The distrust grew stronger in Cynthia's mind. What had Smale to do +with the matter? Her face hardened. Harry Rames had, till this moment, +at all events, been honest, had always stood apart in her eyes by +reason of his honesty. Must she strip him now of that quality even as +she had to do of the other, the imagined ones? + +"What saying?" she asked. + +"That many a man may cut a great figure upon the platforms who will +never get the ear of the House of Commons. I wanted to be sure that I +was not one of those--before I came to you." + +A particular significance in the intonation of the words warned +her--and then troubled her. She looked at him swiftly, and as swiftly +looked away. The blood mounted into her face and flushed her throat. + +"I wanted to be sure that I should come not quite empty-handed," he +continued. + +Cynthia made no pretence to misunderstand him, and no answer. All was +explained to her now: why he had stayed away, why he now returned--all +those particulars which he had told her she might have guessed, and +not one of which had to this moment entered her head. She had never +stepped beyond the border-line of friendship in her thoughts of Harry +Rames--never once. She was startled now that she was asked to. She +needed time to adjust herself to the new point of view. He had been +honest with her, after all. That was her first instinctive +recollection. + +"So I am here now to ask you to marry me," he continued. He spoke very +quietly and simply. He did not simulate any passion, and again in her +heart comparing him with that other wooer in the Row, she thanked him +for his honesty. + +Still she made no answer, but calmness had returned to her. She sat +looking out of the window, straight ahead of her, with her chin +propped in the palm of her hand. She was quite still, and the +stillness of her attitude was no greater than the stillness of her +mind. There was no throb of joy at her heart. But Harry Rames had been +honest with her, and she had been taught not to expect so very much. + +"I think you know whom you will be marrying," he resumed. "I have +tried to make what I know about myself clear to you as well as to me. +You once agreed that I left you no illusions about me." + +"Yes. On the platform at the Corn Exchange in Ludsey," Cynthia +replied. "I remember quite well. I remember your answer too: That you +did not mean to." + +"Yes," said Harry Rames. "That was my answer." + +Cynthia paused for a few seconds. Then in her turn she began to +question him. + +"So even then you were thinking that if you succeeded in +Parliament--this afternoon would come?" + +"Yes." + +"Perhaps even before then?" + +"Yes, even before then." + +Cynthia nodded her head. With a smile in which there was irony and a +little of her old resentment, she remarked: + +"Yes, you have always looked ahead." + +Harry replied simply and gravely: + +"Always." + +"Thank you," said Cynthia. + +She thanked him because he was so perfectly honest with her. He +admitted--for his words were no less than such an admission--that he +had deliberately thought of her because she had money. On the other +hand, it was true that he had stood by and left the opportunity open +for any one to snatch until he could himself bring something into the +partnership. That weighed with her in his favor. + +"Will you tell me when you first began to think of me in this way?" +she asked with an earnestness which to Harry Rames appeared quite +singular. To his direct mind the one question which needed answering +was whether she meant to marry him or no. + +"Does the exact date matter?" + +"Very much." + +Rebellion again broke out in Cynthia. "I believe it is quite a usual +question for maidens to ask on these occasions. But no doubt I ought +to have asked it with a deeper bashfulness." + +Harry reflected. Here was one of the nice subtleties of the feminine +mind which somehow he must satisfy. + +"It was after I had driven out once or twice from Ludsey to see you. +That is as near as I can put it. It was after I had got to know you a +little." + +"As soon, in a word, as you concluded that I would suit the place." +Though the sentence was phrased still in the ironical form, the irony +had suddenly gone from her voice. She was so relieved that a smile +trembled about her lips. Her next words gave the reason of her relief. + +"So really and truly you want me personally--as well." + +The question would have sounded vague to a stranger, but these two +understood that it was her fortune which she omitted to name. Cynthia +knew, as she could not but know, that her wealth had first set his +thoughts running toward her. But it was some personal quality which in +the end had decided him to ask for her. He must have money--yes, but +other help than money as well. It was a satisfaction to her pride that +he found it in her. + +"Yes," he returned. "A wife can do so much for a man in politics if +she is the right wife. I should be very glad if you would marry me," +Rames resumed. "I think that we should get along together very well, +and together we might do important things." + +"Be important things," Cynthia corrected. + +Harry Rames smiled. + +"That's an old quarrel of ours, Cynthia. I mean 'do' this time." + +Cynthia looked at him quickly. She was in the mood to find in that +hope the strongest of appeals. + +"You really think so?" + +"I do. I should owe so very much to you. I should be conscious of my +debt. I should try with all my strength to pay it back." + +Cynthia gave him her face frankly now. A smile of confidence quite lit +it up. + +"I have no doubt of that," she said; and then the smile faded, and +there came a look of longing. + +"But I would rather, of course, that it were work for love of me, than +work to repay me. There's a difference, isn't there? But I suppose one +can't have everything, and--perhaps--I might be content to help you +on." + +She fell again to a wistful silence, pursuing the vision of a +happiness which might have been down an avenue of bright imagined +years. The happiness did exist. She had seen the evidences of it often +enough. All men were not _tant soit peu cochons_, as she had once +heard an unhappy French lady describe them, nor were all women +neurotic. She had heard of lovers who felt that they had been waiting +for one another since the beginning of the world. But it seemed that +such happiness was for others, not for her. + +"Tell me!" she said. "When you were making your speech, after the +agitation had passed and when you were master of yourself, you looked +up to the ladies' gallery, you said, and noticed the women behind the +grille?" + +"Yes." + +"Well--it is a little difficult to ask the question--But"--she stopped +for a moment or two, and then went on with an appealing timidity, +while the color once more mounted into her face--"but I suppose that +then--when you knew you were making a success--it never came into your +mind that you would have liked to have got me up there in the gallery +while you were speaking?" + +The temptation to lie was strong upon Harry Rames now. The very +timidity of her appeal moved him. It taught him that the truth would +hurt her much more than he had ever dreamed. He hesitated. For the +first time in her company he was at a loss. + +"The truth, please," she pleaded earnestly. "You said that your mind +was free, that you could stand outside yourself and look on at what +you were doing, as artists do. It never once occurred to you that you +wanted me up there in the ladies' gallery, too, at the moment of your +success, to witness it--to--yes, to share it with you?" + +The word was out at last--the word which she had been striving with +her modesty to reach. + +"Be frank, please," she prayed. + +Harry Rames was at a loss how to wrap the brutal truth up so that it +should not hurt overmuch. He had no other intention at this moment. He +was for once not considering what effect his answer would have upon +his own prospects and future. + +"You were in my thoughts," he said. "That's true. For I was thinking +that now I could come to you. But, yes, I wanted to be sure of myself +first." + +"Yes," said Cynthia slowly, and with humility she analyzed the meaning +of his words. "You never thought of me as a kind of inspiration to an +even greater success in the future if you succeeded now, or as a kind +of consolation if you failed. It may be vanity to say so, but I think +that is what a woman in whom you were interested, and who was +interested in you, would have liked you to have thought. I was, after +all, shut out, wasn't I? I was to hear of the achievement after it was +done and over, and I was neither to share the preliminary fears, nor +feel the revulsion when the triumph came." + +"Yes, but look at it from my point of view. There are many who want to +marry you--men with something to offer. It wouldn't have been fair if +I didn't bring something in my basket too." + +"Fair!" cried Cynthia scornfully. "Oh, I know, that's the point of +view of the man--at least," and as she realized that she had been +unjust, her face dimpled to smiles, "of the men one rather likes." For +it occurred to her that Lord Helmsdale would have been troubled by no +such scruples. + +"No," she said. "You wouldn't have borrowed another man's thoroughbred +so that you might cut a dashing figure while you proposed." + +Rames had no idea of what she meant, and he behaved as he usually did +when unintelligible things were said to him by women. He asked for no +explanations and just took no notice of Cynthia's words. He sat +quietly at her side and waited. + +The clock struck the hour. He put his hand into his pocket, and at the +movement Cynthia started. + +"There is no hurry," said Harry Rames. "I was only getting out my +cigarette case. May I smoke?" + +"Of course," replied Cynthia; she was relieved that she need not +answer upon the moment. She was still in a great perplexity; and while +Harry Rames smoked his cigarette she sought this way and that for a +light to guide her. Here was not the marriage of which she had +dreamed. No. But he was honest. It was possible, too, that she might +be able to help him on, as he had said. And it might be well worth +doing. It might be true that the ambitious men are the world's best +servants, and not the men possessed with ideas. Ideas, she remembered, +with a bitter little smile at her folly, had once given the right of +entrance to her enchanted garden. But she had travelled far from its +gateway, and the flowers were all dead in it, and its pathways +overgrown. It might be that the fixed idea meant the narrow vision. +Harry Rames might be right; and if he were, by helping him on, she +would make her money of real and great value. It was a gray world +anyway--and Harry Rames was honest. She could trust him--though he +wounded her. + +She turned suddenly toward him. + +"Do you remember the supper party at Ludsey?" she asked. + +"Of course," he replied: "And the little Frenchman, Monsieur Poizat." + +"I was not thinking of him," said Cynthia. A sentence or two spoken at +that table by Colonel Challoner had leaped into her memory. Politics +meant color in the lives of men. It was the craving for color which +fired enthusiasm in the towns of the provinces. Well, she herself +craved for bright colors in her life too. Might she not get them out +of the paint-pot of politics just as men did? + +"If I were to say yes," she remarked, "I would not be content to be +merely the witness of your success. I must share the fears which go to +make it. I could not sit quiet and twirl my thumbs, shut out from the +hopes and apprehensions and endeavors, and just smile admiringly at +the result. I must share everything." + +"Of course," said Harry Rames. "From the moment you say 'yes,' you +share everything. I meant that too when I said that I needed your +help." + +He spoke gravely and sincerely, and again Cynthia said, "Thank you." + +She sat for a little while longer, hesitating upon the brink. To say +"yes" would solve the question of a companion. Oh, certainly, there +were practical advantages in the acceptance of Harry Rames's proposal. +She would have to abandon the hope of beauty in her life. Color, +excitement, interest, she might get. But the beautiful life would not +be for her. Still, under no circumstances, perhaps, might it have been +for her. No one, she reflected, and with some sadness--no one by his +approach had ever set her heart beating to a quicker tune. Perhaps +there was some defect in her, some want of human passion, she +reflected, which placed her in the second rank of women. When Cynthia +was humble there was no girl so humble as Cynthia. And, after all, +Harry Rames was honest. To that one stable point all her questions +brought her back. + +She moved at last, and Harry Rames rose and stood before her. + +"Well?" he asked. + +Cynthia dropped her hands loose at her sides and answered with a +smile: + +"Why not?" + +It was in those words that she accepted him. There was no spirit in +them, and very little of expectation. But she had come to expect not +very much; and she had travelled a long way from the garden of her +dreams. + +"After all, there's a turnstile in this affair, too," she said, with a +note of bitterness. "A very important one too. For it leads not into a +garden, but straight to the treasury bench." + +Harry Rames was bewildered. But he made no comment. Women were queer, +and it was good to disregard their moments of excitement. Cynthia +sprang up the next moment and laid her hand upon his arm. + +"Oh, yes, we'll follow Mr. Smale's advice, Harry," she cried, "and +we'll keep our eyes on the treasury bench. Why not? Now go, and come +back to-morrow." + +She was laughing a little wildly, and Harry Rames had the sense to +take her at her word. He went out of the room, and Cynthia flung +herself down upon the cushions and cried for an hour by the clock. + +"Well," she said to herself at the end, as she rose and dried her +eyes, "Mr. Benoliel will be satisfied. That's one thing." Almost she +seemed to blame Mr. Benoliel for the fact of her engagement. + + + + + CHAPTER XX + + AT CULVER + + +The odd thing in the affair, however, was that Mr. Benoliel did not +seem satisfied. Cynthia asked him over the telephone the next day to +come to her, and when he came she told him of her engagement. + +"But no one knows of it as yet except yourself," she added; "and no +one is to know, for the present. I want it kept a secret." + +"Oh!" said Mr. Benoliel, looking at her curiously. "And why?" + +"There will be a certain amount of ill-natured talk," Cynthia returned +in a confusion. "And I want the time for it to be as short as +possible. It will cease after we are married." + +"People will say that Rames is an adventurer, who is marrying you for +your money," said Mr. Benoliel bluntly, and Cynthia turned on him with +spirit. + +"Lord Helmsdale's mother will, and other mothers would have said the +same of Lord Helmsdale if I had married him." + +"So it's to spare the feelings of Harry Rames that you are keeping +your engagement secret," said Mr. Benoliel with an ironical wonder. "I +should never have suspected him of such delicate susceptibilities." + +"Well, I should be uncomfortable too!" cried Cynthia, bending puzzled +and indignant brows at him. "I think you are quite horrid." + +Benoliel sustained her indignation unabashed. + +"Is that the only reason, Cynthia?" he asked. + +"You wanted me married," Cynthia continued. "You ought to be very, +very pleased." + +Mr. Benoliel, however, was not to be lured from his question into a +discussion upon the propriety of his feelings. He repeated it. + +"Is fear of gossip the only reason, Cynthia, which makes you keep your +engagement secret?" + +Cynthia again showed signs of confusion. Mr. Benoliel wore his air of +omniscience. She sat down upon a chair. + +"What do you mean, Mr. Benoliel?" + +"This," said he. "I have noticed that the young ladies who keep their +engagements secret are not, as a rule, very much in love with the men +they are engaged to. They leave themselves a loop-hole of escape." + +Cynthia's cheeks flamed. Certainly she had intended to spare Harry +Rames and herself some uncomfortable weeks. But would she have minded +those weeks had she cared for him? The question came swiftly, and as +swiftly was answered. Had she cared for him she would have wanted to +wear him like a ribbon on her breast for all the world to see. She +realized it with a pang. She would have run quickly forward to meet +the gossip and do battle. But she had not run forward. It was true +that she had left herself a pathway of retreat, and rather by instinct +than from any deliberate plan. Her wariness had prompted her. Once +more she had wanted to be safe. But nothing of this was she going to +acknowledge to Mr. Benoliel. + +"I think you are extraordinarily horrid," she said again with a cold +dignity, and hoped that her stateliness would crush her inquisitor. + +"When do you propose to marry, then?" he asked. + +"Just before Whitsuntide. The House will rise for ten days, I hear, at +the least. We shall announce the marriage just before the House +rises;" and that indeed was the plan upon which she had agreed only +that morning with Harry Rames. + +"Then there is no hurry," said Mr. Benoliel. "Perhaps you and Captain +Rames will pay me a visit in the country before Whitsuntide comes." + +He spoke as though he accepted the situation, and turned to other +subjects, fearing to confirm Cynthia in obstinacy by any show of +opposition. + +"Certainly," she said; "we shall be pleased to come;" and a month +later she and Harry Rames came one Friday afternoon to Culver. + +The house stood within hearing of the bells of Ludsey, but on that +side of the city opposite to the White House. Benoliel had built it +himself, and to those who knew the man but slightly it was an +astonishing production. Captain Rames, for instance, whose taste was +not very meticulous, never ceased to marvel at it. Even this Friday +afternoon, as the car swung round a turn of the country road and the +thing stood before him, he contemplated it with amazement. It was +nothing but a monstrous new villa of red and yellow brick, a +pretentious ghastliness of towers and flashing glass rising from the +middle of a small bare field within twenty yards of the roadway. An +avenue of fir-trees not yet shoulder-high wound to the front door, and +there was no need for it to wind. Circular beds of glaring flowers +disfigured the new lawns, and little bushes of evergreens, which would +one distant day make an effort to be shrubberies, gave to the house a +most desolate and suburban look. It seemed wonderful to Harry Rames +that so nice and delicate a person as Mr. Benoliel could bear to live +in it at all; and still more wonderful that with a dozen of the most +beautiful houses in England bosomed in deep meadows and whispered to +by immemorial elms, within an easy motor-ride to choose from as his +models, he should have devised this unconscionable edifice. + +Sir James Burrell, the surgeon, however, who was sitting opposite to +Harry Rames in the car, and next to Cynthia, took a different view. He +gazed at the house with satisfaction. For it would add yet another +subtle paragraph to his character sketch of Mr. Benoliel. + +"How extraordinary," he cried, "and yet how like the man! That's just +the house which Benoliel would have built. Only one had not the +insight to guess it. I love it!" and he leaned his head out of the +window and chuckled at the building's grotesqueness. "Yes, I love it. +The fitness of things appeals to me." And he turned to the astonished +Captain Rames. "You don't see the exquisite appropriateness of +that--let us not call it a house--that detached residence to Isaac +Benoliel?" + +"Well, I don't," said Harry Rames. "He always seemed to me to set up +as a lover of beautiful things." + +"And the love is genuine," said Sir James, fairly off at a gallop upon +his hobby. "He doesn't set up. The love is almost a quality of his +race. Yes, but his race doesn't always know what things are beautiful. +There's the explanation of that building--race, which confounds logic +and is quite untroubled by inconsistencies. There's Benoliel's race in +every line of it. He's of the Orient. He loves flamboyancy and +gaudiness. He may conceal it carefully from us. But every now and then +it must break out, and it has run riot here. Does the East repair and +mend? No, it lets its old buildings decay and builds afresh. That's +why Mr. Benoliel passes by your stately houses all up for sale in +their parks and builds this villa. Remember, Captain Rames, though Mr. +Benoliel talks with you and walks with you, he doesn't think with you. +Behind those old tired eyes of his, he thinks as the East thinks." + +Thus Sir James Burrell, and the car stopped at the front door before +he could utter another word. He was not sorry, nor indeed were the +other occupants of the carriage. He was merely trying his new +paragraph on the dog, so to speak. He needed time to eliminate the +unnecessary, and make it vivid with the single word, and fix it up +with a nice juxtaposition of paradoxes and altogether to furbish it +for presentation. + +"He does talk!" said Harry Rames to Cynthia. + +"Yes, doesn't he," she replied with a laugh, and then grew serious. +"But I wonder whether he's right. I wonder whether Mr. Benoliel thinks +and judges from principles which are true to him, but not true to us." +Her eyes rested with a strange and thoughtful scrutiny on Harry's +face. + +"Why should you trouble?" said Harry Rames. + +"It makes a little difference to me," said Cynthia. "Perhaps more than +a little." + +For old Daventry's last words weighed upon her. He had bidden her in +troubles and difficulties to seek advice from Isaac Benoliel. He had +thought much of his wisdom. She had herself accepted it as a thing +beyond question, and a timely help. Now, she began to ask herself, was +his wisdom, if it was born of the East and tempered by the instincts +of his race, fit for service in her generation and for her people? She +pondered the question during the next two days, and leaned more and +more to Sir James Burrell's way of thinking from a trivial reason; the +inside of Culver agreed so completely with its exterior. Its +flamboyancy set the eyes aching. Its wall papers were indigestibly +rich with colored flowers, and never was there a blue so vividly blue +as the blue of his velvet curtains and triple-pile carpets. It is true +that there were treasures of art in Culver, glowing pictures of the +early Flemish school, with their crowds of figures, each one a +finished miniature, and behind the crowds the clear sky and +translucent air; there were marvels of jade, and glorious little +statues of silver and marble, but their delicate beauty was spoilt and +lost in the riot of gorgeousness which framed them. + +One homely place alone there was in that building. The great hall, all +colonnades and galleries, occupied the centre of the house. But on +each side of the wide chimney, where of an evening, even in the +summer, a fire usually burned, a great screen was drawn; and these +screens enclosed a space before the fire set about with comfortable +chairs, a sofa or two, and little mahogany tables, and made of it a +place of comfort. In this space on the Sunday night Cynthia came to +grips with Isaac Benoliel, and understood at last his life, and +something of his philosophy. + +It was eleven o'clock, or a little later. The ladies were retiring for +the night. Cynthia herself had her foot upon the lowest step of the +stair, and was thinking that after all she was to be spared an +argument, when Mr. Benoliel came from the corridor of the smoking-room +where he had left the men. + +"Will you give me a few minutes, Cynthia?" he asked, and she turned at +once and walked to the fire. She stood with a foot upon the rail of +the hearth and a hand upon the mantel-shelf, quiet but mutinous. Mr. +Benoliel followed her and sat down in a straight-backed arm-chair, +facing the fire, and a little way behind her. + +"You have not yet announced your engagement, Cynthia?" he began. + +"No." + +"Yet Whitsuntide is very close. Perhaps you have thought better of +it?" + +"No." + +Mr. Benoliel looked at her as she stood, aggressively showing him her +back, and smiled at her, with some amusement, a great deal of +affection, and a little pity. + +"Of course," he said, "I have not much right to interfere, and yet I +should like you to hear, Cynthia, what I have to say. Otherwise I +shall fail your father." + +Cynthia turned about at once, and her manner toward him changed with +her movement. The appeal of his voice and words had its effect upon +her, and not that alone. Mr. Benoliel was so neat and supple, he sat +with so upright a figure in his chair, his hair was so black and sleek +and thick that she was seldom really conscious of his age. But at +times, as now, when by chance she looked straight into his eyes and +noticed their fatigue and their patience, and how the light had quite +gone out of them, it came upon her almost as a shock that this was an +old, old man; and because she was surprised she exaggerated his age, +and gave to him in return for his pity the cruel pity of youth. She +was in the mood almost to admit his right to interfere. But her gift +of silence and the weariness which had become instinctive checked her. +She moved forward to him with a gracious deference--that was all--and +said, standing in front of him: + +"I am glad of course to hear anything you have to say, Mr. Benoliel. +You disapprove of my marriage." + +"Yes." + +"Yet you wanted me married." + +"To the right person." + +"Lord Helmsdale," said Cynthia, with a little pout of disdain. + +"Youth should marry youth," returned Mr. Benoliel. + +He looked the girl over from head to foot. She stood in front of him +in her delicate frock of soft white satin and lace, long-limbed and +slender, with the gloss of youth upon the heavy curls of her fair +hair, and the rose of youth on her cheeks, and the sheen of youth upon +her white and pretty shoulders. She was the color of a flower, and had +the freshness of a flower upon a morning of dew. From the tip of her +slim satin slipper to the ribbon in her hair, she was dressed with a +daintiness which set her beauty proudly off. To Mr. Benoliel she was +radiant and wonderful with youth. + +"Yes," he repeated, "youth should marry youth, Cynthia, especially +when it is such rare youth as yours." + +Cynthia was pleased. She knew a compliment when she heard it. + +"You have shifted your ground, Mr. Benoliel," she said, smiling down +at him. + +"No," he answered. + +"It was social position, which you wanted me to marry in Lord +Helmsdale." + +"That, too. Yes. I don't make light of it. I am old enough not to blow +a trumpet round the walls of Jericho in these days," he said. "But I +did not tell you all my thought. I am an old man, and there are +certain things I am shy of talking about. I am like you in that, +Cynthia, eh? We neither of us wear our hearts upon our sleeves or are +fond of talking sentiment. But I am compelled to to-night. I think the +most beautiful thing in the world is a couple of young lovers facing +all the unknown future, hand in hand, high of hope and courage, and +serious with the uplifting seriousness of love. Now you are not in +love, Cynthia, and he's not young. So, from my point of view, on both +sides this marriage falls short of the marriage which should be." + +"Captain Rames is not old," replied Cynthia. She omitted all reference +to the point in which she herself failed according to Benoliel's +standard. Isaac Benoliel noticed her admission, and, though he made no +comment, he became still more determined to prevent the marriage if by +any means he could. He had drawn his bow at a venture. With that touch +of charlatanism which made him delight in posing as omniscient, he had +stated as a fact what he only suspected. But she would have denied the +suggestion, and indignantly, had it been false. He was sure now that +she did not care for Harry Rames as a young woman should care for the +man she is to marry. Moreover there had been a note of involuntary +regret in Cynthia's voice as she had answered him. It seemed that she +too agreed with him as to what should have been, and grieved that it +was not to be. + +"No," he conceded, "Captain Rames is not old. But neither is he young. +He is forty, or thereabouts. He has lived by eighteen years longer +than you have. And so--I will tell you the truth, Cynthia"--and he +leaned forward with his hands upon his knees and his eyes shrewdly +watching her face--"and so I am afraid. Yes, I look forward into your +future, and I am afraid." + +He saw Cynthia wince. So often had she spoken just such words to +herself. Ever since she had crouched by the door in the dark room at +the estancia, fear had walked at her heels with its shadow thrown upon +the road beyond her feet. Was it to lie in front of her all her life? +Here was her chosen adviser thinking her thoughts. She was not to be +comforted by Sir James Burrell's reasonings. Mr. Benoliel might be +altogether compact of the Orient. None the less his words knocked +shrewdly at her heart. She sank down at the end of a sofa close at Mr. +Benoliel's side, her face all troubled and discouraged. + +"But I accepted Harry so that I might be safe," she cried tremulously, +"so that I might no longer be afraid," and then sat with her cheeks +afire, conscious that she had betrayed herself. + +"I mean--" she corrected herself hastily. + +"Just what you said, Cynthia," rejoined Mr. Benoliel. Once more he had +shot his arrow at a venture and reached the mark. He had now for the +first time the key to her. Much was explained to him. But he spoke as +though the explanation had long been known to him. + +"Yes, ever since I have known you, you have lived in fear, Cynthia," +he said. + +Cynthia did not again deny the truth. She found a better argument in +the recollection of old Mr. Daventry's death-bed. + +"But there was no reason for the fear," she cried. "It was groundless. +I tortured myself for nothing. It was all due to a foolish mistake." +She hesitated, choosing her words so that they might carry some +sort of conviction and yet reveal nothing. "The mistake arose +because--people--were silent--and they were silent because they wished +to spare, and thought that knowledge would hurt. It was the silence +which hurt." + +"This time," said Mr. Benoliel, "silence shall not do harm. Nor shall +a thought to spare. I will be frank with you as to why I am afraid, if +you will listen to me. I shall have to tell you a little about myself. +I shall not spare myself." + +He spoke with reluctance. For he was reticent about himself. Cynthia +realized suddenly how very little she knew of him, though she probably +knew him more intimately than any one else, except the separated wife +in Eaton Square. He had kept his secrets better than she had kept +hers. Now he was going to reveal himself, and certainly to open old +wounds for her sake. + +"Thank you," she said gently. "I shall know of what you are afraid, of +something perhaps which I may now be able to avert. But I ought to +tell you at once, that nothing which you say can change me." + + + + + CHAPTER XXI + + MR. BENOLIEL'S WARNING + + +Mr. Benoliel, however, persisted. + +"I daren't be silent, Cynthia. There are just three great crises--some +would say three great catastrophes--birth, marriage, and death. The +first and the last happen. They are outside our control. But about the +middle one we do ourselves have a word to say; we can direct it. And +it's the most important of them all. For it means the beginning of +life for others, and the making or undoing of our own. Therefore you +can't afford to trust to luck, Cynthia." + +"I am not trusting to luck at all," said Cynthia confidently. + +"Aren't you?" asked Mr. Benoliel. "You are proposing to marry a man, +nineteen years of whose life--whose man's life--if you understand me, +you have had no share in, no influence upon, and have now no real +knowledge of. I am not suggesting that the conventional other woman is +somewhere in the background, waiting to appear at the marriage +ceremony with a baby in her arms," he continued with a smile. "But +during those nineteen years how many things must have happened to him, +trials and miseries and elations, to modify and mould his character? +And since you are ignorant of the things which happened to him, how +can you know the man?" + +"Yet I think I do know him," said Cynthia, and her confidence +increased. She could meet Mr. Benoliel on this battle-ground. "And +without laying claim of any particular insight. For he has always been +careful that I should know him. From the very first day of our +acquaintanceship he has spoken and acted quite deliberately in order +that I might have no illusions about him. He has wanted me to know him +just as clearly as he knows himself." + +Mr. Benoliel shrugged his shoulders. + +"Does he know himself?" he asked. + +"Better than most men," said Cynthia. "He has set out to use himself +as a machine and he has studied the machine unceasingly, its limits +and its capacities, so that he might use it to its fullest power." She +recalled Harry Rames's foresight, the careful laying of his plans, the +queer modesty which underlay his ambition to excel. She turned +triumphantly to Mr. Benoliel. "Oh, yes, he knows himself a good deal +better than youth can know itself." + +"Ah!" said Mr. Benoliel, raising a warning finger. "I was waiting for +that. I admit that youth doesn't know itself. But then it's not so +important that it should. There's not, after all, as yet, so very much +to know. But take it this way. Suppose that you and Captain Rames were +both young and of an age! Suppose that he had the nineteen years which +separate you in front of him instead of behind him!" + +"Well?" said Cynthia. + +"Why, then, when he reached forty, you, the wife, would know him +better than he would know himself. A wife always does, if she lives in +sympathy with her husband. I am presuming that. You would know him a +good deal better than he knows himself now. The solitary nineteen +years, of which now I dread the consequences, you would have shared. +That's the point. And you wouldn't be running the danger you are +running now." + +"What danger?" asked Cynthia impatiently. "Of what are you afraid?" + +"I am afraid of the latent things," Mr. Benoliel answered. "I am +afraid of the seeds which may have been sown in him during these +nineteen years, and of which the plant has not yet shown. I am afraid +of latent desires, fancies, ambitions, latent cravings of which he is +not yet aware, and which may some day come to life with overwhelming +strength. Haven't you seen men suddenly change for no apparent reason +to the ordinary observer, drop from all their established habits, +begin again upon another plane? I have, and that's the change I am +afraid of now. For it's one you would be powerless to avert, since you +would not even suspect it until it had actually begun." + +He turned toward Cynthia, and with a smile upon his face summed up his +argument. + +"Make no mistake, Cynthia. I am not making light of Captain Rames. In +a way my fears are an actual tribute to the man. But I am afraid that +out of a life so busy, and so keen as his has been, so fraught with +incidents, so varied, something may suddenly seize him and catch him +back and hold him; some craving, some ambition in which you will have +no share, and which will separate you forever." + +He spoke with so much earnestness that Cynthia was impressed against +her will. She was sure that he was speaking with knowledge of a +kindred case. Certain words he had dropped made her certain that the +kindred case was his own. + +"But supposing that such a change came," she said with hesitation, +"must it separate?" + +"No," said Mr. Benoliel gently, "not if both bring to the marriage +love. Then I don't think it need." He glanced at her swiftly, and said +with a sudden sharp note in his voice: "But what if the marriage be +only a bargain, Cynthia? What then?" and the blood rushed into the +girl's face as he looked at her. + +"I'll tell you," he cried. His voice rose and a kind of sombre +passion rang in it. "One party doesn't keep the bargain, or keeps it +half-heartedly, as an irksome thing, and day by day the separation +grows more complete, until you are living with your enemy or living +quite alone." + +His voice dropped again to a whisper on the last words. He finished +and sat lost wistfully in his own recollections, and forgetful of +Cynthia at his side. After a little while his lips moved, and, as an +old man will, he spoke a word or two to himself. Cynthia's ears caught +the words. + +"It was my fault, and it couldn't be helped," he said, and so again +fell into a long silence, with his eyes upon the coals of the fire. At +length Cynthia touched him gently upon the sleeve. + +"I should like--the instance," she said timidly. + +Isaac Benoliel roused himself with a start. + +"Yes. I mean to give it you." + +"But I have no right to it," Cynthia insisted. "You must remember +that." + +Benoliel shook his head and smiled. + +"You are a young girl starting out on life. You have every right to +it, Cynthia." + +"I mean that it cannot change me," she said. "I would like to hear +it--yes. But it is only that I may understand and be ready. And if you +think that reason insufficient, don't tell me. I shall thank you, all +the same, for offering to tell me." + +"You mustn't take the warning literally," he said. "I am of the East, +you know. So is my story"; and a sudden relief swept over Cynthia. He +was not of her people, his stand-point would not be hers, his warning +might not apply to her. She thought of Sir James Burrell's words. +Discouragement sat more lightly upon her than it had done during the +last hour. There were certain curious phases in Mr. Benoliel's life +which were not understood--sudden disappearances, for instance, during +which no one met him to bring back to London the place of his abode. +He was recognized as a man apart. Yes, he was of the Orient, and he +might have no message for her ears. + +"It was my race which caught me back," Benoliel began, and Cynthia's +courage increased. But his story was only just begun. + + + + + CHAPTER XXII + + AND AN INSTANCE TO ENFORCE IT + + +"You knew, I suppose, that I was married?" + +"Yes," said Cynthia. + +"And that my wife lives?" + +"Yes." + +Mr. Benoliel nodded and shifted in his chair. + +"You have also very possibly heard a good many speculations about my +origin?" + +"A good many," said Cynthia. + +"Well, here's the truth. I am a Barbary Jew. I come out of Morocco, +the one country where you'll find the East to-day. Already in Tangier, +the city given over to the foreigner, you will come across some traces +of it. But ride for a few hours out of Tangier, straight to the south, +pay your dues and cross the Red Hill, and you'll have both feet +planted in the East, and may breathe in some of its enchantment. Go +forward for another day or so, and you may pass perhaps some tall +Arab, striding through the crowd outside El Ksar, carrying a stick +stretched across his shoulder-blades. He'll speak to no one, stop for +nothing, and all will make way for him. That's the Imperial Courier, +on his way to the coast from Fez. He'll not sleep upon the way, and +he'll take no food lest he should sleep. He'll be in Tangier three +days after he has left Fez. He's the penny post. Ride on still +further, cross the Sebou, travel over a vast plain by a track beaten +by the feet of men and animals, yet strangely enough a track which +never runs straight, though the plain is bare, but winds and turns, +and winds again over the face of the country." Mr. Benoliel's eyes +were fixed upon the fire; he spoke, lingering upon his words. He had +grown forgetful of the purpose which drove him to reveal himself. +Another and a strange aspect of him was presented suddenly to Cynthia. +The dilettante and the exquisite had vanished. He spoke with a kind of +yearning in his voice. His thoughts had drifted out through the +doorway of his abominable villa. He was walking in the starshine over +the wide empty plain of the Sebou, steeped in the enchantment of which +he had spoken. Dimly she foresaw whither he was leading her. + +"Yet a day and you come to a wall of hills. Right ahead of you a cleft +opens--that's the pass to Fez--a troublesome place, by the way, for +Barbary Jews, since the Z'mur tribe has a way of taking toll in that +narrow pass," Benoliel explained with a smile, and seemed to become +once more aware of Cynthia's presence. + +"But a little further to the right from a break in the sky-line of the +wall, a regular broad staircase seems to descend. It becomes a track, +it zigzags across the face of the cliff, like a piece of string, to +the plain. That's the road to my home," and he suddenly threw back his +head and sat alert--"the city of Mequinez--the most eastern of the +cities of the East, where the great gateway of mosaic, built by +Christian captives, crumbles slowly to ruin, and the Jew must not wear +shoes in the street, must walk barefoot with a black gaberdine upon +his body, and a black cap upon his head. I ought to resent that, eh, +Cynthia?" + +He looked at her, and answered the question himself. "But I was born +there," and to him the answer was sufficient. + +"In Mequinez!" said Cynthia, striving to bridge the distance between +this actual house in the green of Warwickshire and that distant city +with the great mosaic gate in Barbary. Mr. Benoliel helped her a +little to see it. + +"Yes, in the Mellah of Mequinez, Cynthia. That's where the Jews are +crowded; an evil-smelling place you would call it, close and airless, +with narrow alleys and houses huddling together, and a reek of rancid +cookery. Yet it's a town of spaces; there's a good square before the +gate. There are great silent palaces, with gardens and lakes. There's +room in Mequinez--but not for us. We were shut up in the Mellah at six +o'clock at night like children. And we were not all poor. The Mellah +was gaudy with the bright handkerchiefs and dresses of the women, and +their satin and silk scarves. There was a great deal of money in the +Mellah of Mequinez, and a great deal more owed to it by its Moorish +lords and masters in the city. But that didn't make any difference. +Remember you are in the East in Mequinez, and a Moor who owed me a +thousand pounds would make me strip off my shoes in the street, if he +met me wearing them. A pretty picture of dignity, eh, Cynthia?" + +Cynthia did not answer. She was puzzled by Benoliel now, and she did +not wish to interrupt him. He sat beside her, neat and trim and +scrupulously clothed, with no jewellery but a pearl stud in his +shirt-front, and pearl links at his cuffs, a person utterly modern and +used to good manners. Yet he spoke of the Mellah in Mequinez not with +the air of one recollecting unclean days, now, thank God, altogether +done with, but rather with a kind of relish and contentment that such +places should be. She had to cast an eye about that flamboyant hall +before she could in any way reconcile Mr. Benoliel with his words. + +"I was not one of the rich, however," he continued. "I was a poor boy. +I lived with an aunt, for both my parents were dead, and picked up a +few copper flouss from time to time as I could. My aunt wasn't very +kind. I was terrified of the Moors and their dark, contemptuous faces. +There's a wall outside Mequinez, one of many which run out into the +country and stop--but this one runs further than the rest. It was +built or rather begun--for, like all things in Morocco, it was never +finished--by some old king, so that a blind man might be able to find +his way from Mequinez to Morocco City without a guide. I was always +fascinated by that wall, and wanted to follow it--and never to come +back. I hated Mequinez. Finally I ran away one morning with a pedlar +of my race who wanted a boy to help him. He and I and a donkey, which +carried his stock in trade, slipped out early from the town, and +climbed northward onto a great rolling plateau of grass and asphodel, +which reached away past the white sacred city of Mulai Idris, on the +hill of Jebel Zarhon, past the Roman ruins of Volubilis, to that gap +in the sky-line of the cliff where the road leads down to the plain of +the Sebou. It was spring-time, there were irises up to our knees, the +asphodel bushes were in flower and the air on this wide upland, with +Jebel Zarhon on our right hand, was sweet and clean. We walked, +brushing through the bushes, our shadows shifting as the sun rose--I +had a sense of freedom. We stopped and ate at a little stream, and +went on again. I can remember all the details of that day, even to a +great glowing field of mustard, which shone like yellow silk----" + +Mr. Benoliel pulled himself up with a laugh. + +"But I needn't tell you about all that," he cried. "Here's the point. +At the top of a roll in the turf, just by a miserable little tent +village, I sat down upon the ground, while the pedlar bargained over +his wares, and I took what I meant to be my last look at Mequinez. I +could see the city below me far away, and very small in the sunshine, +with its buildings all confused. I made up my mind then that I would +be a rich man, and that never--never would I pass between the ruined +walls up to the gateway of Mequinez again, that never--never would I +look on it even from a spot so far away as this. We went over the brow +of the hill, and I saw Mequinez no more. In a fortnight we came to +Rabat upon the sea. There I learnt the great lesson." + +He sat still for a few moments, with his chin sunk upon his chest. He +seemed to be wondering whether, after all, the lesson was so great a +lesson, and worth the learning. + +"Yes?" asked Cynthia. "What lesson?" + +"We crossed the river from Sallee to Rabat, where the great plants and +cactuses hang down the walls," he explained. "It was evening. I said +to the pedlar: 'We must hurry to the Mellah.' And he answered: 'In +Rabat there is no Mellah.'" + +"No Jews, then," said Cynthia. + +Mr. Benoliel shook his head and laughed. + +"That's what I thought, Cynthia. But I was wrong. There were Jews in +Rabat, but they wore European clothes, they lived in houses, in the +best positions--for of course they had all the money, that goes +without saying, in Morocco as in most other places--they were people +of importance, consuls and vice-consuls; they were allowed to walk in +the governor's orange garden. I was astounded. I asked how this could +be. And I got my answer between cuffs from my pedlar. It was the +influence of the Europeans. Rabat is a sea-port with European trade. +That was the great lesson: the Europeans do not have Mellahs." + +"So you decided to come to Europe," said Cynthia. + +"Not quite at once," said Mr. Benoliel shrewdly. "I was a boy and very +ignorant. I had to find out first whether a Jew could make as much +money in Europe as he could in Morocco." + +Cynthia laughed in spite of herself; and Mr. Benoliel quite +misunderstood the reason of her laughter. + +"Well, I didn't know anything about Europe at all," he said seriously. +"But I made inquiries. Oh, I heard stories. The Jews of Rabat talked +of London, and of hotels in London. There was one who said--and it was +repeated to the pedlar, who told it to me, but I would not believe +it--'We kept it up all June, every night, till four o'clock in the +morning, in the American Bar.' They were gay dogs in London, the Jews +of Rabat, and they made money enough to keep it up all night till four +o'clock in the morning, in the American Bar. So I decided to come to +London." + +All Mr. Benoliel's humor had deserted him. He was speaking with +intense seriousness. He was a little Barbary boy again, learning with +amazement the extraordinary latitude which Europe allowed to its Jews. + +"So I ran away from the pedlar," he resumed; and now at last he +smiled. "You will never guess, Cynthia, in what capacity I came to +England. I came with a troupe of Moorish acrobats who were going to +appear at one of the music halls in London." + +"You!" Cynthia exclaimed. + +"Yes. I found them on the beach at Rabat, with their baggage, waiting +for the surf to go down. The Elder Dempster steamboat was lying +outside the bar, a mile from the shore. They wanted a boy who was +light. They took me." + +"And you appeared at the music halls?" Cynthia asked. + +"Oh, yes," said Mr. Benoliel, "I appeared. I learnt some simple +somersaults and balancings, and I looked after the baggage. That +lasted for a year. By that time I had learnt some English and I left +them. I am not going to bother you with the next twenty years of +my life. I got on as others have done--office-boy to confidential +clerk--the usual process. I meant to make money, you see--all the +time, hour by hour, I meant to make money. I was with a great firm of +financiers who had got themselves into a tangle over some Eastern +business. I had mastered the subject; I was by my origin fitted to +cope with it; and I saw a way out of the trouble. The firm came to me, +and with the firm my opportunity. I asked for a salary of seventeen +thousand pounds a year. The firm refused. I went on at my old two +hundred and fifty for another month. By that time the trouble had +grown more grave. It was a real crisis, meaning perhaps dishonor. The +firm came to me again and accepted my terms. It took me a year to put +matters right, and at the end of the year I was, of course, dismissed. +But I had seventeen thousand pounds, and I knew what to do with it." + +"You made it into a great fortune," said Cynthia. + +"By the time I was forty," replied Mr. Benoliel. "And then I began to +think about marrying." + +Cynthia stirred and leaned forward. Benoliel turned swiftly toward +her. + +"Ah," he said, "you are beginning to appreciate the similarity between +my case and Rames's. But it doesn't date from the age of forty at +which we both began to think about marrying. No! Strip our careers of +the accidents of race and country and occupation, and you will find +the similarity right there in our boyhood and our youth. We were both +adventurers, both determined to get on, he to his ends, I to mine. +Well, at forty-one I married." + +Mr. Benoliel hesitated. His wife was living. He was a man of some +sensibility, and a delicate reticence of mind made it repugnant to him +to lay before another the manner of his marriage and its troubles. But +he looked again at Cynthia, and the freshness and the youth of her, +and the trouble in her big dark-blue eyes, which were fixed so +intently upon his face, persuaded him. He might be exaggerating. His +fears might be quite vain. But suppose that they were not? Every line +of grief graven in the girl's young face would be a whole epistle of +condemnation. + +"Our marriage was a bargain, too," he said frankly. "My wife brought +social position, I money. But there was less risk in our bargain than +there will be in yours." + +"Why less risk?" asked Cynthia. + +"Because we who are Jews make good husbands," said Mr. Benoliel; and +Cynthia cried out indignantly: + +"I am not afraid that Harry will make a bad one." + +"I don't say either that he will," Mr. Benoliel returned calmly. "I +only say that as a rule the Jew makes a good husband. He believes in +the family. Can you say as much of the Christian? No. Therefore there +was less risk in our bargain. And still it did not turn out well." + +"Why?" + +"Because I was forty-one and my wife twenty-three. Yes, that's the +truth at the end of it all. There were eighteen years of experiences +and struggles in my life which my wife had not shared; and out of +those eighteen years there sprang a passion in me which I, least of +all, expected, and which I could not combat. I became homesick for my +country, and for that city on which I had turned my back with joy." + +"You?" cried Cynthia. For a moment she thought herself listening to a +fairy tale. "You wanted to go back to the humiliations, to the +Mellah?" + +She recalled the feminine nicety of his house in Grosvenor Square, the +bright silver--not too much of it--the elegance of its mahogany +furniture, which was never allowed to crowd the rooms. She recollected +those dinner-parties at which the great men of the earth were +entertained with so much pride. It could not be that he wished to +return to the crowded Jewish quarter, noisome with the reek of rancid +cookery, where the gates were locked on its inhabitants at six o'clock +of the night! But Mr. Benoliel replied with an energy and a fire which +she had never known him manifest before. + +"Yes. I wanted to go back. How and when the longing first came to me, +I can't tell you. But it did come, and, having come, it grew. I felt +day by day more and more of a stranger amongst a strange people. That +road winding up the cliffs to the break in the sky-line above the +plain of the Sebou--I began to dream of it! Then I used to lie awake +at night and travel along it, past the pillars and arches of +Volubilis, and the little white city of Mulai Idris, on the shoulder +of Jebel Zarhon--right over the upland, and down through the asphodel +to Mequinez. Finally, I had to go. I told my wife. We had got on +together up till then, no better, no worse than other people. She +stared at me with amazement, with suspicion, as at a stranger, and +from that moment our relations changed. She knew quite well to what I +was going back, to what I wanted to go back--the Mellah, the +gaberdine, and the rest of it. And--it was natural, I think--she +despised me. I was quite aware of her contempt, and--was indifferent +to it. I wanted to go back. And I did." + +"You did?" said Cynthia. And then, "I see. I see." + +She understood now these mysterious disappearances of Mr. Benoliel +when he vanished from his clubs and his haunts, and no man brought +news of him. + +"Yes, I went, and as I went London and the years in London dropped +away from me. I was happy. I went down with my mules into Mequinez, +and put my European clothes away in a cupboard in the Mellah. I stayed +in Mequinez three months." + +"But how?" asked Cynthia. "What did you do?" + +Mr. Benoliel smiled. + +"Business," he said. "I traded. I lent money. Then I came back to +England--refreshed as a man comes from his bath. But my wife hated the +whole business. At first she would not hear a word of what I had been +doing. Then she became curious--morbidly curious. There was no end to +her questions. What humiliations, what indignities had fallen to me +amongst the Moors--she was never tired of hearing. And as she +questioned and I answered, she would sit looking at me, with eyes in +which contempt grew ever more bitter, looking at me as one looks upon +a stranger. Quarrels followed. I went back to Mequinez, after a year +or two, and again after another period. And every time the pull of the +place became stronger. It was after my third visit that our marriage +came to an end. We gave a great dinner-party, and when our guests had +gone, she told me that our life had become intolerable to her." + +Mr. Benoliel did not spare himself. It was rather a grim scene which +he had to describe--the last one of many quarrels which had sprung +from their estrangement. "You leave me for those squalors. You return +to me fresh from them;" that was the burden of her accusation. She was +not of his race or of his people. She had no sympathy with, or +comprehension of, the intense craving which from time to time assailed +him to go back to his own place, or of the utter weariness which +overtook him of the life of London, in which he played an actor's +part. The squalor and humiliation of his days in Mequinez got upon her +nerves, filled her with disgust, and made his companionship repugnant. + +"You can understand that, Cynthia?" he asked, and Cynthia, since +frankness was demanded of her, agreed. + +"Yes, I can understand that," she answered gently. His story was to +her fantastic and fabulous. It belonged to the East--as he did. Only +by keeping in mind that he, underneath the veneer of his manners, was +of the East could she accept it as truth. She did so accept it. But +she looked at Mr. Benoliel with curious eyes, and was conscious of a +feeling very like aversion. Within the half-hour he had grown a +stranger to her even as he had done to his wife. That he should leave +the order and the cleanliness of his home, depart from the company of +cultured people--he the dilettante--don the gaberdine, go joyfully +back to the dirt and squalor of his Mellah, humbly take off his +slippers and walk bare-foot at the bidding of any Moor who passed him +by--that Cynthia could not understand. But that his wife should find +life with him intolerable when he came back from his degradation, +refreshed as by a bath, to resume existence at her side--that she did +thoroughly understand. + +"So we separated," said Mr. Benoliel. + +"Yes," said Cynthia. "But there's no parallel between your case and +ours. What happened to you cannot happen to us." + +She was not sure. There was appeal in her voice. She pleaded to him to +agree with her. She clung desperately to her one small piece of +knowledge. Mr. Benoliel was of the East. Harry Rames was not. + +"There is a parallel, and a close one," Mr. Benoliel insisted. "What +happened to us may happen to you. Out of the experiences of eighteen +years in Captain Rames's life, experiences in which you have no share, +some unsuspected craving may even now be fermenting which may turn the +course of his thoughts, and snatch him back from you." + +"He would fight against it," said Cynthia. + +"Even so, it would stand between you, and it would grow." + +Cynthia was silent for a moment. Then she said timidly: + +"Even then there is one condition according to you which would avert +the risk." + +"Yes, one. Love." + +And again Cynthia was silent. Then she burst out, striking her hands +together in a violence of revolt: + +"But I know him! I know him!" and with the words still in her ears, +she doubted them. Mr. Benoliel's warning had alarmed her. But it had +alarmed her chiefly because it had brought home to her how very little +she might really know of those whom she met daily, and with whom she +was most intimate. Here was Mr. Benoliel. She had thought she knew +him, and so well that she could play with him, and twist him to her +wishes. He had spoken for half an hour, and, lo! she had never known +him. + +"Do all men hide themselves?" she cried. "Do you all build up barriers +about you, and lie hidden within? Oh, but Harry's honest--honest;" and +again she caught at her old argument and consolation. + +She rose from her seat abruptly. + +"Thank you very much for all you have said. I am grateful. I shall not +forget it. Good-night;" and she moved away to the foot of the stairs. +She stopped then and turned back, as though in half a mind to say +more. But as Mr. Benoliel rose, and she looked at him, a shadow +darkened her eyes and she seemed to shrink from him with that slight +sense of repulsion. + +"Good-night," she said again, and hurriedly went up the stairs. His +story was too new in her thoughts. What she had it in her mind to say, +she left untold. + +But Mr. Benoliel was none the less to be informed of it that night. He +sat late in the hall after the lights had been turned out, with only +the firelight flickering on the hearth. He had read the aversion in +Cynthia's face which his story had provoked. He had made a sacrifice +of her affection. But he had made it for her sake, and he did not +regret that he had spoken. None the less he was disturbed. He might +have done no good, and he had reopened an old wound of his own. +He sat there knowing that if he went to bed he would not sleep; and +in a little while he heard a noise in the corridor leading to the +billiard-room. The door into the hall was softly opened, and the +wavering light of a candle dimly lit up that cavernous place. The +screen stood between Benoliel and the intruder. He could see nothing +but the light of the candle shaking upon the walls above the screen. +He did not move, he heard some one moving across the floor of the +hall; he kept his eyes fixed upon the opening between the screens; and +he saw Captain Rames pass across the opening. He sprang up with a low +cry. Rames was coming from the corridor where his bedroom was to the +foot of the stairs up which Cynthia had gone. At the cry Rames +stopped, and, holding the candle above his head, peered into the +shadows. Mr. Benoliel came quickly toward him. + +"Where are you going, Captain Rames?" he asked. + +"To my wife," said Harry. + +Mr. Benoliel stared at Harry Rames. + +"You and Cynthia are married?" + +"Yes." + +"When are you going to make your marriage public?" + +"On the day the Whitsunday holidays begin. We shall have it announced +in the evening papers. We shall already have left for Fontainebleau." + +So after all Mr. Benoliel had spoken in vain. He might have spared his +breath, and retained in a fuller degree Cynthia's liking and respect. +He knew now what she had turned back from the stairs to tell him. + +"Give her this message," he said. "Tell her to forget what I said to +her;" and he moved away. + +But the message was of no use. He had said what he had to say, and +Cynthia could not forget. She watched. She was afraid; as since her +seventeenth birthday she had always been afraid. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII + + CYNTHIA ON THE HOUSE + + +On the morning after Parliament had risen the newspapers announced the +marriage of Cynthia Daventry to Harry Rames. The ceremony had taken +place by special license early one morning at a little church in +Mayfair, with a girl friend of Cynthia's, and a member of Parliament +named Robert Brook, as witnesses. A good many people were surprised; +still more, however, declared that they had foreseen the marriage all +along, and that of course it couldn't last; while Lord Helmsdale's +mother simply remarked in accents of pity: "Poor thing! Double her +age, isn't he? And she was so pretty, too, a few months ago." + +On the other hand, however, a good many honest telegrams of +congratulations reached the couple honeymooning in the woods of +Fontainebleau; and when Harry and Cynthia returned to London, there +were fresher incidents than their marriage for people to discuss. They +settled down in Curzon Street to keep their bargain loyally. + +If Cynthia's heart ached at times, as it had done amongst the trees of +Fontainebleau, for a life struck to fire by passion, she gave no +outward sign of her pain. She was to help forward the great career, +and to the best of her powers she did. She threw open her house to her +husband's party; she entertained; she attended social gatherings; she +walked abroad in Ludsey with a good memory for faces; she spent many +hours on the train. Harry, on his side, was assiduous at Westminster. +He sat upon committees in the morning, and on one of the green benches +below the gangway during the afternoon and evening, with an occasional +rush home at a quarter to eight to take his wife out to dinner. + +"Be there!" was one of Henry Smale's maxims which he had taken to +heart. "Sit in the House. Never mind the library or the smoking-room, +or the lobby, or the terrace. Sit in the House! However dull the +debate, and however inviting the sunlight streaming through the high +windows, sit in the House. All the great Parliamentarians have done +it. The lawyers can't do it, of course. But you haven't their excuse. +You can. It may seem a waste of time. You'll find that it isn't." + +So Harry Rames sat in the House, and Cynthia, when she had no other +engagement to detain her, came down to Westminster, dined with him +there, and spent an hour afterward in the ladies' gallery. She became +acquainted with many men of different calibre, and amongst them with +Mr. Devenish, the Secretary for Agriculture, who was just beginning to +do a little more than make a vociferous noise in the world. Mr. +Devenish happened to pass through the dining-room when Harry and his +wife were finishing dinner, and catching sight of them he turned off +toward their table. + +He was a brisk, smallish man, and Cynthia was astonished by his +aspect. She had seen him often enough upon the floor of the House of +Commons, and had taken him for a person of a commanding height. But it +was not the first time she had made this mistake. The House of +Commons, like the theatre, magnifies men to the galleries. Mr. +Devenish dropped his hand upon Rames's shoulder. + +"I want a word with you to-night, Rames," he said + +"Why not now?" asked Rames. "This is my wife, Mr. Devenish." + +Mr. Devenish bowed to her. + +"I knew that very well," he said. + +Cynthia disbelieved him. Also she had formed a dislike of him. There +was something too acrid in his speeches. She thought of him as a man +going about with a phial of vitriol hidden in the palm of his hand. + +"I am not famous," she said coldly. "How should you know, Mr. +Devenish?" + +"I saw you in the lobby, and--I asked;" he smiled as he spoke, and she +found his smile singularly disarming; it was so friendly and genuine a +thing. Mr. Devenish turned again to Harry Rames. + +"We want you to help us. A vote on account for the navy is coming up +on Thursday. There will be a motion for the reduction of armaments. We +want you to speak." + +Harry Rames shook his head. + +"I rather propose to leave those questions alone. I don't want to get +the reputation of being a service member." + +"I appreciate that," said Mr. Devenish. "But you are asked to speak in +this debate by the government." + +"On the general question?" asked Rames. + +"Not so much on that. The point is the economy of the big ship. You +can speak from practical experience. You know. You are here in +Parliament to contribute your knowledge." Mr. Devenish turned to +Cynthia, and again his smile illumined his face. "Persuade him, Mrs. +Rames." + +It occurred to Cynthia that Mr. Devenish did not trouble to inquire +whether Harry Rames believed the big ship to be an economical thing. +Harry was to support the government. The rest of his argument she +agreed with. It was Harry's duty, since he was in Parliament, to +contribute of his knowledge. + +"Very well," said Captain Rames. "Of course if the government wishes +it, I shall be proud to take part in the debate. Won't you sit down +and have some coffee?" + +"Yes, do!" said Cynthia cordially, and she was not altogether engaged +in helping her husband on when she spoke. Mr. Devenish now puzzled +her. She had begun by disliking him. He had spoken very few words to +her, and yet she no longer disliked him. There was a charm in his +manner of which he seemed quite unaware. At close quarters he lost the +narrowness, which she had thought the mark of him. He seemed broadly +human, comprehensively sympathetic. Yet he obviously wore no mask. He +was simple, and he gave a pleasant impression of being a good fighter. +Mr. Devenish drew up a chair and sat down. + +"You come to many of our debates," he said to Cynthia. "What do you +think of us?" and with an unaffected interest in the views of a pretty +woman, he led her on to express her opinion. + +"Well," she said frankly, "I think most of your debates are very +dull." + +"That's quite true," Mr. Devenish replied with a laugh at the little +spurt of complaint in her voice. "Nine out of ten are dull, and if you +were in the government you would wish the tenth was too. The debate +which sparkles and amuses you in the gallery means keen opposition on +the floor of the House. The debate which is dull means that the +government gets its bill. And the government is there to get its +bills." + +"Yes, I suppose that's true," said Cynthia, and then Harry Rames +intervened. + +"It's curious," he said, "but I no longer find any debate dull. I used +to be bored, I admit it, but I can sit through anything now and find +it interesting." + +"Yes," said Cynthia, nodding her head; "I have noticed that, Harry, +from the gallery, and--I think it's a bad sign." + +"The sign of the true Parliamentarian," said Mr. Devenish. + +"Perhaps," said Cynthia stubbornly. "Still a bad one." + +"Now why?" asked Mr. Devenish indulgently. Cynthia was certainly a +very pretty woman. Let her talk! Cynthia colored and replied hotly: + +"Because it means that the four walls of that little chamber are +closing in on you. The game inside, with its pauses, its coups, its +man[oe]uvres, is becoming more important than the great interests and +issues outside which you are there to decide. It means that in your +thoughts the country and the constituency are growing smaller, and the +green leather benches on which you sit becoming more and more +important. If you don't find any debates dull, you are growing aloof +from the country. You are becoming, as you say, a Parliamentarian. +That means Parliament first, the country a bad second." + +Cynthia stopped abruptly. She had allowed herself to be betrayed into +delivering a lecture upon politics to a past-master in the art, a man +who, out of his forty-five years, had spent twenty in the House of +Commons. She flushed. "But you must think me a fool," she cried. + +"I don't," Mr. Devenish exclaimed. "Yours is a definite point of +view." He was not speaking seriously. For he was eager to learn so +long as the learning came to him by word of mouth, and not from the +printed page. "Tell me some more." + +He was considering no longer the prettiness of the woman, the changing +lights upon her face. He was conceding respect to her judgment. +Cynthia was mollified. She continued: + +"And here's something which to me makes many of the debates tedious +and unreal. You all behave as if your ideal of a member of the House +of Commons were a fossil on a shelf." + +Mr. Devenish laughed. + +"Why do you say that, Mrs. Rames?" + +"Because if a man changes his opinions ever so little during a course +of years, he at once has the reports of his old speeches flung at his +head in scathing accents, as though he had committed the meanest of +crimes." + +"It's a party score," said Mr. Devenish. + +"Yes, but why?" Cynthia insisted. "You must all know that a man who is +any use at all does change his opinions as his experience widens. +Surely that's true. What's the use of thought at all if it leaves you +precisely where you were?" + +"Mrs. Rames," said Mr. Devenish, "I cannot dispute it." + +Cynthia had long been puzzled by this extraordinary childishness on +the part of men of reputed intelligence. She was determined if she +could to get at the truth. "Then why?" she asked. "Why, when one of +the opposition proves that a member of the government has changed his +view, does all the opposition shout with derision, and why do all on +the government side look glum? Why must the minister labor to show +that he really hasn't changed any views? Why does he rise so quickly +to do it? And why, when he has risen, doesn't he say: 'Of course I +have changed my views. I am a better man than I was two years ago.'" + +"Well, upon my word, I can't tell you why," said Mr. Devenish +honestly. "I suppose we haven't the courage. Don't you approve of us +at all?" + +"Oh, yes, I do," said Cynthia quickly; "and much more than I expected +to do." She was induced to give her impression of the body of members. + +"I had got an idea that everybody was in here to get something." She +grew suddenly red, and in a flurry, which Mr. Devenish did not +understand. She continued, "I suppose I got the idea from newspapers. +I made a wrong inference. They are here, of course--the rich men who +want honors to put a crown upon their wealth, the office-hunters, the +speculator, and the financier, who use their membership to help their +city business--But there are others one is apt to overlook, the silent +people, who make no mark, and don't want to make one. You see them in +the lobby, rather disconsolately busy about nothing. They are probably +not particularly intelligent. Some of them, no doubt, are quite +stupid. But one rather respects them, because membership of the House +of Commons means to them a real daily loss. They would be more +prosperous if they devoted the time they spend here to their business. +But they seem to be here because they believe that some things want +doing, some definite things, and that they can help to get them done +by their votes. There is a lot of them. Then there are the country +gentlemen who would be happier on their estates, and would be there +but for their conviction that the solid judgment of the country +gentleman is absolutely necessary in the council of the nation." She +spoke with pomposity and a friendly mimicry of the class she +described. "But I like them. I think they are of value because to +them, too, membership here means a real loss." + +"Well, I agree," said Mr. Devenish. + +"You! You do?" asked Cynthia in surprise. "I thought that--" and she +stopped. + +"Well, what?" Mr. Devenish pressed for her opinion with a laugh. + +"Never mind," said Cynthia. "There's another class, too, which +attracts me. The failures. The ambitious men who just don't succeed, +and fail by so very little, but fail completely." + +"Yes," Mr. Devenish agreed, "their lot is not attractive. They can't +bring themselves to admit failure. They drift along here until the +time is past for them to do anything else. The four walls, as you say, +have closed about them. They sit here, eating out their hearts, +jealous of the others who succeed, and making a bitter pretence of +contentment." + +"They are the prisoners of the House of Commons," said Cynthia, and +the phrase struck pleasantly upon Mr. Devenish's ears so used to the +slipshod metaphors of the average speaker. + +"Yes," he said with a quick look of interest. "Yes, that's a true +saying. How did you think of it, Mrs. Rames?" + +"I have sympathy with failures," she replied. + +"Ah," said Mr. Devenish. "But it's easy to have that when one is +married to success," and he turned genially to Captain Rames. + +A junior whip hurried up to the table. + +"You are wanted, Mr. Devenish, in the House," he said. + +Devenish looked at his watch and sprang up. "I have stayed longer than +I ought to. We can count upon you then, Rames, for Thursday," and he +hurried away. Cynthia followed him with her eyes. He attracted her and +he left with her an impression of power, which made his interest in +her, obviously expressed, a subtle flattery. She turned back to her +husband. + +"I was mistaken in that man," she said, and as Harry Rames did not +answer her, she continued: "You see, Harry, I am doing my best to help +you on." + +"You are indeed," said Harry Rames sulkily. Cynthia stared at him. The +sulkiness in his voice set her blood tingling. He could be jealous +then! She laughed out loud suddenly, with a girl's joyousness, and, as +Harry lifted inquiring eyes to her, the blood mantled into her cheeks, +and she sat in a pretty confusion. For a moment both of them were +embarrassed, and neither could have told why. Cynthia broke through +the embarrassment with the first words which occurred to her: + +"I can't reconcile Mr. Devenish with his speeches," she said. + +"Yet there's a continuity," replied Harry. "He is one of your +instances of men big enough to widen out. But he's an enthusiast, and +he has done in his day a deal of platform work so that the old phrases +come trippingly to his tongue. He says, when he's carried away, more +than he thinks now, but less than he used to think ten years ago. I +fancy that's the explanation." + +Cynthia looked toward the door through which Mr. Devenish had +disappeared. + +"Tell me about him, Harry," she said. + +"I will, certainly," said Rames. His ill-humor had passed. He leaned +toward his wife with a smile upon his face. It seemed to Cynthia that +the moment of embarrassment so quickly gone had brought now as its +consequence another moment quite as inexplicable--a moment during +which she and Harry were nearer to one another than as yet they had +been. + +"The one thing I think to remember about Devenish is this," Rames +continued. "As a boy he had always to walk in the road and he has not +forgotten it." + +The division bell began to ring before he could say another word to +elaborate his sketch of the man. He led Cynthia out through the arches +to the door where her carriage waited, and he left her to drive home +puzzled by his phrase. + +He spoke, as he had promised to do, on the following Thursday. Cynthia +heard the speech from the ladies' gallery, not siding with it at all, +nor against it, but simply attentive to its effect. He rose in a full +House, which did not diminish as he spoke, and the space behind the +bar grew crowded. He was brief; he worked his own intimate knowledge +of the mechanism of a modern ship of war into the scheme of his +speech. He was nervous, Cynthia knew, but he gave no outward sign of +nervousness; he spoke with a quiet resonance of voice, as though he +had the measure of that assembly; and he brought into play that +remarkable gift of counterfeiting sincerity, which always astonished, +and sometimes frightened her. It was difficult even for her to realize +that he had no real opinion about the value of the big ship, one way +or the other, and that he had merely crammed his subject diligently +with her help during the last few days. He spoke, indeed, with telling +effect. There were friends of Cynthia in the gallery who were quick to +congratulate her. She herself was filled with admiration, but it was +the admiration for the fine performance of an actor; and when she went +down in the lift to join him after the debate was over, the cry was +loud in her heart: "If only he believed one word of it!" + +He met her at the gate of the lift, and she caught his arm and pressed +it against her side. + +"Thank you," said Harry. "That's better than words." + +"It wasn't a congratulation," she replied. "It was an appeal." + +Harry Rames spoke once more during that session, late at night, in a +thin House, and to try himself in unprepared debate, rather than with +any intention to arrest notice. But the moment was well chosen, for a +speaker on the government side was needed; and when the House rose for +the autumn, he took down with him to Warwickshire the reputation of a +rising man. He had kept his bargain, Cynthia gratefully acknowledged +it, and the fears which Isaac Benoliel had aroused in her began for a +time to lose their substance. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV + + THE MAN WHO HAD WALKED IN THE ROAD + + +Harry Rames and Cynthia passed the autumn at the white house, and +hardly a day passed but one or the other was seen in the climbing +streets of Ludsey. Harry presided at the social gatherings of the +city, the musical clubs, the horticultural society, and the rest. He +was busy with his town clerk over a railway bill which the +municipality meant to oppose. He made friends with his public +opponents. Cynthia herself was hardly less active. She threw herself +into the work of committees and councils, not from enthusiasm, but in +a desperate search for that color which Mr. Arnall and his fellows had +got from politics, and her own youth demanded for herself. And with +the work, interest in it came, if color did not. They were +establishing Harry Rames in his seat--that was certain, and she had +her share in it. They were winning and, being a woman, she loved to +win. Cynthia was a success in Ludsey--she could not but know it. For +the demands for her presence and her time grew with every morning's +post. There came to her a sort of exultation of battle. She was doing +her work; she was helping to make the great career, and in the +pleasure of helping to make, she lost sight of the essential emptiness +of the thing she was making. + +"Yes," said Harry one night to her. "You are making this seat safe for +me, Cynthia, for the next election." + +Cynthia looked at him with her eyes bright. + +"Do you think so?" she asked eagerly, asking for praise, and Arthur +Pynes, the young chairman of the association, who had been dining with +them, corroborated her husband. + +"We once had a candidate whose wife would sing at the public meetings. +We couldn't stop her, and every time she sang she cost us fifty votes. +We have always stipulated for a bachelor since. But you have changed +our views now, Mrs. Rames." + +"I am very glad," said Cynthia; and the trio fell to discussing plans +for the next session. "We want to see you in office before three years +are out," said Pynes to Harry Rames. "There's no reason why we +shouldn't." + +"Yes, there is," said Harry Rames. "A large majority. They want you to +keep quiet and vote and, being strong, they would just as soon put +into office men who have never opened their mouths in the House as +not, and probably sooner." + +"Then you must force 'em," said Arthur Pynes. + +They discussed the government programme for the next session, and what +opportunities would arise from it. But the changes and transitions of +Parliament are rapid. However sternly the government may cling to its +ordered sequence of legislation, great questions will arise which have +not been foreseen, and the ballot will give to private members their +opportunity of discord. Thus the man who sits next to you may be in +hot debate with you to-morrow, and those who smiled at you from the +treasury bench yesterday may see you stroll with a fine air of +indifference into the opposition lobby to-day. Harry Rames was well +aware of the pull of the undercurrents, but neither he nor Cynthia, +nor Arthur Pynes had a suspicion that night that the next session was +to see him in definite antagonism to Devenish, the man who had been +forced to walk in the road. + +It was not, indeed, until the session was more than half-way through +that Cynthia herself learnt it. She had dined with her husband at the +House. It was a warm night of early summer, and after dinner they took +their coffee upon the terrace. A private bill was occupying the +attention of a thin House, and the terrace was fairly full of members +waiting for the resumption of public business. Amongst them was Mr. +Devenish. He strolled up to the couple, and after shaking hands with +Cynthia, turned to Harry Rames: + +"I hear you are against Fanshawe's bill." + +"Yes," said Harry Rames. + +"It comes on next Friday," continued Devenish. "The government will +accept the principle, and give the bill a second reading." + +"It won't go further than that," said Harry Rames. + +"Not this year. But next year we shall embody the principle in a +measure of our own, and then--?" He looked inquiringly at Harry. + +"Then," said Harry deliberately, "I suppose we must try to get it +amended." + +A beam of light pouring from one of the windows showed Devenish's face +clearly to Cynthia. She saw it harden and narrow. When he spoke his +voice was sharp. + +"I shall be in charge," he said. "I shall not accept any amendment +which strikes at the principle." + +"I am sorry," said Rames. He lit his cigar. He had not the air of a +man receding from his position. + +Cynthia was leaning forward, her eyes travelling curiously from one to +the other. She had noticed the quick snap in the voice of Devenish, +the quiet indifference to it in her husband's. But she did not know on +what point they disagreed. Harry Rames turned toward her and +explained: + +"Fanshawe is bringing in a land bill on Friday afternoon. I didn't +think that the government would take it up or I would have told you +about it, Cynthia, and talked it over with you." + +Devenish looked quickly toward the girl. Since Rames consulted her, +could he enlist her upon his side? Cynthia read the unspoken question +in his face, and turned gratefully to her husband who had made it +clear that she had her word in his decisions. + +"Fanshawe proposes that the State should buy compulsorily so much land +at intervals of so many years, split it into small holdings and lease +them," Rames continued. + +"And you disapprove?" said Cynthia. + +"Yes. I am against the small holding. I think that's waste. I am in +favor of the small farm. But I want the farm owned, not taken on +lease. That's my chief objection. The State's a hard landlord." + +"Is a bank a better one?" asked Devenish. + +"I think so," returned Rames. "A bank's a business; the State's a +machine. There's a big difference there." + +"Well, I shall be interested to hear what you have to say on Friday," +said Devenish, as he rose from his chair. "It would be a pity if we +lost your support--a great pity." He spoke with a slow significance. +The words were half a compliment, and the other half a menace. He +turned at once lightly to Cynthia. "You must persuade him, Mrs. Rames, +to be sensible, you really must," he said. "To create owners is a +long, slow process, and I can't wait." A sudden violence flamed in his +voice, and with a characteristic action he brought a clenched fist +sharply down into the open palm of his other hand. He looked out +across the Thames and leftward to the lights on Westminster bridge. He +seemed to be assuring himself that he stood at last where he had +always meant to stand, that the moment for which he had lived was +surely coming. "No, I can't wait. I want to set about the land system +in this country. With tenancies one can begin at once." + +As he walked away from them Cynthia recalled the description of him +which Harry Rames had given to her. "As a boy he had always to walk in +the road, and he has not forgotten it." She began to understand the +phrase now. Devenish's swift and bitter outburst had been an +illumination. + +He had been forced to walk in the road. Rames had shown a shrewd +insight into a complex character when he coined the phrase. Devenish +was the son of a small struggling tradesman, in a little town +surrounded by land which was carefully preserved. Therefore he was +chased out of the woods and off the grass. The game-keeper was his +enemy, and an enemy always at hand. To feel the turf beneath his feet +he must use stealth like a criminal. He lived in a good grass country, +and all the share he had of it was the dust kicked up from the road by +the wheels of carriages. In his boyhood he had brooded over his +exclusion, and through the hard struggles of his youth his thoughts +had been rancorous. Now, it is true, the rancor had diminished. At the +age of forty-five he had reached high office, and with high office, +for the first time, a regular and sufficient income. He was freed for +a while, at all events, from the desperate endeavor to pay his way +outside and keep his footing inside the House of Commons. He met men +of diverse pursuits from the far corners of the earth. The world +broadened out before him magically. + +He entered late, as it were, upon his youth; the arts swept into his +view, a glittering procession, and enchanted him. All was new to him +as to a child. The natural charm of the man found an outlet; he had +good-humor now, and a pleasant friendliness. Gradually the doors of +great houses had been opened to him--and he had looked in. It was to +his credit that he had only looked in. He had come away unspoilt, +uncaptured. But though he recognized that for him the world had become +wonderfully a place of amenities, he had not forgotten that as a boy +he had been forced to walk in the road; and the dust of it was still +bitter in his mouth. "For those who come after me," he had said to +himself, "it shall not be so," and he was in a hurry to set about the +change. To create peasant proprietors? There was a world of obstacles +in the way. To create tenants of the State? A single budget would +suffice. Fanshawe's scheme should be the chief item in the government +programme of next year, and Captain Rames must look to himself if he +stood firm to oppose it. + +Captain Rames, on his side, had no intention to give way. He drove +away from the House that night with Cynthia, and in the carriage he +said: + +"I shall put up as big a fight as I can, Cynthia, on this question." + +"Against Mr. Devenish?" + +"Yes." + +Cynthia was silent, and Harry Rames turned to her swiftly with a +question upon his lips. "You think it rash?" he was going to ask, but +he never did. He saw her eyes shining at him out of the darkness, and +in a low tone she said: + +"You feel very strongly about it, strongly enough to risk your future. +Oh, I am so glad!" + +There was a throb of joy in her voice. She was still a girl. Though +she professed to laugh at the enchanted garden of her dreams, there +was still some yearning for it at her heart. The men with ideas had +peopled it. It seemed that after all her husband, since at all costs +he meant to stand up against Mr. Devenish for an idea, must be one of +them. But a slight, almost an uneasy gesture, which Harry made, +stopped her on the threshold of a great happiness. She lay back, +chilled with disappointment. + +If Harry had spoken, he would have said: "No, I don't feel strongly +about it. I don't feel about it, at all. I simply recognize that it is +my opportunity." And thus he would have spoken before their marriage, +perhaps, too, during the first few weeks after it. But a change had +inevitably come for both of them. The frankness which Rames had +deliberately used, so that she might know him for what he was, no +longer served. Always it had hurt Cynthia, even though she had +welcomed it. More than once he had seen her flinch from it as from a +blow. But now that they were so much together, a hint or silence had +to take its place. Blunt honesty was all very well twice a week or so, +but repeated every hour, it bruised too heavily. So, too, with +Cynthia. Her business as a wife was to help, not chide. Their year of +marriage had taught them the little diplomacies and managements which +made life together possible for them. Frankness was to save them--so +they had planned. What was saving them was reticence. + +This time, however, Cynthia was told the truth by her husband's +gesture. He was going to follow the old historic, dangerous road, the +road of the third parties, the short cut to power which has lured so +many ambitious men to disappointment, and advanced a very few before +their time. And he had chosen William Devenish to tilt against, a man +supple and quick in debate, sharp of tongue, with a gift of ridicule +and a wealth of language; a speaker who hit with a nice discrimination +just above the belt in the House, and just a little bit lower outside +of it. To Cynthia it seemed that Harry must be gambling on his +success; that he had cast his prudence from him like a cloak. Harry +Rames answered some part of her thought. + +"It's not so mad as it appears to be," he said. "In the first place +the question of tenancy against ownership is an open one. You are not +breaking away from your party whatever view you take. You may be +breaking away from a minister, but that's a different thing." + +Cynthia's fears were assuaged. In her relief she turned eagerly to +Rames. + +"But your minister is Mr. Devenish," she cried. + +"I know," he returned. "A hard fighter. All the more gain then, if I +can stand square to him, and remain standing. Besides, Devenish has a +peculiar weakness." + +"Yes?" cried Cynthia. "You can make use of it?" and she stopped, +wondering at herself. She was startled to realize that for the first +time she herself was keeping his eyes from lifting to the high path +above. + +"I have noticed it," Rames continued. "He can stand any amount of +opposition from his opponents. If he gets heated, he remains master of +his wit and tongue. But he cannot endure criticism from the benches +behind him. It strikes some hidden string of arrogance in him. He +loses his control. He says foolish things. He hands himself over a +victim, if his critic has courage and skill enough to use his chance." + +"I see," said Cynthia. "And the third point?" + +"Oh," said Harry carelessly. "The question is an important one for the +country. It must provoke discussion. Yes, I shall move the rejection +of Fanshawe's bill if I get the chance." + +He put down on the notice paper, with some twenty members on the +opposition side, a motion for rejection. He rose on the Friday, +immediately after Fanshawe had sat down, and was called upon by the +Speaker. He was content with two objections. But either of them, if +established, was fatal to the bill. He argued against the small +holding, which he regarded as the pastime of the well-to-do tradesman +in the neighboring town, rather than as a serious method of settling a +genuine peasantry on the land; and he pleaded for the farm of sixty or +seventy acres. It is a matter nowadays of ancient dispute, yet he +managed to say a new thing about it, not parading his knowledge--for +there were too many in that House who had made land the study of their +lives--but suggesting it with a deference, which took his audience. +The great farm, he maintained, was a modern product, due to quite +other causes than natural development. It came from the vanity of the +eighteenth century, its love of spaciousness and show. The monstrous +porticoed houses and the huge farms were the symbols of its parade. +But in the seventeenth century, when agriculture really prospered, the +small farm of seventy acres was the rule. It was at a return to this +condition that policy and legislation ought to aim. + +He passed to his second argument. Tenancy under the State was bad. For +the State was a hard landlord, and could be nothing else. It took no +account of bad seasons or the shortness of money. It had to collect +its revenues and rents within the year. Moreover, the idea was petty +in its conception. (Here Mr. Devenish turned an outraged head toward +the orator.) Legislation should aim at something beyond the immediate +benefit it conferred. Otherwise let them commit the fortunes of the +country to a parish council, and themselves go home. + +"There is to my mind one question by which all legislation can be +tested," said Rames, "and that question is not: 'Does it supply an +immediate need?' but 'Does it help to strengthen the character of the +race?'" + +The bill failed according to that test. For it meant no more than the +substitution of one landlord for another, and left the tenant pretty +much where he was. If Mr. Fanshawe had taken a bold course and +produced a just measure, with the object of creating owners, then the +bill would not have failed. For the desire to possess land was the +surest sign of a sound and healthy race. It was that desire in men +which good legislation would try to keep alive. This bill merely +fobbed them off with a miserable makeshift, and shut the door against +ownership. Ownership with its obligations and its responsibility, and +its response to the most primal and most durable of all ambitions, was +the only policy worthy of a great Parliament. + +Mr. Devenish replied later in the afternoon, and quite briefly, He did +not, he said, propose to enter into the discussion, but simply to +state the intention of the government. It would give the bill a second +reading, accepting thus the two principles of small holdings and +tenancies under the State; and next year it would introduce a measure +of its own, based upon those principles, and press it through until it +was placed upon the statute-book. Mr. Devenish studiously refrained +from any reference to Captain Rames, and as soon as he sat down, the +hands of the clock then pointing within a minute of five, Mr. Fanshawe +moved the closure, and the Speaker accepted the motion. The closure +was accepted without a division, and the main question was put. + +In the interval, while the division bells were ringing, a slim, +middle-aged man, with a moustache which was beginning to grow gray, +and a handsome, ineffective face, passed into the House from the +lobby, and took a seat on the bench by Rames's side. + +"What are you going to do, Rames?" he asked. + +"Vote as I spoke," said Harry. + +"Then I'll go with you," said his companion. "I didn't hear your +speech, or indeed anything of the debate. But I am sure Devenish is +wrong." + +Harry Rames laughed. + +"That sounds like a good working rule. Thank you, Brook. Let us go and +vote." + +The two men, alone of their party, strolled into the opposition lobby, +and that was the beginning of the great cave. It was a Friday +afternoon in summer, the weather was very hot, the House very thin and +Mr. Devenish and his under-secretary the only men present on the +treasury bench. No one paid any attention to the revolt; the +newspapers next day had the briefest reports of the debate. Cynthia +herself, who had come to the House to listen to a fierce and tingling +discussion, was disappointed at the gentle apathy which overlay the +proceedings of that afternoon. + +But Harry said: "Wait a little, Cynthia"; and Mr. Brook, who from that +time began to drop in frequently at their house in Curzon Street, +chuckled like a man with secret knowledge. + +"Eight men on our side," Harry explained, "had met several times in +one of the committee rooms before Friday, to decide what course they +should take to resist this bill. I did not know of their meetings at +the time, and they agreed to do nothing until they were sure of the +line the government was going to take. Had they suspected that I was +going to move the rejection of the bill, they would have attended and +voted with me." + + + + + CHAPTER XXV + + COLONEL CHALLONER'S REVOLT + + +"We will have to make a great stand next year, Rames," said Robert +Brook. "We must organize. We have time, thank goodness. There are ten +of us now. A lot more will join us." + +"But will they vote? That's the point," returned Rames. "Will they +vote against the government's bill on its second reading?" + +"Oh, yes," Mr. Brook replied enthusiastically. "There are a lot of +discontented people in our majority. We'll have voters--Challoner, for +instance. Besides, you have friends." + +Rames laughed. + +"Yes, I know the kind of friends--fellows who come to you in your seat +after you have spoken, pat you on the back, whisper that they are with +you, and then troop like tame mice into the government lobby against +you. I've watched them." + +Brook, however, was not to be damped. He threw himself for the rest of +that session into the work of organization. A halting speaker and an +ineffectual personage, he had sat for twenty years in the House of +Commons and was not tired of it. He was without distinction, he was +the confidant of no minister, he was never caricatured, he was never +the chairman of a committee, he rarely spoke. The recruits of each new +Parliament took almost its duration before they assigned individuality +to his features or honored him with a name. He was mediocrity's last +word. But he had charming manners and won to a kind of friendly pity +those whose acquaintance he gently made. He was born for private life, +but the House of Commons had caught him as in a net. He had no other +interests, he had no wife, he did not any longer even aspire to +office. To be busy in the House of Commons--that was lifeblood to him +and a renewal of youth. His chance had come now. He hurried from man +to man, discreet and furtive. He arranged private meetings. He hooked +his little wagon to Rames's star. He approached Colonel Challoner. + +Challoner, the party hack, was instinctively outraged. Was the list of +ministers closed forever? No! But as he was about to repel Robert +Brook's advances, the very holder of the office which he coveted stung +him into revolt. + +It was quite toward the end of the session. Colonel Challoner was +walking through the division lobby late at night when he saw the Under +Secretary for Foreign Affairs, Mr. Charles Bradley, in front of him. +There was some stir at the time because certain Indian emigrants had +suffered in one of the disturbances of southern Persia. Colonel +Challoner hurried officiously to Mr. Bradley's side. + +"Bradley," he said, "don't you think it would be good policy to +repatriate those Indians at our expense. What?" + +Mr. Bradley, a florid gentleman, youthfully middle-aged, with a sweet +voice, a pompous manner, and perhaps a bare sufficiency of brains, +turned to the colonel with condescending kindness. + +"As a member of the government," he said importantly, "I can no longer +speak freely. Ah, my dear Challoner, I tell you I regret day after day +that corner seat on the front bench below the gangway, and the +opportunity of supplementary questions. But that happy time has gone. +You might, if you like, raise the question on the adjournment or the +Appropriation Bill next week. I could then reply to you." + +Mr. Bradley smiled benignantly upon Colonel Challoner as from heights +of sunrise, and passed on. He had grown very lordly since his +elevation to office. Still, a few paces further on it seemed worth his +while to stop until Challoner rejoined him. He did not notice that the +colonel had grown rather red in the face. + +"If you do raise the question, Colonel Challoner, could you introduce +into your speech 'Civis Romanus sum'? I should like to hang my speech +upon that. Thank you." + +Even a party hack will turn if he be sufficiently trodden upon by +minor ministers, and Colonel Challoner did now. + +"Mr. Bradley," he asked with a most elaborate politeness, "have you +ever calculated how many Under Secretaries of State, past and present, +there are alive to-day? Or how many of them have names which are even +faintly familiar to the public?" + +Mr. Bradley gasped and stared. This was Challoner--old +Challoner--talking! Bradley was quite unprepared to cope with so +unparalleled an outrage. The colonel actually went on, and in accents +of raillery: + +"'Civis Romanus sum.' Now, why quote a phrase so banal. Surely, Mr. +Bradley, it has had its day. We can do better than that if we put our +heads together. Civis Romanus sum! God bless my soul! But I am willing +to help you with a tag of Latin. I will introduce another sentence. +Balbus shall build a wall--upon my word he shall--and you can hang +your speech onto that, and be damned to you." + +Mr. Bradley, however, had suffered enough of this unseemliness. He +hurried forward and passed between the clerks who recorded the votes +with a heightened color. Colonel Challoner followed him. But he waited +at the door for Robert Brook to emerge, and then drew him by the arm +into the outer lobby. + +"I have been thinking over what you proposed, Brook," he said. +"Certainly, certainly we must make a stand against Fanshawe's bill. We +have a duty to our constituents. We must show the government we are +not to be trifled with." + +Robert Brook responded with warmth. + +"I thought that upon reflection you would look upon it that way. You +will be a pillar of strength to us, Challoner." + +"That's very good of you," said Challoner. After all, there were some, +it seemed, who knew his worth. "We must meet in the autumn--just those +on whom we can depend--and arrange a plan of campaign." + +"Yes," said Brook. "But where? We want, don't you think, to mask our +batteries until the time comes for opening fire. We might meet at +Rames's house--but it is known that he is opposed to the measure." He +looked invitingly at his new ally. + +"Yes, I see, I see," said Colonel Challoner a little doubtfully. There +was a proposal in his mind--he was not quite sure whether he would +make it. It was a bold one--it was the burning of his boats. + +"Well, why not?" he suddenly said. "Why not meet at my house in +Dorsetshire? I have some partridges. They will provide the excuse. Let +us meet in October. Let me have the names and I'll quietly ask the men +before the session ends." + +Mr. Brook was delighted. He called mysteriously upon Harry Rames. + +"We have got Challoner," he said. Rames shook his head. + +"He'll back out." + +"I don't see how he can. He is asking us all to meet at Bramling in +the autumn." + +Harry Rames sat back in his chair. + +"How in the world did you manage that, Brook? We must go, of course." + +Challoner spoke to Rames that evening. "It's to be quite an informal +little party," he said with a wink, and took Rames and Brook each by +the arm. Now that he had tasted the delights of revolt, Colonel +Challoner, too, was a different man. He lost his dreariness. No longer +he moulted; no longer he dripped melancholy on all who stood near to +him. He passed ministers with a high head and an arrogant smile. +"We'll show 'em," he said. "Yes, sir, we'll show 'em." And as he saw +Bradley approaching him, "Here's Civis Romanus," he cried in tones +loud enough to carry to the Under Secretary's ears. The Under +Secretary flushed and hurried on. Colonel Challoner had told his story +freely, and Civis Romanus Mr. Bradley remained for the rest of that +Parliament. Colonel Challoner resumed: "We'll meet on the eighth of +October. A little partridge shoot, eh? Just a few of us, jolly fellows +all. You'll bring your wife, Rames, won't you? The others will." + +That was a precaution which had been suggested by Brook. + +"Some one is sure to let out that we are meeting at Bramling," he +said. "If the men go without their wives, the gathering will have the +look of a conspiracy. With them it will just be an ordinary autumn +shooting party." + +"Quite so," said Rames. + +The House rose at eleven o'clock that night, and when Harry went home, +he found his wife just returned from a dinner party. She came with him +into his study and while they sat and talked he told her that she, +too, was to be included in the visit to Bramling. Cynthia's face +clouded. + +"I would rather not go," she said. "I don't think there is any need +that I should." + +"The other men will bring their wives." + +"There will be enough then. It won't matter if one wife doesn't go." + +She was looking at Harry Rames directly, but with a great disquiet in +her eyes. Harry, however, persisted. + +"I think you are wanted, Cynthia. We have a difficult job to keep +these men together and agree upon a line of concerted action. Some +women could be very useful at a juncture like this. You are one of +them." + +Cynthia rose with a quick movement to her feet. She stood before him, +her broad forehead troubled, her lips mutinous, and by her attitude +she made all the more plain his need of her. The room was Rames's own +study which had been lined with mahogany, and against the bright dark +panelling, in her white dress, she gleamed slim and fair and beautiful +as silver. Harry Rames looked her over with a smile. She was, as he +put it to himself, exquisitely turned out. She had the grace and +delicacy natural to a family nursed in good manners through a century, +and with all her beauty she had simplicity and a desire to please. + +"Yes, I want you, Cynthia," he said, and the blood rushed hot to her +face and throat. She turned from him swiftly and went out of the open +window onto a balcony which overhung their tiny square of garden. +Rames's eyes followed her curiously. Something had gone wrong; that +was clear. He could see her leaning over the rail in the darkness, her +face between her hands. + +Rames's survey of her had brought back to her recollection that +distant morning by the wheat-field in South America when her father +had looked her over horribly from head to foot and had valued her for +a market. There had been just a touch of appraisement in her husband's +look now. Almost she traced a resemblance in the two men's thoughts, +the two men's examinations. + +Harry left her to herself for a few minutes. Then he followed her: + +"I think I understand, Cynthia," he said gently. "Of course it isn't a +very high and lofty business we're engaged on. That's right enough. +And when you consider the sort of people our party's going to be +composed of--the dissatisfied, the ambitious, the timid, and just a +few who believe Fanshawe's bill a bad thing--the man[oe]uvre doesn't +look very pretty. So if you don't want to go, don't." + +But Cynthia had changed her mind. + +"No. I'll come, Harry," she said. "It's too late to be half-hearted +now. I'll certainly come." + +She turned back into the room, and picking up her gloves from a table +went upstairs. Harry Rames had no doubt that he had hit upon the +reason of her disinclination to go to Bramling. But as Cynthia ran up +the stairs she kept saying to herself nervously like one who would +frighten fear away with words: + +"Perhaps no one will notice it. Very likely no one will notice it. And +if they do, they will think it an accident." + +She had not been considering at all the worthiness of these autumn +man[oe]uvres. She had been thinking of a picture by Romney which hung +in the dining-room of Bramling, a picture which she had never seen, +but which yet she knew to be a portrait of herself. She had, however, +promised to help in the making of the great career and this was one of +its critical moments. It was, as she had said to Harry, too late to be +half-hearted. If she failed him now, she failed him altogether. She +must take the risk that others would notice the resemblance--and +amongst the others, perhaps even her grandfather Colonel Challoner +himself. To one determination, however, she clung. She would admit no +kinship with the Challoners. Nothing should persuade her, neither the +old man's loneliness nor his disappointed hopes. She held the name and +the family in horror, though the name and the family were her own. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVI + + THE PICTURE AT BRAMLING + + +Bramling is the very house for a conspiracy. It lies in Dorsetshire, +hidden away at the back of the grass-walled town of Wareham on the +road to no where. A stream runs past its door down to Poole Harbor, +and its windows look across grass meadows to where the sea-cliffs lift +against the sky. Hither through one October day came in old-fashioned +flies and private motor-cars the inhabitants of the Cave--Cynthia +amongst the last of them with a foot which hesitated to cross the +threshold. There were thirty in all assembled in the drawing-room when +the dinner-gong sounded, eighteen men and twelve women. Colonel +Challoner, to Cynthia's satisfaction, had to give his arm to Lady +Lorme, the wife of an ex-Under Secretary of the home office who had +quarreled with his chief and resigned. She herself was taken in by +Robert Brook. Reluctance and curiosity struggled for mastery within +her as she entered the dining-room, and took her seat. She would not +look up at the walls, yet she could hardly but look up, and she sought +furtively around the dinner-table whether any noticed the picture and +her resemblance to it. But no one was looking at any picture at all. +Not a remark was made or a glance thrown to show her where it hung. +She looked more boldly at her companions, and coming to a greater ease +began with enjoyment to laugh at herself. Not one person at the table +was devoting a thought to her at all. They were all very busy, +drinking their soup and talking rapidly like uncomfortable people who +fear that if once their speech flags they will never find anything +more to say. They were in truth an uncongenial company, held together +by a single link, their eagerness to harass their own government. Even +Robert Brook, who knew Cynthia well, was talking to her with +incoherence in his agitation lest the gathering at Bramling should +fail. She heard Sir Faraday Lorme, a big red-faced man of sixty with a +bull-neck, say across the table to Charles Payne, one of the eight who +genuinely thought Fanshawe's bill a bad experiment: + +"Of course, as a rule, you know I don't act with you, but--" and the +rest of the sentence was lost to her ears, but it seemed to her that +fully half of those present might have said as much to their +neighbors. Further along the table she caught sight of Mr. Andrew +Fallon, a dark white-faced man who had only joined them because his +wife had been signally and publicly snubbed by the wife of a Cabinet +Minister. Cynthia could see the wife on the opposite side of the +table, a portly over-dressed woman with an overbearing voice; and on +behalf of all her sex she felt grateful to the Cabinet Minister's +wife. + +A singularly gentle voice drew her attention. She turned away from +Robert Brook, to find at her other side Mr. Howard Fall. + +"We have spoken in the lobby, Mrs. Rames," said Howard Fall timidly. +"Captain Rames was kind enough to introduce me." + +"Yes, indeed," said Cynthia. "Oh, I am glad that you are here." + +To her Howard Fall was, with the exception of her husband, the +most interesting man in the room. She welcomed his presence +whole-heartedly. He was intellect, he was modesty. Even now at her +implied compliment he was blushing like a young girl and his eyes +shone with dog-like gratitude. Howard Fall was then about fifty years +of age; and though he was but a contemporary of Harry Rames in the +House of Commons, he had already acquired there a special place of +high distinction. Of too acute and logical a mind to be a good +party-man, he harried with a pleasant voice and most destructive +criticism, now his own party, now his opponents. He had one great +quality in common with Cynthia, he was quite without affectation. He +would make a brilliant speech with extraordinary diffidence. But he +made it, and a genuine word of praise or thanks delighted him, as a +schoolboy is delighted with a sovereign. With the mild manners of a +curate he combined the courage of a soldier. If he had ideas to +express--and he generally had--no thought of prudence could hinder him +from expressing them. Indeed, he drew a gentle contentment from the +knowledge that as a rule they were troublesome to those whom he +nominally supported. Cynthia had heard him more than once from the +ladies' gallery, and had admired his honesty and his courage. For the +moment she was enheartened by his presence. It put confidence into +her. With him to help, Harry might indeed put up a fight against Mr. +Devenish. + +"I didn't know," said Howard Fall, "that Captain Rames was going to +speak against Fanshawe's bill. Otherwise, of course, I should have +been in the House to support him;" and the "of course" struck all +Cynthia's comfort from her. It was so significant of the man. He was +born predestined always to revolt. Any party of two had him for a +third. Cynthia glanced disconsolately to where her husband sat at the +end of the table. But he showed no sign of misgiving. He was talking +energetically to the four people nearest to him, and he only paused +when her eyes rested upon his face. She turned away again and there +above the head of Colonel Challoner, who was sitting exactly opposite +to her, she saw at last the portrait glowing upon the wall. + +For the moment she had forgotten it. Now it caught away her breath. +She sat and stared at it. It was the portrait of a girl of seventeen, +dressed in white from the big straw hat with its flapping brim to the +shoes upon her feet. There was but one touch of color, a broad shining +ribbon of bright blue looped about the crown of the hat, and thus +dressed, the girl stood in a field of sunlight and corn, looking +straight out from the picture, with a great curiosity and eagerness in +her dark-blue eyes. She seemed to be looking upon the gates of a world +of wonder--gates which with a most tantalizing tardiness were slowly +opening to let her through. + +Was she herself indeed like that? The question rushed into Cynthia's +mind. As pretty as that? It was impossible. Yet she had been +recognized because of it. Just so then she must have looked that +morning when, after sending her neglected telegram to Captain Rames, +she had stood at the edge of the wheat on the Daventry estancia. Yet +nobody recognized her now. She had the features of the girl in the +portrait, the broad forehead, the straight, delicate nose, the fair +hair, the big dark-blue eyes. Yet nobody recognized her. Perhaps, +however, she had gone off. She was getting old. A gentle melancholy +descended upon Cynthia. The fear lest her likeness to the girl in the +picture should be remarked had quite gone since she had seen the +picture. She was now rather hurt and indignant that no one had noticed +it. + +Lady Lorme gave the signal a little while afterward, and the ladies +rose and left the men to their cigars and their discussion. Colonel +Challoner opened the proceedings with a pompous, unnecessary little +speech. He welcomed his guests, and he reminded them at considerable +length of the object of the gathering. He concluded with a question as +to whether any honorable member present had any views as to the best +procedure to be adopted. + +"Yes," said Harry Rames, "if I may make a suggestion. There are +eighteen of us here. I propose that we now go carefully through the +list of members and consider how many more we can get to join us, upon +whom we can count. I have Vacher's list here;" and he drew out from +his pocket the familiar little paper-covered book with the names and +addresses of the members. + +"I think that's the first thing to be done," a man agreed from the +other end of the table. He was a Mr. Edgington, a little, square, bald +man with short side-whiskers, who seemed a cross between an attorney +and a stable-boy. He was one of the many men in the House who have a +subject. He had mastered the Housing question; he really knew the +facts, he had the figures at his fingers' ends, and he had counted +upon his knowledge to take him straight through the doors of the Local +Government Board. But the doors had remained closed, and he had turned +gadfly in consequence--a gadfly that trumpeted but had no sting. "To +be sure about the men who will stand out against the pressure of the +Whips, who will not be frightened into line by their local +associations, who retain, in a word, some self-respect and some +veneration for the independence of the House of Commons--that is our +first requisite," he said floridly. + +The company then went carefully through the list and marked off twenty +fresh names as the names of men who might be inclined to join the +revolt. It was arranged that discreet letters should be written to +them on the following day, and Robert Brook was appointed secretary by +an unanimous vote. + +"Of course we shan't get them all," said Lorme. + +"And of those we do get, some will shirk when the division bell +rings," added Howard Fall. + +"No doubt," said Rames. "But if we can carry thirty men into the +opposition lobby on the second reading, we shall have made a +demonstration which will go far to kill the bill. It will mean sixty +on a division. It will leave the government with a comfortable +majority. We all want that of course,"--a chorus of approval, more or +less sincere, greeted the remark--"But it will also mean that the +government will hardly be able to force the bill through its committee +stages by a drastic use of the closure." + +"Exactly," said a tall, bearded man with a strong Scotch accent, who +up to this moment had held his tongue. He represented a northern town +of Scotland, and was one of the eight who were opposed to the measure +first and last because they believed it harmful to the country. +"Exactly. The demonstration is very well, but if the bill is to be +killed, we will have to kill it in committee. And to prepare for that +must be our chief work here, Colonel Challoner." + +"Yes," said Rames. "Mr. Monro is right. We must go word by word +through those clauses of Fanshawe's bill, which we are fairly certain +Devenish will incorporate in his measure. We must formulate +amendments, and we ought, I think, to agree, to some extent, upon the +speakers to move them. It will, of course, have to be a provisional +arrangement--" and he was interrupted by a strident voice which +belonged to a sandy-haired hunting-man with a broad red face who would +have seemed totally out of place in any conspiracy. + +"Yes. Devenish may sell us a pup. He's a deuce of a clever fellow is +Devenish. Let him get wind of your partridges, Challoner, and he'll +sell us a pup for a sure thing." + +"All the more reason we should keep our gathering quiet," said +Challoner. He looked round the table with an impatience which had been +growing upon him during the last half-hour. "I think that's all we can +do to-night." + +"About all," said Monro. "There is just this suggestion I would like +to make. I know a man whose business is land, and he is most +experienced in it; and I thought that if you would like, I would send +him a telegram to-morrow, and we could employ him to help us in +framing these amendments. He is a partner in Beevis and Beevis, the +land-agents in Piccadilly." + +"By all means, do," said Challoner. "We all agree to that, don't we? +And now let us join the ladies." + +He sprang up and opened the door like a man in a great hurry. When he +entered the drawing-room, he crossed it at once to Cynthia's side. + +"I was sorry, Mrs. Rames, that I couldn't take you in to dinner +to-night. I would have liked very much that on your first evening at +Bramling you should have come in with me. For, as you know, I somehow +associate you with this house." + +He looked at her with a very direct inquiry in his eyes. But Cynthia +would not respond to it; and he sat at her side with a wistfulness in +his voice and his words against which she had a little trouble to +protect her heart. But she did, for she was alarmed. When she had met +him before he had spoken rather as though he wished that they were +related. To-night he spoke as if he suspected that they were. + +Mr. Beevis arrived the next afternoon, and for the rest of the week, +while the morning was given to the partridges and the amusements of +the country, the afternoon and the evening found the Cave busy upon +the bill. Amendments were formulated and shared out amongst them, +whilst it was by general consent left to Rames to raise the question, +first of all, on the Address at the beginning of the session and then +to move the rejection of the bill later on when it came before the +House upon its second reading. Good progress, in a word, was made, +and, to the delight of all, no whisper of this conspiracy crept into +any of the daily papers. They were examined anxiously every day upon +their arrival at eleven, and laid down with relief. Cynthia could not +but laugh. + +"I never would have believed that you could have found so many members +of Parliament reluctant to see their names in the papers," she said to +her husband. + +"Yes, it's astonishing what modesty they can develop," he replied. + +But though Cynthia laughed, the work, the concealments, the sort of +restrained excitement which was diffused through the house, began to +have their effect upon her. She was getting color into her life at +last, she assured herself, even if it was only a dingy color. +Moreover, she had the opportunity to compare her husband with his +rivals in the career. Indeed, he had but one real rival in that House, +Howard Fall. And though he lacked the subtlety of his intellect, he +had a swifter initiative, a more telling vigor of phrase. As for the +rest he stood head and shoulders above them all, and they knew it and +looked to him to lead them. If he did not share the strong convictions +of the honest men, he overtopped them by sheer ability, and as to the +others he knew nothing either of their malice or their fear. Thus they +all came hopefully to the last day of their visit; and then at one +o'clock in the day the thunderbolt fell. + +It was a Sunday and the whole party had just settled down to luncheon +when the whir of a motor-car floated into the room. It was followed by +the sound of a door opening and shutting, a pleasant and familiar +voice was heard to inquire for Colonel Challoner, and the next moment, +ushered in by the butler, Mr. Devenish entered the room. Consternation +ran round that luncheon table like a wind across a field of corn. +Colonel Challoner sprang up hastily with every sign of discomfort. + +"My dear Devenish, I am delighted to see you, I am sure. You are just +in time for luncheon." He called to the butler to lay another place at +his side. "I didn't know you were in the neighborhood. You should have +let me know." + +"I didn't mean to do that," said Devenish dryly. He ran his eye from +face to face with a twinkling glance. Cynthia herself could hardly +restrain a laugh. The independent members of the nation's Parliament +looked so singularly like a set of school-boys' caught by a master in +the planning of a rebellion. + +"Quite a large party, eh, Challoner?" he said with a smile. + +"Yes, yes," replied the colonel. "The partridges, you know." + +"Ah, the partridges, to be sure. But I didn't know that Howard Fall +shot at anything but ministers. And even they only get winged, eh, +Fall?" + +Mr. Devenish strolled round the table and shook hands with Fall. Fall, +however, was one of the few who was quite undisturbed. + +"Yes, but I am looking to practice to improve my shooting," he said. + +A place was now laid for Devenish. Colonel Challoner called to him. + +"Will you come and sit here, Devenish?" + +"Certainly," replied the smiling minister. "But I should first of all +like to shake hands with all my friends;" and quite slowly he walked +round the table and shook hands with each of the men present and those +of the ladies whom he knew. He was in the best of tempers, and he had +a cordial word for every one except for Captain Ramos. To him he +merely said: + +"Ah!" and the accent of his voice had in it no note of surprise. It +was the ejaculation of a man establishing something which he had +suspected. Then he walked to his place and sat down. + +"There are eighteen members of Parliament, Challoner," he said +pleasantly. "I hope that I have forgotten no one. Let me see!" Again +his eye ranged round the table, obviously registering in his memory +the identity of Challoner's guests. "No, eighteen members of +Parliament. Have you got a partridge left?" + +Rames leaned forward and met smile with smile. + +"We have just left one for next year," he said, "and we have been +making a careful note of the piece of land on which we think we shall +get him." + +Howard Fall was delighted. For he loved courage. But the others of +that company were more than ever confused and disconcerted. + +"He's giving us away," said one of the weak-kneed in an indignant +whisper to Andrew Fallon. Fallon's white face was twisted in a grin. + +"He's cutting down the bridge behind you, my friend. And I don't think +he's a bad judge." + +Meanwhile Devenish returned the direct gaze of Captain Rames. There +was no pretence between these two. Their eyes met; they challenged +each other, Rames with perfect good-humor, Devenish with a certain +grimness in his smile. He nodded his head toward Rames and tightened +his lips. There was not a man at that table who could not construe the +gesture into words. + +"You are the leader here, Rames. Very well, we'll see." + +Mr. Devenish turned to his neighbor. It was Cynthia, and even to her +he talked for a little while with reserve. Rames had been correct in +his diagnosis of the man. A good-humored fighter as a rule, he lost +his good-humor when the attack was made upon his flank. He had begun +his own political career with side-shots at his leaders from the +front-bench below the gangway; but he did not rejoice when the same +disposition of battle was planned against himself. However, luncheon +and the proximity of a beautiful woman appeased him as they should. He +began to talk freely; his smile lost its grimness, his natural +geniality flashed bright. + +"Tell me one thing," he said suddenly. + +"It depends--" said Cynthia warily. + +"Very well then. Tell me another thing. Why does your portrait hang in +this house?" + +Cynthia's cheeks flamed. She looked swiftly across Devenish at Colonel +Challoner. But he was giving no heed to them. + +"Do you think it's like me?" she asked. + +"It _is_ you," he replied. + +"No one else has noticed the resemblance all this week," said Cynthia. + +Mr. Devenish glanced along the table. + +"Well, look at 'em," he said contemptuously, and they both laughed. +Lady Lorme rose at that moment from the table, and Mr. Devenish, +pleading the distance he had to travel, took his departure. + +"I have enjoyed myself very much, Challoner," he said as the colonel +came out with him to-the doorway. "I can't tell you how glad I am that +I thought of dropping in upon you for luncheon. I am going back to +London now. Good-by." + +He mounted into his car and drove gaily off. In the dining-room behind +him, the sandy-haired man was saying over and over again to the +dismayed conspirators-- + +"He'll sell us a pup. He'll sell us a pup. I'll bet you a monkey, +he'll sell us a pup." + + +That night, when the men went upstairs, Rames passing from his +dressing-room into his wife's bedroom found her still up and sitting +by her fire. + +"We go back to-morrow, Cynthia. It has been a long week. I hope you +haven't been bored." + +"No," she said. "I haven't." + +"What do you think of them? Will they run away when the fight comes?" + +"Not all," said Cynthia. "But even of those who stay with you, there's +not one who is a match for Mr. Devenish." + +She spoke with some warmth in her voice. + +"You like him?" said Harry Rames. + +"I think he's a big man," she replied. + +Rames, who was standing looking into her mirror, suddenly swung round. + +"Shall I tell you why you say that, Cynthia?" + +"Yes." + +"Because he's the only man except myself who has noticed your likeness +to that very pretty girl on the wall of the dining-room. I heard him +mention it to you at luncheon." + +He burst out into a laugh as he spoke; and in a moment or two Cynthia +joined in the laugh. So Harry Rames too had noticed the resemblance. +She laughed and her eyes laughed with her lips. + +"After all," said Harry Rames, "we get some fun out of it, don't we, +Cynthia?" + +"Yes," said Cynthia and her laughter died away. "We get some fun out +of it, Harry. That's just what we do get"; and her eyes turned away +from him to the fire. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII + + DEVENISH REPLIES + + +Captain Rames had arranged to travel by a train which ran directly +into Warwickshire through the outskirts of London. It left Wareham at +mid-day, some two hours later than the fast London trains, and though +Cynthia had wished to escape in all the hurry of the general +departure, she had found no sufficient reason. She and her husband +were thus the last of that company at Bramling, and when all but they +had gone, Colonel Challoner turned from the front door whence he had +been speeding his guests, and invited her to walk with him in the +garden. Cynthia in a flurry began to search for excuses, and before +she found one realized that the moment for excuses had already gone. +She turned and walked with Colonel Challoner into the red-walled +garden where his fruit and flowers grew. The half-hour which ever +since the first evening at Bramling she had intended to avoid was, +after all, upon her. + +"There is not very much to see now, Mrs. Rames," said the colonel, and +without any change of voice he added, "I learnt just before the +session ended that you had come from South America." + +"From the Argentine," said Cynthia. + +"But you are English-born, of course?" + +"Oh, yes, of course," said Cynthia. "But I never came to England until +five years ago. I was brought up partly in Buenos Ayres and partly on +the Daventry estancia two hundred miles to the south-west of Buenos +Ayres. My name was Cynthia Daventry." + +Cynthia rattled off her story to spare herself his questions, and for +a few minutes he walked by her side in silence. But he was not +altogether to be deterred. + +"I had a son in South America," he continued. "He went out +under--rather unhappy circumstances. He took a young wife with him. +She ran away to join him. They went to Chile. There a daughter was +born--my granddaughter." + +"On the other side of the Andes," said Cynthia. + +"Yes," said Colonel Challoner. "You were never in Chile, I suppose?" + +Cynthia answered without any hesitation and in a voice schooled +perfectly to indifference. + +"Oh, yes, once. I have seen Valparaiso." + +Colonel Challoner was deceived by her indifference. To him, with the +particular intention of his question filling his mind, it was as +though she had said she had never been in Valparaiso at all. + +"I knew nothing of what my boy was doing, Mrs. Rames," he continued, +"nor that he had a daughter. He left England under a cloud. I gave him +what money I could afford and--I had done with him. Perhaps I was +harsh--I did not think that I was. But--well, it's not so easy to have +done with people when they are your own flesh and blood, and after a +time I began to make inquiries. I heard of the daughter then." + +"Yes?" said Cynthia. She looked up into his face inquiringly. She had +dreaded this half-hour of acting lest the changes of color in her +face, and the unevenness of her voice, should betray her. Yet now that +the half-hour was here she played her part with ease. + +"I heard that Jim and his wife and his child had all perished in one +of the earthquakes, eighteen years ago. And there was I, you see, +alone again, but alone for life now." + +"I am sorry," said Cynthia. + +"But the news was wrong," the old man continued with a sudden +violence. "My son--died," and he plainly substituted that verb for +another, "only five years ago. I received a cutting from a newspaper. +I sent out again at once to South America a man whom I could trust; +and I discovered that Jim was not killed by the earthquake, nor was +his daughter. He carried her up the valley toward the Andes--tramped +away, since Valparaiso was ruined, with his daughter in his arms. He +wouldn't leave her behind. No, he must have carried her across the +Continent. There was good in Jim, after all, you see--only I, his +father hadn't the sense to see it." + +Colonel Challoner was not aware that it was just the weight of the +little daughter in Jim's arms which had made his journey across the +Andes possible and profitable. Cynthia left him all the comfort of his +delusion, and all its remorse, since the remorse was so completely +outweighed by the comfort. + +"That's the last I have been able to find out," Colonel Challoner +resumed. "They disappeared up into the mountains together, and years +after Jim--died--in the Argentine. As for the daughter, I have come +upon no trace of her. She may have lived. She may have died. Had she +lived she would have been just about your age, Mrs. Rames." + +"Indeed?" + +"I suppose that you never heard of her?" + +"What was her name?" + +"Even that I can't tell you. There was a daughter. That's all I know." + +Colonel Challoner waited with his eyes upon Cynthia's face. He longed, +yet he hardly dared to hope for an answer. It would be such a +wonderful thing for him if the girl facing him in his trim +brick-walled garden had when a child eighteen years ago been carried +in Jim's arms over the stupendous passes of the Andes. Surely if it +were so, she must admit it now out of gratitude for Jim's devotion. +But Cynthia made no reply and he moved slowly to the door of the +garden and held it open for her to pass out. She went from Bramling +with her secret still her own, though some remorse was now her penalty +for keeping it. She could not quite get rid of the picture of the old +man at the open door in the high red-brick wall waiting wistfully for +an answer to a question which he could only suggest. But she had made +her plan and with a certain stubbornness--almost a hardness which +marked this phase of her life--she had abided by it. If Colonel +Challoner had said clearly and formally that he made no claim upon +her, that he did not ask her to take her place in the family of +Challoners, then she would have acknowledged what he plainly +suspected. But he had imposed upon himself no such condition. On the +contrary she had been led to believe that he would claim her; and that +was intolerable to her thoughts. She did not argue or reason; she +recollected. And what she recollected was a night of horror when her +father had claimed her for the ruin of her body and her soul. When she +stepped into the train she made a silent vow that she would never come +to Bramling again. + +"It's a strange thing," said Harry Rames as they were travelling +across the country, "that two strangers to Bramling, Devenish and +myself, noticed your extraordinary likeness to that picture on the +wall, and Challoner who has sat beneath it most nights of the week for +years didn't. It had become so familiar to him, I suppose, that it had +ceased to have definite features." + +"That's how things happen," said Cynthia, and this time she uttered +the phrase with relief. "When you know people very well, you cease to +notice the changes, you lose count of how they look. But when we first +met at Ludsey he did claim to recognize me, though he could not fix +upon the place or time. I have no doubt it was because of that +picture." + +Harry Rames agreed. None of Colonel Challoner's suspicions had even +occurred to him. He drifted off to the great subject. + +"Devenish won't be idle, Cynthia," he said. + +"No," answered Cynthia. "He gives me the impression that even on his +death-bed he would be quick about it." + +And on the Tuesday morning, the very day after they had reached home, +the _Times_ brought Harry Rames news which sent him out of his study +in search of his wife. + +"Look, Cynthia," he said and he handed to her the paper. Cynthia read +the paragraph at which he pointed. + +"Mr. Devenish returned to London on Sunday evening and putting off two +deputations which had been arranged for Tuesday left London hurriedly +on Monday afternoon to join the Prime-Minister in Scotland." + +Cynthia laid down the paper with a genuine sense of consternation. She +was astonished to realize how much she now longed for the success of +Harry's rather dingy plot. Fear was written upon her face. + +"That means--?" she said. + +"That we must look out," replied Rames. He laughed a little as a man +will when the joy of battle is upon him. "Lucky Devenish can't get at +my constituency. I don't know that he would try to in any case. But he +can't. + +"You have Arthur Pynes with you." + +"Yes. And I pledged myself before I was elected to resign at once if +any responsible number of my supporters objected to any action I +thought it my duty to take in the House. Do you see, Cynthia?" and he +laughed again. "That pledge is my safeguard. I thought it would be +when I made it. If any one tries to put pressure upon me, I can always +point to that pledge. I can always ask whether they would like me to +resign." + +"Suppose they said yes," cried Cynthia in alarm. + +Harry Rames grinned. + +"I'd get in again if they did. I'd keep nine-tenths of my own people +and get a good lot of the other fellow's because of my independence. +But they won't! No one wants a by-election at Ludsey. Ludsey is too +busy." + +"I suppose that's true," said Cynthia with a smile of relief. Once +more she had occasion to recognize the accuracy of her husband's +foresight. But there was a little change. The recognition was no +longer accompanied with regret that the foresight was not being used +in a higher cause. She was simply relieved that on this side at all +events the great career was not open to attack. + +Rames took a turn across the room and stopped at the window. + +"But I wonder what his next move will be," he said. + +In a month he knew. The movement was swift and dramatic. Rames was +summoned to London by a letter from the Prime-Minister. He travelled +up from Ludsey in the morning; he reached home again in time for +dinner. + +"They are raising Lamson to the peerage," he said to Cynthia. "That +means the Under Secretaryship of the Local Government Board will be +vacant. It was offered to me." + +Cynthia was radiant. + +"That's splendid," she cried. + +"I refused it," said Harry Rames. + +Cynthia stared at him. Here was a definite step onward, a step +refused. + +"Why?" she asked in her perplexity. + +"It would have meant the end of me, had I accepted it. It was offered +to me to make an end of me, to break up the opposition to Devenish's +bill, to show me a traitor to my friends, and an enemy who could be +silenced by a bribe. If I had taken it, not merely the government, but +the House, the whole House, would have despised me. I should have been +done for. I should be an Under Secretary for a year, two years, three +years--after that nothing and never anything so long as I lived. I +refused it, Cynthia;" and he bent over the table toward her. + +"You mustn't blame me. I am not failing you. I was thinking of you, my +dear, when I refused office. An Under Secretaryship? You remember +Challoner's question to Bradley? I should have failed you had I taken +it." + +Cynthia was almost conscious of disappointment. She liked definite +things and here was a tangible sign of Harry Rames's advancement. But +she received confirmation very soon that he had been right in refusing +it. + +It was at the reception at the Foreign Office in January which marked +the beginning of the session. Mr. Devenish himself came up to her with +a smile. For a moment Cynthia felt an awkwardness at meeting him, but +he was quick to put her at her ease. + +"Captain Rames did well to refuse office," he said. "I congratulate +you, for I suppose that you had some share in the decision." + +"No," she replied honestly. "To tell you the truth I was a trifle +disappointed." + +Mr. Devenish shook his head. + +"His whole reputation was at stake. It's character which counts in the +House of Commons. If he had taken that Under Secretaryship, he would +have been pigeon-holed. We should have had the measure of him. We +should not have troubled our heads about him again. For once, Mrs. +Rames, you were wrong; he was right." + +Cynthia looked at him, her great eyes full of a gentle reproach. + +"Wasn't it a little unkind of you to offer it then. You are a friend +of mine, aren't you, Mr. Devenish?" + +There was no anger in her voice, only a wondering melancholy, a kind +of piteous despair that she was living in so graceless a world. Mr. +Devenish stared, then he smiled, and he looked at Cynthia with +enjoyment. + +"It wants a woman to use that argument, Mrs. Rames. No man alive would +have the nerve. You are out for a fight with me. Yes, but I am a +friend of yours, so I mustn't defend myself." He shook his head. "The +House of Commons isn't a nursery, Mrs. Rames. You have got to stand by +yourself if you're going to stand, neither being kind nor expecting +kindness. Captain Rames stands--and he stands to fight me. Very +well--but you can't expect me to prop him up." + +"I quite understand," said Cynthia in her iciest manner. "I am not at +all hurt or offended. You mustn't think that, Mr. Devenish," she bowed +to him distantly and sailed off with great dignity. But she had humor +enough to appreciate her discomfiture, and, even as she turned her +back, her lips were twitching into a smile which she did not mean him +to see. But ten minutes later in another of the rooms she came face to +face with him again. He looked at her whimsically, and with a blush +and a laugh she made friends with him again. + +"Tell me," he said. "Your husband refused the post with decision after +the merest pause for thought, though the offer surprised him. I know +that. Was he troubled about his decision afterward?" + +"Not at all," said Cynthia. "He slept perfectly; he ate his dinner +with absolute contentment." + +"Now I am afraid of him," said Mr. Devenish gravely, and he added a +shrewd saying to explain his fear. "Here's the great difference which +makes art and politics incompatible. The men who succeed in politics +are the men who don't worry. The men who succeed in art are the men +who do. Yes, I am afraid of him now, and if I hit hard, Mrs. Rames, +bear me no grudge. I shall hit hard because I must." + +Cynthia's heart warmed to him. She laughed joyously. + +"I'll bear no grudge, Mr. Devenish." + +"By the way, why isn't he here to-night? He ought to be." + +"He was here," Cynthia replied. "But a telephone message was brought +to him. Some one had called at our house who was urgent to see him. So +he went home." + +Mr. Devenish saw Cynthia into her carriage and she drove back to +Curzon Street. The visitor was still with Harry Rames in his study +when she reached home. As she went up to her room she heard his voice +through the door, and once she waked up from her sleep and in the +small hours she again heard his voice. He was in the hall taking his +leave of Harry Rames. Cynthia switched on the light and looked at her +watch. It was three o'clock in the morning. Drowsily she asked herself +who this visitor could be, but she was asleep again almost before the +question was formulated in her mind. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII + + WIRELESS + + +Harry Rames, however, told her who it was the next morning as they sat +at breakfast. He had come down late and Cynthia looked at him with +anxious eyes. + +"You were kept late in your study?" she said, thinking of the critical +week which lay in front of him. + +"Yes." + +Harry Rames laid down his Sunday newspaper. + +"Walter Hemming was here." + +"Hemming?" + +To Cynthia the name was quite unfamiliar. There had been no Walter +Hemming at Bramling. + +"He was one of my officers on the _Perhaps_. He has got together some +money, has bought the old ship and is off to the South." + +"He takes up your work?" + +"Yes. I never saw a man so enthusiastic. Suppose he reaches the Pole, +what then?" Harry Rames laughed contemptuously. + +"Aren't there discoveries to be made, maps to be drawn of that +continent and something to be learned from the soundings?" asked +Cynthia, recollecting Harry Rames's own book upon his voyage. He shook +his head. + +"That's all trimmings, Cynthia. You have got to surround your +expedition with a scientific halo. It gets you money, and official +support, and the countenance of the learned societies. But the man who +goes south into the Antarctic goes with just one reason--to reach the +Pole. Why? You can't give a rational answer to that Cynthia. No one +can. Such men are just driven on by a torment of their souls." + +No stranger watching Harry Rames as he speculated with an indulgent +smile upon the aimlessness of Walter Hemming's long itinerary could +have imagined that he had once himself led just such an expedition. +Even Cynthia found the fact difficult of belief. By so complete a +dissociation of spirit he was cut off from the race of the wanderers. + +"Let a man become insane in the East," he continued, "and he's looked +upon as a holy man, touched by the finger of God. The fellows who go +South and North are our holy men of the West." He turned back again to +his newspaper, and then uttered an exclamation: + +"They have offered that Under Secretaryship to Edgington!" + +"Of course he'll refuse it," said Cynthia. + +"He has taken it. There's the first defection." + +"A traitor. I never liked him. He was thinking of himself all the +while," said Cynthia, with a heat which made Harry look toward her +curiously. She had not been wont to side so heartily with him and his +plans in the days of the contest at Ludsey. He became suddenly aware +of the remarkable change which had come over her character since that +date. She who had blamed him with all the enthusiasm of a romantic +girl because he would not take the high road, now walked the low road +herself with her eyes concentrated, even more closely than his, upon +the pathway at her feet. A pang of remorse made him wince. + +"I shouldn't wonder," he answered drily, "if Devenish says the same of +me." + +But his comment fell upon inattentive ears. Cynthia's eyes had been +caught by the blank, cheerless look of the street outside. It was a +morning of black frost. There was no fog, but there was no glint of +sunlight, either. London lay unburnished, like an ill-kept yacht, and +the emptiness of Sunday made it dreary beyond all words. The chill of +that day and the fevers of the week to come caused Cynthia's heart to +sink. A vision rose before her eyes with unexpected vividness of +another place where life ran occupied with smoother matters. Not in +Warwickshire, but over far seas. She thought with a sudden poignancy +of longing of the Daventry estancia where to-day the golden leagues of +corn would be rippling to the sun and the cattle searching for the +rare blades of green in the burnt pastures. Remorse came to her as it +had come to her husband. So seldom had she thought of that spacious +and wide place which had lain so close to her adopted father's heart. +He had prayed her to go thither from time to time. Greatly she wished +that she were there now. + +"It's a pity Mr. Hemming stayed so late," she said. + +"Oh, that's all right," replied Harry. "My amendment can't come on +before Wednesday. It may not be chosen at all. And there's always the +possibility that the Land Bill may not be mentioned in the King's +speech. However, that's not likely. We shall know to-morrow." + +The Land Bill was mentioned as one of the principal measures of the +session, and Harry handed in at the clerk's table his humble prayer to +His Majesty that no solution of the land question would be found +lasting or real which did not provide opportunities for the +acquisition of small farms as freehold properties. Thursday was set +aside for the discussion of Rames's amendment, and the fact that it +was deemed of sufficient importance to take precedence of a host of +other amendments was in itself regarded as a triumph by his adherents. + +"Go your own way over it," Robert Brook advised in an agitated voice. +"Don't sink your personality in a conventional speech. You must strike +a special note on Thursday. The third bench below the gangway and the +corner seat. That will be the best place for you. You command the +House from there. And we'll be all together around you. It's a great +thing to have some voices to cheer you at your elbow. Howard Fall will +speak in support of you. He always gets called." Robert Brook ceased +from his stage-managements to whisper with a lengthened face, "By the +way, have you heard?" + +"What?" asked Harry. + +"That Challoner's weakening. Yes, it's true. The whips have been +getting at him, I expect. At all events he came to me pleading that +the amendment need not be pressed to a division if we get anything +like a friendly reply." + +Harry Rames smiled. + +"We shan't get that. I'll take care not to get it. So you can agree +with Challoner. We can't afford to let any one break away now. I'll +speak to him myself." + +The colonel strenuously disavowed any faintness of heart. "You must go +to a division, Rames, unless you get a satisfactory reply. That's +understood. We've got to stick to our guns. I think we all know that. +Edgington's example isn't one any of us would care to follow. No. All +my idea was that perhaps the government might be willing to take our +view, but unable at this moment to say so publicly. However, don't you +worry about us. Think of your speech, Rames. We look to you to do +something unusual on Thursday." + +Harry went away to his study and from his documents and blue books +labored to hammer out some spark of his own which should set fire to +the Thames or to that portion of it at all events which flows under +Westminster Bridge. He woke at five o'clock on the Thursday morning, +and lying in bed repeated his speech word by word to himself. Then he +dismissed it into the chamber of his memory to wait until it was +needed. But the knowledge that the day was to be one of supreme +importance to his career hung over him all that forenoon. The labor +was over and therefore the strain upon him was the heavier. His nerves +had free play and he wandered restlessly from room to room, calm +outwardly except for some spasmodic movements which people +unacquainted with him would never have remarked, but inwardly a +creature in torment. He had pitted himself against his own government. +The enormity of his presumption grew with every lagging hour. Failure +to-day would cover him with ridicule. He saw himself as one of those +bubbles ripe for pricking with which the House of Commons is +perpetually iridescent. Before twelve o'clock he was already looking +at his watch lest he should be too late to fix before prayers the card +in the slot at the back of his seat which would reserve his place for +him during the day. + +Cynthia, with a covert fear, watched his fever, but said never a word, +either of comfort or inquiry. It was her part to notice nothing of his +agitation. She had claimed, when he had asked her to marry him, her +share in the troubles and the terrors which went before the public +success. But married life had taught her that much of her share must +come to her by guesswork, by intuition, by observation, by any means +except those of question and answer. So she said little and left Harry +Rames mostly to himself, only coming upon him now and again on some +indifferent errand, when they would speak for a moment or two, he +chiefly at random and upon any chance subject which came uppermost in +his mind. Thus once he said abruptly: + +"There was a stamp struck. Did you ever see it, Cynthia?" + +"No," she answered; "you must show it to me." + +"I will; I have a specimen somewhere. I'll look it out." + +"Do," said Cynthia in a voice which conveyed that it would be a +particular joy to her to see that stamp. + +But she was quite in the dark about it. She had no notion at all that +he was speaking of that great territory which he had discovered far to +the south, beyond the ice-floes, beyond the open blue water. It had no +inhabitants but the penguins; yet since Rames had spent a winter of +darkness on its inhospitable shores and had annexed it for Great +Britain, a penny stamp had been struck and postage duly established. +The recollection passed in and out of Harry Rames's head, with a +hundred trivial thoughts and memories. And it was the mark and +consequence of his agitation that his mind acquired an extraordinary +and unnatural lucidity so that his thoughts became swift visions of +things with a small but surprisingly clear definition, as though he +saw them through a diminishing glass. + +In this supersensitive spirit he walked down Parliament Street at +half-past one in the afternoon on the eastern side of the road; and +when he had come opposite to the Horse-Guards, he suddenly stopped. +Behind the Horse-Guards' Arch and a little to the north rose the great +red building of the Admiralty where Cynthia and he had been made +acquainted with one another. But it was not of the first meeting nor +of the quarrel which ended it that Harry Rames was thinking. He was +not looking at the main mass of the Admiralty Building, but only at +the three grayish-blue domes which surmounted it. From these domes +rose three tall spars at the points of a triangle, each of them rigged +and dressed with wires to which were attached curious little hoops and +contrivances of cane like Catherine wheels set for a night of +fireworks. He was gazing at the mechanism of wireless telegraphy. + +He had passed those poles either just here or on the other side of the +Horse-Guards' Parade in St. James's Park on every day when Parliament +was in session; and no doubt he had often enough lifted his head and +seen them with the blind eyes of a man for the landmarks he habitually +walks by. But this morning his imagination was made acute by a night +of wakefulness and the tension of his nerves, and he was sensitive to +all the suggestion of that aerial toyshop of contrivances. He stopped. +He almost fancied that he heard--so keen was the lucidity of his +senses--the messages of distant ships, here tumbling on seas of storm +there upright on seas of sunshine, whizzing homeward to the dim +smoke-wreathed city, crowding the air. He almost fancied that he saw +them, the myriad bright spokes of an illimitable wheel which hung +poised roof-high over all the world. His thoughts were swept quite +away from England, and the roar of Whitehall died from his ears. He +saw the big roadsteads of the East and West Indies and anchored +vessels mirrored in waveless seas. He saw the meetings of ships in the +narrows of the great trade-routes, barkentine and schooner, tramp and +liner, and in and out amongst them like the gray shadows of sharks +seen beneath the water, the long cruisers of the fleet. + +He walked on like a man in a dream. He left the busy harbors and the +great trade-routes behind him. The stately procession of vessels +receded and now he saw only one--a little, full-rigged, black-hulled +ship quite alone on a silent sea, the _Perhaps_, reeling down with all +her canvas drawing, from her sky-sail to her spanker, reeling down +with the water breaking from her broad stern bows into the mists of +the south. The picture was so vivid in his mind that he could see the +brightness of the binnacle and the wheel spinning in the helmsman's +hands. He paused again to consider why, and paused with a curious +sense of comfort. Once before, on the occasion of his maiden speech, +the vision of a ship had risen before his eyes. But then it was fear +which had evoked the picture. He had longed to be safely upon its +bridge doing the thing he knew how to do. Now he had no such fear. He +was nervous, but he had no desire to run away, he had no terror that +the necessary words would fail him, he had no longing to stand upon +the deck of the _Perhaps_. He was strung up for the contest of the +afternoon. He walked slowly on and turned in at the gate of Palace +Yard, and still the _Perhaps_ fled southward before his eyes. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIX + + IN THE LADIES' GALLERY + + +An hour later Cynthia drove down to the House of Commons, anxious and +yet expectant of triumph. For on this afternoon Harry Rames should +particularly excel; the occasion was so confederate with his gifts. In +debate he was as yet too inexperienced to shine with any brilliancy. +His success had been made with prepared speeches. He had not as yet +the art to handle words with such precision that he could express +vividly in an argument across the floor just what he meant, and no +more and no less. He was not at ease with his vocabulary when a sudden +call was made upon it, and his lack of ease became manifest and +spread, as it always does, discomfort. He was in a word on the way to +becoming a polished debater but as yet he was at school. This +afternoon, however, he had not to reply, not to intervene in the +middle of a discussion; his business was to make the set speech which +set the debate going. And here he was on his own good ground. He could +prepare the vivid phrase and, a quality perhaps still more important, +he could speak it. He had an invaluable gift which had stood him in +good stead when he had delivered his maiden speech. He was able so to +deliver a carefully concocted speech as to give the impression that he +was thinking aloud. He gained his effect by an apt breaking off of +sentences and a recommencement, by a sudden drop to the homeliest of +colloquialisms, by a seeming deliberation in the choice of his words, +so that the picturesque and living sentence, which had been so +carefully thought out, appeared to leap new-minted from a furnace of +conviction. He had been shrewd enough to recognize with his own +unflattering estimation of his powers that an amendment to the address +provided him especially with a rare opportunity. + +When Cynthia reached the ladies' gallery she had some trouble to find +a place whence she could command the House. The gallery was full, +since it was the beginning of the session. For the same reason the +House itself was not. Even though questions were being asked of the +ministers, a time when the House is seldom less than crowded, there +were to-day vacant spaces on the benches. The real business of +Parliament would not begin until the debate on the Address was +concluded. Members still lingered in the country or the south of +France. Rames's amendment was considered rather as a dress-parade than +an engagement. It was not expected that he would press his views to a +division. At the last moment suave words from a Cabinet Minister would +no doubt dissuade the recalcitrant as they had done a thousand times +before. + +But his supporters were there clustered close below the gangway on the +three back benches; Howard Fall two seats away from Harry Rames, +chirruping gently and rubbing his hands together with delight; beyond +him the sandy-haired man from the Shires with an eye on Devenish upon +the treasury bench, and prepared at any moment for the production of +that threatened pup which the Minister for Agriculture was sure to +sell them; beyond him again Colonel Challoner and the timid spirits +all trying to look unconscious and most of them pretending that they +only occupied these particular seats by the merest accident. But they +were in full view. Robert Brook had seen to that. They were labelled +plainly and legibly, and if some of them shirked at the last moment, +they would still get the credit of having shared in the revolt. In +front of all were the earnest men who believed the policy of Devenish +to be dangerous. Behind all under the shadow of the gallery were the +young bloods, all as convinced as their graver seniors in the front, +but still youths spoiling for a row and totally unawed by the +frockcoats of the treasury bench. Their business was to cheer and to +ejaculate, not to speak. Thus had Robert Brook disposed his forces for +the battle. He himself sat between Harry Rames and Howard Fall, and, +looking about him, was proud of the array. + +Before questions had come to an end Cynthia had squeezed herself into +a place on the first row of seats behind the stone grille. She had now +from her aerie the whole group within her view, or rather, the tops of +all its particular heads. She waited impatiently. Every now and then a +sudden fluttering like the waving of little flags ran with a crackle +of sound along the benches below and showed that another page of the +question paper had been turned. Questions must now be coming to an end +surely, she thought in her ignorance. Her mistake was colossal. The +Speaker had only this moment come to the questions of the Irish +members, and there was a postmaster in Ballymena who had last week +committed the hideous crime of refusing a registered letter at two +minutes to eight by the church-clock. Upon this important matter, by +question and supplementary question, the Imperial Parliament was +forced to concentrate its attention till the hands of the clock above +the door pointed to a quarter to four. Then the Speaker rose, a buzz +of talk mounted to Cynthia's ears, a few members called upon by name +came forward from behind the Speaker's chair to the clerk's table with +private bills, others drifted out into the lobby and the tea-room and +the smoking-rooms. Then once more the Speaker rose. His canopied chair +was just beneath Cynthia. She could not see him but she heard his +voice quite clearly. + +"Captain Rames." + +Rames rose amidst vociferous applause from his own group and some +cheers from the opposition. The personal question flashed into +Cynthia's mind. + +"Will he look up toward the gallery in which I am sitting?" + +He threw his head back. It seemed that he did look up. Cynthia leaned +forward as though across that distance her eyes could answer and +sustain him. She forgot that the only light in the gallery was fixed +against the wall behind her, and that nothing more individual of her +was visible upon the floor of the chamber than the wide sphere of her +hat. + +He was not so nervous, she realized at once, as he usually was. +Nervousness gave to his voice a peculiar vibration which was not +without its effect in arresting attention. Cynthia missed it now. But +the sentences which she already knew by heart followed one behind the +other spaced and regular as the waves of a calm sea. She forgot that +little significant omission of manner. She followed the argument as +she knew it, and it was developed step by step as it had been +prepared. Harry Rames had spoken for five minutes when a lady on +Cynthia's left whispered in an audible voice to her neighbor on the +right: + +"I thought you told me that Captain Rames was a brilliant speaker." + +"Not I, dear," came the reply. "These men of action are seldom +effective in their speeches. I shouldn't expect him to do better than +he is doing." + + +Cynthia moved indignantly. The poor woman must be off her head. But if +she did not know what good speaking was, she might at all events hold +her tongue. She looked down again into the well of the House and +became perplexed. The benches were actually emptying. The double doors +opposite to her which led from the chamber to the lobby were swinging +silently backward and forward with a perpetual motion as the members +passed out, and the space just in front of those doors where members +may stand and where she had seen them stand packed on other days while +Harry spoke, was almost empty. There were just one or two standing +there, but they were obtaining orders for the galleries from the +sergeant-at-arms. Then the voice at her elbow spoke again in an accent +of resignation. + +"He is very, very dull." + +Cynthia clenched her hands. She would have dearly liked to have boxed +her neighbor's ears. Was he dull she asked? And the dreadful +continuous buzz of voices, which always rises when a speaker has lost +the attention of the House, rose from the benches below to answer her. +With a sob only half suppressed Cynthia was forced to admit the truth. +The incredible thing was happening. Harry Rames at the crisis of his +fortunes was signally failing. + +"If he fails it's partly my fault," she thought. "I helped in the +preparation of the speech." + +For it was word for word the prepared speech which he was delivering, +the very phrases chosen for their simplicity and their force were +uttered in their due place. Yet the effect was dreary beyond measure. +Even the ardent spirits beneath the gallery had ceased to applaud; +they sat back in the shadow, all their enthusiasm quenched. A still +worse sign, Mr. Devenish had laid his writing pad and his fountain-pen +on the table in front of him; he took no more notes, he leaned back +with his arms folded and his eyes closed, a typical picture of a +Cabinet Minister, a man inured to patience and the bed-fellow of +boredom. + +"Why is Harry failing?" Cynthia asked of herself despairingly. And the +answer came from her neighbor. + +"You know, my dear, I don't believe that what he's saying is nonsense +if one only had the necessary concentration to follow it. But his +delivery's so bad that he makes attention impossible." + +Again Cynthia was constrained to admit the criticism. The chosen +sentences were uttered, but no conviction winged them. Harry's gifts +of speech were that afternoon quite hidden. He was as one delivering a +recitation which by constant repetition had become at once meaningless +and automatic. His voice trailed away into lassitude. There was no +spirit behind any word. + +The buzz of conversation increased, a protesting voice called "Order, +order," and then Harry faltered and stopped, stopped quite noticeably. +A general cheer rose to encourage him--for the House of Commons can be +generous, especially to those who are dropping out of the race--and +twisting his hands together suddenly, almost with the air of a man +waking from a dream, Harry Rames staggered on again. Cynthia's heart +went out to him in a rush of pity. What he must be suffering! He had +staked so much upon this afternoon. So much had been expected of him. +Cynthia's thoughts went back to the week at Bramling. With what high +hopes that company had counted upon his leadership! + +"If he would only finish!" she prayed. She looked upon him as a man in +torment. She leaned her elbows on the rail in front of her, closed her +ears with her thumbs and shut her eyes. She took at once with the +exaggeration of her years the blackest view. + +"He has attacked his own government and frightened no one. His career +will be affected, perhaps ruined. A really bad mistake may take a man +years to overcome in the House of Commons. Who was it said that? Mr. +Smale. This is a really bad mistake. The debate itself may collapse. +That would mean ruin." + +So she reasoned until in a clap the truth of the mistake came upon +her, its cause, its meaning. + +"I ought to have foreseen his failure," she murmured. "It was bound to +come. Sooner or later it was bound to come. For his heart is never in +the theme but always in the career." + +She might indeed have looked upon it as a retribution, a just +retribution. + +"And a year ago I should so have looked upon it," she reflected, and +sat back in her seat amazed at the change which two years had wrought +in her. The magnitude of it was now for the first time revealed to +her. Success following success, each in its anticipated sequence, had +sealed up from her the knowledge of herself. It had needed the failure +to reveal it. + +She leaned back in a confusion of her emotions. She heard no longer +any word of the debate. For a little while the House of Commons +vanished and was not. She glanced swiftly backward across the months +of her married life and detected one by one the indications of the +change. Gradually she had ceased to clamor for ideas, she had come to +look only at the man and she had desired him to tower above his +fellows, because that was his desire. And the reason for the change? +She jumped to it with her heart on fire. She loved him. + +But while she thus began to make her account with herself a +perfunctory cheer and the Speaker's distinct pronouncement of another +name broke in upon her reckoning. The voice of her neighbor brought +her back to earth. + +"Mr. Howard Fall. I hear he's quite a favorite speaker." + +The turn of the words recalled irrelevantly to Cynthia Harry's +indignant story of the elector who had told him that he was well +patronized in Ludsey. The recollection brought a smile to her face. +But the smile faded as her anxieties came home to her. Would the +debate collapse? + +Howard Fall was already upon his legs seconding the amendment; and in +a little while she saw members enter through the doors, stand for a +moment at the bar and then as though here was matter worthy of their +attention, slip into places upon the seats. Cynthia's first feeling +was one of relief. Yes, the House was undoubtedly filling up. Then, as +a burst of laughter followed upon one of Fall's sallies against +Devenish, a sharp pang of jealousy pierced her. The lady at her elbow +incensed her by a laugh of approval--a ridiculous snigger Cynthia +termed it. + +"Yes, now _he's_ really brilliant," she said, and Cynthia had to hold +herself in, so impelled was she to explain to the lady exactly what +she thought of her judgment and her manners and her family and of +everything which appertained to her. But she did not. She remained +outwardly calm, though inwardly she seethed. + +"Mrs. Rames," a quiet voice called to her from behind. She turned and +saw Robert Brook. She left her seat and went to him. + +"What's the matter?" she asked anxiously, her heart leaping with a +fear of calamity. + +"Nothing," Brook reassured her. "Your husband asked me to look after +you. He can't well leave the House." Another burst of laughter +intermingled with applause rose up to them. Devenish had petulantly +interrupted Howard Fall, and interruptions Howard Fall thrived upon. +"Isn't he in splendid form?" cried Brook with enthusiasm. + +"No doubt," said Cynthia, eyeing him coldly. + +Brook looked at her quickly. + +"Perhaps you would like some tea Mrs. Rames. Shall we go? The debate +will tail off for a bit after Fall has finished." + +He led the way to the lift. Cynthia hurried after him. + +"Why?" she cried. "And what do you mean by tailing off?" There was an +impatience in her voice with which Brook was unfamiliar. "Do you mean +that the debate will collapse?" + +"Oh, no," he replied. "But the big-wigs won't speak until later. The +subject is much too important to drop for want of argument. Indeed, +there are enough men eager to speak to carry the debate well over +to-morrow, if that were possible." + +They came out from the lift and walked down the long corridor toward +the lobby between the rows of books protected by their frames of gilt +wire. Robert Brook continued cheerfully: + +"Rames, to be sure, wasn't at his best in opening the debate. But no +man is always at his best. There's not a soul in the House who doesn't +know that." + +"Then this afternoon won't put him back?" + +"Why should it? It was he who had the shrewdness to recognize the +opportunity which this question affords, and to select this particular +line of attack. He engineered the whole movement. That's known. And if +he carries his own people into the division lobby with him, and the +opposition into the bargain, he will have established a fine +reputation for Parliamentary capacity. That counts, Mrs. Rames, take +the word-of an old hand. That counts here more than speech-making." + +"Does it?" cried Cynthia, smiles breaking through the tragic gloom of +her countenance. But the smiles vanished. She shook her head +wistfully. "You are merely saying this because you see that I am +troubled." + +"But it's none the less true. This House has a corporate life which is +rather difficult for those who are not members of it to understand." + +Robert Brook certainly seemed very well contented. Cynthia, however, +was not satisfied. + +"But will he carry his people with him into the division lobby--now?" +she asked. "Won't they a little have lost faith?" + +"Not a bit. You see Howard Fall has quite saved the situation," Brook +replied cheerily, and Cynthia suddenly stepped on ahead. The name of +Howard Fall was beginning to exasperate her. She stopped, however, as +they came into the round hall of the lobby. + +"On the whole," she said, with the loftiest impartiality, "I liked my +husband's speech a good deal better than I did Mr. Howard Fall's. +Perhaps on a second thought you will too, Mr. Brook." + +She surveyed him steadily with a pair of cold blue eyes, and then her +face suddenly dimpled to a smile of appeal. + +"You really mean that I can't see him?" + +"The man who starts a discussion must hear it out. That's a sound old +rule, and if it's not so religiously kept as it used to be, the House +of Commons is the worse." + +"I can send him a little note at all events." + +"Certainly. Write it and I'll give it to a messenger." + +"A messenger!" said Cynthia doubtfully. "Will it be sure to reach him? +It's rather important." + +Brook smiled. + +"Very well. I'll take it in myself, Mrs. Rames." + +Cynthia took a little diary from the bag she carried, tore out a leaf, +scribbled hastily: + +"You did splendidly. Everybody thinks so. Cynthia;" and having calmly +perpetrated that obvious untruth, she twisted up her message and +handed it to Brook. The sandy-haired man from the Shires was drifting +about the lobby. Brook called to him. "Look after Mrs. Rames for a +moment, will you?" he said, and hurried off through the swing-doors. + +It seemed a very short time to Cynthia before he came back, though in +that short time she had not so much as addressed a word to her +companion. She looked at Robert Brook's hands. They were empty and a +shadow passed over her face. + +"Did you give it him?" she asked. + +"I passed it along the bench and saw that it reached him. I didn't +wait for him to open it." + +The shadow passed from Cynthia. She was disappointed now, but not +hurt; and in a second the disappointment passed too. This was not the +day on which small things should be allowed to sting. + +"Now you'll have some tea," said Brook. + +"No, I don't think I will stay any longer to-day, Mr. Brook," she +replied. Now that her fears were dispersed she was in a hurry to get +away and be alone with her new secret. "I am keeping you from the +House, and you are our Whip, aren't you?" + +The flattery did not compensate Mr. Brook for his loss. The privilege +of parading a pretty and well-dressed woman before the envious eyes of +less fortunate colleagues is one which no member of Parliament, not +even its sedatest representative of non-conformity, would forego +without regret; and in a remote philandering way, Robert Brook was a +kind of lady's man. Cynthia was wearing a trim coat and skirt of dark +velvet, and from a coil of fur about her throat her face rose like a +summer flower, and was framed in the wide border of her blue hat. + +"My duties are light just now," he protested, but Cynthia lifted up +her hands in her great muff appealingly and coaxed him. + +"You will let me go now, Mr. Brook, won't you?" Her eyes besought his +permission as though without it she could not go, and Mr. Brook was +duly reduced to subservience. + +"Good-by," said Cynthia, and she swung off, the long ends of her stole +swinging about her hips, and her step indescribably light. Robert +Brook watched her pass down the corridor to the rails where the +visitors waited, and sighed in a melancholy fashion. It seemed to him +for the moment contemptible to be a bachelor. For there was something +strangely appealing about Cynthia, to-day--a winsomeness, a warmth. +She seemed all a-quiver with youth. A swift variety of moods swept +across her face in lights and shadows, and gave to her vitality. Her +feet moved with a dancing buoyancy. All that Robert Brook felt the +sandy-haired man from the Shires summarized in one reflective +sentence: + +"I should like to kiss that girl," he said. "It would do me a great +deal of good." + + + + + CHAPTER XXX + + THE LETTER + + +Cynthia ran down the broad flight of steps into Westminster Hall, and +skimmed across the historic flags of the ancient building without a +pause. What at this moment was Charles the First to her, or even Mr. +Gladstone? She came out into Palace Yard and drove home through the +dusk just as the lamps in the shop-windows were beginning to bring +some gleams of cheerfulness into the black February streets. She sat +back in the corner of her car with her muff tightly held against her +breast as though to cherish close some knowledge treasured there. When +she reached her house she let herself in with her key and walked with +secret steps into Harry's study. Once there she locked the door and +with the firelight dancing upon the walls to keep her company, she sat +down to make her reckoning with herself. But in truth the reckoning +was already made. + +The great bargain, on her side at all events, was a bargain no more, +could never again be a bargain. A veritable revolution had taken place +in her that afternoon. She knew it from the depth of her sympathy with +Harry in his failure--above all from the surprising sharpness of her +disappointment when Robert Brook had returned with no answer to her +scribbled message. + +For the failure as a factor in their fortunes she cared not a straw. +Indeed, she welcomed it, since it was that which had wakened her. She +had believed herself to be defective in the quality of passion, and +her sense of the defect had hurt her like a bitter humiliation; she +had envied wistfully the other women who possessed passion, even the +wantons who flaunted it. Now the humiliation was gone. She rejoiced. +She leaned back in her chair with her eyes closed and sailed over +magical seas which were joyous and golden. She loved. She was like +some lady of old Italy lit to swift flame by the first kiss from her +lover's lips. Only it was a trivial irony in closer keeping with our +modern days that what had kindled her who had demanded ideas, was a +failure due to nothing but the lack of them. + +Cynthia rejoiced; for she loved. That pain and disappointment were in +store for her she did not doubt. But she ran forward to meet the pain. +She was young. Sooner all the pain in the world than the placidity of +years without fire or inspiration. She recognized frankly that though +upon her side the bargain was no longer any bargain at all, it still +was just a bargain to her husband. A sign had been given to her that +afternoon, a little sign, yet great in its significance. She had +pleaded to herself as she sat in the ladies' gallery that when Harry +rose, and just before he began to speak, he had looked up to where she +sat, as though he were conscious of her presence, as though he drew +strength from it. But he had not looked up. Even at the time she had +known that he had not. + +"I merely pretended to myself that he had," she frankly admitted now. +"His movement was nothing more than the natural muscular action of a +man bracing himself for an effort." She herself, Cynthia, had not +been, she felt sure, at that moment, in the remotest of his thoughts. + +"If Harry had changed toward me as I have toward him," she argued, "he +would have looked up, not only because he wanted to, but because he +would have remembered what I had said to him on that very point the +afternoon when he asked me to marry him." + +But in spite of her conviction she rejoiced. Some kinship she could +claim with Juliet. For all her longing was to give and to give, and +still to give. She had sought desperately for color in her life. +She had welcomed politics in the hunt for it. She had it now and to +spare--enough to daub the world. The handle of the door was tried and +through the panels her astonished maid told her the hour. Cynthia +sprang up and unlocked it. + +"I shall dine at home to-night," she said. "The cook must get me some +dinner, anything." + +The maid reminded Cynthia that she had arranged to dine with some +friends and visit a theatre. "I know," said Cynthia. She had made the +plan so that she might not spend in loneliness the anxious hours of +this evening. But since she had made the plan the world had changed +its hues. + +"You must telephone and say that I can't come," said Cynthia, +remorselessly, as she ran upstairs. + +Whilst she dressed she considered what she should do with this +wonderful evening. She meant to spend it alone--yes, but that did not +quite content her. Somehow it should be made memorable. Something she +must do which, but for this day of days, she never would have done. +Something which must not merely mark it as a harbor boom marks a turn +of the channel, but must be the definite consequence of it. Cynthia, +in a word, went down to her solitary dinner much more akin than she +had ever been since to the girl who, eager for life with the glorious +eagerness of youth, had run down the stairs on the morning of her +seventeenth birthday into the dining-room of the Daventry estancia. +Half-way through dinner the thing to do, in order fitly to commemorate +the day, came to her in a burst of light. + +She went back to Harry's study and sitting at his writing-table, +composed with great care a letter of many pages. The hours passed as +she wrote and rewrote, and glancing at the clock before the end was +reached, she saw that it was already past eleven. Then she hurried. +The division at this moment was being taken. Within the hour Harry +would have returned; and indeed she had only just folded her letter in +its envelope when his step sounded in the hall. + +She heard the door open and shut. He was in the room. But she kept her +head bowed over her letter lest her face should betray her over much. +Nor for a moment did she speak, since she did not quite trust her +voice. It was Harry who spoke first. + +"You have come back? I did not expect you so soon." + +"I never went. I stayed at home." + +"Oh! You are not ill, Cynthia?" + +"No. But I felt that I had been rather hard and cruel----" + +"You?" + +"Oh, yes, I can be." Cynthia was stamping down her envelope with an +elaboration of care which almost suggested that it was never meant to +be opened. "I was in this case. So I stayed at home and wrote a letter +to make amends. I should very much like it to be posted to-night, +Harry. The servants have all gone to bed. I wonder if you----" + +"Of course. You are afraid that you might change your mind about it in +the morning." + +"Not at all," replied Cynthia with a laugh. Harry Rames walked over to +the table. + +"Give it to me, Cynthia," he said; and at last Cynthia raised her head +and rather shyly her eyes sought his face. At his first glance she +stood up quickly and she did not give him her letter. Harry Rames was +standing, his face white and drawn and harassed. He had been answering +her vaguely, as though the words came from him by reflex action rather +than through a comprehension of what she said. For a moment Cynthia +was afraid to speak. The beating of her heart was painful. Then she +laid her hand upon his arm. + +"Something has happened, Harry?" she faltered. + +"Something terrible," he replied, and walking to the fire he warmed +his hands at the blaze like one smitten with a chill. + +"The debate collapsed? Your people didn't follow you into the lobby? +Oh, Harry!" + +She went to his side. + +"No. That's not the trouble. We did better in the division than I had +anticipated. Of course we had the labor party solid against us. But +that we had reckoned on. On the other hand, some of the Irish members +came along with us, and it had been expected that they would all +abstain. No, we ran the government majority down to thirty-one. +Devenish is shaken, I can tell you. He passed me after the division +was over, without a word and white with passion. No, Cynthia, we did +very well." He moved away from the fire and sat down in the chair at +his writing-table. "I took all my people into the Division Lobby with +me--except one." + +Cynthia put out a hand and steadied herself against the mantel-piece. + +"Except one?" She turned toward him, her face troubled, her eyes most +wistful. "One failed you--one alone. Oh, Harry, it wasn't Colonel +Challoner?" + +But though she asked the question, she did not need the answer. Her +foreboding made her sure of it. + +"It was," replied Harry, and Cynthia turned again to the fire. A +little sob, half-checked, burst from her. Then she tore the letter +which she had been at such great pains to write, across and again +across, and dropped the fragments into the fire. + +"The Challoners are no good," she said, in a voice curiously distinct +and hard. + +"Don't say that, Cynthia," Harry Rames answered gently. + +"I do say it. I ought to know." + +The words were uttered, and only then she realized what she had said. +She looked quickly toward her husband, but he gave to her cry no +particular significance. His brain seemed to register her words, not +to comprehend them. Cynthia was conscious of a great relief. Loud at +her heart rose a hope, a prayer that in all things, all qualities, +even to tricks of manner, she was her mother's child, and had nothing +of her father. Never would she acknowledge her relationship with that +family. Never would she admit her name. Her first resolve and instinct +had been right. The Challoners were no good. + +"No, I should not say that, Cynthia," Raines repeated. "He's dead." + +Cynthia turned swiftly upon the word. Her dress rustled as she turned, +and when that sound ceased there was absolute silence in the room. +Cynthia stood by the mantel-shelf still as stone. Her face was white, +and a look of awe overspread it. With her lips parted and her eyes +troubled and wondering she watched her husband. Harry Rames sat with a +large silver paper-knife in his hands, looking absently straight in +front of him. And in a little while he broke the silence by absently +tapping with the blade of the paper-knife upon his blotting-pad. The +sound roused Cynthia. She moved to a low chair close to the +writing-table. + +"Dead? Harry, I don't quite understand." + +The tapping ceased. + +"His heart was wrong. He died in the Division Lobby--actually while +the division was being taken." + +"In the Division Lobby? But you said you didn't take him with you." + +"I didn't. He was in the Government Lobby." + +Cynthia's face contracted with pain. A low moan burst from her. "He +was actually voting against you!" + +"Yes." + +Harry added reluctantly: + +"Our revolt killed him." Cynthia sat down in the chair. + +"Tell me everything, will you, Harry?" she entreated, and thus the +story was told her. + +"The Whips got at Challoner. You know Hamlin, don't you? But you don't +know his methods, Cynthia. He doesn't bully you if you revolt. He +doesn't threaten. He takes you affectionately by the arm and makes you +feel a beast. His round brown eyes survey you with a gentle and +wistful regret. You leave him, convinced that he personally will be +dreadfully hurt if you vote against the government. You are glad to be +rid of him as you are glad to be rid of a man whom you have injured; +and within the hour he is at your elbow again, pursuing the same +insidious, amicable strategy. That's how he worked on Challoner, and +Challoner was not the man either to withstand him, or to tell us +boldly that he was going to--"--"rat" was on the tip of his tongue, +but Rames caught the word back and substituted "change his mind." "So, +do you see, he stayed with us to the last minute. It was arranged that +the division should be taken at eleven. As soon as the Speaker rose to +put the question, Challoner, who had been standing at the bar of the +House slipped out through the lobby and down the stairs to a little +smoking-room on the opposite side of the passage to the big strangers' +smoking-room. That room is very often quite deserted. Few people, +indeed, use it at any time. In a corner of that room he sat behind a +newspaper all of the ten minutes during which the division bells were +ringing." + +"To avoid meeting any of you?" asked Cynthia. + +"Yes, I suppose so." + +"But how do you know he was there?" + +"He was seen by one or two of the Irish members who did not intend to +vote at all. They went into the room while the bells were ringing and +saw him." + +"I understand." + +"As soon as the bells stopped, as soon, in a word, as he was quite +certain that we should be all in our lobby, he started up quickly. +There is just a little time between the moment when the bells cease +ringing and the moment when the lobby doors are locked. But it is only +a little time. If you want to vote you have to hurry. Challoner was a +good distance away, and he had a flight of stairs to ascend. He +hurried, he ran; I expect, too, that he was agitated. His courage had +failed him. He must prove his loyalty to his official leaders at all +costs. He reached the lobby in plenty of time. Monro, you remember +him, the Scotchman? He was at Bramling." + +"Yes," said Cynthia. + +"He saw Challoner. He was standing by the entrance door of our lobby. +We were in the 'No' Lobby, for the question we had to vote upon was +that the original words of the Address 'stand part,' and to enter the +'Aye' Lobby a man must pass our entrance door and traverse the House. +Monro saw Challoner hurry past the door, and thinking that he had +mistaken our lobby and was under the impression that the question he +had to vote upon was that the amendment be substituted--in which case, +of course, we should all have been in the 'Aye' Lobby--he called to +the Colonel. Challoner didn't hear, or wouldn't hear. He hurried on, +and once inside the Government Lobby, collapsed onto the bench which +runs along the sides. He died within a couple of minutes." + +Harry Rames ceased. The shock of this swift calamity had driven from +Cynthia's thoughts all her indignation against the Challoners. She +pictured to herself that old, unhappy, disappointed man, dropping at +last between the shafts, the pack-horse of politics. Not even the +insignificance of an Under Secretaryship had come to requite him for +his tedious years of service. And it never could have fallen to him. +That she recognized. Again the silence was broken by the tap-tap of +the paper-knife upon the blotting-pad. + +"It's a Juggernaut, that House, isn't it? You said that once, +Cynthia," said Rames. + +"I did? I don't remember." + +Cynthia was perplexed by his distress. Sensibility was not to be +counted amongst his qualities. Yet he sat there with trouble heavy +upon him, and every now and then a shiver of the shoulders, a shiver +of repugnance. + +"This has shocked you terribly, Harry," she said. + +"Yes. I have known death before now, but never death without any +dignity. That's what I find terrible." He paused for a moment and then +said in a low and distinct voice: + +"I am to blame for it, Cynthia." + +"You?" she exclaimed. + +"Yes. I ought to have left him alone. I ought never to have taken +advantage of his disappointments. I dragged him into the revolt to +serve myself--yes, that's the truth, Cynthia. We both know it. I +dragged him in without giving him and his character a thought. He was +the real party hack. To him the men upon the treasury bench were as +gods walking the earth. A nod from one of them in a passage, a +hand-shake in a drawing-room, a little private conversation with a +Cabinet Minister in the Division Lobby--that was the kind of food +which sustained him through how many years! And he was a good cavalry +officer once, I am told." Harry Rames suddenly swung round toward his +wife. "That's strange, isn't it? Very strange. He must have come into +the House of Commons twenty years ago a very different man. But I +suppose the walls closed round him and crushed the vitality out of +him. You had a phrase about such men--the prisoners of the House of +Commons. He was one of them. I did a cruel thing when I enlisted him. +For I might have known that he must desert. I am to blame for his +death." + +"No," Cynthia protested. + +"Yes." + +"Even if you might have known that he must desert, you couldn't have +foreseen that he would hide from you till the last moment." + +"That's just what he would do." + +"Even so, you didn't know, Harry, that he had heart disease." + +"Would it have made any difference to me if I had?" And that question +silenced Cynthia. + +Harry Rames fell again to tapping with his paper-knife upon the +blotting-pad. He tapped aimlessly, the silver handle flashing in the +light, the ivory blade striking and resounding. But gradually an +intention seemed to become audible in his tapping. The taps came +quickly, three or four together, then were spaced, then streamed +swiftly again like sparks from an anvil. The noise began to jar on +Cynthia's nerves. + +"Don't do that, Harry, please," she said. + +"I won't," said he, throwing down the paper-knife. + +"You might have been sending a telegram." + +"By wireless, eh?" he said with a smile, and then a curious look came +into his face. "I was," he said slowly. Cynthia drew back in her chair +with a queer feeling of uneasiness. + +"Not to--?" she began, and stopped short of the name. She glanced +furtively around the room. She was suddenly chilled. + +"To Challoner? No," he answered. He had hardly been aware of what he +was doing, and he wondered now why the idea to do it had thus +irrelevantly entered his head. No doubt an instinctive desire to get +relief from the obsession of the sordid tragedy of Challoner's death +had prompted him. But, whatever the cause, he had been tapping out, +in accordance with the Morse code, a message to the little, black, +full-rigged ship far away upon Southern seas. + +He sprang up from his chair. + +"There's a letter you wanted me to post, Cynthia. I had forgotten it. +Give it to me." + +"It dropped into the fire," said Cynthia. + +Harry looked into the fire; a torn fragment or two had fallen into the +grate. + +"I dropped it into the fire," said Cynthia. "For I had already changed +my mind about it." + +The long letter which she had torn up at the first news of Colonel +Challoner's defection, the letter which was to commemorate that +evening, had been written to Colonel Challoner, and admitted that she +was the daughter of his son. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXI + + M. POIZAT AGAIN + + +"There is a man at the door, madam. He says that he is a Ludsey man, +and that he worked for Captain Rames during the election." + +It was midday. Cynthia had her hat on and was at the moment buttoning +her gloves. + +"Tell him that Captain Rames is at the House of Commons now, and that +he will be back at home by five," she said. + +"The man asked for you," said the footman. + +"For me? Did he give a name?" + +"No. But he said that you would know him." + +Cynthia shrugged her shoulders. + +"Very well, Howard. Show him in." + +Visitors who would not give their names but claimed to be citizens of +Ludsey were not infrequent while Parliament was in session. They +usually came with the same request--the loan of their fare home, where +they had relations to look after them; and they were usually +impostors, who had not so much as seen the spire of St. Anne's Church. +But, on the other hand, there was always a possibility that the case +might be genuine, and Cynthia made it a rule to see them. She had +already got her purse out of her bag when the door was opened. But she +dropped it when she saw her visitor. + +"M. Poizat," she cried, and she held out her hand to him. + +M. Poizat, however, did not take it. + +"You have been kept waiting. You should have sent in your name." + +M. Poizat shook his head. + +"Would you have received me if I had, Mrs. Rames?" + +"Of course." + +"You are very kind." + +Cynthia looked at him with a closer scrutiny. Certainly the M. Poizat +who confronted her was the merest shadow of the sprightly inventor of +Lungatine. The elasticity had gone from his wonderful legs. No longer +he danced when he walked. His arms hung loose at his side, and the +potency of his elixir had quite failed him. He was now a really old, +small man. Indeed, he seemed to have diminished in stature and to have +shrivelled in breadth; and his eyes were red, as though he had lately +wept. Thus much had been taken from him. Yet something had been added, +the dignity of a man whom calamity has overtaken. + +"Why am I very kind to receive you?" Cynthia asked gently. + +M. Poizat stared at her incredulously. + +"Then you do not know what has happened to me?" + +"No! Sit down and tell me." + +But M. Poizat remained standing. + +"I have no longer a friend in the world. I have no longer a house. I +have no longer a wife. All is gone." + +"I don't understand." + +"Ah, I know. Ladies do not read their newspapers very carefully. If +the men, too, were like you! But all the same you will have heard of a +case which a few days ago was making a great stir in Paris--the Jobert +case." + +"Of course." + +"But you have not followed it in detail." + +"No." + +The intricacies of that gigantic case of fraud were indeed difficult +to follow even for those who gave to it their attention. Nor did +Poizat do more than give to Cynthia a necessary outline. Monsieur and +Madame Jobert, the latter being the protagonist of the conspiracy, had +borrowed over a course of years immense sums of money on the strength +of securities which were supposed to exist in a sealed safe. The case +could not be opened since a fictitious action by claimants, whom +Madame Jobert had invented, was perpetually being deferred in the +courts of law. At the last, however, the creditors of the Joberts had +obtained authority to break the seals, and a safe which was absolutely +empty was exposed. The Joberts alleged a theft, but they were arrested +and prosecuted. + +"You see, Mrs. Rames, the one hope of the Joberts upon their trial was +to establish the existence of a great sum of money which the +securities supposed to be stolen could represent. What was this money? +How was it come by? And when? Who bequeathed it? Madame Jobert was +examined upon these questions by the juge d'instruction week after +week, during a whole year. Lie after lie she told. Each explanation +she put forward was sifted and proved a lie. At last she cried: + +"'It is true. I have lied. I do not wish France to remember what she +should forget. I have not told my secret. But, if I must, I will. The +great fortune exists. I will tell its origin when I am on my trial; +but I warn you, Monsieur le Juge, the revelation will convulse France +from the Mediterranean to the Channel.' That is what she said. No one +believed her. In Paris, indeed, they had already begun to laugh. +Almost they loved her. She was a criminal but magnificent in her +crime. + +"'La Grande Clothilde,' they named her. What _blague_ would she have +ready for the Cour d'Assizes? No one was alarmed, least of all I, a +little restaurant-keeper in a city of the Midlands. Yet this last lie +of hers ruined me." + +"Ruined you?" cried Cynthia. + +"Yes; it is strange, is it not? A great trial like that in Paris, a +woman in the dock snatching at any defence or delay; she tells a story +so ridiculous in its application that it sets all Paris in a delighted +roar of laughter; and that story which could not save her, drags into +the light a little man of no importance, who has been hiding his head +in a foreign country for thirty years." + +"Yes, but if the story is a lie?" cried Cynthia. + +"Its application was the lie. It did not explain that fictitious +fortune of the Joberts. But the story itself was true," said M. +Poizat. He sat down in a chair in a queer, huddled attitude, with his +knees and his feet together, his hands joined upon his knees and his +chin sunk upon his breast. He seemed to have composed himself to be +hit at. "I am amazed," he said. "It seems that one has never quite +finished with anything one has done until one is dead. Here is a part +of my life which I had buried. Then come thirty years, each one adding +its layer of oblivion. Then comes La Grande Clothilde, who has never +seen me, nor been seen by me. Look! I was laughing with everybody +else. We take in the _Petit Parisien_. I read the trial in the +evening, day by day, to my wife. We both amused ourselves by wondering +what will be the great secret which La Grande Clothilde has to reveal. +Then comes the day of the revelation, and in Ludsey my newspaper falls +from my hands and my wife, who has been my wife for twenty years, +looks upon me as a stranger." + +Cynthia's face changed. The gentleness and the pity vanished. She drew +in her breath sharply as though alarm knocked at her heart. + +"Something out of your past life has come alive, quite unexpectedly +after all these years, and has snatched you back," she said slowly, as +if she were comparing the words with others she had once heard spoken. +"Quick! Tell me!" + +She bent forward with her eyes intent upon M. Poizat's face, and fear +growing in them more and more visibly. + +"You remember, Mrs. Rames, the night before the election at Ludsey. +You were all having supper in the hotel after the meeting. I came in +and was asked by Captain Rames to join you. There was a man who +claimed to know me." + +"Yes, yes, Colonel Challoner," cried Cynthia, with a rising +excitement. She remembered that supper-room at Ludsey, and the queer +moment of sensation when Colonel Challoner, gaunt and menacing, had +recollected, and M. Poizat, in a panic, had denied the recollection. +Some vague notion, too, of the defence which Clothilde Jobert had made +a week ago returned to her. She began dimly to understand the disaster +which had overtaken her little visitor. + +"He remembered that he had seen you--Wait! Now I have it-- In a long +corridor, in Metz, in '71." + +M. Poizat nodded. + +"The corridor of the Arsenal. Colonel Challoner--it's so you call +him?--he was right. More than once I went along that corridor. I went +to see the Marshal Bazaine." + +"Yes," replied Cynthia. "And Madame Jobert accounted for the origin of +this great sum of money which the prosecution declared to have no +existence, by stating that it was the price paid to Bazaine by the +Germans for the betrayal of Metz." + +"That is so. No such sum of money came that way into Clothilde +Jobert's hands. But details of her story were true." + +"For instance?" asked Cynthia. + +"That a small farmer, a Frenchman on the outskirts of Metz, called +Henri Poizat, was the go-between in the negotiations between the +Germans and Bazaine." + +"That was true?" + +"Yes. I am Henri Poizat. With the money I was paid I came to Ludsey +and opened my little restaurant. I did well. I returned to France and +married, and brought my wife back. Then suddenly this news! My wife is +of Lorraine. Her father was of those sturdy ones who would not live +under the German rule, but left their homes in Lorraine and began anew +in France. Conceive to yourself how she looked at me when she read +that statement in the paper, and I could not deny it. She has gone +back to her own people. I have had a letter from her brother. I am not +to come near them. In Ludsey I was pointed at in the streets as the +man who sold his country. My restaurant suffered. My trade began to +vanish. I sold it, goodwill and all, two days ago. As I say, I have no +longer any house." + +He buried his face in his hands. Cynthia watched him uncomfortably. +She could not blame the wife. Rather she applauded her. She could find +no sincere words of comfort for M. Poizat. + +"I think you had better come back at five," she said, "and tell my +husband your story." + +"But of course he knows it already," cried M. Poizat. + +Cynthia shook her head. + +"He would have spoken of it to me if he had." + +M. Poizat, however, was equally positive. + +"But it is in the Ludsey newspapers. Captain Rames takes them in, and +reads them of course." + +"Of course," said Cynthia. + +"Then he must know. Such news is not tucked away in the corner of a +local paper. No, indeed. It was printed on the first page." + +"Still you had better see him," said Cynthia. She rose as she spoke, +and she spoke a trifle absently, as though her thoughts had been +suddenly diverted from the consideration of M. Poizat's calamity. +"Come back at five. He will advise you." + +She rang the bell. She was in a hurry now to get rid of the little +Frenchman. Something much more important to her had occurred than +the revelations of La Grande Clothilde. Doubts had flashed into her +mind--doubts which she was in torture to resolve. As soon as Poizat's +back was turned she went quickly into her husband's study. Upon a +side-table, carelessly heaped, with their wrappers still gummed about +them, she counted a dozen of the local papers of Ludsey. They took two +a week, one of each political complexion. It was six weeks then since +Harry Rames had taken the trouble to glance at a newspaper from his +own constituency. + +She stripped off the wrappers to make sure. Then she turned to the +calendar upon the top of his writing-table. Six weeks just took her +back to the date when Harry Rames had emptied the House with a speech, +and had brought home the tragic news of Colonel Challoner's death. + +Harry's omission on the surface was trivial enough. But to Cynthia it +was significant and disquieting. For it was not in accordance with the +deliberate prudence which used to mark the conduct of his political +career. To nurse the constituency, to be familiar with its events and +its needs, to respond to it, this had been his first care. Now for six +weeks he neglected even to inform himself about it. And the omission +did not stand alone. + +"He will be home at five," Cynthia argued, "he who made it a rule to +sit in the House however dull the course of public business." + +Often of late he had left the House as soon as questions were over and +the usual vote taken upon the suspension of the eleven-o'clock rule, +and had only returned thither upon the stroke of eleven on the chance +of coming in for a division. Cynthia remembered, too, how indifferent +he had been, on the day after he had made his failure, to the +criticisms which the failure had evoked. Mr. Devenish had put in some +biting and effective work in his reply, which should have been gall +and wormwood to the ambitious Harry Rames. But he had not seemed to +mind. The newspapers which supported the Government too had not spared +him. Conceit and presumption were the least of his failings. The +_Piccadilly News_ had published a cartoon of him as Humpty Dumpty. Yet +he had remained unmoved, though Cynthia had cried her eyes red over +the castigation. + +Certainly some change had come over him, she reflected, and once more +she was conscious of fear and a sinking heart. For the story which she +had heard this morning from M. Poizat linked itself up in her mind +with the warning of Mr. Benoliel. Poizat's history was not quite an +illustration of the warning. That she recognized. Mr. Benoliel had +bidden her beware of latent tendencies of character, latent cravings +and ambitions, taking their origin from the years in which she had had +no share. It was a definite act which had sprung into being in the +case of M. Poizat. Still Poizat's disaster was a proof of the clutch +of finished things, and of the continuity of life; was an instance +that to turn over the new page and begin to write afresh as she and +Harry Rames had proposed to do, is beyond man's reach. Two lines of +verse, gathered she knew not whence, rang in her brain and would not +be silenced: + + + "Our past deeds follow us from afar + And what we have been makes us what we are." + + +After a year's respite Cynthia was again afraid. Mr. Benoliel was +magnified by her fears into the semblance of a prophet of old. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXII + + THE CALL + + +Cynthia went that night alone to a dinner party in Seamore Place. But +she was ill at ease and as soon as she could get away she hurried +home. She had not seen her husband that day. He had returned at five +o'clock, had been closeted for a long while with M. Poizat and had +then departed, leaving a message that a series of divisions would +compel him to dine at the House of Commons. The couple, however, had +made it a habit to reserve for themselves, whenever the House was not +sitting late, an hour or so at the close of even the busiest day, and +Cynthia was fairly sure that she would not have to wait long before +Harry Rames came home. As a fact, he was already in his study. The +door was ajar and through the opening the light streamed out into the +hall. + +Cynthia pushed the door open. Harry was sitting at his writing-table +on the opposite side of the room and studying with a complete +absorption a scroll which he held down unrolled beneath his eyes. +Cynthia stood in the doorway for a moment or two watching him with a +tender smile upon her face, and speculating idly upon the document +which so riveted his attention. For the moment her trouble was quite +driven from her thoughts. He was here, after all, in the house with +her: he, the loved one: and with a sort of fierceness she was content. +Then he looked up and saw her standing in the doorway. His face +changed; he had the aspect clearly of a man at bay. He swept a pile of +letters and printed papers over his scroll, spreading them out. He +rose and stood between her and the writing-table, hiding it from her +view. + +"You are home early," he said. + +"Earlier than you expected! Yet I am later than you." + +"Oh, I paired at ten o'clock." + +"I see." + +The furtive movement of her husband increased her fears and at the +same time wounded her pride. They were to be frank with one another. +That was the pledge which each had given to the other. And here was +the pledge broken, for Harry was definitely practising concealments. +Cynthia, however, did not belong to the tribe of the clamorous. She +stepped within the room and left him to continue the conversation. +Rames spoke hastily to engage her attention. + +"Poizat came to see me this afternoon." + +"Yes?" + +"He was desperate. We talked over his position. I recommended him to +go to Tangier and settle there. He has a little money. He will find +compatriots, and I should think it's the place where people will be +least likely to trouble about him. I fancy that he will go there. But +it's a bad business to have to start life all over again at seventy." + +"Yes," said Cynthia. + +She watched him as he walked up and down the room, making up her mind +that on her side at all events the pledge should not be broken. + +"M. Poizat said something to me which I think is true. That nothing +one has ever done is ever quite done with." + +Harry Rames stopped in his walk. He stood quite still for a few +moments. + +"Oh, surely that's not true," he said carelessly and resumed his +pacing. But Cynthia was aware of a change in him. Before he had been +thinking of Poizat and his destiny; now he was alert and waiting upon +her words. + +"I believe that it's more true than he knew. For even if nothing +actual comes of the thing done, it's still there, recorded in the +character. Harry, we are in the clutch of finished things." + +Her voice rose in a low cry and brought Harry swiftly round upon his +heel. Her words hit him shrewdly, but her aspect more shrewdly still. +She was still standing close by the door. She was dressed in a gown of +pale blue and gold with a bright ribbon of blue in her hair. Her cloak +had slipped from her shoulders to her feet, her gloves were twisted in +her hands, her eyes wide and dark with trouble looked out from a face +which was piteously wistful. She made unconsciously a poignant appeal +to him. The delicate loveliness of her youth and the gay panoply of +her attire contrasted so strikingly with the quivering misery of her +face. + +"What makes you believe that, Cynthia?" He crossed the room to her +side and shook her arm with a friendly gesture familiar to her. +"Poizat's case is not enough to build a world of theory on." + +"Nor do I," replied Cynthia. "I was adding to that case another." +Harry Rames flinched. + +"What other?" he asked with an effort. + +"Years ago in Argentina I once listened at a door," she began, and in +Harry's eyes shone a great relief. "What I heard frightened me. I lay +awake in terror all that night. I have lived in fear ever since. I +could not shake fear off even after I knew there was no longer any +cause for fear. I can find causes anywhere. Fear's the truth of me. +Most of the things which I have done have been done from fear." + +"I never understood that, Cynthia." + +"I never spoke of it before." + +"Fear even prompted your marriage?" + +Cynthia looked him frankly in the face. + +"Yes. You were so frank, so honest about yourself. I felt safe with +you. And after we were married--I escaped from fear. I was reprieved." + +"Thank you," said Harry with a quiet sincerity. Then he moved away +from her to the fireplace and turned again. + +"Why do you tell me this for the first time tonight?" + +"Because fear's awake in me again to-night," she answered simply. "I +have had another visitor today besides M. Poizat." + +"Who?" + +"Howard Fall." + +Harry Rames's voice hardened. + +"He came to complain of me, I suppose." + +"It wasn't complaint; it was regret. He thought it would be such a +loss if you ceased to be interested in Parliament. He was afraid that +Colonel Challoner's death had been a shock to you." + +Harry Rames looked curiously at his wife. + +"And what did you say?" + +"That I knew you well enough to be sure that wasn't the case. He said +you had not spoken once since the debate on the Address and that the +organization against the land bill was tumbling to pieces." + +Harry's face cleared. + +"There's a very good reason for that. The government programme is +overloaded and Devenish's bill won't come on this year after all. Our +opposition shook their confidence in it besides. No, it won't come +on." + +Cynthia moved swiftly forward to the fireplace. + +"You know that?" + +"Yes. Hamlin told me in confidence." + +"When, Harry?" + +"A month ago at least. We can always whip up the opposition to +Devenish's bill when it becomes once more a practical proposition." + +Perhaps after all the Government's change of plan was the simple +explanation of the change in her husband. Cynthia sank down into a +chair. Before now, she remembered, she had tortured herself with +unnecessary fears. + +"Oh, I am glad. I am glad," she cried. All her heart was in her voice +and tuned it to a note full and low and wonderfully sweet. Harry was +moved by the music of it. There was a joy, a tenderness, which he had +noticed more than once of late, but which had never rung so clear as +it did to-night. He planted himself in front of her with a wry sort of +smile upon his face. + +"Cynthia." + +"Yes." + +"You want me to go on--just as I am going? You are satisfied? There +have been times when you have wanted more----" + +But Cynthia broke in upon him. She shut her eyes upon her ideals and +her dreams. They were for the girl steeped to the lips in romance, not +for the woman made real by love. Something had come between them. +Something secret. Something which threatened even such community of +life as they had. She was in revolt against it. + +"Yes, yes," she cried passionately. "I do want you to go on. I want +you to make a great career. I want my share in it, my pride in it. I +shall be satisfied. I shall be thankful. Oh, my dear, are you blind?" +She rose abruptly and stood in front of him. "What I want and all that +I want is to keep you." If she had never spoken the words, the +eagerness of her voice and the prayer of her clasped hands would have +uttered them for her. But she had spoken them deliberately. She knew +very well the danger for a woman in telling a man who does not love +her, that she loves him. But she accepted the danger. She was playing +for a great stake that night, and great stakes are not to be won +without great risks. She laid her reticence aside and made her appeal. +But it seemed that her appeal failed. Harry Rames stood watching her, +at a loss for words, with a face which concealed carefully all his +thoughts. Cynthia stooped and gathered up her gloves which had fallen +to the floor. + +"I shall go up now," she said. + +Yet she waited; and Harry still was silent. A moment of passion had +caught him unprepared with any words. + +"What are you thinking about, Harry, so profoundly?" Cynthia asked in +an indifferent voice. His silence was a rebuff most bitter to her. But +she would not betray herself a second time. Her eyes and her hands +were busy with some imaginary fault in the fit of her dress. + +"That you have never shown me yourself before," he said, moving toward +her. She stood quite still as he came close. He put his arm about her +and she asked quietly: + +"Wasn't I wise, Harry? It's a little disconcerting, isn't it, when a +woman shows you something you know nothing about. Just a little +disconcerting, isn't it?" + +She left him standing in the room and went upstairs. She had made her +plea with all the frankness which had been the condition of their +marriage. She would not ask for a like frankness in return. It was for +him to give it. She had made it quite plain that on her side she +wanted frankness. More she would not do. Not for anything would she +ask what secret thing he had hidden under the papers upon his table. +But she knew that there was a secret thing and her feet dragged as she +mounted the stairs. + +She had been in bed according to her reckoning for about an hour when +she heard a noise of the shutting of a door. And the door was the +front-door of the house. Cynthia sprung from her bed and lifting the +blind looked out from the window. It was a dark night, but there was +no fog. By the light of the street lamps she saw a man crossing the +road toward the corner of South Audley Street. He had the look of her +husband. She flung up the window and the sound of his footsteps made +her sure. Her eyes gazing into the tempered darkness of a London +street might well have deceived her, her ears could not. There was no +one else walking in Curzon Street at that moment; the sound of his +footsteps reverberated unmistakably, diminishing as the distance +between him and the window increased. The man who now vanished into +South Audley Street was Harry Rames. + +Cynthia switched on the light and looked at her watch. It was one +o'clock in the morning. She wrapped a dressing-gown about her and sat +down trying to think calmly, seeking to discover, if she could, some +other reason for his departure than the obvious one. But the obvious +one recurred again and again in her thoughts. It explained everything, +fitted in with everything, as no other reason did. His sudden +indifference to his career, his furtive movement at his writing-table +upon her appearance, his refusal to meet frankness with frankness +could all thus be accounted for. His departure from the house was thus +explained. He had not come up into his room next to hers; he had +waited in his study for an hour; he had given her time to fall asleep; +he had gone out. It was a woman then who had twisted the current of +his life as she, Cynthia, could not, who had moved him to passion as +she even that evening had failed to do. Cynthia raged in fury against +herself for having so weakly betrayed herself. She sat in torture. +Then her jealousy flamed up. _That_--no! Her pride must give way. If +there was another woman in her story--why then the other woman must +look to herself. Cynthia would fight. She hurried down-stairs into the +study. She switched on the lights and tumbled hither and thither the +papers on the writing-table for the one so swiftly hidden which should +betray the other woman's name and her abode. But she found nothing to +satisfy her. She looked round the room. From a drawer in a bureau +against the wall Harry's keys had been dangling. That she had noticed; +and the keys were gone now. She tried the drawer. It was locked. In +that drawer then was hidden the key to his secret. So much knowledge +at all events Cynthia was sure that she had gained. She went back to +her room and lying in bed ran over all the names of her acquaintances, +even of her friends. She was not in the mood to trust any of them, but +she could not fix upon any of them either. One and all they were cats +and treacherous. Cynthia was no longer afraid; she was simply furious; +and her fury was not diminished when she heard the front-door open and +shut once more, almost noiselessly--so much caution was being used. + +But Cynthia, though she was right in her facts, had never been so +mistaken in her conclusions. The scroll which Harry Rames had pushed +beneath his papers was simply a chart of the Antarctic seas; whereon +lines distinguished one from the other by the manner of their tracing +recorded the journeys of successive explorers and marked each one's +"farthest South." He stood for a little while after Cynthia had left +him on the same spot half-way between his chart and her position at +the door. Then he turned back to his writing-table and spread out the +map once more. The call of the unknown places was loud in his ears +that night. + +"Come back! Come back!" + +Six weeks ago it had been the merest whisper--flashed to the wireless +poles on the roof of the Admiralty and heard by him one afternoon, a +message very small and clear amidst the clatter of Parliament Street. +But the whisper had gathered volume and vehemence, until the map +before him seemed a mouth shouting it, and the room throbbed with it +as though the walls would burst asunder. + +"Come back! Come back!" + +It seemed to him that the command was not to be denied or must ring in +his ears forever; and that arena of the House of Commons, where man +fought with man, became a trivial place of meanness and intrigue +compared with the vast battle-ground in the South, where one fought in +a grandeur of silence with the careless, stubborn elements of a wild +and unknown world. + +He bent over his map and across it, as across the table of a camera +obscura he saw moving, in miniature and brilliantly defined, the ships +of the men who had sailed to the South. James Cook's two vessels, the +_Resolution_ and the _Adventure_, crossed the Antarctic circle as it +seemed underneath his eyes--the first, of all the ships that were ever +built, to sail upon these waters. Bellingshausen of Kronstadt came +next and dropped his anchor under the shelter of Peter I Island and +gave to it its name. He was followed by the whaling captains, each +choosing his own line, great navigators inspired by a great and +spirited firm. Weddell and Biscoe in their brigs. Balleny in his +schooner. The later ships of the scientific expeditions under +D'Urville of France and Wilkes of Chesapeake Bay moved southward in +the track of the whaling captains, and close upon their heels James +Ross from England with the _Erebus_ and the _Terror_ burst for the +first time in the history of the world through the ice-pack into +the open sea beyond and sailed from west to east along the great +ice-barrier. There were other lines where the _Challenger_ had sailed, +and the official expeditions; and there was yet another, the longest +of all the lines upon the chart, a line stretching out to a harbor +never visited before, and against that line in tiny letters was +printed "Rames." He followed the course of his ship from his first +harbor in the Antarctic continent with the wooden cross high on a hill +above it, which marks the grave of a naturalist of a past expedition. +He fell to speculating where the _Perhaps_ lay now. Parliament had met +in the first days of January. It was just before the opening of +Parliament that Hemming had started on the mail steamer to New Zealand +to pick up his ship in Lyttelton Harbor. Allow him five weeks for his +journey. The second week of February would have come to an end before +the _Perhaps_ had steamed out past the headland. Hemming himself had +recognized that he was late. The difficulty of collecting money to +finance the expedition had detained him beyond his time. A fortnight +out from New Zealand, where was the _Perhaps_ now? She might still be +in the stormy seas on the outer edge of Ross's pack with the petrels +and the albatrosses like a cloud about her yards. Or she might have +touched at one of the northerly harbors of the continent. Perhaps +winter was coming early on to wrap her about with snow and ice. If +that happened, Hemming's chance was gone, for he had only money for +one year. He must reach the Pole this next summer or not at all. He +must therefore winter well to the South. + +Rames got up from his chair, trying not to hope that Hemming's +expedition would fail. He looked up from this map to the spot where +Cynthia had stood close to the door, and a smile came upon his face. + +"She was wrong," he said. "We are in the clutch of the unfinished, not +the finished things." + +He carried his map over to a bureau which stood against the wall and +opened a drawer from the lock of which his bunch of keys was dangling. +There were other charts in the drawer, a barometer which had hung in +his cabin in the _Perhaps_ throughout the three years during which +that ship had been his home, a shell or two dredged up from the depths +of the sea, and a brown paper package tied up with a piece of string. +The charts lying there were all the charts which existed of the +Antarctic seas, arranged in the order of their making. He added to +them now his map, the last of them all; the printed facsimile of his +own chart. Then reluctantly he locked the drawer. The reverberation of +the seas seemed to fill the room and through it imperative and loud +rang the call of the South. Yet he was aware, too, of Cynthia standing +in her delicate blue frock, subduing her pride, revealing herself in a +passionate appeal. He was stirred to shame at the poverty of his own +response. She had been friend, counsellor, wife in the normal way. +They had jogged side by side along the low road of his endeavor. +To-night she pleaded for more, she offered more. He could never quite +look upon her as he had been wont to. For she had stirred him to +shame. + +He slipped the key off the ring and swung it round upon his finger. At +all events he would keep his bargain. + +"It's a queer piece of irony," he said to himself, "that the very +thing which I would give my soul to do, she was urging me to do two +years ago; and now I must keep my longing hidden. Our positions are +quite reversed." + +But he would keep to his bargain. Perhaps after all Hemming would +succeed; and sooner or later no doubt the reverberation of the seas +would die away in the porches of his ears. + +He went out into the hall, carrying the key in his hand, and let +himself out at the front-door. He walked quickly up South Audley +Street, turned to the left, and crossed Park Lane into Hyde Park. He +walked to the stone bridge which crosses the Serpentine. The night was +quiet and dark about him, and from afar off the never ceasing roar of +the London traffic came to him like the roar of distant seas. He +leaned over the parapet and stretching out his hand opened it. He +heard a tiny splash in the water beneath the bridge. + +He walked back more slowly than he had come to where the glare of the +sky indicated the houses and the streets. As he crossed Park Lane +again two men arm-in-arm passed him and one of them stopped. + +"Is that you, Rames?" asked a friendly and solicitous voice. + +Rames recognized it at once as the voice of Hamlin the chief Whip. + +"You had paired for to-night," Hamlin continued, "hadn't you? You +didn't miss much. But I want to be able to rely on you for Thursday. +We know, of course, that you are against us over Devenish's land bill. +That's all right. But you are with us on the rest of our policy and we +want your help." + +"I shall be there on Thursday," answered Harry Rames. "It's quite true +that I have not been so much in the House this session as I used to +be. But you will see me in my old place to-morrow. Good-night." + +He walked on and Hamlin rejoined his companion. + +"It was Rames," he said. "We're not going to lose him. I am glad. He's +marked out for a great position if he doesn't throw it away." + +But Rames through the roar of the traffic, carriages rolling home, +wagons lumbering in to Covent Garden, heard louder than ever the boom +of Southern seas and the wind whistling between the halyards of a +ship. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIII + + A LETTER FROM ABROAD + + +The session passed, and Devenish's land bill, as Rames had foretold, +was postponed. It figured again in the Address at the beginning of the +following year, but as late as March no definite date had been +assigned for its introduction. On a Saturday morning of this month +Cynthia and her husband were breakfasting in the dining-room of the +white house, when the morning's letters were brought in by the butler. +Harry Rames tossed one or two aside. + +"Circulars, pamphlets," he said. He opened some of the others, taking +them from the top of the pile. "Here's one from the Chamber of +Commerce--railway rates. I'll answer that this morning. Here's +another--the committee of a school wants a grant from the treasury. +Here's a third--" and as he was beginning to tear open the envelope, +his voice suddenly stopped. + +Cynthia looked up from her own letters and saw that while he was +holding the third letter in his hand he was not looking at it. His +eyes were fixed upon that one which was now uppermost on the heap. He +sat and stared at the envelope for an appreciable time. Then dropping +the letter which he held, he picked up this new and startling one and +carried it swiftly over to the window. Cynthia followed his movement +with her eyes, just curious, but nothing more. Her eyes indeed +travelled beyond him and noticed the sunlight in the garden, the +yellow and purple crocuses and the first of the daffodils, noticed +them with an up-springing lightness of heart. Then the stillness of +her husband's attitude caught her attention. She saw something in his +face which she had never seen there before, which she had never +thought to see there at all. He wore the look of a man quite caught +out of himself. He was as one wrapped in visions and refined by the +fires of great longings. It seemed to her that she saw a man whose +eyes, brimful of light, looked upon the Holy Grail. + +He turned back to her. He brought her the letter still unopened and +placed it in her hands. Cynthia received it as though written upon its +cover she would read the revelation of his secret. Yet she saw nothing +but a soiled envelope with a foreign stamp. She gazed up at her +husband mystified. + +"Look at the stamp, Cynthia!" said Rames in a queer voice. + +Cynthia looked. It wore the head familiar to English people. But the +lettering about the head was strange. She spelled it out. + +"Rexland." + +With a start she turned to him. "That is the country you discovered." + +"Yes. A stamp was struck to commemorate my discovery of it." + +"A stamp?" cried Cynthia. "Wait a minute, Harry! You once spoke of a +stamp to me before. Yes, on the morning of the day when you were to +deliver your speech--the speech which failed. It was this stamp of +which you were speaking?" + +"Yes." + +"You remembered it on that morning, even when your thoughts were full +of the speech you were going to deliver." + +"I remembered it by accident," he said sharply. "I can't think why. It +had been out of my thoughts for so long. Yet it was that stamp." His +voice softened. "It is issued by the post-office--for a penny. Just +think of it! A penny stamp brings a letter from the Antarctic seas to +us here in Warwickshire." + +"Mr. Hemming sent it?" + +"Without a doubt. When he came to see me in London fifteen months ago, +he told me that if I intended to go out again he would not use my +harbor." + +Harry was standing just behind his wife. Cynthia was not looking at +him any longer. But she was listening with a curious intentness as +though the words which he spoke were of less importance to her than +the accent with which he spoke them. She put questions to him to make +yet more sure of it. + +"And you gave him permission!" + +"Of course. I had not the right to refuse it. I was never going +South again. Nothing was further from my thoughts. I told him to +use not only my harbor, but the depots of food I had made along my +sledge-route from the harbor toward the Pole." + +"You think that he reached the harbor?" + +"I am sure of it. Otherwise he would not have used this stamp. He must +have wintered there. I did not think that he would reach it before +winter closed in upon him. The summer last year must have been very +late." + +Cynthia nodded her head. + +"Yes." + +Her attention was relaxed. Harry Rames had been striving to keep from +his voice any note of regret, to speak in the ordinary level tone +suitable to a matter of only ordinary interest. But in spite of his +efforts he was not sure that he had succeeded. Cynthia handed to him +the letter. He took it and turned it over in his hand. + +"He has had time since he wintered in that harbor. One summer would be +enough. He may have done it--if his dogs lived. There's always that +condition. If his dogs lived! Mine didn't. Perhaps--perhaps--" He +broke off abruptly and thrust the letter back into Cynthia's hand. + +"You open it! You can tell me what he says." + +Harry Rames walked again to the window and stood with his back to the +room. Cynthia's eyes followed him and travelled past him once more to +the garden. She was sure that she would never forget those daffodils +and the purple crocuses waving in the sunlight for one day as long as +she lived. A minute ago she had noticed them; now she noticed them +again; and within that minute had been revealed to her the great +secret Harry Rames had been at so much pains to hide. She knew her +rival now, and was appalled. "Such men are driven by a torment of +their souls." It was Harry himself who had said that. The wish came to +her, "If only this man has succeeded." She tore open the envelope. + +Harry Rames stood at the window waiting for the letter to be read to +him; and it seemed to him that he waited for an eternity. He had heard +the tearing of the envelope. The letter was open in Cynthia's hands. +Yet she did not speak a word. Rames's heart sank. + +"Then he has reached the Pole?" he asked with a studied carelessness. + +"I don't know," Cynthia replied in perplexity. + +"Read it." + +"There is nothing to read." + +Rames turned round and came swiftly toward her. + +"He must have forgotten to enclose his letter. There is nothing +but this," said Cynthia. She was holding a single blank sheet of +note-paper in her hand. She turned it over. "No, there's not a word +written anywhere. Do you understand it?" + +"Yes. He has failed." + +There was no doubt left to her of her husband's joy. The cry which +broke from his lips was not to be denied. It was a real cry of +exultation. Cynthia turned pale as she heard it. But she would not +acknowledge that she understood it, nor would she look into Harry's +face lest she should see the same exultation blazoned there. + +"Poor Hemming," said Rames. "That's bad luck. The disappointment must +have hit him hard." + +"You can understand that," said Cynthia steadily. + +"Yes. He would have written, you see, if he had taken it more lightly. +He has nothing to say. That is what his blank sheet of paper means. +That is what it must mean. Well, I must go and write to the Chamber of +Commerce, Cynthia;" and gathering up his letters he went out of the +room. + +As for Cynthia, she remembered that the North Warwickshire met that +morning at eleven o'clock four miles from the house. She rode to the +meet and followed the hounds over a good grass country flying her +hedges on a big horse which old Mr. Daventry had given to her on the +very first day when she had hunted over six years ago. It had always +been her experience that when troubles and fears overburdened her, a +hard day's hunting was her best medicine. It smoothed out the creases +of her mind, whipped up the blood in her veins, set her pulses dancing +with the joy of living and unrolled her courage like a banner. The +sunlight, the swift rush through the air, the rhythm of movement, the +keenness of the animal beneath her, the flight over hedge and ditch, +had never failed her up till now. It always seemed to her that by some +process, of which she was quite unconscious, the direct and simple +thing to do emerged from the confusion of her thoughts and shone out +unmistakably. And it shone out to-day. But she could not bring herself +to accept it. As she rode homeward through the lanes she was at her +arguments again. + +"No! With time contentment will come to him. He will be subdued to the +matter he works in. And I cannot let him go." + +Mr. Benoliel's warning obstinately confronted her. + +"One party doesn't keep the bargain or keeps it half-heartedly as an +irksome thing and day by day the separation grows more complete until +you are living with your enemy or living quite alone." + +But she would not be convinced; she battled against it. "There was a +saving clause. 'Unless on both sides there is love.' In that case a +way could be found. And on both sides there may be love." + +She had treasured up little acts of thoughtfulness on Harry Rames's +part, the merest small things which women are quick to notice and to +build upon; such as having a cloak ready for her shoulders almost +before she was aware that she was cold. She ran these trifles over in +her mind, clutching at them for proof that the longed for change was +coming--nay, perhaps had come. There had been a constant watchfulness, +a constant care for her shown by her husband during this last year. It +might be of course that a certain remorse was stirring in him--remorse +that he was only keeping his side of the bargain in the letter and not +the spirit. + +"But I cannot let him go," she insisted. The perils, the hardships, +the dangers of snow-storms and cold and shipwreck and famine which had +all seemed so trivial to her in her days of romance now loomed up +before her terrible and dark. It was no use to argue that other men +had gone that road and had come back. This one might not. She reached +her home with her distress as heavy upon her as when she had set out; +and was told that Mr. Benoliel was waiting to see her. + +She went at once into the drawing-room and gave Mr. Benoliel some tea. + +"Will you tell Mr. Rames," she said to her butler, "that Mr. Benoliel +is here." + +"He's not in the house," said Benoliel. "He's in Ludsey. I asked for +him when I heard that you were out. I am glad. For I should like to +tell you my news first." + +The butler left the room and Mr. Benoliel became at once mysterious +and omniscient. + +"Sir George Carberley is going to resign," he said. + +Cynthia looked at him in surprise. + +"The member for our division?" + +The white house was not within the borough limits of Ludsey. It stood +in the Hickleton Division of the county of Warwickshire and Sir George +Carberley, an important unit of the opposition, was Harry Rames's +representative in the House of Commons. + +"Yes," said Mr. Benoliel. "He has sat for the division for forty years +now and he is tired. He intends to resign when this session is over." + +"Are you sure?" asked Cynthia. "How do you know this?" + +"Ah!" said Benoliel with a smile. "You mustn't ask me that, Cynthia. +Indeed I am not quite sure that I ought to have told you the news at +all. But I thought that it was so important for you to know it at once +that I stretched a point of confidence." + +"Thank you," said Cynthia. "But what I don't understand is why it is +so important for us to have the news before the others?" + +"Captain Rames is on the executive of your association, isn't he?" + +"Yes." + +"Then he will have a voice in the selection of the candidate who will +fight the seat from your political point of view." + +"Of course." + +"Very well," said Mr. Benoliel. "If he has a candidate ready when the +news of the approaching resignation is published, and if that man is +willing to follow not simply the Government's policy, but also your +husband's policy as regards Devenish's land bill, don't you see what a +chance he gets? If Rames can secure the selection of his man as +candidate and then can win over the seat, he strengthens his position +with the Government enormously. He has put his views about Devenish's +bill to the test of an election, and he has won." + +"Yes, I see that," said Cynthia doubtfully. She was considering the +prospect Mr. Benoliel held out to her from a quite different point of +view. If Harry succeeded in this plan, his victory would be one more +link in the chain of obligation which bound him to his present life. +If he failed, his failure would be another disappointment weakening +it. + +"But can we win?" she cried. "The seat's supposed to be impregnable." + +"That's one of your advantages. More seats are lost by over-confidence +than by bad candidates. Besides, the mere fact that one man has held a +seat for forty years is against the probability of another man of the +same color succeeding. There are lots of people who will be ready to +say 'It's time we gave the other fellows a look-in.' Your husband has +only got to throw himself heart and soul into the fight and he will +stand a very good chance. No doubt of that." + +Cynthia reflected. "Why did you wish to tell me this news before you +told it to Harry?" she asked, bending her brows upon Mr. Benoliel in a +steady frown which had before now warned him to walk with +circumspection. + +"I wasn't quite sure," he explained, "that you would wish him now to +undertake a further obligation of political service." + +"Indeed!" said Cynthia icily. "And why shouldn't I wish it now, Mr. +Benoliel?" + +Mr. Benoliel had no intention to allow himself to be browbeaten by a +slip of a girl for whose happiness he was in a measure responsible. + +"Because, my dear Cynthia," he answered, "it has seemed to me on the +last few occasions when I have met your husband that he was feeling +the strain of a Parliamentary life. He has looked worn and tired. I +could almost fancy that he was disheartened." + +Cynthia's thoughts did Mr. Benoliel some injustice at this moment. +Certainly he was suggesting to her that his neglected warning had been +justified, that Harry's Parliamentary ambition had been a mere phase +in his life, which was now passing or had already passed. But she went +further and assumed in him a kind of triumph at the accuracy of his +diagnosis. Right underneath his sympathetic words she seemed to hear +the whisper of a question: + +"Am I not a clever man?" + +The whirr of a motor-car grew loud and ceased. Harry had returned from +Ludsey. Mr. Benoliel sat patiently in front of her, awaiting her +decision. Was he to break his news to Harry Rames or was he not? +Cynthia felt that Harry's destiny and hers were in her hands. She must +make her choice and by that choice it seemed to her they would be both +inextricably bound, their happiness or their misery allotted to them +for the whole span of their lives. + +She sat with her chin propped in the palm of her hand and her eyes +brooding darkly on Mr. Benoliel. A door was shut somewhere in the +house. She rose and pressed the bell. + +"Howard," she said to her butler, "was that Mr. Rames?" + +"Yes ma'am." + +"He is in his study I think?" + +"Yes." + +"Will you show Mr. Benoliel in to him?" And as Benoliel rose, she said +to him, "Will you come back after you have told your news? You will +have an opportunity of reconsidering your judgment. I should like to +hear whether you still think him disheartened." + +Cynthia was in her most aggrieved and stately mood. She usually was +when she knew herself to be in the wrong. She would not admit Mr. +Benoliel's sympathy or affection for her. She had an epithet for him +very near to the tip of her tongue at this moment. Mr. Benoliel was +officious. With a distant bow she dismissed him. + +She had the satisfaction half an hour later of hearing Mr. Benoliel's +complete recantation. + +"I was quite wrong, Cynthia. He was in the best of spirits. He was +elated. The look of strain had gone if it was ever there. I have been +mistaken. I am happy to admit it." + +Cynthia relaxed from her frigidity. But her satisfaction was a poor +one and had little life in it. She had merely tricked Mr. Benoliel +into the belief that his insight had been at fault. For in truth, as +she knew very well, it had never been more shrewd. What had led Mr. +Benoliel into error was his ignorance of the letter with the "Rexland" +stamp which had arrived at the white house by the morning's post. +Hemming's failure was a kind of reprieve for Harry Rames. In a sudden +revulsion he had been lifted out of his discouragement. His exultation +had remained with him all that day. Cynthia had counted upon it when +she had sent Benoliel to his study. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIV + + THE CONVICT AT THE OAR + + +A long account of Hemming's expedition, sent by a New Zealand +correspondent, appeared in one of the morning papers the next day. +Hemming had travelled a couple of hundred miles further south than +Harry Rames. Then he had been compelled to return. But it was Harry +Rames who had made it possible for him to get so far. For he used +Rames's depots of provisions and was able to save his own for the +stretch of new ice-covered country. + +Harry lighted upon the account unexpectedly when he opened his +newspaper at the breakfast table, but the moment he saw the head-line +he folded the sheets quickly again and pushed the paper away from him. +He shrank from reading it, hardly daring to trust himself, and he +began to talk over with Cynthia the names of suitable candidates for +the Hickleton Division. + +"The Whips, of course, will have a man ready who will be pledged to +swallow the whole of the Government policy, land bill and all. We must +be beforehand with them. What do you say to young Burrell, Cynthia?" + +"Sir James Burrell's son?" + +"Yes. His father is anxious that he should do something," said Harry +with a laugh. + +"But isn't he rather young and rather insignificant?" asked Cynthia. + +"Youth's a good quality in the House of Commons. The older men become +suspicious of change and want life stereotyped as it is. And young +Burrell isn't without brains. I don't say that he's a flyer, but then, +like the Government, I prefer docility to brains in my followers. I +think that I will run round to Sir James when we go back to town on +Monday." + +But though Harry Rames neglected his newspaper at the breakfast table, +he came back for it at eleven in the morning. He could keep the drawer +in his bureau locked upon his charts, but he could not quench his +fever to read the details of Hemming's expedition. For an hour he +tried to occupy himself with the business of Cynthia's estate, and +then he gave up the attempt. When and how Hemming failed, how far he +had travelled with his sledges, what new lessons were to be learnt +from his experience--here were questions which he could not silence. +He got the paper and read the account through. "The dogs gave out," he +said to Cynthia. "The dogs are the trouble. You can't carry enough +food for them and for the sledging-party as well. Of course, it's bad +luck on Hemming. But I doubt if he followed the highest traditions of +British exploration." + +"Why?" asked Cynthia. + +"He should have chosen a different base, converged upon the Pole from +a different angle, and covered ground altogether new. Then, whether he +failed or not, he would have brought back a hundred new facts of +interest to the scientist and the geographer. As it is he adds very +little I should think to our knowledge." + +Cynthia was silent for awhile after he had finished. Then she said in +a low voice, bending over some embroidery at which she was working: + +"And if you were to go back, Harry, where would you make your base?" + +"I?" + +Harry Rames sprang eagerly up. + +"Oh, I should search for a harbor a long way to the east of my old +one. At least," and he caught himself up, "I think that is what I +should do. I am speaking at random, of course. But I should at all +events have considered that possibility carefully, if I had been going +out again." + +Again a spell of silence followed upon his words and Cynthia did not +raise her eyes from her work. She was wearing a hat with a wide brim +and Harry Rames could see nothing of her face. + +"Won't you get your charts out and show me?" she asked. She had +mastered her voice so that there was no sound of effort in it. + +"I haven't got them here," said Harry, with a fine indifference. "They +are in London I believe, somewhere or other." + +Cynthia's needle stopped. + +"In London," she said. An idea had occurred to her. "Locked up?" + +"Very likely. I may have locked them up. I have done with them +altogether, you see." + +"Of course," said Cynthia. + +This time it was Harry who did not at once reply. The finality of that +"of course" brought a flush of anger into his face. He almost blamed +her for her blindness, though all his efforts aimed at keeping her +blind. + +"I will ride into Hickleton this afternoon," he said, "and make sure +that the chairman of our association has no pet candidate of his own." + +"That will be a good plan," said Cynthia; and with a glance at the +crown of that broad hat and a surprise at the obtuseness of the head +which it so effectually concealed, he went out of the room. Not until +the door was closed did Cynthia lift her face from her work. Her eyes +were brimming with tears and she let her hands lie idle on her lap +while the tears overflowed and ran down her cheeks. She was not much +given to tears, but to-day they had their way with her. She was +wretched. Their marriage had been a mistake. From first to last Mr. +Benoliel had been right, but she would not listen to him and be +warned. Even this afternoon he had accused her--for so she now looked +upon his words--with his pitiless truths. It was true that Harry was +discouraged, that his face had grown thin and worn, that despite the +brave show which he was making, he was utterly unhappy. Harry's words, +"The men who go South are driven on by a torment of their souls," +lived with her night and day. They were written in fire upon every +wall of her house. In that torment Harry Rames was now tossing and +must toss, enduring the anguish of his longing silently--just as +silently as she herself was weeping in the empty room. + +She was afraid of herself and dissatisfied with herself. Afraid, +because she had been perilously near to one wild outcry, "Since your +heart is set on it, go!" Dissatisfied, because she had stifled the +words before they were spoken, because she could not bring herself to +speak them, and never would. + +From that day a change came over her. She flung herself with a +veritable fever of energy upon those opportunities which enable a +woman to identify herself with politics. The work she had undertaken +in Ludsey, she undertook in London on a wider scale, and with +infinitely greater effort. She was elected upon the central committees +of the various women's associations connected with her husband's +party; she travelled far and wide throughout the country on the +business of organizations; she made speeches; she sought the presence +of Cabinet Ministers at her dinner-table; she lost her color, her +buoyancy. What she did was done doggedly. To go to bed each night +tired out, that was her ambition. + +"If Harry wears himself out, why should not I?" she said when any of +her friends remonstrated with her, but not one of them was allowed to +guess that the secret of all her energy was remorse. She was seeking +her rest in fatigue. For her remorse grew. Night after night Harry sat +faithfully, as he had promised to Hamlin, in his seat on the front +bench below the gangway. He took his part in the debates, he recovered +the ground which he had lost. He was once more a man marked for high +office. But it was all labor now, and unloved labor. And the strain of +it was visible. He went out and in without that happy mien of +confidence which once Cynthia had been wont to resent, but for which +she vainly hungered now. + +There was one Friday evening toward the end of June when she was +impelled to approach the dangerous subject of her own accord. She and +Harry had been dining with the Prime-Minister in Downing Street. All +that week the House had been sitting into the small hours. The +Prime-Minister himself had taken her aside and given her a warning. +They returned home soon after eleven, and as they sat over a final +cigarette in Harry's study, Cynthia could not shut her eyes to his +restlessness, the nervous flickering of his fingers, the unsteady +intonations of his voice. + +"Aren't you doing too much, Harry?" she asked. + +"Not more than you, Cynthia," he replied as he poured himself out a +whiskey and soda. + +"Much more. And women who are doing what they want to do can stand a +great deal more than men who are not." + +Harry looked across at her quickly. + +"But, of course, I am doing just what I have always planned to do, +just what you are helping me to do--just what I sought your help to +enable me to do." + +"Sure?" + +"Of course." + +Cynthia had crossed the room to his side and was standing with a hand +upon his shoulder. She was in a mood of indecision and the touch of +her hand revealed her mood to Rames. A change came over him. She felt +a tremor of his body, a sudden quickening of the muscles beneath her +hand. He became intensely expectant. She could read the question in +his mind. Was she by some wonderful inspiration going to release him +from the torment of his soul? But the mere sensation of his movement +was enough for Cynthia. She withdrew her hand. She repeated +unconsciously words which he had once used to her. + +"After all we get some fun out of it, don't we, Harry?" she said; and +Harry rose quickly from his chair. + +"We get much more out of it, Cynthia," he said with a face which had +suddenly grown very grave and tender; and the next moment she was in +his arms, held there tightly, clasped against him. Cynthia was carried +out of herself. She was swept away unexpectedly upon a swirl of +passion. + +"Harry! Oh, Harry!" she whispered in a low voice of happiness. His +right hand touched and stroked her hair. Then he tilted her chin +backward and he looked into her eyes and a smile transfigured his +face. + +"Oh, much more, Cynthia," he cried, and he bent his head and kissed +her. He put her away from him and looked her over from her delicate +feet to the fair crown of her hair. She wore a satin gown of white +with her diamonds in her hair, and a rope of pearls about her neck. + +"There! That's that!" he said, and Cynthia with a laugh and the blush +of a girl answered, "Thank you." Harry Rames lit a cigarette and +Cynthia's eyes followed each movement and followed it with +incredulity. The change so ardently longed for by her had come then? +He loved--he actually loved! + +"Since when?" she asked gently. + +"Do you remember one evening when you stood there by the door, very +wistful, and told me something about yourself which I did not know?" + +"Yes, I remember. I was unwise." + +"You were not. For it began then." + +"Really?" + +She went up to him, and he caught her hand in his and held it tightly +clasped. + +"I looked at you to-night as we sat at dinner. There was no one but +you at the dinner-table. How on earth you could have brought yourself +to marry me, I can't think." + +"I told you," said Cynthia, "I was afraid," and there was a note of +exultation in the confession as though now at last she was freed from +fear. Harry Rames lifted her suddenly from the ground and held her +close to him. She hung inert in his arms. + +"That's over," he said. + +"Quite." + +"I love you, Cynthia." + +Cynthia threw her head back and closed her eyes, giving to him her +face, her throat. + +"I wanted to hear you say that," she whispered. He carried her over to +the sofa and laid her down. + +For a week or two after that evening Cynthia walked in a dream. The +great trouble which had weighed upon her thoughts incessantly was +altogether gone. Mr. Benoliel had been right in his conjectures. He +must still be right, she reasoned. He had foreseen the trouble +accurately. "You will be living with your enemy or living quite +alone." But he had added a saving clause. If on both sides there was +love, then salvation would be found. Cynthia did not enquire very +deeply into Mr. Benoliel's meaning. The salvation would come +automatically, following upon love. She was content to think that and +she walked in a world of roses as in the days of her girlhood in the +estancia before James Challoner had come to claim her. + +But after a fortnight she waked from her dream. Life was different: it +was intensified. There was a little more sunlight on a sunny day, a +little more sparkle in the summer, one walked to music. But the +trouble was not gone, in spite of the fact that on both sides there +was love. For with love, contentment had not come to Harry Rames. He +watched himself, but she watched him closer and she knew. His sleep +grew disturbed. The torment of his soul was not appeased. Daily he +became more and more the convict at the oar. There grew up between +them a loving enmity. + +A morning came in the middle of July when to Cynthia the strain became +intolerable. She was riding under the trees in the Row. It was not yet +half-past nine and the air was still fresh with the dews of the night. +A light haze hung near to the ground, the sunlight touched the green +alleys of trees to gold, and far off across the Park soldiers were +marching to the drums and fifes. She had reached the cross-road which +leads to the Albert Gate when an impulse seized her. Mr. Brook was +riding at her side, dilating enthusiastically on the importance of +their group in the House of Commons, while Cynthia from time to time +said mechanically "yes," and again "yes," and wished with her whole +heart that all the bores in London would not take their exercise at +half-past nine in the morning. Mr. Brook was in full swing when +Cynthia abruptly reined in her horse. + +"Good-by," she said, "I am afraid I have something I must do," and to +Mr. Brook's astonishment she turned and cantered quickly back to Hyde +Park Corner. Thence she rode to Grosvenor Square, gave her horse to +her groom, and burst into Mr. Benoliel's dining-room where he sat +breakfasting delicately amidst his silver and flowers. She waved the +butler from the room and sat down at the table at right-angles to Mr. +Benoliel. + +"I am very unhappy," she said. "I was riding in the Park. It seemed +ridiculous to be unhappy on a day like this. Yet I am. So I put my +pride in my pocket." + +She spoke with a kind of petulance, like one aggrieved and surprised +at the contrariness of things. But Mr. Benoliel recognized that her +distress was very real. His face clouded over; he laid his hand upon +her arm. + +"Have some breakfast, Cynthia." + +"Food!" cried Cynthia in contempt. Then she changed her tone. "Well, I +haven't had any breakfast. Perhaps--yes." + +She was a girl with a healthy appetite and very unhappily she ate a +big breakfast. + +"Now light a cigarette and tell me about it." + +He pushed over a silver box lined with cedar wood from which Cynthia +took a cigarette. She tapped the end upon the table and lighted it. +Mr. Benoliel's cigarettes were famous for their freshness and the +delicacy of their aroma. Cynthia inhaled the tobacco and was a little +comforted. + +"No," she said. "I can't tell you all about it. I just want to ask you +a question." + +"Yes?" + +"You remember the warning you gave me at Culver when you didn't know +that I was married?" + +"Quite well," said Mr. Benoliel regretfully. "It came too late." + +"I am glad that it came too late," Cynthia observed quietly. "For I +might have taken it." + +Mr. Benoliel looked perplexed. + +"Yet you are unhappy, Cynthia?" + +"Very. None the less I wouldn't go back. But I don't want you to ask +me questions. I will tell you at once that you were right--quite right +up to a point. And the happiness both of Harry and myself depends upon +your being right all through." + +Mr. Benoliel's eyes flashed into life. + +"There is a chance then?" + +"Oh yes! If you are right." + +"Let me hear!" + +Cynthia put her question. + +"What did you exactly mean when you said that even if the change you +feared should come and some latent ambition should spring to life and +snatch him back, separation need not follow, provided that on both +sides there was love?" + +A gravity overspread Benoliel's face. + +"I meant, my dear, that sooner or later," he said gently, "after much +tribulation, much revolt, one of the two will make the necessary +sacrifice, and will make it whole-heartedly." + +Cynthia was silent for a little while. + +"Yes," she said at last in a low voice. "Of late I have begun to think +that that is what you meant." + +She dropped her cigarette upon a plate and rose. "Thank you, Mr. +Benoliel," she said, and she walked with a trailing step to the door. +At the door she paused. + +"And is it always the woman who must make the sacrifice?" she asked; +and Mr. Benoliel lost in a moment all that second-hand aspect of the +dilettante which habitually cloaked him. + +"Always," he said, with a ringing gravity of voice. "That is the law +of the world, and neither man nor woman shall change it." + +Cynthia opened the door and went out. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXV + + THE LITTLE BIT EXTRA + + +Yet that August when Parliament had risen, Harry Rames and Cynthia +were cruising in the Solent and no word had been spoken by her to +remedy their trouble. It was Cynthia who had proposed this holiday and +Harry had fallen in with her plan eagerly. They had chartered a small +steam yacht of a hundred tons. Rames navigated the boat himself and +slipping their moorings one afternoon, they left Cowes behind them and +steamed away through the north channel of the Shingles to Poole. +Cynthia had ceased to wrestle with herself. She was content to lie in +her deck chair and put into and out of the harbors of the West. + +"This shall be the perfect holiday," she had said. "Whatever the +future may hold for us, we will have this month together without +visitors, without any shadows." + +They were tossed in Portland race; they steamed across the West Bay +over a sea smooth and bright as a steel mirror. They dropped their +anchor at Dartmouth. They rounded the Start on the next day and +crossed the Bar of Salcombe harbor under the shadow of Bolt Head on +just such an evening of sunset as that which the poet fixed in a few +lines of deathless verse. Cynthia stood with her arm through Harry's, +as very slowly with the lead going in the bows he set the boat over +the shallows. + +"Sunset and evening star," Cynthia quoted. + +"And one clear call for me," Harry Rames continued and abruptly broke +off like a guilty person who has spoken without thought. Cynthia +walked to the end of the bridge. After all, this cruise had made a +difference to Harry. She consoled herself by the reflection. He had +recovered something of his buoyancy of spirits since he had trodden +the planks of this little yacht and looked down from its flimsy bridge +onto its narrow deck and tapering bow. He was interested in the boat, +quick to induce her to give him of her best, and her brass shone like +a woman's ornaments. They put out from Salcombe the next day, and +keeping clear of Plymouth and Polperro and Fowey, heard the bell upon +the Manacles in the afternoon and dropped anchor between the woods of +Helford River. They stayed there for a day and made a passage thence +to Guernsey on a night of moonlight. Cynthia sat late upon the bridge +while Rames in his great-coat kept the boat upon her course. Toward +morning he came to her side and stooped over her. + +"I thought you were asleep." + +"No." + +"Aren't you tired?" + +"No." + +"You were lying so still." + +"Yes," said Cynthia. "I am storing this night up." + +The swish and sparkle of the water along the boat's sides, the rattle +of the chain as the helmsman spun the wheel, the quiet orders of her +husband, the infinite peace of sky and sea, and the yacht like a jewel +hung between them, were indeed to dwell long in Cynthia's memories. +For their holiday was at an end. A sailor was sent ashore at Guernsey +for the ship's letters and he brought them on board whilst Harry and +Cynthia were at breakfast in the deck cabin. There was one for Rames +with the Hickleton postmark stamped upon the envelope. Harry tore it +open reluctantly. + +"Carberley has resigned," he said. "There will be a meeting of the +executive on Friday night to adopt young Burrell." + +Cynthia looked out across the harbor. + +"We ought to go back, oughtn't we?" she said slowly. + +Harry glanced at his letter. + +"It is not expected that the election will take place for five weeks," +he answered. + +Cynthia shook her head. + +"We shall want all that time, Harry." Then she cried with a sudden +vehemence. "You have got to win this fight, Harry. So much hangs on it +for you and me." + +"I know, Cynthia," he answered. + +"More than you know." + +Harry rose from his chair. + +"I'll give orders. We will steam back to Southampton at once. But it's +a pity, isn't it? Old Carberley might have waited for another month. I +am sorry." + +"So am I," said Cynthia. Her eyes had wandered from him and were once +more fixed upon the shipping in the harbor. Her face had grown white. +"More sorry than you can know." + +A little white dinghy, gay with a sailor in a white jersey and a red +cap, was just leaving the side of a big yacht moored across the water. +The picture of that little boat was fixed for life in Cynthia's +recollections. It had nothing to do with her, she never knew who +sailed in the yacht, or on what business the boat put off to shore. +But the picture of it was vivid to her long after important memories +had grown altogether dim. + + +The fight for the Hickleton Division was memorable in the political +history of that year. From first to last it was Rames's fight. The +candidate was young, and a halting speaker, and unknown to the +constituency. But he lived in Rames's house and when he appeared upon +a platform he appeared with Rames at his side. When he spoke he +uttered the words which Rames had prepared, and when he had finished +Rames was on his legs to fill up the deficiencies and whip the +assembly to a fire of enthusiasm. From the great guns of his own party +no assistance came. Indeed, most of them would have been well pleased +had the seat not been won. For in the forefront of his programme Mr. +William Burrell put hostility to the land bill. The two men left the +white house early in the morning to return there late at night. For +five weeks the lights of Rames's motor flashed on the hedges of the +country roads in Warwickshire, and the constituency was won. The +result was declared at noon, and half an hour later Mr. William +Burrell, M.P., a slim, fair young gentleman with a small gift of +flippancy, made his one memorable speech in the big room of the club. + +"Gentlemen," he said, "the British public, as a whole, is indifferent +to politics. It wakes up to be sure at the time of an election. But if +I were asked to define politics in relation to the British public I +should define it as a spasm of pain recurring once in every four or +five years. What, then, is it which arouses the enthusiasm of which I +am a witness? What is it which achieves these triumphs? Need I say? It +is personality. Character--that's what you want in public life--and +now, gentlemen, you have got it." + +The speech was received with a very tornado of laughter. Rames turned +to his wife who sat by him on the little raised platform at the end of +the room. + +"I told you he wasn't a fool," he said, and Mr. Arnall, who had come +over from Ludsey, cried out with a chuckle of delight that he had now +a companion speech to match the famous one of Taylor the democrat. + +"You won't go back to London until to-morrow, will you?" said Rames to +young Burrell. "It's best not to hurry away the moment you've won the +seat." + +They returned accordingly to the white house, and when the two men +were left by Cynthia to their wine after dinner, Rames turned +inquisitively to his guest. + +"I have noticed a change in you, Burrell, during these five weeks. You +came into the contest as though it was a joke, didn't you?" + +"Yes, I did," said Burrell, blushing. + +"And though you laughed at it again to-day, as a matter of fact it +ceased to be a joke very quickly." + +Burrell agreed. "Very quickly." + +Rames fetched a box of cigars from the sideboard. + +"Now light a cigar," he said, "and tell me just as clearly as you can +what brought about the change, and what this election really means to +you." + +Mr. William Burrell, M.P., shied at the proposal. + +"Oh, I say, Rames," he began, but Rames cut him short. + +"I really want to hear," he said earnestly. "I ask for a particular +reason." + +Burrell lit his cigar. The contest had impressed him deeply. But like +most men he was shy of revealing any strength of feeling. The eager +eyes of Rames, however, kept him to his task. He looked back over the +five weeks, gathering up his little sheaf of recollections. + +"What remains in my mind," he said with hesitation, "is not the +excitement, nor the applause, is not the difficulty of making speeches +about subjects with which one is not half acquainted, nor the fear +of being asked questions for which one has no reply ready, but +something quite different. It is the memory of little bare raftered +school-rooms, hot with gas-light, crowded with white faces, faces so +hopeful, so--intolerably hopeful--the faces of people who look +confidently to candidates and Parliaments for so much more than it +seems to me Parliaments and candidates can ever do." + +"Ah!" said Rames curiously. "You felt that too. I remember that I +did." + +Burrell leaned forward. + +"Did you too, though you shouted yourself hoarse with the rest, feel a +little ashamed?" + +Rames reflected. "No," he said; "never." Then he added with a smile, +"but I think I should now." + +"I did," said Burrell. "There were times when I wanted to stop my +speech in the middle and cry out, 'Don't look at me with such high +hopes. It's no use! It's no use!' But I held my tongue. For there's +always the little that governments can do. That's the consolation, +isn't it?" Burrell was finding it easier to speak out his thoughts +now. The false shame with which he had begun had quite left him. His +words tumbled out hot from his soul. The strangely curious, almost +envious, look with which Harry Rames, his tutor and leader, waited +upon him encouraged and urged him on. + +"The fight, the excitement, the victory--oh yes, they are worth +having, even though one owes them to another, just as I owe them, +Captain Rames, to you. But now, after the victory, there's still the +little which can be done; and there's still the memory of the raftered +school-rooms, the hot gas-light, and the rows of eager, hopeful, +pallid faces to help one on to do it." + +He stopped and leaned back in his chair. The shame of a young man who +has let his tongue wag before his elders and masters seized hold upon +him. + +"But why did you lead me on to talk this sort of blatter to you?" he +asked in an aggrieved voice. "All that I have just learnt you knew +long since." + +Harry Rames shook his head. + +"Your opposition to Devenish's land bill shows it," Burrell insisted. +"Oh, we'll have a real policy of land reform, not an act of revenge." + +Harry Rames leaned across the corner of the table toward young +Burrell. To the youth's eyes he looked at this moment extraordinarily +haggard and old. + +"I'll tell you, Burrell, why I asked my question. I wanted to +recapture from you if I could something of a man's enthusiasm at his +first political victory." + +Burrell looked at his leader with astonishment. Of the man of fire who +had blazed through the constituency from corner to corner with clear +ringing phrases and an inexhaustible good-humor there was now nothing +left. He was burnt out. He sat with brooding eyes and a white face all +fallen into despair. The tale of his years was suddenly written large +upon him. Burrell had wit enough to understand that fatigue did not +explain the change. A mask was withdrawn; he saw misery like a cancer. +Rames sat and betrayed himself like a man in his cups. + +"You tell me you felt ashamed in the school-rooms. I never knew +anything of such shame. To win, to win, to win! That was all I thought +about. That was all the desire I felt. That was what I hoped you would +help me to recapture to-night. But you haven't helped." + +Rames's eyes dwelt angrily upon his colleague. + +"No. You have made me feel ashamed too." Then his face relaxed and he +added in a friendlier voice: "I believe that I have helped you--really +helped you. Oh, not to win a seat in the House of Commons. That's +nothing to be so proud about. But to find your vocation." + +"Where you have found yours," said Burrell firmly. + +"Not a bit of it," said Rames, and then he woke from his moodiness to +a savage outburst of contempt. "Oh, I am going on with it. Don't be +alarmed, Burrell. I'll lead you. We'll put up a fight. We'll make the +fur fly. Very possibly we'll pull the whole Government down with a +run. But--" and drawing his chair nearer to the youth he changed his +tone. "I'll tell you the truth about the House of Commons. It's the +place where the second-rate gets the finest show in the world. In no +walk of life does second-rate intellect reap so high a reward or meet +with such great esteem. But it won't lift you to the very top. Nor +will first-rate intellect either. Remember that!" + +"What will then?" asked Burrell in perplexity, and Harry Rames +shrugged his shoulders. + +"The little bit extra. Character, perseverance! I don't know. +Something anyway. It's the same everywhere now. There are too many +clever people about. Faith in a cause, I think will do it. That's why +the sentimentalists do so much harm in public affairs. They get their +way, because they believe. They are not playing the political game. +Cleverness is twelve for a penny nowadays. To get up to the top you +must have the little bit extra. Now in the sphere of politics I +haven't got it. I don't say office is out of my reach. It isn't. I +have been offered it. I have refused it. But I haven't got the little +bit extra. Outside politics--in quite another sphere--I believe I +have. But that's all done with. I was warned when I went into +politics--warned by a shrewd, wise man. But I wouldn't listen, and so +some day amongst the second-rate Right Honorables half a dozen lines +will announce my death in the _Times_." + +Young Burrell had no great experience of the intenser emotions, and +the bitterness with which Rames spoke appalled him. He saw a man in +torture, and he listened to a cry of pain grown intolerable. Then in a +second all was changed again. Rames was on his feet replacing the +stoppers in the decanters, taking the shades from off the candles, +performing the little conventional acts of a host in his dining-room. +The chasm in the ordinary level surface of things which had yawned for +a moment and given Burrell a glimpse of the pit where misery gnawed +had closed up. + +"We will join my wife," said Rames. He stopped at the door. + +"Were you ever at Toulon?" + +"No." + +"There's a statue on the quay there, at the water's edge, overlooking +the harbor. A great bronze figure, extraordinarily alert, with a light +upon its forehead, the Genius of the Sea. And on the open pages of a +bronze book in the front of the pedestal, the names of the great +sailors are engraved. Cook and the rest of them. The list ends with +D'Urville, I remember. I only saw the statue once. My father showed it +to me when I was a boy. I don't suppose that I have ever thought of it +until to-day." He repeated softly as though speaking to himself: + +"Yes the list ends with D'Urville." Then he roused himself. "Bring +your cigar in. Cynthia doesn't mind. By the way," and a smile of +tenderness transfigured his face, "not a word of this to her. She +thinks I am going to be a great man. She's wrong, but I don't want her +to know before she needs must." Burrell consented at once. He followed +Rames from the room with all joy in his victory quite overcast. He +looked beyond the surprising revelations of his host and obtained a +glimpse into a new side of life. He was the spectator of one of +the grim comedies of marriage. Here was the wife--so it seemed to +him--believing joyfully in the great destiny of her husband; and the +husband laboring in torment to sustain her belief, while all the while +he knew that his destiny was thwarted and that the true current of his +life ran through other fields. + +They went along the passage into the drawing-room. It was a warm night +of September and the windows stood open upon the garden. Cynthia was +not in the room. Harry stepped out onto the lawn. The night was dark +and he could see no one. But the light in the drawing-room had +revealed him as he stepped out, and whilst he was standing peering +into the darkness Cynthia came softly over the grass to his side. + +"You'll catch cold," he said. "The dew's heavy." + +Cynthia took his arm. "Hush," she said. "Listen!" and through the +still air the chimes of the great clock in Ludsey steeple floated with +a silvery and melodious sound to their ears. A tune was struck out by +the bells, then another. + +"I heard that," said Cynthia in a whisper, "on the night my father +died. I was sitting alone with him in the darkness while his life +drifted away. It was winter." + +Harry put his arm about her and pressed her to his side. + +"I heard them again," she continued, "one night when I was waiting for +you to telephone to me, Harry. Do you remember?" + +"Yes." + +"I waited a long time for you that night, Harry," and there was a +catch in her voice. "Ludsey chimes have meant very much to us. Let us +hear them out!" + +They stood together in the darkness until the last distant note had +died away. It seemed to Rames that Cynthia listened as though she were +taking a farewell of them. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXVI + + THE TELEGRAM + + +Harry Rames and Cynthia travelled up to London the next day. Cynthia +was restless and excited. + +"Let us dine at a restaurant and go to a theatre, Harry," she said. "I +can't sit still and stay at home to-night." + +"Very well. What shall we go and see?" + +"Oh, something with bright colors and movement and music." + +But there ran through the piece she chose a melody of a haunting +wistfulness and Harry Rames, happening to glance at his wife in the +darkness of the auditorium, saw that the tears were raining silently +down her cheeks. + +"What's the matter, Cynthia?" he asked in a whisper. + +Cynthia smiled at him through her tears and laid a hand upon his arm. + +"Hush!" she answered. "It's all right, Harry." + +As the curtain descended at the end of the act she said, "Let us go +now quickly, do you mind? Before the lights are turned up." + +They were, fortunately, near to the end of their row of stalls, and +they were able to slip out while the curtain was still ascending and +descending upon the lighted stage, and the auditorium still dark. +Rames left Cynthia in the lobby while he went in search of his +carriage. When he returned he found her standing with her face +carefully turned to the wall in front of a commonplace engraving, +which seemed to be demanding from her the most meticulous study. + +"Have you found it?" she asked, and she hurried with him across the +pavement. "Let us go home, Harry. It was nothing except nerves. I was +stupid. We have been doing a good deal lately, haven't we?" + +"That's all right, Cynthia. You poor little girl," said Rames as he +crossed her cloak over her throat. He knew her too well to make the +mistake of plying her with questions, and they drove to their home in +silence. + +"You had better go to bed, Cynthia," he said. "I'll send your maid to +you." + +"No. I am all right now," she answered. "I have something to say, +Harry." + +She went forward to his study--that room with the mahogany panels +where both had faced the hardest crises of their lives, had known the +worst of their sorrows, the sweetest of their joys. Harry followed +her, turned on the lights, and closed the door. Cynthia was already +standing by the fireplace with a foot upon the fender; and she +shivered as though she were cold. + +"Yes, it's chilly," said Rames. "Ill light the fire." + +He struck a match and set light to the paper. The wood crackled, the +flames spurted up. Cynthia threw off her cloak and, crouching before +the fire, warmed herself. Harry Rames drew up an arm-chair for her. + +"Won't you sit here, Cynthia, and be comfortable?" he asked, and his +voice seemed to rouse her from a gloomy contemplation. She stood up +and walked over to his bureau. + +Harry's eyes followed her movements closely. With a growing +consternation he saw her grasp the handles of a locked drawer and try +to open it. + +"What do you keep in here, Harry?" she asked. + +"Oh, some old forgotten things." + +"Your charts?" + +"My word, yes. I believe they are there," he said with an air of +surprise. + +"Will you show them to me?" Cynthia asked. "I should like to see +them." + +"I don't know where the key is. It's lost." + +"Are you sure?" + +"For all the chance I have of finding it, dear, it might just as well +be at the bottom of the Serpentine." + +Harry had not moved away from the fireplace. Cynthia, her back toward +him, had been playing with the brass handles of the locked drawer. Now +she swung round suddenly. Often she had wondered what errand had taken +him from the house at one o'clock of the morning after she had +revealed her heart to him in this very room. Now she guessed the +truth. It was on that night that he had begun to build up his dykes +against the encroachments of his longings. She faced him; her eyes +burned steadily upon his face, thoughtful, but betraying nothing of +her thoughts. + +"Yes," she said, "I suppose it might as well be in the Serpentine." +She turned again to the drawer. + +"A knife will open it easily, Harry." + +Harry Rames moved uncomfortably. + +"It had better be left alone, Cynthia," he said. But she insisted and, +opening a blade of his knife, he went reluctantly across the room to +her side. + +"It is your wish, Cynthia. You will remember that?" he said gravely. +"For myself I would much rather that it should never be unlocked until +both of us are dead." + +Cynthia showed no surprise at the gravity of his voice. But now she +too paused. "There is still time," she was saying to herself in +feverish trouble of mind, though her face was calm. "There is still +time. He is giving me my chance--my last chance." Her eyelids were +lowered over her eyes and she glanced at him under the thick lashes. + +"You are afraid to open it, Harry?" + +"Yes, I am afraid." + +It was not merely the outrush of old and overwhelming memories which +he dreaded. But that locked drawer had become to him a symbol of his +own self-mastery. So long as it remained locked, and no longer, he +would dominate his torments and be the captain of his soul. For so +long he would keep locked a frail door against his yearnings. Cynthia, +in a voice so faltering and low that it was hardly audible, said: + +"Still I should like it opened." + +"Very well." + +She stood with her fingers clenched upon her palms whilst Harry +inserted the blade of his knife in the chink of the drawer, ran it +along until it touched the lock, and then forced apart the fastenings. +There was a crack as of splintering wood. Harry Rames replaced his +knife in his pocket, pulled out the drawer, and carried it over to his +writing-table. + +"There it is," he said, moving away from it to the fireplace. Cynthia +bent over the drawer and turned on the light of a reading lamp which +stood upon the table. + +"This is your own chart upon the top, Harry?" + +"Yes. It is the last one, you see. Hemming may be bringing back +another." + +"Will you show me exactly the point you reached?" + +It seemed to Harry as if she was bent on trying him to the last point +of endurance. + +"It is marked there quite plainly, Cynthia," he said. + +Cynthia leaned over the drawer--for a long time. Harry Rames was quite +surprised at the closeness of her scrutiny. It was so long since she +had shown any interest in his journey or indeed in anything except his +political career. As a matter of fact, Cynthia saw of that map nothing +but a blur: for her eyes were dim with tears, and she bent so low over +its configurations simply because in that attitude her face was +hidden. + +She moved. + +"What is this?" + +She took up a brown package, tied up with string, which lay in a +corner of the drawer. + +"I don't know," said Rames with a puzzled face. "I have forgotten." + +"May I open it?" + +"Of course." + +Cynthia cut the string and, one after another, perhaps a score of +brown telegraph envelopes slipped out in a cascade and fell upon the +table in front of her. + +"Telegrams," she said curiously. "Unopened, too! Oh, Harry!" this with +a mocking laugh of reproach. Then she looked at the address of one of +the telegrams. It ran: + + + Rames, + S. S. Perhaps, + Tilbury Docks. + + +As she read her face changed. There came a look of introspection in +her dark, wide-open eyes. She swept back in her thoughts over the +course of years and took note of the irony of things and of the +surprising changes in a life like hers which, to all the world, was +uneventful and prescribed. + +"I remember," she said. "These are the good wishes sent to you when +you started. You once told me that you never opened them." + +"I hadn't the time. We had to catch the tide out of London. We were +late getting away. I had forgotten that I had kept them all." + +"I am going to open them." + +"It is too late to answer them." + +"I wonder." + +Cynthia opened the telegrams until she came upon one about half +through the number which arrested her attention. This she spread out +before her and smiled at its phrasing. + +"Harry!" she said. + +Rames turned about. + +"Yes?" + +"Come and read this." + +He stood behind Cynthia's chair and read aloud the message still +legible upon the form. + +"Every heart-felt wish for a triumphant journey from an unknown friend +in--;" and then he stopped with an intake of his breath. "In South +America," he resumed, and so stood quite still for the space of a few +seconds. Then he leaned forward and looked at the name of the +telegraph office from which the message had been sent. + +"Daventry," he cried. + +"Yes," said Cynthia with a little laugh upon which her voice broke. +"We had a telegraph office on the estancia. We were very proud of it, +I can tell you"; and then the amusement died away from her voice, and +"oh!" she whispered in a long sigh, as she felt his arm about her. + +"You sent that! You! Cynthia! Before I knew you, before we met." + +"Yes, dear, I sent it." + +"Just think," he cried. "It reached me at Tilbury. It travelled out +with me to the South. It was in the desk in my cabin for three long +dark winters. It came back with me to England. By chance I met +you----" + +"No, not by chance, Harry," Cynthia interrupted. "I sent Mr. Benoliel +to fetch you." + +"Yes, you did," he agreed, with a laugh. "We met, and we married, and +through all these changes it has lain here unopened. Why didn't I open +it? That was conceit, Cynthia. I was haughty. I was going out to +discover the South Pole. I didn't open my telegrams." + +"But if you had opened it, Harry, you would only have laughed. For +it's just the message of a schoolgirl, isn't it? You were one of my +heroes--oh, not the only one but the latest one--I had just let you in +past the turnstile to my enchanted garden. I was seventeen on the very +day I sent it. I drove down to the office--oh in such a condition of +importance. I pictured to myself you, the unknown you, sitting in your +cabin and wondering and wondering and wondering who your little friend +was in South America. Then I drove back and"--she stopped and went on +again slowly--"yes, other things happened to me that day." She looked +down again at the telegram. "Yes, the message of a foolish and +romantic school-girl." + +"I should like to be able to think, Cynthia," said her husband, "that +I had opened it when it came." + +"But you didn't," said Cynthia, "and so--" she broke off her sentence. +She took the telegram form, folded it, and replaced it in its +envelope. She took a brush from a little bottle of gum which stood +ready upon the table by the inkstand and, smearing the inner border of +the envelope, stuck it down again. Then she stood up and turned to her +husband. "And so," she continued, "you must take it, Harry, as though +it were despatched to you by me only to-day for the first time and +delivered to you here now at midnight." + +She held out to him the telegram and he took it, gazing at her with a +look of wonder. And then hope flamed in his eyes. Cynthia turned away +abruptly. To her that swift flame of hope, of life, was almost +intolerable. + +"Then you knew," he cried. + +Cynthia nodded her head, but she kept her face averted. + +"I have known a long time," she answered in a low voice. "Ever since +the letter came to you with the Rexland stamp." + +The sound of her voice and her attitude pierced to Rames's heart. His +exultation gave way to concern. + +"I am very sorry, Cynthia," he said gently. "I tried to hide it." + +"Oh, my dear, I know you did. With all your strength you tried to hide +it. You watched yourself each minute. But," and she turned to him with +a little smile of tenderness, "I watched you closer still, and the +longing grew too big to be hidden." + +Harry Rames made no pretence to deny the truth of her words, knowing +full well that all denial would be vain. The screen was down between +them. + +"Yes," he said; "but Cynthia, I keep my bargain." + +"My dear, there is no longer any bargain between us," she answered, +"for on both sides there is love. Of that I am very sure." + +She held out her hands to him and he caught them and held her against +his breast. + +"You said you had rather that drawer was not unlocked until both of us +were dead," she whispered. "My dear, if that drawer was not to be +unlocked, we might both of us be dead at once for all the value our +lives were going to be. So you will go, you must, unless we are to be +wrecked altogether. We have been most unhappy, both of us. I, because +I thought of the dangers," and she suddenly caught him close as though +even now she dared not let him go, "and could not bring myself to make +the sacrifice and let you run the risk--you, because the call was +always in your ears. It couldn't go on. That's the truth, Harry. +Especially now that you know that your secret's no longer a secret to +me. We should grow estranged, embittered, each one thinking the other +horribly selfish. Perhaps, even hatred might come." + +"No," protested Harry. + +"Oh, yes, yes. It has come from smaller causes often enough. It might +come, Harry, and that would be terrible. I have thought it out, my +dear. All the time we were cruising down in the West I was thinking +our position over and over and over. And it seemed to me that you must +win this Hickleton election first--and then I would tell you that I +understood your great trouble and let you go. But you had to win +first. I couldn't let you go while people might be able to say that +you had gone because you had been beaten in your political ambitions. +I was too proud of you, my dear, to allow that. You must lay down your +career at a moment of success, leaving behind you a good name amongst +your colleagues and perhaps a great many regrets. But you have won the +election now, you have made good, as they say, and so, for both our +sakes, you must go." + +She drew herself out of his arms and moved away to the fire. + +"Of course it's just what I wanted when I first met you, isn't it?" +she said with a wavering effort of a laugh. "I urged you to go back +and finish your work the first time I met you--one night at the +Admiralty. Only things have changed a good deal since then, haven't +they?" + +Her voice, which had been steady up till now, broke, and with a sob +she suddenly hid her face in her hands. "Oh, Harry," she cried as +though her heart was breaking, and he hurried to her, exclaiming: + +"Cynthia, I am a brute. I can't leave you here for three years alone." + +She held him off with her arm outstretched, dreading lest she should +weaken and take her advantage of his remorse and so have to go through +all this heart-rending renunciation again at some future time. + +"You won't, Harry," she said, drying her eyes with her handkerchief. +"I have thought it all out. My father asked me on his death-bed not to +desert the Daventry estancia altogether. He loved it so himself that +he did not wish to think that he would die and that no one of his own +people would ever see it again and make sure that all was going well +with it. And here's the opportunity. While you go down to the +Antarctic I will go back to the Daventry estancia. I couldn't live +here day after day with you away amidst the storms and the snow. There +I shall be able to. I will have the estancia to look after. When will +you go?" + +"Not so very soon, Cynthia, after all," he said. "It will take me a +year before the preparations are complete. Besides, there's the money +to be raised." + +Cynthia raised her shoulders in a gesture of reproach. + +"Oh, Harry! There's no trouble about the money, of course." + +Rames stared at her. "Cynthia," he cried. "You'll help?" + +"More than help, Harry," she answered. "You see I let you go--yes. I +even bid you go--yes. But I mean to have my share, my dear, in +whatever you do. I mean that you shall carry something of me, +something more than a telegram this time, to your farthest South." + +Rames sat down in a chair by the side of the fire close to where she +stood. He gazed into the flames in silence. With all gentleness and +love she was heaping coals of fire upon his head. Every look, every +word she spoke, confessed the deep pain which he was causing her. She +was brave, but through the curtain of her bravery her fear and anguish +shone. He spoke as a man will who is smitten by his conscience. + +"I am very sorry, Cynthia. When I asked you to marry me I had no +suspicion that any longing could get so strong a hold on me. I once +told you carelessly that men were driven out upon these expeditions by +the torment of their souls. I said that knowing it only by hearsay and +by the plain proof of it which they show in what they have written. +Now I know it--here," and he struck his breast above his heart. "Yes, +I have got to go if I am ever to have peace. But I am sorry, Cynthia." + +His voice trailed off into silence and Cynthia laid a hand upon his +head and stroked his hair. "I know," she said, "I know." + +"All that I thought so fine, so well worth having--the fight with +other men for mastery, the conquest with what conquest would +bring--power and rule and governing--it's extraordinary how completely +all desire for it has vanished out of me!" he continued. "Do you +remember the account I gave you of my maiden speech?" + +"Yes." + +Cynthia's hand had gone to her breast, but her voice was steady. + +"There was a fragment of time when the world went blank, when I lost +the thread of my speech, and stood dumb. A fragment of time so short +that it wasn't noticeable to any one in the House except myself." + +"Yes." + +"Well, these three years of politics seem to me just such an +unnoticeable interruption of my real life. The fight which I revelled +in appears to me now a squabble made ignoble with intrigues, bitter +with mean disappointments, the victory not worth the fight. No doubt I +am wrong. I went into the House of Commons, you see, without ideas," +and Cynthia started at the word so familiar to her fancies. "Now I +have one, a big one, and it has mastered me." + +And so Harry Rames passed at last through the turnstile into Cynthia's +private garden. But it was in accordance with the irony of their lives +that she wished with every drop of her blood that he had remained +outside. + +"I long for simple things, not shifts and intrigues and bitterness; +the gray mists on glaciers; the day's journey over the snow, with its +wind ridges and its storms; the hard, lean life of it all; the fight, +not with men, but with enormous things of nature, some dangerous, some +serene, but, whether dangerous or serene, wholly indifferent." He +gazed for a little while into the fire, seeking in the analysis of his +emotions his apologia. + +"I think, Cynthia," he continued, "that once a man has gone far into +the empty spaces of the earth, he has the mark of them upon him. +Voices call from them over all the leagues of all the seas and need no +receivers at the end." + +"Yes," said Cynthia, and once more her memories travelled back to the +death-bed of old Daventry in the dark room of the white house. He had +given her reasons for his great love of his estancia on the wide +plains of Argentina. But there had been another reason, she +remembered, which his failing wits had not allowed his tongue to +formulate. Cynthia had often wondered what that reason was. She had no +doubt that her husband had explained it now. "Yes, my father also +heard those voices." + +After a short silence Harry Rames reached out his hand and took hers. + +"I think, my dear," he said gently, "that things would have been +different, that I should not have wanted to go, had we been fortunate +enough to have children--" and with a cry Cynthia turned to him +fiercely. + +"No, no!" she exclaimed. "During this hour, for the first time, I have +been thanking God we had no children. For if we had, you would still +have wanted to go just as much as you do now, and that I could not +have borne." + +Harry had no answer for her outburst. In his heart he knew that what +she had said was true. He sat in silence, his eyes upon the fire and +her hand in his; and a moment or two later she dropped upon her knees +at his side. + +"But oh, Harry, come back to me!" she cried. "You must go I know. +That's the way things happen. But oh, come back to me." + + + + + CHAPTER XXXVII + + THE LAST + + +At nine o'clock on a morning of July during the next year an auxiliary +barquentine of four hundred and fifty tons steamed westward with the +tide past the Isle of Wight. Besides the helmsman, Cynthia and Harry +Rames were upon the bridge. They stood side by side, Cynthia gripping +the rail in front of her with both of her hands. They did not speak. +The ship glided past Cowes gay with its white yachts and crowded +esplanade and rounded Gurnard Point into Newtown Bay. Cynthia looked +ahead through a blur of tears, watching for and yet dreading to see a +low square church tower stand out against the sky close to the water +in a dip of the coast-line hills. Opposite to that church the ship was +stopped and a boat was lowered. Cynthia, with Robert Brook to look +after her, was put ashore on Yarmouth pier; and the barquentine dipped +her flag and steamed on to the Needles and the open sea on its three +years' voyage. + +Robert Brook escorted Cynthia across the water to Southampton, and the +next day witnessed her departure from the docks on a steamer of the +Royal Mail for Buenos Ayres. He returned to London that afternoon, +took a solitary dinner at his club, and walked afterward to Curzon +Street. The Rames's house was all lit up, and from the open windows +music drifted out upon the summer night. Harry and Cynthia had let +their house a week before, and to-night the new residents were giving +a party. Robert Brook had an invitation and went in. He listened for +half an hour to a party of coons and then could endure no more. The +comic songs and the laughter seemed to him that night in this house a +desecration. For in the characters of Harry Rames and his wife he +chose to see something of greatness, in their lives something of +achievement. He looked about the walls. Some dark and terrible hours +must needs have been passed by both Harry and Cynthia within them +before the great resolution had been taken which had condemned her to +three years of loneliness on an estancia in South America and had +stripped him of a sure career in politics. + +Robert Brook fell into a black mood and an utter weariness with his +own life. For him season was to follow season and to find him still a +guest at the parties and the entertainments until he became old and a +bore. He envied Harry his expedition, Cynthia her sorrow. He went out +wretched and walked by instinct down Whitehall. On his way to his club +he passed the windows of the Board of Trade. These, too, were +brilliantly lit; for within the building a Cabinet Minister was +endeavoring to compose an acute struggle between artisans and their +employers. Robert Brook watched those windows; and his disgust with +his own life increased. Here again was achievement for others, not for +himself. There would never be room for him within that building, nor +within any other where the nation's administration was being done. And +his life was going; indeed, the best part of it was done. He walked on +to his own small house and let himself in with his key. The passage +was dark and the house quite silent. He stood for a while alone in the +darkness and the silence. He thought of Cynthia and Harry, of Devenish +and his colleagues, of others without eminence, but, at all events, +with wives and children. He had given up his life to the House of +Commons and the House of Commons repaid him by barely knowing his +name. 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E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley) Mason + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Turnstile + +Author: A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley) Mason + +Release Date: January 27, 2012 [EBook #38689] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE TURNSTILE *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by the Web Archive + + + + + +</pre> + +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<p class="hang1">Transcriber's Notes:<br> + +1. Page scan source:<br> +http://www.archive.org/details/turnstile00masogoog</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>THE TURNSTILE</h2> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h3>BOOKS BY A. E. W. MASON</h3> + +<h4><span class="sc">Published By</span> CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS</h4> +<hr class="W20"> +<div style="margin-left:35%; font-weight:bold"> +<p class="continue">The Broken Road. $1.50</p> +<p class="continue">At the Villa Rose. Illustrated. $1.50</p> +<p class="continue">The Turnstile. <i>net</i> $1.30</p> +</div> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h1>THE TURNSTILE</h1> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h5>BY</h5> + +<h2>A. E. W. MASON</h2> + +<h5>AUTHOR OF "FOUR FEATHERS," "RUNNING WATER,"<br> +"THE BROKEN ROAD," ETC.</h5> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h3>CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS<br> +NEW YORK :: :: :: 1912</h3> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h3><span class="sc2">Copyright, 1911, 1912, by</span><br> +CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS</h3> +<hr class="W10" style="margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt"> +<h4>Published June, 1912</h4> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> +<table cellpadding="10" style="width:90%; margin-left:5%; font-weight:bold"> +<colgroup><col style="width:10%; text-align:right; vertical-align:top"><col style="width:90%"></colgroup> +<tr> +<td><span class="sc2">Chapter</span></td> +<td> </td> +</tr><tr> +<td>I.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_01" href="#div1_01">The Swinging of a Chandelier.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>II.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_02" href="#div1_02">Of an Earthquake and James Challoner.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>III.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_03" href="#div1_03">Challoner's Pilgrimage.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>IV.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_04" href="#div1_04">Cynthia's Birthday.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>V.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_05" href="#div1_05">The Reaper.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>VI.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_06" href="#div1_06">A Visitor at the Estancia.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>VII.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_07" href="#div1_07">Both Sides of the Door.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>VIII.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_08" href="#div1_08">The Flight.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>IX.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_09" href="#div1_09">Robert Daventry Explains.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>X.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_10" href="#div1_10">Mr. Benoliel.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XI.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_11" href="#div1_11">A Man on the Make.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XII.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_12" href="#div1_12">Lungatine.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XIII.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_13" href="#div1_13">The Night Before the Poll.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XIV.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_14" href="#div1_14">Colonel Challoner's Memory.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XV.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_15" href="#div1_15">The Mayor and the Man.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XVI.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_16" href="#div1_16">Words Over the Telephone.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XVII.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_17" href="#div1_17">A Refusal.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XVIII.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_18" href="#div1_18">A Maiden Speech.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XIX.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_19" href="#div1_19">And a Proposal.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XX.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_20" href="#div1_20">At Culver.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXI.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_21" href="#div1_21">Mr. Benoliel's Warning.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXII.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_22" href="#div1_22">And an Instance to Enforce It.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXIII.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_23" href="#div1_23">Cynthia on the House.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXIV.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_24" href="#div1_24">The Man Who Had Walked in the Road.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXV.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_25" href="#div1_25">Colonel Challoner's Revolt.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXVI.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_26" href="#div1_26">The Picture at Bramling.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXVII.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_27" href="#div1_27">Devenish Replies.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXVIII.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_28" href="#div1_28">Wireless.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXIX.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_29" href="#div1_29">In the Ladies' Gallery.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXX.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_30" href="#div1_30">The Letter.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXXI.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_31" href="#div1_31">M. Poizat Again.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXXII.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_32" href="#div1_32">The Call.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXXIII.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_33" href="#div1_33">A Letter from Abroad.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXXIV.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_34" href="#div1_34">The Convict at the Oar.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXXV.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_35" href="#div1_35">A Little Bit Extra.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXXVI.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_36" href="#div1_36">The Telegram.</a></span></p></td> +</tr><tr> +<td>XXXVII.</td> +<td><p class="hang1"><span class="sc"><a name="div1Ref_37" href="#div1_37">The Last.</a></span></p></td> +</tr></table> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>THE TURNSTILE</h2> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h1>THE TURNSTILE</h1> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER I</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_01" href="#div1Ref_01">THE SWINGING OF A CHANDELIER</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">At the first glance it looked as if the midnight chimes of a clock in +an old city of the Midlands might most fitly ring in this history. But +we live in a very small island, and its inhabitants have for so long +been wanderers upon the face of the earth that one can hardly search +amongst them for the beginnings of either people or events without +slipping unexpectedly over the edge of England. So it is in this +instance. For, although it was in England that Captain Rames, Mr. +Benoliel, Cynthia, the little naturalized Frenchman, and the rest of +them met and struggled more or less inefficiently to express +themselves; although, too, Ludsey, the old city, was during a period +the pivot of their lives; for the beginnings of their relationship one +with another, it is necessary to go further afield, and back by some +few years. One must turn toward a lonely estancia in the south-west of +Argentina, where, on a hot, still night of summer, a heavy chandelier +touched by no human hand swung gently to and fro.</p> + +<p class="normal">This queer thing happened in the dining-room of the house, and between +half-past ten and eleven o'clock. It was half-way through January, and +Mr. and Mrs. Daventry were still seated at the table over a late +supper. For Robert Daventry had on that day begun the harvesting of +his eight leagues of wheat, and there had been little rest for any one +upon the estancia since daybreak. He sat now taking his ease opposite +his wife, with a cup of black coffee in front of him and a cigar +between his lips, a big, broad, sunburnt man with a beard growing gray +and a thick crop of brown hair upon his head; loose-limbed still, and +still getting, when he stood up, the value of every inch of his six +feet two. As he lounged at the table he debated with his wife in a +curious gentle voice a question which, played with once, had begun of +late years to insist upon an answer.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We are both over fifty, Joan," he said. "And we have made our money."</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have also made our friends, Robert," replied his wife. She was a +short, stoutish woman, quick with her hands, practical in her speech. +Capacity was written broad upon her like a label, and, for all her +husband's bulk, she was the better man of the two, even at the first +casual glance. There was a noticeable suggestion of softness and +amiability in Robert Daventry. It was hardly, perhaps, to be localized +in any feature. Rather he diffused it about him like an atmosphere. +One would have wondered how it came about that in a country so stern +as Argentina he had prospered so exceedingly had his wife not been +present to explain his prosperity. It was so evident that she drove +the cart and that he ran between the shafts--evident, that is, to +others than Robert Daventry. She had been clever enough and fond +enough to conceal from him their exact relationship. So now it was +with an air of pleading that she replied to him:</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have not only made our friends, Robert. We have made them here. If +we go, we lose them."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," he answered. "But it wouldn't be as if we had to start quite +fresh again. I have old ties with Warwickshire. Thirty years won't +have broken them all."</p> + +<p class="normal">Joan Daventry answered slowly:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thirty years. That's a long time, Robert."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And yet," said Robert Daventry with a wistfulness in his voice which +almost weakened her into a consent against which her judgment no less +than her inclinations fought. "And yet there's a house on the London +road which I might have passed yesterday--it's so vivid to me now. A +white house set back from the highway behind a great wall of old red +brick. Above the coping of the wall you can see the rows of level +windows and the roof of a wing a story lower than the rest of the +house. And if the gates are open you catch a glimpse of great cedar +trees on a wide lawn--a lawn of fine grass like emeralds."</p> + +<p class="normal">His eyes turned back upon his boyhood, and the thought of his county +set his heart aching. Long white roads, rising and dipping between +high elms, with a yard or two of turf on either side for a horse to +canter on; cottages, real cottages, not shapeless buildings of +corrugated iron standing gauntly up against the sky-line at the edge +of a round of burnt, bare plain, but cottages rich with phlox and deep +in trees--the pictures were flung before his eyes by the lantern of +his memories as if upon a white sheet. But, above all, it was the +thought of the greenery of Warwickshire which caught at his throat; +the woods flecked with sunlight, the lawns like emeralds.</p> + +<p class="normal">He glanced at a thermometer which hung against the wall. Here, even at +eleven o'clock of the night, it marked this January ninety-seven +degrees of heat. The mosquitoes trumpeted and drummed against the +gauze curtains which covered the open windows; and outside the windows +the night was black and hot like velvet.</p> + +<p class="normal">Robert Daventry drew his handkerchief across his forehead and with his +elbow on the table leaned his face upon his hand. His wife looked at +him quickly and with solicitude.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are tired to-night, Robert," she said gently. "That's why you +want to give the estancia up."</p> + +<p class="normal">Robert Daventry shook his head and corrected her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, Joan. But I am more tired to-night and very likely that's the +explanation." Then he laughed at a recollection. "Do you remember when +the squadron came to Montevideo two years ago? There was a dinner at +the legation at Buenos Ayres. I sat next to the commodore, and he +asked me how old I was. When I told him that I was just fifty, he +replied: 'Ah, now you will begin to find life very interesting. For +you will notice every year that you are able to do a little less than +you did the year before.' Well, I am beginning, my dear, to find life +interesting from the commodore's point of view."</p> + +<p class="normal">Joan did not answer him at once, and the couple sat for awhile in +silence, with their thoughts estranged.</p> + +<p class="normal">For Joan Daventry shrank, with all her soul, from that coveted white +house on the London road. Old ties could be resumed, was Robert's +thought. He was forgetful that the ties were his, and his alone. She +had no share in them and she had come to a time of life when the +making of new friends is a weariness and a labor. With infinite toil +and self-denial they had carved out their niche here in the Argentine +Republic. They spent the winter in their house in Buenos Ayres, the +summer upon the Daventry estancia. Their life was an ordered, +comfortable progression of the months. For both of them, to her +thinking, the time for new adventures had long gone by. They had had +their full proportion of them in their youth. And so while Robert +Daventry dreamed of a green future Joan was busily remembering.</p> + +<p class="normal">"When we first came here to settle," she said slowly, as she counted +up all that had been done in these twenty-seven years, "we drove for +two days. If the house on the London road is vivid to you, that drive +is as clear to me. Our heaviest luggage was our hopes;" and Robert +Daventry smiled across the table.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have not forgotten that either," he said; and there was a whole +world of love in his voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"When we reached here we found a tin house with three rooms and +nothing else, not a tree, hardly a track. Now there's an avenue half a +mile long, there are plantations, there's a real brick house for the +plantations to shelter. There are wells, there's a garden, there's a +village at the end of the avenue, there's even a railway station +to-day. These things are our doing, Robert;" and her voice was lifted +up with pride.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know," replied her husband. "But I ask myself whether the time has +not come to hand them on."</p> + +<p class="normal">Once more the look of solicitude shone in his wife's eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I could leave the estancia," she said doubtfully, "though it would +almost break my heart to do it. But suppose we did. What would become +of you in England? I have a fear," and she leaned forward across the +table.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why a fear?" he asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because I think that people who have lived hard, like you and me, run +a great risk if they retire just when they feel that they are +beginning to grow old. A real risk of life, I mean. I think such as +you and I would be killed off by inactivity rather than by any +disease."</p> + +<p class="normal">She did not deny that something was wrong in their present situation. +But she had a different conception of what that something was; and she +had a different remedy.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We should find life too dull?" he exclaimed. "Too lonely, Joan?" and +he struck the table with his hand; "I find it lonely here;" and at +that she uttered a low cry:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, my dear, and what of me?" and the wistfulness of her voice struck +him to silence, a remorseful silence. After all, his days were full.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There's our other plan," she suggested gently.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. To be sure! There's our other plan," he said. He leaned back in +his chair, his face upturned toward the ceiling, and a thoughtful look +in his eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have talked it over, haven't we? But we have played with it all +the time. It would be so big an experiment."</p> + +<p class="normal">He ended the sentence abruptly. The look of thought passed from his +face. It became curious, perplexed. Then he cried with a start of +dismay:</p> + +<p class="normal">"You see, Joan, even my eyes are beginning to play tricks with me. I +could swear that the chandelier is swinging to and fro above our +heads."</p> + +<p class="normal">Joan looked anxiously at her husband, and then up toward the ceiling. +At once surprise drove the anxiety from her face and thoughts.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But it <i>is</i> +swinging," she exclaimed. Both of them stared at the +chandelier. There was not a doubt about the phenomenon possible. Not a +breath of wind stirred in the garden, not a sound was audible +overhead. Yet very gently the chandelier, with its lighted globes, +oscillated above their heads. Robert Daventry rose to his feet and +touched it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, it is swinging," he said. He stopped it, and held it quite +still. Then he resumed his seat.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very well, Joan," he said with a new briskness in his voice, "we will +make the experiment. Come! When we go to Buenos Ayres in the winter! +We will try the other plan. Even if it fails it will be worth making."</p> + +<p class="normal">Joan's face lighted up.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If it fails, then we'll go home," she said.</p> + +<p class="normal">No doubt the relief which Robert Daventry felt in the proof that his +eyes were not failing him led him thus briskly to fall in with the +scheme which both approached with timidity; and so the swinging of the +chandelier had its share in bringing them to their decision. But the +chandelier had not done with them. For hardly had Robert Daventry +ceased to speak when it began again to swing backward and forward +before their eyes. So it swung for exactly five minutes and then of +its own accord it stopped.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's very strange," said Robert Daventry. He looked at the clock +upon the mantel-shelf. It was five minutes past eleven.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's unaccountable," he continued. But he was able to account for it +the next day. For a local paper brought to them the news that at ten +minutes to eleven o'clock on the evening before, seven hundred miles +away on the other side of the great barrier of the Andes, an +earthquake had set the shores of the Pacific heaving like a sea, and +Valparaiso, that city of earthquakes, had tumbled into ruins.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER II</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_02" href="#div1Ref_02">OF AN EARTHQUAKE AND JAMES CHALLONER</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The experiences of James Challoner on that day of ruin at Valparaiso +were various, but none of them were pleasant. It was his twenty-eighth +birthday and up to two o'clock in the afternoon he was, as for the +last six weeks he had been, a clerk in the great house of R. C. Royle +& Sons. There was no sort of business in Chile which R. C. Royle & +Sons were not prepared to undertake and carry through with efficiency, +from a colossal deal in nitrates to the homeward freight of your +portmanteau. It was, to be sure, upon the latter class of work that +James Challoner was asked to concentrate his abilities. But +advancement was a principle of the house, and in the vast +ramifications of its business, opportunities of advancement came +quickly. James Challoner, who for the best part of five years had been +drifting unsuccessfully up and down the Pacific Coast, between Callao +and Concepcion, was consequently accounted a lucky man to have secured +employment in that house at all.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If he can only keep it!" said his friends, shrugging their shoulders, +and his young wife, in the little house up the hill, bent over her +child and whispered the same words. But in her mouth they were a +prayer.</p> + +<p class="normal">At two o'clock, then, upon his birthday, James Challoner returned from +his luncheon to the office, but as he took his seat he was summoned to +the manager's room. He walked down the long room between the tables on +which samples of produce were exhibited, then past the cashier's +brass-fenced desks where the banking business was done, to a little +compartment partitioned off in a corner. There Wallace Bourdon, a +young partner in control of this branch of the firm, sat in a tilted +chair, with his knees against a table, awaiting him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mr. Challoner, it is within your knowledge, I suppose, that we are +negotiating with the Government at Santiago for the construction of a +new railway in the north."</p> + +<p class="normal">Challoner shook his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's not in my department, sir," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Quite true," said Wallace Bourdon. He opened a drawer of the table +and threw half a dozen letters down on the top of it under Challoner's +eyes. "These letters are copies of our proposals. There are two firms +competing with us to which these copies would be valuable. They were +found in your desk while you were out at luncheon. What were they +doing there?"</p> + +<p class="normal">James Challoner stared at the letters and pulled at his moustache.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can't think, sir. They must have been put there," he said, and then +with a cry of indignation: "I must have an enemy in the office."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, that's hard," said Wallace Bourdon sympathetically. "For he +seems to have got back on you good and strong. You can draw your money +from the cashier, Mr. Challoner, and clear out of this house just as +soon as you can find it convenient;" and Wallace Bourdon dropped the +legs of his chair onto the floor.</p> + +<p class="normal">James Challoner took his money and went out into the town. He sat +moodily on a high stool at a bar for an hour or so. Then some men of +his acquaintance joined him, and from moody he became blusterful and +boisterous. But both the moodiness and the bluster were phases of the +one deep-seated feeling--a reluctance to go up the hill and meet his +wife. It was seven o'clock before he had gained the necessary courage, +and when he did face his wife he followed the usual practice of his +kind and blurted out aggressively the news of his dismissal.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was lowering myself by going into the office at all as a clerk," he +cried. "I told you so when you urged me to do it. Upon my word it +almost serves me right, Doris. I have never known any good come from a +man's lowering himself. He is bound to make enemies amongst his new +associates. Jealousy is a despicable thing, but there's a deal of it +floating about in the world, and one's a fool to shut one's eyes to +it. However, we can't let the business rest there. My honor's +impugned. That's the truth of it, Doris. I lie under a dishonorable +charge. There's a stigma on our child's name, and it must be removed."</p> + +<p class="normal">He drew a chair briskly up to the table, pulled a piece of note-paper +toward him, and dipped his pen in the ink.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let me see, now! Who can my enemy be? Who is it that hates me? Can't +you think of some one?" and in an instant he pushed the blotting pad +from him. "You might say something, Doris. You just stand and look and +never open your mouth."</p> + +<p class="normal">That was James Challoner's trouble, and the cause of his uneasiness. +His wife neither buoyed him up with high-sounding phrases, nor +afforded him the opportunity by any reproach to work himself into a +fine heat of indignation. She had given him one dreadful look, her +whole countenance a quivering cry of dismay made visible, and +thereafter she had just stood with no word on her lips, her great eyes +disconcertingly fixed upon his face and her mind quite hidden. She +went out from the room and left him sitting in great discomfort. He +detested her habit of silence, but he feared still more the thought of +him which it might conceal, and he dared not break it with acrimonies. +When she returned again into the room it was to say:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Dinner is ready."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, we must dine," said Challoner.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is fortunate that after all I didn't hire that servant at once," +said Doris.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, that was lucky. We can't afford a servant now," said James +Challoner.</p> + +<p class="normal">Fear lest his wife should "lower herself" did not trouble him at all. +During dinner he talked in self-defence, flurriedly, about his enemy, +pointing vaguely to this man or to that, and watching keenly for some +droop of disdain about Doris's lips. But she gave no sign, and at the +back of all his thought was the wounding question:</p> + +<p class="normal">"What does she think of me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He smoked his pipe outside the door after dinner, with the lighted +streets of the town spread out below him. The house stood apart, high +up on the great amphitheatre of hills above Valparaiso; and on the +opposite side of the road the ground fell steeply. The great bay lay +open beneath his eyes to the distant tip of its northern horn; no +inland pool could have slept more quietly than did the Pacific on that +summer night; still water and mirrored stars, it widened out in the +warm dusk to the sky's rim. A huge black steamer lay out beyond the +edge of the jetty, with the great lights blazing from its saloon +windows and the little lights steady on its masts. From the +close-built streets at the water's edge there rose a pleasant murmur +of many voices. No warnings were being given. Valparaiso, like any +other tropical city, was taking its ease in the cool of the evening.</p> + +<p class="normal">At ten o'clock James Challoner, having nothing better to do and no +money to spend, went indoors. He locked the front door and with a +definite relief found that his wife had already gone to bed. He stood +in the empty, barely furnished sitting-room, and his thoughts were +swept back to the morning at Southampton, five years ago, when Doris +had crept on board the steamer which was to take them to South +America. He remembered bitterly the buoyant hopes with which that +runaway marriage had begun and Doris's fears that her flight had been +already discovered and that an attempt at the last moment might be +made to stop her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It has been a bad mistake for me," he said, as all the wonderful +things which he might have done, had he not been hampered with a wife, +glittered in his mind. The truth, however, was not to be grasped by +him unless he would face truthfully the history of his marriage, and +that he was not constituted to do. It was a story common enough: A +young man with no will and caressing manners, who was hastily packed +off to South America, with a few hundred pounds in his pocket, to +avoid exposure in his own country, and a young girl too staunch to her +beliefs--these were the characters, and, given them, the story tells +itself. "Yes, it has all been a very bad mistake for me," thought +James Challoner, and switching off the lights he betook himself to +bed. A door in the inner wall of his bedroom opened into the room +where his wife and child slept. He listened for a moment with his ear +against the panel. All was silent in that room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She can sleep," he grumbled, finding even a grievance here. But he +did not sleep for long. For, just at the moment when the chandelier +began to swing in Mr. Daventry's dining-room, he was shaken out of his +slumber. He lay for a few seconds in the vague and pleasant space +between wakefulness and dreams, playing with the fancy that he was in +a cabin on a ship at sea. But the fancy passed, and he was beset by a +stranger illusion. He happened to be lying upon his side, with his +face turned toward the outer wall of his bedroom; and as he lay he saw +quite distinctly the wall gently and noiselessly split open. It split +open high up and near to the ceiling, and it let through the stars and +a strip of sky. Then the wall closed neatly together again, brick +fitting with brick, so that not a chink was left. The room once more +was black, the stars shut out.</p> + +<p class="normal">Challoner was still pondering upon this remarkable phenomenon when a +third sensation shook him altogether out of his lethargy. He was +violently jolted. This could be no illusion. It was as if some one, +crouching beneath the bed, had suddenly risen on hands and knees and +struck the mattress with his shoulders. Challoner sprang out of bed, +tottered, and clung to the bedpost for support. The room was rocking +like a tree in a gale and underneath his feet the boards strained and +heaved. It was his first experience of an earthquake, but he had no +doubt that he was undergoing it, and fear made his hands grip the iron +post of the bed so that his palms were bruised. His chief terror was +the floor. The feel of it moving unstably beneath his feet, the sound +of its boards cracking loosened his knees. At any moment it might +burst upward and explode. At some moment and very soon it must. He had +no fear that it would collapse and gape open; it would surely burst +like a shell; and in his fear of that explosion the rocking of the +walls was of no account.</p> + +<p class="normal">He tried to think, and instinct reminded him of civilized man's chief +necessities.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My shoes, my money."</p> + +<p class="normal">He groped along the bed for the switch of the light, but light did not +answer to the summons. In the darkness he stooped, found his shoes, +and slipped them on. His few dollars, drawn that afternoon from the +cashier of R. C. Royle & Sons, were in the drawer of a night-table by +his bed. He found them. There was a cupboard in the inner wall. He +lurched across to it, and, tearing a long overcoat from a hook, +slipped it on and dropped the money in his pocket. Close by the +cupboard was the door of his wife's bedroom. He remembered her now, +and flung the door open.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Doris," he cried, and no answer was returned to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Doris," he cried again, and this time the wail of his child answered +him from her cot.</p> + +<p class="normal">He crossed to the bed. He leaned over it and put out his hand to shake +his wife by the shoulder out of her deep sleep. And with a shock he +became aware that she was leaning upon her elbow in the darkness. She +was wide-awake all the time.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Quick!" he cried, in a sudden exasperation. "There is an earthquake. +The house is falling."</p> + +<p class="normal">She replied in a strange, quiet voice:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know."</p> + +<p class="normal">She made no beginning of a movement. She was awake, had been, perhaps, +longer awake than he himself; she knew the swift peril which had +befallen them; yet she remained propped on her elbow in the darkness, +passively expectant. Or was she dazed? Even at that moment the +question flashed through Challoner's mind and brought him a queer +relief. But it was answered in a moment.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I called to you twice," he said; and his wife answered:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I heard;" and there was again no hint of bewilderment in her voice. +It was the voice of a woman who had all her wits about her; not of one +who was stunned.</p> + +<p class="normal">Meanwhile the earth rumbled beneath them and the room shook. Challoner +felt for a candle by the bedside, struck a match, and lighted it. His +wife watched him quietly. Her dark eyes shone in the candle-light, +inscrutably veiling her thoughts.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Quick!" he cried. "Get up. There's no time to lose." He lifted the +child out of the cot, still wrapped in her bedclothes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Come."</p> + +<p class="normal">His wife rose, as it seemed to him, with incredible slowness. He could +have screamed in his terror. As he stumbled across the floor to the +door, she opened a wardrobe and, taking out a cloak, drew it about her +shoulders. In the door-way he turned and saw her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good God!" he cried, and the question in his mind leaped to his lips +and was uttered. "Do you want to kill us all?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I had to find a cloak."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A cloak!" he cried contemptuously. He himself had tarried to slip on +his overcoat, but, no doubt, that was different. Certainly his wife +made no rejoinder. "To be buried under this house for the sake of a +cloak," he cried, his lips so chattering with terror that he could +hardly pronounce the words.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Go first," she said; and he ran out of the doorway. She followed him, +leaving the door open behind her, and the candle burning in the room. +They were still in the passage when an appalling roar deafened their +ears. The lighted candle shot up into the air and was extinguished, +and in the darkness the splitting of timber, the overthrow and the +wreckage of furniture, rent the air and ceased. Of a sudden the +throats of the fugitives were choked with dust. The fear which had so +terrified him was justified. The floor had exploded, like artillery, +in the room he had this moment quitted. His terror became a panic. He +would have killed his wife had she stood in his way. He rushed +downstairs, inarticulately crying. He fumbled in the darkness for the +bolt of the front door, sobbing and cursing. He found it, flung the +door open, and leaped out into the open air. He ran across the road, +and as he ran a great stone fell with a crash, from the archway of the +door, and the walls of the passage clashed together behind him. With a +loud clatter of thunder the whole house crumbled down into a smoking +heap of bricks. Challoner turned. He was quite alone with the child in +his arms. And for a little while he stood very still.</p> + +<p class="normal">But he was no longer in darkness. About many of the villas on the +hillside the flames were creeping, and their inhabitants were racing +upward to the open heights, or searching desperately among the ruins +for those whom the earthquake had entrapped. While lower down by the +water's edge the city was ablaze and over all the bay the sky was red. +The ground still shook beneath Challoner's feet, and the child in his +arms began to cry. He laid it down against the low wall of the path +and crept cautiously back to the ruins of his house.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Doris," he called, and again, "Doris."</p> + +<p class="normal">His voice was low, but there was more of awe than grief audible in the +cry. "Doris," he called a third time, but in a louder and more urgent +tone. A few bricks, hanging to a fragment of wall dislodged themselves +and clattered down upon the heap of ruin. But no other answer came. He +stooped suddenly where the archway of the entrance door had been. The +great stone had fallen with so much force that one end had sunk into +the ground; the other, however, rested upon a fragment of the stone +pillar of the door; and so the stone lay under a pile of bricks titled +at an angle. Through the space left by the angle a woman's hand and +arm protruded. It was not pinned down by the stone. It pointed with +limp fingers toward Challoner, and beside it a trickle of blood ran +out. Challoner knelt and touched the hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Doris," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">Her voice had not answered to his, and now there was no response in +her fingers to his touch. The arm moved quite easily. The walls of the +passage had borne her down and crushed her. Challoner remembered with +a shiver the crash and clatter of them as they had knocked together +just behind his heels. His wife had been killed in that downfall. She +could not have survived.</p> + +<p class="normal">Challoner rose again to his feet.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She was awake," he said, and he talked aloud to himself. "She should +have hurried. She could have escaped had she hurried;" and the picture +of her leaning upon her elbow in her bed in the dark troubled his +soul. There is no terror like the terror which comes from the shaking +of the earth and the overthrow of its houses. Yet she, a woman--so ran +his thoughts--had endured it. Her hand pointing, from beneath the +stones, accused him for all the limpness of its fingers. She had +welcomed it.</p> + +<p class="normal">The child wailed from the other side of the road. Challoner crossed to +it. He stood and looked at it doubtfully. Still in doubt, he looked +away. From the blazing town rose a babel of cries, a roar of flames, a +crash of buildings falling in, and every now and then, quite distinct +from the confusion, a shrill, clear scream would leap into the air +like a thin fountain of water. But the sea was calm; the great ship, +with every cord of its rigging strung black against the glowing sky, +lay without a movement. Boats were plying between it and the shore. +Challoner could see the tiny specks of them on the red water.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There's no tidal wave," he said in a dull voice. "That's +extraordinary;" and then he picked up his daughter in his arms, and +climbed higher up the hill to await the dawn.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER III</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_03" href="#div1Ref_03">CHALLONER'S PILGRIMAGE</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">There were two more shocks that night, the first at five minutes past +one, the second half an hour before sunrise. James Challoner sat in +the centre of the most open space he could find, his overcoat drawn +close about him and his daughter clasped tightly to his breast. But it +was almost unconsciously that he held her so. His brain was dazed, and +the only image at all clear in his mind was that of his dead wife's +hand protruding beneath the great stone and directing against him its +mute accusation. But, even so, it was the limp look of the fingers +which chiefly troubled him, and that only troubled him from time to +time. For the greater part of the interval before daybreak he sat +watching the roofs of the buildings below him burst in tongues of fire +and topple down with a clatter of slates in bright showers of sparks, +much as a child sits open-mouthed at the fireworks. Now he huddled his +coat close about him, now some spire of flame towering skyward more +terribly beautiful than the rest, drew a cry from his lips; and now +again, looking out over the quiet pond of the bay, he asked dully, +"Why is there no tidal wave?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Morning came at last over the hill behind him, gray and +extraordinarily cold. All about him he saw people, huddled like +himself upon the slopes, men, women, and children, shivering in their +night-attire and their bare feet bloody from the stones. All at once +Challoner was aware that he was hungry. His little daughter reached +out her arms and wailed. Hunger, too, as the sun rose, mastered the +fears of the refugees upon the hill-side. One by one, group by group, +they rose stiffly and straggled down to the ruined ways by the +water-side. Challoner went with the rest; and half-way down they all +began to hurry, beset by the same fear. There would not be food enough +for all. The thought seemed to sweep like a wind across the face of +the hill, and the hurry became savage.</p> + +<p class="normal">Along the open esplanade families were squatting side by side. A few +of the more fortunate had somehow secured and erected tents; and +others were crowded into storage sheds. But the most of them were +sitting in the open waiting desolately for they knew not what. And +already in that town, though the earthquake was barely six hours old, +catastrophe had made its sharp division between the sheep and the +goats. For whereas upon the esplanade men and women, and amongst them +many unexpected figures, were already organizing succor for the +outcasts, amongst the smoking ruins the marauders were already at +work, robbing, murdering. There was no longer any law in Valparaiso.</p> + +<p class="normal">Challoner made his way to the esplanade. A man whom he knew, the agent +of a steamship company, hurried past him. Challoner stopped him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where can I get food?" he asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">Challoner was a strongly built, tall man, and the agent answered +roughly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You? You will have to wait. You are able to;" and then he caught +sight of the child in Challoner's arms, still wrapped about with her +bedclothes. His voice changed to friendliness.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yours?" he asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">Challoner nodded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where's its mother?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Challoner answered simply:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Dead."</p> + +<p class="normal">The agent took out a piece of paper and a pencil from his pocket. +"Sorry," he said. "Of course, that alters the case." He wrote a line +upon the paper and gave it to Challoner. Then he pointed to a tin +shed, around which a crowd was already collecting.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We are distributing a little food there. You'll be given your share, +for you have a child to look after. But I should advise you to look +slippy;" and the agent hurried off.</p> + +<p class="normal">Challoner did look slippy. Because of his child he got food for +himself as well as for his child; and as he sat on the ground, in the +shadow of a low wall, after his meal, that fact set him thinking. +There is much loving kindness for children in South America. From east +to west it runs across the continent, just as from east to west human +life is cheap, provided that it is grown up. You might, anywhere in +those days, and, in some places you may still, slay your neighbor and +avoid anything like excessive inconvenience as a result of your +slaying. But if you kick a boy into the gutter because he refuses to +desist from whistling, to your distraction, outside your office +window, you are liable to be fined heavily, and you may be sent to +prison. For you have hurt the <i>dignidad del hombre</i>. Challoner was +aware generally of the consideration for children which prevailed. But +now it was brought very practically home to him in the particular. His +little daughter Doris was a definite asset to him. He looked down upon +her with new eyes as she slept on the ground at his side, with a +chubby hand thrown across his knee. She was no longer a nuisance. She +was as good as money--better, indeed, since money could not buy food +to-day in Valparaiso. And there had been a moment when he had stood, +up there before the ruins of his house, doubting whether he should +leave her behind or no. James Challoner was quite chilled by the +thought of the mistake he had almost made, and the fool he had almost +been.</p> + +<p class="normal">Doris moved her head in her sleep.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Precious one," he said affectionately; and he proceeded in his turn +to sleep.</p> + +<p class="normal">He woke up in time to see two great Chilian cruisers sweep round the +point into the bay, and a stoutly built, square captain, whom he could +have mistaken for an Englishman, come ashore with his sailors, to take +command of the town. He obtained shelter in a hut for that night, and +during the hours of darkness he thought out his own immediate problem.</p> + +<p class="normal">Valparaiso was not, and for some months would not be. Even when it +should be rebuilt there would be no work for him, since--in his +thoughts he clung to euphemisms--his enemies had ruined his good name. +Therefore he must get away and he had his daughter at his hand to +assist him.</p> + +<p class="normal">He obtained, through his good Samaritan, the agent, a rough suit for +himself and some clothing for his child and a parcel of food. He slung +the parcel over his shoulders, lifted his child in his arms, and +walked out that afternoon from Valparaiso up the great post-road +toward the Andes. He was strong and his girl inherited of his +strength. It was summer, a summer of no rain. He tramped along the +valleys of Chile, and his daughter was his passport and franked his +way. He secured a night's shelter at a farm-house here, food and a +trifle of money there, a ride for Doris upon a mule one day, a lift +for both of them in a cart the next. The valley narrowed, the green +floor of it became stones, the trees thinned, the great barrier of the +cordilleras closed in about James Challoner and towered higher and +higher above his head. The road wound sharply upward, now backward, +and forward in a desolate, wild country of gray rock splashed with +orange and yellow and deep red. He started early one morning and stood +on the top of the Cumbre Pass, thirteen thousand feet above the sea, +by mid-day. On the very summit he was overtaken by the post and driven +down at a gallop to Las Cuevas. From Las Cuevas he walked to Punta del +Inca. And at Punta del Inca he took his ease for a week, with the +great snow-mass of Aconcagua showing in a gap of the hills across the +valley.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was the season of the baths at Punta del Inca. The hotel was full +and James Challoner prospered, as from the beginning he had thought +that he would. He had reckoned upon Punta del Inca on that night in +Valparaiso when he had determined upon his journey. He sat by the +natural bridge, with his little daughter in his arms, a travel-stained +and patient figure, and amongst those gigantic hills he told his +moving story to such as passed and would listen. He went up to the +hotel at night, and under the lights of the veranda he told it again. +Amongst the many qualities which he misused was a vivid gift of +narrative, and he possessed, at this time at all events, a gentle +voice with an admirable note of emotion. Thus all was in his favor. +The beauty and peace of the scenery, his manner, the prettiness of his +child--even the story which he had to tell. But it was not quite the +story which would have been told at Valparaiso where, to be sure, he +had, as we know, enemies.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why did you come to South America?" some curious soul would ask.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was a younger son," he would answer; and then, with a charming +modesty for the benefit of any English who might be present, "I am of +the Dorsetshire Challoners. These old properties.... Land isn't what +it was.... An estate mortgaged to the hilt. How could any one take an +allowance that must be wrung from it at the cost of the very laborers? +No, I thought I would make my own way in the new lands."</p> + +<p class="normal">He spoke without any arrogance of virtue, any contempt for other +younger sons who had not his own compunction, any consciousness of +heroism. He went on to tell the romantic story of his marriage and +elopement.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I made my way," he continued, "at least I was making it. My wife, of +course, helped me--" and perhaps here his voice would falter ever so +slightly, he would turn his face aside and whisper to the stars, yet +so that the whisper was audible to people nearer than the stars--"My +God, how she helped me! We had dug out our little corner in +Valparaiso. There was just room in it for a wife and a child and +myself. And then the earthquake came and ruined all."</p> + +<p class="normal">He made no complaint; he stated the simple facts; he was reticent +concerning his wife's death. But by his reticence he managed to wring +from it the last ounce of profit; he did not, for instance, describe +how he had found her leaning upon her elbow in the darkness, with the +walls of her room tottering about her. James Challoner had not +forgiven her for that. She had made it so plain that she preferred for +her child and herself an appalling death beneath the bricks than the +slower decline into misery which awaited them. He tried to omit that +remembrance from his mind, as he certainly did from his story.</p> + +<p class="normal">A collection was made for him to send him on his way. He accepted it +with dignity.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not ask for your names," he said. "It would be the merest +pretence. I cannot promise to pay you back. I take it as from one man +to another." And so with his pocket full he journeyed downward to the +vineyards of Mendoza.</p> + +<p class="normal">At Mendoza he took the train and in a night and a day came to Buenos +Ayres. It was in the cool of the evening that he stepped out upon the +platform. He was in no doubt what he should do. He had stopped in +Buenos Ayres for a month on his way out from England; and he had +thought out his plan very carefully during his last night in +Valparaiso. He took a train for Barracas, and in the train he tied an +old bootlace about his daughter's arm. He left the train before it +crossed the bridge, and walked up a hill where great houses stand back +behind walls and gardens much as one may see them in Clapham. Some way +up the hill he stopped in front of one of these houses.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was noticeable amongst the houses, because a curious turnstile was +let into the garden wall. The turnstile supported a small circular +platform partitioned off with screens. James Challoner placed his +child upon the platform, rang the bell, and turned the stile. The +platform revolved, the child disappeared from view within the garden, +and the screens were so arranged that those who received the child +within could not see James Challoner outside.</p> + +<p class="normal">James Challoner went back into the middle of the road, yawned, and +stretched his arms above his head. To-day you may cross the Andes from +Valparaiso to Buenos Ayres in forty-eight hours. James Challoner had +taken four months. He thought of his journey with a chuckle. His +daughter had made his way easy.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nine hundred miles and I've done 'em on eiderdown," he said. "That's +the only bit of comfort I've ever got out of my marriage."</p> + +<p class="normal">He had left his child in a foundling hospital kept by some wealthy old +ladies. He had tied a bootlace round her arm, rather because it was +the conventional thing to do, than with any intention of reclaiming +her. He was now a free man. He lit his pipe and stuck his hands in his +pockets. With a pleasant sense of lightness, he strolled down to +exploit his freedom in the bright streets of Buenos Ayres.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER IV</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_04" href="#div1Ref_04">CYNTHIA'S BIRTHDAY</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia woke on the eighth of January to the knowledge that a +thrilling day for her had just begun. She looked out beneath the sun +blinds across the Daventry estancia. Not a hand-breadth of cloud was +visible. The brown earth baked under a blinding sun and the sky fitted +down-upon it like a cap of brass. Inside the room, however, there was +neither glare nor heat; and Cynthia stood with her expectations of the +day fluttering about her like a shower of rose leaves. She was +seventeen this morning, and the pride of it set her heart dancing. +There would be letters downstairs from her friends, she hoped. There +was a string of pearls, she knew. It had been bought that winter in +Buenos Ayres with so elaborate a secrecy, and after so much furtive +discussion as to whether it was good enough, that she could not but +know of it. Moreover, there was a most important telegram to be +despatched immediately after breakfast; a telegram of so much +consequence that no hand but hers must write it out and send it off. +So Cynthia was quick this morning. She dressed herself in a cool white +frock, her white shoes and stockings, and ran lightly down the stairs +into that room where years before a chandelier had of its own accord +swung to and fro.</p> + +<p class="normal">Valparaiso had long since been rebuilt, but Robert and Joan Daventry +still kept house in Buenos Ayres through the winter, and made the +estancia their summer home. The years, however, had brought their +changes. Robert and Joan were frankly an old couple nowadays; a young +Englishman was sitting at the breakfast table; he undertook the whole +burden of management; and, finally, there was Cynthia. The "other +plan," so often debated and so often shelved, had been adopted, after +all; the experiment from which Robert Daventry had so shrunk had been +risked; and Cynthia was the triumphant flower of it.</p> + +<p class="normal">She greeted the old couple tenderly, shook hands with Richard Walton, +the young manager, and received his good wishes with a pretty +assumption of great dignity. But her eyes strayed to the table, where +her place was piled high with parcels and letters, and her dignity +vanished in her delight.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have many friends," she cried, with a sort of wonder in her voice +very taking to those who looked on her while she spoke. For she could +not but have friends, it seemed. So frank a wish to please and so +sweet a modesty were linked to so much beauty. It was not the beauty +of Argentina, though a rhapsodist might have maintained that some of +its sunlight was held prisoner in the heavy ripples of her hair. But +the hair was light brown in color, where the gold did not shine, and +the rose was in her cheeks. A broad forehead, eyebrows thick and +brown, curving across a fair skin above great eyes of a deep blue set +rather wide apart, gave to her face a curious distinction. And her +eyes looked out from so dark a wealth of lashes that they seemed +unfathomable with mysteries--until she spoke. Then kindliness and a +fresh joy in life lit them with soft fires. For the rest, she was +neither short nor remarkable for height, the nose and the nostrils +delicate, the chin small, but a definite chin. As for her mouth, it +was not a rosebud, nor again was it a letter-box. It suited her and +she could afford to smile. One granted her, at a glance, health and a +look of race.</p> + +<p class="normal">She began to open her letters and her presents. "Yes, I have many +friends," she repeated.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It may be surprising," said Robert Daventry. "But it seems to be +true. In fact, I am not quite sure that I have not some small token +about me that Joan and I don't dislike you altogether."</p> + +<p class="normal">He fumbled first in one pocket, then in another.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Really?" cried Cynthia. She leaned toward him, all eagerness and +curiosity. Her lips were parted in a smile. She followed the movements +of his hands with an air of suspense. She knew very well that half the +pleasure of the givers would be spoilt if she betrayed any knowledge +of the gift.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What can it be?" Her whole attitude asked, while Robert Daventry +slapped himself and looked under the table in a great fluster lest he +should have mislaid the present. His concern was sheer farce; she, +with a subtle skill of comedy, played her little part of happy +impatience.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah!" cried Robert Daventry at last. "It is not lost;" and he took out +from his breast pocket a narrow case of green leather and from the +white satin lining of the case the expected string of pearls. She +stood up while Robert Daventry clasped it about her throat, and, as +she took her seat again, she said in a low voice:</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are both extraordinarily kind to me. I often wonder what would +have become of me but for you--where I should be now."</p> + +<p class="normal">For a moment both of the old people looked startled. Then Robert +Daventry hastened to protest.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My dear," he cried in a flurry, "you are, after all, of my flesh and +blood. And flesh and blood has its claims."</p> + +<p class="normal">Joan's quiet voice came to his help:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Besides, the debt is not all on one side, Cynthia. We were not very +contented until you came to us, were we Robert?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, we weren't," he replied with relief, like a man floundering who +finds solid ground under his feet. "We had lived hard and had done a +great deal of work, and we were beginning to ask ourselves why. The +heat and the ardor were over, you see. Our lives were cooling down. We +had come to a time when one is apt to sit at night over the fire and +wonder regretfully, now that no change is possible, whether we hadn't +aimed at the wrong things and got less than we might have got out of +our lives. We had piled up, and were still piling up, a great deal +more money than we had any use for. We had made Daventry out of a +plain as bare as the palm of my hand, and we had no one very dear to +us to whom we could leave it. There didn't seem to be much use in +things. Next week was going to be like this week, and the week after +like next week, and life altogether nothing more than a succession of +dull things. We were very nearly abandoning the estancia and retiring +to England when my brother died."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And left me to you," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">Robert Daventry nodded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And then our discontent vanished," said he.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia shook her head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't remember very much of those days, but I remember enough to be +sure that I gave you a good deal of trouble." She spoke lightly to +hide the emotion which the kindness of these friends had stirred in +her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joan Daventry smiled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, you gave us trouble, Cynthia," she said. "We are frightened by +it still, at times. We are growing old and there is no other young +spirit in the house, and it is possible that you might find your life +rather dull, just as we did before you came to us."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Dull?" cried Cynthia. "With you two dear people?" She held a hand +lovingly to each, and now was hiding nothing of what she felt. +"Besides, I have my friends. I meet them in Buenos Ayres. They come +here to visit me. You gave them to me, as you have given me +everything. Look at the number of them!" and she proudly pointed to +her letters. She read them through and she breakfasted, and at the end +of the meal gathered them in her hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I must send some telegrams," she said. "I will drive to the railway +station."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now?" Joan Daventry asked anxiously. "Can't they be sent later, in +the afternoon, Cynthia?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, mother," Cynthia replied. "Some might wait, but there's one which +must go off now."</p> + +<p class="normal">Joan Daventry looked at Richard Walton. The blinds were down and the +window closed; so that the room was dark and cool. But a glance at her +manager's face told her sufficiently what the heat was like outside. +He had been abroad since daybreak and he was the color of a ripe +mulberry. Joan Daventry looked to him for assistance. But, though his +eyes were fixed with a momentary intentness upon Cynthia, he did not +give it. He spoke on another subject.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If you go, Miss Cynthia, I hope you will leave at home the pearls you +are wearing round your throat. We are cutting the corn to-day and +there are a good many men about of whom I know nothing at all. More +hands came in last night than we had use for. It's all right, of +course, but I shouldn't wear those pearls."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course not," said Cynthia. "I will put them away."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you will take a man with you," said Robert Daventry. Neither he +nor Joan had been brought up in cotton-wool; nor did they ever think +to cloister Cynthia. She was left her liberty; and so half an hour +afterward, with a big straw hat shading her face from the sun, she +drove in her cart along the avenue to the railway station. She sent +off the messages of thanks and then wrote out the important telegram +which was to mark the day for her. She wrote it out without an +alteration. For her thoughts had run fastidiously on the wording of it +all through breakfast-time. She addressed it to:</p> +<br> + +<p style="text-indent:35%"><span class="sc"><b>Captain Rames, R. N.</b></span>,</p> +<p style="text-indent:40%"><i>S.S. Perhaps</i>,</p> +<p style="text-indent:45%">Tilbury Docks,</p> +<p style="text-indent:55%">London.</p> +<br> + +<p class="continue">And she handed it to the operator with a certain trepidation like one +who does some daring and irrevocable deed. The operator, however, was +quite unmoved. The important message to which so much consideration +had been given, wore to him quite a commonplace look. It amounted, +indeed, to no more than this:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Every heart-felt wish for a triumphant journey, from an unknown +friend in South America."</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus, the very words were conventional and the sentiment no great +matter to make a fuss about. But this was not Cynthia's point of view.</p> + +<p class="normal">She had spoken the truth at the breakfast table when she had told Joan +and Robert Daventry that she did not find her life dull. But they were +old people, and, in spite of her many friends, she was, to be sure, +much alone with them. She was reticent of her feelings in their +presence, not through any habit of concealment, but from modesty and +the disparity of years. On the other side it was Joan's theory that +youth should be trusted rather than pried upon. Cynthia was thus +thrown back a good deal upon herself, and if she did not find life +dull, it was, perhaps, because with life she had very little to do. +She was seventeen, a girl of clear eyes and health and silver +thoughts; and romance had its way with her. All that loving care could +imagine for the clean and delicate training of mind and body had been +lavished on her; and little by little she had fashioned for herself a +wonderland of dreams and beautiful things. The only ugly thing about +it was the iron turnstile in the wall by which you gained admittance. +But that could not be helped. Its ugliness was recognized. The +turnstile had been there from the beginning--why, Cynthia could not +have told you. It was indeed itself the beginning. It was there in her +dreams and her fancies, offering admission to somewhere, before the +somewhere was explored, and found to be the wonderland.</p> + +<p class="normal">In this world, then, she moved amidst a very goodly company. She was +careful about her company, choosing it from the world at large. She +claimed the best of all the nations for her friends, yet with a pretty +shyness which often enough set her blushing and laughing at her own +pretension. She had a test. Unless you answered to it, there was no +admission, the turnstile did not revolve. Coronets went for nothing, +even brave deeds did not suffice. He who entered--and, by the way, it +must regretfully be admitted that "he" does accurately represent the +sex of those who were allowed to enter. For it had never occurred to +Cynthia at all to let another woman into her world. She was modest, +but her modesty had its limits. He who entered, then, must have given +proofs that he was possessed with a definite idea, that his life moved +to the tune of it.</p> + +<p class="normal">The population of Cynthia's private enclosure was consequently +strictly limited; and, since she only knew her heroes through the +newspaper and books, some even of those who were admitted came in +under false pretences, and had summarily to be ejected. She was thus +on the lookout for recruits. Captain Rames was the latest of them, and +Cynthia knew less of him even than of the others. She had seen a +blurred portrait of him in a daily paper; she knew that he was an +officer in the navy, aged thirty-four, and it seemed to her that he +had passed her test. For, this very afternoon, in command of a Dundee +whaler, he was off southward into seas where no ship yet had sailed.</p> + +<p class="normal">The clerk stamped her telegram and took it behind the partition into +his office. Cynthia climbed back into her cart.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will drive back across the farm," she said. "I want to see the +reaping."</p> + +<p class="normal">At the end of the short, wide street of one-storied huts and houses +she turned through a gate in a wire fence onto a wide plain of brown +grass. A mile across the plain, separated by no fence or hedge, the +glistening acres of wheat began, and at the edge Cynthia could see +little men seated on reaping-machines drawn by little horses like +toys. She drove toward them thinking of the telegram, and, with a +blush under her straw hat, of its reception. As a matter of fact, +Captain Rames was rather busy that day, and anonymous telegrams did +not receive from him the attention which was no doubt their due. In +three hours' time, she thought, Captain Rames might be wondering what +his unknown friend was like, with a heart full of gratitude for her +unknown friendship. Meanwhile, she was driving nearer and nearer to +the little toys at the edge of the wheat-field. The little toys were +growing larger and larger. Cynthia came out of her rose-mist.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There are some new machines," she said, with interest, to the man who +was with her. He was an old half-breed who had long been on the +estate.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, Senorita," he answered. He pointed to one longer than the rest +and drawn by six horses. "It does everything. It cuts, it ties in +sheaves."</p> + +<p class="normal">The whirring of the machinery came louder and louder to their ears. +The young horse which she was driving cocked its ears and became +restive. She gave the reins to the servant.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will walk forward," she said. "You can wait here." She descended to +the ground. She walked forward toward the edge of the wheat. There +realities awaited her.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER V</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_05" href="#div1Ref_05">THE REAPER</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The great reaping-machine came swaying over the uneven ground toward +her, along the edge of those glistening acres. A huge arm of iron rose +and fell, catching up the swathes of wheat and flinging them into the +machine, whence they rolled out tied. Six horses harnessed behind +pushed it and a man, perched upon a tiny saddle, steered and +controlled it. The machine was about twenty paces from her when it +came suddenly to a stop. The driver leaped down from his seat. It +seemed to Cynthia that the mechanism must have gone wrong. She +expected to see him bend over a joint or a spring. But he did not +stoop. The moment his feet touched the ground, he ran straight toward +her and very swiftly.</p> + +<p class="normal">He ran with his head down, and his shoulders bent. It was a heavy rush +rather than a run. Cynthia recoiled. The words of Richard Walton +sprang into her mind, and her hand rose instinctively to her throat. +Could she have forgotten after all to remove the string of pearls? But +she had removed it. And still the man was running toward her. The fear +that she wore the pearls, and the proof that she did not, had followed +so immediately upon his rush that he had as yet covered only half the +ground between them. It was herself he aimed at then. She cast a rapid +glance toward her cart. The Gaucho was leaning down over the opposite +side, and talking to some one who stood by the wheel. A cry would not +bring him to her side in time. She turned, with half a mind to run. +But, though her white skirt reached only to her ankles, it would still +impede her. She turned back and with a beating heart faced him. And a +few feet from her he stopped.</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked at her, drew a great breath, and cried "Ah!" like a man who +has reached his goal.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you want?" asked Cynthia, and in spite of her efforts her +voice shook.</p> + +<p class="normal">A South American harvest finds no use for the weak. The man who stood +opposite to her was broad and powerful, with a heavy, coarse face, +burnt to the color of brick by the sun. The sweat streaked it, and the +dirt of many a day clung to it, and it was seamed by exposure. He was +of the men who move from estancia to estancia while the harvest lasts, +working from sunrise to dark, living upon <i>mate</i> +tea and roasted +sheep, and earning a pound a day, and thereafter lying soddened in +some den until the last centavo has been squandered. A battered black +hat was pressed low upon his clotted hair; a month's growth of beard +straggled over his chin and cheeks. And his eyes were evil. That, more +than any other quality of the man, Cynthia noticed. Their quick glance +held her. She was terrified.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you want?" she asked a second time, and her voice wavered +still more audibly.</p> + +<p class="normal">She stood in front of him, her lovely brows, under the big brim of her +straw hat, troubled, and her great eyes wide and alert with fear. She +was in the poise for flight like a startled deer, yet did not dare to +turn to fly. And in the man, as he looked at her, there came a change.</p> + +<p class="normal">He did not answer her question. But very slowly he smiled, and the +smile was spiteful. He nodded his head at her; a malicious contentment +overspread his face; and from head to heel his eyes inspected her. +They approved her beauty and the simple daintiness of her clothes; +they took note of her slenderness of hand and foot; they remarked the +lines and supple youth of her figure; and through her white frock they +seemed to make sure of the roundness of her limbs. Cynthia grew +suddenly hot with shame. This man was appraising her--nothing less. +Appraising her as if for a market! Her fear dropped from her. She +cried a third time, but with spirit:</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you want of me?" and if her voice shook now, it was with a +quiver of indignation.</p> + +<p class="normal">She heard the thud of a horse's hoofs behind her. The reaper heard it, +too. Without a word, and without any hurry, he turned away from her +and slouched back to his machine. Cynthia's cart the next moment was +driven up to her side. She climbed into it and took the reins. The +encounter had shaken her more than she had thought. She was trembling, +and she drove over the ground quickly, until she saw the slate roof of +the house, flashing like silver, from a clump of dark trees quite +near.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then she reined in her horse and turned round. Far away at the edge of +the wheat, the man and the machine and the six horses stood out black +like a little toy. The clank and rattle of the iron came to her ears +through the still air, faintly, like the mechanism of a toy. But +Cynthia shivered as she looked back.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who is he?" she asked of the old Gaucho. He shrugged his shoulders.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not know him, Señorita. I do not think he was here last year. +They come in herds and go in herds when the corn is stacked."</p> + +<p class="normal">Up and down, along the glistening line, the man drove his horses and +manipulated his machine. He stopped no more. With each journey a wide +band of wheat went down. Thus he had been working, balanced in his +saddle, since daybreak. So, with but a two hours' rest, he would go +under the burning afternoon sun until darkness came and bade him stop. +To the Gaucho he was one of a herd of men who did the like; for a few +weeks here; then for another few weeks on another estancia further +down the line. But for Cynthia this man stood strangely out from the +herd. He had stopped her, and she did not know why. She sat and +watched his slow, obstinate progression. The persistence, the physical +strength of the man daunted her. There was something of nature's own +relentlessness in his capacity to endure and work. She magnified him, +and was, at the same time, interested and alarmed. For of this she was +sure. He had not stopped her merely because she was a girl, and alone. +He had stopped her because she was herself. She remembered his smile, +his nods of the head, his malice. He had a personal feeling, a +personal animosity. She could not understand it, yet she was sure.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How long will he stay?" she asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A month," said the Gaucho.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He was not here last year?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not recognize him."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, then--" she began and did not finish the question. It was in her +mind to ask, "Why does he hate me?" But she was aware at once that the +Gaucho could not answer it. "And he will stay a month?" she asked +again, uneasily.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, unless the Señorita wishes him to go. It will be, of course, as +the Señorita wishes."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia nodded her head. There was a way out of the trouble, to be +sure. But, on the other hand, she would have to say why she wished the +man to go. At the recital of her story Mr. and Mrs. Daventry would be +excited and alarmed. She herself would henceforth be surrounded with +precautions. She determined to say nothing at all about her adventure. +She would be careful during this month where she roamed. The man would +be at work and it would be easy to avoid him. She gathered the reins +again in her hands and drove to the house.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER VI</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_06" href="#div1Ref_06">A VISITOR AT THE ESTANCIA</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia accordingly held her tongue. Nevertheless, that evening +Richard Walton said to her across the dinner table:</p> + +<p class="normal">"So you were, after all, molested by one of the hands, Miss Cynthia."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Molested!" cried Robert Daventry indignantly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia's face flamed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who told you?" she asked of Richard Walton.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pedro."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia had not thought of the Gaucho. He had seemed so entirely +uninterested, so utterly unalarmed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Molested' is too strong a word," she said hastily. She now meant to +make as light of the encounter as she possibly could. "It was very +likely my fault. I got out of the trap and walked toward the wheat. It +may be that the man fancied I wished to speak to him."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What did he do?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The question came from Joan Daventry.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He sprang from his seat, ran to me, and stopped in front of me. That +was all."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Quite all?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia nodded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He just stood and stared at me until Pedro drove up."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did he say nothing?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not a word."</p> + +<p class="normal">In spite of her resolve to treat the adventure lightly, Cynthia's +voice grew troubled as she answered the questions. For she answered +them with her eyes upon Joan Daventry's face, and she saw the +perplexity there deepen into disquietude and misgiving. She turned +toward Robert Daventry. Upon his face uneasiness was still more +evident. He was plainly agitated. He sat listening in suspense. His +indignation had gone.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia's fear revived under the stimulation of their anxiety. She +continued slowly:</p> + +<p class="normal">"But although he did me no harm, although he threatened none, there +was something strange. He saw me at once. He ran so very quickly to me +the moment I was within reach. He seemed almost to be looking out for +me."</p> + +<p class="normal">Joan sank back into her chair with a gesture of helplessness, which +was all the more alarming because it was so singularly out of keeping +with her character. Her eyes sought her husband's and sought them in +dismay. Cynthia noticed both the gesture and the look. They kindled a +vague terror in the girl. The wide brown plain was as a picture before +her. She saw the great wheat-field glistening in the heat, a +wind-wheel in a corner above a well, and this man with the evil eyes +and the face of malice looking her over from head to foot.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," she said. "He seemed to be expecting me, and there was +something else. He seemed to hate me;" and Robert Daventry with a cry +sprang sharply to his feet.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joan raised a quick warning hand. But the cry had been uttered; and +with a sob Cynthia buried her face in her hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am frightened now," she said. "You frighten me."</p> + +<p class="normal">Robert Daventry stood over her, clumsily remorseful, and laid his +great hand on her shoulder.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There's nothing to fear, Cynthia," he began. "Joan and I--" he broke +off abruptly at a second warning from his wife. "We will pack that man +off about his business to-morrow."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Mrs. Daventry. She had mastered her agitation, and now +affected carelessness. "We can't really have Cynthia's birthday spoilt +in this way."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, of course not," cried Robert Daventry, seizing upon this +explanation of his distress. But he could not leave it in its +simplicity. "It's abominable that Cynthia should have her birthday +spoilt. She has only one a year, poor girl. That's what's troubling +us, Cynthia. Nothing else. But it's enough to upset us, isn't it? To +think that you should actually have your birthday spoilt--by one of my +men, too."</p> + +<p class="normal">So he went on, like a commentator on an ancient text, expanding the +explanation, underlining it, and forcing upon Cynthia's intelligence +its complete improbability. Even in the midst of her fears she could +not but look with amusement toward Joan; and the two women exchanged +the smile of their sex at the perennial clumsiness of man.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He shall go first thing to-morrow morning," cried Mr. Daventry; and +Richard Walton quietly rejoined:</p> + +<p class="normal">"He has gone already. I paid him off this morning."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Daventry ceased abruptly from his vociferations.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank you, Walton," he said. "Then that's ended," and he sat down.</p> + +<p class="normal">But he had hardly taken his seat when the door opened and the +parlor-maid brought to him upon a salver a folded slip of dirty paper.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A man came with this to the door, sir. He is waiting for an answer."</p> + +<p class="normal">Robert Daventry unfolded the slip and read the message written within +it. He did not lift his eyes when he had read. He sat staring at the +paper like a statue. And he sat amidst a deep silence. The cloud which +had but now been lifted, had gathered once more above the heads of +that small company. Though Robert Daventry did not speak, his long +silence spoke for him; and though he schooled his face to composure, +it was plain that he schooled it. A vague disquiet held the others at +the table. Not one of them but had a conviction that this dirty, +insignificant, scrap of writing announced a catastrophe.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joan was the first to move. She walked round the table and stood +behind her husband. He did not hear the rustle of her gown; and he was +not aware that she leaned over him to read the message until the +pressure of her hand upon his shoulder reminded him that she was his +ally.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You had better see the man, Robert," she said. "He calls late, but +probably he needs help."</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus she sought to pass the message off.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very well, I will," said Robert. He turned to the parlor-maid. "Bring +him to my study when I ring the bell."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will come with you," said Joan, as the servant went out from the +room.</p> + +<p class="normal">Richard Walton rose from his chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps you would like me, too?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, I don't think that's necessary," replied Joan Daventry. "But +perhaps you would stay within sound of the bell. We don't know who +this man is or what he wants. If we ring again, you would know that we +needed your advice."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly, I will be upon the lookout," said Walton, and he went from +the room and crossed to the servants' quarters. There he would hear +the bell at once should it ring for him. Joan meanwhile turned with a +smile to Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We will leave you here for a few minutes," she said, and the +composure of her voice almost reassured the girl; would, indeed, have +quite reassured her but for Robert Daventry. She saw that his hands +trembled so that the paper shook in them, even as her hands had +trembled this morning when she climbed up by the edge of the wheat +into her cart.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, wait here, Cynthia," said Robert Daventry, as he got to his +feet; and Cynthia noticed that while he spoke to her he altogether +avoided the glance of her eyes. The old couple went out of the room +together, leaving her alone, and carefully latched the door behind +them. In the hall for a moment they stood resting from their pretence. +A broken word or two burst from Robert Daventry:</p> + +<p class="normal">"What shall we do, Joan? This is what we have dreaded always."</p> + +<p class="normal">Joan raised her finger to her lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hush! Speak lower. What I said was true. We don't know who he is, or +what he wants. He may not be the man who stopped her in the field at +all."</p> + +<p class="normal">Robert Daventry shook his head. It was rather his nature to run to +meet misfortune if he saw its shadow in his way.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What shall we do?" he repeated. "Money will send him away," said +Joan.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And bring him back again," replied Robert hopelessly. "Sooner or +later Cynthia will know;" and Joan threw up her head at his words.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," she said vigorously. "No."</p> + +<p class="normal">At her left hand a door stood open upon a dark room. This was the +smoking-room. She entered the room and crossed it to the opposite +wall. Then she opened a second door, and advancing into this inner +room, felt for the switch in the darkness and turned on the light. +Bookcases, filled for the most part with books on agriculture, lined +the room, a round table, littered with papers, occupied the centre, in +the recess of a window stood a writing-desk. This was Robert +Daventry's study. Her husband followed her, and saw that her finger +was already on the bell.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let us decide what we are to do," he said, "before you ring."</p> + +<p class="normal">Joan shook her head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We can't. We must be guided by what the man knows, and by what he +wants. Only we admit nothing," she declared resolutely; and she +pressed the bell. It rang in the passage by the kitchen, but Cynthia, +left alone in the dining-room, heard it too.</p> + +<p class="normal">The moment she heard it, Cynthia rose from her chair, and ran silently +to the door. She unlatched it without a sound, and drew it toward her +until it was just wide enough open for her to see out. There she stood +grasping the door-knob, and in a moment a heavy foot sounded in the +hall. Cynthia set her eyes to the chink. She saw first a maid-servant +cross the hall, and pass into the smoking-room, and after the maid a +man. The man was the reaper who had leapt from his machine and rushed +toward her that morning. The maid-servant came back alone and crossed +the hall again to the servants' quarters. A door was shut loudly--the +door of Robert Daventry's study--and then another door opened +noiselessly, and opened wide--the door of the dining-room. Cynthia +came out into the hall. All the color had gone from her face, her eyes +were wide with terror. The man meant her harm--not a doubt of it. He +had some power to inflict the harm--that was sure. Otherwise why was +he admitted, why were her friends in such concern?</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia was quite alone in the hall now. Voices sounded faintly from +the kitchen and in the room behind her a clock ticked. But there were +no other sounds. She crossed to the threshold of the smoking-room and +looked in. At the other end a bright bar of light on the floor held +her eyes. The light came from the study. Cynthia watched it for a +moment irresolute. But the temptation grew. She was sure that beyond +that bright bar of light, behind that closed door, here in this +far-away corner of Argentina, good and evil were at grips for her. A +sense of loneliness suddenly possessed her, she longed for the +neighborly noises of a city. And while she stood she heard her own name +pronounced by Robert Daventry, and at once a harsh, strange voice rose +in a laugh, loud and arrogant. She looked about her in a panic. She +must fly, or she must know the truth, the whole of it, the worst of +it. She stole swiftly and noiselessly into the room. Close by that bar +of light a big, low chair stood against the wall. Cynthia crouched in +the chair, her frock a blur of misty white in the darkness. There she +remained, very still and quiet; and every word spoken in the study +came clearly to her ears.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER VII</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_07" href="#div1Ref_07">BOTH SIDES OF THE DOOR</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Within the room the three people were standing, the reaper upon one +side of the table, Joan and Robert Daventry close together upon the +other. The reaper was still laughing.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Cynthia!" he cried, repeating contemptuously the name which Robert +Daventry had used. "There's no Cynthia. There's a very pretty little +girl I saw this morning in the corn. But her pretty little name is +Doris Challoner. And, taking all in all, it's the better name of the +two."</p> + +<p class="normal">He spoke with an easy and most disquieting assurance, but Joan had +enough of that quality to meet with him in the gate. She had always +been a good fighter; she had stood by her husband often enough in the +early days of the estancia, when his nerve would have failed him but +for her; and she was for putting up to-night the best fight of her +whole long, active life. Money, to her thinking, they could make +again, old as they were, if the need came. But they could not open +their hearts to a second Cynthia, even if they could find one.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nonsense," she answered boldly. "Her name is Cynthia Daventry."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where was she born, then?" asked the reaper.</p> + +<p class="normal">"In Patagonia."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Never in this world," cried the man. "She was born in Concepcion, and +that's her farthest south."</p> + +<p class="normal">Joan shrugged her shoulders.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We ought to know. She is my husband's niece."</p> + +<p class="normal">A grin overspread the reaper's face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And is that so?" he asked, in a mock surprise. "I wasn't aware of +it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, you are now," said Joan.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, and the news alters our relations altogether, doesn't it?" he +said pleasantly.</p> + +<p class="normal">He tossed his battered hat upon the table, pulled out a chair, and sat +down in it at his ease, his legs stretched out, his hands deep in his +pockets. He nodded familiarly to Joan.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How do you do, sis?" He turned his face toward Mr. Daventry, "You +have got a nice little place, brother Robert. Shows what honest work +can do if persevered with day after day for a great number of +consecutive years. Quite a nice little place. You haven't, by any +chance, got a nice little cigar, too, have you, Robert, for your +long-lost brother?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Robert Daventry's face grew red, and the veins swelled upon his +forehead. He was a man quickly moved to passion, and quick, too, the +passion exhausted, to swing back into doubts and hesitations. He blew +either hot or cold, and, sooner or later, he was sure to blow cold. +Now, however, his temper was up, and he brought his great fist down +with violence upon the table.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you mean by your insolence?" he shouted "Stand up!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Joan laid a hand upon the old man's arm to restrain him. The reaper, +for his part, never budged from his attitude.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have got a nerve," he said. "You tell me a pack of lies--that's +all right, you've got money. But when I take you at your word, it's +'insolence' and 'stand up.' How's that, if you please?" He sat and +laughed for a little in contemptuous jerks. "Your niece, indeed! The +girl's my daughter."</p> + +<p class="normal">Neither Joan nor Robert believed him for a moment. They thought of +Cynthia, and compared that image at their hearts with the actual man +who sprawled on the chair in front of them. Robert counted him up, his +heavy features, his grime-engrained, spoilt hands, the whole degraded, +unkempt look of him. Cynthia's father! The claim was preposterous.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Her father!" cried Robert Daventry, leaning across the table. "Look +at yourself in the glass!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The sneer stung the reaper to a fury. He sprang to his feet, and from +habit his hand slipped to the knife at the back of his waistband. But +he mastered himself in a second or two. He was there for other ends +than violence, and he withdrew his hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I sha'n't forget that," he said, in a perfectly quiet voice, which +contrasted in the strangest way with the convulsion of his face. "You +got home there. Right home;" and he sat down again.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joan interposed before her husband could say another word, and used +soft words. The man was not Cynthia's father to be sure, but he knew +something of the girl's history. That was certain--and he knew more +than either Joan or Robert knew themselves. If she was to fight her +battle with success, she must know what he knew.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You could not expect us to accept your mere statement," she said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, that's reasonable," said the reaper, and he began his story. But +the insult rankled in his breast and as he spoke he kept turning a +murderous eye on the man who had inflicted it.</p> + +<p class="normal">He told the story of the earthquake at Valparaiso, and the flight of +James Challoner across the Andes. It was a story told with a wealth of +detail, and difficult altogether to discredit. Neither Joan nor Robert +did altogether discredit it. It might be true or it might not. This +man might have obtained it from James Challoner, or might somehow have +come across it by himself. But they were still convinced he could not +be James Challoner himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We shall want more proof than that," said Joan calmly, and Robert +nodded his head. Neither of them had felt more confidence than at this +moment since the crumpled slip of paper had been brought into the +dining-room.</p> + +<p class="normal">But outside the door Cynthia huddled in the great chair with her ear +to the door, listened with a growing terror. She had never doubted +until this hour that she was the daughter of Robert Daventry's +brother. She had been secure in that belief. Now the security was +going. She clutched the arms of her chair, feeling the whole world +slipping from beneath her feet--even as it had slipped at Valparaiso. +For certain memories, quite clear in her mind, were being explained to +her. An open hill-side at night, a strange red light upon the world, +the crash of houses, little flames creeping, and ships quietly at +anchor on the smoothest of seas--that was one picture in her memories +which had often puzzled her, which would puzzle her no longer if she +believed the story which was being told on the other side of the door. +She remembered, too, a long journey amongst mountains, and a bridge +over a deep and narrow torrent, and many people with kind faces who +spoke to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course, it isn't certain," she pleaded to herself desperately; and +the husky voice behind the door began again:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I travelled down to Buenos Ayres by train. I had little money, and no +prospects, and a child on my hands. I couldn't make a home for her. So +I went straight to the foundling hospital. It stands back in a garden, +and is kept by some wealthy sisters. There's a turnstile in the brick +wall of the garden, a little iron turnstile--but you know it well, +both of you;" and he broke off with a laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">Inside the study Joan and Robert Daventry, still remained unconvinced. +Outside Cynthia was persuaded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's true then," she whispered to herself. "It's quite true;" and she +wrung her hands in the darkness, and her voice broke in a sob. She had +no longer any shadow of doubt. The turnstile in the brick wall was for +her the overwhelming proof.</p> + +<p class="normal">Examined in a court of law by the rules of evidence, it might seem +flimsy enough. To Cynthia, it was complete corroboration of the +testimony of her memories. The turnstile in the brick wall--the one +ugly thing in her imagined wonderland of heroes--the turnstile which +had always been there before the land was--how had it come there, she +asked herself? And she was in no doubt as to the answer. The turnstile +was a memory too. It was the turnstile of a foundling hospital, where +her father had left her and gone his way. No wonder, she reflected +bitterly, it was the one ugly thing in her world of fancies.</p> + +<p class="normal">She leaned back, shivering, with her hands covering her face. She was +humiliated, but she was still more terrified. Shame cut deep, but fear +touched the very nerves of her heart. The man who had this morning +rushed at her was her father, and she remembered the malice of his +smile, and the evil, covetous look of him as he appraised her. She +grew hot, now, as she thought upon it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What harm does he mean?" she asked; and suddenly she sat forward on +the edge of her chair, quivering from head to foot like a spring some +touch had released. For her father's voice rose again:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I tied a bootlace round the child's arm. I can't say that I ever +thought to come back for her. But there's a convention in these +things, isn't there?" he added with a grin. "I have been a +conservative all my life, and now I have found the advantage of it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How?" asked Joan. "Even if your story were true, your daughter +wouldn't be wearing a bootlace or even the mark of it round her arm +now."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, from the look of her she'd be more likely to be wearing a diamond +bangle, bless her! But all the same the bootlace helps."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Again the implacable question was uttered by Joan. She must know all +that this man had upon his side by way of argument. That was her first +necessity.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How does the bootlace help?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It helps because the child wearing that bootlace was received by the +same old ladies who allowed you a few months afterward to adopt +her--that's how. Don't you leave those old ladies out of your +reckoning, Mrs. Daventry, or you will run up against a snag. I went +back to the foundling a year ago and claimed my daughter."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You did?" cried Joan. She was startled. For a moment, too, she was +disconcerted. She knew nothing of any such visit. But the statement +was so easily capable of proof that the reaper would hardly have made +it, had it not been true. And she was quick to see how strong a +presumption such a visit would create, that he was the girl's father. +Then she sprang to the weak point in the statement.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If it were true that Cynthia was your daughter, and that you claimed +her a year ago, how is it that you wait until a chance meeting in a +field brings you face to face?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"There's no chance about it, believe me," James Challoner returned. +For it was he. The delicate manners had been rubbed off him, the +gentle voice, which had charmed so many dollars from reluctant pockets +long ago at Punta del Inca, had thickened and grown husky, the +well-knit figure had spread to heaviness. But this was James +Challoner, after fourteen years had told their tale. "The old ladies +lied to me. Yes, actually lied to me," and he spread out his hands in +indignation. "Lied to a father about his daughter! They were religious +people too!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"If they did lie," Robert Daventry burst in, "they did the best thing +they ever did in all their good lives."</p> + +<p class="normal">James Challoner waved Robert Daventry and his outburst aside. He kept +his eyes fixed upon Joan's face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, they lied to me," he said. "I gave them the day and the month +and the year, when I placed Doris on the turnstile. They pretended to +make inquiries, and they lied to me. They told me she was dead. Ah!" +and he suddenly leaned forward and pointed an accusing finger at Joan, +"You are glad to hear that. Yes, I thought you would be."</p> + +<p class="normal">Try as she did, Joan had not been able to keep a flash of joy out of +her face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's a matter of indifference to me," she replied, "since Cynthia is +not your child."</p> + +<p class="normal">She still clung obstinately to that belief. He might have heard the +story from James Challoner, and James Challoner might be dead. Any +hypothesis was possible in her eyes, except the one which was true. +She would not have it that this man was Cynthia's father.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, it is a matter of indifference to you!" said Challoner +ironically. "I will tell you something that won't be. Those old ladies +lied just as clumsily as I have ever seen it done. Poor old souls, +they were rattled out of their senses at the thought of the sin they +were committing. A child could have seen they were lying--as I did who +am no child. And I began to cast about for a reason for the lie. It +wasn't very difficult to find it. Some one had adopted her, some one +they didn't want me to discover, some one rich, then, I reckoned, who +could give the girl a position."</p> + +<p class="normal">At the word "rich" Robert and Joan exchanged a glance. So much were +they disconcerted by Challoner's knowledge and assurance that now they +hoped rather than feared that blackmail was the end he had in view.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So I began to make inquiries," continued Challoner. "I found out who +were the patrons, who took most interest in the institution, and +amongst them who had adopted a child. I came upon you in the end." And +again he began to laugh. "Those poor innocent old women had actually +given me the date when you took Doris away as the date of the child's +death. It took me a little time to find out all about you; and when I +had found out I had no money. So I had to work my way along until I +reached you. But I have reached you," he exclaimed, lolling back in +his chair, "and, by George, the very first day I am at work here, out +the girl comes to meet me. Why, I recognized her in a second;" and +Joan slipped in, as she thought, under his guard. With a thrill of +delight she believed that he had made a mistake, and a mistake which +would discredit every word of his story.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Recognized her!" she repeated scornfully. "And the last time, when, +on your own showing, you saw her she was three years old!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Challoner, however, merely smiled at her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If you had a family at your back, old lady, you wouldn't be so high," +he said; and once more Robert Daventry interposed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Speak respectfully to my wife," he cried.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What, are you butting in again?" asked Challoner, with a look of +surprise. "You didn't do any good, you know, the last time you +interfered."</p> + +<p class="normal">Once more Joan was called upon to restrain her husband. She saw the +man convicted of a lie, and she did not mean to lose the advantage of +that conviction.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How did you recognize her?" she asked, smiling in her turn. "How did +you recognize in the girl of seventeen the child of three?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll tell you," said Challoner confidently. "And, by the way, she's +not seventeen to-day. It might interest you to know that. She's +seventeen and a half. She was born on the seventeenth of July."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Keep to the point," said Joan.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly, I will," replied Challoner, "though it's by no means +necessary to substantiate my authority--yes," and his voice suddenly +rang out loud upon the word, so that Cynthia in the darkness on the +other side of the door shivered as if she had been struck, "yes, my +authority. I don't say that she's like what she was when she was +three. I don't even say she's like her mother. She isn't. She's a +Challoner--and in the Challoner's home, by Wareham in Dorsetshire, +there are some pictures worth looking at. I sat opposite one of them +at the dinner table all through my boyhood, and whenever I was at +home afterward--until I came out here. It was the portrait of my +great-great-grandmother, painted by Romney, when she was a girl; and I +tell you the girl who came stepping so prettily across the field this +morning, in her white frock and big straw hat, might have stepped +right out of that picture frame. That's how I recognized her."</p> + +<p class="normal">He ended on a note of triumph, and for the first time Joan's +confidence failed her altogether. Again, it was not, of course, a +conclusive piece of evidence, gauged by any laws of reasoning, but +just as Challoner's description of the turnstile had convinced Cynthia +outside the door because of the particular illumination it lent to an +obscure fancy, so this detail of the picture did more to convince Joan +Daventry than the rest of the story. Some portions of that story she +knew to be true: the bootlace, the abandonment of the child. But what +she had obstinately been combating was the contention that it was true +of this man who sat before her. He might have learnt it all from the +real father; he might now be seeking to make his profit out of the +knowledge. That had been her hope. But it failed her now. For the +particular detail of the girl's resemblance, now that she was +seventeen, to the Romney portrait in the Challoners' dining-room he +could not have learned from another. It did suggest that the man in +front of her was the Challoner he claimed to be. Of course the detail +might have been invented. But it did not sound to her invented; and, +so far as her knowledge could test it, the rest of his story was true. +She looked him over again with new eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But you can't prove that," she said. "Even if it were true, you +couldn't prove it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Should I need to?" asked Challoner. "After I had put those old ladies +from the Foundling into the witness-box, should I need to, Mrs. +Daventry? Would they stick to their lie? Any tenth-rate attorney could +turn 'em inside out as easy as an old glove, if they tried to. But +they wouldn't try--and you know it as well as I do."</p> + +<p class="normal">Challoner had put his finger on the danger-spot of the Daventrys' +position. Those two old ladies would have suffered much +heart-searching before they told their lie, and not a little remorse +afterward. Questioned upon their oaths they would speak the truth, and +the whole truth. Of that Joan felt sure.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There are men, too, in Buenos Ayres who knew me when I was in Chile," +Challoner continued; and then once more Robert Daventry interposed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But you wouldn't be mad enough to go to law with us," he cried, and +Challoner laughed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, yes, I would, and I would put you into the witness-box, too. A +pretty figure you would cut, with your Patagonian brother, eh? I +wouldn't bring my action here, of course, in this district. You've got +your local syndic in your pocket, I grant you. But the law runs in +Buenos Ayres nowadays, and don't you forget it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Robert Daventry turned aside to hide his discomfiture, and walked once +or twice across the room. He had no doubt that this man was James +Challoner and Cynthia's father. His story was too circumstantial to be +disputed. Moreover, neither he nor Joan could publicly dispute it. +There had been no brother in Patagonia. He turned abruptly to +Challoner: "How much do you want?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Joan moved quickly to his side with a cry of protest. Money it might +be necessary to pay, but it must be asked for, not offered. To offer +it was to admit the claim.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What are you saying, Robert?" she cried.</p> + +<p class="normal">Robert turned to her quietly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It must come to that in the end. Why not now and have done with it? +How much?"</p> + +<p class="normal">A smile of triumph broadened over Challoner's face. Outside the door +Cynthia leaned forward, her hands clasped over her heart in an agony +of suspense. Why didn't he answer? Why was he so long?</p> + +<p class="normal">The answer came at length:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I want my daughter, nothing else. She is not of age. I have a right +to her; I'll take her away with me to-night."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia crouched back in her chair, clasping its arms tightly with her +hands, and making herself very small. To Joan and Robert Daventry the +demand was incredible, even though their ears had heard it. Challoner +could not mean it. It was an expedient to raise the price. But Cynthia +had caught a note of malice in his voice which brought back before her +eyes the malice of his looks as he had stood before her in the field. +He meant to take her away, and that night. She glanced toward the +door. To leave her home, to be swallowed up in the darkness with this +stranger for her companion! She clung to the chair in a panic of +terror. Then she heard Robert Daventry repeating the words in a daze:</p> + +<p class="normal">"You want to take her away? Cynthia?" And as though the meaning of +Challoner's demand for the first time broke in on him, "Never!" he +cried violently.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I want to take her away to-night;" and now the malice in Challoner's +voice was audible to Joan too. She stared at him over the table. He +sat nodding his head at her with little quick movements, his eyes very +bright, and a horrid smile about his mouth. She remembered what +Cynthia herself had said: "He seemed to hate me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You grudge her her happiness, her life with us!" she exclaimed; and +Challoner beat his fist upon the table in a sudden anger.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is it strange?" he cried. "All these years here she has been sitting +soft and walking daintily. What have I been doing? 'Look at yourself +in a glass'--That's what you said," and he turned to Robert Daventry. +"I told you I'd remember it, and I do. A fine life I have had of it +for fourteen years. Mate tea and enough work a day to throw a +trades-unionist into hysterics! No wonder I've lost my looks."</p> + +<p class="normal">All the bitterness of his fourteen years of degradation seemed to be +concentrated in his words. The easy good-humor with which he had begun +had vanished. He was a man venomous with grievances. He was still the +old James Challoner in this; he had enemies, only now the enemies were +not a few to be searched for through a list, but all who had a +sixpence in their pockets. Joan herself was frightened. She realized +the mistake which she and her husband had made in their eagerness to +disbelieve the story of this man. She understood now that when she had +thought of Cynthia and compared her with the reaper, she had been +thinking only of the flower and had omitted her own assiduous +cultivation of the plant. She recognized now that the look of race +which fourteen years of luxury had refined in the girl, fourteen years +of degradation might well have obliterated in the man.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have had enough of it," cried James Challoner. "It's now her turn."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But we offer you freedom from that life," said Joan, and her voice +began to plead.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I want my daughter," Challoner retorted implacably.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But you can't make a home for her," said Robert Daventry.</p> + +<p class="normal">Challoner chuckled and his voice lost its violence.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You must take me for a softy," he said with a drawl of amusement. "I +mean her to make a home for me, where I can do a bit of sitting soft +and recover my good looks."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But she can't make a home for you," said Joan.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, yes she can."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia outside the door waited in a despairing bewilderment. The +changed tones of those whom she had looked upon as her parents assured +her that the reaper had authority and rights, could claim her, could +take her away. But how, she asked herself, was she to make a home for +him? She had learned no profession, practised no art. The tears rose +to her eyes and flowed down her cheeks; and the answer came.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She's a rare one for looks," said Challoner. His eyes narrowed to +slits and his face became mean and despicable to look upon. "You'll +not find her equal strolling under the lamps of Buenos Ayres."</p> + +<p class="normal">Joan flinched and uttered a cry. The movement was that of one who has +been slapped in the face. Cynthia felt her heart stand still within +her breast. She had lived in Buenos Ayres, where knowledge comes +quickly to women. She was neither ignorant nor a fool. She understood, +and once more her eyes went to the door. It was all quiet in the hall. +A few quick steps and she would be out of the house. She rose from her +chair. For the dark night, which a minute before had so appalled her, +now appealed to her as a friend and refuge. But as she turned, she +heard Robert Daventry say in a choking voice:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Go! or I'll have you thrown out;" and the bell rang violently.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, is that the game?" replied Challoner.</p> + +<p class="normal">Daventry strode round the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not a word! Go! I loathe you."</p> + +<p class="normal">And the door was wrenched violently open. Cynthia had just time to +drop into her chair. She heard her father's voice close to her, and no +longer through the panels of a door. She cowered down, covering her +face with her hands, and drawing in her feet.</p> + +<p class="normal">"All right, I'll go," said Challoner. "I can afford to go. For I have +the law on my side."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The law! Try it!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will."</p> + +<p class="normal">Challoner was standing in the doorway now. He was looking back into +the study. But he had only to turn his head to see that blur of misty +white in the chair, only to bend down and draw the trembling hands +from the girl's face to find his daughter in his grasp. Cynthia lay +holding her breath, ready at a touch of him to swoon.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She's my daughter. All your money won't get over that. Just wait +and see. I'll come back with the law at my side, and take her +away--yes--if I have to tie her hand and foot to take her."</p> + +<p class="normal">He flung out across the smoking-room, looking neither to the right nor +to the left. Joan and Robert Daventry followed quickly behind him, +afraid lest he should force his way into the dining-room where they +had left Cynthia. Not one of them saw the girl huddled in the great +chair in the dark room. Richard Walton came into the hall.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll see you off the premises," he said to Challoner, and a moment +afterward the front door slammed.</p> + +<p class="normal">With the slamming of that door Cynthia seemed to swim back into life; +and all at once there came upon her a great longing for comfort and +kind words. She was hurt and humiliated as she had never thought to +be. It seemed to her that she was tainted, and she was terribly +afraid. She took a swift step toward the door, and there Joan's voice +speaking in a whisper arrested her.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joan was standing with her husband by the dining-room, and seeking to +compose her agitation before she entered it. Her voice was still +shaking from her encounter.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not a word to Cynthia," she said. "We sha'n't let her go, Robert," +and her voice was very wistful, and appealed for confirmation of her +words. "So there's no need to trouble her--as this story would trouble +her."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, we'll not say a word to her," replied Robert. He made an effort +to be hearty, but it quite failed to hide his distress. "We shall find +a way out somehow when we think it all over. No, we'll not breathe a +word, my dear. Cynthia's birthday mustn't be spoilt," and, thoroughly +miserable, the old couple went into the dining-room and closed the +door behind them.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia made up her mind. Since they wished her not to know, since it +would add so much to their distress if they learned that she did know, +she would keep her knowledge to herself. It seemed to her then a small +return to make to them for their devotion, but it was to cost her much +more than she imagined. She would wait, schooling herself to patience, +hiding her fears. But she could not face her friends to-night and keep +her secret. For that she had not the strength. She ran swiftly and +silently up to her room and flung herself upon her bed and buried her +face in the pillows. There she lay trembling until the thought came to +her that Joan would not retire without coming to ask why she had gone +upstairs so early. She undressed and was hardly in bed before Joan +knocked on the door.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I had a headache," said Cynthia. "It is the heat, no doubt. I shall +be myself in the morning."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are sure? You wouldn't like the doctor?" Joan asked anxiously.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, no!" exclaimed Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">Joan put her hand to the switch of the light, and Cynthia started up +in bed with a wild gesture.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't turn the light out, please, mother," she cried; and the next +moment feared that Joan would have heard the terror underneath her +words. But Joan herself was occupied. She kissed Cynthia and left her +alone with the light burning in her room.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER VIII</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_08" href="#div1Ref_08">THE FLIGHT</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">But though the light burned in her room, Cynthia did not sleep till +daybreak. For the first few hours there was a strange bustle about the +passages of the house, for which she did not seek at all to find a +cause. She welcomed it for its companionship. Familiar voices informed +her that her friends were awake about her, and she was comforted. She +tried to fall asleep before the noise should cease, but gradually the +estancia sank into silence, and she was still awake. Then began her +hours of terror. Her window was open, and every flutter of the night +air which shook the curtains was her father's coarse, strong hand upon +the sill. If she closed her eyes for a moment, his dark and evil face +was already bending over her, as she lay helpless in her bed. If she +heard a wardrobe crack it was he stepping clumsily about the room. +Half the night she spent crouching up in her bed, her eyes wild with +fear, her heart racing and stopping, while she listened for the sound +of his footsteps outside the house. And she heard them; did a twig +snap on a tree in the garden, she heard them. There was he, prowling +about the walls, watching, perhaps, for just her light to be put out +before he slipped in through a window to take her away. If she heard +no sounds, then he was already in the house, creeping along the +corridor toward her door. From the moment when this particular fear +seized hold upon her, her eyes were fixed in an agony of suspense upon +the long mirror in her room. The door was at her right hand, set in +the wall against which the head of her bed was placed. A high screen +stood by the side of the bed and hid it from her altogether. But +across the room the long mirror faced her, and by looking at its +bright surface she could see whether the door opened or not. It was a +white door, with a round brass handle, and, continually, she was very +sure that she saw the handle turn. In her frantic imaginings her +father's very semblance changed. Gross though he was, still more she +distorted him, making his likeness fit with the knowledge which she +had of him. He meant to drag her away, and batten on what she had of +youth and freshness and good looks; and this, out of malice almost as +much as for profit, and to punish her for the happiness of her life. +He swelled into some grotesque and corpulent thing of evil with a fat, +loathsome face and gripping hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">The night was a night of disillusionment for Cynthia. Romance was +stunned in her. All her pretty dreams, wherein she shyly walked with +the bright ones of the earth, were rent and blown to space like +gossamer. She seemed separated from them by a generation of years. She +looked back upon them with derision. A fine heroine she was to be if +that door opened. She was to walk--yes--but under the gas-lamps, and +not shyly, and with any who would. That was the plan deliberately +conceived for her and conceived by her own father. The mere thought of +it seemed to sully her, to make her unworthy. She remembered that only +that morning she had sent a telegram to Captain Rames, with a thrill +of excitement, as though she were doing a remarkable thing. She had +actually dared. She sat up, and in the bitterness of her heart laughed +at the great significance she had set upon herself. Her father had a +different view of her importance, and from head to foot she ached with +the pain of her humiliation.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus through the long hours she swung between terror and abasement, +each one mastering her in turn. Once she started up with a despairing +cry as she imagined her father driving her out into the street with +blows.</p> + +<p class="normal">Could she make her living honestly if she ran away from him, she +wondered miserably, bethinking that at the worst she must kill +herself? At another moment she would recall with a pang of contempt +her enchanted garden and scorch its flowers with her ridicule. She +would walk in that garden no more. It was closed. She had been an +impostor in it always. It was a place of falsities. There was but one +true, real thing in it all--the turnstile in the wall which gave +admission to its precincts. Yes, that was true, and the turnstile, +with all it meant of shame and indifference, became to her a new +epitome of life.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gradually the night wore through. A finger of gray light slipped +through the curtains, and was laid upon the ceiling of the room. Birds +began to sing in the garden. Cynthia turned out her light and fell +asleep at last. She slept late and woke to just such another day of +heat as yesterday. She lay for a moment, happily convinced that all +which had occurred last night had occurred only in a dream. But she +looked into the mirror across the room and saw the door, and the truth +was made known to her. These things had happened.</p> + +<p class="normal">Certainly the door was still closed, the night had passed. But other +nights would follow, and through the closed door, not her father, but +fear and shame had passed to bear her company. She came down to +breakfast pale and heavy-eyed, and found Joan and Robert Daventry +already at the table. She was afraid lest they should remark the +alteration in her looks, and she set herself to counterfeit an air of +gaiety. It was not very successful, but Joan and Robert Daventry were +making precisely the same pretence, with still poorer results. They +could not meet her eyes any more than she theirs; and they were trying +for the sake of her happiness to hide from her a catastrophe, her +knowledge of which for the sake of their happiness she was trying to +hide from them. Thus they all talked with great speed about things of +no importance, and laughed noisily whether laughter was appropriate or +not, until Robert Daventry suddenly turned to Cynthia and blurted out +with an affected blitheness:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I hope, my dear, that you haven't made many absolutely unalterable +arrangements for the summer." And Cynthia turned as white as the +table-cloth and looked suddenly down to hide the terror in her eyes. +They were going to give her up, then! That was her first despairing +thought. No doubt it could not be helped. They were compelled to.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," she answered faintly. "No arrangements that cannot be altered. I +was going to stay for a week with--" and as she compared the summer +which she had planned with that which awaited her, she stopped, lest +the choking of her voice should betray her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's well," continued Robert, "for you have a journey to make, +Cynthia. I have had a telegram this morning from England. I bought +some property in Warwickshire a few years ago. We thought you would +not, perhaps, want to live all your life in the Argentine after we had +gone. So we bought it for you. But it appears there's some sort of +lawyer's trouble over the title."</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have known there was some trouble," Joan hastened to explain, "for +quite a long time. But until this telegram arrived we did not think it +very serious."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now we know what it is," continued Robert, "and I am afraid that we +must go to England and attend to it. Luckily, we have Walton now to +look after the estancia." And since Cynthia made no reply, but still +looked upon the cloth, he continued in some perplexity: "I hope, my +dear, you won't be disappointed. Joan and I, indeed, were inclined to +be confident that you would enjoy the trip."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And, of course, I shall," cried Cynthia; and now she raised her head +and gazed at her friends with shining eyes. She had not dared to yield +her face to their scrutiny in the first revulsion of her feelings. +Even now the room whirled about her. "I shall be delighted to go with +you. When shall we start?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, that's the point," said Mr. Daventry, uncomfortably. "The +telegram is very urgent, and there's a boat sailing from Buenos Ayres +to-morrow. I am afraid, Cynthia, that we must catch it. There's +certain to be no difficulty about cabins just at this time of the +year, and, in fact, I have already telegraphed to retain them. So you +see we must leave Daventry by the night train. Can you be ready?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">The color came back again into her pale cheeks and made them rosy, and +the smile returned to her lips. No telegram had come. The bustle in +the corridors during the early hours of the evening was explained to +her. Over night, Robert and Joan had made up their minds to an instant +flight, and had set about their preparations. Cynthia drew her breath +again. She resumed life and some part of her faith in life. The world +was not peopled with James Challoners, as, in the shock of her horror, +she had almost been persuaded. Here were two who, for her sake, were +abandoning their home and the place which their labors had made for +them in the country of their adoption. Her great trouble during that +day of hurried preparation was to avoid blurting out to her two +friends her gratitude and her knowledge.</p> + +<p class="normal">They travelled by night and, reaching Buenos Ayres in the morning, +drove straight along the docks to their ship. Once on board, Cynthia +noticed that Joan made this and that excuse about the arrangement of +her cabin to keep her from the deck until the steamer had warped out +into the basin. Then she gave a sigh of relief and sat down in a +chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You won't mind, dear, will you?" she said. "We shall probably be kept +some time in England. But you will soon make friends. Robert was +speaking about it last night. He said it was a good hunting country, +and that we could get you some fine horses and--" and suddenly she +felt Cynthia's arms about her neck, and the girl's tears upon her +cheeks.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My dear, my dear, you are too kind to me!" cried Cynthia. "I don't +mind about the horses, if only you'll keep me with you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course, of course," said Mrs. Daventry. "What should we do without +you ourselves."</p> + +<p class="normal">The screw was churning up the mud of the River Plate, the flat banks +dotted with low trees were slipping past the port-holes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let us go out and get the steward to arrange our chairs on deck," +said Mrs. Daventry. She put Cynthia's outburst down, not to any guess +at the true reason of their flight, but to a young girl's moment of +emotion.</p> + +<p class="normal">The steamer put into Montevideo, and Santos, and Rio, and glided +northward along the woods and white sands of Brazil. It passed one +morning into the narrows of the Cape Verde Islands, and there was +dressed from stem to stern with flags.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia asked the reason of the first officer, who was leaning beside +her on the rail, and for answer he pointed northward to a small black +ship which was coming down toward them, and handed to her his +binocular.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's the <i>Perhaps</i>, bound for the South," he said; and he saw the +girl's face flush red.</p> + +<p class="normal">She put the glasses to her eyes, and gazed for a long while at the +boat. The <i>Perhaps</i> +was a full-rigged ship, with auxiliary steam, +broad in the beam, with strong, rounded bows. She had the trade-wind +behind her, and came lumbering down the channel with every sail set +upon her yards.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But she's so small," cried Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She has to be small," replied the first officer. "Length's no use for +her work. Look at us! We should crack like a filbert in the ice-pack. +She won't."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But she's out for three years," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There'll be a relief ship with fresh stores, no doubt. And there are +not many of them on board, twenty-nine all told."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia looked again, and held the glasses to her eyes until the boats +drew level. She could make out small figures upon the bridge and deck; +she saw answering signals break out in answer to their own good +wishes; and then the name in new gold letters came out upon the black +stern beneath the counter.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank you," she said as she handed back the glasses. But her eyes +were still fixed upon that full-rigged ship lumbering heavily to the +unknown South.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am very glad to have seen the <i>Perhaps</i>," she said slowly.</p> + +<p class="normal">The first officer looked at her curiously. There was a quiver of +emotion in her voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps you have friends on board," he said. "If you have, I envy +them."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," she said slowly. "I know no one on board. But I am glad to have +seen the ship, for I was interested in it in a part of my life which +is now over."</p> + +<p class="normal">The first officer was about to smile. Here was a remarkably pretty +girl of seventeen or so, talking about a part of her life which was +over! But the big, dark-blue eyes swept round and rested gravely on +his face, and he bowed to her with a fitting solemnity.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia exaggerated, no doubt, taking herself seriously as young girls +will. But the shock of that last night in the estancia had wrought a +revolution in her thoughts. Though James Challoner no longer seemed to +grip her hand, she walked in the chill shadow of his presence. Nor did +that shadow quite lift even when she had landed in England.</p> + +<p class="normal">They travelled into Warwickshire, and so came to that white house +behind the old wall of red brick on the London road which Robert +Daventry had once coveted for himself and had afterward bought for +Cynthia. The Daventrys made it their home now. Though Cynthia never +read a word about it in the papers, that disputed title took a long +while in the settling. Robert Daventry resumed the old ties. Joan, +with Cynthia at her side, found the making of new ones not the +laborious business she had feared, and Cynthia had her horses and as +many friends as she had room for in her life. But the shadow was still +about her. James Challoner might have found the means to follow them +to England. At any corner of a lane she might discover his gross and +sinister figure upon the path. A few miles away, the ancient city of +Ludsey lifted high its old steeples and its modern chimneys. She was +always secretly upon her guard in its climbing streets. There was +always in her life a mirror facing a closed door, and at her heart a +great fear lest she should see the door open.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER IX</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_09" href="#div1Ref_09">ROBERT DAVENTRY EXPLAINS</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Thus the greater part of three years passed, but toward the end of the +third the influenza became virulent throughout that country. It was a +winter of sharp frosts and sudden thaws. One week the lanes were deep +in snow and the fields white squares ruled off by the hedges; the next +the whole country-side ran water. The epidemic was at its worst in +November, and during that month it attacked Joan Daventry. She was now +a woman of seventy, and the activity of her life had worn out her +heart. She died within a week of her seizure, and from that time +Robert Daventry's strength steadily declined. It may have been that +the loss of Joan loosened his hold on life, or, again it may have +been, as Dr. Hill declared, that he caught a chill at the graveside +which he could not shake off. But, whatever the cause, he ailed +through November, and in the beginning of the following month, while +sitting on the bench at Ludsey, he was seized with a great faintness. +He was driven back to the white house, and took to his bed; and on the +next day the snow fell again.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ten days after he had fallen sick, Dr. Hill came from the bedroom and +found Cynthia waiting as ever for his news. He was an oldish man, and +quite at home in that house. He slipped his arm through hers and said +in a grave and gentle voice:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your father wants you, my dear. He has something to say to you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia looked at him anxiously.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Won't it tire him too much to talk?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"He will not, I think, be tired for very long. You had better go to +him at once, for his mind is quite clear now. I will come back +to-morrow morning, unless you telephone to me before then that you +want me. It is now, I am afraid, a matter of waiting."</p> + +<p class="normal">He drove away from the door. Cynthia walked back along the passages to +the room where the old man lay in a great four-poster bed. The +afternoon was closing in, and the room was not yet lit. But there was +light enough for her to appreciate all that Dr. Hill had meant. Robert +Daventry had grown so frail, his hands and face were so very nearly +transparent.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have a good deal to tell you, Cynthia," he said feebly, and his +lips tried to smile. "So listen to me carefully."</p> + +<p class="normal">The nurse went out of the room. Cynthia sat down by the bed and took +the old man's hand in hers. She made no pretence that another +opportunity would come.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You will be very well off, my dear, I am thankful to say," he +continued. "There's the estancia, about which I will say a word to you +later, and a little more than four hundred thousand pounds in the +stocks. It's practically all coming to you. Of course, the profit on +the estancia varies with the season, and may in bad years mean +nothing; but on the average, I reckon you ought to have about +twenty-five thousand a year. That leaves out this house and the little +farm which goes with it. They are yours already. I have made Hill one +of my executors--he'll be rather a figurehead, I expect--and Isaac +Benoliel, of Culver, the other. They are both friends and neighbors of +yours, and understanding people. I have tied up half the money on you +and your children. If you haven't any children you will bequeath it as +you like. But I am hoping very much that you will have them. I once +asked a woman what she looked back upon as the happiest time of her +life, and she said the evenings when she and her husband used to sit +alone together before their first child was born. I think that was a +wise saying, Cynthia. It struck me very much at the time, and has +never since seemed to me less true than it did then. And, you know, +everybody can't expect quite the same luck as Joan and I had in +finding you." He pressed her hand with such strength as he had, and +lay for a little while silent, husbanding his strength.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was advised by my lawyer," he resumed, "to tie my whole fortune up. +But I talked it over with Joan and we were afraid that it might +perhaps occur to you afterward that we didn't completely trust you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, father, I should never have thought that," Cynthia protested +gently.</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man shook his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"One can never be quite certain that queer, stinging ideas won't +come," he said. "And we both were anxious that you should be sure +always that we had no fear of the way in which you would manage your +life. So you will be completely mistress of half your fortune," and he +hesitated for a moment, "when you come of age. But I would like you, +when you are in doubt, to consult Isaac Benoliel. I have a great faith +in him."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I, too," said Cynthia. "I will consult him."</p> + +<p class="normal">A look of relief came into Robert Daventry's face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am glad of that," he said. "There are people, of course, who are +prejudiced against him. He is a Jew, and he's new, and he has that +queer sort of indefinable position which attracts criticism. But I +think you will find him a valuable friend."</p> + +<p class="normal">Daventry's voice had weakened to a whisper, and he lay back upon his +pillows with his eyes closed. Cynthia moved, but the pressure of his +hand retained her. She sat and waited, speaking no word and holding +back the tears which smarted in her eyes. Robert Daventry spoke again.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There's some medicine," he said. "Hill gave it me to keep me going. +It's in a glass."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia lifted a glass filled with some grayish liquid, and held it to +the old man's lips. He drank, and resumed:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have written down during the last day or two the heads of what I +wanted to say on a paper."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia found a slip of paper on the table by the bedside.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Just read."</p> + +<p class="normal">There were some words written one below the other on the paper in a +straggling hand. Cynthia read them out.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Money."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have said all I have to say, I think, about that."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Diana Royle," Cynthia read next. But she read the name slowly, so +slowly that Robert Daventry noticed her deliberation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't think you can see, Cynthia," he said. "It's getting dark."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, yes, father, I can see quite clearly," she replied. "What of Mrs. +Royle?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You know her," said Robert. "You like her, too, I think, don't you?" +Cynthia did not reply, but Daventry had not asked the question in +the tone of one needing a reply. "You will want some one to live with +you until you get married, which, by the way, you don't seem to be +in a hurry to do, my dear. The young fellows round here don't seem +to have made much impression. Oh! I am not bustling you, my dear. +Only--only--don't leave it too long, Cynthia," he said, and his hand +sought hers again.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia stirred uneasily. It was the way of men, to want to marry +every girl off as soon as possible, she knew. It was a form of vanity. +But she wished to give no promise.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You will probably go to London, I don't want you to mope down here +all the time. There's no reason that you should. You can have your +house in town. But you will want some one with you, and I thought my +cousin, Diana Royle, would be the most suitable person."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia raised her head as if she was about to speak. But she did not, +and Daventry said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wrote to her about it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh," said Cynthia slowly. "You have already written?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, and she consented at once. You see her husband left her badly +off when he died. So it will be an advantage to her. And though she is +older than you are, she is not so much older that you won't be in +sympathy with one another."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia nodded her head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I see," she said. "Yes, of course, I know her very well." But a note +of reserve was audible, or rather would have been audible to any other +in that room. But Robert Daventry was altogether occupied in the +effort to master his overmastering weakness. There was more which he +wished to say; there was something which he must say.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then that's settled," he whispered; and with his eyes he asked for +his cordial. Cynthia once more supported him, and held the glass to +his lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now, what comes next?" he asked, and Cynthia looked at the paper.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The estancia," she said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Daventry, and a smile suddenly illumined his face and made +it young. "The estancia! You have the right to dispose of it, Cynthia. +For one never knows what changes may come. But I don't want you to let +it go unless there is some great necessity. It brings in, generally, a +good income, and now that Walton looks after it, it gives very little +trouble. Walton is a good man. I should give him an interest in it, if +I were you, and as time goes on increase his interest. Keep him and +keep it. I want you very much to do that. I am proud of the Daventry +estancia, for one thing. For another, the best part of Joan's life and +of mine was spent there. There, too, we first brought you when you +came to us. There's yet another reason," and he stopped, and thought. +"Yes, there's yet another reason why I care for it so much--but--" and +he shook his head and gave up the effort to interpret it: "it's not +very clear in my mind just now. I only know it's there--a strong +reason."</p> + +<p class="normal">He was speaking with a depth of tenderness in his voice for which +Cynthia was hardly prepared. Always he had seemed to her to look upon +the estancia as a business proposition rather than as the soil in +which his heart was rooted. Always, too, he had seemed so contented to +live in England, and he had taken his part with so much zest in the +local administration of the county. She was as puzzled now by this +note of yearning--for it was no less than yearning--as by the reason +which he could not interpret. It was all made plain to her in after +years, but by another than Robert Daventry.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I want you very much to keep the estancia, Cynthia."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course I will keep it," she said, and again she made no pretence +that the day was distant when it would be hers to keep. Her heart was +heavy with grief, it went out in love to this dear friend of hers; she +was young and the cry was loud in her bosom, "What will I do without +you?" but her lips did not utter it. He would be quite sure of her +love without her protests. There was comprehension enough, and to +spare, between them to make her certain of that. And, since he wanted +her to listen, she put aside her distress and the thought of the +loneliness which awaited her and obeyed him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I would even be glad"--and the old man hesitated with the timidity of +one asking a heavy favor.--"Yes, I would be glad if you would go back +there--oh, not often--but just once or twice to see that all was going +on well."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia's hand trembled for a moment. She looked at him with a sudden +terror in her eyes. But he was lying now upon his side with his face +to the window, and seeing things not to be seen through its panes. It +cost Cynthia a great deal to make the promise he sought from her. She +shrank from a return to the estancia with every fibre of her body. But +she made it. He besought her in so wistful a voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I will go back, father."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank you," he said gently.</p> + +<p class="normal">Outside the window the snow lay white and deep upon the slate roofs of +the outbuildings, and was piled upon the black branches of the trees. +Overhead was a gray sky of winter. But for the glimmer of the snow it +would almost have been dark. A smile shone again on the old man's +face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps Walton's cutting the corn to-day! Think of it!" he said, with +a great longing, and before Cynthia's eyes there rose immediately +the vision of a great glistening field of standing wheat and a +reaping-machine like a black toy outlined against it. They remained +thus in silence for a little while. Cynthia was thinking.</p> + +<p class="normal">"After all, he may not be in the Argentine.... I may not meet +him.... He will have no power over me.... There is no reason why I +should be afraid."</p> + +<p class="normal">And then, as though in answer to these arguments, Robert Daventry +said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"You can go back now, Cynthia, without fear."</p> + +<p class="normal">The girl looked at him with startled eyes. Had she spoken aloud, she +asked herself? Had she betrayed her secret just at this last moment? +But her eyes fell upon the slip of paper in her hand, and there she +saw written plainly under the word "estancia" the name "James +Challoner."</p> + +<p class="normal">Robert Daventry looked toward a bureau which stood by the window.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The little drawer on the left. No, the one above that. There's a +cutting from a newspaper."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia found in the drawer half a column of a Spanish newspaper. The +name was on the top of the column. It was a paper published in Buenos +Ayres. She brought the cutting back to the bed and placed it between +his fingers.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, that's it," he said, and he lay back upon his pillows, and +gathered his strength. "I have got to tell you now something which we +have always kept a secret from you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is no need to tell it," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">Robert Daventry stared at her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If you do know it," he said slowly, "we have made the cruellest +mistake we could possibly have made. You can't know it!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's about James Challoner--my father?" asked Cynthia, and Robert +Daventry shut his eyes with a look of great distress upon his face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How long have you known?" he asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"From the night when he came to the estancia," she answered. And she +told how she had slipped into the smoking-room and how, huddled in the +great chair, she had heard all that James Challoner proposed for her. +The shadow deepened upon Daventry's face as he listened, and when she +had ended he asked with deep regret:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why didn't you tell us this, Cynthia?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because, just outside the smoking-room door in the hall, you both +decided not to tell me--not to breathe a word of--of my father's +visit. You thought the knowledge would trouble and frighten me. You +thought it would hurt. Well, I was as certain that you would be +greatly distressed to know that already I had the knowledge. So I held +my tongue."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And it did trouble you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A great deal?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," Cynthia admitted. "I was frightened. I did not know what power +he might have. I knew you had fled from him for my sake."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And since you have been here--during these three years--you have +still been troubled, still frightened lest he should come and claim +you with the law at his side?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Though the old man could hardly speak above a whisper, he was +strangely insistent in his questioning. The words came unevenly, with +breaks between, and now and then a weak gasp for breath. Cynthia +replied quite simply:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, here, too, I have thought that he might come. I used to be +frightened at night. I used to hear him in the house."</p> + +<p class="normal">And with every word she spoke the compunction and distress deepened in +Daventry's mind.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What a pity!" he said. "Neither of us guessed, not even Joan, who was +quicker than I to notice things. And we thought we knew all about you, +Cynthia!" A faint smile lit up his face. "How little, after all, we +did know! For we could have spared you all this trouble. Read." And +opening his hand he let her take from it the newspaper slip. She +uttered a cry as she read the first lines.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's true," said Daventry, from the bed.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia carried the cutting over to the window and read by the fading +light. It gave the account of an inquest held at a small town +twenty-five miles up the line from the Daventry estancia on the body +of an Englishman who had been stabbed to the heart by a Gaucho in a +drunken quarrel at a tavern. There was a witness who had worked with +the Englishman, and could identify him. He called himself James +Challoner, and, when he was drunk, he would boast of his family. +Cynthia looked at the date of the paper. It was almost three years +old. James Challoner had been killed within a week of his dismissal by +Robert Daventry. Cynthia let the slip of paper fall from her fingers, +and stood by the window until Robert Daventry called her to his side.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You held your tongue so as not to distress us," he whispered. "We +held ours so as not to frighten you. And so because we were careful of +your happiness, and you of ours, you have gone through years of +anxiety and terror. Needless anxiety! Terror without a cause! I am so +sorry. It seems so pitiful. It seems rather grim to me, Cynthia."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia answered quietly:</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's the way things happen." And when she had spoken, Robert +Daventry, with an effort, raised himself upon his elbow and peered +into her face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You oughtn't to be able to say that, Cynthia," he said remorsefully. +"You oughtn't to be able to think it. It's not the proper philosophy +for twenty. I am afraid, my dear, that trouble has gone deep." He fell +back and in a moment a little whimsical smile flickered upon his face. +"I don't think I'll tell Joan about this," he said. "She wouldn't like +it. She wouldn't forgive herself for not having noticed that you were +troubled."</p> + +<p class="normal">"After all, it was my fault," said Cynthia. "For I hid in the room. +However, it's all over now."</p> + +<p class="normal">But Daventry was not prepared to accept her word. Some flash of +insight forbade him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It has left its mark, my dear," he insisted, and in broken sentences +he dwelt upon his theme. His mind began to wander after a little, but +through his wanderings there ran the thread of this idea:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Joan was always so careful.... Even when you were quite a little girl +... we were never to laugh at you.... 'Children and dogs' she used to +say, 'you must never laugh at them. Little things warp children for +life.' ... Do you remember when you used to write plays and perform +them to us at Christmas, in a toy theatre, with small figures in tin +slides?... Joan was always careful that we should take them seriously, +and not laugh at the wrong place. I never did want to laugh at the +wrong place. I thought you wrote very good plays, Cynthia. I used to +say you were a genius. But Joan wouldn't have it. 'No!' she said, 'All +children are born dramatists, but they forget the trick of it +afterward.' ... I suppose she knew. She was a very clever woman--" and +so he drifted off gradually into sleep. Cynthia stayed by his side +while the twilight faded and the darkness came; and the light of the +fire danced ever more brightly upon the ceiling of the room. The wind +set from the west, and as the hours passed the chimes from the great +clock in Ludsey Church tower came softly and faintly into the room. +But they did not disturb the old man's rest. He went floating out on a +calm tide of sleep to his death, and Cynthia sat by his side wondering +in the intervals of her grief at the strange arrangement of life which +ordained that the efforts of people to secure the happiness of others +should only cause needless terrors and vain miseries.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER X</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_10" href="#div1Ref_10">MR. BENOLIEL</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"There are no ladies," Captain Rames said indignantly, as he took his +seat in Mr. Benoliel's dining-room.</p> + +<p class="normal">His neighbor, a florid and handsome man, a little past the prime of +life, glanced at the name on the visiting-card which marked Captain +Rames's place, and smiled sympathetically.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can quite understand," he returned with a pleasant pomposity, "that +to a sailor who has been three years in the Antarctic the deficiency +is a very lamentable business. But there are some elements of +consolation. Amongst the twelve men seated at this round table of +mahogany, you will hardly see one who has not made some stir in the +world. Upon your right, for instance, you will see Mr. Winthrop, that +long and sallow person. He is a political resident in one of the +native States of Rajputana, and his work, in six volumes, on the +Indian bangle, is, I believe, supposed to be the last word upon the +subject. A little nearer to you you will see a youth, though he is not +so young as he looks. He is M. Poileaux, and the only aviator who has +not yet fallen into the sea. When he does, he will come here no more. +I myself am a surgeon whose name, I believe, is not unknown."</p> + +<p class="normal">And with a large white hand the famous Sir James Burrell discreetly +pointed out others of note to his companion.</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames glanced indifferently round the table. A few of the +twelve were in black coats, and amongst those few was Mr. Benoliel. It +was the night of a court ball, and most of the guests were in some +uniform or another, or shone in the gold of the privy councillor.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They are, no doubt, men of vast importance," replied Captain Rames +bluntly. "But leaving you out of account, Sir James, I could dispense +with the lot of them. When I dine in Grosvenor Square, in June, I do +ask that there should be a petticoat on one side of me, at all +events."</p> + +<p class="normal">The surgeon laughed good-humoredly. He studied his neighbor with a +quick observing eye. Captain Rames was of the middle height with a +squareness of build, which his gold epaulets exaggerated at this +moment, and he was square, too, of face. His hair was thick and curved +over from the side, parting in a dark turbulent comb, his forehead was +broad, his eyes keen and very steady. Vigor rather than refinement was +the mark of him; he had more character than intellect, more capacity +than knowledge; thus Sir James Burrell defined him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have played the comforter," he said, "at so many bedsides that I +should feel my vanity touched if I failed to console you," he +returned. "Let me bring to your attention the menu. I am confident +that it will appeal to you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, that's all right," Rames admitted, as he leaned forward and +glanced at the card. "But why should it particularly appeal to me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Sir James Burrell shrugged his shoulders.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My profession brings me into touch with interesting people. I take my +pleasure in observing them. And I have always noticed that the men who +cheerfully endure the greatest hardships are also the first to demand +the best of the luxuries, when they are within reach."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, it's true," said Captain Rames. "I can make a shift with +pemmican, but I honestly like a good dinner. It's the contrast, I +suppose."</p> + +<p class="normal">Sir James shook his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It goes deeper than that," said he. "Your pale saints are no doubt +profitable to the painters of glass windows, but I doubt if the world +owes so very much to them. The great things are really done by the +people who have a good deal of the animal in them; and animals like +good dinners."</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames was mollified, and his face took on a jovial look.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am animal enough," he said, "to purr when my back is scratched."</p> + +<p class="normal">But Sir James Burrell was mounted on a hobby and hardly heeded the +interruption.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I could quote historical instances, but I need go no further than +this room. Do you see the man sitting next to our host, and upon his +right?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames saw a small thin man in the dress of a privy councillor, +a man with a peaked, fleshless face, in which a pair of small eyes +twinkled alertly. A scanty crop of gray hair covered the back of his +skull, and left markedly visible the height and the narrowness of his +forehead. Captain Rames leaned forward with a new interest.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, and I recognize his face," he said. "Surely that is Henry +Smale."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Exactly," returned Sir James. "He is in the cabinet, and, quite apart +from politics, he is, upon scientific grounds, a man of great +distinction."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But, surely, he disproves your theory. He looks an ascetic."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And is nothing of the kind," interrupted Sir James. "I admit that his +look of asceticism has been a great asset to him in his career. But +the public has quite misjudged him. He is a voluptuary, with the face +of a monk--the most useful combination for public life in this country +which you could possibly imagine. If he dines alone at his club, he +will not dine under a guinea; and he has the animal weaknesses up to +the brim of him. For instance, he is as jealous as a dog. Filch from +him the smallest of his prerogatives, and he will turn upon you +bitterly. Yet he has done great things, and initiated bold policies. +Why? Because he has enough of the animal in him to do great things." +And upon that Sir James broke off.</p> + +<p class="normal">The butler was standing at the elbow of Captain Rames, with a jug of +champagne in one hand and a decanter of red wine in the other. He bent +down and offered Captain Rames his choice. Sir James Burrell +intervened.</p> + +<p class="normal">"By the way," he said, "have you any wish to stand particularly well +with your host?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am now beginning to think that I have," replied Captain Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then I should choose his Burgundy. He has his fancies, like the rest +of us, and to prefer his Nuits-St.-George to champagne is one way to +his esteem."</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames took the hint, and, as he raised his glass to his lips, +Mr. Benoliel smiled to him across the table.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will ask your opinion upon that wine, Captain Rames," he said, and +so turned again to Henry Smale.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You see, he noticed at once," said Sir James.</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames had noticed something too. At the mention of his name, +Henry Smale had looked up with interest. He was even now obviously +asking a question of Mr. Benoliel about him. Rames began to take more +careful stock of his host. Mr. Benoliel was a tall, high-shouldered +man, with a dark thin face in which delicacy seemed to predominate +over strength. His hair was black, and a little black moustache drew a +pencil line along his upper lip. His fingers were long and +extraordinarily restless. It was difficult to make a guess at his age. +A first glance would put him in the forties. But when Mr. Benoliel +showed his eyes--which was not always, for he had a trick of looking +out between lids half-closed--it seemed that he must have lived for +centuries; so much of fatigue and so much of patience were suddenly +revealed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wonder why he asked me to dine here," said Harry Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You were certain to dine here," replied Sir James.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I met him but the once by the purest accident."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You were certain to meet him," said Sir James. "All famous people +meet him. All famous people dine here once. But he is not really a +snob. For, quite a number of them are never invited twice."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He can be a good friend?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of that I cannot speak," said Sir James.</p> + +<p class="normal">The courses followed one after the other, and Harry Rames found his +eyes continually wandering back across the silver and bright flowers +to the exotic figure of his host. He took his share in the +conversation about him, but a movement of Mr. Benoliel would check him +in his speech or cause him to listen with an absent ear. He watched +the play of his delicate fingers upon the table-cloth, the continual +restlessness of his body. Mr. Benoliel was of his race; there was in +his aspect a queer mixture of the financier and the dilettante, the +shrewd business man and the sensuous apprecitator of art. There was a +touch, too, of the feminine in him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I told you that you would not be bored," said Sir James Burrell +toward the end of the dinner. "You are not the first man who has +fallen under the spell of Mr. Benoliel."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames laughed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am under no spell, I assure you," he said frankly. "I was wondering +whether he was likely to be of use to me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is very likely," returned Sir James. "He has been of use to many. +He plays at omniscience. To anticipate a wish before it is expressed, +to serve an ambition before it has been revealed--that is one of our +host's little vanities. He may have asked you here with no other +object than to gratify it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames glanced quickly at his companion.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is that so?" he asked eagerly. Then his face fell. "But I am not even +a friend of his."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not think that matters," said the surgeon. "He likes to pose as +Providence, and the posture will be more dramatic if it is assumed +toward an acquaintance rather than a friend."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He is a sham, then," said Rames bluntly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"By no means," Sir James replied suavely. "Let us say, rather, that he +is an artist."</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames turned with a furrowed brow to his companion.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am no great hand at subtleties," he said. "Will you tell me what +you know of Mr. Benoliel? I am a beginner in the world, and he may be +of importance to me."</p> + +<p class="normal">Sir James Burrell smiled. He was in his element. To supply a character +much as some author of the seventeenth century might have done, was a +foible which continually tempted him. He was not always successful. +Paradox allured him into difficulties, cheap epigrams at times blazed +before him, and would not be quiet until he had uttered them. But +often he managed to hit off, with some happiness, at all events, the +externals of the person whom he described. He drank his wine now +slowly and set down his glass. Then, twisting the delicate stem with +the finger-tips of his large and handsome hand, he began:</p> + +<p class="normal">"He is a Jew, of course, and an Oriental. But from what quarter of the +Orient, who shall say? You may give him any birthplace, from the +Levant to Casa Blanca, and no one will contradict you. Some hold him +to be a charlatan, as you are inclined to do. But he is an accepted +personage, not blown into notice and out of it by the favor of a +season, but a permanency. How he became so, I cannot tell you. He is +very busy all day, although when the darkness comes it would be +difficult to point to any one thing which he has done. He is always at +the top table at public dinners, and very near to the chairman. But he +never proposes a toast or responds to one. If he writes a letter to +the <i>Times</i>, it appears in leaded type. If you want secret information +on any subject, he can get it for you. If you want help, he will find +the man who can give it. He is a power in the city. He is a power in +politics, and the motor-cars of prime-ministers stand at his door at +ten o'clock in the morning. Yet he was never in the House, and has +never made a speech on any platform. It is believed by many that he +might achieve greatness if he chose. But he never chooses. He has the +air at a discussion of being able to say the last word on any subject, +but he does not say it. He seems, indeed, to stand high in the world +on a pedestal which has no legs to it. That is how I describe him. For +the rest, he is rich, and I have never heard him utter an opinion +which was not derived from others or altogether banal. But, listen! He +is going to speak to us."</p> + +<p class="normal">"However, I can recommend the old brandy," was all that Mr. Benoliel +had at that moment to say.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There, what did I tell you!" said Sir James, triumphant at the +success of his diagnosis.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, if his talk is banal his brandy isn't, God bless him," said +Captain Rames. "But I interrupted you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He has been guilty of one weakness," Sir James resumed. "He married +into an old family of great poverty and the marriage lasted for six +months. His wife lives handsomely in Eton Square--But I see that I am +going to lose you, for our host is beckoning to you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames obeyed the summons with alacrity and walked round the +table.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I see that you are going on to Buckingham Palace," said Mr. Benoliel. +"So I thought that I would interrupt your conversation with Sir James +Burrell. For I want to introduce you to Mr. Smale."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Smale held out his hand. At a sign from Benoliel, the butler +brought up a chair and placed it between Smale and his host.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Sit down," said Benoliel, and Captain Rames obeyed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Benoliel tells me," said Smale, "that you are thinking of +Parliament."</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames was startled. He could not remember that in his one +brief conversation with his host he had even mentioned his ambition.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I inferred it from a casual word or two you let drop," said Benoliel +with a smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, it's true," said Rames. "I should like to stand on your side +very much, Mr. Smale, if I could find a seat to contest."</p> + +<p class="normal">Henry Smale nodded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That, no doubt, could be arranged. You would be a strong candidate. +You bring a reputation and some breath of romance to favor you. +But--" and he pursed up his lips as if in doubt and looked at Captain +Rames with a searching eye. Rames was disconcerted. He had been back +in England for some six months, and during those six months he had +been much sought after. At this period of his life, doubts of him had +been rarely expressed behind his back, and never to his face. Young +ladies whom he did not know had clamored for his autograph, young +ladies whom he did know had approached him with a winning humility; +established beauty had smiled at him; established fame had welcomed +him as an equal. The calm scrutiny of Henry Smale was a displeasing +splash of cold water.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course," he said, with a diffidence which he did not feel, "I +might be a failure."</p> + +<p class="normal">And Henry Smale replied promptly:</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's just it. You might be a failure. Meanwhile you are a great +success, and have the chance of standing quite alone in your career. +For what you set out to do is not yet done. You leave the laurel for +another to snatch."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is quite true, Mr. Smale," Harry Rames replied. "But I have +considered it. I am not yielding to an impulse. I have counted the +risk!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He spoke with a nice adjustment of firmness and modesty. Henry Smale +rose from his chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very well," he said. "Will you come down to the House at four o'clock +to-morrow afternoon? I will introduce you to Hanley, the chief whip."</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames flushed with pleasure.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank you, I shall be delighted," he cried, rising in his turn; and +as the two men shook hands, Mr. Benoliel said gently:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was thinking of Ludsey. It has no candidate on your side, Smale."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XI</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_11" href="#div1Ref_11">A MAN ON THE MAKE</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">A week later, and much about the same hour, Captain Rames was driven +along the Mall in St. James's Park. Friday had come round again, and +the light did not burn in the clock-tower at Westminster. But the +windows of the admiralty blazed upon the horse-guards' parade, and its +great doors stood open for a glittering company. It was the night of +official dinners and receptions in honor of the king's birthday. +Soldiers in scarlet, sailors in blue, ministers and privy councillors +in gold, and ladies in their shimmering gowns thronged with the +smaller fry in black coats up the shallow steps into a hall decorated +with Union Jacks. There was a thrill of expectancy in the air that +evening. Rumors were rife that the government was inclined to advise a +dissolution. Members' wives were speculating whether they must go back +to the constituencies and tread the ways of deference; their husbands +how soon the time would come when they must exchange the erect dignity +of the member for the supple curves of the candidate; and curious eyes +dwelt, as if in hope of answer upon a sturdy white-haired man with a +blunt, good-humored face, who, wearing a uniform with epaulets, left +you in doubt whether he was a fireman or an admiral. He was, however, +the Prime-Minister, and he stood in the hall amongst his friends, +bearing the world lightly according to his wont. He stepped forward +and shook hands with Rames as he passed, and so turned again to his +friends. He was heard to say, "I have to-day achieved the ambition of +my life;" and curious ears eager to glean a hint were inclined toward +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"To-day?" one of the group exclaimed. "You have been Prime-Minister +for three years."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Prime-Minister laughed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's nothing," he said. "To become Prime-Minister was merely to +take a step on the way. But to-night I wear for the first time the +uniform of an Elder Brother of the Trinity, and that means that I need +never wear knee-breeches again as long as I live."</p> + +<p class="normal">The curious ears were disappointed; Harry Rames shook hands with the +First Lord of the Admiralty, passed on, and in the second room was +touched on the elbow by Isaac Benoliel.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have been asked by a young friend of mine to bring you to her, and +I beg you to come at once, for she is in her most imperious mood," +said Mr. Benoliel in a voice of whimsical entreaty.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We will go to her as fast as we can," said Captain Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had now been three months in England, and the shy warmth of many +welcomes had made him thoroughly aware that he was a momentous +personage to young ladies. He was human enough to enjoy his +importance, and he followed Mr. Benoliel with alacrity toward a side +of the room where Cynthia Daventry sat talking to a young man in the +office of the Board of Trade. Rames noticed the clear and delicate +profile of her face and the distinction which set her apart; he +noticed, too, that, although she did not once look his way, the young +gentleman in the Civil Service uniform was summarily dismissed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Cynthia, this is Captain Rames," said Isaac Benoliel, and however +imperious a mood Cynthia might have shown to him, she had reserved +none of it for Captain Rames. Her eyes swept over him swiftly with the +shy and eager look to which he had grown accustomed: she gave him her +hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am very glad to meet you," she said impulsively, "because--" and +she halted suddenly upon the word, with the color like a rose in her +cheeks, "I suppose that you are tired of congratulations."</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames expanded: he laughed genially, a fastidious critic might +have said too noisily.</p> + +<p class="normal">"By no means," he exclaimed. "Indeed, Miss Daventry, you may lay it on +with a trowel."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am not prepared to do that," answered Cynthia, and though she spoke +lightly, her voice was guarded, and even in the eager eyes there was a +constant watchfulness.</p> + +<p class="normal">Eight months had passed since Cynthia had sat by the bedside of Robert +Daventry and listened to his instructions. She had taken Diana Royle +to live with her as he had bidden, though she had taken her +reluctantly. She had spent nearly all that time at the white house +upon the London road, in spite of Mrs. Royle's repeated suggestion +that Beaulieu, or preferably Cap D'Ail in the south of France would be +more satisfactory places for wintering. Diana Royle was glad to be +relieved from her genteel penury in Sussex Gardens, Kensington, but +she had no liking for the country. Cynthia, however, was deaf to her +hints. She lived for a while in solitude, broken only by the +companionship of the few neighbors with whom she was most intimate. +The swift deaths of the two old people who had so long lived for her +and in her, left her desolate and inclined ever regretfully to search +back across her life for occasions in which she had failed of kindness +toward them, or hurt them by forgetfulness. She was young, however, +and with no taint of morbidness. The sense of desolation passed, and +Diana Royle began to urge a new plan.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You ought to take a house in town for the season, Cynthia. I know of +one in an excellent position, which would just suit you. It's in +Curzon Street, and the right end of the street, one of those nice, +flat-fronted houses, old outside and tiled bath-rooms inside. I +happened, I think, to see an advertisement of it to-day."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mrs. Royle handed the newspaper to Cynthia, looked it over.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We might think of it," she said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am sure neither Mr. nor Mrs. Daventry would have wished you to bury +yourself always in the country."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's true," said Cynthia. "My father looked forward to my taking a +house in town."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't think you could do better than this, dear," said Diana Royle. +"I know the house quite well by sight."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, we'll think of it," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mrs. Royle suppressed a shrug of irritation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You will find the house will be snapped up, dear, if you take too +long thinking of it," she said with asperity.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia looked at her with innocent eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I expect there will be other houses in London, won't there?" she +asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">She had no wish to be churlish, she understood how deeply her +companion longed for the paved roadways and the streets. And in her +own heart, too, she was beginning to turn to the unknown world of +London with an expectancy of adventure, which drew her and thrilled +her, even while she hesitated.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't understand you, Cynthia," Diana Royle cried in exasperation. +"Are you afraid?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The question was intended merely as a gibe, but Cynthia turned to her +with startled eyes, and Mrs. Royle knew that she had chanced upon a +truth.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of what are you afraid?" she asked curiously, and Cynthia answered +while she looked into the fire:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I once lay all night staring into a great bright mirror which +revealed to me a shut door. I was in terror lest the door should open. +I dreaded what might come through. I seem still to be looking into the +great mirror, and with the same kind of fear. Only now the door opens +upon the world, and not on the passage of a house."</p> + +<p class="normal">Diana Royle gathered up her embroidery and her book.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If you are going to talk that sort of nonsense, Cynthia, I shall go +to bed," she remarked sternly, and left Cynthia still gazing into the +fire.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia had not been speaking with affectation. The terror with which +her father had for so long inspired her had left its mark deep, as +Robert Daventry upon his death-bed had understood. He was dead--yes, +but she could not rid her thoughts of the dreadful destiny which he +had proposed for her. By so little she had escaped it. She would look +round the room with its books and its dainty appointments, and feel +the arms of her chair to make sure that all was real.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If he had carried me away!" she would cry. "If he had come back with +the law at his side and had carried me away!" And the streets of +Buenos Ayres would pass before her eyes in a procession of blazing +thoroughfares and dimly lighted lanes. And because she had escaped by +so little, she looked out upon all unknown things with apprehension. +Moreover, Daventry's disclosure to her upon his death-bed had, in a +strange way, added to her apprehension. There were three people--thus +her thoughts ran; two of them seeking to hide from her knowledge which +they thought would cause her pain; and she the third, seeking to hide +from them, just for the same reason, that the knowledge was hers +already. The years of terror had been needless, yet they had been +endured, and it was love itself which had inflicted them. Kindness +then could do just the same harm as the deliberate will to hurt. She +took that thought into her heart of hearts, and because of it dreaded +what might come through when the door opened upon the world.</p> + +<p class="normal">With the coming of the spring, however, there came a stir in her +blood. It was a spring of sunlit days and warm, soft nights. The great +garden bursting into leaf and blossom, the annual miracle of tender +green, the return of the birds, and the renewal of melody quickened +the girl's pulses, gave to her a lightness of spirit, and made her +dreamily expectant of wonders. She walked of an evening under her +great cedar trees, with the flowers and the paths glimmering pale in +the warm dusk, and the earth whispered to her of things as yet beyond +her knowledge; throbbing moments of life, dreams minted in events. She +woke eagerly to the clear, early mornings and the blackbirds calling +on the lawn; she lingered on that lawn when the windows in the house +were alight and the nightingales sang in the copses, and from some +distant wood the clear, double note of a cuckoo was borne to her +across the darkness. There came an evening in the middle of May when +she burst her sheath like any bud on the bole of one of her chestnut +trees. She stood a creature of emotion. The soft wind brought to her +ears the chimes of the clock in the great church tower at Ludsey. +Desire for the adventure overswept her fears. Her feet danced, and her +youth had its way with her.</p> + +<p class="normal">She could see through the long open window Diana Royle in the +drawing-room. She ran across the grass.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Di!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Some new sound in her voice, a leap, a thrill, made Diana look up. She +saw a look in the girl's face, a light in her eyes, a soft color in +her cheeks which quite transfigured her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have been rather a brute, Di," cried Cynthia. "We will go to +London."</p> + +<p class="normal">"When?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"As soon as we can pack."</p> + +<p class="normal">A telegram was sent off to Mr. Benoliel, who was now in Grosvenor +Square. He was bidden to work his quickest and his best. The furnished +house in Curzon Street was still unlet. It was secured, and by the +beginning of June Cynthia had come to town. There she was of course +unknown. But she had made many friends in Warwickshire. Mr. Benoliel +set his shoulder to the wheel; and she had a handsome balance at the +bank. Add to these advantages her looks, and it will be seen that it +was fairly smooth sailing for Cynthia during her first season. She +danced, she dined, she lunched at Hurlingham, she went to plays and to +the opera, she rode under the trees of the Row in the morning, she +went up in a balloon; she came with both hands outstretched for new +experiences. Yet she grasped them with a certain wariness. Eager she +was, but her eagerness was guarded. For dim in the shadows at the back +of her mind there was still the image of the mirror and the door. She +had been in London less than a month when Harry Rames was brought to +her side by Mr. Benoliel.</p> + +<p class="normal">They talked for a moment upon immaterial topics, and then Mr. Benoliel +turned to Harry Rames:</p> + +<p class="normal">"So it is all settled, I hear."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Practically," replied Rames. "I have still to be formally adopted as +prospective candidate by the Three Hundred, but that will be done at a +meeting on Monday night."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then there is no longer any reason why we should keep the matter +secret, especially from Miss Daventry, who lives not five miles from +your constituency. Cynthia," and both men turned toward her, "Captain +Rames is going to stand for Ludsey at the next election."</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames smiled modestly, expecting congratulations. He liked +congratulations, especially from pretty girls, but he was +disappointed. He saw only a wrinkle of perplexity upon Cynthia's +forehead and a shadow in her eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why?" she asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You disapprove?" said Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia drew back.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have no right to disapprove," she said coldly, and Harry Rames +planted himself sturdily on both his feet in front of her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nevertheless you do," he insisted.</p> + +<p class="normal">In spite of herself, a faint smile of amusement played about Cynthia's +lips as she watched him. She felt constrained to accept his challenge.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I should have thought--" she said with a trifle of hesitation; "it's +not my business, of course--you may think it an impertinence--but +since you challenge me, I should have thought that you would have done +better to have gone back to the Antarctic again."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's just what Smale said," remarked Mr. Benoliel, and he moved +away.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's just what Smale said, what every one will say. But it's all +wrong," Rames exclaimed emphatically. "I was very glad to go South. I +am very glad now that I went; but once is enough."</p> + +<p class="normal">A little wrinkle of disdain showed about Cynthia's mouth.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No doubt there were many hardships."</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames was nettled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, there were, Miss Daventry, a great many, and singularly +unpleasant ones. I have been twenty-four hours in a sleeping-bag with +two other men. The sleeping-bag was sewn up on the inside, it was +within a tent, we were so close together that we could only turn round +one at a time, and we smoked in the bag, and still we were deadly +cold. And I hate being cold. Yes, there were hardships, and though +it's easy enough to remember them lightly here in the Admiralty, they +were not delightful when they happened. But I should face them once +more if I wanted to go back. Only I don't. I never want to see an +ice-pack again as long as I live."</p> + +<p class="normal">The bluff confidence with which he spoke convinced Cynthia that it was +not a fear of the hardships which had affected him. There she had been +wrong, and she made amends.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have no doubt the hardships wouldn't deter you if you wanted to +go," she admitted. "But what I don't understand is why you don't want +to." And a greater emphasis crept into her voice than she had meant to +use, and gave to her words the wistfulness of an appeal. "I should +have thought," she cried, "that you could never have rested until you +had finished what you had begun."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's true to the letter," he replied. "That's why I am standing for +Ludsey."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia looked up at him in surprise.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't think that I understand," she said quietly, and she made room +upon the couch at her side. Harry Rames took the place. The appeal in +her voice was a flattery which he quite failed to understand. Though +Cynthia was young, and though she walked no longer in her enchanted +garden, something of that spirit of romance, which had guided her +there, had revived in her of late. Captain Rames was one of the chosen +men for whom the turnstile had revolved; now that she met him in the +flesh she could not forget it. He was of her dreams, he had marched in +the procession of heroes, and though disillusionment had come to her +he still wore a look of the heroic in her thoughts. All the more +because disillusionment had come to her she wished him to retain the +look. Her appeal was a prayer that he should stamp it upon his image +for good and all.</p> + +<p class="normal">"May I explain it all to you?" he asked. He sat down beside her, and +in answer to that gentle appeal of hers to make the best of himself, +he drew for her clearly and succinctly and proudly the picture of a +man on the make. "I went South, first and last, to get on in the +world," he began. "As I say, I was very glad to go. The journey was a +great experience. Yes, three years of my life were very well spent +upon it; but they were very well spent, not because the journey was a +great experience, but because it is now the great help to me in +getting on, which I always thought it was going to be."</p> + +<p class="normal">He took no notice of the disappointment gathering upon Cynthia's face. +He was not aware of it. Here was a girl of remarkable loveliness, +wistfully appealing to him to explain the inner workings of his mind, +and he was delighted to gratify her wish.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can hardly remember the time when I was not diligently looking for +a chance to get on. I was poor, you see. I am so still, indeed. I had +none of those opportunities which money commands. I had somehow to +create or find them. There's a motto in gold letters above the clock +in the great hall at Osborne, the first of all mottoes in its superb +confidence:</p> + + +<p class="center">"'There is nothing the navy cannot do.'"</p> + + +<p class="normal">Cynthia turned to him with eagerness.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," she said with a smile. "For a boy to have that plain and simple +statement before his eyes each day, that's splendid. I suppose a boy +would never speak of it, but it would be to him a perpetual +inspiration."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Rames, "if all he thought of was the navy; if his +ambitions were bound up with the navy. But mine weren't, you see, and +I used to worry over that sentence even then. 'There is nothing the +navy cannot do.' Very well. But that didn't mean that this little +particular, insignificant cog-wheel in the navy machine was going to +do anything special, or, indeed, anything at all. And I wanted to do +things--I myself, not the navy."</p> + +<p class="normal">"To do things?" Cynthia asked quietly, and her lips drooped a little +at the corners, "Or to become a personage?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames laughed good-humoredly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can meet you there, Miss Daventry. There's no contradiction in the +phrases. To become a personage is to secure the opportunity of doing +things, and when you are a personage you soon find things which want +doing. After all, how many of the great statesmen started out to be +big men first. They had ideas, I grant you, but they had to make +themselves big men by hook or by crook before they could carry them +out. Look at Disraeli. I have been reading up these fellows. He did a +lot of things. He got the Suez Canal shares. He is the author and +begetter of the Imperial Idea. That's what you remember and admire him +for. Yes; but don't forget his velvet trousers, and his habit of +reciting his epic poems in the drawing-room after dinner. He set out +first of all to be a personage. So do I in my small way. He chose +velvet trousers and epic poems. I went down toward the South Pole. We +each chose the path of least resistance."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia was silenced, but not convinced. There must be hundreds of +instances to confute him, only for the moment she could not remember +any of them. And one quality in Captain Rames impressed her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You speak as if you had thought all these things out," she said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have had to," he replied.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wonder that you went into the navy at all."</p> + +<p class="normal">"My father put me there," he answered.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia looked him over again, noting the strong, square face, the +direct, the practical, common-sense, uninspired look of him. He would +get on without a doubt. There was a great deal of force to push him +on, and no great delicacy of character to hold him back. Scruples +would not trouble him, and he would not fail of friends. He was of the +type which makes friends easily. Even she herself was attracted. He +would get on probably by trampling upon others, but he would do it +good-humoredly, and with no desire to cause unnecessary pain. There +are men, after all, who put nails in their boots to do the trampling.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wonder, with your views," she said, upon an impulse, "that you +didn't leave the navy long ago and go into the city."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames looked at her quickly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's rather curious that you should have said that; for, a few years +ago, I was actually thinking of the city, and wondering whether I +could make a fortune quickly there."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia laughed suddenly. Her suggestion had been uttered in sarcasm. +Youth is disinclined to rate the making of money high in its standard +of careers. Captain Ramos would never have passed the turnstile had +she spoken with him when the turnstile was.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What held me back," he continued, quite unconscious that he was +toppling off a hero's perch,--and indeed he would have been totally +indifferent had he known,--"what held me back was the knowledge that I +should be beginning too old. One has so very little time," he +exclaimed with a touch of passion in his voice. "I would like to go on +living and living and living for a century. As it is, one begins at +twenty at the earliest, and then with luck one may have fifty-five +years--that's all," and the prospect of the disintegration of his +powers at the early age of seventy-five affected him with so much +melancholy that Cynthia laughed again, but this time with a clear and +joyous ring of amusement.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Never mind, Captain Rames, I am sure you will live every day of your +fifty-five years, and that is more than all can say."</p> + +<p class="normal">"They are only thirty-five now," he grumbled. "However,"--he was +not to be diverted from the pleasant business of unfolding his +character,--"I might still have gone into the city, when one morning +in June, as I was walking round the corner of Buckingham Palace to +Constitution Hill, I saw on the other side of the road the president +of the Geographical Society. I knew him slightly. I had read of the +expedition; I was aware that he was organizing it. It came upon me in +a flash, 'By George, here's my chance at last,' and I ran across the +road and applied for the command."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia nodded her head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So that's how you became connected with the expedition--a pure piece +of chance," she said slowly. "If you hadn't turned round that corner +to Constitution Hill----"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, I should have dropped across something else, no doubt," said +Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And now you are going into Parliament."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia was endeavoring to readjust her forecasts with the facts.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If I get elected," said Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, you will get elected," replied Cynthia confidently, but there was +no admiration in her confidence. It was almost disdainful. "They will +call you 'Breezy Harry Rames,' and they will elect you by an immense +majority."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am very glad you think that," Rames returned imperturbably; and he +leaned forward with his elbow on his knees and spoke to her upon an +altogether different note; so that the disdain died out of her face. +He told her how in answer to Henry Smale's invitation he had gone down +to Westminster in the afternoon, had sent in his card, had waited by +the rails in the great round of St. George's Hall. Smale had come out +from the House, and had fetched him down the stone passage into the +lobby. A great man was speaking, and the lobby was nearly empty. But +he finished his speech in a few moments, and the doors burst open and +there was an eruption of members from the Chamber. Some stood in +groups talking eagerly, others hurried to the libraries and the +smoking-room, and barristers walked up and down in pairs, talking over +their cases for the morrow. There was not a thing in that lobby, from +the round clock above the doors of the House to the post-office and +the whip's rooms which had not impressed itself vividly upon Rames's +mind. Every now and then the doors would swing open as a member passed +into the Chamber, and just for a moment Rames had a glimpse of the +green benches, saw the great mace gleam upon the table, the books and +the three clerks gowned and wigged behind it, and behind the clerks +the dim figure of the Speaker under the canopy of his chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">Of what he saw on that afternoon Rames spoke with an enthusiasm and a +modesty which quite took Cynthia by surprise. He saw dignity in every +detail, was prepared to magnify with great meanings the simplest +ceremony and form. He could not but impress her with his picture, so +greatly impressed was he himself, so keenly had he longed to walk +unchallenged down that forbidden way between the rails and to pass +through the swing doors over the matting to his place on the green +benches. People in the streets might sneer, or go about their business +unconcerned. The cynics might talk of the Ins and Outs, and speak of +Parliament as the most expensive game in which a race of players of +games indulges, but there in that small room, with the soft light +pouring down from the roof, and very often the morning light streaming +in through the clerestory windows, the great decisions were ratified +which might hamper or advance the future of forty millions.</p> + +<p class="normal">Henry Smale had paced the lobby for half an hour with Rames, setting +before him clearly the risks which he would run.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't want to advise you one way or the other," said Smale, "but it +is not as if you had no career, and you should come to your decision +with your eyes open. I speak to you as to one of the ambitious. If you +go in, I take it, you go in with an eye on the Treasury bench. Well, I +can tell you this: the House of Commons makes a few, but it breaks a +few, and if it advances some, it mars a good many. Poverty is a +serious hindrance, for it means that you cannot give the time to the +House of Commons which it now claims."</p> + +<p class="normal">"There are the barristers," objected Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The House of Commons is in their line of business," returned Henry +Smale. "The highest offices of the law are reached through the House +of Commons. Moreover, the questions which arise for debate here have +often been the subject already of suits in the law courts. They have +acquired, too, the knack of extracting rapidly the essential things +out of a paper or a bill. Thus, the barristers come especially +equipped. Yet, even so, very often they do not make their mark. And +here is a point for you, Captain Rames." Henry Smale turned with a +warning finger upraised and stopped in his walk. "The most +distinguished men enter this House and never get the ear of it. The +House of Commons is not ungenerous, but for eight hours a day through +a long portion of the year people are talking in that Chamber there, +and it will not provide an audience unless, first, the speaker has +something of his own to contribute, and, secondly, can express his +contribution. It does not, on the one hand, ask for oratory; it is +not, on the other, content even with exhaustive knowledge; it demands +character, personality, the power of coining out of your knowledge +some judgments of your own, the power of explaining your judgment in +clear and intelligible phrases sufficiently vivid to arrest its +attention. I admit at once that if you succeed, success here is +sweeter than anywhere else; its recognition is so immediate. But, on +the other hand, here disappointment is more bitter. To come in with +ambition, and to be left behind in the race--there is no destiny more +galling."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Rames quietly, "I have thought over these things. There is +that risk. I am prepared to take it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very well," returned Smale, and once more he turned on the stone +pavement, and with Rames at his side retraced his steps. "Let us +suppose that you have got the ear of the House, that the benches fill +up when you rise, and men stand at the bar to listen to you. Well, +even so, you may lose your seat, and you may not yet have established +yourself firmly enough to make your party find you another. There you +are--out, your dreams dissolved, your ambitions stopped, yourself +miserable, and your presence in this lobby an insignificance. Where +you walked by right, you come as a guest; you have been, and you are +not; you must turn to something else, while your thoughts are here, +and very likely you are already too old to turn to something else."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You put the worst side of it all in front of me, Mr. Smale."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," replied Mr. Smale. "Visit the political clubs a couple of months +after a general election, talk to the defeated candidates who two +months back were members, you will know I am talking the truth. The +place enmeshes you. And mind, not because of the sensations. The +sensations happily are rare. It is a humdrum assembly. I remember once +taking a foreigner into the strangers' gallery at the time of a +European crisis. An indiscreet letter had been sent. The foreigner was +elated. He said to me, 'This will be very interesting. The Commons +will discuss the letter which has so convulsed Europe.' But it was +doing nothing of the kind. It was discussing whether the Tyne, Durham, +and Hartlepool Railway paid its employees sufficiently well to justify +Parliament in allowing it to build a bridge across a stream of which +you have never heard."</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames smiled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I see a good many men in this lobby," he rejoined. "I do not notice +that any of them are bored. Indeed, for the most part, they seem very +busy."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is one of the tragedies of the House of Commons," Smale replied. +"There are so many men in who during the whole of each session are +extremely busy doing nothing; they haven't a moment to spare, they do +nothing with so much energy and persistence. One moment they are in +the library writing to a constituent who wants to know why the medal +which his father earned in the Crimea has not yet arrived; the next +moment they rush into the House because the famous Irishman with the +witty tongue is up; they are off again to the outer lobby to tell a +visitor that he can't see the Prime-Minister--'Industry without work, +idleness without rest,' that is how this House was once described, +and, believe me, the description is not inapt."</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus said Henry Smale, but Harry Rames was not to be turned aside.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will take all these risks very willingly, Mr. Smale," he cried, "I +want to be in here."</p> + +<p class="normal">Henry Smale smiled, ceased from his arguments, and clapped Rames in a +kindly fashion on the shoulder. "I have done my duty," he said. +"Come!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He led Rames through a little doorway at the side of which sat three +or four messengers, and at the end of a narrow passage tapped upon a +door.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Come in," said a voice, and as Smale ushered in Harry Rames a man of +pleasant address and an exquisite suit of clothes arose and welcomed +them.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hamlin," said Henry Smale, "this is Captain Rames."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Hamlin shook hands cordially with Rames and invited him to a +chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We shall be very glad to have you in the House," he said. He beamed. +He seemed to have been waiting for Captain Rames to complete his +happiness. "I think Ludsey was suggested."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Benoliel suggested it," said Smale. "He's a good judge too."</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is no candidate arranged yet. I will write to Ludsey at once."</p> + +<p class="normal">Smale and Rames left the room together.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I should think you might consider that settled," said Smale.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames thanked him and referred to Hamlin's charm of manner. Smale's +small eyes twinkled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's why he sits in that room. He's the chief Whip." And shaking +hands with Rames Mr. Smale abruptly returned to the House.</p> + +<p class="normal">The gist of the conversation with Smale Rames told to Cynthia in the +reception-room at the Admiralty, and she listened with a growing +interest. Then once more his note changed. He spoke with a boyish +enthusiasm of his aims. To force an entrance into that arena; the +entrance gained, to fight himself into the station of a great man; +ultimately to govern and exercise authority--the note of personal +ambition rose to a pitch of exultation in his voice. Of principles he +obviously had no care, theories of politics were to him of no account. +He was the political adventurer pure and simple. Cynthia sat with her +eyes of dark blue clouded, and a real disappointment at her heart. She +raised her face to his, and a little smile trembled upon her lips, and +even her voice shook ever so slightly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have been very honest to me about it all," she said. "I thank you +for that."</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames was a trifle bewildered. He could not see that he had +anything to conceal.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-night," she said as she rose, "I see my friend Mrs. Royle +waiting for me."</p> + +<p class="normal">She gave him her hand and moved away for a few steps and then stopped. +Harry Rames was at her side before she had stopped. She turned to him +timidly with the blood mounting very prettily into her cheeks.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I suppose," she said, "that your journey to the South really counts +now for very little in your thoughts. Yet you must have had a great +many wishes for your success sent to you from all parts of the world +before you started. I wonder you can forget them all, and leave that +work unfinished."</p> + +<p class="normal">It seemed to Captain Rames that she had hit upon a rather far-fetched +argument to persuade him to a second journey to the South.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, I am getting a good many wishes for my success now, and I hear +them spoken," he said with a smile. "It is true that I got all sorts +of messages and telegrams before I sailed to the South. But to tell +you the truth I was rather too busy to read them. I have got them all +tied up somewhere in a brown-paper parcel."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia seemed actually to flinch. She turned away abruptly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wanted to ask of you a favor," said Rames. "Mr. Benoliel said that +you lived near Ludsey. You could do a great deal if you would help me. +Will you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia turned back to him, her eyes shone angrily, the blood came +into her cheeks in a rush.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," she said decisively, and without another word she walked away.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I might have struck her," thought Captain Rames. He knew nothing +of a telegram from the Daventry estancia which lay forgotten in that +brown-paper parcel.</p> + +<p class="normal">None the less he walked home across the Mall treading upon air. Great +people had moved out of their way to make his acquaintance; Cabinet +ministers had promised to speak for him; important ladies had smiled +their friendliest. He looked back upon the days of his insignificance, +and his heart was buoyant within him. Certainly one girl with +dark-blue eyes and a face like a rose-leaf had presumed to disapprove +of him. But there! Girls! You never knew what odd notions nested in +their pretty heads. If a man on the make steered his course by a +girl's favor, he would soon shipwreck on a snag. However, this girl +must be soothed down. Harry Rames could not afford to have an enemy at +Ludsey. But he had no doubt that he could soothe her down. He walked +home, softly whistling under his breath.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia for her part went home in a different mood. She had lost +another illusion to-night.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XII</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_12" href="#div1Ref_12">LUNGATINE</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The threatened dissolution was, after all, postponed, and through the +autumn months Captain Rames went busily up and down between London and +Ludsey. He made his head-quarters at an hotel on a climbing street in +the thick of the town, and spent his days in the public view and his +nights at meetings and at local festivities.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia Daventry, five miles away, heard stories of his indefatigable +energy and once or twice she met him in the streets; and once or twice +he snatched an afternoon and swept over in a motor-car to see her. She +welcomed him with a pleasure which she rather resented, and not for +worlds would she have asked him how his campaign was faring. She did +not, however, have to ask. For either Diana Royle was present and +eagerly questioned him, or if Cynthia were alone he plunged into the +subject himself. Captain Rames was at some pains to amuse her and he +succeeded. Little incidents of the campaign, whether they told against +himself or not; sketches of queer characters whom he came across; an +anecdote now and then, drawn from the ancient history of the City--he +poured them out to her, making it quite clear with an apparently +ingenuous frankness that he had deliberately stored them in his memory +purely for her amusement. He was engaged in the work of soothing her +down. Diana Royle would rhapsodize after he had whirled away in a +cloud of dust.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What a wonderful man! How energetic! How clever!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And how complacent!" said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What high principle!" Diana gushed lyrically. "What character!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And what cunning!" added Cynthia, with a droop of her lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">Diana tapped the floor with an irritable foot.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very well, darling. Look for an angel, by all means. You will be very +glad of a man later on." Then she laughed pleasantly. "But I am not +deceived. You talk lightly of him when he is gone, but when he is here +you fix your big eyes on him, and, though you say nothing, every +movement of you asks for more."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia was startled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, perhaps I do," she admitted. "I suppose that I have a kind of +hope that I will hear, not more, but something different from what I +am hearing."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's so like you, my dear," Diana rejoined; she was all sugar and +vinegar. "If Julius Cæsar came back to earth, you would want him +different. But that's the way with romantic people. They look for +heroes all day and never see them when they knock at the front door."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia laughed good-humoredly. There was this much of truth in Diana +Royle's attack. She had been searching through the words of Harry +Rames all the while when he was uttering them for a glimpse of some +other being beside the man on the make. Certain qualities she +recognized. Enthusiasm, for instance. But it was enthusiasm for the +arena, not for any cause to be won there. A shrewd foresight again was +evident. But it was foresight to pluck the personal advantage. Here, +it seemed to her, was the conscience of the country stirring on all +sides to the recognition of great and unnecessary evils in its midst, +and Harry Rames was alone unaffected. Yet in a measure she was +impressed. He had so closely laid his plans. He gave her yet more +evidence when he came again.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have got a rule or two," he said. "All demands for pledges from +leagues and associations go into the waste-paper basket. I'll answer +questions if they are asked me by a man in my constituency. I won't +put my name to a general proposition and post it to London. Many a +good man has been let down that way. Then I won't canvass. I won't +solicit a vote. I don't believe in it. There's one only point of view +for a candidate: that the electors are doing themselves a service by +electing him, and not doing him one. You have got to persuade them of +that."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't you find it difficult?" asked Cynthia, innocently.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames laughed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I do," he said. "The electors have their point of view, too. But +I won't canvass, I am there at my hotel if any one wants to see me. I +am at public meetings, and I go to social functions. That's a good +move," and Captain Rames nodded his head. "You meet the fellows on the +other side and if you can get them friendly, you stop them coming out +hot against you. Makes a lot of difference, that. Then there's wisdom +in taking a firm stand upon a point or so. Your own people, treat them +properly, will always give you a bit of latitude, and a reputation for +courage is a fine asset in politics as in anything else."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But you mustn't overdo it, I suppose," said Cynthia ironically.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, no, you must be careful about that," replied Rames seriously. +"What you want to produce is an impression that you are not pliable, +that industries will be safe under your watch--that's for the business +men--and that social advancement will not be neglected--that's for the +artisans. You know the election is coming now," he suddenly exclaimed. +"Do come to one of my meetings!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia looked doubtful.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't think," she said, "that I believe very much in any work +which--I don't express what I mean very well--which hasn't a great +dream at the heart of it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames looked up into her face quickly and grew suddenly serious. He +made no comment upon her words, however.</p> + +<p class="normal">"After all that's no reason why you shouldn't come to one of my +meetings."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia smiled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will come to the last one on the night before the poll," she +replied reluctantly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall hold you to it," said Harry Rames, and he went away well +pleased with his visit. Cynthia was popular in Ludsey. So Cynthia +should sit on that momentous evening in the front row upon the +platform. Also he would make for her benefit an unusually effective +speech. Cynthia from the window watched his motor-car spin away in a +whirl of dust. He was going to preside that evening at a meeting of +the Salvation Army.</p> + +<p class="normal">The dissolution took place on the fifteenth of January. But the real +contest had begun a fortnight before in Ludsey. Harry Rames rushed +into it as if it had been a foot-ball rally. He spoke all day, in +factories and outside factories, in halls and schoolrooms and from +club-room windows. He ransacked the morning papers for new pegs on +which to hang his arguments; he kicked off at foot-ball matches and +the aim of the kick was entirely political; and at the end of three +weeks even he was very tired and inclined to recognize an element of +humiliation in the conduct of a successful campaign.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was eleven o'clock at night. There was to be but one more day of +it, but one more meeting to-morrow night, the big, final rally on the +eve of the poll. Harry Rames lay outstretched upon his sofa with his +pipe between his lips cradled pleasantly upon that reflection, when +the door of his room opened and a waiter brought in a card. Rames +waved it aside.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can see no one."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The gentleman said that his business was important."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames grumbled and took the card from the salver.</p> + +<p class="normal">"M. Poizat," he read. "A Frenchman. Certainly not. I won't see him."</p> + +<p class="normal">The waiter, an old English servant, a rare being nowadays, even in a +country hotel, stood his ground.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He's lived in Ludsey a long time, sir."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, has he!" said Rames. "Tell him I am out."</p> + +<p class="normal">The waiter shook his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He has already told me that you are in, sir. Come, you had better see +him, sir. Perhaps he's the ha'porth of tar."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, very well," said Rames. "But I tell you, William, that I am in +the mood to assert my rights as a man."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mustn't do that, sir, until the day after to-morrow. You are only a +candidate till then."</p> + +<p class="normal">William retired. Rames fell back upon his sofa. He meant to lie there +prone upon his back, even if his visitor held all the votes of Ludsey +in the hollow of his hand. Then the door opened and was shut again. A +little, puckish old man stood in the room, danced lightly on his feet, +skipped in the air, twirled before Captain Rames's astonished eyes and +finally struck an inviting attitude, both arms extended and one foot +advanced, like the pictures of the quack doctors in the newspaper +advertisements.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, he's out of a lunatic asylum," Captain Rames almost groaned +aloud. "He won't even have a vote."</p> + +<p class="normal">The little man skimmed forward with agility, fixing a bright and +twinkling pair of eyes upon the prostrate candidate.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How old do you think I am?" he asked, and he whirled his arms.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are the youngest thing I have ever seen," replied Rames with +conviction. "I didn't know that people were even born as young as you +are."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am seventy-three," exclaimed the little man with a chuckle. He +squared up at an imaginary antagonist and delivered a deadly blow in +the air.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you mind not doing that!" said Rames mildly. "My nerves are not +what they should be, and if you do it again I shall probably cry. I +suppose that you are M. Poizat----"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am, sir," said the little man. He changed his tactics. He no longer +whirled his arms in the air. He advanced to the sofa and suddenly put +up his foot on the edge.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Feel my calf!" he said abruptly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames meekly obeyed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You ought to have a medal," he said languidly. "You really ought. At +seventy-three, too! For myself I am like butter, and rather inferior +butter, on a very hot day."</p> + +<p class="normal">M. Poizat nodded his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know. That's why I am here!" He looked about the room and with the +importance of a conspirator he drew out of his pocket a medicine +bottle filled with a brown liquid. "Why am I so young?" he asked. "Why +is my leg of iron? Listen to my voice. Why is it so clear?--It's all +'Lungatine,'" and with immense pride he reverently placed the bottle +on the mantel-shelf. He turned again to Captain Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I heard you to-night. I suffered with you. What a voice! How harsh! +How terrible! And yet what good words if only one could have heard +them! I said to myself: 'That poor man. I can cure him. He does not +know of Lungatine. He makes us all uncomfortable because he does not +know of Lungatine.' So I ran home and brought a bottle."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's very good of you, I am sure," said Rames, "But look!" He pointed +to a table. Throat sprays, tonics, lozenges, encumbered it. "The +paraphernalia of a candidate," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">M. Poizat smiled contemptuously. He drew from his breast pocket a +sheaf of letters.</p> + +<p class="normal">"See how many in Ludsey owe their health to me!" he cried, and he gave +the letters to Rames, who read them over with an 'oh' and an 'ah' of +intense admiration when any particularly startling cure was gratefully +recorded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are a chemist here I suppose--naturalized, of course?" asked +Captain Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have a restaurant," M. Poizat corrected him. "Lungatine is merely +one of my discoveries."</p> + +<p class="normal">He sat down complacently. Captain Rames started up in dismay upon his +elbow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have a great deal to do to-morrow," he said piteously. The plea was +of no avail. Captain Rames was in the grip of that most terrible of +all constituents, the amateur inventor. M. Poizat drew his chair to +the side of the sofa and went through the tale of his inventions. It +was the usual inevitable list--an automatic lift which would work with +absolute safety in any mine, a torpedo which would destroy any navy, a +steel process which would resist any torpedo, and a railway-coupling.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll bring you the models," he cried.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, no," cried Rames, springing from his sofa in dismay. Then he laid +his hand on the inventor's shoulder and smiled wisely:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Royal commissions for you," he said. "They're the fellows for models. +I'll see about some. Royal commissions for you. Thank you for your +Lungatine. Good-night, my friend, good-night."</p> + +<p class="normal">Gently, but firmly, he raised the inventor from his chair, while he +shook hands with him, and conducted him toward the door.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have your hat? Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A tablespoonful six times a day in a wineglass of water."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. The instructions, I see, are on the bottle."</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames opened the door with his pleasantest smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">"To-morrow at your great meeting," said M. Poizat, "I shall be there. +I shall hear what you say. Your voice will ring like a trumpet. And +perhaps at the end of your speech, you will say that it is all due to +Lungatine."</p> + +<p class="normal">A frosty silence followed upon the words. Captain Rames said +indifferently:</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have been in England a long time. You are naturalized, of +course?"</p> + +<p class="normal">M. Poizat did not reply to the question.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps you will say that it is all due to Lungatine," he repeated +softly. "Perhaps you will say that. Who knows?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames looked up at the ceiling.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, who knows?" he said enigmatically.</p> + +<p class="normal">M. Poizat shook hands for a second time and went down the stairs. +Captain Rames closed the door, took the cork from the bottle, wetted +the tips of his finger, and tasted the brown liquid. It was a simple +solution of paregoric.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't believe the fellow's naturalized," cried Rames, and he raised +the bottle in the air above the coal-scuttle. But he did not let it +drop.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps he is though," he thought. He poured away a portion of the +liquid amongst the coal, replaced the cork, and set the bottle +prominently upon the mantel-shelf so that if M. Poizat took it into +his head to call again he would see it there. Then he betook himself +to bed; and M. Poizat figured in his dreams, a grotesque, little, +capering creature, a figure of fun, as indeed he was, to the eyes of +wakefulness. There are people upon whose faces nature writes plainly +hints of tragic destinies, and M. Poizat had certainly no relationship +with these. But then nature is apt to be freakish.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XIII</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_13" href="#div1Ref_13">THE NIGHT BEFORE THE POLL</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The walls of the great Corn Exchange were draped with banners and hung +with gigantic mottoes. Cynthia sat in the front row of chairs upon the +platform with Isaac Benoliel upon one side of her, and beyond him +Diana Royle. It was the first public meeting at which she had ever +been present, and now that the shy uneasiness at the prominence of her +position which had troubled her when she took her seat was passing +away, she gazed about her, eagerness in her eyes and a throb of +excitement at her heart. In front of her a rostrum had been built out +from the edge of the platform so that the speakers might stand upon +the exact spot whence the voice carried with the greatest sonority. +The rostrum was railed and hung with red cloth; the chairman's table, +with the inevitable water-bottle, occupied it; and the small, square +space was the only empty space in all that cavern of a hall. A few +rows of chairs for members of the association were ranged at the front +upon the floor; behind the chairs the people stood packed and massed +to the doors, most of them men. The one gallery was crowded to its +furthest nook; behind Cynthia the platform was thronged. Wherever her +eyes turned she saw faces, faces, faces, all set in one direction, all +white under the glare of light, all inclined toward the empty rostrum. +It was the eve of the poll. There was a tingle of excitement in the +air, a hushed expectancy. Only when Cynthia raised her eyes did she +lose the vague feeling of suspense. Overhead a skylight in the roof +was covered with a horizontal blind. One tattered corner hung down and +as she looked up from the indistinguishable throng of faces, it +arrested her attention as something especially individual and definite +and single.</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly came a buzz and a stir. The chairman was seen to rise from a +flight of steps at the side of the platform. He was followed by a +tall, gaunt, loose-limbed man with a bony face, a white moustache, and +a high, bald head. He had the look of a soldier. Cynthia took no heed +of him. He stalked before her and sank unnoticed in his place. Behind +him came Harry Rames, and as he passed along the narrow gangway +between the crowded chairs, those who had seats sprang to their feet; +and three thousand people broke like a wave into a flutter of +handkerchiefs and a shattering thunder of applause. Above the applause +a chant gradually swelled, two lines of a tune rather like a chime. +Cynthia could not hear the words, but the sound, with its rise and +fall, surged backward and forward against the walls of the Exchange +for a full minute.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel leaned toward Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They have given him their foot-ball song. In a city of artisans, keen +on foot-ball, that's a good sign."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia nodded. But she hardly heard, she could not have answered. +Here was something quite new to her, and overwhelmingly new. The +thunderous outburst had taken her by the throat; for a second she felt +choked; she had no part in politics, yet emotion woke in her and the +tears sprang into her eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What's the matter, Cynthia?" asked Diana Royle.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia replied with a break in her voice between a laugh and a sob.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't know. It's just the crowd, I think."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And the enthusiasm of the crowd," added Mr. Benoliel. "You make me +feel very old, Cynthia. I can listen to it quite unmoved now. But +there was a time when I couldn't without a choking in my throat. It's +the splendid faith of the crowd."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia, arrested by the phrase, looked quickly at Benoliel. Greatly +as she liked him she was never quite sure of him. Kind as he had been +to her she always suspected some touch of the charlatan. He had the +look of a man quite in earnest.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wonder," she said, "whether mere magnetism is enough to arouse it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel did not answer; for the chairman rose at his table; and +while he spoke the harmless necessary words, Cynthia took stock of +Harry Rames, who was seated in the rostrum at the side of the table in +front of her and a little to her left. The last weeks of exertion had +left their marks; the flesh had worn thin upon his face; there were +dark hollows beneath his eyes; he had gained a look of spirituality +which did not belong to him. He was nervous; his hands, with the long +fingers which never seemed to accord with the rest of him, moved +uneasily and restlessly from the buttons of his coat to the slip of +notes which he had placed upon the table. Cynthia was deceived by the +look of him as she had been deceived by the fervor of the gathering. +The outburst was not entirely, was not even chiefly, a tribute to the +candidate. Ludsey was a political city, and by three weeks of speeches +and agitation political feeling had been whipped to a climax of +excitement. It sought and found its outlet to-night at this final +rally before the poll.</p> + +<p class="normal">The cheers broke out again when Harry Rames rose and leaned his +hand upon the rail of the rostrum. When they died down he began to +speak--first a faltering word or two of thanks. Then his voice +suddenly strengthened and rang firm. His fingers ceased to twitch, and +he turned over in his mind the consecutions of his thoughts as though +he were turning over the pages of a book. All that he had planned to +say came clearly to him in its due order, and brought the comforting +assurance that the rest would follow. He was master of himself, and +being master of himself set his audience at ease to listen, Cynthia +among the rest. Anxious as he himself, she knew now that the speech +would go right on to its considered end. She leaned forward, all ears +to catch the words, and all eagerness to read into them, if she could, +the something more which was not there.</p> + +<p class="normal">But she could not; yet it was a night of triumph for Harry Rames, +"Breezy Harry Rames." She recalled her own phrase with a disappointed +droop of the lips more than once during the next hour. He was going to +win. She had no doubt of it. Confidence swept from his audience to him +and back again in waves. And he savored the joys of the orator as he +never had before. He had the arts of the platform, and more than the +arts, a power to bend his audience to sympathy. He knew that night the +supreme reward, the hush of a mass of people constraining themselves +to silence and even to immobility while a voice, low as a whisper, +sounded audibly in every nook. He played with the suspense, prolonging +it to the last moment of endurance, and then, by a sudden swoop to a +sharp, clever phrase, drawing the audience to its feet and coining the +silence in a stormy tumult of applause.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had the gift of speech; Cynthia gladly conceded it. An aptness of +homely words, an absence of all extravagance, and a voice resonant and +pleasant as a clear-toned, bell impressed her more than she had +expected to be impressed. A day's rest had restored his voice for the +time, even though M. Poizat's Lungatine had not contributed to the +restoration.</p> + +<p class="normal">She was surprised, too, by a certain shrewdness in the matter of the +speech. It was not so much of the platform as his manner. There was +very little reference to the navy. "I don't mean to be considered a +'service member,'" he had said to her once. "No one pays attention to +the service member in the House of Commons." But here and there came +views which struck her as new and worth consideration.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If you could teach the wives of the artisans to cook and to take an +interest in cooking, you would have done a great deal more to solve +the question of intemperance in this country than if you closed half +the public-houses," he cried once and developed his theme with humor +and some courage. He drew a picture of a wife putting her husband's +supper on the fire, ready against the time when he should come home +from his factory, and then running out into the street to talk to a +neighbor and leaving the meat to grill to the toughness and dryness of +leather.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The man comes home, sits down to it, and rises from it unsatisfied. +What does he do? He goes out and strolls round to the public-house. +Put a good meal, well-cooked, inside of him, and he'll not be so +disposed to move. He'll be inclined to smoke his pipe by the fire in +his kitchen."</p> + +<p class="normal">He passed on to other topics. The whole speech was clever and was +uttered on a lift of enthusiasm. But again Cynthia argued, it was the +enthusiasm for the arena, not for a cause. It was ambition without +ideals, power without high motive.</p> + +<p class="normal">Diana Royle inclined toward her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Aren't you satisfied now?" she asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, he will get on," said Cynthia; and then she suddenly sat upright +in her chair, with her lips parted and the blood bright in her cheeks.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But, after all," Rames was saying; his voice was beginning to grow +hoarse and he raised his hand in an appeal for silence, "here are we +discussing the work to be done, and leaving out in our discussion the +great necessity. I don't know what you think, but to my notion there +is no greatness in any work unless it has a dream at the heart of it. +The world's work is done by the great dreamers. Well, here is my last +word before the poll, perhaps the last word I shall speak in this +constituency."</p> + +<p class="normal">He was interrupted as he had meant to be by loud repudiations of such +a possibility.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, no!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You're a member already."</p> + +<p class="normal">"We'll put you in."</p> + +<p class="normal">Such phrases broke in upon the words and then a cheery voice, louder +than the rest, shouted from the back of the hall:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Never fear! You're well patronized in Ludsey, Captain."</p> + +<p class="normal">A burst of laughter followed upon the words, and a flush of annoyance +darkened Rames's face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will remind my friend that I am not a public entertainer," he said. +"And it's really against the spirit represented in that sentence that +I wish to direct my first words. I have my dream too--a dream. I speak +openly to you--at my very heart. Let me tell it you. It involves a +confession. When I first came to Ludsey six months ago, when for the +first time I saw from the windows of my railway carriage across the +summer fields the tall chimneys and high, long roofs of its factories, +the delicate steeples of its churches, it was to me just a town like +another. I will be frank, it was just a polling-booth. But as I got to +know your city that error passed out of my thoughts."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia leaned forward. He had used her own words. She could not but +be flattered by his use of them. They had been acclaimed, too, by this +great gathering, and she was proud of that. Not for anything would she +have had their authorship revealed, but she was proud to hear them +used, proud, too, because they seemed to have led, if she dared +believe her ears, Harry Rames out of his detested breeziness into a +contemplation of something other than the personal gain. She could +hardly doubt him now; he spoke with so simple a sincerity. She had a +sudden glimpse once more of her enchanted garden wherein she had +walked with and helped the great ones of the earth. To help, herself +unknown except by those she helped!--that had been the dream when she +had encouraged dreams; and it sprang once more into life now as she +listened.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is a city," Rames continued, "where a few steps will take you out +of the thronged streets into some old garden, quiet with the peace of +ancient memories; some old close of plaster and black beams; some old +room with windows deep-set in four-foot walls and wide hearths of +centuries ago. And round about these old places stands a ring of +factories where in good times the lights blaze until the morning and +the whir of its machines never ceases from your ears. It is a city +whose continuous life is written for all to see upon its buildings. +Here kings and queens have tarried on their journeys; there chambers +of commerce hold their meetings. From small and ancient beginnings it +has been made by the activity of generations of men into a modern +industrial city. Well, I have my dream. It is to be one little link in +the continuity of its life and to do my share of service in the +forwarding of its prosperity."</p> + +<p class="normal">A shout answered his words. He had his audience in hand. He stilled it +with a swift gesture and his voice rang out with a laugh which had all +the exultation of battle.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, we shall know to-morrow night. We are in the ice-pack now, but +we are coming to the outer rim of it. We can see the blue water +already. We shall be sailing smoothly upon it this time to-morrow +night."</p> + +<p class="normal">He had been chary of references to the voyage which had made his +reputation; all the more, therefore, this one struck home. He sat down +tempestuously acclaimed, and turning in his chair held out his hand to +Cynthia Daventry.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am glad that you came," he said. "I have achieved two triumphs +to-night. I have brought you and Mr. Benoliel to your first political +meeting and both of you are on my platform."</p> + +<p class="normal">He shook hands with Isaac Benoliel and with Diana Royle. Cynthia +leaned a little forward.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I, too, am glad that I came," she returned with a smile. Because of +those last words of his, friendship was warm in her toward Harry +Rames. She added, "You knew then that I was here--just behind you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames nodded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, but I was too nervous to turn to you before I had made my +speech. The flesh wears a little thin after three weeks of this. One +gets jumpy. Even the tattered corner of blind hanging down there from +the skylight seemed to-night charged with some important message." He +spoke, ridiculing the fancy, and Cynthia, with a smile and a quick +lift of her eyebrows, cried:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I noticed that too."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then for the first time," said Rames, "we have something in common. +You and I are probably the only people in the hall who noticed it. We +have a bond of union."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A strip of tattered blind!" said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, there was nothing at all before," said Captain Rames, and he +suddenly turned back to his seat. For the tall, gaunt man was on his +legs.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia neither heard his name nor followed his speech with any +particular attention. It was indeed difficult to follow. He was an old +hack of the platform with all the sounding phrases at the tip of his +tongue. Rolling sentences, of the copybook, flowed out of him; +declamations too vague to be understood were delivered with the vigor +of a prophet. But he interspersed them with the familiar clichés of +the day and each one received its salvo of applause. To Cynthia he was +a man not so much stupid as out of place. She could imagine him at the +head of a cavalry squadron. Here he seemed simply grotesque.</p> + +<p class="normal">On the other hand, Captain Rames did not; and the contrast between the +two men bent her to consider whether, after all, she had not been +wrong in her condemnation of his new career. She was in the mood to +admit it; and when the meeting broke up and the crowd was pouring +through the doors into the street, and those upon the platform were +descending its steps, she found herself alone for a second on the +rostrum with Harry Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps I was wrong," she said. "I remember what you told me of Mr. +Smale. A vivid gift of phrase--he thought that necessary. You have +it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"On the platform--yes. But the platform's not the House," said Rames. +"Smale told me that too. I have yet to see whether I shall carry the +House."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yet those last words," said Cynthia--"about the city and the +continuity of its life and your pride to have a little share in it. +Oh, that was finely done."</p> + +<p class="normal">And upon Rames's face there came a grin.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I thought that would fetch 'em," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia stepped back. Once again it occurred to Rames, as it had done +on the night of their first meeting at the Admiralty, that just so +would she look if he struck her a blow.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then--then--the city is still a polling-booth," she stammered.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">The hero newly perched upon his pediment tumbled off again.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You used what I said to you because you just thought it would go +down."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames did not deny it. He remained silent.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I remember," she continued, "it was no doubt a foolish thing I said. +But even when I said it, you were thinking this is the sort of thing +that will take."</p> + +<p class="normal">That she was humiliated, her voice and her face clearly proved. Yet +again Rames did not contradict her. Again he was silent. For there was +nothing to be said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You do not allow me many illusions about you," Cynthia said gently, +and she began to turn away.</p> + +<p class="normal">But now he arrested her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't mean to," he said quickly; and by the reply he undid some +portion of the harm he had done himself in her eyes.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XIV</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_14" href="#div1Ref_14">COLONEL CHALLONER'S MEMORY</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">It had been arranged that Mr. Benoliel's small party should take +supper with Harry Rames at his hotel. As they stood waiting at the +foot of the platform the agent came to them from the outer doors.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The way's clear now," he said. "I think you can go."</p> + +<p class="normal">They passed through the empty hall, Cynthia first at Harry Rames's +side, and in that order they came out upon the steps. A fine rain was +falling, but the crowd had not dispersed. The great light over the +door showed the climbing street thronged. Coat collars were turned up, +hats were pressed down; and so as Rames and Cynthia came out they saw +in the glare beneath the rain just a mass of swaying, jostling black +things, round black things moving indecisively this way and that like +some close-packed herd of blind animals. Just for a moment the +illusion lasted. Then Rames was seen and of a sudden the heads were +thrown back, the hats shaken high, and all those black round things +became the white faces of living men, their eyes shining in the light, +their voices shouting in acclamation.</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames took a step back.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did you see?" he cried to Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. They are not animals to draw your chariot," she replied. "They +are men."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, men--men to govern," he answered. His was the spirit of the old +Whig families. Though he was not of them, he meant to force his way +among them. To govern the people, not to admit it to government, to go +far in appeasing it, but not to give it the reins, that was his +instinct. He wished to retain the old governing class, but he meant to +be one of it. His ambitions soared to-night, and reached out beyond +this hilly, narrow street. He led these men now who stood acclaiming +him in the rain. His thoughts shot forward to other days when every +town in England might at his coming pour out its masses to endorse his +words.</p> + +<p class="normal">He waved his hand toward his companions and the crowd made a lane for +them across the street to the hotel. Rames himself was carried +shoulder-high, and set down within the doors. He led the way up the +stairs to a big room upon the first floor overlooking the street, +where supper was laid. A great shout went up from the street as they +entered the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They want you," said Mrs. Royle.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," replied Rames. He opened a door into a smaller room in which no +lights were lit and pulled up the blinds. Across the street under a +great clock was a newspaper office and in the windows the election +returns of the night were being, displayed. All along the line +victories were gained for Rames's party. Arthur Pynes, a young +manufacturer, and the chairman of the association, to whose energy the +organization was due; an ex-Mayor, a Mr. Charlesworth, and one or two +hard fighters of the old school joined the group in the dark room. One +of them, a rosy-faced contractor with a high laugh, who had presided +over the association in its darker days, leaned against the window by +Cynthia Daventry.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He'll have to appear on this balcony to-morrow night, as soon as he +can after the result's declared," he said. "You see, the windows are +all boarded up on the ground floors opposite."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He'll speak from here?" asked Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He'll speak, but they won't listen," replied Mr. Arnall. "I remember +Sir William Harris, the last time he was elected before he was made a +judge--" and he ran off into stories of the old days until the windows +of the newspaper office were darkened and the crowd at last dispersed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let us go in to supper," said Rames, and they all passed into the +next room. "Will you sit here, Mrs. Royle, and you here, Miss +Daventry?" He placed Diana Royle upon his right hand and Cynthia upon +his left. "Pynes, will you take the chair next to Mrs. Royle, and +Colonel," he addressed the tall, gaunt man whose flowing platitudes +had left nothing in Cynthia's mind but a recollection of sonority, a +booming as of waves in a hollow cave, "will you sit next to Miss +Daventry?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The colonel bowed and prepared to take his seat. But he was a +punctilious old gentleman and stood upon the ceremonies.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have not introduced me, Rames," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I beg your pardon. Miss Daventry, this is Colonel Challoner. He +has made his own seat a safe one--a county division which polls +a week later than we do, and he lives in it. So when I applied at +head-quarters for help at our last meeting Colonel Challoner was kind +enough to volunteer."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia shot a startled glance at her neighbor. Her own name was +Challoner too; and all that was terrible in her recollections was +linked with it. Of course, it did not follow that this Challoner was +any relation of hers. There must be many families of that name. +Nevertheless, the sudden sound of it caused her a shock. The blood +rushed into her face. She made a movement. Almost she shrank away. +Challoner, however, was taking his seat. He noticed the quick +movement; he did not appreciate the instinct of fear which had caused +it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, it is true then, Miss Daventry," he said. "We have already met. +You remember it, too."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia was startled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, Colonel Challoner," she replied quickly. "I don't think that we +have. Indeed, I am sure we have not. I should surely have remembered +if we had."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is a pretty thing for a young lady to say to an old man," the +colonel answered with a smile. "But my memory is a good one. I never +forget a face."</p> + +<p class="normal">He had the particular pride of all men with good memories, and +ambition had intensified it into an obstinacy. For he had his +ambition, and successive disappointments had only strengthened its +hold upon his heart. He aimed to be Under Secretary of State for +Foreign Affairs. He had been military attaché at so many Embassies, +the post, to his thinking, was marked out for him. At each new +promotion to the Cabinet, at each general election, he was sure that +he could no longer be overlooked. He ran from platform to platform to +increase his claim upon the office should his party be returned. A +telegram from the chief whip had brought him to Ludsey, would send him +to-morrow into Yorkshire. Now, surely, his turn must come! He had one +persistent fear, lest he should be thought too old. And he clung with +an almost piteous reiteration to the accuracy of his recollections as +a vindication of the alertness of his powers.</p> + +<p class="normal">"When I saw you upon the platform I was quite sure that it was not for +the first time, Miss Daventry," he insisted.</p> + +<p class="normal">"During the season, perhaps," Cynthia replied. "At some reception or +ball. Did you hear that, Colonel Challoner?" and she turned quickly +toward Mr. Arnall, who was telling an old story of the days and the +hustings when broken heads were common about the doors of the +polling-booths.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia laughed eagerly with the rest in her anxiety to keep Colonel +Challoner from plying her with questions. She was ready with her +answers, but greatly she feared, lest by probing into his memories he +should understand of a sudden where he had seen her before. And for a +time she was successful. The confidence which had run from man to +man in the great Corn Exchange an hour before was present at this +supper-table and kindled them all to cheeriness. The ex-Mayor said +with a pleasant drawl, which was his habit:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you remember Taylor the Democrat, Arnall? He fought two elections +here within three months and then went bankrupt. He was an adventurer +and the most eloquent man I ever heard. But he was a caution."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," cried Mr. Arnall, with a clicking laugh at the back of his +throat. "Do you remember his meeting down by the club? 'Gag that +calf,'" and Mr. Arnall spluttered with delight.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's it," said the ex-Mayor. "You must know that Taylor stood as a +Democrat, Captain Rames. That's where the fun comes in. He wore a blue +swallow-tail-coat with brass buttons and his hair down to his +shoulders. 'Your father was a miller,' one fellow shouted from the +crowd. 'Gag that calf,' cried Taylor and he held up his arms in the +air. 'Look at these fair hands. No work has ever sullied them.' That +did him all right."</p> + +<p class="normal">A quiet, elderly man leaned over the table.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did you notice the flag upon the chairman's table, Captain Rames?" he +asked. "It was woven out of Ludsey silk fifty years ago. It's the true +Ludsey blue. My father wove it for Sir William Harris's first +election, and the other fellows swore they would have it on the +polling-day. But we carried it about the streets from morning to +evening, with twelve big fellows to protect it. It was nearly down +once, I remember. I was a lad at the time--at the corner of Stapley's +Lane. But we saved it and it was your table-cloth to-night, Captain +Rames. It brought us victory then. It will again to-morrow."</p> + +<p class="normal">The stories were continued. They were often not very pointed; often +enough the humor was far to seek; but they were alive. They were told +with infinite enjoyment, and the smallest details were remembered over +decades. Cynthia began now to listen to them for their own sake; she +was learning with surprise the value of politics to the lives of men +in a busy city of the provinces. But the colonel at her elbow was not +longer to be diverted.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think it must have been in Dorsetshire that we met," he said. "I +live near to Wareham."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia looked at him quite steadily.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have never been in Dorsetshire in my life, Colonel Challoner."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yet I associate you with that county," he persisted. "Now, why should +I do that, Miss Daventry? You have not been to my house, I know. For +since my wife died and my son went away, I have not had so many young +people to stay with me as I should have liked."</p> + +<p class="normal">From the moment when Colonel Challoner had claimed her recognition, +Cynthia had not doubted that she was sitting next to a relation. And +Colonel Challoner's location of his home in Dorsetshire, near to +Wareham, had confirmed her belief. She knew quite well how it came +about that he had seemed to recognize her, that he associated her with +his own parish. She knew because upon one unforgettable night she had +crouched in a great chair in a dark room and through the panels of a +door had heard her father claim her as his daughter. He, too, had +recognized her as Colonel Challoner now did, and just by the same +means. For there was a Romney hanging upon the dining-room wall in +that house near Wareham which might have been a portrait of herself. +But until this moment she had not guessed what degree of relationship +bound her to the old man at her side.</p> + +<p class="normal">Now, however, she knew that too. The hesitation, the gentle +wistfulness with which he had spoken of his son struck home at her. +She was this man's granddaughter. She was moved by what he had said. A +big house empty of young people must be a place of melancholy and +hollow as a shell. Yet she would not reveal herself. She had it fixed +now as an instinct of her nature that she would never wear the name of +Challoner, nor admit a link with any of that name.... But she turned +toward her grandfather with a greater sympathy.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have given up your whole life to politics now?" she asked, and a +wave of pity swept through her. It could not be possible that he +should win any success in that sphere, and she was young and could +hardly conceive of life at all without success.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. I left the army twenty-five years ago. Sometimes I think that I +may have made a mistake," he answered. "But it is too late for me to +go back upon a mistake, even were I sure that I had made one. Politics +is all I have now. I have no longer any family. And I have politics in +my bones. I do not know what I should do if I lost my seat. I should +probably die." He spoke with absolute simplicity, absolute sincerity: +Cynthia was greatly moved. An old futile man without wife or family in +a big, empty house, feeding himself from day to day with the +disappointments of a hopeless ambition--it made for her a dismal +picture. She contrasted it with the other one before her eyes--Harry +Rames at the head of the table, confident, comfortable, young as +politicians go, with the world a smooth sea for his conquering sails; +and once again an unaccountable resentment against Harry Rames flared +up within her. Almost she wished that for once he might fail. Almost +she revealed herself then to Colonel Challoner. But she did not. She +had painfully learned a great gift--silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">She knew very well with what relief she would wake on the morrow to +the recollection that she was still Cynthia Daventry and not Cynthia +Challoner.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I expect that what I say will sound extravagant to you, Miss +Daventry," Colonel Challoner continued. "You at your age could hardly +understand it."</p> + +<p class="normal">The spell which was upon Cynthia was broken. She looked thoughtfully +about the table.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I should not have understood it an hour ago. I was inclined to think +it really didn't matter very much in the long run who was in and who +was out, that the things which wanted doing and which legislation +could do, would get themselves done sooner or later by one side or the +other and perhaps by both; and that for the rest the nation went on +its way, leaving the talk and the honors to the politicians because it +had no time for either and doing the work itself."</p> + +<p class="normal">Colonel Challoner laughed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's a definite point of view, at all events."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I expect that I was drawing my ideas from another--" she was about to +say "country," but checked herself lest she should be asked what +country and so put Colonel Challoner on the track of her relationship +to him. She went on hastily: "But since I have been sitting here, I +have learned how much of color politics can bring into the lives of +men."</p> + +<p class="normal">And Colonel Challoner looked at her and cried:</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's it, Miss Daventry. Color! That's the great need. That's why +the quack religions flourish in the back streets. We all need it--all +except the man there at the head of the table," and Colonel Challoner +looked a trifle enviously at Harry Rames. "He has it and to spare."</p> + +<p class="normal">The door opened by a few inches at this moment and a wrinkled pippin +of a head was pushed in. A pair of little bright eyes surveyed the +company and then the door was thrust wide open and M. Poizat stepped +lightly in.</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames rose and shook hands with the little Frenchman. Colonel +Challoner stroked his white moustache.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You were present to-night?" said Rames. "What a difference, eh?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I was proud," M. Poizat returned. "But always I waited for some +little word--some little word which did not come."</p> + +<p class="normal">"One always forgets an important point and generally the most +important. It is the experience of all speakers," said Rames. He +turned to the table. "I must introduce to you M. Poizat, and if ever +your voices are hoarse in Ludsey, please ask for Lungatine."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames drew a chair to the table, pressed M. Poizat into it, and filled +for him a glass of champagne. The little man was delighted. He drank +Captain Rames's health, he bowed to the company; and his hand was +arrested in mid-air, holding the wine-glass by its stem. Colonel +Challoner was gazing fixedly across the table at him. A look of +trouble took all the merriment out of M. Poizat's face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have seen you before, M. Poizat," said Colonel Challoner.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia began to think that the colonel had a mania for recognizing +people.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am <i>Mr</i>. Poizat, an Englishman," the little confectioner answered +hurriedly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Naturalized," said the colonel.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is true," said M. Poizat reluctantly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If you had only said that last night," thought Harry Rames. "You +would have got your advertisement, my friend."</p> + +<p class="normal">But he said not a word aloud, and M. Poizat continued:</p> + +<p class="normal">"But it was a long time ago. And all the years since I have spent in +Ludsey."</p> + +<p class="normal">Colonel Challoner shook his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It was not in Ludsey that I saw you. For I was never here in my life +before."</p> + +<p class="normal">M. Poizat shrugged his shoulders.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have sat opposite to one another in a train perhaps. We have run +against one another in the traffic of a London street."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, it was on some occasion more important. I do not forget a face."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nor I," said M. Poizat. "And I have never seen yours, sir, until this +moment;" and though he spoke with spirit his uneasiness was apparent +to every one at that table.</p> + +<p class="normal">Colonel Challoner sat back in his chair and let the subject drop. But +he was not satisfied. He was even annoyed at his failure to identify +the Frenchman, and he sat relentlessly revolving in his mind the +changing scenes of his life. Meanwhile the talk drifted back to +by-gone elections and this or that great night when some famous +statesman was brought into the town and never allowed to speak one +audible word. Mr. Arnall mentioned one whose name resounded through +England.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Next night in Warrington he said that he had been struggling with the +beasts at Ephesus," said Mr. Arnall with a chirrup of delight. The old +Adam was strong in him at this moment and his own solemn exhortations +to hear all sides clean forgotten. Suddenly Colonel Challoner broke in +upon him. He leaned across the table and with a smile of triumph +stared between the candles at M. Poizat.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It was in a corridor," he said, "a vast bare corridor--somewhere--a +long time ago. You were coming out of a room--wait!--wait!--No, I +cannot name the place," and he sank back again disappointed.</p> + +<p class="normal">But M. Poizat's face wore now a sickly pallor.</p> + +<p class="normal">"In no corridor--nowhere," he stammered and his eyes, urgent with +appeal, turned toward Harry Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames did his first service for an elector of Ludsey. He glanced +toward Mr. Benoliel, who rose.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is getting late," said Benoliel, "and Rames has a busy day in +front of him."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will order your motor-car round to the door," said Rames. He rang +the bell and the rest of the company left the table. Diana Royle and +Cynthia sought their cloaks in the adjoining sitting-room. Harry Rames +took M. Poizat by the arm and led him to the door.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am very grateful to you," he said. "Good-night." And even as M. +Poizat's foot was over the threshold the voice of Colonel Challoner +brought him to a halt:</p> + +<p class="normal">"One moment. I remember now. You come from Alsace, M. Poizat."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I come from Provence," cried the little man, facing about swiftly +with a passionate, white face.</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames had begun to think Colonel Challoner rather a bore with +his incomplete reminiscences. That thought passed from him altogether. +He had but to look at the two men to know that some queer and +unexpected moment of drama had sprung from their chance meeting at +this hotel at Ludsey. They stood facing one another, the little +Frenchman in the doorway with fear and rage contending in his face, +his mouth twisted into a snarl, his lips drawn back from his gums like +an animal, his teeth gleaming; the colonel erect above the table with +the candle-light shining upward upon a triumphant and menacing face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You were in Metz in '71," cried Challoner. "So was I. I was a lad at +the time. I was aide to our attaché. That's where I saw you, M. +Poizat--in the long corridor of the Arsenal. Yes, you were in Metz in +'71."</p> + +<p class="normal">And behind M. Poizat appeared the waiter announcing that Mr. +Benoliel's motor-car was at the door.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XV</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_15" href="#div1Ref_15">THE MAYOR AND THE MAN</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">St. Anne's Hall stands tucked away in a narrow street of Ludsey by the +spacious square; and from its ancient windows you look out between the +lozenges of stained glass upon the great church of St. Anne with its +soaring spire and its wide graveyard. Into this hall the ballot-boxes +were brought from the polling-booths on the next evening, and at long +tables in the Council Chamber the voting papers were sorted and +counted. Harry Rames walked from table to table. He seemed to see +nothing but crosses against his opponent's name. He did not dare to +put a question to any of the scrutineers standing behind the sorters. +The very swiftness with which the votes were counted impressed him +with a sense of disaster. For the first time he began to ask himself +how he was to shape his life if to-night he were defeated. Thus an +hour passed and then the chief constable drew him aside to a bench +under the musician's gallery at one end of the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I've been watching the tables, Captain Rames," he said, "and I think +you are going to be elected."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You do?" said Rames eagerly. "Yes, and I shall be very glad if you +are."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank you," exclaimed Rames. He could have wrung off the chief +constable's hand in the fervor of his gratitude.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, I am not speaking as a politician," the chief constable returned +with a smile. "I have the order of my city to look after. That's all I +am thinking about. If you weren't by any chance to get in, I am afraid +there would be trouble to-night in Ludsey. And I want you if you are +returned to get back to your hotel at once. It's important from my +point of view that you should show up on your balcony as soon as +possible after the result is declared."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I see," said Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will take you out the back way through the police station," the +chief constable continued, "and there's a lane opposite which will +lead you straight to your back door. You had better run, I think. For +your own friends would tear you to pieces to-night without noticing +they were doing you any harm."</p> + +<p class="normal">The chief constable suddenly changed his tone. One of the scrutineers +on the side of Rames's opponent had drawn close to them. The chief +constable had no intention to allow a suspicion that he favored one +side more than the other. He raised his voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have noticed our tapestry, perhaps. It is quite invaluable, I +believe. We lent it two years ago to the South Kensington Museum. +There was an American millionaire here the other day who wished to buy +it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Raines looked across the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Isn't there some portion of it missing?" he asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. That disappeared in the Commonwealth times. Let us go and look +at it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames walked at the chief constable's side up the floor of the room +toward the dais where Mr. Redling the Mayor, with his chain of office +about his shoulders, sat in his big chair in the centre of the long +council table. His mace lay upon the table in front of him, and he +surveyed the busy scene over which he presided with an imperturbable +gravity. But Mr. Redling was a genial soul with a twinkling eye and a +red, round face like a crumpled cherub's; and as Harry Rames advanced +toward the dais, Mr. Redling beckoned to him with a discreet twist of +the finger of a hand lying idle upon the table.</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames took a seat beside the Mayor at the long table and again +words of comfort were poured into his ears in a gentle undertone.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think you are going to do it," said Mr. Redling, repeating almost +word for word the utterance of his chief constable. "Of course, I +couldn't take any part. But you know what I should have been doing if +I hadn't been Mayor, don't you? But I have asked quietly here and +there about your chance and I fancy it's all right."</p> + +<p class="normal">He winked, and his face broke into triumphant smiles. He was a man. +Then he remembered again that he was a Mayor, and he sat a pillar of +municipal propriety.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's good of you to say that," cried Harry Rames in a low voice. "I +needed to hear it, I can tell you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Redling looked at his face. The three weeks had taken a heavy toll +of him. He had thinned and sharpened; his eyes were heavy and very +tired; for the moment his buoyancy had gone.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Mr. Redling. "An election takes a good deal out of one. +And these two hours are the worst of it when the fight's all over and +there's nothing to do but wait. Gives you a kind of glimpse into what +women have to put up with all their lives, eh?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames glanced at the Mayor with interest.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, I suppose that's true."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Redling nodded his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. It teaches you that sitting with your hands in your lap isn't +the same as sitting soft, after all."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames felt comfort steal in upon him from the neighborhood of +the little Mayor. Mr. Redling was that rare bird, a strong politician +without a fad, and, therefore, a veritable haven of refuge to a +candidate in the cudgelling of an election. On the few afternoons when +Harry Rames had been able to snatch a half hour of leisure he had been +wont to run round to the Mayor's house and spend a restful interval +with one of the Mayor's cigars. Mr. Redling laid his Mayoralty aside +with the silk hat he invariably wore, and when he took off his chain +of office he usually took off his coat too. He had had his ups and +downs, and as he discoursed upon his city in his shirt-sleeves, Harry +Rames never failed to draw comfort from his talk, so strong a spirit +of human friendship breathed from him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They like you here," continued Mr. Redling; "both sides. Take us for +all in all we are not violent people. Give us the right sort of man, +and we'll be sure he won't do us harm, whatever his politics," and +then as Mr. Benoliel, who was acting as one of Rames's scrutineers, +came to him with a doubtful voting paper, he switched off to another +topic; and it happened quite naturally that he chose the very same +subject as the chief constable had done.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have you noticed our tapestry?" he asked. "We are proud of it. An +American gentleman, a Mr. Cronin, came over here last week with Mr. +Benoliel to see it. And after he had seen it, he wanted to buy it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, did he?" said Benoliel as he handed the voting paper to the +Mayor. "But I might have guessed that he would. I brought him over +from Culver, and we met Mrs. Royle just outside here. She came in with +us. Mrs. Royle seemed as interested in the tapestry as Cronin +himself."</p> + +<p class="normal">While Mr. Redling examined the voting paper, Harry Rames cast an eye +over the tapestry. The æsthetic qualities formed a quite insignificant +element in his nature. Of art he thought nothing at all. It noted in +his mind long hair and an absence of baths--such was his ignorance. +The only picture-gallery into which he had ever entered was the Royal +Academy; and the only occasion upon which he had ventured over that +threshold was the Academy dinner to which he had been invited after +his return from his Antarctic expedition. He had a primitive +appreciation of scarlet as a color and he recognized that women upon +canvas could look beautiful. There for him art ended. So he gazed at +the tapestry with a lack-lustre eye. There was no vividness of color, +and the human forms worked upon it had an angularity and a thickness +of joint which pleased him not at all.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I suppose it's very beautiful," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's unique," replied Mr. Benoliel; "that's why Cronin wanted it. Let +a thing be unique, he'll not trouble his head so much about its +beauty, and I am told he will ask no questions how it comes to be +offered to him."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, he offered us a hundred thousand pounds," Mr. Redling remarked +with half a sigh. Ludsey was growing at a pace which made it difficult +for the borough council to keep up with it. Mr. Redling thought of +baths and schools and houses. "A hundred thousand pounds--a good deal +of money for a municipality to refuse. But of course, we did. We +couldn't let that tapestry go." He returned to the voting paper and +gave his decision upon it. Harry Rames drifted down again into the +body of the hall. He troubled no more about the priceless tapestry +swinging under the high carved roof in this ancient place. He was a +man of his own day, absorbed in its doings, and wondering always in a +great labor of thought how he might make his name familiar in all +men's mouths before nightfall swept him into the darkness. His +anxieties were now diminished, his heart beat high. For here were two +men, both experienced in elections and both convinced that he would +surely win. So the first small victory, it seemed, was won. He crossed +to the row of windows and looked down through a lozenge of white in +the painted pattern into the street below. And having once looked he +could not again withdraw his eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a night of January, dreary and loud with a roar of falling +rain. A light wind carried the rain at a slant so that it shot down +past the street lamps like slender javelins of steel. And exposed to +that pitiless assault a silent crowd of men stood packed together in +the narrow street between St. Anne's Hall and the railings of the +church. A few, a very few, carried umbrellas over their heads, the +rest stood with their coat collars turned up about their throats and +their hands deep in their pockets. No one moved, for there was no room +to move; and all the faces were uplifted under the brims of their +soaking hats to the great window beyond the hall whence the result +should be declared. The patience of the throng, its acquiescence in +discomfort, as though discomfort were the ordinary condition of its +life, suddenly caught hold of Harry Rames. He took a step, nay, a +stride forward. Last night when he had come out of the Exchange and +the herd of animals had been transfigured into the uplifted faces of +men, his thought had been:</p> + +<p class="normal">"This is for me."</p> + +<p class="normal">But now his thoughts changed. The men of Ludsey did not wait in vain +that night. For Harry Rames the glamour faded off the arena. At the +very moment when the bars were being withdrawn for him to enter it the +exultation of battle died out of his heart. He woke to something +new--the claim of the constituency. The longer he looked, the stronger +the claim grew, the more loudly the silence of that throng proclaimed +and shouted it. They stood under the javelins of the rain, the men who +had voted for him. They emphasized their claim by their extraordinary +quietude. Almost they menaced.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A queer sight," said a voice at his elbow.</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames turned. It was Mr. Arnall who had interrupted him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall not easily forget it," said Rames, drawing a breath, and then +with an irritable outburst he said: "They look to Parliament for more +than parliaments can do, to candidates for more than members can +achieve. Each election is to open paradise for them."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And whose fault is that?" asked Mr. Arnall dryly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames nodded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ours, I suppose," he said; and behind him in the room there was a +bustle and a grating of chairs upon the floor. The votes had been +sorted. The candidates and their friends gathered about the long table +on the raised dais.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They are taking yours first," said Mr. Arnall to Harry. "That's a +good sign."</p> + +<p class="normal">The papers cast for Harry Rames were brought to the table in sets of +fifty. They were placed crosswise, one set on the top of the first, +and the third on the second, until five hundred had been counted. +Against that pile of five hundred votes a second rose. Gradually the +orderly heaps of paper extended along the table's edge in front of the +Mayor. There were half a dozen now. Rames's agent stood by them like a +bull-dog on the chain. The half-dozen became ten, eleven, twelve. And +as the twelfth heap was completed a quick movement ran among all of +Rames's friends. He had polled now half the electorate of the city. +One more set of papers and he was in.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was laid next to the others at that moment, and Rames's hands were +silently grasped and shaken. But the heaping up of the votes went on. +There were three more piles to be added before the end was reached. +Eighty-four per cent of the electorate had recorded their votes. Harry +Rames had won by a majority well on to two thousand. He stood there in +a buzz of congratulations, with a sudden vacancy of mind and thought. +He remembered the extraordinary agility with which Mr. Redling whipped +out of the room, trying to say unconcernedly:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll just announce the result at once."</p> + +<p class="normal">He heard the storm of cheers in the street below. That patient silence +was broken now in a hurricane of enthusiasm and even through it he +could distinguish the words of the exultant cry:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Rames is our man!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He saw the Mayor return, much out of breath. He proposed the vote of +thanks to the returning officers, with the usual eulogy of his +opponents and depreciation of himself. But even at that moment the +claim of the constituency would importunately obtrude and find +acknowledgment in his words.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You look to me very likely for more than I can do," he said simply. +"At all events you shall have what I can."</p> + +<p class="normal">But the most memorable achievement that night was the reply of Mr. +Redling.</p> + +<p class="normal">As he rose to his feet to acknowledge the vote of thanks, the man ran +forward and got a fair start of the Mayor. He cried out, all one +bubble of delight:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I need hardly say, gentlemen, how utterly I rejoice at--" and then +the Mayor put on a spurt and caught up the man--"at the admirable +manner in which this contest has been conducted by both sides."</p> + +<p class="normal">But the correction deceived no one. Mr. Redling's politics were known, +and so, in a general splutter of good-humored laughter, the Ludsey +election came to an end.</p> + +<p class="normal">The Mayor turned from the table wiping his forehead.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I nearly made a bad break there," he said in a whisper. "They won't +come at you again, I think. I reckon you have got Ludsey, Captain +Rames," and then Rames felt the hand of the chief constable laid upon +his arm. He was rushed across the Mayor's parlor, down the stairs +through the police station, where the police at their supper rose and +gave him a loud cheer.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Silence!" cried the chief constable savagely. He opened the street +door and peeped out.</p> + +<p class="normal">"All's clear. Run--down that alley opposite. Say something from your +balcony, never mind what--they won't hear more than two words."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's just all that I want them to hear," cried Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had foreseen that moment. He ran with one or two of his friends to +the back door of his hotel. A path was made for them through the +crowded hall. He came out upon the balcony, and up and down the hill +as far as his eyes could see the street was thronged. He stretched out +his hand. He had a second of absolute silence, and in that second his +voice rang out:</p> + +<p class="normal">"My constituents----"</p> + +<p class="normal">The roar which answered him showed him that once more his foresight +had served him well. No other word of his was heard. But any other +words would have spoiled the two which he had uttered.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XVI</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_16" href="#div1Ref_16">WORDS OVER THE TELEPHONE</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The next two hours were for Rames of the tissue whence nightmares are +woven. Rames was conscious that he made speeches and still more +speeches and yet others on the top of those, until speech-making +became a pain in the head for which there was no anodyne. He made them +from windows--one at that very window where Taylor, the lily fingered +democrat, had by a single sentence won immortality and certain +defeat--he made them from tables in club-rooms which he no longer +recognized; where men, packed tight as herrings, screamed +incoherencies in a blaze of light and the atmosphere of a Turkish +bath, or standing upon chairs beat him, as he passed beneath them, on +the top of the head with their hats in the frenzy of their delight. +For two hours Ludsey went stark mad and Harry Rames had reached +exhaustion before a gigantic captain of the fire brigade lifted him +panting and dishevelled out of the throng, and drawing him into a +small committee-room locked the door against his votaries.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Better wait for a little while here, sir," he said; and it was one +o'clock in the morning before he ventured to return to his hotel.</p> + +<p class="normal">By that time the madness was already past. There was still noise in +the blazing rooms of the clubs. But the streets were empty and up the +climbing hill the city was quiet as a house of mutes. A placard in the +window of the newspaper office recorded the figures of the election, +and the boarding which protected the shops opposite to his hotel shone +white in the light of the lamps. But for those two signs, even Rames +might have found it difficult of belief that so lately this very +hill had rung with cheers and seethed with a tumultuous populace. +To-morrow, however, the sirens of the factories would shrill across +the house-tops at six and the work of a strenuous industrial town +begin. Ludsey had no time to dally with victories won and triumphs +which had passed.</p> + +<p class="normal">Nor indeed had Harry Rames. He rang the bell at the door and entered +the hall quickly. There was something which he should have done before +now, though only now he remembered it. With a word to the porter, he +went into the office and switched on the electric light. He crossed to +the corner where the telephone was fixed and called up the White +House. A woman's voice, very small and clear, came back to him over +the lines. He recognized it with a thrill of satisfaction. It was +Cynthia Daventry's.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, it's you yourself," he cried eagerly, and he heard Cynthia, at +the other end of the telephone, laugh with pleasure at his eagerness.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," she answered. "I thought perhaps you might ring me up."</p> + +<p class="normal">So she had waited--just that they might talk together for a few +moments. Harry Rames, however, did not answer her. It seemed to him +from the intonation of her voice that she had more to say if she would +only make up her mind to say it. He stood and waited with the receiver +at his ear, and after a little while Cynthia spoke again upon a lower +note.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am glad that you did. I should have been disappointed if you +hadn't."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank you," said Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">He spoke very gently. There was no smile of triumph upon his face. It +had become of vast importance to him within the last two hours to know +how her thoughts dealt with him; and he was not sure. There was +friendship between them--yes. But how far on her side did it reach? He +had no answer to that question.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have heard the result?" he asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. Mr. Benoliel telephoned to me at once from the Mayor's parlor."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I ought to have done that," said Harry Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, no. You were making speeches," replied Cynthia with a laugh. She +was at all events not offended by his omission.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you are glad that I have won?" he asked. And again she waited a +while before she answered; and when she did speak it was with that +little spirit of resentment which Rames had heard before in her voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well,--since your heart was so much set on winning,--yes, there you +have your triumph--I am glad that you won."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia meant what she said, but she was reluctant to mean it. She +spoke, too, under a constraint to speak. She had a picture before her +eyes of the man at the other end of the line quietly waiting upon her, +certain perhaps of what she would say. And the picture and the sense +of compulsion were both an offence to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-night," she added curtly and with a sharp, quick movement she +hung up the receiver. The little clang of metal travelled along the +line to Harry Rames and emphasized her resentment.</p> + +<p class="normal">But he was not disturbed by that. On the whole he looked upon it as a +favorable sign. So definite a resentment implied that she was +interested and set a value on their friendship. Rames went upstairs to +bed, but he was too tired to sleep and his thoughts raced ahead and +scouted in the future. He had leaped the first obstacle in the race, +but that once leaped and looked back upon became a tiny thing compared +with those which lay ahead.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will she? Will she not?" he asked. All hung upon the answers to those +questions. He was poor. He must marry. He must marry money and even +money was not enough. Other qualities were needed to help him to the +great career. But they were all there, a few miles away, possessed by +the young mistress of the White House. She had looks and manners and a +distinction of her own. You could not be in a room with her, however +crowded, and be long unaware that she was present too. Only--would +she?</p> + +<p class="normal">He had very little to offer her--beyond this earnest of future success +which he had won to-night. And six hundred and seventy others would +have won just the same opportunity before the year was a fortnight +older. Moreover, Cynthia was romantic and he was not. For all her +friendliness he was a bitter disappointment to her. He recognized it +all and began to regret that he had not donned the glittering cloak of +romance which so often she had held out to him. But his foresight came +to console him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I could never have lived up to it," he reflected. "She would have +found me out. I have been honest with her and she likes honesty."</p> + +<p class="normal">Certainly there were points in his favor. Rames took heart. She had +run the gauntlet of the drawing-rooms through a London season. Men had +gone down before her satin slippers, men ancient and modern. Mothers +of daughters had frowned upon her, mothers of sons had smiled. Young +Lord Helmsdale, adored of the ladies, had pursued her, and it was his +habit to be pursued. Yet she had come out of the throng to +Warwickshire heart-free. Of that he was sure.</p> + +<p class="normal">Besides, she had waited up to speak to him. That was something,--not +very much, perhaps,--but surely something. Also, since he had wished +to win, she was glad that he had won. Rames's memories took him back +to the night when they first met at the Admiralty. Not thus had she +spoken then. She had moved toward him since that night--reluctantly, +slowly. Yet she had moved.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was still casting up this ledger of his chances when a lonely +booming sound broke upon the stillness of the night and penetrated +through the open window like some melancholy siren of the sea. It was +repeated and repeated, growing louder with each repetition yet hardly +more articulate, and without any change of intonation. And every now +and then it was interrupted for a few seconds by a dull crash. Rames +tried to thrust it from his notice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will she? Will she not?" he asked himself. But the booming sound +would not be denied. It was as the wail of some utterly friendless man +who cared not whether his fellows slept or waked. It was thoroughly +pitiless. Nearer it came to the hotel, and now wavering, heavy feet +could be heard to beat an irregular accompaniment. The occasional thud +was explained. A very drunken man was staggering up the hill and from +time to time he fell upon the pavement, unconscious that he fell, +barely aware only that his long-drawn cry had ceased. Rames thought of +him as a malignant creature determined to inflict torture--until the +sound at last sifted itself into definite words. "Vote for Harry +Rames!" the nightfarer cried aloud to a city which had already done +so; and at times he dropped the Harry and inserted an epithet of color +common no doubt in his vocabulary. He passed beneath the windows and +with many a tumble faded into distance, invoking the unresponsive gas +lamps.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames turned over on his side with relief.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My dear," he whispered, "take his advice and vote for Harry Rames! I +shall owe you much, but I'll make it up to you. I'll not ask you till +I am sure I can. I must risk Helmsdale carrying you off."</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">He fell asleep and even the tune the clock chimes in Ludsey church +played at four o'clock in the morning did not make him stir. But at +the White House just at that hour Cynthia waked. It was not the clock +which waked her. It seemed to her that she had heard a step in the +corridor. She sat up in her bed and in a few seconds was sure of it. +Some one was moving very stealthily about the house. For a moment her +old horror gripped her. Here was her father come at last with +authority to claim her. She sat staring wide-eyed into the darkness, +flung back to the days when she was a child. Then her reason +reasserted itself. Her father was dead. The blood flowed again to her +heart. But the stealthy sound continued. She heard a door gently +latched. She sprang out of bed, opened her own door, and switched on +the light. The corridor was empty to the edge of the shadows. She +peered into them. She saw nothing, and no sound reached her now.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who is it?" she asked in a loud voice, and no answer came to her. She +waited in her doorway with a hand to her breast. The plank of a stair +cracked loudly, close to her; but no footsteps made it crack. She went +back into her room.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet she had not been mistaken. Any one in the road that night might +have seen a light ascending past the windows of the staircase and then +moving through the upper rooms, until at last in one it remained for a +long time. The light was carried by Diana Royle. She passed up the +staircase to an unfurnished room used for the storage of old boxes and +discarded things. From the corner of this room she rolled out a great +bale, dusty with years, and tied up like a carpet with an old piece of +rope. She cut the rope and spread it out upon the floor, cautiously +and silently. Then lowering her candle she examined it. With a smile +upon her lips she stood up again. She fastened the bale and dragged it +back into its corner. The smile did not leave her lips. Chance had led +her up here some weeks ago. She had discovered the bale and had +wondered what it was. An old carpet? A disused curtain? Now she knew. +In an attic of this old house she had discovered the lost strip of the +Ludsey tapestry.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XVII</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_17" href="#div1Ref_17">A REFUSAL</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"So you have refused young Helmsdale."</p> + +<p class="normal">Three months had passed since the Ludsey election. The air was warm +and golden and already the world whispered of summer, yet not too loud +lest it should seem to boast and so be balked of its desire. +Parliament had met, London was full, and in the country the foxes and +the pheasants had leisure to attend to their own affairs. And with the +rest Cynthia had come to town. She rode on this morning out of the +park, where the buds were running along the branches of the trees like +delicate green flames, about eleven o'clock, and turning out of South +Audley Street into Curzon Street, she saw Mr. Benoliel waiting upon +the pavement in front of her new house. As she stopped her horse +before the door he reprimanded her:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Cynthia, you have refused him."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia blushed. Then she exclaimed:</p> + +<p class="normal">"But how in the world could you know! It isn't half an hour since I +refused him." Then she bent down over her saddle and gazed at him in +the fulness of admiration. "But you know everything. It wouldn't be of +much use trying to keep things from you, would it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel smiled grimly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, that's the way, Cynthia, and no doubt a neater style of doing it +will come in time."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia sat upright, swift as a spring, and remained so, with her nose +in the air, haughty for five complete seconds. Then curiosity restored +her to her sex and she swooped again over her saddle.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How did you know?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"He borrowed a horse from me this morning," said Mr. Benoliel--"a good +horse. He was very particular that it should be a valuable horse. So I +gathered that he wanted to make on this morning of all mornings a +specially favorable impression."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia's lips twitched.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You lent him a very good horse," she said. "But the horse didn't tell +you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's where you are wrong, Cynthia. The horse did," said Mr. +Benoliel. "Ten minutes ago, as I was turning out of Grosvenor Square, +I met my very valuable horse being led by a ragged beggarman whom I +had never seen in my life before. I asked him what the dickens he was +doing with it and he explained that as he was standing by the rails in +Hyde Park a young man rode up to him in a violent rage, dismounted, +tossed him the reins and a shilling and told him to lead the rotten +beast back to Grosvenor Square. Just fancy that! My horse! I might +have lost him altogether."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia tried her best to look indignant at so treacherous a return to +Mr. Benoliel's generosity, but she could not and she rippled suddenly +into laughter.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He was horribly angry," she said.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel turned his wrath again upon Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And no wonder!" he said. "Helmsdale's not used to being refused. He +is young. He is good-looking. He has a social position----"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And he has a profile," added Cynthia. "Please don't forget that. But +you can't if you know him, or even if you don't, can you? Have you +ever fixed your eyes steadily upon him, Mr. Benoliel? Do the next time +you see him, and within twenty seconds he will show you his profile. +He will turn his head quite slowly and show it you, just like a man at +the music-halls disclosing the newest sensation. I couldn't marry a +profile, even though it was mounted on your horse." Then she bent down +to him again coaxing him: "You didn't really want me to marry him, did +you? You see, I don't love him."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel seemed to think this answer insufficient.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Love would come," he answered.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's what he said," exclaimed Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you?" asked Benoliel.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia bent her eyes steadily upon him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I answered, 'Lovers would come.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel looked up at her with a wry face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You know too much, my dear," he said, and Cynthia threw back her +head, with her face suddenly clouded and sullen.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, yes," she cried bitterly. "I have eaten of the tree--and +lately--very lately."</p> + +<p class="normal">And at the sight of her distress all Mr. Benoliel's indignation +vanished.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know," he said gently. "That's why I wanted you to marry, Cynthia."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is that the remedy?" she asked. And she shook her head slowly. "I am +frightened of it."</p> + +<p class="normal">She called to her groom, dismounted from her horse and taking Mr. +Benoliel by the arm cried:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Come in. You haven't seen my house since I bought it. You shall tell +me what you think of it, now that it's finished."</p> + +<p class="normal">She ran up the steps and turned to him at the top with a look of +compunction in her face:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I talk to you of my troubles," she said. "I have no right to--no, +neither to you nor to any one. I am ashamed of myself. I have food to +eat, clothes to wear, money to spend, and friends. Yes, I am very +fortunate," and her mind winged back to a dark night on the estancia +when she had crouched in a big chair, listening to horrors set ready +for her. "I ought to be grateful," she cried with a shudder at her +memories. "Come in!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She led him through the rooms and claimed his enthusiasm for this or +that rare piece of satin-wood or mahogany. It had been a great joy to +her in the early days of the year to ransack the dealers' shops and +grow learned of Hepplewhite and Chippendale. She told Mr. Benoliel +stories of her researches, seeking to recapture some savor of that +past pleasure. But her sprightliness became an effort and in her own +sitting-room she turned abruptly to him:</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I have a distaste for it all now," she said and sat down in a +chair. "I have no longer any pride in the house at all."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel stood over her and nodded his head in sympathy. She was +distressed. She had a look of discomfort.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I understand that, Cynthia," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">She took off her hard hat. It pressed upon her temples and made her +head throb.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How much do you know?" she asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That Mrs. Royle is leaving you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Cynthia moodily. "We have agreed to separate. Do you know +anything more?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. The missing panel of tapestry hangs again in Ludsey Town Hall."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. It was lying in a lumber-room under the roof of my house in +Warwickshire. How long it had been lying there, or how it came there, +I can't discover. Diana ran across it by accident. It was tied up in a +bale like an old carpet. She didn't think it of any value--until she +went one morning to the Town Hall with an American millionaire who was +anxious to see the tapestry and buy it if he could."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. I took Cronin there myself. He was staying with me and I drove +him into Ludsey and met Mrs. Royle in the street. That was the day +before the election. We all three went into the Town Hall together. I +remember Mrs. Royle saying that she had never been in the building +before. I pointed out the tapestry and explained that a wide strip of +it was missing. I think I suggested that it would one day be turned +out of some old cupboard."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia nodded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That no doubt helped her to the truth. Anyway, she tried to persuade +me to sell it. She merely told me that it was valuable and that I +could get two thousand pounds for it. I didn't connect it with the +Ludsey tapestry. I thought that it might be worth while to bring it up +to this house; and I refused to sell. Diana urged me again, however, +and but that I don't like selling things, I would have let her sell +it, just because she was getting tiresome about it. Then Hartmann, the +Bond Street dealer, called on me a month ago and told me what the +strip was."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why did he call?" asked Benoliel.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He was in the deal with another man. Both apparently were selling to +Mr. Cronin, and they quarrelled over the division of the profits. So +Hartmann came to me in revenge. He told me that Diana was to get eight +thousand pounds if she could persuade me to sell and that they meant +to sell the tapestry afterward to Mr. Cronin for twenty-five thousand +pounds. It's not a pretty story, is it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," said Benoliel. "So you gave it back to Ludsey?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Does Mrs. Royle know that you are aware of her share in the +transaction?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. We haven't ever talked of it, but she knows and proposed of her +own accord that we should separate. We couldn't go on living together, +could we? It would be too uncomfortable. I couldn't trust her."</p> + +<p class="normal">"When does she go?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"In a week or two, now," said Cynthia. "She has taken a little house +on the north side of the park. Of course, for my father's sake"--thus +she always spoke of Mr. Daventry--"I am looking after her;" and she +suddenly struck her hands together. "Oh, but it's all rather sordid, +isn't it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Mr. Benoliel. He was troubled and perplexed. "And what are +you going to do?" he asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia shrugged her shoulders.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I must engage a companion."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That doesn't sound very satisfactory."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What else can I do?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Marry!" said Mr. Benoliel.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia rose petulantly to her feet.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," she cried. "That I won't do." She turned away and looked out +into the street, a storm of rebellion at her heart. Why should every +one want to marry her off? Even her friend, her adviser, who should +have stood by her, had turned, it seemed, against her. She came back +to Mr. Benoliel, but he stood with so distressful a countenance that +her indignation died away, and with a pretty compunction she made her +apology:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know that you are thinking of me. I am sorry if I seemed to forget +it. Forgive me! But you can't really want me to marry just so that I +may not be alone."</p> + +<p class="normal">"My dear," said Mr. Benoliel gently, "It's a very good reason."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia shook her head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"For a girl?--I am little more. No. I may come to that belief in the +end when I am older. But not yet. I must have a better reason now. +There are too many years ahead of me."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel smiled, with a little wistfulness in the smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Dreams, Cynthia, dreams," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am losing them," she returned, and with a smile too, the smile of +humor, not of amusement. "I am making haste to lose them against my +will. But this one I'll keep for still a little while. I'll still +dream that while I am young I must have a better reason for marriage +than the fear of being alone."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very well, Cynthia," said Mr. Benoliel disconsolately. "I'll hope you +are right."</p> + +<p class="normal">He left the house and Cynthia sat down for a long time in her room. +She had run to the extreme of melancholy with the determination of +youth to make the very worst or best of life's daily provision. She +had never felt so keenly the vanity of her illusions. She had seldom +felt so lonely, she was sure. Even Harry Rames nowadays left her +severely to herself. Why didn't he come to see her? She asked the +question with indignation. She had never seen him since the +supper-party at his hotel in Ludsey on the night before the poll. She +had never heard his voice since he had spoken to her over the +telephone just after his election. Very likely he had grown tired of +her appeals to him to be different from what he was. No doubt she was +a bore. Sadly Cynthia admitted it. Yes, she was a bore, and Diana +Royle was treacherous, and Harry Rames never came to see her, and, +take it all in all, it was a gray and dismal world.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XVIII</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_18" href="#div1Ref_18">A MAIDEN SPEECH</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Yet to her astonishment Harry Rames came that very week on the Friday +afternoon. Cynthia received him with an elaborate dignity. There was +no acidity in her welcome, neither was there any joy. She seemed +intensely unaware that she had not seen him for three months. Her nose +was perhaps a trifle too high in the air, but she was not conscious of +it. On the whole she was greatly pleased with her demeanor. She was +behaving as a woman of the world to whom one acquaintance, more or +less, is a matter of complete indifference. She offered him tea, and +seating herself upon a sofa in front of the table poured it out. Harry +Rames took his cup with humility. Cynthia was quick to notice it, no +less quick to be gratified by his exhibition of a quality which +hitherto he had lacked. He was abashed. He was ashamed. He was uneasy. +No doubt he had come expecting the flattery of questions. Her +unconsciousness of the length of his absence put him at a loss. When +he spoke, it was with difficulty. And then, suddenly, Cynthia saw his +lips twitching at the corners. He was not abashed at all. He was +simply trying not to laugh. Cynthia grew hot. Alas! her great dignity +had barely sustained her in contentment for five minutes! The old +indignation shone in her eyes. The indifferent great lady vanished. +Almost before she was aware of it she was talking in broken, resentful +sentences--as any other ordinary girl might have done who had been +wounded and whose wound had betrayed her into speech.</p> + +<p class="normal">"People who insist on making friends with other people who didn't at +the beginning want to be friends at all, haven't the right afterward +to drop being friends calmly, without a word of explanation. Of +course, if people are bored--but even then they should have guessed +they were going to be bored before they perhaps made other people +count a little--oh, not so much, of course, but just a little--on +their friendship. No, I object to that. It's hateful--and then you +saunter in as if--No." Cynthia, oppressed with a sense of utter +isolation in a most neglectful world, which probably hated her when it +stopped to think of her at all, was perilously near to tears. She took +refuge in sarcasm of a crude kind:</p> + +<p class="normal">"You probably wouldn't understand that suddenly to stay away after you +have been friendly is rather humiliating to a girl. But you will take +it from me, won't you, that it is so?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She spoke as one giving a kindly lesson in tact to a boorish person. +But her lips shook. Harry Rames rose from his chair and crossing the +room took up the <i>Times</i> +which lay still neatly folded in its original +square upon a table.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have not opened your paper to-day," he said; and once more he saw +Cynthia flinch as though he had struck her a blow--flinch and sit +dumb, with her great eyes full of pain.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, please don't make any mistake," he said quickly, and with the +newspaper in his hand he came back to her side. "I wasn't taking what +you said carelessly. But if you had read your <i>Times</i> +to-day you would +have understood, I think, why I have stayed away till now. You might, +perhaps, have guessed why I have come this afternoon."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia took the newspaper from him and unfolded it, with her eyes +resting in doubt upon his. Then comprehension came to her. She turned +the pages quickly and stopped at one particular sheet of closely +printed columns. "Oh," she cried, "you have made your maiden speech."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, last night."</p> + +<p class="normal">In a second her resentment was forgotten. She was all smiles. She +reached out an eager hand to him. "It was successful? But why do I +ask? I have watched the newspapers ever since the House met. I thought +you were never going to speak."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I always meant to hold back at the beginning," said the wise Harry +Rames. "There were new men tumbling over one another to speak on the +address; I let them get that start of me without any fear. I wanted to +learn the way of speaking which carries you home in the House of +Commons."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia laughed and made room for him on the sofa at her side.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, there I recognize you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Besides," Rames continued, "the address fights the election over +again, sums it up, and parades its consequences--consequences already +known to all. It's very difficult to make any real mark in the debate +on the address. So while the other men talked I sat quiet. Night after +night through the address, through the two months which followed it, I +sat in the House, listening and watching. And I learned my lesson."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes?" said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I learned that the House scoffs at oratory and has no use for +perorations; that it won't listen to leading articles; that it won't +tolerate conceit, except in the biggest men, and hates it in them; +that it is conscious of dignity and requires the same consciousness in +the members who address it. It requires too that the man who +intervenes in a debate should contribute something out of himself."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Does it always get that?" asked Cynthia in bewilderment.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, indeed. But, on the other hand, it goes out into the lobby, or it +talks. Smale's a wise man. He told me once that hardly ever did a +Parliament produce more than three new men. Just think of it! For five +or six years, for six or eight or ten months in each of those years, +there's one perpetual flow of talk during eight hours of the day in +that Chamber; and yet out of all that sludge of talk only three men +emerge of any account. I want to be one of the three men in this +Parliament. Otherwise you are right and I am wrong. I have mischosen +my career. So I sat quiet and learned my lesson."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Until last night," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, my opportunity came."</p> + +<p class="normal">"With a subject on which you could contribute?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, on which I thought I could," said Rames; and once again Cynthia +wondered at the patience with which he had sat night after night +awaiting his moment, and yet counting calmly as among the +possibilities of failure his own incompetence. "It was Asiatic +immigration."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia made a grimace.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Sounds dull?" asked Rames. "Very likely. But it's an important +question for us and one that's going to be still more important in the +future. You see, as a power, we are in a queer position. We are at +once the white people resisting the Asiatic immigrant, and the Asiatic +immigrant wanting the outlet of immigration--but I won't make my +speech over again to you. I raised the question myself on the colonial +vote, and here is what I said,"--he took the newspaper from her hands, +folded it, and gave it back to her. Then he sat quietly by her side +while she read the speech through. She appreciated the labor and +thought which had gone to its making; the half column which the <i>Times</i> +gave to reporting it enabled her to realize that it had been +delivered with a vivid economy of phrase which gave his meaning aptly +and never frittered it away. If only the trouble had been taken and +the speech delivered for the sake of the question! The question was a +big one. Cynthia understood that through the spectacles of Harry +Rames's speech.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You made a great success?" she asked turning toward him. She noticed +that he was sitting very still beside her, as though he set great +store upon her judgment. And in a voice of greater warmth she said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"But of course you did."</p> + +<p class="normal">Again Rames took the newspaper and again he folded it. He pointed to +the first leader, from which his name stood out in bigger type than +the rest of the text.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It doesn't so very often happen that the <i>Times</i> +takes the subject of +its chief leading article from a man's first speech in the House of +Commons."</p> + +<p class="normal">Then he folded the paper again at the parliamentary report and pointed +to a paragraph here and there. "That's what the leader of the +opposition said. Here's the reference the colonial minister made when +he wound up the debate. You see, both dealt with my speech."</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a note of quiet elation in Harry Rames's voice. He had taken +another step along the chosen path. He had passed through another of +the ordeals.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia did not answer. She sat with the newspaper on her knees, +gazing forward with perplexed eyes. She looked almost disheartened.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames noticed the look and smiled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know what's troubling you, Miss Daventry. You are wondering whether +it isn't, after all, the horrible truth that a desire to get on and +excel can achieve quite as much, and be quite as useful to the world, +as enthusiasm for a cause, the pure, genuine enthusiasm to make the +world better."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia turned to him with a start.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I was wondering just in that way."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, I'll answer you," said Rames firmly. "The desire to get on +achieves more and better things than enthusiasm for an idea."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can't believe it," cried Cynthia in revolt.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Think it over," continued Rames. "Enthusiasm for cause blinds you to +the harm, the injustice which you may do in furthering your cause. The +desire to get on makes you appreciate the cause, and weigh it, yes, +but it makes you weigh also the methods of advance."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, no," cried Cynthia. "You push a garden roller over all my frail +illusions. Some day, I think, you'll pay;" and she turned suddenly +toward him. "Yes, I'm afraid you'll pay."</p> + +<p class="normal">She glanced down at the paper and suddenly swept it off her knees. His +were ignoble views; she was sure of it. But none the less he was her +friend, and she took refuge from his views, as was her wont, in her +friendship. After all, he had come hot from his little triumph to tell +her of it. She recognized that she was making him an ungenerous +return.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Tell me what you felt when you got up to speak! Were you nervous?" +she asked, and Rames relaxed from his attitude of vigilance and leaned +back with a laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I should have run away if I could," he said. "But I couldn't. I had +taken the trouble to make flight impossible. The House goes into +Committee over the estimates. I had asked Smale to speak to the +Chairman of Committees. He had done so. An opportunity had been made +for me. I had to make the best of it I could."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Tell me," Cynthia insisted; and as more than once he had done before, +having lost ground in her thoughts, he marched forward and +unconsciously regained it. For he drew her with humor and a vivid +truth the picture of a man in one of the ordeals of his life. He +neither posed as the triumphant hero for whom there are no +difficulties, nor did he exaggerate his terrors or apprehensions so +that his ultimate success might glow the brighter. He was true to +himself, as he had always striven to be with Cynthia. The labor of +forethought, the stress of fear, the strain upon the nerves, and the +tiny victory won as the consequence were set before her in their due +proportions. He ceased to be a thing of cold calculations and +inevitable triumphs. He became a man, stiffening his knees against +tremors and alarms.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had walked down to the House early on that Thursday. For his speech +had been thought out, and there was nothing more for him to do, and +now he must keep moving. He went down onto the broad terrace over the +Thames, and there, during the hour of questions which precedes debate, +in a cold wind he wandered miserable. One tall and burly policeman was +the calm guardian of that deserted place. Harry Rames walked from the +Speaker's house to the House of Lords and back again, trying to repeat +over to himself the argument of his speech. But the policeman loomed +too large between him and it. Rames detected something supercilious in +his imperturbability. No doubt he knew that Rames that day was going +to make his maiden speech. He must have seen so many pace this terrace +during the hour of questions with the same apprehensions. The signs +would be visible.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames turned his back upon the policeman and leaned on the parapet. +But the speech would not come. He had left the opening sentences to +the moment when he should be upon his legs. For he must link what he +had to say onto what already had been said, lest he should lose +altogether the effect of spontaneity. The rest he had prepared and +rehearsed, and rehearsed again, with the intention to know it so well +that he should be free to twist into its scheme the speeches made +immediately before. But now that he tried to say it over on the +terrace it lost altogether its continuity. The argument halted; the +chosen words failed him; he stumbled from unconnected epigram to +inappropriate metaphor; he clung to half-remembered phrases, and with +a sinking heart repeated them, and repeated them--and repeated them. +He shut his eyes. The great effort was going to be just a failure of +fine talk--the mere scrap-heap of a speech.</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked down at the brown water, followed it eastward below the +bridge; and then his eyes were caught by a small torpedo-boat lying +opposite at a mooring in front of St. Thomas's Hospital. And the +aspect of this familiar thing smote him down to the depths of +abasement. But for presumption he might now be in command of a great +battle-ship doing the things he had been trained to do, and doing them +with confidence. And his thoughts swept him away to Spithead; and the +vision of a great, dark battle-ship, sitting steadily in a tumbled sea +between Southsea and the Isle of Wight, clear of the Solent fairway, +and west of the checkered forts, rose up and drew him for a moment as +with chains. He hated his ambitions; he thought of this dreadful hour +to which they had lured him. He saw the day pass and the evening come +up out of the sea and the lights begin to glow upon the foreshore, a +cluster at Southsea pier, a little chain running up the hill of Union +Street, at Ryde, and close down by the water's edge tiny lights in +cottages and houses like glow-worms in a forest.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then another step sounded on the pavement and he turned away from his +vision. After all he might be laughing at all these fears in an hour's +time, he took the courage to reflect; and he went up the stairs and +across the lobby into the Chamber itself. He looked for a seat on the +second bench below the gangway, but the House was full.</p> + +<p class="normal">Colonel Challoner, again passed over in the choice of +under-secretaries, looked up at him from the corner seat, and noticed +the blue-book and a volume of Hansard under his arm.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Are you going to speak?" he asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If I can get called," said Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">Challoner made room for him at his side.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I mean to say a word or two myself," he said, "but we shall probably +neither of us get a chance. Those front-bench men think it beneath +their dignity to take less than an hour."</p> + +<p class="normal">Certainly, so far as the first speech was concerned, Colonel Challoner +was right. It was delivered from the opposition bench by an +ex-minister, William Kenway, a man of a kindly and generous +disposition who yet managed by some perversity of tact to rasp the +temper of the House from wall to wall. For a full hour he stood there +now, saying the wrong thing with determination, giving little lessons +with the air of a school-master, irritating by a certain priggishness +his friends behind him as well as his opponents in front.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames sat and listened. He realized that the very opportunity which he +wanted was being given to him. Kenway, with a white paper in his hand, +came to the problem of Asiatic immigration. Rames was no longer trying +to remember the consecution of his speech. He sat waiting for the long +speech to end, making a note or two, grasping at a beginning for his +speech, and clinging firmly to it.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Kenway sat down, he found himself standing upon his legs. He was +aware at once that some one was standing beside him, Colonel +Challoner. Both men had risen. Almost he resumed his seat, and then he +heard his name called by the chairman, and from a very long way off an +encouraging cheer reached his ears.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was conscious of the lack of a table in front of him or the barrier +of a platform--something on which he could rest a hand. He felt +strangely defenceless without it. He faltered through his opening +sentences in a voice which sounded to his ears weak and thin as a +ghost's. He saw a member take off his hat on the opposite benches, +rise, and make his way out; and at once he was certain that he was +making a dismal failure. Suddenly he remembered one member who had +risen to speak, had been called upon and had sunk back in his seat +without uttering more than a few unintelligible words. Was his to be +the same fate, he asked himself? And asking himself he lost the thread +of what he was saying and with a gasp retrieved it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It seemed to me," he said in describing the scene to Cynthia, "that I +stood there dumb and helpless for twenty seconds. As a matter of fact, +the interval was so short that not even my neighbors noticed it. I +suppose that I only paused for the fraction of a second, really."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Cynthia, and the trifle remained in her mind.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was speaking, too, with a haze before his eyes and his hands +clutching at the edges of his coat. But he went on, and then quite +suddenly the haze thinned so that he saw the House and he heard his +voice ringing out clear and firm, not loud nor arrogant, filling the +Chamber and with just that note of deference which he had planned to +strike and had struck because the deference was sincere. He turned in +his place. He was no longer conscious of the need of a table in front +of him; he looked down the House toward the clock above the entrance +door, and he saw that the bar was thronged with members. Curiosity, no +doubt, had brought them in from the library and the smoking-room and +the lobby when his name went up on the tape--he had, after all, a +reputation. He, the least romantic of men, had some aura of romance +about him in that assembly; enough at all events to invite a momentary +interest. But they stayed, and as he spoke in a voice that went +steadily forward with the rhythm of marching men, he saw now one, now +another come out from the throng at the bar and slip into a seat. With +a throb of joy he realized that he was not failing, that now he was +not going to fail. The House had filled since he had risen and on all +the benches there was a great quiet. He turned toward the Speaker's +chair. The space at the sides of it was crowded too. He saw more than +one cabinet-minister standing. Above, behind the grille, he saw the +big hats and shadowy forms of the ladies in the gallery, and here and +there the gleam of an ermine stole against the light behind them. That +happened to him again which had happened in the Corn Exchange at +Ludsey. He turned over the consecutions of his argument like the pages +of a printed book. He was master of himself. He worked in his +predecessor's points and replied to them with force and without +offence because they were just the points he had foreseen. He provoked +interruptions from his opponents; he had foreseen them and was ready, +and the cheers broke out from the benches about him and behind him. He +spoke for just twenty minutes. The applause, generous and friendly, +came from both sides of the House when he resumed his seat. The +Prime-Minister leaned across the gangway and shook him by the hand. +And as for the great battle-ship at Spithead, anybody could have it as +a gift.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes. So the third step +of the great career had been taken. He had been chosen candidate, he +had been elected member, he had made something of a small triumph out +of his maiden speech. Now he would wait without any hurry. He would +make one speech more later on in the session, perhaps two--not more +than two, certainly. And next session he would plunge boldly and take +up his part in the impromptu debating on the Committee stages of +Bills. In that work lay the real test of parliamentary capacity.</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Thus he planned, and content with his plan he opened his eyes again. +At once he was made uneasy. He met the eyes of a small, white-haired +man with a deeply lined, brown face who was watching him fixedly from +the benches opposite. This was Albert Coulter, a man of many +expeditions in untravelled countries, when there were countries still +untravelled, whose name had become a signal for dark whispers. A +callous selfishness, when selfishness might mean the life or health of +his companions, and a relentless severity with his natives, was +rightly or wrongly imputed. The survivors of his expeditions came back +with queer stories. But he had never failed until the moment, when at +the age of fifty and with the looks of seventy, he had entered the +House of Commons. There, an interesting yet ineffective figure, he sat +day after day, solitary, disliked, with brooding eyes under a bristle +of gray eyebrows which seemed to be haunted with sinister memories of +deep tropical forests and days long past. His eyes rested upon Harry +Rames now, not enviously, not encouragingly, but without expression, +almost indeed like the eyes of a dead man. Their fixed gaze chilled +the blood of Harry Rames and all his satisfaction was marred. He had +to move from his place and beyond the reach of those brooding eyes +before he shook the impression off. And even now so distinct was it in +his memories that he omitted it altogether and deliberately from the +story he told that afternoon to Cynthia Daventry. He related in its +place another incident which had happened later in the evening.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We had a division," he said. "I was walking through the lobby and +just at the turnstiles where the clerks tick off our names, I found +Henry Smale in front of me. The R's and the S's go through the same +turnstile. He turned round as I passed through behind him, and said to +me in a low voice, 'You have the ear of the House now. Keep your eye +on the treasury bench.' That from Smale, who was dissuading me to +enter Parliament, means a good deal."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames turned and looked at Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a smile upon her face rather wistful, rather ironic.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So you have turnstiles in your House of Commons," she said slowly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No. Did I say turnstiles?" he asked. "There's no actual barrier which +revolves. But there's only room for one at a time to pass between the +desks. The clerks stand at the desks and register your votes for +publication. Otherwise where would party government be?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You mean if the votes weren't published men would vote according to +their convictions?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames nodded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But it's a superficial view," he said. "You have got to take the sum +of your policy. As a whole, is it better than the other fellow's? +That's what you have to ask yourself when you are going to register a +vote upon some particular point which may help to turn your government +out and let the other fellows in."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I see that," said Cynthia; and once more her eyes fell upon the <i>Times</i> +and she was suddenly conscious of a queer pride. Others to-day +were aware of the success which Harry Rames had made; probably she +alone was aware of the thought, and the apprehension and the +tribulation of soul which had gone to the making of the success. To +the others he would just be one of the inevitably successful--what +indeed she had herself been wont to think him. To-day, however, he was +to her human as he had never been. He had shown himself to her, +bleating with fear like an ordinary man at the approach of the fateful +moment which was to put him to the test. He had drawn the picture with +a sense of humor, but he had not blurred it. Would he have drawn it +for any one else, she asked herself? She turned impulsively toward +him:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wanted you to come to me this week," she said impulsively. "And I +thank you very much for telling me not merely that you succeeded, but +how near you were to breaking down. But," and she hesitated for a few +moments, "I should have been still more grateful if you had come to me +the day before you made your speech."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I almost did," said Harry Rames.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XIX</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_19" href="#div1Ref_19">AND A PROPOSAL</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia smiled, but she did not believe.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think," she said, "that this is the very first time you have gone +beyond the truth to say a pleasant thing to me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is the truth," he insisted. "I almost did more than come to you. I +almost asked you to let me inflict my speech on you before I made it +in the House."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, I wish you had!" cried Cynthia. "It would have made a difference +to me this last week--a great difference." Then she turned swiftly +toward Harry Rames with a glance of distrust. "Why didn't you come +then?" she asked coldly. "There was nothing to hinder you. You knew +that you would be very welcome. I should like to have known beforehand +what you were going to say;" and once more a gentle wistfulness crept +into her voice. "I should have liked also to have heard you in the +House. I should have liked, in a word--not to have been shut out."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You weren't shut out," Harry Rames exclaimed. "You mustn't fancy +that! It's not true. If I did not come, it was really because I had +you in my thoughts. Yes. I stayed away deliberately because of a +saying of Smale's which I know to be true, which I quoted to you at +Ludsey."</p> + +<p class="normal">The distrust grew stronger in Cynthia's mind. What had Smale to do +with the matter? Her face hardened. Harry Rames had, till this moment, +at all events, been honest, had always stood apart in her eyes by +reason of his honesty. Must she strip him now of that quality even as +she had to do of the other, the imagined ones?</p> + +<p class="normal">"What saying?" she asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That many a man may cut a great figure upon the platforms who will +never get the ear of the House of Commons. I wanted to be sure that I +was not one of those--before I came to you."</p> + +<p class="normal">A particular significance in the intonation of the words warned +her--and then troubled her. She looked at him swiftly, and as swiftly +looked away. The blood mounted into her face and flushed her throat.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wanted to be sure that I should come not quite empty-handed," he +continued.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia made no pretence to misunderstand him, and no answer. All was +explained to her now: why he had stayed away, why he now returned--all +those particulars which he had told her she might have guessed, and +not one of which had to this moment entered her head. She had never +stepped beyond the border-line of friendship in her thoughts of Harry +Rames--never once. She was startled now that she was asked to. She +needed time to adjust herself to the new point of view. He had been +honest with her, after all. That was her first instinctive +recollection.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So I am here now to ask you to marry me," he continued. He spoke very +quietly and simply. He did not simulate any passion, and again in her +heart comparing him with that other wooer in the Row, she thanked him +for his honesty.</p> + +<p class="normal">Still she made no answer, but calmness had returned to her. She sat +looking out of the window, straight ahead of her, with her chin +propped in the palm of her hand. She was quite still, and the +stillness of her attitude was no greater than the stillness of her +mind. There was no throb of joy at her heart. But Harry Rames had been +honest with her, and she had been taught not to expect so very much.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think you know whom you will be marrying," he resumed. "I have +tried to make what I know about myself clear to you as well as to me. +You once agreed that I left you no illusions about me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. On the platform at the Corn Exchange in Ludsey," Cynthia +replied. "I remember quite well. I remember your answer too: That you +did not mean to."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Harry Rames. "That was my answer."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia paused for a few seconds. Then in her turn she began to +question him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So even then you were thinking that if you succeeded in +Parliament--this afternoon would come?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps even before then?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, even before then."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia nodded her head. With a smile in which there was irony and a +little of her old resentment, she remarked:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, you have always looked ahead."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry replied simply and gravely:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Always."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank you," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">She thanked him because he was so perfectly honest with her. He +admitted--for his words were no less than such an admission--that he +had deliberately thought of her because she had money. On the other +hand, it was true that he had stood by and left the opportunity open +for any one to snatch until he could himself bring something into the +partnership. That weighed with her in his favor.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will you tell me when you first began to think of me in this way?" +she asked with an earnestness which to Harry Rames appeared quite +singular. To his direct mind the one question which needed answering +was whether she meant to marry him or no.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Does the exact date matter?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very much."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rebellion again broke out in Cynthia. "I believe it is quite a usual +question for maidens to ask on these occasions. But no doubt I ought +to have asked it with a deeper bashfulness."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry reflected. Here was one of the nice subtleties of the feminine +mind which somehow he must satisfy.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It was after I had driven out once or twice from Ludsey to see you. +That is as near as I can put it. It was after I had got to know you a +little."</p> + +<p class="normal">"As soon, in a word, as you concluded that I would suit the place." +Though the sentence was phrased still in the ironical form, the irony +had suddenly gone from her voice. She was so relieved that a smile +trembled about her lips. Her next words gave the reason of her relief.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So really and truly you want me personally--as well."</p> + +<p class="normal">The question would have sounded vague to a stranger, but these two +understood that it was her fortune which she omitted to name. Cynthia +knew, as she could not but know, that her wealth had first set his +thoughts running toward her. But it was some personal quality which in +the end had decided him to ask for her. He must have money--yes, but +other help than money as well. It was a satisfaction to her pride that +he found it in her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," he returned. "A wife can do so much for a man in politics if +she is the right wife. I should be very glad if you would marry me," +Rames resumed. "I think that we should get along together very well, +and together we might do important things."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Be important things," Cynthia corrected.</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames smiled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's an old quarrel of ours, Cynthia. I mean 'do' this time."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia looked at him quickly. She was in the mood to find in that +hope the strongest of appeals.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You really think so?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do. I should owe so very much to you. I should be conscious of my +debt. I should try with all my strength to pay it back."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia gave him her face frankly now. A smile of confidence quite lit +it up.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have no doubt of that," she said; and then the smile faded, and +there came a look of longing.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I would rather, of course, that it were work for love of me, than +work to repay me. There's a difference, isn't there? But I suppose one +can't have everything, and--perhaps--I might be content to help you +on."</p> + +<p class="normal">She fell again to a wistful silence, pursuing the vision of a +happiness which might have been down an avenue of bright imagined +years. The happiness did exist. She had seen the evidences of it often +enough. All men were not <i>tant soit peu cochons</i>, as she had once +heard an unhappy French lady describe them, nor were all women +neurotic. She had heard of lovers who felt that they had been waiting +for one another since the beginning of the world. But it seemed that +such happiness was for others, not for her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Tell me!" she said. "When you were making your speech, after the +agitation had passed and when you were master of yourself, you looked +up to the ladies' gallery, you said, and noticed the women behind the +grille?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well--it is a little difficult to ask the question--But"--she stopped +for a moment or two, and then went on with an appealing timidity, +while the color once more mounted into her face--"but I suppose that +then--when you knew you were making a success--it never came into your +mind that you would have liked to have got me up there in the gallery +while you were speaking?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The temptation to lie was strong upon Harry Rames now. The very +timidity of her appeal moved him. It taught him that the truth would +hurt her much more than he had ever dreamed. He hesitated. For the +first time in her company he was at a loss.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The truth, please," she pleaded earnestly. "You said that your mind +was free, that you could stand outside yourself and look on at what +you were doing, as artists do. It never once occurred to you that you +wanted me up there in the ladies' gallery, too, at the moment of your +success, to witness it--to--yes, to share it with you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The word was out at last--the word which she had been striving with +her modesty to reach.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Be frank, please," she prayed.</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames was at a loss how to wrap the brutal truth up so that it +should not hurt overmuch. He had no other intention at this moment. He +was for once not considering what effect his answer would have upon +his own prospects and future.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You were in my thoughts," he said. "That's true. For I was thinking +that now I could come to you. But, yes, I wanted to be sure of myself +first."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Cynthia slowly, and with humility she analyzed the meaning +of his words. "You never thought of me as a kind of inspiration to an +even greater success in the future if you succeeded now, or as a kind +of consolation if you failed. It may be vanity to say so, but I think +that is what a woman in whom you were interested, and who was +interested in you, would have liked you to have thought. I was, after +all, shut out, wasn't I? I was to hear of the achievement after it was +done and over, and I was neither to share the preliminary fears, nor +feel the revulsion when the triumph came."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, but look at it from my point of view. There are many who want to +marry you--men with something to offer. It wouldn't have been fair if +I didn't bring something in my basket too."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Fair!" cried Cynthia scornfully. "Oh, I know, that's the point of +view of the man--at least," and as she realized that she had been +unjust, her face dimpled to smiles, "of the men one rather likes." For +it occurred to her that Lord Helmsdale would have been troubled by no +such scruples.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," she said. "You wouldn't have borrowed another man's thoroughbred +so that you might cut a dashing figure while you proposed."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames had no idea of what she meant, and he behaved as he usually did +when unintelligible things were said to him by women. He asked for no +explanations and just took no notice of Cynthia's words. He sat +quietly at her side and waited.</p> + +<p class="normal">The clock struck the hour. He put his hand into his pocket, and at the +movement Cynthia started.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is no hurry," said Harry Rames. "I was only getting out my +cigarette case. May I smoke?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course," replied Cynthia; she was relieved that she need not +answer upon the moment. She was still in a great perplexity; and while +Harry Rames smoked his cigarette she sought this way and that for a +light to guide her. Here was not the marriage of which she had +dreamed. No. But he was honest. It was possible, too, that she might +be able to help him on, as he had said. And it might be well worth +doing. It might be true that the ambitious men are the world's best +servants, and not the men possessed with ideas. Ideas, she remembered, +with a bitter little smile at her folly, had once given the right of +entrance to her enchanted garden. But she had travelled far from its +gateway, and the flowers were all dead in it, and its pathways +overgrown. It might be that the fixed idea meant the narrow vision. +Harry Rames might be right; and if he were, by helping him on, she +would make her money of real and great value. It was a gray world +anyway--and Harry Rames was honest. She could trust him--though he +wounded her.</p> + +<p class="normal">She turned suddenly toward him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you remember the supper party at Ludsey?" she asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course," he replied: "And the little Frenchman, Monsieur Poizat."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was not thinking of him," said Cynthia. A sentence or two spoken at +that table by Colonel Challoner had leaped into her memory. Politics +meant color in the lives of men. It was the craving for color which +fired enthusiasm in the towns of the provinces. Well, she herself +craved for bright colors in her life too. Might she not get them out +of the paint-pot of politics just as men did?</p> + +<p class="normal">"If I were to say yes," she remarked, "I would not be content to be +merely the witness of your success. I must share the fears which go to +make it. I could not sit quiet and twirl my thumbs, shut out from the +hopes and apprehensions and endeavors, and just smile admiringly at +the result. I must share everything."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course," said Harry Rames. "From the moment you say 'yes,' you +share everything. I meant that too when I said that I needed your +help."</p> + +<p class="normal">He spoke gravely and sincerely, and again Cynthia said, "Thank you."</p> + +<p class="normal">She sat for a little while longer, hesitating upon the brink. To say +"yes" would solve the question of a companion. Oh, certainly, there +were practical advantages in the acceptance of Harry Rames's proposal. +She would have to abandon the hope of beauty in her life. Color, +excitement, interest, she might get. But the beautiful life would not +be for her. Still, under no circumstances, perhaps, might it have been +for her. No one, she reflected, and with some sadness--no one by his +approach had ever set her heart beating to a quicker tune. Perhaps +there was some defect in her, some want of human passion, she +reflected, which placed her in the second rank of women. When Cynthia +was humble there was no girl so humble as Cynthia. And, after all, +Harry Rames was honest. To that one stable point all her questions +brought her back.</p> + +<p class="normal">She moved at last, and Harry Rames rose and stood before her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well?" he asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia dropped her hands loose at her sides and answered with a +smile:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why not?"</p> + +<p class="normal">It was in those words that she accepted him. There was no spirit in +them, and very little of expectation. But she had come to expect not +very much; and she had travelled a long way from the garden of her +dreams.</p> + +<p class="normal">"After all, there's a turnstile in this affair, too," she said, with a +note of bitterness. "A very important one too. For it leads not into a +garden, but straight to the treasury bench."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames was bewildered. But he made no comment. Women were queer, +and it was good to disregard their moments of excitement. Cynthia +sprang up the next moment and laid her hand upon his arm.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, yes, we'll follow Mr. Smale's advice, Harry," she cried, "and +we'll keep our eyes on the treasury bench. Why not? Now go, and come +back to-morrow."</p> + +<p class="normal">She was laughing a little wildly, and Harry Rames had the sense to +take her at her word. He went out of the room, and Cynthia flung +herself down upon the cushions and cried for an hour by the clock.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well," she said to herself at the end, as she rose and dried her +eyes, "Mr. Benoliel will be satisfied. That's one thing." Almost she +seemed to blame Mr. Benoliel for the fact of her engagement.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XX</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_20" href="#div1Ref_20">AT CULVER</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The odd thing in the affair, however, was that Mr. Benoliel did not +seem satisfied. Cynthia asked him over the telephone the next day to +come to her, and when he came she told him of her engagement.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But no one knows of it as yet except yourself," she added; "and no +one is to know, for the present. I want it kept a secret."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh!" said Mr. Benoliel, looking at her curiously. "And why?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"There will be a certain amount of ill-natured talk," Cynthia returned +in a confusion. "And I want the time for it to be as short as +possible. It will cease after we are married."</p> + +<p class="normal">"People will say that Rames is an adventurer, who is marrying you for +your money," said Mr. Benoliel bluntly, and Cynthia turned on him with +spirit.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Lord Helmsdale's mother will, and other mothers would have said the +same of Lord Helmsdale if I had married him."</p> + +<p class="normal">"So it's to spare the feelings of Harry Rames that you are keeping +your engagement secret," said Mr. Benoliel with an ironical wonder. "I +should never have suspected him of such delicate susceptibilities."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, I should be uncomfortable too!" cried Cynthia, bending puzzled +and indignant brows at him. "I think you are quite horrid."</p> + +<p class="normal">Benoliel sustained her indignation unabashed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is that the only reason, Cynthia?" he asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You wanted me married," Cynthia continued. "You ought to be very, +very pleased."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel, however, was not to be lured from his question into a +discussion upon the propriety of his feelings. He repeated it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is fear of gossip the only reason, Cynthia, which makes you keep your +engagement secret?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia again showed signs of confusion. Mr. Benoliel wore his air of +omniscience. She sat down upon a chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you mean, Mr. Benoliel?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"This," said he. "I have noticed that the young ladies who keep their +engagements secret are not, as a rule, very much in love with the men +they are engaged to. They leave themselves a loop-hole of escape."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia's cheeks flamed. Certainly she had intended to spare Harry +Rames and herself some uncomfortable weeks. But would she have minded +those weeks had she cared for him? The question came swiftly, and as +swiftly was answered. Had she cared for him she would have wanted to +wear him like a ribbon on her breast for all the world to see. She +realized it with a pang. She would have run quickly forward to meet +the gossip and do battle. But she had not run forward. It was true +that she had left herself a pathway of retreat, and rather by instinct +than from any deliberate plan. Her wariness had prompted her. Once +more she had wanted to be safe. But nothing of this was she going to +acknowledge to Mr. Benoliel.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think you are extraordinarily horrid," she said again with a cold +dignity, and hoped that her stateliness would crush her inquisitor.</p> + +<p class="normal">"When do you propose to marry, then?" he asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Just before Whitsuntide. The House will rise for ten days, I hear, at +the least. We shall announce the marriage just before the House +rises;" and that indeed was the plan upon which she had agreed only +that morning with Harry Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then there is no hurry," said Mr. Benoliel. "Perhaps you and Captain +Rames will pay me a visit in the country before Whitsuntide comes."</p> + +<p class="normal">He spoke as though he accepted the situation, and turned to other +subjects, fearing to confirm Cynthia in obstinacy by any show of +opposition.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly," she said; "we shall be pleased to come;" and a month +later she and Harry Rames came one Friday afternoon to Culver.</p> + +<p class="normal">The house stood within hearing of the bells of Ludsey, but on that +side of the city opposite to the White House. Benoliel had built it +himself, and to those who knew the man but slightly it was an +astonishing production. Captain Rames, for instance, whose taste was +not very meticulous, never ceased to marvel at it. Even this Friday +afternoon, as the car swung round a turn of the country road and the +thing stood before him, he contemplated it with amazement. It was +nothing but a monstrous new villa of red and yellow brick, a +pretentious ghastliness of towers and flashing glass rising from the +middle of a small bare field within twenty yards of the roadway. An +avenue of fir-trees not yet shoulder-high wound to the front door, and +there was no need for it to wind. Circular beds of glaring flowers +disfigured the new lawns, and little bushes of evergreens, which would +one distant day make an effort to be shrubberies, gave to the house a +most desolate and suburban look. It seemed wonderful to Harry Rames +that so nice and delicate a person as Mr. Benoliel could bear to live +in it at all; and still more wonderful that with a dozen of the most +beautiful houses in England bosomed in deep meadows and whispered to +by immemorial elms, within an easy motor-ride to choose from as his +models, he should have devised this unconscionable edifice.</p> + +<p class="normal">Sir James Burrell, the surgeon, however, who was sitting opposite to +Harry Rames in the car, and next to Cynthia, took a different view. He +gazed at the house with satisfaction. For it would add yet another +subtle paragraph to his character sketch of Mr. Benoliel.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How extraordinary," he cried, "and yet how like the man! That's just +the house which Benoliel would have built. Only one had not the +insight to guess it. I love it!" and he leaned his head out of the +window and chuckled at the building's grotesqueness. "Yes, I love it. +The fitness of things appeals to me." And he turned to the astonished +Captain Rames. "You don't see the exquisite appropriateness of +that--let us not call it a house--that detached residence to Isaac +Benoliel?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, I don't," said Harry Rames. "He always seemed to me to set up +as a lover of beautiful things."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And the love is genuine," said Sir James, fairly off at a gallop upon +his hobby. "He doesn't set up. The love is almost a quality of his +race. Yes, but his race doesn't always know what things are beautiful. +There's the explanation of that building--race, which confounds logic +and is quite untroubled by inconsistencies. There's Benoliel's race in +every line of it. He's of the Orient. He loves flamboyancy and +gaudiness. He may conceal it carefully from us. But every now and then +it must break out, and it has run riot here. Does the East repair and +mend? No, it lets its old buildings decay and builds afresh. That's +why Mr. Benoliel passes by your stately houses all up for sale in +their parks and builds this villa. Remember, Captain Rames, though Mr. +Benoliel talks with you and walks with you, he doesn't think with you. +Behind those old tired eyes of his, he thinks as the East thinks."</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus Sir James Burrell, and the car stopped at the front door before +he could utter another word. He was not sorry, nor indeed were the +other occupants of the carriage. He was merely trying his new +paragraph on the dog, so to speak. He needed time to eliminate the +unnecessary, and make it vivid with the single word, and fix it up +with a nice juxtaposition of paradoxes and altogether to furbish it +for presentation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He does talk!" said Harry Rames to Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, doesn't he," she replied with a laugh, and then grew serious. +"But I wonder whether he's right. I wonder whether Mr. Benoliel thinks +and judges from principles which are true to him, but not true to us." +Her eyes rested with a strange and thoughtful scrutiny on Harry's +face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why should you trouble?" said Harry Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It makes a little difference to me," said Cynthia. "Perhaps more than +a little."</p> + +<p class="normal">For old Daventry's last words weighed upon her. He had bidden her in +troubles and difficulties to seek advice from Isaac Benoliel. He had +thought much of his wisdom. She had herself accepted it as a thing +beyond question, and a timely help. Now, she began to ask herself, was +his wisdom, if it was born of the East and tempered by the instincts +of his race, fit for service in her generation and for her people? She +pondered the question during the next two days, and leaned more and +more to Sir James Burrell's way of thinking from a trivial reason; the +inside of Culver agreed so completely with its exterior. Its +flamboyancy set the eyes aching. Its wall papers were indigestibly +rich with colored flowers, and never was there a blue so vividly blue +as the blue of his velvet curtains and triple-pile carpets. It is true +that there were treasures of art in Culver, glowing pictures of the +early Flemish school, with their crowds of figures, each one a +finished miniature, and behind the crowds the clear sky and +translucent air; there were marvels of jade, and glorious little +statues of silver and marble, but their delicate beauty was spoilt and +lost in the riot of gorgeousness which framed them.</p> + +<p class="normal">One homely place alone there was in that building. The great hall, all +colonnades and galleries, occupied the centre of the house. But on +each side of the wide chimney, where of an evening, even in the +summer, a fire usually burned, a great screen was drawn; and these +screens enclosed a space before the fire set about with comfortable +chairs, a sofa or two, and little mahogany tables, and made of it a +place of comfort. In this space on the Sunday night Cynthia came to +grips with Isaac Benoliel, and understood at last his life, and +something of his philosophy.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was eleven o'clock, or a little later. The ladies were retiring for +the night. Cynthia herself had her foot upon the lowest step of the +stair, and was thinking that after all she was to be spared an +argument, when Mr. Benoliel came from the corridor of the smoking-room +where he had left the men.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will you give me a few minutes, Cynthia?" he asked, and she turned at +once and walked to the fire. She stood with a foot upon the rail of +the hearth and a hand upon the mantel-shelf, quiet but mutinous. Mr. +Benoliel followed her and sat down in a straight-backed arm-chair, +facing the fire, and a little way behind her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have not yet announced your engagement, Cynthia?" he began.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yet Whitsuntide is very close. Perhaps you have thought better of +it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel looked at her as she stood, aggressively showing him her +back, and smiled at her, with some amusement, a great deal of +affection, and a little pity.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course," he said, "I have not much right to interfere, and yet I +should like you to hear, Cynthia, what I have to say. Otherwise I +shall fail your father."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia turned about at once, and her manner toward him changed with +her movement. The appeal of his voice and words had its effect upon +her, and not that alone. Mr. Benoliel was so neat and supple, he sat +with so upright a figure in his chair, his hair was so black and sleek +and thick that she was seldom really conscious of his age. But at +times, as now, when by chance she looked straight into his eyes and +noticed their fatigue and their patience, and how the light had quite +gone out of them, it came upon her almost as a shock that this was an +old, old man; and because she was surprised she exaggerated his age, +and gave to him in return for his pity the cruel pity of youth. She +was in the mood almost to admit his right to interfere. But her gift +of silence and the weariness which had become instinctive checked her. +She moved forward to him with a gracious deference--that was all--and +said, standing in front of him:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am glad of course to hear anything you have to say, Mr. Benoliel. +You disapprove of my marriage."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yet you wanted me married."</p> + +<p class="normal">"To the right person."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Lord Helmsdale," said Cynthia, with a little pout of disdain.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Youth should marry youth," returned Mr. Benoliel.</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked the girl over from head to foot. She stood in front of him +in her delicate frock of soft white satin and lace, long-limbed and +slender, with the gloss of youth upon the heavy curls of her fair +hair, and the rose of youth on her cheeks, and the sheen of youth upon +her white and pretty shoulders. She was the color of a flower, and had +the freshness of a flower upon a morning of dew. From the tip of her +slim satin slipper to the ribbon in her hair, she was dressed with a +daintiness which set her beauty proudly off. To Mr. Benoliel she was +radiant and wonderful with youth.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," he repeated, "youth should marry youth, Cynthia, especially +when it is such rare youth as yours."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia was pleased. She knew a compliment when she heard it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have shifted your ground, Mr. Benoliel," she said, smiling down +at him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," he answered.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It was social position, which you wanted me to marry in Lord +Helmsdale."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That, too. Yes. I don't make light of it. I am old enough not to blow +a trumpet round the walls of Jericho in these days," he said. "But I +did not tell you all my thought. I am an old man, and there are +certain things I am shy of talking about. I am like you in that, +Cynthia, eh? We neither of us wear our hearts upon our sleeves or are +fond of talking sentiment. But I am compelled to to-night. I think the +most beautiful thing in the world is a couple of young lovers facing +all the unknown future, hand in hand, high of hope and courage, and +serious with the uplifting seriousness of love. Now you are not in +love, Cynthia, and he's not young. So, from my point of view, on both +sides this marriage falls short of the marriage which should be."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Captain Rames is not old," replied Cynthia. She omitted all reference +to the point in which she herself failed according to Benoliel's +standard. Isaac Benoliel noticed her admission, and, though he made no +comment, he became still more determined to prevent the marriage if by +any means he could. He had drawn his bow at a venture. With that touch +of charlatanism which made him delight in posing as omniscient, he had +stated as a fact what he only suspected. But she would have denied the +suggestion, and indignantly, had it been false. He was sure now that +she did not care for Harry Rames as a young woman should care for the +man she is to marry. Moreover there had been a note of involuntary +regret in Cynthia's voice as she had answered him. It seemed that she +too agreed with him as to what should have been, and grieved that it +was not to be.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," he conceded, "Captain Rames is not old. But neither is he young. +He is forty, or thereabouts. He has lived by eighteen years longer +than you have. And so--I will tell you the truth, Cynthia"--and he +leaned forward with his hands upon his knees and his eyes shrewdly +watching her face--"and so I am afraid. Yes, I look forward into your +future, and I am afraid."</p> + +<p class="normal">He saw Cynthia wince. So often had she spoken just such words to +herself. Ever since she had crouched by the door in the dark room at +the estancia, fear had walked at her heels with its shadow thrown upon +the road beyond her feet. Was it to lie in front of her all her life? +Here was her chosen adviser thinking her thoughts. She was not to be +comforted by Sir James Burrell's reasonings. Mr. Benoliel might be +altogether compact of the Orient. None the less his words knocked +shrewdly at her heart. She sank down at the end of a sofa close at Mr. +Benoliel's side, her face all troubled and discouraged.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I accepted Harry so that I might be safe," she cried tremulously, +"so that I might no longer be afraid," and then sat with her cheeks +afire, conscious that she had betrayed herself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I mean--" she corrected herself hastily.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Just what you said, Cynthia," rejoined Mr. Benoliel. Once more he had +shot his arrow at a venture and reached the mark. He had now for the +first time the key to her. Much was explained to him. But he spoke as +though the explanation had long been known to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, ever since I have known you, you have lived in fear, Cynthia," +he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia did not again deny the truth. She found a better argument in +the recollection of old Mr. Daventry's death-bed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But there was no reason for the fear," she cried. "It was groundless. +I tortured myself for nothing. It was all due to a foolish mistake." +She hesitated, choosing her words so that they might carry some +sort of conviction and yet reveal nothing. "The mistake arose +because--people--were silent--and they were silent because they wished +to spare, and thought that knowledge would hurt. It was the silence +which hurt."</p> + +<p class="normal">"This time," said Mr. Benoliel, "silence shall not do harm. Nor shall +a thought to spare. I will be frank with you as to why I am afraid, if +you will listen to me. I shall have to tell you a little about myself. +I shall not spare myself."</p> + +<p class="normal">He spoke with reluctance. For he was reticent about himself. Cynthia +realized suddenly how very little she knew of him, though she probably +knew him more intimately than any one else, except the separated wife +in Eaton Square. He had kept his secrets better than she had kept +hers. Now he was going to reveal himself, and certainly to open old +wounds for her sake.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank you," she said gently. "I shall know of what you are afraid, of +something perhaps which I may now be able to avert. But I ought to +tell you at once, that nothing which you say can change me."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXI</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_21" href="#div1Ref_21">MR. BENOLIEL'S WARNING</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel, however, persisted.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I daren't be silent, Cynthia. There are just three great crises--some +would say three great catastrophes--birth, marriage, and death. The +first and the last happen. They are outside our control. But about the +middle one we do ourselves have a word to say; we can direct it. And +it's the most important of them all. For it means the beginning of +life for others, and the making or undoing of our own. Therefore you +can't afford to trust to luck, Cynthia."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am not trusting to luck at all," said Cynthia confidently.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Aren't you?" asked Mr. Benoliel. "You are proposing to marry a man, +nineteen years of whose life--whose man's life--if you understand me, +you have had no share in, no influence upon, and have now no real +knowledge of. I am not suggesting that the conventional other woman is +somewhere in the background, waiting to appear at the marriage +ceremony with a baby in her arms," he continued with a smile. "But +during those nineteen years how many things must have happened to him, +trials and miseries and elations, to modify and mould his character? +And since you are ignorant of the things which happened to him, how +can you know the man?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yet I think I do know him," said Cynthia, and her confidence +increased. She could meet Mr. Benoliel on this battle-ground. "And +without laying claim of any particular insight. For he has always been +careful that I should know him. From the very first day of our +acquaintanceship he has spoken and acted quite deliberately in order +that I might have no illusions about him. He has wanted me to know him +just as clearly as he knows himself."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel shrugged his shoulders.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Does he know himself?" he asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Better than most men," said Cynthia. "He has set out to use himself +as a machine and he has studied the machine unceasingly, its limits +and its capacities, so that he might use it to its fullest power." She +recalled Harry Rames's foresight, the careful laying of his plans, the +queer modesty which underlay his ambition to excel. She turned +triumphantly to Mr. Benoliel. "Oh, yes, he knows himself a good deal +better than youth can know itself."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah!" said Mr. Benoliel, raising a warning finger. "I was waiting for +that. I admit that youth doesn't know itself. But then it's not so +important that it should. There's not, after all, as yet, so very much +to know. But take it this way. Suppose that you and Captain Rames were +both young and of an age! Suppose that he had the nineteen years which +separate you in front of him instead of behind him!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well?" said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why, then, when he reached forty, you, the wife, would know him +better than he would know himself. A wife always does, if she lives in +sympathy with her husband. I am presuming that. You would know him a +good deal better than he knows himself now. The solitary nineteen +years, of which now I dread the consequences, you would have shared. +That's the point. And you wouldn't be running the danger you are +running now."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What danger?" asked Cynthia impatiently. "Of what are you afraid?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am afraid of the latent things," Mr. Benoliel answered. "I am +afraid of the seeds which may have been sown in him during these +nineteen years, and of which the plant has not yet shown. I am afraid +of latent desires, fancies, ambitions, latent cravings of which he is +not yet aware, and which may some day come to life with overwhelming +strength. Haven't you seen men suddenly change for no apparent reason +to the ordinary observer, drop from all their established habits, +begin again upon another plane? I have, and that's the change I am +afraid of now. For it's one you would be powerless to avert, since you +would not even suspect it until it had actually begun."</p> + +<p class="normal">He turned toward Cynthia, and with a smile upon his face summed up his +argument.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Make no mistake, Cynthia. I am not making light of Captain Rames. In +a way my fears are an actual tribute to the man. But I am afraid that +out of a life so busy, and so keen as his has been, so fraught with +incidents, so varied, something may suddenly seize him and catch him +back and hold him; some craving, some ambition in which you will have +no share, and which will separate you forever."</p> + +<p class="normal">He spoke with so much earnestness that Cynthia was impressed against +her will. She was sure that he was speaking with knowledge of a +kindred case. Certain words he had dropped made her certain that the +kindred case was his own.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But supposing that such a change came," she said with hesitation, +"must it separate?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," said Mr. Benoliel gently, "not if both bring to the marriage +love. Then I don't think it need." He glanced at her swiftly, and said +with a sudden sharp note in his voice: "But what if the marriage be +only a bargain, Cynthia? What then?" and the blood rushed into the +girl's face as he looked at her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll tell you," he cried. His voice rose and a kind of sombre +passion rang in it. "One party doesn't keep the bargain, or keeps it +half-heartedly, as an irksome thing, and day by day the separation +grows more complete, until you are living with your enemy or living +quite alone."</p> + +<p class="normal">His voice dropped again to a whisper on the last words. He finished +and sat lost wistfully in his own recollections, and forgetful of +Cynthia at his side. After a little while his lips moved, and, as an +old man will, he spoke a word or two to himself. Cynthia's ears caught +the words.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It was my fault, and it couldn't be helped," he said, and so again +fell into a long silence, with his eyes upon the coals of the fire. At +length Cynthia touched him gently upon the sleeve.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I should like--the instance," she said timidly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Isaac Benoliel roused himself with a start.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. I mean to give it you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I have no right to it," Cynthia insisted. "You must remember +that."</p> + +<p class="normal">Benoliel shook his head and smiled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are a young girl starting out on life. You have every right to +it, Cynthia."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I mean that it cannot change me," she said. "I would like to hear +it--yes. But it is only that I may understand and be ready. And if you +think that reason insufficient, don't tell me. I shall thank you, all +the same, for offering to tell me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You mustn't take the warning literally," he said. "I am of the East, +you know. So is my story"; and a sudden relief swept over Cynthia. He +was not of her people, his stand-point would not be hers, his warning +might not apply to her. She thought of Sir James Burrell's words. +Discouragement sat more lightly upon her than it had done during the +last hour. There were certain curious phases in Mr. Benoliel's life +which were not understood--sudden disappearances, for instance, during +which no one met him to bring back to London the place of his abode. +He was recognized as a man apart. Yes, he was of the Orient, and he +might have no message for her ears.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It was my race which caught me back," Benoliel began, and Cynthia's +courage increased. But his story was only just begun.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXII</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_22" href="#div1Ref_22">AND AN INSTANCE TO ENFORCE IT</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"You knew, I suppose, that I was married?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And that my wife lives?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel nodded and shifted in his chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have also very possibly heard a good many speculations about my +origin?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"A good many," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, here's the truth. I am a Barbary Jew. I come out of Morocco, +the one country where you'll find the East to-day. Already in Tangier, +the city given over to the foreigner, you will come across some traces +of it. But ride for a few hours out of Tangier, straight to the south, +pay your dues and cross the Red Hill, and you'll have both feet +planted in the East, and may breathe in some of its enchantment. Go +forward for another day or so, and you may pass perhaps some tall +Arab, striding through the crowd outside El Ksar, carrying a stick +stretched across his shoulder-blades. He'll speak to no one, stop for +nothing, and all will make way for him. That's the Imperial Courier, +on his way to the coast from Fez. He'll not sleep upon the way, and +he'll take no food lest he should sleep. He'll be in Tangier three +days after he has left Fez. He's the penny post. Ride on still +further, cross the Sebou, travel over a vast plain by a track beaten +by the feet of men and animals, yet strangely enough a track which +never runs straight, though the plain is bare, but winds and turns, +and winds again over the face of the country." Mr. Benoliel's eyes +were fixed upon the fire; he spoke, lingering upon his words. He had +grown forgetful of the purpose which drove him to reveal himself. +Another and a strange aspect of him was presented suddenly to Cynthia. +The dilettante and the exquisite had vanished. He spoke with a kind of +yearning in his voice. His thoughts had drifted out through the +doorway of his abominable villa. He was walking in the starshine over +the wide empty plain of the Sebou, steeped in the enchantment of which +he had spoken. Dimly she foresaw whither he was leading her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yet a day and you come to a wall of hills. Right ahead of you a cleft +opens--that's the pass to Fez--a troublesome place, by the way, for +Barbary Jews, since the Z'mur tribe has a way of taking toll in that +narrow pass," Benoliel explained with a smile, and seemed to become +once more aware of Cynthia's presence.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But a little further to the right from a break in the sky-line of the +wall, a regular broad staircase seems to descend. It becomes a track, +it zigzags across the face of the cliff, like a piece of string, to +the plain. That's the road to my home," and he suddenly threw back his +head and sat alert--"the city of Mequinez--the most eastern of the +cities of the East, where the great gateway of mosaic, built by +Christian captives, crumbles slowly to ruin, and the Jew must not wear +shoes in the street, must walk barefoot with a black gaberdine upon +his body, and a black cap upon his head. I ought to resent that, eh, +Cynthia?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked at her, and answered the question himself. "But I was born +there," and to him the answer was sufficient.</p> + +<p class="normal">"In Mequinez!" said Cynthia, striving to bridge the distance between +this actual house in the green of Warwickshire and that distant city +with the great mosaic gate in Barbary. Mr. Benoliel helped her a +little to see it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, in the Mellah of Mequinez, Cynthia. That's where the Jews are +crowded; an evil-smelling place you would call it, close and airless, +with narrow alleys and houses huddling together, and a reek of rancid +cookery. Yet it's a town of spaces; there's a good square before the +gate. There are great silent palaces, with gardens and lakes. There's +room in Mequinez--but not for us. We were shut up in the Mellah at six +o'clock at night like children. And we were not all poor. The Mellah +was gaudy with the bright handkerchiefs and dresses of the women, and +their satin and silk scarves. There was a great deal of money in the +Mellah of Mequinez, and a great deal more owed to it by its Moorish +lords and masters in the city. But that didn't make any difference. +Remember you are in the East in Mequinez, and a Moor who owed me a +thousand pounds would make me strip off my shoes in the street, if he +met me wearing them. A pretty picture of dignity, eh, Cynthia?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia did not answer. She was puzzled by Benoliel now, and she did +not wish to interrupt him. He sat beside her, neat and trim and +scrupulously clothed, with no jewellery but a pearl stud in his +shirt-front, and pearl links at his cuffs, a person utterly modern and +used to good manners. Yet he spoke of the Mellah in Mequinez not with +the air of one recollecting unclean days, now, thank God, altogether +done with, but rather with a kind of relish and contentment that such +places should be. She had to cast an eye about that flamboyant hall +before she could in any way reconcile Mr. Benoliel with his words.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was not one of the rich, however," he continued. "I was a poor boy. +I lived with an aunt, for both my parents were dead, and picked up a +few copper flouss from time to time as I could. My aunt wasn't very +kind. I was terrified of the Moors and their dark, contemptuous faces. +There's a wall outside Mequinez, one of many which run out into the +country and stop--but this one runs further than the rest. It was +built or rather begun--for, like all things in Morocco, it was never +finished--by some old king, so that a blind man might be able to find +his way from Mequinez to Morocco City without a guide. I was always +fascinated by that wall, and wanted to follow it--and never to come +back. I hated Mequinez. Finally I ran away one morning with a pedlar +of my race who wanted a boy to help him. He and I and a donkey, which +carried his stock in trade, slipped out early from the town, and +climbed northward onto a great rolling plateau of grass and asphodel, +which reached away past the white sacred city of Mulai Idris, on the +hill of Jebel Zarhon, past the Roman ruins of Volubilis, to that gap +in the sky-line of the cliff where the road leads down to the plain of +the Sebou. It was spring-time, there were irises up to our knees, the +asphodel bushes were in flower and the air on this wide upland, with +Jebel Zarhon on our right hand, was sweet and clean. We walked, +brushing through the bushes, our shadows shifting as the sun rose--I +had a sense of freedom. We stopped and ate at a little stream, and +went on again. I can remember all the details of that day, even to a +great glowing field of mustard, which shone like yellow silk----"</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel pulled himself up with a laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I needn't tell you about all that," he cried. "Here's the point. +At the top of a roll in the turf, just by a miserable little tent +village, I sat down upon the ground, while the pedlar bargained over +his wares, and I took what I meant to be my last look at Mequinez. I +could see the city below me far away, and very small in the sunshine, +with its buildings all confused. I made up my mind then that I would +be a rich man, and that never--never would I pass between the ruined +walls up to the gateway of Mequinez again, that never--never would I +look on it even from a spot so far away as this. We went over the brow +of the hill, and I saw Mequinez no more. In a fortnight we came to +Rabat upon the sea. There I learnt the great lesson."</p> + +<p class="normal">He sat still for a few moments, with his chin sunk upon his chest. He +seemed to be wondering whether, after all, the lesson was so great a +lesson, and worth the learning.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes?" asked Cynthia. "What lesson?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"We crossed the river from Sallee to Rabat, where the great plants and +cactuses hang down the walls," he explained. "It was evening. I said +to the pedlar: 'We must hurry to the Mellah.' And he answered: 'In +Rabat there is no Mellah.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No Jews, then," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel shook his head and laughed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's what I thought, Cynthia. But I was wrong. There were Jews in +Rabat, but they wore European clothes, they lived in houses, in the +best positions--for of course they had all the money, that goes +without saying, in Morocco as in most other places--they were people +of importance, consuls and vice-consuls; they were allowed to walk in +the governor's orange garden. I was astounded. I asked how this could +be. And I got my answer between cuffs from my pedlar. It was the +influence of the Europeans. Rabat is a sea-port with European trade. +That was the great lesson: the Europeans do not have Mellahs."</p> + +<p class="normal">"So you decided to come to Europe," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not quite at once," said Mr. Benoliel shrewdly. "I was a boy and very +ignorant. I had to find out first whether a Jew could make as much +money in Europe as he could in Morocco."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia laughed in spite of herself; and Mr. Benoliel quite +misunderstood the reason of her laughter.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, I didn't know anything about Europe at all," he said seriously. +"But I made inquiries. Oh, I heard stories. The Jews of Rabat talked +of London, and of hotels in London. There was one who said--and it was +repeated to the pedlar, who told it to me, but I would not believe +it--'We kept it up all June, every night, till four o'clock in the +morning, in the American Bar.' They were gay dogs in London, the Jews +of Rabat, and they made money enough to keep it up all night till four +o'clock in the morning, in the American Bar. So I decided to come to +London."</p> + +<p class="normal">All Mr. Benoliel's humor had deserted him. He was speaking with +intense seriousness. He was a little Barbary boy again, learning with +amazement the extraordinary latitude which Europe allowed to its Jews.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So I ran away from the pedlar," he resumed; and now at last he +smiled. "You will never guess, Cynthia, in what capacity I came to +England. I came with a troupe of Moorish acrobats who were going to +appear at one of the music halls in London."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You!" Cynthia exclaimed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. I found them on the beach at Rabat, with their baggage, waiting +for the surf to go down. The Elder Dempster steamboat was lying +outside the bar, a mile from the shore. They wanted a boy who was +light. They took me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you appeared at the music halls?" Cynthia asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, yes," said Mr. Benoliel, "I appeared. I learnt some simple +somersaults and balancings, and I looked after the baggage. That +lasted for a year. By that time I had learnt some English and I left +them. I am not going to bother you with the next twenty years of +my life. I got on as others have done--office-boy to confidential +clerk--the usual process. I meant to make money, you see--all the +time, hour by hour, I meant to make money. I was with a great firm of +financiers who had got themselves into a tangle over some Eastern +business. I had mastered the subject; I was by my origin fitted to +cope with it; and I saw a way out of the trouble. The firm came to me, +and with the firm my opportunity. I asked for a salary of seventeen +thousand pounds a year. The firm refused. I went on at my old two +hundred and fifty for another month. By that time the trouble had +grown more grave. It was a real crisis, meaning perhaps dishonor. The +firm came to me again and accepted my terms. It took me a year to put +matters right, and at the end of the year I was, of course, dismissed. +But I had seventeen thousand pounds, and I knew what to do with it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You made it into a great fortune," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"By the time I was forty," replied Mr. Benoliel. "And then I began to +think about marrying."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia stirred and leaned forward. Benoliel turned swiftly toward +her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah," he said, "you are beginning to appreciate the similarity between +my case and Rames's. But it doesn't date from the age of forty at +which we both began to think about marrying. No! Strip our careers of +the accidents of race and country and occupation, and you will find +the similarity right there in our boyhood and our youth. We were both +adventurers, both determined to get on, he to his ends, I to mine. +Well, at forty-one I married."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel hesitated. His wife was living. He was a man of some +sensibility, and a delicate reticence of mind made it repugnant to him +to lay before another the manner of his marriage and its troubles. But +he looked again at Cynthia, and the freshness and the youth of her, +and the trouble in her big dark-blue eyes, which were fixed so +intently upon his face, persuaded him. He might be exaggerating. His +fears might be quite vain. But suppose that they were not? Every line +of grief graven in the girl's young face would be a whole epistle of +condemnation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Our marriage was a bargain, too," he said frankly. "My wife brought +social position, I money. But there was less risk in our bargain than +there will be in yours."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why less risk?" asked Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because we who are Jews make good husbands," said Mr. Benoliel; and +Cynthia cried out indignantly:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am not afraid that Harry will make a bad one."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't say either that he will," Mr. Benoliel returned calmly. "I +only say that as a rule the Jew makes a good husband. He believes in +the family. Can you say as much of the Christian? No. Therefore there +was less risk in our bargain. And still it did not turn out well."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because I was forty-one and my wife twenty-three. Yes, that's the +truth at the end of it all. There were eighteen years of experiences +and struggles in my life which my wife had not shared; and out of +those eighteen years there sprang a passion in me which I, least of +all, expected, and which I could not combat. I became homesick for my +country, and for that city on which I had turned my back with joy."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You?" cried Cynthia. For a moment she thought herself listening to a +fairy tale. "You wanted to go back to the humiliations, to the +Mellah?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She recalled the feminine nicety of his house in Grosvenor Square, the +bright silver--not too much of it--the elegance of its mahogany +furniture, which was never allowed to crowd the rooms. She recollected +those dinner-parties at which the great men of the earth were +entertained with so much pride. It could not be that he wished to +return to the crowded Jewish quarter, noisome with the reek of rancid +cookery, where the gates were locked on its inhabitants at six o'clock +of the night! But Mr. Benoliel replied with an energy and a fire which +she had never known him manifest before.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. I wanted to go back. How and when the longing first came to me, +I can't tell you. But it did come, and, having come, it grew. I felt +day by day more and more of a stranger amongst a strange people. That +road winding up the cliffs to the break in the sky-line above the +plain of the Sebou--I began to dream of it! Then I used to lie awake +at night and travel along it, past the pillars and arches of +Volubilis, and the little white city of Mulai Idris, on the shoulder +of Jebel Zarhon--right over the upland, and down through the asphodel +to Mequinez. Finally, I had to go. I told my wife. We had got on +together up till then, no better, no worse than other people. She +stared at me with amazement, with suspicion, as at a stranger, and +from that moment our relations changed. She knew quite well to what I +was going back, to what I wanted to go back--the Mellah, the +gaberdine, and the rest of it. And--it was natural, I think--she +despised me. I was quite aware of her contempt, and--was indifferent +to it. I wanted to go back. And I did."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You did?" said Cynthia. And then, "I see. I see."</p> + +<p class="normal">She understood now these mysterious disappearances of Mr. Benoliel +when he vanished from his clubs and his haunts, and no man brought +news of him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I went, and as I went London and the years in London dropped +away from me. I was happy. I went down with my mules into Mequinez, +and put my European clothes away in a cupboard in the Mellah. I stayed +in Mequinez three months."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But how?" asked Cynthia. "What did you do?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel smiled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Business," he said. "I traded. I lent money. Then I came back to +England--refreshed as a man comes from his bath. But my wife hated the +whole business. At first she would not hear a word of what I had been +doing. Then she became curious--morbidly curious. There was no end to +her questions. What humiliations, what indignities had fallen to me +amongst the Moors--she was never tired of hearing. And as she +questioned and I answered, she would sit looking at me, with eyes in +which contempt grew ever more bitter, looking at me as one looks upon +a stranger. Quarrels followed. I went back to Mequinez, after a year +or two, and again after another period. And every time the pull of the +place became stronger. It was after my third visit that our marriage +came to an end. We gave a great dinner-party, and when our guests had +gone, she told me that our life had become intolerable to her."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel did not spare himself. It was rather a grim scene which +he had to describe--the last one of many quarrels which had sprung +from their estrangement. "You leave me for those squalors. You return +to me fresh from them;" that was the burden of her accusation. She was +not of his race or of his people. She had no sympathy with, or +comprehension of, the intense craving which from time to time assailed +him to go back to his own place, or of the utter weariness which +overtook him of the life of London, in which he played an actor's +part. The squalor and humiliation of his days in Mequinez got upon her +nerves, filled her with disgust, and made his companionship repugnant.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You can understand that, Cynthia?" he asked, and Cynthia, since +frankness was demanded of her, agreed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I can understand that," she answered gently. His story was to +her fantastic and fabulous. It belonged to the East--as he did. Only +by keeping in mind that he, underneath the veneer of his manners, was +of the East could she accept it as truth. She did so accept it. But +she looked at Mr. Benoliel with curious eyes, and was conscious of a +feeling very like aversion. Within the half-hour he had grown a +stranger to her even as he had done to his wife. That he should leave +the order and the cleanliness of his home, depart from the company of +cultured people--he the dilettante--don the gaberdine, go joyfully +back to the dirt and squalor of his Mellah, humbly take off his +slippers and walk bare-foot at the bidding of any Moor who passed him +by--that Cynthia could not understand. But that his wife should find +life with him intolerable when he came back from his degradation, +refreshed as by a bath, to resume existence at her side--that she did +thoroughly understand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So we separated," said Mr. Benoliel.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Cynthia. "But there's no parallel between your case and +ours. What happened to you cannot happen to us."</p> + +<p class="normal">She was not sure. There was appeal in her voice. She pleaded to him to +agree with her. She clung desperately to her one small piece of +knowledge. Mr. Benoliel was of the East. Harry Rames was not.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is a parallel, and a close one," Mr. Benoliel insisted. "What +happened to us may happen to you. Out of the experiences of eighteen +years in Captain Rames's life, experiences in which you have no share, +some unsuspected craving may even now be fermenting which may turn the +course of his thoughts, and snatch him back from you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He would fight against it," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Even so, it would stand between you, and it would grow."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia was silent for a moment. Then she said timidly:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Even then there is one condition according to you which would avert +the risk."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, one. Love."</p> + +<p class="normal">And again Cynthia was silent. Then she burst out, striking her hands +together in a violence of revolt:</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I know him! I know him!" and with the words still in her ears, +she doubted them. Mr. Benoliel's warning had alarmed her. But it had +alarmed her chiefly because it had brought home to her how very little +she might really know of those whom she met daily, and with whom she +was most intimate. Here was Mr. Benoliel. She had thought she knew +him, and so well that she could play with him, and twist him to her +wishes. He had spoken for half an hour, and, lo! she had never known +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do all men hide themselves?" she cried. "Do you all build up barriers +about you, and lie hidden within? Oh, but Harry's honest--honest;" and +again she caught at her old argument and consolation.</p> + +<p class="normal">She rose from her seat abruptly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank you very much for all you have said. I am grateful. I shall not +forget it. Good-night;" and she moved away to the foot of the stairs. +She stopped then and turned back, as though in half a mind to say +more. But as Mr. Benoliel rose, and she looked at him, a shadow +darkened her eyes and she seemed to shrink from him with that slight +sense of repulsion.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-night," she said again, and hurriedly went up the stairs. His +story was too new in her thoughts. What she had it in her mind to say, +she left untold.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Mr. Benoliel was none the less to be informed of it that night. He +sat late in the hall after the lights had been turned out, with only +the firelight flickering on the hearth. He had read the aversion in +Cynthia's face which his story had provoked. He had made a sacrifice +of her affection. But he had made it for her sake, and he did not +regret that he had spoken. None the less he was disturbed. He might +have done no good, and he had reopened an old wound of his own. +He sat there knowing that if he went to bed he would not sleep; and +in a little while he heard a noise in the corridor leading to the +billiard-room. The door into the hall was softly opened, and the +wavering light of a candle dimly lit up that cavernous place. The +screen stood between Benoliel and the intruder. He could see nothing +but the light of the candle shaking upon the walls above the screen. +He did not move, he heard some one moving across the floor of the +hall; he kept his eyes fixed upon the opening between the screens; and +he saw Captain Rames pass across the opening. He sprang up with a low +cry. Rames was coming from the corridor where his bedroom was to the +foot of the stairs up which Cynthia had gone. At the cry Rames +stopped, and, holding the candle above his head, peered into the +shadows. Mr. Benoliel came quickly toward him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where are you going, Captain Rames?" he asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"To my wife," said Harry.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel stared at Harry Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You and Cynthia are married?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"When are you going to make your marriage public?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"On the day the Whitsunday holidays begin. We shall have it announced +in the evening papers. We shall already have left for Fontainebleau."</p> + +<p class="normal">So after all Mr. Benoliel had spoken in vain. He might have spared his +breath, and retained in a fuller degree Cynthia's liking and respect. +He knew now what she had turned back from the stairs to tell him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Give her this message," he said. "Tell her to forget what I said to +her;" and he moved away.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the message was of no use. He had said what he had to say, and +Cynthia could not forget. She watched. She was afraid; as since her +seventeenth birthday she had always been afraid.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXIII</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_23" href="#div1Ref_23">CYNTHIA ON THE HOUSE</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">On the morning after Parliament had risen the newspapers announced the +marriage of Cynthia Daventry to Harry Rames. The ceremony had taken +place by special license early one morning at a little church in +Mayfair, with a girl friend of Cynthia's, and a member of Parliament +named Robert Brook, as witnesses. A good many people were surprised; +still more, however, declared that they had foreseen the marriage all +along, and that of course it couldn't last; while Lord Helmsdale's +mother simply remarked in accents of pity: "Poor thing! Double her +age, isn't he? And she was so pretty, too, a few months ago."</p> + +<p class="normal">On the other hand, however, a good many honest telegrams of +congratulations reached the couple honeymooning in the woods of +Fontainebleau; and when Harry and Cynthia returned to London, there +were fresher incidents than their marriage for people to discuss. They +settled down in Curzon Street to keep their bargain loyally.</p> + +<p class="normal">If Cynthia's heart ached at times, as it had done amongst the trees of +Fontainebleau, for a life struck to fire by passion, she gave no +outward sign of her pain. She was to help forward the great career, +and to the best of her powers she did. She threw open her house to her +husband's party; she entertained; she attended social gatherings; she +walked abroad in Ludsey with a good memory for faces; she spent many +hours on the train. Harry, on his side, was assiduous at Westminster. +He sat upon committees in the morning, and on one of the green benches +below the gangway during the afternoon and evening, with an occasional +rush home at a quarter to eight to take his wife out to dinner.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Be there!" was one of Henry Smale's maxims which he had taken to +heart. "Sit in the House. Never mind the library or the smoking-room, +or the lobby, or the terrace. Sit in the House! However dull the +debate, and however inviting the sunlight streaming through the high +windows, sit in the House. All the great Parliamentarians have done +it. The lawyers can't do it, of course. But you haven't their excuse. +You can. It may seem a waste of time. You'll find that it isn't."</p> + +<p class="normal">So Harry Rames sat in the House, and Cynthia, when she had no other +engagement to detain her, came down to Westminster, dined with him +there, and spent an hour afterward in the ladies' gallery. She became +acquainted with many men of different calibre, and amongst them with +Mr. Devenish, the Secretary for Agriculture, who was just beginning to +do a little more than make a vociferous noise in the world. Mr. +Devenish happened to pass through the dining-room when Harry and his +wife were finishing dinner, and catching sight of them he turned off +toward their table.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was a brisk, smallish man, and Cynthia was astonished by his +aspect. She had seen him often enough upon the floor of the House of +Commons, and had taken him for a person of a commanding height. But it +was not the first time she had made this mistake. The House of +Commons, like the theatre, magnifies men to the galleries. Mr. +Devenish dropped his hand upon Rames's shoulder.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I want a word with you to-night, Rames," he said</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why not now?" asked Rames. "This is my wife, Mr. Devenish."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Devenish bowed to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I knew that very well," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia disbelieved him. Also she had formed a dislike of him. There +was something too acrid in his speeches. She thought of him as a man +going about with a phial of vitriol hidden in the palm of his hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am not famous," she said coldly. "How should you know, Mr. +Devenish?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I saw you in the lobby, and--I asked;" he smiled as he spoke, and she +found his smile singularly disarming; it was so friendly and genuine a +thing. Mr. Devenish turned again to Harry Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We want you to help us. A vote on account for the navy is coming up +on Thursday. There will be a motion for the reduction of armaments. We +want you to speak."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames shook his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I rather propose to leave those questions alone. I don't want to get +the reputation of being a service member."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I appreciate that," said Mr. Devenish. "But you are asked to speak in +this debate by the government."</p> + +<p class="normal">"On the general question?" asked Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not so much on that. The point is the economy of the big ship. You +can speak from practical experience. You know. You are here in +Parliament to contribute your knowledge." Mr. Devenish turned to +Cynthia, and again his smile illumined his face. "Persuade him, Mrs. +Rames."</p> + +<p class="normal">It occurred to Cynthia that Mr. Devenish did not trouble to inquire +whether Harry Rames believed the big ship to be an economical thing. +Harry was to support the government. The rest of his argument she +agreed with. It was Harry's duty, since he was in Parliament, to +contribute of his knowledge.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very well," said Captain Rames. "Of course if the government wishes +it, I shall be proud to take part in the debate. Won't you sit down +and have some coffee?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, do!" said Cynthia cordially, and she was not altogether engaged +in helping her husband on when she spoke. Mr. Devenish now puzzled +her. She had begun by disliking him. He had spoken very few words to +her, and yet she no longer disliked him. There was a charm in his +manner of which he seemed quite unaware. At close quarters he lost the +narrowness, which she had thought the mark of him. He seemed broadly +human, comprehensively sympathetic. Yet he obviously wore no mask. He +was simple, and he gave a pleasant impression of being a good fighter. +Mr. Devenish drew up a chair and sat down.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You come to many of our debates," he said to Cynthia. "What do you +think of us?" and with an unaffected interest in the views of a pretty +woman, he led her on to express her opinion.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well," she said frankly, "I think most of your debates are very +dull."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's quite true," Mr. Devenish replied with a laugh at the little +spurt of complaint in her voice. "Nine out of ten are dull, and if you +were in the government you would wish the tenth was too. The debate +which sparkles and amuses you in the gallery means keen opposition on +the floor of the House. The debate which is dull means that the +government gets its bill. And the government is there to get its +bills."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I suppose that's true," said Cynthia, and then Harry Rames +intervened.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's curious," he said, "but I no longer find any debate dull. I used +to be bored, I admit it, but I can sit through anything now and find +it interesting."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Cynthia, nodding her head; "I have noticed that, Harry, +from the gallery, and--I think it's a bad sign."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The sign of the true Parliamentarian," said Mr. Devenish.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps," said Cynthia stubbornly. "Still a bad one."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now why?" asked Mr. Devenish indulgently. Cynthia was certainly a +very pretty woman. Let her talk! Cynthia colored and replied hotly:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because it means that the four walls of that little chamber are +closing in on you. The game inside, with its pauses, its coups, its +manœuvres, is becoming more important than the great interests and +issues outside which you are there to decide. It means that in your +thoughts the country and the constituency are growing smaller, and the +green leather benches on which you sit becoming more and more +important. If you don't find any debates dull, you are growing aloof +from the country. You are becoming, as you say, a Parliamentarian. +That means Parliament first, the country a bad second."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia stopped abruptly. She had allowed herself to be betrayed into +delivering a lecture upon politics to a past-master in the art, a man +who, out of his forty-five years, had spent twenty in the House of +Commons. She flushed. "But you must think me a fool," she cried.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't," Mr. Devenish exclaimed. "Yours is a definite point of +view." He was not speaking seriously. For he was eager to learn so +long as the learning came to him by word of mouth, and not from the +printed page. "Tell me some more."</p> + +<p class="normal">He was considering no longer the prettiness of the woman, the changing +lights upon her face. He was conceding respect to her judgment. +Cynthia was mollified. She continued:</p> + +<p class="normal">"And here's something which to me makes many of the debates tedious +and unreal. You all behave as if your ideal of a member of the House +of Commons were a fossil on a shelf."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Devenish laughed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why do you say that, Mrs. Rames?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because if a man changes his opinions ever so little during a course +of years, he at once has the reports of his old speeches flung at his +head in scathing accents, as though he had committed the meanest of +crimes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's a party score," said Mr. Devenish.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, but why?" Cynthia insisted. "You must all know that a man who is +any use at all does change his opinions as his experience widens. +Surely that's true. What's the use of thought at all if it leaves you +precisely where you were?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mrs. Rames," said Mr. Devenish, "I cannot dispute it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia had long been puzzled by this extraordinary childishness on +the part of men of reputed intelligence. She was determined if she +could to get at the truth. "Then why?" she asked. "Why, when one of +the opposition proves that a member of the government has changed his +view, does all the opposition shout with derision, and why do all on +the government side look glum? Why must the minister labor to show +that he really hasn't changed any views? Why does he rise so quickly +to do it? And why, when he has risen, doesn't he say: 'Of course I +have changed my views. I am a better man than I was two years ago.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, upon my word, I can't tell you why," said Mr. Devenish +honestly. "I suppose we haven't the courage. Don't you approve of us +at all?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, yes, I do," said Cynthia quickly; "and much more than I expected +to do." She was induced to give her impression of the body of members.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I had got an idea that everybody was in here to get something." She +grew suddenly red, and in a flurry, which Mr. Devenish did not +understand. She continued, "I suppose I got the idea from newspapers. +I made a wrong inference. They are here, of course--the rich men who +want honors to put a crown upon their wealth, the office-hunters, the +speculator, and the financier, who use their membership to help their +city business--But there are others one is apt to overlook, the silent +people, who make no mark, and don't want to make one. You see them in +the lobby, rather disconsolately busy about nothing. They are probably +not particularly intelligent. Some of them, no doubt, are quite +stupid. But one rather respects them, because membership of the House +of Commons means to them a real daily loss. They would be more +prosperous if they devoted the time they spend here to their business. +But they seem to be here because they believe that some things want +doing, some definite things, and that they can help to get them done +by their votes. There is a lot of them. Then there are the country +gentlemen who would be happier on their estates, and would be there +but for their conviction that the solid judgment of the country +gentleman is absolutely necessary in the council of the nation." She +spoke with pomposity and a friendly mimicry of the class she +described. "But I like them. I think they are of value because to +them, too, membership here means a real loss."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, I agree," said Mr. Devenish.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You! You do?" asked Cynthia in surprise. "I thought that--" and she +stopped.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, what?" Mr. Devenish pressed for her opinion with a laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Never mind," said Cynthia. "There's another class, too, which +attracts me. The failures. The ambitious men who just don't succeed, +and fail by so very little, but fail completely."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," Mr. Devenish agreed, "their lot is not attractive. They can't +bring themselves to admit failure. They drift along here until the +time is past for them to do anything else. The four walls, as you say, +have closed about them. They sit here, eating out their hearts, +jealous of the others who succeed, and making a bitter pretence of +contentment."</p> + +<p class="normal">"They are the prisoners of the House of Commons," said Cynthia, and +the phrase struck pleasantly upon Mr. Devenish's ears so used to the +slipshod metaphors of the average speaker.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," he said with a quick look of interest. "Yes, that's a true +saying. How did you think of it, Mrs. Rames?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have sympathy with failures," she replied.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah," said Mr. Devenish. "But it's easy to have that when one is +married to success," and he turned genially to Captain Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">A junior whip hurried up to the table.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are wanted, Mr. Devenish, in the House," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">Devenish looked at his watch and sprang up. "I have stayed longer than +I ought to. We can count upon you then, Rames, for Thursday," and he +hurried away. Cynthia followed him with her eyes. He attracted her and +he left with her an impression of power, which made his interest in +her, obviously expressed, a subtle flattery. She turned back to her +husband.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was mistaken in that man," she said, and as Harry Rames did not +answer her, she continued: "You see, Harry, I am doing my best to help +you on."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are indeed," said Harry Rames sulkily. Cynthia stared at him. The +sulkiness in his voice set her blood tingling. He could be jealous +then! She laughed out loud suddenly, with a girl's joyousness, and, as +Harry lifted inquiring eyes to her, the blood mantled into her cheeks, +and she sat in a pretty confusion. For a moment both of them were +embarrassed, and neither could have told why. Cynthia broke through +the embarrassment with the first words which occurred to her:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can't reconcile Mr. Devenish with his speeches," she said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yet there's a continuity," replied Harry. "He is one of your +instances of men big enough to widen out. But he's an enthusiast, and +he has done in his day a deal of platform work so that the old phrases +come trippingly to his tongue. He says, when he's carried away, more +than he thinks now, but less than he used to think ten years ago. I +fancy that's the explanation."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia looked toward the door through which Mr. Devenish had +disappeared.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Tell me about him, Harry," she said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will, certainly," said Rames. His ill-humor had passed. He leaned +toward his wife with a smile upon his face. It seemed to Cynthia that +the moment of embarrassment so quickly gone had brought now as its +consequence another moment quite as inexplicable--a moment during +which she and Harry were nearer to one another than as yet they had +been.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The one thing I think to remember about Devenish is this," Rames +continued. "As a boy he had always to walk in the road and he has not +forgotten it."</p> + +<p class="normal">The division bell began to ring before he could say another word to +elaborate his sketch of the man. He led Cynthia out through the arches +to the door where her carriage waited, and he left her to drive home +puzzled by his phrase.</p> + +<p class="normal">He spoke, as he had promised to do, on the following Thursday. Cynthia +heard the speech from the ladies' gallery, not siding with it at all, +nor against it, but simply attentive to its effect. He rose in a full +House, which did not diminish as he spoke, and the space behind the +bar grew crowded. He was brief; he worked his own intimate knowledge +of the mechanism of a modern ship of war into the scheme of his +speech. He was nervous, Cynthia knew, but he gave no outward sign of +nervousness; he spoke with a quiet resonance of voice, as though he +had the measure of that assembly; and he brought into play that +remarkable gift of counterfeiting sincerity, which always astonished, +and sometimes frightened her. It was difficult even for her to realize +that he had no real opinion about the value of the big ship, one way +or the other, and that he had merely crammed his subject diligently +with her help during the last few days. He spoke, indeed, with telling +effect. There were friends of Cynthia in the gallery who were quick to +congratulate her. She herself was filled with admiration, but it was +the admiration for the fine performance of an actor; and when she went +down in the lift to join him after the debate was over, the cry was +loud in her heart: "If only he believed one word of it!"</p> + +<p class="normal">He met her at the gate of the lift, and she caught his arm and pressed +it against her side.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank you," said Harry. "That's better than words."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It wasn't a congratulation," she replied. "It was an appeal."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames spoke once more during that session, late at night, in a +thin House, and to try himself in unprepared debate, rather than with +any intention to arrest notice. But the moment was well chosen, for a +speaker on the government side was needed; and when the House rose for +the autumn, he took down with him to Warwickshire the reputation of a +rising man. He had kept his bargain, Cynthia gratefully acknowledged +it, and the fears which Isaac Benoliel had aroused in her began for a +time to lose their substance.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXIV</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_24" href="#div1Ref_24">THE MAN WHO HAD WALKED IN THE ROAD</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames and Cynthia passed the autumn at the white house, and +hardly a day passed but one or the other was seen in the climbing +streets of Ludsey. Harry presided at the social gatherings of the +city, the musical clubs, the horticultural society, and the rest. He +was busy with his town clerk over a railway bill which the +municipality meant to oppose. He made friends with his public +opponents. Cynthia herself was hardly less active. She threw herself +into the work of committees and councils, not from enthusiasm, but in +a desperate search for that color which Mr. Arnall and his fellows had +got from politics, and her own youth demanded for herself. And with +the work, interest in it came, if color did not. They were +establishing Harry Rames in his seat--that was certain, and she had +her share in it. They were winning and, being a woman, she loved to +win. Cynthia was a success in Ludsey--she could not but know it. For +the demands for her presence and her time grew with every morning's +post. There came to her a sort of exultation of battle. She was doing +her work; she was helping to make the great career, and in the +pleasure of helping to make, she lost sight of the essential emptiness +of the thing she was making.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Harry one night to her. "You are making this seat safe for +me, Cynthia, for the next election."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia looked at him with her eyes bright.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you think so?" she asked eagerly, asking for praise, and Arthur +Pynes, the young chairman of the association, who had been dining with +them, corroborated her husband.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We once had a candidate whose wife would sing at the public meetings. +We couldn't stop her, and every time she sang she cost us fifty votes. +We have always stipulated for a bachelor since. But you have changed +our views now, Mrs. Rames."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am very glad," said Cynthia; and the trio fell to discussing plans +for the next session. "We want to see you in office before three years +are out," said Pynes to Harry Rames. "There's no reason why we +shouldn't."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, there is," said Harry Rames. "A large majority. They want you to +keep quiet and vote and, being strong, they would just as soon put +into office men who have never opened their mouths in the House as +not, and probably sooner."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then you must force 'em," said Arthur Pynes.</p> + +<p class="normal">They discussed the government programme for the next session, and what +opportunities would arise from it. But the changes and transitions of +Parliament are rapid. However sternly the government may cling to its +ordered sequence of legislation, great questions will arise which have +not been foreseen, and the ballot will give to private members their +opportunity of discord. Thus the man who sits next to you may be in +hot debate with you to-morrow, and those who smiled at you from the +treasury bench yesterday may see you stroll with a fine air of +indifference into the opposition lobby to-day. Harry Rames was well +aware of the pull of the undercurrents, but neither he nor Cynthia, +nor Arthur Pynes had a suspicion that night that the next session was +to see him in definite antagonism to Devenish, the man who had been +forced to walk in the road.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not, indeed, until the session was more than half-way through +that Cynthia herself learnt it. She had dined with her husband at the +House. It was a warm night of early summer, and after dinner they took +their coffee upon the terrace. A private bill was occupying the +attention of a thin House, and the terrace was fairly full of members +waiting for the resumption of public business. Amongst them was Mr. +Devenish. He strolled up to the couple, and after shaking hands with +Cynthia, turned to Harry Rames:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I hear you are against Fanshawe's bill."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Harry Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It comes on next Friday," continued Devenish. "The government will +accept the principle, and give the bill a second reading."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It won't go further than that," said Harry Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not this year. But next year we shall embody the principle in a +measure of our own, and then--?" He looked inquiringly at Harry.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then," said Harry deliberately, "I suppose we must try to get it +amended."</p> + +<p class="normal">A beam of light pouring from one of the windows showed Devenish's face +clearly to Cynthia. She saw it harden and narrow. When he spoke his +voice was sharp.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall be in charge," he said. "I shall not accept any amendment +which strikes at the principle."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am sorry," said Rames. He lit his cigar. He had not the air of a +man receding from his position.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia was leaning forward, her eyes travelling curiously from one to +the other. She had noticed the quick snap in the voice of Devenish, +the quiet indifference to it in her husband's. But she did not know on +what point they disagreed. Harry Rames turned toward her and +explained:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Fanshawe is bringing in a land bill on Friday afternoon. I didn't +think that the government would take it up or I would have told you +about it, Cynthia, and talked it over with you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Devenish looked quickly toward the girl. Since Rames consulted her, +could he enlist her upon his side? Cynthia read the unspoken question +in his face, and turned gratefully to her husband who had made it +clear that she had her word in his decisions.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Fanshawe proposes that the State should buy compulsorily so much land +at intervals of so many years, split it into small holdings and lease +them," Rames continued.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you disapprove?" said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. I am against the small holding. I think that's waste. I am in +favor of the small farm. But I want the farm owned, not taken on +lease. That's my chief objection. The State's a hard landlord."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is a bank a better one?" asked Devenish.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think so," returned Rames. "A bank's a business; the State's a +machine. There's a big difference there."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, I shall be interested to hear what you have to say on Friday," +said Devenish, as he rose from his chair. "It would be a pity if we +lost your support--a great pity." He spoke with a slow significance. +The words were half a compliment, and the other half a menace. He +turned at once lightly to Cynthia. "You must persuade him, Mrs. Rames, +to be sensible, you really must," he said. "To create owners is a +long, slow process, and I can't wait." A sudden violence flamed in his +voice, and with a characteristic action he brought a clenched fist +sharply down into the open palm of his other hand. He looked out +across the Thames and leftward to the lights on Westminster bridge. He +seemed to be assuring himself that he stood at last where he had +always meant to stand, that the moment for which he had lived was +surely coming. "No, I can't wait. I want to set about the land system +in this country. With tenancies one can begin at once."</p> + +<p class="normal">As he walked away from them Cynthia recalled the description of him +which Harry Rames had given to her. "As a boy he had always to walk in +the road, and he has not forgotten it." She began to understand the +phrase now. Devenish's swift and bitter outburst had been an +illumination.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had been forced to walk in the road. Rames had shown a shrewd +insight into a complex character when he coined the phrase. Devenish +was the son of a small struggling tradesman, in a little town +surrounded by land which was carefully preserved. Therefore he was +chased out of the woods and off the grass. The game-keeper was his +enemy, and an enemy always at hand. To feel the turf beneath his feet +he must use stealth like a criminal. He lived in a good grass country, +and all the share he had of it was the dust kicked up from the road by +the wheels of carriages. In his boyhood he had brooded over his +exclusion, and through the hard struggles of his youth his thoughts +had been rancorous. Now, it is true, the rancor had diminished. At the +age of forty-five he had reached high office, and with high office, +for the first time, a regular and sufficient income. He was freed for +a while, at all events, from the desperate endeavor to pay his way +outside and keep his footing inside the House of Commons. He met men +of diverse pursuits from the far corners of the earth. The world +broadened out before him magically.</p> + +<p class="normal">He entered late, as it were, upon his youth; the arts swept into his +view, a glittering procession, and enchanted him. All was new to him +as to a child. The natural charm of the man found an outlet; he had +good-humor now, and a pleasant friendliness. Gradually the doors of +great houses had been opened to him--and he had looked in. It was to +his credit that he had only looked in. He had come away unspoilt, +uncaptured. But though he recognized that for him the world had become +wonderfully a place of amenities, he had not forgotten that as a boy +he had been forced to walk in the road; and the dust of it was still +bitter in his mouth. "For those who come after me," he had said to +himself, "it shall not be so," and he was in a hurry to set about the +change. To create peasant proprietors? There was a world of obstacles +in the way. To create tenants of the State? A single budget would +suffice. Fanshawe's scheme should be the chief item in the government +programme of next year, and Captain Rames must look to himself if he +stood firm to oppose it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames, on his side, had no intention to give way. He drove +away from the House that night with Cynthia, and in the carriage he +said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall put up as big a fight as I can, Cynthia, on this question."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Against Mr. Devenish?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia was silent, and Harry Rames turned to her swiftly with a +question upon his lips. "You think it rash?" he was going to ask, but +he never did. He saw her eyes shining at him out of the darkness, and +in a low tone she said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"You feel very strongly about it, strongly enough to risk your future. +Oh, I am so glad!"</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a throb of joy in her voice. She was still a girl. Though +she professed to laugh at the enchanted garden of her dreams, there +was still some yearning for it at her heart. The men with ideas had +peopled it. It seemed that after all her husband, since at all costs +he meant to stand up against Mr. Devenish for an idea, must be one of +them. But a slight, almost an uneasy gesture, which Harry made, +stopped her on the threshold of a great happiness. She lay back, +chilled with disappointment.</p> + +<p class="normal">If Harry had spoken, he would have said: "No, I don't feel strongly +about it. I don't feel about it, at all. I simply recognize that it is +my opportunity." And thus he would have spoken before their marriage, +perhaps, too, during the first few weeks after it. But a change had +inevitably come for both of them. The frankness which Rames had +deliberately used, so that she might know him for what he was, no +longer served. Always it had hurt Cynthia, even though she had +welcomed it. More than once he had seen her flinch from it as from a +blow. But now that they were so much together, a hint or silence had +to take its place. Blunt honesty was all very well twice a week or so, +but repeated every hour, it bruised too heavily. So, too, with +Cynthia. Her business as a wife was to help, not chide. Their year of +marriage had taught them the little diplomacies and managements which +made life together possible for them. Frankness was to save them--so +they had planned. What was saving them was reticence.</p> + +<p class="normal">This time, however, Cynthia was told the truth by her husband's +gesture. He was going to follow the old historic, dangerous road, the +road of the third parties, the short cut to power which has lured so +many ambitious men to disappointment, and advanced a very few before +their time. And he had chosen William Devenish to tilt against, a man +supple and quick in debate, sharp of tongue, with a gift of ridicule +and a wealth of language; a speaker who hit with a nice discrimination +just above the belt in the House, and just a little bit lower outside +of it. To Cynthia it seemed that Harry must be gambling on his +success; that he had cast his prudence from him like a cloak. Harry +Rames answered some part of her thought.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's not so mad as it appears to be," he said. "In the first place +the question of tenancy against ownership is an open one. You are not +breaking away from your party whatever view you take. You may be +breaking away from a minister, but that's a different thing."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia's fears were assuaged. In her relief she turned eagerly to +Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But your minister is Mr. Devenish," she cried.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know," he returned. "A hard fighter. All the more gain then, if I +can stand square to him, and remain standing. Besides, Devenish has a +peculiar weakness."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes?" cried Cynthia. "You can make use of it?" and she stopped, +wondering at herself. She was startled to realize that for the first +time she herself was keeping his eyes from lifting to the high path +above.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have noticed it," Rames continued. "He can stand any amount of +opposition from his opponents. If he gets heated, he remains master of +his wit and tongue. But he cannot endure criticism from the benches +behind him. It strikes some hidden string of arrogance in him. He +loses his control. He says foolish things. He hands himself over a +victim, if his critic has courage and skill enough to use his chance."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I see," said Cynthia. "And the third point?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh," said Harry carelessly. "The question is an important one for the +country. It must provoke discussion. Yes, I shall move the rejection +of Fanshawe's bill if I get the chance."</p> + +<p class="normal">He put down on the notice paper, with some twenty members on the +opposition side, a motion for rejection. He rose on the Friday, +immediately after Fanshawe had sat down, and was called upon by the +Speaker. He was content with two objections. But either of them, if +established, was fatal to the bill. He argued against the small +holding, which he regarded as the pastime of the well-to-do tradesman +in the neighboring town, rather than as a serious method of settling a +genuine peasantry on the land; and he pleaded for the farm of sixty or +seventy acres. It is a matter nowadays of ancient dispute, yet he +managed to say a new thing about it, not parading his knowledge--for +there were too many in that House who had made land the study of their +lives--but suggesting it with a deference, which took his audience. +The great farm, he maintained, was a modern product, due to quite +other causes than natural development. It came from the vanity of the +eighteenth century, its love of spaciousness and show. The monstrous +porticoed houses and the huge farms were the symbols of its parade. +But in the seventeenth century, when agriculture really prospered, the +small farm of seventy acres was the rule. It was at a return to this +condition that policy and legislation ought to aim.</p> + +<p class="normal">He passed to his second argument. Tenancy under the State was bad. For +the State was a hard landlord, and could be nothing else. It took no +account of bad seasons or the shortness of money. It had to collect +its revenues and rents within the year. Moreover, the idea was petty +in its conception. (Here Mr. Devenish turned an outraged head toward +the orator.) Legislation should aim at something beyond the immediate +benefit it conferred. Otherwise let them commit the fortunes of the +country to a parish council, and themselves go home.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is to my mind one question by which all legislation can be +tested," said Rames, "and that question is not: 'Does it supply an +immediate need?' but 'Does it help to strengthen the character of the +race?'"</p> + +<p class="normal">The bill failed according to that test. For it meant no more than the +substitution of one landlord for another, and left the tenant pretty +much where he was. If Mr. Fanshawe had taken a bold course and +produced a just measure, with the object of creating owners, then the +bill would not have failed. For the desire to possess land was the +surest sign of a sound and healthy race. It was that desire in men +which good legislation would try to keep alive. This bill merely +fobbed them off with a miserable makeshift, and shut the door against +ownership. Ownership with its obligations and its responsibility, and +its response to the most primal and most durable of all ambitions, was +the only policy worthy of a great Parliament.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Devenish replied later in the afternoon, and quite briefly, He did +not, he said, propose to enter into the discussion, but simply to +state the intention of the government. It would give the bill a second +reading, accepting thus the two principles of small holdings and +tenancies under the State; and next year it would introduce a measure +of its own, based upon those principles, and press it through until it +was placed upon the statute-book. Mr. Devenish studiously refrained +from any reference to Captain Rames, and as soon as he sat down, the +hands of the clock then pointing within a minute of five, Mr. Fanshawe +moved the closure, and the Speaker accepted the motion. The closure +was accepted without a division, and the main question was put.</p> + +<p class="normal">In the interval, while the division bells were ringing, a slim, +middle-aged man, with a moustache which was beginning to grow gray, +and a handsome, ineffective face, passed into the House from the +lobby, and took a seat on the bench by Rames's side.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What are you going to do, Rames?" he asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Vote as I spoke," said Harry.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then I'll go with you," said his companion. "I didn't hear your +speech, or indeed anything of the debate. But I am sure Devenish is +wrong."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames laughed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That sounds like a good working rule. Thank you, Brook. Let us go and +vote."</p> + +<p class="normal">The two men, alone of their party, strolled into the opposition lobby, +and that was the beginning of the great cave. It was a Friday +afternoon in summer, the weather was very hot, the House very thin and +Mr. Devenish and his under-secretary the only men present on the +treasury bench. No one paid any attention to the revolt; the +newspapers next day had the briefest reports of the debate. Cynthia +herself, who had come to the House to listen to a fierce and tingling +discussion, was disappointed at the gentle apathy which overlay the +proceedings of that afternoon.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Harry said: "Wait a little, Cynthia"; and Mr. Brook, who from that +time began to drop in frequently at their house in Curzon Street, +chuckled like a man with secret knowledge.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Eight men on our side," Harry explained, "had met several times in +one of the committee rooms before Friday, to decide what course they +should take to resist this bill. I did not know of their meetings at +the time, and they agreed to do nothing until they were sure of the +line the government was going to take. Had they suspected that I was +going to move the rejection of the bill, they would have attended and +voted with me."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXV</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_25" href="#div1Ref_25">COLONEL CHALLONER'S REVOLT</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"We will have to make a great stand next year, Rames," said Robert +Brook. "We must organize. We have time, thank goodness. There are ten +of us now. A lot more will join us."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But will they vote? That's the point," returned Rames. "Will they +vote against the government's bill on its second reading?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, yes," Mr. Brook replied enthusiastically. "There are a lot of +discontented people in our majority. We'll have voters--Challoner, for +instance. Besides, you have friends."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames laughed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I know the kind of friends--fellows who come to you in your seat +after you have spoken, pat you on the back, whisper that they are with +you, and then troop like tame mice into the government lobby against +you. I've watched them."</p> + +<p class="normal">Brook, however, was not to be damped. He threw himself for the rest of +that session into the work of organization. A halting speaker and an +ineffectual personage, he had sat for twenty years in the House of +Commons and was not tired of it. He was without distinction, he was +the confidant of no minister, he was never caricatured, he was never +the chairman of a committee, he rarely spoke. The recruits of each new +Parliament took almost its duration before they assigned individuality +to his features or honored him with a name. He was mediocrity's last +word. But he had charming manners and won to a kind of friendly pity +those whose acquaintance he gently made. He was born for private life, +but the House of Commons had caught him as in a net. He had no other +interests, he had no wife, he did not any longer even aspire to +office. To be busy in the House of Commons--that was lifeblood to him +and a renewal of youth. His chance had come now. He hurried from man +to man, discreet and furtive. He arranged private meetings. He hooked +his little wagon to Rames's star. He approached Colonel Challoner.</p> + +<p class="normal">Challoner, the party hack, was instinctively outraged. Was the list of +ministers closed forever? No! But as he was about to repel Robert +Brook's advances, the very holder of the office which he coveted stung +him into revolt.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was quite toward the end of the session. Colonel Challoner was +walking through the division lobby late at night when he saw the Under +Secretary for Foreign Affairs, Mr. Charles Bradley, in front of him. +There was some stir at the time because certain Indian emigrants had +suffered in one of the disturbances of southern Persia. Colonel +Challoner hurried officiously to Mr. Bradley's side.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Bradley," he said, "don't you think it would be good policy to +repatriate those Indians at our expense. What?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Bradley, a florid gentleman, youthfully middle-aged, with a sweet +voice, a pompous manner, and perhaps a bare sufficiency of brains, +turned to the colonel with condescending kindness.</p> + +<p class="normal">"As a member of the government," he said importantly, "I can no longer +speak freely. Ah, my dear Challoner, I tell you I regret day after day +that corner seat on the front bench below the gangway, and the +opportunity of supplementary questions. But that happy time has gone. +You might, if you like, raise the question on the adjournment or the +Appropriation Bill next week. I could then reply to you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Bradley smiled benignantly upon Colonel Challoner as from heights +of sunrise, and passed on. He had grown very lordly since his +elevation to office. Still, a few paces further on it seemed worth his +while to stop until Challoner rejoined him. He did not notice that the +colonel had grown rather red in the face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If you do raise the question, Colonel Challoner, could you introduce +into your speech 'Civis Romanus sum'? I should like to hang my speech +upon that. Thank you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Even a party hack will turn if he be sufficiently trodden upon by +minor ministers, and Colonel Challoner did now.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mr. Bradley," he asked with a most elaborate politeness, "have you +ever calculated how many Under Secretaries of State, past and present, +there are alive to-day? Or how many of them have names which are even +faintly familiar to the public?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Bradley gasped and stared. This was Challoner--old +Challoner--talking! Bradley was quite unprepared to cope with so +unparalleled an outrage. The colonel actually went on, and in accents +of raillery:</p> + +<p class="normal">"'Civis Romanus sum.' Now, why quote a phrase so banal. Surely, Mr. +Bradley, it has had its day. We can do better than that if we put our +heads together. Civis Romanus sum! God bless my soul! But I am willing +to help you with a tag of Latin. I will introduce another sentence. +Balbus shall build a wall--upon my word he shall--and you can hang +your speech onto that, and be damned to you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Bradley, however, had suffered enough of this unseemliness. He +hurried forward and passed between the clerks who recorded the votes +with a heightened color. Colonel Challoner followed him. But he waited +at the door for Robert Brook to emerge, and then drew him by the arm +into the outer lobby.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have been thinking over what you proposed, Brook," he said. +"Certainly, certainly we must make a stand against Fanshawe's bill. We +have a duty to our constituents. We must show the government we are +not to be trifled with."</p> + +<p class="normal">Robert Brook responded with warmth.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thought that upon reflection you would look upon it that way. You +will be a pillar of strength to us, Challoner."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's very good of you," said Challoner. After all, there were some, +it seemed, who knew his worth. "We must meet in the autumn--just those +on whom we can depend--and arrange a plan of campaign."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Brook. "But where? We want, don't you think, to mask our +batteries until the time comes for opening fire. We might meet at +Rames's house--but it is known that he is opposed to the measure." He +looked invitingly at his new ally.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I see, I see," said Colonel Challoner a little doubtfully. There +was a proposal in his mind--he was not quite sure whether he would +make it. It was a bold one--it was the burning of his boats.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, why not?" he suddenly said. "Why not meet at my house in +Dorsetshire? I have some partridges. They will provide the excuse. Let +us meet in October. Let me have the names and I'll quietly ask the men +before the session ends."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Brook was delighted. He called mysteriously upon Harry Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have got Challoner," he said. Rames shook his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He'll back out."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't see how he can. He is asking us all to meet at Bramling in +the autumn."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames sat back in his chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How in the world did you manage that, Brook? We must go, of course."</p> + +<p class="normal">Challoner spoke to Rames that evening. "It's to be quite an informal +little party," he said with a wink, and took Rames and Brook each by +the arm. Now that he had tasted the delights of revolt, Colonel +Challoner, too, was a different man. He lost his dreariness. No longer +he moulted; no longer he dripped melancholy on all who stood near to +him. He passed ministers with a high head and an arrogant smile. +"We'll show 'em," he said. "Yes, sir, we'll show 'em." And as he saw +Bradley approaching him, "Here's Civis Romanus," he cried in tones +loud enough to carry to the Under Secretary's ears. The Under +Secretary flushed and hurried on. Colonel Challoner had told his story +freely, and Civis Romanus Mr. Bradley remained for the rest of that +Parliament. Colonel Challoner resumed: "We'll meet on the eighth of +October. A little partridge shoot, eh? Just a few of us, jolly fellows +all. You'll bring your wife, Rames, won't you? The others will."</p> + +<p class="normal">That was a precaution which had been suggested by Brook.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Some one is sure to let out that we are meeting at Bramling," he +said. "If the men go without their wives, the gathering will have the +look of a conspiracy. With them it will just be an ordinary autumn +shooting party."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Quite so," said Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">The House rose at eleven o'clock that night, and when Harry went home, +he found his wife just returned from a dinner party. She came with him +into his study and while they sat and talked he told her that she, +too, was to be included in the visit to Bramling. Cynthia's face +clouded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I would rather not go," she said. "I don't think there is any need +that I should."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The other men will bring their wives."</p> + +<p class="normal">"There will be enough then. It won't matter if one wife doesn't go."</p> + +<p class="normal">She was looking at Harry Rames directly, but with a great disquiet in +her eyes. Harry, however, persisted.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think you are wanted, Cynthia. We have a difficult job to keep +these men together and agree upon a line of concerted action. Some +women could be very useful at a juncture like this. You are one of +them."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia rose with a quick movement to her feet. She stood before him, +her broad forehead troubled, her lips mutinous, and by her attitude +she made all the more plain his need of her. The room was Rames's own +study which had been lined with mahogany, and against the bright dark +panelling, in her white dress, she gleamed slim and fair and beautiful +as silver. Harry Rames looked her over with a smile. She was, as he +put it to himself, exquisitely turned out. She had the grace and +delicacy natural to a family nursed in good manners through a century, +and with all her beauty she had simplicity and a desire to please.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I want you, Cynthia," he said, and the blood rushed hot to her +face and throat. She turned from him swiftly and went out of the open +window onto a balcony which overhung their tiny square of garden. +Rames's eyes followed her curiously. Something had gone wrong; that +was clear. He could see her leaning over the rail in the darkness, her +face between her hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames's survey of her had brought back to her recollection that +distant morning by the wheat-field in South America when her father +had looked her over horribly from head to foot and had valued her for +a market. There had been just a touch of appraisement in her husband's +look now. Almost she traced a resemblance in the two men's thoughts, +the two men's examinations.</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry left her to herself for a few minutes. Then he followed her:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think I understand, Cynthia," he said gently. "Of course it isn't a +very high and lofty business we're engaged on. That's right enough. +And when you consider the sort of people our party's going to be +composed of--the dissatisfied, the ambitious, the timid, and just a +few who believe Fanshawe's bill a bad thing--the manœuvre doesn't +look very pretty. So if you don't want to go, don't."</p> + +<p class="normal">But Cynthia had changed her mind.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No. I'll come, Harry," she said. "It's too late to be half-hearted +now. I'll certainly come."</p> + +<p class="normal">She turned back into the room, and picking up her gloves from a table +went upstairs. Harry Rames had no doubt that he had hit upon the +reason of her disinclination to go to Bramling. But as Cynthia ran up +the stairs she kept saying to herself nervously like one who would +frighten fear away with words:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps no one will notice it. Very likely no one will notice it. And +if they do, they will think it an accident."</p> + +<p class="normal">She had not been considering at all the worthiness of these autumn +manœuvres. She had been thinking of a picture by Romney which hung +in the dining-room of Bramling, a picture which she had never seen, +but which yet she knew to be a portrait of herself. She had, however, +promised to help in the making of the great career and this was one of +its critical moments. It was, as she had said to Harry, too late to be +half-hearted. If she failed him now, she failed him altogether. She +must take the risk that others would notice the resemblance--and +amongst the others, perhaps even her grandfather Colonel Challoner +himself. To one determination, however, she clung. She would admit no +kinship with the Challoners. Nothing should persuade her, neither the +old man's loneliness nor his disappointed hopes. She held the name and +the family in horror, though the name and the family were her own.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXVI</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_26" href="#div1Ref_26">THE PICTURE AT BRAMLING</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Bramling is the very house for a conspiracy. It lies in Dorsetshire, +hidden away at the back of the grass-walled town of Wareham on the +road to no where. A stream runs past its door down to Poole Harbor, +and its windows look across grass meadows to where the sea-cliffs lift +against the sky. Hither through one October day came in old-fashioned +flies and private motor-cars the inhabitants of the Cave--Cynthia +amongst the last of them with a foot which hesitated to cross the +threshold. There were thirty in all assembled in the drawing-room when +the dinner-gong sounded, eighteen men and twelve women. Colonel +Challoner, to Cynthia's satisfaction, had to give his arm to Lady +Lorme, the wife of an ex-Under Secretary of the home office who had +quarreled with his chief and resigned. She herself was taken in by +Robert Brook. Reluctance and curiosity struggled for mastery within +her as she entered the dining-room, and took her seat. She would not +look up at the walls, yet she could hardly but look up, and she sought +furtively around the dinner-table whether any noticed the picture and +her resemblance to it. But no one was looking at any picture at all. +Not a remark was made or a glance thrown to show her where it hung. +She looked more boldly at her companions, and coming to a greater ease +began with enjoyment to laugh at herself. Not one person at the table +was devoting a thought to her at all. They were all very busy, +drinking their soup and talking rapidly like uncomfortable people who +fear that if once their speech flags they will never find anything +more to say. They were in truth an uncongenial company, held together +by a single link, their eagerness to harass their own government. Even +Robert Brook, who knew Cynthia well, was talking to her with +incoherence in his agitation lest the gathering at Bramling should +fail. She heard Sir Faraday Lorme, a big red-faced man of sixty with a +bull-neck, say across the table to Charles Payne, one of the eight who +genuinely thought Fanshawe's bill a bad experiment:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course, as a rule, you know I don't act with you, but--" and the +rest of the sentence was lost to her ears, but it seemed to her that +fully half of those present might have said as much to their +neighbors. Further along the table she caught sight of Mr. Andrew +Fallon, a dark white-faced man who had only joined them because his +wife had been signally and publicly snubbed by the wife of a Cabinet +Minister. Cynthia could see the wife on the opposite side of the +table, a portly over-dressed woman with an overbearing voice; and on +behalf of all her sex she felt grateful to the Cabinet Minister's +wife.</p> + +<p class="normal">A singularly gentle voice drew her attention. She turned away from +Robert Brook, to find at her other side Mr. Howard Fall.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have spoken in the lobby, Mrs. Rames," said Howard Fall timidly. +"Captain Rames was kind enough to introduce me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, indeed," said Cynthia. "Oh, I am glad that you are here."</p> + +<p class="normal">To her Howard Fall was, with the exception of her husband, the +most interesting man in the room. She welcomed his presence +whole-heartedly. He was intellect, he was modesty. Even now at her +implied compliment he was blushing like a young girl and his eyes +shone with dog-like gratitude. Howard Fall was then about fifty years +of age; and though he was but a contemporary of Harry Rames in the +House of Commons, he had already acquired there a special place of +high distinction. Of too acute and logical a mind to be a good +party-man, he harried with a pleasant voice and most destructive +criticism, now his own party, now his opponents. He had one great +quality in common with Cynthia, he was quite without affectation. He +would make a brilliant speech with extraordinary diffidence. But he +made it, and a genuine word of praise or thanks delighted him, as a +schoolboy is delighted with a sovereign. With the mild manners of a +curate he combined the courage of a soldier. If he had ideas to +express--and he generally had--no thought of prudence could hinder him +from expressing them. Indeed, he drew a gentle contentment from the +knowledge that as a rule they were troublesome to those whom he +nominally supported. Cynthia had heard him more than once from the +ladies' gallery, and had admired his honesty and his courage. For the +moment she was enheartened by his presence. It put confidence into +her. With him to help, Harry might indeed put up a fight against Mr. +Devenish.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I didn't know," said Howard Fall, "that Captain Rames was going to +speak against Fanshawe's bill. Otherwise, of course, I should have +been in the House to support him;" and the "of course" struck all +Cynthia's comfort from her. It was so significant of the man. He was +born predestined always to revolt. Any party of two had him for a +third. Cynthia glanced disconsolately to where her husband sat at the +end of the table. But he showed no sign of misgiving. He was talking +energetically to the four people nearest to him, and he only paused +when her eyes rested upon his face. She turned away again and there +above the head of Colonel Challoner, who was sitting exactly opposite +to her, she saw at last the portrait glowing upon the wall.</p> + +<p class="normal">For the moment she had forgotten it. Now it caught away her breath. +She sat and stared at it. It was the portrait of a girl of seventeen, +dressed in white from the big straw hat with its flapping brim to the +shoes upon her feet. There was but one touch of color, a broad shining +ribbon of bright blue looped about the crown of the hat, and thus +dressed, the girl stood in a field of sunlight and corn, looking +straight out from the picture, with a great curiosity and eagerness in +her dark-blue eyes. She seemed to be looking upon the gates of a world +of wonder--gates which with a most tantalizing tardiness were slowly +opening to let her through.</p> + +<p class="normal">Was she herself indeed like that? The question rushed into Cynthia's +mind. As pretty as that? It was impossible. Yet she had been +recognized because of it. Just so then she must have looked that +morning when, after sending her neglected telegram to Captain Rames, +she had stood at the edge of the wheat on the Daventry estancia. Yet +nobody recognized her now. She had the features of the girl in the +portrait, the broad forehead, the straight, delicate nose, the fair +hair, the big dark-blue eyes. Yet nobody recognized her. Perhaps, +however, she had gone off. She was getting old. A gentle melancholy +descended upon Cynthia. The fear lest her likeness to the girl in the +picture should be remarked had quite gone since she had seen the +picture. She was now rather hurt and indignant that no one had noticed +it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lady Lorme gave the signal a little while afterward, and the ladies +rose and left the men to their cigars and their discussion. Colonel +Challoner opened the proceedings with a pompous, unnecessary little +speech. He welcomed his guests, and he reminded them at considerable +length of the object of the gathering. He concluded with a question as +to whether any honorable member present had any views as to the best +procedure to be adopted.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Harry Rames, "if I may make a suggestion. There are +eighteen of us here. I propose that we now go carefully through the +list of members and consider how many more we can get to join us, upon +whom we can count. I have Vacher's list here;" and he drew out from +his pocket the familiar little paper-covered book with the names and +addresses of the members.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think that's the first thing to be done," a man agreed from the +other end of the table. He was a Mr. Edgington, a little, square, bald +man with short side-whiskers, who seemed a cross between an attorney +and a stable-boy. He was one of the many men in the House who have a +subject. He had mastered the Housing question; he really knew the +facts, he had the figures at his fingers' ends, and he had counted +upon his knowledge to take him straight through the doors of the Local +Government Board. But the doors had remained closed, and he had turned +gadfly in consequence--a gadfly that trumpeted but had no sting. "To +be sure about the men who will stand out against the pressure of the +Whips, who will not be frightened into line by their local +associations, who retain, in a word, some self-respect and some +veneration for the independence of the House of Commons--that is our +first requisite," he said floridly.</p> + +<p class="normal">The company then went carefully through the list and marked off twenty +fresh names as the names of men who might be inclined to join the +revolt. It was arranged that discreet letters should be written to +them on the following day, and Robert Brook was appointed secretary by +an unanimous vote.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course we shan't get them all," said Lorme.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And of those we do get, some will shirk when the division bell +rings," added Howard Fall.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No doubt," said Rames. "But if we can carry thirty men into the +opposition lobby on the second reading, we shall have made a +demonstration which will go far to kill the bill. It will mean sixty +on a division. It will leave the government with a comfortable +majority. We all want that of course,"--a chorus of approval, more or +less sincere, greeted the remark--"But it will also mean that the +government will hardly be able to force the bill through its committee +stages by a drastic use of the closure."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Exactly," said a tall, bearded man with a strong Scotch accent, who +up to this moment had held his tongue. He represented a northern town +of Scotland, and was one of the eight who were opposed to the measure +first and last because they believed it harmful to the country. +"Exactly. The demonstration is very well, but if the bill is to be +killed, we will have to kill it in committee. And to prepare for that +must be our chief work here, Colonel Challoner."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Rames. "Mr. Monro is right. We must go word by word +through those clauses of Fanshawe's bill, which we are fairly certain +Devenish will incorporate in his measure. We must formulate +amendments, and we ought, I think, to agree, to some extent, upon the +speakers to move them. It will, of course, have to be a provisional +arrangement--" and he was interrupted by a strident voice which +belonged to a sandy-haired hunting-man with a broad red face who would +have seemed totally out of place in any conspiracy.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. Devenish may sell us a pup. He's a deuce of a clever fellow is +Devenish. Let him get wind of your partridges, Challoner, and he'll +sell us a pup for a sure thing."</p> + +<p class="normal">"All the more reason we should keep our gathering quiet," said +Challoner. He looked round the table with an impatience which had been +growing upon him during the last half-hour. "I think that's all we can +do to-night."</p> + +<p class="normal">"About all," said Monro. "There is just this suggestion I would like +to make. I know a man whose business is land, and he is most +experienced in it; and I thought that if you would like, I would send +him a telegram to-morrow, and we could employ him to help us in +framing these amendments. He is a partner in Beevis and Beevis, the +land-agents in Piccadilly."</p> + +<p class="normal">"By all means, do," said Challoner. "We all agree to that, don't we? +And now let us join the ladies."</p> + +<p class="normal">He sprang up and opened the door like a man in a great hurry. When he +entered the drawing-room, he crossed it at once to Cynthia's side.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was sorry, Mrs. Rames, that I couldn't take you in to dinner +to-night. I would have liked very much that on your first evening at +Bramling you should have come in with me. For, as you know, I somehow +associate you with this house."</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked at her with a very direct inquiry in his eyes. But Cynthia +would not respond to it; and he sat at her side with a wistfulness in +his voice and his words against which she had a little trouble to +protect her heart. But she did, for she was alarmed. When she had met +him before he had spoken rather as though he wished that they were +related. To-night he spoke as if he suspected that they were.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Beevis arrived the next afternoon, and for the rest of the week, +while the morning was given to the partridges and the amusements of +the country, the afternoon and the evening found the Cave busy upon +the bill. Amendments were formulated and shared out amongst them, +whilst it was by general consent left to Rames to raise the question, +first of all, on the Address at the beginning of the session and then +to move the rejection of the bill later on when it came before the +House upon its second reading. Good progress, in a word, was made, +and, to the delight of all, no whisper of this conspiracy crept into +any of the daily papers. They were examined anxiously every day upon +their arrival at eleven, and laid down with relief. Cynthia could not +but laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I never would have believed that you could have found so many members +of Parliament reluctant to see their names in the papers," she said to +her husband.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, it's astonishing what modesty they can develop," he replied.</p> + +<p class="normal">But though Cynthia laughed, the work, the concealments, the sort of +restrained excitement which was diffused through the house, began to +have their effect upon her. She was getting color into her life at +last, she assured herself, even if it was only a dingy color. +Moreover, she had the opportunity to compare her husband with his +rivals in the career. Indeed, he had but one real rival in that House, +Howard Fall. And though he lacked the subtlety of his intellect, he +had a swifter initiative, a more telling vigor of phrase. As for the +rest he stood head and shoulders above them all, and they knew it and +looked to him to lead them. If he did not share the strong convictions +of the honest men, he overtopped them by sheer ability, and as to the +others he knew nothing either of their malice or their fear. Thus they +all came hopefully to the last day of their visit; and then at one +o'clock in the day the thunderbolt fell.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a Sunday and the whole party had just settled down to luncheon +when the whir of a motor-car floated into the room. It was followed by +the sound of a door opening and shutting, a pleasant and familiar +voice was heard to inquire for Colonel Challoner, and the next moment, +ushered in by the butler, Mr. Devenish entered the room. Consternation +ran round that luncheon table like a wind across a field of corn. +Colonel Challoner sprang up hastily with every sign of discomfort.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My dear Devenish, I am delighted to see you, I am sure. You are just +in time for luncheon." He called to the butler to lay another place at +his side. "I didn't know you were in the neighborhood. You should have +let me know."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I didn't mean to do that," said Devenish dryly. He ran his eye from +face to face with a twinkling glance. Cynthia herself could hardly +restrain a laugh. The independent members of the nation's Parliament +looked so singularly like a set of school-boys' caught by a master in +the planning of a rebellion.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Quite a large party, eh, Challoner?" he said with a smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, yes," replied the colonel. "The partridges, you know."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, the partridges, to be sure. But I didn't know that Howard Fall +shot at anything but ministers. And even they only get winged, eh, +Fall?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Devenish strolled round the table and shook hands with Fall. Fall, +however, was one of the few who was quite undisturbed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, but I am looking to practice to improve my shooting," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">A place was now laid for Devenish. Colonel Challoner called to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will you come and sit here, Devenish?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly," replied the smiling minister. "But I should first of all +like to shake hands with all my friends;" and quite slowly he walked +round the table and shook hands with each of the men present and those +of the ladies whom he knew. He was in the best of tempers, and he had +a cordial word for every one except for Captain Ramos. To him he +merely said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah!" and the accent of his voice had in it no note of surprise. It +was the ejaculation of a man establishing something which he had +suspected. Then he walked to his place and sat down.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There are eighteen members of Parliament, Challoner," he said +pleasantly. "I hope that I have forgotten no one. Let me see!" Again +his eye ranged round the table, obviously registering in his memory +the identity of Challoner's guests. "No, eighteen members of +Parliament. Have you got a partridge left?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames leaned forward and met smile with smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have just left one for next year," he said, "and we have been +making a careful note of the piece of land on which we think we shall +get him."</p> + +<p class="normal">Howard Fall was delighted. For he loved courage. But the others of +that company were more than ever confused and disconcerted.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He's giving us away," said one of the weak-kneed in an indignant +whisper to Andrew Fallon. Fallon's white face was twisted in a grin.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He's cutting down the bridge behind you, my friend. And I don't think +he's a bad judge."</p> + +<p class="normal">Meanwhile Devenish returned the direct gaze of Captain Rames. There +was no pretence between these two. Their eyes met; they challenged +each other, Rames with perfect good-humor, Devenish with a certain +grimness in his smile. He nodded his head toward Rames and tightened +his lips. There was not a man at that table who could not construe the +gesture into words.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are the leader here, Rames. Very well, we'll see."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Devenish turned to his neighbor. It was Cynthia, and even to her +he talked for a little while with reserve. Rames had been correct in +his diagnosis of the man. A good-humored fighter as a rule, he lost +his good-humor when the attack was made upon his flank. He had begun +his own political career with side-shots at his leaders from the +front-bench below the gangway; but he did not rejoice when the same +disposition of battle was planned against himself. However, luncheon +and the proximity of a beautiful woman appeased him as they should. He +began to talk freely; his smile lost its grimness, his natural +geniality flashed bright.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Tell me one thing," he said suddenly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It depends--" said Cynthia warily.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very well then. Tell me another thing. Why does your portrait hang in +this house?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia's cheeks flamed. She looked swiftly across Devenish at Colonel +Challoner. But he was giving no heed to them.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you think it's like me?" she asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It <i>is</i> +you," he replied.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No one else has noticed the resemblance all this week," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Devenish glanced along the table.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, look at 'em," he said contemptuously, and they both laughed. +Lady Lorme rose at that moment from the table, and Mr. Devenish, +pleading the distance he had to travel, took his departure.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have enjoyed myself very much, Challoner," he said as the colonel +came out with him to-the doorway. "I can't tell you how glad I am that +I thought of dropping in upon you for luncheon. I am going back to +London now. Good-by."</p> + +<p class="normal">He mounted into his car and drove gaily off. In the dining-room behind +him, the sandy-haired man was saying over and over again to the +dismayed conspirators--</p> + +<p class="normal">"He'll sell us a pup. He'll sell us a pup. I'll bet you a monkey, +he'll sell us a pup."</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">That night, when the men went upstairs, Rames passing from his +dressing-room into his wife's bedroom found her still up and sitting +by her fire.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We go back to-morrow, Cynthia. It has been a long week. I hope you +haven't been bored."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," she said. "I haven't."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you think of them? Will they run away when the fight comes?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not all," said Cynthia. "But even of those who stay with you, there's +not one who is a match for Mr. Devenish."</p> + +<p class="normal">She spoke with some warmth in her voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You like him?" said Harry Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think he's a big man," she replied.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames, who was standing looking into her mirror, suddenly swung round.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Shall I tell you why you say that, Cynthia?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because he's the only man except myself who has noticed your likeness +to that very pretty girl on the wall of the dining-room. I heard him +mention it to you at luncheon."</p> + +<p class="normal">He burst out into a laugh as he spoke; and in a moment or two Cynthia +joined in the laugh. So Harry Rames too had noticed the resemblance. +She laughed and her eyes laughed with her lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">"After all," said Harry Rames, "we get some fun out of it, don't we, +Cynthia?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Cynthia and her laughter died away. "We get some fun out +of it, Harry. That's just what we do get"; and her eyes turned away +from him to the fire.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXVII</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_27" href="#div1Ref_27">DEVENISH REPLIES</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Captain Rames had arranged to travel by a train which ran directly +into Warwickshire through the outskirts of London. It left Wareham at +mid-day, some two hours later than the fast London trains, and though +Cynthia had wished to escape in all the hurry of the general +departure, she had found no sufficient reason. She and her husband +were thus the last of that company at Bramling, and when all but they +had gone, Colonel Challoner turned from the front door whence he had +been speeding his guests, and invited her to walk with him in the +garden. Cynthia in a flurry began to search for excuses, and before +she found one realized that the moment for excuses had already gone. +She turned and walked with Colonel Challoner into the red-walled +garden where his fruit and flowers grew. The half-hour which ever +since the first evening at Bramling she had intended to avoid was, +after all, upon her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is not very much to see now, Mrs. Rames," said the colonel, and +without any change of voice he added, "I learnt just before the +session ended that you had come from South America."</p> + +<p class="normal">"From the Argentine," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But you are English-born, of course?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, yes, of course," said Cynthia. "But I never came to England until +five years ago. I was brought up partly in Buenos Ayres and partly on +the Daventry estancia two hundred miles to the south-west of Buenos +Ayres. My name was Cynthia Daventry."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia rattled off her story to spare herself his questions, and for +a few minutes he walked by her side in silence. But he was not +altogether to be deterred.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I had a son in South America," he continued. "He went out +under--rather unhappy circumstances. He took a young wife with him. +She ran away to join him. They went to Chile. There a daughter was +born--my granddaughter."</p> + +<p class="normal">"On the other side of the Andes," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Colonel Challoner. "You were never in Chile, I suppose?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia answered without any hesitation and in a voice schooled +perfectly to indifference.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, yes, once. I have seen Valparaiso."</p> + +<p class="normal">Colonel Challoner was deceived by her indifference. To him, with the +particular intention of his question filling his mind, it was as +though she had said she had never been in Valparaiso at all.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I knew nothing of what my boy was doing, Mrs. Rames," he continued, +"nor that he had a daughter. He left England under a cloud. I gave him +what money I could afford and--I had done with him. Perhaps I was +harsh--I did not think that I was. But--well, it's not so easy to have +done with people when they are your own flesh and blood, and after a +time I began to make inquiries. I heard of the daughter then."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes?" said Cynthia. She looked up into his face inquiringly. She had +dreaded this half-hour of acting lest the changes of color in her +face, and the unevenness of her voice, should betray her. Yet now that +the half-hour was here she played her part with ease.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I heard that Jim and his wife and his child had all perished in one +of the earthquakes, eighteen years ago. And there was I, you see, +alone again, but alone for life now."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am sorry," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But the news was wrong," the old man continued with a sudden +violence. "My son--died," and he plainly substituted that verb for +another, "only five years ago. I received a cutting from a newspaper. +I sent out again at once to South America a man whom I could trust; +and I discovered that Jim was not killed by the earthquake, nor was +his daughter. He carried her up the valley toward the Andes--tramped +away, since Valparaiso was ruined, with his daughter in his arms. He +wouldn't leave her behind. No, he must have carried her across the +Continent. There was good in Jim, after all, you see--only I, his +father hadn't the sense to see it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Colonel Challoner was not aware that it was just the weight of the +little daughter in Jim's arms which had made his journey across the +Andes possible and profitable. Cynthia left him all the comfort of his +delusion, and all its remorse, since the remorse was so completely +outweighed by the comfort.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's the last I have been able to find out," Colonel Challoner +resumed. "They disappeared up into the mountains together, and years +after Jim--died--in the Argentine. As for the daughter, I have come +upon no trace of her. She may have lived. She may have died. Had she +lived she would have been just about your age, Mrs. Rames."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Indeed?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I suppose that you never heard of her?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What was her name?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Even that I can't tell you. There was a daughter. That's all I know."</p> + +<p class="normal">Colonel Challoner waited with his eyes upon Cynthia's face. He longed, +yet he hardly dared to hope for an answer. It would be such a +wonderful thing for him if the girl facing him in his trim +brick-walled garden had when a child eighteen years ago been carried +in Jim's arms over the stupendous passes of the Andes. Surely if it +were so, she must admit it now out of gratitude for Jim's devotion. +But Cynthia made no reply and he moved slowly to the door of the +garden and held it open for her to pass out. She went from Bramling +with her secret still her own, though some remorse was now her penalty +for keeping it. She could not quite get rid of the picture of the old +man at the open door in the high red-brick wall waiting wistfully for +an answer to a question which he could only suggest. But she had made +her plan and with a certain stubbornness--almost a hardness which +marked this phase of her life--she had abided by it. If Colonel +Challoner had said clearly and formally that he made no claim upon +her, that he did not ask her to take her place in the family of +Challoners, then she would have acknowledged what he plainly +suspected. But he had imposed upon himself no such condition. On the +contrary she had been led to believe that he would claim her; and that +was intolerable to her thoughts. She did not argue or reason; she +recollected. And what she recollected was a night of horror when her +father had claimed her for the ruin of her body and her soul. When she +stepped into the train she made a silent vow that she would never come +to Bramling again.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's a strange thing," said Harry Rames as they were travelling +across the country, "that two strangers to Bramling, Devenish and +myself, noticed your extraordinary likeness to that picture on the +wall, and Challoner who has sat beneath it most nights of the week for +years didn't. It had become so familiar to him, I suppose, that it had +ceased to have definite features."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's how things happen," said Cynthia, and this time she uttered +the phrase with relief. "When you know people very well, you cease to +notice the changes, you lose count of how they look. But when we first +met at Ludsey he did claim to recognize me, though he could not fix +upon the place or time. I have no doubt it was because of that +picture."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames agreed. None of Colonel Challoner's suspicions had even +occurred to him. He drifted off to the great subject.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Devenish won't be idle, Cynthia," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," answered Cynthia. "He gives me the impression that even on his +death-bed he would be quick about it."</p> + +<p class="normal">And on the Tuesday morning, the very day after they had reached home, +the <i>Times</i> +brought Harry Rames news which sent him out of his study +in search of his wife.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Look, Cynthia," he said and he handed to her the paper. Cynthia read +the paragraph at which he pointed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mr. Devenish returned to London on Sunday evening and putting off two +deputations which had been arranged for Tuesday left London hurriedly +on Monday afternoon to join the Prime-Minister in Scotland."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia laid down the paper with a genuine sense of consternation. She +was astonished to realize how much she now longed for the success of +Harry's rather dingy plot. Fear was written upon her face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That means--?" she said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That we must look out," replied Rames. He laughed a little as a man +will when the joy of battle is upon him. "Lucky Devenish can't get at +my constituency. I don't know that he would try to in any case. But he +can't.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have Arthur Pynes with you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. And I pledged myself before I was elected to resign at once if +any responsible number of my supporters objected to any action I +thought it my duty to take in the House. Do you see, Cynthia?" and he +laughed again. "That pledge is my safeguard. I thought it would be +when I made it. If any one tries to put pressure upon me, I can always +point to that pledge. I can always ask whether they would like me to +resign."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Suppose they said yes," cried Cynthia in alarm.</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames grinned.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'd get in again if they did. I'd keep nine-tenths of my own people +and get a good lot of the other fellow's because of my independence. +But they won't! No one wants a by-election at Ludsey. Ludsey is too +busy."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I suppose that's true," said Cynthia with a smile of relief. Once +more she had occasion to recognize the accuracy of her husband's +foresight. But there was a little change. The recognition was no +longer accompanied with regret that the foresight was not being used +in a higher cause. She was simply relieved that on this side at all +events the great career was not open to attack.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames took a turn across the room and stopped at the window.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I wonder what his next move will be," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">In a month he knew. The movement was swift and dramatic. Rames was +summoned to London by a letter from the Prime-Minister. He travelled +up from Ludsey in the morning; he reached home again in time for +dinner.</p> + +<p class="normal">"They are raising Lamson to the peerage," he said to Cynthia. "That +means the Under Secretaryship of the Local Government Board will be +vacant. It was offered to me."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia was radiant.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's splendid," she cried.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I refused it," said Harry Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia stared at him. Here was a definite step onward, a step +refused.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why?" she asked in her perplexity.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It would have meant the end of me, had I accepted it. It was offered +to me to make an end of me, to break up the opposition to Devenish's +bill, to show me a traitor to my friends, and an enemy who could be +silenced by a bribe. If I had taken it, not merely the government, but +the House, the whole House, would have despised me. I should have been +done for. I should be an Under Secretary for a year, two years, three +years--after that nothing and never anything so long as I lived. I +refused it, Cynthia;" and he bent over the table toward her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You mustn't blame me. I am not failing you. I was thinking of you, my +dear, when I refused office. An Under Secretaryship? You remember +Challoner's question to Bradley? I should have failed you had I taken +it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia was almost conscious of disappointment. She liked definite +things and here was a tangible sign of Harry Rames's advancement. But +she received confirmation very soon that he had been right in refusing +it.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was at the reception at the Foreign Office in January which marked +the beginning of the session. Mr. Devenish himself came up to her with +a smile. For a moment Cynthia felt an awkwardness at meeting him, but +he was quick to put her at her ease.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Captain Rames did well to refuse office," he said. "I congratulate +you, for I suppose that you had some share in the decision."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," she replied honestly. "To tell you the truth I was a trifle +disappointed."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Devenish shook his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"His whole reputation was at stake. It's character which counts in the +House of Commons. If he had taken that Under Secretaryship, he would +have been pigeon-holed. We should have had the measure of him. We +should not have troubled our heads about him again. For once, Mrs. +Rames, you were wrong; he was right."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia looked at him, her great eyes full of a gentle reproach.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Wasn't it a little unkind of you to offer it then. You are a friend +of mine, aren't you, Mr. Devenish?"</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no anger in her voice, only a wondering melancholy, a kind +of piteous despair that she was living in so graceless a world. Mr. +Devenish stared, then he smiled, and he looked at Cynthia with +enjoyment.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It wants a woman to use that argument, Mrs. Rames. No man alive would +have the nerve. You are out for a fight with me. Yes, but I am a +friend of yours, so I mustn't defend myself." He shook his head. "The +House of Commons isn't a nursery, Mrs. Rames. You have got to stand by +yourself if you're going to stand, neither being kind nor expecting +kindness. Captain Rames stands--and he stands to fight me. Very +well--but you can't expect me to prop him up."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I quite understand," said Cynthia in her iciest manner. "I am not at +all hurt or offended. You mustn't think that, Mr. Devenish," she bowed +to him distantly and sailed off with great dignity. But she had humor +enough to appreciate her discomfiture, and, even as she turned her +back, her lips were twitching into a smile which she did not mean him +to see. But ten minutes later in another of the rooms she came face to +face with him again. He looked at her whimsically, and with a blush +and a laugh she made friends with him again.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Tell me," he said. "Your husband refused the post with decision after +the merest pause for thought, though the offer surprised him. I know +that. Was he troubled about his decision afterward?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not at all," said Cynthia. "He slept perfectly; he ate his dinner +with absolute contentment."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now I am afraid of him," said Mr. Devenish gravely, and he added a +shrewd saying to explain his fear. "Here's the great difference which +makes art and politics incompatible. The men who succeed in politics +are the men who don't worry. The men who succeed in art are the men +who do. Yes, I am afraid of him now, and if I hit hard, Mrs. Rames, +bear me no grudge. I shall hit hard because I must."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia's heart warmed to him. She laughed joyously.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll bear no grudge, Mr. Devenish."</p> + +<p class="normal">"By the way, why isn't he here to-night? He ought to be."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He was here," Cynthia replied. "But a telephone message was brought +to him. Some one had called at our house who was urgent to see him. So +he went home."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Devenish saw Cynthia into her carriage and she drove back to +Curzon Street. The visitor was still with Harry Rames in his study +when she reached home. As she went up to her room she heard his voice +through the door, and once she waked up from her sleep and in the +small hours she again heard his voice. He was in the hall taking his +leave of Harry Rames. Cynthia switched on the light and looked at her +watch. It was three o'clock in the morning. Drowsily she asked herself +who this visitor could be, but she was asleep again almost before the +question was formulated in her mind.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXVIII</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_28" href="#div1Ref_28">WIRELESS</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames, however, told her who it was the next morning as they sat +at breakfast. He had come down late and Cynthia looked at him with +anxious eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You were kept late in your study?" she said, thinking of the critical +week which lay in front of him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames laid down his Sunday newspaper.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Walter Hemming was here."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hemming?"</p> + +<p class="normal">To Cynthia the name was quite unfamiliar. There had been no Walter +Hemming at Bramling.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He was one of my officers on the <i>Perhaps</i>. He has got together some +money, has bought the old ship and is off to the South."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He takes up your work?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. I never saw a man so enthusiastic. Suppose he reaches the Pole, +what then?" Harry Rames laughed contemptuously.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Aren't there discoveries to be made, maps to be drawn of that +continent and something to be learned from the soundings?" asked +Cynthia, recollecting Harry Rames's own book upon his voyage. He shook +his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's all trimmings, Cynthia. You have got to surround your +expedition with a scientific halo. It gets you money, and official +support, and the countenance of the learned societies. But the man who +goes south into the Antarctic goes with just one reason--to reach the +Pole. Why? You can't give a rational answer to that Cynthia. No one +can. Such men are just driven on by a torment of their souls."</p> + +<p class="normal">No stranger watching Harry Rames as he speculated with an indulgent +smile upon the aimlessness of Walter Hemming's long itinerary could +have imagined that he had once himself led just such an expedition. +Even Cynthia found the fact difficult of belief. By so complete a +dissociation of spirit he was cut off from the race of the wanderers.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let a man become insane in the East," he continued, "and he's looked +upon as a holy man, touched by the finger of God. The fellows who go +South and North are our holy men of the West." He turned back again to +his newspaper, and then uttered an exclamation:</p> + +<p class="normal">"They have offered that Under Secretaryship to Edgington!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course he'll refuse it," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He has taken it. There's the first defection."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A traitor. I never liked him. He was thinking of himself all the +while," said Cynthia, with a heat which made Harry look toward her +curiously. She had not been wont to side so heartily with him and his +plans in the days of the contest at Ludsey. He became suddenly aware +of the remarkable change which had come over her character since that +date. She who had blamed him with all the enthusiasm of a romantic +girl because he would not take the high road, now walked the low road +herself with her eyes concentrated, even more closely than his, upon +the pathway at her feet. A pang of remorse made him wince.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shouldn't wonder," he answered drily, "if Devenish says the same of +me."</p> + +<p class="normal">But his comment fell upon inattentive ears. Cynthia's eyes had been +caught by the blank, cheerless look of the street outside. It was a +morning of black frost. There was no fog, but there was no glint of +sunlight, either. London lay unburnished, like an ill-kept yacht, and +the emptiness of Sunday made it dreary beyond all words. The chill of +that day and the fevers of the week to come caused Cynthia's heart to +sink. A vision rose before her eyes with unexpected vividness of +another place where life ran occupied with smoother matters. Not in +Warwickshire, but over far seas. She thought with a sudden poignancy +of longing of the Daventry estancia where to-day the golden leagues of +corn would be rippling to the sun and the cattle searching for the +rare blades of green in the burnt pastures. Remorse came to her as it +had come to her husband. So seldom had she thought of that spacious +and wide place which had lain so close to her adopted father's heart. +He had prayed her to go thither from time to time. Greatly she wished +that she were there now.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's a pity Mr. Hemming stayed so late," she said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, that's all right," replied Harry. "My amendment can't come on +before Wednesday. It may not be chosen at all. And there's always the +possibility that the Land Bill may not be mentioned in the King's +speech. However, that's not likely. We shall know to-morrow."</p> + +<p class="normal">The Land Bill was mentioned as one of the principal measures of the +session, and Harry handed in at the clerk's table his humble prayer to +His Majesty that no solution of the land question would be found +lasting or real which did not provide opportunities for the +acquisition of small farms as freehold properties. Thursday was set +aside for the discussion of Rames's amendment, and the fact that it +was deemed of sufficient importance to take precedence of a host of +other amendments was in itself regarded as a triumph by his adherents.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Go your own way over it," Robert Brook advised in an agitated voice. +"Don't sink your personality in a conventional speech. You must strike +a special note on Thursday. The third bench below the gangway and the +corner seat. That will be the best place for you. You command the +House from there. And we'll be all together around you. It's a great +thing to have some voices to cheer you at your elbow. Howard Fall will +speak in support of you. He always gets called." Robert Brook ceased +from his stage-managements to whisper with a lengthened face, "By the +way, have you heard?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What?" asked Harry.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That Challoner's weakening. Yes, it's true. The whips have been +getting at him, I expect. At all events he came to me pleading that +the amendment need not be pressed to a division if we get anything +like a friendly reply."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames smiled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We shan't get that. I'll take care not to get it. So you can agree +with Challoner. We can't afford to let any one break away now. I'll +speak to him myself."</p> + +<p class="normal">The colonel strenuously disavowed any faintness of heart. "You must go +to a division, Rames, unless you get a satisfactory reply. That's +understood. We've got to stick to our guns. I think we all know that. +Edgington's example isn't one any of us would care to follow. No. All +my idea was that perhaps the government might be willing to take our +view, but unable at this moment to say so publicly. However, don't you +worry about us. Think of your speech, Rames. We look to you to do +something unusual on Thursday."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry went away to his study and from his documents and blue books +labored to hammer out some spark of his own which should set fire to +the Thames or to that portion of it at all events which flows under +Westminster Bridge. He woke at five o'clock on the Thursday morning, +and lying in bed repeated his speech word by word to himself. Then he +dismissed it into the chamber of his memory to wait until it was +needed. But the knowledge that the day was to be one of supreme +importance to his career hung over him all that forenoon. The labor +was over and therefore the strain upon him was the heavier. His nerves +had free play and he wandered restlessly from room to room, calm +outwardly except for some spasmodic movements which people +unacquainted with him would never have remarked, but inwardly a +creature in torment. He had pitted himself against his own government. +The enormity of his presumption grew with every lagging hour. Failure +to-day would cover him with ridicule. He saw himself as one of those +bubbles ripe for pricking with which the House of Commons is +perpetually iridescent. Before twelve o'clock he was already looking +at his watch lest he should be too late to fix before prayers the card +in the slot at the back of his seat which would reserve his place for +him during the day.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia, with a covert fear, watched his fever, but said never a word, +either of comfort or inquiry. It was her part to notice nothing of his +agitation. She had claimed, when he had asked her to marry him, her +share in the troubles and the terrors which went before the public +success. But married life had taught her that much of her share must +come to her by guesswork, by intuition, by observation, by any means +except those of question and answer. So she said little and left Harry +Rames mostly to himself, only coming upon him now and again on some +indifferent errand, when they would speak for a moment or two, he +chiefly at random and upon any chance subject which came uppermost in +his mind. Thus once he said abruptly:</p> + +<p class="normal">"There was a stamp struck. Did you ever see it, Cynthia?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," she answered; "you must show it to me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will; I have a specimen somewhere. I'll look it out."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do," said Cynthia in a voice which conveyed that it would be a +particular joy to her to see that stamp.</p> + +<p class="normal">But she was quite in the dark about it. She had no notion at all that +he was speaking of that great territory which he had discovered far to +the south, beyond the ice-floes, beyond the open blue water. It had no +inhabitants but the penguins; yet since Rames had spent a winter of +darkness on its inhospitable shores and had annexed it for Great +Britain, a penny stamp had been struck and postage duly established. +The recollection passed in and out of Harry Rames's head, with a +hundred trivial thoughts and memories. And it was the mark and +consequence of his agitation that his mind acquired an extraordinary +and unnatural lucidity so that his thoughts became swift visions of +things with a small but surprisingly clear definition, as though he +saw them through a diminishing glass.</p> + +<p class="normal">In this supersensitive spirit he walked down Parliament Street at +half-past one in the afternoon on the eastern side of the road; and +when he had come opposite to the Horse-Guards, he suddenly stopped. +Behind the Horse-Guards' Arch and a little to the north rose the great +red building of the Admiralty where Cynthia and he had been made +acquainted with one another. But it was not of the first meeting nor +of the quarrel which ended it that Harry Rames was thinking. He was +not looking at the main mass of the Admiralty Building, but only at +the three grayish-blue domes which surmounted it. From these domes +rose three tall spars at the points of a triangle, each of them rigged +and dressed with wires to which were attached curious little hoops and +contrivances of cane like Catherine wheels set for a night of +fireworks. He was gazing at the mechanism of wireless telegraphy.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had passed those poles either just here or on the other side of the +Horse-Guards' Parade in St. James's Park on every day when Parliament +was in session; and no doubt he had often enough lifted his head and +seen them with the blind eyes of a man for the landmarks he habitually +walks by. But this morning his imagination was made acute by a night +of wakefulness and the tension of his nerves, and he was sensitive to +all the suggestion of that aerial toyshop of contrivances. He stopped. +He almost fancied that he heard--so keen was the lucidity of his +senses--the messages of distant ships, here tumbling on seas of storm +there upright on seas of sunshine, whizzing homeward to the dim +smoke-wreathed city, crowding the air. He almost fancied that he saw +them, the myriad bright spokes of an illimitable wheel which hung +poised roof-high over all the world. His thoughts were swept quite +away from England, and the roar of Whitehall died from his ears. He +saw the big roadsteads of the East and West Indies and anchored +vessels mirrored in waveless seas. He saw the meetings of ships in the +narrows of the great trade-routes, barkentine and schooner, tramp and +liner, and in and out amongst them like the gray shadows of sharks +seen beneath the water, the long cruisers of the fleet.</p> + +<p class="normal">He walked on like a man in a dream. He left the busy harbors and the +great trade-routes behind him. The stately procession of vessels +receded and now he saw only one--a little, full-rigged, black-hulled +ship quite alone on a silent sea, the <i>Perhaps</i>, reeling down with all +her canvas drawing, from her sky-sail to her spanker, reeling down +with the water breaking from her broad stern bows into the mists of +the south. The picture was so vivid in his mind that he could see the +brightness of the binnacle and the wheel spinning in the helmsman's +hands. He paused again to consider why, and paused with a curious +sense of comfort. Once before, on the occasion of his maiden speech, +the vision of a ship had risen before his eyes. But then it was fear +which had evoked the picture. He had longed to be safely upon its +bridge doing the thing he knew how to do. Now he had no such fear. He +was nervous, but he had no desire to run away, he had no terror that +the necessary words would fail him, he had no longing to stand upon +the deck of the <i>Perhaps</i>. He was strung up for the contest of the +afternoon. He walked slowly on and turned in at the gate of Palace +Yard, and still the <i>Perhaps</i> +fled southward before his eyes.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXIX</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_29" href="#div1Ref_29">IN THE LADIES' GALLERY</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">An hour later Cynthia drove down to the House of Commons, anxious and +yet expectant of triumph. For on this afternoon Harry Rames should +particularly excel; the occasion was so confederate with his gifts. In +debate he was as yet too inexperienced to shine with any brilliancy. +His success had been made with prepared speeches. He had not as yet +the art to handle words with such precision that he could express +vividly in an argument across the floor just what he meant, and no +more and no less. He was not at ease with his vocabulary when a sudden +call was made upon it, and his lack of ease became manifest and +spread, as it always does, discomfort. He was in a word on the way to +becoming a polished debater but as yet he was at school. This +afternoon, however, he had not to reply, not to intervene in the +middle of a discussion; his business was to make the set speech which +set the debate going. And here he was on his own good ground. He could +prepare the vivid phrase and, a quality perhaps still more important, +he could speak it. He had an invaluable gift which had stood him in +good stead when he had delivered his maiden speech. He was able so to +deliver a carefully concocted speech as to give the impression that he +was thinking aloud. He gained his effect by an apt breaking off of +sentences and a recommencement, by a sudden drop to the homeliest of +colloquialisms, by a seeming deliberation in the choice of his words, +so that the picturesque and living sentence, which had been so +carefully thought out, appeared to leap new-minted from a furnace of +conviction. He had been shrewd enough to recognize with his own +unflattering estimation of his powers that an amendment to the address +provided him especially with a rare opportunity.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Cynthia reached the ladies' gallery she had some trouble to find +a place whence she could command the House. The gallery was full, +since it was the beginning of the session. For the same reason the +House itself was not. Even though questions were being asked of the +ministers, a time when the House is seldom less than crowded, there +were to-day vacant spaces on the benches. The real business of +Parliament would not begin until the debate on the Address was +concluded. Members still lingered in the country or the south of +France. Rames's amendment was considered rather as a dress-parade than +an engagement. It was not expected that he would press his views to a +division. At the last moment suave words from a Cabinet Minister would +no doubt dissuade the recalcitrant as they had done a thousand times +before.</p> + +<p class="normal">But his supporters were there clustered close below the gangway on the +three back benches; Howard Fall two seats away from Harry Rames, +chirruping gently and rubbing his hands together with delight; beyond +him the sandy-haired man from the Shires with an eye on Devenish upon +the treasury bench, and prepared at any moment for the production of +that threatened pup which the Minister for Agriculture was sure to +sell them; beyond him again Colonel Challoner and the timid spirits +all trying to look unconscious and most of them pretending that they +only occupied these particular seats by the merest accident. But they +were in full view. Robert Brook had seen to that. They were labelled +plainly and legibly, and if some of them shirked at the last moment, +they would still get the credit of having shared in the revolt. In +front of all were the earnest men who believed the policy of Devenish +to be dangerous. Behind all under the shadow of the gallery were the +young bloods, all as convinced as their graver seniors in the front, +but still youths spoiling for a row and totally unawed by the +frockcoats of the treasury bench. Their business was to cheer and to +ejaculate, not to speak. Thus had Robert Brook disposed his forces for +the battle. He himself sat between Harry Rames and Howard Fall, and, +looking about him, was proud of the array.</p> + +<p class="normal">Before questions had come to an end Cynthia had squeezed herself into +a place on the first row of seats behind the stone grille. She had now +from her aerie the whole group within her view, or rather, the tops of +all its particular heads. She waited impatiently. Every now and then a +sudden fluttering like the waving of little flags ran with a crackle +of sound along the benches below and showed that another page of the +question paper had been turned. Questions must now be coming to an end +surely, she thought in her ignorance. Her mistake was colossal. The +Speaker had only this moment come to the questions of the Irish +members, and there was a postmaster in Ballymena who had last week +committed the hideous crime of refusing a registered letter at two +minutes to eight by the church-clock. Upon this important matter, by +question and supplementary question, the Imperial Parliament was +forced to concentrate its attention till the hands of the clock above +the door pointed to a quarter to four. Then the Speaker rose, a buzz +of talk mounted to Cynthia's ears, a few members called upon by name +came forward from behind the Speaker's chair to the clerk's table with +private bills, others drifted out into the lobby and the tea-room and +the smoking-rooms. Then once more the Speaker rose. His canopied chair +was just beneath Cynthia. She could not see him but she heard his +voice quite clearly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Captain Rames."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames rose amidst vociferous applause from his own group and some +cheers from the opposition. The personal question flashed into +Cynthia's mind.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will he look up toward the gallery in which I am sitting?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He threw his head back. It seemed that he did look up. Cynthia leaned +forward as though across that distance her eyes could answer and +sustain him. She forgot that the only light in the gallery was fixed +against the wall behind her, and that nothing more individual of her +was visible upon the floor of the chamber than the wide sphere of her +hat.</p> + +<p class="normal">He was not so nervous, she realized at once, as he usually was. +Nervousness gave to his voice a peculiar vibration which was not +without its effect in arresting attention. Cynthia missed it now. But +the sentences which she already knew by heart followed one behind the +other spaced and regular as the waves of a calm sea. She forgot that +little significant omission of manner. She followed the argument as +she knew it, and it was developed step by step as it had been +prepared. Harry Rames had spoken for five minutes when a lady on +Cynthia's left whispered in an audible voice to her neighbor on the +right:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thought you told me that Captain Rames was a brilliant speaker."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not I, dear," came the reply. "These men of action are seldom +effective in their speeches. I shouldn't expect him to do better than +he is doing."</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia moved indignantly. The poor woman must be off her head. But if +she did not know what good speaking was, she might at all events hold +her tongue. She looked down again into the well of the House and +became perplexed. The benches were actually emptying. The double doors +opposite to her which led from the chamber to the lobby were swinging +silently backward and forward with a perpetual motion as the members +passed out, and the space just in front of those doors where members +may stand and where she had seen them stand packed on other days while +Harry spoke, was almost empty. There were just one or two standing +there, but they were obtaining orders for the galleries from the +sergeant-at-arms. Then the voice at her elbow spoke again in an accent +of resignation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He is very, very dull."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia clenched her hands. She would have dearly liked to have boxed +her neighbor's ears. Was he dull she asked? And the dreadful +continuous buzz of voices, which always rises when a speaker has lost +the attention of the House, rose from the benches below to answer her. +With a sob only half suppressed Cynthia was forced to admit the truth. +The incredible thing was happening. Harry Rames at the crisis of his +fortunes was signally failing.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If he fails it's partly my fault," she thought. "I helped in the +preparation of the speech."</p> + +<p class="normal">For it was word for word the prepared speech which he was delivering, +the very phrases chosen for their simplicity and their force were +uttered in their due place. Yet the effect was dreary beyond measure. +Even the ardent spirits beneath the gallery had ceased to applaud; +they sat back in the shadow, all their enthusiasm quenched. A still +worse sign, Mr. Devenish had laid his writing pad and his fountain-pen +on the table in front of him; he took no more notes, he leaned back +with his arms folded and his eyes closed, a typical picture of a +Cabinet Minister, a man inured to patience and the bed-fellow of +boredom.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why is Harry failing?" Cynthia asked of herself despairingly. And the +answer came from her neighbor.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You know, my dear, I don't believe that what he's saying is nonsense +if one only had the necessary concentration to follow it. But his +delivery's so bad that he makes attention impossible."</p> + +<p class="normal">Again Cynthia was constrained to admit the criticism. The chosen +sentences were uttered, but no conviction winged them. Harry's gifts +of speech were that afternoon quite hidden. He was as one delivering a +recitation which by constant repetition had become at once meaningless +and automatic. His voice trailed away into lassitude. There was no +spirit behind any word.</p> + +<p class="normal">The buzz of conversation increased, a protesting voice called "Order, +order," and then Harry faltered and stopped, stopped quite noticeably. +A general cheer rose to encourage him--for the House of Commons can be +generous, especially to those who are dropping out of the race--and +twisting his hands together suddenly, almost with the air of a man +waking from a dream, Harry Rames staggered on again. Cynthia's heart +went out to him in a rush of pity. What he must be suffering! He had +staked so much upon this afternoon. So much had been expected of him. +Cynthia's thoughts went back to the week at Bramling. With what high +hopes that company had counted upon his leadership!</p> + +<p class="normal">"If he would only finish!" she prayed. She looked upon him as a man in +torment. She leaned her elbows on the rail in front of her, closed her +ears with her thumbs and shut her eyes. She took at once with the +exaggeration of her years the blackest view.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He has attacked his own government and frightened no one. His career +will be affected, perhaps ruined. A really bad mistake may take a man +years to overcome in the House of Commons. Who was it said that? Mr. +Smale. This is a really bad mistake. The debate itself may collapse. +That would mean ruin."</p> + +<p class="normal">So she reasoned until in a clap the truth of the mistake came upon +her, its cause, its meaning.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I ought to have foreseen his failure," she murmured. "It was bound to +come. Sooner or later it was bound to come. For his heart is never in +the theme but always in the career."</p> + +<p class="normal">She might indeed have looked upon it as a retribution, a just +retribution.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And a year ago I should so have looked upon it," she reflected, and +sat back in her seat amazed at the change which two years had wrought +in her. The magnitude of it was now for the first time revealed to +her. Success following success, each in its anticipated sequence, had +sealed up from her the knowledge of herself. It had needed the failure +to reveal it.</p> + +<p class="normal">She leaned back in a confusion of her emotions. She heard no longer +any word of the debate. For a little while the House of Commons +vanished and was not. She glanced swiftly backward across the months +of her married life and detected one by one the indications of the +change. Gradually she had ceased to clamor for ideas, she had come to +look only at the man and she had desired him to tower above his +fellows, because that was his desire. And the reason for the change? +She jumped to it with her heart on fire. She loved him.</p> + +<p class="normal">But while she thus began to make her account with herself a +perfunctory cheer and the Speaker's distinct pronouncement of another +name broke in upon her reckoning. The voice of her neighbor brought +her back to earth.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mr. Howard Fall. I hear he's quite a favorite speaker."</p> + +<p class="normal">The turn of the words recalled irrelevantly to Cynthia Harry's +indignant story of the elector who had told him that he was well +patronized in Ludsey. The recollection brought a smile to her face. +But the smile faded as her anxieties came home to her. Would the +debate collapse?</p> + +<p class="normal">Howard Fall was already upon his legs seconding the amendment; and in +a little while she saw members enter through the doors, stand for a +moment at the bar and then as though here was matter worthy of their +attention, slip into places upon the seats. Cynthia's first feeling +was one of relief. Yes, the House was undoubtedly filling up. Then, as +a burst of laughter followed upon one of Fall's sallies against +Devenish, a sharp pang of jealousy pierced her. The lady at her elbow +incensed her by a laugh of approval--a ridiculous snigger Cynthia +termed it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, now <i>he's</i> +really brilliant," she said, and Cynthia had to hold +herself in, so impelled was she to explain to the lady exactly what +she thought of her judgment and her manners and her family and of +everything which appertained to her. But she did not. She remained +outwardly calm, though inwardly she seethed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mrs. Rames," a quiet voice called to her from behind. She turned and +saw Robert Brook. She left her seat and went to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What's the matter?" she asked anxiously, her heart leaping with a +fear of calamity.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nothing," Brook reassured her. "Your husband asked me to look after +you. He can't well leave the House." Another burst of laughter +intermingled with applause rose up to them. Devenish had petulantly +interrupted Howard Fall, and interruptions Howard Fall thrived upon. +"Isn't he in splendid form?" cried Brook with enthusiasm.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No doubt," said Cynthia, eyeing him coldly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Brook looked at her quickly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps you would like some tea Mrs. Rames. Shall we go? The debate +will tail off for a bit after Fall has finished."</p> + +<p class="normal">He led the way to the lift. Cynthia hurried after him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why?" she cried. "And what do you mean by tailing off?" There was an +impatience in her voice with which Brook was unfamiliar. "Do you mean +that the debate will collapse?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, no," he replied. "But the big-wigs won't speak until later. The +subject is much too important to drop for want of argument. Indeed, +there are enough men eager to speak to carry the debate well over +to-morrow, if that were possible."</p> + +<p class="normal">They came out from the lift and walked down the long corridor toward +the lobby between the rows of books protected by their frames of gilt +wire. Robert Brook continued cheerfully:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Rames, to be sure, wasn't at his best in opening the debate. But no +man is always at his best. There's not a soul in the House who doesn't +know that."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then this afternoon won't put him back?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why should it? It was he who had the shrewdness to recognize the +opportunity which this question affords, and to select this particular +line of attack. He engineered the whole movement. That's known. And if +he carries his own people into the division lobby with him, and the +opposition into the bargain, he will have established a fine +reputation for Parliamentary capacity. That counts, Mrs. Rames, take +the word-of an old hand. That counts here more than speech-making."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Does it?" cried Cynthia, smiles breaking through the tragic gloom of +her countenance. But the smiles vanished. She shook her head +wistfully. "You are merely saying this because you see that I am +troubled."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But it's none the less true. This House has a corporate life which is +rather difficult for those who are not members of it to understand."</p> + +<p class="normal">Robert Brook certainly seemed very well contented. Cynthia, however, +was not satisfied.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But will he carry his people with him into the division lobby--now?" +she asked. "Won't they a little have lost faith?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not a bit. You see Howard Fall has quite saved the situation," Brook +replied cheerily, and Cynthia suddenly stepped on ahead. The name of +Howard Fall was beginning to exasperate her. She stopped, however, as +they came into the round hall of the lobby.</p> + +<p class="normal">"On the whole," she said, with the loftiest impartiality, "I liked my +husband's speech a good deal better than I did Mr. Howard Fall's. +Perhaps on a second thought you will too, Mr. Brook."</p> + +<p class="normal">She surveyed him steadily with a pair of cold blue eyes, and then her +face suddenly dimpled to a smile of appeal.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You really mean that I can't see him?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The man who starts a discussion must hear it out. That's a sound old +rule, and if it's not so religiously kept as it used to be, the House +of Commons is the worse."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can send him a little note at all events."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Certainly. Write it and I'll give it to a messenger."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A messenger!" said Cynthia doubtfully. "Will it be sure to reach him? +It's rather important."</p> + +<p class="normal">Brook smiled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very well. I'll take it in myself, Mrs. Rames."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia took a little diary from the bag she carried, tore out a leaf, +scribbled hastily:</p> + +<p class="normal">"You did splendidly. Everybody thinks so. Cynthia;" and having calmly +perpetrated that obvious untruth, she twisted up her message and +handed it to Brook. The sandy-haired man from the Shires was drifting +about the lobby. Brook called to him. "Look after Mrs. Rames for a +moment, will you?" he said, and hurried off through the swing-doors.</p> + +<p class="normal">It seemed a very short time to Cynthia before he came back, though in +that short time she had not so much as addressed a word to her +companion. She looked at Robert Brook's hands. They were empty and a +shadow passed over her face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did you give it him?" she asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I passed it along the bench and saw that it reached him. I didn't +wait for him to open it."</p> + +<p class="normal">The shadow passed from Cynthia. She was disappointed now, but not +hurt; and in a second the disappointment passed too. This was not the +day on which small things should be allowed to sting.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now you'll have some tea," said Brook.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, I don't think I will stay any longer to-day, Mr. Brook," she +replied. Now that her fears were dispersed she was in a hurry to get +away and be alone with her new secret. "I am keeping you from the +House, and you are our Whip, aren't you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The flattery did not compensate Mr. Brook for his loss. The privilege +of parading a pretty and well-dressed woman before the envious eyes of +less fortunate colleagues is one which no member of Parliament, not +even its sedatest representative of non-conformity, would forego +without regret; and in a remote philandering way, Robert Brook was a +kind of lady's man. Cynthia was wearing a trim coat and skirt of dark +velvet, and from a coil of fur about her throat her face rose like a +summer flower, and was framed in the wide border of her blue hat.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My duties are light just now," he protested, but Cynthia lifted up +her hands in her great muff appealingly and coaxed him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You will let me go now, Mr. Brook, won't you?" Her eyes besought his +permission as though without it she could not go, and Mr. Brook was +duly reduced to subservience.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-by," said Cynthia, and she swung off, the long ends of her stole +swinging about her hips, and her step indescribably light. Robert +Brook watched her pass down the corridor to the rails where the +visitors waited, and sighed in a melancholy fashion. It seemed to him +for the moment contemptible to be a bachelor. For there was something +strangely appealing about Cynthia, to-day--a winsomeness, a warmth. +She seemed all a-quiver with youth. A swift variety of moods swept +across her face in lights and shadows, and gave to her vitality. Her +feet moved with a dancing buoyancy. All that Robert Brook felt the +sandy-haired man from the Shires summarized in one reflective +sentence:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I should like to kiss that girl," he said. "It would do me a great +deal of good."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXX</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_30" href="#div1Ref_30">THE LETTER</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia ran down the broad flight of steps into Westminster Hall, and +skimmed across the historic flags of the ancient building without a +pause. What at this moment was Charles the First to her, or even Mr. +Gladstone? She came out into Palace Yard and drove home through the +dusk just as the lamps in the shop-windows were beginning to bring +some gleams of cheerfulness into the black February streets. She sat +back in the corner of her car with her muff tightly held against her +breast as though to cherish close some knowledge treasured there. When +she reached her house she let herself in with her key and walked with +secret steps into Harry's study. Once there she locked the door and +with the firelight dancing upon the walls to keep her company, she sat +down to make her reckoning with herself. But in truth the reckoning +was already made.</p> + +<p class="normal">The great bargain, on her side at all events, was a bargain no more, +could never again be a bargain. A veritable revolution had taken place +in her that afternoon. She knew it from the depth of her sympathy with +Harry in his failure--above all from the surprising sharpness of her +disappointment when Robert Brook had returned with no answer to her +scribbled message.</p> + +<p class="normal">For the failure as a factor in their fortunes she cared not a straw. +Indeed, she welcomed it, since it was that which had wakened her. She +had believed herself to be defective in the quality of passion, and +her sense of the defect had hurt her like a bitter humiliation; she +had envied wistfully the other women who possessed passion, even the +wantons who flaunted it. Now the humiliation was gone. She rejoiced. +She leaned back in her chair with her eyes closed and sailed over +magical seas which were joyous and golden. She loved. She was like +some lady of old Italy lit to swift flame by the first kiss from her +lover's lips. Only it was a trivial irony in closer keeping with our +modern days that what had kindled her who had demanded ideas, was a +failure due to nothing but the lack of them.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia rejoiced; for she loved. That pain and disappointment were in +store for her she did not doubt. But she ran forward to meet the pain. +She was young. Sooner all the pain in the world than the placidity of +years without fire or inspiration. She recognized frankly that though +upon her side the bargain was no longer any bargain at all, it still +was just a bargain to her husband. A sign had been given to her that +afternoon, a little sign, yet great in its significance. She had +pleaded to herself as she sat in the ladies' gallery that when Harry +rose, and just before he began to speak, he had looked up to where she +sat, as though he were conscious of her presence, as though he drew +strength from it. But he had not looked up. Even at the time she had +known that he had not.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I merely pretended to myself that he had," she frankly admitted now. +"His movement was nothing more than the natural muscular action of a +man bracing himself for an effort." She herself, Cynthia, had not +been, she felt sure, at that moment, in the remotest of his thoughts.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If Harry had changed toward me as I have toward him," she argued, "he +would have looked up, not only because he wanted to, but because he +would have remembered what I had said to him on that very point the +afternoon when he asked me to marry him."</p> + +<p class="normal">But in spite of her conviction she rejoiced. Some kinship she could +claim with Juliet. For all her longing was to give and to give, and +still to give. She had sought desperately for color in her life. +She had welcomed politics in the hunt for it. She had it now and to +spare--enough to daub the world. The handle of the door was tried and +through the panels her astonished maid told her the hour. Cynthia +sprang up and unlocked it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall dine at home to-night," she said. "The cook must get me some +dinner, anything."</p> + +<p class="normal">The maid reminded Cynthia that she had arranged to dine with some +friends and visit a theatre. "I know," said Cynthia. She had made the +plan so that she might not spend in loneliness the anxious hours of +this evening. But since she had made the plan the world had changed +its hues.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You must telephone and say that I can't come," said Cynthia, +remorselessly, as she ran upstairs.</p> + +<p class="normal">Whilst she dressed she considered what she should do with this +wonderful evening. She meant to spend it alone--yes, but that did not +quite content her. Somehow it should be made memorable. Something she +must do which, but for this day of days, she never would have done. +Something which must not merely mark it as a harbor boom marks a turn +of the channel, but must be the definite consequence of it. Cynthia, +in a word, went down to her solitary dinner much more akin than she +had ever been since to the girl who, eager for life with the glorious +eagerness of youth, had run down the stairs on the morning of her +seventeenth birthday into the dining-room of the Daventry estancia. +Half-way through dinner the thing to do, in order fitly to commemorate +the day, came to her in a burst of light.</p> + +<p class="normal">She went back to Harry's study and sitting at his writing-table, +composed with great care a letter of many pages. The hours passed as +she wrote and rewrote, and glancing at the clock before the end was +reached, she saw that it was already past eleven. Then she hurried. +The division at this moment was being taken. Within the hour Harry +would have returned; and indeed she had only just folded her letter in +its envelope when his step sounded in the hall.</p> + +<p class="normal">She heard the door open and shut. He was in the room. But she kept her +head bowed over her letter lest her face should betray her over much. +Nor for a moment did she speak, since she did not quite trust her +voice. It was Harry who spoke first.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have come back? I did not expect you so soon."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I never went. I stayed at home."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! You are not ill, Cynthia?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No. But I felt that I had been rather hard and cruel----"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, yes, I can be." Cynthia was stamping down her envelope with an +elaboration of care which almost suggested that it was never meant to +be opened. "I was in this case. So I stayed at home and wrote a letter +to make amends. I should very much like it to be posted to-night, +Harry. The servants have all gone to bed. I wonder if you----"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course. You are afraid that you might change your mind about it in +the morning."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not at all," replied Cynthia with a laugh. Harry Rames walked over to +the table.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Give it to me, Cynthia," he said; and at last Cynthia raised her head +and rather shyly her eyes sought his face. At his first glance she +stood up quickly and she did not give him her letter. Harry Rames was +standing, his face white and drawn and harassed. He had been answering +her vaguely, as though the words came from him by reflex action rather +than through a comprehension of what she said. For a moment Cynthia +was afraid to speak. The beating of her heart was painful. Then she +laid her hand upon his arm.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Something has happened, Harry?" she faltered.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Something terrible," he replied, and walking to the fire he warmed +his hands at the blaze like one smitten with a chill.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The debate collapsed? Your people didn't follow you into the lobby? +Oh, Harry!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She went to his side.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No. That's not the trouble. We did better in the division than I had +anticipated. Of course we had the labor party solid against us. But +that we had reckoned on. On the other hand, some of the Irish members +came along with us, and it had been expected that they would all +abstain. No, we ran the government majority down to thirty-one. +Devenish is shaken, I can tell you. He passed me after the division +was over, without a word and white with passion. No, Cynthia, we did +very well." He moved away from the fire and sat down in the chair at +his writing-table. "I took all my people into the Division Lobby with +me--except one."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia put out a hand and steadied herself against the mantel-piece.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Except one?" She turned toward him, her face troubled, her eyes most +wistful. "One failed you--one alone. Oh, Harry, it wasn't Colonel +Challoner?"</p> + +<p class="normal">But though she asked the question, she did not need the answer. Her +foreboding made her sure of it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It was," replied Harry, and Cynthia turned again to the fire. A +little sob, half-checked, burst from her. Then she tore the letter +which she had been at such great pains to write, across and again +across, and dropped the fragments into the fire.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The Challoners are no good," she said, in a voice curiously distinct +and hard.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't say that, Cynthia," Harry Rames answered gently.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do say it. I ought to know."</p> + +<p class="normal">The words were uttered, and only then she realized what she had said. +She looked quickly toward her husband, but he gave to her cry no +particular significance. His brain seemed to register her words, not +to comprehend them. Cynthia was conscious of a great relief. Loud at +her heart rose a hope, a prayer that in all things, all qualities, +even to tricks of manner, she was her mother's child, and had nothing +of her father. Never would she acknowledge her relationship with that +family. Never would she admit her name. Her first resolve and instinct +had been right. The Challoners were no good.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, I should not say that, Cynthia," Raines repeated. "He's dead."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia turned swiftly upon the word. Her dress rustled as she turned, +and when that sound ceased there was absolute silence in the room. +Cynthia stood by the mantel-shelf still as stone. Her face was white, +and a look of awe overspread it. With her lips parted and her eyes +troubled and wondering she watched her husband. Harry Rames sat with a +large silver paper-knife in his hands, looking absently straight in +front of him. And in a little while he broke the silence by absently +tapping with the blade of the paper-knife upon his blotting-pad. The +sound roused Cynthia. She moved to a low chair close to the +writing-table.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Dead? Harry, I don't quite understand."</p> + +<p class="normal">The tapping ceased.</p> + +<p class="normal">"His heart was wrong. He died in the Division Lobby--actually while +the division was being taken."</p> + +<p class="normal">"In the Division Lobby? But you said you didn't take him with you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I didn't. He was in the Government Lobby."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia's face contracted with pain. A low moan burst from her. "He +was actually voting against you!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry added reluctantly:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Our revolt killed him." Cynthia sat down in the chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Tell me everything, will you, Harry?" she entreated, and thus the +story was told her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The Whips got at Challoner. You know Hamlin, don't you? But you don't +know his methods, Cynthia. He doesn't bully you if you revolt. He +doesn't threaten. He takes you affectionately by the arm and makes you +feel a beast. His round brown eyes survey you with a gentle and +wistful regret. You leave him, convinced that he personally will be +dreadfully hurt if you vote against the government. You are glad to be +rid of him as you are glad to be rid of a man whom you have injured; +and within the hour he is at your elbow again, pursuing the same +insidious, amicable strategy. That's how he worked on Challoner, and +Challoner was not the man either to withstand him, or to tell us +boldly that he was going to--"--"rat" was on the tip of his tongue, +but Rames caught the word back and substituted "change his mind." "So, +do you see, he stayed with us to the last minute. It was arranged that +the division should be taken at eleven. As soon as the Speaker rose to +put the question, Challoner, who had been standing at the bar of the +House slipped out through the lobby and down the stairs to a little +smoking-room on the opposite side of the passage to the big strangers' +smoking-room. That room is very often quite deserted. Few people, +indeed, use it at any time. In a corner of that room he sat behind a +newspaper all of the ten minutes during which the division bells were +ringing."</p> + +<p class="normal">"To avoid meeting any of you?" asked Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I suppose so."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But how do you know he was there?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"He was seen by one or two of the Irish members who did not intend to +vote at all. They went into the room while the bells were ringing and +saw him."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I understand."</p> + +<p class="normal">"As soon as the bells stopped, as soon, in a word, as he was quite +certain that we should be all in our lobby, he started up quickly. +There is just a little time between the moment when the bells cease +ringing and the moment when the lobby doors are locked. But it is only +a little time. If you want to vote you have to hurry. Challoner was a +good distance away, and he had a flight of stairs to ascend. He +hurried, he ran; I expect, too, that he was agitated. His courage had +failed him. He must prove his loyalty to his official leaders at all +costs. He reached the lobby in plenty of time. Monro, you remember +him, the Scotchman? He was at Bramling."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He saw Challoner. He was standing by the entrance door of our lobby. +We were in the 'No' Lobby, for the question we had to vote upon was +that the original words of the Address 'stand part,' and to enter the +'Aye' Lobby a man must pass our entrance door and traverse the House. +Monro saw Challoner hurry past the door, and thinking that he had +mistaken our lobby and was under the impression that the question he +had to vote upon was that the amendment be substituted--in which case, +of course, we should all have been in the 'Aye' Lobby--he called to +the Colonel. Challoner didn't hear, or wouldn't hear. He hurried on, +and once inside the Government Lobby, collapsed onto the bench which +runs along the sides. He died within a couple of minutes."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames ceased. The shock of this swift calamity had driven from +Cynthia's thoughts all her indignation against the Challoners. She +pictured to herself that old, unhappy, disappointed man, dropping at +last between the shafts, the pack-horse of politics. Not even the +insignificance of an Under Secretaryship had come to requite him for +his tedious years of service. And it never could have fallen to him. +That she recognized. Again the silence was broken by the tap-tap of +the paper-knife upon the blotting-pad.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's a Juggernaut, that House, isn't it? You said that once, +Cynthia," said Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I did? I don't remember."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia was perplexed by his distress. Sensibility was not to be +counted amongst his qualities. Yet he sat there with trouble heavy +upon him, and every now and then a shiver of the shoulders, a shiver +of repugnance.</p> + +<p class="normal">"This has shocked you terribly, Harry," she said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. I have known death before now, but never death without any +dignity. That's what I find terrible." He paused for a moment and then +said in a low and distinct voice:</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am to blame for it, Cynthia."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You?" she exclaimed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. I ought to have left him alone. I ought never to have taken +advantage of his disappointments. I dragged him into the revolt to +serve myself--yes, that's the truth, Cynthia. We both know it. I +dragged him in without giving him and his character a thought. He was +the real party hack. To him the men upon the treasury bench were as +gods walking the earth. A nod from one of them in a passage, a +hand-shake in a drawing-room, a little private conversation with a +Cabinet Minister in the Division Lobby--that was the kind of food +which sustained him through how many years! And he was a good cavalry +officer once, I am told." Harry Rames suddenly swung round toward his +wife. "That's strange, isn't it? Very strange. He must have come into +the House of Commons twenty years ago a very different man. But I +suppose the walls closed round him and crushed the vitality out of +him. You had a phrase about such men--the prisoners of the House of +Commons. He was one of them. I did a cruel thing when I enlisted him. +For I might have known that he must desert. I am to blame for his +death."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," Cynthia protested.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Even if you might have known that he must desert, you couldn't have +foreseen that he would hide from you till the last moment."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's just what he would do."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Even so, you didn't know, Harry, that he had heart disease."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Would it have made any difference to me if I had?" And that question +silenced Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames fell again to tapping with his paper-knife upon the +blotting-pad. He tapped aimlessly, the silver handle flashing in the +light, the ivory blade striking and resounding. But gradually an +intention seemed to become audible in his tapping. The taps came +quickly, three or four together, then were spaced, then streamed +swiftly again like sparks from an anvil. The noise began to jar on +Cynthia's nerves.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't do that, Harry, please," she said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I won't," said he, throwing down the paper-knife.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You might have been sending a telegram."</p> + +<p class="normal">"By wireless, eh?" he said with a smile, and then a curious look came +into his face. "I was," he said slowly. Cynthia drew back in her chair +with a queer feeling of uneasiness.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not to--?" she began, and stopped short of the name. She glanced +furtively around the room. She was suddenly chilled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"To Challoner? No," he answered. He had hardly been aware of what he +was doing, and he wondered now why the idea to do it had thus +irrelevantly entered his head. No doubt an instinctive desire to get +relief from the obsession of the sordid tragedy of Challoner's death +had prompted him. But, whatever the cause, he had been tapping out, +in accordance with the Morse code, a message to the little, black, +full-rigged ship far away upon Southern seas.</p> + +<p class="normal">He sprang up from his chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There's a letter you wanted me to post, Cynthia. I had forgotten it. +Give it to me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It dropped into the fire," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry looked into the fire; a torn fragment or two had fallen into the +grate.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I dropped it into the fire," said Cynthia. "For I had already changed +my mind about it."</p> + +<p class="normal">The long letter which she had torn up at the first news of Colonel +Challoner's defection, the letter which was to commemorate that +evening, had been written to Colonel Challoner, and admitted that she +was the daughter of his son.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXXI</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_31" href="#div1Ref_31">M. POIZAT AGAIN</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"There is a man at the door, madam. He says that he is a Ludsey man, +and that he worked for Captain Rames during the election."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was midday. Cynthia had her hat on and was at the moment buttoning +her gloves.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Tell him that Captain Rames is at the House of Commons now, and that +he will be back at home by five," she said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The man asked for you," said the footman.</p> + +<p class="normal">"For me? Did he give a name?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No. But he said that you would know him."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia shrugged her shoulders.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very well, Howard. Show him in."</p> + +<p class="normal">Visitors who would not give their names but claimed to be citizens of +Ludsey were not infrequent while Parliament was in session. They +usually came with the same request--the loan of their fare home, where +they had relations to look after them; and they were usually +impostors, who had not so much as seen the spire of St. Anne's Church. +But, on the other hand, there was always a possibility that the case +might be genuine, and Cynthia made it a rule to see them. She had +already got her purse out of her bag when the door was opened. But she +dropped it when she saw her visitor.</p> + +<p class="normal">"M. Poizat," she cried, and she held out her hand to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">M. Poizat, however, did not take it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You have been kept waiting. You should have sent in your name."</p> + +<p class="normal">M. Poizat shook his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Would you have received me if I had, Mrs. Rames?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are very kind."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia looked at him with a closer scrutiny. Certainly the M. Poizat +who confronted her was the merest shadow of the sprightly inventor of +Lungatine. The elasticity had gone from his wonderful legs. No longer +he danced when he walked. His arms hung loose at his side, and the +potency of his elixir had quite failed him. He was now a really old, +small man. Indeed, he seemed to have diminished in stature and to have +shrivelled in breadth; and his eyes were red, as though he had lately +wept. Thus much had been taken from him. Yet something had been added, +the dignity of a man whom calamity has overtaken.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why am I very kind to receive you?" Cynthia asked gently.</p> + +<p class="normal">M. Poizat stared at her incredulously.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then you do not know what has happened to me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No! Sit down and tell me."</p> + +<p class="normal">But M. Poizat remained standing.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have no longer a friend in the world. I have no longer a house. I +have no longer a wife. All is gone."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't understand."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, I know. Ladies do not read their newspapers very carefully. If +the men, too, were like you! But all the same you will have heard of a +case which a few days ago was making a great stir in Paris--the Jobert +case."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But you have not followed it in detail."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No."</p> + +<p class="normal">The intricacies of that gigantic case of fraud were indeed difficult +to follow even for those who gave to it their attention. Nor did +Poizat do more than give to Cynthia a necessary outline. Monsieur and +Madame Jobert, the latter being the protagonist of the conspiracy, had +borrowed over a course of years immense sums of money on the strength +of securities which were supposed to exist in a sealed safe. The case +could not be opened since a fictitious action by claimants, whom +Madame Jobert had invented, was perpetually being deferred in the +courts of law. At the last, however, the creditors of the Joberts had +obtained authority to break the seals, and a safe which was absolutely +empty was exposed. The Joberts alleged a theft, but they were arrested +and prosecuted.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You see, Mrs. Rames, the one hope of the Joberts upon their trial was +to establish the existence of a great sum of money which the +securities supposed to be stolen could represent. What was this money? +How was it come by? And when? Who bequeathed it? Madame Jobert was +examined upon these questions by the juge d'instruction week after +week, during a whole year. Lie after lie she told. Each explanation +she put forward was sifted and proved a lie. At last she cried:</p> + +<p class="normal">"'It is true. I have lied. I do not wish France to remember what she +should forget. I have not told my secret. But, if I must, I will. The +great fortune exists. I will tell its origin when I am on my trial; +but I warn you, Monsieur le Juge, the revelation will convulse France +from the Mediterranean to the Channel.' That is what she said. No one +believed her. In Paris, indeed, they had already begun to laugh. +Almost they loved her. She was a criminal but magnificent in her +crime.</p> + +<p class="normal">"'La Grande Clothilde,' they named her. What <i>blague</i> +would she have +ready for the Cour d'Assizes? No one was alarmed, least of all I, a +little restaurant-keeper in a city of the Midlands. Yet this last lie +of hers ruined me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ruined you?" cried Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes; it is strange, is it not? A great trial like that in Paris, a +woman in the dock snatching at any defence or delay; she tells a story +so ridiculous in its application that it sets all Paris in a delighted +roar of laughter; and that story which could not save her, drags into +the light a little man of no importance, who has been hiding his head +in a foreign country for thirty years."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, but if the story is a lie?" cried Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Its application was the lie. It did not explain that fictitious +fortune of the Joberts. But the story itself was true," said M. +Poizat. He sat down in a chair in a queer, huddled attitude, with his +knees and his feet together, his hands joined upon his knees and his +chin sunk upon his breast. He seemed to have composed himself to be +hit at. "I am amazed," he said. "It seems that one has never quite +finished with anything one has done until one is dead. Here is a part +of my life which I had buried. Then come thirty years, each one adding +its layer of oblivion. Then comes La Grande Clothilde, who has never +seen me, nor been seen by me. Look! I was laughing with everybody +else. We take in the <i>Petit Parisien</i>. I read the trial in the +evening, day by day, to my wife. We both amused ourselves by wondering +what will be the great secret which La Grande Clothilde has to reveal. +Then comes the day of the revelation, and in Ludsey my newspaper falls +from my hands and my wife, who has been my wife for twenty years, +looks upon me as a stranger."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia's face changed. The gentleness and the pity vanished. She drew +in her breath sharply as though alarm knocked at her heart.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Something out of your past life has come alive, quite unexpectedly +after all these years, and has snatched you back," she said slowly, as +if she were comparing the words with others she had once heard spoken. +"Quick! Tell me!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She bent forward with her eyes intent upon M. Poizat's face, and fear +growing in them more and more visibly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You remember, Mrs. Rames, the night before the election at Ludsey. +You were all having supper in the hotel after the meeting. I came in +and was asked by Captain Rames to join you. There was a man who +claimed to know me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, yes, Colonel Challoner," cried Cynthia, with a rising +excitement. She remembered that supper-room at Ludsey, and the queer +moment of sensation when Colonel Challoner, gaunt and menacing, had +recollected, and M. Poizat, in a panic, had denied the recollection. +Some vague notion, too, of the defence which Clothilde Jobert had made +a week ago returned to her. She began dimly to understand the disaster +which had overtaken her little visitor.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He remembered that he had seen you--Wait! Now I have it-- In a long +corridor, in Metz, in '71."</p> + +<p class="normal">M. Poizat nodded.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The corridor of the Arsenal. Colonel Challoner--it's so you call +him?--he was right. More than once I went along that corridor. I went +to see the Marshal Bazaine."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," replied Cynthia. "And Madame Jobert accounted for the origin of +this great sum of money which the prosecution declared to have no +existence, by stating that it was the price paid to Bazaine by the +Germans for the betrayal of Metz."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is so. No such sum of money came that way into Clothilde +Jobert's hands. But details of her story were true."</p> + +<p class="normal">"For instance?" asked Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That a small farmer, a Frenchman on the outskirts of Metz, called +Henri Poizat, was the go-between in the negotiations between the +Germans and Bazaine."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That was true?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. I am Henri Poizat. With the money I was paid I came to Ludsey +and opened my little restaurant. I did well. I returned to France and +married, and brought my wife back. Then suddenly this news! My wife is +of Lorraine. Her father was of those sturdy ones who would not live +under the German rule, but left their homes in Lorraine and began anew +in France. Conceive to yourself how she looked at me when she read +that statement in the paper, and I could not deny it. She has gone +back to her own people. I have had a letter from her brother. I am not +to come near them. In Ludsey I was pointed at in the streets as the +man who sold his country. My restaurant suffered. My trade began to +vanish. I sold it, goodwill and all, two days ago. As I say, I have no +longer any house."</p> + +<p class="normal">He buried his face in his hands. Cynthia watched him uncomfortably. +She could not blame the wife. Rather she applauded her. She could find +no sincere words of comfort for M. Poizat.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think you had better come back at five," she said, "and tell my +husband your story."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But of course he knows it already," cried M. Poizat.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia shook her head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He would have spoken of it to me if he had."</p> + +<p class="normal">M. Poizat, however, was equally positive.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But it is in the Ludsey newspapers. Captain Rames takes them in, and +reads them of course."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then he must know. Such news is not tucked away in the corner of a +local paper. No, indeed. It was printed on the first page."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Still you had better see him," said Cynthia. She rose as she spoke, +and she spoke a trifle absently, as though her thoughts had been +suddenly diverted from the consideration of M. Poizat's calamity. +"Come back at five. He will advise you."</p> + +<p class="normal">She rang the bell. She was in a hurry now to get rid of the little +Frenchman. Something much more important to her had occurred than +the revelations of La Grande Clothilde. Doubts had flashed into her +mind--doubts which she was in torture to resolve. As soon as Poizat's +back was turned she went quickly into her husband's study. Upon a +side-table, carelessly heaped, with their wrappers still gummed about +them, she counted a dozen of the local papers of Ludsey. They took two +a week, one of each political complexion. It was six weeks then since +Harry Rames had taken the trouble to glance at a newspaper from his +own constituency.</p> + +<p class="normal">She stripped off the wrappers to make sure. Then she turned to the +calendar upon the top of his writing-table. Six weeks just took her +back to the date when Harry Rames had emptied the House with a speech, +and had brought home the tragic news of Colonel Challoner's death.</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry's omission on the surface was trivial enough. But to Cynthia it +was significant and disquieting. For it was not in accordance with the +deliberate prudence which used to mark the conduct of his political +career. To nurse the constituency, to be familiar with its events and +its needs, to respond to it, this had been his first care. Now for six +weeks he neglected even to inform himself about it. And the omission +did not stand alone.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He will be home at five," Cynthia argued, "he who made it a rule to +sit in the House however dull the course of public business."</p> + +<p class="normal">Often of late he had left the House as soon as questions were over and +the usual vote taken upon the suspension of the eleven-o'clock rule, +and had only returned thither upon the stroke of eleven on the chance +of coming in for a division. Cynthia remembered, too, how indifferent +he had been, on the day after he had made his failure, to the +criticisms which the failure had evoked. Mr. Devenish had put in some +biting and effective work in his reply, which should have been gall +and wormwood to the ambitious Harry Rames. But he had not seemed to +mind. The newspapers which supported the Government too had not spared +him. Conceit and presumption were the least of his failings. The <i>Piccadilly +News</i> +had published a cartoon of him as Humpty Dumpty. Yet +he had remained unmoved, though Cynthia had cried her eyes red over +the castigation.</p> + +<p class="normal">Certainly some change had come over him, she reflected, and once more +she was conscious of fear and a sinking heart. For the story which she +had heard this morning from M. Poizat linked itself up in her mind +with the warning of Mr. Benoliel. Poizat's history was not quite an +illustration of the warning. That she recognized. Mr. Benoliel had +bidden her beware of latent tendencies of character, latent cravings +and ambitions, taking their origin from the years in which she had had +no share. It was a definite act which had sprung into being in the +case of M. Poizat. Still Poizat's disaster was a proof of the clutch +of finished things, and of the continuity of life; was an instance +that to turn over the new page and begin to write afresh as she and +Harry Rames had proposed to do, is beyond man's reach. Two lines of +verse, gathered she knew not whence, rang in her brain and would not +be silenced:</p> +<div class="poem2"> +<p class="t0" style="text-indent:-8pt"> +"Our past deeds follow us from afar<br> +And what we have been makes us what we are."</p> +</div> + +<p class="continue">After a year's respite Cynthia was again afraid. Mr. Benoliel was +magnified by her fears into the semblance of a prophet of old.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXXII</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_32" href="#div1Ref_32">THE CALL</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia went that night alone to a dinner party in Seamore Place. But +she was ill at ease and as soon as she could get away she hurried +home. She had not seen her husband that day. He had returned at five +o'clock, had been closeted for a long while with M. Poizat and had +then departed, leaving a message that a series of divisions would +compel him to dine at the House of Commons. The couple, however, had +made it a habit to reserve for themselves, whenever the House was not +sitting late, an hour or so at the close of even the busiest day, and +Cynthia was fairly sure that she would not have to wait long before +Harry Rames came home. As a fact, he was already in his study. The +door was ajar and through the opening the light streamed out into the +hall.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia pushed the door open. Harry was sitting at his writing-table +on the opposite side of the room and studying with a complete +absorption a scroll which he held down unrolled beneath his eyes. +Cynthia stood in the doorway for a moment or two watching him with a +tender smile upon her face, and speculating idly upon the document +which so riveted his attention. For the moment her trouble was quite +driven from her thoughts. He was here, after all, in the house with +her: he, the loved one: and with a sort of fierceness she was content. +Then he looked up and saw her standing in the doorway. His face +changed; he had the aspect clearly of a man at bay. He swept a pile of +letters and printed papers over his scroll, spreading them out. He +rose and stood between her and the writing-table, hiding it from her +view.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are home early," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Earlier than you expected! Yet I am later than you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, I paired at ten o'clock."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I see."</p> + +<p class="normal">The furtive movement of her husband increased her fears and at the +same time wounded her pride. They were to be frank with one another. +That was the pledge which each had given to the other. And here was +the pledge broken, for Harry was definitely practising concealments. +Cynthia, however, did not belong to the tribe of the clamorous. She +stepped within the room and left him to continue the conversation. +Rames spoke hastily to engage her attention.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Poizat came to see me this afternoon."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"He was desperate. We talked over his position. I recommended him to +go to Tangier and settle there. He has a little money. He will find +compatriots, and I should think it's the place where people will be +least likely to trouble about him. I fancy that he will go there. But +it's a bad business to have to start life all over again at seventy."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">She watched him as he walked up and down the room, making up her mind +that on her side at all events the pledge should not be broken.</p> + +<p class="normal">"M. Poizat said something to me which I think is true. That nothing +one has ever done is ever quite done with."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames stopped in his walk. He stood quite still for a few +moments.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, surely that's not true," he said carelessly and resumed his +pacing. But Cynthia was aware of a change in him. Before he had been +thinking of Poizat and his destiny; now he was alert and waiting upon +her words.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I believe that it's more true than he knew. For even if nothing +actual comes of the thing done, it's still there, recorded in the +character. Harry, we are in the clutch of finished things."</p> + +<p class="normal">Her voice rose in a low cry and brought Harry swiftly round upon his +heel. Her words hit him shrewdly, but her aspect more shrewdly still. +She was still standing close by the door. She was dressed in a gown of +pale blue and gold with a bright ribbon of blue in her hair. Her cloak +had slipped from her shoulders to her feet, her gloves were twisted in +her hands, her eyes wide and dark with trouble looked out from a face +which was piteously wistful. She made unconsciously a poignant appeal +to him. The delicate loveliness of her youth and the gay panoply of +her attire contrasted so strikingly with the quivering misery of her +face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What makes you believe that, Cynthia?" He crossed the room to her +side and shook her arm with a friendly gesture familiar to her. +"Poizat's case is not enough to build a world of theory on."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nor do I," replied Cynthia. "I was adding to that case another." +Harry Rames flinched.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What other?" he asked with an effort.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Years ago in Argentina I once listened at a door," she began, and in +Harry's eyes shone a great relief. "What I heard frightened me. I lay +awake in terror all that night. I have lived in fear ever since. I +could not shake fear off even after I knew there was no longer any +cause for fear. I can find causes anywhere. Fear's the truth of me. +Most of the things which I have done have been done from fear."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I never understood that, Cynthia."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I never spoke of it before."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Fear even prompted your marriage?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia looked him frankly in the face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. You were so frank, so honest about yourself. I felt safe with +you. And after we were married--I escaped from fear. I was reprieved."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank you," said Harry with a quiet sincerity. Then he moved away +from her to the fireplace and turned again.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why do you tell me this for the first time tonight?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because fear's awake in me again to-night," she answered simply. "I +have had another visitor today besides M. Poizat."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Howard Fall."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames's voice hardened.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He came to complain of me, I suppose."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It wasn't complaint; it was regret. He thought it would be such a +loss if you ceased to be interested in Parliament. He was afraid that +Colonel Challoner's death had been a shock to you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames looked curiously at his wife.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And what did you say?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"That I knew you well enough to be sure that wasn't the case. He said +you had not spoken once since the debate on the Address and that the +organization against the land bill was tumbling to pieces."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry's face cleared.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There's a very good reason for that. The government programme is +overloaded and Devenish's bill won't come on this year after all. Our +opposition shook their confidence in it besides. No, it won't come +on."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia moved swiftly forward to the fireplace.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You know that?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. Hamlin told me in confidence."</p> + +<p class="normal">"When, Harry?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"A month ago at least. We can always whip up the opposition to +Devenish's bill when it becomes once more a practical proposition."</p> + +<p class="normal">Perhaps after all the Government's change of plan was the simple +explanation of the change in her husband. Cynthia sank down into a +chair. Before now, she remembered, she had tortured herself with +unnecessary fears.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, I am glad. I am glad," she cried. All her heart was in her voice +and tuned it to a note full and low and wonderfully sweet. Harry was +moved by the music of it. There was a joy, a tenderness, which he had +noticed more than once of late, but which had never rung so clear as +it did to-night. He planted himself in front of her with a wry sort of +smile upon his face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Cynthia."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You want me to go on--just as I am going? You are satisfied? There +have been times when you have wanted more----"</p> + +<p class="normal">But Cynthia broke in upon him. She shut her eyes upon her ideals and +her dreams. They were for the girl steeped to the lips in romance, not +for the woman made real by love. Something had come between them. +Something secret. Something which threatened even such community of +life as they had. She was in revolt against it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, yes," she cried passionately. "I do want you to go on. I want +you to make a great career. I want my share in it, my pride in it. I +shall be satisfied. I shall be thankful. Oh, my dear, are you blind?" +She rose abruptly and stood in front of him. "What I want and all that +I want is to keep you." If she had never spoken the words, the +eagerness of her voice and the prayer of her clasped hands would have +uttered them for her. But she had spoken them deliberately. She knew +very well the danger for a woman in telling a man who does not love +her, that she loves him. But she accepted the danger. She was playing +for a great stake that night, and great stakes are not to be won +without great risks. She laid her reticence aside and made her appeal. +But it seemed that her appeal failed. Harry Rames stood watching her, +at a loss for words, with a face which concealed carefully all his +thoughts. Cynthia stooped and gathered up her gloves which had fallen +to the floor.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall go up now," she said.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet she waited; and Harry still was silent. A moment of passion had +caught him unprepared with any words.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What are you thinking about, Harry, so profoundly?" Cynthia asked in +an indifferent voice. His silence was a rebuff most bitter to her. But +she would not betray herself a second time. Her eyes and her hands +were busy with some imaginary fault in the fit of her dress.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That you have never shown me yourself before," he said, moving toward +her. She stood quite still as he came close. He put his arm about her +and she asked quietly:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Wasn't I wise, Harry? It's a little disconcerting, isn't it, when a +woman shows you something you know nothing about. Just a little +disconcerting, isn't it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She left him standing in the room and went upstairs. She had made her +plea with all the frankness which had been the condition of their +marriage. She would not ask for a like frankness in return. It was for +him to give it. She had made it quite plain that on her side she +wanted frankness. More she would not do. Not for anything would she +ask what secret thing he had hidden under the papers upon his table. +But she knew that there was a secret thing and her feet dragged as she +mounted the stairs.</p> + +<p class="normal">She had been in bed according to her reckoning for about an hour when +she heard a noise of the shutting of a door. And the door was the +front-door of the house. Cynthia sprung from her bed and lifting the +blind looked out from the window. It was a dark night, but there was +no fog. By the light of the street lamps she saw a man crossing the +road toward the corner of South Audley Street. He had the look of her +husband. She flung up the window and the sound of his footsteps made +her sure. Her eyes gazing into the tempered darkness of a London +street might well have deceived her, her ears could not. There was no +one else walking in Curzon Street at that moment; the sound of his +footsteps reverberated unmistakably, diminishing as the distance +between him and the window increased. The man who now vanished into +South Audley Street was Harry Rames.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia switched on the light and looked at her watch. It was one +o'clock in the morning. She wrapped a dressing-gown about her and sat +down trying to think calmly, seeking to discover, if she could, some +other reason for his departure than the obvious one. But the obvious +one recurred again and again in her thoughts. It explained everything, +fitted in with everything, as no other reason did. His sudden +indifference to his career, his furtive movement at his writing-table +upon her appearance, his refusal to meet frankness with frankness +could all thus be accounted for. His departure from the house was thus +explained. He had not come up into his room next to hers; he had +waited in his study for an hour; he had given her time to fall asleep; +he had gone out. It was a woman then who had twisted the current of +his life as she, Cynthia, could not, who had moved him to passion as +she even that evening had failed to do. Cynthia raged in fury against +herself for having so weakly betrayed herself. She sat in torture. +Then her jealousy flamed up. <i>That</i>--no! Her pride must give way. If +there was another woman in her story--why then the other woman must +look to herself. Cynthia would fight. She hurried down-stairs into the +study. She switched on the lights and tumbled hither and thither the +papers on the writing-table for the one so swiftly hidden which should +betray the other woman's name and her abode. But she found nothing to +satisfy her. She looked round the room. From a drawer in a bureau +against the wall Harry's keys had been dangling. That she had noticed; +and the keys were gone now. She tried the drawer. It was locked. In +that drawer then was hidden the key to his secret. So much knowledge +at all events Cynthia was sure that she had gained. She went back to +her room and lying in bed ran over all the names of her acquaintances, +even of her friends. She was not in the mood to trust any of them, but +she could not fix upon any of them either. One and all they were cats +and treacherous. Cynthia was no longer afraid; she was simply furious; +and her fury was not diminished when she heard the front-door open and +shut once more, almost noiselessly--so much caution was being used.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Cynthia, though she was right in her facts, had never been so +mistaken in her conclusions. The scroll which Harry Rames had pushed +beneath his papers was simply a chart of the Antarctic seas; whereon +lines distinguished one from the other by the manner of their tracing +recorded the journeys of successive explorers and marked each one's +"farthest South." He stood for a little while after Cynthia had left +him on the same spot half-way between his chart and her position at +the door. Then he turned back to his writing-table and spread out the +map once more. The call of the unknown places was loud in his ears +that night.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Come back! Come back!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Six weeks ago it had been the merest whisper--flashed to the wireless +poles on the roof of the Admiralty and heard by him one afternoon, a +message very small and clear amidst the clatter of Parliament Street. +But the whisper had gathered volume and vehemence, until the map +before him seemed a mouth shouting it, and the room throbbed with it +as though the walls would burst asunder.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Come back! Come back!"</p> + +<p class="normal">It seemed to him that the command was not to be denied or must ring in +his ears forever; and that arena of the House of Commons, where man +fought with man, became a trivial place of meanness and intrigue +compared with the vast battle-ground in the South, where one fought in +a grandeur of silence with the careless, stubborn elements of a wild +and unknown world.</p> + +<p class="normal">He bent over his map and across it, as across the table of a camera +obscura he saw moving, in miniature and brilliantly defined, the ships +of the men who had sailed to the South. James Cook's two vessels, the +<i>Resolution</i> and the <i>Adventure</i>, crossed the Antarctic circle as it +seemed underneath his eyes--the first, of all the ships that were ever +built, to sail upon these waters. Bellingshausen of Kronstadt came +next and dropped his anchor under the shelter of Peter I Island and +gave to it its name. He was followed by the whaling captains, each +choosing his own line, great navigators inspired by a great and +spirited firm. Weddell and Biscoe in their brigs. Balleny in his +schooner. The later ships of the scientific expeditions under +D'Urville of France and Wilkes of Chesapeake Bay moved southward in +the track of the whaling captains, and close upon their heels James +Ross from England with the <i>Erebus</i> +and the <i>Terror</i> +burst for the +first time in the history of the world through the ice-pack into +the open sea beyond and sailed from west to east along the great +ice-barrier. There were other lines where the <i>Challenger</i> +had sailed, +and the official expeditions; and there was yet another, the longest +of all the lines upon the chart, a line stretching out to a harbor +never visited before, and against that line in tiny letters was +printed "Rames." He followed the course of his ship from his first +harbor in the Antarctic continent with the wooden cross high on a hill +above it, which marks the grave of a naturalist of a past expedition. +He fell to speculating where the <i>Perhaps</i> +lay now. Parliament had met +in the first days of January. It was just before the opening of +Parliament that Hemming had started on the mail steamer to New Zealand +to pick up his ship in Lyttelton Harbor. Allow him five weeks for his +journey. The second week of February would have come to an end before +the <i>Perhaps</i> +had steamed out past the headland. Hemming himself had +recognized that he was late. The difficulty of collecting money to +finance the expedition had detained him beyond his time. A fortnight +out from New Zealand, where was the <i>Perhaps</i> +now? She might still be +in the stormy seas on the outer edge of Ross's pack with the petrels +and the albatrosses like a cloud about her yards. Or she might have +touched at one of the northerly harbors of the continent. Perhaps +winter was coming early on to wrap her about with snow and ice. If +that happened, Hemming's chance was gone, for he had only money for +one year. He must reach the Pole this next summer or not at all. He +must therefore winter well to the South.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames got up from his chair, trying not to hope that Hemming's +expedition would fail. He looked up from this map to the spot where +Cynthia had stood close to the door, and a smile came upon his face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"She was wrong," he said. "We are in the clutch of the unfinished, not +the finished things."</p> + +<p class="normal">He carried his map over to a bureau which stood against the wall and +opened a drawer from the lock of which his bunch of keys was dangling. +There were other charts in the drawer, a barometer which had hung in +his cabin in the <i>Perhaps</i> +throughout the three years during which +that ship had been his home, a shell or two dredged up from the depths +of the sea, and a brown paper package tied up with a piece of string. +The charts lying there were all the charts which existed of the +Antarctic seas, arranged in the order of their making. He added to +them now his map, the last of them all; the printed facsimile of his +own chart. Then reluctantly he locked the drawer. The reverberation of +the seas seemed to fill the room and through it imperative and loud +rang the call of the South. Yet he was aware, too, of Cynthia standing +in her delicate blue frock, subduing her pride, revealing herself in a +passionate appeal. He was stirred to shame at the poverty of his own +response. She had been friend, counsellor, wife in the normal way. +They had jogged side by side along the low road of his endeavor. +To-night she pleaded for more, she offered more. He could never quite +look upon her as he had been wont to. For she had stirred him to +shame.</p> + +<p class="normal">He slipped the key off the ring and swung it round upon his finger. At +all events he would keep his bargain.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's a queer piece of irony," he said to himself, "that the very +thing which I would give my soul to do, she was urging me to do two +years ago; and now I must keep my longing hidden. Our positions are +quite reversed."</p> + +<p class="normal">But he would keep to his bargain. Perhaps after all Hemming would +succeed; and sooner or later no doubt the reverberation of the seas +would die away in the porches of his ears.</p> + +<p class="normal">He went out into the hall, carrying the key in his hand, and let +himself out at the front-door. He walked quickly up South Audley +Street, turned to the left, and crossed Park Lane into Hyde Park. He +walked to the stone bridge which crosses the Serpentine. The night was +quiet and dark about him, and from afar off the never ceasing roar of +the London traffic came to him like the roar of distant seas. He +leaned over the parapet and stretching out his hand opened it. He +heard a tiny splash in the water beneath the bridge.</p> + +<p class="normal">He walked back more slowly than he had come to where the glare of the +sky indicated the houses and the streets. As he crossed Park Lane +again two men arm-in-arm passed him and one of them stopped.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Is that you, Rames?" asked a friendly and solicitous voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames recognized it at once as the voice of Hamlin the chief Whip.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You had paired for to-night," Hamlin continued, "hadn't you? You +didn't miss much. But I want to be able to rely on you for Thursday. +We know, of course, that you are against us over Devenish's land bill. +That's all right. But you are with us on the rest of our policy and we +want your help."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I shall be there on Thursday," answered Harry Rames. "It's quite true +that I have not been so much in the House this session as I used to +be. But you will see me in my old place to-morrow. Good-night."</p> + +<p class="normal">He walked on and Hamlin rejoined his companion.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It was Rames," he said. "We're not going to lose him. I am glad. He's +marked out for a great position if he doesn't throw it away."</p> + +<p class="normal">But Rames through the roar of the traffic, carriages rolling home, +wagons lumbering in to Covent Garden, heard louder than ever the boom +of Southern seas and the wind whistling between the halyards of a +ship.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXXIII</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_33" href="#div1Ref_33">A LETTER FROM ABROAD</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The session passed, and Devenish's land bill, as Rames had foretold, +was postponed. It figured again in the Address at the beginning of the +following year, but as late as March no definite date had been +assigned for its introduction. On a Saturday morning of this month +Cynthia and her husband were breakfasting in the dining-room of the +white house, when the morning's letters were brought in by the butler. +Harry Rames tossed one or two aside.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Circulars, pamphlets," he said. He opened some of the others, taking +them from the top of the pile. "Here's one from the Chamber of +Commerce--railway rates. I'll answer that this morning. Here's +another--the committee of a school wants a grant from the treasury. +Here's a third--" and as he was beginning to tear open the envelope, +his voice suddenly stopped.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia looked up from her own letters and saw that while he was +holding the third letter in his hand he was not looking at it. His +eyes were fixed upon that one which was now uppermost on the heap. He +sat and stared at the envelope for an appreciable time. Then dropping +the letter which he held, he picked up this new and startling one and +carried it swiftly over to the window. Cynthia followed his movement +with her eyes, just curious, but nothing more. Her eyes indeed +travelled beyond him and noticed the sunlight in the garden, the +yellow and purple crocuses and the first of the daffodils, noticed +them with an up-springing lightness of heart. Then the stillness of +her husband's attitude caught her attention. She saw something in his +face which she had never seen there before, which she had never +thought to see there at all. He wore the look of a man quite caught +out of himself. He was as one wrapped in visions and refined by the +fires of great longings. It seemed to her that she saw a man whose +eyes, brimful of light, looked upon the Holy Grail.</p> + +<p class="normal">He turned back to her. He brought her the letter still unopened and +placed it in her hands. Cynthia received it as though written upon its +cover she would read the revelation of his secret. Yet she saw nothing +but a soiled envelope with a foreign stamp. She gazed up at her +husband mystified.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Look at the stamp, Cynthia!" said Rames in a queer voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia looked. It wore the head familiar to English people. But the +lettering about the head was strange. She spelled it out.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Rexland."</p> + +<p class="normal">With a start she turned to him. "That is the country you discovered."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. A stamp was struck to commemorate my discovery of it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A stamp?" cried Cynthia. "Wait a minute, Harry! You once spoke of a +stamp to me before. Yes, on the morning of the day when you were to +deliver your speech--the speech which failed. It was this stamp of +which you were speaking?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You remembered it on that morning, even when your thoughts were full +of the speech you were going to deliver."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I remembered it by accident," he said sharply. "I can't think why. It +had been out of my thoughts for so long. Yet it was that stamp." His +voice softened. "It is issued by the post-office--for a penny. Just +think of it! A penny stamp brings a letter from the Antarctic seas to +us here in Warwickshire."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mr. Hemming sent it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Without a doubt. When he came to see me in London fifteen months ago, +he told me that if I intended to go out again he would not use my +harbor."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry was standing just behind his wife. Cynthia was not looking at +him any longer. But she was listening with a curious intentness as +though the words which he spoke were of less importance to her than +the accent with which he spoke them. She put questions to him to make +yet more sure of it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And you gave him permission!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course. I had not the right to refuse it. I was never going +South again. Nothing was further from my thoughts. I told him to +use not only my harbor, but the depots of food I had made along my +sledge-route from the harbor toward the Pole."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You think that he reached the harbor?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am sure of it. Otherwise he would not have used this stamp. He must +have wintered there. I did not think that he would reach it before +winter closed in upon him. The summer last year must have been very +late."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia nodded her head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">Her attention was relaxed. Harry Rames had been striving to keep from +his voice any note of regret, to speak in the ordinary level tone +suitable to a matter of only ordinary interest. But in spite of his +efforts he was not sure that he had succeeded. Cynthia handed to him +the letter. He took it and turned it over in his hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He has had time since he wintered in that harbor. One summer would be +enough. He may have done it--if his dogs lived. There's always that +condition. If his dogs lived! Mine didn't. Perhaps--perhaps--" He +broke off abruptly and thrust the letter back into Cynthia's hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You open it! You can tell me what he says."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames walked again to the window and stood with his back to the +room. Cynthia's eyes followed him and travelled past him once more to +the garden. She was sure that she would never forget those daffodils +and the purple crocuses waving in the sunlight for one day as long as +she lived. A minute ago she had noticed them; now she noticed them +again; and within that minute had been revealed to her the great +secret Harry Rames had been at so much pains to hide. She knew her +rival now, and was appalled. "Such men are driven by a torment of +their souls." It was Harry himself who had said that. The wish came to +her, "If only this man has succeeded." She tore open the envelope.</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames stood at the window waiting for the letter to be read to +him; and it seemed to him that he waited for an eternity. He had heard +the tearing of the envelope. The letter was open in Cynthia's hands. +Yet she did not speak a word. Rames's heart sank.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then he has reached the Pole?" he asked with a studied carelessness.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't know," Cynthia replied in perplexity.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Read it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is nothing to read."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames turned round and came swiftly toward her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He must have forgotten to enclose his letter. There is nothing +but this," said Cynthia. She was holding a single blank sheet of +note-paper in her hand. She turned it over. "No, there's not a word +written anywhere. Do you understand it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. He has failed."</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no doubt left to her of her husband's joy. The cry which +broke from his lips was not to be denied. It was a real cry of +exultation. Cynthia turned pale as she heard it. But she would not +acknowledge that she understood it, nor would she look into Harry's +face lest she should see the same exultation blazoned there.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Poor Hemming," said Rames. "That's bad luck. The disappointment must +have hit him hard."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You can understand that," said Cynthia steadily.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. He would have written, you see, if he had taken it more lightly. +He has nothing to say. That is what his blank sheet of paper means. +That is what it must mean. Well, I must go and write to the Chamber of +Commerce, Cynthia;" and gathering up his letters he went out of the +room.</p> + +<p class="normal">As for Cynthia, she remembered that the North Warwickshire met that +morning at eleven o'clock four miles from the house. She rode to the +meet and followed the hounds over a good grass country flying her +hedges on a big horse which old Mr. Daventry had given to her on the +very first day when she had hunted over six years ago. It had always +been her experience that when troubles and fears overburdened her, a +hard day's hunting was her best medicine. It smoothed out the creases +of her mind, whipped up the blood in her veins, set her pulses dancing +with the joy of living and unrolled her courage like a banner. The +sunlight, the swift rush through the air, the rhythm of movement, the +keenness of the animal beneath her, the flight over hedge and ditch, +had never failed her up till now. It always seemed to her that by some +process, of which she was quite unconscious, the direct and simple +thing to do emerged from the confusion of her thoughts and shone out +unmistakably. And it shone out to-day. But she could not bring herself +to accept it. As she rode homeward through the lanes she was at her +arguments again.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No! With time contentment will come to him. He will be subdued to the +matter he works in. And I cannot let him go."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel's warning obstinately confronted her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"One party doesn't keep the bargain or keeps it half-heartedly as an +irksome thing and day by day the separation grows more complete until +you are living with your enemy or living quite alone."</p> + +<p class="normal">But she would not be convinced; she battled against it. "There was a +saving clause. 'Unless on both sides there is love.' In that case a +way could be found. And on both sides there may be love."</p> + +<p class="normal">She had treasured up little acts of thoughtfulness on Harry Rames's +part, the merest small things which women are quick to notice and to +build upon; such as having a cloak ready for her shoulders almost +before she was aware that she was cold. She ran these trifles over in +her mind, clutching at them for proof that the longed for change was +coming--nay, perhaps had come. There had been a constant watchfulness, +a constant care for her shown by her husband during this last year. It +might be of course that a certain remorse was stirring in him--remorse +that he was only keeping his side of the bargain in the letter and not +the spirit.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I cannot let him go," she insisted. The perils, the hardships, +the dangers of snow-storms and cold and shipwreck and famine which had +all seemed so trivial to her in her days of romance now loomed up +before her terrible and dark. It was no use to argue that other men +had gone that road and had come back. This one might not. She reached +her home with her distress as heavy upon her as when she had set out; +and was told that Mr. Benoliel was waiting to see her.</p> + +<p class="normal">She went at once into the drawing-room and gave Mr. Benoliel some tea.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will you tell Mr. Rames," she said to her butler, "that Mr. Benoliel +is here."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He's not in the house," said Benoliel. "He's in Ludsey. I asked for +him when I heard that you were out. I am glad. For I should like to +tell you my news first."</p> + +<p class="normal">The butler left the room and Mr. Benoliel became at once mysterious +and omniscient.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Sir George Carberley is going to resign," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia looked at him in surprise.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The member for our division?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The white house was not within the borough limits of Ludsey. It stood +in the Hickleton Division of the county of Warwickshire and Sir George +Carberley, an important unit of the opposition, was Harry Rames's +representative in the House of Commons.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Mr. Benoliel. "He has sat for the division for forty years +now and he is tired. He intends to resign when this session is over."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Are you sure?" asked Cynthia. "How do you know this?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah!" said Benoliel with a smile. "You mustn't ask me that, Cynthia. +Indeed I am not quite sure that I ought to have told you the news at +all. But I thought that it was so important for you to know it at once +that I stretched a point of confidence."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank you," said Cynthia. "But what I don't understand is why it is +so important for us to have the news before the others?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Captain Rames is on the executive of your association, isn't he?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then he will have a voice in the selection of the candidate who will +fight the seat from your political point of view."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very well," said Mr. Benoliel. "If he has a candidate ready when the +news of the approaching resignation is published, and if that man is +willing to follow not simply the Government's policy, but also your +husband's policy as regards Devenish's land bill, don't you see what a +chance he gets? If Rames can secure the selection of his man as +candidate and then can win over the seat, he strengthens his position +with the Government enormously. He has put his views about Devenish's +bill to the test of an election, and he has won."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I see that," said Cynthia doubtfully. She was considering the +prospect Mr. Benoliel held out to her from a quite different point of +view. If Harry succeeded in this plan, his victory would be one more +link in the chain of obligation which bound him to his present life. +If he failed, his failure would be another disappointment weakening +it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But can we win?" she cried. "The seat's supposed to be impregnable."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's one of your advantages. More seats are lost by over-confidence +than by bad candidates. Besides, the mere fact that one man has held a +seat for forty years is against the probability of another man of the +same color succeeding. There are lots of people who will be ready to +say 'It's time we gave the other fellows a look-in.' Your husband has +only got to throw himself heart and soul into the fight and he will +stand a very good chance. No doubt of that."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia reflected. "Why did you wish to tell me this news before you +told it to Harry?" she asked, bending her brows upon Mr. Benoliel in a +steady frown which had before now warned him to walk with +circumspection.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wasn't quite sure," he explained, "that you would wish him now to +undertake a further obligation of political service."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Indeed!" said Cynthia icily. "And why shouldn't I wish it now, Mr. +Benoliel?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel had no intention to allow himself to be browbeaten by a +slip of a girl for whose happiness he was in a measure responsible.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because, my dear Cynthia," he answered, "it has seemed to me on the +last few occasions when I have met your husband that he was feeling +the strain of a Parliamentary life. He has looked worn and tired. I +could almost fancy that he was disheartened."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia's thoughts did Mr. Benoliel some injustice at this moment. +Certainly he was suggesting to her that his neglected warning had been +justified, that Harry's Parliamentary ambition had been a mere phase +in his life, which was now passing or had already passed. But she went +further and assumed in him a kind of triumph at the accuracy of his +diagnosis. Right underneath his sympathetic words she seemed to hear +the whisper of a question:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Am I not a clever man?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The whirr of a motor-car grew loud and ceased. Harry had returned from +Ludsey. Mr. Benoliel sat patiently in front of her, awaiting her +decision. Was he to break his news to Harry Rames or was he not? +Cynthia felt that Harry's destiny and hers were in her hands. She must +make her choice and by that choice it seemed to her they would be both +inextricably bound, their happiness or their misery allotted to them +for the whole span of their lives.</p> + +<p class="normal">She sat with her chin propped in the palm of her hand and her eyes +brooding darkly on Mr. Benoliel. A door was shut somewhere in the +house. She rose and pressed the bell.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Howard," she said to her butler, "was that Mr. Rames?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes ma'am."</p> + +<p class="normal">"He is in his study I think?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will you show Mr. Benoliel in to him?" And as Benoliel rose, she said +to him, "Will you come back after you have told your news? You will +have an opportunity of reconsidering your judgment. I should like to +hear whether you still think him disheartened."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia was in her most aggrieved and stately mood. She usually was +when she knew herself to be in the wrong. She would not admit Mr. +Benoliel's sympathy or affection for her. She had an epithet for him +very near to the tip of her tongue at this moment. Mr. Benoliel was +officious. With a distant bow she dismissed him.</p> + +<p class="normal">She had the satisfaction half an hour later of hearing Mr. Benoliel's +complete recantation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was quite wrong, Cynthia. He was in the best of spirits. He was +elated. The look of strain had gone if it was ever there. I have been +mistaken. I am happy to admit it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia relaxed from her frigidity. But her satisfaction was a poor +one and had little life in it. She had merely tricked Mr. Benoliel +into the belief that his insight had been at fault. For in truth, as +she knew very well, it had never been more shrewd. What had led Mr. +Benoliel into error was his ignorance of the letter with the "Rexland" +stamp which had arrived at the white house by the morning's post. +Hemming's failure was a kind of reprieve for Harry Rames. In a sudden +revulsion he had been lifted out of his discouragement. His exultation +had remained with him all that day. Cynthia had counted upon it when +she had sent Benoliel to his study.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXXIV</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_34" href="#div1Ref_34">THE CONVICT AT THE OAR</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">A long account of Hemming's expedition, sent by a New Zealand +correspondent, appeared in one of the morning papers the next day. +Hemming had travelled a couple of hundred miles further south than +Harry Rames. Then he had been compelled to return. But it was Harry +Rames who had made it possible for him to get so far. For he used +Rames's depots of provisions and was able to save his own for the +stretch of new ice-covered country.</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry lighted upon the account unexpectedly when he opened his +newspaper at the breakfast table, but the moment he saw the head-line +he folded the sheets quickly again and pushed the paper away from him. +He shrank from reading it, hardly daring to trust himself, and he +began to talk over with Cynthia the names of suitable candidates for +the Hickleton Division.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The Whips, of course, will have a man ready who will be pledged to +swallow the whole of the Government policy, land bill and all. We must +be beforehand with them. What do you say to young Burrell, Cynthia?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Sir James Burrell's son?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. His father is anxious that he should do something," said Harry +with a laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But isn't he rather young and rather insignificant?" asked Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Youth's a good quality in the House of Commons. The older men become +suspicious of change and want life stereotyped as it is. And young +Burrell isn't without brains. I don't say that he's a flyer, but then, +like the Government, I prefer docility to brains in my followers. I +think that I will run round to Sir James when we go back to town on +Monday."</p> + +<p class="normal">But though Harry Rames neglected his newspaper at the breakfast table, +he came back for it at eleven in the morning. He could keep the drawer +in his bureau locked upon his charts, but he could not quench his +fever to read the details of Hemming's expedition. For an hour he +tried to occupy himself with the business of Cynthia's estate, and +then he gave up the attempt. When and how Hemming failed, how far he +had travelled with his sledges, what new lessons were to be learnt +from his experience--here were questions which he could not silence. +He got the paper and read the account through. "The dogs gave out," he +said to Cynthia. "The dogs are the trouble. You can't carry enough +food for them and for the sledging-party as well. Of course, it's bad +luck on Hemming. But I doubt if he followed the highest traditions of +British exploration."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why?" asked Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He should have chosen a different base, converged upon the Pole from +a different angle, and covered ground altogether new. Then, whether he +failed or not, he would have brought back a hundred new facts of +interest to the scientist and the geographer. As it is he adds very +little I should think to our knowledge."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia was silent for awhile after he had finished. Then she said in +a low voice, bending over some embroidery at which she was working:</p> + +<p class="normal">"And if you were to go back, Harry, where would you make your base?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames sprang eagerly up.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, I should search for a harbor a long way to the east of my old +one. At least," and he caught himself up, "I think that is what I +should do. I am speaking at random, of course. But I should at all +events have considered that possibility carefully, if I had been going +out again."</p> + +<p class="normal">Again a spell of silence followed upon his words and Cynthia did not +raise her eyes from her work. She was wearing a hat with a wide brim +and Harry Rames could see nothing of her face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Won't you get your charts out and show me?" she asked. She had +mastered her voice so that there was no sound of effort in it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I haven't got them here," said Harry, with a fine indifference. "They +are in London I believe, somewhere or other."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia's needle stopped.</p> + +<p class="normal">"In London," she said. An idea had occurred to her. "Locked up?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very likely. I may have locked them up. I have done with them +altogether, you see."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course," said Cynthia.</p> + +<p class="normal">This time it was Harry who did not at once reply. The finality of that +"of course" brought a flush of anger into his face. He almost blamed +her for her blindness, though all his efforts aimed at keeping her +blind.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I will ride into Hickleton this afternoon," he said, "and make sure +that the chairman of our association has no pet candidate of his own."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That will be a good plan," said Cynthia; and with a glance at the +crown of that broad hat and a surprise at the obtuseness of the head +which it so effectually concealed, he went out of the room. Not until +the door was closed did Cynthia lift her face from her work. Her eyes +were brimming with tears and she let her hands lie idle on her lap +while the tears overflowed and ran down her cheeks. She was not much +given to tears, but to-day they had their way with her. She was +wretched. Their marriage had been a mistake. From first to last Mr. +Benoliel had been right, but she would not listen to him and be +warned. Even this afternoon he had accused her--for so she now looked +upon his words--with his pitiless truths. It was true that Harry was +discouraged, that his face had grown thin and worn, that despite the +brave show which he was making, he was utterly unhappy. Harry's words, +"The men who go South are driven on by a torment of their souls," +lived with her night and day. They were written in fire upon every +wall of her house. In that torment Harry Rames was now tossing and +must toss, enduring the anguish of his longing silently--just as +silently as she herself was weeping in the empty room.</p> + +<p class="normal">She was afraid of herself and dissatisfied with herself. Afraid, +because she had been perilously near to one wild outcry, "Since your +heart is set on it, go!" Dissatisfied, because she had stifled the +words before they were spoken, because she could not bring herself to +speak them, and never would.</p> + +<p class="normal">From that day a change came over her. She flung herself with a +veritable fever of energy upon those opportunities which enable a +woman to identify herself with politics. The work she had undertaken +in Ludsey, she undertook in London on a wider scale, and with +infinitely greater effort. She was elected upon the central committees +of the various women's associations connected with her husband's +party; she travelled far and wide throughout the country on the +business of organizations; she made speeches; she sought the presence +of Cabinet Ministers at her dinner-table; she lost her color, her +buoyancy. What she did was done doggedly. To go to bed each night +tired out, that was her ambition.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If Harry wears himself out, why should not I?" she said when any of +her friends remonstrated with her, but not one of them was allowed to +guess that the secret of all her energy was remorse. She was seeking +her rest in fatigue. For her remorse grew. Night after night Harry sat +faithfully, as he had promised to Hamlin, in his seat on the front +bench below the gangway. He took his part in the debates, he recovered +the ground which he had lost. He was once more a man marked for high +office. But it was all labor now, and unloved labor. And the strain of +it was visible. He went out and in without that happy mien of +confidence which once Cynthia had been wont to resent, but for which +she vainly hungered now.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was one Friday evening toward the end of June when she was +impelled to approach the dangerous subject of her own accord. She and +Harry had been dining with the Prime-Minister in Downing Street. All +that week the House had been sitting into the small hours. The +Prime-Minister himself had taken her aside and given her a warning. +They returned home soon after eleven, and as they sat over a final +cigarette in Harry's study, Cynthia could not shut her eyes to his +restlessness, the nervous flickering of his fingers, the unsteady +intonations of his voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Aren't you doing too much, Harry?" she asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not more than you, Cynthia," he replied as he poured himself out a +whiskey and soda.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Much more. And women who are doing what they want to do can stand a +great deal more than men who are not."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry looked across at her quickly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But, of course, I am doing just what I have always planned to do, +just what you are helping me to do--just what I sought your help to +enable me to do."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Sure?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia had crossed the room to his side and was standing with a hand +upon his shoulder. She was in a mood of indecision and the touch of +her hand revealed her mood to Rames. A change came over him. She felt +a tremor of his body, a sudden quickening of the muscles beneath her +hand. He became intensely expectant. She could read the question in +his mind. Was she by some wonderful inspiration going to release him +from the torment of his soul? But the mere sensation of his movement +was enough for Cynthia. She withdrew her hand. She repeated +unconsciously words which he had once used to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"After all we get some fun out of it, don't we, Harry?" she said; and +Harry rose quickly from his chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We get much more out of it, Cynthia," he said with a face which had +suddenly grown very grave and tender; and the next moment she was in +his arms, held there tightly, clasped against him. Cynthia was carried +out of herself. She was swept away unexpectedly upon a swirl of +passion.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Harry! Oh, Harry!" she whispered in a low voice of happiness. His +right hand touched and stroked her hair. Then he tilted her chin +backward and he looked into her eyes and a smile transfigured his +face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, much more, Cynthia," he cried, and he bent his head and kissed +her. He put her away from him and looked her over from her delicate +feet to the fair crown of her hair. She wore a satin gown of white +with her diamonds in her hair, and a rope of pearls about her neck.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There! That's that!" he said, and Cynthia with a laugh and the blush +of a girl answered, "Thank you." Harry Rames lit a cigarette and +Cynthia's eyes followed each movement and followed it with +incredulity. The change so ardently longed for by her had come then? +He loved--he actually loved!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Since when?" she asked gently.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you remember one evening when you stood there by the door, very +wistful, and told me something about yourself which I did not know?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I remember. I was unwise."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You were not. For it began then."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Really?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She went up to him, and he caught her hand in his and held it tightly +clasped.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I looked at you to-night as we sat at dinner. There was no one but +you at the dinner-table. How on earth you could have brought yourself +to marry me, I can't think."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I told you," said Cynthia, "I was afraid," and there was a note of +exultation in the confession as though now at last she was freed from +fear. Harry Rames lifted her suddenly from the ground and held her +close to him. She hung inert in his arms.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's over," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Quite."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I love you, Cynthia."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia threw her head back and closed her eyes, giving to him her +face, her throat.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wanted to hear you say that," she whispered. He carried her over to +the sofa and laid her down.</p> + +<p class="normal">For a week or two after that evening Cynthia walked in a dream. The +great trouble which had weighed upon her thoughts incessantly was +altogether gone. Mr. Benoliel had been right in his conjectures. He +must still be right, she reasoned. He had foreseen the trouble +accurately. "You will be living with your enemy or living quite +alone." But he had added a saving clause. If on both sides there was +love, then salvation would be found. Cynthia did not enquire very +deeply into Mr. Benoliel's meaning. The salvation would come +automatically, following upon love. She was content to think that and +she walked in a world of roses as in the days of her girlhood in the +estancia before James Challoner had come to claim her.</p> + +<p class="normal">But after a fortnight she waked from her dream. Life was different: it +was intensified. There was a little more sunlight on a sunny day, a +little more sparkle in the summer, one walked to music. But the +trouble was not gone, in spite of the fact that on both sides there +was love. For with love, contentment had not come to Harry Rames. He +watched himself, but she watched him closer and she knew. His sleep +grew disturbed. The torment of his soul was not appeased. Daily he +became more and more the convict at the oar. There grew up between +them a loving enmity.</p> + +<p class="normal">A morning came in the middle of July when to Cynthia the strain became +intolerable. She was riding under the trees in the Row. It was not yet +half-past nine and the air was still fresh with the dews of the night. +A light haze hung near to the ground, the sunlight touched the green +alleys of trees to gold, and far off across the Park soldiers were +marching to the drums and fifes. She had reached the cross-road which +leads to the Albert Gate when an impulse seized her. Mr. Brook was +riding at her side, dilating enthusiastically on the importance of +their group in the House of Commons, while Cynthia from time to time +said mechanically "yes," and again "yes," and wished with her whole +heart that all the bores in London would not take their exercise at +half-past nine in the morning. Mr. Brook was in full swing when +Cynthia abruptly reined in her horse.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-by," she said, "I am afraid I have something I must do," and to +Mr. Brook's astonishment she turned and cantered quickly back to Hyde +Park Corner. Thence she rode to Grosvenor Square, gave her horse to +her groom, and burst into Mr. Benoliel's dining-room where he sat +breakfasting delicately amidst his silver and flowers. She waved the +butler from the room and sat down at the table at right-angles to Mr. +Benoliel.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am very unhappy," she said. "I was riding in the Park. It seemed +ridiculous to be unhappy on a day like this. Yet I am. So I put my +pride in my pocket."</p> + +<p class="normal">She spoke with a kind of petulance, like one aggrieved and surprised +at the contrariness of things. But Mr. Benoliel recognized that her +distress was very real. His face clouded over; he laid his hand upon +her arm.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have some breakfast, Cynthia."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Food!" cried Cynthia in contempt. Then she changed her tone. "Well, I +haven't had any breakfast. Perhaps--yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">She was a girl with a healthy appetite and very unhappily she ate a +big breakfast.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now light a cigarette and tell me about it."</p> + +<p class="normal">He pushed over a silver box lined with cedar wood from which Cynthia +took a cigarette. She tapped the end upon the table and lighted it. +Mr. Benoliel's cigarettes were famous for their freshness and the +delicacy of their aroma. Cynthia inhaled the tobacco and was a little +comforted.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," she said. "I can't tell you all about it. I just want to ask you +a question."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You remember the warning you gave me at Culver when you didn't know +that I was married?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Quite well," said Mr. Benoliel regretfully. "It came too late."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am glad that it came too late," Cynthia observed quietly. "For I +might have taken it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel looked perplexed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yet you are unhappy, Cynthia?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very. None the less I wouldn't go back. But I don't want you to ask +me questions. I will tell you at once that you were right--quite right +up to a point. And the happiness both of Harry and myself depends upon +your being right all through."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Benoliel's eyes flashed into life.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is a chance then?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh yes! If you are right."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let me hear!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia put her question.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What did you exactly mean when you said that even if the change you +feared should come and some latent ambition should spring to life and +snatch him back, separation need not follow, provided that on both +sides there was love?"</p> + +<p class="normal">A gravity overspread Benoliel's face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I meant, my dear, that sooner or later," he said gently, "after much +tribulation, much revolt, one of the two will make the necessary +sacrifice, and will make it whole-heartedly."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia was silent for a little while.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," she said at last in a low voice. "Of late I have begun to think +that that is what you meant."</p> + +<p class="normal">She dropped her cigarette upon a plate and rose. "Thank you, Mr. +Benoliel," she said, and she walked with a trailing step to the door. +At the door she paused.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And is it always the woman who must make the sacrifice?" she asked; +and Mr. Benoliel lost in a moment all that second-hand aspect of the +dilettante which habitually cloaked him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Always," he said, with a ringing gravity of voice. "That is the law +of the world, and neither man nor woman shall change it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia opened the door and went out.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXXV</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_35" href="#div1Ref_35">THE LITTLE BIT EXTRA</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Yet that August when Parliament had risen, Harry Rames and Cynthia +were cruising in the Solent and no word had been spoken by her to +remedy their trouble. It was Cynthia who had proposed this holiday and +Harry had fallen in with her plan eagerly. They had chartered a small +steam yacht of a hundred tons. Rames navigated the boat himself and +slipping their moorings one afternoon, they left Cowes behind them and +steamed away through the north channel of the Shingles to Poole. +Cynthia had ceased to wrestle with herself. She was content to lie in +her deck chair and put into and out of the harbors of the West.</p> + +<p class="normal">"This shall be the perfect holiday," she had said. "Whatever the +future may hold for us, we will have this month together without +visitors, without any shadows."</p> + +<p class="normal">They were tossed in Portland race; they steamed across the West Bay +over a sea smooth and bright as a steel mirror. They dropped their +anchor at Dartmouth. They rounded the Start on the next day and +crossed the Bar of Salcombe harbor under the shadow of Bolt Head on +just such an evening of sunset as that which the poet fixed in a few +lines of deathless verse. Cynthia stood with her arm through Harry's, +as very slowly with the lead going in the bows he set the boat over +the shallows.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Sunset and evening star," Cynthia quoted.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And one clear call for me," Harry Rames continued and abruptly broke +off like a guilty person who has spoken without thought. Cynthia +walked to the end of the bridge. After all, this cruise had made a +difference to Harry. She consoled herself by the reflection. He had +recovered something of his buoyancy of spirits since he had trodden +the planks of this little yacht and looked down from its flimsy bridge +onto its narrow deck and tapering bow. He was interested in the boat, +quick to induce her to give him of her best, and her brass shone like +a woman's ornaments. They put out from Salcombe the next day, and +keeping clear of Plymouth and Polperro and Fowey, heard the bell upon +the Manacles in the afternoon and dropped anchor between the woods of +Helford River. They stayed there for a day and made a passage thence +to Guernsey on a night of moonlight. Cynthia sat late upon the bridge +while Rames in his great-coat kept the boat upon her course. Toward +morning he came to her side and stooped over her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thought you were asleep."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Aren't you tired?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You were lying so still."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Cynthia. "I am storing this night up."</p> + +<p class="normal">The swish and sparkle of the water along the boat's sides, the rattle +of the chain as the helmsman spun the wheel, the quiet orders of her +husband, the infinite peace of sky and sea, and the yacht like a jewel +hung between them, were indeed to dwell long in Cynthia's memories. +For their holiday was at an end. A sailor was sent ashore at Guernsey +for the ship's letters and he brought them on board whilst Harry and +Cynthia were at breakfast in the deck cabin. There was one for Rames +with the Hickleton postmark stamped upon the envelope. Harry tore it +open reluctantly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Carberley has resigned," he said. "There will be a meeting of the +executive on Friday night to adopt young Burrell."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia looked out across the harbor.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We ought to go back, oughtn't we?" she said slowly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry glanced at his letter.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is not expected that the election will take place for five weeks," +he answered.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia shook her head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We shall want all that time, Harry." Then she cried with a sudden +vehemence. "You have got to win this fight, Harry. So much hangs on it +for you and me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know, Cynthia," he answered.</p> + +<p class="normal">"More than you know."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry rose from his chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll give orders. We will steam back to Southampton at once. But it's +a pity, isn't it? Old Carberley might have waited for another month. I +am sorry."</p> + +<p class="normal">"So am I," said Cynthia. Her eyes had wandered from him and were once +more fixed upon the shipping in the harbor. Her face had grown white. +"More sorry than you can know."</p> + +<p class="normal">A little white dinghy, gay with a sailor in a white jersey and a red +cap, was just leaving the side of a big yacht moored across the water. +The picture of that little boat was fixed for life in Cynthia's +recollections. It had nothing to do with her, she never knew who +sailed in the yacht, or on what business the boat put off to shore. +But the picture of it was vivid to her long after important memories +had grown altogether dim.</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The fight for the Hickleton Division was memorable in the political +history of that year. From first to last it was Rames's fight. The +candidate was young, and a halting speaker, and unknown to the +constituency. But he lived in Rames's house and when he appeared upon +a platform he appeared with Rames at his side. When he spoke he +uttered the words which Rames had prepared, and when he had finished +Rames was on his legs to fill up the deficiencies and whip the +assembly to a fire of enthusiasm. From the great guns of his own party +no assistance came. Indeed, most of them would have been well pleased +had the seat not been won. For in the forefront of his programme Mr. +William Burrell put hostility to the land bill. The two men left the +white house early in the morning to return there late at night. For +five weeks the lights of Rames's motor flashed on the hedges of the +country roads in Warwickshire, and the constituency was won. The +result was declared at noon, and half an hour later Mr. William +Burrell, M.P., a slim, fair young gentleman with a small gift of +flippancy, made his one memorable speech in the big room of the club.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Gentlemen," he said, "the British public, as a whole, is indifferent +to politics. It wakes up to be sure at the time of an election. But if +I were asked to define politics in relation to the British public I +should define it as a spasm of pain recurring once in every four or +five years. What, then, is it which arouses the enthusiasm of which I +am a witness? What is it which achieves these triumphs? Need I say? It +is personality. Character--that's what you want in public life--and +now, gentlemen, you have got it."</p> + +<p class="normal">The speech was received with a very tornado of laughter. Rames turned +to his wife who sat by him on the little raised platform at the end of +the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I told you he wasn't a fool," he said, and Mr. Arnall, who had come +over from Ludsey, cried out with a chuckle of delight that he had now +a companion speech to match the famous one of Taylor the democrat.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You won't go back to London until to-morrow, will you?" said Rames to +young Burrell. "It's best not to hurry away the moment you've won the +seat."</p> + +<p class="normal">They returned accordingly to the white house, and when the two men +were left by Cynthia to their wine after dinner, Rames turned +inquisitively to his guest.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have noticed a change in you, Burrell, during these five weeks. You +came into the contest as though it was a joke, didn't you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I did," said Burrell, blushing.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And though you laughed at it again to-day, as a matter of fact it +ceased to be a joke very quickly."</p> + +<p class="normal">Burrell agreed. "Very quickly."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames fetched a box of cigars from the sideboard.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now light a cigar," he said, "and tell me just as clearly as you can +what brought about the change, and what this election really means to +you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. William Burrell, M.P., shied at the proposal.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, I say, Rames," he began, but Rames cut him short.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I really want to hear," he said earnestly. "I ask for a particular +reason."</p> + +<p class="normal">Burrell lit his cigar. The contest had impressed him deeply. But like +most men he was shy of revealing any strength of feeling. The eager +eyes of Rames, however, kept him to his task. He looked back over the +five weeks, gathering up his little sheaf of recollections.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What remains in my mind," he said with hesitation, "is not the +excitement, nor the applause, is not the difficulty of making speeches +about subjects with which one is not half acquainted, nor the fear +of being asked questions for which one has no reply ready, but +something quite different. It is the memory of little bare raftered +school-rooms, hot with gas-light, crowded with white faces, faces so +hopeful, so--intolerably hopeful--the faces of people who look +confidently to candidates and Parliaments for so much more than it +seems to me Parliaments and candidates can ever do."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah!" said Rames curiously. "You felt that too. I remember that I +did."</p> + +<p class="normal">Burrell leaned forward.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did you too, though you shouted yourself hoarse with the rest, feel a +little ashamed?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames reflected. "No," he said; "never." Then he added with a smile, +"but I think I should now."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I did," said Burrell. "There were times when I wanted to stop my +speech in the middle and cry out, 'Don't look at me with such high +hopes. It's no use! It's no use!' But I held my tongue. For there's +always the little that governments can do. That's the consolation, +isn't it?" Burrell was finding it easier to speak out his thoughts +now. The false shame with which he had begun had quite left him. His +words tumbled out hot from his soul. The strangely curious, almost +envious, look with which Harry Rames, his tutor and leader, waited +upon him encouraged and urged him on.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The fight, the excitement, the victory--oh yes, they are worth +having, even though one owes them to another, just as I owe them, +Captain Rames, to you. But now, after the victory, there's still the +little which can be done; and there's still the memory of the raftered +school-rooms, the hot gas-light, and the rows of eager, hopeful, +pallid faces to help one on to do it."</p> + +<p class="normal">He stopped and leaned back in his chair. The shame of a young man who +has let his tongue wag before his elders and masters seized hold upon +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But why did you lead me on to talk this sort of blatter to you?" he +asked in an aggrieved voice. "All that I have just learnt you knew +long since."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames shook his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your opposition to Devenish's land bill shows it," Burrell insisted. +"Oh, we'll have a real policy of land reform, not an act of revenge."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames leaned across the corner of the table toward young +Burrell. To the youth's eyes he looked at this moment extraordinarily +haggard and old.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll tell you, Burrell, why I asked my question. I wanted to +recapture from you if I could something of a man's enthusiasm at his +first political victory."</p> + +<p class="normal">Burrell looked at his leader with astonishment. Of the man of fire who +had blazed through the constituency from corner to corner with clear +ringing phrases and an inexhaustible good-humor there was now nothing +left. He was burnt out. He sat with brooding eyes and a white face all +fallen into despair. The tale of his years was suddenly written large +upon him. Burrell had wit enough to understand that fatigue did not +explain the change. A mask was withdrawn; he saw misery like a cancer. +Rames sat and betrayed himself like a man in his cups.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You tell me you felt ashamed in the school-rooms. I never knew +anything of such shame. To win, to win, to win! That was all I thought +about. That was all the desire I felt. That was what I hoped you would +help me to recapture to-night. But you haven't helped."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames's eyes dwelt angrily upon his colleague.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No. You have made me feel ashamed too." Then his face relaxed and he +added in a friendlier voice: "I believe that I have helped you--really +helped you. Oh, not to win a seat in the House of Commons. That's +nothing to be so proud about. But to find your vocation."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where you have found yours," said Burrell firmly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not a bit of it," said Rames, and then he woke from his moodiness to +a savage outburst of contempt. "Oh, I am going on with it. Don't be +alarmed, Burrell. I'll lead you. We'll put up a fight. We'll make the +fur fly. Very possibly we'll pull the whole Government down with a +run. But--" and drawing his chair nearer to the youth he changed his +tone. "I'll tell you the truth about the House of Commons. It's the +place where the second-rate gets the finest show in the world. In no +walk of life does second-rate intellect reap so high a reward or meet +with such great esteem. But it won't lift you to the very top. Nor +will first-rate intellect either. Remember that!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What will then?" asked Burrell in perplexity, and Harry Rames +shrugged his shoulders.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The little bit extra. Character, perseverance! I don't know. +Something anyway. It's the same everywhere now. There are too many +clever people about. Faith in a cause, I think will do it. That's why +the sentimentalists do so much harm in public affairs. They get their +way, because they believe. They are not playing the political game. +Cleverness is twelve for a penny nowadays. To get up to the top you +must have the little bit extra. Now in the sphere of politics I +haven't got it. I don't say office is out of my reach. It isn't. I +have been offered it. I have refused it. But I haven't got the little +bit extra. Outside politics--in quite another sphere--I believe I +have. But that's all done with. I was warned when I went into +politics--warned by a shrewd, wise man. But I wouldn't listen, and so +some day amongst the second-rate Right Honorables half a dozen lines +will announce my death in the <i>Times</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">Young Burrell had no great experience of the intenser emotions, and +the bitterness with which Rames spoke appalled him. He saw a man in +torture, and he listened to a cry of pain grown intolerable. Then in a +second all was changed again. Rames was on his feet replacing the +stoppers in the decanters, taking the shades from off the candles, +performing the little conventional acts of a host in his dining-room. +The chasm in the ordinary level surface of things which had yawned for +a moment and given Burrell a glimpse of the pit where misery gnawed +had closed up.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We will join my wife," said Rames. He stopped at the door.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Were you ever at Toulon?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No."</p> + +<p class="normal">"There's a statue on the quay there, at the water's edge, overlooking +the harbor. A great bronze figure, extraordinarily alert, with a light +upon its forehead, the Genius of the Sea. And on the open pages of a +bronze book in the front of the pedestal, the names of the great +sailors are engraved. Cook and the rest of them. The list ends with +D'Urville, I remember. I only saw the statue once. My father showed it +to me when I was a boy. I don't suppose that I have ever thought of it +until to-day." He repeated softly as though speaking to himself:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes the list ends with D'Urville." Then he roused himself. "Bring +your cigar in. Cynthia doesn't mind. By the way," and a smile of +tenderness transfigured his face, "not a word of this to her. She +thinks I am going to be a great man. She's wrong, but I don't want her +to know before she needs must." Burrell consented at once. He followed +Rames from the room with all joy in his victory quite overcast. He +looked beyond the surprising revelations of his host and obtained a +glimpse into a new side of life. He was the spectator of one of +the grim comedies of marriage. Here was the wife--so it seemed to +him--believing joyfully in the great destiny of her husband; and the +husband laboring in torment to sustain her belief, while all the while +he knew that his destiny was thwarted and that the true current of his +life ran through other fields.</p> + +<p class="normal">They went along the passage into the drawing-room. It was a warm night +of September and the windows stood open upon the garden. Cynthia was +not in the room. Harry stepped out onto the lawn. The night was dark +and he could see no one. But the light in the drawing-room had +revealed him as he stepped out, and whilst he was standing peering +into the darkness Cynthia came softly over the grass to his side.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You'll catch cold," he said. "The dew's heavy."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia took his arm. "Hush," she said. "Listen!" and through the +still air the chimes of the great clock in Ludsey steeple floated with +a silvery and melodious sound to their ears. A tune was struck out by +the bells, then another.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I heard that," said Cynthia in a whisper, "on the night my father +died. I was sitting alone with him in the darkness while his life +drifted away. It was winter."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry put his arm about her and pressed her to his side.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I heard them again," she continued, "one night when I was waiting for +you to telephone to me, Harry. Do you remember?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I waited a long time for you that night, Harry," and there was a +catch in her voice. "Ludsey chimes have meant very much to us. Let us +hear them out!"</p> + +<p class="normal">They stood together in the darkness until the last distant note had +died away. It seemed to Rames that Cynthia listened as though she were +taking a farewell of them.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXXVI</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_36" href="#div1Ref_36">THE TELEGRAM</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames and Cynthia travelled up to London the next day. Cynthia +was restless and excited.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let us dine at a restaurant and go to a theatre, Harry," she said. "I +can't sit still and stay at home to-night."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very well. What shall we go and see?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, something with bright colors and movement and music."</p> + +<p class="normal">But there ran through the piece she chose a melody of a haunting +wistfulness and Harry Rames, happening to glance at his wife in the +darkness of the auditorium, saw that the tears were raining silently +down her cheeks.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What's the matter, Cynthia?" he asked in a whisper.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia smiled at him through her tears and laid a hand upon his arm.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hush!" she answered. "It's all right, Harry."</p> + +<p class="normal">As the curtain descended at the end of the act she said, "Let us go +now quickly, do you mind? Before the lights are turned up."</p> + +<p class="normal">They were, fortunately, near to the end of their row of stalls, and +they were able to slip out while the curtain was still ascending and +descending upon the lighted stage, and the auditorium still dark. +Rames left Cynthia in the lobby while he went in search of his +carriage. When he returned he found her standing with her face +carefully turned to the wall in front of a commonplace engraving, +which seemed to be demanding from her the most meticulous study.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have you found it?" she asked, and she hurried with him across the +pavement. "Let us go home, Harry. It was nothing except nerves. I was +stupid. We have been doing a good deal lately, haven't we?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's all right, Cynthia. You poor little girl," said Rames as he +crossed her cloak over her throat. He knew her too well to make the +mistake of plying her with questions, and they drove to their home in +silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You had better go to bed, Cynthia," he said. "I'll send your maid to +you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No. I am all right now," she answered. "I have something to say, +Harry."</p> + +<p class="normal">She went forward to his study--that room with the mahogany panels +where both had faced the hardest crises of their lives, had known the +worst of their sorrows, the sweetest of their joys. Harry followed +her, turned on the lights, and closed the door. Cynthia was already +standing by the fireplace with a foot upon the fender; and she +shivered as though she were cold.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, it's chilly," said Rames. "Ill light the fire."</p> + +<p class="normal">He struck a match and set light to the paper. The wood crackled, the +flames spurted up. Cynthia threw off her cloak and, crouching before +the fire, warmed herself. Harry Rames drew up an arm-chair for her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Won't you sit here, Cynthia, and be comfortable?" he asked, and his +voice seemed to rouse her from a gloomy contemplation. She stood up +and walked over to his bureau.</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry's eyes followed her movements closely. With a growing +consternation he saw her grasp the handles of a locked drawer and try +to open it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you keep in here, Harry?" she asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, some old forgotten things."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Your charts?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"My word, yes. I believe they are there," he said with an air of +surprise.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will you show them to me?" Cynthia asked. "I should like to see +them."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't know where the key is. It's lost."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Are you sure?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"For all the chance I have of finding it, dear, it might just as well +be at the bottom of the Serpentine."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry had not moved away from the fireplace. Cynthia, her back toward +him, had been playing with the brass handles of the locked drawer. Now +she swung round suddenly. Often she had wondered what errand had taken +him from the house at one o'clock of the morning after she had +revealed her heart to him in this very room. Now she guessed the +truth. It was on that night that he had begun to build up his dykes +against the encroachments of his longings. She faced him; her eyes +burned steadily upon his face, thoughtful, but betraying nothing of +her thoughts.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," she said, "I suppose it might as well be in the Serpentine." +She turned again to the drawer.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A knife will open it easily, Harry."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames moved uncomfortably.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It had better be left alone, Cynthia," he said. But she insisted and, +opening a blade of his knife, he went reluctantly across the room to +her side.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is your wish, Cynthia. You will remember that?" he said gravely. +"For myself I would much rather that it should never be unlocked until +both of us are dead."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia showed no surprise at the gravity of his voice. But now she +too paused. "There is still time," she was saying to herself in +feverish trouble of mind, though her face was calm. "There is still +time. He is giving me my chance--my last chance." Her eyelids were +lowered over her eyes and she glanced at him under the thick lashes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are afraid to open it, Harry?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I am afraid."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not merely the outrush of old and overwhelming memories which +he dreaded. But that locked drawer had become to him a symbol of his +own self-mastery. So long as it remained locked, and no longer, he +would dominate his torments and be the captain of his soul. For so +long he would keep locked a frail door against his yearnings. Cynthia, +in a voice so faltering and low that it was hardly audible, said:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Still I should like it opened."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very well."</p> + +<p class="normal">She stood with her fingers clenched upon her palms whilst Harry +inserted the blade of his knife in the chink of the drawer, ran it +along until it touched the lock, and then forced apart the fastenings. +There was a crack as of splintering wood. Harry Rames replaced his +knife in his pocket, pulled out the drawer, and carried it over to his +writing-table.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There it is," he said, moving away from it to the fireplace. Cynthia +bent over the drawer and turned on the light of a reading lamp which +stood upon the table.</p> + +<p class="normal">"This is your own chart upon the top, Harry?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes. It is the last one, you see. Hemming may be bringing back +another."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Will you show me exactly the point you reached?"</p> + +<p class="normal">It seemed to Harry as if she was bent on trying him to the last point +of endurance.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is marked there quite plainly, Cynthia," he said.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia leaned over the drawer--for a long time. Harry Rames was quite +surprised at the closeness of her scrutiny. It was so long since she +had shown any interest in his journey or indeed in anything except his +political career. As a matter of fact, Cynthia saw of that map nothing +but a blur: for her eyes were dim with tears, and she bent so low over +its configurations simply because in that attitude her face was +hidden.</p> + +<p class="normal">She moved.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is this?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She took up a brown package, tied up with string, which lay in a +corner of the drawer.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't know," said Rames with a puzzled face. "I have forgotten."</p> + +<p class="normal">"May I open it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia cut the string and, one after another, perhaps a score of +brown telegraph envelopes slipped out in a cascade and fell upon the +table in front of her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Telegrams," she said curiously. "Unopened, too! Oh, Harry!" this with +a mocking laugh of reproach. Then she looked at the address of one of +the telegrams. It ran:</p> +<br> + +<p style="text-indent:40%"><span class="sc">Rames</span>,</p> +<p style="text-indent:45%"><span class="sc">S. S. Perhaps</span>,</p> +<p style="text-indent:50%"><span class="sc">Tilbury Docks</span>.</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">As she read her face changed. There came a look of introspection in +her dark, wide-open eyes. She swept back in her thoughts over the +course of years and took note of the irony of things and of the +surprising changes in a life like hers which, to all the world, was +uneventful and prescribed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I remember," she said. "These are the good wishes sent to you when +you started. You once told me that you never opened them."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I hadn't the time. We had to catch the tide out of London. We were +late getting away. I had forgotten that I had kept them all."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am going to open them."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is too late to answer them."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wonder."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia opened the telegrams until she came upon one about half +through the number which arrested her attention. This she spread out +before her and smiled at its phrasing.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Harry!" she said.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames turned about.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Come and read this."</p> + +<p class="normal">He stood behind Cynthia's chair and read aloud the message still +legible upon the form.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Every heart-felt wish for a triumphant journey from an unknown friend +in--;" and then he stopped with an intake of his breath. "In South +America," he resumed, and so stood quite still for the space of a few +seconds. Then he leaned forward and looked at the name of the +telegraph office from which the message had been sent.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Daventry," he cried.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Cynthia with a little laugh upon which her voice broke. +"We had a telegraph office on the estancia. We were very proud of it, +I can tell you"; and then the amusement died away from her voice, and +"oh!" she whispered in a long sigh, as she felt his arm about her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You sent that! You! Cynthia! Before I knew you, before we met."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, dear, I sent it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Just think," he cried. "It reached me at Tilbury. It travelled out +with me to the South. It was in the desk in my cabin for three long +dark winters. It came back with me to England. By chance I met +you----"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, not by chance, Harry," Cynthia interrupted. "I sent Mr. Benoliel +to fetch you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, you did," he agreed, with a laugh. "We met, and we married, and +through all these changes it has lain here unopened. Why didn't I open +it? That was conceit, Cynthia. I was haughty. I was going out to +discover the South Pole. I didn't open my telegrams."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But if you had opened it, Harry, you would only have laughed. For +it's just the message of a schoolgirl, isn't it? You were one of my +heroes--oh, not the only one but the latest one--I had just let you in +past the turnstile to my enchanted garden. I was seventeen on the very +day I sent it. I drove down to the office--oh in such a condition of +importance. I pictured to myself you, the unknown you, sitting in your +cabin and wondering and wondering and wondering who your little friend +was in South America. Then I drove back and"--she stopped and went on +again slowly--"yes, other things happened to me that day." She looked +down again at the telegram. "Yes, the message of a foolish and +romantic school-girl."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I should like to be able to think, Cynthia," said her husband, "that +I had opened it when it came."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But you didn't," said Cynthia, "and so--" she broke off her sentence. +She took the telegram form, folded it, and replaced it in its +envelope. She took a brush from a little bottle of gum which stood +ready upon the table by the inkstand and, smearing the inner border of +the envelope, stuck it down again. Then she stood up and turned to her +husband. "And so," she continued, "you must take it, Harry, as though +it were despatched to you by me only to-day for the first time and +delivered to you here now at midnight."</p> + +<p class="normal">She held out to him the telegram and he took it, gazing at her with a +look of wonder. And then hope flamed in his eyes. Cynthia turned away +abruptly. To her that swift flame of hope, of life, was almost +intolerable.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then you knew," he cried.</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia nodded her head, but she kept her face averted.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have known a long time," she answered in a low voice. "Ever since +the letter came to you with the Rexland stamp."</p> + +<p class="normal">The sound of her voice and her attitude pierced to Rames's heart. His +exultation gave way to concern.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am very sorry, Cynthia," he said gently. "I tried to hide it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, my dear, I know you did. With all your strength you tried to hide +it. You watched yourself each minute. But," and she turned to him with +a little smile of tenderness, "I watched you closer still, and the +longing grew too big to be hidden."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry Rames made no pretence to deny the truth of her words, knowing +full well that all denial would be vain. The screen was down between +them.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," he said; "but Cynthia, I keep my bargain."</p> + +<p class="normal">"My dear, there is no longer any bargain between us," she answered, +"for on both sides there is love. Of that I am very sure."</p> + +<p class="normal">She held out her hands to him and he caught them and held her against +his breast.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You said you had rather that drawer was not unlocked until both of us +were dead," she whispered. "My dear, if that drawer was not to be +unlocked, we might both of us be dead at once for all the value our +lives were going to be. So you will go, you must, unless we are to be +wrecked altogether. We have been most unhappy, both of us. I, because +I thought of the dangers," and she suddenly caught him close as though +even now she dared not let him go, "and could not bring myself to make +the sacrifice and let you run the risk--you, because the call was +always in your ears. It couldn't go on. That's the truth, Harry. +Especially now that you know that your secret's no longer a secret to +me. We should grow estranged, embittered, each one thinking the other +horribly selfish. Perhaps, even hatred might come."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No," protested Harry.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, yes, yes. It has come from smaller causes often enough. It might +come, Harry, and that would be terrible. I have thought it out, my +dear. All the time we were cruising down in the West I was thinking +our position over and over and over. And it seemed to me that you must +win this Hickleton election first--and then I would tell you that I +understood your great trouble and let you go. But you had to win +first. I couldn't let you go while people might be able to say that +you had gone because you had been beaten in your political ambitions. +I was too proud of you, my dear, to allow that. You must lay down your +career at a moment of success, leaving behind you a good name amongst +your colleagues and perhaps a great many regrets. But you have won the +election now, you have made good, as they say, and so, for both our +sakes, you must go."</p> + +<p class="normal">She drew herself out of his arms and moved away to the fire.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course it's just what I wanted when I first met you, isn't it?" +she said with a wavering effort of a laugh. "I urged you to go back +and finish your work the first time I met you--one night at the +Admiralty. Only things have changed a good deal since then, haven't +they?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Her voice, which had been steady up till now, broke, and with a sob +she suddenly hid her face in her hands. "Oh, Harry," she cried as +though her heart was breaking, and he hurried to her, exclaiming:</p> + +<p class="normal">"Cynthia, I am a brute. I can't leave you here for three years alone."</p> + +<p class="normal">She held him off with her arm outstretched, dreading lest she should +weaken and take her advantage of his remorse and so have to go through +all this heart-rending renunciation again at some future time.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You won't, Harry," she said, drying her eyes with her handkerchief. +"I have thought it all out. My father asked me on his death-bed not to +desert the Daventry estancia altogether. He loved it so himself that +he did not wish to think that he would die and that no one of his own +people would ever see it again and make sure that all was going well +with it. And here's the opportunity. While you go down to the +Antarctic I will go back to the Daventry estancia. I couldn't live +here day after day with you away amidst the storms and the snow. There +I shall be able to. I will have the estancia to look after. When will +you go?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not so very soon, Cynthia, after all," he said. "It will take me a +year before the preparations are complete. Besides, there's the money +to be raised."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia raised her shoulders in a gesture of reproach.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, Harry! There's no trouble about the money, of course."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames stared at her. "Cynthia," he cried. "You'll help?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"More than help, Harry," she answered. "You see I let you go--yes. I +even bid you go--yes. But I mean to have my share, my dear, in +whatever you do. I mean that you shall carry something of me, +something more than a telegram this time, to your farthest South."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rames sat down in a chair by the side of the fire close to where she +stood. He gazed into the flames in silence. With all gentleness and +love she was heaping coals of fire upon his head. Every look, every +word she spoke, confessed the deep pain which he was causing her. She +was brave, but through the curtain of her bravery her fear and anguish +shone. He spoke as a man will who is smitten by his conscience.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am very sorry, Cynthia. When I asked you to marry me I had no +suspicion that any longing could get so strong a hold on me. I once +told you carelessly that men were driven out upon these expeditions by +the torment of their souls. I said that knowing it only by hearsay and +by the plain proof of it which they show in what they have written. +Now I know it--here," and he struck his breast above his heart. "Yes, +I have got to go if I am ever to have peace. But I am sorry, Cynthia."</p> + +<p class="normal">His voice trailed off into silence and Cynthia laid a hand upon his +head and stroked his hair. "I know," she said, "I know."</p> + +<p class="normal">"All that I thought so fine, so well worth having--the fight with +other men for mastery, the conquest with what conquest would +bring--power and rule and governing--it's extraordinary how completely +all desire for it has vanished out of me!" he continued. "Do you +remember the account I gave you of my maiden speech?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia's hand had gone to her breast, but her voice was steady.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There was a fragment of time when the world went blank, when I lost +the thread of my speech, and stood dumb. A fragment of time so short +that it wasn't noticeable to any one in the House except myself."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, these three years of politics seem to me just such an +unnoticeable interruption of my real life. The fight which I revelled +in appears to me now a squabble made ignoble with intrigues, bitter +with mean disappointments, the victory not worth the fight. No doubt I +am wrong. I went into the House of Commons, you see, without ideas," +and Cynthia started at the word so familiar to her fancies. "Now I +have one, a big one, and it has mastered me."</p> + +<p class="normal">And so Harry Rames passed at last through the turnstile into Cynthia's +private garden. But it was in accordance with the irony of their lives +that she wished with every drop of her blood that he had remained +outside.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I long for simple things, not shifts and intrigues and bitterness; +the gray mists on glaciers; the day's journey over the snow, with its +wind ridges and its storms; the hard, lean life of it all; the fight, +not with men, but with enormous things of nature, some dangerous, some +serene, but, whether dangerous or serene, wholly indifferent." He +gazed for a little while into the fire, seeking in the analysis of his +emotions his apologia.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think, Cynthia," he continued, "that once a man has gone far into +the empty spaces of the earth, he has the mark of them upon him. +Voices call from them over all the leagues of all the seas and need no +receivers at the end."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes," said Cynthia, and once more her memories travelled back to the +death-bed of old Daventry in the dark room of the white house. He had +given her reasons for his great love of his estancia on the wide +plains of Argentina. But there had been another reason, she +remembered, which his failing wits had not allowed his tongue to +formulate. Cynthia had often wondered what that reason was. She had no +doubt that her husband had explained it now. "Yes, my father also +heard those voices."</p> + +<p class="normal">After a short silence Harry Rames reached out his hand and took hers.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think, my dear," he said gently, "that things would have been +different, that I should not have wanted to go, had we been fortunate +enough to have children--" and with a cry Cynthia turned to him +fiercely.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, no!" she exclaimed. "During this hour, for the first time, I have +been thanking God we had no children. For if we had, you would still +have wanted to go just as much as you do now, and that I could not +have borne."</p> + +<p class="normal">Harry had no answer for her outburst. In his heart he knew that what +she had said was true. He sat in silence, his eyes upon the fire and +her hand in his; and a moment or two later she dropped upon her knees +at his side.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But oh, Harry, come back to me!" she cried. "You must go I know. +That's the way things happen. But oh, come back to me."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CHAPTER XXXVII</h2> + +<h3><span class="sc"><a name="div1_37" href="#div1Ref_37">THE LAST</a></span></h3> +<br> + +<p class="normal">At nine o'clock on a morning of July during the next year an auxiliary +barquentine of four hundred and fifty tons steamed westward with the +tide past the Isle of Wight. Besides the helmsman, Cynthia and Harry +Rames were upon the bridge. They stood side by side, Cynthia gripping +the rail in front of her with both of her hands. They did not speak. +The ship glided past Cowes gay with its white yachts and crowded +esplanade and rounded Gurnard Point into Newtown Bay. Cynthia looked +ahead through a blur of tears, watching for and yet dreading to see a +low square church tower stand out against the sky close to the water +in a dip of the coast-line hills. Opposite to that church the ship was +stopped and a boat was lowered. Cynthia, with Robert Brook to look +after her, was put ashore on Yarmouth pier; and the barquentine dipped +her flag and steamed on to the Needles and the open sea on its three +years' voyage.</p> + +<p class="normal">Robert Brook escorted Cynthia across the water to Southampton, and the +next day witnessed her departure from the docks on a steamer of the +Royal Mail for Buenos Ayres. He returned to London that afternoon, +took a solitary dinner at his club, and walked afterward to Curzon +Street. The Rames's house was all lit up, and from the open windows +music drifted out upon the summer night. Harry and Cynthia had let +their house a week before, and to-night the new residents were giving +a party. Robert Brook had an invitation and went in. He listened for +half an hour to a party of coons and then could endure no more. The +comic songs and the laughter seemed to him that night in this house a +desecration. For in the characters of Harry Rames and his wife he +chose to see something of greatness, in their lives something of +achievement. He looked about the walls. Some dark and terrible hours +must needs have been passed by both Harry and Cynthia within them +before the great resolution had been taken which had condemned her to +three years of loneliness on an estancia in South America and had +stripped him of a sure career in politics.</p> + +<p class="normal">Robert Brook fell into a black mood and an utter weariness with his +own life. For him season was to follow season and to find him still a +guest at the parties and the entertainments until he became old and a +bore. He envied Harry his expedition, Cynthia her sorrow. He went out +wretched and walked by instinct down Whitehall. On his way to his club +he passed the windows of the Board of Trade. These, too, were +brilliantly lit; for within the building a Cabinet Minister was +endeavoring to compose an acute struggle between artisans and their +employers. Robert Brook watched those windows; and his disgust with +his own life increased. Here again was achievement for others, not for +himself. There would never be room for him within that building, nor +within any other where the nation's administration was being done. And +his life was going; indeed, the best part of it was done. He walked on +to his own small house and let himself in with his key. The passage +was dark and the house quite silent. He stood for a while alone in the +darkness and the silence. He thought of Cynthia and Harry, of Devenish +and his colleagues, of others without eminence, but, at all events, +with wives and children. He had given up his life to the House of +Commons and the House of Commons repaid him by barely knowing his +name. There was probably no man in London more wretched that night +than Robert Brook.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h3>The End</h3> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Turnstile, by +A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley) Mason + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE TURNSTILE *** + +***** This file should be named 38689-h.htm or 38689-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/8/6/8/38689/ + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by the Web Archive + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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W. (Alfred Edward Woodley) Mason + +Release Date: January 27, 2012 [EBook #38689] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE TURNSTILE *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by the Web Archive + + + + + + + + + + +Transcriber's Notes: + + 1. Page scan source: + http://www.archive.org/details/turnstile00masogoog + + 2. The diphthong oe is represented by [oe]. + + + + + THE TURNSTILE + + + + + + + BOOKS BY A. E. W. MASON + + Published By CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS + + The Broken Road. $1.50 + At the Villa Rose. Illustrated. $1.50 + The Turnstile. _net_ $1.30 + + + + + + + THE TURNSTILE + + + + + BY + + A. E. W. MASON + + AUTHOR OF "FOUR FEATHERS," "RUNNING WATER," + "THE BROKEN ROAD," ETC. + + + + + CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS + NEW YORK :: :: :: 1912 + + + + + + Copyright, 1911, 1912, by + CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS + * * * + Published June, 1912 + + + + + + + CONTENTS + + + CHAPTER + + I. The Swinging of a Chandelier. + + II. Of an Earthquake and James Challoner. + + III. Challoner's Pilgrimage. + + IV. Cynthia's Birthday. + + V. The Reaper. + + VI. A Visitor at the Estancia. + + VII. Both Sides of the Door. + + VIII. The Flight. + + IX. Robert Daventry Explains. + + X. Mr. Benoliel. + + XI. A Man on the Make. + + XII. Lungatine. + + XIII. The Night Before the Poll. + + XIV. Colonel Challoner's Memory. + + XV. The Mayor and the Man. + + XVI. Words Over the Telephone. + + XVII. A Refusal. + + XVIII. A Maiden Speech. + + XIX. And a Proposal. + + XX. At Culver. + + XXI. Mr. Benoliel's Warning. + + XXII. And an Instance to Enforce It. + + XXIII. Cynthia on the House. + + XXIV. The Man Who Had Walked in the Road. + + XXV. Colonel Challoner's Revolt. + + XXVI. The Picture at Bramling. + + XXVII. Devenish Replies. + + XXVIII. Wireless. + + XXIX. In the Ladies' Gallery. + + XXX. The Letter. + + XXXI. M. Poizat Again. + + XXXII. The Call. + + XXXIII. A Letter from Abroad. + + XXXIV. The Convict at the Oar. + + XXXV. A Little Bit Extra. + + XXXVI. The Telegram. + + XXXVII. The Last. + + + + + + + THE TURNSTILE + + + + + + + THE TURNSTILE + + + + + CHAPTER I + + THE SWINGING OF A CHANDELIER + + +At the first glance it looked as if the midnight chimes of a clock in +an old city of the Midlands might most fitly ring in this history. But +we live in a very small island, and its inhabitants have for so long +been wanderers upon the face of the earth that one can hardly search +amongst them for the beginnings of either people or events without +slipping unexpectedly over the edge of England. So it is in this +instance. For, although it was in England that Captain Rames, Mr. +Benoliel, Cynthia, the little naturalized Frenchman, and the rest of +them met and struggled more or less inefficiently to express +themselves; although, too, Ludsey, the old city, was during a period +the pivot of their lives; for the beginnings of their relationship one +with another, it is necessary to go further afield, and back by some +few years. One must turn toward a lonely estancia in the south-west of +Argentina, where, on a hot, still night of summer, a heavy chandelier +touched by no human hand swung gently to and fro. + +This queer thing happened in the dining-room of the house, and between +half-past ten and eleven o'clock. It was half-way through January, and +Mr. and Mrs. Daventry were still seated at the table over a late +supper. For Robert Daventry had on that day begun the harvesting of +his eight leagues of wheat, and there had been little rest for any one +upon the estancia since daybreak. He sat now taking his ease opposite +his wife, with a cup of black coffee in front of him and a cigar +between his lips, a big, broad, sunburnt man with a beard growing gray +and a thick crop of brown hair upon his head; loose-limbed still, and +still getting, when he stood up, the value of every inch of his six +feet two. As he lounged at the table he debated with his wife in a +curious gentle voice a question which, played with once, had begun of +late years to insist upon an answer. + +"We are both over fifty, Joan," he said. "And we have made our money." + +"We have also made our friends, Robert," replied his wife. She was a +short, stoutish woman, quick with her hands, practical in her speech. +Capacity was written broad upon her like a label, and, for all her +husband's bulk, she was the better man of the two, even at the first +casual glance. There was a noticeable suggestion of softness and +amiability in Robert Daventry. It was hardly, perhaps, to be localized +in any feature. Rather he diffused it about him like an atmosphere. +One would have wondered how it came about that in a country so stern +as Argentina he had prospered so exceedingly had his wife not been +present to explain his prosperity. It was so evident that she drove +the cart and that he ran between the shafts--evident, that is, to +others than Robert Daventry. She had been clever enough and fond +enough to conceal from him their exact relationship. So now it was +with an air of pleading that she replied to him: + +"We have not only made our friends, Robert. We have made them here. If +we go, we lose them." + +"Yes," he answered. "But it wouldn't be as if we had to start quite +fresh again. I have old ties with Warwickshire. Thirty years won't +have broken them all." + +Joan Daventry answered slowly: + +"Thirty years. That's a long time, Robert." + +"And yet," said Robert Daventry with a wistfulness in his voice which +almost weakened her into a consent against which her judgment no less +than her inclinations fought. "And yet there's a house on the London +road which I might have passed yesterday--it's so vivid to me now. A +white house set back from the highway behind a great wall of old red +brick. Above the coping of the wall you can see the rows of level +windows and the roof of a wing a story lower than the rest of the +house. And if the gates are open you catch a glimpse of great cedar +trees on a wide lawn--a lawn of fine grass like emeralds." + +His eyes turned back upon his boyhood, and the thought of his county +set his heart aching. Long white roads, rising and dipping between +high elms, with a yard or two of turf on either side for a horse to +canter on; cottages, real cottages, not shapeless buildings of +corrugated iron standing gauntly up against the sky-line at the edge +of a round of burnt, bare plain, but cottages rich with phlox and deep +in trees--the pictures were flung before his eyes by the lantern of +his memories as if upon a white sheet. But, above all, it was the +thought of the greenery of Warwickshire which caught at his throat; +the woods flecked with sunlight, the lawns like emeralds. + +He glanced at a thermometer which hung against the wall. Here, even at +eleven o'clock of the night, it marked this January ninety-seven +degrees of heat. The mosquitoes trumpeted and drummed against the +gauze curtains which covered the open windows; and outside the windows +the night was black and hot like velvet. + +Robert Daventry drew his handkerchief across his forehead and with his +elbow on the table leaned his face upon his hand. His wife looked at +him quickly and with solicitude. + +"You are tired to-night, Robert," she said gently. "That's why you +want to give the estancia up." + +Robert Daventry shook his head and corrected her. + +"No, Joan. But I am more tired to-night and very likely that's the +explanation." Then he laughed at a recollection. "Do you remember when +the squadron came to Montevideo two years ago? There was a dinner at +the legation at Buenos Ayres. I sat next to the commodore, and he +asked me how old I was. When I told him that I was just fifty, he +replied: 'Ah, now you will begin to find life very interesting. For +you will notice every year that you are able to do a little less than +you did the year before.' Well, I am beginning, my dear, to find life +interesting from the commodore's point of view." + +Joan did not answer him at once, and the couple sat for awhile in +silence, with their thoughts estranged. + +For Joan Daventry shrank, with all her soul, from that coveted white +house on the London road. Old ties could be resumed, was Robert's +thought. He was forgetful that the ties were his, and his alone. She +had no share in them and she had come to a time of life when the +making of new friends is a weariness and a labor. With infinite toil +and self-denial they had carved out their niche here in the Argentine +Republic. They spent the winter in their house in Buenos Ayres, the +summer upon the Daventry estancia. Their life was an ordered, +comfortable progression of the months. For both of them, to her +thinking, the time for new adventures had long gone by. They had had +their full proportion of them in their youth. And so while Robert +Daventry dreamed of a green future Joan was busily remembering. + +"When we first came here to settle," she said slowly, as she counted +up all that had been done in these twenty-seven years, "we drove for +two days. If the house on the London road is vivid to you, that drive +is as clear to me. Our heaviest luggage was our hopes;" and Robert +Daventry smiled across the table. + +"I have not forgotten that either," he said; and there was a whole +world of love in his voice. + +"When we reached here we found a tin house with three rooms and +nothing else, not a tree, hardly a track. Now there's an avenue half a +mile long, there are plantations, there's a real brick house for the +plantations to shelter. There are wells, there's a garden, there's a +village at the end of the avenue, there's even a railway station +to-day. These things are our doing, Robert;" and her voice was lifted +up with pride. + +"I know," replied her husband. "But I ask myself whether the time has +not come to hand them on." + +Once more the look of solicitude shone in his wife's eyes. + +"I could leave the estancia," she said doubtfully, "though it would +almost break my heart to do it. But suppose we did. What would become +of you in England? I have a fear," and she leaned forward across the +table. + +"Why a fear?" he asked. + +"Because I think that people who have lived hard, like you and me, run +a great risk if they retire just when they feel that they are +beginning to grow old. A real risk of life, I mean. I think such as +you and I would be killed off by inactivity rather than by any +disease." + +She did not deny that something was wrong in their present situation. +But she had a different conception of what that something was; and she +had a different remedy. + +"We should find life too dull?" he exclaimed. "Too lonely, Joan?" and +he struck the table with his hand; "I find it lonely here;" and at +that she uttered a low cry: + +"Oh, my dear, and what of me?" and the wistfulness of her voice struck +him to silence, a remorseful silence. After all, his days were full. + +"There's our other plan," she suggested gently. + +"Yes. To be sure! There's our other plan," he said. He leaned back in +his chair, his face upturned toward the ceiling, and a thoughtful look +in his eyes. + +"We have talked it over, haven't we? But we have played with it all +the time. It would be so big an experiment." + +He ended the sentence abruptly. The look of thought passed from his +face. It became curious, perplexed. Then he cried with a start of +dismay: + +"You see, Joan, even my eyes are beginning to play tricks with me. I +could swear that the chandelier is swinging to and fro above our +heads." + +Joan looked anxiously at her husband, and then up toward the ceiling. +At once surprise drove the anxiety from her face and thoughts. + +"But it _is_ swinging," she exclaimed. Both of them stared at the +chandelier. There was not a doubt about the phenomenon possible. Not a +breath of wind stirred in the garden, not a sound was audible +overhead. Yet very gently the chandelier, with its lighted globes, +oscillated above their heads. Robert Daventry rose to his feet and +touched it. + +"Yes, it is swinging," he said. He stopped it, and held it quite +still. Then he resumed his seat. + +"Very well, Joan," he said with a new briskness in his voice, "we will +make the experiment. Come! When we go to Buenos Ayres in the winter! +We will try the other plan. Even if it fails it will be worth making." + +Joan's face lighted up. + +"If it fails, then we'll go home," she said. + +No doubt the relief which Robert Daventry felt in the proof that his +eyes were not failing him led him thus briskly to fall in with the +scheme which both approached with timidity; and so the swinging of the +chandelier had its share in bringing them to their decision. But the +chandelier had not done with them. For hardly had Robert Daventry +ceased to speak when it began again to swing backward and forward +before their eyes. So it swung for exactly five minutes and then of +its own accord it stopped. + +"That's very strange," said Robert Daventry. He looked at the clock +upon the mantel-shelf. It was five minutes past eleven. + +"It's unaccountable," he continued. But he was able to account for it +the next day. For a local paper brought to them the news that at ten +minutes to eleven o'clock on the evening before, seven hundred miles +away on the other side of the great barrier of the Andes, an +earthquake had set the shores of the Pacific heaving like a sea, and +Valparaiso, that city of earthquakes, had tumbled into ruins. + + + + + CHAPTER II + + OF AN EARTHQUAKE AND JAMES CHALLONER + + +The experiences of James Challoner on that day of ruin at Valparaiso +were various, but none of them were pleasant. It was his twenty-eighth +birthday and up to two o'clock in the afternoon he was, as for the +last six weeks he had been, a clerk in the great house of R. C. Royle +& Sons. There was no sort of business in Chile which R. C. Royle & +Sons were not prepared to undertake and carry through with efficiency, +from a colossal deal in nitrates to the homeward freight of your +portmanteau. It was, to be sure, upon the latter class of work that +James Challoner was asked to concentrate his abilities. But +advancement was a principle of the house, and in the vast +ramifications of its business, opportunities of advancement came +quickly. James Challoner, who for the best part of five years had been +drifting unsuccessfully up and down the Pacific Coast, between Callao +and Concepcion, was consequently accounted a lucky man to have secured +employment in that house at all. + +"If he can only keep it!" said his friends, shrugging their shoulders, +and his young wife, in the little house up the hill, bent over her +child and whispered the same words. But in her mouth they were a +prayer. + +At two o'clock, then, upon his birthday, James Challoner returned from +his luncheon to the office, but as he took his seat he was summoned to +the manager's room. He walked down the long room between the tables on +which samples of produce were exhibited, then past the cashier's +brass-fenced desks where the banking business was done, to a little +compartment partitioned off in a corner. There Wallace Bourdon, a +young partner in control of this branch of the firm, sat in a tilted +chair, with his knees against a table, awaiting him. + +"Mr. Challoner, it is within your knowledge, I suppose, that we are +negotiating with the Government at Santiago for the construction of a +new railway in the north." + +Challoner shook his head. + +"That's not in my department, sir," he said. + +"Quite true," said Wallace Bourdon. He opened a drawer of the table +and threw half a dozen letters down on the top of it under Challoner's +eyes. "These letters are copies of our proposals. There are two firms +competing with us to which these copies would be valuable. They were +found in your desk while you were out at luncheon. What were they +doing there?" + +James Challoner stared at the letters and pulled at his moustache. + +"I can't think, sir. They must have been put there," he said, and then +with a cry of indignation: "I must have an enemy in the office." + +"Well, that's hard," said Wallace Bourdon sympathetically. "For he +seems to have got back on you good and strong. You can draw your money +from the cashier, Mr. Challoner, and clear out of this house just as +soon as you can find it convenient;" and Wallace Bourdon dropped the +legs of his chair onto the floor. + +James Challoner took his money and went out into the town. He sat +moodily on a high stool at a bar for an hour or so. Then some men of +his acquaintance joined him, and from moody he became blusterful and +boisterous. But both the moodiness and the bluster were phases of the +one deep-seated feeling--a reluctance to go up the hill and meet his +wife. It was seven o'clock before he had gained the necessary courage, +and when he did face his wife he followed the usual practice of his +kind and blurted out aggressively the news of his dismissal. + +"I was lowering myself by going into the office at all as a clerk," he +cried. "I told you so when you urged me to do it. Upon my word it +almost serves me right, Doris. I have never known any good come from a +man's lowering himself. He is bound to make enemies amongst his new +associates. Jealousy is a despicable thing, but there's a deal of it +floating about in the world, and one's a fool to shut one's eyes to +it. However, we can't let the business rest there. My honor's +impugned. That's the truth of it, Doris. I lie under a dishonorable +charge. There's a stigma on our child's name, and it must be removed." + +He drew a chair briskly up to the table, pulled a piece of note-paper +toward him, and dipped his pen in the ink. + +"Let me see, now! Who can my enemy be? Who is it that hates me? Can't +you think of some one?" and in an instant he pushed the blotting pad +from him. "You might say something, Doris. You just stand and look and +never open your mouth." + +That was James Challoner's trouble, and the cause of his uneasiness. +His wife neither buoyed him up with high-sounding phrases, nor +afforded him the opportunity by any reproach to work himself into a +fine heat of indignation. She had given him one dreadful look, her +whole countenance a quivering cry of dismay made visible, and +thereafter she had just stood with no word on her lips, her great eyes +disconcertingly fixed upon his face and her mind quite hidden. She +went out from the room and left him sitting in great discomfort. He +detested her habit of silence, but he feared still more the thought of +him which it might conceal, and he dared not break it with acrimonies. +When she returned again into the room it was to say: + +"Dinner is ready." + +"Well, we must dine," said Challoner. + +"It is fortunate that after all I didn't hire that servant at once," +said Doris. + +"Yes, that was lucky. We can't afford a servant now," said James +Challoner. + +Fear lest his wife should "lower herself" did not trouble him at all. +During dinner he talked in self-defence, flurriedly, about his enemy, +pointing vaguely to this man or to that, and watching keenly for some +droop of disdain about Doris's lips. But she gave no sign, and at the +back of all his thought was the wounding question: + +"What does she think of me?" + +He smoked his pipe outside the door after dinner, with the lighted +streets of the town spread out below him. The house stood apart, high +up on the great amphitheatre of hills above Valparaiso; and on the +opposite side of the road the ground fell steeply. The great bay lay +open beneath his eyes to the distant tip of its northern horn; no +inland pool could have slept more quietly than did the Pacific on that +summer night; still water and mirrored stars, it widened out in the +warm dusk to the sky's rim. A huge black steamer lay out beyond the +edge of the jetty, with the great lights blazing from its saloon +windows and the little lights steady on its masts. From the +close-built streets at the water's edge there rose a pleasant murmur +of many voices. No warnings were being given. Valparaiso, like any +other tropical city, was taking its ease in the cool of the evening. + +At ten o'clock James Challoner, having nothing better to do and no +money to spend, went indoors. He locked the front door and with a +definite relief found that his wife had already gone to bed. He stood +in the empty, barely furnished sitting-room, and his thoughts were +swept back to the morning at Southampton, five years ago, when Doris +had crept on board the steamer which was to take them to South +America. He remembered bitterly the buoyant hopes with which that +runaway marriage had begun and Doris's fears that her flight had been +already discovered and that an attempt at the last moment might be +made to stop her. + +"It has been a bad mistake for me," he said, as all the wonderful +things which he might have done, had he not been hampered with a wife, +glittered in his mind. The truth, however, was not to be grasped by +him unless he would face truthfully the history of his marriage, and +that he was not constituted to do. It was a story common enough: A +young man with no will and caressing manners, who was hastily packed +off to South America, with a few hundred pounds in his pocket, to +avoid exposure in his own country, and a young girl too staunch to her +beliefs--these were the characters, and, given them, the story tells +itself. "Yes, it has all been a very bad mistake for me," thought +James Challoner, and switching off the lights he betook himself to +bed. A door in the inner wall of his bedroom opened into the room +where his wife and child slept. He listened for a moment with his ear +against the panel. All was silent in that room. + +"She can sleep," he grumbled, finding even a grievance here. But he +did not sleep for long. For, just at the moment when the chandelier +began to swing in Mr. Daventry's dining-room, he was shaken out of his +slumber. He lay for a few seconds in the vague and pleasant space +between wakefulness and dreams, playing with the fancy that he was in +a cabin on a ship at sea. But the fancy passed, and he was beset by a +stranger illusion. He happened to be lying upon his side, with his +face turned toward the outer wall of his bedroom; and as he lay he saw +quite distinctly the wall gently and noiselessly split open. It split +open high up and near to the ceiling, and it let through the stars and +a strip of sky. Then the wall closed neatly together again, brick +fitting with brick, so that not a chink was left. The room once more +was black, the stars shut out. + +Challoner was still pondering upon this remarkable phenomenon when a +third sensation shook him altogether out of his lethargy. He was +violently jolted. This could be no illusion. It was as if some one, +crouching beneath the bed, had suddenly risen on hands and knees and +struck the mattress with his shoulders. Challoner sprang out of bed, +tottered, and clung to the bedpost for support. The room was rocking +like a tree in a gale and underneath his feet the boards strained and +heaved. It was his first experience of an earthquake, but he had no +doubt that he was undergoing it, and fear made his hands grip the iron +post of the bed so that his palms were bruised. His chief terror was +the floor. The feel of it moving unstably beneath his feet, the sound +of its boards cracking loosened his knees. At any moment it might +burst upward and explode. At some moment and very soon it must. He had +no fear that it would collapse and gape open; it would surely burst +like a shell; and in his fear of that explosion the rocking of the +walls was of no account. + +He tried to think, and instinct reminded him of civilized man's chief +necessities. + +"My shoes, my money." + +He groped along the bed for the switch of the light, but light did not +answer to the summons. In the darkness he stooped, found his shoes, +and slipped them on. His few dollars, drawn that afternoon from the +cashier of R. C. Royle & Sons, were in the drawer of a night-table by +his bed. He found them. There was a cupboard in the inner wall. He +lurched across to it, and, tearing a long overcoat from a hook, +slipped it on and dropped the money in his pocket. Close by the +cupboard was the door of his wife's bedroom. He remembered her now, +and flung the door open. + +"Doris," he cried, and no answer was returned to him. + +"Doris," he cried again, and this time the wail of his child answered +him from her cot. + +He crossed to the bed. He leaned over it and put out his hand to shake +his wife by the shoulder out of her deep sleep. And with a shock he +became aware that she was leaning upon her elbow in the darkness. She +was wide-awake all the time. + +"Quick!" he cried, in a sudden exasperation. "There is an earthquake. +The house is falling." + +She replied in a strange, quiet voice: + +"I know." + +She made no beginning of a movement. She was awake, had been, perhaps, +longer awake than he himself; she knew the swift peril which had +befallen them; yet she remained propped on her elbow in the darkness, +passively expectant. Or was she dazed? Even at that moment the +question flashed through Challoner's mind and brought him a queer +relief. But it was answered in a moment. + +"I called to you twice," he said; and his wife answered: + +"I heard;" and there was again no hint of bewilderment in her voice. +It was the voice of a woman who had all her wits about her; not of one +who was stunned. + +Meanwhile the earth rumbled beneath them and the room shook. Challoner +felt for a candle by the bedside, struck a match, and lighted it. His +wife watched him quietly. Her dark eyes shone in the candle-light, +inscrutably veiling her thoughts. + +"Quick!" he cried. "Get up. There's no time to lose." He lifted the +child out of the cot, still wrapped in her bedclothes. + +"Come." + +His wife rose, as it seemed to him, with incredible slowness. He could +have screamed in his terror. As he stumbled across the floor to the +door, she opened a wardrobe and, taking out a cloak, drew it about her +shoulders. In the door-way he turned and saw her. + +"Good God!" he cried, and the question in his mind leaped to his lips +and was uttered. "Do you want to kill us all?" + +"I had to find a cloak." + +"A cloak!" he cried contemptuously. He himself had tarried to slip on +his overcoat, but, no doubt, that was different. Certainly his wife +made no rejoinder. "To be buried under this house for the sake of a +cloak," he cried, his lips so chattering with terror that he could +hardly pronounce the words. + +"Go first," she said; and he ran out of the doorway. She followed him, +leaving the door open behind her, and the candle burning in the room. +They were still in the passage when an appalling roar deafened their +ears. The lighted candle shot up into the air and was extinguished, +and in the darkness the splitting of timber, the overthrow and the +wreckage of furniture, rent the air and ceased. Of a sudden the +throats of the fugitives were choked with dust. The fear which had so +terrified him was justified. The floor had exploded, like artillery, +in the room he had this moment quitted. His terror became a panic. He +would have killed his wife had she stood in his way. He rushed +downstairs, inarticulately crying. He fumbled in the darkness for the +bolt of the front door, sobbing and cursing. He found it, flung the +door open, and leaped out into the open air. He ran across the road, +and as he ran a great stone fell with a crash, from the archway of the +door, and the walls of the passage clashed together behind him. With a +loud clatter of thunder the whole house crumbled down into a smoking +heap of bricks. Challoner turned. He was quite alone with the child in +his arms. And for a little while he stood very still. + +But he was no longer in darkness. About many of the villas on the +hillside the flames were creeping, and their inhabitants were racing +upward to the open heights, or searching desperately among the ruins +for those whom the earthquake had entrapped. While lower down by the +water's edge the city was ablaze and over all the bay the sky was red. +The ground still shook beneath Challoner's feet, and the child in his +arms began to cry. He laid it down against the low wall of the path +and crept cautiously back to the ruins of his house. + +"Doris," he called, and again, "Doris." + +His voice was low, but there was more of awe than grief audible in the +cry. "Doris," he called a third time, but in a louder and more urgent +tone. A few bricks, hanging to a fragment of wall dislodged themselves +and clattered down upon the heap of ruin. But no other answer came. He +stooped suddenly where the archway of the entrance door had been. The +great stone had fallen with so much force that one end had sunk into +the ground; the other, however, rested upon a fragment of the stone +pillar of the door; and so the stone lay under a pile of bricks titled +at an angle. Through the space left by the angle a woman's hand and +arm protruded. It was not pinned down by the stone. It pointed with +limp fingers toward Challoner, and beside it a trickle of blood ran +out. Challoner knelt and touched the hand. + +"Doris," he said. + +Her voice had not answered to his, and now there was no response in +her fingers to his touch. The arm moved quite easily. The walls of the +passage had borne her down and crushed her. Challoner remembered with +a shiver the crash and clatter of them as they had knocked together +just behind his heels. His wife had been killed in that downfall. She +could not have survived. + +Challoner rose again to his feet. + +"She was awake," he said, and he talked aloud to himself. "She should +have hurried. She could have escaped had she hurried;" and the picture +of her leaning upon her elbow in her bed in the dark troubled his +soul. There is no terror like the terror which comes from the shaking +of the earth and the overthrow of its houses. Yet she, a woman--so ran +his thoughts--had endured it. Her hand pointing, from beneath the +stones, accused him for all the limpness of its fingers. She had +welcomed it. + +The child wailed from the other side of the road. Challoner crossed to +it. He stood and looked at it doubtfully. Still in doubt, he looked +away. From the blazing town rose a babel of cries, a roar of flames, a +crash of buildings falling in, and every now and then, quite distinct +from the confusion, a shrill, clear scream would leap into the air +like a thin fountain of water. But the sea was calm; the great ship, +with every cord of its rigging strung black against the glowing sky, +lay without a movement. Boats were plying between it and the shore. +Challoner could see the tiny specks of them on the red water. + +"There's no tidal wave," he said in a dull voice. "That's +extraordinary;" and then he picked up his daughter in his arms, and +climbed higher up the hill to await the dawn. + + + + + CHAPTER III + + CHALLONER'S PILGRIMAGE + + +There were two more shocks that night, the first at five minutes past +one, the second half an hour before sunrise. James Challoner sat in +the centre of the most open space he could find, his overcoat drawn +close about him and his daughter clasped tightly to his breast. But it +was almost unconsciously that he held her so. His brain was dazed, and +the only image at all clear in his mind was that of his dead wife's +hand protruding beneath the great stone and directing against him its +mute accusation. But, even so, it was the limp look of the fingers +which chiefly troubled him, and that only troubled him from time to +time. For the greater part of the interval before daybreak he sat +watching the roofs of the buildings below him burst in tongues of fire +and topple down with a clatter of slates in bright showers of sparks, +much as a child sits open-mouthed at the fireworks. Now he huddled his +coat close about him, now some spire of flame towering skyward more +terribly beautiful than the rest, drew a cry from his lips; and now +again, looking out over the quiet pond of the bay, he asked dully, +"Why is there no tidal wave?" + +Morning came at last over the hill behind him, gray and +extraordinarily cold. All about him he saw people, huddled like +himself upon the slopes, men, women, and children, shivering in their +night-attire and their bare feet bloody from the stones. All at once +Challoner was aware that he was hungry. His little daughter reached +out her arms and wailed. Hunger, too, as the sun rose, mastered the +fears of the refugees upon the hill-side. One by one, group by group, +they rose stiffly and straggled down to the ruined ways by the +water-side. Challoner went with the rest; and half-way down they all +began to hurry, beset by the same fear. There would not be food enough +for all. The thought seemed to sweep like a wind across the face of +the hill, and the hurry became savage. + +Along the open esplanade families were squatting side by side. A few +of the more fortunate had somehow secured and erected tents; and +others were crowded into storage sheds. But the most of them were +sitting in the open waiting desolately for they knew not what. And +already in that town, though the earthquake was barely six hours old, +catastrophe had made its sharp division between the sheep and the +goats. For whereas upon the esplanade men and women, and amongst them +many unexpected figures, were already organizing succor for the +outcasts, amongst the smoking ruins the marauders were already at +work, robbing, murdering. There was no longer any law in Valparaiso. + +Challoner made his way to the esplanade. A man whom he knew, the agent +of a steamship company, hurried past him. Challoner stopped him. + +"Where can I get food?" he asked. + +Challoner was a strongly built, tall man, and the agent answered +roughly. + +"You? You will have to wait. You are able to;" and then he caught +sight of the child in Challoner's arms, still wrapped about with her +bedclothes. His voice changed to friendliness. + +"Yours?" he asked. + +Challoner nodded. + +"Where's its mother?" + +Challoner answered simply: + +"Dead." + +The agent took out a piece of paper and a pencil from his pocket. +"Sorry," he said. "Of course, that alters the case." He wrote a line +upon the paper and gave it to Challoner. Then he pointed to a tin +shed, around which a crowd was already collecting. + +"We are distributing a little food there. You'll be given your share, +for you have a child to look after. But I should advise you to look +slippy;" and the agent hurried off. + +Challoner did look slippy. Because of his child he got food for +himself as well as for his child; and as he sat on the ground, in the +shadow of a low wall, after his meal, that fact set him thinking. +There is much loving kindness for children in South America. From east +to west it runs across the continent, just as from east to west human +life is cheap, provided that it is grown up. You might, anywhere in +those days, and, in some places you may still, slay your neighbor and +avoid anything like excessive inconvenience as a result of your +slaying. But if you kick a boy into the gutter because he refuses to +desist from whistling, to your distraction, outside your office +window, you are liable to be fined heavily, and you may be sent to +prison. For you have hurt the _dignidad del hombre_. Challoner was +aware generally of the consideration for children which prevailed. But +now it was brought very practically home to him in the particular. His +little daughter Doris was a definite asset to him. He looked down upon +her with new eyes as she slept on the ground at his side, with a +chubby hand thrown across his knee. She was no longer a nuisance. She +was as good as money--better, indeed, since money could not buy food +to-day in Valparaiso. And there had been a moment when he had stood, +up there before the ruins of his house, doubting whether he should +leave her behind or no. James Challoner was quite chilled by the +thought of the mistake he had almost made, and the fool he had almost +been. + +Doris moved her head in her sleep. + +"Precious one," he said affectionately; and he proceeded in his turn +to sleep. + +He woke up in time to see two great Chilian cruisers sweep round the +point into the bay, and a stoutly built, square captain, whom he could +have mistaken for an Englishman, come ashore with his sailors, to take +command of the town. He obtained shelter in a hut for that night, and +during the hours of darkness he thought out his own immediate problem. + +Valparaiso was not, and for some months would not be. Even when it +should be rebuilt there would be no work for him, since--in his +thoughts he clung to euphemisms--his enemies had ruined his good name. +Therefore he must get away and he had his daughter at his hand to +assist him. + +He obtained, through his good Samaritan, the agent, a rough suit for +himself and some clothing for his child and a parcel of food. He slung +the parcel over his shoulders, lifted his child in his arms, and +walked out that afternoon from Valparaiso up the great post-road +toward the Andes. He was strong and his girl inherited of his +strength. It was summer, a summer of no rain. He tramped along the +valleys of Chile, and his daughter was his passport and franked his +way. He secured a night's shelter at a farm-house here, food and a +trifle of money there, a ride for Doris upon a mule one day, a lift +for both of them in a cart the next. The valley narrowed, the green +floor of it became stones, the trees thinned, the great barrier of the +cordilleras closed in about James Challoner and towered higher and +higher above his head. The road wound sharply upward, now backward, +and forward in a desolate, wild country of gray rock splashed with +orange and yellow and deep red. He started early one morning and stood +on the top of the Cumbre Pass, thirteen thousand feet above the sea, +by mid-day. On the very summit he was overtaken by the post and driven +down at a gallop to Las Cuevas. From Las Cuevas he walked to Punta del +Inca. And at Punta del Inca he took his ease for a week, with the +great snow-mass of Aconcagua showing in a gap of the hills across the +valley. + +It was the season of the baths at Punta del Inca. The hotel was full +and James Challoner prospered, as from the beginning he had thought +that he would. He had reckoned upon Punta del Inca on that night in +Valparaiso when he had determined upon his journey. He sat by the +natural bridge, with his little daughter in his arms, a travel-stained +and patient figure, and amongst those gigantic hills he told his +moving story to such as passed and would listen. He went up to the +hotel at night, and under the lights of the veranda he told it again. +Amongst the many qualities which he misused was a vivid gift of +narrative, and he possessed, at this time at all events, a gentle +voice with an admirable note of emotion. Thus all was in his favor. +The beauty and peace of the scenery, his manner, the prettiness of his +child--even the story which he had to tell. But it was not quite the +story which would have been told at Valparaiso where, to be sure, he +had, as we know, enemies. + +"Why did you come to South America?" some curious soul would ask. + +"I was a younger son," he would answer; and then, with a charming +modesty for the benefit of any English who might be present, "I am of +the Dorsetshire Challoners. These old properties.... Land isn't what +it was.... An estate mortgaged to the hilt. How could any one take an +allowance that must be wrung from it at the cost of the very laborers? +No, I thought I would make my own way in the new lands." + +He spoke without any arrogance of virtue, any contempt for other +younger sons who had not his own compunction, any consciousness of +heroism. He went on to tell the romantic story of his marriage and +elopement. + +"I made my way," he continued, "at least I was making it. My wife, of +course, helped me--" and perhaps here his voice would falter ever so +slightly, he would turn his face aside and whisper to the stars, yet +so that the whisper was audible to people nearer than the stars--"My +God, how she helped me! We had dug out our little corner in +Valparaiso. There was just room in it for a wife and a child and +myself. And then the earthquake came and ruined all." + +He made no complaint; he stated the simple facts; he was reticent +concerning his wife's death. But by his reticence he managed to wring +from it the last ounce of profit; he did not, for instance, describe +how he had found her leaning upon her elbow in the darkness, with the +walls of her room tottering about her. James Challoner had not +forgiven her for that. She had made it so plain that she preferred for +her child and herself an appalling death beneath the bricks than the +slower decline into misery which awaited them. He tried to omit that +remembrance from his mind, as he certainly did from his story. + +A collection was made for him to send him on his way. He accepted it +with dignity. + +"I do not ask for your names," he said. "It would be the merest +pretence. I cannot promise to pay you back. I take it as from one man +to another." And so with his pocket full he journeyed downward to the +vineyards of Mendoza. + +At Mendoza he took the train and in a night and a day came to Buenos +Ayres. It was in the cool of the evening that he stepped out upon the +platform. He was in no doubt what he should do. He had stopped in +Buenos Ayres for a month on his way out from England; and he had +thought out his plan very carefully during his last night in +Valparaiso. He took a train for Barracas, and in the train he tied an +old bootlace about his daughter's arm. He left the train before it +crossed the bridge, and walked up a hill where great houses stand back +behind walls and gardens much as one may see them in Clapham. Some way +up the hill he stopped in front of one of these houses. + +It was noticeable amongst the houses, because a curious turnstile was +let into the garden wall. The turnstile supported a small circular +platform partitioned off with screens. James Challoner placed his +child upon the platform, rang the bell, and turned the stile. The +platform revolved, the child disappeared from view within the garden, +and the screens were so arranged that those who received the child +within could not see James Challoner outside. + +James Challoner went back into the middle of the road, yawned, and +stretched his arms above his head. To-day you may cross the Andes from +Valparaiso to Buenos Ayres in forty-eight hours. James Challoner had +taken four months. He thought of his journey with a chuckle. His +daughter had made his way easy. + +"Nine hundred miles and I've done 'em on eiderdown," he said. "That's +the only bit of comfort I've ever got out of my marriage." + +He had left his child in a foundling hospital kept by some wealthy old +ladies. He had tied a bootlace round her arm, rather because it was +the conventional thing to do, than with any intention of reclaiming +her. He was now a free man. He lit his pipe and stuck his hands in his +pockets. With a pleasant sense of lightness, he strolled down to +exploit his freedom in the bright streets of Buenos Ayres. + + + + + CHAPTER IV + + CYNTHIA'S BIRTHDAY + + +Cynthia woke on the eighth of January to the knowledge that a +thrilling day for her had just begun. She looked out beneath the sun +blinds across the Daventry estancia. Not a hand-breadth of cloud was +visible. The brown earth baked under a blinding sun and the sky fitted +down-upon it like a cap of brass. Inside the room, however, there was +neither glare nor heat; and Cynthia stood with her expectations of the +day fluttering about her like a shower of rose leaves. She was +seventeen this morning, and the pride of it set her heart dancing. +There would be letters downstairs from her friends, she hoped. There +was a string of pearls, she knew. It had been bought that winter in +Buenos Ayres with so elaborate a secrecy, and after so much furtive +discussion as to whether it was good enough, that she could not but +know of it. Moreover, there was a most important telegram to be +despatched immediately after breakfast; a telegram of so much +consequence that no hand but hers must write it out and send it off. +So Cynthia was quick this morning. She dressed herself in a cool white +frock, her white shoes and stockings, and ran lightly down the stairs +into that room where years before a chandelier had of its own accord +swung to and fro. + +Valparaiso had long since been rebuilt, but Robert and Joan Daventry +still kept house in Buenos Ayres through the winter, and made the +estancia their summer home. The years, however, had brought their +changes. Robert and Joan were frankly an old couple nowadays; a young +Englishman was sitting at the breakfast table; he undertook the whole +burden of management; and, finally, there was Cynthia. The "other +plan," so often debated and so often shelved, had been adopted, after +all; the experiment from which Robert Daventry had so shrunk had been +risked; and Cynthia was the triumphant flower of it. + +She greeted the old couple tenderly, shook hands with Richard Walton, +the young manager, and received his good wishes with a pretty +assumption of great dignity. But her eyes strayed to the table, where +her place was piled high with parcels and letters, and her dignity +vanished in her delight. + +"I have many friends," she cried, with a sort of wonder in her voice +very taking to those who looked on her while she spoke. For she could +not but have friends, it seemed. So frank a wish to please and so +sweet a modesty were linked to so much beauty. It was not the beauty +of Argentina, though a rhapsodist might have maintained that some of +its sunlight was held prisoner in the heavy ripples of her hair. But +the hair was light brown in color, where the gold did not shine, and +the rose was in her cheeks. A broad forehead, eyebrows thick and +brown, curving across a fair skin above great eyes of a deep blue set +rather wide apart, gave to her face a curious distinction. And her +eyes looked out from so dark a wealth of lashes that they seemed +unfathomable with mysteries--until she spoke. Then kindliness and a +fresh joy in life lit them with soft fires. For the rest, she was +neither short nor remarkable for height, the nose and the nostrils +delicate, the chin small, but a definite chin. As for her mouth, it +was not a rosebud, nor again was it a letter-box. It suited her and +she could afford to smile. One granted her, at a glance, health and a +look of race. + +She began to open her letters and her presents. "Yes, I have many +friends," she repeated. + +"It may be surprising," said Robert Daventry. "But it seems to be +true. In fact, I am not quite sure that I have not some small token +about me that Joan and I don't dislike you altogether." + +He fumbled first in one pocket, then in another. + +"Really?" cried Cynthia. She leaned toward him, all eagerness and +curiosity. Her lips were parted in a smile. She followed the movements +of his hands with an air of suspense. She knew very well that half the +pleasure of the givers would be spoilt if she betrayed any knowledge +of the gift. + +"What can it be?" Her whole attitude asked, while Robert Daventry +slapped himself and looked under the table in a great fluster lest he +should have mislaid the present. His concern was sheer farce; she, +with a subtle skill of comedy, played her little part of happy +impatience. + +"Ah!" cried Robert Daventry at last. "It is not lost;" and he took out +from his breast pocket a narrow case of green leather and from the +white satin lining of the case the expected string of pearls. She +stood up while Robert Daventry clasped it about her throat, and, as +she took her seat again, she said in a low voice: + +"You are both extraordinarily kind to me. I often wonder what would +have become of me but for you--where I should be now." + +For a moment both of the old people looked startled. Then Robert +Daventry hastened to protest. + +"My dear," he cried in a flurry, "you are, after all, of my flesh and +blood. And flesh and blood has its claims." + +Joan's quiet voice came to his help: + +"Besides, the debt is not all on one side, Cynthia. We were not very +contented until you came to us, were we Robert?" + +"No, we weren't," he replied with relief, like a man floundering who +finds solid ground under his feet. "We had lived hard and had done a +great deal of work, and we were beginning to ask ourselves why. The +heat and the ardor were over, you see. Our lives were cooling down. We +had come to a time when one is apt to sit at night over the fire and +wonder regretfully, now that no change is possible, whether we hadn't +aimed at the wrong things and got less than we might have got out of +our lives. We had piled up, and were still piling up, a great deal +more money than we had any use for. We had made Daventry out of a +plain as bare as the palm of my hand, and we had no one very dear to +us to whom we could leave it. There didn't seem to be much use in +things. Next week was going to be like this week, and the week after +like next week, and life altogether nothing more than a succession of +dull things. We were very nearly abandoning the estancia and retiring +to England when my brother died." + +"And left me to you," said Cynthia. + +Robert Daventry nodded. + +"And then our discontent vanished," said he. + +Cynthia shook her head. + +"I don't remember very much of those days, but I remember enough to be +sure that I gave you a good deal of trouble." She spoke lightly to +hide the emotion which the kindness of these friends had stirred in +her. + +Joan Daventry smiled. + +"Yes, you gave us trouble, Cynthia," she said. "We are frightened by +it still, at times. We are growing old and there is no other young +spirit in the house, and it is possible that you might find your life +rather dull, just as we did before you came to us." + +"Dull?" cried Cynthia. "With you two dear people?" She held a hand +lovingly to each, and now was hiding nothing of what she felt. +"Besides, I have my friends. I meet them in Buenos Ayres. They come +here to visit me. You gave them to me, as you have given me +everything. Look at the number of them!" and she proudly pointed to +her letters. She read them through and she breakfasted, and at the end +of the meal gathered them in her hands. + +"I must send some telegrams," she said. "I will drive to the railway +station." + +"Now?" Joan Daventry asked anxiously. "Can't they be sent later, in +the afternoon, Cynthia?" + +"No, mother," Cynthia replied. "Some might wait, but there's one which +must go off now." + +Joan Daventry looked at Richard Walton. The blinds were down and the +window closed; so that the room was dark and cool. But a glance at her +manager's face told her sufficiently what the heat was like outside. +He had been abroad since daybreak and he was the color of a ripe +mulberry. Joan Daventry looked to him for assistance. But, though his +eyes were fixed with a momentary intentness upon Cynthia, he did not +give it. He spoke on another subject. + +"If you go, Miss Cynthia, I hope you will leave at home the pearls you +are wearing round your throat. We are cutting the corn to-day and +there are a good many men about of whom I know nothing at all. More +hands came in last night than we had use for. It's all right, of +course, but I shouldn't wear those pearls." + +"Of course not," said Cynthia. "I will put them away." + +"And you will take a man with you," said Robert Daventry. Neither he +nor Joan had been brought up in cotton-wool; nor did they ever think +to cloister Cynthia. She was left her liberty; and so half an hour +afterward, with a big straw hat shading her face from the sun, she +drove in her cart along the avenue to the railway station. She sent +off the messages of thanks and then wrote out the important telegram +which was to mark the day for her. She wrote it out without an +alteration. For her thoughts had run fastidiously on the wording of it +all through breakfast-time. She addressed it to: + + + Captain Rames, R. N., + _S.S. Perhaps_, + Tilbury Docks, + London. + + +And she handed it to the operator with a certain trepidation like one +who does some daring and irrevocable deed. The operator, however, was +quite unmoved. The important message to which so much consideration +had been given, wore to him quite a commonplace look. It amounted, +indeed, to no more than this: + +"Every heart-felt wish for a triumphant journey, from an unknown +friend in South America." + +Thus, the very words were conventional and the sentiment no great +matter to make a fuss about. But this was not Cynthia's point of view. + +She had spoken the truth at the breakfast table when she had told Joan +and Robert Daventry that she did not find her life dull. But they were +old people, and, in spite of her many friends, she was, to be sure, +much alone with them. She was reticent of her feelings in their +presence, not through any habit of concealment, but from modesty and +the disparity of years. On the other side it was Joan's theory that +youth should be trusted rather than pried upon. Cynthia was thus +thrown back a good deal upon herself, and if she did not find life +dull, it was, perhaps, because with life she had very little to do. +She was seventeen, a girl of clear eyes and health and silver +thoughts; and romance had its way with her. All that loving care could +imagine for the clean and delicate training of mind and body had been +lavished on her; and little by little she had fashioned for herself a +wonderland of dreams and beautiful things. The only ugly thing about +it was the iron turnstile in the wall by which you gained admittance. +But that could not be helped. Its ugliness was recognized. The +turnstile had been there from the beginning--why, Cynthia could not +have told you. It was indeed itself the beginning. It was there in her +dreams and her fancies, offering admission to somewhere, before the +somewhere was explored, and found to be the wonderland. + +In this world, then, she moved amidst a very goodly company. She was +careful about her company, choosing it from the world at large. She +claimed the best of all the nations for her friends, yet with a pretty +shyness which often enough set her blushing and laughing at her own +pretension. She had a test. Unless you answered to it, there was no +admission, the turnstile did not revolve. Coronets went for nothing, +even brave deeds did not suffice. He who entered--and, by the way, it +must regretfully be admitted that "he" does accurately represent the +sex of those who were allowed to enter. For it had never occurred to +Cynthia at all to let another woman into her world. She was modest, +but her modesty had its limits. He who entered, then, must have given +proofs that he was possessed with a definite idea, that his life moved +to the tune of it. + +The population of Cynthia's private enclosure was consequently +strictly limited; and, since she only knew her heroes through the +newspaper and books, some even of those who were admitted came in +under false pretences, and had summarily to be ejected. She was thus +on the lookout for recruits. Captain Rames was the latest of them, and +Cynthia knew less of him even than of the others. She had seen a +blurred portrait of him in a daily paper; she knew that he was an +officer in the navy, aged thirty-four, and it seemed to her that he +had passed her test. For, this very afternoon, in command of a Dundee +whaler, he was off southward into seas where no ship yet had sailed. + +The clerk stamped her telegram and took it behind the partition into +his office. Cynthia climbed back into her cart. + +"I will drive back across the farm," she said. "I want to see the +reaping." + +At the end of the short, wide street of one-storied huts and houses +she turned through a gate in a wire fence onto a wide plain of brown +grass. A mile across the plain, separated by no fence or hedge, the +glistening acres of wheat began, and at the edge Cynthia could see +little men seated on reaping-machines drawn by little horses like +toys. She drove toward them thinking of the telegram, and, with a +blush under her straw hat, of its reception. As a matter of fact, +Captain Rames was rather busy that day, and anonymous telegrams did +not receive from him the attention which was no doubt their due. In +three hours' time, she thought, Captain Rames might be wondering what +his unknown friend was like, with a heart full of gratitude for her +unknown friendship. Meanwhile, she was driving nearer and nearer to +the little toys at the edge of the wheat-field. The little toys were +growing larger and larger. Cynthia came out of her rose-mist. + +"There are some new machines," she said, with interest, to the man who +was with her. He was an old half-breed who had long been on the +estate. + +"Yes, Senorita," he answered. He pointed to one longer than the rest +and drawn by six horses. "It does everything. It cuts, it ties in +sheaves." + +The whirring of the machinery came louder and louder to their ears. +The young horse which she was driving cocked its ears and became +restive. She gave the reins to the servant. + +"I will walk forward," she said. "You can wait here." She descended to +the ground. She walked forward toward the edge of the wheat. There +realities awaited her. + + + + + CHAPTER V + + THE REAPER + + +The great reaping-machine came swaying over the uneven ground toward +her, along the edge of those glistening acres. A huge arm of iron rose +and fell, catching up the swathes of wheat and flinging them into the +machine, whence they rolled out tied. Six horses harnessed behind +pushed it and a man, perched upon a tiny saddle, steered and +controlled it. The machine was about twenty paces from her when it +came suddenly to a stop. The driver leaped down from his seat. It +seemed to Cynthia that the mechanism must have gone wrong. She +expected to see him bend over a joint or a spring. But he did not +stoop. The moment his feet touched the ground, he ran straight toward +her and very swiftly. + +He ran with his head down, and his shoulders bent. It was a heavy rush +rather than a run. Cynthia recoiled. The words of Richard Walton +sprang into her mind, and her hand rose instinctively to her throat. +Could she have forgotten after all to remove the string of pearls? But +she had removed it. And still the man was running toward her. The fear +that she wore the pearls, and the proof that she did not, had followed +so immediately upon his rush that he had as yet covered only half the +ground between them. It was herself he aimed at then. She cast a rapid +glance toward her cart. The Gaucho was leaning down over the opposite +side, and talking to some one who stood by the wheel. A cry would not +bring him to her side in time. She turned, with half a mind to run. +But, though her white skirt reached only to her ankles, it would still +impede her. She turned back and with a beating heart faced him. And a +few feet from her he stopped. + +He looked at her, drew a great breath, and cried "Ah!" like a man who +has reached his goal. + +"What do you want?" asked Cynthia, and in spite of her efforts her +voice shook. + +A South American harvest finds no use for the weak. The man who stood +opposite to her was broad and powerful, with a heavy, coarse face, +burnt to the color of brick by the sun. The sweat streaked it, and the +dirt of many a day clung to it, and it was seamed by exposure. He was +of the men who move from estancia to estancia while the harvest lasts, +working from sunrise to dark, living upon _mate_ tea and roasted +sheep, and earning a pound a day, and thereafter lying soddened in +some den until the last centavo has been squandered. A battered black +hat was pressed low upon his clotted hair; a month's growth of beard +straggled over his chin and cheeks. And his eyes were evil. That, more +than any other quality of the man, Cynthia noticed. Their quick glance +held her. She was terrified. + +"What do you want?" she asked a second time, and her voice wavered +still more audibly. + +She stood in front of him, her lovely brows, under the big brim of her +straw hat, troubled, and her great eyes wide and alert with fear. She +was in the poise for flight like a startled deer, yet did not dare to +turn to fly. And in the man, as he looked at her, there came a change. + +He did not answer her question. But very slowly he smiled, and the +smile was spiteful. He nodded his head at her; a malicious contentment +overspread his face; and from head to heel his eyes inspected her. +They approved her beauty and the simple daintiness of her clothes; +they took note of her slenderness of hand and foot; they remarked the +lines and supple youth of her figure; and through her white frock they +seemed to make sure of the roundness of her limbs. Cynthia grew +suddenly hot with shame. This man was appraising her--nothing less. +Appraising her as if for a market! Her fear dropped from her. She +cried a third time, but with spirit: + +"What do you want of me?" and if her voice shook now, it was with a +quiver of indignation. + +She heard the thud of a horse's hoofs behind her. The reaper heard it, +too. Without a word, and without any hurry, he turned away from her +and slouched back to his machine. Cynthia's cart the next moment was +driven up to her side. She climbed into it and took the reins. The +encounter had shaken her more than she had thought. She was trembling, +and she drove over the ground quickly, until she saw the slate roof of +the house, flashing like silver, from a clump of dark trees quite +near. + +Then she reined in her horse and turned round. Far away at the edge of +the wheat, the man and the machine and the six horses stood out black +like a little toy. The clank and rattle of the iron came to her ears +through the still air, faintly, like the mechanism of a toy. But +Cynthia shivered as she looked back. + +"Who is he?" she asked of the old Gaucho. He shrugged his shoulders. + +"I do not know him, Senorita. I do not think he was here last year. +They come in herds and go in herds when the corn is stacked." + +Up and down, along the glistening line, the man drove his horses and +manipulated his machine. He stopped no more. With each journey a wide +band of wheat went down. Thus he had been working, balanced in his +saddle, since daybreak. So, with but a two hours' rest, he would go +under the burning afternoon sun until darkness came and bade him stop. +To the Gaucho he was one of a herd of men who did the like; for a few +weeks here; then for another few weeks on another estancia further +down the line. But for Cynthia this man stood strangely out from the +herd. He had stopped her, and she did not know why. She sat and +watched his slow, obstinate progression. The persistence, the physical +strength of the man daunted her. There was something of nature's own +relentlessness in his capacity to endure and work. She magnified him, +and was, at the same time, interested and alarmed. For of this she was +sure. He had not stopped her merely because she was a girl, and alone. +He had stopped her because she was herself. She remembered his smile, +his nods of the head, his malice. He had a personal feeling, a +personal animosity. She could not understand it, yet she was sure. + +"How long will he stay?" she asked. + +"A month," said the Gaucho. + +"He was not here last year?" + +"I do not recognize him." + +"Why, then--" she began and did not finish the question. It was in her +mind to ask, "Why does he hate me?" But she was aware at once that the +Gaucho could not answer it. "And he will stay a month?" she asked +again, uneasily. + +"Yes, unless the Senorita wishes him to go. It will be, of course, as +the Senorita wishes." + +Cynthia nodded her head. There was a way out of the trouble, to be +sure. But, on the other hand, she would have to say why she wished the +man to go. At the recital of her story Mr. and Mrs. Daventry would be +excited and alarmed. She herself would henceforth be surrounded with +precautions. She determined to say nothing at all about her adventure. +She would be careful during this month where she roamed. The man would +be at work and it would be easy to avoid him. She gathered the reins +again in her hands and drove to the house. + + + + + CHAPTER VI + + A VISITOR AT THE ESTANCIA + + +Cynthia accordingly held her tongue. Nevertheless, that evening +Richard Walton said to her across the dinner table: + +"So you were, after all, molested by one of the hands, Miss Cynthia." + +"Molested!" cried Robert Daventry indignantly. + +Cynthia's face flamed. + +"Who told you?" she asked of Richard Walton. + +"Pedro." + +Cynthia had not thought of the Gaucho. He had seemed so entirely +uninterested, so utterly unalarmed. + +"'Molested' is too strong a word," she said hastily. She now meant to +make as light of the encounter as she possibly could. "It was very +likely my fault. I got out of the trap and walked toward the wheat. It +may be that the man fancied I wished to speak to him." + +"What did he do?" + +The question came from Joan Daventry. + +"He sprang from his seat, ran to me, and stopped in front of me. That +was all." + +"Quite all?" + +Cynthia nodded. + +"He just stood and stared at me until Pedro drove up." + +"Did he say nothing?" + +"Not a word." + +In spite of her resolve to treat the adventure lightly, Cynthia's +voice grew troubled as she answered the questions. For she answered +them with her eyes upon Joan Daventry's face, and she saw the +perplexity there deepen into disquietude and misgiving. She turned +toward Robert Daventry. Upon his face uneasiness was still more +evident. He was plainly agitated. He sat listening in suspense. His +indignation had gone. + +Cynthia's fear revived under the stimulation of their anxiety. She +continued slowly: + +"But although he did me no harm, although he threatened none, there +was something strange. He saw me at once. He ran so very quickly to me +the moment I was within reach. He seemed almost to be looking out for +me." + +Joan sank back into her chair with a gesture of helplessness, which +was all the more alarming because it was so singularly out of keeping +with her character. Her eyes sought her husband's and sought them in +dismay. Cynthia noticed both the gesture and the look. They kindled a +vague terror in the girl. The wide brown plain was as a picture before +her. She saw the great wheat-field glistening in the heat, a +wind-wheel in a corner above a well, and this man with the evil eyes +and the face of malice looking her over from head to foot. + +"Yes," she said. "He seemed to be expecting me, and there was +something else. He seemed to hate me;" and Robert Daventry with a cry +sprang sharply to his feet. + +Joan raised a quick warning hand. But the cry had been uttered; and +with a sob Cynthia buried her face in her hands. + +"I am frightened now," she said. "You frighten me." + +Robert Daventry stood over her, clumsily remorseful, and laid his +great hand on her shoulder. + +"There's nothing to fear, Cynthia," he began. "Joan and I--" he broke +off abruptly at a second warning from his wife. "We will pack that man +off about his business to-morrow." + +"Yes," said Mrs. Daventry. She had mastered her agitation, and now +affected carelessness. "We can't really have Cynthia's birthday spoilt +in this way." + +"No, of course not," cried Robert Daventry, seizing upon this +explanation of his distress. But he could not leave it in its +simplicity. "It's abominable that Cynthia should have her birthday +spoilt. She has only one a year, poor girl. That's what's troubling +us, Cynthia. Nothing else. But it's enough to upset us, isn't it? To +think that you should actually have your birthday spoilt--by one of my +men, too." + +So he went on, like a commentator on an ancient text, expanding the +explanation, underlining it, and forcing upon Cynthia's intelligence +its complete improbability. Even in the midst of her fears she could +not but look with amusement toward Joan; and the two women exchanged +the smile of their sex at the perennial clumsiness of man. + +"He shall go first thing to-morrow morning," cried Mr. Daventry; and +Richard Walton quietly rejoined: + +"He has gone already. I paid him off this morning." + +Mr. Daventry ceased abruptly from his vociferations. + +"Thank you, Walton," he said. "Then that's ended," and he sat down. + +But he had hardly taken his seat when the door opened and the +parlor-maid brought to him upon a salver a folded slip of dirty paper. + +"A man came with this to the door, sir. He is waiting for an answer." + +Robert Daventry unfolded the slip and read the message written within +it. He did not lift his eyes when he had read. He sat staring at the +paper like a statue. And he sat amidst a deep silence. The cloud which +had but now been lifted, had gathered once more above the heads of +that small company. Though Robert Daventry did not speak, his long +silence spoke for him; and though he schooled his face to composure, +it was plain that he schooled it. A vague disquiet held the others at +the table. Not one of them but had a conviction that this dirty, +insignificant, scrap of writing announced a catastrophe. + +Joan was the first to move. She walked round the table and stood +behind her husband. He did not hear the rustle of her gown; and he was +not aware that she leaned over him to read the message until the +pressure of her hand upon his shoulder reminded him that she was his +ally. + +"You had better see the man, Robert," she said. "He calls late, but +probably he needs help." + +Thus she sought to pass the message off. + +"Very well, I will," said Robert. He turned to the parlor-maid. "Bring +him to my study when I ring the bell." + +"I will come with you," said Joan, as the servant went out from the +room. + +Richard Walton rose from his chair. + +"Perhaps you would like me, too?" + +"No, I don't think that's necessary," replied Joan Daventry. "But +perhaps you would stay within sound of the bell. We don't know who +this man is or what he wants. If we ring again, you would know that we +needed your advice." + +"Certainly, I will be upon the lookout," said Walton, and he went from +the room and crossed to the servants' quarters. There he would hear +the bell at once should it ring for him. Joan meanwhile turned with a +smile to Cynthia. + +"We will leave you here for a few minutes," she said, and the +composure of her voice almost reassured the girl; would, indeed, have +quite reassured her but for Robert Daventry. She saw that his hands +trembled so that the paper shook in them, even as her hands had +trembled this morning when she climbed up by the edge of the wheat +into her cart. + +"Yes, wait here, Cynthia," said Robert Daventry, as he got to his +feet; and Cynthia noticed that while he spoke to her he altogether +avoided the glance of her eyes. The old couple went out of the room +together, leaving her alone, and carefully latched the door behind +them. In the hall for a moment they stood resting from their pretence. +A broken word or two burst from Robert Daventry: + +"What shall we do, Joan? This is what we have dreaded always." + +Joan raised her finger to her lips. + +"Hush! Speak lower. What I said was true. We don't know who he is, or +what he wants. He may not be the man who stopped her in the field at +all." + +Robert Daventry shook his head. It was rather his nature to run to +meet misfortune if he saw its shadow in his way. + +"What shall we do?" he repeated. "Money will send him away," said +Joan. + +"And bring him back again," replied Robert hopelessly. "Sooner or +later Cynthia will know;" and Joan threw up her head at his words. + +"No," she said vigorously. "No." + +At her left hand a door stood open upon a dark room. This was the +smoking-room. She entered the room and crossed it to the opposite +wall. Then she opened a second door, and advancing into this inner +room, felt for the switch in the darkness and turned on the light. +Bookcases, filled for the most part with books on agriculture, lined +the room, a round table, littered with papers, occupied the centre, in +the recess of a window stood a writing-desk. This was Robert +Daventry's study. Her husband followed her, and saw that her finger +was already on the bell. + +"Let us decide what we are to do," he said, "before you ring." + +Joan shook her head. + +"We can't. We must be guided by what the man knows, and by what he +wants. Only we admit nothing," she declared resolutely; and she +pressed the bell. It rang in the passage by the kitchen, but Cynthia, +left alone in the dining-room, heard it too. + +The moment she heard it, Cynthia rose from her chair, and ran silently +to the door. She unlatched it without a sound, and drew it toward her +until it was just wide enough open for her to see out. There she stood +grasping the door-knob, and in a moment a heavy foot sounded in the +hall. Cynthia set her eyes to the chink. She saw first a maid-servant +cross the hall, and pass into the smoking-room, and after the maid a +man. The man was the reaper who had leapt from his machine and rushed +toward her that morning. The maid-servant came back alone and crossed +the hall again to the servants' quarters. A door was shut loudly--the +door of Robert Daventry's study--and then another door opened +noiselessly, and opened wide--the door of the dining-room. Cynthia +came out into the hall. All the color had gone from her face, her eyes +were wide with terror. The man meant her harm--not a doubt of it. He +had some power to inflict the harm--that was sure. Otherwise why was +he admitted, why were her friends in such concern? + +Cynthia was quite alone in the hall now. Voices sounded faintly from +the kitchen and in the room behind her a clock ticked. But there were +no other sounds. She crossed to the threshold of the smoking-room and +looked in. At the other end a bright bar of light on the floor held +her eyes. The light came from the study. Cynthia watched it for a +moment irresolute. But the temptation grew. She was sure that beyond +that bright bar of light, behind that closed door, here in this +far-away corner of Argentina, good and evil were at grips for her. A +sense of loneliness suddenly possessed her, she longed for the +neighborly noises of a city. And while she stood she heard her own name +pronounced by Robert Daventry, and at once a harsh, strange voice rose +in a laugh, loud and arrogant. She looked about her in a panic. She +must fly, or she must know the truth, the whole of it, the worst of +it. She stole swiftly and noiselessly into the room. Close by that bar +of light a big, low chair stood against the wall. Cynthia crouched in +the chair, her frock a blur of misty white in the darkness. There she +remained, very still and quiet; and every word spoken in the study +came clearly to her ears. + + + + + CHAPTER VII + + BOTH SIDES OF THE DOOR + + +Within the room the three people were standing, the reaper upon one +side of the table, Joan and Robert Daventry close together upon the +other. The reaper was still laughing. + +"Cynthia!" he cried, repeating contemptuously the name which Robert +Daventry had used. "There's no Cynthia. There's a very pretty little +girl I saw this morning in the corn. But her pretty little name is +Doris Challoner. And, taking all in all, it's the better name of the +two." + +He spoke with an easy and most disquieting assurance, but Joan had +enough of that quality to meet with him in the gate. She had always +been a good fighter; she had stood by her husband often enough in the +early days of the estancia, when his nerve would have failed him but +for her; and she was for putting up to-night the best fight of her +whole long, active life. Money, to her thinking, they could make +again, old as they were, if the need came. But they could not open +their hearts to a second Cynthia, even if they could find one. + +"Nonsense," she answered boldly. "Her name is Cynthia Daventry." + +"Where was she born, then?" asked the reaper. + +"In Patagonia." + +"Never in this world," cried the man. "She was born in Concepcion, and +that's her farthest south." + +Joan shrugged her shoulders. + +"We ought to know. She is my husband's niece." + +A grin overspread the reaper's face. + +"And is that so?" he asked, in a mock surprise. "I wasn't aware of +it." + +"Well, you are now," said Joan. + +"Yes, and the news alters our relations altogether, doesn't it?" he +said pleasantly. + +He tossed his battered hat upon the table, pulled out a chair, and sat +down in it at his ease, his legs stretched out, his hands deep in his +pockets. He nodded familiarly to Joan. + +"How do you do, sis?" He turned his face toward Mr. Daventry, "You +have got a nice little place, brother Robert. Shows what honest work +can do if persevered with day after day for a great number of +consecutive years. Quite a nice little place. You haven't, by any +chance, got a nice little cigar, too, have you, Robert, for your +long-lost brother?" + +Robert Daventry's face grew red, and the veins swelled upon his +forehead. He was a man quickly moved to passion, and quick, too, the +passion exhausted, to swing back into doubts and hesitations. He blew +either hot or cold, and, sooner or later, he was sure to blow cold. +Now, however, his temper was up, and he brought his great fist down +with violence upon the table. + +"What do you mean by your insolence?" he shouted "Stand up!" + +Joan laid a hand upon the old man's arm to restrain him. The reaper, +for his part, never budged from his attitude. + +"You have got a nerve," he said. "You tell me a pack of lies--that's +all right, you've got money. But when I take you at your word, it's +'insolence' and 'stand up.' How's that, if you please?" He sat and +laughed for a little in contemptuous jerks. "Your niece, indeed! The +girl's my daughter." + +Neither Joan nor Robert believed him for a moment. They thought of +Cynthia, and compared that image at their hearts with the actual man +who sprawled on the chair in front of them. Robert counted him up, his +heavy features, his grime-engrained, spoilt hands, the whole degraded, +unkempt look of him. Cynthia's father! The claim was preposterous. + +"Her father!" cried Robert Daventry, leaning across the table. "Look +at yourself in the glass!" + +The sneer stung the reaper to a fury. He sprang to his feet, and from +habit his hand slipped to the knife at the back of his waistband. But +he mastered himself in a second or two. He was there for other ends +than violence, and he withdrew his hand. + +"I sha'n't forget that," he said, in a perfectly quiet voice, which +contrasted in the strangest way with the convulsion of his face. "You +got home there. Right home;" and he sat down again. + +Joan interposed before her husband could say another word, and used +soft words. The man was not Cynthia's father to be sure, but he knew +something of the girl's history. That was certain--and he knew more +than either Joan or Robert knew themselves. If she was to fight her +battle with success, she must know what he knew. + +"You could not expect us to accept your mere statement," she said. + +"No, that's reasonable," said the reaper, and he began his story. But +the insult rankled in his breast and as he spoke he kept turning a +murderous eye on the man who had inflicted it. + +He told the story of the earthquake at Valparaiso, and the flight of +James Challoner across the Andes. It was a story told with a wealth of +detail, and difficult altogether to discredit. Neither Joan nor Robert +did altogether discredit it. It might be true or it might not. This +man might have obtained it from James Challoner, or might somehow have +come across it by himself. But they were still convinced he could not +be James Challoner himself. + +"We shall want more proof than that," said Joan calmly, and Robert +nodded his head. Neither of them had felt more confidence than at this +moment since the crumpled slip of paper had been brought into the +dining-room. + +But outside the door Cynthia huddled in the great chair with her ear +to the door, listened with a growing terror. She had never doubted +until this hour that she was the daughter of Robert Daventry's +brother. She had been secure in that belief. Now the security was +going. She clutched the arms of her chair, feeling the whole world +slipping from beneath her feet--even as it had slipped at Valparaiso. +For certain memories, quite clear in her mind, were being explained to +her. An open hill-side at night, a strange red light upon the world, +the crash of houses, little flames creeping, and ships quietly at +anchor on the smoothest of seas--that was one picture in her memories +which had often puzzled her, which would puzzle her no longer if she +believed the story which was being told on the other side of the door. +She remembered, too, a long journey amongst mountains, and a bridge +over a deep and narrow torrent, and many people with kind faces who +spoke to her. + +"Of course, it isn't certain," she pleaded to herself desperately; and +the husky voice behind the door began again: + +"I travelled down to Buenos Ayres by train. I had little money, and no +prospects, and a child on my hands. I couldn't make a home for her. So +I went straight to the foundling hospital. It stands back in a garden, +and is kept by some wealthy sisters. There's a turnstile in the brick +wall of the garden, a little iron turnstile--but you know it well, +both of you;" and he broke off with a laugh. + +Inside the study Joan and Robert Daventry, still remained unconvinced. +Outside Cynthia was persuaded. + +"It's true then," she whispered to herself. "It's quite true;" and she +wrung her hands in the darkness, and her voice broke in a sob. She had +no longer any shadow of doubt. The turnstile in the brick wall was for +her the overwhelming proof. + +Examined in a court of law by the rules of evidence, it might seem +flimsy enough. To Cynthia, it was complete corroboration of the +testimony of her memories. The turnstile in the brick wall--the one +ugly thing in her imagined wonderland of heroes--the turnstile which +had always been there before the land was--how had it come there, she +asked herself? And she was in no doubt as to the answer. The turnstile +was a memory too. It was the turnstile of a foundling hospital, where +her father had left her and gone his way. No wonder, she reflected +bitterly, it was the one ugly thing in her world of fancies. + +She leaned back, shivering, with her hands covering her face. She was +humiliated, but she was still more terrified. Shame cut deep, but fear +touched the very nerves of her heart. The man who had this morning +rushed at her was her father, and she remembered the malice of his +smile, and the evil, covetous look of him as he appraised her. She +grew hot, now, as she thought upon it. + +"What harm does he mean?" she asked; and suddenly she sat forward on +the edge of her chair, quivering from head to foot like a spring some +touch had released. For her father's voice rose again: + +"I tied a bootlace round the child's arm. I can't say that I ever +thought to come back for her. But there's a convention in these +things, isn't there?" he added with a grin. "I have been a +conservative all my life, and now I have found the advantage of it." + +"How?" asked Joan. "Even if your story were true, your daughter +wouldn't be wearing a bootlace or even the mark of it round her arm +now." + +"No, from the look of her she'd be more likely to be wearing a diamond +bangle, bless her! But all the same the bootlace helps." + +"How?" + +Again the implacable question was uttered by Joan. She must know all +that this man had upon his side by way of argument. That was her first +necessity. + +"How does the bootlace help?" + +"It helps because the child wearing that bootlace was received by the +same old ladies who allowed you a few months afterward to adopt +her--that's how. Don't you leave those old ladies out of your +reckoning, Mrs. Daventry, or you will run up against a snag. I went +back to the foundling a year ago and claimed my daughter." + +"You did?" cried Joan. She was startled. For a moment, too, she was +disconcerted. She knew nothing of any such visit. But the statement +was so easily capable of proof that the reaper would hardly have made +it, had it not been true. And she was quick to see how strong a +presumption such a visit would create, that he was the girl's father. +Then she sprang to the weak point in the statement. + +"If it were true that Cynthia was your daughter, and that you claimed +her a year ago, how is it that you wait until a chance meeting in a +field brings you face to face?" + +"There's no chance about it, believe me," James Challoner returned. +For it was he. The delicate manners had been rubbed off him, the +gentle voice, which had charmed so many dollars from reluctant pockets +long ago at Punta del Inca, had thickened and grown husky, the +well-knit figure had spread to heaviness. But this was James +Challoner, after fourteen years had told their tale. "The old ladies +lied to me. Yes, actually lied to me," and he spread out his hands in +indignation. "Lied to a father about his daughter! They were religious +people too!" + +"If they did lie," Robert Daventry burst in, "they did the best thing +they ever did in all their good lives." + +James Challoner waved Robert Daventry and his outburst aside. He kept +his eyes fixed upon Joan's face. + +"Yes, they lied to me," he said. "I gave them the day and the month +and the year, when I placed Doris on the turnstile. They pretended to +make inquiries, and they lied to me. They told me she was dead. Ah!" +and he suddenly leaned forward and pointed an accusing finger at Joan, +"You are glad to hear that. Yes, I thought you would be." + +Try as she did, Joan had not been able to keep a flash of joy out of +her face. + +"It's a matter of indifference to me," she replied, "since Cynthia is +not your child." + +She still clung obstinately to that belief. He might have heard the +story from James Challoner, and James Challoner might be dead. Any +hypothesis was possible in her eyes, except the one which was true. +She would not have it that this man was Cynthia's father. + +"Oh, it is a matter of indifference to you!" said Challoner +ironically. "I will tell you something that won't be. Those old ladies +lied just as clumsily as I have ever seen it done. Poor old souls, +they were rattled out of their senses at the thought of the sin they +were committing. A child could have seen they were lying--as I did who +am no child. And I began to cast about for a reason for the lie. It +wasn't very difficult to find it. Some one had adopted her, some one +they didn't want me to discover, some one rich, then, I reckoned, who +could give the girl a position." + +At the word "rich" Robert and Joan exchanged a glance. So much were +they disconcerted by Challoner's knowledge and assurance that now they +hoped rather than feared that blackmail was the end he had in view. + +"So I began to make inquiries," continued Challoner. "I found out who +were the patrons, who took most interest in the institution, and +amongst them who had adopted a child. I came upon you in the end." And +again he began to laugh. "Those poor innocent old women had actually +given me the date when you took Doris away as the date of the child's +death. It took me a little time to find out all about you; and when I +had found out I had no money. So I had to work my way along until I +reached you. But I have reached you," he exclaimed, lolling back in +his chair, "and, by George, the very first day I am at work here, out +the girl comes to meet me. Why, I recognized her in a second;" and +Joan slipped in, as she thought, under his guard. With a thrill of +delight she believed that he had made a mistake, and a mistake which +would discredit every word of his story. + +"Recognized her!" she repeated scornfully. "And the last time, when, +on your own showing, you saw her she was three years old!" + +Challoner, however, merely smiled at her. + +"If you had a family at your back, old lady, you wouldn't be so high," +he said; and once more Robert Daventry interposed. + +"Speak respectfully to my wife," he cried. + +"What, are you butting in again?" asked Challoner, with a look of +surprise. "You didn't do any good, you know, the last time you +interfered." + +Once more Joan was called upon to restrain her husband. She saw the +man convicted of a lie, and she did not mean to lose the advantage of +that conviction. + +"How did you recognize her?" she asked, smiling in her turn. "How did +you recognize in the girl of seventeen the child of three?" + +"I'll tell you," said Challoner confidently. "And, by the way, she's +not seventeen to-day. It might interest you to know that. She's +seventeen and a half. She was born on the seventeenth of July." + +"Keep to the point," said Joan. + +"Certainly, I will," replied Challoner, "though it's by no means +necessary to substantiate my authority--yes," and his voice suddenly +rang out loud upon the word, so that Cynthia in the darkness on the +other side of the door shivered as if she had been struck, "yes, my +authority. I don't say that she's like what she was when she was +three. I don't even say she's like her mother. She isn't. She's a +Challoner--and in the Challoner's home, by Wareham in Dorsetshire, +there are some pictures worth looking at. I sat opposite one of them +at the dinner table all through my boyhood, and whenever I was at +home afterward--until I came out here. It was the portrait of my +great-great-grandmother, painted by Romney, when she was a girl; and I +tell you the girl who came stepping so prettily across the field this +morning, in her white frock and big straw hat, might have stepped +right out of that picture frame. That's how I recognized her." + +He ended on a note of triumph, and for the first time Joan's +confidence failed her altogether. Again, it was not, of course, a +conclusive piece of evidence, gauged by any laws of reasoning, but +just as Challoner's description of the turnstile had convinced Cynthia +outside the door because of the particular illumination it lent to an +obscure fancy, so this detail of the picture did more to convince Joan +Daventry than the rest of the story. Some portions of that story she +knew to be true: the bootlace, the abandonment of the child. But what +she had obstinately been combating was the contention that it was true +of this man who sat before her. He might have learnt it all from the +real father; he might now be seeking to make his profit out of the +knowledge. That had been her hope. But it failed her now. For the +particular detail of the girl's resemblance, now that she was +seventeen, to the Romney portrait in the Challoners' dining-room he +could not have learned from another. It did suggest that the man in +front of her was the Challoner he claimed to be. Of course the detail +might have been invented. But it did not sound to her invented; and, +so far as her knowledge could test it, the rest of his story was true. +She looked him over again with new eyes. + +"But you can't prove that," she said. "Even if it were true, you +couldn't prove it." + +"Should I need to?" asked Challoner. "After I had put those old ladies +from the Foundling into the witness-box, should I need to, Mrs. +Daventry? Would they stick to their lie? Any tenth-rate attorney could +turn 'em inside out as easy as an old glove, if they tried to. But +they wouldn't try--and you know it as well as I do." + +Challoner had put his finger on the danger-spot of the Daventrys' +position. Those two old ladies would have suffered much +heart-searching before they told their lie, and not a little remorse +afterward. Questioned upon their oaths they would speak the truth, and +the whole truth. Of that Joan felt sure. + +"There are men, too, in Buenos Ayres who knew me when I was in Chile," +Challoner continued; and then once more Robert Daventry interposed. + +"But you wouldn't be mad enough to go to law with us," he cried, and +Challoner laughed. + +"Oh, yes, I would, and I would put you into the witness-box, too. A +pretty figure you would cut, with your Patagonian brother, eh? I +wouldn't bring my action here, of course, in this district. You've got +your local syndic in your pocket, I grant you. But the law runs in +Buenos Ayres nowadays, and don't you forget it." + +Robert Daventry turned aside to hide his discomfiture, and walked once +or twice across the room. He had no doubt that this man was James +Challoner and Cynthia's father. His story was too circumstantial to be +disputed. Moreover, neither he nor Joan could publicly dispute it. +There had been no brother in Patagonia. He turned abruptly to +Challoner: "How much do you want?" + +Joan moved quickly to his side with a cry of protest. Money it might +be necessary to pay, but it must be asked for, not offered. To offer +it was to admit the claim. + +"What are you saying, Robert?" she cried. + +Robert turned to her quietly. + +"It must come to that in the end. Why not now and have done with it? +How much?" + +A smile of triumph broadened over Challoner's face. Outside the door +Cynthia leaned forward, her hands clasped over her heart in an agony +of suspense. Why didn't he answer? Why was he so long? + +The answer came at length: + +"I want my daughter, nothing else. She is not of age. I have a right +to her; I'll take her away with me to-night." + +Cynthia crouched back in her chair, clasping its arms tightly with her +hands, and making herself very small. To Joan and Robert Daventry the +demand was incredible, even though their ears had heard it. Challoner +could not mean it. It was an expedient to raise the price. But Cynthia +had caught a note of malice in his voice which brought back before her +eyes the malice of his looks as he had stood before her in the field. +He meant to take her away, and that night. She glanced toward the +door. To leave her home, to be swallowed up in the darkness with this +stranger for her companion! She clung to the chair in a panic of +terror. Then she heard Robert Daventry repeating the words in a daze: + +"You want to take her away? Cynthia?" And as though the meaning of +Challoner's demand for the first time broke in on him, "Never!" he +cried violently. + +"I want to take her away to-night;" and now the malice in Challoner's +voice was audible to Joan too. She stared at him over the table. He +sat nodding his head at her with little quick movements, his eyes very +bright, and a horrid smile about his mouth. She remembered what +Cynthia herself had said: "He seemed to hate me." + +"You grudge her her happiness, her life with us!" she exclaimed; and +Challoner beat his fist upon the table in a sudden anger. + +"Is it strange?" he cried. "All these years here she has been sitting +soft and walking daintily. What have I been doing? 'Look at yourself +in a glass'--That's what you said," and he turned to Robert Daventry. +"I told you I'd remember it, and I do. A fine life I have had of it +for fourteen years. Mate tea and enough work a day to throw a +trades-unionist into hysterics! No wonder I've lost my looks." + +All the bitterness of his fourteen years of degradation seemed to be +concentrated in his words. The easy good-humor with which he had begun +had vanished. He was a man venomous with grievances. He was still the +old James Challoner in this; he had enemies, only now the enemies were +not a few to be searched for through a list, but all who had a +sixpence in their pockets. Joan herself was frightened. She realized +the mistake which she and her husband had made in their eagerness to +disbelieve the story of this man. She understood now that when she had +thought of Cynthia and compared her with the reaper, she had been +thinking only of the flower and had omitted her own assiduous +cultivation of the plant. She recognized now that the look of race +which fourteen years of luxury had refined in the girl, fourteen years +of degradation might well have obliterated in the man. + +"I have had enough of it," cried James Challoner. "It's now her turn." + +"But we offer you freedom from that life," said Joan, and her voice +began to plead. + +"I want my daughter," Challoner retorted implacably. + +"But you can't make a home for her," said Robert Daventry. + +Challoner chuckled and his voice lost its violence. + +"You must take me for a softy," he said with a drawl of amusement. "I +mean her to make a home for me, where I can do a bit of sitting soft +and recover my good looks." + +"But she can't make a home for you," said Joan. + +"Oh, yes she can." + +"How?" + +Cynthia outside the door waited in a despairing bewilderment. The +changed tones of those whom she had looked upon as her parents assured +her that the reaper had authority and rights, could claim her, could +take her away. But how, she asked herself, was she to make a home for +him? She had learned no profession, practised no art. The tears rose +to her eyes and flowed down her cheeks; and the answer came. + +"She's a rare one for looks," said Challoner. His eyes narrowed to +slits and his face became mean and despicable to look upon. "You'll +not find her equal strolling under the lamps of Buenos Ayres." + +Joan flinched and uttered a cry. The movement was that of one who has +been slapped in the face. Cynthia felt her heart stand still within +her breast. She had lived in Buenos Ayres, where knowledge comes +quickly to women. She was neither ignorant nor a fool. She understood, +and once more her eyes went to the door. It was all quiet in the hall. +A few quick steps and she would be out of the house. She rose from her +chair. For the dark night, which a minute before had so appalled her, +now appealed to her as a friend and refuge. But as she turned, she +heard Robert Daventry say in a choking voice: + +"Go! or I'll have you thrown out;" and the bell rang violently. + +"Oh, is that the game?" replied Challoner. + +Daventry strode round the room. + +"Not a word! Go! I loathe you." + +And the door was wrenched violently open. Cynthia had just time to +drop into her chair. She heard her father's voice close to her, and no +longer through the panels of a door. She cowered down, covering her +face with her hands, and drawing in her feet. + +"All right, I'll go," said Challoner. "I can afford to go. For I have +the law on my side." + +"The law! Try it!" + +"I will." + +Challoner was standing in the doorway now. He was looking back into +the study. But he had only to turn his head to see that blur of misty +white in the chair, only to bend down and draw the trembling hands +from the girl's face to find his daughter in his grasp. Cynthia lay +holding her breath, ready at a touch of him to swoon. + +"She's my daughter. All your money won't get over that. Just wait +and see. I'll come back with the law at my side, and take her +away--yes--if I have to tie her hand and foot to take her." + +He flung out across the smoking-room, looking neither to the right nor +to the left. Joan and Robert Daventry followed quickly behind him, +afraid lest he should force his way into the dining-room where they +had left Cynthia. Not one of them saw the girl huddled in the great +chair in the dark room. Richard Walton came into the hall. + +"I'll see you off the premises," he said to Challoner, and a moment +afterward the front door slammed. + +With the slamming of that door Cynthia seemed to swim back into life; +and all at once there came upon her a great longing for comfort and +kind words. She was hurt and humiliated as she had never thought to +be. It seemed to her that she was tainted, and she was terribly +afraid. She took a swift step toward the door, and there Joan's voice +speaking in a whisper arrested her. + +Joan was standing with her husband by the dining-room, and seeking to +compose her agitation before she entered it. Her voice was still +shaking from her encounter. + +"Not a word to Cynthia," she said. "We sha'n't let her go, Robert," +and her voice was very wistful, and appealed for confirmation of her +words. "So there's no need to trouble her--as this story would trouble +her." + +"No, we'll not say a word to her," replied Robert. He made an effort +to be hearty, but it quite failed to hide his distress. "We shall find +a way out somehow when we think it all over. No, we'll not breathe a +word, my dear. Cynthia's birthday mustn't be spoilt," and, thoroughly +miserable, the old couple went into the dining-room and closed the +door behind them. + +Cynthia made up her mind. Since they wished her not to know, since it +would add so much to their distress if they learned that she did know, +she would keep her knowledge to herself. It seemed to her then a small +return to make to them for their devotion, but it was to cost her much +more than she imagined. She would wait, schooling herself to patience, +hiding her fears. But she could not face her friends to-night and keep +her secret. For that she had not the strength. She ran swiftly and +silently up to her room and flung herself upon her bed and buried her +face in the pillows. There she lay trembling until the thought came to +her that Joan would not retire without coming to ask why she had gone +upstairs so early. She undressed and was hardly in bed before Joan +knocked on the door. + +"I had a headache," said Cynthia. "It is the heat, no doubt. I shall +be myself in the morning." + +"You are sure? You wouldn't like the doctor?" Joan asked anxiously. + +"Oh, no!" exclaimed Cynthia. + +Joan put her hand to the switch of the light, and Cynthia started up +in bed with a wild gesture. + +"Don't turn the light out, please, mother," she cried; and the next +moment feared that Joan would have heard the terror underneath her +words. But Joan herself was occupied. She kissed Cynthia and left her +alone with the light burning in her room. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII + + THE FLIGHT + + +But though the light burned in her room, Cynthia did not sleep till +daybreak. For the first few hours there was a strange bustle about the +passages of the house, for which she did not seek at all to find a +cause. She welcomed it for its companionship. Familiar voices informed +her that her friends were awake about her, and she was comforted. She +tried to fall asleep before the noise should cease, but gradually the +estancia sank into silence, and she was still awake. Then began her +hours of terror. Her window was open, and every flutter of the night +air which shook the curtains was her father's coarse, strong hand upon +the sill. If she closed her eyes for a moment, his dark and evil face +was already bending over her, as she lay helpless in her bed. If she +heard a wardrobe crack it was he stepping clumsily about the room. +Half the night she spent crouching up in her bed, her eyes wild with +fear, her heart racing and stopping, while she listened for the sound +of his footsteps outside the house. And she heard them; did a twig +snap on a tree in the garden, she heard them. There was he, prowling +about the walls, watching, perhaps, for just her light to be put out +before he slipped in through a window to take her away. If she heard +no sounds, then he was already in the house, creeping along the +corridor toward her door. From the moment when this particular fear +seized hold upon her, her eyes were fixed in an agony of suspense upon +the long mirror in her room. The door was at her right hand, set in +the wall against which the head of her bed was placed. A high screen +stood by the side of the bed and hid it from her altogether. But +across the room the long mirror faced her, and by looking at its +bright surface she could see whether the door opened or not. It was a +white door, with a round brass handle, and, continually, she was very +sure that she saw the handle turn. In her frantic imaginings her +father's very semblance changed. Gross though he was, still more she +distorted him, making his likeness fit with the knowledge which she +had of him. He meant to drag her away, and batten on what she had of +youth and freshness and good looks; and this, out of malice almost as +much as for profit, and to punish her for the happiness of her life. +He swelled into some grotesque and corpulent thing of evil with a fat, +loathsome face and gripping hands. + +The night was a night of disillusionment for Cynthia. Romance was +stunned in her. All her pretty dreams, wherein she shyly walked with +the bright ones of the earth, were rent and blown to space like +gossamer. She seemed separated from them by a generation of years. She +looked back upon them with derision. A fine heroine she was to be if +that door opened. She was to walk--yes--but under the gas-lamps, and +not shyly, and with any who would. That was the plan deliberately +conceived for her and conceived by her own father. The mere thought of +it seemed to sully her, to make her unworthy. She remembered that only +that morning she had sent a telegram to Captain Rames, with a thrill +of excitement, as though she were doing a remarkable thing. She had +actually dared. She sat up, and in the bitterness of her heart laughed +at the great significance she had set upon herself. Her father had a +different view of her importance, and from head to foot she ached with +the pain of her humiliation. + +Thus through the long hours she swung between terror and abasement, +each one mastering her in turn. Once she started up with a despairing +cry as she imagined her father driving her out into the street with +blows. + +Could she make her living honestly if she ran away from him, she +wondered miserably, bethinking that at the worst she must kill +herself? At another moment she would recall with a pang of contempt +her enchanted garden and scorch its flowers with her ridicule. She +would walk in that garden no more. It was closed. She had been an +impostor in it always. It was a place of falsities. There was but one +true, real thing in it all--the turnstile in the wall which gave +admission to its precincts. Yes, that was true, and the turnstile, +with all it meant of shame and indifference, became to her a new +epitome of life. + +Gradually the night wore through. A finger of gray light slipped +through the curtains, and was laid upon the ceiling of the room. Birds +began to sing in the garden. Cynthia turned out her light and fell +asleep at last. She slept late and woke to just such another day of +heat as yesterday. She lay for a moment, happily convinced that all +which had occurred last night had occurred only in a dream. But she +looked into the mirror across the room and saw the door, and the truth +was made known to her. These things had happened. + +Certainly the door was still closed, the night had passed. But other +nights would follow, and through the closed door, not her father, but +fear and shame had passed to bear her company. She came down to +breakfast pale and heavy-eyed, and found Joan and Robert Daventry +already at the table. She was afraid lest they should remark the +alteration in her looks, and she set herself to counterfeit an air of +gaiety. It was not very successful, but Joan and Robert Daventry were +making precisely the same pretence, with still poorer results. They +could not meet her eyes any more than she theirs; and they were trying +for the sake of her happiness to hide from her a catastrophe, her +knowledge of which for the sake of their happiness she was trying to +hide from them. Thus they all talked with great speed about things of +no importance, and laughed noisily whether laughter was appropriate or +not, until Robert Daventry suddenly turned to Cynthia and blurted out +with an affected blitheness: + +"I hope, my dear, that you haven't made many absolutely unalterable +arrangements for the summer." And Cynthia turned as white as the +table-cloth and looked suddenly down to hide the terror in her eyes. +They were going to give her up, then! That was her first despairing +thought. No doubt it could not be helped. They were compelled to. + +"No," she answered faintly. "No arrangements that cannot be altered. I +was going to stay for a week with--" and as she compared the summer +which she had planned with that which awaited her, she stopped, lest +the choking of her voice should betray her. + +"That's well," continued Robert, "for you have a journey to make, +Cynthia. I have had a telegram this morning from England. I bought +some property in Warwickshire a few years ago. We thought you would +not, perhaps, want to live all your life in the Argentine after we had +gone. So we bought it for you. But it appears there's some sort of +lawyer's trouble over the title." + +"We have known there was some trouble," Joan hastened to explain, "for +quite a long time. But until this telegram arrived we did not think it +very serious." + +"Now we know what it is," continued Robert, "and I am afraid that we +must go to England and attend to it. Luckily, we have Walton now to +look after the estancia." And since Cynthia made no reply, but still +looked upon the cloth, he continued in some perplexity: "I hope, my +dear, you won't be disappointed. Joan and I, indeed, were inclined to +be confident that you would enjoy the trip." + +"And, of course, I shall," cried Cynthia; and now she raised her head +and gazed at her friends with shining eyes. She had not dared to yield +her face to their scrutiny in the first revulsion of her feelings. +Even now the room whirled about her. "I shall be delighted to go with +you. When shall we start?" + +"Yes, that's the point," said Mr. Daventry, uncomfortably. "The +telegram is very urgent, and there's a boat sailing from Buenos Ayres +to-morrow. I am afraid, Cynthia, that we must catch it. There's +certain to be no difficulty about cabins just at this time of the +year, and, in fact, I have already telegraphed to retain them. So you +see we must leave Daventry by the night train. Can you be ready?" + +"Of course," said Cynthia. + +The color came back again into her pale cheeks and made them rosy, and +the smile returned to her lips. No telegram had come. The bustle in +the corridors during the early hours of the evening was explained to +her. Over night, Robert and Joan had made up their minds to an instant +flight, and had set about their preparations. Cynthia drew her breath +again. She resumed life and some part of her faith in life. The world +was not peopled with James Challoners, as, in the shock of her horror, +she had almost been persuaded. Here were two who, for her sake, were +abandoning their home and the place which their labors had made for +them in the country of their adoption. Her great trouble during that +day of hurried preparation was to avoid blurting out to her two +friends her gratitude and her knowledge. + +They travelled by night and, reaching Buenos Ayres in the morning, +drove straight along the docks to their ship. Once on board, Cynthia +noticed that Joan made this and that excuse about the arrangement of +her cabin to keep her from the deck until the steamer had warped out +into the basin. Then she gave a sigh of relief and sat down in a +chair. + +"You won't mind, dear, will you?" she said. "We shall probably be kept +some time in England. But you will soon make friends. Robert was +speaking about it last night. He said it was a good hunting country, +and that we could get you some fine horses and--" and suddenly she +felt Cynthia's arms about her neck, and the girl's tears upon her +cheeks. + +"My dear, my dear, you are too kind to me!" cried Cynthia. "I don't +mind about the horses, if only you'll keep me with you." + +"Of course, of course," said Mrs. Daventry. "What should we do without +you ourselves." + +The screw was churning up the mud of the River Plate, the flat banks +dotted with low trees were slipping past the port-holes. + +"Let us go out and get the steward to arrange our chairs on deck," +said Mrs. Daventry. She put Cynthia's outburst down, not to any guess +at the true reason of their flight, but to a young girl's moment of +emotion. + +The steamer put into Montevideo, and Santos, and Rio, and glided +northward along the woods and white sands of Brazil. It passed one +morning into the narrows of the Cape Verde Islands, and there was +dressed from stem to stern with flags. + +Cynthia asked the reason of the first officer, who was leaning beside +her on the rail, and for answer he pointed northward to a small black +ship which was coming down toward them, and handed to her his +binocular. + +"That's the _Perhaps_, bound for the South," he said; and he saw the +girl's face flush red. + +She put the glasses to her eyes, and gazed for a long while at the +boat. The _Perhaps_ was a full-rigged ship, with auxiliary steam, +broad in the beam, with strong, rounded bows. She had the trade-wind +behind her, and came lumbering down the channel with every sail set +upon her yards. + +"But she's so small," cried Cynthia. + +"She has to be small," replied the first officer. "Length's no use for +her work. Look at us! We should crack like a filbert in the ice-pack. +She won't." + +"But she's out for three years," said Cynthia. + +"There'll be a relief ship with fresh stores, no doubt. And there are +not many of them on board, twenty-nine all told." + +Cynthia looked again, and held the glasses to her eyes until the boats +drew level. She could make out small figures upon the bridge and deck; +she saw answering signals break out in answer to their own good +wishes; and then the name in new gold letters came out upon the black +stern beneath the counter. + +"Thank you," she said as she handed back the glasses. But her eyes +were still fixed upon that full-rigged ship lumbering heavily to the +unknown South. + +"I am very glad to have seen the _Perhaps_," she said slowly. + +The first officer looked at her curiously. There was a quiver of +emotion in her voice. + +"Perhaps you have friends on board," he said. "If you have, I envy +them." + +"No," she said slowly. "I know no one on board. But I am glad to have +seen the ship, for I was interested in it in a part of my life which +is now over." + +The first officer was about to smile. Here was a remarkably pretty +girl of seventeen or so, talking about a part of her life which was +over! But the big, dark-blue eyes swept round and rested gravely on +his face, and he bowed to her with a fitting solemnity. + +Cynthia exaggerated, no doubt, taking herself seriously as young girls +will. But the shock of that last night in the estancia had wrought a +revolution in her thoughts. Though James Challoner no longer seemed to +grip her hand, she walked in the chill shadow of his presence. Nor did +that shadow quite lift even when she had landed in England. + +They travelled into Warwickshire, and so came to that white house +behind the old wall of red brick on the London road which Robert +Daventry had once coveted for himself and had afterward bought for +Cynthia. The Daventrys made it their home now. Though Cynthia never +read a word about it in the papers, that disputed title took a long +while in the settling. Robert Daventry resumed the old ties. Joan, +with Cynthia at her side, found the making of new ones not the +laborious business she had feared, and Cynthia had her horses and as +many friends as she had room for in her life. But the shadow was still +about her. James Challoner might have found the means to follow them +to England. At any corner of a lane she might discover his gross and +sinister figure upon the path. A few miles away, the ancient city of +Ludsey lifted high its old steeples and its modern chimneys. She was +always secretly upon her guard in its climbing streets. There was +always in her life a mirror facing a closed door, and at her heart a +great fear lest she should see the door open. + + + + + CHAPTER IX + + ROBERT DAVENTRY EXPLAINS + + +Thus the greater part of three years passed, but toward the end of the +third the influenza became virulent throughout that country. It was a +winter of sharp frosts and sudden thaws. One week the lanes were deep +in snow and the fields white squares ruled off by the hedges; the next +the whole country-side ran water. The epidemic was at its worst in +November, and during that month it attacked Joan Daventry. She was now +a woman of seventy, and the activity of her life had worn out her +heart. She died within a week of her seizure, and from that time +Robert Daventry's strength steadily declined. It may have been that +the loss of Joan loosened his hold on life, or, again it may have +been, as Dr. Hill declared, that he caught a chill at the graveside +which he could not shake off. But, whatever the cause, he ailed +through November, and in the beginning of the following month, while +sitting on the bench at Ludsey, he was seized with a great faintness. +He was driven back to the white house, and took to his bed; and on the +next day the snow fell again. + +Ten days after he had fallen sick, Dr. Hill came from the bedroom and +found Cynthia waiting as ever for his news. He was an oldish man, and +quite at home in that house. He slipped his arm through hers and said +in a grave and gentle voice: + +"Your father wants you, my dear. He has something to say to you." + +Cynthia looked at him anxiously. + +"Won't it tire him too much to talk?" + +"He will not, I think, be tired for very long. You had better go to +him at once, for his mind is quite clear now. I will come back +to-morrow morning, unless you telephone to me before then that you +want me. It is now, I am afraid, a matter of waiting." + +He drove away from the door. Cynthia walked back along the passages to +the room where the old man lay in a great four-poster bed. The +afternoon was closing in, and the room was not yet lit. But there was +light enough for her to appreciate all that Dr. Hill had meant. Robert +Daventry had grown so frail, his hands and face were so very nearly +transparent. + +"I have a good deal to tell you, Cynthia," he said feebly, and his +lips tried to smile. "So listen to me carefully." + +The nurse went out of the room. Cynthia sat down by the bed and took +the old man's hand in hers. She made no pretence that another +opportunity would come. + +"You will be very well off, my dear, I am thankful to say," he +continued. "There's the estancia, about which I will say a word to you +later, and a little more than four hundred thousand pounds in the +stocks. It's practically all coming to you. Of course, the profit on +the estancia varies with the season, and may in bad years mean +nothing; but on the average, I reckon you ought to have about +twenty-five thousand a year. That leaves out this house and the little +farm which goes with it. They are yours already. I have made Hill one +of my executors--he'll be rather a figurehead, I expect--and Isaac +Benoliel, of Culver, the other. They are both friends and neighbors of +yours, and understanding people. I have tied up half the money on you +and your children. If you haven't any children you will bequeath it as +you like. But I am hoping very much that you will have them. I once +asked a woman what she looked back upon as the happiest time of her +life, and she said the evenings when she and her husband used to sit +alone together before their first child was born. I think that was a +wise saying, Cynthia. It struck me very much at the time, and has +never since seemed to me less true than it did then. And, you know, +everybody can't expect quite the same luck as Joan and I had in +finding you." He pressed her hand with such strength as he had, and +lay for a little while silent, husbanding his strength. + +"I was advised by my lawyer," he resumed, "to tie my whole fortune up. +But I talked it over with Joan and we were afraid that it might +perhaps occur to you afterward that we didn't completely trust you." + +"Oh, father, I should never have thought that," Cynthia protested +gently. + +The old man shook his head. + +"One can never be quite certain that queer, stinging ideas won't +come," he said. "And we both were anxious that you should be sure +always that we had no fear of the way in which you would manage your +life. So you will be completely mistress of half your fortune," and he +hesitated for a moment, "when you come of age. But I would like you, +when you are in doubt, to consult Isaac Benoliel. I have a great faith +in him." + +"I, too," said Cynthia. "I will consult him." + +A look of relief came into Robert Daventry's face. + +"I am glad of that," he said. "There are people, of course, who are +prejudiced against him. He is a Jew, and he's new, and he has that +queer sort of indefinable position which attracts criticism. But I +think you will find him a valuable friend." + +Daventry's voice had weakened to a whisper, and he lay back upon his +pillows with his eyes closed. Cynthia moved, but the pressure of his +hand retained her. She sat and waited, speaking no word and holding +back the tears which smarted in her eyes. Robert Daventry spoke again. + +"There's some medicine," he said. "Hill gave it me to keep me going. +It's in a glass." + +Cynthia lifted a glass filled with some grayish liquid, and held it to +the old man's lips. He drank, and resumed: + +"I have written down during the last day or two the heads of what I +wanted to say on a paper." + +Cynthia found a slip of paper on the table by the bedside. + +"Just read." + +There were some words written one below the other on the paper in a +straggling hand. Cynthia read them out. + +"Money." + +"I have said all I have to say, I think, about that." + +"Diana Royle," Cynthia read next. But she read the name slowly, so +slowly that Robert Daventry noticed her deliberation. + +"I don't think you can see, Cynthia," he said. "It's getting dark." + +"Oh, yes, father, I can see quite clearly," she replied. "What of Mrs. +Royle?" + +"You know her," said Robert. "You like her, too, I think, don't you?" +Cynthia did not reply, but Daventry had not asked the question in +the tone of one needing a reply. "You will want some one to live with +you until you get married, which, by the way, you don't seem to be +in a hurry to do, my dear. The young fellows round here don't seem +to have made much impression. Oh! I am not bustling you, my dear. +Only--only--don't leave it too long, Cynthia," he said, and his hand +sought hers again. + +Cynthia stirred uneasily. It was the way of men, to want to marry +every girl off as soon as possible, she knew. It was a form of vanity. +But she wished to give no promise. + +"You will probably go to London, I don't want you to mope down here +all the time. There's no reason that you should. You can have your +house in town. But you will want some one with you, and I thought my +cousin, Diana Royle, would be the most suitable person." + +Cynthia raised her head as if she was about to speak. But she did not, +and Daventry said: + +"I wrote to her about it." + +"Oh," said Cynthia slowly. "You have already written?" + +"Yes, and she consented at once. You see her husband left her badly +off when he died. So it will be an advantage to her. And though she is +older than you are, she is not so much older that you won't be in +sympathy with one another." + +Cynthia nodded her head. + +"I see," she said. "Yes, of course, I know her very well." But a note +of reserve was audible, or rather would have been audible to any other +in that room. But Robert Daventry was altogether occupied in the +effort to master his overmastering weakness. There was more which he +wished to say; there was something which he must say. + +"Then that's settled," he whispered; and with his eyes he asked for +his cordial. Cynthia once more supported him, and held the glass to +his lips. + +"Now, what comes next?" he asked, and Cynthia looked at the paper. + +"The estancia," she said. + +"Yes," said Daventry, and a smile suddenly illumined his face and made +it young. "The estancia! You have the right to dispose of it, Cynthia. +For one never knows what changes may come. But I don't want you to let +it go unless there is some great necessity. It brings in, generally, a +good income, and now that Walton looks after it, it gives very little +trouble. Walton is a good man. I should give him an interest in it, if +I were you, and as time goes on increase his interest. Keep him and +keep it. I want you very much to do that. I am proud of the Daventry +estancia, for one thing. For another, the best part of Joan's life and +of mine was spent there. There, too, we first brought you when you +came to us. There's yet another reason," and he stopped, and thought. +"Yes, there's yet another reason why I care for it so much--but--" and +he shook his head and gave up the effort to interpret it: "it's not +very clear in my mind just now. I only know it's there--a strong +reason." + +He was speaking with a depth of tenderness in his voice for which +Cynthia was hardly prepared. Always he had seemed to her to look upon +the estancia as a business proposition rather than as the soil in +which his heart was rooted. Always, too, he had seemed so contented to +live in England, and he had taken his part with so much zest in the +local administration of the county. She was as puzzled now by this +note of yearning--for it was no less than yearning--as by the reason +which he could not interpret. It was all made plain to her in after +years, but by another than Robert Daventry. + +"I want you very much to keep the estancia, Cynthia." + +"Of course I will keep it," she said, and again she made no pretence +that the day was distant when it would be hers to keep. Her heart was +heavy with grief, it went out in love to this dear friend of hers; she +was young and the cry was loud in her bosom, "What will I do without +you?" but her lips did not utter it. He would be quite sure of her +love without her protests. There was comprehension enough, and to +spare, between them to make her certain of that. And, since he wanted +her to listen, she put aside her distress and the thought of the +loneliness which awaited her and obeyed him. + +"I would even be glad"--and the old man hesitated with the timidity of +one asking a heavy favor.--"Yes, I would be glad if you would go back +there--oh, not often--but just once or twice to see that all was going +on well." + +Cynthia's hand trembled for a moment. She looked at him with a sudden +terror in her eyes. But he was lying now upon his side with his face +to the window, and seeing things not to be seen through its panes. It +cost Cynthia a great deal to make the promise he sought from her. She +shrank from a return to the estancia with every fibre of her body. But +she made it. He besought her in so wistful a voice. + +"Yes, I will go back, father." + +"Thank you," he said gently. + +Outside the window the snow lay white and deep upon the slate roofs of +the outbuildings, and was piled upon the black branches of the trees. +Overhead was a gray sky of winter. But for the glimmer of the snow it +would almost have been dark. A smile shone again on the old man's +face. + +"Perhaps Walton's cutting the corn to-day! Think of it!" he said, with +a great longing, and before Cynthia's eyes there rose immediately +the vision of a great glistening field of standing wheat and a +reaping-machine like a black toy outlined against it. They remained +thus in silence for a little while. Cynthia was thinking. + +"After all, he may not be in the Argentine.... I may not meet +him.... He will have no power over me.... There is no reason why I +should be afraid." + +And then, as though in answer to these arguments, Robert Daventry +said: + +"You can go back now, Cynthia, without fear." + +The girl looked at him with startled eyes. Had she spoken aloud, she +asked herself? Had she betrayed her secret just at this last moment? +But her eyes fell upon the slip of paper in her hand, and there she +saw written plainly under the word "estancia" the name "James +Challoner." + +Robert Daventry looked toward a bureau which stood by the window. + +"The little drawer on the left. No, the one above that. There's a +cutting from a newspaper." + +Cynthia found in the drawer half a column of a Spanish newspaper. The +name was on the top of the column. It was a paper published in Buenos +Ayres. She brought the cutting back to the bed and placed it between +his fingers. + +"Yes, that's it," he said, and he lay back upon his pillows, and +gathered his strength. "I have got to tell you now something which we +have always kept a secret from you." + +"There is no need to tell it," said Cynthia. + +Robert Daventry stared at her. + +"If you do know it," he said slowly, "we have made the cruellest +mistake we could possibly have made. You can't know it!" + +"It's about James Challoner--my father?" asked Cynthia, and Robert +Daventry shut his eyes with a look of great distress upon his face. + +"How long have you known?" he asked. + +"From the night when he came to the estancia," she answered. And she +told how she had slipped into the smoking-room and how, huddled in the +great chair, she had heard all that James Challoner proposed for her. +The shadow deepened upon Daventry's face as he listened, and when she +had ended he asked with deep regret: + +"Why didn't you tell us this, Cynthia?" + +"Because, just outside the smoking-room door in the hall, you both +decided not to tell me--not to breathe a word of--of my father's +visit. You thought the knowledge would trouble and frighten me. You +thought it would hurt. Well, I was as certain that you would be +greatly distressed to know that already I had the knowledge. So I held +my tongue." + +"And it did trouble you?" + +"Yes." + +"A great deal?" + +"Yes," Cynthia admitted. "I was frightened. I did not know what power +he might have. I knew you had fled from him for my sake." + +"And since you have been here--during these three years--you have +still been troubled, still frightened lest he should come and claim +you with the law at his side?" + +Though the old man could hardly speak above a whisper, he was +strangely insistent in his questioning. The words came unevenly, with +breaks between, and now and then a weak gasp for breath. Cynthia +replied quite simply: + +"Yes, here, too, I have thought that he might come. I used to be +frightened at night. I used to hear him in the house." + +And with every word she spoke the compunction and distress deepened in +Daventry's mind. + +"What a pity!" he said. "Neither of us guessed, not even Joan, who was +quicker than I to notice things. And we thought we knew all about you, +Cynthia!" A faint smile lit up his face. "How little, after all, we +did know! For we could have spared you all this trouble. Read." And +opening his hand he let her take from it the newspaper slip. She +uttered a cry as she read the first lines. + +"It's true," said Daventry, from the bed. + +Cynthia carried the cutting over to the window and read by the fading +light. It gave the account of an inquest held at a small town +twenty-five miles up the line from the Daventry estancia on the body +of an Englishman who had been stabbed to the heart by a Gaucho in a +drunken quarrel at a tavern. There was a witness who had worked with +the Englishman, and could identify him. He called himself James +Challoner, and, when he was drunk, he would boast of his family. +Cynthia looked at the date of the paper. It was almost three years +old. James Challoner had been killed within a week of his dismissal by +Robert Daventry. Cynthia let the slip of paper fall from her fingers, +and stood by the window until Robert Daventry called her to his side. + +"You held your tongue so as not to distress us," he whispered. "We +held ours so as not to frighten you. And so because we were careful of +your happiness, and you of ours, you have gone through years of +anxiety and terror. Needless anxiety! Terror without a cause! I am so +sorry. It seems so pitiful. It seems rather grim to me, Cynthia." + +Cynthia answered quietly: + +"That's the way things happen." And when she had spoken, Robert +Daventry, with an effort, raised himself upon his elbow and peered +into her face. + +"You oughtn't to be able to say that, Cynthia," he said remorsefully. +"You oughtn't to be able to think it. It's not the proper philosophy +for twenty. I am afraid, my dear, that trouble has gone deep." He fell +back and in a moment a little whimsical smile flickered upon his face. +"I don't think I'll tell Joan about this," he said. "She wouldn't like +it. She wouldn't forgive herself for not having noticed that you were +troubled." + +"After all, it was my fault," said Cynthia. "For I hid in the room. +However, it's all over now." + +But Daventry was not prepared to accept her word. Some flash of +insight forbade him. + +"It has left its mark, my dear," he insisted, and in broken sentences +he dwelt upon his theme. His mind began to wander after a little, but +through his wanderings there ran the thread of this idea: + +"Joan was always so careful.... Even when you were quite a little girl +... we were never to laugh at you.... 'Children and dogs' she used to +say, 'you must never laugh at them. Little things warp children for +life.' ... Do you remember when you used to write plays and perform +them to us at Christmas, in a toy theatre, with small figures in tin +slides?... Joan was always careful that we should take them seriously, +and not laugh at the wrong place. I never did want to laugh at the +wrong place. I thought you wrote very good plays, Cynthia. I used to +say you were a genius. But Joan wouldn't have it. 'No!' she said, 'All +children are born dramatists, but they forget the trick of it +afterward.' ... I suppose she knew. She was a very clever woman--" and +so he drifted off gradually into sleep. Cynthia stayed by his side +while the twilight faded and the darkness came; and the light of the +fire danced ever more brightly upon the ceiling of the room. The wind +set from the west, and as the hours passed the chimes from the great +clock in Ludsey Church tower came softly and faintly into the room. +But they did not disturb the old man's rest. He went floating out on a +calm tide of sleep to his death, and Cynthia sat by his side wondering +in the intervals of her grief at the strange arrangement of life which +ordained that the efforts of people to secure the happiness of others +should only cause needless terrors and vain miseries. + + + + + CHAPTER X + + MR. BENOLIEL + + +"There are no ladies," Captain Rames said indignantly, as he took his +seat in Mr. Benoliel's dining-room. + +His neighbor, a florid and handsome man, a little past the prime of +life, glanced at the name on the visiting-card which marked Captain +Rames's place, and smiled sympathetically. + +"I can quite understand," he returned with a pleasant pomposity, "that +to a sailor who has been three years in the Antarctic the deficiency +is a very lamentable business. But there are some elements of +consolation. Amongst the twelve men seated at this round table of +mahogany, you will hardly see one who has not made some stir in the +world. Upon your right, for instance, you will see Mr. Winthrop, that +long and sallow person. He is a political resident in one of the +native States of Rajputana, and his work, in six volumes, on the +Indian bangle, is, I believe, supposed to be the last word upon the +subject. A little nearer to you you will see a youth, though he is not +so young as he looks. He is M. Poileaux, and the only aviator who has +not yet fallen into the sea. When he does, he will come here no more. +I myself am a surgeon whose name, I believe, is not unknown." + +And with a large white hand the famous Sir James Burrell discreetly +pointed out others of note to his companion. + +Captain Rames glanced indifferently round the table. A few of the +twelve were in black coats, and amongst those few was Mr. Benoliel. It +was the night of a court ball, and most of the guests were in some +uniform or another, or shone in the gold of the privy councillor. + +"They are, no doubt, men of vast importance," replied Captain Rames +bluntly. "But leaving you out of account, Sir James, I could dispense +with the lot of them. When I dine in Grosvenor Square, in June, I do +ask that there should be a petticoat on one side of me, at all +events." + +The surgeon laughed good-humoredly. He studied his neighbor with a +quick observing eye. Captain Rames was of the middle height with a +squareness of build, which his gold epaulets exaggerated at this +moment, and he was square, too, of face. His hair was thick and curved +over from the side, parting in a dark turbulent comb, his forehead was +broad, his eyes keen and very steady. Vigor rather than refinement was +the mark of him; he had more character than intellect, more capacity +than knowledge; thus Sir James Burrell defined him. + +"I have played the comforter," he said, "at so many bedsides that I +should feel my vanity touched if I failed to console you," he +returned. "Let me bring to your attention the menu. I am confident +that it will appeal to you." + +"Yes, that's all right," Rames admitted, as he leaned forward and +glanced at the card. "But why should it particularly appeal to me?" + +Sir James Burrell shrugged his shoulders. + +"My profession brings me into touch with interesting people. I take my +pleasure in observing them. And I have always noticed that the men who +cheerfully endure the greatest hardships are also the first to demand +the best of the luxuries, when they are within reach." + +"Well, it's true," said Captain Rames. "I can make a shift with +pemmican, but I honestly like a good dinner. It's the contrast, I +suppose." + +Sir James shook his head. + +"It goes deeper than that," said he. "Your pale saints are no doubt +profitable to the painters of glass windows, but I doubt if the world +owes so very much to them. The great things are really done by the +people who have a good deal of the animal in them; and animals like +good dinners." + +Captain Rames was mollified, and his face took on a jovial look. + +"I am animal enough," he said, "to purr when my back is scratched." + +But Sir James Burrell was mounted on a hobby and hardly heeded the +interruption. + +"I could quote historical instances, but I need go no further than +this room. Do you see the man sitting next to our host, and upon his +right?" + +Captain Rames saw a small thin man in the dress of a privy councillor, +a man with a peaked, fleshless face, in which a pair of small eyes +twinkled alertly. A scanty crop of gray hair covered the back of his +skull, and left markedly visible the height and the narrowness of his +forehead. Captain Rames leaned forward with a new interest. + +"Yes, and I recognize his face," he said. "Surely that is Henry +Smale." + +"Exactly," returned Sir James. "He is in the cabinet, and, quite apart +from politics, he is, upon scientific grounds, a man of great +distinction." + +"But, surely, he disproves your theory. He looks an ascetic." + +"And is nothing of the kind," interrupted Sir James. "I admit that his +look of asceticism has been a great asset to him in his career. But +the public has quite misjudged him. He is a voluptuary, with the face +of a monk--the most useful combination for public life in this country +which you could possibly imagine. If he dines alone at his club, he +will not dine under a guinea; and he has the animal weaknesses up to +the brim of him. For instance, he is as jealous as a dog. Filch from +him the smallest of his prerogatives, and he will turn upon you +bitterly. Yet he has done great things, and initiated bold policies. +Why? Because he has enough of the animal in him to do great things." +And upon that Sir James broke off. + +The butler was standing at the elbow of Captain Rames, with a jug of +champagne in one hand and a decanter of red wine in the other. He bent +down and offered Captain Rames his choice. Sir James Burrell +intervened. + +"By the way," he said, "have you any wish to stand particularly well +with your host?" + +"I am now beginning to think that I have," replied Captain Rames. + +"Then I should choose his Burgundy. He has his fancies, like the rest +of us, and to prefer his Nuits-St.-George to champagne is one way to +his esteem." + +Captain Rames took the hint, and, as he raised his glass to his lips, +Mr. Benoliel smiled to him across the table. + +"I will ask your opinion upon that wine, Captain Rames," he said, and +so turned again to Henry Smale. + +"You see, he noticed at once," said Sir James. + +Captain Rames had noticed something too. At the mention of his name, +Henry Smale had looked up with interest. He was even now obviously +asking a question of Mr. Benoliel about him. Rames began to take more +careful stock of his host. Mr. Benoliel was a tall, high-shouldered +man, with a dark thin face in which delicacy seemed to predominate +over strength. His hair was black, and a little black moustache drew a +pencil line along his upper lip. His fingers were long and +extraordinarily restless. It was difficult to make a guess at his age. +A first glance would put him in the forties. But when Mr. Benoliel +showed his eyes--which was not always, for he had a trick of looking +out between lids half-closed--it seemed that he must have lived for +centuries; so much of fatigue and so much of patience were suddenly +revealed. + +"I wonder why he asked me to dine here," said Harry Rames. + +"You were certain to dine here," replied Sir James. + +"I met him but the once by the purest accident." + +"You were certain to meet him," said Sir James. "All famous people +meet him. All famous people dine here once. But he is not really a +snob. For, quite a number of them are never invited twice." + +"He can be a good friend?" + +"Of that I cannot speak," said Sir James. + +The courses followed one after the other, and Harry Rames found his +eyes continually wandering back across the silver and bright flowers +to the exotic figure of his host. He took his share in the +conversation about him, but a movement of Mr. Benoliel would check him +in his speech or cause him to listen with an absent ear. He watched +the play of his delicate fingers upon the table-cloth, the continual +restlessness of his body. Mr. Benoliel was of his race; there was in +his aspect a queer mixture of the financier and the dilettante, the +shrewd business man and the sensuous apprecitator of art. There was a +touch, too, of the feminine in him. + +"I told you that you would not be bored," said Sir James Burrell +toward the end of the dinner. "You are not the first man who has +fallen under the spell of Mr. Benoliel." + +Harry Rames laughed. + +"I am under no spell, I assure you," he said frankly. "I was wondering +whether he was likely to be of use to me." + +"It is very likely," returned Sir James. "He has been of use to many. +He plays at omniscience. To anticipate a wish before it is expressed, +to serve an ambition before it has been revealed--that is one of our +host's little vanities. He may have asked you here with no other +object than to gratify it." + +Harry Rames glanced quickly at his companion. + +"Is that so?" he asked eagerly. Then his face fell. "But I am not even +a friend of his." + +"I do not think that matters," said the surgeon. "He likes to pose as +Providence, and the posture will be more dramatic if it is assumed +toward an acquaintance rather than a friend." + +"He is a sham, then," said Rames bluntly. + +"By no means," Sir James replied suavely. "Let us say, rather, that he +is an artist." + +Captain Rames turned with a furrowed brow to his companion. + +"I am no great hand at subtleties," he said. "Will you tell me what +you know of Mr. Benoliel? I am a beginner in the world, and he may be +of importance to me." + +Sir James Burrell smiled. He was in his element. To supply a character +much as some author of the seventeenth century might have done, was a +foible which continually tempted him. He was not always successful. +Paradox allured him into difficulties, cheap epigrams at times blazed +before him, and would not be quiet until he had uttered them. But +often he managed to hit off, with some happiness, at all events, the +externals of the person whom he described. He drank his wine now +slowly and set down his glass. Then, twisting the delicate stem with +the finger-tips of his large and handsome hand, he began: + +"He is a Jew, of course, and an Oriental. But from what quarter of the +Orient, who shall say? You may give him any birthplace, from the +Levant to Casa Blanca, and no one will contradict you. Some hold him +to be a charlatan, as you are inclined to do. But he is an accepted +personage, not blown into notice and out of it by the favor of a +season, but a permanency. How he became so, I cannot tell you. He is +very busy all day, although when the darkness comes it would be +difficult to point to any one thing which he has done. He is always at +the top table at public dinners, and very near to the chairman. But he +never proposes a toast or responds to one. If he writes a letter to +the _Times_, it appears in leaded type. If you want secret information +on any subject, he can get it for you. If you want help, he will find +the man who can give it. He is a power in the city. He is a power in +politics, and the motor-cars of prime-ministers stand at his door at +ten o'clock in the morning. Yet he was never in the House, and has +never made a speech on any platform. It is believed by many that he +might achieve greatness if he chose. But he never chooses. He has the +air at a discussion of being able to say the last word on any subject, +but he does not say it. He seems, indeed, to stand high in the world +on a pedestal which has no legs to it. That is how I describe him. For +the rest, he is rich, and I have never heard him utter an opinion +which was not derived from others or altogether banal. But, listen! He +is going to speak to us." + +"However, I can recommend the old brandy," was all that Mr. Benoliel +had at that moment to say. + +"There, what did I tell you!" said Sir James, triumphant at the +success of his diagnosis. + +"Well, if his talk is banal his brandy isn't, God bless him," said +Captain Rames. "But I interrupted you." + +"He has been guilty of one weakness," Sir James resumed. "He married +into an old family of great poverty and the marriage lasted for six +months. His wife lives handsomely in Eton Square--But I see that I am +going to lose you, for our host is beckoning to you." + +Captain Rames obeyed the summons with alacrity and walked round the +table. + +"I see that you are going on to Buckingham Palace," said Mr. Benoliel. +"So I thought that I would interrupt your conversation with Sir James +Burrell. For I want to introduce you to Mr. Smale." + +Mr. Smale held out his hand. At a sign from Benoliel, the butler +brought up a chair and placed it between Smale and his host. + +"Sit down," said Benoliel, and Captain Rames obeyed. + +"Benoliel tells me," said Smale, "that you are thinking of +Parliament." + +Captain Rames was startled. He could not remember that in his one +brief conversation with his host he had even mentioned his ambition. + +"I inferred it from a casual word or two you let drop," said Benoliel +with a smile. + +"Well, it's true," said Rames. "I should like to stand on your side +very much, Mr. Smale, if I could find a seat to contest." + +Henry Smale nodded. + +"That, no doubt, could be arranged. You would be a strong candidate. +You bring a reputation and some breath of romance to favor you. +But--" and he pursed up his lips as if in doubt and looked at Captain +Rames with a searching eye. Rames was disconcerted. He had been back +in England for some six months, and during those six months he had +been much sought after. At this period of his life, doubts of him had +been rarely expressed behind his back, and never to his face. Young +ladies whom he did not know had clamored for his autograph, young +ladies whom he did know had approached him with a winning humility; +established beauty had smiled at him; established fame had welcomed +him as an equal. The calm scrutiny of Henry Smale was a displeasing +splash of cold water. + +"Of course," he said, with a diffidence which he did not feel, "I +might be a failure." + +And Henry Smale replied promptly: + +"That's just it. You might be a failure. Meanwhile you are a great +success, and have the chance of standing quite alone in your career. +For what you set out to do is not yet done. You leave the laurel for +another to snatch." + +"That is quite true, Mr. Smale," Harry Rames replied. "But I have +considered it. I am not yielding to an impulse. I have counted the +risk!" + +He spoke with a nice adjustment of firmness and modesty. Henry Smale +rose from his chair. + +"Very well," he said. "Will you come down to the House at four o'clock +to-morrow afternoon? I will introduce you to Hanley, the chief whip." + +Captain Rames flushed with pleasure. + +"Thank you, I shall be delighted," he cried, rising in his turn; and +as the two men shook hands, Mr. Benoliel said gently: + +"I was thinking of Ludsey. It has no candidate on your side, Smale." + + + + + CHAPTER XI + + A MAN ON THE MAKE + + +A week later, and much about the same hour, Captain Rames was driven +along the Mall in St. James's Park. Friday had come round again, and +the light did not burn in the clock-tower at Westminster. But the +windows of the admiralty blazed upon the horse-guards' parade, and its +great doors stood open for a glittering company. It was the night of +official dinners and receptions in honor of the king's birthday. +Soldiers in scarlet, sailors in blue, ministers and privy councillors +in gold, and ladies in their shimmering gowns thronged with the +smaller fry in black coats up the shallow steps into a hall decorated +with Union Jacks. There was a thrill of expectancy in the air that +evening. Rumors were rife that the government was inclined to advise a +dissolution. Members' wives were speculating whether they must go back +to the constituencies and tread the ways of deference; their husbands +how soon the time would come when they must exchange the erect dignity +of the member for the supple curves of the candidate; and curious eyes +dwelt, as if in hope of answer upon a sturdy white-haired man with a +blunt, good-humored face, who, wearing a uniform with epaulets, left +you in doubt whether he was a fireman or an admiral. He was, however, +the Prime-Minister, and he stood in the hall amongst his friends, +bearing the world lightly according to his wont. He stepped forward +and shook hands with Rames as he passed, and so turned again to his +friends. He was heard to say, "I have to-day achieved the ambition of +my life;" and curious ears eager to glean a hint were inclined toward +him. + +"To-day?" one of the group exclaimed. "You have been Prime-Minister +for three years." + +The Prime-Minister laughed. + +"That's nothing," he said. "To become Prime-Minister was merely to +take a step on the way. But to-night I wear for the first time the +uniform of an Elder Brother of the Trinity, and that means that I need +never wear knee-breeches again as long as I live." + +The curious ears were disappointed; Harry Rames shook hands with the +First Lord of the Admiralty, passed on, and in the second room was +touched on the elbow by Isaac Benoliel. + +"I have been asked by a young friend of mine to bring you to her, and +I beg you to come at once, for she is in her most imperious mood," +said Mr. Benoliel in a voice of whimsical entreaty. + +"We will go to her as fast as we can," said Captain Rames. + +He had now been three months in England, and the shy warmth of many +welcomes had made him thoroughly aware that he was a momentous +personage to young ladies. He was human enough to enjoy his +importance, and he followed Mr. Benoliel with alacrity toward a side +of the room where Cynthia Daventry sat talking to a young man in the +office of the Board of Trade. Rames noticed the clear and delicate +profile of her face and the distinction which set her apart; he +noticed, too, that, although she did not once look his way, the young +gentleman in the Civil Service uniform was summarily dismissed. + +"Cynthia, this is Captain Rames," said Isaac Benoliel, and however +imperious a mood Cynthia might have shown to him, she had reserved +none of it for Captain Rames. Her eyes swept over him swiftly with the +shy and eager look to which he had grown accustomed: she gave him her +hand. + +"I am very glad to meet you," she said impulsively, "because--" and +she halted suddenly upon the word, with the color like a rose in her +cheeks, "I suppose that you are tired of congratulations." + +Captain Rames expanded: he laughed genially, a fastidious critic might +have said too noisily. + +"By no means," he exclaimed. "Indeed, Miss Daventry, you may lay it on +with a trowel." + +"I am not prepared to do that," answered Cynthia, and though she spoke +lightly, her voice was guarded, and even in the eager eyes there was a +constant watchfulness. + +Eight months had passed since Cynthia had sat by the bedside of Robert +Daventry and listened to his instructions. She had taken Diana Royle +to live with her as he had bidden, though she had taken her +reluctantly. She had spent nearly all that time at the white house +upon the London road, in spite of Mrs. Royle's repeated suggestion +that Beaulieu, or preferably Cap D'Ail in the south of France would be +more satisfactory places for wintering. Diana Royle was glad to be +relieved from her genteel penury in Sussex Gardens, Kensington, but +she had no liking for the country. Cynthia, however, was deaf to her +hints. She lived for a while in solitude, broken only by the +companionship of the few neighbors with whom she was most intimate. +The swift deaths of the two old people who had so long lived for her +and in her, left her desolate and inclined ever regretfully to search +back across her life for occasions in which she had failed of kindness +toward them, or hurt them by forgetfulness. She was young, however, +and with no taint of morbidness. The sense of desolation passed, and +Diana Royle began to urge a new plan. + +"You ought to take a house in town for the season, Cynthia. I know of +one in an excellent position, which would just suit you. It's in +Curzon Street, and the right end of the street, one of those nice, +flat-fronted houses, old outside and tiled bath-rooms inside. I +happened, I think, to see an advertisement of it to-day." + +Mrs. Royle handed the newspaper to Cynthia, looked it over. + +"We might think of it," she said. + +"I am sure neither Mr. nor Mrs. Daventry would have wished you to bury +yourself always in the country." + +"That's true," said Cynthia. "My father looked forward to my taking a +house in town." + +"I don't think you could do better than this, dear," said Diana Royle. +"I know the house quite well by sight." + +"Well, we'll think of it," said Cynthia. + +Mrs. Royle suppressed a shrug of irritation. + +"You will find the house will be snapped up, dear, if you take too +long thinking of it," she said with asperity. + +Cynthia looked at her with innocent eyes. + +"But I expect there will be other houses in London, won't there?" she +asked. + +She had no wish to be churlish, she understood how deeply her +companion longed for the paved roadways and the streets. And in her +own heart, too, she was beginning to turn to the unknown world of +London with an expectancy of adventure, which drew her and thrilled +her, even while she hesitated. + +"I don't understand you, Cynthia," Diana Royle cried in exasperation. +"Are you afraid?" + +The question was intended merely as a gibe, but Cynthia turned to her +with startled eyes, and Mrs. Royle knew that she had chanced upon a +truth. + +"Of what are you afraid?" she asked curiously, and Cynthia answered +while she looked into the fire: + +"I once lay all night staring into a great bright mirror which +revealed to me a shut door. I was in terror lest the door should open. +I dreaded what might come through. I seem still to be looking into the +great mirror, and with the same kind of fear. Only now the door opens +upon the world, and not on the passage of a house." + +Diana Royle gathered up her embroidery and her book. + +"If you are going to talk that sort of nonsense, Cynthia, I shall go +to bed," she remarked sternly, and left Cynthia still gazing into the +fire. + +Cynthia had not been speaking with affectation. The terror with which +her father had for so long inspired her had left its mark deep, as +Robert Daventry upon his death-bed had understood. He was dead--yes, +but she could not rid her thoughts of the dreadful destiny which he +had proposed for her. By so little she had escaped it. She would look +round the room with its books and its dainty appointments, and feel +the arms of her chair to make sure that all was real. + +"If he had carried me away!" she would cry. "If he had come back with +the law at his side and had carried me away!" And the streets of +Buenos Ayres would pass before her eyes in a procession of blazing +thoroughfares and dimly lighted lanes. And because she had escaped by +so little, she looked out upon all unknown things with apprehension. +Moreover, Daventry's disclosure to her upon his death-bed had, in a +strange way, added to her apprehension. There were three people--thus +her thoughts ran; two of them seeking to hide from her knowledge which +they thought would cause her pain; and she the third, seeking to hide +from them, just for the same reason, that the knowledge was hers +already. The years of terror had been needless, yet they had been +endured, and it was love itself which had inflicted them. Kindness +then could do just the same harm as the deliberate will to hurt. She +took that thought into her heart of hearts, and because of it dreaded +what might come through when the door opened upon the world. + +With the coming of the spring, however, there came a stir in her +blood. It was a spring of sunlit days and warm, soft nights. The great +garden bursting into leaf and blossom, the annual miracle of tender +green, the return of the birds, and the renewal of melody quickened +the girl's pulses, gave to her a lightness of spirit, and made her +dreamily expectant of wonders. She walked of an evening under her +great cedar trees, with the flowers and the paths glimmering pale in +the warm dusk, and the earth whispered to her of things as yet beyond +her knowledge; throbbing moments of life, dreams minted in events. She +woke eagerly to the clear, early mornings and the blackbirds calling +on the lawn; she lingered on that lawn when the windows in the house +were alight and the nightingales sang in the copses, and from some +distant wood the clear, double note of a cuckoo was borne to her +across the darkness. There came an evening in the middle of May when +she burst her sheath like any bud on the bole of one of her chestnut +trees. She stood a creature of emotion. The soft wind brought to her +ears the chimes of the clock in the great church tower at Ludsey. +Desire for the adventure overswept her fears. Her feet danced, and her +youth had its way with her. + +She could see through the long open window Diana Royle in the +drawing-room. She ran across the grass. + +"Di!" + +Some new sound in her voice, a leap, a thrill, made Diana look up. She +saw a look in the girl's face, a light in her eyes, a soft color in +her cheeks which quite transfigured her. + +"I have been rather a brute, Di," cried Cynthia. "We will go to +London." + +"When?" + +"As soon as we can pack." + +A telegram was sent off to Mr. Benoliel, who was now in Grosvenor +Square. He was bidden to work his quickest and his best. The furnished +house in Curzon Street was still unlet. It was secured, and by the +beginning of June Cynthia had come to town. There she was of course +unknown. But she had made many friends in Warwickshire. Mr. Benoliel +set his shoulder to the wheel; and she had a handsome balance at the +bank. Add to these advantages her looks, and it will be seen that it +was fairly smooth sailing for Cynthia during her first season. She +danced, she dined, she lunched at Hurlingham, she went to plays and to +the opera, she rode under the trees of the Row in the morning, she +went up in a balloon; she came with both hands outstretched for new +experiences. Yet she grasped them with a certain wariness. Eager she +was, but her eagerness was guarded. For dim in the shadows at the back +of her mind there was still the image of the mirror and the door. She +had been in London less than a month when Harry Rames was brought to +her side by Mr. Benoliel. + +They talked for a moment upon immaterial topics, and then Mr. Benoliel +turned to Harry Rames: + +"So it is all settled, I hear." + +"Practically," replied Rames. "I have still to be formally adopted as +prospective candidate by the Three Hundred, but that will be done at a +meeting on Monday night." + +"Then there is no longer any reason why we should keep the matter +secret, especially from Miss Daventry, who lives not five miles from +your constituency. Cynthia," and both men turned toward her, "Captain +Rames is going to stand for Ludsey at the next election." + +Captain Rames smiled modestly, expecting congratulations. He liked +congratulations, especially from pretty girls, but he was +disappointed. He saw only a wrinkle of perplexity upon Cynthia's +forehead and a shadow in her eyes. + +"Why?" she asked. + +"You disapprove?" said Rames. + +Cynthia drew back. + +"I have no right to disapprove," she said coldly, and Harry Rames +planted himself sturdily on both his feet in front of her. + +"Nevertheless you do," he insisted. + +In spite of herself, a faint smile of amusement played about Cynthia's +lips as she watched him. She felt constrained to accept his challenge. + +"I should have thought--" she said with a trifle of hesitation; "it's +not my business, of course--you may think it an impertinence--but +since you challenge me, I should have thought that you would have done +better to have gone back to the Antarctic again." + +"That's just what Smale said," remarked Mr. Benoliel, and he moved +away. + +"That's just what Smale said, what every one will say. But it's all +wrong," Rames exclaimed emphatically. "I was very glad to go South. I +am very glad now that I went; but once is enough." + +A little wrinkle of disdain showed about Cynthia's mouth. + +"No doubt there were many hardships." + +Captain Rames was nettled. + +"Yes, there were, Miss Daventry, a great many, and singularly +unpleasant ones. I have been twenty-four hours in a sleeping-bag with +two other men. The sleeping-bag was sewn up on the inside, it was +within a tent, we were so close together that we could only turn round +one at a time, and we smoked in the bag, and still we were deadly +cold. And I hate being cold. Yes, there were hardships, and though +it's easy enough to remember them lightly here in the Admiralty, they +were not delightful when they happened. But I should face them once +more if I wanted to go back. Only I don't. I never want to see an +ice-pack again as long as I live." + +The bluff confidence with which he spoke convinced Cynthia that it was +not a fear of the hardships which had affected him. There she had been +wrong, and she made amends. + +"I have no doubt the hardships wouldn't deter you if you wanted to +go," she admitted. "But what I don't understand is why you don't want +to." And a greater emphasis crept into her voice than she had meant to +use, and gave to her words the wistfulness of an appeal. "I should +have thought," she cried, "that you could never have rested until you +had finished what you had begun." + +"That's true to the letter," he replied. "That's why I am standing for +Ludsey." + +Cynthia looked up at him in surprise. + +"I don't think that I understand," she said quietly, and she made room +upon the couch at her side. Harry Rames took the place. The appeal in +her voice was a flattery which he quite failed to understand. Though +Cynthia was young, and though she walked no longer in her enchanted +garden, something of that spirit of romance, which had guided her +there, had revived in her of late. Captain Rames was one of the chosen +men for whom the turnstile had revolved; now that she met him in the +flesh she could not forget it. He was of her dreams, he had marched in +the procession of heroes, and though disillusionment had come to her +he still wore a look of the heroic in her thoughts. All the more +because disillusionment had come to her she wished him to retain the +look. Her appeal was a prayer that he should stamp it upon his image +for good and all. + +"May I explain it all to you?" he asked. He sat down beside her, and +in answer to that gentle appeal of hers to make the best of himself, +he drew for her clearly and succinctly and proudly the picture of a +man on the make. "I went South, first and last, to get on in the +world," he began. "As I say, I was very glad to go. The journey was a +great experience. Yes, three years of my life were very well spent +upon it; but they were very well spent, not because the journey was a +great experience, but because it is now the great help to me in +getting on, which I always thought it was going to be." + +He took no notice of the disappointment gathering upon Cynthia's face. +He was not aware of it. Here was a girl of remarkable loveliness, +wistfully appealing to him to explain the inner workings of his mind, +and he was delighted to gratify her wish. + +"I can hardly remember the time when I was not diligently looking for +a chance to get on. I was poor, you see. I am so still, indeed. I had +none of those opportunities which money commands. I had somehow to +create or find them. There's a motto in gold letters above the clock +in the great hall at Osborne, the first of all mottoes in its superb +confidence: + + + "'There is nothing the navy cannot do.'" + + +Cynthia turned to him with eagerness. + +"Yes," she said with a smile. "For a boy to have that plain and simple +statement before his eyes each day, that's splendid. I suppose a boy +would never speak of it, but it would be to him a perpetual +inspiration." + +"Yes," said Rames, "if all he thought of was the navy; if his +ambitions were bound up with the navy. But mine weren't, you see, and +I used to worry over that sentence even then. 'There is nothing the +navy cannot do.' Very well. But that didn't mean that this little +particular, insignificant cog-wheel in the navy machine was going to +do anything special, or, indeed, anything at all. And I wanted to do +things--I myself, not the navy." + +"To do things?" Cynthia asked quietly, and her lips drooped a little +at the corners, "Or to become a personage?" + +Captain Rames laughed good-humoredly. + +"I can meet you there, Miss Daventry. There's no contradiction in the +phrases. To become a personage is to secure the opportunity of doing +things, and when you are a personage you soon find things which want +doing. After all, how many of the great statesmen started out to be +big men first. They had ideas, I grant you, but they had to make +themselves big men by hook or by crook before they could carry them +out. Look at Disraeli. I have been reading up these fellows. He did a +lot of things. He got the Suez Canal shares. He is the author and +begetter of the Imperial Idea. That's what you remember and admire him +for. Yes; but don't forget his velvet trousers, and his habit of +reciting his epic poems in the drawing-room after dinner. He set out +first of all to be a personage. So do I in my small way. He chose +velvet trousers and epic poems. I went down toward the South Pole. We +each chose the path of least resistance." + +Cynthia was silenced, but not convinced. There must be hundreds of +instances to confute him, only for the moment she could not remember +any of them. And one quality in Captain Rames impressed her. + +"You speak as if you had thought all these things out," she said. + +"I have had to," he replied. + +"I wonder that you went into the navy at all." + +"My father put me there," he answered. + +Cynthia looked him over again, noting the strong, square face, the +direct, the practical, common-sense, uninspired look of him. He would +get on without a doubt. There was a great deal of force to push him +on, and no great delicacy of character to hold him back. Scruples +would not trouble him, and he would not fail of friends. He was of the +type which makes friends easily. Even she herself was attracted. He +would get on probably by trampling upon others, but he would do it +good-humoredly, and with no desire to cause unnecessary pain. There +are men, after all, who put nails in their boots to do the trampling. + +"I wonder, with your views," she said, upon an impulse, "that you +didn't leave the navy long ago and go into the city." + +Harry Rames looked at her quickly. + +"It's rather curious that you should have said that; for, a few years +ago, I was actually thinking of the city, and wondering whether I +could make a fortune quickly there." + +Cynthia laughed suddenly. Her suggestion had been uttered in sarcasm. +Youth is disinclined to rate the making of money high in its standard +of careers. Captain Ramos would never have passed the turnstile had +she spoken with him when the turnstile was. + +"What held me back," he continued, quite unconscious that he was +toppling off a hero's perch,--and indeed he would have been totally +indifferent had he known,--"what held me back was the knowledge that I +should be beginning too old. One has so very little time," he +exclaimed with a touch of passion in his voice. "I would like to go on +living and living and living for a century. As it is, one begins at +twenty at the earliest, and then with luck one may have fifty-five +years--that's all," and the prospect of the disintegration of his +powers at the early age of seventy-five affected him with so much +melancholy that Cynthia laughed again, but this time with a clear and +joyous ring of amusement. + +"Never mind, Captain Rames, I am sure you will live every day of your +fifty-five years, and that is more than all can say." + +"They are only thirty-five now," he grumbled. "However,"--he was +not to be diverted from the pleasant business of unfolding his +character,--"I might still have gone into the city, when one morning +in June, as I was walking round the corner of Buckingham Palace to +Constitution Hill, I saw on the other side of the road the president +of the Geographical Society. I knew him slightly. I had read of the +expedition; I was aware that he was organizing it. It came upon me in +a flash, 'By George, here's my chance at last,' and I ran across the +road and applied for the command." + +Cynthia nodded her head. + +"So that's how you became connected with the expedition--a pure piece +of chance," she said slowly. "If you hadn't turned round that corner +to Constitution Hill----" + +"Oh, I should have dropped across something else, no doubt," said +Rames. + +"And now you are going into Parliament." + +Cynthia was endeavoring to readjust her forecasts with the facts. + +"If I get elected," said Rames. + +"Oh, you will get elected," replied Cynthia confidently, but there was +no admiration in her confidence. It was almost disdainful. "They will +call you 'Breezy Harry Rames,' and they will elect you by an immense +majority." + +"I am very glad you think that," Rames returned imperturbably; and he +leaned forward with his elbow on his knees and spoke to her upon an +altogether different note; so that the disdain died out of her face. +He told her how in answer to Henry Smale's invitation he had gone down +to Westminster in the afternoon, had sent in his card, had waited by +the rails in the great round of St. George's Hall. Smale had come out +from the House, and had fetched him down the stone passage into the +lobby. A great man was speaking, and the lobby was nearly empty. But +he finished his speech in a few moments, and the doors burst open and +there was an eruption of members from the Chamber. Some stood in +groups talking eagerly, others hurried to the libraries and the +smoking-room, and barristers walked up and down in pairs, talking over +their cases for the morrow. There was not a thing in that lobby, from +the round clock above the doors of the House to the post-office and +the whip's rooms which had not impressed itself vividly upon Rames's +mind. Every now and then the doors would swing open as a member passed +into the Chamber, and just for a moment Rames had a glimpse of the +green benches, saw the great mace gleam upon the table, the books and +the three clerks gowned and wigged behind it, and behind the clerks +the dim figure of the Speaker under the canopy of his chair. + +Of what he saw on that afternoon Rames spoke with an enthusiasm and a +modesty which quite took Cynthia by surprise. He saw dignity in every +detail, was prepared to magnify with great meanings the simplest +ceremony and form. He could not but impress her with his picture, so +greatly impressed was he himself, so keenly had he longed to walk +unchallenged down that forbidden way between the rails and to pass +through the swing doors over the matting to his place on the green +benches. People in the streets might sneer, or go about their business +unconcerned. The cynics might talk of the Ins and Outs, and speak of +Parliament as the most expensive game in which a race of players of +games indulges, but there in that small room, with the soft light +pouring down from the roof, and very often the morning light streaming +in through the clerestory windows, the great decisions were ratified +which might hamper or advance the future of forty millions. + +Henry Smale had paced the lobby for half an hour with Rames, setting +before him clearly the risks which he would run. + +"I don't want to advise you one way or the other," said Smale, "but it +is not as if you had no career, and you should come to your decision +with your eyes open. I speak to you as to one of the ambitious. If you +go in, I take it, you go in with an eye on the Treasury bench. Well, I +can tell you this: the House of Commons makes a few, but it breaks a +few, and if it advances some, it mars a good many. Poverty is a +serious hindrance, for it means that you cannot give the time to the +House of Commons which it now claims." + +"There are the barristers," objected Rames. + +"The House of Commons is in their line of business," returned Henry +Smale. "The highest offices of the law are reached through the House +of Commons. Moreover, the questions which arise for debate here have +often been the subject already of suits in the law courts. They have +acquired, too, the knack of extracting rapidly the essential things +out of a paper or a bill. Thus, the barristers come especially +equipped. Yet, even so, very often they do not make their mark. And +here is a point for you, Captain Rames." Henry Smale turned with a +warning finger upraised and stopped in his walk. "The most +distinguished men enter this House and never get the ear of it. The +House of Commons is not ungenerous, but for eight hours a day through +a long portion of the year people are talking in that Chamber there, +and it will not provide an audience unless, first, the speaker has +something of his own to contribute, and, secondly, can express his +contribution. It does not, on the one hand, ask for oratory; it is +not, on the other, content even with exhaustive knowledge; it demands +character, personality, the power of coining out of your knowledge +some judgments of your own, the power of explaining your judgment in +clear and intelligible phrases sufficiently vivid to arrest its +attention. I admit at once that if you succeed, success here is +sweeter than anywhere else; its recognition is so immediate. But, on +the other hand, here disappointment is more bitter. To come in with +ambition, and to be left behind in the race--there is no destiny more +galling." + +"Yes," said Rames quietly, "I have thought over these things. There is +that risk. I am prepared to take it." + +"Very well," returned Smale, and once more he turned on the stone +pavement, and with Rames at his side retraced his steps. "Let us +suppose that you have got the ear of the House, that the benches fill +up when you rise, and men stand at the bar to listen to you. Well, +even so, you may lose your seat, and you may not yet have established +yourself firmly enough to make your party find you another. There you +are--out, your dreams dissolved, your ambitions stopped, yourself +miserable, and your presence in this lobby an insignificance. Where +you walked by right, you come as a guest; you have been, and you are +not; you must turn to something else, while your thoughts are here, +and very likely you are already too old to turn to something else." + +"You put the worst side of it all in front of me, Mr. Smale." + +"No," replied Mr. Smale. "Visit the political clubs a couple of months +after a general election, talk to the defeated candidates who two +months back were members, you will know I am talking the truth. The +place enmeshes you. And mind, not because of the sensations. The +sensations happily are rare. It is a humdrum assembly. I remember once +taking a foreigner into the strangers' gallery at the time of a +European crisis. An indiscreet letter had been sent. The foreigner was +elated. He said to me, 'This will be very interesting. The Commons +will discuss the letter which has so convulsed Europe.' But it was +doing nothing of the kind. It was discussing whether the Tyne, Durham, +and Hartlepool Railway paid its employees sufficiently well to justify +Parliament in allowing it to build a bridge across a stream of which +you have never heard." + +Captain Rames smiled. + +"I see a good many men in this lobby," he rejoined. "I do not notice +that any of them are bored. Indeed, for the most part, they seem very +busy." + +"That is one of the tragedies of the House of Commons," Smale replied. +"There are so many men in who during the whole of each session are +extremely busy doing nothing; they haven't a moment to spare, they do +nothing with so much energy and persistence. One moment they are in +the library writing to a constituent who wants to know why the medal +which his father earned in the Crimea has not yet arrived; the next +moment they rush into the House because the famous Irishman with the +witty tongue is up; they are off again to the outer lobby to tell a +visitor that he can't see the Prime-Minister--'Industry without work, +idleness without rest,' that is how this House was once described, +and, believe me, the description is not inapt." + +Thus said Henry Smale, but Harry Rames was not to be turned aside. + +"I will take all these risks very willingly, Mr. Smale," he cried, "I +want to be in here." + +Henry Smale smiled, ceased from his arguments, and clapped Rames in a +kindly fashion on the shoulder. "I have done my duty," he said. +"Come!" + +He led Rames through a little doorway at the side of which sat three +or four messengers, and at the end of a narrow passage tapped upon a +door. + +"Come in," said a voice, and as Smale ushered in Harry Rames a man of +pleasant address and an exquisite suit of clothes arose and welcomed +them. + +"Hamlin," said Henry Smale, "this is Captain Rames." + +Mr. Hamlin shook hands cordially with Rames and invited him to a +chair. + +"We shall be very glad to have you in the House," he said. He beamed. +He seemed to have been waiting for Captain Rames to complete his +happiness. "I think Ludsey was suggested." + +"Benoliel suggested it," said Smale. "He's a good judge too." + +"There is no candidate arranged yet. I will write to Ludsey at once." + +Smale and Rames left the room together. + +"I should think you might consider that settled," said Smale. + +Rames thanked him and referred to Hamlin's charm of manner. Smale's +small eyes twinkled. + +"That's why he sits in that room. He's the chief Whip." And shaking +hands with Rames Mr. Smale abruptly returned to the House. + +The gist of the conversation with Smale Rames told to Cynthia in the +reception-room at the Admiralty, and she listened with a growing +interest. Then once more his note changed. He spoke with a boyish +enthusiasm of his aims. To force an entrance into that arena; the +entrance gained, to fight himself into the station of a great man; +ultimately to govern and exercise authority--the note of personal +ambition rose to a pitch of exultation in his voice. Of principles he +obviously had no care, theories of politics were to him of no account. +He was the political adventurer pure and simple. Cynthia sat with her +eyes of dark blue clouded, and a real disappointment at her heart. She +raised her face to his, and a little smile trembled upon her lips, and +even her voice shook ever so slightly. + +"You have been very honest to me about it all," she said. "I thank you +for that." + +Captain Rames was a trifle bewildered. He could not see that he had +anything to conceal. + +"Good-night," she said as she rose, "I see my friend Mrs. Royle +waiting for me." + +She gave him her hand and moved away for a few steps and then stopped. +Harry Rames was at her side before she had stopped. She turned to him +timidly with the blood mounting very prettily into her cheeks. + +"I suppose," she said, "that your journey to the South really counts +now for very little in your thoughts. Yet you must have had a great +many wishes for your success sent to you from all parts of the world +before you started. I wonder you can forget them all, and leave that +work unfinished." + +It seemed to Captain Rames that she had hit upon a rather far-fetched +argument to persuade him to a second journey to the South. + +"Well, I am getting a good many wishes for my success now, and I hear +them spoken," he said with a smile. "It is true that I got all sorts +of messages and telegrams before I sailed to the South. But to tell +you the truth I was rather too busy to read them. I have got them all +tied up somewhere in a brown-paper parcel." + +Cynthia seemed actually to flinch. She turned away abruptly. + +"I wanted to ask of you a favor," said Rames. "Mr. Benoliel said that +you lived near Ludsey. You could do a great deal if you would help me. +Will you?" + +Cynthia turned back to him, her eyes shone angrily, the blood came +into her cheeks in a rush. + +"No," she said decisively, and without another word she walked away. + +"I might have struck her," thought Captain Rames. He knew nothing +of a telegram from the Daventry estancia which lay forgotten in that +brown-paper parcel. + +None the less he walked home across the Mall treading upon air. Great +people had moved out of their way to make his acquaintance; Cabinet +ministers had promised to speak for him; important ladies had smiled +their friendliest. He looked back upon the days of his insignificance, +and his heart was buoyant within him. Certainly one girl with +dark-blue eyes and a face like a rose-leaf had presumed to disapprove +of him. But there! Girls! You never knew what odd notions nested in +their pretty heads. If a man on the make steered his course by a +girl's favor, he would soon shipwreck on a snag. However, this girl +must be soothed down. Harry Rames could not afford to have an enemy at +Ludsey. But he had no doubt that he could soothe her down. He walked +home, softly whistling under his breath. + +Cynthia for her part went home in a different mood. She had lost +another illusion to-night. + + + + + CHAPTER XII + + LUNGATINE + + +The threatened dissolution was, after all, postponed, and through the +autumn months Captain Rames went busily up and down between London and +Ludsey. He made his head-quarters at an hotel on a climbing street in +the thick of the town, and spent his days in the public view and his +nights at meetings and at local festivities. + +Cynthia Daventry, five miles away, heard stories of his indefatigable +energy and once or twice she met him in the streets; and once or twice +he snatched an afternoon and swept over in a motor-car to see her. She +welcomed him with a pleasure which she rather resented, and not for +worlds would she have asked him how his campaign was faring. She did +not, however, have to ask. For either Diana Royle was present and +eagerly questioned him, or if Cynthia were alone he plunged into the +subject himself. Captain Rames was at some pains to amuse her and he +succeeded. Little incidents of the campaign, whether they told against +himself or not; sketches of queer characters whom he came across; an +anecdote now and then, drawn from the ancient history of the City--he +poured them out to her, making it quite clear with an apparently +ingenuous frankness that he had deliberately stored them in his memory +purely for her amusement. He was engaged in the work of soothing her +down. Diana Royle would rhapsodize after he had whirled away in a +cloud of dust. + +"What a wonderful man! How energetic! How clever!" + +"And how complacent!" said Cynthia. + +"What high principle!" Diana gushed lyrically. "What character!" + +"And what cunning!" added Cynthia, with a droop of her lips. + +Diana tapped the floor with an irritable foot. + +"Very well, darling. Look for an angel, by all means. You will be very +glad of a man later on." Then she laughed pleasantly. "But I am not +deceived. You talk lightly of him when he is gone, but when he is here +you fix your big eyes on him, and, though you say nothing, every +movement of you asks for more." + +Cynthia was startled. + +"Well, perhaps I do," she admitted. "I suppose that I have a kind of +hope that I will hear, not more, but something different from what I +am hearing." + +"That's so like you, my dear," Diana rejoined; she was all sugar and +vinegar. "If Julius Caesar came back to earth, you would want him +different. But that's the way with romantic people. They look for +heroes all day and never see them when they knock at the front door." + +Cynthia laughed good-humoredly. There was this much of truth in Diana +Royle's attack. She had been searching through the words of Harry +Rames all the while when he was uttering them for a glimpse of some +other being beside the man on the make. Certain qualities she +recognized. Enthusiasm, for instance. But it was enthusiasm for the +arena, not for any cause to be won there. A shrewd foresight again was +evident. But it was foresight to pluck the personal advantage. Here, +it seemed to her, was the conscience of the country stirring on all +sides to the recognition of great and unnecessary evils in its midst, +and Harry Rames was alone unaffected. Yet in a measure she was +impressed. He had so closely laid his plans. He gave her yet more +evidence when he came again. + +"I have got a rule or two," he said. "All demands for pledges from +leagues and associations go into the waste-paper basket. I'll answer +questions if they are asked me by a man in my constituency. I won't +put my name to a general proposition and post it to London. Many a +good man has been let down that way. Then I won't canvass. I won't +solicit a vote. I don't believe in it. There's one only point of view +for a candidate: that the electors are doing themselves a service by +electing him, and not doing him one. You have got to persuade them of +that." + +"Don't you find it difficult?" asked Cynthia, innocently. + +Rames laughed. + +"Yes, I do," he said. "The electors have their point of view, too. But +I won't canvass, I am there at my hotel if any one wants to see me. I +am at public meetings, and I go to social functions. That's a good +move," and Captain Rames nodded his head. "You meet the fellows on the +other side and if you can get them friendly, you stop them coming out +hot against you. Makes a lot of difference, that. Then there's wisdom +in taking a firm stand upon a point or so. Your own people, treat them +properly, will always give you a bit of latitude, and a reputation for +courage is a fine asset in politics as in anything else." + +"But you mustn't overdo it, I suppose," said Cynthia ironically. + +"Oh, no, you must be careful about that," replied Rames seriously. +"What you want to produce is an impression that you are not pliable, +that industries will be safe under your watch--that's for the business +men--and that social advancement will not be neglected--that's for the +artisans. You know the election is coming now," he suddenly exclaimed. +"Do come to one of my meetings!" + +Cynthia looked doubtful. + +"I don't think," she said, "that I believe very much in any work +which--I don't express what I mean very well--which hasn't a great +dream at the heart of it." + +Rames looked up into her face quickly and grew suddenly serious. He +made no comment upon her words, however. + +"After all that's no reason why you shouldn't come to one of my +meetings." + +Cynthia smiled. + +"I will come to the last one on the night before the poll," she +replied reluctantly. + +"I shall hold you to it," said Harry Rames, and he went away well +pleased with his visit. Cynthia was popular in Ludsey. So Cynthia +should sit on that momentous evening in the front row upon the +platform. Also he would make for her benefit an unusually effective +speech. Cynthia from the window watched his motor-car spin away in a +whirl of dust. He was going to preside that evening at a meeting of +the Salvation Army. + +The dissolution took place on the fifteenth of January. But the real +contest had begun a fortnight before in Ludsey. Harry Rames rushed +into it as if it had been a foot-ball rally. He spoke all day, in +factories and outside factories, in halls and schoolrooms and from +club-room windows. He ransacked the morning papers for new pegs on +which to hang his arguments; he kicked off at foot-ball matches and +the aim of the kick was entirely political; and at the end of three +weeks even he was very tired and inclined to recognize an element of +humiliation in the conduct of a successful campaign. + +It was eleven o'clock at night. There was to be but one more day of +it, but one more meeting to-morrow night, the big, final rally on the +eve of the poll. Harry Rames lay outstretched upon his sofa with his +pipe between his lips cradled pleasantly upon that reflection, when +the door of his room opened and a waiter brought in a card. Rames +waved it aside. + +"I can see no one." + +"The gentleman said that his business was important." + +Rames grumbled and took the card from the salver. + +"M. Poizat," he read. "A Frenchman. Certainly not. I won't see him." + +The waiter, an old English servant, a rare being nowadays, even in a +country hotel, stood his ground. + +"He's lived in Ludsey a long time, sir." + +"Oh, has he!" said Rames. "Tell him I am out." + +The waiter shook his head. + +"He has already told me that you are in, sir. Come, you had better see +him, sir. Perhaps he's the ha'porth of tar." + +"Oh, very well," said Rames. "But I tell you, William, that I am in +the mood to assert my rights as a man." + +"Mustn't do that, sir, until the day after to-morrow. You are only a +candidate till then." + +William retired. Rames fell back upon his sofa. He meant to lie there +prone upon his back, even if his visitor held all the votes of Ludsey +in the hollow of his hand. Then the door opened and was shut again. A +little, puckish old man stood in the room, danced lightly on his feet, +skipped in the air, twirled before Captain Rames's astonished eyes and +finally struck an inviting attitude, both arms extended and one foot +advanced, like the pictures of the quack doctors in the newspaper +advertisements. + +"Oh, he's out of a lunatic asylum," Captain Rames almost groaned +aloud. "He won't even have a vote." + +The little man skimmed forward with agility, fixing a bright and +twinkling pair of eyes upon the prostrate candidate. + +"How old do you think I am?" he asked, and he whirled his arms. + +"You are the youngest thing I have ever seen," replied Rames with +conviction. "I didn't know that people were even born as young as you +are." + +"I am seventy-three," exclaimed the little man with a chuckle. He +squared up at an imaginary antagonist and delivered a deadly blow in +the air. + +"Do you mind not doing that!" said Rames mildly. "My nerves are not +what they should be, and if you do it again I shall probably cry. I +suppose that you are M. Poizat----" + +"I am, sir," said the little man. He changed his tactics. He no longer +whirled his arms in the air. He advanced to the sofa and suddenly put +up his foot on the edge. + +"Feel my calf!" he said abruptly. + +Captain Rames meekly obeyed. + +"You ought to have a medal," he said languidly. "You really ought. At +seventy-three, too! For myself I am like butter, and rather inferior +butter, on a very hot day." + +M. Poizat nodded his head. + +"I know. That's why I am here!" He looked about the room and with the +importance of a conspirator he drew out of his pocket a medicine +bottle filled with a brown liquid. "Why am I so young?" he asked. "Why +is my leg of iron? Listen to my voice. Why is it so clear?--It's all +'Lungatine,'" and with immense pride he reverently placed the bottle +on the mantel-shelf. He turned again to Captain Rames. + +"I heard you to-night. I suffered with you. What a voice! How harsh! +How terrible! And yet what good words if only one could have heard +them! I said to myself: 'That poor man. I can cure him. He does not +know of Lungatine. He makes us all uncomfortable because he does not +know of Lungatine.' So I ran home and brought a bottle." + +"It's very good of you, I am sure," said Rames, "But look!" He pointed +to a table. Throat sprays, tonics, lozenges, encumbered it. "The +paraphernalia of a candidate," he said. + +M. Poizat smiled contemptuously. He drew from his breast pocket a +sheaf of letters. + +"See how many in Ludsey owe their health to me!" he cried, and he gave +the letters to Rames, who read them over with an 'oh' and an 'ah' of +intense admiration when any particularly startling cure was gratefully +recorded. + +"You are a chemist here I suppose--naturalized, of course?" asked +Captain Rames. + +"I have a restaurant," M. Poizat corrected him. "Lungatine is merely +one of my discoveries." + +He sat down complacently. Captain Rames started up in dismay upon his +elbow. + +"I have a great deal to do to-morrow," he said piteously. The plea was +of no avail. Captain Rames was in the grip of that most terrible of +all constituents, the amateur inventor. M. Poizat drew his chair to +the side of the sofa and went through the tale of his inventions. It +was the usual inevitable list--an automatic lift which would work with +absolute safety in any mine, a torpedo which would destroy any navy, a +steel process which would resist any torpedo, and a railway-coupling. + +"I'll bring you the models," he cried. + +"No, no," cried Rames, springing from his sofa in dismay. Then he laid +his hand on the inventor's shoulder and smiled wisely: + +"Royal commissions for you," he said. "They're the fellows for models. +I'll see about some. Royal commissions for you. Thank you for your +Lungatine. Good-night, my friend, good-night." + +Gently, but firmly, he raised the inventor from his chair, while he +shook hands with him, and conducted him toward the door. + +"You have your hat? Yes." + +"A tablespoonful six times a day in a wineglass of water." + +"Yes. The instructions, I see, are on the bottle." + +Captain Rames opened the door with his pleasantest smile. + +"To-morrow at your great meeting," said M. Poizat, "I shall be there. +I shall hear what you say. Your voice will ring like a trumpet. And +perhaps at the end of your speech, you will say that it is all due to +Lungatine." + +A frosty silence followed upon the words. Captain Rames said +indifferently: + +"You have been in England a long time. You are naturalized, of +course?" + +M. Poizat did not reply to the question. + +"Perhaps you will say that it is all due to Lungatine," he repeated +softly. "Perhaps you will say that. Who knows?" + +Captain Rames looked up at the ceiling. + +"Ah, who knows?" he said enigmatically. + +M. Poizat shook hands for a second time and went down the stairs. +Captain Rames closed the door, took the cork from the bottle, wetted +the tips of his finger, and tasted the brown liquid. It was a simple +solution of paregoric. + +"I don't believe the fellow's naturalized," cried Rames, and he raised +the bottle in the air above the coal-scuttle. But he did not let it +drop. + +"Perhaps he is though," he thought. He poured away a portion of the +liquid amongst the coal, replaced the cork, and set the bottle +prominently upon the mantel-shelf so that if M. Poizat took it into +his head to call again he would see it there. Then he betook himself +to bed; and M. Poizat figured in his dreams, a grotesque, little, +capering creature, a figure of fun, as indeed he was, to the eyes of +wakefulness. There are people upon whose faces nature writes plainly +hints of tragic destinies, and M. Poizat had certainly no relationship +with these. But then nature is apt to be freakish. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII + + THE NIGHT BEFORE THE POLL + + +The walls of the great Corn Exchange were draped with banners and hung +with gigantic mottoes. Cynthia sat in the front row of chairs upon the +platform with Isaac Benoliel upon one side of her, and beyond him +Diana Royle. It was the first public meeting at which she had ever +been present, and now that the shy uneasiness at the prominence of her +position which had troubled her when she took her seat was passing +away, she gazed about her, eagerness in her eyes and a throb of +excitement at her heart. In front of her a rostrum had been built out +from the edge of the platform so that the speakers might stand upon +the exact spot whence the voice carried with the greatest sonority. +The rostrum was railed and hung with red cloth; the chairman's table, +with the inevitable water-bottle, occupied it; and the small, square +space was the only empty space in all that cavern of a hall. A few +rows of chairs for members of the association were ranged at the front +upon the floor; behind the chairs the people stood packed and massed +to the doors, most of them men. The one gallery was crowded to its +furthest nook; behind Cynthia the platform was thronged. Wherever her +eyes turned she saw faces, faces, faces, all set in one direction, all +white under the glare of light, all inclined toward the empty rostrum. +It was the eve of the poll. There was a tingle of excitement in the +air, a hushed expectancy. Only when Cynthia raised her eyes did she +lose the vague feeling of suspense. Overhead a skylight in the roof +was covered with a horizontal blind. One tattered corner hung down and +as she looked up from the indistinguishable throng of faces, it +arrested her attention as something especially individual and definite +and single. + +Suddenly came a buzz and a stir. The chairman was seen to rise from a +flight of steps at the side of the platform. He was followed by a +tall, gaunt, loose-limbed man with a bony face, a white moustache, and +a high, bald head. He had the look of a soldier. Cynthia took no heed +of him. He stalked before her and sank unnoticed in his place. Behind +him came Harry Rames, and as he passed along the narrow gangway +between the crowded chairs, those who had seats sprang to their feet; +and three thousand people broke like a wave into a flutter of +handkerchiefs and a shattering thunder of applause. Above the applause +a chant gradually swelled, two lines of a tune rather like a chime. +Cynthia could not hear the words, but the sound, with its rise and +fall, surged backward and forward against the walls of the Exchange +for a full minute. + +Mr. Benoliel leaned toward Cynthia. + +"They have given him their foot-ball song. In a city of artisans, keen +on foot-ball, that's a good sign." + +Cynthia nodded. But she hardly heard, she could not have answered. +Here was something quite new to her, and overwhelmingly new. The +thunderous outburst had taken her by the throat; for a second she felt +choked; she had no part in politics, yet emotion woke in her and the +tears sprang into her eyes. + +"What's the matter, Cynthia?" asked Diana Royle. + +Cynthia replied with a break in her voice between a laugh and a sob. + +"I don't know. It's just the crowd, I think." + +"And the enthusiasm of the crowd," added Mr. Benoliel. "You make me +feel very old, Cynthia. I can listen to it quite unmoved now. But +there was a time when I couldn't without a choking in my throat. It's +the splendid faith of the crowd." + +Cynthia, arrested by the phrase, looked quickly at Benoliel. Greatly +as she liked him she was never quite sure of him. Kind as he had been +to her she always suspected some touch of the charlatan. He had the +look of a man quite in earnest. + +"I wonder," she said, "whether mere magnetism is enough to arouse it." + +Mr. Benoliel did not answer; for the chairman rose at his table; and +while he spoke the harmless necessary words, Cynthia took stock of +Harry Rames, who was seated in the rostrum at the side of the table in +front of her and a little to her left. The last weeks of exertion had +left their marks; the flesh had worn thin upon his face; there were +dark hollows beneath his eyes; he had gained a look of spirituality +which did not belong to him. He was nervous; his hands, with the long +fingers which never seemed to accord with the rest of him, moved +uneasily and restlessly from the buttons of his coat to the slip of +notes which he had placed upon the table. Cynthia was deceived by the +look of him as she had been deceived by the fervor of the gathering. +The outburst was not entirely, was not even chiefly, a tribute to the +candidate. Ludsey was a political city, and by three weeks of speeches +and agitation political feeling had been whipped to a climax of +excitement. It sought and found its outlet to-night at this final +rally before the poll. + +The cheers broke out again when Harry Rames rose and leaned his +hand upon the rail of the rostrum. When they died down he began to +speak--first a faltering word or two of thanks. Then his voice +suddenly strengthened and rang firm. His fingers ceased to twitch, and +he turned over in his mind the consecutions of his thoughts as though +he were turning over the pages of a book. All that he had planned to +say came clearly to him in its due order, and brought the comforting +assurance that the rest would follow. He was master of himself, and +being master of himself set his audience at ease to listen, Cynthia +among the rest. Anxious as he himself, she knew now that the speech +would go right on to its considered end. She leaned forward, all ears +to catch the words, and all eagerness to read into them, if she could, +the something more which was not there. + +But she could not; yet it was a night of triumph for Harry Rames, +"Breezy Harry Rames." She recalled her own phrase with a disappointed +droop of the lips more than once during the next hour. He was going to +win. She had no doubt of it. Confidence swept from his audience to him +and back again in waves. And he savored the joys of the orator as he +never had before. He had the arts of the platform, and more than the +arts, a power to bend his audience to sympathy. He knew that night the +supreme reward, the hush of a mass of people constraining themselves +to silence and even to immobility while a voice, low as a whisper, +sounded audibly in every nook. He played with the suspense, prolonging +it to the last moment of endurance, and then, by a sudden swoop to a +sharp, clever phrase, drawing the audience to its feet and coining the +silence in a stormy tumult of applause. + +He had the gift of speech; Cynthia gladly conceded it. An aptness of +homely words, an absence of all extravagance, and a voice resonant and +pleasant as a clear-toned, bell impressed her more than she had +expected to be impressed. A day's rest had restored his voice for the +time, even though M. Poizat's Lungatine had not contributed to the +restoration. + +She was surprised, too, by a certain shrewdness in the matter of the +speech. It was not so much of the platform as his manner. There was +very little reference to the navy. "I don't mean to be considered a +'service member,'" he had said to her once. "No one pays attention to +the service member in the House of Commons." But here and there came +views which struck her as new and worth consideration. + +"If you could teach the wives of the artisans to cook and to take an +interest in cooking, you would have done a great deal more to solve +the question of intemperance in this country than if you closed half +the public-houses," he cried once and developed his theme with humor +and some courage. He drew a picture of a wife putting her husband's +supper on the fire, ready against the time when he should come home +from his factory, and then running out into the street to talk to a +neighbor and leaving the meat to grill to the toughness and dryness of +leather. + +"The man comes home, sits down to it, and rises from it unsatisfied. +What does he do? He goes out and strolls round to the public-house. +Put a good meal, well-cooked, inside of him, and he'll not be so +disposed to move. He'll be inclined to smoke his pipe by the fire in +his kitchen." + +He passed on to other topics. The whole speech was clever and was +uttered on a lift of enthusiasm. But again Cynthia argued, it was the +enthusiasm for the arena, not for a cause. It was ambition without +ideals, power without high motive. + +Diana Royle inclined toward her. + +"Aren't you satisfied now?" she asked. + +"Oh, he will get on," said Cynthia; and then she suddenly sat upright +in her chair, with her lips parted and the blood bright in her cheeks. + +"But, after all," Rames was saying; his voice was beginning to grow +hoarse and he raised his hand in an appeal for silence, "here are we +discussing the work to be done, and leaving out in our discussion the +great necessity. I don't know what you think, but to my notion there +is no greatness in any work unless it has a dream at the heart of it. +The world's work is done by the great dreamers. Well, here is my last +word before the poll, perhaps the last word I shall speak in this +constituency." + +He was interrupted as he had meant to be by loud repudiations of such +a possibility. + +"No, no!" + +"You're a member already." + +"We'll put you in." + +Such phrases broke in upon the words and then a cheery voice, louder +than the rest, shouted from the back of the hall: + +"Never fear! You're well patronized in Ludsey, Captain." + +A burst of laughter followed upon the words, and a flush of annoyance +darkened Rames's face. + +"I will remind my friend that I am not a public entertainer," he said. +"And it's really against the spirit represented in that sentence that +I wish to direct my first words. I have my dream too--a dream. I speak +openly to you--at my very heart. Let me tell it you. It involves a +confession. When I first came to Ludsey six months ago, when for the +first time I saw from the windows of my railway carriage across the +summer fields the tall chimneys and high, long roofs of its factories, +the delicate steeples of its churches, it was to me just a town like +another. I will be frank, it was just a polling-booth. But as I got to +know your city that error passed out of my thoughts." + +Cynthia leaned forward. He had used her own words. She could not but +be flattered by his use of them. They had been acclaimed, too, by this +great gathering, and she was proud of that. Not for anything would she +have had their authorship revealed, but she was proud to hear them +used, proud, too, because they seemed to have led, if she dared +believe her ears, Harry Rames out of his detested breeziness into a +contemplation of something other than the personal gain. She could +hardly doubt him now; he spoke with so simple a sincerity. She had a +sudden glimpse once more of her enchanted garden wherein she had +walked with and helped the great ones of the earth. To help, herself +unknown except by those she helped!--that had been the dream when she +had encouraged dreams; and it sprang once more into life now as she +listened. + +"It is a city," Rames continued, "where a few steps will take you out +of the thronged streets into some old garden, quiet with the peace of +ancient memories; some old close of plaster and black beams; some old +room with windows deep-set in four-foot walls and wide hearths of +centuries ago. And round about these old places stands a ring of +factories where in good times the lights blaze until the morning and +the whir of its machines never ceases from your ears. It is a city +whose continuous life is written for all to see upon its buildings. +Here kings and queens have tarried on their journeys; there chambers +of commerce hold their meetings. From small and ancient beginnings it +has been made by the activity of generations of men into a modern +industrial city. Well, I have my dream. It is to be one little link in +the continuity of its life and to do my share of service in the +forwarding of its prosperity." + +A shout answered his words. He had his audience in hand. He stilled it +with a swift gesture and his voice rang out with a laugh which had all +the exultation of battle. + +"Well, we shall know to-morrow night. We are in the ice-pack now, but +we are coming to the outer rim of it. We can see the blue water +already. We shall be sailing smoothly upon it this time to-morrow +night." + +He had been chary of references to the voyage which had made his +reputation; all the more, therefore, this one struck home. He sat down +tempestuously acclaimed, and turning in his chair held out his hand to +Cynthia Daventry. + +"I am glad that you came," he said. "I have achieved two triumphs +to-night. I have brought you and Mr. Benoliel to your first political +meeting and both of you are on my platform." + +He shook hands with Isaac Benoliel and with Diana Royle. Cynthia +leaned a little forward. + +"I, too, am glad that I came," she returned with a smile. Because of +those last words of his, friendship was warm in her toward Harry +Rames. She added, "You knew then that I was here--just behind you?" + +Rames nodded. + +"Yes, but I was too nervous to turn to you before I had made my +speech. The flesh wears a little thin after three weeks of this. One +gets jumpy. Even the tattered corner of blind hanging down there from +the skylight seemed to-night charged with some important message." He +spoke, ridiculing the fancy, and Cynthia, with a smile and a quick +lift of her eyebrows, cried: + +"I noticed that too." + +"Then for the first time," said Rames, "we have something in common. +You and I are probably the only people in the hall who noticed it. We +have a bond of union." + +"A strip of tattered blind!" said Cynthia. + +"Well, there was nothing at all before," said Captain Rames, and he +suddenly turned back to his seat. For the tall, gaunt man was on his +legs. + +Cynthia neither heard his name nor followed his speech with any +particular attention. It was indeed difficult to follow. He was an old +hack of the platform with all the sounding phrases at the tip of his +tongue. Rolling sentences, of the copybook, flowed out of him; +declamations too vague to be understood were delivered with the vigor +of a prophet. But he interspersed them with the familiar cliches of +the day and each one received its salvo of applause. To Cynthia he was +a man not so much stupid as out of place. She could imagine him at the +head of a cavalry squadron. Here he seemed simply grotesque. + +On the other hand, Captain Rames did not; and the contrast between the +two men bent her to consider whether, after all, she had not been +wrong in her condemnation of his new career. She was in the mood to +admit it; and when the meeting broke up and the crowd was pouring +through the doors into the street, and those upon the platform were +descending its steps, she found herself alone for a second on the +rostrum with Harry Rames. + +"Perhaps I was wrong," she said. "I remember what you told me of Mr. +Smale. A vivid gift of phrase--he thought that necessary. You have +it." + +"On the platform--yes. But the platform's not the House," said Rames. +"Smale told me that too. I have yet to see whether I shall carry the +House." + +"Yet those last words," said Cynthia--"about the city and the +continuity of its life and your pride to have a little share in it. +Oh, that was finely done." + +And upon Rames's face there came a grin. + +"Yes, I thought that would fetch 'em," he said. + +Cynthia stepped back. Once again it occurred to Rames, as it had done +on the night of their first meeting at the Admiralty, that just so +would she look if he struck her a blow. + +"Then--then--the city is still a polling-booth," she stammered. + +"Yes," said Rames. + +The hero newly perched upon his pediment tumbled off again. + +"You used what I said to you because you just thought it would go +down." + +Rames did not deny it. He remained silent. + +"I remember," she continued, "it was no doubt a foolish thing I said. +But even when I said it, you were thinking this is the sort of thing +that will take." + +That she was humiliated, her voice and her face clearly proved. Yet +again Rames did not contradict her. Again he was silent. For there was +nothing to be said. + +"You do not allow me many illusions about you," Cynthia said gently, +and she began to turn away. + +But now he arrested her. + +"I don't mean to," he said quickly; and by the reply he undid some +portion of the harm he had done himself in her eyes. + + + + + CHAPTER XIV + + COLONEL CHALLONER'S MEMORY + + +It had been arranged that Mr. Benoliel's small party should take +supper with Harry Rames at his hotel. As they stood waiting at the +foot of the platform the agent came to them from the outer doors. + +"The way's clear now," he said. "I think you can go." + +They passed through the empty hall, Cynthia first at Harry Rames's +side, and in that order they came out upon the steps. A fine rain was +falling, but the crowd had not dispersed. The great light over the +door showed the climbing street thronged. Coat collars were turned up, +hats were pressed down; and so as Rames and Cynthia came out they saw +in the glare beneath the rain just a mass of swaying, jostling black +things, round black things moving indecisively this way and that like +some close-packed herd of blind animals. Just for a moment the +illusion lasted. Then Rames was seen and of a sudden the heads were +thrown back, the hats shaken high, and all those black round things +became the white faces of living men, their eyes shining in the light, +their voices shouting in acclamation. + +Captain Rames took a step back. + +"Did you see?" he cried to Cynthia. + +"Yes. They are not animals to draw your chariot," she replied. "They +are men." + +"Yes, men--men to govern," he answered. His was the spirit of the old +Whig families. Though he was not of them, he meant to force his way +among them. To govern the people, not to admit it to government, to go +far in appeasing it, but not to give it the reins, that was his +instinct. He wished to retain the old governing class, but he meant to +be one of it. His ambitions soared to-night, and reached out beyond +this hilly, narrow street. He led these men now who stood acclaiming +him in the rain. His thoughts shot forward to other days when every +town in England might at his coming pour out its masses to endorse his +words. + +He waved his hand toward his companions and the crowd made a lane for +them across the street to the hotel. Rames himself was carried +shoulder-high, and set down within the doors. He led the way up the +stairs to a big room upon the first floor overlooking the street, +where supper was laid. A great shout went up from the street as they +entered the room. + +"They want you," said Mrs. Royle. + +"No," replied Rames. He opened a door into a smaller room in which no +lights were lit and pulled up the blinds. Across the street under a +great clock was a newspaper office and in the windows the election +returns of the night were being, displayed. All along the line +victories were gained for Rames's party. Arthur Pynes, a young +manufacturer, and the chairman of the association, to whose energy the +organization was due; an ex-Mayor, a Mr. Charlesworth, and one or two +hard fighters of the old school joined the group in the dark room. One +of them, a rosy-faced contractor with a high laugh, who had presided +over the association in its darker days, leaned against the window by +Cynthia Daventry. + +"He'll have to appear on this balcony to-morrow night, as soon as he +can after the result's declared," he said. "You see, the windows are +all boarded up on the ground floors opposite." + +"He'll speak from here?" asked Cynthia. + +"He'll speak, but they won't listen," replied Mr. Arnall. "I remember +Sir William Harris, the last time he was elected before he was made a +judge--" and he ran off into stories of the old days until the windows +of the newspaper office were darkened and the crowd at last dispersed. + +"Let us go in to supper," said Rames, and they all passed into the +next room. "Will you sit here, Mrs. Royle, and you here, Miss +Daventry?" He placed Diana Royle upon his right hand and Cynthia upon +his left. "Pynes, will you take the chair next to Mrs. Royle, and +Colonel," he addressed the tall, gaunt man whose flowing platitudes +had left nothing in Cynthia's mind but a recollection of sonority, a +booming as of waves in a hollow cave, "will you sit next to Miss +Daventry?" + +The colonel bowed and prepared to take his seat. But he was a +punctilious old gentleman and stood upon the ceremonies. + +"You have not introduced me, Rames," he said. + +"I beg your pardon. Miss Daventry, this is Colonel Challoner. He +has made his own seat a safe one--a county division which polls +a week later than we do, and he lives in it. So when I applied at +head-quarters for help at our last meeting Colonel Challoner was kind +enough to volunteer." + +Cynthia shot a startled glance at her neighbor. Her own name was +Challoner too; and all that was terrible in her recollections was +linked with it. Of course, it did not follow that this Challoner was +any relation of hers. There must be many families of that name. +Nevertheless, the sudden sound of it caused her a shock. The blood +rushed into her face. She made a movement. Almost she shrank away. +Challoner, however, was taking his seat. He noticed the quick +movement; he did not appreciate the instinct of fear which had caused +it. + +"Ah, it is true then, Miss Daventry," he said. "We have already met. +You remember it, too." + +Cynthia was startled. + +"No, Colonel Challoner," she replied quickly. "I don't think that we +have. Indeed, I am sure we have not. I should surely have remembered +if we had." + +"That is a pretty thing for a young lady to say to an old man," the +colonel answered with a smile. "But my memory is a good one. I never +forget a face." + +He had the particular pride of all men with good memories, and +ambition had intensified it into an obstinacy. For he had his +ambition, and successive disappointments had only strengthened its +hold upon his heart. He aimed to be Under Secretary of State for +Foreign Affairs. He had been military attache at so many Embassies, +the post, to his thinking, was marked out for him. At each new +promotion to the Cabinet, at each general election, he was sure that +he could no longer be overlooked. He ran from platform to platform to +increase his claim upon the office should his party be returned. A +telegram from the chief whip had brought him to Ludsey, would send him +to-morrow into Yorkshire. Now, surely, his turn must come! He had one +persistent fear, lest he should be thought too old. And he clung with +an almost piteous reiteration to the accuracy of his recollections as +a vindication of the alertness of his powers. + +"When I saw you upon the platform I was quite sure that it was not for +the first time, Miss Daventry," he insisted. + +"During the season, perhaps," Cynthia replied. "At some reception or +ball. Did you hear that, Colonel Challoner?" and she turned quickly +toward Mr. Arnall, who was telling an old story of the days and the +hustings when broken heads were common about the doors of the +polling-booths. + +Cynthia laughed eagerly with the rest in her anxiety to keep Colonel +Challoner from plying her with questions. She was ready with her +answers, but greatly she feared, lest by probing into his memories he +should understand of a sudden where he had seen her before. And for a +time she was successful. The confidence which had run from man to +man in the great Corn Exchange an hour before was present at this +supper-table and kindled them all to cheeriness. The ex-Mayor said +with a pleasant drawl, which was his habit: + +"Do you remember Taylor the Democrat, Arnall? He fought two elections +here within three months and then went bankrupt. He was an adventurer +and the most eloquent man I ever heard. But he was a caution." + +"Yes," cried Mr. Arnall, with a clicking laugh at the back of his +throat. "Do you remember his meeting down by the club? 'Gag that +calf,'" and Mr. Arnall spluttered with delight. + +"That's it," said the ex-Mayor. "You must know that Taylor stood as a +Democrat, Captain Rames. That's where the fun comes in. He wore a blue +swallow-tail-coat with brass buttons and his hair down to his +shoulders. 'Your father was a miller,' one fellow shouted from the +crowd. 'Gag that calf,' cried Taylor and he held up his arms in the +air. 'Look at these fair hands. No work has ever sullied them.' That +did him all right." + +A quiet, elderly man leaned over the table. + +"Did you notice the flag upon the chairman's table, Captain Rames?" he +asked. "It was woven out of Ludsey silk fifty years ago. It's the true +Ludsey blue. My father wove it for Sir William Harris's first +election, and the other fellows swore they would have it on the +polling-day. But we carried it about the streets from morning to +evening, with twelve big fellows to protect it. It was nearly down +once, I remember. I was a lad at the time--at the corner of Stapley's +Lane. But we saved it and it was your table-cloth to-night, Captain +Rames. It brought us victory then. It will again to-morrow." + +The stories were continued. They were often not very pointed; often +enough the humor was far to seek; but they were alive. They were told +with infinite enjoyment, and the smallest details were remembered over +decades. Cynthia began now to listen to them for their own sake; she +was learning with surprise the value of politics to the lives of men +in a busy city of the provinces. But the colonel at her elbow was not +longer to be diverted. + +"I think it must have been in Dorsetshire that we met," he said. "I +live near to Wareham." + +Cynthia looked at him quite steadily. + +"I have never been in Dorsetshire in my life, Colonel Challoner." + +"Yet I associate you with that county," he persisted. "Now, why should +I do that, Miss Daventry? You have not been to my house, I know. For +since my wife died and my son went away, I have not had so many young +people to stay with me as I should have liked." + +From the moment when Colonel Challoner had claimed her recognition, +Cynthia had not doubted that she was sitting next to a relation. And +Colonel Challoner's location of his home in Dorsetshire, near to +Wareham, had confirmed her belief. She knew quite well how it came +about that he had seemed to recognize her, that he associated her with +his own parish. She knew because upon one unforgettable night she had +crouched in a great chair in a dark room and through the panels of a +door had heard her father claim her as his daughter. He, too, had +recognized her as Colonel Challoner now did, and just by the same +means. For there was a Romney hanging upon the dining-room wall in +that house near Wareham which might have been a portrait of herself. +But until this moment she had not guessed what degree of relationship +bound her to the old man at her side. + +Now, however, she knew that too. The hesitation, the gentle +wistfulness with which he had spoken of his son struck home at her. +She was this man's granddaughter. She was moved by what he had said. A +big house empty of young people must be a place of melancholy and +hollow as a shell. Yet she would not reveal herself. She had it fixed +now as an instinct of her nature that she would never wear the name of +Challoner, nor admit a link with any of that name.... But she turned +toward her grandfather with a greater sympathy. + +"You have given up your whole life to politics now?" she asked, and a +wave of pity swept through her. It could not be possible that he +should win any success in that sphere, and she was young and could +hardly conceive of life at all without success. + +"Yes. I left the army twenty-five years ago. Sometimes I think that I +may have made a mistake," he answered. "But it is too late for me to +go back upon a mistake, even were I sure that I had made one. Politics +is all I have now. I have no longer any family. And I have politics in +my bones. I do not know what I should do if I lost my seat. I should +probably die." He spoke with absolute simplicity, absolute sincerity: +Cynthia was greatly moved. An old futile man without wife or family in +a big, empty house, feeding himself from day to day with the +disappointments of a hopeless ambition--it made for her a dismal +picture. She contrasted it with the other one before her eyes--Harry +Rames at the head of the table, confident, comfortable, young as +politicians go, with the world a smooth sea for his conquering sails; +and once again an unaccountable resentment against Harry Rames flared +up within her. Almost she wished that for once he might fail. Almost +she revealed herself then to Colonel Challoner. But she did not. She +had painfully learned a great gift--silence. + +She knew very well with what relief she would wake on the morrow to +the recollection that she was still Cynthia Daventry and not Cynthia +Challoner. + +"I expect that what I say will sound extravagant to you, Miss +Daventry," Colonel Challoner continued. "You at your age could hardly +understand it." + +The spell which was upon Cynthia was broken. She looked thoughtfully +about the table. + +"I should not have understood it an hour ago. I was inclined to think +it really didn't matter very much in the long run who was in and who +was out, that the things which wanted doing and which legislation +could do, would get themselves done sooner or later by one side or the +other and perhaps by both; and that for the rest the nation went on +its way, leaving the talk and the honors to the politicians because it +had no time for either and doing the work itself." + +Colonel Challoner laughed. + +"That's a definite point of view, at all events." + +"I expect that I was drawing my ideas from another--" she was about to +say "country," but checked herself lest she should be asked what +country and so put Colonel Challoner on the track of her relationship +to him. She went on hastily: "But since I have been sitting here, I +have learned how much of color politics can bring into the lives of +men." + +And Colonel Challoner looked at her and cried: + +"That's it, Miss Daventry. Color! That's the great need. That's why +the quack religions flourish in the back streets. We all need it--all +except the man there at the head of the table," and Colonel Challoner +looked a trifle enviously at Harry Rames. "He has it and to spare." + +The door opened by a few inches at this moment and a wrinkled pippin +of a head was pushed in. A pair of little bright eyes surveyed the +company and then the door was thrust wide open and M. Poizat stepped +lightly in. + +Harry Rames rose and shook hands with the little Frenchman. Colonel +Challoner stroked his white moustache. + +"You were present to-night?" said Rames. "What a difference, eh?" + +"Yes, I was proud," M. Poizat returned. "But always I waited for some +little word--some little word which did not come." + +"One always forgets an important point and generally the most +important. It is the experience of all speakers," said Rames. He +turned to the table. "I must introduce to you M. Poizat, and if ever +your voices are hoarse in Ludsey, please ask for Lungatine." + +Rames drew a chair to the table, pressed M. Poizat into it, and filled +for him a glass of champagne. The little man was delighted. He drank +Captain Rames's health, he bowed to the company; and his hand was +arrested in mid-air, holding the wine-glass by its stem. Colonel +Challoner was gazing fixedly across the table at him. A look of +trouble took all the merriment out of M. Poizat's face. + +"I have seen you before, M. Poizat," said Colonel Challoner. + +Cynthia began to think that the colonel had a mania for recognizing +people. + +"I am _Mr_. Poizat, an Englishman," the little confectioner answered +hurriedly. + +"Naturalized," said the colonel. + +"It is true," said M. Poizat reluctantly. + +"If you had only said that last night," thought Harry Rames. "You +would have got your advertisement, my friend." + +But he said not a word aloud, and M. Poizat continued: + +"But it was a long time ago. And all the years since I have spent in +Ludsey." + +Colonel Challoner shook his head. + +"It was not in Ludsey that I saw you. For I was never here in my life +before." + +M. Poizat shrugged his shoulders. + +"We have sat opposite to one another in a train perhaps. We have run +against one another in the traffic of a London street." + +"No, it was on some occasion more important. I do not forget a face." + +"Nor I," said M. Poizat. "And I have never seen yours, sir, until this +moment;" and though he spoke with spirit his uneasiness was apparent +to every one at that table. + +Colonel Challoner sat back in his chair and let the subject drop. But +he was not satisfied. He was even annoyed at his failure to identify +the Frenchman, and he sat relentlessly revolving in his mind the +changing scenes of his life. Meanwhile the talk drifted back to +by-gone elections and this or that great night when some famous +statesman was brought into the town and never allowed to speak one +audible word. Mr. Arnall mentioned one whose name resounded through +England. + +"Next night in Warrington he said that he had been struggling with the +beasts at Ephesus," said Mr. Arnall with a chirrup of delight. The old +Adam was strong in him at this moment and his own solemn exhortations +to hear all sides clean forgotten. Suddenly Colonel Challoner broke in +upon him. He leaned across the table and with a smile of triumph +stared between the candles at M. Poizat. + +"It was in a corridor," he said, "a vast bare corridor--somewhere--a +long time ago. You were coming out of a room--wait!--wait!--No, I +cannot name the place," and he sank back again disappointed. + +But M. Poizat's face wore now a sickly pallor. + +"In no corridor--nowhere," he stammered and his eyes, urgent with +appeal, turned toward Harry Rames. + +Harry Rames did his first service for an elector of Ludsey. He glanced +toward Mr. Benoliel, who rose. + +"It is getting late," said Benoliel, "and Rames has a busy day in +front of him." + +"I will order your motor-car round to the door," said Rames. He rang +the bell and the rest of the company left the table. Diana Royle and +Cynthia sought their cloaks in the adjoining sitting-room. Harry Rames +took M. Poizat by the arm and led him to the door. + +"I am very grateful to you," he said. "Good-night." And even as M. +Poizat's foot was over the threshold the voice of Colonel Challoner +brought him to a halt: + +"One moment. I remember now. You come from Alsace, M. Poizat." + +"I come from Provence," cried the little man, facing about swiftly +with a passionate, white face. + +Harry Rames had begun to think Colonel Challoner rather a bore with +his incomplete reminiscences. That thought passed from him altogether. +He had but to look at the two men to know that some queer and +unexpected moment of drama had sprung from their chance meeting at +this hotel at Ludsey. They stood facing one another, the little +Frenchman in the doorway with fear and rage contending in his face, +his mouth twisted into a snarl, his lips drawn back from his gums like +an animal, his teeth gleaming; the colonel erect above the table with +the candle-light shining upward upon a triumphant and menacing face. + +"You were in Metz in '71," cried Challoner. "So was I. I was a lad at +the time. I was aide to our attache. That's where I saw you, M. +Poizat--in the long corridor of the Arsenal. Yes, you were in Metz in +'71." + +And behind M. Poizat appeared the waiter announcing that Mr. +Benoliel's motor-car was at the door. + + + + + CHAPTER XV + + THE MAYOR AND THE MAN + + +St. Anne's Hall stands tucked away in a narrow street of Ludsey by the +spacious square; and from its ancient windows you look out between the +lozenges of stained glass upon the great church of St. Anne with its +soaring spire and its wide graveyard. Into this hall the ballot-boxes +were brought from the polling-booths on the next evening, and at long +tables in the Council Chamber the voting papers were sorted and +counted. Harry Rames walked from table to table. He seemed to see +nothing but crosses against his opponent's name. He did not dare to +put a question to any of the scrutineers standing behind the sorters. +The very swiftness with which the votes were counted impressed him +with a sense of disaster. For the first time he began to ask himself +how he was to shape his life if to-night he were defeated. Thus an +hour passed and then the chief constable drew him aside to a bench +under the musician's gallery at one end of the room. + +"I've been watching the tables, Captain Rames," he said, "and I think +you are going to be elected." + +"You do?" said Rames eagerly. "Yes, and I shall be very glad if you +are." + +"Thank you," exclaimed Rames. He could have wrung off the chief +constable's hand in the fervor of his gratitude. + +"Oh, I am not speaking as a politician," the chief constable returned +with a smile. "I have the order of my city to look after. That's all I +am thinking about. If you weren't by any chance to get in, I am afraid +there would be trouble to-night in Ludsey. And I want you if you are +returned to get back to your hotel at once. It's important from my +point of view that you should show up on your balcony as soon as +possible after the result is declared." + +"I see," said Rames. + +"I will take you out the back way through the police station," the +chief constable continued, "and there's a lane opposite which will +lead you straight to your back door. You had better run, I think. For +your own friends would tear you to pieces to-night without noticing +they were doing you any harm." + +The chief constable suddenly changed his tone. One of the scrutineers +on the side of Rames's opponent had drawn close to them. The chief +constable had no intention to allow a suspicion that he favored one +side more than the other. He raised his voice. + +"You have noticed our tapestry, perhaps. It is quite invaluable, I +believe. We lent it two years ago to the South Kensington Museum. +There was an American millionaire here the other day who wished to buy +it." + +Raines looked across the room. + +"Isn't there some portion of it missing?" he asked. + +"Yes. That disappeared in the Commonwealth times. Let us go and look +at it." + +Rames walked at the chief constable's side up the floor of the room +toward the dais where Mr. Redling the Mayor, with his chain of office +about his shoulders, sat in his big chair in the centre of the long +council table. His mace lay upon the table in front of him, and he +surveyed the busy scene over which he presided with an imperturbable +gravity. But Mr. Redling was a genial soul with a twinkling eye and a +red, round face like a crumpled cherub's; and as Harry Rames advanced +toward the dais, Mr. Redling beckoned to him with a discreet twist of +the finger of a hand lying idle upon the table. + +Harry Rames took a seat beside the Mayor at the long table and again +words of comfort were poured into his ears in a gentle undertone. + +"I think you are going to do it," said Mr. Redling, repeating almost +word for word the utterance of his chief constable. "Of course, I +couldn't take any part. But you know what I should have been doing if +I hadn't been Mayor, don't you? But I have asked quietly here and +there about your chance and I fancy it's all right." + +He winked, and his face broke into triumphant smiles. He was a man. +Then he remembered again that he was a Mayor, and he sat a pillar of +municipal propriety. + +"It's good of you to say that," cried Harry Rames in a low voice. "I +needed to hear it, I can tell you." + +Mr. Redling looked at his face. The three weeks had taken a heavy toll +of him. He had thinned and sharpened; his eyes were heavy and very +tired; for the moment his buoyancy had gone. + +"Yes," said Mr. Redling. "An election takes a good deal out of one. +And these two hours are the worst of it when the fight's all over and +there's nothing to do but wait. Gives you a kind of glimpse into what +women have to put up with all their lives, eh?" + +Harry Rames glanced at the Mayor with interest. + +"Why, I suppose that's true." + +Mr. Redling nodded his head. + +"Yes. It teaches you that sitting with your hands in your lap isn't +the same as sitting soft, after all." + +Harry Rames felt comfort steal in upon him from the neighborhood of +the little Mayor. Mr. Redling was that rare bird, a strong politician +without a fad, and, therefore, a veritable haven of refuge to a +candidate in the cudgelling of an election. On the few afternoons when +Harry Rames had been able to snatch a half hour of leisure he had been +wont to run round to the Mayor's house and spend a restful interval +with one of the Mayor's cigars. Mr. Redling laid his Mayoralty aside +with the silk hat he invariably wore, and when he took off his chain +of office he usually took off his coat too. He had had his ups and +downs, and as he discoursed upon his city in his shirt-sleeves, Harry +Rames never failed to draw comfort from his talk, so strong a spirit +of human friendship breathed from him. + +"They like you here," continued Mr. Redling; "both sides. Take us for +all in all we are not violent people. Give us the right sort of man, +and we'll be sure he won't do us harm, whatever his politics," and +then as Mr. Benoliel, who was acting as one of Rames's scrutineers, +came to him with a doubtful voting paper, he switched off to another +topic; and it happened quite naturally that he chose the very same +subject as the chief constable had done. + +"Have you noticed our tapestry?" he asked. "We are proud of it. An +American gentleman, a Mr. Cronin, came over here last week with Mr. +Benoliel to see it. And after he had seen it, he wanted to buy it." + +"Oh, did he?" said Benoliel as he handed the voting paper to the +Mayor. "But I might have guessed that he would. I brought him over +from Culver, and we met Mrs. Royle just outside here. She came in with +us. Mrs. Royle seemed as interested in the tapestry as Cronin +himself." + +While Mr. Redling examined the voting paper, Harry Rames cast an eye +over the tapestry. The aesthetic qualities formed a quite insignificant +element in his nature. Of art he thought nothing at all. It noted in +his mind long hair and an absence of baths--such was his ignorance. +The only picture-gallery into which he had ever entered was the Royal +Academy; and the only occasion upon which he had ventured over that +threshold was the Academy dinner to which he had been invited after +his return from his Antarctic expedition. He had a primitive +appreciation of scarlet as a color and he recognized that women upon +canvas could look beautiful. There for him art ended. So he gazed at +the tapestry with a lack-lustre eye. There was no vividness of color, +and the human forms worked upon it had an angularity and a thickness +of joint which pleased him not at all. + +"I suppose it's very beautiful," he said. + +"It's unique," replied Mr. Benoliel; "that's why Cronin wanted it. Let +a thing be unique, he'll not trouble his head so much about its +beauty, and I am told he will ask no questions how it comes to be +offered to him." + +"Well, he offered us a hundred thousand pounds," Mr. Redling remarked +with half a sigh. Ludsey was growing at a pace which made it difficult +for the borough council to keep up with it. Mr. Redling thought of +baths and schools and houses. "A hundred thousand pounds--a good deal +of money for a municipality to refuse. But of course, we did. We +couldn't let that tapestry go." He returned to the voting paper and +gave his decision upon it. Harry Rames drifted down again into the +body of the hall. He troubled no more about the priceless tapestry +swinging under the high carved roof in this ancient place. He was a +man of his own day, absorbed in its doings, and wondering always in a +great labor of thought how he might make his name familiar in all +men's mouths before nightfall swept him into the darkness. His +anxieties were now diminished, his heart beat high. For here were two +men, both experienced in elections and both convinced that he would +surely win. So the first small victory, it seemed, was won. He crossed +to the row of windows and looked down through a lozenge of white in +the painted pattern into the street below. And having once looked he +could not again withdraw his eyes. + +It was a night of January, dreary and loud with a roar of falling +rain. A light wind carried the rain at a slant so that it shot down +past the street lamps like slender javelins of steel. And exposed to +that pitiless assault a silent crowd of men stood packed together in +the narrow street between St. Anne's Hall and the railings of the +church. A few, a very few, carried umbrellas over their heads, the +rest stood with their coat collars turned up about their throats and +their hands deep in their pockets. No one moved, for there was no room +to move; and all the faces were uplifted under the brims of their +soaking hats to the great window beyond the hall whence the result +should be declared. The patience of the throng, its acquiescence in +discomfort, as though discomfort were the ordinary condition of its +life, suddenly caught hold of Harry Rames. He took a step, nay, a +stride forward. Last night when he had come out of the Exchange and +the herd of animals had been transfigured into the uplifted faces of +men, his thought had been: + +"This is for me." + +But now his thoughts changed. The men of Ludsey did not wait in vain +that night. For Harry Rames the glamour faded off the arena. At the +very moment when the bars were being withdrawn for him to enter it the +exultation of battle died out of his heart. He woke to something +new--the claim of the constituency. The longer he looked, the stronger +the claim grew, the more loudly the silence of that throng proclaimed +and shouted it. They stood under the javelins of the rain, the men who +had voted for him. They emphasized their claim by their extraordinary +quietude. Almost they menaced. + +"A queer sight," said a voice at his elbow. + +Harry Rames turned. It was Mr. Arnall who had interrupted him. + +"I shall not easily forget it," said Rames, drawing a breath, and then +with an irritable outburst he said: "They look to Parliament for more +than parliaments can do, to candidates for more than members can +achieve. Each election is to open paradise for them." + +"And whose fault is that?" asked Mr. Arnall dryly. + +Rames nodded. + +"Ours, I suppose," he said; and behind him in the room there was a +bustle and a grating of chairs upon the floor. The votes had been +sorted. The candidates and their friends gathered about the long table +on the raised dais. + +"They are taking yours first," said Mr. Arnall to Harry. "That's a +good sign." + +The papers cast for Harry Rames were brought to the table in sets of +fifty. They were placed crosswise, one set on the top of the first, +and the third on the second, until five hundred had been counted. +Against that pile of five hundred votes a second rose. Gradually the +orderly heaps of paper extended along the table's edge in front of the +Mayor. There were half a dozen now. Rames's agent stood by them like a +bull-dog on the chain. The half-dozen became ten, eleven, twelve. And +as the twelfth heap was completed a quick movement ran among all of +Rames's friends. He had polled now half the electorate of the city. +One more set of papers and he was in. + +It was laid next to the others at that moment, and Rames's hands were +silently grasped and shaken. But the heaping up of the votes went on. +There were three more piles to be added before the end was reached. +Eighty-four per cent of the electorate had recorded their votes. Harry +Rames had won by a majority well on to two thousand. He stood there in +a buzz of congratulations, with a sudden vacancy of mind and thought. +He remembered the extraordinary agility with which Mr. Redling whipped +out of the room, trying to say unconcernedly: + +"I'll just announce the result at once." + +He heard the storm of cheers in the street below. That patient silence +was broken now in a hurricane of enthusiasm and even through it he +could distinguish the words of the exultant cry: + +"Rames is our man!" + +He saw the Mayor return, much out of breath. He proposed the vote of +thanks to the returning officers, with the usual eulogy of his +opponents and depreciation of himself. But even at that moment the +claim of the constituency would importunately obtrude and find +acknowledgment in his words. + +"You look to me very likely for more than I can do," he said simply. +"At all events you shall have what I can." + +But the most memorable achievement that night was the reply of Mr. +Redling. + +As he rose to his feet to acknowledge the vote of thanks, the man ran +forward and got a fair start of the Mayor. He cried out, all one +bubble of delight: + +"I need hardly say, gentlemen, how utterly I rejoice at--" and then +the Mayor put on a spurt and caught up the man--"at the admirable +manner in which this contest has been conducted by both sides." + +But the correction deceived no one. Mr. Redling's politics were known, +and so, in a general splutter of good-humored laughter, the Ludsey +election came to an end. + +The Mayor turned from the table wiping his forehead. + +"I nearly made a bad break there," he said in a whisper. "They won't +come at you again, I think. I reckon you have got Ludsey, Captain +Rames," and then Rames felt the hand of the chief constable laid upon +his arm. He was rushed across the Mayor's parlor, down the stairs +through the police station, where the police at their supper rose and +gave him a loud cheer. + +"Silence!" cried the chief constable savagely. He opened the street +door and peeped out. + +"All's clear. Run--down that alley opposite. Say something from your +balcony, never mind what--they won't hear more than two words." + +"That's just all that I want them to hear," cried Rames. + +He had foreseen that moment. He ran with one or two of his friends to +the back door of his hotel. A path was made for them through the +crowded hall. He came out upon the balcony, and up and down the hill +as far as his eyes could see the street was thronged. He stretched out +his hand. He had a second of absolute silence, and in that second his +voice rang out: + +"My constituents----" + +The roar which answered him showed him that once more his foresight +had served him well. No other word of his was heard. But any other +words would have spoiled the two which he had uttered. + + + + + CHAPTER XVI + + WORDS OVER THE TELEPHONE + + +The next two hours were for Rames of the tissue whence nightmares are +woven. Rames was conscious that he made speeches and still more +speeches and yet others on the top of those, until speech-making +became a pain in the head for which there was no anodyne. He made them +from windows--one at that very window where Taylor, the lily fingered +democrat, had by a single sentence won immortality and certain +defeat--he made them from tables in club-rooms which he no longer +recognized; where men, packed tight as herrings, screamed +incoherencies in a blaze of light and the atmosphere of a Turkish +bath, or standing upon chairs beat him, as he passed beneath them, on +the top of the head with their hats in the frenzy of their delight. +For two hours Ludsey went stark mad and Harry Rames had reached +exhaustion before a gigantic captain of the fire brigade lifted him +panting and dishevelled out of the throng, and drawing him into a +small committee-room locked the door against his votaries. + +"Better wait for a little while here, sir," he said; and it was one +o'clock in the morning before he ventured to return to his hotel. + +By that time the madness was already past. There was still noise in +the blazing rooms of the clubs. But the streets were empty and up the +climbing hill the city was quiet as a house of mutes. A placard in the +window of the newspaper office recorded the figures of the election, +and the boarding which protected the shops opposite to his hotel shone +white in the light of the lamps. But for those two signs, even Rames +might have found it difficult of belief that so lately this very +hill had rung with cheers and seethed with a tumultuous populace. +To-morrow, however, the sirens of the factories would shrill across +the house-tops at six and the work of a strenuous industrial town +begin. Ludsey had no time to dally with victories won and triumphs +which had passed. + +Nor indeed had Harry Rames. He rang the bell at the door and entered +the hall quickly. There was something which he should have done before +now, though only now he remembered it. With a word to the porter, he +went into the office and switched on the electric light. He crossed to +the corner where the telephone was fixed and called up the White +House. A woman's voice, very small and clear, came back to him over +the lines. He recognized it with a thrill of satisfaction. It was +Cynthia Daventry's. + +"Oh, it's you yourself," he cried eagerly, and he heard Cynthia, at +the other end of the telephone, laugh with pleasure at his eagerness. + +"Yes," she answered. "I thought perhaps you might ring me up." + +So she had waited--just that they might talk together for a few +moments. Harry Rames, however, did not answer her. It seemed to him +from the intonation of her voice that she had more to say if she would +only make up her mind to say it. He stood and waited with the receiver +at his ear, and after a little while Cynthia spoke again upon a lower +note. + +"I am glad that you did. I should have been disappointed if you +hadn't." + +"Thank you," said Rames. + +He spoke very gently. There was no smile of triumph upon his face. It +had become of vast importance to him within the last two hours to know +how her thoughts dealt with him; and he was not sure. There was +friendship between them--yes. But how far on her side did it reach? He +had no answer to that question. + +"You have heard the result?" he asked. + +"Yes. Mr. Benoliel telephoned to me at once from the Mayor's parlor." + +"I ought to have done that," said Harry Rames. + +"Oh, no. You were making speeches," replied Cynthia with a laugh. She +was at all events not offended by his omission. + +"And you are glad that I have won?" he asked. And again she waited a +while before she answered; and when she did speak it was with that +little spirit of resentment which Rames had heard before in her voice. + +"Well,--since your heart was so much set on winning,--yes, there you +have your triumph--I am glad that you won." + +Cynthia meant what she said, but she was reluctant to mean it. She +spoke, too, under a constraint to speak. She had a picture before her +eyes of the man at the other end of the line quietly waiting upon her, +certain perhaps of what she would say. And the picture and the sense +of compulsion were both an offence to her. + +"Good-night," she added curtly and with a sharp, quick movement she +hung up the receiver. The little clang of metal travelled along the +line to Harry Rames and emphasized her resentment. + +But he was not disturbed by that. On the whole he looked upon it as a +favorable sign. So definite a resentment implied that she was +interested and set a value on their friendship. Rames went upstairs to +bed, but he was too tired to sleep and his thoughts raced ahead and +scouted in the future. He had leaped the first obstacle in the race, +but that once leaped and looked back upon became a tiny thing compared +with those which lay ahead. + +"Will she? Will she not?" he asked. All hung upon the answers to those +questions. He was poor. He must marry. He must marry money and even +money was not enough. Other qualities were needed to help him to the +great career. But they were all there, a few miles away, possessed by +the young mistress of the White House. She had looks and manners and a +distinction of her own. You could not be in a room with her, however +crowded, and be long unaware that she was present too. Only--would +she? + +He had very little to offer her--beyond this earnest of future success +which he had won to-night. And six hundred and seventy others would +have won just the same opportunity before the year was a fortnight +older. Moreover, Cynthia was romantic and he was not. For all her +friendliness he was a bitter disappointment to her. He recognized it +all and began to regret that he had not donned the glittering cloak of +romance which so often she had held out to him. But his foresight came +to console him. + +"I could never have lived up to it," he reflected. "She would have +found me out. I have been honest with her and she likes honesty." + +Certainly there were points in his favor. Rames took heart. She had +run the gauntlet of the drawing-rooms through a London season. Men had +gone down before her satin slippers, men ancient and modern. Mothers +of daughters had frowned upon her, mothers of sons had smiled. Young +Lord Helmsdale, adored of the ladies, had pursued her, and it was his +habit to be pursued. Yet she had come out of the throng to +Warwickshire heart-free. Of that he was sure. + +Besides, she had waited up to speak to him. That was something,--not +very much, perhaps,--but surely something. Also, since he had wished +to win, she was glad that he had won. Rames's memories took him back +to the night when they first met at the Admiralty. Not thus had she +spoken then. She had moved toward him since that night--reluctantly, +slowly. Yet she had moved. + +He was still casting up this ledger of his chances when a lonely +booming sound broke upon the stillness of the night and penetrated +through the open window like some melancholy siren of the sea. It was +repeated and repeated, growing louder with each repetition yet hardly +more articulate, and without any change of intonation. And every now +and then it was interrupted for a few seconds by a dull crash. Rames +tried to thrust it from his notice. + +"Will she? Will she not?" he asked himself. But the booming sound +would not be denied. It was as the wail of some utterly friendless man +who cared not whether his fellows slept or waked. It was thoroughly +pitiless. Nearer it came to the hotel, and now wavering, heavy feet +could be heard to beat an irregular accompaniment. The occasional thud +was explained. A very drunken man was staggering up the hill and from +time to time he fell upon the pavement, unconscious that he fell, +barely aware only that his long-drawn cry had ceased. Rames thought of +him as a malignant creature determined to inflict torture--until the +sound at last sifted itself into definite words. "Vote for Harry +Rames!" the nightfarer cried aloud to a city which had already done +so; and at times he dropped the Harry and inserted an epithet of color +common no doubt in his vocabulary. He passed beneath the windows and +with many a tumble faded into distance, invoking the unresponsive gas +lamps. + +Rames turned over on his side with relief. + +"My dear," he whispered, "take his advice and vote for Harry Rames! I +shall owe you much, but I'll make it up to you. I'll not ask you till +I am sure I can. I must risk Helmsdale carrying you off." + + +He fell asleep and even the tune the clock chimes in Ludsey church +played at four o'clock in the morning did not make him stir. But at +the White House just at that hour Cynthia waked. It was not the clock +which waked her. It seemed to her that she had heard a step in the +corridor. She sat up in her bed and in a few seconds was sure of it. +Some one was moving very stealthily about the house. For a moment her +old horror gripped her. Here was her father come at last with +authority to claim her. She sat staring wide-eyed into the darkness, +flung back to the days when she was a child. Then her reason +reasserted itself. Her father was dead. The blood flowed again to her +heart. But the stealthy sound continued. She heard a door gently +latched. She sprang out of bed, opened her own door, and switched on +the light. The corridor was empty to the edge of the shadows. She +peered into them. She saw nothing, and no sound reached her now. + +"Who is it?" she asked in a loud voice, and no answer came to her. She +waited in her doorway with a hand to her breast. The plank of a stair +cracked loudly, close to her; but no footsteps made it crack. She went +back into her room. + +Yet she had not been mistaken. Any one in the road that night might +have seen a light ascending past the windows of the staircase and then +moving through the upper rooms, until at last in one it remained for a +long time. The light was carried by Diana Royle. She passed up the +staircase to an unfurnished room used for the storage of old boxes and +discarded things. From the corner of this room she rolled out a great +bale, dusty with years, and tied up like a carpet with an old piece of +rope. She cut the rope and spread it out upon the floor, cautiously +and silently. Then lowering her candle she examined it. With a smile +upon her lips she stood up again. She fastened the bale and dragged it +back into its corner. The smile did not leave her lips. Chance had led +her up here some weeks ago. She had discovered the bale and had +wondered what it was. An old carpet? A disused curtain? Now she knew. +In an attic of this old house she had discovered the lost strip of the +Ludsey tapestry. + + + + + CHAPTER XVII + + A REFUSAL + + +"So you have refused young Helmsdale." + +Three months had passed since the Ludsey election. The air was warm +and golden and already the world whispered of summer, yet not too loud +lest it should seem to boast and so be balked of its desire. +Parliament had met, London was full, and in the country the foxes and +the pheasants had leisure to attend to their own affairs. And with the +rest Cynthia had come to town. She rode on this morning out of the +park, where the buds were running along the branches of the trees like +delicate green flames, about eleven o'clock, and turning out of South +Audley Street into Curzon Street, she saw Mr. Benoliel waiting upon +the pavement in front of her new house. As she stopped her horse +before the door he reprimanded her: + +"Cynthia, you have refused him." + +Cynthia blushed. Then she exclaimed: + +"But how in the world could you know! It isn't half an hour since I +refused him." Then she bent down over her saddle and gazed at him in +the fulness of admiration. "But you know everything. It wouldn't be of +much use trying to keep things from you, would it?" + +Mr. Benoliel smiled grimly. + +"Yes, that's the way, Cynthia, and no doubt a neater style of doing it +will come in time." + +Cynthia sat upright, swift as a spring, and remained so, with her nose +in the air, haughty for five complete seconds. Then curiosity restored +her to her sex and she swooped again over her saddle. + +"How did you know?" + +"He borrowed a horse from me this morning," said Mr. Benoliel--"a good +horse. He was very particular that it should be a valuable horse. So I +gathered that he wanted to make on this morning of all mornings a +specially favorable impression." + +Cynthia's lips twitched. + +"You lent him a very good horse," she said. "But the horse didn't tell +you." + +"That's where you are wrong, Cynthia. The horse did," said Mr. +Benoliel. "Ten minutes ago, as I was turning out of Grosvenor Square, +I met my very valuable horse being led by a ragged beggarman whom I +had never seen in my life before. I asked him what the dickens he was +doing with it and he explained that as he was standing by the rails in +Hyde Park a young man rode up to him in a violent rage, dismounted, +tossed him the reins and a shilling and told him to lead the rotten +beast back to Grosvenor Square. Just fancy that! My horse! I might +have lost him altogether." + +Cynthia tried her best to look indignant at so treacherous a return to +Mr. Benoliel's generosity, but she could not and she rippled suddenly +into laughter. + +"He was horribly angry," she said. + +Mr. Benoliel turned his wrath again upon Cynthia. + +"And no wonder!" he said. "Helmsdale's not used to being refused. He +is young. He is good-looking. He has a social position----" + +"And he has a profile," added Cynthia. "Please don't forget that. But +you can't if you know him, or even if you don't, can you? Have you +ever fixed your eyes steadily upon him, Mr. Benoliel? Do the next time +you see him, and within twenty seconds he will show you his profile. +He will turn his head quite slowly and show it you, just like a man at +the music-halls disclosing the newest sensation. I couldn't marry a +profile, even though it was mounted on your horse." Then she bent down +to him again coaxing him: "You didn't really want me to marry him, did +you? You see, I don't love him." + +Mr. Benoliel seemed to think this answer insufficient. + +"Love would come," he answered. + +"That's what he said," exclaimed Cynthia. + +"And you?" asked Benoliel. + +Cynthia bent her eyes steadily upon him. + +"I answered, 'Lovers would come.'" + +Mr. Benoliel looked up at her with a wry face. + +"You know too much, my dear," he said, and Cynthia threw back her +head, with her face suddenly clouded and sullen. + +"Oh, yes," she cried bitterly. "I have eaten of the tree--and +lately--very lately." + +And at the sight of her distress all Mr. Benoliel's indignation +vanished. + +"I know," he said gently. "That's why I wanted you to marry, Cynthia." + +"Is that the remedy?" she asked. And she shook her head slowly. "I am +frightened of it." + +She called to her groom, dismounted from her horse and taking Mr. +Benoliel by the arm cried: + +"Come in. You haven't seen my house since I bought it. You shall tell +me what you think of it, now that it's finished." + +She ran up the steps and turned to him at the top with a look of +compunction in her face: + +"I talk to you of my troubles," she said. "I have no right to--no, +neither to you nor to any one. I am ashamed of myself. I have food to +eat, clothes to wear, money to spend, and friends. Yes, I am very +fortunate," and her mind winged back to a dark night on the estancia +when she had crouched in a big chair, listening to horrors set ready +for her. "I ought to be grateful," she cried with a shudder at her +memories. "Come in!" + +She led him through the rooms and claimed his enthusiasm for this or +that rare piece of satin-wood or mahogany. It had been a great joy to +her in the early days of the year to ransack the dealers' shops and +grow learned of Hepplewhite and Chippendale. She told Mr. Benoliel +stories of her researches, seeking to recapture some savor of that +past pleasure. But her sprightliness became an effort and in her own +sitting-room she turned abruptly to him: + +"But I have a distaste for it all now," she said and sat down in a +chair. "I have no longer any pride in the house at all." + +Mr. Benoliel stood over her and nodded his head in sympathy. She was +distressed. She had a look of discomfort. + +"Yes, I understand that, Cynthia," he said. + +She took off her hard hat. It pressed upon her temples and made her +head throb. + +"How much do you know?" she asked. + +"That Mrs. Royle is leaving you." + +"Yes," said Cynthia moodily. "We have agreed to separate. Do you know +anything more?" + +"Yes. The missing panel of tapestry hangs again in Ludsey Town Hall." + +"Yes. It was lying in a lumber-room under the roof of my house in +Warwickshire. How long it had been lying there, or how it came there, +I can't discover. Diana ran across it by accident. It was tied up in a +bale like an old carpet. She didn't think it of any value--until she +went one morning to the Town Hall with an American millionaire who was +anxious to see the tapestry and buy it if he could." + +"Yes. I took Cronin there myself. He was staying with me and I drove +him into Ludsey and met Mrs. Royle in the street. That was the day +before the election. We all three went into the Town Hall together. I +remember Mrs. Royle saying that she had never been in the building +before. I pointed out the tapestry and explained that a wide strip of +it was missing. I think I suggested that it would one day be turned +out of some old cupboard." + +Cynthia nodded. + +"That no doubt helped her to the truth. Anyway, she tried to persuade +me to sell it. She merely told me that it was valuable and that I +could get two thousand pounds for it. I didn't connect it with the +Ludsey tapestry. I thought that it might be worth while to bring it up +to this house; and I refused to sell. Diana urged me again, however, +and but that I don't like selling things, I would have let her sell +it, just because she was getting tiresome about it. Then Hartmann, the +Bond Street dealer, called on me a month ago and told me what the +strip was." + +"Why did he call?" asked Benoliel. + +"He was in the deal with another man. Both apparently were selling to +Mr. Cronin, and they quarrelled over the division of the profits. So +Hartmann came to me in revenge. He told me that Diana was to get eight +thousand pounds if she could persuade me to sell and that they meant +to sell the tapestry afterward to Mr. Cronin for twenty-five thousand +pounds. It's not a pretty story, is it?" + +"No," said Benoliel. "So you gave it back to Ludsey?" + +"Yes." + +"Does Mrs. Royle know that you are aware of her share in the +transaction?" + +"Yes. We haven't ever talked of it, but she knows and proposed of her +own accord that we should separate. We couldn't go on living together, +could we? It would be too uncomfortable. I couldn't trust her." + +"When does she go?" + +"In a week or two, now," said Cynthia. "She has taken a little house +on the north side of the park. Of course, for my father's sake"--thus +she always spoke of Mr. Daventry--"I am looking after her;" and she +suddenly struck her hands together. "Oh, but it's all rather sordid, +isn't it?" + +"Yes," said Mr. Benoliel. He was troubled and perplexed. "And what are +you going to do?" he asked. + +Cynthia shrugged her shoulders. + +"I must engage a companion." + +"That doesn't sound very satisfactory." + +"What else can I do?" + +"Marry!" said Mr. Benoliel. + +Cynthia rose petulantly to her feet. + +"No," she cried. "That I won't do." She turned away and looked out +into the street, a storm of rebellion at her heart. Why should every +one want to marry her off? Even her friend, her adviser, who should +have stood by her, had turned, it seemed, against her. She came back +to Mr. Benoliel, but he stood with so distressful a countenance that +her indignation died away, and with a pretty compunction she made her +apology: + +"I know that you are thinking of me. I am sorry if I seemed to forget +it. Forgive me! But you can't really want me to marry just so that I +may not be alone." + +"My dear," said Mr. Benoliel gently, "It's a very good reason." + +Cynthia shook her head. + +"For a girl?--I am little more. No. I may come to that belief in the +end when I am older. But not yet. I must have a better reason now. +There are too many years ahead of me." + +Mr. Benoliel smiled, with a little wistfulness in the smile. + +"Dreams, Cynthia, dreams," he said. + +"I am losing them," she returned, and with a smile too, the smile of +humor, not of amusement. "I am making haste to lose them against my +will. But this one I'll keep for still a little while. I'll still +dream that while I am young I must have a better reason for marriage +than the fear of being alone." + +"Very well, Cynthia," said Mr. Benoliel disconsolately. "I'll hope you +are right." + +He left the house and Cynthia sat down for a long time in her room. +She had run to the extreme of melancholy with the determination of +youth to make the very worst or best of life's daily provision. She +had never felt so keenly the vanity of her illusions. She had seldom +felt so lonely, she was sure. Even Harry Rames nowadays left her +severely to herself. Why didn't he come to see her? She asked the +question with indignation. She had never seen him since the +supper-party at his hotel in Ludsey on the night before the poll. She +had never heard his voice since he had spoken to her over the +telephone just after his election. Very likely he had grown tired of +her appeals to him to be different from what he was. No doubt she was +a bore. Sadly Cynthia admitted it. Yes, she was a bore, and Diana +Royle was treacherous, and Harry Rames never came to see her, and, +take it all in all, it was a gray and dismal world. + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII + + A MAIDEN SPEECH + + +Yet to her astonishment Harry Rames came that very week on the Friday +afternoon. Cynthia received him with an elaborate dignity. There was +no acidity in her welcome, neither was there any joy. She seemed +intensely unaware that she had not seen him for three months. Her nose +was perhaps a trifle too high in the air, but she was not conscious of +it. On the whole she was greatly pleased with her demeanor. She was +behaving as a woman of the world to whom one acquaintance, more or +less, is a matter of complete indifference. She offered him tea, and +seating herself upon a sofa in front of the table poured it out. Harry +Rames took his cup with humility. Cynthia was quick to notice it, no +less quick to be gratified by his exhibition of a quality which +hitherto he had lacked. He was abashed. He was ashamed. He was uneasy. +No doubt he had come expecting the flattery of questions. Her +unconsciousness of the length of his absence put him at a loss. When +he spoke, it was with difficulty. And then, suddenly, Cynthia saw his +lips twitching at the corners. He was not abashed at all. He was +simply trying not to laugh. Cynthia grew hot. Alas! her great dignity +had barely sustained her in contentment for five minutes! The old +indignation shone in her eyes. The indifferent great lady vanished. +Almost before she was aware of it she was talking in broken, resentful +sentences--as any other ordinary girl might have done who had been +wounded and whose wound had betrayed her into speech. + +"People who insist on making friends with other people who didn't at +the beginning want to be friends at all, haven't the right afterward +to drop being friends calmly, without a word of explanation. Of +course, if people are bored--but even then they should have guessed +they were going to be bored before they perhaps made other people +count a little--oh, not so much, of course, but just a little--on +their friendship. No, I object to that. It's hateful--and then you +saunter in as if--No." Cynthia, oppressed with a sense of utter +isolation in a most neglectful world, which probably hated her when it +stopped to think of her at all, was perilously near to tears. She took +refuge in sarcasm of a crude kind: + +"You probably wouldn't understand that suddenly to stay away after you +have been friendly is rather humiliating to a girl. But you will take +it from me, won't you, that it is so?" + +She spoke as one giving a kindly lesson in tact to a boorish person. +But her lips shook. Harry Rames rose from his chair and crossing the +room took up the _Times_ which lay still neatly folded in its original +square upon a table. + +"You have not opened your paper to-day," he said; and once more he saw +Cynthia flinch as though he had struck her a blow--flinch and sit +dumb, with her great eyes full of pain. + +"Oh, please don't make any mistake," he said quickly, and with the +newspaper in his hand he came back to her side. "I wasn't taking what +you said carelessly. But if you had read your _Times_ to-day you would +have understood, I think, why I have stayed away till now. You might, +perhaps, have guessed why I have come this afternoon." + +Cynthia took the newspaper from him and unfolded it, with her eyes +resting in doubt upon his. Then comprehension came to her. She turned +the pages quickly and stopped at one particular sheet of closely +printed columns. "Oh," she cried, "you have made your maiden speech." + +"Yes, last night." + +In a second her resentment was forgotten. She was all smiles. She +reached out an eager hand to him. "It was successful? But why do I +ask? I have watched the newspapers ever since the House met. I thought +you were never going to speak." + +"I always meant to hold back at the beginning," said the wise Harry +Rames. "There were new men tumbling over one another to speak on the +address; I let them get that start of me without any fear. I wanted to +learn the way of speaking which carries you home in the House of +Commons." + +Cynthia laughed and made room for him on the sofa at her side. + +"Yes, there I recognize you." + +"Besides," Rames continued, "the address fights the election over +again, sums it up, and parades its consequences--consequences already +known to all. It's very difficult to make any real mark in the debate +on the address. So while the other men talked I sat quiet. Night after +night through the address, through the two months which followed it, I +sat in the House, listening and watching. And I learned my lesson." + +"Yes?" said Cynthia. + +"I learned that the House scoffs at oratory and has no use for +perorations; that it won't listen to leading articles; that it won't +tolerate conceit, except in the biggest men, and hates it in them; +that it is conscious of dignity and requires the same consciousness in +the members who address it. It requires too that the man who +intervenes in a debate should contribute something out of himself." + +"Does it always get that?" asked Cynthia in bewilderment. + +"No, indeed. But, on the other hand, it goes out into the lobby, or it +talks. Smale's a wise man. He told me once that hardly ever did a +Parliament produce more than three new men. Just think of it! For five +or six years, for six or eight or ten months in each of those years, +there's one perpetual flow of talk during eight hours of the day in +that Chamber; and yet out of all that sludge of talk only three men +emerge of any account. I want to be one of the three men in this +Parliament. Otherwise you are right and I am wrong. I have mischosen +my career. So I sat quiet and learned my lesson." + +"Until last night," said Cynthia. + +"Yes, my opportunity came." + +"With a subject on which you could contribute?" + +"Well, on which I thought I could," said Rames; and once again Cynthia +wondered at the patience with which he had sat night after night +awaiting his moment, and yet counting calmly as among the +possibilities of failure his own incompetence. "It was Asiatic +immigration." + +Cynthia made a grimace. + +"Sounds dull?" asked Rames. "Very likely. But it's an important +question for us and one that's going to be still more important in the +future. You see, as a power, we are in a queer position. We are at +once the white people resisting the Asiatic immigrant, and the Asiatic +immigrant wanting the outlet of immigration--but I won't make my +speech over again to you. I raised the question myself on the colonial +vote, and here is what I said,"--he took the newspaper from her hands, +folded it, and gave it back to her. Then he sat quietly by her side +while she read the speech through. She appreciated the labor and +thought which had gone to its making; the half column which the +_Times_ gave to reporting it enabled her to realize that it had been +delivered with a vivid economy of phrase which gave his meaning aptly +and never frittered it away. If only the trouble had been taken and +the speech delivered for the sake of the question! The question was a +big one. Cynthia understood that through the spectacles of Harry +Rames's speech. + +"You made a great success?" she asked turning toward him. She noticed +that he was sitting very still beside her, as though he set great +store upon her judgment. And in a voice of greater warmth she said: + +"But of course you did." + +Again Rames took the newspaper and again he folded it. He pointed to +the first leader, from which his name stood out in bigger type than +the rest of the text. + +"It doesn't so very often happen that the _Times_ takes the subject of +its chief leading article from a man's first speech in the House of +Commons." + +Then he folded the paper again at the parliamentary report and pointed +to a paragraph here and there. "That's what the leader of the +opposition said. Here's the reference the colonial minister made when +he wound up the debate. You see, both dealt with my speech." + +There was a note of quiet elation in Harry Rames's voice. He had taken +another step along the chosen path. He had passed through another of +the ordeals. + +Cynthia did not answer. She sat with the newspaper on her knees, +gazing forward with perplexed eyes. She looked almost disheartened. + +Rames noticed the look and smiled. + +"I know what's troubling you, Miss Daventry. You are wondering whether +it isn't, after all, the horrible truth that a desire to get on and +excel can achieve quite as much, and be quite as useful to the world, +as enthusiasm for a cause, the pure, genuine enthusiasm to make the +world better." + +Cynthia turned to him with a start. + +"Yes, I was wondering just in that way." + +"Well, I'll answer you," said Rames firmly. "The desire to get on +achieves more and better things than enthusiasm for an idea." + +"I can't believe it," cried Cynthia in revolt. + +"Think it over," continued Rames. "Enthusiasm for cause blinds you to +the harm, the injustice which you may do in furthering your cause. The +desire to get on makes you appreciate the cause, and weigh it, yes, +but it makes you weigh also the methods of advance." + +"No, no," cried Cynthia. "You push a garden roller over all my frail +illusions. Some day, I think, you'll pay;" and she turned suddenly +toward him. "Yes, I'm afraid you'll pay." + +She glanced down at the paper and suddenly swept it off her knees. His +were ignoble views; she was sure of it. But none the less he was her +friend, and she took refuge from his views, as was her wont, in her +friendship. After all, he had come hot from his little triumph to tell +her of it. She recognized that she was making him an ungenerous +return. + +"Tell me what you felt when you got up to speak! Were you nervous?" +she asked, and Rames relaxed from his attitude of vigilance and leaned +back with a laugh. + +"I should have run away if I could," he said. "But I couldn't. I had +taken the trouble to make flight impossible. The House goes into +Committee over the estimates. I had asked Smale to speak to the +Chairman of Committees. He had done so. An opportunity had been made +for me. I had to make the best of it I could." + +"Tell me," Cynthia insisted; and as more than once he had done before, +having lost ground in her thoughts, he marched forward and +unconsciously regained it. For he drew her with humor and a vivid +truth the picture of a man in one of the ordeals of his life. He +neither posed as the triumphant hero for whom there are no +difficulties, nor did he exaggerate his terrors or apprehensions so +that his ultimate success might glow the brighter. He was true to +himself, as he had always striven to be with Cynthia. The labor of +forethought, the stress of fear, the strain upon the nerves, and the +tiny victory won as the consequence were set before her in their due +proportions. He ceased to be a thing of cold calculations and +inevitable triumphs. He became a man, stiffening his knees against +tremors and alarms. + +He had walked down to the House early on that Thursday. For his speech +had been thought out, and there was nothing more for him to do, and +now he must keep moving. He went down onto the broad terrace over the +Thames, and there, during the hour of questions which precedes debate, +in a cold wind he wandered miserable. One tall and burly policeman was +the calm guardian of that deserted place. Harry Rames walked from the +Speaker's house to the House of Lords and back again, trying to repeat +over to himself the argument of his speech. But the policeman loomed +too large between him and it. Rames detected something supercilious in +his imperturbability. No doubt he knew that Rames that day was going +to make his maiden speech. He must have seen so many pace this terrace +during the hour of questions with the same apprehensions. The signs +would be visible. + +Rames turned his back upon the policeman and leaned on the parapet. +But the speech would not come. He had left the opening sentences to +the moment when he should be upon his legs. For he must link what he +had to say onto what already had been said, lest he should lose +altogether the effect of spontaneity. The rest he had prepared and +rehearsed, and rehearsed again, with the intention to know it so well +that he should be free to twist into its scheme the speeches made +immediately before. But now that he tried to say it over on the +terrace it lost altogether its continuity. The argument halted; the +chosen words failed him; he stumbled from unconnected epigram to +inappropriate metaphor; he clung to half-remembered phrases, and with +a sinking heart repeated them, and repeated them--and repeated them. +He shut his eyes. The great effort was going to be just a failure of +fine talk--the mere scrap-heap of a speech. + +He looked down at the brown water, followed it eastward below the +bridge; and then his eyes were caught by a small torpedo-boat lying +opposite at a mooring in front of St. Thomas's Hospital. And the +aspect of this familiar thing smote him down to the depths of +abasement. But for presumption he might now be in command of a great +battle-ship doing the things he had been trained to do, and doing them +with confidence. And his thoughts swept him away to Spithead; and the +vision of a great, dark battle-ship, sitting steadily in a tumbled sea +between Southsea and the Isle of Wight, clear of the Solent fairway, +and west of the checkered forts, rose up and drew him for a moment as +with chains. He hated his ambitions; he thought of this dreadful hour +to which they had lured him. He saw the day pass and the evening come +up out of the sea and the lights begin to glow upon the foreshore, a +cluster at Southsea pier, a little chain running up the hill of Union +Street, at Ryde, and close down by the water's edge tiny lights in +cottages and houses like glow-worms in a forest. + +Then another step sounded on the pavement and he turned away from his +vision. After all he might be laughing at all these fears in an hour's +time, he took the courage to reflect; and he went up the stairs and +across the lobby into the Chamber itself. He looked for a seat on the +second bench below the gangway, but the House was full. + +Colonel Challoner, again passed over in the choice of +under-secretaries, looked up at him from the corner seat, and noticed +the blue-book and a volume of Hansard under his arm. + +"Are you going to speak?" he asked. + +"If I can get called," said Rames. + +Challoner made room for him at his side. + +"I mean to say a word or two myself," he said, "but we shall probably +neither of us get a chance. Those front-bench men think it beneath +their dignity to take less than an hour." + +Certainly, so far as the first speech was concerned, Colonel Challoner +was right. It was delivered from the opposition bench by an +ex-minister, William Kenway, a man of a kindly and generous +disposition who yet managed by some perversity of tact to rasp the +temper of the House from wall to wall. For a full hour he stood there +now, saying the wrong thing with determination, giving little lessons +with the air of a school-master, irritating by a certain priggishness +his friends behind him as well as his opponents in front. + +Rames sat and listened. He realized that the very opportunity which he +wanted was being given to him. Kenway, with a white paper in his hand, +came to the problem of Asiatic immigration. Rames was no longer trying +to remember the consecution of his speech. He sat waiting for the long +speech to end, making a note or two, grasping at a beginning for his +speech, and clinging firmly to it. + +When Kenway sat down, he found himself standing upon his legs. He was +aware at once that some one was standing beside him, Colonel +Challoner. Both men had risen. Almost he resumed his seat, and then he +heard his name called by the chairman, and from a very long way off an +encouraging cheer reached his ears. + +He was conscious of the lack of a table in front of him or the barrier +of a platform--something on which he could rest a hand. He felt +strangely defenceless without it. He faltered through his opening +sentences in a voice which sounded to his ears weak and thin as a +ghost's. He saw a member take off his hat on the opposite benches, +rise, and make his way out; and at once he was certain that he was +making a dismal failure. Suddenly he remembered one member who had +risen to speak, had been called upon and had sunk back in his seat +without uttering more than a few unintelligible words. Was his to be +the same fate, he asked himself? And asking himself he lost the thread +of what he was saying and with a gasp retrieved it. + +"It seemed to me," he said in describing the scene to Cynthia, "that I +stood there dumb and helpless for twenty seconds. As a matter of fact, +the interval was so short that not even my neighbors noticed it. I +suppose that I only paused for the fraction of a second, really." + +"Yes," said Cynthia, and the trifle remained in her mind. + +He was speaking, too, with a haze before his eyes and his hands +clutching at the edges of his coat. But he went on, and then quite +suddenly the haze thinned so that he saw the House and he heard his +voice ringing out clear and firm, not loud nor arrogant, filling the +Chamber and with just that note of deference which he had planned to +strike and had struck because the deference was sincere. He turned in +his place. He was no longer conscious of the need of a table in front +of him; he looked down the House toward the clock above the entrance +door, and he saw that the bar was thronged with members. Curiosity, no +doubt, had brought them in from the library and the smoking-room and +the lobby when his name went up on the tape--he had, after all, a +reputation. He, the least romantic of men, had some aura of romance +about him in that assembly; enough at all events to invite a momentary +interest. But they stayed, and as he spoke in a voice that went +steadily forward with the rhythm of marching men, he saw now one, now +another come out from the throng at the bar and slip into a seat. With +a throb of joy he realized that he was not failing, that now he was +not going to fail. The House had filled since he had risen and on all +the benches there was a great quiet. He turned toward the Speaker's +chair. The space at the sides of it was crowded too. He saw more than +one cabinet-minister standing. Above, behind the grille, he saw the +big hats and shadowy forms of the ladies in the gallery, and here and +there the gleam of an ermine stole against the light behind them. That +happened to him again which had happened in the Corn Exchange at +Ludsey. He turned over the consecutions of his argument like the pages +of a printed book. He was master of himself. He worked in his +predecessor's points and replied to them with force and without +offence because they were just the points he had foreseen. He provoked +interruptions from his opponents; he had foreseen them and was ready, +and the cheers broke out from the benches about him and behind him. He +spoke for just twenty minutes. The applause, generous and friendly, +came from both sides of the House when he resumed his seat. The +Prime-Minister leaned across the gangway and shook him by the hand. +And as for the great battle-ship at Spithead, anybody could have it as +a gift. + +Rames leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes. So the third step +of the great career had been taken. He had been chosen candidate, he +had been elected member, he had made something of a small triumph out +of his maiden speech. Now he would wait without any hurry. He would +make one speech more later on in the session, perhaps two--not more +than two, certainly. And next session he would plunge boldly and take +up his part in the impromptu debating on the Committee stages of +Bills. In that work lay the real test of parliamentary capacity. + + +Thus he planned, and content with his plan he opened his eyes again. +At once he was made uneasy. He met the eyes of a small, white-haired +man with a deeply lined, brown face who was watching him fixedly from +the benches opposite. This was Albert Coulter, a man of many +expeditions in untravelled countries, when there were countries still +untravelled, whose name had become a signal for dark whispers. A +callous selfishness, when selfishness might mean the life or health of +his companions, and a relentless severity with his natives, was +rightly or wrongly imputed. The survivors of his expeditions came back +with queer stories. But he had never failed until the moment, when at +the age of fifty and with the looks of seventy, he had entered the +House of Commons. There, an interesting yet ineffective figure, he sat +day after day, solitary, disliked, with brooding eyes under a bristle +of gray eyebrows which seemed to be haunted with sinister memories of +deep tropical forests and days long past. His eyes rested upon Harry +Rames now, not enviously, not encouragingly, but without expression, +almost indeed like the eyes of a dead man. Their fixed gaze chilled +the blood of Harry Rames and all his satisfaction was marred. He had +to move from his place and beyond the reach of those brooding eyes +before he shook the impression off. And even now so distinct was it in +his memories that he omitted it altogether and deliberately from the +story he told that afternoon to Cynthia Daventry. He related in its +place another incident which had happened later in the evening. + +"We had a division," he said. "I was walking through the lobby and +just at the turnstiles where the clerks tick off our names, I found +Henry Smale in front of me. The R's and the S's go through the same +turnstile. He turned round as I passed through behind him, and said to +me in a low voice, 'You have the ear of the House now. Keep your eye +on the treasury bench.' That from Smale, who was dissuading me to +enter Parliament, means a good deal." + +Harry Rames turned and looked at Cynthia. + +"Yes," said Cynthia. + +There was a smile upon her face rather wistful, rather ironic. + +"So you have turnstiles in your House of Commons," she said slowly. + +"No. Did I say turnstiles?" he asked. "There's no actual barrier which +revolves. But there's only room for one at a time to pass between the +desks. The clerks stand at the desks and register your votes for +publication. Otherwise where would party government be?" + +"You mean if the votes weren't published men would vote according to +their convictions?" + +Rames nodded. + +"But it's a superficial view," he said. "You have got to take the sum +of your policy. As a whole, is it better than the other fellow's? +That's what you have to ask yourself when you are going to register a +vote upon some particular point which may help to turn your government +out and let the other fellows in." + +"Yes, I see that," said Cynthia; and once more her eyes fell upon the +_Times_ and she was suddenly conscious of a queer pride. Others to-day +were aware of the success which Harry Rames had made; probably she +alone was aware of the thought, and the apprehension and the +tribulation of soul which had gone to the making of the success. To +the others he would just be one of the inevitably successful--what +indeed she had herself been wont to think him. To-day, however, he was +to her human as he had never been. He had shown himself to her, +bleating with fear like an ordinary man at the approach of the fateful +moment which was to put him to the test. He had drawn the picture with +a sense of humor, but he had not blurred it. Would he have drawn it +for any one else, she asked herself? She turned impulsively toward +him: + +"I wanted you to come to me this week," she said impulsively. "And I +thank you very much for telling me not merely that you succeeded, but +how near you were to breaking down. But," and she hesitated for a few +moments, "I should have been still more grateful if you had come to me +the day before you made your speech." + +"I almost did," said Harry Rames. + + + + + CHAPTER XIX + + AND A PROPOSAL + + +Cynthia smiled, but she did not believe. + +"I think," she said, "that this is the very first time you have gone +beyond the truth to say a pleasant thing to me." + +"It is the truth," he insisted. "I almost did more than come to you. I +almost asked you to let me inflict my speech on you before I made it +in the House." + +"Oh, I wish you had!" cried Cynthia. "It would have made a difference +to me this last week--a great difference." Then she turned swiftly +toward Harry Rames with a glance of distrust. "Why didn't you come +then?" she asked coldly. "There was nothing to hinder you. You knew +that you would be very welcome. I should like to have known beforehand +what you were going to say;" and once more a gentle wistfulness crept +into her voice. "I should have liked also to have heard you in the +House. I should have liked, in a word--not to have been shut out." + +"You weren't shut out," Harry Rames exclaimed. "You mustn't fancy +that! It's not true. If I did not come, it was really because I had +you in my thoughts. Yes. I stayed away deliberately because of a +saying of Smale's which I know to be true, which I quoted to you at +Ludsey." + +The distrust grew stronger in Cynthia's mind. What had Smale to do +with the matter? Her face hardened. Harry Rames had, till this moment, +at all events, been honest, had always stood apart in her eyes by +reason of his honesty. Must she strip him now of that quality even as +she had to do of the other, the imagined ones? + +"What saying?" she asked. + +"That many a man may cut a great figure upon the platforms who will +never get the ear of the House of Commons. I wanted to be sure that I +was not one of those--before I came to you." + +A particular significance in the intonation of the words warned +her--and then troubled her. She looked at him swiftly, and as swiftly +looked away. The blood mounted into her face and flushed her throat. + +"I wanted to be sure that I should come not quite empty-handed," he +continued. + +Cynthia made no pretence to misunderstand him, and no answer. All was +explained to her now: why he had stayed away, why he now returned--all +those particulars which he had told her she might have guessed, and +not one of which had to this moment entered her head. She had never +stepped beyond the border-line of friendship in her thoughts of Harry +Rames--never once. She was startled now that she was asked to. She +needed time to adjust herself to the new point of view. He had been +honest with her, after all. That was her first instinctive +recollection. + +"So I am here now to ask you to marry me," he continued. He spoke very +quietly and simply. He did not simulate any passion, and again in her +heart comparing him with that other wooer in the Row, she thanked him +for his honesty. + +Still she made no answer, but calmness had returned to her. She sat +looking out of the window, straight ahead of her, with her chin +propped in the palm of her hand. She was quite still, and the +stillness of her attitude was no greater than the stillness of her +mind. There was no throb of joy at her heart. But Harry Rames had been +honest with her, and she had been taught not to expect so very much. + +"I think you know whom you will be marrying," he resumed. "I have +tried to make what I know about myself clear to you as well as to me. +You once agreed that I left you no illusions about me." + +"Yes. On the platform at the Corn Exchange in Ludsey," Cynthia +replied. "I remember quite well. I remember your answer too: That you +did not mean to." + +"Yes," said Harry Rames. "That was my answer." + +Cynthia paused for a few seconds. Then in her turn she began to +question him. + +"So even then you were thinking that if you succeeded in +Parliament--this afternoon would come?" + +"Yes." + +"Perhaps even before then?" + +"Yes, even before then." + +Cynthia nodded her head. With a smile in which there was irony and a +little of her old resentment, she remarked: + +"Yes, you have always looked ahead." + +Harry replied simply and gravely: + +"Always." + +"Thank you," said Cynthia. + +She thanked him because he was so perfectly honest with her. He +admitted--for his words were no less than such an admission--that he +had deliberately thought of her because she had money. On the other +hand, it was true that he had stood by and left the opportunity open +for any one to snatch until he could himself bring something into the +partnership. That weighed with her in his favor. + +"Will you tell me when you first began to think of me in this way?" +she asked with an earnestness which to Harry Rames appeared quite +singular. To his direct mind the one question which needed answering +was whether she meant to marry him or no. + +"Does the exact date matter?" + +"Very much." + +Rebellion again broke out in Cynthia. "I believe it is quite a usual +question for maidens to ask on these occasions. But no doubt I ought +to have asked it with a deeper bashfulness." + +Harry reflected. Here was one of the nice subtleties of the feminine +mind which somehow he must satisfy. + +"It was after I had driven out once or twice from Ludsey to see you. +That is as near as I can put it. It was after I had got to know you a +little." + +"As soon, in a word, as you concluded that I would suit the place." +Though the sentence was phrased still in the ironical form, the irony +had suddenly gone from her voice. She was so relieved that a smile +trembled about her lips. Her next words gave the reason of her relief. + +"So really and truly you want me personally--as well." + +The question would have sounded vague to a stranger, but these two +understood that it was her fortune which she omitted to name. Cynthia +knew, as she could not but know, that her wealth had first set his +thoughts running toward her. But it was some personal quality which in +the end had decided him to ask for her. He must have money--yes, but +other help than money as well. It was a satisfaction to her pride that +he found it in her. + +"Yes," he returned. "A wife can do so much for a man in politics if +she is the right wife. I should be very glad if you would marry me," +Rames resumed. "I think that we should get along together very well, +and together we might do important things." + +"Be important things," Cynthia corrected. + +Harry Rames smiled. + +"That's an old quarrel of ours, Cynthia. I mean 'do' this time." + +Cynthia looked at him quickly. She was in the mood to find in that +hope the strongest of appeals. + +"You really think so?" + +"I do. I should owe so very much to you. I should be conscious of my +debt. I should try with all my strength to pay it back." + +Cynthia gave him her face frankly now. A smile of confidence quite lit +it up. + +"I have no doubt of that," she said; and then the smile faded, and +there came a look of longing. + +"But I would rather, of course, that it were work for love of me, than +work to repay me. There's a difference, isn't there? But I suppose one +can't have everything, and--perhaps--I might be content to help you +on." + +She fell again to a wistful silence, pursuing the vision of a +happiness which might have been down an avenue of bright imagined +years. The happiness did exist. She had seen the evidences of it often +enough. All men were not _tant soit peu cochons_, as she had once +heard an unhappy French lady describe them, nor were all women +neurotic. She had heard of lovers who felt that they had been waiting +for one another since the beginning of the world. But it seemed that +such happiness was for others, not for her. + +"Tell me!" she said. "When you were making your speech, after the +agitation had passed and when you were master of yourself, you looked +up to the ladies' gallery, you said, and noticed the women behind the +grille?" + +"Yes." + +"Well--it is a little difficult to ask the question--But"--she stopped +for a moment or two, and then went on with an appealing timidity, +while the color once more mounted into her face--"but I suppose that +then--when you knew you were making a success--it never came into your +mind that you would have liked to have got me up there in the gallery +while you were speaking?" + +The temptation to lie was strong upon Harry Rames now. The very +timidity of her appeal moved him. It taught him that the truth would +hurt her much more than he had ever dreamed. He hesitated. For the +first time in her company he was at a loss. + +"The truth, please," she pleaded earnestly. "You said that your mind +was free, that you could stand outside yourself and look on at what +you were doing, as artists do. It never once occurred to you that you +wanted me up there in the ladies' gallery, too, at the moment of your +success, to witness it--to--yes, to share it with you?" + +The word was out at last--the word which she had been striving with +her modesty to reach. + +"Be frank, please," she prayed. + +Harry Rames was at a loss how to wrap the brutal truth up so that it +should not hurt overmuch. He had no other intention at this moment. He +was for once not considering what effect his answer would have upon +his own prospects and future. + +"You were in my thoughts," he said. "That's true. For I was thinking +that now I could come to you. But, yes, I wanted to be sure of myself +first." + +"Yes," said Cynthia slowly, and with humility she analyzed the meaning +of his words. "You never thought of me as a kind of inspiration to an +even greater success in the future if you succeeded now, or as a kind +of consolation if you failed. It may be vanity to say so, but I think +that is what a woman in whom you were interested, and who was +interested in you, would have liked you to have thought. I was, after +all, shut out, wasn't I? I was to hear of the achievement after it was +done and over, and I was neither to share the preliminary fears, nor +feel the revulsion when the triumph came." + +"Yes, but look at it from my point of view. There are many who want to +marry you--men with something to offer. It wouldn't have been fair if +I didn't bring something in my basket too." + +"Fair!" cried Cynthia scornfully. "Oh, I know, that's the point of +view of the man--at least," and as she realized that she had been +unjust, her face dimpled to smiles, "of the men one rather likes." For +it occurred to her that Lord Helmsdale would have been troubled by no +such scruples. + +"No," she said. "You wouldn't have borrowed another man's thoroughbred +so that you might cut a dashing figure while you proposed." + +Rames had no idea of what she meant, and he behaved as he usually did +when unintelligible things were said to him by women. He asked for no +explanations and just took no notice of Cynthia's words. He sat +quietly at her side and waited. + +The clock struck the hour. He put his hand into his pocket, and at the +movement Cynthia started. + +"There is no hurry," said Harry Rames. "I was only getting out my +cigarette case. May I smoke?" + +"Of course," replied Cynthia; she was relieved that she need not +answer upon the moment. She was still in a great perplexity; and while +Harry Rames smoked his cigarette she sought this way and that for a +light to guide her. Here was not the marriage of which she had +dreamed. No. But he was honest. It was possible, too, that she might +be able to help him on, as he had said. And it might be well worth +doing. It might be true that the ambitious men are the world's best +servants, and not the men possessed with ideas. Ideas, she remembered, +with a bitter little smile at her folly, had once given the right of +entrance to her enchanted garden. But she had travelled far from its +gateway, and the flowers were all dead in it, and its pathways +overgrown. It might be that the fixed idea meant the narrow vision. +Harry Rames might be right; and if he were, by helping him on, she +would make her money of real and great value. It was a gray world +anyway--and Harry Rames was honest. She could trust him--though he +wounded her. + +She turned suddenly toward him. + +"Do you remember the supper party at Ludsey?" she asked. + +"Of course," he replied: "And the little Frenchman, Monsieur Poizat." + +"I was not thinking of him," said Cynthia. A sentence or two spoken at +that table by Colonel Challoner had leaped into her memory. Politics +meant color in the lives of men. It was the craving for color which +fired enthusiasm in the towns of the provinces. Well, she herself +craved for bright colors in her life too. Might she not get them out +of the paint-pot of politics just as men did? + +"If I were to say yes," she remarked, "I would not be content to be +merely the witness of your success. I must share the fears which go to +make it. I could not sit quiet and twirl my thumbs, shut out from the +hopes and apprehensions and endeavors, and just smile admiringly at +the result. I must share everything." + +"Of course," said Harry Rames. "From the moment you say 'yes,' you +share everything. I meant that too when I said that I needed your +help." + +He spoke gravely and sincerely, and again Cynthia said, "Thank you." + +She sat for a little while longer, hesitating upon the brink. To say +"yes" would solve the question of a companion. Oh, certainly, there +were practical advantages in the acceptance of Harry Rames's proposal. +She would have to abandon the hope of beauty in her life. Color, +excitement, interest, she might get. But the beautiful life would not +be for her. Still, under no circumstances, perhaps, might it have been +for her. No one, she reflected, and with some sadness--no one by his +approach had ever set her heart beating to a quicker tune. Perhaps +there was some defect in her, some want of human passion, she +reflected, which placed her in the second rank of women. When Cynthia +was humble there was no girl so humble as Cynthia. And, after all, +Harry Rames was honest. To that one stable point all her questions +brought her back. + +She moved at last, and Harry Rames rose and stood before her. + +"Well?" he asked. + +Cynthia dropped her hands loose at her sides and answered with a +smile: + +"Why not?" + +It was in those words that she accepted him. There was no spirit in +them, and very little of expectation. But she had come to expect not +very much; and she had travelled a long way from the garden of her +dreams. + +"After all, there's a turnstile in this affair, too," she said, with a +note of bitterness. "A very important one too. For it leads not into a +garden, but straight to the treasury bench." + +Harry Rames was bewildered. But he made no comment. Women were queer, +and it was good to disregard their moments of excitement. Cynthia +sprang up the next moment and laid her hand upon his arm. + +"Oh, yes, we'll follow Mr. Smale's advice, Harry," she cried, "and +we'll keep our eyes on the treasury bench. Why not? Now go, and come +back to-morrow." + +She was laughing a little wildly, and Harry Rames had the sense to +take her at her word. He went out of the room, and Cynthia flung +herself down upon the cushions and cried for an hour by the clock. + +"Well," she said to herself at the end, as she rose and dried her +eyes, "Mr. Benoliel will be satisfied. That's one thing." Almost she +seemed to blame Mr. Benoliel for the fact of her engagement. + + + + + CHAPTER XX + + AT CULVER + + +The odd thing in the affair, however, was that Mr. Benoliel did not +seem satisfied. Cynthia asked him over the telephone the next day to +come to her, and when he came she told him of her engagement. + +"But no one knows of it as yet except yourself," she added; "and no +one is to know, for the present. I want it kept a secret." + +"Oh!" said Mr. Benoliel, looking at her curiously. "And why?" + +"There will be a certain amount of ill-natured talk," Cynthia returned +in a confusion. "And I want the time for it to be as short as +possible. It will cease after we are married." + +"People will say that Rames is an adventurer, who is marrying you for +your money," said Mr. Benoliel bluntly, and Cynthia turned on him with +spirit. + +"Lord Helmsdale's mother will, and other mothers would have said the +same of Lord Helmsdale if I had married him." + +"So it's to spare the feelings of Harry Rames that you are keeping +your engagement secret," said Mr. Benoliel with an ironical wonder. "I +should never have suspected him of such delicate susceptibilities." + +"Well, I should be uncomfortable too!" cried Cynthia, bending puzzled +and indignant brows at him. "I think you are quite horrid." + +Benoliel sustained her indignation unabashed. + +"Is that the only reason, Cynthia?" he asked. + +"You wanted me married," Cynthia continued. "You ought to be very, +very pleased." + +Mr. Benoliel, however, was not to be lured from his question into a +discussion upon the propriety of his feelings. He repeated it. + +"Is fear of gossip the only reason, Cynthia, which makes you keep your +engagement secret?" + +Cynthia again showed signs of confusion. Mr. Benoliel wore his air of +omniscience. She sat down upon a chair. + +"What do you mean, Mr. Benoliel?" + +"This," said he. "I have noticed that the young ladies who keep their +engagements secret are not, as a rule, very much in love with the men +they are engaged to. They leave themselves a loop-hole of escape." + +Cynthia's cheeks flamed. Certainly she had intended to spare Harry +Rames and herself some uncomfortable weeks. But would she have minded +those weeks had she cared for him? The question came swiftly, and as +swiftly was answered. Had she cared for him she would have wanted to +wear him like a ribbon on her breast for all the world to see. She +realized it with a pang. She would have run quickly forward to meet +the gossip and do battle. But she had not run forward. It was true +that she had left herself a pathway of retreat, and rather by instinct +than from any deliberate plan. Her wariness had prompted her. Once +more she had wanted to be safe. But nothing of this was she going to +acknowledge to Mr. Benoliel. + +"I think you are extraordinarily horrid," she said again with a cold +dignity, and hoped that her stateliness would crush her inquisitor. + +"When do you propose to marry, then?" he asked. + +"Just before Whitsuntide. The House will rise for ten days, I hear, at +the least. We shall announce the marriage just before the House +rises;" and that indeed was the plan upon which she had agreed only +that morning with Harry Rames. + +"Then there is no hurry," said Mr. Benoliel. "Perhaps you and Captain +Rames will pay me a visit in the country before Whitsuntide comes." + +He spoke as though he accepted the situation, and turned to other +subjects, fearing to confirm Cynthia in obstinacy by any show of +opposition. + +"Certainly," she said; "we shall be pleased to come;" and a month +later she and Harry Rames came one Friday afternoon to Culver. + +The house stood within hearing of the bells of Ludsey, but on that +side of the city opposite to the White House. Benoliel had built it +himself, and to those who knew the man but slightly it was an +astonishing production. Captain Rames, for instance, whose taste was +not very meticulous, never ceased to marvel at it. Even this Friday +afternoon, as the car swung round a turn of the country road and the +thing stood before him, he contemplated it with amazement. It was +nothing but a monstrous new villa of red and yellow brick, a +pretentious ghastliness of towers and flashing glass rising from the +middle of a small bare field within twenty yards of the roadway. An +avenue of fir-trees not yet shoulder-high wound to the front door, and +there was no need for it to wind. Circular beds of glaring flowers +disfigured the new lawns, and little bushes of evergreens, which would +one distant day make an effort to be shrubberies, gave to the house a +most desolate and suburban look. It seemed wonderful to Harry Rames +that so nice and delicate a person as Mr. Benoliel could bear to live +in it at all; and still more wonderful that with a dozen of the most +beautiful houses in England bosomed in deep meadows and whispered to +by immemorial elms, within an easy motor-ride to choose from as his +models, he should have devised this unconscionable edifice. + +Sir James Burrell, the surgeon, however, who was sitting opposite to +Harry Rames in the car, and next to Cynthia, took a different view. He +gazed at the house with satisfaction. For it would add yet another +subtle paragraph to his character sketch of Mr. Benoliel. + +"How extraordinary," he cried, "and yet how like the man! That's just +the house which Benoliel would have built. Only one had not the +insight to guess it. I love it!" and he leaned his head out of the +window and chuckled at the building's grotesqueness. "Yes, I love it. +The fitness of things appeals to me." And he turned to the astonished +Captain Rames. "You don't see the exquisite appropriateness of +that--let us not call it a house--that detached residence to Isaac +Benoliel?" + +"Well, I don't," said Harry Rames. "He always seemed to me to set up +as a lover of beautiful things." + +"And the love is genuine," said Sir James, fairly off at a gallop upon +his hobby. "He doesn't set up. The love is almost a quality of his +race. Yes, but his race doesn't always know what things are beautiful. +There's the explanation of that building--race, which confounds logic +and is quite untroubled by inconsistencies. There's Benoliel's race in +every line of it. He's of the Orient. He loves flamboyancy and +gaudiness. He may conceal it carefully from us. But every now and then +it must break out, and it has run riot here. Does the East repair and +mend? No, it lets its old buildings decay and builds afresh. That's +why Mr. Benoliel passes by your stately houses all up for sale in +their parks and builds this villa. Remember, Captain Rames, though Mr. +Benoliel talks with you and walks with you, he doesn't think with you. +Behind those old tired eyes of his, he thinks as the East thinks." + +Thus Sir James Burrell, and the car stopped at the front door before +he could utter another word. He was not sorry, nor indeed were the +other occupants of the carriage. He was merely trying his new +paragraph on the dog, so to speak. He needed time to eliminate the +unnecessary, and make it vivid with the single word, and fix it up +with a nice juxtaposition of paradoxes and altogether to furbish it +for presentation. + +"He does talk!" said Harry Rames to Cynthia. + +"Yes, doesn't he," she replied with a laugh, and then grew serious. +"But I wonder whether he's right. I wonder whether Mr. Benoliel thinks +and judges from principles which are true to him, but not true to us." +Her eyes rested with a strange and thoughtful scrutiny on Harry's +face. + +"Why should you trouble?" said Harry Rames. + +"It makes a little difference to me," said Cynthia. "Perhaps more than +a little." + +For old Daventry's last words weighed upon her. He had bidden her in +troubles and difficulties to seek advice from Isaac Benoliel. He had +thought much of his wisdom. She had herself accepted it as a thing +beyond question, and a timely help. Now, she began to ask herself, was +his wisdom, if it was born of the East and tempered by the instincts +of his race, fit for service in her generation and for her people? She +pondered the question during the next two days, and leaned more and +more to Sir James Burrell's way of thinking from a trivial reason; the +inside of Culver agreed so completely with its exterior. Its +flamboyancy set the eyes aching. Its wall papers were indigestibly +rich with colored flowers, and never was there a blue so vividly blue +as the blue of his velvet curtains and triple-pile carpets. It is true +that there were treasures of art in Culver, glowing pictures of the +early Flemish school, with their crowds of figures, each one a +finished miniature, and behind the crowds the clear sky and +translucent air; there were marvels of jade, and glorious little +statues of silver and marble, but their delicate beauty was spoilt and +lost in the riot of gorgeousness which framed them. + +One homely place alone there was in that building. The great hall, all +colonnades and galleries, occupied the centre of the house. But on +each side of the wide chimney, where of an evening, even in the +summer, a fire usually burned, a great screen was drawn; and these +screens enclosed a space before the fire set about with comfortable +chairs, a sofa or two, and little mahogany tables, and made of it a +place of comfort. In this space on the Sunday night Cynthia came to +grips with Isaac Benoliel, and understood at last his life, and +something of his philosophy. + +It was eleven o'clock, or a little later. The ladies were retiring for +the night. Cynthia herself had her foot upon the lowest step of the +stair, and was thinking that after all she was to be spared an +argument, when Mr. Benoliel came from the corridor of the smoking-room +where he had left the men. + +"Will you give me a few minutes, Cynthia?" he asked, and she turned at +once and walked to the fire. She stood with a foot upon the rail of +the hearth and a hand upon the mantel-shelf, quiet but mutinous. Mr. +Benoliel followed her and sat down in a straight-backed arm-chair, +facing the fire, and a little way behind her. + +"You have not yet announced your engagement, Cynthia?" he began. + +"No." + +"Yet Whitsuntide is very close. Perhaps you have thought better of +it?" + +"No." + +Mr. Benoliel looked at her as she stood, aggressively showing him her +back, and smiled at her, with some amusement, a great deal of +affection, and a little pity. + +"Of course," he said, "I have not much right to interfere, and yet I +should like you to hear, Cynthia, what I have to say. Otherwise I +shall fail your father." + +Cynthia turned about at once, and her manner toward him changed with +her movement. The appeal of his voice and words had its effect upon +her, and not that alone. Mr. Benoliel was so neat and supple, he sat +with so upright a figure in his chair, his hair was so black and sleek +and thick that she was seldom really conscious of his age. But at +times, as now, when by chance she looked straight into his eyes and +noticed their fatigue and their patience, and how the light had quite +gone out of them, it came upon her almost as a shock that this was an +old, old man; and because she was surprised she exaggerated his age, +and gave to him in return for his pity the cruel pity of youth. She +was in the mood almost to admit his right to interfere. But her gift +of silence and the weariness which had become instinctive checked her. +She moved forward to him with a gracious deference--that was all--and +said, standing in front of him: + +"I am glad of course to hear anything you have to say, Mr. Benoliel. +You disapprove of my marriage." + +"Yes." + +"Yet you wanted me married." + +"To the right person." + +"Lord Helmsdale," said Cynthia, with a little pout of disdain. + +"Youth should marry youth," returned Mr. Benoliel. + +He looked the girl over from head to foot. She stood in front of him +in her delicate frock of soft white satin and lace, long-limbed and +slender, with the gloss of youth upon the heavy curls of her fair +hair, and the rose of youth on her cheeks, and the sheen of youth upon +her white and pretty shoulders. She was the color of a flower, and had +the freshness of a flower upon a morning of dew. From the tip of her +slim satin slipper to the ribbon in her hair, she was dressed with a +daintiness which set her beauty proudly off. To Mr. Benoliel she was +radiant and wonderful with youth. + +"Yes," he repeated, "youth should marry youth, Cynthia, especially +when it is such rare youth as yours." + +Cynthia was pleased. She knew a compliment when she heard it. + +"You have shifted your ground, Mr. Benoliel," she said, smiling down +at him. + +"No," he answered. + +"It was social position, which you wanted me to marry in Lord +Helmsdale." + +"That, too. Yes. I don't make light of it. I am old enough not to blow +a trumpet round the walls of Jericho in these days," he said. "But I +did not tell you all my thought. I am an old man, and there are +certain things I am shy of talking about. I am like you in that, +Cynthia, eh? We neither of us wear our hearts upon our sleeves or are +fond of talking sentiment. But I am compelled to to-night. I think the +most beautiful thing in the world is a couple of young lovers facing +all the unknown future, hand in hand, high of hope and courage, and +serious with the uplifting seriousness of love. Now you are not in +love, Cynthia, and he's not young. So, from my point of view, on both +sides this marriage falls short of the marriage which should be." + +"Captain Rames is not old," replied Cynthia. She omitted all reference +to the point in which she herself failed according to Benoliel's +standard. Isaac Benoliel noticed her admission, and, though he made no +comment, he became still more determined to prevent the marriage if by +any means he could. He had drawn his bow at a venture. With that touch +of charlatanism which made him delight in posing as omniscient, he had +stated as a fact what he only suspected. But she would have denied the +suggestion, and indignantly, had it been false. He was sure now that +she did not care for Harry Rames as a young woman should care for the +man she is to marry. Moreover there had been a note of involuntary +regret in Cynthia's voice as she had answered him. It seemed that she +too agreed with him as to what should have been, and grieved that it +was not to be. + +"No," he conceded, "Captain Rames is not old. But neither is he young. +He is forty, or thereabouts. He has lived by eighteen years longer +than you have. And so--I will tell you the truth, Cynthia"--and he +leaned forward with his hands upon his knees and his eyes shrewdly +watching her face--"and so I am afraid. Yes, I look forward into your +future, and I am afraid." + +He saw Cynthia wince. So often had she spoken just such words to +herself. Ever since she had crouched by the door in the dark room at +the estancia, fear had walked at her heels with its shadow thrown upon +the road beyond her feet. Was it to lie in front of her all her life? +Here was her chosen adviser thinking her thoughts. She was not to be +comforted by Sir James Burrell's reasonings. Mr. Benoliel might be +altogether compact of the Orient. None the less his words knocked +shrewdly at her heart. She sank down at the end of a sofa close at Mr. +Benoliel's side, her face all troubled and discouraged. + +"But I accepted Harry so that I might be safe," she cried tremulously, +"so that I might no longer be afraid," and then sat with her cheeks +afire, conscious that she had betrayed herself. + +"I mean--" she corrected herself hastily. + +"Just what you said, Cynthia," rejoined Mr. Benoliel. Once more he had +shot his arrow at a venture and reached the mark. He had now for the +first time the key to her. Much was explained to him. But he spoke as +though the explanation had long been known to him. + +"Yes, ever since I have known you, you have lived in fear, Cynthia," +he said. + +Cynthia did not again deny the truth. She found a better argument in +the recollection of old Mr. Daventry's death-bed. + +"But there was no reason for the fear," she cried. "It was groundless. +I tortured myself for nothing. It was all due to a foolish mistake." +She hesitated, choosing her words so that they might carry some +sort of conviction and yet reveal nothing. "The mistake arose +because--people--were silent--and they were silent because they wished +to spare, and thought that knowledge would hurt. It was the silence +which hurt." + +"This time," said Mr. Benoliel, "silence shall not do harm. Nor shall +a thought to spare. I will be frank with you as to why I am afraid, if +you will listen to me. I shall have to tell you a little about myself. +I shall not spare myself." + +He spoke with reluctance. For he was reticent about himself. Cynthia +realized suddenly how very little she knew of him, though she probably +knew him more intimately than any one else, except the separated wife +in Eaton Square. He had kept his secrets better than she had kept +hers. Now he was going to reveal himself, and certainly to open old +wounds for her sake. + +"Thank you," she said gently. "I shall know of what you are afraid, of +something perhaps which I may now be able to avert. But I ought to +tell you at once, that nothing which you say can change me." + + + + + CHAPTER XXI + + MR. BENOLIEL'S WARNING + + +Mr. Benoliel, however, persisted. + +"I daren't be silent, Cynthia. There are just three great crises--some +would say three great catastrophes--birth, marriage, and death. The +first and the last happen. They are outside our control. But about the +middle one we do ourselves have a word to say; we can direct it. And +it's the most important of them all. For it means the beginning of +life for others, and the making or undoing of our own. Therefore you +can't afford to trust to luck, Cynthia." + +"I am not trusting to luck at all," said Cynthia confidently. + +"Aren't you?" asked Mr. Benoliel. "You are proposing to marry a man, +nineteen years of whose life--whose man's life--if you understand me, +you have had no share in, no influence upon, and have now no real +knowledge of. I am not suggesting that the conventional other woman is +somewhere in the background, waiting to appear at the marriage +ceremony with a baby in her arms," he continued with a smile. "But +during those nineteen years how many things must have happened to him, +trials and miseries and elations, to modify and mould his character? +And since you are ignorant of the things which happened to him, how +can you know the man?" + +"Yet I think I do know him," said Cynthia, and her confidence +increased. She could meet Mr. Benoliel on this battle-ground. "And +without laying claim of any particular insight. For he has always been +careful that I should know him. From the very first day of our +acquaintanceship he has spoken and acted quite deliberately in order +that I might have no illusions about him. He has wanted me to know him +just as clearly as he knows himself." + +Mr. Benoliel shrugged his shoulders. + +"Does he know himself?" he asked. + +"Better than most men," said Cynthia. "He has set out to use himself +as a machine and he has studied the machine unceasingly, its limits +and its capacities, so that he might use it to its fullest power." She +recalled Harry Rames's foresight, the careful laying of his plans, the +queer modesty which underlay his ambition to excel. She turned +triumphantly to Mr. Benoliel. "Oh, yes, he knows himself a good deal +better than youth can know itself." + +"Ah!" said Mr. Benoliel, raising a warning finger. "I was waiting for +that. I admit that youth doesn't know itself. But then it's not so +important that it should. There's not, after all, as yet, so very much +to know. But take it this way. Suppose that you and Captain Rames were +both young and of an age! Suppose that he had the nineteen years which +separate you in front of him instead of behind him!" + +"Well?" said Cynthia. + +"Why, then, when he reached forty, you, the wife, would know him +better than he would know himself. A wife always does, if she lives in +sympathy with her husband. I am presuming that. You would know him a +good deal better than he knows himself now. The solitary nineteen +years, of which now I dread the consequences, you would have shared. +That's the point. And you wouldn't be running the danger you are +running now." + +"What danger?" asked Cynthia impatiently. "Of what are you afraid?" + +"I am afraid of the latent things," Mr. Benoliel answered. "I am +afraid of the seeds which may have been sown in him during these +nineteen years, and of which the plant has not yet shown. I am afraid +of latent desires, fancies, ambitions, latent cravings of which he is +not yet aware, and which may some day come to life with overwhelming +strength. Haven't you seen men suddenly change for no apparent reason +to the ordinary observer, drop from all their established habits, +begin again upon another plane? I have, and that's the change I am +afraid of now. For it's one you would be powerless to avert, since you +would not even suspect it until it had actually begun." + +He turned toward Cynthia, and with a smile upon his face summed up his +argument. + +"Make no mistake, Cynthia. I am not making light of Captain Rames. In +a way my fears are an actual tribute to the man. But I am afraid that +out of a life so busy, and so keen as his has been, so fraught with +incidents, so varied, something may suddenly seize him and catch him +back and hold him; some craving, some ambition in which you will have +no share, and which will separate you forever." + +He spoke with so much earnestness that Cynthia was impressed against +her will. She was sure that he was speaking with knowledge of a +kindred case. Certain words he had dropped made her certain that the +kindred case was his own. + +"But supposing that such a change came," she said with hesitation, +"must it separate?" + +"No," said Mr. Benoliel gently, "not if both bring to the marriage +love. Then I don't think it need." He glanced at her swiftly, and said +with a sudden sharp note in his voice: "But what if the marriage be +only a bargain, Cynthia? What then?" and the blood rushed into the +girl's face as he looked at her. + +"I'll tell you," he cried. His voice rose and a kind of sombre +passion rang in it. "One party doesn't keep the bargain, or keeps it +half-heartedly, as an irksome thing, and day by day the separation +grows more complete, until you are living with your enemy or living +quite alone." + +His voice dropped again to a whisper on the last words. He finished +and sat lost wistfully in his own recollections, and forgetful of +Cynthia at his side. After a little while his lips moved, and, as an +old man will, he spoke a word or two to himself. Cynthia's ears caught +the words. + +"It was my fault, and it couldn't be helped," he said, and so again +fell into a long silence, with his eyes upon the coals of the fire. At +length Cynthia touched him gently upon the sleeve. + +"I should like--the instance," she said timidly. + +Isaac Benoliel roused himself with a start. + +"Yes. I mean to give it you." + +"But I have no right to it," Cynthia insisted. "You must remember +that." + +Benoliel shook his head and smiled. + +"You are a young girl starting out on life. You have every right to +it, Cynthia." + +"I mean that it cannot change me," she said. "I would like to hear +it--yes. But it is only that I may understand and be ready. And if you +think that reason insufficient, don't tell me. I shall thank you, all +the same, for offering to tell me." + +"You mustn't take the warning literally," he said. "I am of the East, +you know. So is my story"; and a sudden relief swept over Cynthia. He +was not of her people, his stand-point would not be hers, his warning +might not apply to her. She thought of Sir James Burrell's words. +Discouragement sat more lightly upon her than it had done during the +last hour. There were certain curious phases in Mr. Benoliel's life +which were not understood--sudden disappearances, for instance, during +which no one met him to bring back to London the place of his abode. +He was recognized as a man apart. Yes, he was of the Orient, and he +might have no message for her ears. + +"It was my race which caught me back," Benoliel began, and Cynthia's +courage increased. But his story was only just begun. + + + + + CHAPTER XXII + + AND AN INSTANCE TO ENFORCE IT + + +"You knew, I suppose, that I was married?" + +"Yes," said Cynthia. + +"And that my wife lives?" + +"Yes." + +Mr. Benoliel nodded and shifted in his chair. + +"You have also very possibly heard a good many speculations about my +origin?" + +"A good many," said Cynthia. + +"Well, here's the truth. I am a Barbary Jew. I come out of Morocco, +the one country where you'll find the East to-day. Already in Tangier, +the city given over to the foreigner, you will come across some traces +of it. But ride for a few hours out of Tangier, straight to the south, +pay your dues and cross the Red Hill, and you'll have both feet +planted in the East, and may breathe in some of its enchantment. Go +forward for another day or so, and you may pass perhaps some tall +Arab, striding through the crowd outside El Ksar, carrying a stick +stretched across his shoulder-blades. He'll speak to no one, stop for +nothing, and all will make way for him. That's the Imperial Courier, +on his way to the coast from Fez. He'll not sleep upon the way, and +he'll take no food lest he should sleep. He'll be in Tangier three +days after he has left Fez. He's the penny post. Ride on still +further, cross the Sebou, travel over a vast plain by a track beaten +by the feet of men and animals, yet strangely enough a track which +never runs straight, though the plain is bare, but winds and turns, +and winds again over the face of the country." Mr. Benoliel's eyes +were fixed upon the fire; he spoke, lingering upon his words. He had +grown forgetful of the purpose which drove him to reveal himself. +Another and a strange aspect of him was presented suddenly to Cynthia. +The dilettante and the exquisite had vanished. He spoke with a kind of +yearning in his voice. His thoughts had drifted out through the +doorway of his abominable villa. He was walking in the starshine over +the wide empty plain of the Sebou, steeped in the enchantment of which +he had spoken. Dimly she foresaw whither he was leading her. + +"Yet a day and you come to a wall of hills. Right ahead of you a cleft +opens--that's the pass to Fez--a troublesome place, by the way, for +Barbary Jews, since the Z'mur tribe has a way of taking toll in that +narrow pass," Benoliel explained with a smile, and seemed to become +once more aware of Cynthia's presence. + +"But a little further to the right from a break in the sky-line of the +wall, a regular broad staircase seems to descend. It becomes a track, +it zigzags across the face of the cliff, like a piece of string, to +the plain. That's the road to my home," and he suddenly threw back his +head and sat alert--"the city of Mequinez--the most eastern of the +cities of the East, where the great gateway of mosaic, built by +Christian captives, crumbles slowly to ruin, and the Jew must not wear +shoes in the street, must walk barefoot with a black gaberdine upon +his body, and a black cap upon his head. I ought to resent that, eh, +Cynthia?" + +He looked at her, and answered the question himself. "But I was born +there," and to him the answer was sufficient. + +"In Mequinez!" said Cynthia, striving to bridge the distance between +this actual house in the green of Warwickshire and that distant city +with the great mosaic gate in Barbary. Mr. Benoliel helped her a +little to see it. + +"Yes, in the Mellah of Mequinez, Cynthia. That's where the Jews are +crowded; an evil-smelling place you would call it, close and airless, +with narrow alleys and houses huddling together, and a reek of rancid +cookery. Yet it's a town of spaces; there's a good square before the +gate. There are great silent palaces, with gardens and lakes. There's +room in Mequinez--but not for us. We were shut up in the Mellah at six +o'clock at night like children. And we were not all poor. The Mellah +was gaudy with the bright handkerchiefs and dresses of the women, and +their satin and silk scarves. There was a great deal of money in the +Mellah of Mequinez, and a great deal more owed to it by its Moorish +lords and masters in the city. But that didn't make any difference. +Remember you are in the East in Mequinez, and a Moor who owed me a +thousand pounds would make me strip off my shoes in the street, if he +met me wearing them. A pretty picture of dignity, eh, Cynthia?" + +Cynthia did not answer. She was puzzled by Benoliel now, and she did +not wish to interrupt him. He sat beside her, neat and trim and +scrupulously clothed, with no jewellery but a pearl stud in his +shirt-front, and pearl links at his cuffs, a person utterly modern and +used to good manners. Yet he spoke of the Mellah in Mequinez not with +the air of one recollecting unclean days, now, thank God, altogether +done with, but rather with a kind of relish and contentment that such +places should be. She had to cast an eye about that flamboyant hall +before she could in any way reconcile Mr. Benoliel with his words. + +"I was not one of the rich, however," he continued. "I was a poor boy. +I lived with an aunt, for both my parents were dead, and picked up a +few copper flouss from time to time as I could. My aunt wasn't very +kind. I was terrified of the Moors and their dark, contemptuous faces. +There's a wall outside Mequinez, one of many which run out into the +country and stop--but this one runs further than the rest. It was +built or rather begun--for, like all things in Morocco, it was never +finished--by some old king, so that a blind man might be able to find +his way from Mequinez to Morocco City without a guide. I was always +fascinated by that wall, and wanted to follow it--and never to come +back. I hated Mequinez. Finally I ran away one morning with a pedlar +of my race who wanted a boy to help him. He and I and a donkey, which +carried his stock in trade, slipped out early from the town, and +climbed northward onto a great rolling plateau of grass and asphodel, +which reached away past the white sacred city of Mulai Idris, on the +hill of Jebel Zarhon, past the Roman ruins of Volubilis, to that gap +in the sky-line of the cliff where the road leads down to the plain of +the Sebou. It was spring-time, there were irises up to our knees, the +asphodel bushes were in flower and the air on this wide upland, with +Jebel Zarhon on our right hand, was sweet and clean. We walked, +brushing through the bushes, our shadows shifting as the sun rose--I +had a sense of freedom. We stopped and ate at a little stream, and +went on again. I can remember all the details of that day, even to a +great glowing field of mustard, which shone like yellow silk----" + +Mr. Benoliel pulled himself up with a laugh. + +"But I needn't tell you about all that," he cried. "Here's the point. +At the top of a roll in the turf, just by a miserable little tent +village, I sat down upon the ground, while the pedlar bargained over +his wares, and I took what I meant to be my last look at Mequinez. I +could see the city below me far away, and very small in the sunshine, +with its buildings all confused. I made up my mind then that I would +be a rich man, and that never--never would I pass between the ruined +walls up to the gateway of Mequinez again, that never--never would I +look on it even from a spot so far away as this. We went over the brow +of the hill, and I saw Mequinez no more. In a fortnight we came to +Rabat upon the sea. There I learnt the great lesson." + +He sat still for a few moments, with his chin sunk upon his chest. He +seemed to be wondering whether, after all, the lesson was so great a +lesson, and worth the learning. + +"Yes?" asked Cynthia. "What lesson?" + +"We crossed the river from Sallee to Rabat, where the great plants and +cactuses hang down the walls," he explained. "It was evening. I said +to the pedlar: 'We must hurry to the Mellah.' And he answered: 'In +Rabat there is no Mellah.'" + +"No Jews, then," said Cynthia. + +Mr. Benoliel shook his head and laughed. + +"That's what I thought, Cynthia. But I was wrong. There were Jews in +Rabat, but they wore European clothes, they lived in houses, in the +best positions--for of course they had all the money, that goes +without saying, in Morocco as in most other places--they were people +of importance, consuls and vice-consuls; they were allowed to walk in +the governor's orange garden. I was astounded. I asked how this could +be. And I got my answer between cuffs from my pedlar. It was the +influence of the Europeans. Rabat is a sea-port with European trade. +That was the great lesson: the Europeans do not have Mellahs." + +"So you decided to come to Europe," said Cynthia. + +"Not quite at once," said Mr. Benoliel shrewdly. "I was a boy and very +ignorant. I had to find out first whether a Jew could make as much +money in Europe as he could in Morocco." + +Cynthia laughed in spite of herself; and Mr. Benoliel quite +misunderstood the reason of her laughter. + +"Well, I didn't know anything about Europe at all," he said seriously. +"But I made inquiries. Oh, I heard stories. The Jews of Rabat talked +of London, and of hotels in London. There was one who said--and it was +repeated to the pedlar, who told it to me, but I would not believe +it--'We kept it up all June, every night, till four o'clock in the +morning, in the American Bar.' They were gay dogs in London, the Jews +of Rabat, and they made money enough to keep it up all night till four +o'clock in the morning, in the American Bar. So I decided to come to +London." + +All Mr. Benoliel's humor had deserted him. He was speaking with +intense seriousness. He was a little Barbary boy again, learning with +amazement the extraordinary latitude which Europe allowed to its Jews. + +"So I ran away from the pedlar," he resumed; and now at last he +smiled. "You will never guess, Cynthia, in what capacity I came to +England. I came with a troupe of Moorish acrobats who were going to +appear at one of the music halls in London." + +"You!" Cynthia exclaimed. + +"Yes. I found them on the beach at Rabat, with their baggage, waiting +for the surf to go down. The Elder Dempster steamboat was lying +outside the bar, a mile from the shore. They wanted a boy who was +light. They took me." + +"And you appeared at the music halls?" Cynthia asked. + +"Oh, yes," said Mr. Benoliel, "I appeared. I learnt some simple +somersaults and balancings, and I looked after the baggage. That +lasted for a year. By that time I had learnt some English and I left +them. I am not going to bother you with the next twenty years of +my life. I got on as others have done--office-boy to confidential +clerk--the usual process. I meant to make money, you see--all the +time, hour by hour, I meant to make money. I was with a great firm of +financiers who had got themselves into a tangle over some Eastern +business. I had mastered the subject; I was by my origin fitted to +cope with it; and I saw a way out of the trouble. The firm came to me, +and with the firm my opportunity. I asked for a salary of seventeen +thousand pounds a year. The firm refused. I went on at my old two +hundred and fifty for another month. By that time the trouble had +grown more grave. It was a real crisis, meaning perhaps dishonor. The +firm came to me again and accepted my terms. It took me a year to put +matters right, and at the end of the year I was, of course, dismissed. +But I had seventeen thousand pounds, and I knew what to do with it." + +"You made it into a great fortune," said Cynthia. + +"By the time I was forty," replied Mr. Benoliel. "And then I began to +think about marrying." + +Cynthia stirred and leaned forward. Benoliel turned swiftly toward +her. + +"Ah," he said, "you are beginning to appreciate the similarity between +my case and Rames's. But it doesn't date from the age of forty at +which we both began to think about marrying. No! Strip our careers of +the accidents of race and country and occupation, and you will find +the similarity right there in our boyhood and our youth. We were both +adventurers, both determined to get on, he to his ends, I to mine. +Well, at forty-one I married." + +Mr. Benoliel hesitated. His wife was living. He was a man of some +sensibility, and a delicate reticence of mind made it repugnant to him +to lay before another the manner of his marriage and its troubles. But +he looked again at Cynthia, and the freshness and the youth of her, +and the trouble in her big dark-blue eyes, which were fixed so +intently upon his face, persuaded him. He might be exaggerating. His +fears might be quite vain. But suppose that they were not? Every line +of grief graven in the girl's young face would be a whole epistle of +condemnation. + +"Our marriage was a bargain, too," he said frankly. "My wife brought +social position, I money. But there was less risk in our bargain than +there will be in yours." + +"Why less risk?" asked Cynthia. + +"Because we who are Jews make good husbands," said Mr. Benoliel; and +Cynthia cried out indignantly: + +"I am not afraid that Harry will make a bad one." + +"I don't say either that he will," Mr. Benoliel returned calmly. "I +only say that as a rule the Jew makes a good husband. He believes in +the family. Can you say as much of the Christian? No. Therefore there +was less risk in our bargain. And still it did not turn out well." + +"Why?" + +"Because I was forty-one and my wife twenty-three. Yes, that's the +truth at the end of it all. There were eighteen years of experiences +and struggles in my life which my wife had not shared; and out of +those eighteen years there sprang a passion in me which I, least of +all, expected, and which I could not combat. I became homesick for my +country, and for that city on which I had turned my back with joy." + +"You?" cried Cynthia. For a moment she thought herself listening to a +fairy tale. "You wanted to go back to the humiliations, to the +Mellah?" + +She recalled the feminine nicety of his house in Grosvenor Square, the +bright silver--not too much of it--the elegance of its mahogany +furniture, which was never allowed to crowd the rooms. She recollected +those dinner-parties at which the great men of the earth were +entertained with so much pride. It could not be that he wished to +return to the crowded Jewish quarter, noisome with the reek of rancid +cookery, where the gates were locked on its inhabitants at six o'clock +of the night! But Mr. Benoliel replied with an energy and a fire which +she had never known him manifest before. + +"Yes. I wanted to go back. How and when the longing first came to me, +I can't tell you. But it did come, and, having come, it grew. I felt +day by day more and more of a stranger amongst a strange people. That +road winding up the cliffs to the break in the sky-line above the +plain of the Sebou--I began to dream of it! Then I used to lie awake +at night and travel along it, past the pillars and arches of +Volubilis, and the little white city of Mulai Idris, on the shoulder +of Jebel Zarhon--right over the upland, and down through the asphodel +to Mequinez. Finally, I had to go. I told my wife. We had got on +together up till then, no better, no worse than other people. She +stared at me with amazement, with suspicion, as at a stranger, and +from that moment our relations changed. She knew quite well to what I +was going back, to what I wanted to go back--the Mellah, the +gaberdine, and the rest of it. And--it was natural, I think--she +despised me. I was quite aware of her contempt, and--was indifferent +to it. I wanted to go back. And I did." + +"You did?" said Cynthia. And then, "I see. I see." + +She understood now these mysterious disappearances of Mr. Benoliel +when he vanished from his clubs and his haunts, and no man brought +news of him. + +"Yes, I went, and as I went London and the years in London dropped +away from me. I was happy. I went down with my mules into Mequinez, +and put my European clothes away in a cupboard in the Mellah. I stayed +in Mequinez three months." + +"But how?" asked Cynthia. "What did you do?" + +Mr. Benoliel smiled. + +"Business," he said. "I traded. I lent money. Then I came back to +England--refreshed as a man comes from his bath. But my wife hated the +whole business. At first she would not hear a word of what I had been +doing. Then she became curious--morbidly curious. There was no end to +her questions. What humiliations, what indignities had fallen to me +amongst the Moors--she was never tired of hearing. And as she +questioned and I answered, she would sit looking at me, with eyes in +which contempt grew ever more bitter, looking at me as one looks upon +a stranger. Quarrels followed. I went back to Mequinez, after a year +or two, and again after another period. And every time the pull of the +place became stronger. It was after my third visit that our marriage +came to an end. We gave a great dinner-party, and when our guests had +gone, she told me that our life had become intolerable to her." + +Mr. Benoliel did not spare himself. It was rather a grim scene which +he had to describe--the last one of many quarrels which had sprung +from their estrangement. "You leave me for those squalors. You return +to me fresh from them;" that was the burden of her accusation. She was +not of his race or of his people. She had no sympathy with, or +comprehension of, the intense craving which from time to time assailed +him to go back to his own place, or of the utter weariness which +overtook him of the life of London, in which he played an actor's +part. The squalor and humiliation of his days in Mequinez got upon her +nerves, filled her with disgust, and made his companionship repugnant. + +"You can understand that, Cynthia?" he asked, and Cynthia, since +frankness was demanded of her, agreed. + +"Yes, I can understand that," she answered gently. His story was to +her fantastic and fabulous. It belonged to the East--as he did. Only +by keeping in mind that he, underneath the veneer of his manners, was +of the East could she accept it as truth. She did so accept it. But +she looked at Mr. Benoliel with curious eyes, and was conscious of a +feeling very like aversion. Within the half-hour he had grown a +stranger to her even as he had done to his wife. That he should leave +the order and the cleanliness of his home, depart from the company of +cultured people--he the dilettante--don the gaberdine, go joyfully +back to the dirt and squalor of his Mellah, humbly take off his +slippers and walk bare-foot at the bidding of any Moor who passed him +by--that Cynthia could not understand. But that his wife should find +life with him intolerable when he came back from his degradation, +refreshed as by a bath, to resume existence at her side--that she did +thoroughly understand. + +"So we separated," said Mr. Benoliel. + +"Yes," said Cynthia. "But there's no parallel between your case and +ours. What happened to you cannot happen to us." + +She was not sure. There was appeal in her voice. She pleaded to him to +agree with her. She clung desperately to her one small piece of +knowledge. Mr. Benoliel was of the East. Harry Rames was not. + +"There is a parallel, and a close one," Mr. Benoliel insisted. "What +happened to us may happen to you. Out of the experiences of eighteen +years in Captain Rames's life, experiences in which you have no share, +some unsuspected craving may even now be fermenting which may turn the +course of his thoughts, and snatch him back from you." + +"He would fight against it," said Cynthia. + +"Even so, it would stand between you, and it would grow." + +Cynthia was silent for a moment. Then she said timidly: + +"Even then there is one condition according to you which would avert +the risk." + +"Yes, one. Love." + +And again Cynthia was silent. Then she burst out, striking her hands +together in a violence of revolt: + +"But I know him! I know him!" and with the words still in her ears, +she doubted them. Mr. Benoliel's warning had alarmed her. But it had +alarmed her chiefly because it had brought home to her how very little +she might really know of those whom she met daily, and with whom she +was most intimate. Here was Mr. Benoliel. She had thought she knew +him, and so well that she could play with him, and twist him to her +wishes. He had spoken for half an hour, and, lo! she had never known +him. + +"Do all men hide themselves?" she cried. "Do you all build up barriers +about you, and lie hidden within? Oh, but Harry's honest--honest;" and +again she caught at her old argument and consolation. + +She rose from her seat abruptly. + +"Thank you very much for all you have said. I am grateful. I shall not +forget it. Good-night;" and she moved away to the foot of the stairs. +She stopped then and turned back, as though in half a mind to say +more. But as Mr. Benoliel rose, and she looked at him, a shadow +darkened her eyes and she seemed to shrink from him with that slight +sense of repulsion. + +"Good-night," she said again, and hurriedly went up the stairs. His +story was too new in her thoughts. What she had it in her mind to say, +she left untold. + +But Mr. Benoliel was none the less to be informed of it that night. He +sat late in the hall after the lights had been turned out, with only +the firelight flickering on the hearth. He had read the aversion in +Cynthia's face which his story had provoked. He had made a sacrifice +of her affection. But he had made it for her sake, and he did not +regret that he had spoken. None the less he was disturbed. He might +have done no good, and he had reopened an old wound of his own. +He sat there knowing that if he went to bed he would not sleep; and +in a little while he heard a noise in the corridor leading to the +billiard-room. The door into the hall was softly opened, and the +wavering light of a candle dimly lit up that cavernous place. The +screen stood between Benoliel and the intruder. He could see nothing +but the light of the candle shaking upon the walls above the screen. +He did not move, he heard some one moving across the floor of the +hall; he kept his eyes fixed upon the opening between the screens; and +he saw Captain Rames pass across the opening. He sprang up with a low +cry. Rames was coming from the corridor where his bedroom was to the +foot of the stairs up which Cynthia had gone. At the cry Rames +stopped, and, holding the candle above his head, peered into the +shadows. Mr. Benoliel came quickly toward him. + +"Where are you going, Captain Rames?" he asked. + +"To my wife," said Harry. + +Mr. Benoliel stared at Harry Rames. + +"You and Cynthia are married?" + +"Yes." + +"When are you going to make your marriage public?" + +"On the day the Whitsunday holidays begin. We shall have it announced +in the evening papers. We shall already have left for Fontainebleau." + +So after all Mr. Benoliel had spoken in vain. He might have spared his +breath, and retained in a fuller degree Cynthia's liking and respect. +He knew now what she had turned back from the stairs to tell him. + +"Give her this message," he said. "Tell her to forget what I said to +her;" and he moved away. + +But the message was of no use. He had said what he had to say, and +Cynthia could not forget. She watched. She was afraid; as since her +seventeenth birthday she had always been afraid. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII + + CYNTHIA ON THE HOUSE + + +On the morning after Parliament had risen the newspapers announced the +marriage of Cynthia Daventry to Harry Rames. The ceremony had taken +place by special license early one morning at a little church in +Mayfair, with a girl friend of Cynthia's, and a member of Parliament +named Robert Brook, as witnesses. A good many people were surprised; +still more, however, declared that they had foreseen the marriage all +along, and that of course it couldn't last; while Lord Helmsdale's +mother simply remarked in accents of pity: "Poor thing! Double her +age, isn't he? And she was so pretty, too, a few months ago." + +On the other hand, however, a good many honest telegrams of +congratulations reached the couple honeymooning in the woods of +Fontainebleau; and when Harry and Cynthia returned to London, there +were fresher incidents than their marriage for people to discuss. They +settled down in Curzon Street to keep their bargain loyally. + +If Cynthia's heart ached at times, as it had done amongst the trees of +Fontainebleau, for a life struck to fire by passion, she gave no +outward sign of her pain. She was to help forward the great career, +and to the best of her powers she did. She threw open her house to her +husband's party; she entertained; she attended social gatherings; she +walked abroad in Ludsey with a good memory for faces; she spent many +hours on the train. Harry, on his side, was assiduous at Westminster. +He sat upon committees in the morning, and on one of the green benches +below the gangway during the afternoon and evening, with an occasional +rush home at a quarter to eight to take his wife out to dinner. + +"Be there!" was one of Henry Smale's maxims which he had taken to +heart. "Sit in the House. Never mind the library or the smoking-room, +or the lobby, or the terrace. Sit in the House! However dull the +debate, and however inviting the sunlight streaming through the high +windows, sit in the House. All the great Parliamentarians have done +it. The lawyers can't do it, of course. But you haven't their excuse. +You can. It may seem a waste of time. You'll find that it isn't." + +So Harry Rames sat in the House, and Cynthia, when she had no other +engagement to detain her, came down to Westminster, dined with him +there, and spent an hour afterward in the ladies' gallery. She became +acquainted with many men of different calibre, and amongst them with +Mr. Devenish, the Secretary for Agriculture, who was just beginning to +do a little more than make a vociferous noise in the world. Mr. +Devenish happened to pass through the dining-room when Harry and his +wife were finishing dinner, and catching sight of them he turned off +toward their table. + +He was a brisk, smallish man, and Cynthia was astonished by his +aspect. She had seen him often enough upon the floor of the House of +Commons, and had taken him for a person of a commanding height. But it +was not the first time she had made this mistake. The House of +Commons, like the theatre, magnifies men to the galleries. Mr. +Devenish dropped his hand upon Rames's shoulder. + +"I want a word with you to-night, Rames," he said + +"Why not now?" asked Rames. "This is my wife, Mr. Devenish." + +Mr. Devenish bowed to her. + +"I knew that very well," he said. + +Cynthia disbelieved him. Also she had formed a dislike of him. There +was something too acrid in his speeches. She thought of him as a man +going about with a phial of vitriol hidden in the palm of his hand. + +"I am not famous," she said coldly. "How should you know, Mr. +Devenish?" + +"I saw you in the lobby, and--I asked;" he smiled as he spoke, and she +found his smile singularly disarming; it was so friendly and genuine a +thing. Mr. Devenish turned again to Harry Rames. + +"We want you to help us. A vote on account for the navy is coming up +on Thursday. There will be a motion for the reduction of armaments. We +want you to speak." + +Harry Rames shook his head. + +"I rather propose to leave those questions alone. I don't want to get +the reputation of being a service member." + +"I appreciate that," said Mr. Devenish. "But you are asked to speak in +this debate by the government." + +"On the general question?" asked Rames. + +"Not so much on that. The point is the economy of the big ship. You +can speak from practical experience. You know. You are here in +Parliament to contribute your knowledge." Mr. Devenish turned to +Cynthia, and again his smile illumined his face. "Persuade him, Mrs. +Rames." + +It occurred to Cynthia that Mr. Devenish did not trouble to inquire +whether Harry Rames believed the big ship to be an economical thing. +Harry was to support the government. The rest of his argument she +agreed with. It was Harry's duty, since he was in Parliament, to +contribute of his knowledge. + +"Very well," said Captain Rames. "Of course if the government wishes +it, I shall be proud to take part in the debate. Won't you sit down +and have some coffee?" + +"Yes, do!" said Cynthia cordially, and she was not altogether engaged +in helping her husband on when she spoke. Mr. Devenish now puzzled +her. She had begun by disliking him. He had spoken very few words to +her, and yet she no longer disliked him. There was a charm in his +manner of which he seemed quite unaware. At close quarters he lost the +narrowness, which she had thought the mark of him. He seemed broadly +human, comprehensively sympathetic. Yet he obviously wore no mask. He +was simple, and he gave a pleasant impression of being a good fighter. +Mr. Devenish drew up a chair and sat down. + +"You come to many of our debates," he said to Cynthia. "What do you +think of us?" and with an unaffected interest in the views of a pretty +woman, he led her on to express her opinion. + +"Well," she said frankly, "I think most of your debates are very +dull." + +"That's quite true," Mr. Devenish replied with a laugh at the little +spurt of complaint in her voice. "Nine out of ten are dull, and if you +were in the government you would wish the tenth was too. The debate +which sparkles and amuses you in the gallery means keen opposition on +the floor of the House. The debate which is dull means that the +government gets its bill. And the government is there to get its +bills." + +"Yes, I suppose that's true," said Cynthia, and then Harry Rames +intervened. + +"It's curious," he said, "but I no longer find any debate dull. I used +to be bored, I admit it, but I can sit through anything now and find +it interesting." + +"Yes," said Cynthia, nodding her head; "I have noticed that, Harry, +from the gallery, and--I think it's a bad sign." + +"The sign of the true Parliamentarian," said Mr. Devenish. + +"Perhaps," said Cynthia stubbornly. "Still a bad one." + +"Now why?" asked Mr. Devenish indulgently. Cynthia was certainly a +very pretty woman. Let her talk! Cynthia colored and replied hotly: + +"Because it means that the four walls of that little chamber are +closing in on you. The game inside, with its pauses, its coups, its +man[oe]uvres, is becoming more important than the great interests and +issues outside which you are there to decide. It means that in your +thoughts the country and the constituency are growing smaller, and the +green leather benches on which you sit becoming more and more +important. If you don't find any debates dull, you are growing aloof +from the country. You are becoming, as you say, a Parliamentarian. +That means Parliament first, the country a bad second." + +Cynthia stopped abruptly. She had allowed herself to be betrayed into +delivering a lecture upon politics to a past-master in the art, a man +who, out of his forty-five years, had spent twenty in the House of +Commons. She flushed. "But you must think me a fool," she cried. + +"I don't," Mr. Devenish exclaimed. "Yours is a definite point of +view." He was not speaking seriously. For he was eager to learn so +long as the learning came to him by word of mouth, and not from the +printed page. "Tell me some more." + +He was considering no longer the prettiness of the woman, the changing +lights upon her face. He was conceding respect to her judgment. +Cynthia was mollified. She continued: + +"And here's something which to me makes many of the debates tedious +and unreal. You all behave as if your ideal of a member of the House +of Commons were a fossil on a shelf." + +Mr. Devenish laughed. + +"Why do you say that, Mrs. Rames?" + +"Because if a man changes his opinions ever so little during a course +of years, he at once has the reports of his old speeches flung at his +head in scathing accents, as though he had committed the meanest of +crimes." + +"It's a party score," said Mr. Devenish. + +"Yes, but why?" Cynthia insisted. "You must all know that a man who is +any use at all does change his opinions as his experience widens. +Surely that's true. What's the use of thought at all if it leaves you +precisely where you were?" + +"Mrs. Rames," said Mr. Devenish, "I cannot dispute it." + +Cynthia had long been puzzled by this extraordinary childishness on +the part of men of reputed intelligence. She was determined if she +could to get at the truth. "Then why?" she asked. "Why, when one of +the opposition proves that a member of the government has changed his +view, does all the opposition shout with derision, and why do all on +the government side look glum? Why must the minister labor to show +that he really hasn't changed any views? Why does he rise so quickly +to do it? And why, when he has risen, doesn't he say: 'Of course I +have changed my views. I am a better man than I was two years ago.'" + +"Well, upon my word, I can't tell you why," said Mr. Devenish +honestly. "I suppose we haven't the courage. Don't you approve of us +at all?" + +"Oh, yes, I do," said Cynthia quickly; "and much more than I expected +to do." She was induced to give her impression of the body of members. + +"I had got an idea that everybody was in here to get something." She +grew suddenly red, and in a flurry, which Mr. Devenish did not +understand. She continued, "I suppose I got the idea from newspapers. +I made a wrong inference. They are here, of course--the rich men who +want honors to put a crown upon their wealth, the office-hunters, the +speculator, and the financier, who use their membership to help their +city business--But there are others one is apt to overlook, the silent +people, who make no mark, and don't want to make one. You see them in +the lobby, rather disconsolately busy about nothing. They are probably +not particularly intelligent. Some of them, no doubt, are quite +stupid. But one rather respects them, because membership of the House +of Commons means to them a real daily loss. They would be more +prosperous if they devoted the time they spend here to their business. +But they seem to be here because they believe that some things want +doing, some definite things, and that they can help to get them done +by their votes. There is a lot of them. Then there are the country +gentlemen who would be happier on their estates, and would be there +but for their conviction that the solid judgment of the country +gentleman is absolutely necessary in the council of the nation." She +spoke with pomposity and a friendly mimicry of the class she +described. "But I like them. I think they are of value because to +them, too, membership here means a real loss." + +"Well, I agree," said Mr. Devenish. + +"You! You do?" asked Cynthia in surprise. "I thought that--" and she +stopped. + +"Well, what?" Mr. Devenish pressed for her opinion with a laugh. + +"Never mind," said Cynthia. "There's another class, too, which +attracts me. The failures. The ambitious men who just don't succeed, +and fail by so very little, but fail completely." + +"Yes," Mr. Devenish agreed, "their lot is not attractive. They can't +bring themselves to admit failure. They drift along here until the +time is past for them to do anything else. The four walls, as you say, +have closed about them. They sit here, eating out their hearts, +jealous of the others who succeed, and making a bitter pretence of +contentment." + +"They are the prisoners of the House of Commons," said Cynthia, and +the phrase struck pleasantly upon Mr. Devenish's ears so used to the +slipshod metaphors of the average speaker. + +"Yes," he said with a quick look of interest. "Yes, that's a true +saying. How did you think of it, Mrs. Rames?" + +"I have sympathy with failures," she replied. + +"Ah," said Mr. Devenish. "But it's easy to have that when one is +married to success," and he turned genially to Captain Rames. + +A junior whip hurried up to the table. + +"You are wanted, Mr. Devenish, in the House," he said. + +Devenish looked at his watch and sprang up. "I have stayed longer than +I ought to. We can count upon you then, Rames, for Thursday," and he +hurried away. Cynthia followed him with her eyes. He attracted her and +he left with her an impression of power, which made his interest in +her, obviously expressed, a subtle flattery. She turned back to her +husband. + +"I was mistaken in that man," she said, and as Harry Rames did not +answer her, she continued: "You see, Harry, I am doing my best to help +you on." + +"You are indeed," said Harry Rames sulkily. Cynthia stared at him. The +sulkiness in his voice set her blood tingling. He could be jealous +then! She laughed out loud suddenly, with a girl's joyousness, and, as +Harry lifted inquiring eyes to her, the blood mantled into her cheeks, +and she sat in a pretty confusion. For a moment both of them were +embarrassed, and neither could have told why. Cynthia broke through +the embarrassment with the first words which occurred to her: + +"I can't reconcile Mr. Devenish with his speeches," she said. + +"Yet there's a continuity," replied Harry. "He is one of your +instances of men big enough to widen out. But he's an enthusiast, and +he has done in his day a deal of platform work so that the old phrases +come trippingly to his tongue. He says, when he's carried away, more +than he thinks now, but less than he used to think ten years ago. I +fancy that's the explanation." + +Cynthia looked toward the door through which Mr. Devenish had +disappeared. + +"Tell me about him, Harry," she said. + +"I will, certainly," said Rames. His ill-humor had passed. He leaned +toward his wife with a smile upon his face. It seemed to Cynthia that +the moment of embarrassment so quickly gone had brought now as its +consequence another moment quite as inexplicable--a moment during +which she and Harry were nearer to one another than as yet they had +been. + +"The one thing I think to remember about Devenish is this," Rames +continued. "As a boy he had always to walk in the road and he has not +forgotten it." + +The division bell began to ring before he could say another word to +elaborate his sketch of the man. He led Cynthia out through the arches +to the door where her carriage waited, and he left her to drive home +puzzled by his phrase. + +He spoke, as he had promised to do, on the following Thursday. Cynthia +heard the speech from the ladies' gallery, not siding with it at all, +nor against it, but simply attentive to its effect. He rose in a full +House, which did not diminish as he spoke, and the space behind the +bar grew crowded. He was brief; he worked his own intimate knowledge +of the mechanism of a modern ship of war into the scheme of his +speech. He was nervous, Cynthia knew, but he gave no outward sign of +nervousness; he spoke with a quiet resonance of voice, as though he +had the measure of that assembly; and he brought into play that +remarkable gift of counterfeiting sincerity, which always astonished, +and sometimes frightened her. It was difficult even for her to realize +that he had no real opinion about the value of the big ship, one way +or the other, and that he had merely crammed his subject diligently +with her help during the last few days. He spoke, indeed, with telling +effect. There were friends of Cynthia in the gallery who were quick to +congratulate her. She herself was filled with admiration, but it was +the admiration for the fine performance of an actor; and when she went +down in the lift to join him after the debate was over, the cry was +loud in her heart: "If only he believed one word of it!" + +He met her at the gate of the lift, and she caught his arm and pressed +it against her side. + +"Thank you," said Harry. "That's better than words." + +"It wasn't a congratulation," she replied. "It was an appeal." + +Harry Rames spoke once more during that session, late at night, in a +thin House, and to try himself in unprepared debate, rather than with +any intention to arrest notice. But the moment was well chosen, for a +speaker on the government side was needed; and when the House rose for +the autumn, he took down with him to Warwickshire the reputation of a +rising man. He had kept his bargain, Cynthia gratefully acknowledged +it, and the fears which Isaac Benoliel had aroused in her began for a +time to lose their substance. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV + + THE MAN WHO HAD WALKED IN THE ROAD + + +Harry Rames and Cynthia passed the autumn at the white house, and +hardly a day passed but one or the other was seen in the climbing +streets of Ludsey. Harry presided at the social gatherings of the +city, the musical clubs, the horticultural society, and the rest. He +was busy with his town clerk over a railway bill which the +municipality meant to oppose. He made friends with his public +opponents. Cynthia herself was hardly less active. She threw herself +into the work of committees and councils, not from enthusiasm, but in +a desperate search for that color which Mr. Arnall and his fellows had +got from politics, and her own youth demanded for herself. And with +the work, interest in it came, if color did not. They were +establishing Harry Rames in his seat--that was certain, and she had +her share in it. They were winning and, being a woman, she loved to +win. Cynthia was a success in Ludsey--she could not but know it. For +the demands for her presence and her time grew with every morning's +post. There came to her a sort of exultation of battle. She was doing +her work; she was helping to make the great career, and in the +pleasure of helping to make, she lost sight of the essential emptiness +of the thing she was making. + +"Yes," said Harry one night to her. "You are making this seat safe for +me, Cynthia, for the next election." + +Cynthia looked at him with her eyes bright. + +"Do you think so?" she asked eagerly, asking for praise, and Arthur +Pynes, the young chairman of the association, who had been dining with +them, corroborated her husband. + +"We once had a candidate whose wife would sing at the public meetings. +We couldn't stop her, and every time she sang she cost us fifty votes. +We have always stipulated for a bachelor since. But you have changed +our views now, Mrs. Rames." + +"I am very glad," said Cynthia; and the trio fell to discussing plans +for the next session. "We want to see you in office before three years +are out," said Pynes to Harry Rames. "There's no reason why we +shouldn't." + +"Yes, there is," said Harry Rames. "A large majority. They want you to +keep quiet and vote and, being strong, they would just as soon put +into office men who have never opened their mouths in the House as +not, and probably sooner." + +"Then you must force 'em," said Arthur Pynes. + +They discussed the government programme for the next session, and what +opportunities would arise from it. But the changes and transitions of +Parliament are rapid. However sternly the government may cling to its +ordered sequence of legislation, great questions will arise which have +not been foreseen, and the ballot will give to private members their +opportunity of discord. Thus the man who sits next to you may be in +hot debate with you to-morrow, and those who smiled at you from the +treasury bench yesterday may see you stroll with a fine air of +indifference into the opposition lobby to-day. Harry Rames was well +aware of the pull of the undercurrents, but neither he nor Cynthia, +nor Arthur Pynes had a suspicion that night that the next session was +to see him in definite antagonism to Devenish, the man who had been +forced to walk in the road. + +It was not, indeed, until the session was more than half-way through +that Cynthia herself learnt it. She had dined with her husband at the +House. It was a warm night of early summer, and after dinner they took +their coffee upon the terrace. A private bill was occupying the +attention of a thin House, and the terrace was fairly full of members +waiting for the resumption of public business. Amongst them was Mr. +Devenish. He strolled up to the couple, and after shaking hands with +Cynthia, turned to Harry Rames: + +"I hear you are against Fanshawe's bill." + +"Yes," said Harry Rames. + +"It comes on next Friday," continued Devenish. "The government will +accept the principle, and give the bill a second reading." + +"It won't go further than that," said Harry Rames. + +"Not this year. But next year we shall embody the principle in a +measure of our own, and then--?" He looked inquiringly at Harry. + +"Then," said Harry deliberately, "I suppose we must try to get it +amended." + +A beam of light pouring from one of the windows showed Devenish's face +clearly to Cynthia. She saw it harden and narrow. When he spoke his +voice was sharp. + +"I shall be in charge," he said. "I shall not accept any amendment +which strikes at the principle." + +"I am sorry," said Rames. He lit his cigar. He had not the air of a +man receding from his position. + +Cynthia was leaning forward, her eyes travelling curiously from one to +the other. She had noticed the quick snap in the voice of Devenish, +the quiet indifference to it in her husband's. But she did not know on +what point they disagreed. Harry Rames turned toward her and +explained: + +"Fanshawe is bringing in a land bill on Friday afternoon. I didn't +think that the government would take it up or I would have told you +about it, Cynthia, and talked it over with you." + +Devenish looked quickly toward the girl. Since Rames consulted her, +could he enlist her upon his side? Cynthia read the unspoken question +in his face, and turned gratefully to her husband who had made it +clear that she had her word in his decisions. + +"Fanshawe proposes that the State should buy compulsorily so much land +at intervals of so many years, split it into small holdings and lease +them," Rames continued. + +"And you disapprove?" said Cynthia. + +"Yes. I am against the small holding. I think that's waste. I am in +favor of the small farm. But I want the farm owned, not taken on +lease. That's my chief objection. The State's a hard landlord." + +"Is a bank a better one?" asked Devenish. + +"I think so," returned Rames. "A bank's a business; the State's a +machine. There's a big difference there." + +"Well, I shall be interested to hear what you have to say on Friday," +said Devenish, as he rose from his chair. "It would be a pity if we +lost your support--a great pity." He spoke with a slow significance. +The words were half a compliment, and the other half a menace. He +turned at once lightly to Cynthia. "You must persuade him, Mrs. Rames, +to be sensible, you really must," he said. "To create owners is a +long, slow process, and I can't wait." A sudden violence flamed in his +voice, and with a characteristic action he brought a clenched fist +sharply down into the open palm of his other hand. He looked out +across the Thames and leftward to the lights on Westminster bridge. He +seemed to be assuring himself that he stood at last where he had +always meant to stand, that the moment for which he had lived was +surely coming. "No, I can't wait. I want to set about the land system +in this country. With tenancies one can begin at once." + +As he walked away from them Cynthia recalled the description of him +which Harry Rames had given to her. "As a boy he had always to walk in +the road, and he has not forgotten it." She began to understand the +phrase now. Devenish's swift and bitter outburst had been an +illumination. + +He had been forced to walk in the road. Rames had shown a shrewd +insight into a complex character when he coined the phrase. Devenish +was the son of a small struggling tradesman, in a little town +surrounded by land which was carefully preserved. Therefore he was +chased out of the woods and off the grass. The game-keeper was his +enemy, and an enemy always at hand. To feel the turf beneath his feet +he must use stealth like a criminal. He lived in a good grass country, +and all the share he had of it was the dust kicked up from the road by +the wheels of carriages. In his boyhood he had brooded over his +exclusion, and through the hard struggles of his youth his thoughts +had been rancorous. Now, it is true, the rancor had diminished. At the +age of forty-five he had reached high office, and with high office, +for the first time, a regular and sufficient income. He was freed for +a while, at all events, from the desperate endeavor to pay his way +outside and keep his footing inside the House of Commons. He met men +of diverse pursuits from the far corners of the earth. The world +broadened out before him magically. + +He entered late, as it were, upon his youth; the arts swept into his +view, a glittering procession, and enchanted him. All was new to him +as to a child. The natural charm of the man found an outlet; he had +good-humor now, and a pleasant friendliness. Gradually the doors of +great houses had been opened to him--and he had looked in. It was to +his credit that he had only looked in. He had come away unspoilt, +uncaptured. But though he recognized that for him the world had become +wonderfully a place of amenities, he had not forgotten that as a boy +he had been forced to walk in the road; and the dust of it was still +bitter in his mouth. "For those who come after me," he had said to +himself, "it shall not be so," and he was in a hurry to set about the +change. To create peasant proprietors? There was a world of obstacles +in the way. To create tenants of the State? A single budget would +suffice. Fanshawe's scheme should be the chief item in the government +programme of next year, and Captain Rames must look to himself if he +stood firm to oppose it. + +Captain Rames, on his side, had no intention to give way. He drove +away from the House that night with Cynthia, and in the carriage he +said: + +"I shall put up as big a fight as I can, Cynthia, on this question." + +"Against Mr. Devenish?" + +"Yes." + +Cynthia was silent, and Harry Rames turned to her swiftly with a +question upon his lips. "You think it rash?" he was going to ask, but +he never did. He saw her eyes shining at him out of the darkness, and +in a low tone she said: + +"You feel very strongly about it, strongly enough to risk your future. +Oh, I am so glad!" + +There was a throb of joy in her voice. She was still a girl. Though +she professed to laugh at the enchanted garden of her dreams, there +was still some yearning for it at her heart. The men with ideas had +peopled it. It seemed that after all her husband, since at all costs +he meant to stand up against Mr. Devenish for an idea, must be one of +them. But a slight, almost an uneasy gesture, which Harry made, +stopped her on the threshold of a great happiness. She lay back, +chilled with disappointment. + +If Harry had spoken, he would have said: "No, I don't feel strongly +about it. I don't feel about it, at all. I simply recognize that it is +my opportunity." And thus he would have spoken before their marriage, +perhaps, too, during the first few weeks after it. But a change had +inevitably come for both of them. The frankness which Rames had +deliberately used, so that she might know him for what he was, no +longer served. Always it had hurt Cynthia, even though she had +welcomed it. More than once he had seen her flinch from it as from a +blow. But now that they were so much together, a hint or silence had +to take its place. Blunt honesty was all very well twice a week or so, +but repeated every hour, it bruised too heavily. So, too, with +Cynthia. Her business as a wife was to help, not chide. Their year of +marriage had taught them the little diplomacies and managements which +made life together possible for them. Frankness was to save them--so +they had planned. What was saving them was reticence. + +This time, however, Cynthia was told the truth by her husband's +gesture. He was going to follow the old historic, dangerous road, the +road of the third parties, the short cut to power which has lured so +many ambitious men to disappointment, and advanced a very few before +their time. And he had chosen William Devenish to tilt against, a man +supple and quick in debate, sharp of tongue, with a gift of ridicule +and a wealth of language; a speaker who hit with a nice discrimination +just above the belt in the House, and just a little bit lower outside +of it. To Cynthia it seemed that Harry must be gambling on his +success; that he had cast his prudence from him like a cloak. Harry +Rames answered some part of her thought. + +"It's not so mad as it appears to be," he said. "In the first place +the question of tenancy against ownership is an open one. You are not +breaking away from your party whatever view you take. You may be +breaking away from a minister, but that's a different thing." + +Cynthia's fears were assuaged. In her relief she turned eagerly to +Rames. + +"But your minister is Mr. Devenish," she cried. + +"I know," he returned. "A hard fighter. All the more gain then, if I +can stand square to him, and remain standing. Besides, Devenish has a +peculiar weakness." + +"Yes?" cried Cynthia. "You can make use of it?" and she stopped, +wondering at herself. She was startled to realize that for the first +time she herself was keeping his eyes from lifting to the high path +above. + +"I have noticed it," Rames continued. "He can stand any amount of +opposition from his opponents. If he gets heated, he remains master of +his wit and tongue. But he cannot endure criticism from the benches +behind him. It strikes some hidden string of arrogance in him. He +loses his control. He says foolish things. He hands himself over a +victim, if his critic has courage and skill enough to use his chance." + +"I see," said Cynthia. "And the third point?" + +"Oh," said Harry carelessly. "The question is an important one for the +country. It must provoke discussion. Yes, I shall move the rejection +of Fanshawe's bill if I get the chance." + +He put down on the notice paper, with some twenty members on the +opposition side, a motion for rejection. He rose on the Friday, +immediately after Fanshawe had sat down, and was called upon by the +Speaker. He was content with two objections. But either of them, if +established, was fatal to the bill. He argued against the small +holding, which he regarded as the pastime of the well-to-do tradesman +in the neighboring town, rather than as a serious method of settling a +genuine peasantry on the land; and he pleaded for the farm of sixty or +seventy acres. It is a matter nowadays of ancient dispute, yet he +managed to say a new thing about it, not parading his knowledge--for +there were too many in that House who had made land the study of their +lives--but suggesting it with a deference, which took his audience. +The great farm, he maintained, was a modern product, due to quite +other causes than natural development. It came from the vanity of the +eighteenth century, its love of spaciousness and show. The monstrous +porticoed houses and the huge farms were the symbols of its parade. +But in the seventeenth century, when agriculture really prospered, the +small farm of seventy acres was the rule. It was at a return to this +condition that policy and legislation ought to aim. + +He passed to his second argument. Tenancy under the State was bad. For +the State was a hard landlord, and could be nothing else. It took no +account of bad seasons or the shortness of money. It had to collect +its revenues and rents within the year. Moreover, the idea was petty +in its conception. (Here Mr. Devenish turned an outraged head toward +the orator.) Legislation should aim at something beyond the immediate +benefit it conferred. Otherwise let them commit the fortunes of the +country to a parish council, and themselves go home. + +"There is to my mind one question by which all legislation can be +tested," said Rames, "and that question is not: 'Does it supply an +immediate need?' but 'Does it help to strengthen the character of the +race?'" + +The bill failed according to that test. For it meant no more than the +substitution of one landlord for another, and left the tenant pretty +much where he was. If Mr. Fanshawe had taken a bold course and +produced a just measure, with the object of creating owners, then the +bill would not have failed. For the desire to possess land was the +surest sign of a sound and healthy race. It was that desire in men +which good legislation would try to keep alive. This bill merely +fobbed them off with a miserable makeshift, and shut the door against +ownership. Ownership with its obligations and its responsibility, and +its response to the most primal and most durable of all ambitions, was +the only policy worthy of a great Parliament. + +Mr. Devenish replied later in the afternoon, and quite briefly, He did +not, he said, propose to enter into the discussion, but simply to +state the intention of the government. It would give the bill a second +reading, accepting thus the two principles of small holdings and +tenancies under the State; and next year it would introduce a measure +of its own, based upon those principles, and press it through until it +was placed upon the statute-book. Mr. Devenish studiously refrained +from any reference to Captain Rames, and as soon as he sat down, the +hands of the clock then pointing within a minute of five, Mr. Fanshawe +moved the closure, and the Speaker accepted the motion. The closure +was accepted without a division, and the main question was put. + +In the interval, while the division bells were ringing, a slim, +middle-aged man, with a moustache which was beginning to grow gray, +and a handsome, ineffective face, passed into the House from the +lobby, and took a seat on the bench by Rames's side. + +"What are you going to do, Rames?" he asked. + +"Vote as I spoke," said Harry. + +"Then I'll go with you," said his companion. "I didn't hear your +speech, or indeed anything of the debate. But I am sure Devenish is +wrong." + +Harry Rames laughed. + +"That sounds like a good working rule. Thank you, Brook. Let us go and +vote." + +The two men, alone of their party, strolled into the opposition lobby, +and that was the beginning of the great cave. It was a Friday +afternoon in summer, the weather was very hot, the House very thin and +Mr. Devenish and his under-secretary the only men present on the +treasury bench. No one paid any attention to the revolt; the +newspapers next day had the briefest reports of the debate. Cynthia +herself, who had come to the House to listen to a fierce and tingling +discussion, was disappointed at the gentle apathy which overlay the +proceedings of that afternoon. + +But Harry said: "Wait a little, Cynthia"; and Mr. Brook, who from that +time began to drop in frequently at their house in Curzon Street, +chuckled like a man with secret knowledge. + +"Eight men on our side," Harry explained, "had met several times in +one of the committee rooms before Friday, to decide what course they +should take to resist this bill. I did not know of their meetings at +the time, and they agreed to do nothing until they were sure of the +line the government was going to take. Had they suspected that I was +going to move the rejection of the bill, they would have attended and +voted with me." + + + + + CHAPTER XXV + + COLONEL CHALLONER'S REVOLT + + +"We will have to make a great stand next year, Rames," said Robert +Brook. "We must organize. We have time, thank goodness. There are ten +of us now. A lot more will join us." + +"But will they vote? That's the point," returned Rames. "Will they +vote against the government's bill on its second reading?" + +"Oh, yes," Mr. Brook replied enthusiastically. "There are a lot of +discontented people in our majority. We'll have voters--Challoner, for +instance. Besides, you have friends." + +Rames laughed. + +"Yes, I know the kind of friends--fellows who come to you in your seat +after you have spoken, pat you on the back, whisper that they are with +you, and then troop like tame mice into the government lobby against +you. I've watched them." + +Brook, however, was not to be damped. He threw himself for the rest of +that session into the work of organization. A halting speaker and an +ineffectual personage, he had sat for twenty years in the House of +Commons and was not tired of it. He was without distinction, he was +the confidant of no minister, he was never caricatured, he was never +the chairman of a committee, he rarely spoke. The recruits of each new +Parliament took almost its duration before they assigned individuality +to his features or honored him with a name. He was mediocrity's last +word. But he had charming manners and won to a kind of friendly pity +those whose acquaintance he gently made. He was born for private life, +but the House of Commons had caught him as in a net. He had no other +interests, he had no wife, he did not any longer even aspire to +office. To be busy in the House of Commons--that was lifeblood to him +and a renewal of youth. His chance had come now. He hurried from man +to man, discreet and furtive. He arranged private meetings. He hooked +his little wagon to Rames's star. He approached Colonel Challoner. + +Challoner, the party hack, was instinctively outraged. Was the list of +ministers closed forever? No! But as he was about to repel Robert +Brook's advances, the very holder of the office which he coveted stung +him into revolt. + +It was quite toward the end of the session. Colonel Challoner was +walking through the division lobby late at night when he saw the Under +Secretary for Foreign Affairs, Mr. Charles Bradley, in front of him. +There was some stir at the time because certain Indian emigrants had +suffered in one of the disturbances of southern Persia. Colonel +Challoner hurried officiously to Mr. Bradley's side. + +"Bradley," he said, "don't you think it would be good policy to +repatriate those Indians at our expense. What?" + +Mr. Bradley, a florid gentleman, youthfully middle-aged, with a sweet +voice, a pompous manner, and perhaps a bare sufficiency of brains, +turned to the colonel with condescending kindness. + +"As a member of the government," he said importantly, "I can no longer +speak freely. Ah, my dear Challoner, I tell you I regret day after day +that corner seat on the front bench below the gangway, and the +opportunity of supplementary questions. But that happy time has gone. +You might, if you like, raise the question on the adjournment or the +Appropriation Bill next week. I could then reply to you." + +Mr. Bradley smiled benignantly upon Colonel Challoner as from heights +of sunrise, and passed on. He had grown very lordly since his +elevation to office. Still, a few paces further on it seemed worth his +while to stop until Challoner rejoined him. He did not notice that the +colonel had grown rather red in the face. + +"If you do raise the question, Colonel Challoner, could you introduce +into your speech 'Civis Romanus sum'? I should like to hang my speech +upon that. Thank you." + +Even a party hack will turn if he be sufficiently trodden upon by +minor ministers, and Colonel Challoner did now. + +"Mr. Bradley," he asked with a most elaborate politeness, "have you +ever calculated how many Under Secretaries of State, past and present, +there are alive to-day? Or how many of them have names which are even +faintly familiar to the public?" + +Mr. Bradley gasped and stared. This was Challoner--old +Challoner--talking! Bradley was quite unprepared to cope with so +unparalleled an outrage. The colonel actually went on, and in accents +of raillery: + +"'Civis Romanus sum.' Now, why quote a phrase so banal. Surely, Mr. +Bradley, it has had its day. We can do better than that if we put our +heads together. Civis Romanus sum! God bless my soul! But I am willing +to help you with a tag of Latin. I will introduce another sentence. +Balbus shall build a wall--upon my word he shall--and you can hang +your speech onto that, and be damned to you." + +Mr. Bradley, however, had suffered enough of this unseemliness. He +hurried forward and passed between the clerks who recorded the votes +with a heightened color. Colonel Challoner followed him. But he waited +at the door for Robert Brook to emerge, and then drew him by the arm +into the outer lobby. + +"I have been thinking over what you proposed, Brook," he said. +"Certainly, certainly we must make a stand against Fanshawe's bill. We +have a duty to our constituents. We must show the government we are +not to be trifled with." + +Robert Brook responded with warmth. + +"I thought that upon reflection you would look upon it that way. You +will be a pillar of strength to us, Challoner." + +"That's very good of you," said Challoner. After all, there were some, +it seemed, who knew his worth. "We must meet in the autumn--just those +on whom we can depend--and arrange a plan of campaign." + +"Yes," said Brook. "But where? We want, don't you think, to mask our +batteries until the time comes for opening fire. We might meet at +Rames's house--but it is known that he is opposed to the measure." He +looked invitingly at his new ally. + +"Yes, I see, I see," said Colonel Challoner a little doubtfully. There +was a proposal in his mind--he was not quite sure whether he would +make it. It was a bold one--it was the burning of his boats. + +"Well, why not?" he suddenly said. "Why not meet at my house in +Dorsetshire? I have some partridges. They will provide the excuse. Let +us meet in October. Let me have the names and I'll quietly ask the men +before the session ends." + +Mr. Brook was delighted. He called mysteriously upon Harry Rames. + +"We have got Challoner," he said. Rames shook his head. + +"He'll back out." + +"I don't see how he can. He is asking us all to meet at Bramling in +the autumn." + +Harry Rames sat back in his chair. + +"How in the world did you manage that, Brook? We must go, of course." + +Challoner spoke to Rames that evening. "It's to be quite an informal +little party," he said with a wink, and took Rames and Brook each by +the arm. Now that he had tasted the delights of revolt, Colonel +Challoner, too, was a different man. He lost his dreariness. No longer +he moulted; no longer he dripped melancholy on all who stood near to +him. He passed ministers with a high head and an arrogant smile. +"We'll show 'em," he said. "Yes, sir, we'll show 'em." And as he saw +Bradley approaching him, "Here's Civis Romanus," he cried in tones +loud enough to carry to the Under Secretary's ears. The Under +Secretary flushed and hurried on. Colonel Challoner had told his story +freely, and Civis Romanus Mr. Bradley remained for the rest of that +Parliament. Colonel Challoner resumed: "We'll meet on the eighth of +October. A little partridge shoot, eh? Just a few of us, jolly fellows +all. You'll bring your wife, Rames, won't you? The others will." + +That was a precaution which had been suggested by Brook. + +"Some one is sure to let out that we are meeting at Bramling," he +said. "If the men go without their wives, the gathering will have the +look of a conspiracy. With them it will just be an ordinary autumn +shooting party." + +"Quite so," said Rames. + +The House rose at eleven o'clock that night, and when Harry went home, +he found his wife just returned from a dinner party. She came with him +into his study and while they sat and talked he told her that she, +too, was to be included in the visit to Bramling. Cynthia's face +clouded. + +"I would rather not go," she said. "I don't think there is any need +that I should." + +"The other men will bring their wives." + +"There will be enough then. It won't matter if one wife doesn't go." + +She was looking at Harry Rames directly, but with a great disquiet in +her eyes. Harry, however, persisted. + +"I think you are wanted, Cynthia. We have a difficult job to keep +these men together and agree upon a line of concerted action. Some +women could be very useful at a juncture like this. You are one of +them." + +Cynthia rose with a quick movement to her feet. She stood before him, +her broad forehead troubled, her lips mutinous, and by her attitude +she made all the more plain his need of her. The room was Rames's own +study which had been lined with mahogany, and against the bright dark +panelling, in her white dress, she gleamed slim and fair and beautiful +as silver. Harry Rames looked her over with a smile. She was, as he +put it to himself, exquisitely turned out. She had the grace and +delicacy natural to a family nursed in good manners through a century, +and with all her beauty she had simplicity and a desire to please. + +"Yes, I want you, Cynthia," he said, and the blood rushed hot to her +face and throat. She turned from him swiftly and went out of the open +window onto a balcony which overhung their tiny square of garden. +Rames's eyes followed her curiously. Something had gone wrong; that +was clear. He could see her leaning over the rail in the darkness, her +face between her hands. + +Rames's survey of her had brought back to her recollection that +distant morning by the wheat-field in South America when her father +had looked her over horribly from head to foot and had valued her for +a market. There had been just a touch of appraisement in her husband's +look now. Almost she traced a resemblance in the two men's thoughts, +the two men's examinations. + +Harry left her to herself for a few minutes. Then he followed her: + +"I think I understand, Cynthia," he said gently. "Of course it isn't a +very high and lofty business we're engaged on. That's right enough. +And when you consider the sort of people our party's going to be +composed of--the dissatisfied, the ambitious, the timid, and just a +few who believe Fanshawe's bill a bad thing--the man[oe]uvre doesn't +look very pretty. So if you don't want to go, don't." + +But Cynthia had changed her mind. + +"No. I'll come, Harry," she said. "It's too late to be half-hearted +now. I'll certainly come." + +She turned back into the room, and picking up her gloves from a table +went upstairs. Harry Rames had no doubt that he had hit upon the +reason of her disinclination to go to Bramling. But as Cynthia ran up +the stairs she kept saying to herself nervously like one who would +frighten fear away with words: + +"Perhaps no one will notice it. Very likely no one will notice it. And +if they do, they will think it an accident." + +She had not been considering at all the worthiness of these autumn +man[oe]uvres. She had been thinking of a picture by Romney which hung +in the dining-room of Bramling, a picture which she had never seen, +but which yet she knew to be a portrait of herself. She had, however, +promised to help in the making of the great career and this was one of +its critical moments. It was, as she had said to Harry, too late to be +half-hearted. If she failed him now, she failed him altogether. She +must take the risk that others would notice the resemblance--and +amongst the others, perhaps even her grandfather Colonel Challoner +himself. To one determination, however, she clung. She would admit no +kinship with the Challoners. Nothing should persuade her, neither the +old man's loneliness nor his disappointed hopes. She held the name and +the family in horror, though the name and the family were her own. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVI + + THE PICTURE AT BRAMLING + + +Bramling is the very house for a conspiracy. It lies in Dorsetshire, +hidden away at the back of the grass-walled town of Wareham on the +road to no where. A stream runs past its door down to Poole Harbor, +and its windows look across grass meadows to where the sea-cliffs lift +against the sky. Hither through one October day came in old-fashioned +flies and private motor-cars the inhabitants of the Cave--Cynthia +amongst the last of them with a foot which hesitated to cross the +threshold. There were thirty in all assembled in the drawing-room when +the dinner-gong sounded, eighteen men and twelve women. Colonel +Challoner, to Cynthia's satisfaction, had to give his arm to Lady +Lorme, the wife of an ex-Under Secretary of the home office who had +quarreled with his chief and resigned. She herself was taken in by +Robert Brook. Reluctance and curiosity struggled for mastery within +her as she entered the dining-room, and took her seat. She would not +look up at the walls, yet she could hardly but look up, and she sought +furtively around the dinner-table whether any noticed the picture and +her resemblance to it. But no one was looking at any picture at all. +Not a remark was made or a glance thrown to show her where it hung. +She looked more boldly at her companions, and coming to a greater ease +began with enjoyment to laugh at herself. Not one person at the table +was devoting a thought to her at all. They were all very busy, +drinking their soup and talking rapidly like uncomfortable people who +fear that if once their speech flags they will never find anything +more to say. They were in truth an uncongenial company, held together +by a single link, their eagerness to harass their own government. Even +Robert Brook, who knew Cynthia well, was talking to her with +incoherence in his agitation lest the gathering at Bramling should +fail. She heard Sir Faraday Lorme, a big red-faced man of sixty with a +bull-neck, say across the table to Charles Payne, one of the eight who +genuinely thought Fanshawe's bill a bad experiment: + +"Of course, as a rule, you know I don't act with you, but--" and the +rest of the sentence was lost to her ears, but it seemed to her that +fully half of those present might have said as much to their +neighbors. Further along the table she caught sight of Mr. Andrew +Fallon, a dark white-faced man who had only joined them because his +wife had been signally and publicly snubbed by the wife of a Cabinet +Minister. Cynthia could see the wife on the opposite side of the +table, a portly over-dressed woman with an overbearing voice; and on +behalf of all her sex she felt grateful to the Cabinet Minister's +wife. + +A singularly gentle voice drew her attention. She turned away from +Robert Brook, to find at her other side Mr. Howard Fall. + +"We have spoken in the lobby, Mrs. Rames," said Howard Fall timidly. +"Captain Rames was kind enough to introduce me." + +"Yes, indeed," said Cynthia. "Oh, I am glad that you are here." + +To her Howard Fall was, with the exception of her husband, the +most interesting man in the room. She welcomed his presence +whole-heartedly. He was intellect, he was modesty. Even now at her +implied compliment he was blushing like a young girl and his eyes +shone with dog-like gratitude. Howard Fall was then about fifty years +of age; and though he was but a contemporary of Harry Rames in the +House of Commons, he had already acquired there a special place of +high distinction. Of too acute and logical a mind to be a good +party-man, he harried with a pleasant voice and most destructive +criticism, now his own party, now his opponents. He had one great +quality in common with Cynthia, he was quite without affectation. He +would make a brilliant speech with extraordinary diffidence. But he +made it, and a genuine word of praise or thanks delighted him, as a +schoolboy is delighted with a sovereign. With the mild manners of a +curate he combined the courage of a soldier. If he had ideas to +express--and he generally had--no thought of prudence could hinder him +from expressing them. Indeed, he drew a gentle contentment from the +knowledge that as a rule they were troublesome to those whom he +nominally supported. Cynthia had heard him more than once from the +ladies' gallery, and had admired his honesty and his courage. For the +moment she was enheartened by his presence. It put confidence into +her. With him to help, Harry might indeed put up a fight against Mr. +Devenish. + +"I didn't know," said Howard Fall, "that Captain Rames was going to +speak against Fanshawe's bill. Otherwise, of course, I should have +been in the House to support him;" and the "of course" struck all +Cynthia's comfort from her. It was so significant of the man. He was +born predestined always to revolt. Any party of two had him for a +third. Cynthia glanced disconsolately to where her husband sat at the +end of the table. But he showed no sign of misgiving. He was talking +energetically to the four people nearest to him, and he only paused +when her eyes rested upon his face. She turned away again and there +above the head of Colonel Challoner, who was sitting exactly opposite +to her, she saw at last the portrait glowing upon the wall. + +For the moment she had forgotten it. Now it caught away her breath. +She sat and stared at it. It was the portrait of a girl of seventeen, +dressed in white from the big straw hat with its flapping brim to the +shoes upon her feet. There was but one touch of color, a broad shining +ribbon of bright blue looped about the crown of the hat, and thus +dressed, the girl stood in a field of sunlight and corn, looking +straight out from the picture, with a great curiosity and eagerness in +her dark-blue eyes. She seemed to be looking upon the gates of a world +of wonder--gates which with a most tantalizing tardiness were slowly +opening to let her through. + +Was she herself indeed like that? The question rushed into Cynthia's +mind. As pretty as that? It was impossible. Yet she had been +recognized because of it. Just so then she must have looked that +morning when, after sending her neglected telegram to Captain Rames, +she had stood at the edge of the wheat on the Daventry estancia. Yet +nobody recognized her now. She had the features of the girl in the +portrait, the broad forehead, the straight, delicate nose, the fair +hair, the big dark-blue eyes. Yet nobody recognized her. Perhaps, +however, she had gone off. She was getting old. A gentle melancholy +descended upon Cynthia. The fear lest her likeness to the girl in the +picture should be remarked had quite gone since she had seen the +picture. She was now rather hurt and indignant that no one had noticed +it. + +Lady Lorme gave the signal a little while afterward, and the ladies +rose and left the men to their cigars and their discussion. Colonel +Challoner opened the proceedings with a pompous, unnecessary little +speech. He welcomed his guests, and he reminded them at considerable +length of the object of the gathering. He concluded with a question as +to whether any honorable member present had any views as to the best +procedure to be adopted. + +"Yes," said Harry Rames, "if I may make a suggestion. There are +eighteen of us here. I propose that we now go carefully through the +list of members and consider how many more we can get to join us, upon +whom we can count. I have Vacher's list here;" and he drew out from +his pocket the familiar little paper-covered book with the names and +addresses of the members. + +"I think that's the first thing to be done," a man agreed from the +other end of the table. He was a Mr. Edgington, a little, square, bald +man with short side-whiskers, who seemed a cross between an attorney +and a stable-boy. He was one of the many men in the House who have a +subject. He had mastered the Housing question; he really knew the +facts, he had the figures at his fingers' ends, and he had counted +upon his knowledge to take him straight through the doors of the Local +Government Board. But the doors had remained closed, and he had turned +gadfly in consequence--a gadfly that trumpeted but had no sting. "To +be sure about the men who will stand out against the pressure of the +Whips, who will not be frightened into line by their local +associations, who retain, in a word, some self-respect and some +veneration for the independence of the House of Commons--that is our +first requisite," he said floridly. + +The company then went carefully through the list and marked off twenty +fresh names as the names of men who might be inclined to join the +revolt. It was arranged that discreet letters should be written to +them on the following day, and Robert Brook was appointed secretary by +an unanimous vote. + +"Of course we shan't get them all," said Lorme. + +"And of those we do get, some will shirk when the division bell +rings," added Howard Fall. + +"No doubt," said Rames. "But if we can carry thirty men into the +opposition lobby on the second reading, we shall have made a +demonstration which will go far to kill the bill. It will mean sixty +on a division. It will leave the government with a comfortable +majority. We all want that of course,"--a chorus of approval, more or +less sincere, greeted the remark--"But it will also mean that the +government will hardly be able to force the bill through its committee +stages by a drastic use of the closure." + +"Exactly," said a tall, bearded man with a strong Scotch accent, who +up to this moment had held his tongue. He represented a northern town +of Scotland, and was one of the eight who were opposed to the measure +first and last because they believed it harmful to the country. +"Exactly. The demonstration is very well, but if the bill is to be +killed, we will have to kill it in committee. And to prepare for that +must be our chief work here, Colonel Challoner." + +"Yes," said Rames. "Mr. Monro is right. We must go word by word +through those clauses of Fanshawe's bill, which we are fairly certain +Devenish will incorporate in his measure. We must formulate +amendments, and we ought, I think, to agree, to some extent, upon the +speakers to move them. It will, of course, have to be a provisional +arrangement--" and he was interrupted by a strident voice which +belonged to a sandy-haired hunting-man with a broad red face who would +have seemed totally out of place in any conspiracy. + +"Yes. Devenish may sell us a pup. He's a deuce of a clever fellow is +Devenish. Let him get wind of your partridges, Challoner, and he'll +sell us a pup for a sure thing." + +"All the more reason we should keep our gathering quiet," said +Challoner. He looked round the table with an impatience which had been +growing upon him during the last half-hour. "I think that's all we can +do to-night." + +"About all," said Monro. "There is just this suggestion I would like +to make. I know a man whose business is land, and he is most +experienced in it; and I thought that if you would like, I would send +him a telegram to-morrow, and we could employ him to help us in +framing these amendments. He is a partner in Beevis and Beevis, the +land-agents in Piccadilly." + +"By all means, do," said Challoner. "We all agree to that, don't we? +And now let us join the ladies." + +He sprang up and opened the door like a man in a great hurry. When he +entered the drawing-room, he crossed it at once to Cynthia's side. + +"I was sorry, Mrs. Rames, that I couldn't take you in to dinner +to-night. I would have liked very much that on your first evening at +Bramling you should have come in with me. For, as you know, I somehow +associate you with this house." + +He looked at her with a very direct inquiry in his eyes. But Cynthia +would not respond to it; and he sat at her side with a wistfulness in +his voice and his words against which she had a little trouble to +protect her heart. But she did, for she was alarmed. When she had met +him before he had spoken rather as though he wished that they were +related. To-night he spoke as if he suspected that they were. + +Mr. Beevis arrived the next afternoon, and for the rest of the week, +while the morning was given to the partridges and the amusements of +the country, the afternoon and the evening found the Cave busy upon +the bill. Amendments were formulated and shared out amongst them, +whilst it was by general consent left to Rames to raise the question, +first of all, on the Address at the beginning of the session and then +to move the rejection of the bill later on when it came before the +House upon its second reading. Good progress, in a word, was made, +and, to the delight of all, no whisper of this conspiracy crept into +any of the daily papers. They were examined anxiously every day upon +their arrival at eleven, and laid down with relief. Cynthia could not +but laugh. + +"I never would have believed that you could have found so many members +of Parliament reluctant to see their names in the papers," she said to +her husband. + +"Yes, it's astonishing what modesty they can develop," he replied. + +But though Cynthia laughed, the work, the concealments, the sort of +restrained excitement which was diffused through the house, began to +have their effect upon her. She was getting color into her life at +last, she assured herself, even if it was only a dingy color. +Moreover, she had the opportunity to compare her husband with his +rivals in the career. Indeed, he had but one real rival in that House, +Howard Fall. And though he lacked the subtlety of his intellect, he +had a swifter initiative, a more telling vigor of phrase. As for the +rest he stood head and shoulders above them all, and they knew it and +looked to him to lead them. If he did not share the strong convictions +of the honest men, he overtopped them by sheer ability, and as to the +others he knew nothing either of their malice or their fear. Thus they +all came hopefully to the last day of their visit; and then at one +o'clock in the day the thunderbolt fell. + +It was a Sunday and the whole party had just settled down to luncheon +when the whir of a motor-car floated into the room. It was followed by +the sound of a door opening and shutting, a pleasant and familiar +voice was heard to inquire for Colonel Challoner, and the next moment, +ushered in by the butler, Mr. Devenish entered the room. Consternation +ran round that luncheon table like a wind across a field of corn. +Colonel Challoner sprang up hastily with every sign of discomfort. + +"My dear Devenish, I am delighted to see you, I am sure. You are just +in time for luncheon." He called to the butler to lay another place at +his side. "I didn't know you were in the neighborhood. You should have +let me know." + +"I didn't mean to do that," said Devenish dryly. He ran his eye from +face to face with a twinkling glance. Cynthia herself could hardly +restrain a laugh. The independent members of the nation's Parliament +looked so singularly like a set of school-boys' caught by a master in +the planning of a rebellion. + +"Quite a large party, eh, Challoner?" he said with a smile. + +"Yes, yes," replied the colonel. "The partridges, you know." + +"Ah, the partridges, to be sure. But I didn't know that Howard Fall +shot at anything but ministers. And even they only get winged, eh, +Fall?" + +Mr. Devenish strolled round the table and shook hands with Fall. Fall, +however, was one of the few who was quite undisturbed. + +"Yes, but I am looking to practice to improve my shooting," he said. + +A place was now laid for Devenish. Colonel Challoner called to him. + +"Will you come and sit here, Devenish?" + +"Certainly," replied the smiling minister. "But I should first of all +like to shake hands with all my friends;" and quite slowly he walked +round the table and shook hands with each of the men present and those +of the ladies whom he knew. He was in the best of tempers, and he had +a cordial word for every one except for Captain Ramos. To him he +merely said: + +"Ah!" and the accent of his voice had in it no note of surprise. It +was the ejaculation of a man establishing something which he had +suspected. Then he walked to his place and sat down. + +"There are eighteen members of Parliament, Challoner," he said +pleasantly. "I hope that I have forgotten no one. Let me see!" Again +his eye ranged round the table, obviously registering in his memory +the identity of Challoner's guests. "No, eighteen members of +Parliament. Have you got a partridge left?" + +Rames leaned forward and met smile with smile. + +"We have just left one for next year," he said, "and we have been +making a careful note of the piece of land on which we think we shall +get him." + +Howard Fall was delighted. For he loved courage. But the others of +that company were more than ever confused and disconcerted. + +"He's giving us away," said one of the weak-kneed in an indignant +whisper to Andrew Fallon. Fallon's white face was twisted in a grin. + +"He's cutting down the bridge behind you, my friend. And I don't think +he's a bad judge." + +Meanwhile Devenish returned the direct gaze of Captain Rames. There +was no pretence between these two. Their eyes met; they challenged +each other, Rames with perfect good-humor, Devenish with a certain +grimness in his smile. He nodded his head toward Rames and tightened +his lips. There was not a man at that table who could not construe the +gesture into words. + +"You are the leader here, Rames. Very well, we'll see." + +Mr. Devenish turned to his neighbor. It was Cynthia, and even to her +he talked for a little while with reserve. Rames had been correct in +his diagnosis of the man. A good-humored fighter as a rule, he lost +his good-humor when the attack was made upon his flank. He had begun +his own political career with side-shots at his leaders from the +front-bench below the gangway; but he did not rejoice when the same +disposition of battle was planned against himself. However, luncheon +and the proximity of a beautiful woman appeased him as they should. He +began to talk freely; his smile lost its grimness, his natural +geniality flashed bright. + +"Tell me one thing," he said suddenly. + +"It depends--" said Cynthia warily. + +"Very well then. Tell me another thing. Why does your portrait hang in +this house?" + +Cynthia's cheeks flamed. She looked swiftly across Devenish at Colonel +Challoner. But he was giving no heed to them. + +"Do you think it's like me?" she asked. + +"It _is_ you," he replied. + +"No one else has noticed the resemblance all this week," said Cynthia. + +Mr. Devenish glanced along the table. + +"Well, look at 'em," he said contemptuously, and they both laughed. +Lady Lorme rose at that moment from the table, and Mr. Devenish, +pleading the distance he had to travel, took his departure. + +"I have enjoyed myself very much, Challoner," he said as the colonel +came out with him to-the doorway. "I can't tell you how glad I am that +I thought of dropping in upon you for luncheon. I am going back to +London now. Good-by." + +He mounted into his car and drove gaily off. In the dining-room behind +him, the sandy-haired man was saying over and over again to the +dismayed conspirators-- + +"He'll sell us a pup. He'll sell us a pup. I'll bet you a monkey, +he'll sell us a pup." + + +That night, when the men went upstairs, Rames passing from his +dressing-room into his wife's bedroom found her still up and sitting +by her fire. + +"We go back to-morrow, Cynthia. It has been a long week. I hope you +haven't been bored." + +"No," she said. "I haven't." + +"What do you think of them? Will they run away when the fight comes?" + +"Not all," said Cynthia. "But even of those who stay with you, there's +not one who is a match for Mr. Devenish." + +She spoke with some warmth in her voice. + +"You like him?" said Harry Rames. + +"I think he's a big man," she replied. + +Rames, who was standing looking into her mirror, suddenly swung round. + +"Shall I tell you why you say that, Cynthia?" + +"Yes." + +"Because he's the only man except myself who has noticed your likeness +to that very pretty girl on the wall of the dining-room. I heard him +mention it to you at luncheon." + +He burst out into a laugh as he spoke; and in a moment or two Cynthia +joined in the laugh. So Harry Rames too had noticed the resemblance. +She laughed and her eyes laughed with her lips. + +"After all," said Harry Rames, "we get some fun out of it, don't we, +Cynthia?" + +"Yes," said Cynthia and her laughter died away. "We get some fun out +of it, Harry. That's just what we do get"; and her eyes turned away +from him to the fire. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII + + DEVENISH REPLIES + + +Captain Rames had arranged to travel by a train which ran directly +into Warwickshire through the outskirts of London. It left Wareham at +mid-day, some two hours later than the fast London trains, and though +Cynthia had wished to escape in all the hurry of the general +departure, she had found no sufficient reason. She and her husband +were thus the last of that company at Bramling, and when all but they +had gone, Colonel Challoner turned from the front door whence he had +been speeding his guests, and invited her to walk with him in the +garden. Cynthia in a flurry began to search for excuses, and before +she found one realized that the moment for excuses had already gone. +She turned and walked with Colonel Challoner into the red-walled +garden where his fruit and flowers grew. The half-hour which ever +since the first evening at Bramling she had intended to avoid was, +after all, upon her. + +"There is not very much to see now, Mrs. Rames," said the colonel, and +without any change of voice he added, "I learnt just before the +session ended that you had come from South America." + +"From the Argentine," said Cynthia. + +"But you are English-born, of course?" + +"Oh, yes, of course," said Cynthia. "But I never came to England until +five years ago. I was brought up partly in Buenos Ayres and partly on +the Daventry estancia two hundred miles to the south-west of Buenos +Ayres. My name was Cynthia Daventry." + +Cynthia rattled off her story to spare herself his questions, and for +a few minutes he walked by her side in silence. But he was not +altogether to be deterred. + +"I had a son in South America," he continued. "He went out +under--rather unhappy circumstances. He took a young wife with him. +She ran away to join him. They went to Chile. There a daughter was +born--my granddaughter." + +"On the other side of the Andes," said Cynthia. + +"Yes," said Colonel Challoner. "You were never in Chile, I suppose?" + +Cynthia answered without any hesitation and in a voice schooled +perfectly to indifference. + +"Oh, yes, once. I have seen Valparaiso." + +Colonel Challoner was deceived by her indifference. To him, with the +particular intention of his question filling his mind, it was as +though she had said she had never been in Valparaiso at all. + +"I knew nothing of what my boy was doing, Mrs. Rames," he continued, +"nor that he had a daughter. He left England under a cloud. I gave him +what money I could afford and--I had done with him. Perhaps I was +harsh--I did not think that I was. But--well, it's not so easy to have +done with people when they are your own flesh and blood, and after a +time I began to make inquiries. I heard of the daughter then." + +"Yes?" said Cynthia. She looked up into his face inquiringly. She had +dreaded this half-hour of acting lest the changes of color in her +face, and the unevenness of her voice, should betray her. Yet now that +the half-hour was here she played her part with ease. + +"I heard that Jim and his wife and his child had all perished in one +of the earthquakes, eighteen years ago. And there was I, you see, +alone again, but alone for life now." + +"I am sorry," said Cynthia. + +"But the news was wrong," the old man continued with a sudden +violence. "My son--died," and he plainly substituted that verb for +another, "only five years ago. I received a cutting from a newspaper. +I sent out again at once to South America a man whom I could trust; +and I discovered that Jim was not killed by the earthquake, nor was +his daughter. He carried her up the valley toward the Andes--tramped +away, since Valparaiso was ruined, with his daughter in his arms. He +wouldn't leave her behind. No, he must have carried her across the +Continent. There was good in Jim, after all, you see--only I, his +father hadn't the sense to see it." + +Colonel Challoner was not aware that it was just the weight of the +little daughter in Jim's arms which had made his journey across the +Andes possible and profitable. Cynthia left him all the comfort of his +delusion, and all its remorse, since the remorse was so completely +outweighed by the comfort. + +"That's the last I have been able to find out," Colonel Challoner +resumed. "They disappeared up into the mountains together, and years +after Jim--died--in the Argentine. As for the daughter, I have come +upon no trace of her. She may have lived. She may have died. Had she +lived she would have been just about your age, Mrs. Rames." + +"Indeed?" + +"I suppose that you never heard of her?" + +"What was her name?" + +"Even that I can't tell you. There was a daughter. That's all I know." + +Colonel Challoner waited with his eyes upon Cynthia's face. He longed, +yet he hardly dared to hope for an answer. It would be such a +wonderful thing for him if the girl facing him in his trim +brick-walled garden had when a child eighteen years ago been carried +in Jim's arms over the stupendous passes of the Andes. Surely if it +were so, she must admit it now out of gratitude for Jim's devotion. +But Cynthia made no reply and he moved slowly to the door of the +garden and held it open for her to pass out. She went from Bramling +with her secret still her own, though some remorse was now her penalty +for keeping it. She could not quite get rid of the picture of the old +man at the open door in the high red-brick wall waiting wistfully for +an answer to a question which he could only suggest. But she had made +her plan and with a certain stubbornness--almost a hardness which +marked this phase of her life--she had abided by it. If Colonel +Challoner had said clearly and formally that he made no claim upon +her, that he did not ask her to take her place in the family of +Challoners, then she would have acknowledged what he plainly +suspected. But he had imposed upon himself no such condition. On the +contrary she had been led to believe that he would claim her; and that +was intolerable to her thoughts. She did not argue or reason; she +recollected. And what she recollected was a night of horror when her +father had claimed her for the ruin of her body and her soul. When she +stepped into the train she made a silent vow that she would never come +to Bramling again. + +"It's a strange thing," said Harry Rames as they were travelling +across the country, "that two strangers to Bramling, Devenish and +myself, noticed your extraordinary likeness to that picture on the +wall, and Challoner who has sat beneath it most nights of the week for +years didn't. It had become so familiar to him, I suppose, that it had +ceased to have definite features." + +"That's how things happen," said Cynthia, and this time she uttered +the phrase with relief. "When you know people very well, you cease to +notice the changes, you lose count of how they look. But when we first +met at Ludsey he did claim to recognize me, though he could not fix +upon the place or time. I have no doubt it was because of that +picture." + +Harry Rames agreed. None of Colonel Challoner's suspicions had even +occurred to him. He drifted off to the great subject. + +"Devenish won't be idle, Cynthia," he said. + +"No," answered Cynthia. "He gives me the impression that even on his +death-bed he would be quick about it." + +And on the Tuesday morning, the very day after they had reached home, +the _Times_ brought Harry Rames news which sent him out of his study +in search of his wife. + +"Look, Cynthia," he said and he handed to her the paper. Cynthia read +the paragraph at which he pointed. + +"Mr. Devenish returned to London on Sunday evening and putting off two +deputations which had been arranged for Tuesday left London hurriedly +on Monday afternoon to join the Prime-Minister in Scotland." + +Cynthia laid down the paper with a genuine sense of consternation. She +was astonished to realize how much she now longed for the success of +Harry's rather dingy plot. Fear was written upon her face. + +"That means--?" she said. + +"That we must look out," replied Rames. He laughed a little as a man +will when the joy of battle is upon him. "Lucky Devenish can't get at +my constituency. I don't know that he would try to in any case. But he +can't. + +"You have Arthur Pynes with you." + +"Yes. And I pledged myself before I was elected to resign at once if +any responsible number of my supporters objected to any action I +thought it my duty to take in the House. Do you see, Cynthia?" and he +laughed again. "That pledge is my safeguard. I thought it would be +when I made it. If any one tries to put pressure upon me, I can always +point to that pledge. I can always ask whether they would like me to +resign." + +"Suppose they said yes," cried Cynthia in alarm. + +Harry Rames grinned. + +"I'd get in again if they did. I'd keep nine-tenths of my own people +and get a good lot of the other fellow's because of my independence. +But they won't! No one wants a by-election at Ludsey. Ludsey is too +busy." + +"I suppose that's true," said Cynthia with a smile of relief. Once +more she had occasion to recognize the accuracy of her husband's +foresight. But there was a little change. The recognition was no +longer accompanied with regret that the foresight was not being used +in a higher cause. She was simply relieved that on this side at all +events the great career was not open to attack. + +Rames took a turn across the room and stopped at the window. + +"But I wonder what his next move will be," he said. + +In a month he knew. The movement was swift and dramatic. Rames was +summoned to London by a letter from the Prime-Minister. He travelled +up from Ludsey in the morning; he reached home again in time for +dinner. + +"They are raising Lamson to the peerage," he said to Cynthia. "That +means the Under Secretaryship of the Local Government Board will be +vacant. It was offered to me." + +Cynthia was radiant. + +"That's splendid," she cried. + +"I refused it," said Harry Rames. + +Cynthia stared at him. Here was a definite step onward, a step +refused. + +"Why?" she asked in her perplexity. + +"It would have meant the end of me, had I accepted it. It was offered +to me to make an end of me, to break up the opposition to Devenish's +bill, to show me a traitor to my friends, and an enemy who could be +silenced by a bribe. If I had taken it, not merely the government, but +the House, the whole House, would have despised me. I should have been +done for. I should be an Under Secretary for a year, two years, three +years--after that nothing and never anything so long as I lived. I +refused it, Cynthia;" and he bent over the table toward her. + +"You mustn't blame me. I am not failing you. I was thinking of you, my +dear, when I refused office. An Under Secretaryship? You remember +Challoner's question to Bradley? I should have failed you had I taken +it." + +Cynthia was almost conscious of disappointment. She liked definite +things and here was a tangible sign of Harry Rames's advancement. But +she received confirmation very soon that he had been right in refusing +it. + +It was at the reception at the Foreign Office in January which marked +the beginning of the session. Mr. Devenish himself came up to her with +a smile. For a moment Cynthia felt an awkwardness at meeting him, but +he was quick to put her at her ease. + +"Captain Rames did well to refuse office," he said. "I congratulate +you, for I suppose that you had some share in the decision." + +"No," she replied honestly. "To tell you the truth I was a trifle +disappointed." + +Mr. Devenish shook his head. + +"His whole reputation was at stake. It's character which counts in the +House of Commons. If he had taken that Under Secretaryship, he would +have been pigeon-holed. We should have had the measure of him. We +should not have troubled our heads about him again. For once, Mrs. +Rames, you were wrong; he was right." + +Cynthia looked at him, her great eyes full of a gentle reproach. + +"Wasn't it a little unkind of you to offer it then. You are a friend +of mine, aren't you, Mr. Devenish?" + +There was no anger in her voice, only a wondering melancholy, a kind +of piteous despair that she was living in so graceless a world. Mr. +Devenish stared, then he smiled, and he looked at Cynthia with +enjoyment. + +"It wants a woman to use that argument, Mrs. Rames. No man alive would +have the nerve. You are out for a fight with me. Yes, but I am a +friend of yours, so I mustn't defend myself." He shook his head. "The +House of Commons isn't a nursery, Mrs. Rames. You have got to stand by +yourself if you're going to stand, neither being kind nor expecting +kindness. Captain Rames stands--and he stands to fight me. Very +well--but you can't expect me to prop him up." + +"I quite understand," said Cynthia in her iciest manner. "I am not at +all hurt or offended. You mustn't think that, Mr. Devenish," she bowed +to him distantly and sailed off with great dignity. But she had humor +enough to appreciate her discomfiture, and, even as she turned her +back, her lips were twitching into a smile which she did not mean him +to see. But ten minutes later in another of the rooms she came face to +face with him again. He looked at her whimsically, and with a blush +and a laugh she made friends with him again. + +"Tell me," he said. "Your husband refused the post with decision after +the merest pause for thought, though the offer surprised him. I know +that. Was he troubled about his decision afterward?" + +"Not at all," said Cynthia. "He slept perfectly; he ate his dinner +with absolute contentment." + +"Now I am afraid of him," said Mr. Devenish gravely, and he added a +shrewd saying to explain his fear. "Here's the great difference which +makes art and politics incompatible. The men who succeed in politics +are the men who don't worry. The men who succeed in art are the men +who do. Yes, I am afraid of him now, and if I hit hard, Mrs. Rames, +bear me no grudge. I shall hit hard because I must." + +Cynthia's heart warmed to him. She laughed joyously. + +"I'll bear no grudge, Mr. Devenish." + +"By the way, why isn't he here to-night? He ought to be." + +"He was here," Cynthia replied. "But a telephone message was brought +to him. Some one had called at our house who was urgent to see him. So +he went home." + +Mr. Devenish saw Cynthia into her carriage and she drove back to +Curzon Street. The visitor was still with Harry Rames in his study +when she reached home. As she went up to her room she heard his voice +through the door, and once she waked up from her sleep and in the +small hours she again heard his voice. He was in the hall taking his +leave of Harry Rames. Cynthia switched on the light and looked at her +watch. It was three o'clock in the morning. Drowsily she asked herself +who this visitor could be, but she was asleep again almost before the +question was formulated in her mind. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII + + WIRELESS + + +Harry Rames, however, told her who it was the next morning as they sat +at breakfast. He had come down late and Cynthia looked at him with +anxious eyes. + +"You were kept late in your study?" she said, thinking of the critical +week which lay in front of him. + +"Yes." + +Harry Rames laid down his Sunday newspaper. + +"Walter Hemming was here." + +"Hemming?" + +To Cynthia the name was quite unfamiliar. There had been no Walter +Hemming at Bramling. + +"He was one of my officers on the _Perhaps_. He has got together some +money, has bought the old ship and is off to the South." + +"He takes up your work?" + +"Yes. I never saw a man so enthusiastic. Suppose he reaches the Pole, +what then?" Harry Rames laughed contemptuously. + +"Aren't there discoveries to be made, maps to be drawn of that +continent and something to be learned from the soundings?" asked +Cynthia, recollecting Harry Rames's own book upon his voyage. He shook +his head. + +"That's all trimmings, Cynthia. You have got to surround your +expedition with a scientific halo. It gets you money, and official +support, and the countenance of the learned societies. But the man who +goes south into the Antarctic goes with just one reason--to reach the +Pole. Why? You can't give a rational answer to that Cynthia. No one +can. Such men are just driven on by a torment of their souls." + +No stranger watching Harry Rames as he speculated with an indulgent +smile upon the aimlessness of Walter Hemming's long itinerary could +have imagined that he had once himself led just such an expedition. +Even Cynthia found the fact difficult of belief. By so complete a +dissociation of spirit he was cut off from the race of the wanderers. + +"Let a man become insane in the East," he continued, "and he's looked +upon as a holy man, touched by the finger of God. The fellows who go +South and North are our holy men of the West." He turned back again to +his newspaper, and then uttered an exclamation: + +"They have offered that Under Secretaryship to Edgington!" + +"Of course he'll refuse it," said Cynthia. + +"He has taken it. There's the first defection." + +"A traitor. I never liked him. He was thinking of himself all the +while," said Cynthia, with a heat which made Harry look toward her +curiously. She had not been wont to side so heartily with him and his +plans in the days of the contest at Ludsey. He became suddenly aware +of the remarkable change which had come over her character since that +date. She who had blamed him with all the enthusiasm of a romantic +girl because he would not take the high road, now walked the low road +herself with her eyes concentrated, even more closely than his, upon +the pathway at her feet. A pang of remorse made him wince. + +"I shouldn't wonder," he answered drily, "if Devenish says the same of +me." + +But his comment fell upon inattentive ears. Cynthia's eyes had been +caught by the blank, cheerless look of the street outside. It was a +morning of black frost. There was no fog, but there was no glint of +sunlight, either. London lay unburnished, like an ill-kept yacht, and +the emptiness of Sunday made it dreary beyond all words. The chill of +that day and the fevers of the week to come caused Cynthia's heart to +sink. A vision rose before her eyes with unexpected vividness of +another place where life ran occupied with smoother matters. Not in +Warwickshire, but over far seas. She thought with a sudden poignancy +of longing of the Daventry estancia where to-day the golden leagues of +corn would be rippling to the sun and the cattle searching for the +rare blades of green in the burnt pastures. Remorse came to her as it +had come to her husband. So seldom had she thought of that spacious +and wide place which had lain so close to her adopted father's heart. +He had prayed her to go thither from time to time. Greatly she wished +that she were there now. + +"It's a pity Mr. Hemming stayed so late," she said. + +"Oh, that's all right," replied Harry. "My amendment can't come on +before Wednesday. It may not be chosen at all. And there's always the +possibility that the Land Bill may not be mentioned in the King's +speech. However, that's not likely. We shall know to-morrow." + +The Land Bill was mentioned as one of the principal measures of the +session, and Harry handed in at the clerk's table his humble prayer to +His Majesty that no solution of the land question would be found +lasting or real which did not provide opportunities for the +acquisition of small farms as freehold properties. Thursday was set +aside for the discussion of Rames's amendment, and the fact that it +was deemed of sufficient importance to take precedence of a host of +other amendments was in itself regarded as a triumph by his adherents. + +"Go your own way over it," Robert Brook advised in an agitated voice. +"Don't sink your personality in a conventional speech. You must strike +a special note on Thursday. The third bench below the gangway and the +corner seat. That will be the best place for you. You command the +House from there. And we'll be all together around you. It's a great +thing to have some voices to cheer you at your elbow. Howard Fall will +speak in support of you. He always gets called." Robert Brook ceased +from his stage-managements to whisper with a lengthened face, "By the +way, have you heard?" + +"What?" asked Harry. + +"That Challoner's weakening. Yes, it's true. The whips have been +getting at him, I expect. At all events he came to me pleading that +the amendment need not be pressed to a division if we get anything +like a friendly reply." + +Harry Rames smiled. + +"We shan't get that. I'll take care not to get it. So you can agree +with Challoner. We can't afford to let any one break away now. I'll +speak to him myself." + +The colonel strenuously disavowed any faintness of heart. "You must go +to a division, Rames, unless you get a satisfactory reply. That's +understood. We've got to stick to our guns. I think we all know that. +Edgington's example isn't one any of us would care to follow. No. All +my idea was that perhaps the government might be willing to take our +view, but unable at this moment to say so publicly. However, don't you +worry about us. Think of your speech, Rames. We look to you to do +something unusual on Thursday." + +Harry went away to his study and from his documents and blue books +labored to hammer out some spark of his own which should set fire to +the Thames or to that portion of it at all events which flows under +Westminster Bridge. He woke at five o'clock on the Thursday morning, +and lying in bed repeated his speech word by word to himself. Then he +dismissed it into the chamber of his memory to wait until it was +needed. But the knowledge that the day was to be one of supreme +importance to his career hung over him all that forenoon. The labor +was over and therefore the strain upon him was the heavier. His nerves +had free play and he wandered restlessly from room to room, calm +outwardly except for some spasmodic movements which people +unacquainted with him would never have remarked, but inwardly a +creature in torment. He had pitted himself against his own government. +The enormity of his presumption grew with every lagging hour. Failure +to-day would cover him with ridicule. He saw himself as one of those +bubbles ripe for pricking with which the House of Commons is +perpetually iridescent. Before twelve o'clock he was already looking +at his watch lest he should be too late to fix before prayers the card +in the slot at the back of his seat which would reserve his place for +him during the day. + +Cynthia, with a covert fear, watched his fever, but said never a word, +either of comfort or inquiry. It was her part to notice nothing of his +agitation. She had claimed, when he had asked her to marry him, her +share in the troubles and the terrors which went before the public +success. But married life had taught her that much of her share must +come to her by guesswork, by intuition, by observation, by any means +except those of question and answer. So she said little and left Harry +Rames mostly to himself, only coming upon him now and again on some +indifferent errand, when they would speak for a moment or two, he +chiefly at random and upon any chance subject which came uppermost in +his mind. Thus once he said abruptly: + +"There was a stamp struck. Did you ever see it, Cynthia?" + +"No," she answered; "you must show it to me." + +"I will; I have a specimen somewhere. I'll look it out." + +"Do," said Cynthia in a voice which conveyed that it would be a +particular joy to her to see that stamp. + +But she was quite in the dark about it. She had no notion at all that +he was speaking of that great territory which he had discovered far to +the south, beyond the ice-floes, beyond the open blue water. It had no +inhabitants but the penguins; yet since Rames had spent a winter of +darkness on its inhospitable shores and had annexed it for Great +Britain, a penny stamp had been struck and postage duly established. +The recollection passed in and out of Harry Rames's head, with a +hundred trivial thoughts and memories. And it was the mark and +consequence of his agitation that his mind acquired an extraordinary +and unnatural lucidity so that his thoughts became swift visions of +things with a small but surprisingly clear definition, as though he +saw them through a diminishing glass. + +In this supersensitive spirit he walked down Parliament Street at +half-past one in the afternoon on the eastern side of the road; and +when he had come opposite to the Horse-Guards, he suddenly stopped. +Behind the Horse-Guards' Arch and a little to the north rose the great +red building of the Admiralty where Cynthia and he had been made +acquainted with one another. But it was not of the first meeting nor +of the quarrel which ended it that Harry Rames was thinking. He was +not looking at the main mass of the Admiralty Building, but only at +the three grayish-blue domes which surmounted it. From these domes +rose three tall spars at the points of a triangle, each of them rigged +and dressed with wires to which were attached curious little hoops and +contrivances of cane like Catherine wheels set for a night of +fireworks. He was gazing at the mechanism of wireless telegraphy. + +He had passed those poles either just here or on the other side of the +Horse-Guards' Parade in St. James's Park on every day when Parliament +was in session; and no doubt he had often enough lifted his head and +seen them with the blind eyes of a man for the landmarks he habitually +walks by. But this morning his imagination was made acute by a night +of wakefulness and the tension of his nerves, and he was sensitive to +all the suggestion of that aerial toyshop of contrivances. He stopped. +He almost fancied that he heard--so keen was the lucidity of his +senses--the messages of distant ships, here tumbling on seas of storm +there upright on seas of sunshine, whizzing homeward to the dim +smoke-wreathed city, crowding the air. He almost fancied that he saw +them, the myriad bright spokes of an illimitable wheel which hung +poised roof-high over all the world. His thoughts were swept quite +away from England, and the roar of Whitehall died from his ears. He +saw the big roadsteads of the East and West Indies and anchored +vessels mirrored in waveless seas. He saw the meetings of ships in the +narrows of the great trade-routes, barkentine and schooner, tramp and +liner, and in and out amongst them like the gray shadows of sharks +seen beneath the water, the long cruisers of the fleet. + +He walked on like a man in a dream. He left the busy harbors and the +great trade-routes behind him. The stately procession of vessels +receded and now he saw only one--a little, full-rigged, black-hulled +ship quite alone on a silent sea, the _Perhaps_, reeling down with all +her canvas drawing, from her sky-sail to her spanker, reeling down +with the water breaking from her broad stern bows into the mists of +the south. The picture was so vivid in his mind that he could see the +brightness of the binnacle and the wheel spinning in the helmsman's +hands. He paused again to consider why, and paused with a curious +sense of comfort. Once before, on the occasion of his maiden speech, +the vision of a ship had risen before his eyes. But then it was fear +which had evoked the picture. He had longed to be safely upon its +bridge doing the thing he knew how to do. Now he had no such fear. He +was nervous, but he had no desire to run away, he had no terror that +the necessary words would fail him, he had no longing to stand upon +the deck of the _Perhaps_. He was strung up for the contest of the +afternoon. He walked slowly on and turned in at the gate of Palace +Yard, and still the _Perhaps_ fled southward before his eyes. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIX + + IN THE LADIES' GALLERY + + +An hour later Cynthia drove down to the House of Commons, anxious and +yet expectant of triumph. For on this afternoon Harry Rames should +particularly excel; the occasion was so confederate with his gifts. In +debate he was as yet too inexperienced to shine with any brilliancy. +His success had been made with prepared speeches. He had not as yet +the art to handle words with such precision that he could express +vividly in an argument across the floor just what he meant, and no +more and no less. He was not at ease with his vocabulary when a sudden +call was made upon it, and his lack of ease became manifest and +spread, as it always does, discomfort. He was in a word on the way to +becoming a polished debater but as yet he was at school. This +afternoon, however, he had not to reply, not to intervene in the +middle of a discussion; his business was to make the set speech which +set the debate going. And here he was on his own good ground. He could +prepare the vivid phrase and, a quality perhaps still more important, +he could speak it. He had an invaluable gift which had stood him in +good stead when he had delivered his maiden speech. He was able so to +deliver a carefully concocted speech as to give the impression that he +was thinking aloud. He gained his effect by an apt breaking off of +sentences and a recommencement, by a sudden drop to the homeliest of +colloquialisms, by a seeming deliberation in the choice of his words, +so that the picturesque and living sentence, which had been so +carefully thought out, appeared to leap new-minted from a furnace of +conviction. He had been shrewd enough to recognize with his own +unflattering estimation of his powers that an amendment to the address +provided him especially with a rare opportunity. + +When Cynthia reached the ladies' gallery she had some trouble to find +a place whence she could command the House. The gallery was full, +since it was the beginning of the session. For the same reason the +House itself was not. Even though questions were being asked of the +ministers, a time when the House is seldom less than crowded, there +were to-day vacant spaces on the benches. The real business of +Parliament would not begin until the debate on the Address was +concluded. Members still lingered in the country or the south of +France. Rames's amendment was considered rather as a dress-parade than +an engagement. It was not expected that he would press his views to a +division. At the last moment suave words from a Cabinet Minister would +no doubt dissuade the recalcitrant as they had done a thousand times +before. + +But his supporters were there clustered close below the gangway on the +three back benches; Howard Fall two seats away from Harry Rames, +chirruping gently and rubbing his hands together with delight; beyond +him the sandy-haired man from the Shires with an eye on Devenish upon +the treasury bench, and prepared at any moment for the production of +that threatened pup which the Minister for Agriculture was sure to +sell them; beyond him again Colonel Challoner and the timid spirits +all trying to look unconscious and most of them pretending that they +only occupied these particular seats by the merest accident. But they +were in full view. Robert Brook had seen to that. They were labelled +plainly and legibly, and if some of them shirked at the last moment, +they would still get the credit of having shared in the revolt. In +front of all were the earnest men who believed the policy of Devenish +to be dangerous. Behind all under the shadow of the gallery were the +young bloods, all as convinced as their graver seniors in the front, +but still youths spoiling for a row and totally unawed by the +frockcoats of the treasury bench. Their business was to cheer and to +ejaculate, not to speak. Thus had Robert Brook disposed his forces for +the battle. He himself sat between Harry Rames and Howard Fall, and, +looking about him, was proud of the array. + +Before questions had come to an end Cynthia had squeezed herself into +a place on the first row of seats behind the stone grille. She had now +from her aerie the whole group within her view, or rather, the tops of +all its particular heads. She waited impatiently. Every now and then a +sudden fluttering like the waving of little flags ran with a crackle +of sound along the benches below and showed that another page of the +question paper had been turned. Questions must now be coming to an end +surely, she thought in her ignorance. Her mistake was colossal. The +Speaker had only this moment come to the questions of the Irish +members, and there was a postmaster in Ballymena who had last week +committed the hideous crime of refusing a registered letter at two +minutes to eight by the church-clock. Upon this important matter, by +question and supplementary question, the Imperial Parliament was +forced to concentrate its attention till the hands of the clock above +the door pointed to a quarter to four. Then the Speaker rose, a buzz +of talk mounted to Cynthia's ears, a few members called upon by name +came forward from behind the Speaker's chair to the clerk's table with +private bills, others drifted out into the lobby and the tea-room and +the smoking-rooms. Then once more the Speaker rose. His canopied chair +was just beneath Cynthia. She could not see him but she heard his +voice quite clearly. + +"Captain Rames." + +Rames rose amidst vociferous applause from his own group and some +cheers from the opposition. The personal question flashed into +Cynthia's mind. + +"Will he look up toward the gallery in which I am sitting?" + +He threw his head back. It seemed that he did look up. Cynthia leaned +forward as though across that distance her eyes could answer and +sustain him. She forgot that the only light in the gallery was fixed +against the wall behind her, and that nothing more individual of her +was visible upon the floor of the chamber than the wide sphere of her +hat. + +He was not so nervous, she realized at once, as he usually was. +Nervousness gave to his voice a peculiar vibration which was not +without its effect in arresting attention. Cynthia missed it now. But +the sentences which she already knew by heart followed one behind the +other spaced and regular as the waves of a calm sea. She forgot that +little significant omission of manner. She followed the argument as +she knew it, and it was developed step by step as it had been +prepared. Harry Rames had spoken for five minutes when a lady on +Cynthia's left whispered in an audible voice to her neighbor on the +right: + +"I thought you told me that Captain Rames was a brilliant speaker." + +"Not I, dear," came the reply. "These men of action are seldom +effective in their speeches. I shouldn't expect him to do better than +he is doing." + + +Cynthia moved indignantly. The poor woman must be off her head. But if +she did not know what good speaking was, she might at all events hold +her tongue. She looked down again into the well of the House and +became perplexed. The benches were actually emptying. The double doors +opposite to her which led from the chamber to the lobby were swinging +silently backward and forward with a perpetual motion as the members +passed out, and the space just in front of those doors where members +may stand and where she had seen them stand packed on other days while +Harry spoke, was almost empty. There were just one or two standing +there, but they were obtaining orders for the galleries from the +sergeant-at-arms. Then the voice at her elbow spoke again in an accent +of resignation. + +"He is very, very dull." + +Cynthia clenched her hands. She would have dearly liked to have boxed +her neighbor's ears. Was he dull she asked? And the dreadful +continuous buzz of voices, which always rises when a speaker has lost +the attention of the House, rose from the benches below to answer her. +With a sob only half suppressed Cynthia was forced to admit the truth. +The incredible thing was happening. Harry Rames at the crisis of his +fortunes was signally failing. + +"If he fails it's partly my fault," she thought. "I helped in the +preparation of the speech." + +For it was word for word the prepared speech which he was delivering, +the very phrases chosen for their simplicity and their force were +uttered in their due place. Yet the effect was dreary beyond measure. +Even the ardent spirits beneath the gallery had ceased to applaud; +they sat back in the shadow, all their enthusiasm quenched. A still +worse sign, Mr. Devenish had laid his writing pad and his fountain-pen +on the table in front of him; he took no more notes, he leaned back +with his arms folded and his eyes closed, a typical picture of a +Cabinet Minister, a man inured to patience and the bed-fellow of +boredom. + +"Why is Harry failing?" Cynthia asked of herself despairingly. And the +answer came from her neighbor. + +"You know, my dear, I don't believe that what he's saying is nonsense +if one only had the necessary concentration to follow it. But his +delivery's so bad that he makes attention impossible." + +Again Cynthia was constrained to admit the criticism. The chosen +sentences were uttered, but no conviction winged them. Harry's gifts +of speech were that afternoon quite hidden. He was as one delivering a +recitation which by constant repetition had become at once meaningless +and automatic. His voice trailed away into lassitude. There was no +spirit behind any word. + +The buzz of conversation increased, a protesting voice called "Order, +order," and then Harry faltered and stopped, stopped quite noticeably. +A general cheer rose to encourage him--for the House of Commons can be +generous, especially to those who are dropping out of the race--and +twisting his hands together suddenly, almost with the air of a man +waking from a dream, Harry Rames staggered on again. Cynthia's heart +went out to him in a rush of pity. What he must be suffering! He had +staked so much upon this afternoon. So much had been expected of him. +Cynthia's thoughts went back to the week at Bramling. With what high +hopes that company had counted upon his leadership! + +"If he would only finish!" she prayed. She looked upon him as a man in +torment. She leaned her elbows on the rail in front of her, closed her +ears with her thumbs and shut her eyes. She took at once with the +exaggeration of her years the blackest view. + +"He has attacked his own government and frightened no one. His career +will be affected, perhaps ruined. A really bad mistake may take a man +years to overcome in the House of Commons. Who was it said that? Mr. +Smale. This is a really bad mistake. The debate itself may collapse. +That would mean ruin." + +So she reasoned until in a clap the truth of the mistake came upon +her, its cause, its meaning. + +"I ought to have foreseen his failure," she murmured. "It was bound to +come. Sooner or later it was bound to come. For his heart is never in +the theme but always in the career." + +She might indeed have looked upon it as a retribution, a just +retribution. + +"And a year ago I should so have looked upon it," she reflected, and +sat back in her seat amazed at the change which two years had wrought +in her. The magnitude of it was now for the first time revealed to +her. Success following success, each in its anticipated sequence, had +sealed up from her the knowledge of herself. It had needed the failure +to reveal it. + +She leaned back in a confusion of her emotions. She heard no longer +any word of the debate. For a little while the House of Commons +vanished and was not. She glanced swiftly backward across the months +of her married life and detected one by one the indications of the +change. Gradually she had ceased to clamor for ideas, she had come to +look only at the man and she had desired him to tower above his +fellows, because that was his desire. And the reason for the change? +She jumped to it with her heart on fire. She loved him. + +But while she thus began to make her account with herself a +perfunctory cheer and the Speaker's distinct pronouncement of another +name broke in upon her reckoning. The voice of her neighbor brought +her back to earth. + +"Mr. Howard Fall. I hear he's quite a favorite speaker." + +The turn of the words recalled irrelevantly to Cynthia Harry's +indignant story of the elector who had told him that he was well +patronized in Ludsey. The recollection brought a smile to her face. +But the smile faded as her anxieties came home to her. Would the +debate collapse? + +Howard Fall was already upon his legs seconding the amendment; and in +a little while she saw members enter through the doors, stand for a +moment at the bar and then as though here was matter worthy of their +attention, slip into places upon the seats. Cynthia's first feeling +was one of relief. Yes, the House was undoubtedly filling up. Then, as +a burst of laughter followed upon one of Fall's sallies against +Devenish, a sharp pang of jealousy pierced her. The lady at her elbow +incensed her by a laugh of approval--a ridiculous snigger Cynthia +termed it. + +"Yes, now _he's_ really brilliant," she said, and Cynthia had to hold +herself in, so impelled was she to explain to the lady exactly what +she thought of her judgment and her manners and her family and of +everything which appertained to her. But she did not. She remained +outwardly calm, though inwardly she seethed. + +"Mrs. Rames," a quiet voice called to her from behind. She turned and +saw Robert Brook. She left her seat and went to him. + +"What's the matter?" she asked anxiously, her heart leaping with a +fear of calamity. + +"Nothing," Brook reassured her. "Your husband asked me to look after +you. He can't well leave the House." Another burst of laughter +intermingled with applause rose up to them. Devenish had petulantly +interrupted Howard Fall, and interruptions Howard Fall thrived upon. +"Isn't he in splendid form?" cried Brook with enthusiasm. + +"No doubt," said Cynthia, eyeing him coldly. + +Brook looked at her quickly. + +"Perhaps you would like some tea Mrs. Rames. Shall we go? The debate +will tail off for a bit after Fall has finished." + +He led the way to the lift. Cynthia hurried after him. + +"Why?" she cried. "And what do you mean by tailing off?" There was an +impatience in her voice with which Brook was unfamiliar. "Do you mean +that the debate will collapse?" + +"Oh, no," he replied. "But the big-wigs won't speak until later. The +subject is much too important to drop for want of argument. Indeed, +there are enough men eager to speak to carry the debate well over +to-morrow, if that were possible." + +They came out from the lift and walked down the long corridor toward +the lobby between the rows of books protected by their frames of gilt +wire. Robert Brook continued cheerfully: + +"Rames, to be sure, wasn't at his best in opening the debate. But no +man is always at his best. There's not a soul in the House who doesn't +know that." + +"Then this afternoon won't put him back?" + +"Why should it? It was he who had the shrewdness to recognize the +opportunity which this question affords, and to select this particular +line of attack. He engineered the whole movement. That's known. And if +he carries his own people into the division lobby with him, and the +opposition into the bargain, he will have established a fine +reputation for Parliamentary capacity. That counts, Mrs. Rames, take +the word-of an old hand. That counts here more than speech-making." + +"Does it?" cried Cynthia, smiles breaking through the tragic gloom of +her countenance. But the smiles vanished. She shook her head +wistfully. "You are merely saying this because you see that I am +troubled." + +"But it's none the less true. This House has a corporate life which is +rather difficult for those who are not members of it to understand." + +Robert Brook certainly seemed very well contented. Cynthia, however, +was not satisfied. + +"But will he carry his people with him into the division lobby--now?" +she asked. "Won't they a little have lost faith?" + +"Not a bit. You see Howard Fall has quite saved the situation," Brook +replied cheerily, and Cynthia suddenly stepped on ahead. The name of +Howard Fall was beginning to exasperate her. She stopped, however, as +they came into the round hall of the lobby. + +"On the whole," she said, with the loftiest impartiality, "I liked my +husband's speech a good deal better than I did Mr. Howard Fall's. +Perhaps on a second thought you will too, Mr. Brook." + +She surveyed him steadily with a pair of cold blue eyes, and then her +face suddenly dimpled to a smile of appeal. + +"You really mean that I can't see him?" + +"The man who starts a discussion must hear it out. That's a sound old +rule, and if it's not so religiously kept as it used to be, the House +of Commons is the worse." + +"I can send him a little note at all events." + +"Certainly. Write it and I'll give it to a messenger." + +"A messenger!" said Cynthia doubtfully. "Will it be sure to reach him? +It's rather important." + +Brook smiled. + +"Very well. I'll take it in myself, Mrs. Rames." + +Cynthia took a little diary from the bag she carried, tore out a leaf, +scribbled hastily: + +"You did splendidly. Everybody thinks so. Cynthia;" and having calmly +perpetrated that obvious untruth, she twisted up her message and +handed it to Brook. The sandy-haired man from the Shires was drifting +about the lobby. Brook called to him. "Look after Mrs. Rames for a +moment, will you?" he said, and hurried off through the swing-doors. + +It seemed a very short time to Cynthia before he came back, though in +that short time she had not so much as addressed a word to her +companion. She looked at Robert Brook's hands. They were empty and a +shadow passed over her face. + +"Did you give it him?" she asked. + +"I passed it along the bench and saw that it reached him. I didn't +wait for him to open it." + +The shadow passed from Cynthia. She was disappointed now, but not +hurt; and in a second the disappointment passed too. This was not the +day on which small things should be allowed to sting. + +"Now you'll have some tea," said Brook. + +"No, I don't think I will stay any longer to-day, Mr. Brook," she +replied. Now that her fears were dispersed she was in a hurry to get +away and be alone with her new secret. "I am keeping you from the +House, and you are our Whip, aren't you?" + +The flattery did not compensate Mr. Brook for his loss. The privilege +of parading a pretty and well-dressed woman before the envious eyes of +less fortunate colleagues is one which no member of Parliament, not +even its sedatest representative of non-conformity, would forego +without regret; and in a remote philandering way, Robert Brook was a +kind of lady's man. Cynthia was wearing a trim coat and skirt of dark +velvet, and from a coil of fur about her throat her face rose like a +summer flower, and was framed in the wide border of her blue hat. + +"My duties are light just now," he protested, but Cynthia lifted up +her hands in her great muff appealingly and coaxed him. + +"You will let me go now, Mr. Brook, won't you?" Her eyes besought his +permission as though without it she could not go, and Mr. Brook was +duly reduced to subservience. + +"Good-by," said Cynthia, and she swung off, the long ends of her stole +swinging about her hips, and her step indescribably light. Robert +Brook watched her pass down the corridor to the rails where the +visitors waited, and sighed in a melancholy fashion. It seemed to him +for the moment contemptible to be a bachelor. For there was something +strangely appealing about Cynthia, to-day--a winsomeness, a warmth. +She seemed all a-quiver with youth. A swift variety of moods swept +across her face in lights and shadows, and gave to her vitality. Her +feet moved with a dancing buoyancy. All that Robert Brook felt the +sandy-haired man from the Shires summarized in one reflective +sentence: + +"I should like to kiss that girl," he said. "It would do me a great +deal of good." + + + + + CHAPTER XXX + + THE LETTER + + +Cynthia ran down the broad flight of steps into Westminster Hall, and +skimmed across the historic flags of the ancient building without a +pause. What at this moment was Charles the First to her, or even Mr. +Gladstone? She came out into Palace Yard and drove home through the +dusk just as the lamps in the shop-windows were beginning to bring +some gleams of cheerfulness into the black February streets. She sat +back in the corner of her car with her muff tightly held against her +breast as though to cherish close some knowledge treasured there. When +she reached her house she let herself in with her key and walked with +secret steps into Harry's study. Once there she locked the door and +with the firelight dancing upon the walls to keep her company, she sat +down to make her reckoning with herself. But in truth the reckoning +was already made. + +The great bargain, on her side at all events, was a bargain no more, +could never again be a bargain. A veritable revolution had taken place +in her that afternoon. She knew it from the depth of her sympathy with +Harry in his failure--above all from the surprising sharpness of her +disappointment when Robert Brook had returned with no answer to her +scribbled message. + +For the failure as a factor in their fortunes she cared not a straw. +Indeed, she welcomed it, since it was that which had wakened her. She +had believed herself to be defective in the quality of passion, and +her sense of the defect had hurt her like a bitter humiliation; she +had envied wistfully the other women who possessed passion, even the +wantons who flaunted it. Now the humiliation was gone. She rejoiced. +She leaned back in her chair with her eyes closed and sailed over +magical seas which were joyous and golden. She loved. She was like +some lady of old Italy lit to swift flame by the first kiss from her +lover's lips. Only it was a trivial irony in closer keeping with our +modern days that what had kindled her who had demanded ideas, was a +failure due to nothing but the lack of them. + +Cynthia rejoiced; for she loved. That pain and disappointment were in +store for her she did not doubt. But she ran forward to meet the pain. +She was young. Sooner all the pain in the world than the placidity of +years without fire or inspiration. She recognized frankly that though +upon her side the bargain was no longer any bargain at all, it still +was just a bargain to her husband. A sign had been given to her that +afternoon, a little sign, yet great in its significance. She had +pleaded to herself as she sat in the ladies' gallery that when Harry +rose, and just before he began to speak, he had looked up to where she +sat, as though he were conscious of her presence, as though he drew +strength from it. But he had not looked up. Even at the time she had +known that he had not. + +"I merely pretended to myself that he had," she frankly admitted now. +"His movement was nothing more than the natural muscular action of a +man bracing himself for an effort." She herself, Cynthia, had not +been, she felt sure, at that moment, in the remotest of his thoughts. + +"If Harry had changed toward me as I have toward him," she argued, "he +would have looked up, not only because he wanted to, but because he +would have remembered what I had said to him on that very point the +afternoon when he asked me to marry him." + +But in spite of her conviction she rejoiced. Some kinship she could +claim with Juliet. For all her longing was to give and to give, and +still to give. She had sought desperately for color in her life. +She had welcomed politics in the hunt for it. She had it now and to +spare--enough to daub the world. The handle of the door was tried and +through the panels her astonished maid told her the hour. Cynthia +sprang up and unlocked it. + +"I shall dine at home to-night," she said. "The cook must get me some +dinner, anything." + +The maid reminded Cynthia that she had arranged to dine with some +friends and visit a theatre. "I know," said Cynthia. She had made the +plan so that she might not spend in loneliness the anxious hours of +this evening. But since she had made the plan the world had changed +its hues. + +"You must telephone and say that I can't come," said Cynthia, +remorselessly, as she ran upstairs. + +Whilst she dressed she considered what she should do with this +wonderful evening. She meant to spend it alone--yes, but that did not +quite content her. Somehow it should be made memorable. Something she +must do which, but for this day of days, she never would have done. +Something which must not merely mark it as a harbor boom marks a turn +of the channel, but must be the definite consequence of it. Cynthia, +in a word, went down to her solitary dinner much more akin than she +had ever been since to the girl who, eager for life with the glorious +eagerness of youth, had run down the stairs on the morning of her +seventeenth birthday into the dining-room of the Daventry estancia. +Half-way through dinner the thing to do, in order fitly to commemorate +the day, came to her in a burst of light. + +She went back to Harry's study and sitting at his writing-table, +composed with great care a letter of many pages. The hours passed as +she wrote and rewrote, and glancing at the clock before the end was +reached, she saw that it was already past eleven. Then she hurried. +The division at this moment was being taken. Within the hour Harry +would have returned; and indeed she had only just folded her letter in +its envelope when his step sounded in the hall. + +She heard the door open and shut. He was in the room. But she kept her +head bowed over her letter lest her face should betray her over much. +Nor for a moment did she speak, since she did not quite trust her +voice. It was Harry who spoke first. + +"You have come back? I did not expect you so soon." + +"I never went. I stayed at home." + +"Oh! You are not ill, Cynthia?" + +"No. But I felt that I had been rather hard and cruel----" + +"You?" + +"Oh, yes, I can be." Cynthia was stamping down her envelope with an +elaboration of care which almost suggested that it was never meant to +be opened. "I was in this case. So I stayed at home and wrote a letter +to make amends. I should very much like it to be posted to-night, +Harry. The servants have all gone to bed. I wonder if you----" + +"Of course. You are afraid that you might change your mind about it in +the morning." + +"Not at all," replied Cynthia with a laugh. Harry Rames walked over to +the table. + +"Give it to me, Cynthia," he said; and at last Cynthia raised her head +and rather shyly her eyes sought his face. At his first glance she +stood up quickly and she did not give him her letter. Harry Rames was +standing, his face white and drawn and harassed. He had been answering +her vaguely, as though the words came from him by reflex action rather +than through a comprehension of what she said. For a moment Cynthia +was afraid to speak. The beating of her heart was painful. Then she +laid her hand upon his arm. + +"Something has happened, Harry?" she faltered. + +"Something terrible," he replied, and walking to the fire he warmed +his hands at the blaze like one smitten with a chill. + +"The debate collapsed? Your people didn't follow you into the lobby? +Oh, Harry!" + +She went to his side. + +"No. That's not the trouble. We did better in the division than I had +anticipated. Of course we had the labor party solid against us. But +that we had reckoned on. On the other hand, some of the Irish members +came along with us, and it had been expected that they would all +abstain. No, we ran the government majority down to thirty-one. +Devenish is shaken, I can tell you. He passed me after the division +was over, without a word and white with passion. No, Cynthia, we did +very well." He moved away from the fire and sat down in the chair at +his writing-table. "I took all my people into the Division Lobby with +me--except one." + +Cynthia put out a hand and steadied herself against the mantel-piece. + +"Except one?" She turned toward him, her face troubled, her eyes most +wistful. "One failed you--one alone. Oh, Harry, it wasn't Colonel +Challoner?" + +But though she asked the question, she did not need the answer. Her +foreboding made her sure of it. + +"It was," replied Harry, and Cynthia turned again to the fire. A +little sob, half-checked, burst from her. Then she tore the letter +which she had been at such great pains to write, across and again +across, and dropped the fragments into the fire. + +"The Challoners are no good," she said, in a voice curiously distinct +and hard. + +"Don't say that, Cynthia," Harry Rames answered gently. + +"I do say it. I ought to know." + +The words were uttered, and only then she realized what she had said. +She looked quickly toward her husband, but he gave to her cry no +particular significance. His brain seemed to register her words, not +to comprehend them. Cynthia was conscious of a great relief. Loud at +her heart rose a hope, a prayer that in all things, all qualities, +even to tricks of manner, she was her mother's child, and had nothing +of her father. Never would she acknowledge her relationship with that +family. Never would she admit her name. Her first resolve and instinct +had been right. The Challoners were no good. + +"No, I should not say that, Cynthia," Raines repeated. "He's dead." + +Cynthia turned swiftly upon the word. Her dress rustled as she turned, +and when that sound ceased there was absolute silence in the room. +Cynthia stood by the mantel-shelf still as stone. Her face was white, +and a look of awe overspread it. With her lips parted and her eyes +troubled and wondering she watched her husband. Harry Rames sat with a +large silver paper-knife in his hands, looking absently straight in +front of him. And in a little while he broke the silence by absently +tapping with the blade of the paper-knife upon his blotting-pad. The +sound roused Cynthia. She moved to a low chair close to the +writing-table. + +"Dead? Harry, I don't quite understand." + +The tapping ceased. + +"His heart was wrong. He died in the Division Lobby--actually while +the division was being taken." + +"In the Division Lobby? But you said you didn't take him with you." + +"I didn't. He was in the Government Lobby." + +Cynthia's face contracted with pain. A low moan burst from her. "He +was actually voting against you!" + +"Yes." + +Harry added reluctantly: + +"Our revolt killed him." Cynthia sat down in the chair. + +"Tell me everything, will you, Harry?" she entreated, and thus the +story was told her. + +"The Whips got at Challoner. You know Hamlin, don't you? But you don't +know his methods, Cynthia. He doesn't bully you if you revolt. He +doesn't threaten. He takes you affectionately by the arm and makes you +feel a beast. His round brown eyes survey you with a gentle and +wistful regret. You leave him, convinced that he personally will be +dreadfully hurt if you vote against the government. You are glad to be +rid of him as you are glad to be rid of a man whom you have injured; +and within the hour he is at your elbow again, pursuing the same +insidious, amicable strategy. That's how he worked on Challoner, and +Challoner was not the man either to withstand him, or to tell us +boldly that he was going to--"--"rat" was on the tip of his tongue, +but Rames caught the word back and substituted "change his mind." "So, +do you see, he stayed with us to the last minute. It was arranged that +the division should be taken at eleven. As soon as the Speaker rose to +put the question, Challoner, who had been standing at the bar of the +House slipped out through the lobby and down the stairs to a little +smoking-room on the opposite side of the passage to the big strangers' +smoking-room. That room is very often quite deserted. Few people, +indeed, use it at any time. In a corner of that room he sat behind a +newspaper all of the ten minutes during which the division bells were +ringing." + +"To avoid meeting any of you?" asked Cynthia. + +"Yes, I suppose so." + +"But how do you know he was there?" + +"He was seen by one or two of the Irish members who did not intend to +vote at all. They went into the room while the bells were ringing and +saw him." + +"I understand." + +"As soon as the bells stopped, as soon, in a word, as he was quite +certain that we should be all in our lobby, he started up quickly. +There is just a little time between the moment when the bells cease +ringing and the moment when the lobby doors are locked. But it is only +a little time. If you want to vote you have to hurry. Challoner was a +good distance away, and he had a flight of stairs to ascend. He +hurried, he ran; I expect, too, that he was agitated. His courage had +failed him. He must prove his loyalty to his official leaders at all +costs. He reached the lobby in plenty of time. Monro, you remember +him, the Scotchman? He was at Bramling." + +"Yes," said Cynthia. + +"He saw Challoner. He was standing by the entrance door of our lobby. +We were in the 'No' Lobby, for the question we had to vote upon was +that the original words of the Address 'stand part,' and to enter the +'Aye' Lobby a man must pass our entrance door and traverse the House. +Monro saw Challoner hurry past the door, and thinking that he had +mistaken our lobby and was under the impression that the question he +had to vote upon was that the amendment be substituted--in which case, +of course, we should all have been in the 'Aye' Lobby--he called to +the Colonel. Challoner didn't hear, or wouldn't hear. He hurried on, +and once inside the Government Lobby, collapsed onto the bench which +runs along the sides. He died within a couple of minutes." + +Harry Rames ceased. The shock of this swift calamity had driven from +Cynthia's thoughts all her indignation against the Challoners. She +pictured to herself that old, unhappy, disappointed man, dropping at +last between the shafts, the pack-horse of politics. Not even the +insignificance of an Under Secretaryship had come to requite him for +his tedious years of service. And it never could have fallen to him. +That she recognized. Again the silence was broken by the tap-tap of +the paper-knife upon the blotting-pad. + +"It's a Juggernaut, that House, isn't it? You said that once, +Cynthia," said Rames. + +"I did? I don't remember." + +Cynthia was perplexed by his distress. Sensibility was not to be +counted amongst his qualities. Yet he sat there with trouble heavy +upon him, and every now and then a shiver of the shoulders, a shiver +of repugnance. + +"This has shocked you terribly, Harry," she said. + +"Yes. I have known death before now, but never death without any +dignity. That's what I find terrible." He paused for a moment and then +said in a low and distinct voice: + +"I am to blame for it, Cynthia." + +"You?" she exclaimed. + +"Yes. I ought to have left him alone. I ought never to have taken +advantage of his disappointments. I dragged him into the revolt to +serve myself--yes, that's the truth, Cynthia. We both know it. I +dragged him in without giving him and his character a thought. He was +the real party hack. To him the men upon the treasury bench were as +gods walking the earth. A nod from one of them in a passage, a +hand-shake in a drawing-room, a little private conversation with a +Cabinet Minister in the Division Lobby--that was the kind of food +which sustained him through how many years! And he was a good cavalry +officer once, I am told." Harry Rames suddenly swung round toward his +wife. "That's strange, isn't it? Very strange. He must have come into +the House of Commons twenty years ago a very different man. But I +suppose the walls closed round him and crushed the vitality out of +him. You had a phrase about such men--the prisoners of the House of +Commons. He was one of them. I did a cruel thing when I enlisted him. +For I might have known that he must desert. I am to blame for his +death." + +"No," Cynthia protested. + +"Yes." + +"Even if you might have known that he must desert, you couldn't have +foreseen that he would hide from you till the last moment." + +"That's just what he would do." + +"Even so, you didn't know, Harry, that he had heart disease." + +"Would it have made any difference to me if I had?" And that question +silenced Cynthia. + +Harry Rames fell again to tapping with his paper-knife upon the +blotting-pad. He tapped aimlessly, the silver handle flashing in the +light, the ivory blade striking and resounding. But gradually an +intention seemed to become audible in his tapping. The taps came +quickly, three or four together, then were spaced, then streamed +swiftly again like sparks from an anvil. The noise began to jar on +Cynthia's nerves. + +"Don't do that, Harry, please," she said. + +"I won't," said he, throwing down the paper-knife. + +"You might have been sending a telegram." + +"By wireless, eh?" he said with a smile, and then a curious look came +into his face. "I was," he said slowly. Cynthia drew back in her chair +with a queer feeling of uneasiness. + +"Not to--?" she began, and stopped short of the name. She glanced +furtively around the room. She was suddenly chilled. + +"To Challoner? No," he answered. He had hardly been aware of what he +was doing, and he wondered now why the idea to do it had thus +irrelevantly entered his head. No doubt an instinctive desire to get +relief from the obsession of the sordid tragedy of Challoner's death +had prompted him. But, whatever the cause, he had been tapping out, +in accordance with the Morse code, a message to the little, black, +full-rigged ship far away upon Southern seas. + +He sprang up from his chair. + +"There's a letter you wanted me to post, Cynthia. I had forgotten it. +Give it to me." + +"It dropped into the fire," said Cynthia. + +Harry looked into the fire; a torn fragment or two had fallen into the +grate. + +"I dropped it into the fire," said Cynthia. "For I had already changed +my mind about it." + +The long letter which she had torn up at the first news of Colonel +Challoner's defection, the letter which was to commemorate that +evening, had been written to Colonel Challoner, and admitted that she +was the daughter of his son. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXI + + M. POIZAT AGAIN + + +"There is a man at the door, madam. He says that he is a Ludsey man, +and that he worked for Captain Rames during the election." + +It was midday. Cynthia had her hat on and was at the moment buttoning +her gloves. + +"Tell him that Captain Rames is at the House of Commons now, and that +he will be back at home by five," she said. + +"The man asked for you," said the footman. + +"For me? Did he give a name?" + +"No. But he said that you would know him." + +Cynthia shrugged her shoulders. + +"Very well, Howard. Show him in." + +Visitors who would not give their names but claimed to be citizens of +Ludsey were not infrequent while Parliament was in session. They +usually came with the same request--the loan of their fare home, where +they had relations to look after them; and they were usually +impostors, who had not so much as seen the spire of St. Anne's Church. +But, on the other hand, there was always a possibility that the case +might be genuine, and Cynthia made it a rule to see them. She had +already got her purse out of her bag when the door was opened. But she +dropped it when she saw her visitor. + +"M. Poizat," she cried, and she held out her hand to him. + +M. Poizat, however, did not take it. + +"You have been kept waiting. You should have sent in your name." + +M. Poizat shook his head. + +"Would you have received me if I had, Mrs. Rames?" + +"Of course." + +"You are very kind." + +Cynthia looked at him with a closer scrutiny. Certainly the M. Poizat +who confronted her was the merest shadow of the sprightly inventor of +Lungatine. The elasticity had gone from his wonderful legs. No longer +he danced when he walked. His arms hung loose at his side, and the +potency of his elixir had quite failed him. He was now a really old, +small man. Indeed, he seemed to have diminished in stature and to have +shrivelled in breadth; and his eyes were red, as though he had lately +wept. Thus much had been taken from him. Yet something had been added, +the dignity of a man whom calamity has overtaken. + +"Why am I very kind to receive you?" Cynthia asked gently. + +M. Poizat stared at her incredulously. + +"Then you do not know what has happened to me?" + +"No! Sit down and tell me." + +But M. Poizat remained standing. + +"I have no longer a friend in the world. I have no longer a house. I +have no longer a wife. All is gone." + +"I don't understand." + +"Ah, I know. Ladies do not read their newspapers very carefully. If +the men, too, were like you! But all the same you will have heard of a +case which a few days ago was making a great stir in Paris--the Jobert +case." + +"Of course." + +"But you have not followed it in detail." + +"No." + +The intricacies of that gigantic case of fraud were indeed difficult +to follow even for those who gave to it their attention. Nor did +Poizat do more than give to Cynthia a necessary outline. Monsieur and +Madame Jobert, the latter being the protagonist of the conspiracy, had +borrowed over a course of years immense sums of money on the strength +of securities which were supposed to exist in a sealed safe. The case +could not be opened since a fictitious action by claimants, whom +Madame Jobert had invented, was perpetually being deferred in the +courts of law. At the last, however, the creditors of the Joberts had +obtained authority to break the seals, and a safe which was absolutely +empty was exposed. The Joberts alleged a theft, but they were arrested +and prosecuted. + +"You see, Mrs. Rames, the one hope of the Joberts upon their trial was +to establish the existence of a great sum of money which the +securities supposed to be stolen could represent. What was this money? +How was it come by? And when? Who bequeathed it? Madame Jobert was +examined upon these questions by the juge d'instruction week after +week, during a whole year. Lie after lie she told. Each explanation +she put forward was sifted and proved a lie. At last she cried: + +"'It is true. I have lied. I do not wish France to remember what she +should forget. I have not told my secret. But, if I must, I will. The +great fortune exists. I will tell its origin when I am on my trial; +but I warn you, Monsieur le Juge, the revelation will convulse France +from the Mediterranean to the Channel.' That is what she said. No one +believed her. In Paris, indeed, they had already begun to laugh. +Almost they loved her. She was a criminal but magnificent in her +crime. + +"'La Grande Clothilde,' they named her. What _blague_ would she have +ready for the Cour d'Assizes? No one was alarmed, least of all I, a +little restaurant-keeper in a city of the Midlands. Yet this last lie +of hers ruined me." + +"Ruined you?" cried Cynthia. + +"Yes; it is strange, is it not? A great trial like that in Paris, a +woman in the dock snatching at any defence or delay; she tells a story +so ridiculous in its application that it sets all Paris in a delighted +roar of laughter; and that story which could not save her, drags into +the light a little man of no importance, who has been hiding his head +in a foreign country for thirty years." + +"Yes, but if the story is a lie?" cried Cynthia. + +"Its application was the lie. It did not explain that fictitious +fortune of the Joberts. But the story itself was true," said M. +Poizat. He sat down in a chair in a queer, huddled attitude, with his +knees and his feet together, his hands joined upon his knees and his +chin sunk upon his breast. He seemed to have composed himself to be +hit at. "I am amazed," he said. "It seems that one has never quite +finished with anything one has done until one is dead. Here is a part +of my life which I had buried. Then come thirty years, each one adding +its layer of oblivion. Then comes La Grande Clothilde, who has never +seen me, nor been seen by me. Look! I was laughing with everybody +else. We take in the _Petit Parisien_. I read the trial in the +evening, day by day, to my wife. We both amused ourselves by wondering +what will be the great secret which La Grande Clothilde has to reveal. +Then comes the day of the revelation, and in Ludsey my newspaper falls +from my hands and my wife, who has been my wife for twenty years, +looks upon me as a stranger." + +Cynthia's face changed. The gentleness and the pity vanished. She drew +in her breath sharply as though alarm knocked at her heart. + +"Something out of your past life has come alive, quite unexpectedly +after all these years, and has snatched you back," she said slowly, as +if she were comparing the words with others she had once heard spoken. +"Quick! Tell me!" + +She bent forward with her eyes intent upon M. Poizat's face, and fear +growing in them more and more visibly. + +"You remember, Mrs. Rames, the night before the election at Ludsey. +You were all having supper in the hotel after the meeting. I came in +and was asked by Captain Rames to join you. There was a man who +claimed to know me." + +"Yes, yes, Colonel Challoner," cried Cynthia, with a rising +excitement. She remembered that supper-room at Ludsey, and the queer +moment of sensation when Colonel Challoner, gaunt and menacing, had +recollected, and M. Poizat, in a panic, had denied the recollection. +Some vague notion, too, of the defence which Clothilde Jobert had made +a week ago returned to her. She began dimly to understand the disaster +which had overtaken her little visitor. + +"He remembered that he had seen you--Wait! Now I have it-- In a long +corridor, in Metz, in '71." + +M. Poizat nodded. + +"The corridor of the Arsenal. Colonel Challoner--it's so you call +him?--he was right. More than once I went along that corridor. I went +to see the Marshal Bazaine." + +"Yes," replied Cynthia. "And Madame Jobert accounted for the origin of +this great sum of money which the prosecution declared to have no +existence, by stating that it was the price paid to Bazaine by the +Germans for the betrayal of Metz." + +"That is so. No such sum of money came that way into Clothilde +Jobert's hands. But details of her story were true." + +"For instance?" asked Cynthia. + +"That a small farmer, a Frenchman on the outskirts of Metz, called +Henri Poizat, was the go-between in the negotiations between the +Germans and Bazaine." + +"That was true?" + +"Yes. I am Henri Poizat. With the money I was paid I came to Ludsey +and opened my little restaurant. I did well. I returned to France and +married, and brought my wife back. Then suddenly this news! My wife is +of Lorraine. Her father was of those sturdy ones who would not live +under the German rule, but left their homes in Lorraine and began anew +in France. Conceive to yourself how she looked at me when she read +that statement in the paper, and I could not deny it. She has gone +back to her own people. I have had a letter from her brother. I am not +to come near them. In Ludsey I was pointed at in the streets as the +man who sold his country. My restaurant suffered. My trade began to +vanish. I sold it, goodwill and all, two days ago. As I say, I have no +longer any house." + +He buried his face in his hands. Cynthia watched him uncomfortably. +She could not blame the wife. Rather she applauded her. She could find +no sincere words of comfort for M. Poizat. + +"I think you had better come back at five," she said, "and tell my +husband your story." + +"But of course he knows it already," cried M. Poizat. + +Cynthia shook her head. + +"He would have spoken of it to me if he had." + +M. Poizat, however, was equally positive. + +"But it is in the Ludsey newspapers. Captain Rames takes them in, and +reads them of course." + +"Of course," said Cynthia. + +"Then he must know. Such news is not tucked away in the corner of a +local paper. No, indeed. It was printed on the first page." + +"Still you had better see him," said Cynthia. She rose as she spoke, +and she spoke a trifle absently, as though her thoughts had been +suddenly diverted from the consideration of M. Poizat's calamity. +"Come back at five. He will advise you." + +She rang the bell. She was in a hurry now to get rid of the little +Frenchman. Something much more important to her had occurred than +the revelations of La Grande Clothilde. Doubts had flashed into her +mind--doubts which she was in torture to resolve. As soon as Poizat's +back was turned she went quickly into her husband's study. Upon a +side-table, carelessly heaped, with their wrappers still gummed about +them, she counted a dozen of the local papers of Ludsey. They took two +a week, one of each political complexion. It was six weeks then since +Harry Rames had taken the trouble to glance at a newspaper from his +own constituency. + +She stripped off the wrappers to make sure. Then she turned to the +calendar upon the top of his writing-table. Six weeks just took her +back to the date when Harry Rames had emptied the House with a speech, +and had brought home the tragic news of Colonel Challoner's death. + +Harry's omission on the surface was trivial enough. But to Cynthia it +was significant and disquieting. For it was not in accordance with the +deliberate prudence which used to mark the conduct of his political +career. To nurse the constituency, to be familiar with its events and +its needs, to respond to it, this had been his first care. Now for six +weeks he neglected even to inform himself about it. And the omission +did not stand alone. + +"He will be home at five," Cynthia argued, "he who made it a rule to +sit in the House however dull the course of public business." + +Often of late he had left the House as soon as questions were over and +the usual vote taken upon the suspension of the eleven-o'clock rule, +and had only returned thither upon the stroke of eleven on the chance +of coming in for a division. Cynthia remembered, too, how indifferent +he had been, on the day after he had made his failure, to the +criticisms which the failure had evoked. Mr. Devenish had put in some +biting and effective work in his reply, which should have been gall +and wormwood to the ambitious Harry Rames. But he had not seemed to +mind. The newspapers which supported the Government too had not spared +him. Conceit and presumption were the least of his failings. The +_Piccadilly News_ had published a cartoon of him as Humpty Dumpty. Yet +he had remained unmoved, though Cynthia had cried her eyes red over +the castigation. + +Certainly some change had come over him, she reflected, and once more +she was conscious of fear and a sinking heart. For the story which she +had heard this morning from M. Poizat linked itself up in her mind +with the warning of Mr. Benoliel. Poizat's history was not quite an +illustration of the warning. That she recognized. Mr. Benoliel had +bidden her beware of latent tendencies of character, latent cravings +and ambitions, taking their origin from the years in which she had had +no share. It was a definite act which had sprung into being in the +case of M. Poizat. Still Poizat's disaster was a proof of the clutch +of finished things, and of the continuity of life; was an instance +that to turn over the new page and begin to write afresh as she and +Harry Rames had proposed to do, is beyond man's reach. Two lines of +verse, gathered she knew not whence, rang in her brain and would not +be silenced: + + + "Our past deeds follow us from afar + And what we have been makes us what we are." + + +After a year's respite Cynthia was again afraid. Mr. Benoliel was +magnified by her fears into the semblance of a prophet of old. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXII + + THE CALL + + +Cynthia went that night alone to a dinner party in Seamore Place. But +she was ill at ease and as soon as she could get away she hurried +home. She had not seen her husband that day. He had returned at five +o'clock, had been closeted for a long while with M. Poizat and had +then departed, leaving a message that a series of divisions would +compel him to dine at the House of Commons. The couple, however, had +made it a habit to reserve for themselves, whenever the House was not +sitting late, an hour or so at the close of even the busiest day, and +Cynthia was fairly sure that she would not have to wait long before +Harry Rames came home. As a fact, he was already in his study. The +door was ajar and through the opening the light streamed out into the +hall. + +Cynthia pushed the door open. Harry was sitting at his writing-table +on the opposite side of the room and studying with a complete +absorption a scroll which he held down unrolled beneath his eyes. +Cynthia stood in the doorway for a moment or two watching him with a +tender smile upon her face, and speculating idly upon the document +which so riveted his attention. For the moment her trouble was quite +driven from her thoughts. He was here, after all, in the house with +her: he, the loved one: and with a sort of fierceness she was content. +Then he looked up and saw her standing in the doorway. His face +changed; he had the aspect clearly of a man at bay. He swept a pile of +letters and printed papers over his scroll, spreading them out. He +rose and stood between her and the writing-table, hiding it from her +view. + +"You are home early," he said. + +"Earlier than you expected! Yet I am later than you." + +"Oh, I paired at ten o'clock." + +"I see." + +The furtive movement of her husband increased her fears and at the +same time wounded her pride. They were to be frank with one another. +That was the pledge which each had given to the other. And here was +the pledge broken, for Harry was definitely practising concealments. +Cynthia, however, did not belong to the tribe of the clamorous. She +stepped within the room and left him to continue the conversation. +Rames spoke hastily to engage her attention. + +"Poizat came to see me this afternoon." + +"Yes?" + +"He was desperate. We talked over his position. I recommended him to +go to Tangier and settle there. He has a little money. He will find +compatriots, and I should think it's the place where people will be +least likely to trouble about him. I fancy that he will go there. But +it's a bad business to have to start life all over again at seventy." + +"Yes," said Cynthia. + +She watched him as he walked up and down the room, making up her mind +that on her side at all events the pledge should not be broken. + +"M. Poizat said something to me which I think is true. That nothing +one has ever done is ever quite done with." + +Harry Rames stopped in his walk. He stood quite still for a few +moments. + +"Oh, surely that's not true," he said carelessly and resumed his +pacing. But Cynthia was aware of a change in him. Before he had been +thinking of Poizat and his destiny; now he was alert and waiting upon +her words. + +"I believe that it's more true than he knew. For even if nothing +actual comes of the thing done, it's still there, recorded in the +character. Harry, we are in the clutch of finished things." + +Her voice rose in a low cry and brought Harry swiftly round upon his +heel. Her words hit him shrewdly, but her aspect more shrewdly still. +She was still standing close by the door. She was dressed in a gown of +pale blue and gold with a bright ribbon of blue in her hair. Her cloak +had slipped from her shoulders to her feet, her gloves were twisted in +her hands, her eyes wide and dark with trouble looked out from a face +which was piteously wistful. She made unconsciously a poignant appeal +to him. The delicate loveliness of her youth and the gay panoply of +her attire contrasted so strikingly with the quivering misery of her +face. + +"What makes you believe that, Cynthia?" He crossed the room to her +side and shook her arm with a friendly gesture familiar to her. +"Poizat's case is not enough to build a world of theory on." + +"Nor do I," replied Cynthia. "I was adding to that case another." +Harry Rames flinched. + +"What other?" he asked with an effort. + +"Years ago in Argentina I once listened at a door," she began, and in +Harry's eyes shone a great relief. "What I heard frightened me. I lay +awake in terror all that night. I have lived in fear ever since. I +could not shake fear off even after I knew there was no longer any +cause for fear. I can find causes anywhere. Fear's the truth of me. +Most of the things which I have done have been done from fear." + +"I never understood that, Cynthia." + +"I never spoke of it before." + +"Fear even prompted your marriage?" + +Cynthia looked him frankly in the face. + +"Yes. You were so frank, so honest about yourself. I felt safe with +you. And after we were married--I escaped from fear. I was reprieved." + +"Thank you," said Harry with a quiet sincerity. Then he moved away +from her to the fireplace and turned again. + +"Why do you tell me this for the first time tonight?" + +"Because fear's awake in me again to-night," she answered simply. "I +have had another visitor today besides M. Poizat." + +"Who?" + +"Howard Fall." + +Harry Rames's voice hardened. + +"He came to complain of me, I suppose." + +"It wasn't complaint; it was regret. He thought it would be such a +loss if you ceased to be interested in Parliament. He was afraid that +Colonel Challoner's death had been a shock to you." + +Harry Rames looked curiously at his wife. + +"And what did you say?" + +"That I knew you well enough to be sure that wasn't the case. He said +you had not spoken once since the debate on the Address and that the +organization against the land bill was tumbling to pieces." + +Harry's face cleared. + +"There's a very good reason for that. The government programme is +overloaded and Devenish's bill won't come on this year after all. Our +opposition shook their confidence in it besides. No, it won't come +on." + +Cynthia moved swiftly forward to the fireplace. + +"You know that?" + +"Yes. Hamlin told me in confidence." + +"When, Harry?" + +"A month ago at least. We can always whip up the opposition to +Devenish's bill when it becomes once more a practical proposition." + +Perhaps after all the Government's change of plan was the simple +explanation of the change in her husband. Cynthia sank down into a +chair. Before now, she remembered, she had tortured herself with +unnecessary fears. + +"Oh, I am glad. I am glad," she cried. All her heart was in her voice +and tuned it to a note full and low and wonderfully sweet. Harry was +moved by the music of it. There was a joy, a tenderness, which he had +noticed more than once of late, but which had never rung so clear as +it did to-night. He planted himself in front of her with a wry sort of +smile upon his face. + +"Cynthia." + +"Yes." + +"You want me to go on--just as I am going? You are satisfied? There +have been times when you have wanted more----" + +But Cynthia broke in upon him. She shut her eyes upon her ideals and +her dreams. They were for the girl steeped to the lips in romance, not +for the woman made real by love. Something had come between them. +Something secret. Something which threatened even such community of +life as they had. She was in revolt against it. + +"Yes, yes," she cried passionately. "I do want you to go on. I want +you to make a great career. I want my share in it, my pride in it. I +shall be satisfied. I shall be thankful. Oh, my dear, are you blind?" +She rose abruptly and stood in front of him. "What I want and all that +I want is to keep you." If she had never spoken the words, the +eagerness of her voice and the prayer of her clasped hands would have +uttered them for her. But she had spoken them deliberately. She knew +very well the danger for a woman in telling a man who does not love +her, that she loves him. But she accepted the danger. She was playing +for a great stake that night, and great stakes are not to be won +without great risks. She laid her reticence aside and made her appeal. +But it seemed that her appeal failed. Harry Rames stood watching her, +at a loss for words, with a face which concealed carefully all his +thoughts. Cynthia stooped and gathered up her gloves which had fallen +to the floor. + +"I shall go up now," she said. + +Yet she waited; and Harry still was silent. A moment of passion had +caught him unprepared with any words. + +"What are you thinking about, Harry, so profoundly?" Cynthia asked in +an indifferent voice. His silence was a rebuff most bitter to her. But +she would not betray herself a second time. Her eyes and her hands +were busy with some imaginary fault in the fit of her dress. + +"That you have never shown me yourself before," he said, moving toward +her. She stood quite still as he came close. He put his arm about her +and she asked quietly: + +"Wasn't I wise, Harry? It's a little disconcerting, isn't it, when a +woman shows you something you know nothing about. Just a little +disconcerting, isn't it?" + +She left him standing in the room and went upstairs. She had made her +plea with all the frankness which had been the condition of their +marriage. She would not ask for a like frankness in return. It was for +him to give it. She had made it quite plain that on her side she +wanted frankness. More she would not do. Not for anything would she +ask what secret thing he had hidden under the papers upon his table. +But she knew that there was a secret thing and her feet dragged as she +mounted the stairs. + +She had been in bed according to her reckoning for about an hour when +she heard a noise of the shutting of a door. And the door was the +front-door of the house. Cynthia sprung from her bed and lifting the +blind looked out from the window. It was a dark night, but there was +no fog. By the light of the street lamps she saw a man crossing the +road toward the corner of South Audley Street. He had the look of her +husband. She flung up the window and the sound of his footsteps made +her sure. Her eyes gazing into the tempered darkness of a London +street might well have deceived her, her ears could not. There was no +one else walking in Curzon Street at that moment; the sound of his +footsteps reverberated unmistakably, diminishing as the distance +between him and the window increased. The man who now vanished into +South Audley Street was Harry Rames. + +Cynthia switched on the light and looked at her watch. It was one +o'clock in the morning. She wrapped a dressing-gown about her and sat +down trying to think calmly, seeking to discover, if she could, some +other reason for his departure than the obvious one. But the obvious +one recurred again and again in her thoughts. It explained everything, +fitted in with everything, as no other reason did. His sudden +indifference to his career, his furtive movement at his writing-table +upon her appearance, his refusal to meet frankness with frankness +could all thus be accounted for. His departure from the house was thus +explained. He had not come up into his room next to hers; he had +waited in his study for an hour; he had given her time to fall asleep; +he had gone out. It was a woman then who had twisted the current of +his life as she, Cynthia, could not, who had moved him to passion as +she even that evening had failed to do. Cynthia raged in fury against +herself for having so weakly betrayed herself. She sat in torture. +Then her jealousy flamed up. _That_--no! Her pride must give way. If +there was another woman in her story--why then the other woman must +look to herself. Cynthia would fight. She hurried down-stairs into the +study. She switched on the lights and tumbled hither and thither the +papers on the writing-table for the one so swiftly hidden which should +betray the other woman's name and her abode. But she found nothing to +satisfy her. She looked round the room. From a drawer in a bureau +against the wall Harry's keys had been dangling. That she had noticed; +and the keys were gone now. She tried the drawer. It was locked. In +that drawer then was hidden the key to his secret. So much knowledge +at all events Cynthia was sure that she had gained. She went back to +her room and lying in bed ran over all the names of her acquaintances, +even of her friends. She was not in the mood to trust any of them, but +she could not fix upon any of them either. One and all they were cats +and treacherous. Cynthia was no longer afraid; she was simply furious; +and her fury was not diminished when she heard the front-door open and +shut once more, almost noiselessly--so much caution was being used. + +But Cynthia, though she was right in her facts, had never been so +mistaken in her conclusions. The scroll which Harry Rames had pushed +beneath his papers was simply a chart of the Antarctic seas; whereon +lines distinguished one from the other by the manner of their tracing +recorded the journeys of successive explorers and marked each one's +"farthest South." He stood for a little while after Cynthia had left +him on the same spot half-way between his chart and her position at +the door. Then he turned back to his writing-table and spread out the +map once more. The call of the unknown places was loud in his ears +that night. + +"Come back! Come back!" + +Six weeks ago it had been the merest whisper--flashed to the wireless +poles on the roof of the Admiralty and heard by him one afternoon, a +message very small and clear amidst the clatter of Parliament Street. +But the whisper had gathered volume and vehemence, until the map +before him seemed a mouth shouting it, and the room throbbed with it +as though the walls would burst asunder. + +"Come back! Come back!" + +It seemed to him that the command was not to be denied or must ring in +his ears forever; and that arena of the House of Commons, where man +fought with man, became a trivial place of meanness and intrigue +compared with the vast battle-ground in the South, where one fought in +a grandeur of silence with the careless, stubborn elements of a wild +and unknown world. + +He bent over his map and across it, as across the table of a camera +obscura he saw moving, in miniature and brilliantly defined, the ships +of the men who had sailed to the South. James Cook's two vessels, the +_Resolution_ and the _Adventure_, crossed the Antarctic circle as it +seemed underneath his eyes--the first, of all the ships that were ever +built, to sail upon these waters. Bellingshausen of Kronstadt came +next and dropped his anchor under the shelter of Peter I Island and +gave to it its name. He was followed by the whaling captains, each +choosing his own line, great navigators inspired by a great and +spirited firm. Weddell and Biscoe in their brigs. Balleny in his +schooner. The later ships of the scientific expeditions under +D'Urville of France and Wilkes of Chesapeake Bay moved southward in +the track of the whaling captains, and close upon their heels James +Ross from England with the _Erebus_ and the _Terror_ burst for the +first time in the history of the world through the ice-pack into +the open sea beyond and sailed from west to east along the great +ice-barrier. There were other lines where the _Challenger_ had sailed, +and the official expeditions; and there was yet another, the longest +of all the lines upon the chart, a line stretching out to a harbor +never visited before, and against that line in tiny letters was +printed "Rames." He followed the course of his ship from his first +harbor in the Antarctic continent with the wooden cross high on a hill +above it, which marks the grave of a naturalist of a past expedition. +He fell to speculating where the _Perhaps_ lay now. Parliament had met +in the first days of January. It was just before the opening of +Parliament that Hemming had started on the mail steamer to New Zealand +to pick up his ship in Lyttelton Harbor. Allow him five weeks for his +journey. The second week of February would have come to an end before +the _Perhaps_ had steamed out past the headland. Hemming himself had +recognized that he was late. The difficulty of collecting money to +finance the expedition had detained him beyond his time. A fortnight +out from New Zealand, where was the _Perhaps_ now? She might still be +in the stormy seas on the outer edge of Ross's pack with the petrels +and the albatrosses like a cloud about her yards. Or she might have +touched at one of the northerly harbors of the continent. Perhaps +winter was coming early on to wrap her about with snow and ice. If +that happened, Hemming's chance was gone, for he had only money for +one year. He must reach the Pole this next summer or not at all. He +must therefore winter well to the South. + +Rames got up from his chair, trying not to hope that Hemming's +expedition would fail. He looked up from this map to the spot where +Cynthia had stood close to the door, and a smile came upon his face. + +"She was wrong," he said. "We are in the clutch of the unfinished, not +the finished things." + +He carried his map over to a bureau which stood against the wall and +opened a drawer from the lock of which his bunch of keys was dangling. +There were other charts in the drawer, a barometer which had hung in +his cabin in the _Perhaps_ throughout the three years during which +that ship had been his home, a shell or two dredged up from the depths +of the sea, and a brown paper package tied up with a piece of string. +The charts lying there were all the charts which existed of the +Antarctic seas, arranged in the order of their making. He added to +them now his map, the last of them all; the printed facsimile of his +own chart. Then reluctantly he locked the drawer. The reverberation of +the seas seemed to fill the room and through it imperative and loud +rang the call of the South. Yet he was aware, too, of Cynthia standing +in her delicate blue frock, subduing her pride, revealing herself in a +passionate appeal. He was stirred to shame at the poverty of his own +response. She had been friend, counsellor, wife in the normal way. +They had jogged side by side along the low road of his endeavor. +To-night she pleaded for more, she offered more. He could never quite +look upon her as he had been wont to. For she had stirred him to +shame. + +He slipped the key off the ring and swung it round upon his finger. At +all events he would keep his bargain. + +"It's a queer piece of irony," he said to himself, "that the very +thing which I would give my soul to do, she was urging me to do two +years ago; and now I must keep my longing hidden. Our positions are +quite reversed." + +But he would keep to his bargain. Perhaps after all Hemming would +succeed; and sooner or later no doubt the reverberation of the seas +would die away in the porches of his ears. + +He went out into the hall, carrying the key in his hand, and let +himself out at the front-door. He walked quickly up South Audley +Street, turned to the left, and crossed Park Lane into Hyde Park. He +walked to the stone bridge which crosses the Serpentine. The night was +quiet and dark about him, and from afar off the never ceasing roar of +the London traffic came to him like the roar of distant seas. He +leaned over the parapet and stretching out his hand opened it. He +heard a tiny splash in the water beneath the bridge. + +He walked back more slowly than he had come to where the glare of the +sky indicated the houses and the streets. As he crossed Park Lane +again two men arm-in-arm passed him and one of them stopped. + +"Is that you, Rames?" asked a friendly and solicitous voice. + +Rames recognized it at once as the voice of Hamlin the chief Whip. + +"You had paired for to-night," Hamlin continued, "hadn't you? You +didn't miss much. But I want to be able to rely on you for Thursday. +We know, of course, that you are against us over Devenish's land bill. +That's all right. But you are with us on the rest of our policy and we +want your help." + +"I shall be there on Thursday," answered Harry Rames. "It's quite true +that I have not been so much in the House this session as I used to +be. But you will see me in my old place to-morrow. Good-night." + +He walked on and Hamlin rejoined his companion. + +"It was Rames," he said. "We're not going to lose him. I am glad. He's +marked out for a great position if he doesn't throw it away." + +But Rames through the roar of the traffic, carriages rolling home, +wagons lumbering in to Covent Garden, heard louder than ever the boom +of Southern seas and the wind whistling between the halyards of a +ship. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIII + + A LETTER FROM ABROAD + + +The session passed, and Devenish's land bill, as Rames had foretold, +was postponed. It figured again in the Address at the beginning of the +following year, but as late as March no definite date had been +assigned for its introduction. On a Saturday morning of this month +Cynthia and her husband were breakfasting in the dining-room of the +white house, when the morning's letters were brought in by the butler. +Harry Rames tossed one or two aside. + +"Circulars, pamphlets," he said. He opened some of the others, taking +them from the top of the pile. "Here's one from the Chamber of +Commerce--railway rates. I'll answer that this morning. Here's +another--the committee of a school wants a grant from the treasury. +Here's a third--" and as he was beginning to tear open the envelope, +his voice suddenly stopped. + +Cynthia looked up from her own letters and saw that while he was +holding the third letter in his hand he was not looking at it. His +eyes were fixed upon that one which was now uppermost on the heap. He +sat and stared at the envelope for an appreciable time. Then dropping +the letter which he held, he picked up this new and startling one and +carried it swiftly over to the window. Cynthia followed his movement +with her eyes, just curious, but nothing more. Her eyes indeed +travelled beyond him and noticed the sunlight in the garden, the +yellow and purple crocuses and the first of the daffodils, noticed +them with an up-springing lightness of heart. Then the stillness of +her husband's attitude caught her attention. She saw something in his +face which she had never seen there before, which she had never +thought to see there at all. He wore the look of a man quite caught +out of himself. He was as one wrapped in visions and refined by the +fires of great longings. It seemed to her that she saw a man whose +eyes, brimful of light, looked upon the Holy Grail. + +He turned back to her. He brought her the letter still unopened and +placed it in her hands. Cynthia received it as though written upon its +cover she would read the revelation of his secret. Yet she saw nothing +but a soiled envelope with a foreign stamp. She gazed up at her +husband mystified. + +"Look at the stamp, Cynthia!" said Rames in a queer voice. + +Cynthia looked. It wore the head familiar to English people. But the +lettering about the head was strange. She spelled it out. + +"Rexland." + +With a start she turned to him. "That is the country you discovered." + +"Yes. A stamp was struck to commemorate my discovery of it." + +"A stamp?" cried Cynthia. "Wait a minute, Harry! You once spoke of a +stamp to me before. Yes, on the morning of the day when you were to +deliver your speech--the speech which failed. It was this stamp of +which you were speaking?" + +"Yes." + +"You remembered it on that morning, even when your thoughts were full +of the speech you were going to deliver." + +"I remembered it by accident," he said sharply. "I can't think why. It +had been out of my thoughts for so long. Yet it was that stamp." His +voice softened. "It is issued by the post-office--for a penny. Just +think of it! A penny stamp brings a letter from the Antarctic seas to +us here in Warwickshire." + +"Mr. Hemming sent it?" + +"Without a doubt. When he came to see me in London fifteen months ago, +he told me that if I intended to go out again he would not use my +harbor." + +Harry was standing just behind his wife. Cynthia was not looking at +him any longer. But she was listening with a curious intentness as +though the words which he spoke were of less importance to her than +the accent with which he spoke them. She put questions to him to make +yet more sure of it. + +"And you gave him permission!" + +"Of course. I had not the right to refuse it. I was never going +South again. Nothing was further from my thoughts. I told him to +use not only my harbor, but the depots of food I had made along my +sledge-route from the harbor toward the Pole." + +"You think that he reached the harbor?" + +"I am sure of it. Otherwise he would not have used this stamp. He must +have wintered there. I did not think that he would reach it before +winter closed in upon him. The summer last year must have been very +late." + +Cynthia nodded her head. + +"Yes." + +Her attention was relaxed. Harry Rames had been striving to keep from +his voice any note of regret, to speak in the ordinary level tone +suitable to a matter of only ordinary interest. But in spite of his +efforts he was not sure that he had succeeded. Cynthia handed to him +the letter. He took it and turned it over in his hand. + +"He has had time since he wintered in that harbor. One summer would be +enough. He may have done it--if his dogs lived. There's always that +condition. If his dogs lived! Mine didn't. Perhaps--perhaps--" He +broke off abruptly and thrust the letter back into Cynthia's hand. + +"You open it! You can tell me what he says." + +Harry Rames walked again to the window and stood with his back to the +room. Cynthia's eyes followed him and travelled past him once more to +the garden. She was sure that she would never forget those daffodils +and the purple crocuses waving in the sunlight for one day as long as +she lived. A minute ago she had noticed them; now she noticed them +again; and within that minute had been revealed to her the great +secret Harry Rames had been at so much pains to hide. She knew her +rival now, and was appalled. "Such men are driven by a torment of +their souls." It was Harry himself who had said that. The wish came to +her, "If only this man has succeeded." She tore open the envelope. + +Harry Rames stood at the window waiting for the letter to be read to +him; and it seemed to him that he waited for an eternity. He had heard +the tearing of the envelope. The letter was open in Cynthia's hands. +Yet she did not speak a word. Rames's heart sank. + +"Then he has reached the Pole?" he asked with a studied carelessness. + +"I don't know," Cynthia replied in perplexity. + +"Read it." + +"There is nothing to read." + +Rames turned round and came swiftly toward her. + +"He must have forgotten to enclose his letter. There is nothing +but this," said Cynthia. She was holding a single blank sheet of +note-paper in her hand. She turned it over. "No, there's not a word +written anywhere. Do you understand it?" + +"Yes. He has failed." + +There was no doubt left to her of her husband's joy. The cry which +broke from his lips was not to be denied. It was a real cry of +exultation. Cynthia turned pale as she heard it. But she would not +acknowledge that she understood it, nor would she look into Harry's +face lest she should see the same exultation blazoned there. + +"Poor Hemming," said Rames. "That's bad luck. The disappointment must +have hit him hard." + +"You can understand that," said Cynthia steadily. + +"Yes. He would have written, you see, if he had taken it more lightly. +He has nothing to say. That is what his blank sheet of paper means. +That is what it must mean. Well, I must go and write to the Chamber of +Commerce, Cynthia;" and gathering up his letters he went out of the +room. + +As for Cynthia, she remembered that the North Warwickshire met that +morning at eleven o'clock four miles from the house. She rode to the +meet and followed the hounds over a good grass country flying her +hedges on a big horse which old Mr. Daventry had given to her on the +very first day when she had hunted over six years ago. It had always +been her experience that when troubles and fears overburdened her, a +hard day's hunting was her best medicine. It smoothed out the creases +of her mind, whipped up the blood in her veins, set her pulses dancing +with the joy of living and unrolled her courage like a banner. The +sunlight, the swift rush through the air, the rhythm of movement, the +keenness of the animal beneath her, the flight over hedge and ditch, +had never failed her up till now. It always seemed to her that by some +process, of which she was quite unconscious, the direct and simple +thing to do emerged from the confusion of her thoughts and shone out +unmistakably. And it shone out to-day. But she could not bring herself +to accept it. As she rode homeward through the lanes she was at her +arguments again. + +"No! With time contentment will come to him. He will be subdued to the +matter he works in. And I cannot let him go." + +Mr. Benoliel's warning obstinately confronted her. + +"One party doesn't keep the bargain or keeps it half-heartedly as an +irksome thing and day by day the separation grows more complete until +you are living with your enemy or living quite alone." + +But she would not be convinced; she battled against it. "There was a +saving clause. 'Unless on both sides there is love.' In that case a +way could be found. And on both sides there may be love." + +She had treasured up little acts of thoughtfulness on Harry Rames's +part, the merest small things which women are quick to notice and to +build upon; such as having a cloak ready for her shoulders almost +before she was aware that she was cold. She ran these trifles over in +her mind, clutching at them for proof that the longed for change was +coming--nay, perhaps had come. There had been a constant watchfulness, +a constant care for her shown by her husband during this last year. It +might be of course that a certain remorse was stirring in him--remorse +that he was only keeping his side of the bargain in the letter and not +the spirit. + +"But I cannot let him go," she insisted. The perils, the hardships, +the dangers of snow-storms and cold and shipwreck and famine which had +all seemed so trivial to her in her days of romance now loomed up +before her terrible and dark. It was no use to argue that other men +had gone that road and had come back. This one might not. She reached +her home with her distress as heavy upon her as when she had set out; +and was told that Mr. Benoliel was waiting to see her. + +She went at once into the drawing-room and gave Mr. Benoliel some tea. + +"Will you tell Mr. Rames," she said to her butler, "that Mr. Benoliel +is here." + +"He's not in the house," said Benoliel. "He's in Ludsey. I asked for +him when I heard that you were out. I am glad. For I should like to +tell you my news first." + +The butler left the room and Mr. Benoliel became at once mysterious +and omniscient. + +"Sir George Carberley is going to resign," he said. + +Cynthia looked at him in surprise. + +"The member for our division?" + +The white house was not within the borough limits of Ludsey. It stood +in the Hickleton Division of the county of Warwickshire and Sir George +Carberley, an important unit of the opposition, was Harry Rames's +representative in the House of Commons. + +"Yes," said Mr. Benoliel. "He has sat for the division for forty years +now and he is tired. He intends to resign when this session is over." + +"Are you sure?" asked Cynthia. "How do you know this?" + +"Ah!" said Benoliel with a smile. "You mustn't ask me that, Cynthia. +Indeed I am not quite sure that I ought to have told you the news at +all. But I thought that it was so important for you to know it at once +that I stretched a point of confidence." + +"Thank you," said Cynthia. "But what I don't understand is why it is +so important for us to have the news before the others?" + +"Captain Rames is on the executive of your association, isn't he?" + +"Yes." + +"Then he will have a voice in the selection of the candidate who will +fight the seat from your political point of view." + +"Of course." + +"Very well," said Mr. Benoliel. "If he has a candidate ready when the +news of the approaching resignation is published, and if that man is +willing to follow not simply the Government's policy, but also your +husband's policy as regards Devenish's land bill, don't you see what a +chance he gets? If Rames can secure the selection of his man as +candidate and then can win over the seat, he strengthens his position +with the Government enormously. He has put his views about Devenish's +bill to the test of an election, and he has won." + +"Yes, I see that," said Cynthia doubtfully. She was considering the +prospect Mr. Benoliel held out to her from a quite different point of +view. If Harry succeeded in this plan, his victory would be one more +link in the chain of obligation which bound him to his present life. +If he failed, his failure would be another disappointment weakening +it. + +"But can we win?" she cried. "The seat's supposed to be impregnable." + +"That's one of your advantages. More seats are lost by over-confidence +than by bad candidates. Besides, the mere fact that one man has held a +seat for forty years is against the probability of another man of the +same color succeeding. There are lots of people who will be ready to +say 'It's time we gave the other fellows a look-in.' Your husband has +only got to throw himself heart and soul into the fight and he will +stand a very good chance. No doubt of that." + +Cynthia reflected. "Why did you wish to tell me this news before you +told it to Harry?" she asked, bending her brows upon Mr. Benoliel in a +steady frown which had before now warned him to walk with +circumspection. + +"I wasn't quite sure," he explained, "that you would wish him now to +undertake a further obligation of political service." + +"Indeed!" said Cynthia icily. "And why shouldn't I wish it now, Mr. +Benoliel?" + +Mr. Benoliel had no intention to allow himself to be browbeaten by a +slip of a girl for whose happiness he was in a measure responsible. + +"Because, my dear Cynthia," he answered, "it has seemed to me on the +last few occasions when I have met your husband that he was feeling +the strain of a Parliamentary life. He has looked worn and tired. I +could almost fancy that he was disheartened." + +Cynthia's thoughts did Mr. Benoliel some injustice at this moment. +Certainly he was suggesting to her that his neglected warning had been +justified, that Harry's Parliamentary ambition had been a mere phase +in his life, which was now passing or had already passed. But she went +further and assumed in him a kind of triumph at the accuracy of his +diagnosis. Right underneath his sympathetic words she seemed to hear +the whisper of a question: + +"Am I not a clever man?" + +The whirr of a motor-car grew loud and ceased. Harry had returned from +Ludsey. Mr. Benoliel sat patiently in front of her, awaiting her +decision. Was he to break his news to Harry Rames or was he not? +Cynthia felt that Harry's destiny and hers were in her hands. She must +make her choice and by that choice it seemed to her they would be both +inextricably bound, their happiness or their misery allotted to them +for the whole span of their lives. + +She sat with her chin propped in the palm of her hand and her eyes +brooding darkly on Mr. Benoliel. A door was shut somewhere in the +house. She rose and pressed the bell. + +"Howard," she said to her butler, "was that Mr. Rames?" + +"Yes ma'am." + +"He is in his study I think?" + +"Yes." + +"Will you show Mr. Benoliel in to him?" And as Benoliel rose, she said +to him, "Will you come back after you have told your news? You will +have an opportunity of reconsidering your judgment. I should like to +hear whether you still think him disheartened." + +Cynthia was in her most aggrieved and stately mood. She usually was +when she knew herself to be in the wrong. She would not admit Mr. +Benoliel's sympathy or affection for her. She had an epithet for him +very near to the tip of her tongue at this moment. Mr. Benoliel was +officious. With a distant bow she dismissed him. + +She had the satisfaction half an hour later of hearing Mr. Benoliel's +complete recantation. + +"I was quite wrong, Cynthia. He was in the best of spirits. He was +elated. The look of strain had gone if it was ever there. I have been +mistaken. I am happy to admit it." + +Cynthia relaxed from her frigidity. But her satisfaction was a poor +one and had little life in it. She had merely tricked Mr. Benoliel +into the belief that his insight had been at fault. For in truth, as +she knew very well, it had never been more shrewd. What had led Mr. +Benoliel into error was his ignorance of the letter with the "Rexland" +stamp which had arrived at the white house by the morning's post. +Hemming's failure was a kind of reprieve for Harry Rames. In a sudden +revulsion he had been lifted out of his discouragement. His exultation +had remained with him all that day. Cynthia had counted upon it when +she had sent Benoliel to his study. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIV + + THE CONVICT AT THE OAR + + +A long account of Hemming's expedition, sent by a New Zealand +correspondent, appeared in one of the morning papers the next day. +Hemming had travelled a couple of hundred miles further south than +Harry Rames. Then he had been compelled to return. But it was Harry +Rames who had made it possible for him to get so far. For he used +Rames's depots of provisions and was able to save his own for the +stretch of new ice-covered country. + +Harry lighted upon the account unexpectedly when he opened his +newspaper at the breakfast table, but the moment he saw the head-line +he folded the sheets quickly again and pushed the paper away from him. +He shrank from reading it, hardly daring to trust himself, and he +began to talk over with Cynthia the names of suitable candidates for +the Hickleton Division. + +"The Whips, of course, will have a man ready who will be pledged to +swallow the whole of the Government policy, land bill and all. We must +be beforehand with them. What do you say to young Burrell, Cynthia?" + +"Sir James Burrell's son?" + +"Yes. His father is anxious that he should do something," said Harry +with a laugh. + +"But isn't he rather young and rather insignificant?" asked Cynthia. + +"Youth's a good quality in the House of Commons. The older men become +suspicious of change and want life stereotyped as it is. And young +Burrell isn't without brains. I don't say that he's a flyer, but then, +like the Government, I prefer docility to brains in my followers. I +think that I will run round to Sir James when we go back to town on +Monday." + +But though Harry Rames neglected his newspaper at the breakfast table, +he came back for it at eleven in the morning. He could keep the drawer +in his bureau locked upon his charts, but he could not quench his +fever to read the details of Hemming's expedition. For an hour he +tried to occupy himself with the business of Cynthia's estate, and +then he gave up the attempt. When and how Hemming failed, how far he +had travelled with his sledges, what new lessons were to be learnt +from his experience--here were questions which he could not silence. +He got the paper and read the account through. "The dogs gave out," he +said to Cynthia. "The dogs are the trouble. You can't carry enough +food for them and for the sledging-party as well. Of course, it's bad +luck on Hemming. But I doubt if he followed the highest traditions of +British exploration." + +"Why?" asked Cynthia. + +"He should have chosen a different base, converged upon the Pole from +a different angle, and covered ground altogether new. Then, whether he +failed or not, he would have brought back a hundred new facts of +interest to the scientist and the geographer. As it is he adds very +little I should think to our knowledge." + +Cynthia was silent for awhile after he had finished. Then she said in +a low voice, bending over some embroidery at which she was working: + +"And if you were to go back, Harry, where would you make your base?" + +"I?" + +Harry Rames sprang eagerly up. + +"Oh, I should search for a harbor a long way to the east of my old +one. At least," and he caught himself up, "I think that is what I +should do. I am speaking at random, of course. But I should at all +events have considered that possibility carefully, if I had been going +out again." + +Again a spell of silence followed upon his words and Cynthia did not +raise her eyes from her work. She was wearing a hat with a wide brim +and Harry Rames could see nothing of her face. + +"Won't you get your charts out and show me?" she asked. She had +mastered her voice so that there was no sound of effort in it. + +"I haven't got them here," said Harry, with a fine indifference. "They +are in London I believe, somewhere or other." + +Cynthia's needle stopped. + +"In London," she said. An idea had occurred to her. "Locked up?" + +"Very likely. I may have locked them up. I have done with them +altogether, you see." + +"Of course," said Cynthia. + +This time it was Harry who did not at once reply. The finality of that +"of course" brought a flush of anger into his face. He almost blamed +her for her blindness, though all his efforts aimed at keeping her +blind. + +"I will ride into Hickleton this afternoon," he said, "and make sure +that the chairman of our association has no pet candidate of his own." + +"That will be a good plan," said Cynthia; and with a glance at the +crown of that broad hat and a surprise at the obtuseness of the head +which it so effectually concealed, he went out of the room. Not until +the door was closed did Cynthia lift her face from her work. Her eyes +were brimming with tears and she let her hands lie idle on her lap +while the tears overflowed and ran down her cheeks. She was not much +given to tears, but to-day they had their way with her. She was +wretched. Their marriage had been a mistake. From first to last Mr. +Benoliel had been right, but she would not listen to him and be +warned. Even this afternoon he had accused her--for so she now looked +upon his words--with his pitiless truths. It was true that Harry was +discouraged, that his face had grown thin and worn, that despite the +brave show which he was making, he was utterly unhappy. Harry's words, +"The men who go South are driven on by a torment of their souls," +lived with her night and day. They were written in fire upon every +wall of her house. In that torment Harry Rames was now tossing and +must toss, enduring the anguish of his longing silently--just as +silently as she herself was weeping in the empty room. + +She was afraid of herself and dissatisfied with herself. Afraid, +because she had been perilously near to one wild outcry, "Since your +heart is set on it, go!" Dissatisfied, because she had stifled the +words before they were spoken, because she could not bring herself to +speak them, and never would. + +From that day a change came over her. She flung herself with a +veritable fever of energy upon those opportunities which enable a +woman to identify herself with politics. The work she had undertaken +in Ludsey, she undertook in London on a wider scale, and with +infinitely greater effort. She was elected upon the central committees +of the various women's associations connected with her husband's +party; she travelled far and wide throughout the country on the +business of organizations; she made speeches; she sought the presence +of Cabinet Ministers at her dinner-table; she lost her color, her +buoyancy. What she did was done doggedly. To go to bed each night +tired out, that was her ambition. + +"If Harry wears himself out, why should not I?" she said when any of +her friends remonstrated with her, but not one of them was allowed to +guess that the secret of all her energy was remorse. She was seeking +her rest in fatigue. For her remorse grew. Night after night Harry sat +faithfully, as he had promised to Hamlin, in his seat on the front +bench below the gangway. He took his part in the debates, he recovered +the ground which he had lost. He was once more a man marked for high +office. But it was all labor now, and unloved labor. And the strain of +it was visible. He went out and in without that happy mien of +confidence which once Cynthia had been wont to resent, but for which +she vainly hungered now. + +There was one Friday evening toward the end of June when she was +impelled to approach the dangerous subject of her own accord. She and +Harry had been dining with the Prime-Minister in Downing Street. All +that week the House had been sitting into the small hours. The +Prime-Minister himself had taken her aside and given her a warning. +They returned home soon after eleven, and as they sat over a final +cigarette in Harry's study, Cynthia could not shut her eyes to his +restlessness, the nervous flickering of his fingers, the unsteady +intonations of his voice. + +"Aren't you doing too much, Harry?" she asked. + +"Not more than you, Cynthia," he replied as he poured himself out a +whiskey and soda. + +"Much more. And women who are doing what they want to do can stand a +great deal more than men who are not." + +Harry looked across at her quickly. + +"But, of course, I am doing just what I have always planned to do, +just what you are helping me to do--just what I sought your help to +enable me to do." + +"Sure?" + +"Of course." + +Cynthia had crossed the room to his side and was standing with a hand +upon his shoulder. She was in a mood of indecision and the touch of +her hand revealed her mood to Rames. A change came over him. She felt +a tremor of his body, a sudden quickening of the muscles beneath her +hand. He became intensely expectant. She could read the question in +his mind. Was she by some wonderful inspiration going to release him +from the torment of his soul? But the mere sensation of his movement +was enough for Cynthia. She withdrew her hand. She repeated +unconsciously words which he had once used to her. + +"After all we get some fun out of it, don't we, Harry?" she said; and +Harry rose quickly from his chair. + +"We get much more out of it, Cynthia," he said with a face which had +suddenly grown very grave and tender; and the next moment she was in +his arms, held there tightly, clasped against him. Cynthia was carried +out of herself. She was swept away unexpectedly upon a swirl of +passion. + +"Harry! Oh, Harry!" she whispered in a low voice of happiness. His +right hand touched and stroked her hair. Then he tilted her chin +backward and he looked into her eyes and a smile transfigured his +face. + +"Oh, much more, Cynthia," he cried, and he bent his head and kissed +her. He put her away from him and looked her over from her delicate +feet to the fair crown of her hair. She wore a satin gown of white +with her diamonds in her hair, and a rope of pearls about her neck. + +"There! That's that!" he said, and Cynthia with a laugh and the blush +of a girl answered, "Thank you." Harry Rames lit a cigarette and +Cynthia's eyes followed each movement and followed it with +incredulity. The change so ardently longed for by her had come then? +He loved--he actually loved! + +"Since when?" she asked gently. + +"Do you remember one evening when you stood there by the door, very +wistful, and told me something about yourself which I did not know?" + +"Yes, I remember. I was unwise." + +"You were not. For it began then." + +"Really?" + +She went up to him, and he caught her hand in his and held it tightly +clasped. + +"I looked at you to-night as we sat at dinner. There was no one but +you at the dinner-table. How on earth you could have brought yourself +to marry me, I can't think." + +"I told you," said Cynthia, "I was afraid," and there was a note of +exultation in the confession as though now at last she was freed from +fear. Harry Rames lifted her suddenly from the ground and held her +close to him. She hung inert in his arms. + +"That's over," he said. + +"Quite." + +"I love you, Cynthia." + +Cynthia threw her head back and closed her eyes, giving to him her +face, her throat. + +"I wanted to hear you say that," she whispered. He carried her over to +the sofa and laid her down. + +For a week or two after that evening Cynthia walked in a dream. The +great trouble which had weighed upon her thoughts incessantly was +altogether gone. Mr. Benoliel had been right in his conjectures. He +must still be right, she reasoned. He had foreseen the trouble +accurately. "You will be living with your enemy or living quite +alone." But he had added a saving clause. If on both sides there was +love, then salvation would be found. Cynthia did not enquire very +deeply into Mr. Benoliel's meaning. The salvation would come +automatically, following upon love. She was content to think that and +she walked in a world of roses as in the days of her girlhood in the +estancia before James Challoner had come to claim her. + +But after a fortnight she waked from her dream. Life was different: it +was intensified. There was a little more sunlight on a sunny day, a +little more sparkle in the summer, one walked to music. But the +trouble was not gone, in spite of the fact that on both sides there +was love. For with love, contentment had not come to Harry Rames. He +watched himself, but she watched him closer and she knew. His sleep +grew disturbed. The torment of his soul was not appeased. Daily he +became more and more the convict at the oar. There grew up between +them a loving enmity. + +A morning came in the middle of July when to Cynthia the strain became +intolerable. She was riding under the trees in the Row. It was not yet +half-past nine and the air was still fresh with the dews of the night. +A light haze hung near to the ground, the sunlight touched the green +alleys of trees to gold, and far off across the Park soldiers were +marching to the drums and fifes. She had reached the cross-road which +leads to the Albert Gate when an impulse seized her. Mr. Brook was +riding at her side, dilating enthusiastically on the importance of +their group in the House of Commons, while Cynthia from time to time +said mechanically "yes," and again "yes," and wished with her whole +heart that all the bores in London would not take their exercise at +half-past nine in the morning. Mr. Brook was in full swing when +Cynthia abruptly reined in her horse. + +"Good-by," she said, "I am afraid I have something I must do," and to +Mr. Brook's astonishment she turned and cantered quickly back to Hyde +Park Corner. Thence she rode to Grosvenor Square, gave her horse to +her groom, and burst into Mr. Benoliel's dining-room where he sat +breakfasting delicately amidst his silver and flowers. She waved the +butler from the room and sat down at the table at right-angles to Mr. +Benoliel. + +"I am very unhappy," she said. "I was riding in the Park. It seemed +ridiculous to be unhappy on a day like this. Yet I am. So I put my +pride in my pocket." + +She spoke with a kind of petulance, like one aggrieved and surprised +at the contrariness of things. But Mr. Benoliel recognized that her +distress was very real. His face clouded over; he laid his hand upon +her arm. + +"Have some breakfast, Cynthia." + +"Food!" cried Cynthia in contempt. Then she changed her tone. "Well, I +haven't had any breakfast. Perhaps--yes." + +She was a girl with a healthy appetite and very unhappily she ate a +big breakfast. + +"Now light a cigarette and tell me about it." + +He pushed over a silver box lined with cedar wood from which Cynthia +took a cigarette. She tapped the end upon the table and lighted it. +Mr. Benoliel's cigarettes were famous for their freshness and the +delicacy of their aroma. Cynthia inhaled the tobacco and was a little +comforted. + +"No," she said. "I can't tell you all about it. I just want to ask you +a question." + +"Yes?" + +"You remember the warning you gave me at Culver when you didn't know +that I was married?" + +"Quite well," said Mr. Benoliel regretfully. "It came too late." + +"I am glad that it came too late," Cynthia observed quietly. "For I +might have taken it." + +Mr. Benoliel looked perplexed. + +"Yet you are unhappy, Cynthia?" + +"Very. None the less I wouldn't go back. But I don't want you to ask +me questions. I will tell you at once that you were right--quite right +up to a point. And the happiness both of Harry and myself depends upon +your being right all through." + +Mr. Benoliel's eyes flashed into life. + +"There is a chance then?" + +"Oh yes! If you are right." + +"Let me hear!" + +Cynthia put her question. + +"What did you exactly mean when you said that even if the change you +feared should come and some latent ambition should spring to life and +snatch him back, separation need not follow, provided that on both +sides there was love?" + +A gravity overspread Benoliel's face. + +"I meant, my dear, that sooner or later," he said gently, "after much +tribulation, much revolt, one of the two will make the necessary +sacrifice, and will make it whole-heartedly." + +Cynthia was silent for a little while. + +"Yes," she said at last in a low voice. "Of late I have begun to think +that that is what you meant." + +She dropped her cigarette upon a plate and rose. "Thank you, Mr. +Benoliel," she said, and she walked with a trailing step to the door. +At the door she paused. + +"And is it always the woman who must make the sacrifice?" she asked; +and Mr. Benoliel lost in a moment all that second-hand aspect of the +dilettante which habitually cloaked him. + +"Always," he said, with a ringing gravity of voice. "That is the law +of the world, and neither man nor woman shall change it." + +Cynthia opened the door and went out. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXV + + THE LITTLE BIT EXTRA + + +Yet that August when Parliament had risen, Harry Rames and Cynthia +were cruising in the Solent and no word had been spoken by her to +remedy their trouble. It was Cynthia who had proposed this holiday and +Harry had fallen in with her plan eagerly. They had chartered a small +steam yacht of a hundred tons. Rames navigated the boat himself and +slipping their moorings one afternoon, they left Cowes behind them and +steamed away through the north channel of the Shingles to Poole. +Cynthia had ceased to wrestle with herself. She was content to lie in +her deck chair and put into and out of the harbors of the West. + +"This shall be the perfect holiday," she had said. "Whatever the +future may hold for us, we will have this month together without +visitors, without any shadows." + +They were tossed in Portland race; they steamed across the West Bay +over a sea smooth and bright as a steel mirror. They dropped their +anchor at Dartmouth. They rounded the Start on the next day and +crossed the Bar of Salcombe harbor under the shadow of Bolt Head on +just such an evening of sunset as that which the poet fixed in a few +lines of deathless verse. Cynthia stood with her arm through Harry's, +as very slowly with the lead going in the bows he set the boat over +the shallows. + +"Sunset and evening star," Cynthia quoted. + +"And one clear call for me," Harry Rames continued and abruptly broke +off like a guilty person who has spoken without thought. Cynthia +walked to the end of the bridge. After all, this cruise had made a +difference to Harry. She consoled herself by the reflection. He had +recovered something of his buoyancy of spirits since he had trodden +the planks of this little yacht and looked down from its flimsy bridge +onto its narrow deck and tapering bow. He was interested in the boat, +quick to induce her to give him of her best, and her brass shone like +a woman's ornaments. They put out from Salcombe the next day, and +keeping clear of Plymouth and Polperro and Fowey, heard the bell upon +the Manacles in the afternoon and dropped anchor between the woods of +Helford River. They stayed there for a day and made a passage thence +to Guernsey on a night of moonlight. Cynthia sat late upon the bridge +while Rames in his great-coat kept the boat upon her course. Toward +morning he came to her side and stooped over her. + +"I thought you were asleep." + +"No." + +"Aren't you tired?" + +"No." + +"You were lying so still." + +"Yes," said Cynthia. "I am storing this night up." + +The swish and sparkle of the water along the boat's sides, the rattle +of the chain as the helmsman spun the wheel, the quiet orders of her +husband, the infinite peace of sky and sea, and the yacht like a jewel +hung between them, were indeed to dwell long in Cynthia's memories. +For their holiday was at an end. A sailor was sent ashore at Guernsey +for the ship's letters and he brought them on board whilst Harry and +Cynthia were at breakfast in the deck cabin. There was one for Rames +with the Hickleton postmark stamped upon the envelope. Harry tore it +open reluctantly. + +"Carberley has resigned," he said. "There will be a meeting of the +executive on Friday night to adopt young Burrell." + +Cynthia looked out across the harbor. + +"We ought to go back, oughtn't we?" she said slowly. + +Harry glanced at his letter. + +"It is not expected that the election will take place for five weeks," +he answered. + +Cynthia shook her head. + +"We shall want all that time, Harry." Then she cried with a sudden +vehemence. "You have got to win this fight, Harry. So much hangs on it +for you and me." + +"I know, Cynthia," he answered. + +"More than you know." + +Harry rose from his chair. + +"I'll give orders. We will steam back to Southampton at once. But it's +a pity, isn't it? Old Carberley might have waited for another month. I +am sorry." + +"So am I," said Cynthia. Her eyes had wandered from him and were once +more fixed upon the shipping in the harbor. Her face had grown white. +"More sorry than you can know." + +A little white dinghy, gay with a sailor in a white jersey and a red +cap, was just leaving the side of a big yacht moored across the water. +The picture of that little boat was fixed for life in Cynthia's +recollections. It had nothing to do with her, she never knew who +sailed in the yacht, or on what business the boat put off to shore. +But the picture of it was vivid to her long after important memories +had grown altogether dim. + + +The fight for the Hickleton Division was memorable in the political +history of that year. From first to last it was Rames's fight. The +candidate was young, and a halting speaker, and unknown to the +constituency. But he lived in Rames's house and when he appeared upon +a platform he appeared with Rames at his side. When he spoke he +uttered the words which Rames had prepared, and when he had finished +Rames was on his legs to fill up the deficiencies and whip the +assembly to a fire of enthusiasm. From the great guns of his own party +no assistance came. Indeed, most of them would have been well pleased +had the seat not been won. For in the forefront of his programme Mr. +William Burrell put hostility to the land bill. The two men left the +white house early in the morning to return there late at night. For +five weeks the lights of Rames's motor flashed on the hedges of the +country roads in Warwickshire, and the constituency was won. The +result was declared at noon, and half an hour later Mr. William +Burrell, M.P., a slim, fair young gentleman with a small gift of +flippancy, made his one memorable speech in the big room of the club. + +"Gentlemen," he said, "the British public, as a whole, is indifferent +to politics. It wakes up to be sure at the time of an election. But if +I were asked to define politics in relation to the British public I +should define it as a spasm of pain recurring once in every four or +five years. What, then, is it which arouses the enthusiasm of which I +am a witness? What is it which achieves these triumphs? Need I say? It +is personality. Character--that's what you want in public life--and +now, gentlemen, you have got it." + +The speech was received with a very tornado of laughter. Rames turned +to his wife who sat by him on the little raised platform at the end of +the room. + +"I told you he wasn't a fool," he said, and Mr. Arnall, who had come +over from Ludsey, cried out with a chuckle of delight that he had now +a companion speech to match the famous one of Taylor the democrat. + +"You won't go back to London until to-morrow, will you?" said Rames to +young Burrell. "It's best not to hurry away the moment you've won the +seat." + +They returned accordingly to the white house, and when the two men +were left by Cynthia to their wine after dinner, Rames turned +inquisitively to his guest. + +"I have noticed a change in you, Burrell, during these five weeks. You +came into the contest as though it was a joke, didn't you?" + +"Yes, I did," said Burrell, blushing. + +"And though you laughed at it again to-day, as a matter of fact it +ceased to be a joke very quickly." + +Burrell agreed. "Very quickly." + +Rames fetched a box of cigars from the sideboard. + +"Now light a cigar," he said, "and tell me just as clearly as you can +what brought about the change, and what this election really means to +you." + +Mr. William Burrell, M.P., shied at the proposal. + +"Oh, I say, Rames," he began, but Rames cut him short. + +"I really want to hear," he said earnestly. "I ask for a particular +reason." + +Burrell lit his cigar. The contest had impressed him deeply. But like +most men he was shy of revealing any strength of feeling. The eager +eyes of Rames, however, kept him to his task. He looked back over the +five weeks, gathering up his little sheaf of recollections. + +"What remains in my mind," he said with hesitation, "is not the +excitement, nor the applause, is not the difficulty of making speeches +about subjects with which one is not half acquainted, nor the fear +of being asked questions for which one has no reply ready, but +something quite different. It is the memory of little bare raftered +school-rooms, hot with gas-light, crowded with white faces, faces so +hopeful, so--intolerably hopeful--the faces of people who look +confidently to candidates and Parliaments for so much more than it +seems to me Parliaments and candidates can ever do." + +"Ah!" said Rames curiously. "You felt that too. I remember that I +did." + +Burrell leaned forward. + +"Did you too, though you shouted yourself hoarse with the rest, feel a +little ashamed?" + +Rames reflected. "No," he said; "never." Then he added with a smile, +"but I think I should now." + +"I did," said Burrell. "There were times when I wanted to stop my +speech in the middle and cry out, 'Don't look at me with such high +hopes. It's no use! It's no use!' But I held my tongue. For there's +always the little that governments can do. That's the consolation, +isn't it?" Burrell was finding it easier to speak out his thoughts +now. The false shame with which he had begun had quite left him. His +words tumbled out hot from his soul. The strangely curious, almost +envious, look with which Harry Rames, his tutor and leader, waited +upon him encouraged and urged him on. + +"The fight, the excitement, the victory--oh yes, they are worth +having, even though one owes them to another, just as I owe them, +Captain Rames, to you. But now, after the victory, there's still the +little which can be done; and there's still the memory of the raftered +school-rooms, the hot gas-light, and the rows of eager, hopeful, +pallid faces to help one on to do it." + +He stopped and leaned back in his chair. The shame of a young man who +has let his tongue wag before his elders and masters seized hold upon +him. + +"But why did you lead me on to talk this sort of blatter to you?" he +asked in an aggrieved voice. "All that I have just learnt you knew +long since." + +Harry Rames shook his head. + +"Your opposition to Devenish's land bill shows it," Burrell insisted. +"Oh, we'll have a real policy of land reform, not an act of revenge." + +Harry Rames leaned across the corner of the table toward young +Burrell. To the youth's eyes he looked at this moment extraordinarily +haggard and old. + +"I'll tell you, Burrell, why I asked my question. I wanted to +recapture from you if I could something of a man's enthusiasm at his +first political victory." + +Burrell looked at his leader with astonishment. Of the man of fire who +had blazed through the constituency from corner to corner with clear +ringing phrases and an inexhaustible good-humor there was now nothing +left. He was burnt out. He sat with brooding eyes and a white face all +fallen into despair. The tale of his years was suddenly written large +upon him. Burrell had wit enough to understand that fatigue did not +explain the change. A mask was withdrawn; he saw misery like a cancer. +Rames sat and betrayed himself like a man in his cups. + +"You tell me you felt ashamed in the school-rooms. I never knew +anything of such shame. To win, to win, to win! That was all I thought +about. That was all the desire I felt. That was what I hoped you would +help me to recapture to-night. But you haven't helped." + +Rames's eyes dwelt angrily upon his colleague. + +"No. You have made me feel ashamed too." Then his face relaxed and he +added in a friendlier voice: "I believe that I have helped you--really +helped you. Oh, not to win a seat in the House of Commons. That's +nothing to be so proud about. But to find your vocation." + +"Where you have found yours," said Burrell firmly. + +"Not a bit of it," said Rames, and then he woke from his moodiness to +a savage outburst of contempt. "Oh, I am going on with it. Don't be +alarmed, Burrell. I'll lead you. We'll put up a fight. We'll make the +fur fly. Very possibly we'll pull the whole Government down with a +run. But--" and drawing his chair nearer to the youth he changed his +tone. "I'll tell you the truth about the House of Commons. It's the +place where the second-rate gets the finest show in the world. In no +walk of life does second-rate intellect reap so high a reward or meet +with such great esteem. But it won't lift you to the very top. Nor +will first-rate intellect either. Remember that!" + +"What will then?" asked Burrell in perplexity, and Harry Rames +shrugged his shoulders. + +"The little bit extra. Character, perseverance! I don't know. +Something anyway. It's the same everywhere now. There are too many +clever people about. Faith in a cause, I think will do it. That's why +the sentimentalists do so much harm in public affairs. They get their +way, because they believe. They are not playing the political game. +Cleverness is twelve for a penny nowadays. To get up to the top you +must have the little bit extra. Now in the sphere of politics I +haven't got it. I don't say office is out of my reach. It isn't. I +have been offered it. I have refused it. But I haven't got the little +bit extra. Outside politics--in quite another sphere--I believe I +have. But that's all done with. I was warned when I went into +politics--warned by a shrewd, wise man. But I wouldn't listen, and so +some day amongst the second-rate Right Honorables half a dozen lines +will announce my death in the _Times_." + +Young Burrell had no great experience of the intenser emotions, and +the bitterness with which Rames spoke appalled him. He saw a man in +torture, and he listened to a cry of pain grown intolerable. Then in a +second all was changed again. Rames was on his feet replacing the +stoppers in the decanters, taking the shades from off the candles, +performing the little conventional acts of a host in his dining-room. +The chasm in the ordinary level surface of things which had yawned for +a moment and given Burrell a glimpse of the pit where misery gnawed +had closed up. + +"We will join my wife," said Rames. He stopped at the door. + +"Were you ever at Toulon?" + +"No." + +"There's a statue on the quay there, at the water's edge, overlooking +the harbor. A great bronze figure, extraordinarily alert, with a light +upon its forehead, the Genius of the Sea. And on the open pages of a +bronze book in the front of the pedestal, the names of the great +sailors are engraved. Cook and the rest of them. The list ends with +D'Urville, I remember. I only saw the statue once. My father showed it +to me when I was a boy. I don't suppose that I have ever thought of it +until to-day." He repeated softly as though speaking to himself: + +"Yes the list ends with D'Urville." Then he roused himself. "Bring +your cigar in. Cynthia doesn't mind. By the way," and a smile of +tenderness transfigured his face, "not a word of this to her. She +thinks I am going to be a great man. She's wrong, but I don't want her +to know before she needs must." Burrell consented at once. He followed +Rames from the room with all joy in his victory quite overcast. He +looked beyond the surprising revelations of his host and obtained a +glimpse into a new side of life. He was the spectator of one of +the grim comedies of marriage. Here was the wife--so it seemed to +him--believing joyfully in the great destiny of her husband; and the +husband laboring in torment to sustain her belief, while all the while +he knew that his destiny was thwarted and that the true current of his +life ran through other fields. + +They went along the passage into the drawing-room. It was a warm night +of September and the windows stood open upon the garden. Cynthia was +not in the room. Harry stepped out onto the lawn. The night was dark +and he could see no one. But the light in the drawing-room had +revealed him as he stepped out, and whilst he was standing peering +into the darkness Cynthia came softly over the grass to his side. + +"You'll catch cold," he said. "The dew's heavy." + +Cynthia took his arm. "Hush," she said. "Listen!" and through the +still air the chimes of the great clock in Ludsey steeple floated with +a silvery and melodious sound to their ears. A tune was struck out by +the bells, then another. + +"I heard that," said Cynthia in a whisper, "on the night my father +died. I was sitting alone with him in the darkness while his life +drifted away. It was winter." + +Harry put his arm about her and pressed her to his side. + +"I heard them again," she continued, "one night when I was waiting for +you to telephone to me, Harry. Do you remember?" + +"Yes." + +"I waited a long time for you that night, Harry," and there was a +catch in her voice. "Ludsey chimes have meant very much to us. Let us +hear them out!" + +They stood together in the darkness until the last distant note had +died away. It seemed to Rames that Cynthia listened as though she were +taking a farewell of them. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXVI + + THE TELEGRAM + + +Harry Rames and Cynthia travelled up to London the next day. Cynthia +was restless and excited. + +"Let us dine at a restaurant and go to a theatre, Harry," she said. "I +can't sit still and stay at home to-night." + +"Very well. What shall we go and see?" + +"Oh, something with bright colors and movement and music." + +But there ran through the piece she chose a melody of a haunting +wistfulness and Harry Rames, happening to glance at his wife in the +darkness of the auditorium, saw that the tears were raining silently +down her cheeks. + +"What's the matter, Cynthia?" he asked in a whisper. + +Cynthia smiled at him through her tears and laid a hand upon his arm. + +"Hush!" she answered. "It's all right, Harry." + +As the curtain descended at the end of the act she said, "Let us go +now quickly, do you mind? Before the lights are turned up." + +They were, fortunately, near to the end of their row of stalls, and +they were able to slip out while the curtain was still ascending and +descending upon the lighted stage, and the auditorium still dark. +Rames left Cynthia in the lobby while he went in search of his +carriage. When he returned he found her standing with her face +carefully turned to the wall in front of a commonplace engraving, +which seemed to be demanding from her the most meticulous study. + +"Have you found it?" she asked, and she hurried with him across the +pavement. "Let us go home, Harry. It was nothing except nerves. I was +stupid. We have been doing a good deal lately, haven't we?" + +"That's all right, Cynthia. You poor little girl," said Rames as he +crossed her cloak over her throat. He knew her too well to make the +mistake of plying her with questions, and they drove to their home in +silence. + +"You had better go to bed, Cynthia," he said. "I'll send your maid to +you." + +"No. I am all right now," she answered. "I have something to say, +Harry." + +She went forward to his study--that room with the mahogany panels +where both had faced the hardest crises of their lives, had known the +worst of their sorrows, the sweetest of their joys. Harry followed +her, turned on the lights, and closed the door. Cynthia was already +standing by the fireplace with a foot upon the fender; and she +shivered as though she were cold. + +"Yes, it's chilly," said Rames. "Ill light the fire." + +He struck a match and set light to the paper. The wood crackled, the +flames spurted up. Cynthia threw off her cloak and, crouching before +the fire, warmed herself. Harry Rames drew up an arm-chair for her. + +"Won't you sit here, Cynthia, and be comfortable?" he asked, and his +voice seemed to rouse her from a gloomy contemplation. She stood up +and walked over to his bureau. + +Harry's eyes followed her movements closely. With a growing +consternation he saw her grasp the handles of a locked drawer and try +to open it. + +"What do you keep in here, Harry?" she asked. + +"Oh, some old forgotten things." + +"Your charts?" + +"My word, yes. I believe they are there," he said with an air of +surprise. + +"Will you show them to me?" Cynthia asked. "I should like to see +them." + +"I don't know where the key is. It's lost." + +"Are you sure?" + +"For all the chance I have of finding it, dear, it might just as well +be at the bottom of the Serpentine." + +Harry had not moved away from the fireplace. Cynthia, her back toward +him, had been playing with the brass handles of the locked drawer. Now +she swung round suddenly. Often she had wondered what errand had taken +him from the house at one o'clock of the morning after she had +revealed her heart to him in this very room. Now she guessed the +truth. It was on that night that he had begun to build up his dykes +against the encroachments of his longings. She faced him; her eyes +burned steadily upon his face, thoughtful, but betraying nothing of +her thoughts. + +"Yes," she said, "I suppose it might as well be in the Serpentine." +She turned again to the drawer. + +"A knife will open it easily, Harry." + +Harry Rames moved uncomfortably. + +"It had better be left alone, Cynthia," he said. But she insisted and, +opening a blade of his knife, he went reluctantly across the room to +her side. + +"It is your wish, Cynthia. You will remember that?" he said gravely. +"For myself I would much rather that it should never be unlocked until +both of us are dead." + +Cynthia showed no surprise at the gravity of his voice. But now she +too paused. "There is still time," she was saying to herself in +feverish trouble of mind, though her face was calm. "There is still +time. He is giving me my chance--my last chance." Her eyelids were +lowered over her eyes and she glanced at him under the thick lashes. + +"You are afraid to open it, Harry?" + +"Yes, I am afraid." + +It was not merely the outrush of old and overwhelming memories which +he dreaded. But that locked drawer had become to him a symbol of his +own self-mastery. So long as it remained locked, and no longer, he +would dominate his torments and be the captain of his soul. For so +long he would keep locked a frail door against his yearnings. Cynthia, +in a voice so faltering and low that it was hardly audible, said: + +"Still I should like it opened." + +"Very well." + +She stood with her fingers clenched upon her palms whilst Harry +inserted the blade of his knife in the chink of the drawer, ran it +along until it touched the lock, and then forced apart the fastenings. +There was a crack as of splintering wood. Harry Rames replaced his +knife in his pocket, pulled out the drawer, and carried it over to his +writing-table. + +"There it is," he said, moving away from it to the fireplace. Cynthia +bent over the drawer and turned on the light of a reading lamp which +stood upon the table. + +"This is your own chart upon the top, Harry?" + +"Yes. It is the last one, you see. Hemming may be bringing back +another." + +"Will you show me exactly the point you reached?" + +It seemed to Harry as if she was bent on trying him to the last point +of endurance. + +"It is marked there quite plainly, Cynthia," he said. + +Cynthia leaned over the drawer--for a long time. Harry Rames was quite +surprised at the closeness of her scrutiny. It was so long since she +had shown any interest in his journey or indeed in anything except his +political career. As a matter of fact, Cynthia saw of that map nothing +but a blur: for her eyes were dim with tears, and she bent so low over +its configurations simply because in that attitude her face was +hidden. + +She moved. + +"What is this?" + +She took up a brown package, tied up with string, which lay in a +corner of the drawer. + +"I don't know," said Rames with a puzzled face. "I have forgotten." + +"May I open it?" + +"Of course." + +Cynthia cut the string and, one after another, perhaps a score of +brown telegraph envelopes slipped out in a cascade and fell upon the +table in front of her. + +"Telegrams," she said curiously. "Unopened, too! Oh, Harry!" this with +a mocking laugh of reproach. Then she looked at the address of one of +the telegrams. It ran: + + + Rames, + S. S. Perhaps, + Tilbury Docks. + + +As she read her face changed. There came a look of introspection in +her dark, wide-open eyes. She swept back in her thoughts over the +course of years and took note of the irony of things and of the +surprising changes in a life like hers which, to all the world, was +uneventful and prescribed. + +"I remember," she said. "These are the good wishes sent to you when +you started. You once told me that you never opened them." + +"I hadn't the time. We had to catch the tide out of London. We were +late getting away. I had forgotten that I had kept them all." + +"I am going to open them." + +"It is too late to answer them." + +"I wonder." + +Cynthia opened the telegrams until she came upon one about half +through the number which arrested her attention. This she spread out +before her and smiled at its phrasing. + +"Harry!" she said. + +Rames turned about. + +"Yes?" + +"Come and read this." + +He stood behind Cynthia's chair and read aloud the message still +legible upon the form. + +"Every heart-felt wish for a triumphant journey from an unknown friend +in--;" and then he stopped with an intake of his breath. "In South +America," he resumed, and so stood quite still for the space of a few +seconds. Then he leaned forward and looked at the name of the +telegraph office from which the message had been sent. + +"Daventry," he cried. + +"Yes," said Cynthia with a little laugh upon which her voice broke. +"We had a telegraph office on the estancia. We were very proud of it, +I can tell you"; and then the amusement died away from her voice, and +"oh!" she whispered in a long sigh, as she felt his arm about her. + +"You sent that! You! Cynthia! Before I knew you, before we met." + +"Yes, dear, I sent it." + +"Just think," he cried. "It reached me at Tilbury. It travelled out +with me to the South. It was in the desk in my cabin for three long +dark winters. It came back with me to England. By chance I met +you----" + +"No, not by chance, Harry," Cynthia interrupted. "I sent Mr. Benoliel +to fetch you." + +"Yes, you did," he agreed, with a laugh. "We met, and we married, and +through all these changes it has lain here unopened. Why didn't I open +it? That was conceit, Cynthia. I was haughty. I was going out to +discover the South Pole. I didn't open my telegrams." + +"But if you had opened it, Harry, you would only have laughed. For +it's just the message of a schoolgirl, isn't it? You were one of my +heroes--oh, not the only one but the latest one--I had just let you in +past the turnstile to my enchanted garden. I was seventeen on the very +day I sent it. I drove down to the office--oh in such a condition of +importance. I pictured to myself you, the unknown you, sitting in your +cabin and wondering and wondering and wondering who your little friend +was in South America. Then I drove back and"--she stopped and went on +again slowly--"yes, other things happened to me that day." She looked +down again at the telegram. "Yes, the message of a foolish and +romantic school-girl." + +"I should like to be able to think, Cynthia," said her husband, "that +I had opened it when it came." + +"But you didn't," said Cynthia, "and so--" she broke off her sentence. +She took the telegram form, folded it, and replaced it in its +envelope. She took a brush from a little bottle of gum which stood +ready upon the table by the inkstand and, smearing the inner border of +the envelope, stuck it down again. Then she stood up and turned to her +husband. "And so," she continued, "you must take it, Harry, as though +it were despatched to you by me only to-day for the first time and +delivered to you here now at midnight." + +She held out to him the telegram and he took it, gazing at her with a +look of wonder. And then hope flamed in his eyes. Cynthia turned away +abruptly. To her that swift flame of hope, of life, was almost +intolerable. + +"Then you knew," he cried. + +Cynthia nodded her head, but she kept her face averted. + +"I have known a long time," she answered in a low voice. "Ever since +the letter came to you with the Rexland stamp." + +The sound of her voice and her attitude pierced to Rames's heart. His +exultation gave way to concern. + +"I am very sorry, Cynthia," he said gently. "I tried to hide it." + +"Oh, my dear, I know you did. With all your strength you tried to hide +it. You watched yourself each minute. But," and she turned to him with +a little smile of tenderness, "I watched you closer still, and the +longing grew too big to be hidden." + +Harry Rames made no pretence to deny the truth of her words, knowing +full well that all denial would be vain. The screen was down between +them. + +"Yes," he said; "but Cynthia, I keep my bargain." + +"My dear, there is no longer any bargain between us," she answered, +"for on both sides there is love. Of that I am very sure." + +She held out her hands to him and he caught them and held her against +his breast. + +"You said you had rather that drawer was not unlocked until both of us +were dead," she whispered. "My dear, if that drawer was not to be +unlocked, we might both of us be dead at once for all the value our +lives were going to be. So you will go, you must, unless we are to be +wrecked altogether. We have been most unhappy, both of us. I, because +I thought of the dangers," and she suddenly caught him close as though +even now she dared not let him go, "and could not bring myself to make +the sacrifice and let you run the risk--you, because the call was +always in your ears. It couldn't go on. That's the truth, Harry. +Especially now that you know that your secret's no longer a secret to +me. We should grow estranged, embittered, each one thinking the other +horribly selfish. Perhaps, even hatred might come." + +"No," protested Harry. + +"Oh, yes, yes. It has come from smaller causes often enough. It might +come, Harry, and that would be terrible. I have thought it out, my +dear. All the time we were cruising down in the West I was thinking +our position over and over and over. And it seemed to me that you must +win this Hickleton election first--and then I would tell you that I +understood your great trouble and let you go. But you had to win +first. I couldn't let you go while people might be able to say that +you had gone because you had been beaten in your political ambitions. +I was too proud of you, my dear, to allow that. You must lay down your +career at a moment of success, leaving behind you a good name amongst +your colleagues and perhaps a great many regrets. But you have won the +election now, you have made good, as they say, and so, for both our +sakes, you must go." + +She drew herself out of his arms and moved away to the fire. + +"Of course it's just what I wanted when I first met you, isn't it?" +she said with a wavering effort of a laugh. "I urged you to go back +and finish your work the first time I met you--one night at the +Admiralty. Only things have changed a good deal since then, haven't +they?" + +Her voice, which had been steady up till now, broke, and with a sob +she suddenly hid her face in her hands. "Oh, Harry," she cried as +though her heart was breaking, and he hurried to her, exclaiming: + +"Cynthia, I am a brute. I can't leave you here for three years alone." + +She held him off with her arm outstretched, dreading lest she should +weaken and take her advantage of his remorse and so have to go through +all this heart-rending renunciation again at some future time. + +"You won't, Harry," she said, drying her eyes with her handkerchief. +"I have thought it all out. My father asked me on his death-bed not to +desert the Daventry estancia altogether. He loved it so himself that +he did not wish to think that he would die and that no one of his own +people would ever see it again and make sure that all was going well +with it. And here's the opportunity. While you go down to the +Antarctic I will go back to the Daventry estancia. I couldn't live +here day after day with you away amidst the storms and the snow. There +I shall be able to. I will have the estancia to look after. When will +you go?" + +"Not so very soon, Cynthia, after all," he said. "It will take me a +year before the preparations are complete. Besides, there's the money +to be raised." + +Cynthia raised her shoulders in a gesture of reproach. + +"Oh, Harry! There's no trouble about the money, of course." + +Rames stared at her. "Cynthia," he cried. "You'll help?" + +"More than help, Harry," she answered. "You see I let you go--yes. I +even bid you go--yes. But I mean to have my share, my dear, in +whatever you do. I mean that you shall carry something of me, +something more than a telegram this time, to your farthest South." + +Rames sat down in a chair by the side of the fire close to where she +stood. He gazed into the flames in silence. With all gentleness and +love she was heaping coals of fire upon his head. Every look, every +word she spoke, confessed the deep pain which he was causing her. She +was brave, but through the curtain of her bravery her fear and anguish +shone. He spoke as a man will who is smitten by his conscience. + +"I am very sorry, Cynthia. When I asked you to marry me I had no +suspicion that any longing could get so strong a hold on me. I once +told you carelessly that men were driven out upon these expeditions by +the torment of their souls. I said that knowing it only by hearsay and +by the plain proof of it which they show in what they have written. +Now I know it--here," and he struck his breast above his heart. "Yes, +I have got to go if I am ever to have peace. But I am sorry, Cynthia." + +His voice trailed off into silence and Cynthia laid a hand upon his +head and stroked his hair. "I know," she said, "I know." + +"All that I thought so fine, so well worth having--the fight with +other men for mastery, the conquest with what conquest would +bring--power and rule and governing--it's extraordinary how completely +all desire for it has vanished out of me!" he continued. "Do you +remember the account I gave you of my maiden speech?" + +"Yes." + +Cynthia's hand had gone to her breast, but her voice was steady. + +"There was a fragment of time when the world went blank, when I lost +the thread of my speech, and stood dumb. A fragment of time so short +that it wasn't noticeable to any one in the House except myself." + +"Yes." + +"Well, these three years of politics seem to me just such an +unnoticeable interruption of my real life. The fight which I revelled +in appears to me now a squabble made ignoble with intrigues, bitter +with mean disappointments, the victory not worth the fight. No doubt I +am wrong. I went into the House of Commons, you see, without ideas," +and Cynthia started at the word so familiar to her fancies. "Now I +have one, a big one, and it has mastered me." + +And so Harry Rames passed at last through the turnstile into Cynthia's +private garden. But it was in accordance with the irony of their lives +that she wished with every drop of her blood that he had remained +outside. + +"I long for simple things, not shifts and intrigues and bitterness; +the gray mists on glaciers; the day's journey over the snow, with its +wind ridges and its storms; the hard, lean life of it all; the fight, +not with men, but with enormous things of nature, some dangerous, some +serene, but, whether dangerous or serene, wholly indifferent." He +gazed for a little while into the fire, seeking in the analysis of his +emotions his apologia. + +"I think, Cynthia," he continued, "that once a man has gone far into +the empty spaces of the earth, he has the mark of them upon him. +Voices call from them over all the leagues of all the seas and need no +receivers at the end." + +"Yes," said Cynthia, and once more her memories travelled back to the +death-bed of old Daventry in the dark room of the white house. He had +given her reasons for his great love of his estancia on the wide +plains of Argentina. But there had been another reason, she +remembered, which his failing wits had not allowed his tongue to +formulate. Cynthia had often wondered what that reason was. She had no +doubt that her husband had explained it now. "Yes, my father also +heard those voices." + +After a short silence Harry Rames reached out his hand and took hers. + +"I think, my dear," he said gently, "that things would have been +different, that I should not have wanted to go, had we been fortunate +enough to have children--" and with a cry Cynthia turned to him +fiercely. + +"No, no!" she exclaimed. "During this hour, for the first time, I have +been thanking God we had no children. For if we had, you would still +have wanted to go just as much as you do now, and that I could not +have borne." + +Harry had no answer for her outburst. In his heart he knew that what +she had said was true. He sat in silence, his eyes upon the fire and +her hand in his; and a moment or two later she dropped upon her knees +at his side. + +"But oh, Harry, come back to me!" she cried. "You must go I know. +That's the way things happen. But oh, come back to me." + + + + + CHAPTER XXXVII + + THE LAST + + +At nine o'clock on a morning of July during the next year an auxiliary +barquentine of four hundred and fifty tons steamed westward with the +tide past the Isle of Wight. Besides the helmsman, Cynthia and Harry +Rames were upon the bridge. They stood side by side, Cynthia gripping +the rail in front of her with both of her hands. They did not speak. +The ship glided past Cowes gay with its white yachts and crowded +esplanade and rounded Gurnard Point into Newtown Bay. Cynthia looked +ahead through a blur of tears, watching for and yet dreading to see a +low square church tower stand out against the sky close to the water +in a dip of the coast-line hills. Opposite to that church the ship was +stopped and a boat was lowered. Cynthia, with Robert Brook to look +after her, was put ashore on Yarmouth pier; and the barquentine dipped +her flag and steamed on to the Needles and the open sea on its three +years' voyage. + +Robert Brook escorted Cynthia across the water to Southampton, and the +next day witnessed her departure from the docks on a steamer of the +Royal Mail for Buenos Ayres. He returned to London that afternoon, +took a solitary dinner at his club, and walked afterward to Curzon +Street. The Rames's house was all lit up, and from the open windows +music drifted out upon the summer night. Harry and Cynthia had let +their house a week before, and to-night the new residents were giving +a party. Robert Brook had an invitation and went in. He listened for +half an hour to a party of coons and then could endure no more. The +comic songs and the laughter seemed to him that night in this house a +desecration. For in the characters of Harry Rames and his wife he +chose to see something of greatness, in their lives something of +achievement. He looked about the walls. Some dark and terrible hours +must needs have been passed by both Harry and Cynthia within them +before the great resolution had been taken which had condemned her to +three years of loneliness on an estancia in South America and had +stripped him of a sure career in politics. + +Robert Brook fell into a black mood and an utter weariness with his +own life. For him season was to follow season and to find him still a +guest at the parties and the entertainments until he became old and a +bore. He envied Harry his expedition, Cynthia her sorrow. He went out +wretched and walked by instinct down Whitehall. On his way to his club +he passed the windows of the Board of Trade. These, too, were +brilliantly lit; for within the building a Cabinet Minister was +endeavoring to compose an acute struggle between artisans and their +employers. Robert Brook watched those windows; and his disgust with +his own life increased. Here again was achievement for others, not for +himself. There would never be room for him within that building, nor +within any other where the nation's administration was being done. And +his life was going; indeed, the best part of it was done. He walked on +to his own small house and let himself in with his key. The passage +was dark and the house quite silent. He stood for a while alone in the +darkness and the silence. He thought of Cynthia and Harry, of Devenish +and his colleagues, of others without eminence, but, at all events, +with wives and children. He had given up his life to the House of +Commons and the House of Commons repaid him by barely knowing his +name. 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