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- PRINCESS SARAH AND OTHER STORIES
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-Title: Princess Sarah and Other Stories
-Author: John Strange Winter
-Release Date: January 23, 2013 [EBook #41906]
-Language: English
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-*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK PRINCESS SARAH AND OTHER
-STORIES ***
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-
-Produced by Al Haines.
-
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-
-[Illustration: Cover]
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration: "'Princess Sarah,' he shouted, 'Her Royal Highness
-Princess Sarah of Nowhere.'" (Page 41.)]
-
-
-
-
- PRINCESS SARAH
-
- AND OTHER STORIES
-
-
- BY
-
- JOHN STRANGE WINTER
-
-
-
- AUTHOR OF
- "BOOTLES' BABY" "MIGNON'S SECRET" "MY POOR DICK"
- "HE WENT FOR A SOLDIER" ETC ETC
-
-
-
- LONDON
- WARD, LOCK & CO LIMITED
- WARWICK HOUSE SALISBURY SQUARE E C
- NEW YORK AND MELBOURNE
- 1897
-
-
-
-
- Contents
-
-Princess Sarah
-
- CHAPTER I
-
-ORPHANED
-
- CHAPTER II
-
-HER NEW-FOUND AUNT
-
- CHAPTER III
-
-SARAH'S FUTURE IS ARRANGED
-
- CHAPTER IV
-
-HER NEW HOME
-
- CHAPTER V
-
-A TASTE OF THE FUTURE
-
- CHAPTER VI
-
-THE AMIABLE FLOSSIE
-
- CHAPTER VII
-
-COUSINLY AMENITIES
-
- CHAPTER VIII
-
-FLOSSIE'S GRIEVANCES
-
- CHAPTER IX
-
-AN ASTUTE TELL-PIE
-
- CHAPTER X
-
-A PLEASANT RAILWAY JOURNEY
-
- CHAPTER XI
-
-AUNT GEORGE
-
- CHAPTER XII
-
-SARAH MAKES AN IMPRESSION
-
- CHAPTER XIII
-
-THE TURNING POINT OF HER LIFE
-
- CHAPTER XIV
-
-A BRILLIANT MARRIAGE
-
- CHAPTER XV
-
-A FAMILY CATASTROPHE
-
- CHAPTER XVI
-
-A CHANGE OF CIRCUMSTANCES
-
- CHAPTER XVII
-
-SARAH'S OPPORTUNITY
-
-
-
-MISS MIGNON
-
-BOY'S LOVE
-
-YUM-YUM: A PUG
-
-OUR ADA ELIZABETH
-
-HALT!
-
-THE LITTLE LADY WITH THE VOICE
-
-JEWELS TO WEAR
-
-
-
-
- Princess Sarah
-
- "Take this lesson to thy heart;
- That is best which lieth nearest."
- --Gasper Bacerra
-
-
- CHAPTER I
-
- ORPHANED
-
-
-In a poor little street in a crowded city there stood a small house, not
-alone, but in the middle of a row of other houses exactly like it.
-There was a tiny bow window on the left of the door, and two very small
-sash windows in the storey above; the frames were warped, and the paint,
-like that of the door, was blistered and cracked in many places. And
-the doorstep looked as if it had been cleaned a week or so before with
-whiting instead of pipe-clay, and evidently the person who had done it
-had, doubtless with the very best intentions in the world, given the
-lower part of the door a few daubs with the same cloth, which had not at
-all improved its shabby surface.
-
-Between the house and the pavement there was a small garden, a very
-humble attempt at a garden, with a rockery in one corner and a raised
-bed in the middle.
-
-It was a noisy street, though it was not a thoroughfare, for on that
-hot, sultry day the doors and windows were all open and the children
-were all playing about pavements and road, caring little for the heat
-and dust, screaming, laughing, shouting, crying, as children will,
-except when they found themselves within reach of the house which I have
-described; then their voices were hushed, their tones sobered; then they
-stood to gaze up at the closed blinds which beat now and then against
-the open windows, as if a door had been opened and allowed a draught of
-air to sweep through the house; then one little maid of ten years old or
-so lifted a warning finger to check a lesser child, upon whom the fear
-and knowledge of death had not yet fallen. "Hush--sh! Don't make a
-noise, Annie," she said. "Mr. Gray is dead."
-
-The younger child, Annie, ceased her laughter, turning from the closed
-house to stare at two ladies who came slowly down the street, looking
-from side to side as if they sought one of the houses in particular.
-
-"This must be it," said one, as her eyes fell upon the closed blinds.
-
-"Yes," returned the other; "that must be it."
-
-So they passed in at the little gate and knocked softly at the shabby
-door.
-
-"Poor fellow!" said one, with a glance at the bit of garden before the
-bow window, "_his_ doing, evidently; there's not another garden in the
-street like it."
-
-"No. And what pains he must have taken with it. Poor fellow!" echoed
-the other.
-
-There was a moment's scuffle within the house, the sound of
-loudly-whispering voices; then a heavy footstep, and the door was opened
-by a stout, elderly person in a shabby black gown and white apron--a
-person who was unmistakably a nurse. She curtsied as she saw the ladies,
-and the one who had spoken last addressed her.
-
-"We heard early this morning. I see the sad news is too true," she
-began.
-
-"Yes'm," shaking her head. "He went off quite quiet about ten o'clock
-last night. Ah, I've seen a-many, but I never saw a more peaceful
-end--never!"
-
-The two ladies each made a murmur of sympathy.
-
-"And the little girl?" said one of them.
-
-"Well, mum, she do fret a good bit," replied the nurse pityingly.
-
-"Poor little thing! We have brought some fruit and some other little
-things," said the lady, handing a basket to the nurse.
-
-"It's real kind of you, mum!" the old woman cried. "She'll be rare and
-pleased, she will, poor little missy! You see, mum, it's been a queer,
-strange life for a child, for she's been everything to him, and she
-never could go out and play in the street with the other children. That
-couldn't be, and it was hard for the little thing to see 'em and be shut
-off from 'em all day as she was; and the master on that account used to
-make hisself more to her, which will make it all the harder for her now,
-poor fatherless, motherless lamb that she is!"
-
-"Of course, of course. Poor little maid! And what will become of her,
-do you think?"
-
-"I can't say for certain, mum; but the mistress, she had relations, and
-the master wrote to one of them on Thursday. He was sore troubled about
-little missy, was the master--aye, sore troubled. The letter was sent,
-and an answer came this morning to say that one of missy's aunts was
-coming to-day. The vicar opened it."
-
-"Oh, well, I'm glad somebody is coming to the poor child," said the lady
-who had brought the basket of fruit. "I hope it will be all right. And
-you will give her the things, nurse?" with a look at the basket.
-
-"Oh, yes, mum," with a curtsey.
-
-There was not only some fruit in the basket, but a pot of jam and a jar
-of potted meat, a glass of jelly, some sponge cakes, and a packet of
-sweeties, such as little folk love.
-
-The old nurse carried them into the sitting-room and set them down on
-the table before a little girl who was sitting beside it.
-
-"See, missy, what a nice basket of good things Mrs. Tracy has brought
-for you!" the old woman cried. "Wasn't it kind of her?"
-
-"Very kind," said the little girl, brightening up somewhat at the
-unexpected kindness from one almost a stranger to her.
-
-"Grapes, Miss Sarah, and peaches, and Orleans plums; and see--potted
-meat! Now how could she know you're so fond of potted meat?"
-
-"I don't know, nurse; _he_ liked potted meat too, you know."
-
-"Yes, dear, yes; but he's gone where he has all he's most fond of, you
-know."
-
-"Except me," murmured Sarah, under her breath.
-
-"Ah, that's true, my lamb; but you mustn't repine. Him as took the
-master away so calm and peaceful last night knew just what was best to
-do, and He'll do it, never fear! It's hard to bear, my honey, and
-sure," with a sigh, "no one knows better what bearing such is than old
-nurse. And--hark! to think of any one coming with a knock like that!
-enough to waken the----" But then she broke off short, and went to open
-the door.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II
-
- HER NEW-FOUND AUNT
-
-
-A short, stout, well-dressed woman stood upon the door-step, and the
-cabman was just hauling a box off the roof of his cab.
-
-"Mr. Gray's 'ouse?" demanded the stout lady. "Ah, pore thing! I see
-it's all over. Pore thing! Well, I'm sorry, of course, though I don't
-suppose 'e'll be much loss to any one; pore, dreaming, shiftless thing!"
-
-"Miss Sarah is here, mum," said the old nurse, pointing severely towards
-the door of the sitting-room.
-
-"Miss Sarah--oh, the child! Eh, well, my dear," going into the room,
-and taking Sarah's limp and shaking hand, "I'm sorry to come on such an
-errand the first time ever I see you; but that was your pore pa's fault,
-not mine. I never was one to turn my back on my own flesh and
-blood--never, though perhaps I say it that shouldn't; but your pore pa,
-he was that awkward when he got a crotchet into his 'ead, that there was
-no doing aught with him. I think you favour your ma, my dear," she
-continued, with a complete change of tone. "Your pore pa-- Eh? What?
-oh, the cab! Yes, I'll come," and then she bustled out, fumbling at the
-fastening of a small leather bag which hung over her wrist, and leaving
-poor Sarah struck dumb with astonishment.
-
-The child crept to the door and watched her new-found aunt settle with
-the cabman; and it is certain that never had Sarah seen a cabman settled
-with in that fashion before. They had not indulged in many cabs during
-the course of her short life; but, on the few occasions that they had
-enjoyed such luxuries, her father had paid for them with the air of a
-prince, and with a liberality such as made dispute out of the question.
-Alas, poor child! if the loving father now lying white and silent in the
-room above had had less of that princely air, and still less of that
-princely instinct of hospitality and generosity, life would at that
-moment probably have been very different for her. But all this was
-beyond Sarah, who was very young, and therefore not likely to see the
-advantages of the lengthened haggling process going on just then at the
-gate. A moment later Mrs. Stubbs entered the house again in triumph.
-
-"Lot of thieving vagabonds them cabmen are, to be sure!" she remarked,
-with an air of indignation mingled with satisfaction. "But he don't get
-the better of me, not if I know it; and so I told him. But, dear! dear!
-_'Ow_ like your pore ma you are, child! Stubbs 'll be glad of it--he
-never could abide him as is gone, pore thing! Well, well, we needn't
-say aught again him now, for he won't trouble us no more; only, as I
-say, Stubbs 'll be glad of it."
-
-"Please, who _is_ Mr. Stubbs?" Sarah asked plaintively, feeling
-instinctively that she had better not try to argue with this strange
-relative.
-
-Mrs. Stubbs, however, was so taken aback at so unexpected a question,
-that she was obliged to sit down, the better to show the extent of her
-astonishment.
-
-"Well, I don't 'old with it!" she exclaimed to the nurse, who had come
-in to spread the cloth for a cup of tea which the visitor had expressed
-herself able and willing to take. "It's bringing up the child like a
-'eathen in ignorance of what her own flesh and blood's very names
-is--'pon my word it is; it's 'eathenish."
-
-"_Miss Sarah_ doesn't understand," put in the old nurse pointedly.
-
-For a moment Mrs. Stubbs gasped, much as she might have done if the
-older woman had dashed a pail of water in her face; but she took the
-hint with a very good grace, and turned to Sarah again.
-
-"Your pore ma, my dear, was Stubbs' own sister," she said.
-
-"Then Mr. Stubbs is my uncle--my own uncle?" Sarah asked.
-
-"Your own uncle, and I'm your aunt; not your own aunt, of course, Sarah,
-but that's no matter. I've a good and a feeling 'eart, whatever other
-faults I may have to carry; and what's Stubbs' flesh and blood is my
-flesh and blood, and so you'll find. Besides, I've seven children of my
-own, and my 'eart feels for them that has no father nor mother to stand
-by 'em. And I believe in sticking to your own--everybody's not like
-_that_, Sarah, though maybe I say it that shouldn't. There is folks
-that believes in wearing yourself to the bone for other people's
-advantage, and letting your own flesh and blood starve in the gutter, so
-to speak. Ah, well, I ain't one of that sort, and I'm thankful for it,
-Sarah."
-
-Poor little desolate Sarah, with her suddenly empty life and great
-aching void in her heart, crept a shade closer to her new-found aunt,
-and rested her tired head against her substantial arm.
-
-"And I have seven cousins of my own?" she said, the shadows in her eyes
-clearing away for a moment.
-
-"_Seven_ cousins of your own!" cried Mrs. Stubbs, in an ecstasy of
-enjoyment. "_Seven_, Sarah, my dear! Why, I have seven children!"
-
-"And have I some more aunts and uncles?" Sarah asked, feeling not a
-little bewildered.
-
-"Why, dear, yes, three aunts and two uncles on your pore ma's side, to
-say naught of all there may be on your pa's side, with which I'm not
-familiar," said Mrs. Stubbs, with a certain air such as conveyed to
-Sarah that her ignorance was a decided loss to her father's family in
-general.
-
-"There's your Uncle Joe--he 'as five boys, and lives at 'Ampstead; and
-there's your Uncle George--he 'as only three girls, and lives in great
-style at Brighton. He's in the corn trade, is your Uncle George."
-
-Instinctively Sarah realized why once, when they had been going to the
-seaside for a fortnight, her father had said, "No, no, not Brighton,"
-when that town was suggested; and as instinctively she kept the
-recollection to herself.
-
-"And then there's Polly--your Aunt Mary, Sarah! She's the fine lady of
-the family--very 'aughty, she is, though her and me 'as always been very
-good friends, always. Still, she's uncommon 'aughty, and maybe she 'as
-a right, for she married a gentleman in the City, and keeps her carriage
-and pair and a footman, too. Ah, well! she 'asn't a family, 'asn't Mrs.
-Lennard; perhaps if she 'ad 'ad seven children, like me, she'd have 'ad
-to be content with a broom, as I am."
-
-"We have a broom, too," said Sarah, watching the visitor stir her tea
-round and round; "indeed, we have two, and a very old one that Jane uses
-to sweep out the yard with."
-
-For a minute Mrs. Stubbs was too thoroughly astounded to speak; then she
-subsided into weak fits of laughter, such as told Sarah she had made a
-terrible mistake somehow.
-
-"A very old one to sweep out the yard with!" Mrs. Stubbs cried in gasps.
-"Oh, dear, dear! Why, child, you're just like a little 'eathen. A
-broom is a carriage, a close carriage, something like a four-wheel cab,
-only better. Oh, dear, dear! and we keep three, do we? Oh, _what_ a
-joke to tell Stubbs!"
-
-"Miss Sarah knows," struck in the old nurse, with some indignation; "the
-doctor's carriage is what Mrs. Stubbs calls a broom, dearie."
-
-Sarah turned her crimson face from one to the other. "But Father always
-called that kind of carriage a _bro_-am," she emphasized, "and I didn't
-know you meant the same, Aunt."
-
-"Well, never mind, my dear; I shouldn't 'ave laughed at you," returned
-Mrs. Stubbs, stirring her tea again with fat complaisance. "Little
-folks can't be expected to know everything, though there are some as
-does expect it, and most unreasonable it is of 'em. Only, Sarah, it's
-more stylish to say broom, so try to think of it, there's a good girl."
-
-"I'll try," said Sarah, hoping that she had somewhat retrieved her
-character by knowing what kind of carriage her aunt meant by a "broom."
-
-Then Mrs. Stubbs had another cup of tea, which she seemed to enjoy
-particularly.
-
-"And you would like to go upstairs, mum?" said the nurse, as she set the
-cup down.
-
-"Why, yes, nurse, it's my duty to go, and I'm not one as is ever
-backward in doing 'er duty," Mrs. Stubbs replied, upheaving herself from
-the somewhat uncertain depths of the big chair, the only easy chair in
-the house.
-
-So the two women went up above together to visit that something which
-Sarah had not seen since the moment of death.
-
-She sat just where they left her--a way she had, for Sarah was a very
-quiet child--wondering how life would be with this new-found aunt of
-hers. She was very kind, Sarah decided, and would be very good to her,
-she knew; and yet--yet--there was something about her from which she
-shrank instinctively--something she knew would have offended her father
-beyond everything.
-
-Poor Sarah! At that moment Mrs. Stubbs was standing beside all that was
-left of him that had loved her so dearly during all the years of her
-short life.
-
-"Pore thing!" she was saying. "Pore thing! We weren't good friends,
-nurse, but we must not think of that now; and I'll be a mother to his
-little girl just as if there'd never been a cloud between us. Pore
-thing, only thirty-six! Ah, well, pore thing; but he makes a pretty
-corpse!"
-
-[Illustration: "Pore thing!" she was saying. "Pore thing!"]
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III
-
- SARAH'S FUTURE IS ARRANGED
-
-
-Two days later Sarah's father was buried, laid quietly away in a pretty
-little churchyard two miles outside the town, beside the young wife who
-had died nine years before.
-
-The funeral was a very unostentatious affair; only one cab followed the
-coffin, and contained Sarah and Mrs. Stubbs, the old nurse, and Jane,
-the untidy little maid, who, after the manner of her sort, wept and
-sobbed and choked, until Mrs. Stubbs would right willingly have given
-her a good shaking.
-
-Sarah was very subdued and quiet, and Mrs. Stubbs cried a little, and
-would have cried more had she not been so taken up with keeping an eye
-on "that stupid ninny Jane."
-
-And then they went back to the little hot, stuffy house, and had a cup
-of tea, after which the vicar of the parish called and had a long talk
-with Mrs. Stubbs about Sarah's future.
-
-"I can't say we was good friends with him, pore thing," Mrs. Stubbs
-explained; "but when death comes between, little differences should be
-forgotten. And Stubbs and me will forget all our differences now; it's
-Stubbs' wish as well as mine. I believe in sticking to your own flesh
-and blood, for if your own won't, whose can you expect to do it? So
-Sarah and me is the best of friends, and she is going back with me to
-share and share alike with my own children."
-
-"Oh, you are going to take Sarah," said the vicar, who had felt a great
-interest in the dreamy artist whom they had just left to his last long
-rest in the quiet country churchyard; "that is very good of you, very
-good of you. I have been wondering what would become of the poor little
-woman."
-
-"Why, what should become of her?" Mrs. Stubbs said indignantly. "Her
-mother was Stubbs' own sister."
-
-"Yes," said the vicar, smiling; "but it is not every lady who would at
-all encourage the idea of bringing up a child because her mother
-happened to be her husband's sister."
-
-"You're right there, Mr. Moore; you are right," Mrs. Stubbs cried; "but
-some women 'ave 'earts of stone instead of flesh and blood. I'm not one
-of that sort."
-
-"And about the furniture, and so on," the vicar broke in, having heard
-Mrs. Stubbs's remarks about her own good qualities several times
-already.
-
-Mrs. Stubbs looked round the room in good-natured contempt. "There's
-nothing to speak of," she answered--and she was right enough--"but what
-there is 'll have to go to paying for the doctor and the undertaker. If
-there's a few pounds left over, Stubbs says put it into the savings bank
-and let the child 'ave it when she grows up. She'll want to buy a ring
-or something to remember her father by."
-
-"And you are going to take the sole charge and expense of her?" the
-vicar exclaimed.
-
-"Oh, yes. We've seven of our own, and when you've so many, one more or
-less makes very little difference. But I wanted to ask you something
-else, Mr. Moore, and I'll ask it before it slips my memory. You know Mr.
-Gray--'e's gone now, pore thing, and I don't wish to say aught against
-him--brought Sarah up in a very strange way; indeed, as I said at the
-time to the nurse, it's quite 'eathenish; and, it you'll believe me,
-sir, she didn't even know how many aunts and uncles she 'ad, nor what
-our very names were. But he 'as taught her some things, and playing the
-fiddle is one."
-
-"Yes, Sarah plays the violin remarkably well for her age," said the
-vicar promptly.
-
-"Yes, so the old nurse says," returned Mrs. Stubbs, with an air of
-melancholy. "But I don't altogether 'old with it myself; it seems to me
-such an outlandish thing for a little girl to play on. I wish it had
-been the piano or the 'arp! There's so much more style about them."
-
-"The violin is the most fashionable instrument a lady can learn just
-now, Mrs. Stubbs," put in the clergyman hastily, wishing to secure Sarah
-the free use of her beloved violin, if it were possible.
-
-"Dear me. You don't say so. What, are young ladies about 'ere learning
-it?" Mrs. Stubbs asked, with interest.
-
-"Yes. I was dining at Lord Allington's last week, and in the evening
-one of his daughters played a violin solo; but she doesn't play nearly
-as well as Sarah," he replied.
-
-"Then Sarah shall keep her violin and play to her 'eart's content," Mrs.
-Stubbs cried enthusiastically. "That was what I wanted to ask you--if
-you thought I should encourage or discourage the child in keeping it up.
-But, as you say so plainly encourage, I will; and Sarah shall 'ave good
-lessons as soon as she's fairly settled down at 'ome."
-
-[Illustration: "Then Sarah shall keep her violin and play to her 'eart's
-content."]
-
-"That will be the greatest delight to Sarah, for the child loves her
-violin," said the vicar heartily; "and that is not all, Mrs.
-Stubbs--but, if she goes on as she has begun, there will always be a
-useful, or at least a remunerative, accomplishment at her fingers'
-ends."
-
-"Oh, as to that," returned Mrs. Stubbs, with a lordly indifference to
-money such as told her visitor that she was well blessed with worldly
-goods, "Stubbs 'll provide for the child along with his own, and maybe
-her other uncles and aunts 'll do something for her, too. I will say
-that for _his_ family, as a family they're not mean. I will say that
-for 'em."
-
-So Sarah's future was arranged. She was to go home with Mrs. Stubbs,
-who lived at South Kensington, and be one with her children. She was to
-have the best violin lessons to be had for love or money; and Mrs.
-Stubbs, in the warmth of her kindly but vulgar heart, even went so far
-as to suggest that if Sarah was a very good, industrious girl, and got
-on well with her practising, her uncle might very likely be induced to
-buy her a new violin for her next birthday, instead of the dingy old
-thing she was playing on now.
-
-Poor, well-meaning Mrs. Stubbs! She little knew that the whole of
-Sarah's grateful soul rose in loathing at the suggestion. She dropped
-her bow upon the nearest chair, and hugged her precious violin as
-closely to her breast as if it had been a thing of life, and that life
-was threatened.
-
-"Oh, Auntie!" she burst out; "a new violin!"
-
-"Yes, child; I think it's very likely," returned Mrs. Stubbs, delighted
-to see the effect of her suggestion upon her pale little niece, and
-quite mistaking the meaning of her emotion. "Your uncle is very fond of
-making nice presents. He gave May a new piano last Christmas."
-
-"But," gasped Sarah, "my violin is a real Amati! It belonged to my
-grandfather."
-
-"And if it did, what then?" ejaculated Mrs. Stubbs, in no way impressed
-by the information. "All the more reason why you should 'ave a new one.
-The wonder to me is you play half as well as you do on an old thing like
-that."
-
-"It's--it's worth five hundred pounds!" Sarah cried, her face in a
-flame.
-
-[Illustration: "It's--it's worth five hundred pounds!"]
-
-Mrs. Stubbs fairly gasped in her surprise. "Sarah," she said, "what are
-you saying? Little girls ought not to tell stories; it's wicked. Do
-you know where you'll go to? Sarah, I'm shocked and surprised at you!"
-
-"Auntie, dear," said Sarah, "it's true--all true. It is, indeed! Ask
-the doctor, ask the vicar--ask _any_ one who knows about violins, and
-they'll tell you! It's a real Amati; it's worth five hundred
-pounds--perhaps more. I'm not telling stories, Auntie, but Father was
-offered that much for it, only he wouldn't take it because he said it
-was all he had to give me, and that it would be worth more to me some
-day."
-
-Never had Mrs. Stubbs heard Sarah say so much at one time before; but
-her earnest face and manner carried conviction with them, and she saw
-that the child knew what she was talking about, and was speaking only
-what she believed to be the truth.
-
-"You really mean it, Sarah?" she asked, putting out a hand to touch the
-wonderful instrument.
-
-"Oh, yes, Auntie, it's _absolutely_ true," returned Sarah, using the
-longest adjective she could think of the better to impress her aunt.
-
-"Then," exclaimed the good lady, with radiant triumph, "you'd better
-'old your tongue about it, Sarah, and not say a word about it--or you'll
-be 'aving the Probate people down on you, robbing the fatherless and the
-orphan."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV
-
- HER NEW HOME
-
-
-At last Mr. Gray's affairs were all cleared up, and Sarah was about to
-leave dingy old Bridgehampton behind for ever to take up her new life in
-London, the great city of the world.
-
-There were some very sad farewells to be made still; and Mrs. Stubbs was
-a woman of very good feeling, and encouraged the child to go and say
-good-bye to everybody who had been kind to her in the past.
-
-"There is Mrs. Tracy," said Sarah on the last day. "She brought me all
-that fruit and jam and the other things, Auntie."
-
-"Oh, you must go and say good-bye to 'er, of course," returned Mrs.
-Stubbs; "and we must go and see your pore pa's grave, for 'eaven knows
-when you'll see it again."
-
-"I should like to do that, please," said Sarah in a very low voice.
-
-"Well, _I_ can't drag out all that way," remarked Mrs. Stubbs, who,
-being stout, was not good at walking exercise. "We'll have an open
-carriage if nurse can get one; and nurse shall go too."
-
-So Sarah went and said "good-bye" to her father's grave; and the wise
-old nurse, after a minute spent beside it, drew Mrs. Stubbs away to the
-other side of the pretty churchyard to show her a curious tombstone
-about which she had been telling her as they drove along. So Sarah, for
-a few minutes, was left alone--free to kneel down and bid her farewell
-in peace.
-
-It was a relief to the child to be alone, for Mrs. Stubbs, though
-meaning to be kindness itself, was not a woman in whose presence it was
-possible to grieve in comfort. Her remarks about "your pore pa"
-invariably had the effect of stifling any feeling of emotion which was
-aroused in her childish heart.
-
-She was very good. Sarah knew that she meant to be so.
-
-"I'll try not to mind the difference, dear Father," she whispered to the
-brown sods above his dear head. "It's all so different to you, so
-different to when there was just you and I together. Nobody will ever
-understand me like you, dear Daddy; but Auntie means to be very kind,
-and I'll try my hardest to grow up so that you'll love me better when we
-meet again."
-
-As she rose up, Mrs. Stubbs and the nurse were coming across the grass
-between the graves to fetch her. Mrs. Stubbs noticed the tears on her
-cheeks and still flooding her eyes.
-
-"Nay, now, you mustn't fret, Sarah," she said kindly; "'e's better off,
-pore thing, than when he was 'ere, so you mustn't fret for 'im, there's
-a good girl."
-
-Sarah wiped her eyes, and turned to go away. She said nothing, for she
-knew it was no use trying to make her aunt understand that her tears had
-not been so much for him as for herself. And Mrs. Stubbs stood for a
-moment looking down upon the mould, with its covering of brown,
-disjointed sods and its faded wreaths.
-
-"Pore thing!" she murmured; "it's a sad end to 'ave. And he must 'ave
-felt leaving the little one badly 'fore he brought himself to write that
-letter! Pore thing! Well, I'm not one to bear ill-will for what's past
-and gone, and so beyond 'elp now; and I'll be as much a mother to Sarah
-as if 'im and me had always been the best of friends. 'E once said I
-was vulgar--and perhaps I am--it's vulgar to 'ave 'earts and such like,
-and he knows better now, pore thing! For I have a 'eart. Yes, and the
-Queen upon 'er throne, she has a 'eart, too, bless her."
-
-There were tears on the good soul's cheeks as she turned to follow
-Sarah, whom she found at the gate waiting for her. By the time she had
-reached the child she had wiped them, but Sarah saw that they had been
-there.
-
-"Dear Auntie," she said. "He wasn't friends with you, but he knows how
-good you are now,"--and then she flung her arms round her, and her
-victory over her uncle's wife was complete.
-
-"Sarah," she said, when they were nearly at the end of their journey,
-"you have never 'ad any playfellows, have you, dear?"
-
-"Never, Auntie--not _real_ playfellows," Sarah answered, and flushing up
-with joy at the anticipation of those who were in store for her.
-
-"Well, I'd better warn you, Sarah--it may not be all sugar and honey
-till you get used to them," said Mrs. Stubbs solemnly. "There's a good
-deal of give and take about children's ways; that is, if you want to get
-on peaceable. If you get a knock, you must just bear it without
-telling, or else you get called a 'tell-pie,' and treated according.
-It's what I've never encouraged, and I must do my children the justice
-to say if they gets a knock they gives it back again, and there's no
-more about it."
-
-Thus Sarah was somewhat prepared for the darker side of her new life,
-though she gathered no true idea of the nest of young ruffians to whom
-she was made known an hour later.
-
-They came out with a rush to the door when the carriage stopped, and
-welcomed their mother home again with a fluent and boisterous torrent of
-joy truly appalling to the little quiet and retiring Sarah, who was not
-accustomed to the domestic manners of children of the Stubbs class.
-
-"Ma, what have you brought me?"
-
-"Is that Sarah, Ma? My, ain't she a littl'un!"
-
-"Ma, Mary was late this morning. Yes, and our kao-kao was burnt--I told
-her I should tell you."
-
-"Pa slapped Johnnie last night, because he wouldn't be washed to come
-down to dessert."
-
-"And Flossie has torn her best frock."
-
-"And May----"
-
-"Hush! Be quiet, children!" exclaimed Mrs. Stubbs, holding her hands to
-her ears. "'Pon my word, you're like a lot of young savages. Miss
-Clark can't have taken much care of you whilst I've bin away. Really,
-you're enough to frighten Sarah out of her senses. This is your cousin
-Sarah. She's going to live 'ere in future, so come and say ''Ow d'ye
-do?' to her nicely."
-
-Thus bidden, the young Stubbses all turned their attention on their new
-cousin, and said their greeting and shook hands with various kinds of
-manner.
-
-There was May, aged fourteen, a very consequential young person, with an
-inclination to be short and stout, like her mother, and had her nice
-fair hair plaited into a tail behind and tied with a bunch of mauve
-ribbon, worn with a white frock in memory of the uncle by marriage whom
-she had never seen.
-
-"How d'you do, Cousin Sarah?" she said, with a fine-lady air which
-petrified poor Sarah, who thought that and her cousin's earrings and
-watch-chain the finest things she had ever beheld about any human being
-before. Then there came the redoubtable Flossie, who had torn her best
-frock, and was twelve and a half. Flossie, who was nearly as big as
-May, came forward with a giggle, and said "How----" and went off into
-fits of laughter at some private joke of her own.
-
-"I'm ashamed of you, Flossie," cried Mrs. Stubbs sharply; "shake 'ands
-with your cousin Sarah at once. Ah! this is Lily--Lily's five and a
-'alf, Sarah--she's the baby."
-
-Then there was Tom, the eldest boy, who gripped hold of Sarah's hand and
-wrung it until she could have shrieked with the pain, but, taking it as
-an expression of kindness and welcome, she bore it bravely and looked at
-him with a smiling face; she knew better afterwards.
-
-After Tom came the twins, Minnie and the Johnnie who had been slapped
-the day before; and last of all, Janey, the prettiest, and Sarah fancied
-the sweetest, of them all. Janey was seven, or, as she said herself,
-nearly eight.
-
-"I suppose," said Mrs. Stubbs, addressing herself to Flossie, "that your
-pa 'asn't got 'ome yet?"
-
-"No, Ma, not yet," returned Flossie.
-
-But, presently, when Mrs. Stubbs had changed her dress for a garment
-such as Sarah had never beheld before, and which May told her was a
-tea-gown, and was enjoying a cup of sweet-smelling tea in the large and
-shady drawing-room--to Sarah a perfect dream of beauty--he came! Came
-with a bustle and noise like a tempest, and caught his stout wife round
-the waist, with a "Hulloa, old woman, it's a sight for sore eyes to see
-you 'ome again!"
-
-Sarah had determined to be surprised at nothing, but her Uncle Stubbs
-was altogether too much for her resolution. In apologising to herself
-afterwards, she said she was obliged to stare.
-
-"And where's the little lass?" Mr. Stubbs asked when he had kissed his
-wife. "Oh, there! Well, aren't you going to speak to your uncle, eh?"
-
-"Yes, Uncle," said Sarah shyly.
-
-He drew her nearer to him, and turned her face to the light.
-
-"Like her dear ma," put in Mrs. Stubbs.
-
-"Yes," said Mr. Stubbs shortly.
-
-"Not like her pa at all," Mrs. Stubbs persisted.
-
-"No!" more shortly still; then, after a pause, "I 'ope you'll be a good
-gal, Sarah, and remember, though your father and me wasn't friends, yet,
-as long as I've a 'ome to call my own, you're welcome to a shelter in
-it. Your mother was my favourite sister, and though she turned 'er back
-on me, I'll never do that on you, never."
-
-"Father knows better now, Uncle," said the child, with an effort; "he
-knows how good you and Auntie are to me. You'd be friends now, wouldn't
-you?" earnestly.
-
-"I don't know--I don't know at all," replied Mr. Stubbs shortly; then,
-struck by the pleading look on the child's wistful face, added gruffly,
-"I suppose we should; any way, I hope so."
-
-At this point Mrs. Stubbs broke in,--
-
-"Any way, it's no fault of Sarah's that we wasn't all the very best of
-friends, Stubbs; and Sarah and me's real fond of one another already,
-aren't we, Sarah? So say no more about it; what's past and gone is
-beyond 'elp. Flossie, you can take Sarah upstairs now. It's just
-six--time for your tea. Be sure she gets a good tea."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V
-
- A TASTE OF THE FUTURE
-
-
-Thus bidden, Flossie took Sarah's hand and led her upstairs. "You won't
-like Miss Clark," she remarked, as they went. "We don't like her, not
-any of us. She's so mean; always telling tales about somebody. She got
-Johnnie slapped and sent off to bed last night; it was all spite--nasty
-old thing!"
-
-"Who is Miss Clark?" Sarah asked, feeling rather bewildered.
-
-"Miss Clark! What! didn't Ma tell you about her?" ejaculated Miss
-Flossie, in surprise.
-
-"No; Auntie never told me about her at all."
-
-"Lor! There, that shows Ma herself don't think much of her! I'll tell
-Miss Clark, any way."
-
-"Don't, don't!" Sarah cried, in an agony.
-
-"Yes, I shall," the amiable Flossie returned, suddenly opening a door
-and dragging her cousin into the midst of a noisy crew, all squabbling
-round a tea-table. "Miss Clark, what d'you think? Ma actually never
-told Sarah a single word about you!"
-
-"Well, my dear, never mind; perhaps Mrs. Stubbs didn't say very much
-about any of us."
-
-"She didn't," put in Sarah hastily.
-
-"I suppose this is Sarah?" Miss Clark went on.
-
-"Yes," answered Flossie, adding, under her breath to Johnnie, "Stupid
-little thing!"
-
-"How do you do, Sarah?" asked the governess, with the air of primness
-which had made her unruly young pupils dislike her. "I hope we shall be
-very good friends, and that you will do your best to be a very tidy and
-industrious little girl."
-
-This rather took Sarah's breath away, but she replied, politely, that
-she would try her best.
-
-"Come and sit by me, Sarah," said May, with a very condescending air of
-protection.
-
-"Yes, sit by May," added Miss Clark. "May is my right hand; without May
-I could not endure all the worry and trial of the others. Copy May, and
-you will be quite right."
-
-So Sarah watched May mincing with her knife and fork, and
-conscientiously tried to do likewise, to the infinite amusement of the
-younger ones, of whom May took no notice whatever, and to whose jibing
-remarks she showed a superb indifference.
-
-"Sarah," shouted Tom, stuffing his mouth so full of pressed tongue and
-bread-and-butter that Sarah's heart stood still for fear of his choking,
-"how many pieces of bread-and-butter can you put into your mouth at
-once?"
-
-"Disgusting boy!" remarked May disdainfully, without giving Sarah time
-to reply. "You grow more atrociously vulgar every day you live!"
-
-"Hi, hi!" shouted Tom, seizing a tablespoon and ramming it down his
-throat until even boy's nature revolted and expressed disapproval.
-
-"Put that spoon down," cried Miss Clark authoritatively. "If I see you
-do that again, Tom, you shall not go down to dessert."
-
-Now this was almost the only threat by which poor Miss Clark, whose life
-was one long-continued struggle and fight, was able to hold her own over
-Tom when he was at home for his holidays. Not going down to dessert
-meant, not only the punishment of losing a share of the good things
-below, but also it meant inquiry as to the cause of absence, and other
-effects according to evidence.
-
-Tom's exuberance of spirits settled down promptly into discreet
-behaviour, and Miss Clark had time to look round the table.
-
-"Johnnie, you are forbidden to eat jam for a week," she burst out.
-"Minnie, take his plate away."
-
-"It's a shame poor Johnnie isn't to have any jam," Minnie began
-whining--"all for nothing, too. It's a real downright shame, it is," and
-forthwith she took the opportunity of daubing a thick slice of
-bread-and-butter with jam off her own plate, and smuggling it into the
-luckless Johnnie's hand in such a way that he might eat it upside down,
-to the intense delight of Tom opposite, who had seen the little
-manoeuvre, and was bursting to disclose it.
-
-For once nodding and winking had no effect, for nobody happened to be
-looking at him. So Tom, in despair lest such an amusing incident should
-be altogether lost, began vigorously nudging Flossie, who sat next to
-him, with his elbow. Flossie, unfortunately, was in the act of raising a
-large cup of very hot tea to her lips, and Tom's nudge causing the hot
-cup to touch her knuckle, made her jerk violently, and over the tea went
-in a deluge on to her lap.
-
-It is almost impossible to give an adequate description of the scene
-which followed. Flossie shrieked and screamed as if she was being
-murdered by a slow process; Tom vowed and protested that it was not his
-fault; Janey had pushed him over against Flossie; Janey appealed to Miss
-Clark to remember that at the very moment she was handing her cup in the
-opposite direction; and Miss Clark began to wring her hands and exclaim
-that she would ask to have Tom sent back to school again, for stand his
-cruel and unbrotherly behaviour she neither could nor would. And in the
-midst of it all, young Johnnie seized the opportunity of helping Minnie
-freely to jam and eating off her plate, as if he were eating for a
-wager.
-
-Sarah sat looking, as she was, scared; and May calmly surveyed the scene
-of uproar with disdainful face.
-
-"Disgusting boy!" she said to the still protesting Tom. "You get more
-vulgar every day. Don't take any notice, Sarah; you will get used to it
-by-and-by."
-
-Eventually Miss Clark began to cry weakly.
-
-"It's too much for me; how am I to bear four weeks more of this dreadful
-boy?" she sobbed.
-
-"Do like me, take no notice," suggested May.
-
-"But I _must_ take notice," Miss Clark cried desperately. "My only
-comfort is that you do sit still, May dear. As for Sarah, she is a good
-girl, a pattern to you," with a withering glance at Tom. "I feel sure
-Sarah has never seen such a disgraceful scene before; have you, Sarah?"
-
-"No," whispered Sarah, wishing fervently that Miss Clark had been
-pleased to leave her out of the discussion.
-
-"I thought so. I knew Sarah's manners were far too good for her to have
-been brought up among this sort of thing. Sarah is like a young
-princess."
-
-By this time the tumult had subsided a little. Flossie had recovered
-from her fright, and was consoling herself with buttered scones and
-honey, looking darkly at Tom the while, just by way of reminding him
-that she had not by any means forgotten. But Tom was unconscious of her
-wrath--a fresh idea had presented itself to his volatile mind, and for
-the moment he had utterly forgotten not only Flossie's wrath, but also
-that other probable wrath to come.
-
-"Princess Sarah!" he shouted, pointing at his cousin. "Her Royal
-Highness Princess Sarah--of Nowhere. Princess Sarah!"
-
-"Princess Sarah!" cried Johnnie, taking up the taunt, and waving his
-bread-and-butter like a flag. "Three cheers for Princess Sarah!"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI
-
- THE AMIABLE FLOSSIE
-
-
-Miss Clark did not tell that time. It was not Flossie, but May, who
-poured oil on the troubled waters.
-
-"It's no use making a fuss, Flossie," she said wisely. "Tom didn't mean
-to spill your tea; he only wanted you to look at Johnnie cribbing jam
-when he'd been told not to have any. And it's the first night Ma's at
-home, and Tom's her favourite; and if you get him into trouble with Pa,
-she'll give what she's brought for you to somebody else. So you just
-hold your tongue, Flossie, and be a bit nice to Miss Clark, and get her
-to say nothing about it. It isn't as if you were hurt--and besides, you
-can't pretend you're hurt and then go down to dessert. It's your turn
-to go down to-night." Thus advised, Flossie went to Miss Clark and
-begged her to say nothing more about Tom's unfortunate accident.
-
-"Tom says he didn't mean to, Miss Clark, and Ma's tired, I dare say; so
-you won't say anything about it, will you?"
-
-"I think I ought to say something about it, Flossie," said Miss Clark
-severely, though in her heart she was as glad to get off telling as even
-Tom himself could be.
-
-"No, Miss Clark, I don't think you ought. Ma always gets a headache
-after a long journey, and if Pa's put out with Tom, and perhaps whips
-him, Ma 'll go to bed and cry all night. And it wasn't as if Tom meant
-to spill the tea over me--it was quite an accident. He was only jogging
-me to look at Johnnie."
-
-With much apparent reluctance, Miss Clark at last consented to say no
-more about it; and so occupied was she in making Flossie feel how great
-a concession it was for her to do so, that she forgot to ask what
-Johnnie had happened to be doing to attract Tom's attention.
-
-So Johnnie escaped scot free also, and Flossie and Tom went off to
-prepare for going down to dessert, which the young Stubbses did in
-strict turn, two at a time.
-
-As soon as the table was cleared, Miss Clark got out a little work-box
-and began a delicate piece of embroidery. Sarah kept close to May, whom
-at present she liked best of any of the young people and May sat down
-with a piece of fancy work also, of which she did very little.
-
-"Miss Clark," she began, after she had done a few stitches, "isn't it
-jolly without Tom?"
-
-"Very," said Miss Clark, with a great sigh of relief.
-
-"I don't think Tom meant to be disagreeable," said May, turning Miss
-Clark's silks over with careless fingers; "but he's a boy, and boys are
-very tiresome animals, Miss Clark."
-
-"Yes," Miss Clark replied.
-
-"How many times have you been engaged?" and May leant her elbows upon
-the table and regarded the governess with interested eyes.
-
-[Illustration: "How many times have you been engaged?"]
-
-"Twice," answered Miss Clark, in a low voice.
-
-"And he was nice?" May inquired, with vivid interest.
-
-"I thought them both nice at the time," Miss Clark returned, with a sigh
-and a smile. "But--oh, here is Flossie ready to go down. Flossie, my
-dear, how quick you have been!"
-
-"But I'm quite tidy, Miss Clark," Flossie replied. "I wish Tom would be
-quick. I say, Sarah, don't you wish you were going down, too?"
-
-"Sarah's quite happy with Miss Clark and me," put in May; "ain't you,
-Sarah?"
-
-"Yes, quite," Sarah replied.
-
-"Oh, are you? Then I shall tell Ma you said you didn't want to go down
-to see her, then," Flossie retorted.
-
-Poor Sarah's eyes filled with tears, and she turned to May in the hope
-of getting protection from her.
-
-"Take no notice," said May superbly. "You'll get used to Flossie after
-a bit. She's a regular tell-tale; but she won't tell Ma, for Ma won't
-listen. She never does. Ma never will listen to tales, not even from
-Tom."
-
-Flossie began to laugh uproariously, as if it was the greatest joke in
-the world to tease Sarah, who had yet to learn the peculiar workings of
-a Stubbs character. Then Miss Clark interrupted with a remark that
-Flossie's sash was not very well tied.
-
-"Come here and let me tie it properly," she said sharply; and, as
-Flossie knew that any shortcoming would be sharply noticed and commented
-upon when she got downstairs, she turned obediently round and allowed
-Miss Clark to arrange her garments to her satisfaction. By that time
-Tom was ready, and the two went down together.
-
-"Thank goodness," remarked May piously. "Now, Miss Clark, we shall have
-a little peace."
-
-May was destined to have even a greater peace for her little chat with
-the governess than she had anticipated, for a few minutes after Flossie
-and Tom had gone downstairs one of the maids came up and said that the
-mistress wished Miss Sarah to come down at once. Miss Sarah, she added,
-was not to stay to dress more than she was then.
-
-"Mayn't I just wash my hands?" Sarah asked imploringly of May.
-
-"Of course," May answered, good-naturedly. "I'll go with you and make
-you straight."
-
-May was very good-natured, though it is true that she was somewhat
-condescending; and she went with Sarah and showed her the room she was
-to share with Janey and Lily, showed her where to wash her face and
-hands, and herself combed her hair and made her look quite presentable.
-
-"There! you look all right; let Miss Clark see you," she said. And,
-after Sarah had been for inspection and approval, she followed the maid,
-and went down, for the first time in her life, to dessert.
-
-"'Ere she is!" Mrs. Stubbs exclaimed, as the little figure in black
-appeared in the doorway. "Flossie ought to have known you would come
-down to dessert the first evening; and, after that, you must take it in
-turn with the others."
-
-"Yes, Auntie," said Sarah shyly, taking the chair next to Mrs. Stubbs,
-for which she was thankful.
-
-"Will you 'ave some grapes, my dear?" Mrs. Stubbs asked kindly.
-
-"Sarah 'd like a nectarine," said Mr. Stubbs, who made a god of his
-stomach, and loved good things.
-
-"I doubt if she will," his wife said; "they're bitter to a child's
-taste; but 'ave which you like best, Sarah."
-
-"Grapes, please, Auntie," said Sarah promptly.
-
-As a matter of fact, Sarah did not exactly know what nectarines were;
-and, not liking to confess her ignorance, lest by doing so she should
-bring on herself sarcastic glances, to be followed later by sarcastic
-remarks from Flossie and Tom, she chose what she was sure of; besides,
-she did not want to run the risk of getting something upon her plate
-which she did not like, and perhaps could not eat. Poor Sarah still had
-a lively recollection of once helping herself to a piece of crystallised
-ginger when out to tea with her father. She could not bear hot things,
-and it seemed to her that that piece of ginger was the hottest morsel
-she had ever put in her mouth. She sucked and sucked in the hope of
-reducing it, and so getting rid of it, and the harder she sucked the
-hotter it grew. She tried crushing it between her sharp young teeth,
-but that process only seemed to bring out the heat more and more.
-
-And at last, in sheer desperation, Sarah bethought herself of her
-pocket-handkerchief, and, putting it up as if to wipe her lips, ejected
-the pungent morsel, and at the same time seized the opportunity of
-putting her poor little burning tongue out to cool.
-
-"Have another piece of ginger, dear," the lady of the house had said,
-seeing that her plate was empty.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII
-
- COUSINLY AMENITIES
-
-
-The following morning Mrs. Stubbs began preparing vigorously for the
-move to Brighton, which the family invariably made at this time of the
-year. Usually, indeed, they went a week or so earlier, but Mrs. Stubbs
-being at Bridgehampton, Miss Clark had done no more towards going than
-to see that the children's summer and seaside frocks and other clothes
-were all ready.
-
-"I think May and Flossie must 'ave new white best frocks," Mrs. Stubbs
-remarked; "and Sarah's things must be attended to. I knew it was no use
-getting the child anything but a black frock in that old-fashioned
-Bridge'ampton. I'd better go and see about them this morning; and if
-they're not done by Thursday they can come after us."
-
-So Sarah was dressed, and with May went out in the neat "broom" with
-Mrs. Stubbs; and when she had arranged about the white frocks for her
-own children, Mrs. Stubbs began to lay in a stock of clothes for Sarah.
-Poor Sarah was bewildered, and felt more ready to cry than anything
-else.
-
-"Am I to wear _all_ these?" she asked, with what was almost horror, as
-she surveyed the pile of stockings, petticoats, gloves, sash-ribbons,
-pocket-handkerchiefs, and such things, which quickly accumulated upon
-the counter.
-
-Mrs. Stubbs laughed good-naturedly. "You won't say 'all' when you've
-been a month at Brighton grubbing about on the shingle and going
-donkey-rides, and such like. You must be tidy, you know, Sarah. And I
-told you" (in an undertone) "that you would be the same as my own. I
-never do things by 'alves; I'm not one of that sort, thank 'eaven."
-
-So, to Sarah's dismay, she bought lavishly of many things--frocks,
-boots, smart pinafores, a pretty, light summer jacket, and two hats, one
-a white sailor hat, the other a black trimmed one for best.
-
-"Do you take cold easy, Sarah?" Mrs. Stubbs inquired, pausing as they
-went out of the showroom before a huge pile of furs.
-
-"I think I do rather, Auntie; and I had bronchitis last year."
-
-"That settles it!" her aunt exclaimed. "I don't believe in bronchitis
-and doctors' bills; waste of money, I call it. You shall 'ave a fur
-cape."
-
-Now for two years past the dream of Sarah's life had been to possess a
-fur cape--"a beautiful, warm, soft, and lovely fur cape," as she
-expressed it; but until now, poor child, she had never dared to think it
-might ever be more than a dream--that it might come to be a possibility
-or a reality. The sudden realization was almost too much for her. She
-gave a little gasp of delight, and squeezed her aunt's arm _hard_.
-
-"Oh, Auntie!" she whispered, with a sob of delight, "what shall I ever
-do for you?"
-
-"Nay, nay! don't, Sarah!" Mrs. Stubbs expostulated, fearing the child
-was going to break down. "Be a good girl and love your aunt, that's all,
-dear."
-
-"Oh, Auntie, I do, I do!" Sarah whispered back; "but if only Father
-knew--if only he knew!"
-
-"Why, maybe he does," said Mrs. Stubbs kindly. "But come, Sarah, my
-dear, let us try your cape on. We are wasting this gentleman's time."
-
-The gentleman in question protested that it was of no consequence, and
-begged Mrs. Stubbs not to hurry herself. But time was passing, and Mrs.
-Stubbs wanted to get home again, so she urged Sarah to be quick.
-
-Ten minutes later Sarah was the proud possessor of a beautiful brown fur
-cape, just a little large for her, "that she might have room to grow,"
-but so warm and cosy, and so entirely to her liking, that, in spite of
-the sultry day, the child would willingly have kept it on and gone home
-in it. She did not, however, dare to propose it to her aunt, and if she
-had done so Mrs. Stubbs had far too much good sense to have allowed it.
-
-So they went home gaily enough to lunch, which was the young folk's
-dinner, but not without a petition from May that they should stop at
-some nice shop and have ices.
-
-"It will spoil your dinner!" exclaimed Mrs. Stubbs.
-
-"Oh, no, Mother," said May, who sometimes called her mother so. "And
-Sarah _ought_ to have an ice the very first time she has ever had a
-drive with you."
-
-Thus pressed, Mrs. Stubbs gave in, and stopped the carriage at a
-confectioner's in Regent Street.
-
-"I'll have Vanilla," said May. "Which are you going to have, Sarah?"
-
-"Whichever you like," said Sarah, who had never tasted an ice in her
-life, and was thus gaining another new experience.
-
-"Try strawberry, then," said May, "and then we can help one another to a
-spoonful."
-
-Sarah did try strawberry, and very good she found it. And then, when
-they had each eaten about half of their ices, May proposed that they
-should change about. Sarah did not find the Vanilla ice nearly so much
-to her liking as the strawberry one had been; but not liking to say so,
-as her cousin seemed to appreciate the change, she finished her portion,
-and said she had enjoyed herself very much.
-
-"You'll buy us some sweets, Ma?" said May.
-
-Sarah stared aghast; it seemed to her a terrible extravagance to have
-had the ices, particularly after having spent so much money as her aunt
-must have done for the clothes that morning. And then to ask for
-sweets! It seemed to her that May had no conscience.
-
-And perhaps she was not very far wrong. But May, if she had no
-conscience, had a wonderful knack of smoothing the path of daily life
-for herself. Mrs. Stubbs demurred decidedly to buying sweets; but May
-gave a good reason for her demand.
-
-"Oh, Ma, dear, do! Flossie 'll be as cross as two sticks at Sarah being
-out with you instead of her. And she's sure to ask if we had ices, and,
-you know we can't either of us tell a story about it--at least, I can't,
-and I don't think Sarah's at all the story-telling sort--are you,
-Sarah?"
-
-"Oh no, indeed, Auntie, I'll never tell you a story," Sarah protested.
-
-"And Flossie will go on anyhow, and taunt her; I know she will. She and
-Tom were at it last night--calling her Princess Sarah--her Royal
-Highness Princess Sarah," May went on--"didn't they, Sarah?"
-
-"Never mind," said Sarah, trying to make light of it.
-
-"But what did they call her that for?" Mrs. Stubbs asked, listening in a
-way that was rare with her to a bit of tittle-tattle from the
-schoolroom.
-
-"Well, Ma, dear, you know what Tom is. He doesn't mean to be rough or
-rude, but he's just a boy home for the holidays; and after she's had the
-little ones all day, and perhaps not me to talk to at all, Tom does get
-a bit too much for Miss Clark's nerves. And last night Tom was just a
-bit more boisterous than usual, and poor Miss Clark didn't feel very
-well, and it tried her, you know. And Sarah was sitting by me, and very
-quiet, and Miss Clark happened to say she behaved like a princess--and
-so she did. And Tom took it up--Princess Sarah, of Nowhere; her Royal
-Highness Princess Sarah, of Nowhere, and such-like. I don't think Tom
-meant to be unkind, but it wasn't very nice for Sarah, being strange to
-us all; and then Flossie took it up, and Johnnie, but Miss Clark told
-Johnnie he should go to bed if he said it again, so he soon shut up."
-
-"Well, it's no use taking any notice of it," said Mrs. Stubbs, stroking
-Sarah's hand kindly, "but you'd better put a stop to it whenever you
-hear 'em at it, May. I only 'ope Tom won't let his pa 'ear him. He'd be
-very angry, for Sarah's pore ma, that's dead and gone, was 'is favourite
-sister, and Pa'd never forgive a slight that was put on her little girl.
-It isn't," said Mrs. Stubbs, warming to her subject, "any fault of
-Sarah's that she's left, at nine years old, without a father, or a
-mother, or a 'ome; and it's no credit of any of yours that you've got a
-kind pa and ma, and a lux'r'ous 'ome, and a broom to ride about in. So,
-Sarah, my dear, don't take no notice if they begin teasing you about
-anything. Remember, your ma was your uncle's favourite sister, and that
-you was as welcome as flowers in May to him when I brought you 'ome."
-
-Sarah looked up. "I don't mind anything, Auntie, dear," she said
-bravely, though her lips were trembling and her eyes were moist. "I'll
-remember what you told me when we were coming--give and take."
-
-"That's a brave little woman!" Mrs. Stubbs exclaimed. "Yes, you'd
-better go and choose some sweets, May. Perhaps it was a little 'ard on
-Flossie she should have to stop at 'ome, but I can't do with more than
-three in the broom--it gets so 'ot and so stuffy. Perhaps, some day,
-your pa 'll buy us an open carriage, and then I don't mind 'ow many
-there are."
-
-May went out into the shop--for they had been sitting alone in an inner
-room--to choose the sweets, and Mrs. Stubbs continued her talk to Sarah.
-
-"I don't 'old with telling, as a rule; I want my children to be better
-than tell-pies," she said; "but I am glad May told me of this. If
-anything goes wrong with you, you tell May about it, Sarah; she's my
-right 'and; I don't know what I should do without her."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII
-
- FLOSSIE'S GRIEVANCES
-
-
-It was just as well that May had had sufficient forethought to provide
-herself with a bundle of sweets in the shape of a peace-offering for
-Flossie, for when they got in they found Flossie in anything but an
-amiable mood.
-
-And when Flossie was not in an amiable mood, she was anything but an
-agreeable young person.
-
-She was sitting in the schoolroom, staring sullenly out of the window
-and kicking impatiently against the window-board in a way which upset
-Miss Clark's nerves until they could only be fairly described as
-"shattered."
-
-[Illustration: She was sitting in the schoolroom, staring sullenly out
-of the window.]
-
-For everything from first to last had gone wrong with poor Flossie that
-morning. In the first place, she had been intensely disappointed at
-being left at home that Sarah might go in the carriage with Mrs. Stubbs.
-Flossie was particularly fond of going out with her mother in the
-carriage, and was also very fond of shopping. It was, therefore, quite
-in vain that Miss Clark tried to make her understand that Sarah had not
-been taken for favouritism, but simply in order that her aunt might buy
-her the clothes necessary for their trip to Brighton. Flossie thought
-and said it was a horrid shame, and vowed vengeance on the unfortunate
-and inoffensive, though offending, Sarah in consequence.
-
-"Nasty little mean white-faced thing!" she exclaimed. "I suppose I
-shall always be shoved into the background now, just that she may be
-coddled up and made to think herself better than anybody else. Princess
-Sarah! Yes, that's to be the new idea. We're all to be put on one side
-for Princess Sarah."
-
-"Flossie," said Miss Clark, very severely, "you ought to be thoroughly
-ashamed of yourself. To be jealous of a poor little girl who has no
-father or mother, who has come among strangers at nine years old, and is
-fretting her poor little heart out for the sake of the father who loved
-her better than any one in all the world; to be jealous of her being
-taken out once when you know it is only on business they have gone--oh!
-for shame, Flossie! for shame!"
-
-"Oh, well, she needn't fret after her pa so much," Flossie retorted, not
-taking Miss Clark's remarks to heart at all. "He didn't do so much for
-her. He wasn't a gentleman like Pa. If he had been, he'd have left her
-some money of her own."
-
-Miss Clark's whole soul rose up in absolute loathing within her.
-
-"You vulgar, vulgar child!" she thought. Aloud she said, "Flossie, my
-dear, a _lady_ would not say such a thing as that. Your mother would be
-very, _very_ angry if she heard it. Come, it is useless to stay
-grumbling and sulking here; you will have to accept the situation. Mrs.
-Stubbs is your mother, and the mistress of this house and family. She
-does not ask your leave whether she shall take you out with her or not.
-She would be a very bad mother to you if she did, instead of being, as
-she is now, a very good one. Let me hear not another word, but put your
-things on to go out with me."
-
-"Is Tom going?" Flossie inquired, not daring to refuse, though she would
-dearly have liked to do so.
-
-"No. Tom and Johnnie are going out with Charles."
-
-"And I have to just go out with you and three stupid girls?"
-
-"With your three sisters, certainly."
-
-"It's a beastly shame," Flossie burst out.
-
-"Not another word," said the governess sharply. "Go and get ready at
-once."
-
-And poor Flossie had to go. Of course it happened that as she began
-wrong at the beginning nothing went very well with her during the rest
-of the morning. Miss Clark went the one way she hated above all others;
-but Miss Clark had to do a small but important commission for Mrs.
-Stubbs, and was obliged to take it.
-
-Then her sisters, whom she heartily despised--Tom being her
-favourite--annoyed her excessively. Janey would persist in lagging
-behind, and Minnie got a stone in her shoe and had to stop and take it
-off and shake out the pebble; and then, of course, she had to stop also
-to have her shoe tied again, and one or two people stopped to see what
-was amiss, as people do stop when they see any impediment to the general
-traffic in the London streets. "Making a perfect show of them all,"
-Flossie said angrily.
-
-And when they got home, Flossie not feeling quite so bad as when they
-set off, Mrs. Stubbs and May and "_that_ Sarah" actually had not come
-back. It really was too bad, and Flossie sat down in the schoolroom
-window to watch for them with a face like a thunder cloud and a heart in
-which every outraged and injured feeling capable of being felt by weak
-human nature seemed to be seething and struggling at once.
-
-If only Tom had come back, it would not have been so bad. But Charles,
-the indoor servant, had taken him and Johnnie down to Seven Dials to buy
-some guinea-pigs, and Seven Dials being a long way from South
-Kensington, they could not possibly have got back by that time if they
-had tried ever so. Poor Flossie!
-
-So she sat and brooded--brooded over what she was pleased to call her
-wrongs. She would not so much have minded not going out with the
-"broom" if only she might have gone with Charles and Tom and Johnnie to
-enjoy the somewhat doubtful delights of Seven Dials. That, however,
-Mrs. Stubbs had resolutely and peremptorily refused to allow. So it
-happened that Flossie sat in the window waiting for their return.
-
-At last they came. She saw them get out of the carriage and disappear
-within the house; she saw the carriage drive round to the stables.
-
-And then there was a long pause. But they none of them seemed to think
-of coming upstairs, even then. Poor Flossie kicked at the window-board
-more noisily than ever, and in vain Miss Clark, driven almost to
-desperation, cried, "Flossie, _will_ you be quiet?"
-
-And then the door opened quietly, and May came in, looking radiant.
-Flossie felt more ill-used even than before.
-
-"Oh, you are here, Flossie. I've been looking for you _every_where,"
-she remarked.
-
-"Well, you can't have looked very hard, or you'd have found me," Flossie
-snapped. Then with a fierce glance at the parcel in her sister's hand,
-she blurted out, "You've been having ices!"
-
-"Yes, we have," answered May; "but you needn't look like that, Flossie;
-I've brought you back a great deal more than both our ices cost."
-
-"What have you brought?" half mollified.
-
-"Caramels in chocolate."
-
-"I hate caramels!" Flossie declared, fearing, with the old clinging to
-ungraciousness that sulky people have, that her last reply had sounded
-too much like coming round, a concession which Flossie never made too
-soon or made too cheap.
-
-"Nougat?" said May, putting the caramels on one side.
-
-"You _know_ I can't eat nougat; it _always_ makes my teeth ache!"
-Flossie cried.
-
-"Fondants?" May knew that her sister was passionately fond of that form
-of sweetmeats. But Flossie would have none of it.
-
-"I detest fondants!" she said, with an impressiveness which would have
-been worthy of the occasion had she said that she detested--well,
-prussic acid, or some pleasant and deadly preparation of that kind.
-
-"Well, it's a pity I worried Ma for them at all," May remarked with her
-usual placid air of disgust. "Perhaps, though, you'll think differently
-after lunch. Come down, and pray don't look like that! Pa's at home."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX
-
- AN ASTUTE TELL-PIE
-
-
-But not even the presence of Mr. Stubbs, who was held in great awe by
-his sons and daughters, and was most emphatically what is known as
-"master in his own house," was sufficient to restore the redoubtable
-Flossie to her usual careless, happy-go-lucky, giggling sauciness.
-
-She went down and took her seat at table, speaking only when spoken to,
-but nevertheless contriving to eat an uncommonly good meal. And Tom
-entertained her with an account of his excursion to the Dials; and
-although Flossie had spent the last three hours in a passion of
-jealousy, envy, and unhappiness too great for alleviation, even when it
-came in the shape of caramels, nougat, and fondants, yet she could not
-resist the temptation of hearing all that Tom had to say, and of
-arranging to go round to the stables with him to see his new pets when
-lunch should be over.
-
-And presently she was graciously pleased to accept the caramels and
-nougat and the fondants. But for some hours she did not forgive
-Sarah--"Princess Sarah" she unceasingly called her, although solemnly
-warned by May that "Ma" had already heard of the name, and that if "Pa"
-heard it the consequences would indeed be dreadful.
-
-"Ah, I suppose Miss Tell-pie has been making up to Ma this morning!"
-suggested Flossie, with a frightful sneer.
-
-"Nothing of the kind!" returned May quickly, but in her most
-condescending tone; "it was quite another person. Sarah has never said
-a word, not even when she was asked. But, any way, Ma did hear it, and
-she's very angry about it. And Ma says if Pa gets to know about it
-he'll be fearfully angry, for Sarah's ma was his favourite sister. And
-so you'd better just mind what you're doing, Miss Flossie!"
-
-"I do hate that Miss Clark!" Flossie remarked.
-
-"Miss Clark!" exclaimed May. "Why, whatever for?"
-
-"Nasty, mean, spiteful tell-pie!" Flossie explained.
-
-"It _wasn't_ Miss Clark. I tell you Ma got to hear about it."
-
-"Who was it then?"
-
-"Ah, that I can't tell you; but, any way, Ma got to hear of it, and she
-told me to put a stop to it, and so you'd better be careful, that's
-all."
-
-And never for a moment did Flossie suspect that some blades are so sharp
-that they can cut two ways, and that her informant was quite as clever
-at carrying tales to one side as to the other. Ah! but blundering,
-boisterous Flossie was not nearly so astute as Mrs. Stubbs's right
-hand--May.
-
-When they had come from Bridgehampton Mrs. Stubbs had only brought her
-own box and one which contained Sarah's modest wardrobe with them. Her
-father's pictures and the precious Amati, with one or two bits of old
-carved oak, a chair, a table, a little chest, and a stool, with one or
-two bits of armour and a few pieces of very good china, were all packed
-and sent off by goods train.
-
-They arrived that afternoon, and Mrs. Stubbs had them all unpacked, and
-declared her intention of putting them into the little bedroom which,
-after they came back from Brighton, should be Sarah's own.
-
-"They're lovely things, and belong to the child herself, and it's right
-she should have them kept for 'er, you know, Stubbs."
-
-"Quite right, quite right," returned Mr. Stubbs promptly, and turning to
-see the effect of his wife's consideration on Sarah, whose character he
-was studying earnestly and diligently for the purpose of finding out
-whether any taint of what he called her "fine gentleman father" was
-about her.
-
-But Sarah was quite oblivious. She had got hold of her beloved violin,
-from which she had never been parted before in all her life, and was
-dusting it jealously with her little pocket-handkerchief.
-
-Mrs. Stubbs saw the look and understood it
-
-"The child didn't 'ear," she explained; and having attracted Sarah's
-attention, told her what her plans were for her future comfort. "You'll
-like that, won't you?" she ended.
-
-Sarah's reply was as astounding as it was prompt. "Oh, no, dear Auntie,
-not at all," she said earnestly.
-
-"And why not?" Mrs. Stubbs inquired, while her husband stared as if he
-thought the world might be coming to an end.
-
-"Why, Auntie, didn't you say your own self how beautiful they were, and
-how well they would set off a hall? I'd much rather you'd put them
-downstairs than in a bedroom, for you would see them every time you went
-in and out, and that _would_ please me."
-
-"There's unselfishness for you!" Mrs. Stubbs cried.
-
-"No, Auntie. I don't think it is," said Sarah in her sweet, humble
-voice. "It's nothing so grand as unselfishness; it's just because I
-love you."
-
-"Kiss me, my woman," cried Mrs. Stubbs with rapture.
-
-"And come and kiss _me_," said Mr. Stubbs. "You're a good girl, Sarah,
-your mother's own daughter. She was right, my lass, to stick to the
-husband she loved and married, though I never thought so till this
-moment."
-
-"Oh, Uncle!" Sarah gasped, for to hear him speak so of the mother she
-had never seen, but whom she had been taught to love from her babyhood,
-was joy almost greater than her child's heart could bear.
-
-"There, there! If aught goes wrong, come to me," Mr. Stubbs murmured.
-"And if you always speak to your aunt as you've done to-day, I shall
-think your pore father must have been a fine fellow, or you'd never be
-what you are."
-
-Oh, Sarah was so happy! After all, what could, what _did_ it matter if
-Flossie and Tom did call her Princess Sarah of Nowhere? Why, just
-nothing at all--nothing at all.
-
-"Uncle," she said, after a moment or two, "may I play you something on
-my violin?"
-
-"Yes," he answered.
-
-"That," remarked Mrs. Stubbs, as Sarah opened the piano and began to
-tune up in a way which made her uncle open his eyes with astonishment,
-"is the fiddle Sarah says is worth five hundred pounds."
-
-"Like enough. Some of 'em are," he answered.
-
-And then Sarah played a German _lied_ and a Hungarian dance; then "Home,
-Sweet Home."
-
-"Well," said Mrs. Stubbs, looking at him, when she ceased, "what do you
-think of it?"
-
-"I think she's--a genius," answered Mr. Stubbs.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X
-
- A PLEASANT RAILWAY JOURNEY
-
-
-On the Thursday following the whole Stubbs family went to Brighton.
-Sarah enjoyed the journey intensely, journeys being still almost a
-novelty with her. She would have enjoyed it more if May had not
-grumbled at going second-class, and if Flossie and Tom had not vied with
-one another in trying how far they could lean out of either window of
-the carriage. Poor Miss Clark was almost beside herself with fright.
-
-"Tom, put your head in immediately," she cried in desperation, and
-expecting every moment to see the door fly open and Tom shoot out
-headlong, to be picked up a mangled corpse or in actual fragments. "Tom,
-do you hear me? Tom, I insist upon it."
-
-But if Miss Clark had shouted till she had killed herself with shouting,
-Tom, leaning half his body out of the window, with the wind whistling in
-his ears and the roar and rattle of the engine and wheels all helping to
-deaden any such small sounds as that of a human voice, and that the
-voice of a weak and rather helpless woman, could not have heard her, and
-Miss Clark had no choice but, with May's help, to tug Tom in by the
-nether part of his garments. This done, she pulled up the window with a
-jerk.
-
-[Illustration: Tom leaning half his body out of the window with the wind
-whistling in his ears.]
-
-"I forbid you to open that window again," she said with such severity
-that even Tom was cowed, and sat meekly down with a somewhat sulky air.
-
-Miss Clark had thus time to turn her attention to the other children,
-when, to her horror, she found that Flossie was not only emulating but
-far surpassing her brother, not contenting herself with leaning well out
-of the window, but was actually standing on the seat that she might push
-herself out the farther. To pull her in and put her down on her seat
-with a bump was the work of but a moment.
-
-"If I have to speak to you again, Flossie," she said in accents of
-solemn warning, "I shall get out at the next station and take you to
-your father's carriage. I fancy you will sit quiet there."
-
-Flossie thought so too, and sat quietly enough till the next station was
-passed; but after that May complained so bitterly of the closed windows
-and the horrid stuffiness of the carriage that Miss Clark's sternness
-relented a little, and she allowed the window beside which May was
-sitting to be let down. And the very fact of the window being open
-seemed to set all Tom's nerves, and muscles, and longings tingling. He
-moved about uneasily in his seat, kept dodging round to look sideways
-through the glass at the side, and finally jumped up in a hurry and
-pushed his head and shoulders through the window. In vain did Miss
-Clark tug and pull at him and his garments alike. Tom had his elbows
-out of the window this time, and, as he chose not to give way, not all
-the combined strength of Miss Clark and May, with such help as Sarah and
-Minnie could give, had the smallest effect upon him. At last Miss
-Clark, who, as I have said, was not very strong, sat down and began to
-sniff in a way which sounded very hysterical, for she really was
-horribly afraid some dreadful accident would happen long before they got
-to their destination. However, as the suspicious little sob was heard
-and understood by May, that young lady took the law into her own hands
-and administered a sharp corrective immediately.
-
-"Tom," she shouted, "come in."
-
-Tom did not hear more than that he was being shouted at, and, as a
-natural consequence, did not move. Whereupon May quietly reached up to
-the rack and fished out Tom's own, his very own, riding-whip, and with
-that she began to belabour him soundly.
-
-It had effect! After half a dozen cuts, Tom began to struggle in, but
-May was a stout and heavily-set young lady, and as resolute in will as
-ever was her father, when she was once fairly roused. So she calmly
-held him by his neck and went on administering her corrective until she
-was utterly tired.
-
-Then she let him go, and when he, blind with rage and fury, and vowing
-vengeance upon her, made for her, and would have fought her, she sprang
-up at the knob by which you can signal to the driver and stop a train,
-and threatened to pull it if he touched her.
-
-And oh, Tom was angry! Angry--he was furious; but he was mastered. For
-it happened that on the very day that he and Johnnie had gone with
-Charles to Seven Dials, he had asked Charles all about the alarm bell,
-by means of which trains may be stopped if necessary, and Charles had
-explained the matter in a clear and lucid way peculiar to himself--a
-talent which made him especially valuable in a home where there were
-boys.
-
-"Why, Master Tom," he exclaimed, "you see that's a indicator. If you
-wants to storp the trayin you just pulls that knob, and it rings a bell
-on the engine somewhere, and the driver storps the trayin at once."
-
-"Let's stop it," suggested Tom, in high glee at the prospect of a walk
-through a dark and dangerous tunnel.
-
-It must be admitted that Charles's heart fairly stood still at the
-thought of what his explanation had suggested.
-
-"Master Tom," said he, with a face of horror which was so expressive
-that Tom was greatly impressed by it, "don't you go for to do nothing of
-the kind! It's almost a 'anging matter is storping of trayins--useless
-like. If you was took ill, or 'ad a fit, or somebody was a-murdering of
-you, why, it would be all right; but to storp a trayin when there's
-naught wrong, is--well, I believe, as a matter of fact, it's seven
-years."
-
-"Seven years--seven years what?" Tom asked, thinking the whole thing a
-grand joke.
-
-"Prison," returned Charles laconically; "that is, if it was me. If it
-was you, Master Tom, it would mean reformatory school, with plenty of
-stick and no meat, nor no 'olidays. No, I wouldn't go for to storp no
-trayins if I was you, Master Tom."
-
-"But we needn't say it was us that rang," pleaded Tom, whose fingers
-were just itching to ring that bell.
-
-Charles laughed. "Lor! Master Tom, they're up to that game!" he
-answered. "Bless you! they 'ave a lot of numbers, and they'd know in a
-minute which carriage it was that rang. No, Master Tom, don't you go
-for to ring no bells and storp no trayins. I lived servant with a young
-fellow once as had had five years of a reformatory school, and the tales
-he used to tell of what went on there was enough to make your blood
-curdle and your very 'air stand on end--mine did many a time!"
-
-"Which--your blood or your hair, Charles?" Tom inquired, with keen
-interest.
-
-"Both!" returned Charles, in a tone which carried conviction with it.
-
-Thus Tom had no further resource, when May vowed to ring the bell and
-stop the train if he touched her, but to sit down and bear his aches and
-his defeat in silence. But, oh, he was angry! To be beaten and beaten
-again by a girl! It was too humiliating, too lowering to bear. Yet
-poor Tom had to bear it--that was the worst of it. So they eventually
-got to Brighton in safety.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI
-
- AUNT GEORGE
-
-
-It would be hard for me to tell of all the joys and pleasures which
-Brighton gave to the Stubbs family and to Sarah in particular. To the
-younger of the Stubbs children all was joy and delight, though they had
-been there several times before; to Miss Clark it was rest and peace,
-because she was not much troubled with Tom; and Flossie, too, was
-allowed to go about with him and Johnnie a great deal more freely than
-she ever was at home. May--always Miss Clark's favourite--spent much of
-her time beside her, though she went shopping sometimes with her mother,
-and also driving. But, on the whole, Mrs. Stubbs did not give up very
-much of her time just then to her children.
-
-For Mr. Stubbs was taking his holiday, and Mr. Stubbs was troubled with
-a threatened fit of the gout, and do with the sound of the children's
-racket and bustle he simply could not. He was often threatened with the
-gout, though the threatenings seldom came to anything more than temper.
-So, whilst they were at Brighton, Mrs. Stubbs--who was as good a wife as
-she was a mother--devoted herself to him, and left the children to take
-care of themselves a good deal.
-
-Their life was naturally quite a different one to what it was in town.
-They had a furnished house in which they slept and took their meals, but
-which at other times they did not much affect--they had early dinner
-there, and a high tea at seven o'clock, at which they all ate like
-ravenous wolves, Sarah amongst the number. This was a very happy,
-free-and-easy meal; for, though Mr. and Mrs. Stubbs joined in the early
-dinner, and called it lunch, they did not go in for the high tea but
-invariably went to the Grand Hotel and had dinner there.
-
-Oh, what happy, happy days they were! There was the early run out on
-the Parade or the Sea Wall before breakfast; then the delicious seaside
-breakfast, with fresh whitings every morning. There was the daily dip in
-the sea, and the daily donkey ride or goat-chaise drive. There was the
-ever new and delightful shingle, on which they played and skipped, and
-dug and delved to their hearts' content. There were the niggers, and
-the blind man who sang to his own accompaniment on a sort of hand-organ,
-and wore a smart blue necktie, and a flower in his button-hole. There
-was a sweet little child, too, wearing a big sun-bonnet, whom they used
-to watch for every morning, who came with toddling three-year-old
-gravity with a penny for the niggers, to the infinite amusement of the
-bystanders.
-
-"Here, black man."
-
-"Thank you, my little Snowdrop," was the invariable reply of the nigger
-minstrel; and then the little wee "Snowdrop" would make a stately bow.
-The nigger would take off his hat with a bow to match it, and the little
-scene was over till the morrow.
-
-Then there was the Aquarium, and the delightful shop, which they called
-"The Creameries," a little way past Mutton's; and once or twice they
-all, except Mr. Stubbs, went for a trip in the steamer, when Mrs. Stubbs
-took chief charge, and Miss Clark was so horribly ill that she thought
-she would have died.
-
-And once Mr. and Mrs. Stubbs went to Newhaven, and thence to Dieppe,
-taking Tom with them--not at all because Tom wanted to go, but because
-May represented to her mother that neither she nor Miss Clark were
-feeling very well, and that without "Pa's" restraining influence she was
-sure Tom would not only worry them all to death, but would also incite
-Flossie into all manner of dreadful pranks, the consequences of which
-might be dire and terrible.
-
-So Tom went with them over the water on to French soil, and May
-remarked, triumphantly, to the governess, "I've got rid of him, Miss
-Clark, so now we shall have a little peace, and enjoy ourselves."
-
-And so they did. To be without Tom was like the enjoyment of the calm
-which comes after a storm; and they, one and all, with the exception of
-Flossie, enjoyed it to the full. Flossie was very much aggrieved at
-being thus deprived of her playfellow.
-
-"It is too bad that Tom should have to go with Pa and Ma," she
-complained. "He won't have a soul to speak to or a boy to play with, or
-anything, except some stupid little French boy, perhaps, who can't speak
-a word of anything but gibberish. I call it a beastly shame. I suppose
-it's old Clark's doing, and that she was just afraid Tom would get an
-extra good time while they were away. Nasty old cat!"
-
-"Miss Clark had no more to do with it than you had," May replied. "Ma
-chose to take him, and that's enough."
-
-As Tom was actually gone, there was not the smallest use in grumbling.
-So Flossie, thus left idle, turned her attention upon Sarah. It is
-needless to say that very, very soon Flossie also began to tease her,
-and, in consequence, Sarah's life became more or less of a burden to
-her. In this way Sarah, who was a singularly uncomplaining child, crept
-nearer and nearer to Miss Clark and May, as there she was safe from
-Flossie's taunts and jeers; and it was in this way that some notice was
-taken of her by one of the great lights of the Stubbs family, Mrs.
-George Stubbs, the corn-factor's wife, who lived in great style at
-Brighton.
-
-It happened that one morning Sarah and May were waiting for Miss Clark
-to come out with the younger children, when Mrs. George came slowly
-along in a bath-chair. As she passed by them she called to the man to
-stop. "Dear me, is that you, May?" she remarked; "how you've grown.
-Your papa and mamma came to see us the other day, but I was not at home.
-I was out."
-
-"They have gone over to Dieppe," said May, "and Tom with them. This is
-our cousin, Sarah, Aunt George."
-
-"Oh! is it? Yes, your mamma told me when she wrote last that she was
-coming to live with you. How do you do, Sarah?"
-
-All this was uttered in a languid tone, as if, on the whole, life was
-too much trouble to be lived at all. Sarah had met with nothing of this
-kind in all her life before, and looked only impressed; in truth, she
-looked a good deal more impressed than she was, or rather she looked
-_differently_ impressed to what she was, and Mrs. George Stubbs was
-pleased to be a little flattered thereby.
-
-"You must come and have tea with me," she observed graciously to May.
-"I have not been able to get out except the day your mamma called--my
-unfortunate neuralgia has been so very trying. You may bring Sarah.
-Would you like to come to-night?
-
-"Very much indeed, thank you, Aunt George," responded May.
-
-"Very much indeed," echoed Sarah.
-
-"Your cousins are, of course, all at school in Paris, and your uncle is
-in London, so we will have high tea at seven o'clock. Bring your music
-with you."
-
-"Sarah plays the violin," said May, who hated playing in company
-herself. "She plays it beautifully. She's going to have lessons."
-
-"Then bring your violin and let me hear you," said Mrs. George to Sarah;
-"it is a most stylish instrument."
-
-"I will," said Sarah.
-
-"Oh, is Flossie to come, Aunt George?" asked May, as they shook hands.
-
-"Flossie? No. I can-_not_ do with Flossie," replied Mrs. George, in a
-tone which was enough to remind May that the very last time they had
-visited their aunt, Flossie had been clever enough to break a beautiful
-Venetian glass, which was, as Mrs. George had remarked pathetically over
-the fragments, simply of priceless value.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII
-
- SARAH MAKES AN IMPRESSION
-
-
-"What a shame!" said Flossie, when she heard of the invitation. "Just
-like the nasty old thing, to remember an accident that I couldn't help.
-Not that I care! I shall enjoy myself far better at home"; and Flossie
-caught hold of Minnie's arm, and stalked along the Parade as if she
-cared so little that she did not want to hear any more about that great
-lady, her Aunt George.
-
-"What did you think of her?" May asked of Sarah.
-
-"Is she very ill?" Sarah asked, thinking of the bath-chair and her
-aunt's languid wrists and tones.
-
-"Ill?--no! Ma says she's a hy-po-chon-driac," returned May, pronouncing
-the long word in syllables. "That's fancying yourself ill when you
-ain't. See? But all the same, Aunt George is very stylish."
-
-"She's not half so nice as Auntie," Sarah flashed out.
-
-"No, she isn't! But she's a great deal stylisher than Ma is," May
-returned. "Didn't you hear the way she told the man to go on?
-'Go-on-Chawles!'" and May leant back on the seat, slightly waved a
-languid hand, flickered her drooping eyelids, and gave a half-languid,
-half-supercilious smile.
-
-It was a fine imitation of Mrs. George's _stylish_ airs, and Sarah was
-lost in admiration of it.
-
-"I wonder," she remarked presently, after thinking the question over, "I
-wonder if she eats her dinner like that; because, if she does, it must
-generally get cold before she has half finished it."
-
-"Oh, Aunt's much too stylish to eat much," May explained. "She nibbles
-at this and picks at that. You'll see to-night."
-
-And Sarah did see--saw that, in spite of her airs and her nibbling and
-her picking, Mrs. George contrived to put a good meal out of
-sight--quite as much as ever her sister-in-law could manage to do. That
-evening was also a new experience to Sarah; it was so much more stately
-than anything she had seen before.
-
-Mr. and Mrs. George Stubbs lived in a very large house in a large square
-in the best part of Brighton. A resplendent footman received them when
-they got out of the cab--yes, they had a cab, though it was only a short
-way from their own house--and a solemn butler ushered them into Mrs.
-George's presence. She wore a tea-gown of soft yellow silk, with a very
-voluminous trailing skirt, and showers of white lace and broad yellow
-ribbons about it. It was a garment that suited the languid air, the
-quivering eye-lids, the weak wrists, and the soft, drawling voice to
-perfection.
-
-The resplendent footman had relieved Sarah of her violin-case and
-carried it upstairs for her. Mrs. George motioned to it as he announced
-her visitors. "With great care, Chawles," and "Chawles" put it down on a
-chair beside the inlaid grand piano as if it were a baby and might
-squeal.
-
-[Illustration: "With great care, Chawles."]
-
-"How are you, dears?" Mrs. George said, giving each a limp and languid
-hand. "How oppressive the evening is!" Then to "Chawles," "Let tea be
-served."
-
-Very soon tea was announced, and they went downstairs. It was all new
-to Sarah--the large, spacious dining-room, with its rich, costly
-art-furniture; the pretty round table, with flowers and pretty-coloured
-glasses, with quaint little figures holding trays of sweets or
-preserves, or wheeling barrows of tiny ferns or miniature palms.
-
-And the board was well-spread, too. There was salmon, salad, and a
-boiled chicken covered with white, frothy sauce. There was an aspic
-jelly, with eggs and green peas, and certain dark things which May told
-her afterwards were truffles; and there were several kinds of sweet
-dishes, and more than one kind of wine.
-
-To Sarah it was a resplendent feast--as resplendent as the gorgeous
-footman who stood midway between her chair and May's, only a little in
-the rear; the solemn butler keeping guard over his mistress, whom he
-served first, as if she had been a royal queen.
-
-"Now you shall play to me," Mrs. George said to Sarah, when they had got
-back to the drawing-room again.
-
-Sarah rose obediently
-
-"What shall I play?" she asked.
-
-"What _can_ you play?" Mrs. George asked, in reply.
-
-"Oh, a great many things," Sarah said modestly.
-
-"Let Sarah play what she fancies," put in May, who had established
-herself in a low, lounging chair, and was fanning herself with a fan she
-had found on a table at hand with the closest imitation of Mrs. George
-she could manage; "she always plays the best then."
-
-"Very well," Mrs. George said graciously. So Sarah began.
-
-She felt that in all her life before she had never played as she played
-then. The influence of the luxurious meal of which they had just
-partaken was upon her. The exquisite coloured glass, the sweet-scented
-flowers, the smell of the fragrant coffee, the stately servants moving
-softly about with quiet footsteps and smooth gestures, each and all had
-made her feel calm and peaceful; and now the soft-toned drawing-room,
-with its plush and lace hangings, its delicate china, its Indian
-embroideries, and those two quiet figures lying back in the half light,
-making no movement except the slow waving to and fro of their fans,
-completed the influence. It was all food to Sarah's artistic soul, and
-she made the Amati speak for her all that was passing through her mind.
-Mrs. George was spell-bound. She actually forgot to fan herself in the
-desire not to miss a single note. Nay, she did more, she forgot to be
-languid, and sat bolt upright in her chair, her head moving to and fro
-in time with Sarah's music.
-
-"Why, child, you are a genius!" she exclaimed, as Sarah came to a close
-and turned her speaking eyes upon her for comment.
-
-"That's just what Papa said," put in May, adjusting her language to her
-company.
-
-"If you go on--if you work," Mrs. George continued, "your violin will be
-your fortune. You will be a great woman some day."
-
-Sarah's great eyes blazed at the thought of it; her heart began to beat
-hard and fast.
-
-"Do you really think so, Aunt George?" she asked.
-
-"I really do. I am sure of it. But, child, your violin seems to me a
-very good one. Where did you get it?"
-
-"Father gave it to me; it was his grandfather's," said Sarah, holding it
-out for inspection. "It is an Amati."
-
-"It is worth five hundred pounds," said May, who was eminently
-practical, and measured most things by a pounds, shillings, and pence
-standard.
-
-"Of course--if it is an Amati," murmured Mrs. George, becoming languid
-again. "But go on, my child. I should like a little more."
-
-So Sarah played and played until the room grew darker and darker, and
-gradually the shadows deepened, until it was only by the lamps from the
-square that she could distinguish the outlines of the figure in the
-yellow sweeping robes.
-
-It was like a shock when the door was gently opened and the footman came
-in, bearing a huge lamp with a crimson shade. Then the coffee followed,
-and before very long one of the servants came back, and said that the
-cab for the young ladies had come.
-
-"You have given me great pleasure," said Mrs. George to Sarah; "and when
-Mrs. Stubbs comes back I must make an afternoon party, and Sarah shall
-play at it. I have not been so pleased for a long time." And then she
-kissed them both, and with "good-night" they left her.
-
-"Won't Ma be pleased!" remarked May, with great satisfaction, as they
-drove along the Parade. "I shan't mind a bit her being vexed that
-Flossie wasn't asked. Really, Sarah, I never saw Aunt George so excited
-before. She's generally so die-away and all that."
-
-But Sarah was hardly listening, and not heeding at all. With her
-precious Amati on her knee, she was looking away over the moonlit sea,
-thinking of what her aunt had said to her. "If you go on--if you
-work--your violin will be your fortune. You will be a great woman."
-
-"I will go on; I will work," she said to herself. "If I can be a great
-woman, I will."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII
-
- THE TURNING POINT OF HER LIFE
-
-
-Mrs. George's opinion of Sarah's violin-playing proved to be the turning
-point of her life as a violin-player. A few days later, when Mr. and
-Mrs. Stubbs had returned from Dieppe, she gave a large afternoon
-reception, to which Sarah took her violin, and played--her best. And the
-visitors--elegant ladies and gentlemen--crowded round the child, and
-would have turned her head with praises, had it not been such a sensible
-little head that they had no sort of effect upon it.
-
-"They talked such a lot," she said to her aunt afterwards, "that I felt
-frightened at first; but I found that they didn't really know much about
-it, for one of my strings got flat, and they praised that more than
-anything."
-
-But her aunt, Mrs. Stubbs, was proud enough and elated enough for a
-dozen violin-players, and she stood beside Sarah, explaining who she was
-and how she was going to have lessons from the best master they could
-get, until Mrs. George felt sick to think that her grand friends should
-know "that dreadful woman" was a relation of hers.
-
-"Sarah, my dear, Lady Golladay wishes you to play again. Something
-pathetic."
-
-So Sarah tuned up again, and Mrs. Stubbs was silent.
-
-"She _can't_ talk when the child is playing," murmured Mrs. George to
-her husband. "Do take her down to have some tea or something, and keep
-her as long as you can--anything to keep her out of sight."
-
-"All right," he answered, and immediately that Sarah's melody came to an
-end, followed by a burst of applause, he offered his arm to his
-sister-in-law, and begged her to go with him and have some refreshments.
-
-This reception completely opened Mrs. Stubbs's eyes, and she went back
-to London strangely impressed with a belief that Sarah was not only a
-genius, but a new fashion. She gave a party, too--not an afternoon
-party, for she wanted her husband to be there, and he was never at home
-before six o'clock. No, it was not an afternoon, but an evening party,
-at which the elder children were all present, and at which Sarah played.
-
-And then Sarah began with her violin lessons, and worked hard, very
-hard. Mrs. George wrote from Brighton that she would provide all the
-new music she required, and that her Uncle George enclosed a sovereign
-for herself.
-
-So time went on. Sarah had two lessons a week, and improved daily in
-her playing. Tom went back to school, and Johnnie with him, and
-Flossie's turbulent spirit became a good deal subdued, though she never
-forgot to keep Sarah reminded that she was "Princess Sarah of Nowhere."
-
-The weeks rolled into months, and months into years. Miss Clark went
-away and got married--to May's mingled sorrow and delight, and to
-Flossie's unfeigned and unutterable disgust--for Mrs. Stubbs chose a
-lady to fill her place, who was what she called "a strict
-disciplinarian," and Flossie had considerably less freedom and fun than
-she had aforetime. For Miss Best had not only a strong mind and a
-strong will, but also a remarkably strong body, and seemed able to be on
-the alert at all times and seasons. She had, too, not the smallest
-objection to telling tales in school or out of it. The slightest
-infringement of her rules was visited with heavy punishment in the form
-of extra lessons, and the least attempt to shirk them was reported to
-headquarters immediately. In fact, Miss Best was a power, a power to be
-felt and feared, and Flossie did both accordingly.
-
-Of all her pupils, Sarah was Miss Best's favourite. In her she
-recognised the only worker. May was good-tempered, and possessed the
-blessing of a placid and dignified disposition; but May's capacity for
-learning was not great, and Miss Best soon found that it was no use
-trying to drive her a shade faster along the royal road to knowledge.
-She went at a willing jog-trot; she could not gallop because she had not
-the power. With Flossie it was different. Flossie had brilliant
-capacities which she would not use. Miss Best was determined that she
-should use them and exert them. Flossie was equally determined that she
-would not; and so for the first few months life in the Stubbs's
-schoolroom was a hand-to-hand fight between Flossie and Miss Best; and
-Miss Best came off winner.
-
-Yet, though she got the better of Flossie and made her work, she never
-gave her the same place in her heart that she gave to Sarah, who worked
-with all her heart and soul, because she was impressed with the idea
-that if she only worked hard enough she might be a great woman one day.
-
-And as she was a favourite with Miss Best, so was she a favourite with
-Signor Capri, the master who taught her the violin. He was quick to
-recognise the true artist soul that dwelt within her, and gave her all
-the help that lay in his power; in fact, Sarah was his favourite pupil,
-his pet, and he put many chances of advancement toward her great
-ambition in her way.
-
-[Illustration: Sarah was his favourite pupil.]
-
-For instance, many times he took her out with him to play at concerts
-and private houses, so that she might grow accustomed to playing before
-an audience of strangers and also that she might become known.
-
-And known very soon Sarah was, and welcomed to many a noble house for
-the sake of the exquisite sounds she was able to draw from the strings
-of the Amati. Besides that, Sarah was a very pretty child, and, as she
-grew older, was an equally pretty girl. She never had that gawky
-legginess which distinguishes so many girls in their teens--there was
-nothing awkward about her, nothing rough or boisterous. All her
-movements were soft and gentle; her voice was sweet, and her laugh very
-musical, but not loud; and with her tall, slim figure, and the great,
-grey, earnest eyes looking out from under the shining masses of sunny
-hair, she was, indeed, an uncommon-looking girl, and a great contrast to
-the young Stubbses, who were all short, and inclined to be stout, and
-had twine-coloured hair, and pale, pasty complexions; though, in spite
-of that, they all had, like their mother, a certain bonniness which made
-them pleasant looking enough.
-
-Sarah had been nearly four years living at Jesamond Road, where Mrs.
-Stubbs's home was, when May "came out." May was then nearly eighteen,
-and just what she had been when Sarah first saw her--placid,
-good-tempered, and obliging, not very quick in mind, nor yet in body;
-willing to take advantage of every pleasure that came in her road, but
-not willing to give herself the smallest trouble that other people might
-have pleasure too. She was very different to Flossie, who was a regular
-little spitfire, and had neither consideration for, nor fear of,
-anything on earth, except Miss Best, whom she detested, but whom she
-dared not openly defy; if she had dared, Flossie would have done it.
-
-As for Tom, he was beyond the control of anybody in that house,
-excepting his father. He was wilder, rougher, more unmerciful, and more
-impudent than ever; and whenever Tom's holidays drew near, Sarah used to
-quake for fear lest her precious Amati should not survive the visit; and
-invariably she carried it to the cupboard in Miss Best's room for
-safety. Happily, into that room Master Tom did not presume to put even
-so much as the tip of his nose.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV
-
- A BRILLIANT MARRIAGE
-
-
-When May left the schoolroom behind her, Sarah found a great difference
-in her life. In her placid, good-natured way, May had always been fond
-of her, and had in a great measure stood between her and Flossie; but
-Flossie, when she became the senior of the schoolroom, took every
-opportunity she had of making the younger ones, particularly Sarah,
-aware of that fact.
-
-Sarah was then nearly fourteen, and rather taller than Flossie, who was
-turned sixteen; so, had she chosen to do so, she could easily have got
-the best of her; but Sarah never forgot--never, indeed, was allowed to
-forget--that she was not a daughter of the house, and was not,
-therefore, free to fight and wrangle as much and as disagreeably as the
-others allowed themselves to do.
-
-Very, very often, in those days, did she have the old taunt of Princess
-Sarah thrown at her. "Oh! _Princess_ Sarah is quite too high and mighty
-to quarrel over it. _Princess_ Sarah is going to do the mute martyr
-style of thing."
-
-So Flossie would--though she did not know it--encourage her cousin to
-work harder than ever, just by way of showing that she had something
-more in her than to spend her life in bickering and snarling. Stay! I
-do Sarah an injustice there--she was moved by another and a better
-motive, both in trying to keep peace and in trying to get on with her
-work, for she had always the grateful feeling, "It will please Auntie
-so," and always a feeling that it was a slight return to her uncle's
-wife if she bore Flossie's attentions without complaining.
-
-They did not see much of May; all day she was in the drawing-room with
-her mother, if she was not out on some errand of pleasure. And at
-night, when the schoolroom tea was over, she used to come down for a
-minute and show herself, a vision of comeliness--for May was considered
-a great beauty in the Stubbs' set--in white or roseate airy garments,
-with hair crimpled and fluffy, feathers and flowers, fans and bangles,
-pearls and diamonds, and all the other necessaries for a young lady of
-fashion in her first season.
-
-Some time previously Mr. Stubbs had made his wife a present of an
-elegant landau and a pair of high-stepping horses. But Flossie, to her
-disgust, found that her drives were no more frequent than they had been
-in the days of the one-horse "broom." Then her mother had not
-unreasonably declared herself unable to bear the stuffiness of a
-carriage full of people. Now May objected to any one going with them on
-the score of her dress being crushed and the unpleasantness of "looking
-like a family ark."
-
-They had become very gay. Scarcely a night passed but they went out to
-some gay entertainment or other, and many parties were given at home,
-when the elder of the younger members of the family had the pleasure of
-participating in them.
-
-Flossie was terribly indignant at being kept at home that May might have
-more room in the luxurious and roomy carriage.
-
-"Just you wait till I come out, Miss May." She said one day, "and then
-see if your airs and graces will keep me in the background! The fact
-is, you're afraid to show off against me; you know as well as I do that,
-with all your fine dress and your finer airs, you are not half so much
-noticed as I am! And as for that Sarah----"
-
-"Leave Sarah out of it!" laughed May; "she doesn't want to go."
-
-"I'd soon stop it if she did!" growled Flossie.
-
-It was really very hard, and Flossie thought and said so. But May was
-inflexible, and long before Flossie was ready to come out May became
-engaged to be married.
-
-It was a very brilliant marriage indeed, and the entire family were
-wonderfully elated about it. True, the bridegroom was a good deal older
-than May, and was pompous to a degree. But then he was enormously rich,
-and had a great cheap clothes manufactory down the East End somewhere,
-and could give May bigger diamonds than anybody they knew. He had, too,
-a house in Palace Gardens and a retinue of silk-stockinged servants, in
-comparison with whom Mrs. George's footman at Brighton was a mere
-country clod.
-
-So in time May was married--married with such pomp and ceremony that
-feelings seemed left out altogether, and if tender-hearted Mrs. Stubbs
-shed a few tears at parting with the first of all her brood, they were
-smothered among the billows of lace which bedecked her, and nobody but
-herself was any the wiser.
-
-After this it became an established custom that Flossie should take
-May's place in the carriage; and it was not long before she managed to
-persuade her mother that it was time for her to throw off Miss Best's
-yoke altogether, and go out as a young lady of fashion.
-
-Before very long Mrs. Stubbs began dearly to repent herself of her
-weakness; for Flossie, with her emancipation, seemed to have left her
-old self in the schoolroom, and to have taken up a new character
-altogether. She became very refined, very fashionable, very elegant in
-all her ideas and desires.
-
-"My mother really is a great trial to me," she said one day to Sarah.
-"She's very good, and all that, you know; but she's so--well, there's no
-sort of style about poor mother. And it is trying to have to take men
-up and introduce them to her. And they look at her, don't you know, as
-if she were something new, something strange--as if they hadn't seen
-anything like her before. It's annoying, to say the least of it."
-
-"Well, if I were you," retorted Sarah hotly, "I should say to such
-people, and pretty sharply, 'If my mother is not good enough for you,
-why, neither am I.'"
-
-"But then, you see, I am," remarked Flossie, with ineffable conceit.
-
-"You don't understand what I mean," said Sarah, with a patient sigh.
-
-"_That's_ because you're so bad at expressing yourself, my dear," said
-Flossie, with a fine air of condescension. "It all comes out of
-shutting yourself up so much with that squeaking old violin of yours. I
-can't think why you didn't go in for the guitar--it's such a pretty
-instrument to play, and it backs up a voice so well."
-
-"But I haven't got a voice," cried Sarah, laughing.
-
-"Oh, _that_ doesn't matter. Lady Lomys hasn't a voice either, but she
-sings everywhere--everywhere."
-
-"Where did you hear her?" Sarah asked.
-
-"Oh, well, I haven't heard her myself," Flossie admitted; "but then,
-that's what _everybody_ says about Lady Lomys."
-
-"Oh! I see," murmured Sarah, not at all impressed by the mention of her
-ladyship's accomplishments.
-
-It happened not very long after this that the Stubbses gave a ball--not
-just a dance, but a regular ball, with every available room in the house
-cleared and specially decorated, with the balconies covered in with
-awnings, and with every window and chimney-shelf, every fireplace and
-corner, filled with banks of flowers or stacks of exquisite palms or
-ferns. The entire house looked like fairyland, and Mrs. Stubbs went to
-and fro like a substantial fairy godmother, who was not quite sure how
-her charms were going to work.
-
-May came, with her elderly husband, from her great mansion in Palace
-Gardens, wearing a white velvet gown and such a blaze of diamonds that
-the mind refused to estimate their real value, and ran instinctively to
-paste. And Mrs. George, who was in town for "the season," came with her
-daughters, and languidly patronised everything but those diamonds, which
-she cheapened at once as being a little "off colour" and a "trifle
-overdone." Mrs. George herself had put on every single stone she was
-possessed of--even to making use of her husband's breast-pin to fasten a
-stray end of lace on the bosom of her gown; but that, of course, had
-nothing really to do with her remarks on her niece's taste--oh, no!
-
-Flossie had a new dress for the occasion, of course; and she had coaxed
-a beautiful diamond arrow out of her father on some pretext or other.
-Sarah thought she had never seen her look so charming before, and she
-told her so; it was with a smile and a conscious toss of her head that
-Flossie received the information, and looked at herself once more in the
-glass of her wardrobe.
-
-As she stood there, with Sarah, in a simple white muslin gown, watching
-her, a maid entered with a large white cardboard box.
-
-"For Miss Flossie," she said.
-
-The box contained a beautiful bouquet of rare and fragrant hothouse
-flowers, and attached to the stem was a small parcel. The parcel proved
-to contain a superb diamond bangle, and Flossie went proudly downstairs,
-wearing it upon her arm.
-
-And that night it crept out among the young ones in the Stubbs'
-schoolroom that Flossie was going to be married.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV
-
- A FAMILY CATASTROPHE
-
-
-I am bound to say that Flossie's brothers and sisters (and Sarah)
-received the news of her approaching departure from her father's roof
-with unmixed feelings. Not a drop of sorrow was there to mar the cup of
-joy which the occasion presented to every one. Not a regret at the
-blank her going would cause leavened the general satisfaction at her
-happiness. And Flossie herself was the least sorrowful, the least
-regretful, and the most satisfied of all.
-
-Like May, she was marrying well--that is to say, she was marrying money.
-But, unlike May's husband, who was old, her future lord and master was
-young--only five years older than herself. It is true he was not much
-to look at; but then, as Mrs. Stubbs remarked to her husband, that was
-Flossie's business. It was equally true that he was reputed to be a
-young scamp, with an atrocious temper; but then, as Tom said, that was
-Flossie's look-out, and decidedly Flossie was not without little
-failings of that kind--though why, if one bad-tempered person decides
-upon marrying another bad-tempered person, it is generally considered by
-the world to be all right, because the one is as bad to get on with as
-the other, it would be hard to say; perhaps it is on the principle of
-two negatives making an affirmative, or in the belief that two wrongs
-will make eventually a right; I cannot say. But, odd as it is, that is
-the very general opinion.
-
-The engagement was an unusually short one. Indeed, the bride had barely
-time to get her things ready by the day, and a great part of her
-trousseau was not able to be ready before her return from her honeymoon.
-But still they never seemed to think of putting off the wedding for a
-single day, although it was fixed to take place just six weeks from the
-day of the ball, when the engagement had begun.
-
-It seemed to Sarah, well used as she had become to seeing liberal
-expenditure, that at this time the entire family seemed to be spending
-money like water! May's wedding had been a very grand one, but
-Flossie's outshone it in every way--in the number of the bridesmaids, in
-the number of the guests, in the number of the carriages, and the
-servants, and the flowers, in the splendour of the presents and the
-dresses of the trousseau, nay, in the very length of the bride's train.
-
-The presents were gorgeous! Mr. Stubbs gave his daughter a gold-mounted
-dressing-case and a cheque for a thousand pounds; Mrs. Stubbs gave a
-diamond star, and May a necklace of such magnificence that even Flossie
-was astounded when she saw it.
-
-So Flossie became Mrs. Jones, and passed away from her old home; and
-when it was all over, and the tokens of the great feast and merry-making
-had been cleared away, the household for a few days settled down into
-comparative quietude.
-
-Only for a few days, however. With the exception of Sarah, who was too
-deeply engrossed in her work to care much for passing pleasures, the
-entire family seemed to have caught a fever of restlessness and love of
-excitement. After ten days the bride and bridegroom returned, and there
-were great parties to welcome them. Every day there seemed some reason
-why they should launch out a little further, and yet a little further,
-and instead of the family being less expensive now that two daughters
-were married, the general expenditure was far more lavish than it had
-ever been before. They had a second man-servant and another maid, and
-then they found that it was impossible to get on any longer without a
-second "broom" horse for night-work.
-
-They did, indeed, begin to talk about leaving Jesamond Road, and going
-into a larger house. The boys--Tom was just seventeen, and Johnnie only
-fifteen--wanted a billiard-room, and Minnie wanted a boudoir, and Mr.
-Stubbs wanted a larger study, and Mrs. Stubbs wanted a double hall. That
-change, however, was never made, although Mrs. Stubbs and Minnie had
-seen and set their hearts upon a mansion in Earl's Court at a modest
-rental of five hundred a year, which they thought quite a reasonable
-rent--for one awful night the senior clerk came tearing up to the door
-in a cab, with the horse all in a lather and his own face like chalk,
-and asked for the master.
-
-[Illustration: And asked for the master.]
-
-The master and mistress were just going out to a great dinner-party at
-the house of Mrs. Giath, their eldest daughter, in Palace Gardens, but
-Mr. Stubbs came down and saw him in the study. They were shut up there
-together for some time, until Mrs. Stubbs grew impatient, and knocked
-several times at the door, with a reminder that they would be very late,
-and that May would not like to be kept waiting. And at last Mr. Stubbs
-opened the door and came out.
-
-"Get my coat, James," he said to the servant; then, as he buttoned it,
-added, "Mr. Senior will have a glass of wine and a biscuit before he
-goes. Good-night, Senior. See you in the morning."
-
-"Lor, Pa!" exclaimed Mrs. Stubbs, as they rolled away from the door, "I
-thought something was the matter."
-
-"No, my dear, only some important business Senior thought I ought to
-know about," he answered; and Mr. Stubbs that evening was the very light
-and life of his daughter's party.
-
-But in the morning the crash came! Not that he was there to see it,
-though; for just as they reached home again, and he passed into his own
-house, Mr. Stubbs reeled and fell to the ground in all the hideousness
-of a severe paralytic seizure.
-
-Nor did he ever, even partially, recover his senses; before the day was
-done he had gone out of the sea of trouble which overwhelmed him, to
-answer for his doings before a high and just tribunal, which, let us
-hope, would give him a more merciful judgment than he would have found
-in this world.
-
-Mrs. Stubbs was broken-hearted and inconsolable. "If he had only been
-spared for a bit," she sobbed to her married daughters, who came to her
-in her trouble; "but to be taken sudden like that! oh, it is 'ard--it
-is 'ard."
-
-"Poor Pa," murmured May; "he was so active, he couldn't have borne to be
-ill and helpless, as he would have been if he'd lived. I wouldn't fret
-so, if I were you, Ma, dear, I really wouldn't."
-
-"There's nothing dishonourable," Mrs. Stubbs sobbed; "all's gone, but
-your poor Pa's good name's 'ere still. I do thank 'eaven for that--yes,
-I do."
-
-"H'm! If Pa'd been half sharp," Flossie remarked, "he'd have taken care
-there was something left."
-
-"He's left his good name and his good deeds behind him--that's better
-than mere money," said Sarah softly, holding her aunt's hand very
-tightly in both of hers.
-
-"Oh, well, as to that, Sarah," said Flossie, "of course it isn't likely
-_you'll_ blame Pa for being so lavish as he was; dressed just the same
-as us, and expensive violin lessons twice a week, and all that."
-
-Mrs. Stubbs and May both cried out upon Flossie for her words.
-
-"Cruel, cruel!" Mrs. Stubbs exclaimed; "when you've had every lux'ry you
-could wish, to blame your poor Pa for his charity before he's laid in
-his grave. I'm ashamed of you, Flossie, I am!" And then she hid her
-face on Sarah's slim young shoulder, and broke into bitter sobs and
-tears.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI
-
- A CHANGE OF CIRCUMSTANCES
-
-
-When her husband's affairs were all investigated and arranged, it was
-found, to Mrs. Stubbs's great joy, that matters were scarcely quite so
-bad as had at first been anticipated. True everything--or what she
-called everything--was gone; but no stain was there to sully a name
-which had always been held among City men as a blameless and honourable
-one.
-
-The actual cause of the crash had been the failure of a large bank,
-which had ruined two important houses with which the firm of Stubbs &
-Co. had very large dealings; these houses were unable to pay their debts
-to Stubbs & Co.; and Stubbs & Co., having been living in great
-extravagance up to the last penny which could be squeezed out of the
-business, were not able to stand the strain of the unexpected losses.
-
-But when everything was arranged, it was found that, with careful
-nursing and management, the business could be carried on for the benefit
-of the children until such time as the boys should be of an age to take
-the management of it themselves. Meanwhile, the trustees took Tom away
-from the expensive public school at which he was at the time of his
-father's death, and, instead of sending him to Oxford, as his father
-intended to have done a few months later, put him into the clerks'
-department of a large mercantile house, where they made him work--as Tom
-himself said indignantly--as if he were a mere under-clerk at a few
-shillings a week.
-
-It happened that the trustees were both bachelors, who understood the
-management of a large and expensive household just about as well as they
-sympathised with the desire for social prominence. Therefore, they
-believed themselves to be doing a really generous and almost unheard-of
-action when they agreed to allow Mrs. Stubbs three hundred a year out of
-the proceeds of the business. "And the lad will have his pound a week,"
-they said to one another, as a further proof of their consideration for
-their old friend's widow.
-
-But to Mrs. Stubbs it seemed as if the future was all so black that she
-could not even see where she was to get food for herself and her
-children. Poor soul! she had forgotten what the old friends of her dead
-husband remembered only too well--the days when she had run up and down
-stairs after her mother's lodgers, of whom poor John Stubbs was one. On
-the whole, it is pretty certain that we rise much more easily than we
-fall. We find climbing up much easier than we find slipping down. And
-Mrs. Stubbs had got so used to spending twice three thousand a year,
-that to her a descent to three hundred seemed but very little better
-than the workhouse.
-
-"A nice little 'ouse at Fulham!" she exclaimed, when Flossie tried to
-paint such a home in glowing colours. "You know I never could a-bear
-little 'ouses. Besides, 'ow am I to get them all into a nice little
-'ouse? There's Sarah and me----"
-
-"Oh, Sarah first, of course!" snapped Flossie.
-
-"For shame, Flossie; you seem as if you don't know how to be mean enough
-to Sarah. I said 'er name first because she's my right 'and just now,
-and I lean on her for everything. There's Sarah and me, and Tom and
-Johnnie, and there's Minnie, and Janey, and Lily--that's seven. 'Ow am
-I to put seven of us away in what you call a nice little 'ouse?"
-
-"Why, you'll have five bedrooms," Flossie cried.
-
-"And where are the servants to go?" Mrs. Stubbs demanded. "Oh, I
-suppose I'm to do without a servant at all!"
-
-"Well, I shouldn't think you'll want more than one," returned Flossie,
-who had six.
-
-Mrs. Stubbs rocked herself to and fro in the depth of her misery and
-despair.
-
-"And what's to become of me when Lily comes of age?" she cried.
-
-For, by Mr. Stubbs's will, the business was to be carried on for the
-benefit of his children until the youngest should come of age, when the
-two boys were to have it as partners.
-
-He had believed his wife and children were safely provided for out of
-his property, which had nothing to do with the business, of which Mrs.
-Stubbs was to take half absolutely, and the other half was to go equally
-among the children. Every penny of this had, however, been swallowed up
-by the losses which had in reality killed him; so that, though there was
-a provision for the children, Mrs. Stubbs was, except through the favour
-of the trustees, absolutely unprovided for.
-
-"Oh, well, it's a good long time till then," Flossie returned coldly.
-"And really, Ma, I do think it's ungrateful of you to make such a fuss,
-when things might be so different. Just supposing, now, May and I
-weren't married; you might grumble then."
-
-"I 'aven't as much," Mrs. Stubbs cried, "to bring up five children on as
-you and May each 'ave to dress on."
-
-"Perhaps not; but then, we have to go into a great deal of society; and
-look what that costs," Flossie retorted. "Any way, Mr. Jones is too
-much disgusted at all this happening just now to let me help you. And
-as for my allowance, I have to pay my maid out of it, so I really don't
-see that you can expect me to do anything for you."
-
-"I don't think Auntie wants you to do anything for her; I'm sure she
-doesn't expect it," put in Sarah, who was so utterly disgusted that she
-could keep silence no longer, though she had determined not to speak at
-all.
-
-"Well, Sarah, I really can't see what occasion there is for you to put
-your word in," said Mrs. Jones, with an air of dignity. "We have heard
-a great deal about what you were going to do; perhaps now you will do
-it, and let us see whether the princess is going to turn out a real
-princess after all or not."
-
-For a moment Sarah looked at her with such utter disdain in her grey
-eyes that the redoubtable Flossie fairly quailed beneath her gaze.
-
-"I am going always to treat my dear aunt with the respect and love she
-deserves, Flossie," she said gravely; "and, even if I prove an utter
-failure in every other way, you might still take a lesson from me with
-great improvement to yourself."
-
-"Oh, you think so, do you?" sneered Flossie.
-
-"Yes, I do," said Sarah promptly.
-
-"Then let me tell you, Miss Sarah Gray, that I think your tone and
-manner exceedingly impertinent and familiar. In future, call me Mrs.
-Jones, if you please, and try if you can remember to keep your place."
-
-"Mrs. Jones, I will; and do you remember to keep yours," Sarah replied;
-"and do you remember, too, that you need not insult my aunt any
-further."
-
-"I shall speak as I like to my own mother," Flossie cried furiously.
-
-Sarah opened her eyes wide.
-
-"If I do put you out of the house, Mrs. Jones," she said, speaking with
-ominous calmness, "I may be a little rough with you." And then the door
-opened, and May came languidly in.
-
-"What _is_ the matter?" she cried. "Flossie, is that you--at it again?
-Do go away, please. I am not well. I came to have a little talk to Ma,
-and I can't bear quarrelling. Do go away, Flossie, I beg."
-
-"That Sarah has insulted me," Flossie gasped--but May was remarkably
-unsympathetic.
-
-"Oh, I've no doubt--a very good thing, too, for you've insulted her ever
-since you first saw her. Do go away. I'm sure I shall faint. I never
-could bear wrangling and fighting; and poor Pa's going off like that has
-upset me so--I just feel as if I could burst out crying if any one
-speaks to me."
-
-On this, Flossie, finding that May was unmistakably preparing herself
-for a nice comfortable faint, went stormily away, and rolled off in her
-grand carriage, looking like a thunder-cloud. May recovered
-immediately.
-
-"I really don't envy Flossie's husband the rest of his life," she
-remarked. "What a comfort she has gone away! Well, Ma, dear, I came in
-to have a quiet talk with you, and that tiresome girl has upset you. I
-would not take any notice if I were you, dear. I don't suppose Flossie
-means it. But she is so impetuous, and she's so jealous of Sarah. I'm
-sure I don't know what you ever did to upset her, Sarah; but you and I
-were always the best of friends."
-
-"The best of friends, May," said Sarah; then bent down and kissed her
-cousin's soft ungloved hand. "I didn't mean to speak, not to say a
-word--but she was so unkind to poor Auntie--and, May, it is hard on
-Auntie after all this"--looking round the room--"and her beautiful
-carriages and horses, and her kind husband who was so fond of her, to
-have just three hundred a year to keep five children on. It is hard."
-
-Poor Mrs. Stubbs broke down and began to sob instantly. "Sarah puts it
-all so beautifully," she said. "That's just as it was--your poor
-Pa--and----" but then she stopped, unable to go on, choked by her tears.
-
-"Now, Ma, dear, don't," May entreated; "we don't know why everything is.
-It might have been worse, you know, dear; just think, if you'd had
-Flossie at home."
-
-"Ah! it is a comfort to me to think Flossie is married," said Mrs.
-Stubbs, drying her eyes; "she's never been like a child to me."
-
-"And there might have been nothing, you know; after all there is
-something, and you'll be able to keep them all together. I shall help
-you all I can, Ma, dear; you know I shall do that! And if I can't do
-much else, I can take you for drives, and see if I can't help Minnie to
-get married. You'll think it queer, Ma, dear, that I'm not just able to
-say 'I'll give you a cheque for a hundred now and then.' But I can't.
-Life isn't all roses for me either. Of course I have a grand house in
-Palace Gardens, and diamonds, and carriages, and all that; but Mr. Giath
-doesn't give me much money; he isn't like poor dear Pa. Of course he
-made a very big settlement--Pa insisted on that--but only at his death.
-I don't get it now, and he pays my dress bills himself; and," with a
-sob, "I don't find it all roses to be an old man's darling. But I don't
-want to trouble you with all that, Ma, dear; you've got enough troubles
-and worries of your own. But you'll understand just how it is, won't
-you, dear? And, of course, there'll be many little ways that I shall be
-able to help you."
-
-"Well, I have got my troubles," said Mrs. Stubbs, drying her eyes, and
-looking at her daughter's pretty flushed face; "but others has them as
-well. You were always my right 'and, May, from the time you was a
-little girl in short petticoats; and you're more comfort to me now than
-all my other children put together, all of them. Flossie's been 'ere
-turning up her nose at her mother and insulting Sarah shameful; and
-Tom's grumbling all day long at what he calls his 'beggarly screw'; and
-saying it won't pay for 'is cigars and cabs and such-like; and Minnie's
-been crying all this morning because it's her birthday and nobody's
-remembered it; and, really, altogether I feel as if it wouldn't take
-much more to send me off my head altogether."
-
-"But I did remember it," cried May; "I've brought her a birthday
-present, poor child."
-
-"I'm sure it is good of you, May," poor Mrs. Stubbs cried. "Minnie 'll
-be a bit comforted now. You know it is 'ard on her, for we used to make
-so much of birthdays. But neither she nor the little ones ever seem to
-think of what they've 'ad--and no more I do myself for that matter--only
-of what they 'aven't got. 'Pon my word, there is but one in the 'ouse
-to-day who hasn' 'ad their grumble over something or other, and that's
-Sarah."
-
-Sarah laughed as she patted her aunt's fat hand. "I've got something
-else to do just now, Auntie," she said bravely. "I've got to put my
-shoulder to the wheel now. I've been riding on the top of the wagon all
-along."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII
-
- SARAH'S OPPORTUNITY
-
-
-A few days later they made the move to the little house at Fulham,
-which, in poor lavish Mrs. Stubbs's eyes, was but a degree better than a
-removal to the workhouse.
-
-But Sarah--who somehow seemed to have naturally the management of
-everything--worked like a slave to get everything into good order before
-her aunt should set foot in the place at all. She turned the house in
-Jesamond Road out that she might take the prettiest and most suitable
-things for the little Queen Anne box to which they were going, and, with
-the help of Johnnie and the new servant, succeeded in having everything
-in perfect order by the time of Mrs. Stubbs's arrival.
-
-But it was very, very small. Mrs. Stubbs looked hopelessly at the
-narrow passage and the narrower doorways when she entered, sobbed as she
-recognised one article of furniture after another, or missed such as
-Sarah had not thought it wise or in good taste to bring.
-
-"Oh, dear, dear! I ought to think it all very pretty and nice," she
-wailed; "I left it all to you, Sarah, and I know you've done your
-best--I know it; but I _did_ think I should have been able to keep my
-own inlaid market writing-table that Stubbs gave me on my last
-wedding-day--I did."
-
-"Dear Auntie, you shall have it," Sarah explained, soothingly. "I
-couldn't get you to choose just what you would have, and I had to be
-guided by size a good deal. But we can fetch the table easily enough;
-it will stand here in the window beautifully, and just finish off the
-room nicely."
-
-"Flossie says she'll not be able to come and see us very often." Mrs.
-Stubbs wandered off again. "She says it knocks the carriage about so,
-coming down these new neighbourhoods. Ah, _I_ never used to think of my
-carriages before my relations, never!"
-
-"Flossie will have more sense by-and-by," said Sarah, who had but small
-patience with Mrs. Jones's airs and graces.
-
-Poor Sarah was so tired of Flossie and her airs! To her mind, she was
-hardly worth a moment's consideration or regret; to her she was just an
-ungenerous, self-sufficient, very vulgar and heartless young person, who
-would have been more in her place had she been scrubbing floors or
-washing dishes than she was, or ever would be, riding in her own
-carriage behind a pair of high-stepping horses that had cost four
-hundred guineas.
-
-"Don't think about Flossie at all, dear," she said to her aunt. "Some
-day she'll be sorry for all that has happened lately; perhaps some day
-she may have trouble herself, and then she will understand how unkind
-she has been to you. But May is always sweet and good, though she is
-tied up by that horrid old man, and can't help you as she would like;
-and the little ones are different--they would never hurt your feelings
-willingly."
-
-Poor Mrs. Stubbs shook her head sadly. She had said nothing to Sarah,
-for a wonder--for as a rule she carried all her troubles to her--but
-only that morning Tom had flung off to "his beastly office" in a rage,
-because she had not been able to give him a sovereign and had suggested
-that the pound a week he was receiving ought to be more than enough for
-his personal expenses; and Minnie had pouted and cried because she could
-not have a pair of new gloves; and the little ones had looked at her in
-utter dismay because there was not a fresh pot of jam for their
-breakfast. Perhaps Mrs. Stubbs felt that Sarah was young, and must not
-be disheartened when she was doing her best; I know not. Any way, she
-kept these things to herself, and after shaking her head as a sort of
-tribute to her troubles, promised that she would try to make herself
-happy in her new home.
-
-And then Sarah felt herself at liberty to go and pay a visit to Signor
-Capri, her violin master, one she had been wishing to pay ever since her
-uncle's death. She went at a time when she knew he would be alone, and
-indeed she found him so.
-
-"Ah, my little Sara!" he cried; "I was hoping to see you again soon.
-And tell me, you have lost the good uncle, eh?"
-
-"Yes, Signor," she answered, and briefly told him all the story of her
-uncle's misfortune and death. "And now," she ended, "I want to make
-money. They have done everything for me; now I want to do something for
-them. Can you help me?"
-
-[Illustration: "They have done everything for me; now I want to do
-something for them. Can you help me?"]
-
-"You are a brave child!" the violin-master cried; "and God has given you
-the rarest of all good gifts--a grateful heart. I think I can help you;
-I think so. Only this morning I had a letter from a friend who is
-arranging a concert tour; he has first-rate _artistes_, and he wants a
-lady violinist."
-
-"Me!" cried Sarah excitedly.
-
-"But," said the maestro, raising his hand, "he does not give much
-money."
-
-"But it would be a beginning," she broke in.
-
-"He gives six pounds a week."
-
-"I'll go!" Sarah cried.
-
-"Then we will go and see him at once; I have an hour to spare," said the
-Italian kindly.
-
-Well, before that hour was ended, Sarah had engaged herself to go on a
-twelve weeks' tour, at a salary of six pounds a week and her travelling
-expenses; and before ten days more had gone over her head, she had set
-off on her travels in search of fame and fortune.
-
-Flossie's remarks were very pious. "I'm sure, Sarah," she said, setting
-her rich folds of crape and silk straight, "I am heartily glad to find
-that you have so much good feeling as to wish to relieve poor Ma of the
-expense of keeping you. How much happier you will be to feel you are no
-longer a burden on anybody! There's nothing like independence. I'm
-sure every time I think of poor Ma, I say to myself, 'Thank Heaven,
-_I'm_ no burden upon her!"
-
-"That must be a great comfort to you, I'm sure, Flossie," said Sarah
-gravely.
-
-"Yes; I often tell Mr. Jones so. And what salary are you going to have,
-Sarah?"
-
-"Enough to help my aunt a little," replied Sarah coldly.
-
-"Well, really, I can't see why you need be so close about it," Flossie
-observed, "nor why you should want to help Ma. I'm sure she'll have
-enough to live very comfortably, only, of course, she must be content to
-live a little less extravagantly than she did before. I do believe,"
-she added, with a superb air, "in people being content and happy with
-what they have; it's so much more sensible than always pining after what
-they haven't got. By the bye, Sarah, we are going to have a
-dinner-party to-morrow night; I couldn't ask Ma because of her mourning,
-but if you like to come in in the evening, and bring your violin, we
-shall be very pleased, I'm sure."
-
-"If you like to ask me as a professional, and pay my fee," began Sarah
-mischievously.
-
-"Pay your fee! Well, I never! To your own cousin, and when you owe us
-so much!" Flossie exclaimed.
-
-"I don't think I owe _you_ anything, Flossie, not even civility or
-kindness," said Sarah coldly; but Mrs. Jones had flounced away in a
-huff.
-
-"Such impudence!" as she said to her husband afterwards.
-
-Well, Sarah went off on her tour, and won a fair amount of
-success--enough to make her manager anxious to secure her for the
-following winter on the same terms. But Sarah had promised Signor Capri
-to do nothing without his knowledge, and he wrote back, "Wait! Before
-next winter you may be famous."
-
-But the months passed over, and still fame had not come, except in a
-moderate degree. The manager was very glad to take Sarah on tour again
-at a salary advanced to seven pounds a week instead of six, and Sarah
-was equally glad to go.
-
-In the meantime, she had made a good deal of money by playing at private
-houses and at concerts. She had taken a well-earned holiday to the
-Channel Islands, and had given her aunt and the little ones a very good
-time there, all out of her own pocket, and had added a very liberal sum
-to the housekeeping purse of the little Queen Anne house at Fulham.
-
-Twice she had dined with the Giaths in Palace Gardens, and had taken her
-violin because May had not asked her to do so. And more than once she
-had been asked to go in the evening to grace the rooms of Mrs. Jones--an
-honour which she persistently declined.
-
-So time went on, and Sarah worked late and early, hoping, longing,
-praying to be one day a great woman.
-
-Thus several years went by, and at last there came a glad and joyous day
-when she received a command to play at a State concert--a day when she
-woke to find herself looked upon as one of the first violinists of the
-age. It was wonderful, then, how engagements crowded in upon her; how
-she was sought out, flattered, and made much of; how even the
-redoubtable Flossie was proud to go about saying that she was Miss
-Gray's cousin.
-
-Not that she ever owned it to Sarah; but Sarah heard from time to time
-that Mrs. Jones had spread the fact of the relationship abroad. The
-object of Flossie's life now seemed to be to get Sarah to play at her
-house; for, as she explained to her mother and May--now a rich young
-widow--"Of course it looks odd to other people that they never see Sarah
-at my house, and I don't wish to do Sarah harm by saying that I don't
-care to have her there. But sometimes when she's staying with you, May,
-you might bring her."
-
-"I don't think she would come," laughed May. "You see, you sat upon
-Sarah so frightfully when she wasn't anybody in particular, that now,
-when she is somebody of more consequence than all the lot of us put
-together, she naturally doesn't feel inclined to have anything to do
-with you. I know I shouldn't."
-
-"And Lady Bright asked particularly if she was going to play on the
-9th," said Flossie, with a rueful face, and not attempting to deny the
-past in any way.
-
-"And what did you say?"
-
-"I said I hoped so."
-
-"Oh, well, that will be all the same. Lady Bright will understand after
-a time that 'Hope deferred maketh the heart sick.'" May laughed. "And
-perhaps it will be as well to remember in future that ugly ducklings may
-turn out swans some day, and that if they do, they are sometimes
-painfully aware of the fact that some people would have kept them
-ducklings for ever. You see, you and Tom, who is more horrid now even
-than he was as a boy--yes, I see you agree with me--gave her the name of
-Princess Sarah! She has grown up to the name, that is all."
-
- THE END
-
-
-
-
-
-
-Miss Mignon
-
-
-It was a week before Christmas. There were no visitors at Ferrers
-Court, although a couple of days later the great hall would be filled to
-overflowing with a happy, light-hearted set of people, all bent, as they
-always were at Ferrers Court, on enjoying themselves to the uttermost.
-
-The weather was cold and cheerless, though not cold enough to stop the
-hunting, and Captain Ferrers had been absent all day, and might now come
-home at any moment. Mrs. Ferrers was, in fact, rather putting on the
-time, hoping he might return before Browne brought in the tea. The
-children meantime were clamouring loudly for a story.
-
-"A story?" said Mrs. Ferrers doubtfully; she never thought herself very
-good at story-telling, and often wondered that the children seemed to
-like hearing her so much.
-
-"Yes, a story," cried three or four fresh young voices in a breath.
-
-"I'm afraid I've told you _all_ my stories," Mrs. Ferrers said
-apologetically. "And I have told them all so many times."
-
-"Tell us about Mignon," cried Maud, for Mignon, their half-sister, was
-still their favourite heroine.
-
-Mrs. Ferrers pondered for a moment. "I don't believe," she remarked,
-"that I have ever told you about Mignon being lost."
-
-"Mignon--lost!" cried Maud. "Oh! never."
-
-"Lost!" echoed Pearl. "And where was she lost, Mother?"
-
-"Tell us," cried Bertie.
-
-"Yes; do tell us," echoed Cecil.
-
-"Tell us," cried Madge and Baby in the same breath.
-
-So Mrs. Ferrers gathered her thoughts together and began.
-
-"It was when Pearl was about four months old"--at which Pearl drew
-herself up and looked important, as if she, too, had had a share in the
-adventure--"we went to London for the season. That was in April. We
-had not the house we have now, for that was let for a term, so your
-father took a house near the top of Queen's Gate."
-
-"That's where the memorial is," said Pearl. "I know."
-
-"Yes; we know," echoed Maud.
-
-"Well, Humphie, who had attended Mignon ever since she was a year old,
-had, of course, the entire care of Pearl, and I engaged a very nice
-French maid--half-maid, half-nurse--for Mignon. She was under Humphie,
-of course, but she had to take Mignon out--not very often, for she was
-accustomed to going out a great deal with your father--and to dress her,
-and so on.
-
-"Well, one day your father and I were going to a large afternoon party
-where we couldn't very well take Mignon. We stayed rather late, rushed
-back and dressed and went to a dinner-party, not really having time to
-see the children at all. We had a party or two later on, but to them we
-never went, for just as we ladies were going through the hall on our way
-up into the drawing-room, I caught sight of Browne at the door of the
-inner hall. I turned aside at once.
-
-"'Is anything the matter, Browne?' I asked. Indeed, I saw by his white
-face that something dreadful had happened.
-
-[Illustration: "'Is anything the matter, Brown?'" (Page 141)]
-
-"'Oh, yes, ma'am, something dreadful!' he answered. 'I scarcely know
-how to tell you. Miss Mignon is lost.'
-
-"'Miss Mignon lost, Browne! What do you mean?' I said. 'How can she be
-lost?'
-
-"'I only know she is,' he said, in a shaking voice. 'That silly idiot
-Hortense went out with her about three o'clock, with orders to go into
-the Park. She--this is her story, I cannot vouch for the truth of it,
-ma'am--she admits that she took her first to look at the shop-windows in
-the High Street, and that then she thought she would like to go into the
-Gardens, and that while there she fell asleep. The afternoon being so
-warm, she sat on a bench asleep till half-past five, and when she woke
-up with a start, feeling very shivery and cold--and serve her right,
-too!--Miss Mignon was gone; there was not a trace of her to be seen.'
-
-"'If the silly creature had come straight home,' Browne went on,
-'something might have been done; but instead of doing that, she must go
-into hysterics--with nobody to see her, even!--and then go crying about
-from one gate to the other, wandering about, as if Miss Mignon would be
-likely to be sitting on the edge of the pavement waiting for her. At
-last--I suppose when she began to get hungry'--Browne went on savagely,
-'she bethought herself of coming home, and there she landed herself at
-nine o'clock, and has been steadily going out of one faint into another
-ever since. I have sent James round to the police station,' he said,
-'but I thought I had better come straight away and fetch you, ma'am.'
-
-"Well," Mrs. Ferrers went on, "I said good-night to our hostess and sent
-for your father, and we went back at once. We were five miles from
-home, and it was half-past eleven when we got there. And there was no
-trace of Mignon. James had taken a cab and gone round to all the police
-stations within reach of the house, and Humphie was waiting for us,
-shaking like a leaf and as white as death, and at the sight of us
-Hortense went off into wild hysterics again and shrieked till--till--I
-could have shaken her," Mrs. Ferrers ended severely.
-
-"Well, your father and I just stood and looked at one another. 'Where
-can she be?' I said. 'Can't you get any information out of Hortense?
-Surely the woman must know where she was last with her.'
-
-"But, as your father said, the Gardens were all deserted and closed
-hours ago. She was not at all likely to be there. Almost without doubt
-she had strayed out into the busy street, had then found herself in a
-strange neighbourhood, and--and I simply shuddered to think what might
-have happened to her after that.
-
-"For the time we were helpless; we did not know, we could not think what
-to do next. A policeman came up from the nearest station as we stood
-considering what we should do. But he had no news; he shook his head at
-my eager inquiry. 'No, madam,' he said, 'I'm sorry we have no news of
-the little lady; but we telegraphed to all the stations near, but no
-lost child has been brought in. She must have fallen in with some
-private person.'
-
-"As you may imagine," Mrs. Ferrers went on, "I felt dreadfully
-blank--indeed, your father and I simply stood and looked at one another.
-What should we, what could we do next? To go out and search about the
-streets at nearly midnight would be like looking for a needle in a truss
-of hay--we could not send a crier out with a bell--we were at our wits'
-end. Indeed, it seemed as if we could do nothing but wait till morning,
-when we might advertise.
-
-"Then just as the policeman was turning away, another policeman came and
-knocked at the door. A little girl had been taken into the police
-station at Hammersmith, a pretty fair-haired child about six years old,
-who did not know where she lived, and could not make the men there
-understand who she was.
-
-"'That's not Miss Mignon,' cried Humphie indignantly; 'Miss Mignon knows
-perfectly well who she is and who she belongs to. That's never Miss
-Mignon.'
-
-"'Ah, well, Humphie,' said your father, 'Miss Mignon has never been lost
-at dead of night before; it's enough to frighten any child, and though
-she's as quick as a needle, she's only a baby after all.'
-
-"The carriage was still at the door, and we went down as quickly as the
-horses could go to Hammersmith, feeling sure that we should find Mignon
-there, frightened and tired, but safe. And when we got there the child
-wasn't Mignon at all, but a little, commonly-dressed thing who didn't
-seem even to know what her name was. However, its mother came whilst we
-were there, and scolded her properly for what she called 'running away.'
-
-"I couldn't help it," Mrs. Ferrers went on. "I was in such trouble,
-wondering what had got Mignon, and I just spoke to her straight. 'Oh,'
-I said, 'you ought only to be thankful your little girl is safe and
-sound, and not be scolding the poor little frightened thing like that.
-How can your speak to her so?'
-
-"'Well,' she said, 'if you had seven of them always up to some mischief
-or other, and you'd been running about for hours till you were fit to
-drop, and you hadn't a carriage to take her home in, I daresay you'd
-feel a bit cross, too.'
-
-"And I felt," Mrs. Ferrers went on reflectively, "that there was a great
-deal in what she said. They didn't live more than a mile off, and it was
-our way back, so we drove them home, and the little girl went to sleep
-on her mother's knee; and I told her what trouble we were in about
-Mignon. She was quite grateful for the lift, and I promised to let her
-know if we found Mignon all right.
-
-"Well, we reached home again, and there wasn't a sign of Mignon
-anywhere. With every moment I got more and more uneasy, for Mignon was
-turned six years old, and was well used to going about and seeing
-strange people. I knew she wasn't a child to get nervous unduly, or be
-frightened of any one who offered to take care of her, only I was so
-afraid that the wrong sort of people might have got hold of her, and
-might have decoyed her away for the sake of her clothes or a reward.
-
-"Oh, dear, what a dreadful night it was! Your father went out and got a
-cab and went round to all the police-stations, inquiring everywhere for
-traces of her. And then he went and knocked up all the park-keepers,
-but none of them had noticed her either.
-
-"And Humphie and I sat up by the nursery fire; and about two in the
-morning, Hortense crept down and went on her knees to me, praying and
-imploring me to forgive her, and saying that if anything had happened to
-little missie, she would make away with herself."
-
-[Illustration: "Hortense crept down and went on her knees to me, praying
-and imploring me to forgive her."]
-
-"What's that?" asked Madge suddenly.
-
-"Hanging herself," answered Pearl. "Judas hanged himself."
-
-"Judas went out and hanged himself," corrected Maud, who had a passion
-for accuracy of small details.
-
-"Yes, of course, but that doesn't matter," said Pearl. "The hanging was
-the principal thing. He could have hanged himself without going out, but
-going out without hanging himself would not have been anything."
-
-"Go on, Mother," cried a chorus of voices. "What happened next?"
-
-"Well, nothing happened for a long time," Mrs. Ferrers replied. "We all
-stayed up; I think nobody thought of going to bed that night at all--I
-know Humphie and I never did--and at last the morning broke, and your
-father and Browne began to make arrangements for putting notices in all
-the papers, and when they had written them all, they went off in the
-grey dim light to try to get them put into that day's papers. Oh! it
-was a most dreadful night, and a terrible morning.
-
-"I didn't like to put it into words, but all night long I had thought of
-the Round Pond, and wondered if my Mignon was in there. I found out
-afterwards that your father had thought of it too, and had made all
-arrangements for having it dragged, though he wouldn't speak of it to
-me, because he fancied I had not thought of it.
-
-"And over and over again Humphie kept saying, 'I'm sure my precious lamb
-knows perfectly well who she is and all about herself. I'm sure of it.
-Why, we taught her years ago, ma'am, in case it ever happened she got
-lost. "I'm Miss Mignon, and I belong to Booties," and "Captain Ferrers,
-the Scarlet Lancers." She knew it all, years since.'
-
-"'Yes, but, Humphie, has any one taught her 304, Queen's Gate, S.W.?' I
-asked.
-
-"'No,' said Humphie. 'I can't say that we have.'
-
-"'Then she might fall in with hundreds and thousands of people in London
-who wouldn't know Captain Ferrers from Captain Jones; and she might be
-too frightened to remember anything about the Scarlet Lancers. It isn't
-as if we were with the regiment still.'
-
-"The morning wore on; nothing happened. Your father went to Scotland
-Yard, and detectives came down and examined Hortense, who went off into
-fresh hysterics, and threatened to go right away and drown herself there
-and then; but there was no news of Mignon. And then Algy came in and
-told me they had dragged the pond, and, thank God, she wasn't there;
-though the suspense was almost unbearable as it was.
-
-"But we seemed no nearer to hearing anything of her, and hardly knew
-what to be doing next, though the day was wearing away, and it was
-horrible to think of going through such another night as the one we had
-just passed.
-
-"And then--just at four o'clock--a handsome carriage drew up at the
-door, and I heard Mignon's voice: 'Yes, I'm sure that's the house,' she
-said.
-
-"Oh! I don't know how I got to the door; I think I tore it open, and
-ran down the steps to meet her. I don't remember what I said--I think I
-cried. I'm sure your father nearly choked himself in trying to keep his
-sobs back. We nearly smothered Mignon with kisses, and it was ever so
-long before we had time to take any notice of the strange lady who had
-brought her home.
-
-"'I'm afraid you've had a terrible night,' she said, with tears in her
-eyes. 'I found your dear little maid wandering about in South
-Kensington--oh! right down in Onslow Gardens. I saw that she was not a
-child accustomed to being out alone, and I asked her how it was. She
-was perfectly cool and unconcerned.
-
-"'"I've lost my maid," she said. "She sat down on a seat, and I was
-picking daisies, and I don't know how, but I couldn't find her again."
-
-"'"And what is your name?" I asked her.
-
-"'"Oh! I'm Miss Mignon," she answered.
-
-"'"And where do you live?" I inquired.
-
-"'"Well, that's just what I can't remember. When I'm at home I live at
-Ferrers Court, and when we were with the regiment, our address was, "The
-Scarlet Lancers"--just that. But now we are in Town, I _can't_ remember
-the name of the street. I thought when I lost Hortense that I should
-know my way back, but I missed it somehow. And Mother will be so
-uneasy," she ended.
-
-"'Well,' said the lady, 'I told her she had much better come home with
-me, and that I would try to find out Captain Ferrers; and so I did, but
-without success. Then it occurred to me that as soon as the offices
-were open I would telegraph to the Scarlet Lancers, asking for Captain
-Ferrers' address. And so I did; and when the answer came back, it was
-your country address--
-
-"CAPTAIN FERRERS, _Ferrers Court,_
- _Farlington, Blankshire._"
-
-"'So I had no choice but to telegraph to Ferrers Court for your town
-address. And oh, dear lady! my heart was aching for you all the time,
-for I knew you must be suffering agonies," she ended, holding out her
-hands to me.
-
-"And so, of course, I had been," Mrs. Ferrers went on; "but 'all's well
-that ends well'; and we at once taught Mignon the name of the house she
-lived in, and, indeed, for a long time we sewed a little ticket on to
-the hem of her frock, so that if she did forget it, she would easily
-make some one understand where she wished to be taken."
-
-"And Hortense--what did you do with her?" Pearl asked.
-
-"Oh! we gave her a month's wages, and sent her away," Mrs. Ferrers
-answered; "and now here is Browne with the tea, Pearl. Can you manage
-it?"
-
-"Oh! yes, Mother," Pearl answered. She was nearly fourteen, and loved
-to make the tea now and then. "Oh! here's Miss Maitland coming! Miss
-Maitland, _I_ am to pour out the tea. Mother says so."
-
-"Willingly, so long as you don't scald yourself," said Miss Maitland,
-smiling.
-
-"And here is Father," cried Maud. "Bootles, Mother has been telling us
-the dreadful story of how Mignon was lost."
-
-"Has she, sweetheart? Well, we don't want to go through that particular
-experience any more, do we, darling?"
-
-"No! once was once too often," said Mrs. Ferrers, slipping her hand into
-his.
-
-"Two lumps of sugar," said Pearl, bringing her father his cup.
-
-"And muffins!" added Maud.
-
-
-
-
-Boy's Love
-
-PART I
-
-
-It was towards the close of the afternoon of a warm June day that a
-short, sturdy, fair-haired boy, wearing a dark blue uniform with a touch
-of scarlet here and there about it, sat down at a long desk to write a
-letter. It was headed, "Duke of York's School, Chelsea, S.W.," and
-began, "My dear Mother."
-
-When he had got thus far, the boy paused, leaned his elbow upon the
-desk, and rested his head upon his hand. And then after a minute the
-hand slipped downward, and rubbed something out of his eyes--something
-hard to get rid of, apparently--for presently one bright drop after
-another forced its way through his fingers and fell on to the desk
-beneath.
-
-And yet, truth to tell, even those bright drops did not help to get rid
-of the something, the something which had a firm foothold in the heart
-below, making it swell till it was well-nigh to bursting. This was his
-letter:--
-
-
-"My DEAR MOTHER,--This is my last day at school. To-morrow I am going
-to Warnecliffe to join the 25th Dragoons; they call them the Black
-Horse. I am very glad to leave school and be a soldier like my father,
-but,"--and here the blurred writing was an evidence of the trouble in
-the boy's heart--"but I don't like losing my chum. You know, he is Tom
-Boynton, and we have been chums for more than three years. He is
-orderly to the dispenser, and has leave to go out almost any time. I am
-very fond of him, and haven't any other chum, though he has another chum
-besides me. I think he likes me best. I do love him, mother; and I lay
-awake all last night crying. Tom cried, too, a little. He is going to
-the Scarlet Lancers, and I don't know when I shall see him any more. I
-wish we were going into the same regiment.
-
-"I got your letter on my fourteenth birthday, the day before yesterday.
-Tom is seven months older than me. He would have left school before if
-he had not been orderly to the dispenser. We both got the V.G. Jack
-Green is going into my regiment. I shall come home when I get my
-furlough--and if Tom gets his at the same time, can I bring him too?
-Tom hasn't any father or mother at all. This is a very long letter. I
-hope you are very well.
-
-"I am your affectionate son,
- EDWARD PETRES."
-
-
-He read the letter over, brushing his cuff across his eyes when he came
-to that part of the paper which showed traces of tears, and then he
-folded it and directed the envelope, after which he had finished. Then
-he got up, took his cap, and with the letter in his hand, went forlornly
-out of the large room.
-
-When he had got rid of it, he went in search of his chum, Tom Boynton,
-whom he met just coming away from his last service as "Dispenser's
-Orderly" with a heaving chest and eyes almost as red and swollen as poor
-Ted's own.
-
-Ted turned back with him and took hold of his arm.
-
-"Taken your last physic out, Tom?" said he, with a gallant attempt at
-manly indifference to the dreaded parting of the morrow.
-
-"Aye," returned Tom in a choking voice and with eyes carefully averted.
-
-The dispenser had just bade him "good-bye," and had told him in wishing
-him "God speed" that he was very sorry to lose him, and would most
-likely have to wait a long time before he again had help as efficient;
-and then he had given him a tip of half-a-crown, and had shaken hands
-with him. So Tom's heart was quite as full as Ted's, and of the two,
-being the older and bigger and stronger, he was far the most anxious to
-hide the emotion he felt.
-
-"Have you seen Jack?" he asked, giving his head a bit of a shake and
-crushing his trouble down right bravely.
-
-"Jack Green?" asked Ted shortly. He was not a little jealous of Jack
-Green, who was his chum's other chum.
-
-"Aye! Where is he?"
-
-"I haven't seen him--not all the afternoon," returned Ted curtly.
-
-"I'll go and find him," said Tom, disengaging his arm from Ted's close
-grasp.
-
-The two lads parted then, for Tom swung away in the direction of the
-playground, leaving Ted staring blankly after him; and there he stood
-for full five minutes, until, his eyes blinded with pain, he could see
-no longer, and then he turned away and hid his face upon his arm against
-a friendly sheltering wall.
-
-[Illustration: Hid his face upon his arm against a friendly sheltering
-wall]
-
-But by-and-by his jealousy of Jack Green began to wear away. Perhaps,
-after all, he argued, Tom only wanted to hide his trouble. Tom was a
-big lad, and was even more ashamed than Ted of being betrayed into
-weeping and such-like exhibitions of weakness. So, by the time they
-turned in for the night--the last night--Ted had forgotten the pain of
-the afternoon.
-
-"Tom," said he, going over to his chum's bed, which was next to his,
-"Tom, I've come to talk to you."
-
-"Yes," whispered Tom in reply. The lights were all out then, and most
-of the boys were fast asleep, so big Tom drew his chum's head down to
-his, and put his arm round his neck.
-
-"It's the last night, Tom," said Ted in a strangled voice.
-
-"Yes," said Tom, in a whisper.
-
-"We've been chums for three years and more," Ted went on, "and we've
-never been out of friends yet. P'raps I shall get an exchange to your
-reg'ment yet."
-
-"Or me to yours," answered Tom eagerly.
-
-"I shan't have no chum now," Ted went on, taking no notice of Tom's
-words.
-
-"You'll have Jack Green," said Tom.
-
-"Yes, there'll be Jack Green, but he ain't you," Ted answered
-mournfully. "He'll never be my chum like you was, Tom; but if ever I've
-a chance of doing him a good turn, I will, 'cause _you_ liked him."
-
-"Will you, Ted?" eagerly.
-
-"Yes, I will," answered Ted steadily. "And, Tom, it's our last time
-together to-night--we mayn't ever get together again."
-
-"I know," sighed Tom.
-
-"I wish," Ted said hesitatingly--"oh, Tom," with a sorrowful catch in
-his voice and a great gulp in his throat, "I--I--do wish you'd kiss
-me--just once."
-
-And so Tom Boynton put his other arm around his chum's neck, and the two
-lads, who had been friends for three years, held one another for a
-minute in a close embrace; an instant later Ted Petres tore himself away
-and sprang into his bed, dragging the clothes over his head, and burying
-his face in the pillow in a vain attempt to stifle his sobs. And before
-another day had gone over their heads they had parted, to meet
-again--when--and where?
-
-
-
-
-PART II
-
-
-Seven years had gone by. A fierce and scorching sun shone down with
-glaring radiance upon long stretches of arid and sandy country, covered
-sparsely with coarse rank grass and brushwood--the country which is
-called the Soudan; the country where so many brilliant lives ended,
-sacrificed in the cause of a crusade as hopeless as the crusade of the
-children--who sought to win Heaven with glory where the flower of the
-nations had failed--sacrificed to the death in the too late attempt to
-succour a gallant soldier, the noble victim of an ignoble policy.
-
-And between the brilliant glaring sky and the sun-scorched arid earth,
-there hung a heavy cloud of gunpowder smoke while the flower of two
-races fought desperately for conquest. In the midst a square of British
-troops, with set white faces and sternly compressed lips, with watchful
-eyes well on the alert, and in each brave heart the knowledge that the
-fight was for life or death. And on all hands swarms of stalwart
-Soudanese, reckless of life and counting death their chiefest gain,
-shouting on Allah and the prophet to aid them, and dying happy in the
-certain faith of entering paradise if but one Christian dog should fall
-to their hand.
-
-Oh, what a scene it was! Only a handful of men at bay, while mass after
-mass of the enemy came down upon them like the waves of the incoming
-tide upon the sea shore; and as at times a rock-bound coast gives way
-and falls before the encroaching advances of the ocean, so that
-ill-fated square gave way before the overwhelming numbers of the
-soldiers of the Prophet, and in a moment all chance for our men seemed
-over.
-
-Ay; but the British lion can up and fight again after he has had a roll
-over which would crush the life out of most of his foes. And so that
-day, by sheer hard desperate fighting, the square closed up and was
-formed again, and of all the enemy who had dashed into the midst of it,
-not one lived to tell the tale.
-
-But, oh! what though the enemy fell half a score to one? How many a
-brave life was laid down that day, and how many a bullet had found its
-billet was proved by the shrieks of agony which rose and rang above all
-the tumult of the fight.
-
-It happened that our old friend, Ted Petres, no longer a short and
-sturdy boy but a fine-grown young fellow of one-and-twenty now, found
-himself not very far from the place where the square had been
-broken--found himself fighting hard to win the day and check the mad
-on-rush of the sons of the Prophet. As the ranks closed up once more,
-he, as did most others who were in the rear, turned his attention to the
-seething mass of blacks thus trapped, and to his horror saw his comrade,
-Jack Green, down on his knees, striking wildly here and there against
-the attacks of three Soudanese. Quick as thought--the thought that this
-was the first time he had ever had a chance of fulfilling his last
-promise to his boy's love, Tom--Ted flew to his aid, sent one shouting
-gentleman to paradise, and neatly disabled the right arm of a second
-just as the third put his spear through poor Jack's lungs.
-
-To cleave him to the teeth was but the work of a moment, and Ted Petres
-accomplished it before the follower of the Prophet had time to withdraw
-his spear! but, alas! poor Jack's life was welling out of him faster
-than the sands run out of a broken hour-glass! It was no use to lift
-him up and look round for help; Jack Green had seen his last service,
-and Ted knew it. But he did his best for him in those last moments, and
-help came in the person of one of their officers, one D'Arcy de
-Bolingbroke who, though badly wounded in the arm himself, was yet able
-to lend a hand.
-
-"Petres, you're a splendid fellow," he exclaimed. "I shall recommend you
-if we live to get out of this. You ought to get the Cross for this."
-
-"Thank you, sir," returned Ted gratefully.
-
-And then between them they managed to get the poor fellow to the
-doctors, who were hard at work behind a poor shelter of wagons and
-store-cases. But it was too late, for when they laid him down Jack Green
-was dead and at ease for ever.
-
-One of the hospital orderlies turned from a case at hand, and Ted
-uttered a cry of surprise at the sight of him. "Why, _Tom_!" he cried,
-starting up to take his hand, "I didn't even know you were with us."
-
-There was no answering gleam of pleasure on Tom Boynton's face; he
-stared at Ted, stared at the face of the dead man lying at their feet,
-then dropped upon his knees beside him. "Oh, Jack, Jack, speak to me,"
-he cried imploringly.
-
-[Illustration: "Oh, Jack, Jack, speak to me," he cried imploringly.]
-
-"It's too late, Tom," said Ted, bending down. "I did my best, but it
-was too late, old man. I did my best."
-
-Tom Boynton looked up in his old chum's face. "You let him die?" he
-asked.
-
-"We were three to one," returned the other humbly.
-
-"You did your best, and you let him die," repeated Tom blankly. "And he
-was my chum," he added miserably.
-
-"Tom," cried Ted passionately, "I was your chum too."
-
-"_You!_" with infinite scorn; then bending down he kissed the dead face
-tenderly.
-
-Ted Petres turned away, blind with pain. He might have won the Cross,
-but he had lost his friend--the friend who had loved him less than that
-other chum of whom he had not the heart now to feel jealous.
-
-And that was how they met again--that was the end of Tom Petres' boy's
-love.
-
-
-
-
-Yum-Yum: A Pug
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-
-For a pug Yum-Yum was perfect, and let me tell you it takes a great many
-special sorts of beauty to give you a pug which in any way approaches
-perfection.
-
-First, your true pug must be of a certain colour, a warm fawn-colour; it
-must have a proper width of chest and a bull-doggish bandiness about the
-legs; it must have a dark streak from the top of its head along its back
-towards the tail; it must have a double twist to that same tail, and
-three rolls of fat or loose skin, set like a collar about its throat; it
-must have a square mouth, an ink-black--no, no, a soot-black mask (that
-is, face) adorned with an infinitesimal nose, a pair of large and
-lustrous goggle-eyes, and five moles. I believe, too, that there is
-something very important about the shape and colouring of its toes; but
-I really don't know much about pugs, and this list of perfections is
-only what I have been able to gather from various friends who do
-understand the subject.
-
-So let me get on with my story, and say at once that Yum-Yum possessed
-all these perfections. She may have had others, for she was without
-doubt a great beauty of her kind, and she certainly was blessed with an
-admirable temper, an angelic temper, mild as new milk, and as patient as
-Job's.
-
-And Yum-Yum belonged to a little lady called Nannie Mackenzie.
-
-[Illustration: Yum-Yum: A Pug.]
-
-The Mackenzies, I must tell you, were not rich people, or in any way
-persons of importance; they had no relations, and apparently belonged to
-no particular family; but they were very nice people, and very good
-people, and lived in one of a large row of houses on the Surrey side of
-the river Thames, at that part which is called Putney.
-
-Mr. Mackenzie was something in the city, and had not apparently hit upon
-a good thing, for there was not much money to spare in the house at
-Putney. I rather fancy that he was managing clerk to a tea-warehouse,
-but am not sure upon that point. Mrs. Mackenzie had been a governess,
-but of course she had not started life as a teacher of small children;
-no, she had come into the world in an upper room of a pretty country
-vicarage, where the olive branches grew like stonecrop, and most
-visitors were in the habit of reminding the vicar of certain lines in
-the hundred and twenty-seventh Psalm.
-
-In course of time this particular olive plant, like her sisters, picked
-up a smattering of certain branches of knowledge, and, armed thus, went
-out into the wide world to make her own way. Her knowledge was not
-extensive; it comprised a fluent power of speaking her mother-tongue
-with a pleasant tone and correct accent, but without any very
-well-grounded idea of why and wherefore it was so. She also knew a
-little French of doubtful quality, and a little less German that was
-distinctly off colour. She could copy a drawing in a woodenly accurate
-kind of way, with stodgy skies made chiefly of Chinese white, and
-exceedingly woolly trees largely helped out with the same useful
-composition. At that time there was no sham about Nora Browne's
-pretensions to art--there they were, good, bad, or indifferent, and you
-might take them for what they were worth, which was not much. It was
-not until she had been Mrs. Mackenzie for some years that she took to
-"doing" the picture-galleries armed with catalogue and pencil, and
-talked learnedly about _chiar-oscuro_, about distance and atmosphere,
-about this school and that, this method or the other treatment. There
-were frequenters of the art-galleries of London to whom Mrs. Mackenzie,
-_nee_ Nora Browne, was a delightful study; but then, on the other hand,
-there was a much larger number of persons than these whom she impressed
-deeply, and who even went so far as to speak of her with bated breath as
-"a power" on the press, while, as a matter of fact, Mrs. Mackenzie's
-little paragraphs were very innocent, and not very remunerative, and
-generally won for the more or less weekly society papers in which they
-appeared a reputation for employing an art-critic who knew a good deal
-more about the frames than about the pictures within them.
-
-However, all this is a little by the way! I really only give these
-details of Mrs. Mackenzie's doings to show that the family was, by
-virtue of their mother being a dabbler in journalism, in touch with the
-set which I saw the other day elegantly described as "Upper Bohemia."
-
-Now in the circles of "Upper Bohemia" nobody is anybody unless they can
-do something--unless they can paint pictures or umbrella vases and
-milking-stools, unless they can sing attractively, or play some
-instrument beyond the ordinary average of skill, unless they can write
-novels or make paragraphs for the newspapers, unless they can act or
-give conjuring entertainments, or unless they can compose pretty little
-songs with a distinct _motif_, or pieces for the piano which nobody can
-make head or tail of. It is very funny that there should be so wide a
-difference necessary between the composition of music for the voice and
-music for the piano. For the first there must be a little something to
-catch the ear, a little swing in the refrain, a something to make the
-head wag to and fro; the words may be ever so silly if they are only
-bordering on the pathetic, and if the catch in the refrain is taking
-enough the rest of the song may be as silly as the words, and still it
-will be a success. But with a piece it is different. For that the air
-must be resolutely turned inside out, as it were, and apparently if the
-composer chances to light on one or two pretty bits, he goes back again
-and touches them up so as to make them match all the rest. It seems odd
-this, but the world does not stop to listen, but talks its hardest, and
-as at the end it says "How lovely!" I suppose it is all right.
-
-But all these people stand in the very middle of "Upper Bohemia," and,
-as a pebble dropped into the water makes circles and ever-widening
-circles on the smooth surface, so do the circles which constitute "Upper
-Bohemia" widen and widen until eventually they merge into the world
-beyond! There are the amateurs and the reciters, and the artists who
-put "decorative" in front of the word which denotes their calling, and
-then put a hyphen between the two! And there are the thought-readers,
-and the palmists, and the people who have invented a new religion! All
-these are in the ever-widening circles of "Upper Bohemia." And outside
-these again come the fashionable lady-dressmakers and the art-milliners,
-the trained nurses and the professors of cooking. After these you may
-go on almost _ad libitum_, until the circle melts into professional life
-on the one hand and fashionable life on the other.
-
-You have perhaps been wondering, my gentle reader, what all this can
-possibly have to do with the pug, Yum-Yum, which belonged to a little
-girl named Nannie Mackenzie. Well, it really has something to do with
-it, as I will show you. First, because it tells you that this was the
-set of people to whom the Mackenzies belonged and took a pride in
-belonging. It is true that they had a stronger claim to belong to a city
-set; but you see Mrs. Mackenzie had been brought up in the bosom of the
-Church, and thought more of the refined society in "Upper Bohemia" than
-she did of all the money bags to be found east of Temple Bar! In this I
-think she was right; in modern London it does not do for the lion to lie
-down with the lamb, or for earthenware pipkins to try sailing down the
-stream with the iron pots. In "Upper Bohemia," owing to the haziness of
-her right of entry, Mrs. Mackenzie was quite an important person; in the
-city, owing to various circumstances--shortness of money, most of
-all--Mrs. Mackenzie was nowhere.
-
-Mrs. Mackenzie had not followed the example of her father and mother
-with regard to the size of her family; she had only three children, two
-girls and a boy--Rosalind, Wilfrid, and Nannie.
-
-At this time Nannie was only ten years old, a pretty, sweet, engaging
-child, with frank blue eyes and her mother's pretty trick of manner, a
-child who was never so happy as when she had a smart sash on with a
-clean white frock in readiness for any form of party that had happened
-to come in her way.
-
-Wilf was different. He was a grave, quiet boy of thirteen, already
-working for a scholarship at St. Paul's School, and meaning to be a
-great man some day, and meanwhile spending all his spare hours
-collecting insects and gathering specimens of fern leaves together.
-
-Above Wilf was Rosalind, and Rosalind was sixteen, a tall, willowy slip
-of a girl, with a pair of fine eyes and a passion for art. I do not
-mean a passion for making the woodenly accurate drawings with stodgy
-clouds and woolly trees which had satisfied her mother's soul and made
-her so eminently competent to criticise the work of other folk--no, not
-that, but a real passion for real art.
-
-Now the two Mackenzie girls had had a governess for several years, a
-mildly amiable young lady of the same class, and possessed of about the
-same amount of knowledge as Mrs. Mackenzie herself had been. She too
-made wooden drawings with stodgy clouds and woolly trees, and she
-painted flowers--such flowers as made Rosalind's artistic soul rise
-within her and loathe Miss Temple and all her works, nay, sometimes
-loathe even those good qualities which were her chiefest charm.
-
-Rosalind wanted to go further a-field in the art world than either her
-mother's paragraphs or Miss Temple's copies; she wanted to join some
-well-known art-class, and, giving up everything else, go in for real
-hard, grinding work.
-
-But it could not be done, for, as I have said, money was not plentiful
-in the house at Putney, and there was always the boy to be thought of,
-and also there was Nannie's education to finish. To let Rosalind join
-an expensive art-class would mean being without Miss Temple, and Mrs.
-Mackenzie felt that to do that would be to put a great wrong upon little
-Nannie, for which she would justly be able to reproach her all her life
-long.
-
-"It would not do, my dear," she said to Rosalind, when her elder
-daughter was one day holding forth on the glories which might one day be
-hers if only she could get her foot upon this, the lowest rung of the
-ladder by which she would fain climb to fame and fortune; "and really I
-don't see the sense or reason of your being so anxious to follow art as
-a profession. I am sure you paint very well. That little sketch of
-wild roses you did last week was exquisite; indeed, I showed it to Miss
-Dumerique when I was looking over her new art-studio in Bond Street.
-She said it would be charming painted on a thrush's-egg ground for a
-milking-stool or a tall table, or used for a whole suite of bedroom or
-boudoir furniture. I'm sure, my dear, you might make quite an
-income----"
-
-"Did Miss Dumerique _offer_ to do one--to let me do any work of that
-kind for her?" Rosalind broke in impatiently.
-
-"No, she did not," Mrs. Mackenzie admitted, "but----"
-
-"But, depend upon it, she is at work on the idea long before this,"
-cried Rosalind. She knew Miss Dumerique, and had but small faith in any
-income from that quarter, several of her most cherished designs having
-_suggested_ ideas to that gifted lady.
-
-"If I only had twenty pounds, twenty pounds," Rosalind went on, "it
-would give me such a help, such a lift I should learn so much if I could
-spend twenty pounds; and it's such a little, only the price of the dress
-Mrs. Arlington had on the other day, and she said it was so cheap--'Just
-a cheap little gown, my dear, to wear in the morning.' Oh! if only I
-had the price of that gown."
-
-"Rosalind, my dear," cried Mrs. Mackenzie, "don't say that--it sounds so
-like envy, and envy is a hateful quality."
-
-"Yes, I know it is, but I do want twenty pounds so badly," answered
-Rosalind in a hopeless tone.
-
-Mrs. Mackenzie began to sob weakly. "If I could give it to you,
-Rosalind, you know I would," she wailed, "but I haven't got it. I work
-and work and work and strain every nerve to give you the advantages; ay,
-and more than the advantages that I had when I was your age. But I
-can't give you what I haven't got--it's unreasonable to ask it or to
-expect it."
-
-"I didn't either ask or expect it," said Rosalind; but she said it under
-her breath, and felt that, after all, her mother was right--she could
-not give what she had not got.
-
-It was hard on them both--on the girl that she could not have, on the
-mother that she could not give! Rosalind from this time forth kept
-silence about her art, because she knew that it was useless to hope for
-the impossible--kept silence, that is, from all but one person. And yet
-she could not keep her thoughts from flying ever and again to the
-art-classes and the twenty pounds which would do so much for her. So up
-in the room at the top of the house, where she dabbled among her scanty
-paints and sketched out pictures in any colours that she happened to
-have, and even went so far in the way of economy as to utilize the
-leavings of her mother's decorative paints--hedge-sparrow's-egg-blue,
-Arabian brown, eau de Nil, Gobelin, and others equally unsuitable for
-her purpose,--Rosalind Mackenzie dreamed dreams and saw visions--visions
-of a great day when she would have paints in profusion and art-teaching
-galore. There was not the smallest prospect of her dreams and visions
-coming true, any more than, without teaching and without paints, there
-was of her daubs growing into pictures, and finding places on the line
-at the Academy and the New. It is always so with youth. It hopes and
-hopes against hope, and when hope is dead, there is no longer any youth;
-it is dead too.
-
- "There are youthful dreamers,
- Building castles fair, with stately stairways;
- Asking blindly
- Of the Future what it cannot give them."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-
-But there was one person to whom Rosalind Mackenzie poured out all that
-was in her mind,--that was her ten-year-old sister, Nannie. In Nannie
-she found a ready and a sympathetic listener; moreover, in Nannie's mind
-there was no doubt, no hesitation in believing that if Rosalind only had
-that twenty pounds there would be nothing to keep her back, nothing to
-prevent her sailing on right ahead into the roseate realms of fame and
-glory! If only she had that twenty pounds!
-
-Now Nannie undoubtedly had a very gay and jovial disposition. She was
-always ready for fun and excitement, and had no tendency or any desire
-to carve out a line for herself, as her brother and sister had both had
-before they had reached her age. Yet she had what was better in many
-people's eyes, a very tender heart and a very affectionate nature; and
-her tender heart was wrung and wrung again at the thought of her
-sister's unsatisfied longings and the great future that was being
-blighted, all for the want of twenty pounds.
-
-Yet what could a little girl of ten years old do towards getting such a
-sum as that together? Just nothing! Why, if the sum was shillings
-instead of pounds, she would still find it utterly beyond her power and
-out of her grasp! She thought and she thought, but thinking did not
-help matters! She lay awake at night puzzling her little brain, but
-that did no good, and Nannie's face grew a good deal paler, and set her
-mother wondering if the house was unhealthy, or thinking that perhaps
-the air from the river was damp and injurious.
-
-It was about this time that Yum-Yum, the pug which had been given to
-Nannie by one of her mother's friends two years before, suddenly became
-the person of the most importance in the household at Putney; for behold
-one fine morning when Nannie came down to breakfast, Yum-Yum presented
-her with three babies, three dear wee pugs, which sent Nannie into
-ecstasies and made her forget for a few days all about Rosalind's
-unsatisfied longings, and her craving after higher things than at
-present were attainable to her.
-
-"You think they're real beauties, don't you, Father?" said Nannie
-anxiously.
-
-"Yes, they are great beauties," said Mr. Mackenzie, holding one little
-snub-nosed pug up and examining it closely.
-
-"And what should you think that they are worth, Father?" Nannie asked.
-
-"Worth? Oh! that would depend a good deal on how they turn out. Their
-pedigree is a very fair one; and at the end of six weeks or two months
-they might be worth three or four guineas apiece--more, for that
-matter."
-
-Nannie fairly gasped, and she clutched hold of her father's arm. "Oh!
-daddy dear," she exclaimed, "do you really, really think I might be able
-to get _any_ thing like that for them?"
-
-"Oh! yes, I think so," he answered, smiling at her earnestness. "But,
-Nannie, why do you want this money so much? Have you set your mind on a
-watch and chain?"
-
-"Oh! no, dear daddy," she answered eagerly, "it's not for myself at all;
-it's poor Rosalind I'm thinking of"--and forthwith she poured into her
-father's surprised but sympathetic ear all the story of Rosalind's
-artistic longings, her craving for better art-lessons, for all the good
-things that may be had for the sum of twenty pounds.
-
-Long before the story came to an end Mr. Mackenzie had drawn his little
-daughter very closely to him, and I fancy he was thinking, when she came
-to the end of it, more of the goodness of his Nannie's heart than of the
-greatness of Rosalind's future.
-
-"My Nannie," he said tenderly, "my generous, kind-hearted little woman!
-Rosalind ought to love you dearly for----"
-
-"Rosalind does love me dearly, daddy," Nannie explained; "only she can't
-help wanting to be a painter--it's in her, you know, and it's choking
-her. And Rosalind doesn't know a word about it. She wouldn't want me to
-sell Yummy's pups for her. Only you know, daddy, we can't keep three
-dogs besides Yummy; and we may just as well sell them as give them away,
-and then Rosalind would be able to have _some_ of the lessons that she
-wants so badly."
-
-Mr. Mackenzie smiled at Nannie's voluble information. "Well, well, you
-shall sell the pups and make Rosalind happy," he said; then after a
-moment added, "You know, Nannie, that I am not rich--in fact, I am very
-poor, but I will make the sum up to ten pounds, and Rosalind can go on
-thus far, at all events."
-
-Well, a few weeks passed over, and the secret was rigidly kept between
-Mr. Mackenzie and Nannie. More than once Mrs. Mackenzie grumbled at the
-expense and the trouble Yummy's three babies were in the kitchen, and
-one afternoon when she came in from Town, she said--"Oh, Nannie, Lady
-Gray would like to have one of Yummy's puppies. I told her I thought
-you would let her have first choice."
-
-"Then her ladyship must pay five guineas for it, my dear," said Mr.
-Mackenzie promptly. "Nannie and I are going to sell the puppies this
-time."
-
-Mrs. Mackenzie rather lifted her eyebrows. "Oh! if that is so," she
-said, "of course Lady Gray must stand on one side. But what are you
-going to do with the money, Nannie? Buy yourself a watch?"
-
-"No, Mother, but----" and Nannie looked anxiously at her father, who
-quickly came to the rescue, and evaded the question--which at that
-moment was an awkward one, for Rosalind was present.
-
-It is probable that Mr. Mackenzie gave his wife just a hint of what was
-a-foot, for she asked no more questions about the puppies, and made no
-further complaints of the extra food and milk which Yummy required at
-this time.
-
-And in due course, after a good deal of correspondence through the
-columns of the _Queen_ and the _Exchange and Mart_, one by one the three
-little pugs went away from the house at Putney to homes of their own,
-and Nannie in return became the proud possessor of no fewer than eight
-golden sovereigns.
-
-To these Mr. Mackenzie added the two which he had promised to make up
-the sum of ten pounds, and then Nannie had the supreme joy of going to
-Rosalind--who was hard at work in her studio painting a sunset in tints
-so startling that her artist soul was sick within her--and flinging her
-offering in a shower into her lap.
-
-"Why, what is this, Nannie?" Rosalind cried, half frightened.
-
-"It's your lessons, Rosie," Nannie cried, "or at least as much of them
-as you can get for ten pounds; and I'm so glad, dear, dear Rosie, to be
-able to help you, you don't know," and happy Nannie flung her arms round
-her sister, almost crying for joy.
-
-"But where did you get it? Oh, the pugs! I forgot them," Rosalind
-cried. "Oh! but Nannie, my dear, darling, unselfish sister, I can't
-take your money in this way----"
-
-"You must," Nannie answered promptly.
-
-"But your watch--you've longed so for a watch, you know," said the elder
-girl.
-
-"Well, I have, but I can long a bit more," returned Nannie
-philosophically. "I shall like it all the better when I do get it."
-
-"I _can't_ take it, darling," Rosalind urged.
-
-"Oh! yes, you can, if you try," continued Nannie. "And as for my watch,
-why, when you are a great swell painter you can buy me one--a real
-beauty--and I shall like it _ever_ so much better than any other one in
-all the world."
-
-Rosalind clasped Nannie close to her heart.
-
-"My Nannie, my Nannie," she cried, "I shall never be as brave and
-helpful as you are. While I have been grumbling, and growling, and
-railing at fate, you have been putting your shoulder to the wheel,
-and----. Oh! Nannie, Nannie, it is good of you! It is good! I shall
-never forget it. The first penny I earn, dear, shall be yours; and I
-will never forget what my dear little sister has done for me,
-never--never, as long as I live."
-
-A few days after this Rosalind was hard at work in the studio of the
-artist for whose teaching she had longed for so many weary months. And
-how she did work!
-
-"I have one pupil who _works_," her maestro got into the habit of
-saying. "Some of you have a natural gift; you have a correct eye, and
-you have firm touch. Every one of you might make progress if you tried.
-But there is only one of you all who works. That is Miss Mackenzie."
-
-But, all too soon, Rosalind's ten pounds melted away, until they had all
-gone. And, as there was no more where they had come from, Rosalind's
-lessons must also come to an end!
-
-"Oh! Mother, can't you do _any_thing to help Rosie?" Nannie cried in
-piteously beseeching accents the night before Rosalind was to go to the
-studio for the last time.
-
-"Nannie," answered Mrs. Mackenzie reproachfully, "don't you think I
-would if I could?"
-
-"Daddy, can you do nothing?" Nannie implored.
-
-"My little one, I am so poor just now," he answered.
-
-So poor Nannie went to bed in bitter disappointment for her sister's
-trial. She felt that it was very, very hard upon Rosalind, who had
-worked almost day and night that she might profit by every moment of the
-time she was at the studio. Yes, it was very, very hard.
-
-However, Rosalind was brave, and put a good face upon the matter.
-
-"Don't worry about it, my Nannie," she said just before she got into
-bed. "After all, I've learnt a great deal while I have been able to go
-to Mr. Raymond, and perhaps, after a time, daddy may be able to help me
-to go again, and I may do some work that will sell, and then I shall be
-able to go again. So don't worry yourself, my darling, for you can't
-help me this time. You see, Yummy hasn't got any more pups to sell."
-
-But Nannie had got an idea, and all through the hours of that long night
-it stayed with her with the pertinacity of a nightmare. Still, whatever
-it was, she did not say a word about it to Rosalind, and when Rosalind
-looked round for her when she was ready to start for the studio in the
-morning, she was nowhere to be seen.
-
-"Where is Nannie?" she asked.
-
-"Oh! she's out in the garden," Mrs. Mackenzie answered.
-
-"Well, I haven't time to go down; but don't let her worry about me, will
-you, Mother?" said Rosalind anxiously.
-
-"No, no; I will look after her," Mrs. Mackenzie answered vaguely.
-
-So Rosalind went off fairly satisfied.
-
-"I have come for my last lesson, Mr. Raymond," she said, with rather an
-uncertain smile, as she bade the maestro good-morning.
-
-"Oh! well, well; we must have a talk about that," he answered
-good-naturedly.
-
-Rosalind shook her head a little sadly, and took her place without
-delay--to her every moment was precious.
-
-But, though this was her last lesson, she was not destined to do much
-work that day, for, as soon as she opened her little paint-box, which
-she had taken home the previous day that she might do some work in the
-early morning, she saw lying on the top of the paints a little note,
-addressed in Nannie's round child's hand to "Rosalind."
-
-The next moment maestro and pupils were alike startled by the sight of
-Rosalind Mackenzie with her face hidden in her hands, sobbing as if her
-heart would break.
-
-"My dear child," cried the maestro, running to her side, "how now! What
-is the matter? Pray tell me, my dear, tell me."
-
-[Illustration: "'My dear child, what is the matter?'"]
-
-Then little by little Rosalind sobbed out the whole story--how she had
-longed and pined for these lessons, how her little sister Nannie had
-sacrificed herself to help her, and then at last she put into the
-maestro's hand the little note which she had brought from home in the
-paint-box.
-
-
-"Darling Rosalind," the maestro read aloud, "I thought of a way to help
-you last night, but I did not tell you about it, because I know you
-would stop it. You know that Mrs. Clarke, who bought Yummy's little
-son, said she would give ten guineas for her any day, so I'm going to
-get Father to take her there this afternoon, and you shall have the
-money. I don't think I shall mind parting with her much.--NANNIE."
-
-
-Mr. Raymond took off his glasses and wiped them.
-
-"Upon my word," he muttered in an uncertain voice; "upon my word!"
-
-"The darling!" cried one pupil.
-
-"Is she fond of the dog?" asked another.
-
-"Fond of her!" Rosalind echoed; "why, Yummy is the very idol of her
-heart. She has had her from a puppy; it would break the child's heart
-to part with her. Why, I would die," she said passionately, "before I
-would let her do it. I would go out as a charwoman, and scrub floors
-for my living all the days of my life, rather than do such a mean thing.
-Mr. Raymond," she went on, "I must go back at once, or I may be too
-late. I must lose my lesson--I can't help that. But I must go
-back--for, look at the poor little letter; all tears and----" and there
-Rosalind broke down into tears and sobs again; but, all the same, she
-gathered her brushes together, and began to pack up all her belongings.
-
-The maestro stood for a moment in deep thought, but, as Rosalind put her
-hat on and resolutely dried her eyes, he spoke to the others who were
-standing around.
-
-"I should very much like to see this out," he said, "and, if you will
-set me free this morning, I will give you each an extra lesson to make
-up for the interrupted one to-day. What do you say?"
-
-"Yes! yes!" they all cried.
-
-So the old painter and Rosalind went back to the house at Putney
-together, and at the door Rosalind put an eager question to the maid who
-opened it for them.
-
-"My mother?" she asked.
-
-"Mrs. Mackenzie is dressing to go out, Miss Rosalind," the maid
-answered.
-
-"And Miss Nannie?"
-
-"I believe Miss Nannie is in the garden," was the reply.
-
-So Rosalind led the maestro out into the garden, where they soon espied
-Nannie curled up in a big chair, with Yummy in her arms. She did not
-notice their approach; indeed, she was almost asleep, worn out by the
-violence of her grief at the coming parting with Yummy, and was lying
-with her eyes closed, her cheek resting against the dog's satin-smooth
-head.
-
-Rosalind flung herself down upon her knees before the chair, and took
-child and dog into her arms.
-
-"My own precious little sister, my unselfish darling," she cried; "as if
-I would let you part with the dear doggy for my sake! I couldn't,
-Nannie, my dear, I couldn't--I couldn't part with Yummy myself. But I
-shall never forget it, Nannie--my dear, unselfish Nannie."
-
-[Illustration: "My own precious little sister, my unselfish darling,"
-she cried.]
-
-Nannie looked past her sister towards the tall old painter standing
-behind her.
-
-"Your lessons," she faltered, with quivering lips.
-
-"My little heroine," said the old painter tenderly, "your sister is my
-favourite among all my pupils. I would rather," he went on, laying his
-hand on Rosalind's shoulder--"I would rather teach one real worker such
-as she is for love, than fifty of the usual kind who come to me. She is
-just the real worker one might expect with such a sister."
-
-"You will go on teaching Rosalind," Nannie cried in a bewildered way,
-"for nothing?"
-
-"I will, gladly," the maestro answered; "and, in return, you shall come
-one day, and bring the pug, and let me paint a picture of you both."
-
-And then the old man went away, leaving the sisters, in the fulness of
-their joy, together.
-
-For him this had been somewhat of a new experience--a pleasant one.
-They were young, and he was old; but he went back to his pictures with a
-heart fresh and young as it had not been for years, asking of himself a
-question out of the pages of a favourite poet: "Shall I thank God for
-the green summer, and the mild air, and the flowers, and the stars, and
-all that makes the world so beautiful, and not for the good and
-beautiful beings I have known in it?"
-
-
-
-
-Our Ada Elizabeth
-
-"The sublime mystery of Providence goes on in silence, and gives no
-explanation of itself, no answer to our impatient
-questionings."--_Hyperion_.
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-
-The Dicki'sons lived in Blankhampton. Not in the fashionable suburb of
-Greater Gate, for the Dicki'sons were not fashionable people--far from
-it, indeed. Nor yet in that exclusive part which immediately surrounds
-the cathedral, which Blankhampton folk familiarly call "the Parish."
-No; they lived in neither of these, but away on the poorer side of the
-town and in the narrowest of narrow lanes--so narrow, indeed, that if a
-cart came along the passer-by was glad to get into a doorway, and stand
-there trembling until the danger was past and the road free again.
-
-I must tell you that, although they were always _called_ the Dicki'sons,
-their name was spelt in the usual way, with an "n" in the middle and
-without an apostrophe; but, as their neighbours made an invariable rule
-of pronouncing the word, as they did themselves, in the way in which I
-have written it, I will take the liberty of continuing the custom in
-this story.
-
-For their position, they were rather well-to-do. Mr. Dicki'son, the
-father of the family, was a plumber and glazier--not in business for
-himself, but the foreman of a business of some importance in the town;
-and Mr. Dicki'son was a plain man of somewhat reserved disposition.
-There were ill-natured and rude persons in that neighbourhood who did
-not hesitate to describe Mr. Dicki'son as "a sulky beast"; but then the
-opinion of such was scarcely worth having, and even they had not a word
-to say against him beyond a general complaint of his unsociable temper.
-
-They were lively people who lived round about Gardener's Lane. The
-fathers worked hard all the week, and mostly got frightfully drunk on
-Saturday nights, when they went home and knocked their dirty, slipshod
-wives about, just by way of letting them know their duty to their lords
-and masters. And after this sort of thing had subsided, the wives
-generally gave the children a good cuffing all round, just by way of
-letting them know that they need not hope to take any liberties with
-their mothers because of their fathers' little ways; and then they all
-got quieted down for the night, and got up late on Sunday morning with
-headaches. If the day was fine, the men sat dull and sodden in the
-sunshine on the pavement in the wide street out of which Gardener's Lane
-ran, propping their backs against the wall and stretching their legs
-out, greatly to the danger and annoyance of passers-by; and while the
-men thus smoked the pipe of peace, the women stood in groups at their
-doorways, scratching their elbows and comparing their bruises; and the
-children, who had gone to sleep the previous night in tears and
-tribulation, found keen enjoyment in watching for the parson and the few
-people who went to the church round the corner, and called names and
-uncomplimentary terms after them as they turned in at the gates which
-led thereto.
-
-Now, as Mr. Dicki'son was a person of a reserved and taciturn
-disposition, who was distinctly respectable in all his doings, who never
-got drunk, and openly despised any one else who did, it will readily be
-believed that he was not popular in the neighbourhood of Gardener's
-Lane. He was not anxious to be popular, and had it not been that the
-house in which he lived was his own, and that it suited his family as a
-home, Gardener's Lane would not have counted him among its inhabitants.
-
-Mrs. Dicki'son was a good deal younger than her husband--a pretty, weak,
-sentimental woman, rather gushing in disposition, and very injudicious.
-She was always overwhelmed with troubles and babies; although, as a
-matter of fact, she had but six children altogether, and one of them
-died while still an infant. Gerty was twelve years old, and Ada
-Elizabeth just a year younger; then came a gap of two years ere a boy,
-William Thomas, was born. William Thomas, if he had lived, would, I
-fancy, have inherited his father's reserved disposition, for, I must
-say, a more taciturn babe it has never at any time been my lot to
-encounter. He was a dreadful trouble to his dissatisfied mother, who
-felt, and said, that there was something uncanny about a child who
-objected to nothing--who seemed to know no difference between his own
-thumb and the bottle which fed him, and would go on sucking as patiently
-at the one as at the other; who would lie with as much apparent comfort
-on his face as on his back, and seemed to find no distinction between
-his mother's arms and a corner of the wide old sofa, which earlier and
-later babies resented as a personal insult, and made remarks
-accordingly. However, after six months of this monotonous existence,
-William Thomas was removed from this lower sphere, passing away with the
-same dignity as he had lived, after which he served a good purpose
-still, which was to act as a model to all the other babies who resented
-the corner of the sofa and declined to accept the substitution of their
-thumbs, or any other makeshift, for the bottle of their desires.
-
-Two years later was a girl, called Polly, and two years later again was
-Georgie; and then, for a time, Mrs. Dicki'son being free from the cares
-of a baby, fretted and worried that "'ome isn't like 'ome without a baby
-in it." But when Georgie was just turned three little Miriam arrived,
-and Mrs. Dicki'son was able to change her complaint, and tell all her
-acquaintance that she did think Georgie was going to be the last, and
-she was sure she was "just wore out."
-
-Most of the children took after their mother. True, as I have already
-said, William Thomas had given signs of not doing so; but William Thomas
-had not really lived long enough for any one to speak definitely on the
-subject. All the rest thrived and grew apace, and they all took after
-their mother, both in looks and character, with the exception of the
-second girl, "our Ada Elizabeth."
-
-"The very moral of her father," Mrs. Dicki'son was accustomed to sigh,
-as she tried in vain to trim Ada Elizabeth's hat so that the plain
-little face underneath it should look as bright and fresh as the rosy
-faces of her sisters. But it was a hopeless task, and Mrs. Dicki'son
-had to give it up in despair and with many a long speech full of pity
-for herself that she, of all people in the world, should have such a
-hard trial put upon her as a child who was undeniably plain.
-
-For the child was plain. She had been a plain, featureless baby, of
-uncertain colour, inclining to drab--very much, indeed, what William
-Thomas was after her. A baby who, even when newly washed, never looked
-quite clean; a little girl whose pinafore never hung right, and with
-tow-coloured hair which no amount of hair-oil or curl-papers could make
-anything but lank and unornamental! A child with a heavy, dull face,
-and a mouth that seldom relaxed into a smile though there were people
-(not Mrs. Dicki'son among them, though) who did not fail to notice that
-the rare smile was a very sweet one, infinitely sweeter than ever was
-seen on the four pretty rosy faces of the other children.
-
-[Illustration: A child with a heavy, dull face.]
-
-Mrs. Dicki'son was eloquent about Ada Elizabeth's looks and temper.
-"I'm sure," she cried one day to Gerty, who was pretty, and quick of
-wit, and knew to a hair's-breadth how far she could go with her mother,
-"it's 'ard upon me I should have such a plain-looking child as our Ada
-Elizabeth. It's no use me trying to trim her hat so as to make her look
-a credit to us. I'm sure it's aggravating, it is. I've trimmed your
-two hats just alike, and she looks no better in hers than she does in
-her old school hat, and I got two nice curly tips just alike. 'Pon my
-word, it's quite thrown away on her."
-
-"And I want another feather in mine to make it perfect, Mother,"
-murmured Gerty, with insinuating suggestiveness.
-
-Mrs. Dicki'son caught at the bait thus held out to her. "I've a good
-mind to take the tip out," she said hesitatingly.
-
-"Yes, do, Mother; our Ada Elizabeth won't care. Will you, Ada
-Elizabeth?" appealingly to the child who had had the misfortune to be
-born plain.
-
-"No, I don't care," returned Ada Elizabeth, whose heart was bursting,
-not with jealousy, but with a crushing sense of her own shortcomings.
-
-"Just like her father," remarked Mrs. Dicki'son, loosening the feather
-from its place with one snip of her scissors. "He never cares 'ow he
-looks! ''Andsome is as 'andsome does,' is his motto; and though he's
-been a good 'usband to me, and I'd be the last to go again' him, yet I
-must say I do like a bit of smartness myself. But Ada Elizabeth's the
-very moral of her father--as much in her ways as she is in her looks."
-
-So gradually it got to be an established custom that Ada Elizabeth's
-attire should be shorn of those little decorations with which Mrs.
-Dicki'son delighted to add effect to her eldest child's prettiness; it
-was felt to be quite useless to spend money over curly tips and
-artificial roses to put above such a plain little face, or "waste" it,
-as her mother put it, in the not very delicate way in which she tried to
-excuse herself to the child when some more obvious difference than usual
-between her clothes and Gerty's was contemplated.
-
-Ada Elizabeth made no complaint. If asked her mind by the officious
-Gerty, she said she did not care, and the answer was accepted as literal
-truth by her mother and sister. But Ada Elizabeth did care. She was
-not jealous, mind--alas! no, poor child--she was only miserable, crushed
-with an ever-present consciousness of her own deficiencies and
-shortcomings, with a sense that in having been born plain and in having
-taken after her father she had done her mother an irreparable injury,
-had offered her the deepest insult possible! She honestly felt that it
-was a hard trial to her mother that she should have such a plain and
-dull child. More than once she made a desperate effort to chatter after
-Gerty's fashion, but somehow the Dicki'son family did not appreciate the
-attempt. Gerty stared at her and sniggered, and her mother told her
-with fretful promptness that she did not know what she was talking
-about; and poor Ada Elizabeth withdrew into herself, as it were, and
-became more reserved--"more like her father"--than ever, cherishing no
-resentment against those who had so mercilessly snubbed her, but only
-feeling more intensely than ever that she was unlike the rest of the
-world, and that her fate was to be seen as little as possible and not
-heard at all.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-
-The time had come round for the great annual examination of the National
-Schools where the young Dicki'sons received their education, and on the
-great day itself the children came in at tea-time full to overflowing
-with the results of their efforts. And Ada Elizabeth was full of it
-too, but not to overflowing; on the contrary, she crept into the
-kitchen, where her father and mother and little two-year-old
-Miriam--commonly called "Mirry"--were already seated at the table, and
-put her school-bag away in its place with a shamefaced air, as if she,
-being an ignominious failure, could have no news to bring.
-
-"Well," exclaimed Mrs. Dicki'son to Gerty, who threw her hat and bag
-down and wriggled into her seat with her mouth already open to tell her
-tale, "did you get a prize?"
-
-"No, I didn't, Mother," returned Gerty glibly. "A nasty old crosspatch
-Miss Simmonds is; she always did hate me, and I think she hates me worse
-than ever now. Anyway, she didn't give me a prize--just to show her
-spite, nasty thing!"
-
-Mrs. Dicki'son always declared that her husband was a slow man; and he
-looked up slowly then and fixed his dull eyes upon Gerty's flushed face.
-
-"H'm!" he remarked, in a dry tone, and then closed his lips tight and
-helped himself to another slice of bread and butter.
-
-Gerty's flushed face grew a fine scarlet. She knew only too well what
-the "h'm" and the dry tone and the tightly-closed lips meant, and made
-haste to change the subject, or, at least, to turn the interest of the
-conversation from herself to her sister.
-
-"But our Ada Elizabeth's got the first prize of all," she informed them;
-and in her eagerness to divert her father's slow attention from herself,
-she spoke with such an air of pride in the unlooked-for result of the
-examination that Ada Elizabeth cast a glance of passionate gratitude
-towards her, and then visibly shrank into herself, as if, in having won
-so prominent a place, she had done something to make her mother's trials
-harder to bear than ever. "And there's going to be a grander treat than
-we've ever had this year," Gerty went on, in her glibest tones. "And the
-dean's lady, Lady Margaret, is going to give the prizes away, and all
-the company is going to be at the treat, and--and----"
-
-"Oh! what a pity!" exclaimed Mrs. Dicki'son, turning a hopeless gaze
-upon poor Ada Elizabeth. "Our Ada Elizabeth 'll never show up properly,
-as you would, Gerty."
-
-"Our Ada Elizabeth's lesson-books 'll show up better than Gerty's, may
-be," put in Mr. Dicki'son, in his quietest tone and with his driest
-manner.
-
-"Oh! Ada Elizabeth's not clever like Gerty," returned Mrs. Dicki'son,
-utterly ignorant as she was indifferent to the fact that she was rapidly
-taking all the savour out of the child's hour of triumph. "And you were
-so sure of it too, Gerty."
-
-"So was the hare of winning the race; but the tortoise won, after all,"
-remarked Mr. Dicki'son sententiously.
-
-"What _are_ you talking about, Father?" his wife demanded. "I'm sure if
-tidy 'air has anything to do with it, Gerty ought to be at the top of
-the tree, for, try as I will, I _can't_ make Ada Elizabeth's 'air ever
-look aught like, wash it and brush it and curl it as ever I will; and as
-for 'air-oil----"
-
-Mr. Dicki'son interrupted his wife by a short laugh. "I didn't mean
-that at all"--he knew by long experience that it was useless to try to
-make her understand what he did mean--"but, now you speak of it, perhaps
-Ada Elizabeth's 'air don't make so much show as some of the others; it's
-like mine, and mine never was up to much--not but what there's scarcely
-enough left to tell what sort it is."
-
-It was quite a long speech for the unsociable and quiet Mr. Dicki'son to
-come out with, and his wife passed it by without comment, only making a
-fretful reiteration of Ada Elizabeth's plainness and a complaint of the
-sorry figure she would cut among the great doings on the day of the
-school treat and distribution of prizes.
-
-"_Is_ our Ada Elizabeth a plain one?" said Mr. Dicki'son, with an air of
-astonishment which conveyed a genuine desire for information, then
-turned and scanned the child's burning face, after which he looked
-closely at the faces of the other children, so little like hers, and so
-nearly like that of his pretty, mindless, complaining wife. "Well, yes,
-little 'un, I suppose you're not exactly pretty," he admitted
-unwillingly; "you're like me, and I never was a beauty to look at. But,
-there, 'handsome is as handsome does,' and you've brought home first
-prize to-day, which you wouldn't have done, may be, if you'd always been
-on the grin, like Gerty there. Seems to me," he went on reflectively,
-"that that there first prize 'll stand by you when folks has got tired
-of Gerty's grin, that's what seems to me. I don't know," he went on,
-"that I set so much store by looks. I never was aught but a plain man,
-but I've made you a good husband, Em'ly, and you can't deny it. You'll
-mind that good-looking chap, Joe Webster, that you kept company with
-before you took up with me? He chucked you up for Eliza Moriarty.
-Well, I met her this morning, poor soul! with two black eyes and her
-lips strapped up with plaster. H'm!" with a sniff of self-approval,
-"seems to me I'd not care to change my plain looks for his handsome
-ones. 'Handsome is as handsome does' is _my_ motto; and if I want aught
-doing for me, it's our Ada Elizabeth I asks to do it, that's all _I_
-know."
-
-The great day of the school treat came and went. The dean's wife, Lady
-Margaret Adair, gave away the prizes, as she had promised, and was so
-struck with "our Ada Elizabeth's" timid and shrinking air that she kept
-her for a few minutes, while she told her that she had heard a very good
-account of her, and that she hoped she would go on and work harder than
-ever. "For I see," said Lady Margaret, looking at a paper in her hand,
-"that you are the first in your class for these subjects, and that you
-have carried off the regular attendance and good-conduct prize as well.
-I am sure you must be a very good little woman, and be a great favourite
-with your schoolmistress."
-
-Mrs. Dicki'son--who, as the mother of the show pupil of the day, and as
-a person of much respectability in the neighbourhood, which was not
-famous for that old-fashioned virtue, had been given a seat as near as
-possible to the dais on which Lady Margaret and the table of prizes were
-accommodated--heard the pleasant words of praise, which would have made
-most mothers' hearts throb with exultant pride, with but little of such
-a feeling; on the contrary, her whole mind was filled with regret that
-it was not Gerty standing on the edge of the dais, instead of the
-unfortunate Ada Elizabeth, who did not show off well. If only it had
-been Gerty! Gerty would have answered my lady with a pretty blush and
-smile, and would have dropped her courtesy at the right moment, and
-would have been a credit to her mother generally.
-
-But, alas! Gerty's glib tongue and ready smiles had not won her the
-prizes which had fallen to poor little plain Ada Elizabeth's share, and
-Gerty was out in the cold, so to speak, among the other scholars, while
-Ada Elizabeth, in an agony of shyness and confusion, stood on the edge
-of the dais, first on one foot and then on the other, conscious that her
-mother's eyes were upon her and that their expression was not an
-approving one, feeling, though she would hardly have been able to put it
-into words, that in cutting so sorry a figure she was making her poor
-mother's trials more hard to bear than ever. Poor little plain child,
-she kept courtesying up and down like a mechanical doll, and saying,
-"Yes, 'm," and "No, 'm," at the wrong moments, and she altogether forgot
-that the fresh-coloured, buxom lady in the neat black gown and with only
-a bit of blue feather to relieve her black bonnet was not a "ma'am" at
-all, but a "my lady," who ought to have been addressed as such. At
-last, however, the ceremony, and the games and sports, and the big tea
-were all over, and Ada Elizabeth went home with her prizes to be a
-heroine no longer, for she soon, very soon, in the presence of Gerty's
-prettiness and Gerty's glib tongue and ready smiles, sank into the
-insignificance which had been her portion aforetime. She had not much
-encouragement to go on trying to be a credit to the family which she had
-so hardly tried by taking after her father, for nobody seemed to
-remember that she had been at the top of the tree at the great
-examination, or, if they did recall it, it was generally as an example
-of the schoolmistress's "awkwardness" of disposition in having passed
-over the hare for the tortoise. Yet sometimes, when Gerty was extra
-hard upon Ada Elizabeth's dulness, or Mrs. Dicki'son found the trial of
-her life more heavy to bear than usual, her father would look up from
-his dinner or his tea, as it might happen to be, and fix his slow gaze
-upon his eldest daughter's vivacious countenance.
-
-"H'm! Our Ada Elizabeth's too stupid to live, is she? Well, you're
-like to know, Gerty; it was you won three first prizes last half, wasn't
-it? A great credit to you, to say nought about the 'good conduct and
-regular attendance.' Yes, you're like to know all about it, you are."
-
-"Dear me, Gerty," Mrs. Dicki'son would as often as not chime in
-fretfully, having just wit enough to keep on the blind side of "Father,"
-"eat your tea, and let our Ada Elizabeth alone, do; it isn't pretty of
-you to be always calling her for something. Our Ada Elizabeth's
-plain-looking, there's no saying aught again' it, but stupid she isn't,
-and never was; and, as Father says, ''andsome is as 'andsome does'; so
-don't let me hear any more of it."
-
-And all the time the poor little subject of discussion would sit
-writhing upon her chair, feeling that, after all, Gerty was quite right,
-and that she was not only unfortunately plain to look at, but that, in
-spite of the handsome prizes laid out in state on the top of the chest
-of drawers, there was little doubt that she was just too stupid to live.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-
-It was a very mild and damp autumn that year, and the autumn was
-succeeded by an equally mild winter; therefore it is not surprising that
-the truth of the old saying, "A green Christmas makes a fat kirkyard,"
-became sadly realized in the neighbourhood of Gardener's Lane.
-
-For about the middle of December a dangerous low fever, with some
-leaning towards typhoid, broke out in the parish, and the men being
-mostly hard-drinkers, and the majority of the women idle drabs who did
-not use half-a-pound of soap in a month, it flew from house to house
-until half the population was down with it; ay, and, as nearly always
-happens, not only the hard-drinkers and the idle drabs were those to
-suffer, but the steady, respectable workmen and the good housewives came
-in for more than their just share of the tribulation also. And, among
-others, the Dicki'son family paid dearly for the sins and shortcomings
-of their fellow-creatures, for the first to fall sick was the pretty,
-complaining mother, of whom not even her detractors could say other than
-that she was cleanliness itself in all her ways. And it was a very bad
-case. The good parson came down with offers of help, and sent in a
-couple of nurses, whom he paid out of his own pocket--though, if he had
-but known it, he would have done much more wisely to have spent the same
-amount of money on one with more knowledge of her business and less
-power of speech--and the doctor and his partner came and went with grave
-and anxious faces, which did not say too much for the sick woman's
-chance of recovery.
-
-Mr. Dicki'son stayed at home from his work for a whole week, and spent
-his time about equally between anxiously watching his wife's
-fever-flushed face and sitting with his children, trying to keep them
-quiet--no easy task, let me tell you, in a house where every movement
-could be heard in every corner; and, as the schools were promptly
-closed, for fear of spreading the epidemic, the children were on hand
-during the whole day, and, poor little things, were as sorely tried by
-the silence they were compelled to keep as they tried the quiet, dull
-man whose heart was full almost to bursting.
-
-But he was very patient and good with them, and Ada Elizabeth was his
-right hand in everything. For the first time in her life she forgot her
-plain looks and her mother's trials, and felt that she had been born to
-some purpose, and that purpose a good one. And then there came an awful
-day, when the mother's illness was at the worst, when the two nurses
-stood one on each side of the bed and freely discussed her state, in
-utter indifference to the husband standing miserably by, with Gerty's
-little sharp face peeping from behind him.
-
-"Eh, pore thing, I'm sure!" with a sniff and a sob, "it is 'ard at 'er
-age to go i' this way--pore thing, it is 'ard. Which ring did you say
-Gerty was to 'ave, love?" bending down over the sick woman, who was just
-conscious enough to know that some one was speaking to her--"the keeper?
-Yes, love; I'll see to it. And which is for Ada Elizabeth?"
-
-"Her breathing's getting much harder," put in the woman on the other
-side; "it won't be long now. T' doctor said there was a chance with
-care, but I know better. I've seen so many, and if it's the Lord's will
-to take her, He'll take her. We may do all we can, but it's no use, for
-I've seen so many."
-
-Mr. Dicki'son gave a smothered groan, and turning sharply round went out
-of the room and down the narrow creaking stairs, with a great lump in
-his throat and a thick mist in front of his eyes. A fretful wail from
-little Mirry had fallen upon his ear, and he found her sobbing
-piteously, while Ada Elizabeth tried in vain to pacify her. She was
-more quiet when she found herself in his arms; and then he noticed, with
-a sudden and awful fear knocking at his heart, that there was something
-wrong with his right hand, Ada Elizabeth--that she looked fagged and
-white, and that there was a brilliancy in her dull grey eyes such as he
-had never seen there before.
-
-"Ada Elizabeth, what ails you?" he asked anxiously.
-
-[Illustration: "Ada Elizabeth, what ails you?" he asked anxiously.]
-
-"Nought, Father; I'm a bit tired, that's all," she answered, pushing her
-heavy hair away from her forehead. "Mirry was awake all night nearly,
-and I couldn't keep her quiet hardly."
-
-Mr. Dicki'son looked closely at Mirry; but though the child was
-evidently heavy and inclined to be fretful, there was not the same
-glitter in her eyes as there was in her sister's.
-
-"Here, Gerty," he said, "nurse Mirry a bit. I want to go upstairs for a
-minute."
-
-"Can't Ada Elizabeth have her?" asked Gerty, who always wanted to be in
-the sick-room, so that she might know the latest news of her mother and
-be to the front whoever came--for in those dark days, between the rector
-and the doctors and the neighbours who came in and out, there were a
-good many visitors to the little house. "Our Ada Elizabeth always keeps
-Mirry quiet better than I can, father."
-
-"Do as I bid you," returned Mr. Dicki'son sharply; and thus rebuked,
-Gerty sat crossly down and bumped little Mirry on to her knee with a
-burst of temper, which set the child wailing again.
-
-Mr. Dicki'son had already reached the sick-room, where the nurses were
-still standing over his half-unconscious wife's bed.
-
-"I want you a minute, missus," he said to the one who had been so
-anxious concerning the disposal of Mrs. Dicki'son's few bits of
-jewellery. "Just come downstairs a minute."
-
-The woman followed him, wondering what he could want. "Just look at
-this little lass," he said, taking Ada Elizabeth by the hand and leading
-her to the window. "Do you think there is aught amiss with her?"
-
-There is little or no reserve among the poor, they speak their minds,
-and they tell ill news with a terrible bluntness which is simply
-appalling to those of a higher station; and this woman did not hesitate
-to say what she thought, notwithstanding the fact that she knew that the
-man was utterly overwrought, and that the child's fever-bright eyes were
-fixed earnestly upon her.
-
-"Mr. Dicki'son," she cried, "I'll not deceive you, no; some folks would
-tell you as nought ailed, but not me--wi' her pore mother dying
-upstairs. I couldn't find it in my 'eart to do it; I couldn't indeed.
-Pore Ada Elizabeth's took, and you'd better run round to Widow Martin's
-and see if t' doctor's been there this morning. He telled me I might
-send there for him up to one o'clock, and it's only ten minutes past.
-Ada Elizabeth, lie down on t' sofa, honey, and keep yourself quiet.
-Gerty, can't you keep Mirry at t' window? Ada Elizabeth's took with the
-fever, and can't bear being tewed about wi' her."
-
-Mr. Dicki'son was off after the doctor like a shot, and less than a
-quarter of an hour brought him back to see if the nurse's fiat was a
-true one. Alas! it proved to be too true, and the kind-hearted doctor
-drew the grief-stricken man on one side.
-
-"Look here, Dicki'son," he said, "your wife is very ill indeed; it's no
-use my deceiving you--her life hangs on a thread, and it will be only by
-the greatest care if she is pulled through this. The child has
-undoubtedly got the fever upon her, and she cannot have the attention
-she ought to have here. There is not room enough nor quiet enough, and
-there's nobody to attend to her. Get her off to the hospital at once."
-
-"The hospital!" repeated Mr. Dicki'son blankly. He had all the horror of
-a hospital that so many of his class have.
-
-"It's the child's best chance," answered the doctor. "Of course, it may
-turn out only a mild attack. All the better that she should be in the
-hospital, in any case; in fact, I wish your wife was there this minute."
-
-"Doctor," said Mr. Dicki'son hoarsely, "I don't like my little lass
-going to the hospital. I don't like it."
-
-"But there is no help for it, and she'll be far better off there than
-she would be at home," the doctor answered; "but, all the same, they'd
-better not talk about it before your wife. Even when she is delirious
-or half-unconscious she knows a good deal of what's going on about her.
-I'll step up and have a look at her, and will speak to the women
-myself."
-
-Before a couple of hours were over, Ada Elizabeth was comfortably in bed
-in the quiet and shady ward of the well-managed hospital, and in the
-little house in Gardener's Lane the struggle between life and death went
-on, while Gerty had to devote herself as best she could to the children.
-Gerty felt that it was desperately hard upon her, for Mirry and
-six-year-old Georgie fretted without ceasing for "our Ada Elizabeth,"
-and would not be comforted; not, all the same, that Gerty's ideas of
-comfort were very soothing ones--a bump and a shake, and divers
-threatenings of Bogle-Bo, and a black man who came down chimneys to
-carry naughty children away, being about her form; and little Mirry and
-Georgie found it but a poor substitute for the tender if dull patience
-of "our Ada Elizabeth."
-
-However, in spite of all the very real drawbacks which she had to fight
-against, Mrs. Dicki'son did not die; slowly and painfully she struggled
-back to her own senses again, with a dim realization of how very near
-the gate of death she had wandered. But, alas! by the time the doctor
-had, with a kindly pat upon his shoulder, told Mr. Dicki'son that his
-wife would live if no very serious relapse took place, the fever had
-fastened on another victim, and little Mirry was tossing to and fro with
-fever-flushed face, and the same unnatural brilliancy in her bonny blue
-eyes as had lighted up Ada Elizabeth's dull, grey ones.
-
-They had not taken her to the hospital; it was so full that only urgent
-cases were admitted now: and since the mother was on the road to
-recovery, there was time to attend to the child. And so she lay in the
-next room to her mother, whose weakened senses gradually awoke to the
-knowledge of what was going on about her.
-
-"Is that Mirry crying?" she asked, on the morning when the child was at
-its worst.
-
-"Now don't you fret yourself, love," returned the nurse evasively. "T'
-bairn's being took care of right enough; they will cry a bit sometimes,
-you know"; and then she shut the door, and the mother dozed off to sleep
-again.
-
-But in the evening the pitiful wail reached her ears again. "I want our
-Ada 'Liz'bet'," the child's fretful voice cried; "Mirry do want our Ada
-'Liz'bet' so bad-a-ly--me want our Ada 'Liz'bet'."
-
-Mrs. Dicki'son started nervously and tried to lift herself in her bed.
-"I'm sure Mirry's ill," she gasped. "Mrs. Barker, don't deceive me.
-Tell me, is she ill?"
-
-"Well, my dear, I won't deceive yer," the nurse answered; "poor little
-Mirry's been took with the fever--yes, but don't you go and fret
-yourself. Mrs. Bell's waiting of her, and she wants for nought, and t'
-doctor says it's only a mild attack; only children runs up and down so
-quick, and she's a bit more fretful than usual to-night, that's all."
-
-"Mirry do want our Ada 'Liz'bet'," wailed the sick child in the next
-room.
-
-Mrs. Dicki'son turned her head weakly from side to side and trembled in
-every limb.
-
-"Why _can't_ Ada Elizabeth go to her?" she burst out at last.
-
-The nurse coughed awkwardly. "Well, my dear," she began, "poor Ada
-Elizabeth isn't 'ere."
-
-"Isn't 'ere!" repeated Mrs. Dicki'son wildly, and just then her husband
-walked into the room and up to the bedside.
-
-She clutched hold of him with frantic eagerness. "Father," she cried
-hysterically, "is it true our Mirry's took with the fever?"
-
-"Yes, Em'ly; but it's a very mild case," he answered, feeling that it
-was best in her excited and nervous condition to tell her the exact
-truth at once. "She's fretty to-night, but she's not so ill that you
-need worry about her; she's being took every care of."
-
-"But she's crying for our Ada Elizabeth," Mrs. Dicki'son persisted.
-"Hark! There she is again. Why _can't_ Ada Elizabeth be quick and go to
-her? Where is she? What does Mrs. Barker mean by saying she isn't
-'ere?"
-
-Mr. Dicki'son cast a wrathful glance at the nurse, but he did not
-attempt to hide from his wife any longer the fact that Ada Elizabeth was
-not in the house. "You know you was very ill, Em'ly, a bit back," he
-said, with an air and tone of humble apology, "and our Ada Elizabeth was
-taken with the fever just the day you was at the worst; and there was no
-one to wait on her, and the doctor would have her go to the hospital,
-and--what was I to do, Em'ly? It went against my very heart to let the
-little lass go, but she was willing, and you was taking all our time. I
-was very near beside myself, Em'ly I was, or I'd never have consented."
-
-Mrs. Dicki'son lay for some minutes in silence, exhausted by the
-violence of her agitation; then the fretful wail in the adjoining room
-broke the stillness again.
-
-"I do _want_ our Ada 'Liz'bet'," the child cried piteously. Mrs.
-Dicki'son burst out into passionate sobbing. "I lie 'ere and I can't
-lift my finger for 'er," she gasped out, "and--and--it was just like Ada
-Elizabeth to go and get the fever when she was most wanted; she always
-was the contrariest child that I had, always."
-
-Mr. Dicki'son drew his breath sharply, as if some one had struck him in
-the face, but with an effort he pulled himself together and answered her
-gently: "Nay, wife--Emily, don't say that. The little lass held up
-until she couldn't hold up no longer. I'll go and quiet Mirry. She's
-always quiet enough with me. Keep yourself still, and I'll stop with
-the bairn until she's asleep"; and then he bent and kissed her forehead,
-and passed softly out of the room, only whispering, "Not one word" to
-the nurse as he passed her.
-
-But, dear Heaven! how that man's heart ached as he sat soothing his
-little fever-flushed child into quietness! I said but now that he drew
-his breath sharply as if some one had struck him in the face. Alas! it
-was worse than that, for the wife of his bosom, the mother of his
-children, had struck him, stabbed him, to the lowest depths of his heart
-by her querulous complaint against the child who had gone from him only
-a few hours before, on whose little white, plain face he had just looked
-for the last time, and on which his scalding tears had fallen, for he
-knew that, plain, and dull, and unobtrusive as she had always been--the
-butt of her sister's sharp tongue, the trial of his wife's whole
-existence--he knew that with the closing of the heavy eyes the brightest
-light of his life had gone out.
-
-And little Mirry, wrapped in a blanket, lay upon his breast soothed into
-slumber. Did something fall from his eyes upon her face, that she
-started and looked up at him? She must have mistaken the one plain face
-for the other, for she put up her little hot hand and stroked his cheek.
-"You tum back, Ada 'Liz'bet'?" she murmured, as she sank off to sleep
-again; "Mirry did want you _so_ bad-a-ly." The sick child's tender
-words took away half the bitterness of the sting which his wife had
-thrust into his heart, and his whole soul seemed to overflow with a
-great gush of love as he swayed her gently to and fro. _She_ had loved
-the unattractive face, and missed it bitterly; _she_ had wearied for the
-rare, patient smile and the slow, gentle voice, and, to Mr. Dicki'son's
-dull mind, the child's craving had bound Ada Elizabeth's heavy brows
-with a crown of pure gold, with the truest proof that "affection never
-was wasted."
-
-[Illustration: "You tum back, Ada 'Liz'bet'?" she murmured.]
-
-
-
-
-Halt!
-
-
-"Halt! Who goes there?" cried a man's voice through the thick gloom of
-the dark night.
-
-There was no answer save silence; and, after listening for a moment,
-Private Flinders turned, and began to tramp once more along the ten
-paces which extended from his sentry-box. "I could have sworn I heard a
-footstep," he said to himself. "It's curious how one's ears deceive one
-on a night like this."
-
-Ten paces one way, ten paces the other; turn, and back again, and begin
-your ten paces over again. Yes, it is monotonous, there is no doubt of
-that; but it is the bounden duty of a sentry, unless he happens to
-prefer standing still in his box, getting stiff and chill, and perhaps
-running the risk of being caught asleep at his post--no light offence in
-a barrack, I can tell you. Ten paces one way, ten paces the other--a
-rustling, a mere movement, such as would scarcely have attracted the
-attention of most people, but which caught Private Flinders' sharp ears,
-and brought him up to a standstill again in an attitude of strict
-watchfulness.
-
-"Halt! Who goes there?" he cried again, and listened once more. Again
-silence met him, and again he stood, alert and suspicious, waiting for
-the reply, "Friend."
-
-"By Gum, this is queer," he thought, as he stood listening. "I'll
-search to the bottom of it though. I daresay it's only some of the chaps
-getting at me; but I'll be even with 'em, if it is."
-
-He groped about in rather an aimless sort of way, for the night was
-black as pitch; and his eyes, though they had grown used to the inky
-want of light, could distinguish nothing of his surroundings.
-
-"Now, where are you, you beggar?" he remarked, beginning to lose his
-habitual serenity, and laying about him with his carbine. After a
-stroke or two the weapon touched something, though not heavily, and a
-howl followed--a howl which was unmistakably that of a small child. It
-conveyed both fear and bodily pain. Private Flinders followed up the
-howl by feeling cautiously in the part whence the sounds had come. His
-hand closed upon something soft and shrinking, and the howls were
-redoubled.
-
-"Hollo! what the deuce are you?" he exclaimed, drawing the shrieking
-captive nearer to him. "Why, I'm blessed if it ain't a kid--and a girl,
-too. Well, I'm blowed! And where did you happen to come from?"
-
-The howl by this time had developed into a faint sniffing, for Private
-Flinders' voice was neither harsh nor forbidding. But the creature did
-not venture on speech.
-
-"Where did you come from, and what are you doing here?" he asked. "Do
-you belong to the barricks, and has your mammy been wollopping of you?
-Or did you stray in from outside?"
-
-"Lost my mammy," the small creature burst out, finding that she was
-expected to say something.
-
-"What's your mammy's name?" Flinders asked.
-
-"Mammy, of course," was the reply.
-
-"And what's your name?"
-
-"Susy."
-
-"Susy. Aye, but Susy what?"
-
-"Susy," repeated the little person, beginning to whimper again.
-
-"Where do you live?"
-
-"At home," said Susy, in an insulted tone, as if all these questions
-were quite superfluous.
-
-"Well! blest if _I_ know what to do with you," said Flinders, pushing
-his busby on one side, and scratching his head vigorously. "I don't
-believe you belong to the barricks--your speech haven't got the twang of
-it. And if you've strayed in from outside, Gord knows what 'll become
-of you. Certain it is that you won't be let to stop here."
-
-"Susy so cold," whimpered the mite pitifully.
-
-"I should think you was cold," returned Private Flinders
-sympathetically. "I'm none too warm myself; and the fog seems to fair
-eat into one's bones. Well, little 'un, I can't carry you back to where
-you came from, that's very certain. I can't even take you round to the
-guard-room. Now, what the deuce am I to do with you? And I shan't be
-relieved for over a hour."
-
-Private Flinders being one of the most good-natured men in creation, it
-ended by his gathering the child in his arms, and carrying her up and
-down on his beat until the relief came.
-
-"Why, what's the meaning of this?" demanded the corporal of the guard,
-when he perceived the unusual encumbrance to the private's movements.
-
-"Ah! Corporal, that's more than I can tell you," responded the other
-promptly. "This here kid toddled along over a hour ago; and as she
-don't seem to know what her name is, or where she come from, I just
-walked about with her, that she mightn't be froze to death. I suppose
-we'd best carry her to the guard-room fire, and keep her warm till
-morning."
-
-"And then?" asked the corporal, with a twinkle in his eye, which the
-dark night effectually hid.
-
-"Gord knows," was the private's quick reply.
-
-Eventually, the mite who rejoiced in the name of Susy, and did not know
-whence she had come or whither she was going, was carried off to the
-guard-room and made as comfortable as circumstances would permit--that
-being the only course, indeed, at that hour of the night, or, to be
-quite correct, of the morning--which could with reason be followed.
-
-She slept, as healthy children do, like a top or dog, and when she awoke
-in the morning she expressed no fear or very much surprise, and, having
-enquired in a casual kind of way for her mammy, she partook of a very
-good breakfast of bread and milk, followed by a drink of coffee and a
-taste or two of such other provisions as were going round. Later on
-Private Flinders was sent for to the orderly-room, and told to give the
-commanding officer such information as he was in possession of
-concerning the stray mite, who was still in the warm guard-room.
-
-Now it happened that the commanding officer of the 9th Hussars was a
-gentleman to whom routine was a religion and discipline a salvation, and
-he expressed himself sharply enough as to the only course which could
-possibly be pursued under the present circumstances.
-
-"We had better send down to the workhouse people to come and remove the
-child at once. Otherwise, we may have endless trouble with the mother;
-and, moreover, if it once got about that these barracks were open to
-that kind of thing, the regiment would soon be turned into a regular
-foundling hospital. Let the workhouse people be sent for at once. What
-did you say, Mr. Jervis? That the child might be quartered for a few
-hours among the married people. Yes, I daresay, but if the mother is on
-the look-out, which is very doubtful, she is more likely to go to the
-police-station than she is to come here. As to any stigma, the mother
-should have borne that in mind when she lost the child. On second
-thoughts, I think it is to the police-station that we should send; yes,
-that will be quite the best thing to do."
-
-A few hours later the child Susy was transferred from the guard-room to
-the police-station, and there she made herself equally at home, only
-asking occasionally, in a perfunctory kind of way, for "Mammy," and
-being quite easily satisfied when she was told that she would be coming
-along by-and-by.
-
-During the few hours that she was at the police-station she became quite
-a favourite, and made friends with all the stalwart constables, just as
-she had done with one and all of the strapping Hussars at the cavalry
-barracks. She was not shy, for she answered the magistrate in quite a
-friendly way, though she gave no information as to her belongings,
-simply because she had no information to give. And the end was that she
-was condemned to the workhouse, and was carried off to that undesirable
-haven as soon as the interview with the magistrate was over.
-
-"A blooming shame, I call it, poor little kid," said Private Flinders
-that evening to a group of his friends, in the comfortable safety of the
-troop-room. "She was a jolly little lass; and if I'd been a married
-man, I'd have kept her myself, dashed if I wouldn't!"
-
-"Perhaps your missis might 'ave 'ad a word or two to say to that,
-Flinders," cried a natty fellow, just up to the standard in height, and
-no more.
-
-"Oh, I'd have made it all right with her," returned Flinders, with that
-easy assurance of everything good that want of experience gives. "But
-to send it to the workhouse--it's a blooming shame! They treat kids
-anyhow in them places. Now then, Thomson, what are you a-grinning at?
-Perhaps you know as much about workhouses as I can tell you."
-
-"Perhaps I do, and perhaps I don't," replied Thomson, with provoking
-good temper. "I wasn't a-laughing at the workhouse; cussing them is
-more like what one feels. But to think of you, old chap, tramping up
-and down with the blessed kid asleep--well, it beats everything I ever
-heard tell of, blame me if it don't."
-
-Private Flinders, however, was not to be laughed out of his interest in
-the little child Susy; and regularly every week he walked down to the
-workhouse, and asked to see her taking always a few sweeties, bought out
-of his scanty pay, the cost of which meant his going without some small
-luxury for himself. And Susy, who was miserably unhappy in that abode
-of sorrow which we provide in this country for the destitute, grew to
-look eagerly for his visits, and sobbed out all her little troubles and
-trials to his sympathetic ears.
-
-"Susy don't like her," she confided to him one day when the matron had
-left them alone together. "She slaps me. Susy don't love her."
-
-"But Susy will learn to be a good girl, and not get slapped," the
-soldier said, with something suspiciously like a lump in his throat.
-"See, I've brought you some lollipops--you'll like them, won't you?"
-
-He happened to run up against the matron as he walked away toward the
-door. "She's a tender little thing, missis," he remarked, with a vague
-kind of notion that even workhouse matrons have hearts sometimes. And
-so some of them have, though not many. This particular one was among
-the many.
-
-[Illustration: "She's a tender little thing, missis," he remarked.]
-
-"A very self-willed child," she remarked sharply, "considering that
-she's so young. We have a great deal of trouble with her. She does not
-seem to know the meaning of the word obedience."
-
-"She is but a baby," ventured the soldier apologetically.
-
-"Baby, or no baby, she'll have to learn it here," snapped the matron
-viciously; and then Flinders went on his way, feeling sadder than ever,
-and yet more and more regretful that he was not married, or had at least
-a mother in a position to adopt a little child.
-
-The next time he went they had cut the child's lovely long, curling
-locks, indeed, she had been shorn like a sheep in spring-time.
-Flinders' soft heart gave a great throb, and he cuddled the mite to his
-broad breast, as if by so doing he could undo the indignity that had
-been put upon her.
-
-"Susy," he said, when he had handed over his sweets and she was busily
-munching them up, "I want you to try and remember something."
-
-Susy looked at him doubtfully, but nodded her cropped head with an air
-of wise acquiescence. Flinders went on talking quietly.
-
-"You remember before you came here--you had a home and a mammy, don't
-you?"
-
-"Yes," said Susy promptly.
-
-"What sort of a house was it?"
-
-"Where my mammy was?" she asked.
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Big," replied Susy briefly, selecting another sweetie with care.
-
-"And what was it called?"
-
-"The house," said the child, in a matter-of-fact tone.
-
-Flinders gave a sigh. "Yes, I dare say it was. Don't you remember,
-though, what your mammy was called?"
-
-"Why mammy, of course," said Susy, as if the question was too utterly
-foolish for serious consideration.
-
-"Yes, but other people didn't call her mammy--it was only you did that,"
-said Flinders desperately. "What did other people call her? Can't you
-remember that?"
-
-It happened that Susy not only remembered, but immediately gave
-utterance to her recollections in such a way as fairly made the soldier
-jump. "They called my mammy 'my lady,'" she said simply.
-
-Private Flinders gave the child a great hug, and put her down off his
-knee. "Gord bless you, little 'un," he ejaculated. "And see if I don't
-ferret that mammy of yours out before I'm many days older--see if I
-don't."
-
-He met the matron as he went towards the entrance. "Missis," he said,
-stopping, "I've got a clue to that little 'un's belongings. I'm off to
-the police station now about it. I'd advise you to treat her as tender
-as you can. It'll come home to you, mark my words."
-
-"Dear me," snapped the matron; "is she going to turn out a princess in
-disguise, then?"
-
-"It'll perhaps turn out a pity you was in such a hurry to crop her
-hair," said Private Flinders, with dignity.
-
-In the face of that sudden recollection of the child's, he felt that he
-could afford to be, to a certain extent, stand-offish to the cold-eyed,
-unloving woman before him.
-
-"Oh, rules are rules," said the matron, with an air of fine disdain;
-"and, in an institution like ours, all must be served alike. It would
-be a pretty thing if we had to spend half of every day curling the
-children's hair. Good-day to you."
-
-He felt that he had got the worst of it, and that it was more than
-possible that little Susy would pay the penalty of his indiscretion.
-Fool that he had been not to hold his tongue until he had something more
-tangible to say. Well, it was done now, and could not be undone, and it
-behoved him to lose no time, but to find out the truth as soon as
-possible.
-
-The inspector whom he found in charge of the police-station listened to
-his tale with a strictly professional demeanour.
-
-"Yes, I remember the little girl coming in and being taken to the
-workhouse. I remember the case right enough. You'd better leave it to
-us, and we will find out whether such a child is missing anywhere in the
-country."
-
-I need hardly say that in Private Flinders' mind there lurked that
-deep-rooted distrust of a policeman that lives somewhere or other in the
-heart of every soldier. It came uppermost in his mind at that moment.
-
-"You'll do your best?" he said, a little wistfully. "You'll not let time
-go by, and--and----?"
-
-"We shall be in communication with every police-station in the kingdom
-in a few hours," returned the inspector, who knew pretty well what was
-passing in the soldier's mind. "But, all the same, you mustn't be
-over-much disappointed if there proves to be nothing in it. You see, if
-such a child was being inquired for, we should have heard of it before
-this. However, we'll do our best; you may be very sure of that."
-
-With that Private Flinders was obliged to rest content. He made
-inquiries from day to day, and eventually this advertisement appeared in
-the leading daily papers:--
-
-
-TO PARENTS AND GUARDIANS.--A little girl, apparently about three years
-old, is in charge of the police at Bridbrook. She says her name is
-Susy, and appears to be the child of well-to-do parents. Very fair
-hair, blue eyes, features small and pretty. Clothes very good, but much
-soiled.--Address, POLICE STATION, BRIDBROOK.
-
-
-A few hours after the appearance of the advertisement, a telegram
-arrived at the police-station:--
-
-"Keep child. Will come as soon as possible.--JACKSON."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Less than three hours afterwards, an excited woman rushed into the
-station, having precipitated herself out of a cab, and almost flung
-herself upon the astonished inspector.
-
-"I've come for the child--the little girl," she gasped, as if she had
-run at racing speed direct from the place indicated by the telegram.
-
-"Oh, she belongs to you, does she?" remarked the inspector coolly.
-"Well, you've no call to be in such a 'urry; you've been very
-comfortable about her for the last six weeks."
-
-"Comfortable!" echoed the excited one; "why, I've been very near out of
-my mind. I thought she was drowned, and I was so frightened, I daren't
-say a word to any one about it. And my lady away----"
-
-"Then you're not the mother?" said the inspector sharply.
-
-"The mother!--my goodness, no! I'm the head nurse. My young lady's
-mother is the Countess of Morecambe."
-
-"Then what does _she_ say to all this, pray?" he asked.
-
-"My lady went abroad two months ago to one of those foreign cure places,
-and she doesn't know but what Lady Susy is safe with me at this minute,"
-the woman replied.
-
-The inspector gave a prolonged whistle.
-
-"Well, you're a pretty sort of nurse to leave in charge of a child," he
-remarked. "I shouldn't wonder if you get the sack for this. Do you
-know the child's at the workhouse, and that they've cropped her head as
-bare as mine?"
-
-At this the woman simply sat down and sobbed aloud.
-
-"Aye, you may well cry," said the inspector grimly. "I should if I was
-in your shoes."
-
-She finally told how the child had been missed; how she had refrained
-from giving notice to the police through fear of publicity, and
-believing she could find her by diligent search in the locality; how "my
-lady" was a widow, with only this one little child; how she had been
-advised to go for this cure; how she had consented to the nurse taking
-Lady Susy to the seaside meantime, well knowing that she would be safe
-and happy with her.
-
-"Yes, you may laugh at that," she wound up; "but my dear lamb has often
-called me 'mammy' as anything else, and my lady has often said she was
-quite jealous of me."
-
-"All the same, I shouldn't wonder if you get the sack," repeated the
-inspector, who was not troubled with much sentiment.
-
-I scarcely know how to tell the rest--how Jackson went off to the
-workhouse, and enlightened the matron and others as to the child's
-station in life; how she seized her little ladyship, and almost
-smothered her with kisses; how she bewailed her shorn locks, and
-wondered and conjectured as to how she could possibly have got to a
-place so far from her home as Bridbrook.
-
-But, a few weeks later, a lovely woman in mourning came to the cavalry
-barracks, and inquired for Private Flinders. She wept during the
-interview, this lovely lady; and when she had gone away, Private
-Flinders opened the packet she had put into his hands, to find a cheque
-for a hundred pounds, and a handsome gold watch and chain. And at the
-end of the chain was a plain gold locket, on one side of which was
-engraved Private Flinders' initials, whilst on the other was written the
-single word, "Halt!"
-
-
-
-
-The Little Lady with the Voice
-
-A FAIRY TALE
-
-
-Marjory Drummond was sitting on the bank of the river, and, if the whole
-truth must be owned, she was crying. She was not crying loudly or
-passionately, but as she rested her cheek on her hand, the sad salt
-tears slowly gathered in her eyes, and brimmed over one by one, falling
-each with a separate splash upon the blue cotton gown which she wore.
-
-[Illustration: The sad salt tears slowly gathered in her eyes.]
-
-The sun was shining high in the blue heavens, the river danced and sang
-merrily as it went rippling by, and all the hedgerows were alive with
-flowers, and the air was full of the scent of the new-cut hay. Yet
-Marjory was very miserable, and for her the skies looked dark and dull,
-the river only gave her even sadder thoughts than she already had, and
-the new-cut hay seemed quite scentless and dead. And all because a man
-had failed her--a man had proved to be clay instead of gold. And so she
-sat there in the gay summer sunshine and wished that she had never been
-born, or that she were dead, or some such folly, and the butterflies
-fluttered about, and the bees hummed, and all nature, excepting herself,
-seemed to be radiant and joyous. An old water-vole came out of his
-hiding-place by the river and watched her with a wise air, and a
-dragon-fly whizzed past and hovered over the surface of the sunlit
-water, but Marjory's eyes were blind to each and all of these things,
-and still the tears welled up and overflowed their bounds, and she wept
-on.
-
-"What is the matter?" said a voice just at her ear.
-
-Marjory gave a jump, and dashed her tears away; it was one thing to
-indulge herself in her grief, but it was quite another to let any one
-else, and that a stranger, see her. "What is wrong with you, Marjory?"
-said the voice once more.
-
-"Nothing!" answered Marjory shortly.
-
-"I may, perhaps, be able to help you," the gentle little voice
-persisted.
-
-"Nobody can help me," said Marjory, with a great sigh, "nobody can help
-me--nobody."
-
-"Don't be so sure of that," said the voice. "Why do you keep this curl
-of hair? Why do you turn so persistently away from me? Why don't you
-look at me?"
-
-Marjory turned her head, but she could see no one near. "Who are you?
-Why do you hide?" she asked in turn.
-
-"You look too high," said the voice. "Look lower; yes--ah, how d'you
-do?"
-
-Marjory almost jumped into the river in her fright, for there, standing
-under the shade of a big dandelion, was the smallest being she had ever
-seen in her life. Yet, as she sat staring at her, this tiny woman
-seemed to increase in size, and to assume a shape which was somehow
-familiar to her. "You know me now?" asked the little woman, smiling at
-her again.
-
-"N--o," replied Marjory, stammering a little.
-
-"Oh, yes, you do. You remember the old woman whose part you took a few
-weeks ago--down by the old church, when some boys were teasing her?
-Well, that was me--me--and now I'm going to do something for you. I am
-going to make you happy."
-
-"Are you a witch?" asked Marjory, in a very awed voice.
-
-"Hu--sh--sh! We never use such an uncomplimentary word in _our_ world.
-But you poor mortals are often very rude, even without knowing it. I am
-not what is called a witch, young lady. I am a familiar."
-
-Marjory's eyes opened wider than ever; she bent forward and asked an
-earnest question: "Are you my familiar?" she said.
-
-"Perhaps, perhaps," answered the little woman, nodding her head wisely.
-"That all depends on yourself. If you are good, yes; if you are bad,
-no--most emphatically, no. I am much too important a person to be
-familiar to worthless people."
-
-"I'm sure you are very kind," said Marjory meekly. "But what will you
-do to make me happy? You cannot give me back my Jack, because he has
-married some one else--the wretch!" she added under her breath, but the
-ejaculation was for the woman whom Jack had married, not for Jack
-himself.
-
-"You will learn to live without your Jack, as you call him," said the
-little woman with the soft voice, sagely, "and to feel thankful that he
-chose elsewhere. You once did me a service, and that is a thing that a
-familiar never, never forgets. I have been watching you ever since that
-time, and now I will reward you. Marjory Drummond, from this time
-henceforth everything shall prosper with you; everything you touch shall
-turn to gold, everything you wish shall come to pass; what you strive
-after you shall have; your greatest desires shall be realised; and you
-shall have power to draw tears from all eyes whenever you choose. This
-last I give you in compensation for the tears that you have shed this
-day. Farewell!"
-
-"Stay!" cried Marjory. "Won't you even tell me your name? May I not
-thank you?"
-
-"No. The thanks are mine," said the little lady. "When we meet again I
-will tell you my name--not before."
-
-In a moment she was gone, and so quickly and mysteriously did she go
-that Marjory did not see her disappear. She rubbed her eyes and looked
-round. "I must have been asleep!" she exclaimed. "I must have dreamt
-it."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Several years had gone by. With Marjory Drummond everything had
-prospered, and she was on the high road to success, and fame, and
-fortune. Whenever her name was spoken, people nodded their heads wisely,
-and said: "A wonderful girl, nothing she cannot do"; and they mostly
-said it as if each one of them had had a hand in making her the clever
-girl that she was.
-
-As an artist she was extremely gifted, being well hung in the Academy of
-the year; as an actress, though only playing with that form of art, she
-was hard to beat; and she had written stories and tales which were so
-infinitely above the average that editors were one and all delighted at
-any time to have the chance of a story signed with the initials "M.D.,"
-initials which the world thought and declared were those of one of the
-most fashionable doctors of the day.
-
-And at last the world of letters woke up and rubbed its eyes very much
-as Marjory had rubbed her eyes that day on the river's bank, and the
-world said, "We have a great and gifted man among us." "'M.D.' is _the_
-writer of the time." And slowly, little by little, the secret crept
-out, and Marjory was feted and flattered, and made the star of the
-season. Her name was in every one's mouth, and her work was sought
-after eagerly and read by all. And among those who worshipped at her
-shrine was the "Jack" who had flouted her in the old days, yet not quite
-the same, but a "Jack" very much altered and world-worn, so that Marjory
-could no longer regret or wish that the lines of her life had fallen
-otherwise than they had done.
-
-And often and often, as the years rolled by, and she was still the
-darling star of the people who love to live in the realms of fiction,
-did Marjory ponder over that vivid dream by the riverside, and try to
-satisfy herself that it really was no more than a dream, and that the
-old lady with the sweet clear voice had had no being except in her
-excited brain. "I wish," she said aloud one day, when she was sitting by
-the fire after finishing the most important work that had ever yet come
-from her pen, "I wish that she would come back and satisfy me about it.
-It seemed so real, so vivid, so distinct, and yet it is so
-impossible----"
-
-"Not impossible at all," said a familiar voice at her elbow.
-
-Marjory looked round with a start. "Oh! is it you?" she cried. "Then
-it was all true! I have never been able to make up my mind whether it
-was true or only a dream. Now I know that it was quite real, and
-everything that you promised me has come about. I am the happiest woman
-in all the world to-day, and, dear friend, if ever I did a service to
-you, you have amply repaid me."
-
-"We never stint thanks in our world," said the little old lady, smiling.
-"Then there is nothing more that you want?"
-
-"Yes, kind friend, just one thing," said Marjory. "You promised me that
-when we met again you would tell me your name."
-
-The little woman melted away instantly, but somewhere out of the shadows
-came a small sweet sighing voice, which said softly, "My name
-is--Genius!"
-
-
-
-
-Jewels to Wear
-
- "Torches are made to burn;
- jewels to wear."--_Shakespeare_
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-
-"I can't think, Nancy, why you cannot get something useful to occupy
-yourself with. It seems to me that I have slaved and sacrificed myself
-all my life, in every possible direction, simply that you may waste your
-whole time spoiling good paper, scribbling, scribbling, scribbling, from
-morning till night, with your fingers inky, and your thoughts in the
-clouds, and your attention on nothing that I want you to attend to. I
-don't call it a good reward to make to me. You will never do any good
-with that ridiculous scribbling--never! When I think of what you
-_might_ save me, of how you _might_ spare me in my anxious and busy
-life, it makes me positively ill to think I am your mother. Here have I
-been thinking of you, Nancy, and working for you, and struggling, and
-fighting, and slaving for you for twenty years, and now that the time
-has come when you might do something for me, you have only one idea in
-your head, and that is writing rubbishy stories that nobody will ever
-want to buy!"
-
-[Illustration: "You have only one idea in your head, and that is writing
-rubbishy stories that nobody will ever want to buy!"]
-
-The girl thus addressed turned and looked at her mother.
-
-"Mother, dear," she said depreciatingly, "I am sorry that I am not more
-useful. I can't help it. I do think of you, I try to do everything I
-can to relieve you, and help you; but these stories will come into my
-head. They won't be put out of it. What am I to do?"
-
-"What are you to do?" echoed the mother. "Why, look at that basket of
-stockings to darn!"
-
-"I am quite willing to darn them," said Nancy meekly.
-
-"Yes, you are quite willing, I daresay. You are quite willing _when_ I
-tell you. But you don't seem to see what a burden it is to me to have
-to tell you everything as if you were a baby. There are the stockings,
-and there are you; at your age, you don't surely need me to tell you
-that the stockings need mending!"
-
-"I will do them at once," said Nancy. "I will do them this minute."
-
-"Yes, with your thoughts in the clouds, and your mind fixed on
-scribbling. What, may I ask you, Nancy, do you think you will ever do
-with it?"
-
-"I don't know," said Nancy desperately. "Perhaps I may make some money
-some day."
-
-"Never, never! Waste it, you mean. Waste it over pens, ink, paper and
-tablecloths. There is the tablecloth in your bedroom spotted with ink
-from end to end. It is heart-breaking."
-
-"Well, Mother, what do you wish me to do?" the girl asked in
-desperation.
-
-"Your plain and simple duty. I would like you to give up all idea of
-wasting your time in that way from now on," said the mother
-deliberately.
-
-"Won't you even let me write a little to amuse myself in my spare time?"
-asked the girl piteously.
-
-"Your spare time!" echoed the mother impatiently. "What spare time have
-poor people such as we are? What spare time have I? Here are we with
-this great boarding-house on our hands, twenty-three boarders to be made
-comfortable, kept in good temper, fed, housed, boarded--everything to be
-done for them, and I have to do it. Why, in the time that you waste
-over those stories, you might make yourself a brilliant pianist, and
-play in the evening to them. Then you would be of some use."
-
-"I don't think," said Nancy, "that anything will ever make me a
-brilliant pianist, Mother. There's no music in me--not of that kind,
-and I don't think that the boarders would like me half as well if I went
-and strummed on the drawing-room piano every evening for an hour or two,
-I really don't, Mother."
-
-"No, you know better than I do, of course. That is the way with the
-young people of the present day. You are all alike. Ah, it was
-different when I was a girl. I would no more have dreamed of defying my
-mother as you defy me----"
-
-"Mother, I don't defy you," Nancy broke in indignantly. "I never defied
-you in my life. I never thought of such a thing."
-
-"Don't you write stories in defiance of my wishes?" Mrs. Macdonald
-asked, dropping the tragedy air, and putting the question in a plain,
-every-day, businesslike tone.
-
-At this, Nancy Macdonald flushed a deep full red, a blush of shame it
-was, or what felt like shame, and as it slowly faded away until her face
-was a dull greyish white, all hope for that gift which was as the very
-mainspring of her life, seemed to shrink and die within her.
-
-"Mother," she said at last, in a firm tone, "I will do what you wish. I
-will give up writing, I promise you, from this time forward, and I will
-not write at all while I have any duty left in the day. You will not
-mind my doing a little when I have seen the after dinner coffee served,
-will you?"
-
-"That means, I suppose," said Mrs. Macdonald rather tartly, "that you
-will sit up half the night ruining your health, spoiling your eyesight,
-wasting my gas, and making it perfectly impossible that you should get
-up in good time in the morning."
-
-"Mother," said the girl, in a most piteous tone, "when I am once late in
-the morning, I will promise you to give it up altogether, and for ever;
-more than that I cannot say. As you said just now, it is a hard life
-here, and we have not very much leisure time; but, I implore you, do not
-take my one delight and pleasure from me altogether!"
-
-"If you put it in that way," said Mrs. Macdonald rather grudgingly, "of
-course, we can but try the experiment; but what good, I ask you, Nancy,
-do you think will ever come of it!"
-
-"I don't know," said Nancy; "I can't say. Other people have made
-fortunes; other people have done well by writing; why should not I?"
-
-"As if _you_ would ever make a fortune!" said Mrs. Macdonald, with the
-contemptuousness of a woman to whom the struggle of life had been hard
-and to whom pounds, shillings and pence in the very hand were the only
-proofs of reason for what she called "wasting time" over story-writing.
-
-"Well, if not a fortune, at least a comfortable income," said Nancy
-eagerly; "and if I did, Mother, I should give it all to you!"
-
-"Thank you for nothing, my dear," was the ungracious reply.
-
-To this Nancy made no answer. She carried the big basket of stockings
-to the window, and sat down in the cold winter light to do such repairs
-as were necessary. Poor child! It was a hard fate for her. She was the
-eldest of a family of five, all dependent on the exertions of her
-widowed mother in keeping afloat the big boarding-house by which they
-lived. For a boarding-house, be it ever so liberally managed, be the
-receipts ever so generous, is but a sordid abode, especially to those
-who have the trouble and care of managing it; and to an eldest daughter,
-and one who stands between the anxious mother and the younger children,
-who mostly resemble young rooks with mouths chronically open, such a
-life appears perhaps more sordid than it does to any one else.
-
-To Nancy Macdonald, with her mind full of visionary beauty, and living
-daily in a world of her own--not a world of boarding-houses--the life
-they lived seemed even more sordid, more trivial, more petty, than it
-was in reality. Her wants were not many; she was never inclined to rail
-at fate because she had not been born with a silver spoon in her mouth,
-not at all. But if only she could have a quiet home, with an assured
-income, just sufficient to cover their modest wants, to provide good
-wholesome food, to buy boots and shoes for the little ones, to pay the
-wages of a good servant, to take those lines of anxious care from her
-mother's forehead, so that she could employ her leisure in cultivating
-her Art--she always called it her Art, poor child!--she would have been
-perfectly happy, or she _thought_ she would have been perfectly happy,
-which, in the main, amounted to the same thing. As she sat in the cold
-light of that winter's afternoon, darning, as if for dear life, the
-great pile of stockings which were her portion, she soon drifted away
-from the tall Bloomsbury dwelling into a bright, brilliant land of
-romance, where there were no troubles, no cares, where nothing was
-sordid, and everything was bright and rosy, and even troubles and
-worries might have been adequately described as "double water gilt."
-
-Young writers do indulge in these blessed dreams of fancy, and Nancy,
-remember, was only twenty. Her heroines were always lovely, always
-extravagantly rich or picturesquely poor; her heroes were all lithe and
-long, and most of them had tawny moustaches, and violet eyes like a
-girl's. They were all guardsmen or noblemen. They knew not the want of
-money; if they were _called_ poor, they went everywhere in hansoms, and
-had valets and gambling debts. It was an ideal world, and Nancy
-Macdonald was very happy in it.
-
-From that time forward a new life began for the girl. The household
-certainly went more smoothly, because of that promise to her mother; and
-Mrs. Macdonald's sharp tongue whetted itself on other grievances more
-frequently than on that old one about Nancy's scribbling propensities.
-It was irritating to Nancy, of course, to hear her mother continually
-nagging about something or other; but then, as she reminded herself very
-often during the day, her mother had great anxieties and grievous
-worries. She was a sort of double-distilled Martha, "careful and
-troubled," not about many things, but about everything--everything that
-did happen, or might happen, even what could happen under given
-circumstances which might and probably never would occur. Still, it was
-not so trying to bear when the shafts of sarcasm and complaining were
-aimed at others instead of herself, and to do Nancy strict justice, she
-did try honestly to do the work which lay to her hand.
-
-In the midst of the multitudinous cares of the large household it must
-be owned that the girl's writing suffered. It is all very well for a
-girl in fiction to do scullery work all day long, and write the
-brilliant novel of a season in odd moments, in a cold and cheerless
-bedroom, but in real life it is very different. Nancy Macdonald gave
-her attention to stockings and table-linen, and shopping and ordering
-and dusting; to keeping boarders in good temper, and making herself
-generally useful; to superintending the education and manners of the
-little ones, to smoothing down the rough edges of her mother's chronic
-asperity--in short, to being a real help; but her much loved work
-practically went to the wall. She dreamed a good deal while she was
-doing other things, but mere dreaming is not of much help towards making
-name or fortune; work is the only road which leads to either. Still,
-you cannot do your duty without improving your character, and Nancy
-Macdonald's character was strengthening and softening every day. She
-worked a little at night, but often she was far too tired and weary to
-attempt it. Very often when she did so, she found that the words would
-not run, the incidents would not connect themselves, and frequently that
-her eyes would not keep open; and then I am obliged to say that it was
-not an uncommon thing for Nancy Macdonald to get into bed and cry
-herself to sleep.
-
-Still, her character was strengthening. With every day that went by she
-learnt more of the power of endurance; she became more patient, more
-fixed in her ideas; the goal of her desires was set more immediately in
-front of her. It was less visionary, but it was infinitely more
-substantial. In a desultory kind of a way she still worked, still wrote
-of lords and ladies whom she did not know in the flesh, still drew
-pictures of guardsmen with longer legs and tawnier moustaches even than
-before. She spent the whole of her pocket-money (which, by the bye,
-consisted of certain perquisites in the house, the medicine bottles and
-the dripping forming her chief sources of income) on manuscript paper,
-and was sometimes hard pushed to pay the postage on the mysterious
-packages which she smuggled into the post-office, and to provide the
-stamps for paying the return fare of these children of her fancy. Poor
-things, they always required it. No enterprising editors wanted the
-long-legged guardsmen, their blue eyes and tawny moustaches
-notwithstanding. Nobody had a welcome for the lovely ladies, who were
-all dressed by Worth, though they never seemed to have heard of such a
-person as Felix. The disappointments of their continued return were
-very bitter to her; yet, at heart, Nancy Macdonald was a true artist,
-and had all the true artist's pluck and perseverance, so that she never
-thought of giving up her work. It was only that she had not yet found
-her _metier_.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-
-For about six months after Nancy's promise to her mother that she would
-not even try to write during the working hours, life went fairly
-prosperously with the widowed boarding-house keeper. Then a spell of bad
-luck set in. Several boarders left and were not replaced. Their best
-paying permanent boarder--a rich old gentleman, the head of a large
-business in the city--died suddenly, died without a will, although he
-had several times spoken of his intention of leaving Mrs. Macdonald a
-handsome legacy; and his next-of-kin did not seem to think it necessary
-to do more than pay the actual expenses which their relative had
-incurred. Twice they had visitors who left without paying their bills;
-and, as a last crowning act of ill-luck, the youngest child fell sick,
-and the doctor pronounced the illness to be scarlet fever.
-
- "When troubles come, they come not single spies,
- But in battalions";
-
-and that is as true to-day as when Shakespeare penned the lines more
-than three hundred years ago.
-
-Mrs. Macdonald was almost beside herself. She ceased to gird at any
-member of the family or household; she girded at Fate instead, morning,
-noon, and night. She discussed the situation in a frenzied manner, with
-tears in her eyes and a large amount of gesticulation, which would have
-formed an excellent object-lesson to a student for the stage; but, at
-the same time, it must be owned that raving appeals to the Almighty,
-passionate assertions that she was the most unlucky woman that the light
-of day had ever shone upon, bitter forebodings of what her daily life
-would be like when she was safely landed in the nearest workhouse, did
-not avail anything. No, the Macdonald family was in for a spell of bad
-luck, and all the asseverations in the world would not alter it or
-gainsay it.
-
-At this time Nancy was like a rock in the midst of a stormy sea. She,
-after much self-communing, threw over her promise to her mother
-concerning the time of her writing. She felt, as every true artist
-feels, that it was in her to do great things; and that even a little
-money earned in such a crisis would be of double value. So every moment
-that she could steal from the now greatly decreased house duties she
-spent in her own room, working with feverish haste and anxiety at a new
-story, a story which was not about lords and ladies, or majestic
-guardsmen, or lovely heroines in costly Parisian dresses; no, she felt,
-all in a moment, the utter futility of trying to draw a phase of life
-with which she herself was not familiar. It seemed to come to her like
-a flash of light that her children of pen and ink were not real; that
-she was fighting the air; that she was like an artist drawing without a
-model. Like a living human voice a warning came into her mind, "Write
-what you know; write what you see; before all things be an
-impressionist." So her new child was slowly coming to life, a child
-born in poverty and reared in a boarding-house. The form of the child
-was crude, and was the work of an unpractised hand; but it was strong.
-It was full of life; it was a thing alive; and as line after line came
-from under her hand, as the story assumed shape and colour from under
-her nervous fingers, Nancy Macdonald felt that she was on the right tack
-at last, that this time she would not fail.
-
-As soon as her story was done, she sent it with breathless hope to a
-well-known weekly magazine which is almost a household word, and then
-she sat down to wait. Oh! but it is weary waiting under such
-circumstances. After three days of sickening suspense, Nancy decided in
-her own mind that if she had to wait as many weeks she would be raving
-mad at the end of them. So she locked herself in her room and began
-another story, the story of a love affair which came about in just such
-a house as their own.
-
-Meantime, it can scarcely be said that the Macdonald fortunes improved.
-It is true that the fever-stricken child recovered, and was sent away to
-a superior convalescent home at the seaside. It is true that one or two
-fresh boarders came, and that there were hopes that the family would be
-able to weather the storm, supposing, that is, that they were able to
-tide over the next few months. Still, in London, it is not easy to tide
-over a few months when your resources have been drained, and your income
-has been sorely diminished. There were bills for this and that, claims
-for that and the other, and these came in with great rapidity and with
-pressing demands for payment.
-
-Mrs. Macdonald pitied herself more than ever; her tones, as she recalled
-the virtues of her past life, were more tragic; her debit and credit
-account with the Almighty she showed to be clearly falsified. Never was
-so good a woman so abominably used of Providence and humanity alike.
-She wept copiously over her deservings, and railed furiously against her
-fate. Poor Mrs. Macdonald! For many a weary year she had toiled to the
-best of her ability, and she had done her duty by her children according
-to her lights, which were pitiably dim, "The Lord must indeed love me,"
-she remarked, with bitterest irony, one day, when a mysterious visitor
-had put a gruesome paper into her unwilling hands.
-
-"It is but the beginning of the end, Nancy," she said resignedly, "the
-beginning of the end. I haven't a sovereign in the house, and how I am
-to pay nine pounds seventeen and fourpence is beyond me altogether. It
-won't last long; we shall have the roof of the workhouse over our heads
-soon. We can't go on like this. Where's the money to come from?"
-
-And that, of course, Nancy knew no more than her mother.
-
-"Could not we sell something?" she said, looking round their shabby
-little sitting-room, where all that was worst in the house was gathered
-together because it was only used by themselves. "Couldn't we sell
-something?"
-
-"I might sell my cameo brooch," said Mrs. Macdonald, with a huge sigh.
-"It was the last present your poor father ever gave me."
-
-"And I don't suppose it would fetch anything like nine pounds seventeen
-and fourpence," said Nancy doubtfully.
-
-"Your father paid a great deal for it," returned Mrs. Macdonald, "but
-when one has to sell, it's different to buying. One gives one's things
-away."
-
-As a matter of fact, the late Mr. Macdonald had given fifty shillings
-for the cameo brooch in question, having bought it in a pawnshop in the
-Strand; but neither Mrs. Macdonald nor Nancy were aware of that fact.
-
-"Dear Mother," said Nancy, "I would not worry. You have still a
-fortnight before you need settle it one way or the other. A great many
-things may turn up in a fortnight."
-
-"Not a ten pound note," said Mrs. Macdonald, with an air of conviction.
-
-"You don't know, Mother. Look how many things have turned up when we
-least expected them, and money has come that seemed to have dropped from
-the clouds. At all events, I would not break down over it until the
-very last day comes; I would not indeed, Mother."
-
-"Ah, perhaps you would not," said the mother, "I should not have done so
-when I was your age. When you are mine, you will understand me better."
-
-"Yes, dear, perhaps I shall; but you know, even if the worst
-happens--oh, but we shall manage somehow, depend upon it, we shall
-manage somehow."
-
-But Nancy's youthful philosophy did not tend to check the flow of Mrs.
-Macdonald's troubled spirit. A whole week went by, which she passed
-chiefly in tears, and in drawing gloomy pictures of the details of the
-life which would soon, soon be hers. "I shall have to wear a poke
-bonnet and a shawl," she remarked, in a doleful tone one day, "and I
-never could bear a shawl, even when they were in fashion--horrid cold
-things." At meals, of course, poor lady, she had to keep a cheerful
-countenance, so that her guests should not suspect how badly things were
-going with them; but Nancy noticed that she ate very little, and like
-most young people, her chief idea for a panacea for all woes took the
-form of food. In Mrs. Macdonald's case, it took the form of fresh tea
-and hot buttered toast; and, really, I would be sorry to say how much
-tea was used in that household during those few days, by way of
-bolstering its mistress's strength and spirits against what might happen
-in the immediate future.
-
-The fortnight of grace soon passed away, and with every day Mrs.
-Macdonald's spirits sank lower and lower. She looked old and aged and
-worn; and Nancy's heart ached when she realised that there was no
-prospect of anything turning up, and apparently no chance of the danger
-which threatened them being averted. What money had come in had mostly
-been imperatively required to meet daily expenses. It seemed
-preposterous that people with a large house as they had should be in
-such straits for so small a sum; and yet, if they began selling their
-belongings, which, with the exception of the cameo brooch and Mrs.
-Macdonald's keeper ring, almost entirely consisted of furniture, she
-knew that it would be impossible to replace them, or even to dispose of
-them without the knowledge of their guests. She hardly liked to suggest
-it to her mother, and yet she felt that when the last day came, she
-would have no other course open to her.
-
-It was the evening before the last day of grace, and still the needful
-sum had not been set aside. Twice during the day Mrs. Macdonald had
-subsided in tears and wretchedness into the old armchair by their little
-sitting-room fire, while Nancy had brought her fresh fragrant tea and a
-little covered plate of hot buttered toast, and had delicately urged her
-to decide between selling the precious brooch and appealing to one or
-other of the boarders for an advance payment.
-
-"I will just wait till the morning," she said to herself, as she came
-down from the drawing-room after dispensing the after-dinner coffees.
-
-"Nancy! Nancy!" cried her younger sister Edith, at that moment. "Where
-are you?"
-
-"I am here, dear," Nancy replied. "What is the matter?"
-
-The child, for Edith was only some thirteen or fourteen years old, came
-running up the stairs two steps at a time.
-
-"Here's a letter for you, Nancy," she said eagerly.
-
-"A letter?" cried Nancy, her mind flying at once to her story.
-
-"Yes, it's got a Queen's head on it or something. Here it is."
-
-The two girls reached the large and dimly-lighted entrance-hall
-together, one from upstairs and one from down.
-
-"Give it to me," said Nancy, breathlessly.
-
-She felt that it was a letter about her story. The very fact that it had
-come without an accompanying roll of manuscript gave her hope. She tore
-open the envelope with trembling fingers, and by the light of the single
-flickering gas-lamp, read its contents.
-
-
-"The Editor of the _Family Beacon_ presents his compliments to Miss
-Macdonald, and will be pleased to accept her story, 'Out of Gloom into
-the Sun,' for the sum of fifteen guineas, for which a cheque will be
-sent immediately on receipt of her reply."
-
-
-For a few moments the poor painted hall, with its gaunt umbrella stand
-and cold black and white marble floor, seemed to be rocking up and down,
-and spinning round and round. The revulsion of feeling was so intense
-that the girl staggered up against the wall, fighting hard with her
-palpitating heart.
-
-"Oh, Nancy, what is it?" cried Edith, staring in a fright at her
-sister's chalk-white face. "Is it bad news?"
-
-"Oh, no, GOOD news; the best news. Where's Mother? I----" she could
-not speak, she simply could not finish the sentence. Her trembling lips
-refused to perform their office. In her shaking hands she still
-clutched the precious letter, and gathering her wits together, she
-turned and literally tore down the stairs to the basement.
-
-"Mother! Mother! Where are you?" she cried.
-
-"What is it?" cried Mrs. Macdonald, who, poor soul, was ready for all
-and every evil that could fall upon her.
-
-For a moment Nancy tried to control herself sufficiently to speak, but
-the revulsion of feeling was too great. Twice she opened her mouth, but
-no words would come. Then she dropped all of a heap at her mother's
-feet, and hiding her head upon her knee, she burst into a passion of
-tears.
-
-[Illustration: Then she dropped all of a heap at her mother's feet, and
-hiding her head upon her knee, she burst into a passion of tears.]
-
-In spite of her acidity, and her disputes with Providence and things in
-general, Mrs. Macdonald still retained some of her mother's instinct.
-She drew the girl's head to her breast, and held her there tightly, with
-a tragic at-least-we-will-all-die-together air that was utterly
-pathetic. She had no words of consolation for what she believed was
-some new and terrible trouble come upon them. Then, as Nancy still
-sobbed on, she drew the letter from her unresisting fingers, mastered
-its contents, and sat like a woman turned to stone.
-
-"I am afraid," she said, after a long silence, "that I have been very
-cruel to you, Nancy. I have called your scribbling, rubbish; I have
-scolded you; I have been very hard on you; and instead of my being
-punished for my blindness, it is _your_ work which has come to save me
-from the end which I so dreaded. But I shall never forgive myself."
-
-But Nancy, the storm over, brushed the tears away from her eyes, and sat
-back, resting her elbow upon her mother's knee.
-
-"Oh, it is very silly of me to go on like this," half laughing, and half
-inclined to weep yet more. "I have been so worried you know, Mother.
-It's really stupid of me; but you mustn't blame yourself now that good
-luck has come to us, must you? You did what you thought was right, and
-you had a right to speak; and, after all, I _did_ leave everything to
-you--everything, and I might have wasted all my time. You were quite
-right, Mother."
-
-"What was that line Willie was writing in his copybook last week?" said
-Mrs. Macdonald, holding the girl's hand fast, and looking, oh, so unlike
-her usual self--"Torches were made to burn; jewels to wear."
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