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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of Gladiator, by Philip Wylie
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-Title: Gladiator
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-Author: Philip Wylie
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- GLADIATOR
-
- Philip Wylie
-
- [Transcriber's Note: Extensive research did not uncover any evidence
- that the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]
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-
-I
-
-
-Once upon a time in Colorado lived a man named Abednego Danner and his
-wife, Matilda. Abednego Danner was a professor of biology in a small
-college in the town of Indian Creek. He was a spindling wisp of a man,
-with a nature drawn well into itself by the assaults of the world and
-particularly of the grim Mrs. Danner, who understood nothing and
-undertook all. Nevertheless these two lived modestly in a frame house on
-the hem of Indian Creek and they appeared to be a settled and peaceful
-couple.
-
-The chief obstacle to Mrs. Danner's placid dominion of her hearth was
-Professor Danner's laboratory, which occupied a room on the first floor
-of the house. It was the one impregnable redoubt in her domestic
-stronghold. Neither threat nor entreaty would drive him and what she
-termed his "stinking, unchristian, unhealthy dinguses" from that room.
-After he had lectured vaguely to his classes on the structure of the
-_Paramecium caudatum_ and the law discovered by Mendel, he would shut
-the door behind himself, and all the fury of the stalwart, black-haired
-woman could not drive him out until his own obscure ends were served.
-
-It never occurred to Professor Danner that he was a great man or a
-genius. His alarm at such a notion would have been pathetic. He was so
-fascinated by the trend of his thoughts and experiments, in fact, that
-he scarcely realized by what degrees he had outstripped a world that
-wore picture hats, hobble skirts, and straps beneath its trouser legs.
-However, as the century turned and the fashions changed, he was carried
-further from them, which was just as well.
-
-On a certain Sunday he sat beside his wife in church, singing snatches
-of the hymns in a doleful and untrue voice and meditating, during the
-long sermon, on the structure of chromosomes. She, bolt upright and
-overshadowing him, like a coffin in the pew, rigid lest her black silk
-rustle, thrilled in some corner of her mind at the picture of hell and
-salvation.
-
-Mr. Danner's thoughts turned to Professor Mudge, whose barren pate
-showed above the congregation a few rows ahead of him. There, he said to
-himself, sat a stubborn and unenlightened man. And so, when the weekly
-tyranny of church was ended, he asked Mudge to dinner. That he
-accomplished by an argument with his wife, audible the length of the
-aisle.
-
-They walked to the Danner residence. Mrs. Danner changed her clothes
-hurriedly, basted the roast, made milk sauce for the string beans, and
-set three places. They went into the dining-room. Danner carved, the
-home-made mint jelly was passed, the bread, the butter, the gravy; and
-Mrs. Danner dropped out of the conversation, after guying her husband on
-his lack of skill at his task of carving.
-
-Mudge opened with the usual comment. "Well, Abednego, how are the
-blood-stream radicals progressing?"
-
-His host chuckled. "Excellently, thanks. Some day I'll be ready to jolt
-you hidebound biologists into your senses."
-
-Mudge's left eyebrow lifted. "So? Still the same thing, I take it? Still
-believe that chemistry controls human destiny?"
-
-"Almost ready to demonstrate it," Danner replied.
-
-"Along what lines?"
-
-"Muscular strength and the nervous discharge of energy."
-
-Mudge slapped his thigh. "Ho ho! Nervous discharge of energy. You assume
-the human body to be a voltaic pile, eh? That's good. I'll have to tell
-Gropper. He'll enjoy it."
-
-Danner, in some embarrassment, gulped a huge mouthful of meat. "Why
-not?" he said. "Look at the insects--the ants. Strength a hundred times
-our own. An ant can carry a large spider--yet an ant is tissue and
-fiber, like a man. If a man could be given the same sinews--he could
-walk off with his own house."
-
-"Ha ha! There's a good one. Maybe you'll do it, Abednego."
-
-"Possibly, possibly."
-
-"And you would make a splendid piano-mover."
-
-"Pianos! Pooh! Consider the grasshoppers. Make a man as strong as a
-grasshopper--and he'll be able to leap over a church. I tell you, there
-is something that determines the quality of every muscle and nerve. Find
-it--transplant it--and you have the solution."
-
-Mirth overtook Professor Mudge in a series of paroxysms from which he
-emerged rubicund and witty. "Probably your grasshopper man will look
-like a grasshopper--more insect than man. At least, Danner, you have
-imagination."
-
-"Few people have," Danner said, and considered that he had acquitted
-himself.
-
-His wife interrupted at that point. "I think this nonsense has gone far
-enough. It is wicked to tamper with God's creatures. It is wicked to
-discuss such matters--especially on the Sabbath. Abednego, I wish you
-would give up your work in the laboratory."
-
-Danner's cranium was overlarge and his neck small; but he stiffened it
-to hold himself in a posture of dignity. "Never."
-
-His wife gazed from the defiant pose to the locked door visible through
-the parlour. She stirred angrily in her clothes and speared a morsel of
-food. "You'll be punished for it."
-
-Later in the day Mudge and Gropper laughed heartily at the expense of
-the former's erstwhile host. Danner read restively. He was forbidden to
-work on the Sabbath. It was his only compromise. Matilda Danner turned
-the leaves of the Bible and meditated in a partial vacuum of day-dreams.
-
-On Monday Danner hastened home from his classes. During the night he had
-had a new idea. And a new idea was a rare thing after fourteen years of
-groping investigation. "Alkaline radicals," he murmured as he crossed
-his lawn. He considered a group of ultra-microscopic bodies. He had no
-name for them. They were the "determinants" of which he had talked. He
-locked the laboratory door behind himself and bent over the microscope
-he had designed. "Huh!" he said. An hour later, while he stirred a
-solution in a beaker, he said: "Huh!" again. He repeated it when his
-wife called him to dinner. The room was a maze of test tubes, bottles,
-burners, retorts, instruments. During the meal he did not speak.
-Afterwards he resumed work. At twelve he prepared six tadpole eggs and
-put them to hatch. It would be his three hundred and sixty-first
-separate tadpole hatching.
-
-Then, one day in June, Danner crossed the campus with unusual haste.
-Birds were singing, a gentle wind eddied over the town from the slopes
-of the Rocky Mountains, flowers bloomed. The professor did not heed the
-reburgeoning of nature. A strange thing had happened to him that
-morning. He had peeped into his workroom before leaving for the college
-and had come suddenly upon a phenomenon.
-
-One of the tadpoles had hatched in its aquarium. He observed it eagerly,
-first because it embodied his new idea, and second because it swam with
-a rare activity. As he looked, the tadpole rushed at the side of its
-domicile. There was a tinkle and a splash. It had swum through the plate
-glass! For an instant it lay on the floor. Then, with a flick of its
-tail, it flew into the air and hit the ceiling of the room.
-
-"Good Lord!" Danner said. Old years of work were at an end. New years of
-excitement lay ahead. He snatched the creature and it wriggled from his
-grasp. He caught it again. His fist was not sufficiently strong to hold
-it. He left it, flopping in eight-foot leaps, and went to class with
-considerable suppressed agitation and some reluctance. The determinant
-was known. He had made a living creature abnormally strong.
-
-When he reached his house and unlocked the door of the laboratory, he
-found that four tadpoles, in all, had hatched. Before they expired in
-the unfamiliar element of air, they had demolished a quantity of
-apparatus.
-
-Mrs. Danner knocked on the door. "What's been going on in there?"
-
-"Nothing," her husband answered.
-
-"Nothing! It sounded like nothing! What have you got there? A cat?"
-
-"No--yes."
-
-"Well--I won't have such goings on, and that's all there is to it."
-
-Danner collected the débris. He buried the tadpoles. One was dissected
-first. Then he wrote for a long time in his notebook. After that he went
-out and, with some difficulty, secured a pregnant cat. A week later he
-chloroformed the tabby and inoculated her. Then he waited. He had been
-patient for a long time. It was difficult to be patient now.
-
-When the kittens were born into this dark and dreary world, Mr. Danner
-assisted as sole obstetrician. In their first hours nothing marked them
-as unique. The professor selected one and drowned the remainder. He
-remembered the tadpoles and made a simple calculation.
-
-When the kitten was two weeks old and its eyes opened, it was dieting on
-all its mother's milk and more besides. The professor considered that
-fact significant. Then one day it committed matricide.
-
-Probably the playful blow of its front paw was intended in the best
-spirit. Certainly the old tabby, receiving it, was not prepared for such
-violence from its offspring. Danner gasped. The kitten had unseamed its
-mother in a swift and horrid manner. He put the cat out of its misery
-and tended the kitten with trepidation. It grew. It ate--beefsteaks and
-chops, bone and all.
-
-When it reached three weeks, it began to jump alarmingly. The laboratory
-was not large enough. The professor brought it its food with the
-expression of a man offering a wax sausage to a hungry panther.
-
-On a peaceful Friday evening Danner built a fire to stave off the
-rigours of a cold snap. He and Mrs. Danner sat beside the friendly
-blaze. Her sewing was in her lap, and in his was a book to which he paid
-scant attention. The kitten, behind its locked door, thumped and mewed.
-
-"It's hungry," Mrs. Danner said. "If you must keep a cat, why don't you
-feed it?"
-
-"I do," he answered. He refrained, for politic reasons, from mentioning
-what and how much he fed it. The kitten mewed again.
-
-"Well," she repeated, "it sounds hungry."
-
-Danner fidgeted. The laboratory was unheated and consequently chilly.
-From its gloomy interior the kitten peered beneath the door and saw the
-fire. It sensed warmth. The feline affinity for hearths drew it. One paw
-scratched tentatively on the door.
-
-"It's cold," Mrs. Danner said. "Why don't you bring it here? No, I don't
-want it here. Take it a cover."
-
-"It--it has a cover." Danner did not wish to go into that dark room.
-
-The kitten scratched again and then it became earnest. There was a
-splitting, rending sound. The bottom panel of the door was torn away and
-it emerged nonchalantly, crossing the room and curling up by the fire.
-
-For five minutes Mrs. Danner sat motionless. Her eyes at length moved
-from the kitten to her husband's quivering face and then to the broken
-door. On his part, he made no move. The kitten was a scant six inches
-from his foot. Mrs. Danner rose. She went to the door and studied the
-orifice, prying at it with her fingers as if to measure the kitten's
-strength by her own. Then she turned the key and peered into the gloom.
-That required either consummate nerve or great curiosity. After her
-inspection she sat down again.
-
-Ten minutes passed. Danner cleared his throat. Then she spoke. "So.
-You've done it?"
-
-"Done what?" he asked innocently.
-
-"You've made all this rubbish you've been talking about strength--happen
-to that kitten."
-
-"It wasn't rubbish."
-
-"Evidently."
-
-At that crisis Mr. Danner's toe trembled and the kitten, believing it a
-new toy, curled its paws over the shoe. There was a sound of tearing
-leather, and the shoe came apart. Fortunately the foot inside it was not
-hurt severely. Danner did not dare to budge. He heard his wife's
-startled inhalation.
-
-Mrs. Danner did not resume her sewing. She breathed heavily and slow
-fire crept into her cheeks. The enormity of the crime overcame her. And
-she perceived that the hateful laboratory had invaded her portion of
-the house. Moreover, her sturdy religion had been desecrated. Danner
-read her thoughts.
-
-"Don't be angry," he said. Beads of perspiration gathered on his brow.
-
-"Angry!" The kitten stirred at the sound of her voice. "Angry! And why
-not? Here you defied God and man--and made that creature of the devil.
-You've overrun my house. You're a wicked, wicked man. And as for that
-cat, I won't have it. I won't stand for it."
-
-"What are you going to do?"
-
-Her voice rose to a scream. "Do! Do! Plenty--and right here and now."
-She ran to the kitchen and came back with a broom. She flung the front
-door wide. Her blazing eyes rested for a moment on the kitten. To her it
-had become merely an obnoxious little animal. "Scat! You little demon!"
-The broom came down on the cat's back with a jarring thud.
-
-After that, chaos. A ball of fur lashed through the air. What-not, bird
-cage, bookcase, morris chair flew asunder. Then the light went out. In
-the darkness a comet, a hurricane, ricochetted through the room. Then
-there was a crash mightier than the others, followed by silence.
-
-When Danner was able, he picked himself up and lighted the lamp. His
-wife lay on the floor in a dead faint. He revived her. She sat up and
-wept silently over the wreck of her parlour. Danner paled. A round
-hole--a hole that could have been made by nothing but a solid cannon
-shot--showed where the kitten had left the room through the wall.
-
-Mrs. Danner's eyes were red-rimmed. Her breath came jerkily. With
-incredulous little gestures she picked herself up and gazed at the hole.
-A draught blew through it. Mr. Danner stuffed it with a rug.
-
-"What are we going to do?" she said.
-
-"If it comes back--we'll call it Samson."
-
-And--as soon as Samson felt the gnawing of appetite, he returned to his
-rightful premises. Mrs. Danner fed him. Her face was pale and her hands
-trembled. Horror and fascination fought with each other in her soul as
-she offered the food. Her husband was in his classroom, nervously trying
-to fix his wits on the subject of the day.
-
-"Kitty, kitty, poor little kitty," she said.
-
-Samson purred and drank a quart of milk. She concealed her astonishment
-from herself. Mrs. Danner's universe was undergoing a transformation.
-
-At three in the afternoon the kitten scratched away the screen door on
-the back porch and entered the house. Mrs. Danner fed it the supper
-meat.
-
-Danner saw it when he returned. It was chasing flies in the yard. He
-stood in awe. The cat could spring twenty or thirty feet with ease. Then
-the sharp spur of dread entered him. Suppose someone saw and asked
-questions. He might be arrested, taken to prison. Something would
-happen. He tried to analyze and solve the problem. Night came. The cat
-was allowed to go out unmolested. In the morning the town of Indian
-Creek rose to find that six large dogs had been slain during the dark
-hours. A panther had come down from the mountains, they said. And Danner
-lectured with a dry tongue and errant mind.
-
-It was Will Hoag, farmer of the fifth generation, resident of the
-environs of Indian Creek, church-goer, and hard-cider addict, who bent
-himself most mercilessly on the capture of the alleged panther. His
-chicken-house suffered thrice and then his sheep-fold. After four such
-depredations he cleaned his rifle and undertook a vigil from a spot
-behind the barn. An old moon rose late and illuminated his pastures with
-a blue glow. He drank occasionally from a jug to ward off the evil
-effects of the night air.
-
-Some time after twelve his attention was distracted from the jug by
-stealthy sounds. He moved toward them. A hundred yards away his cows
-were huddled together--a heap of dun shadows. He saw a form which he
-mistook for a weasel creeping toward the cows. As he watched, he
-perceived that the small animal behaved singularly unlike a weasel. It
-slid across the earth on taut limbs, as if it was going to attack the
-cows. Will Hoag repressed a guffaw.
-
-Then the farmer's short hair bristled. The cat sprang and landed on the
-neck of the nearest cow and clung there. Its paw descended. There was a
-horrid sound of ripping flesh, a moan, the thrashing of hoofs, a blot
-of dribbling blood, and the cat began to gorge on its prey.
-
-Hoag believed that he was intoxicated, that delirium tremens had
-overtaken him. He stood rooted to the spot. The marauder ignored him.
-Slowly, unbelievingly, he raised his rifle and fired. The bullet knocked
-the cat from its perch. Mr. Hoag went forward and picked it up.
-
-"God Almighty," he whispered. The bullet had not penetrated the cat's
-skin. And, suddenly, it wriggled in his hand. He dropped it. A flash of
-fur in the moonlight, and he was alone with the corpse of his Holstein.
-
-He contemplated profanity, he considered kneeling in prayer. His joints
-turned to water. He called faintly for his family. He fell unconscious.
-
-When Danner heard of that exploit--it was relayed by jeering tongues who
-said the farmer was drunk and a panther had killed the cow--his lips set
-in a line of resolve. Samson was taking too great liberties. It might
-attack a person, in which case he, Danner, would be guilty of murder.
-That day he did not attend his classes. Instead, he prepared a
-relentless poison in his laboratory and fed it to the kitten in a brace
-of meaty chops. The dying agonies of Samson, aged seven weeks, were
-Homeric.
-
-After that, Danner did nothing for some days. He wondered if his formulć
-and processes should be given to the world. But, being primarily a man
-of vast imagination, he foresaw hundreds of rash experiments. Suppose,
-he thought, that his discovery was tried on a lion, or an elephant! Such
-a creature would be invincible. The tadpoles were dead. The kitten had
-been buried. He sighed wearily and turned his life into its usual
-courses.
-
-
-
-
-II
-
-
-Before the summer was ended, however, a new twist of his life and
-affairs started the mechanism of the professor's imagination again. It
-was announced to him when he returned from summer school on a hot
-afternoon. He dropped his portfolio on the parlour desk, one corner of
-which still showed the claw-marks of the miscreant Samson, and sat down
-with a comfortable sigh.
-
-"Abednego." His wife seldom addressed him by his first name.
-
-"Yes?"
-
-"I--I--I want to tell you something."
-
-"Yes?"
-
-"Haven't you noticed any difference in me lately?"
-
-He had never noticed a difference in his wife. When they reached old
-age, he would still be unable to discern it. He shook his head and
-looked at her with some apprehension. She was troubled. "What's the
-matter?"
-
-"I suppose you wouldn't--yet," she said. "But--well--I'm with child."
-
-The professor folded his upper lip between his thumb and forefinger.
-"With child? Pregnant? You mean--"
-
-"I'm going to have a baby."
-
-Soon after their marriage the timid notion of parenthood had escaped
-them. They had, in fact, avoided its mechanics except on those rare
-evenings when tranquillity and the reproductive urge conspired to imbue
-him with courage and her with sinfulness. Nothing came of that
-infrequent union. They never expected anything.
-
-And now they were faced with it. He murmured: "A baby."
-
-Faint annoyance moved her. "Yes. That's what one has. What are we going
-to do?"
-
-"I don't know, Matilda. But I'm glad."
-
-She softened. "So am I, Abednego."
-
-Then a hissing, spattering sound issued from the kitchen. "The beans!"
-Mrs. Danner said. The second idyl of their lives was finished.
-
-Alone in his bed, tossing on the humid muslin sheets, Danner struggled
-within himself. The hour that was at hand would be short. The logical
-step after the tadpoles and the kitten was to vaccinate the human mammal
-with his serum. To produce a super-child, an invulnerable man. As a
-scientist he was passionately intrigued by the idea. As a husband he
-was dubious. As a member of society he was terrified.
-
-That his wife would submit to the plan or to the step it necessitated
-was beyond belief. She would never allow a sticky tube of foreign animal
-matter to be poured into her veins. She would not permit the will of God
-to be altered or her offspring to be the subject of experiment. Another
-man would have laughed at the notion of persuading her. Mr. Danner never
-laughed at matters that involved his wife.
-
-There was another danger. If the child was female and became a woman
-like his wife, then the effect of such strength would be awful indeed.
-He envisioned a militant reformer, an iron-bound Calvinist, remodelling
-the world single-handed. A Scotch Lilith, a matronly Gabriel, a
-she-Hercules. He shuddered.
-
-A hundred times he denied his science. A hundred and one times it begged
-him to be served. Each decision to drop the idea was followed by an
-effort to discover means to inoculate her without her knowledge. To his
-wakeful ears came the reverberation of her snores. He rose and paced the
-floor. A scheme came to him. After that he was lost.
-
-Mrs. Danner was surprised when her husband brought a bottle of
-blackberry cordial to her. It was his first gift to her in more than a
-year. She was fond of cordial. He was not. She took a glass after supper
-and then a second, which she drank "for him." He smiled nervously and
-urged her to drink it. His hands clenched and unclenched. When she
-finished the second glass, he watched her constantly.
-
-"I feel sleepy," she said.
-
-"You're tired." He tried to dissemble the eagerness in his voice. "Why
-don't you lie down?"
-
-"Strange," she said a moment later. "I'm not usually so--so--misty."
-
-He nodded. The opiate in the cordial was working. She lay on the couch.
-She slept. The professor hastened to his laboratory. An hour later he
-emerged with a hypodermic syringe in his hand. His wife lay limply, one
-hand touching the floor. Her stern, dark face was relaxed. He sat beside
-her. His conscience raged. He hated the duplicity his task required. His
-eyes lingered on the swollen abdomen. It was cryptic, enigmatic, filled
-with portent. He jabbed the needle. She did not stir. After that he
-substituted a partly empty bottle of cordial for the drugged liquor. It
-was, perhaps, the most practical thing he had ever done in his life.
-
-Mrs. Danner could not explain herself on the following morning. She
-belaboured him. "Why didn't you wake me and make me go to bed? Sleeping
-in my clothes! I never did such a thing in my life."
-
-"I couldn't wake you. I tried."
-
-"Rubbish."
-
-"You were sleeping so hard--you refused to move."
-
-"Sometimes, old as you are, I'd like to thrash you."
-
-Danner went to the college. There was nothing more to do, nothing more
-to require his concentration. He could wait--as he had waited before. He
-trembled occasionally with the hope that his child would be a boy--a
-sane, healthy boy. Then, in the end, his work might bear fruit. "The
-_Euglena viridis_," he said in flat tones, "will be the subject of
-to-morrow's study. I want you gentlemen to diagram the structure of the
-_Euglena viridis_ and write five hundred words on its vital principles
-and processes. It is particularly interesting because it shares
-properties that are animal with properties that are vegetable."
-
-September, October, November. Chilly winds from the high mountains. The
-day-by-day freezing over of ponds and brooks. Smoke at the tops of
-chimneys. Snow. Thanksgiving. And always Mrs. Danner growing with the
-burden of her offspring. Mr. Danner sitting silent, watching, wondering,
-waiting. It would soon be time.
-
-On Christmas morning there entered into Mrs. Danner's vitals a pain that
-was indefinable and at the same time certain. It thrust all thought from
-her mind. Then it diminished and she summoned her husband. "Get the
-doctor. It's coming."
-
-Danner tottered into the street and executed his errand. The doctor
-smiled cheerfully. "Just beginning? I'll be over this afternoon."
-
-"But--good Lord--you can't leave her like--"
-
-"Nonsense."
-
-He came home and found his wife dusting. He shook his head. "Get Mrs.
-Nolan," she said. Then she threw herself on the bed again.
-
-Mrs. Nolan, the nearest neighbour, wife of Professor Nolan and mother of
-four children, was delighted. This particular Christmas was going to be
-a day of some excitement. She prepared hot water and bustled with
-unessential occupation. Danner sat prostrate in the parlour. He had done
-it. He had done more--and that would be known later. Perhaps it would
-fail. He hoped it would fail. He wrung his hands. The concept of another
-person in his house had not yet occurred to him. Birth was his wife's
-sickness--until it was over.
-
-The doctor arrived after Danner had made his third trip. Mrs. Nolan
-prepared lunch. "I love to cook in other people's kitchens," she said.
-He wanted to strike her. Curious, he thought. At three-thirty the
-industry of the doctor and Mrs. Nolan increased and the silence of the
-two, paradoxically, increased with it.
-
-Then the early twilight fell. Mrs. Danner lay with her lank black
-hair plastered to her brow. She did not moan. Pain twisted and
-convulsed her. Downstairs Danner sat and sweated. A cry--his wife's.
-Another--unfamiliar. Scurrying feet on the bare parts of the floor. He
-looked up. Mrs. Nolan leaned over the stair well.
-
-"It's a boy, Mr. Danner. A beautiful boy. And husky. You never saw such
-a husky baby."
-
-"It ought to be," he said. They found him later in the back yard,
-prancing on the snow with weird, ungainly steps. A vacant smile lighted
-his features. They didn't blame him.
-
-
-
-
-III
-
-
-Calm and quiet held their negative sway over the Danner ménage for an
-hour, and then there was a disturbed fretting that developed into a
-lusty bawl. The professor passed a fatigued hand over his brow. He was
-unaccustomed to the dissonances of his offspring. Young Hugo--they had
-named him after a maternal uncle--had attained the age of one week
-without giving any indication of unnaturalness.
-
-That is not quite true. He was as fleshy as most healthy infants, but
-the flesh was more than normally firm. He was inordinately active. His
-eyes had been gray but, already, they gave promise of the inkiness they
-afterwards exhibited. He was born with a quantity of black hair--hair so
-dark as to be nearly blue. Abednego Danner, on seeing it, exercised the
-liberty which all husbands take, and investigated rumours of his wife's
-forbears with his most secret thoughts. The principal rumour was that
-one of her lusty Covenanter grandsires had been intrigued by a squaw to
-the point of forgetting his Psalms and recalling only the Song of
-Solomon.
-
-However that may have been, Hugo was an attractive and virile baby.
-Danner spent hours at the side of his crib speculating and watching for
-any sign of biological variation. But it was not until a week had passed
-that he was given evidence. By that time he was ready to concede the
-failure of his greatest experiment.
-
-The baby bawled and presently stopped. And Mrs. Danner, who had put it
-to breast, suddenly called her husband. "Abednego! Come here! Hurry!"
-
-The professor's heart skipped its regular timing and he scrambled to the
-floor above. "What's the matter?"
-
-Mrs. Danner was sitting in a rocking-chair. Her face was as white as
-paper. Only in her eyes was there a spark of life. He thought she was
-going to faint. "What's the matter?" he said again.
-
-He looked at Hugo and saw nothing terrifying in the ravishing hunger
-which the infant showed.
-
-"Matter! Matter! You know the matter!"
-
-Then he knew and he realized that his wife had discovered. "I don't. You
-look frightened. Shall I bring some water?"
-
-Mrs. Danner spoke again. Her voice was icy, distant, terrible. "I came
-in to feed him just a minute ago. He was lying in his crib. I tried
-to--to hug him and he put his arms out. As God lives, I could not pull
-that baby to me! He was too strong, Abednego! Too strong. Too strong. I
-couldn't unbend his little arms when he stiffened them. I couldn't
-straighten them when he bent them. And he pushed me--harder than you
-could push. Harder than I could push myself. I know what it means. You
-have done your horrible thing to my baby. He's just a baby, Abednego.
-And you've done your thing to him. How could you? Oh, how could you!"
-
-Mrs. Danner rose and laid the baby gently on the chair. She stood before
-her husband, towering over him, raised her hand, and struck with all her
-force. Mr. Danner fell to one knee, and a red welt lifted on his face.
-She struck him again and he fell against the chair. Little Hugo was
-dislodged. One hand caught a rung of the chair back and he hung
-suspended above the floor.
-
-"Look!" Mrs. Danner screamed.
-
-As they looked, the baby flexed its arm and lifted itself back into the
-chair. It was a feat that a gymnast would have accomplished with
-difficulty. Danner stared, ignoring the blows, the crimson on his cheek.
-For once in his lifetime, he suddenly defied his wife. He pointed to the
-child.
-
-"Yes, look!" His voice rang clearly. "I did it. I vaccinated you the
-night the cordial put you to sleep. And there's my son. He's strong.
-Stronger than a lion's cub. And he'll increase in strength as he grows
-until Samson and Hercules would be pygmies beside him. He'll be the
-first of a new and glorious race. A race that doesn't have to
-fear--because it cannot know harm. No man can hurt him, no man can
-vanquish him. He will be mightier than any circumstances. He, son of a
-weak man, will be stronger than the beasts, even than the ancient
-dinosaurs, stronger than the tides, stronger than fate--strong as God is
-strong. And you--you, Matilda--mother of him, will be proud of him. He
-will be great and famous. You can knock me down. You can knock me down a
-thousand times. I have given you a son whose little finger you cannot
-bend with a crow-bar. Oh, all these years I've listened to you and
-obeyed you and--yes, I've feared you a little--and God must hate me for
-it. Now take your son. And my son. You cannot change him. You cannot
-bend him to your will. He is all I might have been. All that mankind
-should be." Danner's voice broke and he sobbed. He relented. "I know
-it's hard for you. It's against your religion--against your love, even.
-But try to like him. He's no different from you and me--only stronger.
-And strength is a glorious thing, a great thing. Then--afterwards--if
-you can--forgive me." He collapsed.
-
-Blood pounded in her ears. She stared at the huddled body of her
-husband. He had stood like a prophet and spoken words of fire. She was
-shaken from her pettiness. For one moment she had loved Danner. In that
-same instant she had glimpsed the superhuman energy that had driven him
-through the long years of discouragement to triumph. She had seen his
-soul. She fell at his feet, and when Danner opened his eyes, he found
-her there, weeping. He took her in his arms, timidly, clumsily. "Don't
-cry, Mattie. It'll be all right. You love him, don't you?"
-
-She stared at the babe. "Of course I love him. Wash your face,
-Abednego."
-
-After that there was peace in the house, and with it the child grew.
-During the next months they ignored his peculiarities. When they found
-him hanging outside his crib, they put him back gently. When he smashed
-the crib, they discussed a better place for him to repose. No hysteria,
-no conflict. When, in the early spring, young Hugo began to recognize
-them and to assert his feelings, they rejoiced as all parents rejoice.
-
-When he managed to vault the sill of the second-story window by some
-antic contortion of his limbs, they dismissed the episode. Mrs. Danner
-had been baking. She heard the child's voice and it seemed to come from
-the yard. Startled, incredulous, she rushed upstairs. Hugo was not in
-his room. His wail drifted through the window. She looked out. He was
-lying in the yard, fifteen feet below. She rushed to his side. He had
-not been hurt.
-
-Danner made a pen of the iron heads and feet of two old beds. He wired
-them together. The baby was kept in the inclosure thus formed. The days
-warmed and lengthened. No one except the Danners knew of the prodigy
-harboured by their unostentatious house. But the secret was certain to
-leak out eventually.
-
-Mrs. Nolan, the next-door neighbour, was first to learn it. She had
-called on Mrs. Danner to borrow a cup of sugar. The call, naturally,
-included a discussion of various domestic matters and a visit to the
-baby. She voiced a question that had occupied her mind for some time.
-
-"Why do you keep the child in that iron thing? Aren't you afraid it will
-hurt itself?"
-
-"Oh, no."
-
-Mrs. Nolan viewed young Hugo. He was lying on a large pillow. Presently
-he rolled off its surface. "Active youngster, isn't he?"
-
-"Very," Mrs. Danner said, nervously.
-
-Hugo, as if he understood and desired to demonstrate, seized a corner of
-the pillow and flung it from him. It traversed a long arc and landed on
-the floor. Mrs. Nolan was startled. "Goodness! I never saw a child his
-age that could do that!"
-
-"No. Let's go downstairs. I want to show you some tidies I'm making."
-
-Mrs. Nolan paid no attention. She put the pillow back in the pen and
-watched while Hugo tossed it out. "There's something funny about that.
-It isn't normal. Have you seen a doctor?"
-
-Mrs. Danner fidgeted. "Oh, yes. Little Hugo's healthy."
-
-Little Hugo grasped the iron wall of his miniature prison. He pulled
-himself toward it. His skirt caught in the floor. He pulled harder. The
-pen moved toward him. A high soprano came from Mrs. Nolan. "He's moved
-it! I don't think I could move it myself! I tell you, I'm going to ask
-the doctor to examine him. You shouldn't let a child be like that."
-
-Mrs. Danner, filled with consternation, sought refuge in prevarication.
-"Nonsense," she said as calmly as she could. "All we Douglases are like
-that. Strong children. I had a grandfather who could lift a cider keg
-when he was five--two hundred pounds and more. Hugo just takes after
-him, that's all."
-
-Mrs. Nolan was annoyed. Partly because she was jealous of Hugo's
-prowess--her own children had been feeble and dull. Partly because she
-was frightened--no matter how strong a person became, a baby had no
-right to be so powerful. Partly because she sensed that Mrs. Danner was
-not telling the whole truth. She suspected that the Danners had found a
-new way to raise children. "Well," she said, "all I have to say is that
-it'll damage him. It'll strain his little heart. It'll do him a lot of
-harm. If I had a child like that, I'd tie it up most of the time for the
-first few years."
-
-"Kate," Mrs. Danner said unpleasantly, "I believe you would."
-
-Mrs. Nolan shrugged. "Well--I'm glad none of my children are freaks,
-anyhow."
-
-"I'll get your sugar."
-
-In the afternoon the minister called. He talked of the church and the
-town until he felt his preamble adequate. "I was wondering why you
-didn't bring your child to be baptized, Mrs. Danner. And why you
-couldn't come to church, now that it is old enough?"
-
-"Well," she replied carefully, "the child is rather--irritable. And we
-thought we'd prefer to have it baptized at home."
-
-"It's irregular."
-
-"We'd prefer it."
-
-"Very well. I'm afraid--" he smiled--"that you're a
-little--ah--unfamiliar with the upbringing of children. Natural--in the
-case of the first-born. Quite natural. But--ah--I met Mrs. Nolan to-day.
-Quite by accident. And she said that you kept the child--ah--in an iron
-pen. It seemed unnecessarily cruel to me--"
-
-"Did it?" Mrs. Danner's jaw set squarely.
-
-But the minister was not to be turned aside lightly. "I'm afraid, if
-it's true, that we--the church--will have to do something about it. You
-can't let the little fellow grow up surrounded by iron walls. It will
-surely point him toward the prison. Little minds are tender
-and--ah--impressionable."
-
-"We've had a crib and two pens of wood," Mrs. Danner answered tartly.
-"He smashed them all."
-
-"Ah? So?" Lifted eyebrows. "Temper, eh? He should be punished.
-Punishment is the only mould for unruly children."
-
-"You'd punish a six-months-old baby?"
-
-"Why--certainly. I've reared seven by the rod."
-
-"Well--" a blazing maternal instinct made her feel vicious. "Well--you
-won't raise mine by a rod. Or touch it--by a mile. Here's your hat,
-parson." Mrs. Danner spent the next hour in prayer.
-
-The village is known for the speed of its gossip and the sloth of its
-intelligence. Those two factors explain the conditions which preluded
-and surrounded the dawn of consciousness in young Hugo. Mrs. Danner's
-extemporaneous fabrication of a sturdy ancestral line kept the more
-supernatural elements of the baby's prowess from the public eye. It
-became rapidly and generally understood that the Danner infant was
-abnormal and that the treatment to which it was submitted was not usual.
-At the same time neither the gossips of Indian Creek nor the slightly
-more sage professors of the college exercised the wit necessary to
-realize that, however strong young Hugo might become, it was neither
-right nor just that his cradle days be augurs of that eventual estate.
-On the face of it the argument seemed logical. If Mrs. Danner's forbears
-had been men of peculiar might, her child might well be able to chin
-itself at three weeks and it might easily be necessary to confine it in
-a metal pen, however inhumane the process appeared.
-
-Hugo was sheltered, and his early antics, peculiar and startling as they
-were to his parents, escaped public attention. The little current of
-talk about him was kept alive only because there was so small an array
-of topics for the local burghers. But it was not extraordinarily
-malicious. Months piled up. A year passed and then another.
-
-Hugo was a good-natured, usually sober, and very sensitive child.
-Abednego Danner's fear that his process might have created muscular
-strength at the expense of reason diminished and vanished as Hugo
-learned to walk and to talk, and as he grasped the rudiments of human
-behaviour. His high little voice was heard in the house and about its
-lawns.
-
-They began to condition him. Throughout his later life there lingered in
-his mind a memory of the barriers erected by his family. He was told not
-to throw his pillow, when words meant nothing to him. Soon after that,
-he was told not to throw anything. When he could walk, he was forbidden
-to jump. His jumps were shocking to see, even at the age of two and a
-half. He was carefully instructed on his behaviour out of doors. No move
-of his was to indicate his difference from the ordinary child.
-
-He was taught kindness and respect for people and property. His every
-destructive impulse was carefully curbed. That training was possible
-only because he was sensitive and naturally susceptible to advice.
-Punishment had no physical terror for him, because he could not feel it.
-But disfavour, anger, vexation, or disappointment in another person
-reflected itself in him at once.
-
-When he was four and a half, his mother sent him to Sunday school. He
-was enrolled in a class that sat near her own, so she was able to keep a
-careful eye on him. But Hugo did not misbehave. It was his first contact
-with a group of children, his first view of the larger cosmos. He sat
-quietly with his hands folded, as he had been told to sit. He listened
-to the teacher's stories of Jesus with excited interest.
-
-On his third Sunday he heard one of the children whisper: "Here comes
-the strong boy."
-
-He turned quickly, his cheeks red. "I'm not. I'm not."
-
-"Yes, you are. Mother said so."
-
-Hugo struggled with the two hymn books on the table. "I can't even lift
-these books," he lied.
-
-The other child was impressed and tried to explain the situation later,
-taking the cause of Hugo's weakness against the charge of strength. But
-the accusation rankled in Hugo's young mind. He hated to be
-different--and he was beginning to realize that he was different.
-
-From his earliest day that longing occupied him. He sought to hide his
-strength. He hated to think that other people were talking about him.
-The distinction he enjoyed was odious to him because it aroused
-unpleasant emotions in other people. He could not realize that those
-emotions sprang from personal and group jealousy, from the hatred of
-superiority.
-
-His mother, ever zealous to direct her son in the path of righteousness,
-talked to him often about his strength and how great it would become and
-what great and good deeds he could do with it. Those lectures on
-virtuous crusades had two uses: they helped check any impulses in her
-son which she felt would be harmful to her and they helped her to
-become used to the abnormality in little Hugo. In her mind, it was like
-telling a hunchback that his hump was a blessing disguised. Hugo was
-always aware of the fact that her words connoted some latent evil in his
-nature.
-
-The motif grew in Mrs. Danner's thoughts until she sought a definite
-outlet for it. One day she led her child to a keg filled with sand. "All
-of us," she said to her son, "have to carry a burden through life. One
-of your burdens will be your strength. But that might can make right.
-See that little keg?"
-
-"Mmmmm."
-
-"That keg is temptation. Can you say it?"
-
-"Temshun."
-
-"Every day in your life you must bear temptation and throw it from you.
-Can you bear it?"
-
-"Huh?"
-
-"Can you pick up that keg, Hugo?"
-
-He lifted it in his chubby arms. "Now take it to the barn and back," his
-mother directed. Manfully he walked with the keg to the barn and back.
-He felt a little silly and resentful. "Now--throw temptation as far away
-from you as you can."
-
-Mrs. Danner gasped. The distance he threw the keg was frightening.
-
-"You musn't throw it so far, Hugo," she said, forgetting her allegory
-for an instant.
-
-"You said as far as I can. I can throw it farther, too, if I wanna."
-
-"No. Just throw it a little way. When you throw it far, it doesn't look
-right. Now--fill it up with sand, and we'll do it over."
-
-Hugo was perplexed. A vague wish to weep occupied him as he filled the
-keg. The lesson was repeated. Mrs. Danner had excellent Sunday-school
-instincts, even if she had no real comprehension of ethics. Some days
-later the burden of temptation was exhibited, in all its dramatic
-passages, to Mrs. Nolan and another lady. Again Hugo was resentful and
-again he felt absurd. When he threw the keg, it broke.
-
-"My!" Mrs. Nolan said in a startled tone.
-
-"How awful!" the other woman murmured. "And he's just a child."
-
-That made Hugo suddenly angry and he jumped. The woman screamed. Mrs.
-Nolan ran to tell whomever she could find. Mrs. Danner whipped her son
-and he cried softly.
-
-Abednego Danner left the discipline of his son to his wife. He watched
-the child almost furtively. When Hugo was five, Mr. Danner taught him to
-read. It was a laborious process and required an entire winter. But Hugo
-emerged with a new world open to him--a world which he attacked with
-interest. No one bothered him when he read. He could be found often on
-sunny days, when other children were playing, prone on the floor,
-puzzling out sentences in the books of the family library and trying to
-catch their significance. During his fifth year he was not allowed to
-play with other children. The neighbourhood insisted on that.
-
-With the busybodyness and contrariness of their kind the same neighbours
-insisted that Hugo be sent to school in the following fall. When, on the
-opening day, he did not appear, the truant officer called for him. Hugo
-heard the conversation between the officer and his mother. He was
-frightened. He vowed to himself that his abnormality should be hidden
-deeply.
-
-After that he was dropped into that microcosm of human life to which so
-little attention is paid by adults. School frightened and excited Hugo.
-For one thing, there were girls in school--and Hugo knew nothing about
-them except that they were different from himself. There were
-teachers--and they made one work, whether one wished to work or not.
-They represented power, as a jailer represents power. The children
-feared teachers. Hugo feared them.
-
-But the lesson of Hugo's first six years was fairly well planted. He
-blushingly ignored the direct questions of those children whom his fame
-had reached. He gave no reason to anyone for suspecting him of
-abnormality. He became so familiar to his comrades that their curiosity
-gradually vanished. He would not play games with them--his mother had
-forbidden that. But he talked to them and was as friendly as they
-allowed him to be. His sensitiveness and fear of ridicule made him a
-voracious student. He liked books. He liked to know things and to learn
-them.
-
-Thus, bound by the conditionings of his babyhood, he reached the spring
-of his first year in school without accident. Such tranquillity could
-not long endure. The day which his mother had dreaded ultimately
-arrived. A lanky farmer's son, older than the other children in the
-first grade, chose a particularly quiet and balmy recess period to
-plague little Hugo. The farmer's boy was, because of his size, the bully
-and the leader of all the other boys. He had not troubled himself to
-resent Hugo's exclusiveness or Hugo's reputation until that morning when
-he found himself without occupation. Hugo was sitting in the sun, his
-dark eyes staring a little sadly over the laughing, rioting children.
-
-The boy approached him. "Hello, strong man." He was shrewd enough to
-make his voice so loud as to be generally audible. Hugo looked both
-harmless and slightly pathetic.
-
-"I'm not a strong man."
-
-"Course you're not. But everybody thinks you are--except me. I'm not
-afraid of you."
-
-"I don't want you to be afraid of me. I'm not afraid of you, either."
-
-"Oh, you aren't, huh? Look." He touched Hugo's chest with his finger,
-and when Hugo looked down, the boy lifted his finger into Hugo's face.
-
-"Go away and let me alone."
-
-The tormentor laughed. "Ever see a fish this long?"
-
-His hands indicated a small fish. Involuntarily Hugo looked at them.
-The hands flew apart and slapped him smartly. Several of the children
-had stopped their play to watch. The first insult made them giggle. The
-second brought a titter from Anna Blake, and Hugo noticed that. Anna
-Blake was a little girl with curly golden hair and blue eyes. Secretly
-Hugo admired her and was drawn to her. When she laughed, he felt a
-dismal loneliness, a sudden desertion. The farmer's boy pressed the
-occasion his meanness had made.
-
-"I'll bet you ain't even strong enough to fight little Charlie Todd.
-Commere, Charlie."
-
-"I am," Hugo replied with slow dignity.
-
-"You're a sissy. You're a-scared to play with us."
-
-The ring around Hugo had grown. He felt a tangible ridicule in it. He
-knew what it was to hate. Still, his inhibitions, his control, held him
-in check. "Go away," he said, "or I'll hurt you."
-
-The farmer's boy picked up a stick and put it on his shoulder. "Knock
-that off, then, strong man."
-
-Hugo knew the dare and its significance. With a gentle gesture he
-brushed the stick away. Then the other struck. At the same time he
-kicked Hugo's shins. There was no sense of pain with the kick. Hugo saw
-it as if it had happened to another person. The school-yard tensed with
-expectation. But the accounts of what followed were garbled. The
-farmer's boy fell on his face as if by an invisible agency. Then his
-body was lifted in the air. The children had an awful picture of Hugo
-standing for a second with the writhing form of his attacker above his
-head. Then he flung it aside, over the circle that surrounded him, and
-the body fell with a thud. It lay without moving. Hugo began to whimper
-pitifully.
-
-That was Hugo's first fight. He had defended himself, and it made him
-ashamed. He thought he had killed the other boy. Sickening dread filled
-him. He hurried to his side and shook him, calling his name. The other
-boy came to. His arm was broken and his sides were purpling where Hugo
-had seized him. There was terror in his eyes when he saw Hugo's face
-above him, and he screamed shrilly for help. The teacher came. She sent
-Hugo to the blacksmith to be whipped.
-
-That, in itself, was a stroke of genius. The blacksmith whipped grown
-boys in the high school for their misdeeds. To send a six-year-old child
-was crushing. But Hugo had risen above the standards set by his society.
-He had been superior to it for a moment, and society hated him for it.
-His teacher hated him because she feared him. Mothers of children,
-learning about the episode, collected to discuss it in high-pitched,
-hateful voices. Hugo was enveloped in hate. And, as the lash of the
-smith fell on his small frame, he felt the depths of misery. He was a
-strong man. There was damnation in his veins.
-
-The minister came and prayed over him. The doctor was sent for and
-examined him. Frantic busybodies suggested that things be done to weaken
-him--what things, they did not say. And Hugo, suffering bitterly, saw
-that if he had beaten the farmer's boy in fair combat, he would have
-been a hero. It was the scale of his triumph that made it dreadful. He
-did not realize then that if he had been so minded, he could have turned
-on the blacksmith and whipped him, he could have broken the neck of the
-doctor, he could have run raging through the town and escaped unscathed.
-His might was a secret from himself. He knew it only as a curse, like a
-disease or a blemish.
-
-During the ensuing four or five years Hugo's peculiar trait asserted
-itself but once. It was a year after his fight with the bully. He had
-been isolated socially. Even Anna Blake did not dare to tease him any
-longer. Shunned and wretched, he built a world of young dreams and
-confections and lived in it with whatever comfort it afforded.
-
-One warm afternoon in a smoky Indian summer he walked home from school,
-spinning a top as he walked, stopping every few yards to pick it up and
-to let its eccentric momentum die on the palm of his hand. His pace
-thereby was made very slow and he calculated it to bring him to his home
-in time for supper and no sooner, because, despite his vigour, chores
-were as odious to him as to any other boy. A wagon drawn by two horses
-rolled toward him. It was a heavy wagon, piled high with grain-sacks,
-and a man sat on its rear end, his legs dangling.
-
-As the wagon reached Hugo, it jolted over a rut. There was a grinding
-rip and a crash. Hugo pocketed his top and looked. The man sitting on
-the back had been pinned beneath the rear axle, and the load held him
-there. As Hugo saw his predicament, the man screamed in agony. Hugo's
-blood chilled. He stood transfixed. A man jumped out of a buggy. A Negro
-ran from a yard. Two women hurried from the spot. In an instant there
-were six or seven men around the broken wagon. A sound of pain issued
-from the mouth of the impaled man. The knot of figures bent at the sides
-of the cart and tried to lift. "Have to get a jack," Hugo heard them
-say.
-
-Hugo wound up his string and put it beside his top. He walked
-mechanically into the road. He looked at the legs of the man on the
-ground. They were oozing blood where the backboard rested on them. The
-men gathered there were lifting again, without result. Hugo caught the
-side and bent his small shoulders. With all his might he pulled up. The
-wagon was jerked into the air. They pulled out the injured man. Hugo
-lowered the wagon slowly.
-
-For a moment no attention was paid to him. He waited pridefully for the
-recognition he had earned. He dug in the dirt with the side of his shoe.
-A man with a mole on his nose observed him. "Funny how that kid's
-strength was just enough to turn the balance."
-
-Hugo smiled. "I'm pretty strong," he admitted.
-
-Another man saw him. "Get out of here," he said sharply. "This is no
-place for a kid."
-
-"But I was the one--"
-
-"I said beat it. And I meant beat it. Go home to your ma."
-
-Slowly the light went from Hugo's eyes. They did not know--they could
-not know. He had lifted more than two tons. And the men stood now,
-waiting for the doctor, telling each other how strong they were when the
-instant of need came.
-
-"Go on, kid. Run along. I'll smack you."
-
-Hugo went. He forgot to spin his top. He stumbled a little as he
-walked.
-
-
-
-
-IV
-
-
-Days, months, years. They had forgotten that Hugo was different. Almost,
-for a while, he had forgotten it himself. He was popular in school. He
-fostered the unexpressed theory that his strength had been a phenomenon
-of his childhood--one that diminished as he grew older. Then, at ten, it
-called to him for exercise.
-
-Each day he rose with a feeling of insufficiency. Each night he retired
-unrequited. He read. Poe, the Bible, Scott, Thackeray, Swift, Defoe--all
-the books he could find. He thrilled with every syllable of adventure.
-His imagination swelled. But that was not sufficient. He yearned as a
-New England boy yearns before he runs away to sea.
-
-At ten he was a stalwart and handsome lad. His brow was high and
-surmounted by his peculiarly black hair. His eyes were wide apart, inky,
-unfathomable. He carried himself with the grace of an athlete. He
-studied hard and he worked hard for his parents, taking care of a cow
-and chickens, of a stable and a large lawn, of flowers and a vegetable
-garden.
-
-Then one day he went by himself to walk in the mountains. He had not
-been allowed to go into the mountains alone. A _Wanderlust_ that came
-half from himself and half from his books led his feet along a narrow,
-leafy trail into the forest depths. Hugo lay down and listened to the
-birds in the bushes, to the music of a brook, and to the sound of the
-wind. He wanted to be free and brave and great. By and by he stood up
-and walked again.
-
-An easy exhilaration filled his veins. His pace increased. "I wonder,"
-he thought, "how fast I can run, how far I can jump." He quickened his
-stride. In a moment he found that the turns in the trail were too
-frequent for him to see his course. He ran ahead, realizing that he was
-moving at an abnormal pace. Then he turned, gathered himself, and jumped
-carefully. He was astonished when he vaulted above the green covering of
-the trail. He came down heavily. He stood in his tracks, tingling.
-
-"Nobody can do that, not even an acrobat," he whispered. Again he tried,
-jumping straight up. He rose fully forty feet in the air.
-
-"Good Jesus!" he exulted. In those lonely, incredible moments Hugo found
-himself. There in the forest, beyond the eye of man, he learned that he
-was superhuman. It was a rapturous discovery. He knew at that hour that
-his strength was not a curse. He had inklings of his invulnerability.
-
-He ran. He shot up the steep trail like an express train, at a rate that
-would have been measured in miles to the hour rather than yards to the
-minute. Tireless blood poured through his veins. Green streaked at his
-sides. In a short time he came to the end of the trail. He plunged on,
-careless of obstacles that would have stopped an ordinary mortal. From
-trunk to trunk he leaped a burned stretch. He flung himself from a high
-rock. He sped like a shadow across a pine-carpeted knoll. He gained the
-bare rocks of the first mountain, and in the open, where the horror of
-no eye would tether his strength, he moved in flying bounds to its
-summit.
-
-Hugo stood there, panting. Below him was the world. A little world. He
-laughed. His dreams had been broken open. His depression was relieved.
-But he would never let them know--he, Hugo, the giant. Except, perhaps,
-his father. He lifted his arms--to thank God, to jeer at the world. Hugo
-was happy.
-
-He went home wondering. He was very hungry--hungrier than he had ever
-been--and his parents watched him eat with hidden glances. Samson had
-eaten thus, as if his stomach were bottomless and his food digested
-instantly to make room for more. And, as he ate, Hugo tried to open a
-conversation that would lead to a confession to his father. But it
-seemed impossible.
-
-Hugo liked his father. He saw how his mother dominated the little
-professor, how she seemed to have crushed and bewildered him until his
-mind was unfocused from its present. He could not love his mother
-because of that. He did not reason that her religion had made her blind
-and selfish, but he felt her blindness and the many cloaks that
-protected her and her interests. He held her in respect and he obeyed
-her. But often and wistfully he had tried to talk to his father, to make
-friends with him, to make himself felt as a person.
-
-Abednego Danner's mind was buried in the work he had done. His son was a
-foreign person for whom he felt a perplexed sympathy. It is significant
-that he had never talked to Hugo about Hugo's prowess. The ten-year-old
-boy had not wished to discuss it. Now, however, realizing its extent, he
-felt he must go to his father. After dinner he said: "Dad, let's you and
-me take a walk."
-
-Mrs. Danner's protective impulses functioned automatically. "Not
-to-night. I won't have it."
-
-"But, mother--"
-
-Danner guessed the reason for that walk. He said to his wife with rare
-firmness: "If the boy wants to walk with me, we're going."
-
-After supper they went out. Mrs. Danner felt that she had been shut out
-of her own son's world. And she realized that he was growing up.
-
-Danner and his son strolled along the leafy street. They talked about
-his work in school. His father seemed to Hugo more human than he had
-ever been. He even ventured the first step toward other conversation.
-"Well, son, what is it?"
-
-Hugo caught his breath. "Well--I kind of thought I ought to tell you.
-You see--this afternoon--well--you know I've always been a sort of
-strong kid--"
-
-Danner trembled. "I know--"
-
-"And you haven't said much about it to me. Except to be gentle--"
-
-"That's so. You must remember it."
-
-"Well--I don't have to be gentle with myself, do I? When I'm alone--like
-in the woods, that is?"
-
-The older one pondered. "You mean--you like to--ah--let yourself
-out--when you're alone?"
-
-"That's what I mean." The usual constraint between them had receded.
-Hugo was grateful for his father's help. "You see, dad, I--well--I went
-walkin' to-day--and I--I kind of tried myself out."
-
-Danner answered in breathless eagerness: "And?"
-
-"Well--I'm not just a strong kid, dad. I don't know what's the matter
-with me. It seems I'm not like other kids at all. I guess it's been
-gettin' worse all these years since I was a baby."
-
-"Worse?"
-
-"I mean--I been gettin' stronger. An' now it seems like I'm
-about--well--I don't like to boast--but it seems like I'm about the
-strongest man in the world. When I try it, it seems like there isn't any
-stopping me. I can go on--far as I like. Runnin'. Jumpin'." His
-confession had commenced in detail. Hugo warmed to it. "I can do things,
-dad. It kind of scares me. I can jump higher'n a house. I can run
-faster'n a train. I can pull up big trees an' push 'em over."
-
-"I see." Danner's spine tingled. He worshipped his son then. "Suppose
-you show me."
-
-Hugo looked up and down the street. There was no one in sight. The
-evening was still duskily lighted by afterglow. "Look out then. I'm
-gonna jump."
-
-Mr. Danner saw his son crouch. But he jumped so quickly that he
-vanished. Four seconds elapsed. He landed where he had stood. "See,
-dad?"
-
-"Do it again."
-
-On the second trial the professor's eyes followed the soaring form. And
-he realized the magnitude of the thing he had wrought.
-
-"Did you see me?"
-
-Danner nodded. "I saw you, son."
-
-"Kind of funny, isn't it?"
-
-"Let's talk some more." There was a pause. "Do you realize, son, that no
-one else on earth can do what you just did?"
-
-"Yeah. I guess not."
-
-Danner hesitated. "It's a glorious thing. And dangerous."
-
-"Yeah."
-
-The professor tried to simplify the biology of his discovery. He
-perceived that it was going to involve him in the mysteries of sex. He
-knew that to unfold them to a child was considered immoral. But Danner
-was far, far beyond his epoch. He put his hand on Hugo's shoulder. And
-Hugo set off the process.
-
-"Dad, how come I'm--like this?"
-
-"I'll tell you. It's a long story and a lot for a boy your age to know.
-First, what do you know about--well--about how you were born?"
-
-Hugo reddened. "I--I guess I know quite a bit. The kids in school are
-always talkin' about it. And I've read some. We're born like--well--like
-the kittens were born last year."
-
-"That's right." Banner knitted his brow. He began to explain the details
-of conception as it occurs in man--the biology of ova and spermatazoa,
-the differences between the anatomy of the sexes, and the reasons for
-those differences. He drew, first, a botanical analogy. Hugo listened
-intently. "I knew most of that. I've seen--girls."
-
-"What?"
-
-"Some of them--after school--let you."
-
-Danner was surprised, and at the same time he was amused. He had
-forgotten the details of his young investigation. They are blotted out
-of the minds of most adults--to the great advantage of dignity. He did
-not show his amusement or his surprise.
-
-"Girls like that," he answered, "aren't very nice. They haven't much
-modesty. It's rather indecent, because sex is a personal thing and
-something you ought to keep for the one you're very fond of. You'll
-understand that better when you're older. But what I was going to tell
-you is this. When you were little more than a mass of plasm inside your
-mother, I put a medicine in her blood that I had discovered. I did it
-with a hypodermic needle. That medicine changed you. It altered the
-structure of your bones and muscles and nerves and your blood. It made
-you into a different tissue from the weak fibre of ordinary people.
-Then--when you were born--you were strong. Did you ever watch an ant
-carry many times its weight? Or see a grasshopper jump fifty times its
-length? The insects have better muscles and nerves than we have. And I
-improved your body till it was relatively that strong. Can you
-understand that?"
-
-"Sure. I'm like a man made out of iron instead of meat."
-
-"That's it, Hugo. And, as you grow up, you've got to remember that.
-You're not an ordinary human being. When people find that out,
-they'll--they'll--"
-
-"They'll hate me?"
-
-"Because they fear you. So you see, you've got to be good and kind and
-considerate--to justify all that strength. Some day you'll find a use
-for it--a big, noble use--and then you can make it work and be proud of
-it. Until that day, you have to be humble like all the rest of us. You
-mustn't show off or do cheap tricks. Then you'd just be a clown. Wait
-your time, son, and you'll be glad of it. And--another thing--train your
-temper. You must never lose it. You can see what would happen if you
-did? Understand?"
-
-"I guess I do. It's hard work--doin' all that."
-
-"The stronger, the greater, you are, the harder life is for you. And
-you're the strongest of them all, Hugo."
-
-The heart of the ten-year-old boy burned and vibrated. "And what about
-God?" he asked.
-
-Danner looked into the darkened sky. "I don't know much about Him," he
-sighed.
-
-Such was the soundest counsel that Hugo was given during his youth.
-Because it came to him accompanied by unadulterated truths that he was
-able to recognize, it exerted a profound effect on him. It is surprising
-that his father was the one to give it. Nevertheless, Professor Danner
-was the only person in all of Indian Creek who had sufficient
-imagination to perceive his son's problems and to reckon with them in
-any practical sense.
-
-Hugo was eighteen before he gave any other indication of his strength
-save in that fantastic and Gargantuan play which he permitted himself.
-Even his play was intruded upon by the small-minded and curious world
-before he had found the completeness of its pleasure. Then Hugo fell
-into his coma.
-
-Hugo went back to the deep forest to think things over and to become
-acquainted with his powers. At first, under full pressure of his sinews,
-he was clumsy and inaccurate. He learned deftness by trial and error.
-One day he found a huge pit in the tangled wilderness. It had been an
-open mine long years before. Sitting on its brink, staring into its pool
-of verdure, dreaming, he conceived a manner of entertainment suitable
-for his powers.
-
-He jumped over its craggy edge and walked to its centre. There he
-selected a high place, and with his hands he cleared away the growth
-that covered it. Next he laid the foundations of a fort, over which he
-was to watch the fastnesses for imaginary enemies. The foundations were
-made of boulders. Some he carried and some he rolled from the floor of
-the man-made canyon. By the end of the afternoon he had laid out a
-square wall of rock some three feet in height. On the next day he added
-to it until the four walls reached as high as he could stretch. He left
-space for one door and he made a single window. He roofed the walls with
-the trunks of trees and he erected a turret over the door.
-
-For days the creation was his delight. After school he sped to it. Until
-dark he strained and struggled with bare rocks. When it was finished, it
-was an edifice that would have withstood artillery fire creditably. Then
-Hugo experimented with catapults, but he found no engine that could hurl
-the rocks he used for ammunition as far as his arms. He cached his
-treasures in his fortress--an old axe, the scabbard of a sword, tops and
-marbles, two cans of beans for emergency rations--and he made a flag of
-blue and white cloth for himself.
-
-Then he played in it. He pretended that Indians were stalking him. An
-imaginary head would appear at the rim of the pit. Hugo would see it
-through a chink. Swish! Crash! A puff of dust would show where rock met
-rock--with the attacker's head between. At times he would be stormed on
-all sides. To get the effect he would leap the canyon and hurl boulders
-on his own fort. Then he would return and defend it.
-
-It was after such a strenuous sally and while he was waiting in high
-excitement for the enemy to reappear that Professors Whitaker and Smith
-from the college stumbled on his stronghold. They were walking together
-through the forest, bent on scaling the mountain to make certain
-observations of an ancient cirque that was formed by the seventh great
-glacier. As they walked, they debated matters of strata curvature.
-Suddenly Whitaker gripped Smith's arm. "Look!"
-
-They stared through the trees and over the lip of Hugo's mine. Their
-eyes bulged as they observed the size and weight of the fortress.
-
-"Moonshiners," Smith whispered.
-
-"Rubbish. Moonshiners don't build like that. It's a second Stonehenge.
-An Indian relic."
-
-"But there's a sign of fresh work around it."
-
-Whitaker observed the newly turned earth and the freshly bared rock.
-"Perhaps--perhaps, professor, we've fallen upon something big. A lost
-race of Indian engineers. A branch of the Incas--or--"
-
-"Maybe they'll be hostile."
-
-The men edged forward. And at the moment they reached the edge of the
-pit, Hugo emerged from his fort. He saw the men with sudden fear. He
-tried to hide.
-
-"Hey!" they said. He did not move, but he heard them scrambling slowly
-toward the spot where he lay.
-
-"Dressed in civilized clothes," the first professor said in a loud voice
-as his eye located Hugo in the underbrush. "Hey!"
-
-Hugo showed himself. "What?"
-
-"Who are you?"
-
-"Hugo Danner."
-
-"Oh--old Danner's boy, eh?"
-
-Hugo did not like the tone in which they referred to his father. He made
-no reply.
-
-"Can you tell us anything about these ruins?"
-
-"What ruins?"
-
-They pointed to his fort. Hugo was hurt. "Those aren't ruins. I built
-that fort. It's to fight Indians in."
-
-The pair ignored his answer and started toward the fort. Hugo did not
-protest. They surveyed its weighty walls and its relatively new roof.
-
-"Looks recent," Smith said.
-
-"This child has evidently renovated it. But it must have stood here for
-thousands of years."
-
-"It didn't. I made it--mostly last week."
-
-They noticed him again. Whitaker simpered. "Don't lie, young man."
-
-Hugo was sad. "I'm not lying. I made it. You see--I'm strong." It was as
-if he had pronounced his own damnation.
-
-"Tut, tut." Smith interrupted his survey. "Did you find it?"
-
-"I built it."
-
-"I said"--the professor spoke with increasing annoyance--"I said not to
-tell me stories any longer. It's important, young man, that we know just
-how you found this dolmen and in what condition."
-
-"It isn't a dolly--whatever you said--it's a fort and I built it and I'm
-not lying."
-
-The professor, in the interests of science, made a grave mistake. He
-seized Hugo by the arms and shook him. "Now, see here, young man, I'll
-have no more of your impertinent lip. Tell me just what you've done to
-harm this noble monument to another race, or, I swear, I'll slap you
-properly." The professor had no children. He tried, at the same time,
-another tack, which insulted Hugo further. "If you do, I'll give you a
-penny--to keep."
-
-Hugo wrenched himself free with an ease that startled Smith. His face
-was dark, almost black. He spoke slowly, as if he was trying to piece
-words into sense. "You--both of you--you go away from here and leave me
-or I'll break your two rotten old necks."
-
-Whitaker moved toward him, and Smith interceded. "We better leave
-him--and come back later." He was still frightened by the strength in
-Hugo's arms. "The child is mad. He may have hydrophobia. He might bite."
-The men moved away hastily. Hugo watched them climb the wall. When they
-reached the top, he called gently. They wheeled.
-
-And Hugo, sobbing, tears streaming from his face, leaped into his fort.
-Rocks vomited themselves from it--huge rocks that no man could budge.
-Walls toppled and crashed. The men began to move. Hugo looked up. He
-chose a stone that weighed more than a hundred pounds.
-
-"Hey!" he said. "I'm not a liar!" The rock arched through the air and
-Professors Whitaker and Smith escaped death by a scant margin. Hugo lay
-in the wreck of the first thing his hands had built, and wept.
-
-After a little while he sprang to his feet and chased the retreating
-professors. When he suddenly appeared in front of them, they were
-stricken dumb. "Don't tell any one about that or about me," he said. "If
-you do--I'll break down your house just like I broke mine. Don't even
-tell my family. They know it, anyhow."
-
-He leaped. Toward them--over them. The forest hid him. Whitaker wiped
-clammy perspiration from his brow. "What was it, Smith?"
-
-"A demon. We can't mention it," he repeated, thinking of the warning.
-"We can't speak of it anyway. They'll never believe us."
-
-
-
-
-V
-
-
-Extremely dark of hair, of eyes and skin, moderately tall, and shaped
-with that compact, breath-taking symmetry that the male figure sometimes
-assumes, a brilliantly devised, aggressive head topping his broad
-shoulders, graceful, a man vehemently alive, a man with the promise of a
-young God. Hugo at eighteen. His emotions ran through his eyes like hot
-steel in a dark mould. People avoided those eyes; they contained a
-statement from which ordinary souls shrank.
-
-His skin glowed and sweated into a shiny red-brown. His voice was deep
-and alluring. During twelve long and fierce years he had fought to know
-and control himself. Indian Creek had forgotten the terrible child.
-
-Hugo's life at that time revolved less about himself than it had during
-his first years. That was both natural and fortunate. If his classmates
-in school and the older people of the town had not discounted his early
-physical precocity, even his splendid vitality might not have been
-sufficient to prevent him from becoming moody and melancholy.
-
-But when with the passage of time he tossed no more bullies, carried no
-more barrels of temptation, built no more fortresses, and grew so
-handsome that the matrons of Indian Creek as well as the adolescent
-girls in high school followed him with wayward glances, when the men
-found him a gay and comprehending companion for any sport or adventure,
-when his teachers observed that his intelligence was often
-embarrassingly acute, when he played on three teams and was elected an
-officer in his classes each year, then that half of Hugo which was
-purely mundane and human dominated him and made him happy.
-
-His adolescence, his emotions, were no different from those of any young
-man of his age and character. If his ultimate ambitions followed another
-trajectory, he postponed the evidence of it. Hugo was in love with Anna
-Blake, the girl who had attracted him when he was six. The residents of
-Indian Creek knew it. Her family received his calls with the winking
-tolerance which the middle class grants to young passion. And she was
-warm and tender and flirtatious and shy according to the policies that
-she had learned from custom.
-
-The active part of Hugo did not doubt that he would marry her after he
-had graduated from the college in Indian Creek, that they would settle
-somewhere near by, and that they would raise a number of children. His
-subconscious thoughts made reservations that he, in moments when he was
-intimate with himself, would admit frankly. It made him a little ashamed
-of himself to see that on one night he would sit with Anna and kiss her
-ardently until his body ached, and on another he would deliberately plan
-to desert her. His idealism at that time was very great and untried and
-it did not occur to him that all men are so deliberately calculating in
-the love they disguise as absolute.
-
-Anna had grown into a very attractive woman. Her figure was rounded and
-tall. Her hair was darker than the waxy curls of her childhood, and a
-vital gleam had come into it. Her eyes were still as blue and her voice,
-shorn of its faltering youngness, was sweet and clear. She was
-undoubtedly the prettiest girl in high school and the logical
-sweet-heart for Hugo Danner. A flower ready to be plucked, at eighteen.
-
-When Hugo reached his senior year, that readiness became almost an
-impatience. Girls married at an early age in Indian Creek. She looked
-down the corridor of time during which he would be in college, she felt
-the pressure of his still slumbering passion, and she sensed his
-superiority over most of the town boys. Only a very narrow critic would
-call her resultant tactics dishonourable. They were too intensely human
-and too clearly born of social and biological necessity.
-
-She had let him kiss her when they were sixteen. And afterwards, before
-she went to sleep, she sighed rapturously at the memory of his warm,
-firm lips, his strong, rough arms. Hugo had gone home through the
-dizzily spinning dusk, through the wind-strummed trees and the fragrant
-fields, his breath deep in his chest, his eyes hot and somewhat
-understanding.
-
-Gradually Anna increased that license. She knew and she did not know
-what she was doing. She played a long game in which she said: "If our
-love is consummated too soon, the social loss will be balanced by a
-speedier marriage, because Hugo is honourable; but that will never
-happen." Two years after that first kiss, when they were floating on the
-narrow river in a canoe, Hugo unfastened her blouse and exposed the
-creamy beauty of her bosom to the soft moonlight and she did not
-protest. That night he nearly possessed her, and after that night he
-learned through her unspoken, voluptuous suggestion all the technique of
-love-making this side of consummation.
-
-When, finally, he called one night at her house and found that she was
-alone and that her parents and her brother would not return until the
-next day, they looked at each other with a shining agreement. He turned
-the lights out and they sat on the couch in the darkness, listening to
-the passing of people on the sidewalk outside. He undressed her. He
-whispered halting, passionate phrases. He asked her if she was afraid
-and let himself be laughed away from his own conscience. Then he took
-her and loved her.
-
-Afterwards, going home again in the gloom of late night, he looked up at
-the stars and they stood still. He realized that a certain path of life
-had been followed to its conclusion. He felt initiated into the adult
-world. And it had been so simple, so natural, so sweet.... He threw a
-great stone into the river and laughed and walked on, after a while.
-
-Through the summer that followed, Hugo and Anna ran the course of their
-affair. They loved each other violently and incessantly and with no
-other evil consequence than to invite the open "humphs" of village
-gossips and to involve him in several serious talks with her father.
-Their courtship was given the benefit of conventional doubt, however,
-and their innocence was hotly if covertly protested by the Blakes. Mrs.
-Danner coldly ignored every fragment of insinuation. She hoped that Hugo
-and Anna would announce their engagement and she hinted that hope. Hugo
-himself was excited and absorbed. Occasionally he thought he was
-sterile, with an inclination to be pleased rather than concerned if it
-was true.
-
-He added tenderness to his characteristics. And he loved Anna too much.
-Toward the end of that summer she lost weight and became irritable. They
-quarrelled once and then again. The criteria for his physical conduct
-being vague in his mind, Hugo could not gauge it correctly. And he did
-not realize that the very ardour of his relation with her was abnormal.
-Her family decided to send her away, believing the opposite of the truth
-responsible for her nervousness and weakness. A week before she left,
-Hugo himself tired of his excesses.
-
-One evening, dressing for a last passionate rendezvous, he looked in his
-mirror as he tied his scarf and saw that he was frowning. Studying the
-frown, he perceived with a shock what made it. He did not want to see
-Anna, to take her out, to kiss and rumple and clasp her, to return
-thinking of her, feeling her, sweet and smelling like her. It annoyed
-him. It bored him. He went through it uneasily and quarrelled again. Two
-days later she departed.
-
-He acted his loss well and she did not show her relief until she sat on
-the train, tired, shattered, and uninterested in Hugo and in life. Then
-she cried. But Hugo was through. They exchanged insincere letters. He
-looked forward to college in the fall. Then he received a letter from
-Anna saying that she was going to marry a man she had met and known for
-three weeks. It was a broken, gasping, apologetic letter. Every one was
-outraged at Anna and astounded that Hugo bore the shock so courageously.
-
-The upshot of that summer was to fill his mind with fetid memories,
-which abated slowly, to make him disgusted with himself and tired of
-Indian Creek. He decided to go to a different college, one far away from
-the scene of his painful youth and his disillusioned maturity. He chose
-Webster University because of the greatness of its name. If Abednego
-Danner was hurt at his son's defection from his own college, he said
-nothing. And Mrs. Danner, grown more silent and reserved, yielded to her
-son's unexpected decision.
-
-Hugo packed his bags one September afternoon, with a feeling of
-dreaminess. He bade farewell to his family. He boarded the train. His
-mind was opaque. The spark burning in it was one of dawning adventure
-buried in a mass of detail. He had never been far from his native soil.
-Now he was going to see cities and people who were almost foreign, in
-the sophisticated East. But all he could dwell on was a swift cinema of
-a defeated little boy, a strong man who could never be strong, a
-surfeited love, a truant and dimly comprehensible blonde girl, a muddy
-street and a red station, a clapboard house, a sonorous church with
-hushed puppets in the pews, fudge parties, boats on the little river,
-cold winter, and ice over the mountains, and a fortress where once upon
-a time he had felt mightier than the universe.
-
-
-
-
-VI
-
-
-The short branch line to which Hugo changed brought him to the fringe of
-the campus. The cars were full of boys, so many of them that he was
-embarrassed. They all appeared to know each other, and no one spoke to
-him. His dreams on the train were culminated. He had decided to become a
-great athlete. With his mind's eye, he played the football he would
-play--and the baseball. Ninety-yard runs, homers hit over the fence into
-oblivion. Seeing the boys and feeling their lack of notice of him
-redoubled the force of that decision. Then he stepped on to the station
-platform and stood facing the campus. He could not escape a rush of
-reverence and of awe; it was so wide, so green and beautiful. Far away
-towered the giant arches of the stadium. Near by were the sharp Gothic
-points of the chapel and the graduate college. Between them a score or
-more of buildings rambled in and out through the trees.
-
-"Hey!"
-
-Hugo turned a little self-consciously. A youth in a white shirt and
-white trousers was beckoning to him. "Freshman, aren't you?"
-
-"Yes. My name's Danner. Hugo Danner."
-
-"I'm Lefty Foresman. Chuck!" A second student separated himself from the
-bustle of baggage and young men. "Here's a freshman."
-
-Hugo waited with some embarrassment. He wondered why they wanted a
-freshman. Lefty introduced Chuck and then said: "Are you strong,
-freshman?"
-
-For an instant he was stunned. Had they heard, guessed? Then he realized
-it was impossible. They wanted him to work. They were going to haze him.
-"Sure," he said.
-
-"Then get this trunk and I'll show you where to take it."
-
-Hugo was handed a baggage check. He found the official and located the
-trunk. Tentatively he tested its weight, as if he were a normally husky
-youth about to undertake its transportation. He felt pleased that his
-strength was going to be tried so accidentally and in such short order.
-Lefty and Chuck heaved the trunk on his back. "Can you carry it?" they
-asked.
-
-"Sure."
-
-"Don't be too sure. It's a long way."
-
-Peering from beneath the trunk under which he bent with a fair
-assumption of human weakness, Hugo had his first close glimpse of
-Webster. They passed under a huge arch and down a street lined with
-elms. Students were everywhere, carrying books and furniture, moving in
-wheelbarrows and moving by means of the backs of other freshmen. The two
-who led him were talking and he listened as he plodded.
-
-"Saw Marcia just before I left the lake--took her out one night--and got
-all over the place with her--and then came down--she's coming to the
-first prom with me--and Marj to the second--got to get some beer
-in--we'll buzz out and see if old Snorenson has made any wine this
-summer. Hello, Eddie--glad to see you back--I've elected the dean's
-physics, though, God knows, I'll never get a first in them and I need it
-for a key. That damn Frosh we picked up sure must have been a
-porter--hey, freshmen! Want a rest?"
-
-"No, thanks."
-
-"Went down to the field this afternoon--looks all right to me. The team,
-that is. Billings is going to quarter it now--and me after that--hope to
-Christ I make it--they're going to have Scapper and Dwan back at Yale
-and we've got a lot of work to do. Frosh! You don't need to drag that
-all the way in one yank. Put it down, will you?"
-
-"I'm not tired. I don't need a rest."
-
-"Well, you know best--but you ought to be tired. I would. Where do you
-come from?"
-
-"Colorado."
-
-"Huh! People go to Colorado. Never heard of any one coming from there
-before. Whereabouts?"
-
-"Indian Creek."
-
-"Oh." There was a pause. "You aren't an Indian, are you?" It was asked
-bluntly.
-
-"Scotch Presbyterian for twenty generations."
-
-"Well, when you get through here, you'll be full of Scotch and emptied
-of the Presbyterianism. Put the trunk down."
-
-Their talk of women, of classes, of football, excited Hugo. He was not
-quite as amazed to find that Lefty Foresman was one of the candidates
-for the football team as he might have been later when he knew how many
-students attended the university and how few, relatively, were athletes.
-He decided at once that he liked Lefty. The sophistication of his talk
-was unfamiliar to Hugo; much of it he could not understand and only
-guessed. He wanted Lefty to notice him. When he was told to put the
-trunk down, he did not obey. Instead, with precision and ease, he swung
-it up on his shoulder, held it with one hand and said in an unflustered
-tone: "I'm not tired, honestly. Where do we go from here?"
-
-"Great howling Jesus!" Lefty said, "what have we here? Hey! Put that
-trunk down." There was excitement in his voice. "Say, guy, do that
-again."
-
-Hugo did it. Lefty squeezed his biceps and grew pale. Those muscles in
-action lost their feel of flesh and became like stone. Lefty said: "Say,
-boy, can you play football?"
-
-"Sure," Hugo said.
-
-"Well, you leave that trunk with Chuck, here, and come with me."
-
-Hugo did as he had been ordered and they walked side by side to the
-gymnasium. Hugo had once seen a small gymnasium, ill equipped and badly
-lighted, and it had appealed mightily to him. Now he stood in a
-prodigious vaulted room with a shimmering floor, a circular balcony, a
-varied array of apparatus. His hands clenched. Lefty quit him for a
-moment and came back with a man who wore knickers. "Mr. Woodman, this
-is--what the hell's your name?"
-
-"Danner. Hugo Danner."
-
-"Mr. Woodman is football coach."
-
-Hugo took the man's hand. Lefty excused himself. Mr. Woodman said:
-"Young Foresman said you played football."
-
-"Just on a high-school team in Colorado."
-
-"Said you were husky. Go in my office and ask Fitzsimmons to give you a
-gym suit. Come out when you're ready."
-
-Hugo undressed and put on the suit. Fitzsimmons, the trainer, looked at
-him with warm admiration. "You're sure built, son."
-
-"Yeah. That's luck, isn't it?"
-
-Then Hugo was taken to another office. Woodman asked him a number of
-questions about his weight, his health, his past medical history. He
-listened to Hugo's heart and then led him to a scale. Hugo had lied
-about his weight.
-
-"I thought you said one hundred and sixty, Mr. Danner?"
-
-The scales showed two hundred and eleven, but it was impossible for a
-man of his size and build to weigh that much. Hugo had lied
-deliberately, hoping that he could avoid the embarrassment of being
-weighed. "I did, Mr. Woodman. You see--my weight is a sort of freak. I
-don't show it--no one would believe it--and yet there it is." He did not
-go into the details of his construction from a plasm new to biology.
-
-"Huh!" Mr. Woodman said. Together they walked out on the floor of the
-gymnasium. Woodman called to one of the figures on the track who was
-making slow, plodding circuits. "Hey, Nellie! Take this bird up and pace
-him for a lap. Make it fast."
-
-A little smile came at the corners of Hugo's mouth. Several of the men
-in the gymnasium stopped work to watch the trial of what was evidently a
-new candidate. "Ready?" Woodman said, and the runners crouched side by
-side. "Set? Go!"
-
-Nelson, one of the best sprinters Webster had had for years, dashed
-forward. He had covered thirty feet when he heard a voice almost in his
-ear. "Faster, old man."
-
-Nelson increased. "Faster, boy, I'm passing you." The words were spoken
-quietly, calmly. A rage filled Nelson. He let every ounce of his
-strength into his limbs and skimmed the canvas. Half a lap. Hugo ran at
-his side and Nelson could not lead him. The remaining half was not a
-race. Hugo finished thirty feet in the lead.
-
-Woodman, standing on the floor, wiped his forehead and bawled: "That the
-best you can do, Nellie?"
-
-"Yes, sir."
-
-"What in hell have you been doing to yourself?"
-
-Nelson drew a sobbing breath. "I--haven't--done--a thing. Time--that
-man. He's--faster than the intercollegiate mark."
-
-Woodman, still dubious, made Hugo run against time. And Hugo, eager to
-make an impression and unguided by a human runner, broke the world's
-record for the distance around the track by a second and three-fifths.
-The watch in Woodman's hands trembled.
-
-"Hey!" he said, uncertain of his voice, "come down here, will you?"
-
-Hugo descended the spiral iron staircase. He was breathing with ease.
-Woodman stared at him. "Lessee you jump."
-
-Hugo was familiar with the distances for jumping made in track meets. He
-was careful not to overdo his effort. His running jump was twenty-eight
-feet, and his standing jump was eleven feet and some inches. Woodman's
-face ran water. His eyes gleamed. "Danner," he said, "where did you get
-that way?"
-
-"What way?"
-
-"I mean--what have you done all your life?"
-
-"Nothing. Gone to school."
-
-"Two hundred and eleven pounds," Woodman muttered, "run like an Olympic
-champ--jump like a kangaroo--how's your kicking?"
-
-"All right, I guess."
-
-"Passing?"
-
-"All right, I guess."
-
-"Come on outside. Hey, Fitz! Bring a ball."
-
-An hour later Fitzsimmons found Woodman sitting in his office. Beside
-him was a bottle of whisky which he kept to revive wounded gladiators.
-"Fitz," said Woodman, looking at the trainer with dazed eyes, "did you
-see what I saw?"
-
-"Yes, I did, Woodie."
-
-"Tell me about it."
-
-Fitzsimmons scratched his greying head. "Well, Woodie, I seen a young
-man--"
-
-"Saw, Fitz."
-
-"I saw a young man come into the gym an' undress. He looked like an
-oiled steam engine. I saw him go and knock hell out of three track
-records without even losing his breath. Then I seen him go out on the
-field an' kick a football from one end to the other an' pass it back.
-That's what _I_ seen."
-
-Woodman nodded his head. "So did I. But I don't believe it, do you?"
-
-"I do. That's the man you--an' all the other coaches--have been wantin'
-to see. The perfect athlete. Better in everything than the best man at
-any one thing. Just a freak, Woodie--but, God Almighty, how New Haven
-an' Colgate are goin' to feel it these next years!"
-
-"Mebbe he's dumb, Fitz."
-
-"Mebbe. Mebbe not."
-
-"Find out."
-
-Fitz wasted no time. He telephoned to the registrar's office. "Mr. H.
-Danner," said the voice of a secretary, "passed his examinations with
-the highest honours and was admitted among the first ten."
-
-"He passed his entrance exams among the first ten," Fitzsimmons
-repeated.
-
-"God!" said Woodman, "it's the millennium!" And he took a drink.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Late in the afternoon of that day Hugo found his room in Thompson
-Dormitory. He unpacked his carpet-bag and his straw suitcase. He checked
-in his mind the things that he had done. It seemed a great deal for one
-day--a complete alteration of his life. He had seen the dean and
-arranged his classes: trigonometry, English, French, Latin, biology,
-physics, economics, hygiene. With a pencil and a ruler he made a
-schedule, which he pinned on the second-hand desk he had bought.
-
-Then he checked his furniture: a desk, two chairs, a bed, bed-clothes, a
-rug, sheets and blankets, towels. He hung his clothes in the closet. For
-a while he looked at them attentively. They were not like the clothes of
-the other students. He could not quite perceive the difference, but he
-felt it, and it made him uncomfortable. The room to which he had been
-assigned was pleasant. It looked over the rolling campus on two sides,
-and both windows were framed in the leaves of nodding ivy.
-
-It was growing dark. From a dormitory near by came the music of a banjo.
-Presently the player sang and other voices joined with him. A warm and
-golden sun touched the high clouds with lingering fire. Voices cried
-out, young and vigorous. Hugo sighed. He was going to be happy at
-Webster. His greatness was going to be born here.
-
-At that time Woodman called informally on Chuck and Lefty. They were in
-a heated argument over the decorative arrangement of various liquor
-bottles when he knocked. "Come in!" they shouted in unison.
-
-"Hello!"
-
-"Oh, Woodie. Come in. Sit down. Want a drink--you're not in training?"
-
-"No, thanks. Had one. And it would be a damn sight better if you birds
-didn't keep the stuff around."
-
-"It's Chuck's." Lefty grinned.
-
-"All right. I came to see about that bird you brought to me--Danner."
-
-"Was he any good?"
-
-Woodman hesitated. "Fellows, if I told you how good he was, you wouldn't
-believe me. He's so good--I'm scared of him."
-
-"Whaddaya mean?"
-
-"Just that. He gave Nellie thirty feet in a lap on the track."
-
-"Great God!"
-
-"He jumped twenty-eight and eleven feet--running and standing. He kicked
-half a dozen punts for eighty and ninety yards and he passed the same
-distance."
-
-Lefty sat down on the window seat. His voice was hoarse. "That--can't be
-done, Woodie."
-
-"I know it. But he did it. But that isn't what makes me frightened. How
-much do you think he weighs?"
-
-"One fifty-five--or thereabouts."
-
-Woodie shook his head. "No, Lefty, he weighs two hundred and eleven."
-
-"Two eleven! He can't, Woodie. There's something wrong with your
-scales."
-
-"Not a thing."
-
-The two students stared at each other and then at the coach. They were
-able to grasp the facts intellectually, but they could not penetrate the
-reactions of their emotions. At last Lefty said: "But that
-isn't--well--it isn't human, Woodie."
-
-"That's why I'm scared. Something has happened to this bird. He has a
-disease of some kind--that has toughened him. Like Pott's disease, that
-turns you to stone. But you wouldn't think it. There's not a trace of
-anything on the surface. I'm having a blood test made soon. Wait till
-to-morrow when you see him in action. It'll terrify you. Because you'll
-have the same damned weird feeling I have--that he isn't doing one tenth
-of what he can do--that he's really just playing with us all. By God, if
-I was a bit superstitious, I'd throw up my job and get as much distance
-between me and that bird as I could. I'm telling you simply to prepare
-you. There's something mighty funny about him, and the sooner we find
-out, the better."
-
-Mr. Woodman left the dormitory. Lefty and Chuck stared at each other for
-the space of a minute, and then, with one accord, they went together to
-the registrar's office. There they found Hugo's address on the campus,
-and in a few minutes they were at his door.
-
-"Come in," Hugo said. He smiled when he saw Lefty and Chuck. "Want some
-more trunks moved?"
-
-"Maybe--later." They sat down, eying Hugo speculatively. Lefty acted as
-spokesman. "Listen here, guy, we've just seen Woodie and he says you're
-phenomenal--so much so that it isn't right."
-
-Hugo reddened. He had feared that his exhibition was exaggerated by his
-eagerness to impress the coach. He said nothing and Lefty continued:
-"You're going to be here for four years and you're going to love this
-place. You're going to be willing to die for it. All the rest of your
-life the fact that you went to old Webster is going to make a
-difference. But there's one thing that Webster insists on--and that's
-fair play. And honesty--and courage. You've come from a little town in
-the West and you're a stranger here. Understand, this is all in a spirit
-of friendship. So far--we like you. We want you to be one of us. To
-belong. You have a lot to learn and a long way to go. I'm being frank
-because I want to like you. For instance, Chuck here is a millionaire.
-My old man is no dead stick in the Blue Book. Things like that will be
-different from what you've known before. But the important thing is to
-be a square shooter. Don't be angry. Do you understand?"
-
-Hugo walked to the window and looked out into the thickened gloom. He
-had caught the worry, the repression, in Lefty's voice. The youth, his
-merry blue eyes suddenly grave, his poised self abnormally disturbed,
-had suggested a criticism of some sort. What was it? Hugo was hurt and a
-little frightened. Would his college life be a repetition of Indian
-Creek? Would the athletes and the others in college of his own age fear
-and detest him--because he was superior? Was that what they meant? He
-did not know. He was loath to offend Lefty and Chuck. But there seemed
-no alternative to the risk. No one had talked to him in that way for a
-long time. He sat on his bed. "Fellows," he said tersely, "I don't think
-I know what you're driving at. Will you tell me?"
-
-The roommates fidgeted. They did not know exactly, either. They had come
-to fathom the abnormality in Hugo. Chuck lit a cigarette. Lefty smiled
-with an assumed ease. "Why--nothing, Danner. You see--well--I'm
-quarterback of the football team. And you'll probably be on it this
-year--we haven't adopted the new idea of keeping freshmen off the
-varsity. Just wanted to tell you those--well--those principles."
-
-Hugo knew he had not been answered. He felt, too, that he would never in
-his life give away his secret. The defences surrounding it had been too
-immutably fixed. His joy at knowing that he had been accepted so soon as
-a logical candidate for the football team was tempered by this
-questioning. "I have principles, fellows."
-
-"Good." Lefty rose. "Guess we'll be going. By the way, Woodie said you
-smashed a couple of track records to-day. Where'd you learn?"
-
-"Nowhere."
-
-"How come, then?"
-
-"Just--natural."
-
-Lefty summoned his will. "Sure it isn't--well--unhealthy. Woodie says
-there are a couple of diseases that make you--well--get tough--like
-stone."
-
-Hugo realized the purpose of the visit. "Then--be sure I haven't any
-diseases. My father had an M.D." He smiled awkwardly. "Ever since I was
-a kid, I've been stronger than most people. And I probably have a little
-edge still. Just an accident, that's all. Is that what you were
-wondering about?"
-
-Lefty smiled with instant relief. "Yes, it is. And I'm glad you take it
-that way. Listen--why don't you come over to the Inn and take dinner
-with Chuck and me? Let commons go for to-night. What say?"
-
- * * * * *
-
-At eleven Hugo wound his alarm clock and set it for seven. He yawned
-and smiled. All during supper he had listened to the glories of Webster
-and the advantages of belonging to the Psi Delta fraternity, to
-descriptions of parties and to episodes with girls. Lefty and Chuck had
-embraced him in their circle. They had made suggestions about what he
-should wear and whom he should know; they had posted him on the
-behaviour best suited for each of his professors. They liked him and he
-liked them, immensely. They were the finest fellows in the world.
-Webster was a magnificent university. And he was going to be one of its
-most glorious sons.
-
-He undressed and went to bed. In a moment he slept, drawing in deep,
-swift breaths. His face was smiling and his arm was extended, whether to
-ward off shadows or to embrace a new treasure could not be told. In the
-bright sunshine of morning his alarm jangled and he woke to begin his
-career as an undergraduate.
-
-
-
-
-VII
-
-
-From the day of his arrival Webster University felt the presence of Hugo
-Danner. Classes, football practice, hazing, fraternity scouting began on
-that morning with a feverish and good-natured hurly-burly that, for a
-time, completely bewildered him. Hugo participated in everything. He
-went to the classroom with pleasure. It was never difficult for him to
-learn and never easier than in those first few weeks. The professors he
-had known (and he reluctantly included his own father) were dry-as-dust
-individuals who had none of the humanities. And at least some of the
-professors at Webster were brilliant, urbane, capable of all
-understanding. Their lectures were like tonic to Hugo.
-
-The number of his friends grew with amazing rapidity. It seemed that he
-could not cross the campus without being hailed by a member of the
-football team and presented to another student. The Psi Deltas saw to it
-that he met the entire personnel of their chapter at Webster. Other
-fraternities looked at him with covetous eyes, but Lefty Foresman, who
-was chairman of the membership committee, let it be known that the Psi
-Deltas had marked Hugo for their own. And no one refused their bid.
-
-On the second Monday after college opened, Hugo went to the class
-elections and found to his astonishment that he received twenty-eight
-votes for president. A boy from a large preparatory school was elected,
-but twenty-eight votes spoke well for the reputation he had gained in
-that short time. On that day, too, he learned the class customs.
-Freshmen had to wear black caps, black shoes and socks and ties. They
-were not allowed to walk on the grass or to ride bicycles. The ancient
-cannon in the center of the class square was defended annually by the
-sophomores, and its theft was always attempted by the freshmen. No
-entering class had stolen it in eight years. Those things amused Hugo.
-They gave him an intimate feeling of belonging to his school. He wrote
-to his parents about them.
-
-Dean Aiken, the newly elected president of the freshman class,
-approached Hugo on the matter of the cannon. "We want a gang of good
-husky boys to pull it up some night and take it away. Are you with us?"
-
-"Sure."
-
-Left to his own considerations, Hugo recalled his promise and walked
-across the campus with the object of studying the cannon. It was a
-medium-sized piece of Revolutionary War vintage. It stood directly in
-the rear of Webster Hall, and while Hugo regarded it, he noticed that
-two sophomores remained in the vicinity. He knew that guard, changed
-every two hours, would be on duty day and night until Christmas was
-safely passed. Well, the cannon was secure. It couldn't be rolled away.
-The theft of it would require first a free-for-all with the sophomores
-and after a definite victory a mob assault of the gun. Hugo walked
-closer to it.
-
-"Off the grass, freshman!"
-
-He wheeled obediently. One of the guards approached him. "Get off the
-grass and stay off and don't look at that cannon with longing. It isn't
-healthy for young freshmen."
-
-Hugo grinned. "All right, fella. But you better keep a double guard on
-that thing while I want it."
-
-Two nights later, during a heavy rain that had begun after the fall of
-dark, Hugo clad himself in a slicker and moved vaguely into the night.
-Presently he reached the cannon yard, and in the shelter of an arch he
-saw the sophomore guards. They smoked cigarettes, and one of them sang
-softly. Day and night a pair of conscripted sentries kept watchful eyes
-on the gun. A shout from either of them would bring the whole class
-tumbling from its slumber in a very few moments. Hugo moved out of their
-vision. The campus was empty.
-
-He rounded Webster Hall, the mud sucking softly under his feet and the
-rain dampening his face. From beneath his coat he took a flare and
-lighted the fuse. He heard the two sophomores running toward it in the
-thick murk. When they were very close, he stepped on to the stone
-flagging, looked up into the cloudy sky, gathered himself, and leaped
-over the three stories of Webster Hall. He landed with a loud thud ten
-feet from the cannon. When the sophomores returned, after extinguishing
-the flare, their cherished symbol of authority had vanished.
-
-There was din on the campus. First the loud cries of two voices. Then
-the screech of raised windows, the babble of more voices, and the rush
-of feet that came with new gusts of rain. Flash-lights pierced the
-gloom. Where the cannon had been, a hundred and then two hundred figures
-gathered, swirled, organized search-parties, built a fire. Dawn came,
-and the cannon was still missing. The clouds lifted. In the wan light
-some one pointed up. There, on the roof of Webster Hall, with the
-numerals of the freshman class painted on its muzzle, was the old
-weapon. Arms stretched. An angry, incredulous hum waxed to a steady
-pitch and waned as the sophomores dispersed.
-
-In the morning, theory ran rife. The freshmen were tight-lipped,
-pretending knowledge where they had none, exulting secretly. Dean Aiken
-was kidnapped at noon and given a third degree, which extorted no
-information. The theft of the cannon and its elevation to the roof of
-the hall entered the annals of Webster legend. And Hugo, watching the
-laborious task of its removal from the roof, seemed merely as pleased
-and as mystified as the other freshmen.
-
-So the autumn commenced. The first football game was played and Hugo
-made a touchdown. He made another in the second game. They took him to
-New York in November for the dinner that was to celebrate the entrance
-of a new chapter to Psi Delta.
-
-His fraternity had hired a private car. As soon as the college towers
-vanished, the entertainment committee took over the party. Glasses were
-filled with whisky and passed by a Negro porter. Hugo took his with a
-feeling of nervousness and of excited anticipation. The coach had given
-him permission to break training--advised it, in fact. And Hugo had
-never tasted liquor. He watched the others, holding his glass gingerly.
-They swallowed their drinks, took more. The effect did not seem to be
-great. He smelled the whisky, and the smell revolted him.
-
-"Drink up, Danner!"
-
-"Never use the stuff. I'm afraid it'll throw me."
-
-"Not you. Come on! Bottoms up!"
-
-It ran into his throat, hot and steaming. He swallowed a thousand
-needles and knew the warmth of it in his stomach. They gave another
-glass to him and then a third. Some of the brothers were playing cards.
-Hugo watched them. He perceived that his feet were loose on their ankles
-and that his shoulders lurched. It would not do to lose control of
-himself, he thought. For another man, it might be safe. Not for him. He
-repeated the thought inanely. Some one took his arm.
-
-"Nice work in the game last week. Pretty."
-
-"Thanks."
-
-"Woodie says you're the best man on the team. Glad you went Psi Delt.
-Best house on the campus. Great school, Webster. You'll love it."
-
-"Sure," Hugo said.
-
-The railroad coach was twisting and writhing peculiarly. Hugo suddenly
-wanted to be in the air. He hastened to the platform of the car and
-stood on it, squinting his eyes at the countryside. When they reached
-the Grand Central Terminal he was cured of his faintness. They rode to
-the theatre in an omnibus and saw the matinée of a musical show. Hugo
-had never realized that so many pretty girls could be gathered together
-in one place. Their scant, glittering costumes flashed in his face. He
-wanted them. Between the acts the fraternity repaired in a body to the
-lavatory and drank whisky from bottles.
-
-Hugo began to feel that he was living at last. He was among men,
-sophisticated men, and learning to be like them. Nothing like the
-_camaraderie_, the show, the liquor, in Indian Creek. He was wearing the
-suit that Lefty Foresman had chosen for him. He felt well dressed, cool,
-capable. He was intensely well disposed toward his companions. When the
-show was over, he stood in the bright lights, momentarily depressed by
-the disappearance of the long file of girls. Then he shouldered among
-his companions and went out of the theatre riotously.
-
-Two long tables were drawn up at the Raven, a restaurant famous for its
-roast meats, its beer, and its lack of scruples about the behaviour of
-its guests. The Psi Deltas took their places at the tables. The
-dining-room they occupied was private. Hugo saw as if in a dream the
-long rows of silverware, the dishes of celery and olives, and the ranks
-of shining glasses. They sat. Waiters wound their way among them. There
-was a song. The toastmaster, a New York executive who had graduated from
-Webster twenty years before, understood the temper of his charge. He was
-witty, ribald, genial.
-
-He made a speech, but not too long a speech. He called on the president
-of a bank, who rose totteringly and undid the toastmaster's good offices
-by making too long a speech. Its reiterated "dear old Websters" were
-finally lost in the ring and tinkle of glassware and cutlery.
-
-At the end of the long meal Hugo realized that his being had undergone
-change. Objects approached and receded before his vision. The voice of
-the man sitting beside him came to his ears as if through water. His
-mind continually turned upon itself in a sort of infatuated examination.
-His attention could not be held even on his own words. He decided that
-he was feverish. Then some one said: "Well, Danner, how do you like
-being drunk?"
-
-"Drunk?"
-
-"Sure. You aren't going to tell me you're sober, are you?"
-
-When the speaker had gone, Hugo realized that it was Chuck. There had
-been no feeling of recognition. "I'm drunk!" he said.
-
-"Some one give Danner a drink. He has illusions."
-
-"Drunk! Why, this man isn't drunk. It's monstrous. He has a weakened
-spine, that's all."
-
-"I'm drunk," Hugo repeated. He knew then what it was to be drunk. The
-toastmaster was rising again. Hugo saw it dimly.
-
-"Fellows!" A fork banged on a glass. "Fellows!" There was a slow
-increase in silence. "Fellows! It's eleven o'clock now. And I have a
-surprise for you."
-
-"Surprise! Hey, guys, shut up for the surprise!"
-
-"Fellows! What I was going to say is this: the girls from the show we
-saw this afternoon are coming over here--all thirty of 'em. We're going
-up to my house for a real party. And the lid'll be off. Anything
-goes--only anybody that fights gets thrown out straight off without an
-argument. Are you on?"
-
-The announcement was greeted by a stunned quiet which grew into a bellow
-of approval. Plates and glasses were thrown on the floor. Lefty leaped
-on to the table and performed a dance. The proprietor came in, looked,
-and left hastily, and then the girls arrived.
-
-They came through the door, after a moment of reluctant hesitation, like
-a flood of brightly colored water. They sat down in the laps of the
-boys, on chairs, on the edge of the disarrayed tables. They were served
-with innumerable drinks as rapidly as the liquor could be brought. They
-were working, that night, for the ten dollars promised to each one. But
-they were working with college boys, which was a rest from the stream of
-affluent and paunchy males who made their usual escort. Their gaiety was
-better than assumed.
-
-Hugo had never seen such a party or dreamed of one. His vision was
-cleared instantly of its cobwebs. He saw three boys seize one girl and
-turn her heels over head. A piano was moved in. She jumped up and
-started dancing on the table. Then there was a voice at his side.
-
-"Hello, good-looking. I could use that drink if you can spare it."
-
-Hugo looked at the girl. She had brown hair that had been curled. Her
-lips and cheeks were heavily rouged and the corners of her mouth turned
-down in a sort of petulance or fatigue. But she was pretty. And her
-body, showing whitely above her evening dress, was creamy and warm. He
-gave the drink to her. She sat in his lap.
-
-"Gosh," he whispered. She laughed.
-
-"I saw her first," some one said, pulling at the girl's arm.
-
-"Go 'way," Hugo shouted. He pushed the other from them. "What's your
-name?"
-
-"Bessie. What's yours?"
-
-"Hugo."
-
-The girl accepted two glasses from a waiter. They drained them, looking
-at each other over the rims. "Got any money, Hugo?"
-
-Hugo had. He carried on his person the total of his cash assets. Some
-fifty dollars. "Sure. I have fifty dollars," he answered.
-
-He felt her red lips against his ear. "Let's you and me duck this party
-and have a little one of our own. I've got an apartment not far from
-here."
-
-He could hear the pounding of his heart. "Let's."
-
-They moved unostentatiously from the room. Outside, in the hall, she
-took his hand. They ran to the front door.
-
-There was the echo of bedlam in his whirling mind when they walked
-through the almost deserted street. She called to a taxi and they were
-driven for several blocks. At a cheap dance hall they took a table and
-drank more liquor. When his head was turned, she narrowed her eyes and
-calculated the effect of the alcohol against the dwindling of his purse.
-They danced.
-
-"Gee, you're a swell dancer."
-
-"So are you, Bessie."
-
-"Still wanna go home with Bessie?"
-
-"Mmmm."
-
-"Let's go."
-
-Another taxi ride. The lights seethed past him. A dark house and three
-flights of rickety stairs. The gritty sound of a key in a lock. A little
-room with a table, a bed, two chairs, a gas-light turned low, a
-disheveled profusion of female garments.
-
-"Here we are. Sit down."
-
-Hugo looked at her tensely. He laughed then, with a harsh sound. She
-flew into his arms, returning his searching caresses with startling
-frankness. Presently they moved across the room. He could hear the
-noises on the street at long, hot intervals.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Hugo opened his eyes and the light smote them with pain. He raised his
-head wonderingly. His stomach crawled with a foul nausea. He saw the
-dirty room. Bessie was not in it. He staggered to the wash-bowl and was
-sick. He noticed then that her clothes were missing. The fact impressed
-him as one that should have significance. He rubbed his head and eyes.
-Then he thought accurately. He crossed the room and felt in his trousers
-pockets. The money was gone.
-
-At first it did not seem like a catastrophe. He could telegraph to his
-father for more money. Then he realized that he was in New York, without
-a ticket back to the campus, separated from his friends, and not knowing
-the address of the toastmaster. He could not find his fraternity
-brothers and he could not get back to school without more money.
-Moreover, he was sick.
-
-He dressed with miserable slowness and went down to the street. Served
-him right. He had been a fool. He shrugged. A sharp wind blew out of a
-bright sky.
-
-Maybe, he thought, he should walk back to Webster. It was only eighty
-miles and that distance could be negotiated in less than two hours by
-him. But that was unwise. People would see his progress. He sat down in
-Madison Square Park and looked at the Flatiron Building with a leisurely
-eye. A fire engine surged up the street. A man came to collect the trash
-in a green can. A tramp lay down and was ousted by a policeman.
-
-By and by he realized that he was hungry. A little man with darting eyes
-took a seat beside him. He regarded Hugo at short intervals. At length
-he said. "You got a dime for a cup of coffee?" His words were blurred by
-accent.
-
-"No. I came here from school last night and my money was stolen."
-
-"Ah," there was a tinge of discouragement in the other's voice. "And
-hungry, perhaps?"
-
-"A little."
-
-"Me--I am also hungry. I have not eaten since two days."
-
-That impressed Hugo as a shameful and intolerable circumstance. "Let's
-go over there"--he indicated a small restaurant--"and eat. Then I'll
-promise to send the money by mail. At least, we'll be fed that way."
-
-"We will be thrown to the street on our faces."
-
-"Not I. Nobody throws me on my face. And I'll look out for you."
-
-They crossed the thoroughfare and entered the restaurant. The little man
-ordered a quantity of food, and Hugo, looking guiltily at the waiter,
-duplicated the order. They became distantly acquainted during the
-filched repast. The little man's name was Izzie. He sold second-hand
-rugs. But he was out of work. Eventually they finished. The waiter
-brought the check. He was a large man, whose jowls and hips and
-shoulders were heavily weighted with muscle.
-
-Hugo stood up. "Listen, fellow," he began placidly, "my friend and I
-haven't a cent between us. I'm Hugo Danner, from Webster University, and
-I'll mail you the price of this feed to-morrow. I'll write down my name
-and--"
-
-He got no further. The waiter spoke in a thick voice. "So! One of them
-guys, eh? Tryin' to get away with it when I'm here, huh? Well, I tell
-you how you're gonna pay. You're gonna pay this check with a bloody
-mush, see?" His fist doubled and drew back. Hugo did not shift his
-position. The fist came forward, but an arm like stone blocked it.
-Hugo's free hand barely flicked to the waiter's jaw. He rolled under the
-table. "Come on," he said, but Izzie had already vanished through the
-door.
-
-Hugo walked hurriedly up the street and turned a corner. A hand tugged
-at his coat. He turned and was confronted by Izzie. "I seen you through
-the window. Jeest, guy, you kin box. Say, I know where you kin clean
-up--if you got the nerve."
-
-"Clean up? Where?"
-
-"Come on. We better get out of here anyhow."
-
-They made their way toward the river. The city changed character on the
-other side of the elevated railroad, and presently they were walking
-through a dirty, evil-smelling, congested neighborhood.
-
-"Where are we going, Izzie?"
-
-"Wait a minute, Mr. Danner."
-
-"What's the idea?"
-
-"You wait."
-
-Another series of dirty blocks. Then they came to a bulky building that
-spread a canopy over the sidewalk. "Here," Izzie said, and pointed.
-
-His finger indicated a sign, which Hugo read twice. It said: "Battling
-Ole Swenson will meet all comers in this gymnasium at three this
-afternoon and eight to-night. Fifty dollars will be given to any man,
-black or white, who can stay three rounds with him, and one hundred
-dollars cash money to the man who knocks out Battling Ole Swenson, the
-Terror of the Docks."
-
-"See," Izzie said, rubbing his hands excitedly, "mebbe you could do it."
-
-A light dawned on Hugo. He smiled. "I can," he replied. "What time is
-it?"
-
-"Two o'clock."
-
-"Well, let's go."
-
-They entered the lobby of the "gymnasium." "Mr. Epstein," Izzie called,
-"I gotta fighter for the Swede."
-
-Mr. Epstein was a pale fat man who ignored the handicap of the dank
-cigar in his mouth and roared when he spoke. He glanced at Hugo and then
-addressed Izzie. "Where is he?"
-
-"There."
-
-Epstein looked at Hugo and then was shaken by laughter. "There, you
-says, and there I looks and what do I see but a pink young angel face
-that Ole would swallow without chewing."
-
-Hugo said: "I don't think so. I'm willing to try."
-
-Epstein scowled. "Run away from here, kid, before you get hurt. Ole
-would laugh at you. This isn't easy money. It takes a man to get a look
-at it."
-
-Izzie stamped impatiently. "I tell you, Mr. Epstein, I seen this boy
-fight. He's the goods. He can beat your Ole. I bet he can." His voice
-caught and he glanced nervously at Hugo. "I bet ten dollars he can."
-
-"How much?" Epstein bellowed.
-
-"Well--say twenty dollars."
-
-"How much?"
-
-"Fifty dollars. It's all I got, Epstein."
-
-"All right--go in and sign up and leave your wad. Kid," he turned to
-Hugo, "you may think you're husky, but Ole is a killer. He's six nine in
-his socks and he weighs two hundred and eighty. He'll mash you."
-
-"I don't think so," Hugo repeated.
-
-"Well, you'll be meat. We'll put you second on the list. And the
-lights'll go out fast enough for yuh."
-
-Hugo followed Izzie and reached him in time to see a fifty-dollar bill
-peeled from a roll which was extracted with great intricacy from Izzie's
-clothes. "I thought you hadn't eaten for two days!"
-
-"It's God's truth," Izzie answered uneasily. "I was savin' this
-dough--an' it's lucky, too, isn't it?"
-
-Hugo did not know whether to laugh or to be angry. He said: "And you'd
-have let me take a poke in the jaw from that waiter. You're a hell of a
-guy, Izzie."
-
-Izzie moved his eyes rapidly. "I ain't so bad. I'm bettin' on you, ain't
-I? An' I got you a chancet at the Swede, didn't I?"
-
-"How'd you know that waiter couldn't kill me?"
-
-"Well--he didn't. Anyhow, what's a poke in the jaw to a square meal,
-eh?"
-
-"When the other fellow gets the poke and you get the meal. All right,
-Izzie. I wish I thought Ole was going to lick me."
-
-Hugo wrote his name under a printed statement to the effect that the
-fight managers were not responsible for the results of the combat. The
-man who led him to a dressing-room was filled with sympathy and advice.
-He told Hugo that one glance at Ole would discourage his reckless
-avarice. But Hugo paid no attention. The room was dirty. It smelled of
-sweat and rubber sneakers. He sat there for half an hour, reading a
-newspaper. Outside, somewhere, he could hear the mumble of a gathering
-crowd, punctuated by the voices of candy and peanut-hawkers.
-
-At last they brought some clothes to him. A pair of trunks that flapped
-over his loins, ill-fitting canvas shoes, a musty bath robe. When the
-door of his room opened, the noise of the crowd was louder. Finally it
-was hushed. He heard the announcer. It was like the voice of a minister
-coming through the stained windows of a church. It rose and fell. Then
-the distant note of the gong. After that the crowd called steadily,
-sometimes in loud rage and sometimes almost in a whisper.
-
-Finally they brought Ole's first victim into Hugo's cell. He was a man
-with the physique of a bull. His face was cut and his eyes were
-darkening. One of the men heaving his stretcher looked at Hugo.
-
-"Better beat it, kid, while you can still do it on your own feet. You
-ain't even got the reach for Ole. He's a grizzly, bo. He'll just about
-kill you."
-
-Hugo tightened his belt and swung the electric light back and forth with
-a slow-moving fist. Another man expertly strapped his fists with
-adhesive tape.
-
-"When do I go out?" Hugo asked.
-
-"You mean, when do you get knocked out?" the second laughed.
-
-"Fight?"
-
-"Well, if you're determined to get croaked, you do it now."
-
-In the arena it was dazzling. A bank of noisy people rose on all sides
-of him. Hugo walked down the aisle and clambered into the ring. Ole was
-one of the largest men he had ever seen in his life. There was no doubt
-of his six feet nine inches and his two hundred and eighty pounds. Hugo
-imagined that the man was not a scientific fighter. A bruiser. Well, he
-knew nothing of fighting, either.
-
-A man in his shirt sleeves stood up in the ring and bellowed, "The next
-contestant for the reward of fifty dollars to stay three rounds with
-battling Ole and one hundred dollars to knock him out is Mr. H. Smith."
-They cheered. It was a nasty sound, filled with the lust for blood. Hugo
-realized that he was excited. His knees wabbled when he rose and his
-hand trembled as he took the monstrous paw of the Swede and saw his
-unpleasant smile. Hugo's heart was pounding. For one instant he felt
-weak and human before Battling Ole. He whispered to himself: "Quit it,
-you fool; you know better; you can't even be hurt." It did not make him
-any more quiet.
-
-Then they were sitting face to face. A bell rang. The hall became silent
-as the mountainous Swede lumbered from his corner. He towered over Hugo,
-who stood up and went out to meet him like David approaching Goliath. To
-the crowd the spectacle was laughable. There was jeering before they
-met. "Where's your mamma?" "Got your bottle, baby?" "Put the poor little
-bastard back in his carriage." "What's this--a fight or a freak show?"
-Laughter.
-
-It was like cold water to Hugo. His face set. He looked at Ole. The
-Swede's fist moved back like the piston of a great engine into which
-steam has been let slowly. Then it came forward. Hugo, trained to see
-and act in keeping with his gigantic strength, dodged easily. "Atta
-boy!" "One for Johnny-dear!" The fist went back and came again and
-again, as if that piston, gathering speed, had broken loose and was
-flailing through the screaming air. Hugo dodged like a beam of light,
-and the murderous weapon never touched him. The spectators began to
-applaud his speed. He could beat the Swede's fist every time. "Run him,
-kiddo!" "It's only three rounds."
-
-The bell. Ole was panting. As he sat in his corner, his coal-scuttle
-gloves dangling, he cursed in his native tongue. Too little to hit.
-Bell. The second round was the same. Hugo never attempted to touch the
-Swede. Only to avoid him. And the man worked like a Trojan. Sweat
-seethed over his big, blank face. His small eyes sharpened to points. He
-brought his whole carcass flinging through the air after his fist. But
-every blow ended in a sickening wrench that missed the target. The crowd
-grew more excited. During the interval between the second and third
-rounds there was betting on the outcome. Three to one that Ole would
-connect and murder the boy. Four to one. One to five that Hugo would win
-fifty dollars before he died beneath the trip-hammer.
-
-The third round opened. The crowd suddenly tired of the sport. A shrill
-female voice reached Hugo's cold, concentrated mind: "Keep on running,
-yellow baby!"
-
-So. They wanted a killing. They called him yellow. The Swede was on him,
-elephantine, sweating, sucking great, rumbling breaths of air, swinging
-his fists. Hugo studied the motion. That fist to that side, up, down,
-now!
-
-Like hail they began to land upon the Swede. Bewilderingly, everywhere.
-No hope of guarding. Every blow smashed, stung, ached. No chance to
-swing back. Cover up. His arms went over his face. He felt rivets drive
-into his kidneys. He reached out and clinched. They rocked in each
-other's arms. Dazed by that bitter onslaught of lightning blows, Ole
-thought only to lock Hugo in his arms and crush him. When they clinched,
-the crowd, grown instantly hysterical, sank back in despair. It was
-over. Ole could break the little man's back. They saw his arms spring
-into knots. Jesus! Hugo's fist shot between their chests and Ole was
-thrown violently backward. Impossible. He lunged back, crimson to kill,
-one hand guarding his jaw. "Easy, now, for the love of God, easy," Hugo
-said to himself. There. On the hand at the chin. Hugo's gloves went out.
-Lift him! It connected. The Swede left the floor and crumpled slowly,
-with a series of bumping sounds. And how the hyenas yelled!
-
-They crowded into his dressing-room afterwards. Epstein came to his side
-before he had dressed. "Come out and have a mug of suds, kid. That was
-the sweetest fight I ever hope to live to see. I can sign you up for a
-fortune right now. I can make you champ in two years."
-
-"No, thanks," Hugo said.
-
-The man persisted. He talked earnestly. He handed Hugo a hundred-dollar
-bill. Hugo finished his dressing. Izzie wormed his way in. "Fifty
-dollars I won yet! Didn't I tole you, Mr. Epstein!"
-
-"Come here, Izzie!"
-
-The little man ran to shake Hugo's hand, but it was extended for another
-reason. "I want that fifty you won," he said unsmilingly. "When a bird
-tracks along for a free feed and lets another guy fight for him and has
-a roll big enough to stop up a rainspout, he owes money. That lunch will
-set you back just exactly what you won on me."
-
-There was laughter in the room. Izzie whimpered. "Ain't you got a
-hundred all ready that I got for you? Ain't it enough that you got it?
-Ain't I got a wife wit' kids yet?"
-
-"No, it ain't, yet." Hugo snapped the fingers of his extended hand. The
-other hand doubled significantly. Izzie gave him the money. He was
-almost in tears. The others guffawed.
-
-"Wait up, bo. Give us your address if you ever change your mind. You can
-pick up a nice livin' in this game."
-
-"No, thanks. All I needed was railroad fare. Thank you,
-gentlemen--and--good-by."
-
-No one undertook to hinder Hugo's departure.
-
-
-
-
-VIII
-
-
-Greatness seemed to elude Hugo, success such as he had earned was
-inadequate, and his friendships as well as his popularity were tinged
-with a sort of question that he never understood. By the end of winter
-he was well established in Webster as a great athlete. Psi Delta sang
-his praises and was envied his deeds. Lefty and Chuck treated him as a
-brother. And, Hugo perceived, none of that treatment and none of that
-society was quite real. He wondered if his personality was so meagre
-that it was not equal to his strength. He wondered if his strength was
-really the asset he had dreamed it would be, and if, perhaps, other
-people were not different from him in every way, so that any close human
-contact was impossible to him.
-
-It was a rather tragic question to absorb a man so filled with life and
-ambition as he. Yet every month had raised it more insistently. He saw
-other men sharing their inmost souls and he could never do that. He saw
-those around him breaking their hearts and their lungs for the
-university, and, although it was never necessary for him to do that, he
-doubted that he could if he would. Webster was only a school. A
-sentiment rather than an ideal, a place rather than a goal of dreams. He
-thought that he was cynical. He thought that he was inhuman. It worried
-him.
-
-His love was a similar experience. He fell in love twice during that
-first year in college. Once at a prom with a girl who was related to
-Lefty--a rich, socially secure girl who had studied abroad and who
-almost patronized her cousin.
-
-Hugo had seen her dancing, and her long, slender legs and arms had
-issued an almost tangible challenge to him. She had looked over Lefty's
-shoulder and smiled vaguely. They had met. Hugo danced with her. "I love
-to come to a prom," she said; "it makes me feel young again."
-
-"How old are you?"
-
-She ignored the obvious temptation to be coy and he appreciated that.
-"Twenty-one."
-
-It seemed reasonably old to Hugo. The three years' difference in their
-ages had given her a pinnacle of maturity.
-
-"And that makes you old," he reflected.
-
-She nodded. Her name was Iris. Afterwards Hugo thought that it should
-have been Isis. Half goddess, half animal. He had never met with the
-vanguard of emancipated American womanhood before then. "You're the
-great Hugo Danner, aren't you? I've seen your picture in the sporting
-sections." She read sporting sections. He had never thought of a woman
-in that light. "But you're really much handsomer. You have more sex and
-masculinity and you seem more intelligent."
-
-Then, between the dances, Lefty had come. "She? Oh, she's a sort of
-cousin. Flies in all the high altitudes in town. Blue Book and all that.
-Better look out, Hugo. She plays rough."
-
-"She doesn't look rough."
-
-Both youths watched her. Long, dark hair, willowy body, high, pale
-forehead, thin nose, red mouth, smiling like a lewd agnostic and dancing
-close to her partner, enjoying even that. "Well, look out, Hugo. If she
-wants to play, don't let her play with your heart. Anything else is
-quite in the books."
-
-"Oh."
-
-She came to the stag line, ignoring a sequence of invitations, and asked
-him to dance. They went out on the velvet campus. "I could love you--for
-a little while," she said. "It's too bad you have to play football
-to-morrow."
-
-"Is that an excuse?"
-
-She smiled remotely. "You're being disloyal." Her fan moved delicately.
-"But I shan't chide you. In fact, I'll stay over for the game--and I'll
-enjoy the anticipation--more, perhaps. But you'll have to win it--to win
-me. I'm not a soothing type."
-
-"It will be easy--to win," Hugo said and she peered through the darkness
-with admiration, because he had made his ellipsis of the object very
-plain.
-
-"It is always easy for you to win, isn't it?" she countered with an easy
-mockery, and Hugo shivered.
-
-The game was won. Hugo had made his touchdown. He unfolded a note she
-had written on the back of a score card. "At my hotel at ten, then."
-
-"Then." Someone lifted his eyes to praise him. His senses swam in
-careful anticipation. They were cheering outside the dressing-room. A
-different sound from the cheers at the fight-arena. Young, hilarious,
-happy.
-
-At ten he bent over the desk and was told to go to her room. The clerk
-shrugged. She opened the door. One light was burning. There was perfume
-in the air. She wore only a translucent kimono of pale-coloured silk.
-She taught him a great many things that night. And Iris learned
-something, too, so that she never came back to Hugo, and kept the
-longing for him as a sort of memory which she made hallowed in a shorn
-soul. It was, for her, a single asceticism in a rather selfish life.
-
-Hugo loved her for two weeks after that, and then his emotions wearied
-and he was able to see what she had done and why she did not answer his
-letters. His subdued fierceness was a vehement fire to women. His
-fiercer appetite was the cause of his early growth in a knowledge of
-them. When most of his companions were finding their way into the
-mysteries of sex both unhandily and with much turmoil, he learned well
-and abnormally. It became a part of his secret self. Another barrier to
-the level of the society that surrounded him. When he changed the name
-of Iris to Isis in his thoughts, he moved away from the Psi Deltas, who
-would have been incapable of the notion. In person he stayed among them,
-but in spirit he felt another difference, which he struggled to
-reconcile.
-
-In March the thaws came, and under the warming sun Hugo made a
-deliberate attempt to fall in love with Janice, who was the daughter of
-his French professor. She was a happy, innocent little girl, with gold
-hair, and brown eyes that lived oddly beneath it. She worshipped Hugo.
-He petted her, talked through long evenings to her, tried to be faithful
-to her in his most unfettered dreams, and once considered proposing to
-her. When he found himself unable to do that, he was compelled to resist
-an impulse to seduce her. Ashamed, believing himself unfit for a nice
-girl, he untangled that romance as painlessly as he could, separating
-himself from Janice little by little and denying every accusation of
-waning interest.
-
-Then for a month he believed that he could never be satisfied by any
-woman, that he was superior to women. He read the lives of great lovers
-and adulterers and he wished that he could see Bessie, who had taken his
-money long before in New York City. She appealed to him then more than
-all the others--probably, he thought, because he was drunk and had not
-viewed her in sharp perspective. For hours he meditated on women, while
-he longed constantly to possess a woman.
-
-But the habitual routine of his life did not suffer. He attended his
-classes and lectures, played on the basketball team, tried tentatively
-to write for the campus newspaper, learned to perform indifferently on
-the mandolin, and made himself into the semblance of an ideal college
-man. His criticism of college then was at its lowest ebb. He spent
-Christmas in New York at Lefty Foresman's parents' elaborate home,
-slightly intoxicated through the two weeks, hastening to the opera, to
-balls and parties, ill at ease when presented to people whose names
-struck his ears familiarly, seeing for the first time the exaggeration
-of scale on which the very rich live and wondering constantly why he
-never met Iris, wishing for and fearing that meeting while he wondered.
-
-When his first year at college was near to its end, and that still and
-respectful silence that marks the passing of a senior class had fallen
-over the campus, Hugo realized with a shock that he would soon be on his
-way back to Indian Creek. Then, suddenly, he saw what an amazing and
-splendid thing that year at college had been. He realized how it had
-filled his life to the brim with activities of which he had not dreamed,
-how it had shaped him so that he would be almost a stranger in his own
-home, how it had aged and educated him in the business of living. When
-the time of parting with his new friends drew near, he understood that
-they were valuable to him, in spite of his questioning. And they made it
-clear that he would be missed by them. At last he shared a feeling with
-his classmates, a fond sadness, an illimitable poignancy that was young
-and unadulterated by motive. He was perversely happy when he became
-aware of it. He felt somewhat justified for being himself and living his
-life.
-
-A day or two before college closed, he received a letter from his
-father. It was the third he had received during the year. It said:
-
- Dear Son--
-
- Your mother and I have decided to break the news to you before you
- leave for home, because there may be better opportunities for you
- in the East than here at Indian Creek. When you went away to
- Webster University, I agreed to take care of all your expenses. It
- was the least I could do, I felt, for my only son. The two thousand
- dollars your mother and I had saved seemed ample for your four
- years. But the bills we have received, as well as your own demands,
- have been staggering. In March, when a scant six hundred dollars of
- the original fund remained, I invested the money in a mine stock
- which, the salesman said, would easily net the six thousand dollars
- you appeared to need. I now find to my chagrin that the stock is
- worthless. I am unable to get back my purchase money.
-
- It will be impossible during the coming year for me to let you have
- more than five hundred dollars. Perhaps, with what you earn this
- summer and with the exercise of economy, you can get along. I trust
- so. But, anxious as we are to see you again, we felt that, in the
- light of such information, you might prefer to remain in the East
- to earn what you can.
-
- We are both despondent over the situation and we wish that we could
- do more than tender our regrets. But we hope that you will be able
- to find some solution to this situation. Thus, with our very
- warmest affection and our fondest hope, we wish you good fortune.
-
- Your loving father,
-
- ABEDNEGO DANNER.
-
-Hugo read the letter down to the last period after the rather tremulous
-signature. His emotions were confused. Touched by the earnest and
-pathetically futile efforts of his father and by the attempt of that
-lonely little man to express what was, perhaps, a great affection, Hugo
-was nevertheless aghast at a prospect that he had not considered. He was
-going to be thrown into the world on his own resources. And, resting his
-frame in his worn chair--a frame capable of smashing into banks and
-taking the needed money without fear of punishment--Hugo began to wonder
-dismally if he was able even to support himself. No trade, no
-occupation, suggested itself. He had already experienced some of the
-merciless coldness of the world. The boys would all leave soon. And then
-he would be alone, unprovided for, helpless.
-
-Hugo was frightened. He read the letter again, his wistful thoughts of
-his parents diminishing before the reality of his predicament. He
-counted his money. Eighty dollars in the bank and twelve in his pockets.
-He was glad he had started an account after his experience with Bessie.
-He was glad that he had husbanded more than enough to pay his fare to
-Indian Creek. Ninety-two dollars. He could live on that for a long time.
-Perhaps for the summer. And he would be able to get some sort of job. He
-was strong, anyway. That comforted him. He looked out of his window and
-tried to enumerate the things that he could do. All sorts of farm work.
-He could drive a team in the city. He could work on the docks. He
-considered nothing but manual labor. It would offer more. Gradually his
-fear that he would starve if left to his own devices ebbed from him, and
-it was replaced by grief that he could not return to Webster. Fourteen
-hundred dollars--that was the cost of his freshman year. He made a list
-of the things he could do without, of the work he could do to help
-himself through college. Perhaps he could return. The fear slowly
-diminished. He would be a working student in the year to come. He hated
-the idea. His fraternity had taken no members from that class of humble
-young men who rose at dawn and scrubbed floors and waited on tables to
-win the priceless gem of education. Lefty and Chuck would be chilly
-toward such a step. They would even offer him money to avoid it. It was
-a sad circumstance, at best.
-
-When that period of tribulation passed, Hugo became a man. But he
-suffered keenly from his unwonted fears for some time. The calm and
-suave youth who had made love to Iris was buried beneath his frightened
-and imaginative adolescence. It wore out the last of his childishness.
-Immediately afterwards he learned about money and how it is earned. He
-sat there in the dormitory, almost trembling with uncertainty and used
-mighty efforts to do the things he felt he must do. He wrote a letter to
-his father which began: "Dear Dad--Why in Sam Hill didn't you tell me
-you were being reamed so badly by your nit-witted son and I'd have
-shovelled out and dug up some money for myself long ago?" On rereading
-that letter he realized that its tone was false. He wrote another in
-which he apologized with simple sincerity for the condition he had
-unknowingly created, and in which he expressed every confidence that he
-could take care of himself in the future.
-
-He bore that braver front through the last days of school. He shook
-Lefty's hand warmly and looked fairly into his eyes. "Well, so long, old
-sock. Be good."
-
-"Be good, Hugo. And don't weaken. We'll need all your beef next year.
-Decided what you're going to do yet?"
-
-"No. Have you?"
-
-Lefty shrugged. "I suppose I've got to go abroad with the family as
-usual. They wrote a dirty letter about the allowance I'd not have next
-year if I didn't. Why don't you come with us? Iris'll be there."
-
-Hugo grinned. "No, sir! Iris once is very nice, but no man's equal to
-Iris twice." His grin became a chuckle. "And that's a poem which you can
-say to Iris if you see her--and tell her I hope it makes her mad."
-
-Lefty's blue eyes sparkled with appreciation. Danner was a wonderful
-boy. Full of wit and not dumb like most of his kind. Getting smooth,
-too. Be a great man. Too bad to leave him--even for the summer.
-"Well--so long, old man."
-
-Hugo watched Lefty lift his bags into a cab and roll away in the warm
-June dust. Then Chuck:
-
-"Well--by-by, Hugo. See you next September."
-
-"Yeah. Take care of yourself."
-
-"No chance of your going abroad, is there? Because we sure could paint
-the old Avenue de l'Opéra red if you did."
-
-"Not this year, Chuck."
-
-"Well--don't take any wooden money."
-
-"Don't do anything you wouldn't eat."
-
-Hugo felt a lump in his throat. He could not say any more farewells. The
-campus was almost deserted. No meals would be served after the next day.
-He stared at the vacant dormitories and listened to the waning sound of
-departures. A train puffed and fumed at the station. It was filled with
-boys. Going away. He went to his room and packed. He'd leave, too. When
-his suit-cases were filled, he looked round the room with damp eyes. He
-thought that he was going to cry, mastered himself, and then did cry.
-Some time later he remembered Iris and stopped crying. He walked to the
-station, recalling his first journey in the other direction, his
-pinch-backed green suit, the trunk he had carried. Grand old place,
-Webster. Suddenly gone dead all over. There would be a train for New
-York in half an hour. He took it. Some of the students talked to him on
-the trip to the city. Then they left him, alone, in the great vacuum of
-the terminal. The glittering corridors were filled with people. He
-wondered if he could find Bessie's house.
-
-At a restaurant he ate supper. When he emerged, it was dark. He asked
-his way, found a hotel, registered in a one-dollar room, went out on the
-street again. He walked to the Raven. Then he took a cab. He remembered
-Bessie's house. An old woman answered the door. "Bessie? Bessie? No girl
-by that name I remember."
-
-Hugo described her. "Oh, that tart! She ran out on me--owin' a week's
-rent."
-
-"When was that?"
-
-"Some time last fall."
-
-"Oh." Hugo meditated. The woman spoke again. "I did hear from one of my
-other girls that she'd gone to work at Coney, but I ain't had time to
-look her up. Owes me four dollars, she does. But Bessie, as you calls
-her--her name's Sue--wasn't never much good. Still--" the woman
-scrutinized Hugo and giggled--"Bessie ain't the only girl in the world.
-I got a cute little piece up here named Palmerlee says only the other
-night she's lonely. Glad to interdooce you."
-
-Hugo thought of his small capital. "No, thanks."
-
-He walked away. A warm moon was dimly sensible above the lights of the
-street. He decided to go to Coney Island and look for the lost Bessie.
-It would cost him only a dime, and she owed him money. He smiled a
-little savagely and thought that he would collect its equivalent. Then
-he boarded the subway, cursing himself for a fool and cursing his
-appetite for the fool's master. Why did he chase that particular little
-harlot on an evening when his mind should be bent toward more serious
-purposes? Certainly not because he had any intention of getting back his
-money. Because he wished to surprise her? Because he was angry that she
-had cheated him? Or because she was the only woman in New York whom he
-knew? He decided it was the last reason. Finally the train reached Coney
-Island, and Hugo descended into the fantastic hurly-burly on the street
-below. He realized the ridiculousness of his quest as he saw the miles
-of thronging people in the loud streets.
-
-"See the fat woman, see Esmerelda, the beautiful fat woman, she weighs
-six hundred pounds, she's had a dozen lovers, she's the fattest woman in
-the world, a sensation, dressed in the robes of Cleopatra, robes that
-took a bolt of cloth; but she's so fat they conceal nothing, ladies and
-gentlemen, see the beautiful fat woman...." A roller coaster circled
-through the skies with a noise that was audible above the crowd's
-staccato voice and dashed itself at the earth below. A merry-go-round
-whirled goldenly and a band struck up a strident march. Hugo smelled
-stale beer and frying food. He heard the clang of a bell as a weight was
-driven up to it by the shoulders of a young gentleman in a pink shirt.
-
-"The strongest man in the world, ladies and gentlemen, come in and see
-Thorndyke, the great professor of physical culture from Munich, Germany.
-He can bend a spike in his bare hands, an elephant can pass over his
-body without harming him, he can lift a weight of one ton...." Hugo
-laughed. Two girls saw him and brushed close. "Buy us a drink, sport."
-
-The strongest man in the world. Hugo wondered what sort of strong man he
-would make. Perhaps he could go into competition with Dr. Thorndyke. He
-saw himself pictured in gaudy reds and yellows, holding up an enormous
-weight. He remembered that he was looking for Bessie. Then he saw
-another girl. She was sitting at a table, alone. That fact was
-significant. He sat beside her.
-
-"Hello, tough," she said.
-
-"Hello."
-
-"Wanna buy me a beer?"
-
-Hugo bought a beer and looked at the girl. Her hair was black and
-straight. Her mouth was straight. It was painted scarlet. Her eyes were
-hard and dark. But her body, as if to atone for her face, was made in a
-series of soft curves that fitted exquisitely into her black silk dress.
-He tortured himself looking at her. She permitted it sullenly. "You can
-buy me a sandwich, if you want. I ain't eaten to-day."
-
-He bought a sandwich, wondering if she was telling the truth. She ate
-ravenously. He bought another and then a second glass of beer. After
-that she rose. "You can come with me if you wanna."
-
-Odd. No conversation, no vivacity, only a dull submission that was not
-in keeping with her appearance.
-
-"Have you had enough to eat?" he asked.
-
-"It'll do," she responded.
-
-They turned into a side street and moved away from the shimmering lights
-and the morass of people. Presently they entered a dingy frame house and
-went upstairs. There was no one in the hall, no furniture, only a
-flickering gas-light. She unlocked a door. "Come in."
-
-He looked at her again. She took off her hat and arranged her dark hair
-so that it looped almost over one eye. Hugo wondered at her silence. "I
-didn't mean to rush," he said.
-
-"Well, I did. Gotta make some more. It'll be"--she hesitated--"two
-bucks."
-
-The girl sat down and wept. "Aw, hell," she said finally, looking at him
-with a shameless defiance, "I guess I'm gonna make a rotten tart. I was
-in a show, an' I got busted out for not bein' nice to the manager. I
-says to myself: 'Well, what am I gonna do?' An' I starts to get hungry
-this morning. So I says to myself: 'Well, there ain't but one thing to
-do, Charlotte, but to get you a room,' I says, an' here I am, so help me
-God."
-
-She removed her dress with a sweeping motion. Hugo looked at her, filled
-with pity, filled with remorse at his sudden surrender to her passionate
-good looks, intensely discomfited.
-
-"Listen. I have a roll in my pocket. I'm damn glad I came here first. I
-haven't got a job, but I'll get one in the morning. And I'll get you a
-decent room and stake you till you get work. God knows, I picked you up
-for what I thought you were, Charlotte, and God knows too that I haven't
-any noble nature. But I'm not going to let you go on the street simply
-because you're broke. Not when you hate it so much."
-
-Charlotte shut her eyes tight and pressed out the last tears, which ran
-into her rouge and streaked it with mascara. "That's sure white of you."
-
-"I don't know. Maybe it's selfish. I had an awful yen for you when I sat
-down at that table. But let's not worry about it now. Let's go out and
-get a decent dinner."
-
-"You mean--you mean you want me to go out and eat--now?"
-
-"Sure. Why not?"
-
-"But you ain't--?"
-
-"Forget it. Come on."
-
-Charlotte sniffled and buried her black tresses in her black dress. She
-pulled it over the curves of her hips. She inspected herself in a
-spotted mirror and sniffled again. Then she laughed. A throaty, gurgling
-laugh. Her hands moved swiftly, and soon she turned. "How am I?"
-
-"Wonderful."
-
-"Let's go!"
-
-She tucked her hand under his arm when they reached the street. Hugo
-walked silently. He wondered why he was doing it and to what it would
-lead. It seemed good, wholly good, to have a girl at his side again,
-especially a girl over whom he had so strong a claim. They stopped
-before a glass-fronted restaurant that advertised its sea food and its
-steaks. She sat down with an apologetic smile. "I'm afraid I'm goin' to
-eat you out of house and home."
-
-"Go ahead. I had a big supper, but I'll string along with some pie and
-cheese and beer."
-
-Charlotte studied the menu. "Mind if I have a little steak?"
-
-Hugo shook his head slowly. "Waiter! A big T-bone, and some lyonnaise
-potatoes, and some string beans and corn and a salad and ice cream.
-Bring some pie and cheese for me--and a beer."
-
-"Gosh!" Charlotte said.
-
-Hugo watched her eat the food. He knew such pity as he had seldom felt.
-Poor little kid! All alone, scared, going on the street because she
-would starve otherwise. It made him feel strong and capable. Before the
-meal was finished, she was talking furiously. Her pathetic life was
-unravelled. "I come from Brooklyn ... old man took to drink, an' ma beat
-it with a gent from Astoria ... never knew what happened to her.... I
-kept house for the old man till he tried to get funny with me....
-Burlesque ... on the road ... the leading man.... He flew the coop when
-I told him, and then when it came, it was dead...." Another job ... the
-manager ... Coney and her dismissal. "I just couldn't let 'em have it
-when I didn't like 'em, mister. Guess I'm not tough like the other
-girls. My mother was French and she brought me up kind of decent.
-Well...." The little outward turning of her hands, the shrug of her
-shoulders.
-
-"Don't worry, Charlotte. I won't let them eat you. To-morrow I'll set
-you up to a decent room and we'll go out and find some jobs here."
-
-"You don't have to do that, mister. I'll make out. All I needed was a
-square and another day."
-
-Charlotte sighed and smoked a cigarette with her coffee. Then they went
-out on the street and mixed with the throng. The voices of a score of
-barkers wheedled them. Hugo began to feel gay. He took Charlotte to see
-the strong man and watched his feats with a critical eye. He took her on
-the roller coaster and became taut and laughing when she screamed and
-held him. Then, laughing louder than before, they went through
-Steeplechase. She fell in the rolling barrel and he carried her out.
-They crossed over moving staircases and lost themselves in a maze, and
-slid down polished chutes into fountains of light and excited screaming.
-Always, afterwards, her hand found his arm, her great dark eyes looked
-into his and laughed. Always they turned toward the other men and girls
-with a proud and haughty expression that pointed to Hugo as her man, her
-conquest. Later they danced. They drank more beer.
-
-"Golly," she whispered, as she snuggled against him, "you sure strut a
-mean fox trot."
-
-"So do you, Charlotte."
-
-"I been doin' it a lot, I guess."
-
-The brazen crash of a finale. The table. A babble of voices, voices of
-people snatching pleasure from Coney Island's gaudy barrel of cheap
-amusements. Hugo liked it then. He liked the smell and touch of the
-multitude and the incessant hysteria of its presence. After midnight the
-music became more aggravating--muted, insinuating. Several of the
-dancers were drunk. One of them tried to cut in. Hugo shook his head.
-
-"Gee!" Charlotte said, "I was sure hopin' you wouldn't let him."
-
-"Why--I never thought of it."
-
-"Most fellows would. He's a tough."
-
-It was an introduction to an unfamiliar world. The "tough" came to their
-table and asked for a dance in thick accents. Charlotte paled and
-accepted. Hugo refused. "Say, bo, I'm askin' for a dance. I got
-concessions here. You can't refuse me, see? I guess you got me wrong."
-
-"Beat it," Hugo said, "before I take a poke at you."
-
-The intruder's answer was a swinging fist, which missed Hugo by a wide
-margin. Hugo stood and dropped him with a single clean blow. The manager
-came up, expostulated, ordered the tough's inert form from the floor,
-started the music.
-
-"You shouldn't ought to have done it, mister. He'll get his gang."
-
-"The hell with his gang."
-
-Charlotte sighed. "That's the first time anybody ever stuck up for me.
-Jeest, mister, I've been wishin' an' wishin' for the day when somebody
-would bruise his knuckles for me."
-
-Hugo laughed. "Hey, waiter! Two beers."
-
-When she yawned, he took her out to the boulevard and walked at her side
-toward the shabby house. They reached the steps, and Charlotte began to
-cry.
-
-"What's the matter?"
-
-"I was goin' to thank you, but I don't know how. It was too nice of you.
-An' now I suppose I'll never see you again."
-
-"Don't be silly. I'll show up at eight in the morning and we'll have
-breakfast together."
-
-Charlotte looked into his face wistfully. "Say, kid, be a good guy and
-take me to your hotel, will you? I'm scared I'll lose you."
-
-He held her hands. "You won't lose me. And I haven't got a hotel--yet."
-
-"Then--come up an' stay with me. Honest, I'm all right. I can prove it
-to you. It'll be doin' me a favor."
-
-"I ought not to, Charlotte."
-
-She threw her arms around him and kissed him. He felt her breath on his
-lips and the warmth of her body. "You gotta, kid. You're all I ever had.
-Please, please."
-
-Hugo walked up the stairs thoughtfully. In her small room he watched her
-disrobe. So willingly now--so eagerly. She turned back the covers of the
-bed. "It ain't much of a dump, baby, but I'll make you like it."
-
-Much later, in the abyss of darkness, he heard her voice, sleepy and
-still husky. "Say, mister, what's your name?"
-
-In the morning they went down to the boulevard together. The gay débris
-of the night before lay in the street, and men were sweeping it away.
-But their spirits were high. They had breakfast together in a quiet
-enchantment. Once she kissed him.
-
-"Would you like to keep house--for me?" he asked.
-
-"Do you mean it?" She seemed to doubt every instant that good fortune
-had descended permanently upon her. She was like a dreamer who
-anticipated a sombre awakening even while he clung to the bliss of his
-dream.
-
-"Sure, I mean it. I'll get a job and we'll find an apartment and you can
-spend your spare time swimming and lying on the beach." He knew a twinge
-of unexpected jealousy. "That is, if you'll promise not to look at all
-the men who are going to look at you." He was ashamed of that statement.
-
-Charlotte, however, was not sufficiently civilized to be displeased. "Do
-you think I'd two-time the first gent that ever worried about what I did
-in my spare moments? Why, if you brought home a few bucks to most of the
-birds I know, they wouldn't even ask how you earned it--they'd be so
-busy lookin' for another girl an' a shot of gin."
-
-"Well--let's go."
-
-Hugo went to one of the largest side shows. After some questioning he
-found the manager. "I'm H. Smith," he said, "and I want to apply for a
-job."
-
-"Doin' what?"
-
-"This is my wife." The manager stared and nodded. Charlotte took his arm
-and rubbed it against herself, thinking, perhaps, that it was a wifely
-gesture. Hugo smiled inwardly and then looked at the sprawled form of
-the manager. There, to that seamy-faced and dour man who was almost
-unlike a human being, he was going to offer the first sale of his
-majestic strength. A side-show manager, sitting behind a dirty desk in a
-dirty building.
-
-"A strong-man act," Hugo said.
-
-Charlotte tittered. She thought that the bravado of her new friend was
-over-stepping the limits of good sense. The manager sat up. "I'd like to
-have a good strong man, yes. The show needs one. But you're not the
-bird. You haven't got the beef. Go over and watch that damned German
-work."
-
-Hugo bent over and fastened one hand on the back of the chair on which
-the manager sat. Without evidence of effort he lifted the chair and its
-occupant high over his head.
-
-"For Christ's sake, let me down," the manager said.
-
-Hugo swung him through the air in a wide arc. "I say, mister, that I'm
-three times stronger than that German. And I want your job. If I don't
-look strong enough, I'll wear some padded tights. And I'll give you a
-show that'll be worth the admission. But I want a slice of the entrance
-price--and maybe a separate tent, see? My name is Hogarth"--he winked at
-Charlotte--"and you'll never be sorry you took me on."
-
-The manager, panting and astonished, was returned to the floor. His
-anger struggled with his pleasure at Hugo's showmanship. "Well, what
-else can you do? Weight-lifting is pretty stale."
-
-Hugo thought quickly. "I can bend a railroad rail--not a spike. I can
-lift a full-grown horse with one--one shoulder. I can chin myself on my
-little finger. I can set a bear trap with my teeth--"
-
-"That's a good number."
-
-"I can push up just twice as much weight as any one else in the game and
-you can print a challenge on my tent. I can pull a boa constrictor
-straight--"
-
-"We'll give you a chance. Come around here at three this afternoon with
-your stuff and we'll try your act. Does this lady work in it? That'll
-help."
-
-"Yes," Charlotte said.
-
-Hugo nodded. "She's my assistant."
-
-They left the building, and when she was sure they were out of earshot,
-Charlotte said: "What do you do, strong boy, fake 'em?"
-
-"No. I do them."
-
-"Aw--you don't need to kid me."
-
-"I'm not. You saw me lift him, didn't you? Well--that was nothing."
-
-"Jeest! That I should live to see the day I got a bird like you."
-
-Until three o'clock Hugo and Charlotte occupied their time with feverish
-activity. They found a small apartment not far from the sea-shore. It
-was clean and bright and it had windows on two sides. Its furniture was
-nearly new, and Charlotte, with tears in her eyes, sat in all the
-chairs, lay on the bed, took the egg-beater from the drawer in the
-kitchen table and spun it in an empty bowl. They went out together and
-bought a quantity and a variety of food. They ate an early luncheon and
-Hugo set out to gather the properties for his demonstration. At three
-o'clock, before a dozen men, he gave an exhibition of strength the like
-of which had never been seen in any museum of human abnormalities.
-
-When he went back to his apartment, Charlotte, in a gingham dress which
-she had bought with part of the money he had given her, was preparing
-dinner. He took her on his lap. "Did you get the job?"
-
-"Sure I did. Fifty a week and ten per cent of the gate receipts."
-
-"Gee! That's a lot of money!"
-
-Hugo nodded and kissed her. He was very happy. Happier, in a certain
-way, than he had ever been or ever would be again. His livelihood was
-assured. He was going to live with a woman, to have one always near to
-love and to share his life. It was that concept of companionship, above
-all other things, which made him glad.
-
-Two days later, as Hugo worked to prepare the vehicles of his
-exhibition, he heard an altercation outside the tent that had been
-erected for him. A voice said: "Whatcha tryin' to do there, anyhow?"
-
-"Why, I was making this strong man as I saw him. A man with the
-expression of strength in his face."
-
-"But you gotta bat' robe on him. What we want is muscles. Muscles, bo.
-Bigger an' better than any picture of any strong man ever made. Put one
-here--an' one there--"
-
-"But that isn't correct anatomy."
-
-"To hell wit' that stuff. Put one there, I says."
-
-"But he'll be out of drawing, awkward, absurd."
-
-"Say, listen, do you want ten bucks for painting this sign or shall I
-give it to some one else?"
-
-"Very well. I'll do as you say. Only--it isn't right."
-
-Hugo walked out of the tent. A young man was bending over a huge sheet
-made of many lengths of oilcloth sewn together. He was a small person,
-with pale eyes and a white skin. Beside him stood the manager, eyeing
-critically the strokes applied to the cloth. In a semi-finished state
-was the young man's picture of the imaginary Hogarth.
-
-"That's pretty good," Hugo said.
-
-The young man smiled apologetically. "It isn't quite right. You can see
-for yourself you have no muscles there--and there. I suppose you're
-Hogarth?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Well--I tried to explain the anatomy of it, but Mr. Smoots says anatomy
-doesn't matter. So here we go." He made a broad orange streak.
-
-Hugo smiled. "Smoots is not an anatomical critic of any renown. I say,
-Smoots, let him paint it as he sees best. God knows the other posters
-are atrocious enough."
-
-The youth looked up from his work. "Good God, don't tell me you're
-really Hogarth!"
-
-"Sure. Why not?"
-
-"Well--well--I--I guess it was your English."
-
-"That's funny. And I don't blame you." Hugo realized that the young
-sign-painter was a person of some culture. He was about Hugo's age,
-although he seemed younger on first glance. "As a matter of fact, I'm a
-college man." Smoots had moved away. "But, for the love of God, don't
-tell any one around here."
-
-The painter stopped. "Is that so! And you're doing this--to make money?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Well, I'll be doggoned. Me, too. I study at the School of Design in the
-winter, and in the summer I come out here to do signs and lightning
-portraits and whatever else I can to make the money for it. Sometimes,"
-he added, "I pick up more than a thousand bucks in a season. This is my
-fourth year at it."
-
-There was in the young artist's eye a hint of amusement, a suggestion
-that they were in league. Hugo liked him. He sat down on a box. "Live
-here?"
-
-"Yes. Three blocks away."
-
-"Me, too. Why not come up and have supper with--my wife and me?"
-
-"Are you married?" The artist commenced work again.
-
-Hugo hesitated. "Yeah."
-
-"Sure I'll come up. My name's Valentine Mitchel. I can't shake hands
-just now. It's been a long time since I've talked to any one who doesn't
-say 'deez' and 'doze.'"
-
-When, later in the day, they walked toward Hugo's home, he was at a loss
-to explain Charlotte. The young painter would not understand why he, a
-college man, chose so ignorant a mate. On the other hand, he owed it to
-Charlotte to keep their secret and he was not obliged to make any
-explanation.
-
-Valentine Mitchel was, however, a young man of some sensitivity. If he
-winced at Charlotte's "Pleased to meetcher," he did not show it. Later,
-after an excellent and hilarious meal, he must have guessed the
-situation. He went home reluctantly and Hugo was delighted with him. He
-had been urbane and filled with anecdotes of Greenwich Village and
-art-school life, of Paris, whither his struggling footsteps had taken
-him for a hallowed year. And with his acceptance of Hugo came an equally
-warm pleasure in Charlotte's company.
-
-"He's a good little kid," Charlotte said.
-
-"Yes. I'm glad I picked him up."
-
-The gala opening of Hogarth's Studio of Strength took place a few nights
-afterwards. It proved even more successful than Smoots had hoped. The
-flamboyant advertising posters attracted crowds to see the man who could
-set a bear trap with his teeth, who could pull an angry boa constrictor
-into a straight line. Before ranks of gaping faces that were supplanted
-by new ranks every hour, Hugo performed. Charlotte, resplendent in a
-black dress that left her knees bare, and a red sash that all but
-obliterated the dress, helped Hugo with his ponderous props, setting off
-his strength by contrast, and sold the pamphlets Hugo had written at
-Smoots's suggestion--pamphlets that purported to give away the secret
-of Hogarth's phenomenal muscle power. Valentine Mitchel watched the
-entire performance.
-
-When it was over, he said to Hugo: "Now you better beat it back and get
-a hot bath. You're probably all in."
-
-"Yes," Charlotte said. "Come. I myself will bathe you."
-
-Hugo grinned. "Hell, no. Now we're all going on a bender to celebrate.
-We'll eat at Villapigue's and we'll take a moonlight sail."
-
-They went together, marvelling at his vitality, gay, young, and living
-in a world that they managed to forget did not exist. The night was
-warm. The days that followed were warmer. The crowds came and the brassy
-music hooted and coughed over them night and day.
-
-There are, in the lives of almost every man and woman, certain brief
-episodes that, enduring for a long or a short time, leave in the memory
-a sense of completeness. To those moments humanity returns for refuge,
-for courage, and for solace. It was of such material that Hugo's next
-two months were composed. The items of it were nearly all sensuous: the
-sound of the sea when he sat in the sand late at night with Charlotte;
-the whoop and bellow of the merry-go-round that spun and glittered
-across the street from his tent; the inarticulate breathing and the
-white-knuckled clenchings of the crowd as it lifted its face to his
-efforts, for each of which he assumed a slow, painful motion that
-exaggerated its difficulty; the smell of the sea, intermingled with a
-thousand man-made odors; the faint, pervasive scent of Charlotte that
-clung to him, his clothes, his house; the pageant of the people, always
-in a huge parade, going nowhere, celebrating nothing but the functions
-of living, loud, garish, cheap, splendid; breakfasts at his table with
-his woman's voluptuousness abated in the bright sunlight to little more
-than a reminiscence and a promise; the taste of beer and pop-corn and
-frankfurters and lobster and steak; the affable, talkative company of
-Valentine Mitchel.
-
-Only once that he could recall afterwards did he allow his intellect to
-act in any critical direction, and that was in a conversation with the
-young artist. They were sitting together in the sand, and Charlotte,
-browned by weeks of bathing, lay near by. "Here I am," Mitchel said with
-an unusual thoughtfulness, "with a talent that should be recognized,
-wanting to be an illustrator, able to be one, and yet forced to dawdle
-with this horrible business to make my living."
-
-Hugo nodded. "You'll come through--some winter--and you won't ever
-return to Coney Island."
-
-"I know it. Unless I do it for sentimental reasons some day--in a
-limousine."
-
-"It's myself," Hugo said then, "and not you who is doomed to--well, to
-this sort of thing. You have a talent that is at least understandable
-and--" he was going to say mediocre. He checked himself--"applicable in
-the world of human affairs. My talent--if it is a talent--has no place,
-no application, no audience."
-
-Mitchel stared at Hugo, wondering first what that talent might be and
-then recognizing that Hugo meant his strength. "Nonsense. Any male in
-his right senses would give all his wits to be as strong as you are."
-
-It was a polite, friendly thing to say. Hugo could not refrain from
-comparing himself to Valentine Mitchel. An artist--a clever artist and
-one who would some day be important to the world. Because people could
-understand what he drew, because it represented a level of thought and
-expression. He was, like Hugo, in the doldrums of progress. But Mitchel
-would emerge, succeed, be happy--or at least satisfied with
-himself--while Hugo was bound to silence, was compelled never to allow
-himself full expression. Humanity would never accept and understand him.
-They were not similar people, but their case was, at that instant,
-ironically parallel. "It isn't only being strong," he answered
-meditatively, "but it's knowing what to do with your strength."
-
-"Why--there are a thousand things to do."
-
-"Such as?"
-
-Mitchel raised himself on his elbows and turned his water-coloured eyes
-on the populous beach. "Well--well--let's see. You could, of course, be
-a strong man and amuse people--which you're doing. You could--oh, there
-are lots of things you could do."
-
-Hugo smiled. "I've been thinking about them--for years. And I can't
-discover any that are worth the effort."
-
-"Bosh!"
-
-Charlotte moved close to him. "There's one thing you can do, honey, and
-that's enough for me."
-
-"I wonder," Hugo said with a seriousness the other two did not perceive.
-
-The increased heat of August suggested by its very intensity a shortness
-of duration, an end of summer. Hugo began to wonder what he would do
-with Charlotte when he went back to Webster. He worried about her a good
-deal and she, guessing the subject of his frequent fits of silence, made
-a resolve in her tough and worldly mind. She had learned more about
-certain facets of Hugo than he knew himself. She realized that he was
-superior to her and that, in almost any other place than Coney Island,
-she would be a liability to him. The thought that he would have to
-desert her made Hugo very miserable. He knew that he would miss
-Charlotte and he knew that the blow to her might spell disaster. After
-all, he thought, he had not improved her morals or raised her vision. He
-did not realize that he had made both almost sublime by the mere act of
-being considerate. "White," Charlotte called it.
-
-Nevertheless she was not without an intense sense of self-protection,
-despite her condition on the night he had found her. She knew that
-womankind lived at the expense of mankind. She saw the emotional
-respect in which Valentine Mitchel unwittingly held Hugo. He had
-scarcely spoken ten serious words to her. She realized that the artist
-saw her as a property of his friend. That, in a way, made her valuable.
-It was a subtle advantage, which she pressed with all the skill it
-required. One night when Hugo was at work and the chill of autumn had
-breathed on the hot shore, she told Valentine that he was a very nice
-boy and that she liked him very much. He went away distraught, which was
-what she had intended, and he carried with him a new and as yet
-inarticulate idea, which was what she had foreseen.
-
-He believed that he loved her. He told himself that Hugo was going to
-desert her, that she would be forsaken and alone. At that point, she
-recited to him the story of her life and the tale of her rescue by Hugo
-and said at the end that she would be very lonely when Hugo was gone.
-Because Hugo had loved her, Mitchel thought she contained depths and
-values which did not appear. That she contained such depths neither man
-really knew then. Both of them learned it much later. Mitchel found
-himself in that very artistic dilemma of being in love with his friend's
-mistress. It terrified his romantic soul and it involved him
-inextricably.
-
-When she felt that the situation had ripened to the point of action, she
-waited for the precise moment. It came swiftly and in a better guise
-than she had hoped. On a night in early September, when the crowds had
-thinned a little, Hugo was just buckling himself into the harness that
-lifted the horse. The spectators were waiting for the dénouement with
-bickering patience. Charlotte was standing on the platform, watching him
-with expressionless eyes. She knew that soon she would not see Hugo any
-more. She knew that he was tired of his small show, that he was chafing
-to be gone; and she knew that his loyalty to her would never let him go
-unless it was made inevitable by her. The horse was ready. She watched
-the muscles start out beneath Hugo's tawny skin. She saw his lips set,
-his head thrust back. She worshipped him like that. Unemotionally, she
-saw the horse lifted up from the floor. She heard the applause. There
-was a bustle at the gate.
-
-Half a dozen people entered in single file. Three young men. Three
-girls. They were intoxicated. They laughed and spoke in loud voices. She
-saw by their clothes and their manner that they were rich. Slumming in
-Coney Island. She smiled at the young men as she had always smiled at
-such young men, friendlily, impersonally. Hugo did not see their
-entrance. They came very near.
-
-"My God, it's Hugo Danner!"
-
-Hugo heard Lefty's voice and recognized it. The horse was dropped to the
-floor. He turned. An expression of startled amazement crossed his
-features. Chuck, Lefty, Iris, and three people whom he did not know were
-staring at him. He saw the stupefied recognition on the faces of his
-friends. One despairing glance he cast at Charlotte and then he went on
-with his act.
-
-They waited for him until it was over. They clasped him to their bosoms.
-They acknowledged Charlotte with critical glances. "Come on and join the
-party," they said.
-
-After that, their silence was worse than any questions. They talked
-freely and merrily enough, but behind their words was a deep reserve.
-Lefty broke it when he had an opportunity to take Hugo aside. "What in
-hell is eating you? Aren't you coming back to Webster?"
-
-"Sure. That is--I think so. I had to do this to make some money. Just
-about the time school closed, my family went broke."
-
-"But, good God, man, why didn't you tell us? My father is an alumnus and
-he'd put up five thousand a year, if necessary, to see you kept on the
-football team."
-
-Hugo laughed. "You don't think I'd take it, Lefty?"
-
-"Why not?" A pause. "No, I suppose you'd be just the God-damned kind of
-a fool that wouldn't. Who's the girl?"
-
-Hugo did not falter. "She's a tart I've been living with. I never knew a
-better one--girl, that is."
-
-"Have you gone crazy?"
-
-"On the contrary, I've got wise."
-
-"Well, for Christ's sake, don't say anything about it on the campus."
-
-Hugo bit his lip. "Don't worry. My business is--my own."
-
-They joined the others, drinking at the table. Charlotte was telling a
-joke. It was not a nice joke. He had not thought of her jokes
-before--because Iris and Chuck and Lefty had not been listening to them.
-Now, he was embarrassed. Iris asked him to dance with her. They went out
-on the floor.
-
-"Lovely little thing, that Charlotte," she said acidly.
-
-"Isn't she!" Hugo answered with such enthusiasm that she did not speak
-during the rest of the dance.
-
-Finally the ordeal ended. Lefty and his guests embarked in an automobile
-for the city.
-
-"You know such people," Charlotte half-whispered. Hugo's cheeks still
-flamed, but his heart bled for her.
-
-"I guess they aren't much," he replied.
-
-She answered hotly: "Don't you be like that! They're nice people.
-They're fine people. That Iris even asked me to her house. Gave me a
-card to see her." Charlotte could guess what Iris wanted. So could Hugo.
-But Charlotte pretended to be innocent.
-
-He kissed Charlotte good-night and walked in the streets until morning.
-Hugo could see no solution. Charlotte was so trusting, so good to him.
-He could not imagine how she would receive any suggestion that she go to
-New York and get a job, while he returned to college, that he see her
-during vacations, that he send money to her. But he knew that a hot
-fire dwelt within her and that her fury would rise, her grief, and that
-he would be made very miserable and ashamed. She chided him at breakfast
-for his walk in the dark. She laughed and kissed him and pushed him
-bodily to his work. He looked back as he walked down to the curb. She
-was leaning out of the window. She waved her hand. He rounded the corner
-with wretched, leaden steps. The morning, concerned with the petty
-business of receipts, refurbishings, cleaning, went slowly. When he
-returned for lunch it was with the decision to tell her the truth about
-his life and its requirements and to let her decide.
-
-She did not come to the door to kiss him. (She had imagined that lonely
-return.) She did not answer his brave and cheerful hail. (She had let
-the sound of it ring upon her ear a thousand times.) She was gone. (She
-knew he would sit down and cry.) Then, stumbling, he found the two
-notes. But he already understood.
-
-The message from Valentine Mitchel was reckless, impetuous. "Dear
-Hugo--Charlotte and I have fallen in love with each other and I've run
-away with her. I almost wish you'd come after us and kill me. I hate
-myself for betraying you. But I love her, so I cannot help it. I've
-learned to see in her what you first saw in her. Good-bye, good luck."
-
-Hugo put it down. Charlotte would be good to him. In a way, he didn't
-deserve her. And when he was famous, some day, perhaps she would leave
-him, too. He hesitated to read her note. "Good-bye, darling, I do not
-love you any more. C."
-
-It was ludicrous, transparent, pitiful, and heroic. Hugo saw all those
-qualities. "Good-bye, darling, I do not love you any more." She had
-written it under Valentine's eyes. But she was shrewd enough to placate
-her new lover while she told her sad little story to her old. She would
-want him to feel bad. Well, God knew, he did. Hugo looked at the room.
-He sobbed. He bolted into the street, tears streaming down his cheeks;
-he drew his savings from the bank--seven hundred and eighty-four dollars
-and sixty-four cents; he rushed to the haunted house, flung his clothes
-into a bag; he sat drearily on a subway for an hour. He paced the smooth
-floor of a station. He swung aboard a train. He came to Webster, his
-head high, feeling a great pride in Charlotte and in his love for her,
-walking in glad strides over the familiar soil.
-
-
-
-
-IX
-
-
-Hugo sat alone and marvelled at the exquisite torment of his
-_Weltschmertz_. Far away, across the campus, he heard singing. Against
-the square segment of sky visible from the bay window of his room he
-could see the light of the great fire they had built to celebrate
-victory--his victory. The light leaped into the darkness above like a
-great golden ghost in some fantastic ascension, and beneath it, he knew,
-a thousand students were dancing. They were druid priests at a rite to
-the god of football. His fingers struggled through his black hair. The
-day was fresh in his mind--the bellowing stands, the taut, almost
-frightened faces of the eleven men who faced him, the smack and flight
-of the brown oval, the lumbering sound of men running, the sucking of
-the breath of men and their sharp, painful fall to earth.
-
-In his mind was a sharp picture of himself and the eyes that watched him
-as he broke away time and again, with infantile ease, to carry that
-precious ball. He let them make a touchdown that he could have averted.
-He made one himself. Then another. The bell on Webster Hall was booming
-its pćan of victory. He stiffened under the steady monody. He remembered
-again. Lefty barking signals with a strange agony in his voice. Lefty
-pounding on his shoulder. "Go in there, Hugo, and give it to them. I
-can't." Lefty pleading. And the captain, Jerry Painter, cursing in open
-jealousy of Hugo, vying hopelessly with Hugo Danner, the man who was a
-god.
-
-It was not fair. Not right. The old and early glory was ebbing from it.
-When he put down the ball, safely across the goal for the winning
-touchdown, he saw three of the men on the opposing team lie down and
-weep. There he stood, pretending to pant, feigning physical distress,
-making himself a hero at the expense of innocent victims. Jackstraws for
-a giant. There was no triumph in that. He could not go on.
-
-Afterwards they had made him speak, and the breathless words that had
-once come so easily moved heavily through his mind. Yet he had carried
-his advantage beyond the point of turning back. He could not say that
-the opponents of Webster might as well attempt to hold back a
-Juggernaut, to throw down a siege-gun, to outrace light, as to lay their
-hands on him to check his intent. Webster had been good to him. He loved
-Webster and it deserved his best. His best! He peered again into the
-celebrating night and wondered what that awful best would be.
-
-He desired passionately to be able to give that--to cover the earth,
-making men glad and bringing a revolution into their lives, to work
-himself into a fury and to fatigue his incredible sinews, to end with
-the feeling of a race well run, a task nobly executed. And, for a year,
-that ambition had seemed in some small way to be approaching fruition.
-Now it was turned to ashes. It was not with the muscles of men that his
-goal was to be attained. They could not oppose him.
-
-As he sat gloomy and distressed, he wondered for what reason there
-burned in him that wish to do great deeds. Humanity itself was too
-selfish and too ignorant to care. It could boil in its tiny prejudices
-for centuries to come and never know that there could be a difference.
-Moreover, who was he to grind his soul and beat his thoughts for the
-benefit of people who would never know and never care? What honour, when
-he was dead, to lie beneath a slab on which was punily graven some note
-of mighty accomplishment? Why could he not content himself with the food
-he ate, the sunshine, with wind in trees, and cold water, and a woman?
-It was that sad and silly command within to transcend his vegetable self
-that made him human. He tried to think about it bitterly: fool man,
-grown suddenly more conscious than the other beasts--how quickly he had
-become vain because of it and how that vanity led him forever onward! Or
-was it vanity--when his aching soul proclaimed that he would gladly
-achieve and die without other recognition or acclaim than that which
-rose within himself? Martyrs were made of such stuff. And was not that,
-perhaps, an even more exaggerated vanity? It was so pitiful to be a man
-and nothing more. Hugo bowed his head and let his body tremble with
-strange agony. Perhaps, he thought, even the agony was a selfish
-pleasure to him. Then he should be ashamed. He felt shame and then
-thought that the feeling rose from a wish for it and foundered angrily
-in the confusion of his introspection. He knew only and knew but dimly
-that he would lift himself up again and go on, searching for some
-universal foe to match against his strength. So pitiful to be a man! So
-Christ must have felt in Gethsemane.
-
-"Hey, Hugo!"
-
-"Yeah?"
-
-"What the hell did you come over here for?"
-
-"To be alone."
-
-"Is that a hint?" Lefty entered the room. "They want you over at the
-bonfire. We've been looking all over for you."
-
-"All right. I'll go. But, honest to God, I've had enough of this
-business for to-day."
-
-Lefty slapped Hugo's shoulders. "The great must pay for their celebrity.
-Come on, you sap."
-
-"All right."
-
-"What's the matter? Anything the matter?"
-
-"No. Nothing's the matter. Only--it's sort of sad to be--" Hugo checked
-himself.
-
-"Sad? Good God, man, you're going stale."
-
-"Maybe that's it." Hugo had a sudden fancy. "Do you suppose I could be
-let out of next week's game?"
-
-"What for? My God--"
-
-Hugo pursued the idea. "It's the last game. I can sit on the lines. You
-fellows all play good ball. You can probably win. If you can't--then
-I'll play. If you only knew, Lefty, how tired I get sometimes--"
-
-"Tired! Why don't you say something about it? You can lay off practice
-for three or four days."
-
-"Not that. Tired in the head, not the body. Tired of crashing through
-and always getting away with it. Oh, I'm not conceited. But I know they
-can't stop me. You know it. It's a gift of mine--and a curse. How about
-it? Let's start next week without me."
-
-The night ended at last. A new day came. The bell on Webster Hall
-stopped booming. Woodie, the coach, came to see Hugo between classes.
-"Lefty says you want us to start without you next week. What's the big
-idea?"
-
-"I don't know. I thought the other birds would like a shot at Yale
-without me. They can do it."
-
-Mr. Woodman eyed his player. "That's pretty generous of you, Hugo. Is
-there any other reason?"
-
-"Not--that I can explain."
-
-"I see." The coach offered Hugo a cigarette after he had helped himself.
-"Take it. It'll do you good."
-
-"Thanks."
-
-"Listen, Hugo. I want to ask you a question. But, first, I want you to
-promise you'll give me a plain answer."
-
-"I'll try."
-
-"That won't do."
-
-"Well--I can't promise."
-
-Woodman sighed. "I'll ask it anyway. You can answer or not--just as you
-wish." He was silent. He inhaled his cigarette and blew the smoke
-through his nostrils. His eyes rested on Hugo with an expression of
-intense interest, beneath which was a softer light of something not
-unlike sympathy. "I'll have to tell you something, first, Hugo. When you
-went away last summer, I took a trip to Colorado."
-
-Hugo started, and Woodman continued: "To Indian Creek. I met your father
-and your mother. I told them that I knew you. I did my best to gain
-their confidence. You see, Hugo, I've watched you with a more skilful
-eye than most people. I've seen you do things, a few little things, that
-weren't--well--that weren't--"
-
-Hugo's throat was dry. "Natural?"
-
-"That's the best word, I guess. You were never like my other boys, in
-any case. So I thought I'd find out what I could. I must admit that my
-efforts with your father were a failure. Aside from the fact that he is
-an able biology teacher and that he had a number of queer theories years
-ago, I learned nothing. But I did find out what those theories were. Do
-you want me to stop?"
-
-A peculiar, almost hopeful expression was on Hugo's face. "No," he
-answered.
-
-"Well, they had to do with the biochemistry of cellular structure,
-didn't they? And with the production of energy in cells? And then--I
-talked to lots of people. I heard about Samson."
-
-"Samson!" Hugo echoed, as if the dead had spoken.
-
-"Samson--the cat."
-
-Hugo was as pale as chalk. His eyes burned darkly. He felt that his
-universe was slipping from beneath him. "You know, then," he said.
-
-"I don't know, Hugo. I merely guessed. I was going to ask. Now I shall
-not. Perhaps I do know. But I had another question, son--"
-
-"Yes?" Hugo looked at Woodman and felt then the reason for his success
-as a coach, as a leader and master of youth. He understood it.
-
-"Well, I wondered if you thought it was worth while to talk to your
-father and discover--"
-
-"What he did?" Hugo suggested hoarsely.
-
-Woodman put his hand on Hugo's knee. "What he did, son. You ought to
-know by this time what it means. I've been watching you. I don't want
-your head to swell, but you're a great boy, Hugo. Not only in beef. You
-have a brain and an imagination and a sense of moral responsibility.
-You'll come out better than the rest--you would even without your--your
-particular talent. And I thought you might think that the rest of
-humanity would profit--"
-
-Hugo jumped to his feet. "No. A thousand times no. For the love of
-Christ--no! You don't know or understand, you can't conceive, Woodie,
-what it means to have it. You don't have the faintest idea of its
-amount--what it tempts you with--what they did to me and I did to myself
-to beat it--if I have beaten it." He laughed. "Listen, Woodie. Anything
-I want is mine. Anything I desire I can take. No one can hinder. And
-sometimes I sweat all night for fear some day I shall lose my temper.
-There's a desire in me to break and destroy and wreck that--oh, hell--"
-
-Woodman waited. Then he spoke quietly. "You're sure, Hugo, that the
-desire to be the only one--like that--has nothing to do with it?"
-
-Hugo's sole response was to look into Woodman's eyes, a look so pregnant
-with meaning, so tortured, so humble, that the coach swore softly. Then
-he held out his hand. "Well, Hugo, that's all. You've been damn swell
-about it. The way I hoped you would be. And I think my answer is plain.
-One thing. As long as I live, I promise on my oath I'll never give you
-away or support any rumour that hurts your secret."
-
-Even Hugo was stirred to a consciousness of the strength of the other
-man's grip.
-
-Saturday. A shrill whistle. The thump of leather against leather. The
-roar of the stadium.
-
-Hugo leaned forward. He watched his fellows from the bench. They rushed
-across the field. Lefty caught the ball. Eddie Carter interfered with
-the first man, Bimbo Gaines with the second. The third slammed Lefty
-against the earth. Three downs. Eight yards. A kick. New Haven brought
-the ball to its twenty-one-yard line. The men in helmets formed again. A
-coughing voice. Pandemonium. Again in line. The voice. The riot of
-figures suddenly still. Again. A kick. Lefty with the ball, and Bimbo
-Gaines leading him, his big body a shield. Down. A break and a run for
-twenty-eight yards. Must have been Chuck. Good old Chuck. He'd be
-playing the game of his life. Graduation next spring. Four, seven,
-eleven, thirty-two, fifty-five. Hugo anticipated the spreading of the
-players. He looked where the ball would be thrown. He watched Minton,
-the end, spring forward, saw him falter, saw the opposing quarterback
-run in, saw Lefty thrown, saw the ball received by the enemy and moved
-up, saw the opposing back spilled nastily. His heart beat faster.
-
-No score at the end of the first half. The third quarter witnessed the
-crossing of Webster's goal. Struggling grimly, gamely, against a team
-that was their superior without Hugo, against a team heartened by the
-knowledge that Hugo was not facing it, Webster's players were being
-beaten. The goal was not kicked. It made the score six to nothing
-against Webster. Hugo saw the captain rip off his headgear and throw it
-angrily on the ground. He understood all that was going on in the minds
-of his team in a clear, although remote, way. They went out to show
-that they could play the game without Hugo Danner. And they were not
-showing what they had hoped to show. A few minutes later their opponents
-made a second touchdown.
-
-Thirteen to nothing. Mr. Woodman moved beside Hugo. "They can't do
-it--and I don't altogether blame them. They've depended on you too much.
-It's too bad. We all have."
-
-Hugo nodded. "Shall I go in?"
-
-The coach watched the next play. "I guess you better."
-
-When Hugo entered the line, Jerry Painter and Lefty spoke to him in
-strained tones. "You've got to take it over, Hugo--all the way."
-
-"All right."
-
-The men lined up. A tense silence had fallen on the Yale line. They knew
-what was going to happen. The signals were called, the ball shot back to
-Lefty, Hugo began to run, the men in front rushed together, and Lefty
-stuffed the ball into Hugo's arms. "Go on," he shouted. The touchdown
-was made in one play. Hugo saw a narrow hole and scooted into it. A man
-met his outstretched arm on the other side. Another. Hugo dodged twice.
-The crescendo roar of the Webster section came to him dimly. He avoided
-the safety man and ran to the goal. In the pandemonium afterwards, Jerry
-kicked the goal.
-
-A new kick-off. Hugo felt a hand on his shoulder. "You've gotta break
-this up." Hugo broke it up. He held Yale almost single-handed. They
-kicked back. Hugo returned the kick to the middle of the field. He did
-not dare to do more.
-
-Then he stood in his leather helmet, bent, alert, waiting to run again.
-They called the captain's signal. He made four yards. Then Lefty's. He
-made a first down. Then Jerry's. Two yards. Six yards. Five yards.
-Another first down. The stands were insane. Hugo was glad they were not
-using him--glad until he saw Jerry Painter's face. It was pale with
-rage. Blood trickled across it from a small cut. Three tries failed.
-Hugo spoke to him. "I'll take it over, Jerry, if you say so."
-
-Jerry doubled his fist and would have struck him if Hugo had not stepped
-back. "God damn you, Danner, you come out here in the last few minutes
-all fresh and make us look like a lot of fools. I tell you, my team and
-I will take that ball across and not you with your bastard tricks."
-
-"But, good God, man--"
-
-"You heard me."
-
-"This is your last down."
-
-There was time for nothing more. Lefty called Jerry's signal, and Jerry
-failed. The other team took the ball, rushed it twice, and kicked back
-into the Webster territory. Again the tired, dogged players began a
-march forward. The ball was not given to Hugo. He did his best, using
-his body as a ram to open holes in the line, tripping tacklers with his
-body, fighting within the limits of an appearance of human strength to
-get his teammates through to victory. And Jerry, still pale and profane,
-drove the men like slaves. It was useless. If Hugo had dared more, they
-might have succeeded. But they lost the ball again. It was only in the
-last few seconds that an exhausted and victorious team relinquished the
-ball to Webster.
-
-Jerry ordered his own number again. Hugo, cold and somewhat furious at
-the vanity and injustice of the performance, gritted his teeth. "How
-about letting me try, Jerry? I can make it. It's for Webster--not for
-you."
-
-"You go to hell."
-
-Lefty said: "You're out of your head, Jerry."
-
-"I said I'd take it."
-
-For one instant Hugo looked into his eyes. And in that instant the
-captain saw a dark and flickering fury that filled him with fear. The
-whistle blew. And then Hugo, to his astonishment, heard his signal.
-Lefty was disobeying the captain. He felt the ball in his arms. He ran
-smoothly. Suddenly he saw a dark shadow in the air. The captain hit him
-on the jaw with all his strength. After that, Hugo did not think
-lucidly. He was momentarily berserk. He ran into the line raging and
-upset it like a row of tenpins. He raced into the open. A single man,
-thirty yards away, stood between him and the goal. The man drew near in
-an instant. Hugo doubled his arm to slug him. He felt the arm
-straighten, relented too late, and heard, above the chaos that was
-loose, a sudden, dreadful snap. The man's head flew back and he
-dropped. Hugo ran across the goal. The gun stopped the game. But, before
-the avalanche fell upon him, Hugo saw his victim lying motionless on the
-field. What followed was nightmare. The singing and the cheering. The
-parade. The smashing of the goal posts. The gradual descent of silence.
-A pause. A shudder. He realized that he had been let down from the
-shoulders of the students. He saw Woodman, waving his hands, his face a
-graven mask. The men met in the midst of that turbulence.
-
-"You killed him, Hugo."
-
-The earth spun and rocked slowly. He was paying his first price for
-losing his temper. "Killed him?"
-
-"His neck was broken-in three places."
-
-Some of the others heard. They walked away. Presently Hugo was standing
-alone on the cinders outside the stadium. Lefty came up. "I just heard
-about it. Tough luck. But don't let it break you."
-
-Hugo did not answer. He knew that he was guilty of a sort of murder. In
-his own eyes it was murder. He had given away for one red moment to the
-leaping, lusting urge to smash the world. And killed a man. They would
-never accuse him. They would never talk about it. Only Woodman, perhaps,
-would guess the thing behind the murder--the demon inside Hugo that was
-tame, except then, when his captain in jealous and inferior rage had
-struck him.
-
-It was night. Out of deference to the body of the boy lying in the
-Webster chapel there was no celebration. Every ounce of glory and joy
-had been drained from the victory. The students left Hugo to a solitude
-that was more awful than a thousand scornful tongues. They thought he
-would feel as they would feel about such an accident. They gave him
-respect when he needed counsel. As he sat by himself, he thought that he
-should tell them the truth, all of them, confess a crime and accept the
-punishment. Hours passed. At midnight Woodman called.
-
-"There isn't much to say, Hugo. I'm sorry, you're sorry, we're all
-sorry. But it occurred to me that you might do something foolish--tell
-these people all about it, for example."
-
-"I was going to."
-
-"Don't. They'd never understand. You'd be involved in a legal war that
-would undoubtedly end in your acquittal. But it would drag in all your
-friends--and your mother and father--particularly him. The papers would
-go wild. You might, on the other hand, be executed as a menace. You
-can't tell."
-
-"It might be a good thing," Hugo answered bitterly.
-
-"Don't let me hear you say that, you fool! I tell you, Hugo, if you go
-into that business, I'll get up on the stand and say I knew it all the
-time and I let a man play on my team when I was pretty sure that sooner
-or later he'd kill someone. Then I'll go to jail surely."
-
-"You're a pretty fine man, Mr. Woodman."
-
-"Hell!"
-
-"What shall I do?" Hugo's voice trembled. He suffered as he had not
-dreamed it was possible to suffer.
-
-"That's up to you. I'd say, live it down."
-
-"Live it down! Do you know what that means--in a college?"
-
-"Yes, I think I do, Hugo."
-
-"You can live down almost anything, except that one thing--murder. It's
-too ugly, Woodie."
-
-"Maybe. Maybe. You've got to decide, son. If you decide against
-trying--and, mind you, you might be justified--I've got a brother-in-law
-who has a ranch in Alberta. A couple of hundred miles from any place.
-You'd be welcome there."
-
-Hugo did not reply. He took the coach's hand and wrung it. Then for an
-hour the two men sat side by side in the darkness. At last Woodman rose
-and left. He said only: "Remember that offer. It's cold and bleak and
-the work is hard. Good-night, Hugo."
-
-"Good-night, Woodie. Thanks for coming up."
-
-When the campus was still with the quiet of sleep, Hugo crossed it as
-swiftly as a spectre. All night he strode remorselessly over country
-roads. His face was set. His eyes burned. He ignored the trembling of
-his joints. When the sky faded, he went back. He packed his clothes in
-two suit-cases. With them swinging at his side, he stole out of the Psi
-Delta house, crossed the campus, stopped. For a long instant he stared
-at Webster Hall. The first light of morning was just touching it. The
-débris collected for a fire that was never lighted was strewn around the
-cannon. He saw the initials he had painted there a year and more ago
-still faintly legible. A lump rose in his throat.
-
-"Good-by, Webster," he said. He lifted the suitcase and vanished. In a
-few minutes the campus was five miles behind him--six--ten--twenty. When
-he saw the first early caravan of produce headed toward the market, he
-slowed to a walk. The sun came over a hill and sparkled on a billion
-drops of dew. A bird flew singing from his path. Hugo Danner had fled
-beyond the gates of Webster.
-
-
-
-
-X
-
-
-A year passed. In the harbour of Cristobal, at the northern end of the
-locks, waiting for the day to open the great steel jaws that dammed the
-Pacific from the Atlantic, the _Katrina_ pulled at her anchor chain in
-the gentle swell. A few stars, liquid bright, hung in the tropical sky.
-A little puff of wind coming occasionally from the south carried the
-smell of the jungle to the ship. The crew was awakening.
-
-A man with a bucket on a rope went to the rail and hauled up a brimming
-pail from the warm sea. He splashed his face and hands into it. Then he
-poured it back and repeated the act of dipping up water.
-
-"Hey!" he said.
-
-Another man joined him. "Here. Swab off your sweat. Look yonder."
-
-The dorsal fin of a shark rippled momentarily on the surface and dipped
-beneath it. A third man appeared. He accepted the proffered water and
-washed himself. His roving eye saw the shark as it rose for the second
-time. He dried on a towel. The off-shore breeze stirred his dark hair.
-There was a growth of equally dark beard on his tanned jaw and cheek.
-Steely muscles bulged under his shirt. His forearm, when he picked up
-the pail, was corded like cable. A smell of coffee issued from the
-galley, and the smoke of the cook's fire was wafted on deck for a
-pungent moment. Two bells sounded. The music went out over the water in
-clear, humming waves.
-
-The man who had come first from the forecastle leaned his buttocks
-against the rail. One end of it had been unhooked to permit the
-discharge of mail. The rail ran, the man fell back, clawing, and then,
-thinking suddenly of the sharks, he screamed. The third man looked. He
-saw his fellow-seaman go overboard. He jumped from where he stood,
-clearing the scuppers and falling through the air before the victim of
-the slack rail had landed in the water. The two splashes were almost
-simultaneous. A boatswain, hearing the cry, hastened to the scene. He
-saw one man lifted clear of the water by the other, who was treading
-water furiously. He shouted for a rope. He saw the curve and dip of a
-fin. The first man seized the rope and climbed and was pulled up. The
-second, his rescuer, dived under water as if aware of something there
-that required his attention. The men above him could not know that he
-had felt the rake of teeth across his leg--powerful teeth, which
-nevertheless did not penetrate his skin. As he dived into the green
-depths, he saw a body lunge toward him, turn, yawn a white-fringed
-mouth. He snatched the lower jaw in one hand, and the upper in the
-other. He exerted his strength. The mouth gaped wider, a tail twelve
-feet behind it lashed, the thing died with fingers like steel claws
-tearing at its brain. It floated belly up. The man rose, took the rope,
-climbed aboard. Other sharks assaulted the dead one.
-
-The dripping sailor clasped his saviour's hand. "God Almighty, man, you
-saved my life. Jesus!"
-
-"That's four," Hugo Danner said abstractedly, and then he smiled. "It's
-all right. Forget it. I've had a lot of experience with sharks." He had
-never seen one before in his life. He walked aft, where the men grouped
-around him.
-
-"How'd you do it?"
-
-"It's a trick I can't explain very well," Hugo said. "You use their rush
-to break their jaws. It takes a good deal of muscle."
-
-"Anyway--guy--thanks."
-
-"Sure."
-
-A whistle blew. The ships were lining up in the order of their arrival
-for admission to the Panama Canal. Gatun loomed in the feeble sun of
-dawn. The anchor chain rumbled. The _Katrina_ edged forward at half
-speed.
-
-The sea. Blue, green, restless, ghost-ridden, driven in empty quarters
-by devils riding the wind, secretive, mysterious, making a last
-gigantic, primeval stand against the conquest of man, hemming and
-isolating the world, beautiful, horrible, dead god of ten thousand
-voices, universal incubator, universal grave.
-
-The _Katrina_ came to the islands in the South Pacific. Islands that
-issued from the water like green wreaths and seemed to float on it. The
-small boats were put out and sections of the cargo were sent to rickety
-wharves where white men and brown islanders took charge of it and
-carried it away into the fringe of the lush vegetation. Hugo, looking at
-those islands, was moved to smile. The place where broken men hid from
-civilization, where the derelicts of the world gathered to drown their
-shame in a verdant paradise that had no particular position in the white
-man's scheme of the earth.
-
-At one of the smaller islands an accident to the engine forced the
-_Katrina_ to linger for two weeks. It was during those two weeks, in a
-rather extraordinary manner, that Hugo Danner laid the first foundation
-of the fortune that he accumulated in his later life. One day, idling
-away a leave on shore in the shade of a mighty tree, he saw the
-outriggers of the natives file away for the oyster beds, and, out of
-pure curiosity, he followed them. For a whole day he watched the men
-plunge under the surface in search of pearls. The next day he came back
-and dove with one of them.
-
-On the bizarre floor of the ocean, among the colossal fronds of its
-flora, the two men swam. They were invaders from the brilliance above
-the surface, shooting like fish, horizontally, through the murk and
-shadow, and the denizens of that world resented their coming. Great fish
-shot past them with malevolent eyes, and the vises of giant clams shut
-swiftly in attempts to trap their moving limbs. Hugo was entranced. He
-watched the other man as he found the oyster bed and commenced to fill
-his basket with frantic haste. When his lungs stung and he could bear
-the agony no longer, he turned and forged toward the upper air. Then
-they went down again.
-
-Hugo's blood, designed to take more oxygen from the air, and his greater
-density fitted him naturally for the work. The pressure did not make him
-suffer and the few moments granted to the divers beneath the forbidding
-element stretched to a longer time for him.
-
-On the second day of diving he went alone. His amateur attempt had been
-surprisingly fruitful. Standing erect in the immense solitude, he
-searched the hills and valleys. At length, finding a promising cluster
-of shellfish, he began to examine them one by one, pulling them loose,
-feeling in their pulpy interior for the precious jewels. He occupied
-himself determinedly while the _Katrina_ was waiting in Apia, and at the
-end of the stay he had collected more than sixty pearls of great value
-and two hundred of moderate worth.
-
-It was, he thought, typical of himself. He had decided to make a fortune
-of some sort after the first bitter rage over his debacle at Webster had
-abated in his heart. He realized that without wealth his position in
-the world would be more difficult and more futile than his fates had
-decreed. Poverty, at least, he was not forced to bear. He could wrest
-fortune from nature by his might. That he had begun that task by diving
-for pearls fitted into his scheme. It was such a method as no other man
-would have considered and its achievement robbed no one while it
-enriched him.
-
-When the _Katrina_ turned her prow westward again, Hugo worked with his
-shipmates in a mood that had undergone considerable change. There was no
-more despair in him, little of the taciturnity that had marked his
-earliest days at sea, none of the hatred of mankind. He had buried that
-slowly and carefully in a dull year of work ashore and a month of toil
-on the heaving deck of the ship. For six months he had kept himself
-alive in a manner that he could scarcely remember. Driving a truck.
-Working on a farm. Digging in a road. His mind a bitter blank, his
-valiant dreams all dead.
-
-One day he had saved a man's life. The reaction to that was small, but
-it was definite. The strength that could slay was also a strength that
-could succour. He had repeated the act some time later. He felt it was a
-kind of atonement. After that, he sought deliberately to go where he
-might be of assistance. In the city, again, in September, when a fire
-engine clanged and whooped through the streets, he followed and carried
-a woman from a blazing roof as if by a miracle. Then the seaman. He had
-counted four rescues by that time. Perhaps his self-condemnation for the
-boy who had fallen on the field at Webster could be stifled eventually.
-Human life seemed very precious to Hugo then.
-
-He sold his pearls when the ship touched at large cities--a handful here
-and a dozen there, bargaining carefully and forwarding the profit to a
-bank in New York. He might have continued that voyage, which was a
-voyage commenced half in new recognition of his old wish to see and know
-the world and half in the quest of forgetfulness; but a slip and shifts
-in the history of the world put an abrupt end to it. When the _Katrina_
-rounded the Bec d'Aiglon and steamed into the blue and cocoa harbour of
-Marseilles, Hugo heard that war had been declared by Germany, Austria,
-France, Russia, England....
-
-
-
-
-XI
-
-
-In a day the last veil of mist that had shrouded his feelings and
-thoughts, making them numb and sterile, vanished; in a day Hugo found
-himself--or believed that he had; in a day his life changed and flung
-itself on the course which, in a measure, destined its fixation. He
-never forgot that day.
-
-It began in the early morning when the anchor of the freighter thundered
-into the harbour water. The crew was not given shore leave until noon.
-Then the mysterious silence of the captain and the change in the ship's
-course was explained. Through the third officer he sent a message to the
-seamen. War had been declared. The seaways were unsafe. The _Katrina_
-would remain indefinitely at Marseilles. The men could go ashore. They
-would report on the following day.
-
-The first announcement of the word sent Hugo's blood racing. War! What
-war? With whom? Why? Was America in it, or interested in it? He stepped
-ashore and hurried into the city. The populace was in feverish
-excitement. Soldiers were everywhere, as if they had sprung up magically
-like the seed of the dragon. Hugo walked through street after street in
-the furious heat. He bought a paper and read the French accounts of
-mobilizations, of a battle impending. He looked everywhere for some one
-who could tell him. Twice he approached the American Consulate, but it
-was jammed with frantic and frightened people who were trying only to
-get away. Hugo's ambition, growing in him like a fire, was in the
-opposite direction. War! And he was Hugo Danner!
-
-He sat at a café toward the middle of the afternoon. He was so excited
-by the contagion in his veins that he scarcely thrilled at the first use
-of his new and half-mastered tongue. The _garçon_ hurried to his table.
-
-"_De la bičre_," Hugo said.
-
-The waiter asked a question which Hugo could not understand, so he
-repeated his order in the universal language of measurement of a large
-glass by his hands. The waiter nodded. Hugo took his beer and stared out
-at the people. They hurried along the sidewalk, brushing the table at
-which he sat. They called to each other, laughed, cried sometimes, and
-shook hands over and over. "_La guerre_" was on every tongue. Old men
-gestured the directions of battles. Young men, a little more serious
-perhaps, and often very drunk, were rushing into uniform as order
-followed order for mobilization. And there were girls, thousands of
-them, walking with the young men.
-
-Hugo wanted to be in it. He was startled by the impact of that desire.
-All the ferocity of him, all the unleashed wish to rend and kill, was
-blazing in his soul. But it was a subtle conflagration, which urged him
-in terms of duty, in words that spoke of the war as his one perfect
-opportunity to put himself to a use worthy of his gift. A war. In a war
-what would hold him, what would be superior to him, who could resist
-him? He swallowed glass after glass of the brackish beer, quenching a
-mighty thirst and firing a mightier ambition. He saw himself charging
-into battle, fighting till his ammunition was gone, till his bayonet
-broke; and then turning like a Titan and doing monster deeds with bare
-hands. And teeth.
-
-Bands played and feet marched. His blood rose to a boiling-point. A
-Frenchman flung himself at Hugo's table. "And you--why aren't you a
-soldier?"
-
-"I will be," Hugo replied.
-
-"Bravo! We shall revenge ourselves." The man gulped a glass of wine,
-slapped Hugo's shoulder, and was gone. Then a girl talked to Hugo. Then
-another man.
-
-Hugo dwelt on the politics of the war and its sociology only in the most
-perfunctory manner. It was time the imperialistic ambitions of the
-Central Powers were ended. A war was inevitable for that purpose.
-France and England had been attacked. They were defending themselves. He
-would assist them. Even the problem of citizenship and the tangle of red
-tape his enlistment might involve did not impress him. He could see the
-field of battle and hear the roar of guns, a picture conjured up by his
-knowledge of the old wars. What a soldier he would be!
-
-While his mind was still leaping and throbbing and his head was
-whirling, darkness descended. He would give away his life, do his duty
-and a hundred times more than his duty. Here was the thing that was
-intended for him, the weapon forged for his hand, the task designed for
-his undertaking. War. In war he could bring to a full fruition the
-majesty of his strength. No need to fear it there, no need to be ashamed
-of it. He felt himself almost the Messiah of war, the man created at the
-precise instant he was required. His call to serve was sounding in his
-ears. And the bands played.
-
-The chaos did not diminish at night, but, rather, it increased. He went
-with milling crowds to a bulletin board. The Germans had commenced to
-move. They had entered Belgium in violation of treaties long held
-sacred. Belgium was resisting and Liége was shaking at the devastation
-of the great howitzers. A terrible crime. Hugo shook with the rage of
-the crowd. The first outrages and violations, highly magnified, were
-reported. The blond beast would have to be broken.
-
-"God damn," a voice drawled at Hugo's side. He turned. A tall, lean man
-stood there, a man who was unquestionably American. Hugo spoke in
-instant excitement.
-
-"There sure is hell to pay."
-
-The man turned his head and saw Hugo. He stared at him rather
-superciliously, at his slightly seedy clothes and his strong, unusual
-face. "American?"
-
-"Yeah."
-
-"Let's have a drink."
-
-They separated themselves from the mob and went to a crowded café. The
-man sat down and Hugo took a chair at his side. "As you put it," the man
-said, "there is hell to pay. Let's drink on the payment."
-
-Hugo felt in him a certain aloofness, a detachment that checked his
-desire to throw himself into flamboyant conversation. "My name's
-Danner," he said.
-
-"Mine's Shayne, Thomas Mathew Shayne. I'm from New York."
-
-"So am I, in a way. I was on a ship that was stranded here by the war.
-At loose ends now."
-
-Shayne nodded. He was not particularly friendly for a person who had met
-a countryman in a strange city. Hugo did not realize that Shayne had
-been besieged all day by distant acquaintances and total strangers for
-assistance in leaving France, or that he expected a request for money
-from Hugo momentarily. And Shayne did not seem particularly wrought up
-by the condition of war. They lifted their glasses and drank. Hugo lost
-a little of his ardour.
-
-"Nice mess."
-
-"Time, though. Time the Germans got their answer."
-
-Shayne's haughty eyebrows lifted. His wide, thin mouth smiled. "Perhaps.
-I just came from Germany. Seemed like a nice, peaceful country three
-weeks ago."
-
-"Oh." Hugo wondered if there were many pro-German Americans. His
-companion answered the thought.
-
-"Not that I don't believe the Germans are wrong. But war is such--such a
-damn fool thing."
-
-"Well, it can't be helped."
-
-"No, it can't. We're all going to go out and get killed, though."
-
-"We?"
-
-"Sure. America will get in it. That's part of the game. America is more
-dangerous to Germany than France--or England, for that matter."
-
-"That's a rather cold-blooded viewpoint."
-
-Shayne nodded. "I've been raised on it. _Garçon, l'addition, s'il vous
-plaît._" He reached for his pocketbook simultaneously with Hugo. "I'm
-sorry you're stranded," he said, "and if a hundred francs will help,
-I'll be glad to let you have it. I can't do more."
-
-Hugo's jaw dropped. He laughed a little. "Good lord, man, I said my ship
-was stuck. Not me. And these drinks are mine." He reached into his
-pocket and withdrew a huge roll of American bills and a packet of
-French notes.
-
-Shayne hesitated. His calmness was not severely shaken, however. "I'm
-sorry, old man. You see, all day I've been fighting off starving and
-startled Americans and I thought you were one. I apologize for my
-mistake." He looked at Hugo with more interest. "As a matter of fact,
-I'm a little skittish about patriotism. And about war. Of course, I'm
-going to be in it. The first entertaining thing that has happened in a
-dog's age. But I'm a conscientious objector on principles. I rather
-thought I'd enlist in the Foreign Legion to-morrow."
-
-He was an unfamiliar type to Hugo. He represented the American who had
-been educated at home and abroad, who had acquired a wide horizon for
-his views, who was bored with the routine of his existence. His clothes
-were elegant and impeccable. His face was very nearly inscrutable.
-Although he was only a few years older than Hugo, he made the latter
-feel youthful.
-
-They had a brace of drinks, two more and two more. All about them was
-bedlam, as if the emotions of man had suddenly been let loose to sweep
-him off his feet. Grief, joy, rage, lust, fear were all obviously there
-in almost equal proportions.
-
-Shayne extended his hand. "They have something to fight for, at least.
-Something besides money and glory. A grudge. I wonder what it is that
-makes me want to get in? I do."
-
-"So do I."
-
-Shayne shook his head. "I wouldn't if I were you. Still, you will
-probably be compelled to in a while." He looked at his watch. "Do you
-care to take dinner with me? I had an engagement with an aunt who is on
-the verge of apoplexy because two of the Boston Shaynes are in Munich.
-It scarcely seems appropriate at the moment. I detest her, anyway. What
-do you say?"
-
-"I'd like to have dinner with you."
-
-They walked down the Cannebičre. At a restaurant on the east side near
-the foot of the thoroughfare they found a table in the corner. A pair of
-waiters hastened to take their order. The place was riotous with voices
-and the musical sounds of dining. On a special table was a great
-demijohn of 1870 cognac, which was fast being drained by the guests.
-Shayne consulted with his companion and then ordered in fluent French.
-The meal that was brought approached a perfection of service and a
-superiority of cooking that Hugo had never experienced. And always the
-babble, the blare of bands, the swelling and fading persistence of the
-stringed orchestra, the stream of purple Châteauneuf du Pape and its
-flinty taste, the glitter of the lights and the bright colours on the
-mosaics that represented the principal cities of Europe. It was a
-splendid meal.
-
-"I'm afraid I'll have to ask your name again," Shayne said.
-
-"Danner. Hugo Danner."
-
-"Good God! Not the football player?"
-
-"I did play football--some time ago."
-
-"I saw you against Cornell--when was it?--two years ago. You were
-magnificent. How does it happen that--"
-
-"That I'm here?" Hugo looked directly into Shayne's eyes.
-
-"Well--I have no intention of prying into your affairs."
-
-"Then I'll tell you. Why not?" Hugo drank his wine. "I killed a man--in
-the game--and quit. Beat it."
-
-Shayne accepted the statement calmly. "That's tough. I can understand
-your desire to get out from under. Things like that are bad when you're
-young."
-
-"What else could I have done?"
-
-"Nothing. What are you going to do? Rather, what were you going to do?"
-
-"I don't know," Hugo answered slowly. "What do you do? What do people
-generally do?" He felt the question was drunken, but Shayne accepted it
-at its face value.
-
-"I'm one of those people who have too much money to be able to do
-anything I really care about, most of the time. The family keeps me in
-sight and control. But I'm going to cut away to-morrow."
-
-"In the Foreign Legion? I'll go with you."
-
-"Splendid!" They shook hands across the table.
-
-Three hours later found them at another café. They had been walking part
-of the time in the throngs on the street. For a while they had stood
-outside a newspaper office watching the bulletins. They were quite
-drunk.
-
-"Old man," Shayne said, "I'm mighty glad I found you."
-
-"Me, too, old egg. Where do we go next?"
-
-"I don't know. What's your favourite vice? We can locate it in
-Marseilles."
-
-Hugo frowned. "Well, vice is so limited in its scope."
-
-His companion chuckled. "Isn't it? I've always said vice was narrow. The
-next time I see Aunt Emma I'm going to say: 'Emma, vice is becoming too
-narrow in its scope.' She'll be furious and it will bring her to an
-early demise and I'll inherit a lot more money, and that will be the
-real tragedy. She's a useless old fool, Aunt Emma. Never did a valuable
-thing in her life. Goes in for charity--just like we go in for golf and
-what-not. Oh, well, to hell with Aunt Emma."
-
-Hugo banged his glass on the table. "_Garçon! Encore deux whiskey ŕ
-l'eau_ and to hell with Aunt Emma."
-
-"Like to play roulette?"
-
-"Like to try."
-
-They climbed into a taxi. Shayne gave an address and they were driven to
-another quarter of the town. In a room packed with people in evening
-clothes they played for an hour. Several people spoke to Shayne and he
-introduced Hugo to them. Shayne won and Hugo lost. They went out into
-the night. The streets were quieter in that part of town. Two girls
-accosted them.
-
-"That gives me an idea," Shayne said. "Let's find a phone. Maybe we can
-get Marcelle and Claudine."
-
-Marcelle and Claudine met them at the door of the old house. Their arms
-were laden with champagne bottles. The interior of the dwelling belied
-its cold, grey, ancient stones. Hugo did not remember much of what
-followed that evening. Short, unrelated fragments stuck in his
-mind--Shayne chasing the white form of Marcelle up and down the stairs;
-himself in a huge bath-tub washing a back in front of him, his surprise
-when he saw daylight through the wooden shutters of the house.
-
-Someone was shaking him. "Come on, soldier. The leave's up."
-
-He opened his eyes and collected his thoughts. He grinned at Shayne.
-"All right. But if I had to defend myself right now--I'd fail against a
-good strong mouse."
-
-"We'll fix that. Hey! Marcelle! Got any Fernet-Branca?"
-
-The girl came with two large glasses of the pick-me-up. Hugo swallowed
-the bitter brown fluid and shuddered. Claudine awoke. "_Chéri!_" she
-sighed, and kissed him.
-
-They sat on the edge of the bed. "Boy!" Hugo said. "What a binge!"
-
-"You like eet?" Claudine murmured.
-
-He took her hand. "Loved it, darling. And now we're going to war."
-
-"Ah!" she said, and, at the door: "_Bonne chance!_"
-
-Shayne left Hugo, after agreeing on a time and place for their meeting
-in the afternoon. The hours passed slowly. Hugo took another drink, and
-then, exerting his judgment and will, he refrained from taking more. At
-noon he partook of a light meal. He thought, or imagined, that the
-ecstasy of the day before was showing some signs of decline. It occurred
-to him that the people might be very sober and quiet before the war was
-a thing to be written into the history of France.
-
-The sun was shining. He found a place in the shade where he could avoid
-it. He ordered a glass of beer, tasted it, and forgot to finish it. The
-elation of his first hours had passed. But the thing within him that had
-caused it was by no means dead. As he sat there, his muscles tensed with
-the picturization of what was soon to be. He saw the grim shadows of the
-enemy. He felt the hot splash of blood. For one suspended second he was
-ashamed of himself, and then he stamped out that shame as being
-something very much akin to cowardice.
-
-He wondered why Shayne was joining the Legion and what sort of person he
-was underneath his rather haughty exterior. A man of character,
-evidently, and one who was weary of the world to which he had been
-privileged. Hugo's reverie veered to his mother and father. He tried to
-imagine what they would think of his enlistment, of him in the war; and
-even what they thought of him from the scant and scattered information
-he had supplied. He was sure that he would justify himself. He felt
-purged and free and noble. His strength was a thing of wreck and ruin,
-given to the world at a time when wreck and ruin were needed to set it
-right. It was odd that such a product should emerge from the dusty brain
-of a college professor in a Bible-ridden town.
-
-Hugo had not possessed a religion for a long time. Now, wondering on
-another tangent if the war might not bring about his end, he thought
-about it. He realized that he would hate himself for murmuring a prayer
-or asking protection. He was gamer than the Cross-obsessed weaklings who
-were not wise enough to look life in the face and not brave enough to
-draw the true conclusions from what they saw. True conclusions? He
-meditated. What did it matter--agnosticism, atheism, pantheism--anything
-but the savage and anthropomorphic twaddle that had been doled out since
-the Israelites singled out Jehovah from among their many gods. He would
-not commit himself. He would go back with his death to the place where
-he had been before he was born and feel no more regret than he had in
-that oblivious past. Meanwhile he would fight! He moved restively and
-waited for Shayne with growing impatience.
-
-Until that chaotic and gorgeous hour he had lived for nothing, proved
-nothing, accomplished nothing. Society was no better in any way because
-he had lived. He excepted the lives he had saved, the few favours he had
-done. That was nothing in proportion to his powers. He was his own
-measure, and by his own efforts would he satisfy himself. War! He flexed
-his arms. War. His black eyes burned with a formidable light.
-
-Then Shayne came. Walking with long strides. A ghostly smile on his
-lips. A darkness in his usually pale-blue eyes. Hugo liked him. They
-said a few words and walked toward the recruiting-tent. A _poilu_ in
-steely blue looked at them and saw that they were good. He proffered
-papers. They signed. That night they marched for the first time. A week
-later they were sweating and swearing over the French manual of arms.
-Hugo had offered his services to the commanding officer at the camp and
-been summarily denied an audience or a chance to exhibit his abilities.
-When they reached the lines--that would be time enough. Well, he could
-wait until those lines were reached.
-
-
-
-
-XII
-
-
-Just as the eastern horizon became light with something more steady than
-the flare of the guns, the command came. Hugo bit his lip till it bled
-darkly. He would show them--now. They might command him to wait--he
-could restrain himself no longer. The men had been standing there tense
-and calm, their needle-like bayonets pointing straight up. "_En avant!_"
-
-His heart gave a tremendous surge. It made his hands falter as he
-reached for the ladder rung. "Here we go, Hugo."
-
-"Luck, Tom."
-
-He saw Shayne go over. He followed slowly. He looked at no man's land.
-They had come up in the night and he had never seen it. The scene of
-holocaust resembled nothing more than the municipal ash dump at Indian
-Creek. It startled him. The grey earth in irregular heaps, the litter of
-metal and equipment. He realized that he was walking forward with the
-other men. The ground under his feet was mushy, like ashes. Then he saw
-part of a human body. It changed his thoughts.
-
-The man on Hugo's right emitted a noise like a squeak and jumped up in
-the air. He had been hit. Out of the corner of his eye Hugo saw him
-fall, get up quickly, and fall again very slowly. His foot kicked after
-he lay down. The rumbling in the sky grew louder and blotted out all
-other sound.
-
-They walked on and on. It was like some eternal journey through the dun,
-vacant realms of Hades. Not much light, one single sound, and ghostly
-companions who faced always forward. The air in front of him was
-suddenly dyed orange and he felt the concussion of a shell. His ears
-rang. He was still walking. He walked what he thought was a number of
-miles.
-
-His great strength seemed to have left him, and in its place was a
-complete enervation. With a deliberate effort he tested himself, kicking
-his foot into the earth. It sank out of sight. He squared his shoulders.
-A man came near him, yelling something. It was Shayne. Hugo shook his
-head. Then he heard the voice, a feeble shrill note. "Soon be there."
-
-"Yeah?"
-
-"Over that hill."
-
-Shayne turned away and became part of the ghost escort of Hugo and his
-peculiarly lucid thoughts. He believed that he was more conscious of
-himself and things then than ever before in his life. But he did not
-notice one-tenth of the expression and action about himself. The top of
-the rise was near. He saw an officer silhouetted against it for an
-instant. The officer moved down the other side. He could see over the
-rise, then.
-
-Across the grey ashes was a long hole. In front of it a maze of wire. In
-it--mushrooms. German helmets. Hugo gaped at them. All that training,
-all that restraint, had been expended for this. They were small and
-without meaning. He felt a sharp sting above his collar bone. He looked
-there. A row of little holes had appeared in his shirt.
-
-"Good God," he whispered, "a machine gun."
-
-But there was no blood. He sat down. He presumed, as a casualty, he was
-justified in sitting down. He opened his shirt by ripping it down. On
-his dark-tanned skin there were four red marks. The bullets had not
-penetrated him. Too tough! He stared numbly at the walking men. They had
-passed him. The magnitude of his realization held him fixed for a full
-minute. He was invulnerable! He should have known it--otherwise he would
-have torn himself apart by his own strength. Suddenly he roared and
-leaped to his feet. He snatched his rifle, cracking the stock in his
-fervour. He vaulted toward the helmets in the trench.
-
-He dropped from the parapet and was confronted by a long knife on a gun.
-His lips parted, his eyes shut to slits, he drew back his own weapon.
-There was an instant's pause as they faced each other--two men, both
-knowing that in a few seconds one would be dead. Then Hugo, out of his
-scarlet fury, had one glimpse of his antagonist's face and person. The
-glimpse was but a flash. It was finished in quick motions. He was a
-little man--a foot shorter than Hugo. His eyes looked out from under his
-helmet with a sort of pathetic earnestness. And he was worried, horribly
-worried, standing there with his rifle lifted and trying to remember the
-precise technique of what would follow even while he fought back the
-realization that it was hopeless. In that split second Hugo felt a
-human, amazing urge to tell him that it was all right, and that he ought
-to hold his bayonet a little higher and come forward a bit faster. The
-image faded back to an enemy. Hugo acted mechanically from the rituals
-of drill. His own knife flashed. He saw the man's clothes part smoothly
-from his bowels, where the point had been inserted, up to the gray-green
-collar. The seam reddened, gushed blood, and a length of intestine
-slipped out of it. The man's eyes looked at Hugo. He shook his head
-twice. The look became far-away. He fell forward.
-
-Hugo stepped over him. He was trembling and nauseated. A more formidable
-man approached warily. The bellow of battle returned to Hugo's ears. He
-pushed back the threatening rifle easily and caught the neck in one
-hand, crushing it to a wet, sticky handful. So he walked through the
-trench, a machine that killed quickly and remorselessly--a black warrior
-from a distant realm of the universe where the gods had bred another
-kind of man.
-
-He came upon Shayne and found him engaged. Hugo stuck his opponent in
-the back. No thought of fair play, no object but to kill--it did not
-matter how. Dead Legionnaires and dead Germans mingled blood underfoot.
-The trench was like the floor of an _abattoir_. Someone gave him a
-drink. The men who remained went on across the ash dump to a second
-trench.
-
-It was night. The men, almost too tired to see or move, were trying to
-barricade themselves against the ceaseless shell fire of the enemy. They
-filled bags with gory mud and lifted them on the crumbling walls. At
-dawn the Germans would return to do what they had done. The darkness
-reverberated and quivered. Hugo worked like a Trojan. His efforts had
-made a wide and deep hole in which machine guns were being placed.
-Shayne fell at his feet. Hugo lifted him up. The captain nodded. "Give
-him a drink."
-
-Someone brought liquor, and Hugo poured it between Shayne's teeth.
-"Huh!" Shayne said.
-
-"Come on, boy."
-
-"How did you like it, Danner?"
-
-Hugo did not answer. Shayne went on, "I didn't either--much. This is no
-gentleman's war. Jesus! I saw a thing or two this morning. A guy walking
-with all his--"
-
-"Never mind. Take another drink."
-
-"Got anything to eat?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Oh, well, we can fight on empty bellies. The Germans will empty them
-for us anyhow."
-
-"The hell they will."
-
-"I'm pretty nearly all in."
-
-"So's everyone."
-
-They put Hugo on watch because he still seemed fresh. Those men who were
-not compelled to stay awake fell into the dirt and slept immediately.
-Toward dawn Hugo heard sounds in no man's land. He leaped over the
-parapet. In three jumps he found himself among the enemy. They were
-creeping forward. Hugo leaped back. "_Ils viennent!_"
-
-Men who slept like death were kicked conscious. They rose and fired into
-the night. The surprise of the attack was destroyed. The enemy came on,
-engaging in the darkness with the exhausted Legionnaires. Twice Hugo
-went among them when inundation threatened and, using his rifle barrel
-as a club, laid waste on every hand. He walked through them striking and
-shattering. And twice he saved his salient from extermination. Day came
-sullenly. It began to rain. The men stood silently among their dead.
-
-Hugo lit a cigarette. His eyes moved up and down the shambles. At
-intervals of two yards a man, his helmet trickling rain, his clothes
-filthy, his face inscrutable. Shayne was there on sagging knees. Hugo
-could not understand why he had not been killed.
-
-Hugo was learning about war. He thought then that the task which he had
-set for himself was not altogether to his liking. There should be other
-and more important things for him to do. He did not like to slaughter
-individuals. The day passed like a cycle in hell. No change in the
-personnel except that made by an occasional death. No food. No water.
-They seemed to be exiled by their countrymen in a pool of fire and
-famine and destruction. At dusk Hugo spoke to the captain.
-
-"We cannot last another night without water, food," he said.
-
-"We shall die here, then."
-
-"I should like, sir, to volunteer to go back and bring food."
-
-"We need ammunition more."
-
-"Ammunition, then."
-
-"One man could not bring enough to assist--much."
-
-"I can."
-
-"You are valuable here. With your club and your charmed life, you have
-already saved this remnant of good soldiers."
-
-"I will return in less than an hour."
-
-"Good luck, then."
-
-Where there had been a man, there was nothing. The captain blinked his
-eyes and stared at the place. He swore softly in French and plunged into
-his dug-out at the sound of ripping in the sky.
-
-A half hour passed. The steady, nerve-racking bombardment continued at
-an unvaried pace. Then there was a heavy thud like that of a shell
-landing and not exploding. The captain looked. A great bundle, tied
-together by ropes, had descended into the trench. A man emerged from
-beneath it. The captain passed his hand over his eyes. Here was
-ammunition for the rifles and the machine guns in plenty. Here was food.
-Here were four huge tins of water, one of them leaking where a shell
-fragment had pierced it. Here was a crate of canned meat and a sack of
-onions and a stack of bread loaves. Hugo broke the ropes. His chest rose
-and fell rapidly. He was sweating. The bundle he had carried weighed
-more than a ton--and he had been running very swiftly.
-
-The captain looked again. A case of cognac. Hugo was carrying things
-into the dug-out. "Where?" the captain asked.
-
-Hugo smiled and named a town thirty kilometres behind the lines. A town
-where citizens and soldiers together were even then in frenzied
-discussion over the giant who had fallen upon their stores and supplies
-and taken them, running off like a locomotive, in a hail of bullets that
-did no harm to him.
-
-"And how?" the captain asked.
-
-"I am strong."
-
-The captain shrugged and turned his head away. His men were eating the
-food, and drinking water mixed with brandy, and stuffing their pouches
-with ammunition. The machine gunners were laughing. They would not be
-forced to spare the precious belts when the Germans came in the
-morning. Hugo sat among them, dining his tremendous appetite.
-
-Three days went by. Every day, twice, five times, they were attacked.
-But no offence seemed capable of driving that demoniac cluster of men
-from their position. A demon, so the enemy whispered, came out and
-fought for them. On the third day the enemy retreated along four
-kilometres of front, and the French moved up to reclaim many, many acres
-of their beloved soil. The Legionnaires were relieved and another
-episode was added to their valiant history.
-
-Hugo slept for twenty hours in the wooden barracks. After that he was
-wakened by the captain's orderly and summoned to his quarters. The
-captain smiled when he saluted. "My friend," he said, "I wish to thank
-you in behalf of my country for your labour. I have recommended you for
-the Croix de Guerre."
-
-Hugo took his outstretched hand. "I am pleased that I have helped."
-
-"And now," the captain continued, "you will tell me how you executed
-that so unusual coup."
-
-Hugo hesitated. It was the opportunity he had sought, the chance that
-might lead to a special commission whereby he could wreak the vengeance
-of his muscles on the enemy. But he was careful, because he did not feel
-secure in trusting the captain with too much of his secret. Even in a
-war it was too terrible. They would mistrust him, or they would attempt
-to send him to their biologists. And he wanted to accomplish his mission
-under their permission and with their co-operation. It would be more
-valuable then and of greater magnitude. So he smiled and said: "Have you
-ever heard of Colorado?"
-
-"No, I have not heard. It is a place?"
-
-"A place in America. A place that has scarcely been explored. I was born
-there. And all the men of Colorado are born as I was born and are like
-me. We are very strong. We are great fighters. We cannot be wounded
-except by the largest shells. I took that package by force and I carried
-it to you on my back, running swiftly."
-
-The captain appeared politely interested. He thumbed a dispatch. He
-stared at Hugo. "If that is the truth, you shall show me."
-
-"It is the truth--and I shall show you."
-
-Hugo looked around. Finally he walked over to the sentry at the flap of
-the tent and took his rifle. The man squealed in protest. Hugo lifted
-him off the floor by the collar, shook him, and set him down.
-
-The man shouted in dismay and then was silent at a word from the
-captain. Hugo weighed the gun in his hands while they watched and then
-slowly bent the barrel double. Next he tore it from its stock. Then he
-grasped the parallel steel ends and broke them apart with a swift
-wrench. The captain half rose, his eyes bulged, he knocked over his
-ink-well. His hand tugged at his moustache and waved spasmodically.
-
-"You see?" Hugo said.
-
-The captain went to staff meeting that afternoon very thoughtful. He
-understood the difficulty of exhibiting his soldier's prowess under
-circumstances that would assure the proper commission. He even
-considered remaining silent about Hugo. With such a man in his company
-it would soon be illustrious along the whole broad front. But the chance
-came. When the meeting was finished and the officers relaxed over their
-wine, a colonel brought up the subject of the merits of various breeds
-of men as soldiers.
-
-"I think," he said, "that the Prussians are undoubtedly our most
-dangerous foe. On our own side we have--"
-
-"Begging the colonel's pardon," the captain said, "there is a species of
-fighter unknown, or almost unknown, in this part of the world, who
-excels by far all others."
-
-"And who may they be?" the colonel asked stiffly.
-
-"Have you ever heard of the Colorados?"
-
-"No," the colonel said.
-
-Another officer meditated. "They are redskins, American Indians, are
-they not?"
-
-The captain shrugged. "I do not know. I know only that they are superior
-to all other soldiers."
-
-"And in what way?"
-
-The captain's eyes flickered. "I have one Colorado in my troops. I will
-tell you what he did in five days near the town of Barsine." The
-officers listened. When the captain finished, the colonel patted his
-shoulder. "That is a very amusing fabrication. Very. With a thousand
-such men, the war would be ended in a week. Captain Crouan, I fear you
-have been overgenerous in pouring the wine."
-
-The captain rose, saluted. "With your permission, I shall cause my
-Colorado to be brought and you shall see."
-
-The other men laughed. "Bring him, by all means."
-
-The captain dispatched an orderly. A few minutes later, Hugo was
-announced at headquarters. The captain introduced him. "Here, messieurs,
-is a Colorado. What will you have him do?"
-
-The colonel, who had expected the soldier to be both embarrassed and
-made ridiculous, was impressed by Hugo's calm demeanour. "You are
-strong?" he said with a faint irony.
-
-"Exceedingly."
-
-"He is not humble, at least, gentlemen." Laughter. The colonel fixed
-Hugo with his eye. "Then, my good fellow, if you are so strong, if you
-can run so swiftly and carry such burdens, bring us one of our beautiful
-seventy-fives from the artillery."
-
-"With your written order, if you please."
-
-The colonel started, wrote the order laughingly, and gave it to Hugo. He
-left the room.
-
-"It is a good joke," the colonel said. "But I fear it is harsh on the
-private."
-
-The captain shrugged. Wine was poured. In a few minutes they heard heavy
-footsteps outside the tent. "He is here!" the captain cried. The
-officers rushed forward. Hugo stood outside the tent with the cannon
-they had requested lifted over his head in one hand. With that same hand
-clasped on the breach, he set it down. The colonel paled and gulped.
-"Name of the mother of God! He has brought it."
-
-Hugo nodded. "It was as nothing, my colonel. Now I will show you what we
-men from Colorado can do. Watch."
-
-They eyed him. There was a grating sound beneath his feet. Those who
-were quickest of vision saw his body catapult through the air high over
-their heads. It landed, bounced prodigiously, vanished.
-
-Captain Crouan coughed and swallowed. He faced his superiors, trying to
-seem nonchalant. "That, gentlemen, is the sort of thing the Colorados
-do--for sport."
-
-The colonel recovered first. "It is not human. Gentlemen, we have been
-in the presence of the devil himself."
-
-"Or the Good Lord."
-
-The captain shook his head. "He is a man, I tell you. In Colorado all
-the men are like that. He told me so himself. When he first enlisted, he
-came to me and asked for a special commission to go to Berlin and smash
-the Reich--to bring back the Kaiser himself. I thought he was mad. I
-made him peel potatoes. He did not say any more foolish things. He was a
-good soldier. Then the battle came and I saw him, not believing I saw
-him, standing on the parapet and wielding his rifle like the lightning,
-killing I do not know how many men. Hundreds certainly, perhaps
-thousands. Ah, it is as I said, the Colorados are the finest soldiers on
-earth. They are more than men."
-
-"He comes!"
-
-Hugo burst from the sky, moving like a hawk. He came from the direction
-of the lines, many miles away. There was a bundle slung across his
-shoulder. There were holes in his uniform. He landed heavily among the
-officers and set down his burden. It was a German. He dropped to the
-ground.
-
-"Water for him," Hugo panted. "He has fainted. I snatched him from his
-outpost in a trench."
-
-
-
-
-XIII
-
-
-At Blaisencourt it was spring again. The war was nearly a year old.
-Blaisencourt was now a street of houses' ghosts, of rubble and dirt,
-populated by soldiers. A little new grass sprouted peevishly here and
-there; an occasional house retained enough of its original shape to
-harbour an industry. Captain Crouan, his arm in a sling, was looking
-over a heap of débris with the aid of field glasses.
-
-"I see him," he said, pointing to a place on the boiling field where an
-apparent lump of soil had detached itself.
-
-"He rises! He goes on! He takes one of his mighty leaps! Ah, God, if I
-only had a company of such men!"
-
-His aide, squatted near by, muttered something under his breath. The
-captain spoke again. "He is very near their infernal little gun now. He
-has taken his rope. Ahaaaa! He spins it in the air. It falls. They are
-astonished. They rise up in the trench. Quick, Phčdre! Give me a rifle."
-The rifle barked sharply four, five times. Its bullet found a mark.
-Then another. "Ahaaa! Two of them! And M. Danner now has his rope on
-that pig's breath. It comes up. See! He has taken it under his arm! They
-are shooting their machine guns. He drops into a shell hole. He has been
-hit, but he is laughing at them. He leaps. Look out, Phčdre!"
-
-Hugo landed behind the débris with a small German trench mortar in his
-arms. He set it on the floor. The captain opened his mouth, and Hugo
-waved to him to be silent. Deliberately, Hugo looked over the rickety
-parapet of loose stones. He elevated the muzzle of the gun and drew back
-the lanyard. The captain, grinning, watched through his glasses. The gun
-roared.
-
-Its shell exploded presently on the brow of the enemy trench, tossing up
-a column of smoke and earth. "I should have brought some ammunition with
-me," Hugo said.
-
-Captain Crouan stared at the little gun. "Pig," he said. "Son of a pig!
-Five of my men are in your little belly! Bah!" He kicked it.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Summer in Aix-au-Dixvaches. A tall Englishman addressing Captain Crouan.
-His voice was irritated by the heat. "Is it true that you French have an
-Indian scout here who can bash in those Minenwerfers?"
-
-"_Pardon, mon colonel, mais je ne comprends pas l'anglais._"
-
-He began again in bad French. Captain Crouan smiled. "Ah? You are
-troubled there on your sector? You wish to borrow our astonishing
-soldier? It will be a pleasure, I assure you."
-
-Hot calm night. The sky pin-pricked with stars, the air redolent with
-the mushy flavour of dead meat. So strong it left a taste in the mouth.
-So strong that food and water tasted like faintly chlorinated
-putrescence. Hugo, his blue uniform darker with perspiration, tramped
-through the blackness to a dug-out. Fifteen minutes in candlelight with
-a man who spoke English in an odd manner.
-
-"They've been raisin' bloody hell with us from a point about there." The
-tap of a pencil. "We've got little enough confidence in you, God
-knows--"
-
-"Thank you."
-
-"Don't be huffy. We're obliged to your captain for the loan of you. But
-we've lost too many trying to take the place ourselves not to be fed up
-with it. I suppose you'll want a raiding party?"
-
-"No, thanks."
-
-"But, cripes, you can't make it there alone."
-
-"I can do it." Hugo smiled. "And you've lost so many of your own men--"
-
-"Very well."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Otto Meyer pushed his helmet back on his sandy-haired head and gasped in
-the feverish air. A non-commissioned officer passing behind him shoved
-the helmet over his eyes with a muttered word of caution. Otto
-shrugged. Half a dozen men lounged near by. Beside and above them were
-the muzzles of four squat guns and the irregular silhouette of a heap of
-ammunition. Two of the men rolled onto their backs and panted. "I wish,"
-one said in a soft voice, "that I was back in the Hofbrau at Munich with
-a tall stein of beer, with that fat _Fräulein_ that kissed me in the
-Potsdam station last September sitting at my side and the orchestra
-playing--"
-
-Otto flung a clod of dank earth at the speaker. There were chuckles from
-the shadows that sucked in and exhaled the rancid air. Outside the pit
-in which they lay, there was a gentle thud.
-
-Otto scrambled into a sitting posture. "What is that?"
-
-"Nothing. Even these damned English aren't low enough to fight us in
-this weather."
-
-"You can never tell. At night, in the first battle of--listen!"
-
-The thud was repeated, much closer. It was an ominous sound, like the
-drop of a sack of earth from a great height. Otto picked up a gun. He
-was a man who perspired freely, and now, in that single minute, his face
-trickled. He pointed the gun into the air and pulled the trigger. It
-kicked back and jarred his arm. In the glaring light that followed, six
-men peered through the spider-web of the wire. They saw nothing.
-
-"You see?"
-
-Their eyes smarted with the light and dark, so swiftly exchanged. Came
-a thud in their midst. A great thud that spattered the dirt in all
-directions. "Something has fallen." "A shell!" "It's a dud!"
-
-The men rose and tried to run. Otto had regained his vision and saw the
-object that had descended. A package of yellow sticks tied to a great
-mass of iron--wired to it. Instead of running, he grasped it. His
-strength was not enough to lift it. Then, for one short eternity, he saw
-a sizzling spark move toward the sticks. He clutched at it. "Help! The
-guns must be saved. A bomb!" He knew his arms surrounded death. "I
-cannot--"
-
-His feeble voice was blown to the four winds at that instant. A terrible
-explosion burst from him, shattering the escaping men, blasting the
-howitzers into fragments, enlarging the pit to enormous dimensions. Both
-fronts clattered with machine-gun fire. Flares lit the terrain. Hugo,
-running as if with seven-league boots, was thrown on his face by the
-concussion.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Winter. Mud. A light fall of snow that was split into festers by the
-guns before it could anneal the ancient sores. Hugo shivered and stared
-into no man's land, whence a groan had issued for twenty hours, audible
-occasionally over the tumult of the artillery. He saw German eyes turned
-mutely on the same heap of rags that moved pitifully over the snow,
-leaving a red wake, dragging a bloody thing behind. It rose and fell,
-moving parallel to the two trenches. Many machine-gun bullets had
-either missed it or increased its crimson torment. Hugo went out and
-killed the heap of rags, with a revolver that cracked until the groans
-stopped in a low moan. Breaths on both sides were bated. The rags had
-been gray-green. A shout of low, rumbling praise came from the silent
-enemy trenches. Hugo looked over there for a moment and smiled. He
-looked down at the thing and vomited. The guns began again.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Another winter. Time had become stagnant. All about it was a pool of mud
-and suppuration, and shot through it was the sound of guns and the scent
-of women, the taste of wine and the touch of cold flesh. Somewhere, he
-could not remember distinctly where, Hugo had a clean uniform, a
-portfolio of papers, a jewel-case of medals. He was a great man--a man
-feared. The Colorado in the Foreign Legion. Men would talk about what
-they had seen him accomplish all through the next fifty years--at
-watering places in the Sahara, at the crackling fires of country-house
-parties in Shropshire, on the shores of the South Seas, on the moon,
-maybe. Old men, at the last, would clear the phlegm from their skinny
-throats and begin: "When I was a-fightin' with the Legion in my youngest
-days, there was a fellow in our company that came from some place in
-wild America that I disrecollect." And younger, more sanguine men would
-listen and shake their heads and wish that there was a war for them to
-fight.
-
-Hugo was not satisfied with that. Still, he could see no decent exit and
-contrive no better use for himself. He clung frantically to the ideals
-he had taken with him and to the splendid purpose with which he had
-emblazoned his mad lust to enlist. Marseilles and the sentiment it had
-inspired seemed very far away. He thought about it as he walked toward
-the front, his head bent into the gale and his helmet pitched to protect
-his eyes from the sting of the rain.
-
-That night he slept with Shayne, a lieutenant now, twice wounded, thrice
-decorated, and, like Hugo, thinner than he had been, older, with eyes
-grown bleak, and seldom vehement. He resembled his lean Yankee ancestors
-after their exhausting campaigns of the wilderness, alive and sentient
-only through a sheer stubbornness that brooked neither element nor
-disaster. Only at rare moments did the slight strain of his French blood
-lift him from that grim posture. Such a moment was afforded by the
-arrival of Hugo.
-
-"Great God, Hugo! We haven't seen you in a dog's age." Other soldiers
-smiled and brought rusty cigarettes into the dug-out where they sat and
-smoked.
-
-Hugo held out his hand. "Been busy. Glad to see you."
-
-"Yes. I know how busy you've been. Up and down the lines we hear about
-you. _Le Colorado._ Damn funny war. You'd think you weren't human, or
-anywhere near human, to hear these birds. Wish you'd tell me how you get
-away with it. Hasn't one nicked you yet?"
-
-"Not yet."
-
-"God damn. Got me here"--he tapped his shoulder--"and here"--his thigh.
-
-"That's tough. I guess the sort of work I do isn't calculated to be as
-risky as yours," Hugo said.
-
-"Huh! That you can tell to Sweeny." The Frenchmen were still sitting
-politely, listening to a dialogue they could not understand. Hugo and
-Shayne eyed each other in silence. A long, penetrating silence. At
-length the latter said soberly: "Still as enthusiastic as you were that
-night in Marseilles?"
-
-"Are you?"
-
-"I didn't have much conception of what war would be then."
-
-"Neither did I," Hugo responded. "And I'm not very enthusiastic any
-more."
-
-"Oh, well--"
-
-"Exactly."
-
-"Heard from your family?"
-
-"Sure."
-
-"Well--"
-
-They relapsed into silence again. By and by they ate a meal of cold
-food, supplemented by rank, steaming coffee. Then they slept. Before
-dawn Hugo woke feeling like a man in the mouth of a volcano that had
-commenced to erupt. The universe was shaking. The walls of the dug-out
-were molting chunks of earth. The scream and burst of shells were
-constant. He heard Shayne's voice above the din, issuing orders in
-French. Their batteries were to be phoned. A protective counter-fire. A
-_barrage_ in readiness in case of attack, which seemed imminent. Larger
-shells drowned the voice. Hugo rose and stood beside Shayne.
-
-"Coming over?"
-
-"Coming over."
-
-A shapeless face spoke in the gloom. The voice panted. "We must get out
-of here, my lieutenant. They are smashing in the dug-out." A methodical
-scramble to the orifice. Hell was rampaging in the trench. The shells
-fell everywhere. Shayne shook his head. It was neither light nor dark.
-The incessant blinding fire did not make things visible except for
-fragments of time and in fantastic perspectives. Things belched and
-boomed and smashed the earth and whistled and howled. It was impossible
-to see how life could exist in that caldron, and yet men stood calmly
-all along the line. A few of them, here and there, were obliterated.
-
-The red sky in the southeast became redder with the rising sun. Hugo
-remained close to the wall. It was no novelty for him to be under shell
-fire. But at such times he felt the need of a caution with which he
-could ordinarily dispense. If one of the steel cylinders found him, even
-his mighty frame might not contain itself. Even he might be rent
-asunder. Shayne saw him and smiled. Twenty yards away a geyser of fire
-sprayed the heavens. Ten feet away a fragment of shell lashed down a
-pile of sand-bags. Shayne's smile widened. Hugo returned it.
-
-Then red fury enveloped the two men. Hugo was crushed ferociously
-against the wall and liberated in the same second. He fell forward, his
-ears singing and his head dizzy. He lay there, aching. Dark red stains
-flowed over his face from his nose and ears. Painfully he stood up. A
-soldier was watching him from a distance with alarmed eyes. Hugo
-stepped. He found that locomotion was possible. The bedlam increased. It
-brought a sort of madness. He remembered Shayne. He searched in the
-smoking, stinking muck. He found the shoulders and part of Shayne's
-head. He picked them up in his hands, disregarding the butchered ends of
-the raw gobbet. White electricity crackled in his head.
-
-He leaped to the parapet, shaking his fists. "God damn you dirty sons of
-bitches. I'll make you pay for this. You got him, got him, you bastards!
-I'll shove your filthy hides down the devil's throat and through his
-guts. Oh, Jesus!" He did not feel the frantic tugging of his fellows. He
-ran into that bubbling, doom-ridden chaos, waving his arms and shouting
-maniacal profanities. A dozen times he was knocked down. He bled slowly
-where fragments had battered him. He crossed over and paused on the
-German parapet. He was like a being of steel. Bullets sprayed him. His
-arms dangled and lifted. Barbed wire trailed behind him.
-
-Down before him, shoulder to shoulder, the attacking regiments waited
-for the last crescendo of the bombardment. They saw him come out of the
-fury and smiled grimly. They knew such madness. They shot. He came on.
-At last they could hear his voice dimly through the tumult. Someone
-shouted that he was mad--to beware when he fell. Hugo jumped among them.
-Bayonets rose. Hugo wrenched three knives from their wielders in one
-wild clutch. His hands went out, snatching and squeezing. That was all.
-No weapons, no defence. Just--hands. Whatever they caught they crushed
-flat, and heads fell into those dreadful fingers, sides, legs, arms,
-bellies. Bayonets slid from his tawny skin, taking his clothes. By and
-by, except for his shoes, he was naked. His fingers had made a hundred
-bunches of clotted pulp and then a thousand as he walked swiftly forward
-in that trench. Ahead of him was a file of green; behind, a clogged row
-of writhing men. Scarcely did the occupants of each new traverse see him
-before they were smitten. The wounds he inflicted were monstrous. On he
-walked, his voice now stilled, his breath sucking and whistling through
-his teeth, his hands flailing and pinching and spurting red with every
-contact. No more formidable engine of desolation had been seen by man,
-no more titanic fury, no swifter and surer death. For thirty minutes he
-raged through that line. The men thinned. He had crossed the attacking
-front.
-
-Then the barrage lifted. But no whistles blew. No soldiers rose. A few
-raised their heads and then lay down again. Hugo stopped and went back
-into the _abattoir_. He leaped to the parapet. The French saw him,
-silhouetted against the sky. The second German wave, coming slowly over
-a far hill, saw him and hesitated. No ragged line of advancing men. No
-cacophony of rifle fire. Only that strange, savage figure. A man dipped
-in scarlet, nude, dripping, panting. Slowly in that hiatus he wheeled.
-His lungs thundered to the French. "Come on, you black bastards. I've
-killed them all. Come on. We'll send them down to hell."
-
-The officers looked and understood that something phenomenal had
-happened. No Germans were coming. A man stood above their trench. "Come,
-quick!" Hugo shouted. He saw that they did not understand. He stood an
-instant, fell into the trench; and presently a shower of German corpses
-flung through the air in wide arcs and landed on the very edge of the
-French position. Then they came, and Hugo, seeing them, went on alone to
-meet the second line. He might have forged on through that bloody swathe
-to the heart of the Empire if his vitality had been endless. But, some
-time in the battle, he fell unconscious on the field, and his
-forward-leaning comrades, pushing back the startled enemy, found him
-lying there.
-
-They made a little knot around him, silent, quivering. "It is the
-Colorado," someone said. "His friend, Shayne--it is he who was the
-lieutenant just killed."
-
-They shook their heads and felt a strange fear of the unconscious man.
-"He is breathing." They called for stretcher-bearers. They faced the
-enemy again, bent over on the stocks of their rifles, surged forward.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Hugo was washed and dressed in pyjamas. His wounds had healed without
-the necessity of a single stitch. He was grateful for that. Otherwise
-the surgeons might have had a surprise which would have been difficult
-to allay. He sat in a wheel chair, staring across a lawn. An angular
-woman in an angular hat and tailored clothes was trying to engage him in
-conversation.
-
-"Is it very painful, my man?"
-
-Hugo was seeing that trench again--the pulp and blood and hate of it.
-"Not very."
-
-Her tongue and saliva made a noise. "Don't tell me. I know it was. I
-know how you all bleed and suffer."
-
-"Madam, it happens that my wounds were quite superficial."
-
-"Nonsense, my boy. They wouldn't have brought you to a base hospital in
-that case. You can't fool me."
-
-"I was suffering only from exhaustion."
-
-She paused. He saw a gleam in her eye. "I suppose you don't like to
-talk--about things. Poor boy! But I imagine your life has been so full
-of horror that it would be good for you to unburden yourself. Now tell
-me, just what does it feel like to bayonet a man?"
-
-Hugo trembled. He controlled his voice. "Madam," he replied, "it feels
-exactly like sticking your finger into a warm, steaming pile of
-cow-dung."
-
-"Oh!" she gasped. And he heard her repeat it again in the corridor.
-
-
-
-
-XIV
-
-
- "Mr. and Mrs. Ralph Jordan Shayne," Hugo wrote. Then he paused in
- thought. He began again. "I met your son in Marseilles and was with
- him most of the time until his death." He hesitated. "In fact, he
- died in my arms from the effect of the same shell which sent me to
- this hospital. He is buried in Carcy cemetery, on the south side.
- It is for that reason I take the liberty to address you.
-
- "I thought that you would like to know some of the things that he
- did not write to you. Your son enlisted because he felt the war
- involved certain ideals that were worthy of preservation. That he
- gave his life for those ideals must be a source of pride to you. In
- training he was always controlled, kindly, unquarrelsome,
- comprehending. In battle he was aggressive, brilliant, and more
- courageous than any other man I have ever known.
-
- "In October, a year ago, he was decorated for bringing in Captain
- Crouan, who was severely wounded during an attack that was
- repulsed. Under heavy shell fire Tom went boldly into no man's
- land and carried the officer from a shell pit on his back. At the
- time Tom himself sustained three wounds. He was mentioned a number
- of times in the dispatches for his leadership of attacks and
- patrols. He was decorated a second time for the capture of a German
- field officer and three of his staff, a coup which your son
- executed almost single-handed.
-
- "Following his death his company made an attack to avenge him,
- which wiped out the entire enemy position along a sector nearly a
- kilometre in width and which brought a permanent advantage to the
- Allied lines. That is mute testimony of his popularity among the
- officers and men. I know of no man more worthy of the name
- 'American,' no American more worthy of the words 'gentleman' and
- 'hero.'
-
- "I realize the slight comfort of these things, and yet I feel bound
- to tell you of them, because Tom was my friend, and his death is
- grievous to me as well as to you.
-
- "Yours sincerely,
-
- "(LIEUTENANT) HUGO DANNER"
-
-Hugo posted the letter. When the answer came, he was once again in
-action, the guns chugging and rumbling, the earth shaking. The reply
-read:
-
- "DEAR LIEUTENANT DANNER:
-
- "Thank you for your letter in reference to our son. We knew that he
- had enlisted in some foreign service. We did not know of his
- death. I am having your statements checked, because, if they are
- true, I shall be one of the happiest persons alive, and his mother
- will be both happy and sad. The side of young Tom which you claim
- to have seen is one quite unfamiliar to us. At home he was always a
- waster, much of a snob, and impossible to control. It may be harsh
- to say such things of him now that he is dead, but I cannot recall
- one noble deed, one unselfish act, in his life here with us.
-
- "That I have a dead son would not sadden me. Tom had been
- disinherited by us, his mother and father. But that my dead son was
- a hero makes me feel that at last, coming into the Shayne blood and
- heritage, he has atoned. And so I honour him. If the records show
- that all you said of him is true, I shall not only honour him in
- this country, but I shall come to France to pay my tribute with a
- full heart and a knowledge that neither he nor I lived in vain.
-
- "Gratefully yours,
-
- "R. J. SHAYNE"
-
-Hugo reread the letter and stood awhile with wistful eyes. He remembered
-Shayne's Aunt Emma, Shayne's bitter calumniation of his family. Well,
-they had not understood him and he had not wanted them to understand
-him. Perhaps Shayne had been more content than he admitted in the mud of
-the trenches. The war had been a real thing to him. Hugo thought of its
-insufficiencies for himself. The world was not enough for Shayne, but
-the war had been. Both were insufficient for Hugo Danner. He listened to
-the thunder in the sky tiredly.
-
-Two months later Hugo was ordered from rest billets to the major's
-quarters. A middle-aged man and woman accompanied by a sleek Frenchman
-awaited him. The man stepped forward with dignified courtesy. "I am Tom
-Shayne's father. This is Mrs. Shayne."
-
-Hugo felt a great lack of interest in them. They had come too late. It
-was their son who had been his friend. He almost regretted the letter.
-He shook hands with them. Mrs. Shayne went to an automobile. Her husband
-invited Hugo to a café. Over the wine he became suddenly less dignified,
-more human, and almost pathetic. "Tell me about him, Danner. I loved
-that kid once, you know."
-
-Hugo found himself unexpectedly moved. The man was so eager, so
-strangely happy. He stroked his white moustache and turned away moist
-eyes. So Hugo told him. He talked endlessly of the trenches and the dark
-wet nights and the fire that stabbed through them. He invented brave
-sorties for his friend, tripled his accomplishments, and put gaiety and
-wit in his mouth. The father drank every syllable as if he was
-committing the whole story to memory as the text of a life's solace. At
-last he was crying.
-
-"That was the Tom I knew," Hugo said softly.
-
-"And that was the Tom I dreamed and hoped and thought he would become
-when he was a little shaver. Well, he did, Danner."
-
-"A thousand times he did."
-
-Ralph Jordan Shayne blew his nose unashamedly. He thought of his
-patiently waiting wife. "I've got to go, I suppose. This has been more
-than kind of you, Mr. Danner--Lieutenant Danner. I'm glad--more glad
-than I can say--that you were there. I understand from the major that
-you're no small shakes in this army yourself." He smiled deferentially.
-"I wish there was something we could do for you."
-
-"Nothing. Thank you, Mr. Shayne."
-
-"I'm going to give you my card. In New York--my name is not without
-meaning."
-
-"It is very familiar to me. Was before I met your son."
-
-"If you ever come to the city--I mean, when you come--you must look us
-up. Anything we can do--in the way of jobs, positions--" He was
-confused.
-
-Hugo shook his head. "That's very kind of you, sir. But I have some
-means of my own and, right now, I'm not even thinking of going back to
-New York."
-
-Mr. Shayne stepped into the car. "I would like to do something." Hugo
-realized the sincerity of that desire. He reflected.
-
-"Nothing I can think of--"
-
-"I'm a banker. Perhaps--if I might take the liberty--I could handle your
-affairs?"
-
-Hugo smiled. "My affairs consist of one bank account in the City Loan
-that would seem very small to you, Mr. Shayne."
-
-"Why, that's one of my banks. I'll arrange it. You know and I know how
-small the matter of money is. But I'd appreciate your turning over some
-of your capital to me. I would consider it a blessed opportunity to
-return a service, a great service with a small one, I'm afraid."
-
-"Thanks," Hugo said.
-
-The banker scribbled a statement, asked a question, and raised his
-eyebrows over the amount Hugo gave him. Then he was the father again.
-"We've been to the cemetery, Danner. We owe that privilege to you. It
-says there, in French: 'The remains of a great hero who gave his life
-for France.' Not America, my boy; but I think that France was a worthy
-cause."
-
-When they had gone, Hugo spent a disturbed afternoon. He had not been so
-moved in many, many months.
-
-
-
-
-XV
-
-
-Now the streets of Paris were assailed by the colour of olive drab, the
-twang of Yankee accents, the music of Broadway songs. Hugo watched the
-first parade with eyes somewhat proud and not a little sombre. Each
-shuffling step seemed to ask a rhythmic question. Who would not return
-to Paris? Who would return once and not again? Who would be blind? Who
-would be hideous? Who would be armless, legless, who would wear silver
-plates and leather props for his declining years? Hugo wondered, and,
-looking into those sometimes stern and sometimes ribald faces, he saw
-that they had not yet commenced to wonder.
-
-They did not know the hammer and shock of falling shells and the jelly
-and putty which men became. They chafed and bantered and stormed every
-café and cocotte impartially, recklessly. Even the Legion had been more
-grim and better prepared for the iron feet of war. They fell upon Hugo
-with their atrocious French--two young men who wanted a drink and could
-not make the bar-tender understand.
-
-"Hey, _fransay_," they called to him, "_comment dire que nous voulez des
-choses boire?_"
-
-Hugo smiled. "What do you birds want to drink?"
-
-"God Almighty! Here's a Frog that speaks United States. Get the gang.
-What's your name, bo?"
-
-"Danner."
-
-"Come on an' have a flock of drinks on us. You're probably dying on
-French pay. You order for the gang and we'll treat." Eager, grinning
-American faces. "Can you get whisky in this God-forsaken dump?"
-
-"Straight or highball?"
-
-"That's the talk. Straight, Dan. We're in the army now."
-
-Hugo drank with them. Only for one moment did they remember they were in
-the army to fight: "Say, Dan, the war really isn't as tough as they
-claim, is it?"
-
-"I don't know how tough they claim it is."
-
-"Well, you seen much fightin'?"
-
-"Three years."
-
-"Is it true that the Heinies--?" His hands indicated his question.
-
-"Sometimes. Accidentally, more or less. You can't help it."
-
-"And do them machine guns really mow 'em down?"
-
-Hugo shrugged. "There are only four men in service now who started with
-my company."
-
-"Ouch! _Garçon! Encore!_ An' tell him to make it double--no,
-triple--Dan, old man. It may be my last." To Hugo: "Well, it's about
-time we got here an' took the war off your shoulders. You guys sure have
-had a bellyful. An' I'm goin' to get me one right here and now. Bottoms
-up, you guys."
-
-Hugo was transferred to an American unit. The officers belittled the
-recommendations that came with him. They put him in the ranks. He served
-behind the lines for a week. Then his regiment moved up. As soon as the
-guns began to rumble, a nervous second lieutenant edged toward the
-demoted private. "Say, Danner, you've been in this before. Do you think
-it's all right to keep on along this road the way we are?"
-
-"I'm sure I couldn't say. You're taking a chance. Plane strafing and
-shells."
-
-"Well, what else are we to do? These are our orders."
-
-"Nothing," Hugo said.
-
-When the first shells fell among them, however, Danner forgot that his
-transference had cost his commission and sadly bereft Captain Crouan and
-his command. He forgot his repressed anger at the stupidity of American
-headquarters and their bland assumption of knowledge superior to that
-gained by three years of actual fighting. He virtually took charge of
-his company, ignoring the bickering of a lieutenant who swore and
-shouted and accomplished nothing and who was presently beheaded for his
-lack of caution. A month later, with troops that had some feeling of
-respect for the enemy--a feeling gained through close and gory
-association--Hugo was returned his commission.
-
-Slowly at first, and with increasing momentum, the war was pushed up out
-of the trenches and the Germans retreated. The summer that filled the
-windows of American homes with gold stars passed. Hugo worked like a
-slave out beyond the front trenches, scouting, spying, destroying,
-salvaging, bending his heart and shoulders to a task that had long since
-become an acid routine. September. October. November. The end of that
-holocaust was very near.
-
-Then there came a day warmer than the rest and less rainy. Hugo was
-riding toward the lines on a _camion_. He rode as much as possible now.
-He had not slept for two days. His eyes were red and twitching. He felt
-tired--tired as if his fatigue were the beginning of death--tired so
-that nothing counted or mattered--tired of killing, of hating, of
-suffering--tired even of an ideal that had tarnished through long
-weathering. The _camion_ was steel and it rattled and bumped as it moved
-over the road. Hugo lay flat in it, trying to close his eyes.
-
-After a time, moving between the stumps of a row of poplars, they came
-abreast of a regiment returning from the battle. They walked slowly and
-dazedly. Each individual was still amazed at being alive after the
-things he had witnessed. Hugo raised himself and looked at them. The
-same expression had often been on the faces of the French. The long line
-of the regiment ended. Then there was an empty place on the road, and
-the speed of the truck increased.
-
-Finally it stopped with a sharp jar, and the driver shouted that he
-could go no farther. Hugo clambered to the ground. He estimated that the
-battery toward which he was travelling was a mile farther. He began to
-walk. There was none of the former lunge and stride in his steps. He
-trudged, rather, his head bent forward. A little file of men approached
-him, and, even at a distance, he did not need a second glance to
-identify them. Walking wounded.
-
-By ones and twos they began to pass him. He paid scant attention. Their
-field dressings were stained with the blood that their progress cost.
-They cursed and muttered. Someone had given them cigarettes, and a dozen
-wisps of smoke rose from each group. It was not until he reached the end
-of the straggling line that he looked up. Then he saw one man whose arms
-were both under bandage walking with another whose eyes were covered and
-whose hand, resting on his companion's shoulder, guided his stumbling
-feet.
-
-Hugo viewed them as they came on and presently heard their conversation.
-"Christ, it hurts," one of them said.
-
-"The devil with hurting, boy," the blinded man answered. "So do I, for
-that matter. I feel like there was a hot poker in my brains."
-
-"Want another butt?"
-
-"No, thanks. Makes me kind of sick to drag on them. Wish I had a drink,
-though."
-
-"Who doesn't?"
-
-Hugo heard his voice. "Hey, you guys," it said. "Here's some water. And
-a shot of cognac, too."
-
-The first man stopped and the blind man ran into him, bumping his head.
-He gasped with pain, but his lips smiled. "Damn nice of you, whoever you
-are."
-
-They took the canteen and swallowed. "Go on," Hugo said, and permitted
-himself a small lie. "I can get more in a couple of hours." He produced
-his flask. "And finish off on a shot of this."
-
-He held the containers for the armless man and handed them to the other.
-Their clothes were ragged and stained. Their shoes were in pieces. Sweat
-had soaked under the blind man's armpits and stained his tunic. As Hugo
-watched him swallow thirstily, he started. The chin and the hair were
-familiar. His mind spun. He knew the voice, although its tenor was sadly
-changed.
-
-"Good God," he said involuntarily, "it's Lefty!"
-
-Lefty stiffened. "Who are you?"
-
-"Hugo Danner."
-
-"Hugo Danner?" The tortured brain reflected.
-
-"Hugo! Good old Hugo! What, in the name of Jesus, are you doing here?"
-
-"Same thing you are."
-
-An odd silence fell. The man with the shattered arms broke it. "Know
-this fellow?"
-
-"Do I know him! Gee! He was at college with me. One of my buddies.
-Gosh!" His hand reached out. "Put it there, Hugo."
-
-They shook hands. "Got it bad, Lefty?"
-
-The bound head shook. "Not so bad. I guess--I kind of feel that I won't
-be able to see much any more. Eyes all washed out. Got mustard gas in
-'em. But I'll be all right, you know. A little thing like that's
-nothing. Glad to be alive. Still have my sex appeal, anyhow. Still got
-the old appetite. But--listen--what happened to you? Why in hell did you
-quit? Woodman nearly went crazy looking for you."
-
-"Oh--" Hugo's thoughts went back a distance that seemed infinite, into
-another epoch and another world--"oh, I just couldn't stick it. Say, you
-guys, wait a minute." He turned. His _camion_-driver was lingering in
-the distance. "Wait here." He rushed back. The armless man whistled.
-
-"God in heaven! Your friend there can sure cover the ground."
-
-"Yeah," Lefty said absently. "He always could."
-
-In a moment Hugo returned. "I got it all fixed up for you two to ride
-in. No limousine, but it'll carry you."
-
-Lefty's lip trembled. "Gee--Jesus Christ--" he amended stubbornly;
-"that's decent. I don't feel so dusty to-day. Damn it, if I had any
-eyes, I guess I'd cry. Must be the cognac."
-
-"Nothing at all, Lefty old kid. Here, I'll give you a hand." He took
-Lefty's arm over his shoulder, encircled him with his own, and carried
-him rapidly over the broken road.
-
-"Still got the old fight," Lefty murmured as he felt himself rushed
-forward.
-
-"Still."
-
-"Been in this mess long?"
-
-"Since the beginning."
-
-"I should have thought of that. I often wondered what became of you.
-Iris used to wonder, too."
-
-"How is she?"
-
-"All right."
-
-They reached the truck. Lefty sat down on the metal bottom with a sigh.
-"Thanks, old bean. I was just about _kaputt_. Tough going, this war. I
-saw my first shell fall yesterday. Never saw a single German at all. One
-of those squdgy things came across, and before I knew it, there was
-onion in my eye for a goal." The truck motor roared. The armless man
-came alongside and was lifted beside Lefty. "Well, Hugo, so long. You
-sure were a friend in need. Never forget it. And look me up when the
-Krauts are all dead, will you?" The gears clashed. "Thanks again--and
-for the cognac, too." He waved airily. "See you later."
-
-Hugo stalked back on the road. Once he looked over his shoulder. The
-truck was a blur of dust. "See you later. See you later. See you later."
-Lefty would never see him later--never see anyone ever.
-
-That night he sat in a quiet stupor, all thought of great ideal, of fine
-abandon, of the fury of justice, and all flagrant phrases brought to an
-abrupt end by the immediate claims of his own sorrow. Tom Shayne was
-blasted to death. The stinging horror of mustard had fallen into Lefty's
-eyes. All the young men were dying. The friendships he had made, the
-human things that gave in memory root to the earth were ripped up and
-shrivelled. That seemed grossly wrong and patently ignoble. He discarded
-his personal travail. It was nothing. His life had been comprised of
-attempt and failure, of disappointment and misunderstanding; he was
-accustomed to witness the blunting of the edge of his hopes and the
-dulling of his desires when they were enacted.
-
-Even his great sacrifice had been vain. It was always thus. His deeds
-frightened men or made them jealous. When he conceived a fine thing, the
-masses, individually or collectively, transformed it into something
-cheap. His fort in the forest had been branded a hoax. His effort to
-send himself through college and to rescue Charlotte from an unpleasant
-life had ended in vulgar comedy. Even that had been her triumph, her
-hour, and an incongruous strain of greatness had filtered through her
-personality rather than his. Now his years in the war were reduced to
-no grandeur, to a mere outlet for his savage instinct to destroy. After
-such a life, he reflected, he could no longer visualize himself engaged
-in any search for a comprehension of real values.
-
-His mind was thorny with doubts. Seeing himself as a man made
-hypocritical by his gifts and the narrowness of the world, discarding
-his own problem as tragically solved, Hugo then looked upon the war as
-the same sort of colossal error. A waste. Useless, hopeless, gaining
-nothing but the temporal power which it so blatantly disavowed, it had
-exacted the price of its tawdry excitement in lives, and, now that it
-was almost finished, mankind was ready to emerge blank-faced and
-panting, no better off than before.
-
-His heart ached as he thought of the toil, the effort, the energy and
-hope and courage that had been spilled over those mucky fields to
-satisfy the lusts and foolish hates of the demagogues. He was no longer
-angry. The memory of Lefty sitting smilingly on the van and calling that
-he would see him later was too sharp an emotion to permit brain storms
-and pyrotechnics.
-
-If he could but have ended the war single-handed, it might have been
-different. But he was not great enough for that. He had been a thousand
-men, perhaps ten thousand, but he could not be millions. He could not
-wrap his arms around a continent and squeeze it into submission. There
-were too many people and they were too stupid to do more than fear him
-and hate him. Sitting there, he realized that his naďve faith in
-himself and the universe had foundered. The war was only another war
-that future generations would find romantic to contemplate and dull to
-study. He was only a species of genius who had missed his mark by a
-cosmic margin.
-
-When he considered his failure, he believed that he was not thinking
-about himself. There he was, entrusted with special missions which he
-accomplished no one knew how, and no one questioned in those hectic
-days. Those who had seen him escape machine-gun fire, carry tons, leap a
-hundred yards, kill scores, still clung to their original concepts of
-mankind and discredited the miracle their own eyes had witnessed. Too
-many strange things happened in that blasting carnival of destruction
-for one strange sight or one strange man to leave a great mark. Personal
-security was at too great a premium to leave much room for interest and
-speculation. Even Captain Crouan believed he was only a man of freak
-strength and Major Ingalls in his present situation was too busy to do
-more than note that Hugo was capable and nod his head when Hugo reported
-another signal victory, ascribing it to his long experience in the war
-rather than to his peculiar abilities.
-
-As he sat empty-eyed in the darkness, smoking cigarettes and breathing
-in his own and the world's tragic futility, his own and the world's
-abysmal sorrow, that stubborn ancestral courage and determination that
-was in him still continued to lash his reason. "Even if the war is not
-worth while," it whispered, "you have committed yourself to it. You are
-bound and pledged to see it to the bitter end. You cannot finish it on a
-declining note. To-night, to-morrow, you must begin again." At the same
-time his lust for carnage stirred within him like a long-subdued demon.
-Now he recognized it and knew that it must be mastered. But it combined
-with his conscience to quicken his sinews anew.
-
-It was a cold night, but Hugo perspired. Was he to go again into the
-holocaust to avenge a friend? Was he to live over those crimson seconds
-that followed the death of Shayne, all because he had helped a blind
-friend into a _camion_? He knew that he was not. Never again could his
-instinct so triumph over his reason. That was the greatest danger in
-being Hugo Danner. That, he commenced to see, was the explanation of all
-his suffering in the past. The idea warmed and encouraged him.
-Henceforth his emotions and sentiments would be buried even deeper than
-his first inbred caution had buried them. He would be a creature of
-intelligence, master of his caprice as well as of the power he possessed
-to carry out that caprice.
-
-He lit a fresh cigarette and planned what he would do. On the next night
-he would prepare himself very carefully. He would eat enormously,
-provide himself with food and water, rest as much as he could, and then
-start south and east in a plane. He would drive it far into Germany.
-When its petrol failed, he would crash it. Stepping from the ruins, he
-would hasten on in the darkness, on, on, like Pheidippides, till he
-reached the centre of the enemy government. There, crashing through the
-petty human barriers, he would perform his last feat, strangling the
-Emperor, slaying the generals, pulling the buildings apart with his
-Samsonian arms, and disrupting the control of the war.
-
-He had dreamed of such an enterprise even before he had enlisted. But he
-had known that he lacked sufficient stamina without a great internal
-cause, and no rage, no blood-madness, was great enough to drive him to
-that effort. With amazement he realized that a clenched determination
-depending on the brain rather than the emotions was a greater catalyst
-than any passion. He knew that he could do such a thing. In the warmth
-of that knowledge he completed his plan tranquilly and retired. For
-twelve hours, by order undisturbed, Hugo slept.
-
-In the bright morning, he girded himself. He requisitioned the plane he
-needed through Major Ingalls. He explained that requirement by saying
-that he was going to bomb a battery of big guns. The plane offered was
-an old one. Hugo had seen enough of flying in his French service to
-understand its navigation. He ate the huge meal he had planned. And
-then, a cool and grim man, he made his way to the hangar. In fifteen
-minutes his last adventure would have commenced. But a dispatch rider,
-charging on to the field in a roaring motor cycle, announced the
-signing of the Armistice and the end of the war.
-
-Hugo stood near his plane when he heard the news. Two men at his side
-began to cry, one repeating over and over: "And I'm still alive, so help
-me God. I wish I was dead, like Joey." Hugo was rigid. His first gesture
-was to lift his clenched fist and search for an object to smash with it.
-The fist lingered in the air. His rage passed--rage that would have
-required a giant vent had it occurred two days sooner. He relaxed. His
-arm fell. He ruffled his black hair; his blacker eyes stared and then
-twinkled. His lips smiled for the first time in many months. His great
-shoulders sagged. "I should have guessed it," he said to himself, and
-entered the rejoicing with a fervour that was unexpected.
-
-
-
-
-XVI
-
-
-There must be in heaven a certain god--a paunchy, cynical god whose task
-it is to arrange for each of the birthward-marching souls a set of
-circumstances so nicely adjusted to its character that the result of its
-life, in triumph or defeat, will be hinged on the finest of threads. So
-Hugo must have felt coming home from war. He had celebrated the
-Armistice hugely, not because it had spared his life--most of the pomp,
-parade, bawdiness, and glory had originated in such a deliverance--but
-because it had rescued him from the hot blast of destructiveness. An
-instantaneous realization of that prevented despair. He had failed in
-the hour of becoming death itself; such failure was fortunate because
-life to him, even at the end of the war, seemed more the effort of
-creation than the business of annihilation.
-
-To know that had cost a struggle--a struggle that took place at the
-hangar as the dispatch-bearer rode up and that remained crucial only
-between the instant when he lifted his fist and when he lowered it.
-Brevity made it no less intense; a second of time had resolved his soul
-afresh, had redistilled it and recombined it.
-
-Not long after that he started back to America. The mass of soldiers
-surrounding him were undergoing a transition that Hugo felt vividly.
-These men would wake up sweating at night and cry out until someone
-whispered roughly that there were no more submarines. A door would slam
-and one of them would begin to weep. There were whisperings and
-bickerings about life at home, about what each person, disintegrated
-again to individuality, would do and say and think. Little fears about
-lost jobs and lost girls cropped out, were thrust back, came finally to
-remain. And no one wanted life to be what it had been; no one considered
-that it could be the same.
-
-Hugo wrote to his family that the war was ended, that he was well, that
-he expected to see them some time in the near future. The ship that
-carried him reached the end of the blue sea; he was disembarked and
-demobilized in New York. He realized even before he was accustomed to
-the novelty of civilian clothes that a familiar, friendly city had
-changed. The retrospective spell of the eighties and nineties had
-vanished. New York was brand-new, blatant, rushing, prosperous. The
-inheritance from Europe had been assimilated; a social reality, entirely
-foreign and American, had been wrought and New York was ready to spread
-it across the parent world. Those things were pressed quickly into
-Hugo's mind by his hotel, the magazines, a chance novel of the precise
-date, the cinema, and the more general, more indefinite human pulses.
-
-After a few days of random inspection, of casual imbibing, he called
-upon Tom Shayne's father. He would have preferred to escape all painful
-reminiscing, but he went partly as a duty and partly from necessity: he
-had no money whatever.
-
-A butler opened the door of a large stone mansion and ushered Hugo to
-the library, where Mr. Shayne rose eagerly. "I'm so glad you came. Knew
-you'd be here soon. How are you?"
-
-Hugo was slightly surprised. In his host's manner was the hardness and
-intensity that he had observed everywhere. "I'm very well, thanks."
-
-"Splendid! Cocktails, Smith."
-
-There was a pause. Mr. Shayne smiled. "Well, it's over, eh?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"All over. And now we've got to beat the spears into plowshares, eh?"
-
-"We have."
-
-Mr. Shayne chuckled. "Some of my spears were already made into plows,
-and it was a great season for the harvest, young man--a great season."
-
-Hugo was still uncertain of Mr. Shayne's deepest viewpoint. His
-uncertainty nettled him. "The grim reaper has done some harvesting on
-his own account--" He spoke almost rudely.
-
-Mr. Shayne frowned disapprovingly. "I made up my mind to forget, Danner.
-To forget and to buckle down. And I've done both. You'll want to know
-what happened to the funds I handled for you--"
-
-"I wasn't particularly--"
-
-The older man shook his head with grotesque coyness. "Not so fast, not
-so fast. You were particularly eager to hear. We're getting honest about
-our emotions in this day and place. You're eaten with impatience.
-Well--I won't hold out. Danner, I've made you a million. A clean, cold
-million."
-
-Hugo had been struggling in a rising tide of incomprehension; that
-statement engulfed him. "Me? A million?"
-
-"In the bank in your name waiting for a blonde girl."
-
-"I'm afraid I don't exactly understand, Mr. Shayne."
-
-The banker readjusted his glasses and swallowed a cocktail by tipping
-back his head. Then he rose, paced across the broad carpet, and faced
-Hugo. "Of course you don't understand. Well, I'll tell you about it.
-Once you did a favour for me which has no place in this conversation."
-He hesitated; his face seemed to flinch and then to be jerked back to
-its former expression. "In return I've done a little for you. And I want
-to add a word to the gift of your bank book. You have, if you're
-careful, leisure to enjoy life, freedom, the world at your feet. No
-more strife for you, no worry, and no care. Take it. Be a hedonist.
-There is nothing else. I've lain in bed nights enjoying the life that
-lies ahead of you, my boy. Vicariously voluptuous. Catchy phrase, isn't
-it? My own. I want to see you do it up brown."
-
-Hugo rubbed his hand across his forehead. It was not long ago that this
-same man had sat at an _estaminet_ and wept over snatches of a childhood
-which death had made sacred. Here he stood now, asking that a life be
-done up brown, and meaning cheap, obvious things. He wished that he had
-never called on Tom's father.
-
-"That wasn't my idea of living--" he said slowly.
-
-"It will be. Forget the war. It was a dream. I realized it suddenly. If
-I had not, I would still be--just a banker. Not a great banker. The
-great banker. I saw, suddenly, that it was a dream. The world was mad.
-So I took my profit from it, beginning on the day I saw."
-
-"How, exactly?"
-
-"Eh?"
-
-"I mean--how did you profit by the war?"
-
-Mr. Shayne smiled expansively. "What was in demand then, my boy? What
-were the stupid, traduced, misguided people raising billions to get?
-What? Why, shells, guns, foodstuffs. For six months I had a corner on
-four chemicals vitally necessary to the government. And the government
-got them--at my price. I owned a lot of steel. I mixed food and
-diplomacy in equal parts--and when the pie was opened, it was full of
-solid gold."
-
-Hugo's voice was strange. "And that is the way--my money was made?"
-
-"It is." Mr. Shayne perceived that Hugo was angry. "Now, don't get
-sentimental. Keep your eye on the ball. I--" He did not finish, because
-Mrs. Shayne came into the room. Hugo stared at him fixedly, his face
-livid, for several seconds before he was conscious of her. Even then it
-was only a partial consciousness.
-
-She was stuffed into a tight, bright dress. She was holding out her
-hand, holding his hand, holding his hand too long. There was mascara
-around her eyes and they dilated and blinked in a foolish and
-flirtatious way; her voice was syrup. She was taking a cocktail with the
-other hand--maybe if he gave her hand a real squeeze, she would let go.
-A tall, sallow young man had come in behind her; he was Mr. Jerome
-Leonardo Bateau, a perfect dear. Mrs. Shayne was still holding his hand
-and murmuring; Mr. Shayne was patting his shoulder; Mr. Bateau was
-staring with haughty and jealous eyes. Hugo excused himself.
-
-In the hall he asked for Mr. Shayne's secretary. He collected himself in
-a few frigid sentences. "Please tell Mr. Shayne I am very grateful. I
-wish to transfer my entire fortune to my parents in Indian Creek,
-Colorado. The name is Abednego Danner. Make all arrangements."
-
-A faint "But--" followed him futilely through the door. In the space of
-a block he had cut a pace that set other pedestrians gaping to a fast
-walk.
-
-
-
-
-XVII
-
-
-Hugo sat in Madison Square Park giving his attention in a circuit to the
-Flatiron Building, the clock on the Metropolitan Tower, and the creeping
-barrage of traffic that sent people scampering, stopped, moved forward
-again. He had sat on the identical bench at the identical time of day
-during his obscure undergraduate period. To repeat that contemplative
-stasis after so much living had intervened ought to have produced an
-emotion. He had gone to the park with that idea. But the febrile fires
-of feeling were banked under the weight of many things and he could
-suffer nothing, enjoy nothing and think but one fragmentary routine.
-
-He had tried much and made no progress. He would be forced presently to
-depart on a different course from a new threshold. That idea went round
-and round in his head like a single fly in a big room. It lost poignancy
-and eventually it lost meaning. Still he sat in feeble sunshine trying
-to move beyond stagnancy. He remembered the small man with the huge
-roll of bills who had moved beside him and asked for a cup of coffee. He
-remembered the woman who had robbed him; silk ankles crossed his line of
-vision, and a gusty appetite vaporized even as it steamed into the
-coldness of his indecision.
-
-He was without money now, as he had been then, so long ago. He budged on
-the bench and challenged himself to think.
-
-What would you do if you were the strongest man in the world, the
-strongest thing in the world, mightier than the machine? He made himself
-guess answers for that rhetorical query. "I would--I would have won the
-war. But I did not. I would run the universe single-handed. Literally
-single-handed. I would scorn the universe and turn it to my own ends. I
-would be a criminal. I would rip open banks and gut them. I would kill
-and destroy. I would be a secret, invisible blight. I would set out to
-stamp crime off the earth; I would be a super-detective, following and
-summarily punishing every criminal until no one dared to commit a
-felony. What would I do? What will I do?"
-
-Then he realized that he was hungry. He had not eaten enough in the last
-few days. Enough for him. With some intention of finding work he had
-left Mr. Shayne's house. A call on the telephone from Mr. Shayne himself
-volunteering a position had crystallized that intention. In three days
-he had discovered the vast abundance of young men, the embarrassment of
-young men, who were walking along the streets looking for work. He who
-had always worked with his arms and shoulders had determined to try to
-earn his living with his head. But the white-collar ranks were teeming,
-overflowing, supersaturated. He went down in the scale of clerkships and
-inexperienced clerkships. There was no work.
-
-Thence he had gone to the park, and presently he rose. He had seen the
-clusters of men on Sixth Avenue standing outside the employment
-agencies. He could go there. Any employment was better than hunger--and
-he had learned that hunger could come swiftly and formidably to him.
-Business was slack, hands were being laid off; where an apprentice was
-required, three trained men waited avidly for work. It was appalling and
-Hugo saw it as appalling. He was not frightened, but, as he walked, he
-knew that it was a mistake to sit in the park with the myriad other men.
-Walking made him feel better. It was action, it bred the thought that
-any work was better than none. Work would not hinder his dreams,
-meantime.
-
-When he reached Forty-second Street he could see the sullen, watchful
-groups of men. He joined one of them. A loose-jointed, dark-faced person
-came down a flight of stairs, wrote on a blackboard in chalk, and went
-up again. Several of the group detached themselves and followed him--to
-compete for a chance to wash windows.
-
-A man at his side spoke to him. "Tough, ain't it, buddy?"
-
-"Yeah, it's tough," Hugo said.
-
-"I got three bones left. Wanna join me in a feed an' get a job
-afterward?"
-
-Hugo looked into his eyes. They were troubled and desirous of
-companionship. "No, thanks," he replied.
-
-They waited for the man to scribble again in chalk.
-
-"They was goin' to fix up everybody slick after the war. Oh, hell, yes."
-
-"You in it?" Hugo asked.
-
-"Up to my God-damned neck, buddy."
-
-"Me, too. Guess I'll go up the line."
-
-"I'll go witcha."
-
-"Well--"
-
-They waited a moment longer, for the man with the chalk had reappeared.
-Hugo's comrade grunted. "Wash windows an' work in the steel mills. Break
-your neck or burn your ear off. Wha' do they care?" Hugo had taken a
-step toward the door, but the youth with the troubled eyes caught his
-sleeve. "Don't go up for that, son. They burn you in them steel mills. I
-seen guys afterward. Two years an' you're all done. This is tough, but
-that's tougher. Sweet Jesus, I'll say it is."
-
-Hugo loosened himself. "Gotta eat, buddy. I don't happen to have even
-three bones available at the moment."
-
-The man looked after him. "Gosh," he murmured. "Even guys like that."
-
-He was in a dingy room standing before a grilled window. A voice from
-behind it asked his name, age, address, war record. Hugo was handed a
-piece of paper to sign and then a second piece that bore the scrawled
-words: "Amalgamated Crucible Steel Corp., Harrison, N. J."
-
-Hugo's emotional life was reawakened when he walked into the mills. His
-last nickel was gone. He had left the train at the wrong station and
-walked more than a mile. He was hungry and cold. He came, as if naked,
-to the monster and he did it homage.
-
-Its predominant colour scheme was black and red. It had a loud, pagan
-voice. It breathed fire. It melted steel and rock and drank human sweat,
-with human blood for an occasional stimulant. On every side of him were
-enormous buildings and woven between them a plaid of girders, cables,
-and tracks across which masses of machinery moved. Inside, Thor was
-hammering. Inside, a crane sped overhead like a tarantula, trailing its
-viscera to the floor, dangling a gigantic iron rib. A white speck in its
-wounded abdomen was a human face.
-
-The bright metal gushed from another hole. It was livid and partially
-alive; it was hot and had a smell; it swept away the thought of the dark
-descending night. It made a pool in a great ladle; it made a cupful
-dipped from a river in hell. A furnace exhaled sulphurously, darting a
-snake's tongue into the sky. The mills roared and the earth shook. It
-was bestial, reptilian--labour, and the labour of creation, and the
-engine that turned the earth could be no more terrible.
-
-Hugo, standing sublimely small in its midst, measured his strength
-against it, soaked up its warmth, shook his fist at it, and shouted in a
-voice that could not be heard for a foot: "Christ Almighty! This--is
-something!"
-
-"Name?"
-
-"Hugo Danner."
-
-"Address?"
-
-"None at present."
-
-"Experience?"
-
-"None."
-
-"Married?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Union?"
-
-"What?"
-
-"Lemme see your union card."
-
-"I don't belong."
-
-"Well, you gotta join."
-
-He went to the headquarters of the union. Men were there of all sorts.
-The mills were taking on hands. There was reconstruction to be done
-abroad and steel was needed. They came from Europe, for the most part.
-Thickset, square-headed, small-eyed men. Men with expressionless faces
-and bulging muscles that held more meaning than most countenances. They
-gave him room and no more. They answered the same questions that he
-answered. He stood in a third queue with them, belly to back, mouths
-closed. He was sent to a lodging-house, advanced five dollars, and told
-that he would be boarded and given a bed and no more until the
-employment agency had taken its commission, and the union its dues. He
-signed a paper. He went on the night shift without supper.
-
-He ran a wheelbarrow filled with heavy, warm slag for a hundred feet
-over a walk of loose bricks. The job was simple. Load, carry, dump,
-return, load. On some later night he would count the number of loads.
-But on this first night he walked with excited eyes, watching the
-tremendous things that happened all around him. Men ran the machinery
-that dumped the ladle. Men guided liquid iron from the furnaces into a
-maze of channels and cloughs, clearing the way through the sand, cutting
-off the stream, making new openings. Men wheeled the slag and steered
-the trains and trams and cranes. Men operated the hammers. And almost
-all of the men were nude to the waist, sleek and shining with sweat;
-almost all of them drank whisky.
-
-One of the men in the wheelbarrow line even offered a drink to Hugo. He
-held out the flask and bellowed in Czech. Hugo took it. The drink was
-raw and foul. Pouring into his empty stomach, it had a powerful effect,
-making him exalted, making him work like a demon. After a long, noisy
-time that did not seem long a steam whistle screamed faintly and the
-shift was ended.
-
-The Czech accompanied Hugo through the door. The new shift was already
-at work. They went out. A nightmare of brilliant orange and black fled
-from Hugo's vision and he looked into the pale, remote chiaroscuro of
-dawn.
-
-"Me tired," the Czech said in a small, aimless tone.
-
-They flung themselves on dirty beds in a big room. But Hugo did not
-sleep for a time--not until the sun rose and day was evident in the
-grimy interior of the bunk house.
-
-That he could think while he worked had been Hugo's thesis when he
-walked up Sixth Avenue. Now, working steadily, working at a thing that
-was hard for other men and easy for him, he nevertheless fell into the
-stolid vacuum of the manual labourer. The mills became familiar, less
-fantastic. He remembered that oftentimes the war had given a more
-dramatic passage of man's imagination forged into fire and steel.
-
-His task was changed numerous times. For a while he puddled pig iron
-with the long-handled, hoe-like tool.
-
-"Don't slip in," they said. It was succinct, graphic.
-
-Then they put him on the hand cars that fed the furnaces. It was
-picturesque, daring, and for most men too hard. Few could manage the
-weight or keep up with the pace. Those who did were honoured by their
-fellows. The trucks were moved forward by human strength and dumped by
-hand-windlasses. Occasionally, they said, you became tired and fell
-into the furnace. Or jumped. If you got feeling woozy, they said, quit.
-The high rails and red mouths were hypnotic, like burning Baal and the
-Juggernaut.
-
-Hugo's problems had been abandoned. He worked as hard as he dared. The
-presence of grandeur and din made him content. How long it would have
-lasted is uncertain; not forever. On the day when he had pushed up two
-hundred and three loads during his shift, the boss stopped him in the
-yard.
-
-A tall, lean, acid man. He caught Hugo's sleeve and turned him round.
-"You're one of the bastards on the furnace line."
-
-"Yes."
-
-"How many cars did you push up to-day?"
-
-"Two hundred and three."
-
-"What the hell do you think this is, anyway?"
-
-"I don't get you."
-
-"Oh, you don't, huh? Well, listen here, you God-damned athlete, what are
-you trying to do? You got the men all sore--wearing themselves out. I
-had to lay off three--why? Because they couldn't keep up with you,
-that's why. Because they got their guts in a snarl trying to bust your
-record. What do you think you're in? A race? Somebody's got to show you
-your place around here and I think I'll just kick a lung out right now."
-
-The boss had worked himself into a fury. He became conscious of an
-audience of workers. Hugo smiled. "I wouldn't advise you to try
-that--even if you are a big guy."
-
-"What was that?" The words were roared. He gathered himself, but when
-Hugo did not flinch, did not prepare himself, he was suddenly startled.
-He remembered, perhaps, the two hundred and three cars. He opened his
-fist. "All right. I ain't even goin' to bother myself tryin' to break
-you in to this game. Get out."
-
-"What?"
-
-"Get out. Beat it. I'm firing you."
-
-"Firing me? For working too hard?" Hugo laughed. He bent double with
-laughter. His laughter sounded above the thunder of the mill. "Oh, God,
-that's funny. Fire me!" He moved toward the boss menacingly. "I've a
-notion to twist your liver around your neck myself."
-
-The workers realized that an event of some magnitude was taking place.
-They drew nearer. Hugo's laughter came again and changed into a
-smile--an emotion that cooled visibly. Then swiftly he peeled up the
-sleeve of his shirt. His fist clenched; his arm bent; under the nose of
-his boss he caused his mighty biceps to swell. His whole body trembled.
-With his other hand he took the tall man's fingers and laid them on that
-muscle.
-
-"Squeeze," he shouted.
-
-The boss squeezed. His face grew pallid and he let go suddenly. He tried
-to speak through his dry mouth, but Hugo had turned his back. At the
-brick gate post he paused and drew a breath.
-
-His words resounded like the crack of doom. "So long!"
-
-
-
-
-XVIII
-
-
-In the next four weeks Hugo knew the pangs of hunger frequently. He
-found odd jobs, but none of them lasted. Once he helped to remove a late
-snowstorm from the streets. He worked for five days on a subway
-excavation. His clothes became shabby, he began to carry his razor in
-his overcoat pocket and to sleep in hotels that demanded only
-twenty-five cents for a night's lodging. When he considered the tens of
-thousands of men in his predicament, he was not surprised at or ashamed
-of himself. When, however, he dwelt on his own peculiar capacities, he
-was both astonished and ashamed to meander along the dreary pavements.
-
-Hunger did curious things to him. He had moments of fury, of imagined
-violence, and other moments of fantasy when he dreamed of a rich and
-noble life. Sometimes he meditated the wisdom of devouring one
-prodigious meal and fleeing through the dead of night to the warm south.
-Occasionally he considered going back to his family in Colorado. His
-most bitter hours were spent in thinking of Mr. Shayne and of accepting
-a position in one of Mr. Shayne's banks.
-
-In his maculate, threadbare clothes, with his dark, aquiline face
-matured by the war he was a sharp contrast of facts and possibilities.
-It never occurred to him that he was young, that his dissatisfaction,
-his idealism, his _Weltschmertz_ were integral to the life-cycle of
-every man.
-
-At the end of four weeks, with hunger gnawing so avidly at his core that
-he could not pass a restaurant without twitching muscles and quivering
-nerves, he turned abruptly from the street into a cigar store and
-telephoned to Mr. Shayne. The banker was full of sound counsel and ready
-charity. Hugo regretted the call as soon as he heard Mr. Shayne's voice;
-he regretted it when he was ravishing a luxurious dinner at Mr. Shayne's
-expense. It was the weakest thing he had done in his life.
-
-Nevertheless he accepted the position offered by Mr. Shayne. That same
-evening he rented a small apartment, and, lying on his bed, a clean bed,
-he wondered if he really cared about anything or about anyone. In the
-morning he took a shower and stood for a long time in front of the
-mirror on the bathroom door, staring at his nude body as if it were a
-rune he might learn to read, an enigma he might solve by concentration.
-Then he went to work. His affiliation with the Down Town Savings Bank
-lasted into the spring and was terminated by one of the oddest
-incidents of his career.
-
-Until the day of that incident his incumbency was in no way unusual. He
-was one of the bank's young men, receiving fifty dollars weekly to learn
-the banking business. They moved him from department to department,
-giving him mentally menial tasks which afforded him in each case a
-glimpse of a new facet of financial technique. It was fairly
-interesting. He made no friends and he worked diligently.
-
-One day in April when he had returned from lunch and a stroll in the
-environs of the Battery--returned to a list of securities and a strip
-from an adding machine, which he checked item by item--he was conscious
-of a stirring in his vicinity. A woman employee on the opposite side of
-a wire wicket was talking shrilly. A vice-president rose from his desk
-and hastened down the corridor, his usually composed face suddenly white
-and disconcerted. The tension was cumulative. Work stopped and clusters
-of people began to chatter. Hugo joined one of them.
-
-"Yeah," a boy was saying, "it's happened before. A couple o' times."
-
-"How do they know he's there?"
-
-"They got a telephone goin' inside and they're talkin' to him."
-
-"I'll be damned."
-
-The boy nodded rapidly. "Yeah--some talk! Tellin' him what to try
-next."
-
-"Poor devil!"
-
-"What's the matter?" Hugo asked.
-
-The boy was glad of a new and uninformed listener. "Aw, some dumb vault
-clerk got himself locked in, an' the locks jammed an' they can't get him
-out."
-
-"Which vault? The big one?"
-
-"Naw. The big one's got pipes for that kinda trouble. The little one
-they moved from the old building."
-
-"It's not so darn little at that," someone said.
-
-Another person, a man, chuckled. "Not so darn. But there isn't air in
-there to last three hours. Caughlin said so."
-
-"Honest to God?"
-
-"Honest. An' he's been there more than an hour already."
-
-"Jeest!" There was a pregnant, pictorial silence. Someone looked at
-Hugo.
-
-"What's eatin' you, Danner? Scared?"
-
-His face was tense and his hands were opening and closing convulsively.
-"No," he answered. "Guess I'll go down and have a look."
-
-He rang for an elevator in the corridor and was carried to the basement.
-In the small room on which the vault opened were five or six people,
-among them a woman who seemed to command the situation. The men were all
-smoking; their attitudes were relaxed, their voices hushed.
-
-One repeated nervously: "Jesus Christ, Jesus Christ, Jesus Christ."
-
-"That won't help, Mr. Quail. I've sent for the expert and he will
-probably have the safe open in a short time."
-
-"Blowtorches?" the swearing man asked abruptly.
-
-"Absurd. He would cook before he was out. And three feet of steel and
-then two feet more."
-
-"Nitroglycerin?"
-
-"And make jelly out of him?" The woman tapped her finger-nails with her
-glasses.
-
-Another arrival, who carried a small satchel, talked with her in an
-undertone and then took off his coat. He went first to a telephone on
-the wall and said: "Gi' me the inside of the vault. Hello.... Hello? You
-there? Are you all right?... Try that combination again." The
-safe-expert held the wire and waited. Not even the faintest sounds of
-the attempt were audible in the front room. "Hello? You tried it?...
-Well, see if those numbers are in this order." He repeated a series of
-complicated directions. Finally he hung up. "Says it's getting pretty
-stuffy in there. Says he's lying down on the floor."
-
-People came and went. The president himself walked in calmly and
-occupied a chair. He lit a cigar, puffed on it, and stared with
-ruminative eyes at the shiny mechanism on the front of the safe.
-
-"We are doing everything possible," the woman said to him crisply.
-
-"Of course," he nodded. "I called up the insurance company. We're amply
-covered." A pause. "Mrs. Robinson, post one of the guards to keep
-people from running in and out of here. There are enough around
-already."
-
-No one had given Hugo any attention. He stood quietly in the background.
-The expert worked and all eyes were on him. Occasionally he muttered to
-himself. The hands of an electric clock moved along in audible jerks.
-Nearly an hour passed and the room had become hazy with tobacco smoke.
-The man working on the safe was moist with perspiration. His blue shirt
-was a darker blue around the armpits. He lit a cigarette, set it down,
-whirled the dials again, lit another cigarette while the first one
-burned a chair arm, and threw a crumpled, empty package on the floor.
-
-At last he went to the phone again. He waited for some time before it
-was answered, and he was compelled to make the man inside repeat
-frequently. The new series of stratagems was without result. Before he
-went again to his labours, he addressed the group. "Air getting pretty
-bad, I guess."
-
-"Is it dark?" one of them asked tremulously.
-
-"No."
-
-Fifteen minutes more. The expert glanced at the bank's president,
-hesitated, struggled frenziedly for a while, and then sighed. "I'm
-afraid I can't get him out, sir. The combination is jammed and the
-time-lock is all off."
-
-The president considered. "Do you know of anyone else who could do
-this?"
-
-The man shook his head. "No. I'm supposed to be the best. I've been
-called out for this--maybe six times. I never missed before. You see, we
-make this safe--or we used to make it. And I'm a specialist. It looks
-serious."
-
-The president took his cigar from his mouth. "Well, go ahead
-anyway--until it's too late."
-
-Hugo stepped away from the wall. "I think I can get him out."
-
-They turned toward him. The president looked at him coldly. "And who are
-you?"
-
-Mrs. Robinson answered. "He's the new man Mr. Shayne recommended so
-highly."
-
-"Ah. And how do you propose to get him out, young man?"
-
-Hugo stood pensively for a moment. "By methods known only to me. I am
-certain I can do it--but I will undertake it only if you will all leave
-the room."
-
-"Ridiculous!" Mrs. Robinson said.
-
-The president's mouth worked. He looked more sharply at Hugo. Then he
-rose. "Come on, everybody." He spoke quietly to Hugo. "You have a nerve.
-How much time do you want?"
-
-"Five minutes."
-
-"Only five minutes," the president murmured as he walked from the
-chamber.
-
-Hugo did not move until they had all gone. Then he locked the door
-behind them. He walked to the safe and rapped on it tentatively with his
-knuckles. He removed his coat and vest. He planted his feet against the
-steel sill under the door. He caught hold of the two handles, fidgeted
-with his elbows, drew a deep breath, and pulled. There was a resonant,
-metallic sound. Something gave. The edge of the seven-foot door moved
-outward and a miasma steamed through the aperture. Hugo changed his
-stance and took the door itself in his hands. His back bent. He pulled
-again. With a reverberating clang and a falling of broken steel it swung
-out. Hugo dragged the man who lay on the floor to a window that gave on
-a grated pit. He broke the glass with his fist. The clerk's chest heaved
-violently; he panted, opened his eyes, and closed them tremblingly.
-
-Hugo put on his coat and vest and unlocked the door. The people outside
-all moved toward him.
-
-"It's all right," Hugo said. "He's out."
-
-Mrs. Robinson glanced at the clerk and walked to the safe. "He's ruined
-it!" she said in a shrill voice.
-
-The president was behind her. He looked at the handles of the vault,
-which had been bent like hair-pins, and he stooped to examine the
-shattered bolts. Then his eyes travelled to Hugo. There was a profoundly
-startled expression in them.
-
-The clerk was sobbing. Presently he stopped. "Who got me out?"
-
-They indicated Hugo and he crossed the floor on tottering feet. "Thanks,
-mister," he said piteously. "Oh, my God, what a wonderful thing to do!
-I--I just passed out when I saw your fingers reaching around--"
-
-"Never mind," Hugo interrupted. "It's all right, buddy."
-
-The president touched his shoulder. "Come up to my office." A doctor
-arrived. Several people left. Others stood around the demolished door.
-
-The president was alone when Hugo entered and sat down. He was cold and
-he eyed Hugo coldly. "How did you do that?"
-
-Hugo shrugged. "That's my secret, Mr. Mills."
-
-"Pretty clever, I'd say."
-
-"Not when you know how." Hugo was puzzled. His ancient reticence about
-himself was acting together with a natural modesty.
-
-"Some new explosive?"
-
-"Not exactly."
-
-"Electricity? Magnetism? Thought-waves?"
-
-Hugo chuckled. "No. All wrong."
-
-"Could you do it on a modern safe?"
-
-"I don't know."
-
-President Mills rubbed his fingers on the mahogany desk. "I presume you
-were planning that for other purposes?"
-
-"What!" Hugo said.
-
-"Very well done. Very well acted. I will play up to you, Mr.--"
-
-"Danner."
-
-"Danner. I'll play up to this assumption of innocence. You have saved a
-man's life. You are, of course, blushingly modest. But you have shown
-your hand rather clearly. Hmmm." He smiled sardonically. "I read a book
-about a safe-cracker who opened a safe to get a child out--at the
-expense of his liberty and position--or at the hazard of them, anyhow.
-Maybe you have read the same book."
-
-"Maybe," Hugo answered icily.
-
-"Safe-crackers--blasters, light fingers educated to the dials, and ears
-attuned to the tumblers--we can cope with those things, Mr.--"
-
-"Danner."
-
-"But this new stunt of yours. Well, until we find out what it is, we
-can't let you go. This is business, Mr. Danner. It involves money,
-millions, the security of American finance, of the very nation. You will
-understand. Society cannot afford to permit a man like you to go at
-large until it has a thoroughly effective defence against you. Society
-must disregard your momentary sacrifice, momentary nobleness. Your
-process, unknown by us, constitutes a great social danger. I do not dare
-overlook it. I cannot disregard it even after the service you have
-done--even if I thought you never intended to put it to malicious use."
-
-Hugo's thoughts were far away--to the fort he had built when he was a
-child in Colorado, to the wagon he had lifted up, to the long,
-discouraging gauntlet of hard hearts and frightened eyes that his
-miracles had met with. His voice was wistful when, at last, he addressed
-the banker.
-
-"What do you propose to do?"
-
-"I shan't bandy words, Danner. I propose to hang on to you until I get
-that secret. And I shall be absolutely without mercy. That is frank, is
-it not?"
-
-"Quite."
-
-"You comprehend the significance of the third degree?"
-
-"Not clearly."
-
-"You will learn about it--unless you are reasonable."
-
-Hugo bowed sadly. The president pressed a button. Two policemen came
-into the room. "McClaren has my instructions," he said.
-
-"Come on." Hugo rose and stood between them. He realized that the whole
-pantomime of his arrest was in earnest. For one brief instant the
-president was given a glimpse of a smile, a smile that worried him for a
-long time. He was so worried that he called McClaren on the telephone
-and added to his already abundant instructions.
-
-A handful of bystanders collected to watch Hugo cross from the bank to
-the steel patrol wagon. It moved forward and its bell sounded. The
-policemen had searched Hugo and now they sat dumbly beside him. He was
-handcuffed to both of them. Once he looked down at the nickel bonds and
-up at the dull faces. His eyebrows lifted a fraction of an inch.
-
-Captain McClaren received Hugo in a bare room shadowed by bars. He was a
-thick-shouldered, red-haired man with a flabby mouth from which
-protruded a moist and chewed toothpick. His eyes were blue and bland.
-He made Hugo strip nude and gave him a suit of soiled clothes. Hugo
-remained alone in that room for thirty hours without food or water. The
-strain of that ordeal was greater than his jailers could have conceived,
-but he bore it with absolute stoicism.
-
-Early in the evening of the second day the lights in the room were put
-out, a glaring automobile lamp was set up on a table, he was seated in
-front of it, and men behind the table began to question him in voices
-that strove to be terrible. They asked several questions and ultimately
-boiled them down to one: "How did you get that safe open?" which was
-bawled at him and whispered hoarsely at him from the darkness behind the
-light until his mind rang with the words, until he was waiting
-frantically for each new issue of the words, until sweat glistened on
-his brow and he grew weak and nauseated. His head ached splittingly and
-his heart pounded. They desisted at dawn, gave him a glass of water,
-which he gulped, and a dose of castor oil, which he allowed them to
-force into his mouth. A few hours later they began again. It was night
-before they gave up.
-
-The remnant of Hugo's clenched sanity was dumbfounded at what followed
-after that. They beat his face with fists that shot from the blackness.
-They threw him to the floor and kicked him. When his skin did not burst
-and he did not bleed, they beat and kicked more viciously. They lashed
-him with rubber hoses. They twisted his arms as far as they
-could--until the bones of an ordinary man would have become dislocated.
-
-Except for thirst and hunger and the discomfort caused by the castor
-oil, Hugo did not suffer. They refined their torture slowly. They tried
-to drive a splinter under his nails; they turned on the lights and drank
-water copiously in his presence; they finally brought a blowtorch and
-prepared to brand him. Hugo perceived that his invulnerability was to
-stand him in stead no longer. His tongue was swollen, but he could still
-talk. Sitting placidly in his bonds, he watched the soldering iron grow
-white in the softly roaring flame. When, in the full light that shone on
-the bare and hideous room, they took up the iron and approached him,
-Hugo spoke.
-
-"Wait. I'll tell you."
-
-McClaren put the iron back. "You will, eh?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Oh, you won't."
-
-"I shan't tell you, McClaren; I'll show you. And may God have mercy on
-your filthy soul."
-
-There were six men in the room. Hugo looked from one to another. He
-could tolerate nothing more; he had followed the course of President
-Mills's social theory far enough to be surfeited with it. There was
-decision in his attitude, and not one of the six men who had worked his
-torment in relays could have failed to feel the chill of that decision.
-They stood still. McClaren's voice rang out: "Cover him, boys."
-
-Hugo stretched. His bonds burst; the chair on which he sat splintered to
-kindling. Six revolvers spat simultaneously. Hugo felt the sting of the
-bullets. Six chambers were emptied. The room eddied smoke. There was a
-harsh silence.
-
-"Now," Hugo said gently, "I will demonstrate how I opened that safe."
-
-"Christ save us," one of the men whispered, crossing himself.
-
-McClaren was frozen still. Hugo walked to the wall of the jail and
-stabbed his fist through it. Brick and mortar burst out on the other
-side and fell into the cinder yard. Hugo kicked and lashed with his
-fists. A large hole opened. Then he turned to the men. They broke toward
-the door, but he caught them one by one--and one by one he knocked them
-unconscious. That much was for his own soul. Only McClaren was left. He
-carried McClaren to the hole and dropped him into the yard. He wrenched
-open the iron gate and walked out on the street, holding the policeman
-by the arm. McClaren fainted twice and Hugo had to keep him upright by
-clinging to his collar. It was dark. He hailed a cab and lifted the man
-in.
-
-"Just drive out of town," Hugo said.
-
-McClaren came to. They bumped along for miles and he did not dare to
-speak. The apartment buildings thinned. Street lights disappeared. They
-traversed a stretch of woodland and then rumbled through a small town.
-
-"Who are you?" McClaren said.
-
-"I'm just a man, McClaren--a man who is going to teach you a lesson."
-
-The taxi was on a smooth turnpike. It made swift time. Twice Hugo
-satisfied the driver that the direction was all right. At last, on a
-deserted stretch, Hugo called to the driver to stop. McClaren thought
-that he was going to die. He did not plead. Hugo still held him by the
-arm and helped him from the cab.
-
-"Got any money on you?" Hugo asked.
-
-"About twenty dollars."
-
-"Give me five."
-
-With trembling fingers McClaren produced the bill. He put the remainder
-of his money back in his pocket automatically. The taxi-driver was
-watching, but Hugo ignored him.
-
-"McClaren," he said soberly, "here's your lesson. I just happen to be
-the strongest man in the world. Never tell anybody that. And don't tell
-anyone where I took you to-night--wherever it is. I shan't be here
-anyway. If you tell either of those two things, I'll eat you. Actually.
-There was a poor devil smothering in that safe and I yanked it open and
-dragged him out. As a reward you and your dirty scavengers were put to
-work on me. If I weren't as merciful as God Himself, you'd all be dead.
-Now, that's your lesson. Keep your mouth shut. Here is the final
-parable."
-
-Still holding the policeman's arm, he walked to the taxi and, to the
-astonishment of the driver, gripped the axle in one hand, lifted up the
-front end like a derrick, and turned the entire car around. He put
-McClaren in the back seat.
-
-"Don't forget, McClaren." To the driver: "Back to where you picked us
-up. The bird in the back seat will be glad to pay."
-
-The red lamp of the cab vanished. Hugo turned in the other direction and
-began to run in great leaps. He slowed when he came to a town. A light
-was burning in an all-night restaurant. Hugo produced the five-dollar
-bill.
-
-"Give me a bucket of water--and put on about five steaks. Five."
-
-
-
-
-XIX
-
-
-It was bright morning when Hugo awoke. Through the window-pane in the
-room where he had slept, he could see a straggling back yard; damp
-clothes moved in the breeze, and beyond was a depression green with
-young shoots. He descended to the restaurant and ate his breakfast.
-Automobiles were swishing along the road outside and he could hear a
-clatter of dishes in the kitchen. Afterwards he went out doors and
-walked through the busy centre of the village and on into the country.
-
-Sun streamed upon him; the sky was blue; birds twittered in the budding
-bushes. He had almost forgotten the beauty and peacefulness of
-springtime; now it came over him with a rush--pastel colours and fecund
-warmth, smells of earth and rain, melodious, haphazard wind. He knew
-intuitively that McClaren would never send for him; he wondered what Mr.
-Mills would say to Mr. Shayne about him. Both thoughts passed like white
-clouds over his mind and he forgot them for an indolent vegetative
-tranquillity.
-
-The road curved over hills and descended into tinted valleys. Farmers
-were ploughing and planting. The men at the restaurant had told him that
-he was in Connecticut. That did not matter, for any other place would
-have been the same on this May morning. A truck-driver offered him a
-ride, which Hugo refused, and then, watching the cubic van surge away in
-the distance, he wished fugitively that he had accepted.
-
-Two half dollars and a quarter jingled in his pocket. His suit was seedy
-and his beard unshaven. A picture of New York ran through his mind: he
-stood far off from it gazing at the splendour of its towers in the
-morning light; he came closer and the noise of it smote his ears;
-suddenly he plunged into the city, his perspective vanished, and there
-rose about him the ugly, unrelated, inchoate masses of tawdriness that
-had been glorious from a distance, while people--dour, malicious,
-selfish people who scuttled like ants--supplanted the vista of stone and
-steel. The trite truth of the ratio between approach and enchantment
-amused him. It was so obvious, yet so few mortals had the fine sense to
-withdraw themselves. He was very happy walking tirelessly along that
-road.
-
-After his luncheon he allowed a truck to carry him farther from the
-city, deeper into the magic of spring. The driver bubbled with it--he
-wore a purple tulip in his greasy cap and he slowed down on the
-hilltops with an unassuming reverence and a naďve slang that fitted well
-with Hugo's mood. When he reached his destination, Hugo walked on with
-reluctance. Shadows of the higher places moved into the lowlands. He
-crossed a brook and leaned over its middle on the bridge rail,
-fascinated by an underwater landscape, complete, full of colour, less
-than a foot high. From every side came the strident music of frogs.
-Spring, spring, spring, they sang, rolling their liquid gutturals and
-stopping abruptly when he came too near.
-
-In the evening, far from the city, he turned from the pavement on a
-muddy country road, walking on until he reached the skeleton of an old
-house. There he lay down, taking his supper from his pocket and eating
-it slowly. The floor of the second story had fallen down and he could
-see the stars through a hole in the roof. In such houses, he thought,
-the first chapters of American history had been lived. When it was
-entirely dark, a whippoorwill began to make its sweet and mournful
-music. Warmth and chilliness came together from the ground. He slept.
-
-In the morning he followed the road into the hills. Long stretches of
-woodland were interrupted by fields. He passed farmhouses and the paved
-drive of an estate. More than a mile from the deserted farm, more than
-two miles from the main road, half hidden in a skirt of venerable trees,
-he saw an old, green house behind which was a row of barns. It was a
-big house; tile medallions had been set in its foundations by an
-architect whose tombstone must now be aslant and illegible. It was built
-on a variety of planes and angles; gables cropped at random from its
-mossy roof. Grass grew in the broad yard under the trees, and in the
-grass were crocuses, yellow and red and blue, like wind-strewn confetti.
-
-Hugo paused to contemplate this peaceful edifice. A man walked briskly
-from one of the barn doors. He perceived Hugo and stopped, holding a
-spade in his hand. Then, after starting across to the house, he changed
-his mind and, dropping the spade, approached Hugo.
-
-"Looking for work, my man?"
-
-Hugo smiled. "Why--yes."
-
-"Know anything about cattle?"
-
-"I was reared in a farming country."
-
-"Good." He scrutinized Hugo minutely. "I'll try you at eight dollars a
-week, room, and board." He opened the gate.
-
-Hugo paused. The notion of finding employment somewhere in the country
-had been fixed in his mind and he wondered why he waited, even as he
-did, when the charm of the old manor had offered itself to him as if by
-a miracle. The man swung open the gate; he was lithe, sober, direct.
-
-"My name is Cane--Ralph Cane. We raise blooded Guernsey stock here. At
-the moment we haven't a man."
-
-"I see," Hugo said.
-
-"I could make the eight ten--in a week--if you were satisfactory."
-
-"I wasn't considering the money--"
-
-"How?"
-
-"I wasn't considering the money."
-
-"Oh! Come in. Try it." An eagerness was apparent in his tone. While Hugo
-still halted on a knoll of indecision, a woman opened the French windows
-which lined one façade of the house and stepped down from the porch. She
-was very tall and very slender. Her eyes were slaty blue and there was a
-delicate suggestion--almost an apparition--of grey in her hair.
-
-"What is it, Ralph?" Her voice was cool and pitched low.
-
-"This is my wife," Cane said.
-
-"My name is Danner."
-
-Cane explained. "I saw this man standing by the gate, and now I'm hiring
-him."
-
-"I see," she said. She looked at Hugo. The crystalline substance of her
-eyes glinted transiently with some inwardness--surprise, a vanishing
-gladness, it might have been. "You are looking for work?"
-
-"Yes," Hugo answered.
-
-Cane spoke hastily. "I offered him eight a week and board, Roseanne."
-
-She glanced at her husband and returned her attention inquisitively to
-Hugo. "Are you interested?"
-
-"I'll try it."
-
-Cane frowned nervously, walked to his wife, and nodded with averted
-face. Then he addressed Hugo: "You can sleep in the barn. We have
-quarters there. I don't think we'll be in for any more cold weather. If
-you'll come with me now, I'll start you right in."
-
-Until noon Hugo cleaned stables. There were two dozen cows--animals that
-would have seemed beautiful to a rustic connoisseur--and one lordly bull
-with malignant horns and bloodshot eyes. He shoveled the pungent and not
-offensive débris into a wheelbarrow and transferred it to a dung-heap
-that sweated with internal humidity. At noon Cane came into the barn.
-
-"Pretty good," he said, viewing floors fairly shaved by Hugo's
-diligence. "Lunch is ready. You'll eat in the kitchen."
-
-Hugo saw the woman again. She was toiling over a stove, her hair in
-disarray, a spotted apron covering her long body. He realized that they
-had no servants, that the three of them constituted the human
-inhabitants of the estate--but there were shades, innumerable shades, of
-a long past, and some of those ghosts had crept into Roseanne's slaty
-eyes. She carried lunch for herself and her husband into a front room
-and left him to eat in the soft silence.
-
-After lunch Cane spoke to him again. "Can you plough?"
-
-"It's been a long time--but I think so."
-
-"Good. I have a team. We'll drive to the north field. I've got to start
-getting the corn in pretty soon."
-
-The room in the barn was bare: four board walls, a board ceiling and
-floor, an iron cot, blankets, the sound and smell of the cows beneath.
-Hugo slept dreamlessly, and when he woke, he was ravenous.
-
-His week passed. Cane drove him like a slave-master, but to drive Hugo
-was an unhazardous thing. He did not think much, and when he did, it was
-to read the innuendo of living that was written parallel to the
-existence of his employer and Roseanne. They were troubled with each
-other. Part of that trouble sprang from an evident source: Cane was a
-miser. He resented the amount of food that Hugo consumed, despite the
-unequal ratio of Hugo's labours. When Hugo asked for a few dollars in
-advance, he was curtly refused. That had happened at lunch one day.
-After lunch, however, and evidently after Cane had debated with his
-wife, he inquired of Hugo what he wanted. A razor and some shaving
-things and new trousers, Hugo had said.
-
-Cane drove the station wagon to town and returned with the desired
-articles. He gave them to Hugo.
-
-"Thank you," Hugo said.
-
-Cane chuckled, opening his thin lips wide. "All right, Danner. As a
-matter of fact, it's money in my bank."
-
-"Money in your bank?"
-
-"Sure. I've lived here for years and I get a ten-per-cent discount at
-the general store. But I'm charging you full price--naturally."
-
-"Naturally," Hugo agreed.
-
-That was one thing that would make the tribulation in her eyes. Hugo
-wished that he could have met these two people on a different basis, so
-that he could have learned the truth about them. It was plain that they
-were educated, cultured, refined. Cane had said something once about
-raising cattle in England, and Roseanne had cooked peas as she had
-learned to cook them in France. "_Petits pois au beurre_," she had
-murmured--with an unimpeachable accent.
-
-Then the week had passed and there had been no mention of the advance in
-wages. For himself, Hugo did not care. But it was easy to see why no one
-had been working on the place when Hugo arrived, why they were eager to
-hire a transient stranger.
-
-He learned part of what he had already guessed from a clerk in the
-general store. One of the cows was ailing. Mr. Cane could not drive to
-town (Mrs. Cane, it seemed, never left the house and its environs) and
-they had sent Hugo.
-
-"You working for the Canes?" the clerk had asked.
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Funny people."
-
-Hugo replied indirectly. "Have they lived here long?"
-
-"Long? Roseanne Cane was a Bishop. The Bishops built that house and the
-house before it--back in the seventeen hundreds. They had a lot of
-money. Have it still, I guess, but Cane's too tight to spend it." There
-was nothing furtive in the youth's manner; he was evidently touching on
-common village gossip. "Yes, sir, too tight. Won't give her a maid. But
-before her folks died, it was Europe every year and a maid for every one
-of 'em, and 'Why, deary, don't tell me that's the second time you've put
-on that dress! Take it right off and never wear it again.'" The joke was
-part of the formula for telling about the Canes, and the clerk snickered
-appreciatively. "Yes, sir. You come down here some day when I ain't got
-the Friday orders to fill an' I'll tell you some things about old man
-Cane that'll turn your stummick."
-
-Hugo accepted his bundle, set it in the seat beside himself, and drove
-back to the big, green house.
-
-Later in the day he said to Cane: "If you will want me to drive the
-station wagon very often, I ought to have a license."
-
-"Go ahead. Get one."
-
-"I couldn't afford it at the moment, and since it would be entirely for
-you, I thought--"
-
-"I see," Cane answered calmly. "Trying to get a license out of me. Well,
-you're out of luck. You probably won't be needed as a chauffeur again
-for the next year. If you are, you'll drive without a license, and drive
-damn carefully, too, because any fines or any accidents would come out
-of your wages."
-
-Hugo received the insult unmoved. He wondered what Cane would say if he
-smashed the car and made an escape. He knew he would not do it; the
-whole universe appeared so constructed that men like Cane inevitably
-avoided their desserts.
-
-June came, and July. The sea-shore was not distant and occasionally at
-night Hugo slipped away from the woods and lay on the sand, sometimes
-drinking in the firmament, sometimes closing his eyes. When it was very
-hot he undressed behind a pile of barnacle-covered boulders and swam far
-out in the water. He swam naked, unmolested, stirring up tiny whirlpools
-of phosphorescence, and afterwards, damp and cool, he would dress and
-steal back to the barn through the forest and the hay-sweet fields.
-
-One day a man in Middletown asked Mr. Cane to call on him regarding the
-possible purchase of three cows. Cane's cows were raised with the
-maximum of human care, the minimum of extraneous expense. His profit on
-them was great and he sold them, ordinarily, one at a time. He was so
-excited at the prospect of a triple sale that for a day he was almost
-gay, very nearly generous. He drove off blithely--not in the sedan, but
-in the station wagon, because its gasoline mileage was greater.
-
-It was a day filled with wonder for Hugo. When Cane drove from the
-house, Roseanne was standing beside the drive. She walked over to the
-barn and said to Hugo in an oddly agitated voice: "Mr. Danner, could you
-spare an hour or two this morning to help me get some flowers from the
-woods?"
-
-"Certainly."
-
-She glanced in the direction her husband had taken and hurried to the
-kitchen, returning presently with two baskets and a trowel. He followed
-her up the road. They turned off on an overgrown path, pushed through
-underbrush, and arrived in a few minutes at the side of a pond. The
-edges were grown thick with bushes and water weeds, dead trees lifted
-awkward arms at the upper end, and dragon flies skimmed over the warm
-brown water.
-
-"I used to come here to play when I was a little girl," she said. "It's
-still just the same." She wore a blue dress; branches had dishevelled
-her hair; she seemed more alive than he had ever seen her.
-
-"It's charming," Hugo answered.
-
-"There used to be a path all the way around--with stones crossing the
-brook at the inlet. And over there, underneath those pine trees, there
-are some orchids. I've always wanted to bring them down to the house. I
-think I could make them grow. Of course, this is a bad time to
-transplant anything--but I so seldom get a chance. I can't remember
-when--when--"
-
-He realized with a shock that she was going to cry. She turned her head
-away and peered into the green wall. "I think it's here," she said
-tremulously.
-
-They followed a dimly discernible trail; there were deer tracks in it
-and signs of other animals whose feet had kept it passable. It was hot
-and damp and they were forced to bend low beneath the tangle to make
-progress. Almost suddenly they emerged in a grove of white pines. They
-stood upright and looked: wind stirred sibilantly in the high tops, and
-the ground underfoot was a soft carpet; the lake reflected the blue of
-the sky instead of the brown of its soft bottom.
-
-"Let's rest a minute," she said. And then: "I always think a pine grove
-is like a cathedral. I read somewhere that pines inspired Gothic
-architecture. Do you suppose it's true?"
-
-"There was the lotos and the Corinthian column," Hugo answered.
-
-They sat down. This was a new emotion--a paradoxical emotion for him. He
-had come to an inharmonious sanctuary and he could expect both tragedy
-and enchantment. There was Roseanne herself, a hidden beautiful thing in
-whom were prisoned many beauties. She was growing old in the frosty
-seclusion of her husband's company. She was feeding on the toothless
-food of dreams when her hunger was still strong. That much anyone might
-see; the reason alone remained invisible. He was acutely conscious of an
-hour at hand, an imminent moment of vision.
-
-"You're a strange man," she said finally.
-
-That was to be the password. "Yes?"
-
-"I've watched you every day from the kitchen window." Her depression
-had gone now and she was talking with a vague excitement.
-
-"Have you?"
-
-"Do you mind if we pretend for a minute?"
-
-"I'd like it."
-
-"Then let's pretend this is a magic carpet and we've flown away from the
-world and there's nothing to do but play. Play," she repeated musingly.
-"I'll be Roseanne and you'll be Hugo. You see, I found out your name
-from the letters. I found out a lot about you. Not facts like born,
-occupation, father's first name; just--things."
-
-He dared a little then. "What sort of things, Roseanne?"
-
-She laughed. "I knew you could do it! That's one of them. I found out
-you had a soul. Souls show even in barn-yards. You looked at the peonies
-one day and you played with the puppies the next. In one
-way--Hugo--you're a failure as a farm hand."
-
-"Failure?"
-
-"A flop. You never make a grammatical mistake." She saw his surprise and
-laughed again. "And your manners--and, then, you understood French.
-See--the carpet is taking us higher and farther away. Isn't it fun!
-You're the hired man and I'm the farmer's wife and all of a
-sudden--we're--"
-
-"A prince and princess?"
-
-"That's exactly right. I won't pretend I'm not curious--morbidly
-curious. But I won't ask questions, either, because that isn't what the
-carpet is for."
-
-"What is it for, Roseanne?"
-
-"To get away from the world, silly. And now--there's a look about you.
-When I was a little girl, my father was a great man, and many great men
-used to come to our house. I know what the frown of power is and the
-attitude of greatness. You have them--much more than any pompous old
-magnate I ever laid eyes on. The way you touch things and handle them,
-the way you square your shoulders. Sometimes I think you're not real at
-all and just an imaginary knight come to storm my castle. And sometimes
-I think you're a very famous man whose afternoon walk just has been
-extended for a few months. The first thought frightens me, and the
-second makes me wonder why I haven't seen your picture in the Sunday
-rotogravures."
-
-Hugo's shoulders shook. "Poor Princess Roseanne. And what do I think
-about you, then--"
-
-She held up her hand. "Don't tell me, Hugo. I should be sad. After all,
-my life--"
-
-"May be what it does not appear to be."
-
-She took a brittle pine twig and dug in the mould of the needles until
-it broke. "Ralph--was different once. He was a chemist. Then--the war
-came. And he was there and a shell--"
-
-"Ah," Hugo said. "And you loved him before?"
-
-"I had promised him before. But it changed him so. And it's hard."
-
-"The carpet," he answered gently. "The carpet--"
-
-"I almost dropped off, and then I'd have been hurt, wouldn't I?"
-
-"A favour for a favour. I'm not a great man, but I hope to be one. I
-have something that I think is a talent. Let it go at that. The letters
-come from my father and mother--in Colorado."
-
-"I've never seen Colorado."
-
-"It's big--"
-
-"Like the nursery of the Titans, I think," she said softly, and Hugo
-shuddered. The instinct had been too true.
-
-Her eyes were suddenly stormy. "I feel old enough to mother you, Hugo.
-And yet, since you came, I've been a little bit in love with you. It
-doesn't matter, does it?"
-
-"I think--I know--"
-
-"Sit closer to me then, Hugo."
-
-The sun had passed the zenith before they spoke connectedly again. "Time
-for the magic carpet to come to earth," she said gaily.
-
-"Is it?"
-
-"Don't be masculine any longer--and don't be rudely possessive. Of
-course it is. Aren't you hungry?"
-
-"I was hungry--" he began moodily.
-
-"All off at earth. Come on. Button me. Am I a sight?"
-
-"I disregard the bait."
-
-"You're being funny. Come. No--wait. We've forgotten the orchids. I
-wonder if I really came for orchids. Should you be terribly offended if
-I said I thought I did?"
-
-"Extravagantly offended."
-
-Cane returned late in the day. The cows had been sold--"I even made five
-hundred clear and above the feeding and labour on the one with the off
-leg. She'll breed good cattle." The barns were as clean as a park, and
-Roseanne was singing as she prepared dinner.
-
-Nothing happened until a hot night in August. The leaves were still and
-limp, the moon had set. Hugo lay awake and he heard her coming quietly
-up the stairs.
-
-"Ralph had a headache and he took two triple bromides. Of course, I
-could always have said that I heard one of the cows in distress and came
-to wake you. But he's jealous, poor dear. And then--but who could resist
-a couple of simultaneous alibis?"
-
-"Nobody," he whispered. She sat down on his bed. He put his arm around
-her and felt that she was in a nightdress. "I wish I could see you now."
-
-"Then take this flashlight--just for an instant. Wait." He heard the
-rustle of her clothing. "Now."
-
-She heard him draw in his breath. Then the light went out.
-
- * * * * *
-
-With the approach of autumn weather Roseanne caught a cold. She
-continued her myriad tasks, but he could see that she was miserable.
-Even Cane sympathized with her gruffly. When the week of the cattle show
-in New York arrived, the cold was worse and she begged off the long trip
-on the trucks with the animals. He departed alone with his two most
-precious cows, scarcely thinking of her, muttering about judges and
-prizes.
-
-Again she came out to the barn. "You've made me a dreadful hypocrite."
-
-"I know it."
-
-"You were waiting for me! Men are so disgustingly sure of everything!"
-
-"But--"
-
-"I've made myself cough and sniffle until I can't stop."
-
-Hugo smiled broadly. "All aboard the carpet...."
-
-They lay in a field that was surrounded by trees. The high weeds hid
-them. Goldenrod hung over them. "Life can't go on--"
-
-"Like this," he finished for her.
-
-"Well--can it?"
-
-"It's up to you, Roseanne. I never knew there were women--"
-
-"Like me? You should have said 'was a woman.'"
-
-"Would you run away with me?"
-
-"Never."
-
-"Aren't we just hunting for an emotion?"
-
-"Perhaps. Because there was a day--one day--in the pines--"
-
-He nodded. "Different from these other two. That's because of the tragic
-formation of life. There is only one first, only one commencement, only
-one virginity. Then--"
-
-"Character sets in."
-
-"Then it becomes living. It may remain beautiful, but it cannot remain
-original."
-
-"You'd be hard to live with."
-
-"Why, Roseanne?"
-
-"Because you're so determined not to have an illusion."
-
-"And you--"
-
-"Go on. Say it. I'm so determined to have one."
-
-"Are we quarreling? I can fix that. Come closer, Roseanne." Her face
-changed through delicate shades of feeling to tenderness and to
-intensity. Abruptly Hugo leaped to his feet.
-
-The rhythmic thunder rode down upon them like the wind. A few yards
-away, head down, tail straight, the big bull charged over the ground
-like an avalanche. Roseanne lifted herself in time to see Hugo take two
-quick steps, draw back his fist, and hit the bull between the horns. It
-was a diabolical thing. The bull was thrown back upon itself. Its neck
-snapped loudly. Its feet crumpled; it dropped dead. Twenty feet to one
-side was a stone wall. Hugo picked up a hoof and dragged the carcass to
-the base of the wall. With his hand he made an indenture in the rocks,
-and over the face of the hollow he splashed the bull's blood. Then he
-approached Roseanne. The whole episode had occupied less than a minute.
-
-She had hunched her shoulders together, and her face was pale. She
-articulated with difficulty. "The bull"--her hands twitched--"broke in
-here--and you hit him."
-
-"Just in time, Roseanne."
-
-"You killed him. Then--why did you drag him over there?"
-
-"Because," Hugo answered slowly, "I thought it would be better to make
-it seem as if he charged the wall and broke his neck that way."
-
-Her frigidity was worse than any hysteria. "It isn't natural to be able
-to do things like that. It isn't human."
-
-He swallowed; those words in that stifled intonation were very familiar.
-"I know it. I'm very strong."
-
-Roseanne looked down at the grass. "Wipe your hand, will you?"
-
-He rubbed it in the earth. "You mustn't be frightened."
-
-"No?" She laughed a little. "What must I be, then? I'm alive, I'm
-crawling with terror. Don't touch me!" She screamed and drew back.
-
-"I can explain it."
-
-"You can explain everything! But not that."
-
-"It was an idiotic, wild, unfair thing to have happen at this time," he
-said. "My life's like that." He looked beyond her. "I began wanting to
-do tremendous things. The more I tried, the more discouraged I became.
-You see, I was strong. There have been other things figuratively like
-the bull. But the things themselves get littler and more preposterous,
-because my ambition and my nerve grows smaller." He lowered his head.
-"Some day--I shan't want to do anything at all any more. Continuous and
-unwonted defeat might infuriate some men to a great effort. It's tiring
-me." He raised his eyes sadly to hers. "Roseanne--!"
-
-She gathered her legs under herself and ran. Hugo made no attempt to
-follow her. He merely watched. Twice she tripped and once she fell. At
-the stone wall she looked back at him. It was not necessary to be able
-to see her expression. She went on across the fields--a skinny, flapping
-thing--at last a mere spot of moving colour.
-
-Hugo turned and stared at the brown mound of the bull. After a moment he
-walked over and stood above it. Its tongue hung out and its mouth
-grinned. It lay there dead, and yet to Hugo it still had life: the
-indestructibility of a ghost and the immortality of a symbol. He sat
-beside it until sundown.
-
-At twilight he entered the barn and tended the cows. The doors of the
-house were closed. He went without supper. Cane returned jubilantly
-later in the evening. He called Hugo from the back porch.
-
-"Telegram for you."
-
-Hugo read the wire. His father was sick and failing rapidly. "I want my
-wages," he said. Then he went back to the barn. His trifling belongings
-were already wrapped in a bundle. Cane reluctantly counted out the
-money. Hugo felt nauseated and feverish. He put the money in his pocket,
-the bundle under his arm; he opened the gate, and his feet found the
-soft earth of the road in the darkness.
-
-
-
-
-XX
-
-
-Hugo had three hours to wait for a Chicago train. His wages purchased
-his ticket and left him in possession of twenty dollars. His clothing
-was nondescript; he had no baggage. He did not go outside the Grand
-Central Terminal, but sat patiently in the smoking-room, waiting for the
-time to pass. A guard came up to him and asked to see his ticket. Hugo
-did not remonstrate and produced it mechanically; he would undoubtedly
-be mistaken for a tramp amid the sleek travellers and commuters.
-
-When the train started, his fit of perplexed lethargy had not abated.
-His hands and feet were cold and his heart beat slowly. Life had
-accustomed him to frustration and to disappointment, yet it was
-agonizing to assimilate this new cudgeling at the hands of fate. The old
-green house in the Connecticut hills had been a refuge; Roseanne had
-been a refuge. They were, both of them, peaceful and whimsical and they
-had seemed innocent of the capacity for great anguish. Every man dreams
-of the season-changed countryside as an escape; every man dreams of a
-woman on whose broad breast he may rest, beneath whose tumbling hair and
-moth-like hands he may discover forgetfulness and freedom. Some men are
-successful in a quest for those anodynes. Hugo could understand the
-sharp contours of one fact: because he was himself, such a quest would
-always end in failure. No woman lived who could assuage him; his fires
-would not yield to any temporal powers.
-
-He was barren of desire to investigate deeper into the philosophy of
-himself. All people turned aside by fate fall into the same morass.
-Except in his strength, Hugo was pitifully like all people: wounds could
-easily be opened in his sensitiveness; his moral courage could be taxed
-to the fringe of dilemma; he looked upon his fellow men sometimes with
-awe at the variety of high places they attained in spite of the heavy
-handicap of being human--he looked upon them again with repugnance--and
-very rarely, as he grew older, did such inspections of his kind include
-a study of the difference between them and him made by his singular
-gift. When that thought entered his mind, it gave rise to peculiar
-speculations.
-
-He approached thirty, he thought, and still the world had not re-echoed
-with his name; the trumps, banners, and cavalcade of his glory had been
-only shadows in the sky, dust at sunset that made evanescent and
-intangible colours. Again, he thought, the very perfection of his
-prowess was responsible for its inapplicability; if he but had an
-Achilles' heel so that his might could taste the occasional tonic of
-inadequacy, then he could meet the challenge of possible failure with
-successful effort. More frequently he condemned his mind and spirit for
-not being great enough to conceive a mission for his thews. Then he
-would fall into a reverie, trying to invent a creation that would be as
-magnificent as the destructions he could so easily envision.
-
-In such a painful and painstaking mood he was carried over the
-Alleghenies and out on the Western plains. He changed trains at Chicago
-without having slept, and all he could remember of the journey was a
-protracted sorrow, a stabbing consciousness of Roseanne, dulled by his
-last picture of her, and a hopeless guessing of what she thought about
-him now.
-
-Hugo's mother met him at the station. She was unaltered, everything was
-unaltered. The last few instants in the vestibule of the train had been
-a series of quick remembrances; the whole countryside was like a
-long-deserted house to which he had returned. The mountains took on a
-familiar aspect, then the houses, then the dingy red station. Lastly his
-mother, upright and uncompromisingly grim, dressed in her perpetual
-mourning of black silk. Her recognition of Hugo produced only the
-slightest flurry and immediately she became mundane.
-
-"Whatever made you come in those clothes?"
-
-"I was working outdoors, mother. I got right on a train. How is father?"
-
-"Sinking slowly."
-
-"I'm glad I'm in time."
-
-"It's God's will." She gazed at him. "You've changed a little, son."
-
-"I'm older." He felt diffident. A vast gulf had risen between this
-vigorous, religious woman and himself.
-
-She opened a new topic. "Whatever in the world made you send us all that
-money?"
-
-Hugo smiled. "Why--I didn't need it, mother. And I thought it would make
-you and father happy."
-
-"Perhaps. Perhaps. It has done some good. I've sent four missionaries
-out in the field and I am thinking of sending two more. I had a new
-addition put on the church, for the drunkards and the fallen. And we put
-a bathroom in the house. Your father wanted two, but I wouldn't hear of
-it."
-
-"Have you got a car?"
-
-"Car? I couldn't use one of those inventions of Satan. Your father made
-me hire this one to meet you. There's Anna Blake's house. She married
-that fellow she was flirting with when you went away. And there's our
-house. It was painted last month."
-
-Now all the years had dropped away and Hugo was a child again, an
-adolescent again. The car stopped.
-
-"You can go right up. He's in the front room. I'll get lunch."
-
-Hugo's father was lying on the bed watching the door. A little wizened
-old man with a big head and thin yellow hands. Illness had made his eyes
-rheumy, but they lighted up when his son entered, and he half raised
-himself.
-
-"Hello, father."
-
-"Hugo! You've come back."
-
-"Yes, father."
-
-"I've waited for you. Sit down here on the bed. Move me over a little.
-Now close the door. Is it cold out? I was afraid you might not get here.
-I was afraid you might get sick on the train. Old people are like that,
-Hugo." He shaded his eyes. "You aren't a very big man, son. Somehow I
-always remembered you as big. But--I suppose"--his voice thinned--"I
-suppose you don't want to talk about yourself."
-
-"Anything you want to hear, father."
-
-"I can't believe you came back." He ruminated. "There were a thousand
-things I wanted to ask you, son--but they've all gone from my mind. I'm
-not so easy in your presence as I was when you were a little shaver."
-
-Hugo knew what those questions would be. Here, on his death-bed, his
-father was still a scientist. His soul flinched from giving its account.
-He saw suddenly that he could never tell his father the truth; pity,
-kindredship, kindness, moved him. "I know what you wanted to ask,
-father. Am I still strong?" It took courage to suggest that. But he was
-rewarded. The old man sighed ecstatically. "That's it, Hugo, my son."
-
-"Then--father, I am. I grew constantly stronger when I left you. In
-college I was strong. At sea I was strong. In the war. First I wanted to
-be mighty in games and I was. Then I wanted to do services. And I did,
-because I could."
-
-The head nodded on its feeble neck. "You found things to do? I--I hoped
-you would. But I always worried about you. Every day, son, every day for
-all these years, I picked up the papers and looked at them with
-misgivings. 'Suppose,' I said to myself, 'suppose my boy lost his temper
-last night. Suppose someone wronged him and he undertook to avenge
-himself.' I trusted you, Hugo. I could not quite trust--the other thing.
-I've even blamed myself and hated myself." He smiled. "But it's all
-right--all right. So I am glad. Then, tell me--what--what--"
-
-"What have I done?"
-
-"Do you mind? It's been so long and you were so far away."
-
-"Well--" Hugo swept his memory back over his career--"so many things,
-father. It's hard to recite one's own--"
-
-"I know. But I'm your father, and my ears ache to hear."
-
-"I saved a man pinned under a wagon. I saved a man from a shark. I
-pulled open a safe in which a man was smothering. Many things like that.
-Then--there was the war."
-
-"I know. I know. When you wrote that you had gone to war, I was
-frightened--and happy. Try as I might, I could not think of a great
-constructive cause for you to enter. I had to satisfy myself by thinking
-that you could find such a cause. Then the war came. And you wrote that
-you were in it. I was happy. I am old, Hugo, and perhaps my nationalism
-and my patriotism are dead. Sides in a war did not seem to matter. But
-peace mattered to me, and I thought--I hoped that you could hasten
-peace. Four years, Hugo. Your letters said nothing. Four years. And then
-it stopped. And I understood. War is property fighting property, not
-David fighting Goliath. The greatest David would be unavailing now. Even
-you could do little enough."
-
-"Perhaps not so little, father."
-
-"There were things, then?"
-
-Hugo could not disappoint his father with the whole formidable truth.
-"Yes." He lied with a steady gaze. "I stopped the war."
-
-"You!"
-
-"After four years I perceived the truth of what you have just said. War
-is a mistake. It is not sides that matter. The object of war is to make
-peace. On a dark night, father, I went alone into the enemy lines. For
-one hundred miles that night I upset every gun, I wrecked every
-ammunition train, I blew up every dump--every arsenal, that is. Alone I
-did it. The next day they asked for peace. Remember the false armistice?
-Somehow it leaked out that there would be victory and surrender the
-next night--because of me. Only the truth about me was never known. And
-a day later--it came."
-
-The weak old man was transported. He raised himself up on his elbows.
-"You did that! Then all my work was not in vain. My dream and my prayer
-were justified! Oh, Hugo, you can never know how glad I am you came and
-told me this. How glad."
-
-He repeated his expression of joy until his tongue was weary; then he
-fell back. Hugo sat with shining eyes during the silence that followed.
-His father at length groped for a glass of water. Strength returned to
-him. "I could ask for no more, son. And yet we are petulant, insatiable
-creatures. What is doing now? The world is wicked. Yet it tries
-half-heartedly to rebuild itself. One great deed is not enough--or are
-you tired?"
-
-Hugo smiled. "Am I ever tired, father? Am I vulnerable?"
-
-"I had forgotten. It is so hard for the finite mind to think beyond
-itself. Not tired. Not vulnerable. No. There was Samson--the cat." He
-was embarrassed. "I hurt you?"
-
-"No, father." He repeated it. Every gentle fall of the word "father"
-from his lips and every mention of "son" by his father was rare
-privilege, unfamiliar elixir to the old man. His new lie took its cue
-from Abednego Danner's expressions. "My work goes on. Now it is with
-America. I expect to go to Washington soon to right the wrongs of
-politics and government. Vicious and selfish men I shall force from
-their high places. I shall secure the idealistic and the courageous." It
-was a theory he had never considered, a possible practice born of
-necessity. "The pressure I shall bring against them will be physical and
-mental. Here a man will be driven from his house mysteriously. There a
-man will slip into the limbo. Yonder an inconspicuous person will
-suddenly be braced by a new courage; his enemies will be gone and his
-work will progress unhampered. I shall be an invisible agent of
-right--right as best I can see it. You understand, father?"
-
-Abednego smiled like a happy child. "I do, son. To be you must be
-splendid."
-
-"The most splendid thing on earth! And I have you to thank, you and your
-genius to tender gratitude to. I am merely the agent. It is you that
-created and the whole world that benefits."
-
-Abednego's face was serene--not smug, but transfigured. "I yearned as
-you now perform. It is strange that one cloistered mortal can become
-inspired with the toil and lament of the universe. Yet there is a danger
-of false pride in that, too. I am apt to fall into the pit because my
-cup is so full here at the last. And the greatest problem of all is not
-settled."
-
-"What problem?" Hugo asked in surprise.
-
-"Why, the problem that up until now has been with me day and night.
-Shall there be made more men like you--and women like you?"
-
-The idea staggered Hugo. It paralyzed him and he heard his father's
-voice come from a great distance. "Up in the attic in the black trunk
-are six notebooks wrapped in oilpaper. They were written in pencil, but
-I went over them carefully in ink. That is my life-work, Hugo. It is the
-secret--of you. Given those books, a good laboratory worker could go
-through all my experiments and repeat each with the same success. I
-tried a little myself. I found out things--for example, the effect of
-the process is not inherited by the future generations. It must be done
-over each time. It has seemed to me that those six little books--you
-could slip them all into your coat pocket--are a terrible explosive.
-They can rip the world apart and wipe humanity from it. In malicious
-hands they would end life. Sometimes, when I became nervous waiting for
-the newspapers, waiting for a letter from you, I have been sorely
-tempted to destroy them. But now--"
-
-"Now?" Hugo echoed huskily.
-
-"Now I understand. There is no better keeping for them than your own. I
-give them to you."
-
-"Me!"
-
-"You, son. You must take them, and the burden must be yours. You have
-grown to manhood now and I am proud of you. More than proud. If I were
-not, I myself would destroy the books here on this bed. Matilda would
-bring them and I would watch them burn so that the danger would go
-with--" he cleared his throat--"my dream."
-
-"But--"
-
-"You cannot deny me. It is my wish. You can see what it means. A world
-grown suddenly--as you are."
-
-"I, father--"
-
-"You have not avoided responsibility. You will not avoid this, the
-greatest of your responsibilities. Since the days when I made those
-notes--what days!--biology has made great strides. For a time I was
-anxious. For a time I thought that my research might be rediscovered.
-But it cannot be. Theory has swung in a different direction." He smiled
-with inner amusement. "The opticians have decided that the microscope I
-made is impossible. The biochemists, moving through the secretions of
-such things as hippuric acid in the epithelial cells, to enzymes, to
-hormones, to chromosomes, have put a false construction on everything.
-It will take hundreds, thousands of years to see the light. The darkness
-is so intense and the error so plausible that they may never see again
-exactly as I saw. The fact of you, at best, may remain always no more
-than a theory. This is not vanity. My findings were a combination of
-accidents almost outside the bounds of mathematical probability. It is
-you who must bear the light."
-
-Hugo felt that now, indeed, circumstance had closed around him and left
-him without succour or recourse. He bowed his head. "I will do it,
-father."
-
-"Now I can die in peace--in joy."
-
-With an almost visible wrench Hugo brought himself back to his
-surroundings. "Nonsense, father. You'll probably get well."
-
-"No, son. I've studied the progress of this disease in the lower
-orders--when I saw it imminent. I shall die--not in pain, but in sleep.
-But I shall not be dead--because of you." He held out his hand for Hugo.
-
-Some time later the old professor fell asleep and Hugo tiptoed from the
-room. Food was sizzling downstairs in the kitchen, but he ignored it,
-going out into the sharp air by the front door. He hastened along the
-streets and soon came to the road that led up the mountain. He climbed
-rapidly, and when he dared, he discarded the tedious little steps of all
-mankind. He reached the side of the quarry where he had built the stone
-fort, and seated himself on a ledge that hung over it. Trees, creepers,
-and underbrush had grown over the place, but through the
-October-stripped barricade of their branches he could see a heap of
-stones that was his dolmen, on which the hieroglyph of him was
-inscribed.
-
-Two tears scalded his cheeks; he trembled with the welter of his
-emotions. He had failed his father, failed his trust, failed the world;
-and in the abyss of that grief he could catch no sight of promise or
-hope. Having done his best, he had still done nothing, and it was
-necessary for him to lie to put the thoughts of a dying man to rest. The
-pity of that lie! The folly of the picture he had painted of
-himself--Hugo Danner the scourge of God, Hugo Danner the destroying
-angel, Hugo Danner the hero of a quick love-affair that turned brown
-and dead like a plucked flower, the sentimental soldier, the involuntary
-misanthrope.
-
-"I must do it!" he whispered fiercely. The ruined stones echoed the
-sound of his voice with a remote demoniac jeer. Do what? What, strong
-man? What?
-
-
-
-
-XXI
-
-
-Now the winds keened from the mountains, and snow fell. Abednego Danner,
-the magnificent Abednego Danner, was carried to his last resting-place,
-the laboratory of nature herself. His wife and his son followed the
-bier; the dirge was intoned, the meaningless cadence of ritual was
-spoken to the cold ground; a ghostly obelisk was lifted up over his
-meagre remains. Hugo had a wish to go to the hills and roll down some
-gigantic chunk of living rock to mark that place until the coming of a
-glacier, but he forbore and followed all the dark conventions of
-disintegration.
-
-The will was read and the bulk of Hugo's sorry gains was thrust back
-into his keeping. He went into the attic and opened the black trunk
-where the six small notebooks lay in oilpaper. He took them out and
-unwrapped them. The first two books were a maze of numbered experiments.
-In the third a more vigorous calligraphy, a quivering tracery of
-excitement, marked the repressed beginning of a new earth.
-
-He bought a bag and some clothes and packed; the false contralto of his
-mother's hymns as she went about the house filled him with such despair
-that he left after the minimum interval allowed by filial decency. She
-was a grim old woman still, one to whom the coming of the kingdom to
-Africa was a passion, the polishing of the coal stove a duty, and the
-presence of her unfamiliar son a burden.
-
-When he said good-by, he kissed her, which left her standing on the
-station platform looking at the train with a flat, uncomprehending
-expression. Hugo knew where he was going and why: he was on his way to
-Washington. The great crusade was to begin. He had no plans, only
-ideals, which are plans of a sort. He had told his father he was making
-the world a better place, and the idea had taken hold of him. He would
-grapple the world, his world, at its source; he would no longer attempt
-to rise from a lowly place; he would exert his power in the highest
-places; government, politics, law, were malleable to the force of one
-man.
-
-Most of his illusion was gone. As he had said so glibly to his father,
-there were good men and corrupt in the important situations in the
-world; to the good he would lend his strength, to the corrupt he would
-exhibit his embattled antipathy. He would be not one impotent person
-seeking to dominate, but the agent of uplift. He would be what he
-perceived life had meant him to be: an instrument. He could not be a
-leader, but he could create a leader.
-
-Such was his intention; he had seen a new way to reform the world, and
-if his inspiration was clouded occasionally with doubt, he disavowed the
-doubts as a Christian disavows temptation. This was to be his
-magnificent gesture; he closed his eyes to the inferences made by his
-past.
-
-He never thought of himself as pathetic or quixotic; his ability to
-measure up to external requirements was infinite; his disappointment lay
-always (he thought) in his spirit and his intelligence. He went to
-Washington: the world was pivoting there.
-
-His first few weeks were dull. He installed himself in a pleasant house
-and hired two servants. The use to which he was putting his funds
-compensated for their origin. It was men like Shayne who would suffer
-from his mission. And such a man came into view before very long.
-
-Hugo interested himself in politics and the appearance of politics. He
-read the _Congressional Record_, he talked with everyone he met, he went
-daily to the Capitol and listened to the amazing pattern of harangue
-from the lips of innumerable statesmen. In looking for a cause his eye
-fell naturally on the problem of disarmament. Hugo saw at once that it
-was a great cause and that it was bogged in the greed of individuals. It
-is not difficult to become politically partisan in the Capitol of any
-nation. It was patent to Hugo that disarmament meant a removal of the
-chance for war; Hugo hated war. He moved hither and thither, making
-friends, learning, entertaining, never exposing his plan--which his new
-friends thought to be lobbying for some impending legislation.
-
-He picked out an individual readily enough. Some of the men he had come
-to know were in the Senate, others in the House of Representatives,
-others were diplomats, newspaper reporters, attachés. Each alliance had
-been cemented with care and purpose. His knowledge of an enemy came by
-whisperings, by hints, by plain statements.
-
-Congressman Hatten, who argued so eloquently for laying down arms and
-picking up the cause of humanity, was a guest of Hugo's.
-
-"Danner," he said, after a third highball, "you're a sensible chap. But
-you don't quite get us. I'm fighting for disarmament--"
-
-"And making a grand fight--"
-
-The Congressman waved his hand. "Sure. That's what I mean. You really
-want this thing for itself. But, between you and me, I don't give a rap
-about ships and guns. My district is a farm district. We aren't
-interested in paying millions in taxes to the bosses and owners in a
-coal and iron community. So I'm against it. Dead against it--with my
-constituency behind me. Nobody really wants to spend the money except
-the shipbuilders and steel men. Maybe they don't, theoretically. But
-the money in it is too big. That's why I fight."
-
-"And your speeches?"
-
-"Pap, Danner, pure pap. Even the yokels in my home towns realize that."
-
-"It doesn't seem like pap to me."
-
-"That's politics. In a way it isn't. Two boys I was fond of are lying
-over there in France. I don't want to make any more shells. But I have
-to think of something else first. If I came from some other district,
-the case would be reversed. I'd like to change the tariff. But the
-industrials oppose me in that. So we compromise. Or we don't. I think I
-could put across a decent arms-limitation bill right now, for example,
-if I could get Willard Melcher out of town for a month."
-
-"Melcher?"
-
-"You know him, of course--at least, who he is. He spends the steel money
-here in Washington--to keep the building program going on. Simple thing
-to do. The Navy helps him. Tell the public about the Japanese menace,
-the English menace, all the other menaces, and the public coughs up for
-bigger guns and better ships. Run 'em till they rust and nobody ever
-really knows what good they could do."
-
-"And Melcher does that?"
-
-The Congressman chuckled. "His pay-roll would make your eyes bulge. But
-you can't touch him."
-
-Hugo nodded thoughtfully. "Don't you think anyone around here works
-purely for an idea?"
-
-"How's that? Oh--I understand. Sure. The cranks!" And his laughter ended
-the discussion.
-
-Hugo began. He walked up the brick steps of Melcher's residence and
-pulled the glittering brass knob. A servant came to the door.
-
-"Mr. Danner to see Mr. Melcher. Just a moment."
-
-A wait in the hall. The servant returned. "Sorry, but he's not in."
-
-Hugo's mouth was firm. "Please tell him that I saw him come in."
-
-"I'm sorry, sir, but he is going right out."
-
-"Tell him--that he will see me."
-
-The servant raised his voice. "Harry!" A heavy person with a flattened
-nose and cauliflower ears stepped into the hall. "This gentleman wishes
-to see Mr. Melcher, and Mr. Melcher is not in--to him. Take care of him,
-Harry." The servant withdrew.
-
-"Run along, fellow."
-
-Hugo smiled. "Mr. Melcher keeps a bouncer?"
-
-An evil light flickered in the other's eyes. "Yeah, fellow. And I came
-up from the Pennsy mines. I'm a tough guy, so beat it."
-
-"Not so tough your ears and nose aren't a sight," Hugo said lightly.
-
-The man advanced. His voice was throaty. "Git!"
-
-"You go to the devil. I came here to see Melcher and I'm going to see
-him."
-
-"Yeah?"
-
-The tough one drew back his fist, but he never understood afterwards
-what had taken place. He came to in the kitchen an hour later. Mr.
-Melcher heard him rumble to the floor and emerged from the library. He
-was a huge man, bigger than his bouncer; his face was hard and sinister
-and it lighted with an unpleasant smile when he saw the unconscious thug
-and measured the size of Hugo. "Pulled a fast one on Harry, eh?"
-
-"I came to see you, Melcher."
-
-"Well, might as well come in now. I worked up from the mines myself, and
-I'm a hard egg. If you got funny with me, you'd get killed. Wha' daya
-want?"
-
-Hugo sat down in a leather chair and lit a cigarette. He was
-comparatively without emotion. This was his appointed task and he would
-make short shrift of it. "I came here, Melcher," he began, "to talk
-about your part in the arms conferences. It happens that I disagree with
-you and your propaganda. It happens that I have a method of enforcing my
-opinion. Disarmament is a great thing for the world, and putting the
-idea across is the first step toward even bigger things. I know the
-relative truths of what you say about America's peril and what you get
-from saying it. Am I clear?"
-
-Melcher had reddened. He nodded. "Perfectly."
-
-"I have nothing to add. Get out of town."
-
-Melcher's eyes narrowed. "Do you really believe that sending me out of
-town would do any good? Do you have the conceit to think that one nutty
-shrimp like you can buck the will and ideas of millions of people?"
-
-Hugo did not permit his convictions to be shaken. "There happen to be
-extenuating circumstances, Melcher."
-
-"Really? You surprise me." The broad sarcasm was shaken like a weapon.
-"And do you honestly think you could chase me--me--out of here?"
-
-"I am sure of it."
-
-"How?"
-
-Hugo extinguished his cigarette. "I happen to be more than a man. I
-am--" he hesitated, seeking words--"let us say, a devil, or an angel, or
-a scourge. I detest you and what you stand for. If you do not leave--I
-can ruin your house and destroy you. And I will." He finished his words
-almost gently.
-
-Melcher appeared to hesitate. "All right. I'll go. Immediately. This
-afternoon."
-
-Hugo was astonished. "You will go?"
-
-"I promise. Good afternoon, Mr. Danner."
-
-Hugo rose and walked toward the door. He was seething with surprise and
-suspicion. Had he actually intimidated Melcher so easily? His hand
-touched the knob. At that instant Melcher hit him on the head with a
-chair. It broke in pieces. Hugo turned around slowly.
-
-"I understand. You mistook me for a dangerous lunatic. I was puzzled for
-a moment. Now--"
-
-Melcher's jaw sagged in amazement when Hugo did not fall. An instant
-later he threw himself forward, arms out, head drawn between his
-shoulders. With one hand Hugo imprisoned his wrists. He lifted Melcher
-from the floor and shook him. "I meant it, Melcher. And I will give you
-a sign. Rotten politics, graft, bad government, are doomed." Melcher
-watched with staring eyes while Hugo, with his free hand, rapidly
-demolished the room. He picked up the great desk and smashed it, he tore
-the stone mantelpiece from its roots; he kicked the fireplace apart; he
-burst a hole in the brick wall--dragging the bulk of a man behind him as
-he moved. "Remember that, Melcher. No one else on earth is like me--and
-I will get you if you fail to stop. I'll come for you if you squeal
-about this--and I leave it to you to imagine what will happen."
-
-Hugo walked into the hall. "You're all done for--you cheap swindlers.
-And I am doom." The door banged.
-
-Melcher swayed on his feet, swallowed hard, and ran upstairs. "Pack," he
-said to his valet.
-
-He had gone; Hugo had removed the first of the public enemies. Yet Hugo
-was not satisfied. His approach to Melcher had been dramatic,
-terrifying, effective. There were rumours of that violent morning. The
-rumours said that Melcher had been attacked, that he had been bought out
-for bigger money, that something peculiar was occurring in Washington.
-If ten, twenty men left and those rumours multiplied by geometrical
-progression, sheer intimidation would work a vast good.
-
-But other facts disconcerted Hugo. In the first place, his mind kept
-reverting to Melcher's words: "Do you have the conceit to think that one
-person can buck the will of millions?" No matter how powerful that
-person, his logic added. Millions of dollars or people? the same logic
-questioned. After all, did it matter? People could be perjured by
-subtler influences than gold. Secondly, the parley over arms continued
-to be an impasse despite the absence of Melcher. Perhaps, he argued, he
-had not removed Melcher soon enough. A more carefully focused
-consideration showed that, in spite of what Hatten had said. It was not
-individuals against whom the struggle was made, but mass stupidity,
-gigantic bulwarks of human incertitude. And a new man came in Melcher's
-place--a man who employed different tactics. Hugo could not exorcise the
-world.
-
-A few days later Hugo learned that two radicals had been thrown into
-jail on a charge of murder. The event had taken place in Newark, New
-Jersey. A federal officer had attempted to break up a meeting. He had
-been shot. The men arrested were blamed, although it was evident that
-they were chance seizures, that their proved guilt could be at most only
-a social resentfulness. At first no one gave the story much attention.
-The slow wheels of Jersey justice--printed always in quotation marks by
-the dailies--began to turn. The men were summarily tried and convicted
-of murder in the first degree. A mob assaulted the jail where they were
-confined--without success. Two of the mob were wounded by riot guns.
-
-A meeting was held in Berlin, one in London, another in Paris. Moscow
-was silent, but Moscow was reported to be in an uproar. The trial
-assumed international proportions overnight. Embassies were stormed;
-legations from America were forced to board cruisers. Strikes were
-ordered; long queues of sullen men and women formed at camp kitchens.
-The President delivered a message to Congress on the subject. Prominent
-personages debated it in public halls, only to be acclaimed and booed
-concomitantly. The sentence imposed on two Russian immigrants rocked the
-world. In some cities it was not safe for American tourists to go abroad
-in the streets. And all the time the two men drew nearer to the electric
-chair.
-
-It was then that Hugo met Skorvsky. Many people knew him; he was a
-radical, a writer; he lived in Washington, he styled himself an
-unofficial ambassador of the world. A small, dark man with a black
-moustache who attended one of Hugo's informal afternoon discussions on a
-vicarious invitation. "Come over and see Hugo Danner. He's something new
-in Washington."
-
-"Something new in Washington? I shall omit the obvious sarcasm. I shall
-go." Skorvsky went.
-
-Hugo listened to him talk about the two prisoners. He was lucid; he
-made allowances for the American democracy, which in themselves were
-burning criticism. Hugo asked him to dinner. They dined at Hugo's house.
-
-"You have the French taste in wines," Skorvsky said, "but, as it is to
-my mind the finest taste in the world, I can say only that."
-
-Hugo tried to lead him back to the topic that interested both of them so
-acutely. Skorvsky shrugged. "You are polite--or else you are curious. I
-know you--an American business man in Washington with a purpose. Not an
-apparent purpose--just now. No, no. Just now you are a host, cultivated
-and genial, and retiring. But at the proper time--ah! A dam somewhere in
-Arizona. A forest that you covet in Alaska. Is it not so?"
-
-"What if it is not?"
-
-Skorvsky stared at the ceiling. "What then? A secret? Yes, I thought
-that about you while we were talking to the others to-day. There is
-something deep about you, my new friend. You are a power. Possibly you
-are not even really an American."
-
-"That is wrong."
-
-"You assure me that I am right. But I will agree with you. You are, let
-us say, the very epitome of the man Mr. Mencken and Mr. Lewis tell us
-about so charmingly. I am Russian and I cannot know all of America. You
-might divulge your errand, perhaps?"
-
-"Suppose I said it was to set the world aright?"
-
-Skorvsky laughed lightly. "Then I should throw myself at your feet."
-
-Both men were in deadly earnest, Hugo not quite willing to adopt the
-Russian's almost effeminate delicacy, yet eager to talk to him, or to
-someone like him--someone who was more than a great self-centred wheel
-in the progress of the nation. Hugo yielded a little further. "Yet that
-is my purpose. And I am not altogether impotent. There are things I can
-do--" He got up from the table and stretched himself with a feline
-grace.
-
-"Such as?"
-
-"I was thinking of your two compatriots who were recently given such
-wretched justice. Suppose they were liberated by force. What then?"
-
-"Ah! You are an independent communist?"
-
-"Not even that. Just a friend of progress."
-
-"So. A dreamer. One of the few who have wealth. And you have a plan to
-free these men?"
-
-Hugo shrugged. "I merely speculated on the possible outcome of such a
-thing; assume that they were snatched from prison and hidden beyond the
-law."
-
-Skorvsky meditated. "It would be a great victory for the cause, of
-course. A splendid lift to its morale."
-
-"The cause of Bolshevism?"
-
-"A higher and a different cause. I cannot explain it briefly. Perhaps I
-cannot explain it at all. But the old world of empires is crumbled.
-Democracy is at its farcical height. The new world is not yet manifest.
-I shall be direct. What is your plan, Mr. Danner?"
-
-"I couldn't tell you. Anyway, you would not believe it. But I could
-guarantee to deliver those two men anywhere in the country within a few
-days without leaving a trace of how it was done. What do you think of
-that, Skorvsky?"
-
-"I think you are a dangerous and a valuable man."
-
-"Not many people do." Hugo's eyes were moody. "I have been thinking
-about it for a long time. Nothing that I can remember has happened
-during my life that gives me a greater feeling of understanding than the
-imprisonment and sentencing of those men. I know poignantly the glances
-that are given them, the stupidity of the police and the courts, the
-horror-stricken attitude of those who condemn them without knowledge of
-the truth or a desire for such knowledge." He buried his face in his
-hands and then looked up quickly. "I know all that passionately and
-intensely. I know the blind fury to which it all gives birth. I hate it.
-I detest it. Selfishness, stupidity, malice. I know the fear it
-engenders--a dreadful and a justified fear. I've felt it. Very little in
-this world avails against it. You'll forgive so much sentiment,
-Skorvsky?"
-
-"It makes us brothers." The Russian spoke with force and simplicity.
-"You, too--"
-
-Hugo crossed the room restlessly. "I don't know. I am always losing my
-grip. I came to Washington with a purpose and I cannot screw myself to
-it unremittingly. These men seem--"
-
-Skorvsky was thinking. "Your plan for them. What assistance would you
-need?"
-
-"None."
-
-"None!"
-
-"Why should I need help? I--never mind. I need none."
-
-"You have your own organization?"
-
-"There is no one but me."
-
-Skorvsky shook his head. "I cannot--and yet--looking at you--I believe
-you can. I shall tell you. You will come with me to-night and meet my
-friends--those who are working earnestly for a new America, an America
-ruled by intelligence alone. Few outsiders enter our councils. We are
-all--nearly all--foreigners. Yet we are more American than the Maine
-fisherman, the Minnesota farmer. Behind us is a party that grows apace.
-This incident in New Jersey has added to it, as does every dense mumble
-of Congress, every scandalous metropolitan investigation. I shall
-telephone."
-
-Hugo allowed himself to be conducted half-dubiously. But what he found
-was superficially, at least, what he had dreamed for himself. The house
-to which he was taken was pretentious; the people in its salon were
-amiable and educated; there was no sign of the red flag, the ragged
-reformer, the anarchist. The women were gracious; the men witty. As he
-talked to them, one by one, he began to believe that here was the
-nucleus around which he could construct his imaginary empire. He became
-interested; he expanded.
-
-It was late in the night when Skorvsky raised his voice slightly, so
-that everyone would listen, and made an announcement: "Friends, I have
-had the honour to introduce Mr. Danner to you. Now I have the greater
-honour of telling you his purpose and pledge. To-morrow night he will go
-to New Jersey"--the silence became absolute--"and two nights later he
-will bring to us in person from their cells Davidoff and Pletzky."
-
-A quick, pregnant pause was followed by excitement. They took Hugo by
-the hand, some of them applauded, one or two cheered, they shouldered
-near him, they asked questions and expressed doubts. It was broad
-daylight before they dispersed. Hugo walked to his house, listening to a
-long rhapsody from Skorvsky.
-
-"We will make you a great man if you succeed," Skorvsky said.
-"Good-night, comrade."
-
-"Good-night." Hugo went into the hall and up to his bedroom. He sat on
-his bed. A dullness overcame him. He had never been patronized quite in
-the same way as he had that night; it exerted at once a corrosive and a
-lethargic influence. He undressed slowly, dropping his shoes on the
-floor. Splendid people they were, he thought. A smaller voice suggested
-to him that he did not really care to go to New Jersey for the
-prisoners. They would be hard to locate. There would be a sensation and
-a mystery again. Still, he had found a purpose.
-
-His telephone rang. He reached automatically from the bed. The room was
-bright with sunshine, which meant that it was late in the day. His brain
-took reluctant hold on consciousness. "Hello?"
-
-"Hello? Danner, my friend--"
-
-"Oh, hello, Skorvsky--"
-
-"May I come up? It is important."
-
-"Sure. I'm still in bed. But come on."
-
-Hugo was under the shower bath when his visitor arrived. He invited
-Skorvsky to share his breakfast, but was impatiently refused. "Things
-have happened since last night, Comrade Danner. For one, I saw the
-chief."
-
-"Chief?"
-
-"You have not met him as yet. We conferred about your scheme. He--I
-regret to say--opposed it."
-
-Hugo nodded. "I'm not surprised. I'll tell you what to do. You take me
-to him--and I'll prove conclusively that it will be successful. Then,
-perhaps, he will agree to sanction it. Every time I think of those two
-poor devils--snatched from a mob--waiting there in the dark for the
-electric chair--it makes my blood boil."
-
-"Quite," Skorvsky agreed. "But you do not understand. It is not that he
-doubts your ability--if you failed it would not be important. He fears
-you might accomplish it. I assured him you would. I have faith in you."
-
-"He's afraid I would do it? That doesn't make sense, Skorvsky."
-
-"It does, I regret to say." His expressive face stirred with discomfort.
-"We were too hasty, too precipitate. I see his reason now. We cannot
-afford as a group to be branded as jail-breakers."
-
-"That's--weak," Hugo said.
-
-Skorvsky cleared his throat. "There are other matters. Since Davidoff
-and Pletzky were jailed, the party has grown by leaps and bounds. Money
-has poured in--"
-
-"Ah," Hugo said softly, "money."
-
-Skorvsky raged. "Go ahead. Be sarcastic. To free those men would cost us
-a million dollars, perhaps."
-
-"Too bad."
-
-"With a million--the million their electrocution will bring from the
-outraged--we can accomplish more than saving two paltry lives. We must
-be hard, we must think ahead."
-
-"In thinking ahead, Skorvsky, do you not think of the closing of a
-switch and the burning of human flesh?"
-
-"For every cause there must be martyrs. Their names will live
-eternally."
-
-"And they themselves--?"
-
-"Bah! You are impractical."
-
-"Perhaps." Hugo ate a slice of toast with outward calm. "I was hoping
-for a government that--did not weigh people against dollars--"
-
-"Nor do we!"
-
-"No?"
-
-Skorvsky leaped to his feet. "Fool! Dreamer! Preposterous idealist! I
-must be going."
-
-Hugo sighed. "Suppose I went ahead?"
-
-"One thing!" The Russian turned with a livid face. "One thing the chief
-bade me tell you. If those men escape--you die."
-
-"Oh," Hugo said. He stared through the window. "And supposing I were to
-offer your chief a million--or nearly a million--for the privilege of
-freeing them?"
-
-Skorvsky's face returned to its look of transfiguration, the look that
-had accompanied his noblest words of the night before. "You would do
-that, comrade?" he whispered. "You would give us--give the cause--a
-million? Never since the days of our Saviour has a man like you walked
-on this--"
-
-Hugo stood up suddenly. "Get out of here!" His voice was a cosmic
-menace. "Get out of here, you dirty swine. Get out of here before I
-break you to matchwood, before I rip out your guts and stuff them back
-through your filthy, lying throat. Get out, oh, God, get out!"
-
-
-
-
-XXII
-
-
-Hugo realized at last that there was no place in his world for him.
-Tides and tempest, volcanoes and lightning, all other majestic
-vehemences of the universe had a purpose, but he had none. Either
-because he was all those forces unnaturally locked in the body of a man,
-or because he was a giant compelled to stoop and pander to live at all
-among his feeble fellows, his anachronism was complete.
-
-That much he perceived calmly. His tragedy lay in the lie he had told to
-his father: great deeds were always imminent and none of them could be
-accomplished because they involved humanity, humanity protecting its
-diseases, its pettiness, its miserable convictions and conventions, with
-the essence of itself--life. Life not misty and fecund for the future,
-but life clawing at the dollar in the hour, the security of platitudes,
-the relief of visible facts, the hope in rationalization, the needs of
-skin, belly, and womb.
-
-Beyond that, he could see destiny by interpreting his limited career.
-Through a sort of ontogenetic recapitulation he had survived his savage
-childhood, his barbaric youth, and the Greeces, Romes, Egypts, and
-Babylons of his early manhood, emerging into a present that was endowed
-with as much aspiration and engaged with the same futility as was his
-contemporary microcosm. No life span could observe anything but material
-progress, for so mean and inalterable is the gauge of man that his races
-topple before his soul expands, and the eventualities of his growth in
-space and time must remain a problem for thousands and tens of thousands
-of years.
-
-Searching still further, he appreciated that no single man could force a
-change upon his unwilling fellows. At most he might inculcate an idea in
-a few and live to see its gradual spreading. Even then he could have no
-assurance of its contortions to the desire for wealth and power or of
-the consequences of those contortions.
-
-Finally, to build, one must first destroy, and he questioned his right
-to select unaided the objects for destruction. He looked at the Capitol
-in Washington and pondered the effect of issuing an ultimatum and
-thereafter bringing down the great dome like Samson. He thought of the
-churches and their bewildering, stupefying effect on masses who were
-mulcted by their own fellows, equally bewildered, equally stupefied.
-Suppose through a thousand nights he ravaged the churches, wrecking
-every structure in the land, laying waste property, making the loud,
-unattended volume of worship an impossibility, taking away the
-purple-robed gods of his forbears? Suppose he sank the navy, annihilated
-the army, set up a despotism? No matter how efficiently and well he
-ruled, the millions would hate him, plot against him, attempt his life;
-and every essential agent would be a hypocritical sycophant seeking
-selfish ends.
-
-He reached the last of his conclusions sitting beside a river whither he
-had walked to think. An immense loathing for the world rose up in him.
-At its apex a locomotive whistled in the distance, thundered
-inarticulately, and rounded a bend. It came very near the place where
-Hugo reclined, black, smoking, and noisy, drivers churning along the
-rails, a train of passenger cars behind. Hugo could see the dots that
-were people's heads. People! Human beings! How he hated them! The train
-was very near. Suddenly all his muscles were unsprung. He threw himself
-to his feet and rushed toward the train, with a passionate desire to get
-his fingers around the sliding piston, to up-end the locomotive and to
-throw the ordered machinery into a blackened, blazing, bloody tangle of
-ruin.
-
-His lips uttered a wild cry; he jumped across the river and ran two
-prodigious steps. Then he stopped. The train went on unharmed. Hugo
-shuddered.
-
-If the world did not want him, he would leave the world. Perhaps he was
-a menace to it. Perhaps he should kill himself. But his burning,
-sickened heart refused once more to give up. Frenzy departed, then
-numbness. In its place came a fresh hope, new determination. Hugo Danner
-would do his utmost until the end. Meanwhile, he would remove himself
-some distance from the civilization that had tortured him. He would go
-away and find a new dream.
-
-The sound of the locomotive was dead in the distance. He crossed the
-river on a bridge and went back to his house. He felt strong again and
-glad--glad because he had won an obscure victory, glad because the farce
-of his quest in political government had ended with no tragic
-dénouement.
-
-They were electrocuting Davidoff and Pletzky that day. The news scarcely
-interested Hugo. The part he had very nearly played in the affair seemed
-like the folly of a dimly remembered acquaintance. The relief of
-resigning that impossible purpose overwhelmed him. He dismissed his
-servants, closed his house, and boarded a train. When the locomotive
-pounded through the station, he suffered a momentary pang. He sat in a
-seat with people all around him. He was tranquil and almost content.
-
-
-
-
-XXIII
-
-
-Hugo had no friends. One single individual whom he loved, whom he could
-have taken fully into his confidence, might, in a measure, have resolved
-his whole life. Yet so intense was the pressure that had conditioned him
-that he invariably retreated before the rare opportunities for such
-confidences. He had known many persons well: his father and mother, Anna
-Blake, Lefty Foresman, Charlotte, Iris, Tom Shayne, Roseanne, even
-Skorvsky--but none of them had known him. His friendlessness was
-responsible for a melancholy yearning to remain with his kind. Having
-already determined to go away, he sought for a kind of compromise.
-
-He did not want to be in New York, or Washington, or any other city; the
-landscape of America was haunted for him. He would leave it, but he
-would not open himself to the cruel longing for his own language, the
-sight of familiar customs and manners. From his hotel in New York he
-made excursions to various steamship agencies and travel bureaus. He
-had seen many lands, and his _Wanderlust_ demanded novelty. For days he
-was undecided.
-
-It was a chance group of photographs in a Sunday newspaper that excited
-his first real interest. One of the pictures was of a man--erect,
-white-haired, tanned, clear-eyed--Professor Daniel Hardin--a procession
-of letters--head of the new expedition to Yucatan. The other pictures
-were of ruined temples, unpiled stone causeways, jungle. He thought
-instantly that he would like to attach himself to the party.
-
-Many factors combined to make the withdrawal offered by an expedition
-ideal. The more Hugo thought about it, the more excited he became. The
-very nascency of a fresh objective was accompanied by and crowded with
-new hints for himself and his problems. The expedition would take him
-away from his tribulations, and it would not entirely cut him off from
-his kind: Professor Hardin had both the face and the fame of a
-distinguished man.
-
-A thought that had been in the archives of his mind for many months came
-sharply into relief: of all human beings alive, the scientists were the
-only ones who retained imagination, ideals, and a sincere interest in
-the larger world. It was to them he should give his allegiance, not to
-the statesmen, not to industry or commerce or war. Hugo felt that in one
-quick glimpse he had made a long step forward.
-
-Another concept, far more fantastic and in a way even more intriguing,
-dawned in his mind as he read accounts of the Maya ruins which were to
-be excavated. The world was cluttered with these great lumps of
-incredible architecture. Walls had been builded by primitive man,
-temples, hanging gardens, obelisks, pyramids, palaces, bridges,
-terraces, roads--all of them gigantic and all of them defying the
-penetration of archćology to find the manner of their creation. Was it
-not possible--Hugo's heart skipped a beat when it occurred to him--that
-in their strange combination of ignorance and brilliance the ancients
-had stumbled upon the secret of human strength--his secret! Had not
-those antique and migratory peoples carried with them the formula which
-could be poured into the veins of slaves, making them stronger than
-engines? And was it not conceivable that, as their civilizations
-crumbled, the secret was lost, together with so many other formulć of
-knowledge?
-
-He could imagine plumed and painted priests with prayer and sacrifice
-cutting open the veins of prehistoric mothers and pouring in the magic
-potion. When the babies grew, they could raise up the pyramids, walls,
-and temples; they could do it rapidly and easily. A great enigma was
-thus resolved. He set out immediately to locate Professor Hardin and
-with difficulty arranged an interview with him.
-
-Preparations for the expedition were being carried on in an ordinary New
-York business office. A secretary announced Hugo and he was conducted
-before the professor. Daniel Hardin was no dusty pedagogue. His
-knowledge was profound and academic, his books were authoritative, but
-in himself he belonged to the type of man certain to succeed, whatever
-his choice of occupation. Much of his life had been spent in field
-work--arduous toil in bizarre lands where life depended sometimes on
-tact and sometimes on military strategy. He appraised Hugo shrewdly
-before he spoke.
-
-"What can I do for you, Mr. Danner?"
-
-Hugo came directly to the point. "I should like to join your Yucatan
-expedition."
-
-Professor Hardin smiled. "I'm sorry. We're full up."
-
-"I'd be glad to go in any capacity--"
-
-"Have you special qualifications? Knowledge of the language? Of
-archćology?"
-
-"No."
-
-The professor picked up a tray of letters. "These letters--more than
-three hundred--are all from young men--and women--who would like to join
-my expedition."
-
-"I think I should be useful," Hugo said, and then he played his trump,
-"and I should be willing to contribute, for the favour of being
-included, a sum of fifty thousand dollars."
-
-Professor Hardin whistled. Then his eyes narrowed. "What's your object,
-young man? Treasure?"
-
-"No. A life--let us say--with ample means at my disposal and no definite
-purpose."
-
-"Boredom, then." He smiled. "A lot of these other young men are
-independently wealthy, and bored. I must say, I feel sorry for your
-generation. But--no--I can't accept. We are already adequately
-financed."
-
-Hugo smiled in response. "Then--perhaps--I could organize my own party
-and camp near you."
-
-"That would hamper me."
-
-"Then--a hundred thousand dollars."
-
-"Good Lord. You are determined."
-
-"I have decided. I am familiar with the jungle. I am an athlete. I speak
-a little Spanish--enough to boss a labour gang. I propose to assist you
-in that way, as well as financially. I will make any contract with you
-that you desire--and attach no strings whatever to my money."
-
-Professor Hardin pondered for a long time. His eyes twinkled when he
-replied. "You won't believe it, but I don't give a damn for your money.
-Not that it wouldn't assist us. But--the fact is--I could use a man like
-you. Anybody could. I'll take you--and you can keep your money."
-
-"There will be a check in the mail to-morrow," Hugo answered.
-
-The professor stood. "We're hoping to get away in three weeks. You'll
-leave your address with my secretary and I'll send a list of the things
-you'll want for your kit." He held out his hand and Hugo shook it. When
-he had gone, the professor looked over the roof-tops and swore gleefully
-to himself.
-
-Hugo discovered, after the ship sailed, that everyone called Professor
-Hardin "Dan" and they used Hugo's first name from the second day out.
-Dan Hardin was too busy to be very friendly with any of the members of
-his party during the voyage, but they themselves fraternized
-continually. There were deck games and card games; there were long and
-erudite arguments about the people whom they were going to study. What
-was the Mayan time cycle and did it correspond to the Egyptian Sothic
-cycle or the Greek Metonic cycle. Where did the Mayans get their jade?
-Did they come from Asia over Bering Strait or were they a colony of
-Atlantis? When they knew so much about engineering, why did they not use
-the keystone arch and the wheel? Why was their civilization decadent,
-finished when the _conquistadores_ discovered it? How old were
-they--four thousand years or twelve thousand years? There were
-innumerable other debates to which Hugo listened like a man new-born.
-
-The cold Atlantic winds were transformed overnight to the balm of the
-Gulf stream. Presently they passed the West Indies, which lay on the
-water like marine jewels. Ages turned back through the days of
-buccaneering to the more remote times. In the port of Xantl a rickety
-wharf, a single white man, a zinc bar, and a storehouse filled with
-chicle blocks marked off the realm of the twentieth century. The ship
-anchored. During the next year it would make two voyages back to the
-homeland for supplies. But the explorers would not emerge from the
-jungle in that time.
-
-An antiquated, wood-burning locomotive, which rocked along over
-treacherous rails, carried them inland. The scientists became silent and
-pensive. In another car the Maya Indians who were to do the manual
-labour chattered incessantly in their explosive tongue. At the last
-sun-baked stop they disembarked, slept through an insect-droning night,
-and entered the jungle. For three weeks they hacked and hewed their way
-forward; the vegetation closed behind them, cutting off the universe as
-completely as the submerging waves of the sea. It was hot, difficult
-work, to which Hugo lent himself with an energy that astounded even
-Hardin, who had judged him valuable.
-
-One day, when the high mountains loomed into view, Hugo caught his first
-glimpse of Uctotol, the Sacred City. A creeper on the hillside fell
-before his machete, then another--a hole in the green wall--and there it
-stood, shining white, huge, desolate, still as the grave. His arm hung
-in mid-air. Over him passed the mystic feeling of familiarity, that
-fugitive sense of recognition which springs so readily into a belief in
-immortality. It seemed to him during that staggering instant that he
-knew every contour of those great structures, that he had run in the
-streets, lived, loved, died there--that he could almost remember the
-names and faces of its inhabitants, dead for thousands of years--that he
-could nearly recall the language and the music--that destiny itself had
-arranged a home-coming. The vision died. He gave a great shout. The
-others rushed to his side and found him trembling and pointing.
-
-Tons of verdure were cut down and pushed aside. A hacienda was
-constructed and a camp for the labourers. Then the shovels and picks
-were broken from their boxes; the scientists arranged their
-paraphernalia, and the work began, interrupted frequently by the
-exultant shouts that marked a new finding. No one regretted Hugo. He
-made his men work magically; his example was a challenge. He could do
-more than any of them, and his hair and eyes, black as their own, his
-granite face, stern and indefatigable, gave him a natural dominion over
-them.
-
-All this--the dark, starlit, plushy nights with their hypnotic silences,
-the vivid days of toil, the patient and single-minded men--was respite
-to Hugo. It salved his tribulations. It brought him to a gradual
-assurance that any work with such men would be sufficient for him. He
-was going backward into the world instead of forward; that did not
-matter. He stood on the frontier of human knowledge. He was a factor in
-its preparation, and if what they carried back with them was no more
-than history, if it cast no new light on existing wants and
-perplexities, it still served a splendid purpose. Months rolled by
-unheeded; Hugo gathered friends among these men--and the greatest of
-those friends was Daniel Hardin.
-
-In their isolation and occasional loneliness each of them little by
-little stripped his past for the others. Only Hugo remained silent about
-himself until his reticence was conspicuous. He might never have spoken,
-except for the accident.
-
-It was, in itself, a little thing, which happened apart from the main
-field of activity. Hugo and two Indians were at work on a small temple
-at the city's fringe. Hardin came down to see. The great stone in the
-roof, crumbled by ages, slipped and teetered. Underneath the professor
-stood, unheeding. But Hugo saw. He caught the mass of rock in his arms
-and lifted it to one side. And Dan Hardin turned in time to perceive the
-full miracle.
-
-When Hugo lifted his head, he knew. Yet, to his astonishment, there was
-no look of fear in Hardin's blue eyes. Instead, they were moderately
-surprised, vastly interested. He did not speak for some time. Then he
-said: "Thanks, Danner. I believe you saved my life. Should you mind
-picking up that rock again?"
-
-Hugo dismissed the Indians with a few words. He glanced again at Hardin
-to make sure of his composure. Then he lifted the square stone back to
-its position.
-
-Hardin was thinking aloud. "That stone must weigh four tons. No man
-alive can handle four tons like that. How do you do it, Hugo?"
-
-Hot, streaming sun. Tumbled débris. This profound question asked again,
-asked mildly for the first time. "My father--was a biologist. A great
-biologist. I was--an experiment."
-
-"Good Lord! And--and that's why you've kept your past dark, Hugo?"
-
-"Of course. Not many people--"
-
-"Survive the shock? You forget that we--here--are all scientists. I
-won't press you."
-
-"Perhaps," Hugo heard himself saying, "I'd like to tell you."
-
-"In that case--in my room--to-night. I should like to hear."
-
-That night, after a day of indecision, Hugo sat in a dim light and
-poured out the story of his life. Hardin never interrupted, never
-commented, until the end. Then he said softly: "You poor devil. Oh, you
-poor bastard." And Hugo saw that he was weeping. He tried to laugh.
-
-"It isn't as bad as that--Dan."
-
-"Son"--his voice choked with emotion--"this thing--this is my life-work.
-This is why you came to my office last winter. This is--the most
-important thing on earth. What a story! What a man you are!"
-
-"On the contrary--"
-
-"Don't be modest. I know. I feel. I understand."
-
-Hugo's head shook sadly. "Perhaps not. You can see--I have tried
-everything. In itself, it is great. I can see that. It is, objectively,
-the most important thing on earth. But the other way--What can I do?
-Tell me that. You cannot tell me. I can destroy. As nothing that ever
-came before or will come again, I can destroy. But destruction--as I
-believe, as you believe--is at best only a step toward re-creation. And
-what can I make afterwards? Think. Think, man! Rack your brains! What?"
-His hands clenched and unclenched. "I can build great halls and palaces.
-Futile! I can make bridges. I can rip open mountains and take out the
-gold. I am that strong. It is as if my metabolism was atomic instead of
-molecular. But what of it? Stretch your imagination to its uttermost
-limits--and what can I do that is more than an affair of petty profit to
-myself? Mankind has already extended its senses and its muscles to their
-tenth powers. He can already command engines to do what I can do. It is
-not necessary that he become an engine himself. It is preposterous that
-he should think of it--even to transcend his engines. I defy you, I defy
-you with all my strength, to think of what I can do to justify myself!"
-
-The words had been wrung from Hugo. Perspiration trickled down his face.
-He bit his lips to check himself. The older man was grave. "All your
-emotions, your reflections, your yearnings and passions, come--to that.
-And yet--"
-
-"Look at me in another light," Hugo went on. "I've tried to give you an
-inkling of it. You were the first who saw what I could do--glimpsed a
-fraction of it, rather--and into whose face did not come fear, loathing,
-even hate. Try to live with a sense of that. I can remember almost back
-to the cradle that same thing. First it was envy and jealousy. Then, as
-I grew stronger, it was fear, alarm, and the thing that comes from
-fear--hatred. That is another and perhaps a greater obstacle. If I found
-something to do, the whole universe would be against me. These little
-people! Can you imagine what it is to be me and to look at people? A
-crowd at a ball game? A parade? Can you?"
-
-"Great God," the scientist breathed.
-
-"When I see them for what they are, and when they exert the tremendous
-bulk of their united detestation and denial against me, when I feel rage
-rising inside myself--can you conceive--?"
-
-"That's enough. I don't want to try to think. Not of that. I--"
-
-"Shall I walk to my grave afraid that I shall let go of myself,
-searching everywhere for something to absorb my energy? Shall I?"
-
-"No."
-
-The professor spoke with a firm concentration. Hugo arrested himself.
-"Then what?"
-
-"Did it ever dawn on you that you had missed your purpose entirely?"
-
-The words were like cold water to Hugo. He pulled himself together with
-a physical effort and replied: "You mean--that I have not guessed it so
-far?"
-
-"Precisely."
-
-"It never occurred to me. Not that I had missed it entirely."
-
-"You have."
-
-"Then, for the love of God, what is it?"
-
-Hardin smiled a gentle, wise smile. "Easy there. I'll tell you. And
-listen well, Hugo, because to-night I feel inspired. The reason you have
-missed it is simple. You've tried to do everything single-handed--"
-
-"On the contrary. Every kind of assistance I have enlisted has failed me
-utterly."
-
-"Except one kind."
-
-"Science?"
-
-"No. Your own kind, Hugo."
-
-The words did not convey their meaning for several seconds. Then Hugo
-gasped. "You mean--other men like me?"
-
-"Exactly. Other men like you. Not one or two. Scores, hundreds. And
-women. All picked with the utmost care. Eugenic offspring. Cultivated
-and reared in secret by a society for the purpose. Not necessarily your
-children, but the children of the best parents. Perfect bodies,
-intellectual minds, your strength. Don't you see it, Hugo? You are not
-the reformer of the old world. You are the beginning of the new. We
-begin with a thousand of you. Living by yourselves and multiplying, you
-produce your own arts and industries and ideals. The new Titans!
-Then--slowly--you dominate the world. Conquer and stamp out all these
-things to which you and I and all men of intelligence object. In the
-end--you are alone and supreme."
-
-Hugo groaned. "To make a thousand men live my life--"
-
-"But they will not. Suppose you had been proud of your strength. Suppose
-you had not been compelled to keep it a secret. Suppose you could have
-found glorious uses for it from childhood--"
-
-"In the mountains," Hugo whispered, his eyes bemused, "where the sun is
-warm and the days long--these children growing. Even here, in this
-place--"
-
-"So I thought. Don't you see, Hugo?"
-
-"Yes, I see. At last, thank God, I do see!"
-
-For a long time their thoughts ran wild. When they cooled, it was to
-formulate plans. A child taken here. Another there. A city in the
-jungle--the jungle had harboured races before: not only these Mayas, but
-the Incas, Khmers, and others. A modern city for dwellings, and these
-tremendous ruins would be the blocks for the nursery. They would teach
-them art and architecture--and science. Engineering, medicine--their
-own, undiscovered medicine--the new Titans, the sons of dawn--so ran
-their inspired imaginations.
-
-When the night was far advanced and the camp was wrapped in slumber,
-they made a truce with this divine fire. They shook each other's hands.
-
-"Good-night, Hugo. And to-morrow we'll go over the notes."
-
-"I'll bring them."
-
-"Till evening, then."
-
-Hugo lay on his bed, more ecstatic than he had ever been in his life. By
-and by he slept. Then, as if the ghosts of Uctotol had risen, his mind
-was troubled by a host, a pageant of dreams. He turned in his sleep,
-rending his blankets. He moaned and mumbled. When he woke, he understood
-that his soul had undergone another of its diametric inversions. The mad
-fancies of the night before had died and memory could not rekindle them.
-Little dreads had goaded away their brightness. Conscience was bickering
-inside him. Humanity was content; it would hate his new race. And the
-new race, being itself human, might grow top-heavy with power. If his
-theory about the great builders of the past was true, then perhaps this
-incubus would explain why the past was no more. If his Titans disagreed
-and made war on each other--surely that would end the earth. He quailed.
-
-Overcome by a desire to think more about this giants' scheme, he avoided
-Hardin. In the siesta hour he went back to his tent and procured the
-books wherein his father had written the second secret of life. He
-crammed them into his pocket and broke through the jungle. When he was
-beyond sight and sound, he dropped his machete and made his way as none
-but he could do. With his body he cut a swath toward the mountains and
-emerged from the green veil on to the bare rocks, panting and hot.
-Upward he climbed until he had gained the summit. To the west were
-strewn the frozen billows of the range. To the east a limitless sea of
-verdure. At his feet the ruins in neat miniature, like a model. Above,
-scalding sun and blue sky. Around him a wind, strangely chill. And
-silence.
-
-He sat with his head on his hands until his thoughts were disturbed. A
-humid breath had risen sluggishly from the jungle floor. The sun was
-dull. Looking toward the horizon, he could see a black cloud. For an
-instant he was frightened, the transformation had been so gigantic and
-so soundless. He knew a sudden, urgent impulse to go back to the valley.
-He disobeyed it and watched the coming of the storm. The first rapier of
-lightning through the bowels of the approaching cloud warned him again.
-Staunchly he stood. He had come there to think.
-
-"I must go back and begin this work," he told himself. "I have found a
-friend!" The cloud was descending. Thunder ruminated in heaven's garret.
-"It is folly," he repeated, "folly, folly, folly in the face of God."
-Now the sun went out like an extinguished lamp, and the horizon crept
-closer. A curtain of torrential rain was lowered in the north. "They
-will make the earth beautiful," he said, and ever and again: "This thing
-is not beautiful. It is wrong." His agitation increased rapidly. The
-cloud was closing on the mountain like a huge hand. The muscles in his
-legs quivered.
-
-"If there were only a God," he whispered, "what a prayer I would make!"
-Then the wind came like a visible thing, pushing its fingers over the
-vegetation below, and whirling up the mountain, laden with dust. After
-the wind, the rain--heavy, roaring rain that fell, not in separate
-drops, but in thick streams. The lightning was incessant. It illuminated
-remote, white-topped peaks, which, in the fury of the storm, appeared to
-be swaying. It split clouds apart, and the hurricane healed the rents.
-All light went out. The world was wrapped in darkness.
-
-Hugo clutched his precious books in the remnants of his clothing and
-braced himself on the bare rock. His voice roared back into the storm
-the sounds it gave. He flung one hand upward.
-
-"Now--God--oh, God--if there be a God--tell me! Can I defy You? Can I
-defy Your world? Is this Your will? Or are You, like all mankind,
-impotent? Oh, God!" He put his hand to his mouth and called God like a
-name into the tumult above. Madness was upon him and the bitter irony
-with which his blood ran black was within him.
-
-A bolt of lightning stabbed earthward. It struck Hugo, outlining him in
-fire. His hand slipped away from his mouth. His voice was quenched. He
-fell to the ground.
-
-After three days of frantic searching, Daniel Hardin came upon the
-incredible passage through the jungle and followed it to the mountain
-top. There he found the blackened body of Hugo Danner, lying face down.
-His clothing was burned to ashes, and an accumulation of cinders was
-all that remained of the notebooks. After discovering that, Professor
-Hardin could not forbear to glance aloft at the sun and sky. His face
-was saddened and perplexed.
-
-"We will carry him yonder to Uctotol and bury him," he said at last;
-"then--the work will go on."
-
-
-
-
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