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diff --git a/40937-0.txt b/40937-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..97dfab4 --- /dev/null +++ b/40937-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,9233 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40937 *** + + ALBERT ROSS' + ROMANCES + + A NEW EDITION AT A POPULAR PRICE + +ALBERT ROSS is a brilliant and wonderfully successful writer whose books +have sold far into the millions. Primarily his novels deal with the +sex-problem, but he depicts vice with an artistic touch and never makes +it unduly attractive. Gifted with a fine dramatic instinct, his +characters become living, moving human beings full of the fire and +passion of loving just as they are in real life. His stories contain all +the elements that will continue to keep him at the head of American +novelists in the number of his admirers. + +MR. ROSS is to be congratulated on the strength as well as the purity of +his work. It shows that he is not obliged to confine his pen to any +single theme, and that he has a good a right to be called the "American +Eugene Sue" or the "American Zola." + +_12mo, cloth. Price per volume, 50 cents._ + + Black Adonis, A + Garston Bigamy, The + Her Husband's Friend + His Foster Sister + His Private Character + In Stella's Shadow + Love at Seventy + Love Gone Astray + Moulding a Maiden + Naked Truth, The + New Sensation, A + Original Sinner, An + Out of Wedlock + Speaking of Ellen + Stranger than Fiction + Sugar Princess, A + That Gay Deceiver + Their Marriage Bond + Thou Shalt Not + Thy Neighbor's Wife + Why I'm Single + Young Fawcett's Mabel + Young Miss Giddy + +G.W. DILLINGHAM CO. + +Publishers New York + + + + + A NEW SENSATION, + + BY ALBERT ROSS. + + + AUTHOR OF + + "THOU SHALT NOT," "HIS PRIVATE CHARACTER," + "SPEAKING OF ELLEN," "IN STELLA'S SHADOW," + "THEIR MARRIAGE BOND," ETC. + + + NEW YORK: + COPYRIGHT, 1898, BY + + _G.W. Dillingham Co., Publishers._ + + + [_All rights reserved._] + + + + +CONTENTS. + + +CHAPTER PAGE + + I. Lady Typewriter Wanted 9 + + II. Outlining the Scheme 21 + + III. An Evening at Koster and Bial's 32 + + IV. "You are a hopeless scamp" 46 + + V. Meeting Miss Marjorie 57 + + VI. "Do you really want me?" 71 + + VII. Getting Ready for my Journey 83 + + VIII. "A woman I like very well" 93 + + IX. A Private Dining Room 104 + + X. "Once there was a child" 116 + + XI. A Theft on Board Ship 129 + + XII. A Little Game of Cards 144 + + XIII. Bathing in the Surf 155 + + XIV. "Oh! this naughty boy!" 166 + + XV. Wesson Becomes a Nuisance 176 + + XVI. "It is from a girl" 184 + + XVII. A Struggle on the Balcony 196 + +XVIII. Our Night at Martinique 208 + + XIX. "It is a strange idea" 219 + + XX. New Work for my Typewriter 230 + + XXI. "You were in my room?" 241 + + XXII. Too Much Excitement 252 + +XXIII. A Wedding Ring 265 + + XXIV. The Brutal Truth 275 + + XXV. "With his wife, of course" 286 + + XXVI. Behind the Bars 297 + +XXVII. "I pressed them to my lips" 305 + + + + +TO MY READERS. + + +It is a common question of my correspondents, "Are your novels ever +founded on fact?" Sometimes; not often. This one is. + +A year ago I had an attack of neurasthenia, as did "Donald Camran." I +did not die, nor go to an insane asylum, both of which items of "news" +appeared in the daily papers from one end of the country to the other; +but I wasn't exactly well for awhile. In January of this year I made my +second trip to the Caribbean Islands and wrote this novel among the +scenes I have described. + +Before going I advertised in the New York Herald "Personal" column for a +typewriter to accompany me as private secretary. I received more than a +hundred letters from women who desired the situation and interviewed +quite a number of them. I decided, however, to go alone. (If the reader +doesn't believe me I refer him to the passenger lists of the "Madiana" +and "Pretoria.") The basis of this story, however, grew out of the +advertisement and answers. + +"Marjorie" and "Statia" have a genuine existence, and so have many of +the other characters in this tale. I have used real people as an artist +does his models, taking a little from one, a little from another, and a +great deal from the vivid imagination with which nature has endowed me. +I hope the result will be satisfactory to my friends, who have waited +double the usual time for this novel. + +My health seems wholly recovered and unless something unforeseen occurs +my stories will continue to appear each July and January, as they have +for the past ten years. This is the nineteenth volume of the "Albatross +Series." I again send a too indulgent public my warmest thanks for their +appreciation. + +Very Truly, + +ALBERT ROSS. + +Cambridge, Mass., May, 1898. + + + + +A NEW SENSATION. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +LADY TYPEWRITER WANTED. + + +"A New Sensation--that is what you need," said Dr. Chambers, wisely. + +"Yes, that is what you want, above all things," assented Harvey Hume. + +"A New Sensation--it would be the making of you!" cried Tom Barton, with +enthusiasm. + +I agreed with them all. My brain was exhausted with my long illness and +responded feebly to the new strength that was returning to my body. It +was much easier, however, for people to discover the remedy I needed +than to find the right way to apply it. They would never have united in +prescribing the same kind of "sensation." What one would suggest would +be opposed by the others; and had they come to a united decision in the +matter their ideas might not have suited me at all. I was in a condition +when it is not easy to make up the mind to anything. + +After long reflection, I decided to go and propose marriage to Statia. I +had never offered my hand to any woman and it seemed as if that ought to +give me at least a diversion, which was something. Not that I intended +to make the offer lightly. I had as lief get married as anything else. I +was sick to death of idleness--nothing could well be worse than doing +nothing, day after day. + +But when I had carried out my plan, I left Statia in greater despondency +than ever. For she refused me pointblank--something that had not entered +into my calculations. She did it, too, in anything but an agreeable +manner, as it then seemed to me. + +If the reader of these lines has ever gone through a period of insomnia +in its most acute form, he will understand the condition in which it +leaves a fellow. When Tom's sister laughed me out of court, as one might +say, even though she did it with the highest expressions of good will, I +was ready for anything desperate. + +"You are a silly fellow," she said, as if I were a five years' old child +and she my governess. "What kind of a husband do you think you would +make? Look back over the last five years of your life and see how much +of it does you credit. You think I don't know what you have been up to, +and perhaps it is best for me that I don't know all of it; but I am +sure, at least, that you have undertaken nothing serious, and that every +hour has been practically wasted. A girl has got to have something +different in a partner on whom she is to rely for life. And that tale of +your physician's advice is worse than all. I am not going to let myself +for a hospital. Your health is broken on account of your persistent +violation of all hygienic rules. You have no right to quarter yourself +on a strong, well girl like me until you can bring something better than +you now have to offer." + +I was too provoked at her manner, even more than at her words, to reply +with much patience. I said, ill-manneredly, I must now admit, that if I +did not have my old physique, it was only a question of time when it +would return, and that I certainly had something else that many a young +man would gladly take in exchange for beef and brawn. + +"Oh, _that_ for your fortune!" she said, snapping her fingers +disdainfully. "I am not talking of marrying your grandfather, who +gathered the dollars you think of such moment. Wealth is a good thing +only when harnessed to the right horses. The man that marries me must +have a better recommendation. I would give more for a character of +sterling merit, a disposition to conquer the difficulties of life, than +for all your cash. If the will of Aleck Camran had not tied up his +savings, you would have made ducks and drakes of the whole of it before +this time." + +I was angry at myself for arguing with her. She had a great deal of +assurance to address me in that manner, I thought. + +"Will or no will, I have a certainty of five thousand dollars a year +till I am thirty," I retorted. "How many of the brave young chaps you +talk about can gain as much as that? And when I am thirty I get +possession of the entire estate, a quarter of a million now, and more +when that time comes. But I am not going to debate the matter with you. +You are a coquette, Statia Barton, and have had your amusement with me. +Some day, when you hear I have gone to the devil, a little remorse may +touch your heart. I don't care a rap now whether I live or die." + +She paled at the concluding sentence. + +"Don't add crime to your follies," she said, in a low tone. "Existence +does not end with this brief life on earth. When you have time to +reflect, you will be ashamed of your present state of mind. If there is +anything I can do for you, short of sacrificing my whole future--" + +"I know," I responded, sarcastically. "You are willing to be 'a sister' +to me!" + +"I am, indeed!" she answered, fervently. "It's what you need much more +than a wife. You accuse me of coquetry, because I have tried to treat +you as--well--as the closest friend of my brother Tom. I fear your +experience with women has not fitted you to be a good judge of their +actions." + +"They are pretty much alike," I snarled. "Selfish to the core, when you +get at their true natures. All this talk amounts to nothing. So, I'll +say good-by, for as soon as I can get my things packed I'm going to get +out of the country." + +She seemed genuinely distressed, and like the soft fellow I always was +where her sex is concerned I found myself relenting. + +"Dr. Chambers advises travel," I explained, in a gentler tone. "His +exact prescription was, 'Marry the nicest girl you know, then take a +journey to some place where you can forget the troubles through which +you have passed.' If I can't carry out the first part, I can the last." + +Statia's face lit up. + +"And am I--really--the 'nicest girl you know,' that you came so straight +to me with your proposal?" she asked. + +"I thought so an hour ago," I responded, growing gloomy again. "I've +intended for two years to ask you sometime, though I didn't think it +would be so soon. I supposed you knew what was on my mind, and it never +occurred to me that, instead of accepting my offer, you would play the +schoolma'am with me. But let it go now. I believe I shall live through +it, after all. That cursed insomnia leaves a man ready for the blues on +the slightest provocation. The sooner I get out of this part of the +world the better." + +She asked if I had decided where to go, and I told her I had not. I +thought the best thing was to get on the sea as soon as I could and keep +out of sight of land for awhile. + +"I don't think you ought to go alone," she said, thoughtfully. + +"Perhaps you would undertake to chaperone me," I suggested, +mischievously. + +"No. It would be too great a responsibility. But, seriously, you should +have some one. You are not in a condition to make a long journey alone." + +I felt that as well as she. But of all my friends I could think of no +one to fill the bill, and I told her so. + +"Tom would go, if he could," she said. "He would lose a year in his +classes, though, which is a serious matter. Can you not hire some +capable young man, who would act as an assistant and companion +combined?" + +If I was sure of anything it was that I wanted nothing of that kind. A +servant was all right, and there were lots of fellows who would make +good travelling companions, but a man who could combine the two +qualities would be unbearable. + +"There's another alternative you haven't thought of," I remarked, +catching at an idea. "What would you say to a typewriter?" + +"There are many young men in that business who would be glad to go with +you," was her reply. + +"Hang young men! If I take a typewriter it will be a young woman," I +retorted. "Oh, don't glare at me in that frigid way. There are +respectable young women enough without letting your thoughts run wild. +Uncle Dugald has been trying to get me to resume work on the family +genealogy, which I was plodding through when I was knocked out by that +confounded illness. I have all of the notes on hand. Supposing I +advertise for a young woman of good moral character to assist a literary +man, one that is willing to travel. Don't you think I might secure the +right sort of person in that way?" + +"Good moral character!" she echoed, her lip curling. "And what do you +think her character would resemble when she returned with you from your +journey?" + +I replied that it would be something like that of a vestal virgin, as +near as I could prognosticate. And I demanded where she got the notion +that I was a menace to the purity of any young creature who might decide +to trust herself in my company. + +"The idea is too silly to talk of seriously," she answered. + +"Oh, I don't know," said I. "The more I think about it, the better I +like the thing. Some of these typewriter girls are not bad looking. Many +are well educated. A good salary ought to overcome their objections to +travel, especially at this season of the year, when New York is under +the dominion of the Ice King. I shall put an advertisement in the +'Personal' column of the Herald, next Sunday." + +Statia tried to pretend that she thought me simply fooling, but it was +evident that she was not as sure on that point as she would like to be. +If there was nothing else to be gained by the conversation, I was at +least getting even with her to some degree for the disappointment she +had caused me a few minutes earlier. + +"You will do nothing of the sort," she said. "Come, Don, don't be an +idiot. I can hardly find patience to discuss the senseless thing. If you +weren't such a reckless boy, I should know you were only joking. You +shall not leave the room until you promise to drop this nonsense." + +I liked her, in spite of her cruel conduct; yes, I liked her very much; +and it did me an immense amount of good to sense the taint of jealousy +in her words and manner. + +"Statia Barton," I replied, taking a step that brought me to her side, +"it all lies with you. Again I ask you to be my wife and go with me on +the journey my doctor declares I must take at once. If you refuse to +guard and protect me you have no right to say that some one else shall +be prevented from doing so." + +She trembled, and I thought she was about to relent. My heart gave a +quick bound, only to be stilled by her answer. + +"Your conduct in this matter confirms all my previous suspicions," she +replied, and her voice was unsteady. "I am merely, in your mind, a toy +to be used as occasion requires. If I refuse to lend myself to that +object you have only to find another. Now, Donald Camran, I am a little +too proud to take that sort of place. Marriage, in my mind, is rather +more sacred than it seems to be in yours. You evidently have no idea how +near you are to insulting me, which makes it easier to forgive the +slight. I thank you for the honor"--she pronounced the word in an +ironical manner--"that you have offered and decline it absolutely. +Further, I withdraw all my advice, since it evidently is useless to +offer any. Advertise for your lady typewriter, make your arrangements +with her, and go your way. And now excuse me, as I have to dress for a +walk." + +I didn't really want to hurt her feelings, and it was too evident that I +had done so. I asked meekly if she would let me wait in the parlor till +she was ready and escort her to her destination. + +"No," she answered, with more determination that I had ever heard in her +tone. "I prefer to say good-by to you here." + +I liked her immensely, in spite of all, and was sorry that anything +should make a break between us, but I had no idea of crawling on my +knees for any woman alive. I took up my overcoat, that lay on a +chair--I was as much at home in Tom Barton's house as in my own +lodgings--and put it on. Then I took my gloves, my hat and cane, said +"Good-by," with great formality, and left the house. + +I preferred to walk, for although the air was frosty, there was heat +enough in my veins. Block after block was traversed in an aimless way, +for I had no destination in particular. All at once, I noticed a group +of people staring into a window, and realized that I had reached the +up-town building of the New York Herald. + +For several seconds I tried to remember what there was about that +building to interest me. It was one of the results of my illness that +memory had become treacherous. It frequently happened that I met +intimate friends and could not tell their names if I were to be hanged. +I slackened my pace, and cudgeled my brain, as the saying is, for some +moments. + +It was the Herald Building--I knew that well enough. What did I want +there? Suddenly, glancing into the business office, it all came back to +me and I entered. + +The idea I had suggested to Statia as a joke began to strike me as a +rather good thing. + +I would insert an advertisement for a female typewriter, if only to +spite Statia Barton! Dr. Chambers had almost forbidden me to travel +alone. I had a right to select my companion, and it was the business of +no one--least of all of a woman who had thrown me over--whether the +person I chose wore pantaloons or petticoats. + +Going to one of the desks I took up a pen, dipped it in ink, and tried +to indite a suitable announcement. My hand shook, for I had not +recovered a quarter of my normal strength. When I had written the first +line it would have puzzled the best copy-holder in the office above to +decipher it. I tore it up, took a second piece of paper and began again. +When I had written the advertisement at last it did not suit me, and +once more I essayed the task with new construction. Other men and +several women were using the desks about me, and I glanced at them to +see if any nervousness was visible on their countenances. There appeared +to be none, however, which fact made my own sensations harder than ever +to bear. + +Several times I fancied that the clerks behind the wire guards were +watching me, that they had managed in some mysterious manner to see over +my shoulder, and were laughing at my efforts. Still I hated to give up +beaten. It is a part of my nature to carry out any task which I have +attempted, no matter how insignificant. I took the pen once more and +finally completed with difficulty the following: + + TYPEWRITER WANTED--To travel in the Tropics for the winter. Duties + light, salary satisfactory. Machine Furnished. Address--Herald + up-town. + +Just as I was about to take this to one of the clerks, an extremely +pretty young woman came to the desk I was using and attracted my +attention. She had a pair of solitaire diamonds in her beautiful ears +and half a dozen costly rings on her pretty fingers. She wore a tastily +trimmed hat, with veil, a well fitting seal coat and a plaided silk +skirt of subdued colors. I judged her to be the wife or daughter of some +wealthy man, who had come to advertise for a maid or cook. With a few +quick strokes of the pen, in a hand that I saw was clear and bold, she +completed her writing and stepped quickly to the nearest counter. I +followed her; and as there was already one customer engaging the +attention of the clerk, I plainly saw the notice she had written, as she +held it daintily against her muff. Its purport was as follows: + + A YOUNG LADY, stranger in the city, beautiful of face and form, 22 + years of age, suddenly thrown on her own resources, wishes the + acquaintance of elderly gent. + +The clerk looked up and nodded to the fair creature, when her turn came. +He had evidently seen her there before. + +"You have forgotten again," he said, smiling. "Object matrimony." + +"So, I have," she answered, in mellifluous tones. "It seems so silly, +you know." + +"A rule of the office," he responded, adding the words for her. "Dollar +and a half." + +She took a twenty dollar bill from a purse and received the change as if +it was hardly worth picking up. It was evident that much sympathy need +not be wasted on this young "stranger," and that the "resources" on +which she was "thrown" were likely to be amply sufficient. + +"One twenty," said the clerk, to me. "Business Personals, of course. I +will write the word 'Lady' before 'Typewriter,' if that is what you +mean. It may save annoyance. Sunday? Very well." + +He gave me my change and I withdrew to make room for others, who were +already crowding for recognition. + +It was only Thursday, but it was something to have done the thing. After +months of insomnia it is hard to make up one's mind. Delighted that I +had taken the first step, I bought a paper from one of the boys at the +door and went home to study the steamship routes. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +OUTLINING THE SCHEME. + + +The most intimate masculine friend I had in the world was Statia's +brother, Tom Barton. We seemed to have become attached for the reason +that a story reminded some one of an event--because we were so +different. Tom was not the kind of chap, however, to trust with such a +plan as I had just been maturing. Not only was he virtuous--which may be +forgiven in a young man of good qualities--but he would never have liked +me had he suspected a thousandth part of the peccadilloes of which I had +been guilty. Tom was my friend, but never my confidant. For a fellow to +share the present secret, there was no one like Harvey Hume. + +I was reasonably sure that Harvey would tell me I was contemplating a +ridiculous move; indeed I more than half suspected that to be the case. +But he would content himself with pointing out the silliness of the +plan, leaving it to my own judgment what to do afterward. Tom, on the +contrary, would have told Statia all about it, not imagining, of course, +that I had done so; then he would have gone to my Uncle Dugald and set +him on my track. If these means failed to bring me to my senses, I am +not sure but he would have applied for an inquirendo to determine my +sanity; all with the best intentions in the world and a sincere desire +to promote my moral welfare. + +Tom is a fellow who would jump off a steamer in mid-ocean to save me, +should I fall overboard while in his company, and never think, until he +found himself on the way to the bottom, that I could swim, while he +could not even float a little bit. He is as decent a chap as it has ever +been my privilege to know, and as much to be avoided on certain +occasions as a fer-de-lance. At any rate, my recent tilt with his sister +did not make me particularly anxious to see any person who bore her +family name. So I went to Harvey Hume. + +Harvey is, or professes to be, a lawyer. One of our mutual friends once +got credit for a _mot_ that really didn't amount to much, when a third +party inquired if Harvey had yet been 'admitted to the bar,' by replying +that he had been admitted to every bar in Greater New York, although he +had always failed to pass. Whatever might be said of him, he was a +thoroughbred. The Spanish Inquisition could not have drawn a secret out +of him. The worst he would do if he disapproved of my scheme was to tell +me so, and I had a wild anxiety to talk it over with some one. + +"Halloa, old fellow!" he cried, as I entered his door. "Devilish glad to +see you. Take one of these cigars, draw up here, put your feet beside +mine on the desk, and tell me how you are." + +Accepting the invitation in both its phases I responded that I was +improving every day, and that I believed myself nearly, if not quite, +out of the woods. + +"Of course, you are," he replied, jovially. "And now you are out, will +you get back again, or take a friend's advice and stay out?" + +"I don't even know how I got in," I remarked, dolefully. "When I see a +chap like you in the enjoyment of all the health and spirits in the +world it seems unfair that I should be knocked down in the way I was. +Why, all the drinking I've done since I was born wouldn't satisfy you +for half a year." + +Harvey blew a cloud of smoke to the ceiling and winked knowingly. + +"Rats!" he responded. "I only drink just enough to lubricate my mucous +membrane. If you had drunk oftener and done some other things less, you +would be in as fit shape as I am. It was plain to me for a long time +that you would bring up where you did. No fellow can live on the edge of +his nerves month after month without paying the piper, sooner or later." + +"Well," I said, "I'm through with it now, at all events. Lovely woman +has got to get along without me, in the old way, for a long time to +come. Dr. Chambers has given me a scare, and I'm going to profit by it." + +"Good!" exclaimed Harvey, with warmth. + +"Yes," I continued, smiling inwardly at the scheme I was about to +divulge, "the sort of female creature with which I have spent my time +and cash is to be banished from my waking and my sleeping dreams. I am +going to take ship for some foreign port, and remain away till I am sure +of my resolutions." + +Hume leaned over and took my hand in his own. My esteem for him rose +with the action, which spoke more than words, but I went on with my +story. + +"The doctor will not hear of my going alone, however," I pursued, +"and--" + +"And he's quite right," he interpolated. + +"So I have advertised for a companion to make the trip. You don't seem +to have conceived any plan for me, so I've invented one of my own." + +My friend interrupted again to compliment me on the common sense of the +move. + +"You see, the genealogy of the Camran family that my Uncle has set his +heart on gives me an excuse to secure the services of a companion in the +guise of a typewriter. It takes off the feeling that I require a nurse, +while practically providing the very same thing, in the event that one +is needed." + +Hume nodded frequently, in approval. I was evidently rising rapidly in +his estimation as a young man whose common sense had returned after a +long vacation. + +"I hope you'll find the right sort of fellow," he said. "You ought to, +if you've worded the advertisement right. The last time I put in such a +notice, the time I got the man I now have--there was half a peck of +answers." + +Taking up a pen, and putting my feet nearer the floor, I wrote a copy of +the announcement I had left at the Herald office, and passed it to my +friend. + +"How do you think that will do?" I inquired, gravely. + +He read it, sniffed once or twice and then threw it on the floor. + +"You are a good deal of a fool, but not such a d----d one as that!" he +said. + +"It's exactly what I have done," was my reply. "When the answers come in +I shall expect you to help me pick out the prizes." + +He laughed, refusing at first to be drawn into what he thoroughly +believed a trap to catch him. Then he studied my face and grew doubtful. + +"Anybody but you, Don, might get some fun out of this. If you really +have put such an ad. in the paper, the best thing you can do is to turn +the entire lot of replies over to me, for investigation after you have +left the country. But," he grew very sober, "to prance around among that +sort of stuff yourself--at this time--would almost certainly put you +back where you were last winter, with less chance than ever of +recovery." + +It was a much rougher way of putting it than I had expected, and, to +tell the truth, there was something creepy in the suggestion. + +"Your generosity is fully appreciated," I replied, with some dignity, +"but I cannot think of exposing you to such terrible dangers. On +reflection I do not think it best to trouble you in this matter. It +would be a source of never-ending regret were I to return from abroad, +and learn that you had taken my old place in the Sanitarium." + +Hume threw the butt of his finished cigar into a cuspidor and lit +another one nonchalantly. + +"Don't you really see the difference?" he asked, when he found the weed +drawing satisfactorily. "To me the adventures that might grow out of +meeting a dozen or a hundred pretty women would result in nothing worse +than passing some agreeable evenings. I never lost my head over one of +the sex, and I never shall. If Mr. Donald Camran could say as much, I +would tell him to carry out his intention. But, I leave it to you, my +dear boy, to prophesy the result, if you go into this thing." + +I told him, with some mental misgivings, to be sure, that I had learned +my lesson during the year that was past. No woman could make me lose my +head again. At the same time I had not gotten over my admiration for the +sex, and I saw no reason to do so. + +"I'm beginning to believe you're not fooling," said Hume, after studying +my countenance again. "Now, tell me precisely what your game is. Let us +have the scheme, just as it lies in your mind and, if there's a +redeeming feature about it, trust me as a true friend to say so." + +We had at last reached the point I had hoped for, and I complied without +hesitation. + +"I am acting primarily on the advice--almost on the orders--of Dr. +Chambers. He wants me to take a sea voyage. He advises me strongly not +to go alone. Then Uncle Dugald hints every time I see him that I ought +to recommence the genealogy as soon as I feel able. A good stenographer +would make that task an easy one. The reason I purpose taking a lady +instead of a man--but you will certainly laugh if I tell you." + +My friend responded gravely that he would promise to do nothing of the +sort. + +"Well," I continued, "it is this: and you may laugh at me if you like. I +have led a life as regards women that I now think worse than idiotic. I +have followed one after another of them, from pillar to post, falling +madly in love, troubling my mind, worrying over the inevitable +separations, getting the blues, losing heart, all that sort of thing; +then, beginning over again with a new charmer, and pursuing the +inevitable round. I have never been intimately acquainted with a pure, +honest girl of the better classes, except one, who, this morning, +refused my offer of marriage. I have no feminine relations except a +couple of old aunts. I need sadly to be educated by a woman who will not +hold out temptation. I believe a few months in the society of such a +woman, away from old associations, will make another man of me." + +When I think of it now I wonder that Harvey, with his keen sense of the +ludicrous, did not burst into a laugh, in spite of his promise. But he +took my serious story with equal seriousness and bowed gravely. + +"What is to keep you from falling in love with your secretary, when you +and she are practically alone, miles and miles from all the people you +both know?" + +"I intend to secure a promise from her, before we start, that she will +repel, absolutely, the slightest familiarity on my part. I shall fix a +salary that will be an object. If she allows me to forget the position +toward her that I have chosen, she is to be sent home on the next +steamer, with a month's advance wages." + +Harvey bowed again, with the same gravity as before. He pulled at his +cigar, but it had gone out and he did not relight it. + +"I have never talked so freely with you before," I went on to say, "and +there is no other person on earth with whom I would do so. A year ago, +as you are aware, I was stricken suddenly with that damnable thing +called neurasthenia. For two months I had insomnia in the worst form +that a man can have it and live. Sleepy from noon to noon, I only +secured thirty minutes of unconsciousness in each twenty-four hours. +Figure the situation to yourself. At nine o'clock every night I fell +asleep; at half past nine I awoke, and there was not a wink again until +nine the next night. I gave up all expectation of recovery, and the most +disheartening things I heard were the predictions of Dr. Chambers, that +I would ultimately get well. + +"Finally they sent me to the Sanitarium, where with treanol and bromides +I was lulled to unconsciousness for several hours at a time. I would not +consent to take opium in any form, even if the refusal killed me. A +month passed. The artificial sleep induced brought me little strength, +but it helped in a way. Then I went to the Hot Springs of North +Carolina, with a valet. My sleeping capacity had returned, and I ceased +to use the incentives previously found necessary; but my appetite, poor +enough before, deserted me there. For breakfast I actually had to force +down the single cup of coffee that formed the repast. At lunch I did not +go to the table. For dinner my menu never varied--a few spoonfuls of +soup and a small dish of iced cream. + +"The days dragged horribly. Somehow in the absence of real courage I +developed a dogged determination that I would live. When I reached New +York on my return North, I had too little strength to write a letter or +to sit upright for more than a few moments. But the worst was over, and +I knew it. It had become only a question of time. Step by step I have +advanced until you see me as I am to-day." + +My friend listened intently. + +"And you don't want to fall into the old slough again," he remarked. + +"No, and I never will," I said, with earnestness. "Now, listen: I +realize that I was a year ago a slave to certain vices. Yes, let us give +them the unconventional name. If I go off alone to some distant part of +the world, what is to prevent my beginning again on the old road and +ending where I did before? I could take a male companion, but do you +imagine he would have any influence with me if I started to go wrong? At +best he would be but a servant. If he tried to stand in the way of +anything I wanted, the result is certain; he would get his walking +papers _de suite_. I have no mother, no sister. The only woman I ever +thought of marrying has coldly declined my offer. Let me go in the +company of a woman that is what she should be, and I will return a +different man altogether." + +Still Hume did not laugh. I was more grateful for this consideration +than I can describe, for I was really very much in earnest. I was like +the drowning man, clutching at what seemed to me a life-preserver. + +"How old are you?" asked Hume. "Twenty-five?" + +"Twenty-four." + +"What age would you prefer your secretary to be?" + +"About the same. I could not endure an old maid, and I do not wish to +undertake the care of a child." + +"Won't it be hard to find a woman of twenty-four years with the skill +and judgment that your situation seems to require?" + +"We shall see. Some of these girls who are obliged to earn their living +develop wonderful self-possession." + +He nodded, as if he could not dispute this. + +"Well, Don," he said, after a thoughtful pause, "I am going to be candid +with you. The scheme you have outlined would be considered, as you must +know, by nine-tenths of our friends, as absolutely senseless. To me it +really has some points in its favor, if it can be carried out. You have +left the advertisement for insertion? Very well. If you like to trust me +so far, bring a batch of your answers here next Tuesday and we will go +over them together. There will be a certain per centum that we shall +both agree are not worth attention. We will classify the others, and +pick out a dozen or so to look up. My time, my services, are at your +disposal. The Law is not pressing me particularly just now, and I shall +be glad if I can be of use to anybody." + +I accepted the proposition with delight. + +"And now," added Hume, "come over and get a drink." + +But this I was obliged to decline. I had made a solemn promise to Dr. +Chambers, nearly a year before, that there were two things from which I +would refrain for twelve whole months; and one of them was drinking +anything of an alcoholic nature between meals, or stronger than claret +even then. This I explained to Harvey, with the additional information +that I had not broken my pledge and that the time specified would expire +within three weeks. + +"Meet me on the day it is up and let me see you quaff your first +Manhattan," he said, laughingly. + +"If I have good luck I shall be far away, on the Briny," I answered. "I +shall begin very gingerly, wherever I am. I would rather shoot myself +to-night than get into the condition I was when Chambers squeezed that +promise out of me. He said the other day that when I entered his office +I had eyes like those of a dead fish and so little pulse he could hardly +distinguish it." + +"He is quite correct," said Hume. "I saw you about the same time, and I +thought, as I live, that you were a goner. You're all right now, though, +and--upon my soul!--I hope you'll keep so. The charms of Bacchus are not +your worst danger, Venus, my boy, is the lady you want to keep shy of." + +"Don't I know that?" I answered. "Confound her and all her nymphs!" + +"Well, good day," he said, taking my hand in his and putting the other +on my shoulder affectionately. "Tuesday I shall look for you, remember, +with a dray load of letters from the fair maidens of this metropolis!" + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +AN EVENING AT KOSTER & BIAL'S. + + +Before I actually engaged passage to any foreign port I thought it wise +to pay a parting visit to good Dr. Chambers. It was six months since I +had last called on him, for finding that I was gaining in every way I +did not care to fill myself up with medicines. His advice about +abstinence from things hurtful had been religiously followed, and I +presented the outward appearance of a man in fairly good health when he +came into his office and took my hand. Between us there has grown up a +feeling warmer than generally, I am afraid, exists between physician and +patient. I am intensely grateful for the skill that changed me from a +desponding invalid to one so nearly the opposite in spirits, and the odd +five dollar bills I have paid seem no equivalent for the great boon he +conferred upon me. + +In plain terms, he saved my life and more. He redeemed me from a sort of +hell which I think the old romancers would have substituted for their +fire and brimstone had they ever had personal experience of it, as a +means of deterring the sinful from their ways. Money cannot pay for such +service, and I shall feel an affection for Dr. Chambers as long as +memory remains to me. + +If you have the pleasure of his acquaintance, you know that the Doctor +is probably the handsomest man in New York. He has a good physique that +has not degenerated into mere muscle and brawn; a fine color which does +not lead you to suspect that too much old port and brandy is responsible +for it. His hair is nearly white, though he has hardly seen fifty years, +and has no other sign of age. His mustache and imperial would do credit +to a trooper and yet has not that bovine appearance shown in portraits +of the late Victor Immanuel. His manner is delightful, his voice +musical, though by no means effeminate. + +I ascribe my cure partly to a perfect confidence in his powers with +which he inspired me on our very first meeting. He is not one to make +rash predictions, to tell you that he will bring you around all right in +a week; but rest on his superior powers with the confidence of a child +and the result will justify your faith. + +No physician can cure a man against his will or without his assistance. +Go to Dr. Chambers with your heart open, tell him no more lies than you +would tell your confidential attorney, obey every injunction he gives +you, summon whatever of courage is left in your failing heart, take his +medicines according to direction. If you do that and die, be sure your +time has come and that no mortal could bring about a different result. +If you recover, as you probably will, be honest and ascribe the result +as much to the Doctor's intuitive knowledge of persons as to his eminent +acquaintance with the best medical discoveries. + +One of the nervine preparations that he gave me is manufactured in +Paris, and I have heard jealous physicians say that no one here knows +the precise formula by which it is compounded; which is, it appears, a +technical violation of the rules of the Medical Society, and +consequently "unprofessional." If Dr. Chambers cures his patients by the +help of this remedy, and other physicians let theirs perish, his course +is certainly preferable from a layman's point of view. He has proved the +efficacy of the article. Whether it be composed of one thing or another, +or whatever be the proportions of the mixture, is of little interest to +the one it benefits and less still to the victims of more scrupulous +practitioners, after they have passed from earth for want of it. There +is a great deal of nonsense in the medical profession and the +establishment of set rules to meet all cases is bound to result in +disaster. + +I asked Dr. Chambers to re-examine me in a general way, and to say, when +he had finished, whether he saw any reason why I should not go at once +on an ocean voyage. He devoted the better part of an hour to this task +and ended with the declaration that the sooner I went the better my plan +was. + +"I have urged you before to take a long journey to some interesting +place," he reminded me. "At this time of year a warm country is better +than a frigid or even a temperate one. You will thus secure a natural +action of the skin on account of the perspiration, much better than any +Turkish bath, which is at best only a makeshift. You will be able to +partake of tropical fruits in their best state, fresh from the trees and +vines. Your mind will be stimulated in a healthful manner. The voyage +will do you great good. All I insist on now is that you do not go +alone. While you have made immense progress you must run no risks. A +bright, cheerful companion to fill in a dull hour is very necessary. +And, although I believe the year for which I interdicted some of your +habits has about expired, it does not follow that you are to plunge into +excesses. Use the common sense you have been acquiring. Take all your +pleasures sparingly. Still consider yourself a convalescent. I don't +want you coming here again in the shape you were last winter." + +I assured him that there was no danger; that I had learned my lesson +well; and that I would make a sensible use of my liberty. Then, when he +had added that I need carry very little medicine--and that only for +emergencies--and made me promise to write him once in a month or so, in +a friendly way, I grasped his hand warmly and took my leave. + +If he had been a woman I would certainly have kissed him. He will never +know, unless he happens to read these lines, how near my eyes came to +filling with grateful tears. + +The next thing was a visit to my Uncle, Dugald Camran, that staid old +bachelor, who still possesses the virtues of our Scotch ancestry, that I +have put so often to shame. He has charge of my father's estate, which +he manages with the same acumen that he handles his own, and which is as +safe in his hands as in that of the Bank of England. Between my Uncle +and me there has been much good will, but very little confidence. Our +relations have been little more than business ones. He has no curiosity +apparently as to my personal conduct, and I would be the last to wish +him to know what it has been in some respects. + +He attributed my late illness, as did most of my other acquaintances, to +over-study, and I had no intention of undeceiving him. There was no +attempt on his part to influence me in any way, when I gave up my course +at Yale without graduating. He only said that I was the best judge. + +He could see well enough that I was not cut from the same piece as the +rest of the Camrans, staid, methodical getters together of money as they +are. Probably, bad as things went, he would have made them no better had +he interfered. His is not a nature that could understand mine. When I +became twenty-one years of age he handed over without demur the ten +thousand dollars that my father's testament said was to be given me on +that date, and although he knew well that I had not a penny of it left +at the end of a twelve-month he never uttered a word against my folly. +He was, as far as appeared, an automatic machine to obey the provisions +of the will. + +For nine years to come there was the five thousand a year for me, either +in lump annual sums or monthly, as I might prefer. With the knowledge +that I could not retain my hold on anything in the shape of money I +decided to take it in the safer way. My illness had enabled me, in spite +of the special expense to which it subjected my purse, to get a couple +of thousand ahead, which I was foolish enough to think did me credit. As +a matter of fact, I was never extravagant in the necessaries of life, +and might have gained a reputation as a very careful fellow had I not +fallen into habits that sent my change flying like geese feathers in a +storm. + +Uncle Dugald listened without approval or disapproval to my statement +that I was going on a sea voyage, which I took pains to say was advised +by Dr. Chambers. In spite of our relation he evidently regarded me much +as the cashier of my bank did when I presented a check--if there was a +balance to my credit, all right; if there was none I should meet with a +polite refusal. + +It was not necessary for this canny Scot to turn to his books to see how +my balance stood. His head was full of figures and if a fire had +destroyed every account he had, I believe he could have restored his +ledgers accurately from memory alone. + +"I shall want a letter of credit," I said, "and I shall be obliged if +you will attend to the matter for me. I suppose it is necessary to +deposit the amount with the firm on which the letter is drawn." + +"That is the customary way," he answered, "but I can arrange it a little +better to your advantage, by guaranteeing payment through my banker. +That will save interest on the money. What size shall the letter be?" + +My Uncle had no idea of being responsible for a penny beyond the amount +in his hands, out of my annual allowance. Ah, well, that would be more +than enough, probably. At the worst, my income was accumulating, and at +the end of a few months I could send to him for another letter, if I +remained away so long. So I told him to get a credit for $2000 and send +it to my lodgings at his convenience. Then having asked after the health +of my two maiden aunts, with whom he lived--as if I cared whether they +were sick or well; they never had bothered about me when I was at the +worst of my long illness!--I took my departure. + +That evening I studied the advertisements of the steamship lines, both +in the Herald and in the Commercial Advertiser. There were excursions +going to the Mediterranean, which presented most attractive +prospectuses, but they did not convince me that they were what I wanted. +I never liked travelling by route, preferring to leave everything open +for any change of mind. There were the usual lines to England, France +and Germany, but I had seen those countries several years earlier, just +before entering college, and according to my recollection they were +anything but restful. The particular temptations I was to avoid were +rather too plenty on the other side of the Atlantic to trust myself +there. I was more inclined toward some of the South American countries, +till I happened to read in a despatch that yellow fever had broken out +there, and I knew that those quarantines were something to be avoided at +all hazards. + +Thinking of quarantines suddenly brought back the memory of a trip I had +taken three years earlier to the Windward and Leeward Islands, where I +had been detained in the most comfortable quarantine station in the +world--the one at St. Thomas. + +I smiled to recall the discouraged feeling with which I and my +travelling acquaintances heard, at the little town of Ponce, in Porto +Rico, that we would have to be detained under guard fifteen days when we +reached St. Thomas; how we had the blues for twenty hours; how the +indigo darkened, when we were taken from our steamer and landed from a +row boat, bag and baggage, at the foot of a long path that led up to the +Station. + +And then the revulsion of feeling when we found the cosiest of homes +awaiting us! The hearty welcome of Eggert, the quarantine master and +lighthouse keeper; the motherly smile of his wife; the cheery welcome of +his daughter, Thyra; the bright little faces of Thorwald, his son, and +of the baby, Ingeborg; even the rough growl of "Laps," the Danish hound, +had no surliness about it. + +Then the comfortable beds in the little rooms, curtained from all +obnoxious insects; the five o'clock sea baths in the morning, inside the +high station fence that we must not pass; the meals an epicure need not +have scoffed at; our first acquaintance with a dozen varieties of the +luscious fish that abound in that part of the Caribbean. + +I remembered them all, as if it were yesterday, and at this juncture +that meant but one thing: I must see St. Thomas again, if only to +determine whether that fortnight was a dream or a reality. + +The craze which this decision inspired brought to my mind the fact that +I was still liable to excitements from which I must free myself. The +great desideratum for which I must strive above all things was repose. +It was mere suicide to go wild over everything that happened to please +me for the moment. The chance was more than even that if my feelings ran +away with me over the delights of the Antilles I would awake the next +morning with an aversion to that part of the world. It was one of the +penalties of my illness that the pendulum of a wish could not swing +violently in one direction without swinging just as far in the other. I +was afraid this would be the result in the present instance; and I sent +for a ticket to Koster & Bial's, while I went to take my dinner at the +Club, in order to get a diversion that would be effective. + +Among the entertainments presented at the great Vaudeville house that +evening was the startling sensation known as "Charmion," and I was not +sorry to see it, even though I had to hold my breath during part of the +exhibition. At the risk of relating what a large number of readers must +already know, I will describe briefly the act given by the young woman +appearing under that title. + +When the curtain rose nothing was visible except a trapeze about twenty +feet above the stage, and a rope hanging loosely beside it. Presently +there entered a woman in full street costume, who inserted one hand +nonchalantly in a ring at the end of the rope and was drawn lightly to +the trapeze. Here she sat comfortably for an instant; and then, as if by +accident, fell backward and hung head down by one leg, bent at the knee. + +Her gown and skirts naturally dropped in a mass over her head, leaving +the hosiery and minor lingerie in full exposure, with a liberal supply +of what was undoubtedly silken tights, but was meant to simulate the +flesh of her lower limbs, in full view. For a second she remained in +this posture, and then regained her seat on the trapeze, smoothing her +skirts into place, with a pretended air of chagrin at what was intended +to be considered her accidental fall. + +Next, with a bit of pantomime which indicated that concealment of her +charms was useless after what had happened, "Charmion" stood up on the +trapeze and began deliberately to disrobe, in full view of the audience, +composed nearly equally of well garbed men and women, and completely +filling the house. + +She took off first her immense "picture hat," black with great ostrich +plumes, and let it fall into a net spread beneath her. Then she slowly +unbuttoned her basque and removed it, exposing some very shapely arms +and shoulders. Next came the corset, followed by a delicious rubbing +with the hands where the article had closed too tightly around the form. +The skirts tumbled to the feet, then the remaining garments, and the +woman stood in her long black stockings, blue garters encircling the +lower portion of the thighs. + +At this stage I noted a special expectancy in the occupants of the front +seats--men leaning forward, with outstretched hands--the cause of which +was soon apparent. The fair occupant of the trapeze seated herself, +untied her garters and, with a moment of hesitation, cast them, one +after the other, into the crowd, where they were seized by the most +agile or most lucky of the spectators, and retained as souvenirs. Then +came, last of all, the hose themselves, and the actual work of the +performer as a trapeze artist began in earnest. + +I will do Charmion the credit of admitting that her act was truly +wonderful. Suspended first by the insteps and then by nothing, +apparently, but her heels, she passed easily from one round of a +horizontal ladder to another, backward and forward, hanging head down +in mid-air. + +But it was easy to see that the marvellous exhibition of skill was not +what had drawn the immense audience. It was the risqué undressing which +had done that. So far as I can learn, she had gone several paces beyond +anything in this line hitherto permitted in any reputable American +theatre. + +For myself I am glad I saw it, though I would not care to see it again. +I was like the young lady who consented after some demur to take a ride +on a very steep toboggan slide. "I wouldn't have missed it for a +thousand dollars!" she exclaimed to her escort. "Let us try again," he +suggested. "Not for a million!" she responded, with equal fervor. + +If such things are to be allowed in metropolitan theatres, I want to +"size up," by that means, the taste of what are called the respectable +men and women of my time. But I certainly felt a dizziness in the brain +when that corset came off in the presence of a thousand individuals who +seemed to represent a fairly average respectability of our women. + +I saw young girls of seventeen or eighteen there, middle-aged matrons +and several elderly ladies, and I did not detect in a single face the +agitation I knew showed in my own. Perhaps I may ascribe my extra +nervousness to the neurasthenia from which I had so recently recovered. + +While at this point I hope I may be pardoned a word in reference to the +growing taste among our theatrical audiences for what was once called +indecent exposure. Our elders relate that New York nearly had a fit +when, in the late sixties, the first "Black Crook" company opened its +doors at Niblo's. To see women in flesh-colored tights reaching to the +hips was so awful that only eye-witnesses would believe it possible, and +to make sure it actually occurred, everybody had to go. Then came the +"British Blondes," who wore longer tights, and filled them in a more +satisfactory manner than those who had preceded. Soldene followed, with +a new and startling sensation, in Sara, the skirt dancer, who pulled her +underclothing up to her forehead, to the delight and scandal of the +bald-headed row--just as a hundred others do now without attracting +special attention. + +The demand kept ahead of the supply of indelicacy. Dancers vied with +each other in so garbing their lower limbs as to give the impression +that they were partially nude, and Mrs. Grundy merely bought spectacles +of increased power and engaged a front seat. + +Then came the "Living Picture" craze. As Clement Scott said in his +London paper, "We are told that these women are covered with a tightly +fitting, skin-like gauze, but this is a matter of information and belief +and not of ocular demonstration." The nymph at the fountain stood night +after night, like her marble prototype, with the water running down her +breasts and dropping from the points thereof. She refused to follow +Beaumont and Fletcher's advice, to-- + + "Hide, oh, hide those hills of snow + That thy frozen bosom bears, + On whose tops the pinks that grow + Are of those that April wears." + +Venus rose from the sea, with all the appearance of absolute nudity. The +glorious curves of the tempter of Tannhauser were revealed in their +fullness to cultured audiences. The North Star came down that men might +admire her shapeliness, while the three Graces proved Byron's words:-- + + "There is more beauty in the ripe and real + Than all the nonsense of their stone ideal." + +And then a daring manager went all this one better. He posed his women +as bronze figures, with nothing between them and the gaze of the +audience but bronze powder. The sensation lasted but a short time, +spectators not caring for mulatoes when there were white forms to be +seen at the same price. Next came the "Wedding Night," which I saw in +Paris, and which still seems to me comparatively sweet and innocent--and +it was suppressed, perhaps for that very reason. And now we have +"Charmion"--meat for strong minds, but not, I fear, for the average +young man. + +What will come next? I would not dare predict, but really within ten +years we may expect anything. "The leaves are falling--even the fig +leaves," says George Meredith. They have fallen long ago from most of +the male statues in European galleries, and there at least I am in +accord with the sculptors. Perfect nudity never stirred the beast in any +sane man. Why should we not have afternoon or evening receptions by +professional models in their native undress? It would be better for +morality than the ingenious titillation of the senses induced by your +Edwinas and your Charmions! + +Confound Charmion, any way! She spoiled a night for me that I needed for +refreshing sleep. In my brief snatches of slumber I was with those silly +fellows in the front rows, clutching wildly in the air for the garters +she flung from her perch above our heads. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +YOU ARE A HOPELESS SCAMP. + + +Without even waiting for letters at the Herald office, in answer to my +advertisement, I went on Saturday morning to Cook & Son's, on Broadway, +and engaged two staterooms on the steamship "Madiana," of the Quebec SS. +Company's line, to sail January 12. I found that I could secure both +rooms, and, if it proved that I needed but one, the amount of passage +money paid in advance--one hundred dollars--could be applied to mine +alone. This pleased the remnant of Scotch blood left in my veins, for my +relations have always said I "favored" my mother's side of the family, +and she was a native of France. Though careless enough with money, I did +not wish to pay for a stateroom that nobody would occupy, and there was +a possibility that I would go alone, after all. The clerk, an affable +fellow, promised to hold the extra room until the 5th of January, and to +write me when it became necessary to put up the balance of the price or +surrender the rights I had in it. I thought, on the whole, it was a +sensible business transaction. + +"What name shall I register for the lady's room?" he asked, taking up a +pen. + +"I am uncertain," I said, hesitating. "There are several of the family, +and I don't know which it will be finally." + +"I will call it 'Miss Camran,' then," he said. + +There seemed no objection to this, and he wrote the name in his book. + +Arming myself with a handful of literature about the Islands, that he +gave me, and which contained little information I was not already +possessed of, I went back to my rooms and took a look at my wardrobe. I +decided that I should want one or two new suits, of the very coolest +texture, besides thin underclothing, some outing shirts, a couple of +pairs of light shoes, etc. On Monday I began a search for these things, +and found them with more difficulty than I anticipated. In midwinter few +New York tradesmen are able to furnish thin clothing with celerity, and +my time was growing short. I visited half a dozen shops before I could +get fitted with shoes of the right weight, for instance. There were long +hunts for underflannels and hose. The tailors offered me anything but +thin weights, until I persisted and would not be put off, and then I had +to select the goods by sample. With some extra light pajamas, a gauzy +bathrobe, a lot of new collars and cuffs, and an extra dozen of colored +bosom shirts, I thought myself at last nearly ready. I urged upon each +dealer the necessity of sending his articles at the earliest possible +moment, thinking it wisest to deceive him a little about the day I was +to sail. The event proved this the only way I succeeded in getting them +all delivered in season. + +It was with more excitement than was good for me that I took a hansom +on Tuesday morning, at an early hour, and drove to the up-town office of +the Herald. I expected a number of answers to my advertisement and +wanted to take them home as expeditiously as possible. Nor was I +disappointed. The clerk handed me out not less than a hundred and fifty +envelopes, when I presented the card that had been given me, and he was +kind enough to tie them in bundles at my request. Twenty minutes later I +was in my sitting room, the door locked for fear of intrusion, and +tearing open one after another with the hunger of curiosity. + +The first five or six were not at all satisfactory. They contained +little beside requests for "further particulars," and had a +business-like air that did not suit my mood. Then came one that was +interesting enough to be put in the reserve pile from which the final +decision was to be made. Perhaps I may as well give it now in its +entirety: + + Dear Mr. 107--[that was the number the Herald had assigned + me]--Although your announcement does not state your sex, I feel + justified in assuming that you are a Man. "Lady" Typewriter! Well, + as far as I know I answer that description, and now for the + situation. "To travel in the Tropics?" I certainly have no objection + to doing that, provided--! You say the "duties are light." Certainly + that sounds encouraging. What do they consist of--actual typewriting + or keeping dull care from drawing wrinkles on your manly brow? + Typewriters are called upon to do such strange things in these days. + The individual whose bread I now earn seems to consider that he has + a right (in consideration of twelve dollars per week) to kiss me + whenever he takes a fancy, which is the reason why I am seeking + another employer, who, if he has the same tastes, may have a more + attractive mouth for the purpose. How long is your journey to last + and what pay do you intend to offer? + + I am twenty-six years of age, not specially ill looking, and have a + good temper unless angered. I won't say much about my ability on the + machine, for I presume that is a secondary consideration. Send your + reply--if you think me worth it--to No. -- East Sixteenth Street, + but don't call in person unless you wish to have an interview with a + gouty uncle or a frightfully jealous cousin. + + Ever Yours, + + ALICE BRAZIER. + + N.B. If you take me off with you, I shall let neither of them know + where I have gone. + +This was bright and breezy, at least. The next one that I laid aside was +as follows: + + Dear Sir:--I am a Southern girl, if one who has reached the age of + 22 may so call herself. I have a good education and am refined in + manner. I have no doubt I can fill all the requirements of the + position you offer, and would be pleased to have you call, Wednesday + afternoon, between two and four, at my lodgings, or on any other + afternoon you may name. Please grant me at least an interview. + + Very Truly, + + MARJORIE MAY. + + No. -- W. 45th Street. + +I read all the others, to the last one; but these two had attracted my +attention so thoroughly that the rest palled on my taste. Some were too +plainly sent by the ordinary class of immoral women, who had taken this +manner of making an acquaintance. One stated that she had the finest +form in New York, which she would be happy to exhibit for my approval, +in all its chaste splendor. Another had "lost her job" in a big +department store, and would "appreciate the true friendship of a man who +could spare $6 or $8 a week." Another frankly owned herself to be a +"grass widow," who on the whole preferred one "friend" to twenty and +offered me the first chance to fill that permanent position. Three or +four were apparently school-girls who were tired of the wholesome +restraints of home and wanted to run away with any man who would pay +their bills. + +One declared herself to be 42 years of age, an expert typewriter, and +warned me against taking a "giddy young thing" on my journey when one of +her assured character could be obtained. She added that her reason for +desiring a change was that her employer was a scandalous person, whose +goings-on with a younger typewriter with whom she had to associate were +"awful." And she enclosed as a clincher an autograph letter from her +pastor, recommending her to "any Christian gentleman" needing a reliable +assistant. + +Several were either married to men whose whereabouts were at present +unknown or had been divorced. One admitted in a burst of frankness that +she had "trusted a professed friend too far" and did not care what +became of herself. + +All of which was rather amusing in its way, but brought me no nearer to +the goal of my desire--a bright, cheerful companion for the voyage I was +about to undertake. + +I examined the entire lot before I recollected the agreement I had made +with Harvey Hume. Then I gathered up all the letters (except my two +favorites)--for I did not mean to show these to any one--and started for +his office in the middle of the afternoon. Harvey was in, of course; not +that he had any clients or expected any, but because those were his +office hours and he had nowhere else to go in particular. He was +evidently glad to see me, especially when he espied my package, for he +scented something to dispel his ennui. + +We withdrew into his private office and he closed the door. + +"Any prizes?" he asked, jocosely. + +"You can decide for yourself," I answered. "They are entirely at your +disposal." + +"Humph!" he grunted, as he laid down the first one. "I wouldn't pay that +girl's fare to Coney Island, judging by her capacity as a letter +writer." Then he struck the communication from the forty-two-years-old +damsel and gravely proceeded to show why she was the one I had best +select. After awhile he asked leave to retain two or three, that he +thought might be of use to him, and that I quite agreed were of none +whatever to me. When he had read over about half of the entire number, +he pushed the rest aside. + +"Rot and rubbish!" he exclaimed. + +"That's what I call them," I answered. + +"You've given up your plan?" he said, inquiringly. + +"By no means. But there's nothing very appetizing in that trash." + +"How will you find anything better?" + +"Oh, I've a scheme. When it develops I may let you in, but not just at +this stage." I wanted to tantalize him a bit. "You asked to see this +stuff and I've obliged you." + +Just at this moment Tom Barton came in, and Harvey threw a newspaper +over the heap of letters, lest it should attract his attention and +arouse his suspicions. It was quite needless, for Tom never suspected +anything in his life. We talked over a few trifles for fifteen minutes +and then, as Tom said he must be going, I walked out into the hall with +him. + +"I'm going home early," he remarked. "Statia hasn't felt very well for +the past day or two, and I am a little worried about her." + +I was sincerely sorry to hear it. My chagrin over the things she said to +me had modified a good deal and I entertained at that moment only the +kindest feelings toward her. + +"I wish you would come up to dinner to-night," said Tom, wistfully. "I +think that would brighten her up if anything can. She's not ill, but +merely out of sorts. Come, that's a good fellow." + +I had as lief go there as anywhere and I consented without more demur. +There was something in the dog-like attachment of Tom for me that was +touching, and in a few days more I would be gone from him for months. As +for his sister, I was sure she couldn't bother me more than I could her. +I had the two letters in my pocket. If she tried any of her games, I +would read them to her. + +Statia was unquestionably pale that evening when, after some delay, she +came into the parlor to greet me. But she assumed a cheerful air and, +when Tom went up stairs and left us alone, inquired if I had carried out +my plan of advertising for a companion on my voyage. + +"Not only have I advertised," I said, pointedly, "but I have received +over a hundred answers. From that number I have picked out several, +among which I have no doubt I shall find what I want. In fact, I have +secured two staterooms on the Madiana, that sails for the Windward +Islands on the 12th, so certain am I that I shall need them both." + +There was not much color in her face before, but what little there was +left it; which I attributed to her disappointment at the ill success of +her predictions. + +"Are you really going to carry out this senseless project?" she asked. +"I can hardly believe you such a reckless fellow." + +"Why is it reckless?" I inquired, boldly. "I need a typewriter. Some +young woman needs a situation. Dr. Chambers says it will not do for me +to travel alone, and he believes a journey to the tropics the best thing +for my health. I'd like to know what ideas you have in that head of +yours. I don't mind the reflections you cast upon me, but I object to +your attacking the character of a young lady who is to become my +employee." + +She avoided the point and asked if I was willing to let her see the +answers I had received. She added that sometimes a woman's intuitions +were better than a man's judgment and that she might save me from +getting entrapped. + +I laughed at her ingenious stratagem, and drew the two letters that I +had laid aside from my coat pocket. + +"It is almost like ill faith," said I, "but as you will not even see the +handwriting, and can never know the identity of the writers, I am going +to read two of these letters to you. They are the best of the lot, so +far as I can judge, and I have no doubt one of them will be the lucky +applicant." + +She composed herself as well as she could, though the nervous fit was +still on her, while I read slowly, pausing between the sentences, each +of the letters given in full in the earlier part of this chapter. + +"Which of them do you imagine it will be?" she inquired, when I had +finished. + +"I must at least see them before I can answer that. The first one (the +one signed 'Alice') is the brightest, and indicates a jolly nature that +I would like to cultivate; but there is something in the other that I +fancy, also. A sort of melody in a minor key. I shall not be content +until I see the original." + +Statia twisted the tassels on the arms of the chair she sat in. + +"You are a hopeless scamp!" she said, reddening. "Why do you pretend to +me that you have the least intention of doing any sensible work with the +assistance of these women, or that you believe either what an honest +girl should be?" + +"Come, that's going too far!" I replied. + +"No, it's not," she persisted, earnestly. "It is right that I should say +these things to you. You are the most intimate friend of--my brother. +You have no mother, no sister, no one to advise you. This plan, which +you are entering upon with such a gay heart, may result in dragging you +down to the depths, and perhaps your companion, if she be not already in +that category. Don, if you ever cared for Tom--for any of us--stop this +thing now!" + +I was so astounded at the plainness of her insinuation that I could not +reply for some moments. She sat opposite to me, her head thrown forward, +her lips parted, her eyes slowly filling with tears. + +"You had your chance," I responded, not very politely, it must be +admitted. "If you had answered in the affirmative the question I asked +you last week this could never have happened. Since you throw me back on +myself, you have no right to prevent me going my own way." + +She dropped her face in her open hands, to recover her equanimity. When +she looked up again she appeared much calmer. + +"Don," she said, tenderly, "you must not be so impetuous. Give up this +plan and perhaps--some day--I--" + +"It is too late," I replied, understanding her very well. "I will never +ask any woman a second time the question I asked you. Be decent, Statia. +You make too much of a little thing. If there had been anything very +wicked in my mind, do you think I would have come here to tell you about +it? Let us drop the subject, and be good friends for the short time that +remains before I go. Why, there's less than a fortnight left." + +She nodded, attempted to smile, and finding that she made a poor show at +it, left the room to prepare herself for dinner. When the meal was +served, however, we missed her old joviality. She did not speak unless +spoken to, and Tom, after trying in vain to engage her in conversation, +declared that she must go to see Dr. Chambers the very next morning. + +"You'll get into the state that Don did last winter," he said, half +jestingly, "if you keep on. He began with just a plain, ordinary attack +of the blues, and see where it landed him. Yes, you certainly must go to +see Chambers. I never knew you like this before, and there's nothing on +earth to cause it." + +When I mentioned, soon after we rose from the table, that I had an +engagement at my rooms--a fiction, by-the-by--Tom said if I was going to +walk he would go part way with me. I was glad to breathe the pure cold +air of December and listen to the chatter of the honest fellow, while at +the same time escaping from that house, that had nearly sent me again +into the doldrums. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +MEETING MISS MARJORIE. + + +The next morning was an awfully long one. I had decided to call on Miss +May in the afternoon, "between the hours of two and four," as she had +stipulated. Although I had never seen her and had no description of what +she was like, I already hoped she would be the One to make my coming +journey agreeable. I had the old impetuosity, you will see, that absence +of calm deliberation that had sent me to a Sanitarium and nearly to my +grave. + +If I intended to take a train scheduled to start for any given point at +ten I was always in the station without fail at half past nine, stamping +my feet at the closed gate, with alternate glances at my watch. If I had +an engagement of special interest for a Friday, the Tuesdays, Wednesdays +and Thursdays dragged horribly. + +It had been explained to me fully by Dr. Chambers that I must reform +this by my own exertions and that drugs could but assist me in a slight +degree. Still breaking away from the habits of years is not an easy +thing, and in spite of all I could do I had the old nervousness that +day. + +At about eleven o'clock, having exhausted the charms of breakfast, the +morning papers and several cigars, I thought of a plan to get rid of an +hour or more, and taking my coat, hat and cane, I walked down to Cook's +office to see if anything new had transpired with regard to the trip of +the "Madiana." There was a rumor in the Journal that yellow fever had +broken out in Jamaica, one of the points where I wanted to touch, and +although the source of the news did not particularly recommend it, I +thought it well to inquire what the agent had heard in relation to the +matter. + +As I entered the office my attention was attracted by a quiet appearing +man of about thirty, dressed in black and wearing a white tie, who was +evidently contemplating the same journey as myself. Now a man wearing a +white tie may be either a clergyman, a gambler or a confidence man, and +I had no faith in my ability to decide which of those eminent +professions this particular person was most likely to adorn. He glanced +up from a prospectus which he was examining, as I entered, and made way +for me at the counter. + +For reasons which I could not explain I liked the man at first sight. If +he was a rogue, I reasoned, it was no more true of him, probably, than +of most men, and there was no reason to suppose that he had any design +in going to the West Indies other than to recuperate his health, which +appeared rather delicate. If, on the contrary, he was any sort of +clergyman I would be delighted with his companionship. + +When the agent introduced us to each other, as he did a few minutes +later, I discovered that the white tie had no especial significance, +being merely a fad or fancy; for Mr. Wesson informed me that he was a +hardware merchant from Boston, with a slight tendency to bronchitis, +and was going south to escape February and March, which are usually +injurious to persons affected by that complaint in the Eastern States. + +I learned from the agent that the "Madiana" was filling up rapidly, and +that there were now no entire staterooms unoccupied, except two or three +containing four berths. Mr. Wesson had no choice but to share the room +of some one who was already on the list, and at the time I came in he +was making natural inquiries as to the other passengers, in the hope of +selecting a congenial roommate. The agent told him what he could about +those whom he had personally seen, but the information was necessarily +meagre. + +"It may not seem specially important," remarked Mr. Wesson, in an +affable manner, to me, "who occupies the other berth, for a few weeks on +a steamer, but I happened on one occasion to get a very disagreeable +companion, and ever since I have tried to use caution. I should have +entered my name earlier, and thus have secured an entire room, as you +have done, but I waited a long time before deciding whether to come this +way or another. Now, I am just a little too late to get a room by +myself, unless I wish to pay three fares for one person, which candidly +I do not feel like doing." + +I suggested that unless the boat was very much crowded, which I did not +anticipate, an arrangement for a change of cabin could doubtless be made +in case the first one proved unbearable. With the remark that this was +true, Mr. Wesson decided to take the remaining berth in a room not far +from mine, in the after part of the ship, which had the advantage of +being removed from all the smells of the cook's galley, as well as the +dumping of ashes, which often annoys people quartered amidships at a +very early hour in the morning. + +I asked the agent for a list of the passengers, so far as he was able to +give them, desiring to see if there were any names of people who knew +me, and devoutly hoping there were none. Mr. Wesson and I went over them +together, and made a simultaneous announcement that the entire lot were +strangers to us. + +They had come from the West, the North, the South, hardly any from New +York, and only one from Boston, a strange thing when every traveller +knows that Bostonians rival Chicagoans in being found in all sorts of +places. + +"I often think," said Mr. Wesson, with a smile, "of the odd fate that +brings fifty or hundred people together on a steamer, where neither sees +a single familiar face except those he has brought with him; and before +the voyage is ended the miniature world is like the larger one outside, +with its strong likes and dislikes, its petty jealousies, its small +talk, its gauging of character and capacity. Give me a month at sea with +a man, and I think I can figure him up pretty well." + +I agreed with him to a great extent, but remarked that there was always +the disadvantage that the "man" might "figure us up" at the same time. I +said further that I had found some most delightful companions on board +ship who had proved insufferable bores when encountered later on terra +firma. + +"Your extra berth is reserved still," said a clerk, coming forward and +addressing me, "the one in the opposite stateroom. I don't wish to +hasten you, but the list is filling up very fast." + +"You won't have to wait but a day or two more, I think," was my reply. +"Hold it till Saturday, unless you hear from me. Perhaps I may be able +to tell you positively to-morrow." + +"If the lady is willing to have another share the room with her," he +said, "I have an application that I can fill at once. A very pleasant +young woman, too, if I may be allowed to judge. She is to be accompanied +by her uncle, and as he is not entirely well he is anxious to have her +as near him as possible." + +I answered that I must ask a little delay before deciding that question. +I told him I had three cousins, and as I could not yet say which would +go I could not tell whether she would consent to share her cabin with +another person. If I could arrange it, I would gladly do so. + +"You are to have a travelling companion, then," remarked Mr. Wesson. +"Excuse me for saying I envy you. Mrs. Wesson expected to go with me, +but the doctor has forbidden it. She is quite frail, and he fears the +seasickness she is almost sure to have. I made a canvass of my female +relations that are eligible, and one after another found reasons for +declining. I am not used to travelling alone, and I don't fancy it in +the least. One of the pleasantest things in visiting foreign parts is to +have some one along to share the pleasures." + +As we parted he asked me if I would exchange cards, and I readily did +so. I already felt better acquainted with him that I am with some men +whom I have known for months. + +"If you find you are to bunk with a specially ugly customer," I said, in +parting, "take my other berth. You can keep it for an 'anchor to +windward,' as our distinguished statesman from Maine might have said. I +don't think you and I will quarrel." + +He thanked me profusely, and it was plain that the suggestion was the +very one he would have made himself, had he felt warranted in doing so. +He mentioned that he would be at the Imperial for several days and asked +me, if I found it convenient, to dine with him there some evening before +he returned to Boston; which I told him I would try to do. + +It was now lunch-time and I thought with exultation of the closeness of +the hour when I might call at the lodging of Miss Marjorie May on +Forty-fifth Street, and see the lady whom I had already surrounded with +the most charming attributes of which a young and impulsive mind could +conceive. That I might be disappointed I had also thought, in a vague +way, but I had little apprehension on that score. + +I went over to the club, and partook of a light repast. Then I looked at +my watch and found that, if I walked slowly, I need not reach the number +at which I was to call before two o'clock. + +But I did not walk slowly. It still lacked ten minutes of the hour when +I found myself in front of the residence. I took a turn down Seventh +Avenue, and through Forty-fourth Street, to dispose of the remaining +minutes. Then, with my heart beating in a way that Dr. Chambers would +not have approved--and for which I could give no sensible reason--I +climbed the tall steps and rang the bell. + +A colored servant answered, after what seemed ages, and when I asked if +Miss May was in, invited me to walk into the parlor. She then requested +my card, and I had nearly given it to her, when I recollected that it +was not my intention to reveal my true name, at this stage. + +I said I had forgotten my card case and that she need only say it was +the gentleman from the Herald. + +During the next ten minutes I did my best to compose my nerves, for I +dreaded exhibiting their shaky condition to one in whose presence I +would need all my firmness. The room was darkened, and I could see the +objects in it but dimly, while the windows, being tightly curtained, +afforded me no relief in that direction. + +"Why does she not come?" I said to myself, over and over. "If she wanted +the situation for which she wrote, a little more celerity of movement +would be becoming." + +I rose and walked up and down the room. The minutes lengthened horribly. +I grew almost angry at the delay and had half a mind to drop the whole +business, when I heard a low voice at the door, and saw the outlines of +a graceful young form. + +"I am Miss May," said a bright voice, that I liked instantly. "If you +don't mind coming up stairs I think we can see each other better." + +Mind coming up stairs! I would have climbed to the top of the World +Building, never minding the elevator. + +"Certainly," I responded, and I followed her up two long flights, and +into a front chamber, where in the bright light I saw her distinctly for +the first time. + +The reader will expect--certainly the feminine reader--a description of +the sight that met my eyes, and how can I give it? A relation of that +sort always seems to me but a modified version of the record of a +prisoner at a police station, where he is put under a measuring machine, +stood on scales and pumped as to his ancestry and previous record as a +criminal. + +The impression made on me at that moment by Miss May was wholly general. +She was not handsome, in the ordinary acceptation of that term, but very +engaging. Her smile put me much at my ease. + +I could have told you no more, had you met me that evening. All that I +knew or cared to know, before I had taken the chair to which she +motioned me, was that out of the million women in Greater New York, I +would choose her, and only her, were they presented for my approval one +by one. + +She was evidently waiting for me to begin the conversation, after the +manner of a discreet young woman in the presence for the first time of a +possible employer. I made the excuse that the stairs were long, to +explain my shortness of breath. For I found it very difficult to talk. + +She was kind enough to admit that the stairs were hard. She also made +some allusion to the weather, and to the unseasonableness of the +temperature, for although it was at the very end of the year there had +been hardly any snow and very little cold. This helped me along and +finally I managed to reach the business on hand. + +"I have received a great many answers to my advertisement," I said, "and +a certain number seem to have been sent in a spirit of mischief rather +than seriousness. I hope that was not the case with yours." + +She shook her head and smiled faintly. + +"How shall we begin, then?" I asked. "Shall I submit a few questions to +you, or would you rather put some queries of your own?" + +"As you please," she said, and I noted that there was a confidence in +her manner that seemed at variance with her appearance. "Perhaps I may +inquire, to commence with, what are the duties of the position." + +I hesitated a moment, feeling my breath coming shorter, and this time I +had not the stairs to fall back upon as an excuse. + +"I have recently recovered from a severe illness," I finally managed to +say, "although you might not guess it from my appearance. I may as well +admit that while I have use for the services of a typewriter in some +work I wish to do, I need quite as much an intelligent person to travel +with me--as--a--" + +"Companion?" she interpolated, quickly. + +"Well, yes, perhaps that is as good a word as any. My physician says I +ought not to go alone. I have the literary work to do. Under all the +circumstances a combination of assistant in that respect and friendly +companionship seems advisable." + +She bowed affably, doing her best to put me at my ease. + +"You are a younger man than I expected," she said. + +"I hope that is not a serious objection," I remarked, "for I see no way +to overcome it at present. I want this considered as a business +matter--in a way. I should pay a regular salary, and give you the best +of travelling accommodations. I am only twenty-four, and you wrote me +that you are twenty-two, but I cannot understand how the addition of +fifty years to either of those ages would make my proposition more +agreeable." + +She bowed again, still pleasantly, and inquired what sort of work I was +engaged on. I told her, after which she asked what machine I preferred +to use. This I left to her, although I mentioned that I owned a Hammond, +which had the advantage of being more easily carried than some. She said +she had never used that machine, but could easily learn. + +"Only give me three or four days alone with it," she smiled. "And now, +as these things must all be settled, what salary do you wish to pay?" + +I wonder what salary I would not have paid, at that moment, rather than +hear her decline the position on the ground that it was insufficient, +but I realized that I must not seem over-anxious. + +"I would prefer you to name the price," I replied, "I do not think we +shall quarrel on that score." + +"When do you wish me to leave the city?" was her question. + +"I have already engaged berths in the 'Madiana,' of the Quebec SS. Line, +which will leave her dock on the North River, Jan. 12th next." + +"Berths? You have engaged two?" + +"It was necessary to secure them. I have determined that I will not go +alone. The list is filling up and I had to put down the names." + +"What names?" she asked. "You can hardly have given them mine." + +I was getting more and more at my ease. I said I had registered for +"self and friend," with the understanding that the "friend" would be a +lady. + +"Ah!" she said. "Now, how do you intend that I shall travel--if it is +decided that I am to go?" + +She did not redden as she asked the question, and I do not know why I +did. + +"As my cousin," I answered. "It is my belief, Miss May," I added, "that +you will find this journey very charming, if you go about it right. To +be registered simply as my secretary, which will come as near as +anything to the fact, or not to be given any title at all, might arouse +silly gossip among the other passengers. A relationship of the kind I +suggest will still idle tongues and make your position more agreeable." + +She thought a little while and then said, suddenly: + +"You--you are not married, I suppose?" + +"Not in the least," I replied, smiling. + +"There is hardly time for much preparation," was her next observation. +"What kind of clothing should I need?" + +"After the first few days, about the same as you would want here in +August. I am not well versed in ladies' attire, but I should say that a +travelling dress of some very thin material would be the first +requisite; then a 'best' dress or two of very light weight; a liberal +supply of articles" (I stammered slightly) "that need laundering, as +there may be a fortnight at a time when washing cannot be obtained; thin +shoes, slippers, walking boots suitable for summer, two or three +hats--and--" I paused to think if I had omitted anything--"an umbrella +and parasol." + +She laughed as I finished. A sweet, engaging laugh that made me resolve +that I would kidnap her and convey her on board by force in case she +refused to go. + +"No gloves?" she inquired, archly. "No cape, no--" + +"Oh, there are doubtless a lot of kickshaws that will occur to you," I +admitted, "that I need not mention. I am pretty sure that I do not even +know the names of all of them. On January 12th and 13th the weather will +be winter, on the 14th, 15th and 16th spring, and the rest of the time +till May midsummer. I don't know as I can give you any better guide." + +She said she would make an overhauling of her last year's clothing and +see where she stood; which led me to ask, with, I fear too much anxiety +in my tone, if she had, then, decided to go. + +"Have you decided?" she replied, parrying the question. "You cannot have +seen all the women who sent replies. Perhaps you will yet find one more +suitable for your purpose. It is only fair to both of us to leave the +matter open for a day or two." + +"No," I answered, shaking my head decidedly. "As you said a few moments +ago, the time is very brief for any one to get ready. Let us settle the +matter now. And if you wish any part of your salary advanced--on +account of the immediate expense you will have to assume--we shall have +no difficulty in arranging that matter." + +She grew thoughtful, and finally begged me to give her till the +following morning, at least. She promised to send a messenger to my +address before noon. I did not like the idea, but I could say nothing in +opposition without appearing unreasonable, and ended by consenting to +it. + +"I passed some months in the part of the world to which I am now going, +three years since," I said, to strengthen her resolutions in favor of +the journey, "and I can assure you that the voyage, from beginning to +end, is simply delightful. The Caribbean is truly a summer sea; the +Antilles are beautiful to look at, charming in flora and delicious in +atmosphere. Then think of the escape you will have from the freezing and +thawing of a New York spring. I promise to treat you with all +consideration, and as for the labor you are to do, it will be very light +indeed. If there is anything I have omitted, consider it included. I am +sure," I added, as I rose to go, "that you will never be sorry for the +chance that brings us into each other's company." + +"Oh," she answered, with superb frankness, "I have no fear that I shall +not like you, or that you will treat me in any manner unbecoming a +gentleman. I only wish to think the matter over. In the meantime let me +thank you for the partiality with which you view my application." + +She insisted on going to the street door with me, where I bade her +good-by without more ado, fearful that if I talked much longer I should +say something foolish. + +"To-morrow morning, then, I am to get your letter," I said, handing her +a card on which I had previously written an address that would do for +the present--"David Camwell, Lambs Club." "And to-morrow afternoon, at +two again, I shall return to complete our arrangements." + +As she bowed an affirmative, I lifted my hat and left her there; +wondering why I had not chosen the Klondike for my vacation, so near the +boiling point was every drop of blood in my veins. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +"DO YOU REALLY WANT ME?" + + +I did not sleep well, that night, and as I tossed from one side of my +bed to the other, I began to fear that the insomnia from which I had +escaped, and whose return I so much dreaded, would fasten itself on me +once more. During the long, still hours I had many moments when I was +inclined to give up my plan of travelling in the company of a charming +young woman, and even to drop the entire trip itself. I imagined my +condition in a far land, with no physician at hand who understood my +case or had the history of my illness. Only one who has known the +horrors of sleepless months can conceive the terror which a possible +renewal of its symptoms inspired. The mere thought of meeting my fair +correspondent had deranged my arterial circulation. The sight of her, +our conversation, though carried on in the quietest manner, had thrown +my heart out of equipoise, speaking physically. What would happen when +she and I were alone together for weeks and weeks? + +She was very pretty--there was no doubt of that. She was also +marvellously self-contained, and in a conflict of desires would +certainly prove the stronger. Was it not the part of common prudence to +"foresee the evil and hide?" + +I had almost decided to adopt this course, when the sleep which had +evaded me descended and for four hours I was blissfully unconscious. + +It was nearly eight o'clock when I awoke, and with returning reason all +the fears of the night vanished. I could only count the minutes now +before the expected message would arrive--that message, I assured +myself, which would confirm the hopes I so fondly cherished. Not a +single doubt remained of the perfect wisdom of the double journey I had +planned. I thought again of Dr. Chambers' advice not to travel alone; of +Uncle Dugald's wish that the "genealogy" should be pushed to completion +as rapidly as possible; of the advantage of having with me a constant +companion, to while away the inevitable hours of loneliness. I raised +Miss May to the highest pedestal as a young lady of excellent attributes +and delightful personality. + +Whatever happened, I would not go alone. If Miss May failed me, I would +fall back on Miss Brazier. If she also proved obdurate or +unsatisfactory, I would go through my other answers and try again. + +But I came back always to the original point. It was Miss May I wanted, +Miss May I meant to have. + +Why should I not induce her to go? She needed a situation, or she would +not have written for it. She had seen me and expressed herself candidly +in my favor. There could hardly be anything now in the way, except the +financial aspect of the case, and I was prepared to meet her on any +ground she chose to name. + +I lingered as long over my breakfast as possible, to kill the time, and +read the morning papers, advertisements and all. Especially closely did +I scan the "professional situations wanted," thinking perhaps there +might be among them one from which I could fashion another "string to my +bow." Most of the advertisers that morning were, however, either German +governesses, or elderly ladies who wished positions in private families. + +There were several professional models, who would "pose" for the figure +at from one to two dollars an hour. In my desperation I almost resolved +to turn painter and carry one of these off with me, if worse came to +worst. Anything was better than making the journey alone, in my present +state of mind. + +A knock at the door startled me, and to my faint "Come in," a boy +responded, wearing the uniform of a messenger. I looked at him like one +in a dream, as he walked across the carpet and handed me an envelope. +Was there anything to pay? I inquired, and when he responded in the +negative, I put a silver dollar into his hand for himself. Did I wish +him to wait for an answer? No, I did not. I wished him to get out of the +room as soon as possible, and to close the door behind him; which he +proceeded at once to do. + +For what seemed hours, and yet did not probably exceed ten minutes, I +held that envelope in my hand, before I found courage to open it. Laugh +at me, ye who will, your siege with nervous prostration has evidently +not yet arrived. No prisoner awaiting the decision of a governor as to +whether his sentence of death is to be commuted could lay greater stress +on the contents of a message. I wanted Miss May to take that journey +with me, as I had never wanted anything else. Her decision undoubtedly +lay within that bit of paper. + +I stared at the name I had given her, written in a bold, and still +feminine hand, strong, clear, handsome. I turned the envelope over and +noted the sealing wax with the impress of some sort of stamp which I +could not entirely make out. And at last, with shaking fingers, I took +up my paper cutter and made the requisite incision which released the +note within. + + My Dear Mr. Camwell--[this was the way it read]--Since you were here + yesterday I have given a great deal of thought to the matter of + which we spoke. It is a little more serious than I imagined when I + answered your advertisement, and I am somewhat in doubt even now + what I ought to say. ["When a woman hesitates, she is lost!" came to + my mind.] Will you pardon me for being perfectly frank, [Pardon her? + I would pardon her anything but a refusal] in relation to a few + personal matters? I wish to tell you my exact situation, and then I + will leave it to you to decide. [Joy! It was coming.] + + I am at present employed by a man--excuse me if I do not say + gentleman--who pays me what I consider the liberal salary of twenty + dollars a week, my services occupying only a portion of the morning + hours. For reasons which I need not give in full I find the place + very distasteful. In fact, had I been able to afford it, I would + have resigned the position long ago. I am, however, entirely + dependent upon my exertions for a livelihood, and not only that, + there is another who looks to me for a certain amount of help, which + I cannot, nor do I wish to withhold. When I read your notice in the + Herald it seemed to contain two opportunities that I would be glad + to secure. One was to change my situation, the other to absent + myself from the city for a time, where I would escape annoyances + which have become almost unbearable. + + Now, on the other hand, as I told you when here, you are a much + younger man that I expected to see. It is a little difficult to + believe--you will excuse my frankness--that you wish my + companionship from a purely business standpoint; indeed, you + admitted that one of your reasons was a disinclination to travel + alone. You cannot deny that a trip such as you contemplate, taken in + my company, would subject me to unpleasant suspicions from any + person we might happen to meet, who has known me before or should + discover that the relationship claimed between us is a false one. A + girl who has her way to make in this world cannot always listen to + Mrs. Grundy, but there are certain precautions which she can hardly + be excused from taking. How can I best protect my good name, if I + accept your generous offer? That is one of the prime questions you + must help me to settle. + + Again, while, in a friendly journey like the one suggested, the + matter of compensation seems almost impertinent, in the present case + it cannot be treated as such. Were my circumstances what I could + wish them, I would gladly make the journey without thinking of + payment; candidly, I do not feel that the services I might render + you would justify me ordinarily in accepting money for them. + Necessity, it has well been said, knows no law. I have never learned + how to live and assist those depending on me without cash, that + brutal desirability. You have expressed a willingness to pay a + salary in addition to travelling expenses, and I, if I go, shall be + compelled to accept it, reluctant though I am to do so. + + On looking over my wardrobe I find that there are more things + required than I supposed when you were here. When you call this + afternoon I will make that matter plainer by exhibiting exactly + what I have suitable to the climate to which you are going. I do not + wish to influence you in the least, and I beg that if my needs are + greater than you desire to supply, you will say so without fear. All + of the money I could spare was expended very recently for winter + garments, of which I have a supply suitable to a girl in my station. + I had no warning that I should be asked to exchange them at this + season for others suitable to a tropical clime. If I do so, I know + no source from which the cost can come except your purse. There! + Could anything be more candid than this straightforward statement? + + If I see you at my room this afternoon, I shall understand that you + appreciate the candor with which I write, and are willing to accede + to my requests. If there is a doubt in your mind as to the + advisability of doing so, it will be best for us both that you do + not come. I shall comprehend and leave the field open to some + happier girl, who may be able to accept your generous offer without + these disagreeable preliminaries. + + Yours, M.M. + + No. -- West Forty-fifth Street. + +I was all impatience till I read the very latest line, fearing there +would be some qualification that I could not meet. When I found that it +had resolved itself into a question so easily solved I sprang up and +shouted in glee. + +She would go! She was going! My dream was to become a reality! + +Seizing a sheet of paper I began to write a note in response to the one +I had received. She might get it only a short time before the hour of +two, but it would prepare her for my coming, and clinch the bargain a +little sooner. For five minutes I wrote rapidly, and when I stopped to +peruse the lines I tore up the sheet. + +Had she been my sweetheart for ages I could hardly have used more +extravagant language than I had been guilty of on that first page. Would +I never learn the first principles of common sense? I had begun with the +words, "My Darling Marjorie," and gone on to state that "your sweet +letter fills me with supreme happiness;" "I shall not breathe until once +more I am in your loved presence. + +"Already I contemplate those heavenly hours when you and I will sail out +upon the seas of Elysium," was another sample sentence, a type of the +others. I paused in the rapid walk that I took up and down my room to +look in my mirror, and was almost frightened at what I saw there. My +cheeks were suffused with unusual color, my eyes dilated, my hair +dishevelled, where I had run my nervous hands through it. My collar was +rumpled, my tie disarranged, and in a room where the mercury was not +above seventy the beads of perspiration stood on my forehead. + +Dame! I went to the bath-room that formed a part of my little suite, let +the icy water run till it filled the bowl and bathed my hands and face +in it. Slowly I dried them with the towel, and then applied bay rum in +liberal quantity. + +I realized disagreeably for the hundredth time how that awful +neurasthenia had left its traces upon me, and that if I was ever to +wholly recover I must regain control of my emotions. With this in view +I again seated myself at my desk and indited the following: + + Dear Miss May:--It is with much satisfaction that I have perused + your letter. The amount necessary to purchase the articles you need + shall be left entirely to you. I will furnish whatever sum you + decide upon. I will be at your lodging promptly at two. If there is + anything else that occurs to you, please consider yourself at full + liberty to mention it then. In the meantime I am going to Cook's + office to pay the balance on the two rooms, as the time for doing so + will soon expire. + + Your Friend, + + D.C. + +It was pretty sensible, I thought, as I read it over; a sort of medium +between the cold tone of an ordinary employer and the unrestrained ardor +of a happy boy. I was glad, however, to get out of doors and breathe the +frosty air, for my temperature was still excessive. At Cook's I learned +that several new names had been booked, and that there would soon be no +more room, as things were going. + +"I have given Mr. Wesson the upper berth in your room, subject to your +approval," added the clerk. "He has a positive dread of bunking with an +absolute stranger and he says you made him a conditional promise." + +"That's all right," I said, pleased at the news. "I am sure we shall get +along together finely. You may register the berth in the opposite room, +that you have reserved for me, in the name of 'Miss M. May.' I have +finally prevailed upon my cousin to go." + +While he was entering the name, I wrote a check for the balance, upon +receiving which the clerk handed me the tickets, from New York to St. +Thomas. + +"Hadn't you better book for the entire cruise?" he asked. "I don't +believe you will care to remain at St Thomas longer than the day the +Madiana is to be there." + +"Oh, yes, I shall," I answered. "I stayed on the island three weeks the +last time, and found it delightful. Probably I shall join some of your +later cruises, but I must go unhampered." + +"Supposing when you are ready to take one of the other boats you find +every cabin full?" he asked, in a good-natured way. + +"That's a risk I must run. The Royal Mail comes every fortnight, and +there are three or four steamers a week, of one kind or another, at St. +Lucia. There are ways enough to keep moving and I am unlimited as to +time." + +"Well, if I don't see you again," he said, with that affability that +only one of Cook & Son's clerks can assume, "I wish you a very pleasant +voyage." + +"I am sure to have that," I replied. + +I wondered if he would doubt it if he knew all! + +Before leaving I purchased several books about the Caribbean, for the +purpose of giving them to Miss May. There was "English in the West +Indies," as entertaining as a romance, though in some respects hardly +more reliable; Stark's "History and Guide to Barbados and Caribbee +Islands," better than nothing, in the absence of a really desirable work +on the subject; and half a dozen paper covered documents, issued by the +Quebec SS. Company, a perusal of which revealed so many discrepancies as +to make one doubt whether the line actually ran any boats to that part +of the world. With these under one arm I went over to the "Lambs" and +partook of a brace of chops and some musty ale. Then, after smoking a +cigar, I found the clock indicating that I might with safety begin my +second pilgrimage to the Mecca of my ambition. + +Crossing Broadway, great was my astonishment, and very small my +satisfaction, to come suddenly upon Miss Statia Barton. She was looking +undeniably pretty in her fur turban and cloth jacket, but she had no +charms for me at that moment and I was sorry to lose the few seconds +necessary to be courteous to her. + +"Have you deserted us entirely?" she asked, with a constrained smile. +"Tom said this morning he hadn't seen you for nearly a week." + +"My time is much occupied," I answered. "You know it is but a few days +now before I sail." + +Had I been less full of another subject I should certainly have noticed +that the coldness of my manner hurt her, and I hope I am not brute +enough to do that intentionally. But, I did not think of such a thing +then, nor till a long, long time after. + +"Have you arranged the--the other matter?" she asked, with short breath. + +"Excuse me. We can gain nothing by talking on that subject," said I. + +"Then your charmer has decided not to go with you?" she said, +interrogatively, but with a hard little laugh. "I thought it would come +to that." + +I was foolish enough to take out Miss May's letter and hold it up. + +"On the contrary, since you insist on knowing," I answered, "here is +the final decision, and it is in favor of the plaintiff." + +Her eyes opened as the conviction that I was telling the truth forced +itself upon her. She was evidently not pleased. + +"Mr. Camran," she said, in tones as clear and cutting as ice, "I asked +you a moment ago why you had not been to my home. I now say you need +never call there again, as far as I am concerned, and I shall endeavor +to have my brother write you to the same effect." + +"Don't put Tom to so much trouble," I replied, stung by her manner. "I +have business too important and too pleasant to allow much time for mere +duty calls." + +Lifting my hat, an action that she did not see, as her eyes were bent on +the sidewalk, I resumed my stroll. I should have been more annoyed at +the occurrence if another subject had not so fully filled my head. The +clocks struck two before I reached the number I sought, and I walked +more rapidly. + +"Miss May said you were to come to her room at once," said the colored +servant, when she recognized my features. Needing no second invitation I +mounted the stairs. + +Her door stood slightly open and as I entered, without knocking, she +rose from a low rocker and came toward me. + +I could not have resisted had I been liable to execution for the +offense; I met her in the middle of the apartment and held out both my +hands. + +In the most unaffected and delightful manner she extended her own and I +clasped them. + +"It is settled, then?" I cried. "You are going!" + +"Take a seat," she said, releasing herself composedly. "There are still +a few things that I must talk over with you." + +The blood rushed back upon my heart, leaving my face pale. I was very +glad to get the support of the arm-chair to which she motioned me. + +"I have recently been ill, as I told you," I said in pleading tones, +"and doubts, whatever their nature, are trying to me. Tell me only +this--you are going?" + +She breathed deeply for several seconds and then, with her head slightly +on one side, looked at me. + +"Do you really want me to?" she asked, gently. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +GETTING READY FOR MY JOURNEY. + + +She could not know the pain she gave me by her evasions, that was the +excuse I found for her. The dread that after all she intended to +disappoint me pressed like a heavy weight upon my brain. She must have +seen something in my face that alarmed her, for she asked if I would +like a glass of water--or wine. When I replied in the negative she came +at once to the preliminaries that were in her mind. + +"I am going, of course," she said. "That is, if you think it worth while +to grant all the demands I find necessary. I shall be glad when this +disagreeable part of our bargain is ended, and I believe you will be +equally, if not more so." + +"What is it now?" I inquired, rather querulously. "What do you want? +Come to the point, I beg, without further delay." + +She turned to a mirror, and with a brush that lay on the bureau pushed +back the hair that was half tumbling over her face--hair that was light +and yet not blonde; hair that matched well with her blue-gray eyes and +her regular features. + +"It is not so easy as you may think to detail these things," she said, +when her face was again turned toward me. "I have to depend on myself +for my living, but I hate to assume the guise of a beggar. Still, as I +told you in the first place, my purse is practically empty. There are +many articles needed if I am to go with you, that I would not otherwise +want at this season of the year. They will cost money. I--" + +"All that was settled in my letter to-day," I interrupted. "Have you not +received it?" + +"Yes, I received the letter, and I want to thank you for its kindness of +tone. As I understand it, you offer to advance me what I need to prepare +for the journey. This, I presume, is to be deducted from my salary, +which under ordinary circumstances, would be quite acceptable. But, as I +told you, I have another to support, and I have to rely upon my weekly +stipend for that purpose." + +For a moment I doubted the girl. Was she after all an adventuress who +meant to get what she could in advance, and disappear when the time of +departure came? No man likes to be made the victim of a schemer. I do +not care any more for a few dollars than the average of my fellows, but +the thought of having them cheated out of me is not pleasant to +contemplate. I imagined my chagrin if I should go sailing off to the +Caribbean with the reflection that I had been the victim of a +smooth-tongued woman--I, who had been through the same mill, and ought +to have learned something. + +"I see my suggestion does not please you," came in low tones from my +companion. "I was a little afraid it would not. I am such a stranger +that I cannot wonder if you distrust me. Well, I have no desire to +influence you. I have told you my situation." + +Rousing myself from my reverie I looked earnestly into the fair young +face. + +"Marjorie," I began; "may I call you 'Marjorie?'" + +"As you please." + +"I am sure, as I gaze into your eyes, that I trust you implicitly. The +recollection of a woman whom I once trusted to my sorrow came between us +for an instant, that is all. I am going to believe in you without the +slightest mental reservation, but I want to say just one thing. If I +discover that I am again deceived it will not be the paltry cash I shall +mind. I shall only regret the new wrench to my confidence in the honesty +of your sex. What you will need in the present emergency will have but +little effect on my income. I would willingly make you a present of it, +if no plan such as I have in mind were a part of the contract. +Marjorie," I continued, leaning toward her and taking up one of her +hands respectfully, "I trust you perfectly. Tell me how much money you +wish and I will bring it within an hour. As the expense is caused +entirely on my account, I have no idea of deducting a cent of it from +your salary, which, if agreeable will be the same you already receive, +twenty dollars a week. While I shall not promise too much, let me add +that this will not be the extent of your compensation, by any means, if +we get along together as well as I hope. Now, my dear girl, say there +are no more lions in my path and that your last stipulation is agreed +to." + +She did not answer at once and her delay filled me with the most +disagreeable forebodings. + +"I want to go," she said, at last; and it was something that she did not +compel me to release her hand. "I want to go, very much indeed. Only, +you must not expect--" she paused again--"anything more than--" + +"Do not distress yourself," I replied, divining what was in her mind. "I +am going to the West Indies. Until the importation of coal begins at +Newcastle, no one will dream of taking a woman on such a journey for an +improper purpose." + +She brightened visibly, and although she released my hand at the same +moment she did it in a way that implied naught of distrust. + +"It is a peculiar arrangement, though, take it altogether, is it not?" +she asked, softly. "You are a man with, I judge, some knowledge of the +world. What would your masculine friends say if you told them your plan? +Would they believe in the innocence of your motive, as you ask me to +do?" + +I told her that my masculine friends were like others of their sex, I +presumed, and might put the worst construction on anything, if they +chose. There was not one of them to whom I had imparted my secret, and +there would be none. I had looked over the "Madiana's" passenger list +and seen no familiar name. There was not a chance in ten thousand that +any person on the boat would know me, and if they did, there was a +practical impossibility that they would know my family. I promised the +most perfect discretion while on board, desiring as much as she to avoid +exciting suspicion. Would she, I asked her, be any better off if I had +proved what she imagined when she answered my advertisement--an elderly +gentleman with rheumatism and green glasses? The proverb that there is +no fool like an old fool might answer that question. As she had +remarked in her letter, Mrs. Grundy could not arrange the lives of all +her friends, and the best thing was to satisfy one's own self. + +This seemed to please her, for she dropped the subject and asked +particulars about the amount of baggage that each passenger was allowed +to carry; which put me in better spirits, for it indicated that her face +was at last turned toward the morning. I told her that a steamer trunk +for the stateroom, a handbag, and a larger trunk to put in the hold was +what I intended to take for myself, and I thought she would need the +same. I asked if she had the articles, saying that, if she had not, I +would be glad to order them sent to her. + +"I have only a small trunk--it has managed hitherto to hold what things +I have," was her reply. + +"Then, with your permission, I will procure the entire outfit," I said. +"Now, about the clothing and that sort of stuff. How much cash shall you +require?" + +She drew a long breath, and conceiving that she was afraid to name a sum +I came again to the rescue. + +"I will bring you two hundred and fifty dollars this afternoon," I said. +"That ought to take you through." + +Indeed, I thought the amount very liberal, and supposed she would say +that it was even more than she expected. She did nothing of the kind, +however, but only nodded acquiescence. + +"There is something I was to ask you," I said, remembering what Mr. +Cook's clerk had requested. "The berths are getting scarce on the +'Madiana'--and the agent wishes to know if you are willing to have +another person share your room." + +The young woman drew herself up and surveyed me with a cold expression. +It was several seconds before I divined its cause, and then I had sense +enough to pretend not to notice. + +"A passenger who is going to occupy a room in that part of the boat +wants, if possible, to have his niece near him," I continued. "She will +take the upper berth, if you are willing, in your cabin, but it rests +with you. I have arranged for the entire room." + +Her icy features relaxed and she was herself again. + +"I am quite willing," she answered. "In fact, had I known you intended +to reserve an entire room for me I should have protested. Of course, it +adds to the expense and I would rather have some one there than not. Are +you going to occupy your room alone?" + +I told her about Wesson, and she endorsed my action unreservedly. + +"Where a trip cost so much, there is no need of adding to the expense," +she said, thoughtfully. "I want to say another thing: As I am putting +you to so much cost, you need not feel obliged on my account to stop at +the highest priced hotels, when we are on shore. Anything comfortable +and respectable will satisfy me." + +I laughed as I responded that the best hotels in the Caribbean were +neither very dear nor very luxurious. I would take her where I should +have gone had I been alone and I hoped she would find herself +"comfortable," as she expressed it, at all of them. I glanced at my +watch at this juncture and suggested that perhaps I had best be going. +If she was to do any shopping that day she would have to receive the +"needful" very soon. + +"Oh, to-morrow will do for the shopping," she replied. "If it is +convenient you may send the money to-night, but I could not make much +progress after this hour of the day. I shall probably have to get my +suits ready made and submit to alterations. There is very little time +left us now." + +There was a partnership in this expression that pleased me greatly. I +said as I rose that I hoped no new doubts would creep into her head, for +I felt as if the journey we were to make together had actually begun. + +"I cannot conceive of a reason to change my mind, unless it comes from +some action of yours," said Miss May. "And I feel quite certain there +will not be any." + +"You may be positive of it," I replied. "I will go now to order the +trunks, which may not, however, arrive before morning. As to the money, +I will send it by a messenger as soon as possible. Au revoir." + +"Au revoir," she said. "Let me add one thing more before you go. I am +very grateful for the kindness you are showing me, more so than I fear I +make plain, and as far as lies in my power I will endeavor to prove it." + +"Don't mention it," I said, affected by her words. "All the obligation +has been and will continue to remain on my side. Expect me Saturday +afternoon." + +I had again escaped without yielding to a temptation to do something +foolish, for which I thanked my stars. It was with positive elation +that I walked toward Sixth Avenue. + +The dream was coming true. She was going with me. Nothing would come +between us now! + +I went without delay to my bank and drew four hundred dollars in fifty +dollars bills, three hundred of which I enclosed in an envelope and sent +at once to Miss May, by a district messenger. I thought it would drive +another nail in the transaction to increase the amount I had promised, +and fifty dollars was to me, in this connection, like a brass farthing +to a millionaire. + +Taking a passing car I rode to Macy's, where I purchased a large and a +small trunk of compressed bamboo, covered with cloth of imitation +leather, the lightest and strongest trunk that human ingenuity has yet +invented. The larger one had several trays and a hat box, and was +pronounced by the salesman the very latest thing. The bag gave me more +trouble, but I settled at last on a tasty affair, with special +arrangements for toilet articles, which was to be its main object of +use, and heard to my delight that all of the things would be delivered +without fail that very evening. + +On returning to my room I picked up the letters received from the Herald +office and read them over again, laughing occasionally at something +particularly amusing. What a lot of silly women there must be in New +York, when a modest "Personal" like mine had set so many of them +spoiling good stationery with such nonsense. The only two worth giving +any thought to were those from Marjorie and Miss Brazier. A whimsical +notion struck me to write to "Alice" and tell her how near she had been +to winning the "prize" in my case. In the course of fifteen minutes I +had produced the following letter: + + My Dear Miss Brazier:--As there were but two answers to my Herald + advertisement (out of nearly as many hundred) worth noticing, and as + yours was one of them, I may be pardoned for telling you that your + Hated Rival has been secured by me for my Tropical Trip. Had you + given me the least chance to discover your excellencies, it might + quite as likely have been your fate to accompany me, so you will see + how very narrow was your escape. Having recently recovered from a + long illness (whence the necessity of a Southern voyage) I had no + desire to meet your angry relatives, and I have yet to learn how to + gauge a young lady's personality by mail. So you put yourself out of + the running to begin with. + + I am sure, however, it will please you to know that Another has + satisfied herself with my proposals and is now engaged in + preparations to accompany me to a warmer clime. She is not only "all + my fancy painted her," but more. As near as I can tell in the + absence of actual measurements, she is about S feet 4 inches in + height, well made, full chested, with a face to dream about, bluish + gray eyes and hair of a rather light shade. But this description + fails utterly to convey an adequate idea of her exquisite charm. + + I am to pay her--imagine making a pecuniary arrangement with an + houri!--twenty dollars a week and expenses, only; except that the + wardrobe which she finds it necessary to purchase for a climate + averaging 78 deg. at this season, is also to be charged to me. + + Was ever so much given for so little? I shall certainly insist on + her accepting a nice little purse of "conscience money" on her + return, if we decide, on mature reflection, to terminate our + contract at that time. + + Now, be magnanimous and write me a note of congratulation; I am sure + you have a kind heart and will be glad all my correspondents did not + threaten me with gouty and quick tempered uncles in case I wished to + call on a purely business errand. + + Very Truly, + + David Camwell, Lambs Club. + + New York, Dec. 30, 1897. + +I summoned a district messenger, by a call in my room, and dispatched +this to East Sixteenth Street, though why I did not put it in the mail I +do not know. There was certainly no haste required. The steward of the +club would send an answer, if one was received, without delay, for I had +given him my pseudonym, and he was too wise to ask questions. + +That night I dreamed I was at St. Thomas; that Marjorie had somehow +changed into the Quarantine Keeper's daughter; and that Laps, the Danish +dog, was proceeding to tear her in pieces, when I interfered and treated +him as Samson did the Lion in the Hebrew tale. The girl had fainted in +my arms and, I was calling wildly upon Heaven to restore her senses, +when a servant, up late, woke me by knocking on my door and inquiring if +I wished for anything. + +I searched for a bootjack to throw at the fellow's head, and not finding +it in the dark, I threw a few uncomplimentary expletives instead. But +sleep had vanished for that night, and after taking a cold bath I threw +myself on a sofa, where with a pipe in my mouth I spent the long hours +till morning drawing pictures of the happiness so soon to be mine. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +"A WOMAN I LIKE VERY WELL." + + +The first thought that struck me when I was ready for breakfast was that +my new secretary ought to terminate her arrangement with that +disagreeably affectionate employer and keep open house during each +entire day and evening for my benefit. The mornings that were to elapse +before the sailing of the "Madiana" would be terribly dull. I had tried +to make it clear to Miss May that her salary had already begun to be +reckoned and I did not see why she should carry on two business +engagements at the same time. + +When I rose from the table on which my coffee and eggs had been spread, +it was to receive a letter which had passed through the Lambs Club and +was undoubtedly a reply to the one I had sent Miss Brazier on the +previous day. It would at least entertain me for a few moments to know +what that apparently lively young lady had to say: + + Dear Sir:--[it began--coldly enough, I thought] Your communication + has been duly received and its contents noted. Although it is + unlikely, and certainly, on my part, not desired, that we shall ever + meet, I must inform you that my answer to your advertisement was + written purely in fun and without the least idea of accepting your + remarkable proposition. I will add that I am surprised that you + have succeeded in inducing any woman of the least respectability to + undertake such a journey, and I fear that your impression of her + high character will receive some severe wrenches before your return. + + It must require unusual "nerve" to start off for several months with + an unmarried man (or a married one, for that matter) putting ones + self at his mercy, for that is what it amounts to. When the + individual is wholly unknown to the woman who is to accompany + him--when he may, for all she knows, be a "Jack, the Ripper"--the + foolhardiness of the idea grows on one. I am sure I do not envy your + companion, though it is by no means certain but you, and not she, + will be the most swindled in the affair. + + I conjure you, however, though a total stranger, that if your friend + proves to be merely a misguided girl of good intentions, you will + not soil your soul with the greatest guilt of which a man can be + capable. Remember, if your thoughts are dishonorable, that you have + or have had a Mother, perhaps a Sister, whose memory should make you + pause before you inflict irreparable ruin on one of the same sex. + + Yours Sincerely, + + A.B. + + New York, Dec. 31, 1897. + +A strange letter, I thought, take it altogether. I read it over slowly +for the second time. The first few lines indicated disappointment, and a +perusal of the remaining portion did not remove this impression, +entirely. The final sentences sobered me. The reflections they induced +were certainly not exhilarating. Although I have no sister and cannot +remember my mother, I have a great veneration for my lost parents, and +there is no string so susceptible of influence on my actions as the one +this writer touched. + +I made a new resolution that I would carry myself like a gentleman in +the truest sense of the word with Miss May. I had been honest in the +expressions I used when talking the matter over with Harvey Hume. The +earnest admonitions of Dr. Chambers had not been without effect. I meant +to prove by this journey that I was capable of being in the close +companionship of a young lady without becoming either a brute or a Don +Juan. + +Looking at it even from the standpoint of an enlightened selfishness I +was sure to get more satisfaction in a voyage with a woman whom I could +respect than with one who assumed the role of a cyprienne. + +Loose creatures are to be found in plenty in the Caribbee Islands, as +well as in New York. A sweet, true, honest, intelligent bit of +femininity was quite another thing, and infinitely to be preferred, from +any sensible view. + +Marjorie! So far as my uncertain mind could do so I pledged to her a +purity of intercourse such as a man might give to his affianced +sweetheart. + +I had folded the letter up and put it in my pocket when a visitor was +announced, no less a person than Tom Barton. He came toward me with a +distressed look on his honest countenance and it was plain that he was +far from being at ease. + +"Don," he said, paying no attention to my motion toward a chair, "what +is the trouble between you and Statia? I can't believe you have done +anything intentionally to set her so against you, and yet--" + +"Sit down and don't get excited," I responded quickly, deciding to +dispose of the matter in the calmest way. "Have you had your coffee? If +not, let me ring for another pot. You don't seem well this morning, old +boy." + +"I'm not well," he said, in a dispirited tone, taking the chair at last. +"But you can make me so with one word. Last night Statia came to me with +her eyes full of tears. 'Tom,' she said, 'if you love me I want you to +promise never to see Donald Camran again.' 'Never to see Don!' I +exclaimed, unable to believe my ears. 'Yes,' said she, 'I've told him I +don't wish him to call here and I want you to write him to the same +effect.' You may imagine what a staggerer that was. There's not another +fellow in the world of whom I wouldn't rather she'd have said that. I +tried to get her to give some reason--any reason, or the hint of +one--but it was no use. She only cried the harder, and when at last I +went to bed, I tell you I didn't get much sleep. Tell me, Don, what it +means." + +"It seems you didn't make your sister the promise," I replied. "And you +were quite right. The whim of a girl should not come between stanch +friends like us." + +That did not satisfy him, however. He murmured that we had been good +friends--that he couldn't bear to think we should ever be otherwise--but +he wanted to understand what his sister meant. As she wouldn't tell him, +he had come to ask that favor of me. + +"Supposing I don't care to say anything about it," I replied, quietly. +"If Statia is set on keeping the wonderful secret, how can you expect +me to divulge it?" + +He struggled a moment with this idea, for Tom was always slow in +grasping abstruse problems. + +"You'll have to help me clear up the mystery," he said, at last. "I've +only got one sister, Don, and she and I are all there are to the family +now. If it comes to losing my sister or my best friend, I must stand by +Statia." + +I felt a chill going over my flesh as he spoke. I liked Tom, and I liked +Statia--yes, in spite of the silly meeting of the day before. It was +better to back down a little than to lose such friends. + +"What a serious matter you make of it!" I exclaimed. "You ask me what is +the trouble between Statia and me. Well, the fact is, I hardly know. She +met me in Broadway yesterday and wanted to make me promise something +that I could not see--to be candid--was any affair of hers. When I +declined, as courteously as I knew how, she flew at me with the +statement that I need never call at her house again. I had no choice in +the matter, Tom, not the least. I wouldn't do anything to justify her in +talking to me in that way, if I could help it, but one must retain a few +of his personal rights, you know." + +"And what was it about?" asked Tom, very earnestly. + +"It was about a woman. A woman I like very well, and who happens to be +going on the same steamer I am to the Tropics. There! The terrible +secret is out." + +Tom studied the answer a long time, but evidently could make nothing of +it. + +"Statia has always liked you immensely, Don," he said. "I've been almost +jealous of you sometimes. She wouldn't go against you all of a sudden +without what seemed to her a strong reason." + +"And I like Statia," was my reply. "Yes, in spite of the ugly attitude +she has chosen to take toward me. Why, Tom--I don't know but, under the +circumstances, I ought to tell you--I asked her only a week ago to marry +me." + +"Ah!" he exclaimed, in a mixture of happiness and pain, that was very +touching. + +"Yes, and she refused positively. I was disappointed, you may believe, +for I had thought she entertained a decided feeling in my favor, and +would have asked long before except for that illness of mine. Her +attitude might have thrown me back into the doctor's hands, for my head +is not yet any too strong, but I managed to crush down my thoughts and +bear up under it. I hope it's not wrong to tell you this, old chap, but +I don't think I ought to let you go off with wrong impressions of me." + +He shook his head in mute dismay. + +"The other woman--the one you and she were speaking about," he said. +"Who is she? It seems as if the key to the whole trouble was there." + +"Now, Tom," I replied, "you have no right to ask me a question like that +and I shall have to decline to bring the name of a third person into +this discussion. I have the greatest regard for you and the highest +respect for Statia. If you decide to throw me over, the responsibility +must rest where it belongs." + +"Would you--would you come round to the house and talk it over with +both of us together?" he asked, after a long pause. "It troubles me more +than I can tell you. Would you come over, say Tuesday evening?" + +"Yes," I said, smilingly, "if Statia writes me a letter asking me to do +so." + +"She must write it," he said, brightening. "I can't have our friendship +broken up like this. Shall you be at home all day?" + +I answered that I would be there just before dinner, at least, to +receive any communication that might be sent, and Tom, taking my hand in +his hearty grasp for the first time since he had been in the room, said +'Good-by' and left me, evidently much relieved. + +I was by no means as certain as he that Statia would make any such +back-down. I have noticed that women are more apt than men to stick to a +position they have once taken, even after they find that the mistake is +on their side. + +But, I really hoped some avenue would be opened for a reconciliation +without my having to go on bended knees to either of them, which I saw +no reason for doing. + +I had told Tom all it would be safe to tell. He was so immaculate in all +his thoughts of women that there was no saying how my plan, if fully +presented, would strike his mind. I certainly did not mean to risk it. + +It was a day that had begun disagreeably and I was looking forward to at +least a pleasant afternoon, when a note from Miss May came, to dash that +prospect to the ground. Here it is: + + My Dear Mr. C.:--I fear you have undertaken a larger contract than + you anticipated when you began. To be plain, the amount you left in + my hands will hardly suffice to provide all the necessaries for a + lady travelling as your relation and equal. If you are satisfied I + will consent, though I am sure I would not have done so at first, to + go as your ward, merely,--as a young woman whom you have promised + some friend to see on her journey to a point where she is to be a + governess or whatever you like to say. + + In that case you will not be disgraced if I do not dress very well. + I cannot endure the thought of being suspected; and a lady such as + you wish me to appear would have three or four gowns suitable for + appearing at table, with at least a little jewelry--of which, alas! + I have practically nothing. + + I write you this with a heavy heart, for I fear you will begin to + consider me a nuisance, but I hope you will understand. I went out + this morning and priced several gowns, but finding that the money + you left me would be exhausted before the really necessary things + were obtained, I returned to my room without breaking one of the + banknotes. + + Please reply by messenger, stating what you think it best to do. If + I am going to cost you more than you wish to expend, tell me so + frankly and I will release you from every obligation. I resigned my + other position last night, but am certain my old employer will + gladly take me back if I have to ask it. Ugh! that is the most + disagreeable thought in connection with this entire matter! + + Understand, I am ready to go with you--I want to go--and I leave the + position I am supposed to occupy to your own judgment. If I am to + pass as a governess, in whom you have no special interest, you may + return me half of the money enclosed and I shall find it amply + sufficient. If I am to be your "cousin," I fear it will have to be + doubled. + + Please do not decide in a way you will regret. I am obliged to leave + the city on an early train, to remain over New Years with friends, + but shall expect you Tuesday at any hour after ten. That is, if you + wish to see me again. + + Yours Faithfully, + + M.M. + + P.S. The trunks and bag are splendid. Of course, I shall hold them + subject to your orders if you decide to drop our arrangement. + +I looked at the six fifty dollar bills lying on the table, where they +had fallen from the envelope. The messenger boy looked at them also, as +if he half wished he had run away with the package instead of delivering +it. His presence disturbed me and I told him to walk around the block, +returning in a quarter of an hour. This he hesitated to do and I shoved +a two dollar bill into his fist, as a guarantee of my good faith. + +What a criss-cross of ideas piled upon my brain when I was alone! At one +instant I said to myself that Miss May was a schemer, who had determined +to "play me for a sucker,"--to use a common, though not over delicate +expression. She had been indiscreet in returning my cash; I would put it +in my pocket and forget her. On the other hand, the thought of going +south alone was enough to madden me. I did not care two straws that the +cost of the trip would be doubled, if it possessed the charming features +I had allowed myself to paint. + +The woman's going into the country for two whole days when the question +was unsettled was also most exasperating. If I could proceed +immediately to her room and talk with her face to face it would be +easier to decide. + +The fifteen minutes passed, the boy returned, and I was still in a +quandary. Finally, when the young imp presented himself in a +business-like attitude, I seized a pen and wrote as follows: + + _Destroy the note I sent a moment ago and substitute this one._ + + Dear Miss May:--["Dear" does not mean anything at the beginning of a + letter]--I am very sorry to learn that you feel it necessary to be + absent over Monday, as I have many things to say to you. Perhaps, as + you can do nothing in the meantime, it is best to let the matter + rest till Tuesday morning, when I will call, promptly at ten, and we + will decide everything. + + Yours, + + D.C. + +The boy took this note, when it was sealed and addressed, and +disappeared like magic. He had hardly gone when I wished I had sent a +letter of different purport. There was an awful possibility that Miss +May would take the chance I had undoubtedly offered, to give up the +whole idea of going. She had certainly not seemed as enthusiastic as I +could wish. I ran to a window, threw it open, and would have whistled to +the boy, but he was nowhere to be seen. + +It was like a matter of life and death to me then. Ringing in a call I +took my pen again and indited the following: + + Dear Marjorie:--for so you said I might call you:--I return the + money that you sent back to me. Keep it till I meet you Tuesday + morning at ten, when I will come prepared with a sum which will + certainly meet every demand you can put upon it. You are wiser than + I about feminine apparel and could not please me better than by the + forethought you display. It is with great regret that I learn you + are to be absent over Sunday and Monday, when I had hoped to pass + some pleasant hours with you, but I cheerfully yield to your + arrangement. Within a few days there will be no other friends to + distract your attention from one who will prove himself the truest + of them all. + + Sincerely Yours, + + D.C. + + No. -- Thirty-fourth Street. + +I procured a large envelope and took it into the bedroom, where I could +re-insert the bank bills without danger of arousing the cupidity of +young Mercury. With a lead pencil I added to the note a request that the +recipient would send just a line by bearer to show that my message had +arrived safely, and saw the boy depart, feeling that I had at last done +the sensible thing. + +Whether this proved to be the case I will leave the reader to judge when +he has finished this volume. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +A PRIVATE DINING ROOM. + + +Saturday evening was dull enough, being only brightened by a pencilled +note from Miss May, reading simply, "Money received. Will see you +Tuesday." I went over to the Lyceum Theatre to a play called "The Tree +of Knowledge," which I now believe one of the brightest things produced +on the American stage in years, though I was too full of other thoughts +to appreciate it at the time. + +It was an attempt to shift the burden of blame that has rested in all +fiction on the shoulders of the man, to that of the woman, and was so +far rather welcome to me. We are a bad lot, as a rule, I am afraid, but +some allowance should be made for a case like the one in the play, where +a well intentioned young fellow is used as a football by a girl who does +not care if his life is ruined, so long as she accomplishes her designs. + +I remember being somewhat surprised at the apparent approval of the fine +audience, but that may have been due in a measure to the delightful +acting of the various parts. I had not been to the Lyceum for a long +time and did not remember to have seen the "wronged young man" before, +but he made a most favorable impression on me as more natural and less +stagey than the average. The "villain,"--the masculine one--was an +excellent actor, also. As for the "wicked" woman, I thought, if +Marjorie failed me, I would give her an invitation to spend the rest of +the winter in the Caribbean. + +Sunday was weariness itself. I poured over the newspapers, took a walk, +managed to get a short nap, for I was tired, ate my lunch, and then, to +fill up the time, wrote a letter to Miss Brazier, in defense of myself +from the severe attack that unknown young woman had made. It was a silly +proceeding, but I liked to write about Marjorie, even to one wholly +unknown, and this is what I said, as near as I can remember it: + + Dear Alice (Ben Bolt):--I feel justified in calling you "Alice," now + it is settled that you are not to be my companion for long and (to + you, doubtless) weary weeks, a liberty I should never have dreamed + of taking had you decided to go. I do not know in what way I have + offended you, which I judge by your letter to be the case, but as + the children say, "If I've done anything I'm sorry for, I'm glad of + it." (Of course I don't mean exactly that.) The reason I write this + is to ask you to dine with me (in a highly respectable public dining + room--no cabinet particulaire, mind!) some evening before the 12th, + when I am to sail. + + If you will do this, I will fill your shell-like ears with such an + account of your Rival that you will acquit her of intending any of + the horrors you intimate. She is neither, I believe, a sinful + creature nor a dunce--just a sweet, strong-minded, trusting seeker + after change and rest. + + And I don't like your insinuations, either, about my own moral + character. If you knew me, I should not blame you so much, but as + you don't--it's simply reprehensible. I have no intention of + "soiling my soul," or that of any other person, but if that awful + event happens (I wonder how I would look with a soiled soul!) you + will be to blame. If you really thought I was in danger, why did you + not do the patriotic thing and offer to go in her place? That would + have disposed of the s--s--possibility. + + Now, if you have not already thrown this down in a rage--I judge you + to be a woman of the most fiendish temper!--let me be sensible for + just one moment. I am recovering slowly from a long illness and am + as harmless as a dove. I have, honestly, some work for a typewriter + to do, and my physician has advised me to take one. The young lady + who has agreed to go is not the sort you seem to imagine. She has + consented only after the most distressing stipulations in regard to + my conduct--all of which were entirely unnecessary, by the way. I am + to file a bond to return her to New York by May 1st in absolutely + perfect condition. + + Come and dine with me, Alice dear, and have your doubts removed. I + won't bite you, nor offer the slightest familiarity, upon my word! + Name your hotel and, provided it is of undoubted respectability, I + will meet you there at any hour you choose, after 6 P.M., or I will + send a carriage for you. I only wish I could bring 'Marjorie'--isn't + it a perfectly sweet name! One sight of her soulful eyes would say + more than all my protestations. Unhappily she is out of town, and I + am afraid she wouldn't like to be exhibited, if she were here. + + You'd best come. + + Yours Fraternally, + + D. CAMWELL. + + The Lambs, Dec. 31, 1897. + +It didn't seem too funny, when I read it over, as I thought it would, +but I sent it to East Sixteenth Street by a messenger that I summoned, +telling him to bring an answer, if there was any, and to return for his +pay, if there was none. He came back in half an hour, saying that a boy +at the house took the letter up stairs, presumably to Miss B., and +returned in a few minutes stating that she would reply by mail. As this +exhausted all the fun I could expect out of that matter for the day, I +went over to the Club and lounged away the afternoon. + +It was nine o'clock and I had only been at home for a few minutes when a +note came from Statia Barton. It was written in a very cool strain, but +its contents were unexpectedly agreeable, for all that. Statia said she +was afraid she had been a little too severe, and that, as it distressed +Tom very much to have a general falling out, she had made it up with +him. She had nothing to take back in what she had said relating to a +certain matter, (what woman ever took back anything?) but was willing to +admit that it was, really, my personal affair and that she had no right +to control my conduct. She believed it best, on the whole, that we +should see each other as little as possible before I went away, but she +did not wish, on reflection, to make trouble between her brother and his +friend. If Tom wanted me to come to spend an evening with him, she hoped +I would do it, and she promised to keep out of my way. + +It was a queer mixture, take it altogether, but I was very glad to +receive it. The calming effect on my general condition was such that +when I went to bed, I slept for nearly seven hours without interruption, +something I had not done for the previous fortnight. + +Monday, on account of New Years, was as dull as Sunday. When I awoke +with the exultant knowledge that it was at last Tuesday morning, I +sprang from bed joyfully. Filling my tub with water as it ran from the +street pipe, I plunged into its icy depths. Rising again I repeated the +operation half a dozen times, until the effect on my entire body was of +a healthy glow, and then proceeded to dress with care. I was long in +selecting a necktie, for one thing, and tried three pairs of cuff-links +before I was content. My coffee was barely tasted, and the newspapers +were scanned as if in a dream. + +All the time, mind you, I was trying my best to obey the injunction of +Dr. Chambers to avoid the least excitement. I persuaded myself that I +was simply happy and that no injurious effect could be apprehended from +a merely contented frame of mind. I did not stop to think that I was +pursuing a short road to the nervous prostration from which I had +emerged, and which had its origin in the same lack of control I was +exhibiting. + +Tom Barton called about eight o'clock and, as he entered the room, came +straight to me with his right hand extended. I took it heartily in mine, +glad that the chasm between us was bridged at last. + +"Dear old fellow," he said, with strong feeling, "forgive me for +anything disagreeable I said, the other day. I feel now that I misjudged +you. Let us end that matter and when you come to my house this evening, +tell me exactly what route you are going to take, so I can arrange where +to write you." + +I promised to come if I could, and if that was impossible, to send a +message to account for my absence. I told him I had bought a set of +small maps which would show my route perfectly and that I hoped for +frequent communications with him. Neither of us said anything about +Statia, for I think he felt as I did that we should get along better +without bringing in her name. He was obliged to leave after a brief +call. As soon as he was out of sight I donned my out-door garments and +proceeded by round-about stages toward Miss May's residence. + +The hands of my watch pointed to ten exactly, when I rang her bell. It +is considered a virtue, I believe, to be prompt at an appointment. The +woman who attended the door dampened my ardor somewhat, however, by +informing me that Miss May had not yet returned. She suggested that I go +at once to the lady's room and make myself comfortable till she came, +which must be very soon. + +I walked slowly up the stairs, which seemed longer than ever, oppressed +with a new series of doubts. Perhaps she would not come at all. Perhaps +she had taken my three hundred dollars and fled to parts unknown. +Perhaps--oh! the ugly things that came into my head between the lower +hall and the door of that empty room. + +I turned the knob and entered. Somehow the sight of the things that +belonged to her began to mollify me. There was the chair in which she +had been seated when I saw her last--happy chair! There was the dressing +table, the brush and comb she used, the glass into which she had looked +with her beautiful blue-gray eyes. Yes, and masquerading as a cabinet, +yet deceiving no one for a second, was the folding bed that had often +received her lovely form, with her head pillowed in happy slumber. + +It was something to be in the room she occupied, to see the furniture +she used. + +I seated myself in her chair--the one I had seen her in--but almost +instantly rose and walked about. My nerves were too much on edge to +permit me to remain long without motion of some kind. At the end of half +an hour I began to grow incensed again. She had made the appointment for +ten o'clock. She knew from previous experience that I would keep it to +the moment. Trains from the suburbs ran frequently enough. Did she +consider me merely a puppet, to be played with? + +Between half-past ten and eleven I was a hundred times on the point of +descending the stairs and leaving the house, ending the whole affair. + +But I didn't. + +She came about ten minutes past eleven, with many expressions of regret +at having kept me waiting. The timepiece at the house of her friend had +broken its mainspring, or something of the sort, and with the +carelessness of a woman she had forgotten to wind her watch the evening +before. The family were all deceived by the fact that the sky was +cloudy. When she reached her station the train had just gone and she was +obliged to wait three-quarters of an hour for another. As soon as she +alighted in New York, she took a cab and bade the driver hasten. Had I +been waiting very long? + +I did not know, at that instant, whether I had been a minute or a week, +and I did not care. It was enough that I was again in her presence--that +she had actually arrived. I begged her to say nothing more about it. + +"I have kept the cab," she said, looking me full in the face, "thinking +you might be kind enough to go with me to the shops and help me pick out +my things. If it isn't asking too much--" + +I assured her it would give me the greatest pleasure to accept the +invitation and that I had no engagement so important as helping her to +get ready for our journey. With a smile, she took off her hat and +arranged her hair at the mirror, with a few passes of the brush and +comb. Then she put it on again and said she was quite ready. + +"Drive to Altman's," she said to the cabman, as she stepped inside the +vehicle. + +We were together, side by side. Had we been on the way to the steamer +nothing could have exceeded my delight. These preliminaries all tended +in that direction, however, and I was fain to curb my haste and content +myself with the present. + +"I think you ought to see what it costs to dress a young woman who is +going to masquerade as the cousin of a gentleman of means," said Miss +May, as we turned the corner. "I want you to decide on each article, +since the expense is to come out of your pocket. I must say another +thing also, at this time. I shall not consider as my own anything I need +to buy. I am merely in the position of an actress whose wardrobe is to +be provided by her manager. Whenever our engagement terminates I will +return every article to you in as good shape as possible." + +I was staggered by the suggestion, as well as impressed by the sentiment +that led her to make it. + +"What could I do with a lot of gowns--and--lingerie?" I inquired, +helplessly. "They would be a veritable drug on my hands." + +"They could be altered," she said, thoughtfully. "I shall be very +careful of them." + +"Altered!" I cried. "For whom?" + +"For the next typewriter you may happen to engage." + +I laughed to conceal the disagreeable feeling which the thought gave me. + +"As a joke that is stupendous," I said, "but, if you don't mind, I would +rather you would be funny on some other subject." + +She relapsed into silence, something after the manner of a child who has +been chidden, which did not add to my ease. I had no idea of scolding +her. Luckily we were soon at Altman's. + +I had come provided with plenty of money that time. The cash she had +brought was exhausted when we left this place and we did not seem to +have got much for it, either. A milliner was next visited, where the +price of the few articles purchased was forgotten in my admiration of +the charming appearance Marjorie made in her new headgear. Then we drove +to another establishment, where she was obliged to hide herself from +view for three-quarters of an hour, with a bill of eighty-five dollars +as the result. She explained that she had got nothing she could possibly +avoid, when it was considered that we might be several weeks at a time +without a laundress, and I said the only fear I had was that she would +buy too little. + +A boot shop came next in order, where I had a jealous pang as one of the +salesmen fitted her with various articles in his stock, all suitable +for a warm climate, at a total cost of forty dollars. And then we drove +about, from glove shop to perfumer's, from umbrella maker to fan dealer, +from this to that, and the hands on my watch showed that it was nearly +five o'clock. + +"I think that is about all for to-day," said Miss May, drawing a long +breath. "You must be glad it's over." + +"Not at all," I replied. "Isn't it about time, though, that we had +something in the way of refreshment?" (She had declined several offers +to lunch during the preceding five hours.) "Mayn't I tell the driver now +to take us to a restaurant?" + +She consented, after a little thought, and also said she would leave the +place to me. When I suggested the Hotel Martin, she thought a little +longer, and then surprised me with a request that I would get a private +room. + +"Impossible," I said, when I could catch my breath. "They will assign no +party of two to a room alone." + +She blushed, which was not surprising. I had put her in the position of +wishing to break a puritanic rule of which she had never heard. + +I mentioned several other places, and we finally agreed on one some +distance up-town, at which I told her the regulation against a single +couple dining alone did not apply. She was rather tired and leaned back +in the carriage in a manner that showed it. I studied her face as much +as I could without appearing to stare, but it was wholly +expressionless. + +"You are very good to me," she said, after a long pause. + +"And you are very kind to me," I answered. + +"What a lot of money we have spent to-day," she added. "Aren't you sorry +yet?" + +"No," I answered, smiling. "Not yet." + +"I shall need almost nothing more," she said, "to appear in a garb that +will not disgrace you. Nothing, but a little jewelry, I think." + +I said we would go to-morrow and attend to that, or she could go alone +if she preferred, and send the bills to me. + +"It must be lovely to have all the money one wants," she remarked, +dreamily. "To order whatever you please without stopping to see if you +can afford it." + +"Yes," I assented. + +"You can do that?" said Miss May, putting one of her gloved hands on my +arm. + +"Within a reasonable limit. My wants are seldom extravagant." + +"Why," she asked, slowly, "is the world arranged so unevenly? Why are +some provided with all they want, and more, while others have to study +each item of actual necessity?" + +"That is a deep question, that I would not like to settle in my present +state of hunger," I replied, at which she smiled and sat up in the +carriage. "We are luckily near the end of our route. I think I had best +dismiss the cab and get another one when we leave." + +She agreed and then asked if I had any objection to her donning a veil. +It was all right, of course--dining in a private room with her +employer--but it might not seem so to a casual passer, who would +possibly recognize her face at some future period. A woman had to be so +particular. + +I cut her explanations short by saying that I did not object to the +idea, but quite approved of it; at which she put on the veil, which to +my consternation was blue and quite opaque. I did not wish to let any +difference of opinion come between us, but I reflected that if one of my +friends saw me, with a woman veiled like that, his conclusions would be +anything but pleasing. There is such a thing as going too far. + +We were shown to a nice little room, where the waiter came near getting +himself into trouble by informing me with needless severity that it was +not permitted to lock the door. + +Miss May did not seem to hear what he said. She was removing her blue +veil at a little glass that hung on the wall. + +When she took the chair opposite to me and accepted the menu at my +hands, she looked so charming that I had to put a veritable Westinghouse +brake on my arms. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +ONCE THERE WAS A CHILD. + + +The meal that we ordered was well cooked and well served, and being +provided with that best of all sauces, hunger, I did it full justice. +Our conversation seemed, however, rather dull, and there was not that +flow of spirits that I expected when we entered the place. Miss May +seemed absorbed in thought, though she declared, when I rallied her on +the point, that she was not down hearted, but very happy to be there. +Occasionally when footsteps were heard in the corridor she started +nervously, which led me to suppose that she feared intrusion. I +thereupon remarked that while it was against the rules to bolt the door +of the room, I believed a good-sized tip would secure the privilege; to +which she replied, with a vehemence I could not understand, that she +would not hear of such a thing. + +One might imagine she suspected me of an intention to murder her, so +earnest was her protest. + +"Oh, I would much rather leave it unlocked," I said. "I was only trying +to please you." + +She made no answer, and I found my spirits, always mercurial, beginning +to sink a little. Noticing my dejection, she came to my rescue and soon +had me all right again. We talked of the journey, she asking many +particulars of my former visit to the Caribbean Islands. She had never +been at sea for more than a few hours and wondered if she was liable to +that malady so much to be dreaded, seasickness. I assured her it was not +nearly as bad as it was painted and told of my own slight experiences in +that line, years before. + +My companion ate and drank sparingly. She declined my proposal to order +champagne, and mixed her claret and apollinaris like a veritable tyro in +restaurant dining. This rather pleased me, on the lookout as I was for +indications that she might be other than she seemed. She had every mark +of the true lady, and I was well prepared to believe it, when I learned, +some days later, of the station in which she had been born and in which +her childhood was passed. + +"I have been thinking," she remarked, after one of her long pauses; +"would it not be best for me, to take your family name? I wish, above +all things, to avoid suspicion." + +"I fear we are a little too late for that," I replied. "I was obliged to +give your name to the agent and he has already placed it on the +passenger list." + +"Will that list get into the newspapers?" she asked, nervously. + +"I presume so." + +"Then you must manage to have my name changed, at all hazards. My old +employer would use every means to annoy me if he discovered where I am +going." + +"It is only recorded as 'Miss M. May,'" I said. "Surely there is more +than one person of that name in the world." + +She shook her head and bit her lips in distress. + +"It must be changed," she repeated. "It will not do to give him the +slightest clue. He imagines himself 'in love'--Heaven help me!--and I +dare not risk it. Any name you like, but my own." + +"What can he do?" I inquired. "You don't think I would let him annoy +you, when you were under my protection." + +"He can do many things. No, there is no way but to alter the name. Tell +the agent the lady you expected is not going--that she has been taken +ill--and that another is to fill her place. Do not argue, do not +hesitate, or I shall be compelled, even now, to give up the journey. And +that," she added, seeing my sober face, "you know well I would not like +to do." + +This was enough to settle the matter and I said I would give the agent +in the morning any name she desired. + +"I would like it the same as your own," she said, thoughtfully. "It +might save infinite trouble. Just record me as Miss M. Camwell. Is there +any reason against that?" + +Yes, there was one and it occurred to me. The name, which I had decided +to use, was so near my own that Uncle Dugald would be likely to see it, +not to say anything about Hume, Tom Barton and Statia. They might lay +the twisting of Donald Camran into "David Camwell" to the carelessness +of copyist and printer, but their suspicions would certainly be aroused +if they saw next to my name that of a "Miss" Camwell. + +"I will change your name in some way," I answered, after a long pause, +"but I see dangers in the plan you propose, nearly as great as in the +present one." + +I then gave her an inkling of my fears, saying I did not wish any sharp +friend to guess what I was doing, which was possible with two such +uncommon names in just a position on an alphabetical list. + +She did not seem satisfied, but raised no objection when I asked her if +I might call her Miss M. Carney, which I thereupon decided to do. + +It was rather dull, take it altogether, the dinner, but when we were +again in a cab and rolling toward Forty-fifth Street, Miss May +brightened, like the close of a cloudy day, just before the sun sinks +into the obscurity of the western sky. She put one of her hands on mine, +quite as if the act was a wholly thoughtless one, but it sufficed to +cheer me up. She even volunteered a prophesy that we would be good +friends and contented fellow voyagers. + +Before we reached her door she asked me at what hour I would call on the +morrow, quite as if anxious to see me. After a little debate I decided +upon three in the afternoon. That would give her the entire morning with +her dressmaker, for necessary alterations in the garments she had +purchased. + +She did not seem to notice particularly when I raised the gloved hand I +held and pressed it to my lips at parting. It was an act that any lady +might pardon, and she probably thought nothing of it. + +"To-morrow, then, at three," she said, smiling at me from the curbstone. + +"Yes. Don't keep me waiting," I answered, remembering the morning. + +"I will try not to; these dressmakers are so unreliable, though. +You--you wouldn't rather I would come to your rooms? Perhaps there is +another of those rules we have been running across, against it. If there +is none, and you prefer--" + +I said I approved of the idea highly and that I was at liberty to invite +to my apartment any person I pleased. + +"You spoke of a machine that I have never used," said Miss May, +tentatively. "If you have one there, as a sort of excuse--" + +"I have one," said I. "Although it won't be needed for that purpose. You +remember the number, -- West Thirty-fourth." + +She nodded and spoke to my driver, repeating it to him. Then with +another of her bright smiles she waved me good-by and ascended the +steps, while I was driven away. + +"Henry," I was saying ten minutes after, to the hall boy, "I expect a +young lady to-morrow, between three and four, who will ask for Mr. +Camwell." + +"There isn't any Mr. Camwell in the house, sir," said the boy. + +"There will be at that hour. He will be in my rooms. You may not see him +enter and you may not see him leave, but he will be here. All you have +to do is to say 'Yes, ma'am,' to the lady and bring her to my door." + +"I understand," said Henry, with a wholly superfluous grin, that showed +how little common sense the average hall-boy possesses. + +"No, you don't understand anything," I responded, snappishly. "Do as I +order and you'll lose nothing. Make the least mistake and I will see +that you get your notice." + +He responded meekly that he would be careful and then handed me a +letter, which I saw was from Miss Brazier. He also said that Mr. Barton +had called and expressed surprise when he heard that I had left no word +for him. + +Poor Tom! It came to my recollection all at once that I had promised to +spend the evening at his house, or send him a note if unable to do so. +Well, I would write him an apology before I went to sleep. + +This is what Miss Brazier said: + + Dear Mr. Camwell:--I wish I could understand you, but the riddle + grows harder and harder. Sometimes you seem a combination of Don + Quixote, Mephistopheles and Hector Greyburn. At one moment I believe + you the greatest wretch alive; at the next I ascribe your sentiments + to the buoyancy of youth and convince myself that you are at heart + an honorable man. + + As to dining with you, I must deny myself that pleasure. I do not + believe you would "bite" me, nor am I afraid your levity would turn + my head. I can merely say that dining with a stranger is not in + accord with my habits and that I see no sufficient reason to make + your case an exception. I would be glad to see your "Marjorie," + though, were that feasible, but this also I must forego. + + Now, as a last word--for my correspondence may weary you--remember + that true happiness in this life does not consist in the mere + gratification of every passing whim, and that the path you have + before you may contain thorns as well as roses. If you return to + America with your conscience void of offence toward God and your + companion you will have accomplished something of which you may + well be proud. + + Won't you write me just a line when you are again at home, to say + that my petition has been answered. + + Your True Friend, + + A.B. + + Jan. 2, 1898. + +Sobered more than I could account for by reading this letter, I sat for +a long time in silence. Then, after writing a brief note to Tom, +excusing my neglect, I sought my pillow, or in plain English, went to +bed. + +My first act in the morning after coffee was to go to Cook's and alter +the name of May to that of Carney, as well as change my own to "David +Camwell," for which I gave a satisfactory reason to the clerk. He told +me that he could omit both names from the list sent to the newspapers, +if I desired, and I decided that this was, on the whole, the better way. + +On leaving I had an idea that pleased me, no less than to visit +Tiffany's and purchase a little jewelry for Marjorie. It would be +pleasant to see her eyes light up as I put it into her hand. + +Taking a Broadway car, I soon reached the shop I sought, and emerged a +few minutes later with a pair of diamond eardrops, a ring of turquoise +and small diamonds, and another of chased gold without a stone. Each was +enclosed in a tasty case. I was much pleased that the selection had been +made so easily. + +Miss May arrived at my room nearly on time, with a fine color in her +cheeks, due to the fact that she had walked some distance. She was +undeniably good-looking and my heart warmed as I thought of the long +companionship we were to have together. She was a little tired, she +said, from standing for the dressmaker's measurer, and dropped into my +largest chair with a very fetching air of fatigue. As soon as I could +without seeming in haste I produced the case containing the turquoise +ring and presented it for her inspection. + +"I took the liberty," I remarked, "of buying this, to fill the vacant +place on one of your fingers. If it does not fit, you can take it back +for alteration; or if it does not please you Tiffany will exchange it." + +She took it out languidly and found that it fitted very well. She was +not as delighted as I had supposed she would be, but her tired feeling +probably accounted for that. + +"It is very pretty," she said, "and you are very kind." + +Then I opened the case containing the plain ring and she found a +suitable position for that also. When I showed her the eardrops she grew +more interested and on trying them on declared them "perfectly sweet." + +"I used to have some very like them," she said, with a sigh, "but that +was long ago. How very good you are. Are you not tired of the expense I +cause you?" + +I assured her that I was not, in the least. + +"I do not own a piece of jewelry in the world," she added, "except a +wedding ring, that belonged to my mother." + +"And these," I corrected her by saying. + +"No. These are not mine. They are merely part of the make-up for the +rôle I am to play. You shall have them all back again when the curtain +is rung down." + +She took out her purse, and drew forth the ring of which she had spoken. +Placing it on her wedding finger she held it out to me. + +"Don't I look quite like a married woman?" she asked, smilingly. + +"Quite," I assented, "and a very sweet bride you make, too." + +"Have you the typewriting machine here?" she asked, ignoring my +compliment. "I wish to see what it is like." + +I put the machine on a table, arranging it for her inspection. It was an +original Hammond, which I prefer to the universal keyboard. She drew up +a chair and listened intently while I explained its workings, showing +how the capitals and figures are produced with the same set of keys as +the lower case letters. I showed the working of the ribbon, the +arrangement of the alarm bell and all the other points needed by one who +had never operated that style. When I had finished and inserted a sheet +of paper she began carefully to write a sentence, encouraged +occasionally by my guidance when the unfamiliar location of the keys +caused her to pause. + +"I shall be able to use it as rapidly as the Remington, in a week," she +said, when she finished the sheet. "It is not nearly as hard as I +imagined." + +She left the table and resumed her seat in the chair, where we fell into +a conversation that lasted several hours. She counted with me the days +that remained and was glad they were so few. She said she could think of +nothing more that she needed before starting: yes, the jewelry was +quite sufficient. She put back each piece in the case it had come in, +asking me to keep them till we were ready to go. + +"You are sure you will not be sorry for what you are doing?" she asked, +after a time. + +"How can I, if you enjoy the journey?" was my reply. + +She shrugged her shoulders prettily and said it was time to leave. She +declined with many thanks an invitation to dine with me again, making a +light excuse, and with a friendly grasp of the hand took her departure. +It had been agreed that she would call for a short time each afternoon +that remained. + +When I had become chilled at the vacancy her absence made in the room I +went over to the table and looked at what she had written on the +machine. It was a pleasure even to see the lines her fair hands had +made, and I withdrew the sheet she had covered as if it were something +sacred. Glancing over it I noted to my surprise, that the lines had not +been written with accidental meaning--that it contained a message for my +eyes and heart. There were naturally slight errors caused by the +writer's unfamiliarity with the instrument, but no ambiguity of any +kind. And this is what the message said to me: + + * * * * * + +Once there was a child, who had been reared in comfort, almost in +luxury, in the fairest part of the fair State of Maryland. At the age of +sixteen a cruel fate deprived her of both parents. The guardian to whom +her small means were intrusted proved false and in another year she was +left to face poverty alone. + +Almost stunned by her misfortunes, this child found it necessary to +provide herself with some means of subsistence, for even sorrow must +have bread. She learned the art of stenography and typewriting; and +after attaining sufficient speed in these branches went to a large city +and sought a situation. Luckily she found one, though for a long time +the pay was very small and she could no more than support life in the +poorest manner. + +Later a place was offered her with a largely increased stipend, and the +cloud seemed about to lift a little. But her new employer soon unmasked +his soul and disclosed himself a wretch. The girl could hardly breathe +in his presence, but she resolved to endure his attentions as long as +they were bearable, hoping for relief from some unknown source. + +When the purpose of her employer became all too plain, and she was on +the point of despair; when advertisement after advertisement had been +answered and nothing secured; when she had advertised, herself, and +found by the replies received that the majority of the situations +promised nothing better than the one she was unable to endure--there +came a ray of light. + +A gentleman, or what seemed to be one, sought an interview in reference +to a most novel proposition. He wanted her to accompany him, alone, on a +long journey; announced his willingness to provide her with an outfit +suitable for a member of his family, which she was to profess to be; and +assured her that behind this offer there was lurking no sinister design +such as she at first suspected. + +Her situation had grown desperate. Slowly she came to the decision to +trust this man. She grew to believe that there might be one who could +give these things with an honest mind and a pure purpose. + +She accepted the situation, if such it might be called; purchased the +necessary clothing; donned the jewelry he provided; gave her trust into +his hands, and sailed with him on the ship he selected. + +He was only twenty-four years of age, she but twenty-two. She had not +concealed from him that she was poor and nearly friendless. He was rich +and what is called a man of the world. + +What will happen to the girl on that journey? + + * * * * * + +There can be but two possibilities. Either the man will prove the kind +friend he has represented and they will return able to look the world in +the face without a blush--that is one of them. Or somewhere beneath the +blue waters of the Caribbean Sea the fishes will gnaw the flesh of a +woman who is drowned--that is the other. Let neither delude themselves, +when the hour of temptation comes. There is no possibility outside these +two. + + * * * * * + +I rose and paced the floor in remorse for my ill-spent life, in sympathy +for the unhappy creature whose fears clouded the pleasure I meant to +share with her. + +If there had been, away down in the lowest depths of my wild nature, the +slightest thought of wrong to Marjorie May, it was crushed out of sight +by that pathetic appeal. + +Crushed out of sight, yes! But there are seeds that put forth life with +the dust of years piled above them. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +A THEFT ON BOARD SHIP. + + +The time before the date set for the sailing of the Madiana passed +slowly enough, but contained little that is worth recording at length. +Miss May took another dinner with me, though not in the same restaurant +as before, she expressing a preference for another in a different part +of the city. She came to my room daily about half the time and I went to +hers the rest, for our afternoon talks. Her gowns were fitted, her +baggage made ready; and she sent the trunks out to have the initials +"M.C." marked upon them, to consort with her new title. + +As the date of sailing approached she grew visibly nervous, saying +repeatedly that she would be glad when the ocean waves lay between us +and Manhattan Island, in which sentiment I concurred heartily. On the +day before our departure she expressed a wish to go to the wharf alone, +rather than have me come for her, giving as a reason that she did not +like the people at her lodgings to connect us in that move. This seemed +sensible and I agreed without demur. I had long since ceased to have any +suspicion of her and felt as certain that we would meet at the steamer +as that the boat would sail. + +The evening before the day I was to go, I passed with Tom Barton at his +house. It was the second time I had been there within a week. In some +way Tom fixed it so that Statia consented to dine with us. She did the +best she could, I suppose, to act as usual, but made a poor show of it +to eyes as watchful as mine. + +I got a minute alone with her by accident and tried my best to cheer her +up. + +"I wish you would write me a line or two while I am gone," I said. "If +you send to St. Thomas by the 18th, I ought to get it before I leave +there. The mails are fearfully slow in that part of the world, but they +do arrive eventually. I will let you know how I am getting on, if you +wish it, besides what I send to Tom. I'm not going to let you quarrel +with me any longer." + +She said without much enthusiasm that she would be glad to have me +write, and that perhaps she would do so herself. I did not care to press +the matter, thinking it best to leave it that way. + +On the morning of the 12th I went early to the steamer, inspected the +cabins I had engaged and made arrangements with the head porter to +reserve a good place for my steamer chairs on the after-deck. I was +rather pleased with the accommodations, for I had not expected too much. +Driving back up-town I secured my letter of credit and did a last bit of +shopping. An hour before the time the vessel was to slip her moorings I +was again on board, not wishing Miss May to arrive and find me absent. + +As the passengers arrived, one after another, I looked into their faces +to see if there was a familiar one, but there was none, until Mr. Wesson +came. I exchanged a few words with him about the arrangement of things +in the room we were to occupy jointly. When he left, my attention was +attracted to a woman, just coming up the plank, whom I certainly had +seen before. An elderly man walked just behind her, and as she turned to +speak to him I judged they were together. It was some time before I +remembered where I had seen that face, and when it flashed upon me I +could not restrain a low whistle. + +She was the woman who had advertised in the Herald "Personal" column +that she desired the acquaintance of an "elderly gent," describing +herself as "beautiful of face and form," with her "object matrimony." + +Well, she seemed to have found what she sought and I hoped the "gent" +was also not disappointed. I did not believe that the ceremony of +marriage had been performed between them, but perhaps a temporary +arrangement was equally pleasing to both. One of the stewards took their +hand baggage and descended with it, showing them to their rooms. + +Miss May, arrived finally. I did not recognize her at first, heavily +veiled as she was, though happily without the blue article she had worn +to the restaurant. I rose and escorted her to her cabin, where she +seated herself on the sofa and tried to recover her breath, which I +could not see she had any reason to lose. As soon as she could speak she +asked which was my room; when I told her, she begged me to wait there a +few minutes. + +Rather distressed by her manner I could, nevertheless, do nothing but +comply. After what seemed an endless time I heard her voice, speaking my +name in low tones, and went to see what she wanted. + +"Don't come in!" she said, opening the door slightly. She spoke hardly +above a whisper and yet in a way that conveyed an imperative +prohibition. "Has the boat started yet?" + +"No," I answered. "I think it will go in a few moments." + +"Will you inquire if my baggage has been brought on and have the smaller +trunk sent down here as soon as possible?" + +"You ought to come on deck and see the start," I said. "That is one of +the interesting things of a voyage like this." + +"Oh, no!" she said. "I am feeling faint--I don't know what is the +matter--doubtless I shall be better in a few minutes. I am going to lie +down and see if that makes me more comfortable. Go on deck and amuse +yourself. I shall try to get a nap." + +Seeing that I hesitated she looked pleadingly into my eyes. + +"Please go!" she said. + +I went, swallowing my disappointment. The boat had commenced to move and +I witnessed the usual waving handkerchiefs, tearful eyes, loud good-bys, +and that sort of thing. The elderly gentleman with his well-formed, +matrimonially-inclined lady was apparently enjoying the scene, for both +of them looked happy. Mr. Wesson smiled as I approached and uttered some +commonplace remark, as he made room for me by his side. Each moment the +distance between the Madiana and her late moorings widened; presently we +were well out in the river and proceeding down the Bay. + +Wesson suggested a walk on the deck and as we were both well wrapped up +I saw no objection. I remarked what a wonderful thing it was, how soon +our heavy clothing would be discarded. Ice and snow to-day and summer +garments day after to-morrow. + +"That is due to the Gulf Stream, of course," he replied. + +"Yes. In two days any passenger not actually an invalid can bathe with +pleasure in water pumped from the ocean." + +Wesson expressed his surprise at this statement. We fell to talking of +the islands we were to visit, he appearing deeply interested in all I +had to say. The time was thus occupied until the first dinner bell rang, +when I excused myself to go and look after my "cousin." + +Miss May answered the knock by saying that she had already asked the +stewardess to bring her a cup of tea and would want nothing more. She +would try to get upon the deck to-morrow, if the water was sufficiently +smooth, but at present she was quite unable to move. I was to be at ease +about her and not allow her condition to interfere with my enjoyment. As +there seemed no help for it, I went back to the deck and soon descended +with the others to the dining table. + +I thought it an odd fate that the "elderly gent" with his +matrimonially-inclined companion should be seated at the same table with +myself and Mr. Wesson, but odd things happen continually on shipboard +and this voyage was to prove the rule. There were just eight of us +assigned to that table, a married couple and one man travelling singly, +besides those mentioned. Before we separated I took a printed list of +the passengers, such as had been generally distributed, bearing on the +reverse side a map of the Windward Islands, and requested those present +to mark their names, that I might know them better. Wesson and I marked +ours first. The "elderly gent" put his cross against two names reading +Matthew Howes and Miss Nellie Howes, the married couple endorsed the +names of Mr. and Mrs. H.G. Stone and the single passenger claimed the +title of Robert Edgerly. The seats had been assigned by the steward with +written cards on each plate, and Mr. Edgerly, who sat at my left, took +up that of Miss Carney. + +"We have still another messmate, who has not made her appearance," he +said, to the table in general. "Miss M. Carney." + +"The lady is not feeling well and will not appear to-night," I said. + +"I believe she occupies the stateroom with me," said Miss Howes, to my +surprise. "She is evidently not used to the sea, for she was taken ill +before the steamer left the dock." + +"Miss Carney is my cousin," I explained, forced into it by the inquiring +eyes of Mr. Howes, who evidently connected us in some way. "She was not +very well before we started, is in fact taking the journey mainly for +her health. I hope she will feel able to be out to-morrow." + +With the freedom that sometimes prevails in parties thrown together at a +steamer table the conversation then became general, and before we rose I +knew that Mr. Edgerly claimed Albany as his home and Mr. and Mrs. Stone, +Montpelier, Vt.; while Mr. and Miss Howes said they resided in +Binghamton. It helps very much in remembering people to get a city or +town tacked on to their names, and I wrote the locations on my passenger +list. + +It was a dull evening, in spite of the fact that I passed it in the +smoking room, where considerable cheap wit was bandied about and my +fellow-passengers got acquainted with each other and with me. The +push-button was kept busy until the steward in charge of that department +gave signs of exhaustion. I drank very little, though I paid for several +rounds, after the fashion of most Americans, who think such proceedings +necessary to preserve their self-respect. + +At last, when there was nothing else to do, I went to my cabin and to +bed. + +Before breakfast I saw the stewardess and asked her to learn how Miss +Carney was and whether she would be at the table. She soon returned with +the information that the lady thought it best not to leave her room, and +that she wished me to procure her a list of the passengers. This I did, +marking the addresses of those who sat at our table, and scrawling a bit +of advice on the margin, recommending her to make her appearance on deck +during the forenoon as the sea was remarkably smooth. + +After leaving the table I took a novel called "His Foster Sister," which +somebody told me had a reference to the Islands, and seeking my steamer +chair became absorbed in its contents. + +In a short time Mr. Edgerly came along and dropped into my second chair +in a friendly way. He also had a book and it was some time before we +engaged in conversation beyond the customary greetings. + +My first impression of Edgerly was decidedly favorable. He was +apparently a jolly sort of chap, ready for a joke or story and not +inclined to be a bore. We got along together famously until about eleven +o'clock, when Miss May came slowly up the companion way, with the +stewardess to assist her. Edgerly saw her before I did and sprang to +offer her his arm. As she looked into his face and detected that it was +that of a stranger, she drew back, but he reassured her in low tones. + +"You must permit me to help you to your chair," he said, "which I have +just vacated. It's evident you cannot reach it without aid." + +By this time I had arrived at her side and Miss May took my arm, leaning +very heavily upon it. I was surprised to find her so weak and as soon as +she was seated I asked if there was anything I could order to give her +strength. + +"No," she replied, faintly. "I shall be better soon. Please wrap the rug +around me." + +The stewardess had the rug on her arm and at my request placed it over +the lady's skirts, tucking in the ends about her feet. She wore her +cloak and a steamer cap, and seemed provided against the coolness of the +air, which was still marked. + +When the stewardess had gone, and Edgerly also, for he disappeared at +once, I waited for Miss May to speak again, but she lay with closed eyes +so long that I grew uneasy. + +"There is a doctor among the passengers," I said. "I think when you go +below, you had best let him see you. I am alarmed at your condition." + +She raised herself and surveyed the decks in every direction. Then she +took a less recumbent position. + +"Who is the man that came to me at the top of the stairs?" she asked, in +a whisper. + +"His name is Edgerly and he is from Albany. I never saw him till +yesterday." + +"He has called at the office of my last employer, and I am afraid he +recognized me. Did he say anything to intimate it?" + +"No," I answered. "There is not one chance in a thousand that he +remembers you. I never in my life have looked closely enough at a +stenographer to know her if we met outside." + +"I hope he doesn't," she said, uneasily. "I felt so sure there would be +no one here who had ever seen me!" + +"His chair is next yours at the table," I remarked. "If he intimates +that your face is known to him you have only to convince him that he is +mistaken." + +"I want that seat changed," she said, earnestly. "Can't you sit between +us? I--I can't explain why, but I don't like him. What business had he +to offer me his arm?" + +I laughed at the serious way she regarded the matter, saying he had only +done as any gentleman might, but added that I would certainly put her +between myself and Mr. Wesson, if she preferred. + +"And who is Mr. Wesson?" she asked. + +"My room-mate, that I told you about. He is a splendid fellow." + +"Can you see him anywhere at this moment?" she asked, looking around. + +"Yes--he is there, talking with the second officer--the man with the +white cap. If he comes this way I will present you." + +She said there was no need of haste, that she did not wish to meet the +passengers any more than was absolutely necessary; when we went to the +table would be quite time enough. + +"Mr. Camwell," she added, after a pause, "you can't imagine how I feel. +If I had dreamed I should experience such sensations I never would have +come." + +"What sensations?" I asked, rather shortly, for I thought she might +consider my feelings a little. + +"The sensation of being a deceiver of those about me; the shame of +passing for what I am not; the dread of somehow being exposed for what I +am." + +I grew angrier as she proceeded. + +"If you were not ill," I said, "I should be out of patience with you. +What awful crime have you committed? You are travelling in a perfectly +respectable way, with a respectable party of people; occupying a room +with a lady; acting in a rational manner except for these vagaries, +which I must ask you to suppress. To be sure the name assigned you on +the passenger list is not your own, but plenty of people travel +incognito, even princes and dukes, for that matter. You make a mountain +out of a molehill. Your whole journey will be ruined--and mine, if you +care anything about that--if you go on as you have begun." + +She begged my pardon humbly, saying she would do her best to amend her +conduct in the future. And, as usual, the moment she took this attitude, +I repented of my hard words and assured her I had no intention of being +too critical. + +"The lady who occupies the room with me is very agreeable," was her next +observation. "She offered to do anything she could to relieve my head +last night, and this morning she bathed it with cologne for half an +hour." + +"She sits opposite us at the table," I said. "With her uncle." + +"I am glad of that. I feel quite acquainted with her now." + +Then she assayed a question of the sort that eminate from women. + +"Don't you think her very handsome?" + +"She's not bad looking," I admitted. + +"I call her magnificent. Such a face and form do not often go together." + +I wanted to reply, "So she said in her advertisement," but I merely +nodded. + +"There is another woman on this boat that I would not exchange for a +thousand of her," I said, presently, in a low voice. + +"Point her out to me," said Miss May. "I would like to know what your +ideal is." + +"Look in your mirror," I responded. + +"Why do you think it necessary," she asked, frowning, "to pay me that +kind of compliment?" + +"I think it necessary to refrain from doing so, but sometimes I grow +forgetful." + +She saw that I was very sober again. + +"If you meant what you say, it would not be so wicked," she replied, +gently. + +"You know very well that I mean it." + +"Mr. Camwell," she said, leaning very close to me, "we are obliged to +lie to outsiders, in the contract we have assumed. Let us always tell +the truth to each other." + +"If I told you the truth," I responded, gloomily, "you would not sit +where you are. You would find strength to walk down those stairs and +back to your room alone." + +She grew slightly paler, though her cheeks were waxen enough before. + +"Then do not tell it to me just now," she replied, with an attempt at a +laugh. "I would rather remain on deck where the air is purer." + +When the lunch bell rang I advised Miss May to take her repast where she +was, promising to send a steward to her with a bill of fare. It pleased +me to learn when I came back that she had made quite a meal and was +feeling considerably better. + + * * * * * + +The succeeding two days contained nothing of high importance, but there +were several little things that deserve to be chronicled. + +The first time Marjorie came to the table and was introduced by me to +the others as "Miss Carney," I fancied that a smile rested lightly on +the features of Miss Howes, for which I could not account. Marjorie was +seated between Mr. Wesson and me, and I saw with pleasure that they +seemed likely to be good friends. It was desirable in the interest of +our general plan that she and I should not act as if there was no one +else in the world. Stone and his wife were quiet people, who rarely +spoke unless first addressed. Edgerly was good-natured but not +obtrusive. The most of the talk, therefore, at table, came from Mr. and +Miss Howes, Wesson and myself. We got to be at last a rather jolly +party. + +Carrying out my plan, now that Miss May had apparently recovered from +her indisposition, I left her alone a good deal, or rather with one or +more of the others as her companion on deck. They aroused in her an +interest in the trip, for which I was glad. Edgerly probably talked with +her the least of all, and she told me he never mentioned having seen her +before. Miss Howes was her most constant companion, quite naturally, +when it is considered that they roomed in one cabin. + +But on the third day out, just before dinner time, Miss May came to me +with a distressed face that showed unusual perturbation. She was +actually trembling and her eyes looked as if she had been weeping. + +"A terrible thing has happened!" she said, when I followed her to a +place where no one could overhear us. "I would not tell you if I could +help it, but you will have to know." Then, in response to my inquiring +look, she added, "Some one has entered my stateroom and robbed me!" + +As far as she could learn, nothing had been taken but her turquoise +ring, but the feeling that her effects were unsafe agitated her greatly. +In response to questions she said she had left the ring on a little rack +above the washbowl, when she washed her hands for lunch, as she had done +twice before. She was absolutely certain where she put it, but had made +a thorough search of her handbag, the only other place it could have +been. + +I told her not to get excited, but to ask the stewardess, whom I would +send to her when she went down again, if she had seen it. I remarked, +also, that I believed a theft on that line under such conditions was of +extremely rare occurrence, and that she had best quiet her nerves until +an investigation could be made. + +"But it was your ring--it really belonged to you--" she stammered, "and +I feel ever so much worse than if it were my own." + +"That is mere casuistry," I replied, "but, if it pleases you to call all +your things mine, of course, you will continue doing so. Whosever it is, +we must do our best to recover it." + +At dinner Miss May whispered to me that the stewardess had made a +diligent search, but without effect. The meal passed rather dully. Miss +May was pale and distraught. I sympathized with her, though the value of +the lost article was not great. I wished I had some of the intuition of +a Monsieur Lecoq that I might place the offence on the right person and +relieve the strain I could not help feeling. + +It must be one of the stewards, who were continually in and out of the +adjacent rooms, or a fellow passenger. In either case something of the +ease and comfort of the voyage was lost. A mosquito who enters your room +at night is not as large as a lion nor on the whole quite as dangerous; +but he can, if he chooses, banish sleep from your eyes. + +That confounded ring made a lot of trouble. I began to suspect +everybody on board. The stewardess promised to say nothing of the +occurrence, and I at first followed the same course. The only one I did +tell, and that the next day, was Mr. Wesson, and the contribution he +made to the case was merely a depressed shake of the head and a +long-drawn sigh. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +A LITTLE GAME OF CARDS. + + +The reader will doubtless have come to the conclusion that I was by this +time tired of my bargain and wished Miss Marjorie May had never come +across my path. On the contrary I was well satisfied with the way things +were going, in the main. The ocean has a charm for me that nothing else +can equal. The bracing effect of the sea air was being felt in every +fibre of my frame. Miss May's coolness was not of a kind to annoy me +seriously, and much better than the opposite extreme would have been. +There was nothing like a breach between us. She was merely allowing me +to get the full benefit of my voyage. + +I had never, at any time, feared that I would experience trouble in +passing my time while on shipboard. My dread was of the days to be spent +ashore, and for these she would be with me to divert my mind. The matter +of the stolen ring was a mere incident of travel, and might have +happened anywhere. The intrinsic value of the article was small. It +would not be hard to replace it. + +Miss May asked me the day after the ring was missed if I knew anything +about her roommate. She said it in a way that showed suspicion and set +me to thinking. "Miss Howes" had plenty of jewelry of her own, and was +hardly likely to purloin the turquoise; but I knew her to be rather +"off color," and more open to suspicion than a woman of different +character. I asked Capt. Fraser, the commander of the boat, what the +record of the stewardess was, without leading him to guess my object, +and when he told me I dismissed all thoughts against her. + +It might have been Miss Howes, it might have been one of the stewards. I +urged Miss May to think of it as little as possible. + +But this was not to be. Miss Howes told her during the day that she also +had lost some jewelry, taken from a bag that, more careful than Miss +May, she had locked. The article consisted of a bracelet of the value of +$300, and was a serious affair. Miss May was obliged to relate her own +misfortune, and Mr. Howes, when the matter was brought to his attention, +went straight to the captain with the news. A vigorous questioning +followed of all the steward's staff, but without result. There was +nothing to clear up the mystery. + +Miss Howes being certain that her bag was locked made the theft seem +that of an expert, who was provided with keys. Her "uncle" thought it +best after that to put the bag into his own steamer trunk, which had a +peculiar lock that he did not believe could be opened except by force. +Before night I discovered that a diamond stud, the only valuable jewel I +ever wore, had been taken from my own room, but when I could not tell. I +had not worn it on the trip, nor indeed for some time previous, and had +carried it along merely because it happened to be in a small box with +some cuff-studs and collar buttons. I locked my trunk after that, but +said nothing about the loss. + +The next morning when Marjorie reported, with tears, that her earrings +had also disappeared, I comforted her as well as I could, but I felt +that both of us had been culpably careless in leaving our valuables +about so loosely. + +Wesson learned of the loss of these jewels and said in a quiet way that +he was going to try to unearth the rascal. He spent hours at a time in +our room, listening for approaching steps in that part of the steamer, +besides interviewing the ladies at length. I thought he acted as if +suspicion might fall on himself, occupying quarters so near the scene of +the theft, but this was of course ridiculous. + +Miss May had now made the acquaintance of several passengers, and had +little need of my companionship. I got into the habit of spending +considerable time in the smoking room, where cigars and cards were the +attraction, besides an occasional story from a passenger. Of course, I +played in a few games, sometimes for fun and oftener for a small stake. +My luck is usually good, and I began to be pointed out as a man ahead of +the game. One evening, on a very low limit indeed, I retired $75 ahead, +though at the last I really tried my best to lose. + +Edgerly, who was on the opposite side, and had given up considerable of +this coin, was one of the best-natured fellows I had ever seen. He was +equally jolly whether luck was on his side or against him. I chummed +with him more than with any of the other passengers, now that Wesson had +gone into the business of amateur detective. Sometimes when I was with +Miss May, Edgerly would come and sit by us, addressing an occasional +remark to her. She had not learned to like him, however, and he did not +find it very agreeable. + +"Miss Carney has never forgiven me for offering to assist her that day +she came on deck," he said to me, once. "I meant well enough, I'm sure. +I knew that she was in your party, for I saw you when you came on board, +and I thought it as easy to help her as to call your attention to her +presence." + +I made light of the matter, saying that my cousin was of a very retiring +disposition and made few acquaintances when travelling. In talking with +her afterwards I asked her to treat my friend as politely as she could, +as I felt that she injured his feelings. + +"If he was a true gentleman he never would complain of such a little +thing," she answered, coldly. "But, of course, I am in your service--" + +"Then do as I ask," I replied, shortly. "The next time he comes to speak +to either of us, don't act toward him like a she-bear." + +She promised meekly to obey; and an hour later, when I went to look for +my steamer chair I found Edgerly in it, apparently on very good terms +with his neighbor. They were laughing over something at the moment, +which seemed to please both mightily. Rejoiced at the change I did not +make my proximity known, but went back to the smoking room. + +That evening the fact that we were to see our first land the next day +was the general topic of conversation. Several of us who had made the +voyage before were airing our wisdom, when Edgerly entered the smoking +room and, slapping me a shade too familiarly on the back, asked if I was +ready to give him his revenge for the times I had worsted him at poker. +He was too evidently under the influence of liquor and I did not like to +play with him while in that condition. When I made an excuse, however, +the Albanian looked so downhearted that I altered my decision and said I +would play him for anything from a glass of soda up. + +There was no need of putting our stakes on the table, as we were both +supposed to be gentlemen. All I wanted was to leave the steamer at St. +Thomas with none of his cash in my pocket. In this I succeeded, as will +appear, even better than I could have hoped. + +In a quick succession of plays Edgerly convinced me that he had a hand +which he could rely on. Before I hardly realized it, I had over $200 in +the game. I heard a low whisper at my elbow. It was from Wesson and +conveyed a warning to drop out at the earliest opportunity. Edgerly +noticed what was up as quickly as I, and neither of us relished the +interference. At that instant my opponent raised me $200 and having +three aces I called. + +Edgerly's face lit up with joy as he exhibited a straight flush of +diamonds, king at the head. + +Success had transformed my quiet friend. He put his hand on the cash +which I counted out to him, uttering an exultant yell, as he gathered it +up, $425. His exultation, or at least his manner of showing it, was +quite out of place, I thought, in a game between friends; but I merely +rose, and remarking that I would now take my evening stroll and smoke +on deck, went out. The moon was at its full. In my admiration for its +beautiful effect on the sea I forgot for the moment the folly of which I +had just been guilty. But Wesson soon joined me, as was his nightly +custom, and began to talk of what had just occurred. + +"Some other topic of conversation would please me better," I responded. +"It is not a delightful reflection that one has been drawn into a course +against which his better judgment distinctly warned him." + +"But the man is a fraud," he persisted. "He did not win your money +honestly, and if I were you I would make him give it back." + +"Pshaw!" said I. "He's the better player, that's all. I lost my head and +got over-excited. Now, we must drop the subject, as I wish to think of +it no more." + +Seeing that I was determined, Wesson obliged me and nothing more was +said about the unpleasant matter. The next morning Edgerly was not at +the breakfast table. Some time later, as I was walking the deck, he came +toward me, with a good-natured greeting, though his face bore evidence +of the foolish amount of liquor he had swallowed the night before. + +"I'm afraid," he said, "that I won more of your money yesterday than I +intended. I was astounded this morning when I counted what I had in my +pocket. You must let me return at least a part of it. In a gentleman's +game--" + +I interrupted with the statement that I had no fault to find and that I +should not listen to any proposition of that nature. My pride was hurt +by a suggestion that I would crawl out of the result of my own acts. + +"Oh, well, if you insist," he said, in a disappointed tone. "I am +disgusted with myself for getting in that condition, which is something +I seldom do. There is one thing you must do, however. Let me give you +back the cash in exchange for a check or note. I would not for anything +leave you short of ready money on a trip like this, and I know +travellers seldom think it necessary to carry a great deal about them." + +I had not thought of that, but it did occur to me as he spoke that with +two persons in my party, and a journey without fixed limits, I might, as +he said, run short before I reached home again. There was nothing +lowering to my pride in exchanging my check for the money he had won. I +thanked Mr. Edgerly and said, on reflection, that if it really made no +difference to him, I would write him a check for whatever sum he pleased +to exchange. And I proceeded to do so for $350, as he named that figure. + +Wesson came up just as we parted, but I did not think it necessary to +inform him of what had taken place. To tell the truth I did not exactly +like the air of protector that he was putting on over me of late. It +seemed impertinent when he warned me to leave the card table, just +before my heavy loss, for I would rather a hundred times have dropped +the amount than exhibit myself as a craven before my fellow passengers. + +Nor did I fancy his characterization of Edgerly as a sharper. I saw +nothing to justify the assertion. He had taken his losses like a man +when the luck ran my way, and no one, so far as I was aware, had +indicated that I stacked the cards. + +I resolved to show Wesson, if he interfered any more in my affairs that +I resented his conduct. He was a well meaning fellow and I had no wish +to quarrel with him; but there are limits to forbearance. + +"Have you told any one on the steamer that you are going to leave at St. +Thomas?" Miss May asked me, soon after breakfast, when the outlines of +the island were in view. + +"The purser has our tickets. Why?" + +"If we could get away without any of the passengers knowing, I would be +very glad. I hate good-bys. Everybody will go ashore. Let us be the last +to leave, and put our baggage in a separate boat." + +I thought her reason a strange one, but she was to be my sole companion +for a long time now, and I wished to please her in every way. I +responded that I would do as she said, and even ask the purser not to +mention my intention to any one. + +The warm clasp she gave my hand would have repaid me for a much greater +effort to suit her. Her eyes shone with a new happiness and her cheeks, +which had been pale ever since the boat left New York, took on a faint +tinge of color. + +Lunch was served just before landing and at the table Edgerly asked me +what there was to see on the island. I mentioned the points of +particular interest, which to tell the truth are few, though the town of +Charlotte Amélie is in itself well worth a visit. + +"I shall spend the day with old friends," I added. "I feel quite like a +resident here." + +Only those who have sailed into this harbor will appreciate its special +beauties. I had been a warm friend of the project of annexing the Danish +Islands, consisting, besides St. Thomas, of St. Croix and St. John, to +the possessions of the United States, ever since I was here before. +While neither a jingo nor a land grabber, the value of St. Thomas from a +naval standpoint is so apparent to one who will stop and think that I +have hardly patience to argue the matter with opponents of the scheme. + +If the United States is to maintain a navy, an occasional coaling +station somewhere away from the coast is of prime importance; and these +islands are offered us for an insignificant sum by Denmark, who with her +crippled commerce has no longer any use for them. + +St. Thomas has a harbor that can accommodate a great number of vessels, +a floating dock, immense coal wharves, skilled artisans for the repair +of ships, and a conformation from which could be made a small Gibraltar +with reasonable expense. + +The Trans-Atlantic cable lands here, giving communication with all parts +of the world. In case of a war with any European country the possession +of St. Thomas would be of incalculable value to us. However much one may +love peace, it is poor policy in these days to be unprepared for a +conflict. China is the latest instance of a great country that finds +itself open to the assaults of any fifth-rate power. + +When it was first proposed to sell St. Thomas to the American nation (in +1867, I believe) a vote of the inhabitants showed but 14 opposed to the +plan. No European government has expressed the slightest objection to +the purchase. I only hope that before this story is published a bill to +that effect will have been signed by President M'Kinley. + +"Aren't you going ashore?" asked Mr. Wesson, as he passed down the +stairs to a rowboat, in which the Howes, "uncle" and "niece," and +Edgerly were already seated. + +Just then I heard my name called by a voice from an approaching +skiff--my right name, this time. + +"Camran!" came the voice. It was awkward, but I must try to explain it +as an error, in case anybody noticed. + +It was Edward Moron, agent of the line, whose acquaintance I had made in +my former visit. I would have known his white helmet and Dundreary +whiskers anywhere, but at the moment he was most inconvenient. + +I waved my walking stick in reply, and as soon as he could get on board +he grasped my hand. Excusing myself from Miss May for a moment, I +followed him some steps away. + +"Confound you!" I said, "my name is not Camran, but Camwell." + +"It used to be 'Camran,' I'll take my oath to that," he replied. "But, +whatever name it is, how are you? Going to stop here, I hope." + +"Till evening," I answered, for I feared if I told him the truth he +might tell it to other passengers, who would be sure to run across him. +"Now, answer me a question. Is Eggert's place in quarantine?" + +It was not, for which I was profoundly grateful. If I was to stay in St. +Thomas at all I wanted to stay at the Quarantine Station, where I had +been before--the only quarantine in the world where a man is happier +inside than out. + +I went to tell Miss May that we could go to Eggert's, and then to ask my +stateroom steward to have my baggage brought on deck. + +"I don't want you to tell anybody that I leave the boat here," I said, +flourishing a five dollar bill in his face. "Now, mind!" + +He promised. The baggage came duly up and two boats were engaged to take +us directly to Eggert's. + +With the lightest heart I had known for a year, I helped my fair +companion down and heard the oars of our negro boatmen splash in the +waters of the harbor. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +BATHING IN THE SURF. + + +There was something really delightful in the way Eggert received me. (I +am not going to put "Mister" before his name--even his wife does not do +that, in ordinary conversation.) He heard "Laps," the dog, barking +violently and came to the veranda to ascertain the reason. + +"Do you know me?" I asked. + +"Know you!" he said, grasping both my hands heartily, and looking from +me to Miss May. "Of course, I know you. Where did you come from? I am so +happy to see you again!" + +I introduced my "cousin," and he gave her as cordial greeting as he had +given me. + +"Why, even Laps knows you," he said, as the dog barked and capered +around us. "Mother will be very glad to see you. You came on the +Madiana? How good you were to think of us and come out here!" + +Mrs. Eggert soon appeared and answered my numerous questions. The eldest +daughter was married and lived in the town. The children had gone there +to spend the day, but would soon return. + +Of course we were going to remain to dinner. + +When I said we might stay a week or more, it was plain that we were very +welcome. Rooms were assigned us, on one of the verandas, I having my +old one, by special request, and Miss May the one next to mine. + +Eggert walked up and down with me, smiling broadly and talking of the +old days when our party was quarantined there. There never was another +party like it, he insisted. He produced a large photograph that he had +taken of the entire group, with donkeys and negroes in the foreground. + +"This was your room," he said, indicating it. "Mr. A---- had the next +one, Mr. H---- the next, Mr. Mapp the other, and so on. We never had a +party like that before or since. You were all so good natured and had +such a good time!" + +I responded that he did very well for us, which aided in our enjoyment, +and that I had not thought of staying at a hotel unless his place was +quarantined; which pleased him mightily. + +When Miss May retired to her room to arrange her dress, Eggert asked me +slyly if she was to be the future Mrs. Camran. This reminded me that I +had reached a fork of the road, where I must either take this whole +family into my secret or explain my change of name to my companion. The +latter was decided upon as the most feasible. When she emerged and drew +a chair to the edge of the veranda to admire the prospect of land and +sea I told her that henceforth she must call me by a new name. + +She looked inquiringly into my face. + +"Do you remember suggesting on the steamer," I asked, "that as we had to +lie to others we ought to tell the truth among ourselves? Well, my name +is Camran, not Camwell. The family here will call me by that name, and +as there is no need of deceiving you, I will admit that it is the +correct one." + +"But why," she asked, "did you use the other? Was it because you were +afraid to trust me?" + +"Remember how little I knew you," I said. + +"Quite as well as I knew you," she replied, reproachfully. + +"And have you told me the entire truth in all things?" + +She reddened deeply. + +"Your name, then, is David Camran--am I right now?" she asked. + +"Donald Camran," I corrected. "That is my real name and henceforth you +may call me so; unless we come across any of the Madiana's passengers, +in which case consistency will compel you to use the old one." + +Miss May seemed agitated by my last remark. + +"How can we meet them?" she asked. "Is not our separation from them +final?" + +"It is supposed to be; but how can we tell that some may not follow our +example and stop off at one of the islands? In that case it is quite +possible we may encounter them as we proceed on our journey." + +She did not seem to like the idea, but remained silent for some minutes. + +"Does any person, on the Madiana, know that the name in the passenger +list is not your true one?" she said, finally. + +"Yes. Mr. Wesson knows; and Mr. Edgerly." + +She put her hand over her mouth with a quick motion, as if to suppress a +scream. + +"How could you tell those casual acquaintances what you concealed from +me?" she said, hoarsely. + +"What difference can it make? I was introduced to Wesson in the office +of the steamship agent, some time before we sailed, as I remember +telling you. We exchanged cards. When he afterwards saw the way my name +was spelled on the list he asked me how it happened and I ascribed it to +a printer's error. I added, that as all the passengers would probably +call me Camwell, it was easier for him to do so than to explain the +mistake to fifty people." + +"Yes," said Miss May, slowly. "And--Edgerly?" + +I thought she was awfully pressing, but I wanted to keep on good terms +with her and I proceeded to account for his knowledge also. + +"Well, Miss Inquisitive, Edgerly's case was like this: He won a small +sum of money from me at poker and was kind enough to offer to refund it, +and take my check for the amount. Thinking I might want the ready money +to buy you a paper of pins or something of that sort I accepted his +proposal with thanks. Of course, he asked what right I had to sign the +name of Donald Camran to the check, and of course, I told him of the +agent's 'error' on the passenger list. There! Is there anything else you +would like to know?" + +Saying this I took the hand nearest me in mine, to show that my +bantering was entirely good natured, and was surprised to find it quite +cold. + +"Marjorie!" I exclaimed. "You are ill!" + +She smiled faintly and admitted that she had a slight chill. I persuaded +her to take a hot drink and went at once to prepare it. When I returned +she had gone to her room and was bathing her face with cologne water. +Her hair, which she had combed with care half an hour earlier, was much +disarranged and her eyes were swollen. + +"Come in and sit down," she said. Then, as I hesitated, she added, "Oh, +you can leave the door open." + +The door was a frame affair covered with mosquito bar, there being +nothing more seclusive in the house. Cold weather never reaches St. +Thomas at any time of year. I explained to her that to leave the door +open was to invite the intrusion of insects. + +"I am going to lie down," she replied. "My head aches." She drank part +of the liquid I had brought. "We can't be prudish," she said, then. "The +door is practically open at all times, for it is free to admit light and +sound. Are you afraid to be alone with me? Perhaps you had best send for +one of the servants to guard you." + +"Or Laps?" I suggested, laughing. + +I entered and took a chair, while she arranged herself upon the bed, +with pillows to prop her up into a half-sitting posture. + +"Don," she began. "You will let me call you Don?" + +"You can call me what you please," I said. "Don or anything else that +begins with D. 'Dear' or 'Darling,' if that suits you better." + +I could not make her smile. + +"Are you very, very sorry you took me with you?" she asked, earnestly. + +"Not very, very." + +"But--you wish you hadn't?" + +I shook my head decidedly. + +"Of what use am I to you?" she asked. + +"Women were never made to be of use," I answered. "They are like +bouquets, meant to fill the atmosphere with beauty and fragrance." + +"And--do I do that--for you?" + +I kissed the fingers she placed in mine. The smile came to her face at +last. + +"I shall be ready to begin the typewriting to-morrow," she said. "I +understand the machine now, I think, well enough." (She had practiced on +it in her cabin on the Madiana, several days, for some hours.) "I shall +be glad when I am doing a little to earn the salary you pay me." + +I made a grimace. The confounded record of my family's descent was far +from interesting me at that moment. + +"You earn more than your salary every hour," I said. "I am immensely in +your debt already. By the way, I must pay you what I owe, before the sum +gets any larger. It is quite three weeks and you have had nothing." + +I counted out sixty dollars in gold coin and she took it without a word. +She was always doing something strange and I had ceased to wonder. I had +imagined that she would say it was too much--or that I had reckoned the +date of service too far back, or something of that kind. + +"Would you bathe my head a little?" she asked, indicating the cologne. + +I bathed her forehead, and found it as much too hot as her hands were +too cold. It had a soothing effect on me, as well as on her, this +action. It made me feel as I had not felt before, that our fortunes +were really for the time running in the same mold. + +"Perhaps you could sleep a little before dinner," I suggested, after a +time. "Let me leave you to try." + +She thanked me and before my hand left her, she put it gratefully to her +lips. She did not kiss it, but rather breathed upon it a sigh of +appreciation. + +Thorwald and Ingeborg had just arrived from town and it was evident that +the former's claim that he remembered me was founded on fact. The little +girl was too young at my former visit to recollect anything about it, +but she seemed to know me in a way and nodded when her mother asked if +she did not remember my face in the photograph that hung in the dining +room. Thorwald was now nine and about the finest specimen of a little +man I have ever seen. His father could not conceal his pride in the boy, +and I did not blame him. + +"Ah, I am very happy with that little fellow!" he said, repeatedly. + +I looked over the harbor just before dinner was served and saw the +Madiana getting under way, bound for St. Croix (or Santa Cruz, as we are +more apt to call it.) Eggert rigged his powerful telescope for me in the +doorway, where I could see without being seen. + +I easily picked out the passengers who were on deck. Mr. and Miss Howes +and Mr. Edgerly were in one group. They were talking earnestly, and I +guessed that Miss May and myself were quite likely the subject of their +conversation. + +I imagined them wondering whether our stay on shore was the result of +design or accident. I hoped Howes was getting his money's worth and +that his "niece" was satisfied with the fish she had caught with her +Herald hook. As far as I could judge neither of them had thus far +repented of their bargain. + +I could hardly believe the lady had taken Miss May's ring, that she had +entered my room and walked off with my shirt-stud. There was a big +difference, it seemed to me, between a love affair based on natural law +and a deliberate theft. The mysterious disappearance of the jewelry +would probably never be accounted for and I certainly cared very little +about it. + +My companion came to the table, but ate sparingly. The meal suited me to +perfection, especially the fresh fish, drawn that day from the +Caribbean, which swarms in the most appetizing varieties. The butter +came in tins from Denmark, and was not bad. There was a ragout, some +cakes, plenty of oranges and "figs," as the small yellow bananas are +called in the Islands, good black coffee and cheese, and a fine _petit +verre_ of brandy to top off with. + +Eggert and his wife dined with us at my earnest request. + +The quarantine master filled up the time with little reminiscences of my +former stay, which he remembered much better than I. He pointed to the +exact spot where each of the "famous party" sat at the table and laughed +himself nearly into a fit as he spoke of the jokes Mapp played on the +good-natured Haytian Jew we had named from his home town--"Puerta +Plata." One of the guests of that day was the grandson of an American +president and another the son of an American senator, but that did not +harm either. A more diversified party, it is safe to say, were never +placed together in a quarantine, or made the time pass in livelier +fashion. + +When dinner ended the Madiana was out of sight. Miss May's headache had +vanished and she passed the evening with me on the veranda, inspecting +the stars through the telescope. They seemed brighter and larger than in +America and what knowledge I had of their names and locations (gained +principally three years before from the grandson of the President, who +was an amateur astronomer of no mean acquirements) I imparted freely. + +"You seem ever so much better in health than when we left New York," +said my companion. + +"I am," was my reply. "The sea always does wonders for me. I have lost +entirely the nervous feeling I had before we started." + +"I wish I could say as much," she said. "I dread, for instance, going to +bed alone in this strange place. Those shadows dancing on the grass +almost terrify me." + +"I will get Eggert to put a lock on your door," I said. "He must have +one somewhere and he is an excellent carpenter." + +She shuddered till her teeth chattered. + +"Not for the world!" she said. "I could not sleep with the door locked. +I should feel as if I were choking. There is always a chance that one +may be taken ill and have to call for help. With a locked door, what +could I do? No, no! I will conquer my fears, which I admit are foolish +ones." + +"The station is surrounded by a high fence," I said, "and the gate +cannot be unbarred from the outside. You are perfectly safe. My room is +close by. If the slightest thing alarms you, you have only to speak." + +She breathed with difficulty. It was plain that her terrors were +genuine. + +"You will come--if I call you?" she asked. + +"Assuredly." + +"Do you sleep as lightly as that?" + +"I sleep like a child, as a general thing; but my name spoken by your +voice will wake me instantly." + +We went to her door, where she parted from me with little ceremony and +in twenty minutes I was unconscious. The night passed without the +summons from her that I half expected. In the morning she admitted that +after some delay she had gone to sleep and enjoyed a good rest. + +Among the articles we brought was a bathing suit for each of us, for I +remembered the pleasant beach at the foot of the rocks. At five o'clock, +to escape the burning rays of the sun which rises soon after, Miss May +came from her room, looking as pretty as can be imagined. Her sleeveless +arms were even rounder than I had anticipated, and her low-cut vest told +a pleasant tale. The long black hose were filled symmetrically and the +short skirt revealed just enough to make the picture enchanting. + +"You look wonderfully well in that costume," she said, evidently to +anticipate what I was going to say. So I contented myself with replying, +"And you." + +The water was quite warm enough and we enjoyed the surf hugely. What I +did enjoy however, was the sight of a man on the veranda of Eggert's, +apparently awaiting our return. + +No less a person, in short, than Mr. Wesson, our late fellow passenger, +whom we supposed forty miles away at St. Croix! + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +"OH! THIS NAUGHTY BOY!" + + +As has been intimated once or twice before, I had modified to some +degree the liking I at first entertained for Mr. Wesson. He interfered +in my affairs rather more than was to my taste. I had never placed +myself under his guardianship. He had no right to advise or to warn me +on any subject whatever. As I beheld him on the veranda at Eggert's I +saw in his presence a new impertinence which I was far from relishing. +If there had been any way to avoid him I would have done so gladly. + +Of course Miss May had no means of knowing what was in my mind. She +therefore waved her hand to Wesson as soon as she recognized his face +and on coming nearer gave him a cordial welcome. + +"Well, this is a surprise!" he exclaimed, glancing from one of us to the +other. "You did not tell me you intended to stop at St. Thomas and I +supposed you still on the Madiana." + +"How comes it you are here, yourself?" I asked, pointedly. "I do not +recollect that you expressed any intention of leaving the boat." + +"Did I not?" he asked, as if surprised. "I could have sworn I did until +you spoke. I certainly made you talk about this island, for hours at a +time, and I thought you understood it. I feel almost as well acquainted +with Mr. Eggert and his family, through your descriptions, as if I had +actually been here before. Being an early riser I inquired the way this +morning, at the Hotel du Commerce, and walked out to see the place you +had made so attractive. One of the darkies let me in at the gate, and +here I am." + +It was plain enough now. He had supposed I understood his intention, +though he had never, I was sure, put the statement into words. He had as +much right there as I, if it came to that. There was really no reason +why I should treat him uncivilly. + +Miss May went on to her room and I waited a moment before going to mine. + +"Now you are here," I said, "you will of course take breakfast with +me--or at least coffee, if you are in too much haste to wait longer." + +"I'm not in the least haste," he responded, "and I accept your +invitation with great pleasure." + +"I've found an old friend here, Mr. Eggert," I said, as that individual +appeared in a doorway. "We came on the Madiana together." + +Asking Eggert to entertain him for a little while I went to dress. Miss +May heard me come in and spoke through the thin partition between our +rooms. + +"You didn't act overjoyed to see Mr. Wesson," she said. + +"No. He's a sort of 'third person makes a crowd,' you know." + +"You're a selfish fellow. But wasn't that bath delightful!" + +"Perfection. Did I overstate it, when I described it to you yesterday?" + +"Not in the least--ough!" + +"What is the matter?" + +"I've stuck a pin in my finger." + +"I'm _so_ sorry!" + +Then followed sounds which indicated that the finger was being placed in +her mouth to assuage the pain. + +"What a pity you are not a girl!" she said, a little later. "You could +help dress me and save a lot of trouble." + +"I could help dress you without that awful alternative," I replied. "I +am like the pilot in the story, I know every rock in the harbor." + +"Oh, I've no doubt. Look out, like that same pilot, you're not wrecked +on one of them some day." + +"Can you manage a string tie?" I asked, as a more important subject was +forced on my attention. + +I always made a mess of that operation and this morning my luck was +worse than usual. + +"Easily," she said. "Do you want me to fix yours?" + +"I wish you would." + +"I will, with pleasure," she said. "Come in here when you are ready; or, +shall I come there?" + +"For goodness' sake don't come just yet!" I exclaimed, thinking I heard +her step. "I am not at all prepared. In fact that tie is about the only +article of dress I have on." + +"Don't be afraid," came the mocking tones. "I am in much the same +situation. Fifteen minutes from now we will both be ready, and then I +shall be at your service." + +After several minutes of silence I inquired whether any more pins had +proved unruly. + +"No, I'm getting on pretty well. Say, can you get at your soap?" + +"Why, do you want some?" + +"Yes." + +"How can I get it to you?" + +"Put on your morning gown and come to my door." + +I did so, with the cake of soap in my hand and met my companion, +somewhat similarly arrayed, holding out a bare arm. She did look to my +eyes at that moment wonderfully pretty. + +"Come, Marjorie," I said, dropping into the affectionate form, "you +might let me in for a minute or two. You don't know how becoming that +attire is." + +"I know all about it. I've been looking in the glass. Hurry up and +finish dressing. I will meet you on the veranda." + +Wesson came along at that moment with Eggert and smiled. I resented that +smile. It meant a hundred things that he had no right to surmise; +besides, they weren't true. + +"It is perfectly lovely here," he commented, to Eggert as much as to me. +"My friend Camwell has not misrepresented it in the least." + +"Camran," corrected Eggert, for which I could have punched his head. +Were they going to argue that point over between them? + +"Camran, I should have said," corrected Wesson. "Could I make +arrangements to come out here and board while I remain on the island?" + +"Damn!" I exclaimed, under my breath, but Marjorie heard me through the +partition. + +"What is the matter?" she asked, sympathetically. "Has something pricked +you, too?" + +"Yes," I said, for the couple on the veranda had moved out of hearing. +"Something I don't like. What do you think that confounded Wesson is +saying to Eggert?" + +"I don't know." + +"He wants to come out here and board." + +"Well, that idea does credit to his judgment." + +"But it will put me to lots of bother." + +"I don't see how." + +"Why, if he moves out here, you and I will have to move up to the town." + +She digested this statement for a while, during which she put the +finishing touches to her toilet. Then she asked if I was in suitable +condition for her to come to my door. + +"Come and see," I retorted. "I've got on much more than either of us had +when we strolled down to the beach an hour ago. I think I heard somebody +say yesterday that there was no need of being too prudish." + +"But at that time I wasn't feeling well." + +"And at this time I'm feeling devilish bad, myself." + +She came slowly, with little stops, at which she renewed her inquiries +and asked for fuller information. When she finally arrived I proved to +be completely dressed with the exception of the tie and a morning coat, +and we had a laugh together. + +"You didn't really mean that you would leave here just on account of Mr. +Wesson's coming?" she said, interrogatively, as she arranged the tie. + +"Yes," I replied, holding up my head to give her fingers full play. Her +breath was in my nostrils, sweet breath that made me think of meadows +and new-mown hay. + +"What harm can he do us?" + +"He'll be continually in the way." + +"He seems very polite always." + +"That's just the trouble," I snarled. "If he would only get ugly I could +have it out with him in a minute. If he would keep at one end of the +veranda while we were at the other, all would be well. He won't do that. +He'll be good natured, sociable, all that sort of hateful thing. The +quarantine grounds measure only five acres and there's not room enough +here for any other man, while it is your residence." + +She was so near that I could have snatched a kiss before she could stop +me. I would almost as soon have bitten her. + +"Eggert?" she said, tentatively. "He's got to go, too, then?" + +"No, I make an exception of Eggert. But Wesson--I simply can't have him +here. Either he must go, or I shall." + +We had passed the coffee hour, forgetting it in the pleasure of the bath +and the labor of dressing. The regular breakfast was now announced. I +determined to be as agreeable to Wesson as I could, but I did not think +Eggert need to have placed him on the other side of Marjorie, next to +her. Still, how was he to know? + +"I have been talking with our host about coming out here for awhile," +said Wesson, as we were breakfasting. "It is ever so much pleasanter +than in the town." + +He must have seen, in spite of my efforts, that I did not enthuse over +the idea, for all I could say was "Ah," and wait for him to proceed. + +"I hardly think I will do it, though," Wesson went on to say, eyeing me +narrowly. "I have a very comfortable room at the hotel. If you don't +mind my coming out for a stroll occasionally"--he looked alternately at +Miss May and at me--"I think it would help me get over my lonesomeness." + +Marjorie did not wait to consult me, but said she was sure he would +always be welcome. She added that some literary work she and I had to do +would keep us very busy for the present. To my joy, Wesson settled his +plans on the spot, as he had outlined them. We were to be left alone, +after all. + +Soon after rising from the table Wesson started back to town. I hoped as +I saw his form disappear that he did not think I had been discourteous +in not endorsing his scheme to make my life a burden. + +"Now," said Marjorie, brightly, as he vanished through the gate, "let us +get to work. You can't imagine how happy I shall be to find myself of +use after this long vacation." + +I got out the memoranda required, from the bottom of a trunk, and +arranged the writing machine on a little "dressmaker's table" which I +had brought, folded up in a tray. It was exactly the right height, and +took up hardly more room than a chess board--I mean the table, of +course. For an hour I tried to put the genealogy in shape, and then +threw it up with an exclamation of disgust. + +"Confound the thing! I'm going to drop it for to-day," I said. "It's +dryer than dust." + +Marjorie obediently put away the machine at my suggestion, saying that +perhaps we would begin again after lunch. I told her that the next three +hours after lunch were sacred to Morpheus, and that we were now in a +region where it was impossible to resist the drowsy god with impunity. + +We drew our rocking chairs together and talked, and I was very happy. +Sometimes I took one of her hands in mine. It was very sweet to have her +there. + +"It is going to be dull for you," I suggested, after a time. "Whenever +you can bear it no longer say so, and we will move on." + +"I am in your employ," she answered, "and shall stay or go, as you bid +me." + +"Marjorie," I exclaimed, suddenly, "have you ever been in love?" + +"I would rather talk on some other subject," she replied, soberly. + +"Then I know you have. Tell me, is he living? is he still single? do you +expect to marry him?" + +She closed her mouth tightly and I knew no way to open it. + +"I am such a foolish fellow!" I added. "Does it surprise you to learn +that? I don't want you to love any one, or even to think of any one +while you are with me. I want you to like me very much indeed." + +She turned her face toward me and surveyed me leisurely with those +blue-gray eyes. + +"I do like you," she said, kindly, "but--" + +"You think I demand too much for my twenty dollars a week," I said, with +an attempt to be merry. "I know I do. I realize that my contract with +you was for typewriting services. There is no doubt you can hold me to +that bond if you so elect. All I want to say is, I am like most +contractors--and mean to better my bargain, if I can." + +"What do you want?" she asked, in clear, distinct tones. "We have agreed +not to lie to each other. What do you want?" + +I rose and looked out upon the sea. A tiny sail was visible in the +distance. + +"I want a closer friendship with you," I replied, after studying the +form of words. + +"I think we are pretty close friends already," she said. "I would not +have believed, had I been told by some fortune-teller in New York, that +in ten days we would be on such perfectly intimate terms." + +I resumed my seat and stretched my arms above my head. + +"Why, this--this is nothing!" I said. + +"I was afraid you would take that view of it," she answered, soberly, +"and I hope you will permit me to resume the position called for in what +you term our 'contract.'" + +I was alarmed by her words and the way she spoke them. She might take a +notion to carry that idea into effect, and what a dull existence I would +have then. + +"You certainly agreed to act as a 'companion' to me," I reminded her. + +"And though I have been much more than that, you are still discontented! +I have acted as if I had known you for years; in fact, that is exactly +the way I feel. You may think me forward--I fear you do--but I have only +tried to be natural. You talk to me as to a friend; I reply in the same +strain. You take my hand in yours; I do not withdraw it. You call me to +arrange a tie; I come as freely as if you were my brother. My head +aches; I ask you into my chamber, lie down and submit to your +manipulations with the cologne. If all this means nothing to you, as you +say, it means very much to me. It means that I like you, trust you, +believe you what you claimed to be--when you first told me of this +plan--a gentleman." + +She had put me in the dock and was reading a sort of left-handed +indictment, to which I had no intention of pleading guilty. + +"Listen, Marjorie," I replied. "You must not misunderstand. If any cloud +comes between us it will not originate with me, knowingly. If you knew +the life I have led hitherto--which you never will--you would realize +what an ungovernable chap I am, and how much forbearance you are going +to need. I am perfectly contented. If I can make you happy on this +journey my greatest object will be accomplished. Tell me how I can best +secure that result?" + +"By not talking about it," she said, with a smile. "And by remembering +at all times that the greatest chivalry is due a woman who has placed +herself absolutely in your power--to make or mar her life." + +"If you would only give me one kiss when you say that so prettily," I +began-- + +"Breaking the rules already?" said Miss May, with an admonishing finger. +"Oh, this naughty boy! what shall be done with him?" + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +WESSON BECOMES A NUISANCE. + + +It did not seem as if we were likely to have any serious trouble. After +a couple of days we actually got down to work on the family tree and +began to make some progress. Miss May showed an astonishing aptitude on +the unfamiliar instrument, as well as a grasp of the subject we were +trying to put into shape. Her white fingers flew over the keys, her +quick mind suggested improvements in my phraseology, and she never +exhibited the slightest sign of fatigue. Once at it we made a regular +thing of working from seven in the morning till eleven, except for a +fifteen minute rest, and made the progress that such devotion warranted, +to the immense satisfaction of us both. + +Those days were much alike. We always rose in time to take our ocean +plunge at five and the bath never grew less exhilarating. We took coffee +at half past five, breakfast at half past six, lunch at twelve, slept +from one till four; strolled about the grounds or up to the town--or +took a boat ride till seven; dined; talked nonsense on the veranda or +played a game of whist with Eggert and his wife till ten, and then went +to bed. + +On Sunday we went to church, for Miss May wanted to go and I could not +let her go alone. She had a nice little prayer book which she carried +in a most becoming way and she was certainly the prettiest woman in the +house. Wesson was there and looked devotional, though his eyes wandered +in our direction more than I liked. I began to have an incipient +jealousy of the man. + +It got to be almost a regular thing that he came out to breakfast. +Sometimes he stayed and talked with Eggert for an hour after Miss May +and I had fastened ourselves down to work. Eggert liked him, which was +natural, for he was always bringing something for the children. He had a +cigar case, too, that was at anybody's call, filled with Havanas that +were mighty good and had paid no duty, St. Thomas being a free port. +Then, of course, he paid for his breakfasts, no doubt liberally. One +evening when I walked up to town alone, I found him on my return +chatting with Miss May in altogether too confidential a manner. + +I wondered how long he intended to stay at St. Thomas. He acted quite as +if he had been naturalized there. Well, we should certainly see the last +of him on February 6th, when the "Pretoria" would arrive and bear us +away. + +Wesson stayed to dinner, though I don't know that any one invited +him--probably he found the item in his bill. But he went early to town, +which was better than nothing. + +That evening something strange happened. I was looking over a small +stock of books that Eggert kept in a case. There was not much choice, +for the subjects were mostly dry ones, though I don't know as he will +thank me for saying so. I happened to light on the only modern work in +the lot, after a long hunt, and brought it to the lamp. + +It was entitled "Our Rival, the Rascal," if I do not mistake, and was +made up of letter-press and illustrations relating to prominent +criminals of the day, the work of some heads of a police department, I +believe. On the principle of any port in a storm it was worth spending a +half hour over. I asked Eggert where he got it and he said it had been +given him by a quarantined American not many months before. He looked +over my shoulder for awhile as I turned the leaves, and commented openly +on the villainy in the great world outside his quarantine fence and +little lighthouse, with an air of simplicity that was charming. There +were the lineaments of bank robbers, murderers, sneak thieves, +shoplifters, etc., by the score, evidently photographed in some cases +against their will, with a sketch of the career that entitled each to +this dizzy seat of fame. Once in awhile I recognized a name, that had +appeared in the newspapers, but the majority were rascals with whom I +was wholly unfamiliar. + +Marjorie was working with a needle at the other end of the room, talking +in a low tone with Mrs. Eggert. It occurred to me presently that the +book might interest her, and I asked her to come to me. Mrs. Eggert went +to see about some household duty and Miss May and I were left quite +alone. + +"Are you interested in criminology?" I asked my companion, as she took +the chair by my side. "If you are, here is entertainment for you." + +She stared at me vacantly, and when I turned one of the pages to her +she caught at her throat as if choking. + +"Oh, this is awful!" she gurgled. "How could you show a thing like that +to me?" + +"My darling," I protested, soothingly, "I did not know you would feel +that way. This is a book that Eggert has just lent me and I thought it +might interest you." + +"It is horrible!" she said, going to the open door as if for air. "The +one glance I took was quite enough. What good can it do to print the +faces of those unhappy people? It seems like catching a rat in a trap +and bringing it out for dogs to tear." + +She shut her eyes and stood there, still panting. What a nervous +organism she had, to be sure! + +"I will put it back on the shelf," I said, "and you shall never think of +it again. I seem fated to wound your tender feelings. Dear little girl, +you know I do not mean to." + +But it was she who would not drop the subject. + +"It is shameful to print such a book," she repeated. "It is like a +proposal made just before we left America, to publish the names on the +pension roll." + +I had an opinion on the latter suggestion, decidedly in its favor. So I +explained that it was feared there were names on the list that ought not +to be there and believed that a publication of the roll would result in +weeding these out. + +"And at the same time expose the honest poverty of half a million brave +men!" she said. "All my people were on the Southern side, but I admire +courage and devotion, wherever it is found. To expose the recipient of +these pensions merely in the hope of detecting a few dishonest ones is +shameful! So with that awful book. Some of the men pictured there may be +trying to redeem themselves. What chance will they have with their faces +exhibited everywhere? Oh, Don, Don! You seem a tender hearted man. How +can you endorse such a wicked, cruel thing?" + +I said I did not wish to argue the matter, but I understood from the +preface that only persons belonging to the criminal class by profession +were pictured in the book. The miserable man who had made his one error +was not in the list at all. + +"But who can tell," she said, growing earnest, "that even some you +mention have not repented of their acts and are trying to redeem +themselves? Did you never read these words of Shakespeare? + + "Why, all the souls that were were forfeit once, + And He that might the vantage best have took + Found out the remedy!" + +We went to the other side of the veranda, where the moon was shining +beautifully, and took chairs side by side. I gradually succeeded in +turning my companion's thoughts from the disagreeable trend into which I +had brought them, and for several hours we discussed other matters. We +spoke in low tones, for after a short time we were the only persons +awake on the premises. + +We both grew to feel the spell of the Queen of Night, nowhere more +lovely than over the Caribbean. Our hands wandered together and I felt +strange thrills that made me wish I were even closer to the lovely being +at my side. In spite of the promises I had made--to her and to +myself--I could not help talking nonsense. + +"What harm would it do," I said, at 11 o'clock, "when I leave you at +your door at night, if you gave me just a little--a very little--kiss? +It would sweeten my slumbers, I am sure, and it wouldn't hurt you." + +"It would sweeten your slumbers--perhaps," she replied, soberly. "And it +would drive mine away entirely. Do you think that a fair transaction?" + +I chose to answer that I thought she was acting cruelly and added that +if she was going to treat me in that way I would go to bed at once. She +was evidently agitated by my manner, for when we reached her door she +stopped. + +"I am going to tell you something," she said, impressively. "Yes, at the +risk of lowering myself in your estimation, unless you bid me pause." + +"How can I, when I do not know what you are going to say?" I demanded. + +"Then you wish to hear it?" + +I nodded, curious to learn what was in her mind. + +Looking with eyes that scintillated into mine she said, impressively, +"Don, you cannot possibly want that kiss more than I want to give it!" + +"Well," I answered, delighted at her communication. "What prevents you? +I promise, on my honor, not to scream--nor even to tell." + +"If I leave you to decide," said Miss May, with lips that whitened at +the words, "what will you advise me?" + +A chilly breeze swept along the veranda. The figure of Statia Barton +came across my vision, with her finger uplifted in warning. Out on the +ocean I saw a wave that was transparent and beneath it a beautiful +figure, cold and dead. + +I raised one of her hands to my lips and breathed a sigh upon it. I was +quieted so easily! + +"Good night," I said, with emotion. + +"Good night," she replied. "You do not--no, you do not hate me?" + +I had turned away, but I faced her again. + +"I am--afraid--I love you," I said. "It was not in the compact, I did +not mean to do it, but I'm afraid--I love you." + +She entered her door and I passed to my room. Pulling off my clothes at +haphazard I threw them on a chair and donned my pajamas. The bed was +hard. I turned every way to no purpose. Sleep would not come. At last I +sat up, then opened my door noiselessly and stepped barefooted upon the +veranda. + +Marjorie's light was still burning. The objects in her room showed with +perfect distinctness through her screen door. + +I paused as if petrified at the sight before me. In her white nightrobes +she was kneeling by the bedside, her face buried in her hands. + +It was beauty prostrate before its God, doubtless uttering a petition +that he would protect her from evil. + +I paced up and down the veranda noiselessly for half an hour. When I +paused again before Miss May's door, the light was extinguished and I +could see nothing. + +"Marjorie," I whispered. + +"Yes, Don." + +"Forgive me. I will not offend you again." + +"Yes, Don. Would--would you like to come in and bathe my head? It aches +a little." + +"I cannot, Marjorie. Shall I call Mrs. Eggert?" + +"Her hands are not like yours." + +It was a severe struggle, but I told her I must not come in-that if she +would think a minute she would see I must not. She said "Very well," and +we exchanged good-nights. I went to my couch very proud of the victory I +had won over myself--prouder than it seems to me now I should have been. + +We must both have slept some, for I was aroused by hearing Laps barking, +and Marjorie had not made her appearance when the hands of my watch +pointed to half past five. She told me through the partition that she +did not feel like bathing that morning, and I decided to omit the bath +myself. + +The barking of Laps was caused by the arrival of Mr. Wesson, whom I +blamed without much reason for the headache I had awakened with. The +fellow irritated me exceedingly and I made up my mind to get away from +the Island without waiting for the Pretoria, if there was any feasible +way to do it. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +IT IS FROM A GIRL. + + +The arrival of letters, both for myself and Miss May, the next day, made +me forget everything else till mine were read and answered. I had not +looked for them so soon and do not know yet what course they took to +reach us. It is supposed to be a rule of the postal department to +forward all mail by the most expeditious route, but previous experience +in the Caribbean had taught me that the rule is reversed there in most +cases. + +Eggert brought the things to us, having had sense enough to inquire at +the office when he knew a steamer was in. Miss May had taken the +precaution to have hers addressed "Care Miss M. Carney," after I told +her she would be weighted with this title, and her friends supposed, no +doubt, that the unfamiliar name represented the proprietress of a hotel +or boarding house. She gave a joyful cry as I held two letters out to +her, made the usual feminine inquiry if that was all, and retired to a +corner by herself to read them, like a dog with a bone. + +The first letter I opened was from Tom Barton, the second from his +sister. Tom's was merely a recital of the latest happenings that he +thought might interest me, and expressions of hope that I would derive +great benefit from my cruise. Statia's was a homily on the beauty of +holiness and a sermon on the alleged fact that wicked deeds are often +punished nearer home than in that subterranean place of extreme heat of +which most moderns have begun to doubt. She was evidently in about the +same frame of mind as when I last saw her, but I was too glad to know +that she cared enough about me to write at all to be severely critical. +I liked Statia. She filled a place in my heart that had been vacant +before--a sort of sisterly place, as near as I can tell--and I resolved +while reading to curb my tendency to joke when I answered her and take a +weight off her mind if I could. + +The next letter was a formal one from Uncle Dugald, reading like an +official document. And the only remaining one was--of all things--from +Miss Alice Brazier, who had adopted my suggestion and renewed her +injunctions at the expense of a five cent stamp. I expected something +from Harvey Hume, and when I looked over the odd packages of printed +matter I detected his handwriting on several of them. Like Mary of old, +he had chosen the better part, and had contributed as much to my +happiness as either of the others. Six daily papers and three magazines, +besides a new novel, bore his fist on their wrappers, and he had broken +the laws of the postoffice by scribbling on stray corners certain "God +bless you's!" for which I hope he will be forgiven. + +"Do you want to read a letter I have received, warning me against you?" +I asked, laughingly, going to where Miss May sat. "Or perhaps, to state +it more accurately, warning you against me; at least, warning us against +each other." + +She looked rather startled at my first observation and held out her hand +for the missive as I finished. + +I sat down beside her, prefacing an actual exhibition of the note from +Miss Brazier by a reminder that I had informed her early in our +acquaintance of the lady's answer to my Herald advertisement. She read +the note through, as I held it in my hands, and when she had finished +wore a very sober face. + +"This seems to amuse you," she said, regarding me with a strange look. +"I do not see why it should. The person who wrote that is actuated by +the sincerest regard for your welfare. It would have been much better +for you had you taken her on this journey instead of me." + +"But," I answered, lightly, "it would not have been half so well for +you, which is why I did not do it. I want you to understand that I am +not here for my own health, but yours. As for Alice Brazier, she wrote +me, when she found I would not take her, anyway--that she was surprised +at the 'nerve' of the successful applicant." + +"I am surprised at it myself," said Miss May, refusing to laugh. "I grow +more and more surprised at it every day." + +"I suppose you wish me to believe you are sorry," I said, bridling just +the least bit. + +"No, my dear Don," she replied, gently, "I am very glad I came. It is +not that which troubles me. It is the thought that some day it will +end." + +"That thought would spoil the pleasure of life itself," I said, much +mollified nevertheless. "I would advise you not to become a monomaniac. +Take some of these papers and get into touch again with the planet on +which we used to live." + +She looked them all over, scanning the dates. + +"Why, who sent you these ancient things?" she said. "The very latest is +dated January 18th." + +"Well, did you expect yesterday morning's?" I asked. "Have you forgotten +that we are some little distance from Manhattan Island?" + +She smiled at last, as the recollection of our situation with regard to +news came over her, and thanking me, began to look over the papers, +beginning with the day after we left. I took the next one and for some +time this occupied us. When either encountered anything of general +interest there was an interruption, followed by prolonged silence. + +"Are you going to answer that letter of Miss Brazier's?" Miss May asked, +all of a sudden. + +"Why? Would you?" + +"Yes; in a very formal way." + +Was she attacked with incipient jealousy of this unknown one, even while +she approved of her counsel? + +"All right," I said. "I will let you dictate the words." + +"What other letters did you get?" she inquired. + +I showed them to her. She wanted to know what each contained; and when I +spoke of Statia, though I did not mention her name, the same smouldering +fire flashed up slightly as in Miss Brazier's case. + +"Who is that lady?" she asked. + +"The sister of my dearest masculine friend." + +"Why does she write to you?" + +"For the same reason as the other girl, to give me good advice." + +She had to ask the next question. + +"Is there no love affair between you?" + +"Not the slightest. I did not think she would even condescend to write a +line." + +Miss May drew a long breath, and then, as if ashamed of the interest she +had shown, buried her face in the newspaper. + +"If you have finished with your cross-questionings," I remarked, "I will +take a hand. Who are your letters from?" + +She clung to the envelopes as if she feared I would try to wrest them +from her. + +"A friend," she answered, frigidly. + +"Two friends, at least. One is directed in the handwriting of a man. +Now, Marjorie, I am not going to permit that sort of thing. I draw the +line at male correspondents while you are travelling with me." + +Hesitating an instant she laid the envelope of which I spoke in my lap. + +"Read it," she said, looking me full in the eyes. + +"Not unless you wish me to," I answered. + +"I do wish it." + +"Really?" + +"Yes." + +"I must refuse to oblige you, for the first time, and I hope the last. I +would not read that letter, under any circumstances," I replied. + +"Then I will read it to you," said Miss May, and she read as follows: + + Dear Marjorie:--I hope you are well and happy in that far-off land, + with the gentleman who has engaged you as secretary, and that you + have had no cause to regret accepting his offer. I have no great + fears for you, believing that a wise girl will so conduct herself as + to disarm the most persistent man, if temptation comes. If Mr. + Camwell is all you believed him when last I saw you, your journey + must be a continuous delight. If he proves the contrary I shall be + sorry, for he can make your path a miserable one, but my confidence + in you will be unshaken. + + The other girls all send love and best wishes. I shall look + anxiously for the first letter from you. + + Mr. Barnard, the cashier, has promised to address my envelope and + put on the right stamp. + + Your Friend, + + HELEN. + +I glanced at the writing, which was certainly that of a woman, and again +at the envelope, quite as surely in the penmanship of a man. + +"It is from a girl who used to write in the same office as I," said Miss +May. "Now you must hear the other one." + +But this I absolutely refused to do. She was putting me in a position I +did not covet. I said I had some letters to write and would go to my +room for awhile. Miss May did not press her point further, but said she +would take the time to answer her own letters, if I did not need her. + +For the next hour I pushed my pen over the stationery, replying to the +missives I had received, and also sending brief notes to several of my +other friends. When this was finished I went to Miss May's door to speak +to her, and found her absent. Looking over the veranda railing I saw her +at some distance, frolicking with Laps, the dog, apparently having +recovered her spirits, which were rather low when I left her. + +Glancing back into her room I noticed that a letter she had just written +lay open upon the table. To save my soul I could not resist going in, +taking it up and reading it. My curiosity about her was intense. There +might be something in this letter, either to confirm my belief in her or +to dash it to the ground. At any rate, though the act was repulsive to +my nature, I could not help taking advantage of the opportunity. + + Dear Helen [was the way the letter read]:--Many thanks for your + sweet note. I am glad to say I can set your mind at rest at once + regarding my fate. Mr. C. is one of the kindest men I ever knew. I + have lost the apprehension which I had in regard to him during the + first few days of our voyage and am as happy as I hoped to be when I + told you of the engagement. I only wish you could have seen him + before we sailed. You would not wonder I was so pleased to go, + though, of course, I had to hide my feelings when talking with him + about it. + + I will try to describe him to you. He is rather above the medium + height, four or five inches taller than I, I should think. His hair + is brown. He wears a mustache, but no beard--a nearly blonde + mustache that adds a charm to a sensitive and finely cut mouth. His + eyes are hazel. He is slightly pale, owing to the illness of which I + told you, but he has gained immensely since we started. When he + smiles I never saw a more engaging countenance; when he is troubled + the clouds are like those of a summer sky, and the first puff of + wind blows them away. + + I do not mean to tell you he is perfect in everything. He has not + led the best life always, I am afraid, and with a different woman + for his constant companion there might be a another story to tell. + But when he shows signs of getting unruly, I never fail to quiet him + with the right word. He is a gentleman, after all, and I am sure he + will never be else than that to me. + + Helen, dear, I must tell you a great secret. I have all I can do to + prevent myself falling head over ears in love with the man. If I + were an unscrupulous young woman I believe I could make him care a + great deal for me. As I look at it, such a course would be wholly + disreputable. He is impulsive and might say things he would regret + later in his life. So I keep my heart as quiet as I can, in his + presence. He will not guess what I have confided to you and what I + never shall tell to another. + + If I were of his social grade--if I could have retained the position + in which I was born, he would be my ideal as a husband. Such + thoughts, alas! are not for + + Your Poor Friend, + + MARJORIE. + + St. Thomas, W.I., Jan. 29, 1898. + +My hand trembled so before I had half read this letter that I could not +make out the lines. I had to put it down to finish it. Twice I crept to +the door to see if Miss May was still on the lawn, playing with Laps. +She was there, absorbed in her amusement and I finally finished it +unchallenged. Then I left the room and went to my own, where I fell from +sheer weakness upon my bed. + +Marjorie loved me! + +The reflection was overpowering. She was battling not only against me +but against her own affections. I was absolutely dumfounded. What a +train of thought swept through my heated brain! + +At one instant I resolved to offer her my hand in marriage that very day +and have the ceremony performed in the evening, by one of the clergymen +of Charlotte Amelie, with Eggert and his wife as witnesses. At the next +I planned a slow campaign to win her, which, with the evidence in my +possession, could have but one result. The slower way would bring the +most pleasure, if I could persuade myself to patience. Again, the vision +of my Uncle Dugald rose before me, mutely protesting against an alliance +with one of whom I knew practically nothing. Then Tom Barton and Statia +joined the procession, shaking their heads dolefully. + +Miss May's voice at my door aroused me to a sense of my condition and I +bade her come in, if she was not afraid. She came quietly, removing as +she did so her straw hat. A steamer had just entered the harbor, she +said, that I might like to see. I always wanted to inspect each craft, +and she supposed I would not like to miss this one. + +I sat up and listened to her in a half daze. How little she knew that +the burning secret under her calm exterior was already in my possession. + +"Marjorie! Marjorie!" + +I could only repeat the name in the joy of my discovery; repeat it to +myself, lock it in the recesses of my inmost bosom. + +I bathed my face, after which she took my brush and arranged my hair for +me. How delicious her hands on my head! Some day they would be mine, +and forever! + +I suffered her to lead me out of doors and set me a chair before the +telescope, which she arranged to command a view of the incoming steamer. +Eggert came while we were there, with a little trouble on his mind. The +book that had annoyed Marjorie so--that copy of "Our Rival, the Rascal," +had disappeared from his bookcase, and he wanted to know if either of us +had seen it. Miss May shook her head with disgust, while I responded +that I had left it on the table the night he showed it to me, and had +never picked it up again. + +Eggert turned to the steamer I was watching through the glass and said +he had known for an hour what it was--his seaman's eye had told him that +when only the tops of her smokestacks were visible. + +It was going down the islands, he said, and would make its next stop at +St. Croix. + +An idea sprang into my head. Here was an opportunity to escape the daily +visits of Mr. Wesson! + +I asked how soon she would leave. Eggert said probably in an hour. + +"We must pack our things at once, then," I exclaimed. "I have reasons +for wanting to get to St. Croix to-day, and this is a chance not to be +missed." + +Eggert pleaded with me to wait for the Pretoria, as I had first +intended, but I would not listen. I wanted action; the excitement of +departure was just the thing in my state of mind. Miss May dutifully +went to her chamber and put her things in their receptacles, coming +afterward to mine and helping me appreciably. The covers were down, the +keys turned in the locks, the typewriting machine in its bag, and +everything ready in thirty minutes. + +As I left my room my attention was attracted to Miss May, who was +talking earnestly with some one from the adjoining veranda. I soon saw +that little Thorwald was below, with a handsome mongoose in a trap, +which he was exhibiting to her with much pride. + +"What are you going to do with that poor creature?" she asked the lad. + +"Going to kill him," he answered, in his sharp, clear way. + +"Why do you want to kill that helpless thing?" + +"Why I want to kill the mongoose?" he repeated. "You better ask why the +mongoose want to kill my chickens. No, that little mongoose will never +trouble my chickens any more." + +"Will you sell him to me?" she asked, earnestly. + +"You want to buy a mongoose?" asked the boy, incredulously. "No, you can +never tame him. He will only bite you. See:" (he put down the trap and +pushed a stick into the wire cage, which the animal bit ferociously.) "I +don't think you want to buy that mongoose." + +"But I do want to buy him," she insisted. "I will give you a dollar for +him." + +(It is a strange fact that the terms of trade are generally spoken of in +United States money in these islands, even where the only coins are +European.) + +"You will give me a dollar for the mongoose?" said Thorwald's bright +voice. + +"Yes, I will gladly give you a dollar for him." + +"You may have him," said the child, hanging up the cage and receiving +the money, evidently hardly able to credit his eyes. "But the mongoose +is not worth one cent." + +Taking the trap to the ground on the other side of the house, Miss May +lost no time in releasing the little prisoner from his bondage, +whereupon he vanished with all speed in the shrubbery. She gave Thorwald +his dollar, and as she came to where I stood, there were tears in her +bright eyes. + +I kissed the children hastily, handing them at the same time some small +pieces of silver, settled my bill, directed the negroes who were +summoned about the baggage, said good-by to everybody, from the Master +to the scullery maid, and started down the long path to the boat. In ten +minutes more we were being rowed toward the steamer, and a quarter of an +hour later were safe on board. + +As soon as our chairs were arranged on deck and we had dropped into them +I felt the old weakness coming on. I could not endure such a strain +without showing evidence that I had not yet wholly recovered my form. I +asked a steward who happened to pass, to get me a brandy-and-soda. + +"Close your eyes and try to sleep," said my companion, soothingly, as to +a sick child. "You have been overdoing for the last hour." + +I took her hand and tried to obey her. That dear little hand on which I +would one day put the symbol of a love to last through eternity! + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +A STRUGGLE ON THE BALCONY. + + +It was something to be free at last from Wesson. While I had nothing +definite that I could bring against the man, he was in my way. I wanted +to be alone with Marjorie. Not literally alone, for wherever we went +there were people near by, of course; but alone as far as any one who +had ever known us was concerned. As we approached St. Croix, my +mercurial spirits began to rise again. When we were once more on shore, +and domiciled in the second class hostelry to which we were shown, I +could have danced with glee. I could hardly refrain from giving vent to +my feelings in a yell that would no doubt have astonished the quiet town +as if a cannon had been discharged. + +All through this part of the world the native population speak in tones +so low that a foreigner has to listen intently to know what is being +said. It is charming after you get used to it; one wonders how +Northerners got into a habit of screaming when discussing the common +events of the day. A negro or colored person (colored is only used here +for people of mixed race) will address another a hundred feet away in as +low a tone as the ordinary American would use at as many inches. I got +partially into the same habit before I left the Islands. I only wish I +had retained it and could persuade my friends to do likewise. + +"What is there to do here?" asked Marjorie, as we sat in the evening on +the balcony that projected from the house. + +"Nothing whatever," I replied. "Unless it be to make love, and that, you +will remember, is forbidden by our agreement." + +She bit her lips, acted as if she were going to say something, and +suppressed it, whatever it was. + +"If you wish the stipulation removed," I continued, gaily, "there is no +better opportunity than this. I believe I could make love, after my long +abstinence, in a way that would do me credit." + +She turned and surveyed my face for some seconds. + +"In the same way you have often made love before, I presume," she said, +finally; "and with the same degree of sincerity." + +"No," I said, growing sober. "I have never loved a woman till recently. +The others were idle fancies. They lasted, on the average, a week, while +this--" + +"Might last a month?" she interrupted. + +"Or an eternity." + +"I think we had best talk of something else," she said, uneasily. "In +the morning we must begin our work, bright and early. I suppose there +will be no beach bathing here, and we can commence before coffee if you +wish. I want to be of all possible use while we are together." + +"You will never leave me, Marjorie," I answered, "if I am allowed to set +the time of your departure. Don't think, I beg, that I would say these +things if I did not mean them. I want you for my true and loving +wife--understand, that is what I mean--wife; and something tells me +that, when you think it over, you will grant my wish." + +She flushed until her neck was as rosy as her cheek. Several very long +breaths came and went to stir her matchless bosom. She seemed as if +strangling for an instant and recovered her equanimity with difficulty. + +"Mr. Camwell--" she began. + +"'Don,'" I corrected. + +"No, not at this moment," she answered. "Do you recollect to whom you +are speaking? I am a nearly friendless girl--who has trusted herself to +your manhood and honor. I am far from my home, if indeed I can truly +claim to have one; you know nothing about me. It is madness if you mean +what you say. It is villainy of the deepest dye if you do not mean it." + +"We shall have to call it madness, then," I replied, smiling at the +thought that I knew her heart in spite of all her efforts to conceal its +true pulsations. "I might fall at your feet, declaim my story after the +manner of a stage hero, all that sort of thing. I believe it best to +tell you what I have to say in the plain, sincere tone that a matter of +great moment should be spoken. I love you, Marjorie! I have loved you +since the minute my eyes rested on your face. I shall love no other +woman while life remains to me. I offer you my hand in sincere and +honest affection, and may God--" + +She half rose from her chair and lifted a hand deprecatingly. + +"Don't say that!" she interpolated, with distress in her tone. "I will +believe you without the oath. But, I cannot listen. It is impossible. +You must not--you must not--" + +"My darling," I said, leaning toward her, and speaking lower than any +native of St. Croix, "I know I have surprised you, by coming to the +point in such an unconventional and sudden fashion. We will say no more +about it--to-night." + +"Neither to-night, nor ever," she replied, earnestly. "Oh, why have you +done this? We were such good friends; and now, it never can be the same +again!" + +There were tears in her eyes, and at sight of them my resolution to +remain cool took wings. Rising, I clasped the shrinking form in my arms, +and poured into her ears the love that was consuming me. I said the only +answer I would ever listen to from her was "Yes." I would wait, if need +be, but I must have it. Never, never, should she separate from me. The +love I had to offer was that of a lifetime. + +"I am not a poor man, either," I added, trying to weight my proposition +with all the things that would count. "I can give you a home of comfort, +even luxury. The days for you to toil in disagreeable offices are ended. +The time when you will count your money to see if you can afford the +necessaries of life is past. We will go on long journeys, to interesting +lands. Your existence shall be, as far as I can make it so, a dream of +happiness. Marjorie, believe me! I want to hear your sweet lips say the +word that will make this world a heaven--now!" + +Instead of being influenced by my passionate flow of language, she +seemed only to shrink further and further away. I saw at last that, in +some manner I could not understand, I was actually frightening her. +Alarmed at her appearance I quickly released my hold and stood there, a +very confused figure, panting with the excess of my emotions. + +Marjorie seemed fainting and in my alarm I begged her to let me go and +summon assistance. + +"No," she whispered. "But you will stop--you will say no more? You may, +if you will be so kind, get me--a--glass--of water. I shall be +better--presently." + +It took a long time to get the simple thing she wanted. There are no +bells in the house, to begin with. The principal ambition of West India +servants is to keep out of sight and hearing, lest they might be asked +to do something. When one was at last found he could produce nothing +colder than water that had stood in a jug since dinner. This would not +do and, by the time he had found the ice, at least ten minutes must have +passed. + +Bringing the glass of water with all speed to the balcony, great was my +disgust to find that a man had reached there before me and was even then +engaged in conversation with my late companion. He had come upon the +balcony from the public sitting room and was trying to persuade the lady +to let him fetch something from his own chamber that he promised would +speedily restore her. When he turned to meet me I was filled with +positive rage. For the man was none other than my old fellow passenger, +Edgerly! + +"Where the devil did you come from?" I demanded, hotly. + +"I hope I have done no harm," he answered, in an apologetic voice that +made me feel as if I ought to punch my own head instead of his, which +was my original intention. "I happened to step out on this balcony and +seeing that the lady was ill offered to assist her. That is all." + +He was always offering to assist her, it seemed to me, as I recalled the +time when he flew to the companionway of the steamer with the same end +in view. + +"I think I will go in now, if you don't mind," said Marjorie, wearily, +after she had sipped the water I brought. "I was overcome by--by the +heat--I think, but I am much better." + +Thinking that Edgerly might wish to "assist her" again I made haste to +offer her my arm; but she declined it with a faint smile, saying she had +no need of help. Her window was open and she left the balcony as she had +entered it, closing the glass doors after her. + +"You were not very polite to me, a moment ago," said Edgerly, in clear, +cutting tones. "I thought it the part of a gentleman not to notice it +while the lady was present, but now I am obliged to express my opinion +of you; which is," he paused a moment, looking me squarely in the eye, +"that you are a cur!" + +I grappled with him almost before the words were out of his mouth. We +went down together in a heap, his hand at my throat, mine at his. I +would have thrown him over the railing, or he would have thrown me, in +an instant more. + +A voice interrupted us--the voice of Miss May, through her window. + +"Mr. Camwell, will you kindly call a chambermaid," she said. + +It was like the sudden appearance of a flag of truce in the midst of a +battle. Edgerly muttered something about seeing me at another time, and +released his hold. I did the same, remarking that I was at his service +whenever he pleased. We both rose. Edgerly entered the sitting room, +lifting his hat ironically as he vanished. I entered my own chamber, +reaching the hall in that way. Finding the woman, I sent her to Miss +May, telling her to knock at my door when she had executed the lady's +requests. Then I threw myself into a chair, and realized for the first +time how inadequate my weakened physical strength was to cope with a +well man like Edgerly. + +Had not that voice separated us, I would now have been lying, either +dead or mangled, on the stone pavement, twelve feet below! + +When I thought the matter over, I could see I had been in the wrong. The +fellow had done nothing that deserved my abuse, in the first place, and +the epithet he had hurled at me was in a measure justified by my +conduct. It was now too late, however, to consider the origin of the +quarrel. Blows had been exchanged, threats had been passed, we had +agreed to settle the matter later. It was not in my disposition to crave +the pardon of a man under those circumstances. If he carried out his +evident purpose of trying to trash me, I would have to meet him. The +fact that I was still in effect an invalid--that I was not in condition +for such a game--was no excuse, nor did I intend to avail myself of it. +I felt pretty certain that, within a given number of hours, I would be +very lucky if I knew myself in the glass. + +The chambermaid came to say that "Miss Carney" would like to see me +after a short time had passed. I therefore made myself as presentable as +possible, bathing my heated face, brushing my hair and arranging a +necktie that had got sadly out of place. When twenty minutes had +elapsed, I went to Marjorie's door and knocked softly. She came and +opened it just enough to see who was there, but instead of asking me to +enter said she had found, on reflection, that she did not need anything +and believed the best course for her was to retire. She evidently either +knew or suspected what had occurred and wanted to see if I bore evidence +of having been injured. + +"Very well; good-night," I said, in answer to her suggestion. + +"Good-night," she answered. And, "God bless you!" she added, fervently. + +"My love!" I murmured, hoping she would relent and give me a longer +interview, but she shook her head with a sad smile and closed the door. +I heard the key turn in the lock and, realizing that it was useless to +remain longer, re-entered my own chamber and prepared for sleep. + +In the midst of a sound slumber, for the events of the evening did not +much disturb my rest, I suddenly came to consciousness. A figure, +distinct enough, stood between me and the window. The bright night of +the tropics made the principal objects in the room look almost as clear +as day. Half doubting whether I were really awake I sprang up, when a +low voice made me pause. + +"Hush! Not a sound," said the voice. "It is only I." + +The window was wide open, showing where she had entered, for it was +Marjorie that spoke. + +"I was nervous, and could not sleep, and on going upon the balcony I +found your window unfastened." + +The wonder that she had entered overpowered every other sentiment. How +could it be true that this girl, who had nearly fainted with fear when I +merely put an arm around her, had come in the night within my bedroom, +clad, as I plainly saw, in the garments of slumber. + +I stretched my arms toward her, but she moved away. What an +incomprehensible creature she was! + +"Do not stir," she continued, earnestly, and with a trembling tongue. "I +tried to make you hear me, without entering, but you slept too soundly. +It is not well--it is not safe--to sleep with your window unfastened. I +thought you ought to know. That is all. Good-night." + +She was moving toward the exit and I called after her softly. + +"Marjorie!" I said. "Come here a little while before you leave." + +She turned her white face--whiter in the pale moonlight than I had ever +seen it--toward me, still moving slowly away. + +"And you," she whispered, "are the man who told me, only a few hours +ago, that you wanted me for your wife!" + +"I do, my darling!" I replied, with all the fervor I could put into the +words. "I mean no more than I say when I ask to touch your cheek with my +lips, your hand even, the hem of your gown." + +She was gone; and as I sat there I reflected for the second time that +evening what an ass I had been. Marjorie had taken what I thought a +harmless request and turned it into an insult. I cursed anew the +damnable training I had had in the field of love-making. It had me as +unfit to win the heart of a pure and virtuous maiden as a brigand. + +The worst was, she had gone to her chamber with the thought still on her +mind that I was a liar of the meanest stripe. After professing a pure +love I had, at the first opportunity, she imagined, showed the emptiness +of my pretence, the falseness of my heart. + +Sleep fled this time from my eyes, and no wonder. I propped my head high +with pillows and resigned myself to wakefulness and moody thoughts till +daybreak. + +As soon as it was light I took stationery from my trunk and wrote an +impassioned letter to my beloved, that she might see, before we met +again, how terribly she had misjudged me. I told her the story as it +really was--my sudden awakening, the longing that possessed me for some +recognition from the being to whom all my life's love had been pledged. +I detailed the sickness of heart with which I realized how woefully my +object was misapprehended. I touched on the absence of sleep that +followed my error, and in closing begged her to write me just a word to +say that I was forgiven, before I underwent the agony of meeting her +unjustly accusing eyes. This I signed, "Your husband that is to be--that +must be--with all respect and love." + +It was almost as great a shock as if she had refused to read my note +when the maid whom I summoned to deliver it, brought me a tiny sheet of +paper bearing these words: + + "Of course you are forgiven, my dear boy. I understood it all a + minute after I left you. Sorry you took it to heart. If you wish to + please me do not allude to it when we meet." + +From some remarks that I heard below stairs I gathered that Edgerly had +left the house, taking his baggage with him, before the early breakfast +was served. A little later I learned that he had gone to a town on the +opposite side of the island where the capital is located. I therefore +came to the conclusion that he had decided not to push his intention of +mauling me at present. Probably, I reflected, he did not realize how +easy a victim I was likely to be in the present condition of my health. + +We passed the rest of the time while at St. Croix in morning work, +midday siestas, evening drives and after dinner talks. Marjorie +succeeded in keeping the conversation away from the delicate ground of +the former occasion, but she did not succeed in eliminating the subject +from my mind. Knowing from the letter I had read at Eggert's, that she +cared much for me, I was not to be dissuaded from my intention of taking +her home, either as my actual or my promised bride. The security I felt +gave me willingness to wait. What I needed now was to strengthen the +affection she had admitted until it was too strong for her to resist +longer. + +No shadow came between us during the week that remained before the +coming of the Pretoria, on which we were to embark for another voyage. +We heard the boat had arrived on the morning of the 8th of February, +and would leave late in the evening. I engaged a carriage to drive us to +a distant point, so that we might go on board too late to meet any of +the Americans with whom the steamer was sure to be filled. That day was +one of unalloyed happiness. + +Alas! that so soon my troubles were to break out afresh! + +I had arranged with the local agent to secure me the requisite berths +and he brought the tickets to the hotel at night when we returned. There +was only one unpleasant feature about them--he had not been able to +secure a place for the lady very near me--but we had no right to expect +anything else, and Marjorie seemed disposed to make the best of it. + +At eleven o'clock we were rowed out with our baggage and shown to our +rooms. + +Reaching mine, I turned up the electric light and started as I saw the +face of Mr. Wesson in that lower berth. + +"The devil!" I could not help exclaiming, aloud. + +It seemed to partially waken him, for he turned over and muttered +something indistinguishable, immediately relapsing again into sound +sleep. + +I said to myself that this was decidedly too much. I would be d--d if I +would sleep there. When I had donned my pajamas, therefore, I went up to +the deck above and passed the night on the cushions of the music room, +of which I was the only tenant. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +OUR NIGHT AT MARTINIQUE. + + +Of course I had to meet Wesson in the morning; and as I could assign no +reason for the distrust which I felt, I had to choose between giving him +the cut direct and putting on an air of coolness without a real affront. +I encountered him on deck, before I had been down to dress, as I went +out to take a view of the island of St. Kitts. He murmured something +about being glad to see me again, but did not attempt a prolonged +conversation. He evidently had not yet ascertained that I was his +roommate. + +Slightly uneasy to have Miss May so far from me I went as soon as I was +dressed to her door and knocked. She was awake and in response to an +inquiry said she would be up to breakfast. Luckily she had been given a +room alone, due perhaps to a small inducement I had sent in a note left +with the agent the day before. As I stood outside I chafed at the +restrictions she continually put upon me; and yet I knew very well I had +no right to complain. What earthly business had I in the room of a +young, unmarried woman, before she was out of bed? The fact that I had +been in more than one under similar circumstances did not count in a +case like this. + +The scornful words of my darling came back to me--the expression she had +used at St. Croix. I must put better control on my wild thoughts or I +would yet do something she might regard as unpardonable. + +The table to which we were assigned in the salon had no especial +interest. The other people had become acquainted from their nine days' +voyage together and clearly looked upon us as interlopers. For this I +was not sorry. Beyond necessary requests to "pass" the butter or the +ice, I had nothing to say to them nor they to me; while Miss May's mouth +was sealed entirely to conversation. + +The succeeding days would have been insufferably dull but for the +presence of my idol, as I had been to all the islands on my voyage of +three years previous. To show them to her with the confidence of an old +traveller was in itself a charm not to be despised. We went ashore +together at St. Kitts, and drove extensively; took our turtle dinner at +Antigua, where I was much grieved to hear that Mr. Fox, the American +consul, with whom I had formerly been acquainted, had died shortly after +my previous visit. He was one of the pleasantest men I ever met and an +honor to the civil service. A new consul, bound to Guadaloupe, was on +board, with his wife--a Chicago man with a French name and the unusual +ability to speak the language of the place to which he was accredited. +He struck me as much better educated than the average consul and withal +a good fellow. In his party, much of the time, were two charming young +ladies from Alleghany City, whose father, a German, was taking a well +earned vacation from his duties as cashier of a bank there. Had there +been any place in my mind that was not filled with Marjorie, I should +certainly have tried to become better acquainted with these girls. + +I also made a smoking room acquaintance with three delightful fellows, a +Mr. T----, from Indianapolis, a Mr. S----, from Greensburg, and a Mr. +H----, from Brockton, Mass. The first was an attorney; the second +engaged in the theatrical business, and the third a license +commissioner. I should be sorry to think I had seen either for the last +time. + +At Dominica I went ashore very early and engaged two horses for a ride +into the mountains, making arrangements with an individual who seemed +(actually) to rejoice in the cognomen of "Mr. Cockroach." He announced +himself to me as the owner of that title with evident pride and when we +came off after breakfast had ready two of as mean animals, judging by +appearance, as could be imagined. They endured the long climb, however, +remarkably well, and were as easy to sit as a rocking chair. Marjorie +unbent herself more than usual when we were in the heart of the hills, +with no one near, for the black boy who was supposed to follow us on +foot had a way of cutting across the fields and keeping out of sight +nearly all the time. + +The island of Dominica is very beautiful and I remembered enjoying this +ride greatly on my previous visit. The vegetation is thoroughly +tropical. The excessive moisture caused by rains which occur daily +through most of the year gives to everything a luxuriance not exceeded +north of the equator, I believe. The mountain path by which we went is +too narrow in most places to ride abreast, but wherever we could get +side by side I managed to do so. At such times the sense of +companionship was thrillingly delicious, and while I dared not risk +offending by becoming too familiar, I managed to play the discreet lover +and was very happy. + +I thought I was certainly improving. There had been a time, not so very +long before, when I would Have planted myself in the lady's way, and +exacted tribute before letting her by, trusting to her forgiveness after +the deed was done. I would have given much to have dared the same thing +now, but the thought did not seriously enter my head. I was certainly +growing better under my excellent teacher. + +There was one point at which I had a jealous pang, so ridiculous that I +think it only right to detail the occurrence. We went out of our way to +view a sulphur pit, where the Evil One or some of his satellites have +apparently secured an opening to the air from the very Bottomless Pit +itself. The atmosphere is charged with fumes, while the deposit bubbles +and froths in a way to strike terror into the heart of an infidel. To +get a near view, one must be carried across a small stream by a couple +of negroes, or--take off his shoes and stockings and wade. Miss May +looked somewhat aghast at both propositions, and I allowed the boys to +carry me over first, to show her how safe the process was. But, though +it might be safe, it was clearly not graceful, for they handled a human +being quite as if he were a sack, thinking their duty done if they got +him across without dropping him in the brook. + +She said, at first, that she believed she would rather wade and sat down +to take off her boots. Then, when it came to the hosiery and her fingers +had begun to wander toward the fastenings, she had another period of +doubt, calling to me to know if there was really anything worth seeing. +Finally putting on her boots again, she directed the negroes how to make +a sort of "cat's-cradle" chair and arrived safely in that manner. + +It was then that I had my pang. For she put both her fair arms around +the neck of the bearers to steady herself in transit. + +"I shall insist on being one of your porteurs, on your return," I said, +as she was placed on her feet. "If you are going to put your arms around +the neck of any man in this island it must be myself." + +She tried to laugh off the idea, a little nervously, saying she had more +confidence in those experienced fellows on the slippery stones than she +had in me. I persisted a little longer, till it became evident my +expressions were not agreeable. In returning she managed to steady +herself by merely touching the shoulders of her bearers, and brought +back the smile to my face by calling my attention to the fact, with a +comic elevation of her eyebrows. I helped her mount her horse and all +the way from there she was kindness itself. On the whole the day was the +most delightful I had passed since leaving America. + +She was to be my wife! This thought was uppermost in my mind. She must +be my wife! I would think of nothing but that blissful culmination. + +It was not the time now to press for an affirmative answer. I must make +myself more and more agreeable, more indispensable to her. When the hour +came that she was about to leave me--when the alternative presented +itself to her mind of going back to her unpleasant struggle for bread +or becoming the consort of a man she had admitted was not distasteful to +her--I had no fear of the result. + +The next stop after Dominica is Martinique and here I intended to make a +stay of a month at least. My tickets were only purchased as far as this +point. Our baggage was taken ashore and, as far as appeared, we had +bidden a permanent farewell to the good ship Pretoria. + +Again, however, my plans were to be altered. + +The Hotel des Bains at St. Pierre, is not by any means a first-class +house, but there is something quaint about it that to me has a certain +charm. The meals are served in the French style and not at all bad. The +beds are immense affairs, and I never yet saw a bed that was too big. In +the centre of what might be called the patio, so Spanish is the +architecture of the building, is a fish-pond, giving an air of coolness +to the entire place. + +The patois of the servants is pleasing to my ear. I entered the house in +high spirits, remembering a delightful visit there in the former time. +The mulatto proprietor recognized me, as did his slightly lighter +colored wife, presiding over her duties as only a woman of French +extraction can. + +"A large room with two beds, I presume?" asked the proprietor, in +French, bowing affably to Miss May. + +"He asks if we wish a large room with two beds," I said translating his +words into English, smilingly, but she evidently did not consider the +joke worth laughing at. So I said that we wished two rooms, as near +together as possible. + +Madame looked up. She was searching, evidently, for the wedding ring +that was absent from Marjorie's finger, to explain my decision. A +servant was called to attend to us and presently we were established in +very comfortable quarters. + +As I wanted Miss May to see the island as soon as possible, a carriage +was summoned immediately, in which we took the road to Fort de France, +where we viewed the statue of the Empress Josephine, erected to +commemorate the fact that she was born in that vicinity. We had a nice +lunch at a hotel there and took rooms to secure the siesta to which we +had both grown accustomed. Then we drove back to St. Pierre, and arrived +at the Hotel des Bains in season for dinner. + +The Carnival, which lasts here for four or five weeks, had already +begun. The streets were crowded with masquers and sounds of strange +music filled the air. There was something very odd in this imitation by +the negro race of the frivolities of the Latin countries of Europe as a +precedent of the forty days of Lent. Miss May viewed it with me from the +balcony of a restaurant until nearly ten o'clock. A number of the +steamer people were also there and I fancied we were the object of more +than ordinary attention from their eyes. + +After reaching the hotel again I asked Miss May if she would mind being +left alone for an hour or so, while I went to see a peculiar dance. I +assured her that the house was absolutely safe. She made no objection +and I went with a party of Pretoria people--no women--to witness the +spectacle of which I had heard so much. It was not half as entertaining +as I had expected, but there were several girls of the Métisse variety +that well repaid me for going. The Métisse is a mixture of races, the +original Carib prevailing, one of the most fetching types extant. They +were dressed becomingly, in thin gowns, of which silk was at least one +of the textures used. On their heads were party-colored handkerchiefs, +draped as only a Martinique beauty can drape them. + +At the risk of being thought extravagant in my statement I must say they +appeared to me strikingly handsome, both in their faces and their lithe +figures. I was told that each of those I saw was the mistress of some +well-to-do merchant of the place and strictly true to her lover. The +dance was not of a kind one would wish to take his sisters to see, but +it was evident the negroes put a less libidinous interpretation upon it +than the Caucasian visitors. It was one, however, where "a little goes a +long way," and before twelve I was in my room at the hotel. + +I had just lit the lamp when I was surprised to hear a knock at the door +and opened it to find Miss May standing there, with an anxious +expression on her face. + +"Don't undress," she said, in a slightly shaking voice. "I have been +full of all sorts of fears since you went away. I want you to sit up +awhile and talk to me." + +I accepted the amendment, as they say in deliberative bodies, with the +greatest pleasure, for I would rather sit up with her than to sleep on +the softest down ever made into a couch. She went to the window, which +was innocent of glass, and threw open the wooden shutters. + +"What did you hear to disturb you, a mouse?" I asked, jocularly. + +"I don't know. The place is full of creepy sounds. The noise in the +street continues and every step in the corridors makes the boards creak. +Did you enjoy your dance?" + +"Not specially," I said. And then I told her of the Métisse women I had +seen, praising their appearance. + +She did not seem to notice what I was saying. She acted as if in +constant fear of something unpleasant. + +"You do not care to talk as much as you thought you did," I remarked. + +"No. I was tired and sleepy, but I did not like to be alone. Why can't +I--there wouldn't be any harm, would there?--lie on this smaller bed +just as I am, and you can get your sleep over yonder?" + +Conflicting sentiments filled my brain as I listened. What a strange +woman she was! Alarmed at the least approach on my part, when we were on +a steamer deck, a veranda or in a carriage; and now proposing to drop to +slumber in my very bedroom, as if it were nothing at all! + +A dim suspicion that she meant more than she said forced itself upon me +at first. Was I deceiving myself by paying too much attention to her +protestations? Had she run away merely for the sake of being pursued? + +The best method to prove the truth or falsity of this was to take her +strictly at her word, which I decided to do. I told her that the room +and everything in it was at her disposal, as she very well knew. She +might lie on one bed, or the other, or the floor, or sit in a chair. It +was unfortunate that in this house, as I had already learned, there were +no rooms with communicating doors, or I would get our quarters changed. +She thanked me, as if I was doing her a particular favor, and, curling +herself up as she had suggested, was soon, to all appearances, sound +asleep. + +Then the thoughts she had communicated to me, about the strange noises +in the house, entered my own head. I tossed on my pillow, from side to +side, sat up and lay down again a hundred times. There were mice enough +in the building to satisfy a cat for a year, if noises went for +anything. Late lodgers perambulated the halls, met each other and +whispered in tones much more disturbing than loud voices would have +been. Somebody, doubtless a servant, entered the next room, the one +Marjorie had occupied, and moved about there, as if in stocking-feet. +She had left her lamp lighted and this individual blew it out, as I +could tell from certain signs. When this was done he went away, but +returned again presently, repeating the operation several times. + +All the nerves in my body quivered with the strain. + +I looked at my watch every half hour, by the light of the moon that +shone clearly through the open window. I thought I must awaken my +companion; the loneliness was becoming unbearable. Nothing but shame +prevented me--shame and a disinclination to disturb her calm and regular +breathing. + +At last I grew a little calmer. And the next I knew Marjorie was +standing by my side, with one of her hands on my forehead and saying in +whispers that if I was going to take breakfast I would have to think of +getting up. + +It was after ten o'clock and I had slept the sleep of a tired man for +seven hours! + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +IT IS A STRANGE IDEA. + + +The immediate result of the strange proceedings of the night was that +Miss May asked me, before we had finished breakfast, whether I cared +much about remaining in St. Pierre. She approached the subject with some +timidity, saying she did not like to have me make any change in my +programme on her account, but added that she would be very glad if I +could, without too much sacrifice, go back to the Pretoria and make the +break in my journey at some other point. + +"Why, my dear girl," I answered, immediately, "if you don't wish to stay +here I shall never dream of asking you to do so. Pack up whatever things +you have taken from your trunks and we will return to the steamer." + +She was gratified and showed it so in every line of her expressive face +that I was more than repaid for my decision. + +"You are quite willing?" she said, interrogatively. + +"Entirely. Where would you suggest that we stop, Barbados? That is the +next port where there is a fairly good hotel." + +After a little discussion we settled upon Barbados and began the labor +of packing. I sent a boy off to the steamer with a request to the purser +to give me a berth in some other stateroom than the one I previously +had, and to reserve Miss May's room for her. I did not mean to get in +with Wesson again if I could help it. That afternoon we spent at the +market, which is the most interesting I have ever seen, until the time +came to go on board. + +"As we may have to tell a falsehood to some inquisitive person," I said, +when we were in the rowboat, "let us tell the same one. Fear of yellow +fever quarantine is what led us to change our mind about remaining in +Martinique; you understand?" + +"Yes," said Marjorie, dreamily. "We were to lie to outsiders, if +necessary, and always tell the truth to each other." + +"Are you doing that as faithfully as you promised?" I asked. + +"What do you mean?" she asked, with a violent start. + +"Nothing that should induce you to tip the boat over, as you just came +near doing," I replied. "I merely asked a question." + +"You must believe I am deceiving you in some way, or you would not use +that expression," she said, eyeing me narrowly. + +"I have a great deal more confidence in you than you have in me," was my +answer. + +"You can say this--knowing where I passed last night!" she said, +reproachfully. + +"Oh, I don't mean that sort of confidence," I remarked. "I mean the +confidence that would make you promise to spend every night as long as +you live under the same guardianship." + +A little sigh came from the lips of my companion, which had whitened +suddenly; the kind of sigh that might mean almost anything. The boatmen +were too busy to listen to us, even had they understood a word of +English, which they did not. + +"Marjorie," I whispered, for I could not resist the desire to hear her +say it, "don't you care for me, just a little bit?" + +"Please!" was the only word she vouchsafed, and I heeded the request. + +We came to the steamer's side, meeting many astonished gazes. I gave the +requisite directions to the porters who came down the ladder for the +baggage. The purser had assigned me another room, as requested, which +was something. Wesson lifted his hat and said "Good-afternoon," when we +met, but that was all. If he guessed that I had managed to avoid rooming +with him by a set plan he made no remark. + +The purser of the Pretoria is young, handsome and obliging. His father, +a custom-house officer from Canada, was making a tour on the boat and +struck me as a fine type. I learned that another of his sons was a +member of the Dominion Parliament. + +Capt. McKenzie came up to say he was glad I was going to be on his ship +a little longer, which was agreeable, to say the least. I had noticed +the Captain before, though I did not get well acquainted with him. He +was the sort of man one likes to meet, straightforward, intelligent, +understanding his business thoroughly. He knows how to treat the ladies +among his passengers equally well, too, instead of devoting all his time +to a favored group, like so many sea captains. This in itself is enough +to make him a marked man in my memory. + +The only place we had to call before reaching the island of Barbados was +at St. Lucia, where there was little to interest us on shore, but where +I was glad to see a troop-ship just arrived from Africa, with a cargo of +wives (more or less) of black troops that were serving near Sierra +Leone, each one accompanied by a parrot and monkey, beside several small +children. The British government had taken them from the West Indies to +Africa with their lords (I mean the women) and was now returning them a +little in advance of their dusky partners. I asked half a dozen at +random if they had ever been legally married and the reply in every case +was "No, suh," delivered with a certain pride. The West Indian negro has +not yet added matrimony to his list of virtues. + +Early on the morning of the day our vessel anchored off Greytown, which +is the capital of Barbados, I found on deck Mr. "Eddie" Armstrong, +manager of the Marine Hotel, ready to answer questions in relation to +that hostelry. "Eddie" told me that he had just the sort of rooms I +required for myself and "Miss Carney," and put me under obligations by +refraining from cheap insinuations, which nine men out of ten in his +position would have made. Later he saw us through the custom-house with +expedition and sent us in a carriage to the Marine, which is two miles +from the centre, in a breezy and roomy location, just enough removed +from the noise of the sea waves. + +Miss Byno, at the hotel counter, greeted me with a precise copy of the +smile she had worn three years before, while Mr. Pomeroy, the +proprietor, said he was glad to see me, exactly as if he meant it. Our +apartment consisted of a sitting room and two connecting chambers on the +second floor, which were clean, airy and cosy. It was the nearest to +"house-keeping," as I remarked to Miss May, of any place we had found. + +"We must resume our genealogy to-morrow," she said, as she opened the +table and set up the typewriting machine. "We have neglected it +dreadfully." + +"No," I answered, for I had been developing a new plan. "I am going to +lay that ponderous history on the shelf for the present and ask you to +aid me in another and more interesting task. The family tree is in such +shape that it can afford to rest awhile and I am sick to death of it." + +Then, as the anxious look came into her face--the look that came so +easily when I said anything that lacked explicitness--I continued: + +"Don't laugh at me, but I am going to begin, to-morrow, a--novel!" + +"A--novel!" she repeated, wonderingly. "Do you write novels?" + +"I am going to write one, with your help," I said, decidedly. "It won't +be exactly a novel, either, because it will be based on fact, pretty +nearly all fact--in fact. What would you say to a novel based on the +very trip we are making?" + +She was lost in thought for some minutes. + +"Are you serious?" she asked, finally. + +"Entirely." + +"But, do you think it would be interesting--to--any one else?" + +"I am sure of it. Of course I shall suppress our real names, but the +rest I mean to put in print precisely as it has occurred. If I am not +mistaken it will make the hit of the summer season." + +She was silent again. + +"Doesn't an author have to know--before he begins his story--how it will +end?" she asked, after awhile. + +"I suppose he does. I certainly know how this one will." + +"How?" + +"The hero will marry the heroine, make her the happiest woman on earth, +and they will live contentedly ever after." + +"Hardly exciting enough, I fear, to suit the popular taste," she +commented. "A story, like a play, should have a 'villain.'" + +I laughed and said I would use Wesson for that character. I could, if +necessary, invent some disreputable things and attach them to his +pseudonym. + +"And how shall you describe me?" she asked, demurely. + +"You will have to wait and see. I shall make one important stipulation. +Your part of this writing will be merely mechanical unless I call for +aid. It is to be my story, not yours." + +"It is a strange idea," she said, watching my face. "Really, I think you +had best keep on with your family tree. I am getting quite interested in +the Alexanders and Colins who preceded the Dugalds and the Donalds." + +"No, I am determined," was my reply. "We will leave those aged gentlemen +in their graves and begin the true history of the Marjories and the +Dons. There will be time enough for both before you and I end our +partnership." + +She responded dutifully at last that she was at my disposal, as far as +the use of her time was concerned. It was agreed that on the very next +morning the novel would be begun. + +"And you must not interrupt me, either with approval or disapproval?" I +said. "For whatever is written I alone will be responsible." + +"That will be hard, when, as I suppose, you will discuss me more or +less," she said, with a bewitching pout. "How do I know you will not +make me out the most disreputable female that ever lived? But I promise. +In fact, I don't see as there is anything else I can do. I am working +for wages and I might as well offer to alter a business letter as a +story in which I am merely an amanuensis." + +"I shall carry our original contract into the novel," I said. "There +will be no falsehood. If I have suspected any person, or repented of my +suspicions--if I have resolved not to fall in love, and afterwards done +so--it will be all there. I shall record what has transpired with the +accuracy of a Kodak, even if, like the sensitive plate, it has to be +taken into a dark room for development." + +"Such a story ought to interest two persons at least," she said. "I hope +you intend to send me a copy or let me know where I can buy one." + +"Every bookseller in the country will have it," I replied, "and the sale +will be phenomenal. You didn't think I brought you out here just to +throw away money, did you? I expect to make a fortune out of the +portrait I am going to draw." + +She laughed lightly and we closed the subject for the time, quite agreed +upon it. Before we went out she surprised me by asking if it would be +convenient to let her have a little money, for I supposed she had the +sixty dollars previously paid her, still in her purse. She had never +expended a penny that I knew of, except the dollar she gave Thorwald. +However, I said she could have any sum she liked; and she asked with +some hesitation, if I could spare as much as a hundred dollars. She +wanted to send it home and would consider it a great accommodation if I +could pay her as far in advance as that would be. She said she would try +not to ask me again for anything until we returned to New York. + +We took a carriage and went to the Barbados Branch of the Colonial Bank, +where I could draw money on my letter of credit--if I was willing to +wait long enough. I have visited various branches of that Bank in the +Tropics and I will challenge any institution on earth to vie with it in +slowness of waiting upon customers. I stood at least five minutes at the +counter before any of the numerous clerks who sat on high stools +condescended to notice me. Then one did see that I was there, and +whispered to his nearest neighbor in a way that showed he thought it a +rather good joke. Two or three men who seemed of an upper grade of +clerks passed near enough for me to speak to them, but none deigned the +least reply. After this had gone on until it grew rather monotonous I +addressed the entire institution, from president to office boy, with a +request to tell me if I was in a deaf and dumb asylum. + +The youngest clerk thereupon made his way slowly--nobody in the +Colonial Bank could move otherwise--to where I stood and mildly inquired +if I wished for anything. I told him that, strange as it might appear, I +did. I said I wanted $350, and I wanted it d--(that is to say, very) +quick. I said I was only going to stay in the island three or four weeks +more and I wanted the money to pay my hotel bill when I left. He did not +seem to grasp the idea exactly, but he did go to the farthest man in the +room and direct his attention to me by pointing, after which he resumed +his seat at his desk. + +The Farthest Man, in a way that showed he had a deep grudge against me +for disturbing him, came more slowly than the first one across the room +and asked me if I wanted anything. I threw my letter of credit on the +counter and said what I had already said to the other, adding for +emphasis the name of the deity to my previous observation. The clerk +took the letter and went away with it. For some time he was engaged in +exhibiting the thing to various clerks, all of whom regarded it with +wonder, as if it was a piece of papyrus from some Egyptian tomb. At last +he found a chap who took the letter of credit from him and divided the +next five minutes between reading it with care and looking at me over +his spectacles; having done which the latter clerk came to the counter +where I stood and asked what denominations of money I would like. + +I told him, with some warmth (the thermometer stood at 85 in the room) +that I would like part of it in Hardshell Baptist and the rest in +African Methodist Episcopal, or any other old thing, but that I did want +it in a hurry. He might give me a draft that could be used in New York +for $100 of it, and the rest in sovereigns, in case he should decide, on +reflection, to give me anything at all. These remarks he met with a +vacant stare, but took from his desk, when he had again reached it, two +pieces of paper, which he filled with duplicate statements, after the +manner of his kind. Reading these over several times, to make sure he +had committed no error, he took them to another man (apparently a sort +of manager or director) who pretended, as long as he could, not to see +his subordinate or to guess that he wished to attract his attention. +Afraid, I suppose, to speak, the clerk finally coughed mildly behind his +hand, at which the manager glared at him fiercely, and reaching out for +the papers, studied them for a long time. When satisfied (though you +wouldn't have thought it to look at him) he wrote something on each and +the clerk returned to me. + +If I should detail the manner in which that fellow tried to evade giving +me my money, now that he had a chance to do so, I fear I would not be +believed. It ended, however, in my being sent to a cashier and getting +what I wanted. Tired and hungry I returned to my carriage and was driven +back to the Marine Hotel with Marjorie. + +"Here is your cash, or rather what can be used to get it," I said, +drawing a long breath and handing her the draft. "When you have written +your name on the back it will be good anywhere." + +"I don't know how to show my gratitude," she answered, her face +flushing. + +"Excuse me. You know very well, but you refuse," I replied. "Now, here +is something for you to think of. All the wicked things you do, the +cruelties you practice, are to be spread before the novel reading public +of America! That ought to soften your hard heart. You know 'All the +world loves a lover,' but there is no proverb to fit a thoroughly +heartless girl." + +"I would like you much better if you would not say such things," she +pouted. + +"You speak as if you did like me a little, even now," I responded. + +"Like you!" she exclaimed. "That's just it. I like you ever and ever so +much. How can I help it, when you are so kind to me? I like you and I +want to continue to like you, Mr. Camran. I wish I could think you would +never learn to dislike me." + +As I began an impassioned declaration that the day would never dawn, she +started violently and bit her lips till the teeth marks showed plainly. +In another instant I saw what had caused her mental disturbance; two men +were looking at us from a street car that was trying with some success +to reach the hill by the hotel before we did. Those men were Robert +Edgerly and Horace Wesson. + +"Don't let him get you into trouble," she whispered, between her closed +lips. "I heard him threaten you at St. Croix. Oh, how did he get here!" + +She referred, of course, to Edgerly. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +NEW WORK FOR MY TYPEWRITER. + + +It was plain that these two men had become closer friends than they +appeared to be when on the Madiana. Wesson's pretence of regard for me +did not sort with this affiliation with a fellow against whom he had +been at such pains to warn me. They both seemed disconcerted at our +meeting and I learned later that they had decided to stop at different +houses. Edgerly registered at the Sea View, a small hotel situated about +a quarter mile from the Marine, while Wesson came boldly to the latter +hostelry and took a room there. + +However, as I did not own the house, I was not at liberty to prevent him +living where he liked. I made up my mind to avoid him and let it go at +that. It began to be apparent that his movements were influenced in a +large degree by my own. I wondered if he meant to dog me from island to +island during the rest of my journey. + +On the day following my arrival I began to dictate to Miss May the novel +of which I had spoken, or rather a correct transcript of the proceedings +that had brought me where I was. You already know the story, and if you +care to read it again you have only to turn to the first chapter of this +volume and begin at the point where she did. It took me the whole of +that forenoon to finish the opening instalment, as I wanted to put it +into a shape that would not necessitate its being re-written. Miss May +proved a splendid amanuensis and, as requested, made no comments till +the lunch hour arrived, though I could not help seeing that she was +filled with interest as well as vivid curiosity. + +When I began to allude to Statia and to detail her conversations with +me, my typewriter's face was at times suffused with pink. I fancied, +when I came to the place where I asked Statia to be my wife, that +Marjorie was about to refuse to continue, but she merely drew a very +long breath and let her nimble fingers touch the requisite keys. When +Tom's sister declined my offer I heard a light sigh that I took to mean +relief. The tale of my visit to the Herald office and of writing the +advertisement clearly interested her. She wrote rapidly when I told +about the handsome woman who wished the acquaintance of an elderly +gentleman, on whom to lavish her beautiful face and form, with her +"object matrimony." + +When I said we would let that chapter suffice for the day she sat back +from the table and uttered an uneasy little laugh. + +"It's not so bad," she was kind enough to say. "I may have to change my +mind about your project. But are you going on as you have begun, +exposing every thought--making the world your confidant. I am afraid few +people could afford to do that." + +"Precisely," I said. "Men have written fiction so vividly that people +have believed it truth. I am going to write truth in such a manner that +people will take it for excellent fiction. Yes, I shall follow Othello's +advice, 'nothing extenuate nor set down aught in malice.' It is a +camera you are operating, my dear, not a typewriting machine." + +That afternoon we took a long drive, to Farley Hill, which point is said +to be nine hundred feet above the sea. I was tranquil enough now. We +were alone except for the driver, whose back was toward us. The long +stretches of sugar cane made a pleasing prospect. Every individual we +met, mostly people of various degrees of negro lineage, addressed us +pleasantly. The trade-winds from the east, that blow over Barbados six +months in the year, brought ozone to our lungs and coolness to our +faces. The road for the entire distance was smooth and hard. It was one +of the most delightful drives I had ever taken and there was nothing to +mar the occasion. + +We passed the evening after dinner in our joint sitting room, with the +windows wide open and retired early. + +"You are the most honest man I ever met," said Miss May, the next +morning, when she was in the midst of her work. She had just written +this paragraph: + + I have led a life as regards women that I now think worse than + idiotic. I have followed one after another of them, from pillar to + post, falling madly in love, getting the blues, losing heart, all + that sort of thing. I have never been intimately acquainted with a + pure, honest girl of the better classes, except one. + +"Was there ever another man who would put such things about himself in +cold type?" + +"But, listen," I said, defensively. "See what follows: + + I need sadly to be educated by a woman who will not hold out + temptation. I have an idea that a few months passed abroad, in the + society of such a woman, will make another man of me. + +"Marjorie, my life, I was right. It has made another man of me. I shall +never be what I was before--never as long as I breathe." + +She shook her head, half doubtfully, but declined to discuss the subject +further. When she came to Hume's question, "What is to keep you from +falling in love with your secretary?" she seemed troubled until she had +received the answer I gave him, declaring that my "secretary" would be +sent home with a month's advance wages if she allowed me to forget that +I was merely her employer. Then she broke the rule we had adopted, and I +could not blame her. + +"You are evidently of a forgetful nature," she said. "The promise you +made your friend does not agree with some of the foolish things you have +tried to say to me." + +"But, my angel, I had not met you when I made that assertion. I was +speaking of an imaginary woman. Men are not expected to do impossible +things. Besides, you do not realize how very ill I had been. I think we +shall get on better if you will reserve your comments till the end of +each chapter, when I shall be delighted to hear as many as you like." + +She returned good naturedly to the machine, and recorded the balance of +the chapter that is numbered two in this volume. When I said we had +done enough for one day, she answered that she thought a little work in +the afternoon would hurt neither of us; and that, for her part, she +would be glad to begin again after lunch. It was plain that she was +becoming interested and wanted to get on as fast as possible. Pleased at +this, I consented to her plan. It was only half past eleven when she +stopped and a rest of two or three hours would put us both right again. + +"I don't think I realized you had been so terribly ill," she said, +taking a rocker and placing herself at ease. + +"I don't like to talk much about it, or even to think of it," was my +reply, "but you may be sure it was hard enough. I would rather endure +any pain than the awful depression that accompanies neurasthenia. When I +recovered it seemed as if I had died and been resurrected. My old life +was gone and I did not wish to recall it. The new one was full of new +possibilities and dreams. How happy I shall be when they are all +fulfilled!" + +"And were you so very--very wicked?" she asked, constrainedly. "I cannot +believe it when I look at you. Vice ought to leave some distinguishing +mark, but your face is as innocent as a babe's." + +"You are very kind to say so. But I want to talk about that still less +than about my illness. Both of them have come to an end." + +"Let us trust so," she said, gently. + +How gently and sweetly she did say it! + +The third chapter, which we did that day before taking our drive, called +for no interruption on her part with one exception, and that was +because she did not quite catch one word. It was in relation to the +letter of credit that I had brought. + +"Did you say two thousand?" she asked, "or three?" + +"Two thousand," I answered, and she went on rapidly, talking down the +words as they fell from my lips. The account of Charmion's performance +at Koster and Bial's disturbed her visibly, but she went bravely to the +end. + +"Do you really mean that this exposure took place in a New York theatre, +at a regular performance?" she asked, when I said that was the end. + +"Exactly as described." + +"It is shameful!" she exclaimed, angrily. "If women had charge of the +theatres such things would not be permitted." + +"You forget," I replied, "that half the audience were women--ladies, if +you please." + +She bit her lip. + +"You ought not to put it in the story, at any rate," she said. "It will +only encourage people with debased minds to go to view it." + +"By the time my book is published there will probably be an entire +change of programme," said I. (I wonder if there will.) + +Another drive, another chatty evening, another morning, and we went on +again. Miss May smiled occasionally as I told of my preparations for +making this voyage and of engaging a berth for her before I had even +received her reply to my advertisement in the Herald. Then she listened +with interest to the letter (the first one) I received from Miss +Brazier, breaking our rule enough to remark, "That's a bright girl." I +took her own reply from my pocket to give it verbatim, upon which she +said-- + +"Have you kept that all this time? Tear it up now and throw it in the +wastebasket." + +"Tear it up?" I echoed. "Money wouldn't buy that little note!" + +When the end of the fourth chapter was reached, and we took our noonday +rest, she spoke at some length about Statia. She wanted me to tell her +more than appeared in the story. That was the kind of woman one could +admire, she declared. + +"And yet, how can I judge a girl who has always been under the watchful +eye of a kind father or brother?" she added, thoughtfully. "Who can say +what evil might have crept into her life, had she been compelled to face +the cruel world and fight for her bread?" + +"But you have done that," I protested, "and are to-day as sweet and pure +as if all the fathers and brothers on earth formed your guard." + +She turned on me suddenly. + +"How do you know?" she demanded. "You know nothing whatever about me. +Oh, Mr. Camran, there are things in my life that would make a novel even +more interesting than this one of yours. But I could not sit down and +expose my errors as you do. I could not! no, I could not!" + +I said that all the errors of her young life must be wholly in +imagination. She was like some child at a first confession, trying to +magnify a baby fault into goods big enough for its new market. She made +no reply, but went silently into her chamber where she remained till +lunch time. When she came out the matter had slipped my mind and did not +recur to me till long afterward. + +The fifth chapter occupied us during most of the afternoon. Miss May +showed great interest when Mr. Wesson appeared on the scene and much +more when she herself was first presented. My intense anxiety to meet +her seemed to strike her as odd, for she uttered little "oh's" and +"ah's" when I described our first meeting. When she came to the +expression "she was not handsome," she said "I should think not!" in a +tone of disdain. + +At the end of the chapter she had to talk about it as usual. + +"Well, it is something to see one's photograph, as it appears to +another," she said, smiling. "I don't understand, though, how I managed +to produce such a favorable impression. I really had little idea I +should be the successful applicant when you left my room that day. I +wasn't even certain that I ought to accept, if you offered it to me. I +had never heard of an arrangement exactly like it. We were strangers to +each other. I had a place that I detested, but how could I be sure you +would prove a more considerate employer than the one I was to leave? Had +it not been for my desperate plight I must have told you frankly that I +could not go." + +"You are not sorry--yet?" I whispered. + +"Oh, no! And you can prevent my ever being sorry, if you will." + +It was useless to begin the old argument. I went down to see if the +carriage was ready. Wesson sat in the hallway, where the draft of air +was strongest, and did not see me until I was close to him. When he +realized my proximity he closed the book in his hands with a bang and +looked much confused. But he had not performed the action quickly enough +for his purpose. + +I had seen what he was reading: + +It was a copy of "Our Rival the Rascal," undoubtedly the one Eggert had +missed just before we left St. Thomas. + +I said nothing, but I thought a great deal. A man who would steal one +thing would steal another. If Wesson had carried off that book from the +dining room of my host Eggert-- + +A mile from the hotel I decided to convey to my companion's mind the +suspicions that filled my own. + +"You remember that book I had one evening at Eggert's--the book you did +not wish to look at," I began. + +"That horrible thing!" she exclaimed, with a shiver, nodding an +affirmative. + +"Just before we left Eggert's, you know, he missed the volume. Nobody +had been in the house except you and me, and Wesson. Eggert knew me too +well to suspect that I would be guilty of such a theft, and yet he was +puzzled. Why, Marjorie, what is the matter with you?" + +My last expression was called forth by a strange look on the face of my +companion. She fell against me as if too weak to sit up, and yet her +eyes were open and not devoid of intelligence. + +"My darling!" I cried. "You are ill. Let us return at once." + +"No," she said, in a whisper. "It is only temporary. But please say +nothing more about the book. If anybody took it--ugh!--it must have been +by accident." + +"But, my dear," I explained, when she seemed more comfortable, "you must +let me tell you of a discovery I have made. I saw that book--" + +Rousing herself with difficulty Miss May looked me in the eyes like a +sleep-walker. + +"Don!" she said, vehemently. "Don! Sometimes you tell me you love me! +How can you then persist in this torture! I cannot bear to think of that +book, to hear it spoken of! You may call me foolish, and probably I am. +There are women who are afraid of snakes, lizards, rats; not one of +those creatures could disturb my nerves. But when I think of men that +live by crime, that rob and steal--and murder--it is as if the hands of +one of them was on my own throat!" + +Soothingly I promised to be careful in the future--sadly I spoke my +regrets at the pain I had caused her. I knew too well the vagaries of +ill-balanced nerves not to understand that they require no reason to set +themselves on edge. + +I bade the driver cut our ride short and we drove back to the hotel in +nearly perfect silence. + +But I could not help my thoughts. If Wesson had stolen that book, what +was there to show that he had not stolen my diamond, and those of +Marjorie and of Miss Howes? What could I think but, with his almost +exclusive opportunities on the steamer, he was the guilty man? I +recalled his offer to watch from our cabin, his assumption of the rôle +of a sleuth-hound--undoubtedly to deceive me. What was he doing at +Barbados unless to watch for another chance to ply his profession? + +The more attention I gave to the matter the clearer everything grew. + +Undoubtedly Wesson was, on general principles, much more than a match +for me in shrewdness, but when I started to do a thing I usually +accomplished it. + +I resolved that if he was the thief, I would trace his work home to him +and make him restore the fruits of his larceny. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +"YOU WERE IN MY ROOM." + + +Letters that came the next morning were hardly read, so interested was I +in my plan to entrap my sly fellow passenger. They were from Tom and +Statia Barton and from a club friend who had obtained my address from +Tom. Statia's had a tone of melancholy that she seemed trying to +conceal. Tom's was full of cheer, with wholesome advice about keeping +well now I had got into that condition. They had received my first +letters, mailed at St. Thomas, and congratulated me on escaping what +both persisted in calling the dangers of the sea. + +How to expose the knavery of Wesson--that was all I could think of +consecutively. I told Miss May that I would not dictate to her that +morning and she took the opportunity to drive down town, to do, as she +said, a little shopping. Wesson also took a carriage about the same time +and I heard him tell the clerk, Miss Byno, he would probably be gone +till noon at least. + +When they were both out of sight I began to haunt the vicinity of the +Boston man's room, which was on the same floor as mine, though much +further down the corridor. When no one was near I tried the door, in a +foolish hope that he might have left it unlocked, which, of course, he +had not done. + +If I could get ten minutes alone there I believed I should discover +something. At the same time I realized that I was running considerable +risk. Should I be discovered in the chamber of another man, rummaging +among his things, the fact that I suspected him of having robbed me +would be a poor excuse in the eyes of a magistrate. + +Still, anxious to convince myself, I was ready to dare even the danger +of arrest and punishment. It was a very dangerous proceeding, as I now +view it, and only to be justified by success. At the time, nothing could +have dissuaded me from my purpose. + +As I strolled back to my own room a chambermaid met me, with a bunch of +keys in her hand, and she went directly to Mr. Wesson's apartment. For +the next twenty minutes, she remained there, engaged in the customary +work of her profession, and then came out and began to turn the key in +the lock behind her. This was my time, if ever. Hastening to her side I +told her in low tones that I wished to play a little joke on my friend +who occupied the room and wanted her to leave the door unlocked for an +hour or so, or until I called her. To emphasize my desire I exhibited a +sovereign and put it into the hand which she held doubtfully toward me. + +"I only want to go in a little while," I repeated, trying to force a +laugh. "It will be all right. Don't say a word to any one." + +The woman looked at the coin, representing a month's wages to her, as if +to make sure it was genuine. It probably never entered her head that my +intention was other than the one I stated. It was not likely that a +gentleman of my cloth would have a felonious design or carry it out in +this manner. I had only to add that if it was discovered that the door +was unlocked I would take all the blame, and the woman slunk away +without a word. + +The first thing I noticed after entering and locking the door behind me +was the copy of "Our Rival, the Rascal," that had been stolen from the +Quarantine Station. It lay on a table and I took it up with interest. On +the fly leaf was written Eggert's name and address, proving conclusively +that it was the one I supposed. The baggage in the room consisted of a +steamer trunk and a "dress-suit case," both of which were locked. A +moment later I had tried both locks with keys from my pocket and +found--to my joy--that the one on the trunk yielded to the pressure. + +I felt awfully uncomfortable, to tell the truth, as I lifted the lid of +that trunk. I glanced at the door, wondering if some prying eye might be +at the key-hole. Getting a towel from the rack I covered the aperture. +The blinds at the window were shut, so there was no other place from +which I could be observed, if I except the high heaven above, and the +rectitude of my purpose justified me there, in my belief. + +Carefully I lifted the articles in the receptacle, one by one. They were +the ordinary things to be expected in the possession of a gentleman +travelling. I had nearly relinquished my search when a little packet +wrapped in brown paper, attracted my notice. Taking it up I pinched it +carefully for an instant, and then, becoming excited, untied the string. + +How my heart did beat! For there lay before my eyes the bracelet stolen +from Miss Howes, the earrings that Miss May had worn and the stud +purloined from my bag! Everything, in short, that we had lost, except +the little turquoise ring. + +I put that package in my pocket, shut and locked the trunk, and was +preparing to quit the room when I heard a turn at the handle of the +door. Who could be there, at that time of day? Was it possible Wesson +had given up his drive? or had the chambermaid returned with some +article needed? The fumbling continued for another minute and then a +distinct, though rather low knock followed. I call it low, for +subsequent judgment so deems it, but at the time it was as loud to my +ears as a pistol shot. Still I kept quiet, for there was nothing to be +gained by jumping from the frying pan into the fire. If it was Wesson I +fancied I had a card to play that would prevent his putting me to much +trouble. If it was any one else they would certainly leave when they +received no answer to their summons. + +The person outside renewed the knock two or three times and then moved +slowly away. As soon as the noise of his steps ceased I opened the door +cautiously and stepped out. It took several seconds before I could +remove the key from the inside and put it in the aperture toward the +hall. Before I could turn it, I was more than disgusted to see a face +peering around the nearest corner and taking in the whole proceeding. It +was the face of Robert Edgerly! + +"Well, well!" he said, coming toward me and leering in an exasperating +way. "I took the liberty of calling you a cur the last time we met, but +I didn't think--" + +He stopped and laughed provokingly. + +"It makes very little difference what you think," I retorted, white with +anger. "I can explain this to the only person interested, whenever he +chooses to inquire. As he seems to be a friend of yours, you may tell +him so, if you see him first, with my compliments." + +He strode toward me threateningly, his right hand wandering toward his +hip pocket. + +"Have a care!" he said. "You pretend to be a gentleman, and I find you a +sneak-thief. Give me another word and I will denounce you to the +proprietor of the hotel!" + +Perhaps he had a right to assume that air. I was not in a very +creditable position; but I did not think of this till afterward. He had +called me names, had threatened me with violence in the most +contemptuous manner. I sprang at his throat with my right hand extended +to grasp it and had I succeeded I fear his lease of life would have been +short. He was, however, too agile for me. Springing backward he drew a +revolver, and the sight of that steelly barrel with five cartridges +behind it stopped my headlong course like magic. + +"Not quite so fast as you were, eh!" he said, between his teeth. "You +know a little joker when you see one. Now, turn your face the other way, +put your hands to your side like a whipped boy, and march to the end of +the corridor. I will follow you; and when I feel sure you are not up to +some scurvy trick--of which I quite believe you capable--I will let you +crawl to your room and continue the wonderful genealogy of the idiots +from whom you sprung." + +I had thought rapidly since he first produced the weapon. I had no +anxiety to be murdered. He had the "drop" on me beyond question. My own +revolver was in the bottom of one of my trunks, not even loaded. +Discretion was the better part of valor then, if ever since the world +was made. Had he not uttered his closing sentence I would have submitted +to the humiliation he outlined. But I have a reverence for my ancestors +of the Camran race that amounts almost to worship. So far as I can learn +I am the only scion of the house who has lowered that distinguished +name. To have them dubbed "idiots" was more than I could bear, and I +would have died in their defense as cheerfully as any of the Alexanders +whose bones whitened the battle-fields of ancient days. + +With a curse I again threw myself upon Edgerly and so quickly that he +had no time to discharge his weapon. We had a fierce struggle on the +floor of the hall, which I soon saw was going against me. Physically I +was still, with my long illness behind me, no match for my adversary. He +was much the cooler of the two and I knew that he was merely waiting +till he could get one hand free from my clasp to turn that revolver +against my body. + +In fact, he had nearly succeeded in doing this. I saw a smile of +satisfaction creeping over his features and realized that nothing but a +miracle could save me. We had not made enough noise to attract attention +and no one happened to come along the corridor. The miracle arrived, +however, or I should in all probability not be writing these lines. I +heard a springing step behind me, saw a form bending over both of us +and a strong hand wrenching the pistol from Edgerly's grasp. Then a +voice that I recognized as that of Wesson said: + +"Come, gentlemen, this is carrying your disagreements a little too far." + +We rose to our feet, both pretty well winded. Then, to complicate the +situation still more, Miss May appeared in the hallway. She stopped +humming a light air, as she saw us, and turned deathly pale, as was her +habit when alarmed. + +"Hush! Say nothing," whispered Wesson, to both of us at once. "Not a +word, remember!" + +I thought it very wise of him and was more than willing to follow his +advice. But Edgerly was not so easily quieted. + +"I caught this fellow creeping out of your chamber," he said, without +mincing matters. "Yes," he added, as if he thought he might be +contradicted, "there is the key he used in the lock now." + +Wesson looked strangely at me. + +"I have no doubt Mr. Camwell can explain his conduct," he said, and +again I noticed the thoughtfulness he used, in referring to me by the +name I had registered at Cook's office. "If he will consent to accompany +me to my room for a few minutes I shall be glad to hear anything he has +to say." + +Edgerly sneered again. + +"Camwell!" he echoed. "Why, that isn't even his right name. It will do +to travel under, but when he signs checks he writes at the end the +words, 'Donald Camran.'" + +"How do you know that?" asked Wesson, in a startled way. "You are +making some grave charges." + +"He tells the truth," I interposed, anxious to end the scene. "The name +he gave is my right one. Why I used the other is a private matter. I +shall be glad to accede to your suggestion, Mr. Wesson, and hold an +interview with you in private." + +"If you and Miss Carney will excuse us, then--" said Wesson, +tentatively. + +"Miss Carney!" echoed Edgerly, with a laugh that made me half inclined +to try conclusions with him again, now that we were less unevenly +matched. "Miss Carney! Ha, ha!" + +Wesson was evidently watching us, prepared to interfere again, should it +be necessary. He managed to end the affair by a display of finesse, +asking Edgerly to meet him at two o'clock at the Sea View House, and +saying pleasantly to Miss May that he would keep me but a few minutes. I +saw the other two going in opposite directions before I followed the +Bostonian into his room, which seemed the only thing I could do after +what he had heard about me. + +"Well?" said Wesson, good naturedly, when he had closed the door and, at +my suggestion, locked it. "You were in my room? Yes. Do you care to tell +me why? I leave it entirely to you, Mr. Camran. If you choose to tell, +well and good. If not I shall be perfectly satisfied." + +His courtesy was complete and, knowing what I did, seemed to me well +advised. + +"Mr. Wesson," I said, "you have just saved me from a disagreeable and +possible dangerous situation. That man had a loaded revolver--I had +nothing. He is in the best of health; I, as you know, have recently +recovered from a long illness. Had you appeared two minutes later it is +no exaggeration to say you would probably have found a dead man on that +floor." + +"In that case I am glad I came when I did," he replied, affably. "What +was the row about?" + +I told him briefly of the previous encounter on the balcony at St. Croix +and the incentives to the present affair. + +"Strange!" he answered. "There doesn't seem much to found a murderous +attack on in those two things, does there? Had you never met him before +this trip?" + +"Never." + +"How did he know your right name?" + +I explained the exchange of my check for the cash he won of me in the +smoking room of the Madiana. + +A peculiar look came into Wesson's face. + +"That was about five weeks ago," he said, musingly. + +"About that." + +He covered his eyes with one hand a few moments as if in deep thought. +When he looked up he had regained the pleasant expression with which the +interview began. + +"Now, about your being in my room, Mr. Camran. Do you wish to say +anything in regard to that?" + +I took from my pocket the package I had found in his trunk and silently +held it up for his inspection. + +"You intend to retain those things, I presume," he said, with excessive +politeness. + +"With your permission," I answered, not to be outdone in courtesy by a +thief. + +"Certainly," he said. "And the bracelet, will you do me the favor to +find some way in which it may be returned to the owner?" + +What a cool rascal he was! I could not help admiring his _sang froid_, +the like of which I had never seen or heard of. + +"The shirt stud, I think is yours," he went on, affably, "and the +earrings belong to your cousin? Yes, that was my impression. Let me, if +I may be so bold, advise you to keep them under better surveillance in +the future. Now, that I may not be blamed by Miss Carney for keeping you +too long, let me say that if you have finished we will call this +interview at an end, except for one question. Do you intend to do +anything disagreeable about the matter?" + +Still as cool as an iceberg, as unruffled as a bank of pansies. + +"I shall do nothing," I answered. "The service you rendered a few +moments ago puts me under a great obligation. Rest assured, sir, you +have nothing to fear from me." + +He walked hospitably to the door and opened it. + +"You had best avoid another rupture with Mr. Edgerly," he said, in a +friendly tone. "He is quick tempered and, as you have well observed, you +are not strong enough to contend with him. As to pistols, he is a dead +shot. He can knock a penny off a wall at two hundred paces." + +I thanked him for his advice and went to find Miss May, whom I was not +surprised to discover in an excited state, and bathed in tears. + +"Oh," she cried, when she saw me, "let us return to New York as soon as +we can! You have had nothing but trouble ever since I have been with +you. Take me to America and end this unfortunate agreement of ours. I +knew you and that man would have trouble again. If the other one had not +appeared you would now be dead, and he--" + +Her sobbing broke out again, terrifically. All at once it occurred to me +that the news of the recovered jewels would partially comfort her. + +"Marjorie," I said, "Marjorie, my love! There is a silver lining to the +cloud to-day, a golden lining, a diamond lining. Yes," as she looked +intently at me through her tears, "I know where my stud is, and your +earrings, and Miss Howes'--" + +Instead of giving the joyful cry I expected my companion uttered a long +wail and lay limp in the arms I stretched out to catch her. + +I cursed my indiscretion and, laying her gently on a sofa, rang for +aid. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +TOO MUCH EXCITEMENT. + + +It seemed as if I never would learn that my companion could not bear +sudden surprises, or mysterious hints. Her delicate nature took alarm at +the least departure from the conventional. Before the arrival of the +servant I was tempted to imprint on her pale cheeks the kisses she had +always denied me, but a spark of manliness still left in my composition +prevented. + +Her swoon was but momentary. Before the slow bell boy could arrive she +had roused herself and begged me to admit no one, saying she would be +all right again in a few moments. Realizing that I had probably rung +already, she asked me to make some excuse to the servant when he arrived +and not to open the door wide enough for him to see her. When the boy +had come and gone I began my apologies in the most profuse way. + +"Do not excuse yourself, I beg," she answered. "I was very foolish. You +speak of being a convalescent, but you will begin to think I am the +invalid. I will try my best not to disturb you again." + +She was very sober and though she was able to sit upright I saw that her +strength was returning but slowly. She would not go down to lunch when +the bell rang, and I sent her up a little toast and tea, which she +barely touched. As the evening approached I asked if she felt able to +drive, but she said if I did not mind she would rather I would go alone, +and I complied with her suggestion. On my return two hours later, she +was up and about, with a little of the old color in her face. I +connected her improved state, in a certain way, with information that I +received later from Mr. Armstrong, that Edgerly had left the island on a +steamer bound directly for New York. Her anxiety lest he and I should +come again into collision was thus abated. In fact, I had never seen her +so bright at dinner as she was that day, her appetite good and her +manner actually vivacious. + +The next day being Sunday we went to a church not far from the hotel, +where I was struck as before by the devotional bearing of my companion. +Not being an Episcopalian, I have always considered it quite a feat to +know just when to kneel and to rise, to find the place in the prayer +book, to stand and sit at the right places. I watched Miss May +carefully, doing exactly as she did, though, I am afraid, the effort +detracted from the religious effect on my mind. When the affair was over +we walked back to the Marine and went over to the little Park, called +for some unknown reason "Hastings Rocks," the entrance of which is +guarded by a black Cerberus who demands a penny from each visitor. Here +we sat and looked out on the sea, and my mind reverted to Edgerly, now a +hundred miles or so to the north of us. + +If Wesson had only accompanied him, I thought, there would be nothing to +disturb the even tenor of my life. Why did he continue to remain at the +hotel? + +He could not hope to rob us again; and he must know that the promise I +had given him would not tie my tongue if any other guest of the house +should report that his valuables were missing. Perhaps he was waiting +now for some steamer bound to South America or Colon. I sincerely hoped +that, if this was so, the boat would arrive at an early date. + +Monday I rose very early, and in pursuance to an arrangement made the +previous night, took a carriage before breakfast with Miss May. We drove +in our bathing suits and bath robes to a beach about a mile up the road, +where we had a delicious bath in the surf. The sight of her again in +that attire aroused all the masculine forces in me and made me resolve +anew that I would win her for my life mate if there was any possibility +of so doing. A more exquisite shape it has never been my fortune to +meet, and I must confess I am not exactly an amateur at that business. +She seemed wholly oblivious of the effect her charms created, but +declared with bright eyes that there was no pleasure in the world half +as great as bathing in salt water of that temperature. + +After breakfast the typewriting machine was put in use again and that +day, urged on by Miss May's statement that she was just in the trim for +work, we accomplished what are catalogued as the fifth, sixth and +seventh chapters of the book you are reading. + +Marjorie was plainly interested to a high degree now in every word that +I gave her to write. The tale of the excited night I passed after first +meeting her, my half-formed resolves to give up the plan of taking a +companion on my voyage, the celerity with which I changed my mind the +following morning, upon awakening, the reception of the next letter she +sent me, with my comments thereon, kept her as entertained as if the +story had indeed been fiction. She laughed a little when I admitted +starting the letter in reply beginning "My Darling, I cannot breathe +until once more I am in your loved presence," and paused to remark that +she had never known a man so excitable and uncontrollable. My meeting +with Statia on Broadway seemed to affect her strongly. All her +sympathies were evidently with that young lady, for she shook her head +and uttered several sighs as I told how we parted after her withdrawal +of the invitation to call at her house. + +Then came the chapter in which my amanuensis had said at last, "I am +going, of course," with the stipulations she had made, her cheeks +blushing, as to the conduct she would demand from me. Marjorie smiled +again at the letter I wrote to Alice Brazier, in which I tried to +describe my "secretary," and the dream I had that night, but she grew as +sober as possible when I read the second letter from Miss Brazier, +adjuring me to treat my fellow voyager with courtesy and honor. The +solemn resolutions I made to comply with this request pleased her, as +did the story of Tom Barton's visit to my rooms and his plan for a +_modus vivendi_ between Statia and me. Then she had to copy, at my +dictation, her own long letter explaining why, if she was to travel as +my relation, more money than I had given her would be required. + +At the end she commented aloud on what she called the mercenary tone of +that note. + +"You had a good many doubts of me, first and last," she added. + +"First only," I reply, "not last. I'd like to know what could make me +doubt you now." + +The chapter ended (the ninth chapter) with the sentence before the one +that now closes it and Miss May rose from her long task with a sigh of +relief. + +Tuesday, both of us being still in excellent trim, the dictation was +resumed. That day she finished the tenth, eleventh and twelfth chapters, +smiling at the right places and looking pensive when there was occasion. +Once she interpolated, "I like that Tom Barton--he is made of true +metal," which naturally pleased me. The nervous wait I had at her rooms +made her shake her head in a way that meant much, and the excessive joy +with which I greeted her when she did come sobered her considerably. + +"Have you not drawn the long bow a little here?" she asked, pausing. +"You need not think it necessary to stretch your sensations just because +the object of them happens to be their recorder." + +"If anything I have understated them," I replied, "Language is wholly +inadequate to describe the constant anxiety I felt till you were +actually on board the Madiana. But proceed. If I get on that strain I +shall never be able to finish." + +My account of our shopping, with our subsequent visit to the restaurant, +made her remark that I was a close observer. She said there was not a +thought in her head that I had not photographed. + +"Who but a born novelist," she said, "would have deemed it worth while +to tell that I objected to having the door of our little dining-room +locked?" + +"It is merely to show the reader another proof of your excessively +proper conduct," I replied, "and give him an opportunity to appreciate +your true character." + +"You have mistaken your vocation, after all," she said. "You would make +a splendid detective. Not even the smallest thing escapes you. You make +me think of a hunter on a trail. A broken twig, a nearly indiscernible +print on the moss, a leaf brushed aside, show you where the creature has +passed." + +"The only wild creatures I have ever hunted were 'dears,'" I answered, +laughing. "Don't you think such earnestness in the chase deserves its +full reward?" + +"The reward is all very well for the hunter," she said, solemnly, "but +for the deer there is only the bullet and the knife." + +She had cornered me there. Instead of trying to straighten out the +muddle I went on with my work. Miss May was plainly affected when I told +of the remorse I had felt for my ill-spent life, after reading the note +she had left on the typewriting machine at her first visit to my rooms. +The concluding paragraph of the tenth chapter, as it now appears, had +not been written then. + +Wednesday we did but one chapter--the eleventh. I noticed that my +companion appeared fatigued when it was finished and I refused to let +her continue. She was intensely surprised when I identified Miss Howes. +I detected a repellant shrug of the shoulders as she realized the kind +of woman who had occupied the stateroom with her during her voyage from +New York to St. Thomas. She showed great interest when I described my +fellow passengers at table, and grew white when I came to the point of +the larceny of her earrings. Fearing that I would excite some +unpleasant memory I made no comment whatever on the occurrence beyond +what was in the MS. she was writing. + +She wanted very much to continue her work, but I would not listen. She +was too evidently ill. There is a limit to what even the best natured +amanuensis can perform with impunity. + +When we went on, the next day, I tried to give out my dictation in a +slower manner, to conserve Marjorie's force, but it was a difficult +thing to do. Her speed was naturally great and I had got into the habit +of speaking in much my ordinary manner. She told me twenty times that I +might dictate more rapidly, and her fingers flew over the keys at a +speed that astonished me. All she would consent to do was to let me +order a glass of wine, from which she sipped occasionally. She declared +that my "novel" was so diverting that she was anxious to get as far +along as possible. + +The description of my games of cards with Edgerly caused her to have +frequent recourse to the wine, but the meeting with Eggert and his +family came to relieve the strain. She grew uneasy again when I told of +sitting by her bed and bathing her forehead; and reddened like a peony +when I remarked how lovely she appeared in her bathing costume that +morning we took our first bath on the beach of the Quarantine Station. + +"Must you put in such things as that?" she asked, pleadingly. "I think +it spoils what was getting to be a very entertaining story." + +"I can leave out nothing," I answered. "Really, Marjorie, you cannot +conceive how rapturously beautiful--" + +She shivered as if a cold wind had blown on her. + +"Are you dictating?" she asked. "I think we had best keep to the text." + +"Then do not attempt to go outside your path and province," I said. +"Once more, this is my story, not yours, remember. Here is something +that will interest you." + +I gave her the concluding paragraph of that chapter--the one recording +the sudden and unexpected appearance of Mr. Wesson. + +She went on very quietly after that, though the frequent allusions to my +growing affection disturbed her visibly. + +Every evening after our work we went for a drive. On most of these +occasions we met somewhere on the road a blue-eyed man and a brown-eyed +woman, riding in a cart, drawn by two horses, hitched tandem. I often +wonder what has become of them; whether they have decided to go through +the world tandem--one in front of the other--or side by side, as I used +to see them there. Sometimes they rode bicycles, which they handled +equally well. When the darkness settled their lamps were lit, according +to the local laws, and the lanterns looked like fireflies as they spun +along the hard roads. Perhaps that is what Froude saw which made him say +in his book that there are fireflies in Barbados--who can tell? The +woman was rather handsome, with a well rounded form, and a mouth made +for kisses, though she assured me once that none had ever rested there. +If true, it is a sad case of luscious fruit going to waste on a tree +well worth climbing. + +With the exception of the following Sunday we worked every day. Miss May +was getting more and more used to hearing her every act recorded and +made few interruptions. I warned her when I came to the episode of the +book on criminology and she steadied her nerves and went through it like +a heroine. She did demur a little--hesitating and flashing an appealing +look at me--when I came to her admission that she wanted to kiss me +quite as much as I wished her to do so, and she breathed heavily when I +told what had caused me to decide that, even if permitted, I must refuse +the boon. When I reached the place where I had to admit reading the +letter she wrote to her friend Helen she stopped short and we looked for +some seconds at each other. + +"That is the only really dishonorable thing I have known of you," she +said, reproachfully. + +"I do not defend it," was my reply; "but I would not give up the +happiness it caused me for all the world." + +"You surely cannot remember that letter, word for word!" + +"I believe I can give it literally." + +"If you have any doubt, I will get the original for you," she said. +"When I came to read it over I thought it wiser not to send it. I wrote +another in its stead and kept the one you saw--as a warning for the +future." + +She arose, went to her bedroom, procured the letter, and brought it to +me. + +"But it came from your heart, my love," I said, bending toward her. +"That is what gives it value. And all this time you have been pretending +that my slightest sentiment of affection must be repelled. Have you +forgotten our compact, dear one? We were only to lie to outsiders, never +to each other. Marjorie, once more, listen to me. I love you! I want you +for my wife. Here, with this confession before us, need we go on longer +without a definite understanding? Why not say that little word that will +make me the happiest man who breathes?" + +I had not uttered all this without many attempts on her part to stop the +flow of words. When I finished she turned her chair directly toward me +and spoke with firmness, though her face was as white as I had ever seen +it. + +"Mr. Camran, you are taking an unfair advantage. Having violated the +privacy of my room and read the letter I wrote to an intimate friend, +you now seek to make that act the basis for renewing a suit I have told +you more than once cannot succeed. Ah, no! There are reasons stronger +than I care to make known why I cannot be your wife. I beg you do not +give me the pain of compelling me to say this again. I will repeat, if +you desire, the words I wrote to my friend: 'It is all I can do to +prevent myself falling head over ears in love with this man.' + +"Yes," she continued, "that was true--that is true. It is all I can do; +but I can do it, I have done it, I shall continue to do it! Mr. Camran, +I esteem you beyond the power of language to express. Your kindness, +your consideration, your generosity have affected me wonderfully. Some +day you will know to what extent. But there can be no relation between +us nearer than the one we now occupy. Never, never, never!" + +She had covered every point, but like suitors the world over I would not +believe her. + +"Answer me a few questions," I said. "Yes, in justice to my proposal, +which I cannot but feel does honor to both of us. Do you mean to say +that your final declination of my offer is based on the fact that I read +your private correspondence?" + +"No, it would have been the same without that," she answered. "Let me +add that I forgive you freely for what you did in that respect." + +"Is it because--I want to understand perfectly--you think it +dishonorable to wed a man richer than you, whose acquaintance you made +in an unusual way?" + +She shook her head in negation. + +"Is there, then, anything that you have heard, or suspect, against my +reputation?" + +Again she shook her head decidedly. + +I took up her letter and read: + + If I were of his social grade--if I could have retained the position + in which I was born, he would be my ideal. Such thoughts, alas! are + not for your poor friend, Marjorie. + +"Those words mean something," I said, earnestly. + +Tears came into her eyes. + +"Mr. Camran, do you think it is fair to press me like this?" she asked, +with a sob. + +"There is an adage," I replied, "that all is fair in love. To give you +up means to shatter my existence. I have been a reckless boy. With you +as my wife I would make a worthy man--worthy of you, of myself, of the +noble line from which I sprung. I fear, and I say it deliberately, that +if I lose you I shall sink again into the depths from which I have +escaped." + +"All that," she said, gently, "you said when your friend Statia gave you +the same answer I am compelled to give now." + +"It is jealousy!" I exclaimed, excitedly. "You are angry because I asked +her, before I had even seen you! Very well. But, understand what you are +doing! I cannot go through the agony I suffered a year ago." + +She sprang up, as if to ward off an impending danger, and came so near +that her face was within six inches of mine. + +I looked her squarely in the eyes. + +"You cannot fascinate me in that way!" I cried, bitterly. "You have +ruined a man who has taken you from poverty and given you for two +months, at least, the life of a lady. Don't put your hands on me!" as +she attempted to touch my shoulder. "I have finished with you. Take the +advance payment you have had and go to your home, if you have one. But, +remember, by your own agreement, the clothes in which you stand belong +to me. Take them off before you leave this room, give them up, or I will +strip them from you by force!" + +I do not know that I am quoting my exact words, but I am sure this was +the sentiment that, in my rage, I expressed. At the moment I hated the +woman more than I had loved her a few minutes before. + +"You shall have them, every one," answered Miss May, without the least +trace of excitement. "I will go immediately to the village and buy just +enough articles of dress to make me fit to take passage to America. All +I had from you shall be packed in the trunks you bought and left +behind." + +"And the jewelry," I added, still blind with my disappointment, for she +had received and was wearing it again. "Take those rings from your +hands, those diamonds from your ears. They are mine, remember. That was +our agreement. I broke into Wesson's trunk and reclaimed them. They are +mine!" + +At the mention of Wesson she paled even more than before, but complied +with my request, laying the articles on the table before me, one by one. + +"Good-by," she said, softly, going toward the door that led to her +chamber. + +Like an avalanche the horror of what I was doing swept over me. I rose, +clutched wildly at the air, and fell, not unconscious, but with a +deathly nausea. The next moment a woman's form was kneeling by my side +and my head was raised to the support of a woman's arm. + +"Forgive me--oh! forgive me!" was murmured convulsively in my ear. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +A WEDDING RING. + + +For the next week I was a very sick man. I remember almost nothing of +what happened, except that I was in bed and that Miss May was nursing me +with all the care a mother gives an infant. Yes, I remember another +thing--that Mr. Wesson came several times to my bedside and conversed in +low tones with my companion and with a physician whom somebody had +summoned. I was too weak to think much about it, or I should certainly +have objected to his presence, but I knew in a dim way that he was +there. + +Afterwards I began slowly to regain my memory and my strength. My first +attempts to engage in conversation were discouraged. Mr. Pomeroy, the +proprietor of the house, came in and said sympathetically that if I +wanted to get on my feet soon I must be very quiet. "Eddie" Armstrong, +the manager, whom I had grown to like immensely, said the same thing. I +obeyed their injunctions for several days more; but one morning I awoke +so strong in heart that I announced my purpose of rising, though all the +doctors in Christendom--or even in Barbados--forbade it. + +Miss May hesitatingly brought my bath wrap and assisted me to sit up in +bed. One movement upon my feet, however, had more effect than all her +persuasions. I must wait a little longer. She propped me up and gave me +a strengthening drink that was waiting upon a table. Then she sat by my +side and, at my request, read extracts from some newspapers that she had +obtained in the reading room below. + +The news was all about a possible war with Spain, on account of the +blowing up of the warship "Maine," in Havana Harbor. I grew indignant at +the hot-heads in my country who were willing to plunge two nations in +the horrors of war without waiting to see if a catastrophe could be +honorably averted. When the reading was finished I lay passive for a +long time and then my thoughts reverted to the scene that preceded my +illness. + +"I am very, very sorry!" I murmured, drawing Marjorie toward me by the +hand which she allowed to rest in mine. + +"Sorry? For what?" + +"My cruelty to you." + +She bade me think no more of what had passed, declaring that the blame, +if any, was her own, and that, at least, I must not talk about it for +the present. Her manner soothed me more than words and I lay very still, +fondling the hand I held and occasionally murmuring grateful +expressions. They came to me gradually--all the hateful things I had +said and done; and I contrasted them, to my discredit, with the +thoughtful care she was giving me. + +The love that had vanished during my anger returned ten-fold. + +The doctor came and looked wise. I would be able to sit up in a day or +two, he said. Good nursing was what I most required now; as if I didn't +know that as well as he! And I had the best nurse in the world--the one +I wanted above all others. Could I only be assured I never would lose +her! + +On the third day I refused to heed longer the advice not to talk. I had +too much to say that I wanted Marjorie to hear. + +"If you really wish me to be quiet," I said, "you can stop me very +easily. Tell me you will be my wife when we return to New York. Only say +'yes' and I will not speak another word." + +She leaned over the bed, pushing my hair back gently with her soft white +hand. + +"Only that one word, Marjorie; only that one! And then we will both be +still." + +"When--we return--to New York," she answered, slowly, with a pause +between the syllables, "I have--something--of great importance to--tell +you. If--after that--you persist in your question--I--I--" + +"That is enough," was my joyful reply. "You will leave it to me? Dear +girl, I ask no more. God bless and keep you!" + +I fell asleep early that evening and did not waken once till the sun had +risen. Then the medicine she had given me showed its efficacious power. +I was quite able to rise and even to take my breakfast at the table in +the sitting-room with her. Once started on the road to recovery each +hour showed a rapid gain. In another day I was taken for a short drive. +The next I remained dressed from morning till night, though I reclined +part of the time on a sofa. + +And I could think of nothing but returning to the United States. The +sooner the better now, when the wish of my life was to be granted there. + +Marjorie showed herself a woman of wonderful capacity in more ways than +one. She arranged with the Colonial Bank officials to have a draft all +ready for me to sign when I drove up one day for money, thus saving what +must have proved a weary wait. She bought new steamer chairs, the others +having been left carelessly on the Pretoria. She paid the hotel bill and +made all arrangements for our departure, having taken pains to learn +which steamer would take us away the soonest. We were to go on a Royal +Mail boat, "the Don," (happy omen!) to Jamaica, being sure of plenty of +American steamers from that point. + +On the day we were to depart I was nearly as strong as ever. Bidding +farewell with some regrets to all the guests I knew, to the proprietor, +the manager, Miss Byno and the brown-eyed bicyclist, I entered the +carriage with really a light heart. + +I was going again on a voyage with Marjorie; going, though the route +might be slightly circuitous, to a land where she and I were to be +indissolubly united. Is it any wonder I was happy? + +The crowd of boatmen that assailed us at the water's edge nearly carried +me off my feet. Money is too scarce in Barbados to make the possible +gain of a dollar a light matter. One of the men caught me, however, by +the name of his craft, which he repeated loudly. "Here yo' is, Massa; de +Marjorie, dat's yo' boat, Massa!" I engaged him on the spot and a black +patrolman scattered the horde of disappointed applicants. Our baggage +and ourselves filled the little boat, but we knew we were safe. Off we +started for the big black steamer, near which I could discern the +American man-of-war "Cincinnati," bringing a leap of patriotic blood to +my heart. + +Home? We were almost at home now, with the stars and stripes floating so +near us! + +The "Don" and the "Marjorie." What could be more propitious? + +"I hope you won't scold me, Don," said Marjorie, in a low voice, "but I +have taken a liberty that perhaps I should have spoken about +beforehand." + +"Take any liberty you like, sweetheart," I answered. "I am yours now, to +do what you please with." + +She drew off one of her gloves and advancing a hand asked me to inspect +it. After doing so for a minute I told her I saw nothing except the +dearest hand in the world; upon which I took it up and kissed it. + +"Don't you notice that I am wearing another ring?" she said, flushing. + +She certainly was: A gold ring at that and a plain one. It was on her +wedding finger, too. + +My first thought was that she had summoned a minister and married me +during my illness. This was too good to be true and I at once dismissed +it. + +"You are not yet quite well," she explained, demurely, "and I shall have +to be in your cabin frequently. I thought it best to avoid attracting +notice, and as I had that ring of my mother's--I just--put it on." + +How sweet it was of her; how confiding! + +"But our names on the passenger list?" I said. + +"That is all arranged. We are Mr. and Mrs. Camwell." + +It was bliss enough for one day. Nothing but the purest thoughts +regarding her could enter my head now. She was to be my wife! + +The next morning she arranged a pleasant way to pass the time. Our cabin +was very large and roomy, and she said she could go on with my "novel" +quite as well there as on shore. She made me recline on my berth, which +had no other above it, and dictation was therefore done entirely at my +ease. It was undoubtedly better for me to keep my mind actively +employed, and the task to which I set myself was a most agreeable one. +My darling recorded the lines I gave her, with rapidity, and made very +few audible comments that day, although it was evident from the +tell-tale expression of her mobile countenance that she was keenly alive +to each situation I detailed. The lines that seemed to affect her most +were those wherein I confessed the depth, the sincerity and the purity +of the love that had sprung up in my heart. + +She could not complain that I was misrepresenting her own part in these +affairs, for I thought no alteration could improve a straightforward +statement of the real facts as they appeared to me. She winced a +little--I thought more about that afterwards--when I referred to seeing +Wesson in my stateroom on the Pretoria and again when I spoke of meeting +him in close converse with Edgerly in Barbados. + +The nearest she came to a full stop was when I related the reasons I had +for believing Wesson stole the book from Eggert and was more than likely +the thief who had taken the jewels, but after a second her fingers flew +over the keys as usual. + +The waters through which we were passing were smooth as any millpond. I +have never seen so calm a sea, and my tranquil mind sorted with it +perfectly. There was nothing that could add to my happiness. I believed +each revolution of the steamer's screw brought me nearer the goal of my +ambition, the possession of my lovely companion as my true and lawful +bride. In the meantime I was producing what I had no doubt would give me +a successful embarkation on the sea of literary fame, a voyage I had +long aspired to take. + +During the three days the "Don" occupied in going from Greytown to +Kingston we accomplished much. Marjorie gasped several times when I came +to the chapter that detailed my entrance into Wesson's room and my +success in finding the packet containing the missing diamonds. As I told +of my interview with the rascal she grew as pale as chalk, but she did +not entirely stop her writing. At last we came to the time when the +"novel" itself was begun and she brightened enough to say that we were +walking now in our own tracks. But, at the bald revelation of the things +I had said to her when I lost my temper, and demanded back the very +clothes she wore, she protested. + +"You are unjust to yourself to put that literally in your story," she +said, pleadingly. "Your readers will never feel the extent of your +provocation. It makes you appear a very detestable character." + +"It must go in--exactly as it happened," I answered. "I had no valid +excuse for the contemptible things I did. The public will consider it +all a piece of fiction. I think it necessary to show the extent to which +I lost my reason when I believed I had lost you. It is much safer in a +novel to abuse the 'hero' than the 'heroine.'" + +Seeing that nothing would move me she went on as I dictated and when the +boat was due to arrive at Jamaica the next day we had reached the very +words you are now reading. I had apparently recovered my strength +entirely. That night I slept as soundly as if I had never known illness +or mental trouble. In the morning we went early upon deck to see the +entrance to the Harbor and had a pleasant talk with Captain Tindall, one +of those affable and handsome men that England produces in such numbers +and assigns to this duty all over the world. + +Inquiry had convinced me that there was but one suitable place to stay +at in Kingston--the Myrtle Bank Hotel--and the result proved the wisdom +of my choice. While open to some slight criticism--as what hotel is +not?--it was on the whole a delightful home to us during our brief stay. +There being no more work to do at present I occupied the hours in talks, +walks and drives with Marjorie, happy as the butterflies among the roses +in the pretty park which separates the hotel from the shore. + +We went one day to visit a camp of soldiers in the suburbs, on another +to the Constant Spring Hotel, situated six miles from town in a mountain +nook, to Castleton Gardens and Hope Gardens, beautiful for situation and +high culture, with lovely roads leading to each. Again, we took the +train to Spanish Town and drove to Bog Walk, as pretty a bit of scenery +as one could desire. And later we passed several days at Mandeville, +some fifty miles or so away, a village perched among the hills 2100 feet +above the sea, where the scent of coffee flowers and orange blossoms +fairly filled the delicious air and the thermometer recorded a degree of +heat more grateful than that to be found in the lowlands. I noted the +mercury at 70 when I went to bed, at 60 when I rose, and at 75 when the +sun was in the zenith. I really do not know another spot more charming +in any land, in March or April. + +Besides this we visited Montpelier, Montego Bay and Port Antonio, seeing +at the latter place a steamer of the Boston Fruit Company setting sail +for the Hub with an immense cargo of bananas and oranges. The country +thereabout is one field of those fruits, combined with the stately +cocoanut palms, while a short distance away tobacco is grown that rivals +the famed product of unhappy Cuba. On the 28th we bade farewell to the +island, with genuine regret on my part at least, and took the little +"Beta" of the Halifax line for Bermuda. + +Before we left Kingston a batch of letters was received, some for each +of us, and I did not attempt to annoy Marjorie this time by prying into +her correspondence. My confidence in her was now at its highest point. +She did not write any answers, nor did I, as we were so soon to reach +home. After three days in Bermuda we started for America. I saw that, +for some reason, she wanted to return, and with the hope that filled my +breast I had no wish to prolong our absence. + +It was agreed that we would have to separate when we touched land, she +to go to her old lodgings and I to mine, but I stipulated that we were +to meet again within a very few days and that she was to write me when +to expect her. As I saw her enter her carriage, with her baggage +strapped behind, I held myself well in hand, though the wish to embrace +her at parting nearly overpowered me. + +"You will write as soon as possible?" I said, interrogatively. + +"Yes," she answered. "I will write; and then, if you still insist, I +will come to you." + +If I still insisted! I did not believe as I saw her wheels disappear in +the street that anything could change the resolutions I held so dear! + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +THE BRUTAL TRUTH. + + +Three days passed--three awfully slow days, though I visited Harvey Hume +and Tom Barton, spent every evening at the theatre, and loafed away many +hours at the club, where the boys made me tell them of the islands I had +visited and asked my opinion over and over, (as if it amounted to +anything) in relation to the probability of a war between the United +States and Spain. I refused to enlighten Harvey at the time in reference +to his question whether I had not been quite as happy "without my +secretary" as if I had taken one. I said I would have something to tell +him one of these days and that he must be content until that time came. +Tom was the same dear fellow as of yore, but Statia, who came in to +welcome me, was as sphynx-like as on the eve of my departure. + +I also had to run in a moment on my Uncle Dugald, who gave me his hand +in his old, impassive manner, and expressed the opinion that I looked +better, on the whole, than when I went away. A brief call on Dr. +Chambers completed my list. I thought that excellent gentleman looked a +trifle disappointed when I called his attention to my improved physique +and said I was as well as I had ever been in my life. I have no wish to +do him an injustice, for it was certainly a feather in his cap when he +raised me out of the Slough of Despond and made me fit to travel at +all; but it is only natural if professional men are not filled with +special delight at announcements that their services are no longer +required. + +On the third evening there came a packet from Miss May--at last! an +awfully big packet, which set me to wondering what it could possibly +contain. I thought as I received it from the messenger that it would +have answered for a presidential message to Congress on the Cuban +situation, with all the correspondence that had passed between the +United States and Spain since the blowing up of the warship. It may be +believed I lost no time in tearing open the paper that encircled the +missives. Inside I found a small envelope marked "Open first," and a +larger one inscribed, "Read this only after you have read the other +carefully." All this was so deliberate and so much like a deep plan that +I was far from my ease when I complied with the request and cut the +smaller envelope. And the reader may well believe that my sensations +were not of a very enviable nature when I read these lines: + + My Dear Mr. Camran: I know no easy way to break the truth I am + obliged to send. If you have any doubt of being able to bear a shock + without medical attendance do not read what I have placed in the + other envelope until you have summoned your physician. I fear it + will not be pleasant reading, but you must have the truth. At least, + I must keep my promise now of lying only to others and not to you. + + With this warning, I subscribe myself, for the last time, + + Yours, + + M.M. + April 8th, 1898. + +I was surprised at the calmness with which I saw all my hopes blown to +the winds in a single paragraph. Curiosity was the most pronounced +feeling in my mind at the moment. I took a long breath, steadied my +nerves for an instant, and then opened the larger envelope. There were +typewriter sheets, twelve in number, done, apparently, on a Remington +machine. And this is what I read: + + * * * * * + +Prepare yourself to hear the worst about me, my dear friend, for your +imagination could hardly make me out a greater scamp than I am. Know +then, to begin with, your companion in the Caribbean was a well-known +criminal, whose entire trip with you was planned for the purpose of +fraud. If she failed to accomplish that end you must ascribe it to a +weak yielding to sentimental considerations, of which she should--from a +professional standpoint--be heartily ashamed. + +If you have survived this statement, read on, and I will be more +explicit. I am what is known to the police as a "confidence woman." My +usual game is to beguile persons of the opposite sex into "falling in +love" with me and then fleece them out of as large a sum as I can do +with safety to myself. I may add, without egotism, that I have been +fairly successful in this, my chosen field. If you care to get another +copy of that book I stopped you from reading at St. Thomas, "Our Rival, +the Rascal," you will find on one of its pages a fairly accurate +portrait of your humble servant, though the name affixed is not by any +means the one I thought it wise to give you. + +One of my favorite methods of making the acquaintance of probable +victims is through the advertising columns of newspapers. I have found +no better medium for the purpose than the "Personals" in the New York +Herald; it is generally to be supposed that a masculine individual who +will use that column or reply to anything contained therein is good game +for my purpose. + +Naturally my attention was attracted to your announcement that you +wanted a typewritist to accompany you to the West Indies for the winter. +I wrote as modest and taking an answer as I knew how and the fact that +it proved most attractive to you out of a hundred you received justified +my judgment. The next thing was to hold you fast, when you came to see +me, and here again I flatter myself that I evinced the right sort of +talent. I sized you up at the start for what you were--a good-natured, +easily-led gentleman of means, who would answer very well for my +purpose. + +Now, see how I proceeded: To have accepted your offer at once would have +been to awaken your suspicions. I knew better than that, and I played +what is technically known as a waiting game. As I look back on our +primary interviews and correspondence I do not see a wrong step on my +part. I wrote you that I could be seen "only between the hours of two +and four," to give you the impression that I was no ordinary girl who +would go anywhere, or with any one, and whom you could lead with a +thread. + +You were to come at my hours; I knew you would like that. You came, but +it was I who saw and conquered. You told me at once that you had +engaged berths for two on the Madiana. This showed that you were not +likely to back out, but I did not take your word alone. I had a friend +verifying your statement at Cook's office within an hour after you left +my room. + +Had I told you that I would go, that afternoon, you would have had a +chance to think it over and perhaps to change your mind. It is the +fleeing bird that attracts the attention of the hunter. You gave me the +name of "David Camwell, Lambs Club," which before I slept that night I +had turned into Donald Camran, from a list of members which I was easily +able to procure. I learned that Donald Camran was rich; that he was +considered erratic; that he answered your description in personal +appearance; and that he had been, as you said, recently ill. + +The next time you adopt a false name do not use your own initials. +Nine-tenths of the people who do this slip up on that banana peel. + +When you left my room, that first afternoon, I was as certain you would +return as that the sun would rise on the following day. The chapters of +the "novel" you afterwards dictated to me prove how entirely accurate I +was in my estimates. I take much pride, also, in the second letter I +sent you, for I covered my "fly" with attractive colors to dazzle your +eye and meet every point likely to arise in your mind. My card was to +convince you that I was the very proper young lady I professed to be. To +do this without acting the silly prude was a task fit only for such +thoroughly trained hands as mine. Next I spoke of the matter of +compensation, to convince you that I was really a working girl and not a +mere adventurer. You had plenty of means and the price of my weekly +stipend was not likely to alarm you. + +As it would really be necessary for me to have considerable money to +make a suitable appearance I gently hinted something in relation to that +matter, leaving it, however, to your own judgment what should be done. I +believe I may claim that in the composition of that letter I showed +decided talent. At any rate it accomplished its purpose. + +When your answer came I knew that I was going. I would not have paid +five dollars to be assured of that. But when you returned to me I still +had to pretend a little doubt--not too much, that would have spoiled +everything. I left it to you to say whether, after all, you really +wanted me to take the journey, doing it in a way that alarmed your fears +lest you were going to lose me. I had to keep "the scent warm," as the +saying is. The rushing way in which you bought my trunks and sent me the +first installment of cash would have removed my doubts, had any +remained. + +I then thought I might as well get clothed while I was about it and sent +the third letter, which we may call "Exhibit C." In that I appealed to +the chivalrous part of your nature, arousing your sympathies, and yet +without putting myself for one instant in the rôle of a mendicant. + +"If I am to go I am unwilling to disgrace you"--that was all there was +to it. + +Again I was justified by the result. You came as soon as I would let +you--I had "gone out of town over New Years," you remember, and you +showered another lot of bankbills on my head. + +Now here is just where a less experienced person would have made her +mistake. Seeing how easily you could be induced to disgorge, she would +have hinted at expenditures that would have caused a revolt even in your +generous brain. I came late on purpose that Tuesday morning (I had only +been a couple of blocks away) in order to work up the fever that I knew +was latent in you. I suggested that you go to the shops, knowing that +you would grasp at the chance to occupy so close a position to me as the +cab would afford. At Altman's I pretended to be shocked at some of the +prices, so that you would pronounce them the extremity of cheapness. +(How could you do anything else?) And I hinted bashfully at the question +of jewelry, knowing that you would send me all I could reasonably +expect, as you did the next day. + +Then I went to dine with you in a private room, primarily because I was +nearly starved to death, secondarily because I knew it would fasten you +to me the closer. I put on that awful blue veil to give you the +impression that I had never done such a thing before, when as a matter +of fact the waiter who served us knows my face as well as he does his +mother's, if he has one. He knew enough to conceal that fact, however, +as I am certain, from previous experience, every waiter in that house +would have done. + +Now we come to one of the fine points. You did not forget to mention in +your description of that evening how I refused to have the door of our +_cabinet particulaire_ locked, which you were kind enough to ascribe to +maidenly modesty on my part. The fact is, ever since I was imprisoned +three years ago for two months, awaiting trial for one of my schemes +that went awry, the thought of a turned key on any room I occupy drives +me into fits. In that at least I was honest. The scare you gave me in +proposing to lock that door took away my appetite to such an extent that +I ate, as you have recorded, very sparingly of the excellent dinner. + +You may remember that I showed similar trepidation at St. Thomas, when +you suggested that Mr. Eggert might lock the door of my bedroom. It was +enough like a jail with the high fence around the grounds, and I never +felt quite easy till we had left the place. I really did not take one +good breath there, so vivid is my recollection of the horrible days when +high walls and locked doors meant imprisonment. + +I don't suppose I shall explain everything you will wish to know, but I +shall do my best. The next thing that occurs to me is that I refused to +allow you to register my name on the Madiana's passenger list as "Miss +May." As this was merely a _nom de guerre_ you will wonder why I +objected to its going into print. The fact is that my husband--yes, I am +married, and by a minister of the church, too--did not like to have me +take that journey without going with me on the boat, while I was sure it +was much better for him to remain away. He has no jealousy, as you will +immediately imagine--he knows me too well to be guilty of such a +senseless thing. I love him with all my soul; and I can take care of +myself, if it comes to that, against the persuasions or the force of any +living man. + +He merely wanted to be with me, just as you would want to be with your +wife, if you had one and loved her. I knew he was not always a safe +companion in a game of this kind, that he had a quick temper and was +lacking in judgment in any case where I was concerned; and I told him +plainly that this was my affair, that I should manage it alone, if at +all, and I should not tell him where you and I were going. + +As he knew your name, having made the inquiries at your club, he would +have a double chance to discover us if he saw mine anywhere in print, +and "Miss May" was a title he knew I had once before assumed. So I got +you to change it to "Carney" in hopes to throw him off the track. He +proved too shrewd for me, however, as you will agree when I mention that +he travelled on the steamer with us under the name of "Edgerly." + +I may as well tell you at this point that the "cruel employer" to whom I +alluded so often was a creature of my imagination, and that all the +typewriting I have ever done has been for my own profit and amusement in +schemes like the present one. + +If you had recorded me as "Miss Camwell" I meant to work another racket +on you. I expected to institute a suit for breach of promise on my +return, not one to be taken to court, but only to use as a lever to pry +a few thousands out of your pocket; I would have done this if you had +not, contrary to all precedent, made me an honorable offer of your hand, +which spoiled my plan in an unforeseen manner. It was with this in view +that I went to your rooms several times before we sailed. It is always +handy to have evidence ready in a case of this kind and hallboys are +excellent witnesses if wanted. + +Don't you think I am a lovely girl, now? And aren't you sorry I am not +free to wed. What a charming wife I would make for a man like you! + +Well, to resume, I played what I thought a good card by saying that I +should only accept the things you paid for as "the costuming of my part" +and return them to you when the show was over. It didn't cost anything +to say that and I knew you never would accept them. The little screed +that I left on the typewriter at your room was not a bad stroke, either. +I flatter myself it was a fair piece of English composition, and +although it contained not a word of truth, it answered just as well. It +made you think of me with more respect than if you had supposed me a +mere waif of the streets. + +You wondered--didn't you?--why I went to my cabin on the steamer and +remained there for part of two days after it started. Perhaps you can +guess the reason now. I had seen my husband on deck and not being +anxious to meet him any sooner than could be helped I kept out of his +way. Before I did come up I received a note from him, by one of the +stewards, detailing the course he intended to adopt, which was simply to +act as if he had never seen or heard of me in his life. I could not help +a slight uneasiness, though, at his presence, for he is not always as +shrewd as a husband of mine should be. I was rather displeased that he +had come in spite of my advice; and I felt afraid that he would hamper +my movements even if he did not destroy my plans. + +What made me suspect that man Wesson I do not know, unless it was +instinct. The moment I set my eyes upon him I put him down for an enemy. +I wrote a few lines to my husband, telling him to watch, but he answered +that my suspicions were groundless, another proof how much clearer are +my intuitions than his. Wesson was always prying around. I had some +conversations on deck with him when you left me alone, but could come to +no positive conclusion except that I wished he was somewhere on shore. + +I didn't really guess what he was up to until we had landed at St. +Thomas. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +"WITH HIS WIFE, OF COURSE." + + +I leave the reader to imagine my feelings, [it is Camran writing now] as +I read these lines, if he can. To describe them is more than I am able +to do. Suffice it to say that I read on and on, like one fascinated, and +there was no sign of the collapse I might have expected from the +dreadful revelations. The catastrophe was too immense to be met in any +ordinary way. + + * * * * * + +You will now need no confession of mine [continued this strange MS.] to +inform you who purloined Miss Howes' bracelet and your shirtstud. Who +stole my own jewelry might be a harder riddle, so I will make haste to +say that I did that also. It was the easiest way to prevent suspicion +falling on my head, though it can hardly be said to have been entirely +successful, as Mr. Howes never had the least doubt of my guilt. I knew +that from the first, by the freezing manner he immediately adopted +toward me and the chilling way in which his "niece," or friend, as she +afterwards proved, used me until I left the boat. I ought to say here +that common thefts are not in my line, and that I regret having been +drawn into the commission of these acts. My husband urged the deed upon +me, and rather than let him run the risk of doing it himself--which he +threatened--I yielded to his importunities. He had embarked with very +little ready money, on account of recent ill luck at the faro table, and +dreaded being stranded in some foreign port without enough to complete +his voyage. I was, as you know, powerless to aid him much in any other +way. + +You will naturally inquire why, if this is true, my husband returned to +you the money he won at cards, taking your check instead. He did so +because I insisted upon it. I told him, at the rate he was going, we +should be high and dry on the reefs before we got back to America. There +was little sense in killing a goose (I meant you, my dear Donald) that +was likely to lay golden eggs for a long time if properly tended. + +Wesson worried you at Eggert's, didn't he? Well, he worried me a great +deal more. I had an instinctive fear of him and was at my wits' end to +give a reason. I knew also that my husband was waiting for me at St. +Croix and wished to consult him in regard to several matters. I wished +to get away from Eggert, the two or three fainting fits I had there were +simulated for the purpose of inducing you to cut your stay as short as +possible. + +I wanted you to make the proposal to leave and at last succeeded. I let +you kiss the ends of my fingers; and sometimes I pretended to +reciprocate your affection, though I could hardly keep from laughing in +my sleeve. Do you remember the time you bathed my forehead with cologne? +I could hardly control my risibles at the pathetic figure you made. Oh! +It was really too amusing. I took the sea bath every morning, not +because I cared for it, but in order to awake your fancies and bind you +tighter to my triumphal car. The lovely, silly things you said to me! + +Now, about that book: I saw it long before you did and tried to think of +some plan to keep it out of your way. You might notice the similarity in +features Between Miss ---- and myself, if you were allowed to pore over +its pages. I had another fear, too, even stronger, for I believe I could +have convinced you that the resemblance was merely accidental: I dreaded +Wesson's sharp eyes if once they got hold of that volume. So it was +I--not he, of course--that put the book out of the way, and it was only +by my carelessness that he afterwards got his hands on it. + +I had ceased to have the slightest fear of you; of course, I never had +any for myself--I mean, there was nothing about you to endanger the +wifely duty I owed to my dear, unhappy husband. You could be handled as +easily as a kitten, by touching your sentimental side. Do you recall +looking in at my screen door and seeing me in the attitude of prayer? +Why, I had posed in that position, night after night, waiting for you to +come! When I asked you to enter, a little later, I knew as well as that +I breathed what your answer would be. There never was another man so +easy to control. + +Then there was the letter I received from my dear friend Helen. All +arranged for, copied from one I had left with her--before I sailed--just +on purpose for you. I forced that card on you as nicely as any conjurer +could have done it, didn't I? And my answer--which you entered my room +and read--(excuse me while I go behind the door and smile) that was +cooked up for your eyes in the same way. I didn't know that you would go +into the room, although I hoped so, but if you hadn't you would have +been given the letter to mail, with the unsealed envelope turned so as +to attract your attention, and you never would have been able to resist +a peep, never. How did you like my description of your beauty? The +blonde mustache, the "hazel eyes," the "engaging countenance?" If I had +been as silly as that letter indicated, it would not have taken a very +gay Lothario to accomplish his designs on me. + +Your reiterated offers of marriage convinced me that I could pull that +string whenever I was ready. That I have not pulled it is due to the +"weak yielding" of which I spoke at the beginning of this letter. +Professionally, I repeat, it was an error. I could have got a nice +little pot out of you if I had kept along that line. + +But I am not the only member of my "firm" who has weak moments. My +husband could not keep himself quiet in that hotel at St. Croix, when +everything depended on his remaining out of sight. He had to stand in +the sitting room and listen to your protestations of affection, until I +was frightened out of my wits, for I know what an excitable fellow he +is. + +It is one thing to have your wife let another man make love to her--for +a legitimate purpose--and quite another to overhear the burning +declarations. I had to play the fainting gag again, in order to send you +after water, and--do the best I could--my husband would not run when he +heard your returning step. I was in mortal fear that he would kill you +and only by the best diplomacy of which I was mistress did I send him +away. + +Even then he had not finished. I went into your room at midnight, do you +recollect? to keep him from entering there. Not altogether to save you +from injury--though I would have done that, too--but for fear of the +legal entanglements into which his rashness might bring him. + +And in the morning you sent me that sweet letter of apology! Whenever I +get the blues I shall only have to take that out and read it. It was so +funny! + +I am afraid you are getting tired of this story, but you might as well +have it all. It will cure your complaint called "love," that you have +had so severely, if anything will, and that ought to be one comfort. + +My husband was on the steamer with us when we left St. Croix, +and--where, do you suppose? In the stateroom with his wife, where a true +man should be, of course. I smuggled him in there and kept him hid till +we reached Barbados, if you please. But the night you and I stayed at +Martinique, I had a terrible fear that he would come ashore and do +something silly. He kept insisting that he had an account which he must +settle, sooner or later, with you. So, if you remember, I went into your +bedroom and stayed all night, for I knew he would trust me, and that he +would not try to touch you in my presence. In the morning you took me +back to the steamer, as I had intended you should; and that night and +the next I slept again in the arms I love. It was he who was prowling +around the Hotel des Bains, who played the part of mice and ghosts. +Disguised so that no one on the Pretoria recognized him he made his way +to land and back again. It wasn't a bad trick, considering. + +At Barbados I made him go to the Sea View Hotel instead of the Marine, +though with the greatest difficulty. He is so hard to manage when he +sets his mind on anything. It was distinctly foolish for him to be seen +walking the street with Wesson, for you need never have known he had +gone further down the islands than St. Croix. Then why should he come to +the Marine in broad daylight, and get into that row, that nearly spilled +all the milk? I love the man, I tell you, but I must criticise such +conduct. + +Where did Wesson get the jewelry? will be the next question in your +mind. All I know is that our mutual friend "Edgerly" pawned the lot at +Martinique for four hundred francs and afterwards sold the ticket for +125 more, like a dunce! to the proprietor of the Hotel des Bains. That +is an indication of where Wesson got hold of the swag. But why did he +let you take it from him without making the least resistance? This is +another riddle which you must discover for yourself. I can't fathom it. + +If you are trying to find anything in my favor because I forgave your +insulting language at the time you bade me give up the clothing you had +bought, strike it out of your mind. I was merely doing the prudent thing +in keeping you quiet until you paid my expenses back to the United +States. As to the clothing I knew very well you would never ask for it, +in your senses, nor get it, if you did. I finished the work you asked +me to do, with the typewriter, to understand exactly how each item in +this account seemed to you at the time. + +Now, once more, my dear Donald, where does this leave you and me? I +might remain in New York without the slightest fear you would molest me, +either in person or through the law. No man would like to have this +story printed, with his real name, in the daily newspapers; now, would +he? Neither is it likely that your fondness for your Marjorie (ha, ha!) +will long outlive the confessions she has so freely made. But I am not +going to remain in this city. The haunts that have known me will know me +no more. I am going far away, with my husband--my darling husband--and I +can promise that your eyes have gazed upon both of us for the very last +time. + +Why, now, did I give up attacking your bank account when such a good +opportunity still remained? I will tell you, candidly. There are +sportsmen, many of them, I trust, who would not shoot a fawn that stood +still at their approach. I never supposed there was a man with whom a +woman could travel as I travelled with you, who would not give cause to +bleed him with a good conscience by the outrageousness of his conduct. I +thought, of course, you would be like the rest. In that case the +fountains of mercy would have dried up in my bosom and I would have +taken the last dollar I could wrench from you without the slightest +compunction. It was a game I believed infallible. I had found it, more +than once, to work like a charm. + +There are usually only three moves: 1st, to convince the male animal +that I am pure and wish to remain so; 2d, to put myself where he +believes he can insult me with impunity; 3d, the insult. + +I only wanted one move toward the third play on your part to pick you +financially to pieces. You did not make it, and I could go no farther. + +If this leniency of mine is a deadly sin I can only pray that the +temptation to commit another like it will not come to me soon. + +And now, my very dear friend, I must say good-by. Take it altogether, my +two months with you have not been unhappy ones. On your part, if you +have learned your lesson well, the investment you have made ought to +yield a fair dividend. Forget me, if you can, forgive me at any rate. I +have already given up my lodgings, so you need not seek me there. My +address is for the present a secret. + +Yours Sincerely, + +"MARJORIE." + +Donald Camran, Esq., The Lambs. + + * * * * * + +I had finished the entire story and yet I sat upright, with my senses +all about me. I was going to bear it very well, after all. + +A knock was heard upon the door of my apartment. The hallboy entered +when I bade him do so and handed me a card, with the statement that the +gentleman wished to see me on very important business. The name on the +card was unknown to me, but I bade the boy send the owner up. It might +prove a diversion and anything was welcome that would take my mind from +Marjorie. + +I rose and was about to greet the new comer in the usual terms when a +sight of his face stopped me. + +"Mr. Wesson, what does this mean?" I asked, angrily. + +"It means," said the person, with all his old coolness, "that Mr. Wesson +has disappeared from the scene, and that I am plain Martin Daly, of the +Blinkerdon Police, at your service." + +Staggered to the last degree I scanned his card again. It read, "M. +Daly, Boston." + +"What do you want of me?" I asked, still standing and allowing him to do +the same. + +"In the first place," he answered, "perhaps you will permit me to take a +chair. In the second, you may be kind enough to read a letter which I +have brought." + +He took the chair, without waiting for my permission and I received the +letter, which I saw at once was addressed in the handwriting of my Uncle +Dugald. + + My Dear Nephew [it read]:--This will introduce Detective Daly of the + Blinkerdons, who, at my request, has been for eight or nine weeks + attending to matters of importance to you. He will show you his bill + for services and expenses, which I would suggest deserves your early + consideration. If you decline, for any reason, to pay the bill, + kindly let me know at once, that I may give him my own check for the + amount. + + Yours, etc., + + DUGALD CAMRAN. + + New York, April 9th, 1898. + +I opened the bill, which had fallen upon the table, and read the +following: + + Donald Camran, Esq., to Martin Daly, Dr. + To services ninety days at $7 per day $630.00 + To expenses of travel, etc., 521.50 + To cash paid pawnbroker at Martinique and + holder of ticket 125.00 + -------- + $1276.50 + +"What the devil does this mean, sir?" I demanded, very red in the face. + +"It means," said Mr. Daly, affably, "that your uncle engaged me to make +the West Indian voyage in your company and protect you from any +designing persons. The price per day was the one he himself fixed, and +is somewhat less than I am in the habit of receiving. A desire to visit +that part of the world induced me to accept the lower rate. The +expenses, I hardly think you will deny, have been kept very reasonable." + +I reddened more than ever. + +"In plain English, sir, you have been dogging my footsteps, and desire +me to foot the bill." + +"You or your uncle--it is all the same to me," he responded, quite +unruffled. "I think you have had some narrower escapes, sir, than you +yet realize." + +With Miss May's confession lying before me on the table I could not well +doubt that. Still the shame of my position was no less galling. + +"We can postpone the consideration of that little matter for the +present, if you desire," continued Daly, for such I must now call him. +"What is of more pressing importance, is the examination of Jack Hazen, +or Robert Edgerly, as you knew him, which is set down for day after +to-morrow." + +"What!" I cried, startled out of myself. + +"Oh, I forgot. You know the check for $350 that you gave him when he +buncoed you on the Madiana? Well, he raised that to $3500, and was +arrested while trying to collect that sum at your bank. After you told +me you had given him the check I had just time to stop the swindle by +cable." + +Edgerly arrested? Poor Marjorie! That was all I could think of. + +"He is an old offender," continued Daly, "and will get a sweetener this +time. At what hour can I expect you to-morrow at the district attorney's +office? Twelve o'clock will suit me. Twelve? All right. I see you are +busy. Good day, Mr. Camran." + +He was gone and I sat there alone with my reflections. It may readily be +guessed they were not agreeable. + +The only thing I was sure of was that I should pay Daly's bill at once, +if I had the requisite balance to my credit in the bank; and that I +wished he had been in a warmer place than Barbados before he ever +interfered in my affairs. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +BEHIND THE BARS. + + +Why should I blame poor Daly for doing what his profession and the law +he followed dictated plainly? Why should I blame my Uncle Dugald for +putting me under guardianship, after I was supposed to have reached the +years of discretion? + +These are indeed pregnant questions. If the reader has had neurasthenia +and only partially recovered, he will know that the victim of that +malady needs no legitimate reason for any fancies that possess him. It +is plain to me--now--that in sending Daly on my track, my Uncle was +acting the part of a considerate and thoughtful relation. + +It is equally clear to me--now--that the conduct of Daly, from first to +last, deserves the highest praise. Instead of demurring for an instant +at his bill I would have done well to add $500 to it as a present. + +At the moment he was to me like a blistering plaster, making me think of +nothing but the irritation and pain. It is little consolation to be +told, under any circumstances, that one has played the part of a fool. + +I went to dinner at the club moodily, and on returning to my apartments +set myself to consuming as many cigars as possible in a given time. They +were cigars I had bought from a Kingston manufacturer and were decidedly +better than many sold under the name of "Havanas," since the troubles +began in Cuba. I must have smoked at least twenty of them before I +paused, put on my hat and light overcoat, and went out of doors, to see +if the open air would have any effect in clearing the mist that hung +over my brain. + +I walked aimlessly for some time, in various directions, and found +myself standing opposite my own windows an hour after I began. I +wondered if I would be able to sleep if I went into the house. +Unconsciousness was the thing most to be desired, it seemed to me. As I +had about come to the conclusion to try it, a low voice called my name +and its tones filled me with a thrill that was indescribable. + +"Mr. Camran!" + +"Yes," I replied, laconically. + +"I know," said the voice, and I saw the outlines of the figure I +remembered so well, "I know--that I have no right--to appeal to your +pity--or to ask your aid. I have, unfortunately--no other +resource--and--I beg you--as you hope for mercy at the bar of +Heaven--give me--a few minutes--where I can speak to you--in private." + +That form was bent, the tears in that voice were real; she was not +acting now. + +"Will you come up to my rooms?" I asked. + +"I should be so thankful!" + +"Come, then." + +We went in together, astonishing the hallboy somewhat, for to do myself +justice, he had never seen me enter at that time of the evening so +accompanied. When we were in my sitting room, and the door shut--I did +not turn the key, remembering her aversion to locked doors--she began +to speak, slowly and tremblingly: + +"I am overcome with shame--I am plunged in a despair that only you can +lighten. I know well--that I deserve nothing--at your hands. I--I have +robbed you, insulted you--done everything to earn your hatred and +contempt; and yet--" + +"And yet," I interrupted, for her attitude touched me deeply, "and +yet--you have not succeeded in earning either." + +She sprang up with the evident intention of threwing herself at my feet, +but I caught her by the hands--those hands whose touch had given me such +delight only a week ago! How cold they were! + +"Let us come to the point," I said, when she was again seated. "Your +husband is in jail; you found it out after you sent me that confession; +and you want me to free him." + +She rocked herself backward and forward. + +"You have known what it is to love," she moaned. "You have not known +what it is to be wedded. That man is my very life! If they condemn him +to a long term in prison they will, at the same time, condemn me to +death. I realize how little right I have to appeal to you--but there is +no other way. If you testify against us, we are ruined irreparably. Oh, +Mr. Camran--Don!--if there is one bright memory in your heart in all the +days you and I passed together, let that one plead now for a most +unhappy woman!" + +I did not want her to suffer. I had no desire to punish her. Had she +been unmarried I would have offered her my hand again--yes, after all I +knew! + +"It was not by my wish that your husband was arrested," I said, gently. +"In fact, I only learned of it an hour ago." + +"But you can save him--you, and you alone!" she cried. "What does it +mean to you, the money you have lost by us? The check you gave him was +never paid, not even the sum for which you wrote it. I know--I know he +struck you, he tried to kill you--I know it all! but you escaped +unharmed. As for me, I swear to send to-morrow every article you +bought--yes, I will get even the money you have paid for my passage and +hotel bills. Every penny shall be put into your hands before noon--if +you will have mercy on us." + +"Marjorie," I answered, "I do not know what I can do, but let me assure +you I will do all I can. If any act of mine will set your husband at +liberty you may rely on me to perform it." + +She seemed hardly able to believe that she heard aright. She laughed +through her tears, discordantly. + +"You will do this!" she exclaimed. "You are in earnest? And what are +your stipulations? Oh! Remember how little I have left of womanly honor, +and ask nothing I cannot grant." + +A whiteness had come to her lips at the sudden thought that alarmed her. + +"I only ask," I answered, shakingly, "that you carry out the purpose of +which you spoke in your last letter; that of going far away from this +part of the world--where I shall never set eyes on you again. You are to +me like a dream that is past: a beautiful dream I must blot from my +brain. Within a week I shall have forgotten the thorns and recall only +the perfume of roses. A year later I hope to forget the roses +themselves. Marjorie, you are the wife of another man. You are, by your +own admission, a woman with whom it would be suicide to link my life. +But I love you yet. No, do not start. This is my last word on that +subject. After all, you have done something for me. From this day the +love of woman will never be esteemed a light thing in my mind. A young +roué has had a shock that he will not forget. His idle search for +pleasure is ended. I shall be another and a better man--even because I +have known you." + +"And you will save Jack?" she said, entreatingly. + +"I will do all I can--'perjure myself like a gentleman'--if necessary. I +think you may be sure of having him set free within a very few days." + +"What can I do to thank you?" she asked, the tears streaming again from +her eyes. + +"Nothing," I said, after a moment of hesitation. + +For a second I had thought of asking one pure kiss, on the lips. I knew, +before the next second had passed that she would refuse it, though her +husband's freedom depended on the issue. + +"Nothing," I repeated. + +As she rose and held out her hands to me in the attitude of parting, I +affected not to see the movement. "Good-by," I said, huskily. "No; say +no more. Good-by." + +At the door to which I allowed her to go alone, she had an instant of +doubt. + +"You would not be so cruel as to deceive me?" she said, trembling. + +I waved my hand in a negative, but I could not trust myself to speak. I +was afraid, terribly afraid, that if she did not go at once I should +clasp her, willing or unwilling, in my arms, and crush her mouth with my +own. And that I would not have done for the world. + + * * * * * + +As early the following morning as I could expect to find Harvey Hume in +his office I was there. Having nothing whatever to do, as usual, he drew +me into a private room, closed the door and asked to what he was +indebted for a call at that hour. + +"I want to consult you on a legal matter," I said, gravely. "Now, do not +get excited, for you will need all your wits. Listen!" + +I told him that a man was lying in jail under the charge of having +raised the figures on a check of mine; that it was my desire that the +man should go free; and that I wanted him to tell me how to accomplish +that result. + +"He is unjustly accused?" he said, interrogatively. + +"Whether he is or not doesn't matter. I want him set at liberty." + +Hume thought deeply for some moments. + +"Did you give him the original check?" he asked. + +"Yes." + +"Then, of course, you remember the figures it bore at that time." + +"I wouldn't like to swear to them," I said, evasively. + +"They can't convict him unless you do, if he is well defended." + +"But," I said, "I don't want him tried at all. I want him released now. +Isn't there some way to accomplish that?" + +Harvey thought a little longer and finally said he would arrange it. He +was to go at once to the jail and unveil his scheme to "Edgerly," and +afterwards turn up about noon at the district attorney's office. + +As the clocks were striking twelve I met Daly on the steps of the +courthouse. He complimented me on my promptness, with a keen look that +showed he scented his prey. As we were entering the room of the +dispenser of justice, Hume came along and addressed me. + +"I say, Camran," he remarked, careful that Daly should hear every word, +"I am engaged to appear for a poor chap who is up for raising a check of +yours. I was just going in to see the district attorney. I must say, the +man seems as innocent of wrong as any fellow I ever met." + +"Will you kindly introduce me to this gentleman?" asked Daly of me. + +When this was done, he informed Hume that Hazen was a well known sharper +and that in the present case there was no doubt whatever of his guilt. + +"Mr. Camran gave him a check for $350 to settle the balance of a game of +cards that I will swear was a swindle, for I watched it; and when the +check was brought into the bank it had been raised to $3500. Luckily I +got word that the check had been given in time to put the bank people on +their guard by cable and he was arrested on the spot." + +"Is this true?" asked the lawyer, of me. + +"I don't know," I responded, carelessly. "I gave him a +check--certainly--but for what amount I am absolutely unable to swear. I +was confused at the time--a little put out, naturally--" + +Daly was surveying me with a look of rage. + +"So you're going to throw it up, are you?" he asked, gutturally. "And +one of the prettiest cases I ever worked on, too." + +"I will mail you the amount of your bill this afternoon," I said, +impudently. + +"The amount of my--" he repeated, dolefully. "Yes; but the gain to my +reputation that would have resulted--who will compensate me for that? +Gad, I'll never take hold of another case that has a woman in it! They +can knock over the best of us. You can let your check-raiser go, for all +of me," he said to the district attorney, as that gentleman came to the +threshold. "The evidence seems to have petered out." + +Mr. Hume and I talked the matter over with the official, explained the +part he took in the affair, and it was arranged that the case would not +be brought before the Grand Jury at all. + +"I want to say I think you've played it a little low down on a man that +interfered to save your life," said Daly to me, as he left the building. +"But I'll watch for that fellow and you can bet I'll get him on +something yet before he dies." + +I had no wish to argue with him. He was undoubtedly right, from his +standpoint. + +It was enough for me to know I had succeeded in accomplishing what would +put the roses into Marjorie's cheeks once more. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +"I PRESSED THEM TO MY LIPS." + + +I was very lonesome for a few weeks after my return. This it was that +took me so often to the house occupied by the Bartons. Tom was immensely +glad to see me, at all times, and Statia, though still very sober in my +society, began to treat me with her old kindness. + +One day, when Hazen was out of jail, and undoubtedly far away from the +city, I asked Statia if she would like to hear a diary of my journey to +the West Indies. She hesitated a little, saying finally that her answer +would depend a great deal on what the diary contained. I told her how I +had put the entire affair, from the beginning, into shape for +publication and what I wanted was her opinion of my scheme. While there +were many things that might not reflect great credit on me, there was +nothing, I believed, that it would be improper for her to hear. She +thought a little longer and then asked if she might not read it for +herself instead of having it read to her. I accepted the amendment, +being in fact glad she suggested it, and brought Miss May's MS. to her +the very next morning. + +When a couple of days had passed Tom dropped in to say that his sister +would like to see me, if I found it convenient to run over. In another +hour I was in her presence. She met me with a frown on her pretty face +and stood for a minute regarding me silently. + +"Don, have you told the whole truth in that manuscript?" she asked, +then. + +"The truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth, so help me!" I +responded with upraised hand. + +"It is an awful avowal, take it altogether," she said, soberly. "I +almost wish you had not brought it to me. I never shall feel quite the +same after this. How could a woman of that description so affect a man +like you?" + +"I am not going to discuss that," I answered. "Is it worth publishing, +that's the point? I have altered every name, you see, so no one not in +the secret will recognize a single person involved. It's a rather +unusual collection of occurrences, don't you think?" + +She assented with a nod to the last proposition, and said as for the +literary "market" she supposed in its present state it was not over +squeamish. + +"The success of the season is 'Quo Vadis,'" she added, "and I wasn't +able to read half of it. There is at least a lesson to be learned from +this experience of yours, if men will only heed the warnings." + +"Thank you," I said, with polite irony, though I didn't agree with her +about Sienkiewicz' great work. "Can you think of anything I might add, +to round out the tale, as it were?" + +A flush came into her face and a slight smile to the corners of her +mouth. + +"Yes. You might say that 'Statia' admitted to you afterwards that the +letters signed 'Alice Brazier' were her own, copied by a friend in the +handwriting of the latter and sent from her residence." + +My surprise, which was complete, turned the smile into a little laugh at +my expense. + +"And you might say also," she continued, "that during your absence with +'Marjorie,' your friend 'Tom's' sister was taking lessons in typewriting +and became quite proficient in that art. And that she told you, whenever +you wanted to take another journey, and needed assistance in literary +work, she would apply for the position rather than have you made the +victim of any designing creature of her sex." + +"Statia!" I cried, "you have entirely forgiven me?" + +"Entirely," she said. "I couldn't wish you any greater punishment than +you have endured." + +A month passed and one day a box addressed to me was brought to my door +by an expressman, with the charges prepaid from some point beyond the +Rockies. Wonderingly I saw it opened and then, at the first glance into +the interior, I told the boy who plied the hammer that I would unpack it +myself. + +It contained the entire outfit that "Marjorie" had bought with my +money--the jewelry included. + +There were the hats which had adorned her fair head; the gowns that had +been draped around her graceful body; the shoes, the hosiery, the +lingerie--everything! + +I took them out slowly, one by one. I pressed them to my lips, letting +teardrops fall on each separate article. I could only think of what I +had lost--of what, in truth, I had never gained. I put the articles +away, finally, locking them securely from all prying eyes. + +This little note was found in the box, pinned to a scarf: + + My Dear Friend:--Although you told me you did not want to take your + things back, I shall feel better to send them to you. It leaves me + in your debt only for the other expenses of my voyage, and perhaps + the typewriting I did will in some measure compensate for that. Long + ago you must have recovered from the tender sentiment with which you + used to insist I inspired you, and I hope have also learned to think + of me with less aversion than you felt at the last. If I might be + permitted to give advice it would be offer your hand and heart to + 'Statia Barton.' You need a wife; I am sure, she would make an + excellent one. + + Farewell; this time, forever! + + M.M. + +Recovered from my love for you? Not yet, Marjorie, not yet. That will +come in time, I trust, but it is still too soon. + +Offer my hand to Statia? I would not insult that noble girl again with +such a worthless gift. As for my heart, it has not come back to me, and +I do not know as it ever will. + + * * * * * + +"Well," said Mr. Cook, the senior partner of the Dillingham Company, as +I signed the contract which gave him the right to publish this +"novel,"--"you've had what the doctor prescribed, at least." + +"A New Sensation," he explained, as I looked at him inquiringly. + + +THE END. + + +SPECIAL NOTE: If this should meet the eyes of Mr. Mathew Howes of +Binghamton, or Miss Howes, they are hereby informed that a diamond +bracelet is awaiting its owner at The Lambs Club. + +D.C. + + + + +THE POPULAR NOVELS OF MAY AGNES FLEMING + + + THE ACTRESS' DAUGHTER. + A CHANGED HEART. + EDITH PERCIVAL. + A FATEFUL ABDUCTION. + MAUDE PERCY'S SECRET. + THE MIDNIGHT QUEEN. + NORINE'S REVENGE. + PRIDE AND PASSION. + QUEEN OF THE ISLE. + SHARING HER CRIME. + THE SISTERS OF TORWOOD. + WEDDED FOR PIQUE. + A WIFE'S TRAGEDY. + A WRONGED WIFE. + + +Mrs. Fleming's stories have always been extremely popular. Their +delineations of character, lifelike conversations, the flashes of wit, +their constantly varying scenes and deeply interesting plots combine to +place their author in an enviable position, which is still maintained +despite the tremendous onrush of modern novelists. No more brilliant or +stirring novels than hers have ever been published, and, strange as it +may seem, the seeker after romance today reads these books as eagerly as +did our mothers when they first appeared. + + +_All published uniform, cloth bound. Price, 50 cents each, and sent FREE +by mail, on receipt of price by_ + +G.W. DILLINGHAM COMPANY PUBLISHERS NEW YORK + + + + +THE FASCINATING NOVELS OF Celia E. 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Smith's books are of unusual merit, uncommonly well written, +cleverly developed and characterized by great wit and vivacity. They +have been extremely popular, and they still retain to a great degree +their former power to charm. Her pictures of farm life and of rural +conditions are wholesome and finely done. The human interest is never +lacking from her stories. + + +_All published uniform, cloth bound. Price, 50 cents each, and sent FREE +by mail, on receipt of price by_ + +G.W. DILLINGHAM COMPANY PUBLISHERS NEW YORK + + + + +TRANSCRIBER'S NOTE: + + +Obvious typographical and printer errors have been corrected without +comment. + +In addition to obvious errors, the following changes have been made: + + Page 53: removed the word "be" from the phrase "... who is to be + become my employee...." leaving, "... who is to become my + employee...." + + Page 153: changed "profoundedly" to "profoundly" in the phrase, "I + was profoundly grateful...." + + Page 234: changed "an" to "as" in the phrase, "... your face is as + innocent as a babe's." + +Other than the above, no effort has been made to standardize internal +inconsistencies in spelling, capitalization, punctuation, grammar, etc. +The author's usage is preserved as found in the original publication. + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of A New Sensation, by Albert Ross + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40937 *** |
