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- FLOWER O' THE PEACH
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-Title: Flower o' the Peach
-Author: Perceval Gibbon
-Release Date: November 16, 2013 [EBook #44195]
-Language: English
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-*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FLOWER O' THE PEACH ***
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-Produced by Al Haines.
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- FLOWER O' THE PEACH
-
-
- BY
-
- PERCEVAL GIBBON
-
-
-
- "Flower o' the peach,
- Death for us all and his own life for each."
- _Fra Lippo Lippi_.
-
-
-
- NEW YORK
- THE CENTURY CO.
- 1911
-
-
-
-
- Copyright, 1911, by
- THE CENTURY CO.
-
- _Published, October, 1911_
-
-
-
-
- TO
- JESSIE AND JOSEPH CONRAD
-
-
-
-
- *FLOWER O' THE PEACH*
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER I*
-
-
-It was late in the afternoon when the sheep moved off, and the west was
-full of the sunset. They flowed out from the cactus-ringed fold like a
-broadening trickle of milk, with their mild idiot faces set southwards
-towards the sparse pastures beyond the horizon, and the dust from their
-feet hung over them in a haze of soft bronze. Half-way along the path
-between the house and the dam, Paul turned to watch their departure,
-dwelling with parted lips on the picture they made as they drifted forth
-to join themselves with earth and sky in a single mellowness of hue.
-
-The little farmhouse with its outbuildings, and the one other house that
-reared its steep roof within eyeshot of the farm, were behind him as he
-stood; nothing interrupted the suave level of the miles stretching
-forth, like a sluggish sea, to the sky-line. In its sunset mood, its
-barren brown, the universal tint into which its poor scrub faded and was
-lost to the eye, was touched to warmth and softened; it was a wilderness
-with a soul. The tall boy, who knew it in all its aspects for a
-neighbor, stood gazing absorbed as the sheep came to a pause, with the
-lean, smooth-coated dog at their heels, and waited for the shepherd who
-was to drive them through the night. He was nearing seventeen years of
-age, and the whole of those years had been spent on the Karoo, in the
-native land of dreams. The glamour of it was on his face, where the
-soft childish curves were not yet broken into angles, and in his gaze,
-as his steady unconscious eyes pored on the distance, deep with
-foreknowledge of the coming of the night.
-
-"Baas!"
-
-Paul closed his lips and turned absently. The old black shepherd was
-eager to linger out a minute or two in talk before he went forth to his
-night-long solitude. He stood, a bundle of shabby clothes, with his
-strong old face seamed with gray lines and the corners of the eyes
-bunched into puckers, waiting in the hope that the young baas might be
-tempted into conversation. He carried a little armory of smooth,
-wire-bound sticks, his equipment against all the perils of the unknown,
-and smiled wistfully, ingratiatingly, up into Paul's face.
-
-"Well?" said the boy.
-
-It all depended on the beginning, for if he should merely nod and turn
-away there would be nothing left but to follow the sheep out to the
-silence. The old man eyed him warily.
-
-"Has the baas heard," he asked, "that there is a mad Kafir in the veld?"
-
-"No," said Paul. "A mad Kafir?"
-
-The old man nodded half a dozen times. "There is such a one," he
-affirmed. The thing was done; the boy would listen, and he let his
-sticks fall at his feet that he might have two hands to talk with. They
-were speaking "Kitchen Kafir," the _lingua franca_ of the Cape, and
-since that is a sterile and colorless tongue--the embalmed corpse of the
-sonorous native speech--the tale would need pantomime to do it justice.
-
-"There is such a one," repeated the shepherd. "He goes about alone, in
-the day and in the night, talking as he goes to companions who are not
-there, and laughing sometimes as though they had answered him. And that
-is very strange."
-
-"Yes," said the boy slowly. His eyes traveled involuntarily to the veld
-brooding under the sky. "Who has seen him?" he asked.
-
-"I have," said the shepherd, putting a big black forefinger to his own
-breast. "I have seen him." He held out his great hand before him, with
-the fingers splayed, and counted on them. "Four nights ago I saw him
-when the moon was rising."
-
-"And he was mad?"
-
-"Mad as a sheep."
-
-Paul waited for the tale. The old man had touched his interest with the
-skill of a clever servant practising upon a master. A hint of mystery,
-of things living under the inscrutable mask of the veld, could not fail
-to hold him. He watched the shepherd with a kind of grave intensity as
-he gathered himself to tell the matter.
-
-"The moon was rising," he said, "and it lay low above the earth, making
-long shadows of the stones and little bushes. The sheep were here and
-there, and in the middle of them was I, with a handful of fire and my
-blanket. It was very still, baas, for the wind was gone down, and I
-heard nothing at all but the ash sliding in the fire and the slow noise
-of the sheep eating. There was not even a jackal to stand out of sight
-and cry in the dark.
-
-"Perhaps I was on the brink of sleep--perhaps I was only cloudy with
-thoughts--I do not know. But very suddenly I heard singing.--a voice
-coming nearer that sang a curious music."
-
-"Curious!" The boy was hanging on the words. "Curious!" he repeated.
-
-"It was a song," explained the old Kafir, "but the words of it were
-meaningless, just noises such as a baby makes--a babble. I listened,
-for I was not afraid. And soon I could hear footfalls among the stones
-and the singer came between me and the young moon, very great and black
-against the sky. It was only when he stood by my fire that I saw he was
-not a white man, but a Kafir. He was young, a strong young man, wearing
-clothes and boots." He paused. "Boots," he said again and thrust out
-his own bare foot, scarred and worn with much traveling. "Boots!"
-
-In a town, it is conceivable that a Kafir may wear boots for purposes of
-splendor; but not on the Karoo. Paul saw the old man's point; here was
-an attribute of the unnatural.
-
-"Yes," he said; "go on."
-
-"I was sitting, with my pipe. He stood by the fire and looked down at
-me, and I could see by the shine of his teeth that he was smiling. But
-when he spoke, it was like his song--just noises, no speech at all. It
-was then that I began to doubt him. But I gave him greeting, and moved
-that he might sit down and smoke with me. He listened and shook his
-head gently, and spoke again with his slow soft voice in his language of
-the mad."
-
-"What did it sound like?" demanded Paul.
-
-"Baas, it sounded like English," replied the shepherd. "Yes, there are
-many Kafirs who speak English; the dorps are noisy with them; but there
-are none who do not speak Kafir. And this man had come through the
-night, singing in his strange tongue, going straight forward like one
-that has a purpose. I and my fire stayed him only for a minute; he was
-not one of us; he stood, with his head on one side, smiling down, while
-I began to feel fear and ill-ease. I had it in my mind that this was a
-ghost, but of a sudden he stooped to where my bread lay--I had newly
-eaten my supper, and the things still lay about--and took a piece as
-large as this fist. He seemed to ask for it, but I could not understand
-him. Then he laughed and tossed something into my lap, and turned again
-to the night and the long shadows and the things that belong there. His
-feet moved among the stones and he was gone; and later I heard him
-singing again in the distance, till his voice dwindled and was lost."
-
-"He threw you something," said the boy. "What was it?"
-
-The old shepherd nodded. "I will show the baas," he said, and made
-search among precarious pockets. "This is it; I have not spent it."
-
-It was a shilling, looking no larger than sixpence on the flat of his
-great horny palm. Paul looked at it and turned it over, sensible that
-something was lacking in it, since it differed in no respect from any
-other shilling. The magic of madness and the stolid massiveness of Queen
-Victoria's effigy were not easy to reconcile.
-
-"It looks like a good one," he commented.
-
-"It is good," said the shepherd. "But--" he paused ere he put it in its
-true light--"the bread was not more than a pennyworth."
-
-A hundred yards away the waiting sheep discharged a small volley of
-bleats. Paul raised his head.
-
-"Yes," he said, "the veld is full of wonderful things. But I would like
-to hear that language of the mad."
-
-He nodded in token of dismissal and walked slowly on towards the dam,
-where the scarlet of the sky had changed the water to blood. The old
-shepherd picked up his sticks and went heavily after the sheep, a
-grotesque and laborious figure in that wonder of evening light. The
-smooth dog slunk towards him, snuffling in welcome; the Kafir dog is not
-a demonstrative animal, and his snuffle meant much. The shepherd hit
-him with the longest of the wire-bound sticks.
-
-"Hup!" he grunted. "Get on!"
-
-At the top of the dam wall, the sloping bank of earth and stones that
-held the water, Paul paused to watch them pass into the shifting
-distance, ere he went to his concerns at the foot of it. He could not
-have put a name to the quality in them which stirred him and held him
-gazing, for beauty is older than speech; but words were not needful to
-flavor the far prospect of even land, with the sheep moving across it,
-the squat, swart shape of the shepherd pacing at their heels, and the
-strange, soft light making the whole unreal and mysterious.
-
-Below the dam wall, the moisture oozing through had made a space of rank
-grass and trailing weed-vines, and the ground underfoot was cool and
-damp through the longest day of sun. Here one might sit in the odor of
-water and watch the wind lift tall spirals of dust and chase them over
-the monotonous miles where the very bushes rustled like dead boughs at
-their passage. It had the quality of a heritage, a place where one may
-be aloof and yet keep an eye on the world, and since there were no
-others who needed elbow-room for their dreams, Paul had it to himself.
-Here and there about the sloping bank, as on the walls of a gallery, his
-handiwork cracked and crumbled in the sun--little masks and figures of
-red clay which he fashioned to hold some shape that had caught his eye
-and stayed in it. He had an instinct for the momentary attitude, the
-quick, unconscious pose which is life, the bunched compact shape of a
-sheep grazing, the poise of a Kafir girl with a load on her head, a
-figure revealed in wind-blown clothes and lost in a flash. The sweet,
-pliant clay was his confidant; it was not the fault of the clay that he
-could tell it so much less than he knew.
-
-He groped, kneeling, below a vine, and brought out the thing he had
-hidden there the evening before when the light failed him. A flattened
-stone at the foot of the wall was his table; he set the clay down
-tenderly and squatted beside it, with his back to the veld and all the
-world. It was to be the head of a negro, the negro as Paul knew him,
-and already the clay had shape. The shallow round of the skull was
-achieved; he had been feeling, darkly, gropingly, for the brutal angle
-of the brows that should brood like a cloud over the whole countenance.
-It had evaded him and baffled him; he knew how it should be, but when
-the time had come for him to leave it for the night, the brows still
-cocked themselves in a suggestion of imbecility which was
-heart-breaking. He turned it round, frowning a little as his habit was
-when he centered his faculties upon a matter; the chaos of the
-featureless face below the smooth head fronted him.
-
-"_Allemachtag!_" he cried aloud, as he set eyes on it.
-
-There was no possibility that he could be mistaken; he remembered, in
-their smallest exasperating detail, those brows as he had left them,
-taunting him as bad work will. Even now, he had but to close his eyes
-and he could see them, absurd and clamorous for correction. But--he
-stared dumbly at the clay as he realized it--since then another creator
-had played with it, or else the thing, left to itself, had frowned. The
-rampart of the brows had deepened above the empty face; Paul knew in it
-the darkness for which he had sought, the age-old patience quenching the
-spark of the soul. It was as different from what he had left as living
-flesh is from red clay, an inconsequent miracle.
-
-"Somebody," said Paul, pondering over it--"somebody _knows_!"
-
-The thing troubled him a little while, but he passed his hand over the
-clay, to make yet more sure of it, and the cool invitation of its
-softness was medicine for his wonder. He smudged the clay to a ridge in
-the place where the nose should be, and then, forgetting forthwith that
-he was the victim of a practical joke, as it seemed, played upon him by
-the powers of the air, he fell to work.
-
-The colors in the west were burning low when he raised his head,
-disturbed by a far sound that forced itself on his ear. It was like a
-pulse in the air, a dull rhythmical throb faintly resonant like the
-beating of some great heart. He came to consciousness of it slowly,
-withdrawing himself unwillingly from the work under his hands, and
-noting with surprise that the evening light was all but gone. But the
-face of the negro was a step nearer completion, and even the outline of
-the gross mouth was there to aid the clay to return his look. The far
-sound insisted; he lifted his head with mild impatience to listen to it,
-sighed, and tucked the unfinished head away in its hidingplace. Perhaps
-another night would draw out the mouth to its destined shape of empty,
-pitiful mirth.
-
-The beat of the gourd-drum that hung at the farmhouse door still called,
-and he hastened his steps along the homeward path. It was the common
-manner of summons on the farm. For the European ear, the gourd sawed
-across, with a skin stretched over it, is empty of music, but it has the
-quality of sowing its flat voice over many miles, threading through the
-voices of nature as a snake goes through grass. Simple variants in the
-rhythm of the strokes adapt it to messages, and now it was calling Paul.
-"Paul, Paul, P-P-Paul!" it thrilled, and its summons was as plain as
-words. To silence it, he put fingers to his mouth and answered with a
-shrill, rending whistle. The gourd was silent.
-
-His mother was in the doorway as he came through the kraals; she heard
-his steps and called to him.
-
-"Paul! That you? Where you bin all this time?"
-
-"By the dam," he answered.
-
-"I been callin' you this half hour," she said. "Mrs. Jakes is here--she
-wants you."
-
-The light from within the house showed her as a thin woman, with the
-shape of youth yet upon her. But the years had taken tribute of her
-freshness, and her small, rather vacant face was worn and faded. She
-wore her hair coiled upon her head in a way to frame the thin oval of
-the face, and there remained to her yet the slight prettiness of sharp
-weak gestures and little conscious attitudes. In her voice there
-survived the clipped accent of London; Paul had come to know it as the
-thing that distinguished his mother from other women. Before her
-marriage she had been an actress of the obscure sort to be found in the
-lesser touring companies, and it was when the enterprise of which she
-was a member had broken down at the town of Fereira that she met and
-married the Boer, Christian du Preez, Paul's father. She preserved from
-the old days a stock of photographs inscribed in dashing hands--"yours
-to the dregs"--"your old pal"--"yours ever most sincerely"--and so on a
-few cuttings from newspapers--"Miss Vivie Sinclair as Gertie Gottem was
-most unique," said the _Dopfontein Courant_--a touch of raucousness in
-her voice, and a ceaseless weary longing for the easy sham life, the
-foolish cheerful companions, the stimulus of the daily publicity.
-
-She drew the boy in, sliding her arm through his, to where Mrs. Jakes
-sat waiting.
-
-"Here he is at last," she said, looking up at him prettily. She often
-said she was glad her boy was tall enough to go into a picture, but a
-mother must admire her son for one thing or another.
-
-Mrs. Jakes acknowledged Paul's arrival with a lady-like little smile.
-"Better late than never," she pronounced.
-
-She was the wife of the doctor at the Sanatorium, the old Dutch house
-that showed its steep roofs within a couple of miles of the farm, where
-came in twos and threes the consumptives from England, to mend their
-broken lungs in the clean air of the Karoo. They came not quite so
-frequently nowadays, for a few that returned healed, or believing
-themselves to be healed, had added to their travel-sketches of the
-wonderful old house and its surroundings an account of Dr. Jakes and his
-growing habit of withdrawing from his duties to devote himself to drink.
-Their tales commonly omitted to describe justly the anxious, lonely
-woman who labored at such times to supply his place, driving herself to
-contrive and arrange to keep the life of the house moving in its course,
-to maintain an assured countenance, and all the while to screen him from
-public shame and ruin. She was a wan little woman, clinging almost with
-desperation to those trivial mannerisms and fashions of speech which in
-certain worlds distinguished the lady from the mere person. She had lain
-of nights beside a drunken husband, she had fought with him when he
-would have gone out to make a show of his staggering gait and blurred
-speech--horrible silent battles in a candle-lit room, ending in a
-gasping fall and sickness--she had lied and cheated to hide the sorry
-truth, she had bared her soul in gratitude to her kind God that her
-child had died. These things as a matter of course, as women accept and
-belittle their martyrdom; but never in her life had she left the spoon
-standing in her tea-cup or mislaid her handkerchief. The true standards
-of her life were still inviolate.
-
-She liked Paul because he was shy and gentle, but not well enough to
-talk to him without mentioning the weather first.
-
-"The evenings are drawing out nicely," she remarked, leaning to one side
-in her chair to see through the door the darkness growing dense upon the
-veld. "It reminds me a little of a June evening in England--if only the
-rain holds off."
-
-"Yes," said Paul. There would be rain in the ordinary course in three
-months or so, if all went well, but it was not worth while to go into
-the matter with Mrs. Jakes.
-
-"We are to have another guest," the lady went on. The doctor's patients
-were always "guests" when she spoke of them. "A young lady this time.
-And that is what I came about, really."
-
-"Mrs. Jakes wants you to go in to the station with the Cape-cart and
-fetch her out, Paul," explained his mother. "You 'll 'ave the first
-look at her. Mrs. Jakes takes her oath she is young."
-
-Mrs. Jakes shuddered faintly, and looked at the floor.
-
-"About twenty-six, I understand," she said. "About that." Her tone
-reproached Mrs. du Preez for a lapse of good manners. Mrs. Jakes did
-not understand the sprightliness of mild misstatement. She turned to
-Paul.
-
-"If you could manage it," she suggested. "If it wouldn't be too much
-trouble! The doctor, I 'm sorry to say, has a touch of the sun; he is
-subject, you know." Her hands clasped nervously in her lap, and her
-face seemed blind as she beat bravely on. "The climate really does n't
-suit him at all; he can't stand the heat. I 've begged and prayed him to
-give it up and go back to private practice at home. But he considers it
-his duty to keep on."
-
-"The morning train?" asked Paul.
-
-"It is early," lamented Mrs. Jakes. "But we should be so much obliged."
-
-Paul nodded. "All right," he said. "I will bring her, Mrs. Jakes."
-
-There are transactions consecrated to the humorous point of view,
-landmarks in the history of laughter. Mrs. du Preez honestly believed
-that a youth and a girl alone in the dawn were a spectacle essentially
-mirthful.
-
-"Catch him missing the chance," she said, with her slightly jarring
-laugh. "None of your larks, now, Paul! Promise you 'll behave!"
-
-"Yes, mother," Paul promised gravely, and her face went blank before the
-clear eyes he turned upon her. Mrs. Jakes in her chair rustled her stiff
-dress in a wriggle of approval.
-
-"Miss Harding is the name," she told Paul. "You 'll manage to find her?
-I don't know at all what she 's like, but she comes of a very good
-family, I believe. You can't mistake her."
-
-"Paul knows the look of the lungy ones by now," Mrs. du Preez assured
-her. "Don't you, Paul? It 's lungs, of course, Mrs. Jakes?"
-
-"Chest trouble," corrected Mrs. Jakes, nervously. She preferred the less
-exact phrase, for there is indelicacy in localising diseases, and from
-the lungs to the bowels it is but a step. "Chest trouble, a slight
-attack. Fortunately, Miss Harding is taking it in time. The doctor lays
-stress on the necessity for taking it in time."
-
-"Well," said Mrs. du Preez, "whatever it is, she 'll 'ave the fashions.
-Lungs or liver, they 've got to dress, and it 'll be something to see a
-frock again. She 's from London, you said?"
-
-Mrs. Jakes rearranged her black skirts which had suffered by
-implication, and suppressed an impulse to reply that she had not said
-London.
-
-"The address is Kensington," she answered. "Very good people live in
-Kensington."
-
-"There 's shops there, at any rate," said Mrs. du Preez. "Lord, don't I
-remember 'em! I had lodgings at Hammersmith once myself, and an aunt in
-the High Street. There 's not much you can tell me about that part."
-
-She nodded a challenge to Mrs. Jakes, who shrank from it.
-
-"Then I can tell the doctor that you 'll meet Miss Harding?" Mrs. Jakes
-asked Paul. "He will be so obliged. You see, he 'd go himself,
-only--you quite see? Then I 'll expect Miss Harding for breakfast."
-
-She rose and shook herself, the gentle expert shake that settles a
-woman's clothes into their place, and tendered him a vague, black-gloved
-hand. Gloves were among her defenses against the crudities of the
-Karoo. She was prim in the lamp-light, and extraordinarily detached from
-the little uncomfortable room, with its pale old photographs of
-forgotten actors staring down from wall and mantel.
-
-"She may as well see you first," she said, and smiled at him as though
-there were an understanding between them.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER II*
-
-
-At three o'clock in the morning it was still dark, though in the east,
-low down and gradual, there paled an apprehension of the dawn. From the
-driving-seat of the high two-wheeled cart, Paul looked forward over the
-heads of his horses to where the station lights were blurred like a
-luminous bead on the thread of railway that sliced without a curve from
-sky to sky. It was the humblest of halting places, with no town at its
-back to feed the big trains; it owed its existence frankly to a gaunt
-water-tank for the refreshment of engines. But for Paul it had the
-significance of a threshold. He could lose himself in the crowding
-impressions of a train's arrival, as it broadened and grew out of the
-distance and bore down between the narrow platforms, immense and
-portentous, and thudded to a standstill as though impatient of the
-trivial delay. The smell of it, the dull shine of glass and varnish,
-were linked in his mind with the names of strange, distant cities; it
-was freighted with the romance of far travel. There were glimpses of
-cushioned interiors, and tired faces that looked from the windows,
-giving a perfunctory glance to the Karoo which Paul knew as the world.
-And once he had watched four men, with a little folding table cramped
-between their knees, playing cards, low-voiced, alert, each dark
-predatory face marked with an impassivity that was like the sheath that
-hides a blade. He stared at them fascinated; not once did they raise
-their eyes to glance through the window, nor for an instant did one of
-them slacken his profound attention. Ahead, at the platform's end, the
-great engine whined like a child that gropes for the breast, till the
-feed-hose contented it and its gurgle-gurgle succeeded to the thin wail
-of the steam. The Kafir orange woman made melodious offers of
-_naartjes_ and a hammer clinked critically along the wheels. It was the
-live season of the day, the poignant moment, its amends for the slow
-empty hours. But the men about the table had graver concerns. The
-feed-hose splashed back out of the way, the guard shouted, the brakes
-whanged loose. The long train jolted and slid, and still they had not
-looked up. Paul could not leave them; he even ran along the platform
-till their window distanced him, and then stopped, panting, to watch the
-tail of the train sink to the horizon. He had seen the Jew in earnest
-and it left him daunted.
-
-"They wouldn't even look," he was saying, as he went back to his cart.
-"They wouldn't even look." It served as a revelation to one who looked
-so much and so fervently.
-
-The other train, which came and went before the daylight, had its equal
-quality of a swift, brief visitor, and the further mystery of windows
-lighted dimly through drawn curtains, whereon surprising shadow heads
-would dawn and vanish in abrupt motion. It was strange to stand beside
-one and hear from within the crying of an infant and the soothing of a
-mother, both invisible, arriving from the void on one hand and bound for
-the void on the other, with the Karoo not even an incident in their
-passage. Paul wondered whether one day that infant might not pass
-through again, with trousers and a mustache and a cigar, and another
-trouble to perturb him and cards and partners to do the soothing.
-
-He arrived well in advance of the time of the train, and tied his docile
-horses to the hitching rail beside the road. Within the station there
-was the usual expectant group under the dim lamps, the two or three men
-who attended to the tank, a Cape Mounted Policeman, spurred and trim,
-and a few others, besides the half-dozen or so mute and timid Kafirs who
-lounged at the end of the platform. The white men talked together and
-shivered at the cold of the night; only the Cape Policeman, secure in
-his uniform great-coat, stood with legs astraddle and his whip held
-behind his back, a model of correct military demeanor in the small
-hours. Paul noted the aggressive beauty of his attitude and his fine
-young virility, and stared somewhat till the armed man noticed it.
-
-"Well, young feller," he drawled. "You haven't fallen in love with me,
-have you?"
-
-"No," answered Paul, astonished.
-
-Two or three of the bystanders laughed, and made him uncomfortable. He
-did not fully understand why he had been spoken to, and stared at his
-questioner a little helplessly. The policeman smacked his boot with his
-whip.
-
-"Nor yet me with you," he said. "So if you want to stare, go and stare
-at something else. See?"
-
-Paul backed away, angry and shy, and moved down the platform to be out
-of the sound of their voices. The things that people laughed at were
-seldom clear to him; it seemed that he had been left out of some
-understanding to take certain things as funny and laugh at them. His
-mother's mirth, breaking startlingly out of unexpected incidents, out of
-words spoken without afterthought, out of little accidents and
-breakages, always puzzled him. It was as little to be understood as her
-tears, when she would sit silent through a long afternoon of stagnant
-heat, and burst suddenly into weeping when some one spoke to her.
-
-He came to a standstill at the point where the station roof ended and
-left the platform bare to the calm skies. The metals gleamed before his
-feet, ranging out to the veld whence the train would come. He listened
-for the sound of it, the low drum-note so like the call of the
-gourd-drum at the farmhouse door, which would herald it even before its
-funnel dragged its glare into view. There was nothing to be heard, and
-he turned to the Kafirs behind him, and spoke to one who squatted
-against the wall apart from the rest.
-
-"Is the train late?" he asked, in the "Kitchen Kafir" of his everyday
-commerce with natives.
-
-The black man raised his head at the question, but did not answer. Paul
-repeated it a little louder.
-
-The native held his head as if he listened closely or were deaf. Then
-he smiled, his white teeth gleaming in the black circle of his shadowed
-face.
-
-"I 'm sorry," he answered, distinctly; "I can't understand what you say.
-You 'll have to speak English."
-
-It was the voice of a negro, always vaguely musical, and running to soft
-full tones, but there was a note in it which made it remarkable and
-unfamiliar, some turn which suggested (to Paul, at any rate) that this
-was a man with properties even stranger than his speaking English. He
-thrilled with a sense of adventure, for this, of course, was the mad
-creature of the shepherd's tale, who sang to himself of nights when the
-moon rose on the veld. If a dog had answered him in set phrases, it
-would not have been more amazing than to hear that precise, aptly
-modulated voice reply in easy English from the mouth of a Kafir.
-
-"I--I 've heard of you," he said, stammering.
-
-"Have you?" He remembered how the old shepherd had spoken of the man's
-smile. He was smiling now, looking up at Paul.
-
-"You 've heard of me--I wonder what you 've heard. And I 've seen you,
-too."
-
-"Where did you see me? Who are you?" asked Paul quickly. The man was
-mad, according to the shepherd, but Paul was not very clear as to what
-it meant to be mad, beyond that it enabled one to see things unseen by
-the sane.
-
-The Kafir turned over, and rose stiffly to his feet, like a man spent
-with fatigue.
-
-"They 'll wonder if they see me sitting down while I talk to you," he
-said, with a motion to the group about the Cape Mounted Policeman. His
-gesture made a confidant of Paul and enlisted him, as it were, in a
-conspiracy to keep up appearances. It was possible to see him when he
-stood on his feet, a young man, as tall as the boy, with a skin of warm
-Kafir black. But the face, the foolish, tragic mask of the negro, shaped
-for gross, easy emotions, blunted on the grindstone of the races of
-mankind, was almost unexpected. Paul stared dumbly, trying to link it on
-some plane of reason with the quiet, schooled voice.
-
-"What was it you were asking me?" the Kafir inquired.
-
-But Paul had forgotten. "Don't you speak anything but English?" he
-demanded now.
-
-The Kafir smiled again. "A little French," he replied. "Nothing to
-speak of." He saw that the lad was bewildered, and turned grave at
-once. "Don't be frightened," he said quickly. "There 's nothing to be
-frightened of."
-
-Paul shook his head. "I 'm not frightened," he answered slowly. "It 's
-not that. But--you said you had seen me before?"
-
-"Yes," the Kafir nodded. "One evening about a fortnight ago; you didn't
-notice me. I was walking on the veld, and I came by a dam, with
-somebody sitting under the wall and trying to model in clay."
-
-"Oh!" Paul was suddenly illuminated.
-
-"Yes. I 'd have spoken to you then, only you seemed so busy," said the
-Kafir. "Besides, I didn't know how you 'd take it. But I went there
-later on and had a look at the things you 'd made. That 's how I saw
-you."
-
-"Then," said Paul, "it was _you_--"
-
-"Hush!" The Kafir touched him warningly on the arm, for the Cape
-Policeman had turned at his raised voice to look towards them. "Not so
-loud. You mean the head? Yes, I went on with it a bit. I hope you
-didn't mind."
-
-"No," replied Paul. "I did n't mind. No!"
-
-His mind beat helplessly among these incongruities; only one thing was
-clear; here was a man who could shape things in clay. Upon the brink of
-that world of which the station was a door, he had encountered a kindred
-spirit. The thought made him tremble; it was so vital a matter that he
-could not stay to consider that the spirit was caged in a black skin.
-The single fact engrossed him to the exclusion of all the other factors
-in the situation, just as some sight about the farm would strike him
-while at work, and hold him, absorbed and forgetful of all else, till
-either its interest was exhausted or he was recalled to his task by a
-shout across the kraals.
-
-"I did n't mind at all," he replied. "How did you do it? I tried, but
-it wouldn't come."
-
-"You were n't quite sure what you were trying for," said the Kafir.
-"Was n't that it?"
-
-"Was it?" wondered Paul.
-
-"I think so." The Kafir's smile shone out again. "Once you 're sure
-what you mean to do, it 's easy. If I had a piece of clay, I 'd show
-you. There 's a way of thumbing it up, just a trick, you know--"
-
-"I 'm there every evening," said Paul eagerly. "But tell me: _do_ other
-people make things out of clay, too--over there?"
-
-His arm pointed along the railway; the gesture comprehended sweepingly
-the cities and habitations of men. The idea that there was a science of
-fingering clay, that it was practised and studied, excited him wildly.
-
-"Gently!" warned the Kafir. He looked at the boy curiously. "Yes," he
-said. "Lots of people do it, and lots more go to look at the things
-they make and talk about them. People pay money to learn to do it, and
-there are great schools where they are taught to model--to make things,
-you know, in clay, and stone, and bronze. Did you think it was all done
-behind dam walls?"
-
-Paul breathed deep. "I did n't know," he murmured.
-
-"Do you know Capetown?" asked the other. "No? It doesn't matter. You
-'ve heard of Jan van Riebeck, though?"
-
-As it happened, Paul had heard of the Surgeon of the Fleet who first
-carried dominion to the shadow of Table Mountain.
-
-"Well," said the Kafir, "you can imagine Jan van Riebeek, shaped in
-bronze, standing on a high pedestal at the foot of a great street, with
-the water of the bay behind him, where his ships used to float, and his
-strong Dutch face lifted to look up to Table Mountain, as it was when he
-landed? Don't think of the bronze shape; think of the man. That's what
-clay is for--to make things like that!"
-
-"Yes, yes. That's what it's for," cried Paul. "But--I never saw
-anything like that."
-
-"Plenty of time," said the other. "And that's only one of the things to
-see. In London--"
-
-"You 've been in London?" asked Paul quickly.
-
-"Yes," said the Kafir, nodding. "Why?"
-
-Paul was silent for a space of seconds. When he answered it was in a
-low voice.
-
-"I 've seen nothing," he said. "I can't find out those ways to work the
-clay. But--but if somebody would just show me, just teach me
-those--those tricks you spoke about--"
-
-"All right." The Kafir patted his arm. "Under the dam wall, eh? In
-the evenings? I 'll come, and then--"
-
-"What?" said Paul eagerly, for he had broken off abruptly.
-
-"The train," said the Kafir, pointing, and sighed.
-
-Paul had been too intent in talk to hear it, but he could see now,
-floating against the distance, the bead of light which grew while he
-watched. The group further down the platform dissolved, and the
-tank-men went past at a run to their work. A voice at his elbow made
-Paul turn quickly. It was the Cape Mounted Policeman.
-
-"You 're not having any trouble with this nigger, hey?" he demanded.
-
-"No," said Paul, flushing. The Kafir bit off a smile and stood
-submissive, with an eye on the boy's troubled face.
-
-"You don't want to let them get fresh with you," said the policeman. "I
-'ve been keepin' my eye on him and he talks too much. Have you finished
-with him now?"
-
-His silver-headed whip came out from behind his back ready to dismiss
-the negro in the accepted manner. Paul trembled and took a step which
-brought him near enough to seize the whip if it should flick back for
-the cut.
-
-"Let him alone," he said wrathfully. "Mind your own business."
-
-"Eh?" the policeman was astonished.
-
-"You let him alone," repeated Paul, bracing himself nervously for
-combat, and ready to cry because he could not keep from trembling. He
-had never come to blows in his life, but he meant to now. The policeman
-stared at him, and laughed harshly.
-
-"He 's a friend of yours, I suppose," he suggested, striving for a
-monstrous affront.
-
-"Yes," retorted Paul hotly, "he is."
-
-For a moment it looked as though the policeman, outraged in the deepest
-recesses of his nature, would burst a blood vessel or cry for help. A
-man whose prayer that he may be damned is granted on the nail could
-scarcely have looked less shocked. He recovered himself with a gulp.
-
-"Oh, he is, is he? A friend of yours? A nigger!" Then, with a
-swelling of rage he dodged Paul's grasping hand and swung the whip. "I
-'ll teach him to--"
-
-He came to a stop, open-mouthed. The Kafir was gone. He had slipped
-away unheard while they quarreled, and the effect of it was like a
-conjuring trick. Even Paul gaped at the place where he had been and now
-was not.
-
-"Blimy!" said the policeman, reduced to an expression of his civilian
-days, and vented a short bark of laughter. "And _so_, young feller, he
-'s a friend o' yours, is he? Now, lemme give you just a word of
-advice."
-
-His young, sun-roughened face was almost paternal for a moment, and Paul
-shook with a yearning to murder him, to do anything that would wipe the
-self-satisfaction from it. He sought furiously for a form of anathema
-that would shatter the man.
-
-"Go to hell," he cried.
-
-"Oh, well," said the policeman, tolerantly, and then the train's
-magnificent uproar of arrival gave Paul an opportunity to be rid of him.
-
-In the complication of events Paul had all but forgotten his duty of
-discovering the young lady with "chest trouble," and now he wondered
-rather dolefully how to set about it. He stood back to watch the
-carriage windows flow past. Would it be at all possible just to stand
-where he was and shout "Miss Harding" till she answered? To do that
-needed some one more like the policeman and less like Paul; the mere
-thought of it was embarrassing. The alternative was, to wait until such
-passengers as alighted--they would not be many--had taken themselves
-away, and then to go up to the one that remained and say, "Is your name
-Miss Harding, if you please?" But supposing she answered, "Mind your
-own business!"
-
-The train settled and stood, and Paul became aware that from the
-carriage nearest him a woman was looking forth, with her face in the
-full light of a lamp. The inveterate picture-seeker in him suddenly
-found her engrossing, as she leaned a little forward, lifting her face
-to the soft meager light, and framed in the varnished wood of the
-window. It was a pale face, with that delicacy and luster of pallor
-which make rose tints seem over-robust. It was grave and composed;
-there was something there which the boy, in his innocence, found at once
-inscrutable and pitiful, like the bravery of a little child.
-Distinctly, this was a day of surprises; it came to him that he had not
-known that the world had women like this. His eyes, always the
-stronghold of dreams, devoured her, unconscious that she was returning
-his gaze. Perhaps to her, he also was a source of surprise, with his
-face rapt and vague, his slender boyishness, his general quality of
-standing always a little aloof from his surroundings. On the Karoo,
-people said of him that he was "old-fashioned"; one word is as good as
-another when folk understand each other. The point was that it was
-necessary to find some term to set Paul apart from themselves.
-
-He saw the girl was making preparations to leave the carriage, and was
-suddenly inspired. He found the handle of the door and jerked it open,
-and there she was above him, and looking down. She wore some kind of
-scent, very faint and elusive; he was conscious of her as a near and
-gentle and fragrant personality.
-
-"I hope," he said, letting the words come, "I hope you are Miss
-Harding?"
-
-The girl smiled. It had been prettily spoken, with the accent of
-sincerity.
-
-"Yes," she answered. "You have come to meet me?"
-
-The thing about her to which Paul could put no name was that she was
-finished, a complete and perfect product of a special life, which,
-whatever its defects and shortcomings, is yet able to put a polish of
-considerable wearing qualities on its practitioners. She knew her
-effect; her education had revealed it to her early; she was aware of the
-pale, intent figure she cut, and her appearance of enlightened
-virginity. The reverence in the boy's eyes touched her and warmed her
-at once; it was a charming welcome at the end of that night's journey.
-Paul's guilelessness had served the specious ends of tact, for to
-corroborate a woman's opinion of herself is the sublime compliment.
-
-He received the lesser luggage which she handed down to him and then she
-came down herself, and one train, at least, had shed its marvel upon the
-Karoo. She was not less wonderful and foreign on the platform than she
-had been at the window; the Cape Policeman, coming past again, lost his
-military-man air of a connoisseur in women and stiffened to a strutting
-perfection of demeanor at sight of her. South Africa is still so short
-of women that it makes the most of those it can get, both as goddesses
-and as beasts of burden. Paul was free of the evil civilized habit of
-thinking while he could feel, and the girl had to despatch the single
-lanky porter for her baggage herself and attend to having it stacked at
-the back of the cart. Then she was beside him, with the poignant air
-from the open south fresh on their faces, and the empty veld before
-them. The slow dawn was suddenly magical and the stillness was the hush
-that attends miracles.
-
-He had to give his mind to steering the big cart through the gateway to
-the road, and it was here that he saw, against the white fence, a
-waiting figure that looked up and was silent. He bent forward and waved
-his hand, but the Kafir did not respond. The girl at his side broke
-silence in her low rich voice.
-
-"That was a native, was n't it?" she asked.
-
-Paul looked at her. "It was a--a friend of mine," he answered
-seriously. "A Kafir, you know."
-
-The light in the eastern sky had grown and its lower edge, against the
-rim of the earth, was tinged with a rose-and-bronze presentiment of the
-sunrise. The Karoo lay under a twilight, with the night stripping from
-its face like a veil drawn westwards and away. In that half-light, its
-spacious level, its stillness, its quality of a desert, were enhanced;
-its few and little inequalities were smoothed out and merged in one
-empty flatness, and the sky stood over in a single arch, sprinkled with
-stars that were already burning pale. In all the vast expanse before
-them, there rose no roof, no tree, no token of human habitation; the eye
-that wandered forward, returned, like the dove to the Ark, for lack of a
-resting-place. It was a world at gaze, brooding grimly. The little
-morning wind, which would die when the sun rose clear of the horizon and
-leave the veld to its day-long torpor of heat, leaned upon their faces;
-the girl raised her brows against it and breathed deeply of its
-buoyancy.
-
-"Oh," she said; "this is what I came for."
-
-"The air?" Paul glanced sideways at her clear profile set against the
-shadowy morning. "They say it is good for--for--"
-
-He hesitated; Mrs. Jakes had managed to make the word difficult. But
-Miss Harding took it in her stride.
-
-"For the lungs?" she suggested without compunction. "Yes, I 'm sure it
-is. And you live here all the time, do you?"
-
-"I was born here," Paul answered.
-
-"How you must love it," she said, and met his eyes with a look in which
-there was a certain curiosity. "All this, I mean," she explained.
-Then: "But do you?"
-
-"Yes," he answered. "It 's--it's fine to look at--if you like looking
-at things."
-
-It was not all that he desired to say, for he was newly eager to make
-himself clear to this wonderful person at his side, and he felt that he
-was not doing himself justice. But Miss Harding had seen inarticulate
-souls before, aching to be confidential and to make revelations and
-unable to run their trouble into a mould of speech. They were not
-uncommon in the neighborhood of her address in Kensington. She smiled
-her recognition of the phenomenon. "There are not many kinds of men,
-and only two kinds of boy," she said to herself. She was twenty-six,
-and she knew.
-
-"Oh, I," she answered. "Yes, I like looking at things."
-
-Paul nodded, watching his horses. "I was sure you did when I saw you at
-the window," he said. He turned to her, and she smiled at him,
-interested in the strong simplicity with which he spoke.
-
-"I was sure," he repeated, "and yet nobody like you ever came here
-before, ever. They always went on in the train. I used to wonder if
-one of them would never get out, but they never did. They just sat
-still by the window, with their faces tired and sleepy, and went on
-again."
-
-He loosed the lash of his whip, and it made lightning circles over the
-off horse, and the tail of the lash slapped that animal reproachfully on
-the neck. Miss Harding contented herself with a little incoherent noise
-of general sympathy. "If I say anything," she thought, "I 'll be
-knocked off my seat with a compliment."
-
-But Paul had only wanted to tell her; it seemed necessary that she
-should know something of her value. That done, he was content to drive
-on in dreaming silence, while the pair of them watched the veld grow
-momentarily lighter, its bare earth, the very hue and texture of
-barrenness, spreading and widening before them like water spilt on a
-floor. The stronger light that showed it to them revealed only a larger
-vacancy, a void extending where the darkness had stood like a presence.
-Beside the cart, and no more than a dozen yards away, a heavy bird
-suddenly uttered a cry and spouted up into the air, with laborious
-wings, flapping noisily. It rose perhaps thirty feet, with an
-appearance of great effort, whistled and sank again forthwith, girl
-laughed; it was such a futile performance.
-
-"What was that?" she asked.
-
-"A lark," was the answer, and Paul turned his eyes to the east. "Look!"
-he bade her, pointing.
-
-Over the horizon which was like a black bar, set rigid against the
-heavens, stood the upper edge of the sun, naked and red,--a fiery eye,
-cocked arrogantly over the sky-line. About it, the very air seemed
-flooded with color, and the veld reflected it in dull gleams of red.
-
-"And there!" said Paul again, pointing ahead.
-
-They were at the top of a gentle slope, so gradual that it had made no
-break in the flat prospect of ten minutes ago, and before them, and
-still so far off that it had the appearance of a delicate and elaborate
-toy, stood the Sanatorium. In that diamond clearness of air, every
-detail of it was apparent. Its beautiful serene front, crowned by old
-Dutch gables mounting in steps to the height of the rooftree, faced
-them, frank and fair, over the shadowy reticence of the stone-pillared
-stoep. Beyond and behind it, the roof of the farm, Paul's home, stood
-in a dim perspective.
-
-"Is that it?" asked Miss Harding. "Where I am going, I mean."
-
-"Yes," said Paul.
-
-"It's very beautiful," she said.
-
-He smiled contentedly. "I was sure you would say that," he replied. "I
-am so glad you have come here."
-
-Miss Harding regarded him doubtfully, but decided that no rebuke was
-necessary.
-
-"Yes," she said, soberly. "It ought to give my lungs a chance."
-
-Paul flicked the long lash towards the off horse again, and spoke no
-more till he brought the cart to a stand-still at the foot of the
-fan-shaped flight of steps that led up to the door on the stoep. The
-big house was voiceless and its windows blank; he was preparing to call
-out when the front door opened, uncovering a vista of a stone corridor
-within, simple and splendid, and there emerged Mrs. Jakes to the glory
-of the new day. She crossed the stoep, challenging the dignity of smooth
-cold stone with her little black figure of ceremony and her amiable,
-empty face of formal welcome.
-
-"Miss Harding?" she enquired. "I scarcely expected you so early. Isn't
-it charming weather?"
-
-Paul helped the girl to alight, and watched the two women as they stood,
-before entering the house, and exchanged perfunctory civilities.
-
-"And now, to see your room," said Mrs. Jakes at last, and let her pass.
-"Isn't it fortunate that the rain has held off so nicely?"
-
-Her small voice tinkled indefatigably, and she worked through all the
-motions of hospitable politeness. But behind her smile her eyes were
-haggard and stale, and Paul thought that she looked at the girl, as they
-went in, with the very hate of envy.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER III*
-
-
-In the years of his innocence, when the art and practice of medicine
-were rich with enticements like a bride, Dr. Jakes had taken his dreams
-in hand to mold them to the shape of his desire. A vision had beckoned
-to him across the roofs and telegraph wires of South London, where he
-scuffled for a livelihood as the assistant of a general practitioner;
-and when he fixed his eyes upon it, it spread and took shape as a great
-quiet house, noble and gray, harboring within its sober walls the
-atmosphere of distinguished repose which goes with a practice of the
-very highest class. Nothing of all its sumptuous appointment was quite
-so clear to him as that flavor of footfalls muffled and voices subdued;
-to summon it was to establish a refuge in which he might have brief ease
-between a tooth-drawing and a confinement. Kindly people who excused a
-certain want of alacrity in the little doctor by the reflection that he
-was called out every night might have saved their charity; his droop,
-his vacancy were only a screen for the splendid hush and shadow of that
-great visionary mansion. It was peopled, too, with many dim folk,
-resident patients in attitudes of relaxation; and among them, delicate
-and urbane, went Dr. Jakes, the sweet and polished vehicle of healing
-for the pulmonary complaints of the well-bred. Nor was there lacking a
-lady, rather ghostlike and faint in conformity with the dreamer's ideal
-of the highest expression of a lady-like quality, but touched, none the
-less, with warm femininity, an angel and a houri in one, and answering,
-in the voice of refinement, to the title of Mrs. Jakes.
-
-She had no Christian name then; she was a haunting mellowness, a
-presence delicate and uplifting. In the murk of the early morning,
-after a night spent behind drawn blinds in a narrow, tragic room, where
-another human being entered the world between his hands, he would go
-home along empty furtive streets, conscious of the comfort of her and
-glad as with wine, and in such hours he would make it clear to himself
-that she, at any rate, should never bear a child.
-
-"No," he would say, half aloud and very seriously. "No; it's not in the
-part. No!"
-
-That gracious and mild presence--he did not entirely lose it even when
-its place was assailed by the advent of the timid and amiable lady whom
-he married. She was a daughter of the landed interest; her father owned
-"weekly property" about Clapham Junction, two streets of forlorn little
-houses, which rang day and night with the passing of trains, and
-furnished to the population a constant supply of unwelcome babies. Dr.
-Jakes knew the value of property of that kind, and perhaps his knowledge
-did something to quicken his interest in a sallow, meager girl whom he
-encountered in the house of his employer. She brought him a thousand
-pounds in money, means ready to his hand to anchor the old vision to
-earth and run it on commercial lines; it puzzled him a little that the
-vision no longer responded to his summons so readily as of old. It had
-degenerated from an inspiration to a mere scheme, best expressed in the
-language of the prospectus; the fine zest of it was gone beyond
-recovery. There was no recapturing its gentle languors, the brooding
-silence of it; still less was it possible when, by the mere momentum of
-his plans, he had moved to South Africa and found him a house, to
-reproduce that reposefulness as the main character of the establishment.
-Such effects as he gained, during the brief strenuousness that he
-manifested on taking possession, were the merest caricatures of the
-splendid original, mocking his impotence. The thousand pounds, too,
-which at first had some of the fine, vague, inexhaustible quality of a
-dream, proved inelastic, and by the time the baby came, Dr. Jakes was
-already buying whisky by the case. The baby was a brief incident, a
-caller rather than a visitor, so ephemeral that it was scarcely a
-nuisance before it departed again in search of a peace less dependent on
-the arrangement of furniture than that which Dr. Jakes had sought to
-bring into being.
-
-All life is a compromise; between the dream and the exigencies of Dr.
-Jakes' position the Sanatorium had emerged. The fine, simple, old house
-had an air of its own, which no base use could entirely destroy. Its
-flat front, pedestaled upon a wide, flagged stoep, faced to the
-southeast and made a stronghold of shade in the noonday vehemence of the
-sun. Its rooms were great and low, with wide solemn windows regarding
-the monotony of the level veld; they stood between straight corridors
-where one's footsteps rang as one walked. The art of its builders had so
-fashioned it that it stood on the naked ground like a thing native to
-it, not interrupting nor affronting that sweep of vacant miles, but
-enhancing it. The stolid Dutch builders knew how to make their profit
-out of wide horizons. They had conceived a frame for lives which should
-ripen in face of the Karoo, gleaming on its barrenness a measure of its
-tranquillity. They built a home; and of it Dr. Jakes had made a Home.
-
-There remained yet, of all the decorous and ceremonial processes which
-were to maintain and give color to the life of the Sanatorium as he had
-conceived it of old, only one function. The two men patients who were
-left to him did as they pleased in most respects, but if they took tea
-in the afternoon they took it from Mrs. Jakes in the drawing-room after
-an established usage, with formal handing to and fro of plates and cups
-in the manner of civilized society. Jakes was seldom too unwell to be
-present at this function, and it was here, with his household at his
-back, that Margaret saw him first.
-
-Weariness had come upon her with the rush of an overtaking pursuer as
-Mrs. Jakes brought her into the house and away from the spreading dawn,
-and that lady had cut short the forms of politeness to bid her go to
-bed. She woke to the warmth of afternoon and the glow of its sun
-slanting upon the floor of her room and was aware at once of a genial
-presence. At the window a tall, stout Kafir woman, her head bound in a
-red and yellow handkerchief in a fashion which reminded Margaret of
-pictures of pirates, was tweaking the tails of the spring-blinds and
-taking delight in watching them run up with a whir and click. She
-turned at the sound of Margaret's movement, and flashed a brilliant
-smile upon her.
-
-"Missis sleeping too long," she observed. "Tea now."
-
-The mere good humor of her was infectious and Margaret smiled in return.
-
-"Who are you?" she asked.
-
-"Me? Fat Mary," was the answer. She laughed easily, willing to make or
-be a joke according to Margaret's humor. "Fat Mary, because--" she
-sought for a word in the unfamiliar English and then gave it up.
-"Because," she repeated, and traced her ample circumference with a black
-finger. "You see?"
-
-"I see," said Margaret, and prepared to get up.
-
-Her long sleep had restored her and there was comfort, too, in waking to
-the willing humanity of Fat Mary's smiles, instead of to the starched
-cuffs and starched countenance of some formal trained and mechanical
-nurse. Fat Mary was not a deft maid; she was too easily amused at
-niceties of the toilet, and Margaret could not help feeling that she
-regarded the process of dressing as a performance which she could
-discuss later with her friends; but at least she was interested. She
-revolved helpfully about the girl, to the noise of bumped furniture and
-of large bare feet scraping on the mats, like a bulky planet about a wan
-and diminutive sun, and made mistakes and laughed and was buoyant and
-alight with smiles--all with a suggestion of gentle and reverent
-playfulness such as a more than usually grown person might use with a
-child.
-
-"Too much clothes," was her final comment, when Margaret at last was
-ready and stood, slim and sober, under her inspection. "Like bundles,"
-she added, thoughtfully. "But Missis is skinny."
-
-"Where do we go now?" asked Margaret.
-
-"Tea," replied Fat Mary, and led the way downstairs by a wide and noble
-staircase to the gray shadows of the stone hall. There was a simple
-splendor about the house which roused the connoisseur in Margaret, a
-grandeur which was all of proportion and mass, and the few articles of
-furniture which stood about were dim and shabby in contrast to it. She
-had only time to note so much when Fat Mary opened a door for her, and
-she was facing across a wide room to broad windows flooded with sunlight
-and aware of Mrs. Jakes rising from behind a little tea-table and coming
-forward to meet her. Two men, a young one and an old one, rose from
-their chairs near the window as she entered, and a third was standing on
-the hearth-rug, with his back to the empty hearth.
-
-"Quite rested now?" Mrs. Jakes was asking. "You 've had a nice long
-sleep. Let me introduce the doctor. Eustace--this is Miss Harding."
-
-Dr. Jakes advanced from the hearth-rug; Margaret thought he started
-forward rather abruptly as his name was spoken. He gave her a loose,
-hot hand.
-
-"Charmed," he said in a voice that was not quite free from hoarseness.
-"We were just out of ladies, Miss Harding. This is a great pleasure; a
-great pleasure."
-
-"Thank you," murmured Margaret vaguely.
-
-He was a short plump man, with a big head and round spectacles that gave
-him the aspect of a large, deliberate bird. He was dressed for the
-afternoon in formal black, the uniform of his calling, though the window
-framed shimmering vistas of heat. He peered up at her with a sort of
-appeal on his plump, amiable face, as though he were conscious of that
-quality in him which made the girl shrink involuntarily while he held
-her hand, which no decent austerity of broadcloth could veil from her
-scrutiny. There was something about him at once sleepy and tormented,
-the state in which a man lies all day full-dressed upon a bed and goes
-habitually unbuttoned. It was the salient character in him, and he
-seemed to search her face in a faint hope that she would not recognize
-it. He dropped her hand with a momentary knitting of his brows like the
-ghost of despair, and talked on.
-
-"It 's the air we depend on," he told her. "Wonderful air here, Miss
-Harding--the breath of healing, you know. It doesn't suit me, but then
-I 'm not here for my health."
-
-He laughed uncertainly, and ceased abruptly when he saw that no one
-laughed with him. He was like a child in disgrace trying to win and
-conciliate a circle of remorseless elders.
-
-Mrs. Jakes interrupted with a further introduction. While the doctor
-spoke, she had been standing by like an umpire. "Mr. Ford," she said
-now, and the younger of the two men by the window bowed to her without
-speaking across the tea-table. His back was to the window and he stood
-silhouetted against the golden haze which filled it, and Margaret saw
-only that he was tall and slender and moved with easy deliberation.
-
-"Mr. Samson," said Mrs. Jakes next.
-
-This was the elder man. He came forward to her, showing a thin,
-sophisticated old face with cloudy white eyebrows, and shook hands in a
-pronounced manner.
-
-"Ah, you come like a gleam of sunshine," he announced, in a thin voice
-that was like a piece of bravado. "A gleam of sunshine, by gad! We 're
-not much to look at, Miss Harding; a set of crocks, you know--bellows to
-mend, and all that sort of thing, but, by gad, we 're English, and we
-'re glad to see a countrywoman."
-
-He cocked his white head at her gallantly and straddled his legs in
-their neat gray trousers with a stiff swagger.
-
-"My mother was Irish," observed Mrs. Jakes brightly. "But Miss Harding
-must have some tea."
-
-Mr. Samson skipped before to draw out a chair for her, and Margaret was
-established at Mrs. Jakes' elbow. The doctor came across the room to
-hand her bread and butter; that done, he retired again to his place on
-the hearth-rug and to his cup, lodged upon the mantel-shelf. It seemed
-that this was his place, outside the circle by the window.
-
-"Charming weather we 're having," announced Mrs. Jakes, conscientiously
-assailing an interval of silence. "If it only lasts!"
-
-Mr. Samson, with his back to the wall and his teacup wavering in his
-thin hand, snorted.
-
-"Weather!" he said. "Ya-as, we do get weather. 'Bout all we do get
-here,--eh, Jakes?"
-
-Behind Margaret's back the doctor's teaspoon clinked in his saucer, and
-he said something indistinct, in which the words "wonderful air" alone
-reached her. She hitched her chair a pace sideways, so as to see him.
-
-Mrs. Jakes was looking over her with the acute eyes of a shopper which
-took in and estimated each detail of her raiment.
-
-"I suppose, now," she remarked thoughtfully, "in England, the spring
-fashions were just coming out."
-
-"I don't know, really," Margaret answered. "When I left, the principal
-wear seemed to be umbrellas. It 's been an awful winter--rain every
-day."
-
-"Aha!" Mr. Samson returned to the charge. "Rain, eh? Cab-wheels
-squirting mud at you all along the street, eh? Trees blubbering over
-the railings like bally babies, eh? Women bunchin' up their skirts and
-hoppin' over the puddles like dicky-birds, eh? I know, I know; don't I
-just know! How 'd you like a mouthful of that air, eh, Ford? Bad for
-the lungs--yes! But good, deuced good for the heart."
-
-The young man in the window raised his head when he was addressed and
-nodded. From the hearth-rug Dr. Jakes murmured audibly: "Influenza."
-
-"That of course," said Mrs. Jakes indulgently. "Were there many people
-in town, Miss Harding?"
-
-"People!" Margaret was mystified for the moment. "Oh, yes, I think so."
-
-She was puzzled by the general attitude of the others towards the little
-doctor; it was a matter into which she had yet to be initiated. It was
-as though there existed a tacit understanding to suffer his presence and
-keep an eye upon him. It conveyed to her a sense that these people knew
-things about him which would not bear telling, and held the key to his
-manner of one dully afflicted. When he moved or managed to make some
-small clatter in setting his cup on the mantel-shelf, Mrs. Jakes turned
-a swift eye upon him, inspected him suspiciously and turned away again.
-If he spoke, the person addressed seemed to turn his remark over and
-examine it for contraband meanings before making a perfunctory answer.
-He was like a prisoner handicapped by previous convictions or a dog
-conscious of a bad name. When he managed to catch the girl's eye, he
-gave her weak, hopeful, little smiles, and subsided quickly if any one
-else saw him, as though he had been caught doing some forbidden thing.
-The thing troubled her a little. Her malady had made a sharp
-interruption in her life and she had come to the Karoo in the sure hope
-that there she would be restored and given a warrant to return finally
-to her own world and deal with it unhampered. The doctors who had
-bidden her go had spoken confidently of an early cure; they were smooth
-men who made a good show of their expert knowledge. She had looked to
-find such a man at her journey's end, a doctor with the marks of a
-doctor, his social adroitness, his personal strength and style, his
-confidence and superiority to the weaknesses of diseased flesh. This
-little man, dazed and dumb, standing apart like a child who has been put
-in the corner, did not realize her expectations. If medical skill, the
-art and dexterity of a physician, dwelt in him, they had, she reflected,
-fallen among thieves.
-
-"You have only three patients here now?" she asked Mrs. Jakes.
-
-"At present," answered Mrs. Jakes. "It's a convenient number. The
-doctor, you see, can give them so much more attention than if there were
-a houseful. Yes, it's really better for everybody."
-
-As she finished, Margaret looked up and caught the eye of the young man,
-Ford, fixed upon her, as though he watched to see how she would take it.
-He was a tall youth with a dark impassive face and level brows, and his
-malady announced itself in a certain delicacy of coloring and general
-texture and in attitudes which slacked naturally to invalid languors.
-While the others talked, he sat on the ledge of the window, looking out
-to the veld prostrate under the thresh of the sun. In any talkative
-assembly, the silent man is at an advantage, and this tall youth seemed
-to sit without the little circle of desultory tongues and dwarf it by
-his mere aloofness. His glance now seemed to convey a hint to her to
-accept, to pass over, things that needed explanation and to promise
-revelations at a more fitting time.
-
-"You see," Mrs. Jakes continued, when Margaret had murmured noises of
-acquiescence; "you see, each patient requires his individual attention.
-And--" she sank her voice to a confidential undertone--"he 's not
-_strong_."
-
-She nodded past Margaret's shoulder at Jakes, who was drinking from his
-cup with precautions against noise. He caught her look over the rim of
-it and choked. Ford smiled faintly and turned to the window again.
-
-"The Karoo does n't suit him a bit," Mrs. Jakes went on. "Too bracing,
-you know. He 's often quite ill. But he won't leave."
-
-"Why?" asked Margaret. The doctor was busy with his handkerchief,
-removing the traces of the accident from his waistcoat.
-
-Mrs. Jakes looked serious. "Duty," she replied, and pursed her pale
-lips. "He considers it his duty to remain here. It 's his life-work,
-you know."
-
-Ford's eye caught Margaret's again, warning and inviting. "It 's--it's
-very unselfish of him," she said.
-
-"Yes!" said Mrs. Jakes. "It is." And she nodded at Margaret as much as
-to ask, "And now, what have you got to say?"
-
-The doctor managed the tea stains to his satisfaction and came across
-the room, replacing the cup and saucer on the table with a hand that was
-not quite steady. In the broad light of the window, he had a strained
-look; one familiar with such matters would have known that the man was
-raw and tense with the after effects of heavy drinking. He looked down
-at Margaret with an uncertain smile.
-
-"I must have a little talk with Miss Harding," he said. "We must find
-out how matters stand. Will you bring her to my study presently, my
-dear?"
-
-"In a quarter of an hour?" suggested Mrs. Jakes. He nodded. Ford did
-not turn from his idle gazing through the window and old Samson did not
-cease from looking at him with an arrogant fixity that seemed on the
-point of breaking into spoken denunciations. He looked from one to the
-other with a hardy little smile, then sighed and went out.
-
-His going was the signal for the breaking up of the gathering. Old
-Samson coughed and walked off and Ford disappeared with him.
-
-"And what would you care to do now?" asked Mrs. Jakes of Margaret. "I
-have some very good views of Windsor, if you like. You know Windsor?"
-
-Margaret shook her head. Windsor had no attractions for her. What
-interested her much more was the fact that this small, bleak woman was
-on the defensive, patently standing guard over privacies of her life,
-and acutely ready to repel boarders who might endeavor to force an
-intimacy upon her. It was plain in the rigor of her countenance, set
-into a mask, and in each tone of her voice. Margaret had yet to undergo
-her interview with Dr. Jakes in his study, and till that was over, and
-she definitely enlisted for or against him, Mrs. Jakes would preserve an
-armed neutrality.
-
-"I think," said Margaret, "I 'd like to go out to the veranda."
-
-"We call it the stoep," corrected Mrs. Jakes. "A Dutch word, I believe.
-By all means; you 'll probably find Mr. Ford there and I will call you
-when the doctor is ready."
-
-The stone hall held its cathedral shadows inviolate, and from it
-Margaret went forth to a westering sun that filled the earth with light,
-and painted the shadow of the house in startling black upon the ground.
-She stood between the square pillars with their dead and ruined vines
-and looked forth at a land upon which the light stood stagnant. It was
-as though the Karoo challenged her conception of it. She had seen it
-last vague with the illusions of the dawn, hemmed in by mists and
-shadows that seemed to veil the distances and what they held. Now these
-were stripped from it to reveal only a vast nakedness, of red and
-red-brown and gray, all ardent in the afternoon sun. The shadows had
-promised a mystery, the light discovered a void. It ran from before her
-yet in a single sweep to a horizon upon which the blue of remote hills
-was a faint blur, and in all the far prospect of it there was not one
-roof, no single interruption to its still level. Margaret, quickly
-sensitive to the quality of her environment, gazed at it almost with a
-sense of awe, baffled by the fact that no words at her command were
-pliant enough to fit it. It was not "wild" nor "desolate" nor even
-"beautiful"; none of the words allotted to landscapes, with which folk
-are used to label the land they live upon, could be stretched to the
-compass of this great staring vacancy. It was outside of language; it
-struck a note not included in the gamut of speech. "Inhuman" came
-nearest to it, for the salient quality of it was something that bore no
-relation to the lives--and deaths--of men.
-
-A sound of coughing recalled her from her contemplation of it, and she
-walked along the stoep towards it. Behind a pillar near the corner of
-the house, Ford sat on a camp-stool, with a little easel before him, and
-smudged with his thumb at the paint on a small canvas.
-
-He looked up at her with no token of welcome, but rather as though he
-withdrew himself unwillingly from his picture.
-
-"Well?" he said, motioning with his head at the wide prospect before
-them. "What d'you think of it?"
-
-"Oh, a lot," replied Margaret, refusing to commit herself with
-adjectives. "Can I see?"
-
-He sat back to give her room to look. She had in her time spent sincere
-days at one of the art schools which help Kensington to its character
-and was prepared to appreciate expertly. It was a sketch in oils, done
-mostly with the thumb and palette-knife, a _croûte_ of the most
-obvious--paint piled in ridges as though the artist would have built his
-subject in relief upon the canvas, perspective improvised by the light
-of nature, crudities, brutalities of color, obtruded in the effort for
-breadth. They were all there. She stared into this mist of blemishes
-in an effort to see what the painter saw and could not set down, and had
-to give it up.
-
-In the art school it had been the custom to tell one's fellows the curt,
-unwelcome truth.
-
-"You can't paint," said Margaret.
-
-"Oh, I know that," answered Ford. "You weren't looking for that, were
-you?"
-
-"For what, then?" asked Margaret.
-
-He hitched himself up to the canvas again, and began to smudge with his
-thumb at a mess of yellow ocre.
-
-"There 's something in it that I can see," he said. "I 've been watching
-this--this desert for more than a year, you know, and I try to get in
-what I see in it. You can't see anything?"
-
-"No," said Margaret. "But I did try." She watched his unskilful
-handling of the ocre. "I could show you a thing or two," she suggested.
-
-She had all a woman's love for technique, and might have been satisfied
-with more skill and less purpose. But Ford shook his head.
-
-"No, thank you," he said. "It's not worth while. I 'm only painting for
-myself. I know what I mean by these messes I make; if I could paint
-more, I mightn't be so pleased with it."
-
-"As you like, of course," said Margaret, a little disappointed.
-
-He worked in silence for about a minute.
-
-"You didn't like the looks of Dr. Jakes?" he suggested suddenly. "I saw
-you wondering at him in there."
-
-"Well," Margaret hesitated. "He seemed rather out of it," she answered.
-"Is there anything--wrong--with him?"
-
-Ford was making an irreparable mess of his picture and did not look up.
-
-"Wrong?" he repeated. "Well, depends what you call wrong. He drinks."
-
-"Drinks!" Margaret did not like the matter-of-fact way in which he said
-it. "Do you mean--"
-
-"He 's a drunkard--he goes to bed drunk. His nerves were like banjo
-strings this afternoon; he couldn't keep his hands still. You noticed
-it? That was last night's drinking; he didn't get to bed till daylight.
-I heard him struggling up the stairs, with Mrs. Jakes whispering to him
-not to make a noise and helping him. That was just before you came."
-
-"Poor thing!"
-
-"Yes--poor thing!" Ford looked up at the girl sharply. "You 've got
-it, Miss Harding. It 's Mrs. Jakes that suffers. Jakes has got his
-liquor, and that makes up to him for a lot. You and I, we 've
-got--whatever we have got, little or much. Old Samson 's got his
-memories and his pose; he gets along all right with them. But she 's
-got nothing at all--only the feeling that she 's managed to screen him
-and prop him and fooled people into thinking she 's the wife of a decent
-man. That 's all."
-
-"But," said Margaret, "is he safe?"
-
-"Safe? Oh, I forgot that he was to see you in his study. He won't reel
-about and fall down, if that 's what you mean. _That_ part of it is all
-done in private; Mrs. Jakes gets the benefit of _that_. And as to his
-patients, he really does know a little about lungs when he 's sober, and
-there 's always the air. Oh, he 's safe enough."
-
-"It's dreadful," said Margaret. She was at a loss; the men she knew did
-not get drunk. When they went to the bad, they chose different roads;
-this one seemed ankle-deep with defilement. She recalled Mrs. Jakes
-when she had come forth from the silent house to meet her in the chill
-dawn, and a vision flashed upon her of the vigil that must have been
-hers through the slow night, listening to the chink of bottle on glass
-and waiting, waiting in misery and fear to do that final office of
-helping the drunken man to his bed. Her primness, her wan gentility,
-her little affectations of fashion, seemed monstrously heroic in the
-light of that vision--she had carried them with her to the pit of her
-humiliation and brought them forth again unsullied, the spotless armor
-of a woman of no account.
-
-"You understand now?" asked Ford, watching her.
-
-"Yes," answered Margaret, slowly. "But it frightens me. I wish I
-hadn't got to see him in his study. What will he do?"
-
-"Hush!" said Ford. "Here comes Mrs. Jakes. Don't let her hear you. He
-won't do anything."
-
-He fell to his work again, and Margaret turned to receive the doctor's
-wife.
-
-"The doctor will see you now, Miss Harding," said Mrs. Jakes. "Will you
-come with me?"
-
-She eyed the pair of them with a suspicion she could not altogether
-hide, and Ford was careful to hold an impassive face.
-
-"I am quite ready," returned Margaret, nerving herself for what had
-assumed the proportions of an ordeal, and went with her obediently.
-
-Jakes' study was a small, rather dark room opening off the hall, in
-which the apparatus of his profession was set forth to make as much show
-as possible. His desk, his carpet, his leather chairs and bookcases did
-their best to counterfeit a due studiousness in his behalf, and a high
-shelf of blue and green bottles, with a microscope among them,
-counteracted their effect by suggesting to the irreverent that here
-science was "skied" while practice was hung on the line. This first
-interview was a convention in the case of every new patient. Dr. Jakes
-always saw them alone as a matter of professional honor. Mrs. Jakes
-would make a preliminary inspection of him to assure herself and him
-that he was fit for it; old Mr. Samson, passing by the half-open door
-once, had seen her bending over him, smelling his breath critically; and
-then she would trust him to his patient's good will and to the arbitrary
-Providence which ruled her world.
-
-"Miss Harding, Eustace," she announced at the door of the study and
-motioned the girl to enter.
-
-The little doctor rose with bustling haste, and looked at her with
-melancholy eyes. There was a smell of eau de Cologne in the room, which
-seemed natural at the time to its rather comfortable shabbiness.
-
-"Sit down, sit down, Miss Harding," he said, and made a business of
-thrusting forward one of the leather chairs to the side of his desk.
-Seated, she faced him across a corner of it. In the interval that had
-elapsed since she had seen him at tea, he seemed to have recovered
-himself somewhat. Some of the strain was gone from him, and he was
-grave with a less effect of effort and discomfort.
-
-He put his open hand upon a paper that lay before him.
-
-"It was Dr. Mackintosh who ordered you south?" he asked. "A clever man,
-Miss Harding. I have his letter here about your case. Now, I want you
-to answer a question or two before we listen to that lung of yours."
-
-"Certainly," said Margaret.
-
-She was conscious of some surprise that he should move so directly to
-the matter in hand. It relieved her of vague fears with which Ford's
-warning had filled her, and as he went on to question her searchingly,
-her nervousness departed. The little man who fell so far short of her
-ideal of a doctor knew his business; even a patient like herself, with
-all a patient's prejudice and ignorance, could tell by the line his
-questions took that he had her case by heart. He was clearly on
-familiar ground, a fact which had power to reassure her, and she told
-herself that, after all, his resigned, plump face was not entirely
-repulsive.
-
-"A queer little man," she said to herself. "Queer enough to be a
-genius, perhaps."
-
-"And, now, please, we 'll just hear how things really are. No, I don't
-think you need undo anything. Yes, like that."
-
-As he explored her chest and side with the stethoscope, his head was
-just under her face, the back of it rumpled like the head of some huge
-and clumsy baby. It was fluffy and innocent and comical, and Margaret
-smiled above him. Every one has his best aspect, or photographers would
-crowd the workhouses and the manufacturers of pink lampshades would
-starve. Dr. Jakes should have made more of the back of his head and
-less of his poor, uncertain face.
-
-But he was done with the stethoscope at last, and as he raised his head
-his face came close to hers and the taint of his breath reached her
-nostrils. Suddenly she understood the eau de Cologne.
-
-"Well," he said, sitting down again; "now we know where we are."
-
-He had seen her little start of disgust and annoyance at the smell of
-him, and kept his eyes on the paper before him, playing with a corner of
-it between his fingers as he spoke.
-
-"Will I get well?" asked Margaret, directly.
-
-"Yes," he answered, without hesitating.
-
-"I 'm glad," she said. "I 'm awfully glad. Thank you."
-
-"I 'll see about your treatment," he said, without raising his eyes.
-"But I needn't keep you now. Only--"
-
-"Yes?"
-
-"You mustn't be afraid," he continued. "Not of anything. Do you
-understand? You mustn't be afraid."
-
-Margaret wished he would look up. "I 'm not afraid," she answered.
-"Really I 'm not."
-
-Dr. Jakes sighed and rose slowly. The trouble had descended on him
-again, and he looked sorry and dull.
-
-"That 's right," he said without heartiness, and moved to open the door
-for her. His appealing eyes dwelt on her for a moment. "This isn't
-England," he added, with a heavy deliberation. "We 're none of us here
-because we like it. But--but don't be afraid, Miss Harding."
-
-"I 'm sure there 's nothing to be afraid of," answered Margaret,
-moved--he was so mournful in his shame. He bowed to her, a slow peck of
-his big head, and she went.
-
-In the hall, Mrs. Jakes met her and challenged her.
-
-"Well," she said; "and what does the doctor say about you?"
-
-Margaret smiled at her. "He says I shall get well, and I believe he
-knows," she answered.
-
-It was as though some stiffening in Mrs. Jakes had suddenly resigned its
-functions. She softened before the girl's eyes.
-
-"Of course he knows," she said contentedly. "Of course he knows. My
-dear, he really does know."
-
-"I 'm sure he does," agreed Margaret.
-
-Mrs. Jakes put a hand on her arm. "I feel certain we 're going to be
-friends," she said. "You 're so pretty and--and distinguished.
-And--and what a pretty frock you 've got!"
-
-She hesitated an instant, and was very timid and humble.
-
-"I should love to see you unpack," she said earnestly.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER IV*
-
-
-The strength of a community, of almost any community, is its momentum;
-it is easier to go on than to pull up, even though its progress be
-erratic and the tear exceed the wear. Dr. Jakes' Sanatorium was a house
-divided against itself and poised for a downfall; but the course of its
-daily life had yet current enough to pick up a newcomer and float him
-from his independent foothold. The long languors of its days, its deep
-whispering nights, were opiates for the critical and exacting, so that
-before they had made it clear to themselves that this was no place for
-them, they were absorbed, merged in, the eventless quiet of the house
-and its people. For some--for most of them, indeed--there came at last
-a poignant day when Paul and his tall horses halted at the door to carry
-them to the station, and it was strange with what a reluctance they rode
-finally across the horizon that rose up to shut the big gray house from
-view, and how they hesitated and frowned and talked curtly when the
-station opened out before them and offered them the freedom of the
-world. And for the others, those who traveled the longer journey and
-alone, there stood upon the veld, a mile from the house, an enclosure of
-barbed wire--barbed against--what? For them came stout packing cases,
-which made the Kafirs sweat by their weight, and being opened, yielded
-some small cross of marble, black-lettered with name and dates and
-sorrowful texts; the lizards sunned themselves all day upon these
-monuments, for none disturbed them.
-
-At the Sanatorium, day began in the cool of morning with a padding of
-bare feet in the long corridors and the fresh wakeful smell of coffee.
-Africa begins its day with coffee; it is the stirrup-cup of the country.
-Margaret opened her eyes to the brightness of morning and the brisk
-presence of Fat Mary, radiant across her adventurously held tray of
-coffee cups and reflecting the joy of the new light in her exulting
-smile. She had caught from Mrs. Jakes the first rule of polite
-conversation, though none of the subsequent ones, and she always began
-with a tribute of words to the weather.
-
-"Sun burning plenty; how 's Missis?" was her usual opening gambit.
-
-The wide-open windows flushed the room with air, sweet from the night's
-refreshment; and Margaret came to value that hour between the
-administration of coffee and the time for rising; it was the _bonne
-bouche_ of the day. From her pillows she could lie and see the far
-mists making a last stand against the shock of the sun, breaking and
-diffusing before his attack and yielding up wider views of the rusty
-plain at each minute, till at last the dim blue of infinitely remote
-hills thickened the horizon. At the farm, a mile away, figures moved
-about and among the kraals, wonderfully and delicately clear in that
-diamond air which stirred her blood like wine. She could even make out
-Paul; the distance robbed him of nothing of his deliberate, dreamy
-character as he went to and fro with his air of one concerned with
-greater things than the mere immediacies of every day. There was always
-a suggestion about him of one who stoops from cloudy altitudes of
-preoccupation to the little concerns of men, and towards Margaret he
-wore the manner of having a secret to divulge which was difficult to
-name. She met him sometimes on the veld paths between the two houses,
-and each time he seemed to draw near the critical moment of confession
-and fall back from it baffled. And though Margaret in her time had heard
-many confidences from many men and had made much progress in the subtle
-arts of the confidante, this was a case beyond her powers. The deftly
-sympathetic corkscrew failed to unbottle whatever moved in his mind; he
-evidently meant to bide his time. Meanwhile, seen from afar, he was a
-feature of the before-breakfast hour, part of the upholstery of the
-morning.
-
-It was when she heard Mr. Samson pass her door on his way to the bath
-that she knew the house was definitely awake. He wore Turkish slippers
-that announced him as he went with the slap-slap of their heels upon the
-floor. Once, putting her head forth from the door incautiously to scout
-for Fat Mary she had beheld him, with his bath-robe girt about him by
-its tasseled cord and bath towels round his neck, going faithfully to
-the ritual initiation of his daily round, a figure consistent with the
-most correct gentlemanly tradition. The loose robe and the towels gave
-him girth and substance, and on the wary, intolerant old face, with its
-gay white mustache, was fixed a look of serious purpose. Mr. Samson
-never trifled with his toilet, by gad--what? Later, on his return, she
-would hear his debonair knock on Ford's door. "Out with you!" he would
-pipe--he never varied it. "Out with you! Bright and early, my
-boy--bright and early--what?" An answer growled from within contented
-him, and he would turn in at his room, there to build up the completed
-personality which he offered daily to the world. It took time, too, and
-a meek Kafir valet, for a man is not made and perfected in a minute or
-two, and the result never failed to justify the labor. When next he
-appeared it would be as a member of the upper classes, armored and
-equipped, treading the stoep in a five-minutes' constitutional in a
-manner that at once dignified and lightened it. When one looked at him,
-one thought instinctively of exclusive clubs, of fine afternoons in
-Piccadilly, of the landed interest and the Church of England. One
-judged that his tailor loved him. He had a cock of the head, with a
-Homburg hat upon it, and a way of swelling his neck over the edge of his
-conservative collar, that were the very ensign of gallantry and spirit.
-It was only when he coughed that the power abandoned him, and it was
-shocking and pitiful to see the fine flower of gentility rattled like a
-dice-box in the throes of his malady and dropped at last against a wall,
-wheezing and gasping for breath in the image of a weak and stricken old
-man.
-
-"Against the ropes," he would stammer shakily as he gathered himself
-together again, sniffling into his beautiful handkerchief. "Got me
-against the ropes, it did. Damn it--what?"
-
-He suffered somewhat in his aggressive effect from the lack of victims.
-He had exhausted his black valet's capacity for being blasted by a
-glance, and had fallen back on Dr. Jakes. The wretched little doctor
-had to bear the brunt of his high severity when he came among his
-patients racked and quivering from his restless bed, and his bleared and
-tragic eyes appealed in vain for mercy from that high priest of correct
-demeanor. Mr. Samson looked at him as a justice of the peace, detained
-upon the bench when he should be at lunch and conscious that his
-services to the State are gratuitous, might look upon a malefactor who
-has gone to the length of being without visible means of subsistence.
-The doctor might wriggle and smile painfully and seek the obscurity of
-corners, but it could not serve him; there was no getting out of range
-of that righteous and manly battery while he stayed in the same room
-with it. Once, however, he spiked its guns. The glare across the
-tea-table, the unspoken sheer weight of rebuke and condemnation, seemed
-to suddenly break up the poisoned fog that clouded his faculties, and he
-lifted his face, shining a little as with sweat, in a quick look at Mr.
-Samson. Margaret, who saw it, recognized it; just so he had looked in
-his study when he questioned her on her case and bent his mind to the
-consideration of it. It was direct, expert, impersonal, the dehumanized
-scrutiny of the man whose trade is with flesh and blood. Something had
-stirred the physician in the marrow of the man, and from a judge and an
-executioner of justice, a drawing-room hangman, Mr. Samson had become a
-case. At the beginning of it, Mrs. Jakes, unfailingly watchful, had
-opened her mouth to speak and save the situation, but she too saw in
-time and closed her mouth again. Mr. Samson glowered and the hectic in
-his thin cheeks burned brighter.
-
-"You 've seen me before, Jakes!" he said, crisply.
-
-The little doctor nodded almost easily. "Your hand, please," he said.
-"Thanks."
-
-His forefinger found the pulse and dwelt on it; he waited with lips
-pursed, frowning.
-
-"As I thought," he said, dropping the stringy white hand again. "Yes!
-I 'll see you in the study, Mr. Samson, please--in half an hour."
-
-Mr. Samson gulped but stood up manfully. He was at his best, standing,
-by reason of a certain legginess which had been taken into account in
-the design of his clothes, but now those clothes seemed big for him.
-
-"What is it?" he demanded, throwing his courage into his voice.
-
-Dr. Jakes warned him with an uplifted finger.
-
-"Sit down," he said. "Keep quiet. I 'll see you in half an hour."
-
-He looked round at Margaret and the rest of them thoughtfully and went
-back to his place by the mantel-piece, sighing. It was his signal to
-them that his brief display of efficiency was over, and as though to
-screen his retreat, Mrs. Jakes coughed and hoped loudly that the rain
-would hold off.
-
-But Mr. Samson made his way to a chair and sat down in it heavily,
-grasping its arms with his hands, and Margaret noticed for the first
-time that he was an old man.
-
-Apparently the thing that threatened Mr. Samson was not very serious, or
-else the doctor had found means to head it off in time, for though he
-went from the study to his bed, he was at breakfast next morning, with a
-fastidious appetite and thereafter the course of his life remained
-unaltered.
-
-Breakfast at the Sanatorium was in theory a meal that might be taken at
-any hour from eight till half past eleven. In the days of his dream,
-Dr. Jakes had seen dimly silver dishes with spirit lamps under them and
-a house-party effect of folk dropping in as they came down and helping
-themselves. But Mrs. Jakes' thousand pounds had stopped short of the
-silver dishes and Mrs. Jakes herself could not be restrained from
-attending in person to see that the coffee was hot. Therefore, since it
-was not possible in any conscience to bind Mrs. Jakes to her post till
-noon, breakfast occurred between half-past eight and half-past nine.
-
-The freshness, the exuberance, of the morning were not for her; already
-she wore the aspect of one who has done a stage of the day's journey and
-shed the bloom of her vigor upon it. The sunlight, waxing like a tide
-in flood, was powerless to lift her prim, black-dressed personality from
-the level of its cares and functions. She made to each as he entered the
-same mechanical little bow across the crockery, smiled the same formal
-smile from the lips outwards and uttered the same small comment on the
-blaze of day that filled the earth without the window. She had her life
-trimmed down to a routine for convenience of handling; she was one of
-those people--they are the salt of the earth!--whose passions are
-monosyllabic, whose woes are inarticulate. The three who sat daily at
-meat with her knew and told each other that her composure, her face
-keyed up like an instrument to its pitch of vacant propriety, were a
-mask. Sometimes, even, there had been sounds in the night to assure
-them of it; occasionally Jakes, on his way to bed in the small hours,
-would slip on the stairs and bump down a dozen or so of them, and lie
-where he fell till he was picked up and set on his way again; there
-would be the rasp of labored breath as he was supported along the
-corridor, and the mumble of his blurred speech hushed by prayerful
-whispers. A door slammed, a low cry bitten off short, and then silence
-in the big house, and in the morning Mrs. Jakes with her coffee pot and
-trivial tinkle of speech and treble armor of practised bearing against
-the pity of those who knew! The sheer truculence of it held them dumb;
-it was the courage of a swashbuckler, of a bravo, and it imposed on them
-the decorum of silence.
-
-The doctor, she gave them to understand, suffered from the climate.
-
-"He never was strong," she would say, with her eyes fixed on the person
-addressed as though she would challenge him to dispute or question it.
-"Never! It 's the sun, I think; he suffers from his head, you know. He
-used to take aspirin for it when we were first married, but it doesn't
-seem to do him any good now."
-
-The three of them would nod sympathetically and look hastily elsewhere,
-as though ashamed to be the spectators of her humiliation.
-
-Poor Mrs. Jakes! Seven thousand miles from the streets of Clapham
-Junction, an exile from the cheeriness and security of its little decent
-houses, she held yet with a frail hand to the skirts of its beatitude.
-In the drawer in her bedroom which also contained Jakes' dress suit, she
-kept in tissue paper and sincere regard a morocco-bound mausoleum of
-memory--an album. Only two or three times in Mr. Samson's
-experience--and he had been an inmate of the Sanatorium for four
-years--had she brought it forth. Once was on the night before young
-Shaw died, and when no soothing would hold him at peace in his bed, he
-had lain still to look through those yellowing portraits and hear Mrs.
-Jakes tell how this one was doing very well as a job-master and that one
-had turned Papist. But Margaret Harding had seen it. Mrs. Jakes had
-sat on her bed, quelling Fat Mary with her eye, and seen her unpack her
-clothes, the frocks new from dressmakers and tailors in London, the hats
-of only a month ago. Margaret had been aided in buying them by a
-philosophic aunt who had recently given up vegetarianism on the advice
-of her hairdresser. "My child, play light," had been the counsel of
-this relative. "Don't surprise the natives; they never like it. No
-frills; a vigorous vicarage style is what you want." And she had
-brought considerable powers of personality and vocabulary to bear on
-Margaret's choice, so that in the result there predominated a certain
-austerity of raiment which Margaret found unexciting. But Mrs. Jakes
-received them as canons of fashion, screwing up her mouth and nodding
-gravely as she mastered saliencies.
-
-"I can't quite imagine them in these styles," she said; "the people in
-the Park, I mean. I suppose it's this golf that's done it."
-
-In return for the exhibition, she had shown Margaret her album. It had
-many thick pages with beveled gilt edges, each framing from one to six
-portraits or groups, and she had led her hearer through the lot of them,
-from the first to the last. They sat side by side on the bed in Mrs.
-Jakes' room, and the album lay open on their laps, and Mrs. Jakes'
-finger traveled like a pointer among the pictures while she elucidated
-them in a voice of quiet pride. These pale and fading faces, fixed to
-the order of the photographer in more than human smiles, with sleek and
-decorative hair and a show of clothes so patently reserved for Sundays,
-were neither pale nor faded for her. She knew the life behind them,
-their passions and their strength, and spoke of them as she might have
-spoken had they been waiting in the next room.
-
-"That 's my sister," she said, her finger pausing. "Two years older than
-me, but she never married. And what she used to suffer from indigestion,
-words can't tell. And here 's my Aunt Martha--yes, she died seven years
-ago. My mother's sister, you know. My mother was a Penfold--one of the
-Penfolds of Putney. You 've heard of them? Ah, and here 's Bill
-Penfold, my cousin Bill. Poor Bill, he didn't do well, ever. He had a
-fancy for me, once, or so they said, but my father never could bear him.
-No harm, you know, no real harm, but larky--sort of. This one? Oh,
-that 's nobody--a Mr. Wrench, who used to collect for my father; he had
-a hair-lip. I did n't like him."
-
-The thick page turned, and showed on the other side a single cabinet
-portrait of a thin woman, with her head a little on one side.
-
-"My mother," said Mrs. Jakes, and shifted the album that Margaret might
-see better.
-
-"She was a Penfold of Putney," she said, gently. "I think she shows it,
-you know. A bit quiet and refined, especially about the eyes. Don't
-you think so?"
-
-It was the picture of the wife of a robust and hardy man, Margaret
-thought, and as for the eyes and their slight droop, the touch of
-listlessness which bespeaks an acquired habit of patience and
-self-suppression, she had only to look up and they returned her look
-from the face of Mrs. Jakes.
-
-"And this?" she asked.
-
-Mrs. Jakes smiled quite brightly; the photograph was one of a baby.
-
-"That 's little Eustace," she answered, with no trace of the softness of
-regret which had hushed her tone when she spoke of her mother. "My
-little baby; he 'd have been a big boy now. He was like his
-father--very like. Everybody noticed it. And that"--her finger passed
-on--"is George Penfold, Sergeant-Major in the Guards. His widow married
-again, a gunner in the Navy."
-
-No sorrow for little Eustace. He, at any rate, would never see his
-dreams dislimn and fail him; no wife would watch the slow night through
-for his unsteady step nor read the dishonor written in his eyes. The
-first of the crosses in the barbed wire enclosure, Mrs. Jakes' empty and
-aching heart and her quick smile of triumph at his easy victory over all
-the snares of life--these and the faint, whitening photograph remained
-of little Eustace. Many a man leaves less when his time comes in South
-Africa.
-
-"The weather is holding up nicely," she would say at breakfast. "Almost
-too fine, isn't it? But I suppose we oughtn't complain."
-
-It was a meal over which one lingered, for with the end of it there
-closed the eventful period of the day. While it lasted, the Sanatorium
-was at its best; one saw one's fellows in faint hues of glamour after
-the night's separation and heard them speak with a sense of receiving
-news. But the hour exhausted them of interest and one left the table,
-when all pretexts for remaining there had been expended, to face the
-emptiness of a morning already stale. That, in truth, was the price one
-paid for healing, the wearing, smothering monotony of the idle days,
-when there was nothing to do and one saw oneself a part of the
-stagnation that ruled the place. Mrs. Jakes withdrew herself to become
-the motor of the domestic machinery, and till lunch time was not
-available for countenance and support. Ford occupied himself gravely
-with his little canvases, plastering upon them strange travesties of
-landscape, and was busy and intent and impatient of interruption for
-long periods at a time, while Mr. Samson, keeping a sufficient offing
-from all human contact, alternately strutted to and fro upon the stoep
-in a short quarter-deck promenade of ten steps and a right about turn,
-and lay in a deck chair with a writing case upon his knee and wrote
-fitfully and with deep thought long, important looking letters which
-never reached the post.
-
-"You 're feeling the need of something to do," Ford told Margaret, when
-in desperation she came behind him and watched him modeling--as it
-seemed--in burnt sienna. "Why don't you knit--or something?"
-
-"Knit?" said Margaret with huge scorn.
-
-"You 'll come to it," he warned her. "There was a chap here before you
-came who taught himself the harp. A nuisance he was, too, but he said
-he 'd have been a gibbering idiot without it."
-
-"That was n't saying much, perhaps," retorted Margaret.
-
-"Oh, I don't know. He was a barrister of sorts, I believe. Not many
-barristers who can play the harp, you know."
-
-"For goodness' sake, don't knead the stuff like that!" cried Margaret,
-watching his thumb at work. "You 're painting, not--not civil
-engineering! But what were you?"
-
-"Eh?" He looked up at her.
-
-"Before you had to come here, I mean? Oh, do talk for a minute," she
-begged.
-
-"Sorry," he said. "I was in the army."
-
-"And was it rather awful to have to give up and nurse yourself?"
-
-"Well!" He glanced at her consideringly, as though to measure her
-intelligence. "It was rough," he admitted. "You see, the army 's not
-like barristering, for instance. It 's not a thing you can drop for a
-bit and then take up again; once you 're out, you 're out for good." He
-paused. "And I meant it," he added.
-
-"Meant it?"
-
-"Yes, there 's a chance nowadays for a chap with a turn for soldiering.
-There 's a lot to know, you see, and, well--I was by way of knowing it.
-That 's all."
-
-He turned to his canvas again, but did not fall to work. Margaret saw
-his back, thin under his silk coat but flat and trim as a drilled man's
-should be.
-
-"So for you, it meant the end of everything?" she suggested.
-
-"Looks like it, doesn't it!" he answered. "Still--we 'll see. They
-trained me and there 's just a chance, in the event of a row, that they
-might have a use for me. They 'd be short of officers who knew the
-game. You see--"
-
-He hitched sideways on his camp-stool so that he might make himself
-clear to her.
-
-"You see, the business of charging at the head of your men is a thing of
-the past, pretty nearly. All that gallery play is done away with. But
-take a hundred Tommies and walk 'em about for half a year, dry-nurse
-'em, keep them fed and healthy and moderately happy and as clean as you
-can, be something between an uncle and a schoolmaster to them, and have
-'em ready at the end of it to march forty miles in a day and then
-fight--that's an art in itself! In fact, it's a trade, and it can't be
-learned in a week."
-
-"I 'm perfectly sure it can't," agreed Margaret.
-
-"Well, that was my trade," said Ford. "That's where I 'll come in when
-the band begins to play. See?"
-
-He nodded at her expressively but with finality. If was plain that he
-considered the subject drained dry, and only waited for her to go to
-return to the mysteries of art.
-
-"Oh, well," sighed Margaret, and left him to it.
-
-Lunch lacked the character of breakfast. For one thing, it was
-impossible for three feeble people, debarred from exercise, to arrive at
-a state of appetite during a morning of semi-torpor, with a prospect
-before them of an afternoon of the same quality. For another, tempers
-had endured the heat and burden of four hours of enforced idleness and
-emerged from the test frayed at the edges.
-
-This meant more labor for poor Mrs. Jakes, who could by no means allow
-the meal to be eaten in a bitter silence, and was driven by a stern
-sense of duty to keep up a dropping fire of small talk. Their sour
-faces, the grimness with which they passed the salt, filled her with
-nervous tremors, and she talked as a born hostess might talk to cover
-the confusion induced by an earthquake under the table, trembling but
-fluent to the last. There were times when her small, hesitating voice
-wrought Margaret up to the very point of flat interventions. At one
-such moment, it was Ford who saved the situation.
-
-"Miss Harding," he said, in a matter-of-fact way. "You are a pig!"
-
-Mrs. Jakes gasped and bounded in her chair, and old Mr. Samson choked.
-
-"And you," replied Margaret with intensity, "are just a plain beast!"
-
-"That 's the idea," said Ford. "You feel better now?"
-
-"Ever so much better, thank you," answered Margaret. "It was just what I
-wanted."
-
-Mrs. Jakes was staring at them as though convinced that sudden mania had
-attacked them both at the same moment.
-
-"It 's all right," Ford assured her. "It's a dodge for blowing off
-temper. If you 'd just call Mr. Samson something really rude, he 'd be
-ever so grateful. Call him a Socialist, Mrs. Jakes."
-
-"Oh, I couldn't," said Mrs. Jakes, while Mr. Samson, mastering his
-emotions, glared and reddened. "You did alarm me," she said. "I thought
-for a moment--well, I don't know what I did think."
-
-She was distinctly not at her ease for the remainder of the meal, and
-even at tea that afternoon, she kept an eye on the pair of them. To her
-mind, they were playing with edged tools.
-
-It was at tea, as a rule, that Dr. Jakes was first visible, very
-tremulous and thirsty, but always submissive and content to be
-overlooked and forgotten. At dinner, later on, he would be better and
-able to talk with a jerky continuity to Margaret who sat at his right
-hand. He bore himself always with an air of effort, like one who is not
-at home and whose acquaintance with his fellows is slight, and drank at
-table nothing but water. His eyes kept the Kafir servants under
-observation as they waited, and the black boys were full of alacrity in
-the consciousness that he was watching. "It 's strange," Mrs. Jakes
-used to say; "Eustace is so quiet, and yet the natives obey him
-wonderfully." Afterwards, in the drawing-room, he would flicker to and
-fro restlessly, growing each moment more irritable and incapable of
-hearing a sentence to the end. Half-way through the evening, he would
-seize an occasion to escape to his own quarters, and thereafter would be
-invisible till next day. Every one knew whither he went and for what
-purpose; eyes met in significant glances as the door closed softly
-behind him and Mrs. Jakes raised her voice in rapid speech to hide the
-sound of his tiptoe crossing of the hall; his secret was anybody's and
-even the Kafirs shared it, and yet the man had the force of mystery. He
-slid to and fro in the interstices of their lives and came to the
-surface only to serve and heal them. That done, he dropped back again
-to the solace that was his behind his locked door, while about him the
-house slept. He knew himself and yet could look his patients and his
-wife in the face. Mingled with their contempt and disgust, there was an
-acknowledgment of the quality of him, of a kind of wry and shabby
-greatness.
-
-And thus the day came to its end. One by one, Margaret, Ford and Mr.
-Samson drew off and made their way to the dignified invitation of the
-big staircase and their rooms. Mrs. Jakes was always at hand to bid
-them good night, for her day was yet a long way from its finish.
-
-"Tired, my dear?" she would ask Margaret. "It 's been a tiring day; I
-feel it myself. Good night to you."
-
-In her room, Margaret would find Fat Mary waiting for her, sleepy in her
-vast, ridiculous way, but still prodigal of smiles, and ready to put her
-to bed with two left hands equipped with ten thumbs. She had a yawn
-which would have reminded Jonah of old times, but nothing could damp her
-helpful ardor, not even being discovered stretched fast asleep on
-Margaret's bed and being waked with the bath sponge. She made it clear
-that she would stop at few things to be of service.
-
-"Missis not sleepy? Ah!" She stood in thought for five seconds. "Me
-nurse Missis, all same baby? Plenty strong--me!"
-
-She dandled an imaginary child in her great arms, smiling cheerfully but
-quite in earnest. "Plenty strong," she assured the young lady from
-Kensington. "No? No? All a-right!"
-
-Darkness at last, and the window wide to the small, whispering winds
-which people the veld at night! A sky of blue-black powdered with misty
-white stars, and from the distance, squeaks, small cries, the wary voice
-of the wilderness! Sometimes a jackal would range within earshot and
-lift up his voice under the stars to cry like a child, in the very
-accent of heartbroken, helpless woe. The nightly traffic of the veld
-was in full swing ere her eyes closed and its subdued clamor followed
-her into her dreams.
-
-Silence in the big house and along the matted corridors--and one voice,
-speaking guardedly, in the hall. It never happened to Margaret to hear
-it and go to the stair-head and look down. Thence she might have seen
-what would have made her less happy--Mrs. Jakes on her knees at the
-locked door of the study, with her candle set on the floor beside her,
-casting a monstrous shadow-caricature of her upon the gray stone wall.
-In her sober black dress she knelt on the mat and her small,
-kitchen-reddened hands tapped gently, carefully on the panels. She
-spoke through the keyhole and her fruitless whisperings rustled in light
-echoes about the high ceiling.
-
-"Eustace, it's me. Eustace! I 'm so tired, Eustace. Please open the
-door. Please, Eustace! It 's only me, dear."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER V*
-
-
-"Hardly smart," pronounced Mrs. du Preez, speaking low into Mrs. Jakes'
-ear. "Smart 's not the word I 'd use for her myself. _Distangay_, now,
-or _chic_, if you understand what that means!"
-
-"Oh, quite!" replied Mrs. Jakes coldly.
-
-They were seated side by side upon the sofa in the little parlor of the
-farm; its dimensions made it impossible for Mrs. Jakes to treat her
-hostess as distantly as she could have wished. There was nothing for it
-but to leave her ear and her unresponsive profile, composed to a
-steadfast woodenness, to the mercy of those critical and authoritative
-whispers until deliverance should offer itself. She settled her small
-black-gowned figure and coughed behind three gloved fingers.
-
-Near the window looking forth across the kraals, Margaret Harding, the
-subject of Mrs. du Preez's comments, had the gaunt Boer for a companion.
-This was her visit of ceremony, her "return call"; two or three earlier
-visits, mere incidents of morning walks, when she had stopped to talk to
-Paul and been surprised and captured by Paul's mother, were understood
-not to count, and the Recording Angel would omit them from his notes.
-Mrs. du Preez had taken the initiative in due order by appearing at the
-Sanatorium one afternoon at tea-time; she had asked Dr. Jakes if he had
-"a mouth on him" and Margaret if there were many people in town. The
-next step in the transaction was for Margaret to put on a real frock and
-a real hat, and take herself and her card-case through the white,
-scornful sunshine to the farm; and behold! by virtue of this solemnity,
-two women marooned at the heart of an ocean of sun-swamped desert had
-license to distinguish one another from common objects of the country
-side.
-
-Even Mrs. Jakes, whose attitude towards Mrs. du Preez was one of
-disapproval tempered by dread, could see no alternative to this course.
-She shook her head at Margaret's amusement.
-
-"This is not London, of course," she said reasonably. "I know that.
-But, my dear, we 're Christian people--even here."
-
-At Margaret's side, the tall Boer, Christian du Preez, leaned against
-the wall and regarded her with shy, intent eyes that were oddly like
-Paul's. There was lacking in him that aloof and almost reverent quality
-of the boy which made him seem as though he regarded all things with an
-equal wonder and an equal kinship; he was altogether harder and more
-immediately forceful, a figure at home in his narrow world; but the
-relationship between him and his son was obvious. Margaret had only to
-glance across the room to where Paul sat by the door, following the
-trickle of conversation around the room from face to face with his eyes,
-to see the resemblance. What was common to them both was a certain
-shadowy reserve, a character of relationship to the dumbness and
-significance of the Karoo, and something else which had the gloom of
-melancholy and the power of pride. In each of them the Boer, the
-world's disinherited son, was salient.
-
-Mrs. du Preez had secured his presence to grace the occasion after some
-resistance on his part, for he entered the parlor seldom and was not at
-his ease there. Its atmosphere of indoor formality daunted and oppressed
-him, and he felt coarse and earth-stained under the eyes of the serene
-young men who watched him from their plush and fret-work frames. He had
-nothing to set against their sleek beauty and their calm sophistication
-but his fathom and odd inches of lean, slow-moving strength, his eyes of
-patient expectancy and the wild beard that redeemed his countenance from
-mildness. He had come under protest and for the sake of peace, and sat
-scowling in a chair, raw with shyness and irritation, in the dreadful
-interval between the completion of Mrs. du Preez's preparations and the
-arrival of the guests, while in face of him "yours blithely, Boy
-Bailey," set him a hopeless example of iron-clad complacency.
-
-Then came Margaret and Mrs. Jakes, and at the first sign of them he was
-screened as in a cloud by the welcome of Mrs. du Preez. Their step upon
-the threshold was her cue for a cordiality of greeting that filled the
-room and overflowed into the passage in a rapid crescendo of compliment,
-inquiries as to health, laughter and mere bustle; it was like the
-entrance of two star performers supported by a full chorus and _corps de
-ballet_.
-
-"So here you are, the two of you," was her style. "On time to a tick,
-too! Come right in, Miss Harding, and look out for that step--it 's a
-terror. A death-trap, _I_ call it! And you, Mrs. Jakes. I won't say I
-'m glad to see you, 'cause you 'll believe that without me telling you.
-You found it pretty hot walking, I know; we 're all pretty warm members
-in this community, aren't we? Sit down, sit down; no extra charge for
-sitting down, y'know. And now, how are you? Sitting up and taking
-nourishment, eh? That's the style!"
-
-Margaret was aware, across her shoulder, of a gloomy male presence
-inhabiting the background.
-
-"Let me introduce my husband," said Mrs. du Preez, following her glance.
-"Christian, this is Miss Harding. And now, Mrs. Jakes, let you an' me
-have a sit-down over here. You first--age before innocence, y'know.
-And how 's the poor old doctor?"
-
-"Thank you," said Mrs. Jakes firmly, "he is quite well."
-
-She smiled graciously at Paul, who was watching her, and took her seat,
-resigned to martyrdom.
-
-Christian du Preez gave the girl a slack hand and murmured incoherently
-some salutation, while his gaze took in avidly each feature of her and
-summed up her effect of easy modernity. He recognized in her a certain
-feminine quality for which he had no name. Once before he had glimpsed
-it as in a revelation, when, as a youth newly returned from service on
-commando against rebellious Kafirs, he had spent an evening in a small
-town and there seen a performance by a traveling theatrical company. It
-was a crude and ill-devised show, full of improbable murders that
-affronted the common-sense of a man fresh from various killings; but in
-an interval between slaughters, there was a scene that brought upon the
-stage a slim girl who walked erect and smiled and shrugged easily at the
-audience. Her part was brief; she was not visible for more than a few
-minutes, and assuredly her shaft, so soon sped, struck no one else. It
-needed a Boer, with his feet in the mud and his head among the stars, to
-clothe her with dignity as with a robe and add to her valuation of
-herself the riches of his woman-haunted imagination. She passed from
-sight again, and for the time he scarcely regretted her, for she left
-glamour behind her and a vision of womanhood equipped, debonnaire,
-heart-breaking in its fragility and its daring.
-
-The outcome of that revelation was marriage within the week; but it
-never revisited the bored and weary woman whom Christian du Preez had
-brought home to his farm and its solitudes. It was as though he had
-tried to pick an image from still water; the fruit of that endeavor was
-memory and an empty hand. Even as he greeted Margaret he turned slowly
-and looked from her to his wife in unconscious comparison, and turned as
-unconsciously back again. Only Mrs. du Preez knew the meaning of that
-glance; she answered it with an obstinate compression of the mouth and
-went on talking to Mrs. Jakes about the hang of Margaret's skirt.
-
-"It 's all right for her," she was saying. "These leggy ones can wear
-anything. But think how you 'd look in it, for instance. Why you 'd
-make a horse laugh!"
-
-"Indeed!" said Mrs. Jakes, unhappy but bristling. She never grew
-reconciled to Mrs. du Preez's habit of using her as a horrible example.
-
-"You would that," Mrs. du Preez assured her. "You see, my dear, yours is
-an elderly style."
-
-At the window, Margaret was doing what she could to thaw the tall Boer
-into talk, and meeting with some success. He liked, while possibly he
-did not quite understand, her relish for the view from the window, with
-the rude circles of the kraals near at hand, the scattered huts of the
-farm Kafirs beyond them, and the all-subduing brown of the Karoo
-slipping forth to the edge of the sky. He had once heard a young man
-from the Sanatorium agree with Mrs. du Preez that the Karoo resembled a
-brick-field established in a cemetery. Margaret did better than that.
-
-"I suppose you 've traveled all over it?" she asked him.
-
-"When I was a young man, I rode transport," he answered. "Then I
-traveled; now I sit still in the middle of it and try to grow wool."
-
-"Is it all like this?" she asked.
-
-"Sometimes there is grass--a little--not much, and milk bushes and
-prickly pear," he told her. "But it is hard ground, all of it. It is
-very peaceful, though."
-
-She nodded comprehendingly, and he found a stimulant in her quiet
-interest. He had not Paul's tense absorption in the harvest of the eye,
-but he would have been no Boer had the vacant miles not exercised a
-power over him.
-
-"You 're never--discontented with it?" asked Margaret. "I mean, you
-find it enough for you, without wanting towns and all that?"
-
-He shook his head, hesitating. "I do not know towns," he answered.
-"No, I don't want towns. But--every day the same sights, and the sun and
-the silence--"
-
-"Yes?" she asked.
-
-He was little used to confessing himself and his shyness was an obstacle
-to clear speech. Besides, the matter in his mind was not clear to
-himself; he was aware of it as a color to his thoughts rather than as a
-fact to be stated.
-
-"It makes you guess at things," he said at last. "You guess, but you
-don't ever know."
-
-"What things?" asked Margaret.
-
-"A lot of things," he answered. "God, and the devil, and all that.
-It's always there, you see, and you must think."
-
-A rattle in the passage and a start from Mrs. du Preez heralded tea,
-borne in upon a reverberating iron tray by a timid and clumsy Kafir
-maid, who set her burden insecurely upon the table and fled in panic.
-Christian du Preez ceased to speak as if upon a signal and Mrs. du Preez
-entered the arena hospitably.
-
-"You 're sure you wouldn't rather have something else?" she asked
-Margaret, as she filled the cups. "There 's afternoons when a
-whisky-and-soda is more in my line than tea. Sure you won't? P'r'aps
-Mrs. Jakes will, then? We won't tell, will we, Paul? Well, 'ave it
-your own way, only don't blame me! Christian, reach this cup to Miss
-Harding."
-
-The tall man did as he was bidden, ignoring Mrs. Jakes. In his world,
-women helped themselves. Paul carried her cup to Mrs. Jakes and sat
-down beside her in the place vacated by his mother. From there, he
-could see Margaret and look through the window as well.
-
-"If you 'll have one, I 'll keep you company," suggested Mrs. du Preez
-privately to Mrs. Jakes.
-
-"One what?" inquired Mrs. Jakes across her cup. The poor lady was
-feeling very grateful for the strong tea to console her nerves.
-
-"One what!" Mrs. du Preez was scornful. "A drink, of course--a drink
-out of a glass!"
-
-"No, thank you," replied Mrs. Jakes hastily. "I never touch
-stimulants."
-
-"Oh, well!" Mrs. du Preez resigned herself to circumstances. "I
-suppose," she enquired, nodding towards Margaret, "_she_ don't either?"
-
-"I believe not," replied Mrs. Jakes.
-
-Mrs. du Preez considered the matter. "You 'd think they 'd grow out of
-it," she observed enigmatically. "She seems to be lively enough, too, in
-her way. First person I ever saw who could make Christian talk."
-
-Christian was talking at last. Margaret had paused to watch a string of
-natives pass in single-file, after the unsociable Kafir fashion, before
-the window, going towards the huts, with the sun-gilt dust rising about
-them in a faint haze. They were going home after their day's work, and
-she wondered suddenly to what secret joy of freedom they re-entered when
-the hours of the white man's dominion were over and the coming of night
-made a black world for the habitation of black men.
-
-"I suppose there is no knowing what they really feel and think?" she
-suggested.
-
-That is the South African view, the white man's surrender to the
-impregnable reserve of the black races; native opinion is only to be
-gathered when the native breaks bounds. Christian du Preez nodded.
-
-"No," he agreed. "I have always been among them, and I have fought
-them, too; but what they think they don't tell."
-
-"You have fought them? How was that?"
-
-"When I was young. On commando," he explained, with his eyes on her.
-It was luxury to see the animation of her pale, clear-cut face as she
-looked up and waited for him to go on.
-
-"It was a real war," he answered her. "A real war. There was a
-chief--Kamis, they called him--down there in the south, and his men
-murdered an officer. So the government called out the burghers and sent
-Cape Mounted Rifles with us to go and punish him. I was twenty years
-old then, and I went too."
-
-In the background Mrs. du Preez sniffed. "He 's telling her about that
-old Kafir war of his," she said. "He always tells that to young women.
-I know him!"
-
-Christian went on, lapsing as he continued from the careful English he
-had spoken hitherto to the cruder vernacular of the Cape. He told of
-the marching and the quick, shattering attack against Kafirs at bay in
-the low hills bordering the Karoo, of a fight at night in a rain-squall,
-when the "pot-leg," the Kafir bullets hammered out of cold iron, sang in
-the air like flutes and made a wound when they struck that a man could
-put his fist into. His eyes shone with the fires of warm remembrance as
-he told of that advance over grass-grown slopes slippery with wet, when
-the gay desperadoes of the Cape Mounted Rifles went up singing, "Jinny,
-my own true loved one, Wait till the clouds roll by," and on their flank
-the burghers found cover and lit the night with the flashes of their
-musketry. It was an epic woven into the fiber of the narrator's soul, a
-thing lived poignantly, each moment of it flavored on the palate and the
-taste remembered. He had been in the final breathless rush that broke
-the Kafirs and sent them scuttling like rock-rabbits--"dassies," he
-called them--through the rocks to the kopje-ringed hollow where they
-would be held till morning.
-
-And then that morning!
-
-"Man, it was cold," he said. "There was no fires. We were lying in the
-bushes with our rifles under our bellies till coffee-time, and that
-Lascelles, our general, walked up and down behind us all the night. He
-was a little old soldier-officer from Capetown; his face was red and his
-mustache was white. The rain was falling on my back all the time, but
-sometimes I slept a little. And when it was sun-up, I could see down the
-krantz to the veld below, and there was all the Kafirs together, all in
-a bunch, in the middle of it. They didn't look much; I was surprised to
-see so few. They were standing and lying on the wet grass, and they
-seemed tired. Some were sleeping, even, stretched out like dead men
-below us, but what made me sorry for them was, they were so few.
-
-"I was sorry," he added, thoughtfully.
-
-Margaret nodded.
-
-"But it was a real war," he assured her quickly. "When the sun was well
-up, we moved, and presently all the burghers were lying close together
-with our rifles ready. It was Lascelles that ordered it. I didn't
-understand, then, for I knew a beaten Kafir when I saw one, and those
-below were beaten to the ground. By and by the Cape Mounted Rifles went
-past behind us, and dipped down into a hollow on our right; we had only
-to wait, and it was very cold. I was wondering when they would let us
-make coffee and talking to the next man about it, when from our right,
-so sudden that I jumped up at the sound of it, the Cape Mounted Rifles
-fired at the Kafirs down below. Man, that was awful! It was like a
-thunder on a clear day. All of us were surprised, and some called out
-and swore and said Lascelles was a fool. But it was queer, all the
-same, to see the Kafirs. Twenty of them was killed, and one of them had
-a bullet in his stomach and rolled about making screams like laughing.
-The rest--they didn't move; they didn't run; they didn't cry out. A few
-looked up at us; I tell you, it was near enough to see their white eyes;
-but the others just stopped as they were. They was like cattle, like
-sick cattle, patient and weak and finished; the Cape Mounted Rifles
-could have killed them all and they wouldn't have lifted their hands.
-
-"Our commandant--Van Zyl, he was called, a very fat man--clicked with
-his tongue. 'Wasting them,' he said. 'Wasting them!'
-
-"Then we went down the hill and came all round them, standing among the
-dead bodies, and Lascelles with his interpreter and his two young
-officers in tight belts went forward to look for Kamis, the chief. The
-interpreter--he was a yellow-faced Hollander--called out once, and in
-the middle of the Kafirs there stood up an old Kafir with a blanket on
-his shoulders and his wool all gray. He came walking through the others
-with a little black boy, three or four years old, holding by his hand
-and making big round eyes at us. It was the son that was left to him;
-the others, we found out, were all killed. He was an old man and walked
-bent and held the blanket round him with one hand. He looked to me like
-a good old woman who ought to have been sitting in a chair in a kitchen.
-
-"'Are you Kamis?' they asked him.
-
-"'I am Kamis,' he said, 'and this is my son who is also Kamis.'
-
-"He showed them the little plump piccanin, who hung back and struggled.
-One of the young officers with tight belts put an eye-glass in his eye
-and laughed. Lascelles did not laugh. He was a little man, as neat as a
-lady, with ugly, narrow eyes.
-
-"'Tell him he 's to be hanged,' he ordered.
-
-"Old Kamis heard it without a sign, only nodding as the interpreter
-translated it to him.
-
-"'And what will they do to my son?' he asked.
-
-"Lascelles snuffled in his nose angrily. 'The Government will take care
-of his son,' he said, and turned away. But when he had gone a few steps
-he turned back again. 'Tell the old chap,' he ordered, 'and tell him
-plainly, that his son will be taken care of. He 'll be all right, he
-'ll be well looked after. Savvy?' he shouted to Kamis. 'Piccanin all
-right; plenty _skoff_, plenty _mahli_, plenty everything.'
-
-"The Hollander told the old chief while Lascelles waited, and the men of
-the Cape Mounted Rifles who had the handcuffs for him stood on each
-side. Kamis heard it with his head on one side, as if he was a bit
-deaf. Then he nodded and put out his hands for the irons.
-
-"Lascelles held out his hands to the baby Kafir.
-
-"'Come with me, kid!' he said.
-
-"The baby hung back. He was scared. Old Kamis said something to him
-and pushed him with his knee, and at last the child went and took
-Lascelles' hand.
-
-"'That 's it,' said Lascelles, and lifted him up. As he carried him
-away, I heard him talking to the young officer with the eye-glass.
-'That 's a damned silly grin you 've got, Whitburn,' he said, 'and you
-may as well know I 'm sick of it.'
-
-"I think he was a bit ashamed of carrying the baby. He had n't any of
-his own. I saw his wife later, when we were disbanded--a skinny, yellow
-woman who played cards every evening.
-
-"And then, at Fereira, they hanged old Kamis, while we all stood round
-with our rifles resting on the ground. There was a man to hang him who
-wore a mask, and I was sorry about the mask, because I thought I might
-meet him sometime and not know him and be friends with him. He had red
-hair though; his mask couldn't hide that, and there is something about
-red hair that turns me cold. There were about fifty of his tribe who
-were brought there to see the end of Kamis and take warning by him, and
-when he came out of the jail door, between two men, with his hands tied
-behind him, they all lifted a hand above their heads to salute him. The
-men on each side of him held him by the elbows and hurried him along.
-They took him so fast that he tripped his foot and nearly fell.
-'Slower, you swine!' said Lascelles, who was there with a sword on. He
-walked across and spoke to Kamis. 'Piccanin all right!' he said, 'All-a
-right!' said Kamis, and then they led him up the steps. They were all
-about him there, the jail men and the man with the mask; for a minute I
-couldn't see him at all. Then they were away from him, and there was a
-bag on his head and the rope was round his neck. The man with the mask
-seemed to be waiting, and at last Lascelles lifted his hand in a tired
-way and there was a crash of falling planks and a cry from the Kafirs,
-and old Kamis, as straight and lean as a young man, was hanging under
-the platform just above the ground and swinging a little."
-
-Christian du Preez frowned and looked at Margaret absently.
-
-"And then I was sick," he said reflectively. "Quite sick!"
-
-"I don't wonder," said Margaret. "But the baby! What happened to the
-Kafir baby?"
-
-"I didn't see the baby any more," replied the Boer. "But I read in a
-newspaper that they sent it to England. Perhaps it died."
-
-"But why send it to England?" asked Margaret. "What could it do there?"
-
-Christian du Preez shrugged one shoulder. "The Government sent it," he
-replied, conclusively. No Boer attempts to explain a government; it is
-his eternal unaccountable. "You see it was the Chief, that baby was, so
-they wanted to send it a long way off, perhaps."
-
-"And now, I suppose it 's a man," said Margaret; "a poor negro all alone
-in London, who has forgotten his own tongue. He wears shabby clothes
-and makes friends with servant girls, and never remembers how he held
-his father's hand while you burghers and the soldiers came down the
-hillside. Don't you think that's sad?"
-
-"Yes," said the Boer thoughtfully, but without alacrity, for after all a
-Kafir is a Kafir and his place in the sympathies of his betters is a
-small one. "Kafirs look ugly in clothes," he added after a moment.
-
-At the other side of the room, the others had ceased their talk to
-listen. Mrs. du Preez laughed a little harshly.
-
-"They 're worse in boots," she volunteered. "Ever seen a nigger with
-boots on, Miss Harding? He walks as if his feet weighed a ton. Make a
-clatter like clog-dancin'. But round here, of course, there 's no boots
-for them to get."
-
-"There 's one now," said Margaret. "Look--he 's passing the kraals. He
-'s got boots on."
-
-They all looked with a quick curiosity that was a little strange to see;
-one would have thought a passing Kafir would scarcely have interested
-them by any eccentricity of attire. Even Mrs. Jakes rose from her place
-on the sofa and stood on tip-toe to see over Mrs. du Preez's shoulders.
-There is an instinct in the South African which makes him conscious, in
-his dim, short-sighted way, that over against him there looms the
-passive, irreconcilable power of the black races. He is like a man
-carrying a lantern, with the shifting circle of light about him, and at
-its frontier the darkness pregnant with presences.
-
-The Boer, learned in Kafir varieties, stared under puckered brows at the
-single figure passing below the kraals. He marked not so much any
-unusual feature in it as the absence of things that were usual.
-
-"Paul," he said, "go an' see what he 's after."
-
-Paul was already at the door, going out silently. He paused to nod.
-
-"I 'm going now," he said.
-
-"Strange Kafirs want lookin' after," explained Mrs. du Preez to Margaret
-as the boy passed the window outside. "You never know what they 're up
-to. Hang out your wash when they 're around and you 're short of linen
-before you know where you are, and there 's a nigger on the trek
-somewhere in a frilled petticoat or a table-cloth. They don't care what
-it is; anything 'll do for them. Why, last year one of 'em sneaked a
-skirt off Mrs. Jakes here. Didn't he, now?"
-
-"It was a very good skirt," said Mrs. Jakes, flushing. "A very good
-one--not even turned."
-
-"Well, he was in luck, then," said Mrs. du Preez. "And what he looks
-like in it--well, I give it up! Miss Harding, you ain't going yet,
-surely?"
-
-"I 'm afraid _I_ must," put in Mrs. Jakes, seizing her opportunity. "I
-have to see about dinner."
-
-They shook hands all round. "You must all come up to tea with me some
-afternoon soon," suggested Margaret. "You will come, won't you?"
-
-"Will a duck swim?" inquired Mrs. du Preez, genially. "You just try us,
-Miss Harding. And oh! if you want to say good-by to Paul, I know where
-he 's gone. He 'll be down under the dam, makin' mud pies."
-
-"Not really?"
-
-"You just step down and see; it won't take you a moment. He makes
-things, y'know; he made a sort of statue of me once. 'If that 's like
-me,' I told him, 'it 's lucky I 'm off the stage.' And what d 'you
-think he had the cheek to answer me? 'Mother,' he says, 'when you
-forget what you look like, you look like this.'"
-
-"I think I will just say good-by to Paul," said Margaret, glancing at
-Mrs. Jakes.
-
-"Come on after me, then," answered the doctor's wife. "I really must
-fly."
-
-"Pigs might fly," suggested Mrs. du Preez, enigmatically.
-
-The Boer did not go to the door with them; he waited where he stood
-while Mrs. du Preez, her voice waxing through the leave-takings to a
-shrill climax of farewell, accompanied them to her borders. When she
-returned to the little room, he was still standing in his place,
-returning "Boy Bailey's" glazed stare with gloomy intensity.
-
-His wife looked curiously at him as she moved to the table and began to
-put the scattered tea-cups together on the tray.
-
-"She 's a nice girl, Christian," she said, as she gathered them up.
-
-He did not answer, though he heard. She went on with her work till the
-tray was ready to be carried forth, glancing at his brooding face under
-her eyebrows.
-
-"Christian," she said suddenly. "I remember when you told me about the
-war and the Kafir baby."
-
-He gave her an absent look. "You said, 'Hang the Kafir baby!'" he
-answered.
-
-He turned from her, with a last resentful glare at the plump perfection
-of Boy Bailey, and slouched heavily from the room. Mrs. du Preez, with
-a pursed mouth, watched him go in silence.
-
-Mrs. Jakes was resolute in her homeward intentions; she had a
-presentiment of trouble in the kitchen which turned out to be well
-grounded. So Margaret went alone along the narrow rut of a path which
-ran down towards the shining water of the dam, which the slanting sun
-transmuted to a bath of gold. She was glad of the open air again, after
-Mrs. du Preez's carefully guarded breathing-mixture with its faint odor
-of furniture polish and horsehair. Paul, by the way, knew that elusive
-fragrance as the breath of polite life; it belonged to the parlor, where
-his father might not smoke, and to nowhere else, and its usual effect
-was to rarefy human intercourse to the point of inanity. In the parlor,
-one spoke in low tones and dared not clear one's throat and felt like an
-abortion and a monstrosity. Years afterwards, when the doors of the
-world had been forced and it had turned out to be a smallish place, only
-passably upholstered, it needed but a sniff of that odor to make his
-hands suddenly vast and unwieldy and reduce him to silence and
-discomfort.
-
-The path skirted the dam, at the edge of which grew rank grass, and
-dipped to turn the corner of the sloping wall of earth and stones at its
-deeper end. As she went, she stooped to pick up a fragment of sun-dried
-clay that caught her eye; it had been part of a face, and on it the
-mouth still curved. It was rudely done, but it was there, and it had,
-even the broken fragment that lacked the interpretation of its context,
-some touch of free vigor that arrested her in the act of letting it
-drop. She went on carrying it in her hand, and at the corner of the wall
-stopped again at the sound of voices. Some one was talking only twenty
-paces away, hidden from her by the bulk of the wall.
-
-"You must shape it in the lump," she heard. "You must go for the mass.
-That's everything--the mass! Do you see what I mean?"
-
-She knew the tones, the clear modulations of the pundit-speech which
-belonged to her class, but there was another quality in the voice that
-was only vaguely familiar to her, which she could not identify. It
-brought to her mind, by some unconscious association, the lumbering
-gaiety of Fat Mary.
-
-"Ye-es," very slowly. That was Paul's voice answering. "Yes. Like you
-see it in the distance."
-
-"That 's it," the baffling voice spoke again. "That 's it exactly. And
-work the clay like this, without breaking it, smoothly."
-
-She still held the broken fragment in her hand as she stepped round the
-corner of the wall to look. Paul, sitting cross-legged on the ground,
-had his back to her, and facing him, with a lump of red clay between his
-hands, which moved upon it deliberately, molding it with care, sat a
-Kafir. He was intent upon his work, and the brim of his hat,
-overhanging his eyes, prevented him from seeing her arrival. She stood
-for a moment watching; the two of them made a still group to which all
-the western sky and the wide land were a background. And then the clay
-fragment dropped from her hand, hit on a stone underfoot and cracked
-into pieces that dissolved the dumb curve of the mouth in ruin.
-
-At the little noise it made, Paul turned sharply and the Kafir raised
-his head and looked at her. There was an instant of puzzled staring and
-then the Kafir lifted his hat to her.
-
-"I 'll be going," he said, and began to rise to his feet.
-
-"Don't," said Paul. "Don't go." He was looking at the girl
-expectantly, waiting for her to justify herself. Now was the time to
-confirm his faith in her. "Don't go," he repeated. "It's Miss Harding
-that I told you about." He hesitated a moment, and now his eyes
-appealed to her. "She 's from London," he said; "she 'll understand."
-
-The Kafir waited, standing up, a slender, upright young man in worn
-discolored clothes. To Margaret then, as to Paul in his first encounter
-with him at the station, there was a shock in the pitiful, gross negro
-face that went with the pleasant, cultivated voice. It added something
-slavish to his travel-stained appearance that touched the girl's quick
-pity.
-
-She stepped forward impulsively.
-
-"Please don't go," she begged, "I should be so sorry. And Paul will
-introduce us."
-
-He smiled. "It shall be as you like, of course," he answered. "Will
-you sit down? The grass is always dry here."
-
-He made an oddly conventional gesture, as though the slope of the dam
-wall were a chair and he were going to place it for her.
-
-"Oh, thanks," said Margaret, and sat down.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VI*
-
-
-The Kafir seated himself again in his old place and let his hand fall
-upon the mass of clay which he had been fashioning for Paul's
-instruction. He was the least perturbed of the three of them. He sank
-his finger-tops in the soft plasticity of the stuff, and smiled across
-it at the others, at the boy, embarrassed and not sure of Margaret yet,
-and at her, still mastered by her curiosity. It was almost as if he
-were used to being regarded with astonishment, and his self-possession
-had a touch of that deliberate lime-lit quality which distinguishes the
-private lives of preachers and actors and hunchbacks.
-
-For the rest, he seemed to be about Margaret's age, clean run and of the
-middle stature. Watching him, Margaret was at a loss to discover what
-it was about him that seemed so oddly commonplace and familiar till she
-noted his clothes. They were "tweeds." Though he had apparently slept
-on the bare ground in them and made them a buffer between his skin and
-many emergencies of travel, they were still tweeds, such as any
-sprightly youth of Bayswater might affect for a week-end in the country.
-
-It needed only a complexion and an attitude to render him inconspicuous
-on a golf-course, but in that place, under the majestic sun, with the
-heat-dazzle of the Karoo at his back, his very clothes made him the more
-incomprehensible.
-
-Margaret realized that he was waiting for her to speak.
-
-"You model, then?" she asked, striving to speak in an altogether
-matter-of-fact tone, as though to come across gifted, English-speaking
-negroes, giving art lessons in odd corners, were nothing unusual.
-
-"Just a little," he answered. "Enough to help Paul to make a beginning.
-Eh, Paul?"
-
-Paul nodded, turning to Margaret. "He knows lots," he said. "_He 's_
-been in London, too. It was there he learned to--to model."
-
-Paul had a way of uttering the word "London" which conveyed to
-Margaret's ready sympathies some little part of what it meant to him,
-the bright unattainable home of wonderful activities, the land of
-heart's desire.
-
-"In London?" She turned to the Kafir, "London seems a long way from
-here, doesn't it?"
-
-"Yes; a long way." He was not smiling now. "It is seven months since I
-left London," he said; "and already it seems dim and unreal. It's as if
-I 'd dreamed about it and only remembered parts of my dream."
-
-Paul was listening with that profound attention he seemed to give to all
-things.
-
-"I don't feel it 's as far as all that," said Margaret. "But then, I was
-there two months ago. Probably that makes a difference."
-
-She was only now beginning to realize the strangeness of the encounter,
-and as she talked her faculties, taken by ambush and startled from their
-functions, regained their alertness. She watched him composedly as he
-replied.
-
-"Yes," he said. "And there are other differences, too. Since I left
-London I have not slept under a roof."
-
-While he spoke he did not cease to finger the clay; as he turned it here
-and there, Margaret was able to see it was the head of a negro that he
-was shaping and the work was already well forward. It was, indeed, the
-same head whose unexpected scowl had astonished Paul; and as he moved it
-about, the still gloomy face of clay seemed to glance backward and
-forward as though it heard him and doubted.
-
-"But why not?" demanded Margaret.
-
-He seemed to hesitate before answering, and meanwhile his hands were
-busy and deft.
-
-"Why not?" she repeated. "Seven months! I don't understand. Why have
-n't you slept under a roof all that time?"
-
-"Well!" He smiled as he spoke at last. "You see--I don't speak Kafir.
-That's where the trouble is. When first I came up here, I went across to
-the southern districts, where Kafirs are pretty numerous. My idea was
-to live among them, in order to--well, to carry out an idea of mine."
-
-He paused. "They didn't know what to make of you?" suggested Margaret.
-
-"No--unless it was a corpse," he answered. "I don't really blame them;
-they must have been horribly suspicious of me. At the first kraal I
-came to--the first village, that is--I tried to make myself known to a
-splendid old chap, sitting over a little fire, who seemed to be in
-charge. That was awfully queer. Every man, woman and child in the
-place stood round and stared and made noises of distrust--that's what
-they sounded like; and the old chap just squatted in the middle and
-blinked up at me without a word. I 'd heard that most of the Kafirs
-about here could understand a little English, so I just talked away and
-tried to look innocent and useful and I hoped I was making the right
-impression. The chap listened profoundly till I had quite done, looking
-as though he were taking in every word of it. Then he lifted both arms,
-with exactly the movement of a cock when it 's going to crow, and two
-young fellows behind him leaned down and took hold of them and helped
-him very slowly to his feet. I made sure I 'd done the trick and that
-he was getting up to shake hands or something. But instead of that he
-groped about with his right hand in a blind, helpless kind of way, till
-one of his private secretaries put a knobherry, a bludgeon with a knob
-on the end, into it. And then, the poor old thing who had to be helped
-to his feet took one quick step in my direction and landed me a bang on
-the head with the club. I just remember that all the others burst into
-screams of laughter; I must have heard them as I went down."
-
-"What a horrible thing!" exclaimed Margaret.
-
-He smiled again, his teeth flashing brilliantly in his black face.
-
-"It was awkward at the time," he admitted. "I came to later on the veld
-where they dragged me, with a lump on my head the size of my fist. And
-sore--by Jove! I was sore. Still, it's just possible I might have gone
-back for another try, if the first thing I saw hadn't been a tall black
-gentleman sitting at the entrance to the kraal with an assegai--a spear,
-that is--ready for me. I concluded it was n't good enough!"
-
-"No!" Margaret agreed with him. "I should think not. But why should
-they receive you like that?"
-
-"Perhaps," he suggested, "they learned it from the white men!"
-
-("He means to look ironical," Margaret thought. "It isn't a leer; it 's
-irony handicapped by a negro face. Poor thing!")
-
-"Then you had a bad time somewhere else?" she asked aloud. "Would you
-mind telling how? If you would, please don't tell me. But I 'd like to
-hear."
-
-"Then you shall. Of course you shall." The look that tried to be
-ironical vanished. "If you could only know how grateful I am for--for
-this--for just your politeness. For you being what you are--"
-
-"Please," interrupted Margaret. "Please don't. I want to hear. Just
-tell me."
-
-There was something pathetic in his prompt obedience. He shifted ground
-at once like a child that is snubbed.
-
-"It was in Capetown," he said; "when I landed from the boat. There was
-trouble on the boat, too; it was full of South Africans, and I had to
-have my meals alone and only use the deck at certain hours. I could n't
-even put my name down for a sovereign in the subscription they raised
-for the ship's band; the others wouldn't have it. I only got rid of
-that sovereign on the last evening, when the leader of the band came to
-me as I walked up and down on the boat deck. He passed me once or twice
-before he stopped to speak to me--making sure that nobody was looking.
-'Hurry up!' he said, in a whisper. 'Where 's the quid you was going to
-subscribe?' 'Say Sir!' I said--for the fun of the thing. He couldn't
-manage it for fully a minute; his share of it wasn't more than
-half-a-crown. I went on walking and left him where I stood, but as I
-came back again he was ready for me. 'No offense, sir,' he said, quite
-clearly. I gave him the money and passed on. But he was still there
-when I turned again, and ever so anxious to put himself right with his
-conscience. 'D'you know what I 'd do with you niggers if I had my way?'
-he began, still in a large hoarse whisper, like air escaping from a
-pipe. 'I 'd 'ave you back into slavery, I would. I 'd sell the lot of
-you.' I laughed. 'You couldn't buy many of us with that sovereign!' I
-told him. Really, I rather liked that man."
-
-"There are men like that," said Margaret thoughtfully. "And women, too."
-
-"Yes, aren't there?" he agreed quickly. "But I 'd rather--it 's a pity
-you should know it. However, you wanted to hear about Capetown."
-
-The afternoon was waning; the Kafir, with his hat at the back of his
-head and the rim of its brim framing his patient face, was set against a
-skyful of melting color. Even in face of those two attentive hearers, he
-sat as though in an immense and significant isolation, imposing himself
-upon them by virtue of his strong aloofness. Margaret was conscious of a
-great gulf set between them, an unbridgable hiatus of spirit and
-purpose. The man saw the life of the world not from above or below but
-as through a barred window, from a room in which he was prisoned and
-solitary.
-
-He was entirely matter-of-fact as he told of his troubles and
-difficulties when he landed in Capetown; he spoke of them as things
-accepted, calling for no comment. On the steamer from England he had
-been told of the then recent experiences of a concert party of American
-negroes who visited Africa and had been obliged to sleep in the streets,
-but the tale had the sound of a smoking-room ingenuity and had not
-daunted him. But it was true for all that and he ran full-tilt into the
-application of it, when nightfall of the day of his arrival found him
-still seeking vainly for a lodging. He had money in plenty, but neither
-money nor fair words availed to bribe an innkeeper into granting him a
-bed.
-
-"But I saw a lot of Capetown," he said. "I walked that afternoon and
-evening full twenty miles--once all the way out to Sea Point and back
-again. And I was perhaps a little discouraged: there were so many
-difficulties I hadn't expected. I knew quite well before I left England
-that I should have difficulties with the whites, but I hadn't allowed
-for practically the same difficulties with the blacks. There was a
-place behind the railway station, a tumble-down house in which about a
-dozen Kafirs were living, and I tried that. They fetched a policeman
-who ordered me away, and I had to go. You see, they could n't make head
-or tail of me; I was much too unusual for them to keep company with. So
-about midnight I found myself walking down towards the jetty at the foot
-of Adderly Street. You don't know Capetown, I suppose? The jetty
-sticks out into the bay; it 's no great use except for a few boats to
-land and at night it serves the purpose of the Thames Embankment for men
-who have nowhere else to go. I was very tired by then. As I passed the
-Van Riebeck statue, a woman spoke to me."
-
-He hesitated, examining Margaret's listening face, doubtfully.
-
-"I understand," she said. "Go on. A white woman, was it?"
-
-"Yes, a white woman," he replied with the first touch of bitterness she
-had seen in him. "A poor devil who had fallen so far that she had lost
-even the scruples of her trade. I heard her coughing in the shadow when
-she was some distance from me, and saw her come out into the lamplight
-still breathless, with the shadows making a ruin of her poor painted
-face. But she had herself in hand; she was game. At the moment I was
-near enough, she smiled--I suppose the last thing they forget is how to
-smile. 'Koos!' she called to me, softly. 'Koos!' 'Koos' is the Taal
-for cousin, you know; it 's a sort of familiar address. I couldn't pass
-her without a word, so I stopped. 'You ought to see to that cough,' I
-told her. She was horribly surprised, of course, and I rather think she
-started to bolt, but her cough stopped her. It was a bad case, that--a
-very bad case, and of course she wasn't sufficiently clad or nourished.
-I advised her to get home to bed, and she leaned against the wall wiping
-her eyes with the corner of her handkerchief wrapped round her finger so
-as not to smudge the paint, and stared at me with a sort of surrender.
-I got her to believe at last that I was what I said--a doctor--"
-
-"_Are_ you a doctor?" interrupted Margaret.
-
-"Yes," he answered. "I hold the London M.B.; oh, I knew what I was
-talking about. When she understood it, she changed at once. She was
-pretty near the end of her tether, and now she had a chance, her first
-chance, to claim some one's pity. The lives they lead, those poor
-smirched things! She had a landlady; can you imagine that landlady?
-And unless she brought money with her, she could not even go back to her
-lodgings. She told me all about it, coughing in between, under the
-windows of a huge shopful of delicate women's wear, with a big arc-light
-spluttering above the empty street and Van Riebeck looking over our
-heads to Table Mountain. Wasn't it strange--us two homeless people,
-cast out by our own folk and rejected by the other color?"
-
-"Yes," answered the girl; "very strange and sad."
-
-"It was like a dream," said the Kafir. "It was weird. But I like the
-idea that she accosted a possible customer and found a deliverer. I
-gave her the money she needed, of course, and listened to her lungs and
-wrote her a prescription on the back of a card she produced. No real
-use, you know--just something to go on with. She was past any real
-help. No use going into details, but it was a bad case!"
-
-He shook his head thoughtfully, in a mood of gloom.
-
-"And then?" asked Margaret.
-
-"Oh, then she went away," he said, "and I watched her go. She crossed
-the road, holding up her skirt clear of the mud; she was a neat,
-appealing little figure in spite of everything. She passed with her
-head drooped to the corner opposite and there she turned and waved her
-hand to me, I waved back and she went into the shadows. She 's in the
-Valley of the Shadows now, though; she hadn't far to go.
-
-"But you can't conceive how still and wonderful it was on the jetty,
-with the water all round and the moon making a broad track of beams
-across it, and over the bay the bulk of inland hills massive and
-inscrutable. It was like looking at Africa from a great distance; and
-yet, you know, I was born here!"
-
-His hands had fallen idle on the clay, but as he ceased to speak he
-began to work again, with eyes cast down to his task. The light was
-already failing, and as the three of them waited in the silence that
-followed on his words, there reached them the dull pulse of the
-gourd-drum at the farm, stealing upon their consciousness gradually.
-Paul frowned as he recognized it, coming out of the trance of his
-faculties unwillingly. He had sat motionless with parted lips through
-the Kafir's story, so still in his absorption that the others had
-forgotten his presence.
-
-"That 's for me," he said, slowly, but took his time about getting up.
-He was looking at the Kafir with the solemn, sincere eyes of a child.
-
-"I would like," he said, "to make a clay of that woman."
-
-"Eh!" The Kafir suppressed his smile. "Time enough, Paul. Plenty of
-time and plenty of clay for you to do that--and plenty of women, too."
-
-Paul was on his feet by now, looking down at the other two.
-
-"But," he hesitated, "I _must_ make it," he said. "I must."
-
-The Kafir nodded. "All right," he said. "You make it, Paul, and show
-it to me. As you see her, you know; that 's how you must do it."
-
-"Yes," said Paul seriously. "Brave and smiling and dying. I know!"
-
-The gourd-drum throbbed insistently. He moved towards it reluctantly.
-"Good night," he said.
-
-"Goodnight, Paul!"
-
-A moment later he was vague in the growing dusk, and they heard his long
-whistle of answer to the drum.
-
-Margaret, with her chin propped on her hand, sat on the slope of the
-wall. The Kafir began to put away the clay on which he had been
-working. Paul's store was an abandoned ant-bear's hole across which
-there trailed the broad dry leaves of a tenacious gourd. He put the
-unfinished head carefully in this receptacle, and then drew from it
-another object, which he held out to the girl.
-
-"A bit of Paul's work," he explained.
-
-She took it in her hand, but for the time being her interest in the
-immaturities of art gave place to the strange realities in whose
-presence she felt herself to be. She glanced at it perfunctorily, a
-little sketch of a woman carrying a basket, well observed and
-sympathetic.
-
-"Yes," she answered. "He has a real gift. But just now I can't think
-about that. I 'm thinking about you."
-
-"I 've saddened you," he said. "I didn't want to do that. I should
-have held my tongue. But if you could know what it means to talk to you
-at all, you 'd forgive me. I 'm not regretting, you know; I 'm going
-through it of my own free will; but it 's a lonely business. I 'm
-always glad of a tramp making his way along the railway line, and Paul
-was a godsend. But you! Oh, you 'll never understand how splendid it is
-to tell you anything and have you listen to it."
-
-He spoke almost humbly, but with a warmth of sincerity that moved her.
-
-"You 'll have to tell me more," she said. "You 'll be coming here
-again?"
-
-"Indeed I will," he replied quickly. "I 'll be here often, if only in
-the hope that you 'll come down to the dam sometimes. But--there 's one
-thing."
-
-"Yes?" asked Margaret.
-
-"You know, it won't do for you to be seen with me," he said gently. "It
-won't do at all."
-
-Margaret laughed. "I think I can bear up against the ill-report of the
-neighborhood," she said. "My kingdom is not of this particular world.
-We won't bother about that, please."
-
-The Kafir shook his head. "There 's no help for it," he answered. "I
-must bother about it. It bothers me so much that unless you will let me
-know best in this (for I really do know) I 'll never come this way
-again. Do you think I could bear it, if people talked about you for
-suffering the company of a nigger? You don't know this country. It 's
-a dangerous place for people who go against its prejudices. So if I am
-to see you, for God's sake be careful. I 'll look forward to it
-like--like a sick man looking forward to health; but not if you are to
-pay for it. Not at that price."
-
-"Oh, well!" Margaret found the topic unpleasant. "I don't see any risk.
-But you 're rather putting me into the position of the bandmaster on the
-ship, are n't you? I 'm to have the sovereign; that is, I 'm to hear
-what I want to hear; but only when nobody 's looking. However, it shall
-be as you say."
-
-"Thank you." He managed to sound genuinely grateful. "You 're awfully
-kind to me. You shall hear everything you want to hear. Paul can
-always lay hands on me for you."
-
-Margaret rose to her feet. The evening struck chill upon her and she
-coughed. In the growing dark, the Kafir knit his brows at the sound of
-it.
-
-"I must be going now," she said. "Paul didn't introduce me after all,
-did he? But I don't think it's necessary."
-
-She stood a little above him on the slope of the wall, a tall, slight
-figure seen against its dark bulk.
-
-"I know your name," he answered.
-
-"And I know yours," she put in quickly. "Tell me if I 'm not right.
-You 're Kamis. I 've heard about you this afternoon."
-
-He stared at her for a space of seconds. "Yes," he said slowly. "I 'm
-Kamis. But--who told you?"
-
-She laughed quietly. "You see," she said, "I 've got something to tell,
-too. Oh, I know lots about you; you 'll have to come and hear that, at
-any rate."
-
-She put out her hand to him.
-
-"Good night, Mr. Kamis," she said.
-
-The Kafir bared his head before he took her hand. He seemed to have some
-difficulty in speaking.
-
-"Good night," he said. "Good night! I'll never forget your goodness."
-
-He let her go and she turned back to the path that should take her past
-the farmhouse and the kraals to the Sanatorium and dinner. At the turn
-of the wall, its lights met her with their dazed, unwinking stare,
-shining from the dining-room which had no part in the spacious night of
-the Karoo and those whose place is in the darkness. She had gone a
-hundred yards before she looked back.
-
-Behind her the western sky treasured still the last luminous dregs of
-day, that leaked from it like water one holds in cupped hands. In the
-middle of it, high upon the dam wall, a single human figure, swart and
-motionless, stood to watch her out of sight.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VII*
-
-
-"Looks pooty bad for the huntin'," remarked Mr. Samson suddenly,
-glancing up from the crinkly sheets of the letter he was reading. "Here
-'s a feller writin' to me that the ground 's like iron already. You
-hunt, Miss Harding?"
-
-"Oh, dear, yes," replied Margaret cheerfully. "Lions and elephants
-and--er--eagles. Such sport, you know!"
-
-"Hah!" Mr. Samson shook his head at her indulgently. "Your grandmother
-wouldn't have said that, young lady. But you youngsters, you don't know
-what 's good for you--by gad! Eagles, eh?"
-
-Once in a week, breakfast at the Sanatorium gained a vivid and even a
-breathless quality from the fact that one found the weekly letters piled
-between one's knife and fork, as though Mrs. Jakes knew--no doubt she
-did--that her guests would make the chief part of their meal on the
-contents of the envelopes. The Kafir runner who brought them from the
-station arrived in the early dawn and nobody saw him but Mrs. Jakes; she
-was the human link between the abstractions of the post-office and those
-who had the right to open the letters and be changed for the day by
-their contents. It was not invariably that the mail included letters
-for her, and these too would be put in order on the breakfast table,
-under the tap of the urn, and not opened till the others were down.
-Then Mrs. Jakes also, like a well-connected Jack Horner, could pull from
-the eloquence of her correspondents an occasional plum of information to
-pass round the table.
-
-"Only think!" she would offer. "The Duchess of York has got another
-baby. Let me see now! How many does that make?"
-
-It was always Mr. Samson who was down first on mail-mornings, and his
-was always the largest budget. His seat was at the end of the table
-nearest the window, and he would read sitting a little sideways in his
-chair, with the letter held well up to the light and his right eyebrow
-clenched on a monocle. Fat letters of many sheets, long letters on thin
-foreign paper, newspapers, circulars--they made up enough to keep him
-reading the whole morning, and thoughtful most of the afternoon. From
-this feast he would scatter crumbs of fashionable or sporting
-intelligence, and always he would have something to say about the state
-of the weather in England when the post left, three weeks before.
-
-"Just think!" he continued. "Frost already--and fogs! Frost, Miss
-Harding; instead of this sultry old dust-heap. How does that strike
-you? Eh?"
-
-"It leaves me cold," returned Margaret agreeably.
-
-"Cold!" he retorted, snorting. "Well, I 'd give something to shiver
-again, something handsome. What 's that you 're saying, Ford?"
-
-Ford had passed a post-card to Mrs. Jakes to read and now received it
-back from her.
-
-"It 's Van Zyl," he replied. "He writes that he 'll be coming past this
-afternoon, about tea time, and he 'll look in. I was telling Mrs.
-Jakes."
-
-"Good!" said Mr. Samson.
-
-"It's a man I know," Ford explained to Margaret. "He looks me up
-occasionally. He 's in the Cape Mounted Police and a Dutchman. You 'll
-be in for tea?"
-
-"When somebody 's coming? Of course I will," said Margaret. "A
-policeman, is he?"
-
-"Yes," answered Ford. "He 's a sub-inspector, an officer; but he was a
-trooper three years ago, and he 's quite a chap to know. You see what
-you think of him."
-
-"I 'll look at him carefully," said Margaret. "But tell me some more,
-please! Is he a mute, inglorious Sherlock Holmes, or what?"
-
-Ford laughed. "No," he said. "No, it 's not that sort of thing, at
-all. It 's just that he 's a noticeable person, don't you know? He 's
-the kind of chap who 's simply born to put into a uniform and astride of
-a horse; you 'll see what I mean when he comes."
-
-Mrs. Jakes leaned to the right to catch Margaret's eye round the urn.
-
-"My dear," she said seriously. "Mr. Van Zyl is the image of a perfect
-gentleman."
-
-"All right!" said Margaret. "Between you, you 've filled me with the
-darkest forebodings. But so long as it's a biped, and without feathers,
-I 'll do my best."
-
-Her own letters were three in number. One was from an uncle who was
-also her solicitor and trustee, the source of checks and worldly
-counsel. His letter opened playfully; the legal uncle, writing in the
-inner chamber of his offices in Lincoln's Inn Fields, hoped that she did
-not find the local fashions in dress irksome, and made reference to
-three mosquitos and a smile. The break of a paragraph brought him to
-business matters and the epistle concluded with an allusion to the
-effect of a Liberal Government on markets. It was, thought Margaret, a
-compact revelation of the whole mind of the legal uncle, and wondered
-why she should get vaguely impatient with his implied suggestion that
-she was in an uncivilized country. The next was from the strong-minded
-aunt who had imposed austerity upon her choice of clothes for her
-travels--a Chinese cracker of a letter, detonating along three sheets in
-crisp misstatements that had the outward form of epigrams. The aunt
-related, tersely, her endeavor to cultivate a physique with Indian clubs
-and the consequent accident to her maid. "But arms like pipe-stems can
-be trusted to break like pipe-stems," she concluded hardily. "I 've
-given her cash and a character, and the new one is fat. No pipe-stems
-about her, though she bruises with the least touch!"
-
-These two she read at the breakfast table, drinking from her coffee-cup
-between the bottom of one sheet and the top of the next, savoring them
-for a vintage gone flat and perished. It came to her that their writers
-lived as in dim glass cases, seeing the world beyond their own small
-scope as a distance of shadows, indeterminate and void, while
-trivialities and toys that were close to them bulked like impending
-doom. She laid down the legal uncle in the middle of a sentence to hear
-of Van Zyl and did not look back to pick up the context when she resumed
-her reading. The legal uncle, in her theory, had no context; he ranked
-as a printer's error. It was the third letter which she carried forth
-when she left the table, to read again on the stoep.
-
-The jargon of the art schools saves its practitioners much trouble in
-accounting for those matters and things which come under their
-observation, since a phrase is frequently indistinguishable from a fact
-and very filling at the price. But Margaret was not ready with a name
-for that quality in the third letter which caused her to read it through
-again and linger out its substance. It was from a girl who had been her
-school-fellow and later her friend, and later still a gracious and
-rarely-seen acquaintance, smiling a welcome at chance meetings and ever
-remoter and more abstracted from those affairs which occupied Margaret's
-days. The name of a Kensington square stood at the head of her letter
-as her address; Margaret knew it familiarly, from the grime on the iron
-railings which held its melancholy garden a prisoner, to the deep areas
-of its houses that gave one in passing glimpses of spacious kitchens
-under the roots of the dwellings. Three floors up from the pavement,
-Amy Hollyer, in her brown-papered room, with the Rossetti prints on the
-wall and the Heleu etching above the mantel, had set her mild and
-earnest mind on paper for Margaret's reading, news, comment, small jest
-and smaller dogma, a gentle trickle of gossip about things and people
-who were already vague in the past. It was little, it was trivial, but
-through it there ran, like the red thread in a ripping-cord, a vein of
-zest, of sheer gusto in the movement and thrill of things. It suggested
-an ant lost in a two-inch high forest of lawn-grass, but it rendered,
-too, some of the ant's passionate sense of adventure.
-
-"She 's alive," thought Margaret, laying the letter at last in her lap.
-"Dear old Amy, what a wonderful world she lives in! But then, she 'd
-furnish any world with complications."
-
-Twenty feet way, Ford had his little easel between his outstretched legs
-and was frowning absorbedly from it to the Karoo and back again. Twenty
-feet away on her other side, Mr. Samson was crackling a three-weeks-old
-copy of _The Morning Post_ into readable dimensions. Before her, across
-the railing of the stoep, the Karoo lifted its blind face to the
-gathering might of the sun.
-
-"Even this," continued Margaret. "She 'd find this inexhaustible. She
-was born with an appetite for life. I seem to have lost mine."
-
-From the great front door emerged to the daylight the solid rotundity of
-Fat Mary, billowing forth on flat bare feet and carrying in her hand a
-bunch of the long crimson plumes of the aloe, that spiky free-lance of
-the veld which flaunts its red cockade above the abomination of
-desolation. Fat Mary spied Margaret and came padding towards her, her
-smile lighting up her vast black face with the effect of "some great
-illumination surprising a festal night."
-
-"For Missis," she remarked, offering the crimson bunch.
-
-Margaret sat up in her chair with an exclamation. "Flowers!" she said.
-"Are they flowers? They 're more like great thick feathers. Where did
-you get them, Mary?"
-
-Fat Mary giggled awkwardly. "A Kafir bring 'um," she explained. "He
-say--for Missis Harding, an' give me a ticky (a threepenny piece).
-Fool--that Kafir!"
-
-Margaret stared, holding the fat, fleshy crimson things in her hands.
-
-"Oh!" she said, understanding. "Where is he, Mary? The Kafir, I mean?"
-
-Fat Mary shook her head placidly. "Gone," she said; and waved a great
-hand to the utter distance of the heat haze. "That Kafir gone, Missis.
-He come before breakfus'; Missis in bed. Say for Missis Harding an'
-give me ticky. Fool! Talk English--an' boots!"
-
-She shrugged mightily to express the distrust and contempt she could not
-put into words.
-
-"Boots!" she repeated darkly.
-
-"Well," said Margaret, "they 're very pretty, anyhow."
-
-Fat Mary wrinkled her nose. "Stink," she observed. "Missis smell 'em.
-Stink like a hell! Missis throw 'um away."
-
-Margaret looked at the stout woman and smiled. Fat Mary's hostility to
-the Kafir and the aloe plumes and the ticky was plainly the fruit of
-jealousy.
-
-"I won't throw them away yet," she said. "I want to look at them first.
-But did you know the Kafir, Mary?"
-
-"Me!" Fat Mary drew herself up. "No, Missis--not know that _skellum_.
-Never see him before. What for that Kafir come here, an' bring
-stink-flowers to my Missis? An' boots? Fool, that Kafir! _Fool_!"
-
-"All right, Mary," said Margaret, conciliatingly. "Very likely he won't
-come again. So never mind this time."
-
-Fat Mary smiled ruefully. Most of her emotions found expressions in
-smiles.
-
-"That Kafir come again," she said thoughtfully, "I punch 'im!"
-
-And comforted by this resolve, she retired along the stone stoep and
-betook herself once more to her functions indoors.
-
-At his post further along the stoep, Ford was looking up with a smile,
-for the sounds of Fat Mary's grievance had reached him. Margaret did
-not notice his attention; she was turning over the great bouquet of cold
-flaunting flowers which had come to her out of the wilderness, as though
-to remind her that at the heart of it there was a voice crying.
-
-Ford's friend was punctual to his promise to arrive for tea. Upon the
-stroke of half-past four he reined in his big horse at the foot of the
-steps and swung stiffly from the saddle. He came, indeed, with
-circumstances of pomp, armed men riding before him and captives padding
-in the dust between them. Old Mr. Samson sighted him while he was yet
-afar off and cried the news and the others came to look.
-
-"Who 's he got with him?" demanded Mr. Samson, fumbling his papers into
-the pockets of his writing case. "Looks like a bally army. Can you see
-what it is, Ford?"
-
-Ford was staring with narrowed eyes through the sunshine.
-
-"Yes," he said slowly. "He 's got prisoners. But what 's he bringing
-them here for?"
-
-"Prisoners? Oh, do let me look!"
-
-Margaret came to his side and followed his pointing finger with her
-eyes. A blot of haze was moving very slowly towards them over the
-surface of the ground, and through it as she watched there broke here
-and there the shapes of men and horses traveling in that cloud of dust.
-
-"Why, they 're miles away," she exclaimed. "They'll be hours yet."
-
-"Say half-an-hour," suggested Ford, his face still puckered with the
-effort to see. "They 're moving briskly, you know. He 's shoving them
-along."
-
-"But why prisoners?" enquired Margaret. "What prisoners could he get on
-the Karoo? There 's nobody to arrest."
-
-"Van Zyl seems to have found somebody, anyhow," answered Ford. "I had a
-glimpse of people on foot. But I can't imagine why he brings 'em here."
-
-"Ask him," suggested Mr. Samson. "What 's your hurry? Wait till he
-comes and then ask him."
-
-First Mrs. Jakes and then the doctor joined the spectators on the stoep
-as the party drew out of the distance and defined itself as a string of
-Kafirs on foot, herded upon their way by five Cape Mounted Police with a
-tall young officer riding in the rear. It was a monstrous phenomenon to
-emerge thus from the vagueness and mystery of the haze, and Margaret
-uttered a sharp exclamation of distress as it came close and showed
-itself in all its miserable detail. There were perhaps twenty Kafirs,
-men and women both, dusty, lean creatures with the eyes, at once
-timorous and untameable, of wild animals. They shuffled along
-dejectedly, their feet lifting the dust in spurts and wreaths, their
-backs bent to the labor of the journey. Three or four of the men were
-handcuffed together, and these made the van of the unhappy body, but
-save for these fetters, there was nothing to distinguish one from
-another. Their separate individualities seemed merged in a single
-slavishness, and as they turned their heads to look at the white people
-elevated on the stoep, they showed only a row of white hopeless eyes.
-Beside them as they plodded, the tall beautiful horses had a look of
-nonchalance and superiority, and the mounted men, bored and thirsty,
-looked over their heads as perfunctorily as drovers keeping watch on
-docile cattle.
-
-"How horrible!" said Margaret, in a low voice, for the officer, followed
-by an orderly, was at the foot of the steps.
-
-The prisoners and their guards did not halt; they continued their way
-past the house and on towards the opposite horizon. Their backs, as
-they departed, showed gray with clinging dust.
-
-Sub-Inspector Van Zyl, booted and spurred, trim in his dust-smirched
-blue uniform, with his holster at his hip and the sling across his tight
-chest, lifted his hand in the abrupt motions of a salute as he received
-Mrs. Jakes' greeting.
-
-"Kind of you," he said, with a sort of curt cordiality and the least
-touch in life of the thick Dutch accent. "Most kind! Tea 's the very
-thing I 'd like. Thank you."
-
-At sight of Margaret, grave and young, as different from Mrs. Jakes as
-if she had been of another sex, a slight spark lit in his eye for a
-moment and there was an even stronger abruptness of formality in his
-salute. His curiously direct gaze rested upon her several times during
-the administration of tea in the drawing-room, where he sat upright in
-his chair, with knees apart, as though he were still astride of a horse.
-He was a man made as by design for the wearing of official cloth. His
-blunt, neatly-modeled Dutch face, blond as straw where it was not tanned
-to the hue of the earth of the Karoo, had the stolid, responsible cast
-that is the ensign of military authority. His uniform stood on him like
-a skin; and his mere unconsciousness of the spurs on his boots and the
-revolver on his hip strengthened his effect of a man habituated to the
-panoply and accoutrement of war. Even his manners, precise and ordered
-like a military exercise, never slackened into humanity; the Dutch
-Sub-Inspector of Cape Mounted Police might have been a Prussian
-Lieutenant with the eyes of the world on him.
-
-"Timed myself to get here for tea," he explained to Ford. "Just managed
-it, though. Hot work traveling, to-day."
-
-Hotter, thought Margaret, for those of his traveling companions who had
-no horses under them, and who would not arrive anywhere in time for tea.
-
-"You seem to have made a bag," replied Ford. "What 's been the trouble?"
-
-"Fighting and looting," answered Sub-Inspector Van Zyl carelessly. "A
-row between two kraals, you know, and a man killed."
-
-"Any resistance?" enquired Ford.
-
-"A bit," said Van Zyl. "My sergeant got his head split open with an
-axe. Those niggers in the south are an ugly lot and they 'll always
-fight. You see, it 's only about twenty years ago they were at war with
-us; it 'll need another twenty to knock the fighting tradition out of
-'em."
-
-"They looked meek enough as they passed," remarked Ford. "There didn't
-seem to be a kick left among them."
-
-Van Zyl nodded over the brim of his tea-cup. "There isn't," he said
-shortly. "They 've had the kick taken out of 'em."
-
-He drank imperturbably, and Margaret had a momentary blurred vision of
-defeated, captured Kafirs in the process of having the kick extracted
-from them and the serene, fair-haired sub-inspector superintending its
-removal with unruffled, professional calm.
-
-"Been here long, Miss Harding?"
-
-Van Zyl addressed her suddenly across the room.
-
-"Not quite long enough to understand," she replied. "Did you say those
-poor creatures were fighting--among themselves?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"But why?" she persisted. "What did they fight for?"
-
-He shrugged his neat shoulders. "Why does a Kafir do anything?" he
-enquired. "They told a cock-and-bull story that seems to be getting
-fashionable among them of late, about a son of one of their old chiefs
-appearing among them dressed like a white man. He went from kraal to
-kraal, talking English and giving money, and at one kraal the headman,
-an old chap who used to be a native constable of ours, actually seems to
-have laid his stick across some wandering nigger who couldn't explain
-what he wanted. The next kraal heard of this, and decided at once that
-a chief had been insulted, and the next thing was a fight and the old
-headman with an assegai through him. But if you want my opinion, Miss
-Harding--it does n't make such a good story, but I 've had to do with
-niggers all my life--"
-
-"Yes?" said Margaret. "Tell me."
-
-"Well," said Van Zyl, "my opinion is that if the old headman had n't
-been the owner of twelve head of cattle, all ready to be stolen, he
-might have gone on whacking stray Kafirs all his life without hurting
-anybody's feelings."
-
-"Except theirs," suggested Mr. Samson. "Hah, ha! Except the chaps that
-he whacked--what?"
-
-"Quite so!" Sub-Inspector Van Zyl smiled politely. "He was a vigorous
-old gentleman, and rather given to laying about him with anything that
-came handy. Probably picked up the habit in the police; the Kafir
-constables are always pretty rough with people of their own color.
-Anyhow, he 's done for; they drove a stabbing assegai clean through him
-and pinned him to a post of his own hut. I think I 've got the nigger
-that did it."
-
-Mrs. Jakes at the tea-table shook her skirts applaudingly. At any rate,
-the rustle of them as she shook came in like applause at the tail of the
-sub-inspector's narrative.
-
-"He ought to be hanged," she said.
-
-"He will be," said the sub-inspector. "But we 're not at the bottom of
-it yet. There is a fellow, so far as I can find out, coming and going
-on the Karoo, dressed in clothes and talking a sort of English. He 's
-the man I want."
-
-"What for?" demanded Margaret, and knew that she had spoken too sharply.
-Van Zyl seemed to remark it, too, for his eye dwelt on her inquiringly
-for a couple of seconds before he replied.
-
-"It'll probably be sedition," he replied. "The whole lot of 'em are
-uneasy down in the south there and we 're strengthening our posts. No!"
-he said, to Mrs. Jakes' exclamation; "there 's no danger. Not the
-slightest danger. But if we could just lay hands on that wandering
-nigger who talks English--"
-
-He left the sentence unfinished, and his nod signified that dire
-experiences awaited the elusive Kafir when he should come into the
-strong hands of authority. The Cape Mounted Police, he replied, would
-cure him of his eccentricities.
-
-He passed on to talk with Ford and Mrs. Jakes about common
-acquaintances, officers in the police and the Rifles and people who
-lived in Dopfontein, sixty miles away, and belonged to a tennis club.
-Then the sound of the softly-closing door advertised them of the tiptoe
-departure of Dr. Jakes, and soon afterwards Van Zyl rose and announced
-that he must leave to overtake his party.
-
-"If you can come to Dopfontein, Miss Harding," he said, as he took his
-leave, "hope you 'll let me know. Decent little place; we 'll try to
-amuse you."
-
-The orderly, refreshed but dusty still, came quickly to attention as the
-sub-inspector appeared in the doorway, and his pert cockney face took on
-the blankness proper to discipline. At a window above, Fat Mary shed
-admiring glances upon him, and a certain rigor of demeanor might have
-been taken to indicate that the warrior was not unconscious of them. He
-looked back over his shoulder as he cantered off in the wake of the
-sub-inspector.
-
-"What 's the trouble?" asked Ford, discreetly, as the sun-warmed dust
-fluffed up and enveloped the riders in a soft cloud of bronze.
-
-Margaret turned impatiently from looking after them.
-
-"I hate cruelty," she said, irritably.
-
-Ford looked at her shrewdly. "Of course you do," he said. "But Van
-Zyl's not cruel. What he said is true; he 's been among Kafirs all his
-life."
-
-"And learned nothing," retorted Margaret. "It 's beastly; it's just
-beastly. He can't even think they ever mean well; they only fight to
-steal, according to him. And then he 'takes the kick out of them!'
-Some day he 'll work himself up to crucify one of them."
-
-"Hold on," said Ford. "You mustn't get excited; you know, Jakes doesn't
-allow it. And you 're really not quite just to Van Zyl."
-
-"Isn't he proud of it?" asked Margaret scornfully.
-
-"I wonder," said Ford. "But it 's just as likely he 's proud of
-policing a smallpox district single-handed and playing priest and nurse
-when he was only paid to be jailer and executioner. He got his
-promotion for that."
-
-"Mr. Van Zyl did that?" asked Margaret incredulously. "Did he arrange to
-have the deaths over in time for tea?"
-
-Ford laughed shortly. "You must ask him," he replied. "He 'll probably
-say he did. He 's very fond of tea. But at any rate, he sees as much
-downright hard fighting in a year as a man in the army might see in a
-lifetime and--" he looked at Margaret out of the corners of his
-eyes--"the Kafirs swear by him."
-
-"The Kafirs do?" asked Margaret incredulously.
-
-"They swear by him," Ford assured her. "You try Fat Mary some time; she
-'ll tell you."
-
-"Oh, well," said Margaret; "I don't know. Things are beastly, anyhow,
-and I don't know which is worse--cruelty to Kafirs or the Kafirs'
-apparent enjoyment of it. That man has made me miserable."
-
-Ford frowned. "Don't be miserable," he said, awkwardly. "I hate to
-think you 're unhappy. You know," he went on, more fluently as an
-argument opened out ahead of him, "you 've no business really to concern
-yourself with such things. You don't belong among them. You 're a bird
-of passage, just perching for a moment on your way through, and you
-mustn't eat the local worms. It 's poaching."
-
-"There 's nothing else to eat," replied Margaret lugubriously.
-
-"You should have brought your knitting," said Ford. "You really should!
-Capital thing for staying the pangs of hunger, knitting!"
-
-"Thank you," said Margaret. "You 're very good. But I prefer worms.
-Not so cloying, you know!"
-
-She did not, however, act upon Ford's suggestion to ask Fat Mary about
-the sub-inspector. Even as rats are said to afford the means of travel
-to the bacillus of bubonic plague, it is probable that the worms of a
-country furnish vehicles for native prejudices and habits of mind. At
-any rate, when Margaret surveyed Fat Mary, ballooning about the room and
-creased with gaiety, there came to her that sense of the impropriety of
-discussing a white man with her handmaid which is at the root of South
-African etiquette.
-
-"Them flowers gone," announced Fat Mary tranquilly, when Margaret was in
-bed and she was preparing to depart.
-
-"Gone! Where?" asked Margaret.
-
-"I throw 'um away," was the contented answer. "Stink--pah! So I throw
-'um. Goo' night, missis."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VIII*
-
-
-"Don't you some times feel," asked Margaret, "as though dullness had
-gone as far as it possibly can go, and something surprising simply must
-happen soon?"
-
-Ford glanced cautiously about him before he answered.
-
-"Lots of things might happen any minute to some of us," he said. "You
-haven't been ill enough to know, but we are n't all keen for surprises."
-
-It was evening, and the big lamp that hung from the ceiling in the
-middle of the drawing-room breathed a faint fragrance of paraffin upon
-the inhabitants of the Sanatorium assembled beneath it. From the piano
-which stood against the wall, Mrs. Jakes had removed its usual load of
-photographs and ornamental pottery, and now, with her back to her fellow
-creatures, was playing the intermezzo from "Cavalleria Rusticana." Her
-small hands moving upon the keys showed the red knuckles and uneven
-nails which had come to her since first she learned that composition
-within earshot of the diapason of trains passing by Clapham Junction,
-mightily challenging her laborious tinkle-tinkle, and with as little
-avail as now the night of the Karoo challenged it. Like her gloves and
-her company manners, it stood between her shrinking spirit and those
-poignant realities which might otherwise have overthrown her. So when
-she came to the end of it she turned back the pages of the score which
-was propped before her, and without glancing at the notes, played it
-through again.
-
-"For instance," whispered Ford, under cover of the music; "look at
-Jakes. He carries a catastrophe about with him, don't you think?"
-
-The doctor was ranging uneasily to and fro on the hearth-rug, where the
-years of his exile were recorded in patches worn bare by his feet.
-There was already a change to be remarked in him since Margaret had
-first made his acquaintance; some of his softness and appealing
-guiltiness was gone and he was a little more desperate and unresponsive.
-She had mentioned this once to Ford, who had frowned and replied, "Yes,
-he 's showing the strain." She looked at him now covertly. He was
-walking to and fro before the empty fireplace with quick, unequal steps
-and the fingers of one hand fidgeted about his mouth. His eyes,
-flickering back and forth, showed an almost frantic impatience; poor
-Mrs. Jakes' melodious noises that smoothed balm upon her soul were
-evidently making havoc with his nerves. He seemed to have forgotten, in
-the stress of his misery, that others were present to see him and enter
-his disordered demeanor upon their lists of his shortcomings. As he
-faced towards her, Margaret saw the sideward sag of his mouth under his
-meager, fair mustache and the panic of his white eyeball upturned. His
-decent black clothes only accentuated the strangeness of him.
-
-"He looks dreadful," she said; "dreadful. Oughtn't you to go to him--or
-something?"
-
-"No use." Ford shook his head. "_I_ know. But I wish he 'd go to his
-study, all the same. If he stays here he may break down."
-
-"Why doesn't he go?" asked Margaret.
-
-"He can't make up his mind. He 's at that stage when to decide to do
-anything is an effort. And yet the chap 's suffering for the only thing
-that will give his nerves relief. Can't help pitying him, in spite of
-everything, when you see him like that."
-
-"Pitying him--yes," agreed Margaret. Mrs. Jakes with her foot on the
-soft pedal, was beginning the intermezzo again for the fifth time and
-slurring it dreamily to accord with her brief mood of contentment and
-peace.
-
-"You know," Margaret went on, "it 's awfully queer, really, that I
-should be in the same room with a man in that condition. Three months
-ago, I couldn't have borne it. Except sometimes on the streets, I don't
-think I 'd ever seen a drunken man. I must have changed since then in
-some way."
-
-"Learned something, perhaps," suggested Ford. "But you were saying you
-found things dull. Well, it just struck me that you 'd only got to lift
-up your eyes to see the makings of a drama, and while you 're looking
-on, your lungs are getting better. Aren't you a bit hard to satisfy?"
-
-"Am I? I wonder." They were seated at opposite ends of a couch which
-faced them to the room, and the books which they had
-abandoned--loose-backed, much-handled novels from the doctor's inelastic
-stock of literature--lay face down between them. Margaret looked across
-them at Ford with a smile; he had always a reasonable answer to her
-complainings.
-
-"You don't take enough stock in human nature," he said seriously. "Too
-fastidious--that's what you are, and it makes you miss a lot."
-
-"Perhaps you 're right," she answered. "I 've been thinking something
-of the kind myself. A letter I had--from a girl at home--put it in my
-mind. She writes me six sheets all about the most trivial and futile
-things you can imagine, but she speaks of them with bated breath, as it
-were. If only she were here instead of me, she 'd be simply thrilled.
-I wish you knew her."
-
-"I wish I did," he said. "I 've always had an idea that the good
-Samaritan was a prying, inquisitive kind of chap, and that 's really
-what made him cross the road to the other fellow. He wanted to know
-what was up, in the first place, and the rest followed."
-
-"Whereas--" prompted Margaret. "Go on. What 's the moral?"
-
-Ford laughed. "The moral is that there 's plenty to see if you only
-look for it," he answered.
-
-"I 've seen one thing, at any rate, without looking for it, since I 've
-been here," retorted Margaret. "Something you don't know anything about,
-Mr. Ford."
-
-"What was that?" he demanded. "Nothing about Jakes, was it?"
-
-"No; nothing about him."
-
-She hesitated. She had it in her mind to speak to him about the Kafir,
-Kamis, and share with him that mystery in return for the explanations
-which he could doubtless give of its less comprehensible features. But
-at that moment Mrs. Jakes ceased playing and began to put the score
-away.
-
-"I 'll tell you another time," she promised, and picked up her book
-again.
-
-The cessation of the music seemed to release Dr. Jakes from the spell
-which had been holding him. He stopped walking to and fro and strove to
-master himself for the necessary moment before his departure. He turned
-a writhen, twitching face on his wife.
-
-"You played it again and again," he said, with a sort of dull
-resentment.
-
-Mrs. Jakes looked up at him swiftly, with fear in her eyes.
-
-"Don't you like it, Eustace?" she asked.
-
-He only stared without answering, and she went on speaking hurriedly to
-cover him.
-
-"It always seems to me such a sweet piece," she said. "So haunting.
-Don't you think so, Miss Harding? I 've always liked it. I remember
-there was a tea-room in Oxford Street where they used to have a band in
-the afternoons--just fiddles and a piano--and they used to play it
-there. Many 's the time I 've dropped in for a cup of tea when I was
-shopping--not for the tea but just to sit and listen. Their tea wasn't
-good, for the matter of that, but lots of people went, all the same.
-Tyler's, was the name, I remember now. Do you know Tyler's, Miss
-Harding?"
-
-She was making it easy for the doctor to get away, after his custom, but
-either the enterprise of making a move was too difficult for him or else
-an unusual perversity possessed him. At any rate, he did not go. He
-stood listening with an owlish intentness to her nervous babble.
-
-"I know Tyler's very well," answered Margaret, coming to her aid.
-"Jolly useful place it is, too. But I don't remember the band."
-
-"_I_ used to go to the Queen's Hall," put in Dr. Jakes hoarsely.
-"Monday afternoons, when I could get away. And afterwards, have dinner
-in Soho."
-
-From the window, where Mr. Samson lay in an armchair in apparent torpor,
-came a wheeze, and the single word, "Simpson's."
-
-Margaret laughed. "How sumptuous," she said. "Now, Mr. Ford, you tell
-us where you used to go."
-
-"Club," answered Ford, promptly. "I had to have something for my
-subscription, you know, so I went there and read the papers."
-
-Mrs. Jakes was watching her husband anxiously, while Ford and Margaret
-took up the burden of inconsequent talk and made a screen of
-trivialities for her. But to-night Dr. Jakes needed expression as much
-as whisky; there was the hopeless, ineffectual anger of a baited animal
-in his stare as he faced them.
-
-"Why aren't any of you looking at me?" he said suddenly.
-
-None answered; only Mr. Samson sat up on his creaking armchair of
-basketwork with an amazed, "Eh? What 's that?" Margaret stared
-helplessly and Mrs. Jakes, white-faced and tense, murmured imploringly,
-"Eustace."
-
-"Dodging with your eyes and babbling about tea-shops," said the doctor
-hotly. "You think, because a man 's a bit--"
-
-"Eustace," cried Mrs. Jakes, clasping her hands. "Eustace _dear_."
-
-It was wonderful to notice how her habit of tone held good in that peril
-which whitened her face and made her tremble from head to foot as she
-stood. From her voice alone, one would have implied no more than some
-playful extravagance on the doctor's part; she still hoped that it could
-be carried off on the plane of small affairs.
-
-"You would go out without a proper hat on, Jakes," said Ford suddenly.
-"Feel stuffy in the head, don't you?"
-
-"What do you mean--stuffy?" demanded Jakes.
-
-But already the vigor that had spurred him to a demonstration was
-exhausted and the need for alcohol, the burning physical famine for
-nerve-reinforcement, had him in its grip.
-
-"Stuffy?" repeated Ford, watching him closely. "Oh, you know what I
-mean. I 've seen chaps like it heaps of times after a day in the sun;
-they get the queerest fancies. You really ought to get a proper hat,
-though."
-
-Mrs. Jakes took him by the arm persuasively. "Don't you think you 'd
-better lie down for a bit, Eustace--in the study?"
-
-"In the study?" He blinked twice or thrice painfully, and made an
-endeavor to smile. "Yes, perhaps. This--er--stuffy feeling, you
-know--yes."
-
-His wife's arm steered him to the door, and once out of the room he
-dropped it and fairly bolted across the echoing hall to his refuge. In
-the drawing-room they heard his eager feet and the slam of the door that
-shut him in to his miserable deliverance from pain, and the double snap
-of the key that locked out the world and its censorious eyes.
-
-"You--you just managed it," said Margaret to Ford. The queer
-inconsequent business had left her rather breathless. "But wasn't it
-horrible?"
-
-"Some day we shan't be able to talk him down, and then it 'll be worse,"
-answered Ford soberly. "That 'll be the end for Mrs. Jakes' home. But
-you played up all right, you know. You did the decent thing, and in
-just the right way. And I was glad, because, you know, I 've never been
-quite sure how you 'd shape."
-
-"You thought I 'd scream for help, I suppose," suggested Margaret.
-
-"No," he replied slowly. "But I often wondered whether, when the time
-came, you 'd go to your room or stay and lend a hand. Not that you
-wouldn't be quite right to stand out, for it 's a foul business, all
-this, and there 's nothing pretty in it. Still, taking sides is a sign
-of life in one's body--and I 'm glad."
-
-"That's all right, then," said Margaret. "And it 's enough about me for
-the present, too. You said that some day it won't be possible any more
-to talk him down. Did you mean--some day _soon_?"
-
-"Goodness knows," said Ford. He leaned back and turned his head to look
-over the back of the couch at Mr. Samson. "Samson," he called.
-
-"Yes; what?"
-
-"That was bad, eh! What's the meaning of it?"
-
-Mr. Samson blew out his breath windily and uncrossed his thin legs.
-"Don't care to go into it before Miss Harding," he said pointedly.
-
-"Oh, bother," exclaimed Margaret. "Don't you think I want to know too?"
-
-"Well, then," said Mr. Samson, with careful deliberation, "since you ask
-me, I 'd say it was a touch of the horrors casting its shadow before.
-He doesn't exactly see things, y' know, but that 's what 's coming.
-Next thing he knows, he 'll see snakes or cuttle-fish or rats all round
-the room and he 'll--he 'll gibber. Sorry, Miss Harding, but you wanted
-to know."
-
-"But--but--" Margaret stared aghast at the feeble, urbane old man
-asprawl in the wicker chair, who spoke with genial authority on these
-matters of shadowy horror. "But how can you possibly know all this?"
-
-Mr. Samson smiled. He considered it fitting and rather endearing that a
-young woman should be ignorant of such things and easily shocked when
-they were revealed.
-
-"Seen it all before, my dear young lady," he assured her. "It 's
-natural you should be surprised, but it's not so uncommon as you think.
-Why, I remember, once, in '87, a feller gettin' out of a cab because he
-said there was a bally great python there--a feller I knew; a member of
-Parliament."
-
-Margaret looked at Ford, who nodded.
-
-"He knows all right," he said, quietly. "But I don't think you need be
-nervous. When it comes to that, we 'll have to do something."
-
-"I 'm not nervous--not in that way, at least," said Margaret.
-"Only--must it come to that? Isn't there anything that can be done?"
-
-"If we got a doctor here, the chances are he 'd report the matter to the
-authorities," said Ford. "This place is licensed or certified or
-something, and that would be the end of it. And then, even if there
-wasn't that, it isn't easy to put the matter to Mrs. Jakes."
-
-"I--I suppose not," agreed Margaret thoughtfully. "Still, if you decided
-it was necessary--you and Mr. Samson--I 'd be willing to help as far as
-I could. I wouldn't like to see Mrs. Jakes suffer for lack of anything
-I could do."
-
-"That's good of you," answered Ford. "I mean--good of you, really. We
-won't leave you out of it when the time comes, because we shall need
-you."
-
-"Always knew Miss Harding was a sportsman," came unexpectedly from Mr.
-Samson in the rear. And then the handle of the door, which was loose
-and arbitrary in its workings, rattled warningly and Mrs. Jakes
-re-appeared.
-
-She made a compunctious mouth, and expressed with headshakes a sense
-that all was not well, though perfectly natural and proper, with the
-doctor. Her eyes seemed rather to dwell on Margaret as she gave her
-bulletin.
-
-"Mr. Ford was perfectly right about the hat," she said. "Perfectly
-right. He ought to have one of those white ones with a pugaree. He
-never was really strong, you know, and the sun goes to his head at once.
-But what can I do? He simply won't listen to me when I tell him we
-ought to go Home. The number of times I 've said to him, 'Eustace, give
-it up; it 's killing you, Eustace,'--you wouldn't believe. But he 's
-lying down now, and I think he 'll be better presently."
-
-Mr. Samson spoke again from the background. He didn't believe in
-hitting a man when he was down, Mr. Samson didn't.
-
-"Better have that pith helmet of mine," he suggested. "That 's the thing
-for him, Mrs. Jakes. No sense in losin' time while you 're writin' to
-hatters--what?"
-
-"You 're very good, Mr. Samson," answered Mrs. Jakes, gratefully,
-pausing by the piano. "I 'll mention it to the doctor in the morning; I
-'m sure he 'll be most obliged. He 's--he 's greatly troubled, in case
-any of you should feel--well--annoyed, you know, at anything he said."
-
-"Poor Dr. Jakes," said Margaret. "Of course not," chorused the others.
-"Don't know what he means," added Mr. Samson.
-
-Mrs. Jakes looked from one to another, collecting their responses and
-reassuring herself.
-
-"He 'll be so glad," she said. "And now, I wonder--would you mind if I
-just played the intermezzo a little again?"
-
-The easy gradual cadences of the music resumed its government of the
-room as Mrs. Jakes called up images of less poignant days to aid her in
-her extremity, sitting under the lamplight very upright and little upon
-the pedestal stool. For the others also, those too familiar strains
-induced a mood of reflection, and Margaret fell back on a word of Ford's
-that had grappled at her mind and fallen away again. His mention of the
-need of a doctor and the difficulty of obtaining one who could be relied
-upon to keep a shut mouth concerning Dr. Jakes' affairs returned to her,
-and brought with it the figure of Kamis, mute, inglorious, with his
-London diploma, wasting his skill and knowledge literally on the desert
-air. While Mrs. Jakes, quite involuntarily, recalled the flavor of the
-music-master of years ago, who played of nights a violin in the
-orchestra of the Putney Hippodrome and carried a Bohemian glamour about
-him on his daily rounds, Margaret's mind was astray in the paths of the
-Karoo where wandered under the stars, unaccountable and heartrending, a
-healer clothed with the flesh and skin of tragedy. She remembered him
-as she had seen him, below the dam wall, with Paul hanging on his words
-and the humble clay gathering shape under his hands, lifting his blunt
-negro face to her and speaking in deliberate, schooled English of how it
-fared in Africa with a black man who was not a savage. He had thanked
-her then very movingly for merely hearing him and being touched by the
-pity and strangeness of his fate, and had promised to come to her
-whenever she should signify a wish to speak with him again. The wish
-was not wanting, but the opportunity had failed, and since then the only
-token of him had been the scarlet aloe plumes, fruit of the desert
-gathered in loneliness, which he had conveyed to her by the hands of Fat
-Mary. Like himself, they came to her unexpected and unexplained, and
-she had had them only long enough to know they existed.
-
-Her promise to Kamis to keep her acquaintance with him a secret had
-withheld her so far from sharing the matter with Ford, though she told
-herself more than once that in his particular case the promise could not
-apply. With him she was sure there could be no risk; he would take his
-stand on the clear facts of the situation and be free from the first
-from the silly violence of thought which complicates the racial question
-in South Africa. She had even pictured to herself his reception of the
-news, when he received it, say, across the top of his little easel; he
-would pause, the palette knife between his fingers, and frown
-consideringly at the sticky mess before him on the canvas. His lean,
-sober, courageous face would give no index to the direction of his mind;
-he would put it to the test of his queer, sententious logic with all due
-deliberation, till at last he would look up decidedly and commit himself
-to the reasonable and human attitude of mind. "As I see it," he would
-probably begin; or "Well, the position 's pretty clear, I think. It 's
-like this." And then he would state the matter with all his harsh,
-youthful wisdom, tempered a little by natural kindliness and gentleness
-of heart. And all would be well, with a confidant gained into the
-bargain. But, nevertheless, he had not yet been told.
-
-Mrs. Jakes was perfunctory, that evening with her good nights; with all
-her efforts to appear at ease the best she could do was to appear a
-little absent-minded. She gave Margaret her breakfast smile instead of
-her farewell one and stared at her curiously as she stood aside to let
-the girl pass up-stairs. She had the air of passing her in review.
-
-It seemed to Margaret that she had been asleep for many hours when she
-was awakened and found the night still dark about her. Some blurred
-fragments of a dream still clung to her and dulled her wits; she had
-watched again the passing before the stoep of Van Zyl's captives and
-seen their dragging feet lift the dust and the hopelessness of their
-white eyes. But with them, the mounted men seemed to ride to the
-accompaniment of hoofs clattering as they do not clatter on the dry
-earth of the Karoo; they clicked insistently like a cab horse trotting
-smartly on wood pavement, and then, when that had barely headed off her
-thoughts and let her glimpse a far vista of long evening streets,
-populous with traffic, she was awake and sitting up in her bed, and the
-noise was Mrs. Jakes standing in the half-open door and tapping on the
-panels to wake her. She carried a candle which showed her face in an
-unsteady, upward illumination and filled it unfamiliarly with shadows.
-
-"What is it?" called Margaret. "Come in, Mrs. Jakes. Is there anything
-wrong?"
-
-Mrs. Jakes entered and closed the door behind her. She was fully dressed
-still, even to the garnet brooch she wore of evenings, which she had
-once purchased from a countess at a bazaar. Stranger far, she wore an
-embarrassed, confidential little smile as though some one had turned a
-laugh against her. She came to Margaret's bedside and stood there with
-her candle.
-
-"My dear," she said; "I know it's very awkward, but I feel I can trust
-you. We are friends, aren't we?"
-
-"Yes," said Margaret, staring at her. "But what is it?"
-
-"Well," said Mrs. Jakes, very deliberately, and still with the same
-little smile, "it 's an awkward thing, but I want you to help me. I
-don't care to ask Mr. Samson or Mr. Ford, because they might not
-understand. So, as we 're friends--"
-
-"Is anybody dead?" demanded Margaret.
-
-Mrs. Jakes made a shocked face. "Dead. No. My dear, if that was it,
-you may be sure I should n't trouble you. No, nobody 's dead; it 's
-nothing of that kind at all. I only just want a little help, and I
-thought--"
-
-"You 're making me nervous," said Margaret. "I 'll help if I can, but
-do say what it is."
-
-Mrs. Jakes' smile wavered; she did not find it easy to say what it was.
-She put her candle down upon a chair, to speak without the strain of
-light on her face.
-
-"It's the doctor," she said. "He's had a--a fit, my dear. He thought a
-little fresh air would do him good and he went out. And the fact is, I
-can't quite manage to get him in by myself."
-
-"Eh?" Margaret stared. "Where is he?" she asked.
-
-"He got as far as the road and then he fell," said Mrs. Jakes. "I
-wouldn't dream of troubling you, my dear, but I 'm--I 'm rather tired
-to-night and I really couldn't manage by myself. And then I remembered
-we were friends."
-
-"Not till then?" asked Margaret. "You don't care to wake Mr. Ford? He
-wouldn't misunderstand."
-
-"Oh, no--please," begged Mrs. Jakes, terrified. "No, _please_. I 'd
-rather manage alone, somehow--I would, really."
-
-"You can't do that," said Margaret, decidedly. She sat a space of
-moments in thought. The doctor's fit did not deceive her at all; she
-knew that for one of the euphemisms that made Mrs. Jakes' life livable
-to her. He was drunk and incapable upon the road before the house, and
-Mrs. Jakes, helpless and frightened, had waked her in the middle of the
-night to help bring the drunken man in and hide him.
-
-"I 'll help you," she said suddenly. "Don't you worry any more, Mrs.
-Jakes; we 'll manage it somehow. Let me get some things on and we 'll
-go out."
-
-"It 's very kind of you, my dear," said Mrs. Jakes humbly. "You 'll put
-some warm things on, won't you? The doctor would never forgive me if I
-let you catch cold."
-
-Margaret was fumbling for her stockings.
-
-"I 'm not very strong, you know," she suggested. "I 'll do all I can,
-but hadn't we better call Fat Mary? She 's strong enough for anything."
-
-"Fat Mary! A Kafir!" Mrs. Jakes forgot her caution and for the moment
-was shrill with protest. "Why--why, the doctor would never hold up his
-head again. It wouldn't do at _all_; I simply couldn't _think_ of it."
-
-"Oh, well. As you like; I did n't know. Here 's me, anyhow; and
-awfully willing to be useful."
-
-But Mrs. Jakes had been startled in earnest. While Margaret completed a
-sketchy toilet she stood murmuring: "A Kafir! Why, the very idea--it
-would break the doctor's heart."
-
-With her dressing-gown held close about her, Margaret went down-stairs
-by the side of Mrs. Jakes and her candle, with the abrupt shadows
-prancing before them on wall and ceiling like derisive spectators of
-their enterprise. But there was no sense of adventure in it; somehow
-the matter had ranged itself prosaically and Mrs. Jakes, prim and
-controlled, managed to throw over it the commonplace hue of an
-undertaking which is adequately chaperoned. The big hall, solemn and
-reserved, had no significant emptiness, and from the study there was
-audible the ticking of some stolid little clock.
-
-The front door of the house was open, and a faint wind entered by it and
-made Margaret shiver; it showed them a slice of night framed between its
-posts and two misty still stars like vacant eyes.
-
-"It 's not far," said Mrs. Jakes, on the stoep, and then the faint wind
-rustled for a moment in the dead vines and the candle-flame swooped and
-went out.
-
-"You haven't matches, my dear?" enquired Mrs. Jakes, patiently. "No?
-But we 'll want a light. I could fetch a lantern if you wouldn't mind
-waiting. I think I know where it is."
-
-"All right," agreed Margaret. "I don't mind."
-
-It was the first thrill of the business, to be left alone while Mrs.
-Jakes tracked that lantern to its hiding-place. Margaret slowly
-descended the steps from the stoep and sat down on the lowest of them to
-look at the night. There was a touch of chill in it, and she gathered
-herself up closely, with her hands clasped around her knees. The wide
-sleeves of the dressing-gown fell back and left her arms bare to the
-elbow and the recurring wind, like a cold breath, touched her on the
-chest where the loose robe parted. The immensity of the night, veiling
-with emptiness unimaginable bare miles, awed her like a great presence;
-there was no illumination, or none but the faintest, making darkness
-only apparent, from the heavenful of pale blurred stars that hung over
-her. Behind her, the house with those it held was dumb; it was the Karoo
-that was vocal. As she sat, a score of voices pressed upon her ears.
-She heard chirpings and little furtive cries, the far hoot of some bold
-bird and by and by the heartbroken wailing of a jackal. She seemed to
-sit at the edge of a great arena of unguessed and unsuspected destinies,
-fighting their way to their fulfilment in the hours of darkness. And
-then suddenly, she was aware of a noise recurring regularly, a civilized
-and familiar noise, the sound of footsteps, of somebody walking on the
-earth near at hand.
-
-She heard it before she recognized it for what it was, and she was not
-alarmed. The footsteps came close before she spoke.
-
-"Is anybody there, please?" she called.
-
-The answer came at once. "Yes," it said.
-
-"Who is it?" she asked again, and in answer to her question, the
-night-walker loomed into her view and stood before her.
-
-She rose to her feet with a little breathless laugh, for she recognized
-him.
-
-"Oh, it 's you," she exclaimed. "Mr. Kamis, isn't it? But what are you
-doing here at this time of night?"
-
-It was not light enough to see his face; she had recognized him by the
-figure and attitude; and she was glad. She was aware then that she
-rather dreaded the negro face of him.
-
-"What are you doing, rather?" he asked. "Does anybody know you 're out
-here like this? Is it part of some silly treatment, or what?"
-
-"I 'm waiting for Mrs. Jakes," said Margaret. "She 's coming with a
-lantern in a minute or two and you 'll have to go. It's all right,
-though; I shan't take any harm."
-
-"I hope not." He was plainly dissatisfied, and it was very strange to
-catch the professional restraint in his voice. "Your being here--if I
-may ask--hasn't got anything to do with a very drunk man lying in the
-road over there?"
-
-"You 've seen him, then?" asked Margaret. "It is just drunkenness, of
-course?"
-
-He nodded. "But why--?" he began again.
-
-"That's Dr. Jakes," explained Margaret. "And I 'm going to help Mrs.
-Jakes to fetch him in, quietly, so that nobody will know. So you see
-why you must keep very quiet and slip away before she sees you--don't
-you?"
-
-There was a pause before he answered.
-
-"But, good Lord," he burst out. "This is--this is damnable. You can't
-have a hand in this kind of thing; it 's impossible. What on earth are
-these people thinking of? You mustn't let them drag you into
-beastliness of this kind."
-
-"Wait," said Margaret. "Don't be so furious. Nobody is dragging me into
-anything, and I don't think I 'm a very draggable person, anyhow. I 'd
-only to be a little shocked once or twice and I should never have heard
-of this. I 'm doing it because--well, because I want to be useful and
-Mrs. Jakes came to me and asked, 'Was I her friend?' That isn't very
-clear to you, perhaps, but there it is."
-
-"Useful." He repeated the word scornfully. "Useful--yes. But do you
-mean that this is the only use they can find for you?"
-
-"I 'm an invalid," said Margaret placidly. "A crock, you know. I 've
-got to take what chances I can find of doing things. But it 's no use
-explaining such a thing as this. If you 're not going to understand and
-be sympathetic, don't let 's talk about it at all."
-
-He did not at once reply. She stood on the last step but one and looked
-down towards him where he stood like a part of the night, and though she
-could see of him only the shape, she showed to him as a tall
-slenderness, with the faint luminosity of bare arms and face and neck.
-He seemed to be staring at her very intently.
-
-"Anyhow," he said suddenly--"what is wanted principally is to bring him
-in. That is so, is n't it? Well, I 'll fetch him for you. Will you be
-satisfied with that?"
-
-"No, you mustn't," said Margaret. "Mrs. Jakes wouldn't allow it. Never
-mind why. She simply wouldn't."
-
-"I know why," he answered. "I 've come across all that before. But
-this Kafir has seen the state of that white man. That does n't make any
-difference? No?"
-
-Margaret had shaken her head. "I 'm awfully sorry," she said. "I feel
-like a brute--but if you had seen her when I suggested getting help. It
-was the one thing that terrified her. You see, it 's her I want to
-help, much more than Dr. Jakes, and she must have her way. So please
-don't be hurt, will you?"
-
-He laughed a little. "Oh, _that_ doesn't hurt me," he said. "If it
-were you, it would be different, but Mrs. Jakes can't help it.
-However--do you know where this man keeps his drugs?"
-
-"In the study," answered Margaret. "In there, on the left. But why?"
-
-"I 'm a doctor too; you 'd forgotten that, had n't you? If I had two or
-three things I could mix something that would sober him in a couple of
-minutes."
-
-"Really?" Margaret considered it for a minute, but even that would not
-do. She could not bring herself to brave Mrs. Jakes' horror and sense
-of betrayal when she should see the deliverer who came out of the night.
-And, after all, it was she who had claimed Margaret's help. "We're
-friends, aren't we?" she had asked, and the girl had answered "Yes." It
-was not the part of a friend to press upon her a gift that tasted
-pungently of ruin and shame.
-
-"No," said Margaret. "Don't offer any more help, please. It hurts to
-keep on refusing it. But it isn't what Mrs. Jakes woke me up to beg of
-me and it isn't what I got up from bed to grant her. Can't you see what
-I mean? I 've told you all about it, and I 'm trusting you to
-understand."
-
-"I understand," he answered. "But I hate to let you go down to that
-drunken beast. And suppose the pair of you can't manage him--what will
-you do then? You 'll have to get help somewhere, won't you?"
-
-"I suppose so," said Margaret.
-
-"Well, get me," he urged, and came a pace nearer, so that only the width
-of the two bottom steps separated them and she could feel his breath
-upon the hands that hung clasped before her. "Let me help, if you need
-it," he begged. "I 'll wait, out of sight. Mrs. Jakes shan't guess I 'm
-there. But I won't be far, and if you just call quietly, I 'll hear.
-It--it would be kind of you--merciful to let me bear just a hand. And
-if you don't call, I 'll not show myself. There can't be any harm in
-that."
-
-"No," agreed Margaret, uncertainly. "There can't be any harm in that."
-
-She saw that he moved abruptly, and had an impression that he made some
-gesture almost of glee. But he thanked her in quiet tones for her grace
-of consent.
-
-Mrs. Jakes, returning, found Margaret as she had left her. She had in
-her hand one of those stable lanterns which consist of a glass funnel
-protected by a wire cage, and she spilled its light about her feet as
-she went and walked in a shifting ring of light through a darkness made
-more opaque by the contrast. There was visible of her chiefly her worn
-elastic-sided boots as she came down the steps with the lantern swinging
-in her hand; and the little feet in those uncomely coverings were
-somehow appealing and pathetic.
-
-"I found it in Fat Mary's room," she explained. "She nearly woke up when
-I was taking it."
-
-Margaret wondered whether Kamis were near enough to hear and acute
-enough to picture the tiptoe search for the lantern by the bedside of
-snoring Kafirs, the breathless halts when one stirred, the determination
-that carried the quest through, and the prosaic matter-of-factness of it
-all.
-
-They stumbled their way arm in arm across the spit of patched grass that
-stood between the house and the road, and the lantern diffused about
-them a yellow haze. Then their feet recognized soft loose dust and they
-were on the road and moving along it.
-
-"It is n't far," said Mrs. Jakes, in her flat quiet voice. "Be careful,
-my dear; there are sometimes snakes on the road at night."
-
-Dr. Jakes was apparent first as an indeterminate bulk against the dust
-that spread before them under the lantern. Mrs. Jakes saw him first.
-
-"He has n't moved," she remarked. "I was rather afraid he might have.
-These fits, you know--he 's had them before."
-
-She stood at his head, with the lantern held before her, like a sentinel
-at a lying-in-state, and the whole unloveliness of his slumbers was
-disclosed. He sprawled upon the road in his formal black clothes, with
-one arm outstretched and his face upturned to the grave innocence of the
-night. It had not the cast of repose; he seemed to have carried his
-torments with him to his couch of dust and to brood upon them under his
-mask of sleep. What was ghastly was the eyelids which were not fully
-shut down, but left bare a thin line of white eyeball under each, and
-touched the broken countenance with deathliness. His coat, crumpled
-about him and over him, gave an impression of a bloated and corpulent
-body, and he was stained from head to foot with dust.
-
-Mrs. Jakes surveyed him without emotion.
-
-"He 's undone his collar, anyhow," she remarked.
-
-"Did n't you do it?" asked Margaret, seeing the white ends that rose on
-each side of his chin.
-
-"No; I forgot," was the answer. "He can't be very bad, since he did
-that."
-
-Margaret detected the hand of Kamis in this precaution. She said
-nothing, but stooped with Mrs. Jakes to try to rouse the doctor. The
-sickening reek of the man's breath affronted her as she bent over him.
-
-Mrs. Jakes shook him and called on him by name in a loud half-whisper,
-lowering her face close to his ear. She was persuasive, remonstrant; she
-had the manner of reasoning briskly with him and rousing him to better
-ways.
-
-"Eustace, Eustace," she called, hushing her tones as though the night
-and the desert were perilous with ears. "Come, Eustace; you can get up
-if you try. Make just one effort, now, and you 'll be all right."
-
-The gurgle of his breath was the only answer.
-
-"We 'll have to lift him," she said, staring across his body at
-Margaret.
-
-"All right," agreed the girl.
-
-"Get hold of his right arm and I 'll take his left," directed Mrs.
-Jakes. "If we get him on his feet, perhaps he 'll rouse. Are you
-ready?"
-
-Margaret closed her lips and put forth the strength that she had, and
-between them they dragged him to a sitting posture, with his head
-hanging back and his heels furrowed deep in the dust.
-
-"Now, if I can just get behind him," panted Mrs. Jakes. "Don't let go.
-That's it. Now! Could you just help to lift him straight up?"
-
-Margaret went quickly to her aid. It had become horrible. The gross
-carcass in their hands was inert like a flabby corpse, and its mere
-weight overtaxed them. They wrestled with it sobbingly, to the noise of
-their harsh breath and the shuffle of their straining feet on the grit
-of the road. Suddenly Margaret ceased her laboring and the doctor
-collapsed once more upon the ground.
-
-"Why did you do that?" cried Mrs. Jakes. "He was nearly up."
-
-"It was my chest," answered Margaret weakly. "It--it hurt."
-
-There was a warm feeling in her throat and a taste in her mouth which
-she knew of old. She found her handkerchief and dabbed with it at her
-lips. The feeble light of the lantern showed her the result--the red
-spots on the white cambric.
-
-"It 's just a strain," said Mrs. Jakes, dully. "That 's all. The doctor
-will see to it to-morrow. If you rest a moment, you 'll be all right."
-She hesitated, but her husband and her life's credit lay upon the ground
-at her feet, and she could not weigh Margaret's danger against those.
-"You wouldn't leave me now, my dear?" she supplicated.
-
-"No," said the girl, after a moment's pause. "I won't leave you."
-
-"What 's that?" cried Mrs. Jakes and put a quick frightened hand upon
-her arm. "Listen! Who is it?"
-
-Steps, undisguised and clear, passed from the grass to the stone steps
-of the house and ascended, crossed the stoep and were lost to hearing in
-the doorway.
-
-The two women waited, breathless. It sprang to Margaret's mind that the
-lantern must have shown her clearly to Kamis, where he waited in the
-darkness, and he must have seen the climax of her efforts and her
-handkerchief at her lips, and gone forthwith to the study for the drugs
-which would put an end to the matter.
-
-"Look," whispered Mrs. Jakes. "Some one is striking matches--in the
-study."
-
-The window brightened and darkened again and then lit with a steady
-glow; the invader had found a candle. Mrs. Jakes dropped Margaret's arm.
-
-"I must see who it is," she said. "Walking into people's houses like
-this."
-
-Margaret held her back; she was starting forthwith to bring the majesty
-of her presence to bear on the unknown and possibly dangerous intruder.
-Mrs. Jakes had a house as well as a husband and could die at need for
-either.
-
-"No, don't go," said Margaret. "I know who it is. It's all right, if
-only you won't be--well, silly about it."
-
-"Who is it, then?" demanded Mrs. Jakes.
-
-Margaret felt feeble and unequal to the position. Her chest was
-painful, she was cold, and now there was about to be a delicate affair
-with Mrs. Jakes. She could have laughed at the growing complexity of
-things, but had the wit not to.
-
-"It 's a doctor," she said; "a real London doctor. He was passing when
-you left me to get the lantern, and I wouldn't let him stay because I
-thought you 'd be annoyed. He 's gone into the house to--"
-
-"Does he know?" whispered Mrs. Jakes, feverishly, thrusting close to
-her. "Does he know--about this?" Her downward-pointing finger
-indicated the slumbers of Dr. Jakes. "Say, can't you--does he know?"
-
-"He 'd seen him," said Margaret. "I expect he loosened the collar--you
-know. He wanted to help but I wouldn't let him."
-
-"Is he a friend of yours?" asked Mrs. Jakes again, still in the same
-agitated whisper.
-
-"Yes," answered Margaret. "He is. It 's all right, really, if only you
-'ll be sensible and not make a fuss. He 'll help us and then he 'll go
-away and he 'll say nothing. You did n't think I 'd do anything to hurt
-you, did you? Are n't we friends?"
-
-Mrs. Jakes stood silent; she asked no questions as to how a London
-doctor, a friend of Margaret's, chanced to be walking upon the Karoo at
-night.
-
-"Well," she said at last, with a long sigh; "perhaps we might have
-needed some help, in any case."
-
-That was all she said, till the footsteps came again across the stoep
-and down the steps, more deliberately this time, as though something
-were being carried with precaution. Then they were noiseless for a
-minute or more on the grass, and at last the figure of Kamis came into
-the further edge of the lighted circle.
-
-"I had to do it," he said, before either of them could speak, and showed
-the graduated glass in his hand. "I saw you with your handkerchief."
-
-Margaret, with an instinct of apprehension, looked at Mrs. Jakes. At
-the first dim view of him, she had roused herself from her dejection,
-and put on her prim, social face to meet the London doctor effectively.
-Her little meaningless smile was bent for him; she would make a
-blameless and uneventful drawing-room of the August night and guard it
-against unseemly dramatics.
-
-He turned from Margaret towards her and came further into the
-lamp-light, and she had a clear view of the black face and sorrowful,
-foolish negro features. She uttered a gasp that was like a low cry and
-stood aghast, staring.
-
-"Madam," began Kamis.
-
-She shivered. "A Kafir," she said. "The doctor will never forgive us."
-And then, wheeling upon Margaret, "And I 'll never forgive you. You
-said we were friends--and this is what you do to me."
-
-"Mrs. Jakes," implored Margaret. "You must be sensible. It 's all
-right, really. This gentleman--"
-
-"This gentleman," Mrs. Jakes uttered a passionate spurt of laughter.
-"Do you mean this nigger? Gentleman, you call it? A London doctor? A
-friend of yours? A friend. Ha, ha!" She spun round again towards
-Kamis, waiting with the glass in his hand, the liquid in which shone
-greenish to the lamp. "_Voetzaak!_" she ordered, shrilly. "_Hamba
-wena--ch'che. Skellum. Injah. Voetzaak!_"
-
-Kamis stood his ground. He cast a look at Margaret, past Mrs. Jakes,
-and spoke to her.
-
-"Will she let me give him this?" he asked. "Tell her I am a doctor and
-this will bring him to very quickly. And then I 'll go away at once and
-never say a word about it."
-
-"Don't you dare touch him," menaced Mrs. Jakes. "A filthy Kafir--I
-should think so, indeed."
-
-Kamis went on in the same steady tone. "If she won't you must go in at
-once and send for another doctor to-morrow. This man ought to be
-reported."
-
-"You dare," cried Mrs. Jakes. "You 'd report him--a Kafir." She edged
-closer to the prostrate body of Dr. Jakes and stood beside it like a
-beast-mother at bay. "I 'll have you locked up--walking into my
-husband's study like that."
-
-"Mrs. Jakes." Margaret tried once more. "Please listen. If you 'll
-only let the doctor have this drink, he 'll be able to walk. If you
-don't, he 'll have to stay here. I am your friend; I got up when you
-came to me and I said I wouldn't leave you even when I hurt my chest.
-Doesn't that prove that I am? I wouldn't do you any harm or shame you
-before other people for anything. What will Dr. Jakes say if he finds
-out that you let me stay here pleading when I ought to be in bed? He 's
-a doctor himself and he 'll be awfully annoyed--after telling me I
-should get well, too. Aren't you going to give him a chance--and me?"
-
-Mrs. Jakes merely glared stonily.
-
-"Come," said Margaret. "Won't you?"
-
-Kamis uttered a smothered exclamation. "I won't wait," he said. "I 'll
-count ten, slowly. Then Miss Harding must go in and I go away."
-
-"Oh, don't begin that sort of thing," cried Margaret. "Mrs. Jakes is
-going to be sensible. Aren't you?"
-
-There was no reply, only the stony and hostile stare of the little woman
-facing them and the gray image of disgrace.
-
-"One," counted Kamis clearly. "Two. Three."
-
-He counted with the stolid regularity of a clock; he made as though to
-overturn the glass and waste its contents in the dust as soon as he
-should have reached ten. "Ten," he uttered, but held it safely still.
-"Well?"
-
-Mrs. Jakes did not move for some moments. Then she sighed and, still
-without speaking, moved away from the slumbering doctor. She walked a
-dozen paces from the road and stood with her back to them.
-
-With quick skilful movements, Kamis lifted the unconscious man's head to
-the crook of his arm and the rim of the glass clicked on his teeth.
-Margaret walked after Mrs. Jakes.
-
-"Come," she said gently. "I don't misunderstand. You trusted me or you
-would n't have waked me. Everything will be all right soon and then you
-'ll forgive me."
-
-"I won't--never."
-
-Mrs. Jakes would not face her. She stood looking into the blackness,
-tense with enmity.
-
-"Well, I hope you will," said Margaret.
-
-They heard grunts from the doctor and then quavering speech and one rich
-oath, and a noise of spitting. The Kafir approached them noiselessly
-from behind and paused at Margaret's side.
-
-"That's done the trick," he said; "and he doesn't even know who gave him
-the draft. You 'll go in now?"
-
-"Yes," said Margaret. "You _have_ been good, though."
-
-Mrs. Jakes had returned to her husband; they were for the moment alone.
-
-"I didn't mean to force your hand," he whispered. "But I had to. A
-doctor has duties."
-
-She gave him her hand. "There was something I wanted to tell you, but
-there 's no time to explain now. Did you know you were wanted by the
-police?"
-
-"Bless you, yes." He smiled with a white flash of teeth. "Were you
-going to warn me? How kind! And now, in you go, and good night."
-
-Dr. Jakes was sitting up, spitting with vigor and astonishment. He had
-taken a heroic dose of hair-raising restoratives on the head of a
-poisonous amount of whisky, and his palate was a moldering ruin. But
-the clearness of his faculties left nothing to be desired.
-
-"Who 's that?" he demanded at sight of Margaret. "Miss Harding. How do
-you come to be out here at this time?"
-
-"You should time your fits more decently, doctor," answered Margaret
-coolly.
-
-Mrs. Jakes hastened to explain more acceptably. "I was frightened,
-Eustace. You looked so bad--and these fits are terrible. So I asked
-Miss Harding if she wouldn't come and help me."
-
-"A patient," said the doctor. He turned over and rose stiffly to his
-feet, dust-stained all over. He stood before her awkwardly.
-
-"I am unfortunate," he said. "You are in my care and this is what
-happens. It is my misfortune--and my fault. You 'll go back to bed
-now, Miss Harding, please."
-
-"Sure there 's nothing more you want?" inquired Margaret.
-
-"At once, please," he repeated. "In the morning--but go at once now."
-
-On the stoep she paused to listen to them following after her and heard
-a portion of Mrs. Jakes' excuses to her husband.
-
-"You looked so dreadful, Eustace, and I was frightened. And then, you
-'re so heavy, and I suppose I was tired, and to-night I couldn't quite
-manage by myself, dear."
-
-Margaret passed in at the door in order to cough unheard, that nothing
-might be added to the tale of Mrs. Jakes' delinquencies.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER IX*
-
-
-"And what have we here?" said the stranger loudly. "What have we here,
-now?"
-
-Paul, sitting cross-legged in his old place under the wall of the dam,
-with a piece of clay between his fingers, looked round with a start.
-The stranger had come up behind him, treading unheard in his burst and
-broken shoes upon the soft dust, and now stood leaning upon a stick and
-smiling down upon him with a kind of desperate jauntiness. His attitude
-and manner, with their parody of urbane ease, had for the moment power
-to hide the miserable shabbiness of his clothes, which were not so much
-broken and worn as decayed; it was decay rather than hardship which
-marked the whole figure of the man. Only the face, clean-shaven save
-for a new crop of bristles, had some quality of mobility and temper, and
-the eyes with which he looked at Paul were wary and hard.
-
-"Oh, nothing," said Paul, uneasily, covering his clay with one hand.
-"Who are you?"
-
-The stranger eyed him for some moments longer with the shrewdness of one
-accustomed to read his fortune in other men's faces, and while he did so
-the smile remained fixed on his own as though he had forgotten to take
-it off.
-
-"Who am I!" he exclaimed. "My boy, it 'd take a long time to tell you.
-But there 's one thing that perhaps you can see for yourself--I 'm a
-gentleman."
-
-Paul considered this information deliberately.
-
-"Are you?" he said.
-
-"I 'm dusty," admitted the other; "dusty both inside and out. And I 'm
-travelin' on foot--without luggage. So much I admit; I 've met with
-misfortunes. But there 's one thing the devil himself can't take away
-from me, and that 's the grand old name of gentleman. An' now, my lad,
-to business; you live at that farm there?"
-
-"Yes," replied Paul. This tramp had points at which he differed from
-other tramps, and Paul stared at him thoughtfully.
-
-"So far, so good," said the stranger. "Question number two: does it run
-to a meal for a gentleman on his travels, an' a bed of sorts? Answer me
-that. I don't mean a meal with a shilling to pay at the end of it,
-because--to give it you straight--I 'm out of shillings for the present.
-Now, speak up."
-
-"If you go up there, they 'll give you something to eat, and you can
-sleep somewhere," said Paul, a little puzzled by the unusual rhetoric.
-
-The stranger nodded approvingly. "It's all right, then?" he said.
-"Good--go up one. But say! Ain't you going there yourself pretty
-soon?"
-
-"Presently," said Paul.
-
-"Then, if it 's all the same to you," said the stranger, "I 'll wait and
-go up with you. Nothing like being introduced by a member," he added,
-as he lowered himself stiffly to a seat among the rank grass under the
-wall. "Gives a feller standing, don't it?"
-
-He took off his limp hat and let himself fall back against the slope of
-the wall, grunting with appreciation of the relief after a day's tramp
-in the sun. His rather full body and thin legs, ending in a pair of
-ruinous shoes that let his toes be seen, lay along the grass like an
-obscene corpse, and above them his feeble, sophisticated face leered at
-Paul as though to invite him to become its confidant.
-
-"You go on with what you 're doing," urged the stranger. "Don't let me
-hinder you. Makin' marbles, were you--or what?"
-
-"No," said Paul. He hesitated, for an idea had come to him while he
-watched the stranger. "But--but if you 'll do something for me, I 'll
-give you a shilling."
-
-"Eh?" The other rolled a dull eye on him. "It isn't murder, is it? I
-should want one-and-six for that. I never take less."
-
-Paul flushed. "I don't know what you mean," he said. "I only want you
-to keep still like that while I--while I make a model of you. You said
-you had n't got any shillings just now."
-
-"Did I say that?" inquired the stranger. "Well, well! However, chuck
-us over your shilling and I 'll see what I can do for you."
-
-He made a show of biting the coin and subjecting it to other tests of
-its goodness while the boy looked on anxiously. Paul was relieved when
-at last he pocketed it and lay back again.
-
-"I 'll get rid of it somehow," he said. "It's very well made. And now,
-am I to look pleasant, or what?"
-
-"Don't look at all," directed Paul. "Just be like--like you are. You
-can go to sleep if you like."
-
-"I never sleep on an empty stomach," replied the stranger, arranging
-himself in an attitude of comfort.
-
-"Is this all right for you? Fire away, then, Mike Angelo. Can I talk
-while you 're at it?"
-
-"If you want to," answered Paul. The clay which he had been shaping was
-another head, and now he kneaded it out of shape between his hands and
-rounded it rudely for a sketch of the face before him. The Kafir,
-Kamis, had bidden him refrain from his attempts to do mass and detail at
-once, to form the features and the expression together; but Paul knew he
-had little time before him and meant to make the most of it. The tramp
-had his hands joined behind his head and his eyes half-closed; he
-offered to the boy the spectacle of a man beaten to the very ground and
-content to take his ease there.
-
-"D'you do much of this kind of thing?" asked the tramp, when some silent
-minutes had passed.
-
-"Yes," said Paul, "a lot."
-
-"Nothing like it, is there?" asked the other. He spoke lazily, absorbed
-in his comfort. "We 've all got our game, every bally one of us. Mine
-was actin'."
-
-"Acting?" Paul paused in his busy fingering to look up. "Were you an
-actor?"
-
-The actors he knew looked out of frames in his mother's little parlor,
-intense, well-fed, with an inhuman brilliance of attire.
-
-"Even me," replied the tramp equably. He did not move from his posture
-nor uncover his drowsy eyes; the swollen lids, in which the veins stood
-out in purple, did not move, but his voice took a rounder and more
-conscious tone as he went on: "And there was a time, my boy, when actin'
-meant me and I meant actin'. In '87, I was playing in 'The Demon
-Doctor,' and drawing my seven quid a week--you believe me. Talk of
-art--why! I 've had letters from Irving that 'd make you open your
-eyes."
-
-"I 've heard about Irving," said Paul, glancing back and fore from his
-clay to the curiously pouched mouth of his recumbent model.
-
-"Fancy," exclaimed the tramp softly. "But it was a great game, a great
-game. Sometimes, even now, I sort of miss it. And the funny thing
-is--it is n't the grub and the girls and the cash in my breeches pocket
-that I miss so much. It 's the bally work. It 's the work, my boy."
-He seemed to wonder torpidly at himself, and for some seconds he
-continued to repeat, as though in amazement: "It 's the work." He went
-on: "Seems as if once an actor, always an actor, don't it? A feller 's
-got talent in him and he 's got to empty it out, or ache. Some sing,
-some write, some paint; you prod clay about; but I 'm an actor. Time
-was, I could act a gas meter, if it was the part, and that 's my trouble
-to this day."
-
-He ceased; he had delivered himself without once looking up or
-reflecting the matter of his speech by a change of expression. For all
-the part his body or his features had in his words, it might have been a
-dead man speaking. Paul worked on steadily, giving small thought to
-anything but the shape that came into being under his hands. His
-standard of experience was slight; he knew too little of men and their
-vicissitudes to picture to himself the processes by which the face he
-strove to reproduce sketchily could have been shaped to its cast of
-sorrowful pretense; he only felt, cloudily and without knowledge, that
-it signaled a strange and unlovely fate.
-
-His knack served him well on that evening, and besides, there was not an
-elusive remembrance of form to be courted, but the living original
-before him. The tramp seemed to sleep; and swiftly, with merciless
-assurance, the salient thing about him came into existence between
-Paul's hands. Long before the light failed or the gourd-drum at the
-farmhouse door commenced its rhythmic call, the thing was done--a mere
-sketch, with the thumb-prints not even smoothed away, but stamped none
-the less with the pitiless print of life.
-
-"Done it?" inquired the tramp, rousing as Paul uncrossed his legs and
-prepared to put the clay away. "Let 's have a look?"
-
-"It wants to be made smooth," explained Paul, as he passed it to him.
-"And it's soft, of course, so don't squeeze it."
-
-"I won't squeeze it," the tramp assured him and took it. He gazed at it
-doubtfully, letting it lie on his knee. "Oho!" he said.
-
-"It's only a quick thing," said Paul. "There was n't time to do it
-properly."
-
-"Wasn't there?" said the tramp, without looking up. "It 's like me, is
-it? Damn you, why don't you say it and have done with it?"
-
-"Why," cried Paul bewildered, and coloring furiously. "What's the
-matter? It _is_ like you. I modeled it from you just now as you were
-lying there."
-
-"An' paid me a shilling for it." The tramp thrust an impetuous hand
-into his pocket; possibly he was inspired to draw forth the coin and
-fling it in Paul's face. If so, he decided against it; he looked at the
-coin wryly and returned it to its place.
-
-"Well," he said finally; "you 've got me nicely. The cue is to shy you
-and your bally model into the dam together--an' what about my supper?
-Eh? Yes, you 've got me sweetly. Here, take the thing, or I might make
-up my mind to go hungry for the pleasure of squashing it flat on your
-ugly mug."
-
-"You don't like it?" asked Paul, as he received the clay again from the
-tramp's hands. He did not understand; for all he knew, there were men
-who surprised their mothers by being born with that strange stamp upon
-them.
-
-The tramp gave him a slow wrathful look. "The joke 's on me," he
-answered. "_I_ know. I look a drunk who 's been out all night; I 'm
-not denying it. I 've got a face that 'll get me blackballed for
-admission to hell. I know all that and you 've made a picture of it.
-But don't rub it in."
-
-Paul looked at the clay again, and although the man's offense was
-dawning on his understanding, he smiled at the sight of a strong thing
-strongly done.
-
-"I didn't mean any joke," he protested.
-
-"Let 's call it a joke," said the tramp. "Once when I was nearly dying
-of thirst up beyond Kimberly, a feller that I asked for water gave me a
-cup of paraffin. That was another joke. Tramps are fair game for you
-jokers, aren't they? Well, if that meal you spoke about wasn't a joke,
-too, let 's be getting up to the house."
-
-"All right," said Paul. He hesitated a minute, for he hated to part
-with the thing he had made. "Oh, it can go," he exclaimed, and threw
-the clay up over the wall. It fell into the dam above their heads with
-a splash.
-
-"I didn't mean any joke, truly," he assured the tramp.
-
-"Don't rub it in," begged the other. "We don't want to make a song
-about it. And anyhow, I want to try to forget it. So come on--do."
-
-They came together through the kraals and across the deserted yard to
-the house-door, the tramp looking about him at the apparatus of well-fed
-and well-roofed life with an expression of genial approval. Paul would
-have taken him round to the back-door, but he halted.
-
-"Not bad," he commented. "Not bad at all, considering. An' this is the
-way in, I suppose."
-
-"We 'd better go round," suggested Paul, but the tramp turned on the
-doorstep and waved a nonchalant hand.
-
-"Oh, this 'll do," he said, and there was nothing for Paul to do but to
-follow him into the little passage.
-
-The door of the parlor stood open, and within was Mrs. du Preez,
-flicking a duster at the furniture in a desultory fashion. The tramp
-paused and looked at her appraisingly.
-
-"The lady of the house, no doubt," he surmised, with his terrible showy
-smile, before she could speak. "It 's the boy, madam; he wouldn't take
-no for an answer. I _had_ to come home to supper with him."
-
-His greedy quick eyes were busy about the little room; they seemed to
-read a price-ticket on each item of its poor pretentious furniture and
-assess the littleness of those signed and framed photographs which
-inhabited it like a company of ghosts.
-
-"Why," he cried suddenly, and turned from his inspection of these last
-to stare again at Mrs. du Preez.
-
-His plausible fluency had availed for the moment to hide the quality of
-his clothes and person, but now Mrs. du Preez had had time to perceive
-the defects of both.
-
-"What d'you mean?" she demanded. "How d 'you get in here? Who are
-you?"
-
-The tramp was still staring at her. "It 's on the tip of my tongue," he
-said. "Give me a moment. Why"--with a joyous vociferation--"who 'd ha'
-thought it? It 's little Sinclair, as I 'm a sinnair--little Vivie
-Sinclair of the old brigade, stap my vitals if it ain't."
-
-"What?"
-
-The man filled the narrow door, and Paul had to stoop under his elbow to
-see his mother. She was leaning with both hands on the table, searching
-his face with eyes grown lively and apprehensive in a moment. The old
-name of her stage days had power to make this change in her.
-
-"Who is it?" she asked.
-
-"Think," begged the tramp. "Try! No use? Well--" he swept her a
-spacious bow, battered hat to heart, foot thrown back--"look on this
-picture"--he tapped his bosom--"and on that." His big creased
-forefinger flung out towards the photograph which had the place of honor
-on the crowded mantel-shelf and dragged her gaze with it.
-
-"It 's not--" Mrs. du Preez glanced rapidly back and forth between the
-living original and the glazed, immaculate counterfeit--"it isn't--it
-can't be--_Bailey_?"
-
-"It is; it can," replied the tramp categorically, and Boy Bailey, in the
-too, too solid flesh advanced into the room.
-
-Mrs. du Preez had a moment of motionless amaze, and then with a flushed
-face came in a rush around the table to meet him. They clasped hands
-and both laughed.
-
-"Why," cried Mrs. du Preez; "if this don't--but Bailey! Where ever do
-you come from, an' like this? Glad to see you? Yes, I am glad; you 're
-the first of the old crowd that I 've seen since I--I married."
-
-"Married, eh?" The tramp tempered an over-gallant and enterprising
-attitude. "Then I mustn't--eh?"
-
-His face was bent towards hers and he still held her hands.
-
-"No; you mustn't," spoke Paul unexpectedly, from the doorway, where he
-was an absorbed witness of the scene.
-
-They both turned sharply; they had forgotten the boy.
-
-"Don't be silly, Paul," said his mother, rather sharply. "Mr. Bailey
-was only joking." But she freed her hands none the less, while Mr.
-Bailey bent his wary gaze upon the boy.
-
-The interruption served to bring the conversation down to a less
-emotional plane, and Paul sat down on a chair just within the door to
-watch the unawaited results of promising a meal to a chance tramp. The
-effect on his mother was not the least remarkable consequence. The veld
-threw up a lamentable man at your feet; in charity and some bewilderment
-you took him home to feed him, and thereupon your mother, your weary,
-petulant, uncertain mother, took him to her arms and became, by that
-unsavory contact, pink and vivacious.
-
-"There 's more of you," said Mrs. du Preez, making a fresh examination
-of her visitor. "You 're fatter than what you were, Bailey, in those
-old days."
-
-Boy Bailey nodded carelessly. "Yes, my figure 's gone too," he agreed;
-"gone with all the rest. Friends, position, reputation--all but my
-spirits and my talents. I know. Ah, but those were good times, weren't
-they?"
-
-"Too good to last," sighed Mrs. du Preez.
-
-"They didn't last for me," said Boy Bailey. "When we broke down at
-Fereira--lemme see! That must be nearly twenty years ago, ain't it?--I
-took my leave of Fortune. Never another glance did I get from her; not
-one bally squint. I did advance agent for a fortune-teller for a bit; I
-even came down to clerking in a store. I 've been most things a man can
-be in this country, except rich. And why is it? What 's stood in my way
-all along? What 's been my handicap that holds me back and nobbles me
-every time I face the starter?"
-
-"Ah!" exclaimed Mrs. du Preez sympathetically.
-
-"I don't need to tell you," continued Boy Bailey, "you not being one of
-the herd, that it 's temperament that has me all the time. I don't
-boast of it, but you know how it is. You remember me when I had scope;
-you 've seen me at the game; you can judge for yourself. A man with
-temperament in this country has got as much chance as a snowflake in
-hell. Perhaps, though, you 've found that out for yourself before now."
-
-"Don't I know it," retorted Mrs. du Preez. "Bailey, if you 'll believe
-me, I have n't heard that word 'temperament,' since I saw you last.
-Talk of scope--why you can go to the winder there and see with your eyes
-all the scope I 've had since I married. It 's been tough, Bailey; it
-'s been downright tough."
-
-"Still--" began Mr. Bailey, but paused. "We must have another talk," he
-substituted. "There 's a lot to hear and to tell. Do you think you
-could manage to put me up for a day or two? I suppose your husband
-wouldn't mind?"
-
-"Why should he?" demanded Mrs. du Preez. "You 're the first in all these
-years. Still, it wouldn't be a bad idea if you was to have a change of
-clothes before he sees you, Bailey. It isn't me that minds, you know;
-so far as that goes, you 'd be welcome in anything; but--"
-
-Boy Bailey waved her excuses away. "I understand," he said. "I
-understand. It's these prejudices--have your own way."
-
-The resources of Christian du Preez's wardrobe were narrow, and
-Christian's wife was further hampered in the selection of clothes for
-her guest by a doubt whether, if she selected too generously, Christian
-might not insist on the guest stripping as soon as he set eyes on him.
-Her discretion revealed itself, when Mr. Bailey was dressed, in a
-certain sketchiness of his total effect, an indeterminate quality that
-was not lessened by the fact that all of the garments were too narrow
-and too long; and though no alteration of his original appearance could
-fail to improve it, there was no hiding his general character of slow
-decay.
-
-"It 's hardly a disguise," commented Boy Bailey, as he surveyed himself
-when the change was made. "Disguise is n't the word that covers it, and
-I 'm hanged if I know what word does. But these pants are chronic."
-
-"You can roll 'em up another couple of inches," suggested Mrs. du Preez.
-
-"It isn't that," complained Mr. Bailey. "If they want to cover my feet,
-they can. But I 'd need a waist like a wasp before the three top
-buttons would see reason. Damme, I feel as if I was going to break in
-halves. What 's that dear boy of yours grinning at?"
-
-"I wasn't grinning," protested Paul. "I was only going to say that
-father 's coming in now."
-
-The tramp and his mother exchanged a glance of which the meaning was
-hidden from him, the look of allies preparing for a crucial moment.
-Already they were leagued to defeat the husband.
-
-Christian du Preez came with heavy footsteps along the passage from the
-outer door, saw that there was a stranger in the parlor and paused.
-
-"Christian," said Mrs. du Preez, with a false sprightliness. "Come in;
-here 's a--an old friend of mine come to see us."
-
-"An old friend?"
-
-The Boer stared at the stranger standing with straddled legs before the
-fireplace, and recognized him forthwith. Without speaking, he made a
-quick comparison of the bold photograph, whose fleshy perfection had so
-often invited him to take stock of his own imperfections, and then met
-the living Boy Bailey's rigid smile with a smile of his own that had the
-effect of tempering the other's humor.
-
-"I see," said the Boer. "What's the name?" He came forward and read
-from the photograph where the bold showy signature sprawled across a
-corner. "'Yours blithely, Boy Bailey,'" he read. "And you are Boy
-Bailey?"
-
-"You 've got it," replied the photograph's original. "Older, my dear
-sir, and it may be meatier; but the same man in the main, and happy to
-make the acquaintance of an old friend's husband."
-
-His impudence cost him an effort in face of the Boer's stare of
-contemptuous amusement, a stare which comprehended, item by item, each
-article of his grotesque attire and came to rest, without diminishing
-its intensity, upon the specious, unstable countenance.
-
-"_Allemachtag,_" was the Boer's only reply, as he completed his survey.
-
-"I don't think you saw Bailey, that time we were married, Christian,"
-said Mrs. du Preez. "But he was a dear old friend of mine."
-
-Christian nodded. "You walked here?" he inquired of the guest. On the
-Karoo, the decent man does not travel afoot, and none of the three
-others who were present missed the implication of the inquiry. Mrs. du
-Preez colored hotly; Boy Bailey introduced his celebrated wave of the
-hand.
-
-"I see you know what walking means," he replied. "It ain't a human
-occupation--is it now? What I say is--if man had been meant for a
-_voetganger_ (a walker)"--he watched the effect of the Dutch word on the
-Boer--"he 'd have been made with four feet. Is n't that right? You bet
-your shirt it is."
-
-"My shirt." Christian seemed puzzled for the moment, though the phrase
-was one which his wife used. She watched him uneasily. "Oh, I see.
-Yes, you can keep that shirt you 've got on. I don't want it."
-
-Boy Bailey made him a bow. "Ah, thanks. A shirt more or less don't
-matter, does it?"
-
-Christian turned to Paul. "You brought him in?"
-
-"Yes," answered Paul.
-
-"Well, come and help me with the sacks. Your mother an' her friend
-wants to talk, an' we don't want to listen to them talking."
-
-Boy Bailey watched them depart.
-
-"What 's he mean by that?" he asked of Mrs. du Preez.
-
-"Never mind what he means," she answered. "He can't have his own way in
-everything. Sit down an' tell me about the others an' what happened to
-them after I left. There was Kitty Cassel--what did she do? Go home?"
-
-Boy Bailey pursed his lips. "No," he answered slowly. "She and I went
-down to Capetown together. She did n't come to any good, Kitty did n't.
-Ask me about some one else; I don't want to offend your ears."
-
-
-But Mrs. du Preez was in error in one particular: Christian had seen Boy
-Bailey "that time we were married," and remembered him very clearly.
-Those were days when he, too, lived vividly and the petty incidents and
-personalities of the moment wrote themselves deep on his boyish mind.
-As he worked at the empty sacks, telling them over by the stencils upon
-them, while Paul waded among them to his knees and flung them towards
-him, he returned in the spirit to those poignant years when a thin girl
-walking across a little makeshift stage could shake him to his
-foundations.
-
-He remembered the little town to which the commando had returned to be
-paid off and disbanded, a single street straggling under a rampart of a
-gray-green mountain, with the crude beginnings of other streets budding
-from it on either side, and the big brown, native location like a
-tuberous root at its lower end. Along its length, beetle-browed shops,
-with shaded stoeps and hitching-rails for horses, showed interior
-recesses of shade and gave an illusion of dignified prosperous commerce,
-and at the edge of it all there was a string of still pools, linked by a
-dribble of water, which went by the name of a river and nurtured along
-its banks gums and willows, the only trees of greater stature than a
-mimosa-bush that Christian had ever seen.
-
-It was a small, stagnant veld dorp, in fact, one of hundreds that are
-littered over the face of the Colony, and have for their districts a
-more than metropolitan importance. Christian knew it as a focus of
-life, the center of incomprehensible issues and concerns and when his
-corps returned to it, flavored in its single street the pungencies of
-life about town. The little war in the neighborhood had drawn to it the
-usual riff-raff of the country that follows on the heels of troops,
-wherever armed men are gathered together, predatory women too wise in
-their generation, a sample or two of the nearly extinct species of
-professional card-sharper, a host of the sons of Lazarus intent upon
-crumbs that should fall from the pay-table, and a fair collection of
-ordinary thieves. These gave the single street a vivacity beyond
-anything it had known, and the armed burgher, carrying his rifle slung
-on his back from mere habit, would be greeted by the name of "Piet" and
-invited to drink once for every ten steps he took upon it.
-
-Hither came Christian--twenty-two years of age, six-foot in his bare
-soles of slender thew and muscle, not yet bearded and hungry with many
-appetites after a campaign against Kafirs. The restless town was a bait
-for him.
-
-At that time, there was much in him of that solemn-eyed quality which
-came to be Paul's. The steely women laughed harshly as he passed them
-by, with all the sweetness of his youth in his still face, his lips
-parted, his look resting on them and beyond them to the virtues and the
-delicacy they had thrown off to walk the faster on their chosen road.
-His ears softened their laughter, his eyes redeemed their bitterness;
-everything was transfigured for him by the dynamic power of his mere
-innocence and his potent belief in his own inferiority to the splendor
-of all that offered itself to his vision. He saw his comrades, fine
-shots and hard men on the trek, lapse into drunkenness and evil
-communications, and it was in no way incompatible with his own ascetic
-cleanliness of apprehension that he excused them on the grounds of the
-hardships they had undergone. He could idealize even a sot puking in a
-gutter.
-
-It was here that he saw a stage-play for the first time in his life,
-sitting in a back-seat in the town hall among young shop-assistants and
-workmen, not a little distracted between the strange things upon the
-stage which he had paid to witness and the jocular detachment from them
-by the young men about him. The play at first was incomprehensible; the
-chambermaid and the footman, conversing explanatorily, with which it
-opened, were figures he was unable to recognize, and he could not share
-the impression that seemed to prevail among the characters in general
-that the fat, whitish heroine was beautiful. The villain, too, was
-murderous in such a crude fashion; not once did he make a clean job of
-an assassination. Christian felt himself competent to criticize, since
-it was only a week or so since he had pulled a trigger and risen on his
-elbow to see his man halt in mid-stride and pitch face forward to the
-earth. He was confirmed in his dissatisfaction by the demeanor of his
-neighbors; they, men about town, broken to the drama and its surprises,
-were certainly not taking the thing seriously. After a while,
-therefore, he made no effort to keep sight of the thread of the play; he
-sat in an idle content, watching the women on the stage, curious to
-discover what it was in each one of them that was wrong and vaguely
-repellent.
-
-His neighbors had no doubts about it. "There 's not a leg in the whole
-caboodle," one remarked. "It 's all mouth and murder, this is."
-
-Christian did not clearly understand the first phrase, but the second
-was plain and he smiled in agreement. He looked up to take stock of
-another character, a girl who made her entrance at that moment, and
-ceased to smile. Her share in the scene was unimportant enough, and she
-had but a few words to speak and nothing to do but to walk forward and
-back again. She was thin and girlish and carried herself well, moving
-with a graceful deliberation and speaking in an appealing little tinkle
-to which the room lent a certain ring and resonance; she accosted the
-villain who replied with brutality; she smiled and turned from him, made
-a face and passed out again. And that was all.
-
-The young man who had deplored the absence of legs nudged his neighbor
-to look at the tall young Boer and made a joke in a cautious whisper.
-His precaution was unnecessary; he might have shouted and Christian
-would not have heard. He was like a man stunned by a great revelation,
-sitting bolt upright and staring at the stage and its lighted activity
-with eyes dazzled by a discovery. For the first time in his life he had
-seen a woman, little enough to break like a stick across his knee, brave
-and gay at once, delicate and tender, touching him with the sense of her
-strength and courage while her femininity made all the male in him surge
-into power. Gone was his late attitude of humorous judgment, that could
-detach the actress from her work and assess her like a cow; the smile,
-the little contemptuous grimace had blown it all away. He was aghast,
-incapable of reducing his impression to thoughts. For a while, it did
-not occur to him that it would be possible to see her again. When it
-did, he leaned across the two playgoers who were next to him and lifted
-a program from the lap of the third, who gaped at him but found nothing
-to say.
-
-"That _meisjie_, the one in a red dress--is her name in this?" he
-inquired of his neighbor, and surprised him into assistance. Together
-they found it; the unknown was Miss Vivie Sinclair.
-
-"Skinny, wasn't she?" commented the helpful neighbor sociably.
-
-But Christian was already on his feet and making his way out, and the
-conversational one got nothing but a slow glare for an answer across
-intervening heads.
-
-And yet the truth of it was, a connoisseur in girls could have matched
-Miss Vivie Sinclair a hundred times over, so little was there in her
-that was peculiar or rare. The connoisseur would have put her down
-without hesitation for a product of that busy manufactory which melts
-down the material of so many good housemaids to make it into so many bad
-actresses. Her sex and a grimace--these were the total of her assets,
-and yet she was as good a peg as another for a cloudy youth to drape
-with the splendors of his inexperienced fancy and glorify with the hues
-of his secret longings. Probably she had no very clear idea of herself
-in those days; she was neither happy nor sad, as a general thing; and
-her aspirations aimed much more definitely at the symptoms of
-success--frocks, bills lettered large with her name, comely young men in
-hot pursuit of her, gifts of jewelry--than at success itself. As she
-passed down the main street next morning, on her way to the telegraph
-office in the town hall, she offered to the slow, appraising looks from
-the stoeps a sketchy impression of a rather strained modernity, an
-effect of deftly managed skirts and unabashed ankles which in themselves
-were sufficient to set Fereira thinking. It was as she emerged from the
-telegraph office that she came face to face with Christian.
-
-"Well, where d'you think you 're comin' to?"
-
-This was her greeting as he pulled up all standing to avert a collision.
-Clothes to fit both his stature and his esthetic sense had not been
-procurable, and he had been only able to wash himself to a state of
-levitical cleanliness. But his youthful bigness and his obvious
-reverence of her served his purpose. She stood looking at him with a
-smile.
-
-"I saw you," he said, "in the play."
-
-"Did you? What d' you think of it?"
-
-"_Allemachtag,_" he answered. "I have been thinking of it all night."
-
-To his eye, she was all she had promised to be. The fragility of her
-was most wonderful to him, accustomed to the honest motherly brawn of
-the girls of his own race. The rather aggressive perkiness of her
-address was the smiling courage that had thrilled and touched him. He
-stood staring, unable to carry the talk further.
-
-But it was for this kind of thing that Miss Vivie Sinclair had "gone on
-the stage," and she was not at all at a loss.
-
-"I 'm going this way," she said, and in her hands, Christian was
-wax--willing wax. He found himself walking at her side under the eyes
-of the town. She waited before she spoke again till they were by the
-stoep of Pagan's store, where a dozen loungers became rigid and watchful
-as they passed.
-
-"You 've heard about the smash-up?" she inquired then.
-
-"Smash-up?"
-
-"Our smash-up? Oh, a regular mess we 're in, the whole lot of us. You
-had n't heard?"
-
-"No," he answered.
-
-"Padden 's cleared out. He was our manager, you know, and now he 's run
-away with the treasury and left us high and dry. Went last night, it
-seems, after the show."
-
-"Left you?" repeated Christian. The old story was a new one to him and
-he did not understand. Miss Sinclair thought him dense, but proceeded
-to enlighten him in words of one syllable, as it were.
-
-"That 's why I was telegraphing," she concluded. "There was a feller in
-Capetown I used to know; I want to strike him for my fare out of this."
-
-So she was in trouble; there was a call upon her courage, an attack on
-her defenselessness. Miss Sinclair, glancing sidelong at his face, saw
-it redden quickly and was confirmed in her hope that the "feller" in
-Capetown was but an alternative string to her bow.
-
-"That telegram took all I 'd got but a couple of shillings," she added.
-"Padden had been keeping us short for a long time."
-
-The long street straggled under the sun, bare to its harsh illumination,
-a wide tract of parched dust hemmed between walls and roofs of gray
-corrugated iron. The one thing that survived that merciless ordeal of
-light without loss or depreciation was the girl. They halted at the
-door of the one-storied hotel where her room was and here again the
-shaded stoep was full of ears and eyes and Christian had to struggle
-with words to make his meaning clear to her and keep it obscure to every
-one else.
-
-"It 'll be all right," he assured her stammeringly. "I 'll see that it
-'s all right. I 'll come here an' see you."
-
-"When?" she asked, and helped him with a suggestion. "This evening?
-There 'll be no show to-night."
-
-"This evening," he agreed.
-
-Miss Sinclair gave him her best smile, all the better for the mirth that
-helped it out. She was as much amused as she was relieved. As she
-passed the bar on her way indoors, she winked guardedly to a florid
-youth within who stood in an attitude of listening.
-
-If Christian had celebrated the occasion with libations in the local
-fashion, if he had talked about it and put his achievement to the test
-of words--if, even, he had been capable of thinking about it in any
-clear and sober manner instead of merely relishing it with every fiber
-of his body--the evening's interview might have resolved itself into an
-act of charity, involving the sacrifice of nothing more than a few
-sovereigns. As it was, he spent the day in germinating hopes and
-educating his mind to entertain them. Under the stimulating heat of his
-sanguine youth, they burgeoned superbly.
-
-As he walked away from the hotel, the florid youth spoke confidentially
-to the fat shirt-sleeved barman.
-
-"Hear that?" he asked. "_She_ 'll do all right, she will. That 's
-where a girl 's better off than a man. Who 's the feller, d'you know?"
-
-The barman heaved himself up to look through the window, and laughed
-wheezily. He was a married man and adored his children, but it was his
-business to be knowing and worldly.
-
-"It 's young Du Preez," he answered, as Christian stalked away. "One of
-them Boers, y'know. Got a farm out on the Karoo."
-
-"Rich?" queried the other.
-
-"Not bad," said the barman. "Most of those Dutch could buy you an' me
-an' use us for mantel ornaments, if they had the good taste."
-
-"So--ho," exclaimed the florid youth. "But they don't carry it about
-with 'em, worse luck."
-
-He sighed and grew thoughtful. He was thoughtful at intervals for the
-rest of the morning, and by the afternoon was melancholy and uncertain
-of step. But he was on hand and watchful when Christian arrived.
-
-Christian was vaguely annoyed when a young man of suave countenance and
-an expression of deep solemnity thrust up to him at the hotel door and
-stood swaying and swallowing and making signs as though to command his
-attention.
-
-"What d'you want?" he demanded.
-
-"Word with you," requested the other. "Word with you."
-
-He was sufficiently unlike anything that was native to Fereira to be
-recognizable as an actor and Christian suffered himself to be beckoned
-into the bar.
-
-"Shall I do it or you?" asked the other. "I shtood so many to-day,
-sheems to me it 's your turn. Mine 's a whisky. Now, 'bout this li'l
-girl upshtairs."
-
-"Eh?" Christian was startled.
-
-"I 'm man of the world," the other went on, with the seriousness of the
-thoroughly drunken. "Know more 'bout the world then ever you knew in
-yer bally life. An' I don't blame you--norra bit. Now what I want shay
-is this: I can fix it for you if you 're good for a fiver. Jush a
-fiver--shave trouble and time, eh? Nice li'l girl, too. Worth it."
-
-Christian watched him lift his glass and drink. He was perplexed; these
-folk seemed to have a language of their own and to be incomprehensible
-to ordinary folk.
-
-"Worth it?" he repeated. "Fix _what_?" he demanded.
-
-"Nod 's good 's wink," answered the other. "Don't want to shout it.
-Bend your long ear down to me--tell you."
-
-They had a corner by the bar to themselves. Near the window the barman
-had a customer after his own heart and was repeating to him an oracular
-saying by his youngest daughter but two, glancing sideways while he
-spoke to see if Christian and the other were listening.
-
-Christian bent, and the hot breath of the other, reeking of the day's
-drinking, beat on his neck and the side of his head. The hoarse
-whisper, with its infernal suggestion, seemed to come warm from a pit of
-vileness within the man's body.
-
-"Is that plain 'nough?"
-
-Christian stood upright again, trembling from head to foot with some
-cold emotion far transcending any rage he had ever felt. For some
-instant he could not lift his hand; he had seen the last foul depths of
-evil and was paralyzed. The other lifted his glass again. His movement
-released the Boer from the spell.
-
-He took the man by the wrist that held the glass with so deadly a
-deliberation that the barman missed his hostile purpose and continued to
-talk, leaning with his fat, mottled arms folded on the bar.
-
-"What you doin', y' fool?" The cry was from the florid youth.
-
-"Ah!" Christian put out his strength with a maniac fury, and the
-youth's hand and the glass in it were dashed back into that person's
-face. No hand but his own struck him, and the countenance Christian saw
-as a blurred white disk broke under the blow and showed red cracks. He
-struck again and again; the barman shouted and men came running in from
-outside. Christian dropped the wrist he held and turned away. Those in
-the doorway gave him passage. On the floor in the corner the florid
-youth bled and vomited.
-
-Christian knew him later as a bold and serene face in a plush photograph
-frame, signed across the lower right corner: "Yours blithely, Boy
-Bailey."
-
-How he made inquiries for the girl's room and came at last to the door
-of it was never a clear memory to him. But he could always recall that
-small austere interior of whitewash and heat-warped furniture to which
-he entered at her call, to find her sitting on the narrow bed. He came
-to her bereft of the few faculties she had left him, grave, almost
-stern, gripping himself by force of instinct to save himself from the
-outburst of emotion to which the scene in the bar had made him prone.
-Everything tender and protective in his nature was awake and crying out;
-he saw her as the victim of a sacrilegious outrage, threatened by
-unnamable dangers.
-
-She looked at him under the lids of her eyes, quickly alive to the
-change in him. It is necessary to record that she, too, had made
-inquiries since the morning, and learned of the farm that stood at his
-back to guarantee him solid.
-
-"I wondered if you 'd come," she said. "That feller in Capetown has n't
-answered."
-
-"I said I 'd come," he replied gravely.
-
-"Yes, I know. All the same, I thought--you know, when a person 's in
-hard luck, nothing goes right, an' a girl, when she 's in a mess, is
-anybody's fool. Is n't that right?"
-
-She knew her peril then; she lived open-eyed in face of it.
-
-"You shall not be anybody's fool," he answered. "If anybody tries to be
-bad to you, I 'll kill him."
-
-He was still standing just within the closed door, no nearer to her than
-the size of the little chamber compelled.
-
-"Won't you sit down?" she invited.
-
-"Eh?" His contemplation of her seemed to absorb him and make him
-absent-minded. "No," he replied, when she repeated her invitation.
-
-"As you like," she conceded, wondering whether after all he was going to
-be amenable to the treatment she proposed for him. It crossed her mind
-that he was thinking of getting something for his money and her silly
-mouth tightened. If her sex was one of her assets, her virtue--the
-fanatic virtue which is a matter of prejudice rather than of
-principle,--was one of her liabilities. She had nothing to sell him.
-
-"You know," she said, "the worst of it is, none of us have n't had any
-salary for weeks. That's what puts us in the cart. We 're all broke.
-If Padden had let us have a bit, we would n't be stranded like this.
-And the queer thing is, Gus Padden 's the last man you 'd have picked
-for a wrong 'un. Fat, you know, and beaming; a sort of fatherly way, he
-had. He used to remind me of Santa Claus. An' now he 's thrown us down
-this way, and how I 'm going to get up again I can't say." She gave him
-one of her shrewd upward glances; "tell me," she added.
-
-"I can tell you," he replied.
-
-"How, then?" she asked.
-
-"Marry me," said Christian. "This acting--it's no good. There 's men
-that is bad all around you. One of them--I broke his face like a
-window-glass downstairs just now--he said you was--bad, like him. And
-it was time to see what he was worth. Unless you can you are
-ach--so--so little, so weak. Marry me, my _kleintje_ and you shall be
-nobody's fool."
-
-The girl on the bed stared at him dumbly: this was what she had never
-expected. Salvation had come to her with both hands full of gifts. She
-began to laugh foolishly.
-
-"Marry me," repeated Christian. "Will you?"
-
-She jumped up from her seat, still laughing and took two steps to him.
-
-"Will I?" she cried. "Will a duck swim? Yes, I will; yes, yes, yes!"
-
-Christian looked at her dazed; events were sweeping him off his feet.
-He took one of her hands and dropped it again and turned from her
-abruptly. With his arm before his face he leaned against the door and
-burst into weeping. The girl patted him on the back soothingly.
-
-"Take it easy," she said kindly. "You'll be all right, never fear."
-
-"That 's all the Port Elizabeth ones," said Paul. "How many do you make
-them?"
-
-Christian du Preez looked up uncertainly. "_Allemachtag,_" he said. "I
-forgot to count. I was thinking."
-
-"Oh. About the tramp?"
-
-"Yes. Paul, what did you bring him in for? Couldn't you see he was a
-_skellum_?"
-
-Paul nodded. "Yes, I could see that. But--_skellums_ are hungry and
-tired, too, sometimes."
-
-His father smiled in a worried manner. He and Paul never talked
-intimately with each other, but an intimacy existed of feeling and
-thought. They took many of the same things for granted.
-
-"Like us," he agreed. "Come on to supper, Paul."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER X*
-
-
-It was nearing the lunch hour when Margaret walked down from the
-Sanatorium to the farm, leaving Ford and Mr. Samson to their unsociable
-preoccupations on the stoep, and found Paul among the kraals. He had
-some small matter of work in hand, involving a wagon-chain and a number
-of yokes; these were littered about his feet in a liberal disorder and
-he was standing among them contemplating them earnestly and seemingly
-lost in meditation. He turned slowly as Margaret called his name, and
-woke to the presence of his visitor with a lightening of his whole
-countenance.
-
-"Were you dreaming about models?" inquired Margaret. "You were very deep
-in something."
-
-Paul shook his head. "It was about wagons," he answered seriously. "I
-was just thinking how they are always going away from places and coming
-to more places. That's all."
-
-"Wishing you had wheels instead of feet? I see," smiled the girl.
-"What a traveler you are, Paul."
-
-He smiled back. In their casual meetings they had talked of this before
-and Paul had found it possible to tell her of his dreams and yearnings
-for what lay at the other end of the railway and beyond the sun mist
-that stood like a visible frontier about his world.
-
-"I shall travel some day," he answered. "Kamis says that a man is
-different from a vegetable because he hasn't got roots. He says that
-the best way to see the world is to go on foot."
-
-"I expect he 's right," said Margaret. "It's jolly for you, Paul,
-having him to talk to. Do you know where he is now?"
-
-"Yes," answered the boy.
-
-"Well, then, when can I see him? He told me you could always let him
-know."
-
-"This afternoon?" suggested Paul. "If you could come down to the dam
-wall then, he can be there. There is a signal I make for him in my
-window and he always sees it."
-
-"I 'll come then," promised Margaret. "Thank you, Paul. But that
-signal--that 's rather an idea. Did you think of it or did he?"
-
-"He did," answered Paul. "He said it wouldn't trouble him to look every
-day at a house that held a friend. And he does, every day. There was
-only once he didn't come, and then he had twisted his ankle a long way
-off on the veld, walking among ant-bear holes in the dark."
-
-"Which window is it?" asked Margaret.
-
-Paul pointed. "That end one," he showed her.
-
-Margaret looked, and a figure lounging against one of the doorposts of
-the house took her look for himself and bowed.
-
-"That's nobody," said Paul quickly. "Don't look that way. It 's--it 's
-a tramp that came to me--and I gave him a shilling to keep still and be
-modeled--and he knows my mother--and he 's staying in the house. He 's
-beastly; don't look that way."
-
-His solicitude and his jealousy made Margaret smile.
-
-"I shouldn't see him if I did," she said. "Don't you worry, Paul.
-Then--this afternoon?"
-
-"Under the dam," replied Paul. "Good-by. He's waiting for a chance to
-come and speak to you."
-
-"Let him wait," replied Margaret, and turned homewards, scrupulously
-averting her face from the ingratiating figure of Boy Bailey.
-
-That pensioner of fortune watched her pass along the trodden path to the
-Sanatorium till she was clear of the farm, and then put himself into
-easy movement to go across to Paul. The uncanny combination of
-Christian's clothes and his own personality drifted through the arrogant
-sunlight and over the sober earth, a monstrous affront to the temperate
-eye. He was like a dangerous clown or a comical Mephistopheles. Paul,
-pondering as he came, thought of a pig equipped with the venom of the
-puff-adder of the Karoo. As he drew near, the boy fell to work on the
-chain and yokes.
-
-"Well, my dear boy." The man's shadow and his voice reached Paul
-together. He did not look up, but went on loosening the cross bar of a
-yoke from its link.
-
-"There 's more in this place of yours than meets the eye at a first
-glance," said Boy Bailey. "You 're well off, my lad. Not only milk and
-honey for the trouble of lifting 'em to your mouth, but dalliance,
-silken dalliance in broad daylight. What would your dear mother say if
-she knew?"
-
-"I don't know," said the boy. "Ask her?"
-
-"And spoil sport? Laddie, you 'll know me better some day. Not for
-worlds would I give a chap's game away. It's not my style. Poor I may
-be, but not that. No. I admire your taste, my boy. You 've an eye in
-your head. But you forgot to introduce the lady to your mother's old
-friend. However, you 'll be seeing her again, no doubt, an' then--"
-
-"I didn't forget," said Paul. Still he did not look up. The iron links
-shook in his hands, and he detached the stout crosspiece and laid it
-across his knees.
-
-"Eh?" Boy Bailey's face darkened a little, and his wary eyes narrowed.
-He looked down on the boy's bent back unpleasantly.
-
-"You didn't?" he said. "I see. Well, well. A chap that 's poor must
-put up with these slights." His slightly hoarse voice became bland
-again. "But have it your own way; Heaven knows, _I_ don't mind. She 's
-a saucy little piece, all the same, an' p'r'aps you 're right not to
-risk her with me. If I got her by herself, there 's no saying--"
-
-He stopped; the boy had looked up and was rising. His face stirred
-memories in Boy Bailey; it roused images that were fogged by years, but
-terrible yet. In the instant's grace that was accorded him, he felt his
-wrist gripped once more and saw the livid clenched face, tense with the
-spirit of murder, that burned above his ere his own hand and the glass
-it held were dashed athwart his eyes. The boy was rising and he held
-the cross-bar of the yoke like a weapon.
-
-Boy Bailey made to speak but failed. With a sort of squeak he turned
-and set off running towards the house, pounding in panic over the ground
-with his grotesque clothes flapping about him like abortive wings.
-Paul, on his feet amid the tangled chains, watched him with the heavy
-cross-bar in his hand.
-
-If he had any clear feeling at all, it was disappointment at the waste
-of a rare energy. He could have killed the man in the heat of it, and
-now it was wasted. Boy Bailey was whole, his pulpy face not beaten in,
-his bones functioning adequately as he ran instead of creaking in
-fractures to each squirm of his broken body. It was an occasion
-squandered, lost, thrown away. It had the unsatisfying quality of mere
-prevention when it might have been a complete cure.
-
-Margaret returned to the Sanatorium in time to meet Mrs. Jakes in the
-hall as she led the way to lunch and to receive the unsmiling movement
-of recognition which had been her lot ever since the night of Dr. Jakes'
-adventure. Contrary to Margaret's expectation, Mrs. Jakes had not come
-round; no treatment availed to convince her that she had not been made a
-victim of black treachery and the doctor wantonly exposed and
-humiliated. When she was cornered and had to listen to explanations, she
-heard them with her eyes on the ground and her face composed to an
-irreconcilable woodenness. When Margaret had done--she tried the line of
-humorous breeziness, and it was a mistake--Mrs. Jakes sniffed.
-
-"If you please," she said frigidly, "we won't talk about it. The
-subject is very painful. No doubt all you say is very true, but I have
-my feelings."
-
-"So have I," said Margaret. "And mine are being hurt."
-
-"I am extremely sorry," replied the little wan woman, with stiff
-dignity. "If you wish it, I will ask the doctor to recommend you a
-Sanatorium elsewhere, where you may be more comfortable."
-
-"You know that is n't what I want," protested Margaret. "This is all
-very silly. I only want you to understand that I have n't done you any
-harm and that I did the best I could and let's stop acting as if one of
-us had copied the other's last hat."
-
-"No doubt I am slow of understanding, Miss Harding," retorted Mrs. Jakes
-formidably. "However--if you have quite finished, I 'm in rather a
-hurry and I won't detain you."
-
-And she made her escape in good order, marching unhurried down the
-matted corridor and showing to Margaret a retreating view of a rigid
-black alpaca back.
-
-Dr. Jakes was equally effective in his treatment of the incident. He
-went to work upon her lungs quite frankly, sending her to bed for a
-couple of days and gathering all his powers to undo the harm of which he
-had been the cause. On the third day, there was a further interview in
-the study, a businesslike affair, conducted without unnecessary
-conversation, with monosyllabic question and reply framed on the most
-formal models. At the close of it, he leaned back in his chair and
-faced her across the corner of his desk. He was irresistibly plump and
-crumpled in that attitude, with his sad, uncertain eyes expressing an
-infinite apprehension and all the resignation of a man who has lost
-faith in mercy.
-
-"That is all, then, Miss Harding. Unless--?"
-
-The last word was breathed hoarsely. Margaret waited. He gazed at her
-owlishly, one nervous hand fumbling on the blotting-pad before him.
-
-"There is nothing else you want to say to me?" he asked.
-
-"I can't think of anything," said Margaret.
-
-He continued to look at her, torpidly, helplessly. It was impossible to
-divine what fervencies of inarticulate emotion burned and quickened
-behind his mask of immobile flesh. The rumpled hair, short and blond,
-lay in disorder upon his forehead and his lips were parted impotently.
-He had to blink and swallow before he could speak again, visibly
-recalling his wits.
-
-"If you don't tell me, I can't answer," he said, and sighed heavily. He
-raised himself in his big chair irritably.
-
-"Nothing more, then?" he asked. "Well--take care of yourself, Miss
-Harding. That 's all you have to do. Whatever happens, your business is
-to take care of yourself; it's what you came here for."
-
-"I will," answered Margaret. She wished she could find a plane on which
-it would be possible to talk to him frankly, without evasions and free
-from the assumptions which his wife wove about him. But the resignation
-of his eyes, the readiness they expressed to accept blows and penalties,
-left her powerless. The gulf that separated them could not be bridged.
-
-"Then--" he rose, and in another pair of moments Margaret was outside
-the study door in the hall, where Mrs. Jakes, affecting to be concerned
-in the arrangement of the furniture, examined her in sidelong glances,
-to know whether she had used the weapon which the doctor's adventure had
-put into her hand. Apparently there was no convincing her that the
-girl's intentions were not hostile.
-
-It did not simplify life for Margaret, this enmity of Mrs. Jakes. Lunch
-and breakfast under her pale, implacable eye, that glided upon
-everything but skipped Margaret with a noticeable avoidance, had become
-ordeals to be approached with trepidation. Talk, when there was
-anything to talk about, died still-born in that atmosphere of lofty
-displeasure. It was done with a certain deftness; Mrs. Jakes was
-incapable of anything crude or downright; and when it was necessary, in
-order that the state of affairs should not be conspicuous, she could
-smile towards the wall at the girl's back and spare her an empty word or
-so, in a way that was sometimes as galling as much more dexterous snubs
-that Margaret had seen administered. One can "field" a snub that
-conveys its purpose in its phrasing and return it with effect to the
-wicket; but there is nothing to be done with the bare word that just
-stops a gap from becoming noticeable.
-
-Ford was waiting outside the front door when Margaret came out after
-exercising the virtue of forbearance throughout a meal for which she had
-had no appetite.
-
-"What 's the row with Mrs. Jakes?" he asked, without wasting words on
-preamble.
-
-"Oh, nothing," answered Margaret crossly. "You 'd better ask her if you
-want to know. I 'm not going to tell you anything."
-
-"Well, don't, then. But you couldn't arrange a truce for meal-times,
-could you? It turns things sour--the way you two avoid looking at each
-other."
-
-"I don't care," said Margaret. "It 's not my fault. I 've been as loyal
-as anybody--more loyal, I think, and certainly more helpful. I 've done
-simply everything she asked of me, and now she 's like this."
-
-Ford gave her a whimsical look of question.
-
-"Sure you haven't at some time done more than she asked you?" he
-inquired.
-
-"Why?" Margaret was surprised. She laughed unwillingly. "Is it
-shrewdness or have you heard something?"
-
-"I haven't heard a word," he assured her. "But is that it?"
-
-"It 's just your natural cleverness, then? Wonderful," said Margaret.
-"You ought to go on the stage, really. Yes, that 's what it is--I
-suppose. And now d'you think she 'll see the reasonable view of it?
-Not she! I 'm a villain in skirts and if I won't stand it, she 'll ask
-the doctor to recommend a Sanatorium where I can be more comfortable.
-And just at this moment, I don't think I can stand much more of it."
-
-"Eh?" Ford scowled disapprovingly. "That 's a rotten thing to say.
-You don't feel inclined to tell me about it?"
-
-"I can't; I mustn't. That 's the worst of it," answered Margaret. "I
-can't tell you anything."
-
-"At any rate," said Ford, "don't take it into your head to go away.
-This won't do you any harm in the end. You weren't thinking of it
-seriously, were you?"
-
-"Wasn't I? I was, though. I hate all this."
-
-Ford took a couple of steps toward the door and a couple back.
-
-"It won't weigh with you," he said, "but I 'd be sorry if you went. _I_
-would, personally--awfully sorry. But if you must go, you must. It 's a
-thing you can judge for yourself. Still, I 'd be sorry."
-
-Margaret shrugged impatiently.
-
-"Oh, I 'd be sorry, too. It 's been jolly, in a way, with you here, and
-all that. I 'd miss you, if you want to know. But--"
-
-She stopped. Ford was looking at her very gravely.
-
-"Don't go," he said, and put his thin, sun-browned hand upon her
-shoulder. "It 'll make things simpler for me if you say you won't.
-Things will arrange themselves, but even if they don't--don't go away."
-
-"Simpler? How do you mean?"
-
-"Just that," he answered. "If you stay, here we are--friends. We help
-each other out and talk and see each other and have time before us and
-there 's no need to say anything. And it's because a lunger like me
-must n't say anything till he sees whether he 's going to get well
-or--or stay here forever, that it 'll be simpler if you don't go. Do
-you see?"
-
-His hand upon her shoulder was pleasant to feel; she liked the freedom
-he took--and gave--in resting it there; and his young, serious face,
-touched to delicacy by the disease that governed him, was patient and
-wise.
-
-"It 's not because of that _that_ you mustn't say anything," she
-answered. "I did n't know--you 've given me no warning. What can I
-say?"
-
-"Say you won't go," he begged. "Say you won't act on any decision you
-'ve made at present. And then we can go on--me lecturing you, and you
-flouting me, till--till I can say things--till I 'm free to say what I
-like to anybody."
-
-She smiled rather nervously. "If I agree now," she answered, "it will
-look as if--" she paused; the thing was difficult to put in its nicety.
-But he was quick in the uptake.
-
-"It won't," he said. "I 'm not such a bounder as that."
-
-"But I 'd rather be here than take my chance among other people," she
-went on. "I suppose I can stand Mrs. Jakes if I give my mind to it,
-particularly if you 'll see me through."
-
-"I 'll do what I can," he promised. "You 'll do it, then? You'll
-stay?"
-
-"I suppose so," said Margaret. His hand for a moment was heavier on her
-shoulder; she felt as though she had been slapped on the back, with the
-unceremoniousness of a good friend; and then he loosed her.
-
-"Good of you," he answered shortly.
-
-Both were weighted by the handicap of their race; they had been, as it
-were, trapped into a certain depth of emotion and self-revelation, and
-both found a difficulty in stepping down again to the safe levels of
-commonplace intercourse. Ford shoved both hands into his pockets and
-half-turned from her.
-
-"Well--doing anything this afternoon?" he inquired in his tersest
-manner.
-
-"Yes," said Margaret, whom the position could amuse.
-
-"What?"
-
-"Oh--going yachting," she retorted.
-
-He sniffed and nodded. "I 'm going to paint," he announced. "So long."
-
-Margaret smiled at his back as he went, and its extravagant slouch of
-indifference and ease. She knew he would not look round; once his mood
-was defined, it was reliable entirely; but she felt she would have
-forgiven him if he had. The last word in such a matter as this is
-always capable of expansion, and probably some such notion was in the
-mind of the oracle who first pronounced that to women the last word is
-dear.
-
-He was still at his easel when she set forth to keep her appointment
-under the dam wall, working on his helpless canvas with an intensity
-that spared not a look as she went by on the parched grass below the
-stoep. It was a low easel, and he sat on a stool and spread his legs to
-each side of it, like a fighter crouched over an adversary, and his
-thumb was busy smudging among masses of pigment. Margaret could see the
-canvas as a faintly shining insurrection of colors which suggested that
-he had broken an egg upon it. A score of times in the past weeks those
-cryptic messes had irritated her or showed themselves as a weakness in
-their author. The domineering thumb and the shock tactics of the palette
-knife had supplied her with themes for ridicule, and the fact that the
-creature could not paint and yet would paint and refused all instruction
-had put the seal of bitterness on many a day of weary irritation. But
-suddenly his incompetence and his industry, and even the unlovely fruit
-of their union--the canvases that he signed large with his name and hung
-unframed upon the walls of his room--were endearing; they were laughable
-only as a little child is laughable, things to smile at and to prize.
-
-Her smiling and thoughtful mood went with her across the grass and dust
-and around the curved shoulder of the dam wall, where Kamis, obedient to
-Paul's signal, sat in the shade and awaited her. At her coming he
-sprang up eagerly with his face alight. His tweed clothes were, if
-anything, shabbier than before, but it seemed that no usage could subdue
-them to congruity with the broad black face and its liberal smile.
-
-"This is great luck," he said. "I half expected you 'd find it too hot
-for you. Are you all right again after that night?"
-
-Margaret seated herself on the slope of the wall and rested with one
-elbow on the freshness of its water-fed grass.
-
-"Quite all right," she assured him. "Dr. Jakes has done everything that
-needed to be done. But I didn't thank you half enough for what you
-did."
-
-He smiled and murmured deprecatingly and found himself a place to sit on
-at the foot of the wall, with legs crossed and his back to the sun.
-Leaning forward a little in this posture, with his drooping hat-brim
-shadowing him, it was almost possible for Margaret to avoid seeing the
-blunt negro features for which she had come to feel something akin to
-dread; they affected her in the same way that darkness with people
-moving in it will affect some children.
-
-"I saw Paul's signal," said Kamis. "We have an understanding, you know.
-He hangs a handkerchief in his window when he wants me and when you want
-me he hangs two. It shows as far as one can see the window; all the
-others are just black squares, and his has a white dash in it. That 's
-rather how I see Paul, you know. Other people are just blanks, but he
-means something--to me, at any rate. By the way, before I forget--did
-you want me for anything in particular?"
-
-Margaret shook her head. "I wanted to talk," she said; "and to make
-that police matter clear to you."
-
-"Oh, that." He looked up. "Thank you."
-
-"Do you know of a Mr. Van Zyl, a police-officer?" she asked him. "He
-thinks you are guilty of sedition among the natives. I suppose it 's
-nonsense, but he means to arrest you, and I thought you 'd better know."
-
-"It 's awfully good of you to bother about it," he answered. "I 'll
-take care he doesn't lay hands on me. But it is nonsense, certainly, and
-anybody but he would know it. He 's been scouring the kraals in the
-south for me and giving the natives a tremendous idea of my importance.
-They were nervous enough of me before, but now--"
-
-He shrugged his shoulders disgustedly, but still smiled.
-
-"That is what he said--they 're uneasy," agreed Margaret. "But why are
-they? You see, I know scarcely more of you than Mr. Van Zyl. What is
-it that troubles them about you?"
-
-"Oh," the Kafir deliberated. "It's simple enough, really. You see," he
-explained, "the fact is, I 'm out of order. I don't belong in the
-scheme of things as the natives and Mr. Van Zyl know it. These Kafirs
-are the most confirmed conservatives in the world, and when they see a
-man like themselves who can't exist without clothes and a roof to sleep
-under, who can't walk without boots or talk their language and is
-unaccountable generally, they smell witchcraft at once. Besides, it has
-got about that I 'm Kamis, and they know very well that Kamis was hanged
-about twenty years ago and his son taken away and eaten by the soldiers.
-So it's pretty plain to them that something is wrong somewhere. Do you
-see?"
-
-"Still"--Margaret was thoughtful--"Mr. Van Zyl is n't an ignorant
-savage."
-
-"No," agreed Kamis. "He isn't that. For dealing with Kafirs, he 's
-probably the best man you could find; the natives trust him and depend
-on him and when they 're in trouble they go to him and he gives them the
-help they want. When they misbehave, he 's on hand to deal with them in
-the fashion they understand and probably prefer. And the reason is,
-Miss Harding--the reason is, he 's got a Kafir mind. He was born among
-them and nursed by them; he speaks as a Kafir, understands as a Kafir
-and thinks as a Kafir, and he 'll never become a European and put away
-Kafir things. They 've made him, and at the best he 's an ambassador for
-the Kafirs among the whites. That 's how they master their masters.
-Oh, they 've got power, the Kafirs have, and a better power than their
-hocus-pocus of witchcraft."
-
-The afternoon was stored with the day's accumulated heat and the cool of
-the grass beneath and the freshness of the water, out of sight beyond
-the wall but diffusing itself like an odor in the air, combined to
-contrast the spot in which they talked with the dazed sun-beaten land
-about them and gave to both a sense of privacy and isolation. The
-Kafir's words stirred a fresh curiosity in Margaret.
-
-"He thinks you are making the natives dangerous," she said. "I don't
-believe that, of course, but what are you doing?"
-
-"What am I doing?"
-
-The black face was lifted to hers steadily and regarded her for a space
-of moments without replying. Nothing mild or subtle could find
-expression in its rude shaping of feature; the taciturnity of the Karoo
-itself governed it.
-
-"What am I doing?" repeated Kamis. He dropped his eyes and his hands
-plucked at the grass absently. "Well, I 'm looking for a life for
-myself."
-
-Margaret waited for him to continue but he was silent, plucking the
-grass shoots and shredding them in his fingers.
-
-"A life," she prompted. "Yes; tell me."
-
-Kamis finished with the grass in his hand and threw it with an abrupt
-gesture from him.
-
-"I 'll tell you if you like," he said, as though suppressing a feeling
-of reluctance. "It isn't anything wonderful; still--. You know already
-how I began; Paul told me how you learnt that; and you can see where I
-'ve got to with my education and my degree and my profession and all
-that. I 'm back where I came from, and besides what I 've learned, I
-'ve got a burden of civilized habits and weaknesses that keep me tied by
-the leg. I need friendship and company and equality with people about
-me, just as you do, and I 'm apt to find myself rather forlorn and lost
-without them. In England, I had those things--I had some of them, at
-any rate; but what was there for a black doctor to do, do you think,
-among all those people who look on even a white foreigner as rather a
-curiosity?"
-
-"Wasn't there anything?" Margaret was watching the nervous play of his
-gesticulating hands, so oddly emphasizing his pleasant English voice.
-
-"Nothing worth while. That 's another of my troubles, you see. They
-taught me and trimmed me till I could n't be content with occasional
-niggers at the docks suffering from belaying-pin on the brain. It was
-n't odd jobs I wanted, handed over to me to keep me happy; I wanted
-work. We niggers, we 're a strong lot and we can stand a deal of wear
-and tear, but we don't improve by standing idle. I wanted to come out
-of that glass case they kept me in, with tutors and an allowance from
-the Government and an official guardian and all that sort of thing, and
-make myself useful."
-
-He paused. "You understand that, don't you?" he asked.
-
-"Of course I do," replied Margaret. "If I could only come out too! But
-I 've got all those weaknesses of yours and this as well." Her hand
-rested on her chest and he nodded.
-
-"You 're different," he said. "You must n't be worn and torn."
-
-"Well, so you came out here?"
-
-"It 's my country," he answered, and waved a hand at its barrenness.
-"It was my father's, a good deal of it, in another sense too. When I
-saw that living in England wasn't going to lead to anything, I thought
-of this. Somebody ought to doctor the poor beggars who live here and
-give them a lead towards a more comfortable existence, and I hoped I was
-the man to do it. I must have relations among them, too; that 's queer,
-is n't it? Aunts--my father had lots of wives--and lashings of cousins.
-I thought the steamer was bringing me out to them and I had a great idea
-of a welcome and all that; but I 'm no nearer it now than I was when I
-started. If ever I seem too grateful to you for your acquaintance, Miss
-Harding--if I seem too humble to be pleasant when I thank you for
-letting me talk to you--just remember I know that over there my poor
-black aunts are slaving like cattle and my uncles are driving them, and
-when I come they dodge among the huts and maneuver to get behind me with
-a club."
-
-"No," answered Margaret slowly. "I 'll remind you instead of all you
-'re doing while I do nothing."
-
-He shook his head. "I know what you do to me," he said. "And I can't
-let you pity me. It was n't for want of warnings I came out here. I
-even had a letter from the Colonial Secretary. And I must tell you
-about the remonstrances of my guardian."
-
-He laughed, with one of those quick transitions of mood which
-characterize the negro temperament. It jarred a little on Margaret.
-
-"He was the dearest old thing," he went on. "He 's one of the greatest
-living authorities on the Bantu tongues--those are the real old negro
-languages, I believe--and he was out here once in his wild youth. The
-Colonial Office appointed him to take charge of me and he used to come
-down to the schools where I was and give me a sovereign. He 'd have
-made a capital uncle. He had a face like a beefy rose, one of those big
-flabby ones that tumble to pieces when you pick them--all pink and round
-and clean, with kind, silly blue eyes behind gold spectacles. I had to
-get his consent before I could move, and I went to see him in a little
-room at the British and Foreign Bible Society's place in Queen Victoria
-Street, where they grow the rarer kinds of Bible under glass in holes in
-the wall; you know. He was correcting the proofs of a gospel in some
-Central African dialect and he had smudges of ink round his mouth.
-Sucking the wrong end of the pen, I suppose. He really was rather like
-a comic-paper professor, but as kind as could be. I sat down in the
-chair opposite to him, with the desk between us, and he heard what I 'd
-got to say, wiping his pen and sucking it while I told him. I fancy I
-began by being eloquent, but I soon stopped that. He 's good form to
-the finger-tips and he looked so pained. So I cut it short and told him
-what I wanted to do and why. And when I 'd finished, he gave me a
-solemn warning. I must do what seemed right to me, he said; he wouldn't
-take the responsibility of standing in my way; but there were grave
-dangers. He had known young men, promising young men, talented young
-men--all negroes, of course--who had returned to Africa after imbibing
-and accepting the principles of our civilization. They, it was true,
-were West Africans, but my danger was the same. They had left England
-in clothes, with a provision of soap in their trunks, and the result of
-their return to their own place was--they had lapsed! They had
-discontinued the clothes and forsworn the soap. 'One of them,' he said,
-'presented a particularly sad example. He whom we had known and
-respected as David Livingstone Smith became the leader of a faction or
-party whose activities necessitated the despatch of a punitive
-expedition. Under a name which, being interpreted, signifies "The
-Scornful," he presided over the defeat and massacre of that armed
-force.' And he went on warning me against becoming an independent
-monarch and forcing an alliance on Great Britain by means of an
-ingenious war. He seemed relieved when I assured him that I had no
-ambition to sit in the seat of the Scornful."
-
-He laughed again, looking up at Margaret with his white teeth flashing
-broadly.
-
-"Yes," she said. "That was--funny."
-
-Odd! It made her vaguely restive to hear the Kafir make play with the
-shortcomings of the white man. It touched a fund of compunction whose
-existence she had not suspected. Something racial in her composition,
-something partizan and unreasoning, lifted its obliterated head from the
-grave in which her training and the conscious leanings of her mind had
-buried it.
-
-He had no thoughts of what it was that kept her from returning his
-smile. He imagined that his mission, his loneliness and his danger had
-touched her and made her grave.
-
-"Well, you see how it all came about?" he went on. "It isn't really so
-extraordinary, is it? And I 'm not discouraged, Miss Harding. I shall
-find a way, sooner or later; they 're bound to get used to me in the
-end. In the meantime, Paul is teaching me Kafir, and there 's you. You
-make up to me for a lot."
-
-"Do I?" Margaret roused herself and sat up, deliberately thrusting down
-out of her consciousness that instinctive element which bade her do
-injustice and withhold from the man before her his due of
-acknowledgment.
-
-"Do I?" she said. "I 'd be glad if that were so."
-
-He made to speak but stopped at her gesture.
-
-"No," she said. "I _would_ be glad. It 's a wonderfully great thing
-you 've started to do, and you 're lucky to have it. You feel that,
-don't you?"
-
-"Yes," he said thoughtfully. "Oh, yes."
-
-She eyed him with a moment's hesitation, for he had not agreed with any
-alacrity, and a martyr who regards his stake with aversion is always
-disappointing.
-
-"Oh, you 're sure to succeed," she said. "People who undertake things
-like this don't fail. And if, as you say, I 'm any kind of help to you,
-I 'm glad. I 'm awfully glad of it. It makes coming out here worth
-while, and I shall always be proud that I was your friend."
-
-"Will you? Does it strike you like that?"
-
-"Yes," said Margaret.
-
-She was above him on the bank and he sat on the ground with his head at
-the level of her knees. His worn and shabby clothes, the patience of
-his face, and even the hands that lay empty in his lap, joined with his
-lowly posture to give him an aspect of humility. He was like a man
-acclimatized to oppression and ill fortune, accepting in a mild
-acquiescence, without question and without hope, the wrongs of a
-tyrannous destiny.
-
-"I shall be proud," she repeated. "Always." She held forth her hand to
-him in token of that friendship, leaning down that he might take.
-
-He did not do so at once. His eyes flashed to her with a startled
-glance, and he seemed at a loss. He lifted himself to his knees and put
-his own hand, large and fine for all the warm black of the back of it,
-the hand of a physician, refined to nice uses, under hers without
-clasping it. His movement had some of the timidity and slavishness of a
-dog unused to caresses; a dumb-brute gratitude was in his regard. He
-bent his black head humbly and printed a kiss upon her slender fingers.
-
-It was a thing that exhausted the situation; Margaret, a little
-breathless and more than a little moved, met his gaze as he rose with a
-smile that was not clear of embarrassment. Neither knew what to say
-next; the kiss upon her hand had transformed their privacy into secrecy.
-
- "My love is like a black, black rose."
-
-
-It sounded above them, from the top of the dam wall, an outrageous
-bellow of melody that thrust itself obscenely between them and split
-them asunder with the riving force of a thunderbolt. Intolerably
-startled by the suddenness of it, Margaret nearly fell down the slope,
-and saving herself with her hands turned her face, whitened by the
-shock, towards the source of the noise. Another face met hers, parting
-the long grasses on the crown of the wall.
-
-Her amazed and ambushed faculties saw it as a face only. It was
-attached to no visible body, solitarily self-sufficient in an unworthy
-miracle. It did not occur to her that the owner of it must be lying on
-his belly at the water's edge, and for the moment she was not equal to
-deducing that he must have heard, and possibly even seen, all that had
-passed. She saw merely a face projected over her, that grinned with a
-fixity that was not without an imbecile suggestion. It was old with a
-moldy and decayed quality, bunched into pouches between deep wrinkles,
-and yet weak and appealing. A wicked captive ape might show that
-mixture of gleeful sin and slavishness.
-
-"Don't think I 'm not shocked, because I am," it uttered distinctly.
-"Kissing! _I_ saw you. An' if anybody had told me that a lady of your
-looks would take on a Kafir, I wouldn't ha' believed it."
-
-The face heaved and rose and lifted to corroborate it the cast-off
-clothes of Christian du Preez, enveloping the person of Boy Bailey. He
-shuffled to a sitting position on the edge of the wall, and it was a
-climax to his appearance that his big and knobly feet were bare and wet.
-He had been taking his ease with his feet in the water while they talked
-below, a hidden audience to their confidences. He shook his head at
-them.
-
-"Dam walls have got dam ears," he observed. "You naughty things, you."
-
-Margaret turned helplessly to Kamis for light.
-
-"What is it?" she asked.
-
-He had jumped to his feet and away from her at the first sound, and now
-turned a slow eye upon her. The negro countenance is the home of crude
-emotions; the untempered extremes have been its sculptors through the
-ages. Its mirth is a guffaw, its sorrow is a howl, its wrath is the
-naked spirit of murder. He looked at her now with a face alight and
-transfigured with slaughterous intention.
-
-"Go away," he said, in a whisper. "Go away now. He must have heard. I
-'ll deal with him."
-
-"Don't," said Margaret. She rose and put a hand on his arm. "Will you
-speak to him, or shall I?"
-
-"Not you," he answered quickly. "But--" he was breathless and his face
-shone as with a light sweat. "He 'll _tell_," he urged, still
-whispering. "You don't know--it would be frightful. Go quickly away
-and leave me with him."
-
-"They 're at it still," sounded the voice above them. "Damme, they can't
-stop."
-
-Kamis was desperate and urgent. He cast a wild eye towards the man on
-the top of the wall, and went on with agitated earnestness.
-
-"I tell you, you don't know. It 's enough that you were here with a
-Kafir and he kissed your hand." He slapped his forehead in an agony.
-"Oh, I ought to be hanged for that. They 'll never believe--nobody
-will. In this country that sort of thing has only one meaning--a
-frightful one. I can't bear it. If you don't go"--he gulped and spoke
-aloud--"I 'll go up and kill him before your eyes."
-
-"Now, now!" The voice remonstrated in startled tones.
-
-Margaret still had her hand on his arm, and could feel that he was
-trembling. She had recovered from the shock of the surprise and was
-anxious to purge the situation of the melodramatic character which it
-seemed to have assumed. Kamis' whispered fears failed to convince her.
-
-"You 'll do nothing of the kind," she said. "I don't care what people
-think. Speak to the man or I will."
-
-Kamis lifted his head obediently.
-
-"Come down," he said. "Come down and say what you want."
-
-Mr. Bailey recovered his smile as he shook his head.
-
-"I can say it here," he replied. "Don't you worry, Snowball; it won't
-strain my voice."
-
-Kamis gulped. "What do you want?" he repeated.
-
-"Ah! What?" inquired Boy Bailey rhetorically. "I come here of an
-afternoon to collect my thoughts an' sweeten the dam by soaking my
-Trilbies in it an' what happens? I 'm half-deafened by the noise of
-kissing. I look round, an' what do I see? I ask you--what?"
-
-He brought an explanatory forefinger into play, thick and cylindrical
-like a damaged candle.
-
-"First, thinks I, here 's a story that's good for drinks in any bar
-between Dopfontein and Fereira--with perhaps a tar-and-feathering for
-the young lady thrown in." He nodded meaningly at Margaret. "And it
-wouldn't be the first time that's happened either."
-
-"Ye-es," said Kamis, who seemed to speak with difficulty. "But you
-won't get away alive to tell that story."
-
-"Hear me out." Boy Bailey shook his finger. "That 's what I thought
-_first_. My second thought was: what 's the sense of making trouble
-when perhaps there 's a bit to be got by holdin' my tongue? How does
-that strike you?"
-
-Margaret had been leaning on her stick while he spoke, prodding the
-earth and looking down. Now she raised her eyes.
-
-"The first thought was the best," she said. "You won't get anything
-here."
-
-"Eh?" Mr. Bailey was astonished. "You don't understand, Miss," he
-said. "Ask Snowball, there--he 'll tell you. In this country we don't
-stand women monkeying with niggers. Hell--no. It 's worth, well--"
-
-"Not a penny," said Margaret. "I don't care in the least whom you tell.
-But--not one penny."
-
-Kamis was listening in silence. Margaret smiled at him and he shook his
-head. On the top of the wall Mr. Bailey leaned forward persuasively.
-He had something the air, in so far as his limitations permitted, of
-benevolence wrestling with obstinacy, the air which in auctioneers is an
-asset.
-
-"You don't mean that, I know," he said indulgently. "I can see you 're
-going to be sensible. You would n't let a trifle of ready money stand
-between you an' keepin' your good name--a nice, ladylike girl like you.
-Why, for less than what you 've done, women have been stoned in the
-streets before now. Come now; I 'm not going to be hard on you. Make
-an offer."
-
-He sat above them against the sky, beaming painfully, always with a wary
-apprehension at the back of his regard.
-
-"You won't go away?" demanded Kamis suddenly. "You won't? You know I
-can't do it if you 're here. Then I 'm going to pay."
-
-"You shan't," retorted Margaret. "I won't have it, I tell you. I don't
-care what he does."
-
-"I 'm going to pay," repeated Kamis. "It 's that or--you won't go
-away?"
-
-"No," said the girl angrily.
-
-"Then I 'm going to pay." He turned from her. "I 'll give you twenty
-pounds," he called to Bailey.
-
-"Double it," replied Boy Bailey promptly; "add ten; take away the number
-you thought of; and the answer is fifty pounds, cash down, and dirt
-cheap at that. Put that in my hand and I 'll clear out of here within
-the hour and you 'll never hear of me again."
-
-Kamis nodded slowly. "If I do hear of you again," he said, "I 'll come
-to you. Paul will bring you the money to-morrow morning, and then you
-'ll go."
-
-"Right-O." Mr. Bailey rose awkwardly to his feet and made search for
-his boots. With them in his hands, he looked down on the pair again.
-
-"It's your risk," he warned them. "If that cash don't come to hand, you
-look out; there 'll be a slump in Kafirs."
-
-He went off along the wall, disappearing in sections as he descended its
-shoulder. His gray head in its abominable hat was the last to
-disappear; it sailed loftily, as became the heir to fifty pounds.
-
-Margaret frowned and then laughed.
-
-"What an absurd business," she cried. "Supposing he had told and there
-had been a row--it would have been better than this everlasting
-stagnation. It would have been more like life."
-
-The Kafir sighed. "Not life," he answered gently. "Not your life. It
-meant a death in life--like mine."
-
-His embarrassed and mournful look passed beyond her to the Karoo,
-spreading its desolation to the skies as a blind man might lift his eyes
-in prayer.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XI*
-
-
-The deplorable hat which shielded Mr. Bailey from the eye of Heaven
-traveled at a thoughtful pace along the path to the farmhouse, cocked at
-a confident angle upon a head in which faith in the world was
-re-established. Boy Bailey had no doubt that the money would be
-forthcoming. What he had heard of the conversation between Margaret and
-Kamis had assured him of the Kafir's resources and he felt himself
-already as solvent as if the minted money were heavy in his pockets. A
-pleasant sense of security possessed his versatile spirit, the sense
-that to-morrow may be counted upon. For such as Mr. Bailey, every day
-has its price.
-
-He gazed before him as he walked, at the house, with its kraals
-clustered before it and its humble appanage of out-buildings, with a
-gentle indulgence for all its primitive and domestic quality. Meals and
-a bed were what they stood for, merely the raw framework of intelligent
-life, needing to be supplemented and filled in with more stimulating
-accessories. They satisfied only the immediate needs of a man adrift
-and hungry; they offered nothing to compensate a lively mind for its
-exile from the fervor of the world. Fifty pounds, the fine round sum,
-not alone made him independent of its table and its roof, but opened
-afresh the way to streets and lamplight, to the native heath of the
-wandering Bailey, who knew his fellow men from above and below--Kafirs,
-for instance, he saw from an altitude--but had few such opportunities as
-this of meeting them on a level of economic equality. There came to
-him, as he dwelt in thought upon his good fortune, a clamorous appetite
-for what fifty pounds would buy. Capetown was within his reach, and he
-recalled small hotels on steep streets, whose back windows looked forth
-on flat roofs of Malay houses, where smells of cooking and people loaded
-the sophisticated air and there was generally a woman weeping and always
-a man drunk. A little bedroom with an untidy bed and beer bottles
-cooling in the wash-hand basin by day; saloons where the afternoon sun
-came slanting upon furtive men initiating the day's activities over
-glasses; the electric-lit night of Adderley Street under the big
-plate-glass windows, where business was finished for the shops and
-offices and newly begun for the traders in weakness and innocence--he
-knew himself in such surroundings as these. He could slip into them as
-noiselessly as a snake into a pool, with no disturbance to those
-inscrutable devotees of daylight and industry who carry on their plain
-affairs and downright transactions without suspecting the existence of
-the world beneath them, where Boy Bailey and his fellows stir and dodge
-and hide and have no illusions, save that hunger is ever fed or thirst
-quenched.
-
-He paused at the open door of the farmhouse, recalled to the present by
-the sound of voices from the kitchen at the end of the passage, where
-Christian du Preez and his wife were engaged in bitter talk. Boy Bailey
-stepped delicately over the doorstep on to the mat within and stood
-there to listen, if there should be anything worth listening to. A
-smile played over his large complacent features, and he waited with his
-head cocked to one side. Something in which the word "tramp" occurred
-as he came through the door flattered him with the knowledge that the
-dispute was about himself.
-
-Mrs. du Preez spoke, and her shrill tones were plainly audible.
-
-"I don't make no fuss when your dirty old Doppers outspan here an' come
-sneakin' in for coffee, an' some of them would make a dog sick. Bailey
-'s got his troubles, but he don't do like Oom Piet Coetzee did when--"
-
-An infuriate rumble from Christian broke in upon her. Boy Bailey smiled
-and shook his head.
-
-"Now, now," he murmured. "Language, please."
-
-"He 's worse than a Kafir in the house," Christian went on. "Woman, it
-makes me sick when he looks at you, like an old silly devil."
-
-"So long as he don't look like an old silly Dutchman, I don't mind,"
-retorted his wife. "I 'm fairly sick of it all--you an' your Doppers
-and all. And just because you can't tell when a gentleman 's having his
-bit of fun, you come and howl at me."
-
-"Howl." The word seemed to sting. "Howl. Yes, instead of howling I
-should take my gun and let him have one minute to run before I shoot at
-him. You like that better, eh? You like that better?"
-
-"Christian." There was alarm in Mrs. du Preez's voice. Behind the shut
-door of the kitchen, Bailey could picture Christian reaching down the
-big Martini that hung overhead with oiled rags wrapped about its breech.
-
-"Time for me to cut in at this," reflected Mr. Bailey. "I never was much
-of a runner."
-
-He walked along the passage with loud steps, acting a man returned from
-a constitutional, restored by the air and at peace with the whole human
-race.
-
-Mrs. du Preez and Christian were facing one another over the length of
-the table; they turned impatient and angry faces towards the door as he
-opened it and thrust his personality into the scene. He fronted them
-with his terrible smile and his manner of jaunty amity.
-
-"Hot, ain't it?" he inquired. "I 've been down by the dam and the water
-'s nearly on the boil."
-
-Neither answered; each seemed watchful of the other's first step.
-Christian gave him only a dark wrathful look and Mrs. du Preez colored
-and looked away. Boy Bailey, retaining his smile under difficulties,
-tossed his hat to a chair and entered.
-
-"Not interrupting anything, am I?" he inquired.
-
-"You 're not interrupting _me_," replied Mrs. du Preez. "I 've said all
-I 'd got to say."
-
-"But I haven't said all I 've got to say," retorted Christian from his
-end of the table. "We was talking about you."
-
-"About me?" said Bailey, with mild surprise. "Oh."
-
-"Yes." The Boer, leaning forward with his hands gripping the thick end
-of the table, had a dangerous look which warned Bailey that impudence
-now might have disastrous consequences.
-
-"Yes--about you. My wife says you are a gentleman and got gentleman's
-manners and you are her old friend. She says you don't mean harm and
-you don't look bad and dirty. She says I don't know how gentlemen speak
-and look and I am wrong to say you are a beast with the mark of the
-beast."
-
-Bailey shifted uncomfortably under his gaze of fury held precariously in
-leash, and edged a little towards Mrs. du Preez. He was afraid the big,
-bearded man might spring forward and help out his words with his fist.
-
-"Very kind of Mrs. du Preez," he murmured warily.
-
-"She says all that. But _I_ say"--the words rasped from Christian's
-lips--"_I_ say you are a man rotten like an old egg and the breath in
-your mouth is a stink of wickedness. And I tell her that sometimes I
-get up from my food and go out because if I don't I shall stamp you to
-death. _Gott verdam_! Your dirty eyes and your old yellow teeth
-grinning--I stand them no longer. You have had rest and _skoff_--now
-you go."
-
-Bailey's face showed some discomposure. His disadvantage lay in the
-danger that the Boer was plainly willing to be violent. He had returned
-to the house with the intention of announcing that on the morrow he
-would take his departure, but it was not the prospect of spending a
-night in the open that disconcerted him. It was simply that he disliked
-to be treated thus loftily by a man he despised. He stole a glance at
-Mrs. du Preez.
-
-She was staring at her husband with shrewdness and doubt expressed in
-her face, as though she were checking her valuation of him by the fierce
-figure at the other end of the table, with big, leathery hands clutched
-on the edge of the board and thin, sun-tanned face intent and wrathful
-above the uneven beard. She was revisiting with an unsympathetic eye
-each feature of that irreconcilable factor in her life, her husband.
-
-"D'you hear me?" thundered the Boer. "You go."
-
-He pointed with sudden forefinger to the door, and his gesture was
-unspeakably daunting and wounding.
-
-"Ye-es," hesitated Boy Bailey, and sighed. The pointing finger
-compelled him like a hand on his collar, and he moved with shuffling and
-unwilling feet to the chair where his hat lay. He fumbled with it as he
-picked it up and it fell to the floor. The finger did not for a moment
-pretermit its menacing command. He sighed again and drew the door open.
-
-"Bailey." Mrs. du Preez spoke sharply, with a trembling catch in her
-voice. "Bailey, you stop here."
-
-"Eh?" He turned in the doorway with alacrity. Another moment and it
-might have been too late.
-
-"Go on," cried the Boer. "Out you go, or I 'll--"
-
-"Stop where you are, Bailey," cried Mrs. du Preez.
-
-She came across the room with a run and put herself in front of Bailey,
-facing her husband.
-
-"Now," she said, "_now_ what d'you think you'll do?"
-
-The Boer heaved himself upright, and they fronted one another stripped
-of all considerations save to be victor in the struggle for the fate of
-Boy Bailey. It was the iron-hard cockney against the Boer.
-
-"I told him to go," said Christian. "If he doesn't go--I'll shoot."
-
-He cast an eye up to the gun in its place upon the wall.
-
-"You will, will you?" The bitter voice was mocking. "Now, Christian, you
-just listen to me."
-
-"He 'll go," said the Boer.
-
-"Oh, he 'll go," answered Mrs. du Preez. "He 'll go all right, if you
-say so. But mark my words. You go turning my friends out of the house
-like this, and so help me, I 'll go too. Get that straight in your
-head, old chap--it's right. Bailey 's not fretting to stay with you,
-you know. You 're not such good company that you need worry about it.
-It 's me he came to see, not you. And you pitch him out; that 's all.
-Bailey goes to-night, does he? Then I go in the morning."
-
-She nodded at him, the serious, graphic nod that promises more earnestly
-than a shaken fist.
-
-"What!" The Boer was taken by surprise. "If he goes--"
-
-"I 'll go--yes."
-
-She was entirely in earnest; her serious purpose was plain to him in
-every word she spoke. She threatened that which no Boer could live
-down, the flight of a wife. He stared at her almost aghast. In the
-slow processes of his amazed mind, he realized that this, too, had had
-to come--the threat if not the deed; it was the due and logical climax
-of such a marriage as his. Her thin face, still pretty after its
-fashion, and her slight figure that years had not dignified with
-matronly curves, were stiffened to her monstrous purpose. Whether she
-went or not, the intention dwelt in her. It was another vileness in Boy
-Bailey that he should have given it the means of existence.
-
-Both of them, his wife and Mr. Bailey, screened by her body, thought
-that he was vanquished. He stood so long without answering that they
-expected no answer. Bailey was framing a scene for the morrow in which
-he should renounce the reluctant hospitality of the Boer: "I can starve,
-but I can't stand meanness." He had got as far as this when the Boer
-recovered himself.
-
-With an inarticulate cry he was suddenly in motion, irresistibly swift
-and forceful. A sweep of his arm cleared Mrs. du Preez from his path
-and sent her reeling aside, leaving Boy Bailey exposed. Christian
-seemed to halt at the threshold of the room and thrust a long arm out,
-of which the forked hand took Boy Bailey by the thick throat and dragged
-him in. He held the shifty, ruined face, now contorted and writhen from
-his grip like the face of a hanged man, at the level of his waist and
-beat upon it with the back of his unclenched right hand again and again.
-Boy Bailey's legs trailed upon the floor lifelessly; only at each dull
-blow, thudding like a mallet on his blind face, his weak arms fluttered
-convulsively. Mrs. du Preez, who had fallen against the table, leaned
-forward with hands clasped against her breast and watched with a
-fascinated and terror-stricken stare.
-
-Boy Bailey uttered a windy moan and Christian dropped him with a gesture
-of letting fall something that defiled his hand. The beaten creature
-fell like a wet towel and was motionless and limp about his feet. Across
-his body, Christian looked at his wife. He seemed to her to tower above
-that meek and impotent carcass, to impend hatefully and dreadfully.
-
-"Throw water on him," he said. "In an hour, I will come back and if I
-see him then, I will shoot."
-
-She did not answer, but continued to stare.
-
-"You hear?" he demanded.
-
-She gulped. "Yes."
-
-"Good," he said. He stepped over the body of Boy Bailey and mounted on
-a chair, where he reached down the rifle. He gave his wife another
-look; she had not moved. He shrugged and went out with the gun under
-his arm.
-
-It was not till the noise of his steps ceased at the house-door that
-Mrs. du Preez moved from her attitude of defeat and fear. She came
-forward on tiptoe, edged past Boy Bailey's feet and crouched to peer
-round the doorpost. She had to assure herself that Christian was gone.
-She went furtively along the passage and peeped out over the kraals to
-be finally certain of it and saw him, still with the gun, walking down
-to the further fold where Paul was knee-deep in sheep. She came back to
-the room and closed the door carefully, going about it with knitted
-brows and a face steeped in preoccupation. Not till then did she turn
-to attend to Boy Bailey.
-
-"Oh, God," she cried in a startled whisper as she bent above him, for
-his eyes were open in his bloody face and the battered features were
-feeling their way to the smile.
-
-She fell on her knees beside him.
-
-"Bailey," she said breathlessly. "I thought you--I thought he 'd killed
-you."
-
-Boy Bailey rose on one elbow and felt at his face.
-
-"Him!" he exclaimed, with all the scorn that could be conveyed in a
-whisper. "Him! He couldn't kill me in a year. Why, he never even shut
-his fist."
-
-He wiped the blood from his fingers by rubbing them on the smooth earth
-of the floor and sat up.
-
-"Why," he said, "take his gun away and I wouldn't say but what I 'd
-hammer him myself. Him kill me--why, down in Capetown once I had a
-feller go for me with a bottle an' leave me for dead, an' I was havin' a
-drink ten minutes after he 'd gone. He isn't coming back yet, is he?"
-
-"No--not for an hour."
-
-She had hardly heard him, so desperately was she concentrated on the one
-idea that occupied her mind.
-
-"Well, I won't wait for him," said Mr. Bailey. "I 'll get some of this
-muck off my face an'--an' have a drink, if you 'll be so kind, and then
-I 'll fade. But if ever I see him again--"
-
-"Bailey," said Mrs. du Preez, "where 'll you go?"
-
-"Where? Well, to-night I reckon to sleep in plain air, as the French
-say--or is it the Germans?--somewhere about here till I can get word
-with a certain nigger who owes me money. And then, off to the station
-on my tootsies and take train back to the land of ticky (threepenny)
-beer and Y.M.C.A.'s."
-
-"England?" asked Mrs. du Preez.
-
-"England be--" Boy Bailey hesitated--"mucked," he substituted.
-"Capetown, me dear; the metropolis of our foster motherland. It 's
-Capetown for me, where the Christian Kafirs come from."
-
-"Bailey," said Mrs. du Preez. "Bailey, take me."
-
-"What?" demanded Boy Bailey. "Take you where?"
-
-"Take me with you." She was still kneeling beside him and she put a
-hand on his arm urgently, looking into his blood-stained and smashed
-face. "I won't stay with him now. I said I wouldn't and I won't. I 'd
-die first. And you and me was always good pals, Bailey. Only for that
-breakdown at Fereira, we 'd have--we might have hitched up together.
-You were always hinting--you know you were, Bailey. Don't you know?"
-
-"Hinting?" He was surprised at last, but still wary. "But I wasn't
-hinting at--supporting you?"
-
-"I didn't say you were," she answered eagerly. "Bailey, I 'm not a fool;
-I 've got temperament too. You said yourself I had, only the other day.
-And--and I can't stop with him now."
-
-Mr. Bailey looked at his fingers thoughtfully and felt his face again.
-
-"Fact is," he said deliberately, "you 're off your balance. You 'll
-live to thank me for not taking advantage of it. You 'll say, 'Bailey
-had me and let me go, as a gentleman would. He remembered I was a
-mother. Bless him.' That 's what you 'll say when you 're an old woman
-with your grandchildren at your knee. And anyhow, what d'you think you
-'d do in Capetown? You ain't far off forty, are you?"
-
-She shook him by the arm she held to fix his attention.
-
-"Bailey," she said. "That don't matter for a time. I 've got a bit of
-money, you know. I 'm not leaving that behind."
-
-"Money, have you?"
-
-The wonderful thing in women such as Mrs. du Preez is that they see so
-clearly and yet act so blindly. They know they are sacrificed for men's
-gain and do not conceal their knowledge. They count upon baseness,
-cruelty and falsity as characteristics of men in general and play upon
-these qualities for their purposes. But furnish them with a reason for
-depending upon a man, and they will trust him, uphold him, obey him,
-lean upon him and compensate the flimsiest rascal for the world's
-contempt and hardness by yielding him a willing victim.
-
-They looked at each other. Bailey still sitting on the floor, she on
-her knees, and each read in the other's eyes an appraisement and a
-stratagem. The coffee-pot that stood all day beside the fire to be
-ready for Boer visitors, sibilated mildly at their backs.
-
-"It would n't last for ever, the bit you 've got," said Bailey. "There
-'s that to think of."
-
-"It 's a good bit," she replied.
-
-"Is it--is it as much as fifty pounds?" he asked.
-
-"It 's more," she answered. "Never you mind how much it is, Bailey.
-It's a good bit and it 's mine, not his."
-
-He thought upon it with his under-lip caught up between his teeth,
-almost visibly reviewing the possibilities of profit in the company of a
-woman who had money about her. Mrs. du Preez continued to urge him in
-hard whispers.
-
-"I 'd never manage it by myself, Bailey, or I wouldn't be begging you
-like this. I 've tried to bring myself to it again and again, but I was
-n't game enough. And it isn't as if I was goin' to be a burden to you.
-It won't be long before I 'll get a job--you 'll see. A barmaid,
-p'r'aps, or I might even get in again with a show. I haven't lost my
-figure, anyhow. And as for staying here now, with him, after
-this--Bailey, I 'll take poison if you leave me."
-
-Boy Bailey frowned and looked up at the clock which swung a pendulum to
-and fro against the wall, as though to invite human affairs to conduct
-themselves in measure.
-
-"Well, we haven't got too much time to talk about it," he said. "He
-said an hour. Now supposin' I take you, you know it's a case of footin'
-it down the line to the next siding? It wouldn't suit me to be nabbed
-with you on my hands. He 'd shoot as soon as think about it, and then
-where would I be?"
-
-"I can walk," Mrs. du Preez assured him eagerly. "You 'll take me with
-you, then, Bailey?"
-
-Boy Bailey sighed. "Oh, I'll take you," he said. "I 'll take you, since
-your mind 's made up. My good nature has been the ruin of me--that and
-my temperament. But don't forget later on that I warned you."
-
-Mrs. du Preez jumped up. "I won't forget," she promised. "This is my
-funeral. Get up from there, Bailey, and we 'll have a drink on it."
-
-They made their last arrangements over the glasses. Christian's absence
-was to be counted upon for the greater part of the next day; their road
-would be clear.
-
-The first word above a whisper which had been spoken since Christian
-left them was by Mrs. du Preez. She sat down her glass at the last with
-a jolt.
-
-"But, Bailey," she cried, on a note of hysterical gaiety, "Bailey--we
-got to be careful, I know, and all that--but what a lark it 'll be."
-
-He stared at her, not quick enough to keep up with her mounting mood.
-She was flushed and feverish with excitement and the reaction of strong
-feeling and her eyes danced like a child's on the brink of mischief.
-
-"The woman 's a fool," thought Boy Bailey.
-
-His own attitude towards the affair, as he reviewed it that night in the
-forage-shed, where he reposed full dressed in the scent of dry grasses
-and stared reflectively through a gap in the roof at the immortal
-patience of the stars, was strictly businesslike. Not even a desire to
-be revenged upon Christian du Preez, who had called him names and beaten
-him, impaired the consistency of that attitude. Boy Bailey allowed for
-a certain proportion of thrashings in his experiences; they ranked in
-the balance-sheet of his transactions as a sort of office expenses.
-They had to be kept down to the lowest figure compatible with
-convenience and good business, but they were not to be weighed against a
-lucky deal. The one thing that engaged his fancy was the fact that the
-woman, though close on forty, would come with money about her--more than
-fifty pounds. It would make up his equipment to a handsome, an imposing,
-figure. Never before had he possessed a round hundred pounds in one
-sum. The mere possibilities that it opened out were exciting; it seemed
-as large and as inexhaustible as any other large sum. He did not dwell
-on the fact that it belonged to Mrs. du Preez and not to him; he did not
-even give his mind to a scheme for securing it. All that was detail, a
-thing to be settled at any advantageous moment. A dodge, a minute of
-drowsiness on her part--or perhaps, at most, a blow on the
-breasts--would secure the conveyance of the money to him. In the
-visions of Capetown that hovered on the outskirts of his thought, a
-ghostly seraglio attending his nod, there moved many figures, but Mrs.
-du Preez was not among them. His imagination made a circuit about her
-and her fate, or at most it glanced with brevity and distaste on the
-spectacle of a penniless woman weeping on a bench at a wayside station,
-seeing the tail-lights of a vanishing train blurred through tears.
-
-"I knew I 'd strike it lucky one of these days," was Mr. Bailey's
-reflection, as he composed himself to slumber. "With two or three more
-like her--I 'll be a millionaire yet."
-
-The stars watched his upturned face as he slept with a still scrutiny
-that must have detected aught in its unconscious frankness that could
-redeem it or suggest that once it had possessed the image of God. He
-slept as peacefully, as devotedly, as a baby, confiding his
-defenselessness to the night with no tremors or uncertainty. He left
-unguarded the revelations of his loose and feeble face that the mild
-stars searched, always with their stare of stagnant surprise.
-
-In the farmhouse, there was yet a light in the windows when dawn paled
-the eastward heaven. Christian du Preez slept in his bed unquietly,
-with clenched hands outstretched over the empty place beside him, and in
-another room Paul had transferred himself from waking dreams to a
-dream-world. Tiptoeing here and there in the house, Mrs. du Preez had
-gathered together the meager handful of gear that was to go with her;
-she had shaken out a skirt that she treasured and made ready a hat that
-smelt of camphor. Her money, in sovereigns, made a hard and heavy knob
-in a knotted napkin. All was gathered and ready for the journey and yet
-the light shone in the window of the parlor where she sat through the
-hours. Her hands were in her lap and there were no tears in her
-eyes--it was beyond tears. She was taking leave of her furniture.
-
-She saw her husband at breakfast, facing him across the table with a
-preoccupied expression that he took for sullenness. She did not see the
-grimness of his countenance nor mark his eye upon her; she was thinking
-in soreness of heart of six rosewood chairs, upholstered in velvet, a
-rosewood table, a sofa, and the rest of it--the profit of her marriage,
-her sheet-anchor and her prop. She felt as though she had given her
-life for them.
-
-Christian rode away with his back to the sun, with no word spoken
-between them, and as his pony broke into a lope--the Boer half-trot,
-half-canter,--he caught and subdued an impulse to look back at the
-house. Even if he had looked, he would hardly have seen the cautious
-reconnoiter of Boy Bailey's head around the corner of it, as that
-camp-follower of fortune made sure of his departure. Thrashings Mr.
-Bailey could make light of, but the Boer's threat of shooting had stuck
-in his mind. He rested on his hands and knees and stuck his chin close
-to the ground in prudent care as he peered about the corner of the house
-to see the owner of the rifle make a safe offing.
-
-Even when the Boer had dwindled from sight, swallowed up by the
-invisible inequalities of the ground that seemed as flat as a table, he
-avoided to show himself in the open. He lurked under the walls of
-kraals, frightening farm Kafirs who came upon him suddenly and finally
-made a sudden appearance before Paul at the back of the house.
-
-"I won't waste words on you," he said to the boy. "I 've got something
-better to do, thank God. But I 'm told you have a message for me."
-
-"Two messages," said Paul.
-
-"One 'll do," replied Boy Bailey. "I don't want to hear you talking. I
-'ve been insulted here and I 'm not done with you yet. Mind that. So
-hand over what you 've got for me and be done with it--d'you hear?"
-
-"Here it is." Paul put his hand into the loose bosom of his shirt and
-drew out a small paper packet. He held it out to Boy Bailey.
-
-"That!" Boy Bailey trembled as he seized it, with a frightful sense of
-disappointment. He had seen the money as gold, a brimming double
-handful of minted gold, with gold's comforting substance and weight. The
-packet he took into his hand was no fatter than a fat letter and held no
-coin.
-
-He rent the covering apart and stared doubtfully at the little wad of
-notes it contained, sober-colored paper money of the Bank of Africa. It
-had never occurred to him that the Kafir, Kamis, would have his riches
-in so uninspiring a shape. Two notes of twenty pounds each and one of
-ten and all three of them creased and dirty. No chink, no weight to drag
-at his pocket and keep him in mind of it, none of the pomp and panoply
-of riches.
-
-"Why--why," he stammered. "I told him--cash down. Damn the dirty Kafir
-swindler, what does he call this?"
-
-"Blackmail, I think he said," replied Paul. "That was the other
-message. If you don't do what you said you 'd do, you 'll go to _tronk_
-(jail) for it, and I am to be a witness. That 's if he does n't kill
-you himself--like I told him he 'd better do."
-
-Boy Bailey arrived by degrees at sufficient composure to pocket the
-notes, thrusting them deep for greater security and patting them through
-the cloth.
-
-"Oh, you told him that, did you?" he said. "And you call yourself a
-white man, do you? Murder, is it? You look out, young feller. You
-don't know the risks you 're running. I 'm not a man that forgets."
-
-But Paul was not daunted. He watched the battered face that threatened
-him with an expression which the other did not understand. There was a
-curious warm interest in it that might have flattered a man less bare of
-illusions as to his appearance.
-
-"I suppose you 've never seen a black eye before, you gaping moon-calf,"
-he cried irritably. "What are you staring like that for?"
-
-Paul smiled. "I would give you a shilling again to let me make a model
-of you," he answered. "I 'd give you two shillings."
-
-Boy Bailey swore viciously and swung on his heel. He was stung at last
-and he had no answer. He made haste to get around the corner and away
-from eyes that would keep the memory of him as he appeared to Paul.
-
-It was more than an hour later that Mrs. du Preez discovered him,
-squatting under the spikes of a dusty aloe, humped like a brooding
-vulture and grieving over that last affront. He lifted mournful eyes to
-her as she stood before him.
-
-"Bailey," she said breathlessly. "I hunted everywhere for you. I
-thought you 'd gone without me."
-
-She was ready for the long flight on foot. All that she had in the way
-of best clothes was on her body, everything she could not bring herself
-to leave. The seemliness of Sunday was embodied in her cloth coat and
-skirt, her cream silk bosom and its brooches, the architectural
-elaborateness of her hat. She stood in the merciless sun in all her
-finery, with sweat on her forehead and a small bundle in each hand.
-
-"You 're coming, then?" he asked stupidly.
-
-She stamped her foot impatiently. "Of course I 'm coming," she said.
-"Don't go into all that again, Bailey. D' you think I 'd stop with him
-now, after--after everything?"
-
-She was holding desperately to her resolution, eager to be off before
-the six rosewood chairs, the table and the sofa should overcome her and
-make good their claim to her.
-
-"What 's those?" Bailey nodded at the bundles torpidly.
-
-"Oh," she was burning to be moving, to be committed, to see her boats
-flaming and smoking behind her. "This is grub, Bailey. We 'll want
-grub, won't we? And this is my things."
-
-"The--er--money, I suppose, an' all that?"
-
-"Yes, yes. Oh, do come on, Bailey. The money 's all here. Everything
-'s here. You carry the grub an' let 's be going."
-
-"The grub, eh?" Mr. Bailey rose grunting to his feet. "You 'd
-rather--well, all right."
-
-None viewed that elopement to mark how Mrs. du Preez slipped her free
-hand under Bailey's arm and went forth at his side in the bravery she
-had donned as though to bring grace to the occasion. Paul was down at
-the dam with sheep, and before he returned the brown distances of the
-Karoo had enveloped them and its levels had risen behind them to blot
-out the dishonored roof of the house.
-
-At the hour of the midday meal, Paul ate alone, contentedly and
-unperturbed by his mother's absence. For all he knew she had one of her
-weeping fits upstairs in her bedroom, and he was careful to make no
-noise.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XII*
-
-
-Margaret entered the drawing-room rather late for tea and Mrs. Jakes
-accordingly acknowledged her arrival with an extra stoniness of regard.
-In his place by the window, Ford turned from his abstracted
-contemplation of the hot monotony without and sent her a discreet and
-private smile across the tea-table. Mrs. Jakes, noting it and the
-girl's response, tightened her mouth unpleasantly as the suspicion
-recurred to her that there was "something between" Mr. Ford and Miss
-Harding. More than once of late she had noticed that their intercourse
-had warmed to the stage when the common forms of expression need to be
-helped out by a code of sympathetic looks and gestures. She addressed
-the girl in her thinnest tones of extreme formality.
-
-"I thought perhaps you were n't coming in," she said. "I 'm afraid the
-tea 's not very hot now."
-
-"I 'll ring," said Mr. Samson, diligently handing a chair.
-
-"Please don't," said Margaret, taking it. "I don't mind at all. Don't
-bother, anybody."
-
-"I forget if you take sugar, Miss Harding," said Mrs. Jakes, pouring
-negligently from the pot. Ford grinned and turned quickly to the window
-again.
-
-"No sugar, thanks," answered Margaret agreeably; "and no milk and no
-tea."
-
-"No tea?" Mrs. Jakes raised her eyebrows in severe surprise and looked
-up. The movement sufficed to divert the stream from the tea-pot so that
-it flowed abundantly on the hand which held the cup and splashed thence
-into the sugar basin. She sat the pot down sharply and reached for her
-handkerchief with a smothered ejaculation of annoyance.
-
-"Oh, I 'm sorry," said Margaret. "But how lucky you didn't keep it hot
-for me. You might have been scalded, might n't you?"
-
-"Thank you," replied Mrs. Jakes, with all the dignity she could summon
-while she mopped at her sleeve. "Thank you; I am not hurt."
-
-That was the second time Margaret had turned her own guns, her own
-little improvised pop-guns of ineffectual enmity, back upon her; and she
-did not quite understand how it was done. The first time had been when
-she had pretended not to hear a remark Margaret had addressed to her.
-The girl had crossed the room and joined Dr. Jakes in his hearth-rug
-exile, and Mr. Samson had stared while Ford laughed silently but
-visibly. Mrs. Jakes had not understood the implication of it; she was
-only aware, reddening and resentful, that Margaret had scored in some
-subtle fashion.
-
-The hatred of Mrs. Jakes was a cue to consistency of action no less
-plain than her love. "I like people to know their own minds," was one
-of her self-revelations, and she believed that worthy people, decent
-people, good people were those who saw their way clear under all
-circumstances of friendship and hostility and were prepared to strike
-and maintain a due attitude upon any encounter. Her friends were those
-who indulged her the forms of courtesy and consideration; her enemies
-those who opposed her or were rude to her. To her friends she returned
-their indulgence in kind; her enemies she pursued at each meeting and
-behind their backs with an implacable tenacity of hate. One conceives
-that in the case of such lives as hers, only those survive whose
-feebleness is supplemented by claws. Take away their genuine capacity
-for making themselves disagreeable at will, and they would be trodden
-under and extinguished. Mrs. Jakes' girlhood was illuminated by the
-example of an aunt, who lived for fourteen years with only a thin wall
-between her and a person with whom she was not on speaking terms. The
-aunt had known her own mind with such a blinding clearness that she was
-able to sit with folded hands, listening through the wall to the sounds
-of a raving husband murdering her enemy, and no impulse to cry for help
-had arisen to dim the crystal of that knowledge. "She was a bad one at
-forgiving, was your Aunt Mercy," Mrs. Jakes had been told, always with a
-suggestion in the speaker's voice that there was something admirable in
-such inflexibility. Primitive passions, the lusts of skin-clad
-ancestors, fortified the anemia of the life from which she was sprung.
-Marriage by capture would have shocked her deeply, but she would not
-have been the worse squaw.
-
-She dropped into a desultory conversation with Mr. Samson, with
-occasional side-references to Dr. Jakes, and managed at the same time to
-keep an eye on the other two. Margaret had walked across to Ford, and
-was sitting at his side on the window-ledge; he had a three-days-old
-copy of the _Dopfontein Courant_, in which the scanty news of the
-district was printed in English and Dutch and they were looking it over
-together. Ford held the paper and Margaret leaned against his arm to
-share it; the intimacy of their attitude was disagreeable to Mrs. Jakes.
-An alliance between the two of them would be altogether too strong for
-her, and besides, it was warfare as she understood it to destroy the
-foe's supports whenever possible.
-
-"Nothing in the rag, I suppose, Ford?" asked Mr. Samson, in his high,
-intolerant voice.
-
-"Not a thing," answered Ford, "unless you 're interested in the price of
-wools."
-
-"Grease wool per pound," suggested Margaret. "Guess how much that is,
-Mr. Samson."
-
-"It ought to be cheap," said Mr. Samson. "It sounds beastly."
-
-"Well, then, how 's this?" Margaret craned across Ford's shoulder and
-read: "'Mr. Ben Bongers of Tomtown, the well-known billiard-marker,
-underwent last week the sad experience of being kicked at the hands of
-Mr. Jacobus Van Dam's _quaai_ cock. Legal proceedings are pending.'
-There now. But does anybody know what kicked him?"
-
-"Cock ostrich," rumbled Dr. Jakes from the back of the room.
-"_Quaai_--that means bad-tempered."
-
-"You see," said Ford, "ostriches are common hereabouts. They say cock
-and ostrich is understood. What would they call a barn-door cock,
-though?"
-
-"A poultry," said Mr. Samson. "But we must watch for those legal
-proceedings; they ought to be good."
-
-Mrs. Jakes had listened in silence, but now an idea occurred to her.
-
-"There 's nothing about that woman in Capetown this week?" she asked,
-and smiled meaningly as she caught Margaret's eye.
-
-"No," said Ford. "I was looking for that, but there 's nothing."
-
-"What woman was that?" inquired Margaret.
-
-"Oh, a rotten business. A woman married a Kafir parson--a white woman.
-There 's been a bit of a row about it."
-
-"Oh," said Margaret, understanding Mrs. Jakes' smile. "I didn't see the
-paper last week."
-
-She looked at Mrs. Jakes with interest. Evidently the little woman saw
-the matter of Kamis, and Margaret's familiar acquaintance with him, as a
-secret with which she could be cowed, a piece of dark knowledge that
-would be held against her as a weapon of final resort. The fact did more
-than all Kamis' warnings and Boy Bailey's threats to enlighten her as to
-the African view of a white woman who had relations, any relations but
-those of employer and servant, with a black man. Not only would a woman
-in such a case expose herself to the brutal scandal that flourishes in
-the atmosphere of bars where Boy Baileys frame the conventions that
-society endorses, but she would be damned in the eyes of all the Mrs.
-Jakes in the country. They would tar and feather her with their
-contumely and bury her beneath their disgust.
-
-She returned Mrs. Jakes' smile till that lady looked away with a
-long-drawn sniff of defiance.
-
-"But why a row?" asked Margaret. "If she was satisfied, what was there
-to make a row about?"
-
-She really wanted to hear what two sane and average men would adduce in
-support of Mrs. Jakes' views.
-
-Old Mr. Samson shook his head rebukingly.
-
-"Men and women ain't on their own in this world," he said seriously.
-"They 've got to think of the rest of the crowd. We 're all in the same
-boat out here--white people holdin' up the credit of the race. Can't
-afford to have deserters goin' over to the other camp, don't y' know.
-Even supposin'--I say, _supposin'_--there was nothing else to prevent a
-white girl from taking on a nigger, it's lowerin' the flag--what?"
-
-"A woman like that deserves to be horsewhipped," cried Mrs. Jakes, with
-sudden vigor. "To go and marry a _Kafir_--the vile creature."
-
-"This is very interesting," said Margaret. "Do you mean the Kafir is
-vile, Mrs. Jakes, or the woman?"
-
-"I mean both," retorted Mrs. Jakes. "In this country we know what such
-creatures are. A respectable woman does n't let a Kafir come near her
-if she can help it. She never speaks to them except to give them their
-orders. And as to--to marrying them, or being friendly with them--why,
-she 'd sooner die."
-
-Margaret had started a subject which no South African can exhaust. They
-discuss it with heat, with philosophic impartiality, with ethnological
-and eugenic inexactitudes, and sometimes with bloodshed; but they never
-wear it out.
-
-"You see, Miss Harding, there are other reasons against it," Mr. Samson
-struck in again. "There 's the general feelin' on the subject and you
-can't ignore that. One woman mustn't do what a million other women feel
-to be vile. It 's makin' an attack on decency--that 's what it comes
-to. A woman might feel a call in the spirit to marry a monkey. It
-might suit her all right--might be the best thing she could do, so far
-as a woman of that sort was concerned; but it would n't be playin' the
-game. It wouldn't be cricket."
-
-He shook his spirited white head with a frown.
-
-"I see," said Margaret. "But there 's one other point. I only want to
-know, you know."
-
-"Naturally," agreed Mr. Samson. "What's the point?"
-
-"Well, there are about ten times as many black people as white in this
-country. What about their sense of decency? Doesn't that suffer a
-little by this--this trades-union of the whites? That woman in Capetown
-has all the whites against her and all the blacks for her--I suppose.
-There 's a majority in her favor, at any rate."
-
-"Hold on," cried Mr. Samson. "You can't count the Kafirs like that, you
-know. They 're not in it. We 're talking about white people. The whole
-point is that Kafirs _are n't_ whites. A white woman belongs to her own
-people and must stand by their way of lookin' at things. If we take
-Kafir opinion, we 'll be chuckin' clothes next and goin' in for
-polygamy."
-
-"Would we?" said Margaret. "I wonder. D'you think it will come to that
-when the Kafirs are all as civilized as we are and the color line is
-gone?"
-
-"The color line will never go," replied Mr. Samson, solemnly. "You
-might as well talk of breakin' down the line between men and beasts."
-
-"Well, evolution did break it down," said Margaret. "Think, Mr. Samson.
-There will come a day when we shall travel on flying machines, and all
-have lungs like drums. We shall live in cities of glazed brick beside
-running streams of disinfectant. There will be no poverty and no crime
-and no dirt, and only one language. Where will the Kafirs be then?
-Still in huts on the Karoo being kept in their place?"
-
-"I 'm not a prophet," said Mr. Samson. "I don't know where they 'll be.
-It won't bother me when that time comes. I 'll be learning the harp."
-
-"There 'll be a statue in one of those glazed-brick cities to the woman
-in Capetown," Margaret went on.
-
-"It 'll be inscribed in letters of gold--'To ---- (whatever her name
-was): She felt the future in her bones.'"
-
-Mr. Samson blew noisily. "Evolution 's not in my line," he said. "It
-'s all very well to drag in Darwin and all that but black and white
-don't mix and you can't get away from that."
-
-"I should think not, indeed." Mrs. Jakes corroborated him with a shrug.
-She had found herself intrigued by the glazed-brick cities, and shook
-them from her as she remembered that she was not "friends" with their
-inventor.
-
-But Margaret was keen on her theory and would not abandon it for a
-fly-blown aphorism.
-
-"You 'd never have been satisfied with that woman," she said.
-"Supposing she had n't married the Kafir? Supposing that being fond of
-him and believing in him, she had bowed down to your terrible decency
-and not married? You 'd still have been down on her for liking him, and
-she 'd have been persecuted if she spoke to him or let him be friendly
-with her. Is n't that so?"
-
-Mr. Samson pursed his lips and bristled his white mustache up under his
-nose.
-
-"Yes," he said. "That is so. I won't pretend I 've got any use for
-women who go in for Kafirs."
-
-"Nobody has." Mrs. Jakes came in again at the tail of his reply with
-all the confidence of a faithful interpreter.
-
-Margaret, marking her righteous severity, had an impulse to stun them
-both with a full confession. She found in herself an increasing
-capacity for being irritated by Mrs. Jakes, and had a vision of her,
-flattened beyond recovery, by the revelation. She repressed the impulse
-because the vision went on to give her a glimpse of the tragedy that
-would close the matter.
-
-Ford had not yet spoken. He sat beside her, listening. Across the room,
-Dr. Jakes was listening also. She put the question to him.
-
-"What do you think, Dr. Jakes?" she asked.
-
-"Eh?" He started at the sound of his name and put up an uncertain hand
-to straighten his spectacles.
-
-"About all this--about the general principle of it?" she particularized.
-
-"Oh, well." He hesitated and cleared his throat. There was a fine
-clear-cut idea floating somewhere in his mind, but he could not bring it
-into focus with his thoughts.
-
-"It's simply that--Kafirs are Kafirs," he said dully. Mrs. Jakes
-interposed a warm, "Certainly," and further disordered him. He gave her
-a long and gloomy look and tried to go on. "When they are--further
-advanced, that will be the time to--to think about inter-marriage, and
-all that. Now--well, you can see what they are."
-
-He wiped his forehead nervously with his handkerchief, and Ford entered
-the conversation.
-
-"Jakes has got it," he said. "Intermarriage may come--perhaps; but at
-present every marriage of a white person with a Kafir means a loss.
-It's a sacrifice of a civilized unit. D' you see, Miss Harding? You
-'ve got to reckon not only what that woman in Capetown does but what she
-doesn't do as well. She might have been the mother of men and women.
-Well, now she 'll bear children to be outcasts. She ought to have
-waited a couple of hundred years."
-
-"Perhaps she was in a hurry," answered Margaret. "But there 's the other
-question--what if she hadn't married?"
-
-"Oh," said Ford. "In point of reason and all that, she 'd have been
-right enough. But people are n't reasonable. Look at Samson--and look
-at me."
-
-"You mean--you 've 'no use' for her?"
-
-"It's prejudice," he answered. "It's anything you like. But the plain
-fact is, I 'd probably admire such a woman if I met her in a book; but
-as flesh and blood, I decline the introduction. Does that shock you?"
-
-Margaret smiled rather wryly. "Yes," she said. "It does, rather."
-
-He turned towards her, humorous and whimsical, but at that moment Dr.
-Jakes made a movement doorward and Mrs. Jakes began her usual brisk fire
-of small-talk to cover his retreat.
-
-"I only wish there was some way we could get the papers regularly--such
-a lot of things seem to be happening just now," she prattled. "Some of
-the papers have cables from England and they are most interesting. That
-_Cape Times_ you lent me, Mr. Samson--it had the names of the people at
-the Drawing-Room. Do you know, I 've often been to see the carriages
-drive up, and it 's just like reading about old friends. There was one
-old lady, rather fat, with a mole on her chin, who always went, and once
-we saw her drinking out of a flask in the carriage. My cousin
-William--William Penfold--nicknamed her the Duchess de Grundy, and when
-we asked a policeman about her, it turned out she really was a Duchess.
-Was n't that strange?"
-
-Mr. Samson heard this recital with unusual attention.
-
-"A flask?" he asked. "Leather-covered thing, big as a quart bottle?
-Fat old girl with an iron-gray mustache?"
-
-"Why," cried Mrs. Jakes. "You 've seen her too."
-
-Mr. Samson glared around him. "Seen her," he exclaimed. "Why, ma 'am,
-once--she would walk with the guns, confound her--once I put a charge of
-shot into her. And why I didn't give her the other barrel while I was
-about it, I 've never been able to imagine. Seen her, indeed. I 've
-seen her bounce like a bally india-rubber ball with a gunful of lead to
-help her along. Used to write to me, she did, whenever a pellet came to
-the surface and dropped out. I should just think I had seen her."
-
-"Fancy," said Mrs. Jakes.
-
-Mr. Samson did not go off forthwith, as his wont was. He showed a
-certain dexterity in contriving to keep Margaret in the room with
-himself till the others had gone. Then he closed the door and stood
-against it, smiling paternally but still with gallantry.
-
-"I wanted just a word with you, if you 'll allow me," he said, with a
-hand to the point of his trim mustache. He was a beautifully complete
-thing as he stood with his back to the door, groomed to a hair,
-civilized to the eyebrows. He presented a perfected type of the utterly
-conventionalized, kindly and uncharitable gentleman of England.
-
-"Oh, Mr. Samson, this is so sudden," said Margaret.
-
-"What's that? Oh, you be--ashamed of yourself," he answered. "Tryin'
-to fascinate an old buffer like me. But, I say, Miss Harding, I wish you
-'d just let me say something I 've got on my mind--and forgive
-beforehand anything that sounds like preaching. We old crocks--we 've
-got nothing to do but worry the youngsters, and we have to be
-indulged--what?"
-
-"Go ahead," agreed Margaret. "But if you preach at me, after shooting a
-duchess,--I'll scream for help. What is it?"
-
-"It's a small matter," said Mr. Samson. "I want you just to let us go
-on likin' and admirin' you, without afterthought or anything to spoil
-the effect. You're new out here, and of course you don't know and could
-n't know; you 're too fresh and too full of sweetness and innocence;
-but--well, it kind of jars to hear you standin' up for a woman like that
-woman in Capetown. You mean a lot to us, Miss Harding. We have n't got
-much here, you know; we had to leave what we had and run out here for
-our lives--run like bally rabbits when a terrier comes along. It 'ud be
-a kindness if you wouldn't--you know."
-
-There was no mistaking the kindliness with which he smiled at her as he
-spoke. It was another warning, but conveyed differently from the others
-she had received. Mr. Samson managed to make his air of pleading for a
-matter of sentiment convincing.
-
-"You--you 're awfully kind," she said.
-
-"Not kind," he replied. "Oh no; it is n't that. It 's what I said. It
-'s us I 'm thinking of. You 've no idea of what you stand for. You 're
-home, and afternoons when one meets pretty girls who are all goin' to
-marry some bally cub, and restaurants full of nice women with jolly
-shoulders, and fields with tailor-made girls runnin' away from cows.
-You 're the whole show. But if you start educatin' us, though we 're an
-ignorant lot, we lose all that."
-
-He looked at her with a trace of anxiety.
-
-"It 's cheek, I know, puttin' it to you like this," he added. "But I 'm
-relyin' on your being a sportsman, Miss Harding."
-
-"It is n't cheek," Margaret answered. "It's awfully good of you. I--I
-see what you mean, and I should be sorry if I--well, failed you."
-
-He stood aside from the door at once, throwing it open as he did so.
-
-"Sportsman to the bone," he said. "Bless your heart, did n't I know it.
-Though I could n't have blamed you if you 'd kicked at all this pow-wow
-from a venerable ruin old enough to be your grandfather."
-
-Hand to mustache, crooked elbow cocked well up, brows down over bold
-eyes, the venerable ruin challenged the title he gave himself. Margaret
-found his simple and comely tricks of posture and expression touching;
-he played his little game of pose so harmlessly and faithfully. She
-stopped in front of him as she walked to the door.
-
-"If you 'll shut your eyes and keep quite still, I 'll give you
-something," she offered.
-
-"Ha!" snorted Mr. Samson zestfully.
-
-He closed his eyes and stood to attention, smiling. The lids of his eyes
-were flattened and seamed with blue veins, and they gave him, as he
-waited unmoving, some of the unreality and remoteness of a corpse. He
-looked like a man who had died suddenly while proposing a loyal toast or
-paying a compliment, who carries his genial purpose with him into the
-dark and leaves only the shell of it behind.
-
-Margaret put a light hand on his trim gray shoulder and rising on tiptoe
-touched him with her lips between the eyes. Then she turned and went
-out, unhurrying, and Mr. Samson still stood to attention with closed
-eyes till the sound of her feet was clear of the stone-flagged hall and
-had passed out to the stoep.
-
-She did not go at once to the spot where a square stone pillar screened
-Ford's easel, as her custom was. She came to rest at the side of the
-steps and stood thoughtfully looking out to the veld, where the brown
-showed hints of gold as the sun went westward. It hung now, very great
-and blinding, above the brim of the earth, and bathed her with steep
-rays that riddled the recesses of the stoep with their radiant
-artillery. To one hand, a road came from the horizon and passed to the
-opposite horizon on the other hand, linking unseen and unheard-of
-stopping-places across the gulf of that emptiness.
-
-"What has all this got to do with me?" was her thought, as her eyes
-traveled over the flat and unprofitable breast of land, whose
-featurelessness seemed to defy her even to fasten it in her memory. She
-recollected Ford's saying that she was a bird of passage, with all this
-but a stage in her flight from sickness to health. Her starting and
-halting points were far from Karoo; she touched it only as the dust that
-moves upon it when a chance wind raises fantastic spirals and drives
-them swaying and zigzagging till they break and are gone. Nothing that
-she did could be permanent here; her pains would be spent in vain. Even
-the martyrdom that had been held up to her for a warning--even that, if
-she accepted it, would be ineffectual, the "sacrifice of a civilized
-unit."
-
-Along the stoep, Ford's leg protruded from behind the pillar as he sat
-widely asprawl on his camp-stool; the heel of the white canvas shoe was
-on the flags and the toe cocked up energetically. He found things
-simple enough, reflected Margaret; as simple as Mrs. Jakes found them.
-Where knowledge and reason failed him, he availed himself frankly of
-prejudices and dealt honestly with his instincts. He permitted himself
-the indulgence of plain dislikings and was not concerned to justify or
-excuse them. It was possible to conceive him wrong, irrational,
-perverse, but never inconsistent or embarrassed. In the drawing-room he
-had spoken lightly, but Margaret knew the steadfastness of mind that was
-behind the trivial manner of speech. Well, he would have to be told,
-sooner or later, of the secret she shared with the veld. That
-confession was pressing itself upon her. With Mrs. Jakes and Boy Bailey
-already privy to it, it could not be withheld much longer. She stood,
-gazing at the outstretched leg, and tried to foresee his reception of
-the news.
-
-"Well," said Ford, looking up absently when presently she walked down to
-him. "Did Samson crush you or did you crush him?"
-
-"It was a draw," answered Margaret. "He 's a dear old thing, though.
-And what a guarantee of good faith to be able to cap a duchess story
-like that. Wasn't it good?"
-
-"Rotten shooting, though," said Ford. "He wouldn't have admitted he 'd
-peppered a commoner."
-
-"You're jealous," retorted Margaret. "Mr. Samson 's quite all right,
-and I won't have him sneered at after he 's been paying me compliments."
-
-"Once I hit an Honorable with a tennis racket. It slipped out of my
-hand just as I was taking a fearful smack at a high one and hit him like
-a boomerang. So I 'm not as jealous as you might think."
-
-"One can't throw a tennis racket without hitting an Honorable nowadays.
-That 's nothing," said Margaret. "And you 're just an ordinary person,
-anyhow. Mr. Samson, now--he 's not only a gentleman, but he looks like
-it and sounds like it, and you could tell him with a telescope twenty
-miles off for the real thing."
-
-"Ye-es." Ford drew a leisurely thumb across the foreground of his
-picture and surveyed the result with his head on one side. "You know,"
-he went on, kneading reflectively at the sticky masses of paint, "some
-of that 's true. He does sound exactly like it. If you wanted to know
-the broad general view of the class that he represents, and all the
-other classes that take a pattern from it, you 'd be fairly safe in
-asking Samson. Those dashing men of the world, you know--they 're all
-for the domestic virtues and loyalty and fair play. If you find fault
-with gambling and drinking and cursing, they say you 've got the
-Nonconformist Conscience. But when they stand for a principle, they 've
-got the consciences of Sunday School pupil-teachers. Samson's ideal of
-England is a nation of virtuous women and honest men, large families,
-Sunday observance, and no damned French kickshaws. For that, he 'd go
-to the stake smiling."
-
-"Well," said Margaret, "why not?"
-
-"Oh, I 'm not saying anything against him," answered Ford. "I 'm
-telling you what he stands for and how far he counts when he turns on
-the oracle."
-
-"You mean that Kafir business, of course?"
-
-"Yes," said Ford. "That 's what I mean."
-
-"I gathered," said Margaret slowly, "that you agreed with him about
-that."
-
-He was still at work with his colors and did not raise his head as he
-answered.
-
-"Not a bit of it. I don't agree with him at all. He talks absolute
-drivel as soon as he begins to argue."
-
-"But," began Margaret.
-
-"I say I don't agree with him," continued Ford; "but that 's not to say
-I don't feel just the same. As a matter of fact I do."
-
-"Oh, you 're too subtle," said Margaret impatiently.
-
-"That 's not subtle," said Ford imperturbably. "You were sounding us
-all inside there and you got eloquence from old Samson and a shot in the
-dark from Jakes and thunder and lightning from Mrs. Jakes. Now, if you
-listen, you 'll get the real thing from me. As you said, I 'm just an
-ordinary person. Well, the ordinary person knows all right that a
-matter of tar-brush in the complexion doesn't make such a mighty
-difference in two human beings. He sees they 're both bustling along to
-be dead and done with it as soon as possible, and that they 'll turn
-into just the same kind of earth and take their chance of the same
-immortality or annihilation--as the case may be. He sees all right; he
-even sees a sort of romance and beauty in it, and makes it welcome when
-it doesn't suggest the real thing too clearly. But all that doesn't
-prevent him from barring niggers utterly in his own concerns. It
-doesn't stop his flesh from creeping when he reads of the woman in
-Capetown, and imagines her sitting on the Kafir's knee. And it does n't
-hinder him from looking the other way when he meets her in the street.
-It isn't reason, I know. It isn't sense. It is n't human charity. But
-it is a thing that's rooted in him like his natural cowardice and his
-bodily appetites. Is that at all clear?"
-
-Margaret did not answer at once. She seemed to be looking at the
-canvas.
-
-"Yes," she said finally. "It 's clear enough. But tell me--is that
-you? I mean, were you describing your own feelings about it?"
-
-"Yes," he said.
-
-"You and I are going to quarrel before long," Margaret answered. "We
-'ll have to. You won't be able to help yourself."
-
-"Oh," said Ford. "Why 's that?"
-
-"Because you 're such an ordinary person," retorted Margaret.
-
-He lifted his head at the tone of her voice, but further talk was
-arrested by the sight of a man on horseback coming across from the road
-towards them. Both recognized Christian du Preez. They saw him at the
-moment that he switched his cantering pony round towards the house, and
-came swiftly over the grass. He had his rifle slung upon his back by a
-sling across the chest, and he reined up short immediately below them,
-so that he remained with his face just above, the rail of the stoep.
-
-"_Daag,_" he said awkwardly.
-
-"Afternoon," replied Ford. "Are you painted for war, or what, with that
-gun of yours?"
-
-The Boer, checking his fretting pony with heel and hand, gave him a
-bewildered look. The dust was thick in his beard, as from long
-traveling, and lay in damp streaks in each furrow of his thin face. The
-faint, acrid smell of sweating man and horse lingered about him. He
-moistened his lips before he could speak further.
-
-"My wife is gone out," he said, speaking as though he restrained many
-eager words. "I must speak to her at once. She is not here--not?"
-
-"I don't think so," said Ford.
-
-Margaret was more certain. "Mrs. du Preez has n't been here this
-afternoon," she assured the Boer. "There 's nothing wrong, I hope."
-
-Christian looked from one to the other as they answered with quick
-nervous eyes.
-
-"No," he said. "But it is something--I must speak to her. She is not
-here, then?"
-
-They answered him again, wondering somewhat at his strangeness. He
-tried to smile at them but bit his lip instead.
-
-"Well--" he hesitated.
-
-"I will fetch Mrs. Jakes if you like," said Margaret. "But I 'm quite
-sure Mrs. du Preez hasn't been here."
-
-"No," he said forlornly. "Thank you. Good-by, Miss Harding."
-
-The pony leaped under the spur, and they saw him gallop back to the road
-and across it towards the farm.
-
-"Queer," said Ford. "Did you notice how humble he was while his eyes
-looked like murder?"
-
-But Margaret had been struck by something else.
-
-"I thought he looked like Mrs. Jakes," she said, "when I answer her
-back."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XIII*
-
-
-It was Kamis, the Kafir, ranging upon one of his solitary quests, who
-came upon them in the late afternoon, arriving unseen out of the
-heat-haze and appearing before them as incomprehensibly as though he had
-risen out of the ground.
-
-Mrs. du Preez had groaned and sat down for the fourth or fifth time in
-three miles and Mr. Bailey's patience was running dry. For himself, the
-trudge through the oppression of the sun was not a new experience; he
-was inured to its discomforts and pains by many years of use while he
-had been a pilgrim from door to distant door of the charitable and
-credulous, and he had gathered a certain adeptness in the arts of the
-trek. He had set a good lively pace for this journey, partly because a
-single vigorous stage would see them at the railway line, but also
-because he sincerely believed in Christian du Preez's willingness to
-shoot him, and was concerned to be beyond the range of that vengeance.
-Therefore, at this halt, he turned and swore.
-
-Mrs. du Preez fanned herself feebly with one hand while the other still
-held the little bundle that contained her money.
-
-"I can't help it, Bailey," she said painfully. "I mus' have a rest. I
-'m done."
-
-"Done." He spat. "Bet I could make you walk if I started. Are you
-goin' to come on?"
-
-She shook her head slowly, with closed eyes.
-
-"I can't," she said. "I mus' jus'--have a sit down, Bailey."
-
-Her elaborate hat nodded drunkenly on her head, and all the dust of the
-long road could not make her clothes at home in the center of the wide
-circle of dumb and forsaken land in which she sat, surrendered to her
-weariness, but never relaxing her hold on her money. Not once since
-their setting out had she loosed her grip on that, save when she changed
-the burden of it from one hand to the other. Her faith was in the worth
-and power of that double handful of sovereigns, and she would have felt
-poorer on a desert island by the loss of a single one of them.
-
-"I 've been patient with you," Boy Bailey said, looking at her fixedly.
-"I 've been very patient with you. But it 's about time there was an end
-of this two-steps-and-a-squat business. There 's no knowing what minute
-that husband of yours might come ridin' up with his gun."
-
-"I 'll be--all right--soon," she said. "Give me a half hour, Bailey."
-
-"Take your own time," he replied. "Take all the time there is. Only--I
-'m goin' on."
-
-She opened her eyes at that and blinked at him in an effort to see him
-through the hot mist that stood before them.
-
-"Goin'--to leave me?"
-
-"Yes," he said. "What d' you think?"
-
-Her look, her parted lips and all her accusing helplessness were before
-his eyes; he looked past them and shuffled. To the weak man, weakness
-is horrible.
-
-"I warned you about comin'," he said, seeking the support of reasonable
-words as such men do. "You 've got yourself to blame, and I don't see
-why I should stop here to be shot by a man that grudged me a bite and a
-bed. It isn't as if I 'd asked you to come."
-
-"I 'll be better soon," was all she could say, still holding him with
-that look of a wounded animal, the reproach that neither threatens nor
-defies and is beyond all answer.
-
-"Better soon," he grumbled scornfully, and fidgeted. Her hand never left
-the little bundle. Would she struggle much, he was thinking. He could
-take it from her, of course, but he did n't want her to scream, even in
-that earless solitude. The thought of her screams made him uneasy. She
-might go on crying out even when he had torn the bundle from her and the
-cries would follow at his back as he carried it off, and he would know
-that she was still crying when he had passed out of hearing.
-
-Still--a kick, perhaps. Boy Bailey looked at her bowed body and at the
-toe of his shoe. He began to breathe short and to tremble. It was
-necessary to wait a moment and let energy accumulate for the deed.
-
-"Don't--go off," gasped Mrs. du Preez, with her face bent over her
-knees, and Bailey relaxed. The words had snapped the tension of his
-resolve, and it would have to be keyed up again.
-
-"Give me that bundle," he said hoarsely. "Give it to me, or else--"
-
-She sat up with an effort and he stopped in the middle of his threat.
-He was pale now and trembling strongly. She drew the bundle closer to
-her defensively.
-
-"No," she answered. "I won't."
-
-"Give it here," he croaked, from a dry throat. "Come on--God! I'll--"
-
-The moment of resolution had come to him, and for the instant he was fit
-and strong enough to do murder. He plunged forward with his lower lip
-sucked in and his ragged teeth showing in a line above his chin, and all
-his loose and fearful face contorted into a maniac rage. The woman fell
-over sideways with a strident cry, her bundle hugged to her breast. Boy
-Bailey gasped and flung back his foot for the swinging kick that would
-save him from the noise of her complainings.
-
-He kicked, blind to all but the woman on the ground, alone with her in a
-narrow theater of bestial purpose and sweating terrors. He neither
-heard nor saw the quick spring of the waiting Kafir, who charged him
-with a shoulder, football fashion, while the kick still traveled in the
-air and pitched him aside to fall brutally on his ear and elbow. He
-tumbled and slid upon the dust with the unresisting lifelessness of a
-sack of flour and lay, making noises in his throat and moving his head
-feebly, till the world grew visible again and he could see.
-
-The Kafir stood above Mrs. du Preez, who lay where she had thrown
-herself, and stared up at him with eyes in which the understanding was
-stagnant.
-
-"Don't be frightened," he said. "I know who you are. I 'll take you
-safely where you want to go."
-
-He spoke in tones as matter-of-fact as he could make them, for his
-professional eye told him that the woman was at the limit of her
-endurance and could support no further surprises. But he took in the
-pretentious style of her dress with the dust upon it and the fact that
-she was in company with the tramp upon a path that led to the railway
-and wondered darkly. It was almost inconceivable, in spite of the
-situation in which he found her, that she could be running away from her
-husband in favor of the creature who now lay in the road, moving his
-limbs tentatively and watching with furtive eyes to see if it was safe
-to sit up.
-
-Mrs. du Preez moistened her lips. "I got nowhere to go, now," she said.
-
-"Then you 'd better go home," said Kamis. "Rest a little first--there
-'s plenty of time, and it 'll be cooler presently. Then I 'll take you
-back."
-
-He turned to look over his shabby tweed shoulder at Boy Bailey and
-addressed him curtly.
-
-"You can go now," he said.
-
-Boy Bailey sat up awkwardly, with an expression of pain, as though it
-hurt him to move. He had not yet mastered the change in the state of
-affairs and attempted to temporize till matters should define
-themselves.
-
-"I 've got to see first if I can stand," he said. "It's all very well,
-but you can't slam a man down on his funny-bone and then order him to do
-the goose-step."
-
-"Hurry," said the Kafir.
-
-Mr. Bailey passed an exploring hand about his shoulder. "Ouch!" He
-winced. "Broken bone," he explained. "You say you 're a doctor--see
-for yourself. And anyhow, I want a word in private with the lady."
-
-Kamis took two deliberate steps in his direction and--
-
-"Hey!" yelled Boy Bailey, and scrambled to his feet. "What d'you kick
-me like that for, you black swine?"
-
-He backed before the Kafir, with spread hands in agitated protestation.
-
-"Kickin' a man when he 's down," he cried. "Is that a game to play?
-All right, all right; I 'm goin', aren't I? You keep where you are and
-let me turn round. No, you stop first. I 'm not goin' to be kicked
-again like that if I can help it."
-
-Kamis came to a halt.
-
-"Next time I see you, I 'll murder you," he promised. "Murder you." He
-paused at Mr. Bailey's endeavor to save his dignity with a sneer.
-"Don't you believe that?" he asked. "Say--don't you believe I 'll do
-it?"
-
-Mr. Bailey's sneer failed as he looked into the black face that
-confronted him. By degrees the sheer sinister power that inhabited it,
-lighting it up and making it imminently terrible with its patent
-willingness to kill, burned its way to his slow intelligence. His
-pendulous underlip quivered.
-
-"Don't you?" repeated the Kafir, with a motion of his shoulders like a
-shrug. "Don't you believe I 'll slaughter you like a pig next time I
-see you? Answer--don't you believe it?"
-
-"Ye-es," stammered Boy Bailey.
-
-The Kafir's deliberate nod was indescribably menacing.
-
-"That's right," he said. "It's very true indeed. And you remember what
-I paid you fifty pounds for, too. A word about that, Bailey, and I 'll
-have you. Now go."
-
-A hundred paces off, Boy Bailey halted, to get breath and ideas, and
-stood looking back.
-
-He waited, watching the Kafir bring Mrs. du Preez to a condition in
-which she could stand again and bear the view of the backward road
-coiling forth to the featureless skyline, and thence to further and
-still featureless skylines, traversing intolerably far vistas that gave
-no sign of a destination. With his returning wits, he found himself
-wondering what arguments the man had to induce her to brave her husband.
-
-As it happened, there was need of none. The woman was broken and beyond
-thought. She was reduced to instincts. The homing sense that sets a
-wounded rock-rabbit of the kranzes crawling in agony to die in its
-burrow moved in her dimly; she could not even summon force to wonder at
-the apparition of the English-speaking, helpful Kafir. Under the
-practised deftness of his suggestion and persuasion she rose and put her
-limp arm in his, and they moved away together, following their long
-shadows that went before them, gliding upon the dust.
-
-"There they go," said Mr. Bailey bitterly. "There they go. And what
-about _me_?"
-
-He saw that the Kafir propped the exhausted woman with his arm and
-helped her. He was protecting and assured, a strength and a shield.
-Almost unconsciously Boy Bailey followed after them. He could not have
-given a reason for doing so; he only knew that he was very unwilling to
-be left alone with his bruises and his sense of failure and defeat. In
-less than a quarter of an hour, the veld that had been comfortingly
-empty had become lonely. He went on tiptoe, with long ungainly strides
-and much precaution to be unheard.
-
-He followed perhaps for half a mile and then the Kafir looked back and
-saw him. Mr. Bailey stopped within speaking distance.
-
-"I was coming to apologize," he called. "That 's all. I lost my temper
-and I want to apologize."
-
-The Kafir let Mrs. du Preez sit down and came walking back slowly. When
-half the distance to Mr. Bailey was covered he broke suddenly into a
-run. For some seconds Mr. Bailey abode, his mind racing, and then he
-too turned and ran as he had never run before. With fists clenched and
-head back, he faced the west and fled in leaps, and as he went he
-emitted small squeals and fragments of speech.
-
-"My mistake," he would utter, through failing breath. "As long as I
-live, I 'll never--I swear it--I swear it. O-o-oh. You 're
-very--hard--on me."
-
-The Kafir had ceased to run when Mr. Bailey turned to flee. He stood
-and watched him go, unpursued and terrified, with the dust spirting
-under his feet like the smoke of a powder-train. Then he went back and
-aided Mrs. du Preez to rise and together they set out again.
-
-The last of Boy Bailey was a black blot against the sky; he was too far
-off for Kamis to see whether he still ran or stood. It merely testified
-that a degenerate human frame will stand blows and much emotion and
-effort under a hot sun and yet hold safe for further evil the life
-within it. Man of all animals is the most tenacious of his existence;
-he lives not for food but for appetite. What was assured was that the
-far blot that represented Boy Bailey was still avid and still
-unsatisfied. He had not even gratified his last desire to apologize.
-
-The sun dawdled over the final splendid ceremony of his setting, drawing
-out the pomp of departure while night waited in the east for his going
-with pale premature stars. The small wind that clears the earth of the
-sun's leavings of heat sighed about them, and produced from each side of
-their path a faint rustle as though it stirred trees at a little
-distance. Above them the sky began to light up with a luminous powder
-of stars, that strained into radiant clearness before the west was empty
-of its last pink stain. They went slowly, Mrs. du Preez leaning heavily
-on Kamis' arm, and still faithfully carrying her bundle. She had not
-spoken since they started. She went with her eyes on the ground, and
-unequal steps, till the evening breeze touched her and she lifted her
-face to its gentle refreshment.
-
-She had to sit down every little while, but she was stronger after the
-setting of the sun, and it was not till the night had surrounded them
-that she spoke.
-
-"When I saw you first," she said suddenly, "the sun was in my eyes. And
-I thought you was--_black_?"
-
-"Yes?" said Kamis. "That wasn't the sun," he said slowly. "I am
-black."
-
-"But--" she hesitated. "I don't mean just black," she said vaguely. "I
-meant--a black man, a nigger."
-
-She was peering up at him anxiously, while her weight rested in his arm.
-
-"Well, wouldn't you have let a nigger help you?" asked Kamis quietly.
-"Isn't it a nigger's business, when he sees a white woman in trouble, to
-do what he can for her? One of your farm niggers, now--wouldn't you
-have called to him if he 'd been there?"
-
-"Yes," fretfully. "But I thought _you_ was a nigger."
-
-"I 'm a doctor," said Kamis. "I was at schools and colleges in England.
-The English Government gives me hundreds of pounds a year. You 're
-quite safe with me."
-
-"It was the sun in my eyes," she murmured uncertainly. "I said it was
-the sun."
-
-"No, it wasn't the sun," he said. "You saw quite well. I am a nigger."
-
-"How can a doctor be a nigger?" she asked. "Niggers--why, I know all
-about niggers. You can't fool me."
-
-"I won't try," answered Kamis. "But--one thing; you 've got to get
-home, haven't you? And you can't do it alone. You wouldn't refuse to
-let a nigger help you to walk, would you?"
-
-"No," she said wonderingly. "I _got_ to get home. I got to."
-
-"All right," said Kamis. "Then look here. Take a good look and satisfy
-yourself. There 's no sun now to get in your eyes."
-
-He had halted and drawn his arm from hers. A match crackled and its
-flame showed him to her, illuminating his negro features, and her drawn
-face, frowning in an effort to comprehend. He held it till it burned to
-his fingers and then dropped it, and the darkness fell between them
-again like a curtain.
-
-"Now do you see?" he asked. "A Kafir like any other, flat nose, big
-lips, woolly hair, everything--just plain Kafir; but a doctor none the
-less. The Kafir will help you to walk and the doctor will see to you if
-you find by and by that you can't walk any further. Will that satisfy
-you?"
-
-She did not answer immediately; she stood as though she were still
-trying to scan the face which the match flame had revealed. She was
-searching for a formula, he told himself with a momentary bitterness,
-which would save her white-skinned dignity and yet permit her to avail
-herself of his services.
-
-Then her moving hand touched him on the arm, gently and unexpectedly,
-and she answered.
-
-"You poor devil," she said. "You poor devil."
-
-Kamis stood quite still, her timid touch upon him, the ready pity of her
-voice in his ears. Mingled with his surprise he felt a sense of
-abasement in the presence of this other outcast, so much weaker than he,
-and he could have begged for her pardon for the wrong which his thoughts
-had done her.
-
-"Thank you," he said abruptly. "Thank you, Mrs. du Preez. It's--it's
-kind of you. You shall be very safe with me."
-
-It was a strange companionship in which they went forward through the
-night, he matching his slow steps to her weariness, with her thin arm,
-bony and rigid through the cloth sleeve, weighing within his. She was
-too far spent for talk; they moved in a silence of effort and desperate
-persistence, with only her harsh and painful breathing sounding in reply
-to the noises which the darkness evoked upon the veld. Every little
-while she had to sit down on the ground, and at each such occasion she
-would make her small excuse.
-
-"I 'll have to take a spell, now," she would say apologetically. "You
-see, I was walking since before noon."
-
-Then her arm would slide from his and she would sink to earth at his
-feet, panting painfully, with her head bowed on her bosom and her big
-hat roofing her over. Thus she would remain motionless for a space till
-her breath came more easily, and then the hat would tilt up again.
-
-"I could move on a bit, now, if you 'd give me a hand up."
-
-Her courage was a thing he wondered at. Again and again, as the hours
-spun themselves out, she rose to her feet, groped for his sustaining
-arm, with her face a pallid disk against the shadow of her hat, and
-faced the cruel miles. Her feet, in her smart town boots, tormented her
-without ceasing; her strength was drained from her like blood from an
-opened vein; and the slowness of their progress protracted the dreary
-horror of the road that remained to be covered. At times she seemed to
-talk to herself in whispers between sobbing breaths, and his ear caught
-hints of words shaped laboriously, but nothing that had meaning. But
-she uttered no complaint.
-
-At one point where she rested rather longer than usual, he tried to find
-out what she expected at the journey's end.
-
-"Have you thought what you 'll say," he asked, "when you get home?"
-
-She raised her head slowly.
-
-"I don't know," she answered. "I--I got to take my gruel, I suppose.
-Whatever it is, I got to take it. It 's up to me."
-
-It was the sum of her wisdom; those free-lances of their sex add it
-early into the conclusion that saves them the futile effort of evading
-payment for the fruit they snatch when the world is not looking. After
-the fun, the adventure, the thrill, comes the gruel, and they have to
-take it. It is up to them. By the short cut of experience, they reach
-thus the end and destination of a severe morality.
-
-"He can't shut you out, at any rate," said Kamis, half-aloud.
-
-"Can't he?" she said. "Can't he, though! Can't stand there feelin'
-noble and righteous and point to the veld and shut the door with a big
-slam? You don't know him."
-
-She rose again presently, clicking her tongue between her teeth at the
-anguish of her swollen and abraded feet.
-
-"The Boers got sense," she said. "A person 's a fool to go on foot."
-
-It was the only reference she made to her pain and weariness.
-
-It was long past midnight when they came at last past the sheds behind
-the farmhouse and saw that there was yet a light in the kitchen. The
-window shone broad and yellow in the vague bulk of the house, and as
-they lifted their faces towards it, a shadow moved across it, grotesque
-and abrupt after the manner of shadows, which seem to have learned from
-men how to mock their makers.
-
-"That 's Christian," said Mrs. du Preez, whispering harshly.
-
-"Are you afraid?" asked Kamis. "Will you sit here while I go and speak
-to him first?"
-
-"No," she replied. "No use. This is where I get what's comin' to me.
-I wish I wasn't so done up, though. If he knew, I believe p'r'aps he 'd
-let me off till the morning. But he doesn't know, and it wouldn't be
-him if he did."
-
-"Better let me speak to him first," urged Kamis. "I could tell him--"
-
-"No," she said again. "No use dodging it. We 'll go to the back door;
-I 'd rather have him shut that on me than the front."
-
-Near the door she drew her arm away from the Kafir's and left him
-standing to one side, while she approached and knocked upon it with the
-back of her hand. She meant to eat the dreaded gruel alone.
-
-Silence succeeded upon her knocking, and then deliberate footsteps
-within that came towards the door. A pair of bolts were thrust back,
-crashing in their sockets. Mrs. du Preez gathered her sparse energies
-and stood upright as the door opened and the figure of her husband
-appeared, tall and black against the light inside which leaked past him
-and spilt itself about her feet. For some moments they stood facing
-each other, and neither spoke.
-
-There was drama in the atmosphere. The Kafir standing without its
-scope, watched absorbedly.
-
-"Christian," said Mrs. du Preez, at length; "it's me."
-
-"Yes." The Boer's deep voice was grave. "Where have you been?"
-
-She lifted her shoulders in a faint hopeless shrug.
-
-"I ran away," she said. "Like I said I would. But I wasn't up to it."
-
-"You ran away," he repeated slowly. "With that Bailey?"
-
-"Yes, Christian. But--"
-
-Christian caught sight of the dark figure of the Kafir and started
-sharply.
-
-"Is that him there?" he cried. "Is that Bailey?"
-
-"No, no," she answered eagerly. "That 's--that 's a Kafir, Christian;
-he helped me to get back. He came up when I was too tired to go any
-further, and Bailey was starting to kick me to get my money away from
-me--I 've got it here, Christian, all safe--an' he knocked Bailey over
-and chased him off. If it hadn't ha' been for him--"
-
-"What?" Christian interrupted strongly. "What did you say? Bailey was
-going to--kick you? You was too tired to walk and he was going to kick
-you?"
-
-"Yes, Christian. And if it hadn't ha' been for this Kafir, he would ha'
-done. I was sitting down, you see, and he got mad with me and wanted me
-to hand him over the money. So when I screamed--what did you say,
-Christian?"
-
-"I swore," answered the Boer.
-
-"Oh," exclaimed Mrs. du Preez, as though she apologized for
-interrupting. "And then the Kafir came up. If it was n't for him,
-Christian, I 'd--I 'd ha' had to die out of doors. I could never have
-managed to get back by myself."
-
-The effort merely to stand upright taxed her sorely, but she went on
-doggedly to praise the Kafir and to try in her confused and inadequate
-tongue to convey to the Boer that this Kafir was not as other Kafirs.
-Her small voice, toneless and desperate, beat on pertinaciously.
-
-"He 's a doctor, Christian," she concluded. "He 's been educated an'
-all that, an' he speaks English like a gentleman. And he 's been a
-white man to me."
-
-"Yes," said the Boer. His mind was stuck fast upon one point of her
-story. "Yes. But--you said Bailey was going to _kick_ you--out there
-all alone by yourselves in the veld?"
-
-It daunted him; his intelligence shrank from the picture of that
-brutality unleashed under the staring skies.
-
-"Yes, Christian," answered Mrs. du Preez submissively.
-
-"Here--come in," he bade abruptly, and stood aside to make room for her
-to pass. "Come in. Come in."
-
-It was a couple of seconds before she fully comprehended. She made a
-small moaning sound and began to totter. The Boer took her by the arm.
-
-"Wait," he said curtly, over her head, to the Kafir, and led her within.
-
-Kamis waited, leaning against the wall of the house. He had brought his
-task to an end and the finish had arranged itself fortunately; it had
-been worthy of his pains. The Boer had been startled from his balance;
-he had seen that nothing he could do would bear an equality with Boy
-Bailey's natural impulses; pardon and generosity were the only course
-left open to him. The work was complete and pleasing; and now he had
-leisure to feel how weary he was. He shut his eyes with an exhausted
-man's content at the relaxation of effort, and opened them again to find
-the Boer had returned and was standing in the doorway. He started
-upright, amazed to find that sleep had trapped him while he leaned and
-was aware that the Boer made a sudden and indistinct movement.
-Something heavy struck the ground at his feet.
-
-He looked down at it where it lay, white and rounded, and recognized
-Mrs. du Preez's bundle, for which Boy Bailey had been ready to kick her
-into dumbness. Without addressing a word to him, the Boer had tossed
-him that double handful of money.
-
-It took him a moment to realize what had taken place.
-
-"What's this for?" he demanded then, possessed by a sudden anger that
-forgot he spoke from the mouth of a negro to ears of a white man.
-
-"It is true you speak English, then?" said the Boer. "That is
-money--about a hundred pounds. It is for you. Pick it up."
-
-"Pick it up yourself," retorted the Kafir. "I don't want your money."
-
-"Eh?" The Boer did not understand in the least. "It is for you," he
-repeated. "A hundred sovereigns, because you have been good, very good,
-to the Vrouw du Preez. It is in that bundle."
-
-The Kafir turned on his heel. "Take care of your wife," he said
-shortly. "If you worry her now, she 'll be ill. Good night."
-
-"Here," cried the Boer, as Kamis walked away. "Here, boy, wait. Come
-back."
-
-Kamis halted. "I 've plenty of money," he answered. "I 'm not Boy
-Bailey, you know."
-
-"Come here," called the Boer.
-
-Kamis did not move, so he stepped down and went forward himself. The
-Kafir's last word stuck in his thought.
-
-"No," he agreed. "But who are you? Man, why don't you take the money?"
-
-"If I were a Boer, I should take it," answered Kamis. "I 'd pick it up
-from a dunghill, wouldn't I? But, then, you see, I 'm not a Boer. I 'm
-a Kafir."
-
-"What do you want, then?" demanded Christian.
-
-"Oh, nothing that you can give," was the retort.
-
-"Well--but you must have something," urged Christian. "You--you have
-saved my wife."
-
-"And you haven't even said 'thank you,'" replied the Kafir.
-
-"I threw you the money," protested Christian. "It is a hundred pounds.
-But--well--you have been good and I thank you."
-
-The Kafir laughed. He knew the mere words created an epoch, for Boers
-do not thank Kafirs. They pay them, but no more. Strange how a matter
-of darkness abrogates a difference of color. It would never have
-happened in the daytime.
-
-"You 're satisfied, then?" he inquired.
-
-"Me?" The Boer was puzzled. "You will take the money now?"
-
-"No, thanks. I 'm too--oh, much too tired and hungry to carry it. You
-see, I brought your wife a long way."
-
-"Yes," said Christian. "She said so--a very long way. I will wake the
-boys [the Kafirs of the household]. They will find you a place to sleep
-and I will make them bring you some food."
-
-"No, thanks," said the Kafir again. "I don't speak their language.
-You--you haven't a man who speaks English, I suppose?"
-
-"No," said Christian. "You want--yes, I see. But--you 'd better take
-the money."
-
-"I don't want it."
-
-"But take it," urged the Boer. "A hundred pounds--it is much. Perhaps
-it is more; I have not counted it. If it is less, I will give the rest,
-to make a hundred pounds. You will take it--not?"
-
-"No." The answer was definite. "No--I won't take it, I tell you."
-
-"Then--" Christian half-turned towards the house, with a heaviness in
-his movements which had not been noticeable before. "Come in and eat,"
-he bade gloomily. "_Gott verdam_--come and eat."
-
-The Kafir checked another laugh. "With pleasure," he said, and followed
-at the Boer's back.
-
-The Boer stooped to pick up the bundle of money where it lay on the
-earth and led the way without looking round to the kitchen where he had
-left his wife. The Kafir paused in the kitchen door, looking in,
-acutely alive to the delicacy of a situation in which he figured, under
-the Boer's eye, as part of the company which included the Boer's wife.
-He waited to see how Christian would adjust matters.
-
-The table was spread with the materials of supper. Mrs. du Preez had a
-chair by it, and now leaned over it, with her head resting on her arms,
-to make room for which plates and cups were disordered. Her flowery hat
-was still on her head; she had not commanded the energy necessary to
-withdraw the long pins that held it and take it off. In her dust-caked
-best clothes, she sprawled among the food and slept, and the paraffin
-lamp on the wall shed its uncharitable glare on her unconscious back.
-
-Christian dumped the heavy little bundle on the table beside her and she
-moved and muttered. He called her by name. With a sigh she dragged her
-heavy head up and her black-rimmed tragic eyes opened to them in an
-agony of weariness. They rested on the waiting Kafir on the doorway.
-
-"You 've brought him in?" she said. "Christian, I hoped you would."
-
-"He is going to eat with me," said Christian, with eyes that evaded
-hers.
-
-"Yes," she said dully.
-
-"And you go to bed," he urged, with an effort to seem natural.
-"You--you're too sleepy; you go to bed now. I 'll be up soon."
-
-"But, Christian," she protested, while she wrestled with the need for
-slumber that possessed her; "I got to speak to you. There--there 's
-something I want to say to you first about--about--"
-
-"No." His hand rested on her shoulder. "It's all right. There 's
-nothing to say; I don't want to hear anything. It 's all right now; you
-go on up to bed."
-
-She rose obediently, but with an effort, and her hands moved blindly in
-front of her as she made for the door, as though she feared to fall.
-
-"Good night, Christian," she quavered. "You 're awful good. An' good
-night, you"--to the Kafir. "You been a white man to me."
-
-"Good night," replied Kamis, and made way for her carefully.
-
-The queer little scene was sufficiently clear to him. He understood it
-entirely. The Boer, face to face with an emergency for which his
-experience and his training prescribed no treatment, could stoop to sit
-at meat with a Kafir, but he could not suffer his wife to share that
-descent. The white woman must be preserved at any cost in her
-aloofness, her sanctity, none the less strong for being artificial, from
-contact and communion with a black man. Better anything than that.
-
-"Sit down," bade Christian. "Take one of those cups, and I will bring
-you coffee."
-
-"Thank you," replied the Kafir, and obeyed.
-
-The paraffin lamp shed its unwinking light on a scene that challenged
-irresponsible fancy with the reality of crazy fact. The Boer's
-consciousness of the portentous character of the event governed him
-strongly; there was majesty in his bearing as he brought the coffee pot
-from the fire and stood at the side of the seated Kafir and poured him a
-cupful. It was done with the high sense of ceremony, the magnificent
-humility, of a Pope washing the immaculate feet of highly sanitary and
-disinfected beggars.
-
-"There is mutton," he said, pointing; "or I have sardines. Shall I
-fetch a tin?"
-
-"I will have mutton, thanks," replied Kamis, with an equal formality,
-and drew the dish towards him.
-
-The Boer seated himself at the opposite side of the table. The compact,
-as he understood it, required that he should eat also. He cut himself
-meat and bread very precisely, doubtfully aware that he was rather
-hungry. This, he felt vaguely, stained a situation where all should
-have been formal and symbolic. He ate slowly, with a dim, religious
-appetite.
-
-Kamis might have found the meal more amusing if he had been less weary.
-An idea that he would insist upon conversation visited him, but he
-dismissed it; he was really too tired to assault the heavy solemnity
-which faced him across the table. It would yield to no casual advances;
-he would have to exert himself, to be specious and dexterous, to waylay
-the man's interest.
-
-He pushed his unfinished food from him.
-
-"I will go home, now," he said.
-
-"You have had enough?" questioned the Boer.
-
-"Thank you," said Kamis, and rose.
-
-The Boer rose, too, very tall and aloof. His hand touched the money
-which still lay on the table.
-
-"You will take this with you?" he questioned. "No?" as the Kafir shook
-his head. "You are sure? You will not have it? Nor anything else?"
-
-"I have had all I want," replied Kamis, taking up his battered hat.
-"You 've done everything, and more than I thought you would."
-
-The Boer was insistent.
-
-"I want you to be--satisfied," he said, still standing in the same
-place. Kamis found his lofty, still face rather impressive. It had a
-certain high austerity.
-
-"You must say if you want anything more," he went on, with a grave
-persistence. "All you want you shall have--till you are satisfied."
-
-("Can't rest under an obligation to me," thought Kamis).
-
-"I 'm quite satisfied," he replied. "You don't owe me anything, if
-that's what 's worrying you. I 'm paid in full."
-
-"In full," repeated the Boer. "You are paid in full?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Very well, then. And now you shall go."
-
-He went before and stood at the side of the door while Kamis went forth,
-ready to bolt it at his back.
-
-"Tell me," he said, as the Kafir stepped over the threshold. "Who are
-you?"
-
-The other turned. "My name is Kamis," he replied.
-
-"Kamis?" The Boer leaned forward, trying to peer at him. "You
-said--Kamis? You are the little Kafir that the General Lascelles took
-when--"
-
-"Yes," said the Kafir.
-
-The Boer did not answer at once. He hung in the doorway, staring.
-
-"I saw them hang your father," he said at last, very slowly.
-
-"Did you?" said Kamis. "Good night."
-
-"Good night," replied the Boer when he was some paces distant and closed
-the door carefully.
-
-The noise of its bolts being shot home was the last sound the Kafir
-heard from the house. The wind that comes before the dawn touched him
-and he shivered. He turned up the collar of his coat and set off walking
-as briskly as his fatigue would allow.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XIV*
-
-
-The drawing-room of the Sanatorium was available until tea-time for the
-practice of correspondence. It offered for this purpose a small table
-with the complexion of mahogany and a leather top, upon which reposed an
-inkstand containing three pots, marked respectively in plain letters,
-"black," "red," and "copying," and a number of ancient pens. When a new
-arrival had overcome his wonder and consternation at the various
-features of the establishment, he usually signalized his acceptance of
-what lay before him by writing to Capetown for a fountain-pen. As old
-inhabitants of the Cape reveal themselves to the expert eye by carrying
-their tobacco loose in a side pocket of their coats, so the patient who
-had conceded Dr. Jakes' claims to indulgence was to be distinguished by
-the possession of a pen that made him independent of the establishment's
-supply and frequently by stains of ink upon his waistcoat in the region
-of the left-hand upper pocket, where custom has decided a man shall
-carry his fountain-pen.
-
-Margaret had brought her unanswered letters to this privacy and her
-fountain-pen was busy in the undisturbed interval following the
-celebration of lunch. Hers was the common task of the exile in South
-Africa, to improvize laboriously letters to people at home who had
-plenty to see and do and no need of the post to inject spice into their
-varied lives. There was nothing to write about, nothing to relate; the
-heat of the sun, the emptiness of the veld, the grin of Fat Mary--each
-of her letters played over these worn themes. Yet unless they were
-written and sent, the indifferent folk to whom they were addressed would
-not write to her, and the weekly mail, with its excitements and its
-reminders, would fail her. No dweller in lands where the double knock
-of the postman comes many times in the day can know the thrill of the
-weekly mail, discharged from the steamship in Capetown and heralded in
-its progress up the line by telegrams that announce to the little dorps
-along the railway the hour of its coming. They have not waited with a
-patient, preoccupied throng in the lobby of the post-office where the
-numbered boxes are, and heard beyond the wooden partition the slam of
-the bags and the shuffle of the sorters, talking at their work about
-things remote from the mail. The Kafir mail-runners, with their skinny
-naked legs and their handfuls of smooth sticks know how those letters
-are awaited in the hamlets and farms far remote from the line, by
-sun-dried, tobacco-flavored men who are up before the dawn to receive
-them, by others whose letters are addressed to names they are not called
-by, and by Mrs. Jakes, full-dressed and already a little tired two hours
-before breakfast. All those letters are paid for by screeds that suck
-dry the brains of their writers, desperately searching over the chewed
-ends of penholders for suggestions on barren ground.
-
-There was one letter which Margaret had set herself to compose that had
-a different purpose. There were not lacking signs that her position in
-Dr. Jakes' household would sooner or later become impossible, and it was
-desirable to clear the road for a retreat when no other road would be
-open to her. It was not only that Mrs. Jakes burned to be rid of her
-and had taken of late to dim hints of her desire in this respect, for
-Margaret was prepared, if she were forced to it, to find Mrs. Jakes'
-enmity amusing and treat it in that light. Such a course, she judged
-would paralyze Mrs. Jakes; in the face of laughter, the little woman was
-impotent. But there was also the prospect, daily growing nearer and
-more threatening, of an exposure which would show her ruthlessly forth
-as the friend and confidante of the Kafir, Kamis, the woman for whom
-Ford and Mr. Samson, had, in their own phrase, "no use." The hour when
-that exposure should be made loomed darkly ahead; nothing could avert
-its sinister advance upon her, nor lighten it of its quality of doom.
-She no longer invited her secret to make itself known. By degrees the
-warnings of Kamis, the threats of Boy Bailey, the malice of Mrs. Jakes,
-had struck their roots in her consciousness, and she was becoming
-acclimatized to the South-African spirit which threatens with vague
-penalties, not the less real for being vague, such transgressors as she
-of its one iron rule of life and conduct. When it should come upon her,
-she decided, she would summon her strength to accept it, and confront it
-serenely, in the manner of good breeding. But when that was done, she
-would have to go.
-
-She was writing therefore to the legal uncle of Lincoln's Inn Fields,
-who controlled her affairs and manifested himself with sprightly letters
-and punctual cheques. He was an opinionative uncle, like most men who
-jest along the established lines of humor, but amenable to a reasonable
-submissiveness on the part of his ward and niece. He liked to be
-inflexible--good-naturedly inflexible, like an Olympian who condescends
-to earth, but he could be counted upon to repay an opportunity for a
-display of his inflexibility by liberal indulgence upon other points.
-Therefore Margaret, after consideration, commenced the serious part of
-her epistle to the heathen with a suggestion in regard to investments
-which she knew would rouse him. Then, in a following paragraph:
-
-
-I am better than I was when I came out, but not better than I was a
-month ago, and I don't think I am improving as rapidly as Dr. David
-hoped. It may be that I am a little too far to the East of the Karoo.
-Was it you or somebody else who advised me to keep to the West?
-
-
-"That 'll help to fetch him," murmured Margaret, as she wrote the last
-words.
-
-
-Perhaps, later on, if Dr. Jakes thinks well of it, I might move to a
-place I hear of over in the West. I 'm letting you know now in plenty
-of time; but I don't want you to think there is anything seriously
-wrong. Please don't be at all anxious.
-
-
-"Now something fluffy," pondered Margaret. "If I get it right, he 'll
-order me to go."
-
-
-What makes me hesitate, she wrote, is the trouble it will cost me to
-move from here. Would you please show this letter to Dr. David and ask
-his opinion?
-
-
-"That 'll do the trick," she decided unscrupulously. "Dr. David will see
-there 's something in it and he 'll back me up. And then, when the row
-comes, they shall each have a cut at me,--Mrs. Jakes and Fat Mary and
-all--they shall each have their chance to draw blood, and then I 'll
-go."
-
-While she wrote, there had been the sound of footsteps on the stone
-floor of the hall outside the room, but she had been too busy to note
-them. Otherwise, she would quickly have marked an unfamiliar foot among
-them. They were reduced to that at the Sanatorium; they knew every foot
-that sounded on its floors and a strange one fetched them running to
-look from doors. But Margaret's occupation had robbed her of that mild
-exhilaration, and she looked up all unsuspiciously as Mrs. Jakes pushed
-open the door of the drawing-room, entered and closed it carefully
-behind her.
-
-She came a couple of paces into the room and halted, looking at the girl
-in a manner that recalled to Margaret that fantastic night when she had
-come with a candle to seek aid for Dr. Jakes. Though she had not now
-her little worried smile, she wore the same bewildered and embarrassed
-aspect, as of a purpose crossed and complicated by considerations and
-doubts.
-
-"Are you looking for me, Mrs. Jakes?" asked Margaret, when she had
-waited in vain for her to speak.
-
-"Yes," replied Mrs. Jakes, in a hushed voice, and remained where she
-stood.
-
-Again Margaret waited in vain for her to speak.
-
-"I 'm rather busy just now," she said. "What is it you want with me,
-please?"
-
-Mrs. Jakes looked to see that the door was closed before she answered.
-
-"It isn't me," she said then. "We--we don't get on very well, Miss
-Harding; but this isn't my doing. I 've never whispered a word to a
-soul. I haven't, indeed, if I never speak another word."
-
-Margaret stared at her, perceiving suddenly that the small bleak woman
-was all a-thrill with some nervous tension. Her own nerves quivered in
-response to it.
-
-"What is it?" she demanded. "What has happened?"
-
-"It 's the police," breathed Mrs. Jakes. She gave the word the accent
-in which she felt it. "The police," she said, with a stricken sense of
-all that police stand for, of which unbearable and public shame is
-chief. She was trembling, and her small hands, with their rough red
-knuckles like raw scars upon them, were picking feverishly at her loose
-black skirt.
-
-Margaret's heart beat the more quickly at the mere tone of her whisper,
-fraught with dim fears; but the words conveyed nothing to her. If
-anything, they relieved her. In the hinterland of her consciousness the
-forward-cast shadow of that impending hour was perpetually dark; but the
-police could have no concern in that.
-
-"Oh, do please talk plainly," she said irritably. "What exactly do you
-want to tell me? And what have I got to do with the police?"
-
-The stimulus of her impatient tones was what was needed to restore Mrs.
-Jakes to coherence. She stared at the girl with a sort of stupefaction.
-
-"What have you got to do with it," she repeated. "Why--it 's all about
-you. Somebody 's told about you and that Kafir--about you knowing him
-and all about him, and now Mr. Van Zyl is in the doctor's study. He 's
-come to inquire about it."
-
-"Oh," said Margaret slowly.
-
-It had struck then, the bitter hour of revelation; it had crept upon her
-out of an ambush of circumstance when she least expected it, and the
-reckoning was due. There was to be no time allowed her in which to build
-up her courage; even her retreat must be over strange roads. Before the
-gong went to gather the occupants of the house for tea, the stroke would
-have fallen, and her place in the minds of her fellows would be with Dr.
-Jakes on the hearth-rug, an outcast from their circle. Unless, indeed,
-Dr. Jakes should also decline her company, as seemed likely.
-
-It was the image in her mind of a scornful and superior Jakes that
-excited the smile with which she looked up at Jakes' frightened wife.
-
-"So long as he does n't bother me, he can inquire as much as he likes,"
-she said.
-
-Mrs. Jakes did not understand. "It 's you he 's going to inquire of,"
-she said. "I suppose, of course--I suppose you 'll tell him
-about--about that night?"
-
-"I shan't tell him anything," replied Margaret. "Oh, you needn't be
-afraid, Mrs. Jakes. I 'm not going to take this opportunity of
-punishing you for all your unpleasantness. I shall simply refuse to
-answer any questions at all."
-
-"You can't do that." Mrs. Jakes showed her relief plainly in her face
-and in the relaxation of her attitude. She had forgotten one of the
-first rules of her manner of warfare, which is to doubt the enemy's
-word. But in spite of a reluctant gratitude for the contemptuous mercy
-accorded to her, she felt dully resentful at this high attitude of
-Margaret's towards the terrors of the police.
-
-"You can't do that," she said. "He 's got a right to know--and he 's a
-sub-inspector. He 'll insist--he 'll make you tell--"
-
-"I think not," said Margaret quietly.
-
-"But he 's--"
-
-Mrs. Jakes broke off sharply as a hand without turned the handle of the
-door and pushed it open. Ford appeared, and paused at the sight of them
-in conversation.
-
-"Hallo," he said. "Am I interrupting?"
-
-Mrs. Jakes hesitated, but Margaret answered with decision.
-
-"Not at all," she said. "Come in, please."
-
-It occurred to her that the blow would be swifter if Ford himself were
-present when it fell and there were no muddle of explanations to drag it
-out.
-
-Ford entered reluctantly, scenting a quarrel between the two and
-suspicious of Margaret's intentions in desiring his presence.
-
-"There 's a horse and orderly by the steps," he said. "Is Van Zyl
-somewhere about? That's why I came in, to see if he was here."
-
-"He--he is in the study," answered Mrs. Jakes, in extreme discomfort.
-She turned to Margaret. "If you will come now, I will take you to him."
-
-Ford turned, surprised.
-
-"What for?" asked Margaret.
-
-"He--sent for you." Mrs. Jakes did not understand the question; she
-only perceived dimly that some quality in the situation was changed and
-that she no longer counted in it.
-
-"But what the dickens did he do that for?" asked Ford.
-
-"We 'll see," said Margaret, forestalling Mrs. Jakes' bewildered reply.
-"Please tell him, Mrs. Jakes, that I am here and can spare him a few
-minutes at once."
-
-"Yes," acquiesced Mrs. Jakes, helplessly, and departed.
-
-Ford came lounging across the room to Margaret.
-
-"What's up?" he inquired. "You haven't been murdering somebody and not
-letting me help?"
-
-Margaret shook her head. She was standing guard over her composure and
-could not afford to jest.
-
-"Sit down over there," she bade him, motioning him towards the couch at
-the other side of the wide room. "And don't go away, even if he asks you
-to. Then you 'll hear all about it."
-
-He wondered but obeyed slowly, leaning back against the end of the couch
-with one long leg lying up on the cushions.
-
-"If he talks in the tone of his message to you," he said meditatively,
-"I shall be for punching his head."
-
-Sub-Inspector Van Zyl had had the use of a clothes-brush before
-expressing his desire to see Margaret; it was a tribute he paid to his
-high official mission. He had cleared himself and his accoutrement of
-dust and the stain of his journey; and it was with the enhanced
-impressiveness of spick-and-span cleanliness that he presented himself
-in the drawing-room, pausing in the doorway with his spurred heels
-together to lift his hand in a precise and machine-like salute. At his
-back, Mrs. Jakes' unpretentious black made a relief for his rigid
-correctitude of attire and pose, and the pallid agitation of her
-countenance, peering in fearful curiosity to one side of him, heightened
-his military stolidity. His stone-blue eyes rested on Ford's recumbence
-with a shadow of surprise.
-
-"Afternoon, Ford," he said curtly. "You 'll excuse me, but I 've a word
-or two to say to Miss Harding."
-
-"Afternoon, Van Zyl," replied Ford, not moving. "Miss Harding asked me
-to stay, so don't mind me."
-
-Van Zyl looked at him inexpressively. "I 'm on duty," he said. "Sorry,
-but I wish you 'd go. My business is with Miss Harding."
-
-"Fire away," replied Ford. "I shan't say a word unless Miss Harding
-wishes it."
-
-Margaret moved in her chair.
-
-"You will say what you please," she said. "Don't regard me at all, Mr.
-Ford. Now--what can I do for you, Mr. Van Zyl?"
-
-Van Zyl finished his scrutiny of Ford and turned to her.
-
-"I sent to ask you to see me in the other room, Miss Harding, because I
-thought you would prefer me to speak to you in private," he said, with
-his wooden preciseness of manner. "That was why. Sorry if it offended
-you. However--"
-
-He stood aside and held the door while Mrs. Jakes entered, and closed it
-behind her. Stalking imperturbably, he placed a chair for her and drew
-one out for himself, depositing his badged "smasher" hat on the ground
-beside it. Seated, he drew from his smoothly immaculate tunic a large
-note-book and snapped its elastic band open and laid it on his knee.
-Ford, from his place on the couch, watched these preparations with
-gentle interest.
-
-Van Zyl looked up at Margaret with a pencil in his fingers. His pale,
-uncommunicative eyes fastened on her with an unemotional assurance in
-their gaze.
-
-"First," he said; "where were you, Miss Harding, on the afternoon of the
---th?"
-
-He mentioned a date to which Margaret's mind ran back nimbly. It was
-the day on which Boy Bailey had made terms from the top of the dam wall,
-the day on which the Kafir had kissed her hand, nearly two weeks before.
-
-She had herself sufficiently in hand, and returned his gaze with a faint
-smiling tranquillity that told him nothing.
-
-"I have no information to give you, Mr. Van Zyl," she replied evenly.
-"It is quite useless to ask me any questions; I shan't answer them."
-
-He was not disturbed. "Sorry," he said, "but I 'm afraid you must. I
-hope you 'll remember that I have my duty to do, Miss Harding."
-
-"Must, eh?"
-
-That was Ford, thoughtfully, from the couch. Van Zyl looked in his
-direction sharply with a brief frown, but let it pass.
-
-"It's no use, Mr. Van Zyl," said Margaret. "I simply am not going to
-answer any questions, and your duty has nothing to do with me. So if
-there is nothing else that you wish to say to me, your business is
-finished."
-
-"No," he said; "it isn't finished yet, Miss Harding. You refuse to say
-where you were on that afternoon?"
-
-Margaret smiled slowly and he made a quick note in his book.
-
-"I ought to say, perhaps," he went on, looking up when he had finished
-writing, "that the information I am asking for relates to a--a person,
-who is wanted by the police on a charge of sedition and incitement to
-commit a breach of the peace. You were seen on the afternoon in
-question in the company of that--person, Miss Harding; and I believe--I
-_believe_ you can help us to lay hands on him."
-
-"Is it Samson?" inquired Ford, raising his head. "I 've always had my
-suspicions of Samson."
-
-"Oh, Mr. Ford," exclaimed Mrs. Jakes, pained.
-
-"It 's not Mr. Samson," said the sub-inspector calmly; "and it is not
-any business of yours, Ford."
-
-"Oh, yes; it is," answered Ford. "Because if it isn't Samson it must be
-me--unless it 's Jakes. You seem to think we see a good deal of company
-here, Van Zyl."
-
-"I don't think anything at all," retorted the sub-inspector stiffly;
-"and I 've nothing to say to you. My business is with Miss Harding, and
-you won't help her by making a nuisance of yourself."
-
-"Eh?" Ford sat up suddenly. "What's that--won't help her? Are you
-trying to frighten Miss Harding by suggesting that you can use any sort
-of compulsion to her? Because, if that 's your idea, you 'd better look
-out what you 're doing."
-
-"I 'm not responsible to you, Ford," replied Van Zyl shortly. "You can
-hold your tongue now. Miss Harding understands well enough what I
-mean."
-
-"Oh, yes," said Margaret, as Ford looked towards her. "I understand,
-but I don't care."
-
-It was taking its own strange course, but she was not concerned to
-deflect it or make it run more directly. She conserved her powers for
-the moment when the thing would be told, and Ford's indignant
-championship arrested brusquely by the mere name of her offense.
-Presently Van Zyl would cease to speak of "a person" and come out with
-the plain word, "Kafir." How he had gained his information she did not
-attempt to guess; but that he had the means to break her there was no
-doubting. She would answer no questions; she was determined upon that;
-but now that the hour of revelation was come, she would do nothing to
-fog it. It should pass and be done with and leave her with its
-consequences clear to weigh and abide.
-
-She made a motion of the hand that hung over the back of her chair to
-Ford, as though she would hush him. He was puzzled and looked it, but
-subsided provisionally against the end of the couch again.
-
-Van Zyl eased his shoulders in their bondage of slings and straps with a
-practised shrug, crossed one booted leg over the other and faced her
-afresh.
-
-"Now, Miss Harding, you see that I am not speaking by guess; and it 's
-for you to say whether you will have the rest of this here or in
-private. I 'm anxious to give you every possible consideration."
-
-"I shan't answer any questions," said Margaret, "and I decline any
-privacy, Mr. Van Zyl."
-
-"No? Very well. I must do my duty as best I can," replied the
-sub-inspector, with official resignation. He referred to a back page of
-his note-book perfunctorily.
-
-"On the --th of this month, man discovered weeping and disorderly on the
-platform at Zeekoe Siding, stated to Corporal Simms that he had been
-robbed of five hundred pounds by confidence trick on down train. Under
-examination, varied the sum, and finally adhered to figure of
-forty-three pounds odd, which he alleged was part of fifty pounds he had
-received from the--person in whose company he had seen you."
-
-"Ah!" Margaret found herself smiling absently at the memory of Boy
-Bailey making his bargain on the top of the dam wall, with his bare
-unbeautiful feet fidgeting in the grass.
-
-Sub-inspector Van Zyl surveyed her with his impersonal stare and
-continued:
-
-"He gave the name of Claude Richmond, but was afterwards identified as
-one Noah Bailey, alias Boy Bailey, alias Spotted Dog, etc., wanted by
-the police in connection with--a certain affair. On being charged,
-feigned to fall in a fit but came to under treatment, and made a certain
-communication, which was transmitted to me as bearing upon my search for
-this--person. The communication was detailed, Miss Harding, and he
-stood to it under a searching examination, and satisfied us that we were
-getting the truth out of him. Acting upon the information thus
-received, I next called upon you."
-
-He looked up. "You see what I have to go upon?" he said. "Since you
-know yourself what took place on the afternoon about which I asked you,
-you can understand that the police require your assistance. Do you
-still refuse to answer me, Miss Harding?"
-
-"Of course," replied Margaret.
-
-Now it would come, she thought. Van Zyl would spare her no longer. She
-watched his smooth, tanned face with nervous trepidation.
-
-He frowned slightly at her answer, and leaned forward with the note-book
-in his hand, his forefinger between the pages to keep the place.
-
-"You do?" he demanded, his voice rising to a sharp note. Ford sat up
-again, watchful and angry. "You refuse, do you? Now, look here, Miss
-Harding, we 'll have to make an end of this."
-
-Ford struck in crisply. "Good idea," he said. "I suggest Miss Harding
-might quit the room for that purpose, and leave you to explain to me
-what the devil you mean by this."
-
-Van Zyl turned on him quickly. "You look out," he said. "If I 've got
-to arrest you to shut your mouth, I 'll do it--and quick too."
-
-"Why not?" demanded Ford. "That 'll be as good a way for you to get the
-lesson you need as any other."
-
-"_You'll_ get a lesson," began Van Zyl, making as though to rise and put
-his threat into action.
-
-"Oh, please," cried Margaret; "none of this is necessary. Sit down, Mr.
-Ford; please sit down and listen. Mr. Van Zyl, you have only to speak
-out and you will be free from further trouble, I 'm sure."
-
-"I 've taken too much trouble as it is," retorted the sub-inspector. "I
-'ll have no more of it."
-
-He glared with purpose at Ford. Though he had not at any moment doffed
-his formality of demeanor, the small scene had lit a spark in him and he
-was newly formidable and forceful. Ford met his look with the narrow
-smile with which a man of his type masks a rising temper, but so far
-yielded to Margaret's urgency as to lean back upon one elbow.
-
-"You 'll be sorry for all this presently," Margaret said to him
-warningly.
-
-"Very soon, in fact," added the sub-inspector, "if he repeats the
-offense."
-
-He settled himself again on his chair, confronting Margaret.
-
-"Now, Miss Harding," lie resumed briskly. "Out with it? You admit you
-were there, eh?"
-
-"Oh, no," said Margaret. "You 're asking questions again, Mr. Van Zyl."
-
-"And I 'm going to have an answer, too," he replied zestfully. "You 've
-got a wrong idea entirely of what 's before you. You can still have
-this in private, if you like; but here or elsewhere, you 'll speak or
-out comes the whole thing. Now, which is it going to be--sharp?"
-
-"I 've nothing to tell you," she maintained.
-
-His blond, neat face hardened.
-
-"Haven't you, though. We'll see? You know a Kafir calling himself--"
-he made a lightning reference to his book--"calling himself Kamis?"
-
-She made no answer.
-
-"You know the man, eh? It was with him you spent the afternoon of the
---th, was n't it? Under the wall of the dam down yonder--yes? You 've
-met him more than once, and always alone?"
-
-She kept a constraint on herself to preserve her faintly-smiling
-indifference of countenance, but her face felt stiff and cold, and her
-smile as though it sagged to a blatant grin. She did not glance across
-to see how Ford had received the news; that had suddenly become
-impossible.
-
-"You see?" There was a restrained triumph in Van Zyl's voice. "We know
-more than you think, young lady--and more still. You won't answer
-questions, won't you? You let a Kafir kiss you under a wall, and then
-put up this kind of bluff."
-
-There was an explosion from Ford as he leaped to his feet, with the
-hectic brilliant on each cheek.
-
-"You liar," he cried. "You filthy Dutch liar."
-
-Van Zyl did not even turn his head. A hard smile parted his
-squarely-cut lips as he watched Margaret. At his word, she had made a
-small involuntary movement as though to put a hand on her bosom, but had
-let it fall again.
-
-"You may decide to answer that, perhaps," suggested the sub-inspector.
-"Do you deny that he kissed you?"
-
-There was a pause, while Ford stood waiting and the sound of his
-breathing filled the interval. The fingers of Margaret's left hand bent
-and unbent the flap of the envelope destined for the legal uncle, but
-her mind was far from it and its contents. "You liar," Ford had cried,
-and it had had a fine sound; even now she had but to rise as though
-insulted and walk from the room, and his loyalty would endure,
-unspotted, unquestioning, touchy and quick. She might have done well to
-choose the line that would have made that loyalty valid, and she felt
-herself full of regrets, of pain and loss, that it must find itself
-betrayed. The vehemence of the cry was testimony to the faith that gave
-it utterance.
-
-And then, for the first time in the interview, she dwelt upon the figure
-that stood at the back of all this disordered trouble--that of Kamis,
-remote from their agitated circle, companioning in his solitude with
-griefs of his own. He came into her mind by way of comparison with the
-directness and vivid anger of Ford, standing tense and agonized for her
-reply, with all his honest soul in his thin dark face. His flimsy silk
-clothes made apparent the lean youth of his body. The other went to and
-fro in the night and the silence in shabby tweeds, and his face denied
-an index to the strong spirit that drove him. He suffered behind
-blubber lips and a comical nose; he was humble and grateful. The two
-had nothing in common if it were not that faith in her, to which she
-must now do the peculiar justice that the situation required.
-
-"Let 's have it," urged the sub-inspector. "He kissed you, this nigger
-did, and you let him? Speak up."
-
-Boy Bailey had said, imaginatively: "She held out both her arms to
-him--wide; and he took hold of her an' hugged her, kissin' her till I
-couldn't stand the sight any longer. 'You shameless woman!' I
-shouted"--at that point he had been kicked by a scandalized corporal,
-and had screamed. "I wish I may die if he did n't kiss her," was the
-form that kicking finally reduced it to, but they could not kick that
-out of him. He stood for one kiss while bruises multiplied upon him.
-
-"Well, did he kiss you or didn't he?"
-
-Margaret sighed. "I will tell you that," she said wearily. "Yes, he
-did--he kissed my hand."
-
-Sub-inspector Van Zyl sat up briskly. "I thought we 'd get something
-before we were done," he said, and smiled with a kind of malice at Ford.
-"You 'd like to apologize, I expect?"
-
-Ford did not answer him; he was staring in mere amazement at Margaret's
-immovable profile.
-
-"Is that true?" he demanded.
-
-Margaret forced herself to look round and meet the wonder of his face.
-
-"Oh, quite," she answered. "Quite true."
-
-His eyes wavered before hers as though he were ashamed and abashed. He
-put an uncertain hand to his lips.
-
-"I see," he said, very thoughtfully, and sat again upon the couch.
-
-"Well, after that, what 's the sense of keeping anything back?" Van Zyl
-went on confidently. "You see what comes of standing out against the
-police? Now, what are your arrangements for meeting this Kafir? Where
-do you send to let him know he 's to come and see you?"
-
-"No," said Margaret. "It 's no use; I won't tell you any more."
-
-"Oh, yes, you will." Van Zyl felt quite sure of it. He eyed her acutely
-and decided to venture a shot in the dark. "You 'll tell me all I
-ask,--d'you hear? I have n't done with you yet. You 've seen him at
-night, too, when you were supposed to be in bed. You can't deceive me.
-I 've seen your kind before, plenty of them, and I know the way to deal
-with them."
-
-His shot in the dark found its mark. So he knew of that night when Dr.
-Jakes had fallen in the road. Mrs. Jakes must have told him, and her
-protests had been uneasy lies. Margaret carefully avoided looking at
-her; in this hour, all were to receive mercy save herself.
-
-Van Zyl went on, rasping at her in tones quite unlike the thickish
-staccato voice which he kept for his unofficial moments. That voice she
-would never hear again; impossible for her ever to regain the status of
-a person in whom the police have no concern.
-
-"You 'll save yourself trouble by speaking up and wasting no time about
-it," he urged, with the kind of harsh good nature a policeman may use to
-the offender who provides him with employment. "You 've got to do it,
-you know. How do you get hold of your nigger-friend when you want him?"
-
-She shook her head without speaking.
-
-"Answer!" he roared suddenly, so that she started in her chair. "What
-'s the arrangement you 've got with him? None of your airs with me, my
-girl. Out with it, now--what 's the trick?"
-
-She looked at him affrightedly; he seemed about to spring upon her from
-his chair and dash at her to wring an answer out of her by force. But
-from the sofa, where Ford sat, with his head in his hands, came no sign.
-Only Mrs. Jakes, frozen where she sat, uttered a vague moan.
-
-"Wha--what 's this?"
-
-The door opened noiselessly and Dr. Jakes showed his face of a fallen
-cherub in the opening, with sleepy eyes mildly questioning. Margaret
-saw him with quick relief; the intolerable situation must change in some
-manner by his arrival.
-
-"I heard--I heard--was it _you_ shouting, Van Zyl?" he inquired,
-stammeringly, as he came in.
-
-"Yes," replied the sub-inspector, shortly.
-
-"Oh!" Jakes felt uncertainly for his straggling mustache. "Whom were
-you shouting at?" he inquired, after a moment of hesitation.
-
-"I was speaking to her," replied the other impatiently.
-
-The doctor followed the movement of his hand and the light of his
-spectacles focused on Margaret stupidly.
-
-"Well." He seemed baffled. "Miss Harding, you mean, eh?"
-
-The sub-inspector nodded. "You 're interrupting an inquiry, Dr. Jakes."
-
-"Oh." Again the doctor seemed to wrestle with thoughts. "Am I?"
-
-"Yes. You 'll excuse us, but--"
-
-"No," said Jakes, with an appearance of grave thought. "No; certainly
-not. You--you mustn't shout here."
-
-"Look here," began Van Zyl.
-
-The doctor turned his back on him and came over to Margaret, treading
-lumberingly across the worn carpet.
-
-"Can't allow shouting," he said. "It means--temperature. I--I think you
-'d better--yes, you 'd better go and lie down for a while, Miss
-Harding."
-
-He was as vague as a cloud, a mere mist of benevolence.
-
-As unexpectedly and almost as startlingly as Van Zyl's sudden loudness,
-Mrs. Jakes spoke from her chair.
-
-"You must take the doctor's advice, Miss Harding," she said.
-
-Margaret rose, obediently, her letters in her hand. Van Zyl rose too.
-
-"Once and for all," he said loudly, "I won't allow any--"
-
-"I 'll report you, Van Zyl," said the little doctor, huskily. "You
-'re--you 're endangering life--way you 're behaving. Go with Mrs.
-Jakes, Miss Harding."
-
-"_You 'll_ report me," exclaimed Van Zyl.
-
-"Ye-es," said Jakes, foggily. "I--I call Mr. Ford to witness--"
-
-He turned quaveringly towards the couch and stopped abruptly.
-
-"What 's this?" he cried, in stronger tones, and walked quickly toward
-the bent figure of the young man. "Van Zyl I--I hold you responsible.
-You 've done this--with your shouting."
-
-Margaret was in the door; she turned to see the doctor raise Ford's head
-and lift it back against the cushions. Van Zyl went striding towards
-them and aided to place him on his back on the couch. As the doctor
-stood up and stepped back, she saw the thin face with the high spot of
-red on each cheek and the blood that ran down the chin from the wry and
-painful mouth.
-
-"Hester," Dr. Jakes spoke briskly. "The ergotin--and the things. In
-the study; you know."
-
-"I know." And Mrs. Jakes--so her name was Hester--ran pattering off.
-
-They shut Margaret out of the room, and she sat on the bottom step of
-the stairs, waiting for the news Mrs. Jakes had promised, between
-breaths, to bring out to her. Van Zyl, ordered out unceremoniously--the
-doctor had had a fine peremptory moment--and allowing a certain
-perturbation to be visible on the regulated equanimity of his features,
-stood in the hall and gave her side glances that betrayed a disturbed
-mind.
-
-"Miss Harding," he said presently, after long thought; "I hope you don't
-think it 's any pleasure to me to do all this?"
-
-Margaret shook her head. "You can do what you like," she said. "I
-shan't complain."
-
-"It is n't that," he answered irritably, but she interrupted him.
-
-"I don't care what it is," she said. "I don't care; I don't care about
-anything. Stand there, if you like, or come and sit here; but don't
-talk any more till we know what 's happened in there."
-
-Sub-inspector Van Zyl coughed, but after certain hesitation, he made up
-his mind. When Mrs. Jakes came forth, tiptoe and pale but whisperingly
-exultant, she found them sitting side by side on the stairs in the
-attitude of amity, listening in strained silence for sounds that
-filtered through the door of the room. She was pressed and eager, with
-no faculty to spare for surprise.
-
-"Splendid," she whispered. "Everything 's all right--thank God. But if
-it hadn't been for the doctor, well! I'm going to fetch the boys with
-the stretcher to carry him up to his room."
-
-"I 'm awfully glad," said Van Zyl as she hurried away.
-
-"So am I," said Margaret. "But I ought to have seen before the doctor
-did. I ought to have known--and I did know, really--that he would have
-taken you by the throat before then, if something hadn't happened to
-him."
-
-She had risen, to go up the stairs to her room and now stood above him,
-looking down serenely upon him.
-
-"Me by the throat," exclaimed Van Zyl, slightly shocked.
-
-Margaret nodded.
-
-"As Kamis would," she said slowly. "And choke you, and choke you, and
-choke you."
-
-She went up then without looking back, leaving him standing in the hall,
-baffled and outraged.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XV*
-
-
-Not the stubbornness of a race too prone to enthusiasms, any more than
-increasing years and the _memento mori_ in his chest, could withhold Mr.
-Samson from the zest with which he initiated each new day. Bathed,
-razored and tailored, he came out to the stoep for his early
-constitutional, his hands joined behind his back, his soft hat cocked a
-little forward on his head, and tasted the air with puffs and snorts of
-appetite, walking to and fro with a eupeptic briskness in which only the
-closest observer might have detected a delicate care not to over do it.
-Nothing troubled him at this hour of the morning; it belonged to a duty
-which engrossed it to the exclusion of all else, and not till it was
-done was Mr. Samson accessible to the claims of time and place.
-
-He looked straight before him as he strode; his manner of walking did
-not allow him to bestow a glance upon the Karoo as he went. Head well
-up, chest open--what there was of it--and neck swelling over the purity
-of his collar: that was Mr. Samson. It was only when Mrs. Jakes came to
-the breakfast-room door and set the gong booming melodiously, that he
-relaxed and came back to a mild interest in the immediate earth, as
-though the gong were a permission to stand at ease and dismiss. He
-halted by the steps to wipe his monocle in his white abundant
-handkerchief, and surveyed, perfunctorily at first and then with a
-narrowing interest, the great extent of brown and gray-green that
-stretched away from the foot of the steps to a silvery and indeterminate
-distance.
-
-A single figure was visible upon it, silhouetted strongly against the
-low sky, and Mr. Samson worked his monocle into his eye and grasped it
-with a pliant eyebrow to see the clearer. It was a man on a horse,
-moving at a walk, minutely clear in that crystal air in spite of the
-distance. The rider was far from the road, apparently aimless and at
-large upon the veld; but there was something in his attitude as he rode
-that held Mr. Samson gazing, a certain erectness and ease, something
-conventional, the name of which dodged evasively at the tip of his
-tongue. He knew somebody who sat on a horse exactly like that; dash it,
-who was it, now? It wasn't that Dutchman, Du Preez, nor his long-legged
-youngster; they rode like Dutchmen. This man was more like--more
-like--ah! Mr. Samson had got it. The only folk who had that look in the
-saddle were troopers; this must be a man of the Mounted Police.
-
-A tinge of annoyance colored his thoughts, for the far view of the
-trooper, slowly quartering the land, brought back to his mind a matter
-of which it had been purged by the ritual morning march along the stoep,
-and he found it returning again as distasteful as ever. He had been
-made a party to its details by Mrs. Jakes, when he inquired regarding
-Ford's breakdown. The communication had taken place at the foot of the
-stairs, when he was preparing to ascend to bed, on the evening of Van
-Zyl's visit. At dinner he had noted no more than that Ford was absent
-and that Margaret was uneasy; he kept his question till her skirt
-vanished at the bend of the stairs.
-
-"I say; what 's up?" he asked then.
-
-Mrs. Jakes, standing by to give good night, as her wont was, fluttered.
-She gave a little start that shook her clothes exactly like the movement
-of an agitated bird in a cage, and stared up at him, rather
-breathlessly, while he leaned against the balustrade and awaited her
-answer.
-
-"I don't know what you mean." It was a formula that always gave her
-time to collect her thoughts.
-
-"Oh, yes, you do," insisted Mr. Samson, with severe geniality. "Ford
-laid up and Miss Harding making bread pills, and all that. What 's the
-row?"
-
-Mrs. Jakes regarded him with an eye as hard and as wary as a fowl's, and
-then looked round to see that the study door was securely shut.
-
-"I 'm afraid, Mr. Samson," she said, in the low tones of confidential
-intercourse--"I 'm afraid we 've been mistaken in Miss Harding."
-
-"Eh? What 's that?"
-
-Old Mr. Samson _would_ speak as though he were addressing a numerous
-company, and Mrs. Jakes' nervousness returned at his loud exclamation.
-She made hushing noises.
-
-"Yes, but what's all this nonsense?" demanded Mr. Samson. "Somebody 's
-been pullin' your leg, Mrs. Jakes."
-
-"No, indeed, Mr. Samson," Mrs. Jakes assured him hastily, as though
-urgent to clear herself of an imputation. "There is n't any doubt about
-it,--I 'm sorry to gay. You see, Mr. Van Zyl came here this afternoon
-and wanted to see Miss Harding in the study. Well, she would n't go to
-him."
-
-"Why the deuce should she?" inquired Mr. Samson warmly. "Who 's Van Zyl
-to send for people like this?"
-
-"It was about a Kafir," said Mrs. Jakes. "The police are looking for
-the Kafir and Miss Harding refused to help them. So--"
-
-Mr. Samson's lips moved soundlessly, and he changed his position with a
-movement of lively impatience.
-
-"Let 's have it from the beginning, please, Mrs. Jakes," he said, with
-restraint. "Can't make head or tail of it--way you 're telling it.
-Now, why did this ass Van Zyl come here?"
-
-It was the right way to get the tale told forthright. His indignation
-and his scorn fanned the spark of spite in the core of Mrs. Jakes, who
-perceived in Mr. Samson another victim to Margaret's duplicity. She was
-galled by the constant supply of champions of the girl's cause who had
-to be laid low one after the other. She addressed herself to the
-incredulity and anger in the sharp old face before her, and spoke
-volubly and low, telling the whole thing as she knew it and perhaps a
-little more than the whole. As she went on, she became consumed with
-eagerness to convince Mr. Samson. Her small disfigured hands moved
-jerkily in incomplete gestures, and she rose on tiptoe as though to
-approach nearer to the seat of his intelligence. He did not again
-interrupt her, but listened with intentness, watching her as the swift
-words tumbled on one another's heels from her trembling lips. His
-immobility and silence were agonizing to her.
-
-"So that's why I say that we 've been mistaken in Miss Harding," she
-concluded at last. "You wouldn't have thought it of her, would you, Mr.
-Samson? And it is a shocking thing to come across here, in the house,
-isn't it?"
-
-Mr. Samson withdrew a hand from his pocket, looked thoughtfully at three
-coins in the palm of it, and returned them to the pocket again.
-
-"You 're quite certain," he asked, "that she admitted the kissin'?
-There 's no doubt about that?"
-
-"If I never speak another word," declared Mrs. Jakes, with fervor. "If
-I die here where I stand. If I never move from this spot--those were
-her exact words. It was then that poor Mr. Ford had his attack--he was
-so horrified."
-
-"Well," said Mr. Samson, with a sigh, after another inspection of his
-funds, "so that 's the trouble, is it?"
-
-"The doctor and I are much disturbed," continued Mrs. Jakes. "Naturally
-disturbed. Such a thing has never happened here before."
-
-Mr. Samson heaved himself upright and put one foot on the bottom stair.
-
-"It's only ignorance, of course," he said. "The poor little devil don't
-know what she 's letting herself in for. If she 'd only taken a bad
-turn after a month or so and--and gone out, Mrs. Jakes, we 'd have
-remembered her pleasantly enough then. Now, of course, she 'll have
-this story to live with. Van Zyl 'll put it about; trust him. Poor
-little bally fool."
-
-"I 'm sorry for her, too, of course," replied Mrs. Jakes, putting out
-her hand to shake his. "Only of course I 'm--I 'm disgusted as well.
-Any woman would be."
-
-"Yes," said Mr. Samson thoughtfully, commencing the ascent; "yes, she
-'ll be sure to get lots of that, now."
-
-It was a vexation that abode with him that night and through the next
-day; it kept him from the sincere repose which is the right of
-straightforward and uncompromising minds, whose cleanly-finished effects
-have no loose ends of afterthought dangling from them to goad a man into
-revising his conclusions. Lying in the dark, wide awake and regretful,
-he had a vision of her in her room, welcoming its solitude and its
-freedom from reproachful eyes, glad now not of fellows and their
-companionship but of this refuge. It gave him vague pain. He
-experienced a sense of resentment against the arrangement and complexity
-of affairs that had laid open this gulf at Margaret's feet, and made its
-edges slippery to trap her. A touch of a more personal anger entered
-his thoughts as he dwelt on the figure of the girl, the fine, dexterous,
-civilized creature that she had been. She had known how to hold him
-with a pleasant humor, a light and stimulating irreverence, and to
-soften it to the point at which she bade him close his eyes and kissed
-him. But--and Mr. Samson flushed to the heat at which men swear--the
-Kafir, the roaming criminal nigger, had had that much out of her. Mrs.
-Jakes had not been faithful to detail on that head. "Kiss," she had
-said, not "kissed her hand." Mr. Samson might have seen a difference
-where Van Zyl, lacking his pretty discrimination of degrees in the
-administration and reception of kisses, had seen none.
-
-The morning had brought no counsel; the day had delivered itself of
-nothing that enlightened or consoled him. Margaret had managed somehow,
-after a manner of her own, to withdraw herself from his immediate
-outlook, and there were neither collisions nor explanations. It was not
-so much that she preserved a distance as avoided contact, so that meals
-and meetings in the drawing-room or about the house suffered from no
-evidences of a change in their regard for each other. The adroitness
-with which it was contrived moved him to new regrets; she might, he
-thought, have done so well for herself, whereas now she was wasted.
-
-This was the second morning since he had invaded Mrs. Jakes' confidences
-at the foot of the stairs and extracted her story from her. The gong at
-the breakfast-room door made soft blurred music at his back while he
-stood watching the remote figure of the trooper, sliding slowly across
-the skyline. It finished with a last note of added emphasis, a frank
-whack at the middle of the instrument, and he turned deliberately from
-his staring to obey it.
-
-Mrs. Jakes, engine-driving the urn, was alone in the room when he
-entered, and gave him good morning with the smile which she had not
-varied for years.
-
-"A beautiful day, is n't it?" she said.
-
-"Oh, perfect," agreed Mr. Samson, receiving a cup of coffee from her.
-"I say. You haven't seen any signs of Van Zyl to-day, have you?"
-
-"To-day? No," replied Mrs. Jakes, surprised. "Were you expecting--did
-he say--?"
-
-Mr. Samson shook his head. "No; I don't know anything about him," he
-told her. "It 's just that matter of Miss Harding, you know. From the
-stoep, just now, I was watching a mounted man riding slowly about on the
-veld, and it looks as if they were arranging a search. Eh?"
-
-"Oh, dear," exclaimed Mrs. Jakes, "I do hope they won't come here again.
-I 've never had any trouble with the police before. And Mr. Van Zyl,
-generally so gentlemanly--when I saw how he treated Miss Harding, I was
-really sorry for her."
-
-Mr. Samson sniffed. "Man must be a cad," he said. "Anyhow, I don't see
-what right he 's got to put his foot inside these doors. It was simply
-a bluff, I fancy. Next time he comes, I hope you 'll let me know, Mrs.
-Jakes. Can't have him treatin' that poor little fool like that, don't
-y' know."
-
-"But they 've got a _right_ to search, surely?" protested Mrs. Jakes.
-"And it never does to have the police against you, Mr. Samson. I had a
-cousin once--at least, he wasn't exactly a cousin--but he took a
-policeman's number for refusing to arrest a man who had been rude to
-him, and the policeman at once took him in custody and swore the most
-dreadful oaths before the magistrate that he was drunk and disorderly.
-And my cousin--I always used to call him a cousin--was next door to a
-teetotaller."
-
-"Perhaps the teetotaller bribed the policeman," suggested Mr. Samson,
-seriously. "Still--what about Miss Harding? She has n't said anything
-to you about goin' back home, has she?"
-
-"No," said Mrs. Jakes. She let the teetotaller pass for the time being
-as the new topic opened before her. "But I wanted to speak to you about
-that, Mr. Samson."
-
-"Best thing she can do," he said positively. "There 's a lot of people
-at Home who don't mind niggers a bit. Probably would n't hurt her for a
-month and her doctors can spot some other continent for her to do a cure
-in."
-
-"Now I 'm very glad to hear you say so, Mr. Samson," declared Mrs.
-Jakes. "You see, what to do with her is a good deal on our minds--the
-doctor's and mine. My view is--she ought to go before the story gets
-about."
-
-"Quite right," agreed Mr. Samson.
-
-"But Eustace--he 's so considerate, you know. He thinks of her
-feelings. He 's dreadfully afraid that she 'll fancy we 're turning her
-out and be hurt. He really doesn't quite see the real state of affairs;
-he has an idea it 'll all blow over and be forgotten."
-
-Mr. Samson shook his head. "Not out here," he said. "That sort of
-story don't die; it lives and grows. Might get into the papers, even."
-
-"Well, now," Mrs. Jakes' voice was soft and persuasive; "do you mind my
-telling the doctor how you look at it? He doesn't pay any attention to
-what I say, but coming from you, it 's bound to strike him. It would be
-better than you talking to him about it, because he would n't care to
-discuss one of his patients with another; but if I were just to mention,
-as an argument, you know--"
-
-"Oh, certainly," acquiesced Mr. Samson, "certainly. Those are my views;
-anybody can know 'em. Tell Jakes by all means."
-
-"Thank you," said Mrs. Jakes, with feeling. "It does relieve me to know
-that you agree with me. And it is such a responsibility."
-
-Margaret's entrance shortly afterwards brought their conference to a
-close, and Mr. Samson was able to return to his food with undivided
-attention.
-
-Margaret's demeanor since the exposure was a phenomenon Mrs. Jakes did
-not profess to understand. The tall girl came into the room with a high
-serenity that stultified in advance the wan little woman's efforts to
-meet her with a remote dignity; it suggested that Mrs. Jakes and her
-opinions were things already so remote from her interest that they could
-not recede further without becoming invisible. What she lacked, in Mrs.
-Jakes' view, was visible scars, tokens of punishment and suffering; she
-could conceive no other attitude in a person who stood so much in need
-of the mercy of her fellows. To a humility commensurate with her
-disapproval, she would have offered a forbearance barbed with
-condescension, peppered balm of her own brand, the distillation of her
-narrow and purposeful soul. As it was, she not only resented the girl's
-manner--she cowered.
-
-"Good morning," said Margaret, smiling with intention.
-
-"Good morning, Miss--ah--Miss Harding," was the best Mrs. Jakes could
-do.
-
-"Morning," responded Mr. Samson, lifting his white head jerkily, hoping
-to convey preoccupation and casual absence of mind. "Morning, Miss
-Harding. Jolly day, what?"
-
-"Oh, no end jolly," agreed Margaret, dropping into her place. "Yes,
-coffee, please, Mrs. Jakes."
-
-"Certainly, Miss Harding," replied Mrs. Jakes, who had made offer of
-none, and fumbled inexpertly with the ingenious urn whose chauffeur and
-minister she was.
-
-"How is Mr. Ford?" inquired Margaret next.
-
-"Oh, yes," chimed in Mr. Samson, anxious to prevent too short a reply;
-"how 's he this morning, Mrs. Jakes. Nicely, thank you, and all
-that--eh?"
-
-Mrs. Jakes was swift to seize the opportunity to reply in Mr. Samson's
-direction exclusively.
-
-"He 's not to get up to-day," she explained. "But he 's doing very
-well, thank you. When I asked him what he 'd like for breakfast, he
-said: 'Oh, everything there is, please.' But, of course, he 's had a
-shock."
-
-"Er--yes," said Mr. Samson hurriedly. "I 'll look him up before lunch,
-if I may."
-
-"Certainly," said Mrs. Jakes graciously.
-
-"Good idea," said Margaret. "So will I."
-
-Mrs. Jakes shot a pale and desperate glance at her and then looked for
-support to Mr. Samson. But that leaning tower of strength was eating
-devotedly and would not meet her eye.
-
-She envisaged with inward consternation a future punctuated by such
-meals, with every meal partaking of the nature of a hostile encounter
-and every encounter closing with a defeat. Her respectability, her sad
-virtue, her record clean of stain, did not command heavy enough metal to
-breach the gleaming panoply of assurance with which Margaret opposed all
-her attacks, and she felt the grievance common to those who are
-ineffectually in the right. The one bright spot in the affair was the
-possibility that she might now bend Jakes to her purpose, and be deputed
-to give the girl notice that she must leave the Sanatorium. She felt
-she could quote Mr. Samson with great effect to the doctor.
-
-"Mr. Samson feels strongly that she should leave at once. He said so in
-the plainest words," she would report, and Jakes would be obliged to
-take account of it. Hitherto, her hints, her suggestions and even her
-supplications, had failed to move him. He had a way, at times, of
-producing from his humble and misty mildness a formidable obstinacy
-which brooked no opposition. With bent head, he would look up at her
-out of the corners of his eyes, while she added plausibility to
-volubility, unmoving and immovable. When she had done, for he always
-heard her ominously to an end, he would shake his head slightly and emit
-a negative. It was rather impressive; there was so little show of force
-about it; but Mrs. Jakes had long known that it betokened a barrier of
-refusal that it was useless to hope to surmount. If he were pressed
-further, he would rouse a little and amplify his meaning with phrases of
-a deplorable vulgarity and force. In his medical student days, the
-doctor had been counted a capable hand at the ruder kinds of out-patient
-work.
-
-The last time she had pressed him to decree Margaret's departure was in
-the study, where he sat with his coat off and his shirt-sleeves turned
-up, as though he contemplated an evening of strenuousness; the bottles
-and glasses were grouped on the desk at his elbow. Mrs. Jakes had
-represented vivaciously her sufferings in having to meet Miss Harding
-and contain the emotions that effervesced in her bosom. She sat in the
-patient's chair, and carefully guided her eyes away from the drinking
-apparatus. The doctor had uttered his "No" as usual, and she tried,
-against her better sense, to reason with him.
-
-"There 's me to think of, too," she urged anxiously. "The way she walks
-past me, Eustace, you 'd think I 'd never had a silk lining in my life."
-
-"No," said the doctor again, with a little genteel cough behind three
-fingers. "No, we can't. 'T would n't do, Hester. Bringing her out o'
-bed in her night-gown that night--it was doing her dirt. Yes, I know
-all about the nigger, and dam lucky it was for me she 'd got him handy.
-I might have been there yet for all you did. And as for silk linings,
-don't you get your shirt out, Hester. She 's all right."
-
-He put out a hand to the whisky bottle, looking at her impatiently with
-red-rimmed eyes, and she had risen with a sigh, knowing it was time for
-her to go. She fired one parting shot of sincere feeling.
-
-"Well, I suppose I 've got to suffer in silence, if you say so,
-Eustace," she observed resignedly. "But it 's as bad as if we kept a
-shop."
-
-But as the mouthpiece of Mr. Samson, she would be better equipped. It
-could be made to appear to Jakes that remonstrances were in the air and
-that there was a danger of losing Samson and Ford, and he would have to
-give ground. Mrs. Jakes thought well of the prospects of her enterprise
-now. She would have been alarmed and astonished if any responsible
-person had called her spiteful and unscrupulous, for she knew she was
-neither of these things. She was merely creeping under obstacles that
-she could not climb over, going to work with such means as came to her
-hand to secure an entirely worthy end. She knew her own mind, in short,
-and if it had wavered in its purpose, she would have known it no longer.
-
-Margaret, all unconscious of the ingenuity that spent itself upon her,
-ate a leisurely breakfast, giving Mr. Samson ample time to escape to the
-stoep alone and establish himself there. She didn't at all mind being
-left alone with Mrs. Jakes. That lady's stiffness and the facial
-expressions which she tried on, one after the other, in an endeavor to
-make her countenance match her mind, could be made ineffective by the
-simple process of ignoring them and her together. By dint of preserving
-a seeming of contented tranquillity and speaking not one word, it was
-possible to abash poor Mrs. Jakes utterly and leave her writhing in
-impotence behind her full-bodied urn. This was the method that
-commended itself to Margaret and which she employed successfully.
-Everybody should have a cut at her, she had decided; she would not baulk
-one of them of the privilege; but Mrs. Jakes had had her turn, and could
-not be permitted to cut and come again.
-
-There were several remarks that Mrs. Jakes might have made with effect,
-but none of them occurred to her till Margaret had left the room,
-departing with an infuriating rustle of silk linings. Mrs. Jakes moved
-in her chair to see her cross the hall and go out. A look of
-calculation overspread her sour little face.
-
-"I didn't notice the silk in _that_ one," she murmured thoughtfully.
-
-Mr. Samson, with a comparatively recent weekly edition of the _Cape
-Times_ to occupy him did not notice her rubber-soled approach till her
-shadow fell on the page he was reading. He looked up sharply.
-
-"Ah, Miss Harding," he said weakly.
-
-She leaned with her back against the rail, looking down at him in his
-basket chair, half-smiling.
-
-"You want to speak to me, don't you?" she asked.
-
-Mr. Samson did not understand. "Do I?" he said. "Did I say so? I
-wonder what it was."
-
-"You didn't say so," Margaret answered, "But I know you do. You
-wouldn't send me finally to Coventry without saying anything at all,
-would you?"
-
-"Ah!" He made a weary gesture with one hand, as though he would put the
-subject from him. "But--but I 'm not sending you to Coventry, my--Miss
-Harding, I mean. Don't think it, for a moment."
-
-He shook his white head with a touch of sadness, looking up at her
-slender, civilized figure as she stood before him with a gaze that
-granted in advance every claim she could make on his consideration and
-forbearance.
-
-"You know what I mean," said Margaret steadily.
-
-"Do I though? Well, yes, I suppose I do," he said. "No use fumbling
-with it, is there? And you're not the fumbling kind. Each of us knows
-what the other means all right, so what's the use of talking about it?"
-
-Margaret would not let him off; she did not desire that he should spare
-her and could see no reason for sparing him.
-
-"I want to talk about it, this once," she answered. "You won't have many
-more chances to tell me what you think of me. I know, of course; but I
-was n't going to shirk it. I 've disappointed you, have n't I?"
-
-"I don't say so," he replied, with careful gentleness. "I don't say
-anything of the kind, Miss Harding. You took your own line as you 'd
-every right to do. If I had--sort of--imagined you were different, you
-'re not to blame for my mistake. God knows I don't set up for an
-example to young ladies. Not my line at all, that sort of thing."
-
-"Nothing to say, then?" queried Margaret. He shook his head again.
-"You know," she added, "I 'm not a bit ashamed--not of anything."
-
-"Of course you 're not," he agreed readily. "You did what you thought
-was right."
-
-"But you don't think so?" she persisted.
-
-"Miss Harding," replied Mr. Samson; "so far as I can manage it, I don't
-think about the matter at all."
-
-Margaret had a queer impulse to reply to this by bursting into tears or
-laughter, whichever should offer itself, but at that moment Mrs. Jakes
-came out, and restrained a too obvious surprise at the sight of the pair
-of them in conversation. Circumstances were forever lying in ambush
-against Mrs. Jakes and deepening the mystery of life by their unexpected
-poppings up.
-
-She addressed Mr. Samson and pointedly ignored Margaret.
-
-"Mr. Ford could see you now, if you cared to go up," she announced.
-
-"Certainly, certainly," said Mr. Samson, with alacrity.
-
-Margaret spoke, smiling openly at Mrs. Jakes' irreconcilable side-face.
-
-"Oh, would you mind if I went first?" she asked. "I rather want to see
-him."
-
-"By all means," agreed Mr. Samson, with the same alacrity. "I 'm not
-perishin' to inspect him, you know. Tell him I 'll look him up
-afterwards."
-
-Mrs. Jakes turned a fine bright red, and swallowed two or three times.
-She had matured a plan for declaring that Ford must not be disturbed
-again after Mr. Samson's visit, and she was fairly sure that Margaret
-had suspected it. She watched the girl's departure with angry and
-baffled eyes.
-
-"She 's doing it on purpose," was her thought. "She swings them like
-that so as to make me hear the frow-frow."
-
-Ford was propped against pillows in his bed, with most of the books in
-the house piled alongside of him on chairs and a bedside table. He was
-expecting Mr. Samson and sang out a hearty, "Come in; don't stand
-drumming there," at Margaret's rap on the door.
-
-"It's me," announced Margaret, pushing it open; "not Mr. Samson. He 'll
-look you up afterwards. Do you mind?"
-
-He flushed warmly, staring at her unexpected appearance.
-
-"Of course I don't mind," he said. "It 's awfully good of you. If you
-'d shove these books off on the floor, I could offer you a chair."
-
-Margaret did as he suggested, but rose again at once and set the door
-wide open.
-
-"The proprieties," she remarked, as she returned to her seat. "Also
-Mrs. Jakes. That keyhole might tempt her beyond her strength."
-
-The room was a large one, with a window to the south full of sunshine
-and commanding nothing but the eternal unchanging levels of the Karoo
-and the hard sky rising from its edge. Its walls were rainbow-hued with
-unframed canvasses clustering upon them, exemplifying Ford's art and
-challenging the view through the window. She liked vaguely the
-spareness of the chamber's equipment and its suggestions of
-uncompromising masculinity. The row of boots and shoes, with trees
-distributed among the chief of them, the leather trunks against the
-wall, the photographs about the dressing table, and the iron bath
-propped on end under the window,--these trifles seemed all to
-corroborate the impression she had of their owner. They were so
-consistent with the Ford she knew, units in the sum of him.
-
-"Well," she said, looking at him frankly; "are we going to talk or just
-exchange civilities?"
-
-"We won't do that," he answered, meeting her look. "Civilities be
-blowed, anyhow."
-
-"But I 'd like to ask you how you feel, first of all," said Margaret.
-
-"Oh, first-rate. I 'd get up if it wasn't for Jakes," he assured her
-eagerly. "And I say," he added, with a quick touch of awkwardness, "I
-hope, really, you haven't been bothering about me, and thinking it was
-that affair in the drawing-room that made the trouble. Because it
-wasn't, you know. I 'd felt something of the kind coming on before
-lunch. Jakes says that running up stairs may have done it--thing I 'm
-always forgetting I mustn't do. A chap can't always be thinking of his
-in'ards, can he?"
-
-"No," agreed Margaret.
-
-She recognized a certain tone of politeness, of civil constraint, in his
-manner of speaking. He was doing his best to be trivial and ordinary,
-but she could not be deceived.
-
-"It was rotten, though," he went on quickly. "That brute Van Zyl--look
-here! I 'm most fearfully sorry I wasn't able to put a stop to his
-talk, Miss Harding. It makes me sick to think of you being badgered by
-that fellow."
-
-"It didn't hurt me," said Margaret thoughtfully. "All that is nothing.
-But are n't we being rather civil, after all?"
-
-He made a slight grimace. He looked very frail against the pillows,
-with his nervous, sun-tanned hands fidgeting on the coverlet. One
-button of his pyjamas was loose at the throat, and let his lean neck be
-seen, with the tan stopping short where the collar came and giving place
-to white skin below.
-
-"Oh, well," he said, in feeble protest. "Why bother?"
-
-"I thought you 'd want to," replied Margaret. "I don't expect you
-to--to approve, but I did rely on your bothering about it all a little.
-But if you 'd rather not, that ends the matter."
-
-"I didn't mean it like that," he said.
-
-"Tell me," demanded Margaret; "don't you think I owe you an
-explanation?"
-
-He considered her gravely for some seconds.
-
-"Yes," he answered finally. "I think you ought to tell me about it."
-
-"I 'm willing to," she said earnestly. "Oh, I wanted to often and often
-before. But I had to be careful. This Kafir is in danger of arrest by
-Mr. Van Zyl, and though he could easily clear himself before a court,
-you know what it means for a native to be arrested by him. He 'takes
-the kick out of them.' So I was n't really free to speak."
-
-"Perhaps you weren't," granted Ford. "But you were free to keep away
-from him, and from niggers in general--were n't you?"
-
-"Quite," agreed Margaret. "It is n't niggers in general, though--it 's
-just this one."
-
-She leaned forward, with both elbows on the edge of the bed and her
-fingers intertwined. She felt that the color had mounted in her face,
-but she was sedulous to keep her eyes on his.
-
-"He 's a nigger--yes," she said; "black as your hat, and all that. But
-there 's a difference. This--nigger--I hate that word--was taken away
-when he was six years old and brought up in England. He was properly
-educated and he 's a doctor, a real doctor with diplomas and degrees,
-and he 's come out here to try and help his own people. As yet, he
-can't even speak Kafir, and he 's had a fearful time ever since he
-landed. Talking to him is just like talking to any one else. He 's read
-books and knows a bit about art, and all that; and he 's ever so humble
-and grateful for just a few words of talk. He 's out there in the veld,
-all day and all night, lonely and hunted. Of course I spoke to him and
-was as friendly as I could be. Don't you see, Mr. Ford? Don't you
-see?"
-
-He nodded impartially.
-
-"Yes, I see," he answered. "Well?"
-
-"Well, that's all," said Margaret. "Oh, yes--you mean the--the kiss?
-That was absolutely nothing. I used to make him talk and he 'd been
-telling me about how hard it was to make a start with his work, and how
-grateful he was to me for listening to him, and I said there was no need
-to be so grateful, and that it was a noble thing he had undertaken and
-that--yes--that I 'd always be proud I 'd been a friend of his. I held
-out my hand as I was saying this, and instead of shaking it, he kissed
-it."
-
-"That was what the blackmailer saw, was it?" asked Ford. Margaret
-nodded. "By the way, who paid him?"
-
-"_He_ did," Margaret answered. "I wouldn't have paid a penny. He
-insisted on paying."
-
-She was watching him anxiously. He was frowning in deep thought. She
-felt her heart beat more rapidly as he remained for a time without
-answering.
-
-"It was worth paying for, if the fellow had kept faith," he said at
-last. "The whole thing 's in that--you don't know what such a secret is
-worth. It 's the one thing that binds people together out here, Dutch
-and English, colonials and Transvaalers and all the rest--the color
-line. But you didn't know."
-
-"Oh, yes," Margaret made haste to correct him. "I did know. But I
-didn't care and I don't care now. I 'm not going to take that kind of
-thing into account at all. I won't be bullied by any amount of
-prejudices."
-
-"It isn't prejudice," said Ford wearily. "Still--we can't go into all
-that. I 'm glad you explained to me, though."
-
-"You 're wondering still about something," Margaret said. She could
-read the doubt and hesitation that he strove to hide from her. "Do let
-'s have the whole thing out. What is it?"
-
-He had half-closed his eyes but now he opened them and surveyed her
-keenly.
-
-"You 've told me how reasonable the whole thing was," he said, in
-deliberate tones. "It was reasonable. That part of it 's as right as it
-can be. I understand the picturesqueness of it all and the sadness; it
-is a sad business. I could understand your connection with it, too, in
-spite of the man's hiding from the police, if only he wasn't a nigger.
-Beg pardon--a negro."
-
-Margaret was following his words intently.
-
-"What has that got to do with it?" she asked.
-
-"You don't see it?" inquired Ford. "Didn't you find it rather awful,
-being alone with him? Didn't it make you creepy when he touched your
-hand?"
-
-He was curious about it, apart from her share in the matter. He was
-interested in the impersonal aspect of the question as well.
-
-"I didn't like his face, at first," admitted Margaret.
-
-"And afterwards?"
-
-"Afterwards I didn't mind it," she replied. "I 'd got used to it, you
-see."
-
-He nodded. Upon her answer he had dropped his eyes and was no longer
-looking at her.
-
-"Well, that 's all," he said. "Don't trouble about it any more. You
-'ve explained and--if you care to know--I 'm quite satisfied."
-
-Margaret sat slowly upright.
-
-"No, you 're not," she answered. "That isn't true; you 're not
-satisfied. You 're disappointed that I did n't shrink from him and feel
-nervous of him. You are--you are! I 'm not as good as you thought I
-was, and you're disappointed. Why don't you say so? What's the use of
-pretending like this?"
-
-Ford wriggled between the sheets irritably.
-
-"You 're making a row," he said. "They 'll hear you downstairs."
-
-Margaret had risen and was standing by her chair.
-
-"I don't care," she said, lowering her voice at the same time. "But why
-are n't you honest with me? You say you 're satisfied and all the time
-you 're thinking: 'A nigger is as good as a white man to her.'"
-
-"I 'm not," protested Ford vigorously.
-
-"I _did n't_ shrink," said Margaret. "My flesh didn't crawl once. When
-I shake his hand, it feels just the same as yours. That disgusts you--I
-know. There 's something wanting in me that you thought was there. Mrs.
-Jakes has got it; her flesh can crawl like a caterpillar; but I have
-n't. You did n't know that when you asked me not to go away, did you?"
-
-"Sit down," begged Ford. "Sit down and let me ask you again."
-
-"No," said Margaret. "You shan't overlook things like that. I 'm
-going--going away from here as soon as I can. I 'm not ashamed and I
-won't be indulged."
-
-She walked towards the door. There was a need to get away before the
-tears that made her eyes smart should overflow and expose themselves.
-
-"Come back," cried Ford. "I say--give a fellow a chance. Come back. I
-want to say something."
-
-She would not answer him without facing him, even though it revealed the
-tears.
-
-"I 'm not coming," she replied, and went out.
-
-She had fulfilled her purpose; they had all had their cut at her, save
-Dr. Jakes, who would not take his turn, and Mrs. Jakes, to whom that
-privilege was not due. Only one of them had swung the whip effectually
-and left a wheal whose smart endured.
-
-Mrs. Jakes did not count on being left out of the festival. Her rod was
-in pickle. She was on hand when the girl came out of her room, serene
-again and ready to meet any number of Mrs. Jakeses.
-
-"Oh, Miss Harding."
-
-Mrs. Jakes arrested her, glancing about to see that the corridor was
-empty.
-
-"The doctor wishes me to tell you," said Mrs. Jakes, aiming her words at
-the girl's high tranquillity, "that he considers you had better make
-arrangements to remove to some other establishment. You understand, of
-course?"
-
-"Of course," agreed Margaret.
-
-"A month's notice, then," said Mrs. Jakes smoothly. "That is usual. But
-if it should be convenient for you to go before, the doctor will be
-happy to meet you."
-
-"Very good of the doctor," smiled Margaret, and walked on, her skirts
-rustling.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XVI*
-
-
-Voices below the window of her room that alternated briskly and yet
-guardedly, drew Margaret to look out. On the stoep beneath her, Fat
-Mary was exchanging badinage of the most elementary character with a
-dusty trooper of the Mounted Police, who stood on the ground under the
-railing with his bridle looped over his arm and his horse awaiting his
-pleasure at his elbow. Seen from above, the main feature of Fat Mary
-was her red-and-yellow headkerchief tied tightly over her large and
-globular skull, presenting the appearance of a strikingly-colored bubble
-at the summit of her person.
-
-"You savvy tickle?" the trooper was saying. "By'-mby I come up there
-and tickle you. You like that plenty."
-
-Fat Mary giggled richly. "You lie," she returned, with immense
-enjoyment.
-
-"Tickle do you good," rejoined the trooper.
-
-He was a tall lathy man, with the face of a tired Punchinello, all nose
-and chin with a thin fastidious mouth hidden between. His eyes wandered
-restlessly while he talked as though in search of better matter for his
-interest; and he chaffed the stout Kafir woman with a mechanical ease
-suggesting that this was a trick he had practised till it performed
-itself. The tight-fitting blue uniform, in spite of the dust that was
-thick upon it, and all his accoutrement of a horseman, lent a dandified
-touch to his negligent attitude; and he looked like--what he probably
-was--one of those gentlemen of sporting proclivities in whom the process
-of decay is arrested by the preservative discipline and toil of service
-in a Colonial force.
-
-Margaret, examining him unseen from above, with hatpins in her hands,
-found his miserable and well-bred face at once repellent and distantly
-terrible; he seemed to typify so completely what she had learned to fear
-in the police, a humanity at once weak and implacable. His spurs, his
-revolver, his authority were means of inflicting pain given into feeble
-hands to supply the place of power. Within a few days she had come to
-know the dread which the street-hawker in the gutter feels for the
-policeman on the pavement who can destroy him when he chooses. It did
-not call for much imagination to see how dreadful the bored perfunctory
-man below might become when once he had fastened on his quarry and had
-it to himself to exercise upon it the arts of which the revolver and the
-rest were the appliances.
-
-His presence under her window was a sign that the search for Kamis'
-hiding-place was still going forward. At any hour of the day now the
-inmates of the Sanatorium might lift up their eyes to see the unusual
-phenomenon of a human being sharing with them the solitude and the
-silence. Van Zyl had high hopes of laying his hands on the mysterious
-Kafir who had committed the crime of being incomprehensible to nervous
-kraals, whose occupants had a way of shaking off wonder and alarm by
-taking exercise with their weapons among the cattle of their neighbors.
-The Sanatorium, under his orders, was being watched for any indications
-of messages passing between Margaret and the Kafir, and the dusty, armed
-men came and went continually, a succession of drilled shoulders,
-tanned, unconcerned faces, and expressionless eyes puckered against the
-sun's stare.
-
-Their chief effect was to keep Margaret in a state of anxious fear lest
-their search should be successful, and she should be a witness of their
-return, riding past at the walk with a handcuffed figure trudging
-helplessly before them. She saw in painful dreams the dust that rose
-about them cloudily and the prisoner's bowed back as he labored to
-maintain the pace. The worst of the dreams followed their progress to a
-moment when the man on foot flagged, or perhaps fell, and one of the
-riders pressed forward with a foot disengaged from its stirrup and the
-spur lifted to rowel him to livelier efforts. Such was the fruit of Van
-Zyl's pregnant word when he spoke of prisoners who had had "the kick
-taken out of them."
-
-She had had no opportunity of seeing Paul, to send through him a warning
-message to Kamis, since her interview with Van Zyl; but on this day she
-had glimpsed him from the stoep, as he moved about among the farm
-buildings, and she lost no time in preparing to go to him. She was
-putting on her hat as she watched the trooper and Fat Mary.
-
-The couple of them were still at work upon their flirtation when she
-came out of the Sanatorium and descended the steps. The man's wandering
-eyes settled on her at once with grateful interest, and followed her as
-she went across to the path at a pace suited to the ardor of the sun.
-His Punchinello features brightened almost hopefully.
-
-Fat Mary, observing the direction of his gaze, giggled afresh and gave
-information in a whisper.
-
-"What--her? That lady there?"
-
-Fat Mary nodded corroboratively. The trooper swore softly in mere
-amazement.
-
-"You're sure that's her?" he demanded. "Well, I 'm--"
-
-He stared at Margaret's receding back with a frown of perplexity, then
-drew the reins over his horse's head and prepared to mount.
-
-"You go now?" asked Fat Mary, disappointed at the effect of her news.
-
-"You bet," was the answer, as he swung up into the saddle and moved his
-horse on.
-
-Margaret turned as the sound of hoofs padding on the dust approached
-from behind and was met by a salute and bold avaricious eyes above the
-drooping beak. He reined up beside her, looking down from the height of
-his saddle at her.
-
-"Miss Harding, isn't it?" he said. "May I ask where you 're goin'?"
-
-There was jocular invitation in his manner of saying it, the gallantry
-of a man who despises women.
-
-"I 'm going to the farm, there," Margaret answered. The unexpected
-encounter had made her nervous, and she found herself ill at ease under
-his regard. "Why?"
-
-"Because I 'll ask you for the pleasure of accompanyin' you so far, if
-you don't mind," he returned. "I want a look at the happy man you 're
-goin' to see. Hope you don't object?"
-
-"I can't stop you," replied Margaret. "You will do as you please, of
-course."
-
-She turned and walked on, careful not to hurry her steps. The trooper
-rode at her side, and though she did not look up, she felt his eyes
-resting on her profile as they went.
-
-"Bit slow, livin' out here, Miss Harding," he remarked, after they had
-gone for a minute or so in silence. "Not what you 've been use to, I
-imagine. Found yourself rather short of men, didn't you?"
-
-"No," replied Margaret thoughtfully; "no."
-
-"Oh, come now." The mounted man laughed thinly, failing utterly to get
-his tolerant and good-natured effect. "If you 'd had a supply of decent
-chaps to do the right thing by a girl as pretty as you--admire you, an'
-flirt, and all that, I mean--you wouldn't have fallen back on this
-nigger we 're lookin' for, would you, now?"
-
-This was what it meant, then, to have one's name linked with that of a
-Kafir. She was anybody's game; not the lowest need look upon her as
-inaccessible. She had to put a restraint upon herself to keep from
-quickening her pace, from breaking into a run and fleeing desperately
-from the man whose gaze never left her. Its persistence, though she was
-aware of it without seeing it, was an oppression; she imagined she could
-detect the taint of his breath blowing hot upon her as she walked.
-
-He saw the flush that rose in her cheek, and laughed again.
-
-"You needn't answer," he said. "I can see for myself I 'm right. Lord,
-whenever was I wrong when it came to spottin' a girl's feelings? Say,
-Miss Harding--did n't I hit it first shot? Of course I did. Of course I
-did," he repeated two or three times, congratulating himself. "Trust
-me.
-
-"I say," he began again presently. "This little meetin'--I hope it 's
-not goin' to be the last. I expect you 've learnt by now that niggers
-have their drawbacks, and it is n't a safe game for you to play. People
-simply won't stand it, you know. Now, what you want is a friend who 'll
-stand by you and show you how to make the row blow over. With savvy and
-a touch of tact, it can be done. Now, Miss Harding--I don't know your
-Christian name, but I fancy we could understand each other if you 'd
-only look up and smile."
-
-The farm was not far now. Paul had seen them coming and was standing at
-gaze to watch them approach, with that appearance of absorbed interest
-which almost anything could bring out. Soon he must see, he could not
-fail to see, that she was in distress and needing aid, and then he would
-come forward to meet them.
-
-"No?" the trooper inquired, cajolingly. "Come now--one smile. No?
-No?"
-
-He waited for an answer.
-
-"I wouldn't try the haughty style," he said then. "Lord, no. You
-wouldn't find it pay. After the nigger business, haughtiness is off.
-What I 'm offering you is more than most chaps would offer; it isn't
-everybody 'll put on a nigger's boots, not by a long sight. Now, we
-don't want to be nasty about it, do we? One smile, or just a word to
-say we understand each other, and it 'll be all right."
-
-It was insupportable, but now Paul was coming towards them, shyly and
-not very fast.
-
-"Who 's this kid?" demanded the trooper. "Quick, now, before he 's
-here. Look up, or he 'll smell a rat."
-
-Margaret raised her eyes to his slowly, cold fear and disgust mingling
-in her mind. He met her with a smile in which relief was the salient
-character.
-
-"When Mr. Van Zyl hears how you have insulted me," she began trembling.
-
-"Eh?" He stared at her suspiciously. "Van Zyl?" He seemed suddenly
-enlightened. "I say, I could n't tell you 'd--you 'd made your
-arrangements. Could I, now? I would n't have dreamed--look here, Miss
-Harding; I 'm awfully sorry. Couldn't we agree to forget all this? You
-can't blame a chap for trying his luck."
-
-She did not entirely understand; she merely knew that what he said must
-be monstrous. No clean thing could issue from that hungry, fastidious
-mouth. She walked on, leaving him halted and staring after her,
-perturbed and apprehensive. His patient horse stood motionless with
-stretched neck; he sat in the saddle erect as to the body, with the easy
-secure seat which drill had made natural to him, but with the
-Punchinello face drooped forward, watching her as she went. He saw her
-meet Paul, saw the pair of them glance towards him and then turn their
-backs and walk down to the farm together. Pain, defeat and patience
-expressed themselves in his countenance, as in that of an ignoble
-Prometheus. Presently he pulled up the docile horse's head with a jerk
-of the bridoon.
-
-"My luck," he said aloud, and swung his horse about.
-
-Paul had not time to question Margaret as to her trouble, for she spoke
-before he could frame his slow words.
-
-"Paul," she cried, "I want to speak to you. But--oh, can I sit down
-somewhere? I feel--I feel--I must sit down."
-
-She looked over her shoulder nervously, and Paul's glance followed.
-
-"Is it him?" he inquired. "Sit here. I 'll go to him."
-
-"No," she said vehemently. "Don't. You mustn't. Let 's go to your
-house. I want to sit down indoors."
-
-Her senses were jangled; she felt a need of relief from the empty
-immensity of sun and earth that surrounded her.
-
-"Come on," said Paul. "We 'll go in."
-
-He did not offer her his arm; it was a trick he had yet to learn. He
-walked at her side between the kraals, and brought her to the little
-parlor which housed and was glorified by Mrs. du Preez's six rosewood
-chairs, upholstered in velvet, sofa to match, rosewood center-table and
-the other furniture of the shrine. He looked at her helplessly as she
-sank to a seat on the "sofa to match."
-
-"You want some water," he said, with an inspiration, and vanished.
-
-Margaret had time somewhat to recover herself before he returned with
-his mother and the water.
-
-Mrs. du Preez needed no explanations.
-
-"Now you 'll have a bit of respect for our sun, Miss Harding," she said,
-after a single, narrow-eyed look at the girl. "Hand that water here,
-Paul; you didn't bring it for show, did you? Well, then. And just you
-let me take off this hat, Miss Harding. Bond Street, I 'll bet a pound.
-They don't build for this sun in Bond Street. Now jus' let me wet this
-handkerchief and lay it on your forehead. Now, ain't that better?"
-
-She turned her head to drive a fierce whisper at Paul.
-
-"Get out o' this. Come in by an' by."
-
-"Thanks awfully." Margaret shivered as the dripping handkerchief
-pressed upon her brow let loose drops that gravitated to her neck and
-zigzagged under the collar of her blouse. "I 'm feeling much better
-now. I 'd rather sit up, really."
-
-"So long as you haven't got that tight feeling," conceded Mrs. du Preez.
-
-She stood off, watching the girl in a manner that expressed something
-striving within her mind.
-
-"All right now?" she asked, when Margaret had got rid of the wet
-handkerchief.
-
-"Quite," Margaret assured her. "Thanks ever so much."
-
-Mrs. du Preez arranged the glass and jug neatly upon the iron tray on
-which they had made their appearance.
-
-"Miss Harding," she said suddenly. "I know."
-
-"Oh? What do you know?" inquired Margaret.
-
-Mrs. du Preez glanced round to see that Paul had obeyed her.
-
-"I know all about it," she answered, with reassuring frowns and nods.
-"Your Fat Mary told my Christian Kafir and she told me. About--about
-Kamis; _you_ know."
-
-"I see."
-
-The story had the spreading quality of the plague; it was an infection
-that tainted every ear, it seemed.
-
-"You mean--you 'd like me to go?" suggested Margaret.
-
-"No! _No_! NO!"
-
-Mrs. du Preez brought both hands into play to aid her face in making the
-negatives emphatic. "Go? Why, if it was n't for the mercy of God I 'd
-be in the same box myself. I would--Me! I 've got nothing to come the
-heavy about, even if I was the sort that would do it. So now you know."
-
-"I don't understand," said Margaret. "Do you mean that you--?"
-
-"I mean," interrupted Mrs. du Preez, "that if it wasn't for that Kafir I
-'d ha' been hopping in hell before now; and if people only knew
-it--gosh! I 'd have to hide. I wanted to tell you so 's you should
-know there was some one that could n't throw any stones at you. You 're
-beginnin' to find things rather warm up there, aren't you?"
-
-Margaret smiled. The true kindness of Mrs. du Preez's intention moved
-her; charity in this quarter was the last thing she had expected to
-find.
-
-"A little warm," she agreed. "Everybody 's rather shocked just now, and
-Mrs. Jakes has given me notice to leave."
-
-"_Has_ she?" demanded Mrs. du Preez. "Well, I suppose it was to be
-expected. I 've known that woman now for more years than I could count
-on my fingers, and I 've always had my doubts of her. She 's no more
-got the spirit of a real lady than a cow has. That 's where it is, Miss
-Harding. She can't understand that a lady 's got to be trusted. For
-two pins I 'd tell her so, the old cross-eyed _skellpot_. So you 're
-going? Well, you won't be sorry."
-
-"But--how did you come across Kamis?" asked Margaret.
-
-"Oh, it 's a long story. I was clearin' out of here--doing a bolt, you
-know, an' I got into trouble with a feller that was with me. It was a
-feller named Bailey that was stoppin' here," explained Mrs. du Preez,
-who had not heard the whole history of Margaret's exposure. "He was
-after a bit of money I 'd got with me, and he was startin' in to kick me
-when up jumps that nigger and down goes Bailey. See?"
-
-Margaret saw only vaguely, but she nodded.
-
-"That 's Bailey," said Mrs. du Preez, drawing her attention to the Boy's
-photograph. "Christian warned me against smashing it when I wanted to.
-He 's got notions, Christian has. 'Leave it alone,' he says; 'we 're
-not afraid of it.' So of course I had to; but I 'd be more 'n a bit
-thankful if it was gone. I can't take any pleasure in the room with it
-there."
-
-"I could help you in that, perhaps," suggested Margaret. "You 've helped
-me. It was sweet of you to tell me what you did, the friendliest thing
-I ever knew."
-
-"I 'd rather you did n't speak about it to Christian," objected Mrs. du
-Preez.
-
-"I did n't mean to," Margaret assured her, rising.
-
-She crossed to the narrow mantel as though to look more particularly at
-Boy Bailey's features. She lifted the plush frame from its place.
-
-"There are people who would call this face handsome," she remarked.
-
-"Heaps," agreed Mrs. du Preez. "In his best days, he 'd got a
-style--Lord! Miss Harding."
-
-Margaret had let the photograph fall face-downwards on the edge of the
-fender and the crash of its glass cut Mrs. du Preez short. She stared
-at Margaret in astonishment as the girl put a foot on the picture and
-broke it.
-
-"Wasn't that clumsy of me?" she asked, smiling.
-
-"Well, of all the cheek," declared Mrs. du Preez, slowly. "I never
-guessed what you were after. But I don't know what Christian will say."
-
-"He can't mend it, anyhow," replied Margaret. "You did want it gone, did
-n't you?"
-
-"You bet," said Mrs. du Preez. "But--but that was a dodge. Here, let's
-make sure of it while we 're at it; those two pieces could be easily
-stuck together. I 'll stamp some of that smashed glass into it.
-Still--I should think, after this, you 'd be able to hold your own with
-Mrs. Jakes."
-
-She kicked the pieces of the now unrepairable photograph into a little
-heap.
-
-"I 'll leave it like that for Christian to see," she said. "But, look
-here. Didn't you want to speak to Paul? You 'll be wondering when I 'm
-goin' to give you a chance. I 'll just tap the drum for him."
-
-Paul's whistle from behind the house answered the first strokes and Mrs.
-du Preez, with an unusual delicacy, did not return to the parlor with
-him.
-
-"You 're all right now?" he asked, as he entered.
-
-"Oh, yes. That was nothing," said Margaret.
-
-Paul took his stand by the window, leaning with a shoulder against it,
-looking abstractedly at her face, and waiting to hear her speak.
-
-"Paul," asked Margaret, "do you know where Kamis is now?"
-
-"Yes," he said.
-
-"Do you see him? Can you speak to him for me?"
-
-"I don't see him much now," answered Paul. "That is because the
-policemen are riding about looking for him. But I can speak to him
-to-night."
-
-"He must take care not to be caught," said Margaret. "They 're very
-anxious to find him just now. You 've heard, Paul, that they 've found
-out about me and him?"
-
-"Ye-es," answered Paul. "I heard something."
-
-"It's true," said Margaret. "So I 've got to go away from here. They
-won't have me at the Sanatorium any longer and the police are watching
-to see if Kamis comes anywhere near me and to catch him if he does. You
-must warn him to keep right away, Paul. He mustn't send any messages,
-even."
-
-"I will tell him," said Paul. "But--you are going away? To England?"
-
-"Perhaps," replied Margaret. "I expect I shall have to now. They tell
-me that people won't let me live in South Africa any more. I 'm a sort
-of leper, and I must keep my distance from healthy people. So we shan't
-see each other again after a few more days. Are you sorry, Paul?"
-
-He reddened boyishly and fidgeted.
-
-"Oh, it is best for you to go," he answered, uncomfortably.
-
-"Paul! But why?"
-
-"It 's--it 's not your place," he said, facing the difficulty of putting
-an elusive thought into words. "This country--people don't know what 's
-good and what 's bad--and there isn't enough people. Not like London.
-You should go to London again. Kamis was telling me--theaters and
-streets and pictures to see, and people everywhere. He says one end of
-London is just like you and the other end is like that Bailey. That is
-where you should go--London, not here. I will go to London soon, too."
-
-"I see," said Margaret. "I was afraid at first that you were sick of me
-too, Paul. I needn't have been afraid of that, need I? Wouldn't it be
-fine if we could meet in London?"
-
-"We can," said Paul seriously. "I have got a hundred and three pounds,
-and I will go."
-
-"That's a good deal," said Margaret.
-
-"It's a lot," he agreed. "My father gave it to me the other day, all
-tied up tight in a little dirty bundle, and there was my mother's
-marriage lines in it too. He said he didn't mean me to have those but
-the money was for me. It was on the table in the morning and he rolled
-it over to me and said: 'Here, Paul. Take this and don't bring any more
-of your tramps in the house.' That was because I brought that Bailey
-here, you know. So now--soon--I will go to London and Paris and make
-models there. Kamis says--"
-
-"What?" asked Margaret.
-
-"He says I will think my eyes have gone mad at first when I see London.
-He says that coming to Waterloo Station will be like dying and waking in
-another world. But he says too--blessed are the pure in heart, for they
-will see God even in Waterloo Station."
-
-"He ought to go back himself," said Margaret, with conviction. "He 's
-wasted here."
-
-"Will you see him before you go?" asked Paul.
-
-"No," said Margaret. "No; I daren't. Tell him, Paul, please, that I 'd
-like to see him ever so much, but that it 's too dangerous. Say I wish
-him well with all my heart, and that I hope most earnestly that he won't
-let himself be caught."
-
-"He won't," said Paul, with confidence. "But I 'll tell him."
-
-"And say," continued Margaret--"say he 's not to feel sorry about what
-has happened to me. Tell him I 'm still proud that I was his friend,
-and that all this row is worth it. Can you remember all that?"
-
-Paul nodded. "I can remember," he assured her. "It is--it is so fine to
-hear, for me, too. I won't forget anything."
-
-"Please don't, if you can help it. I want him to have that message,"
-said Margaret. "And now, Paul, I 'll have to say good-by to you,
-because I shan't come here again."
-
-Paul stood upright as she rose. His slow smile was very friendly.
-
-"It doesn't matter," he said. "You are going to London, and soon I
-shall see you there."
-
-"I wonder," she said, giving him her hand. "I 'll write you my address
-and send it you before I leave, Paul."
-
-"I should find you anyhow," he assured her confidently.
-
-Mrs. du Preez, also, had to be taken leave of, and shed a tear or so at
-the last. In her, a strong emotion found a safety valve in ferocity.
-
-"As for that Jakes woman," she said, in conclusion, "you tell her from
-me, Miss Harding--from _me_, mind,--that it wouldn't cost me any pain to
-hand her a slap acrost the mug."
-
-Margaret went homeward through the late light dreamily. Far away,
-blurred by the sun's horizontal rays, the figure of the trooper occupied
-the empty distance, no larger than an ant against the flushed sky. Peace
-and melancholy were in the mood of the hour, a cue to lead her thoughts
-towards sadness. It caused her to realize that she would not leave it
-all without a sense of loss. She would miss its immensity, its effect
-of setting one at large on an earth without trimmings under a heaven
-without clouds, to make the most of one's own humanity. It would be a
-thing she had known in part, but which henceforth she would never know
-even as she herself was known. She could never now find the word that
-expressed its wonder and its appeal.
-
-Mr. Samson was on the stoep as she went up the steps to enter the
-Sanatorium. He put down his paper and toddled forward to open the door
-for her, anxiously punctilious.
-
-"Ford was down for tea," he said. "Askin' for you, he was."
-
-"Oh, was he?" replied Margaret inanely, and went in.
-
-
-At supper that evening in the farmhouse kitchen, Christian du Preez,
-glancing up from the food which occupied him, observed by a certain
-frowning deliberation on Paul's face, that his son was about to deliver
-himself in speech.
-
-"Well, what is it, Paul?" he inquired encouragingly.
-
-Paul looked up with a faint surprise at having his purpose thus
-forecasted.
-
-"That money," he said doubtfully.
-
-"Oh." The Boer glanced uneasily at his wife, who laid down her knife
-and fork and began to listen with startled interest.
-
-"That 's all right," said Christian. "Do what you like with it. Go to
-the dorp and spend it; it 's yours. Now eat your supper."
-
-"I am going to London," said Paul then, seriously, and having got it off
-his mind, said, heard and done with, he resumed his meal with an
-appetite.
-
-"London," echoed the Boer. "London?" exclaimed Mrs. du Preez.
-
-"Yes," said Paul. "To make models. Here there is nobody to see them."
-
-"He is gone mad," said the Boer with conviction. "He has been queer for
-a long time and now he is mad. Paul, you are mad."
-
-"Am I?" asked Paul respectfully, and continued to eat.
-
-His father and mother had much to say, agitatedly, angrily,
-persuasively, but people were always saying things to him that had no
-real meaning. It was ridiculous, for instance, that the Boer should
-call him a dumb fool because at the close of a lecture he should ask for
-more coffee. He wasn't dumb and didn't believe he was a fool. People
-were n't fools because they went to London; on the contrary, they had to
-be rather clever and enterprising to get there at all. And at the back
-of his mind dwelt the thing he could not hope to convey and did not
-attempt to--a sense he had, which warmed and uplifted him, of nearing a
-goal after doubt and difficulty, the Pisgah exaltation and tenderness,
-the confidence that to him and to the work which his hands should
-perform, Canaan was reserved, virgin and welcoming. It was a strength
-he had in secret, and the Boer knew himself baffled when after an hour
-of exhortation to be sane and explanatory and obedient and
-comprehensible, he looked up and said, very thoughtfully:
-
-"In London, people pay a shilling to look at clays, father."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XVII*
-
-
-Ford's return to normal existence coincided with the arrival of
-mail-morning, when the breakfast menu was varied by home letters heaped
-upon the plates. Mrs. Jakes had one of her own this morning and was
-very conscious of it, affecting to find her correspondent's caligraphy
-hard to read. Old Mr. Samson had his usual pile and greeted him from
-behind a litter of torn wrappers and envelopes.
-
-"Hullo, Ford," he cried, "up on your pins, again? Feelin' pretty
-bobbish--what?"
-
-"Nice way you 've got of putting it," replied Ford, taking his seat
-before the three letters on his plate. "I 'm all right, though. You
-seem fairly well supplied with reading-matter this morning."
-
-"The usual, the usual," said Mr. Samson airily. "People gone to the
-country; got time to write, don't you know. Here 's a feller tells me
-that the foxes down his way are simply rotten with mange."
-
-"Awful," said Ford, glancing at the first of his own letters. "And here
-'s a feller tells _me_ that he 's sent in the enclosed account nine
-times and must press for a cheque without delay. What 's the country
-coming to? Eh?"
-
-"You be blowed," retorted Mr. Samson, and fell again to his reading.
-
-From behind the urn Mrs. Jakes made noises indicative of lady-like
-exasperation.
-
-"The way some people write, you 'd never believe they 'd been educated
-and finished regardless of expense," she declared. "There 's a word
-here--she 's telling me about a lady I used to know in Town--and whether
-she suffers from her children (though I never knew she was married) or
-from a chaplain, I can't make out. Can you see what it is, Mr. Ford?
-There, where I 'm pointing?"
-
-"Oh, yes," said Ford. "It 's worse than you think, Mrs. Jakes. It 's
-chilblains."
-
-"O-oh." Mrs. Jakes was enlightened. "Why, of course. I remember now.
-Even when she was a girl at school, she used to suffer dreadfully from
-them. I thought she couldn't have been married, with such feet. But is
-n't it a dreadful way to write?"
-
-She would have indulged them with further information regarding the lady
-who suffered, but Margaret's entrance drove her back behind the
-breastwork of the urn. She distrusted her own correctness when the
-girl's eyes were on her, and her sure belief that Margaret had revealed
-herself as anything but correct by every standard which Mrs. Jakes could
-apply, failed to reassure her.
-
-"Good morning, Miss Harding," she said frostily. "You will take coffee?"
-
-"Good morning," replied Margaret, passing to her place at the table.
-"Yes, it is lovely."
-
-"Er--the coffee?" asked Mrs. Jakes, suspicious and uncomprehending.
-
-"Oh, coffee. Yes, please," said Margaret. "I thought you said
-something about the weather."
-
-Ford grinned at the letter he was reading and greeted her quietly.
-
-"Glad you 're better," she replied, not returning his smile, and turned
-at once to the letters which awaited her.
-
-He was watching her while she sorted them, examining first the envelopes
-for indications of what they held. One seemed to puzzle her, and she
-took it up to decipher the postmark. Then she set it down and opened
-the fattest of all, a worthy, linen-enveloped affair, containing a
-couple of typewritten sheets as well as a short letter. She read it
-perfunctorily and looked through the business-like typescripts
-impatiently, folded them all up again and tucked them back into the
-linen envelope. Then followed the others, and the one with the smudged
-postmark last of all. She scrutinized the outside of this again before
-she opened it; it was not an English letter, but one from some
-unidentifiable postal district in South Africa. At last she opened it,
-and drew out the dashing black scrawl which it harbored. A glance at
-the end of the letter seemed to leave her in the dark, and Ford saw her
-delicate brows knit as she began to read.
-
-He found himself becoming absorbed in the mere contemplation of her. He
-was aware of a character in her presence at once familiar to him by long
-study and intangible; it had the quality of bloom, that a touch
-destroys. She had hair that coiled upon her head and left its shape
-discernible, and beneath it a certain breadth and frankness of brow upon
-which the eyebrows were etched marvelously. She was like a lantern
-which softens and tempers the impetuous flame within it, and turns its
-ardor into radiance. The Kafir and the shame and the imprudence of that
-affair did not suffice to darken that light; at the most, they could but
-cause it to waver and make strange shadows for a moment, like the candle
-one carries, behind a guarding hand, through a windy corridor. It did
-not cool the strong flame that was the heart of the combination.
-
-Suddenly Margaret laid the letter down. She put it back on her plate
-with an abrupt gesture and he noted that she had gone pale, and that her
-mouth was wry as though with a bitter taste. She even withdrew her
-fingers from the sheet with exactly the movement of one who has by
-accident set his hand on some unexpected piece of foulness.
-
-She went on with her breakfast quietly enough, but she did not look at
-her letters again. They were perhaps the first letters in years to come
-to the Sanatorium and be dismissed with a single perusal.
-
-"Fog in London," said Mr. Samson, suddenly. "Feller writes as though it
-was the plague. _He_ does n't know what it is to have too much bally
-sun."
-
-The glare that shone through the window returned his glance unwinking.
-
-"Fog?" responded Mrs. Jakes, alertly. "That is bad. Such dreadful
-things happen in fogs. I remember a lady at Home, who was divorced
-afterwards, who lost her way in a fog and didn't get home for two days,
-and even then she had somebody else's umbrella and could no more
-remember where she 'd got it than fly. And she was so confused and
-upset that all she could say to her husband was: 'Ed,'--his name was
-Edwin--'Ed, did you remember to have your hair cut?'"
-
-"Had he remembered?" demanded Mr. Samson.
-
-"I think not," replied Mrs. Jakes. "What with the worry, and the things
-the servant said, I don't believe he 'd thought of it. He always did
-wear it rather long."
-
-"Think of that," said Mr. Samson, with solemn surprise.
-
-Margaret finished her breakfast in silence and then gathered up her
-letters. Ford thought that as she picked up the sheet which had
-distressed her, she glanced involuntarily at him. But the look conveyed
-nothing and she departed in silence. He was careful not to follow her
-too soon.
-
-It was not difficult to find her. For some two hours after breakfast
-was over, the only part of the Sanatorium which it was possible to
-inhabit with comfort was the stoep. The other rooms were given over to
-Fat Mary and her colleagues for the daily ceremony known as "doing the
-rooms," a festival involving excursions and alarms, skylarking,
-breakages and fights. To seek seclusion in the drawing-room, for
-example, was to be subjected to a cinematograph impression of surprised
-and shocked black faces peering round the door and vanishing, to
-scuffling noises on the mat and finally to hints from Mrs. Jakes
-herself: "_Would_ you mind the girls just sweeping round your feet? They
-'re rather behindhand this morning."
-
-Margaret had betaken herself and her chair to the extreme end of the
-stoep, beyond the radius of Ford's art and Mr. Samson's meditations.
-Her letters were in her lap, but she was not looking at them. She was
-gazing straight before her at the emptiness which stretched out
-endlessly, affording no perch for the eye to rest on, an everlasting
-enigma to baffle sore minds.
-
-Ford was innocent of stratagem in his manner of approach.
-
-"I say," he said, and she looked up listlessly. "I say--I 'm sorry.
-Can't we make it up?"
-
-"All right," she answered.
-
-He looked at her closely.
-
-"But is it all right?" he persisted. "You 're hurt about something; I
-can see you are; so it 's not all right yet. Look here, Miss Harding:
-you were wrong about what I was thinking."
-
-"Oh no." Margaret shifted in her chair with a tired impatience. "I
-wasn't wrong," she answered. "I could see; and I think you should n't
-go back on it now. The least you can do is stand by your beliefs. You
-won't find yourself alone. I had a letter from some one this morning
-who would back you up to the last drop of his blood, I 'm sure."
-
-"Who 's that?"
-
-"I don't know," she answered. "It 's my first anonymous letter.
-Somebody has heard about me and therefore writes. He thinks just as you
-do. Would you like to see it?"
-
-She handed him the bold, crowded scrawl and sat back while he leaned on
-the rail to read it.
-
-At the second sentence in the letter he looked up sharply and restrained
-an ejaculation. She was not looking at him, but a tinge of pink had
-risen in her quiet face.
-
-It was an anonymous letter of the most villainous kind. Something like
-horror possessed him as he realized that her grave eyes had perused its
-gleeful and elaborate offense. The abominable thing was a vileness
-fished from the pit of a serious and blackguard mind. It had the
-baseness of ordure, and a sort of frivolity that transcended commonplace
-evil.
-
-"I say," he cried, before the end of the ingenious thing was reached.
-"You have n't read this through?"
-
-"Not quite," she answered.
-
-"I--I should think not."
-
-With quick nervous jerks of his fingers which betrayed the hot anger he
-felt, he tore the letter into strips and the strips again into smaller
-fragments, and strewed them forth upon the stiff dead shrubs below.
-
-"It's getting about, you see," said Margaret, with a sigh. "I suppose,
-before I manage to get away, I shall be accustomed to things of that
-kind."
-
-"But this is awful," cried Ford. "I can't bear this. You, of all
-people, to have to go through all that this means and threatens--it 's
-awful. Miss Harding, let me apologize, let me grovel, let me do
-anything that 'll give you the feeling that I 'm with you in this. You
-can't face it alone--you simply can't. I'm sorry enough to--to kick
-myself. Can't you let me stand in with you?"
-
-He stopped helplessly before Margaret's languid calm. She was not in
-the least stirred by his appeal. She lay back in her chair listlessly,
-and only withdrew her eyes from the veld to look at him as he ceased to
-speak.
-
-"Oh, it doesn't matter," she said indifferently. "It's a silly business.
-Don't worry about it, please."
-
-"But--" began Ford, and stopped. "You mean--you won't have me with you,
-anyhow?" he asked. "What you thought I thought, upstairs--you can't
-forget that? Is that it?"
-
-She smiled slowly, and he stared at her in dismay. Nothing could have
-expressed so clearly as that faint smile her immunity from the passion
-that stirred in him.
-
-"Perhaps it 's that," she answered, always in the same indifferent, low
-voice. "I 'm not thinking more about it than I can help."
-
-"I didn't think any harm of you," Ford protested earnestly, leaning
-forward from his perch on the rail and striving to compel her to look at
-him. "We 've been good friends, and you might have trusted me not to
-think evil of you. I simply didn't understand--nothing else. You can't
-seriously be offended because you imagined that I was thinking certain
-thoughts. It isn't fair."
-
-"I 'm not offended," she answered.
-
-"Hurt, then," he substituted. "Anything you please."
-
-He stepped down from his seat and walked a few paces away, with his
-hands deeply sunk in his pockets, and then walked back again.
-
-"I say," he said abruptly; "it 's a question of what I think of you, it
-seems. Let me tell you what I do think."
-
-Margaret turned her face towards him. He was frowning heavily, with an
-appearance of injury and annoyance. He spoke in curt jets.
-
-"It 's only since I 've known you that I 've really worried over being a
-lunger," he said. "The Army--I could stand that. But seeing you and
-talking to you, and knowing I 'd no right to say a word--no right to try
-and lead things that way, even, for your sake as much as mine--it 's
-been hard. Because--this is what I do think--it 's seemed to me that
-you were worth more than everything else. I 'd have given the world to
-tell you so, and ask you--well, you know what I mean."
-
-Margaret was not so steeped in sorrows but she could mark this evasion
-of a plain statement with amusement.
-
-Ford, staring at her intently, clicked with impatience.
-
-"Well, then," he said in the tone of one who is goaded to extreme
-lengths; "well then, Miss--er--Margaret--" he paused, seemingly struck
-by a pleasant flavor in the name as he spoke it--"Margaret," he
-repeated, less urgently; "I 'm hanged if I know how to say it, but--I
-love you."
-
-There was an appreciable interval while they remained gazing at each
-other, he breathless and discomposed, she grave and unresponding.
-
-"Do you?" she said at last. "But--"
-
-"I do," he urged. "On my soul, I do. Margaret, it 's true. I 've
-been--loving--you for a long time. I thought perhaps you might care a
-little, too, sometimes, and I 'd have told you if it was n't for this
-chest of mine. That 's what I meant when you said you were going away
-and I asked you to stay. I thought you understood then."
-
-"I did understand," she replied, and sat thoughtful.
-
-She wondered vaguely at the apathy that mastered her and would not
-suffer her to feel even a thrill. Some virtue had departed out of her
-and drawn with it the whole liveliness of her mind and spirit, so that
-what remained was mere deadness. She knew, in some subconscious and
-uninspiring manner, that Ford was what he had always been, with passion
-added to him; he was waiting in a tension of suspense for her to answer,
-with his thin face eager and glowing. It should have moved her with
-compassion and liking for the stubborn, faithful, upright soul she knew
-him to be. But the letter, the confident approaches of the Punchinello
-policeman, and even Mrs. Jakes' ill-restrained joy in bidding her leave
-the place, had been so many blows upon her function of susceptibility.
-The accumulation of them had a little stunned her, and she was not yet
-restored.
-
-Ford saw her lips hesitate before she spoke, and his heart beat more
-quickly.
-
-She looked up at him uncertainly and made a movement with her shoulders
-like a shrug.
-
-"Oh, I can't," she said suddenly. "No, I can't. It 's no use; you must
-leave me alone, please."
-
-His look of sheer amazement, of pain and bewilderment, returned to her
-later. It was as though he had been struck in the face by some one he
-counted on as a friend. He stood for an instant rooted.
-
-"Sorry," he said, then. "I might have seen I was worrying you. Sorry."
-
-His retreating feet sounded softly on the flags of the stoep, and she
-sank back in her chair, wondering wearily at the event and its
-inconsequent conclusion, with her eyes resting on the wide invitation of
-the veld.
-
-"Am I going to be ill?" was the thought that came to her relief. "Am I
-going to be ill? I 'm not really like this."
-
-The ordeal of lunch had to be faced; she could not eat, but still less
-could she face the prospect of Mrs. Jakes with a tray. Afterwards,
-there was the dreary labor of writing letters to go before her to
-England and make ready the way for her return. There would have to be
-explanations of some kind, and it was a sure thing that her explanations
-would fail to satisfy a number of people who would consider themselves
-entitled to comment on her movements. There would have to be some
-mystery about it, at the best. For the present, she could not screw
-herself up to the task of composing euphemisms. "Expect me home by the
-boat after next. I will tell you why when I see you"; that had to
-suffice for the legal uncle, his lawful wife, the philosophic aunt and
-all the rest.
-
-Then came tea and afterwards dinner; the day dragged like a sick snake.
-Dr. Jakes made mournful eyes at her and talked feverishly to cover his
-nervousness and compunction, and now and again he looked down the table
-at his wife and Mr. Samson with furtive malevolence. Afterwards, in the
-drawing-room, Mrs. Jakes, having made an inspection of the doctor,
-played the intermezzo from "Cavalleria Rusticana" five times, and Ford
-and Samson spent the evening over a chessboard. Margaret, on the couch,
-found herself coming to the surface of the present again and again from
-depths of heavy and turgid thought, to find the intermezzo still limping
-along and Mr. Samson still apostrophizing his men in an undertone ("Take
-his bally bishop, old girl; help yourself. No, come back--he 'll have
-you with that knight"). It was interminable, a pocket eternity.
-
-Then the view of the stairs sloping up to the dimness above and the cool
-air of the hall upon her neck and face, and the sourness of Mrs. Jakes
-trying to give her "good night" the intonation of an insult--these
-intruded abruptly upon her straying faculties, and she came a little
-dazed into the light of the candles in her own room, where her eyes fell
-first on the breadth of Fat Mary's back, as that handmaid stood at the
-window with the blind in her hand and peered forth into the dark. As
-she turned, Margaret gained an impression that the stout woman's
-interest in something below was interrupted by her entrance.
-
-Fat Mary had been another of Margaret's disappointments since the
-exposure. The Kafir woman's manner to her had undergone a notable
-change. There was no longer the touch of reverence and gentleness with
-which she had tended Margaret at first, which had made endearing all her
-huge incompetence and playfulness. There had succeeded to it a manner
-of familiarity which manifested itself chiefly in the roughness of her
-handling. Margaret was being called upon to pay the penalty which the
-African native exacts from the European who encroaches upon the
-aloofness of the colored peoples.
-
-Fat Mary grinned as Margaret came through the door.
-
-"Mo' stink," she observed, cheerfully, and pointed to the
-dressing-table.
-
-Margaret's eyes followed the big black finger to where a bunch of aloe
-plumes lay between the candles on the white cloth, brilliantly red. The
-sight of them startled the girl sharply. She went across and raised
-them.
-
-"Where did they come from?" she asked quickly.
-
-"That Kafir," grinned Fat Mary. "Missis's Kafir, he bring 'im."
-
-"What did he say? Did he give any message?"
-
-"No," replied Fat Mary. "Jus' stink-flowers, an' give me Scotchman."
-
-"Scotchman" is Kafir slang for a florin; it has for an origin a myth
-reflecting on the probity of a great race. But Margaret did not
-inquire; she was pondering a possible significance in this gift of
-bitter blooms.
-
-Fat Mary eyed her acutely while she stood in thought.
-
-"He say don't tell nobody," she remarked casually. "I say no fear--me!
-I don't tell. Missis like that Kafir plenty?"
-
-"Mary," said Margaret. "You can go now. I shan't want you."
-
-"All a-right," replied Fat Mary willingly, and took herself off
-forthwith. She had her own uses for a present of spare time at this
-season.
-
-Margaret put the red flowers down as the door closed behind Fat Mary,
-and set herself before the mirror. There was still that haze between
-her thoughts and the realities about her, a drifting cloudiness that
-sometimes obscured them all together, and sometimes broke and let
-matters appear.
-
-She noted in the mirror the strange, familiar specter of her own face,
-and saw that the hectic was strong and high on either cheek. Then the
-aloe plumes plucked at her thoughts, and the haze closed about her
-again, leaving her blind in a deep and aimless preoccupation in which
-her thoughts were no more than a pulse, repeating itself to no end.
-Ford's declaration and his manner of making it; the Punchinello
-countenance of the trooper, bestially insinuating; Mrs. Jakes eating
-soup at Mr. Samson;--these came and went in the dreadful arena of her
-mind and made a changing spectacle that baffled the march of the
-clock-hands.
-
-She did not know how long she had been sitting when a rattle at the
-window surprised her into looking up. She stared absently at the blind
-till it came again. It had the sound of some one throwing earth from
-below. She rose and went across and looked out.
-
-It had not touched her nerves at all; it was not the kind of thing which
-could frighten her. The window was raised at the bottom and she kneeled
-on the floor and put her head, cloudily haloed with her loose hair, out
-to the star-tempered dark.
-
-A whisper from below, where the whisperer stood invisible in the shadow
-at the foot of the wall, hailed her at once.
-
-"Miss Harding," it said. "Miss Harding. I 'm here, directly below
-you."
-
-She could see nothing.
-
-"Who is it?" she asked.
-
-"Hush." She had spoken in her ordinary tones. "Not so loud. It 's
-dangerous."
-
-"Who is it?" she asked again, subduing her voice.
-
-"Why--Kamis, of course." The answer came in a tone of surprise. "You
-expected me, did n't you? Your light was burning."
-
-"Expected you? No," said Margaret "I didn't expect you; you ought n't
-to have come."
-
-"But--" the voice was protesting; "my message. It was on the paper
-around the aloe plumes. I particularly told the fat Kafir woman to give
-you that, and she promised. If your light was burning, I 'd throw
-something up at your window, and if not, I 'd go away. That was it."
-
-The night breeze came in at the tail of his words with a dry rustling of
-the dead vines.
-
-"There was no paper," said Margaret.
-
-The Kafir below uttered an angry exclamation which she did not catch.
-
-"If only you don't mind," he said, then. "I got Paul's message from you
-and I had to try and see you."
-
-"Yes," said Margaret. She could not see him at all; under the lee of
-the house the night was black, though at a hundred paces off she could
-make out the lie of the ground in the starlight. His whispering voice
-was akin to the night.
-
-"Then you don't mind?" he urged.
-
-"I don't mind, of course," said Margaret. "But it 's too risky."
-
-Further along the stoep there was a dim warmish glow through the red
-curtains of the study and a leak of faint light under the closed front
-door. The house was loopholed for unfriendly eyes and ears. There was
-no security under that masked battery for their privacy. At any moment
-Mrs. Jakes might prick up her ears and stand intent and triumphant to
-hear their strained whispers in cautious interchange. Margaret shrank
-from the thought of it.
-
-"I only want a word," answered Kamis from the darkness. "I may not see
-you again. You won't let me drop without a word--after everything?"
-
-Margaret hesitated. "Some one may pick up that paper and read your
-message and watch to see what happens. I couldn't bear any more trouble
-about it."
-
-There was a pause.
-
-"No," agreed Kamis, then. "No--of course. I didn't think of that. I
-'ll say good-by now, then."
-
-Margaret strained to see him, but the night hid him securely.
-
-"Wait!" she called carefully. "I don't want you to go away like that;
-it 's simply that this is too risky." She paused. "I 'd better come
-down to you," she said.
-
-She could not tell what he answered, whether joy or demurral, for she
-drew her head in at once, and then opened the door and went out to the
-corridor.
-
-It was good to be doing something, and to have to do with one whose
-sympathies were not strained. She went lightly and noiselessly down the
-wide stairs, and recognized again, with a smile, the secret aspect of
-the hall in the dark hours. There was a thread of light under the door
-of Dr. Jakes' study, and within that locked room the dutiful small clock
-was still ticking off the moments as stolidly as though all moments were
-of the same value. The outer door was closed with a mighty lock and a
-great iron key, and opened with a clang that should have brought Dr.
-Jakes forth to inquire. But he did not come, and she went unopposed out
-to the stoep under the metallic rustle of its dead vines.
-
-She was going swiftly, with her velvet-shod feet, to that distant part
-of it which was under the broad light of her window, when the Kafir
-appeared before her so suddenly that she almost ran into him.
-
-"Oh." She uttered a little cry. "You startled me."
-
-"I 'm sorry," he answered.
-
-"You ought n't to be here," Margaret said, "because it 's dangerous.
-But I am glad to see you."
-
-"That 's good of you," he said. "I got Paul's message. I had to come.
-I had to see you once more, and besides, he said you were--in trouble.
-About me?"
-
-"Oh, yes," said Margaret. "No end of trouble, all about you. An
-anonymous letter, notice to quit, pity and smiles, two suitors, one with
-intentions which were strictly dishonorable, and so on. And the simple
-truth is, I don't care a bit."
-
-"Oh, Lord!" said the Kafir.
-
-They were standing close to the wall, immersed in its shadow and
-sheltered from the wind that sighed above them and beside them and made
-the vines vocal. Neither could see the other save as a shadowy presence.
-
-"I don't care," said Margaret, "and I refuse to bother about it. I 've
-got to go, of course, and I don't like the feeling of being kicked out.
-That rankles a little bit, when I relax the strain of being superior and
-amused at their littleness. But as for the rest, I don't care."
-
-"It's my fault," said the Kafir quietly. "It's all my fault. I knew
-all the time what the end of it would be; and I let it come. There 's
-something mean in a nigger, Miss Harding. I knew it was there well
-enough, and now it shows."
-
-"Don't," said Margaret.
-
-There fell a pause between them, and she could hear his breathing. She
-remembered the expression on Ford's face when he had questioned her as
-to whether she did not experience a repulsion at a Kafir's proximity to
-her, and tried now to find any such aversion in herself. They stood in
-an intimate nearness, so that she could not have moved from her place
-without touching him; but there was none. Whoever had it for a pedestal
-of well and truly laid local virtues, she had it not.
-
-"This is good-by, of course," said the Kafir, in his pleasant low tones.
-"I 'll never see you again, but I 'll never forget how good and
-beautiful you were to me. I must n't keep you out here, or there are a
-hundred things I want to say to you; but that 's the chief thing. I 'll
-never forgive myself for what has happened, but I 'll never forget."
-
-"There 's nothing you need blame yourself for," said Margaret eagerly.
-"It 's been worth while. It has, really. You 're somebody and you 're
-doing something great and real, while the people in here are just shams,
-like me. Oh," she cried softly; "if only there was something for me to
-_do_."
-
-"For you," repeated the Kafir. "You must be--what you are; not spoil it
-by doing things."
-
-"No," said Margaret. "No. That 's just chivalry and nonsense. I want
-something to do, something real. I want something that _costs_--I don't
-care what. Even this silly trouble I 'm in now is better than being a
-smiling goddess. I want--I want--"
-
-Her mind moved stiffly and she could not seize the word she needed.
-
-"It would be wasting you," Kamis was saying. "It would be throwing you
-away."
-
-"I want to suffer," she said suddenly. "Yes--that 's what I want. You
-suffer--don't you? That woman in Capetown will have to suffer;
-everybody who really does things suffers for it; and I want to."
-
-"Do you?" said Kamis, with a touch of awkwardness. "But--what woman in
-Capetown do you mean?"
-
-"Oh, you must have heard," said Margaret impatiently. "She married a
-Kafir; it 's been in the papers."
-
-"Yes," he said, "I remember now."
-
-"I told them all, in here, a long time ago, that in some city of the
-future there would be a monument to her, with the inscription: 'She felt
-the future in her bones.' But while she lives they 'll make her suffer;
-they 'll never forgive her. I wish I could have met her before I go."
-
-There was a brief pause. "Why?" asked Kamis then, in a low voice.
-
-"Why? Because she 'd understand, of course. I 'd like to talk to her
-and tell her about you. Don't you see?" Margaret laughed a little. "I
-could tell her about it as though it were all quite natural and
-ordinary, and she 'd understand."
-
-She heard the Kafir move but he did not reply at once.
-
-"Perhaps she would," he said. "However, you 're not going to meet her,
-so it does n't matter."
-
-"But," said Margaret, puzzled at the lack of responsiveness in his tone
-and words, "don't you think she was splendid? She must have known the
-price she would have to pay; but it didn't frighten her. Don't you
-think it was fine?"
-
-"Well," Kamis answered guardedly; "I suppose she knew what she was
-about."
-
-"Then," persisted Margaret, "you don't think it was fine?"
-
-She found his manner of speaking of the subject curiously reminiscent of
-Ford.
-
-Kamis uttered an embarrassed laugh. "Well," he said, "I 'm afraid I 'm
-not very sympathetic. I suppose I 've lived too long among white
-people; my proper instincts have been perverted. But the fact is, I
-think that woman was--wrong."
-
-"Oh," said Margaret. "Why?"
-
-"There isn't any why," he answered. "It 's a matter of feeling, you
-know; not of reason. Really, it amounts to--it 's absurd, of course,
-but it 's practically negrophobia. You can't bring a black man up as a
-white man and then expect him to be entirely free from white prejudices.
-Can you?"
-
-"But--" Margaret spoke in some bewilderment. "What's the use of being
-black," she demanded, "if you 've got all the snobbishness of the white?
-That 's the way Mr. Ford spoke about it. He said he could feel all that
-was fine in it, but he wouldn't speak to such a woman. I thought that
-was cruel."
-
-"Oh, I don't know," said Kamis.
-
-"Another time," said Margaret deliberately, "he asked me whether it
-didn't make my flesh creep to touch your hand."
-
-"He thought it ought to?"
-
-"Yes. But it doesn't," said Margaret. "How does your negrophobia face
-that fact? Doesn't it condemn me to the same shame as the woman in
-Capetown? Or does it make exceptions in the case of a particular
-negro?"
-
-"I said I did n't reason about it," replied Kamis. "I told you what I
-felt. You asked me and I told you."
-
-"I wish you hadn't," said Margaret. "I thought that you at any rate--"
-
-She broke off at a quick movement he made. A sudden sense came to her
-that they two were no longer alone, and, with a stiffening of alarm, she
-turned abruptly to see what had disturbed him. Even as she turned, she
-lifted her hand to her bosom with a premonition of imminent disaster.
-
-At the head of the steps that led down to the garden, and in the dim
-light of the half-open front door, a figure had appeared. It came
-deliberately towards them, with one hand lifted holding something.
-
-"Hands up, you boy!" it said. "Up, now, or I 'll--"
-
-By the door, the face was visible, the unhappy, greedy, Punchinello
-features that Margaret knew as those of the policeman. Its hard eyes
-rested on the pair of them over the raised revolver that threatened the
-Kafir.
-
-The driving mists returned to beat her back from the spectacle; she was
-helpless and weak. Warmth filled her throat, chokingly; an acrid taste
-was in her mouth. She took two groping steps forward and fell on the
-flags at the policeman's feet and lay there.
-
-From a window over their heads, there came the gurgle of Fat Mary's rich
-mirth.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XVIII*
-
-
-It was the scream of Mrs. Jakes that woke Ford, when, hearing
-unaccountable noises and attributing them to the doctor, she went to the
-hall and was startled to see in the doorway the figure of the Kafir,
-with his hands raised strangely over his head, as though he were
-suspended by the wrists from the arch, and behind him the shadowy
-policeman, with his revolver protruded forward into the light. She
-caught at her heart and screamed.
-
-Ford found himself awake, leaning up on one elbow, with the echo of her
-scream yet in his ears, and listening intently. He could not be certain
-what he had heard, for now the house was still again; and it might have
-been some mere incident of Jakes' transit from the study to his bed,
-into which it was better not to inquire. But some quality in the cry
-had conveyed to him, in the instant of his waking, an impression of
-sudden terror which he could not dismiss, and he continued to listen,
-frowning into the dark.
-
-His room was over the stoep, but at some distance from the front door,
-and for a while he heard nothing. Then, as his ears became attuned to
-the night's acoustics, he was aware that somewhere there were voices,
-the blurred and indistinguishable murmur of people talking. They were
-hardly audible at all; not a word transpired; he knew scarcely more than
-that the stillness of the night was infringed. His curiosity quickened,
-and to feed it there sounded the step of a booted foot that fell with a
-metallic clink, the unmistakable ring of a spur. Ford sat upright.
-
-A couple of moments later, some one spoke distinctly.
-
-"Keep those hands up," Ford heard, in a quick nasal tone; "or I 'll blow
-your head off."
-
-Ford thrust the bedclothes from his knees and got out of bed. He lifted
-the lower edge of the blind and leaned forth from the open window.
-Below him the stone stoep ran to right and left like a gray path, and a
-little way along it the light in the hall, issuing from the open door,
-cut across it and showed the head of the wide steps. Beyond the light,
-a group of dark figures were engaged with something. As he looked, the
-group began to move, and he saw that Mrs. Jakes came to the side of the
-door and stood back to give passage to four shuffling Kafirs bearing the
-stretcher which was part of the house's equipment. There was somebody
-on the stretcher, as might have been seen from the laborious gait of the
-bearers, but the thing had a hood that withheld the face of the occupant
-as they passed in, with Mrs. Jakes at their heels.
-
-Two other figures brought up the rear and likewise entered at the
-doorway and passed from sight. The first, as he became visible in the
-gloom beyond the light, was dimly grotesque; he seemed too tall and not
-humanly proportioned, a deformed and willowy giant. Once he was opposite
-the door, his height explained itself; he was walking with both arms
-extended to their full length above his head and his face bowed between
-them. Possibly because the attitude strained him, he went with a gait
-as marked as his posture, a measured and ceremonial step as though he
-were walking a slow minuet. The light met him as he turned in the
-doorway and Ford, staring in bewilderment, had a momentary impression
-that the face between the raised arms was black. He disappeared, with
-the last of the figures close behind him, and concerning this one there
-was no doubt whatever. It revealed itself as a trooper of the Mounted
-Police, belted and spurred, his "smasher" hat tilted forward over his
-brows, and a revolver held ready in his hand, covering the back of the
-man who walked before him.
-
-"Here," ejaculated Ford, gazing at the empty stoep where the shadow-show
-had been, with an accent of dismay in his thoughts. The affair of
-Margaret and the Kafir leaped to his mind; all that had occurred below
-might be a new and poignant development in that bitter comedy, and but
-for a chance he might have missed it all.
-
-He was quick to make a light and find his dressing-gown and a pair of
-slippers, and he was knotting the cord of the former as he passed out to
-the long corridor and went swiftly to the head of the stairs, where the
-lamp that should light Dr. Jakes to his bed was yet burning patiently.
-
-The stretcher was already coming up the staircase and he paused and
-stood aside to make room for it. The four Kafirs were bringing it up
-head first, treading carefully and breathing harshly after the manner of
-the Kafir when he is conscious of eyes upon him. Behind them followed
-Mrs. Jakes, shepherding them up with hushing noises. A gray blanket
-covered the form in the stretcher with limp folds.
-
-The Kafirs saw Ford first and acknowledged his presence with
-simultaneous grins. Then Mrs. Jakes saw him and made a noise like a
-startled moan, staring up with vexed, round eyes.
-
-"Oh, Mr. Ford," she exclaimed faintly. "Please go back to bed. It
-'s--it 's three o'clock in the morning."
-
-Beyond and below her was the hall, in which the lamp had now been turned
-up. Ford looked past her impassively, and took in the two men who
-waited there, the Kafir, with his raised arms--trembling now with the
-fatigue of keeping them up--and the saturnine policeman with his
-revolver. The stretcher had come abreast of him and he bent to look
-under the hood. The bearers halted complaisantly that he might see,
-shifting their grips on the poles and smiling uneasily.
-
-Margaret's face had the quietude of heavy lids closed upon the eyes and
-features composed in unconsciousness. But the mouth was bloody, and
-there were stains of much blood, bright and dreadful, on the white linen
-at her throat. For all that Ford knew what it betokened, the sight gave
-him a shock; it looked like murder. They had broken her hair from its
-bonds in lifting her and placing her in the stretcher and now her head
-was pillowed on it and its disorder made her stranger.
-
-Mrs. Jakes was babbling nervously at him.
-
-"Mr. Ford, you really must n't. I wish you 'd go back to bed. I 'll
-tell you about it in the morning, if you 'll go now."
-
-Ford motioned to the Kafirs to go on.
-
-"Where's the doctor?" he demanded curtly.
-
-"Oh," said Mrs. Jakes, "I 'll see to all that. Mr. Ford, it 's _all
-right_. You 're keeping me from putting her to bed by standing talking
-like this. Don't you believe me when I say it 's all right? Why are
-you looking at me like that?"
-
-"Is he in the study?" asked Ford.
-
-"Yes," replied Mrs. Jakes. "But _I 'll_ tell him, Mr. Ford.
-I--I--promise I will, if only you 'll go back to bed now. I will
-really."
-
-Ford glanced along the corridor where the Kafirs had halted again,
-awaiting instructions from Mrs. Jakes. There was a picture on the wall,
-entitled "Innocence"--early Victorian infant and kitten--and they were
-staring at it in reverent interest.
-
-"Better see to Miss Harding," he said, and passed her and went down to
-the hall. She turned to see what he was going to do, in an agony of
-alertness to preserve the decency of the locked study door. But he went
-across to speak to the policeman, and she hurried after the Kafirs, to
-get the girl in bed and free herself to deal with the demand for the
-presence of the doctor.
-
-The Kafir stood with his back to the wall, near the big front door,
-closer to which was the trooper, always with the revolver in his hand
-and a manner of watching eagerly for an occasion to use it. Ford went
-to them, knitting his brows at the spectacle. The prisoner saw him as a
-slim young man of a not unusual type in a dressing-gown, with short
-tumbled hair; the policeman, with a more specialized experience, took in
-the quality of his manner with a rapid glance and stiffened to
-uprightness. He knew the directness and aloofness that go to the making
-of that ripe fruit of our civilization, an officer of the army.
-
-"Have n't you searched him for weapons?" demanded Ford.
-
-"No," said the policeman, and added "sir," as an afterthought.
-
-Ford stepped over to the Kafir and passed his hands down his sides and
-across his breast, feeling for any concealed dangers about his person.
-
-"Nothing," he said. "You can handcuff him if you want to, but there 's
-no need to keep him with his hands up. It's torture--you hear?"
-
-"Yes, sir," responded the policeman again. "Put them down," he bade his
-prisoner.
-
-Kamis, with a sigh, lowered his hands, wincing at the stiffness of his
-cramped arms.
-
-"Thank you," he said to Ford, in a low voice. "I 've had them up--it
-must be half an hour."
-
-"Well, you 're all right now," responded Ford, with a nod.
-
-He tried the study door but it was locked and there was no response to
-his knocks and his rattling of the handle.
-
-"Jakes," he called, several times. "I say, you 're wanted. Jakes,
-d'you hear me?"
-
-Kamis and the trooper watched him in silence, the latter with his bold,
-unhappy features set into something like a sneer. They saw him test the
-strength of the lock with a knee; it gave no sign of weakness and he
-stood considering on the mat. An idea came to him and he went briskly,
-with his long stride, to the front door.
-
-"I say," called the Kafir as he went by.
-
-Ford paused. "Well?"
-
-"In case you can't rouse him," said the Kafir, "you might like to know
-that I am a doctor--M.B., London."
-
-"Are you?" said Ford thoughtfully. "You're Kamis, are n't you?"
-
-"Yes," answered the Kafir.
-
-"I 'll let you know if there 's anything you can do,", said Ford.
-
-The contrast between the Kafir's pleasant, English voice and his negro
-face was strange to him also. But stranger yet, he could not in the
-presence of the contemptuous policeman speak the thing that was in his
-mind and tell the Kafir that he was to blame for the whole business.
-The voice, the address, the manner of the man were those of his own
-class; it would have been like quarreling before servants.
-
-"Thank you," said the Kafir, as Ford went out to the stoep.
-
-The sill of the study window was only three feet above the ground, a
-square of dull light filtering through curtains that let nothing be seen
-from without of the interior of the room. Ford wasted no more time in
-knocking and calling; he drew off a slipper and using it as a hammer,
-smashed the glass of the window close to the catch. Half the pane went
-crashing at the first blow, and the window was open. He threw a leg
-over the sill and was in the room.
-
-A bracket lamp was burning on the wall and shooting up a steady spire of
-smoke to the ceiling, where a thick black patch had assembled and was
-shedding flakes of smut on all below it. The slovenliness of the
-smoking lamp was suddenly an offense to him, and before he even looked
-round he went across and turned the flame lower. It seemed a thing to
-do before setting about the saving of Margaret's life.
-
-The room was oppressively hot with a sickening closeness in its
-atmosphere and a war of smells pervading it. The desk had whisky
-bottles, several of them, all partly filled, standing about its surface,
-with a water jug, a syphon and some glasses. Papers and a book or two
-had their place there also, and liquor had been spilt on them and a
-tumbler was standing on the yellow cover of a copy of "Mr. Barnes of New
-York." A collar and a tie lay on the floor in the middle of the room
-and near them was a glass which had fallen and escaped breakage. Dr.
-Jakes was in the padded patient's chair; it had its back to the window,
-and at first Ford had imagined with surprise that the room was empty.
-He looked round wonderingly, till his eyes lighted on the top of the
-doctor's blond, childish head, showing round the chair.
-
-Dr. Jakes had an attitude of extreme relaxation. He had slipped forward
-on the smooth leather seat till his head lay on one of the arms and his
-face was upturned to the smirched ceiling. His feet were drawn in and
-his knees protruded; his hands hung emptily beside him. The soot of the
-lamp had snowed on him copiously, dotting his face with black spots till
-he seemed to have broken out in some monstrous plague-rash. His lips
-were parted under his fair mustache, and the eyes were closed tight as
-if in determination not to see the ruin and dishonor of his life. He
-offered the spectacle of a man securely entrenched against all possible
-duties and needs, safe through the night against any attack on his peace
-and repose.
-
-"Jakes," cried Ford urgently, in his ear, and shook him as vigorously as
-he could. "Jakes, you hog. Wake up, will you."
-
-The doctor's head waggled loosely to the shaking and settled again to
-its former place. It was infuriating to see it rock like that, as
-though there were nothing stiffer than wool in the neck, and yet
-preserve its deep tranquillity. Ford looked down and swore. There was
-no help here.
-
-He unlocked the door and threw it open. In the hall the Kafir and the
-policeman were as he had left them.
-
-"Come in here," he ordered briefly.
-
-The Kafir came, with the trooper and the revolver close at his back.
-The latter's eye made notes of the room, the glasses, the doctor, all
-the consistent details; and he smiled.
-
-"You 're a doctor," said Ford to the Kafir. "Can you do anything with
-this?"
-
-"This" was Dr. Jakes. Kamis made an inspection of him and lifted one of
-the tight eyelids.
-
-"I can make him conscious," he answered, "and sober in a desperate sort
-of fashion. But he won't be fit for anything. You mustn't trust him."
-
-"Will he be able to doctor Miss Harding?" demanded Ford.
-
-"No," answered Kamis emphatically. "He won't."
-
-"Then," said Ford, "what the deuce are we to do?"
-
-The Kafir was still giving attention to Dr. Jakes, and was unbuttoning
-the neck of his shirt. He looked up.
-
-"If you would let me see her," he suggested, "I 've no doubt I could do
-what is necessary for her."
-
-Ford ran his fingers through his short stiff hair in perplexity.
-
-"I don't see what else there is to do," he said, frowning.
-
-The trooper had not yet spoken since he had entered the room. He and
-his revolver had had no share in events. He had been a part of the
-background, like the bottles and the soot, forgotten and discounted.
-Not even his prisoner, whose life hung on the pressure of his
-trigger-finger, had spent a glance on him. But at Ford's reply to the
-suggestion of the Kafir he restored himself to a central place in the
-drama.
-
-"There will be none of that," he remarked in his drawling nasal voice.
-
-Both turned towards him, the Kafir to meet the pistol-barrel pointing at
-his chest. The trooper's mouth was twisted to a smile, and his
-Punchinello face was mocking and servile at once.
-
-"None of what?" demanded Ford.
-
-"None of your taking this nigger into women's bedrooms. He 's my
-prisoner."
-
-"I 'll take all responsibility," said Ford impatiently.
-
-The trooper's smile was open now. He had Ford summed up for such
-another as Margaret, a person who held lax views in regard to Kafirs and
-white women. Such a person was not to be feared in South Africa.
-
-"No," he said. "Can't allow that. It isn't done. This nigger 'll stay
-with me."
-
-"Look here," said Ford angrily. "I tell you--"
-
-"You look here," retorted the other. "Look at this, will you?" He
-balanced the big revolver in his fist. "That Kafir tries to get up those
-stairs, and I 'll drill a hole in him you could put your fist in.
-Understand?"
-
-He nodded at Ford with a sort of geniality more inflexibly hostile than
-any scowls.
-
-Ford would have answered forcibly enough, but from the doorway came a
-wail, and he looked up to see Mrs. Jakes standing there, with a hand on
-each doorpost and her small face, which he knew as the shopwindow of the
-less endearing virtues, convulsed with a passion of alarm and horror.
-At her cry, they all started round towards her, with the single
-exception of Dr. Jakes, who lay in his chair with his face in that
-direction already, and was not stirred at all by her appearance on the
-scene that had created itself around him.
-
-"O-o-oh," she cried. "Eustace--after all I 've done; after all these
-years. Why didn't you lock the door, Eustace? And what will become of
-us now? O-oh, Mr. Ford, I begged you to go to bed. And the Kafir to
-see it, and all. The disgrace--o-o-h."
-
-The tears ran openly down her face; they made her seem suddenly younger
-and more human than Ford had known her to be.
-
-"Oh, come in, Mrs. Jakes," he begged. "Come in; it 's--it 's all
-right."
-
-"All right," repeated Mrs. Jakes. "But--everybody will know, soon, and
-how can I hold up my head? I 've been so careful; I 've watched all the
-time--and I 've prayed--"
-
-She bowed her face and wept aloud, with horrible sobs.
-
-Ford was at the end of his wits. While he pitied Mrs. Jakes, Margaret
-might be dying in her room, under the bland and interested eyes of Fat
-Mary. He turned swiftly to the Kafir.
-
-"Could you prescribe if I told you what she looked like?" he asked, in a
-half-whisper. "Could you do anything in that way?"
-
-"Perhaps." The Kafir was quick to understand. Even in the urgency of
-the time, Ford was thankful that he had to deal with a man who
-understood readily and replied at once, a man like himself.
-
-"Let me pass, Mrs. Jakes," he said, and made for the stairs.
-
-As soon as he had gone, the trooper advanced to the desk and laid hands
-on a bottle and a glass. He mixed himself a satisfactory tumbler and
-turned to Mrs. Jakes.
-
-"The ladies, God bless 'em," he said piously, and drank.
-
-Kamis, looking on mutely, saw the little woman blink at her tears and
-try to smile.
-
-"Don't mention it," she murmured.
-
-She came into the room and examined Dr. Jakes, bending over him to scan
-his tranquil countenance. There was nothing in her aspect of wrath or
-rancor; she was still submissive to the fate that stood at the levers of
-her being and switched her arbitrarily from respectability to ruin. She
-seemed merely to make sure of features in his condition which she
-recognized without disgust or shame.
-
-"Would you please just help me?" she asked, looking up at the policeman,
-very politely, with her hands on the doctor's shoulders.
-
-"Charmed," declared the policeman, with an equal courtesy, and aided her
-to raise the drunken and unconscious man to a more seemly position in
-his chair. It was seemlier because his head hung forward, and he looked
-more as if he were dead and less as if he were drunk.
-
-"Thank you," she said, when it was done. "It is--it is quite a fine
-night, is it not? The stars are beautiful. There is whisky on the
-desk--very good whisky, I believe. Won't you help yourself?"
-
-"You 're very good," said the trooper, cordially, and helped himself.
-
-Ford came shortly. He ignored Mrs. Jakes and the trooper entirely and
-spoke to the Kafir only. His manner made a privacy from which the
-others were excluded.
-
-"I say," he said, with a manner of trouble. "She 's still in a faint.
-Very white, not breathing much, and rather cold. She looks bad."
-
-The Kafir nodded. "You could n't take her temperature, of course," he
-said. "There hadn't been any fresh hemorrhage?"
-
-"No," replied Ford. "I asked Fat Mary. She was there, and she said
-there 'd been no blood. I say--is it very dangerous?"
-
-He was a layman; flesh and blood--blood particularly--were beyond his
-science and within the reach only of his pity and his fear. He had
-stood by Margaret's bed and looked down on her; he had bent his ear to
-her lips to make sure that she breathed and that her white immobility
-was not death. His hand had felt her forehead and been chilled by the
-cold of it; and he had tried inexpertly to find her pulse and failed.
-Fat Mary, holding a candle, had illuminated his researches, grinning the
-while, and had answered his questions humorously, till she realized that
-she was in some danger of being assaulted; and then she had lied.
-
-He made his appeal to the Kafir as to a man of his own kind.
-
-"I 'm afraid it 's not much use," he said--"what I can tell you, I mean.
-But do you think there 's much danger?"
-
-Kamis shook his head. "There should n't be," he answered. "I wish I
-could see her. Cold, was she? Yes; temperature subnormal. I could
-cup,--but you could n't. Do you think you could make a hypodermic
-injection, if I showed you how?"
-
-"I could do any blessed thing," declared Ford, fervently.
-
-"Digitalin and adrenalin," mused Kamis. "He won't have those, though.
-Do you know if he 's got any ergotin?"
-
-"He has," replied Ford. "He shoved some into me. Mrs. Jakes--ergotin?
-where is it?"
-
-Mrs. Jakes was leaning on the back of the chair which contained the
-doctor. She had recovered from the emotion which had convulsed and
-unbalanced her at the discovery of the study's open door. She looked up
-now languidly, in imitation of Margaret's manner when she was not
-pleased with matters.
-
-"Really, you must ask the doctor," she said. "I couldn't think
-of--ah--disposing of such things."
-
-Kamis had not waited to hear her out. Already he was overhauling the
-drawers of the desk for the syringe. Ford aided him.
-
-"Is this it?" he asked, at the second drawer he opened.
-
-"Thank God," ejaculated Kamis. He could not help sending a glance of
-triumph at Mrs. Jakes.
-
-"Now attend to me," he said to Ford. "First I 'll show you how to
-inject it. Give me your arm; can you stand a prick?"
-
-"Go ahead," said Ford; "slowly, so that I can watch."
-
-"Take a pinch of skin like this," directed the Kafir, closing his
-forefinger and thumb on a piece of Ford's forearm. "See? Then, with
-the syringe in your hand, like this, push the needle in--like this.
-See?"
-
-"I see."
-
-"Well, now do it to me. Here 's the place."
-
-The arm he bared was black brown, full and muscular. Ford took the
-syringe and pinched the smooth warm skin.
-
-"In with it," urged the Kafir. "Don't be afraid, man. Now press the
-plunger down with your forefinger. See? Go on, can't you? You mustn't
-mess the business upstairs. Do it again."
-
-"That 's enough," said Ford.
-
-Drops of blood issued from the puncture as he withdrew the needle, and
-he shivered involuntarily. It had been horrible to press the point home
-into that smooth and rounded arm; his own had not bled.
-
-"Mind now," warned the Kafir. "You must run it well in. And now about
-the drug."
-
-He was minute in his instructions and careful to avoid technical phrases
-and terms of art. He took the syringe and cleaned and charged and gave
-it to Ford.
-
-"Don't funk it," was his final injunction. "This is nothing. There may
-be worse for you to do yet."
-
-"I won't funk it," promised Ford. "But--" he appealed to the Kafir with
-a shrug of deprecation--"but isn't it a crazy business?"
-
-It was like a swiftly-changing dream to him. The hot and dirty room,
-with the Kafir busy and thoughtful, the malevolent trooper and his
-revolver, the sprawl of the doctor and his slumberous calm and Mrs.
-Jakes groping through the minutes for a cue to salvation, were
-unconvincing even when his eyes dwelt on them. They had not the savor
-of reality. Six paces away was the hall, severe and grand, with its
-open door making it a neighbor of the darkness and the stars. Then came
-the vacant stairs and the long lifeless corridors running between the
-closed doors of rooms, and the light leaking out from under the door of
-Margaret's chamber. Through such a variety one moves in dreams, where
-things have lost or changed their values and nothing is solid or
-immediate, and death is not troublous nor life significant.
-
-Fat Mary was resting in Margaret's armchair when he pushed open the door
-and came in, carrying the syringe carefully with its point in the air.
-She rose hastily, fearful of a rebuke.
-
-"Miss Harding wake up yet?" Ford asked her.
-
-"No. Missis sleep all-a-time," replied Fat Mary. "She plenty quiet,
-all-'e-same dead."
-
-"Shut up," ordered Ford, in a harsh whisper. "You're a fool."
-
-Fat Mary sniffed in cautious defiance and muttered in Kafir. Since her
-duties had lain about Margaret's person, she had become unused to being
-called a fool. She pouted unpleasantly and stood watching unhelpfully as
-Ford went to the bedside.
-
-The blood had been washed away and there was nothing now to suggest
-violence or brutality. The girl lay on her back in the utter vacancy of
-unconsciousness; the face had been wiped clean of all expression and
-left blank and void. Mrs. Jakes had known enough to remove the pillows,
-which were in the chair Fat Mary had selected for her ease, and the head
-lay back on the level sheet with the brown hair tumbled to each side of
-it. Ford, looking down on her, was startled by a likeness to a recumbent
-stone figure he had seen in some church, with the marble drapery falling
-to either side of it as now the bedclothes fell over Margaret Harding.
-It needed only the crossed arms and the kneeling angel to complete the
-resemblance. The idea was hateful to him, and he made haste to get to
-the work he had to do in order to break away from it.
-
-The sleeve of the nightgown had soft lace at the wrist and a band of
-lace inserted higher up; softness and delicacy surrounded her and made
-his task the harder. The forearm, when he had stripped the sleeve back,
-was cool and silk-smooth to his touch, slender and shining. His fingers
-almost circled its girth; it was strangely feminine and disturbing. A
-blue vein was distinct in the curve of the elbow, and others branched at
-the wrist where his finger could find no pulse.
-
-Fat Mary forgot her indignation in her curiosity, and came tiptoeing
-across the floor, holding a candle to light him, and stood at his
-shoulder to watch. Her big ridiculous face was gleeful as he took up
-the syringe; she knew a joke when she saw one.
-
-Ford pinched the white skin with thumb and forefinger as he had been
-bidden and touched it with the point of the needle. The point slipped
-and was reluctant to enter; he had to take hold firmly and thrust it,
-like a man sewing leather. The girl's hand twitched slightly and fell
-open again and was passive. He felt sickish and feeble and had to knit
-himself to run the needle in deep and depress the plunger that deposited
-the drug in the arm. Over his shoulder Fat Mary watched avidly and
-grinned.
-
-He drew the sleeve down again and laid the arm back in its place. He
-passed a hand absently over his forehead and found it damp with strange
-sweat, and he was conscious of being weary in every limb as though he
-had concluded some extreme physical effort. He looked carefully at the
-unconscious girl, seeking for signs and indices which he should report
-to Kamis. The likeness of the marble figure did not recur to him; his
-thoughts were laborious and slow.
-
-He woke Mr. Samson on his way downstairs, invading his room without
-knocking and shaking him by the shoulder. Mr. Samson snorted and thrust
-up a bewildered face to the light of the candle. His white mustache,
-which in the daytime cocked debonair points to port and starboard, hung
-down about his mouth and made him commonplace.
-
-"What the devil 's up?" he gasped, staring wildly. "Oh, it 's you,
-Ford."
-
-"Get up," said Ford. "There 's the deuce to pay. That Kafir 's
-arrested--Kamis, you know; Miss Harding 's had a bad hemorrhage and
-Jakes is dead drunk. I want you to go to Du Preez's and send a messenger
-for another doctor. Hurry, will you?"
-
-"My sainted aunt," exclaimed Mr. Samson, in amazement. "You don't say.
-I 'll be with you in a jiffy, Ford. Don't you wait."
-
-He threw a leg over the edge of the bed, revealing pyjamas strikingly
-striped, and Ford left him to improvise a toilet unwatched.
-
-The trooper was talking to Mrs. Jakes in the study when Ford returned
-there. He had relieved himself of his hat, and his big head, on which
-the hair was scant, was naked to the lamp. He had found himself a chair
-at the back of the desk, and reclined in it spaciously, with his
-half-empty tumbler at his elbow. The Kafir still stood where Ford had
-left him, his eyes roving gravely over the room and its contents. The
-trooper looked up as Ford came in, lifting his saturnine and aggressive
-features with a smile. He had drunk several glasses in a quick
-succession and was already thawed and voluble.
-
-"Well," he said loudly. "How's interestin' patient? 'S well 's can be
-expected--what? Didn't express wish to thank med'cal adviser in person,
-I s'pose?"
-
-Ford bent a hard look on him.
-
-"I 'll attend to you in good time," he said, with meaning. "For the
-present you can shut up."
-
-He turned at once to the Kafir and began to tell him what he had seen
-and done, while the other steered him with brief questions. The trooper
-gazed at them with a fixed eye.
-
-"Shup," he said, to Mrs. Jakes. "Says I can shup--for the present.
-Supposin' I don't shup, though."
-
-He drank, with a manner of confirming by that action a portentous
-resolution, and sat for some minutes grave and meditative, with his
-bitter, thin mouth sucked in. He never laid down the big revolver which
-he held. Its short, businesslike barrel rested on the blue cloth of his
-knee, and the blued metal reflected the light dully from its surfaces.
-
-"Is it dangerous?" Ford was asking. "From what I can tell you, do you
-think there 's any real danger? She looks--she looks deadly."
-
-"Yes, she would," replied the Kafir thoughtfully. "I think I 've got an
-idea how things stand. As long as that unconsciousness lasts, there 'll
-be no more hemorrhage, and there 's the ergotin too. If there 's
-nothing else, I don't see that it should be serious--more serious, that
-is, than hemorrhages always are."
-
-"You really think so?" asked Ford. "I wish you could see her for
-yourself, and make certain. Perhaps presently that swine with the
-revolver will be drunk enough to go to sleep or something, and we might
-manage it."
-
-The Kafir shook his head.
-
-"If it were necessary, the revolver wouldn't stop me," he said. "But as
-it is--"
-
-"What?"
-
-"Oh, do you think it would make things better for Miss Harding if you
-took me into her bedroom? You see what has happened already, because
-she has spoken to me from time to time. How would this sound, when it
-was dished up for circulation in the dorps?"
-
-Ford frowned unhappily. He did not want to meet the mournful eyes in
-the black face.
-
-"You think," he began hesitatingly--"you think it--er--it wouldn't do?"
-
-"You were here when the other story came out," retorted Kamis. "Can you
-remember what you thought then?"
-
-"Oh, I was a fool of course," said Ford; "but, confound it, I did n't
-think any harm."
-
-"Didn't you? But what did everybody think? Isn't it true that as a
-result of all that was said and thought Miss Harding has to risk her
-life by returning to England?"
-
-"No, it wouldn't do, I suppose," said Ford. "Between us we 've made it
-a pretty tough business for her. We 're brutes."
-
-The thick negro lips parted in a smile that was not humorous.
-
-"At a little distance," said Kamis, "say, from the other side of the
-color line, you certainly make a poor appearance."
-
-Mr. Samson made his entry with an air of coming to set things right or
-know the reason.
-
-"Well, I 'll be hanged," he exclaimed in the doorway, making a sharp
-inspection of the scene.
-
-He had got together quite a plausible equivalent for his daily
-personality, and had not omitted to make his mustache recognizable with
-pomade. A Newmarket coat concealed most of his deficiencies; his
-monocle made the rest of them insignificant.
-
-Mrs. Jakes sighed and fidgeted.
-
-"Oh, Mr. Samson," she said. "What can I say to you?"
-
-"Say 'good-morning,'" suggested Mr. Samson, with his eye on Jakes.
-"Better send for the 'boys' to carry him up to bed, to begin with--what?
-Well, Ford, here I am, ready and waiting. This the fellow, eh?"
-
-His arrogant gaze rested on the Kafir intolerantly.
-
-"This is Kamis," said Ford. "Dr. Kamis, of London, by the way. He is
-treating Miss Harding at present."
-
-"Eh?" Mr. Samson turned on him abruptly. "You 've taken him up there,
-to her room?"
-
-"No," said Ford. "Not yet."
-
-"See you don't, then," said Mr. Samson strongly. "What you thinkin'
-about, Ford? And look here, what 's your name!"--to the Kafir. "You
-speak English, don't you? Well, I don't want to hurt your feelin's, you
-know, but you 've got to understand quite plainly--"
-
-Kamis interrupted him suavely.
-
-"You need n't trouble," he said. "I quite agree with you. I was just
-telling Mr. Ford the same thing."
-
-"Were you, by Jove," snorted Mr. Samson, entirely unappeased. "Pity you
-didn't come to the same conclusion a month ago. You may be a doctor and
-all that; I 've no means of disprovin' what you say; but in so far as
-you compromised little Miss Harding, you 're a black cad. Just think
-that over, will you? Now, Ford, what d'you want me to do?"
-
-There was power of a sort in Mr. Samson, the power of unalterable
-conviction and complete sincerity. In his Newmarket coat and checked
-cloth cap he thrust himself with fluency into the scene and made himself
-its master. He gave an impression of din, of shouting and tumult; he
-made himself into a clamorous crowd. Mrs. Jakes trembled under his
-glance and the trooper blinked servilely. Ford, concerned chiefly to
-have a messenger despatched without delay, bowed to the storm and gave
-him his instructions without protest.
-
-"Mind, now," stipulated Mr. Samson, ere he departed on his errand; "no
-takin' the nigger upstairs, Ford. There 's a decency in these affairs."
-
-The trooper nodded solemnly to the departing flap of the Newmarket
-tails, making their exit with a Newmarket _aplomb_.
-
-"Noble ol' buck," he observed, approvingly. "Goo' style. Gift o' the
-gab. Here 's luck to him."
-
-He gulped noisily in his glass, spilling the liquor on his tunic as he
-drank.
-
-"Knows nigger when he sees 'im," he said. "Frien' o' yours?"
-
-"Mr. Samson," replied Mrs. Jakes seriously, "is a very old friend."
-
-"Goblessim," said the trooper. "Less 'ave anurr."
-
-Kamis and Ford regarded one another as Mr. Samson left them and both
-were a little embarrassed. Plain speaking is always a brutality, since
-it sets every man on his defense.
-
-"I 'm sorry there was a fuss," said Ford uncomfortably. "Old Samson 's
-such a beggar to make rows."
-
-"He was right," said Kamis; "perfectly right. Only--I didn't need to be
-told. I 've been cursing myself ever since I heard that the thing had
-come out. It 's my fault altogether--and I knew it long before the row
-happened, and I let it go on."
-
-Ford nodded with his eyes on the ground.
-
-"You could hardly--order her off," he said.
-
-"That wasn't it," answered Kamis. "Man, I was as lonely as a man on a
-raft, and I jumped at the chance of her company now and again. I
-sacrificed her, I tell you. Don't try to make excuses for me. I won't
-have them. Go up and see how she is. What are we talking here for?"
-
-"God knows," said Ford drearily. "What else 'is there to do? We 've
-both wronged her, haven't we?"
-
-There was no change in Margaret; she was as he had left her, pallid and
-motionless, a temptation to death.
-
-Fat Mary was asleep in the armchair, gross and disgustful, and he woke
-her with the heel of his slipper on her big splay foot. She squeaked
-and came to life angrily and reported no movement from Margaret. He had
-an impulse to hit her, she was so obviously prepared to say anything he
-seemed to require and she was so little like a woman. It was impossible
-in reason and sentiment to connect her with the still, fragile form on
-the bed, and he had to exercise an actual and conscious restraint to
-refrain from an openhanded smack on her bulging and fatuous countenance.
-He could only call her wounding names, and he did so. She drooped her
-lower lip at him piteously and again he yearned to punch her.
-
-There was no change to report to Kamis, who nodded at his account and
-spoke a perfunctory, "All right. Thanks." The trooper sat in a daze,
-scowling at his boots; Mrs. Jakes was lost in thought; the doctor had
-not moved. Ford fidgeted to and fro between the desk and the door for a
-while and finally went out to the stoep and walked to and fro along its
-length, trying to realize and to feel what was happening.
-
-He knew that he was not appreciating the matter as a whole. He was like
-a man dully afflicted, to whom momentary details are present and
-apparent, while the sum of his trouble is uncomprehended. He could
-dislike the apprehensive and timidly presumptuous face of the trooper,
-pity Mrs. Jakes, distaste Mr. Samson's forceful loudness, smell the
-foulness of the study and wonder at the Kafir; but the looming essential
-fact that Margaret lay in a swoon on her bed, lacking the aid due to her
-and in danger of death in a dozen forms--that had been vague and
-diffused in his understanding. He had not known it passionately,
-poignantly, in its full dreadfulness.
-
-He told himself the facts carefully, going over them with a patient
-emphasis to point them at himself.
-
-"Margaret may die; it 's very likely she will, with only a fool like me
-to see how she looks. I never called her Margaret till to-day--but it
-'s yesterday now. And here 's this damned story about her, which every
-one knows wrongly and adds lies to when he tells it. It would look
-queer on the stage--Kamis doctoring her like this. But the point
-is--she may die."
-
-The sky was full of stars, white and soft and misty, like tearful eyes,
-and the Southern Cross, in which he had never been able to detect
-anything like a cross, rode high. He could not hold his thoughts from
-wandering to it and the absurdity of calling a mere blotch like that a
-cross. Heaps of other stars that did make crosses--neat and obvious
-ones. The sky was full of crosses, for that matter. Astronomers were
-asses, all of them. But the point was, Margaret might die.
-
-"That you, Ford?"
-
-Mr. Samson was coming up the steps and with him were Christian du Preez
-and his wife.
-
-"These good people are anxious to help," explained Mr. Samson. "Very
-good of 'em--what? And young Paul 's gone off on a little stallion to
-send Dr. Van Coller. Turned out at the word like a fire engine and was
-off like winkin'. Never saw anything smarter. If the doctor 's half as
-smart he 'll be here in four hours."
-
-"That's good," said Ford.
-
-"And Mrs. du Preez 'll stay with Miss Harding an' do what she can," said
-Mr. Samson.
-
-"I 'll do any blessed thing," declared Mrs. du Preez with energy.
-
-Mr. Samson stood aside to let his companions enter the house before him.
-He whispered with buoyant force to Ford.
-
-"A chaperon to the rescue," he said. "We 've got a chaperon, and the
-rest follows. You see if it don't."
-
-There was a brief interview between Mrs. du Preez and the Kafir under
-the eyes of the tall Boer. Mr. Samson had already informed them of the
-situation in the study, and they were not taken by surprise, and the
-Kafir fell in adroitly with the tone they took. Ford thought that Mrs.
-du Preez displayed a curious timidity before the negro, a conspicuous
-improvement on her usual perky cocksureness.
-
-"Just let me know if there is any change," Kamis said to her. "That is
-all. If she recovers consciousness, for instance, come to me at once."
-
-"I will," answered Mrs. du Preez, with subdued fervor.
-
-There seemed nothing left for Ford to do. Mrs. du Preez departed to her
-watch, and it was at least satisfactory to know that Fat Mary would now
-have to deal with one who would beat her on the first occasion without
-compunction. Mr. Samson and the Boer departed to the drawing-room in
-search of a breathable air, and after an awkward while Ford followed
-them thither.
-
-"Ah!" exclaimed Mr. Samson, as he appeared. "Here you are. You 'd
-better try and snooze, Ford. Been up all night, haven't you?"
-
-"Pretty nearly," admitted Ford. "I couldn't sleep, though."
-
-"You try," recommended Mr. Samson urgently. "Lie down on the couch and
-have a shot. You 're done up; you 're not yourself. What d' you think,
-Du Preez? He was nearly takin' that nigger up to Miss Harding's room.
-What d' you think of that, eh?"
-
-He was sitting on the music stool, an urbane and adequate presence.
-
-The Boer shook his head. "That would be bad," he said seriously. "He
-is a good nigger--_ya_! But better she should die."
-
-Ford laughed wearily as he sat down. "That was his idea," he said.
-
-He leaned back to listen to their talk. Sleep, he felt, was far from
-him. Margaret might die--that had to be kept in mind. He heard them
-discuss the Kafir stupidly, ridiculously. It was pothouse talk, the
-chatter of companionable fools, frothing round and round their topic.
-Their minds were rigid like a pair of stiffened corpses set facing one
-another; they never reached an imaginative hand towards the wonder and
-pity of the matter. And Margaret--the beautiful name that it
-was--Margaret might die.
-
-Half an hour later, Mr. Samson slewed his monocle towards him.
-
-"Sleepin' after all," he remarked. "Poor devil--no vitality. Not like
-you an' me, Du Preez--what?"
-
-Ford knew he had slept when the Boer woke him in the broad daylight.
-
-"The doctor is here," said Christian. "He says it is all right. He
-says--she has been done right with. She will not die."
-
-"Thank God," said Ford.
-
-Mr. Samson was in the room. The daylight showed the incompleteness of
-his toilet; he was a mere imitation of his true self. His triumphant
-smile failed to redeem him. The bald truth was--he was not dressed.
-
-"Everything 's as right as rain," he declared, wagging his tousled white
-head. "Sit where you are, my boy; there 's nothing for you to do. Dr.
-Van Coller had an infernal thing he calls a motor-bicycle, and it
-brought him the twenty-two miles in fifty minutes. Makes a noise like a
-traction engine and stinks like the dickens. Got an engine of sorts,
-you know, and goes like anything. But the point is, Miss Harding 's
-going on like a house on fire. Your nigger-man and you did just the
-right thing, it appears."
-
-"Where is he?" asked Ford.
-
-"The nigger-man?"
-
-Mr. Samson and the Boer exchanged glances.
-
-"Look here," said Mr. Samson; "Du Preez and I had an understanding about
-it, but don't let it go any further. You see, after all that has
-happened, we could n't let the chap go to gaol. No sense in that. So
-the bobby being as drunk as David's sow, I had a word with him. I told
-him I didn't retract anything, but we were all open to make mistakes,
-and--to cut it short--he 'd better get away while he had the chance."
-
-"Yes," said Ford. "Did he?"
-
-"He didn't want to at first," replied Mr. Samson. "His idea was that he
-had to clear himself of the charge on which he was arrested. Sedition,
-you know. All rot, of course, but that was his idea. So I promised to
-write to old Bill Winter--feller that owes me money--he 's governor of
-the Cape, or something, and put it to him straight."
-
-"He will write to him and say it is lies," said the Boer. "He knows
-him."
-
-"Know him," cried Mr. Samson. "Never paid me a bet he lost, confound
-him. Regular old welcher, Bill is. Van Coller chipped in too--treated
-him like an equal. And in the end he went. Van Coller says he 'd like
-to have had his medical education. I say, what 's that?"
-
-A sudden noise had interrupted him, a sharp report from somewhere within
-the house. The Boer nodded slowly, and made for the door.
-
-"That policeman has shot somebody," he said.
-
-
-Dr. Jakes waked to the morning light with a taste in his mouth which was
-none the more agreeable for being familiar. He opened his hot eyes to
-the strange disarray of his study, the open door and the somnolent form
-of the policeman, and sat up with a jerk, almost sober. He stared
-around him uncomprehending. The lamp burned yet, and the room was
-stiflingly hot; the curtains had not been put back and the air was heavy
-and foul. He got shakily to his feet and went towards the hall. His
-wife, with coffee cups on a tray, was coming down the stairs. She saw
-him and put the tray down on the table against the wall and went to him.
-
-"Well, Eustace?" she said tonelessly. "What is it now?"
-
-He cleared his burning throat. "Who opened the door?" he asked
-hoarsely.
-
-She shook her head. "I don't know," she answered. "It does n't
-matter--we 're ruined at last. It 's come, Eustace."
-
-He made strange grimaces in an endeavor to clear his mind and grasp what
-she was saying. She watched him unmoved, and went on to tell him, in
-short bald sentences of the night's events.
-
-"Dr. Van Coller will be down presently," she concluded. "He 'll want to
-see you, but you can lock your door if you like. He 's seen me
-already."
-
-He had her meaning at last. He blinked at her owlishly, incapable of
-expressing the half-thoughts that dodged in his drugged brain.
-
-"Poor old Hester," he said, at last, and turned heavily back to his
-study.
-
-Mrs. Jakes smiled in pity and despair, and took up her tray again. She
-thought she knew better than he how poor she was.
-
-He slammed the door behind him, but he did not trouble to lock it.
-Something he had seen when he opened his eyes stuck in his mind, and he
-went staggeringly round the untidy desk, with its bottles and papers, to
-where the policeman sprawled in a chair with his Punchinello chin on his
-breast. His loose hands retained yet the big revolver.
-
-"He 'll come to it too," was Dr. Jakes' thought as he looked down on
-him. He drew the weapon with precaution from the man's hand.
-
-He stood an instant in thought, looking at its neat complication of
-mechanism and then raised it slowly till the small round of the muzzle
-returned his look. His face clenched in desperate resolution. But he
-did not pull the trigger. At the critical moment, his eye caught the
-lamp, burning brazenly on the wall. He went over and turned it out.
-
-"Now," he said, and raised the revolver again.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XIX*
-
-
-Upon that surprising morning when Mr. Samson, taking his early
-constitutional, was a witness to the cloud that rode across the sun and
-presently let go its burden of wet to fall upon the startled earth in
-slashing, roaring sheets of rain, there stood luggage in the hall,
-strapped, locked, and ready for transport.
-
-"Gad!" said Mr. Samson, breathless in the front door and backing from
-the splashes of wet that leaped on the railing of the stoep and drove
-inwards. "They 'll have a wet ride."
-
-He flicked at spots of water on the glossy surface of his gray coat and
-watched the rain drive across and hide the Karoo like a steel-hued fog.
-The noise of it, after months of sun and stillness, was distracting; it
-threshed vehemently with uproar and power, in the extravagant fashion of
-those latitudes. It was the signal that the weather had broken,
-justifying at length Mrs. Jakes' conversational gambit.
-
-She came from the breakfast-room while he watched, with the wind from
-the open door romping in her thin skirts, and stood beside him to look
-out. They exchanged good mornings.
-
-"Is n't it wet?" said Mrs. Jakes resourcefully. "But I dare say it 's
-good for the country."
-
-"Rather," agreed Mr. Samson. "It 'll be all green before you know it.
-But damp for the travelers--what?"
-
-"They will have the hood on the cart," replied Mrs. Jakes.
-
-She was not noticeably changed since the doctor's death, three weeks
-before. Her clothes had always been black, so that she was exempt from
-the gruesome demands of custom to advertise her loss in her garments.
-The long habit of shielding Jakes from open shame had become a part of
-her; so that instead of abandoning her lost position, she was already in
-the way of canonizing him. She made reverential references to his
-professional skill, to his goodness, his learning, his sacrifices to
-duty. She looked people steadily and defiantly in the eyes as she said
-so, and had her own way with them. The foundations were laid of a
-tradition which presented poor Jakes in a form he would never have
-recognized. He was in his place behind the barbed wire out on the veld,
-sharing the bed of little Eustace, heedless that there was building for
-him a mausoleum of good report and loyal praise.
-
-"Hate to see luggage in a house," remarked Mr. Samson, as they passed
-the pile in the hall on their way to the breakfast-room. "Nothing
-upsets a house like luggage. Looks so bally unsettled, don't you know."
-
-"Things _are_ a little unsettled," agreed Mrs. Jakes civilly. "What
-with the rain and everything, it doesn't seem like the same place, does
-it?"
-
-She gave a tone of mild complaint to her voice, exactly as though a
-disturbance in the order of her life were a thing to be avoided. It
-would not have been consistent with the figure of the late Jakes, as she
-was sedulous to present it, if she had admitted that the house and its
-routine, its purpose, its atmosphere, its memories, the stones in its
-walls and the tiles on its roof, were the objects of her living hate.
-She was already in negotiations for the sale of it and what she called
-"the connection," and had called Mr. Samson and Ford into consultation
-over correspondence with a doctor at Port Elizabeth, who wrote with a
-typewriter and was inquisitive about balance-sheets. Throughout the
-consequent discussions she maintained an air of gentle and patient
-regret, an attitude of resigned sentiment, the exact manner of a lady in
-a story who sells the home of her ancestors to a company promoter. Even
-her anxiety to sell Ford and Mr. Samson along with the house did not
-cause her to deflect for an instant from the course of speech and action
-she had selected. There were yet Penfolds in Putney and Clapham
-Junction, and when the sale was completed she would see them again and
-rejoin their congenial circle; but her joy at the prospect was private,
-her final and transcendent secret.
-
-Nothing is more natural to man than to pose; by a posture, he can
-correct the crookedness of his nature and be for himself, and sometimes
-for others too, the thing he would be. It is the instinct towards
-protective coloring showing itself through broadcloth and bombazine.
-
-Mr. Samson accepted his coffee and let his monocle fall into it, a sign
-that he was discomposed to an unusual degree. He sat wiping it and
-frowning.
-
-"Did I tell you," he said suddenly, "that--er--that Kafir 's going to
-look in just before they start?"
-
-Mrs. Jakes looked up sharply.
-
-"You mean--that Kamis?" she demanded. "He 's coming _here_?"
-
-"Ye-es," said Mr. Samson. "Just for a minute or two. Er--Ford knows
-about it."
-
-"To see Miss Harding, I suppose?" inquired Mrs. Jakes, with a sniff.
-
-"Yes," replied Mr. Samson again. "It isn't my idea of things, but then,
-things have turned out so dashed queer, don't you know. He wrote to ask
-if he might say good-by; very civil, reasonable kind of letter; Ford
-brought it to me an' asked my opinion. Couldn't overlook the fact that
-he had a hand in saving her life, you know. So on my advice, Ford wrote
-to the feller saying that if he 'd understand there was going to be no
-private interview, or anything of that kind, he could turn up at ten
-o'clock an' take his chance."
-
-"But," said Mrs. Jakes hopefully, "supposing the police--
-
-"Bless you, that 's all right," Mr. Samson assured her. "The police
-don't want to see him again. Seems that old Bill Winter--you know I
-wrote to him?--seems that old Bill went to work like the dashed old
-beaver he is, and had Van Zyl's head on a charger for his breakfast.
-The Kafir-man 's got a job of some sort, doctorin' niggers somewhere.
-The police never mention him any more."
-
-"Well," said Mrs. Jakes, "I can't prevent you, of course, from bringing
-Kafirs here, Mr. Samson, but I 've got my feelings. When I think of
-poor Eustace, and that Kafir thrusting himself in--well, there!"
-
-Mr. Samson drank deep of his coffee, trying vaguely to suggest in his
-manner of drinking profound sympathy with Mrs. Jakes and respect for
-what she sometimes called the departed. Also, the cup hid her from him.
-
-It was strange how the presence of Margaret's luggage in the hall
-pervaded the house with a sense of impermanence and suspense. It gave
-even to the breakfast the flavor of the mouthful one snatches while
-turning over the baffling pages of the timetable. Ford, when he came in,
-was brusk and irresponsive, though he was not going anywhere, and
-Margaret's breakfast went upstairs on a tray. Kafir servants were
-giggling and whispering up and down stairs and were obviously interested
-in the leather trunks. A house with packed luggage in it has no
-character of a dwelling; it is only a stopping-place, a minister to
-transitory needs. As well have a coffin in the place as luggage ready
-for removal; between them, they comprise all that is removable in human
-kind.
-
-"Well," said Mr. Samson to Ford, attempting conversation; "we 're goin'
-to have the place to ourselves again. Eh?"
-
-"You seem pleased," replied Ford unamiably.
-
-"I 'm bearin' up," said Mr. Samson. "You seem grieved, though."
-
-"That," said Ford, with venom, "is because I 'm being bored."
-
-"The deuce you are." Mr. Samson was annoyed. "I don't want to talk to
-you, you know. Sulk all you want to; doesn't affect me. But if you
-could substitute a winnin' smile for the look you 're wearin' at
-present, it would be more appetizin'."
-
-"Er--the rain seems to be drawing-off, I think," remarked Mrs. Jakes,
-energetically. "It might be quite fine by-and-by. What do you think,
-Mr. Samson?"
-
-Mr. Samson, ever obedient to her prompting, made an inspection of the
-prospect through the window. But his sense of injury was strong.
-
-"There are things much more depressing than rain," he said, rancorously,
-and occupied himself pointedly with his food.
-
-Ford made his apology as soon as they were free from Mrs. Jakes. She
-had much to do in the unseen organization of the departure, and
-apologized for leaving them to themselves. It was another adjunct of
-the luggage; not within the memory of man had inmates of the Sanatorium
-sat at table without Mrs. Jakes.
-
-"Sorry," said Ford then, in a matter-of-fact way.
-
-"Are you?" said Mr. Samson grudgingly. "All right."
-
-And that closed the incident.
-
-Soon after breakfast, when the stoep was still uninhabitable and the
-drawing-room unthinkable and the hall uncongenial, Margaret came
-downstairs, unfamiliar in clothes which the Sanatorium had not seen
-before. Mrs. Jakes made mental notes of them, gazing with narrow eyes
-and lips moving in a soundless inventory. She came down smiling but
-uncertain.
-
-"I didn't know it could rain," was her greeting. "Did you see the
-beginning of it? It was wonderful--like an eruption."
-
-"I saw it," said Mr. Samson. "I got wet in it. It 'll be cool for your
-drive to the station, even if it 's a bit damp."
-
-"There 's still half an hour to wait before the cart comes," said
-Margaret. "Where does one sit when it 's raining?"
-
-"One doesn't," said Mr. Samson. "One stands about in draughts and one
-frets, one does."
-
-"Come into the drawing-room," said Ford briefly.
-
-Margaret looked at him with a smile for his seriousness and his manner
-of one who desires to get to business, but she yielded, and Mr. Samson
-ambled in their wake, never doubting that he was of their company. Ford,
-holding the door open for Margaret, surprised him with a forbidding
-scowl.
-
-"We don't want _you_," he whispered fiercely, and shut the affronted and
-uncomprehending old gentleman out.
-
-The drawing-room was forlorn and very shabby in the cold light of the
-rainy day and the tattoo of the rain-splashes on its window. Margaret
-went to the hearth where Dr. Jakes had been wont to expiate his crimes,
-and leaned her arm on the mantel, looking about the apartment.
-
-"It 's queer," she said; "I shall miss this."
-
-"Margaret," said Ford.
-
-She turned to him, still smiling. She answered nothing, but waited for
-him to continue.
-
-"I wanted to tell you something," he went on steadily. "You know I love
-you, don't you?"
-
-"Yes," she answered slowly. "You--you said so."
-
-"I said it because I do," he said. "Well, Dr. Van Coller was here
-yesterday, and when he had done with you, I had a word with him. I
-wanted to know if I could go Home too; so he came up to my room and made
-an examination of me, a careful one."
-
-Margaret had ceased to smile. "Yes," she said. "Tell me: what did he
-say?"
-
-"He said No," replied Ford. "I mustn't leave here. He was very clear
-about it. I 've got to stay."
-
-The emphasis with which he spoke was merely to make her understand; he
-invited no pity for himself and felt none. He was merely giving
-information.
-
-"But," said Margaret,--"never? It isn't as bad as _that_, is it?"
-
-"He couldn't tell. He isn't really a lung man, you know. But it
-doesn't make any real difference, now you 're going. Two years or ten
-years or forever--you 'll be away among other people and I 'll be here
-and the gap between us will be wider every day. We 've been friends and
-I had hopes--nothing cures a chap of hoping, not even his lungs; but now
-I 've got to cure myself of it, because it's no use. I would n't have
-told you, Margaret--"
-
-"Yes, you would," interrupted Margaret. "You wouldn't have let me go
-away without knowing, since you--you love me."
-
-"That's it, exactly." He nodded; he had been making a point and she had
-seen it. "I felt you were entitled to know, but I can't say why. You
-understand, though, don't you?"
-
-"Yes," she said. "I understand."
-
-"I knew you would," he answered. "And you won't think I 'm whining. I
-'m not. I 'm so thankful that we 've been together and understood each
-other and that I love you that I don't reckon myself a loser in the end.
-It 's all been pure gain to me. As long as I live I shall be better off
-for it; I shall live on it always and never let any of it go. If I
-never see you again, I shall still be to the good. But perhaps I shall.
-God knows."
-
-"Oh, you will," cried Margaret. "You 're sure to."
-
-He smiled suddenly. "That's what I tell myself. If I get all right, it
-'ll be the easiest thing in the world. I 'll come and call on you,
-wherever you happen to be, and send in my card. And if I 'm not going
-to get well, I shall have to know it sooner or later, and then, if you
-'d let me, I 'd come just the same.
-
-"I shouldn't expect anything," he added quickly. "Not a single thing.
-Don't be afraid of that. Just send in my card, as I said, and see you
-again and talk to you, and call you Margaret. I would n't cadge; you
-could trust me not to do that, at least."
-
-"You must get well and then come," said the girl softly. "And if you
-call me Margaret, I will call you--"
-
-She stopped. "I never heard your Christian name," she said.
-
-"Just John," he answered, smiling. "John--not Jack or anything. I will
-come, you can be sure. Either free or a ticket-of-leave, I 'll come.
-And now, say good-by. I mustn't keep you any longer; I 've hurt old
-Samson's feelings as it is. Good-by, Margaret. You 'll get well in
-Switzerland, but you won't forget the Karoo, will you? Good-by."
-
-"I won't forget anything," said Margaret, with eyes that were bright and
-tender. "Good-by. When your card comes in, I shall be ever so glad.
-Good-by."
-
-There was a fidgety interval before the big cart drove up to the house,
-its wheels rending through the gritty mud and its horses steaming as
-though they had been boiled. Mr. Samson employed each interlude in the
-talk to glare at Ford in lofty offense; he seemed only to be waiting
-till this dull business of departure was concluded to call him to
-account. Mrs. du Preez, who had come across in the cart to bid Margaret
-farewell, was welcome as a diversion.
-
-"Well, where 's the lucky one?" she cried. "Ah, Miss Harding, can't you
-smell London from here? If you could bottle that smell, with a drop o'
-fog, a drop o' dried fish and a drop o' Underground Railway to bring out
-the flavor, you 'd make a fortune, sellin' it to us poor Afrikanders.
-But you 'll be sniffin' it from the cask in three weeks from now. Lord,
-I wish it was me."
-
-"You ought to make a trip," suggested Margaret.
-
-"Christian don't think so," declared Mrs. du Preez, with her shrill
-laugh. "He knows I 'd stick where I touched like a fly in a jam-pot,
-and he 'd have to come and pull me out of it himself."
-
-She took an occasion to drop a private whisper into Margaret's ear.
-
-"Kamis is outside, waitin' to see you go. He 's talkin' to Paul."
-
-The farewells accomplished themselves. That of Mrs. Jakes would have
-been particularly effective but for the destructive intrusion of Mrs. du
-Preez.
-
-"Er--a pleasant voyage, Miss Harding," she said, in a thin voice. "I
-may be in London soon myself--at Putney. But I suppose we 're hardly
-likely to meet before you go abroad again."
-
-"I wonder," said Margaret peaceably.
-
-It was then that Mrs. du Preez struck in.
-
-"Putney," she said, in a loud and callous voice, in itself sufficient to
-scrape Mrs. Jakes raw. "South the water, eh? But you can easy run up
-to London from there if Miss Harding sends for you, can't you?"
-
-Kamis came eagerly to the foot of the steps as Margaret came down, and
-Mr. Samson, with a loud cough, posted himself at the head of them to
-superintend.
-
-"I am glad you came," said Margaret. "I didn't want to go away without
-seeing you."
-
-He glanced up at Mr. Samson and the others, a conscientious audience
-ranged above him, deputies of the Colonial Mrs. Grundy, and smiled
-comprehendingly.
-
-"Oh, I had to come," he said. "I had to bid you good-by."
-
-There was no change in his appearance since she had seen him last. His
-tweed clothes were worn and shabby as ever, and still strange in
-connection with his negro face.
-
-"And I wanted to thank you for what you did for me that night," said
-Margaret earnestly. "It was a horrible thing, wasn't it? But I hear--I
-have heard that it has come all right."
-
-Mr. Samson coughed again. Mrs. Jakes, with an elbow in each hand,
-coughed also.
-
-"All right for me, certainly," the Kafir answered. "They have given me
-something to do. There 's an epidemic of smallpox among the natives in
-the Transkei, and I 'm to go there at once. It couldn't be better for
-me. But you. How about you?"
-
-The Kafir boys who were carrying out the trunks and stacking them under
-Paul's directions in the cart were eyeing them curiously, and the
-audience above never wavered in its solemn watch. It was ridiculous and
-exasperating.
-
-"Oh, I shall do very well," said Margaret, striving to be impervious to
-the influence of those serious eyes. "You have my address, have n't you?
-You must write me how you get on."
-
-"If you like," he agreed.
-
-"You must," she said. "I shall be keen to hear. I believed in you when
-nobody else did, except Paul."
-
-A frightful cough from above did not silence her. She answered it with a
-shrug. She meant to say all she had to say, though the ground were
-covered with eaves-droppers.
-
-"I shan't forget our talks," she went on; "under the dam, with Paul's
-models. You 'll get on now; you 'll do all you wanted to do; but I was
-in at the beginning, wasn't I?"
-
-"You were, indeed," he answered; "at the darkest part of it, the best
-thing that ever happened to me. And now you 've got to go. I 'm keeping
-you too long."
-
-Mr. Samson coughed again as they shook hands and came down the steps to
-assist Margaret into the cart.
-
-"Remember," said the girl; "you must write. And I shall always be glad
-and proud I knew you. Good-by and good luck."
-
-"Good-by," said the Kafir. "I 'll write. The best of luck."
-
-Paul put his rug over her knees and reached for his whip. The tall
-horses leaned and started, and the stoep and its occupants, and the
-Kafir and Mr. Samson, slid back. A thin chorus of "good-bys" rose, and
-Margaret leaned out to wave her hand. A watery sun shone on them feebly
-between clouds and they looked like the culminating scene in some
-lugubrious drama.
-
-When next she looked back, she saw the house against the gray sky,
-solitary and little, with all the Karoo for its background. It looked
-unsubstantial and vague, as though a mirage were left over from the
-months of sun, to be the abode of troubles and perplexities that would
-soon be dim and remote also. Paul pulled his horses to a standstill
-that she might see better; but even at that moment fresh rain drummed on
-the hood of the cart and came threshing about them, blotting the house
-from view.
-
-"That 's the last of it, Paul," said Margaret. "No more looking back
-now."
-
-Paul smiled slowly and presently found words.
-
-"When we come to the station," he said, "I will find a Kafir to hold the
-horses and I will take you to the train. But I will not say much
-good-by."
-
-"Why not?" inquired Margaret.
-
-"Because soon I am coming to London too," he answered happily, "and I
-will see you there."
-
-Mr. Samson and Ford were the last to reënter the house. The Kafir had
-gone off unnoticed, saying nothing; and Mrs. Jakes could not escape the
-conversational attentions of Mrs. du Preez and was suffering in the
-drawing-room. The two men stayed to watch the cart till the rain swept
-in and hid it. Then Mr. Samson resumed his threatful glare at Ford.
-
-"Look here," he said formidably. "What d'you mean by your dashed cheek?
-Eh?"
-
-"Sorry," said Ford calmly.
-
-Mr. Samson snorted. "_Are_ you?" he said. "Well--all right!"
-
-
-
-
- THE END
-
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