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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of Barbara Rebell, by Marie Belloc Lowndes
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-Title: Barbara Rebell
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-Author: Marie Belloc Lowndes
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-Illustrator: Gilbert White
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-Release Date: April 3, 2013 [EBook #42462]
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- [Illustration: BARBARA REBELL]
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- BARBARA REBELL
-
-
- _By_
- MRS. BELLOC-LOWNDES
- Author of "The Heart of Penelope"
-
-
- Frontispiece by
- GILBERT WHITE
-
-
- _AUTHORIZED EDITION_
-
-
- NEW YORK
- B. W. DODGE AND COMPANY
- 1907
-
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-
- PROLOGUE.
-
- "Have regard to thy name; for that shall continue with thee
- above a thousand great treasures of gold."
- ECCLESIASTICUS xl. 12.
-
-
-Barbara Rebell's tenth birthday,--that is the ninth of June, 1870,--was
-destined to be long remembered by her as a day of days; both as having
-seen the first meeting with one who, though unknown till then, had
-occupied a great place in her imagination, if only because the name of
-this lady, her godmother, had been associated every night and morning
-with that of her father and mother in her prayers, and as having
-witnessed the greatest of her childish disappointments.
-
-Certain dates to most of us become in time retrospectively memorable,
-and doubtless this sunny, fragrant June day would in any case have been
-remembered by Barbara as the last of a long series of high days and
-holidays spent by her in her French home during the first few years of
-her life. Barbara Rebell left St. Germains two months after her tenth
-birthday; but the town which has seen so few changes in its stately,
-ordered beauty, since it afforded a magnificent hospitality to the last
-Stuart King and Queen of England, always remained to her "home," in the
-dear and intimate sense of the word, and that for many years after
-everything save the actual roof and walls of the villa where Mr. and
-Mrs. Rebell had lived such long, and on the whole such peaceful years,
-had been destroyed--overwhelmed with locust-like destruction--by the
-passage of an alien soldiery.
-
-But early in the June of 1870 there was nothing to show what July and
-August were to bring to France, and the various incidents which so much
-impressed the child's imagination, and made the day memorable, were
-almost wholly connected with that solitary inner life which is yet so
-curiously affected by material occurrences.
-
-Barbara's birthday began very differently from what she had thought it
-would do. The little girl had pleasant recollections of the fashion in
-which her last fête day, "la Sainte Barbe," had been celebrated. She
-remembered vividly the white bouquets brought by the tradespeople, the
-cakes and gifts offered by her little French friends, they who dwelt in
-Legitimist seclusion in the old town--for St. Germains was at that time
-a Royalist stronghold--far from the supposed malign influence of the
-high forest trees, and broad, wind-swept Terrace, which had first
-attracted Barbara's parents, and caused them to choose St. Germains as
-their place of retreat.
-
-And so Barbara had looked forward very eagerly to her tenth birthday,
-but by eleven o'clock what, so far, had it brought her? No bouquets, no
-cakes, no trifling gifts of the kind she loved! As she sat out in her
-little chair on the balcony of which the gilt balustrade was now
-concealed by festoons of green leaves and white roses, and from which
-opened the windows of her mother's drawing-room, the child's conscience
-pricked her somewhat. Had not her parents early called her into their
-room and presented her with a beautiful little gold watch--a gift, too,
-brought specially from London by Mr. Daman, a Queen's Messenger, who was
-one of her father's oldest friends, and one of the very few
-English-speaking folk who ever sought out Mr. and Mrs. Rebell in their
-seclusion?
-
-"You may wear it all to-day," her mother had said with some solemnity,
-"but after to-night I will put it away until you are old enough to take
-care of a watch." In time the little watch became a cherished
-possession, a dear familiar friend, but on this first day of ownership
-Barbara took small pleasure in her gift.
-
-The child had not liked to ask if any further birthday treat was in
-contemplation. She stood in great awe of her quiet-mannered, preoccupied
-father: and, while loving her gentle, kind mother with all her eager
-passionate little heart, she did not at that time understand how
-tenderly she herself was loved in return by the fragile, pensive looking
-woman, who seemed to those about her absorbed rather in her husband than
-in her daughter.
-
-And so, after having been dismissed rather curtly by her father, Barbara
-had made her way disconsolately out to the balcony which was in a sense
-her play-room, for there she spent many of her solitary hours. Sitting
-in her own little wicker chair, with _The Fairchild Family_ lying on the
-osier table by her side, and _Les Malheurs de Sophie_ on her lap, she
-wondered rather wistfully what the day to which she had so much looked
-forward was likely to bring forth.
-
-Dressed in a white India muslin frock, her long dark hair curled, as was
-the fashion in those days, and tied neatly out of the way with a pale
-blue ribbon, her unseeing eyes gazing at one of the most beautiful views
-in the world, little Barbara Rebell, not for the first time, fell to
-wondering why her life was so different from that of the English
-children of whom she read in the books her mother had lately sent for
-from the home of her own childhood. Even the Fairchilds were a family,
-not a solitary little girl; each of the French children she knew had at
-least one brother or sister apiece to bear them company, and all through
-her thoughts--her disconnected, discontented birthday thoughts--there
-ran a thread of uneasy wonder as to why she and her parents were living
-here in France instead of in far away England.
-
-Barbara had of late become dimly aware that her mother made no effort to
-enter into the eager, cheerful life about her; even after many years
-spent entirely in France Mrs. Rebell still spoke French with a certain
-difficulty, and she had tacitly refused to form any tie but one of
-courteous acquaintance with the few French families with whom--entirely
-for the sake of her child, but Barbara did not know that--she had
-entered into social relation, using a Protestant banker as a connecting
-link.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The summer before her tenth birthday Barbara had overheard some
-fragments of a conversation held between two mothers of some of her
-little French friends; and the few words, so carelessly uttered, had
-roused a passion of emotion in the innocent eavesdropper: the feeling
-which most predominated being the unreasoning, pathetic surprise felt by
-a childish mind when brought suddenly across anything in the nature of a
-masked attack.
-
-"Enfin qu'est que ce Monsieur Rebell a bien pu faire de si terrible?
-Pour moi il a un air sinistre, cet homme-là!"
-
-"Peut-être a-t-il tué quelqu'un en duel! Il parait qu'en Angleterre on
-est devenu féroce sur ce châpitre-là."
-
-"En tous cas, cette pauvre Madame Rebell est bien jolie, et bien à
-plaindre!"
-
-The effect of these few carelessly uttered words had been to transform
-the listener from a happy baby into a thoughtful, over-sensitive little
-girl. Barbara had felt a wild revolt and indignation in the knowledge
-that her parents were being thus discussed--that her father should be
-described as "sinister," her mother pitied. Again and again she repeated
-to herself the words that she had heard: their meaning had stamped
-itself on her mind. Could her father have indeed killed a man in a duel?
-To Barbara the thought was at once horrible and fascinating, and she
-brooded over it, turning the idea this way and that: the constant
-companionship of her mother--for Mrs. Rebell rarely left her alone with
-their French servants--having unconsciously taught her a deep and almost
-secretive reserve.
-
-Were her father guilty of what these French ladies suspected, then--or
-so thought Barbara--his subdued, melancholy air was indeed natural, as
-also his apparent dislike of meeting fellow countrymen and countrywomen,
-for he and his wife always markedly avoided any English visitors to St.
-Germains. Now and again Mr. Rebell would spend a long day in Paris,
-returning laden with a large parcel of books, the latest English novels
-for his wife, more serious volumes for his own perusal; but both Mrs.
-Rebell and Barbara had learnt to dread these expeditions, for they
-brought with them sad after-days of silent depression and restlessness
-which left their effect on the wife long after the traveller himself had
-regained his usual sombre quietude of manner.
-
-Barbara was secretly proud of the fact that her father was so extremely
-unlike, both in manner and in appearance, the Frenchmen who now formed
-his only acquaintances. This was perhaps owing in a measure to the
-periodical visit of his London tailor, for Richard Rebell had retained
-amid his misfortunes--and he was fond of telling himself that no living
-man had been so unfortunate--the one-time dandy's fastidiousness about
-his dress. The foreigners with whom he was unwillingly brought in
-contact sometimes speculated as to the mysterious Englishman's probable
-age; his hair was already grey, his pale, coldly impassive face had none
-of the healthy tints of youth, yet he was still upright and vigorous,
-and possessed to a singular degree what the French value above all
-things, distinction of appearance. As a matter of fact Mr. Rebell was
-only some twelve years older than his still girlish-looking wife; but
-certain terrible events seemed to have had a petrifying effect both on
-his mind and on his appearance, intensified by the fact that both he and
-Mrs. Rebell tacitly chose to live as if in a world of half-lights and
-neutral tints, rarely indeed alluding to the past, instinctively
-avoiding any topic which could cause them emotion.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Every age,--it might be said with truth every decade,--has its ideal of
-feminine beauty; and the man who had been the Richard Rebell of the
-London 'fifties would instinctively have chosen and been chosen by the
-loveliest girl in the brilliant world in which they both then moved and
-had their being. Adela Oglander, the youngest child of a Hampshire
-squire, had indeed been very lovely, satisfying in every point the ideal
-of her day, of her race, and of her generation: slender and yet not over
-tall: golden-haired and blue-eyed: with delicate regular features, and
-rounded cheeks in which the colour soon came and went uncertainly when
-Richard Rebell began to haunt the Mayfair ball-rooms where he knew he
-would meet her and her placid, rather foolish mother. The girl's sunny
-beauty and artless charm of manner had delighted the social arbiters of
-the hour. She became, in the sense which was then possible, the fashion,
-and her engagement to Richard Rebell, finally arranged at the royal
-garden party which in those days took place each season in the old-world
-gardens of Chiswick House, had been to themselves as well as to their
-friends a happy, nine days' wonder.
-
-Richard Rebell had been long regarded as a bachelor of bachelors, a man
-whose means did not permit of such a luxury as marriage to ill-dowered
-beauty. But his friends reminded themselves that he was in a sense heir
-to a fine property, now in the actual ownership of his cousin, a certain
-Madame Sampiero, a beautiful childless woman separated from the Corsican
-adventurer whom she had married in one of those moments of amazing,
-destructive folly which occasionally overwhelm a certain type of clever
-and high-spirited Englishwoman. Still, if there were some who shook
-their heads over the imprudence of such a marriage as that of Richard
-Rebell and Adela Oglander, all the world loves a lover, and every man
-who had obtained the privilege of an introduction to Miss Oglander
-envied Rebell his good fortune, for his betrothed was as good and as
-blithesome as she was pretty.
-
-Later, when recalling that enchanted time, and the five happy years
-which had followed, Mrs. Rebell told herself that there had then been
-meted out to her full measure of life's happiness: she might, alas! have
-added that since that time Providence had dealt out to her, as
-completely, full measure of pain and suffering. For what was hidden from
-the little circle of kindly French gossips at St. Germains had been
-indeed a very tragic thing.
-
-After those first cloudless years of happy, nay triumphant, married
-life, the popular, much-envied man-about-town, the proud husband of one
-of the loveliest and most considered of younger London hostesses, had
-gradually become aware that he was being looked at askance and shunned
-by those great folk to whose liking he attached perhaps undue
-importance.
-
-Then had followed a period of angry, incredulous amazement, till a
-well-meaning friend found courage to tell him the truth. It had come to
-be thought that he "sometimes" cheated at cards--more, it was whispered
-that he had actually been caught red-handed in the house of a friend who
-had spared him exposure in deference to what were then still the English
-laws of hospitality. His chief accuser, the man to whom Rebell, once on
-his track, again and again traced the fatal rumour, was, as so often
-happens in such cases, himself quite unimportant till he became the man
-of straw round whom raged one of the most painful and protracted libel
-suits fought in nineteenth century England.
-
-At first public opinion, or rather the opinion of those whom Rebell
-regarded as important, ranged itself on his side, and there were many
-who considered that he had been ill-advised to take any notice of the
-matter. But when it became known, and that in the pitiless, clear
-publicity afforded by a court of law, that the plaintiff's private means
-were very small, much smaller than had been suspected even by those who
-thought themselves his intimates, that he was noted for his high play,
-and, most damaging fact of all, that he had been instrumental in forming
-a new and very select club of which the stated object was play, and
-nothing but play, feeling veered sharply round. Richard Rebell
-admitted--and among his backers it was pointed out that such an
-admission made for innocence--that a not unimportant portion of his
-income had for some time past consisted of his card winnings. That this
-should be even said outraged those respectable folk who like to think
-that gambling and ruin are synonymous terms. Yet, had they looked but a
-little below the surface, where could they have found so striking a
-confirmation of their view as in this very case?
-
-To cut the story short, the lawsuit ended in a virtual triumph for the
-man whose malicious dislike and envy of the plaintiff had had to himself
-so unexpected a result. Richard Rebell was awarded only nominal damages.
-The old adage, "The greater the truth the greater the libel," was freely
-quoted, and the one-time man of fashion and his wife disappeared with
-dramatic suddenness from the world in which they had both been once so
-welcome. Apart from every other reason, Mr. and Mrs. Rebell would have
-been compelled, by their financial circumstances, to alter what had been
-their way of life. All that remained to them after the heavy costs of
-the lawsuit were paid was the income of Mrs. Rebell's marriage
-settlement, and then it was that Richard Rebell's cousin, the Madame
-Sampiero to whom reference has already been made, arranged to give her
-cousin--who was, as she eagerly reminded him, her natural heir--an
-allowance which practically trebled his small income. Thanks to her
-generosity Mr. and Mrs. Rebell and their only child, born three years
-after their marriage, had been able to live in considerable comfort and
-state in the French town finally chosen by them as their home of exile,
-where they had been fortunate in finding, close to the Forest and the
-Terrace, a house which had belonged to one of the great Napoleon's
-generals. The hero's descendants were in high favour at the Tuileries
-and had no love for quiet St. Germains: they had accordingly been
-overjoyed to find an English tenant for the stately villa which
-contained many relics of their famous forbear, and of which the
-furnishings, while pleasing the fine taste of Richard Rebell, seemed to
-them hopelessly rococo and out of date.
-
-As time went on, Adela Rebell suffered more rather than less. She would
-have preferred the humblest lodging in the quietest of English hamlets
-to the charming villa which was still full of mementoes of the soldier
-who had found a glorious death at Waterloo. Sometimes she would tell
-herself that all might yet go well with her, and her beloved, her noble,
-her ill-used Richard--for so she ever thought of him--were it not for
-their child. The knowledge that Barbara would never enjoy the happy and
-lightsome youth which had been her own portion was bitter indeed: the
-conviction that her daughter must be cut off from all the pleasant
-girlish joys and privileges of her English contemporaries brought deep
-pain.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Let us now return to Barbara and to the birthday which was to prove
-eventful. The little girl was still hesitating between her French and
-her English storybook when the door of the drawing-room opened, and she
-saw her mother's slight figure advancing languidly across the shining
-floor to the deep chair where she always sat. A moment later Barbara's
-father came into the room: he held a newspaper in his hand, and
-instinctively the child knew that he was both annoyed and angered.
-
-"Adela," he said, in the formal and rather cold accent which both his
-wife and child had come to associate with something painful or
-unpleasant, "I should like you to read this,"--then he added: "Well, no,
-I think I will ask you to listen, while I translate it," and slowly he
-read, choosing his words with some care, anxious to render every shade
-of meaning, the following sentences, composing one of the happily-named
-"Echoes" printed on the front page of the _Figaro_, the then
-newly-established, brilliant journal which had become the most widely
-read paper in French society:--
-
-"Her Majesty the Empress to-day received in private audience Madame
-Sampiero, _née_ Rebell, one of the most sympathetic and distinguished of
-English great ladies, and this in spite of the fact that the name of
-Sampiero is full of glorious memories to those who know and care--and
-what good Frenchman does not do so?--for the noble traditions of
-Corsican history. Mylady Sampiero"--here Barbara's father suddenly
-lowered the paper and, glancing at his wife, gave a queer sardonic
-laugh--"was presented subsequently to his Majesty the Emperor by the
-noted English statesman, Mylord Bosworth, who, it will be remembered,
-was on terms of intimacy with our Sovereign when he, as Prince Louis
-Napoleon, was living a life of exile in London. Indeed, it was Mylord
-who first gratified the London world with the news that the prisoner of
-Ham had escaped."
-
-There was a slight pause: Mr. Rebell laid the _Figaro_ down on a
-gilt-rimmed table which stood close to his wife's chair.
-
-"Well?" he said, "what do you think of that? You'll see it dished up,
-and who can wonder at it, in next week's _Vanity Fair_!"
-
-The child, sitting out on the balcony, saw her mother's pale face become
-gradually suffused with colour, and she heard the almost whispered
-words, "Yes, most unfortunate! But, my dear, how could poor Bar have
-foreseen such a thing?"
-
-"Of course Bar did not foresee this, but equally of course Bosworth must
-have supplied the _Figaro_ with the main facts--how else could this
-absurdly worded note have been written?" He added slowly, "This is
-obviously Bosworth's idea of a rebuff to the Embassy--Ah well! I didn't
-mean to tell you, but I had it from Daman yesterday that Barbara,
-immediately on her arrival in Paris, had been sent word that she must
-not expect, this time, to be received at the Embassy."
-
-As he spoke Richard Rebell walked up and down the room with quick,
-rather mincing steps: again he came and stood before his wife: "Our name
-dragged in!" he exclaimed, "apropos of nothing!" a note of sharp chagrin
-and disgust piercing in his quiet voice. "And this ridiculous, this
-farcical reference to that adventurer, if indeed Sampiero is the man's
-real name, of which I always had my doubts!"
-
-The colour faded from Mrs. Rebell's cheek; she put her hand with an
-instinctive movement to her side: "Richard," she said, her voice
-faltering, in spite of herself, "the letter I received to-day was from
-Barbara Sampiero. She is staying, as you know, at Meurice's,
-and--and--pray do not be angry, my love, but she proposes to come out
-and see us here, to-day!"
-
-Her husband made no answer. He stood speechlessly looking down at her,
-and when the silence became intolerable Mrs. Rebell again spoke, but in
-a firmer, less apologetic tone. "And oh! Richard, I shall be so glad to
-see her--I can never never forget how good she was to me years ago--how
-nobly generous she has been to us all, since that time."
-
-Richard Rebell turned abruptly away. He walked to the open window, and
-little Barbara, glancing up, noticed with surprise that her father
-looked very hot, that even his forehead had reddened. Standing there,
-staring out with unseeing eyes at the wonderful view unrolled below, he
-closed and opened his right hand with a nervous gesture, as he at last
-answered, "Of course, I also shall be glad to see her. Though, mind you,
-Adela, I think that during all these long years she might have found
-time to come before." Turning round, he added, "Surely you are not
-afraid that I shall insult my kinswoman in what is, after all, my own
-house?" and then, as his wife made no answer, he said with sudden
-suspicion, "Of course, she is coming alone? She would not have dared to
-propose anything else?"
-
-Mrs. Rebell rose from her chair. She came and stood by her husband, and
-for the first time became aware of her little daughter's presence on the
-balcony. She had, however, said too much to retreat, and perhaps she
-felt that the child, sitting out there, would make her difficult task
-easier.
-
-"No, Richard, unfortunately she does not propose to come alone. It seems
-that Lord Bosworth has been given the use of one of the Imperial
-carriages, and he proposes to drive her here, the whole way from Paris.
-He is staying, it appears, at the Bristol."
-
-And then, turning away, she burst into sudden stormy tears, covering her
-face with her hands, swaying from head to foot with suppressed sobs.
-
-Barbara watched the scene with bewildered surprise and terror. It is
-good when a child's ideal of married life is founded on that of her own
-father and mother. Richard Rebell was often impatient and irritable, but
-the little girl had never seen the shadow of anything resembling a
-dissension between her parents. What then did this mean, what did her
-mother's tears portend? But already Mrs. Rebell was making a determined
-effort to command herself. Her husband put his arm, not untenderly,
-round her shoulder, and, with his face set in stern lines, led her back
-to her seat. Then Barbara suddenly darted into the room, and flung
-herself on her mother, putting her slender arms round that dear mother's
-neck, and so making, all unconsciously, a welcome diversion. Mrs. Rebell
-even laughed a little. "Dear child--my little Barbara--you didn't know
-that grown-up people ever cried!"
-
-But Barbara was already retreating to the balcony, and she heard her
-father say in a low voice, as if for the first time he realised that his
-words might be overheard: "I am sure you do not seriously contemplate
-our receiving Bar and--and Bosworth, together? The idea is monstrous!
-Whatever has come and gone, however degraded I may have become among my
-fellows, I still have the right to protect my wife from insult, and to
-expect her to obey me in such a matter as this."
-
-But Mrs. Rebell clasped her hands together and looked up in the troubled
-face of the man opposite her with a look at once appealing and
-unsubmissive. "Richard!" she cried, "oh Richard! I always _do_ obey you.
-When have you ever known me go against your wish, or even desire to do
-so?"
-
-He shook his head impatiently, and she added urgently, "But in this one
-matter--oh, my dear love--pray try and look at it from my point of view!
-It is Barbara I wish to receive--Barbara who is of consequence to us. I
-know well all you would say," the speaker gave a sudden imperceptible
-look towards the open window, "but you would not put so cruel an affront
-on that noble, generous creature! Ah, yes, Richard, she _is_ noble, she
-_is_ generous."
-
-"Her generosity shall cease to-morrow--nay, to-day," he said grimly.
-
-"Do not say so!" she cried, starting up; and her little daughter, gazing
-fascinated, thought she had never till to-day seen her mother look
-really alive, alive as other women are. Mrs. Rebell had pushed her fair
-hair off her forehead, and her cheeks were red, her blue eyes bright,
-with excitement.
-
-"Ah no, Richard, I was not thinking of _that_--not of such generosity as
-can be made to cease to-morrow or to-day; but of Barbara's long goodness
-to us both, nay, if you like to put it so, of her goodness to me, who am
-in no way related to her! Could any sister have been kinder than she has
-been? Were any of my own sisters as kind? True, we did not choose to
-avail ourselves of her hospitality."
-
-"I think that now, even you, Adela, must see that I was right in that
-matter." Richard Rebell spoke rather drily.
-
-"I never questioned it," she said, sharply; "you know, Richard, I never
-questioned your decision!"
-
-There was a pause. The memories of both husband and wife were busy with
-the past, with an offer which had been made to them by Richard Rebell's
-kinswoman, the offer of a home in England, and of a chance, or so the
-wife had thought at the time, of ultimate rehabilitation for one whom
-many even then thought completely innocent of the charge brought against
-him.
-
-Adela Rebell was a woman of high honesty, and so, "That is not quite
-true," she said reluctantly, "I _did_ question your decision in my
-heart, and I see now that you were right. And yet perhaps, my dear, if
-we had been there----?"
-
-Richard Rebell got up. He went and deliberately closed the window,
-making a temporary prisoner of the little girl: then he came back, and
-answered, very composedly, the meaning of the half-question which his
-wife's shrinking delicacy had prevented her putting into words. "Our
-being there, Adela, would not have made the slightest difference," he
-gave her a peculiar, not unkindly look, "for as a matter of fact I was
-then aware of what you apparently only began to suspect long after; and
-I think that you will admit that the state of things would have made our
-position at Chancton intolerable. We should very naturally have been
-expected to shut our eyes--to pander----"
-
-"Yes--yes indeed!" his wife shrank back. "But you never told me this
-before----Why did you not tell me at the time?"
-
-"My dear," he answered, very quietly, "that is not the sort of thing a
-man cares to tell, even his wife, when the heroine of the tale is his
-own cousin. And Barbara, as you have reminded me to-day, had behaved,
-and was behaving, very generously to us both."
-
-"But if--if you felt like that, why----"
-
-Mrs. Rebell looked up imploringly; she knew what this conversation meant
-in pain and retrospective anguish to them both. But again Richard Rebell
-answered, very patiently, his wife's unspoken question, "Well, I admit
-that I am perhaps illogical. But what happened two years ago, I mean the
-birth of Barbara's child--has made a difference to my feeling. I don't
-think"--he spoke questioningly as if to himself, "I hope to God I don't
-feel as I do owing to any ignoble disappointment?"
-
-"No, no, indeed not!" There was an accent of eager protest in Adela
-Rebell's voice: "Besides, she wrote and said--she has said again and
-again--that it will make no difference."
-
-"In any case," he spoke rather coldly, "Barbara Sampiero is certain to
-outlive me, and I do not think anything would make her unjust to our
-girl. But to return to what I was saying, and then, if you do not mind,
-Adela, we will not refer to the subject again----The birth of the child,
-I say, has altered my feeling, much as it seems to have done, from what
-I gather from Daman, that of the rest of the world."
-
-"I always so disliked Mr. Daman," his wife said irrelevantly.
-
-"No doubt, no doubt--I grant you that he's not a very nice fellow, but
-he's always been fond of her, and after all he has always stuck to us.
-There's no doubt as to what he says being the truth----"
-
-"But Richard--is not that very unfair?" Mrs. Rebell spoke with a fire
-that surprised herself: "if, as you tell me now, you always knew the
-truth concerning Bar and Lord Bosworth, should what happened two years
-ago make such a difference?"
-
-"Till two years ago,"--he spoke as if he had not heard her
-words,--"Barbara held her own completely; so much is quite clear, and
-that, mind you, with all the world, even including the strait-laced folk
-about Chancton. I suppose people were sorry for her--for them both, if
-it comes to that----Besides, it was nobody's business but their own.
-Now----" he hesitated: "Daman tells me that she's absolutely solitary, I
-mean of course as regards the women." He added musingly, as if to
-himself, "She's acted with extraordinary, with criminal folly over this
-matter."
-
-"Then she is being treated as we should have been treated,--indeed as we
-were, by most people, during the short time we stayed in England eight
-years ago?"
-
-"I do not think," Mr. Rebell spoke very coldly, "that your comparison,
-Adela, holds good. But now, to-day, the point is this: am I to be
-compelled to receive, and indeed to countenance, Barbara Sampiero and
-her lover? and further, am I to allow my wife to do so? Do you
-suppose"--he spoke with a sudden fierceness,--"that either Barbara or
-Bosworth would have ever thought of doing what you tell me they have
-actually written and proposed doing, to-day, had our own circumstances
-been different? Barbara may be--nay she is, as you very properly point
-out--a noble and generous creature, but in this matter, my dear Adela,
-she's behaving ungenerously; she's exacting a price, and a heavy price,
-for her past kindness. But it is one which after to-day I shall take
-care she shall not be in a position to exact.
-
-"Yes," he went on slowly, "we shall of course have to give up this
-house," his eyes glanced with a certain affection round the room which
-had always pleased his taste. "Our requirements," he concluded, "have
-become very simple. We might travel, and show our child something of the
-world."
-
-A light leapt into his wife's eyes; oh! what joy it would be to leave
-St. Germains, to become for a while nomadic, but with a sigh she
-returned to the present. "And to-day, what is to happen to-day, Richard?
-There is no time to stop them--they will be here in two or three hours."
-
-Mr. Rebell remained silent for some moments, and then: "Not even to
-please you," he said, "can I bring myself to receive them. But I admit
-the force of what you said just now. Therefore, if you care to do so,
-stay--stay and make what excuse for my absence seems good to you.
-Bosworth will know the reason well enough, unless he's more lost to a
-sense of decency than I take him to be. But Bar--poor dear Bar," a note
-of unwilling tenderness crept into his cold voice, "will doubtless
-believe you if you tell her, what indeed is true enough, that I have an
-important engagement to-day with Daman, and that, if she cares to see
-me, I will come and see her before she leaves Paris----"
-
-The speaker went to the window and opened it. He bent down and touched
-Barbara's forehead with his dry lips. "I trust," he said in his thin
-voice, "that you will have a pleasant birthday. I will bring you back a
-box of chocolates from Marquis'," and then, without waiting to hear the
-child's murmured thanks, he turned on his heel and was gone. Barbara did
-not see her father again till the next morning.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was early afternoon, and the fair-haired Englishwoman and her little
-dark, eager-eyed daughter were sitting out on the rose-wreathed balcony
-of the Villa d'Arcole. Mrs. Rebell was very silent. She was longing for,
-and yet dreading, the coming meeting with one she had not seen since
-they had parted, with tears, at Dover, eight long years before. Her
-restlessness affected the child, the more so that Barbara knew that her
-marraine, that is to say in English, her godmother, the source of many
-beautiful gifts, was at last coming to see them, and in her short life
-the rare coming of a visitor had always been an event.
-
-Below the balcony, across the tiny formal garden now bright with
-flowers, the broad sanded roadway stretching between the Villa d'Arcole
-and the high cool screen formed by the forest trees, was flecked with
-gay groups of children and their be-ribboned nurses. St. Germains was
-beginning to awake from its noonday torpor, and leisurely walkers,
-elegant women whose crinolines produced a curious giant blossom-like
-effect, elderly bourgeois dressed in rather fantastic summer garb,
-officers in brilliant uniforms--for in those days Imperial France was a
-land of brilliancy and of uniforms--were already making their way to the
-Terrace, ever the centre of the town's life and gossip.
-
-Suddenly there came on Barbara's listening ears a sound of wheels, of
-sharply ringing hoofs, of musical jingling of harness bells. Several of
-the strollers below stayed their footsteps, and a moment later Mrs.
-Rebell became aware that before the iron-wrought gilt gates of the villa
-there had drawn up the prettiest and most fantastic of equipages, while
-to the child's eager eyes it seemed as if Cinderella's fairy chariot
-stood below!
-
-Had Richard Rebell been standing by his wife, he would doubtless have
-seen something slightly absurd, and in any case undignified, in the
-sight presented by the low, pale blue victoria, drawn by four white
-horses ridden by postillions, two of whom now stood, impassive as
-statues, each at one of the leaders' heads. But to Richard Rebell's
-little daughter the pretty sight brought with it nothing but pure
-delight; and for a few moments she was scarcely aware of the two figures
-who sat back on the white leather cushions. And yet one of these
-figures, that of the woman, was quite as worthy of attention as the
-equipage which served to frame her peculiar and striking beauty, and so
-evidently thought the small crowd which had quickly gathered to gaze at
-what had been at once recognised as a carriage from the Imperial
-stables.
-
-Dowered, perhaps to her own misfortune, with a keen dramatic instinct,
-and a rather riotous love of colour, Barbara Sampiero had chosen to
-dress, as it were, for the part. Her costume, a deep purple muslin gown,
-flounced, as was the fashion that spring, from hem to waist, her
-cross-over puffed bodice, and short-frilled sleeves, the broad Leghorn
-hat draped with a scarf of old lace fastened down with amethyst bees,
-and the pale blue parasol matching exactly in tint the colour of the
-carriage in which she was sitting, recalled a splendid tropical flower.
-
-A certain type of feminine beauty has about it a luminous quality; such
-was that of Barbara Sampiero, now in full and glowing perfection: some
-of its radiance due to the fact that as yet Time--she was not far from
-forty--had spared her any trace of his swift passage. The involuntary
-homage of those about her proved that she was still as attractive as she
-had been as a younger woman; her beauty had become to her an
-all-important asset, and she guarded and tended it most jealously.
-
-Her companion was also, though in a very different way, well worthy of
-attention. Before stepping out of the carriage he stood up for a
-moment, and, as he looked about him with amused and leisurely
-curiosity, the spectators at once recognised in him a typical
-Englishman of the ruling class. Every detail of his dress, the very
-cut of his grizzled hair and carefully trimmed whiskers, aroused the
-envy of those Frenchmen among the crowd who judged themselves to be of
-much his own age. He had not retained, as had done his contemporary
-and one-time friend, Richard Rebell, the figure of his youth, but he
-was still a fine, vigorous-looking man, with a bearing full of dignity
-and ease.
-
-As his eyes quickly noted the unchanged aspect of the place where he
-found himself, he reminded himself, with some quickening of his pulses,
-that no Englishman living had a right to feel in closer touch with the
-romance of this French town. In the great grim castle--so unlike the
-usual smiling château--which rose to the right behind the Villa
-d'Arcole, his own Stuart forbears had spent their dignified exile. More,
-he himself had deliberately chosen to associate the most romantic and
-enchanting episode of a life which had not been lacking in enchanting
-and romantic episodes, with this same place, with St. Germains. He and
-Madame Sampiero had good reason to gaze as they were both doing at that
-famous hostelry, the Pavillon Henri IV., of which they could see,
-embowered in trees, the picturesque buildings overhanging the
-precipitous slopes.
-
-Julian Fitzjames Berwick, Lord Bosworth of Leicester, had always made it
-his business to extract the utmost out of life. He had early promised
-himself that, whoever else were debarred from looking over the hedge, he
-would belong to the fortunate few who are privileged to walk through the
-gate. So far he had been wonderfully successful in attaining the various
-goals he had set himself to attain. This had been true even of his
-public life, for he had known how to limit his ambitions to what was
-easily possible, never taking undue risks, and ever keeping himself free
-from any connection with forlorn hopes. This perhaps was why this
-fortunate man was one of the very few statesmen in whom his fellow
-countrymen felt a comfortable confidence. All parties were apt to
-express regret when he was out of office, and though he was no longer in
-any sense a young man, it was believed that he had a future or several
-futures before him.
-
-Many of Lord Bosworth's contemporaries and friends would have shrunk
-from taking part in such an expedition as that of to-day, but the
-intelligent epicurean had so arranged every detail of this visit to
-Richard Rebell and his wife, that it must bring, at any rate to himself,
-more pleasure than annoyance. Still, he was not sorry to stand for a
-moment enjoying the pretty, bright scene, the wonderful view, and his
-own and his beautiful companion's sentimental memories, before going in
-to face, as he fully believed he was about to do, the man who was at
-once Barbara Sampiero's unfortunate kinsman and his own former intimate.
-
-Meanwhile Mrs. Rebell had made her way swiftly down the house: hurriedly
-she herself opened the front door, waving back the French servant: then,
-when she saw the little crowd gathered round the gate, she retreated
-nervously, leaving her two guests to make their way alone up the
-geranium-bordered path. But once they had passed through into the cool
-dim hall, once the light and brightness were shut out, then with a cry
-of welcome Adela Rebell put her arms round the other woman's neck, and
-with a certain shy cordiality gave her hand to the man whose coming
-to-day had caused Richard Rebell to be absent from this meeting, and
-this although, Mrs. Rebell eagerly reminded herself, Lord Bosworth also
-had been true and kind during that bitter time eight years ago.
-
-At last all four, for little Barbara was clinging to her mother's
-skirts, made their way up the narrow turning staircase, and so into the
-long, sparsely furnished drawing-room, full of grateful quiet and
-coolness to the two who had just enjoyed a hot if a triumphal drive from
-Paris.
-
-At once Madame Sampiero sat down and drew the child to her knee: "And
-so," she said, in a deep melodious voice, "this is little Barbara
-Rebell? my god-daughter and namesake! For do you know, my child, that I
-also am a Barbara Rebell? One always keeps, it seems, a right to one's
-name, and lately--yes really, Adela, I have sometimes thought of going
-back to mine!" Then, with a quick change of voice, her eyes sweeping the
-room and the broad balcony, "But where is Richard?" she asked. "Surely
-you received my letter? You knew that I was coming, to-day?"
-
-But she accepted with great good humour Mrs. Rebell's faltered
-explanation, perhaps secretly relieved that there need be no meeting
-with the cousin who owed her so much, and who yet, she had reason to
-believe, judged with rather pitiless severity the way she had chosen to
-fashion her life.
-
-Meanwhile, Lord Bosworth and little Barbara had gone out on the balcony,
-and there, with the tact for which he had long been famed, and which had
-contributed not a little to his successes when Foreign Minister, he soon
-made friends with the shy, reserved child.
-
-But Madame Sampiero took no advantage of the _tête-à-tête_ so
-thoughtfully arranged by her friend; instead, but looking intently the
-while into Adela Rebell's sensitive face, she dwelt wholly on the
-immediate present; telling of her stay in Paris, the first for many
-years; of her visit to St. Cloud--in a few satirical sentences she
-described to her silent listener the interview with the Empress Eugénie
-amid the almost theatrical splendour of the summer palace. But the gay
-voice altered in quality as she asked the quick question, "I suppose
-Richard reads the _Figaro_? Did he tell you of that reference to--to my
-visit to St. Cloud?" As her companion bent her head, she added: "It has
-annoyed us so very much! I am sorry that Richard saw it--I cannot
-imagine how they became aware of my maiden name, or why they brought in
-that reference to Corsica!"
-
-Mrs. Rebell, the kindest, least critical of women, yet felt a certain
-doubt as to whether in this matter her cousin was speaking the truth,
-but Madame Sampiero had already dismissed the subject with an impatient
-sigh. She rose from her chair, and walked to and fro, examining with
-apparent interest the fine pieces of First Empire furniture at that time
-so completely out of fashion as to appear curiosities. Then she said
-suddenly, "Surely we might go out of doors. May little Barbara take
-Julian to the church where James II. is buried? He is anxious to see the
-inscription the Queen has had placed there. Meanwhile you and I might
-wait for them on the Terrace; I seem to have so much to tell you, and
-you know we cannot stay much more than an hour," and, as she noted
-remorsefully Mrs. Rebell's flush of keen disappointment, she added, "Did
-I not tell you in my letter that Julian was anxious to see the little
-place near here belonging to James Berwick, I mean the hunting lodge
-bought years ago by Julian's brother? However, there may be no time for
-that, as we are going on to St. Cloud, and also---- But I will ask you
-about that later."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Once out of doors, leaning over the parapet of the Terrace, gazing down
-on the wide plain below, and following abstractedly the ribbon-like
-windings of the river, Madame Sampiero at last touched on more intimate
-matters, on that which had been in both her own and her companion's
-minds ever since Mrs. Rebell had drawn her, with such eager hands, into
-the hall of the villa.
-
-"If Richard had been here," she said, "I could not have spoken to you of
-my child--of my darling Julia. And though I'm sorry not to see him, I'm
-glad to have this opportunity of telling you, Adela, that I regret
-nothing, and that I do not feel that I have any reason to be ashamed."
-As the other looked at her with deeply troubled eyes, she continued: "Of
-course I know you think I have acted very wrongly. But in these matters
-every woman must judge for her own self. After all, that man over
-there,"--she waved her hand vaguely as if indicating some far distant
-spot, and Mrs. Rebell, slight though was her sense of humour, felt a
-flash of melancholy amusement as she realised that the place so
-indicated meant the Corsican village where Napoleone Sampiero was
-leading a most agreeable life on the income which he wrested only too
-easily from his English wife,--"That man, I say, has no claim on me! If
-there came any change in the French divorce laws he could easily be
-brought to do what I wish----Oh Adela, if you only knew what a
-difference my child has made to me,--and in every way!"
-
-For a few moments there was silence between them. Adela Rebell opened
-her lips--but no words would come, and so at last, timidly and tenderly
-she laid her hand on the other woman's, and Barbara again spoke. "I used
-to feel--who would not have done so in my position?--how little real
-part I played in Julian's life. The knowledge that Arabella and James
-Berwick were to him almost like his own children was, I confess, painful
-to me, but now that he knows what it is to have a child of his own--ah,
-Adela, I wish you could see them together! Only to-day he said to me: 'I
-love you, Barbara, but I adore our Julia!' I used to think he would
-never care to spend much of the year in the country; but now, since the
-child came, he seems quite content to stay for long weeks together at
-Fletchings."
-
-"And I suppose," said Mrs. Rebell,--she did not know how to bring
-herself to speak of little Julia--"I suppose that James and
-Arabella--how well I remember them as small children--are a great deal
-with him?"
-
-"Well, no," for the first time during the conversation Madame Sampiero
-reddened deeply. "Arabella has been taken possession of by her mother's
-people. They have not been quite kind about--about the whole matter--and
-I think at first Julian felt it a good deal. But after all it would have
-been rather awkward for him to have charge of a niece of eighteen. As to
-James Berwick, of course he comes and goes, and I'm told he's
-prodigiously clever. He doesn't grow better-looking as he grows older.
-Sometimes I find it difficult to believe that the ugly little fellow is
-Julian's nephew!"
-
-"And Jane Turke?"
-
-"Oh! I've left her and Alick McKirdy at Chancton, in charge of Julia, of
-course."
-
-"Will you remember me to him--I mean to Doctor McKirdy,--you know I
-always liked him in old days."
-
-"Yes, a very good fellow! Of course I'll tell him. He'll feel very
-flattered, I'm sure, that you remember him."
-
-"And the Priory--I wish stones could feel! For then, Bar, I should ask
-you to give my love to the Priory--I do so cherish that place! Sometimes
-I dream that we, Richard and I, are there, as we used to be long
-ago----" Mrs. Rebell's voice broke.
-
-Madame Sampiero put her hand through her companion's arm, and slowly
-they began to pace up and down. "As I told you," she said, rather
-suddenly, "we cannot stay long, for we are driving round by St. Cloud,
-and--and, Adela, I have a great favour to ask of you"--there came an
-eager, coaxing note into the low, full voice. "May I take little Barbara
-too? I mean with us to St. Cloud? The Prince Imperial is giving a
-children's party. Look, I have brought her a special invitation all to
-herself!" and from her pocket--for those were the days of voluminous
-pockets--the speaker drew a small card on which was written in gold
-letters, "Le Prince Impérial a l'honneur d'inviter Mademoiselle Barbara
-Rebell à gouter. St. Cloud, 9 Juin, 1870." "I told the Empress," she
-added eagerly, "that I should like to bring my god-daughter and
-namesake, and she made the boy--he is such a well-mannered little
-fellow--write Barbara's name on the card."
-
-"Dear Bar, it was more than kind of you. But I fear--I know, that
-Richard would not allow it!"
-
-"But Adela--if I take all the blame! Surely you would not wish the child
-to miss such a delightful experience?" Madame Sampiero spoke in a
-mortified tone, but Adela Rebell scarcely heard the words; to her the
-proposal did not even admit of discussion. "I cannot allow what Richard
-would certainly disapprove," she said; and then, with the eager wish of
-softening her refusal, "You do not realise, Barbara, my poor Richard's
-state of mind. We go nowhere, we know nobody; it was with the greatest
-difficulty I persuaded him to allow the Protestant banker to bring me in
-touch with a few people who have children of our child's own age. More
-than once we have been offered introductions which would have brought us
-in contact with the Tuileries and with St. Cloud, but Richard feels that
-in the circumstances we cannot live too quietly. And on the whole," she
-hastened to add, "I agree with him."
-
-Before another word could be uttered on either side, the two oddly
-contrasted figures of Lord Bosworth and his small companion were seen
-hastening towards them. The man and the child had already become good
-friends, and, as they drew near to Madame Sampiero and Mrs. Rebell,
-little Barbara, a charming figure in her white muslin frock, blue sash
-and large frilled hat, ran forward with what was for her most unusual
-eagerness and animation.
-
-"Oh mamma," she cried, "have you heard? The Prince Imperial has invited
-me to his _gouter_, and my marraine and this gentleman are going to take
-me to St. Cloud! There is a little seat in the carriage which can be let
-down." Her voice wavered; perhaps she had already become aware of her
-mother's look of utter dismay, "You know that Marthe Pollain went last
-year, and the little Prince danced with her--I do wonder if he will
-dance with me!"
-
-She stopped, a little out of breath, and Madame Sampiero turned with a
-half-humorous, half-deprecating look at her cousin, "Come, Adela," she
-said, "surely you would never have the heart to refuse those pleading
-eyes?"
-
-But the words seemed to nerve Mrs. Rebell to instant decision. "No,
-Barbara," she said, in a very low tone. "My poor little girl--I cannot
-allow you to accept this invitation. It would make your father very very
-angry." And then, as the child, submitting at once, to Bosworth's
-admiring surprise, turned away, the tears running down her cheeks, the
-mother added, even more really distressed than was the nervous, excited
-little girl herself: "I am so very sorry, Barbara, but we will try to
-think of something to do to-morrow which you will like almost as well."
-
-Madame Sampiero bent towards the child. "Never mind, little Barbara,"
-she said, her voice trembling a little, "only wait till you see me
-again, I will bring you the sweetest of playfellows! And some day I will
-myself persuade your father to let me take you to a real ball, at the
-Tuileries!" Turning to Mrs. Rebell, she added: "Julian and I both agree
-that in time, say in six or eight years, I should do very well to take
-some small château near Paris, and spend there part of each year. Julia
-will then be old enough to have masters, and I am sure, indeed we both
-think,"--she turned to the impassive man now walking slowly by her
-side,--"that I had better really try and make a half Frenchwoman of her,
-and perhaps ultimately, who knows, settle her in France!"
-
-Mrs. Rebell suddenly laughed. "Oh Barbara," she said, "how fond you have
-always been of making plans, of looking forward! Surely this is rather
-premature?"
-
-Madame Sampiero smiled. "English people," she said, quickly, "don't give
-half enough thought to the future. But, Adela, I was not only thinking
-of my Julia, but also of your little Barbara. Richard cannot mean her
-always to lead a cloistered life. In eight years she will be grown-up,
-eager to see something of the world. Where could she make her début so
-delightfully as at the Tuileries? Well, little Barbara"--and again she
-bent over the child--"look forward to the time when I shall be quite
-ready to play my _rôle_ of fairy godmother, and so introduce you to the
-most beautiful, the most brilliant, the most delightful Court in the
-world!"
-
-The group of walkers turned, and slowly they made their way back to the
-Villa d'Arcole. Then, after long clinging leave-taking, Mrs. Rebell and
-Barbara, both with bitter tears in their eyes, watched the fairy-like
-equipage disappear down the sanded road leading to the Grande Place, and
-so towards the broad highway which would bring it ultimately to St.
-Cloud.
-
- * * * * *
-
-When the carriage was clear of the town, Bosworth, laying his large
-powerful hand on that of his companion, as if to deaden the full meaning
-of his words, said suddenly, "I suppose, Barbara, that you never had the
-slightest doubt as to Richard Rebell's complete innocence?"
-
-"Never!" she said sharply. "Never the slightest doubt! In fact I would
-far rather believe myself guilty of cheating at cards than I would
-Richard. I think it was an infamous accusation! Why, surely you, Julian,
-felt and feel the same?" She looked at him with real distress and anger
-in her blue eyes.
-
-"Oh yes," he said slowly, "I certainly felt the same at the time. Still,
-his present way of going on looks very odd. It doesn't seem to me that
-of an innocent man. Why should he compel his wife to lead such a life as
-that she evidently does lead at St. Germains?"
-
-"But how young she still looks," said Madame Sampiero eagerly. "I really
-think she's as pretty as ever!"
-
-"H'm!" he said. "Rather faded--at least so I thought. And then,--another
-notion of Richard's no doubt,--there seemed something wrong about her
-dress."
-
-Barbara Sampiero laughed. "You are quite right," she said, "but how odd
-that you should have noticed it! Richard won't allow her to wear a
-crinoline! Isn't he absurd? But she hasn't changed a bit. She loves him
-as much as ever--nay, more than ever, and that, Julian,"--again their
-hands clasped,--"is, you must admit, very rare and touching after all
-that has come and gone."
-
-But each of the speakers felt that this visit to St. Germains had been
-vaguely disappointing, that it had not yielded all they had hoped it
-would do.
-
-Barbara Sampiero made up her mind that before leaving Paris she would
-come again, and come alone. She did not carry out her good resolution,
-and many long years were to pass by before she and her god-daughter met
-again. And to both, by the time of that second meeting, St. Germains had
-become a place peopled with sad ghosts and poignant memories which both
-strove rather to forget than to remember.
-
-
- END OF THE PROLOGUE.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I.
-
- "Mon pauvre coeur maladroit, mon coeur plein de révolte et
- d'espérance...."
-
- "The past is death's, the future is thine own."
-
- SHELLEY.
-
-
-Fifteen years had gone by since the eventful birthday and meeting at St.
-Germains.
-
-As Barbara Rebell, still Barbara Rebell, though she had been a wife, a
-most unhappy wife, for six years, stepped from the small dark vestibule
-into the dimly-lighted hall of Chancton Priory, her foot slipped on the
-floor; and she would have fallen had not a man's hand, small but
-curiously bony and fleshless, grasped her right arm, while, at the same
-moment, a deep voice from out the darkness exclaimed, "A good omen! So
-stumbled the Conqueror!"
-
-The accent in which the odd words were uttered would have told a tale as
-to the speaker's hard-bitten nationality to most English-speaking folk:
-not so to the woman to whom they were addressed. Yet they smote on her
-ear as though laden with welcome, for they recalled the voice of a
-certain Andrew Johnstone, the Scotch Governor of the West Indian island
-of Santa Maria, whose brotherly kindness and unobtrusive sympathy had
-been more comfortable to her, in a moment of great humiliation and
-distress, than his English wife's more openly expressed concern and more
-eagerly offered friendship.
-
-And then, as the stranger advanced, hesitatingly, into the hall, she
-found herself confronted by an odd, indeed an amazing figure, which yet
-also brought a quick sense of being at last in a dear familiar place
-offering both welcome and shelter. For she was at once aware that this
-must be the notable Jane Turke, Madame Sampiero's housekeeper, one to
-whom Barbara's own mother had often referred when telling her little
-daughter of the delights of Chancton Priory--of the Sussex country house
-to which, when dying, the thoughts of Richard Rebell's wife seemed ever
-turning with sick longing and regret.
-
-Mrs. Turke wore a travesty of the conventional housekeeper's costume.
-There, to be sure, were the black apron and lace cap and the bunch of
-jingling keys, but the watered silk of which the gown was made was of
-bright yellow, and across its wearer's ample bosom was spread an
-elaborate parure of topazes set in filigree gold, a barbaric ornament
-which, however, did not seem out of place on the remarkable-looking old
-lady. Two earrings, evidently belonging to the same set, had been
-mounted as pins, and gleamed on the black lace partly covering Mrs.
-Turke's grey hair, which was cut in a straight fringe above the shrewd,
-twinkling eyes, Roman nose, and firm, well-shaped mouth and chin.
-
-For a few moments the housekeeper held, as it were, the field to
-herself: she curtsied twice, but there was nothing servile or menial
-about the salutation, and each time the yellow gown swept the
-stone-flagged floor she uttered the words, "Welcome, Ma'am, to
-Chancton," running her eyes quickly the while over the slender stranger
-whose coming might bring such amazing changes to the Priory.
-
-Then, as Mrs. Rebell, half smiling, put out her hand, the old
-woman--for, in spite of her look of massive strength Mrs. Turke was by
-now an old woman--said more naturally, "You don't remember Jane Turke,
-Ma'am, but Jane Turke remembers you, when you was little Missy, and your
-dear Mamma used to bring you here as a babby."
-
-Mrs. Turke's voice was quite amazingly unlike that which had uttered,
-close to the door, the few words of what Barbara had felt to be a far
-sincerer welcome. It was essentially a made-up, artificial voice,--one
-to which only the old-fashioned but expressive word "genteel" could
-possibly apply: an intelligent listener could not but feel certain that
-Mrs. Turke would be bound to speak, if under stress of emotion, in quite
-other accents.
-
-A muttered exclamation, a growl from that other presence who still stood
-apart, hidden in the deep shadows cast by the music gallery which
-stretched across the hall just above the head of the little group,
-seemed to nerve the housekeeper to a fresh effort: "This gentleman,
-Ma'am," she cried, waving a fat be-ringed hand towards the darkness, "is
-Doctor McKirdy. He also knew your dear Mamma, and is very pleased to see
-you once more at Chancton Priory."
-
-From behind Barbara Rebell lumbered forth into the light another strange
-figure, a man this time, clad in evening dress. But he also seemed oddly
-familiar, and Mrs. Rebell knew him for a certain Alexander McKirdy, of
-whom, again, she had often heard from her mother. "I'll just thank ye,"
-he said harshly, "to let me utter my own welcome to this lady. My words,
-no doubt, will be poor things, Mrs. Turke, compared to yours, but they
-will have the advantage of being my own!"
-
-Alexander McKirdy was singularly ugly,--so much had to be conceded
-to his enemies and critics, and at Chancton there were many who
-felt themselves at enmity with him, and few who were capable of
-realising either the Scotchman's intellectual ability or his entire
-disinterestedness. Of fair height, he yet gave the impression of being
-short and ungainly, owing to the huge size of his head and the
-disproportionate breadth of his shoulders. His features were rough-hewn
-and irregular, only redeemed by a delicate, well-shaped mouth, and
-penetrating, not unkindly pale blue eyes. His hair, once bright red, now
-sandy grey streaked with white, was always kept short, bristling round a
-high intelligent forehead, and he was supposed to gratify Scotch economy
-by cutting it himself. He was clean-shaven, and his dress was habitually
-that of a man quite indifferent to his outward appearance; like most
-ugly and eccentric-looking men, Doctor McKirdy appeared at his best on
-the rare occasions when he was compelled to wear his ancient dress
-clothes.
-
-Such was the man who now turned and cast a long searching look at
-Barbara Rebell. "I shall know if you are welcome--welcome to me, that
-is--better an hour hence than now, and better still to-morrow than
-to-day"--but a twinkle in his small bright eyes softened the
-ungraciousness of his words: "Now," he said, "be off, Mrs. Turke! You've
-had your innings, and said your say, and now comes my turn."
-
-"You're never going to take Mrs. Rebell up to Madam now,--this very
-minute?--before she has taken off her bonnet?--or seen her room?--or had
-her dinner?" but the man whom she addressed with such fussy zeal made no
-reply. Instead, he jerked his right shoulder, that as to which Barbara
-wondered if it could be higher than the other, towards the shadows from
-which he had himself emerged, and Mrs. Turke meekly turned away, her
-yellow silk gown rustling, and her barbaric ornaments jingling, as she
-passed through the swing door which shut off the hall, where they had
-all three been standing, from the commons of the Priory.
-
-Doctor McKirdy lifted one of the high lamps, which seemed to make the
-darkness of the hall more visible, in his strong, steady hands. Then he
-turned abruptly to Mrs. Rebell. "Now," said he, "just a word with you,
-in your private ear."
-
-Without waiting for an answer, he started walking down the hall, Barbara
-following obediently, while yet finding time to gaze, half fearfully, as
-she went, at the quivering grotesque shadows flung by herself and her
-companion across the bare spaces of flagged floor, and over the
-high-backed armchairs, the Chinese screen, and the Indian cabinets which
-lined the walls on either side of the huge fire-place.
-
-At last they stopped before a closed door--one curiously ornate, and
-heavy with gilding. Doctor McKirdy motioned to his companion to open it,
-and as she did so they passed through into what was evidently the
-rarely-used drawing-room of the Priory.
-
-Then, putting the lamp down on the top of a china cabinet, the Scotchman
-turned and faced his companion, and with a certain surprise Mrs. Rebell
-realised that he was much taller than herself, and that as he spoke she
-had to look up into his face.
-
-"I should tell you," he said, with no preamble, "that it was I who wrote
-you the letter bidding you come."
-
-Barbara shrank back: of course she had been aware,--painfully
-aware,--that the letter which had indeed bidden her, not unkindly, to
-leave the West Indian island where she had spent her wretched married
-life, and make Chancton Priory her home, had not been written by her
-godmother's own hand. The knowledge had troubled her, for it implied
-that her letter of appeal, that to which this was an answer, had also
-been read by alien eyes.
-
-"Yes," the doctor repeated, as though unwilling to spare her, "I wrote
-it--of course at Madam's dictation: but it was my notion that when going
-through London you should see Goodchild. He's an honest man,--that is,
-honest as lawyers go! I thought may-be he might explain how matters are
-here--Well, did you see him?"
-
-"Yes, I went there this morning. Mr. Goodchild told me that my godmother
-was paralysed,--but that, of course, I knew already. Perhaps you have
-forgotten that you yourself long ago wrote and told me of her illness?
-Mr. Goodchild also explained to me that Madame Sampiero sees very few
-people. He seemed to doubt"--Barbara's soft, steady voice suddenly
-trembled--"whether she would consent to see me; but I do hope"--she
-fixed her dark eyes on his face with a rather piteous expression--"I do
-hope, Doctor McKirdy, that she will see me?"
-
-"Don't fash yourself! She _is_ going to see you,--that is, if I just
-wish it!"
-
-He looked down at the delicate, sensitive face of the young woman
-standing before him, with an intent, scrutinising gaze, allowed it to
-travel slowly downwards till it seemed wholly to envelop her, and yet
-Barbara felt no offence: she realised that this strange being only so
-far examined her outward shape, inasmuch as he believed it would help
-him to probe her character and nature.
-
-In very truth the doctor's mind was filled at the present moment with
-the thought of one in every way differing from Mrs. Rebell. How would
-this still young creature--Barbara's look of fragility and youth gave
-him something of a shock--affect Madame Sampiero? That was the question
-he had set himself to solve in the next few moments.
-
-"Are you one of those," he said suddenly, and rather hoarsely, "who
-shrink from the sight of suffering?--who abhor distortion?--who only
-sympathise with pain when they themselves are in the way to require
-sympathy?"
-
-Barbara hesitated. His questions, flung at her with quick short words,
-compelled true answers.
-
-"No," she said, looking at him with steady eyes, "I have not--I have
-never had--the feelings you describe. I believe many people shrink from
-seeing suffering, and that it is not to their discredit that they do so
-shrink----" There was a defiant note in her voice, and quickly her
-companion registered the challenge, but he knew that this was no time to
-wage battle.
-
-Mrs. Rebell continued: "I have never felt any horror of the sick and
-maimed, and I am not given to notice, with any repugnance, physical
-deformity." Then she stopped, for the strong lined face of her companion
-had become, as it were, convulsed with some deep feeling, to which she
-had no clue.
-
-"Perhaps I will just tell you," he said, "why I believe Madame Sampiero
-may see you, apart from the fact that she desires to do so. Mrs. Turke
-was quite right," he went on with apparent irrelevancy, "I _did_ know
-your mother. I had a sincere respect for her, and----" Again his
-thoughts seemed to take an abrupt turn. "I suppose you realise that I am
-Madame Sampiero's medical attendant,--I have no other standing in this
-house,--oh no, none in the world!"
-
-Barbara divined the feeling which had prompted the last words to be
-bitter, bitter.
-
-"I know," she said gently, "that you have been here a long time, and
-that my mother"--a very charming smile lighted up her sad face--"fully
-returned the feeling you seem to have had for her."
-
-But Doctor McKirdy hardly seemed to hear the words, for he hurried on,
-
-"One day, many years ago--I think before you were born--your mother and
-I went for a walk. It was about this time of the year--that is the time
-when keepers and vermin are busy. We were walking, I say, and I--young
-fool!--was full of pride, for it was the first walk a lady had ever
-deigned to take with me. I was uglier, yes, and I think even more
-repulsive-looking than I am now!" he gave Barbara a quick glance from
-under his shaggy eyebrows, but she made no sign of dissent, and he
-smiled, wryly.
-
-"Well, as I say, I was pleased and proud, for I thought even more ill of
-women than I think now; but Mrs. Richard,--that's what we call her here,
-you know,--was so beautiful, such a contrast to myself: just a pretty
-doll, I took her to be, and as thoughts are free, looking at her there
-walking along, I was glad to know that I had all the sweets of her
-company and none of the bitter!"
-
-And still Barbara Rebell, staring at him, astonished at his words, felt
-no offence.
-
-"At last," he went on, "we reached the edge of the first down. I'll take
-you there some day. And we heard suddenly a piteous squeal: it was a
-puppy, a miserable little beastie, caught in a rabbit trap. You've never
-seen such a thing? Ay, that's well, I hope you never will: since that
-day you run no risk of doing so in Chancton Woods! 'Twas a sickening
-sight, one of the doggie's paws nearly off, and I felt sick--wanted to
-get away, to fetch someone along from the village. But Mrs. Richard--she
-was the tenderest creature alive, remember--never flinched. Those were
-not the days of gun ladies, but there, with me standing by, foolish,
-helpless, she put an end to the poor beastie--she put it out of its
-misery--with my knife too. Now that deserved the Humane Society's medal,
-eh? I never go by there without thinking of it. It's a pity," he said,
-in abrupt irrelevant conclusion, "that you're not more like her. I mean,
-as regards the outer woman"--he added hastily--"you are dark, like your
-father. Well now, I'll be calling Mrs. Turke, and she shall show you
-your rooms. We thought you would like those Mrs. Richard used to have
-when she came here. She preferred them to those below, to those grander
-apartments on Madam's floor."
-
-"And when shall I see my godmother?"
-
-Doctor McKirdy looked at her consideringly:
-
-"Time enough when you've had a rest and a good supper. Never fear, she's
-as eager to see you as you are to see her," then, as he watched her
-walking back into the hall, he muttered under his breath, "There's
-something of Mrs. Richard there after all!"
-
- * * * * *
-
-A few moments later Barbara was following the stout housekeeper up the
-small winding stair which occupied, opposite the porch and vestibule,
-one of the four corners of the great hall, for those who had designed
-and built the newer portion of Chancton Priory had had no wish to
-sacrifice any portion of the space at their disposal to the exigencies
-of a grand staircase.
-
-Mrs. Turke, on the first landing, called a halt, and Barbara looked
-about her with languid curiosity. To the right stretched a dark recess,
-evidently the music gallery which overlooked the hall; to the left a
-broad well-lighted corridor led, as Mrs. Rebell at once divined, if only
-because of the sudden silence which had fallen on her companion, to the
-apartments of the paralysed mistress of the Priory, to those of her
-godmother, Madame Sampiero.
-
-Then Mrs. Turke, her loquacity stilled, laboured on up more narrow
-winding stairs till they reached the third storey, and, groping her way
-down many winding turnings, she finally ushered Mrs. Rebell with some
-ceremony--for every incident connected with daily life was to Mrs. Turke
-a matter of ritual--into a suite of low-ceilinged, plainly furnished
-rooms, of which the windows opened on to the Tudor stone balcony which
-was so distinctive and so beautiful a feature of the great house, as
-seen from the spreading lawns below.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Till Barbara found herself left solitary--she had declared herself well
-able, nay, desirous to unpack and dress alone--all that had taken place
-during the last hour had seemed hardly real.
-
-It is said that the first feeling of those who, after being buffeted in
-the storm, tossed to and fro by the waves, are finally cast up on dry
-land, is not always one of relief. Barbara was no longer struggling in
-deep water, but she still felt terribly bruised and sore, and the smart
-of the injuries which had befallen her was still with her. Standing
-there, in the peaceful rooms which had been those of her own mother, a
-keen, almost a physical, longing for that same dear tender mother came
-suddenly over her.
-
-Slowly she put on her one evening dress, a white gown which had been
-hurriedly made during the hours which had elapsed between the arrival of
-the Johnstones' invitation to Government House, and the leaving by her
-of her husband's plantation. Then she looked at herself in the glass,
-rather pitifully anxious to make a good impression on her godmother--on
-this paralysed woman, who, if the London lawyer said truly, was yet
-mentally so intensely and vividly alive.
-
-To give herself courage, Barbara tried to remember that her hostess was
-not only of her own blood, but that she had been the one dear, intimate,
-and loyal friend of her mother--the only human being whom Richard
-Rebell's wife had refused to give up at his bidding, and even after
-Madame Sampiero and her kinsman had broken off all epistolary
-relationship. Why had they done so? Out of the past came the memory of
-sharp bitter words uttered by Barbara's father concerning Madame
-Sampiero and a certain Lord Bosworth. Then, more recently, when she was
-perhaps about thirteen, had come news of a child's death--the child had
-been called Julia--and Barbara's mother had wept long and bitterly,
-though admitting, in answer to her young daughter's frightened
-questions, that she had not known the little Julia.
-
-Mrs. Rebell wrapped a shawl, one of Grace Johnstone's many thoughtful
-gifts, round her white gown, and so stepped through her window on to the
-stone balcony. Standing there, looking down on the great dark spaces
-below, she suddenly felt, for the first time, a deep sense of peace and
-of protection from past sorrows and indignities. For the first time also
-she felt that she had been justified in coming, and in leaving the man
-who,--alas! that it should be so, he being kinsman as well as
-husband,--had treated her so ill.
-
-During the long, solitary journey home--if, indeed, England was
-home--there had been time for deep misgiving, for that quick examination
-of conscience which, in a sensitive, over-wrought nature, leads to
-self-accusation, to a fear of duty neglected. Barbara Rebell was but now
-emerging from what had been, and that over years, the imprisonment of
-both body and soul. Physically she had become free, but mentally she
-still had often during the last five weeks felt herself to be a
-bondswoman. During the voyage--aye, even during the two days spent by
-her in London--she had seemed to suffer more sentiently than when
-actually crushed under the heel of Pedro Rebell, the half-Spanish
-planter whose name seemed the only English thing about him. Since she
-had escaped from him, Barbara had felt increasingly the degradation of
-her hasty marriage to one whose kinship to herself, distant though it
-was, had seemed to her girlish inexperience an ample guarantee. That she
-had once loved the man,--if, indeed, the romantic, high-strung fancy
-which had swept over the newly-orphaned girl could be dignified by the
-name of love,--served but to increase her feeling of shame.
-
-To-night, leaning over the stone balcony of Chancton Priory, Barbara
-remembered an incident which had of late receded in her mind: once more
-she seemed to feel the thrill of indignation and impotent anger which
-had overwhelmed her when she had found out, a few weeks after her
-wedding day, that the sum of money paid yearly by Madame Sampiero to
-Richard Rebell's account, and untouched by him for some ten years before
-his death, had been discovered and appropriated by her bridegroom, with,
-if she remembered rightly, the scornful assent of Madame Sampiero.
-
-Again she turned hot, as though the episode had happened but yesterday
-instead of six long years before; and she asked herself, with sudden
-misgiving, how she had ever found the courage to petition her godmother
-for the shelter of her roof. She could never have brought herself to do
-so but for the kindly letter, accompanied by a gift of a hundred pounds,
-which had reached her once a year ever since her ill-fated marriage.
-These letters seemed to tell her that the old link which had bound her
-mother and Barbara Sampiero so closely had not snapped with death, with
-absence, or even, on the part of the writer of them, with physical
-disablement.
-
-At last Barbara turned back into the room, and, taking up a candle, made
-her way slowly and noiselessly down the old house.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II.
-
-
- "Et voilà que vieillie et qu'infirme avant l'heure
- Ta main tremble à jamais qui n'a jamais tremblé,
- Voilà qu'encore plus haute et que toujours meilleure
- L'âme seule est debout dans ton être accablé...."
- P. D.
-
- "Who ever rigged fair ships to lie in harbours?"
- DONNE.
-
-
-Mrs. Rebell was surprised to note the state and decorum with which the
-meal to which she sat down in the dining-room was served. She looked
-with some curiosity at the elderly impassive butler and the young
-footman--where had they been at the moment of her arrival?
-
-Barbara had yet to learn that implicit obedience to the wills of Doctor
-McKirdy and of Mrs. Turke was the rule of life in Chancton Priory, but
-that even they, who when apart were formidable, and when united
-irresistible, had to give way when any of their fancies controverted a
-desire, however lightly expressed, of their mistress.
-
-Doctor McKirdy would long ago have abolished the office of butler, and
-even more that of footman; it irked him that two human beings,--even
-though one, that selected by himself, was a Scotchman,--should be eating
-almost incessantly the bread of idleness. But Madame Sampiero had made
-it clear that she wished the entertainment of her infrequent guests to
-be carried on exactly as if she herself were still coming and going with
-fleet, graceful steps about the house of which she had been for so many
-years the proud and happy mistress. She liked to feel that she was still
-dispensing hospitality in the stately dining-room, from the walls of
-which looked down an odd collection of family portraits, belonging to
-every period of English history and of English art; some, indeed the
-majority, so little worthy from the artistic point of view, that they
-had been considered unfit to take their places on the cedarwood panels
-of the great reception rooms.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Barbara found the doctor waiting for her in the hall, walking
-impatiently up and down, his big head thrust forward, his hands clasped
-behind his back. He was in high good humour, well pleased with the new
-inmate of the Priory, and impressed more than he knew by Barbara's
-fragile beauty and air of high breeding. In theory no living man was
-less amenable to the influence of feminine charm or of outward
-appearance, but in actual day-to-day life Alexander McKirdy, doubtless
-owing to the old law of opposites, had a keen feeling for physical
-perfection, and all unconsciously he abhorred ugliness.
-
-As Mrs. Rebell came silently towards him from behind the Chinese screen
-which concealed the door leading from the great hall to the dining-room,
-he shot but at her a quick approving glance. Her white gown, made more
-plainly than was the fashion of that hour, fell in austere folds about
-her upright slender figure; the knowledge that she was about to see
-Madame Sampiero had brought a flush to her pale cheeks and a light to
-her dark eyes. Without a word the doctor turned and led the way up the
-winding stair with which Barbara was already feeling a pleasant sense of
-familiarity; an old staircase is the last of household strongholds which
-surrenders to a stranger.
-
-When they reached the landing opposite the music gallery, the doctor
-turned down the wide corridor, and Barbara, with a sudden feeling of
-surprise, realised that this upper floor had become the real
-centre,--the heart, as it were,--of Chancton Priory. The great hall, the
-drawing-room in which she had received Doctor McKirdy's odd confidences,
-even the dining-room where a huge fire blazed in her honour, had about
-them a strangely unlived-in and deserted air; but up here were light and
-brightness, indeed, even some of the modern prettinesses of life,--huge
-pots of fragrant hothouse flowers, soft rugs under-foot.
-
-When opposite to the high door with which the corridor terminated,
-Doctor McKirdy turned and looked for a moment at his companion; and, as
-he did so, it seemed to Barbara that he was deliberately smoothing out
-the deep lines carved by ever-present watchfulness and anxiety on the
-rugged surface of his face. Then he knocked twice, sharp quick knocks,
-signal-like in their precision; and, scarcely waiting for an answer, he
-walked straight through, saying as he did so, "Just wait here a
-moment--I will make you a sign when to come forward."
-
-And then, standing just within the door, and gazing with almost painful
-eagerness before her, Mrs. Rebell saw as in a vision that which
-recalled, and to a startling degree, a great Roman lying-in-state to
-which she had been taken, as a very young girl, during a winter spent by
-her with her parents in Italy.
-
-Between the door and the four curtainless windows, through one of which
-now gleamed the young October moon, Barbara became aware that on a long
-narrow couch, placed catafalque fashion, in the centre of the room, an
-absolutely immobile figure lay stretched out. The light shed from
-candles set in branching candlesticks about the room threw every detail
-of the still figure, and especially of the head supported on high
-pillows, into prominent relief.
-
-From the black satin cushion on which rested two upright slippered feet,
-the gazer's fascinated eyes travelled up--past the purple velvet gown
-arranged straightly and stiffly from waist to hem, past the cross-over
-lace shawl which almost wholly concealed the velvet bodice, and so to
-the still beautiful oval face, and the elaborately dressed, thickly
-powdered hair. On the mittened hands, stiffly folded together, gleamed a
-diamond and a ruby. There was present no distortion--the whole figure,
-only looking unnaturally long, was simply set in trembling immobility.
-
-Madame Sampiero--the Barbara Rebell of another day--was still made up
-for the part she chose to play to the restricted audience which
-represented the great band of former adorers and friends, some of whom
-would fain have been about her still had she been willing to admit them
-to her presence in this, her time of humiliation.
-
-As the door had opened, her large, wide open deep blue eyes, still full
-of the pride of life, and capable of expressing an extraordinary amount
-of feeling, turned with a flash of inquiry to the left, and a touch of
-real colour--a sign of how deeply she was moved--came into the
-delicately moulded, slightly rouged cheeks. The maid who stood by,--a
-gaunt Scotchwoman who, by dint of Doctor McKirdy's fierceness of manner,
-and the foreknowledge of constantly increased wages, had been turned
-into little more than a trained automaton,--retreated noiselessly
-through a door giving access to a room beyond, leaving the doctor, his
-patient, and Mrs. Rebell alone.
-
-Tears started to Barbara's eyes, but they were brought there, not so
-much by the sight she saw before her, as by the sudden change which that
-same sight seemed to produce in the elderly man who now stood by her.
-Doctor McKirdy's whole manner had altered. He had become quite gentle,
-and his face was even twisted into a wry smile as he put his small
-strong hands over the trembling fingers of Madame Sampiero.
-
-"Well, here's Mrs. Barbara Rebell at last!" he said, "and I'm minded to
-think that Chancton Priory will find her a decided acquisition!"
-
-Barbara was amazed, indescribably moved and touched, to see the light
-which came over the stiff face, as the dark blue eyes met and became
-fixed on her own. Words, nay, not words, but strange sounds
-signifying--what did they signify?--came from the trembling lips. Mrs.
-Rebell herself soon learned to interpret Madame Sampiero's muffled
-utterances, but on this first occasion she thought Doctor McKirdy's
-quick understanding and translating of her godmother's meaning almost
-uncanny.
-
-"Madam trusts you enjoyed a good journey," he said; and then, after
-apparently listening intently for a moment to the hoarse muttered
-sounds, "Ay, I've told her that already,--Madam wants you to understand
-that the rooms prepared for you were those preferred by Mrs. Richard."
-He bent forward, and put his hand to his ear, for even he had difficulty
-in understanding the now whispered mutterings, "Ay, ay, I will tell her,
-never fear--Madam wishes you to understand that there are some letters
-of your mother's,--she thinks you would like to see them and she will
-give them to you to-morrow. And now if you please she will say
-good-night."
-
-Following a sudden impulse, Mrs. Rebell bent down and kissed the
-trembling mittened hands. "I do thank you," she said, almost inaudibly,
-"very very gratefully for having allowed me to come here."
-
-The words seemed, to the woman who uttered them, poor and inadequate,
-for her heart was very full, but Doctor McKirdy, glancing sharply at
-their still listener, saw that Madame Sampiero was content, and that his
-experiment--for so the old Scotchman regarded the coming of Barbara
-Rebell to Chancton--was likely to be successful.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Had Mrs. Rebell, as child and girl, lived the ordinary life of a young
-Englishwoman, she would have realised, from the first moment of her
-arrival at Chancton Priory, how strange, how abnormal were the
-conditions of existence there; but the quiet solitude brooding over the
-great house suited her mood, and soothed her sore humiliation of spirit.
-
-As she moved about, that first morning, making acquaintance with each of
-the stately deserted rooms lying to the right and left of the great
-hall, and seeking to find likenesses to her father--ay, even to
-herself--in the portraits of those dead and gone men and women whose
-eyes seemed to follow her as she came and went among them, she felt a
-deep voiceless regret in the knowledge that, but for so slight a chain
-of accidents, here she might have come six years ago.
-
-In fancy she saw herself, as in that case she would have been by now, a
-woman perhaps in years--for Barbara, brought up entirely on the
-Continent, thought girlhood ended at twenty--but a joyous single-hearted
-creature, her only past a not unhappy girlhood, and six long peaceful
-years spent in this beautiful place, well spent too in tending the
-stricken woman to whom she already felt so close a tie of inherited love
-and duty.
-
-Ah! how much more vividly that which might have been came before her
-when she heard the words with which Mrs. Turke greeted her--Mrs. Turke
-resplendent in a black satin gown, much flounced and gathered, trimmed
-with bright red bows, and set off by a coral necklace.
-
-"I do hope and trust, Miss Barbara"----and then she stopped, laughing
-shrilly at herself, "What am I saying?--well to be sure!--I _am_ a silly
-old woman, but it's Madam's fault,--she's said it to me and the doctor a
-dozen times this fortnight, 'When Miss Barbara's come home so-and-so
-will have to be done,'--And now that you are come home, Ma'am (don't you
-be afraid that I'll be 'Missing' you again), I'll have the holland
-covers taken off the furniture!"
-
-For they were standing in the first of the two great drawing-rooms, and
-Mrs. Turke looked round her ruefully: "I did want to have it done
-yesterday, but the doctor he said, 'Let them be.' Of course I know
-there'll be company kept now, and a good thing too! If it wasn't for the
-coming here so constant of my own young gentleman--of Mr. James Berwick,
-I mean--we would be perished with dulness. 'The more the
-merrier'--you'll hardly believe, Ma'am, that such was used to be the
-motto of Chancton Priory. That was long ago, in the days of Madam's good
-father, and of her lady mother. I can remember them merry times well
-enough, for I was born here, dear only daughter to the butler and to
-Lady Barbara's own woman--that's what they called ladies' maids in those
-days. Folk were born, married, and died in the same service."
-
-"Then I suppose you have never left Chancton Priory?" Mrs. Rebell was
-looking at the old woman with some curiosity.
-
-"Oh! Lord bless you _yes_, Ma'am! I've seen a deal of the world. There
-was an interlude, a most romantic affair, Miss Barbara--there I go
-again--well, Ma'am, I'll tell you all about it some day. It's quite as
-interesting as any printed tale. In fact there's one story that reminds
-me very much indeed of my own romantic affair,--no doubt you've read
-it,--Mr. James Berwick, he knows it quite well,--that of the Primrose
-family. Olivia her name was, and she was deceived just as I was,--but
-there, I made the best of it, and it all came to pass most
-providentially. Why, they would never have reared Mr. Berwick if it
-hadn't been for me and my being able to suckle the dear lamb, and
-_there_ would have been a misfortune for our dear country!"
-
-A half shuffling step coming across the hall checked, as if by magic,
-Mrs. Turke's flow of reminiscence. She looked deprecatingly into
-Barbara's face. "You won't be mentioning what I've been telling you to
-the doctor, will you, Ma'am? He hates anything romantic, that he do, and
-as for love and poetry,--well, he don't even know the meaning of those
-expressions! I've often had to say that right out to his face!"
-
-"And then what does he say?"
-
-"It just depends on the mood he's in: sometimes--I'm sorry to say it of
-him, that I am--he uses most coarse expressions,--quite rude ones! Only
-yesterday, he said to me, 'If you will talk about spades, Mrs. Turke,
-then talk about spades, don't call them silver spoons,'--as if I would
-do such a silly thing! But there, he do lead such a horrid life, all
-alone in that little house of his, it's small wonder he don't quite know
-how to converse with a refined person. But he's wonderfully
-educated--Madam's always thought a deal of him."
-
-As Doctor McKirdy opened the door Mrs. Turke slipped quickly past him,
-and silently he watched her go, with no jibe ready. He was looking
-straight at Mrs. Rebell, hesitating, even reddening dully, an odd
-expression in his light eyes.
-
-Barbara's heart sank,--what was he going to tell her?--what painful
-thing had he to say? Then he came close to her, and thrust a large open
-envelope into her hand. "Madam bid me give you these," he said; "when
-you are wanting anything, just send one or more along by post,--duly
-registered, of course,"--and under her hand Barbara felt the crinkle of
-bank notes. "She would like you to get your things, your clothes and a'
-that, from Paris. Old Léonie, Madam's French maid,--I don't think you've
-seen her yet,--will give you the addresses. Madam likes those about her
-to look well. I'm the only one that has any licence that way--oh! and
-something considerably more valuable she has also sent you," he fumbled
-in his pocket and held out a small gilt key. "Madam desires you to take
-her writing-table, here, for your own use. Inside you'll find the
-letters she spoke of yesterday night--those written by Mrs.
-Richard,--the other packets, you will please, she says, not disturb."
-
-He waited a moment, then walked across to the Louis XV. escritoire which
-was so placed at right angles to one of the windows that it commanded
-the whole wide view of woods, sea, and sky. "Now," he said, "be pleased
-to place that envelope in there, and turn the key yourself." As Barbara
-obeyed him, her hand fumbling with the lock, he added with a look of
-relief, "After business, let's come to pleasure. Would you be feeling
-inclined for a walk? Madam will be expecting you to tell her what you
-think of the place. She's interested in every little thing about it."
-
-Doctor McKirdy hurried her through into the hall, and Barbara was
-grateful indeed that he took no notice and seemed oblivious of the
-tears--tears of oppressed, moved gratitude--which were trickling slowly
-down her cheeks. "Don't go upstairs to your room,--no bonneting is
-wanted here!" he said quickly, "just put this on." He brought her the
-long white yachting cloak, yet another gift, this time disguised as a
-loan, of Grace Johnstone, and after he had folded it round her with
-kindly clumsy hands, and when she had drawn the white hood over her dark
-hair,--"You look very well in that," he observed, in the tone in which
-he might have spoken to a pretty child, "I'm minded to take you up to
-Madam and let her see you so--and yet--no, we've not so long a time
-before your dinner will be coming," and so they passed through the porch
-into the open air.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Alexander McKirdy had come to have something of the pride of ownership
-in Chancton Priory, and as he walked his companion quickly this way and
-that,--making no attempt to suit his pace to hers,--he told her much
-that she remembered afterwards, and which amused and interested her at
-the time, of the people who had lived in the splendid old house. The
-life-stories of some of Barbara's forbears had struck the Scotchman's
-whimsical fancy, and he had burrowed much in the muniment room where
-were kept many curious manuscripts, for the Rebells had ever been
-cultivated beyond the usual degree of Sussex squiredom.
-
-When they had skirted the wide lawns, the doctor hurried her through a
-small plantation of high elms to the stables. In this large quadrangular
-building of red brick, wholly encompassed by trees, reigned a great air
-of desolation: there were three horses stabled where there had once been
-forty, and as they passed out from the courtyard where grass grew
-between each stone, Barbara asked rather timidly, for her liking for the
-doctor was still tempered by something very like fear, "Why are there no
-flowers? I thought in England there were always flowers."
-
-Now Doctor McKirdy was unaccustomed to hear even the smallest word of
-criticism of Chancton Priory. "What do ye want flowers for?" he growled
-out, "grass and trees are much less perishable. Is not this prospect
-more grand and more permanently pleasing than that which would be
-produced by flowers? Besides, you've got the borders close to the
-house."
-
-He had brought her to an opening in the high trees which formed a
-rampart to the lawn in front of the Priory, and, with his lean arm
-stretched out, he was pointing down a broad grass drive, now flecked
-with long shafts of golden October sunlight. On one side of this grassy
-way rose a holly hedge, and on the other, under the trees, was a drift
-of beech leaves.
-
-Turning round, Barbara suddenly gave a cry of delight; set in an arch,
-cut out of the dense wall of holly, was a small iron gate, and through
-the aperture so made could be seen a rose garden, the ancient rosery of
-Chancton Priory, now a tangle of exquisite colouring, a spot evidently
-jealously guarded and hidden away even from those few to whom the
-familiar beauties of the place were free.
-
-Doctor McKirdy followed her gaze with softened melancholy eyes. He had
-not meant to bring Mrs. Rebell to this spot, but silently he opened the
-little iron gate, and stood holding it back for her to pass through into
-the narrow rose-bordered way.
-
-Surrounded by beech trees and high hedges, the rosery had evidently been
-designed long before the days of scientific gardening, but in the
-shadowed enclosure many of the summer roses were still blooming. And yet
-a feeling of oppression came over Barbara as she walked slowly down the
-mossy path: this lovely garden, whose very formality of arrangement was
-an added grace, looked not so much neglected as abandoned, uncared for.
-
-As the two walked slowly on side by side, they came at last to a
-fantastic fountain, set in the centre of the rosery, stone cupids
-shaking slender jets of water from rose-laden cornucopias, and so to the
-very end of the garden--that furthest from the Priory. It was bounded by
-a high red brick wall, probably all that remained of some building older
-than the rosery, for it had been cleverly utilised to serve as a
-background and shelter to the earliest spring roses, and was now bare of
-blossom, almost of leaves. In the centre of this wall, built into the
-old brick surface, was an elaborate black and white marble tablet or
-monument, on which was engraved the following inscription:--
-
- "Hic, ubi ludebas vagula olim et blandula virgo,
- Julia, defendunt membra foventque rosæ.
- Laetius ah quid te tenuit, quid purius, orbis?--
- Nunc solum mater quod fueris meminit"
-
-"What is it? What is written there?" Barbara asked with some eagerness.
-"How strange a thing to find in a rose garden!"
-
-She had turned to her companion, but for a while he made no answer. Then
-at last, speaking with an even stronger burr than usual, Doctor McKirdy
-translated, in a quiet emotionless voice, the inscription which had been
-composed by Lord Bosworth, at the bidding of Madame Sampiero, to the
-memory of their beloved child.
-
- "Here, where thou wert wont once to play, a little sweet
- wandering maid, Julia, the roses protect and cherish thy limbs.
- Ah, what happier or purer thing than thee did the world contain?"
-
-"Do ye wish to hear the rest?" he said, rather sharply, "'Twas put in
-against my will and conscience, for 'tis false--false!"
-
-She bent her head, and he read on,
-
- "Now, only thy mother remembers that thou wast."
-
-Barbara looked up, questions trembling on her lips, but her eyes dropped
-as they met his. "Madam would have her put here," he said; "Julia's
-garden,--that's what we used to call it, and that is what it still is,
-for here she lies,--coffinless."
-
-Again he pointed to the last line, "Madam ought not to have had that
-added when there's not a man or woman about the place who's forgotten
-the child! But beyond the walls,--ah! well, who knows what is remembered
-beyond the walls?"
-
-"What do you mean?" asked Barbara in a low tone; out of the past she was
-remembering a June day at St. Germains. What had she been promised?--ah,
-yes! "the sweetest of playfellows."
-
-"Well, I was just meaning that Madam, when she made us put in those
-words, was thinking may-be of some who do not belong to the Priory, who
-live beyond the walls. I make no doubt that those folk have no time to
-cast their minds back so far as to remember little Julia."
-
-He turned sharply round and walked as if in haste through the garden,
-his head thrust forward, his hands clasped behind his back, in what
-Barbara already knew to be his favourite attitude.
-
-Once outside the gate, Doctor McKirdy looked long, first towards the
-Priory, then down the broad grass drive. "And now," he said briskly,
-"let's get away to the downs,--there's more air out there than here!"
-
- * * * * *
-
-The road leading from the Priory gates to the open downs lay along a
-western curve of country-side, and was over-arched by great elms. To the
-west Mrs. Rebell caught glimpses of a wide plain verging towards the
-sea, and in the clear autumn air every tree and bush flamed with glory
-of gold and russet.
-
-As they walked along the white chalky ridged cart track, the doctor
-looked kindly enough at the woman by his side. She was not beautiful as
-had been her mother, and yet he saw that her features were very perfect,
-and that health,--perfect recovery from what had evidently been a bad
-illness,--might give her the bloom, the radiance, which were now
-lacking. The old Scotchman also told himself with satisfaction that she
-was intelligent--probably cultivated. With the one supreme exception of
-Madame Sampiero, Doctor McKirdy had had very little to do with
-intelligent women; but Barbara, from her way of listening to his stories
-of Chancton Priory, from her questions and her answers, had proved--or
-so thought the doctor--that she was one of the very few members of her
-sex who take the trouble to think for themselves.
-
-"I suppose Mr. Sampiero is dead?"
-
-Never was man more unpleasantly roused from an agreeable train of
-thought.
-
-"He was dead last time we heard of him, but that happened once before,
-and then he came to life again--and most inopportunely."
-
-There was a pause, and Doctor McKirdy added, in a tone which from him
-was new to Barbara, "I wonder if you are one to take offence, even if
-the offensive thing be said for your own exclusive benefit?" He did not
-wait for her reply, "I think you should just be informed that the
-man--that individual to whom you referred--is never to be mentioned.
-Here at Chancton he is forgotten, completely obliterated--wiped out." He
-made a fierce gesture as though his strong hands were destroying,
-crushing the life out of, some vile thing.
-
-"Since I came here, thirty years ago, no one has dared to speak of him
-to me, and the only time that Madam had to communicate with me about him
-she wrote what she had to say--I, making answer to her, followed the
-same course. I thought, may-be, I'd better let you know how he is felt
-about in this place."
-
-"I am sorry," faltered Barbara. "I did not know--My father and mother
-told me so little----"
-
-"They're a fearsome gossiping lot in Chancton," Doctor McKirdy was still
-speaking in an angry ruffled voice; "I don't suppose you'll have much
-call to see any of them, but Madam may just mean you to do so, and you
-may as well be put on your guard. And then you'll be having your own
-friends here, I'm thinking"--he shot a quick look at her--"Madam bid me
-tell you that she has no idea of your shutting yourself up, and having
-no company but Mrs. Turke and,"--he turned and made her an odd, ungainly
-little bow--"your most humble servant here!"
-
-"I have no friends," said Barbara, in a very low tone. "Nay, I should
-not say that, for I have two very good friends, a Mr. Johnstone, the
-Governor of Santa Maria, and his wife--also, since yesterday, a
-third,--if he will take me on trust for my mother's sake." She smiled on
-her companion with a touch of very innocent coquetry. Doctor McKirdy's
-good humour came back.
-
-"Ay," he said, "there's no doubt about that _third_ friend," but his
-brow clouded as Barbara added, "There is one person in Chancton I'm very
-anxious to see,--a Mrs. Boringdon. She is the mother of my friend Mrs.
-Johnstone."
-
-The mention of this lady's name found Doctor McKirdy quite prepared, and
-ready with an answer. "Well, I'm not saying you'll like her, and I'm not
-saying you'll dislike her."
-
-"If she's at all like her daughter I know I shall like her."
-
-"May-be you will prefer the son, Mr. Oliver Boringdon--I do so myself,
-though I've no love to waste on him."
-
-How the doctor longed to tell Mrs. Rebell what he really thought of this
-Mrs. Boringdon, the mother of Madame Sampiero's estate agent, and of how
-badly from his point of view this same young gentleman, Oliver
-Boringdon, sometimes behaved to him! But native caution, a shrewd
-knowledge that such warnings often bring about the exact opposite to
-what is intended by those who utter them, kept him silent.
-
-Barbara's next words annoyed him keenly.
-
-"Oliver!" she cried, "of course I shall like him!"
-
-"Oliver? Then you're already acquainted with him?" The doctor felt
-beside himself with vexation. He was a man of feuds, and to him the land
-agent, all the more so that he was a highly educated man, who had been a
-civil servant, and later, for a brief period of glory, a member of
-Parliament, was a very real thorn in the flesh.
-
-But Barbara was laughing, really laughing, and for the first time since
-her arrival at Chancton. "If I were acquainted with him," she cried,
-"surely I should not be calling him by his Christian name! But of course
-his sister, Mrs. Johnstone, has talked to me of him: he is her only
-brother, and she thinks him quite perfect."
-
-"It's well there are two to think him so! I refer, o' course, Ma'am, to
-the youth himself, and to this lady who is a friend of yours."
-
-"Is he conceited? Oh! what a pity!"
-
-"Conceited?" Doctor McKirdy prided himself on his sense of strict
-justice and probity: "Nay, nay, that's no' the word for it. Mr. Oliver
-Boringdon just considers that he is always right, and that such a good
-thinker as himself can never be wrong. He's encouraged in his ideas by
-the silly women about here."
-
-"Does my godmother like him?--he's her land-agent, isn't he?"
-
-"Madam!" cried Doctor McKirdy indignantly, "Madam has never wasted a
-thought upon him,--why should she?"
-
-He looked quite angrily at his companion. Barbara was still smiling: a
-delicate colour, the effect of walking against the wind, had come into
-her face.
-
-"They're all alike," growled the doctor to himself, "just mention a
-young man to a young woman and smiling begins," but the harsh judgment,
-like most harsh judgments, was singularly at fault. Poor Barbara was
-waking up to life again, ready to take pleasure in the slightest matter
-which touched her sense of humour. The doctor, however, had become
-seriously uneasy. Why this strange interest in the Boringdons? Mrs.
-Rebell now belonged to the Priory, and so was surely bound to adopt
-without question all his, Alexander McKirdy's, views and prejudices. Her
-next words fortunately gave him the opening he sought.
-
-"I suppose there are many young ladies at Chancton?"
-
-"There is just one," he said, brightening, "a fine upstanding lass. The
-father of her is General Thomas Kemp. May-be you've heard of him, for
-he's quite a hero, Victoria Cross and a' that, though the fools about
-here don't recognise him as such."
-
-"No," said Barbara, "I never heard of the heroic General Kemp."
-
-Her eyes were brimming over with soft laughter. Living with her parents
-first in one and then in another continental town, she had had as a
-young girl many long solitary hours at her disposal, and she had then
-read, with keen zest, numberless old-fashioned novels of English life.
-This talk seemed to bring back to her mind many a favourite story, out
-of which she had tried in the long ago to reconstruct the England she
-had then so longed to know. Ah! now she must begin novel-reading again!
-And so she said, "I suppose that Oliver Boringdon is in love with the
-General's daughter."
-
-Doctor McKirdy turned and looked at her, amazed and rather suspicious;
-"you show great prescience--really remarkable prescience, Ma'am. I was
-just about explaining to you that there is no doubt something like a
-kindness betwixt them. There's another one likes her, a Captain Laxton,
-but they say she won't have aught to say to him."
-
-"Oh no! she must be true to Mr. Boringdon, and then, after a long
-engagement,--oh! how wise to have a long engagement,"--Barbara sighed
-instinctively--"they will be married in the little church which I look
-down upon from my stone balcony? and then--why then they will live happy
-ever after!"
-
-"No, no, I cannot promise you that," said Doctor McKirdy gruffly, "that
-would be forecasting a great deal too much!"
-
-Even as he spoke the deeply rutted path was emerging abruptly on a vast
-expanse of rolling uplands. They were now on the open down; Barbara laid
-a detaining hand on the old Scotchman's arm, and looked about her with
-enraptured eyes. Before her, to the east, lay a dark oasis, a
-black-green stretch of fir plantation, redeemed a hundred years ago from
-the close cropped turf, and a large white house looked out from thence
-up the distant sea. To the north, some three miles away, rose the high
-sky-line. A dense wood, said to be part of the primeval forest, crept
-upwards on a parallel line. There, so says tradition, Boadicea made her
-last stand, and across this down a Roman road still asserts the final
-supremacy of the imperial force.
-
-A sound of voices, of steady tramping feet, broke the exquisite
-stillness. Towards them, on the path which at a certain point sharply
-converged from that on which Doctor McKirdy and Barbara stood, advanced
-Fate, coming in the shape of two men who were in sharp contrast the one
-to the other.
-
-Oliver Boringdon--dark, upright, steady-eyed--had still something of the
-Londoner and of the Government official about his appearance. His dark,
-close-cropped hair was covered by a neat cap which matched his serge
-coat and knickerbockers. His companion, James Berwick, looked--as indeed
-he was--far more a citizen of the world. He was bare-headed, his fair
-hair ruffled and lifted from his lined forehead by the wind; his
-shooting clothes, of rough tweed and ugly yellow check colouring, were
-more or less out of shape. He was smoking a huge pipe, and as he walked
-along, with rather ungainly steps--the gait of a man more at home in the
-saddle than on foot--he swung an oak stick this way and that, now and
-again throwing it in the air and catching it again--a trick which sorely
-tried the patience of his staider companion.
-
-When they reached the nearest point to Doctor McKirdy and Mrs. Rebell,
-the one took off his cap and the other waved his stick vigorously by way
-of greeting. Indeed Berwick, as Doctor McKirdy very well saw, would have
-soon lessened the ten yards space between the two groups, but Boringdon,
-looking before him rather more straightly than before, was already
-walking on.
-
-"Well," said the doctor, "you have now had your wish, Ma'am: that was
-Mr. Oliver Boringdon, and the other is his fidus Achates, Mr. James
-Berwick: _he's_ a conceited loon if you like. But then he's more reason
-to be so! Now what d'ye think they reminded me of as they walked along
-there?"
-
-"I don't know," faltered Barbara. She was still feeling as if a sudden
-blast of wind had beaten across her face--such had been the effect of
-the piercing, measuring glance of the man whom she took to be Oliver
-Boringdon. No doubt the over-bold look was excused by the fact that he
-recognised in her his sister's friend. Barbara flushed deeply; she was
-wondering, with acute discomfort, what account of her, and of her
-affairs, Grace Johnstone--impetuous, indiscreet Grace--had written to
-her mother and brother? Oh! surely she could be trusted to have kept
-secret certain things she knew--things which had been discovered by the
-Johnstones, and admitted by Barbara in her first moments of agonised
-relief from Pedro Rebell's half-crazy ill-usage.
-
-"Well, I'll tell you what the sight of the two of them suggested to me,"
-went on Doctor McKirdy, "and in fact what they exactly appeared like,
-just now,----" he hesitated a moment, and then with manifest enjoyment
-added, "The policeman and the poacher! That's what any stranger might
-well ha' taken them for, eh?" But Barbara had given no heed to the bold
-gazer's more drab companion.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III.
-
- "Mates are chosen marketwise
- Coolest bargainer best buys,
- Leap not, nor let leap the heart;
- Trot your track and drag your cart,
- So your end may be in wool
- Honoured and with manger full."
-
- GEORGE MEREDITH.
-
-
-Mrs. Boringdon, sitting in the drawing-room at Chancton Cottage, looked,
-in spite of her handsome dress and her manner and appearance of
-refinement, strangely unsuited to the place in which she found herself.
-Even the Indian tea-table--one of the few pieces of furniture added to
-the room by its present occupant, and now laden with substantial silver
-tea-pot, cream-jug, and sugar-basin burnished to their highest point of
-brilliancy--was out of keeping with its fragile charm. The room, indeed,
-had been scarcely altered since it had been furnished, some sixty years
-before, as a maiden retreat for one of Madame Sampiero's aunts, the Miss
-Lavinia Rebell of whom tradition still lingered in the village, and
-whose lover had been killed in the Peninsular War.
-
-On her arrival at Chancton Mrs. Boringdon would have dearly liked to
-consign the shabby old furniture, the faded water-colours and colour
-prints, to some unhonoured lumber-room of the Priory, but even had such
-desecration been otherwise possible, the new mistress of Chancton
-Cottage was only too well aware that she lacked the means to make the
-old-fashioned house what she would have considered habitable. Indeed,
-she had been thankful to learn that the estate agency offered to her son
-through the intermediary of his friend, James Berwick, carried with it
-the use of a fully furnished house of any sort.
-
-Whenever Mrs. Boringdon felt more than usually dissatisfied and critical
-of the furnishings of the rooms where she was fated to spend so much of
-her time--for she had no love of the open air--she tried to remind
-herself that this phase of her life was only temporary; that soon--her
-son thought in two or three years, but Berwick laughed at so prudent a
-forecast--the present Government would go out, and then "something" must
-surely be found for her clever Oliver.
-
-To-day, her son had brought his friend back to lunch, and the two young
-men had stayed on in the dining-room and in the little smoking-room
-beyond, talking eagerly the one with the other. As the mother sat in her
-drawing-room patiently longing for her cup of tea, but content to wait
-Oliver's good pleasure--or rather that of James Berwick--she could hear
-the voices rising and falling, and she rejoiced to think of the intimacy
-which those sounds betokened.
-
-Mrs. Boringdon was one of the many in whom the mere possession of wealth
-in others excites an almost hypnotic feeling of interest and goodwill.
-When in his presence--nay, when simply even in his neighbourhood--she
-never forgot that her son's intimate friend and one-time chief, James
-Berwick, was an enormously rich man. That fact impressed her far more,
-and was ever more present to her mind, than the considerable political
-position which his personality and his wealth together had known how to
-win for him. When with Berwick Mrs. Boringdon was never wholly at ease,
-never entirely her cool, collected self. And now this afternoon, sitting
-there waiting for them to come in and join her, she wondered for the
-thousandth time why Oliver was not more amenable to his important
-friend--why he had not known how to make himself indispensable to James
-Berwick. Had there only been about him something of the sycophant--but
-Mrs. Boringdon did not use the ugly word--he would never have been
-allowed to slip into this backwater. She was one of the few remaining
-human beings who believe that everything is done by "influence," and she
-had never credited her son's assurance that no "job" was in the least
-likely to be found for him.
-
-His mother's love for Oliver was tempered by fear; she was keenly
-desirous of keeping his good opinion, but of late, seeing how almost
-intolerable to him was the position he had accepted, she had been sorely
-tempted to speak--to point out to him that men in the position of James
-Berwick come to expect from those about them something like
-subserviency, and that then they often repay in lavish measure those who
-yield it them.
-
-At last the dining-room door opened and the two men came in.
-
-"Well," cried Berwick, "we've thrashed out the whole plan of campaign!
-There's never anything like a good talk with Oliver to confirm me in my
-own opinion! It's really absurd he should stick on here looking after
-the Chancton cabbages, dead and alive--but he's positively
-incorruptible! I'm thinking of starting a newspaper, Mrs. Boringdon, and
-to coax him into approval--also, I must say, to secure him a little
-freedom--I offered him the editorship, but he won't hear of it."
-
-Berwick had thrown himself as he spoke into a low chair, which creaked
-ominously under his weight. How indignant would Mrs. Boringdon have felt
-had any other young man, looking as James Berwick now looked, his fair
-hair tossed and rumpled with the constant ruffling of his fingers, come
-and thrown himself down in this free and easy attitude on one of the few
-comfortable chairs in Chancton Cottage! But his hostess smiled at him
-very indulgently, and turned a look of gentle reproach at her son's
-stern dark face.
-
-"An editorship," she said, vaguely, "that sounds very nice. I suppose it
-would mean going and living in London?" Her quick mind, darting this way
-and that, saw herself settled in a small house in Mayfair, entertaining
-important people, acting perhaps as hostess to Berwick's friends and
-supporters! She had once been able to render him a slight service--in
-fact, on two occasions he had been able to meet a friend, a lady, in her
-drawing-room. In doing what she had done Mrs. Boringdon had lowered
-herself in her own eyes, and she had had the uncomfortable sensation
-that she had lost in his some of the prestige naturally attaching to his
-friend's mother, and yet, for all she knew, these interviews might have
-been of a political nature. Women now played a great part in politics.
-Mrs. Boringdon preferred to think that the fair stranger, concerning
-whose coming to her house there had been so much mystery, had been one
-of these.
-
-Her son's next words rudely interrupted her pleasant dream.
-
-"The ownership of a newspaper," Oliver was saying abruptly, "has never
-yet been of any use to a politician or statesman, and has certainly
-prevented some from getting into the Cabinet," and he named two
-well-known members of Parliament who were believed to be financially
-interested in certain important journals. "It isn't as if you wanted
-what the Americans call a platform," he went on. "No man is more sure of
-a hearing than you are yourself. But just now, the less you say the more
-you will be listened to when the moment comes for saying it!"
-
-The speaker was walking up and down the narrow room, looking restless
-and impatient, with Berwick smiling lazily up at him, though evidently
-rather nettled at the frank, unasked-for advice.
-
-Mrs. Boringdon judged the moment had come to intervene. "I hear that
-Lord Bosworth and your sister are back at Fletchings, and that they are
-expecting a good many people down--" She added, in a tone of apology,
-"Chancton, as you know, has half-a-dozen Court newsmen of its own."
-
-"To me"--Berwick had jumped up and was helping himself to sugar, to
-cake, with the eager insouciance of an intimate--"to me Chancton always
-has been, what it is now more than ever, the most delightful spot on
-earth! I know that Oliver doesn't agree with me, but even he, Mrs.
-Boringdon, ought to enjoy the humours of the place. What other village
-can offer such a range of odd-come-shorts, of eccentrics? Where else in
-these prosaic days can one see gathered together in one spot our
-McKirdys, our Vipens----"
-
-"Our Mrs. Turkes," said Oliver slily. He came forward smiling, good
-humour restored, and took his share of the good things his mother had
-provided.
-
-"Oh! yes," said Berwick, rather hastily, "of course we must throw in my
-foster-mother--in fact, I'm sure she would be deeply offended at being
-left out! And then, there's another thing I think I can claim for
-Chancton. Here one may always expect to come across the unexpected!
-To-day whom should we meet, Mrs. Boringdon, but McKirdy, wrapped in his
-historic plaid and snuff-coloured hat, and accompanied by a nymph, and
-an uncommonly attractive nymph too!"
-
-Mrs. Boringdon looked gently bewildered. "A nymph!" she exclaimed, "do
-you mean a lady? What an extraordinary thing!"
-
-Berwick looked across at his hostess and grinned. Now and again Oliver's
-mother actually reminded this whimsical young man of Mistress Quickly,
-and it was an added delight to picture to himself her surprise and
-horror if only she had known what was in his mind.
-
-But Boringdon was frowning. "Nonsense!" he said, irritably, "From what I
-could see, she was simply a very oddly dressed young woman! McKirdy has
-always been fond of making friends with the summer visitors, and he
-always prefers strangers to acquaintances. I must say the doctor is one
-of the Chancton characters with whom I, for one, could well dispense! He
-was really insolent to me yesterday, but there is no redress possible
-with an old man like that. His latest notion is that I must only
-communicate with Madame Sampiero through him!"
-
-James Berwick turned round, and Mrs. Boringdon thought he looked
-annoyed; he always chose to regard everything and everybody connected
-with the Priory as his very particular concern. "I must be off now," he
-said, "Arabella has several people arriving this afternoon, and I ought
-to be there to look after them. Walk with me as far as the great gates,
-old fellow?"
-
-But Boringdon shook his head. "Sorry I can't," he said, shortly, "but
-I'm expecting one of the village boys to come in any minute. Kemp
-promised me to talk to him, to try and persuade him to enlist, and he's
-coming up to tell me the result."
-
-"Then you're not returning to the Priory to-night, Mr. Berwick?" a note
-of delicate reserve had come into Mrs. Boringdon's voice; she never, if
-she could help it, referred to the Priory or to the Priory's mistress.
-
-"No, I'm still at Chillingworth. But I expect to be over just for the
-night to-morrow. Then I'm off for a month's yachting."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Oliver came back from the hall door and sat down. His mother saw with a
-pang how tired and how discouraged he looked. "I think," she said, "that
-you might have done, dear, what Mr. Berwick asked you to do--I mean, as
-to seeing him back part of the way to Fletchings. That village lad could
-have waited for you--and--I suppose it was all a joke about the new
-paper and the editorship?"
-
-"Oh! no, he's thinking of it," he said. "I suppose, mother, you never
-heard of the _Craftsman_, the paper in which the great Duke of Berwick's
-friend, Lord Bolingbroke, wrote. Some fellow has been talking to him
-about it, and now he thinks he would like to resuscitate it. Incredible
-that so shrewd a man should sometimes choose to do such foolish things,
-actuated, too, by the silliest of sentimental motives! If I were he, I
-should feel anything but proud of my descent from the Stuarts. However,
-I hope I've choked him off the whole idea."
-
-As he caught her look of fresh disappointment, he added, with a certain
-effort, "I'm afraid, mother, that you've as little reason to like
-Chancton as I have. Sometimes I wonder if we shouldn't do better to
-throw it all up and go to London. I certainly don't want to edit any
-paper for Berwick, but I dare say I could get work, literary work of
-sorts; and, after all, I should be far more in touch there with the
-things I really care about."
-
-His tone of dejection went to her heart, but she answered, not the last,
-but the first sentence he had uttered. "You are right," she said, rather
-slowly, "I do not like Chancton any better than you do, but I shall
-always be glad we came here, if only because it has brought us in
-contact with the Kemps--or perhaps I should say with their daughter."
-
-Oliver looked up at his mother uneasily; he was aware that with her a
-confidence was rarely spontaneous.
-
-"I wonder," she said, and turning she fixed her eyes on the fire, away
-from his face, "I have often been tempted to wonder lately, my dear boy,
-what you really think of Lucy--how you regard her? Pray do not answer me
-if you would rather not do so."
-
-Boringdon hesitated. His mother's words, her extreme frankness, took him
-completely by surprise; for a moment he felt nearer to her than he had
-done for years. Still, he was glad that she went on staring into the
-fire, and that he was safe from meeting the acute, probing glance he
-knew so well.
-
-"You've asked me a very difficult question," he said at last--"one I
-find almost impossible to answer truly."
-
-Mrs. Boringdon's hands trembled. She also felt unwontedly moved. She had
-not expected so honest a confession.
-
-But Oliver was again speaking, in a low, preoccupied voice. "Perhaps we
-have not been wise, you and I, in having so--so"--his lips sought to
-frame suitable words--"so charming a girl," he said at last, "constantly
-about the house. I have certainly become fond of Lucy--in fact, I think
-I may acknowledge to you, mother, that she is my ideal of what a girl
-should be." How odd, how inadequate, how priggish his words sounded to
-himself! Still he went on, with gathering courage, "But no one knows
-better than you do how I am situated. For what I am pleased to call my
-political ambitions, you have already made sacrifices. If I am to do
-what I wish with my life, such a marriage--indeed, any marriage, for
-years to come--would be for me quite out of the question. It would mean
-the condemnation of myself to such a life as that I am now leading, and
-I do not feel--perhaps I ought to be ashamed of not feeling--that my
-attraction to Miss Kemp is so strong as to make me desirous of giving up
-all I have striven for."
-
-Mrs. Boringdon made no reply. She still stared on into the fire; a
-curious look, one of perplexity and hesitation, had come over her face.
-
-"Mother!" he cried, and the tone forced her to look round at him,
-"surely you don't think--it is not your impression that Lucy----"
-
-"I think she has become very fond of you," said Mrs. Boringdon
-deliberately. "But I confess that I have sometimes thought that she
-seemed fonder of me than of you." She smiled as she spoke, but to
-Boringdon this was no smiling matter--indeed, it was one which to his
-mind could scarcely be discussed with decency by himself and his mother.
-Then a vision of Lucy Kemp, steady, clear-eyed Lucy, almost too
-sensible--so the people at Chancton, he knew, regarded her to be--came
-to his help. "No, no," he said, with a sudden sense of relief, "I'm
-quite sure, mother, that any feeling--I mean the kind of feeling of
-which we are speaking--has been entirely on my side! We will be more
-careful. I am willing to admit that I have been foolish."
-
-But Mrs. Boringdon scarcely heard what he was saying. She who so seldom
-doubted as to her course of action, was now weighing the pros and cons
-of what had become to her a matter for immediate decision. Unfortunately
-her son's next words seemed to give her the opening she sought.
-
-"Sometimes I am tempted to think"--Oliver had got up, he was
-leaning against the mantel-piece, looking down into his mother's
-face--"Sometimes, I say, I am tempted to think that after all money is
-the one important thing in life! When I look back to how I regarded
-James Berwick's marriage--he once accused me of condemning what he did,
-and I could not deny that I had done so--I see how much more wise he was
-than I. Why, to him that marriage which so shocked me was the turning
-point--ay, more, that money, together, perhaps, with his wife's death,
-steadied him--amazingly--I refer of course to his intellectual
-standpoint, and to his outlook on life! And you, mother--you've always
-thought more of money than I've ever done. But even you once thought
-that it could be too dearly purchased."
-
-Mrs. Boringdon reddened. Her son's words gratified her. She was aware
-that he was alluding to an offer of marriage which she herself had
-unhesitatingly rejected at a time when her daughter was still in the
-schoolroom, and her son at Charterhouse. Her middle-aged wooer had been
-a man of some commercial standing and much wealth, but "not a
-gentleman," so the two pitiless young people had decided, and Mrs.
-Boringdon, her children believed, had not hesitated for a moment between
-a life of poor gentility and one of rather vulgar plenty.
-
-"Oh! yes," she said slowly, "money can certainly be too dearly
-purchased. But still, you on your side, you and your sister Grace, have
-always thought far too little of it. Of late I have sometimes wondered,
-Oliver, if you knew--whether you are aware"--for the life of her she
-could not help the sudden alteration in her measured voice--"that our
-dear little friend, Lucy Kemp, is something of an heiress--that in four
-years time, when she is five-and-twenty, that is, there will be handed
-over to her £25,000?"
-
-And then, while her son listened to her in complete silence, giving no
-clue as to how he regarded the information, she explained her knowledge
-as having come to her from an absolutely sure source, from a certain
-Miss Vipen, the chartered gossip of Chancton, whose information could be
-trusted when actual facts were in question.
-
-Even after Mrs. Boringdon had done speaking, Oliver still sat on,
-resting his head on his hands. "I wonder if Laxton knows of this?" he
-said at last. "What a brute I should think him if he does!" and Mrs.
-Boringdon felt keenly, perhaps not unreasonably, irritated. Her son's
-words also took her by surprise--complete silence would have satisfied
-her, but this odd comment on the fact she had chosen to reveal was very
-different from what she had expected.
-
-But when, some three hours later, the mother and son had finished their
-simple dinner, and Oliver announced to his mother that he must now go
-down to the Grange for half an hour in order to consult General Kemp
-over that village lad whose conduct was giving Oliver so much trouble,
-Mrs. Boringdon smiled. Her son caught the smile and it angered him. How
-utterly his mother misunderstood him, how curiously little they were in
-sympathy the one with the other!
-
-As he left the house she heard the door bang, and sitting in the
-drawing-room knitting him a pair of silk socks, she allowed her smile to
-broaden till it transformed her face almost to that likeness which
-Berwick sometimes saw in her, to that of a prim Mistress Quickly.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Boringdon did not go straight down to the Grange. Instead, after having
-groped his way through the laurel hedges and so into the moonlit road,
-he turned to the left, and struck out, making a long round before
-seeking the house for which he was bound.
-
-Both his long talk with Berwick, and the short, strange conversation
-with his mother, had disturbed and excited him, bringing on a sudden
-nostalgia for the life he had left, and to which he longed so much to
-get back. During his eager discussion with the man whom he regarded as
-being at once his political chief and his political pupil, Chancton and
-its petty affairs had been forgotten, and yet now, to-night, he told
-himself with something like dismay that even when talking to Berwick he
-had more than once thought of Lucy Kemp. The girl had become his friend,
-his only confidante: into her eager ears he had poured out his views,
-his aspirations, his hopes, his ambitions, sure always of sympathy, if
-not of complete understanding. A bitter smile came over his face--no
-wonder Mrs. Boringdon had so often left them together! Her attitude was
-now explained.
-
-Boringdon had no wish to pose, even to himself, as a Don Quixote, but,
-in his views as to the fitting relationship of the sexes, he was most
-punctilious and old-fashioned, perhaps lacking the essential nobility
-which would have been required in such a man as himself to accept a
-fortune, even from a beloved hand. What, take Lucy's £20,000--or was it
-£25,000--in order to start his bark once more on the perilous political
-sea? How little his mother understood him if she seriously thought he
-could bring himself to do such a thing, and in cold blood!
-
-As he strode along in the darkness, there came back to his mind the
-circumstances connected with an experience in his life which he had
-striven not unsuccessfully to forget,--the passion of feeling he had
-wasted, when little more than a boy, on James Berwick's sister.
-
-Those men and women who jeer at first love have surely never felt its
-potent spell. Twelve years had gone by since Boringdon had dreamed the
-dream which had to a certain extent embittered and injured the whole of
-his youth. What a fool he had been! But, on the other hand, so he
-remembered now, how little he had thought--if indeed he had thought at
-all--as to any question connected with Arabella Berwick's fortune or
-lack of it!
-
-Miss Berwick had been mistress of her uncle's house, that Lord Bosworth
-who was a noted statesman as well as a man of rank: of course she must
-have money, so Boringdon in his young simplicity had thought, and
-certainly that belief had been no bar to what he had brought himself
-tremblingly to believe might come to pass. The beautiful girl, secure in
-her superior altitude of twenty-five years of life, and an already
-considerable knowledge of the world, had taken up the clever boy, her
-brother's Oxford friend, with pretty enthusiasm. She had liked him quite
-well enough to accept smilingly his adoration, to allow that he should
-amuse her (so he had realised ever since) in the intervals of a more
-serious love affair. Well, as he reminded himself to-night, they had
-been quits! Small wonder indeed that even now, after twelve years had
-gone by, the recollection of certain bitter moments caused Boringdon to
-quicken his footsteps!
-
-To-night it all came back to him, in a flood of intolerable memories. It
-had been late in the season, on the eve--or so he had thought--of his
-dream's fruition, during the last days of his first spring and summer in
-London after he had gone down from Oxford. Some merciful angel or some
-malicious devil--he had never quite known which--had caused him, one
-Sunday afternoon, while actually on the way to Bosworth House, to turn
-into Kensington Gardens.
-
-There, in a lonely grassy by-way among the trees, where he had turned
-aside to think in solitude of his beautiful lady, he had suddenly come
-on her face to face,--on Arabella Berwick, on his goddess, on the woman
-whose every glance and careless word had been weighed by him with
-anxious thought,--finding her in such a guise that for a moment he had
-believed that his mind, his eyes, were playing him some evil trick.
-
-Miss Berwick, her eyes streaming with tears, was clinging to a man's
-arm; and, what made the scene the more unreal, the more incredible, to
-the amazed onlooker, Boringdon knew the man quite well, and had often,
-in his young importance, looked down on him as being so much less
-intimate at Bosworth House than he was himself. The man into whose
-plain, powerful face Arabella Berwick was gazing with such agonised
-intensity was Daniel O'Flaherty, an Irish barrister, but lately come to
-practise at the English Bar, a Paddy whose brogue--so Berwick had
-assured his friend Boringdon--you could cut with a knife, but who was,
-he had added good-naturedly, said by many people to be a clever fellow!
-
-And now Oliver was walking straight upon them,--on O'Flaherty and
-Arabella Berwick. He stopped short, staring with fascinated,
-horror-stricken eyes, making no effort to pass by, to show the decent
-hypocrisy he should have shown; and what he heard made it only too easy
-to reconstitute the story. Miss Berwick had also dreamed her dream, and
-she was now engaged in deliberately putting it from her.
-
-At last the man had cut the painful scene short, but not before
-Boringdon had seen the woman, whom he had himself set on so high a
-pedestal, fling her arms round her companion's neck in one last agonised
-attempt to say good-bye. It was the Irishman, of whom Boringdon had made
-such small account in his own mind, who at last--with the measured
-dignity born of measureless grief and loss--led her towards the
-spectator whom he vaguely recognised as one of James Berwick's younger
-friends. "Perhaps you will kindly take Miss Berwick home?" and then he
-had turned and gone, and she who had renounced him, taking no heed of
-Boringdon, had stood and gazed after him as long as he remained in
-sight.
-
-During the walk back to Bosworth House it had been Boringdon's lot to
-listen while his companion told him, with a sort of bald simplicity, the
-truth.
-
-"I love him, Mr. Boringdon, with all my heart--with all my body--with
-all my soul! But certain things are impossible in this world,--apart
-from everything else, there is the fact that for the present we are both
-penniless. He admits that often years go by before a man situated as he
-is makes any real way at the Bar. I ought not to have allowed it to come
-to this! I have been a fool,--a fool!" She had tried to smile at him.
-"Take example by me, Mr. Boringdon, never allow yourself to really care.
-It's not worth it!"
-
-She had gone on, taking very little notice of him, talking as if to
-herself--"Of course I shall never marry, why should I? I have
-James,--till now I have never cared for anything but James." Then at
-last had come a word he had felt sorely. Arabella Berwick had looked at
-him with something like fear in her eyes,--"You will not say anything of
-this to my brother, Mr. Boringdon? I trust to your honour,"--much as she
-might have spoken to a schoolboy, instead of to a man--a man, as he
-angrily reminded himself, of one-and-twenty!
-
-How well he remembered it all still, and yet what a long time ago all
-that happened! He himself had altered, incredibly, in these short years.
-O'Flaherty was no longer an unknown, uncouth Irishman: he had won a
-place even in the Berwicks' high little world: steady, moderate
-adherence to his country's unpopular cause had made him something of a
-personage even in the House of Commons, and he was known to be now
-earning a large,--nay, a huge,--income at the Bar. Of the two men who at
-one and the same moment had loved Arabella Berwick, it was he who had
-forged ahead, Oliver Boringdon who had lagged behind.
-
-And the heroine of the adventure? She was still what all those about
-her, with the possible exception of these two men, had always thought
-her to be--the accomplished, rather cold, brilliant woman of the world,
-content to subordinate exceptional intellectual gifts to the exigencies
-of her position as mistress of her uncle's house; bending her fine mind
-to the problem of how to stretch Lord Bosworth's always uncertain and
-encumbered income to its furthest possible limit, for one of Miss
-Berwick's virtues had always been a great horror of debt. More, she had
-so fashioned her life during the last ten years that she was regarded by
-many shrewd observers as being quite as remarkable a person as her
-brother--in fact, where he was concerned, the power behind the throne.
-She loved, too, to exercise her power, to obtain good places for her
-favourites, to cause some humble climber of the ladder of fame to leap
-at one bound several of the hard intervening bars. It was admitted that
-the only strong feeling finding place in her heart was love of her
-brother, James Berwick, and for him, in a worldly sense, she had indeed
-done well.
-
-Since that afternoon, twelve years before, Miss Berwick and Oliver
-Boringdon had never been on really cordial terms. She had at first
-tried, foolishly, to make a friend of him, a confidant, but he had not
-been possessed of the requisite amount of philosophy, and she had drawn
-back mortified at the condemnation, even at the dislike, which she had
-read in his eyes.
-
-Very early Berwick had said to his friend, "I don't know what has
-happened to my sister and yourself, old fellow, but it will not make any
-difference to us, will it?" But, as Boringdon was well aware, it had
-made a difference. The sister's influence was on the whole always thrown
-in against that of the friend. It had certainly not been with Miss
-Berwick's goodwill that Boringdon had been offered, through her
-brother's intermediary, work which would bring him within two miles of
-Lord Bosworth's country house; but Oliver Boringdon was very rarely at
-Fletchings, and never without a direct invitation from its mistress.
-
- * * * * *
-
-As so often happens, the stirring of heart depths brings up to the
-surface of the mind more than one emotion. Had it not been for his
-mother's smile, Boringdon would not now have turned into the Grange
-gate, but it was his great wish that what had been said this day should
-make no difference to his relations with the Kemps--save, of course,
-that of making him personally more prudent in the one matter of his
-indulging in Lucy's society.
-
-Alas for Boringdon's good resolutions! He had meant that this evening
-call at the Grange should be of a purely business character, and at the
-door he asked only for General Kemp.
-
-"The master's upstairs with Mrs. Kemp. She's got a chill, but I'll tell
-him you're here, sir," and Oliver had been shown as a matter of course
-into the panelled parlour where Lucy sat reading alone. The very sight
-of the girl seemed to bring with it peace--restored in subtle measure
-the young man's good opinion of himself. And then she seemed so simply,
-so unaffectedly glad to see him! Within the next hour, he was gradually
-brought to tell her, both of the long talk with Berwick--Lucy had proved
-an apt student of political economy within the last year--even of the
-proposed newspaper and the editorship, of which the offer, coming from
-anyone else, would, he said, "have tempted me."
-
-"Ah! but you think Mr. Berwick ought not to start such a paper--that it
-might do him harm?" Lucy looked up with quick intelligent eyes.
-
-Boringdon had scarcely said so,--in so many words,--yet, yet--certainly
-yes, that was what he had meant, and so, "Exactly!" he exclaimed; "and
-if I don't join in, the scheme will probably come to nothing." Lucy
-allowed her softened gaze to linger on the face of the man who had
-gradually made his way into her steadfast heart. How good, how noble he
-was, she thought, and, how unconscious of his own goodness and nobility!
-
-The girl was in that stage of her mental development when the creature
-worshipped must necessarily appear heroic. Two men now fulfilled Lucy's
-ideal--the one was her father, the other Oliver Boringdon. Poor Laxton,
-with his humble passion for herself, his half-pretended indifference to
-the pleasures and duties of the British officer's life in time of
-profound peace, his love of hunting and rough out-door games,--all
-seemed to make him most unheroic in Lucy's eyes. She was dimly aware
-that Captain Laxton's love for her was instinctive, that he was
-attracted in spite of himself; and the knowledge perplexed and angered
-her. She knew well, or thought she knew well, the sort of woman with
-whom the young soldier ought to have fallen in love,--the well-dressed,
-amusing, "smart" (odious word, just then coming into fashion!) type of
-girl, whom he undoubtedly, even as it was, much admired. But Oliver
-Boringdon--oh! how different would be the natural ideal of such a man.
-
-Lucy was only now beginning to see into her own heart, and she still
-believed that her regard for Boringdon was "friendship." Who could
-hesitate as to which was the better part--friendship with Boringdon, or
-marriage with Laxton?
-
-"I--I want to ask you something." Lucy's heart was beating fast.
-
-"Yes, what is it?" He turned sharply round.
-
-"I've been reading the life of Edmund Burke."
-
-He bent forward eagerly. "It's interesting, isn't it?"
-
-"Yes, yes, indeed it is! But I want to ask you why a hundred years have
-made such a change? Why it is that now a young man who has every
-aptitude for political life----" Lucy hesitated, the words were not
-really her own, they had been suggested--almost put into her mouth--by
-Oliver's mother.
-
-"Yes?" he said again, as if to encourage her.
-
-"Why such a person cannot now accept money from--from--a friend, if it
-will help him to be useful to his country?"
-
-"You mean"--he went straight to the point--"why cannot I take money from
-James Berwick?" He was looking at her rather grimly. He had not thought
-that Mrs. Boringdon would find the girl so apt a pupil.
-
-Poor Lucy shrank back. "Forgive me," she said, in a low tone, "I should
-not have asked you such a question."
-
-"You have every right," he said, impulsively. "Are we not friends, you
-and I? Perhaps you did not know that this was an old quarrel between my
-mother and myself. Berwick did once make me such an offer, but I think
-you will see--that you will feel--with me that I could not have accepted
-it."
-
-General Kemp, coming down half an hour later, found them still eagerly
-discussing Edmund Burke, and so finding, told himself, and a little
-later told his wife, that the world had indeed changed in the last
-thirty years, and that he, for his part, thought the old ways of love
-were better than the new.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV.
-
- "Il est plus aisé d'être sage pour les autres que de l'être pour
- soi-même."
- LA ROCHEFOUCAULD.
-
-
-Chancton Priory had been, from his earliest boyhood, even more James
-Berwick's home than was his uncle's house over at Fletchings, and it was
-incomparably dearer to him in every sense than Chillingworth, which came
-to him from his dead wife, together with the huge fortune which gave him
-such value in Mrs. Boringdon's eyes. The mistress of the Priory had
-always lavished on Lord Bosworth's nephew a measure of warm affection
-which she might just as reasonably have bestowed on his only sister, but
-Miss Berwick was not loved at Chancton Priory, and, being well aware
-that this was so, she rarely came there. Indeed, her brother's real love
-for the place, and for Madame Sampiero, was to her somewhat
-inexplicable: she knew that at the Priory he felt far more at home than
-he was at Fletchings, and the knowledge irked her.
-
-In truth, to James Berwick one of the greatest charms of Chancton Priory
-had come to be the fact that when there he was able almost to forget the
-wealth which had come to him with such romantic fulness when he was only
-four-and-twenty. Madame Sampiero, Doctor McKirdy, and Mrs. Turke never
-seemed to remember that he was one of the richest men in the kingdom,
-and this made his commerce with them singularly agreeable.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Certain men and women have a curious power of visualising that fifth
-dimension which lies so near and yet so far from this corporeal world.
-For these favoured few, unseen presences sometimes seem to cast visible
-shadows--their intuition may now and then be at fault, but on the other
-hand, invisible guides will sometimes lead them into beautiful secret
-pastures, of which the boundaries are closely hidden from those of their
-fellows who only cultivate the obvious. It was so with James Berwick,
-and, as again so often happens, this odd power--not so much of second
-sight as of divination--was quite compatible with much that was
-positive, prosaic, and even of the earth earthy, in his nature and
-character. He attributed his undoubted gift to his Stuart blood, and was
-fond of reminding himself that the Old Pretender was said always to
-recognise a traitor when approached by one in the guise of a loyal
-servant and friend.
-
-On the afternoon following that spent by him at the Boringdons', Berwick
-walked across to Chancton from Fletchings. He came the short way through
-the Priory park--that which finally emerged by a broad grass path into
-the lawn spreading before the Elizabethan front of the great mass of
-buildings. As he moved across, towards the porch, he thought the fine
-old house looked more alive and less deserted than usual, and having
-passed through the vestibule, and so into the vast hall, he became at
-once aware of some influence new to the place.
-
-He looked about him with an eager, keen glance. A large log fire was
-burning in the cavernous chimney, but then he knew himself to be
-expected: to that same cause he attributed the rather unusual sight of a
-china bowl full of autumn flowers reflected in the polished mahogany
-round table, on which, as he drew near, he saw three letters, addressed
-in McKirdy's stiff clear handwriting, lying ready for the post. Berwick,
-hardly aware of what he was doing, glanced idly down at them: then, as
-he moved rather hastily away, he lifted his eyebrows in surprise--one
-was addressed to his sister, Miss Arabella Berwick, at Fletchings; yet
-another, with every possible formality of address, to the Duchess of
-Appleby and Kendal, at Halnakeham Castle; while the third bore the name
-of another great lady living some ten miles from Chancton, and to
-whom--Berwick would have been ready to lay any wager--no communication
-had been sent from the Priory for some twenty odd years, though both she
-and the kindly Duchess had in the long ago been intimate with Madame
-Sampiero.
-
-Once more Berwick looked round the hall, and then, abruptly, went out
-again into the open air, and so made his way across at right angles to a
-glass door giving direct access to a small room hung with sporting
-prints and caricatures, unaltered since the time it had been the estate
-room of Madame Sampiero's father. Here, at least, Berwick felt with
-satisfaction, everything was absolutely as usual. He went through into a
-narrow passage, up a short steep staircase to the upper floor, and so to
-the old-fashioned bedroom and dressing-room which no one but he ever
-occupied, and which were both still filled with his schoolboy and
-undergraduate treasures. There was a third room on each of the floors
-composing the two-storied building which had been added to the Priory
-some fifty years before, and these extra rooms--two downstairs, one
-upstairs--were sacred to Mrs. Turke.
-
-There, as Berwick well knew, she cherished the mahogany cradle in which
-she had so often rocked him to sleep: there were photographs of himself
-at every age, to which, of late years political caricatures had been
-added, and there also were garnered the endless gifts he had made and
-was always making to his old nurse. James Berwick had been sadly spoilt
-by the good things life had heaped on him in almost oppressive
-lavishness, but no thought of personal convenience would have made him
-give up, when at the Priory, these two rooms--this proximity to the
-elderly woman to whom he was so dear, and who had tended him so
-devotedly through a delicate and fretful childhood.
-
-As he walked about his bedroom, he looked round him well pleased. A good
-fire was burning in the grate, still compassed about with a nursery
-fender, and his evening clothes, an old suit always kept by him at
-Chancton, were already laid out on the four-post bed. Everything was
-exactly as he would have wished to find it; and so seeing, he suddenly
-frowned, most unreasonably. Why was it, he asked himself, that only
-here, only at the Priory, were things done for him as he would have
-always wished them to be--that is, noiselessly, invisibly? His own
-servants over at Chillingworth never made him so comfortable! But then,
-as he was fond of reminding himself, he was one of those men who dislike
-to be dependent on others. A nice regard, perhaps, for his own dignity
-had always caused him to dispense with the services of the one dependant
-to whom, we are told, his master can never hope to be a hero.
-
-There came a knock, a loud quavering tap-tap on the door. Berwick walked
-forward and opened it himself, then put his arms round Mrs. Turke's fat
-neck, and kissed her on each red cheek. The mauve and white striped gown
-was new to him, but each piece of handsome jewellery set about the
-substantial form had been his gift. "Well, Turke! well, old Turkey! it's
-an age since I've seen you all! I was in the village for a moment
-yesterday----"
-
-"For a moment? Fie, Mr. James, I know all about it, sir! You was at the
-Cottage for hours!"
-
-"Well, I really hadn't a minute to come over here! But make me welcome
-now that I am come, eh Turkey?"
-
-"Welcome? Why, bless you, sir, you know well enough that you're as
-welcome as flowers in May! We _have_ missed you dreadful all this
-summer! I can't think why gentlemen should want to go to such outlandish
-spots: I looked out the place in 'Peter Parley,' that I did, and I used
-to shake in my bed when I thought of all you must be going through, when
-you might be at home, here, with everything nice and comfortable about
-you."
-
-"I'll tell you what we'll do, Turkey--you can tell McGregor to lay
-dinner in the business room to-night, and you shall have it with me."
-
-As if struck by a sudden idea, he added, "And we'll have beans and
-bacon!"
-
-Mrs. Turke went off into a fit of laughter. "In October!" she cried.
-"Why, my lamb, where's all your fine learning gone to? Not but what,
-thanks to glass and the stoves, the fruits of the earth do appear at
-queer times nowadays, but it would be a sin to waste glass and stoves on
-beans!"
-
-Berwick was not one whit abashed, "If we can't have broad beans, we can
-have toasted cheese. My sister has got a French chef at Fletchings, and
-luncheon to-day was--well, you know, Turkey!"
-
-"I know, sir, just kickshaws! Taking the bread out of honest
-Englishwomen's mouths. I'd chef him!" and Berwick realised from the
-expression of her face that Mrs. Turke thought to chef was French for to
-cook.
-
-But there was a more important matter now in hand to be discussed, and
-she said slily, "You'll have better company than me to-night, Mr.
-James,--you'll have to put on your company manners, sir, for there's a
-lady staying here now, you know."
-
-"A lady?" he cried, "the devil there is!"
-
-"You remember Mr. and Mrs. Richard Rebell, surelye? They were here
-constant,--now let me see, a matter of twenty-five years ago and more,
-when you, Mr. James, were ten years old, my dear."
-
-"What?" he said, his tone suddenly altering, "do you mean--surely you
-cannot mean that poor Richard Rebell's daughter is staying here--in the
-Priory?--now?"
-
-"Yes, that's just what she is doing--staying."
-
-"Oh!" he said, in an altered voice, "perhaps after all I had better go
-back to Chillingworth to-night." He added abruptly, "She married (her
-name is Barbara, isn't it?) one of the West Indian Rebells. Is he here
-too?"
-
-Mrs. Turke folded her hands together, and shook her head sadly, but with
-manifest enjoyment. It was well that Mr. James knew nothing, and that it
-had been her part to tell the great news. "Oh no, we never mention him;
-his name is never heard! From what I can make out from the doctor,--but
-you know, Mr. James, what he's like,--the poor young lady, I mean Mrs.
-Rebell, has been most unlucky, matrimonially speaking; just like--_you
-know who_, sir----"
-
-"Oh! she's left her husband, has she? It seems to run in the family. Has
-she been here long, Turkey?"
-
-"Only since the day before yesterday. But Madam has already took to her
-wonderful: she does the morning reading now."
-
-"I should think that would be a great improvement on McKirdy's. But, by
-the way, isn't McKirdy jealous?"
-
-Mrs. Turke shook her finger at the speaker. "That's only your fun now,
-Mr. James! What call would the doctor have to be such a thing as
-jealous? Fie! Besides, he's quite taken to her himself."
-
-"Why then, the girl we saw with McKirdy yesterday must have been Mrs.
-Rebell! A tall, dark, slim creature, eh, Turkey? Very oddly dressed?" He
-turned and looked hard at his old nurse; she, in return, gave her
-nurseling a quick shrewd glance from out of her bright little eyes.
-
-"She's not what I call dressed at all," she said, "I never did see a
-young lady so shabby, but there, out in those hot climates----" she
-paused tolerantly. "Never mind; we'll soon make that all right. Madam
-set Léonie to work at once. As for looks," Mrs. Turke bridled, "Mrs.
-Rebell favours her poor papa more than she does her poor mamma," she
-said, primly, "but she's a very pleasant-spoken young lady. I do think
-you'll like her, Mr. James; and if I was you, sir, I would make up my
-mind to stay to-night and to be kind to her. I don't think you'll want
-much pressing----"
-
-Again she gave him that quick shrewd look which seemed to say so much
-more than her lips uttered. Sometimes Berwick felt an uncomfortable
-conviction that very little he thought and did remained hidden from his
-old nurse. To-night, as Mrs. Turke had felt quite sure he would do, he
-made up his mind to remain at Chancton Priory and to follow, in this
-matter of Mrs. Rebell, the advice given him.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Meanwhile, the subject of their discussion was sitting on a stool at the
-foot of her godmother's couch. It was strange how two days of constant
-communion with this stricken woman had impressed Barbara Rebell with a
-sense of Madame Sampiero's power of protecting and sheltering those over
-whom was thrown the mantle of her affection. The whole of Barbara's past
-life, her quiet childhood, her lonely girlhood, even the years she had
-spent with Pedro Rebell, had accustomed her to regard solitude as a
-normal state, and she now looked forward eagerly to what so many would
-have considered the long dull stretch of days spread out before her.
-
-All she desired, but that most ardently, was to become dear,--she would
-whisper to herself, perhaps necessary,--to Madame Sampiero. The physical
-state others might have regarded with repugnance and horror produced no
-such effect on Barbara's mind and imagination. All the tenderness of a
-heart long starved, and thrown back on itself and on the past, was now
-beginning to be lavished on this paralysed woman who had made her so
-generously welcome, and who, she intuitively felt, was making so great
-and so gallant a stand against evil fortune.
-
-Even to-night Mrs. Rebell, coming into the room, had been struck by
-the mingled severity and splendour of Madame Sampiero's appearance.
-The white velvet gown, the black lace cross-over, and the delicate
-tracery of the black coif heightened the beauty of the delicate
-features,--intensified the fire in the blue eyes, as a brighter scheme
-of colouring had not known how to do.
-
-Léonie--the lean, clever-looking, deft-fingered French maid who had
-grown old in the service of her mistress--stood by the couch looking
-down at her handiwork with an air of pride: "Madame a voulu faire un
-petit bout de toilette pour Monsieur Berwick," she explained
-importantly. Poor Barbara was by now rather nervously aware that there
-was something about her own appearance to-night which did not please her
-godmother. Indeed, sitting there, in this lofty room full of beautiful
-and extremely ornate pieces of furniture and rich hangings, she felt
-acutely conscious that she was, as it were, out of the picture. Words
-were not needed to tell her that, for some mysterious reason, her
-godmother wished her to look well before this Mr. James Berwick, who, if
-Mrs. Turke was to be believed, seemed to come and go so often at the
-Priory, but regarding whom, she, Barbara, felt as yet no interest.
-
-Almost involuntarily she answered the critical expression which rested
-on the clear-cut face. "I care so little how I look,--after all what
-does it matter?"
-
-But more quickly than usual she realised the significance of the
-murmured words, "Nonsense, child, it does matter, very much!" and she
-divined the phrase, "A woman should always try to look her best."
-Barbara smiled as Léonie joined in with "Une jolie femme doît sa beauté
-à elle-même," adding, in response to another of those muffled
-questioning murmurs, "Mais oui, Madame, Monsieur Boringdon a dû venir
-avec Monsieur Berwick."
-
-Mrs. Rebell looked up rather eagerly; if Oliver Boringdon were to be
-there this evening, and if outward appearance were of such consequence
-as these kind people, Madame Sampiero and the old Frenchwoman, seemed to
-think, then it was a pity that one of the only two people whom she had
-wished to impress favourably at Chancton should see her at a
-disadvantage.
-
-Again came low murmurs of which the significance entirely escaped
-Barbara, but which Léonie had heard and understood: quickly the maid
-went across the great room, and in a moment her brown hands had pulled
-open a deep drawer in the Buhl wardrobe which had once adorned the bed
-chamber of the last Queen of France. Now Léonie was coming back towards
-her mistress' couch, towards Barbara, her arms laden with a delicate
-foam of old lace.
-
-A few minutes of hard work with a needle and white thread, much eager
-chatter of French, and Barbara's thin white silk gown had been
-transformed from a straight and, according to the fashion of that day,
-shapeless gown, into a beautiful and poetic garment.
-
-A gleam of amused pleasure flashed across Madame Sampiero's trembling
-lips and wide open blue eyes: she realised that a little thought, a
-little trouble, would transform her god-daughter, if not into a beauty,
-then into a singularly distinguished and attractive-looking young woman.
-
-Like most beautiful people, Barbara Sampiero had always been generous in
-her appreciation of the beauty of others, and she would have been
-pleased indeed had Richard Rebell's daughter turned out as lovely as had
-been her mother,--lovely with that English beauty of golden hair and
-perfect colouring. But Barbara's charm, so far at least, seemed of the
-soul rather than of the body, and, recognising this fact, Madame
-Sampiero had at first felt disappointed, for her own experience--and in
-these matters a woman can only be guided by her own personal
-experience--was that in this world beauty of body counts very much more
-in obtaining for those who possess it their heart's desire than does
-beauty of soul.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The mistress of Chancton Priory had hesitated painfully before allowing
-Doctor McKirdy to write the letter which had bidden Barbara Rebell come
-to England. The old Scotchman, who to her surprise had urged Madame
-Sampiero to send for her god-daughter, regarded the coming of Barbara as
-a matter of comparatively small moment. If the experiment was not
-successful, well then Mrs. Rebell could be sent away again; but the
-mistress of the Priory knew that to herself the coming of Richard
-Rebell's daughter must either bring something like happiness, and the
-companionship for which she sometimes craved with so desperate a
-longing, or the destruction of the dignified peace in which she had
-known how to enfold herself as in a mantle.
-
-For a few days, Barbara's fate had indeed hung in the balance, and could
-money have taken the place of the shelter asked for, it would have been
-sent in ample measure. At last what had turned the balance and weighed
-down the scale had been a mere word said by Mrs. Turke--a word referring
-incautiously to James Berwick as the probable future owner of Chancton
-Priory.
-
-Hearing that word, the present owner's trembling lips had closed tightly
-together. So that was what they were all planning? That the Priory
-should be, in the fulness of time, handed over to James Berwick, to be
-added to the many possessions he had acquired by the sale of
-himself--Madame Sampiero, discussing the matter in the watches of her
-long night, did not choose and pick her words--by that of his young
-manhood, and of his already growing political reputation, to a sickly
-woman, older than himself, whose death had been the crowning boon she
-had bestowed on her husband.
-
-And so Chancton, which Madame Sampiero loved with so passionate an
-affection, was meant to take its place, as if by chance, at the end of
-the long list of Berwick's properties--that list which all who ran might
-read in those books of reference where the mightiness of Lord Bosworth's
-nephew was set forth--after Chillingworth, after the town house, after
-Churm Paddox, Newmarket, even after the property he had inherited from
-his own father in France. The thought whipped her as if with
-scorpions--perhaps the more so that for one moment, in the long ago, at
-a time when Barbara Sampiero wished to share everything with the man she
-loved, and before little Julia, that _enfant de miracle_, was born, she
-had seriously thought of making Lord Bosworth's nephew her heir. But his
-marriage had revolted her profoundly, and had, of course, made the
-questions of his future and his career, which had at one time been a
-matter for anxious thought on the part of his uncle and political
-godfather, more than secure. Well, indeed, had he, or rather his sister
-Arabella, feathered James Berwick's nest!
-
-Like most lonely wealthy women, Madame Sampiero had made and destroyed
-many wills in the course of her life, but since the death of her child
-she had made no new disposition of her property. Let the place go to any
-Rebell who could establish his or her claim to it--such had been her
-feeling. But while Barbara's short, pitiful, and yet dignified letter
-still remained unanswered, and while Mrs. Turke's incautious word still
-sounded in her ears, she had sent for her lawyer, and, after making a
-will which surprised him, had dictated to Doctor McKirdy the letter
-bidding Mrs. Rebell come and take up her permanent home at Chancton.
-
-And now--ah! even after only very few hours of Barbara's company, Madame
-Sampiero lay and trembled to think how nearly she had let this good
-thing which had suddenly come into her shadowed life slip by. All her
-life through she had acted on impulse, and often she had lived to regret
-what she had done, but this time, acting on what was to be, so she had
-assured herself, the last memorable impulse of her life, her instinct
-had guided her aright.
-
-What Barbara had felt, on the first morning when she wandered about the
-beautiful old house, her god-mother had since also experienced, with
-increasing regret and self-reproach. Why had she not sent for the girl
-immediately after Richard Rebell's death? Why had she allowed the
-terrible grief and physical distress which then oppressed her to prevent
-the accomplishment of that act of humanity and mercy? True, poor Barbara
-had already met the man whom she had married almost immediately
-afterwards, but had she, Madame Sampiero, done her duty by her
-god-daughter, the girl might have been saved from the saddest because
-the least remediable fate which can befall a woman, that of an unhappy
-uncongenial marriage--how unhappy, how uncongenial Madame Sampiero did
-not yet fully know.
-
-But now it was no use to waste time in lamenting the irreparable, and
-the paralysed woman set her clear mind to do all that could be done to
-make the life of her young kinswoman as much as might be honoured and
-happy. Those old friends and neighbours whose disapproval and
-reprobation the owner of Chancton Priory had endured during many years
-with easy philosophy, and whose later pity and proffered sympathy she
-had so fiercely rejected when her awful loss and subsequent physical
-disability had made them willing to surround her once more with love,
-with sympathy, ay and almost with the respect she had forfeited, should
-now be asked to show kindness to Richard Rebell's daughter. Hence the
-letters dictated to Doctor McKirdy which Berwick had seen lying ready
-for post in the hall.
-
-Other epistles, of scarcely less moment from the point of view of Madame
-Sampiero, had also been despatched from the Priory during the last two
-days. Barbara must be made fit in every way for the place which she was
-to take now, and in the future, at Chancton Priory. In material matters,
-money can do so much! Madame Sampiero knew exactly how much--and alas!
-how little--money can do. Her wealth could not restore poor Barbara's
-girlhood, could not obliterate the fact that far away, in a West Indian
-island, there lived a man who might some day make Barbara as wretched as
-she herself had been made by Napoleone Sampiero. But there remained the
-power of so acting that Barbara should be armed _cap-à-pie_ for any
-worldly warfare that might come--the power of surrounding her with that
-outward appearance of importance and prosperity which, as Madame
-Sampiero well knew, means much in this world.
-
-Hence milliners and dressmakers were told to hie them to Chancton, from
-Bond Street, and, better still, from the Rue de la Paix. Doctor McKirdy
-was amused, bewildered, touched to the heart, as he bent his red-grey
-head over the notepaper, and drew heavy cheques "all for the covering of
-one poor perishable body." So much fling he allowed himself, and then
-suddenly "Madam" had said something,--now what had she said? The doctor
-was completely nonplussed, angry with himself--he, whose mind always
-leapt to hers! Again and again the long sentence was murmured forth--it
-must be something of the utmost importance--luckily Mrs. Turke just then
-bustled into the room, and with startling clearness had come the words,
-"You tell him, Turkey!" Again the muttered incomprehensible murmur, and
-Mrs. Turke's instant comprehension, "Why, of course, Madam reminds you,
-doctor, that
-
- "The very sheep and silkworms wore
- The selfsame clothing long before!"
-
-Well, well, as long as it all added a moment of cheerfulness, of
-forgetfulness of the bitter past to his patient, what did anything
-matter? Doctor McKirdy told himself rather ruefully that Madam had
-always been fond of fine raiment: for his part, he thought Mrs. Rebell
-looked very well as she was, especially when wearing that long white
-cloak of hers, but if it pleased Madam to dress her up like a doll, why,
-of course, they must all give in with a good grace.
-
-Meanwhile, oh! yes, he quite understood that she was not to be shown
-overmuch to the critical eyes of the village--there was to be no going
-to church, for instance, till the fine feathers were come which were to
-transform the gentle modest dove-like creature into a bird of paradise.
-
-To-day, for the first time for many years, Madame Sampiero could have
-dispensed with the presence of James Berwick at the Priory. Of all men
-he was the most fastidious in the matter of women's looks. A first
-impression, so Barbara's godmother reminded herself, counts so much with
-a man, and what James thought now of Barbara Rebell would be sure to be
-reported at once at Fletchings.
-
-Fletchings, never long out of Madame Sampiero's thoughts, yet rarely
-mentioned to those about her--Fletchings the charming, rather small
-manor-house originally bought by Lord Bosworth in order that he might be
-close--and yet not too close, in the eyes of a censorious world--to
-Chancton Priory. This had been some thirty years ago, long before the
-memorable later period when both of them became entirely indifferent to
-what that same world might think.
-
-And now James Berwick had come to be the only link between Fletchings
-and the Priory. It had been Madame Sampiero's will, ruthlessly carried
-out, that all relationship between herself and Lord Bosworth should
-cease--that they should no longer meet, even to mourn together their
-child Julia. She wished to be remembered as she had been, not as she now
-was, a living corpse, an object of repulsion--so she told herself with
-grim frankness--to any sanely constituted man.
-
-The mistress of Chancton Priory never allowed herself to regret her
-decision, but still there were times when James Berwick's prolonged
-absences saddened her and seemed to make the lamp of her life burn very
-low. From him alone she chose to learn what her old friend was thinking
-and doing, and how he regarded those struggles in the political arena of
-which she was still almost as interested a spectator as he was himself.
-Through Berwick, she was thus able to follow each phase of the pleasant
-life Lord Bosworth had made for himself, in this, the evening of his
-days.
-
-Madame Sampiero, during the long hour just before the dawn, had debated
-keenly within herself as to whether it would be well for Barbara to go
-to Fletchings. Certainly, yes, if the so doing would add to her
-happiness or consolidate her position, but then Arabella Berwick must be
-won over and propitiated, made to understand that Mrs. Rebell was
-destined to become a person of importance. What Arabella should be
-brought to think rested with James Berwick. For the first time for
-years, Madame Sampiero would have given much to be downstairs, to-night,
-to see what was going on in the great Blue drawing-room which lay just
-below her own room.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V.
-
- "So every sweet with sour is tempered still,
- That maketh it be coveted the more;
- For easy things that may be got at will
- Most sorts of men do set but little store."
- SPENSER.
-
-
-Berwick walked up and down the hall waiting for Mrs. Rebell. Not only
-Mrs. Turke's ambiguous utterances, but his own knowledge of her parents,
-made him look forward with a certain curiosity to seeing her.
-
-The story of Richard Rebell, the one-time brilliant and popular man
-about town, who, not long after his marriage to a reigning beauty, had
-been overwhelmed by the shameful accusation of cheating at cards; the
-subsequent libel case which had developed into a mid-Victorian _cause
-célèbre_; the award of nominal damages; and Mr. and Mrs. Richard
-Rebell's ultimate retreat, for ever, to the Continent--it was all well
-known to James Berwick.
-
-Still, he would rather have met this Mrs. Rebell anywhere else than at
-Chancton Priory. Her presence here could not but destroy, for himself,
-the peculiar charm of the place.
-
-How unpunctual she was! Why was it that women--with the one exception of
-his sister Arabella--were always either too early or too late?
-
-McGregor's voice broke across the ungallant thought, "Mrs. Rebell, sir,
-is in the Blue drawing-room. She has been down some time."
-
-The words gave Berwick a disagreeable shock. The Blue drawing-room?
-Years had gone by since the two charming rooms taking up the whole west
-side of the Priory had been in familiar use. He remembered very well the
-last time he had seen them filled with a feminine presence. It had been
-just after his first term at Oxford, when he still felt something of the
-schoolboy: Madame Sampiero, beautiful and gracious as she only knew how
-to be, had received him with great kindness, striving to put him
-completely at his ease. There had been there also his uncle, Lord
-Bosworth, and a certain Septimus Daman, an old friend and habitué of the
-Priory in those later days of Lord Bosworth and Madame Sampiero's
-intimacy, when no woman ever crossed its stately threshold.
-
-Just before the little party of four, the three men and their hostess,
-had gone in to dinner, a radiant apparition had danced into the room,
-little fair-haired Julia, the incarnation of happy childhood. Her mother
-had placed her, laughing, beside the rather fantastic portrait which was
-then being painted of the child by an Italian artist, and which now hung
-in Lord Bosworth's study at Fletchings, bearing silent witness to many
-past events.
-
-With the memory of this scene singularly vivid, it shocked Berwick that
-now, even after the lapse of so many years, another woman should be
-installed as mistress of the room towards which he was bending his
-steps. So feeling, he hesitated, and waited for a moment, a frown on his
-face, before turning the handle of the door.
-
- * * * * *
-
-James Berwick cultivated in himself a sense of the unusual and the
-picturesque; especially was he ever consciously seeking to find these
-qualities in those women with whom chance brought him into temporary
-contact. As he passed through into the Blue drawing-room, he became at
-once aware that the former ordered beauty of the apartment had been
-restored, and that the tall white figure standing by the fire
-harmonised, in some subtle fashion, with the old French furniture
-covered in the rather bright blue silk which gave its name to the room.
-
-Barbara Rebell was gazing down into the wood fire, one slender hand and
-arm resting on the rose marble mantel-piece. She looked singularly young
-and forlorn, and yet, as she turned towards him, he saw that her whole
-bearing was instinct with a rather desperate dignity. She was not at all
-what the man advancing towards her had thought to find--above all she
-now looked curiously unlike the clear-eyed vigorous creature she had
-appeared when walking by McKirdy's side along the open down.
-
-As James Berwick came into the circle of light thrown by the tall shaded
-lamps, she turned and directly faced him,--the expression of her face
-that of a shrinking and proud embarrassment. Then she spoke, the words
-she uttered bringing to her hearer discomfiture and rather piqued
-surprise.
-
-"I have been wishing so much to see you, Mr. Boringdon, and also your
-mother. I think your sister must have written and told you of her
-kindness to me--though indeed I do not suppose for a moment she can have
-made you understand how very very good she and Mr. Johnstone both were.
-I am the bearer of several things from Grace. Also"--her low grave voice
-faltered--"I wish to ask if you will be so kind as to arrange for the
-sending back to your brother-in-law of some money he lent me." She held
-out as she spoke an envelope, "It is fifty pounds, and I do not know how
-to convey it to him."
-
-Berwick felt keenly annoyed,--there is always something lowering to
-one's self-esteem in being taken for another person, and especially in
-receiving in that character anything savouring of a confidential
-communication.
-
-"You are making a mistake," he said, rather sharply; "my name is
-Berwick--James Berwick. Oliver Boringdon, Mrs. Johnstone's brother,
-lives at Chancton Cottage. You will certainly meet him in the course of
-the next day or two."
-
-Mrs. Rebell looked for a moment extremely disconcerted: a flood of
-bright colour swept over her face, but Berwick, now considering her
-closely, saw that, if confused, she was also most certainly relieved.
-Her manner altered,--she became, in a gentle and rather abstracted way,
-at ease. The man now standing close to her suddenly felt as if in the
-presence of a shy and yet confiding creature--one only half tame, ready
-to spring away at any rough unmannerly approach. He caught himself
-wondering how it was that she had already made friends with McKirdy, and
-he told himself that there was about this woman something at once
-delicately charming and at the same time disarming--he no longer grudged
-her presence at the Priory.
-
-On their way to the dining-room, during their progress through the hall,
-Berwick looked down at the fingers resting on his arm. They were
-childishly small and delicate. She must have, he thought, a singularly
-pretty foot: yes, there was certainly something of the nymph about
-her,--his first instinct had not been at fault, after all.
-
-Mrs. Rebell walked to the further side of the large round table,
-evidently regarding her companion as her guest, and from that moment
-onwards, James Berwick never disputed Barbara Rebell's sovereignty of
-Chancton Priory. Indeed, soon he was glad that she had chosen so to
-place herself that, whenever he looked up, he saw her small head--the
-ivory tinted face so curiously framed by short curling dark hair, and
-the rather widely set apart, heavy-lidded eyes--sharply outlined against
-the curtainless oriel window, of which the outer side was swept by the
-branches of a cedar of Lebanon.
-
-Berwick felt himself in an approving mood. His old nurse had been right;
-Mrs. Rebell would add to, not detract from, the charm of the Priory.
-Many trifling matters ministered to his fancy. The dining-table was bare
-of flowers and of ornament: McGregor, it was clear, had lost touch with
-the outside world. Berwick was glad too that Mrs. Rebell wore no
-jewels,--not even, to his surprise, a wedding ring. She must be even
-more out of touch with her contemporaries than McGregor! And yet her
-dress,--yes, there could be no doubt about it--had an air of
-magnificence, in spite of its extreme plainness. Now that he came to
-think of it, her white lace gown, vaporous and mysterious, resembled,
-quite curiously so, that of a bride.
-
-So, doubtless, sitting there, as they were sitting now, more than one
-Rebell bride and bridegroom had sat in this old dining-room, at this
-very round table, in those days when men brought their newly-wedded
-wives straight home. The last Rebells to have done so must have been
-Madame Sampiero's grandfather and grandmother, her own and her
-god-daughter's common ancestors. Berwick wondered swiftly if it was from
-that bride of a hundred years ago that Barbara had taken her eyes--those
-singularly desolate eyes which alone in her face implied experience.
-
-He looked across the table with a whimsical, considering look. A
-stranger passing by outside that window would take them for husband and
-wife. So do folk judge by mere appearance! The fact that for himself as
-well as for her marriage was out of the region of practical
-possibilities made amusing,--gave something of piquancy to this little
-scene of pseudo-domesticity.
-
-Barbara also looked up and across at him. She saw clearly, for the first
-time, for the lamps in the Blue drawing-room gave but a quavering light,
-the tanned and tense-looking face, of which perhaps the most arresting
-features were the penetrating bright blue eyes. The strong jaw--not a
-handsome feature, this--was partly concealed by a ragged straw-coloured
-moustache, many shades lighter than the hair brushed straight across the
-already seamed forehead. She smiled, a delicate heart-whole smile,
-softening and brightening, altering incredibly the rather austere lines
-of her face.
-
-"I'm thinking," she said, "of Mrs. Turke. I was in her sitting-room
-to-day, and she showed me the many portraits she has there of you; that
-being so, I certainly ought not to have mistaken you, even for a moment,
-for Mr. Boringdon!"
-
-But with the mention of the name the smile faded, and a look of
-oppression came over her face.
-
-"Grace Johnstone," Berwick's sudden utterance of the name was an
-experiment: he waited: ah! yes, that was it! The painful association was
-with Mrs. Johnstone, not with Oliver Boringdon or his mother.
-
-"Grace Johnstone," he repeated, "is a very old friend of mine, Mrs.
-Rebell, and it is always a pleasure to me to have news of her."
-
-Barbara was opening and shutting her ringless left hand with a nervous
-gesture: she began crumbling the bread by her plate.
-
-"I have not known her very long," she said, "but nothing could have
-exceeded her kindness to me. I was very ill, and Mrs. Johnstone took me
-into her own house and nursed me well again. It seemed so very strange a
-coincidence that her mother and brother should be living at Chancton, so
-near to my godmother." But Berwick realised that the coincidence was not
-regarded by the speaker as a happy one.
-
-"Mrs. Boringdon," he said slowly, "is quite unlike her daughter. I
-should think there was very little confidence between them. If you will
-allow me to be rather impertinent, to take advantage of our
-relationship--you know my great-grandfather very wisely married your
-great-grandmother's sister--I should like to give you a piece of
-advice----"
-
-Barbara looked at him anxiously--the youthfulness which had so disarmed
-him again became manifest in her face.
-
-"My advice is that you write a note to the Johnstones, and then confide
-it to my care to send off with the fifty pounds you are returning to
-them. I will see that they receive it safely." Some instinct--the
-outcome, perhaps, of many money dealings with pretty women--made him
-add, with a touch of reserve, "But perhaps Mrs. Johnstone did not know
-of this loan?"
-
-"Oh! yes, of course she did! Indeed it was she who suggested it. But for
-that I could not have come home." Barbara was blushing, and Berwick saw
-tears shining in her eyes. He felt oddly moved. He had often heard of,
-but he had never seen, the shedding of tears of gratitude.
-
-"Yes," he said hastily, "I felt sure that was the case. But I do not
-think Mrs. Boringdon need be informed of the fact."
-
-Mrs. Rebell had risen. A sudden fear that she might be going upstairs,
-that he would not see her again that night, came over Berwick.
-
-"Do go into the drawing-room and write that note to the Johnstones, and
-I will join you there in a few moments. I am going over to my own
-quarters to fetch something which will, I think, interest you."
-
-Berwick held open the door, waited till the echo of her footsteps had
-gone, then quickly lighted a pipe, and walking across the dining-room
-pushed open one of the sections of the high oriel window. Then he made
-his way round, almost stealthily, to the stretch of lawn on which opened
-the French windows of the two drawing-rooms. The curtains were not
-drawn: McGregor, and his satellite, the village lad who was being
-transformed into a footman, had certainly grown careless,--and yet it
-would have been a pity to shut out the moon, and it was not at all cold.
-
-Pacing up and down, Berwick, every few moments, saw, set as in a frame,
-the whole interior of the Blue drawing-room, forming a background to
-Barbara Rebell. Indeed, she was quite near the window, sitting--an hour
-ago the fact would have shocked him--at Madame Sampiero's own
-writing-table, at that exquisite Louis XV. escritoire which had been
-discovered by Lord Bosworth in a Provençal château, and given by him,
-now many a long year ago, to the mistress of Chancton Priory.
-
-Barbara had lighted the two green candles which her unseen watcher could
-remember as having been there so long that their colour had almost
-faded. She was bending over the notepaper, her slight supple figure
-thrown forward in a curiously graceful attitude. Again and again
-Berwick, walking and smoking outside, stopped and looked critically at
-the little scene. It is seldom that a man can so look consideringly at a
-woman, save perhaps at a place of public amusement, or in a church.
-
-At last, slightly ashamed of himself, he turned round for the last time,
-and plunged into the moonlit darkness lying the other side of the house.
-In his room was a graceful sketch of Mrs. Richard Rebell, Barbara's
-lovely mother. He felt certain that the daughter would greatly value it.
-How surely his instinct had guided him he himself hardly knew. Barbara
-had loved her mother passionately, and after this evening she never
-glanced at the early presentment of that same beloved mother without a
-kind thought for the giver of it.
-
- * * * * *
-
-A curious hour followed: spent by Berwick and Mrs. Rebell one on each
-side of Madame Sampiero's couch--Barbara listening, quite silently,
-while Berwick, never seen to more advantage than when exerting himself
-to please and interest the stricken mistress of Chancton Priory, told
-news of that absorbing world of high politics which to Madame Sampiero
-had long been the only one which counted, and in which much of her past
-life had been spent.
-
-So listening, Barbara felt herself pitifully ignorant. Pedro Rebell,
-proud as he had been of his British name and ancestry, made no attempt
-to keep in touch with England. True, certain names, mentioned so
-familiarly before her, were remembered as having been spoken by her
-father, but this evening, seeing how much this question--this mysterious
-question of the Ins and the Outs--meant to Madame Sampiero, Barbara made
-up her mind, rather light-heartedly considering the magnitude of the
-task, to lose no time in mastering the political problems of her
-country.
-
-It must be admitted that Berwick's eager out-pouring--though it included
-what one of his listeners knew was a masterly forecast of the fate he
-hoped was about to overwhelm the Government which had already earned the
-nickname of "The Long Parliament"--did not add much to Mrs. Rebell's
-knowledge of contemporary statecraft. Still, her attention never
-flagged, and the speaker, noting her absorption, thought he had never
-had so agreeable an audience, or one which showed more whole-heartedly
-its sympathy with Her Majesty's Opposition.
-
-The entrance of Doctor McKirdy into the room proved a harsh
-interruption.
-
-"Be off!" he cried unceremoniously. "Madam won't be having a glint of
-sleep this night!" and then as Madame Sampiero spoke, her speech sadly
-involved, "Ay, ay, I've no doubt that all this company and talking has
-made ye feel more alive, but we don't want you to be feeling dead
-to-morrow, Madam--eh, what? That wouldn't matter? It would indeed
-matter, to those who had your death on their consciences!"
-
-But already Berwick and Mrs. Rebell were in the corridor. "I hope I have
-not tired her?" he said ruefully.
-
-"No--no, indeed! You heard what she said? You made her feel alive--no
-wonder she looks forward to your coming! Oh! I hope you will be here
-often."
-
-Berwick looked at her oddly, almost doubtfully, for a moment. "I expect
-to be here a good deal this winter," he said slowly.
-
-But if he thought that the evening, so well begun, was to be concluded
-in the Blue drawing-room downstairs, he was disappointed. Barbara turned
-and made him an old-fashioned curtsey--such an obeisance as French and
-Italian girls are taught to make to those of rank, and to the aged,--and
-then in a moment she was gone, up the winding staircase, leaving Berwick
-strangely subjugated and charmed.
-
-He was turning slowly when there came the sound of shuffling feet.
-"Madam insists on your coming back just for a moment. Now don't go
-exciting of her or she'll never live to see you occupying that chair of
-little ease."
-
-"What chair?" asked Berwick lazily: he was fond of McKirdy with an old
-fondness dating from his earliest childhood.
-
-"The high seat, the gallows of fifty cubits set apart for the Prime
-Minister of this great country!"
-
-"I'm afraid Madam will have to wait a long time before she sees me
-there!"
-
-"Well, man, give her at least the chance of living to see that glorious
-day!"
-
-But Madame Sampiero had, as it turned out, very little to say, and
-nothing of an exciting nature.
-
-"Do I think Arabella will like her?" Berwick was rather taken aback and
-puzzled. He had not thought of his sister and Mrs. Rebell in
-conjunction, and the idea was not a particularly agreeable one. "Well,
-yes, why shouldn't she? They are absolutely unlike," a not unkindly
-smile came over his face. He added, "I am sure my uncle will be charmed
-with her," then bent forward to catch the faltering utterance, "Yes, I
-know Richard Rebell was a friend of his--but do I understand that you
-want Arabella to ask her to Fletchings?" There was a rather long
-pause--"Yes, yes, Arabella shall certainly call on Mrs. Rebell, and at
-once."
-
- * * * * *
-
-One fact necessarily dominated Berwick's relations with, and attitude
-towards, women. That he often forgot this fact, and would remain for
-long periods of time quite unaware that it lay in wait for him to catch
-him tripping, was certain. But even so, any little matter, such as a
-moment of sudden instinctive sympathy with some pretty creature standing
-on the threshold of life, was apt to bring back the knowledge, to make
-the Fact the one thing to be remembered.
-
-Again, it was never forgotten--not for a moment--by the human being who
-had Berwick's interest most at heart, and who had played from his
-earliest boyhood a preponderant part in his life. Arabella Berwick
-always remembered that her brother's dead wife, behaving on this unique
-occasion as a man might have done, and as men have often done, had so
-left her vast fortune that even the life interest must pass away from
-him, and that irrevocably, in the event of his making a second marriage.
-
-At the time of his wife's death, James Berwick had been annoyed--keenly
-so--by the comment this clause in her will had provoked--far more so
-indeed than by the clause itself. His brief experience of married life
-had not been such as to make him at all desirous of repeating the
-experiment; and what he saw of marriage about him did not incline him to
-envy the lot of the average married man. Accordingly, the condition of
-bachelorhood attaching to his present wealth pressed very lightly on
-him. It was, however, always present to Miss Berwick, and when her
-brother was staying at Fletchings--even more, when she was acting, as
-she sometimes did, as hostess to his friends--attractive girls were
-never included in the house party, and the agreeable, unattached widow,
-who has become a social institution, was rigorously avoided by her.
-
-Unless the attraction is so strong as to cause him to overleap each of
-the many barriers erected by our rather elaborate civilisation, a man of
-the world--a man interested supremely in politics, considerably in
-sport, and in the hundred and one matters which occupy people of wealth
-and leisure--is generally apt to know, in an intimate social sense, only
-those women with whom he is brought in contact by his own womenfolk.
-Berwick went into many worlds to which his sister had no wish to have
-access, but both before his marriage and since he had become a widower,
-she had been careful to throw him, as far as lay in her power, with
-women who could in no way dispute her own position as his trusted
-counsellor and friend. This was made the more easy because James Berwick
-in all good faith disliked that feminine type which plays in politics
-the part of francs-tireurs--he called them by the less agreeable name of
-"stirabouts." Miss Berwick cultivated on her brother's behalf every type
-of pretty, amusing, and even clever married woman, but no worldly mother
-was ever more careful in keeping her daughter out of the way of
-detrimentals than was Arabella Berwick in avoiding for her brother
-dangerous proximities of an innocent kind.
-
-Unfortunately Berwick was not always as grateful as he should have been
-to so kind and far-sighted a sister. He would suddenly take a fancy to
-the freshest and prettiest _débutante_, and for a while, perhaps from
-June to August, Arabella would tremble. On one occasion she had conveyed
-some idea of her brother's position to an astute lady who had regarded
-him as a prospective son-in-law, and when once the mother had thoroughly
-realised the dreadful truth concerning the tenure of his large income,
-the young beauty had been spirited away.
-
-Then, again,--and this, it is to be feared, happened more
-frequently--Berwick would deliberately put himself in the way of some
-devastating charmer, who, even if technically "safe" from his sister's
-standpoint, belonged to the type which breeds mischief, and causes those
-involuntary appearances in the law courts of his country which stand so
-much in the way of the ambitious young statesman. Such ladies, as Miss
-Berwick well knew, have a disconcerting knack of getting rid of their
-legal impediment to re-marriage. Berwick had lately had a very narrow
-escape from such a one. In the sharp discussion between the brother and
-sister which had followed, he had exclaimed sardonically, "Really,
-Arabella, what you ought to look out for--I mean for me--is some poor
-pretty soul with a mad husband safe out of the way. You know lunatics
-live for ever." And Arabella, though she had smiled reprovingly, had
-been struck by the carelessly uttered words.
-
-Miss Berwick's attitude to certain disagreeable and sordid facts of
-human life had been early fixed by herself as one of disdainful
-aloofness. She did not permit herself to judge those about her, and far
-preferred not to know of their transgressions. When such knowledge was
-thrust upon her--as had necessarily been the case with her uncle, Lord
-Bosworth, and Madame Sampiero--she judged narrowly and hardly the woman,
-contemptuously and leniently the man.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI.
-
- "Crois-tu donc que l'on peut commander à son coeur?
- On aime malgré soi, car l'Amour est un hôte
- Qui vient à son caprice, et toujours en vainqueur."
-
- E. AUGIER.
-
-
-During the ten days which followed that on which Mrs. Boringdon had held
-a certain conversation with her son, Lucy Kemp gradually became aware of
-two things. The first, which seemed to blot out and exclude everything
-else, was that she loved--in the old-fashioned pathetic sense of the
-abused word--Oliver Boringdon.
-
-Hitherto she had been able to call the deep feeling which knit her to
-him "friendship," but that kindly hypocrisy would serve no longer: she
-was now aware what name to call it by. She had known it since the
-evening she had noticed that his manner had altered, that he had become
-more reserved, less really at ease. The second thing of which Lucy
-became aware, during those long dragging empty days, was the fact of her
-keen unhappiness, and of her determination to conceal it from those
-about her--especially from the father and mother who, she knew, were so
-strangely sensitive to all that concerned her.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Major-General and Mrs. Kemp had been settled at Chancton Grange for some
-years, and the Mutiny hero, the man whose gallant deed had once thrilled
-England, Mrs. Kemp, and their young daughter, had come to be regarded by
-the village folk with that kindly contempt which is bred, we are told,
-by familiarity.
-
-The General's incisive, dry manner was rather resented by those of his
-neighbours who had hoped to make of him a local tea-party celebrity, and
-his constructive interest in local politics won him but tepid praise
-from the villagers, while the fact that Mrs. Kemp's large-minded charity
-and goodness of heart was tempered by a good deal of shrewd
-common-sense, did not make her the more loved by those, both gentle and
-simple, whom she was unwearying in helping in time of trouble.
-
-The husband and wife were, however, rather grudgingly regarded as a
-model couple. It had soon been noticed that they actually appeared
-happier together than apart, and, surprising fact, that in the
-day-to-day life of walking and driving, ay and even of sitting still
-indoors, they apparently preferred each other's company to that of any
-of their neighbours!
-
-Why one man succeeds, and another, apparently superior in every respect,
-fails in winning the prizes, the pleasant places, and the easy paths of
-life, is a mystery rather to their acquaintances than to their intimate
-friends--people who, according to the schoolboy's excellent definition,
-"know all about you, but like you all the same." Now the peculiarity
-about General Kemp was that he had neither succeeded nor failed, or
-rather he had been successful only up to a certain point. He had won his
-V.C. as a subaltern in the Mutiny, and promotion had naturally followed.
-But after he had attained to field rank, he saw his career broken off
-abruptly, and that for no shortcomings of his own, for nothing that he
-could have helped or altered in any way.
-
-It was a prosaic misfortune enough, being simply the relentless knife of
-economy, wielded by a new and enthusiastic Secretary at War, which cut
-off at one sweep General Kemp and various of his contemporaries and
-comrades in arms. The right honourable gentleman, as he explained to an
-admiring House of Commons, was able to save the difference between the
-full pay and the retired pay of these officers--a substantial sum to be
-sure, but still not so much as was afterwards expended by the right
-honourable gentleman's successors in bringing the establishment of
-officers up to its proper strength again.
-
-General Kemp was a deeply disappointed man, but he kept his feelings
-strictly to himself, and only his wife knew what compulsory retirement
-had meant to him, and, for the matter of that, to herself, for Mrs.
-Kemp, very early in life, had put all her eggs in Thomas Kemp's basket.
-
-But in one matter there had been no disappointment. The fact that Lucy's
-childhood had been spent, though not unhappily, far from her parents,
-seemed to make her doubly dear to them: and then, to their fond eyes and
-hearts, their child was everything a girl should be. Unlike the girls of
-whom Mrs. Kemp sometimes heard so much, she showed no desire to leave
-her father and mother--no wish even to enjoy the gaieties which fell to
-the lot of her contemporaries who lived amid livelier scenes than those
-afforded by a remote Sussex village, and this though she was as fond of
-dancing and of play as other young creatures of her age.
-
-Until a year ago,--nay, till six months back,--Mrs. Kemp would have
-disbelieved an angel, had so august a visitant foretold that there would
-soon arise, and that through no fault of hers or of the girl's, a cloud
-between her daughter, her darling Lucy, and herself; and yet this thing,
-this incredible thing, had come to pass.
-
-The worst the mother had feared, and she had sometimes feared it
-greatly, was that her only daughter, following in this her own example,
-would marry to India, or, worse still, to some far-away colony. But,
-even so, Mrs. Kemp would have made the sacrifice, especially if Lucy's
-lover had in any way recalled the Tom Kemp of thirty years before.
-
-However, as so generally happens, the danger the mother had dreaded
-passed by harmlessly: Lucy received and rejected the offer of a soldier,
-the son of one of the General's oldest friends; and her girlish heart
-had turned to something so utterly different, so entirely unexpected,
-that neither Mrs. Kemp nor Lucy's father had known how to deal with the
-situation which had come upon them with a suddenness which had amazed
-them both.
-
- * * * * *
-
-In spite of her look of unformed youth and gravely young manner, Lucy
-Kemp was in no sense a child. There are surely many women who at some
-stage of their life, paraphrasing the famous phrase, might well exclaim,
-"I think, therefore I am--a woman." But such a test would convict many
-women of eternal childhood.
-
-Lucy, during the last year, had thought much--too much, perhaps, for her
-comfort. She had early made up her mind as to what she did not wish to
-do with her life. In no circumstances would she become the wife of
-Captain Laxton, but she had found it difficult to convince him of her
-resolution.
-
-So it was that now, during those dreary days when the flow of constant
-communication between Oliver Boringdon and the Grange had ceased, as if
-by a stroke of malignant magic, poor Lucy had had more than time to
-examine her mind and heart, and to feel a dreadful terror lest what she
-found there should also be discovered by those about her, and especially
-by Oliver himself.
-
-Mrs. Kemp was not well--so rare an occurrence as to alter all the usual
-habits of the Grange. The General wandered disconsolately about the
-garden, and through the lower rooms, reading, smoking, and gardening,
-but it always ended in his going up to his wife's room. Lucy, standing
-apart, was not too busy with her thoughts to realise, more than she had
-ever done before, the vitality, the compelling bondage, of such an
-attachment as that between her quiet, rather silent, father and her
-impulsive affectionate mother. Watching those two with a new, and an
-almost painful, interest, the girl told herself that, for a year of such
-happy bondage between herself and Oliver Boringdon, she would willingly
-give the rest of her life in exchange.
-
-Looking back, especially on the last few months, Lucy was able to recall
-many moments, nay hours, when Oliver had undoubtedly regarded her as
-being in a very special sense his friend. Bending over her work, sitting
-silent by her mother's bedside, Lucy would suddenly remember, with a
-fluttering of the heart, certain kindly looks, certain frankly uttered
-confidences--and, remembering these things, she would regain some of the
-self-respect which sometimes seemed to have slipped away from her in a
-night. To Lucy Kemp the thought of seeking before being sought was
-profoundly repugnant, and she was deeply ashamed of the feeling which
-possessed her, and which alone seemed real in her daily life.
-
-There had been no love-making on Oliver's part--no, indeed!--but the
-very phrase has acquired a vulgar significance. The girl thought she
-knew every way of love, and she shrank from being "made love to."
-Captain Laxton's eager desire to anticipate her every trifling wish, his
-awkward and most unprovoked compliments, the haunting of her when she
-would so much rather have been alone--ah! no, Oliver could never behave
-like that, in so absurd, so undignified a manner, to any woman. If
-Captain Laxton was a typical lover, then Lucy Kemp felt sure that
-Boringdon was incapable of being, in that sense, in love, and she
-thought all the better of him for it.
-
-Nay, more,--the belief that Oliver was in this so different from other,
-more commonplace, men, brought infinite comfort. Lucy, compelled to
-admit that he had at no time shown any wish to make love to her, brought
-herself to think it possible that Boringdon was in very truth incapable
-of that peculiar jealous passionate feeling of which the girl now knew
-herself to be as much possessed as was Captain Laxton himself--that
-strange state of feeling so constantly described in those novels which
-she and her mother read, and of which her soldier lover, when in her
-company, seemed the living embodiment.
-
-During the past ten days, Lucy had only twice seen Oliver, and this in
-village life must mean deliberate avoidance. So feeling, pride, and
-instinctive modesty, had kept her away from the Cottage, and Mrs.
-Boringdon--this was surely strange--had made no effort to see her. Once,
-in a by-way of Chancton, Lucy had met Oliver face to face,--he had
-stopped her, inquired eagerly concerning Mrs. Kemp, and seemed inclined,
-more than she had done at the moment, to talk in the old way, to
-linger--then with an odd, almost rude abruptness, he had turned and left
-her, and tears, of which she had been bitterly, agonisingly ashamed, had
-rushed into poor Lucy's brown eyes.
-
-Their other meeting--one which was infinitely pleasanter to look back
-upon--had been at the Grange. Boringdon had come with a note from his
-mother to Mrs. Kemp; Lucy had taken it from him at the door, and unasked
-he had followed the girl through the hall out into the old-fashioned
-garden. There, after a word said by her as to the surprising result of
-an important by-election,--since she had known him Lucy had become very
-much of a politician,--Oliver had suddenly taken from his pocket a
-letter which concerned him nearly, and acting as if on an irresistible
-impulse, he had begged her to read it.
-
-The letter was from a man who had been one of his principal constituents
-and supporters during his brief period of Parliamentary glory, and
-contained private information concerning the probable resignation of the
-member who had been Boringdon's successful rival at the last
-election--it of course amounted to an invitation to stand again.
-
-For a moment standing, out there in the garden, Time seemed to have been
-put back: Oliver and she were talking in the old way--indeed, he was
-just telling her exactly what he meant to write in answer to this
-all-important letter, when, to Lucy's discomfiture and deep chagrin,
-General Kemp had suddenly appeared in the garden porch of the Grange and
-had put a quick sharp end to the discussion. "Your mother wants you,
-Lucy--will you please go up to her at once?" and the girl had obeyed
-without saying good-bye, for she felt sure--or perhaps, had hoped to
-ensure--that Boringdon would wait till she came down again. But alas!
-when she ran down, a few minutes later, the young man was gone, and her
-father answered her involuntary look of deep disappointment with one
-that made her hang her head and blush! The child in Lucy asked itself
-pitifully how father could have been so unkind.
-
-General Kemp had indeed been angry--nay, more than angry. The showing of
-a letter by a man to a woman is an action which to an onlooker has about
-it something peculiarly significant and intimate. Standing just within
-the threshold of his house, seeing the two figures standing on the path
-close to one another, and so absorbed in what they were saying that some
-moments elapsed before they looked up and became aware of his presence,
-the father realised, more than he had done before, Lucy's odd relation
-to the young man. "What the devil"--so General Kemp asked himself with
-rising anger--"what the devil did Boringdon mean by all that sort of
-thing?"
-
-"Il faut qu'une porte soît ouverte ou fermée!" The wise French saying
-which provided de Musset with a title for one of his most poignant
-tragi-comedies, was probably unknown to General Kemp, but it exactly
-expressed his feeling. The upright soldier had no liking for half-open
-doors--for ambiguous sentimental relations.
-
- * * * * *
-
-"I can't think what the man was thinking of--taking a letter out of his
-pocket, and showing it to her for all the world as if she were his wife!
-I wish, Mary, you'd say a word to Lucy."
-
-"What word would you have me say, Tom?" Mrs. Kemp raised herself
-painfully in bed. She still felt in all her bones the violent chill she
-had caught, and the being compelled to lie aside had made her, what she
-so seldom was, really depressed. On this unfortunate afternoon she had
-followed with intuitive knowledge every act of the little drama enacted
-downstairs: she had heard the General's sharply uttered command; noted
-Lucy's breathless eager longing to be down again; and then she had heard
-the front door open and shut; and she had listened, almost as
-disappointedly as Lucy might have done, to Boringdon's firm steps
-hurrying up the road past her windows. If only she had not caught this
-stupid cold, all this might have been prevented! To-morrow she must
-really persuade the doctor to let her come down again.
-
-"Surely, Mary, you don't need to be told what to say to the child! A
-mother should always know what to do and what to say in such a case. If
-we had a son and I thought him behaving badly to some girl, I should be
-at no loss to tell him what I thought of his conduct,--in fact, I should
-think it my duty as his father to do so." The General came and stood by
-his wife's bed. He glowered down at her with frowning, unhappy eyes.
-
-"But that would be so different, Tom! I should be quite willing to speak
-to Lucy if I thought she were behaving badly--if she were to flirt, for
-instance, as I have seen horrid girls do! But this, you see, is so
-different--the poor child is doing nothing wrong: it is we who have been
-wrong to allow it to come to this."
-
-The General walked up and down the room. Then he suddenly turned and
-spoke, "Well, I think something ought to be done. Get the matter settled
-one way or the other. I never heard of such a state of things! Lucy
-looks very far from well. Such a case never came my way before."
-
-"Oh! Tom, is that quite true?"
-
-"Certainly it is!"--he turned and faced her,--"quite true. Of course
-I've known men behave badly to women, very badly indeed, who hasn't? and
-women to men too, for the matter of that. But I've never come across
-such an odd fellow as Boringdon. Why, he scowled at me just now,--upon
-my word you might have thought I was the stranger and he her father! but
-I took the opportunity of being very short with him--very short indeed!"
-Then, as Mrs. Kemp sighed a long involuntary sigh, "No, Mary, in this
-matter, you must allow me to have my own way. I don't approve of that
-sort of conduct. It's always so with widows' sons--there are certain
-things only a man can knock into 'em! I wish I'd had that young fellow
-in the regiment for a bit. It would have done him a great deal more good
-than the House of Commons seems to have done. And then again I can't at
-all see what Lucy sees in him. He's such a dull dog! Now Laxton--I could
-understand any girl losing her heart to Laxton!" He walked to the
-window. "There's McKirdy coming in. I'll go down and have a talk with
-him. Meanwhile, you think over all I've been saying, Mary."
-
-Poor Mrs. Kemp! as if she ever thought nowadays, in a serious sense, of
-anything else! But she was inclined, in her heart of hearts, to share
-Lucy's view of Boringdon's nature. Perhaps he was one of those men--she
-had known a few such--who are incapable of violent, determining feeling.
-If that were so, might not his evident liking for, and trust in, Lucy,
-develop into something quite sufficiently like love amply to satisfy the
-girl?
-
- * * * * *
-
-And Boringdon? Boringdon also was far from happy and satisfied during
-those days which had followed on his talk with his mother. The result of
-the conversation had been to make him deliberately avoid Lucy Kemp. But
-at once he had become aware that he missed the girl--missed, above all,
-the power of turning to her for sympathy, and even to a certain extent
-for counsel, more than he would have thought possible. He felt suddenly
-awakened to a danger he would rather not have seen,--why, oh! why, had
-not his mother left well alone? The state of things which had existed
-all that summer had exactly suited him. Looking back, Oliver felt sure
-that Lucy had not misunderstood the measure of affection and liking
-which he was willing, nay, eager, to bestow on her.
-
-As the days went by, the young man wondered uneasily why his mother had
-suddenly left off asking the girl to lunch and to tea, as she had done,
-at one time, almost daily. He knew that Mrs. Boringdon rarely acted
-without a definite motive. Often her eyes would rest on his moody face
-with a questioning look. He longed to know why Lucy never came to the
-Cottage, but he was unwilling to give his mother the satisfaction of
-hearing him make such an inquiry. Then he reminded himself that, after
-all, Mrs. Kemp was really ill: the whole village watched with interest
-the daily visit to the Grange of the Halnakeham doctor. Perhaps Lucy
-found it difficult to leave home just now.
-
-Even concerning his village worries--those connected with his work as
-land-agent to the Chancton estate--Boringdon had got into the way of
-turning to Lucy Kemp for comfort, and so he felt cut off from the only
-person to whom he could talk freely. Then had come that short meeting in
-the lane, and something timid, embarrassed in Lucy's manner had suddenly
-made him afraid, had put him on his guard--but afterwards he had been
-bitterly ashamed of the way in which he had behaved in leaving her so
-abruptly.
-
-His heart grew very tender to her, and, had he not known that his mother
-was watching him, he would almost certainly have "made it up"--have
-given way--and nature would have done the rest. But Oliver was aware
-that any sign of weakness on his part would be a triumph for Mrs.
-Boringdon--a proof that she had known how to shepherd him into a
-suitable engagement with a well-dowered girl: and so he had held out,
-knowing secretly that it only rested with him to restore his old
-relation with Lucy to its former footing.
-
-At last, it had been Mrs. Boringdon who had asked him, in her most
-innocent and conventional voice, to take a note from her to Mrs. Kemp,
-and the accident that it had been Lucy who had opened the front door had
-been enough to shake his resolution, and to break down the barrier which
-he had put up between himself and her. At the time he had been carrying
-the letter concerning his old constituency about with him for two days,
-and the temptation to tell Lucy all about it proved too strong. Hence he
-had followed her through into the quiet fragrant garden which held for
-him so many pleasant associations of interesting, intimate talk with
-both the mother and the daughter.
-
-Then, almost at once, had come the sharp, he told himself resentfully
-the utterly unwarrantable, interruption--more, there had been no
-mistaking General Kemp's manner--that of the man who cries "hands off!"
-from some cherished possession. Boringdon's guilty conscience--it was
-indeed hard that his conscience should feel guilty, for he was not aware
-of having done anything of which he should be ashamed--Boringdon's
-guilty conscience at once suggested the terrible thought that General
-Kemp doubtless regarded him as a fortune-hunter. When the front door of
-the Grange had closed on him he felt as if he could never come there
-again, and as if one of the pleasantest pages of his life had suddenly
-closed.
-
-He determined to say nothing of the pregnant, even if almost wordless,
-little scene to his mother, and it was with a nervous dread of questions
-and cross questions that he entered the drawing-room of the Cottage with
-words concerning a very different person from Lucy Kemp on his lips.
-"Don't you think," he asked, "that the time has come when we ought to do
-something about Mrs. Rebell? She has been here, it seems, at least a
-week, and several people have already called on her."
-
-Mrs. Boringdon looked at her son with some surprise, and he saw with
-satisfaction that his little ruse had been successful; the news he
-brought had made her forget, for the moment, the Grange and Lucy Kemp.
-
-"Several people?" she repeated, "I think, my dear boy, you must be
-mistaken. No one _ever_ calls at Chancton Priory. How could
-anyone--unless you mean Miss Vipen and the Rectory," she smiled
-slightingly--"have even been made aware of this Mrs. Rebell's arrival?"
-
-"And yet there's no doubt about it," he said irritably, "I had the list
-from McKirdy, who seemed to take these calls as a personal compliment to
-himself! Miss Berwick drove over two or three days ago, and so did the
-Duchess of Appleby and Kendal." He waited a moment, feeling rather
-ashamed. He had known how to rouse his mother to considerable interest
-and excitement.
-
-"The Duchess?" she echoed incredulously.--Most country districts in
-England have a duchess, and this district was no exception to the
-rule,--"what an extraordinary thing! I should have called on Mrs.
-Rebell, Grace's friend, before now, but it seemed so strange that she
-was not in church. It made me fear"--Mrs. Boringdon looked slightly
-shocked and genuinely grieved--"that she was going to follow the example
-of all the other people connected with the Priory."
-
-"I don't know why you should say that, mother. It is quite impossible
-for Madame Sampiero to go to church, even if she wished to do so. As for
-McKirdy, I suppose he is a Presbyterian, but the Priory servants all go,
-don't they?"
-
-"Yes," said Mrs. Boringdon, reluctantly, "the servants certainly do
-go,--that is, the lower servants. No one has ever seen the housekeeper
-at church, and, of course the state of things here must grieve Mr.
-Sampson very much."
-
-Oliver smiled grimly. "If that is really so, Sampson doesn't know when
-he's well off. The sight of Mrs. Turke, resplendent in a new gown each
-Sunday, would certainly distract the congregation from his dull sermon!"
-But Mrs. Boringdon bent her head gravely, as if refusing to discuss so
-unsavoury and painful a subject.
-
-"Have you seen her?" she asked with some natural curiosity. She added
-hastily, "I mean, of course, Mrs. Rebell."
-
-"No," he said, "but I expect to do so in a few minutes. I saw McKirdy in
-the village just now, and profiting by his absence, I'm going to try and
-establish some kind of communication between Madame Sampiero and myself.
-There's a most urgent matter which ought to be settled at once, and
-McKirdy was so disagreeable the last time we met that I do not wish to
-bring him into it if I can possibly avoid it."
-
- * * * * *
-
-The Chancton estate, in addition to two villages, comprised many large
-farms stretching out on the fringe of the downs, and no day went by
-without the transaction by Boringdon of much complicated and tiresome
-business. In this, however, there would naturally have been much to
-interest such a man as himself, especially as he and Berwick had
-theories about agricultural problems and were eager to try
-experiments--in fact, Berwick was already doing so very successfully on
-his Sussex estate.
-
-But for Boringdon, the new work to which he had set his hand had soon
-been poisoned, owing to the peculiar conditions under which he was
-compelled to do it. His immediate predecessor had been Doctor McKirdy,
-whose duties as medical attendant to Madame Sampiero had comprised for a
-while that of being her vice-regent as regarded estate matters. That
-arrangement had been anything but a success, hence the appointment,
-through Lord Bosworth's, or rather through James Berwick's, influence,
-of Oliver Boringdon. The change had been made the more easy because
-McKirdy, with an obstinacy worthy of a better cause, had always refused
-to accept any payment for this extra labour.
-
-At first, the old Scotchman had been glad to give up the work he knew
-himself to have performed inadequately. Then, as time went on, he began
-to interfere, and Boringdon discovered, with anger and astonishment,
-that many matters were being gradually referred, both by the greater and
-the lesser tenants, directly to Madame Sampiero, or rather to the man
-who was still regarded, and with reason, as her vice-regent.
-
-The doctor also insisted on being the sole means of communication
-between his patient and Boringdon. This was after he had found them
-speaking together,--or rather Boringdon speaking and Madame Sampiero
-listening,--concerning some public matter quite unconnected with
-Chancton. From that moment, Alexander McKirdy had set his very
-considerable wits to work against the younger man. He had informed him
-with sharp decision that his weekly audiences with his employer must
-cease: pointing out that almost everything that must be referred to her
-could be so done through him. Boringdon, for a while, had felt content
-that this should be so--he had always had a curious fear and repugnance
-of the still stiff figure, which seemed to be at once so physically dead
-and so mentally alive.
-
-Then had come the gradual awakening, the realisation of his folly in
-consenting to an arrangement which destroyed his authority with those
-with whom he was brought into daily contact. Even the humblest cottager
-had soon discovered that the doctor, or "Kirdy," as he was
-unceremoniously styled amongst themselves, was once more the real
-over-lord of Chancton, and Boringdon found himself reduced to the
-disagreeable _rôle_ of rent collector, his decisions concerning any
-important matter being constantly appealed from, and revoked by, the
-joint authority of Madame Sampiero and Doctor McKirdy.
-
-The situation soon became almost intolerable to the high-spirited and
-sensitive young man: if it had not been for his mother, and for the fact
-that the very generous income allotted to him for the little he now did
-was of the utmost importance to her, he would ere this have resigned the
-land agency.
-
-His pride prevented any mention of the odious position in which he found
-himself to Berwick, the more so that in theory he had all the power--it
-was to him, for instance, that Madame Sampiero's lawyers wrote when
-anything had to be settled or done. McKirdy also always allowed him to
-carry on any negotiations with neighbouring landowners. Boringdon had a
-free hand as regarded the keepers and the shooting--indeed, it was only
-with regard to the sporting amenities of the estate that he was really
-in the position of master rather than servant.
-
-To his mother he always made light of his troubles, though he
-was well aware that he had her ardent sympathy, which took the,
-to him, disagreeable form of slight discourtesies to Doctor
-McKirdy--discourtesies which were returned with full interest by the old
-Scotchman. To Lucy and to Lucy's mother he had been more frank, and all
-she knew had not contributed to make Lucy feel kindly to Doctor McKirdy,
-though he was quite unconscious of how he was regarded by her.
-
-To-day, matters had come, so felt Boringdon, to a head. On his way from
-the Cottage to the Grange, he had stopped for a moment at the estate
-office, and there had engaged in a sharp discussion with one of the more
-important Chancton farmers concerning a proposed remittance of rent. The
-man had brought his Michaelmas rent in notes and gold, the sum
-considerably short, according to Boringdon, of what should have been
-paid. The land-agent had refused to accept the money, and the farmer,
-naturally enough, had declared it to be his intention to make an appeal
-to Madame Sampiero through Doctor McKirdy.
-
-It had been partly to turn his mind from the odious memory of this
-conversation that the young man had not been able to resist the
-temptation of following Lucy through into the garden with which he had
-so many pleasant memories, and once there, of showing her the letter
-which seemed to point to an ultimate escape from Chancton, and all that
-Chancton now represented of annoyance and humiliation.
-
-Leaving the Grange, he had passed Doctor McKirdy, and had made up his
-mind to try and see Madame Sampiero within the next few hours. If it
-came to the point, he believed he could conquer, only, however, by
-calling to his aid the Bosworth faction, but the thought of an appeal to
-Berwick was still, nay, more than ever, disagreeable. At the same time
-this was a test case. He was sorry that his mother had not called on
-Mrs. Rebell, for he was dimly aware that the trifling lack of courtesy
-would give McKirdy a slight advantage, but during the last few days he
-had had other things to think of than his sister's unfortunate protégée,
-in whom, however, he unwillingly recognised another adherent to the
-McKirdy faction.
-
-And yet the first meeting of Boringdon and Barbara Rebell fell out in
-such wise that it led to a curiously sudden intimacy, bred of something
-between pity and indignation on her side and gratitude on his.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII.
-
- "She whom I have praised so,
- Yields delight for reason too:
- Who could dote on thing so common
- As mere outward-handsome woman?
- Such half-beauties only win
- Fools to let affection in."
- WITHER.
-
-
-Mrs. Rebell was sitting by her god-mother's couch, pouring out tea. She
-had just come in from a walk on the downs, and as she sat there, her
-eyes shining, the colour coming and going in her cheeks, Madame
-Sampiero's gaze rested on her with critical pleasure and approval,
-lingering over every detail of the pretty brown cloth gown and neat
-plumed hat, both designed by a famous French arbiter of fashion who in
-the long ago had counted Madame Sampiero as among his earliest and most
-faithful patronesses.
-
-The last few days had been to Mrs. Rebell days of conquest. She had
-conquered the right to come in and out of her god-mother's room without
-first asking formal leave of Doctor McKirdy, and he had given in with a
-good grace. She had won the heart of Mrs. Turke, and was now free of the
-old housekeeper's crowded sitting-room; and she had made friends also
-with all the dumb creatures about the place.
-
-Then again, the pretty gowns, the many charming trifles which had come
-from Paris, and which she had been made to try on, one by one, in her
-god-mother's presence, contributed, though she felt rather ashamed of
-it, to her feeling of light-heartedness. Barbara Rebell, moving as one
-at home about the Priory, looked another creature from the shrinking
-sad-eyed woman who had arrived at Chancton a fortnight before, believing
-that youth, and all the glad things that youth represents, lay far
-behind her.
-
-There came a knock, McGregor's discreet knock, at the door. Barbara
-sprang up, and a moment later came back with a letter, one which the
-bearer had apparently not dared to put by, as was the rule with such
-missives, and indeed with all letters addressed to the mistress of the
-Priory, till Doctor McKirdy was ready to read them, and to transmit such
-portions of their contents as he thought fit to his friend and patient.
-
-"A note for you, Marraine!" The French equivalent for god-mother had
-always been used by Barbara Rebell both as child and girl in her letters
-to Madame Sampiero, and she had now discovered that it was preferred to
-its more formal English equivalent, or to the "Madam" which all those
-about her used. "Shall I read it to you?"
-
-Barbara was looking down at the letter which she held in her hand with
-some surprise. The ink was not yet dry,--it must therefore have been
-written, in great haste, just now in the hall, and must call for an
-immediate answer. She waited for a sign of assent, and then opened the
-envelope:--
-
- "DEAR MADAME SAMPIERO,--I am sorry to trouble you, but I fear I
- must ask you to see me at your early convenience about a certain
- matter concerning which your personal opinion and decision are
- urgently required. Perhaps you will kindly send me word as to
- what time will suit you for me to come and see you.
-
- "Yours faithfully,
- "OLIVER BORINGDON."
-
-Madame Sampiero's eyelids flickered, "Would you like to see him,
-child--our Chancton _jeune premier_?" and the ghost of a satirical smile
-hovered over the still face and quivering mouth.
-
-"Yes, indeed, Marraine, if it would not tire you! You know it was his
-sister who was so kind to me in Santa Maria. May I send for him now? He
-evidently wants to see you about something very important--"
-
-But McGregor, convinced that there would be no answer to the note he had
-most unwillingly conveyed upstairs, had not waited, as Barbara had
-expected to find, in the corridor. She hesitated a moment, then,
-gathering up her long brown skirts, ran down to the hall.
-
-Boringdon was walking up and down, waiting with dogged patience for the
-message which might, after all, not be sent to him. "Will you kindly
-come up--now--to Madame Sampiero? She is quite ready to see you!" To the
-young man the low, very clear voice, seemed at that moment the sweetest
-in the world: he turned round quickly and looked at the messenger with a
-good deal of curiosity.
-
-No thought that this elegant-looking girl could be Mrs. Rebell came to
-his mind. Doubtless she was one of the few people connected with Madame
-Sampiero's past life--perhaps one of the cousins who sometimes came to
-Chancton, and whom, occasionally, but very rarely as the years had gone
-on, the paralysed woman consented to receive.
-
-Rather bewildered at the ease with which the fortress had been stormed
-and taken, he followed the unknown young lady upstairs. But once in the
-corridor, when close to Madame Sampiero's door, Barbara stopped, and
-with heightened colour she said, "I know that you are Grace Johnstone's
-brother, I have been hoping the last few days to go and see your mother.
-Will you please tell her how much I look forward to meeting her?" And
-before he could make any answer, she whom Boringdon now knew to be Mrs.
-Rebell had opened the door, and was motioning him to precede her into
-the room into which he had not been allowed to come for two months.
-
-A moment later he stood at the foot of Madame Sampiero's couch, feeling
-the place in which he found himself curiously transformed, the
-atmosphere about him more human, less frigid than in those days when his
-weekly conferences with the owner of Chancton had been regarded by him
-with such discomfort and dread.
-
-The presence of the low table on which now lay a tea-tray and a bowl of
-freshly-gathered roses affected him agreeably, though he still quailed
-inwardly when his eyes met those of the paralysed woman stretched out
-before him: Boringdon was not imaginative, and yet these wide open blue
-eyes had often haunted him--to-day they rested on him kindly, and then
-looked beyond him, softening as they met those of her god-daughter.
-
-Before he was allowed to begin on what he felt to be such disagreeable
-business, Mrs. Rebell--the woman whom he now knew to be his sister's
-friend, and regarding whom he was being compelled to alter, moment by
-moment, all his preconceived notions--had poured him out a cup of tea,
-and had installed him by her side. Later, when she made a movement as if
-to leave him alone with Madame Sampiero, she was stopped with a look,
-and Boringdon, far from feeling the presence of a third person as
-disagreeable and as unwarranted as he had always felt that of McKirdy or
-of Mrs. Turke, was glad that Mrs. Rebell had been made to stay, and
-aware, in some odd way, that in her he would have an ally and not, as
-had always been the case with McKirdy, a critic, if not an enemy.
-
-After a short discussion, he was allowed to go with the point settled to
-his satisfaction. Madame Sampiero had retained all her shrewdness, and
-all her essential justness of character; moreover, his case, presented
-partly through the medium of Barbara's voice, had seemed quite other
-than what it would have done explained inimically by Alexander McKirdy.
-Indeed, during the discussion Boringdon had the curious feeling that
-this soft-voiced stranger, who, after all, was in no position to judge
-between himself and the peccant farmer, was being made to give the
-ultimate decision. It was Barbara also who had to repeat, to make clear
-to him, reddening and smiling as she did so, her god-mother's last
-words, "If you're not busy, you might take Mrs. Rebell down to the
-Beeches. The trees won't look as well as they are doing now in a week's
-time;" and while murmuring the words Madame Sampiero's eyes had turned
-with indefinable longing towards the high windows which commanded the
-wide view she loved and knew so well, but which from where she lay only
-showed the sky.
-
- * * * * *
-
-A rude awakening awaited both Barbara and Boringdon in the hall below;
-and a feeling of guilt,--an absurd unwarrantable feeling, so he told
-himself again and again when he thought over the scene later,--swept
-over the young man when he saw Doctor McKirdy pacing, with quick angry
-steps, that very stretch of flag-stones where he himself had walked up
-and down so impatiently half an hour before.
-
-"So you've been up to see her? Against my very strict orders--orders,
-mind ye, given as Madam's medical man! Well, well! All I can say is,
-that I'm not responsible for what the consequences may be. Madam's not
-fit to be worried o'er business--not fit at all!" The words came out in
-sharp jerky sentences, and as he spoke Doctor McKirdy scowled at the
-young man, twisting his hands together, a trick he had when violently
-disturbed.
-
-As the two culprits came towards him he broke out again, almost turning
-his back on them as he spoke, "I cannot think what possessed the man
-McGregor! He will have to be dismissed, not a doubt about it! He has the
-strictest, the very strictest orders--he must have been daft before he
-could take up a stranger to Madam's room!" There was a world of scorn in
-the way in which McKirdy pronounced the word "stranger."
-
-Angry as Boringdon had now become, indignant with the old man for so
-attacking him in the presence of one who was, as Oliver did not fail to
-remind himself, the real stranger to all their concerns, he yet felt
-that to a certain extent the doctor's anger and indignation were
-justified. Boringdon knew well enough that, but for McKirdy's absence
-from the Priory that afternoon, he could never have penetrated into
-Madame Sampiero's presence. He had also been aware that McGregor was
-acting in direct contravention of the doctor's orders, and that nothing
-but his own grim determination to be obeyed had made the man take his
-note upstairs. All this being so, he was about to say something of a
-conciliatory nature, when suddenly Mrs. Rebell came forward--
-
-"It is I," she said--and Boringdon saw that she showed no sign of
-quailing before Doctor McKirdy's furious looks--"who asked my god-mother
-to see Mr. Boringdon, and so it is I alone, Doctor McKirdy, who should
-be blamed for what has happened. Madame Sampiero asked my advice as to
-whether she should see him, and as the matter seemed urgent, I decided
-that she had better do so at once, instead of waiting, as I should
-perhaps have done, to ask you if she was fit to do so."
-
-She looked inquiringly from one man to the other--at the old Scotchman
-whose face still twitched with rage, and whose look of aversion at
-herself she felt to be cruelly unjust, almost, she would have said, had
-she not become really fond of him, impertinent; and at Boringdon, who
-also looked angry, but not as surprised as she would have expected him
-to be before so strange an outburst.
-
-There was a moment of tense silence, and then, suddenly, Barbara herself
-caught fire. Like most gentle, self-restrained natures, she was capable
-of feeling deep instant gusts of anger, and one of these now swept over
-her.
-
-"If you will go up and see Madame Sampiero," she spoke very coldly, "I
-think you will admit, Doctor McKirdy, that my god-mother has not been in
-any way injured by seeing Mr. Boringdon." She turned, rather
-imperiously, to the young man. "I think," she said, "that now we had
-better go out. I suppose it will take at least half an hour to walk
-round by the Beeches, and later my god-mother will be expecting me back
-to read to her."
-
-Without again glancing at Doctor McKirdy, Mrs. Rebell walked across to
-the vestibule, and so out into the open air, Boringdon following her
-rather shamefacedly, and in silence they struck off down the path which
-led round the great meadow-like enclosure to the broad belt of beeches
-which were the glory of Chancton Priory.
-
-Then, somewhat to his own surprise, Boringdon found himself making
-excuses for the old Scotchman, while explaining to Mrs. Rebell the odd
-position in which he often found himself. The conversation which
-followed caused strides, which might otherwise have taken weeks or even
-months to achieve, in his own and Barbara's intimacy.
-
-Very little was said of Grace Johnstone and of Santa Maria; it was of
-the Priory, and of its stricken mistress, of Chancton and of Doctor
-McKirdy, that they talked, and it was pleasant to Boringdon to hear his
-own part being taken to himself, to hear McKirdy severely censured in
-the grave low voice whose accents had sounded so sweetly in his ears
-when it had come to call him to Madame Sampiero's presence.
-
-So eager was their talk, so absorbed were they in what they were saying,
-that neither had eyes for the noble trees arching overhead; and when at
-last they came out, from the twilight of the beeches, into the open air,
-Barbara felt respect and liking for the young man.
-
-When they were once more close to the house, she put up her hand with a
-quick gesture. "Don't come up with me to the porch," she said, "I am
-sure you had better not meet Doctor McKirdy--I mean for the present." He
-obeyed her silently, though for the moment he felt not unkindly towards
-the old man he had conquered in what, he confessed to himself, had been
-unfair fight. With Mrs. Rebell on his side he could afford to smile at
-McKirdy's queer susceptibilities and jealousies. He must come and see
-her to-morrow; there seemed so much more to say, to ask too, about
-Grace--dear Grace, who had written with such warm-hearted feeling of
-this charming, interesting woman who ought to be, so Boringdon told
-himself, a most agreeable and softening influence at the Priory.
-
- * * * * *
-
-That same evening, Mrs. Boringdon, after much hesitation and searching
-of heart, ventured to ask her son a question.
-
-"How did you find them all at the Grange? It seems a long time since I
-have seen Lucy."
-
-Oliver's face clouded over, but he was surprised at his own calmness,
-his absence of annoyance; that disagreeable episode at the Grange now
-seemed to have happened long ago.
-
-"Everything was as usual," he answered hesitatingly; "--at least, no, I
-should not say that, for General Kemp's manner to me was far from being
-usual. I cannot help thinking, mother, that you made a mistake the other
-day--I mean as regards Lucy;"--a note of reserve and discomfort crept
-into his voice as he pronounced her name,--"The General's manner was
-unmistakable, he all but showed me the door! I think it would be as
-well, both for you and for me, if we were to put all thought of her from
-our minds, and to see, in the future, less of her."
-
-Boringdon found it less easy to answer his mother's next question, "And
-Madame Sampiero,--I suppose you did not see her to-day? I wonder if she
-sees anything of Mrs. Rebell?"
-
-"Yes," he said, rather reluctantly, "McKirdy was out, and I had, on the
-whole, a satisfactory interview with Madame Sampiero, owing it, in a
-measure, to Mrs. Rebell. Madame Sampiero is evidently very fond of her.
-By the way, she--I mean Mrs. Rebell--sent you a nice message about
-Grace."
-
-"Oh! then she's a pleasant woman--I'm so glad! Everything makes a
-difference in a little place like Chancton. I suppose," Mrs. Boringdon
-spoke absently, but her son knew that she would require an answer, "that
-Mrs. Rebell did not mention Miss Berwick, or the Duchess?"
-
-"Oh! no, mother," Oliver answered rather drily, "Why should she have
-done so--to me?"
-
-"Oh! well--as a kind of hint that I ought to have called. I hope you
-explained the matter to her? I mean to go there to-morrow."
-
-Boringdon made no remark. He had no intention, nay, he had an
-instinctive dislike to the idea, of discussing Mrs. Rebell with his
-mother, and he vaguely hoped that they would never become intimate.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Arabella Berwick was sitting in the little room, originally a powder
-closet, which was set aside for her use at Fletchings. It was well out
-of the way, on the first floor of the old manor-house, tucked away
-between the drawing-room, which was very little used except in the
-evening, and the long music gallery, and it was characteristic of Miss
-Berwick that very few among the many who came and went each summer and
-autumn to Fletchings were aware of the existence of this, her favourite
-retreat.
-
-In the Powdering Room, as it was still called, Lord Bosworth's niece
-wrote her letters, scrutinised with severely just eyes the various
-household accounts, and sometimes allowed herself an hour of complete
-relaxation and rest. The panelled walls, painted a pale blue, were hung
-with a few fine engravings of the more famous Stuart portraits,
-including two of that Arabella Stuart after whom Miss Berwick had been
-herself named. There was also, on the old-fashioned davenport at which
-she wrote her letters, a clever etching of her brother, done when James
-Berwick was at Oxford.
-
-The mistress of such a house has a well-filled, and indeed often a
-tiring, life, unless she be blessed with a highly paid, and what is not
-always the same thing, a highly competent, housekeeper and factotum, to
-take the material cares off her shoulders. Lord Bosworth was nothing if
-not hospitable. There was a constant coming and going of agreeable men
-and women in whatever place he happened to find himself. He disliked
-solitude, and in the long years Miss Berwick had kept her uncle's house,
-she could scarcely remember a day in which they had been absolutely
-alone together.
-
-As a high-spirited, clever girl, brought suddenly from the companionship
-of an austere aunt and chaperon, she had found the life a very agreeable
-one, and she had set her whole mind to making it successful. Even now,
-she had pleasant, nay delightful, moments, but as she grew older, and
-above all, as Lord Bosworth grew older, much in the life weighed upon
-her, and any added trouble or anxiety was apt to prove almost
-unbearable.
-
-To-day, she had received a letter from her brother which had caused her
-acute annoyance. James Berwick was coming back, a full fortnight before
-she had expected him,--his excuse, that of wishing to be present at the
-coming-of-age festivities of Lord Pendragon, the Duke of Appleby and
-Kendal's only son, which were shortly to take place at Halnakeham
-Castle. He had always had,--so his sister reminded herself with curling
-lip,--a curious attachment to this neighbourhood, a great desire to play
-a part in all local matters; this was the more strange as the Berwicks'
-only connection with Sussex had been the purchase of Fletchings by their
-uncle, and James Berwick's own inheritance from his wife of
-Chillingworth, the huge place, full of a rather banal grandeur, where
-its present possessor spent but little of his time.
-
-There were three reasons why Miss Berwick would have much preferred that
-her brother should carry out his original plan. The first, and from her
-point of view the most important, concerned, as did most important
-matters to Arabella, Berwick himself. She had just learned, from one of
-the guests who had arrived at Fletchings the day before, that the woman
-whom, on the whole, she regarded as having most imperilled her brother,
-would almost certainly be one of the ducal house-party at Halnakeham.
-This lady, a certain Mrs. Marshall, was now a widow, and the sister
-feared her with a great fear.
-
-The second reason was one more personal to herself. Miss Berwick was
-trying to make up her mind about a certain matter, and she felt that her
-brother's presence--nay, even the mere fact of his being in the
-neighbourhood--would make it more difficult for her to do so. She knew
-herself to be on the eve of receiving a very desirable offer of
-marriage. Its acceptance by her would be, in a sense, the crowning act
-of her successful life. The man was an ambassador, one of the most
-distinguished of her uncle's friends, a childless widower, who, as she
-had long known, both liked and respected her. In a few days he would be
-at Fletchings, and she knew that the time had come when she must make up
-her mind to say yes or to say no.
-
-The third complication, from the thought of which Miss Berwick shrank
-with a pain which surprised herself, was the fact that both Lord
-Bosworth, and now her brother in this letter which lay before her, had
-requested her to write and ask Daniel O'Flaherty--the man whom she had
-once loved--to come and spend a few days at Fletchings. They had met
-many times since that decisive interview in Kensington Gardens which had
-been so strangely interrupted by Oliver Boringdon--for such meetings are
-the unforeseen penalties attendant on such conduct as had been that of
-Arabella--but both had hitherto contrived to avoid staying under the
-same roof. Now, however, she felt she could no longer put off giving
-this invitation, the more so that it was for her brother's sake that
-Lord Bosworth wished O'Flaherty to be asked to Fletchings.
-
-Miss Berwick had early found it advisable, when something painful had to
-be done, to "rush her fences." She took up her pen and wrote, in her
-fine, characteristic hand-writing, the words, "Dear Mr. O'Flaherty."
-
-Then she laid the pen down, lay back in her chair, and closed her eyes.
-Even after so long a time had gone by, the memory of what had passed
-between Daniel O'Flaherty and herself was intolerably bitter. Arabella
-even now never thought of him without asking herself how it happened
-that she had not realised what manner of man he really was, and why she
-had not foreseen how sure he was to make his way. She never saw his name
-printed, never heard it uttered, without this feeling of shamed surprise
-and acute self-reproach coming over her.
-
-The strong attraction she had felt for the then untried Irishman had in
-a sense blinded her--made her distrustful of his real power. Her uncle,
-Lord Bosworth, had been more clear-sighted, in those far-off days when
-he had encouraged the unknown barrister to come about Bosworth House,
-just before she herself so ruthlessly sent him away.
-
-And now she found the wording, as well as the writing, of her letter
-difficult: she wished to leave the matter of Daniel O'Flaherty's coming
-to Fletchings, or his staying away, entirely to his own sense of what
-was fitting. He had become, as she had reason to know, a man much sought
-after: perhaps the dates which she was able to offer him would all be
-filled up.
-
- * * * * *
-
-There came a slight sound; Miss Berwick opened her eyes, she sat up, an
-alert look on her face, ready to repel the intruder whoever he might be.
-Lord Bosworth, introducing his ample person through the narrow door of
-the tiny room, was struck by the look of age and fatigue which had come
-over--it seemed to him only since yesterday--his niece's delicate
-clear-cut features and shadowed fairness. Arabella Berwick had always
-been a good-looking replica of her remarkable-looking brother, but
-youth, which remains so long with many women, had gone from her. She
-often looked older than thirty-eight, and her deep-set compelling bright
-blue eyes, of which the moral expression was so different from that
-produced by those of James Berwick, gave an impression of singular
-disenchantment.
-
-"Am I disturbing you?"--Lord Bosworth spoke very courteously--"if so, I
-will speak to you some other time." Arabella at once hid the great
-surprise she felt at seeing him here, for this was, as far as she could
-remember, her uncle's first visit to the Powdering Room: "Oh! no," she
-said, "I was only writing to Mr. O'Flaherty. You would like him to come
-soon, wouldn't you?"
-
-"Yes, certainly! I am told he will have to be Attorney-General. He is
-the sort of man James ought to have got hold of long ago. We seem to
-have lost sight of him. I know I went to some trouble for him years
-ago--and then somehow he disappeared. Perhaps it was my fault--in that
-case I ought to write him a line myself."
-
-Then he became silent, looking at his niece with a curious persistent
-gaze which embarrassed her. There had never been any real intimacy
-between the uncle and niece, and the thought that Lord Bosworth had
-suspected anything concerning what had occurred between herself and
-O'Flaherty would have been intensely disagreeable to Arabella. She felt
-herself flushing, but met his look with steady eyes, comforted by the
-knowledge that, whatever he knew or suspected, he would most certainly
-say nothing.
-
-"I see," he said, "that you guess what I have come to tell you. I have
-had a letter from Umfraville--you know he comes to-morrow? It is a very
-good letter, a better letter than I should have thought he could have
-written on such a subject, but it amounts to this: before offering
-himself, he wishes to be sure of what your answer will be, and he wants
-you to make up your mind within the next few days,--in fact before he
-leaves us. It would be a great position, my dear, and one which you
-would fill admirably."
-
-As he spoke the colour had faded from Miss Berwick's face. She felt
-relieved and rather touched. "But what would _you_ do?" she said
-involuntarily.
-
-Lord Bosworth made none of the answers which might have been expected
-from him. He said no word as to his niece's happiness being of more
-consequence than his own comfort, and if he had done so, Miss Berwick
-would not have believed him.
-
-"I do not suppose that you are aware,"--he put his strong hands on the
-table before him, and looked at her with a sudden pleading look which
-sat oddly on his shrewd, powerful face--"I do not suppose, Arabella,
-that you are aware that I made Madame Sampiero an offer of marriage some
-six or seven years ago, not long after the death of--of Sampiero. I
-believe her answer was contained in one of the very last letters she
-ever wrote with her own hand. Well, now--in fact for a long time past--I
-have been contemplating a renewal of that offer. Nay more, should she
-again refuse, which I know well to be more than probable, I cannot see
-why, at our time of life, especially in view of her present state, we
-should even so not be together."
-
-His niece looked at him in frank incredulous astonishment. She felt
-mortified to think how little she had known this man with whom she had
-lived for so long.
-
-"Surely," she said, "surely you would find such an existence absolutely
-intolerable?"
-
-"I do not know what I have done that you should judge me so
-severely."--Lord Bosworth's answer was made in a very low tone. "You are
-a clever woman, Arabella, and I have always done full justice to your
-powers, but, believe me, there are certain things undreamt of in your
-philosophy, and I do not think"--he stopped abruptly, and finished the
-sentence to himself, "I do not think Umfraville is likely to bring them
-any nearer to you."
-
-He got up. "I thought I ought to tell you," he said, with a complete
-change of tone, "because my intention may influence your decision.
-Otherwise, I should not have troubled you with the matter." Then his
-heart softened to her: he suddenly remembered her long and loyal, if
-loveless, service. "Quite apart from any question of our immediate
-future, you must remember, my dear, that I'm an old man. I cannot help
-thinking that your life alone would be very dreary, and, much as you
-care for James, I cannot see either of you making in a permanent sense
-any kind of life with the other. In your place--and I have thought much
-about it--I should accept Umfraville. The doing so would enable you to
-lead the same life that you have led for the last twenty years, with
-certain great added advantages. Then Umfraville, after all, is a very
-good fellow,--good yet not too good, clever and yet not too clever!"
-
-She smiled at him an answering but rather wavering smile, and he went
-out, closing the door behind him, leaving her alone with her thoughts,
-and with her scarcely begun letter to O'Flaherty lying before her.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII.
-
- "I beg to hint to all Equestrian Misses
- That horses' backs are not their proper place;
- A woman's forte is music--love--or kisses,
- Not leaping gates, or galloping a race;
- I sometimes used to ride with them of yore,
- And always found them an infernal bore."
-
- Ascribed to LORD BYRON.
-
-
-It was the morning of the first meet of the South Sussex Hunt, and in
-spite of the humble status of that same hunt among sporting folk, the
-whole neighbourhood was in an agreeable state of excitement.
-
-Even in a country district where hunting plays a subordinate part in the
-local life, the first meet of the season is always made the occasion for
-a great gathering. There had been a time when it had taken place on the
-lawn of Chancton Priory, and the open-handed hospitality of that Squire
-Rebell who had been Madame Sampiero's father was still regretfully
-remembered by the older members of the S.S.H.
-
-Nowadays the first meet was held at a place known locally as Whiteways,
-which, though close to no hospitable house, had the advantage of
-proximity to the town of Halnakeham, being situated just outside the
-furthest gate of the park stretching behind Halnakeham Castle.
-
-Whiteways was a singularly beautiful and desolate spot, forming the apex
-of a three-sided hill commanding an amazing view of uplands and
-lowlands, and reached by various steep ways, cut through the chalk,
-which gave the place its name, and which circled ribbon-wise round the
-crest of the down, the highest of the long range which there guards the
-coasts of Sussex.
-
-General Kemp had taken to hunting in his old age, and though in theory
-he disapproved of hunting women, in practice he often allowed his
-daughter many a happy hour with the hounds, although she had to be
-contented with the sturdy pony, "warranted safe to ride and drive," a
-gift from Captain Laxton to Mrs. Kemp.
-
- * * * * *
-
-At the Grange breakfast was just over. The General looking his best--so
-Mrs. Kemp assured herself with wifely pride--in his white riding
-breeches and grey coat, stood by the window of the pretty room opening
-out on to the lawn.
-
-"I think it's time you went up and dressed, Lucy. You know it's a good
-way to Whiteways, and we don't want the horses blown."
-
-Lucy looked up obediently from a letter she was reading, "Yes, father,
-I'll go up at once. It won't take me long to dress."
-
-The girl would have given much to have been allowed to stay at home. But
-she knew that her doing so would probably mean the giving up on the part
-of her mother of one of the few local festivities which Mrs. Kemp
-heartily enjoyed. Even more, Lucy feared her father's certain surprise
-and disappointment, followed, after the first expression of these
-feelings, by one of those ominous silences, those tender questioning
-glances she had come to look for and to dread.
-
-General Kemp was treating his daughter with a consideration and
-gentleness which were growing daily more bitter to Lucy. The poor child
-wondered uneasily what she could have done to make her father see so
-clearly into her heart. She would have given much to hear him utter one
-of his old sharp jokes at her expense.
-
-Nothing was outwardly changed in the daily life of the village, Chancton
-had been rather duller than usual. Mrs. Rebell's back had been seen at
-church in the Priory pew, but she had gone out, as she had come in, by
-the private door leading into the park. Mrs. Boringdon had been away for
-nearly a fortnight, staying with an invalid sister, and so there had
-been very little coming and going between the Cottage and the Grange,
-although the Kemps and Oliver had met more than once on neutral ground.
-
-To-day, as Lucy well knew, was bound to be almost an exact replica of
-that first day out last autumn. Then, as now, it had been arranged that
-Mrs. Boringdon should drive Mrs. Kemp to Whiteways; then, as now, Lucy
-and her father were to ride there together, perhaps picking up Captain
-Laxton on the way. But, a year ago, Oliver Boringdon had ridden to the
-meet in their company, while this time nothing had been said as to
-whether he was even going to be there. A year ago, the day had been one
-full of happy enchantment to Lucy: for her father had allowed her to
-follow the hounds for over an hour, with Boringdon as pilot, and he,--or
-so it seemed to the happy girl,--had had no eyes, no thought for anyone
-else! The knowledge that to-day would be so like, and yet, as a subtle
-instinct warned her, so unlike, was curiously painful.
-
-Still, no thought of trying to escape from the ordeal entered Lucy's
-mind. But mothers--such mothers as Mrs. Kemp--often have a sixth sense
-placed at their disposal by Providence, and the girl's mother divined
-something of what Lucy was thinking and feeling.
-
-"I wonder," she said, "if you would rather stop at home? You look tired,
-child, and you know it is a long way to Whiteways, and a rather tiring
-experience altogether! Of course I should go just the same."
-
-General Kemp turned to his wife inquiringly, as if asking for a lead,
-and Lucy intercepted the look which passed between them. "Why, mother,"
-she cried, "I shouldn't think of doing such a thing! I've been looking
-forward to to-day for ever so long! I know what you are thinking"--she
-flushed vividly, "but I'm sure Captain Laxton is much too old a friend
-to bear me a grudge, or to feel any annoyance as to meeting me. After
-all, he need not have come back----" and without giving either of her
-parents time to answer, she ran out of the room.
-
-General Kemp was much taken aback. This was the first time he had heard
-Lucy allude to Captain Laxton's affection for herself, or to the offer
-which she had rejected. To his mind such an allusion savoured almost of
-indelicacy. He did not like to think his daughter guilty of
-over-frankness, even to her father and mother.
-
-"Can it be, Mary," he said, puzzled, "that she's thinking of Laxton
-after all?"
-
-Mrs. Kemp shook her head. She knew very well why Lucy had mentioned her
-lover--that his image had been evoked in order to form as it were a
-screen between herself and what she had divined to be her mother's
-motive in suggesting that she should stay at home, but it would be
-hopeless to try and indicate such feminine subtleties to Lucy's father.
-
- * * * * *
-
-In the country, as in life, there are always many ways of reaching the
-same place. The pleasantest carriage road to Whiteways lay partly
-through the Priory park, and it was that which was chosen by Mrs.
-Boringdon and Mrs. Kemp. Lucy and her father preferred a less frequented
-and lonelier path, one which skirted for part of the way the high wall
-of James Berwick's property, Chillingworth.
-
-They had now left this place far behind, and were riding slowly by the
-side of a curving down: Captain Laxton had evidently gone on before, or
-deliberately chosen to linger behind, and the father and daughter were
-alone. Soon they left the road for the short turf, broken here and there
-with hawthorn bushes; and Lucy, cheered by the keen upland air, was
-making a gallant effort to bear herself as she had always done on what
-had been such happy hunting days last winter. Already she could see, far
-away to her left, a broad shining white road, dotted with carriages,
-horsemen and horsewomen, and groups of walkers all making their way up
-towards the castellated gate-way which frowned on the summit of the hill
-above them.
-
-When the father and daughter reached the large circular space, sheltered
-on one side by two wind-blown fir-trees, they found that they were
-rather late, and so had missed the pretty sight of the coming of the
-huntsman and his hounds over the brow of the down. Lucy made her way at
-once through the crowd close to where Mrs. Boringdon's low pony-carriage
-was drawn up just beneath the high stone gate-way, next to that of Mrs.
-Sampson, the Chancton rector's wife, who had weakly consented to bring
-Miss Vipen. Even Doctor McKirdy had vouchsafed to grace the pretty
-scene, and he was sitting straightly and lankily on the rough old pony
-he always rode, which now turned surprised and patient eyes this way and
-that, for the doctor had never before attended a meet of the S.S.H.
-
-As yet Lucy could see nothing of Captain Laxton or of Boringdon, and she
-felt at once relieved and disappointed. Perhaps Oliver was too busy to
-give up a whole day to this kind of thing, and yet she knew he always
-enjoyed a day with the hounds, and that he had theories concerning the
-value of sport in such a neighbourhood as this. She reminded herself
-that if he had not been really very busy, more so than usual, he would
-certainly have found time to come to the Grange during his mother's
-absence from Chancton.
-
-As these thoughts were coming and going through her mind in between the
-many greetings, the exchange of heavy banter such an occasion always
-seems to provoke, she suddenly heard Boringdon's voice, and realised
-that he was trying to attract her attention. Lucy's pony, feeling the
-agitation his young mistress was quite successfully concealing from the
-people around her, began to quiver and gave a sudden half-leap in the
-air.
-
-"What has come over sober Robin?"--Boringdon was smiling; he looked in a
-good-tempered, happy mood--"I did so hope you would be here! I looked
-out for you on the road for I wanted to introduce----"
-
-There was a sudden babel of voices; an old gentleman and his two
-talkative daughters, all three on foot, were actually pulling Lucy's
-habit to make her attend to what they were saying. Oliver shook his
-head, shrugged his shoulders, and to Lucy's bitter, at the moment almost
-intolerable disappointment, turned his horse through the crowd towards
-the fir-trees close to which were drawn up several carriages, including
-the Fletchings phaeton, driven, so the girl observed, by Miss Berwick,
-by whose side an elderly man was looking about him with amused indulgent
-eyes.
-
-Still, the day was turning out pretty well. Oliver would surely come
-back soon,--doubtless with whoever it was he wished to introduce to her.
-It was always a great pleasure to Lucy to meet any of Boringdon's old
-political acquaintances. Such men were often at Fletchings. Of course
-Lucy Kemp knew Miss Berwick, but by no means well,--besides, an instinct
-had told her long ago that Oliver had no liking for his friend's sister.
-
-There was a pause. Then Lucy saw that Oliver was riding towards her, and
-that he was accompanied by a lady, doubtless one of the Fletchings
-party, for she was mounted on a fine hunter, a certain Saucebox, locally
-famous, which belonged to James Berwick, and which was often ridden by
-his sister.
-
-The unknown horsewoman was habited, booted, and hatted, in a far more
-_cap-à-pie_ manner than was usual with the fair followers of the South
-Sussex Hunt, and she and her mount together, made, from the sportsman's
-point of view, a very perfect and pretty picture, though she was too
-pale, too slight, perhaps a thought too serious, to be considered pretty
-in the ordinary sense.
-
-Still, both horse and rider were being looked at by many with eyes that
-were at first critical but soon became undisguisedly admiring, and the
-Master, old Squire Laxton, was noticed to cut short a confidential
-conversation with the huntsman in order to give the stranger an
-elaborate salutation.
-
-Even Mrs. Kemp felt a slight touch of curiosity. "Who is that with whom
-your son is riding?" she inquired of Mrs. Boringdon.
-
-"I don't know--perhaps one of the Halnakeham party. The Duke always
-makes a point of being here to-day."
-
-Mrs. Boringdon's eyes rested appreciatively on the group formed by her
-son and the unknown horsewoman; they took in every detail of the
-severely plain black habit, the stiff collar, neat tie, and top hat.
-Oliver seemed to be on very good terms with his companion--doubtless she
-was one of his old London acquaintances. What a pity, thought Mrs.
-Boringdon with genuine regret, that he saw so few of that sort of people
-now--prosperous, well-dressed, well-bred women of the world, who can be
-so useful to the young men they like!
-
-Lucy, also becoming conscious of the nearness of Oliver and his
-companion, looked at the well-appointed horsewoman with less kindly eyes
-than the two older ladies sitting in the pony carriage had done. The
-girl told herself that such perfection of attire, worn at such a meet as
-this of Whiteways, was almost an affectation on the part of the lady
-towards whom Oliver was bending with so pleased and absorbed a glance. A
-moment later the two had ridden up close to her, and Boringdon was
-saying, "Miss Kemp----Mrs. Rebell, may I introduce to you Miss Lucy
-Kemp?"
-
-Barbara's eyes rested very kindly on the girl. She remembered what
-Doctor McKirdy had told her, during that walk that he and she had taken
-together on the downs on the morning of her first day at Chancton. It
-was nice of Oliver Boringdon to have brought her up at once, like this,
-to the young lady whom he admired, but who was not,--so Barbara thought
-she remembered McKirdy saying,--as yet his _fiancée_.
-
-Mrs. Rebell had lately seen a great deal of Grace Johnstone's brother,
-in fact he was constantly at the Priory and always very much at her
-service; they had become quite good friends, and since she had "made it
-up" with the old doctor, she had taken pains to show both him and Madame
-Sampiero that Oliver Boringdon had a right to more consideration than
-they seemed willing to give him.
-
-Then Lucy's steady gaze rather disconcerted her; she became aware of the
-girl's scanty riding habit--General Kemp's favourite form of safety
-skirt--of the loose well-worn covert coat, and the small bowler hat
-resting on her bright brown hair.
-
-"I feel rather absurdly dressed"--Lucy was struck by Barbara's soft full
-voice--"but my god-mother, Madame Sampiero, ordained that I should look
-like this. My last riding habit was made of khaki!"
-
-The note of appeal in Mrs. Rebell's accent touched Lucy at once. "Why,
-of course you look absolutely right! My father often says what a pity it
-is that so many women have given up wearing plain habits and top hats,"
-Lucy spoke with pretty sincere eagerness----
-
-"She is a really nice girl," decided Barbara to herself; and Oliver also
-looked at his old friend Lucy very cordially. To his mind both young
-women looked exactly right, that is, exactly as he liked each of them to
-look--Lucy Kemp perhaps standing for the good serviceable homespuns of
-life, Barbara Rebell for those more exquisite, more thrilling moments
-with which he had, as yet unconsciously, come to associate her.
-
-"Of course," he said, a little quickly, "this is Mrs. Rebell's first
-experience of hunting, though she has ridden a great deal,--in fact, all
-her life. Otherwise Madame Sampiero would hardly have suggested sending
-over to Chillingworth for Saucebox. Hullo, Laxton!"--his voice became
-perceptibly colder, but Lucy noticed with some surprise that Mrs. Rebell
-bowed and smiled at the newcomer, but Boringdon gave her no time to
-speak to him--"You had better come over here," he said urgently, "we
-shall be getting to work soon," and in a moment, or so it seemed to
-Lucy, he and the lady whom she knew now to be Mrs. Rebell had become
-merged in the crowd, leaving Captain Laxton by her side looking down on
-her with the half bold, half fearful look she knew so well.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Boringdon had taken Barbara to the further side of the great stone
-gateway, and she was enjoying every moment of the time which seemed to
-many of those about her so tedious. She was even amused at listening to
-the quaint talk going on round her. "Scent going to be good to-day?"
-"Well, they _say_ there's always a scent some time of the day, and if
-you can find the fox _then_, why you're all right!"--and the boastful
-tone of a keen weather-beaten elderly man, "I never want a
-warranty,--why should a man expect to find a perfect horse?--he don't
-look for perfection when he's seeking a wife, eh?" "Oh! but there's two
-wanted to complete that deal. The old lady 'as not come up to the
-scratch yet, 'as she, John?" "Well, when she does, I shan't ask for any
-warranty, and I bet you I'll not come out any worse than other folk
-do!"--and then the old joke, one of Solomon's wise sayings, uttered by
-an old gentleman to a nervous girl, "Their strength shall be in sitting
-still!"
-
-Mrs. Rebell looked straight before her. Of all the cheerful folk
-gathered together near her, none seemed to have eyes for the beauty, the
-amazing beauty of the surrounding country. To the right of the kind of
-platform upon which the field was now gathered together, the hill
-dropped abruptly into a dark wood, a corner of the ancient forest of
-Anderida, that crossed by Cæsar when he came from Gaul--a forest
-stretching from end to end of the South Downs, broken by swift rivers
-running down to the sea. It was here--but Barbara, gazing with delighted
-eyes down over the treetops, did not know this--it was here, in this
-patch of primeval woodland, that the first fox of the season was always
-sought for and often found.
-
-Yet another "white way" wound down towards the red-roofed farmhouses
-which lined the banks of the tidal stream glistening in the vale below;
-and opposite, in front, a gleaming cart-track led up to a strip of fine
-short grass, differing in quality and even in colour from the turf about
-it, and marking the place where, according to tradition, Boadicea made
-her last stand. From thence, by climbing up the low bank on which a
-hedge was now set, the lover of the downs looked upon one of the
-grandest views in the South of England--that bounded on one side by the
-sea, on the other, beyond the unrolled map-like plain, by the long blue
-barrier of the Surrey hills.
-
-Barbara's eyes dilated with pleasure. The fresh autumn wind brought a
-faint colour to her cheeks. She felt a kind of rapture at the beauty of
-the sight before her. It was amazing to her that these people could be
-talking so eagerly to one another, gazing so critically at the huntsman
-and at the hounds gathered on their haunches, while this marvellous
-sight lay spread out around and before them.
-
-Mrs. Kemp, sitting by the side of Mrs. Boringdon in the pony-carriage,
-had something of the same feeling. She turned--foolishly, as she
-somewhat ruefully admitted to herself a moment later--to her companion
-and contemporary for sympathy--"I never saw Whiteways looking so
-beautiful as it does to-day!"
-
-Mrs. Boringdon looked deliberately away from the sight which lay before
-her, and gazed thoughtfully at the sham Norman gateway. "Yes," she said,
-"very pretty indeed! Such a charming background to the men's red coats
-and to the dogs! Still, I wonder the Duke allows so many poor and dirty
-people to come streaming through the park. It rather spoils the look of
-the meet, doesn't it? If I were he, I should close the gates on this one
-day of the year at any rate."
-
-Mrs. Kemp made no answer, but she bethought herself it was surely
-impossible that Lucy should be happy, in any permanent sense, if made to
-live in close proximity to Oliver Boringdon's mother.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Time was going on. The walkers and those who had driven to Whiteways
-were asking one another uneasily what the Master was waiting for. Miss
-Vipen, sitting bolt upright by Mrs. Sampson's side, addressing now and
-again a sharp word of reproof to the two young Sampsons sitting opposite
-to her, alone divined the cause of the delay. The Master of the South
-Sussex Hunt, that is, Tom Laxton--she had known him all her life, and
-even as a boy he had been afraid of her--was, of course, waiting for the
-Duke, for the Duke and the Halnakeham party! It was too bad to keep the
-whole field waiting like this, and probably the fault of the Duchess,
-who was always late at all local functions. Miss Vipen told Mrs. Sampson
-her opinion of the Duke, of the Duchess, and last but not least of the
-Master, whose subserviences to the great she thoroughly despised.
-
-All at once there was a stir round the gate-way: "The Duke at last!"
-looking for all the world, so Miss Vipen observed to Mrs. Sampson, like
-an old fat farmer, and apparently quite pleased at having kept everybody
-waiting. As for Lord Pendragon, he was evidently very much the fine
-gentleman--or, stay, the weedy scholar from Oxford who despised the
-humble sports of a dull neighbourhood. But the time would come--Miss
-Vipen nodded her head triumphantly--when he, Lord Pendragon, would
-become very fat, like his mother, who, it was well known, was now too
-stout to ride. "They say," whispered Miss Vipen in Mrs. Sampson's
-unwilling ear, "that he is in love with a clergyman's daughter, and that
-the Duke won't hear of it! If they made her father a Bishop, I suppose
-it would be less objectionable-- Ah! there's the Duchess. They say her
-carriages are always built just about a foot broader than anybody else's
-in order that her size may not show so much."
-
-A move was now made for Whitecombe wood, and the Master trotted down
-towards a point from which on many a former occasion he had viewed a fox
-break away in the direction of the open down, and had been able to get a
-good start before he could be overtaken by what he used to call "all
-these confounded holiday jostlers."
-
-While all this was going on, Captain Laxton had not stirred from Lucy's
-side, and together they rode over up towards Boadicea's camp. "If they
-find soon, which I think very doubtful," he said quietly, "and if, what
-is even less likely, the fox breaks, he is sure to head this way"--he
-pointed to the left--"because of the wind."
-
-Lucy looked at him with a certain respect: she herself would never have
-thought of that! Captain Laxton, in the past, had often surprised her by
-his odd little bits of knowledge. She suddenly felt glad that he was
-there, and that apparently he bore her no grudge. More, she reminded
-herself that during the whole of the past summer she had missed his
-good-natured presence--that they had all missed him, her mother even
-more than herself. If he had not come to Whiteways to-day, she would now
-be by herself, down among those foolish people who were riding quickly
-and aimlessly up and down the steep roads near the wood, her father
-throwing her a word now and then no doubt, but Oliver giving her neither
-look, word, nor thought.
-
-Lucy had become aware that Boringdon and Mrs. Rebell had chosen, as she
-and Laxton had done, a point of vantage away from the rest of the field,
-and that Oliver, with eager glowing face, was explaining the whole
-theory of hunting to his companion--further, that she was hanging on his
-words with great interest.
-
-Meanwhile, Captain Laxton was looking at Lucy Kemp no less ardently than
-Boringdon was gazing at Barbara Rebell. The young man had come out
-to-day with the definite intention of saying something to the girl, and
-now he wished to get this something said and over as quickly as
-possible.
-
-"I hope that what happened last time I saw you won't make any
-difference, Lucy--I mean as to our being friends, and my coming to the
-Grange?"
-
-He had always called her Lucy--always, that is, since her parents had
-come home from India when she was twelve years old. Now it is difficult,
-or so at least thought Lucy Kemp, to cherish any thought of romance in
-connection with a man who has called you by your Christian name ever
-since you were a little girl!
-
-She hesitated. To her mind what had happened when they had last met
-ought to make a difference. She remembered how wretched his evident
-disappointment and unhappiness had made her at the time, and how kindly,
-since that time, had been her thoughts of him, how pained her father and
-mother had been. And now? Even after so short a time as three months,
-here he was, looking as cheerful and as good-tempered as ever! It was
-clear he had not cared as much as she had thought, and yet, according to
-her mother, he had wanted to speak to her nearly two years ago, and had
-been asked to bide his time. It was the knowledge of this constancy on
-his part which had made Lucy very tender to him in her thoughts.
-
-Laxton misunderstood her silence: "You need not be afraid, Lucy,
-that--that I will bother you again in the same way. But honestly, you
-don't know how I have missed you all, how awfully lonely I've felt
-sometimes."
-
-Lucy became aware that he was looking at her with a troubled, insistent
-face, and she suddenly remembered how much he used to be with them,
-making the Grange his home when she was still a very young girl, though
-he was more than welcome at another house in the neighbourhood. As for
-old Squire Laxton, Lucy knew only too well why he now always looked at
-her so disagreeably; the coming and going of this young soldier cousin
-to Laxgrove had been the old sporting bachelor's great pleasure, apart
-of course from hunting, and he had missed him sorely that summer.
-
-Why should not everything go on as it had done before, if Captain Laxton
-really wished it to do so? And so she said in a low tone, "Of course we
-have missed you too, all of us, very much."
-
-"Oh! well then, that's all right! I will come over to the Grange
-to-morrow--I suppose you would all be tired out this evening? I've been
-at Laxgrove nearly a week already, and I must be back at Canterbury on
-Monday, worse luck! I say, Lucy----"
-
-"Yes?" Lucy smiled up at him quite brightly, but her mind was absorbed
-in the scene below her: the Duke, the great potentate of the
-neighbourhood, had come up to Mrs. Rebell--she was now following him
-towards the victoria in which sat the ample Duchess, and Boringdon had
-ridden off, galloping his mare down the steep rough road where the
-Master, with anxious eyes, was watching the hounds slipping in and out
-of the wood. Lucy was rather puzzled. How was it that this strange lady,
-who had only arrived at the Priory some three weeks ago, and who never
-came into the village--she had been out driving when Mrs. Boringdon had
-called on her--knew everybody? She said suddenly, "I did not know that
-you knew Mrs. Rebell: we have none of us seen her excepting in church."
-
-"I can't say I know her, but old Cousin Tom has made great friends with
-her. You know she's been riding Saucebox every morning, and they, she
-and Boringdon, always go past Laxgrove about twelve o'clock. The first
-morning there was quite a scene. The mare didn't quite understand Mrs.
-Rebell, I suppose, for a steam roller came up, and in a minute she was
-all over the place. Mrs. Rebell sat tight, but it gave her rather a
-turn, and Tom made her come into the house. Then yesterday--you know
-what a down-pour there was--well, she and Boringdon came in again. I was
-rather glad to see them, for he and Tom have had rather an
-unpleasantness over the Laxgrove shooting. However, now, thanks to this
-Mrs. Rebell, they've quite made it up. She's a nice-looking woman, isn't
-she?--quite the kind of figure for a showy beast like Saucebox!"
-
-But Lucy made no answer: could it be, so thought Laxton uneasily, that
-she did not like to hear another woman praised? To some girls, the young
-man would never have said anything complimentary concerning another
-lady, but Lucy Kemp was different; that was the delightful thing about
-Lucy,--both about the girl and her mother.
-
-Old Tom, sitting over the smoking-room fire the evening before, had told
-his young kinsman to give up all thought of Lucy Kemp. "Whoever you
-marry now, it will be all the same about ten years hence!" so the
-cynical bachelor had observed, but then, what did Tom Laxton know about
-it? The younger man was well aware, in a general sense, that this was
-true of many men and their wives. It would probably be true of him were
-he to choose, and to be chosen, from among the group of pleasant girls
-with whom he had flirted, danced, and played games during the last few
-months. But with Lucy, ah! no,--Lucy Kemp had become a part of his life,
-and he could not imagine existence without her somewhere in the
-background. Of course, to his old cousin, to Tom Laxton, Miss Kemp was
-simply a quiet rather dull girl who could not even ride really
-well--ride as women ought to ride if they hunted at all. The old
-sportsman had only two feminine ideals,--that of the loud, jolly,
-hail-fellow-well-met sort of girl, or else the stand-offish, delicate,
-high-bred sort of woman, like this Mrs. Rebell.
-
-Lucy was looking straight before her, seeing nothing, thinking much.
-Oliver's absence from the Grange was now explained: he had been riding
-every morning with Mrs. Rebell, putting off the dull hours which he had
-to spend in the estate office till the afternoons. The girl thought it
-quite reasonable that Boringdon should ride with Madame Sampiero's
-guest, in fact, that sort of thing was one of those nondescript duties
-of which he had sometimes complained to her as having been more than he
-had bargained for. But how strange that he had not asked her, Lucy Kemp,
-to come too! When a certain girl cousin of Oliver's was at the Cottage,
-the three young people often enjoyed delightful riding expeditions,--in
-fact, that was how Lucy had first come to know Oliver so well.
-
-"They've found at last! This way, Lucy!--"
-
-Lucy woke up as if from a dream. The sharp unmistakable cry of Bluebell,
-one of the oldest hounds in the pack, broke on her ears. She and Laxton
-galloped down to the left--then waited--Laxton smiling broadly as the
-whole field swept past them just below, the men jostling one another in
-their eagerness to get first to a gate giving access to a large meadow
-which enclosed a stretch of down.
-
-Rather on one side Lucy saw Mrs. Rebell and Boringdon, and
-Oliver--quiet, prudent Oliver--was actually giving Saucebox a lead over
-a low hedge! A group of town-folk from Halnakeham clapped their hands on
-seeing the lady clear the obstacle. Laxton laughed. "Miss Vipen would
-talk about circus performances, eh! Lucy?" He had never liked Boringdon,
-the two men had nothing in common. "But, of course, Mrs. Rebell may have
-told him she wanted to jump. They were doing that sort of thing
-yesterday down at Laxgrove, and I must say I thought it very sensible of
-Boringdon."
-
- * * * * *
-
-But in point of fact the hounds had not found. They had struck a strong
-drag in the lower end of the cover, but, after running for only thirty
-or forty yards, scent had quickly failed, and a few minutes afterwards
-the majority of the field had reappeared near the old gate on the crest
-of the hill.
-
-"Well, it's not been much use so far, has it? I see that Mrs. Boringdon
-and your mother have gone home"--General Kemp seemed in high good
-humour. "And now that the Duchess is off, too, we shall be able to try
-the Bramber wood." The speaker's eyes twinkled; the Duchess of Appleby
-and Kendal had been a keen sportswoman in her day, and it had been hoped
-that the hounds would find in the ducal covers. "Would you like to go
-on, child?" He thought Lucy had been quite long enough with Laxton--that
-is, if, as his wife assured him, she had not changed her mind about the
-young man whom he himself liked so cordially.
-
-"I think, father, if you don't mind, I'd rather go home." The General's
-face fell--it seemed such a pity to turn back now, just when the real
-work of the day was to begin. He had heard the Master's dry words:--"The
-Duchess is gone, isn't she? Then let's make for Highcombe without losing
-a minute." But Laxton was interposing eagerly--"May I take Lucy home,
-sir? I will look after her all right, and perhaps Mrs. Kemp will give me
-a little lunch."
-
-The General looked doubtfully at the two young people. They had remained
-close to one another during the last hour--what did it all mean? He
-wished his wife were there to give him a word, a glance, of advice.
-
-"All right!" he said, "but in that case, I should advise you to go back
-over the downs. It's a pleasanter way, and you'll be at Chancton twice
-as quickly."
-
-Lucy looked gratefully at the young man: it was really nice of him to do
-this--to give up his afternoon to her, and to brave, as he was certainly
-about to do, old Squire Laxton's anger: the Master of the S.S.H. had
-never understood his favourite kinsman's attitude to the noblest sport
-ever devised by man. And so she assented eagerly to the proposal that
-they should ride back over the downs.
-
-"But wouldn't you rather stay?"
-
-"I'm really glad of the excuse to get away!"--he smiled down on
-her--"I've been simply longing to see your mother!"
-
-Slowly they made their way over the brow of the hill, and then down the
-wide grassy slopes skirting the high wall which shut off Chillingworth
-from the rest of the world.
-
-Lucy was very subdued, and very gentle. It was a relief to be with
-someone who did not suspect, as her parents seemed to do, the truth as
-to her feeling for Oliver Boringdon. Soon she and her companion were
-talking quite happily together, he asking her about all sorts of
-familiar matters. Again she bethought herself that she really had missed
-him, and that it was nice to have him back again.
-
-Then there was a pause--Laxton had felt the kindness, the confidence of
-her manner. Suddenly bending down, he saw that the tears were in her
-eyes--that her lips were trembling. Could it be--? Oh! God, was it
-possible that she relented--that his intense feeling had at last roused
-an answering chord? A flood of deep colour swept over his fair sunburnt
-face. "Lucy!" he said hoarsely, "Lucy!" She looked up at him with sudden
-mute appeal, but alas! he misunderstood the meaning of the look. "If it
-is ever any good--any good now, my asking you again, you will let me
-know--you will be kind?" Poor, inadequate words, so he felt them to be,
-but enough, more than enough, if he had interpreted aright the look he
-had surprised.
-
-But Lucy shook her head, "It is no good, I only wish it were--though I
-don't know why you should care so much."
-
-They rode on into the village, and Laxton showed the good stuff he was
-made of by coming, as he had said he would, to the Grange, where Mrs.
-Kemp, after glancing at Lucy, entertained him with a pitying and heavy
-heart.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX.
-
- "Falling in love is the one illogical adventure, the one thing
- of which we are tempted to think as supernatural, in our trite
- and reasonable world."
- R. L. S.
-
-
-Love has been described, by one who had a singularly intuitive knowledge
-of men's hearts, as a vital malady, and in one essential matter the
-similitude holds good--namely, in the amazing suddenness with which the
-divine fever will sometimes, nay often, seize upon its victim, driving
-out for the time being all other and allied ills, leaving room only for
-the one all-consuming passion.
-
-James Berwick was one of those men--more rarely found perhaps in England
-than on the Continent, and less often now than in the leisurely days of
-the past--who can tell themselves that they are pastmasters in the art
-of love. Two things in life were to him of absorbing interest--politics
-and women, and he found, as have done so many of his fellows, that the
-two were seldom in material conflict. His sister, Miss Berwick, did not
-agree in this finding, but she kept her views and her occasional
-misgivings to herself.
-
-Women had always played a great part in James Berwick's life, and that,
-as is generally true of the typical lover, in a very wide sense, as
-often as not "en tout bien tout honneur." He thought no hour wasted
-which was spent in feminine company: he was tender to the pruderies,
-submissive to the caprices, and very grateful for the affection often
-lavished on him by good and kindly women, to whom the thought of any
-closer tie than that of friendship would have been an outrage.
-
-More than once he had been very near, or so he had thought at the time,
-to the finding of his secret ideal,--of that woman who should be at once
-lover and friend. But some element, generally that of the selfless
-tenderness for which his heart craved, was lacking in the unlawful loves
-to which he considered himself compelled to confine his quest.
-
-He based his ideal on the tie which had bound his uncle, Lord Bosworth,
-to Madame Sampiero, and of which he had become aware at a moment when
-his youth had made him peculiarly susceptible to what was fine and
-moving in their strange, ardent romance.
-
-To his ideal,--so he could still tell himself when on one of those
-lamentable return journeys from some experimental excursion in that most
-debatable land, le pays du tendre,--he could and would remain faithful,
-however faithless he might become to the actual woman who, at the
-moment, had fallen short of that same ideal.
-
-Berwick constantly made the mistake of consciously seeking love, and so
-of allowing nothing for that element of fantasy and surprise which has
-always played so great a part in spontaneous affairs of the heart.
-
-He asked too much, not so much of love, as of life--intellect, passion,
-tenderness, fidelity, all these to be merged together in one who could
-only hope to be linked with her beloved in unlawful, and therefore, so
-whispered experience, in but temporary bonds.
-
-During the last ten years--Berwick was now thirty-five, and, while his
-brief married life lasted, he had been absolutely faithful to the poor
-sickly woman whose love for him had fallen short of the noblest of
-all--he had found some of the qualities he regarded as essential to a
-great and steadfast passion, first in one, and then in another, but
-never had he found them all united, as his uncle had done, in one woman.
-
-Mrs. Marshall, of whom his sister was still so afraid had first
-attracted him as a successful example of that type of woman to whom
-beauty, and the brilliant exercise of her feminine instincts, stand in
-lieu of mind and heart, and whose whole life is absorbed in the effort
-to excite feelings which she is determined neither to share nor to
-gratify. To vivify this lovely statue, to revenge, may-be, the wrongs of
-many of his sex, had been for Berwick an amusing diversion, a game of
-skill in which both combatants were to play with buttoned foils.
-
-But Mrs. Marshall, caught up at last into the flames in which she
-had seen so many burn--holocausts to her vanity and intense
-egotism--suddenly began to love Berwick with that dry, speechless form
-of passion which sears both the lover and the beloved, and which seems
-to strip the woman of self-respect, the man of that tenderness which
-should drape even spurious passion.
-
-The death of the lady's husband had occurred most inopportunely, and had
-been followed, after what had seemed to Berwick--now wholly
-disillusioned--a shockingly short interval, by one of those scenes of
-horror which sometimes occur in the lives of men and women and which
-each participant would give much to blot out from memory. During the
-interview he shuddered to remember, Berwick had been brought to say, "My
-freedom is dearer to me, far more so, than life itself! If I had to
-choose between marriage and death, I should choose death!"
-
-Arabella need not have been afraid. Louise Marshall's very name had
-become hateful to him, and the fact that she was still always trying to
-throw herself across his path had been one reason why he had spent the
-whole summer far from England.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was in this mood, being at the moment out of love with love, that
-Berwick had come back this autumn to Sussex and to Chancton Priory. It
-was in this same mood that he had first met Barbara Rebell, and had
-spent with her the evening of which he was afterwards to try and
-reconstitute every moment, to recall every word uttered by either. He
-had been interested, attracted, perhaps most of all relieved, to find a
-woman so different from the type which had caused him so much distress,
-shame, and--what was perhaps, to a man of his temperament,
-worse--annoyance.
-
-Then, after that short sojourn at the Priory, he had gone away, and
-thought of Barbara not at all. Certain matters had caused him to come
-back to Chillingworth before going on to Halnakeham Castle, and during
-those days, with a suddenness which had left him defenceless, had come a
-passion of deep feeling--none of those about them ventured to give that
-feeling its true name--for the desolate-eyed, confiding creature, who,
-if now thrown defenceless in his way as no woman had ever yet been, was
-yet instinct with some quality which seemed to act as a shield between
-himself and the tremulous, tender heart he knew was there, if only
-because of the love Barbara lavished on Madame Sampiero.
-
-During those early days, and for the first time in Berwick's experience,
-humility walked hand in hand with love, and the lover for a while found
-himself in that most happy state when passion seems intensified by
-respect. James Berwick had hitherto been always able to analyse every
-stage of his feeling in regard to the woman who at the moment occupied
-his imagination, but with regard to Mrs. Rebell he shrank from such
-introspection.
-
-Yet another feeling, and one oddly new, assailed him during those long
-hours which were spent in Barbara's company--now in the quiet stately
-downstair rooms of the Priory, now out of doors, ay, and even by Madame
-Sampiero's couch, for there Barbara, as if vaguely conscious of pursuit,
-would often take refuge. Jealousy, actual and retrospective jealousy,
-sharpened the edge of Berwick's feeling,--jealousy of Boringdon, of whom
-he gathered Barbara had lately seen so much, and with whom, as he could
-himself see, she must be on terms of pleasant comradeship--jealousy, far
-more poignant and searching, of Pedro Rebell, and of that past which the
-woman Berwick was beginning to regard as wholly his, had spent with him.
-
-Mrs. Rebell never made the slightest allusion to her husband, and yet
-for six long years--those formative years between nineteen and
-five-and-twenty--Pedro Rebell must have been, and in a sense rarely
-allowed to civilised man, the master of this delicate, sensitive woman,
-and, when he so pleased, her lover. Who else save the half-Spanish West
-Indian planter could have brought that shadow of fear into Barbara's
-eyes, and have made her regard the passion of love, as Berwick had very
-soon divined she did regard it, as something which shames rather than
-exalts human nature?
-
-From one and another, going even to Chancton Cottage, and questioning
-Mrs. Boringdon in his desire to know what Barbara he knew well would
-never tell him, Berwick had so far pieced together her past history as
-to come somewhere near the truth of what her life had been. He could
-picture Barbara's quiet childhood at St. Germains: could follow her
-girlhood--spent partly in France, partly in Italy--to which, as she grew
-to know him better, she often referred, and which had given her a kind
-of mental cultivation which, to such a man as himself, was peculiarly
-agreeable. Then, lastly, and most often, he would recall her long
-sojourn in the lonely West Indian plantation. There, if Grace Johnstone
-was to be believed, she had at times suffered actual physical
-ill-treatment from the man whom she had married because he had come
-across her path at a moment when she had been left utterly alone; and
-also because--so Berwick, as he grew to understand her, truly
-divined--Pedro Rebell bore her father's name, and shared the nationality
-of which those English men and women who are condemned to exile are so
-pathetically proud.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Mrs. Turke, Doctor McKirdy, and Madame Sampiero all watched with varying
-feelings the little drama which was being enacted before their eyes.
-
-Of the three, Mrs. Turke had the longest refused to believe the evidence
-afforded by her very shrewd senses. The old housekeeper took a frankly
-material view of life, and Doctor McKirdy had not been far wrong when he
-had once offended her by observing, "I should describe you, woman, as a
-grand old pagan!" There were few things she would not have done to
-pleasure James Berwick; and that he should enjoy a passing flirtation
-with Mrs. Rebell would have been quite within his old nurse's view of
-what should be--nay more, Mrs. Turke would have visited with
-condemnation any lady who had shown herself foolishly coy in accepting
-the attentions of such a gentleman.
-
-But when the old woman realised, as she soon came to do, that Berwick's
-feeling for Madame Sampiero's kinswoman was of a very different quality
-from that with which she had at first credited him, then Mrs. Turke felt
-full of vague alarm, and she liked to remind herself that Mrs. Rebell
-was a wife, and, from certain indications, a good and even a religious
-woman in the old-fashioned sense of the word.
-
-These stormy November days, so rough without, so peaceful within, each
-big with the presage of coming winter, reminded Mrs. Turke of another
-autumn at Chancton, and of other lovers who had found the atmosphere of
-the Priory strangely conducive to such a state of feeling as that which
-seemed to be brooding over James Berwick and Barbara Rebell.
-
-True, Madame Sampiero and Lord Bosworth had been far more equally
-matched in the duel which had ended in the defeat of both: but the
-woman, in that conflict, had been troubled with fewer scruples. They
-also had begun by playing at friendship--they also had thought it within
-their power to absorb only the sweet, and to reject the bitter, of the
-feast spread out before them. In those far away days Mrs. Turke had
-been, to a certain limited extent, the confidante of her mistress, and
-now she felt angered at the knowledge that her foster-son was becoming
-impatiently aware of her watching eyes, and nervously afraid of any
-word, even said by his old nurse in joke, concerning his growing
-intimacy with Mrs. Rebell.
-
-To Madame Sampiero, the present also brought back the past, and that,
-ah! yes, most poignantly. As she lay in her beautiful room, her solitude
-only broken by those two whom she had begun to watch so painfully, or by
-Doctor McKirdy who gave her news of them, she felt like the wounded
-warrior to whom heralds bring at intervals news of the conflict raging
-without. A word had been said by Mrs. Turke soon after Berwick's return,
-but the housekeeper had been rebuked by her paralysed mistress with
-sharp decision.
-
-The thought that the creature who was beginning not to take, so much as
-to share, in her heart the place of her dead child, could be caught in
-the net out of which she herself had not even yet cut herself free, was
-intolerable--the more so that she had been amused, rather cynically
-amused, at the effect her god-daughter had produced on the austere
-Boringdon. To see them together, to see his growing infatuation, and
-Barbara's utter unconsciousness of the feeling which, after the first
-memorable interview, brought him daily to the Priory, had been to
-Barbara's god-mother a delicious comedy. The woman in her delighted in
-the easy triumph of this other woman, more particularly because at first
-she had not credited Barbara Rebell with the possession of feminine
-charm.
-
-In this matter Boringdon showed Madame Sampiero how wrong she had been,
-and not he only, but many others also had at once come under her spell.
-And then, as is nearly always the way with those women who inspire
-sudden passions, Mrs. Rebell's charm was not, in its essence, one of
-sex. The grim, silent Scottish woman, Madame Sampiero's night attendant,
-smiled when Barbara came into the room, and Léonie, the French maid, had
-very early informed her mistress, "Je sens que je vais adorer cette
-Madame Rebell!" while as for James Berwick, his attitude the more moved
-and interested Madame Sampiero, because she had never seen him in any
-relation save in that of her own kind, cool, and attentive guest.
-
-Every nature betrays feeling in a manner peculiarly its own. Berwick
-would have been surprised indeed had he realised his constant betrayal
-of a passion so instinctive as to be as yet only partially revealed to
-his innermost self. For the first time in his experience he loved
-nobly--that is, with tenderness and abnegation. To be constantly with
-Barbara, to talk to her with that entire intimacy made possible by the
-solitary circumstances of her life, was all he asked as yet. Barbara
-Rebell, during those same short weeks, was also happy, and wholly
-content with the life she saw spread out before her--looking back to the
-six years spent with Pedro Rebell as to a terrible ordeal lying safely
-far behind her, so deep, so racial had been, after the first few weeks
-of their married life, the antagonism between them.
-
-Feeling her physical helplessness more than she had ever done, Madame
-Sampiero asked herself, with a foreboding which deepened into pain,
-whether certain passages in her own life were now about to be enacted
-over again in that of her own cousin? Lying there, her mind alone free,
-she told herself that while regretting nothing that had been, she yet
-would do all in her power to prevent one she loved from going through
-what she had endured--the more so that, to her mind, James Berwick was
-not comparable to the man for whom she had herself sacrificed
-everything. Lord Bosworth's only desire, and that over long years, had
-been to make the woman he loved his wife. She knew well that the nephew
-had a more ingenious and a less simple nature--that the two men looked
-at life from a very different standpoint.
-
-Madame Sampiero also realised to the full what Berwick's great wealth
-had meant and did mean to him, and how different a man he would have
-been without it. Had Barbara Rebell been free, so the paralysed woman
-now told herself, James Berwick would have fled from the neighbourhood
-of the Priory at the first dawn of his attraction.
-
-Barbara's god-mother would have given much to know what neither her own
-observation nor Doctor McKirdy's could tell her--namely, how Berwick's
-undisguised passion was affecting the object of it. Every day the older
-woman looked for some sign, for some conscious look, but Barbara
-remained in this one matter an enigma to those about her. Madame
-Sampiero knew--as every woman who has gone through certain experiences
-is bound to know--the deep secrecy, the deeper self-repression, which
-human beings, under certain conditions, can exercise when the question
-involved is one of feeling, and so sometimes, but never when Mrs. Rebell
-was actually with her, she wondered whether the attitude of Barbara to
-Berwick hid responsive emotion, which, when the two were alone together,
-knew how to show itself articulate.
-
-One thing soon became clear. Barbara much preferred to see either
-Boringdon or Berwick alone; she avoided their joint company; and that,
-so the three who so closely observed her were inclined to think, might
-be taken as a sign that she knew most surely how it was with them, if
-still ignoring how it was with herself.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Concerning love--that mysterious passion which Plotinus so well
-describes as part god part devil--Doctor McKirdy was an absolute
-fatalist. He regarded the attraction of man to woman as inevitable in
-its manifestations as are any of the other maleficent forces of nature,
-and for this view--not to go further than his own case--he had good
-reason. Till he was nearly thirty, he had himself experienced, not only
-a distaste but a positive contempt for what those about him described as
-love.
-
-However much the fact was disguised by soft phrases, he, the young
-Alexander McKirdy, knew full well that the passion was wholly base and
-devilish--playing sometimes impish, more often terrible, tricks on those
-it lured within its labyrinth; causing men to deviate almost
-unconsciously from the paths lying straight before them; generally
-injuring their careers, and invariably--and this, to such a nature as
-his own, seemed the most tragic thing of all--making, while the spell
-was upon the victims, utter fools of them. Above all had he condemned,
-with deepest scorn and intolerance--this, doubtless, owing in a measure
-to his early religious training--that man who allowed himself to feel
-the slightest attraction for a married woman; indeed, for such a one, he
-felt nothing but scathing contempt. The whole subject of man's relation
-to woman was one on which the doctor had been, even as a very raw and
-shy youth, always ready to hold forth, warning and admonishing those
-about him, especially his own sentimental countrymen cast up on the
-lonely and yet siren-haunted sea of London life.
-
-Then, holding these views more than ever, though perhaps less eager to
-discuss them, a chance had brought him to Chancton, there to fall
-himself in the same snare which he believed in all good faith so easy to
-avoid. After one determined effort to shake himself free, he had bowed
-his neck to the yoke, gradually sacrificing all that he had once thought
-made life alone worth living to a feeling which he had known to be
-unrequited, and which for a time he had believed to be unsuspected by
-the object of it.
-
-Who was he, Alexander McKirdy, so he asked himself during those days
-when he watched with very mingled feelings Berwick and Barbara--who was
-he to jeer, to find fault, even to feel surprised at what had now
-befallen James Berwick and Barbara Rebell? And yet, as was still apt to
-be his wont, the old Scotchman blamed the woman far more than the
-man--for even now, to his mind, man was the victim, woman the Circe
-leading him astray. This view angered the mistress of the Priory, but
-not even to please Madame Sampiero would the doctor pretend that he
-thought otherwise than he did.
-
-"Is this, think you, the first time she soweth destruction?" he once
-asked rather sternly. "I tell ye, Madam, she cannot be so simple as ye
-take her to be! I grant her Jamie"--falling back in the eagerness of the
-discussion on what had been his name for Berwick as a child--"we all
-know he's a charmer! But how about that poor stiff loon, Oliver
-Boringdon? would you say that there she has not been to blame?"
-
-But the answering murmur was very decided, "I am sure it is the first
-time she has sowed destruction, as you call it."
-
-"Well then, she has been lacking the opportunities God gives most women!
-If she has not sowed, it has not been for lack of the seed: she has a
-very persuasive manner--very persuasive indeed! That first night before
-she stumbled into this house, I was only half minded that she should see
-you, and she just wheedled me into allowing her to do so--oh! in a very
-dignified way, that I will admit. Now as women sow so shall they reap."
-
-"That," muttered Madame Sampiero, "is quite true;" and the doctor had
-pursued, rather ruthlessly, his advantage. "Can you tell me in all
-honesty," he asked, peering forward at her, meeting with softened gaze
-the wide open blue eyes, "if you yourself sowed destruction
-innocently-like, that is without knowing it? Was there ever a time when
-you were not aware of what you were doing?"
-
-For a moment the paralysed woman had made no answer, and then her face
-quivered, and he knew that the sounds which issued from between her
-trembling lips signified, "Yes, McKirdy, I always did know it! But
-Barbara is a better woman than I ever was----"
-
-"Ay, and not one half so beautiful as you ever were!" The doctor had
-remained very loyal to his own especial Circe.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It now wanted but a week to Lord Pendragon's coming-of-age ball, and
-Chancton Priory shared in the general excitement. Madame Sampiero was
-well aware that this would be her god-daughter's real introduction to
-the neighbourhood, and she was most anxious that the first impression
-should be wholly favourable. As regarded what Barbara was to wear,
-success could certainly be achieved; but in whose company she should
-make her first appearance at Halnakeham Castle was more difficult to
-arrange, for it had come to Doctor McKirdy's knowledge that James
-Berwick intended that he and Mrs. Rebell should share the long drive
-from Chancton to the Castle.
-
-This the mistress of the Priory was determined to prevent, and that
-without signifying her sense of its indecorum. The way out of the
-difficulty seemed simple. Madame Sampiero intimated her wish that Doctor
-McKirdy should be the third occupant of the Priory carriage, and that
-with this strange-looking cavalier, Barbara should make her appearance
-at the Castle: in that matter she thought she could trust to Berwick's
-instinct of what was becoming, and further, she had little fear that he
-would wish to attract the attention of the Duchess of Appleby and Kendal
-to his friendship with Mrs. Rebell. But, to Madame Sampiero's
-astonishment and chagrin, Doctor McKirdy refused to lend himself to the
-plan.
-
-"Nay," he said, "I've been thinking the matter over, and I cannot make
-up my mind to oblige ye. Your wit will have to find out another way."
-There had been a pause, and he added, with one of his curious twisted
-smiles, "It's not such as I who would dare to intervene at 'the canny
-hour at e'en'!"
-
-"Then I must tell James it cannot be!" Madame Sampiero spoke the words
-with the odd muffled distinctness which sometimes came over her
-utterance. But Doctor McKirdy had been thinking carefully over the
-situation: "Why not ask Mrs. Boringdon?" he growled out. "The woman does
-little enough for the good living she gets here!"
-
-Madame Sampiero looked at her faithful old friend with real gratitude.
-How foolish she had been not to have thought of that most natural
-solution! But to her, Oliver Boringdon's mother was the merest shadow,
-scarcely a name.
-
-And so it was that James Berwick's plan was defeated, while Barbara
-Rebell, who had not as yet become as intimate with Grace Johnstone's
-mother as she hoped to do, was made, somewhat against her will, to write
-and invite Mrs. Boringdon and her son to share with her the Priory
-carriage.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X.
-
- "Never, my dear, was honour yet undone
- By love, but by indiscretion!"
-
- COWLEY.
-
-
-It was the second day of the three which were being devoted to the
-coming-of-age festivities of Lord Pendragon, and Miss Berwick had asked
-herself to lunch at Halnakeham Castle. Because of the great ball which
-was to take place that evening, this day was regarded by the Duchess and
-the more sober of her guests as an off-day--one in which there was to be
-a lull in the many old-fashioned jollifications and junketings which
-were being given in honour of the son of the house.
-
-The Duchess of Appleby and Kendal had been a very good friend to
-Arabella and to her brother, and that over long years. Owing to a
-certain inter-marriage between her own family and that of the Berwicks,
-she chose to consider them as relations, and as such had consistently
-treated them. She was fond of James, and believed in his political
-future. Arabella she respected and admired: both respect and admiration
-having sure foundations in a fact which had come to the Duchess's
-knowledge in the days when she was still young, still slender, and
-still, so she sometimes told herself with a sigh, enthusiastic! This
-fact had been the sacrifice by Arabella Berwick of the small fortune
-left her by her parents, in order that some debts of her brother's might
-be paid.
-
-At the present moment James Berwick was actually staying at the Castle,
-and his sister had asked herself to lunch in order, if possible to see,
-and if not, to hear, on what terms he found himself with that one of his
-fellow guests whom his hostess, knowing what she did know of Arabella's
-fears, should not have allowed him to meet under her roof.
-
-To Miss Berwick's discomfiture, Louise Marshall was at lunch, more
-tragic, more mysterious in her manner, alas! more lovely, in her very
-modified widow's dress, than ever; but Arabella's brother, so her host
-informed her when they were actually seated at table, had gone over for
-the day to Chillingworth! This meant that the sister had had a four-mile
-drive for nothing--a drive, too, which was to be repeated that same
-evening, for the whole of the Fletchings party, even Lord Bosworth, were
-coming to the ball.
-
- * * * * *
-
-One of the most curious of human phenomena met with by the kindly and
-good-hearted who are placed by Providence in positions of importance and
-responsibility, is the extreme willingness shown by those about them to
-profit by that same kindliness and good-heartedness--joined to a keen
-disapproval when those same qualities are exercised on behalf of others
-than themselves!
-
-There had been a time when the Duchess's rather culpable good-nature,
-strengthened by her real affection for the two young people concerned,
-had been of the utmost service to Arabella Berwick--when, indeed,
-without the potent help of Halnakeham Castle, Miss Berwick would have
-been unable to achieve what had then been, not only the dearest wish of
-her heart, but one of the utmost material moment--the marriage of her
-brother to the great heiress whose family had hoped better things for
-her than a union with Lord Bosworth's embarrassed though brilliant
-nephew and heir.
-
-But the kind Duchess's services on that occasion were now forgotten in
-Arabella's extreme anger and indignation at the weak folly which had led
-to Mrs. Marshall's being asked to meet Berwick. The sister had come over
-to Halnakeham determined to say nothing of what she thought, for she was
-one of those rare women who never cry over spilt milk,--the harm, if
-harm there were, was already done. But the old habit of confidence
-between the two women, only separated by some ten years in age, had
-proved too strong, especially as the opportunity was almost thrust upon
-the younger of the two by her affectionate and apologetic hostess.
-
-"Qui s'excuse s'accuse"; the Duchess, sitting alone after lunch with her
-dear Arabella, should surely have remembered the wise French proverb,
-the more so as she had not made up her mind how much she meant to say,
-and how much to leave unsaid, concerning James Berwick's strange
-behaviour during the few days he had been sleeping,--but by no means
-living,--at the Castle.
-
-"Well, my dear, we need not have been afraid about your brother and poor
-Louise Marshall--from what I can make out, he has hardly said a word to
-her since he has been here! In fact, he has hardly been here at all. He
-goes off in the morning and comes back late in the afternoon. He did
-stay and help yesterday, and made, by the way, a most charming little
-speech,--but then he took his evening off! I've been wondering whether
-there can be any counter attraction in the neighbourhood of
-Chillingworth--?"
-
-The speaker looked rather significantly at her guest. She had been at
-some trouble to find out what that attraction could be which took
-Berwick daily to Chancton, and as her own confidential maid was Mrs.
-Turke's niece, and a Chancton woman, she had come to a pretty shrewd
-idea of the truth.
-
-But Miss Berwick was absorbed in her grievance. "No," she said sharply,
-"certainly not! James hasn't ever been over to Fletchings, and we have
-no one staying there whom he could want to see. I suppose the truth is
-he wisely tries to escape from Mrs. Marshall. Knowing all you know,
-Albinia, and all I said to you last year, how _could_ you have the woman
-here? I was really aghast when I heard that she was coming, and that
-James was hurrying back to see her--of course everyone must be putting
-two and two together, and he will find himself at last in a really bad
-scrape!"
-
-The Duchess began to look very uncomfortable. "The poor soul wrote and
-asked if she might come," she said feebly; "I do think that you are
-rather hardhearted. It would melt your heart if you were to hear her
-talking about him to me. She has paid a woman--some poor Irish lady
-recommended to her--to look up all his old speeches, and she devotes an
-hour every day to reading them over, and that although she doesn't
-understand a word of what she's reading! It's really rather touching,
-and I do think he owes her something. Of course you know what she would
-like, what she is hoping for against hope--old Mr. Marshall was a very
-rich man----"
-
-Miss Berwick knew very well, but she thought the question an outrage--so
-foolish and so shocking that it was not worth an answer. Indeed, she
-shrugged her shoulders, a slight but very decided shrug, more eloquent
-than any words could have been from such a woman.
-
-The Duchess, kind as she was, and with a power of sympathetic insight
-which often made her unhappy, felt suddenly angered. She took up a book.
-It had a mark in it. "Reading this sentence," she said rather nervously,
-"I could not help thinking of your brother."
-
-Miss Berwick held out a languid hand. She thought this rather a mean way
-of avoiding a discussion. Then she read aloud the sentence--
-
-"It is the punishment of Don Juanism to create continually false
-positions, relations in life which are false in themselves, and which it
-is equally wrong to break or to perpetuate."
-
-There was a pause. Arabella put the book down, and pushed it from her
-with an almost violent gesture. "I cannot understand," she cried, "how
-this can in any way have suggested James! I never met a man who was less
-of a Don Juan. If he was so he would be happier, and so should I.
-Imagine Don Juan and Louise Marshall--why, he would have made mincemeat
-of such a woman; she would have been a mere episode!"
-
-"And what more has poor Louise been? No woman likes to be a mere
-episode! I do not say"--the Duchess spoke slowly; she knew she had gone
-a little too far, and wished to justify herself, also to find out, for
-the knowledge had made her very indignant, if Arabella was aware of how
-her brother was now spending his time,--"I do not say by any means that
-your brother is a Don Juan in the low and mean sense of the term, but
-circumstances and you--yes, you, in a measure--have made his relations
-to women essentially false and unnatural. Yes, my dear girl, that sort
-of thing _is_ against nature! You are amazed and indignant when I speak
-of it as being possible that he should marry Louise Marshall, and yet I
-am quite sure that James is a man far more constituted for normal than
-for abnormal conditions, and that he would be happier, and more
-successful in the things that you consider important for him if, like
-other men, he realised that--that----"
-
-The Duchess stole a look at her guest's rigid face, then went on with
-dogged courage--
-
-"Well, that a certain kind of behaviour nearly always leads to a man's
-having to take a woman--generally the wrong woman, too--to church, that
-is, if he is, in the ordinary sense, an honourable man! I fear,"
-concluded the Duchess dolefully, "that you think me very coarse. But
-James and Louise between them have made me quite wretched the last few
-days, so you must forgive me, and really I don't think you have anything
-to fear--Louise is leaving the day after to-morrow."
-
-The speaker got up; why, oh! why, had she allowed herself to be lured
-into this odious discussion?
-
-Arabella had also risen, and for a moment the two women, perfectly
-contrasted types of what centuries have combined to make the modern
-Englishwoman of the upper class, faced one another.
-
-The Duchess was essentially maternal and large-hearted in her outlook on
-life. She was eager to compass the happiness of those round her, and
-thanked God daily for having given her so good a husband and such
-perfect children--unconscious that she had herself made them to a great
-extent what they were. Particular to niceness as to her own conduct, and
-that of her daughters, she was yet the pitying friend of all black sheep
-whose blackness was due to softness of heart rather than hardness of
-head. On the whole, a very happy woman--one who would meet even those
-natural griefs which come to us all with soft tears of submission, but
-who would know how to avert unnatural disaster.
-
-To her alone had been confided the story of Miss Berwick's love passages
-with Daniel O'Flaherty. To-day, looking at the still youthful figure and
-proud reserved face of her friend, she marvelled at the strength of
-character, the mingled cruelty and firmness, Arabella had shown, and she
-wondered, not for the first time, whether the agony endured had been in
-any sense justified by its results. Then she reminded herself that as
-Mrs. O'Flaherty the sister could hardly have brought about, as Miss
-Berwick had known how to do, her brother's marriage to one of the
-wealthiest unmarried women of her day.
-
-"I think we ought to be going downstairs: and--and--please forgive me
-for speaking as I did just now--you know I am simply tired out!"
-
-And indeed the Duchess had endured that which had gone far to spoil her
-innocent happiness in her son's coming-of-age festivities. After each
-long day of what was on her part real hard work, the poor lady, whom all
-about her envied, would call on her only confidant, the Duke, to scourge
-her for the folly to which her kindness of heart and platonic sympathy
-with the tender passion had led her; and husband-wise he would by turns
-comfort and scold her, saying very uncomplimentary things of both the
-sinners now in full enjoyment of his hospitality. Berwick, generally the
-most agreeable and serviceable of guests, was moody, ill at ease, and
-often absent for long hours--behaving indeed in a fashion which only his
-hosts' long kindness to him could, in any way, excuse or authorise.
-
-As to Mrs. Marshall, she made no effort to disguise her state of mind.
-She gloried in her unfortunate and unrequited passion, and made the
-object of it appear--what he flattered himself he had never yet
-been--absurd. She made confidences to the women and entertained the men
-with eulogies of Berwick. Now, to-day, she was looking forward, as her
-hostess well knew, to the evening. At the ball it would surely be
-impossible for her lover to escape her, though her anxiety--and this,
-the Duchess's fatal knowledge of human nature also made clear to
-her--was somewhat tempered by the fact that on this occasion, in honour,
-as she plaintively explained, of dear Pendragon, and in order to cast no
-gloom over the festivity, she would once more appear in a dress showing
-the lovely shoulders which had once been described as "marmorean"--the
-word had greatly gratified her--by a Royal connoisseur of feminine
-beauty.
-
-The fact that the whole affair much enlivened the party and gave an
-extraordinary "montant" to what would otherwise have been rather a prosy
-gathering,--that her guests so much enjoyed an item which had no place
-in the long programme of entertainments arranged by the Duke and
-herself--was no consolation to the Duchess.
-
- * * * * *
-
-"One moment, Albinia!"
-
-The younger woman had turned very pale. The Duchess's words concerning
-Berwick and his sentimental adventures had cut her to the quick.
-Heavens! was this the way people were talking of her brother? The words,
-"an honourable man," sounded in her ears. How cruelly, how harshly, men
-and women judged each other!
-
-"Of course, what you said just now concerning James and his love
-affairs,--if one may call them so,--impressed me. How could it be
-otherwise? As you know, I have no sympathy, I might almost say no
-understanding, of his attitude in these matters. There is a whole side
-of life to which I feel," her voice dropped, "the utmost repugnance. I
-have never allowed anyone to make me those confidences which seem so
-usual nowadays, nay, more, I have never even glanced at the details of
-any divorce case. I once dismissed a very good maid--you remember
-Bennett?--because I found her reading something of the kind in my room.
-I could not have borne to have about me a woman who I knew delighted in
-such literature----"
-
-"But my dear Arabella----"
-
-"Let me speak! Bear with me a moment longer! Now, about James. Of course
-I know he's in a difficult position--one that is, as you say, unnatural.
-But, after all, many men remain unmarried from choice, ay, and even free
-from foolish intrigues--to me such episodes are not love affairs. If
-there is any fear of such folly leading to marriage, well then, for my
-brother the matter becomes one of terrible moment----"
-
-"You mean because of the money?" The Duchess had sunk down again into a
-chair--she was looking up at her friend, full of remorse at having
-seemed to put Arabella on her defence.
-
-"Yes, Albinia, because of the money. You do not know--you have never
-known--what it is to lack money. I have never wanted it for myself, but
-I have longed for it, Heaven alone knows how keenly, simply to be
-relieved from constant care and wearing anxieties. I seem to be the
-first Berwick who has learnt how _not_ to spend! As for James, it is
-impossible to imagine him again a poor man."
-
-"And yet he is not extravagant."
-
-Miss Berwick looked pityingly at the Duchess. "What is extravagance?
-Perhaps in the common sense of the word James is not extravagant. But he
-cares supremely for those things which, in these ignoble times of ours,
-money alone ensures--Power--the power to be independent--the indefinite,
-but very real, prestige great wealth gives among those who despise the
-prestige of rank."
-
-"But do those people matter?" asked the Duchess, rather superbly.
-"Snobbish radicals--I've met 'em!"
-
-"But that is just what they are _not_!" cried Arabella feverishly. "They
-care nothing for rank, but they do care, terribly so, for money. The man
-who is known to have it--fluid at his disposal (that's how I heard one
-of James's friends once describe it)--at the disposal, if so it be
-needed, of the party, commands their allegiance and their respect, as no
-great noble, every penny of whose income is laid out beforehand, can
-hope to do. If James, instead of marrying as he did do, had gone on as
-he began, where would he be now? What position, think you, would he
-occupy? I will tell you, Albinia,--that of a Parliamentary free-lance,
-whose very abilities make him feared by the leaders of every party; that
-of a man whose necessities make him regard office as the one thing
-needful, who is, or may be, open to subtle forms of bribery, whose mouth
-may be suddenly closed on the bidding of--well, say, of his uncle, Lord
-Bosworth, because he gives him, at very long and uncertain intervals,
-such doles as may keep him out of the Bankruptcy Court. Can you wonder
-that I am anxious? To me he is everything in the world----"
-
-She stopped abruptly, then began speaking again in far more bitter
-accents.
-
-"Louise Marshall! You spoke just now of his possible marriage to that
-woman. She may be rich, but I tell you fairly that I would rather see
-James poor than rich through her. I cannot find words to express to you
-what I think of her. She sold herself, her youth, her great beauty, her
-name, and her family connections--you among them, Albinia--to that
-vulgar old man, and now that the whole price has been meted out to her,
-she wishes to re-invest it in a more pleasant fashion. She has sold and
-now she wishes to buy----"
-
-"My dear Arabella!"
-
-"Yes, it is I who am coarse,--horribly so! But I am determined that you
-shall hear my side of the case. You speak of my brother's honour. Do you
-know how Louise Marshall behaved last year? Do you know that, when that
-wretched old man lay dying, she came to Bosworth House--to _my_
-house--and insisted on seeing James, and--and"--the speaker's voice
-broke, the Duchess could see that she was trembling violently; "Why do
-you make me remember those things--those horrible things which I desire
-to forget?"
-
-Emotion of any sort is apt to prove contagious. The Duchess was very
-sorry for her friend; but she had received, which Arabella had not, Mrs.
-Marshall's confidences, and then she knew, what Arabella evidently did
-not know, how James Berwick was now spending his time, and what had
-dislodged--or so she believed--Louise Marshall from his heart. And so--
-
-"As you have spoken to me so frankly," she said, "I also owe you the
-truth. Perhaps I am not so really sorry for Louise as you seem to think
-me, but, during the last few days, a fact has come to my knowledge--I
-need hardly tell you that I have said nothing to Louise about it--which
-has made me, I must say, feel rather indignant. I asked you just now,
-Arabella, whether there could be any rival attraction at Chillingworth;
-that, I confess, was rather hypocritical on my part, for there _is_ an
-attraction--at Chancton Priory."
-
-"At Chancton Priory?" repeated Miss Berwick, "why there's absolutely no
-one at Chancton Priory! Who can you possibly mean?"
-
-All sorts of angry, suspicious thoughts and fears swept through her
-mind. As is so often the case with women who keep themselves studiously
-aloof from any of the more unpleasant facts of real life, she was
-sometimes apt to suspect others of ideas which to them would have been
-unthinkable. She knew that her friend's maid was a niece of Madame
-Sampiero's housekeeper. Was it possible that there had been any gossip
-carried to and fro as to Berwick's attraction for some rustic beauty?
-Well, whatever was true of him, that would never be true. To him
-temptation did not lie that way.
-
-But it was the Duchess's turn to look astonished. "Do you mean," she
-exclaimed, "that you have not seen and know nothing of Barbara
-Sampiero's cousin,--of this Mrs. Rebell, who has been at Chancton for
-the last six weeks, and whom, if I judge rightly from the very pathetic
-letter which poor dear Barbara Sampiero dictated for me to that old
-Scotch doctor of hers, she is thinking of making her heiress?"
-
-"Mrs. Rebell?"--Miss Berwick's tone was full of incredulous relief--"My
-dear Albinia, what an extraordinary idea! Certainly, I have seen her. My
-uncle made me call the very moment she arrived, and I never met a more
-apathetic, miserable-looking woman, or one more _gauche_ and ill at
-ease."
-
-"She did not look _gauche_ or ill at ease at the Whiteways meet."
-
-"Mrs. Rebell was not at the meet," said Arabella positively. "If she had
-been, I should, of course, have seen her. Do you mean the woman who was
-riding Saucebox?--that was some friend of the Boringdons."
-
-It was the Duchess's turn to shrug her shoulders: "But I spoke to her!"
-she cried. "I can't think where your eyes could have been. She's a
-strikingly attractive-looking woman, with--or so I thought, when I
-called on her some ten days after she arrived at Chancton--a
-particularly gentle and self-possessed manner."
-
-"Oh! but you," said Miss Berwick, not very pleasantly, "always see
-strangers _en beau_. As to James, all I can say is that I only wish he
-did admire Mrs. Rebell--that, at any rate, would be quite safe, for she
-is very much married, and to a relation of Madame Sampiero."
-
-"You would wish James to admire this Mrs. Rebell? Well, not so I! To my
-mind his doing so would be a most shocking thing, a gross abuse of
-hospitality"--and as she saw that Miss Berwick was still smiling
-slightly, for the suggestion that her brother was attracted to the
-quiet, oppressed-looking woman with whom she had spent so uncomfortable
-a ten minutes some weeks before, seemed really ludicrous--the Duchess
-got up with a sudden movement of anger. "Well, you will be able to see
-them together to-night, and I think you will change your opinion about
-Mrs. Rebell, and also agree with me that James should be off with the
-old love before he is on with the new!"
-
-"Albinia"--Miss Berwick's voice altered, there came into it something
-shamed and tremulous in quality--"Sir John Umfraville has left us. When
-it came to the point--well, I found I couldn't do it."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI.
-
- "To the fair fields where loves eternal dwell
- There's none that come, but first they fare through Hell."
-
- BEAUMONT AND FLETCHER.
-
-
-It is wonderful how few mistakes are made by those who have the sending
-out of invitations to a great country function. The wrong people are
-sometimes included, but it rarely happens that the right people are left
-out.
-
-Halnakeham Castle was famed for its prodigal hospitality, and on such an
-occasion as the coming-of-age ball of the only son, the ducal
-invitations had been scattered broadcast, and not restricted, in any
-sense, to those for whom the word "dancing" was full of delightful
-significance. In Chancton village alone, Miss Vipen could show the
-Duchess's card, and so could Doctor McKirdy, while both the Cottage and
-the Vicarage had been bidden to bring a party.
-
-This being the case, it was felt by Mrs. Kemp's neighbours to be very
-strange and untoward that no invitation had been received at Chancton
-Grange, but, as so often happens, those who were supposed to be the most
-disturbed were really the least so. General Kemp and his wife were not
-disposed to resent what Miss Vipen eagerly informed their daughter was a
-subtle affront, and a very short time after the amazing omission became
-known, Lucy Kemp received five invitations to join other people's
-parties for the ball, and declined them all.
-
-Then came an especially urgent message from Mrs. Boringdon, brought by
-Oliver himself. "Of course you will come with us," he said insistently,
-"my mother is to have the Priory carriage, and," he added, smiling as if
-speaking in jest, "I will tell you one thing quite frankly--if you
-refuse to come, I shall stay at home!"
-
-Lucy gave him a quick, rather painful glance. What could he mean by
-saying that to her?--but Mrs. Kemp, again dowered with that sixth sense
-sent as a warning to those mothers worthy of such aid, asked rather
-sharply, "Are you and Mrs. Boringdon then going alone, for Lucy's father
-would not wish her in any case to remain up very late?" and Oliver
-answered at once, "Oh! no, Mrs. Rebell will, of course, be with us--in
-fact, in one sense we are going as her guests. It is she who is so
-anxious that Lucy should come too, and you need have no fear as to our
-staying late, for we are going especially early in order to be home
-before one o'clock." And then, to Mrs. Kemp's surprise, Lucy suddenly
-declared that she would come after all, and that it was very kind of
-Mrs. Rebell to have asked her.
-
-On the great day, but not till five o'clock, the belated invitation did
-at last arrive at the Grange, accompanied by a prettily worded sentence
-or two of apology and explanation as to a packet of unposted cards. The
-General and Mrs. Kemp, however, saw no reason to change the arrangement
-which had been made; more than once Mrs. Boringdon had chaperoned their
-daughter to local entertainments, and, most potent reason of all, every
-vehicle in the neighbourhood had been bespoken for something like a
-fortnight. If Lucy's father and mother wished to grace the ducal ball
-with their presence, they would have to drive there in their own
-dog-cart, and that neither of them felt inclined to do on a dark and
-stormy November night, though there were many to inform them that they
-would not in so doing find themselves alone!
-
- * * * * *
-
-Lucy Kemp had a strong wish, which she hardly acknowledged to herself,
-to see Mrs. Rebell and Oliver Boringdon together. The girl was well
-aware that Oliver's manner to her had first changed before the coming of
-this stranger to the Priory, but she could not help knowing that he now
-saw a great deal of Mrs. Rebell. She knew also that, thanks to that
-lady's influence, the young man was now free to see Madame
-Sampiero--that hidden mysterious presence who, if invisible, yet so
-completely dominated the village life of Chancton.
-
-This, of course, was one reason why he was now so often at the Priory.
-Indeed, his mother complained to Lucy that it was so: "I suppose that,
-like most afflicted persons, Madame Sampiero is very capricious. As you
-know, in old days she would never see Oliver, and now she expects him to
-be always dancing attendance on her!"
-
-Lucy implicitly accepted this explanation of the long mornings spent by
-her old friend at the Priory; but it may be doubted whether in giving
-it, Mrs. Boringdon had been quite honest. On making Mrs. Rebell's
-acquaintance, which she had not done till Barbara had been at Chancton
-for some little time, the mistress of the Cottage realised that the
-Priory now contained within its walls a singularly attractive woman.
-
-The excuse which Boringdon made, first to himself, and then to his
-mother, concerning Madame Sampiero's renewed interest in village
-affairs, was one of those half-truths more easily believed by those who
-utter them than by those to whom they are uttered. During the fortnight
-Mrs. Boringdon was away, Oliver spent the greater part of each day in
-Mrs. Rebell's company; the after-knowledge of that fact, together with
-his avoidance of Lucy Kemp, made his mother vaguely suspicious. She
-also, therefore, was not sorry for the opportunity now presented to her
-of seeing her son and Mrs. Rebell together, but she would have liked on
-this occasion to be with them alone, and not in company with Lucy Kemp.
-
-In this matter, however, her hand was forced. Boringdon, when bringing
-his mother's note to the Grange, told the truth, as indeed he always
-did; the taking of Lucy to Halnakeham Castle was Mrs. Rebell's own
-suggestion, and in making it Barbara honestly believed that she would
-give her good friend--for so she now regarded Oliver Boringdon--real
-pleasure. Also, she was by no means anxious for a drive spent in the
-solitary company of this same good friend and his mother--especially his
-mother. In Mrs. Boringdon, Barbara had met with her only disappointment
-at Chancton. There had arisen between the two women something very like
-antipathy, and more than once Mrs. Rebell had felt retrospectively
-grateful to James Berwick for having given her, as he had done the first
-evening they had spent together, a word of warning as to the mistress of
-the cottage.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Certain days, ay and certain hours, are apt to remain vividly marked,
-and that without any special reason to make them so, on the tablets of
-our memories.
-
-Lucy Kemp always remembered, in this especially vivid sense, not only
-the coming-of-age ball of Lord Pendragon, but that drive of little more
-than half an hour, spent for the most part in complete silence by the
-occupants of the old-fashioned, roomy Priory carriage.
-
-Lucy and Oliver, sitting with their backs to the horses, were in
-complete shadow, but the carriage lamps threw a strong, if wavering,
-light on Mrs. Boringdon and Barbara Rebell. For the first time the girl
-was able to gaze unobserved at the woman who--some instinct told
-her--had come, even if unknowingly, between herself and the man she
-loved.
-
-Leaning back as far as was possible in the carriage, Barbara had a
-constrained and pre-occupied look. She dreaded the festivity before her,
-fearing that an accident might bring her across some of her unknown
-relations--some of the many men and women who had long ago broken off
-all connection with Richard Rebell and his belongings; for these people
-Richard Rebell's daughter felt a passion of dislike and distaste.
-
-Barbara also shrank from meeting James Berwick in that world from which
-she herself had always lived apart, while belonging to it by birth and
-breeding; she found it painful to imagine him set against another
-background than that where she had hitherto seen him, and she felt as if
-their singular intimacy must suffer, when once the solitude with which
-it had become encompassed was destroyed.
-
-That afternoon there had occurred in Mrs. Turke's sitting-room a curious
-little scene. Barbara and Berwick had gone in there after lunch, and
-Berwick had amused both Mrs. Rebell and his old nurse by telling them
-something of the elaborate preparations which were being made at
-Halnakeham Castle for the great ball. Suddenly the housekeeper had
-suggested, with one of her half-sly, half-jovial looks, that Mrs. Rebell
-should, there and then, go and put on her ball-dress--the beautiful gown
-which had arrived the day before from Paris, and which had already been
-tried on by her in Madame Sampiero's presence.
-
-For a moment, Barbara had not wholly understood what was being required
-of her, and Mrs. Turke mistook the reason for her hesitation: "La,
-ma'am, you need not be afraid that your shoulders won't bear
-daylight--why, they're milky white, and as dimpled as a baby's, Mr.
-James!" And then, understanding at last the old woman's preposterous
-suggestion, and meeting the sudden flame in Berwick's half-abashed,
-wholly pleading eyes, Barbara had felt inexplicably humiliated--stripped
-of her feminine dignity. True, Berwick had at once altered his attitude
-and had affected to treat Mrs. Turke's notion as a poor joke, quickly
-speaking of some matter which he knew would be of absorbing interest to
-his old nurse.
-
-But even so Mrs. Rebell, sitting there in the darkness, felt herself
-flush painfully as she remembered the old housekeeper's shrewd,
-appraising look, and as she again saw Berwick's ardent eyes meeting and
-falling before her own shrinking glance.
-
- * * * * *
-
-"I don't know that we shall have a really pleasant evening"--Mrs.
-Boringdon's gentle, smooth voice struck across the trend of Barbara's
-thoughts. "It is certain to be a terrible crush--the Duke and Duchess
-seem to have asked everybody. Even Doctor McKirdy is coming! I suppose
-he will drive over in solitary state in one of the other Priory
-carriages?"
-
-Mrs. Rebell stiffened into attention: "No," she said, rather distantly,
-"Doctor McKirdy is going to the Castle with a certain Doctor Robertson
-who lives at Halnakeham." Here Oliver interposed--"Robertson is one of
-the Halnakeham doctors, and, like McKirdy himself, a bachelor and a
-Scotchman; he is, therefore, the only medical man hereabouts whom our
-friend honours with his intimate acquaintance."
-
-And then again silence fell upon the group of ill-assorted fellow
-travellers.
-
- * * * * *
-
-One of the long low rooms on the ground floor of the Castle, a portion
-of the kitchens and commons in the old days when Halnakeham was a Saxon
-stronghold, was now turned into a cloak-room and dressing-room. There it
-was that Lucy and Mrs. Boringdon--animated by very different
-feelings--watched, with discreet curiosity, their companion emerging
-from the long black cloak which concealed her gown as effectually as if
-it had been a domino.
-
-Some eyes, especially when they are gazing at a human being, only obtain
-a general agreeable or disagreeable impression, while others have a
-natural gift for detail. To Lucy Kemp, the sight of Mrs. Rebell,
-standing rather rigidly upright before a long mirror set into the stone
-wall, presented a quite unexpected vision of charm and feminine
-distinction. But, even after having seen Barbara for a whole evening,
-the girl could not have described in detail, as Mrs. Boringdon could
-have done after the first quick enveloping glance, the dress which
-certainly enhanced and intensified the wearer's rather fragile beauty.
-The older and keener eyes at once took note of the white silk skirt,
-draped with festoons of lace caught up at intervals with knots of dark
-green velvet and twists of black tulle--of the swathed bodice encrusted
-with sprays of green gems, from which emerged the white, dimpled
-shoulders which had been so much admired by Mrs. Turke, and which
-Barbara had inherited from her lovely mother.
-
-Gazing at the figure before her with an appreciation of its singular
-charm far more envious than that bestowed on it by Lucy Kemp, Mrs.
-Boringdon was speculating as to the emeralds--might they not, after all,
-be only fine old paste?--which formed the _leit motif_ of the costume.
-
-"Paris?" Mrs. Boringdon's suave voice uttered the word--the
-question--with respect.
-
-Barbara started: "Yes, Peters. My god-mother has gone to him for years.
-He once made her a gown very like this, in fact trimmed with this same
-lace,"--Mrs. Rebell hesitated--"and of the same general colouring. I am
-so glad you like it: I do think it really very pretty!"
-
-And then, suddenly looking up and seeing the vision of herself and her
-dress in the mirror, again the memory of that little scene in Mrs.
-Turke's sitting-room came over Barbara in a flash of humiliation. Now,
-in a moment, she would see Berwick--Berwick would see her, and a vivid
-blush covered her face and neck with flaming colour.
-
-"I hope you don't think the bodice is--is--cut oddly off the shoulders?"
-she said, rather appealingly.
-
-"Oh! no--quite in the French way, of course, but very becoming to you."
-Mrs. Boringdon spoke amiably, but her mind was condemning Madame
-Sampiero for lending fine old lace and priceless jewels to one so
-situated as was Barbara Rebell. It was such a mistake--such ill-judged
-kindness! No wonder the woman before her had reddened when admitting, as
-she had just tacitly done, that the splendid gems encrusted on her
-bodice were only borrowed plumes.
-
-"You will have to be careful when dancing," she said, rather coldly, "or
-some of those beautiful stones may become loosened and drop out of their
-setting."
-
-Barbara looked at her and answered quickly--"I do not mean to dance
-to-night,"--but she felt the touch of critical enmity in the older
-woman's voice, and it added to her depression. Instinctively she turned
-for a word of comfort to Lucy Kemp.
-
-In her white tulle skirt and plain satin bodice, the girl looked very
-fresh and pretty: she was smiling--the very sight of the lovely frock
-before her had given her a joyous thrill of anticipation. Lucy had never
-been to a great ball, and she was beginning to look forward to the
-experience. "Oh! but you must dance to-night, mother says that at such a
-ball as this everybody dances!" The other shook her head, but it pleased
-her to think that she had been instrumental in bringing this pretty,
-kind young creature to a place which, whatever it had in store for
-her--Barbara--could only give Lucy unclouded delight.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Walking with stately steps up the great staircase of Halnakeham Castle,
-Mrs. Boringdon became at once conscious that her party had arrived most
-unfashionably early, and she felt annoyed with Mrs. Rebell for having
-brought about so regrettable a _contretemps_. While apparently gazing
-straight before her, she noticed that her present fellow-guests were in
-no sense representative of the county; they evidently consisted of folk,
-who, like Barbara, had known no better, and had taken the ducal
-invitation as literally meaning that the Duchess expected her guests to
-arrive at half-past nine!
-
-Mrs. Boringdon accordingly made her progress as slow as she could, while
-Lucy, just behind her, looked about and enjoyed the animated scene. The
-girl felt happier than she had done for a long time; Oliver's manner had
-again become full of affectionate intimacy, and she had experienced an
-instinctive sense of relief in witnessing Mrs. Rebell's manner to him. A
-woman, even one so young as Lucy Kemp, does not mistake a rival's manner
-to the man she loves.
-
-At last, thanks to a little manoeuvre on the part of the older lady, she
-and Lucy, with, of course, her son, became separated from Mrs. Rebell.
-Barbara was soon well in front, speeding up the staircase with the light
-sliding gait Oliver so much admired, and forming part of, though in no
-sense merged in, the stream of rather awe-struck folk about her.
-
-The kindly Duchess, standing a little in front of a brilliant, smiling
-group of men and women, stood receiving her guests on the landing which
-formed a vestibule to the long gallery leading to the ball-room. There
-came a moment when Barbara Rebell--so Boringdon felt--passed out of the
-orbit of those with whom she had just had the silent drive, and became
-absorbed into that stationary little island of people at the top of the
-staircase. More, as he and his mother shook hands with the Duchess, he
-saw that the woman who now filled his heart and mind to the exclusion of
-almost everything else, was standing rather in the background, between
-James Berwick and an old gentleman whom he, Oliver Boringdon, had long
-known and always disliked, a certain Septimus Daman who knew everyone
-and was asked everywhere.
-
-Down on Mr. Daman--for he was very short and stout--Mrs. Rebell was now
-gazing with her whole soul in her eyes; and to-night old Septimus found
-that his one-time friendship with poor forgotten Richard Rebell
-conferred the pleasant privilege of soft looks and kindly words from one
-of the most attractive women present. To do him justice, virtue was in
-this case rewarded, for Septimus Daman had ever been one of the few who
-had remained actively faithful to the Rebells in their sad disgrace, and
-when Barbara was a little girl he had brought her many a pretty toy on
-his frequent visits to his friends in their exile.
-
-But of all this Boringdon could know nothing, and, like most men, he
-felt unreasonably annoyed when the woman whom he found so charming
-charmed others beside himself. That Mrs. Rebell should exert her powers
-of pleasing on Madame Sampiero and on old Doctor McKirdy had seemed
-reasonable enough,--especially when she had done so on his behalf,--but
-here, at Halnakeham Castle, he could have wished her to be, as Lucy
-evidently was, rather over-awed by the occasion, and content to remain
-under his mother's wing. In his heart, he even found fault with
-Barbara's magnificent dress. It looked different, so he told himself,
-from those worn by the other women present: and as he walked down the
-long gallery--every step taking him, as he was acutely conscious it did,
-further away from her in whom he now found something to condemn--his
-eyes rested on Lucy's simple frock with gloomy approval.
-
-"Mrs. Rebell's gown?" he said with a start, "no, I can't agree with
-you--Frankly, I don't like it! Oh! yes, it may have come from Paris, and
-I dare say it's very elaborate, but I never like anything that makes a
-lady look conspicuous!"
-
-So, out of the soreness of his heart, Oliver instructed Lucy as to the
-whole duty of woman.
-
- * * * * *
-
-To the Duchess, this especial group of guests was full of interest,
-and--if only Mrs. Boringdon had known it--she felt quite grateful to
-them all for coming so early! On becoming aware of Mrs. Rebell's
-approach, she was woman enough to feel a moment's keen regret that
-Arabella Berwick was not there to see the person whom she had called
-_gauche_ and insignificant, coming up the red-carpeted staircase. Even
-the Duke had been impressed and interested, but rather cross with
-himself for not knowing who it was, for he prided himself on knowing
-everybody in the neighbourhood.
-
-"Who's this coming up alone?" he asked, touching his wife's elbow.
-
-"Poor Richard Rebell's daughter--I told you all about her the other day.
-Barbara Sampiero seems to be going to adopt her; don't you see she's
-wearing the Rebell emeralds? Remember that you saw and spoke to her at
-Whiteways!"
-
-"Bless me, so I did to be sure! She looked uncommonly well then, but
-nothing to what she does now, eh?"
-
-And so it was that Barbara successfully ran the gauntlet of both kind
-and indifferent eyes, and finally found herself absorbed into the group
-of people standing behind her host and hostess.
-
-Then the Duchess passed on to Mrs. Boringdon and her son, treating them
-with peculiar graciousness simply because for the moment she could not
-remember who they were or anything about them! She felt sure she had
-seen this tall dark man before--probably in London. He looked rather
-cross and very stiff. A civil word was said to Lucy and an apology
-tendered for the mistake made about the invitation. "Let me see," the
-speaker was thinking, "this pretty little girl is to marry Squire
-Laxton's soldier cousin, isn't she? Pen must be told to dance with her."
-
- * * * * *
-
-An hour later; not eleven o'clock, and yet, to the Duchess's infinite
-relief, every guest--with the important exception of the Fletchings
-party--had arrived. She was now free to rest her tired right hand, and
-to look after the pleasure of those among her guests who might feel shy
-or forlorn. But, as the kind hostess filled up one of the narrow side
-doors into the ball-room, she saw that everything seemed to be going
-well. Even Louise Marshall, to whom the Duchess had spoken very
-seriously just before dinner, appeared on the whole to be leaving James
-Berwick alone, and to have regained something of her power of judicious
-flirtation. She looked very lovely; it was pleasant to have something so
-decorative, even if so foolish, about! Too bad of Lord Bosworth to be so
-late, but then he was privileged, and a cordon of intelligent heralds
-had been established to announce his approach; once the Fletchings
-carriages drew up at the great doors, the Duchess would again take up
-her stand at the top of the staircase.
-
-Lucy Kemp was thoroughly enjoying herself. Had she cared to do so she
-could have danced every dance twice over--in fact, she would willingly
-have spared some of the attention she received from the young men of the
-neighbourhood, the sons of the local squires and clergy, who all liked
-her, and were glad to dance with her.
-
-Oliver seemed to have gone back to his old self. He and Lucy--though
-standing close to Mrs. Boringdon and an old lady with whom she had
-settled down for a long talk--were practically alone. Both felt as if
-they were meeting for the first time after a long accidental absence,
-and so had much to say to one another. Mrs. Rebell's name was not once
-mentioned,--why indeed should it have been? so Lucy asked herself when,
-later, during the days that followed, she went over every word of that
-long, intermittent conversation. Their talk was all about Oliver's own
-affairs--especially they discussed in all its bearings that important
-by-election which was surely coming on.
-
-Then something occurred which completed, and, as it were, rounded off
-Lucy's joy and contentment. James Berwick made his way across the vast
-room, now full of spinning couples, to the recess where they were both
-standing, and at once began talking earnestly to Oliver, tacitly
-including the girl by his side in the conversation. At the end of the
-eager, intimate discussion, he turned abruptly to Lucy and asked her to
-dance with him, and she, flushing with pleasure, perceived that
-Boringdon was greatly pleased and rather surprised by his friend's
-action. As for herself, she felt far more flattered than when the same
-civility--for so Lucy, in her humility, considered it--had been paid her
-earlier in the evening by the hero of the day, shy Lord Pendragon
-himself. That Berwick could not dance at all well made the compliment
-all the greater!
-
- * * * * *
-
-And Barbara Rebell? Barbara was not enjoying herself at all. It has
-become a truism to say that solitude in a crowd is the most trying of
-all ordeals. In one sense, Mrs. Rebell was not left a moment solitary,
-for both the Duke and the Duchess took especial pains to introduce her
-to those notabilities of the neighbourhood whom they knew Madame
-Sampiero was so eager, so pathetically anxious, that her god-daughter
-should know and impress favourably. But, as the evening went on, she
-felt more and more that she had no real link with these happy people
-about her. Even when listening, with moved heart, to old Mr. Daman's
-reminiscences of those far-off days at St. Germains, when his coming had
-meant a delightful holiday for the lonely little English girl to whom he
-was so kind, she felt curiously, nay horribly, alone.
-
-With a feeling of bewildered pain, she gradually became aware that James
-Berwick, without appearing to do so, avoided finding himself in her
-company. She saw him talking eagerly, first to this woman, and then to
-that; at one moment bending over the armchair of an important dowager,
-and then dancing--yes, actually dancing--with Lucy Kemp. She also could
-not help observing that he was very often in the neighbourhood of the
-woman who, Barbara acknowledged to herself, was the beauty of the ball,
-a certain Mrs. Marshall, whose radiant fairness was enhanced by a black
-tulle and jet gown, and who was--so Mr. Daman informed her with a
-chuckle--but a newly-made widow. And in truth something seemed to hold
-Berwick, as if by magic, to the floor of the ball-room. He did not
-wander off, as did everybody else, either alone or in company, to any of
-the pretty side-rooms which had been arranged for sitting out, or into
-the long, book-lined gallery; and yet Mrs. Rebell had now and again
-caught his glance fixed on her, his eyes studiously emptied of
-expression. To avoid that strange alien gaze, she had retreated more
-than once into the gallery, but the ball-room seemed to draw her also,
-or else her companions--the shadow-like men and women who seemed to be
-brought up to her in an endless procession, and to whom she heard
-herself saying she hardly knew what--were in a conspiracy to force her
-back to where she could not help seeing Berwick.
-
-Oh! how ardently Barbara wished that the evening would draw to a close.
-It was good to remember that Mrs. Boringdon and Lucy had both expressed
-a strong desire to leave early. Soon her martyrdom, for so in truth it
-was, would cease, and so also, with this experience--this sudden light
-thrown down into the depths of her own heart--would cease her intimacy
-with James Berwick.
-
-The anguish she felt herself enduring frightened her. What right had
-this man, who was after all but a friend and a friend of short standing,
-to make her feel this intolerable pain, and, what was to such a nature
-as hers more bitter, such humiliation? There assailed her that instinct
-of self-preservation which makes itself felt in certain natures, even in
-the rarefied atmosphere of exalted passion. She must, after to-night,
-save herself from the possible repetition of such feelings as those
-which now possessed her. She told herself that those past afternoons and
-evenings of close, often wordless, communion and intimacy yet gave her
-no lien on James Berwick's heart, no right even to his attention.
-
-Sitting there, with Mr. Daman babbling in her ear, mocking ghosts, evil
-memories, crowded round poor Barbara. She remembered the first time--the
-only time that really mattered--when she had been told, she herself
-would never have suspected or discovered it, of Pedro Rebell's
-infidelity, of his connection with one of their own coloured people, and
-the passion of outraged pride and disgust which had possessed her,
-wedded to a sense of awful loneliness. Even to herself it seemed amazing
-that she should be suffering now much as she had suffered during that
-short West Indian night five years ago. Nay, she was now suffering more,
-for then there had not been added to her other miseries that feeling of
-soreness and sense of personal loss.
-
- * * * * *
-
-"Are you enjoying yourself, Doctor McKirdy?" His hostess was smiling
-into the old Scotchman's face. She had seen with what troubled interest
-his eyes followed Mrs. Rebell and James Berwick--the Duchess would have
-given much to have been able to ask the doctor what he really thought
-about--well, about many things,--but her courage failed her. As he
-hesitated she bent forward and whispered, "Don't say that it's a
-splendid sight; you and I know what it is--a perfect _clanjamfray_!
-Confess that it is!" and as Doctor McKirdy's ugly face became filled
-with the spirit of laughter, the Duchess added, "You see I didn't have a
-Scotch mother for nothing!"
-
-And Mrs. Boringdon, watching the little colloquy with a good deal of
-wonderment, marvelled that her Grace could demean herself to laugh and
-joke with such an insufferable nobody as she considered Doctor McKirdy
-to be!
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII.
-
- "Que vous me coûtez cher, ô mon coeur, pour vos plaisirs!"
-
- COMTESSE DIANE.
-
-
-"Will you please introduce me to the lady with whom Mr. Daman has been
-talking all the evening? I have something I very much want to ask her,
-and I don't wish to say it before that horrid old man, so will you take
-him aside while I speak to her?"
-
-Louise Marshall was standing before James Berwick. She looked beautiful,
-animated, good-humoured as he had not seen her look for a very long
-time, and the plaintive, rather sulky tone in which she had lately
-always addressed him was gone. There are women on whom the presence of a
-crowd, the atmosphere of violent admiration, have an extraordinary tonic
-effect. To-night, for the first time since she had become a widow, Mrs.
-Marshall felt that life, even without James Berwick, might conceivably
-be worth living; but unfortunately for himself, the man to whom she had
-just addressed what he felt to be so disquieting a request, did not
-divine her thoughts. Instead, suspicions--each one more hateful than the
-other--darted through his mind, and so, for only answer to her words he
-looked at her uncertainly, saying at last, "You mean Mrs. Rebell?"
-
-She bent her head; they were standing close to the band, and it was
-difficult to hear, but he realized that she had some purpose in her
-mind, and there shone the same eager good-tempered smile on the face
-which others thought so lovely.
-
-"Very well," he said, "I will take you across to her," and slowly they
-skirted the walls of the great room, now filled with movement, music,
-and colour.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Up to the last moment, Berwick had seriously thought of escaping the
-ordeal of this evening. The mere presence of Louise Marshall in his
-neighbourhood induced in him a sense of repulsion and of self-reproach
-with which he hardly knew how to cope in his present state of body and
-mind. And now had come the last day. Escape was in sight; not with his
-good will would he ever again find himself under the same roof with
-her--indeed, in any case he was actually going back to Chillingworth
-that very night. Wisdom had counselled him to avoid the ball, but the
-knowledge that Mrs. Rebell would be there had made him throw wisdom to
-the winds. Why spend hours in solitude at Chillingworth while he might
-be looking at Barbara--talking to Barbara--listening to Barbara?
-
-But when it came to the point Berwick found that he had over-estimated
-the robustness of his own conscience. From the moment he had seen Mrs.
-Rebell coming up the broad staircase of Halnakeham Castle, he had
-realised his folly in not following the first and wisest of his
-instincts. Although the two women were entirely different in colouring,
-in general expression, indeed in everything except in age, there seemed
-to-night, at least to his unhappy, memory-haunted eyes, something about
-Barbara which recalled Mrs. Marshall, while in Mrs. Marshall there
-seemed, now and again, something of Barbara. So strong was this
-impression that at last the resemblance became to Berwick an acute
-obsession--in each woman he saw the other, and as the evening went on,
-he avoided as far as possible the company of both.
-
-Now it had become his hateful business to serve as a link between them.
-
- * * * * *
-
-For a moment Mrs. Marshall looked at Barbara, then smilingly shook her
-head. "A string band would have been so much nicer, don't you think so,
-but the Duke believes in encouraging local talent. I wonder if you would
-mind coming out here for a moment--it is so much quieter in there--and I
-want to ask you to do me such a favour!"
-
-Even as she spoke, she led the way from the ball-room into one of the
-book-lined embrasures of the long, now almost deserted, gallery, and
-Barbara, wondering, followed her.
-
-Louise Marshall put on her prettiest manner. "I do hope you won't think
-me rude," she said, "but I am so very anxious to know if your beautiful
-gown came from Adolphe Peters? I do not know if you have noticed it, but
-of course I saw it at once,--there's a certain family likeness between
-my frock and yours! They say, you know, that Peters can only think out
-one really good original design every season--but then, when he has
-thought it out, how good it is!"
-
-Mrs. Marshall spoke with a kind of sacred enthusiasm. To her, dress had
-always been, everything considered, the greatest and most absorbing
-interest of life.
-
-After having received the word of assent she sought, she hurried on, "Of
-course, I felt quite sure of it! It is easy to see that he has followed
-out the same general idea--la ligne, as he calls it--in my frock as in
-yours. Several times this evening, I couldn't help thinking how awful it
-would have been if our two gowns had been exactly alike! I am probably
-going to India very soon"--Mrs. Marshall lowered her voice, for she had
-no wish that Berwick, who was standing a few paces off, his miserable
-eyes fixed on the two women while he talked to Septimus Daman, should
-thus learn the great news,--"but I shall be in Paris for a few days, and
-I have been wondering if you would mind my asking Peters to make me a
-gown exactly like yours, only of grey silk instead of white, and with
-mauve velvet bows and white tulle instead of green and black--that
-mauve," she added eagerly, "which is almost pale blue, while yet quite
-mourning! Well, would you mind my telling him that I have seen your
-dress?"
-
-"No, of course not," said Barbara with some wonderment. "But I think
-that you should say that the gown in question was that made to the order
-of Madame Sampiero; he won't remember my name."
-
-"Thanks so much! Madame Sampiero? Oh! yes, I know--I quite understand.
-Are you a niece of hers? Oh! only a god-daughter, that's a comfort, for
-then you need never be afraid of becoming like her,"--a look of very
-real fear came over the lovely, mindless face,--"I've often heard about
-her, and the awful state she's in! Isn't it a frightful thing? Do you
-think people are punished for the wicked things they do,--I mean, of
-course, in this life?"
-
-Barbara stared at her, this time both amazed and angered. "Yes," she
-said, slowly, "I am afraid one cannot live long in this world and not
-believe that, but--but----"
-
-Mrs. Marshall, however, gave her no time to speak, and indeed Barbara
-would have found it difficult to put into words what she wished to
-convey concerning the courage, aye, the essential nobility, of the poor
-paralysed woman whom she had come to love so dearly.
-
-"I wish you had been staying here during the last few days, I'm sure we
-should have become great friends." The speaker took a last long
-considering look at Barbara's bodice. "Your black tulle is dodged in and
-out so cleverly," she said, with a touch of regret, "mine is not twisted
-half so well, it looks more lumpy"--without any change of tone she
-added, "Since you are Madame Sampiero's god-daughter, I suppose you have
-known James Berwick quite a long time, as he is Lord Bosworth's nephew."
-
-"But I have never seen, and do not know, Lord Bosworth," Barbara spoke
-rather stiffly.
-
-"How very strange! But you know he is expected here to-night. He's a
-dear, splendid old thing, always particularly nice to _me_. But there he
-is!--there they all are--the whole Fletchings party,--coming in now!"
-
-Barbara turned eagerly round. She was intensely desirous of seeing Lord
-Bosworth, and she fixed her eyes, with ardent curiosity, on the group of
-figures slowly advancing down the gallery.
-
-Slightly in front of the others came the Duchess, and by her side paced
-a tall, large-framed man; now he was bending towards his companion,
-listening to what she was telling him with amused interest. The Duke and
-Arabella Berwick walked just behind them, and some half-dozen men and
-women ended the little cortége.
-
-Men wear Court dress with a difference. To Lord Bosworth, the velvet
-coat, the knee-breeches, and silk stockings, lent an almost majestic
-dignity of deportment. The short stout Duke, trotting just behind him,
-looked insignificant, over-shadowed by the larger figure--indeed, even
-the Garter gracing the ducal leg seemed of no account when seen in
-contrast with the red riband of the Bath crossing Lord Bosworth's
-stalwart chest.
-
-As the procession came nearer, Barbara saw that the man in whom she took
-so great an interest still looked full of the pride of life, and just
-now his large powerful face was lighted up by a broad smile. His curling
-grey hair had receded, leaving a large expanse of broad forehead, and
-the shaggy eyebrows, which were darker than his hair, overhung two
-singularly shrewd grey eyes. Thanks to the many months of each year now
-spent by him in the country--thanks also to the excellent care taken of
-him by his niece--Lord Bosworth's face was ruddy with the glow so easily
-mistaken for that of health. Of the many who looked on him that night,
-marvelling at the old statesman's air of robust power, and inclined
-perhaps to criticise his long retirement from public affairs--for he had
-been one of the most successful, and therefore one of the most popular,
-Foreign Ministers of his generation--only two people--that is he himself
-and a certain famous doctor who had come to the ball as member of a
-house-party--were aware that Lord Bosworth would in all probability
-never see old age, in the sense that many of his Parliamentary
-contemporaries and former colleagues might hope to do.
-
-And now, as Barbara Rebell saw him walking down the gallery, talking
-with mellow sonorous utterances, and now and again laughing heartily at
-the remarks of the Duchess, there swept over her a sudden rush of revolt
-and indignation. She contrasted the fine, vigorous figure, advancing
-towards her, with that of the paralysed woman, whom she had left
-to-night lying stretched out in that awful immobility; and she recalled
-Madame Sampiero's last muttered words to herself--"I think you will see
-Lord Bosworth to-night. I should like you to have word with him--you
-will tell me how he looks--how he seems----"
-
-As the Duchess and her honoured guest drew close to the embrasure where
-Barbara and Mrs. Marshall were standing, Lord Bosworth's acute
-eyes--those eyes which had been early trained to allow nothing of
-interest, still less nothing of an agreeable nature, to escape
-them--became focussed on the charming group formed by the two women, the
-one as dark as the other was fair, who stood together against the soft
-deep background made by the backs of the Halnakeham Elzevirs.
-
-Lord Bosworth bent his head, and asked the Duchess a question--then in a
-moment the whole expression of the powerful, still handsome face
-altered, the smile faded from his lips, and a look of extreme gravity,
-almost of suffering, came over the firm mouth and square chin. The
-Duchess stayed her steps, and Barbara heard distinctly the
-eager--"Certainly, I shall be delighted! I have been most anxious to
-meet her. Yes--once, when she was a child, long ago, in France."
-
-A moment later the formal group had broken up; Barbara's name was
-uttered, she felt her right hand taken in a strong grasp, and
-unceremoniously Lord Bosworth turned away with her. Still holding her
-hand, he led her aside and, looking down at her with a moved expression
-on his face, "I have been wishing much to see you," he said, "but, as
-you perhaps may know, I am not allowed to come to Chancton. I was
-attached, most truly so, to both your parents." He hesitated, and added
-in a lower tone, "Barbara,--that is your name, is it not?--to me the
-most beautiful, the noblest of women's names!"
-
-Meanwhile, much by-play was going on around them, but of it all Mrs.
-Rebell was quite unconscious. Even Berwick was for the moment forgotten,
-and she did not see Arabella's mingled look of quick interest and slowly
-gathering surprise as Miss Berwick realised with whom her uncle had
-turned aside.
-
-Still less was Barbara aware that the Duchess was speaking rather
-urgently to Mrs. Marshall. "There is no one in my sitting-room," she was
-saying, "and you will never have such a good opportunity again to-night.
-Do take him there now! I am sure, Louise, you will be acting wisely as
-well as rightly, but do not be too long, for everyone wants to see
-you,--even in the last few moments several people have come up and asked
-who you were, and wanted to be introduced to you. I have never seen you
-looking better than you look to-night." There was a commanding as well
-as a caressing quality in the kind voice.
-
-Then the Duchess looked round, and in answer to her glance, Berwick, ill
-at ease and looking haggard, came forward. He also had been watching his
-uncle and Mrs. Rebell, wondering what they could have to say to one
-another that seemed to move Barbara so much; but he was not given much
-time for that or any other thought. Timidly, with more grace of manner
-than she usually showed, Louise Marshall turned towards him. "The
-Duchess," she said, nervously, "wants us to go into her sitting-room--I
-have something to say to you there."
-
-For a moment, the man addressed looked round, as if seeking a way of
-escape: then he realised that the moment he had so dreaded, and which he
-had up to the present instant so successfully evaded, had come, and must
-be both faced and endured. A feeling of rage came over him--a
-self-scourging for his own exceeding folly in being here to-night. But
-without making any answer, he followed her down the gallery, only
-Arabella Berwick and the Duchess having overheard Mrs. Marshall's words,
-and witnessed their result.
-
- * * * * *
-
-In matters of feeling and emotion, as in everything else, it is the
-unexpected which generally happens. When at last James Berwick found
-himself alone with Mrs. Marshall in the small, dimly-lighted room which
-had but a few hours before seen the interview between the Duchess and
-his sister, his companion's words--even her action, or lack of
-action--took him entirely by surprise. He had expected, and was ashamed
-for so expecting, that the woman who had compelled him to follow her to
-this solitary place, would turn and fling herself into his arms with a
-cry of "Jimmy!"--the name which she herself had invented for him, and
-which he had always thought grotesque--on her lips.
-
-While walking quickly down the long corridors which led from the more
-modern side of the Castle to this older portion, he had strung himself
-up to meet any affectionate demonstration with good-humour and
-philosophy, for, whatever else was not sure, this he was determined
-should be the last meeting between them, even if he had to give up half
-his friends and all his acquaintances in consequence.
-
-But Mrs. Marshall's behaviour was quite different from that which he had
-expected. After he had shut the door of the boudoir, she walked away
-from him, and sitting down began to play with the fringe of a table
-cover, while he stood moodily staring down at her.
-
-"Must you stand?" she asked at last, in the plaintive tone which he so
-much disliked.
-
-"Oh! no, not if you wish me to sit down," and he sat down, fiercely
-waiting till it should be her pleasure to begin.
-
-How could he have allowed himself to be so entrapped? He had heard it
-asserted that women never stood by one another--well, in that case the
-Duchess was an exception! He ground his teeth with anger at the thought
-of the trick which had been played him. But stay--now, at last, Mrs.
-Marshall was speaking--
-
-"Albinia has been talking to me. She has been telling me things which I
-did not really know before,--I mean about your position, and how
-important it is to you that you should remain free. You remember our
-talk last year?"
-
-Berwick bent his head, but into his strained face there came no sign of
-the inward wincing which her words brought with them. Still, he began
-unconsciously to revise his opinion of the Duchess; she had meant well
-by him after all, but he wished she had kept out of his affairs, and
-left him to manage them himself--
-
-Mrs. Marshall was again speaking: "I could not understand what you meant
-by what you said then, it seemed so unkind! But now, of course, I
-realise that you were right--in fact I've brought you here to-night to
-tell you that I do understand."
-
-There was a long pause. Berwick was at an utter loss for words, and
-every moment he expected the woman before him to make some more direct
-allusion to the condition under which he held his fortune. He felt a
-kind of helpless rage to think of his affairs being thus discussed, even
-by one so good-natured and well-meaning as had evidently been, in this
-matter, the Duchess of Appleby and Kendal. But what did all this
-preamble signify?
-
-"I am glad you do understand," he said at last in a hoarse voice which
-he scarcely recognised as his own. "I know I must have seemed a great
-brute."
-
-"If you had only trusted me more," she said plaintively. "Of course I
-should have understood at once! I should have known that what I could
-offer was not enough--that there was no comparison----"
-
-Berwick made a sudden movement. Was it really necessary that he should
-listen to this? Was it part of his punishment that he should endure such
-unforgettable abasement? But, alas for him! Louise Marshall was in a
-sense enjoying both the scene and the situation. While she was speaking,
-there came into the still air of the room the sound of distant melody,
-and she felt as if she were looking on at a touching last act in some
-sentimental play. Also there was, after all, something uplifting in the
-sensation--to her a novel one--of doing a noble action, for so had the
-Duchess, with innocent cunning, represented her renunciation of James
-Berwick.
-
-This frivolous, egoistical woman, ever guided by her instincts, never by
-her heart or conscience, thoroughly understood, as many shrewd and
-clever women fail to do, the value of money. From the plane whence Mrs.
-Marshall took her survey of life, the gratification of that instinct
-which she called love had always been a luxury, and the possession of
-wealth with which to gratify all other instincts an absolute necessity
-of existence. The contempt which most women, even those themselves
-ignoble, naturally feel for a man whom they suspect of putting material
-possessions before the deepest feelings of the heart, would to her have
-savoured of gross hypocrisy.
-
-The Duchess--clever woman as she was, and dealing, in this case, with
-one whose intellect she despised--would have been surprised indeed had
-she known that what had really impressed and influenced Louise Marshall
-during their painful talk that day, had been the short statement, thrown
-in as an after-thought, of Berwick's financial position and of what he
-would lose if he married again. That, so Mrs. Marshall at once told
-herself, made all the difference. To her mind it absolutely justified
-James Berwick in rejecting the offer practically made by her within a
-few weeks of her husband's death, for what were her few thousands a year
-compared to the huge income which he would lose on a second marriage?
-She was, however, inclined to consider that he had shown false delicacy
-in not at once telling her the circumstances of the case. Then, at any
-rate, they might have sorrowed together over the inscrutable dictates of
-Providence. But instead of taking that sincere and manly course,
-Berwick, during that interview which even she shrank from recalling, had
-actually implied that his distaste to her was personal, his horror of
-marriage a singular idiosyncracy! Now it behoved her to beat a dignified
-retreat. And so, "As things are----"
-
-Berwick began to realise that the woman before him had prepared what she
-wished to say, nay more, that she had probably rehearsed the present
-scene--
-
-"As things are, Jimmy, I think it will be best for us to part, and so I
-have made up my mind to go to India with the Thorntons." She hurried
-over the words, honestly afraid of provoking in herself emotion of a
-disfiguring nature, for the thought of her unselfishness naturally
-brought the tears to her eyes. "That's all," she said in abrupt
-conclusion, "and now I think we had better go back to the ball-room."
-
-She gave Berwick a quick, furtive look, and suddenly felt sorry for him.
-How he must have cared after all! For, as he stood opening the door for
-her to pass through, his face had turned ashen, and his blue eyes were
-sunken. So might a man look who, suddenly relieved of an intolerable
-weight, is, for a moment, afraid to move or to speak, lest the burden
-should again descend upon his shrinking shoulders.
-
- * * * * *
-
-When once more in the ball-room, Berwick made
-his way straight to his sister. Even before he stood by her, the
-expression on his face had aroused her quick anxious attention. But
-Arabella had learnt to spare her brother feminine comment.
-
-"Have you yet spoken to Mrs. Boringdon?" he asked her, rather sharply.
-
-"No, I have not even seen her; do you wish me to speak to her? I think
-she must know many of the people here. Where is she?"
-
-"Over there, sitting with that old lady. I should be glad if you would
-tell her that we--that is, that you--are going to drive Mrs. Rebell back
-to Chancton to-night. The Boringdons have to leave early, and it would
-of course be absurd for Mrs. Rebell to go away just when you have
-arrived, and when the Duke has arranged for her to sit at supper next to
-Monsieur Parisot."
-
-Now Monsieur Parisot was the French Ambassador.
-
-"Of course, if you really wish it, it can be managed." Miss Berwick
-spoke hesitatingly; in these little matters she did not like to have her
-hand forced. "But, James, it will not be very convenient." And she
-looked at her brother with puzzled eyes.
-
-Was it possible, after all, that Albinia had been right and she wrong?
-If so, why that obedient following of Louise Marshall out of the gallery
-half an hour before, and why this strange look on his face now? Miss
-Berwick had just spoken to Barbara Rebell, but her eyes were still
-holden; indeed, her feeling as to Madame Sampiero's god-daughter, or
-rather as to her beautiful gown and superb jewels, had not been unlike
-that of Mrs. Boringdon, and would have translated itself into the homely
-phrase, "Fine feathers make fine birds." Arabella did not credit, for
-one moment, the Duchess's belief that the mistress of Chancton Priory
-intended to make the daughter of Richard Rebell her heiress. Miss
-Berwick had persuaded herself that Chancton would pass in due course
-into her brother's possession, and she knew that there had been some
-such proposal years before, in the heyday of Lord Bosworth's intimacy
-with Madame Sampiero. This being so, it surely seemed a pity that Mrs.
-Rebell should now be treated in a way that might ultimately cause
-disappointment.
-
-"I do wish it, and it will be quite convenient!" Berwick's tone was very
-imperious. "I myself am going back to Chillingworth to-night. I offered
-long ago to leave here to-day, for they have every attic full. I have of
-course arranged for an extra carriage, so you will be put to no
-inconvenience,"--but his bright blue eyes, now full of strange fire,
-fell before his sister's challenging glance, and the altered accent with
-which she observed, "Oh! of course if you and Mrs. Rebell have arranged
-to go back together----"
-
-Berwick's hand closed on his sister's arm and held it for a moment in a
-tight, to her a painful, grip.
-
-"You have no right to say, or even to think, such a thing! The
-arrangement, such as it is, was made by me, Mrs. Rebell knows nothing of
-it; she is quite willing, and even eager, to go back now with the
-Boringdons. The other proposal must come from you----" he hesitated,
-then, more quietly, muttered, "I don't often ask you to oblige me."
-
-Arabella gave in at once, but with a strange mingling of
-feelings,--relief that she had been wrong as to Louise Marshall's
-hold on her brother; a certain pique that in this matter the Duchess
-had understood James better than she had herself; and, above all,
-there was a sensation of bewildered surprise that such a man as
-Berwick, one so intelligent, so eagerly absorbed in public affairs,
-should require this--this--Arabella did not know how to qualify, how
-to describe, even to herself, her brother's passion for romance, his
-craving for sentimental adventure. Well, if it was so, better far
-that he should find what he sought, that he should follow his
-will-of-the-wisp in their own neighbourhood, and, for the moment,
-with so colourless--so the sister seeking for another word, could
-only find that of respectable--yes, so respectable a woman as was this
-Mrs. Rebell!
-
-Miss Berwick, on her way to Mrs. Boringdon, allowed her eyes to sweep
-over the great ball-room. Barbara was standing talking to Mr. O'Flaherty
-whom Lord Bosworth had just introduced to her. "She certainly looks
-intelligent," said Arabella to herself, "and quite, yes quite, a lady.
-Perhaps my first impression of her was wrong after all. But how foolish,
-how wrong of poor Barbara Sampiero to let her wear those emeralds!" Yet
-perhaps the jewels played their part in modifying her view of Barbara
-Rebell. The wearing of fine gems is a great test of a woman's
-refinement.
-
-Then Miss Berwick's gaze softened as it became fixed on Barbara's
-companion. Thank Heaven, all men were not like James, or all women like
-Louise Marshall. Daniel O'Flaherty had the steadfast, pre-occupied look
-which soon becomes the mark of those men who are architects of their own
-fortunes; such men can find time for a great passion, but none for what
-the French happily describe as _passionettes_. As for Barbara Rebell,
-there was a look of pride and reserve as well as of intelligence in her
-dark eyes and pale face. "If James likes to flirt with her, and
-Dan,"--her thought lingered over the homely name,--"likes to talk to
-her, we must see about having her to Fletchings!"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII.
-
- "Friendship, I fancy, means one heart between two."
-
- GEORGE MEREDITH.
- "I will hold your hand so long as all may,
- Or so very little longer."
-
- ROBERT BROWNING.
-
-
-Barbara Rebell, wrapped in her black domino-like cloak, bent forward and
-looked out of the carriage window.
-
-There was something fantastic, magnificent, almost unreal in the scene
-she saw. The brougham in which she sat by Berwick's side was gliding
-quietly and smoothly between pillars of fire. The glare lighted up the
-grey castle walls, and gave added depth to the forked shadows lying
-across the roadway. Already the loud shouts, the sound of wheels and
-trampling horses filling the courtyard, lay far behind. In a few moments
-they would be under the tower, through the iron gates, now opened wide
-to speed the parting guests, and driving down the steep streets of
-sleeping Halnakeham town--so into the still darkness of the country
-lanes.
-
-Suddenly, to the left of the Gate Tower under which they were about to
-pass, there quickened into brightness a bengal light, making vividly
-green the stretch of grass, and lending spurious life to the fearsome
-dragons and stately peacocks which were the pride of the Halnakeham
-topiarist.
-
-Barbara clasped her hands in almost childish pleasure.
-
-"Oh! how beautiful!"--she turned, sure of sympathy, to the silent man by
-her side, and then reddened as she met his amused smile, and yet it was
-a very kind and even tender smile, for he also felt absurdly
-light-hearted and content.
-
-Till the last moment, Berwick had trembled lest his scheme should
-miscarry. Well, Providence, recognising his excellent intentions, and
-realising how good an influence such a woman as Mrs. Rebell could not
-but exercise on such a man as himself, had been kind. He felt as
-exultant as does a schoolboy who has secured a longed-for treat, and it
-was a boy's expression which rose to his mind concerning his
-sister--"Arabella behaved like a brick!"
-
-Looking back, he could still see the group of people standing in the
-square entrance hall of the castle, himself gradually marshalling
-Arabella's guests into the Fletchings omnibus and the Fletchings
-carriage. Again he felt the thrill with which at last he had heard his
-sister's clear voice say the words, "Now, Mrs. Rebell, will you please
-get in there, and kindly drop my brother at Chillingworth on your way
-back to Chancton?"
-
-The whole thing had been over in a moment. He himself had placed
-Barbara, bewildered but submissive, in the little brougham which he had
-bought that last spring in Paris, and which was supposed to be the
-_dernier cri_ in coachbuilding luxury; and then, taking the place beside
-her, had found himself at last alone with her.
-
-The old Adam in Berwick also rejoiced in having, very literally, stolen
-a march on Madame Sampiero and Doctor McKirdy. These two good people had
-gone to some trouble to prevent his being with Mrs. Rebell on the way to
-the ball, but in the matter of her return they had proved powerless. And
-yet, now that he came to think of it, what right had they to interfere?
-Who could be more delicately careful of Barbara than he would ever
-be?--so Berwick, sitting there, feeling her dear nearness in each fibre
-of his being, asked himself with indignation. He had made every
-arrangement to prevent even the most harmless village gossip. Fools all
-of them, and evil-minded, not to divine the respect, the high honour in
-which he held the woman now by his side! But he meant to be with her
-every moment that was possible, and 'ware those who tried to thwart this
-wholly honourable intention!
-
-Thinking these thoughts, and for the moment well satisfied, he turned
-his head and looked at Barbara Rebell. Her lips were smiling, and she
-looked absorbed in some happy vision. The long night had left no trace
-of fatigue on her flushed face and shining eyes. Berwick, with a pang of
-mingled pain and pleasure, realised how much younger she was than
-himself.
-
-"You must be tired. Would you like to go to sleep?" his voice shook with
-tenderness, but he put a strong restraint on himself. He was bound by
-every code of honour to treat her to-night as he would have done any
-stranger confided by his sister to his care.
-
-Barbara started slightly, and shook her head. She had been living again
-the last three hours of the ball. How delightful and how unexpected it
-had all been! She had enjoyed intensely her long talk with the French
-Ambassador. He also had spent his childhood, and part of his youth at
-St. Germains, the stately forest town where the brighter days of her
-parents' exile had been passed. It is well sometimes to meet with one
-who can say, "I too have been in Arcadia." Even Monsieur Parisot's
-little compliments on her good French had reminded Barbara of the sweet
-hypocrisies which make life in France so agreeable to the humble-minded,
-and especially to the very young.
-
-Lord Bosworth had surely been the magician, for it was after his arrival
-that everything had changed from grey to rose-colour. It was then that
-James Berwick had again become to her what he always was in manner, and
-the uncle and nephew had vied with one another in amusing and
-interesting her. And then had come this delightful conclusion, the drive
-back in this fairy chariot!
-
-"This is a very pretty, curious little carriage," her eyes met his
-frankly; "I feel like Cinderella going to, not coming back from, the
-ball!"
-
-Berwick allowed himself to look his fill. The brougham was lined with
-some sort of white watered silk, and never would Barbara have a kinder
-background, or one which harmonised more exquisitely with her rather
-pale, dark beauty. Women were then wearing their hair cut straight
-across the forehead, and dressed in elaborate plaits about the nape of
-the neck; Barbara's short curls seemed to ally her with a more refined,
-a less sophisticated age,--one when innocence and archness were
-compatible with instinctive dignity.
-
-And yet, such being the nature of man, Berwick would have been better
-pleased had she not been now so completely, so happily at her ease. He
-felt that between them there lay--not the drawn sword which played so
-strange and symbolical a part in mediæval marriage by procuration--but a
-sheaf of lilies. Berwick would have preferred the sword.
-
-His had been the mood which seeks an extreme of purity in the woman
-beloved. Till now he had been glad to worship on his knees, and where
-she walked had been holy ground. But now he craved for some of the
-tenderness Barbara lavished on Madame Sampiero. Could she not even spare
-him the warmth of feeling shown by her when speaking of Grace and Andrew
-Johnstone? Since that last interview with Mrs. Marshall he had felt
-free--free as he had not felt for over a year. Was he to have no profit
-of his freedom?
-
-"It is you who look tired, Mr. Berwick; I'm afraid you stayed on for my
-sake?"
-
-Barbara was looking at him with real concern. How unlike himself he had
-been all that evening! Perhaps, when she had been stupidly annoyed at
-his supposed neglect of her, he had really been suffering. His face
-looked strained and thin in the bright light thrown by a cunning little
-arrangement of mirrors. She felt a pang of fear. How would she be able
-to bear it if he fell ill, away from her, in that large bare house which
-seemed so little his home?
-
-It was well perhaps that Berwick could not see just then into her heart,
-and yet it was still an ignorant and innocent heart. The youngest girl
-present at the Halnakeham Castle ball could probably have taught Mrs.
-Rebell more than she now knew of the ways of men--almost, it might be
-said, of the ways of love. Her father had had the manhood crushed out of
-him by his great misfortune. Barbara, as child and girl, had
-reverenced--not the chill automaton, caring only for the English papers
-and a little mild play, which Richard Rebell had become in middle
-life,--but the attractive early image of him sedulously presented to her
-by her mother. She had had no brothers to bring young people to the many
-homes of her girlhood. Then, across her horizon, had come the baleful
-figure of Pedro Rebell, but at no time, after her marriage, had she made
-the mistake of regarding him as a normal man. No, her first real
-knowledge of the average Englishman had been during those weeks of
-convalescence, spent at the Government House of Santa Maria, when she
-had been slowly struggling back into a wish to live. There she had
-known, and had shrunk from the knowledge, that all those about her were
-aware of what sort of life she had been compelled to lead on her
-husband's plantation. Every step of Mr. Johnstone's negotiations with
-Pedro Rebell was followed by her new friends with intense sympathy, and
-when at last the planter had been half persuaded, half bribed into
-signing a document binding him not to molest his wife, her only longing
-had been to go away, and never to see any of the people connected with
-the island again.
-
-What could Barbara Rebell know of men--of such men as James Berwick and
-Oliver Boringdon? She dowered them with virtues and qualities, with
-unselfish impulses and powers of self-restraint, which would have
-brought a Galahad to shame. She knew enough of a certain side of life to
-recognise and shrink from such coarseness as was not the saving grace of
-Mrs. Turke. She realised that that type of mind must see evil in even
-the most innocent tie between a man and a woman, but on such minds she
-preferred not to dwell. She knew how close had been the affection
-between her mother and Madame Sampiero. Why should not some such
-feeling, close and yet sexless, link her to James Berwick, to whom she
-had experienced,--so much she had perforce to acknowledge to herself,--a
-curious, intimate attraction from the first time they had met?
-
-So it was that to-night she looked at him with concern, and spoke with a
-new note of anxiety in her voice, "I should have been quite content to
-go back with the Boringdons--I fear you stayed on for my sake."
-
-"But I should not have been at all content if you had gone back with the
-Boringdons! Why should I not stay on for your sake?" he was smiling at
-her. She looked at him rather puzzled. When they were alone, they two,
-with no third influence between them, Barbara always felt completely
-happy and at ease. His presence brought security.
-
-"Only if you were tired," she said rather lamely, and then again with
-that new anxiety, "Old Mr. Daman said to someone before me, 'James
-Berwick's looking rather fagged to-night'----"
-
-"Let us talk of you, not of me," he said rather hastily. Heavens! what
-might she not have heard during this evening concerning him and his
-affairs? He lowered for a moment the window to his right and looked out
-into the starless moonless night, or rather early morning.
-
-"We are now on the brow of Whiteways. I wish it were daylight, for then
-you would see the finest view in Sussex."
-
-"But I have seen the view. I was at the meet, and thanks to your
-kindness, for I rode Saucebox. Mr. Berwick, I do not think I have ever
-thanked you sufficiently for Saucebox!"
-
-He turned to her with a quick movement. "I do not think there should
-ever be a question of thanks between you and me. We are--at least I hope
-so--too good friends for that." And with a certain gravity he added, "Do
-you not believe friendship possible between a man and woman?" He waited
-a moment, then hurried on, "Listen! I offer you my friendship; I have
-never done so, in the sense I do now, to any other woman. Shall I tell
-you who has been my best, indeed my only, woman friend? only my sister,
-only Arabella. I owe her more than one debt of very sincere gratitude.
-You will not grudge her place in my--" again he hesitated,--"in my
-heart."
-
-Barbara smiled tremulously. What a strange question to ask her! She felt
-a little afraid of Miss Berwick, and yet how friendly and gracious had
-been her manner to-night.
-
-"Tell me," he said urgently, "you do not mind my saying this to you? I
-only wish to seal an existent compact. Ever since we met, have we not
-been close friends, you and I? I take it we are both singularly placed,"
-he bent down and tried to look into her downcast eyes, "I am very
-solitary, and you have only Madame Sampiero--is not that so?"
-
-Barbara bent her head. She felt that Berwick's low, ardent voice was
-slowly opening the gates of paradise, and drawing her through into that
-enchanted garden where every longing of the heart may be safely and
-innocently satisfied.
-
-The carriage was going slowly down the steep hill leading from Whiteways
-to Chillingworth, and Berwick knew that he would soon have to leave her.
-His voice dropped to a lower key--he ventured, for a moment, to take her
-ringless left hand and hold it tightly: "I ask but little--nothing you
-do not think it right to give. But your friendship would mean much to
-me--would protect me from evil impulses of which, thank God, you can
-know nothing. Even to-night I suffered from misdeeds--to put it plainly,
-from past sins I should not have been even tempted to commit had I known
-you when I committed them."
-
-His words--his confession--moved Barbara to the soul. "I am your
-friend," she spoke with a certain difficulty, and yet with solemnity.
-She looked up, and he saw that her eyes were full of tears.
-
-The carriage stopped, and they both, or perhaps it was only Berwick,
-came down again to the everyday world where friendship between a man and
-a woman is regarded as so dangerous a thing by the prudent.
-
-"Good-night! Thank you for bringing me." He added a word or two as to
-the carriage and the Priory stables--his coachman was a Chancton
-man--and then he was gone, leaving Barbara to go on alone, happy,
-content with life, as she had never thought it possible to be.
-
- * * * * *
-
-James Berwick, making his way quickly up the steep path leading from the
-wall built round Chillingworth Park to the high plateau on which stood
-the house, felt less content and very much less happy. Had he not been
-rather too quixotic in this matter of leaving Barbara to go on her way
-alone? Why should he not have prolonged those exquisite moments? What
-harm could it have done had he given himself the pleasure of
-accompanying his friend to the Priory, and then driving back to
-Chillingworth by himself? Perhaps there had been something pusillanimous
-in his fear of idle gossip. Oh! why had he behaved in this matter so
-much better than there was any occasion to do?
-
-So our good deeds rise up and smite us, and seldom are we allowed the
-consolation of knowing what alternative action on our part might have
-brought about.
-
-Thus it was an ill-satisfied and restless man who let himself in by a
-small side-door into the huge silent house. He had given orders that no
-one should sit up, and in such a matter disobedience on the part of a
-servant would have meant dismissal. Yet Berwick was an indulgent master,
-and when he walked into the comparatively small room which he always
-used when at Chillingworth, the only apartment in the house which in any
-way betrayed its owner's tastes and idiosyncrasies, he became aware that
-his comfort, or what it had been thought would be his comfort, had been
-studied; for a tray, laden with food and various decanters of wines and
-spirits, stood on a table, and the remains of what had been a large fire
-still burned in the grate.
-
-He stifled an exclamation of disgust. How hot, how airless the room was!
-He walked over to the high window, pulled back the curtains and threw it
-open. It was still intensely dark, but along the horizon, above the
-place where he knew the sea to be, was a shaft of dim light--perhaps the
-first faint precursor of the dawn. Leaving the window open he came back
-to the fireplace and flung himself down in a chair, and there came over
-him a feeling of great depression and of peculiar loneliness.
-
-Soon his longing for Barbara's soothing intimate presence became
-intolerably intense. For the first time since they had come to know one
-another well, Berwick deliberately tried to analyse his feeling towards
-her. He was not in love with Barbara Rebell--of that he assured himself
-with a certain fierceness. He thought of what he had said to her
-to-night. In a sense he had told her the exact truth. He had never
-offered any other women the friendship he had asked her to accept. He
-had always asked for less--or more--but then, looking back, he could
-tell himself that there was no one woman who had ever roused in him the
-peculiar sentiment that he felt for Mrs. Rebell. The feeling he now
-experienced was more akin, though far deeper and tenderer in texture, to
-the fleeting fancy he had had for that pretty _débutante_ whom Arabella
-had so greatly feared. But, whereas he had borne the girl's defection,
-when it had come, with easy philosophy, he knew that his relation to
-Barbara was such that any defection there would rouse in him those
-primeval instincts which lead every day to such sordid tragedies in that
-class where the passion of love is often the only thing in life bringing
-hope of release and forgetfulness from ignoble and material cares.
-
-Berwick had many faults, but personal vanity was not one of them. He
-considered Oliver Boringdon more a man to attract women than he was
-himself, and he had thought his friend lamentably backward in making use
-of his opportunities. Now, the knowledge that Boringdon was daily in
-Mrs. Rebell's company was distinctly disturbing. Was Barbara the type of
-woman--Berwick knew there were many such--who make a cult of sentimental
-friendships? Then he felt deeply ashamed of the thought, and in his
-heart he begged her forgiveness.
-
-A Frenchman, once speaking to him of an acquaintance whose unhappy
-passion for a celebrated beauty was being much discussed, had observed,
-"Il l'a dans la peau! Dans ces cas-là il n'y a rien à faire!" He had
-thought the expression curiously apt, and he remembered it to-night.
-More than once during the last few days he had found himself planning
-his immediate future entirely by the light, as it were, of Chancton
-Priory. By every post he was refusing invitations, and avoiding coming
-political engagements. But there was one great exception. Even while
-speaking to Arabella at the ball, he had been wondering whether he could
-persuade her to secure Mrs. Rebell's inclusion in a very small and
-entirely political house-party in Scotland, the occasion of which was a
-series of important political meetings, and to which both brother and
-sister had been for some time pledged. It would be good to be away with
-Barbara, among strangers, far from Chancton and from Chillingworth.
-
-Berwick hated Chillingworth. When there he felt himself to be the
-unwelcome guest of the man who had built the huge place, and whose
-personality it seemed to express and to perpetuate, as houses so often
-do the personality of their builders. The creator of Chillingworth had
-been an acute early Victorian manufacturer, a worthy man according to
-his lights, and a pillar of the Manchester School. He had taken fortune
-at the flood, and his late marriage to a woman of slightly better birth
-and breeding than his own had produced the sickly, refined daughter whom
-Berwick had married.
-
-Chillingworth seemed plastered with money. Every room bore evidence of
-lavish expenditure; money spent on furniture, on pictures, on useless
-ornaments, during a period of our history when beauty seemed wholly in
-eclipse; and this was all the more pitiable because the house was
-gloriously placed on a spur of the down, and the views from its windows
-rivalled those of Chancton Priory.
-
-Even had Berwick wished to do so, he could not have made any serious
-alterations to the place, for the trustees of his marriage settlement
-were the very people, distant relatives of his wife's, whose children
-would benefit were he to forfeit his life interest in her fortune. To
-these people Chillingworth spelt perfection, and was a treasure-house of
-beautiful, because costly, objects of art. Occasionally, perhaps once in
-two years, its present owner would fill the great mansion for a few
-weeks with men and women--political acquaintances and their wives--to
-whom an invitation to James Berwick's Sussex estate gave pleasure, but
-otherwise he was little there, and the neighbourhood had long since left
-off wondering and exclaiming at his preference for Chancton Priory.
-
- * * * * *
-
-"If Miss Berwick sends over for a carriage, the French brougham which
-was used last night is not to go."
-
-"Very good, Sir." And then, after a short pause, "Anything wrong with
-the carriage, Sir?"
-
-"No. By the way, it may be required at Chancton. I have told Madame
-Sampiero that she may have the use of it for the lady who is staying
-there. Where's Dean?"
-
-Berwick, haggard-looking, and evidently in a mood which his servants
-knew and dreaded, was looking sharply round the stable yard. If he, the
-master, was up and about by nine o'clock, the morning after the
-Halnakeham Castle ball, then surely his coachman could be the same.
-
-"Dean's in trouble, Sir. He will be sending to ask if you can spare him
-to-day. Wife was taken ill last night, babby dead."
-
-The laconic words struck Berwick with a curious chill, and served to
-rouse him from his self-absorption. He was fond of Dean. The man had
-been with him for many years. They were the same age,--Berwick could
-remember him as a stolid Chancton child--and he had only been married
-about a year, after one of those long, faithful engagements common in
-those parts. Heavens! If Dean felt for his wife a tenth of what he,
-Berwick, felt for Barbara Rebell, what must not the man have gone
-through that night--that early morning?
-
-Muttering some expression of concern, he turned and went off into the
-house, there to consult with the housekeeper as to the sending of
-practical relief to the stricken household, and to write a note telling
-Dean he could be absent for as long as he wished.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV.
-
- "Men may have rounded Seraglio Point: they have not yet doubled
- Cape Turk."
-
- GEORGE MEREDITH.
-
-
-Miss Vipen's cottage was exactly opposite the Chancton Post Office. Even
-in winter it was a pretty, cheerful-looking little house closely covered
-with evergreen creepers, the path up to the porch guarded by four lemon
-trees cut into fantastic shapes.
-
-From her sitting-room window, the old lady could see all that went on in
-the main street of Chancton village, and take note of the coming and
-going both of familiars and of strangers, thus providing herself with
-the material whereby she wove the web of the destinies of those about
-her.
-
-They who exist only to sow spite and malice should always live in the
-country. A town finds them at a disadvantage, for there those about them
-have too much to do to find more than a very passing amusement in their
-conversation. But in a country neighbourhood, such a woman as Miss Vipen
-is a godsend, partly because, in addition to being a centre of gossip,
-she is often the source of authentic news. People tell her things they
-would be ashamed to tell each other, and, with the strange lack of
-imagination or excess of vanity which afflicts most of us in certain
-circumstances, each member of the large circle formed about such a
-woman, and with whom she is often actually popular, believes himself or
-herself exempt from her biting tongue.
-
-Here, in Chancton, each and all admired Miss Vipen's easy kindness,--a
-quality which so often accompanies evil speaking. Yet another thing was
-accounted to her for righteousness. She never mentioned the mistress of
-the Priory,--never spoke either good or evil of Madame Sampiero, of the
-one human being who had for long years provided even the staid and
-prudent with legitimate subjects of scandal and gossip.
-
-As a matter of fact, Miss Vipen owed her cottage, her income, her very
-position in Chancton, to the mistress of the Priory. Her father had been
-land-agent to Madame Sampiero's father. The two women had been girls
-together, and when finally the arrangements had been made which provided
-for Miss Vipen's later life and for what she cared for so much more, the
-keeping up of her adequate position in the neighbourhood where she had
-spent her whole existence, her old friend had said to her: "I only ask
-one thing. I beg you, Martha, never to speak of me again, kindly or
-unkindly, in love or in anger!"--and Miss Vipen had faithfully kept her
-side of the bargain.
-
-Only two people in Chancton had the moral courage steadily to avoid her
-dangerous company. The one was Doctor McKirdy, who, as a young man, and
-when still a stranger to the place, had extracted from her a written
-apology for something she had said of him which identified him too
-closely for his taste with the physiologists who were then beginning to
-be much discussed. The other was General Kemp. Making one day sudden
-irruption into her sitting-room, he had overheard a remark made by her
-concerning his own daughter and Captain Laxton; at once he had turned on
-his heel, and, after giving his wife a short sketch of what would have
-happened to Miss Vipen had she worn breeches instead of petticoats, he
-had declared it to be his intention never willingly to meet her again.
-
-Malice, to be effective, however vulgar in its essence, should on the
-whole be refined in its expression. There were certain people, notably
-poor Mrs. Sampson, the rector's wife, to whom Miss Vipen felt she could
-say anything, sure of a fascinated, even if a fearful, listener. With
-others she was more careful, and to Mrs. Boringdon she had soon become a
-valuable ally, and a precious source of information.
-
- * * * * *
-
-This was the woman from whose company and conversation Oliver Boringdon,
-two days after the Halnakeham Castle ball, came straight down the
-village street to Chancton Grange. He had been to see Miss Vipen on a
-matter of business connected with a slight leakage in her roof, but the
-hawk-eyed old lady, as was her wont, had in a very few moments planted
-an envenomed dart in his mind and brain.
-
-Partly perhaps because he knew her to be so intensely disliked by Doctor
-McKirdy, and partly because she was one of the very few people who never
-tried to extract from him information concerning Madame Sampiero and the
-Priory, Oliver actually liked Miss Vipen. She was an intelligent woman,
-and her kindnesses to the village people were intelligent kindnesses.
-She would lend books and papers to the sick and ailing, and more than
-once he had come across traces of her good deeds among the poor of the
-place,--men and women with whom she had life-long links of familiarity
-and interest. She was aware that Boringdon liked her, and she took
-trouble to keep his good opinion. So it was that to-day her few
-remarks--said more, or so it seemed, in pity than in anger, had been
-carefully chosen--and only amounted to the regrettable fact that James
-Berwick's frequent visits to the Priory, and the long hours he was said
-to spend alone with Mrs. Rebell, were causing unpleasant remark both in
-the village and in the neighbourhood.
-
-Boringdon had listened in absolute silence, then, taking up his hat and
-stick, had gone, leaving his hostess rather uncomfortable. But Miss
-Vipen's words had met with unquestioning belief, and they had made her
-listener's smouldering jealousy and unhappiness--for in these days
-Oliver was very jealous and wretchedly unhappy--burst into flame.
-
-Since the ball the young man had seen practically nothing of Barbara,
-although she had been present at each of his daily interviews with
-Madame Sampiero; and when one day, late in the afternoon, he had gone
-contrary to his custom, to the Priory, the admirably trained McGregor
-had informed him that Mrs. Rebell was "not at home," although Boringdon
-had seen her shadow and that of Berwick cast on the blind of the blue
-drawing-room.
-
-James Berwick's attitude towards women had always been inexplicable to
-Oliver, for he was entirely out of sympathy with his friend's interest
-in Woman _qua_ Woman. In no circumstances would the younger man have
-been capable of imagining the peculiar relationship which had sprung up
-between these two people, to each of whom--and it was an aggravating
-circumstance--he felt himself bound by so close a tie.
-
-During the last two days his jealousy and suspicion of Berwick's motives
-had almost prompted him to say something to Mrs. Rebell, but there was
-that in Barbara which made it very difficult to approach such a subject
-with her. Also, even if lacking in a sense of humour, Boringdon was yet
-dimly aware that she might well retort with a _tu quoque_ argument which
-he would find it difficult to meet. For there had been one fortnight in
-which, looking back, he was obliged to admit to himself that he had
-spent far more time in Mrs. Rebell's company than he could accuse
-Berwick of now doing. He and she had walked together, ridden together,
-and talked together of everything under heaven and earth. Even--fool
-that he had been--he had told her much of Berwick, and all to that
-dangerous sentimentalist's advantage.
-
-Then there had come a sudden change over his own and Mrs. Rebell's
-pleasant and profitable relationship. Saucebox had kicked herself in the
-stable, and had gone back, in disgrace, to Chillingworth, so the rides
-had perforce come to an end. Little by little, or so it now seemed to
-Oliver, he had been shepherded into only going over to the Priory in the
-morning--made to feel that at other times he was not welcome.
-
-The young man remembered well the first time he had come over to the
-Priory to find Berwick installed, almost as master, in the great hall,
-and Barbara listening to this new acquaintance as she had hitherto only
-listened to him, to Boringdon himself. And yet what was there to be
-done? Madame Sampiero's attitude filled him with indignation; surely it
-was her duty to save her god-daughter from the snares of such a fowler
-as she must know Berwick to be?
-
-Boringdon had long been aware of the type of feminine companionship his
-friend was always seeking, and dimly he understood that hitherto the
-pursuit had been unavailing. But now?--Mrs. Rebell, so Boringdon, with
-something like agony, acknowledged to himself, fulfilled all the
-conditions of Berwick's ideal; and a nobler, more unselfish feeling than
-mere personal instinct stirred him to revolt, while he was also swayed
-by an anger born of keen jealousy, dignified by him with a hundred
-names, of which the most comfortable to his self-esteem and conscience
-was care for Mrs. Rebell's reputation.
-
-At certain moments he reminded himself how much Berwick had been at the
-Priory before Mrs. Rebell's arrival, but even so, such a man's constant
-presence there was terribly dangerous! Some kind, wholly disinterested
-woman must tell Barbara that in England Berwick's conduct would surely
-compromise her, whatever might be the case at Santa Maria or on the
-Continent.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Casting about in his mind, Boringdon could think of but one person in
-the neighbourhood who was fitted to undertake so delicate a task, and
-who would, so he told himself, understand his own personal share in the
-matter; this person was Mrs. Kemp. To the Grange he accordingly made his
-way, after having listened in silence to Miss Vipen's softly uttered
-remarks.
-
-From the first fortune favoured him, for Mrs. Kemp was alone. The
-General and Lucy were gone to Halnakeham for the afternoon; and
-Boringdon, coming in out of the late November air full of suppressed
-excitement and ill at ease, felt soothed by the look of warmth and
-comfort with which Lucy's mother always managed to surround herself.
-
-To Oliver's own mother, to Mrs. Boringdon, an appearance of comfort,
-even of luxury, was all-important when guests were expected at Chancton
-Cottage. Then everything was suitably lavish, and even luxurious. But
-when the young man and his mother were alone, fires were allowed to burn
-low, the food, poor in quality, was also limited as to quantity, and it
-was well for Oliver that he cared as little as on the whole he did for
-creature comforts. In Mrs. Boringdon's mind the page boy was set against
-the sweets at luncheon and the cakes at tea which Oliver would have
-enjoyed, but then in the country a man-servant was essential--an
-essential portion of her own and her son's dignity.
-
-It was now four o'clock. At home Boringdon would have had to wait
-another hour for tea, and so would any passing guest who could be
-regarded as an intimate friend, but here, at the Grange, it appeared as
-if by magic a few minutes after the visitor had sat down opposite Mrs.
-Kemp, and Oliver soon felt heartened up to approach what even he felt to
-be a rather difficult subject.
-
-The kind woman whose aid he was about to invoke made it easy for him to
-begin, for she was very cordial; thanks to Boringdon, Lucy had
-thoroughly enjoyed the ball at Halnakeham Castle, and the mother felt
-grateful for even this small mercy. During the last two days she had
-reminded herself more than once that affairs of the heart, when not
-interfered with unduly, have an odd way of coming right.
-
-"I need not ask," he said, rather awkwardly, "if Lucy is no worse for
-the ball."
-
-Mrs. Kemp was not sure whether she liked to hear Boringdon call her
-daughter Lucy; he had only begun doing so lately, and she had not
-thought it necessary to mention it to the General. There was still a
-certain coolness between Oliver and Lucy's father--they avoided each
-other's company.
-
-He went on without waiting for an answer: "Mrs. Rebell seems to have
-found it a trying experience, and yet she did not dance at all. I went
-to the Priory this morning, and she was too tired to come down."
-
-"But then she came back so much later than you all did. I understand
-that she stayed on with the Fletchings party, and I heard some of their
-carriages going through the village at four o'clock in the morning!"
-
-Boringdon looked at her with quick suspicion. He had just learnt from
-Miss Vipen of Berwick's solitary drive with Mrs. Rebell. But the remark
-Mrs. Kemp had just made was wholly innocent in intention; she never
-dealt in innuendoes.
-
-"I wish," he said, impulsively, "that you would get to know Mrs. Rebell!
-Everyone else in the neighbourhood has called on her; have you any
-reason for not doing so?"
-
-She hesitated, then said slowly, "No. No real reason, except, of course,
-that we have never received, during all the years we have been here, any
-mark of attention or civility from Madame Sampiero, whose tenants after
-all we are. Also I fancied, from something that Doctor McKirdy said,
-that Mrs. Rebell did not wish to make many acquaintances in the
-neighbourhood."
-
-"It's a great pity, for she must feel very lonely, and I'm sure it would
-be much to her to have such friends as yourself, and as--as Lucy."
-
-The mother's heart hardened; Mrs. Kemp was no gossip, but she knew how
-much time Oliver had spent at the Priory during the fortnight Mrs.
-Boringdon had been away.
-
-"Yes, she must be rather lonely," and then she could not help adding,
-"but you are a great deal over there, are you not?"
-
-His answer made her feel ashamed of what she had said. "I am over there
-most days, but she cannot make a companion, a friend, of a man, as she
-could of you or of Lucy." Now surely was his opportunity for saying what
-he had come to say, but he found the task he had set himself demanded a
-bluntness, a crudity of speech, that was almost intolerable to him.
-
-"Mrs. Kemp, may I speak frankly to you?"
-
-There was a strong note of appeal in the speaker's voice. Mrs. Kemp gave
-him a quick, anxious look, and took her knitting off the table.
-"Certainly, frankness is always best," she said, then wondered with
-beating heart what he was about to tell her. She had felt, during the
-last few minutes, that Boringdon was only marking time. He was once more
-on his old terms of friendship with Lucy, indeed, the girl had lunched
-at Chancton Cottage that very day. But his next words shattered Mrs.
-Kemp's dream, and that most rudely.
-
-"I want you to call on Mrs. Rebell," he was saying in a low eager tone,
-"and to come really to know her, because--well, because I fear she is in
-some danger. It isn't a matter one wants to discuss, but James Berwick
-is constantly at the Priory, and his visits there are already being
-talked about in the neighbourhood. She is, as you know, a friend of my
-sister, and I feel a certain responsibility in the matter. Someone ought
-to put her on her guard."
-
-Mrs. Kemp put down her work and looked at him with a steady,
-disconcerting look of surprise. He no longer felt sure, as he had done a
-moment ago, of her sympathy, but he met her glance with a dogged
-courage. He cared so little what she thought; the great point was to
-enlist her help. Boringdon had known her do really quixotic things with
-reference to certain village matters and scandals--and always with
-healing results.
-
-It is fortunate that we cannot see into each other's minds. What would
-Oliver have felt had he become aware of the feeling, half of dislike,
-half of pity, with which he was being regarded at that moment by the
-woman to whom he had made his appeal? Mrs. Kemp withdrew her eyes from
-his face; it was possible,--just possible,--that it was as he said, and
-that he was animated by worthy and impersonal motives. Berwick was not a
-man with an absolutely good reputation as regarded women; his position,
-too, was a singular one,--of so much even Mrs. Kemp was aware.
-
-"As you have spoken frankly to me, so will I speak frankly to you," she
-said. "I have never known any good come from interfering,--or rather I
-have never known any good come from speaking, in such a case, to the
-woman. The person to reach is Mr. Berwick. If he is indeed compromising
-Mrs. Rebell, he is doing a very wrong and treacherous thing, not only to
-her, but to Madame Sampiero, who has always been, so I understand,
-especially kind to him. Still, you must remember that, long before this
-lady came here, he was constantly at the Priory. Also, may I say that,
-if your information as to the gossip about them comes from Miss Vipen,
-its source is tainted? I never believe a word she says about anything or
-anybody!"
-
-"Miss Vipen did certainly say something--she had heard----"
-
-"What had she heard?"
-
-"That Berwick drove back with her"--Mrs. Kemp noticed the use of the
-pronoun--"alone, the night of the ball, and that they sat up, talking,
-till morning, in the hall of the Priory. No wonder Mrs. Rebell still
-feels tired!" The speaker had gone grey in the lamplight.
-
-"Well, that story is false, vilely false! I do not know how, or with
-whom, Mrs. Rebell came home; but by an odd chance I do happen to know
-that Mr. Berwick went straight from Halnakeham to Chillingworth, and
-that he was there in the morning. His coachman's wife, who is staying
-here in Chancton with her parents, was taken ill that night. I was there
-by six the next morning--perhaps you know that the poor baby died--and
-the man told me that he had driven his master home, and that he would
-send him over a message asking leave to stay with his wife. Mr. Berwick
-is a very good master, they seem all devoted to him----" Then, struck by
-his look, "Surely you believe me? Do you put Miss Vipen's piece of
-spiteful gossip against what I tell you?"
-
-Boringdon hesitated. "I don't know what to believe," he said. "James
-Berwick, when conducting an intrigue, is capable of--of----"
-
-"If you think so ill of Mrs. Rebell as that----!"
-
-"But I don't!" he cried hastily, "indeed I don't! It is Berwick, only
-Berwick, that I blame in this matter. I think Mrs. Rebell is wholly
-innocent! I feel for her the greatest respect! She is incapable, I feel
-sure, of a wrong thought,"--he spoke with growing agitation. "But think
-of the whole circumstances--of Madame Sampiero's past life, of Mrs.
-Rebell's present position! Can you wonder that I feel sure your
-friendship, even your countenance, might make a great difference? But
-pray,"--he got up, and looked at Mrs. Kemp very earnestly,--"pray do not
-suppose I think ill of Mrs. Rebell! Were it so, should I suggest that
-you--that Lucy--should make a friend of her?" and wringing her hand he
-left the room, eager to escape before the return of General Kemp and his
-daughter.
-
- * * * * *
-
-There are times when the presence of even the best-loved and most
-trusted grown-up son or daughter could be well spared by father and
-mother. Mrs. Kemp, during the evening which followed Oliver's afternoon
-call, thought constantly of the conversation she had held with him, and
-she longed to tell her husband what had passed. Men were such strange,
-such inexplicable beings! Doubtless Tom would be able to reassure her as
-to Oliver Boringdon's interest in this Mrs. Rebell, whose charm had won
-over Lucy too, for the girl spoke with enthusiasm of the beauty and of
-the kindness of Madame Sampiero's god-daughter. But nothing could be
-said in the presence of Lucy, who had regained, during the last day or
-two, her old lightness of heart and manner, and who showed no wish to go
-early to bed.
-
-At last Mrs. Kemp went up alone, and when, an hour later, the General
-followed her, and she had the longed-for opportunity of telling her
-tale, her listener proved most irritatingly quiescent. He went in and
-out of his dressing-room, saying "Yes," and "That's it, is it?" at
-suitable intervals. Still, when she stopped speaking, he would suddenly
-appear in some leisurely state of _déshabillé_ and his wife would feel
-encouraged, to go on, and even to ask for his opinion and advice.
-
-"And now, Tom, what do you _really_ think of the whole matter?"
-
-General Kemp came and stood before the fire. He wore his
-dressing-gown,--a sure sign that he was ready for discussion, if
-discussion should prove necessary.
-
-"Well, Mary, what I _really_ think can be put in a very few words." He
-advanced till he stood at the foot of the large four-poster, and, with a
-twinkle in his eye, declaimed the lines:--
-
- "'And it was you, my _Berwick_, you!
- The friend in whom my soul confided!
- Who dared to gaze on her--to do,
- I may say, much the same as I did!'"
-
-"Oh! Tom, you should not make fun of such a serious matter," but Mrs.
-Kemp could not help smiling--the lines were indeed apt.
-
-"Well, my dear, what else is there to say? I can't say I should be sorry
-if Boringdon were to burn his wings a bit! I hate your fellow who is
-always trying to set the world straight. To take his information from
-Miss Vipen too--!" The General had also heard of Oliver's renewed
-interest in the Priory, and his wife's talk had not surprised him quite
-as much as she, in the innocence of her heart, expected it to do.
-"Berwick, from what you tell me, and from what I hear," he added in a
-low voice, "knows what he's after, and that's more than your friend
-Boringdon seems to do! I hate a man who goes dangling after a woman for
-her good; that's what he told you, I take it?"
-
-"Well, something rather like it; but I think better of him than you do,
-Tom."
-
-"They generally get caught at last." General Kemp gave a quick, short
-sigh: "and then comes--unless the chap's as clever as Boringdon
-doubtless means to be--pretty heavy punishment, eh, Mary?"
-
-And he went off back into his dressing-room, and Mrs. Kemp, turning on
-her side, wet her pillow with sudden bitter tears.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Some days later Lucy and her mother called at the Priory, only to be
-informed that Mrs. Rebell was at Fletchings, staying there as the guest
-of Lord Bosworth and Miss Berwick till the following Saturday. This
-then,--so thought Mrs. Kemp with a quick revulsion of feeling,--was why
-Boringdon now found time hang so heavy on his hands, and why he had
-been, of late, so often at the Grange. Life, even at Chancton, was full
-of inexplicable cross currents,--of deep pools and eddies more likely to
-bring shipwreck than safe haven to the creature whom she loved so
-dearly, and for whom she felt that responsibility which only mothers
-know.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV.
-
- "But as we walked we turned aside
- Into a narrow tortuous lane
- Where baffling paths the roads divide
- And jealous brambles prick to pain:
- Then first I saw, with quick surprise,
- The strange new look in friendship's eyes.
-
- "And now, in one stupendous dream,
- We wander through the purple glades,
- Which love has tinted with the gleam
- Of wonderful, enchanting shades:
- But I--would give it all away
- For those dear hours of friendship's day."
-
- ELEANOR ESHER.
-
-
-Mrs. Rebell had now been at Fletchings five days. It was Saturday
-night--in three days more she would be back at Chancton.
-
-Standing before her dressing-table, she found herself counting the last
-hours of a holiday which had proved more enchanting than she had thought
-possible. How sorry she would be to leave the curious pretty room in
-which she found herself! This room, and that next door now turned into a
-dressing-room, had been fitted up when the wonders of China were first
-becoming known to the Western world. It was instinct with the strange
-charm so often found in those old English country houses where
-Christendom and Goblindom fight for mastery.
-
-The greatest poet of his time had spent at Fletchings the honeymoon
-which formed a beginning to the most disastrous of marriage tragedies;
-and Septimus Daman, now Barbara's fellow guest, had managed to convey to
-her his belief that the rooms which she now occupied had been those set
-aside for the hapless pair. Was it here, so Barbara wondered--here, or
-perhaps sitting at the lacquer table in the dressing-room--that the
-bride had written the formal, yet wholly contented, letter to her
-parents, with its concluding sentence: "I cannot tell you any more for
-Lord Byron is looking over my shoulder!"--playful, intimate words,
-written by the proud, headstrong girl who was to lead a later life of
-such harsh bitterness.
-
-Barbara felt a vague retrospective pity for the long-dead writer of
-these words. How far superior is friendship to what people call love!
-Every day she was proving the truth of this, her own, and--yes, her
-friend's--discovery.
-
-After those five perfect days, it seemed strange to remember that she
-had wondered if she were acting rightly in accepting Miss Berwick's
-invitation. There had not been much time for thought. The note had come
-only two days after the ball at Halnakeham Castle, and, as she held it
-in her hand, before telling any of those about her of its contents,
-there had swept over Barbara Rebell a foreboding memory. Was she about
-to expose herself to a repetition of what she had gone through during
-those first hours at the ball? Was she to see Berwick avoiding her
-company,--gazing at her, when he looked her way, with alien eyes?
-
-But then Berwick himself had come, full of eagerness, and with his
-abrupt first words--"Has Arabella written? That's right!--I think you
-will like it. My uncle wants me to be over there in order to see
-something of Daniel O'Flaherty, and we are also to have old Septimus
-Daman; he always spends part of November at Fletchings"--her fears, her
-scruples had vanished.
-
-Just before leaving the Priory, Barbara's heart had again misgiven her.
-Madame Sampiero, looking at her with the wide-open, dark-blue eyes which
-could express so many shades of feeling, had murmured, "Do not be too
-long away, child. Remember what befell the poor Beast when Beauty stayed
-away too long!" How could she have had the heart to write, on the second
-day of her visit, "They want me to stay on till Tuesday"?
-
-And now it was Saturday night. In a few days she would again take up the
-life which till so very lately had seemed to fulfil each aspiration, to
-content every longing of her heart. Now, she found herself dreading her
-god-mother's glances of uneasy, questioning tenderness; Mrs. Turke's
-eager interest in Berwick's comings and goings; most of all, and for
-reasons of which her mind avoided the analysis, Barbara shrank from the
-return to the long mornings--they had become very long of late--spent by
-Boringdon at the Priory.
-
-In contrast to all that awaited Mrs. Rebell at Chancton, how happy these
-few days at Fletchings had been! With the possible exception of Daniel
-O'Flaherty--and, after all, both he and Arabella knew better--the six
-people gathered there under Lord Bosworth's roof, were linked in close
-bonds of old and new friendship, of old and new association.
-
-Barbara could tell herself in all honesty that she did not seem to see
-very much of James Berwick, and yet, in truth, they were much together,
-he encompassing her with a depth of voiceless tenderness, and a devotion
-so unobtrusive that it seemed to lack every gross element of self. Then
-again, her host had been especially kind. To Lord Bosworth she had been
-"Barbara" from the first, and during that week he had talked much to her
-of that wide world in which he himself had played so noted and agreeable
-a part; of her own parents as they had been during the unshadowed years
-of their life; of present politics which he had soon discovered
-interested her in a singular degree. One day he had exclaimed--and had
-been surprised to see the vivid blush his words called forth--"Why, we
-shall make a politician of you yet!" During those days, however,--and
-the omission pained her,--Lord Bosworth made no allusion to Madame
-Sampiero.
-
-Perhaps, of all those at Fletchings, the most contented of the party was
-Septimus Daman. Because he seemed to each of the others the odd man out,
-they were all particularly kind to him, and eager that he should not
-feel himself neglected. The old man did not, however, burden his
-fellow-guests with much on his company, for he was busily engaged in
-writing his recollections, and he rarely made his appearance downstairs
-before the afternoon.
-
- * * * * *
-
-To-day, quite suddenly and for no apparent reason, Berwick's mood had
-changed. Arabella was the first to become aware of it; she knew of old
-the danger signals. The day had been spent by him and by O'Flaherty at
-Laxgrove, where Squire Laxton was as proud of his coverts as of his
-hounds. The two men came in wet and tired, and Berwick, after a long
-fruitless search for his sister and Mrs. Rebell, at last found them
-sitting together where Arabella so seldom entertained a guest--in the
-powder closet.
-
-"I have been looking for you everywhere!" he exclaimed. "Daman is
-wandering about downstairs, evidently afraid to pour himself out a cup
-of tea and O'Flaherty has disappeared,--tealess,--to his room!"
-
-While he was speaking, gazing at his sister and her friend with an
-accusing glance, Barbara went out, and for a moment the other two stayed
-on alone together.
-
-Arabella rose and faced her brother. Her own nerves were not wholly
-under control. Neither her conscience nor her heart was really at ease.
-
-"I don't know, James, and I don't inquire, what your relations to Mrs.
-Rebell may be! But this I do know--you will not advance your friendship
-with her by being savage to me. Besides, it is so absurd! However
-delightful she finds your company, she may yet prefer to be occasionally
-with me. I have been doing--I am doing--all I can for you."
-
-"What do you mean?"
-
-Berwick's steady, angry gaze disconcerted his sister, but she was
-mentally adroit, and determined not to fear him in his present mood.
-
-"You know best what I ought to mean!" she cried. "You apparently take
-pleasure in Mrs. Rebell's company, and it was to please you that I asked
-her to come here. I mean nothing else. But I should like to add that,
-now I know her, I have grown to like, and even to respect her."
-Berwick's face softened, but again he looked at her in the way she
-dreaded as she added, "I do not think you should act so as to make those
-about you aware that you so greatly prefer her company to that of our
-other guests. I am sure Mr. O'Flaherty has noticed it. Perhaps I ought
-to add that I am speaking entirely for her sake."
-
- * * * * *
-
-On leaving Miss Berwick and her brother, Mrs. Rebell went up to her
-room. There she sat down and fulfilled a neglected duty,--the writing of
-a long letter to Grace Johnstone. She did not find the task an easy one.
-She knew that her friend would expect to be told much of the occupants
-of Chancton Cottage, and especially of Oliver. The writer was well aware
-how letters were treasured at Santa Maria, and, till the last fortnight
-she had written to the woman who had been so good a friend to her by
-every mail. Suddenly she bethought herself of the ball. Why, here was a
-subject all ready to her pen! But Barbara was no polite letter-writer,
-and she found the description difficult; especially did her references
-to Oliver and to his mother seem hypocritical. During those hours at
-Halnakeham Castle she had been scarcely aware of the young man's
-existence, while Mrs. Boringdon she actually disliked.
-
-One reason why Barbara had been glad to come to Fletchings had been that
-it meant escape from Boringdon's constant presence at the Priory, and
-the daily morning walk with him to the home farm. She had come to resent
-Oliver's assumption of--was it brotherly?--interest in what she did and
-left undone. The thought that in three days she would again be subject
-to his well-meant criticism and eager, intimate advice certainly added
-another and a curiously acute touch of discomfort to her return to
-Chancton.
-
- * * * * *
-
-For the first time since Mrs. Rebell's stay at Fletchings, dinner,
-served in a blue and white octagon room which seemed to have been
-designed to serve as background to Miss Berwick's fair, delicate type of
-beauty, passed almost silently and rather dully. Berwick and O'Flaherty,
-tired after their long day in the open air, scarcely spoke; Mr. Daman
-alone seemed entirely at ease, and he babbled away happily, trying to
-extract material for his recollections from Lord Bosworth's better
-garnished memory.
-
-And so it was with a sense of relief that Barbara followed her hostess
-out of the room. During the last few days the two women had become, in a
-sense, intimate. Each liked the other better than either would have
-thought possible a week before. They had one subject in common of which
-neither ever tired, and yet how surprised they both would have been to
-learn how constantly their talk drifted to the political past, the
-uneventful present, the brilliant nebulous future, of James Berwick!
-
-Arabella led the way up to the music gallery, and there, very soon, the
-two younger men joined them.
-
-Miss Berwick was sitting at an inlaid spinet, playing an old-fashioned,
-jingling selection of Irish melodies, and O'Flaherty, taking up his
-stand by the fire-place, was able to look down at the player without
-seeming to do so.
-
-Listening to the woman he had loved making music for him, Daniel
-O'Flaherty's mind went back, setting out on a sentimental excursion,
-dolorous as such are apt to be, into the past. No other woman's lips had
-touched his since their last interview, thirteen years before; and yet,
-standing there, his arm on the mantel-piece, his right hand concealing
-his large rather stern mouth, he told himself that his love for Arabella
-Berwick had burned itself out, and that he could now look at her quite
-dispassionately.
-
-Still, love may go, and interest,--even a certain kind of
-sentiment,--may remain. What else had brought him to Fletchings? Above
-all, what else had made him stay on there, as he was now doing?
-O'Flaherty still felt an odd closeness of heart,--aye, even of body,--
-
-Miss Berwick, to this woman whom others found so unapproachable. The
-years which had gone by, the long separation, had not made them
-strangers. After she had left him, as he thought so cruelly, he had made
-up his mind to put away all thought of her. He had believed it certain
-that she would marry--indeed, during that last interview she had told
-him that she intended to do so--and thinking of this, to a man so
-callous and incredible a statement, his heart had hardened, not only to
-her, but in a sense to all women.
-
-Then time had gone on, and Lord Bosworth's niece had remained
-unmarried--wholly devoted, so said rumour, to her brother, but living
-with her uncle instead of with James Berwick because of her filial
-affection and gratitude to the older man. That O'Flaherty had known not
-to be true, for no special tie bound Arabella to her uncle. The
-arrangement was probably one of convenience on either side.
-
-And now, during these last few days? O'Flaherty acknowledged that Miss
-Berwick's manner to him had been perfect--courteous and kind, nay, even
-deferential, and then sometimes a look, a word, would subtly acknowledge
-his claim on her special attention, while putting forward none of her
-own. How could he help being flattered? From where he now sat, he could
-see, without seeming to observe too closely, the delicate, cameo-like
-profile, the masses of flaxen hair, less bright in tint than when he had
-first admired what was still Arabella's greatest beauty.
-
-The barrister was under no illusion as to why he had received this
-invitation to Lord Bosworth's country house. His present host, and of
-course his hostess, wished him not merely to be on James Berwick's side
-in the coming political struggle, for that he was already, but to ally
-himself in a special sense with this future Cabinet-Minister, and to
-join the inner circle of his friends and supporters. Neither of them yet
-understood that in politics all O'Flaherty cared for supremely was his
-own country, in spite of the fact that he had always sat for an English
-constituency, and had never identified himself, in any direct sense,
-with the Irish party. Whatever his future relations to Miss Berwick
-might be, his attitude to her brother must be influenced by Berwick's
-attitude to Ireland and Irish affairs. Perhaps it would be more honest,
-so he told himself to-night, to let Arabella know this fact, for during
-the last few days he had avoided any political discussion with his host
-or his hostess.
-
-Daniel O'Flaherty had watched James Berwick's career with painful
-interest. During his brief, passionate intimacy with the sister, the
-young Irishman had disliked the brother intensely. He had despised him
-for squandering,--as for a while Berwick had seemed to do,--his many
-brilliant gifts. Perhaps O'Flaherty had also been jealous of those
-advantages which came to the younger man by the mere fact of his name,
-and of his relationship to Lord Bosworth.
-
-Then, with the passing of years, the barrister had become, as the
-successful are apt to do, more indulgent, perhaps more understanding, in
-his view of the other's character and ambitions. Also nothing succeeds
-like success, and James Berwick had himself by no means lagged behind.
-To O'Flaherty there had been nothing untoward in Berwick's marriage. He
-had regarded it as one of those strokes of amazing luck which seem to
-pursue certain men; and though a trifling circumstance had made the
-barrister vividly aware of the young politician's conditional tenure of
-his dead wife's fortune, the man who had fought his way to eminence
-naturally regarded the other as belonging to that class which seems in
-this country sufficiently wealthy, with the garnered wealth of the past,
-to consider the possession of a larger or of a lesser income as of
-comparatively small account.
-
-Daniel O'Flaherty was an Irishman, a lonely man, and a Roman
-Catholic--thus traditionally interested in romance. And so, during these
-days at Fletchings, he had become aware, almost in spite of himself, of
-Berwick's evident attraction to Mrs. Rebell--to the gentle, intelligent
-woman whom he, O'Flaherty, naturally regarded as Arabella's widowed
-friend. It amused him to see the course of true love running smooth.
-What amazing good fortune seemed to pursue James Berwick!
-
-True, the shrewder half of O'Flaherty's mind warned him that Miss
-Berwick's action in deliberately throwing her brother with so charming a
-woman as Barbara was an odd, an almost unaccountable move on her part.
-But there was no getting over the fact that she was doing this, and most
-deliberately.
-
-Well, all that money could do for Berwick had surely been accomplished.
-The barrister, watching the two--this man and woman wandering in a
-paradise of their own making--felt that Berwick was indeed to be envied,
-even if he was on the eve of forfeiting the huge income which had for so
-many years given him an almost unfair prestige and power among his
-fellows. Still, now and again,--to-night for instance, when he became
-aware that Berwick and Mrs. Rebell had retreated together to the further
-end of the long, bare room,--he wondered if Arabella was acting
-sentiently, if she really wished her brother to marry again.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Mrs. Rebell and the man she called her friend stood together, half
-concealed by the organ which gave the gallery its name. They were
-practically alone, for the long room was only lighted by the candles
-which threw a wavering light on Arabella's music-book. For the first
-time since she had arrived at Fletchings, Barbara felt ill at ease with
-her companion. Twice during dinner she had looked up and seen Berwick's
-eyes fixed on her, or so she thought, coldly and accusingly. What had
-she done? For what must she ask forgiveness?
-
-"Where were you before dinner?" he said at last, in a low
-voice. "I looked for you everywhere. I found you, and then you
-disappeared--utterly! We were close to the Priory to-day, and I went in
-for a moment, thinking you would like to have news of Madame Sampiero.
-By the way, McGregor gave me some letters for you."
-
-He put two envelopes down on the ledge of a prie-dieu behind which
-Barbara was standing, and which formed a slight barrier between them.
-She took the letters in her hand, and then, partly because of the dim
-light, put them back again on the prie-dieu. One note, unstamped, was
-from Oliver Boringdon,--she knew the handwriting, and so did Berwick.
-Barbara was to have gone back to-day; doubtless this note concerned
-some village matter which the writer was unwilling to mention to
-Doctor McKirdy. The other envelope bore the peculiar blue West Indian
-stamp. Why had not McGregor kept these letters till Tuesday? For the
-moment Barbara wanted to forget Boringdon and his rather morbid
-susceptibilities--to forget, till her next letter to the Johnstones,
-Santa Maria.
-
-"Won't you read your letters?" Berwick was looking straight across at
-her with a singular expression--was it of appeal or of command?--in his
-eyes.
-
-"Why should I--now?" But a moment later she changed her mind, "Yes, of
-course I will; Mr. Boringdon may have sent some message to my god-mother
-which ought to be seen to at once----" She opened the note, glanced
-through it, then put it down on the ledge of the prie-dieu.
-
-Berwick had turned away while she read Boringdon's note, but now he was
-again staring at her with those strange, appealing eyes which seemed to
-shine in the dim light.
-
-Reluctantly, as if in spite of herself, Barbara stretched out her hand
-and took up the other letter. Yes, it was, as she thought, from Andrew
-Johnstone--a bare word of kindly acknowledgment for the return of the
-fifty pounds which he had lent her.
-
-She looked round, still holding the letter in her hand, but they were
-far from the fire--
-
-Berwick's face became set. Ah! no, that should not be.
-
-"Mrs. Rebell--?"
-
-He had not called her so, to herself, since the drive back from
-Halnakeham Castle, and she had not noticed his avoidance of her name;
-but now, the formal mode of address fell strangely on her ears.
-
-"Yes?"
-
-"May I read these two letters?" He added, almost inaudibly, "You cannot
-think more ill of me than I do of myself."
-
-Barbara suddenly felt as if she were taking part in an unreal scene, a
-dream colloquy, and yet she knew this was no dream. What had happened,
-what evil magic had so transformed her friend? That maternal instinct
-which slumbers lightly in the depths of every woman's heart, woke into
-life; she did not stay to diagnose the disease of which this strange
-request was a symptom: "Do read them," she said, and tried to speak
-indifferently, "I do not think ill of you--far from it, as Doctor
-McKirdy would say."
-
-She put Johnstone's letter down by the other, but Berwick left them
-lying there; he still looked at her with a probing, suspicious look, and
-she began to be desperately afraid. At Santa Maria she had once met a
-miserable white man, the overseer of a neighbouring plantation, who was
-said to have suddenly gone "fantee"--so had that man looked at her, as
-Berwick was doing now, dumbly. Was this what he had meant when he had
-spoken to her in the carriage of ungovernable impulses--of actions of
-which he had afterwards felt bitterly ashamed?
-
-Very slowly, still looking at her, he at last took up the two letters.
-Then, with a sudden movement, and without having looked at it, he put
-Boringdon's back on the ledge of the prie-dieu. "No," he said roughly,
-"not that one--I do not think he ought to write to you, but no matter!"
-Barbara felt herself trembling. She was beginning to understand.
-Berwick's hands fingered nervously the West Indian letter; at last he
-held it out to her, still folded, in his hand. "Here it is--take it--I
-won't read it!"
-
-"Oh! but do," she said. "It is from Mr. Johnstone, saying that he has
-received the money you so kindly arranged to send back for me."
-
-But Barbara's words came too late.
-
-"Mr. Johnstone?" Berwick repeated the name, then laughed harshly. "Fool
-that I was not to think of him! But all to-day, since McGregor gave me
-that letter, I have been in hell. Of course you know what I
-believed"--Barbara's lips quivered, and her look of suffering ought to
-have disarmed the man who was staring at her so insistently, but he
-was still possessed by a jealous devil. "Tell me"--and, leaning over
-the prie-dieu, he grasped her hands--"We may as well have it out now.
-Do you hear from him--from your husband, I mean? Do you write to
-him--sometimes?"
-
-She shook her head, and Berwick, at last free to see the agony and
-surrender in the face into which he was looking down, and to which he
-suddenly felt his lips so near, was swept by an irresistible rush and
-mingling of feelings--remorse and fierce relief, shame and exultant joy.
-
-"I think we ought to go downstairs,"--Arabella's clear voice broke into
-and echoed through the silent room.
-
-Berwick straightened himself slowly. Before releasing Barbara's hands he
-kissed first one and then the other. As he did so, passion seemed to
-melt into tenderness. How fragile, how childish he had thought the
-fingers resting on his arm that first evening of their acquaintance! He
-remembered also the fluttering, the trembling of her ringless left hand
-when for a moment he had covered it with his own during that drive from
-Halnakeham to Chillingworth, when he had made so much--or was it so
-little?--of his opportunity.
-
-The two walked down the gallery, towards O'Flaherty, who was still
-standing by the wood fire, and Arabella, who was putting out the candles
-with the rather disdainful thoroughness and care she gave to small
-household matters. Lord Bosworth's servants were old, like himself, and
-grew unmindful of their duties.
-
-Berwick suddenly left Mrs. Rebell's side, but not till he had reached
-the door did he turn round and say, "I am not coming down, for I have
-work to do, so good-night!" A moment after, he was gone, with no more
-formal leave-taking.
-
- * * * * *
-
-That night Barbara cried herself to sleep, but to her tears brought no
-relief--rather an added shame for the weakness which made them flow so
-bitterly. She felt overwhelmed by a great calamity--face to face with a
-situation out of which she must herself, unaided, find an issue.
-
-She had asked so little of the shattered broken life which remained to
-her--only quietude and the placid enjoyment of a friendship which had
-come to her unsought, and in which there could be no danger, whatever
-Madame Sampiero or Mrs. Turke might think. Did not the feeling which
-bound her to James Berwick enjoy the tacit approval of such a woman as
-was Arabella Berwick? What else had made Miss Berwick say to her, as she
-had done, that her brother could never marry? Surely the words had been
-uttered with intention, to show Mrs. Rebell how desirable it was that he
-should have--friends?
-
-Till to-night, love, to Barbara Rebell, had borne but two faces. The
-one, that of the radiant shadow-like figure, half cupid half angel, of
-her childhood and girlhood, was he who had played his happy part in the
-love affair of her father and mother, binding them the one to the other
-as she, Barbara, had seen them bound. It was this love--noble, selfless,
-unmaterial in its essence, or so she had thought--that lighted up Madame
-Sampiero's face when she spoke, as she sometimes did speak, in the same
-quivering breath, of Lord Bosworth and her little Julia.
-
-Love's other face, that which she shuddered to know existed, had been
-revealed to her by Pedro Rebell. It was base, sensual, cunning,
-volatile, inconstant in its very essence, and yet, as Barbara knew, love
-after all--capable, for a fleeting moment, of ennobling those under its
-influence. Such, for instance, was love as understood by the coloured
-people, among whom she had spent these last years of her life, and with
-whose elementary joys and sorrows she had perforce sympathised.
-
-Now, to-night, she realised that love could come in yet a third
-guise--nay, for the first time she saw that perhaps this was the only
-true love of them all, and that her first vision of the passion had been
-but its shadow. Some such feeling as that which now, she felt with
-terror, possessed her body as well as her soul, must have made her
-mother cling as she had clung, in no joyless way, to sombre, disgraced
-Richard Rebell.
-
-Love again--warm, tender, passionate love--had linked together Lord
-Bosworth and Barbara Sampiero for so many years, and had found
-expression in their child. Thinking of those last two, Barbara lay and
-trembled. Bitter words of condemnation uttered by her father leapt from
-the storehouse of memory, as did the fact that her mother had once
-implied to her that but for Madame Sampiero, but for something--was it
-something wrong, or merely selfish and unwise which she had
-done?--Barbara's father might have returned in time to England and made
-some attempt to rehabilitate himself.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The maid who brought in her cup of tea in the morning laid a parcel down
-on Barbara's bed. It was a book wrapped in brown paper, and fully
-addressed to her with the superscription:--
-
- "DEAR MRS. REBELL,--Here is the book I promised to send you.
-
- "Yours truly,
- "JAMES BERWICK."
-
-Some instinct made her wait till she was alone. Then, opening
-the parcel, she saw that, with the volume of Jacobite songs
-Berwick had indeed promised to give her, was a large envelope
-marked "private." From it she drew out slowly some twenty sheets
-or more, closely covered with the as yet unfamiliar writing of
-the man she loved. To the end of her life Barbara could have
-repeated portions of this, her first love letter, by heart, and
-yet, before going downstairs, she burnt each separate sheet.
-
-Over the last she hesitated. Indeed, she cut out the three
-words, "my heart's darling." But the little gilt scissors had
-belonged to her mother--how would her mother have judged what
-she was now doing?--and the slip of paper went into the fire
-with the rest.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI.
-
- "He smarteth most who hides his smart
- And sues for no compassion."
-
- RALEIGH.
-
-
-"Would you mind taking me with you to church this morning? Miss Berwick
-tells me that her uncle won't be shocked."
-
-When Mrs. Rebell made her request, Daniel O'Flaherty was walking up and
-down the small hall, waiting for the carriage in which he was to drive
-that Sunday morning to the nearest Roman Catholic chapel. He had shared
-with the two ladies a comparatively early breakfast, for the service he
-was to attend took place at ten.
-
-"Yes, of course," he said, rather awkwardly, "I shall be very glad of
-your company, but I'm afraid you won't be comfortable, for Mass is said,
-it seems, in a little mission room." O'Flaherty had a vividly unpleasant
-recollection of the last time he had taken "a smart lady" to church. She
-had apparently expected to find a Notre Dame or Sistine Chapel in the
-wilds of Herefordshire, and she had been very much annoyed with the
-inartistic furnishings of the iron chapel. So it was that Mrs. Rebell's
-request fell disagreeably on his ear.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Barbara's whole soul was possessed with the desire of putting off the
-meeting with Berwick. How could she greet him before his sister? how
-could she behave as if last night--as if his soul-stirring, ardent
-letter, had not been? Berwick had written, among a hundred other
-contradictory things, "Everything shall go on as before. I will school
-myself to be content with the least you can give me." But even she knew
-that that was impossible, and she blessed the chance which had now come
-to her of escaping for a few hours the necessity of playing a part
-before Lord Bosworth and Arabella.
-
-So absorbed was Barbara in her thoughts that she scarcely noticed Mr.
-Daman, when she crossed him on the broad staircase on her way to her
-room to get ready for her expedition. The old man, however, had seen the
-light from a large window beat straight on her absorbed face. For the
-first time Barbara reminded him of her father, of Richard Rebell, and
-the reminiscence was not pleasing. Pretty women, he said to himself
-rather crossly, should study their looks; they owed it to those about
-them. They ought not to get up too early in the morning and go racing
-upstairs! Why, it was now only half-past nine, and Mrs. Rebell had
-evidently already breakfasted. He himself was up at this unwonted hour
-because it was Sunday, and on Sunday everything should be done to spare
-the servants in a country house. Septimus Daman lived up to his own
-moral code much more completely than many of those who regarded him as a
-selfish old worldling could pretend to do. Still, he did not like to be
-baulked of innocent pleasures, and not least among them was that of
-having his tea poured out for him on Sunday morning by a pretty woman.
-
-"Then you've breakfasted too?" Failing Barbara, Mr. Daman would have
-liked the company of Daniel O'Flaherty. "Oh, I forgot! of course you're
-going to your church"--a note of commiseration crept into the thin
-voice; the old Queen's Messenger belonged to a generation when an
-Irishman's religion was still the greatest of his disabilities.
-
-"Yes, and I'm taking Mrs. Rebell with me." Septimus Daman's vested
-interest in Barbara amused the barrister.
-
-"Are you indeed?" Old Septimus always went to church on Sunday, but he
-liked to have the duty sweetened by the presence of youth and beauty in
-the pew. "You never saw her mother, did you?"
-
-"No. The Rebell Case took place some years before I came to London." It
-was not the first time Mr. Daman had asked the question, but O'Flaherty
-answered very patiently, and even added--also not for the first
-time--"She must have been an exceptionally beautiful and charming
-woman."
-
-"Perfection, absolute perfection! Her daughter isn't a patch on her as
-to looks. I remember now the first time I saw Mrs. Richard Rebell I
-thought her the loveliest creature I'd ever set eyes upon. Her name was
-Adela Oglander, and people expected her to do uncommonly well for
-herself. Awful to think what she did do, eh? But Richard Rebell was a
-very taking fellow in those days. When I was a young man women were
-content to look--well, as Mrs. Richard Rebell looked! One doesn't see
-such pretty women now," Mr. Daman sighed, "I suppose our Mrs. Barbara
-lost her complexion in the West Indies. Those climates, so I've always
-understood, are damnation to the skin. Not that hers has roughened--eh,
-what? And she can still blush--a great thing that, almost a lost art!"
-he chuckled. "From what Bosworth tells me she had an awful time with the
-brute she married."
-
-"Was he in the Army?"
-
-O'Flaherty was vaguely interested. He and Mrs. Rebell had had a
-good deal of desultory talk, but she never alluded to her married
-life. Those years--he roughly guessed them to be from twenty to
-seven-and-twenty--seemed dropped out of her memory.
-
-"Not that I ever heard of. He's always been a sugar planter, a
-descendant of a Rebell younger son who went out to the West Indies to
-make his fortune a hundred years ago. Poor Barbara Sampiero told me
-about it at the time of the marriage."
-
-"And how long has Mrs. Rebell been a widow?"
-
-"She's not a widow. Whatever gave you such an idea?" The old man shot a
-sudden shrewd look at the barrister; O'Flaherty's face expressed
-surprise, yes, and profound annoyance. Dear, dear, this was distinctly
-interesting!
-
-Mr. Daman lowered his voice to a whisper, "Her husband's very much
-alive, but he's signed, so Bosworth tells me, some kind of document
-promising to leave her alone. Of course he keeps her fortune, such as it
-is, for she was married before this act which makes women, I understand,
-so very independent of their lords and masters. But that's rather a good
-thing, for it takes away his only reason for molesting her. Still,
-there'll be trouble with him, if, as I'm told, Madame Sampiero intends
-to leave her well off. Good Lord, what a business we all had with
-Napoleone Sampiero! He was a regular leech. Strange, isn't it, that both
-these poor dear women--each, observe, a Barbara Rebell--should make such
-a mess of their lives? However, in this case there's no _Bosworth_ to
-complicate matters!"
-
-O'Flaherty wheeled round, and looked hard at the old man, but Septimus
-Daman had spoken with no after-thought in his mind. He had come to the
-stage of life when old people are curiously unobservant, or perhaps it
-should be said, no longer capable of realising the proximity of passion.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Condemnation of James Berwick, who, it seemed to O'Flaherty, should
-remember the fact that he was under his sister's roof, and a certain
-pity for, and shrinking from Mrs. Rebell, the woman now sitting so
-silently by his side in the victoria, filled the barrister's mind. He
-was also aware of experiencing that species of bewilderment which brings
-with it the mortifying conviction that one has been excessively,
-inexcusably blind. O'Flaherty cast his mind back over the last week.
-That which he in his simplicity had taken for love,--love capable of
-inducing such a man as Berwick to make a great sacrifice,--was doubtless
-but the preliminary to one of those brief intrigues of which he heard so
-much in the world in which he now lived.
-
-And Mrs. Rebell? He had really liked her--unconsciously thought the
-better of Arabella for having such a woman, one so gentle, kindly,
-unassuming, for her friend. He knew the tragic story of Richard Rebell,
-of his banishment from the pleasant world in which he had held so
-prominent a place; and Barbara had been the more interesting, the more
-worthy of respect in his eyes because she was in no sense ashamed of her
-parentage. Was it possible that she was one of those women--he had
-sometimes heard of them--who are said to possess every feminine virtue
-save that on which, as he, the Irish farmer's son, absolutely believed,
-all the others really depend?
-
-O'Flaherty had seen a great deal of Mrs. Rebell; they had had more than
-one long talk together. Never had he met a woman who seemed to him more
-pure-minded in the very essence of her. And yet--well, the Irishman had
-seen--as indeed who could help seeing, save that self-centred and _naif_
-egoist, Septimus Daman?--that Barbara loved Berwick. The sight of these
-two, so absorbed in one another, had deeply moved the one who looked on,
-and quickened his own feeling for Arabella into life.
-
-The barrister had envied Berwick the devotion of such a woman, thinking
-a fabulous fortune well forfeited in the winning of Barbara Rebell as
-companion on that mysterious, dangerous journey which men call life.
-Realising the kind of intimate sympathy which seemed to bind these two,
-O'Flaherty had recalled the phrase, "a marriage of true minds," and he
-had thought of all it would mean to Berwick, even as regarded his public
-career, to have so conciliatory, so charming a creature by his side.
-Arabella Berwick, in spite of her many fine qualities and intellectual
-gifts, possessed neither the tact nor the self-effacement so essential
-to the fulfilment of the _rôle_ of statesman's wife or sister.
-
-And now O'Flaherty learned that all the time he had been thinking these
-things, Mrs. Rebell was well aware that there could be nothing permanent
-or avowable in her tie with Berwick; while Berwick, on his side, was
-playing the most delightful and absorbing of the great human games with
-dice so loaded that, come what might, he was bound to win. The barrister
-told himself that he had indeed been simple-minded to suppose that such
-a man as Arabella's brother would sacrifice to love the wealth which
-gave him an absolute and preeminent position among those he wished to
-lead. "A marriage of true minds?"--an ugly look came over the plain,
-strong face of the man sitting by Mrs. Rebell, and she, catching that
-look, wondered what hateful thought, or sudden physical discomfort, had
-brought it there.
-
-But, when once he found himself kneeling in the humble little iron
-chapel, long habit acted on Daniel O'Flaherty's mind, cleared it of
-sordid images, made him think more charitable thoughts of the woman who
-crouched rather than knelt by his side, in what seemed a position of
-almost painful abasement. Poor Barbara Rebell! Mingling with the prayers
-he knew by heart, and which were, after all, one long supplication for
-mercy and forgiveness, came the slow conviction that she might not be
-deserving of so much condemnation as he had at first assumed. Perhaps
-she had come here, with him, to-day, to be out of the way of temptation,
-and not, as he had unkindly suspected, to satisfy an idle and not very
-healthy curiosity.
-
-Busy as he had been last night in the music gallery with thoughts of his
-own self and Arabella, O'Flaherty had yet been aware that an eager
-colloquy was going on by the organ. He had heard Berwick's voice become
-urgent and imperious, and he had put down the other man's rather
-dramatic disappearance, and Mrs. Rebell's extreme quietude during the
-rest of the evening, to some lovers' quarrel between these two, who up
-to that time had required no such artificial stimulus to their passion.
-Perhaps what had taken place between them had been more tragic, for Mrs.
-Rebell looked to-day very unlike her gentle, composed self.
-
-Barbara had risen from her knees, and sat apparently listening to the
-little sermon. The expression of her face suddenly recalled to Daniel
-O'Flaherty an evening in his life--that which had followed his parting
-from Arabella Berwick. He had been taken by friends to the play, and on
-leaving the theatre had found that his mind had retained absolutely
-nothing of what had gone on before him on the stage. Not to save his
-life could he have recalled a single scene, or even the most telling of
-the speeches to which he had been listening the last three hours.
-Doubtless he had then looked as Barbara looked now; and a feeling of
-great concern and infinite pity took the place of that which had filled
-his mind during the drive from Fletchings. But this new-born charity did
-not extend to Berwick; for him, O'Flaherty still felt nothing but
-condemnation.
-
-They waited till the small congregation had streamed out, and then
-walked slowly down the little aisle. "You don't look fit to walk back. I
-expect I can easily get a carriage if you will wait a little while."
-
-But Barbara answered with nervous decision, "I would much rather walk,
-in fact, I was about to ask you if you would mind going round by
-Chancton; it is scarcely out of our way, and I want to see Madame
-Sampiero."
-
- * * * * *
-
-"I beg you to send for me--to-day--home again. I am tired of being away
-from you! Oh! do not refuse, Marraine, to do as I ask----"
-
-Barbara was kneeling by Madame Sampiero's couch, holding the stiff,
-trembling hands, gazing imploringly into the set face and the wide open
-eyes, now fixed on her with rather sad speculation and questioning.
-
-"Why should I refuse? Have I not missed you? Ask McKirdy if we have not
-all missed you, child?"
-
-The muffled tones were even less clear than usual, but Barbara gave a
-sigh, almost a sob, of relief. "You must insist on my coming back, at
-once,--at once, Marraine--or they will want to keep me! Some people are
-coming over to lunch to-morrow, and Miss Berwick will wish me to be
-there."
-
-"Why go back at all?"
-
-"I must go back. Someone is waiting for me outside." Madame Sampiero's
-eyelids flickered--"Oh, no, no! Marraine, not Mr. Berwick, but a Mr.
-O'Flaherty. Besides, they would all be so surprised if I were not to
-come back now. Send for me this afternoon."
-
-She bent over and kissed her god-mother's hands. "How nice it is to be
-home again!" and her voice trembled, "What, darling Marraine? Was Lord
-Bosworth kind? Yes, indeed--more than good and kind! I have been very
-happy--very, very happy!" and then she turned away to hide the tears
-rushing to her eyes.
-
- * * * * *
-
-While waiting for Mrs. Rebell, Daniel O'Flaherty looked with great
-interest at the splendid old house before which he was pacing up and
-down. This, then, was Chancton Priory, the place belonging to the woman
-who some said had made, and others said had marred, Lord Bosworth's
-life.
-
-The story had been widely known and discussed. Madame Sampiero had made
-a desperate and an unsuccessful effort to break her marriage to the
-Corsican adventurer whom she had married in a moment of headstrong,
-girlish folly; and the world, hers and Lord Bosworth's, had been loud in
-its sympathy. But for the fact that the ceremony had been solemnised
-according to French law, she would easily have obtained release.
-
-For a while, all had gone fairly well. Each lived his and her own life;
-Madame Sampiero had acted as hostess to Lord Bosworth's friends, both at
-Chancton, and in her London house, for she was a wealthy woman, and all,
-save the very strait-laced, had condoned a situation which permitted the
-exercise of tolerant charity.
-
-Then had come the sudden appearance on the scene of a child, of the
-little Julia concerning whose parentage scarcely any mystery was made,
-and the consequent withdrawal of that feminine countenance and support
-without which social life and influence are impossible in such a country
-as England.
-
-O'Flaherty looked up at the mullioned windows sunk back in the grey
-stone; behind which of them lay the paralysed woman, now bereft of
-lover, of child, of the company of friends, of everything which made
-life worth living to such as she? Septimus Daman had talked of Madame
-Sampiero again and again during the last few days, and had apparently
-rejoiced in the thought that Mrs. Rebell was so devoted to the mistress
-of Chancton Priory. What a strange life the two women must lead here!
-The barrister looked round him consideringly. November is the sad month
-of our country year. Even the great cedars added to the stately
-melancholy of the deserted lawns, and leafless beeches.
-
-Now, at last Mrs. Rebell was coming towards him from the porch; he saw
-that she looked, if not happier, more at peace than she had done before
-going into the Priory, yet her eyelids were swollen, and if victorious
-she seemed one whose victory has cost her dear.
-
-As she led the way down the broad grass drive, she began to talk of
-indifferent matters, making what O'Flaherty felt was rather a pitiful,
-and yet a gallant attempt to speak of things which might interest him.
-
-Suddenly they touched on politics, "My father," Barbara's face softened,
-became less mask-like, "cared so much about English politics. As a young
-man he actually stood for Parliament, for in those days Halnakeham had a
-member, but he was defeated. I have sometimes thought, since I have
-heard Mr. Berwick and Mr. Boringdon talk--I don't know if you have met
-Mr. Boringdon--how different everything might have been if my poor
-father had been elected. He only lost the seat by thirty votes."
-
-When she mentioned Berwick, the colour had flooded her face, and
-O'Flaherty had looked away. "Oh yes, I've met Oliver Boringdon," he said
-quickly, and to give her time to recover herself he went on, "I remember
-him in the House. But I had the luck to get in again, and he was thrown
-out, at the last General Election. The two friends are an interesting
-contrast. I regard James Berwick as the typical Parliament man; not so
-Mr. Boringdon, who is much more the permanent official, the plodding
-civil servant--that was what he was originally, you know--and Berwick
-did him a bad turn in taking him away from that career and putting him
-into Parliament."
-
-"But you do think well of Mr. Berwick? I mean, do you consider, as does
-his sister, that he has a great future before him?"
-
-She looked at her companion in undisguised anxiety, and O'Flaherty felt
-rather touched by the confidence Barbara evidently reposed in his
-judgment.
-
-"I think," he said--and he offered up a mental prayer that he might so
-speak as to help, not hinder, the woman by his side--"that James
-Berwick's future will depend on the way he shapes his life. Do not think
-me priggish--but the one thing that seems to me sure is that character
-still tells more than ability in English public life. Character and
-ability together are apt to prove irresistible."
-
-"But what," asked Barbara in a low voice, "do you exactly mean by
-character?"
-
-"I mean something which Oliver Boringdon possesses to a supreme
-degree--a number of qualities which together make it positively more
-difficult for a man to go wrong than to go right, especially in any
-matter affecting his honour or probity."
-
-"Then--surely you regard Mr. Berwick as a man of character?"
-
-O'Flaherty hesitated. The conversation was taking a strange turn, but he
-made up his mind to tell her the truth as far as he saw it. "I think,"
-he said deliberately, "that it is very difficult for a man of great
-ability to be also a man of flawless character. He is probably tempted
-in a thousand ways which pass the less gifted nature by; on the other
-hand, his fate is much more in his own control. Berwick has come very
-well out of ordeals partly brought about by his own desire to succeed.
-Take his rather singular marriage."--the speaker looked straight before
-him--"Of course I well remember that episode in his life. Men marry
-every day for money, but Berwick conducted himself with propriety and
-dignity under extremely trying circumstances."
-
-"Did you ever see her?"--there was a painful catch in Barbara's
-voice--"she was a friend, was she not, of Miss Berwick?"
-
-"Hardly a friend--rather a worshipping acquaintance. No, I never saw
-Mrs. James Berwick. She was rather an invalid both before and after the
-marriage. I think she did a very wrong thing by her husband--one that
-may even yet have evil consequences. You are doubtless aware that in the
-event of Berwick's making a second marriage he loses the immense fortune
-his wife left to him."
-
-"That, then, was what Miss Berwick meant when she said he could never
-marry." Barbara seemed to be speaking to herself, but the words fell on
-O'Flaherty's ear with an unpleasing significance. His mind made a sudden
-leap. Could Arabella be planning--oh! what a horrible suspicion
-concerning the woman he had once loved! But it came back again and again
-during the hour which followed. Had he not himself thought Miss Berwick
-was doing all in her power to throw her brother and Mrs. Rebell
-together?
-
-He went on speaking, as if impelled to say what he really thought.
-"Well, such a thing as that is enough to test a man's character. From
-being a poor man, practically dependent on his uncle, Berwick became the
-owner of almost unlimited money, to the possession of which, however,
-was attached a clause which meant that in his case none of the normal
-conditions of a man's life could be fulfilled--no wife, no child,
-friendship with women perpetually open, as I know Berwick's more than
-once has been, to misconstruction."
-
-"And yet other men--?" Barbara looked at him deprecatingly, "You
-yourself, Mr. O'Flaherty"--then she cried, "Forgive me! I have no right
-to say that to you!"
-
-"Nay," he said, "I give you for the moment every right to say, to ask,
-what you like! I have no wife, no child, no home, Mrs. Rebell, because
-the woman I loved rejected me; and also because, though I have tried to
-like other women, I have failed. You see, it was not that I had made a
-mistake, such as men make every day, for she loved me too--that makes
-all the difference. She was in a different position to my own; I was
-very poor, and there was the further bar of my religion, even of my
-nationality"--he spoke with a certain difficulty. "At the time she acted
-as she thought best for both our sakes. But, whatever my personal
-experiences or motives for remaining unmarried may be, I have no
-doubt,--no doubt at all,--as to the general question. To my mind, James
-Berwick's friends must regret that he has never, apparently, been
-tempted to make the great sacrifice; and for my part, I hope the day
-will come when he will meet with a woman for whom he will think his
-fortune well lost, whom he will long to make his wife in a sense that
-the poor creature he married never was, and in whom he will see the
-future mother of his children." He paused, then added in a low voice,
-"In no other tie can such a man as he find permanent solace and
-satisfaction. If report speaks truly, he has more than once tried an
-alternative experiment."
-
-He dared not look at her. They walked on in absolute silence.
-
-At last she spoke, "Please say nothing of our walk round by Chancton
-Priory." And when, some hours later, there came a letter from Doctor
-McKirdy declaring that Madame Sampiero was not well, and longed for Mrs.
-Rebell's presence, Daniel O'Flaherty thought he understood. A pang of
-miserable self-reproach struck his heart and conscience. What right had
-he to have put this woman to the torture--to take on himself the part of
-Providence?
-
-After they had all seen Barbara off, after he had noted her very quiet
-but determined rejection of Berwick's company on the way to Chancton
-Priory, Daniel O'Flaherty was in no mood to go for the walk to which
-Miss Berwick had been looking forward all that afternoon.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII.
-
- "Look in my face: my name is Might-have-been,
- And I am also called No-more, Too-late, Farewell."
-
- DANTE GABRIEL ROSSETTI.
-
-
-The days following Barbara's return to Chancton Priory went slowly by,
-and she received no sign, no word from Berwick. She had felt quite sure
-that he would come--if not that same evening of her leaving Fletchings,
-then the next morning; if not in the morning, then in the afternoon.
-
-During those days she went through every phase of feeling. She learnt
-the lesson most human beings learn at some time of their lives--how to
-listen without appearing to do so for the sounds denoting arrival, how
-to hunger for the sound of a voice which to the listener brings
-happiness, however indifferently these same accents fall on the ears of
-others. She schooled herself not to flinch when the days went by
-bringing no successor to that letter in which Berwick had promised her
-so much more than she had ever asked of him.
-
-Even in the midst of her restless self-questioning and unhappiness, she
-was touched and pleased at the gladness with which she had been welcomed
-home again by Madame Sampiero, and even by Doctor McKirdy. It seemed
-strange that neither of them spoke of the man who now so wholly occupied
-her thoughts; no one, with the exception perhaps of his old nurse, noted
-Berwick's absence, or seemed to find it untoward. Barbara had at first
-been nervously afraid that Madame Sampiero would make some allusion to
-the few moments they had spent together that Sunday morning, that she
-would perhaps ask her what had induced her eager wish to leave
-Fletchings; but no such word was said, and Barbara could not even
-discover whether Doctor McKirdy was aware that her sudden return to the
-Priory had been entirely voluntary.
-
-And then, as the short winter days seemed to drag themselves along, Mrs.
-Rebell, almost in spite of herself, again began to see a great deal of
-Oliver Boringdon. There was something in his matter-of-fact eagerness
-for her society which soothed her sore heart; her manner to him became
-very gracious, more what it had been before Berwick had come into her
-life; and again she found herself taking the young man's part with
-Madame Sampiero and the old Scotchman. Boringdon soon felt as happy as
-it was in his nature to be. He told himself he had been a jealous fool,
-for Barbara spoke very little of her visit to Fletchings, and not at all
-of Berwick; perhaps she had seen him when there at a disadvantage.
-
-As Oliver happened to know, Berwick had left Sussex; he was now in
-London, and doubtless they would none of them see anything of him till
-Easter. The young man took the trouble to go down to the Grange and tell
-Mrs. Kemp that he had been mistaken in that matter of which he had
-spoken to her. He begged her, rather shamefacedly, to forget what he had
-said. Lucy's mother heard him in silence, but she did not repeat her
-call on Mrs. Rebell. So it was that during those days which were so full
-of dull wretchedness and suspense to Barbara Rebell, Oliver Boringdon
-also went through a mental crisis of his own, the upshot of which was
-that he wrote a long and explicit letter to Andrew Johnstone.
-
-They were both men to whom ambiguous situations were utterly alien.
-Boringdon told himself that Johnstone might not understand, or might
-understand and not approve, his personal reason for interference; but
-Johnstone would certainly agree that Mrs. Rebell's present position was
-intolerable from every point of view, and that some effort should be
-made to set her legally free from such a man as was this Pedro Rebell.
-Once Barbara was free,--Oliver thrust back the leaping rapture of the
-thought--
-
-After much deliberation he had added, as a postscript: "I have no
-objection to your showing this letter to Grace."
-
-Doctor McKirdy watched Mrs. Rebell very narrowly during these same early
-December days, and as he did so he became full of wrath against James
-Berwick. He and Madame Sampiero had few secrets from one another. The
-old Scotchman had heard of Barbara's sudden Sunday morning appearance at
-the Priory, and of her appeal--was it for protection against herself? He
-made up his mind that she and Berwick must have had, if not a quarrel,
-then one of those encounters which leave deeper marks on the combatants
-than mere quarrels are apt to do.
-
-More than once the rough old fellow was strongly tempted to say to her:
-"If you wish to make yourself ill, you are just going the way to do it!"
-but Mrs. Rebell's determination to go on as usual, to allow no one to
-divine the state of her mind, aroused his unwilling admiration, nay
-more, his sympathy. He had known, so he told himself, what it was to
-feel as Barbara felt now, but in his case jealousy, an agony of
-jealousy, had been added to his other torments, and shame too for the
-futility of it all.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Nine days after Barbara had left Fletchings she received a letter from
-Berwick. It bore the London postmark, but was dated the evening of the
-day they had parted,--of that day when she had successfully eluded his
-desire, his determination, to see her alone.
-
-A certain savagery of anger, hurt pride, over-mastering passion breathed
-in the few lines of the short note which began abruptly, "I have no wish
-to force my presence on you," and ended "Under the circumstances perhaps
-it were better that we should not meet for a while." Something had been
-added, and then erased; most women would have tried to find out what
-that hasty scrawl concealed, but if it hid some kinder sentiment the
-writer, before despatching his missive, had repented, and to Barbara the
-fact that he did not wish her to read what he had added was enough to
-prevent her trying to do so.
-
-With deep trouble and self-reproach she told herself that perhaps she
-had been wrong in taking to flight--nay, more, that she had surely owed
-Berwick an explanation. No wonder he was hurt and angry! And he would
-never know, that was the pity of it, that it was of herself she had been
-afraid--
-
-Then those about her suddenly began to tell Mrs. Rebell that which would
-have made such a difference before the arrival of Berwick's letter. "I
-suppose you know that James Berwick is in London? He was sent for
-suddenly," and Boringdon mentioned the name of the statesman who had
-been Prime Minister when Berwick held office.
-
-"Has he been gone long?"--Barbara's voice sounded indifferent.
-
-"Yes, he seems to have had a wire on a Sunday, on the day you came back
-from Fletchings."
-
-And Boringdon had never told her this all-important fact! Barbara felt a
-sudden secret resentment against the young man. So it had lain with him
-to spare her those days of utter wretchedness; of perpetually waiting
-for one whom she believed to be in the near neighbourhood; nay more,
-those moments of sick anxiety, for at times she had feared that Berwick
-might be ill, physically unable to leave Fletchings or Chillingworth.
-But this most unreasonable resentment against Oliver she kept in her own
-heart.
-
-The next to speak to her of Berwick had been Mrs. Turke. "So our Mr.
-Berwick's in London? But he'll be back soon, for he hasn't taken Dean
-with him. Sometimes months go by without our seeing the dear lad, and
-then all in a minute he's here again. That's the way with gentlemen; you
-never know when you have 'em!" And she had given Barbara a quick,
-meaning look, as if the remark had a double application.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Then came a day, the 8th of December, which Mrs. Rebell became aware was
-not like other days. For the first time since she had been at the Priory
-Madame Sampiero inquired as to the day of the month. Doctor McKirdy was
-more odd, more abrupt even than usual, and she saw him turn Boringdon
-unceremoniously from the door with the snarling intimation that Madame
-Sampiero did not wish to-day to be troubled with business matters. Mrs.
-Turke also was more mysterious, less talkative than usual; she went
-about her own quarters sighing and muttering to herself.
-
-A sudden suspicion came into Barbara's heart; could it be that James
-Berwick was coming back, that they expected him to-day, and that none of
-them liked to tell her? If so, how wise of McKirdy to have sent away
-Oliver Boringdon! But then cold reason declared that if such was indeed
-the case, to make so great a mystery of the matter would be an insult to
-her, surely the last thing that any of them, with the exception perhaps
-of the old housekeeper, would dare to do?
-
-Still, when at last, late in the morning, she was sent for by Doctor
-McKirdy, and informed curtly that someone was waiting for her in the
-grass walk, she made no doubt of who it could be. In her passion of
-relief, in her desire to bear herself well, to return, if it might be
-possible, to the old ideal terms on which she and Berwick had been
-before he had been seized with what she to herself now characterised as
-a passing madness, Barbara hardly noticed how moved, how unlike himself
-the old Scotchman seemed to be, and how, again and again, he opened his
-lips as if to tell her something which native prudence thrust back into
-his heart.
-
-So great, so overwhelming was Barbara's disappointment when she saw that
-the man leaning on the iron gate leading to the now leafless rosery was
-Lord Bosworth, and not James Berwick, that she had much ado to prevent
-herself from bursting into tears. But she saw the massive figure before
-she herself was seen, and so was able to make a determined effort to
-conceal both her bitter deception, and also her great surprise at
-finding him there.
-
-"As you are doubtless aware," Lord Bosworth began abruptly, "I come here
-three or four times a year, and McKirdy is good enough to arrange that
-on those occasions I can visit my child's grave without fear of
-interruption. I ventured to ask that you might be told that I wished to
-see you here, because I have a request to make you--"
-
-He hesitated, and with eyes cast down began tracing with the heavy stick
-he bore in his hand imaginary geometrical patterns on the turf.
-
-"If my daughter Julia had lived, she would have been seventeen to-day,
-and so it seemed to me--perhaps I was wrong--to be a good opportunity to
-make another effort to soften Barbara's heart." He put his hand on Mrs.
-Rebell's shoulder, and smiled rather strangely as he quickly added, "You
-understand? I mean my own poor Barbara's heart, not that of this kind
-young Barbara, who I am hoping will intercede for me, on whom I am
-counting to help me in this matter. I do not know how far I should be
-justified in letting her know what is undoubtedly the truth, namely,
-that I have not very long to live. McKirdy absolutely refuses to tell
-her; but perhaps, if she knew this fact, it would alter her feeling, and
-make her more willing to consider the question of--of--our marriage."
-
-And then, as Barbara started and looked at him attentively, he went on
-slowly, and with a quiet dignity which moved his listener deeply: "Of
-course you know our story? Sometimes I think there is no one in the
-whole world who does not know it. There were years, especially after the
-birth of our little Julia, when I think I may say we both had marriage
-on the brain. And then, when at last Barbara was free, when Napoleone
-Sampiero"--his face contracted when he uttered the name--"was dead, she
-would not hear of it. She seemed to think--perhaps at the time it was
-natural she should do so--that the death of our poor child had been a
-judgment on us both. But now, after all these years, I think she might
-do as I ask. I even think--perhaps you might put that to her--that she
-owes me something. No husband was ever more devoted to a wife than I
-have been to her. Now, and Heaven knows how many years it is since we
-last met, I think of her constantly. She is there!--there!" He struck
-his breast, then went on more calmly: "My niece knows my wishes, there
-would be no trouble with her; and as for my nephew, James Berwick, you
-know how attached he has always been to Barbara. Why, I'm told he's much
-more here now than he is at Chillingworth!"
-
-He turned abruptly, and they walked slowly, side by side, down the broad
-grass path till there came a spot where it became merged in the road
-under the beeches. Here he stopped her.
-
-"You are surely not going to walk back all the way alone!" she cried,
-for she saw with emotion that he looked older even in the few days which
-had elapsed since he had bade her good-bye at Fletchings.
-
-"No, the carriage is waiting for me down there. I only walked up through
-the park. Then I have your promise to speak to Madame Sampiero?" he held
-her hand, and looked down with peculiar earnestness into her face. As
-she bent her head, he added, "You'll let me have word when you can? Of
-course, if she's still of the same mind, I'll not trouble her." He
-walked on, and then turned suddenly back and grasped Barbara's hand once
-more. "Better not use the health argument," he said, "doctors do make
-mistakes--an old friend of mine married his cook on, as he thought, his
-death-bed, and then got quite well again!" He smiled at her rather
-deprecatingly, "I know my cause is in good hands," and she watched him
-walk with heavy, deliberate steps down the leaf-strewn way.
-
-For the first time Barbara drew the parallel those about her had so
-often drawn. Was James Berwick capable of such constancy, of such long
-devotion as his uncle had shown? Something whispered yes; but even if
-so, how would that affect her, how would that make her conduct less
-reprehensible, were she ever to fall short of what had been her own
-mother's standard?
-
- * * * * *
-
-Before her interview with Lord Bosworth, it had seemed to Barbara that
-she constantly spent long hours alone with her god-mother; but, after
-that memorable eighth of December, she felt as if those about Madame
-Sampiero had entered into a conspiracy to prevent her being ever left
-alone with her god-mother for more than a very few moments at a time.
-Doctor McKirdy suddenly decided to have his house repapered, and he
-accordingly moved himself bodily over to the Priory, where Barbara could
-not complain of his constant presence in "Madam's" room, for he always
-found something to amuse or interest his patient.
-
-Twice he spoke to Barbara of Lord Bosworth, each time with strange
-bitterness and dislike. "No doubt his lordship was after seeing Madam?"
-and, as Barbara hesitated: "Fine I knew it!--but he might just as well
-go and kill her outright. I've had to tell him so again and again"--
-
-Barbara kept her own counsel, but she could not resist the question,
-"Then he comes often?"
-
-"Often?--that he does not! He's never been one to put himself out, he's
-far too high! He just sends for me over to Fletchings, and I just go,
-though I've felt more than once minded to tell him that I'm not his
-servant. Madam's determined that he shall never see her as she is now,
-and who can blame her? Not I, certainly! Besides, he hasn't a bit of
-right to insist on such a thing." And he looked fiercely at Barbara as
-he spoke, as if daring her to contradict him.
-
-"I think he has a right," she said in a low tone--then with more
-courage, "Of course he has a right, Doctor McKirdy! I'm sure if my
-god-mother could see Lord Bosworth, could hear him----" her voice broke,
-and she bit her lip, sorry at having said so much.
-
-But the interview with Madame Sampiero's old friend, and the little
-encounters with Doctor McKirdy, did Barbara good. They forced her to
-think of something else than of herself, of another man than James
-Berwick; and at last she made up her mind that she would tell her
-god-mother she wished to speak to her without this dread of constant,
-futile interruption. At once her wish was granted, for the paralysed
-mistress of the Priory could always ensure privacy when she chose.
-
-But, alas for Barbara, the result of the painful talk was not what she
-had perhaps been vain enough to think herself capable of achieving on
-behalf of Lord Bosworth: indeed, for a moment she had been really
-frightened, on the point of calling Doctor McKirdy, so terrible, so
-physically injurious had been Madame Sampiero's agitation.
-
-"I cannot see him! He must not see me in this state--he should not ask
-it of me." Such, Mrs. Rebell had divined, were the words her god-mother
-struggled over and over again to utter. "Marriage?"--a lightning flash
-of horror, revolt, bitter sarcasm, had illumined for a moment the
-paralysed woman's face. Then, softening, she had added words signifying
-that she was not angry, that she forgave--Barbara!
-
-Very sadly, with a heart full of pain at the disappointment she knew she
-was about to inflict, Mrs. Rebell wrote to Lord Bosworth. She softened
-the refusal she had to convey by telling, with tenderness and
-simplicity, how much the man to whom she was writing seemed to be ever
-in her god-mother's thoughts, how often Madame Sampiero spoke of him,
-how eagerly she had cross-questioned her god-daughter as to the days
-Barbara had spent at Fletchings and her conversations with her host.
-
-Mrs. Rebell wrote this difficult letter in the drawing-room, sitting at
-the beautiful bureau which had been the gift of the man to whom she was
-writing, and which even now contained hundreds of his letters. Suddenly,
-and while she was hesitating as to how she should sign herself, James
-Berwick walked, unannounced, into the room, coming so quietly that for a
-moment he stood looking at Barbara before she herself became aware that
-he was there. So had Barbara looked, on that first evening he had seen
-her; but then he had been outside the window and gazing at the woman
-bending over the bureau with cool, critical eyes.
-
-Now, he was aware of nothing, save that the hunger of his eyes was
-appeased, and that he had come to eat humble pie and make his peace, for
-in his case that prescription which is said to be so excellent for
-lovers--absence--had only made him feel, more than he had done before,
-that he could not and would not live without her.
-
- * * * * *
-
-An hour later Berwick was gone, as Barbara believed in all sincerity,
-for ever. He knew better, but even he felt inclined to try another dose
-of that absence, of that absorption in the business that he loved, to
-compel forgetfulness. It was clear--so he told himself when rushing back
-to Chillingworth through the December night air--it was clear that what
-this woman wanted was a stone image, not a man, for her friend!
-
-For a while, perhaps for half the time he had been with her, standing by
-the mantel-piece while she sat two or three yards off, there had been a
-truce of God. Berwick had thought out a certain line of action, and he
-tried to be, as some hidden instinct told him she wished to see him,
-once more the tender, self-less, sexless friend. He even brought his
-lips to mutter something like a prayer for forgiveness, and the tears
-came into her eyes as with uplifted hand she checked the words. Poor
-Barbara! She was so divinely happy, for his mere presence satisfied her
-heart. She had never known him quite so gentle, quite so submissive, as
-to-day. So glad had she been to see him that for a moment she had felt
-tempted to show him how welcome he was! But he had chosen,--and she was
-deeply grateful to him for this--to behave as if he had only parted from
-her the day before. Fletchings, all that happened there, was to be as if
-it had not been--as if the scene in the music gallery had been blotted
-out from their memories.
-
-Then came an allusion on his part to his forthcoming visit to Scotland,
-and to the invitation which he knew his sister had been at some pains to
-procure for Mrs. Rebell, and which Barbara would receive the next
-morning.
-
-"I cannot accept it; it is very kind of Miss Berwick, but how could I
-leave my god-mother again so soon?"
-
-"Is that the only reason?" he said, and she heard with beating heart the
-under-current of anger, of suppressed feeling in his voice. "If so, I am
-sure I can make it all right. It would only be ten days, and Madame
-Sampiero would like you to meet the people who will be there. But
-perhaps"--he came nearer and stood glowering down at her--"perhaps that
-is not your only reason!"
-
-And Barbara, looking up at him with beseeching eyes, shook her head.
-
-"Do you mean"--Berwick spoke so quietly that his tone deceived her, and
-made her think him in amicable agreement with herself--"Do you mean that
-you do not wish to find yourself again under the same roof with me? Did
-what happened at Fletchings make that difference?"
-
-She hesitated most painfully. "I have been very unhappy," she whispered
-at last, "I know we have both regretted----"
-
-"By God, I have regretted nothing--excepting your coldness!" He grasped
-her hands not over-gently, and the look came into his eyes which had
-come there in the music room at Fletchings. "Do you wish us to go back
-to coldly-measured friendship?" Then he bent down and gathered her into
-his arms, even now not daring to kiss her. "Tell me," he said with
-sudden gentleness, "am I--am I--disagreeable to you, my dearest? I shall
-not be angry if you say yes." And Barbara, lying trembling, and as he
-thought inertly, unresponsively, in his arms, found the courage to
-answer, "I do care--but not as you wish me to do. Why cannot we go back
-to where we were?"
-
-On hearing the whispered words he quickly released her, and, turning,
-made his way to the door. Barbara, for an agonised moment, nearly called
-out to him to come back and learn from her arms--her lips--how untrue
-were the words which were driving him away.
-
-But in a moment, or so it seemed to her, he had thrust her from him and
-had gone, hastening down the great hall, and out through the porch into
-the air.
-
- * * * * *
-
-By the morning she had taught herself to think it was better he should
-never come back, for never would she find the strength to send him away
-again as she had done last night.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII.
-
-
- "Nay, but the maddest gambler throws his heart."
-
- GEORGE MEREDITH.
-
- "L'orgueil, remède souverain, qui n'est pas à l'usage des âmes
- tendres."
-
- STENDHAL.
-
-
-The pretty Breton legend setting forth that, during the night, angels
-take sanctuary from evil spirits in the neighbourhood of sleeping
-maidens, often came to Mrs. Kemp's mind when she said good-night to
-Lucy. There was something very virginal, very peaceful and bright, in
-the girl's room, of which the window overlooked the paddock of the
-Grange, the walled kitchen garden of the Priory, and beyond that a
-splendid stretch of meadow land and beechwood.
-
-Small low-shelved mahogany bookshelves, put together at a time of the
-world's history when women's hands were considered too fragile and
-delicate to hold heavy volumes, made squares of dark colour against the
-blue walls. Lucy Kemp had always been a reader, both as child and as
-girl. Here were all her old books, from that familiar and yet rather
-ill-assorted trio, "The Fairchild Family," "The Swiss Family Robinson,"
-and "The Little Duke," to "Queechy," "Wives and Daughters," and "The
-Heir of Redclyffe," for their owner's upbringing had been essentially
-old-fashioned.
-
-Lucy lay back in the dreamless sleep of girlhood. It was a cold January
-morning, and the embers of last night's fire still slumbered in the
-grate. Suddenly there broke on the intense stillness the rhythmical
-sound of pebbles being thrown with careful, sure aim against the window,
-open some inches from the top. The sleeper stirred uneasily, but she
-slept on till a small stone, aimed higher than most of those which had
-preceded it, fell into the room. Then Lucy Kemp woke with a great start
-and sat up in bed listening.
-
-Yes, there could be no doubt about it, someone was standing in the
-paddock below trying to attract her attention! She got up, wrapped
-something round her, and then lifted the window-sash. In the dim light
-she saw a man standing just below, and Boringdon's hoarse, quick tones
-floated up to her.
-
-"Lucy--Miss Kemp! Would you ask your mother if she could come to the
-Priory as soon as possible? There's been an accident there--a fire--and
-I fear Mrs. Rebell has been badly burnt."
-
-His voice filled Lucy with varying feelings--joy that he had
-instinctively turned to the Grange for help, horror and concern at what
-he had come to tell.
-
-"Mother's away," she cried in a troubled tone. "She and father have gone
-over to Berechurch for three nights. Should I be of any use? I shouldn't
-be a moment getting ready."
-
-In less than ten minutes she joined him, and together they hastened
-through a seldom opened door giving access from the garden of the Grange
-into the Priory Park. Soon Oliver was hurrying her up the path, walking
-so quickly that she could scarcely keep up with him, towards the great
-silent mass of building the top windows of which, those which lay half
-hidden by the Tudor stone balcony, were now strangely lit up, forming a
-coronal of light to the house beneath.
-
-"What happened?" she asked breathlessly.
-
-"It's impossible to say what happened," Boringdon spoke in sharp
-preoccupied tones, "Mrs. Rebell seems to have been reading in bed and to
-have set fire to a curtain. She behaved, as she always does, with great
-good sense, and she and McGregor--heaven knows how--managed to put out
-the flames; not, however, before the fire had spread into the
-sitting-room next her bedroom. McKirdy, it seems, has always insisted
-that there should be buckets of water ready on every landing." Oliver
-would have scorned to defraud his enemy of his due. "When the whole
-thing was over, then they all--that stupid old Mrs. Turke and the
-maids--saw that she was badly burnt!"
-
-The speaker's voice altered; he paused for a moment, and then continued,
-"They sent for McKirdy, who, as bad luck would have it, went back to his
-own house last week, and found him away, for he's been helping that
-Scotch doctor at Halnakeham with a bad case. Then they came on to me.
-Even now they're like a pack of frightened sheep! Madame Sampiero knows
-nothing of what has happened, and Mrs. Rebell is extremely anxious that
-her god-mother should not be agitated--why, she actually wanted to go
-down herself to tell her that everything was all right."
-
-Lucy listened in silence. How Oliver cared, how dreadfully he cared! was
-the thought which would thrust itself into the girl's mind. "Is Mrs.
-Rebell very badly hurt?" she asked. "Oh! I wish that mother was here.
-Have you sent for another doctor?"
-
-"I don't know how far she is hurt," he muttered, "her arm and shoulder,
-some of her hair--" then, more firmly, "No, she won't let me send for
-anyone but McKirdy. Besides, by the time we could get a man over from
-Halnakeham, he would certainly be back. But it will be everything to her
-to have you there, if only to keep order among the frightened,
-hysterical women."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Lucy had never before been inside Chancton Priory; and now, filled
-though she was by very varying emotions, she yet gazed about her, when
-passing through into the great hall, with feelings of deep interest and
-curiosity: it looked vast, cavernous, awe-inspiring in the early morning
-light.
-
-A moment later they were hastening up the corner staircase. At the first
-landing, they were stopped by Madame Sampiero's French maid, who put a
-claw-like hand on Boringdon's arm--"Do come in and see my mistress, Sir.
-She divines something, and we cannot calm her."
-
-Boringdon hesitated, then he turned to Lucy.
-
-"I must go," he said, "I promised I would. You go on straight upstairs,
-as far as you can go; once there you will be sure to find someone to
-show you the way to the room where we have put Mrs. Rebell." And the
-girl went on alone, groping her way up the dark, to her they seemed the
-interminable, stairs.
-
-An amazing figure--Mrs. Turke in _déshabillé_--awaited Lucy on the top
-landing, and greeted her with considerable circumstance.
-
-"The young lady from the Grange, I do declare! A sad day for your first
-visit to the Priory, missy! But la, never mind. I've often seen you, you
-and your dear papa, and I read all about him in a book I've got. What a
-brave gentleman! But reading about it gave me the shivers, that it
-did--I would like to see that Victoria Cross of his! So Mr. Boringdon
-thinks you may be of use to Mrs. Rebell? Well, miss, I'll take you in to
-her. But she's made us all go away and leave her--she says she'd rather
-be alone to wait for the doctor."
-
-Mrs. Turke preceded Lucy down the passage, and finally opened the door
-of a pretty, old-fashioned bedroom; the girl went in timidly and then
-gave a sigh of relief; the woman whom Oliver Boringdon had described as
-having been "badly burnt" was sitting up in a large armchair. She was
-wrapped in some kind of ample white dressing-gown, and a large piece of
-wadding had been clumsily attached to her left arm, concealing the left
-side of her face and hair.
-
-Mrs. Rebell's eyes were fixed eagerly on the door through which Lucy had
-just come in. She did not show any surprise at seeing the girl, but at
-once began talking to her eagerly; and as she did so Lucy saw that she
-was shivering, for the room was very cold. A fire was laid in the grate,
-but evidently no one had thought of lighting it. Three candles, placed
-on the narrow mantel-piece, threw a bright light on as much of Barbara's
-face as Lucy could see. Her cheeks were red, her dark eyes bright, with
-excitement.
-
-"It is kind of you to have come," she said. "Mr. Boringdon told me he
-would fetch your mother. I suppose Doctor McKirdy will be here soon? Has
-Mr. Boringdon gone to fetch him?"
-
-"No," Lucy looked at her doubtfully; was it possible that anyone who
-looked as Mrs. Rebell did now, so excited, so--so strangely beautiful,
-could be really hurt, in pain? "He has gone to tell Madame Sampiero that
-all danger is over, that there is nothing more to fear."
-
-A look of great anxiety crossed Barbara's face. "My god-mother is very
-brave. I do not think she will give much thought to the fire, but I hope
-he will tell her that I am not really hurt. Perhaps, after Doctor
-McKirdy has come, I can go down, and show her that there is really
-nothing the matter."
-
-As she spoke, she winced. "Are you much hurt?" asked Lucy in a low
-voice, and her shrinking eyes again glanced at the sheet of wadding
-which wholly concealed Mrs. Rebell's arm, left breast, and one side of
-her head.
-
-Barbara looked at her rather piteously. "I don't know," she said; "It
-hurt dreadfully at first, but now I feel nothing, only a slight pricking
-sensation." She repeated, "It hurt dreadfully till they fetched Mr.
-Boringdon, and then he found--I don't know where or how--the oil and
-wadding, which he made poor old Mrs. Turke put on. He was so good and
-kind!" She smiled at the girl, a friendly smile, and the look in her
-eyes brought a burning blush to Lucy's cheeks.
-
-There was a pause; then Lucy, having taken off her hat and jacket,
-lighted the fire.
-
-"Miss Kemp," Barbara's voice sank to a whisper, "I want you to do
-something for me. That fire which you have so kindly lighted has made me
-think of it. Will you go into my room, two doors from here, and bring me
-a packet of letters you will find in my dressing-table drawer? The
-drawer is locked, but the key is in my purse. When you have brought it,
-I want you to burn the letters, here, before me," and as Lucy was
-turning to obey her, she added, "Take one of the candles. Mr. Boringdon
-said the two rooms were to be left exactly as they are, and everything
-must be dripping with water, and in fearful confusion."
-
-Lucy never forgot her little expedition down the dark passage, and the
-strange scene which met her eyes in the two rooms which had evidently
-been, till that night, as neat, as delicately clean, as was her own at
-the Grange. Well was it for poor Barbara that she had so few personal
-treasures. But the dressing-table had escaped injury save from the
-water, which in the bedroom had actually done more harm than the fire.
-
-When she got back into the room where Mrs. Rebell was sitting, it seemed
-to Lucy that Barbara had changed in the short interval--that she looked,
-not well, as she had done when Lucy had first seen her half an hour
-before, but very, very ill. The colour now lay in patches on her cheek,
-and she watched with growing feverishness the burning of the few
-letters, from each of which, as she put it in the bright crackling fire,
-Lucy averted her eyes, a fact which Mrs. Rebell, in spite of her
-increasing dizziness and pain, saw and was grateful for.
-
-"Miss Kemp," the speaker's voice was very low, "come here, close to me.
-Someone may come in, and I am feeling so strange----Perhaps I may forget
-what I want to tell you. You know Mr. Berwick?" Lucy was kneeling down
-by the arm-chair, and Barbara put her right hand on the girl's slight
-shoulder--"But of course you do, I was forgetting the ball----Why, he
-danced with you. If I die, only if I die, promise me----" an agonised
-look came into the dark eyes--
-
-"I promise," said Lucy steadily; "only if you die----"
-
-"If I die, you are to tell him that I cared as he wished me to
-care,--that when I sent him away, and in the letters I have written to
-him since, I said what was not true----"
-
-Lucy felt the burning hand laid on her shoulder press more heavily: "No
-one else must ever know, but you promise that you will tell him----"
-
-"I promise," said Lucy again. "I will tell him exactly what you have
-told me, and no one else shall ever know."
-
-A slight noise made her look round. Doctor McKirdy stood in the doorway.
-He was bare-headed, but he still wore the great coat in which he had
-driven from Halnakeham. He was pale, his plain face set in a watchful,
-alert grimace, as his eyes took in every detail of the scene, of the
-room before him.
-
-Barbara gave a cry--or was it a moan?--of relief. He turned and slipped
-the bolt in the door. "Time for talking secrets will come next week,"
-then he took off his great coat, washed his hands--with a gruff word of
-commendation at the fact that there were water, soap, a towel, in what
-had been a disused room--turned up his sleeves, and bade Lucy stand
-aside.
-
-"Now," he said, quickly, "would ye rather go away, Miss Lucy? If yes,
-there's the door!"
-
-"Can I help you?" Lucy was very pale; she felt sick, a little faint.
-
-"If ye were ye're mother, I should say _yes_----"
-
-"Then I'll stay," said Lucy.
-
-"'Twould be an ill thing if such a brave pair had produced a
-chicken-livered lass, eh?"
-
-He did not speak again till everything there was to see had been seen,
-till everything there was to do had been done; it seemed a very long
-business to Lucy, and by the time the doctor had finished tears were
-rolling down her face. How could she have thought that perhaps Mrs.
-Rebell was not much hurt after all? "Now ye're just to have a good sip
-of that brandy ye've been giving Mrs. Rebell. I'm well pleased with ye
-both!" And when Lucy shook her head, he gave her such a look that she
-hastened to obey him, and suddenly felt a flash of sympathy for
-drunkards. How wonderful that a few spoonfuls of this horrid stuff
-should check her wish to cry, and make her feel sensible again!
-
-As Doctor McKirdy unceremoniously signified that he could dispense with
-her presence, as he unlocked the door for her to pass through, something
-in Lucy's face made him follow her, unwillingly, into the passage. "What
-is it?" he said sharply.
-
-"Oh, Doctor McKirdy! Do you think she will die?"
-
-"Die? Are ye mad, my poor lass? There's no question of such a thing.
-She's more likely to die o' cold than anything else! Now go downstairs
-and send your fine friend Mr. Boringdon and McGregor this way. We've got
-to move her to the Queen's Room. There have been big fires there all
-this week--regard for the furniture, the apple of Mrs. Turke's eye, I
-said they were to get it ready--but we shall have a business getting her
-down there."
-
- * * * * *
-
-The long, painful progress down the winding staircase was safely over.
-Barbara was comfortably settled in the great square canopied bed, where,
-if tradition could be believed, Queen Elizabeth and her less magnificent
-successor had both, at intervals of fifty years, reposed. Madame
-Sampiero's Scotch attendant was installed as nurse, and there was
-nothing left for Lucy Kemp to do but to go home to her solitary
-breakfast at the Grange. Boringdon, after having done his part, and a
-very useful one, in lifting and carrying Mrs. Rebell down the two
-flights, had retreated into the broad corridor, and was walking up and
-down waiting--he himself hardly knew for what.
-
-But Doctor McKirdy had quite made up his mind as to the next thing to be
-done. "Now then, you must just take Miss Kemp home again, and I charge
-you to see that she has a good breakfast! Take her down through the
-Park. The village will be a buzzing wasps' nest by this time; half of
-them seem to think--so Mrs. Turke's just told me--that we're all burnt
-to cinders! You just stay with the poor lass as long as you can, and
-don't let Miss Vipen or any other havering woman get at her to be asking
-her useless questions. If I want you I'll send to the Grange."
-
-And so it was to Doctor McKirdy that Lucy owed the happy, peaceful hours
-spent by her that morning. Boringdon had dreaded the going back to the
-Cottage, to his mother's excited questionings and reflections, to her
-annoyance that he had gone to the Grange, rather than to her, for help.
-He knew he would have to tell her everything. She was not a woman from
-whom it was possible to conceal very much, and in the long run she
-always got at the truth, but just now it was much to be able to put off
-his return home.
-
-Dear Lucy! How good, how sensible, how _quiet_ she had been! She
-stumbled over the porch flag-stone, and he drew her arm through his. So
-together they walked down to the Grange. Oliver had never before
-breakfasted with the Kemps; how comfortable, how homely everything was!
-The eggs and bacon seemed crisper and fresher, also better, than those
-ever eaten at the Cottage; the tea poured out by Lucy was certainly
-infinitely nicer--not for a moment would Oliver have admitted that this
-was owing to the fact of its being a shilling a pound dearer than that
-made by his mother!
-
-Each tacitly agreed not to speak of all that had just happened at the
-Priory. They talked of all sorts of other things. Lucy heard with
-startled interest that Oliver was thinking very seriously of giving up
-his land agency, and of going back, if it were in any way possible, to
-London. What had become the great central desire of his life must never
-be mentioned to any human being, not even to his dear friend Lucy, till
-its realisation was possible--legally possible. But even to talk of his
-plans, as he was now doing, was a comfort; his present listener, unlike
-his mother, always seemed to understand his point of view, and to
-realise why he had altered his mind without his being compelled to go
-into tiresome explanations.
-
-After to-day Lucy and Mrs. Rebell would surely become friends. Even
-within the last few days Barbara had said to him, "I should like to
-see more of Miss Kemp. It was a pity she and her mother called when I
-was away." He liked to think of these two in juxtaposition. If the
-thought of life without Barbara was intolerable, not indeed to be
-considered,--once she was free from that West Indian brute, his great
-love must, in the long run, win return,--the thought of existence with
-no Lucy Kemp as friend was distinctly painful. He, Barbara, and Lucy,
-would all be happy; and then, not yet, but in some years to come, for
-she was still so young, his and Barbara's friend would marry some good
-honest fellow--not Laxton, no, but such a man as he himself had been
-till Mrs. Rebell came to the Priory, one to whom Lucy's fortune would be
-useful in promoting a public career.
-
-At last, about twelve, he reluctantly rose, and Lucy went with him to
-the door. Suddenly it struck him that she looked very tired, "Lucy," he
-exclaimed--they had just said good-bye, but he still held her
-hand--"promise me that you will rest all this afternoon. Perhaps you
-would be wiser to go to bed, and then no one--not even Miss Vipen--can
-come and trouble you!" He spoke with his usual friendly--one of those
-near and dear to Lucy would have described it as priggish--air of
-authority. She drew away her hand, and laughed nervously,--but he again
-repeated, "Please promise me that you will have a good rest."
-
-"I promise," said Lucy.
-
- * * * * *
-
-"I promise"--Lucy, sleeping restlessly through the winter afternoon and
-evening, found herself repeating the two words again and again. What had
-she promised? That she would rest. Well, she was fulfilling that
-promise. As soon as Oliver had left her, she had gone up, full of
-measureless lassitude, to bed. Then she would wake with a start to hear
-Mrs. Rebell's imploring voice, "Promise--if I die--" and then, "No one
-must know--"
-
-How would Mr. Berwick take the piteous message? Lucy had always felt
-afraid of him, but she had promised--
-
-Then came the comforting recollection of Doctor McKirdy's gruff whisper.
-Oh no, poor Mrs. Rebell was not going to die, and she, Lucy, would never
-have to redeem her promise. But if Mrs. Rebell cared for Mr. Berwick,
-would not Oliver be unhappy?
-
-And Lucy, sitting up in bed, pushed her fair hair off her hot forehead.
-The whole thing seemed so unreal! Barbara Rebell was not free to care
-for anyone. Of course there were horrid women in the world who cared for
-other people than their own husbands, though Lucy had never met any of
-them, but she knew they existed. But those were the sort of women who
-rouged and were "fast"--not gentle, kindly souls like poor brave Mrs.
-Rebell.
-
-General and Mrs. Kemp, paying a short visit to Anglo-Indian friends who
-had taken a house in the neighbourhood, little knew the physical and
-mental ordeal to which their absence had exposed their darling.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Three days had gone by since the fire. Doctor McKirdy was quite honest
-in telling Madame Sampiero that he was pleased and astonished at the
-progress Barbara had made, and yet the paralysed woman felt that her old
-friend was keeping something back.
-
-"What is it?" she muttered. "You are not telling me everything,
-McKirdy!"
-
-And so he spoke out: "When a human being has gone through such an
-experience as that of the other night, what we doctors have to fear,
-quite as much as the actual injury,--which in this case, as I tell you,
-is not so very bad, after all,--is shock." He paused, and his listener
-made him feel, in some subtle fashion, that she could have well spared
-this preamble. "Now, the surprising thing about Mrs. Rebell is that she
-is _not_ suffering from shock! Her mind is so full of something else,
-perhaps 'twould be more honest to say of someone else, that she has no
-thought to spare for that horrid experience of hers. She is concerned,
-very much so, about her appearance," the old Scotchman's eyes twinkled.
-"There she's as much the woman as any of them! But she has good
-nights--better nights, so she confesses, than she had before the fire.
-There she lies thinking, not of flames mind you, but of--well, you know
-of whom she's thinking! She's wondering if any of us have written and
-told Jamie of the affair; she's asking herself how he'll take it,
-whether he'll be hurrying back, whether, if he does come, she'll be
-informed of it. Then there's Boringdon's fashing himself to bits,
-wondering how long it will be before he is allowed to see her, trying to
-get news of her in devious ways, even coming to me when all else fails!
-Mrs. Kemp's lass is the only sensible one among 'em. I've been thinking
-of getting her to come and sit with Mrs. Rebell for a bit, 'twould just
-distract her mind----"
-
-So it was that Lucy Kemp received a note from Doctor McKirdy asking her
-to be good enough to come and see Mrs. Rebell, and Mrs. Kemp was struck
-with the eagerness with which the girl obeyed the call.
-
-Lucy's parents had found her still tired and listless when they came
-back, cutting short their visit as soon as they heard the news of the
-fire, and the part their daughter had played; but with the coming of the
-old doctor's summons all Lucy's tiredness had gone--"If you will come up
-after you have had your tea," so ran the note, "you might sit with her
-an hour. I have ascertained that she would like to see you."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIX.
-
- "Il n'y a rien de doux comme le retour de joie qui suit le
- renoncement de la joie, rien de vif, de profond, de charmant,
- comme l'enchantement du désenchanté."
-
-
-Oliver Boringdon held in his hand the West Indian letter which he knew
-was an answer to the one he had written to his brother-in-law rather
-more than a month before. For nearly a week he had made it his business
-to be always at home when the postman called, and this had required on
-his part a certain amount of contrivance which was intensely
-disagreeable to his straightforward nature. He had missed but one
-post--that which had come on the morning of the fire at Chancton Priory.
-
-Three days had gone by since then, but his nerves were still quivering,
-not yet wholly under his own control, and to such a man as Boringdon
-this sensation was not only unpleasant, but something to be ashamed of.
-The hand holding the large square envelope, addressed in the neat clear
-writing of Andrew Johnstone, shook so that the letter fell, still
-unopened, on the gravel at Oliver's feet. He stooped and picked it up,
-then turned into the garden and so through a large meadow which led
-ultimately to the edge of the downs, at this time of the year generally
-deserted. Not till he was actually there, with no possibility of sudden
-interruption, did he break the seal of his brother-in-law's thick
-letter.
-
-At once he saw with quick disappointment that what had so weighted the
-envelope was one of his sister Grace's long letters; her husband's note
-only consisted of a few lines:--
-
- "Grace insists on your being told more than I feel we are
- justified in telling. Still, I believe her information is
- substantially correct. There would be very serious difficulties
- in the way of what you suggest. By next mail you shall know
- more."
-
-For a moment he felt full of unreasoning anger against Johnstone. He had
-asked a perfectly plain question--namely, whether it would not be
-possible for Mrs. Rebell to obtain a divorce from the man of whom Grace
-had given so terrible an account; and in answer to that question his
-brother-in-law merely referred him to Grace and spoke of "serious
-difficulties"! Well, whatever these were, they must be surmounted.
-Oliver had already made up his mind to resign his post of agent to the
-Chancton estate, and he would use his little remaining capital in going
-out to Santa Maria, there to do what lay in his power to set Barbara
-free. Again he glanced at Johnstone's laconic note, and between the
-lines he read considerable disapproval of himself. He set his teeth and
-turned to the sheets of paper covered with Grace's large handwriting.
-
-Then, in a moment, there leapt to his eyes a sentence which brought with
-it such a rush of uncontrollable relief that the sensation seemed akin
-to pain,--and yet he felt a species of horror that this was so, for the
-words which altered his whole outlook on life were these:--
-
-"My darling Oliver, Pedro Rebell is dying."
-
-What matter if Grace went on to qualify that first statement
-considerably,--to confess that she only knew of the wretched man's
-condition from a not very trustworthy source, but that before next mail
-Andrew would go over himself, "though he does not like the idea of doing
-so," to see if the report was well founded? "Andrew says," she went on,
-"that of course it will be his duty to try and keep him alive."
-
-Boringdon beat the turf viciously with his stick, and then felt bitterly
-ashamed of himself.
-
-Only one passage in his sister's letter gave definite information--
-
- "Is it not odd that a place where they send consumptive people
- from home should have so many native cases? Pedro Rebell treats
- himself in the most idiotic manner--he is being actually
- attended by a witch doctor! I am more glad than I can say that
- poor Barbara got safe away before he became suddenly worse.
- Andrew confesses that he knew the man was very ill when we moved
- her here, but he said nothing, so like him, because he thought
- that if Barbara knew she simply wouldn't leave the
- plantation----"
-
-Again Oliver turned to Johnstone's note--"still, I believe that her
-information is substantially correct;" it was curious how immensely that
-one dry cautious sentence enhanced the value of Grace's long letter.
-
-Boringdon walked slowly back into the village by the lovely lane--lovely
-even in its present leafless bareness--down which Doctor McKirdy had
-accompanied Mrs. Rebell the first morning of her stay at the Priory
-three months ago. Oliver recalled that first meeting; it had taken place
-just where he was now walking, where the lane emerged on the open down.
-He remembered his annoyance when Berwick had stared so fixedly at the
-old Scotchman's companion.
-
-James Berwick! The evocation of his friend's peculiar, masterful
-personality was not pleasant. But a slight, rather grim smile, came over
-Boringdon's lips. The moment Mrs. Rebell became a widow, she would be
-labelled "dangerous" in the eyes of James and Arabella Berwick. Oliver
-had known something of the Louise Marshall episode, and, without for a
-moment instituting any real comparison between the two cases, his mind
-unconsciously drew the old moral, "The burnt child dreads the fire." If
-it became advisable, but he did not think it at all likely that it
-would, he would certainly tell Berwick the news contained in Grace's
-letter.
-
-When passing the Priory gates, he met Lucy Kemp. "Mrs. Rebell must be
-much better," she said gladly, "for Doctor McKirdy has asked me to go
-and sit with her for an hour." Oliver turned and went with her up to the
-porch of the great house, lingered a moment to receive the latest good
-but colourless bulletin, and then walked down to the estate office.
-
-He had not been there many moments when a carriage dashed furiously up
-the steep village street, the horses galloping past the window of the
-room in which Boringdon sat writing.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Doctor McKirdy was waiting in the hall, and, as Lucy came forward rather
-timidly, he looked at her not very pleasantly. "You've been a long
-while," he said crossly, "a very long while, and who was it came with
-you to the door? But I won't trouble ye to answer me, for I heard the
-voice--I've heard it more than once this day. I doubt that ye ever were
-told, Miss Lucy, of the bachelors' club to which Rabbie Burns belonged
-as a youth. Membership was only conferred on the spark who could prove
-his allegiance to more than one lass. Your friend Mr. Oliver Boringdon
-would ha' been very eligible, I'm thinking!"
-
-"I don't think you have any right to say such a thing, Doctor McKirdy!"
-
-"Toots! Toots!" The doctor felt like a lion confronted with an angry
-lamb; he saw he had gone too far. Bless us, what a spirit the girl had!
-He rather liked her for it. "This way," he said, more amiably; "not so
-far up as the other morning, eh? When you're with her, you just chatter
-about the things ladies like to talk about--just light nonsense, you
-know. No going back to the fire, mind! She doesn't trouble her head much
-about it, and I don't want her to begin."
-
-He opened a door, and Lucy walked through into the beautiful room where
-Barbara now lay, in the immense canopied bed, her left shoulder and arm
-outlined by a wicker cage-like arrangement. Her hair was concealed by a
-white hood, Léonie's handiwork, and, as Lucy drew near, she lifted her
-free hand off the embroidered coverlet, and laid it on that of the girl.
-
-Doctor McKirdy stood by. "Well, I'll tell old Jean she needn't disturb
-you for a bit, and now I'll be going home. You'll see me after supper."
-He nodded his head, but Barbara, still holding Lucy's gloved hand, was
-speaking. "You won't forget the _Scotsman_----" in her eagerness she
-moved, and in doing so she suddenly winced.
-
-"Never fear it! But the one we want to see won't be here till to-morrow
-afternoon--the meeting was only last night." He spoke in a very gentle
-voice, and then walked quickly to the door.
-
-"Sit down just there, behind the leaf of the screen, and then I can see
-you. I'm afraid I gave you a great fright the other night? How good you
-were to me! Doctor McKirdy tells me that it might have been much worse,
-and that I shall be all right in a few weeks----"
-
-Suddenly Barbara lifted her head a little,--"Miss Kemp! Lucy! What is
-the matter?"
-
-"Nothing--nothing at all! Doctor McKirdy made a remark that annoyed me.
-It is stupid of me to mind." Poor Lucy tried to smile, but her lips
-quivered; she repeated, "It really was nothing, but you know how odd he
-is, and--and rude, sometimes?"
-
-The sound of a carriage coming quickly up through the trees, and then
-being driven more carefully round the broad sweep of lawn, and so to the
-space before the porch, put an end to a moment of rather painful
-silence. Then the bell pealed loudly through the house--a vigorous peal.
-"Someone coming to inquire how you are," suggested Lucy diffidently, but
-Barbara made no answer, she was listening intently. Would McGregor never
-answer that insistent summons? At last they heard the front door being
-opened, and then quickly shut again. Now the carriage was driving away,
-quite slowly, in very different fashion from that of its arrival.
-
-Barbara closed her eyes, absurdly disappointed. What reason had she to
-suppose that Berwick would hasten back as soon as he heard of the great
-danger she had been in? And even if something in her heart assured her
-that in this matter her instinct was not at fault, who would have
-conveyed the news to him? Not Oliver Boringdon, not Doctor McKirdy? Poor
-Barbara was very ignorant of the geography of her own country, but she
-knew that Scotland was a long way off, and the most important of the
-meetings he had gone there to attend had taken place only the night
-before.
-
-But hark! there came a sound of quick muffled footsteps down the short
-corridor. A knock at the door, and Berwick was in the room--Berwick,
-haggard, sunken-eyed, bearing on his face, now ravaged with contending
-feelings, a look of utter physical fatigue. For a moment he stood
-hesitating. McGregor had told him that Miss Kemp was with Mrs. Rebell,
-but, as he looked round with a quick searching look, the room seemed to
-him to hold only Barbara--he saw nothing but Barbara's little head lying
-propped up on a large pillow, her eyes, her lips smiling at him with an
-odd look of deprecating tenderness, as if his being there was the most
-natural thing in the world, and yet as if she understood the dreadful
-night and day he had gone through, and felt grieved to think he was so
-tired.
-
-Very slowly, still held by her eyes, he came forward, and as he sank on
-his knees, and laid his cheek on the hand stretched out on the coverlet,
-he saw with shuddering pain by what her other hand and arm were
-concealed, and he broke into hard, difficult sobs.
-
-Lucy got up, and almost ran to the door,--she felt a passion of sympathy
-and pity for them both. Then she waited in the corridor, wondering what
-she ought to do--what Barbara would wish her to do. But that point, as
-generally happens in this world, was settled for her. Doctor McKirdy
-suddenly loomed in front of her, and even before she saw him, as the
-staircase creaked under his heavy footsteps, Lucy heard him muttering
-something to himself.
-
-"Then he's in there, eh? And they've sent you out here?"
-
-"Nothing of the sort!" said Lucy briefly: "I came out without being
-sent."
-
-"Well, now, you must just go in again, and I'll follow. A fine thing it
-would be for the jabbering folk of Chancton to learn of these crazy
-comings and goings!" And, as Lucy made no haste to obey him, he added
-sharply, "Now you just knock and open the door and walk right in. We
-don't want old Jean to be the one to disturb them, eh?"
-
-Lucy knocked, and opened the door with hesitating fingers. What she then
-saw was James Berwick quietly engaged in putting some coal on the fire;
-as the girl and Doctor McKirdy came in, he did not look round, but went
-on mechanically picking up the little lumps and putting them noiselessly
-into the grate.
-
-"Well now, you've had two visitors, that's quite enough for one
-day,"--the doctor spoke very gently. "Here's Miss Kemp come to say
-good-bye, and Mr. Berwick no doubt will do himself the pleasure of
-taking her to the Grange, for it's a very dark night." He added in an
-aside, "I'm always finding you cavaliers, eh, Miss Lucy?"
-
-Berwick came forward: "Yes, of course I will! By the way, I'm staying
-here to-night, so will you dine with me, McKirdy?"
-
-"Well, no, I don't think I will. By the way, I'll be staying here too,
-and you'll do well to have your dinner in your bed, I'm thinking." He
-followed Barbara's two visitors to the door: "I can't make out how you
-ever did it, man, if it's true the meeting didn't break up till after
-twelve----"
-
-For the first time Berwick laughed. "Come," he said, "where are your
-wits? Specials, of course--and if we hadn't had a stupid, an inexcusable
-delay at Crewe, I should have been here hours ago!"
-
-And then, without again looking at Barbara, he followed Lucy out into
-the corridor, and down into the hall.
-
-"Just one moment, Miss Kemp. I must put on my boots. I took them off
-before coming upstairs."
-
-"But I can go home alone perfectly well."
-
-"No, indeed! I should like to take you. Mrs. Rebell has been telling me
-how good you were to her the other night."
-
-And not another word was said by him or by Lucy till they exchanged a
-brief good-night at the Grange gate.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The Priory and its inmates settled down to a long period of quietude.
-With the possible exception of Lucy Kemp and Oliver Boringdon--who both
-called there daily--little or nothing was known in the village save that
-Mrs. Rebell was slowly, very slowly, getting better. No Chancton gossip
-could discover exactly how much she had been injured, and even Mrs.
-Boringdon could learn nothing definite from her son.
-
-At last there came a day when the mistress of Chancton Cottage thought
-she would make a little experiment. "Is it true that Mrs. Rebell is now
-allowed to be downstairs?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Then you are seeing her, I suppose?"
-
-"Yes, sometimes, for a little while."
-
-"Parliament met last week, didn't it?" The question sounded rather
-irrelevant.
-
-Oliver looked up: "Yes, mother, of course--on the fifteenth."
-
-"Then Mr. Berwick won't be able to be here so much. Miss Vipen tells me
-that the village people all think he must be in love with Mrs. Rebell!"
-
-Mrs. Boringdon's words had an effect very different from what she had
-intended them to have. They drew from her son neither assent nor denial,
-but they confirmed and made real to him certain facts from which he had
-shrunk, and which he had tried to persuade himself did not exist. For
-five long weeks he had been alive to the knowledge that Berwick was
-continually with Barbara--in fact, that he was with her whenever he
-chose to be, excepting during those few moments when he, Boringdon, was
-grudgingly allowed to have a few minutes' talk, generally in the
-presence of some third person, with the invalid. The state of things at
-the Priory had made the young man so wretched, so indignant, that more
-than once he had felt tempted to attack Doctor McKirdy. What did they
-all mean by allowing James Berwick to behave as if he were Mrs. Rebell's
-brother instead of a mere acquaintance?
-
-And so Mrs. Boringdon's words spurred her son to do that which he had
-hoped would not be necessary. They showed him that the time had come for
-a clear explanation between himself and Berwick. He told himself that
-the latter would probably be surprised to learn how his constant visits
-to the Priory were regarded; still, the matter could not be to him one
-of vital concern, and when once the man who had been for so many years
-his friend told him how matters stood, he would surely leave Chancton.
-
-Boringdon thought he knew only too well James Berwick's peculiar moral
-code; certain things he might be trusted not to do. Thus, Oliver had
-heard him speak with condemnation of the type of man who makes love to a
-happily-married woman, or who takes advantage of his amatory science to
-poach on an intimate's preserves. Surely he would withdraw from this
-strange sentimental friendship with Barbara Rebell the moment it was
-made clear to him that she would soon be free,--free to be wooed and won
-by any honest man, and, as a matter of fact, already loved by Boringdon,
-his friend of so many years' standing? Accordingly, after a day or two
-of painful hesitation, Oliver wrote a note, more formal in its wording
-than usual, and asked Berwick for an appointment.
-
-He received his answer--life is full of such ironies--in Mrs. Rebell's
-presence, on the day when she was allowed to take her first drive in the
-little French brougham, which, as Boringdon noted with jealous eyes, had
-been sent over for her use from Chillingworth. Oliver happened to come
-up to the porch of the Priory as Berwick was actually settling her and
-the grim Scotchwoman, Jean, into the carriage. Barbara was flushed and
-smiling--a happy light in her eyes. "I'm so sorry to be going out just
-now," she cried, "Will you come to tea this afternoon, Mr. Boringdon?
-Miss Kemp is coming, and I shall be down in the Blue drawing-room for
-the first time. To-day is a day of first times!"
-
-Then Berwick turned round: "I didn't answer your note because I thought
-I should almost certainly be seeing you to-day. Would you like to come
-over to Chillingworth this evening? Come to dinner, and we can have a
-talk afterwards----"
-
-But Boringdon answered quickly: "Thanks, I won't come to dinner, I'll
-turn up about nine."
-
- * * * * *
-
-And now Berwick sat waiting for Boringdon in the room where he had spent
-the rest of the night after his drive with Barbara from Halnakeham
-Castle.
-
-He was in that delightful state of mind which comes so rarely to
-thinking mortals,--when the thinker wishes to look neither backwards nor
-forwards. It was worth while to have gone through all he had gone
-through, to have won such weeks as had been his! Nay more, he was in the
-mood to tell himself that he would be content were life to go on as it
-was now for ever and a day, were his relations with Mrs. Rebell to
-remain as close, as tender--ay, even as platonic--as they had been
-during that strange period of her convalescence. With what emotion, with
-what sympathy she had described to him her interview with Lord Bosworth;
-there had been such complete comprehension of his attitude, such keen
-distress that Madame Sampiero had repulsed him!
-
-But, deep in Berwick's heart, something told him that Barbara's attitude
-to him and to their joint future was changing, and that she was in very
-truth on the eve of surrender. Nature, so he assured himself to-night
-had triumphed over convention, and, as a still voice also whispered,
-proved stronger than conscience. Berwick's own conscience was not ill at
-ease, but he experienced many phases of feeling, and went through many
-moods.
-
-Lately he had asked himself boldly whether there was any real reason why
-he and Barbara should not repeat, in happier fashion, the example set
-them by the two beings for whom they both had so sincere and--yes, it
-might be said, reverent--an affection? Those two, Lord Bosworth and
-Madame Sampiero, had shown that it was possible to be grandly faithful
-to a tie unsanctioned by law, unsanctified by religious faith. Already
-Berwick's love for Barbara had purified and elevated his nature; surely
-together they might use his vast fortune to better purpose than he had
-done alone, for he had long ago discovered how tender, how charitable
-were all her impulses. Then, again, he would acknowledge to himself,
-with something like impatient amazement, that he loved Barbara too well,
-too intimately, to ask her to do violence to her sensitive, rather
-scrupulous conscience. She could scarcely be more his own than he felt
-her to be now.
-
-Of the man for whom he was now waiting, Berwick had long ago ceased to
-be jealous. He felt ashamed to remember that he had ever been so; nay,
-he now understood from Barbara that Boringdon liked Lucy Kemp. Was she
-not just the sort of girl whom he would have expected such a man as
-Oliver to choose for a wife? As to Barbara Rebell, of course Boringdon
-had liked to be with her,--had been perhaps, if all the truth were
-known, caught for a moment by her charm, as who could help being? But
-Berwick was not in a mood to waste much thought on such speculations,
-and no presentiment of what Oliver was coming to say to him to-night
-shadowed his exquisite content, or his satisfaction with himself, with
-the woman he loved, and with the whole of this delightful world.
-
-In fact, he thought he knew quite well why Boringdon wished to see him.
-The head of the public department in which Oliver had begun his suddenly
-interrupted career as a member of the Civil Service, had lately said to
-Berwick, "So your friend Boringdon wants to come back to us? I think in
-his case an exception might be made!" And Berwick had done what was in
-his power to gratify the other's rather inexplicable wish to get once
-more into official harness. The Chancton experiment had evidently been a
-mistake. Boringdon had not possessed the qualities necessary for such a
-post as that of land agent to Madame Sampiero; he had not understood,
-or, if he had understood, he had not chosen to take, his friend's hint
-to keep on the right side of old McKirdy. Well, it couldn't be helped!
-Of course Oliver must feel the telling of his news rather awkward, but
-he, Berwick, would meet him half way, and make it clear that, though he
-was personally sorry Boringdon was leaving Chancton, he thoroughly
-understood his reasons for doing so, and, what was more, sympathised
-with them.
-
- * * * * *
-
-As it struck nine from the various clocks which had been a special hobby
-of the man who had built Chillingworth, Boringdon walked in, and his
-first abrupt words confirmed Berwick's belief concerning the subject of
-their coming conversation: "I am leaving Chancton, and I felt that I
-ought to tell you my determination before speaking to Madame Sampiero.
-There seems a chance of my getting back to the old shop!"
-
-Berwick nodded his head; he pushed a large box of cigars across the
-table which stood between them. "I know," he said, "I met Kingdon last
-week, and by a word he let fall I gathered that you were thinking of
-doing this. Well, of course I'm sorry, but I know you've done your best,
-and after all no one could have foreseen how difficult the position
-would be! I suppose they will have to go back to the unsatisfactory plan
-with McKirdy." But at the back of the speaker's mind was the thought
-that, if he was as much at the Priory as he hoped to be, he might
-himself be able to look into things rather more--
-
-Neither man spoke again for a few moments; then Boringdon got up, and
-stood with his back to the fire, "But that," he said, "is not all I have
-come to say to you. I am really taking this step because it is my
-intention"--he hesitated, and Berwick perceived that a peculiarly dogged
-expression had come over the dark, rather narrow face,--"I wish to tell
-you that it is my intention," repeated Oliver, "to ask Mrs. Rebell to
-become my wife."
-
-His host looked up at him with frank astonishment, and a good deal of
-concern. "But, my dear fellow," he began rather hurriedly, "is it
-possible that you don't know?----"
-
-"I know everything." Boringdon raised his voice, then went on more
-calmly, "But I do not suppose that you yourself, Berwick, are aware that
-Mrs. Rebell's husband is dying, that there is every chance that in a few
-months, or perhaps in a few weeks, she will be a widow--free, that is,
-to accept an offer of marriage."
-
-In one sense Boringdon had certainly succeeded in his object. More than
-he was ever destined to know, his words, his revelation, had brought the
-man before him sharp up to his bearings. James Berwick was both amazed
-and discomfited by this unexpected piece of news, and for the moment it
-made him very ill at ease.
-
-He had been playing with a tortoiseshell paper knife; suddenly it
-snapped in two, and, with an oath, he threw the pieces down on the table
-and got up from the chair in which he had been lying back.
-
-"Are you quite sure of your information?" he said slowly. "It's ill
-waiting for dead men's shoes." Then he felt ashamed of what he had just
-said, and he added, more to give himself time for thought than anything
-else: "Have you any reason to suppose that Mrs. Rebell----?" Then he
-stopped abruptly, realising that he had been betrayed into making a
-remark which to Boringdon must seem an outrage.
-
-But the other had not apparently taken it in that sense. "No, I have no
-reason to suppose that Mrs. Rebell has ever thought of such a thing. I
-think far too well of her to suppose it for a moment," Oliver was
-speaking very deliberately. "I received the news of the man's state
-within a very few days of the fire at the Priory, and it has since been
-confirmed. He has, it seems, some kind of bad chest disease,
-accelerated, I fancy, by drink. As yet she knows nothing of it. Perhaps
-I ought to add that I have no reason to suppose that she will accept the
-offer I mean to make her as soon as a decent interval of time has
-elapsed. But, on the other hand, I should like to assure you that if she
-refuses me I intend to go on asking her. Nothing, short of her marriage
-to someone else, will make me give her up." He repeated, and as he did
-so Boringdon fixed his eyes on his friend with a peculiar, and what
-Berwick felt to be a terrible, look: "Nothing--you understand me,
-Berwick--nothing but her _marriage_ to another man."
-
-The speaker of these strange words took a step forward. For a moment the
-two stood opposite one another. The man Barbara loved was a brave man,
-but he quailed before the other's eyes. "I have now told you what I came
-to say. Of late you seem to have become very intimate with Mrs. Rebell,
-and I wish to warn you that the day may come when I shall require your
-good offices. Good-night,"--and without offering to shake hands with
-Berwick, Boringdon turned on his heel and left the room.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XX.
-
- "Shall I to Honour or to Love give way?
-
- * * * * *
-
- For, as bright day, with black approach of night,
- Contending makes a doubtful puzzling light,
- So does my Honour and my Love together
- Puzzle me so I can decide on neither."
-
- SPENSER.
-
-
-As time went on, as harsh winter turned into soft spring, Boringdon
-tried to assure himself that his conversation with Berwick had achieved
-all that he had hoped.
-
-James Berwick was certainly less often at the Priory, but this was
-doubtless owing in a measure to the fact that he had to be constantly in
-London, attending to his Parliamentary duties. Even now he was far more
-frequently at Chancton than he had been the year before, and Oliver was
-still jealous, sometimes intolerably so, for some subtle instinct told
-him that he was on a very different footing with Mrs. Rebell from that
-on which she stood with Berwick. As to his own relation with the man
-with whom his intimacy had once been so close, it had become, since
-their conversation, that of mere formal acquaintance. Mrs. Boringdon
-felt sure there had been a quarrel, but she was afraid to ask, so
-taciturn, so unapproachable, had her son become.
-
-Oliver had one subject of consolation. To the amazement of those about
-her, with the exception perhaps of Doctor McKirdy, the paralysed
-mistress of the Priory now caused herself to be moved down each day to
-the Blue drawing-room, and this, as Boringdon of course realised, made
-it very difficult for James Berwick, when at Chancton, to see much of
-Mrs. Rebell alone.
-
- * * * * *
-
-And Barbara? To her, as to Berwick, the weeks which had immediately
-followed the fire had been a time of deep content and tranquil
-happiness. She was well aware that there must come a day of painful
-reckoning; but, unlike Berwick, she put off the evil moment of making up
-her mind as to what form that reckoning would take.
-
-She looked back with a kind of shrinking horror to the mental struggle
-she had gone through before the accident which had so wholly changed all
-the circumstances of her life. Those days when she believed that Berwick
-would never return to her were ill to remember. Then had come the fire,
-followed by hours of physical pain and terror of death, but now she
-looked back on those hours with positive gratitude, for they had surely
-brought an experience nothing else could have given her.
-
-At once, with a resistless, quiet determination which had constrained
-those about Barbara into acquiescence, Berwick had established his right
-to be with her. The putting on of the coal--that act of service on the
-first evening--had been, so Doctor McKirdy later told himself with a
-twist of his thin lips, symbolic of what was to be his attitude to the
-Queen's Room and its present inmate. Berwick soon came and went as
-freely as if he had been the invalid's twin brother, or he a father, and
-Barbara his sick child,--with, however, the one significant exception
-that both he and she refrained wholly from caress.
-
-The old Scotchman won a deep and an abiding place in the hearts of the
-two over whom he threw, during these days, the ample mantle of his
-eccentricity and masterful disposition. He moved over to the Priory,
-occupying a room close to Berwick's, and in some odd fashion he made
-each member of the large household believe that it was by his order and
-wish that Berwick was so often with his patient, concerning the extent
-of whose injury many legends grew, for she was only tended by Scotch
-Jean, French Léonie, Doctor McKirdy, and--James Berwick. And so it was
-that, as often happens with regard to events which none could have
-foretold, and which would have been described before they occurred as
-clearly impossible, what went on excited, at any rate within the Priory,
-no comment.
-
-The strange situation which had arisen did not pass wholly without
-outside remark. Lucy Kemp at first came daily--indeed, sometimes twice a
-day--to sit with Barbara and to read to her; and though at those times
-Berwick kept out of the Queen's Room, there came a moment in Barbara's
-illness when she perceived, with a sad feeling of humiliation, that
-Lucy's visits were being curtailed, also that she never came to the
-Priory unaccompanied.
-
-To the girl herself her father's sudden stern objection to her daily
-visits to Mrs. Rebell had been inexplicable,--even more so her mother's
-refusal to discuss the question. Then a word said before her by Mrs.
-Boringdon, a question put to Oliver as to James Berwick's prolonged stay
-at Chancton, had partly opened Lucy's eyes.
-
-"Do you dislike my going to see Mrs. Rebell because Mr. Berwick is
-there?"
-
-With some hesitation Mrs. Kemp answered her: "Yes, my dear, that is the
-reason your father does not wish you to go to the Priory so often."
-
-And then Lucy had turned and asked one of those questions, difficult to
-answer truthfully to one who, even if in her parents' eyes a child, was
-yet a woman grown: "Mother, I want to ask you something. Is it very
-wrong, always wrong, for a woman to like another man better than she
-likes her husband? How can she help it if the man to whom she is married
-is such a man as Mr. Pedro Rebell seems to be?"
-
-But Mrs. Kemp answered with unwonted decision and sharpness: "There is a
-moment--there is always a moment--when the matter is in a woman's own
-hands and conscience. And in any case, Lucy, two wrongs don't make a
-right!"
-
-And with this the girl had to be content, but the question made Mrs.
-Kemp more than ever determined to discontinue her daughter's growing
-intimacy with poor Barbara. First Oliver Boringdon, and then James
-Berwick,--this Mrs. Rebell must indeed be an unfit friend for her little
-Lucy!
-
-To Madame Sampiero, who lay at the other end of the corridor out of
-which opened the Queen's Room, the doctor would sometimes declare, "I've
-little mind for the part I am playing." But when she answered, with
-perplexity and fear in her large blue eyes, "Why then do you play it?"
-he would content himself with shrugging his shoulders, and muttering
-between his teeth, "Because I'm a sentimental old fool!"
-
-But, whatever the reason, so well had Doctor McKirdy managed the
-extraordinary situation, that not till Mrs. Rebell was promoted to
-getting up and coming downstairs, did the long hours spent by Berwick in
-her company provoke the kind of gossip which had finally reached the
-ears of Mrs. Boringdon. Even then what was repeated had been said in
-jest. Was it likely, so the humble gossips of Chancton would have
-declared, that such a gentleman as Mr. Berwick would fancy a lady who
-was by all accounts half burnt to a cinder!
-
- * * * * *
-
-When Madame Sampiero had suddenly made up her mind to be moved
-downstairs, Barbara knew that the old Scotchman and her god-mother had
-entered into a conspiracy to put an end to what she considered her
-innocent, if peculiar, intimacy with James Berwick. There took place in
-her heart a silent, but none the less strong, movement of passionate
-revolt,--she thought this attempt to check their friendship the more
-cruel inasmuch as Berwick had to be away a good deal and could only now
-and again snatch a day from London. Still, it was then, not perhaps till
-then, that Mrs. Rebell began to foresee the logical outcome of the
-situation into which she had allowed herself to drift.
-
-Every day came his letters,--nearly always more than one together, by
-each of the two daily posts,--but he never asked her--significant
-omission--to answer them, for had she done so, all Chancton must have
-known of the correspondence. And yet all the world might have seen the
-letters Barbara cherished, and on which her heart lived from day to day;
-they were a diary of the writer's doings, a history of what was going on
-in the House, such brief, intimate notes as many a politician writes
-daily to his wife.
-
-A woman is always quicker to perceive certain danger-signals than is a
-man. Barbara was aware of the change of attitude in Doctor McKirdy and
-in Madame Sampiero long before Berwick noticed it. That these two could
-threaten or destroy his intimacy with Mrs. Rebell had never occurred to
-him as being possible. On the other hand, he had resented deeply
-Boringdon's interference, and, as far as was possible, he put out of his
-mind what had been undoubtedly intended as a threat. The reminder that
-Pedro Rebell lived had been an outrage; that Barbara's husband was
-mortal, nay, on the eve of death, a piece of information which Berwick
-could have well spared. For the present he was content, as was
-apparently Barbara, to let things drift on as they were.
-
- * * * * *
-
-But there came a day when, after a long afternoon spent by them both in
-Madame Sampiero's company, Berwick asked Barbara with sudden deep
-irritation, "Why is it that we never seem to be alone together? I have
-hardly spoken to you since I have been here! Is it impossible for you to
-leave Madame Sampiero? Is there no room in the whole of this great house
-where we can talk together in peace? I have a thousand things to say to
-you!"
-
-They were on their way to the dining-room, there to be respectfully
-chaperoned by McGregor, and Barbara had no answer ready. Suddenly
-looking into her downcast face, he understood the unspoken answer to his
-imperious questioning, and his eyes flashed wroth. And yet what could he
-do? He could not, nay, he would not, ask her to stoop to any kind of
-deception, to make secret assignations outside the house. On the other
-hand, he no longer felt "on honour" as regarded the woman he loved; even
-less was he bound to consider the feelings of Madame Sampiero.
-
-So it came to pass that Berwick was less often at the Priory; his
-letters to Barbara altered in tone, and became those of an ardent, of an
-impatient lover. Sometimes Barbara wondered whether he possessed secret
-means of his own for knowing all that went on at the Priory, and of
-obtaining news of its inmates. Occasionally she would be surprised, even
-amused, at his apparent knowledge of little incidents which occurred
-during his absences. The source of his information, if it was as she
-suspected, must of course be Mrs. Turke! Mrs. Rebell felt a little
-afraid of the old woman, of her far-seeing, twinkling eyes, and of her
-sly hilarity of manner; she kept as much as possible out of the
-housekeeper's way.
-
-To Boringdon, who came with pertinacious regularity, Barbara gave
-scarcely any thought, save perhaps to wonder why Lucy Kemp was so fond
-of him. In old days, when he had talked to her of politics, and of
-things in which she had begun to take a new and keen interest, she had
-liked to listen to him; but now he seemed tongue-tied when in her
-presence, and she perceived that he was no longer on good terms with
-James Berwick.
-
-With Madame Sampiero, Barbara's relations also seemed to have become
-less affectionate, less intimate, than before the fire, and this
-troubled them both. Mrs. Rebell knew herself to be the subject of
-anxious thought on the part of her god-mother; for what other reason
-than that of protecting her from some imaginary danger had Madame
-Sampiero altered the habits of dignified seclusion to which she had
-remained rigidly faithful for so many years? She did not see--or was it
-that she saw only too well--the force of her own past example on such a
-nature as that of her god-daughter? But it was too late now to try and
-separate Barbara Rebell from the one human being who made life worth
-living, and sometimes the younger woman longed to tell her so.
-
-At last there came a break in the monotony of a life which was beginning
-to tell on Barbara's health and nerves. At the end of one of Berwick's
-short, unsatisfactory visits, he mentioned that he would not be able to
-come down again for another two or three weeks.
-
-And when he was gone, after a cold, estranged farewell, uttered perforce
-in the presence of Madame Sampiero, Barbara turned her face away to hide
-her tears.
-
-Almost at once her god-mother asked her, "Would you not like to go away,
-with Léonie, to Paris for a few days?" She caught with feverish relief
-at the proposal; it was good, it was more than kind, of Marraine to
-suggest so delightful a plan! But she would prefer, honestly so, to go
-alone, not to take the old French servant whom in her heart she well
-knew the paralysed woman could ill spare. It would have been a great
-pleasure to Barbara to have had the company of Lucy Kemp, but she had
-not dared suggest it, being afraid of a refusal. If she could not have
-Lucy for a companion, she felt she would rather go alone. And Madame
-Sampiero had at last consented to this modification of her plan,--a plan
-which had not met with Doctor McKirdy's approval, but as to which his
-old friend, as was usually the case, got her own way.
-
- * * * * *
-
-And now had come the last night but one before Mrs. Rebell's departure.
-She felt excited and pleased at the thought of the little holiday.
-Berwick had evidently been told as soon as the household knew of her
-coming journey, and yet, when writing, he had only once alluded to it,
-and she had felt rather hurt, for to herself it was a matter of much
-moment. This journey would be, in a sense, a pilgrimage; Barbara meant
-to go to some of the places, within easy reach of Paris, where she and
-her parents had spent most of their exile. During the last few days she
-had passed much time in discussion with Doctor McKirdy as to what she
-was to see, and in helping him to draw up a little plan of the places
-she was to go to,--Versailles, St. Germains, Fontainebleau, with all of
-which she had cherished associations! The moments went by so quickly
-that, for the first time for many weeks, Barbara thought but little of
-Berwick, and of her own strange relation to him.
-
-Now she was on her way to bed. She would have only two more nights in
-the Queen's Room, for she had herself insisted that a humbler apartment,
-but still one on the same floor as that of Madame Sampiero, should be
-found for her, and the change was to take place on her return. She
-looked round the beautiful room which had become to her a place of so
-many memories, and as she did so a shadow came over her face. Would she
-ever again be as happy as she had been in this room, so simply,
-childishly content as during those days when she had lain on the great
-canopied bed, while those about her ministered to her slightest
-wish--when she had been the spoiled darling of Doctor McKirdy, of the
-grim Scotch nurse, and last, not least, of James Berwick?
-
-There came a knock at the door--a hesitating, low knock, very unlike
-that of Jean or Léonie. Barbara suddenly felt an odd pang of fear: "Come
-in," she cried loudly,--what, after all, had she to be afraid of?
-
-There was a pause, and then Mrs. Turke, resplendent in the bright yellow
-gown in which Barbara Rebell had first seen her, advanced tip-toeing
-into the room. "Hush, Ma'am--I don't want anyone to hear us! Will you be
-pleased to come down at once to my parlour? There's someone there been
-waiting such a time, and most anxious to see you--!"
-
-Barbara seemed in no hurry to follow the old woman; a look of suffering,
-of humiliation, came over her face. Must she and Berwick stoop to this?
-
-But Mrs. Turke was in an agony of impatience. "He's got to go back this
-very night!" she whispered, and the jovial, sly look faded from her
-rubicund face. "He's walked all the way from Halnakeham, that he has, in
-the pouring rain, and he's wet through, that he is! Am I to tell him
-that you won't come down then?" and she pretended to edge towards the
-still open door.
-
-"No," said Barbara irresolutely, "of course I am coming down--"
-
-Mrs. Turke's account of Berwick's long walk in the rain had done its
-work, and yet shame of a very keen quality almost blotted out Mrs.
-Rebell's joy at the thought of seeing him, and of seeing him--the first
-time for weeks--without fear of interruption.
-
-As she went quickly down, following Mrs. Turke's ample person, and so
-through the stone corridors of what had been the mediæval monastery,
-Barbara's heart softened strangely. Had he not made this hurried journey
-to bid her good-bye, God-speed? And she had thought he did not care--
-
-Mrs. Turke knew her place far too well to risk being present at the
-meeting in her parlour. She stopped at the foot of the short flight of
-stairs leading up to her own bedroom and Berwick's old nursery, but
-Barbara clung to the fat, ring-laden hand: "Do come, Mrs. Turke,--I am
-sure Mr. Berwick will want to see you----"
-
-"Bless you, _no_, Ma'am, that he won't! Why, I declare your hand's
-burning! There's nothing to be afraid of, he's a most reasonable
-gentleman, he wouldn't hurt a hair of your pretty head!"
-
-And then, rather to the old housekeeper's surprise, Mrs. Rebell suddenly
-let go her hand, and walked forward, alone, down the passage.
-
-When she reached the door of the room to which she was bound, she
-stopped irresolutely. But Berwick had been listening; he flung open the
-door, and as she crossed the threshold he bent forward and took her
-hands in a tight grip.
-
-Barbara said nothing, but she looked at him rather sadly, and as she did
-so she perceived that he was dressed in a rough shooting suit she had
-often seen him wear the autumn before. She understood, without a word,
-that it was worn to-night as a half disguise,--he wished no one to know
-of this secret visit to the Priory,--and again a feeling of shame, of
-humiliation, swept over her. And yet how glad she was to see him, how
-infinitely dear he had become to her!
-
-Suddenly she felt herself being drawn,--nay driven,--into the shelter of
-his arms. His lips trembled on her closed eyelids, were pressed on the
-slight scar left by the burn on her forehead, and then swiftly sought
-and found her soft quivering mouth----. But even then Berwick was very
-gentle with her, taking care to bruise neither the soul nor the body of
-the creature who was now, at last, completely subject to his will.
-
-Barbara tried to withdraw herself from his arms, but he still held her
-to him with a passion of mute feeling in his eyes; and then, while
-looking down at her strangely, as if wishing to see into her very heart,
-he suddenly exclaimed "Barbara, this can't go on! What is to happen to
-you and to me? As long as they left us alone I was content--ah no, not
-content, but submissive. But now? Do you think it is pleasant for me to
-do what I have had to do to-night,--to come here like a thief? While I
-was waiting for you, I told myself that doubtless you would refuse to
-come down. I had no right to ask you to come to me. It is I--I--who
-should always come to you----"
-
-He had released her, and drawn himself away. Now he was speaking with a
-tired bitterness which frightened her, and in a moment the desire to
-soothe, to comfort him, drove out from her every thought of self. "Of
-course I came down,--I will always come when you want me," she smiled at
-him with a look of shy, wistful tenderness.
-
-"Will you? Always? Is that true? Oh! Barbara, if I could only believe
-you mean those words, I could find courage to ask you--to say to
-you----"
-
-"What do you want to say to me?" Her voice sank to a whisper; then,
-seized with a sudden rush of love, of pity, of self-abnegation, she
-added, "Nay, I will tell you! You have come to ask of me what Lord
-Bosworth must once have come to ask of Madame Sampiero, and, like her, I
-will say, yes,--" she covered her face with her hands.
-
-And then she listened, very quietly, while Berwick told her, with broken
-words of passionate gratitude and endearment, of the plan which he had
-scarcely dared to believe he would have courage to propose. She knew he
-had a house, an old hunting lodge built by Louis XIII., on the edge of
-the Forest of St. Germains. It was a curious solitary pavilion, bought
-by his father as a very young man, and dear to Berwick and his sister as
-having been the scene,--the speaker's accents became more deeply
-tender,--of their parents' honeymoon. Within a drive of this enchanting
-spot was the little town of Poissy, where the mail train could be made
-to stop and where, the day after to-morrow, he would be waiting--
-
-Barbara sat listening. She had raised her head and was staring straight
-before her. Berwick looked at her with entreating eyes--"It is close to
-Paris! Besides, they know you will be moving about."
-
-"It is not that," she spoke with difficulty, hardly knowing why she felt
-so torn by conflicting feelings of shame and pain. Perhaps it was only
-because the evocation of St. Germains brought the presence of her mother
-before her.
-
-She tried to tell herself that she had known that this would--nay,
-must--happen. The battle had been fought and lost before to-night.
-During the long solitary days Barbara had just lived through, she had
-acknowledged that she could not give up Berwick,--rather than that they
-must inevitably come to do what Lord Bosworth and Madame Sampiero had
-done. And yet this discussion, the unfolding of this plan, filled her
-with humiliation and misery. "When I come back," she said, looking at
-him, for the first time straight in the eyes, "I shall have to tell my
-god-mother--and--and Doctor McKirdy the truth."
-
-"You will do what you wish. We shall both do exactly what you think
-right, my dearest!" Berwick could hardly believe in his own amazing good
-fortune, and yet he also felt ill at ease. "Barbara," he said suddenly,
-"before I go--and I ought to be going now, for I shall cross to France
-to-morrow--I want to tell you something----"
-
-"Something else?" there was a tone of appeal in her voice.
-
-"Yes, it will not take long. Perhaps I ought to have begun by doing so.
-Some time ago Oliver Boringdon made me a curious confidence. He told me
-that, were you ever free to marry, he meant to make you an offer, and if
-you refused,--he was good enough to intimate that he thought this quite
-possible,--to go on doing so at intervals unless you became the wife of
-another man!"
-
-Barbara looked at him, and then began to laugh helplessly, though the
-words had jarred on her horribly. "Oliver Boringdon? You can't have
-understood; how dared he say such a thing--about me?" and the tears ran
-down her cheeks.
-
-"Nay, he was right, perhaps, to say what he did. In any case I am sure
-you ought to know--it was my duty to tell you."
-
-"But why?" cried Barbara. "Why?"
-
-"A sop," he said with sudden sharpness, "to my own conscience."
-
-But conscience proved an unappeased, upbraiding companion during James
-Berwick's four-mile walk to Halnakeham station.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXI.
-
- "They have most power to hurt us whom we love;
- We lay our sleeping lives within their arms."
-
- BEAUMONT AND FLETCHER.
-
-
-A short avenue of chestnut trees, now in their scented glory of
-rose-pink blossom, hid the square red-brick hunting lodge, still known
-by its pre-Revolution name of Le Pavillon du Dauphin, from the broad
-solitary roadway skirting the Forest of St. Germains. Under this avenue
-James Berwick, his hands clasped behind him, his eyes bent on the
-ground, was walking up and down the morning of the day he was expecting
-Barbara to join him.
-
-It was seven o'clock--not early, according to French hours, for now and
-again the heavy wheels of a market cart, the jingling of the tiny bells
-hung on to the blue worsted-covered harness, the neighing of the horses,
-would break on his ear, and serve to remind him that he was in
-France--in the land where, if long tradition speaks truly, the thing
-that he was about to do would find many more honest apologists than in
-his own; in France which had given, close to this very spot, so
-magnificent a hospitality to his own Stuart ancestors. All about him lay
-the deep, mysterious, unbroken calm of the great forest; every trace of
-last summer's merrymakers--if, indeed, such people ever made their way
-to this, the further edge of the wooded peninsula,--had been completely
-obliterated. What more enchanting spot could be found in the wide world
-to form the setting of what he believed would be a life-long romance?
-
-Like most men, he had always seen something offensive, almost grotesque,
-in the preliminaries now usual to conventional marriage. Heavens! what a
-lack of imagination had the modern bride and bridegroom! Especially in
-England--especially in his own class. Here the mating birds, amid
-awakening spring, would sing his own and Barbara's epithalamium.
-
-And yet Berwick was not happy, as he had thought to be, to-day. Again
-and again during the long wakeful night he had just passed he had caught
-himself wondering whether his uncle, at the beginning of his long
-intimacy with Madame Sampiero, had felt such scruples as these which now
-tormented him. If so, they had soon vanished; Lord Bosworth, during many
-years, had been supremely content with life, and all that life brought
-him.
-
-Perhaps he, Berwick, was made of more scrupulous stuff. To-day he had to
-face the fact that in his cup of honey there was a drop of exceeding
-bitterness. The knowledge that Boringdon might be mistaken,--that
-Barbara might, after all, never be free,--made the matter scarcely more
-tolerable. Oliver had so spoken that at the time his words had carried
-conviction. Berwick asked himself why he had not told her the whole
-truth, and then let her be the judge as to what they should do. He had
-always been aware that there were the two streaks in his character--the
-two Stuart streaks--that of extreme nobility, and that which makes a man
-capable of acts of inexplicable betrayal.
-
-In vain he tried to persuade himself that now was too late to change.
-Human nature has its limits; in a few hours Barbara would be here, and
-with quickening pulses he tried to think only of the immediate future.
-Later on, there would--there must--come inevitable pain and difficulty;
-they would have to face the reproachful gaze of Madame Sampiero, the
-undoubted disapproval of Lord Bosworth, and yet whose example were he
-and Barbara now about to follow?
-
-The present was his own, no one--no one, that is, but himself--could
-deprive him of to-day's completed joy; and yet he would have given much
-to hasten the march of the lagging hours, to sleep, to dream the time
-away. Perhaps, when he was in the actual presence of the woman he loved
-with a depth of feeling which, to a certain extent, purified and
-rendered selfless his longing for her, he would find courage to tell her
-the whole of what Boringdon had said--
-
-This concession to his conscience lightened his heart, and he looked
-with leisurely and pleased gaze at the finely proportioned building--a
-miniature replica of what the central portion of the Palace of
-Versailles must have looked like in the days of Louis XIII. No wonder
-the curious, stately little pavilion had caught the fancy of his
-father--that whimsical, unfortunate Charles Berwick, whose son thought
-of him far oftener than he had ever done as a younger man. The Pavilion
-du Dauphin, put up for sale in one of France's many political
-convulsions, had only cost its English purchaser twenty thousand francs;
-and now each year Berwick received an offer from the French Government
-to buy the place back at five times that sum! He always refused this
-offer, and yet he came there but seldom, sometimes in the autumn for a
-few days, occasionally, perhaps once in two or three years, with
-Arabella. Since the death of his own mother, no woman save James
-Berwick's sister had enjoyed the rare charm of the old hunting lodge.
-
-The building was not fitted for ordinary life. It consisted of two vast
-central rooms,--that above the central hall being little more than a
-loft,--out of which opened smaller apartments, each and all bearing
-traces of the prodigal wealth and luxurious fancy of that fermier
-général into whose acquisitive hands the place had drifted for a while
-during the last half of the eighteenth century. It was he, doubtless,
-who had added the painted ceilings, the panels which Berwick's father
-believed had been painted by Nattier, and which, if this were so, would
-have made the Pavilion du Dauphin a bargain even at the price which
-Berwick yearly refused for it.
-
-When Arabella was there, the brother and sister managed very well
-without English servants, done for, and that most adequately, by an old
-garde de chasse, Jean Lecerf, and his wife, whom Berwick paid generously
-for looking after the property during the winter months of the year.
-
-This old couple,--with the solitary exception of Lord Bosworth, who
-rarely alluded to his younger brother,--were the only people who ever
-spoke to Berwick and his sister of their parents. Those eccentric
-parents, whose marriage had been in itself a wilful, innocent romance,
-culminating in a runaway wedding, had spent five summers here, bringing
-with them, after the first year, their baby daughter. The stories the
-Lecerfs had to tell of that time lost nothing in the telling!
-
-Mère Lecerf--a name generic of the soil in that part of Northern
-France--knew very little of her present employer, saving the agreeable
-fact that he must be very rich. She was quite unaware that he was a
-widower, and she had accepted with apparent satisfaction, and quaintly
-expressed felicitations, the story he had seen fit to tell her within an
-hour of his arrival the day before--namely that he was now married, and
-that his wife was coming to join him for a few days!
-
-Berwick would have preferred to make no such explanation, but something
-had to be said, and, after all, would not he henceforth regard Barbara
-Rebell as in very truth his honoured, his cherished wife?
-
-He walked from the outside air into the spacious room, into which the
-morning sun was streaming through the one immense window which gave on
-to a steep clearing, now carpeted with the vivid delicate green of
-lily-of-the-valley leaves. One of the qualities which had most delighted
-him in Barbara during the early days of their acquaintance had been her
-perception of, and delight in, natural beauty. How charmed she would be
-with this place! How the child which had awakened in her would revel in
-the strangeness of a dwelling-place which so little resembled the
-ordinary conventional house!
-
-Groups of fair shepherdesses, each attended by her faithful swain,
-smiled down from the pale grisaille walls, but close to the deep
-chimney,--indeed, fixed inside, above the wooden seat--was a reminder of
-an age more austere, more creative than that of Nattier. This was a
-framed sheet of parchment--a contemporary copy of Plantin's curious
-sonnet, "Le Bonheur de ce Monde," whose _naif_ philosophy of life has
-found echoes in many worthy hearts since it was first composed by the
-greatest of Flemish printers.
-
- "Avoir une maison, commode, propre, et belle,
- Un jardin tapissé d'espaliers odorans,
- Des fruits, d'excellent vin, peu de train, peu d'enfants,
- Posséder seul sans bruit une femme fidèle.
-
- "N'avoir dettes, amour, ni procès, ni querelle,
- Ni de partage à faire avecque ses parens,
- Se contenter de peu, n'espérer rien des Grands,
- Régler tous ses desseins sur un juste modèle.
-
- "Vivre avecque franchise et sans ambition,
- S'adonner sans scrupule à la dévotion,
- Domter ses passions, les rendre obéissantes.
-
- "Conserver l'esprit libre et le jugement fort,
- Dire son Chapelet en cultivant ses entes,
- C'est attendre chez soi bien doucement la mort."
-
-With the exception, perhaps, of three or four lines, Berwick now found
-himself in unexpected agreement with old Plantin's analysis of human
-happiness.
-
-And Barbara? Ah! she undoubtedly would agree with almost every word of
-it; he caught himself wondering whether the position he had won, and
-which he owed in a measure,--perhaps in a very great measure,--to his
-wife's fortune, would be really forfeited, were he to become again a
-comparatively poor man. Berwick had by no means forgotten what it was to
-be straitened in means; and he realised that want of substantial wealth
-had been a great bar even to Lord Bosworth. Still, oddly enough, the
-thought of giving up his wealth for the sake of Barbara was beginning to
-appeal to his imagination. He went so far as to tell himself that, had
-he come across her as a girl, he would of course have married her, and
-forfeited his large income without a regret.
-
-So it was that, during the long solitary spring day, spent by him almost
-wholly in the forest, Berwick experienced many phases of acute and
-varying feeling, most of which tended to war with the course to which he
-was being inexorably driven by his sense of honour rather than by his
-conscience.
-
-But for Boringdon's revelation as to Pedro Rebell's state, Berwick's
-conscience would have been at ease. So much he had the honesty to admit.
-Apart from that one point which so intimately involved his honour, he
-was without scruple, and that although he loved Barbara the more for
-being, as he well knew she was, scrupulous, and, as he thought,
-conscience-ridden. Nothing, so he told himself again and again during
-those hours of fierce battle, could alter the fact that she belonged to
-him in that special sense which is, as concerns a man and a woman, the
-outcome of certain emotional experiences only possible between two
-natures which are drawn to one another by an over-mastering instinct.
-
-In the days that followed the fire at Chancton Priory, there had arisen,
-between Berwick and Barbara, a deep, wordless intimacy and communion,
-which at the time had had the effect of making him divine what was in
-her mind, with a clearness which had struck those about them as being
-actually uncanny. And yet it was then, during those days, that Berwick
-had sworn to himself that his love was pure and selfless in its essence.
-As she had lain there, her hand quivering when it felt his touch, every
-gross element of his nature had become fused and refined in the clear
-flame of his passion. It had been during these exquisite, to him sacred
-moments, that he had told himself that on these terms of spiritual
-closeness and fusion he would be content to remain.
-
-But alas! that mood had quickly changed; and the interview with
-Boringdon had reawakened the violent primeval instinct which had
-slumbered,--only slumbered,--during the illness of Barbara. The
-knowledge that another man loved her, with an ordinary, natural love by
-no means free from that element of physical attraction which Berwick
-himself had been striving, not unsuccessfully, to control in his own
-heart, had had a curious effect upon him. His soul, ay, and something
-much less spiritual and more tangible than his soul, rushed down from
-Heaven to earth, and he began to allow himself, when in the company of
-the woman he loved, certain experiments, slight, almost gossamer in
-texture, but which he would afterwards recall with a strange mingling of
-shame and rapture, for they proved him master of that most delicate and
-sensitive of human instruments, a pure and passionate heart.
-
-The wide solitary glades carpeted with flowers, the chestnut groves,
-skirting the great avenue of firs, which is one of the glories of the
-Forest,--everything to-day seemed to minister to his passion, to bring
-Barbara Rebell vividly before him. Coming on a bank from whose mossy
-surface sprang high, delicately tinted windflowers, Berwick was suddenly
-haunted by a physical memory--that of Barbara's movement of surrender
-two days before. Again he felt her soft quivering mouth yielding itself
-to his lips, and, still so feeling, he suddenly bent down and put these
-lips, now sanctified, to the cool petals of a windflower. Was it a sure
-instinct which warned him that Barbara's love for him, even if it
-contained every element the natural man seeks to find in his mate, was
-so far governed by conscience that she would never be really content and
-unashamed so long as they were outside the law? More, if Boringdon were
-right, if Pedro Rebell were indeed dying, and Barbara became in time
-James Berwick's wife, would she ever forget, would she ever cease to
-feel a pang of pain and remorse in, the fact of this episode, and of the
-confession which would--which must--follow after? He had to ask himself
-whether he was prepared to cast so dark a shadow over the picture of
-these days, these hours, which her mind would carry into all the future
-years of their lives.
-
- * * * * *
-
-More difficult, because far more subtle and unanswerable, was the
-knowledge that Boringdon might after all have been wrong, and that
-Barbara might never be free. In that case, so Berwick with fierce
-determination told himself, he would be fool indeed to retard the
-decisive step which would resolve what had already become, both to him
-and to Barbara, if the truth were to be faced honestly, an intolerable
-situation.
-
-But in his heart Berwick knew well that Oliver Boringdon had spoken the
-truth. Even now, to-day, release might have come, and Barbara might be a
-free woman. Slowly, painfully, as he fought and debated the question
-with himself, he became aware that only one course was compatible with
-his own self-respect.
-
-A secret misgiving, a hidden, unmentionable dread, which would have
-troubled, perhaps with reason, many a man in Berwick's position, was
-spared this man. He knew that he need have no fear that Barbara would
-misunderstand, or question, even in her heart of hearts, his sacrifice.
-It would not be now, but later, that she would suffer,--when they went
-back to their old humiliating position at Chancton, as lovers
-unacknowledged, separated, watched.
-
-And so, at last, the outcome of the struggle which saw him go through so
-many different moments of revolt and sharp temptation, was that Berwick
-brought himself to envisage that immediate renunciation, which seemed so
-much more difficult to face than did the further, if less poignant,
-sacrifice which still lay in the distant future, when, to make Barbara
-his wife, he would give up so much that had hitherto, or so he had
-thought, made life worth living.
-
-Slowly he made his way back to the Pavilion du Dauphin, there to set
-himself grimly to do all that was possible to make his decision, if not
-irrevocable, then most difficult of revocation. Mère Lecerf was abruptly
-told that as her master must leave the hunting lodge that night she must
-arrange to come and sleep there, in order that "Madame" should not be
-alone in the solitary building. But that, as Berwick well knew, was by
-no means enough, for Mère Lecerf would acquiesce in any change of plan
-with joyful alacrity.
-
-So it was that six o'clock saw him passing into the Pavilion Henri IV.,
-the famous hostelry which terminates the long Terrace of St. Germains.
-There he was well known, and could, in his present mood, have well
-spared the delight with which his orders were received, as also the few
-sentences in which the landlady's young daughter aired her English. "But
-how so! Of course! The most beautiful of our rooms shall be ready for
-Monsieur's occupation. Perhaps for three nights? La, la! What a short
-sojourn! A carriage now, at once? Another one to be at the Pavilion du
-Dauphin this evening? But yes, certainly!"
-
- * * * * *
-
-Barbara, stepping down from the high French railway carriage, looked
-about her with a strange shrinking and fear in her dark eyes. From the
-moment she had left the boat she had been reminded, and that
-intolerably, of another journey taken, not alone,--on the day of her
-marriage to Pedro Rebell. The last few months seemed obliterated, and
-Berwick for the moment forgotten. She was haunted by two very different
-presences,--that of her mother, and that of the West Indian planter,
-whose physical nearness, which had ever, from their marriage day onward,
-filled her with agonised revolt and terror, she seemed now to feel as
-she had not felt it for years, for he had soon tired of his victim. Had
-it not been that thoughts of Madame Sampiero, and of the duty she owed
-to the paralysed woman, restrained her, she would have been tempted to
-open the railway carriage door and step out into the rushing wind, and
-so end, for ever, the conflict in her mind.
-
-There are women, more women than men, who are born to follow the
-straight way,--to whom crooked paths are full of unknown terrors. Such a
-woman was Barbara Rebell. And yet the sight of Berwick,--Berwick, pale
-indeed, but quiet, self-possessed and smiling, as they advanced towards
-each other across the primitive little station,--brought comfort, and
-even security, to her heart. It was so clearly impossible that he would
-wish to work her any ill--
-
-No other passenger had got out at Poissy, and the station-master, who
-knew the owner of the Pavillon du Dauphin, looked with curiosity at the
-man and woman now going towards one another. The information given to
-Mère Lecerf had already reached him, "Cold types, these English!" but he
-cheered up when he saw Berwick suddenly bend down and kiss each of the
-traveller's pale cheeks, in French husbandly fashion. "Salut Monsieur!
-Salut Madame!" the familiar accents fell sweetly on Barbara's ear as she
-walked through to the town square, where a victoria was waiting to take
-them to the Pavillon du Dauphin.
-
-As she sat, silent by his side, Berwick took her hand in his. Again and
-again he opened his lips to speak, to tell her of his decision. But
-something seemed to hold him back from doing so now. Later, when they
-were alone, would be time enough.
-
-And Barbara? Still full of vague, unsubstantial fears, she yet felt
-free--absolutely free--from the presence which had journeyed by her
-side. Berwick now stood between herself and Pedro Rebell, but, during
-the long silent drive up the steep road leading from the valley to the
-forest plateau, Barbara's mother seemed to stand sentinel between
-herself and Berwick.
-
- * * * * *
-
-At last they were alone,--alone in the shadow-filled hall where the
-beams of the May moon, slanting in through the wide, curtainless window,
-warred with the light thrown by the lamp still standing on the table
-where they had sat at supper half an hour before.
-
-As she heard the door shut behind Madame Lecerf, Barbara had risen and
-gone over to the friendly glow of the fire. She was now sitting, rather
-rigidly upright, on the wooden bench which formed a kind of inglenook
-within the stone fireplace. Just above her head hung the faded gilt
-frame containing Plantin's sonnet; her hands were clasped loosely over
-her knees, and she was looking straight into the heart of the burning
-peat.
-
-Berwick, himself in shadow, watched her in tense silence; there was
-something enigmatical, and to him rather fearful, in her stillness,--in
-some ways he felt her more remote from himself than he had ever felt her
-to be since the night they had first met.
-
-When driving from Poissy, he had taken her hand, and she had let it rest
-in his; but only for one brief moment, during the last two hours, had
-the woman he loved shown any sign of emotion. This was when, as they sat
-at table, the old French woman serving them had said, in answer to some
-question: "Mais oui, Madame Berwick!" and Barbara's face had suddenly
-become flooded with colour.
-
-At last she looked round from the fire, and sought to see where her
-companion was sitting. Berwick thought the gesture beckoned; he leapt up
-and came forward with a certain eagerness, and, standing before her,
-smiled down into her serious eyes.
-
-Suddenly she put out her hand and touched his sleeve. "Won't you sit
-down," she said, "here, by me?"
-
-He obeyed, and she felt his arm slowly gathering her to him, while he,
-on his side, became aware that she first shrank back, and then gradually
-yielded to his embrace. Nay more, she suddenly laid her cheek against
-his lips with a curious childish abandonment, but he knew there was
-something wanting,--something which had been there during the moment
-that their souls, as well as their bodies, had rushed together the
-last,--the only time, till now,--that he had held her in his arms.
-
-She made a slight, an ineffectual effort to disengage herself as she
-asked in a low voice: "Why did your servant call me that? Call me, I
-mean, by your name?"
-
-"Because," he answered, rather huskily, "because I told her that you
-were my wife. I hope that name is what all will call you some day."
-
-Barbara's lips trembled. "No," she said very slowly, "I do not think
-that will ever happen. God will not let me be so happy. I have not
-deserved it." Yet even as she said the words, he felt, with quick,
-overmastering emotion, that she was surrendering herself, in spirit as
-well as in body, and that she came willingly.
-
-He turned and caught her more closely to him.
-
-"Listen," he said hoarsely, "listen while I say something to you that
-perhaps I ought to have said before, earlier, to-night."
-
-Then, rather suddenly, he withdrew his arms from about the slight
-rounded figure enfolded in them. The utterance of what he had made up
-his mind must now be said had become immeasurably more difficult during
-the last few moments. He asked himself, with rough self-reproach and
-self-contempt, why he had so delayed, why he had allowed her to come
-here to be so wholly at his mercy, and he--yes, he--at hers? He got up
-and walked slowly to the other side of the great room, and came back,
-even more slowly, to where Barbara was sitting.
-
-There he knelt down by her.
-
-"Barbara," he said, "be kind to me! Help me! My pure angel, what does
-your heart tell you would be to-night the greatest proof of my love--of
-my adoration of you?"
-
-And then the most amazing, and, to the man looking up at her with
-burning eyes the most moving, change came over the face bent down to
-his. Barbara had understood. But she said nothing,--only slipped down
-and put her arms, a wholly voluntary movement of caress, round him, in a
-strange speechless passion of gratitude and tenderness.
-
-"Ah, Barbara," he said, "you have made me know you too well. You have
-allowed me to see too clearly into your heart not to know that I was a
-brute to ask you to do this thing,--to do that which I knew you believed
-to be wrong." And, as she pressed more closely to him, her tears wetting
-his face, he went on: "But I promise,--I swear,--I will never ask it of
-you again. We will go on as we did,--as we found ourselves able to
-do,--after the fire."
-
-"But will not that make you unhappy?" Her lips scarcely moved as she
-whispered the words, looking into his strained face with sad, beseeching
-eyes.
-
-"Yes," he said, rather shortly, "if I thought it impossible, or even
-improbable, that you would become my wife, it would make me very
-unhappy, but that, or so I believe, is not impossible, not even
-improbable. Ah, Barbara, must I tell you,--do you wish me to tell
-you,--everything?"
-
-She looked up at him with a sudden fear and perplexity. What did he
-mean, what was it he had heard and wished to keep from her? But she
-would trust him, trust him to the end, and so, "No," she whispered,
-"tell me nothing you would ever regret having told me. I am quite
-content, nay, more than content, with your goodness to your poor
-Barbara."
-
- * * * * *
-
-An hour later Berwick was driving away from the Pavillon du Dauphin, not
-to the station as Mère Lecerf believed, but to St. Germains, within
-easy, tantalising distance of the woman he had just left,--a very
-tearful, a very radiant, a most adoring, and alas! a most adorable
-Barbara.
-
-Looking out with absent eyes across the great moonlit plain to his left,
-Berwick thought over the strange little scene which had taken place. He
-hardly knew what he had said,--in any case far less than he had meant.
-Not a word, for instance, of what Boringdon had told him,--how could he
-have spoilt, with the image of death, such an evening as had just been
-theirs? Heavens! how strangely Barbara had altered, even before that
-whispered assurance that he would never, never ask her to do that which
-she thought wrong.
-
-When he had first brought her into the Pavilion, there had been
-something tragic, as well as touching, in her still submissiveness of
-manner. But afterwards--ah, afterwards!--he had been privileged to see a
-side of her nature--ardent, yet spiritual, passionate, yet pure,--which
-he felt that he alone had the power to awaken, which had manifested
-itself only for him. How happy each had been in the feeling of nearness
-to the other, in the knowledge that they were at last free from
-watching, even if kindly, eyes, and listening ears,--what happiness they
-promised each other for the morrow! They would give themselves, so
-Berwick told Barbara, three days in this sylvan fairy land, and then he
-would take her to Paris, and go himself back to England.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Barbara Rebell never knew that those three days, of to her unalloyed
-bliss, held dark hours for her companion--hours when he cursed himself
-for a quixotic fool. But, even in the midst of that strange experience,
-Berwick was able to write in all honesty to his sister, the only human
-being to whom he confided the fact that he was in France,--might she not
-already have learnt it from some less trustworthy source?--certain
-cryptic words, to which she could then attach no meaning: "One word
-more. I wish to remind you that appearances are deceitful, and also to
-tell you that I have at last found that it is possible to be good, to be
-happy, and also to have a good time."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXII.
-
- "There are moments struck from midnights!"
-
- ROBERT BROWNING.
-
-
-Within a week of her return to Chancton Priory, Barbara heard of Pedro
-Rebell's serious condition. A short, dry note from Andrew Johnstone
-conveyed to her the fact that he was dying, and that, whether he lived a
-few weeks or a few months longer was in his own hands,--a question,
-however, only of time, and of a short time.
-
-Berwick had judged truly the woman he had grown to love with so intimate
-an understanding and sympathy. The news of approaching release let loose
-in Barbara's mind a flood of agonising memories, which crowded out for a
-while everything else. During the long years she had endured every
-humiliation such a man as Pedro Rebell could inflict on so proud, and so
-sensitive a human being as herself, she had never foreseen this way of
-escape. He had ever seemed instinct with a rather malignant vitality,
-and the young,--Barbara had remained in some ways very young after her
-marriage,--are not apt to take death into their calculations.
-
-For some days she told none of those about her of the astounding news
-she had received from Santa Maria, but the two in whose thoughts she
-dwelt constantly divined her knowledge. It quickened Boringdon's desire
-to leave Chancton, and, with that self-delusion to which men who love
-are so often prone, in Mrs. Rebell's new coldness of manner to himself,
-he saw hope. Not so James Berwick,--he, judging more truly, was seized
-with a great fear lest Barbara should think it her duty to go back to
-Santa Maria. Rather than that, so he told himself during those days of
-strain and waiting for the confidence which she withheld, he would go
-himself,--men have gone stranger pilgrimages on behalf of their
-beloveds.
-
-At last he told her that he knew what was so deeply troubling her. "And
-you are thinking," he said quietly, "that perhaps you ought to go back
-and look after him till the end? Is not that so?"
-
-Barbara looked at him very piteously,--they were walking under the
-beeches, and, having wandered off the path, were now utterly alone. But,
-before she could speak, he again opened his lips: "If such action is
-necessary, if you do not think he will be well cared for by those about
-him, I will go for you."
-
-"You?" Barbara's dark eyes dilated with sudden fear--"Oh! no, not
-you!----"
-
-"Indeed, you could trust me to do all that was possible. You do not
-think, surely, that your actual presence would be welcome to him?" The
-words were uttered very quietly, but, as he asked the apparently
-indifferent question, Berwick clenched the stick he held with a nervous
-movement.
-
-"No, I should not be personally welcome." Barbara spoke in a low voice,
-almost in a whisper; she felt it impossible to make those confidences
-regarding her life with Pedro Rebell which another woman would, perhaps,
-in her place, have been eager to make. And yet she longed to convey to
-Berwick how short-lived on his part had been the sudden attraction which
-had led this half-Spaniard to behave, in those sad weeks just before and
-after her father's death, so as to bring her to believe that marriage
-with him was the only way out of a difficult and undignified situation;
-how little, when once he was married to her, the man who was now dying
-had taken her into his scheming, vicious life.
-
-But now she could say nothing of all this. And yet those few words with
-Berwick comforted her, and made her see more clearly, even gave her
-courage to telegraph to the Johnstones,--only to receive the decided
-answer that all that could be done was being done, and that her coming,
-from every point of view, was undesirable.
-
-Then, and not till then, did Mrs. Rebell tell her god-mother the news
-which meant so much to her, indeed to them both.
-
-Madame Sampiero made but one comment--"James Berwick must have known
-this before you went to France!"
-
-Barbara bent forward to hear the quickly muttered words. The suggestion
-surprised her, perhaps troubled her a little. She hesitated,--but surely
-such knowledge could not have reached him before it reached herself, and
-so, "No--I do not think so," she said.
-
-"Ah! well, I do think so----"
-
-Madame Sampiero said no other word, but when her mind--that shrewd,
-acute mind, as keenly able to weigh actions and to judge those about her
-as ever it had been--pondered the confession Barbara had made to her
-immediately on her return from France, her heart grew very tender to
-James Berwick. She realised, what one who had been a better woman than
-herself would perhaps not have understood so well, the force of the
-temptation which must have assailed the man who loved Barbara with so
-jealous and instinctive a passion. At last, too, Madame Sampiero
-understood the riddle of Oliver Boringdon's sudden resignation of the
-conduct of her business. It must have been from him that Berwick had
-learnt that Mrs. Rebell was on the eve of becoming a free woman. But not
-even to Doctor McKirdy did the paralysed mistress of the Priory say what
-was in her mind; the old Scotchman divined that her view as to the
-danger of the relation of her god-daughter and Berwick had altered, and
-that the change had come about because of some confidence--or was it
-confession?--made by Barbara within a few hours of her return from
-Paris. Only Madame Sampiero,--and, long afterwards, Arabella
-Berwick,--ever knew of those three days spent by Berwick and Barbara at
-St. Germains.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The one person in Chancton, to whom Boringdon made any explanation
-concerning his resignation of the post he had now held for nearly two
-years, was Lucy Kemp. His mother told her many acquaintances that the
-public office her son had left to enter Parliament had found it quite
-impossible to carry on its portion of the nation's work without him, and
-that a very great inducement had been held out to him to persuade him to
-go back! But of these confidences of Mrs. Boringdon's he was happily
-ignorant, and to Lucy alone Oliver felt a longing to justify the future
-as well as the present.
-
-Shortly, baldly, making no excuse for himself, unconsciously trusting to
-her sympathy, and to the instinctive understanding she had always shown
-where he and his feelings were concerned, he told her the truth, adding
-in conclusion: "You, now knowing her as you did not know her before the
-fire, can understand my----" he hesitated, then brought the words out
-with a certain effort,--"my love for her. I shall wait a year; I should
-not insult her by coming any sooner. I do not expect to be listened
-to--at first. She has suffered----" Again he stopped abruptly, then went
-on: "Lucy, do you think it strange that I should tell you all this?"
-And, as she shook her head, he added: "Lately she has seemed to avoid
-me,--that is, since her return from France, in fact since I know that my
-brother-in-law's letter must have reached her."
-
-A sharp temptation assailed Lucy Kemp. Would it be so very wrong to
-break her promise to Mrs. Rebell,--that promise given so solemnly the
-night of the fire? Could she not say a word, only a word, indicating
-that he was making a terrible mistake? What hope could there be for
-Oliver Boringdon if Barbara loved James Berwick? But the girl fought
-down the longing, and Boringdon's next words showed her that perhaps he
-knew or guessed more than she had thought possible.
-
-"Perhaps you have heard,--I know my mother has done so,--foolish gossip
-concerning Mrs. Rebell and James Berwick, but I can assure you that
-there is no truth in it. Berwick's financial condition makes it
-impossible that he should think of marriage." And, as something in
-Lucy's look or manner made him aware that she also had heard of, perhaps
-had noticed, the constant presence of Berwick at the Priory, Oliver bit
-his lip and went on, rather hurriedly: "I am not excusing him. I think
-his assumption of friendship with Mrs. Rebell has been regrettable. But,
-Lucy, I spoke to him about it, and though in doing so I lost his
-friendship, I am quite sure that it made a difference, and that it
-caused him to realise the harm he might be doing. In a country
-neighbourhood such as this, a man cannot be too careful." Oliver
-delivered himself of this maxim with considerable energy.
-
-He seemed to be about to add something, then changed his mind. One
-further word, however, he did say:
-
-"I wonder if you would let me write to you sometimes, and if Mrs. Kemp
-would mind your sometimes writing to me? In any case I hope my mother
-will hear from you."
-
-And then, for a short space of time, a deep calm settled over Chancton.
-Berwick, who was staying at Fletchings, came almost daily, spending,
-'tis true, long hours in Barbara's company, but treating her, during
-that strange interval of waiting, with a silent, unmaterial tenderness
-which moved and rather surprised those about them.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Barbara and her god-mother were in the Blue drawing-room, spending
-there, not unhappily, a solitary evening. Spring had suddenly become
-summer. It was so hot that the younger woman, when coming back from the
-dining-room, had left the doors deliberately wide open, but no sound
-came from the great hall and upper stories of the Priory.
-
-Madame Sampiero preferred the twilight, and the two candles, placed far
-behind her couch, left her own still face and quivering lips in shadow,
-while casting a not unkindly light on her companion.
-
-Barbara had been fanning the paralysed woman, but during the last few
-moments she had let the fan fall idly on her knee, and she was looking
-down with a look of gravity, almost of suffering, on her face. She was
-thinking, as she so often did think in these days, of Pedro Rebell,
-wondering if she ought to have gone back to Santa Maria as soon as she
-received Andrew Johnstone's letter. Had she believed that her presence
-would bring pleasure or consolation to the man who, she was told, was so
-soon to die, she might have found the strength to go to him,--her mother
-would have said that in any case her duty was to be there,--but then her
-mother had never come across, had never imagined--thank God that it was
-so!--such a man as her daughter had married. And so little does even the
-tenderest and most intelligent love bridge the gulf between any two of
-us, that Madame Sampiero, taking note of the downcast eyes, thought
-Barbara absorbed in some happy vision of dreams come true.
-
-A good and noble deed, even if it takes the unusual form of supreme
-personal self-abnegation, often has a far-reaching effect, concealed,
-and that for ever, from the doer. How amazed James Berwick would have
-been to learn that one result of his renunciation had been to broaden,
-to sweeten Madame Sampiero's whole view of human nature! She realised,
-far more than Barbara Rebell could possibly do, the kind of heroism such
-conduct as that of Berwick had implied in such a nature as his, and she
-understood and foresaw its logical consequence--the altering, the
-reshaping in a material form, of the whole of his future life and
-career.
-
-Sometimes, when gazing at her god-daughter with those penetrating blue
-eyes which had always been her greatest beauty, and which remained, in a
-peculiar pathetic sense, the windows of her soul and the interpreters of
-her inmost heart, the mistress of Chancton Priory wondered if Barbara
-was aware of what James Berwick had done, and of what he evidently meant
-to do, for her sake.
-
-To-night these thoughts were specially present to Madame Sampiero;
-slowly, but very surely, she also was making up her mind to what would
-be, on her part, an act of supreme self-humiliation and renunciation.
-
-"Barbara," she said, in the hoarse muffled tone of which the
-understanding was sometimes so difficult--"listen--" Mrs. Rebell started
-violently, the two words broke the silence which seemed to brood over
-the vast house. "I have determined to receive Julian--Lord Bosworth. You
-will prepare him"--she paused a moment, then concluded more
-indistinctly, "for the sight he is to see."
-
-"But, Marraine, it is _you_ he loves, and not--not----" Mrs. Rebell's
-voice was choked by tears. She slipped down on her knees, and laid her
-two hands on Madame Sampiero's stiff fingers, while she looked
-imploringly up into the still face.
-
-Suddenly, as she knelt there, a slight sound fell on Barbara's ears; she
-knew it at once as that of the door, leading from the great hall to the
-vestibule, being quietly closed from the inside. A moment later there
-came the rhythmical thud of heavy footsteps making their way, under the
-music gallery, across to the staircase. A vague feeling of fear
-possessed the kneeling listener. Into her mind there flashed the thought
-that whoever had come in must have walked across the lawn very softly,
-also that the footfalls striking so distinctly on her ear were
-unfamiliar.
-
-Then, in a moment, an amazing, and, to Barbara Rebell, a very awful
-thing took place. The stiff fingers she held so firmly slipped from her
-grasp, she felt a sudden sensation of void, and, looking up, she saw
-Madame Sampiero, drawn to her full height, standing by the empty couch.
-A moment later the tall figure was moving with steady swiftness towards
-the door which stood open at the other end of the long room--Barbara
-sprang up, and rushed forward; she was just in time to put her arms
-round her god-mother as Madame Sampiero suddenly swayed--wavered--
-
-There was a moment of tense silence, for outside in the hall the heavy
-footsteps had stayed their progress--
-
-"It is Julian." Madame Sampiero spoke quite distinctly, but she was
-leaning heavily, heavily, on her companion, and Barbara could feel the
-violent trembling of her emaciated body. "He used to come--in that
-way--long ago--He thinks I am upstairs. You must go and find him--"
-
-To Barbara, looking back, as she often did look back during her later
-life, to that night, three things, in their due sequence, stood out
-clearly--the terrifying sight of the paralysed woman walking with such
-firm swift steps down the long room; the slow and fearful progress back
-to the couch; and then, her own fruitless, baffling search through the
-upper stories of the Priory--a search interrupted at intervals by the
-far-away, but oh! how clear and insistent voice, crying out "Barbara!"
-"Barbara!" a cry which, again and again, brought the seeker hurrying
-down, but with never a word of having found him whom she sought.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Doctor McKirdy, coming in as he always did come each evening, was the
-only human being to whom Mrs. Rebell ever told what had occurred; and
-she was indifferent to the knowledge that he discredited her statement
-as to how far Madame Sampiero had walked before she, Barbara, had caught
-the swaying figure in her arms. Would she herself have believed the
-story, had it been told her? No, for nothing could have convinced her of
-its truth but the evidence of her own eyes.
-
-As was his way when what he judged to be serious illness or disturbance
-was in question, the old Scotchman was very silent, intent at first only
-on soothing his patient, and on having her transported upstairs as
-quickly and as quietly as possible. At last Barbara heard the words, "I
-promise ye most solemnly I will look mysel', but no doubt he's away by
-now, slipt out somehow"--uttered in the gentle voice he only kept for
-the woman to whom he was speaking, and which he rarely used even to her.
-And so, when Madame Sampiero was finally left with Jean--Jean, whose
-stern countenance showed no quiver of curiosity or surprise, though she
-must have known well enough that something very unusual had
-happened--Mrs. Rebell followed Doctor McKirdy downstairs.
-
-"Then you do think it really was Lord Bosworth?" she asked rather
-eagerly.
-
-"Indeed I do not!" he turned on her fiercely, "I just think it was
-nobody but your fancy!"
-
-Barbara felt foolishly vexed.
-
-"But, Doctor McKirdy, some man undoubtedly came in, and walked across
-the hall. We both heard him, quite distinctly."
-
-"And of whom were ye thinking,--ay, and may-be talking,--when ye both
-heard this mysterious person?"
-
-It was a random shot, but Barbara reddened and remained silent.
-
-Doctor McKirdy, however, did not pursue his advantage. "Look ye here,"
-he said, not unkindly, "try and get that notion out of her head, even if
-ye can't out of yours. If I thought he had come, that it was he"--he
-clenched his hands, "'Twould be a dastardly thing to do after what I've
-told him of her state! But, Mrs. Barbara, believe me, 'twas all
-fancy,"--he looked at her with an odd twisted smile, "I'll tell you
-something I've never told. Years ago, just after Madam's bad illness, I
-went away, more fool I, for what they call a change. Well, wherever I
-went they followed me--she and little Julia, as much there before me as
-you are now! 'Twas vain to reason with myself. Julia, poor bairn, was
-dead--who should know it as well as I?--and Madam lay stretched out
-here. And yet--well, since then I've known that seeing is not all
-believing. Once I got back,--to her, to them,--I laid their wraiths."
-
-Barbara shuddered. "Then you are not going to look any more? I quite
-admit that whoever came in is probably gone away by now."
-
-"Of course I'll make a round of the place. D'ye think I'd break my word
-in that fashion?"
-
-Together they made a long and fruitless search through the vast old
-house, and up to the last moment Barbara thought it possible they might
-find someone in hiding, some poor foot-sore sailor tramp, may-be, who
-had wandered in, little knowing of the trouble he was bringing--but the
-long search yielded nothing.
-
-"Are ye satisfied _now_?" Doctor McKirdy held up the hooded candle, and
-turned the light on her flushed, excited face.
-
-"Yes!--no!--I mean that of course I know now there is no one in the
-house, but someone, a man, certainly came in."
-
-For long hours Barbara lay awake, listening with beating heart for any
-unwonted sound, but none broke across the May night, and she fell asleep
-as the birds woke singing.
-
-At eight in the morning Léonie brought her a note just arrived from
-Fletchings: "DEAREST,--Your kind heart will be grieved to learn that my
-uncle died, quite suddenly, last evening. I nearly came over, then
-thought it wisest to wait till the morning. Better perhaps make McKirdy
-break it to her."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIII.
-
- "O sovereign power of love! O grief! O balm!"
-
-
-A whole year had gone by, and it had been, so Chancton village and the
-whole neighbourhood agreed, the dullest and longest twelve months the
-place had ever known. What events had happened had all been of a
-disturbing or lugubrious character, and even Miss Vipen confessed that
-there had been really nothing pleasant to talk about!
-
-The Cottage was again empty, for Oliver Boringdon and his mother had
-gone, and their departure, especially that of Mrs. Boringdon, had
-certainly been viewed with sincere regret. She was such an agreeable,
-pleasant person, and the village people on their side had soon regretted
-Oliver's just dealings, which compared most commendably with the
-favouritism and uncertain behaviour of Doctor McKirdy, who now, as
-before Mr. Boringdon's brief tenure of the land agency, acted as
-go-between to the tenants and Madame Sampiero.
-
-Another occurrence, which had certainly played its part in bringing
-about the general dulness and flatness that seemed to hang over the
-place as a pall, had been the death, from sudden heart failure, of Lord
-Bosworth. The owner of Fletchings had been for many years the great man
-of the neighbourhood; his had been the popular presence at all the local
-functions he could be persuaded to attend, and there had been a constant
-stream of distinguished and noteworthy folk to and from his country
-house. Even those who only saw Lord Bosworth's distinguished guests
-being conveyed to and from the station, shared in the gratification
-afforded by their presence. The only day which stood out in the
-recollection of both gentle and simple was that of Lord Bosworth's
-funeral; quite a number of really famous people had come down from
-London to be present.
-
-Then had followed many pleasant discussions, in Miss Vipen's
-drawing-room and elsewhere, concerning the late peer's will. Lord
-Bosworth had left everything that could be left away from his heir to
-the latter's sister, and this of course was as it should be. But there
-had been a few curious bequests; a considerable legacy, for instance, to
-Madame Sampiero's old housekeeper, Mrs. Turke; the dead man's watch and
-chain, a set of pearl studs, and a valuable snuff-box which had been
-given to him by the Emperor of the French, actually became the property
-of Doctor McKirdy, who--so said popular rumour--had begun by declining
-the legacy, and then, in deference to Madame Sampiero's wish, had
-accepted it! All agreed that it had been very generous of her to
-interest herself in the matter, for strange, very strange, to say, her
-name was not mentioned at all in the will! Oddest of all, in the opinion
-of the neighbourhood, was the bequest to Mrs. Rebell of the portrait of
-the child, described as that of "My daughter Julia"; but the picture
-still hung in what had been Lord Bosworth's study at Fletchings. There
-was a crumb of comfort inasmuch as the little estate had not been sold.
-Perhaps the new Lord Bosworth, to whom such an insignificant possession
-could be of but little account, intended to present it to his sister,
-Miss Berwick.
-
-The fact that all the Priory servants had been put into mourning had
-given most people subject for remark, and had rather scandalised
-everybody; it seemed to dot the i's and cross the t's of the now
-forgotten scandal. Indeed, the more charitable were inclined to think
-that the servants' mourning was really worn because of the death of Mrs.
-Rebell's husband, which had become known at Chancton two days after that
-of Lord Bosworth,--a fact which had prevented its attracting as much
-attention and comment as perhaps the event deserved.
-
-It had been noted, however, with a good deal of concern, that Mrs.
-Rebell did not wear proper widow's weeds; true, she made her widowhood
-the excuse for living a life of even greater seclusion than she had done
-before, and she wore black, but no one--so those interested in the
-matter declared--would take her for a newly-made widow.
-
-Yet another thing which had certainly contributed to the dulness of the
-neighbourhood had been the absence, the whole summer and autumn through,
-of the new Lord Bosworth,--for this of course had meant the shutting up
-of Chillingworth. After making an ineffectual, and, so most of the
-people belonging to that part of the world thought, a very ridiculous
-attempt to assert his right to go on sitting in the House of Commons, he
-had started "in a huff" for a tour round the world. But he wrote, so
-said report, very regularly to Madame Sampiero, and to his old nurse,
-Mrs. Turke. He had also sent to various humble folk in Chancton
-wonderful presents; no one connected with Chillingworth had been
-forgotten, not even Dean's new baby,--to whom, by the way, Dean's master
-had acted, being of course represented by proxy, as god-father.
-
-Now, however, the neighbourhood was waking up a little; for one thing
-the wanderer was home again, having hurried back to be present at the
-distribution of the Liberal loaves and fishes,--strange though it seemed
-that a peer should continue to be a Radical, especially such an
-immensely wealthy peer as was the new Lord Bosworth.
-
-With only one group of people might time be said to have stood quite
-still. These were General and Mrs. Kemp and their daughter Lucy. But
-Lucy was certainly less bright--perhaps one ought to say duller--than
-she used to be. On the other hand, she had become very intimate with
-Mrs. Rebell; they were constantly together, and people could not help
-wondering what the latter saw in Lucy Kemp.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was the third of April. Miss Vipen prided herself upon remembering
-dates; the anniversaries of birthdays, of weddings, of deaths, lingered
-in her well-stored mind, and she also kept a little book in which she
-noted such things. To-day was to be long remembered by her, for, having
-most fortunately had occasion to go across to the post office just after
-luncheon, she had seen, lying on the counter, a telegram containing a
-most extraordinary and unexpected piece of news.
-
-Miss Vipen regarded telegrams as more or less public property, and she
-had met the flustered postmaster's eye,--an eye she had known absolutely
-from its infancy,--with a look of triumphant confidence. Then, by
-amazing good luck, while on the way back to her own house, she had come
-across Mrs. Sampson, the rector's wife, and from her had won ample,
-overwhelming confirmation, of the most interesting event which had
-happened in the neighbourhood for years and years!
-
-It was a delightful spring day and Miss Vipen decided that, instead of
-waiting calmly at home until her usual circle gathered about her at tea
-time, she would make a number of calls, ensuring a warm welcome at each
-house by the amazing and secret tidings she would be able to bring. Mrs.
-Sampson was still bound to silence, and only the fact that Miss Vipen
-was already acquainted with the morning's happenings had made the
-rector's wife reluctantly complete, and as it were, round off, the
-story.
-
-Miss Vipen's first call was at Chancton Grange. Since General Kemp had
-behaved so strangely some two years before, turning on his heel and
-leaving her drawing-room before he had even said how do you do, she had
-scarcely ever crossed Mrs. Kemp's threshold. But to-day an unwonted
-feeling of kindness made her aware that the important piece of gossip
-she came to bring would make her welcome to at least one of the Grange's
-inmates, and to the one whom she liked best, for she had always been, so
-she assured herself to-day, rather fond of Lucy. Poor Lucy, wasting her
-youth in thinking of a man who would certainly never think of her, and
-yet with whom, so Miss Vipen understood, her parents very wrongly
-allowed her to correspond!
-
-The old lady was naturally delighted to find the inmates of the Grange
-all at home, and all three sitting together in the room into which she
-was shown. Both the General and his wife made what they flattered
-themselves was a perfectly successful attempt to conceal their surprise
-at seeing Miss Vipen, but they were not long left in doubt as to why she
-had come, for she plunged at once into the matter, looking sharply from
-her host to her hostess, and from Mrs. Kemp to Lucy, as she exclaimed,
-"I suppose that you have not heard the great news? You have no idea of
-what took place this morning? Here, in Chancton Church?"
-
-But General and Mrs. Kemp shook their heads, but their daughter began to
-look, or so Miss Vipen thought, rather guilty.
-
-"Well, there was a wedding at our church this morning! But you will
-never guess,--I defy any of you to guess,--who was the bride and who the
-bridegroom!"
-
-Then the speaker saw with satisfaction that General Kemp gave a sudden
-anxious glance at Lucy. "The lady has not lost much time," continued
-Miss Vipen, "for her husband has only been dead four or five months. Now
-can you guess who it is?"
-
-But Lucy broke the awkward silence. "Just ten months, Miss Vipen--Mrs.
-Rebell became a widow early in June----"
-
-"Well, no matter, but can you guess the name of the happy man? Of course
-one could give _two_ guesses----"
-
-But alas! Miss Vipen was denied her great wish to be the first to tell
-the delightful piece of news, for, while she was enjoying Mrs. Kemp's
-obvious discomfort, Lucy again spoke, and in a sharp voice very unlike
-her own,
-
-"Why, Mr. Berwick--I mean Lord Bosworth, of course! Who else could it
-be?" Then she looked rather deprecatingly at her parents: "I could not
-say anything about it, because it was told me only yesterday, as a
-great, a very great, secret."
-
-"And do you know," continued Miss Vipen in a rather discomfited tone,
-"who were the witnesses?"
-
-"No," said Lucy, "that I do not."
-
-"Doctor McKirdy for Lord Bosworth, and Daniel O'Flaherty, that Home
-Ruling barrister who is mixed up in so many queer cases, for Mrs.
-Rebell! I can tell you another most extraordinary thing. She was
-actually married in a white dress--not a veil of course, but a white
-gown and a hat. And who else do you think were there? Mrs. Turke--it's
-the first time to my knowledge that she's been in that church for
-years--the Scotchwoman, Jean, the French maid Léonie, and the butler
-McGregor! Mrs. Turke wore a pale blue watered silk dress and a pink
-bonnet; she cried, it seems, so loudly that Mr. Sampson became quite
-confused----"
-
-"And Miss Berwick?" said Lucy quietly, "was she not there too?"
-
-"Yes, of course; I was forgetting Miss Berwick. Well, this must be a sad
-day for her--after all her striving and scheming for her brother! No
-wonder he kept Fletchings, for I suppose they will have to live there
-now," Miss Vipen spoke with deep and sincere commiseration. "What a
-change for _him_ after Chillingworth! He becomes a pauper--for a peer,
-for a Cabinet Minister, an absolute pauper! They are going to France
-this afternoon for the honeymoon, but they are to be back soon."
-
- * * * * *
-
-When Miss Vipen had been seen safely out of the gate by General Kemp, he
-came back to find his wife alone. Lucy had gone up to her room.
-
-"I suppose you expected this, Mary?"
-
-"Yes--no"--Mrs. Kemp had an odd look on her face--"and yet I always
-liked Mr. Berwick from the very little I saw of him. But I confess I
-never thought this would happen. Indeed, I was afraid, Tom,--there is no
-harm in saying so now,--I was afraid that in time Oliver Boringdon would
-obtain what seemed to be the desire of his heart----"
-
-"Afraid?" cried the General, "Nothing could have pleased me better,
-excepting that I should have been sorry for Mrs. Rebell! I suppose that
-now you are quite delighted, Mary, at the thought that Boringdon will
-again begin haunting Lucy. It is not by my good will that you have
-allowed them to write to one another."
-
-Poor Mrs. Kemp! She had no answer ready. During the last year she had
-learnt what hatred was, for she had hated Oliver Boringdon with all the
-strength of her strong nature; not only had he left Chancton taking
-Lucy's heart with him, but he had made no effort to free himself of the
-unwanted possession. Nay, more, almost at once a regular correspondence
-had begun between the two, and though Lucy was not unwilling that her
-mother should see his letters, Mrs. Kemp did not find much to console
-her in them.
-
-And now? The mother realised that she must make haste to transform her
-feeling towards Oliver Boringdon into something akin to liking. As a
-beginning she now went up to Lucy's room, her heart yearning over the
-girl, but with no words prepared. Perhaps now her child would come back
-to her--the last year had been a long, sad year to Mrs. Kemp.
-
-Lucy was sitting idly by the rosewood davenport. There were traces of
-tears on her face. "Mother!" she said, "Oh, mother!" Then she took Mrs.
-Kemp's hand and laid her cheek against it. In a very different tone she
-added, "I felt rather ashamed at not telling you yesterday. Barbara
-would not have minded your knowing, but Lord Bosworth was anxious that
-no one should be told."
-
-"Is that why you are crying?" asked Mrs. Kemp in a low voice.
-
-"No, no, of course not! I am afraid--Oh! mother! do you think it will
-make _him_ very unhappy?"
-
-"For a little while," said Mrs. Kemp drily, "he will fancy himself so,
-and then he will begin to wonder whether, after all, she was quite
-worthy of him!"
-
-"Don't say that--don't think so unkindly of him!" Lucy stood up, she put
-her hand through her mother's arm, "Do you think people ever leave off
-caring, when they have once cared--so much?"
-
-"Lucy," said Mrs. Kemp, "have you ever wondered why your father and I
-married so late? You know we were engaged--first--when I was only
-nineteen----"
-
-"Because you were too poor!" cried Lucy quickly, "because father was in
-India!" and then, as her mother looked at her quite silently, the girl
-added, with a kind of cry, "Oh! mother! what do you mean?"
-
-"I mean,--I do not think that now he would be unwilling that you should
-know, my darling,--that a woman came between us. Someone not so good,
-not so innocent as Barbara Rebell,--for I do think that in this matter
-she was quite innocent, Lucy."
-
-"But father always liked you best, mother? How could he help it?"
-
-"No," said Mrs. Kemp, "there was a time when he did not like me best.
-There were years when he loved the other woman, and I was--well,
-horribly unhappy. And yet, you see, he came back to me,--I fought
-through,--and you, my dear one, will fight through, please God, to be as
-happy a woman as your mother has been ever since you have known her."
-
-
- THE END.
-
-
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-the speakers. Those words were retained as-is.
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-paragraphs and so that they are next to the text they illustrate. Thus
-the page number of the illustration might not match the page number in
-the List of Illustrations, and the order of illustrations may not be the
-same in the List of Illustrations and in the book.
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-unless otherwise noted.
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-as "repeated".
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-refinement".
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-replaced with "to which he had been listening the last three hours.".
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-On page 300, "L'orgueil, reméde souverain, qui n'est pas à l'usage des
-âmes endres." was replaced with "L'orgueil, remède souverain, qui n'est
-pas à l'usage des âmes tendres."
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