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If you are not located in the United States, you'll have +to check the laws of the country where you are located before using this ebook. + + + +Title: A Hazard Of New Fortunes + +Author: William Dean Howells + +Release Date: February 13, 2002 [EBook #4600] +Last Updated: May 31, 2016 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES *** + + + + +Produced by David Widger + + + + + + + +A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES + +By William Dean Howells + + + + +BIBLIOGRAPHICAL + +The following story was the first fruit of my New York life when I began +to live it after my quarter of a century in Cambridge and Boston, ending +in 1889; and I used my own transition to the commercial metropolis in +framing the experience which was wholly that of my supposititious +literary adventurer. He was a character whom, with his wife, I have +employed in some six or eight other stories, and whom I made as much the +hero and heroine of 'Their Wedding Journey' as the slight fable would +bear. In venturing out of my adoptive New England, where I had found +myself at home with many imaginary friends, I found it natural to ask the +company of these familiar acquaintances, but their company was not to be +had at once for the asking. When I began speaking of them as Basil and +Isabel, in the fashion of 'Their Wedding Journey,' they would not respond +with the effect of early middle age which I desired in them. They +remained wilfully, not to say woodenly, the young bridal pair of that +romance, without the promise of novel functioning. It was not till I +tried addressing them as March and Mrs. March that they stirred under my +hand with fresh impulse, and set about the work assigned them as people +in something more than their second youth. + +The scene into which I had invited them to figure filled the largest +canvas I had yet allowed myself; and, though 'A Hazard of New Fortunes +was not the first story I had written with the printer at my heels, it +was the first which took its own time to prescribe its own dimensions. I +had the general design well in mind when I began to write it, but as it +advanced it compelled into its course incidents, interests, +individualities, which I had not known lay near, and it specialized and +amplified at points which I had not always meant to touch, though I +should not like to intimate anything mystical in the fact. It became, to +my thinking, the most vital of my fictions, through my quickened interest +in the life about me, at a moment of great psychological import. We had +passed through a period of strong emotioning in the direction of the +humaner economics, if I may phrase it so; the rich seemed not so much to +despise the poor, the poor did not so hopelessly repine. The solution of +the riddle of the painful earth through the dreams of Henry George, +through the dreams of Edward Bellamy, through the dreams of all the +generous visionaries of the past, seemed not impossibly far off. That +shedding of blood which is for the remission of sins had been symbolized +by the bombs and scaffolds of Chicago, and the hearts of those who felt +the wrongs bound up with our rights, the slavery implicated in our +liberty, were thrilling with griefs and hopes hitherto strange to the +average American breast. Opportunely for me there was a great street-car +strike in New York, and the story began to find its way to issues nobler +and larger than those of the love-affairs common to fiction. I was in my +fifty-second year when I took it up, and in the prime, such as it was, of +my powers. The scene which I had chosen appealed prodigiously to me, and +the action passed as nearly without my conscious agency as I ever allow +myself to think such things happen. + +The opening chapters were written in a fine, old fashioned apartment +house which had once been a family house, and in an uppermost room of +which I could look from my work across the trees of the little park in +Stuyvesant Square to the towers of St. George's Church. Then later in the +spring of 1889 the unfinished novel was carried to a country house on the +Belmont border of Cambridge. There I must have written very rapidly to +have pressed it to conclusion before the summer ended. It came, indeed, +so easily from the pen that I had the misgiving which I always have of +things which do not cost me great trouble. + +There is nothing in the book with which I amused myself more than the +house-hunting of the Marches when they were placing themselves in New +York; and if the contemporary reader should turn for instruction to the +pages in which their experience is detailed I assure him that he may +trust their fidelity and accuracy in the article of New York housing as +it was early in the last decade of the last century: I mean, the housing +of people of such moderate means as the Marches. In my zeal for truth I +did not distinguish between reality and actuality in this or other +matters--that is, one was as precious to me as the other. But the types +here portrayed are as true as ever they were, though the world in which +they were finding their habitat is wonderfully, almost incredibly +different. Yet it is not wholly different, for a young literary pair now +adventuring in New York might easily parallel the experience of the +Marches with their own, if not for so little money; many phases of New +York housing are better, but all are dearer. Other aspects of the +material city have undergone a transformation much more wonderful. I find +that in my book its population is once modestly spoken of as two +millions, but now in twenty years it is twice as great, and the grandeur +as well as grandiosity of its forms is doubly apparent. The transitional +public that then moped about in mildly tinkling horse-cars is now hurried +back and forth in clanging trolleys, in honking and whirring motors; the +Elevated road which was the last word of speed is undermined by the +Subway, shooting its swift shuttles through the subterranean woof of the +city's haste. From these feet let the witness infer our whole massive +Hercules, a bulk that sprawls and stretches beyond the rivers through the +tunnels piercing their beds and that towers into the skies with +innumerable tops--a Hercules blent of Briareus and Cerberus, but not so +bad a monster as it seemed then to threaten becoming. + +Certain hopes of truer and better conditions on which my heart was fixed +twenty years ago are not less dear, and they are by no means touched with +despair, though they have not yet found the fulfilment which I would then +have prophesied for them. Events have not wholly played them false; +events have not halted, though they have marched with a slowness that +might affect a younger observer as marking time. They who were then +mindful of the poor have not forgotten them, and what is better the poor +have not often forgotten themselves in violences such as offered me the +material of tragedy and pathos in my story. In my quality of artist I +could not regret these, and I gratefully realize that they offered me the +opportunity of a more strenuous action, a more impressive catastrophe +than I could have achieved without them. They tended to give the whole +fable dignity and doubtless made for its success as a book. As a serial +it had crept a sluggish course before a public apparently so unmindful of +it that no rumor of its acceptance or rejection reached the writer during +the half year of its publication; but it rose in book form from that +failure and stood upon its feet and went its way to greater favor than +any book of his had yet enjoyed. I hope that my recognition of the fact +will not seem like boasting, but that the reader will regard it as a +special confidence from the author and will let it go no farther. + +KITTERY POINT, MAINE, July, 1909. + + + + +A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES + + + + +FIRST PART + + +I. + +"Now, you think this thing over, March, and let me know the last of next +week," said Fulkerson. He got up from the chair which he had been sitting +astride, with his face to its back, and tilting toward March on its +hind-legs, and came and rapped upon his table with his thin bamboo stick. +"What you want to do is to get out of the insurance business, anyway. You +acknowledge that yourself. You never liked it, and now it makes you sick; +in other words, it's killing you. You ain't an insurance man by nature. +You're a natural-born literary man, and you've been going against the +grain. Now, I offer you a chance to go with the grain. I don't say you're +going to make your everlasting fortune, but I'll give you a living +salary, and if the thing succeeds you'll share in its success. We'll all +share in its success. That's the beauty of it. I tell you, March, this is +the greatest idea that has been struck since"--Fulkerson stopped and +searched his mind for a fit image--"since the creation of man." + +He put his leg up over the corner of March's table and gave himself a +sharp cut on the thigh, and leaned forward to get the full effect of his +words upon his listener. + +March had his hands clasped together behind his head, and he took one of +them down long enough to put his inkstand and mucilage-bottle out of +Fulkerson's way. After many years' experiment of a mustache and whiskers, +he now wore his grizzled beard full, but cropped close; it gave him a +certain grimness, corrected by the gentleness of his eyes. + +"Some people don't think much of the creation of man nowadays. Why stop +at that? Why not say since the morning stars sang together?" + +"No, sir; no, sir! I don't want to claim too much, and I draw the line at +the creation of man. I'm satisfied with that. But if you want to ring the +morning stars into the prospectus all right; I won't go back on you." + +"But I don't understand why you've set your mind on me," March said. "I +haven't had any magazine experience, you know that; and I haven't +seriously attempted to do anything in literature since I was married. I +gave up smoking and the Muse together. I suppose I could still manage a +cigar, but I don't believe I could--" + +"Muse worth a cent." Fulkerson took the thought out of his mouth and put +it into his own words. "I know. Well, I don't want you to. I don't care +if you never write a line for the thing, though you needn't reject +anything of yours, if it happens to be good, on that account. And I don't +want much experience in my editor; rather not have it. You told me, +didn't you, that you used to do some newspaper work before you settled +down?" + +"Yes; I thought my lines were permanently cast in those places once. It +was more an accident than anything else that I got into the insurance +business. I suppose I secretly hoped that if I made my living by +something utterly different, I could come more freshly to literature +proper in my leisure." + +"I see; and you found the insurance business too many, for you. Well, +anyway, you've always had a hankering for the inkpots; and the fact that +you first gave me the idea of this thing shows that you've done more or +less thinking about magazines." + +"Yes--less." + +"Well, all right. Now don't you be troubled. I know what I want, +generally, speaking, and in this particular instance I want you. I might +get a man of more experience, but I should probably get a man of more +prejudice and self-conceit along with him, and a man with a following of +the literary hangers-on that are sure to get round an editor sooner or +later. I want to start fair, and I've found out in the syndicate business +all the men that are worth having. But they know me, and they don't know +you, and that's where we shall have the pull on them. They won't be able +to work the thing. Don't you be anxious about the experience. I've got +experience enough of my own to run a dozen editors. What I want is an +editor who has taste, and you've got it; and conscience, and you've got +it; and horse sense, and you've got that. And I like you because you're a +Western man, and I'm another. I do cotton to a Western man when I find +him off East here, holding his own with the best of 'em, and showing 'em +that he's just as much civilized as they are. We both know what it is to +have our bright home in the setting sun; heigh?" + +"I think we Western men who've come East are apt to take ourselves a +little too objectively and to feel ourselves rather more representative +than we need," March remarked. + +Fulkerson was delighted. "You've hit it! We do! We are!" + +"And as for holding my own, I'm not very proud of what I've done in that +way; it's been very little to hold. But I know what you mean, Fulkerson, +and I've felt the same thing myself; it warmed me toward you when we +first met. I can't help suffusing a little to any man when I hear that he +was born on the other side of the Alleghanies. It's perfectly stupid. I +despise the same thing when I see it in Boston people." + +Fulkerson pulled first one of his blond whiskers and then the other, and +twisted the end of each into a point, which he left to untwine itself. He +fixed March with his little eyes, which had a curious innocence in their +cunning, and tapped the desk immediately in front of him. "What I like +about you is that you're broad in your sympathies. The first time I saw +you, that night on the Quebec boat, I said to myself: 'There's a man I +want to know. There's a human being.' I was a little afraid of Mrs. March +and the children, but I felt at home with you--thoroughly +domesticated--before I passed a word with you; and when you spoke first, +and opened up with a joke over that fellow's tableful of light literature +and Indian moccasins and birch-bark toy canoes and stereoscopic views, I +knew that we were brothers--spiritual twins. I recognized the Western +style of fun, and I thought, when you said you were from Boston, that it +was some of the same. But I see now that its being a cold fact, as far as +the last fifteen or twenty years count, is just so much gain. You know +both sections, and you can make this thing go, from ocean to ocean." + +"We might ring that into the prospectus, too," March suggested, with a +smile. "You might call the thing 'From Sea to Sea.' By-the-way, what are +you going to call it?" + +"I haven't decided yet; that's one of the things I wanted to talk with +you about. I had thought of 'The Syndicate'; but it sounds kind of dry, +and doesn't seem to cover the ground exactly. I should like something +that would express the co-operative character of the thing, but I don't +know as I can get it." + +"Might call it 'The Mutual'." + +"They'd think it was an insurance paper. No, that won't do. But Mutual +comes pretty near the idea. If we could get something like that, it would +pique curiosity; and then if we could get paragraphs afloat explaining +that the contributors were to be paid according to the sales, it would be +a first-rate ad." + +He bent a wide, anxious, inquiring smile upon March, who suggested, +lazily: "You might call it 'The Round-Robin'. That would express the +central idea of irresponsibility. As I understand, everybody is to share +the profits and be exempt from the losses. Or, if I'm wrong, and the +reverse is true, you might call it 'The Army of Martyrs'. Come, that +sounds attractive, Fulkerson! Or what do you think of 'The Fifth Wheel'? +That would forestall the criticism that there are too many literary +periodicals already. Or, if you want to put forward the idea of complete +independence, you could call it 'The Free Lance'; or--" + +"Or 'The Hog on Ice'--either stand up or fall down, you know," Fulkerson +broke in coarsely. "But we'll leave the name of the magazine till we get +the editor. I see the poison's beginning to work in you, March; and if I +had time I'd leave the result to time. But I haven't. I've got to know +inside of the next week. To come down to business with you, March, I +sha'n't start this thing unless I can get you to take hold of it." + +He seemed to expect some acknowledgment, and March said, "Well, that's +very nice of you, Fulkerson." + +"No, sir; no, sir! I've always liked you and wanted you ever since we met +that first night. I had this thing inchoately in my mind then, when I was +telling you about the newspaper syndicate business--beautiful vision of a +lot of literary fellows breaking loose from the bondage of publishers and +playing it alone--" + +"You might call it 'The Lone Hand'; that would be attractive," March +interrupted. "The whole West would know what you meant." + +Fulkerson was talking seriously, and March was listening seriously; but +they both broke off and laughed. Fulkerson got down off the table and +made some turns about the room. It was growing late; the October sun had +left the top of the tall windows; it was still clear day, but it would +soon be twilight; they had been talking a long time. Fulkerson came and +stood with his little feet wide apart, and bent his little lean, square +face on March. "See here! How much do you get out of this thing here, +anyway?" + +"The insurance business?" March hesitated a moment and then said, with a +certain effort of reserve, "At present about three thousand." He looked +up at Fulkerson with a glance, as if he had a mind to enlarge upon the +fact, and then dropped his eyes without saying more. + +Whether Fulkerson had not thought it so much or not, he said: "Well, I'll +give you thirty-five hundred. Come! And your chances in the success." + +"We won't count the chances in the success. And I don't believe +thirty-five hundred would go any further in New York than three thousand +in Boston." + +"But you don't live on three thousand here?" + +"No; my wife has a little property." + +"Well, she won't lose the income if you go to New York. I suppose you pay +ten or twelve hundred a year for your house here. You can get plenty of +flats in New York for the same money; and I understand you can get all +sorts of provisions for less than you pay now--three or four cents on the +pound. Come!" + +This was by no means the first talk they had had about the matter; every +three or four months during the past two years the syndicate man had +dropped in upon March to air the scheme and to get his impressions of it. +This had happened so often that it had come to be a sort of joke between +them. But now Fulkerson clearly meant business, and March had a struggle +to maintain himself in a firm poise of refusal. + +"I dare say it wouldn't--or it needn't--cost so very much more, but I +don't want to go to New York; or my wife doesn't. It's the same thing." + +"A good deal samer," Fulkerson admitted. + +March did not quite like his candor, and he went on with dignity. "It's +very natural she shouldn't. She has always lived in Boston; she's +attached to the place. Now, if you were going to start 'The Fifth Wheel' +in Boston--" + +Fulkerson slowly and sadly shook his head, but decidedly. "Wouldn't do. +You might as well say St. Louis or Cincinnati. There's only one city that +belongs to the whole country, and that's New York." + +"Yes, I know," sighed March; "and Boston belongs to the Bostonians, but +they like you to make yourself at home while you're visiting." + +"If you'll agree to make phrases like that, right along, and get them +into 'The Round-Robin' somehow, I'll say four thousand," said Fulkerson. +"You think it over now, March. You talk it over with Mrs. March; I know +you will, anyway; and I might as well make a virtue of advising you to do +it. Tell her I advised you to do it, and you let me know before next +Saturday what you've decided." + +March shut down the rolling top of his desk in the corner of the room, +and walked Fulkerson out before him. It was so late that the last of the +chore-women who washed down the marble halls and stairs of the great +building had wrung out her floor-cloth and departed, leaving spotless +stone and a clean, damp smell in the darkening corridors behind her. + +"Couldn't offer you such swell quarters in New York, March," Fulkerson +said, as he went tack-tacking down the steps with his small boot-heels. +"But I've got my eye on a little house round in West Eleventh Street that +I'm going to fit up for my bachelor's hall in the third story, and adapt +for 'The Lone Hand' in the first and second, if this thing goes through; +and I guess we'll be pretty comfortable. It's right on the Sand Strip--no +malaria of any kind." + +"I don't know that I'm going to share its salubrity with you yet," March +sighed, in an obvious travail which gave Fulkerson hopes. + +"Oh yes, you are," he coaxed. "Now, you talk it over with your wife. You +give her a fair, unprejudiced chance at the thing on its merits, and I'm +very much mistaken in Mrs. March if she doesn't tell you to go in and +win. We're bound to win!" + +They stood on the outside steps of the vast edifice beetling like a +granite crag above them, with the stone groups of an allegory of +life-insurance foreshortened in the bas-relief overhead. March absently +lifted his eyes to it. It was suddenly strange after so many years' +familiarity, and so was the well-known street in its Saturday-evening +solitude. He asked himself, with prophetic homesickness, if it were an +omen of what was to be. But he only said, musingly: "A fortnightly. You +know that didn't work in England. The fortnightly is published once a +month now." + +"It works in France," Fulkerson retorted. "The 'Revue des Deux Mondes' is +still published twice a month. I guess we can make it work in +America--with illustrations." + +"Going to have illustrations?" + +"My dear boy! What are you giving me? Do I look like the sort of lunatic +who would start a thing in the twilight of the nineteenth century without +illustrations? Come off!" + +"Ah, that complicates it! I don't know anything about art." March's look +of discouragement confessed the hold the scheme had taken upon him. + +"I don't want you to!" Fulkerson retorted. "Don't you suppose I shall +have an art man?" + +"And will they--the artists--work at a reduced rate, too, like the +writers, with the hopes of a share in the success?" + +"Of course they will! And if I want any particular man, for a card, I'll +pay him big money besides. But I can get plenty of first-rate sketches on +my own terms. You'll see! They'll pour in!" + +"Look here, Fulkerson," said March, "you'd better call this fortnightly +of yours 'The Madness of the Half-Moon'; or 'Bedlam Broke Loose' +wouldn't be bad! Why do you throw away all your hard earnings on such a +crazy venture? Don't do it!" The kindness which March had always felt, in +spite of his wife's first misgivings and reservations, for the merry, +hopeful, slangy, energetic little creature trembled in his voice. They +had both formed a friendship for Fulkerson during the week they were +together in Quebec. When he was not working the newspapers there, he went +about with them over the familiar ground they were showing their +children, and was simply grateful for the chance, as well as very +entertaining about it all. The children liked him, too; when they got the +clew to his intention, and found that he was not quite serious in many of +the things he said, they thought he was great fun. They were always glad +when their father brought him home on the occasion of Fulkerson's visits +to Boston; and Mrs. March, though of a charier hospitality, welcomed +Fulkerson with a grateful sense of his admiration for her husband. He had +a way of treating March with deference, as an older and abler man, and of +qualifying the freedom he used toward every one with an implication that +March tolerated it voluntarily, which she thought very sweet and even +refined. + +"Ah, now you're talking like a man and a brother," said Fulkerson. "Why, +March, old man, do you suppose I'd come on here and try to talk you into +this thing if I wasn't morally, if I wasn't perfectly, sure of success? +There isn't any if or and about it. I know my ground, every inch; and I +don't stand alone on it," he added, with a significance which did not +escape March. "When you've made up your mind I can give you the proof; +but I'm not at liberty now to say anything more. I tell you it's going to +be a triumphal march from the word go, with coffee and lemonade for the +procession along the whole line. All you've got to do is to fall in." He +stretched out his hand to March. "You let me know as soon as you can." + +March deferred taking his hand till he could ask, "Where are you going?" + +"Parker House. Take the eleven for New York to-night." + +"I thought I might walk your way." March looked at his watch. "But I +shouldn't have time. Goodbye!" + +He now let Fulkerson have his hand, and they exchanged a cordial +pressure. Fulkerson started away at a quick, light pace. Half a block off +he stopped, turned round, and, seeing March still standing where he had +left him, he called back, joyously, "I've got the name!" + +"What?" + +"Every Other Week." + +"It isn't bad." + +"Ta-ta!" + + + + +II. + +All the way up to the South End March mentally prolonged his talk with +Fulkerson, and at his door in Nankeen Square he closed the parley with a +plump refusal to go to New York on any terms. His daughter Bella was +lying in wait for him in the hall, and she threw her arms round his neck +with the exuberance of her fourteen years and with something of the +histrionic intention of her sex. He pressed on, with her clinging about +him, to the library, and, in the glow of his decision against Fulkerson, +kissed his wife, where she sat by the study lamp reading the Transcript +through her first pair of eye-glasses: it was agreed in the family that +she looked distinguished in them, or, at any rate, cultivated. She took +them off to give him a glance of question, and their son Tom looked up +from his book for a moment; he was in his last year at the high school, +and was preparing for Harvard. + +"I didn't get away from the office till half-past five," March explained +to his wife's glance, "and then I walked. I suppose dinner's waiting. I'm +sorry, but I won't do it any more." + +At table he tried to be gay with Bella, who babbled at him with a voluble +pertness which her brother had often advised her parents to check in her, +unless they wanted her to be universally despised. + +"Papa!" she shouted at last, "you're not listening!" As soon as possible +his wife told the children they might be excused. Then she asked, "What +is it, Basil?" + +"What is what?" he retorted, with a specious brightness that did not +avail. + +"What is on your mind?" + +"How do you know there's anything?" + +"Your kissing me so when you came in, for one thing." + +"Don't I always kiss you when I come in?" + +"Not now. I suppose it isn't necessary any more. 'Cela va sans baiser.'" + +"Yes, I guess it's so; we get along without the symbolism now." He +stopped, but she knew that he had not finished. + +"Is it about your business? Have they done anything more?" + +"No; I'm still in the dark. I don't know whether they mean to supplant +me, or whether they ever did. But I wasn't thinking about that. Fulkerson +has been to see me again." + +"Fulkerson?" She brightened at the name, and March smiled, too. "Why +didn't you bring him to dinner?" + +"I wanted to talk with you. Then you do like him?" + +"What has that got to do with it, Basil?" + +"Nothing! nothing! That is, he was boring away about that scheme of his +again. He's got it into definite shape at last." + +"What shape?" + +March outlined it for her, and his wife seized its main features with the +intuitive sense of affairs which makes women such good business-men when +they will let it. + +"It sounds perfectly crazy," she said, finally. "But it mayn't be. The +only thing I didn't like about Mr. Fulkerson was his always wanting to +chance things. But what have you got to do with it?" + +"What have I got to do with it?" March toyed with the delay the question +gave him; then he said, with a sort of deprecatory laugh: "It seems that +Fulkerson has had his eye on me ever since we met that night on the +Quebec boat. I opened up pretty freely to him, as you do to a man you +never expect to see again, and when I found he was in that newspaper +syndicate business I told him about my early literary ambitions--" + +"You can't say that I ever discouraged them, Basil," his wife put in. "I +should have been willing, any time, to give up everything for them." + +"Well, he says that I first suggested this brilliant idea to him. Perhaps +I did; I don't remember. When he told me about his supplying literature +to newspapers for simultaneous publication, he says I asked: 'Why not +apply the principle of co-operation to a magazine, and run it in the +interest of the contributors?' and that set him to thinking, and he +thought out his plan of a periodical which should pay authors and artists +a low price outright for their work and give them a chance of the profits +in the way of a percentage. After all, it isn't so very different from +the chances an author takes when he publishes a book. And Fulkerson +thinks that the novelty of the thing would pique public curiosity, if it +didn't arouse public sympathy. And the long and short of it is, Isabel, +that he wants me to help edit it." + +"To edit it?" His wife caught her breath, and she took a little time to +realize the fact, while she stared hard at her husband to make sure he +was not joking. + +"Yes. He says he owes it all to me; that I invented the idea--the +germ--the microbe." + +His wife had now realized the fact, at least in a degree that excluded +trifling with it. "That is very honorable of Mr. Fulkerson; and if he +owes it to you, it was the least he could do." Having recognized her +husband's claim to the honor done him, she began to kindle with a sense +of the honor itself and the value of the opportunity. "It's a very high +compliment to you, Basil--a very high compliment. And you could give up +this wretched insurance business that you've always hated so, and that's +making you so unhappy now that you think they're going to take it from +you. Give it up and take Mr. Fulkerson's offer! It's a perfect +interposition, coming just at this time! Why, do it! Mercy!" she suddenly +arrested herself, "he wouldn't expect you to get along on the possible +profits?" Her face expressed the awfulness of the notion. + +March smiled reassuringly, and waited to give himself the pleasure of the +sensation he meant to give her. "If I'll make striking phrases for it and +edit it, too, he'll give me four thousand dollars." + +He leaned back in his chair, and stuck his hands deep into his pockets, +and watched his wife's face, luminous with the emotions that flashed +through her mind--doubt, joy, anxiety. + +"Basil! You don't mean it! Why, take it! Take it instantly! Oh, what a +thing to happen! Oh, what luck! But you deserve it, if you first +suggested it. What an escape, what a triumph over all those hateful +insurance people! Oh, Basil, I'm afraid he'll change his mind! You ought +to have accepted on the spot. You might have known I would approve, and +you could so easily have taken it back if I didn't. Telegraph him now! +Run right out with the despatch--Or we can send Tom!" + +In these imperatives of Mrs. March's there was always much of the +conditional. She meant that he should do what she said, if it were +entirely right; and she never meant to be considered as having urged him. + +"And suppose his enterprise went wrong?" her husband suggested. + +"It won't go wrong. Hasn't he made a success of his syndicate?" + +"He says so--yes." + +"Very well, then, it stands to reason that he'll succeed in this, too. He +wouldn't undertake it if he didn't know it would succeed; he must have +capital." + +"It will take a great deal to get such a thing going; and even if he's +got an Angel behind him--" + +She caught at the word--"An Angel?" + +"It's what the theatrical people call a financial backer. He dropped a +hint of something of that kind." + +"Of course, he's got an Angel," said his wife, promptly adopting the +word. "And even if he hadn't, still, Basil, I should be willing to have +you risk it. The risk isn't so great, is it? We shouldn't be ruined if it +failed altogether. With our stocks we have two thousand a year, anyway, +and we could pinch through on that till you got into some other business +afterward, especially if we'd saved something out of your salary while it +lasted. Basil, I want you to try it! I know it will give you a new lease +of life to have a congenial occupation." March laughed, but his wife +persisted. "I'm all for your trying it, Basil; indeed I am. If it's an +experiment, you can give it up." + +"It can give me up, too." + +"Oh, nonsense! I guess there's not much fear of that. Now, I want you to +telegraph Mr. Fulkerson, so that he'll find the despatch waiting for him +when he gets to New York. I'll take the whole responsibility, Basil, and +I'll risk all the consequences." + + + + +III. + +March's face had sobered more and more as she followed one hopeful burst +with another, and now it expressed a positive pain. But he forced a smile +and said: "There's a little condition attached. Where did you suppose it +was to be published?" + +"Why, in Boston, of course. Where else should it be published?" + +She looked at him for the intention of his question so searchingly that +he quite gave up the attempt to be gay about it. "No," he said, gravely, +"it's to be published in New York." + +She fell back in her chair. "In New York?" She leaned forward over the +table toward him, as if to make sure that she heard aright, and said, +with all the keen reproach that he could have expected: "In New York, +Basil! Oh, how could you have let me go on?" + +He had a sufficiently rueful face in owning: "I oughtn't to have done it, +but I got started wrong. I couldn't help putting the best foot, forward +at first--or as long as the whole thing was in the air. I didn't know +that you would take so much to the general enterprise, or else I should +have mentioned the New York condition at once; but, of course, that puts +an end to it." + +"Oh, of course," she assented, sadly. "We COULDN'T go to New York." + +"No, I know that," he said; and with this a perverse desire to tempt her +to the impossibility awoke in him, though he was really quite cold about +the affair himself now. "Fulkerson thought we could get a nice flat in +New York for about what the interest and taxes came to here, and +provisions are cheaper. But I should rather not experiment at my time of +life. If I could have been caught younger, I might have been inured to +New York, but I don't believe I could stand it now." + +"How I hate to have you talk that way, Basil! You are young enough to try +anything--anywhere; but you know I don't like New York. I don't approve +of it. It's so big, and so hideous! Of course I shouldn't mind that; but +I've always lived in Boston, and the children were born and have all +their friendships and associations here." She added, with the +helplessness that discredited her good sense and did her injustice, "I +have just got them both into the Friday afternoon class at Papanti's, and +you know how difficult that is." + +March could not fail to take advantage of an occasion like this. "Well, +that alone ought to settle it. Under the circumstances, it would be +flying in the face of Providence to leave Boston. The mere fact of a +brilliant opening like that offered me on 'The Microbe,' and the halcyon +future which Fulkerson promises if we'll come to New York, is as dust in +the balance against the advantages of the Friday afternoon class." + +"Basil," she appealed, solemnly, "have I ever interfered with your +career?" + +"I never had any for you to interfere with, my dear." + +"Basil! Haven't I always had faith in you? And don't you suppose that if +I thought it would really be for your advancement I would go to New York +or anywhere with you?" + +"No, my dear, I don't," he teased. "If it would be for my salvation, yes, +perhaps; but not short of that; and I should have to prove by a cloud of +witnesses that it would. I don't blame you. I wasn't born in Boston, but +I understand how you feel. And really, my dear," he added, without irony, +"I never seriously thought of asking you to go to New York. I was dazzled +by Fulkerson's offer, I'll own that; but his choice of me as editor +sapped my confidence in him." + +"I don't like to hear you say that, Basil," she entreated. + +"Well, of course there were mitigating circumstances. I could see that +Fulkerson meant to keep the whip-hand himself, and that was reassuring. +And, besides, if the Reciprocity Life should happen not to want my +services any longer, it wouldn't be quite like giving up a certainty; +though, as a matter of business, I let Fulkerson get that impression; I +felt rather sneaking to do it. But if the worst comes to the worst, I can +look about for something to do in Boston; and, anyhow, people don't +starve on two thousand a year, though it's convenient to have five. The +fact is, I'm too old to change so radically. If you don't like my saying +that, then you are, Isabel, and so are the children. I've no right to +take them from the home we've made, and to change the whole course of +their lives, unless I can assure them of something, and I can't assure +them of anything. Boston is big enough for us, and it's certainly +prettier than New York. I always feel a little proud of hailing from +Boston; my pleasure in the place mounts the farther I get away from it. +But I do appreciate it, my dear; I've no more desire to leave it than you +have. You may be sure that if you don't want to take the children out of +the Friday afternoon class, I don't want to leave my library here, and +all the ways I've got set in. We'll keep on. Very likely the company +won't supplant me, and if it does, and Watkins gets the place, he'll give +me a subordinate position of some sort. Cheer up, Isabel! I have put +Satan and his angel, Fulkerson, behind me, and it's all right. Let's go +in to the children." + +He came round the table to Isabel, where she sat in a growing +distraction, and lifted her by the waist from her chair. + +She sighed deeply. "Shall we tell the children about it?" + +"No. What's the use, now?" + +"There wouldn't be any," she assented. When they entered the family room, +where the boy and girl sat on either side of the lamp working out the +lessons for Monday which they had left over from the day before, she +asked, "Children, how would you like to live in New York?" + +Bella made haste to get in her word first. "And give up the Friday +afternoon class?" she wailed. + +Tom growled from his book, without lifting his eyes: "I shouldn't want to +go to Columbia. They haven't got any dormitories, and you have to board +round anywhere. Are you going to New York?" He now deigned to look up at +his father. + +"No, Tom. You and Bella have decided me against it. Your perspective +shows the affair in its true proportions. I had an offer to go to New +York, but I've refused it." + + + + +IV + +March's irony fell harmless from the children's preoccupation with their +own affairs, but he knew that his wife felt it, and this added to the +bitterness which prompted it. He blamed her for letting her provincial +narrowness prevent his accepting Fulkerson's offer quite as much as if he +had otherwise entirely wished to accept it. His world, like most worlds, +had been superficially a disappointment. He was no richer than at the +beginning, though in marrying he had given up some tastes, some +preferences, some aspirations, in the hope of indulging them later, with +larger means and larger leisure. His wife had not urged him to do it; in +fact, her pride, as she said, was in his fitness for the life he had +renounced; but she had acquiesced, and they had been very happy together. +That is to say, they made up their quarrels or ignored them. + +They often accused each other of being selfish and indifferent, but she +knew that he would always sacrifice himself for her and the children; and +he, on his part, with many gibes and mockeries, wholly trusted in her. +They had grown practically tolerant of each other's disagreeable traits; +and the danger that really threatened them was that they should grow too +well satisfied with themselves, if not with each other. They were not +sentimental, they were rather matter-of-fact in their motives; but they +had both a sort of humorous fondness for sentimentality. They liked to +play with the romantic, from the safe vantage-ground of their real +practicality, and to divine the poetry of the commonplace. Their peculiar +point of view separated them from most other people, with whom their +means of self-comparison were not so good since their marriage as before. +Then they had travelled and seen much of the world, and they had formed +tastes which they had not always been able to indulge, but of which they +felt that the possession reflected distinction on them. It enabled them +to look down upon those who were without such tastes; but they were not +ill-natured, and so they did not look down so much with contempt as with +amusement. In their unfashionable neighborhood they had the fame of being +not exclusive precisely, but very much wrapped up in themselves and their +children. + +Mrs. March was reputed to be very cultivated, and Mr. March even more so, +among the simpler folk around them. Their house had some good pictures, +which her aunt had brought home from Europe in more affluent days, and it +abounded in books on which he spent more than he ought. They had +beautified it in every way, and had unconsciously taken credit to themselves +for it. They felt, with a glow almost of virtue, how perfectly it +fitted their lives and their children's, and they believed that somehow +it expressed their characters--that it was like them. They went out very +little; she remained shut up in its refinement, working the good of her +own; and he went to his business, and hurried back to forget it, and +dream his dream of intellectual achievement in the flattering atmosphere +of her sympathy. He could not conceal from himself that his divided life +was somewhat like Charles Lamb's, and there were times when, as he had +expressed to Fulkerson, he believed that its division was favorable to +the freshness of his interest in literature. It certainly kept it a high +privilege, a sacred refuge. Now and then he wrote something, and got it +printed after long delays, and when they met on the St. Lawrence +Fulkerson had some of March's verses in his pocket-book, which he had cut +out of a stray newspaper and carried about for years, because they pleased +his fancy so much; they formed an immediate bond of union between the men +when their authorship was traced and owned, and this gave a pretty color +of romance to their acquaintance. But, for the most part, March was +satisfied to read. He was proud of reading critically, and he kept in the +current of literary interests and controversies. It all seemed to him, +and to his wife at second-hand, very meritorious; he could not help +contrasting his life and its inner elegance with that of other men who +had no such resources. He thought that he was not arrogant about it, +because he did full justice to the good qualities of those other people; +he congratulated himself upon the democratic instincts which enabled him +to do this; and neither he nor his wife supposed that they were selfish +persons. On the contrary, they were very sympathetic; there was no good +cause that they did not wish well; they had a generous scorn of all kinds +of narrow-heartedness; if it had ever come into their way to sacrifice +themselves for others, they thought they would have done so, but they +never asked why it had not come in their way. They were very gentle and +kind, even when most elusive; and they taught their children to loathe +all manner of social cruelty. March was of so watchful a conscience in +some respects that he denied himself the pensive pleasure of lapsing into +the melancholy of unfulfilled aspirations; but he did not see that, if he +had abandoned them, it had been for what he held dearer; generally he +felt as if he had turned from them with a high, altruistic aim. The +practical expression of his life was that it was enough to provide well +for his family; to have cultivated tastes, and to gratify them to the +extent of his means; to be rather distinguished, even in the +simplification of his desires. He believed, and his wife believed, that +if the time ever came when he really wished to make a sacrifice to the +fulfilment of the aspirations so long postponed, she would be ready to +join with heart and hand. + +When he went to her room from his library, where she left him the whole +evening with the children, he found her before the glass thoughtfully +removing the first dismantling pin from her back hair. + +"I can't help feeling," she grieved into the mirror, "that it's I who +keep you from accepting that offer. I know it is! I could go West with +you, or into a new country--anywhere; but New York terrifies me. I don't +like New York, I never did; it disheartens and distracts me; I can't find +myself in it; I shouldn't know how to shop. I know I'm foolish and narrow +and provincial," she went on, "but I could never have any inner quiet in +New York; I couldn't live in the spirit there. I suppose people do. It +can't be that all these millions--' + +"Oh, not so bad as that!" March interposed, laughing. "There aren't quite +two." + +"I thought there were four or five. Well, no matter. You see what I am, +Basil. I'm terribly limited. I couldn't make my sympathies go round two +million people; I should be wretched. I suppose I'm standing in the way +of your highest interest, but I can't help it. We took each other for +better or worse, and you must try to bear with me--" She broke off and +began to cry. + +"Stop it!" shouted March. "I tell you I never cared anything for +Fulkerson's scheme or entertained it seriously, and I shouldn't if he'd +proposed to carry it out in Boston." This was not quite true, but in the +retrospect it seemed sufficiently so for the purposes of argument. "Don't +say another word about it. The thing's over now, and I don't want to +think of it any more. We couldn't change its nature if we talked all +night. But I want you to understand that it isn't your limitations that +are in the way. It's mine. I shouldn't have the courage to take such a +place; I don't think I'm fit for it, and that's the long and short of +it." + +"Oh, you don't know how it hurts me to have you say that, Basil." + +The next morning, as they sat together at breakfast, without the +children, whom they let lie late on Sunday, Mrs. March said to her +husband, silent over his fish-balls and baked beans: "We will go to New +York. I've decided it." + +"Well, it takes two to decide that," March retorted. "We are not going to +New York." + +"Yes, we are. I've thought it out. Now, listen." + +"Oh, I'm willing to listen," he consented, airily. + +"You've always wanted to get out of the insurance business, and now with +that fear of being turned out which you have you mustn't neglect this +offer. I suppose it has its risks, but it's a risk keeping on as we are; +and perhaps you will make a great success of it. I do want you to try, +Basil. If I could once feel that you had fairly seen what you could do in +literature, I should die happy." + +"Not immediately after, I hope," he suggested, taking the second cup of +coffee she had been pouring out for him. "And Boston?" + +"We needn't make a complete break. We can keep this place for the +present, anyway; we could let it for the winter, and come back in the +summer next year. It would be change enough from New York." + +"Fulkerson and I hadn't got as far as to talk of a vacation." + +"No matter. The children and I could come. And if you didn't like New +York, or the enterprise failed, you could get into something in Boston +again; and we have enough to live on till you did. Yes, Basil, I'm +going." + +"I can see by the way your chin trembles that nothing could stop you. You +may go to New York if you wish, Isabel, but I shall stay here." + +"Be serious, Basil. I'm in earnest." + +"Serious? If I were any more serious I should shed tears. Come, my dear, +I know what you mean, and if I had my heart set on this thing--Fulkerson +always calls it 'this thing' I would cheerfully accept any sacrifice you +could make to it. But I'd rather not offer you up on a shrine I don't +feel any particular faith in. I'm very comfortable where I am; that is, I +know just where the pinch comes, and if it comes harder, why, I've got +used to bearing that kind of pinch. I'm too old to change pinches." + +"Now, that does decide me." + +"It decides me, too." + +"I will take all the responsibility, Basil," she pleaded. + +"Oh yes; but you'll hand it back to me as soon as you've carried your +point with it. There's nothing mean about you, Isabel, where +responsibility is concerned. No; if I do this thing--Fulkerson again? I +can't get away from 'this thing'; it's ominous--I must do it because I +want to do it, and not because you wish that you wanted me to do it. I +understand your position, Isabel, and that you're really acting from a +generous impulse, but there's nothing so precarious at our time of life +as a generous impulse. When we were younger we could stand it; we could +give way to it and take the consequences. But now we can't bear it. We +must act from cold reason even in the ardor of self-sacrifice." + +"Oh, as if you did that!" his wife retorted. + +"Is that any cause why you shouldn't?" She could not say that it was, and +he went on triumphantly: + +"No, I won't take you away from the only safe place on the planet and +plunge you into the most perilous, and then have you say in your +revulsion of feeling that you were all against it from the first, and you +gave way because you saw I had my heart set on it." He supposed he was +treating the matter humorously, but in this sort of banter between +husband and wife there is always much more than the joking. March had +seen some pretty feminine inconsistencies and trepidations which once +charmed him in his wife hardening into traits of middle-age which were +very like those of less interesting older women. The sight moved him with +a kind of pathos, but he felt the result hindering and vexatious. + +She now retorted that if he did not choose to take her at her word he +need not, but that whatever he did she should have nothing to reproach +herself with; and, at least, he could not say that she had trapped him +into anything. + +"What do you mean by trapping?" he demanded. + +"I don't know what you call it," she answered; "but when you get me to +commit myself to a thing by leaving out the most essential point, I call +it trapping." + +"I wonder you stop at trapping, if you think I got you to favor +Fulkerson's scheme and then sprung New York on you. I don't suppose you +do, though. But I guess we won't talk about it any more." + +He went out for a long walk, and she went to her room. They lunched +silently together in the presence of their children, who knew that they +had been quarrelling, but were easily indifferent to the fact, as +children get to be in such cases; nature defends their youth, and the +unhappiness which they behold does not infect them. In the evening, after +the boy and girl had gone to bed, the father and mother resumed their +talk. He would have liked to take it up at the point from which it +wandered into hostilities, for he felt it lamentable that a matter which +so seriously concerned them should be confused in the fumes of senseless +anger; and he was willing to make a tacit acknowledgment of his own error +by recurring to the question, but she would not be content with this, and +he had to concede explicitly to her weakness that she really meant it +when she had asked him to accept Fulkerson's offer. He said he knew that; +and he began soberly to talk over their prospects in the event of their +going to New York. + +"Oh, I see you are going!" she twitted. + +"I'm going to stay," he answered, "and let them turn me out of my agency +here," and in this bitterness their talk ended. + + + + +V. + +His wife made no attempt to renew their talk before March went to his +business in the morning, and they parted in dry offence. Their experience +was that these things always came right of themselves at last, and they +usually let them. He knew that she had really tried to consent to a thing +that was repugnant to her, and in his heart he gave her more credit for +the effort than he had allowed her openly. She knew that she had made it +with the reservation he accused her of, and that he had a right to feel +sore at what she could not help. But he left her to brood over his +ingratitude, and she suffered him to go heavy and unfriended to meet the +chances of the day. He said to himself that if she had assented cordially +to the conditions of Fulkerson's offer, he would have had the courage to +take all the other risks himself, and would have had the satisfaction of +resigning his place. As it was, he must wait till he was removed; and he +figured with bitter pleasure the pain she would feel when he came home +some day and told her he had been supplanted, after it was too late to +close with Fulkerson. + +He found a letter on his desk from the secretary, "Dictated," in +typewriting, which briefly informed him that Mr. Hubbell, the Inspector +of Agencies, would be in Boston on Wednesday, and would call at his +office during the forenoon. The letter was not different in tone from +many that he had formerly received; but the visit announced was out of +the usual order, and March believed he read his fate in it. During the +eighteen years of his connection with it--first as a subordinate in the +Boston office, and finally as its general agent there--he had seen a good +many changes in the Reciprocity; presidents, vice-presidents, actuaries, +and general agents had come and gone, but there had always seemed to be a +recognition of his efficiency, or at least sufficiency, and there had +never been any manner of trouble, no question of accounts, no apparent +dissatisfaction with his management, until latterly, when there had begun +to come from headquarters some suggestions of enterprise in certain ways, +which gave him his first suspicions of his clerk Watkins's willingness to +succeed him; they embodied some of Watkins's ideas. The things proposed +seemed to March undignified, and even vulgar; he had never thought +himself wanting in energy, though probably he had left the business to +take its own course in the old lines more than he realized. Things had +always gone so smoothly that he had sometimes fancied a peculiar regard +for him in the management, which he had the weakness to attribute to an +appreciation of what he occasionally did in literature, though in saner +moments he felt how impossible this was. Beyond a reference from Mr. +Hubbell to some piece of March's which had happened to meet his eye, no +one in the management ever gave a sign of consciousness that their +service was adorned by an obscure literary man; and Mr. Hubbell himself +had the effect of regarding the excursions of March's pen as a sort of +joke, and of winking at them; as he might have winked if once in a way he +had found him a little the gayer for dining. + +March wore through the day gloomily, but he had it on his conscience not +to show any resentment toward Watkins, whom he suspected of wishing to +supplant him, and even of working to do so. Through this self-denial he +reached a better mind concerning his wife. He determined not to make her +suffer needlessly, if the worst came to the worst; she would suffer +enough, at the best, and till the worst came he would spare her, and not +say anything about the letter he had got. + +But when they met, her first glance divined that something had happened, +and her first question frustrated his generous intention. He had to tell +her about the letter. She would not allow that it had any significance, +but she wished him to make an end of his anxieties and forestall whatever +it might portend by resigning his place at once. She said she was quite +ready to go to New York; she had been thinking it all over, and now she +really wanted to go. He answered, soberly, that he had thought it over, +too; and he did not wish to leave Boston, where he had lived so long, or +try a new way of life if he could help it. He insisted that he was quite +selfish in this; in their concessions their quarrel vanished; they agreed +that whatever happened would be for the best; and the next day he went to +his office fortified for any event. + +His destiny, if tragical, presented itself with an aspect which he might +have found comic if it had been another's destiny. Mr. Hubbell brought +March's removal, softened in the guise of a promotion. The management at +New York, it appeared, had acted upon a suggestion of Mr. Hubbell's, and +now authorized him to offer March the editorship of the monthly paper +published in the interest of the company; his office would include the +authorship of circulars and leaflets in behalf of life-insurance, and +would give play to the literary talent which Mr. Hubbell had brought to +the attention of the management; his salary would be nearly as much as at +present, but the work would not take his whole time, and in a place like +New York he could get a great deal of outside writing, which they would +not object to his doing. + +Mr. Hubbell seemed so sure of his acceptance of a place in every way +congenial to a man of literary tastes that March was afterward sorry he +dismissed the proposition with obvious irony, and had needlessly hurt +Hubbell's feelings; but Mrs. March had no such regrets. She was only +afraid that he had not made his rejection contemptuous enough. "And now," +she said, "telegraph Mr. Fulkerson, and we will go at once." + +"I suppose I could still get Watkins's former place," March suggested. + +"Never!" she retorted. "Telegraph instantly!" + +They were only afraid now that Fulkerson might have changed his mind, and +they had a wretched day in which they heard nothing from him. It ended +with his answering March's telegram in person. They were so glad of his +coming, and so touched by his satisfaction with his bargain, that they +laid all the facts of the case before him. He entered fully into March's +sense of the joke latent in Mr. Hubbell's proposition, and he tried to +make Mrs. March believe that he shared her resentment of the indignity +offered her husband. + +March made a show of willingness to release him in view of the changed +situation, saying that he held him to nothing. Fulkerson laughed, and +asked him how soon he thought he could come on to New York. He refused to +reopen the question of March's fitness with him; he said they had gone +into that thoroughly, but he recurred to it with Mrs. March, and +confirmed her belief in his good sense on all points. She had been from +the first moment defiantly confident of her husband's ability, but till +she had talked the matter over with Fulkerson she was secretly not sure +of it; or, at least, she was not sure that March was not right in +distrusting himself. When she clearly understood, now, what Fulkerson +intended, she had no longer a doubt. He explained how the enterprise +differed from others, and how he needed for its direction a man who +combined general business experience and business ideas with a love for +the thing and a natural aptness for it. He did not want a young man, and +yet he wanted youth--its freshness, its zest--such as March would feel in +a thing he could put his whole heart into. He would not run in ruts, like +an old fellow who had got hackneyed; he would not have any hobbies; he +would not have any friends or any enemies. Besides, he would have to meet +people, and March was a man that people took to; she knew that herself; +he had a kind of charm. The editorial management was going to be kept in +the background, as far as the public was concerned; the public was to +suppose that the thing ran itself. Fulkerson did not care for a great +literary reputation in his editor--he implied that March had a very +pretty little one. At the same time the relations between the +contributors and the management were to be much more, intimate than +usual. Fulkerson felt his personal disqualification for working the thing +socially, and he counted upon Mr. March for that; that was to say, he +counted upon Mrs. March. + +She protested he must not count upon her; but it by no means disabled +Fulkerson's judgment in her view that March really seemed more than +anything else a fancy of his. He had been a fancy of hers; and the sort +of affectionate respect with which Fulkerson spoke of him laid forever +some doubt she had of the fineness of Fulkerson's manners and reconciled +her to the graphic slanginess of his speech. + +The affair was now irretrievable, but she gave her approval to it as +superbly as if it were submitted in its inception. Only, Mr. Fulkerson +must not suppose she should ever like New York. She would not deceive him +on that point. She never should like it. She did not conceal, either, +that she did not like taking the children out of the Friday afternoon +class; and she did not believe that Tom would ever be reconciled to going +to Columbia. She took courage from Fulkerson's suggestion that it was +possible for Tom to come to Harvard even from New York; and she heaped +him with questions concerning the domiciliation of the family in that +city. He tried to know something about the matter, and he succeeded in +seeming interested in points necessarily indifferent to him. + + + + +VI. + +In the uprooting and transplanting of their home that followed, Mrs. +March often trembled before distant problems and possible contingencies, +but she was never troubled by present difficulties. She kept up with +tireless energy; and in the moments of dejection and misgiving which +harassed her husband she remained dauntless, and put heart into him when +he had lost it altogether. + +She arranged to leave the children in the house with the servants, while +she went on with March to look up a dwelling of some sort in New York. It +made him sick to think of it; and, when it came to the point, he would +rather have given up the whole enterprise. She had to nerve him to it, to +represent more than once that now they had no choice but to make this +experiment. Every detail of parting was anguish to him. He got +consolation out of the notion of letting the house furnished for the +winter; that implied their return to it, but it cost him pangs of the +keenest misery to advertise it; and, when a tenant was actually found, it +was all he could do to give him the lease. He tried his wife's love and +patience as a man must to whom the future is easy in the mass but +terrible as it translates itself piecemeal into the present. He +experienced remorse in the presence of inanimate things he was going to +leave as if they had sensibly reproached him, and an anticipative +homesickness that seemed to stop his heart. Again and again his wife had +to make him reflect that his depression was not prophetic. She convinced +him of what he already knew, and persuaded him against his knowledge that +he could be keeping an eye out for something to take hold of in Boston if +they could not stand New York. She ended by telling him that it was too +bad to make her comfort him in a trial that was really so much more a +trial to her. She had to support him in a last access of despair on their +way to the Albany depot the morning they started to New York; but when +the final details had been dealt with, the tickets bought, the trunks +checked, and the handbags hung up in their car, and the future had massed +itself again at a safe distance and was seven hours and two hundred miles +away, his spirits began to rise and hers to sink. He would have been +willing to celebrate the taste, the domestic refinement, of the ladies' +waiting-room in the depot, where they had spent a quarter of an hour +before the train started. He said he did not believe there was another +station in the world where mahogany rocking-chairs were provided; that +the dull-red warmth of the walls was as cozy as an evening lamp, and that +he always hoped to see a fire kindled on that vast hearth and under that +aesthetic mantel, but he supposed now he never should. He said it was all +very different from that tunnel, the old Albany depot, where they had +waited the morning they went to New York when they were starting on their +wedding journey. + +"The morning, Basil!" cried his wife. "We went at night; and we were +going to take the boat, but it stormed so!" She gave him a glance of such +reproach that he could not answer anything, and now she asked him whether +he supposed their cook and second girl would be contented with one of +those dark holes where they put girls to sleep in New York flats, and +what she should do if Margaret, especially, left her. He ventured to +suggest that Margaret would probably like the city; but, if she left, +there were plenty of other girls to be had in New York. She replied that +there were none she could trust, and that she knew Margaret would not +stay. He asked her why she took her, then--why she did not give her up at +once; and she answered that it would be inhuman to give her up just in +the edge of the winter. She had promised to keep her; and Margaret was +pleased with the notion of going to New York, where she had a cousin. + +"Then perhaps she'll be pleased with the notion of staying," he said. + +"Oh, much you know about it!" she retorted; and, in view of the +hypothetical difficulty and his want of sympathy, she fell into a gloom, +from which she roused herself at last by declaring that, if there was +nothing else in the flat they took, there should be a light kitchen and a +bright, sunny bedroom for Margaret. He expressed the belief that they +could easily find such a flat as that, and she denounced his fatal +optimism, which buoyed him up in the absence of an undertaking and let +him drop into the depths of despair in its presence. + +He owned this defect of temperament, but he said that it compensated the +opposite in her character. "I suppose that's one of the chief uses of +marriage; people supplement one another, and form a pretty fair sort of +human being together. The only drawback to the theory is that unmarried +people seem each as complete and whole as a married pair." + +She refused to be amused; she turned her face to the window and put her +handkerchief up under her veil. + +It was not till the dining-car was attached to their train that they were +both able to escape for an hour into the care-free mood of their earlier +travels, when they were so easily taken out of themselves. The time had +been when they could have found enough in the conjectural fortunes and +characters of their fellow-passengers to occupy them. This phase of their +youth had lasted long, and the world was still full of novelty and +interest for them; but it required all the charm of the dining-car now to +lay the anxieties that beset them. It was so potent for the moment, +however, that they could take an objective view at their sitting cozily +down there together, as if they had only themselves in the world. They +wondered what the children were doing, the children who possessed them so +intensely when present, and now, by a fantastic operation of absence, +seemed almost non-existents. They tried to be homesick for them, but +failed; they recognized with comfortable self-abhorrence that this was +terrible, but owned a fascination in being alone; at the same time, they +could not imagine how people felt who never had any children. They +contrasted the luxury of dining that way, with every advantage except a +band of music, and the old way of rushing out to snatch a fearful joy at +the lunch-counters of the Worcester and Springfield and New Haven +stations. They had not gone often to New York since their wedding +journey, but they had gone often enough to have noted the change from the +lunch-counter to the lunch-basket brought in the train, from which you +could subsist with more ease and dignity, but seemed destined to a +superabundance of pickles, whatever you ordered. + +They thought well of themselves now that they could be both critical and +tolerant of flavors not very sharply distinguished from one another in +their dinner, and they lingered over their coffee and watched the autumn +landscape through the windows. + +"Not quite so loud a pattern of calico this year," he said, with +patronizing forbearance toward the painted woodlands whirling by. "Do you +see how the foreground next the train rushes from us and the background +keeps ahead of us, while the middle distance seems stationary? I don't +think I ever noticed that effect before. There ought to be something +literary in it: retreating past and advancing future and deceitfully +permanent present--something like that?" + +His wife brushed some crumbs from her lap before rising. "Yes. You +mustn't waste any of these ideas now." + +"Oh no; it would be money out of Fulkerson's pocket." + + + + +VII. + +They went to a quiet hotel far down-town, and took a small apartment +which they thought they could easily afford for the day or two they need +spend in looking up a furnished flat. They were used to staying at this +hotel when they came on for a little outing in New York, after some rigid +winter in Boston, at the time of the spring exhibitions. They were +remembered there from year to year; the colored call-boys, who never +seemed to get any older, smiled upon them, and the clerk called March by +name even before he registered. He asked if Mrs. March were with him, and +said then he supposed they would want their usual quarters; and in a +moment they were domesticated in a far interior that seemed to have been +waiting for them in a clean, quiet, patient disoccupation ever since they +left it two years before. The little parlor, with its gilt paper and +ebonized furniture, was the lightest of the rooms, but it was not very +light at noonday without the gas, which the bell-boy now flared up for +them. The uproar of the city came to it in a soothing murmur, and they +took possession of its peace and comfort with open celebration. After +all, they agreed, there was no place in the world so delightful as a +hotel apartment like that; the boasted charms of home were nothing to it; +and then the magic of its being always there, ready for any one, every +one, just as if it were for some one alone: it was like the experience of +an Arabian Nights hero come true for all the race. + +"Oh, why can't we always stay here, just we two!" Mrs. March sighed to +her husband, as he came out of his room rubbing his face red with the +towel, while she studied a new arrangement of her bonnet and handbag on +the mantel. + +"And ignore the past? I'm willing. I've no doubt that the children could +get on perfectly well without us, and could find some lot in the scheme +of Providence that would really be just as well for them." + +"Yes; or could contrive somehow never to have existed. I should insist +upon that. If they are, don't you see that we couldn't wish them not to +be?" + +"Oh yes; I see your point; it's simply incontrovertible." + +She laughed and said: "Well, at any rate, if we can't find a flat to suit +us we can all crowd into these three rooms somehow, for the winter, and +then browse about for meals. By the week we could get them much cheaper; +and we could save on the eating, as they do in Europe. Or on something +else." + +"Something else, probably," said March. "But we won't take this apartment +till the ideal furnished flat winks out altogether. We shall not have any +trouble. We can easily find some one who is going South for the winter +and will be glad to give up their flat 'to the right party' at a nominal +rent. That's my notion. That's what the Evanses did one winter when they +came on here in February. All but the nominality of the rent." + +"Yes, and we could pay a very good rent and still save something on +letting our house. You can settle yourselves in a hundred different ways +in New York, that is one merit of the place. But if everything else +fails, we can come back to this. I want you to take the refusal of it, +Basil. And we'll commence looking this very evening as soon as we've had +dinner. I cut a lot of things out of the Herald as we came on. See here!" + +She took a long strip of paper out of her hand-bag with minute +advertisements pinned transversely upon it, and forming the effect of +some glittering nondescript vertebrate. + +"Looks something like the sea-serpent," said March, drying his hands on +the towel, while he glanced up and down the list. "But we sha'n't have +any trouble. I've no doubt there are half a dozen things there that will +do. You haven't gone up-town? Because we must be near the 'Every Other +Week' office." + +"No; but I wish Mr. Fulkerson hadn't called it that! It always makes one +think of 'jam yesterday and jam tomorrow, but never jam to-day,' in +'Through the Looking-Glass.' They're all in this region." + +They were still at their table, beside a low window, where some sort of +never-blooming shrub symmetrically balanced itself in a large pot, with a +leaf to the right and a leaf to the left and a spear up the middle, when +Fulkerson came stepping square-footedly over the thick dining-room +carpet. He wagged in the air a gay hand of salutation at sight of them, +and of repression when they offered to rise to meet him; then, with an +apparent simultaneity of action he gave a hand to each, pulled up a chair +from the next table, put his hat and stick on the floor beside it, and +seated himself. + +"Well, you've burned your ships behind you, sure enough," he said, +beaming his satisfaction upon them from eyes and teeth. + +"The ships are burned," said March, "though I'm not sure we alone did it. +But here we are, looking for shelter, and a little anxious about the +disposition of the natives." + +"Oh, they're an awful peaceable lot," said Fulkerson. "I've been round +among the caciques a little, and I think I've got two or three places +that will just suit you, Mrs. March. How did you leave the children?" + +"Oh, how kind of you! Very well, and very proud to be left in charge of +the smoking wrecks." + +Fulkerson naturally paid no attention to what she said, being but +secondarily interested in the children at the best. "Here are some things +right in this neighborhood, within gunshot of the office, and if you want +you can go and look at them to-night; the agents gave me houses where the +people would be in." + +"We will go and look at them instantly," said Mrs. March. "Or, as soon as +you've had coffee with us." + +"Never do," Fulkerson replied. He gathered up his hat and stick. "Just +rushed in to say Hello, and got to run right away again. I tell you, +March, things are humming. I'm after those fellows with a sharp stick all +the while to keep them from loafing on my house, and at the same time I'm +just bubbling over with ideas about 'The Lone Hand'--wish we could call it +that!--that I want to talk up with you." + +"Well, come to breakfast," said Mrs. March, cordially. + +"No; the ideas will keep till you've secured your lodge in this vast +wilderness. Good-bye." + +"You're as nice as you can be, Mr. Fulkerson," she said, "to keep us in +mind when you have so much to occupy you." + +"I wouldn't have anything to occupy me if I hadn't kept you in mind, Mrs. +March," said Fulkerson, going off upon as good a speech as he could +apparently hope to make. + +"Why, Basil," said Mrs. March, when he was gone, "he's charming! But now +we mustn't lose an instant. Let's see where the places are." She ran over +the half-dozen agents' permits. "Capital--first-rate--the very thing--every +one. Well, I consider ourselves settled! We can go back to the children +to-morrow if we like, though I rather think I should like to stay over +another day and get a little rested for the final pulling up that's got +to come. But this simplifies everything enormously, and Mr. Fulkerson is +as thoughtful and as sweet as he can be. I know you will get on well with +him. He has such a good heart. And his attitude toward you, Basil, is +beautiful always--so respectful; or not that so much as appreciative. +Yes, appreciative--that's the word; I must always keep that in mind." + +"It's quite important to do so," said March. + +"Yes," she assented, seriously, "and we must not forget just what kind of +flat we are going to look for. The 'sine qua nons' are an elevator and +steam heat, not above the third floor, to begin with. Then we must each +have a room, and you must have your study and I must have my parlor; and +the two girls must each have a room. With the kitchen and dining room, +how many does that make?" + +"Ten." + +"I thought eight. Well, no matter. You can work in the parlor, and run +into your bedroom when anybody comes; and I can sit in mine, and the +girls must put up with one, if it's large and sunny, though I've always +given them two at home. And the kitchen must be sunny, so they can sit in +it. And the rooms must all have outside light. And the rent must not be +over eight hundred for the winter. We only get a thousand for our whole +house, and we must save something out of that, so as to cover the +expenses of moving. Now, do you think you can remember all that?" + +"Not the half of it," said March. "But you can; or if you forget a third +of it, I can come in with my partial half and more than make it up." + +She had brought her bonnet and sacque down-stairs with her, and was +transferring them from the hatrack to her person while she talked. The +friendly door-boy let them into the street, and the clear October evening +air brightened her so that as she tucked her hand under her husband's arm +and began to pull him along she said, "If we find something right +away--and we're just as likely to get the right flat soon as late; it's +all a lottery--we'll go to the theatre somewhere." + +She had a moment's panic about having left the agents' permits on the +table, and after remembering that she had put them into her little +shopping-bag, where she kept her money (each note crushed into a round +wad), and had left it on the hat-rack, where it would certainly be +stolen, she found it on her wrist. She did not think that very funny; but +after a first impulse to inculpate her husband, she let him laugh, while +they stopped under a lamp and she held the permits half a yard away to +read the numbers on them. + +"Where are your glasses, Isabel?" + +"On the mantel in our room, of course." + +"Then you ought to have brought a pair of tongs." + +"I wouldn't get off second-hand jokes, Basil," she said; and "Why, here!" +she cried, whirling round to the door before which they had halted, "this +is the very number. Well, I do believe it's a sign!" + +One of those colored men who soften the trade of janitor in many of the +smaller apartment-houses in New York by the sweetness of their race let +the Marches in, or, rather, welcomed them to the possession of the +premises by the bow with which he acknowledged their permit. It was a +large, old mansion cut up into five or six dwellings, but it had kept +some traits of its former dignity, which pleased people of their +sympathetic tastes. The dark-mahogany trim, of sufficiently ugly design, +gave a rich gloom to the hallway, which was wide and paved with marble; +the carpeted stairs curved aloft through a generous space. + +"There is no elevator?" Mrs. March asked of the janitor. + +He answered, "No, ma'am; only two flights up," so winningly that she +said, + +"Oh!" in courteous apology, and whispered to her husband, as she followed +lightly up, "We'll take it, Basil, if it's like the rest." + +"If it's like him, you mean." + +"I don't wonder they wanted to own them," she hurriedly philosophized. +"If I had such a creature, nothing but death should part us, and I should +no more think of giving him his freedom!" + +"No; we couldn't afford it," returned her husband. + +The apartment which the janitor unlocked for them, and lit up from those +chandeliers and brackets of gilt brass in the form of vine bunches, +leaves, and tendrils in which the early gas-fitter realized most of his +conceptions of beauty, had rather more of the ugliness than the dignity +of the hall. But the rooms were large, and they grouped themselves in a +reminiscence of the time when they were part of a dwelling that had its +charm, its pathos, its impressiveness. Where they were cut up into +smaller spaces, it had been done with the frankness with which a proud +old family of fallen fortunes practises its economies. The rough +pine-floors showed a black border of tack-heads where carpets had been +lifted and put down for generations; the white paint was yellow with age; +the apartment had light at the front and at the back, and two or three +rooms had glimpses of the day through small windows let into their +corners; another one seemed lifting an appealing eye to heaven through a +glass circle in its ceiling; the rest must darkle in perpetual twilight. +Yet something pleased in it all, and Mrs. March had gone far to adapt the +different rooms to the members of her family, when she suddenly thought +(and for her to think was to say), "Why, but there's no steam heat!" + +"No, ma'am," the janitor admitted; "but dere's grates in most o' de +rooms, and dere's furnace heat in de halls." + +"That's true," she admitted, and, having placed her family in the +apartments, it was hard to get them out again. "Could we manage?" she +referred to her husband. + +"Why, I shouldn't care for the steam heat if--What is the rent?" he broke +off to ask the janitor. + +"Nine hundred, sir." + +March concluded to his wife, "If it were furnished." + +"Why, of course! What could I have been thinking of? We're looking for a +furnished flat," she explained to the janitor, "and this was so pleasant +and homelike that I never thought whether it was furnished or not." + +She smiled upon the janitor, and he entered into the joke and chuckled so +amiably at her flattering oversight on the way down-stairs that she said, +as she pinched her husband's arm, "Now, if you don't give him a quarter +I'll never speak to you again, Basil!" + +"I would have given half a dollar willingly to get you beyond his +glamour," said March, when they were safely on the pavement outside. +"If it hadn't been for my strength of character, you'd have taken an +unfurnished flat without heat and with no elevator, at nine hundred a +year, when you had just sworn me to steam heat, an elevator, furniture, +and eight hundred." + +"Yes! How could I have lost my head so completely?" she said, with a +lenient amusement in her aberration which she was not always able to feel +in her husband's. + +"The next time a colored janitor opens the door to us, I'll tell him the +apartment doesn't suit at the threshold. It's the only way to manage you, +Isabel." + +"It's true. I am in love with the whole race. I never saw one of them +that didn't have perfectly angelic manners. I think we shall all be black +in heaven--that is, black-souled." + +"That isn't the usual theory," said March. + +"Well, perhaps not," she assented. "Where are we going now? Oh yes, to +the Xenophon!" + +She pulled him gayly along again, and after they had walked a block down +and half a block over they stood before the apartment-house of that name, +which was cut on the gas-lamps on either side of the heavily spiked, +aesthetic-hinged black door. The titter of an electric-bell brought a +large, fat Buttons, with a stage effect of being dressed to look small, +who said he would call the janitor, and they waited in the dimly +splendid, copper-colored interior, admiring the whorls and waves into +which the wallpaint was combed, till the janitor came in his gold-banded +cap, like a Continental porker. When they said they would like to see +Mrs. Grosvenor Green's apartment, he owned his inability to cope with the +affair, and said he must send for the superintendent; he was either in +the Herodotus or the Thucydides, and would be there in a minute. The +Buttons brought him--a Yankee of browbeating presence in plain +clothes--almost before they had time to exchange a frightened whisper in +recognition of the fact that there could be no doubt of the steam heat +and elevator in this case. Half stifled in the one, they mounted in the +other eight stories, while they tried to keep their self-respect under +the gaze of the superintendent, which they felt was classing and +assessing them with unfriendly accuracy. They could not, and they +faltered abashed at the threshold of Mrs. Grosvenor Green's apartment, +while the superintendent lit the gas in the gangway that he called a +private hall, and in the drawing-room and the succession of chambers +stretching rearward to the kitchen. Everything had been done by the +architect to save space, and everything, to waste it by Mrs. Grosvenor +Green. She had conformed to a law for the necessity of turning round in +each room, and had folding-beds in the chambers, but there her +subordination had ended, and wherever you might have turned round she had +put a gimcrack so that you would knock it over if you did turn. The place +was rather pretty and even imposing at first glance, and it took several +joint ballots for March and his wife to make sure that with the kitchen +there were only six rooms. At every door hung a portiere from large rings +on a brass rod; every shelf and dressing-case and mantel was littered +with gimcracks, and the corners of the tiny rooms were curtained off, and +behind these portieres swarmed more gimcracks. The front of the upright +piano had what March called a short-skirted portiere on it, and the top +was covered with vases, with dragon candlesticks and with Jap fans, which +also expanded themselves bat wise on the walls between the etchings and +the water colors. The floors were covered with filling, and then rugs and +then skins; the easy-chairs all had tidies, Armenian and Turkish and +Persian; the lounges and sofas had embroidered cushions hidden under +tidies. + +The radiator was concealed by a Jap screen, and over the top of this some +Arab scarfs were flung. There was a superabundance of clocks. China pugs +guarded the hearth; a brass sunflower smiled from the top of either +andiron, and a brass peacock spread its tail before them inside a high +filigree fender; on one side was a coalhod in 'repousse' brass, and on +the other a wrought iron wood-basket. Some red Japanese bird-kites were +stuck about in the necks of spelter vases, a crimson Jap umbrella hung +opened beneath the chandelier, and each globe had a shade of yellow silk. + +March, when he had recovered his self-command a little in the presence of +the agglomeration, comforted himself by calling the bric-a-brac +Jamescracks, as if this was their full name. + +The disrespect he was able to show the whole apartment by means of this +joke strengthened him to say boldly to the superintendent that it was +altogether too small; then he asked carelessly what the rent was. + +"Two hundred and fifty." + +The Marches gave a start, and looked at each other. + +"Don't you think we could make it do?" she asked him, and he could see +that she had mentally saved five hundred dollars as the difference +between the rent of their house and that of this flat. "It has some very +pretty features, and we could manage to squeeze in, couldn't we?" + +"You won't find another furnished flat like it for no two-fifty a month +in the whole city," the superintendent put in. + +They exchanged glances again, and March said, carelessly, "It's too +small." + +"There's a vacant flat in the Herodotus for eighteen hundred a year, and +one in the Thucydides for fifteen," the superintendent suggested, +clicking his keys together as they sank down in the elevator; "seven +rooms and bath." + +"Thank you," said March; "we're looking for a furnished flat." + +They felt that the superintendent parted from them with repressed +sarcasm. + +"Oh, Basil, do you think we really made him think it was the smallness +and not the dearness?" + +"No, but we saved our self-respect in the attempt; and that's a great +deal." + +"Of course, I wouldn't have taken it, anyway, with only six rooms, and so +high up. But what prices! Now, we must be very circumspect about the next +place." + +It was a janitress, large, fat, with her arms wound up in her apron, who +received them there. Mrs. March gave her a succinct but perfect statement +of their needs. She failed to grasp the nature of them, or feigned to do +so. She shook her head, and said that her son would show them the flat. +There was a radiator visible in the narrow hall, and Isabel tacitly +compromised on steam heat without an elevator, as the flat was only one +flight up. When the son appeared from below with a small kerosene +hand-lamp, it appeared that the flat was unfurnished, but there was no +stopping him till he had shown it in all its impossibility. When they got +safely away from it and into the street March said: "Well, have you had +enough for to-night, Isabel? Shall we go to the theatre now?" + +"Not on any account. I want to see the whole list of flats that Mr. +Fulkerson thought would be the very thing for us." She laughed, but with +a certain bitterness. + +"You'll be calling him my Mr. Fulkerson next, Isabel." + +"Oh no!" + +The fourth address was a furnished flat without a kitchen, in a house +with a general restaurant. The fifth was a furnished house. At the sixth +a pathetic widow and her pretty daughter wanted to take a family to +board, and would give them a private table at a rate which the Marches +would have thought low in Boston. + +Mrs. March came away tingling with compassion for their evident anxiety, +and this pity naturally soured into a sense of injury. "Well, I must say +I have completely lost confidence in Mr. Fulkerson's judgment. Anything +more utterly different from what I told him we wanted I couldn't imagine. +If he doesn't manage any better about his business than he has done about +this, it will be a perfect failure." + +"Well, well, let's hope he'll be more circumspect about that," her +husband returned, with ironical propitiation. "But I don't think it's +Fulkerson's fault altogether. Perhaps it's the house-agents'. They're a +very illusory generation. There seems to be something in the human +habitation that corrupts the natures of those who deal in it, to buy or +sell it, to hire or let it. You go to an agent and tell him what kind of +a house you want. He has no such house, and he sends you to look at +something altogether different, upon the well-ascertained principle that +if you can't get what you want you will take what you can get. You don't +suppose the 'party' that took our house in Boston was looking for any +such house? He was looking for a totally different kind of house in +another part of the town." + +"I don't believe that!" his wife broke in. + +"Well, no matter. But see what a scandalous rent you asked for it." + +"We didn't get much more than half; and, besides, the agent told me to +ask fourteen hundred." + +"Oh, I'm not blaming you, Isabel. I'm only analyzing the house-agent and +exonerating Fulkerson." + +"Well, I don't believe he told them just what we wanted; and, at any +rate, I'm done with agents. Tomorrow I'm going entirely by +advertisements." + + + + +VIII. + +Mrs. March took the vertebrate with her to the Vienna Coffee-House, where +they went to breakfast next morning. She made March buy her the Herald +and the World, and she added to its spiny convolutions from them. She +read the new advertisements aloud with ardor and with faith to believe +that the apartments described in them were every one truthfully +represented, and that any one of them was richly responsive to their +needs. "Elegant, light, large, single and outside flats" were offered +with "all improvements--bath, ice-box, etc."--for twenty-five to thirty +dollars a month. The cheapness was amazing. The Wagram, the Esmeralda, +the Jacinth, advertised them for forty dollars and sixty dollars, "with +steam heat and elevator," rent free till November. Others, attractive +from their air of conscientious scruple, announced "first-class flats; +good order; reasonable rents." The Helena asked the reader if she had +seen the "cabinet finish, hard-wood floors, and frescoed ceilings" of its +fifty-dollar flats; the Asteroid affirmed that such apartments, with "six +light rooms and bath, porcelain wash-tubs, electric bells, and hall-boy," +as it offered for seventy-five dollars were unapproached by competition. +There was a sameness in the jargon which tended to confusion. Mrs. March +got several flats on her list which promised neither steam heat nor +elevators; she forgot herself so far as to include two or three as remote +from the down-town region of her choice as Harlem. But after she had +rejected these the nondescript vertebrate was still voluminous enough to +sustain her buoyant hopes. + +The waiter, who remembered them from year to year, had put them at a +window giving a pretty good section of Broadway, and before they set out +on their search they had a moment of reminiscence. They recalled the +Broadway of five, of ten, of twenty years ago, swelling and roaring with +a tide of gayly painted omnibuses and of picturesque traffic that the +horsecars have now banished from it. The grind of their wheels and the +clash of their harsh bells imperfectly fill the silence that the +omnibuses have left, and the eye misses the tumultuous perspective of +former times. + +They went out and stood for a moment before Grace Church, and looked down +the stately thoroughfare, and found it no longer impressive, no longer +characteristic. It is still Broadway in name, but now it is like any +other street. You do not now take your life in your hand when you attempt +to cross it; the Broadway policeman who supported the elbow of timorous +beauty in the hollow of his cotton-gloved palm and guided its little +fearful boots over the crossing, while he arrested the billowy omnibuses +on either side with an imperious glance, is gone, and all that certain +processional, barbaric gayety of the place is gone. + +"Palmyra, Baalbec, Timour of the Desert," said March, voicing their +common feeling of the change. + +They turned and went into the beautiful church, and found themselves in +time for the matin service. Rapt far from New York, if not from earth, in +the dim richness of the painted light, the hallowed music took them with +solemn ecstasy; the aerial, aspiring Gothic forms seemed to lift them +heavenward. They came out, reluctant, into the dazzle and bustle of the +street, with a feeling that they were too good for it, which they +confessed to each other with whimsical consciousness. + +"But no matter how consecrated we feel now," he said, "we mustn't forget +that we went into the church for precisely the same reason that we went +to the Vienna Cafe for breakfast--to gratify an aesthetic sense, to renew +the faded pleasure of travel for a moment, to get back into the Europe of +our youth. It was a purely Pagan impulse, Isabel, and we'd better own +it." + +"I don't know," she returned. "I think we reduce ourselves to the bare +bones too much. I wish we didn't always recognize the facts as we do. +Sometimes I should like to blink them. I should like to think I was +devouter than I am, and younger and prettier." + +"Better not; you couldn't keep it up. Honesty is the best policy even in +such things." + +"No; I don't like it, Basil. I should rather wait till the last day for +some of my motives to come to the top. I know they're always mixed, but +do let me give them the benefit of a doubt sometimes." + +"Well, well, have it your own way, my dear. But I prefer not to lay up so +many disagreeable surprises for myself at that time." + +She would not consent. "I know I am a good deal younger than I was. I +feel quite in the mood of that morning when we walked down Broadway on +our wedding journey. Don't you?" + +"Oh yes. But I know I'm not younger; I'm only prettier." + +She laughed for pleasure in his joke, and also for unconscious joy in the +gay New York weather, in which there was no 'arriere pensee' of the east +wind. They had crossed Broadway, and were walking over to Washington +Square, in the region of which they now hoped to place themselves. The +'primo tenore' statue of Garibaldi had already taken possession of the +place in the name of Latin progress, and they met Italian faces, French +faces, Spanish faces, as they strolled over the asphalt walks, under the +thinning shadows of the autumn-stricken sycamores. They met the familiar +picturesque raggedness of Southern Europe with the old kindly illusion +that somehow it existed for their appreciation, and that it found +adequate compensation for poverty in this. March thought he sufficiently +expressed his tacit sympathy in sitting down on one of the iron benches +with his wife and letting a little Neapolitan put a superfluous shine on +his boots, while their desultory comment wandered with equal esteem to +the old-fashioned American respectability which keeps the north side of +the square in vast mansions of red brick, and the international +shabbiness which has invaded the southern border, and broken it up into +lodging-houses, shops, beer-gardens, and studios. + +They noticed the sign of an apartment to let on the north side, and as +soon as the little bootblack could be bought off they went over to look +at it. The janitor met them at the door and examined them. Then he said, +as if still in doubt, "It has ten rooms, and the rent is twenty-eight +hundred dollars." + +"It wouldn't do, then," March replied, and left him to divide the +responsibility between the paucity of the rooms and the enormity of the +rent as he best might. But their self-love had received a wound, and they +questioned each other what it was in their appearance made him doubt +their ability to pay so much. + +"Of course, we don't look like New-Yorkers," sighed Mrs. March, "and +we've walked through the Square. That might be as if we had walked along +the Park Street mall in the Common before we came out on Beacon. Do you +suppose he could have seen you getting your boots blacked in that way?" + +"It's useless to ask," said March. "But I never can recover from this +blow." + +"Oh, pshaw! You know you hate such things as badly as I do. It was very +impertinent of him." + +"Let us go back and 'ecraser l'infame' by paying him a year's rent in +advance and taking immediate possession. Nothing else can soothe my +wounded feelings. You were not having your boots blacked: why shouldn't +he have supposed you were a New-Yorker, and I a country cousin?" + +"They always know. Don't you remember Mrs. Williams's going to a Fifth +Avenue milliner in a Worth dress, and the woman's asking her instantly +what hotel she should send her hat to?" + +"Yes; these things drive one to despair. I don't wonder the bodies of so +many genteel strangers are found in the waters around New York. Shall we +try the south side, my dear? or had we better go back to our rooms and +rest awhile?" + +Mrs. March had out the vertebrate, and was consulting one of its +glittering ribs and glancing up from it at a house before which they +stood. "Yes, it's the number; but do they call this being ready October +first?" The little area in front of the basement was heaped with a +mixture of mortar, bricks, laths, and shavings from the interior; the +brownstone steps to the front door were similarly bestrewn; the doorway +showed the half-open, rough pine carpenter's sketch of an unfinished +house; the sashless windows of every story showed the activity of workmen +within; the clatter of hammers and the hiss of saws came out to them from +every opening. + +"They may call it October first," said March, "because it's too late to +contradict them. But they'd better not call it December first in my +presence; I'll let them say January first, at a pinch." + +"We will go in and look at it, anyway," said his wife; and he admired +how, when she was once within, she began provisionally to settle the +family in each of the several floors with the female instinct for +domiciliation which never failed her. She had the help of the landlord, +who was present to urge forward the workmen apparently; he lent a hopeful +fancy to the solution of all her questions. To get her from under his +influence March had to represent that the place was damp from undried +plastering, and that if she stayed she would probably be down with that +New York pneumonia which visiting Bostonians are always dying of. Once +safely on the pavement outside, she realized that the apartment was not +only unfinished, but unfurnished, and had neither steam heat nor +elevator. "But I thought we had better look at everything," she +explained. + +"Yes, but not take everything. If I hadn't pulled you away from there by +main force you'd have not only died of New York pneumonia on the spot, +but you'd have had us all settled there before we knew what we were +about." + +"Well, that's what I can't help, Basil. It's the only way I can realize +whether it will do for us. I have to dramatize the whole thing." + +She got a deal of pleasure as well as excitement out of this, and he had +to own that the process of setting up housekeeping in so many different +places was not only entertaining, but tended, through association with +their first beginnings in housekeeping, to restore the image of their +early married days and to make them young again. + +It went on all day, and continued far into the night, until it was too +late to go to the theatre, too late to do anything but tumble into bed +and simultaneously fall asleep. They groaned over their reiterated +disappointments, but they could not deny that the interest was unfailing, +and that they got a great deal of fun out of it all. Nothing could abate +Mrs. March's faith in her advertisements. One of them sent her to a flat +of ten rooms which promised to be the solution of all their difficulties; +it proved to be over a livery-stable, a liquor store, and a milliner's +shop, none of the first fashion. Another led them far into old Greenwich +Village to an apartment-house, which she refused to enter behind a small +girl with a loaf of bread under one arm and a quart can of milk under the +other. + +In their search they were obliged, as March complained, to the +acquisition of useless information in a degree unequalled in their +experience. They came to excel in the sad knowledge of the line at which +respectability distinguishes itself from shabbiness. Flattering +advertisements took them to numbers of huge apartment-houses chiefly +distinguishable from tenement-houses by the absence of fire-escapes on +their facades, till Mrs. March refused to stop at any door where there +were more than six bell-ratchets and speaking-tubes on either hand. +Before the middle of the afternoon she decided against ratchets +altogether, and confined herself to knobs, neatly set in the door-trim. +Her husband was still sunk in the superstition that you can live anywhere +you like in New York, and he would have paused at some places where her +quicker eye caught the fatal sign of "Modes" in the ground-floor windows. +She found that there was an east and west line beyond which they could +not go if they wished to keep their self-respect, and that within the +region to which they had restricted themselves there was a choice of +streets. At first all the New York streets looked to them ill-paved, +dirty, and repulsive; the general infamy imparted itself in their casual +impression to streets in no wise guilty. But they began to notice that +some streets were quiet and clean, and, though never so quiet and clean +as Boston streets, that they wore an air of encouraging reform, and +suggested a future of greater and greater domesticity. Whole blocks of +these downtown cross-streets seemed to have been redeemed from decay, and +even in the midst of squalor a dwelling here and there had been seized, +painted a dull red as to its brick-work, and a glossy black as to its +wood-work, and with a bright brass bell-pull and door-knob and a large +brass plate for its key-hole escutcheon, had been endowed with an effect +of purity and pride which removed its shabby neighborhood far from it. +Some of these houses were quite small, and imaginably within their means; +but, as March said, some body seemed always to be living there himself, +and the fact that none of them was to rent kept Mrs. March true to her +ideal of a flat. Nothing prevented its realization so much as its +difference from the New York ideal of a flat, which was inflexibly seven +rooms and a bath. One or two rooms might be at the front, the rest +crooked and cornered backward through increasing and then decreasing +darkness till they reached a light bedroom or kitchen at the rear. It +might be the one or the other, but it was always the seventh room with +the bath; or if, as sometimes happened, it was the eighth, it was so +after having counted the bath as one; in this case the janitor said you +always counted the bath as one. If the flats were advertised as having +"all light rooms," he explained that any room with a window giving into +the open air of a court or shaft was counted a light room. + +The Marches tried to make out why it was that these flats were so much +more repulsive than the apartments which everyone lived in abroad; but +they could only do so upon the supposition that in their European days +they were too young, too happy, too full of the future, to notice whether +rooms were inside or outside, light or dark, big or little, high or low. +"Now we're imprisoned in the present," he said, "and we have to make the +worst of it." + +In their despair he had an inspiration, which she declared worthy of him: +it was to take two small flats, of four or five rooms and a bath, and +live in both. They tried this in a great many places, but they never +could get two flats of the kind on the same floor where there was steam +heat and an elevator. At one place they almost did it. They had resigned +themselves to the humility of the neighborhood, to the prevalence of +modistes and livery-stablemen (they seem to consort much in New York), to +the garbage in the gutters and the litter of paper in the streets, to the +faltering slats in the surrounding window-shutters and the crumbled +brownstone steps and sills, when it turned out that one of the apartments +had been taken between two visits they made. Then the only combination +left open to them was of a ground-floor flat to the right and a +third-floor flat to the left. + +Still they kept this inspiration in reserve for use at the first +opportunity. In the mean time there were several flats which they thought +they could almost make do: notably one where they could get an extra +servant's room in the basement four flights down, and another where they +could get it in the roof five flights up. At the first the janitor was +respectful and enthusiastic; at the second he had an effect of ironical +pessimism. When they trembled on the verge of taking his apartment, he +pointed out a spot in the kalsomining of the parlor ceiling, and +gratuitously said, Now such a thing as that he should not agree to put in +shape unless they took the apartment for a term of years. The apartment +was unfurnished, and they recurred to the fact that they wanted a +furnished apartment, and made their escape. This saved them in several +other extremities; but short of extremity they could not keep their +different requirements in mind, and were always about to decide without +regard to some one of them. + +They went to several places twice without intending: once to that +old-fashioned house with the pleasant colored janitor, and wandered all +over the apartment again with a haunting sense of familiarity, and then +recognized the janitor and laughed; and to that house with the pathetic +widow and the pretty daughter who wished to take them to board. They +stayed to excuse their blunder, and easily came by the fact that the +mother had taken the house that the girl might have a home while she was +in New York studying art, and they hoped to pay their way by taking +boarders. Her daughter was at her class now, the mother concluded; and +they encouraged her to believe that it could only be a few days till the +rest of her scheme was realized. + +"I dare say we could be perfectly comfortable there," March suggested +when they had got away. "Now if we were truly humane we would modify our +desires to meet their needs and end this sickening search, wouldn't we?" + +"Yes, but we're not truly humane," his wife answered, "or at least not in +that sense. You know you hate boarding; and if we went there I should +have them on my sympathies the whole time." + +"I see. And then you would take it out of me." + +"Then I should take it out of you. And if you are going to be so weak, +Basil, and let every little thing work upon you in that way, you'd better +not come to New York. You'll see enough misery here." + +"Well, don't take that superior tone with me, as if I were a child that +had its mind set on an undesirable toy, Isabel." + +"Ah, don't you suppose it's because you are such a child in some respects +that I like you, dear?" she demanded, without relenting. + +"But I don't find so much misery in New York. I don't suppose there's any +more suffering here to the population than there is in the country. And +they're so gay about it all. I think the outward aspect of the place and +the hilarity of the sky and air must get into the people's blood. The +weather is simply unapproachable; and I don't care if it is the ugliest +place in the world, as you say. I suppose it is. It shrieks and yells +with ugliness here and there but it never loses its spirits. That widow +is from the country. When she's been a year in New York she'll be as +gay--as gay as an L road." He celebrated a satisfaction they both had in +the L roads. "They kill the streets and avenues, but at least they +partially hide them, and that is some comfort; and they do triumph over +their prostrate forms with a savage exultation that is intoxicating. +Those bends in the L that you get in the corner of Washington Square, or +just below the Cooper Institute--they're the gayest things in the world. +Perfectly atrocious, of course, but incomparably picturesque! And the +whole city is so," said March, "or else the L would never have got built +here. New York may be splendidly gay or squalidly gay; but, prince or +pauper, it's gay always." + +"Yes, gay is the word," she admitted, with a sigh. "But frantic. I can't +get used to it. They forget death, Basil; they forget death in New York." + +"Well, I don't know that I've ever found much advantage in remembering +it." + +"Don't say such a thing, dearest." + +He could see that she had got to the end of her nervous strength for the +present, and he proposed that they should take the Elevated road as far +as it would carry them into the country, and shake off their nightmare of +flat-hunting for an hour or two; but her conscience would not let her. +She convicted him of levity equal to that of the New-Yorkers in proposing +such a thing; and they dragged through the day. She was too tired to care +for dinner, and in the night she had a dream from which she woke herself +with a cry that roused him, too. It was something about the children at +first, whom they had talked of wistfully before falling asleep, and then +it was of a hideous thing with two square eyes and a series of sections +growing darker and then lighter, till the tail of the monstrous +articulate was quite luminous again. She shuddered at the vague +description she was able to give; but he asked, "Did it offer to bite +you?" + +"No. That was the most frightful thing about it; it had no mouth." + +March laughed. "Why, my dear, it was nothing but a harmless New York +flat--seven rooms and a bath." + +"I really believe it was," she consented, recognizing an architectural +resemblance, and she fell asleep again, and woke renewed for the work +before them. + + + + +IX. + +Their house-hunting no longer had novelty, but it still had interest; and +they varied their day by taking a coupe, by renouncing advertisements, +and by reverting to agents. Some of these induced them to consider the +idea of furnished houses; and Mrs. March learned tolerance for Fulkerson +by accepting permits to visit flats and houses which had none of the +qualifications she desired in either, and were as far beyond her means as +they were out of the region to which she had geographically restricted +herself. They looked at three-thousand and four-thousand dollar +apartments, and rejected them for one reason or another which had nothing +to do with the rent; the higher the rent was, the more critical they were +of the slippery inlaid floors and the arrangement of the richly decorated +rooms. They never knew whether they had deceived the janitor or not; as +they came in a coupe, they hoped they had. + +They drove accidentally through one street that seemed gayer in the +perspective than an L road. The fire-escapes, with their light iron +balconies and ladders of iron, decorated the lofty house fronts; the +roadway and sidewalks and door-steps swarmed with children; women's heads +seemed to show at every window. In the basements, over which flights of +high stone steps led to the tenements, were green-grocers' shops +abounding in cabbages, and provision stores running chiefly to bacon and +sausages, and cobblers' and tinners' shops, and the like, in proportion +to the small needs of a poor neighborhood. Ash barrels lined the +sidewalks, and garbage heaps filled the gutters; teams of all trades +stood idly about; a peddler of cheap fruit urged his cart through the +street, and mixed his cry with the joyous screams and shouts of the +children and the scolding and gossiping voices of the women; the burly +blue bulk of a policeman defined itself at the corner; a drunkard +zigzagged down the sidewalk toward him. It was not the abode of the +extremest poverty, but of a poverty as hopeless as any in the world, +transmitting itself from generation to generation, and establishing +conditions of permanency to which human life adjusts itself as it does to +those of some incurable disease, like leprosy. + +The time had been when the Marches would have taken a purely aesthetic +view of the facts as they glimpsed them in this street of +tenement-houses; when they would have contented themselves with saying +that it was as picturesque as a street in Naples or Florence, and with +wondering why nobody came to paint it; they would have thought they were +sufficiently serious about it in blaming the artists for their failure to +appreciate it, and going abroad for the picturesque when they had it here +under their noses. It was to the nose that the street made one of its +strongest appeals, and Mrs. March pulled up her window of the coupe. "Why +does he take us through such a disgusting street?" she demanded, with an +exasperation of which her husband divined the origin. + +"This driver may be a philanthropist in disguise," he answered, with +dreamy irony, "and may want us to think about the people who are not +merely carried through this street in a coupe, but have to spend their +whole lives in it, winter and summer, with no hopes of driving out of it, +except in a hearse. I must say they don't seem to mind it. I haven't seen +a jollier crowd anywhere in New York. They seem to have forgotten death a +little more completely than any of their fellow-citizens, Isabel. And I +wonder what they think of us, making this gorgeous progress through their +midst. I suppose they think we're rich, and hate us--if they hate rich +people; they don't look as if they hated anybody. Should we be as patient +as they are with their discomfort? I don't believe there's steam heat or +an elevator in the whole block. Seven rooms and a bath would be more than +the largest and genteelest family would know what to do with. They +wouldn't know what to do with the bath, anyway." + +His monologue seemed to interest his wife apart from the satirical point +it had for themselves. "You ought to get Mr. Fulkerson to let you work +some of these New York sights up for Every Other Week, Basil; you could +do them very nicely." + +"Yes; I've thought of that. But don't let's leave the personal ground. +Doesn't it make you feel rather small and otherwise unworthy when you see +the kind of street these fellow-beings of yours live in, and then think +how particular you are about locality and the number of bellpulls? I +don't see even ratchets and speaking-tubes at these doors." He craned his +neck out of the window for a better look, and the children of discomfort +cheered him, out of sheer good feeling and high spirits. "I didn't know I +was so popular. Perhaps it's a recognition of my humane sentiments." + +"Oh, it's very easy to have humane sentiments, and to satirize ourselves +for wanting eight rooms and a bath in a good neighborhood, when we see +how these wretched creatures live," said his wife. "But if we shared all +we have with them, and then settled down among them, what good would it +do?" + +"Not the least in the world. It might help us for the moment, but it +wouldn't keep the wolf from their doors for a week; and then they would +go on just as before, only they wouldn't be on such good terms with the +wolf. The only way for them is to keep up an unbroken intimacy with the +wolf; then they can manage him somehow. I don't know how, and I'm afraid +I don't want to. Wouldn't you like to have this fellow drive us round +among the halls of pride somewhere for a little while? Fifth Avenue or +Madison, up-town?" + +"No; we've no time to waste. I've got a place near Third Avenue, on a +nice cross street, and I want him to take us there." It proved that she +had several addresses near together, and it seemed best to dismiss their +coupe and do the rest of their afternoon's work on foot. It came to +nothing; she was not humbled in the least by what she had seen in the +tenement-house street; she yielded no point in her ideal of a flat, and +the flats persistently refused to lend themselves to it. She lost all +patience with them. + +"Oh, I don't say the flats are in the right of it," said her husband, +when she denounced their stupid inadequacy to the purposes of a Christian +home. "But I'm not so sure that we are, either. I've been thinking about +that home business ever since my sensibilities were dragged--in a +coupe--through that tenement-house street. Of course, no child born and +brought up in such a place as that could have any conception of home. But +that's because those poor people can't give character to their +habitations. They have to take what they can get. But people like +us--that is, of our means--do give character to the average flat. It's +made to meet their tastes, or their supposed tastes; and so it's made for +social show, not for family life at all. Think of a baby in a flat! It's +a contradiction in terms; the flat is the negation of motherhood. The +flat means society life; that is, the pretence of social life. It's made +to give artificial people a society basis on a little money--too much +money, of course, for what they get. So the cost of the building is put +into marble halls and idiotic decoration of all kinds. I don't object to +the conveniences, but none of these flats has a living-room. They have +drawing-rooms to foster social pretence, and they have dining-rooms and +bedrooms; but they have no room where the family can all come together +and feel the sweetness of being a family. The bedrooms are black-holes +mostly, with a sinful waste of space in each. If it were not for the +marble halls, and the decorations, and the foolishly expensive finish, +the houses could be built round a court, and the flats could be shaped +something like a Pompeiian house, with small sleeping-closets--only lit +from the outside--and the rest of the floor thrown into two or three +large cheerful halls, where all the family life could go on, and society +could be transacted unpretentiously. Why, those tenements are better and +humaner than those flats! There the whole family lives in the kitchen, +and has its consciousness of being; but the flat abolishes the family +consciousness. It's confinement without coziness; it's cluttered without +being snug. You couldn't keep a self-respecting cat in a flat; you +couldn't go down cellar to get cider. No! the Anglo-Saxon home, as we +know it in the Anglo-Saxon house, is simply impossible in the +Franco-American flat, not because it's humble, but because it's false." + +"Well, then," said Mrs. March, "let's look at houses." + +He had been denouncing the flat in the abstract, and he had not expected +this concrete result. But he said, "We will look at houses, then." + + + + +X. + +Nothing mystifies a man more than a woman's aberrations from some point +at which he supposes her fixed as a star. In these unfurnished houses, +without steam or elevator, March followed his wife about with patient +wonder. She rather liked the worst of them best: but she made him go down +into the cellars and look at the furnaces; she exacted from him a rigid +inquest of the plumbing. She followed him into one of the cellars by the +fitful glare of successively lighted matches, and they enjoyed a moment +in which the anomaly of their presence there on that errand, so remote +from all the facts of their long-established life in Boston, realized +itself for them. + +"Think how easily we might have been murdered and nobody been any the +wiser!" she said when they were comfortably outdoors again. + +"Yes, or made way with ourselves in an access of emotional insanity, +supposed to have been induced by unavailing flat-hunting," he suggested. +She fell in with the notion. "I'm beginning to feel crazy. But I don't +want you to lose your head, Basil. And I don't want you to sentimentalize +any of the things you see in New York. I think you were disposed to do it +in that street we drove through. I don't believe there's any real +suffering--not real suffering--among those people; that is, it would be +suffering from our point of view, but they've been used to it all their +lives, and they don't feel their discomfort so much." + +"Of course, I understand that, and I don't propose to sentimentalize +them. I think when people get used to a bad state of things they had +better stick to it; in fact, they don't usually like a better state so +well, and I shall keep that firmly in mind." + +She laughed with him, and they walked along the L bestridden avenue, +exhilarated by their escape from murder and suicide in that cellar, +toward the nearest cross town track, which they meant to take home to +their hotel. "Now to-night we will go to the theatre," she said, "and get +this whole house business out of our minds, and be perfectly fresh for a +new start in the morning." Suddenly she clutched his arm. "Why, did you +see that man?" and she signed with her head toward a decently dressed +person who walked beside them, next the gutter, stooping over as if to +examine it, and half halting at times. + +"No. What?" + +"Why, I saw him pick up a dirty bit of cracker from the pavement and cram +it into his mouth and eat it down as if he were famished. And look! he's +actually hunting for more in those garbage heaps!" + +This was what the decent-looking man with the hard hands and broken nails +of a workman was doing-like a hungry dog. They kept up with him, in the +fascination of the sight, to the next corner, where he turned down the +side street still searching the gutter. + +They walked on a few paces. Then March said, "I must go after him," and +left his wife standing. + +"Are you in want--hungry?" he asked the man. + +The man said he could not speak English, Monsieur. + +March asked his question in French. + +The man shrugged a pitiful, desperate shrug, "Mais, Monsieur--" + +March put a coin in his hand, and then suddenly the man's face twisted +up; he caught the hand of this alms-giver in both of his and clung to it. +"Monsieur! Monsieur!" he gasped, and the tears rained down his face. + +His benefactor pulled himself away, shocked and ashamed, as one is by +such a chance, and got back to his wife, and the man lapsed back into the +mystery of misery out of which he had emerged. + +March felt it laid upon him to console his wife for what had happened. +"Of course, we might live here for years and not see another case like +that; and, of course, there are twenty places where he could have gone +for help if he had known where to find them." + +"Ah, but it's the possibility of his needing the help so badly as that," +she answered. "That's what I can't bear, and I shall not come to a place +where such things are possible, and we may as well stop our house-hunting +here at once." + +"Yes? And what part of Christendom will you live in? Such things are +possible everywhere in our conditions." + +"Then we must change the conditions--" + +"Oh no; we must go to the theatre and forget them. We can stop at +Brentano's for our tickets as we pass through Union Square." + +"I am not going to the theatre, Basil. I am going home to Boston +to-night. You can stay and find a flat." + +He convinced her of the absurdity of her position, and even of its +selfishness; but she said that her mind was quite made up irrespective of +what had happened, that she had been away from the children long enough; +that she ought to be at home to finish up the work of leaving it. The +word brought a sigh. "Ah, I don't know why we should see nothing but sad +and ugly things now. When we were young--" + +"Younger," he put in. "We're still young." + +"That's what we pretend, but we know better. But I was thinking how +pretty and pleasant things used to be turning up all the time on our +travels in the old days. Why, when we were in New York here on our +wedding journey the place didn't seem half so dirty as it does now, and +none of these dismal things happened." + +"It was a good deal dirtier," he answered; "and I fancy worse in every +way--hungrier, raggeder, more wretchedly housed. But that wasn't the +period of life for us to notice it. Don't you remember, when we started +to Niagara the last time, how everybody seemed middle-aged and +commonplace; and when we got there there were no evident brides; nothing +but elderly married people?" + +"At least they weren't starving," she rebelled. + +"No, you don't starve in parlor-cars and first-class hotels; but if you +step out of them you run your chance of seeing those who do, if you're +getting on pretty well in the forties. If it's the unhappy who see +unhappiness, think what misery must be revealed to people who pass their +lives in the really squalid tenement-house streets--I don't mean +picturesque avenues like that we passed through." + +"But we are not unhappy," she protested, bringing the talk back to the +personal base again, as women must to get any good out of talk. "We're +really no unhappier than we were when we were young." + +"We're more serious." + +"Well, I hate it; and I wish you wouldn't be so serious, if that's what +it brings us to." + +"I will be trivial from this on," said March. "Shall we go to the Hole in +the Ground to-night?" + +"I am going to Boston." + +"It's much the same thing. How do you like that for triviality? It's a +little blasphemous, I'll allow." + +"It's very silly," she said. + +At the hotel they found a letter from the agent who had sent them the +permit to see Mrs. Grosvenor Green's apartment. He wrote that she had +heard they were pleased with her apartment, and that she thought she +could make the terms to suit. She had taken her passage for Europe, and +was very anxious to let the flat before she sailed. She would call that +evening at seven. + +"Mrs. Grosvenor Green!" said Mrs. March. "Which of the ten thousand flats +is it, Basil?" + +"The gimcrackery," he answered. "In the Xenophon, you know." + +"Well, she may save herself the trouble. I shall not see her. Or yes--I +must. I couldn't go away without seeing what sort of creature could have +planned that fly-away flat. She must be a perfect--" + +"Parachute," March suggested. + +"No! anybody so light as that couldn't come down." + +"Well, toy balloon." + +"Toy balloon will do for the present," Mrs. March admitted. "But I feel +that naught but herself can be her parallel for volatility." + +When Mrs. Grosvenor-Green's card came up they both descended to the hotel +parlor, which March said looked like the saloon of a Moorish day-boat; +not that he knew of any such craft, but the decorations were so Saracenic +and the architecture so Hudson Riverish. They found there on the grand +central divan a large lady whose vast smoothness, placidity, and +plumpness set at defiance all their preconceptions of Mrs. Grosvenor +Green, so that Mrs. March distinctly paused with her card in her hand +before venturing even tentatively to address her. Then she was astonished +at the low, calm voice in which Mrs. Green acknowledged herself, and +slowly proceeded to apologize for calling. It was not quite true that she +had taken her passage for Europe, but she hoped soon to do so, and she +confessed that in the mean time she was anxious to let her flat. She was +a little worn out with the care of housekeeping--Mrs. March breathed, "Oh +yes!" in the sigh with which ladies recognize one another's +martyrdom--and Mrs. Green had business abroad, and she was going to +pursue her art studies in Paris; she drew in Mr. Ilcomb's class now, but +the instruction was so much better in Paris; and as the superintendent +seemed to think the price was the only objection, she had ventured to +call. + +"Then we didn't deceive him in the least," thought Mrs. March, while she +answered, sweetly: "No; we were only afraid that it would be too small +for our family. We require a good many rooms." She could not forego the +opportunity of saying, "My husband is coming to New York to take charge +of a literary periodical, and he will have to have a room to write in," +which made Mrs. Green bow to March, and made March look sheepish. "But we +did think the apartment very charming", (It was architecturally charming, +she protested to her conscience), "and we should have been so glad if we +could have got into it." She followed this with some account of their +house-hunting, amid soft murmurs of sympathy from Mrs. Green, who said +that she had been through all that, and that if she could have shown her +apartment to them she felt sure that she could have explained it so that +they would have seen its capabilities better, Mrs. March assented to +this, and Mrs. Green added that if they found nothing exactly suitable +she would be glad to have them look at it again; and then Mrs. March said +that she was going back to Boston herself, but she was leaving Mr. March +to continue the search; and she had no doubt he would be only too glad to +see the apartment by daylight. "But if you take it, Basil," she warned +him, when they were alone, "I shall simply renounce you. I wouldn't live +in that junk-shop if you gave it to me. But who would have thought she +was that kind of looking person? Though of course I might have known if I +had stopped to think once. It's because the place doesn't express her at +all that it's so unlike her. It couldn't be like anybody, or anything +that flies in the air, or creeps upon the earth, or swims in the waters +under the earth. I wonder where in the world she's from; she's no +New-Yorker; even we can see that; and she's not quite a country person, +either; she seems like a person from some large town, where she's been an +aesthetic authority. And she can't find good enough art instruction in +New York, and has to go to Paris for it! Well, it's pathetic, after all, +Basil. I can't help feeling sorry for a person who mistakes herself to +that extent." + +"I can't help feeling sorry for the husband of a person who mistakes +herself to that extent. What is Mr. Grosvenor Green going to do in Paris +while she's working her way into the Salon?" + +"Well, you keep away from her apartment, Basil; that's all I've got to +say to you. And yet I do like some things about her." + +"I like everything about her but her apartment," said March. + +"I like her going to be out of the country," said his wife. "We shouldn't +be overlooked. And the place was prettily shaped, you can't deny it. And +there was an elevator and steam heat. And the location is very +convenient. And there was a hall-boy to bring up cards. The halls and +stairs were kept very clean and nice. But it wouldn't do. I could put you +a folding bed in the room where you wrote, and we could even have one in +the parlor." + +"Behind a portiere? I couldn't stand any more portieres!" + +"And we could squeeze the two girls into one room, or perhaps only bring +Margaret, and put out the whole of the wash. Basil!" she almost shrieked, +"it isn't to be thought of!" + +He retorted, "I'm not thinking of it, my dear." + +Fulkerson came in just before they started for Mrs. March's train, to +find out what had become of them, he said, and to see whether they had +got anything to live in yet. + +"Not a thing," she said. "And I'm just going back to Boston, and leaving +Mr. March here to do anything he pleases about it. He has 'carte +blanche.'" + +"But freedom brings responsibility, you know, Fulkerson, and it's the +same as if I'd no choice. I'm staying behind because I'm left, not +because I expect to do anything." + +"Is that so?" asked Fulkerson. "Well, we must see what can be done. I +supposed you would be all settled by this time, or I should have humped +myself to find you something. None of those places I gave you amounts to +anything?" + +"As much as forty thousand others we've looked at," said Mrs. March. +"Yes, one of them does amount to something. It comes so near being what +we want that I've given Mr. March particular instructions not to go near +it." + +She told him about Mrs. Grosvenor Green and her flats, and at the end he +said: + +"Well, well, we must look out for that. I'll keep an eye on him, Mrs. +March, and see that he doesn't do anything rash, and I won't leave him +till he's found just the right thing. It exists, of course; it must in a +city of eighteen hundred thousand people, and the only question is where +to find it. You leave him to me, Mrs. March; I'll watch out for him." + +Fulkerson showed some signs of going to the station when he found they +were not driving, but she bade him a peremptory good-bye at the hotel +door. + +"He's very nice, Basil, and his way with you is perfectly charming. It's +very sweet to see how really fond of you he is. But I didn't want him +stringing along with us up to Forty-second Street and spoiling our last +moments together." + +At Third Avenue they took the Elevated for which she confessed an +infatuation. She declared it the most ideal way of getting about in the +world, and was not ashamed when he reminded her of how she used to say +that nothing under the sun could induce her to travel on it. She now said +that the night transit was even more interesting than the day, and that +the fleeing intimacy you formed with people in second and third floor +interiors, while all the usual street life went on underneath, had a +domestic intensity mixed with a perfect repose that was the last effect +of good society with all its security and exclusiveness. He said it was +better than the theatre, of which it reminded him, to see those people +through their windows: a family party of work-folk at a late tea, some of +the men in their shirt-sleeves; a woman sewing by a lamp; a mother laying +her child in its cradle; a man with his head fallen on his hands upon a +table; a girl and her lover leaning over the window-sill together. What +suggestion! what drama? what infinite interest! At the Forty-second +Street station they stopped a minute on the bridge that crosses the track +to the branch road for the Central Depot, and looked up and down the long +stretch of the Elevated to north and south. The track that found and lost +itself a thousand times in the flare and tremor of the innumerable +lights; the moony sheen of the electrics mixing with the reddish points +and blots of gas far and near; the architectural shapes of houses and +churches and towers, rescued by the obscurity from all that was ignoble +in them, and the coming and going of the trains marking the stations with +vivider or fainter plumes of flame-shot steam-formed an incomparable +perspective. They often talked afterward of the superb spectacle, which +in a city full of painters nightly works its unrecorded miracles; and +they were just to the Arachne roof spun in iron over the cross street on +which they ran to the depot; but for the present they were mostly +inarticulate before it. They had another moment of rich silence when they +paused in the gallery that leads from the Elevated station to the +waiting-rooms in the Central Depot and looked down upon the great night +trains lying on the tracks dim under the rain of gas-lights that starred +without dispersing the vast darkness of the place. What forces, what +fates, slept in these bulks which would soon be hurling themselves north +and south and west through the night! Now they waited there like fabled +monsters of Arab story ready for the magician's touch, tractable, +reckless, will-less--organized lifelessness full of a strange semblance +of life. + +The Marches admired the impressive sight with a thrill of patriotic pride +in the fact that the whole world perhaps could not afford just the like. +Then they hurried down to the ticket-offices, and he got her a lower +berth in the Boston sleeper, and went with her to the car. They made the +most of the fact that her berth was in the very middle of the car; and +she promised to write as soon as she reached home. She promised also +that, having seen the limitations of New York in respect to flats, she +would not be hard on him if he took something not quite ideal. Only he +must remember that it was not to be above Twentieth Street nor below +Washington Square; it must not be higher than the third floor; it must +have an elevator, steam heat, hail-boys, and a pleasant janitor. These +were essentials; if he could not get them, then they must do without. But +he must get them. + + + + +XI. + +Mrs. March was one of those wives who exact a more rigid adherence to +their ideals from their husbands than from themselves. Early in their +married life she had taken charge of him in all matters which she +considered practical. She did not include the business of bread-winning +in these; that was an affair that might safely be left to his +absent-minded, dreamy inefficiency, and she did not interfere with him +there. But in such things as rehanging the pictures, deciding on a summer +boarding-place, taking a seaside cottage, repapering rooms, choosing +seats at the theatre, seeing what the children ate when she was not at +table, shutting the cat out at night, keeping run of calls and +invitations, and seeing if the furnace was dampered, he had failed her so +often that she felt she could not leave him the slightest discretion in +regard to a flat. Her total distrust of his judgment in the matters cited +and others like them consisted with the greatest admiration of his mind +and respect for his character. She often said that if he would only bring +these to bear in such exigencies he would be simply perfect; but she had +long given up his ever doing so. She subjected him, therefore, to an iron +code, but after proclaiming it she was apt to abandon him to the native +lawlessness of his temperament. She expected him in this event to do as +he pleased, and she resigned herself to it with considerable comfort in +holding him accountable. He learned to expect this, and after suffering +keenly from her disappointment with whatever he did he waited patiently +till she forgot her grievance and began to extract what consolation lurks +in the irreparable. She would almost admit at moments that what he had +done was a very good thing, but she reserved the right to return in full +force to her original condemnation of it; and she accumulated each act of +independent volition in witness and warning against him. Their mass +oppressed but never deterred him. He expected to do the wrong thing when +left to his own devices, and he did it without any apparent recollection +of his former misdeeds and their consequences. There was a good deal of +comedy in it all, and some tragedy. + +He now experienced a certain expansion, such as husbands of his kind will +imagine, on going back to his hotel alone. It was, perhaps, a revulsion +from the pain of parting; and he toyed with the idea of Mrs. Grosvenor +Green's apartment, which, in its preposterous unsuitability, had a +strange attraction. He felt that he could take it with less risk than +anything else they had seen, but he said he would look at all the other +places in town first. He really spent the greater part of the next day in +hunting up the owner of an apartment that had neither steam heat nor an +elevator, but was otherwise perfect, and trying to get him to take less +than the agent asked. By a curious psychical operation he was able, in +the transaction, to work himself into quite a passionate desire for the +apartment, while he held the Grosvenor Green apartment in the background +of his mind as something that he could return to as altogether more +suitable. He conducted some simultaneous negotiation for a furnished +house, which enhanced still more the desirability of the Grosvenor Green +apartment. Toward evening he went off at a tangent far up-town, so as to +be able to tell his wife how utterly preposterous the best there would be +as compared even with this ridiculous Grosvenor Green gimcrackery. It is +hard to report the processes of his sophistication; perhaps this, again, +may best be left to the marital imagination. + +He rang at the last of these up-town apartments as it was falling dusk, +and it was long before the janitor appeared. Then the man was very surly, +and said if he looked at the flat now he would say it was too dark, like +all the rest. His reluctance irritated March in proportion to his +insincerity in proposing to look at it at all. He knew he did not mean to +take it under any circumstances; that he was going to use his inspection +of it in dishonest justification of his disobedience to his wife; but he +put on an air of offended dignity. "If you don't wish to show the +apartment," he said, "I don't care to see it." + +The man groaned, for he was heavy, and no doubt dreaded the stairs. He +scratched a match on his thigh, and led the way up. March was sorry for +him, and he put his fingers on a quarter in his waistcoat-pocket to give +him at parting. At the same time, he had to trump up an objection to the +flat. This was easy, for it was advertised as containing ten rooms, and +he found the number eked out with the bath-room and two large closets. +"It's light enough," said March, "but I don't see how you make out ten +rooms." + +"There's ten rooms," said the man, deigning no proof. + +March took his fingers off the quarter, and went down-stairs and out of +the door without another word. It would be wrong, it would be impossible, +to give the man anything after such insolence. He reflected, with shame, +that it was also cheaper to punish than forgive him. + +He returned to his hotel prepared for any desperate measure, and +convinced now that the Grosvenor Green apartment was not merely the only +thing left for him, but was, on its own merits, the best thing in New +York. + +Fulkerson was waiting for him in the reading-room, and it gave March the +curious thrill with which a man closes with temptation when he said: +"Look here! Why don't you take that woman's flat in the Xenophon? She's +been at the agents again, and they've been at me. She likes your look--or +Mrs. March's--and I guess you can have it at a pretty heavy discount from +the original price. I'm authorized to say you can have it for one +seventy-five a month, and I don't believe it would be safe for you to +offer one fifty." + +March shook his head, and dropped a mask of virtuous rejection over his +corrupt acquiescence. "It's too small for us--we couldn't squeeze into +it." + +"Why, look here!" Fulkerson persisted. "How many rooms do you people +want?" + +"I've got to have a place to work--" + +"Of course! And you've got to have it at the Fifth Wheel office." + +"I hadn't thought of that," March began. "I suppose I could do my work at +the office, as there's not much writing--" + +"Why, of course you can't do your work at home. You just come round with +me now, and look at that again." + +"No; I can't do it." + +"Why?" + +"I--I've got to dine." + +"All right," said Fulkerson. "Dine with me. I want to take you round to a +little Italian place that I know." + +One may trace the successive steps of March's descent in this simple +matter with the same edification that would attend the study of the +self-delusions and obfuscations of a man tempted to crime. The process is +probably not at all different, and to the philosophical mind the kind of +result is unimportant; the process is everything. + +Fulkerson led him down one block and half across another to the steps of +a small dwelling-house, transformed, like many others, into a restaurant +of the Latin ideal, with little or no structural change from the pattern +of the lower middle-class New York home. There were the corroded +brownstone steps, the mean little front door, and the cramped entry with +its narrow stairs by which ladies could go up to a dining-room appointed +for them on the second floor; the parlors on the first were set about +with tables, where men smoked cigarettes between the courses, and a +single waiter ran swiftly to and fro with plates and dishes, and, +exchanged unintelligible outcries with a cook beyond a slide in the back +parlor. He rushed at the new-comers, brushed the soiled table-cloth +before them with a towel on his arm, covered its worst stains with a +napkin, and brought them, in their order, the vermicelli soup, the fried +fish, the cheese-strewn spaghetti, the veal cutlets, the tepid roast fowl +and salad, and the wizened pear and coffee which form the dinner at such +places. + +"Ah, this is nice!" said Fulkerson, after the laying of the charitable +napkin, and he began to recognize acquaintances, some of whom he +described to March as young literary men and artists with whom they +should probably have to do; others were simply frequenters of the place, +and were of all nationalities and religions apparently--at least, several +were Hebrews and Cubans. "You get a pretty good slice of New York here," +he said, "all except the frosting on top. That you won't find much at +Maroni's, though you will occasionally. I don't mean the ladies ever, of +course." The ladies present seemed harmless and reputable-looking people +enough, but certainly they were not of the first fashion, and, except in +a few instances, not Americans. "It's like cutting straight down through +a fruitcake," Fulkerson went on, "or a mince-pie, when you don't know who +made the pie; you get a little of everything." He ordered a small flask +of Chianti with the dinner, and it came in its pretty wicker jacket. +March smiled upon it with tender reminiscence, and Fulkerson laughed. +"Lights you up a little. I brought old Dryfoos here one day, and he +thought it was sweet-oil; that's the kind of bottle they used to have it +in at the country drug-stores." + +"Yes, I remember now; but I'd totally forgotten it," said March. "How far +back that goes! Who's Dryfoos?" + +"Dryfoos?" Fulkerson, still smiling, tore off a piece of the half-yard of +French loaf which had been supplied them, with two pale, thin disks of +butter, and fed it into himself. "Old Dryfoos? Well, of course! I call +him old, but he ain't so very. About fifty, or along there." + +"No," said March, "that isn't very old--or not so old as it used to be." + +"Well, I suppose you've got to know about him, anyway," said Fulkerson, +thoughtfully. "And I've been wondering just how I should tell you. Can't +always make out exactly how much of a Bostonian you really are! Ever been +out in the natural-gas country?" + +"No," said March. "I've had a good deal of curiosity about it, but I've +never been able to get away except in summer, and then we always +preferred to go over the old ground, out to Niagara and back through +Canada, the route we took on our wedding journey. The children like it as +much as we do." + +"Yes, yes," said Fulkerson. "Well, the natural-gas country is worth +seeing. I don't mean the Pittsburg gas-fields, but out in Northern Ohio +and Indiana around Moffitt--that's the place in the heart of the gas +region that they've been booming so. Yes, you ought to see that country. +If you haven't been West for a good many years, you haven't got any idea +how old the country looks. You remember how the fields used to be all +full of stumps?" + +"I should think so." + +"Well, you won't see any stumps now. All that country out around Moffitt +is just as smooth as a checker-board, and looks as old as England. You +know how we used to burn the stumps out; and then somebody invented a +stump-extractor, and we pulled them out with a yoke of oxen. Now they +just touch 'em off with a little dynamite, and they've got a cellar dug +and filled up with kindling ready for housekeeping whenever you want it. +Only they haven't got any use for kindling in that country--all gas. I +rode along on the cars through those level black fields at corn-planting +time, and every once in a while I'd come to a place with a piece of +ragged old stove-pipe stickin' up out of the ground, and blazing away +like forty, and a fellow ploughing all round it and not minding it any +more than if it was spring violets. Horses didn't notice it, either. +Well, they've always known about the gas out there; they say there are +places in the woods where it's been burning ever since the country was +settled. + +"But when you come in sight of Moffitt--my, oh, my! Well, you come in +smell of it about as soon. That gas out there ain't odorless, like the +Pittsburg gas, and so it's perfectly safe; but the smell isn't bad--about +as bad as the finest kind of benzine. Well, the first thing that strikes +you when you come to Moffitt is the notion that there has been a good +warm, growing rain, and the town's come up overnight. That's in the +suburbs, the annexes, and additions. But it ain't shabby--no shanty-farm +business; nice brick and frame houses, some of 'em Queen Anne style, and +all of 'em looking as if they had come to stay. And when you drive up +from the depot you think everybody's moving. Everything seems to be piled +into the street; old houses made over, and new ones going up everywhere. +You know the kind of street Main Street always used to be in our +section--half plank-road and turnpike, and the rest mud-hole, and a lot +of stores and doggeries strung along with false fronts a story higher +than the back, and here and there a decent building with the gable end to +the public; and a court-house and jail and two taverns and three or four +churches. Well, they're all there in Moffitt yet, but architecture has +struck it hard, and they've got a lot of new buildings that needn't be +ashamed of themselves anywhere; the new court-house is as big as St. +Peter's, and the Grand Opera-house is in the highest style of the art. +You can't buy a lot on that street for much less than you can buy a lot +in New York--or you couldn't when the boom was on; I saw the place just +when the boom was in its prime. I went out there to work the newspapers +in the syndicate business, and I got one of their men to write me a real +bright, snappy account of the gas; and they just took me in their arms +and showed me everything. Well, it was wonderful, and it was beautiful, +too! To see a whole community stirred up like that was--just like a big +boy, all hope and high spirits, and no discount on the remotest future; +nothing but perpetual boom to the end of time--I tell you it warmed your +blood. Why, there were some things about it that made you think what a +nice kind of world this would be if people ever took hold together, +instead of each fellow fighting it out on his own hook, and devil take +the hindmost. They made up their minds at Moffitt that if they wanted +their town to grow they'd got to keep their gas public property. So they +extended their corporation line so as to take in pretty much the whole +gas region round there; and then the city took possession of every well +that was put down, and held it for the common good. Anybody that's a mind +to come to Moffitt and start any kind of manufacture can have all the gas +he wants free; and for fifteen dollars a year you can have all the gas +you want to heat and light your private house. The people hold on to it +for themselves, and, as I say, it's a grand sight to see a whole +community hanging together and working for the good of all, instead of +splitting up into as many different cut-throats as there are able-bodied +citizens. See that fellow?" Fulkerson broke off, and indicated with a +twirl of his head a short, dark, foreign-looking man going out of the +door. "They say that fellow's a Socialist. I think it's a shame they're +allowed to come here. If they don't like the way we manage our affairs +let 'em stay at home," Fulkerson continued. "They do a lot of mischief, +shooting off their mouths round here. I believe in free speech and all +that; but I'd like to see these fellows shut up in jail and left to jaw +one another to death. We don't want any of their poison." + +March did not notice the vanishing Socialist. He was watching, with a +teasing sense of familiarity, a tall, shabbily dressed, elderly man, who +had just come in. He had the aquiline profile uncommon among Germans, and +yet March recognized him at once as German. His long, soft beard and +mustache had once been fair, and they kept some tone of their yellow in +the gray to which they had turned. His eyes were full, and his lips and +chin shaped the beard to the noble outline which shows in the beards the +Italian masters liked to paint for their Last Suppers. His carriage was +erect and soldierly, and March presently saw that he had lost his left +hand. He took his place at a table where the overworked waiter found time +to cut up his meat and put everything in easy reach of his right hand. + +"Well," Fulkerson resumed, "they took me round everywhere in Moffitt, and +showed me their big wells--lit 'em up for a private view, and let me hear +them purr with the soft accents of a mass-meeting of locomotives. Why, +when they let one of these wells loose in a meadow that they'd piped it +into temporarily, it drove the flame away forty feet from the mouth of +the pipe and blew it over half an acre of ground. They say when they let +one of their big wells burn away all winter before they had learned how +to control it, that well kept up a little summer all around it; the grass +stayed green, and the flowers bloomed all through the winter. I don't +know whether it's so or not. But I can believe anything of natural gas. +My! but it was beautiful when they turned on the full force of that well +and shot a roman candle into the gas--that's the way they light it--and a +plume of fire about twenty feet wide and seventy-five feet high, all red +and yellow and violet, jumped into the sky, and that big roar shook the +ground under your feet! You felt like saying: + +"'Don't trouble yourself; I'm perfectly convinced. I believe in Moffitt.' +We-e-e-ll!" drawled Fulkerson, with a long breath, "that's where I met +old Dryfoos." + +"Oh yes!--Dryfoos," said March. He observed that the waiter had brought +the old one-handed German a towering glass of beer. + +"Yes," Fulkerson laughed. "We've got round to Dryfoos again. I thought I +could cut a long story short, but I seem to be cutting a short story +long. If you're not in a hurry, though--" + +"Not in the least. Go on as long as you like." + +"I met him there in the office of a real-estate man--speculator, of +course; everybody was, in Moffitt; but a first-rate fellow, and +public-spirited as all get-out; and when Dryfoos left he told me about +him. Dryfoos was an old Pennsylvania Dutch farmer, about three or four +miles out of Moffitt, and he'd lived there pretty much all his life; +father was one of the first settlers. Everybody knew he had the right +stuff in him, but he was slower than molasses in January, like those +Pennsylvania Dutch. He'd got together the largest and handsomest farm +anywhere around there; and he was making money on it, just like he was in +some business somewhere; he was a very intelligent man; he took the +papers and kept himself posted; but he was awfully old-fashioned in his +ideas. He hung on to the doctrines as well as the dollars of the dads; it +was a real thing with him. Well, when the boom began to come he hated it +awfully, and he fought it. He used to write communications to the weekly +newspaper in Moffitt--they've got three dailies there now--and throw cold +water on the boom. He couldn't catch on no way. It made him sick to hear +the clack that went on about the gas the whole while, and that stirred up +the neighborhood and got into his family. Whenever he'd hear of a man +that had been offered a big price for his land and was going to sell out +and move into town, he'd go and labor with him and try to talk him out of +it, and tell him how long his fifteen or twenty thousand would last him +to live on, and shake the Standard Oil Company before him, and try to +make him believe it wouldn't be five years before the Standard owned the +whole region. + +"Of course, he couldn't do anything with them. When a man's offered a big +price for his farm, he don't care whether it's by a secret emissary from +the Standard Oil or not; he's going to sell and get the better of the +other fellow if he can. Dryfoos couldn't keep the boom out of his own +family even. His wife was with him. She thought whatever he said and did +was just as right as if it had been thundered down from Sinai. But the +young folks were sceptical, especially the girls that had been away to +school. The boy that had been kept at home because he couldn't be spared +from helping his father manage the farm was more like him, but they +contrived to stir the boy up--with the hot end of the boom, too. So when +a fellow came along one day and offered old Dryfoos a cool hundred +thousand for his farm, it was all up with Dryfoos. He'd 'a' liked to 'a' +kept the offer to himself and not done anything about it, but his vanity +wouldn't let him do that; and when he let it out in his family the girls +outvoted him. They just made him sell. + +"He wouldn't sell all. He kept about eighty acres that was off in some +piece by itself, but the three hundred that had the old brick house on +it, and the big barn--that went, and Dryfoos bought him a place in +Moffitt and moved into town to live on the interest of his money. Just +what he had scolded and ridiculed everybody else for doing. Well, they +say that at first he seemed like he would go crazy. He hadn't anything to +do. He took a fancy to that land-agent, and he used to go and set in his +office and ask him what he should do. 'I hain't got any horses, I hain't +got any cows, I hain't got any pigs, I hain't got any chickens. I hain't +got anything to do from sun-up to sun-down.' The fellow said the tears +used to run down the old fellow's cheeks, and if he hadn't been so busy +himself he believed he should 'a' cried, too. But most o' people thought +old Dryfoos was down in the mouth because he hadn't asked more for his +farm, when he wanted to buy it back and found they held it at a hundred +and fifty thousand. People couldn't believe he was just homesick and +heartsick for the old place. Well, perhaps he was sorry he hadn't asked +more; that's human nature, too. + +"After a while something happened. That land-agent used to tell Dryfoos +to get out to Europe with his money and see life a little, or go and live +in Washington, where he could be somebody; but Dryfoos wouldn't, and he +kept listening to the talk there, and all of a sudden he caught on. He +came into that fellow's one day with a plan for cutting up the eighty +acres he'd kept into town lots; and he'd got it all plotted out so-well, +and had so many practical ideas about it, that the fellow was astonished. +He went right in with him, as far as Dryfoos would let him, and glad of +the chance; and they were working the thing for all it was worth when I +struck Moffitt. Old Dryfoos wanted me to go out and see the Dryfoos & +Hendry Addition--guess he thought maybe I'd write it up; and he drove me +out there himself. Well, it was funny to see a town made: streets driven +through; two rows of shadetrees, hard and soft, planted; cellars dug and +houses put up--regular Queen Anne style, too, with stained glass--all at +once. Dryfoos apologized for the streets because they were hand-made; +said they expected their street-making machine Tuesday, and then they +intended to push things." + +Fulkerson enjoyed the effect of his picture on March for a moment, and +then went on: "He was mighty intelligent, too, and he questioned me up +about my business as sharp as I ever was questioned; seemed to kind of +strike his fancy; I guess he wanted to find out if there was any money in +it. He was making money, hand over hand, then; and he never stopped +speculating and improving till he'd scraped together three or four +hundred thousand dollars, they said a million, but they like round +numbers at Moffitt, and I guess half a million would lay over it +comfortably and leave a few thousands to spare, probably. Then he came on +to New York." + +Fulkerson struck a match against the ribbed side of the porcelain cup +that held the matches in the centre of the table, and lit a cigarette, +which he began to smoke, throwing his head back with a leisurely effect, +as if he had got to the end of at least as much of his story as he meant +to tell without prompting. + +March asked him the desired question. "What in the world for?" + +Fulkerson took out his cigarette and said, with a smile: "To spend his +money, and get his daughters into the old Knickerbocker society. Maybe he +thought they were all the same kind of Dutch." + +"And has he succeeded?" + +"Well, they're not social leaders yet. But it's only a question of +time--generation or two--especially if time's money, and if 'Every Other +Week' is the success it's bound to be." + +"You don't mean to say, Fulkerson," said March, with a half-doubting, +half-daunted laugh, "that he's your Angel?" + +"That's what I mean to say," returned Fulkerson. "I ran onto him in +Broadway one day last summer. If you ever saw anybody in your life; +you're sure to meet him in Broadway again, sooner or later. That's the +philosophy of the bunco business; country people from the same +neighborhood are sure to run up against each other the first time they +come to New York. I put out my hand, and I said, 'Isn't this Mr. Dryfoos +from Moffitt?' He didn't seem to have any use for my hand; he let me keep +it, and he squared those old lips of his till his imperial stuck straight +out. Ever see Bernhardt in 'L'Etrangere'? Well, the American husband is +old Dryfoos all over; no mustache; and hay-colored chin-whiskers cut +slanting froze the corners of his mouth. He cocked his little gray eyes +at me, and says he: 'Yes, young man; my name is Dryfoos, and I'm from +Moffitt. But I don't want no present of Longfellow's Works, illustrated; +and I don't want to taste no fine teas; but I know a policeman that does; +and if you're the son of my old friend Squire Strohfeldt, you'd better +get out.' 'Well, then,' said I, 'how would you like to go into the +newspaper syndicate business?' He gave another look at me, and then he +burst out laughing, and he grabbed my hand, and he just froze to it. I +never saw anybody so glad. + +"Well, the long and the short of it was that I asked him round here to +Maroni's to dinner; and before we broke up for the night we had settled +the financial side of the plan that's brought you to New York." + +"I can see," said Fulkerson, who had kept his eyes fast on March's face, +"that you don't more than half like the idea of Dryfoos. It ought to give +you more confidence in the thing than you ever had. You needn't be +afraid," he added, with some feeling, "that I talked Dryfoos into the +thing for my own advantage." + +"Oh, my dear Fulkerson!" March protested, all the more fervently because +he was really a little guilty. + +"Well, of course not! I didn't mean you were. But I just happened to tell +him what I wanted to go into when I could see my way to it, and he caught +on of his own accord. The fact is," said Fulkerson, "I guess I'd better +make a clean breast of it, now I'm at it, Dryfoos wanted to get something +for that boy of his to do. He's in railroads himself, and he's in mines +and other things, and he keeps busy, and he can't bear to have his boy +hanging round the house doing nothing, like as if he was a girl. I told +him that the great object of a rich man was to get his son into just that +fix, but he couldn't seem to see it, and the boy hated it himself. He's +got a good head, and he wanted to study for the ministry when they were +all living together out on the farm; but his father had the old-fashioned +ideas about that. You know they used to think that any sort of stuff was +good enough to make a preacher out of; but they wanted the good timber +for business; and so the old man wouldn't let him. You'll see the fellow; +you'll like him; he's no fool, I can tell you; and he's going to be our +publisher, nominally at first and actually when I've taught him the ropes +a little." + + + + +XII. + +Fulkerson stopped and looked at March, whom he saw lapsing into a serious +silence. Doubtless he divined his uneasiness with the facts that had been +given him to digest. He pulled out his watch and glanced at it. "See +here, how would you like to go up to Forty-sixth street with me, and drop +in on old Dryfoos? Now's your chance. He's going West tomorrow, and won't +be back for a month or so. They'll all be glad to see you, and you'll +understand things better when you've seen him and his family. I can't +explain." + +March reflected a moment. Then he said, with a wisdom that surprised him, +for he would have liked to yield to the impulse of his curiosity: +"Perhaps we'd better wait till Mrs. March comes down, and let things take +the usual course. The Dryfoos ladies will want to call on her as the +last-comer, and if I treated myself 'en garcon' now, and paid the first +visit, it might complicate matters." + +"Well, perhaps you're right," said Fulkerson. "I don't know much about +these things, and I don't believe Ma Dryfoos does, either." He was on his +legs lighting another cigarette. "I suppose the girls are getting +themselves up in etiquette, though. Well, then, let's have a look at the +'Every Other Week' building, and then, if you like your quarters there, +you can go round and close for Mrs. Green's flat." + +March's dormant allegiance to his wife's wishes had been roused by his +decision in favor of good social usage. "I don't think I shall take the +flat," he said. + +"Well, don't reject it without giving it another look, anyway. Come on!" + +He helped March on with his light overcoat, and the little stir they made +for their departure caught the notice of the old German; he looked up +from his beer at them. March was more than ever impressed with something +familiar in his face. In compensation for his prudence in regard to the +Dryfooses he now indulged an impulse. He stepped across to where the old +man sat, with his bald head shining like ivory under the gas-jet, and his +fine patriarchal length of bearded mask taking picturesque lights and +shadows, and put out his hand to him. + +"Lindau! Isn't this Mr. Lindau?" + +The old man lifted himself slowly to his feet with mechanical politeness, +and cautiously took March's hand. "Yes, my name is Lindau," he said, +slowly, while he scanned March's face. Then he broke into a long cry. +"Ah-h-h-h-h, my dear poy! my gong friendt! my-my--Idt is Passil Marge, +not zo? Ah, ha, ha, ha! How gladt I am to zee you! Why, I am gladt! And +you rememberdt me? You remember Schiller, and Goethe, and Uhland? And +Indianapolis? You still lif in Indianapolis? It sheers my hardt to zee +you. But you are lidtle oldt, too? Tventy-five years makes a difference. +Ah, I am gladt! Dell me, idt is Passil Marge, not zo?" + +He looked anxiously into March's face, with a gentle smile of mixed hope +and doubt, and March said: "As sure as it's Berthold Lindau, and I guess +it's you. And you remember the old times? You were as much of a boy as I +was, Lindau. Are you living in New York? Do you recollect how you tried +to teach me to fence? I don't know how to this day, Lindau. How good you +were, and how patient! Do you remember how we used to sit up in the +little parlor back of your printing-office, and read Die Rauber and Die +Theilung der Erde and Die Glocke? And Mrs. Lindau? Is she with--" + +"Deadt--deadt long ago. Right after I got home from the war--tventy years +ago. But tell me, you are married? Children? Yes! Goodt! And how oldt are +you now?" + +"It makes me seventeen to see you, Lindau, but I've got a son nearly as +old." + +"Ah, ha, ha! Goodt! And where do you lif?" + +"Well, I'm just coming to live in New York," March said, looking over at +Fulkerson, who had been watching his interview with the perfunctory smile +of sympathy that people put on at the meeting of old friends. "I want to +introduce you to my friend Mr. Fulkerson. He and I are going into a +literary enterprise here." + +"Ah! zo?" said the old man, with polite interest. He took Fulkerson's +proffered hand, and they all stood talking a few moments together. + +Then Fulkerson said, with another look at his watch, "Well, March, we're +keeping Mr. Lindau from his dinner." + +"Dinner!" cried the old man. "Idt's better than breadt and meadt to see +Mr. Marge!" + +"I must be going, anyway," said March. "But I must see you again soon, +Lindau. Where do you live? I want a long talk." + +"And I. You will find me here at dinner-time." said the old man. "It is +the best place"; and March fancied him reluctant to give another address. + +To cover his consciousness he answered, gayly: "Then, it's 'auf +wiedersehen' with us. Well!" + +"Also!" The old man took his hand, and made a mechanical movement with +his mutilated arm, as if he would have taken it in a double clasp. He +laughed at himself. "I wanted to gif you the other handt, too, but I gafe +it to your gountry a goodt while ago." + +"To my country?" asked March, with a sense of pain, and yet lightly, as +if it were a joke of the old man's. "Your country, too, Lindau?" + +The old man turned very grave, and said, almost coldly, "What gountry +hass a poor man got, Mr. Marge?" + +"Well, you ought to have a share in the one you helped to save for us +rich men, Lindau," March returned, still humoring the joke. + +The old man smiled sadly, but made no answer as he sat down again. + +"Seems to be a little soured," said Fulkerson, as they went down the +steps. He was one of those Americans whose habitual conception of life is +unalloyed prosperity. When any experience or observation of his went +counter to it he suffered--something like physical pain. He eagerly +shrugged away the impression left upon his buoyancy by Lindau, and added +to March's continued silence, "What did I tell you about meeting every +man in New York that you ever knew before?" + +"I never expected to meat Lindau in the world again," said March, more to +himself than to Fulkerson. "I had an impression that he had been killed +in the war. I almost wish he had been." + +"Oh, hello, now!" cried Fulkerson. + +March laughed, but went on soberly: "He was a man predestined to +adversity, though. When I first knew him out in Indianapolis he was +starving along with a sick wife and a sick newspaper. It was before the +Germans had come over to the Republicans generally, but Lindau was +fighting the anti-slavery battle just as naturally at Indianapolis in +1858 as he fought behind the barricades at Berlin in 1848. And yet he was +always such a gentle soul! And so generous! He taught me German for the +love of it; he wouldn't spoil his pleasure by taking a cent from me; he +seemed to get enough out of my being young and enthusiastic, and out of +prophesying great things for me. I wonder what the poor old fellow is +doing here, with that one hand of his?" + +"Not amassing a very 'handsome pittance,' I guess, as Artemus Ward would +say," said Fulkerson, getting back some of his lightness. "There are lots +of two-handed fellows in New York that are not doing much better, I +guess. Maybe he gets some writing on the German papers." + +"I hope so. He's one of the most accomplished men! He used to be a +splendid musician--pianist--and knows eight or ten languages." + +"Well, it's astonishing," said Fulkerson, "how much lumber those Germans +can carry around in their heads all their lives, and never work it up +into anything. It's a pity they couldn't do the acquiring, and let out +the use of their learning to a few bright Americans. We could make things +hum, if we could arrange 'em that way." + +He talked on, unheeded by March, who went along half-consciously +tormented by his lightness in the pensive memories the meeting with +Lindau had called up. Was this all that sweet, unselfish nature could +come to? What a homeless old age at that meagre Italian table d'hote, +with that tall glass of beer for a half-hour's oblivion! That shabby +dress, that pathetic mutilation! He must have a pension, twelve dollars a +month, or eighteen, from a grateful country. But what else did he eke out +with? + +"Well, here we are," said Fulkerson, cheerily. He ran up the steps before +March, and opened the carpenter's temporary valve in the door frame, and +led the way into a darkness smelling sweetly of unpainted wood-work and +newly dried plaster; their feet slipped on shavings and grated on sand. +He scratched a match, and found a candle, and then walked about up and +down stairs, and lectured on the advantages of the place. He had fitted +up bachelor apartments for himself in the house, and said that he was +going to have a flat to let on the top floor. "I didn't offer it to you +because I supposed you'd be too proud to live over your shop; and it's +too small, anyway; only five rooms." + +"Yes, that's too small," said March, shirking the other point. + +"Well, then, here's the room I intend for your office," said Fulkerson, +showing him into a large back parlor one flight up. "You'll have it quiet +from the street noises here, and you can be at home or not, as you +please. There'll be a boy on the stairs to find out. Now, you see, this +makes the Grosvenor Green flat practicable, if you want it." + +March felt the forces of fate closing about him and pushing him to a +decision. He feebly fought them off till he could have another look at +the flat. Then, baked and subdued still more by the unexpected presence +of Mrs. Grosvenor Green herself, who was occupying it so as to be able to +show it effectively, he took it. He was aware more than ever of its +absurdities; he knew that his wife would never cease to hate it; but he +had suffered one of those eclipses of the imagination to which men of his +temperament are subject, and into which he could see no future for his +desires. He felt a comfort in irretrievably committing himself, and +exchanging the burden of indecision for the burden of responsibility. + +"I don't know," said Fulkerson, as they walked back to his hotel +together, "but you might fix it up with that lone widow and her pretty +daughter to take part of their house here." He seemed to be reminded of +it by the fact of passing the house, and March looked up at its dark +front. He could not have told exactly why he felt a pang of remorse at +the sight, and doubtless it was more regret for having taken the +Grosvenor Green flat than for not having taken the widow's rooms. Still, +he could not forget her wistfulness when his wife and he were looking at +them, and her disappointment when they decided against them. He had +toyed, in his after-talk to Mrs. March, with a sort of hypothetical +obligation they had to modify their plans so as to meet the widow's want +of just such a family as theirs; they had both said what a blessing it +would be to her, and what a pity they could not do it; but they had +decided very distinctly that they could not. Now it seemed to him that +they might; and he asked himself whether he had not actually departed as +much from their ideal as if he had taken board with the widow. Suddenly +it seemed to him that his wife asked him this, too. + +"I reckon," said Fulkerson, "that she could have arranged to give you +your meals in your rooms, and it would have come to about the same thing +as housekeeping." + +"No sort of boarding can be the same as house-keeping," said March. "I +want my little girl to have the run of a kitchen, and I want the whole +family to have the moral effect of housekeeping. It's demoralizing to +board, in every way; it isn't a home, if anybody else takes the care of +it off your hands." + +"Well, I suppose so," Fulkerson assented; but March's words had a hollow +ring to himself, and in his own mind he began to retaliate his +dissatisfaction upon Fulkerson. + +He parted from him on the usual terms outwardly, but he felt obscurely +abused by Fulkerson in regard to the Dryfooses, father and son. He did +not know but Fulkerson had taken an advantage of him in allowing him to +commit himself to their enterprise without fully and frankly telling him +who and what his backer was; he perceived that with young Dryfoos as the +publisher and Fulkerson as the general director of the paper there might +be very little play for his own ideas of its conduct. Perhaps it was the +hurt to his vanity involved by the recognition of this fact that made him +forget how little choice he really had in the matter, and how, since he +had not accepted the offer to edit the insurance paper, nothing remained +for him but to close with Fulkerson. In this moment of suspicion and +resentment he accused Fulkerson of hastening his decision in regard to +the Grosvenor Green apartment; he now refused to consider it a decision, +and said to himself that if he felt disposed to do so he would send Mrs. +Green a note reversing it in the morning. But he put it all off till +morning with his clothes, when he went to bed, he put off even thinking +what his wife would say; he cast Fulkerson and his constructive treachery +out of his mind, too, and invited into it some pensive reveries of the +past, when he still stood at the parting of the ways, and could take this +path or that. In his middle life this was not possible; he must follow +the path chosen long ago, wherever, it led. He was not master of +himself, as he once seemed, but the servant of those he loved; if he +could do what he liked, perhaps he might renounce this whole New York +enterprise, and go off somewhere out of the reach of care; but he could +not do what he liked, that was very clear. In the pathos of this +conviction he dwelt compassionately upon the thought of poor old Lindau; +he resolved to make him accept a handsome sum of money--more than he +could spare, something that he would feel the loss of--in payment of the +lessons in German and fencing given so long ago. At the usual rate for +such lessons, his debt, with interest for twenty-odd years, would run +very far into the hundreds. Too far, he perceived, for his wife's joyous +approval; he determined not to add the interest; or he believed that +Lindau would refuse the interest; he put a fine speech in his mouth, +making him do so; and after that he got Lindau employment on 'Every Other +Week,' and took care of him till he died. + +Through all his melancholy and munificence he was aware of sordid +anxieties for having taken the Grosvenor Green apartment. These began to +assume visible, tangible shapes as he drowsed, and to became personal +entities, from which he woke, with little starts, to a realization of +their true nature, and then suddenly fell fast asleep. + +In the accomplishment of the events which his reverie played with, there +was much that retroactively stamped it with prophecy, but much also that +was better than he forboded. He found that with regard to the Grosvenor +Green apartment he had not allowed for his wife's willingness to get any +sort of roof over her head again after the removal from their old home, +or for the alleviations that grow up through mere custom. The practical +workings of the apartment were not so bad; it had its good points, and +after the first sensation of oppression in it they began to feel the +convenience of its arrangement. They were at that time of life when +people first turn to their children's opinion with deference, and, in the +loss of keenness in their own likes and dislikes, consult the young +preferences which are still so sensitive. It went far to reconcile Mrs. +March to the apartment that her children were pleased with its novelty; +when this wore off for them, she had herself begun to find it much more +easily manageable than a house. After she had put away several barrels of +gimcracks, and folded up screens and rugs and skins, and carried them all +off to the little dark store-room which the flat developed, she perceived +at once a roominess and coziness in it unsuspected before. Then, when +people began to call, she had a pleasure, a superiority, in saying that +it was a furnished apartment, and in disclaiming all responsibility for +the upholstery and decoration. If March was by, she always explained that +it was Mr. March's fancy, and amiably laughed it off with her callers as +a mannish eccentricity. Nobody really seemed to think it otherwise than +pretty; and this again was a triumph for Mrs. March, because it showed +how inferior the New York taste was to the Boston taste in such matters. + +March submitted silently to his punishment, and laughed with her before +company at his own eccentricity. She had been so preoccupied with the +adjustment of the family to its new quarters and circumstances that the +time passed for laying his misgivings, if they were misgivings, about +Fulkerson before her, and when an occasion came for expressing them they +had themselves passed in the anxieties of getting forward the first +number of 'Every Other Week.' He kept these from her, too, and the +business that brought them to New York had apparently dropped into +abeyance before the questions of domestic economy that presented and +absented themselves. March knew his wife to be a woman of good mind and +in perfect sympathy with him, but he understood the limitations of her +perspective; and if he was not too wise, he was too experienced to +intrude upon it any affairs of his till her own were reduced to the right +order and proportion. It would have been folly to talk to her of +Fulkerson's conjecturable uncandor while she was in doubt whether her +cook would like the kitchen, or her two servants would consent to room +together; and till it was decided what school Tom should go to, and +whether Bella should have lessons at home or not, the relation which +March was to bear to the Dryfooses, as owner and publisher, was not to be +discussed with his wife. He might drag it in, but he was aware that with +her mind distracted by more immediate interests he could not get from her +that judgment, that reasoned divination, which he relied upon so much. +She would try, she would do her best, but the result would be a view +clouded and discolored by the effort she must make. + +He put the whole matter by, and gave himself to the details of the work +before him. In this he found not only escape, but reassurance, for it +became more and more apparent that whatever was nominally the structure +of the business, a man of his qualifications and his instincts could not +have an insignificant place in it. He had also the consolation of liking +his work, and of getting an instant grasp of it that grew constantly +firmer and closer. The joy of knowing that he had not made a mistake was +great. In giving rein to ambitions long forborne he seemed to get back to +the youth when he had indulged them first; and after half a lifetime +passed in pursuits alien to his nature, he was feeling the serene +happiness of being mated through his work to his early love. From the +outside the spectacle might have had its pathos, and it is not easy to +justify such an experiment as he had made at his time of life, except +upon the ground where he rested from its consideration--the ground of +necessity. + +His work was more in his thoughts than himself, however; and as the time +for the publication of the first number of his periodical came nearer, +his cares all centred upon it. Without fixing any date, Fulkerson had +announced it, and pushed his announcements with the shameless vigor of a +born advertiser. He worked his interest with the press to the utmost, and +paragraphs of a variety that did credit to his ingenuity were afloat +everywhere. Some of them were speciously unfavorable in tone; they +criticised and even ridiculed the principles on which the new departure +in literary journalism was based. Others defended it; others yet denied +that this rumored principle was really the principle. All contributed to +make talk. All proceeded from the same fertile invention. + +March observed with a degree of mortification that the talk was very +little of it in the New York press; there the references to the novel +enterprise were slight and cold. But Fulkerson said: "Don't mind that, +old man. It's the whole country that makes or breaks a thing like this; +New York has very little to do with it. Now if it were a play, it would +be different. New York does make or break a play; but it doesn't make or +break a book; it doesn't make or break a magazine. The great mass of the +readers are outside of New York, and the rural districts are what we have +got to go for. They don't read much in New York; they write, and talk +about what they've written. Don't you worry." + +The rumor of Fulkerson's connection with the enterprise accompanied many +of the paragraphs, and he was able to stay March's thirst for employment +by turning over to him from day to day heaps of the manuscripts which +began to pour in from his old syndicate writers, as well as from +adventurous volunteers all over the country. With these in hand March +began practically to plan the first number, and to concrete a general +scheme from the material and the experience they furnished. They had +intended to issue the first number with the new year, and if it had been +an affair of literature alone, it would have been very easy; but it was +the art leg they limped on, as Fulkerson phrased it. They had not merely +to deal with the question of specific illustrations for this article or +that, but to decide the whole character of their illustrations, and first +of all to get a design for a cover which should both ensnare the heedless +and captivate the fastidious. These things did not come properly within +March's province--that had been clearly understood--and for a while +Fulkerson tried to run the art leg himself. The phrase was again his, but +it was simpler to make the phrase than to run the leg. The difficult +generation, at once stiff-backed and slippery, with which he had to do in +this endeavor, reduced even so buoyant an optimist to despair, and after +wasting some valuable weeks in trying to work the artists himself, he +determined to get an artist to work them. But what artist? It could not +be a man with fixed reputation and a following: he would be too costly, +and would have too many enemies among his brethren, even if he would +consent to undertake the job. Fulkerson had a man in mind, an artist, +too, who would have been the very thing if he had been the thing at all. +He had talent enough, and his sort of talent would reach round the whole +situation, but, as Fulkerson said, he was as many kinds of an ass as he +was kinds of an artist. + + +PG EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + + Anticipative homesickness + Any sort of stuff was good enough to make a preacher out of + Appearance made him doubt their ability to pay so much + As much of his story as he meant to tell without prompting + Considerable comfort in holding him accountable + Extract what consolation lurks in the irreparable + Flavors not very sharply distinguished from one another + Handsome pittance + He expected to do the wrong thing when left to his own devices + Hypothetical difficulty + Never-blooming shrub + Poverty as hopeless as any in the world + Seeming interested in points necessarily indifferent to him + Servant of those he loved + Sigh with which ladies recognize one another's martyrdom + Sorry he hadn't asked more; that's human nature + That isn't very old--or not so old as it used to be + Tried to be homesick for them, but failed + Turn to their children's opinion with deference + Wish we didn't always recognize the facts as we do + + + + +SECOND PART + + +I. + +The evening when March closed with Mrs. Green's reduced offer, and +decided to take her apartment, the widow whose lodgings he had rejected +sat with her daughter in an upper room at the back of her house. In the +shaded glow of the drop-light she was sewing, and the girl was drawing at +the same table. From time to time, as they talked, the girl lifted her +head and tilted it a little on one side so as to get some desired effect +of her work. + +"It's a mercy the cold weather holds off," said the mother. "We should +have to light the furnace, unless we wanted to scare everybody away with +a cold house; and I don't know who would take care of it, or what would +become of us, every way." + +"They seem to have been scared away from a house that wasn't cold," said +the girl. "Perhaps they might like a cold one. But it's too early for +cold yet. It's only just in the beginning of November." + +"The Messenger says they've had a sprinkling of snow." + +"Oh yes, at St. Barnaby! I don't know when they don't have sprinklings of +snow there. I'm awfully glad we haven't got that winter before us." + +The widow sighed as mothers do who feel the contrast their experience +opposes to the hopeful recklessness of such talk as this. "We may have a +worse winter here," she said, darkly. + +"Then I couldn't stand it," said the girl, "and I should go in for +lighting out to Florida double-quick." + +"And how would you get to Florida?" demanded her mother, severely. + +"Oh, by the usual conveyance Pullman vestibuled train, I suppose. What +makes you so blue, mamma?" The girl was all the time sketching away, +rubbing out, lifting her head for the effect, and then bending it over +her work again without looking at her mother. + +"I am not blue, Alma. But I cannot endure this--this hopefulness of +yours." + +"Why? What harm does it do?" + +"Harm?" echoed the mother. + +Pending the effort she must make in saying, the girl cut in: "Yes, harm. +You've kept your despair dusted off and ready for use at an instant's +notice ever since we came, and what good has it done? I'm going to keep +on hoping to the bitter end. That's what papa did." + +It was what the Rev. Archibald Leighton had done with all the +consumptive's buoyancy. The morning he died he told them that now he had +turned the point and was really going to get well. The cheerfulness was +not only in his disease, but in his temperament. Its excess was always a +little against him in his church work, and Mrs. Leighton was right enough +in feeling that if it had not been for the ballast of her instinctive +despondency he would have made shipwreck of such small chances of +prosperity as befell him in life. It was not from him that his daughter +got her talent, though he had left her his temperament intact of his +widow's legal thirds. He was one of those men of whom the country people +say when he is gone that the woman gets along better without him. Mrs. +Leighton had long eked out their income by taking a summer boarder or +two, as a great favor, into her family; and when the greater need came, +she frankly gave up her house to the summer-folks (as they call them in +the country), and managed it for their comfort from the small quarter of +it in which she shut herself up with her daughter. + +The notion of shutting up is an exigency of the rounded period. The fact +is, of course, that Alma Leighton was not shut up in any sense whatever. +She was the pervading light, if not force, of the house. She was a good +cook, and she managed the kitchen with the help of an Irish girl, while +her mother looked after the rest of the housekeeping. But she was not +systematic; she had inspiration but not discipline, and her mother +mourned more over the days when Alma left the whole dinner to the Irish +girl than she rejoiced in those when one of Alma's great thoughts took +form in a chicken-pie of incomparable savor or in a matchless pudding. +The off-days came when her artistic nature was expressing itself in +charcoal, for she drew to the admiration of all among the lady boarders +who could not draw. The others had their reserves; they readily conceded +that Alma had genius, but they were sure she needed instruction. On the +other hand, they were not so radical as to agree with the old painter who +came every summer to paint the elms of the St. Barnaby meadows. He +contended that she needed to be a man in order to amount to anything; but +in this theory he was opposed by an authority, of his own sex, whom the +lady sketchers believed to speak with more impartiality in a matter +concerning them as much as Alma Leighton. He said that instruction would +do, and he was not only younger and handsomer, but he was fresher from +the schools than old Harrington, who, even the lady sketchers could see, +painted in an obsolescent manner. His name was Beaton--Angus Beaton; but +he was not Scotch, or not more Scotch than Mary Queen of Scots was. His +father was a Scotchman, but Beaton was born in Syracuse, New York, and it +had taken only three years in Paris to obliterate many traces of native +and ancestral manner in him. He wore his black beard cut shorter than his +mustache, and a little pointed; he stood with his shoulders well thrown +back and with a lateral curve of his person when he talked about art, +which would alone have carried conviction even if he had not had a thick, +dark bang coming almost to the brows of his mobile gray eyes, and had not +spoken English with quick, staccato impulses, so as to give it the effect +of epigrammatic and sententious French. One of the ladies said that you +always thought of him as having spoken French after it was over, and +accused herself of wrong in not being able to feel afraid of him. None of +the ladies was afraid of him, though they could not believe that he was +really so deferential to their work as he seemed; and they knew, when he +would not criticise Mr. Harrington's work, that he was just acting from +principle. + +They may or may not have known the deference with which he treated Alma's +work; but the girl herself felt that his abrupt, impersonal comment +recognized her as a real sister in art. He told her she ought to come to +New York, and draw in the League, or get into some painter's private +class; and it was the sense of duty thus appealed to which finally +resulted in the hazardous experiment she and her mother were now making. +There were no logical breaks in the chain of their reasoning from past +success with boarders in St. Barnaby to future success with boarders in +New York. Of course the outlay was much greater. The rent of the +furnished house they had taken was such that if they failed their +experiment would be little less than ruinous. + +But they were not going to fail; that was what Alma contended, with a +hardy courage that her mother sometimes felt almost invited failure, if +it did not deserve it. She was one of those people who believe that if +you dread harm enough it is less likely to happen. She acted on this +superstition as if it were a religion. + +"If it had not been for my despair, as you call it, Alma," she answered, +"I don't know where we should have been now." + +"I suppose we should have been in St. Barnaby," said the girl. "And if +it's worse to be in New York, you see what your despair's done, mamma. +But what's the use? You meant well, and I don't blame you. You can't +expect even despair to come out always just the way you want it. Perhaps +you've used too much of it." The girl laughed, and Mrs. Leighton laughed, +too. Like every one else, she was not merely a prevailing mood, as people +are apt to be in books, but was an irregularly spheroidal character, with +surfaces that caught the different lights of circumstance and reflected +them. Alma got up and took a pose before the mirror, which she then +transferred to her sketch. The room was pinned about with other sketches, +which showed with fantastic indistinctness in the shaded gaslight. Alma +held up the drawing. "How do you like it?" + +Mrs. Leighton bent forward over her sewing to look at it. "You've got the +man's face rather weak." + +"Yes, that's so. Either I see all the hidden weakness that's in men's +natures, and bring it to the surface in their figures, or else I put my +own weakness into them. Either way, it's a drawback to their presenting a +truly manly appearance. As long as I have one of the miserable objects +before me, I can draw him; but as soon as his back's turned I get to +putting ladies into men's clothes. I should think you'd be scandalized, +mamma, if you were a really feminine person. It must be your despair that +helps you to bear up. But what's the matter with the young lady in young +lady's clothes? Any dust on her?" + +"What expressions!" said Mrs. Leighton. "Really, Alma, for a refined girl +you are the most unrefined!" + +"Go on--about the girl in the picture!" said Alma, slightly knocking her +mother on the shoulder, as she stood over her. + +"I don't see anything to her. What's she doing?" + +"Oh, just being made love to, I suppose." + +"She's perfectly insipid!" + +"You're awfully articulate, mamma! Now, if Mr. Wetmore were to criticise +that picture he'd draw a circle round it in the air, and look at it +through that, and tilt his head first on one side and then on the other, +and then look at you, as if you were a figure in it, and then collapse +awhile, and moan a little and gasp, 'Isn't your young lady a little +too-too--' and then he'd try to get the word out of you, and groan and +suffer some more; and you'd say, 'She is, rather,' and that would give +him courage, and he'd say, 'I don't mean that she's so very--' 'Of course +not.' 'You understand?' 'Perfectly. I see it myself, now.' 'Well, +then'---and he'd take your pencil and begin to draw--'I should give her a +little more--Ah?' 'Yes, I see the difference.'--'You see the difference?' +And he'd go off to some one else, and you'd know that you'd been doing +the wishy-washiest thing in the world, though he hadn't spoken a word of +criticism, and couldn't. But he wouldn't have noticed the expression at +all; he'd have shown you where your drawing was bad. He doesn't care for +what he calls the literature of a thing; he says that will take care of +itself if the drawing's good. He doesn't like my doing these chic things; +but I'm going to keep it up, for I think it's the nearest way to +illustrating." + +She took her sketch and pinned it up on the door. + +"And has Mr. Beaton been about, yet?" asked her mother. + +"No," said the girl, with her back still turned; and she added, "I +believe he's in New York; Mr. Wetmore's seen him." + +"It's a little strange he doesn't call." + +"It would be if he were not an artist. But artists never do anything like +other people. He was on his good behavior while he was with us, and he's +a great deal more conventional than most of them; but even he can't keep +it up. That's what makes me really think that women can never amount to +anything in art. They keep all their appointments, and fulfil all their +duties just as if they didn't know anything about art. Well, most of them +don't. We've got that new model to-day." + +"What new model?" + +"The one Mr. Wetmore was telling us about--the old German; he's splendid. +He's got the most beautiful head; just like the old masters' things. He +used to be Humphrey Williams's model for his Biblical-pieces; but since +he's dead, the old man hardly gets anything to do. Mr. Wetmore says there +isn't anybody in the Bible that Williams didn't paint him as. He's the +Law and the Prophets in all his Old Testament pictures, and he's Joseph, +Peter, Judas Iscariot, and the Scribes and Pharisees in the New." + +"It's a good thing people don't know how artists work, or some of the +most sacred pictures would have no influence," said Mrs. Leighton. + +"Why, of course not!" cried the girl. "And the influence is the last +thing a painter thinks of--or supposes he thinks of. What he knows he's +anxious about is the drawing and the color. But people will never +understand how simple artists are. When I reflect what a complex and +sophisticated being I am, I'm afraid I can never come to anything in art. +Or I should be if I hadn't genius." + +"Do you think Mr. Beaton is very simple?" asked Mrs. Leighton. + +"Mr. Wetmore doesn't think he's very much of an artist. He thinks he +talks too well. They believe that if a man can express himself clearly he +can't paint." + +"And what do you believe?" + +"Oh, I can express myself, too." + +The mother seemed to be satisfied with this evasion. After a while she +said, "I presume he will call when he gets settled." + +The girl made no answer to this. "One of the girls says that old model is +an educated man. He was in the war, and lost a hand. Doesn't it seem a +pity for such a man to have to sit to a class of affected geese like us +as a model? I declare it makes me sick. And we shall keep him a week, and +pay him six or seven dollars for the use of his grand old head, and then +what will he do? The last time he was regularly employed was when Mr. +Mace was working at his Damascus Massacre. Then he wanted so many Arab +sheiks and Christian elders that he kept old Mr. Lindau steadily employed +for six months. Now he has to pick up odd jobs where he can." + +"I suppose he has his pension," said Mrs. Leighton. + +"No; one of the girls"--that was the way Alma always described her +fellow-students--"says he has no pension. He didn't apply for it for a +long time, and then there was a hitch about it, and it was +somethinged--vetoed, I believe she said." + +"Who vetoed it?" asked Mrs. Leighton, with some curiosity about the +process, which she held in reserve. + +"I don't know--whoever vetoes things. I wonder what Mr. Wetmore does think +of us--his class. We must seem perfectly crazy. There isn't one of us +really knows what she's doing it for, or what she expects to happen when +she's done it. I suppose every one thinks she has genius. I know the +Nebraska widow does, for she says that unless you have genius it isn't +the least use. Everybody's puzzled to know what she does with her baby +when she's at work--whether she gives it soothing syrup. I wonder how Mr. +Wetmore can keep from laughing in our faces. I know he does behind our +backs." + +Mrs. Leighton's mind wandered back to another point. "Then if he says Mr. +Beaton can't paint, I presume he doesn't respect him very much." + +"Oh, he never said he couldn't paint. But I know he thinks so. He says +he's an excellent critic." + +"Alma," her mother said, with the effect of breaking off, "what do you +suppose is the reason he hasn't been near us?" + +"Why, I don't know, mamma, except that it would have been natural for +another person to come, and he's an artist at least, artist enough for +that." + +"That doesn't account for it altogether. He was very nice at St. Barnaby, +and seemed so interested in you--your work." + +"Plenty of people were nice at St. Barnaby. That rich Mrs. Horn couldn't +contain her joy when she heard we were coming to New York, but she hasn't +poured in upon us a great deal since we got here." + +"But that's different. She's very fashionable, and she's taken up with +her own set. But Mr. Beaton's one of our kind." + +"Thank you. Papa wasn't quite a tombstone-cutter, mamma." + +"That makes it all the harder to bear. He can't be ashamed of us. Perhaps +he doesn't know where we are." + +"Do you wish to send him your card, mamma?" The girl flushed and towered +in scorn of the idea. + +"Why, no, Alma," returned her mother. + +"Well, then," said Alma. + +But Mrs. Leighton was not so easily quelled. She had got her mind on Mr. +Beaton, and she could not detach it at once. Besides, she was one of +those women (they are commoner than the same sort of men) whom it does +not pain to take out their most intimate thoughts and examine them in the +light of other people's opinions. "But I don't see how he can behave so. +He must know that--" + +"That what, mamma?" demanded the girl. + +"That he influenced us a great deal in coming--" + +"He didn't. If he dared to presume to think such a thing--" + +"Now, Alma," said her mother, with the clinging persistence of such +natures, "you know he did. And it's no use for you to pretend that we +didn't count upon him in--in every way. You may not have noticed his +attentions, and I don't say you did, but others certainly did; and I must +say that I didn't expect he would drop us so." + +"Drop us!" cried Alma, in a fury. "Oh!" + +"Yes, drop us, Alma. He must know where we are. Of course, Mr. Wetmore's +spoken to him about you, and it's a shame that he hasn't been near us. I +should have thought common gratitude, common decency, would have brought +him after--after all we did for him." + +"We did nothing for him--nothing! He paid his board, and that ended it." + +"No, it didn't, Alma. You know what he used to say--about its being like +home, and all that; and I must say that after his attentions to you, and +all the things you told me he said, I expected something very dif--" + +A sharp peal of the door-bell thrilled through the house, and as if the +pull of the bell-wire had twitched her to her feet, Mrs. Leighton sprang +up and grappled with her daughter in their common terror. + +They both glared at the clock and made sure that it was five minutes +after nine. Then they abandoned themselves some moments to the +unrestricted play of their apprehensions. + + + + +II. + +"Why, Alma," whispered the mother, "who in the world can it be at this +time of night? You don't suppose he--" + +"Well, I'm not going to the door, anyhow, mother, I don't care who it is; +and, of course, he wouldn't be such a goose as to come at this hour." She +put on a look of miserable trepidation, and shrank back from the door, +while the hum of the bell died away, in the hall. + +"What shall we do?" asked Mrs. Leighton, helplessly. + +"Let him go away--whoever they are," said Alma. + +Another and more peremptory ring forbade them refuge in this simple +expedient. + +"Oh, dear! what shall we do? Perhaps it's a despatch." + +The conjecture moved Alma to no more than a rigid stare. "I shall not +go," she said. A third ring more insistent than the others followed, and +she said: "You go ahead, mamma, and I'll come behind to scream if it's +anybody. We can look through the side-lights at the door first." + +Mrs. Leighton fearfully led the way from the back chamber where they had +been sitting, and slowly descended the stairs. Alma came behind and +turned up the hall gas-jet with a sudden flash that made them both jump a +little. The gas inside rendered it more difficult to tell who was on the +threshold, but Mrs. Leighton decided from a timorous peep through the +scrims that it was a lady and gentleman. Something in this distribution +of sex emboldened her; she took her life in her hand, and opened the +door. + +The lady spoke. "Does Mrs. Leighton live heah?" she said, in a rich, +throaty voice; and she feigned a reference to the agent's permit she held +in her hand. + +"Yes," said Mrs. Leighton; she mechanically occupied the doorway, while +Alma already quivered behind her with impatience of her impoliteness. + +"Oh," said the lady, who began to appear more and more a young lady, "Ah +didn't know but Ah had mistaken the hoase. Ah suppose it's rather late to +see the apawtments, and Ah most ask you to pawdon us." She put this +tentatively, with a delicately growing recognition of Mrs. Leighton as +the lady of the house, and a humorous intelligence of the situation in +the glance she threw Alma over her mother's shoulder. "Ah'm afraid we +most have frightened you." + +"Oh, not at all," said Alma; and at the same time her mother said, "Will +you walk in, please?" + +The gentleman promptly removed his hat and made the Leightons an +inclusive bow. "You awe very kind, madam, and I am sorry for the trouble +we awe giving you." He was tall and severe-looking, with a gray, +trooperish mustache and iron-gray hair, and, as Alma decided, iron-gray +eyes. His daughter was short, plump, and fresh-colored, with an effect of +liveliness that did not all express itself in her broad-vowelled, rather +formal speech, with its odd valuations of some of the auxiliary verbs, +and its total elision of the canine letter. + +"We awe from the Soath," she said, "and we arrived this mawning, but we +got this cyahd from the brokah just befo' dinnah, and so we awe rathah +late." + +"Not at all; it's only nine o'clock," said Mrs. Leighton. She looked up +from the card the young lady had given her, and explained, "We haven't +got in our servants yet, and we had to answer the bell ourselves, and--" + +"You were frightened, of coase," said the young lady, caressingly. + +The gentleman said they ought not to have come so late, and he offered +some formal apologies. + +"We should have been just as much scared any time after five o'clock," +Alma said to the sympathetic intelligence in the girl's face. + +She laughed out. "Of coase! Ah would have my hawt in my moath all day +long, too, if Ah was living in a big hoase alone." + +A moment of stiffness followed; Mrs. Leighton would have liked to +withdraw from the intimacy of the situation, but she did not know how. It +was very well for these people to assume to be what they pretended; but, +she reflected too late, she had no proof of it except the agent's permit. +They were all standing in the hall together, and she prolonged the +awkward pause while she examined the permit. "You are Mr. Woodburn?" she +asked, in a way that Alma felt implied he might not be. + +"Yes, madam; from Charlottesboag, Virginia," he answered, with the slight +umbrage a man shows when the strange cashier turns his check over and +questions him before cashing it. + +Alma writhed internally, but outwardly remained subordinate; she examined +the other girl's dress, and decided in a superficial consciousness that +she had made her own bonnet. + +"I shall be glad to show you my rooms," said Mrs. Leighton, with an +irrelevant sigh. "You must excuse their being not just as I should wish +them. We're hardly settled yet." + +"Don't speak of it, madam," said the gentleman, "if you can overlook the +trouble we awe giving you at such an unseasonable houah." + +"Ah'm a hoasekeepah mahself," Miss Woodburn joined in, "and Ah know ho' +to accyoant fo' everything." + +Mrs. Leighton led the way up-stairs, and the young lady decided upon the +large front room and small side room on the third story. She said she +could take the small one, and the other was so large that her father +could both sleep and work in it. She seemed not ashamed to ask if Mrs. +Leighton's price was inflexible, but gave way laughing when her father +refused to have any bargaining, with a haughty self-respect which he +softened to deference for Mrs. Leighton. His impulsiveness opened the way +for some confidence from her, and before the affair was arranged she was +enjoying in her quality of clerical widow the balm of the Virginians' +reverent sympathy. They said they were church people themselves. + +"Ah don't know what yo' mothah means by yo' hoase not being in oddah," +the young lady said to Alma as they went down-stairs together. "Ah'm a +great hoasekeepah mahself, and Ah mean what Ah say." + +They had all turned mechanically into the room where the Leightons were +sitting when the Woodburns rang: Mr. Woodburn consented to sit down, and +he remained listening to Mrs. Leighton while his daughter bustled up to +the sketches pinned round the room and questioned Alma about them. + +"Ah suppose you awe going to be a great awtust?" she said, in friendly +banter, when Alma owned to having done the things. "Ah've a great notion +to take a few lessons mahself. Who's yo' teachah?" + +Alma said she was drawing in Mr. Wetmore's class, and Miss Woodburn said: +"Well, it's just beautiful, Miss Leighton; it's grand. Ah suppose it's +raght expensive, now? Mah goodness! we have to cyoant the coast so much +nowadays; it seems to me we do nothing but cyoant it. Ah'd like to hah +something once without askin' the price." + +"Well, if you didn't ask it," said Alma, "I don't believe Mr. Wetmore +would ever know what the price of his lessons was. He has to think, when +you ask him." + +"Why, he most be chomming," said Miss Woodburn. "Perhaps Ah maght get the +lessons for nothing from him. Well, Ah believe in my soul Ah'll trah. Now +ho' did you begin? and ho' do you expect to get anything oat of it?" She +turned on Alma eyes brimming with a shrewd mixture of fun and earnest, +and Alma made note of the fact that she had an early nineteenth-century +face, round, arch, a little coquettish, but extremely sensible and +unspoiled-looking, such as used to be painted a good deal in miniature at +that period; a tendency of her brown hair to twine and twist at the +temples helped the effect; a high comb would have completed it, Alma +felt, if she had her bonnet off. It was almost a Yankee country-girl +type; but perhaps it appeared so to Alma because it was, like that, pure +Anglo-Saxon. Alma herself, with her dull, dark skin, slender in figure, +slow in speech, with aristocratic forms in her long hands, and the oval +of her fine face pointed to a long chin, felt herself much more Southern +in style than this blooming, bubbling, bustling Virginian. + +"I don't know," she answered, slowly. + +"Going to take po'traits," suggested Miss Woodburn, "or just paint the +ahdeal?" A demure burlesque lurked in her tone. + +"I suppose I don't expect to paint at all," said Alma. "I'm going to +illustrate books--if anybody will let me." + +"Ah should think they'd just joamp at you," said Miss Woodburn. "Ah'll +tell you what let's do, Miss Leighton: you make some pictures, and Ah'll +wrahte a book fo' them. Ah've got to do something. Ali maght as well +wrahte a book. You know we Southerners have all had to go to woak. But Ah +don't mand it. I tell papa I shouldn't ca' fo' the disgrace of bein' poo' +if it wasn't fo' the inconvenience." + +"Yes, it's inconvenient," said Alma; "but you forget it when you're at +work, don't you think?" + +"Mah, yes! Perhaps that's one reason why poo' people have to woak so +hawd--to keep their mands off their poverty." + +The girls both tittered, and turned from talking in a low tone with their +backs toward their elders, and faced them. + +"Well, Madison," said Mr. Woodburn, "it is time we should go. I bid you +good-night, madam," he bowed to Mrs. Leighton. "Good-night," he bowed +again to Alma. + +His daughter took leave of them in formal phrase, but with a jolly +cordiality of manner that deformalized it. "We shall be roand raght soon +in the mawning, then," she threatened at the door. + +"We shall be all ready for you," Alma called after her down the steps. + +"Well, Alma?" her mother asked, when the door closed upon them. + +"She doesn't know any more about art," said Alma, "than--nothing at all. +But she's jolly and good-hearted. She praised everything that was bad in +my sketches, and said she was going to take lessons herself. When a +person talks about taking lessons, as if they could learn it, you know +where they belong artistically." + +Mrs. Leighton shook her head with a sigh. "I wish I knew where they +belonged financially. We shall have to get in two girls at once. I shall +have to go out the first thing in the morning, and then our troubles will +begin." + +"Well, didn't you want them to begin? I will stay home and help you get +ready. Our prosperity couldn't begin without the troubles, if you mean +boarders, and boarders mean servants. I shall be very glad to be +afflicted with a cook for a while myself." + +"Yes; but we don't know anything about these people, or whether they will +be able to pay us. Did she talk as if they were well off?" + +"She talked as if they were poor; poo' she called it." + +"Yes, how queerly she pronounced," said Mrs. Leighton. "Well, I ought to +have told them that I required the first week in advance." + +"Mamma! If that's the way you're going to act!" + +"Oh, of course, I couldn't, after he wouldn't let her bargain for the +rooms. I didn't like that." + +"I did. And you can see that they were perfect ladies; or at least one of +them." Alma laughed at herself, but her mother did not notice. + +"Their being ladies won't help if they've got no money. It'll make it +all the worse." + +"Very well, then; we have no money, either. We're a match for them any +day there. We can show them that two can play at that game." + + + + +III. + +Arnus Beaton's studio looked at first glance like many other painters' +studios. A gray wall quadrangularly vaulted to a large north light; casts +of feet, hands, faces hung to nails about; prints, sketches in oil and +water-color stuck here and there lower down; a rickety table, with paint +and palettes and bottles of varnish and siccative tossed comfortlessly on +it; an easel, with a strip of some faded mediaeval silk trailing from it; +a lay figure simpering in incomplete nakedness, with its head on one +side, and a stocking on one leg, and a Japanese dress dropped before it; +dusty rugs and skins kicking over the varnished floor; canvases faced to +the mop-board; an open trunk overflowing with costumes: these features +one might notice anywhere. But, besides, there was a bookcase with an +unusual number of books in it, and there was an open colonial +writing-desk, claw-footed, brass-handled, and scutcheoned, with foreign +periodicals--French and English--littering its leaf, and some pages of +manuscript scattered among them. Above all, there was a sculptor's +revolving stand, supporting a bust which Beaton was modelling, with an +eye fixed as simultaneously as possible on the clay and on the head of +the old man who sat on the platform beside it. + +Few men have been able to get through the world with several gifts to +advantage in all; and most men seem handicapped for the race if they have +more than one. But they are apparently immensely interested as well as +distracted by them. When Beaton was writing, he would have agreed, up to +a certain point, with any one who said literature was his proper +expression; but, then, when he was painting, up to a certain point, he +would have maintained against the world that he was a colorist, and +supremely a colorist. At the certain point in either art he was apt to +break away in a frenzy of disgust and wreak himself upon some other. In +these moods he sometimes designed elevations of buildings, very striking, +very original, very chic, very everything but habitable. It was in this +way that he had tried his hand on sculpture, which he had at first +approached rather slightingly as a mere decorative accessory of +architecture. But it had grown in his respect till he maintained that the +accessory business ought to be all the other way: that temples should be +raised to enshrine statues, not statues made to ornament temples; that +was putting the cart before the horse with a vengeance. This was when he +had carried a plastic study so far that the sculptors who saw it said +that Beaton might have been an architect, but would certainly never be a +sculptor. At the same time he did some hurried, nervous things that had a +popular charm, and that sold in plaster reproductions, to the profit of +another. Beaton justly despised the popular charm in these, as well as in +the paintings he sold from time to time; he said it was flat burglary to +have taken money for them, and he would have been living almost wholly +upon the bounty of the old tombstone-cutter in Syracuse if it had not +been for the syndicate letters which he supplied to Fulkerson for ten +dollars a week. + +They were very well done, but he hated doing them after the first two or +three, and had to be punched up for them by Fulkerson, who did not cease +to prize them, and who never failed to punch him up. Beaton being what he +was, Fulkerson was his creditor as well as patron; and Fulkerson being +what he was, had an enthusiastic patience with the elusive, facile, +adaptable, unpractical nature of Beaton. He was very proud of his +art-letters, as he called them; but then Fulkerson was proud of +everything he secured for his syndicate. The fact that he had secured it +gave it value; he felt as if he had written it himself. + +One art trod upon another's heels with Beaton. The day before he had +rushed upon canvas the conception of a picture which he said to himself +was glorious, and to others (at the table d'hote of Maroni) was not bad. +He had worked at it in a fury till the light failed him, and he execrated +the dying day. But he lit his lamp and transferred the process of his +thinking from the canvas to the opening of the syndicate letter which he +knew Fulkerson would be coming for in the morning. He remained talking so +long after dinner in the same strain as he had painted and written in +that he could not finish his letter that night. The next morning, while +he was making his tea for breakfast, the postman brought him a letter +from his father enclosing a little check, and begging him with tender, +almost deferential, urgence to come as lightly upon him as possible, for +just now his expenses were very heavy. It brought tears of shame into +Beaton's eyes--the fine, smouldering, floating eyes that many ladies +admired, under the thick bang--and he said to himself that if he were +half a man he would go home and go to work cutting gravestones in his +father's shop. But he would wait, at least, to finish his picture; and as +a sop to his conscience, to stay its immediate ravening, he resolved to +finish that syndicate letter first, and borrow enough money from +Fulkerson to be able to send his father's check back; or, if not that, +then to return the sum of it partly in Fulkerson's check. While he still +teemed with both of these good intentions the old man from whom he was +modelling his head of Judas came, and Beaton saw that he must get through +with him before he finished either the picture or the letter; he would +have to pay him for the time, anyway. He utilized the remorse with which +he was tingling to give his Judas an expression which he found novel in +the treatment of that character--a look of such touching, appealing +self-abhorrence that Beaton's artistic joy in it amounted to rapture; +between the breathless moments when he worked in dead silence for an +effect that was trying to escape him, he sang and whistled fragments of +comic opera. + +In one of the hushes there came a blow on the outside of the door that +made Beaton jump, and swear with a modified profanity that merged itself +in apostrophic prayer. He knew it must be Fulkerson, and after roaring +"Come in!" he said to the model, "That'll do this morning, Lindau." + +Fulkerson squared his feet in front of the bust and compared it by +fleeting glances with the old man as he got stiffly up and suffered +Beaton to help him on with his thin, shabby overcoat. + +"Can you come to-morrow, Lindau?" + +"No, not to-morrow, Mr. Peaton. I haf to zit for the young ladties." + +"Oh!" said Beaton. "Wetmore's class? Is Miss Leighton doing you?" + +"I don't know their namess," Lindau began, when Fulkerson said: + +"Hope you haven't forgotten mine, Mr. Lindau? I met you with Mr. March at +Maroni's one night." Fulkerson offered him a universally shakable hand. + +"Oh yes! I am gladt to zee you again, Mr. Vulkerson. And Mr. Marge--he +don't zeem to gome any more?" + +"Up to his eyes in work. Been moving on from Boston and getting settled, +and starting in on our enterprise. Beaton here hasn't got a very +flattering likeness of you, hey? Well, good-morning," he said, for Lindau +appeared not to have heard him and was escaping with a bow through the +door. + +Beaton lit a cigarette which he pinched nervously between his lips before +he spoke. "You've come for that letter, I suppose, Fulkerson? It isn't +done." + +Fulkerson turned from staring at the bust to which he had mounted. "What +you fretting about that letter for? I don't want your letter." + +Beaton stopped biting his cigarette and looked at him. "Don't want my +letter? Oh, very good!" he bristled up. He took his cigarette from his +lips, and blew the smoke through his nostrils, and then looked at +Fulkerson. + +"No; I don't want your letter; I want you." + +Beacon disdained to ask an explanation, but he internally lowered his +crest, while he continued to look at Fulkerson without changing his +defiant countenance. This suited Fulkerson well enough, and he went on +with relish, "I'm going out of the syndicate business, old man, and I'm +on a new thing." He put his leg over the back of a chair and rested his +foot on its seat, and, with one hand in his pocket, he laid the scheme of +'Every Other Week' before Beaton with the help of the other. The artist +went about the room, meanwhile, with an effect of indifference which by +no means offended Fulkerson. He took some water into his mouth from a +tumbler, which he blew in a fine mist over the head of Judas before +swathing it in a dirty cotton cloth; he washed his brushes and set his +palette; he put up on his easel the picture he had blocked on the day +before, and stared at it with a gloomy face; then he gathered the sheets +of his unfinished letter together and slid them into a drawer of his +writing-desk. By the time he had finished and turned again to Fulkerson, +Fulkerson was saying: "I did think we could have the first number out by +New-Year's; but it will take longer than that--a month longer; but I'm +not sorry, for the holidays kill everything; and by February, or the +middle of February, people will get their breath again and begin to look +round and ask what's new. Then we'll reply in the language of Shakespeare +and Milton, 'Every Other Week; and don't you forget it.'" He took down +his leg and asked, "Got a pipe of 'baccy anywhere?" + +Beaton nodded at a clay stem sticking out of a Japanese vase of bronze on +his mantel. "There's yours," he said; and Fulkerson said, "Thanks," and +filled the pipe and sat down and began to smoke tranquilly. + +Beaton saw that he would have to speak now. "And what do you want with +me?" + +"You? Oh yes," Fulkerson humorously dramatized a return to himself from a +pensive absence. "Want you for the art department." + +Beaton shook his head. "I'm not your man, Fulkerson," he said, +compassionately. "You want a more practical hand, one that's in touch +with what's going. I'm getting further and further away from this century +and its claptrap. I don't believe in your enterprise; I don't respect it, +and I won't have anything to do with it. It would--choke me, that kind of +thing." + +"That's all right," said Fulkerson. He esteemed a man who was not going +to let himself go cheap. "Or if it isn't, we can make it. You and March +will pull together first-rate. I don't care how much ideal you put into +the thing; the more the better. I can look after the other end of the +schooner myself." + +"You don't understand me," said Beaton. "I'm not trying to get a rise out +of you. I'm in earnest. What you want is some man who can have patience +with mediocrity putting on the style of genius, and with genius turning +mediocrity on his hands. I haven't any luck with men; I don't get on with +them; I'm not popular." Beaton recognized the fact with the satisfaction +which it somehow always brings to human pride. + +"So much the better!" Fulkerson was ready for him at this point. "I don't +want you to work the old-established racket the reputations. When I want +them I'll go to them with a pocketful of rocks--knock-down argument. But +my idea is to deal with the volunteer material. Look at the way the +periodicals are carried on now! Names! names! names! In a country that's +just boiling over with literary and artistic ability of every kind the +new fellows have no chance. The editors all engage their material. I +don't believe there are fifty volunteer contributions printed in a year +in all the New York magazines. It's all wrong; it's suicidal. 'Every +Other Week' is going back to the good old anonymous system, the only fair +system. It's worked well in literature, and it will work well in art." + +"It won't work well in art," said Beaton. "There you have a totally +different set of conditions. What you'll get by inviting volunteer +illustrations will be a lot of amateur trash. And how are you going to +submit your literature for illustration? It can't be done. At any rate, I +won't undertake to do it." + +"We'll get up a School of Illustration," said Fulkerson, with cynical +security. "You can read the things and explain 'em, and your pupils can +make their sketches under your eye. They wouldn't be much further out +than most illustrations are if they never knew what they were +illustrating. You might select from what comes in and make up a sort of +pictorial variations to the literature without any particular reference +to it. Well, I understand you to accept?" + +"No, you don't." + +"That is, to consent to help us with your advice and criticism. That's +all I want. It won't commit you to anything; and you can be as anonymous +as anybody." At the door Fulkerson added: "By-the-way, the new man--the +fellow that's taken my old syndicate business--will want you to keep on; +but I guess he's going to try to beat you down on the price of the +letters. He's going in for retrenchment. I brought along a check for this +one; I'm to pay for that." He offered Beaton an envelope. + +"I can't take it, Fulkerson. The letter's paid for already." Fulkerson +stepped forward and laid the envelope on the table among the tubes of +paint. + +"It isn't the letter merely. I thought you wouldn't object to a little +advance on your 'Every Other Week' work till you kind of got started." + +Beaton remained inflexible. "It can't be done, Fulkerson. Don't I tell +you I can't sell myself out to a thing I don't believe in? Can't you +understand that?" + +"Oh yes; I can understand that first-rate. I don't want to buy you; I +want to borrow you. It's all right. See? Come round when you can; I'd +like to introduce you to old March. That's going to be our address." He +put a card on the table beside the envelope, and Beaton allowed him to go +without making him take the check back. He had remembered his father's +plea; that unnerved him, and he promised himself again to return his +father's poor little check and to work on that picture and give it to +Fulkerson for the check he had left and for his back debts. He resolved +to go to work on the picture at once; he had set his palette for it; but +first he looked at Fulkerson's check. It was for only fifty dollars, and +the canny Scotch blood in Beaton rebelled; he could not let this picture +go for any such money; he felt a little like a man whose generosity has +been trifled with. The conflict of emotions broke him up, and he could +not work. + + + + +IV + +The day wasted away in Beaton's hands; at half-past four o'clock he went +out to tea at the house of a lady who was At Home that afternoon from +four till seven. By this time Beaton was in possession of one of those +other selves of which we each have several about us, and was again the +laconic, staccato, rather worldlified young artist whose moments of a +controlled utterance and a certain distinction of manner had commended +him to Mrs. Horn's fancy in the summer at St. Barnaby. + +Mrs. Horn's rooms were large, and they never seemed very full, though +this perhaps was because people were always so quiet. The ladies, who +outnumbered the men ten to one, as they always do at a New York tea, were +dressed in sympathy with the low tone every one spoke in, and with the +subdued light which gave a crepuscular uncertainty to the few objects, +the dim pictures, the unexcited upholstery, of the rooms. One breathed +free of bric-a-brac there, and the new-comer breathed softly as one does +on going into church after service has begun. This might be a suggestion +from the voiceless behavior of the man-servant who let you in, but it was +also because Mrs. Horn's At Home was a ceremony, a decorum, and not +festival. At far greater houses there was more gayety, at richer houses +there was more freedom; the suppression at Mrs. Horn's was a personal, +not a social, effect; it was an efflux of her character, demure, +silentious, vague, but very correct. + +Beaton easily found his way to her around the grouped skirts and among +the detached figures, and received a pressure of welcome from the hand +which she momentarily relaxed from the tea-pot. She sat behind a table +put crosswise of a remote corner, and offered tea to people whom a niece +of hers received provisionally or sped finally in the outer room. They +did not usually take tea, and when they did they did not usually drink +it; but Beaton was feverishly glad of his cup; he took rum and lemon in +it, and stood talking at Mrs. Horn's side till the next arrival should +displace him: he talked in his French manner. + +"I have been hoping to see you," she said. "I wanted to ask you about the +Leightons. Did they really come?" + +"I believe so. They are in town--yes. I haven't seen them." + +"Then you don't know how they're getting on--that pretty creature, with +her cleverness, and poor Mrs. Leighton? I was afraid they were venturing +on a rash experiment. Do you know where they are?" + +"In West Eleventh Street somewhere. Miss Leighton is in Mr. Wetmore's +class." + +"I must look them up. Do you know their number?" + +"Not at the moment. I can find out." + +"Do," said Mrs. Horn. "What courage they must have, to plunge into New +York as they've done! I really didn't think they would. I wonder if +they've succeeded in getting anybody into their house yet?" + +"I don't know," said Beaton. + +"I discouraged their coming all I could," she sighed, "and I suppose you +did, too. But it's quite useless trying to make people in a place like +St. Barnaby understand how it is in town." + +"Yes," said Beaton. He stirred his tea, while inwardly he tried to +believe that he had really discouraged the Leightons from coming to New +York. Perhaps the vexation of his failure made him call Mrs. Horn in his +heart a fraud. + +"Yes," she went on, "it is very, very hard. And when they won't +understand, and rush on their doom, you feel that they are going to hold +you respons--" + +Mrs. Horn's eyes wandered from Beaton; her voice faltered in the faded +interest of her remark, and then rose with renewed vigor in greeting a +lady who came up and stretched her glove across the tea-cups. + +Beaton got himself away and out of the house with a much briefer adieu to +the niece than he had meant to make. The patronizing compassion of Mrs. +Horn for the Leightons filled him with indignation toward her, toward +himself. There was no reason why he should not have ignored them as he +had done; but there was a feeling. It was his nature to be careless, and +he had been spoiled into recklessness; he neglected everybody, and only +remembered them when it suited his whim or his convenience; but he +fiercely resented the inattentions of others toward himself. He had no +scruple about breaking an engagement or failing to keep an appointment; +he made promises without thinking of their fulfilment, and not because he +was a faithless person, but because he was imaginative, and expected at +the time to do what he said, but was fickle, and so did not. As most of +his shortcomings were of a society sort, no great harm was done to +anybody else. He had contracted somewhat the circle of his acquaintance +by what some people called his rudeness, but most people treated it as +his oddity, and were patient with it. One lady said she valued his coming +when he said he would come because it had the charm of the unexpected. +"Only it shows that it isn't always the unexpected that happens," she +explained. + +It did not occur to him that his behavior was immoral; he did not realize +that it was creating a reputation if not a character for him. While we +are still young we do not realize that our actions have this effect. It +seems to us that people will judge us from what we think and feel. Later +we find out that this is impossible; perhaps we find it out too late; +some of us never find it out at all. + +In spite of his shame about the Leightons, Beaton had no present +intention of looking them up or sending Mrs. Horn their address. As a +matter of fact, he never did send it; but he happened to meet Mr. Wetmore +and his wife at the restaurant where he dined, and he got it of the +painter for himself. He did not ask him how Miss Leighton was getting on; +but Wetmore launched out, with Alma for a tacit text, on the futility of +women generally going in for art. "Even when they have talent they've got +too much against them. Where a girl doesn't seem very strong, like Miss +Leighton, no amount of chic is going to help." + +His wife disputed him on behalf of her sex, as women always do. + +"No, Dolly," he persisted; "she'd better be home milking the cows and +leading the horse to water." + +"Do you think she'd better be up till two in the morning at balls and +going all day to receptions and luncheons?" + +"Oh, guess it isn't a question of that, even if she weren't drawing. You +knew them at home," he said to Beaton. + +"Yes." + +"I remember. Her mother said you suggested me. Well, the girl has some +notion of it; there's no doubt about that. But--she's a woman. The +trouble with these talented girls is that they're all woman. If they +weren't, there wouldn't be much chance for the men, Beaton. But we've got +Providence on our own side from the start. I'm able to watch all their +inspirations with perfect composure. I know just how soon it's going to +end in nervous breakdown. Somebody ought to marry them all and put them +out of their misery." + +"And what will you do with your students who are married already?" his +wife said. She felt that she had let him go on long enough. + +"Oh, they ought to get divorced." + +"You ought to be ashamed to take their money if that's what you think of +them." + +"My dear, I have a wife to support." + +Beaton intervened with a question. "Do you mean that Miss Leighton isn't +standing it very well?" + +"How do I know? She isn't the kind that bends; she's the kind that +breaks." + +After a little silence Mrs. Wetmore asked, "Won't you come home with us, +Mr. Beaton?" + +"Thank you; no. I have an engagement." + +"I don't see why that should prevent you," said Wetmore. "But you always +were a punctilious cuss. Well!" + +Beaton lingered over his cigar; but no one else whom he knew came in, and +he yielded to the threefold impulse of conscience, of curiosity, of +inclination, in going to call at the Leightons'. He asked for the ladies, +and the maid showed him into the parlor, where he found Mrs. Leighton and +Miss Woodburn. + +The widow met him with a welcome neatly marked by resentment; she meant +him to feel that his not coming sooner had been noticed. Miss Woodburn +bubbled and gurgled on, and did what she could to mitigate his +punishment, but she did not feel authorized to stay it, till Mrs. +Leighton, by studied avoidance of her daughter's name, obliged Beaton to +ask for her. Then Miss Woodburn caught up her work, and said, "Ah'll go +and tell her, Mrs. Leighton." At the top of the stairs she found Alma, +and Alma tried to make it seem as if she had not been standing there. +"Mah goodness, chald! there's the handsomest young man asking for you +down there you evah saw. Alh told you' mothah Ah would come up fo' you." + +"What--who is it?" + +"Don't you know? But ho' could you? He's got the most beautiful eyes, +and he wea's his hai' in a bang, and he talks English like it was +something else, and his name's Mr. Beaton." + +"Did he--ask for me?" said Alma, with a dreamy tone. She put her hand on +the stairs rail, and a little shiver ran over her. + +"Didn't I tell you? Of coase he did! And you ought to go raght down if +you want to save the poo' fellah's lahfe; you' mothah's just freezin' him +to death." + + + + +V. + +"She is?" cried Alma. "Tchk!" She flew downstairs, and flitted swiftly +into the room, and fluttered up to Beaton, and gave him a crushing +hand-shake. + +"How very kind of you to come and see us, Mr. Beaton! When did you come +to New York? Don't you find it warm here? We've only just lighted the +furnace, but with this mild weather it seems too early. Mamma does keep +it so hot!" She rushed about opening doors and shutting registers, and +then came back and sat facing him from the sofa with a mask of radiant +cordiality. "How have you been since we saw you?" + +"Very well," said Beaton. "I hope you're well, Miss Leighton?" + +"Oh, perfectly! I think New York agrees with us both wonderfully. I never +knew such air. And to think of our not having snow yet! I should think +everybody would want to come here! Why don't you come, Mr. Beaton?" + +Beaton lifted his eyes and looked at her. "I--I live in New York," he +faltered. + +"In New York City!" she exclaimed. + +"Surely, Alma," said her mother, "you remember Mr. Beaton's telling us he +lived in New York." + +"But I thought you came from Rochester; or was it Syracuse? I always get +those places mixed up." + +"Probably I told you my father lived at Syracuse. I've been in New York +ever since I came home from Paris," said Beaton, with the confusion of a +man who feels himself played upon by a woman. + +"From Paris!" Alma echoed, leaning forward, with her smiling mask tight +on. "Wasn't it Munich where you studied?" + +"I was at Munich, too. I met Wetmore there." + +"Oh, do you know Mr. Wetmore?" + +"Why, Alma," her mother interposed again, "it was Mr. Beaton who told you +of Mr. Wetmore." + +"Was it? Why, yes, to be sure. It was Mrs. Horn who suggested Mr. Ilcomb. +I remember now. I can't thank you enough for having sent me to Mr. +Wetmore, Mr. Beaton. Isn't he delightful? Oh yes, I'm a perfect +Wetmorian, I can assure you. The whole class is the same way." + +"I just met him and Mrs. Wetmore at dinner," said Beaton, attempting the +recovery of something that he had lost through the girl's shining ease +and steely sprightliness. She seemed to him so smooth and hard, with a +repellent elasticity from which he was flung off. "I hope you're not +working too hard, Miss Leighton?" + +"Oh no! I enjoy every minute of it, and grow stronger on it. Do I look +very much wasted away?" She looked him full in the face, brilliantly +smiling, and intentionally beautiful. + +"No," he said, with a slow sadness; "I never saw you looking better." + +"Poor Mr. Beaton!" she said, in recognition of his doleful tune. "It +seems to be quite a blow." + +"Oh no--" + +"I remember all the good advice you used to give me about not working too +hard, and probably it's that that's saved my life--that and the +house-hunting. Has mamma told you of our adventures in getting settled? + +"Some time we must. It was such fun! And didn't you think we were +fortunate to get such a pretty house? You must see both our parlors." She +jumped up, and her mother followed her with a bewildered look as she ran +into the back parlor and flashed up the gas. + +"Come in here, Mr. Beaton. I want to show you the great feature of the +house." She opened the low windows that gave upon a glazed veranda +stretching across the end of the room. "Just think of this in New York! +You can't see it very well at night, but when the southern sun pours in +here all the afternoon--" + +"Yes, I can imagine it," he said. He glanced up at the bird-cage hanging +from the roof. "I suppose Gypsy enjoys it." + +"You remember Gypsy?" she said; and she made a cooing, kissing little +noise up at the bird, who responded drowsily. "Poor old Gypsum! Well, he +sha'n't be disturbed. Yes, it's Gyp's delight, and Colonel Woodburn likes +to write here in the morning. Think of us having a real live author in +the house! And Miss Woodburn: I'm so glad you've seen her! They're +Southern people." + +"Yes, that was obvious in her case." + +"From her accent? Isn't it fascinating? I didn't believe I could ever +endure Southerners, but we're like one family with the Woodburns. I +should think you'd want to paint Miss Woodburn. Don't you think her +coloring is delicious? And such a quaint kind of eighteenth-century type +of beauty! But she's perfectly lovely every way, and everything she says +is so funny. The Southerners seem to be such great talkers; better than +we are, don't you think?" + +"I don't know," said Beaton, in pensive discouragement. He was sensible +of being manipulated, operated, but he was helpless to escape from the +performer or to fathom her motives. His pensiveness passed into gloom, +and was degenerating into sulky resentment when he went away, after +several failures to get back to the old ground he had held in relation to +Alma. He retrieved something of it with Mrs. Leighton; but Alma glittered +upon him to the last with a keen impenetrable candor, a child-like +singleness of glance, covering unfathomable reserve. + +"Well, Alma," said her mother, when the door had closed upon him. + +"Well, mother." Then, after a moment, she said, with a rush: "Did you +think I was going to let him suppose we were piqued at his not coming? +Did you suppose I was going to let him patronize us, or think that we +were in the least dependent on his favor or friendship?" + +Her mother did not attempt to answer her. She merely said, "I shouldn't +think he would come any more." + +"Well, we have got on so far without him; perhaps we can live through the +rest of the winter." + +"I couldn't help feeling sorry for him. He was quite stupefied. I could +see that he didn't know what to make of you." + +"He's not required to make anything of me," said Alma. + +"Do you think he really believed you had forgotten all those things?" + +"Impossible to say, mamma." + +"Well, I don't think it was quite right, Alma." + +"I'll leave him to you the next time. Miss Woodburn said you were +freezing him to death when I came down." + +"That was quite different. But, there won't be any next time, I'm +afraid," sighed Mrs. Leighton. + +Beaton went home feeling sure there would not. He tried to read when he +got to his room; but Alma's looks, tones, gestures, whirred through and +through the woof of the story like shuttles; he could not keep them out, +and he fell asleep at last, not because he forgot them, but because he +forgave them. He was able to say to himself that he had been justly cut +off from kindness which he knew how to value in losing it. He did not +expect ever to right himself in Alma's esteem, but he hoped some day to +let her know that he had understood. It seemed to him that it would be a +good thing if she should find it out after his death. He imagined her +being touched by it under those circumstances. + + + + +VI. + +In the morning it seemed to Beaton that he had done himself injustice. +When he uncovered his Judas and looked at it, he could not believe that +the man who was capable of such work deserved the punishment Miss +Leighton had inflicted upon him. He still forgave her, but in the +presence of a thing like that he could not help respecting himself; he +believed that if she could see it she would be sorry that she had cut +herself off from his acquaintance. He carried this strain of conviction +all through his syndicate letter, which he now took out of his desk and +finished, with an increasing security of his opinions and a mounting +severity in his judgments. He retaliated upon the general condition of +art among us the pangs of wounded vanity, which Alma had made him feel, +and he folded up his manuscript and put it in his pocket, almost healed +of his humiliation. He had been able to escape from its sting so entirely +while he was writing that the notion of making his life more and more +literary commended itself to him. As it was now evident that the future +was to be one of renunciation, of self-forgetting, an oblivion tinged +with bitterness, he formlessly reasoned in favor of reconsidering his +resolution against Fulkerson's offer. One must call it reasoning, but it +was rather that swift internal dramatization which constantly goes on in +persons of excitable sensibilities, and which now seemed to sweep Beaton +physically along toward the 'Every Other Week' office, and carried his +mind with lightning celerity on to a time when he should have given that +journal such quality and authority in matters of art as had never been +enjoyed by any in America before. With the prosperity which he made +attend his work he changed the character of the enterprise, and with +Fulkerson's enthusiastic support he gave the public an art journal of as +high grade as 'Les Lettres et les Arts', and very much that sort of +thing. All this involved now the unavailing regret of Alma Leighton, and +now his reconciliation with her: they were married in Grace Church, +because Beaton had once seen a marriage there, and had intended to paint +a picture of it some time. + +Nothing in these fervid fantasies prevented his responding with due +dryness to Fulkerson's cheery "Hello, old man!" when he found himself in +the building fitted up for the 'Every Other Week' office. Fulkerson's +room was back of the smaller one occupied by the bookkeeper; they had +been respectively the reception-room and dining-room of the little place +in its dwelling-house days, and they had been simply and tastefully +treated in their transformation into business purposes. The narrow old +trim of the doors and windows had been kept, and the quaintly ugly marble +mantels. The architect had said, Better let them stay they expressed +epoch, if not character. + +"Well, have you come round to go to work? Just hang up your coat on the +floor anywhere," Fulkerson went on. + +"I've come to bring you that letter," said Beaton, all the more haughtily +because he found that Fulkerson was not alone when he welcomed him in +these free and easy terms. There was a quiet-looking man, rather stout, +and a little above the middle height, with a full, close-cropped +iron-gray beard, seated beyond the table where Fulkerson tilted himself +back, with his knees set against it; and leaning against the mantel there +was a young man with a singularly gentle face, in which the look of +goodness qualified and transfigured a certain simplicity. His large blue +eyes were somewhat prominent; and his rather narrow face was drawn +forward in a nose a little too long perhaps, if it had not been for the +full chin deeply cut below the lip, and jutting firmly forward. + +"Introduce you to Mr. March, our editor, Mr. Beaton," Fulkerson said, +rolling his head in the direction of the elder man; and then nodding it +toward the younger, he said, "Mr. Dryfoos, Mr. Beaton." Beaton shook +hands with March, and then with Mr. Dryfoos, and Fulkerson went on, +gayly: "We were just talking of you, Beaton--well, you know the old +saying. Mr. March, as I told you, is our editor, and Mr. Dryfoos has +charge of the publishing department--he's the counting-room incarnate, +the source of power, the fountain of corruption, the element that +prevents journalism being the high and holy thing that it would be if +there were no money in it." Mr. Dryfoos turned his large, mild eyes upon +Beaton, and laughed with the uneasy concession which people make to a +character when they do not quite approve of the character's language. +"What Mr. March and I are trying to do is to carry on this thing so that +there won't be any money in it--or very little; and we're planning to +give the public a better article for the price than it's ever had before. +Now here's a dummy we've had made up for 'Every Other Week', and as we've +decided to adopt it, we would naturally like your opinion of it, so's to +know what opinion to have of you." He reached forward and pushed toward +Beaton a volume a little above the size of the ordinary duodecimo book; +its ivory-white pebbled paper cover was prettily illustrated with a +water-colored design irregularly washed over the greater part of its +surface: quite across the page at top, and narrowing from right to left +as it descended. In the triangular space left blank the title of the +periodical and the publisher's imprint were tastefully lettered so as to +be partly covered by the background of color. + +"It's like some of those Tartarin books of Daudet's," said Beacon, +looking at it with more interest than he suffered to be seen. "But it's a +book, not a magazine." He opened its pages of thick, mellow white paper, +with uncut leaves, the first few pages experimentally printed in the type +intended to be used, and illustrated with some sketches drawn into and +over the text, for the sake of the effect. + +"A Daniel--a Daniel come to judgment! Sit down, Dan'el, and take it +easy." Fulkerson pushed a chair toward Beaton, who dropped into it. +"You're right, Dan'el; it's a book, to all practical intents and +purposes. And what we propose to do with the American public is to give +it twenty-four books like this a year--a complete library--for the absurd +sum of six dollars. We don't intend to sell 'em--it's no name for the +transaction--but to give 'em. And what we want to get out of you--beg, +borrow, buy, or steal from you is an opinion whether we shall make the +American public this princely present in paper covers like this, or in +some sort of flexible boards, so they can set them on the shelf and say +no more about it. Now, Dan'el, come to judgment, as our respected friend +Shylock remarked." + +Beacon had got done looking at the dummy, and he dropped it on the table +before Fulkerson, who pushed it away, apparently to free himself from +partiality. "I don't know anything about the business side, and I can't +tell about the effect of either style on the sales; but you'll spoil the +whole character of the cover if you use anything thicker than that +thickish paper." + +"All right; very good; first-rate. The ayes have it. Paper it is. I don't +mind telling you that we had decided for that paper before you came in. +Mr. March wanted it, because he felt in his bones just the way you do +about it, and Mr. Dryfoos wanted it, because he's the counting-room +incarnate, and it's cheaper; and I wanted it, because I always like to +go with the majority. Now what do you think of that little design +itself?" + +"The sketch?" Beaton pulled the book toward him again and looked at it +again. "Rather decorative. Drawing's not remarkable. Graceful; rather +nice." He pushed the book away again, and Fulkerson pulled it to his aide +of the table. + +"Well, that's a piece of that amateur trash you despise so much. I went +to a painter I know-by-the-way, he was guilty of suggesting you for this +thing, but I told him I was ahead of him--and I got him to submit my idea +to one of his class, and that's the result. Well, now, there ain't +anything in this world that sells a book like a pretty cover, and we're +going to have a pretty cover for 'Every Other Week' every time. We've cut +loose from the old traditional quarto literary newspaper size, and we've +cut loose from the old two-column big page magazine size; we're going to +have a duodecimo page, clear black print, and paper that'll make your +mouth water; and we're going to have a fresh illustration for the cover +of each number, and we ain't agoing to give the public any rest at all. +Sometimes we're going to have a delicate little landscape like this, and +sometimes we're going to have an indelicate little figure, or as much so +as the law will allow." + +The young man leaning against the mantelpiece blushed a sort of protest. + +March smiled and said, dryly, "Those are the numbers that Mr. Fulkerson +is going to edit himself." + +"Exactly. And Mr. Beaton, here, is going to supply the floating females, +gracefully airing themselves against a sunset or something of that kind." +Beaton frowned in embarrassment, while Fulkerson went on philosophically; +"It's astonishing how you fellows can keep it up at this stage of the +proceedings; you can paint things that your harshest critic would be +ashamed to describe accurately; you're as free as the theatre. But that's +neither here nor there. What I'm after is the fact that we're going to +have variety in our title-pages, and we are going to have novelty in the +illustrations of the body of the book. March, here, if he had his own +way, wouldn't have any illustrations at all." + +"Not because I don't like them, Mr. Beacon," March interposed, "but +because I like them too much. I find that I look at the pictures in an +illustrated article, but I don't read the article very much, and I fancy +that's the case with most other people. You've got to doing them so +prettily that you take our eyes off the literature, if you don't take our +minds off." + +"Like the society beauties on the stage: people go in for the beauty so +much that they don't know what the play is. But the box-office gets there +all the same, and that's what Mr. Dryfoos wants." Fulkerson looked up +gayly at Mr. Dryfoos, who smiled deprecatingly. + +"It was different," March went on, "when the illustrations used to be +bad. Then the text had some chance." + +"Old legitimate drama days, when ugliness and genius combined to storm +the galleries," said Fulkerson. + +"We can still make them bad enough," said Beaton, ignoring Fulkerson in +his remark to March. + +Fulkerson took the reply upon himself. "Well, you needn't make 'em so bad +as the old-style cuts; but you can make them unobtrusive, modestly +retiring. We've got hold of a process something like that those French +fellows gave Daudet thirty-five thousand dollars to write a novel to use +with; kind of thing that begins at one side; or one corner, and spreads +in a sort of dim religious style over the print till you can't tell which +is which. Then we've got a notion that where the pictures don't behave +quite so sociably, they can be dropped into the text, like a little +casual remark, don't you know, or a comment that has some connection, or +maybe none at all, with what's going on in the story. Something like +this." Fulkerson took away one knee from the table long enough to open +the drawer, and pull from it a book that he shoved toward Beacon. "That's +a Spanish book I happened to see at Brentano's, and I froze to it on +account of the pictures. I guess they're pretty good." + +"Do you expect to get such drawings in this country?" asked Beaton, after +a glance at the book. "Such character--such drama? You won't." + +"Well, I'm not so sure," said Fulkerson, "come to get our amateurs warmed +up to the work. But what I want is to get the physical effect, so to +speak--get that sized picture into our page, and set the fashion of it. I +shouldn't care if the illustration was sometimes confined to an initial +letter and a tail-piece." + +"Couldn't be done here. We haven't the touch. We're good in some things, +but this isn't in our way," said Beaton, stubbornly. "I can't think of a +man who could do it; that is, among those that would." + +"Well, think of some woman, then," said Fulkerson, easily. "I've got a +notion that the women could help us out on this thing, come to get 'em +interested. There ain't anything so popular as female fiction; why not +try female art?" + +"The females themselves have been supposed to have been trying it for a +good while," March suggested; and Mr. Dryfoos laughed nervously; Beaton +remained solemnly silent. + +"Yes, I know," Fulkerson assented. "But I don't mean that kind exactly. +What we want to do is to work the 'ewig Weibliche' in this concern. We +want to make a magazine that will go for the women's fancy every time. I +don't mean with recipes for cooking and fashions and personal gossip +about authors and society, but real high-tone literature that will show +women triumphing in all the stories, or else suffering tremendously. +We've got to recognize that women form three-fourths of the reading +public in this country, and go for their tastes and their sensibilities +and their sex-piety along the whole line. They do like to think that +women can do things better than men; and if we can let it leak out and +get around in the papers that the managers of 'Every Other Week' couldn't +stir a peg in the line of the illustrations they wanted till they got a +lot of God-gifted girls to help them, it 'll make the fortune of the +thing. See?" + +He looked sunnily round at the other men, and March said: "You ought to +be in charge of a Siamese white elephant, Fulkerson. It's a disgrace to +be connected with you." + +"It seems to me," said Beaton, "that you'd better get a God-gifted girl +for your art editor." + +Fulkerson leaned alertly forward, and touched him on the shoulder, with a +compassionate smile. "My dear boy, they haven't got the genius of +organization. It takes a very masculine man for that--a man who combines +the most subtle and refined sympathies with the most forceful purposes +and the most ferruginous will-power. Which his name is Angus Beaton, and +here he sets!" + +The others laughed with Fulkerson at his gross burlesque of flattery, and +Beaton frowned sheepishly. "I suppose you understand this man's style," +he growled toward March. + +"He does, my son," said Fulkerson. "He knows that I cannot tell a lie." +He pulled out his watch, and then got suddenly upon his feet. + +"It's quarter of twelve, and I've got an appointment." Beaton rose too, +and Fulkerson put the two books in his lax hands. "Take these along, +Michelangelo Da Vinci, my friend, and put your multitudinous mind on them +for about an hour, and let us hear from you to-morrow. We hang upon your +decision." + +"There's no deciding to be done," said Beaton. "You can't combine the two +styles. They'd kill each other." + +"A Dan'el, a Dan'el come to judgment! I knew you could help us out! Take +'em along, and tell us which will go the furthest with the 'ewig +Weibliche.' Dryfoos, I want a word with you." He led the way into the +front room, flirting an airy farewell to Beaton with his hand as he went. + + + + +VII. + +March and Beaton remained alone together for a moment, and March said: "I +hope you will think it worth while to take hold with us, Mr. Beaton. Mr. +Fulkerson puts it in his own way, of course; but we really want to make a +nice thing of the magazine." He had that timidity of the elder in the +presence of the younger man which the younger, preoccupied with his own +timidity in the presence of the elder, cannot imagine. Besides, March was +aware of the gulf that divided him as a literary man from Beaton as an +artist, and he only ventured to feel his way toward sympathy with him. +"We want to make it good; we want to make it high. Fulkerson is right +about aiming to please the women, but of course he caricatures the way of +going about it." + +For answer, Beaton flung out, "I can't go in for a thing I don't +understand the plan of." + +March took it for granted that he had wounded some exposed sensibility +of Beaton's. He continued still more deferentially: "Mr. Fulkerson's +notion--I must say the notion is his, evolved from his syndicate +experience--is that we shall do best in fiction to confine ourselves to +short stories, and make each number complete in itself. He found that the +most successful things he could furnish his newspapers were short +stories; we Americans are supposed to excel in writing them; and most +people begin with them in fiction; and it's Mr. Fulkerson's idea to work +unknown talent, as he says, and so he thinks he can not only get them +easily, but can gradually form a school of short-story writers. I can't +say I follow him altogether, but I respect his experience. We shall not +despise translations of short stories, but otherwise the matter will all +be original, and, of course, it won't all be short stories. We shall use +sketches of travel, and essays, and little dramatic studies, and bits of +biography and history; but all very light, and always short enough to be +completed in a single number. Mr. Fulkerson believes in pictures, and +most of the things would be capable of illustration." + +"I see," said Beaton. + +"I don't know but this is the whole affair," said March, beginning to +stiffen a little at the young man's reticence. + +"I understand. Thank you for taking the trouble to explain. +Good-morning." Beaton bowed himself off, without offering to shake hands. + +Fulkerson came in after a while from the outer office, and Mr. Dryfoos +followed him. "Well, what do you think of our art editor?" + +"Is he our art editor?" asked March. "I wasn't quite certain when he +left." + +"Did he take the books?" + +"Yes, he took the books." + +"I guess he's all right, then." Fulkerson added, in concession to the +umbrage he detected in March. + +"Beaton has his times of being the greatest ass in the solar system, but +he usually takes it out in personal conduct. When it comes to work, he's +a regular horse." + +"He appears to have compromised for the present by being a perfect mule," +said March. + +"Well, he's in a transition state," Fulkerson allowed. "He's the man for +us. He really understands what we want. You'll see; he'll catch on. That +lurid glare of his will wear off in the course of time. He's really a +good fellow when you take him off his guard; and he's full of ideas. He's +spread out over a good deal of ground at present, and so he's pretty +thin; but come to gather him up into a lump, there's a good deal of +substance to him. Yes, there is. He's a first-rate critic, and he's a +nice fellow with the other artists. They laugh at his universality, but +they all like him. He's the best kind of a teacher when he condescends to +it; and he's just the man to deal with our volunteer work. Yes, sir, he's +a prize. Well, I must go now." + +Fulkerson went out of the street door, and then came quickly back. +"By-the-bye, March, I saw that old dynamiter of yours round at Beaton's +room yesterday." + +"What old dynamiter of mine?" + +"That old one-handed Dutchman--friend of your youth--the one we saw at +Maroni's--" + +"Oh-Lindau!" said March, with a vague pang of self reproach for having +thought of Lindau so little after the first flood of his tender feeling +toward him was past. + +"Yes, our versatile friend was modelling him as Judas Iscariot. Lindau +makes a first-rate Judas, and Beaton has got a big thing in that head if +he works the religious people right. But what I was thinking of was +this--it struck me just as I was going out of the door: Didn't you tell +me Lindau knew forty or fifty, different languages?" + +"Four or five, yes." + +"Well, we won't quarrel about the number. The question is, Why not work +him in the field of foreign literature? You can't go over all their +reviews and magazines, and he could do the smelling for you, if you could +trust his nose. Would he know a good thing?" + +"I think he would," said March, on whom the scope of Fulkerson's +suggestion gradually opened. "He used to have good taste, and he must +know the ground. Why, it's a capital idea, Fulkerson! Lindau wrote very +fair English, and he could translate, with a little revision." + +"And he would probably work cheap. Well, hadn't you better see him about +it? I guess it 'll be quite a windfall for him." + +"Yes, it will. I'll look him up. Thank you for the suggestion, +Fulkerson." + +"Oh, don't mention it! I don't mind doing 'Every Other Week' a good turn +now and then when it comes in my way." Fulkerson went out again, and this +time March was finally left with Mr. Dryfoos. + +"Mrs. March was very sorry not to be at home when your sisters called the +other day. She wished me to ask if they had any afternoon in particular. +There was none on your mother's card." + +"No, sir," said the young man, with a flush of embarrassment that seemed +habitual with him. "She has no day. She's at home almost every day. She +hardly ever goes out." + +"Might we come some evening?" March asked. "We should be very glad to do +that, if she would excuse the informality. Then I could come with Mrs. +March." + +"Mother isn't very formal," said the young man. "She would be very glad +to see you." + +"Then we'll come some night this week, if you will let us. When do you +expect your father back?" + +"Not much before Christmas. He's trying to settle up some things at +Moffitt." + +"And what do you think of our art editor?" asked March, with a smile, for +the change of subject. + +"Oh, I don't know much about such things," said the young man, with +another of his embarrassed flushes. "Mr. Fulkerson seems to feel sure +that he is the one for us." + +"Mr. Fulkerson seemed to think that I was the one for you, too," said +March; and he laughed. "That's what makes me doubt his infallibility. But +he couldn't do worse with Mr. Beaton." + +Mr. Dryfoos reddened and looked down, as if unable or unwilling to cope +with the difficulty of making a polite protest against March's +self-depreciation. He said, after a moment: "It's new business to all of +us except Mr. Fulkerson. But I think it will succeed. I think we can do +some good in it." + +March asked rather absently, "Some good?" Then he added: "Oh yes; I think +we can. What do you mean by good? Improve the public taste? Elevate the +standard of literature? Give young authors and artists a chance?" + +This was the only good that had ever been in March's mind, except the +good that was to come in a material way from his success, to himself and +to his family. + +"I don't know," said the young man; and he looked down in a shamefaced +fashion. He lifted his head and looked into March's face. "I suppose I +was thinking that some time we might help along. If we were to have those +sketches of yours about life in every part of New York--" + +March's authorial vanity was tickled. "Fulkerson has been talking to you +about them? He seemed to think they would be a card. He believes that +there's no subject so fascinating to the general average of people +throughout the country as life in New York City; and he liked my notion +of doing these things." March hoped that Dryfoos would answer that +Fulkerson was perfectly enthusiastic about his notion; but he did not +need this stimulus, and, at any rate, he went on without it. "The fact +is, it's something that struck my fancy the moment I came here; I found +myself intensely interested in the place, and I began to make notes, +consciously and unconsciously, at once. Yes, I believe I can get +something quite attractive out of it. I don't in the least know what it +will be yet, except that it will be very desultory; and I couldn't at all +say when I can get at it. If we postpone the first number till February I +might get a little paper into that. Yes, I think it might be a good thing +for us," March said, with modest self-appreciation. + +"If you can make the comfortable people understand how the uncomfortable +people live, it will be a very good thing, Mr. March. Sometimes it seems +to me that the only trouble is that we don't know one another well +enough; and that the first thing is to do this." The young fellow spoke +with the seriousness in which the beauty of his face resided. Whenever he +laughed his face looked weak, even silly. It seemed to be a sense of this +that made him hang his head or turn it away at such times. + +"That's true," said March, from the surface only. "And then, those phases +of low life are immensely picturesque. Of course, we must try to get the +contrasts of luxury for the sake of the full effect. That won't be so +easy. You can't penetrate to the dinner-party of a millionaire under the +wing of a detective as you could to a carouse in Mulberry Street, or to +his children's nursery with a philanthropist as you can to a street-boy's +lodging-house." March laughed, and again the young man turned his head +away. "Still, something can be done in that way by tact and patience." + + + + +VII. + +That evening March went with his wife to return the call of the Dryfoos +ladies. On their way up-town in the Elevated he told her of his talk with +young Dryfoos. "I confess I was a little ashamed before him afterward for +having looked at the matter so entirely from the aesthetic point of view. +But of course, you know, if I went to work at those things with an +ethical intention explicitly in mind, I should spoil them." + +"Of course," said his wife. She had always heard him say something of +this kind about such things. + +He went on: "But I suppose that's just the point that such a nature as +young Dryfoos's can't get hold of, or keep hold of. We're a queer lot, +down there, Isabel--perfect menagerie. If it hadn't been that Fulkerson +got us together, and really seems to know what he did it for, I should +say he was the oddest stick among us. But when I think of myself and my +own crankiness for the literary department; and young Dryfoos, who ought +really to be in the pulpit, or a monastery, or something, for publisher; +and that young Beaton, who probably hasn't a moral fibre in his +composition, for the art man, I don't know but we could give Fulkerson +odds and still beat him in oddity." + +His wife heaved a deep sigh of apprehension, of renunciation, of +monition. "Well, I'm glad you can feel so light about it, Basil." + +"Light? I feel gay! With Fulkerson at the helm, I tell you the rocks and +the lee shore had better keep out of the way." He laughed with pleasure +in his metaphor. "Just when you think Fulkerson has taken leave of his +senses he says or does something that shows he is on the most intimate +and inalienable terms with them all the time. You know how I've been +worrying over those foreign periodicals, and trying to get some +translations from them for the first number? Well, Fulkerson has brought +his centipedal mind to bear on the subject, and he's suggested that old +German friend of mine I was telling you of--the one I met in the +restaurant--the friend of my youth." + +"Do you think he could do it?" asked Mrs. March, sceptically. + +"He's a perfect Babel of strange tongues; and he's the very man for the +work, and I was ashamed I hadn't thought of him myself, for I suspect he +needs the work." + +"Well, be careful how you get mixed up with him, then, Basil," said his +wife, who had the natural misgiving concerning the friends of her +husband's youth that all wives have. "You know the Germans are so +unscrupulously dependent. You don't know anything about him now." + +"I'm not afraid of Lindau," said March. "He was the best and kindest man +I ever saw, the most high-minded, the most generous. He lost a hand in +the war that helped to save us and keep us possible, and that stump of +his is character enough for me." + +"Oh, you don't think I could have meant anything against him!" said Mrs. +March, with the tender fervor that every woman who lived in the time of +the war must feel for those who suffered in it. "All that I meant was +that I hoped you would not get mixed up with him too much. You're so apt +to be carried away by your impulses." + +"They didn't carry me very far away in the direction of poor old Lindau, +I'm ashamed to think," said March. "I meant all sorts of fine things by +him after I met him; and then I forgot him, and I had to be reminded of +him by Fulkerson." + +She did not answer him, and he fell into a remorseful reverie, in which +he rehabilitated Lindau anew, and provided handsomely for his old age. He +got him buried with military honors, and had a shaft raised over him, +with a medallion likeness by Beaton and an epitaph by himself, by the +time they reached Forty-second Street; there was no time to write +Lindau's life, however briefly, before the train stopped. + +They had to walk up four blocks and then half a block across before they +came to the indistinctive brownstone house where the Dryfooses lived. It +was larger than some in the same block, but the next neighborhood of a +huge apartment-house dwarfed it again. March thought he recognized the +very flat in which he had disciplined the surly janitor, but he did not +tell his wife; he made her notice the transition character of the street, +which had been mostly built up in apartment-houses, with here and there a +single dwelling dropped far down beneath and beside them, to that +jag-toothed effect on the sky-line so often observable in such New York +streets. "I don't know exactly what the old gentleman bought here for," +he said, as they waited on the steps after ringing, "unless he expects to +turn it into flats by-and-by. Otherwise, I don't believe he'll get his +money back." + +An Irish serving-man, with a certain surprise that delayed him, said the +ladies were at home, and let the Marches in, and then carried their cards +up-stairs. The drawing-room, where he said they could sit down while he +went on this errand, was delicately decorated in white and gold, and +furnished with a sort of extravagant good taste; there was nothing to +object to in the satin furniture, the pale, soft, rich carpet, the +pictures, and the bronze and china bric-a-brac, except that their +costliness was too evident; everything in the room meant money too +plainly, and too much of it. The Marches recognized this in the hoarse +whispers which people cannot get their voices above when they try to talk +away the interval of waiting in such circumstances; they conjectured from +what they had heard of the Dryfooses that this tasteful luxury in no wise +expressed their civilization. "Though when you come to that," said March, +"I don't know that Mrs. Green's gimcrackery expresses ours." + +"Well, Basil, I didn't take the gimcrackery. That was your--" + +The rustle of skirts on the stairs without arrested Mrs. March in the +well-merited punishment which she never failed to inflict upon her +husband when the question of the gimcrackery--they always called it +that--came up. She rose at the entrance of a bright-looking, +pretty-looking, mature, youngish lady, in black silk of a neutral +implication, who put out her hand to her, and said, with a very cheery, +very ladylike accent, "Mrs. March?" and then added to both of them, while +she shook hands with March, and before they could get the name out of +their months: "No, not Miss Dryfoos! Neither of them; nor Mrs. Dryfoos. +Mrs. Mandel. The ladies will be down in a moment. Won't you throw off +your sacque, Mrs. March? I'm afraid it's rather warm here, coming from +the outside." + +"I will throw it back, if you'll allow me," said Mrs. March, with a sort +of provisionality, as if, pending some uncertainty as to Mrs. Mandel's +quality and authority, she did not feel herself justified in going +further. + +But if she did not know about Mrs. Mandel, Mrs. Mandel seemed to know +about her. "Oh, well, do!" she said, with a sort of recognition of the +propriety of her caution. "I hope you are feeling a little at home in New +York. We heard so much of your trouble in getting a flat, from Mr. +Fulkerson." + +"Well, a true Bostonian doesn't give up quite so soon," said Mrs. March. + +"But I will say New York doesn't seem so far away, now we're here." + +"I'm sure you'll like it. Every one does." Mrs. Mandel added to March, +"It's very sharp out, isn't it?" + +"Rather sharp. But after our Boston winters I don't know but I ought to +repudiate the word." + +"Ah, wait till you have been here through March!" said Mrs. Mandel. She +began with him, but skillfully transferred the close of her remark, and +the little smile of menace that went with it, to his wife. + +"Yes," said Mrs. March, "or April, either: Talk about our east winds!" + +"Oh, I'm sure they can't be worse than our winds," Mrs. Mandel returned, +caressingly. + +"If we escape New York pneumonia," March laughed, "it will only be to +fall a prey to New York malaria as soon as the frost is out of the +ground." + +"Oh, but you know," said Mrs. Mandel, "I think our malaria has really +been slandered a little. It's more a matter of drainage--of plumbing. I +don't believe it would be possible for malaria to get into this house, +we've had it gone over so thoroughly." + +Mrs. March said, while she tried to divine Mrs. Mandel's position from +this statement, "It's certainly the first duty." + +"If Mrs. March could have had her way, we should have had the drainage of +our whole ward put in order," said her husband, "before we ventured to +take a furnished apartment for the winter." + +Mrs. Mandel looked discreetly at Mrs. March for permission to laugh at +this, but at the same moment both ladies became preoccupied with a second +rustling on the stairs. + +Two tall, well-dressed young girls came in, and Mrs. Mandel introduced, +"Miss Dryfoos, Mrs. March; and Miss Mela Dryfoos, Mr. March," she added, +and the girls shook hands in their several ways with the Marches. + +Miss Dryfoos had keen black eyes, and her hair was intensely black. Her +face, but for the slight inward curve of the nose, was regular, and the +smallness of her nose and of her mouth did not weaken her face, but gave +it a curious effect of fierceness, of challenge. She had a large black +fan in her hand, which she waved in talking, with a slow, watchful +nervousness. Her sister was blonde, and had a profile like her brother's; +but her chin was not so salient, and the weak look of the mouth was not +corrected by the spirituality or the fervor of his eyes, though hers were +of the same mottled blue. She dropped into the low seat beside Mrs. +Mandel, and intertwined her fingers with those of the hand which Mrs. +Mandel let her have. She smiled upon the Marches, while Miss Dryfoos +watched them intensely, with her eyes first on one and then on the other, +as if she did not mean to let any expression of theirs escape her. + +"My mother will be down in a minute," she said to Mrs. March. + +"I hope we're not disturbing her. It is so good of you to let us come in +the evening," Mrs. March replied. + +"Oh, not at all," said the girl. "We receive in the evening." + +"When we do receive," Miss Mela put in. "We don't always get the chance +to." She began a laugh, which she checked at a smile from Mrs. Mandel, +which no one could have seen to be reproving. + +Miss Dryfoos looked down at her fan, and looked up defiantly at Mrs. +March. "I suppose you have hardly got settled. We were afraid we would +disturb you when we called." + +"Oh no! We were very sorry to miss your visit. We are quite settled in +our new quarters. Of course, it's all very different from Boston." + +"I hope it's more of a sociable place there," Miss Mela broke in again. +"I never saw such an unsociable place as New York. We've been in this +house three months, and I don't believe that if we stayed three years any +of the neighbors would call." + +"I fancy proximity doesn't count for much in New York," March suggested. + +Mrs. Mandel said: "That's what I tell Miss Mela. But she is a very social +nature, and can't reconcile herself to the fact." + +"No, I can't," the girl pouted. "I think it was twice as much fun in +Moffitt. I wish I was there now." + +"Yes," said March, "I think there's a great deal more enjoyment in those +smaller places. There's not so much going on in the way of public +amusements, and so people make more of one another. There are not so many +concerts, theatres, operas--" + +"Oh, they've got a splendid opera-house in Moffitt. It's just grand," +said Miss Mela. + +"Have you been to the opera here, this winter?" Mrs. March asked of the +elder girl. + +She was glaring with a frown at her sister, and detached her eyes from +her with an effort. "What did you say?" she demanded, with an absent +bluntness. "Oh yes. Yes! We went once. Father took a box at the +Metropolitan." + +"Then you got a good dose of Wagner, I suppose?" said March. + +"What?" asked the girl. + +"I don't think Miss Dryfoos is very fond of Wagner's music," Mrs. Mandel +said. "I believe you are all great Wagnerites in Boston?" + +"I'm a very bad Bostonian, Mrs. Mandel. I suspect myself of preferring +Verdi," March answered. + +Miss Dryfoos looked down at her fan again, and said, "I like 'Trovatore' +the best." + +"It's an opera I never get tired of," said March, and Mrs. March and Mrs. +Mandel exchanged a smile of compassion for his simplicity. He detected +it, and added: "But I dare say I shall come down with the Wagner fever in +time. I've been exposed to some malignant cases of it." + +"That night we were there," said Miss Mela, "they had to turn the gas +down all through one part of it, and the papers said the ladies were +awful mad because they couldn't show their diamonds. I don't wonder, if +they all had to pay as much for their boxes as we did. We had to pay +sixty dollars." She looked at the Marches for their sensation at this +expense. + +March said: "Well, I think I shall take my box by the month, then. It +must come cheaper, wholesale." + +"Oh no, it don't," said the girl, glad to inform him. "The people that +own their boxes, and that had to give fifteen or twenty thousand dollars +apiece for them, have to pay sixty dollars a night whenever there's a +performance, whether they go or not." + +"Then I should go every night," March said. + +"Most of the ladies were low neck--" + +March interposed, "Well, I shouldn't go low-neck." + +The girl broke into a fondly approving laugh at his drolling. "Oh, I +guess you love to train! Us girls wanted to go low neck, too; but father +said we shouldn't, and mother said if we did she wouldn't come to the +front of the box once. Well, she didn't, anyway. We might just as well +'a' gone low neck. She stayed back the whole time, and when they had that +dance--the ballet, you know--she just shut her eyes. Well, Conrad didn't +like that part much, either; but us girls and Mrs. Mandel, we brazened it +out right in the front of the box. We were about the only ones there that +went high neck. Conrad had to wear a swallow-tail; but father hadn't any, +and he had to patch out with a white cravat. You couldn't see what he had +on in the back o' the box, anyway." + +Mrs. March looked at Miss Dryfoos, who was waving her fan more and more +slowly up and down, and who, when she felt herself looked at, returned +Mrs. March's smile, which she meant to be ingratiating and perhaps +sympathetic, with a flash that made her start, and then ran her fierce +eyes over March's face. "Here comes mother," she said, with a sort of +breathlessness, as if speaking her thought aloud, and through the open +door the Marches could see the old lady on the stairs. + +She paused half-way down, and turning, called up: "Coonrod! Coonrod! You +bring my shawl down with you." + +Her daughter Mela called out to her, "Now, mother, Christine 'll give it +to you for not sending Mike." + +"Well, I don't know where he is, Mely, child," the mother answered back. +"He ain't never around when he's wanted, and when he ain't, it seems like +a body couldn't git shet of him, nohow." + +"Well, you ought to ring for him!" cried Miss Mela, enjoying the joke. + +Her mother came in with a slow step; her head shook slightly as she +looked about the room, perhaps from nervousness, perhaps from a touch of +palsy. In either case the fact had a pathos which Mrs. March confessed in +the affection with which she took her hard, dry, large, old hand when she +was introduced to her, and in the sincerity which she put into the hope +that she was well. + +"I'm just middlin'," Mrs. Dryfoos replied. "I ain't never so well, +nowadays. I tell fawther I don't believe it agrees with me very well +here, but he says I'll git used to it. He's away now, out at Moffitt," +she said to March, and wavered on foot a moment before she sank into a +chair. She was a tall woman, who had been a beautiful girl, and her gray +hair had a memory of blondeness in it like Lindau's, March noticed. She +wore a simple silk gown, of a Quakerly gray, and she held a handkerchief +folded square, as it had come from the laundress. Something like the +Sabbath quiet of a little wooden meeting-house in thick Western woods +expressed itself to him from her presence. + +"Laws, mother!" said Miss Mela; "what you got that old thing on for? If +I'd 'a' known you'd 'a' come down in that!" + +"Coonrod said it was all right, Mely," said her mother. + +Miss Mela explained to the Marches: "Mother was raised among the +Dunkards, and she thinks it's wicked to wear anything but a gray silk +even for dress-up." + +"You hain't never heared o' the Dunkards, I reckon," the old woman said +to Mrs. March. "Some folks calls 'em the Beardy Men, because they don't +never shave; and they wash feet like they do in the Testament. My uncle +was one. He raised me." + +"I guess pretty much everybody's a Beardy Man nowadays, if he ain't a +Dunkard!" + +Miss Mela looked round for applause of her sally, but March was saying to +his wife: "It's a Pennsylvania German sect, I believe--something like the +Quakers. I used to see them when I was a boy." + +"Aren't they something like the Mennists?" asked Mrs. Mandel. + +"They're good people," said the old woman, "and the world 'd be a heap +better off if there was more like 'em." + +Her son came in and laid a soft shawl over her shoulders before he shook +hands with the visitors. "I am glad you found your way here," he said to +them. + +Christine, who had been bending forward over her fan, now lifted herself +up with a sigh and leaned back in her chair. + +"I'm sorry my father isn't here," said the young man to Mrs. March. "He's +never met you yet?" + +"No; and I should like to see him. We hear a great deal about your +father, you know, from Mr. Fulkerson." + +"Oh, I hope you don't believe everything Mr. Fulkerson says about +people," Mela cried. "He's the greatest person for carrying on when he +gets going I ever saw. It makes Christine just as mad when him and mother +gets to talking about religion; she says she knows he don't care anything +more about it than the man in the moon. I reckon he don't try it on much +with father." + +"Your fawther ain't ever been a perfessor," her mother interposed; "but +he's always been a good church-goin' man." + +"Not since we come to New York," retorted the girl. + +"He's been all broke up since he come to New York," said the old woman, +with an aggrieved look. + +Mrs. Mandel attempted a diversion. "Have you heard any of our great New +York preachers yet, Mrs. March?" + +"No, I haven't," Mrs. March admitted; and she tried to imply by her +candid tone that she intended to begin hearing them the very next Sunday. + +"There are a great many things here," said Conrad, "to take your thoughts +off the preaching that you hear in most of the churches. I think the city +itself is preaching the best sermon all the time." + +"I don't know that I understand you," said March. + +Mela answered for him. "Oh, Conrad has got a lot of notions that nobody +can understand. You ought to see the church he goes to when he does go. +I'd about as lief go to a Catholic church myself; I don't see a bit o' +difference. He's the greatest crony with one of their preachers; he +dresses just like a priest, and he says he is a priest." She laughed for +enjoyment of the fact, and her brother cast down his eyes. + +Mrs. March, in her turn, tried to take from it the personal tone which +the talk was always assuming. "Have you been to the fall exhibition?" she +asked Christine; and the girl drew herself up out of the abstraction she +seemed sunk in. + +"The exhibition?" She looked at Mrs. Mandel. + +"The pictures of the Academy, you know," Mrs. Mandel explained. "Where I +wanted you to go the day you had your dress tried on." + +"No; we haven't been yet. Is it good?" She had turned to Mrs. March +again. + +"I believe the fall exhibitions are never so good as the spring ones. But +there are some good pictures." + +"I don't believe I care much about pictures," said Christine. "I don't +understand them." + +"Ah, that's no excuse for not caring about them," said March, lightly. +"The painters themselves don't, half the time." + +The girl looked at him with that glance at once defiant and appealing, +insolent and anxious, which he had noticed before, especially when she +stole it toward himself and his wife during her sister's babble. In the +light of Fulkerson's history of the family, its origin and its ambition, +he interpreted it to mean a sense of her sister's folly and an ignorant +will to override his opinion of anything incongruous in themselves and +their surroundings. He said to himself that she was deathly proud--too +proud to try to palliate anything, but capable of anything that would put +others under her feet. Her eyes seemed hopelessly to question his wife's +social quality, and he fancied, with not unkindly interest, the +inexperienced girl's doubt whether to treat them with much or little +respect. He lost himself in fancies about her and her ideals, necessarily +sordid, of her possibilities of suffering, of the triumphs and +disappointments before her. Her sister would accept both with a lightness +that would keep no trace of either; but in her they would sink lastingly +deep. He came out of his reverie to find Mrs. Dryfoos saying to him, in +her hoarse voice: + +"I think it's a shame, some of the pictur's a body sees in the winders. +They say there's a law ag'inst them things; and if there is, I don't +understand why the police don't take up them that paints 'em. I hear +tell, since I been here, that there's women that goes to have pictur's +took from them that way by men painters." The point seemed aimed at +March, as if he were personally responsible for the scandal, and it fell +with a silencing effect for the moment. Nobody seemed willing to take it +up, and Mrs. Dryfoos went on, with an old woman's severity: "I say they +ought to be all tarred and feathered and rode on a rail. They'd be +drummed out of town in Moffitt." + +Miss Mela said, with a crowing laugh: "I should think they would! And +they wouldn't anybody go low neck to the opera-house there, either--not +low neck the way they do here, anyway." + +"And that pack of worthless hussies," her mother resumed, "that come out +on the stage, and begun to kick." + +"Laws, mother!" the girl shouted, "I thought you said you had your eyes +shut!" + +All but these two simpler creatures were abashed at the indecorum of +suggesting in words the commonplaces of the theatre and of art. + +"Well, I did, Mely, as soon as I could believe my eyes. I don't know what +they're doin' in all their churches, to let such things go on," said the +old woman. "It's a sin and a shame, I think. Don't you, Coonrod?" + +A ring at the door cut short whatever answer he was about to deliver. + +"If it's going to be company, Coonrod," said his mother, making an effort +to rise, "I reckon I better go up-stairs." + +"It's Mr. Fulkerson, I guess," said Conrad. "He thought he might come"; +and at the mention of this light spirit Mrs. Dryfoos sank contentedly +back in her chair, and a relaxation of their painful tension seemed to +pass through the whole company. Conrad went to the door himself (the +serving-man tentatively, appeared some minutes later) and let in +Fulkerson's cheerful voice before his cheerful person. + +"Ah, how dye do, Conrad? Brought our friend, Mr. Beaton, with me," those +within heard him say; and then, after a sound of putting off overcoats, +they saw him fill the doorway, with his feet set square and his arms +akimbo. + + + + +IX. + +"Ah! hello! hello!" Fulkerson said, in recognition of the Marches. +"Regular gathering of the clans. How are you, Mrs. Dryfoos? How do you +do, Mrs. Mandel, Miss Christine, Mela, Aunt Hitty, and all the folks? How +you wuz?" He shook hands gayly all round, and took a chair next the old +lady, whose hand he kept in his own, and left Conrad to introduce Beaton. +But he would not let the shadow of Beaton's solemnity fall upon the +company. He began to joke with Mrs. Dryfoos, and to match rheumatisms +with her, and he included all the ladies in the range of appropriate +pleasantries. "I've brought Mr. Beaton along to-night, and I want you to +make him feel at home, like you do me, Mrs. Dryfoos. He hasn't got any +rheumatism to speak of; but his parents live in Syracuse, and he's a kind +of an orphan, and we've just adopted him down at the office. When you +going to bring the young ladies down there, Mrs. Mandel, for a champagne +lunch? I will have some hydro-Mela, and Christine it, heigh? How's that +for a little starter? We dropped in at your place a moment, Mrs. March, +and gave the young folks a few pointers about their studies. My goodness! +it does me good to see a boy like that of yours; business, from the word +go; and your girl just scoops my youthful affections. She's a beauty, and +I guess she's good, too. Well, well, what a world it is! Miss Christine, +won't you show Mr. Beaton that seal ring of yours? He knows about such +things, and I brought him here to see it as much as anything. It's an +intaglio I brought from the other side," he explained to Mrs. March, "and +I guess you'll like to look at it. Tried to give it to the Dryfoos +family, and when I couldn't, I sold it to 'em. Bound to see it on Miss +Christine's hand somehow! Hold on! Let him see it where it belongs, +first!" + +He arrested the girl in the motion she made to take off the ring, and let +her have the pleasure of showing her hand to the company with the ring on +it. Then he left her to hear the painter's words about it, which he +continued to deliver dissyllabically as he stood with her under a +gas-jet, twisting his elastic figure and bending his head over the ring. + +"Well, Mely, child," Fulkerson went on, with an open travesty of her +mother's habitual address, "and how are you getting along? Mrs. Mandel +hold you up to the proprieties pretty strictly? Well, that's right. You +know you'd be roaming all over the pasture if she didn't." + +The girl gurgled out her pleasure in his funning, and everybody took him +on his own ground of privileged character. He brought them all together +in their friendliness for himself, and before the evening was over he had +inspired Mrs. Mandel to have them served with coffee, and had made both +the girls feel that they had figured brilliantly in society, and that two +young men had been devoted to them. + +"Oh, I think he's just as lovely as he can live!" said Mela, as she stood +a moment with her sister on the scene of her triumph, where the others +had left them after the departure of their guests. + +"Who?" asked Christine, deeply. As she glanced down at her ring, her eyes +burned with a softened fire. + +She had allowed Beaton to change it himself from the finger where she had +worn it to the finger on which he said she ought to wear it. She did not +know whether it was right to let him, but she was glad she had done it. + +"Who? Mr. Fulkerson, goosie-poosie! Not that old stuckup Mr. Beaton of +yours!" + +"He is proud," assented Christine, with a throb of exultation. + +Beaton and Fulkerson went to the Elevated station with the Marches; but +the painter said he was going to walk home, and Fulkerson let him go +alone. + +"One way is enough for me," he explained. "When I walk up, I don't walk +down. Bye-bye, my son!" He began talking about Beaton to the Marches as +they climbed the station stairs together. "That fellow puzzles me. I +don't know anybody that I have such a desire to kick, and at the same +time that I want to flatter up so much. Affect you that way?" he asked of +March. + +"Well, as far as the kicking goes, yes." + +"And how is it with you, Mrs. March?" + +"Oh, I want to flatter him up." + +"No; really? Why? Hold on! I've got the change." + +Fulkerson pushed March away from the ticket-office window; and made them +his guests, with the inexorable American hospitality, for the ride +down-town. "Three!" he said to the ticket-seller; and, when he had walked +them before him out on the platform and dropped his tickets into the urn, +he persisted in his inquiry, "Why?" + +"Why, because you always want to flatter conceited people, don't you?" +Mrs. March answered, with a laugh. + +"Do you? Yes, I guess you do. You think Beaton is conceited?" + +"Well, slightly, Mr. Fulkerson." + +"I guess you're partly right," said Fulkerson, with a sigh, so +unaccountable in its connection that they all laughed. + +"An ideal 'busted'?" March suggested. + +"No, not that, exactly," said Fulkerson. "But I had a notion maybe Beaton +wasn't conceited all the time." + +"Oh!" Mrs. March exulted, "nobody could be so conceited all the time as +Mr. Beaton is most of the time. He must have moments of the direst +modesty, when he'd be quite flattery-proof." + +"Yes, that's what I mean. I guess that's what makes me want to kick him. +He's left compliments on my hands that no decent man would." + +"Oh! that's tragical," said March. + +"Mr. Fulkerson," Mrs. March began, with change of subject in her voice, +"who is Mrs. Mandel?" + +"Who? What do you think of her?" he rejoined. "I'll tell you about her +when we get in the cars. Look at that thing! Ain't it beautiful?" + +They leaned over the track and looked up at the next station, where the +train, just starting, throbbed out the flame-shot steam into the white +moonlight. + +"The most beautiful thing in New York--the one always and certainly +beautiful thing here," said March; and his wife sighed, "Yes, yes." She +clung to him, and remained rapt by the sight till the train drew near, +and then pulled him back in a panic. + +"Well, there ain't really much to tell about her," Fulkerson resumed when +they were seated in the car. "She's an invention of mine." + +"Of yours?" cried Mrs. March. + +"Of course!" exclaimed her husband. + +"Yes--at least in her present capacity. She sent me a story for the +syndicate, back in July some time, along about the time I first met old +Dryfoos here. It was a little too long for my purpose, and I thought I +could explain better how I wanted it cut in a call than I could in a +letter. She gave a Brooklyn address, and I went to see her. I found her," +said Fulkerson, with a vague defiance, "a perfect lady. She was living +with an aunt over there; and she had seen better days, when she was a +girl, and worse ones afterward. I don't mean to say her husband was a bad +fellow; I guess he was pretty good; he was her music-teacher; she met him +in Germany, and they got married there, and got through her property +before they came over here. Well, she didn't strike me like a person that +could make much headway in literature. Her story was well enough, but it +hadn't much sand in it; kind of-well, academic, you know. I told her so, +and she understood, and cried a little; but she did the best she could +with the thing, and I took it and syndicated it. She kind of stuck in my +mind, and the first time I went to see the Dryfooses they were stopping +at a sort of family hotel then till they could find a house--" Fulkerson +broke off altogether, and said, "I don't know as I know just how the +Dryfooses struck you, Mrs. March?" + +"Can't you imagine?" she answered, with a kindly, smile. + +"Yes; but I don't believe I could guess how they would have struck you +last summer when I first saw them. My! oh my! there was the native earth +for you. Mely is a pretty wild colt now, but you ought to have seen her +before she was broken to harness. + +"And Christine? Ever see that black leopard they got up there in the +Central Park? That was Christine. Well, I saw what they wanted. They all +saw it--nobody is a fool in all directions, and the Dryfooses are in +their right senses a good deal of the time. Well, to cut a long story +short, I got Mrs. Mandel to take 'em in hand--the old lady as well as the +girls. She was a born lady, and always lived like one till she saw +Mandel; and that something academic that killed her for a writer was just +the very thing for them. She knows the world well enough to know just how +much polish they can take on, and she don't try to put on a bit more. +See?" + +"Yes, I can see," said Mrs. March. + +"Well, she took hold at once, as ready as a hospital-trained nurse; and +there ain't anything readier on this planet. She runs the whole concern, +socially and economically, takes all the care of housekeeping off the old +lady's hands, and goes round with the girls. By-the-bye, I'm going to +take my meals at your widow's, March, and Conrad's going to have his +lunch there. I'm sick of browsing about." + +"Mr. March's widow?" said his wife, looking at him with provisional +severity. + +"I have no widow, Isabel," he said, "and never expect to have, till I +leave you in the enjoyment of my life-insurance. I suppose Fulkerson +means the lady with the daughter who wanted to take us to board." + +"Oh yes. How are they getting on, I do wonder?" Mrs. March asked of +Fulkerson. + +"Well, they've got one family to board; but it's a small one. I guess +they'll pull through. They didn't want to take any day boarders at first, +the widow said; I guess they have had to come to it." + +"Poor things!" sighed Mrs. March. "I hope they'll go back to the +country." + +"Well, I don't know. When you've once tasted New York--You wouldn't go +back to Boston, would you?" + +"Instantly." + +Fulkerson laughed out a tolerant incredulity. + + + + +X + +Beaton lit his pipe when he found himself in his room, and sat down +before the dull fire in his grate to think. It struck him there was a +dull fire in his heart a great deal like it; and he worked out a fanciful +analogy with the coals, still alive, and the ashes creeping over them, +and the dead clay and cinders. He felt sick of himself, sick of his life +and of all his works. He was angry with Fulkerson for having got him into +that art department of his, for having bought him up; and he was bitter +at fate because he had been obliged to use the money to pay some pressing +debts, and had not been able to return the check his father had sent him. +He pitied his poor old father; he ached with compassion for him; and he +set his teeth and snarled with contempt through them for his own +baseness. This was the kind of world it was; but he washed his hands of +it. The fault was in human nature, and he reflected with pride that he +had at least not invented human nature; he had not sunk so low as that +yet. The notion amused him; he thought he might get a Satanic epigram out +of it some way. But in the mean time that girl, that wild animal, she +kept visibly, tangibly before him; if he put out his hand he might touch +hers, he might pass his arm round her waist. In Paris, in a set he knew +there, what an effect she would be with that look of hers, and that +beauty, all out of drawing! They would recognize the flame quality in +her. He imagined a joke about her being a fiery spirit, or nymph, naiad, +whatever, from one of her native gas-wells. He began to sketch on a bit +of paper from the table at his elbow vague lines that veiled and revealed +a level, dismal landscape, and a vast flame against an empty sky, and a +shape out of the flame that took on a likeness and floated detached from +it. The sketch ran up the left side of the sheet and stretched across it. +Beaton laughed out. Pretty good to let Fulkerson have that for the cover +of his first number! In black and red it would be effective; it would +catch the eye from the news-stands. He made a motion to throw it on the +fire, but held it back and slid it into the table-drawer, and smoked on. +He saw the dummy with the other sketch in the open drawer which he had +brought away from Fulkerson's in the morning and slipped in there, and he +took it out and looked at it. He made some criticisms in line with his +pencil on it, correcting the drawing here and there, and then he +respected it a little more, though he still smiled at the feminine +quality--a young lady quality. + +In spite of his experience the night he called upon the Leightons, Beaton +could not believe that Alma no longer cared for him. She played at having +forgotten him admirably, but he knew that a few months before she had +been very mindful of him. He knew he had neglected them since they came +to New York, where he had led them to expect interest, if not attention; +but he was used to neglecting people, and he was somewhat less used to +being punished for it--punished and forgiven. He felt that Alma had +punished him so thoroughly that she ought to have been satisfied with her +work and to have forgiven him in her heart afterward. He bore no +resentment after the first tingling moments were past; he rather admired +her for it; and he would have been ready to go back half an hour later +and accept pardon and be on the footing of last summer again. Even now he +debated with himself whether it was too late to call; but, decidedly, a +quarter to ten seemed late. The next day he determined never to call upon +the Leightons again; but he had no reason for this; it merely came into a +transitory scheme of conduct, of retirement from the society of women +altogether; and after dinner he went round to see them. + +He asked for the ladies, and they all three received him, Alma not +without a surprise that intimated itself to him, and her mother with no +appreciable relenting; Miss Woodburn, with the needlework which she found +easier to be voluble over than a book, expressed in her welcome a +neutrality both cordial to Beaton and loyal to Alma. + +"Is it snowing outdo's?" she asked, briskly, after the greetings were +transacted. "Mah goodness!" she said, in answer to his apparent surprise +at the question. "Ah mahght as well have stayed in the Soath, for all the +winter Ah have seen in New York yet." + +"We don't often have snow much before New-Year's," said Beaton. + +"Miss Woodburn is wild for a real Northern winter," Mrs. Leighton +explained. + +"The othah naght Ah woke up and looked oat of the window and saw all the +roofs covered with snow, and it turned oat to be nothing but moonlaght. +Ah was never so disappointed in mah lahfe," said Miss Woodburn. + +"If you'll come to St. Barnaby next summer, you shall have all the winter +you want," said Alma. + +"I can't let you slander St. Barnaby in that way," said Beaton, with the +air of wishing to be understood as meaning more than he said. + +"Yes?" returned Alma, coolly. "I didn't know you were so fond of the +climate." + +"I never think of it as a climate. It's a landscape. It doesn't matter +whether it's hot or cold." + +"With the thermometer twenty below, you'd find that it mattered," Alma +persisted. + +"Is that the way you feel about St. Barnaby, too, Mrs. Leighton?" Beaton +asked, with affected desolation. + +"I shall be glad enough to go back in the summer," Mrs. Leighton +conceded. + +"And I should be glad to go now," said Beaton, looking at Alma. He had +the dummy of 'Every Other Week' in his hand, and he saw Alma's eyes +wandering toward it whenever he glanced at her. "I should be glad to go +anywhere to get out of a job I've undertaken," he continued, to Mrs. +Leighton. "They're going to start some sort of a new illustrated +magazine, and they've got me in for their art department. I'm not fit for +it; I'd like to run away. Don't you want to advise me a little, Mrs. +Leighton? You know how much I value your taste, and I'd like to have you +look at the design for the cover of the first number: they're going to +have a different one for every number. I don't know whether you'll agree +with me, but I think this is rather nice." + +He faced the dummy round, and then laid it on the table before Mrs. +Leighton, pushing some of her work aside to make room for it and standing +over her while she bent forward to look at it. + +Alma kept her place, away from the table. + +"Mah goodness! Ho' exciting!" said Miss Woodburn. "May anybody look?" + +"Everybody," said Beaton. + +"Well, isn't it perfectly choming!" Miss Woodburn exclaimed. "Come and +look at this, Miss Leighton," she called to Alma, who reluctantly +approached. + +"What lines are these?" Mrs. Leighton asked, pointing to Beaton's pencil +scratches. + +"They're suggestions of modifications," he replied. + +"I don't think they improve it much. What do you think, Alma?" + +"Oh, I don't know," said the girl, constraining her voice to an effect of +indifference and glancing carelessly down at the sketch. "The design +might be improved; but I don't think those suggestions would do it." + +"They're mine," said Beaton, fixing his eyes upon her with a beautiful +sad dreaminess that he knew he could put into them; he spoke with a +dreamy remoteness of tone--his wind-harp stop, Wetmore called it. + +"I supposed so," said Alma, calmly. + +"Oh, mah goodness!" cried Miss Woodburn. "Is that the way you awtusts +talk to each othah? Well, Ah'm glad Ah'm not an awtust--unless I could do +all the talking." + +"Artists cannot tell a fib," Alma said, "or even act one," and she +laughed in Beaton's upturned face. + +He did not unbend his dreamy gaze. "You're quite right. The suggestions +are stupid." + +Alma turned to Miss Woodburn: "You hear? Even when we speak of our own +work." + +"Ah nevah hoad anything lahke it!" + +"And the design itself?" Beaton persisted. + +"Oh, I'm not an art editor," Alma answered, with a laugh of exultant +evasion. + +A tall, dark, grave-looking man of fifty, with a swarthy face and +iron-gray mustache and imperial and goatee, entered the room. Beaton knew +the type; he had been through Virginia sketching for one of the +illustrated papers, and he had seen such men in Richmond. Miss Woodburn +hardly needed to say, "May Ah introduce you to mah fathaw, Co'nel +Woodburn, Mr. Beaton?" + +The men shook hands, and Colonel Woodburn said, in that soft, gentle, +slow Southern voice without our Northern contractions: "I am very glad to +meet you, sir; happy to make yo' acquaintance. Do not move, madam," he +said to Mrs. Leighton, who made a deprecatory motion to let him pass to +the chair beyond her; "I can find my way." He bowed a bulk that did not +lend itself readily to the devotion, and picked up the ball of yarn she +had let drop out of her lap in half rising. "Yo' worsteds, madam." + +"Yarn, yarn, Colonel Woodburn!" Alma shouted. "You're quite incorrigible. +A spade is a spade!" + +"But sometimes it is a trump, my dear young lady," said the Colonel, with +unabated gallantry; "and when yo' mothah uses yarn, it is worsteds. But I +respect worsteds even under the name of yarn: our ladies--my own mothah +and sistahs--had to knit the socks we wore--all we could get in the woe." + +"Yes, and aftah the woe," his daughter put in. "The knitting has not +stopped yet in some places. Have you been much in the Soath, Mr. Beaton?" + +Beaton explained just how much. + +"Well, sir," said the Colonel, "then you have seen a country making +gigantic struggles to retrieve its losses, sir. The South is advancing +with enormous strides, sir." + +"Too fast for some of us to keep up," said Miss Woodburn, in an audible +aside. "The pace in Charlottesboag is pofectly killing, and we had to +drop oat into a slow place like New York." + +"The progress in the South is material now," said the Colonel; "and those +of us whose interests are in another direction find ourselves--isolated +--isolated, sir. The intellectual centres are still in the No'th, sir; +the great cities draw the mental activity of the country to them, sir. +Necessarily New York is the metropolis." + +"Oh, everything comes here," said Beaton, impatient of the elder's +ponderosity. Another sort of man would have sympathized with the +Southerner's willingness to talk of himself, and led him on to speak of +his plans and ideals. But the sort of man that Beaton was could not do +this; he put up the dummy into the wrapper he had let drop on the floor +beside him, and tied it round with string while Colonel Woodburn was +talking. He got to his feet with the words he spoke and offered Mrs. +Leighton his hand. + +"Must you go?" she asked, in surprise. + +"I am on my way to a reception," he said. She had noticed that he was in +evening dress; and now she felt the vague hurt that people invited +nowhere feel in the presence of those who are going somewhere. She did +not feel it for herself, but for her daughter; and she knew Alma would +not have let her feel it if she could have prevented it. But Alma had +left the room for a moment, and she tacitly indulged this sense of injury +in her behalf. + +"Please say good-night to Miss Leighton for me," Beaton continued. He +bowed to Miss Woodburn, "Goodnight, Miss Woodburn," and to her father, +bluntly, "Goodnight." + +"Good-night, sir," said the Colonel, with a sort of severe suavity. + +"Oh, isn't he choming!" Miss Woodburn whispered to Mrs. Leighton when +Beaton left the room. + +Alma spoke to him in the hall without. "You knew that was my design, Mr. +Beaton. Why did you bring it?" + +"Why?" He looked at her in gloomy hesitation. + +Then he said: "You know why. I wished to talk it over with you, to serve +you, please you, get back your good opinion. But I've done neither the +one nor the other; I've made a mess of the whole thing." + +Alma interrupted him. "Has it been accepted?" + +"It will be accepted, if you will let it." + +"Let it?" she laughed. "I shall be delighted." She saw him swayed a +little toward her. "It's a matter of business, isn't it?" + +"Purely. Good-night." + +When Alma returned to the room, Colonel Woodburn was saying to Mrs. +Leighton: "I do not contend that it is impossible, madam, but it is very +difficult in a thoroughly commercialized society, like yours, to have the +feelings of a gentleman. How can a business man, whose prosperity, whose +earthly salvation, necessarily lies in the adversity of some one else, be +delicate and chivalrous, or even honest? If we could have had time to +perfect our system at the South, to eliminate what was evil and develop +what was good in it, we should have had a perfect system. But the virus +of commercialism was in us, too; it forbade us to make the best of a +divine institution, and tempted us to make the worst. Now the curse is on +the whole country; the dollar is the measure of every value, the stamp of +every success. What does not sell is a failure; and what sells succeeds." + +"The hobby is oat, mah deah," said Miss Woodburn, in an audible aside to +Alma. + +"Were you speaking of me, Colonel Woodburn?" Alma asked. + +"Surely not, my dear young lady." + +"But he's been saying that awtusts are just as greedy aboat money as +anybody," said his daughter. + +"The law of commercialism is on everything in a commercial society," the +Colonel explained, softening the tone in which his convictions were +presented. "The final reward of art is money, and not the pleasure of +creating." + +"Perhaps they would be willing to take it all oat in that if othah people +would let them pay their bills in the pleasure of creating," his daughter +teased. + +"They are helpless, like all the rest," said her father, with the same +deference to her as to other women. "I do not blame them." + +"Oh, mah goodness! Didn't you say, sir, that Mr. Beaton had bad manners?" + +Alma relieved a confusion which he seemed to feel in reference to her. +"Bad manners? He has no manners! That is, when he's himself. He has +pretty good ones when he's somebody else." + +Miss Woodburn began, "Oh, mah--" and then stopped herself. Alma's mother +looked at her with distressed question, but the girl seemed perfectly +cool and contented; and she gave her mind provisionally to a point +suggested by Colonel Woodburn's talk. + +"Still, I can't believe it was right to hold people in slavery, to whip +them and sell them. It never did seem right to me," she added, in apology +for her extreme sentiments to the gentleness of her adversary. + +"I quite agree with you, madam," said the Colonel. "Those were the abuses +of the institution. But if we had not been vitiated on the one hand and +threatened on the other by the spirit of commercialism from the +North--and from Europe, too--those abuses could have been eliminated, and +the institution developed in the direction of the mild patriarchalism of +the divine intention." The Colonel hitched his chair, which figured a +hobby careering upon its hind legs, a little toward Mrs. Leighton and the +girls approached their heads and began to whisper; they fell +deferentially silent when the Colonel paused in his argument, and went on +again when he went on. + +At last they heard Mrs. Leighton saying, "And have you heard from the +publishers about your book yet?" + +Then Miss Woodburn cut in, before her father could answer: "The coase of +commercialism is on that, too. They are trahing to fahnd oat whethah it +will pay." + +"And they are right--quite right," said the Colonel. "There is no longer +any other criterion; and even a work that attacks the system must be +submitted to the tests of the system." + +"The system won't accept destruction on any othah tomes," said Miss +Woodburn, demurely. + + + + +XI. + +At the reception, where two men in livery stood aside to let him pass up +the outside steps of the house, and two more helped him off with his +overcoat indoors, and a fifth miscalled his name into the drawing-room, +the Syracuse stone-cutter's son met the niece of Mrs. Horn, and began at +once to tell her about his evening at the Dryfooses'. He was in very good +spirits, for so far as he could have been elated or depressed by his +parting with Alma Leighton he had been elated; she had not treated his +impudence with the contempt that he felt it deserved; she must still be +fond of him; and the warm sense of this, by operation of an obscure but +well-recognized law of the masculine being, disposed him to be rather +fond of Miss Vance. She was a slender girl, whose semi-aesthetic dress +flowed about her with an accentuation of her long forms, and redeemed +them from censure by the very frankness with which it confessed them; +nobody could have said that Margaret Vance was too tall. Her pretty +little head, which she had an effect of choosing to have little in the +same spirit of judicious defiance, had a good deal of reading in it; she +was proud to know literary and artistic fashions as well as society +fashions. She liked being singled out by an exterior distinction so +obvious as Beaton's, and she listened with sympathetic interest to his +account of those people. He gave their natural history reality by drawing +upon his own; he reconstructed their plebeian past from the experiences +of his childhood and his youth of the pre-Parisian period; and he had a +pang of suicidal joy in insulting their ignorance of the world. + +"What different kinds of people you meet!" said the girl at last, with an +envious sigh. Her reading had enlarged the bounds of her imagination, if +not her knowledge; the novels nowadays dealt so much with very common +people, and made them seem so very much more worth while than the people +one met. + +She said something like this to Beaton. He answered: "You can meet the +people I'm talking of very easily, if you want to take the trouble. It's +what they came to New York for. I fancy it's the great ambition of their +lives to be met." + +"Oh yes," said Miss Vance, fashionably, and looked down; then she looked +up and said, intellectually: "Don't you think it's a great pity? How much +better for them to have stayed where they were and what they were!" + +"Then you could never have had any chance of meeting them," said Beaton. +"I don't suppose you intend to go out to the gas country?" + +"No," said Miss Vance, amused. "Not that I shouldn't like to go." + +"What a daring spirit! You ought to be on the staff of 'Every Other +Week,'" said Beaton. + +"The staff--'Every Other Week'? What is it?" + +"The missing link; the long-felt want of a tie between the Arts and the +Dollars." Beaton gave her a very picturesque, a very dramatic sketch of +the theory, the purpose, and the personnel of the new enterprise. + +Miss Vance understood too little about business of any kind to know how +it differed from other enterprises of its sort. She thought it was +delightful; she thought Beaton must be glad to be part of it, though he +had represented himself so bored, so injured, by Fulkerson's insisting +upon having him. "And is it a secret? Is it a thing not to be spoken of?" + +"'Tutt' altro'! Fulkerson will be enraptured to have it spoken of in +society. He would pay any reasonable bill for the advertisement." + +"What a delightful creature! Tell him it shall all be spent in charity." + +"He would like that. He would get two paragraphs out of the fact, and +your name would go into the 'Literary Notes' of all the newspapers." + +"Oh, but I shouldn't want my name used!" cried the girl, half horrified +into fancying the situation real. + +"Then you'd better not say anything about 'Every Other Week'. Fulkerson +is preternaturally unscrupulous." + +March began to think so too, at times. He was perpetually suggesting +changes in the make-up of the first number, with a view to its greater +vividness of effect. One day he came and said: "This thing isn't going to +have any sort of get up and howl about it, unless you have a paper in the +first number going for Bevans's novels. Better get Maxwell to do it." + +"Why, I thought you liked Bevans's novels?" + +"So I did; but where the good of 'Every Other Week' is concerned I am a +Roman father. The popular gag is to abuse Bevans, and Maxwell is the man +to do it. There hasn't been a new magazine started for the last three +years that hasn't had an article from Maxwell in its first number cutting +Bevans all to pieces. If people don't see it, they'll think 'Every Other +Week' is some old thing." + +March did not know whether Fulkerson was joking or not. He suggested, +"Perhaps they'll think it's an old thing if they do see it." + +"Well, get somebody else, then; or else get Maxwell to write under an +assumed name. Or--I forgot! He'll be anonymous under our system, anyway. +Now there ain't a more popular racket for us to work in that first number +than a good, swinging attack on Bevans. People read his books and quarrel +over 'em, and the critics are all against him, and a regular flaying, +with salt and vinegar rubbed in afterward, will tell more with people who +like good old-fashioned fiction than anything else. I like Bevans's +things, but, dad burn it! when it comes to that first number, I'd offer +up anybody." + +"What an immoral little wretch you are, Fulkerson!" said March, with a +laugh. + +Fulkerson appeared not to be very strenuous about the attack on the +novelist. "Say!" he called out, gayly, "what should you think of a paper +defending the late lamented system of slavery'?" + +"What do you mean, Fulkerson?" asked March, with a puzzled smile. + +Fulkerson braced his knees against his desk, and pushed himself back, but +kept his balance to the eye by canting his hat sharply forward. "There's +an old cock over there at the widow's that's written a book to prove that +slavery was and is the only solution of the labor problem. He's a +Southerner." + +"I should imagine," March assented. + +"He's got it on the brain that if the South could have been let alone by +the commercial spirit and the pseudophilanthropy of the North, it would +have worked out slavery into a perfectly ideal condition for the laborer, +in which he would have been insured against want, and protected in all +his personal rights by the state. He read the introduction to me last +night. I didn't catch on to all the points--his daughter's an awfully +pretty girl, and I was carrying that fact in my mind all the time, too, +you know--but that's about the gist of it." + +"Seems to regard it as a lost opportunity?" said March. + +"Exactly! What a mighty catchy title, Neigh? Look well on the +title-page." + +"Well written?" + +"I reckon so; I don't know. The Colonel read it mighty eloquently." + +"It mightn't be such bad business," said March, in a muse. "Could you get +me a sight of it without committing yourself?" + +"If the Colonel hasn't sent it off to another publisher this morning. He +just got it back with thanks yesterday. He likes to keep it travelling." + +"Well, try it. I've a notion it might be a curious thing." + +"Look here, March," said Fulkerson, with the effect of taking a fresh +hold; "I wish you could let me have one of those New York things of yours +for the first number. After all, that's going to be the great card." + +"I couldn't, Fulkerson; I couldn't, really. I want to philosophize the +material, and I'm too new to it all yet. I don't want to do merely +superficial sketches." + +"Of course! Of course! I understand that. Well, I don't want to hurry +you. Seen that old fellow of yours yet? I think we ought to have that +translation in the first number; don't you? We want to give 'em a notion +of what we're going to do in that line." + +"Yes," said March; "and I was going out to look up Lindau this morning. +I've inquired at Maroni's, and he hasn't been there for several days. +I've some idea perhaps he's sick. But they gave me his address, and I'm +going to see." + +"Well, that's right. We want the first number to be the keynote in every +way." + +March shook his head. "You can't make it so. The first number is bound to +be a failure always, as far as the representative character goes. It's +invariably the case. Look at the first numbers of all the things you've +seen started. They're experimental, almost amateurish, and necessarily +so, not only because the men that are making them up are comparatively +inexperienced like ourselves, but because the material sent them to deal +with is more or less consciously tentative. People send their adventurous +things to a new periodical because the whole thing is an adventure. I've +noticed that quality in all the volunteer contributions; it's in the +articles that have been done to order even. No; I've about made up my +mind that if we can get one good striking paper into the first number +that will take people's minds off the others, we shall be doing all we +can possibly hope for. I should like," March added, less seriously, "to +make up three numbers ahead, and publish the third one first." + +Fulkerson dropped forward and struck his fist on the desk. "It's a +first-rate idea. Why not do it?" + +March laughed. "Fulkerson, I don't believe there's any quackish thing you +wouldn't do in this cause. From time to time I'm thoroughly ashamed of +being connected with such a charlatan." + +Fulkerson struck his hat sharply backward. "Ah, dad burn it! To give that +thing the right kind of start I'd walk up and down Broadway between two +boards, with the title-page of 'Every Other Week' facsimiled on one and my +name and address on the--" + +He jumped to his feet and shouted, "March, I'll do it!" + +"What?" + +"I'll hire a lot of fellows to make mud-turtles of themselves, and I'll +have a lot of big facsimiles of the title-page, and I'll paint the town +red!" + +March looked aghast at him. "Oh, come, now, Fulkerson!" + +"I mean it. I was in London when a new man had taken hold of the old +Cornhill, and they were trying to boom it, and they had a procession of +these mudturtles that reached from Charing Cross to Temple Bar. 'Cornhill +Magazine'. Sixpence. Not a dull page in it.' I said to myself then that it +was the livest thing I ever saw. I respected the man that did that thing +from the bottom of my heart. I wonder I ever forgot it. But it shows what +a shaky thing the human mind is at its best." + +"You infamous mountebank!", said March, with great amusement at +Fulkerson's access; "you call that congeries of advertising instinct of +yours the human mind at its best? Come, don't be so diffident, Fulkerson. +Well, I'm off to find Lindau, and when I come back I hope Mr. Dryfoos +will have you under control. I don't suppose you'll be quite sane again +till after the first number is out. Perhaps public opinion will sober you +then." + +"Confound it, March! How do you think they will take it? I swear I'm +getting so nervous I don't know half the time which end of me is up. I +believe if we don't get that thing out by the first of February it 'll be +the death of me." + +"Couldn't wait till Washington's Birthday? I was thinking it would give +the day a kind of distinction, and strike the public imagination, if--" + +"No, I'll be dogged if I could!" Fulkerson lapsed more and more into the +parlance of his early life in this season of strong excitement. "I +believe if Beaton lags any on the art leg I'll kill him." + +"Well, I shouldn't mind your killing Beaton," said March, tranquilly, as +he went out. + +He went over to Third Avenue and took the Elevated down to Chatham +Square. He found the variety of people in the car as unfailingly +entertaining as ever. He rather preferred the East Side to the West Side +lines, because they offered more nationalities, conditions, and +characters to his inspection. They draw not only from the up-town +American region, but from all the vast hive of populations swarming +between them and the East River. He had found that, according to the +hour, American husbands going to and from business, and American wives +going to and from shopping, prevailed on the Sixth Avenue road, and that +the most picturesque admixture to these familiar aspects of human nature +were the brilliant eyes and complexions of the American Hebrews, who +otherwise contributed to the effect of well-clad comfort and +citizen-self-satisfaction of the crowd. Now and then he had found himself +in a car mostly filled with Neapolitans from the constructions far up the +line, where he had read how they are worked and fed and housed like +beasts; and listening to the jargon of their unintelligible dialect, he +had occasion for pensive question within himself as to what notion these +poor animals formed of a free republic from their experience of life +under its conditions; and whether they found them practically very +different from those of the immemorial brigandage and enforced complicity +with rapine under which they had been born. But, after all, this was an +infrequent effect, however massive, of travel on the West Side, whereas +the East offered him continual entertainment in like sort. The sort was +never quite so squalid. For short distances the lowest poverty, the +hardest pressed labor, must walk; but March never entered a car without +encountering some interesting shape of shabby adversity, which was almost +always adversity of foreign birth. New York is still popularly supposed +to be in the control of the Irish, but March noticed in these East Side +travels of his what must strike every observer returning to the city +after a prolonged absence: the numerical subordination of the dominant +race. If they do not outvote them, the people of Germanic, of Slavonic, +of Pelasgic, of Mongolian stock outnumber the prepotent Celts; and March +seldom found his speculation centred upon one of these. The small eyes, +the high cheeks, the broad noses, the puff lips, the bare, cue-filleted +skulls, of Russians, Poles, Czechs, Chinese; the furtive glitter of +Italians; the blonde dulness of Germans; the cold quiet of +Scandinavians--fire under ice--were aspects that he identified, and that +gave him abundant suggestion for the personal histories he constructed, +and for the more public-spirited reveries in which he dealt with the +future economy of our heterogeneous commonwealth. It must be owned that +he did not take much trouble about this; what these poor people were +thinking, hoping, fearing, enjoying, suffering; just where and how they +lived; who and what they individually were--these were the matters of his +waking dreams as he stared hard at them, while the train raced farther +into the gay ugliness--the shapeless, graceful, reckless picturesqueness +of the Bowery. + +There were certain signs, certain facades, certain audacities of the +prevailing hideousness that always amused him in that uproar to the eye +which the strident forms and colors made. He was interested in the +insolence with which the railway had drawn its erasing line across the +Corinthian front of an old theatre, almost grazing its fluted pillars, +and flouting its dishonored pediment. The colossal effigies of the fat +women and the tuft-headed Circassian girls of cheap museums; the vistas +of shabby cross streets; the survival of an old hip-roofed house here and +there at their angles; the Swiss chalet, histrionic decorativeness of the +stations in prospect or retrospect; the vagaries of the lines that +narrowed together or stretched apart according to the width of the +avenue, but always in wanton disregard of the life that dwelt, and bought +and sold, and rejoiced or sorrowed, and clattered or crawled, around, +below, above--were features of the frantic panorama that perpetually +touched his sense of humor and moved his sympathy. Accident and then +exigency seemed the forces at work to this extraordinary effect; the play +of energies as free and planless as those that force the forest from the +soil to the sky; and then the fierce struggle for survival, with the +stronger life persisting over the deformity, the mutilation, the +destruction, the decay of the weaker. The whole at moments seemed to him +lawless, godless; the absence of intelligent, comprehensive purpose in +the huge disorder, and the violent struggle to subordinate the result to +the greater good, penetrated with its dumb appeal the consciousness of a +man who had always been too self-enwrapped to perceive the chaos to which +the individual selfishness must always lead. + +But there was still nothing definite, nothing better than a vague +discomfort, however poignant, in his half recognition of such facts; and +he descended the station stairs at Chatham Square with a sense of the +neglected opportunities of painters in that locality. He said to himself +that if one of those fellows were to see in Naples that turmoil of cars, +trucks, and teams of every sort, intershot with foot-passengers going and +coming to and from the crowded pavements, under the web of the railroad +tracks overhead, and amid the spectacular approach of the streets that +open into the square, he would have it down in his sketch-book at once. +He decided simultaneously that his own local studies must be illustrated, +and that he must come with the artist and show him just which bits to do, +not knowing that the two arts can never approach the same material from +the same point. He thought he would particularly like his illustrator to +render the Dickensy, cockneyish quality of the shabby-genteel +ballad-seller of whom he stopped to ask his way to the street where +Lindau lived, and whom he instantly perceived to be, with his stock in +trade, the sufficient object of an entire study by himself. He had his +ballads strung singly upon a cord against the house wall, and held down +in piles on the pavement with stones and blocks of wood. Their control in +this way intimated a volatility which was not perceptible in their +sentiment. They were mostly tragical or doleful: some of them dealt with +the wrongs of the working-man; others appealed to a gay experience of the +high seas; but vastly the greater part to memories and associations of an +Irish origin; some still uttered the poetry of plantation life in the +artless accents of the end--man. Where they trusted themselves, with +syntax that yielded promptly to any exigency of rhythmic art, to the +ordinary American speech, it was to strike directly for the affections, +to celebrate the domestic ties, and, above all, to embalm the memories of +angel and martyr mothers whose dissipated sons deplored their sufferings +too late. March thought this not at all a bad thing in them; he smiled in +patronage of their simple pathos; he paid the tribute of a laugh when the +poet turned, as he sometimes did, from his conception of angel and martyr +motherhood, and portrayed the mother in her more familiar phases of +virtue and duty, with the retributive shingle or slipper in her hand. He +bought a pocketful of this literature, popular in a sense which the most +successful book can never be, and enlisted the ballad vendor so deeply in +the effort to direct him to Lindau's dwelling by the best way that he +neglected another customer, till a sarcasm on his absent-mindedness stung +hint to retort, "I'm a-trying to answer a gentleman a civil question; +that's where the absent-minded comes in." + +It seemed for some reason to be a day of leisure with the Chinese +dwellers in Mott Street, which March had been advised to take first. They +stood about the tops of basement stairs, and walked two and two along the +dirty pavement, with their little hands tucked into their sleeves across +their breasts, aloof in immaculate cleanliness from the filth around +them, and scrutinizing the scene with that cynical sneer of faint +surprise to which all aspects of our civilization seem to move their +superiority. Their numbers gave character to the street, and rendered not +them, but what was foreign to them, strange there; so that March had a +sense of missionary quality in the old Catholic church, built long before +their incursion was dreamed of. It seemed to have come to them there, and +he fancied in the statued saint that looked down from its facade +something not so much tolerant as tolerated, something propitiatory, +almost deprecatory. It was a fancy, of course; the street was +sufficiently peopled with Christian children, at any rate, swarming and +shrieking at their games; and presently a Christian mother appeared, +pushed along by two policemen on a handcart, with a gelatinous tremor +over the paving and a gelatinous jouncing at the curbstones. She lay with +her face to the sky, sending up an inarticulate lamentation; but the +indifference of the officers forbade the notion of tragedy in her case. +She was perhaps a local celebrity; the children left off their games, and +ran gayly trooping after her; even the young fellow and young girl +exchanging playful blows in a robust flirtation at the corner of a liquor +store suspended their scuffle with a pleased interest as she passed. +March understood the unwillingness of the poor to leave the worst +conditions in the city for comfort and plenty in the country when he +reflected upon this dramatic incident, one of many no doubt which daily +occur to entertain them in such streets. A small town could rarely offer +anything comparable to it, and the country never. He said that if life +appeared so hopeless to him as it must to the dwellers in that +neighborhood he should not himself be willing to quit its distractions, +its alleviations, for the vague promise of unknown good in the distance +somewhere. + +But what charm could such a man as Lindau find in such a place? It could +not be that he lived there because he was too poor to live elsewhere: +with a shutting of the heart, March refused to believe this as he looked +round on the abounding evidences of misery, and guiltily remembered his +neglect of his old friend. Lindau could probably find as cheap a lodging +in some decenter part of the town; and, in fact, there was some +amelioration of the prevailing squalor in the quieter street which he +turned into from Mott. + +A woman with a tied-up face of toothache opened the door for him when he +pulled, with a shiver of foreboding, the bell-knob, from which a yard of +rusty crape dangled. But it was not Lindau who was dead, for the woman +said he was at home, and sent March stumbling up the four or five dark +flights of stairs that led to his tenement. It was quite at the top of +the house, and when March obeyed the German-English "Komm!" that followed +his knock, he found himself in a kitchen where a meagre breakfast was +scattered in stale fragments on the table before the stove. The place was +bare and cold; a half-empty beer bottle scarcely gave it a convivial air. +On the left from this kitchen was a room with a bed in it, which seemed +also to be a cobbler's shop: on the right, through a door that stood +ajar, came the German-English voice again, saying this time, "Hier!" + + + + +XII. + +March pushed the door open into a room like that on the left, but with a +writing-desk instead of a cobbler's bench, and a bed, where Lindau sat +propped up; with a coat over his shoulders and a skull-cap on his head, +reading a book, from which he lifted his eyes to stare blankly over his +spectacles at March. His hairy old breast showed through the night-shirt, +which gaped apart; the stump of his left arm lay upon the book to keep it +open. + +"Ah, my tear yo'ng friendt! Passil! Marge! Iss it you?" he called out, +joyously, the next moment. + +"Why, are you sick, Lindau?" March anxiously scanned his face in taking +his hand. + +Lindau laughed. "No; I'm all righdt. Only a lidtle lazy, and a lidtle +eggonomigal. Idt's jeaper to stay in pedt sometimes as to geep a fire +a-goin' all the time. Don't wandt to gome too hardt on the 'brafer Mann', +you know: + + "Braver Mann, er schafft mir zu essen." + +You remember? Heine? You readt Heine still? Who is your favorite boet +now, Passil? You write some boetry yourself yet? No? Well, I am gladt to +zee you. Brush those baperss off of that jair. Well, idt is goodt for +zore eyess. How didt you findt where I lif? + +"They told me at Maroni's," said March. He tried to keep his eyes on +Lindau's face, and not see the discomfort of the room, but he was aware +of the shabby and frowsy bedding, the odor of stale smoke, and the pipes +and tobacco shreds mixed with the books and manuscripts strewn over the +leaf of the writing-desk. He laid down on the mass the pile of foreign +magazines he had brought under his arm. "They gave me another address +first." + +"Yes. I have chust gome here," said Lindau. "Idt is not very coy, Neigh?" + +"It might be gayer," March admitted, with a smile. "Still," he added, +soberly, "a good many people seem to live in this part of the town. +Apparently they die here, too, Lindau. There is crape on your outside +door. I didn't know but it was for you." + +"Nodt this time," said Lindau, in the same humor. "Berhaps some other +time. We geep the ondertakers bratty puzy down here." + +"Well," said March, "undertakers must live, even if the rest of us have +to die to let them." Lindau laughed, and March went on: "But I'm glad it +isn't your funeral, Lindau. And you say you're not sick, and so I don't +see why we shouldn't come to business." + +"Pusiness?" Lindau lifted his eyebrows. "You gome on pusiness?" + +"And pleasure combined," said March, and he went on to explain the +service he desired at Lindau's hands. + +The old man listened with serious attention, and with assenting nods that +culminated in a spoken expression of his willingness to undertake the +translations. March waited with a sort of mechanical expectation of his +gratitude for the work put in his way, but nothing of the kind came from +Lindau, and March was left to say, "Well, everything is understood, then; +and I don't know that I need add that if you ever want any little advance +on the work--" + +"I will ask you," said Lindau, quietly, "and I thank you for that. But I +can wait; I ton't needt any money just at bresent." As if he saw some +appeal for greater frankness in March's eye, he went on: "I tidn't gome +here begause I was too boor to lif anywhere else, and I ton't stay in +pedt begause I couldn't haf a fire to geep warm if I wanted it. I'm nodt +zo padt off as Marmontel when he went to Paris. I'm a lidtle loaxurious, +that is all. If I stay in pedt it's zo I can fling money away on +somethings else. Heigh?" + +"But what are you living here for, Lindau?" March smiled at the irony +lurking in Lindau's words. + +"Well, you zee, I foundt I was begoming a lidtle too moch of an +aristograt. I hadt a room oap in Creenvidge Willage, among dose pig pugs +over on the West Side, and I foundt"--Liudau's voice lost its jesting +quality, and his face darkened--"that I was beginning to forget the +boor!" + +"I should have thought," said March, with impartial interest, "that you +might have seen poverty enough, now and then, in Greenwich Village to +remind you of its existence." + +"Nodt like here," said Lindau. "Andt you must zee it all the dtime--zee +it, hear it, smell it, dtaste it--or you forget it. That is what I gome +here for. I was begoming a ploated aristograt. I thought I was nodt like +these beople down here, when I gome down once to look aroundt; I thought +I must be somethings else, and zo I zaid I better take myself in time, +and I gome here among my brothers--the becears and the thiefs!" A noise +made itself heard in the next room, as if the door were furtively opened, +and a faint sound of tiptoeing and of hands clawing on a table. + +"Thiefs!" Lindau repeated, with a shout. "Lidtle thiefs, that gabture +your breakfast. Ah! ha! ha!" A wild scurrying of feet, joyous cries and +tittering, and a slamming door followed upon his explosion, and he +resumed in the silence: "Idt is the children cot pack from school. They +gome and steal what I leaf there on my daple. Idt's one of our lidtle +chokes; we onderstand one another; that's all righdt. Once the gobbler in +the other room there he used to chase 'em; he couldn't onderstand their +lidtle tricks. Now dot goppler's teadt, and he ton't chase 'em any more. +He was a Bohemian. Gindt of grazy, I cuess." + +"Well, it's a sociable existence," March suggested. "But perhaps if you +let them have the things without stealing--" + +"Oh no, no! Most nodt mage them too gonceitedt. They mostn't go and feel +themselfs petter than those boor millionairss that hadt to steal their +money." + +March smiled indulgently at his old friend's violence. "Oh, there are +fagots and fagots, you know, Lindau; perhaps not all the millionaires are +so guilty." + +"Let us speak German!" cried Lindau, in his own tongue, pushing his book +aside, and thrusting his skullcap back from his forehead. "How much money +can a man honestly earn without wronging or oppressing some other man?" + +"Well, if you'll let me answer in English," said March, "I should say +about five thousand dollars a year. I name that figure because it's my +experience that I never could earn more; but the experience of other men +may be different, and if they tell me they can earn ten, or twenty, or +fifty thousand a year, I'm not prepared to say they can't do it." + +Lindau hardly waited for his answer. "Not the most gifted man that ever +lived, in the practice of any art or science, and paid at the highest +rate that exceptional genius could justly demand from those who have +worked for their money, could ever earn a million dollars. It is the +landlords and the merchant princes, the railroad kings and the coal +barons (the oppressors to whom you instinctively give the titles of +tyrants)--it is these that make the millions, but no man earns them. What +artist, what physician, what scientist, what poet was ever a +millionaire?" + +"I can only think of the poet Rogers," said March, amused by Lindau's +tirade. "But he was as exceptional as the other Rogers, the martyr, who +died with warm feet." Lindau had apparently not understood his joke, and +he went on, with the American ease of mind about everything: "But you +must allow, Lindau, that some of those fellows don't do so badly with +their guilty gains. Some of them give work to armies of poor people--" + +Lindau furiously interrupted: "Yes, when they have gathered their +millions together from the hunger and cold and nakedness and ruin and +despair of hundreds of thousands of other men, they 'give work' to the +poor! They give work! They allow their helpless brothers to earn enough +to keep life in them! They give work! Who is it gives toil, and where +will your rich men be when once the poor shall refuse to give toil? Why, +you have come to give me work!" + +March laughed outright. "Well, I'm not a millionaire, anyway, Lindau, and +I hope you won't make an example of me by refusing to give toil. I dare +say the millionaires deserve it, but I'd rather they wouldn't suffer in +my person." + +"No," returned the old man, mildly relaxing the fierce glare he had bent +upon March. "No man deserves to suffer at the hands of another. I lose +myself when I think of the injustice in the world. But I must not forget +that I am like the worst of them." + +"You might go up Fifth Avenue and live among the rich awhile, when you're +in danger of that," suggested March. "At any rate," he added, by an +impulse which he knew he could not justify to his wife, "I wish you'd +come some day and lunch with their emissary. I've been telling Mrs. March +about you, and I want her and the children to see you. Come over with +these things and report." He put his hand on the magazines as he rose. + +"I will come," said Lindau, gently. + +"Shall I give you your book?" asked March. + +"No; I gidt oap bretty soon." + +"And--and--can you dress yourself?" + +"I vhistle, and one of those lidtle fellowss comess. We haf to dake gare +of one another in a blace like this. Idt iss nodt like the worldt," said +Lindau, gloomily. + +March thought he ought to cheer him up. "Oh, it isn't such a bad world, +Lindau! After all, the average of millionaires is small in it." He added, +"And I don't believe there's an American living that could look at that +arm of yours and not wish to lend you a hand for the one you gave us +all." March felt this to be a fine turn, and his voice trembled slightly +in saying it. + +Lindau smiled grimly. "You think zo? I wouldn't moch like to drost 'em. +I've driedt idt too often." He began to speak German again fiercely: +"Besides, they owe me nothing. Do you think I knowingly gave my hand to +save this oligarchy of traders and tricksters, this aristocracy of +railroad wreckers and stock gamblers and mine-slave drivers and mill-serf +owners? No; I gave it to the slave; the slave--ha! ha! ha!--whom I helped +to unshackle to the common liberty of hunger and cold. And you think I +would be the beneficiary of such a state of things?" + +"I'm sorry to hear you talk so, Lindau," said March; "very sorry." He +stopped with a look of pain, and rose to go. Lindau suddenly broke into a +laugh and into English. + +"Oh, well, it is only dalk, Passil, and it toes me goodt. My parg is +worse than my pidte, I cuess. I pring these things roundt bretty soon. +Good-bye, Passil, my tear poy. Auf wiedersehen!" + + + + +XIII. + +March went away thinking of what Lindau had said, but not for the +impersonal significance of his words so much as for the light they cast +upon Lindau himself. He thought the words violent enough, but in +connection with what he remembered of the cheery, poetic, hopeful +idealist, they were even more curious than lamentable. In his own life of +comfortable reverie he had never heard any one talk so before, but he had +read something of the kind now and then in blatant labor newspapers which +he had accidentally fallen in with, and once at a strikers' meeting he +had heard rich people denounced with the same frenzy. He had made his own +reflections upon the tastelessness of the rhetoric, and the obvious +buncombe of the motive, and he had not taken the matter seriously. + +He could not doubt Lindau's sincerity, and he wondered how he came to +that way of thinking. From his experience of himself he accounted for a +prevailing literary quality in it; he decided it to be from Lindau's +reading and feeling rather than his reflection. That was the notion he +formed of some things he had met with in Ruskin to much the same effect; +he regarded them with amusement as the chimeras of a rhetorician run away +with by his phrases. + +But as to Lindau, the chief thing in his mind was a conception of the +droll irony of a situation in which so fervid a hater of millionaires +should be working, indirectly at least, for the prosperity of a man like +Dryfoos, who, as March understood, had got his money together out of +every gambler's chance in speculation, and all a schemer's thrift from +the error and need of others. The situation was not more incongruous, +however, than all the rest of the 'Every Other Week' affair. It seemed to +him that there were no crazy fortuities that had not tended to its +existence, and as time went on, and the day drew near for the issue of +the first number, the sense of this intensified till the whole lost at +moments the quality of a waking fact, and came to be rather a fantastic +fiction of sleep. + +Yet the heterogeneous forces did co-operate to a reality which March +could not deny, at least in their presence, and the first number was +representative of all their nebulous intentions in a tangible form. As a +result, it was so respectable that March began to respect these +intentions, began to respect himself for combining and embodying them in +the volume which appealed to him with a novel fascination, when the first +advance copy was laid upon his desk. Every detail of it was tiresomely +familiar already, but the whole had a fresh interest now. He now saw how +extremely fit and effective Miss Leighton's decorative design for the +cover was, printed in black and brick-red on the delicate gray tone of +the paper. It was at once attractive and refined, and he credited Beaton +with quite all he merited in working it over to the actual shape. The +touch and the taste of the art editor were present throughout the number. +As Fulkerson said, Beaton had caught on with the delicacy of a +humming-bird and the tenacity of a bulldog to the virtues of their +illustrative process, and had worked it for all it was worth. There were +seven papers in the number, and a poem on the last page of the cover, and +he had found some graphic comment for each. It was a larger proportion +than would afterward be allowed, but for once in a way it was allowed. +Fulkerson said they could not expect to get their money back on that +first number, anyway. Seven of the illustrations were Beaton's; two or +three he got from practised hands; the rest were the work of unknown +people which he had suggested, and then related and adapted with +unfailing ingenuity to the different papers. He handled the illustrations +with such sympathy as not to destroy their individual quality, and that +indefinable charm which comes from good amateur work in whatever art. He +rescued them from their weaknesses and errors, while he left in them the +evidence of the pleasure with which a clever young man, or a sensitive +girl, or a refined woman had done them. Inevitably from his manipulation, +however, the art of the number acquired homogeneity, and there was +nothing casual in its appearance. The result, March eagerly owned, was +better than the literary result, and he foresaw that the number would be +sold and praised chiefly for its pictures. Yet he was not ashamed of the +literature, and he indulged his admiration of it the more freely because +he had not only not written it, but in a way had not edited it. To be +sure, he had chosen all the material, but he had not voluntarily put it +all together for that number; it had largely put itself together, as +every number of every magazine does, and as it seems more and more to do, +in the experience of every editor. There had to be, of course, a story, +and then a sketch of travel. There was a literary essay and a social +essay; there was a dramatic trifle, very gay, very light; there was a +dashing criticism on the new pictures, the new plays, the new books, the +new fashions; and then there was the translation of a bit of vivid +Russian realism, which the editor owed to Lindau's exploration of the +foreign periodicals left with him; Lindau was himself a romanticist of +the Victor Hugo sort, but he said this fragment of Dostoyevski was good +of its kind. The poem was a bit of society verse, with a backward look +into simpler and wholesomer experiences. + +Fulkerson was extremely proud of the number; but he said it was too +good--too good from every point of view. The cover was too good, and the +paper was too good, and that device of rough edges, which got over the +objection to uncut leaves while it secured their aesthetic effect, was a +thing that he trembled for, though he rejoiced in it as a stroke of the +highest genius. It had come from Beaton at the last moment, as a +compromise, when the problem of the vulgar croppiness of cut leaves and +the unpopularity of uncut leaves seemed to have no solution but suicide. +Fulkerson was still morally crawling round on his hands and knees, as he +said, in abject gratitude at Beaton's feet, though he had his qualms, his +questions; and he declared that Beaton was the most inspired ass since +Balaam's. "We're all asses, of course," he admitted, in semi-apology to +March; "but we're no such asses as Beaton." He said that if the tasteful +decorativeness of the thing did not kill it with the public outright, its +literary excellence would give it the finishing stroke. Perhaps that +might be overlooked in the impression of novelty which a first number +would give, but it must never happen again. He implored March to promise +that it should never happen again; he said their only hope was in the +immediate cheapening of the whole affair. It was bad enough to give the +public too much quantity for their money, but to throw in such quality as +that was simply ruinous; it must be stopped. These were the expressions +of his intimate moods; every front that he presented to the public wore a +glow of lofty, of devout exultation. His pride in the number gushed out +in fresh bursts of rhetoric to every one whom he could get to talk with +him about it. He worked the personal kindliness of the press to the +utmost. He did not mind making himself ridiculous or becoming a joke in +the good cause, as he called it. He joined in the applause when a +humorist at the club feigned to drop dead from his chair at Fulkerson's +introduction of the topic, and he went on talking that first number into +the surviving spectators. He stood treat upon all occasions, and he +lunched attaches of the press at all hours. He especially befriended the +correspondents of the newspapers of other cities, for, as he explained to +March, those fellows could give him any amount of advertising simply as +literary gossip. Many of the fellows were ladies who could not be so +summarily asked out to lunch, but Fulkerson's ingenuity was equal to +every exigency, and he contrived somehow to make each of these feel that +she had been possessed of exclusive information. There was a moment when +March conjectured a willingness in Fulkerson to work Mrs. March into the +advertising department, by means of a tea to these ladies and their +friends which she should administer in his apartment, but he did not +encourage Fulkerson to be explicit, and the moment passed. Afterward, +when he told his wife about it, he was astonished to find that she would +not have minded doing it for Fulkerson, and he experienced another proof +of the bluntness of the feminine instincts in some directions, and of the +personal favor which Fulkerson seemed to enjoy with the whole sex. This +alone was enough to account for the willingness of these correspondents +to write about the first number, but March accused him of sending it to +their addresses with boxes of Jacqueminot roses and Huyler candy. + +Fulkerson let him enjoy his joke. He said that he would do that or +anything else for the good cause, short of marrying the whole circle of +female correspondents. + +March was inclined to hope that if the first number had been made too +good for the country at large, the more enlightened taste of metropolitan +journalism would invite a compensating favor for it in New York. But +first Fulkerson and then the event proved him wrong. In spite of the +quality of the magazine, and in spite of the kindness which so many +newspaper men felt for Fulkerson, the notices in the New York papers +seemed grudging and provisional to the ardor of the editor. A merit in +the work was acknowledged, and certain defects in it for which March had +trembled were ignored; but the critics astonished him by selecting for +censure points which he was either proud of or had never noticed; which +being now brought to his notice he still could not feel were faults. He +owned to Fulkerson that if they had said so and so against it, he could +have agreed with them, but that to say thus and so was preposterous; and +that if the advertising had not been adjusted with such generous +recognition of the claims of the different papers, he should have known +the counting-room was at the bottom of it. As it was, he could only +attribute it to perversity or stupidity. It was certainly stupid to +condemn a magazine novelty like 'Every Other Week' for being novel; and +to augur that if it failed, it would fail through its departure from the +lines on which all the other prosperous magazines had been built, was in +the last degree perverse, and it looked malicious. The fact that it was +neither exactly a book nor a magazine ought to be for it and not against +it, since it would invade no other field; it would prosper on no ground +but its own. + + + + +XIV. + +The more March thought of the injustice of the New York press (which had +not, however, attacked the literary quality of the number) the more +bitterly he resented it; and his wife's indignation superheated his own. +'Every Other Week' had become a very personal affair with the whole +family; the children shared their parents' disgust; Belle was outspoken +in, her denunciations of a venal press. Mrs. March saw nothing but ruin +ahead, and began tacitly to plan a retreat to Boston, and an +establishment retrenched to the basis of two thousand a year. She shed +some secret tears in anticipation of the privations which this must +involve; but when Fulkerson came to see March rather late the night of +the publication day, she nobly told him that if the worst came to the +worst she could only have the kindliest feeling toward him, and should +not regard him as in the slightest degree responsible. + +"Oh, hold on, hold on!" he protested. "You don't think we've made a +failure, do you?" + +"Why, of course," she faltered, while March remained gloomily silent. + +"Well, I guess we'll wait for the official count, first. Even New York +hasn't gone against us, and I guess there's a majority coming down to +Harlem River that could sweep everything before it, anyway." + +"What do you mean, Fulkerson?" March demanded, sternly. + +"Oh, nothing! Only, the 'News Company' has ordered ten thousand now; and +you know we had to give them the first twenty on commission." + +"What do you mean?" March repeated; his wife held her breath. + +"I mean that the first number is a booming success already, and that it's +going to a hundred thousand before it stops. That unanimity and variety +of censure in the morning papers, combined with the attractiveness of the +thing itself, has cleared every stand in the city, and now if the favor +of the country press doesn't turn the tide against us, our fortune's +made." The Marches remained dumb. "Why, look here! Didn't I tell you +those criticisms would be the making of us, when they first began to turn +you blue this morning, March?" + +"He came home to lunch perfectly sick," said Mrs. March; "and I wouldn't +let him go back again." + +"Didn't I tell you so?" Fulkerson persisted. + +March could not remember that he had, or that he had been anything but +incoherently and hysterically jocose over the papers, but he said, "Yes, +yes--I think so." + +"I knew it from the start," said Fulkerson. "The only other person who +took those criticisms in the right spirit was Mother Dryfoos--I've just +been bolstering up the Dryfoos family. She had them read to her by Mrs. +Mandel, and she understood them to be all the most flattering prophecies +of success. Well, I didn't read between the lines to that extent, quite; +but I saw that they were going to help us, if there was anything in us, +more than anything that could have been done. And there was something in +us! I tell you, March, that seven-shooting self-cocking donkey of a +Beaton has given us the greatest start! He's caught on like a mouse. He's +made the thing awfully chic; it's jimmy; there's lots of dog about it. +He's managed that process so that the illustrations look as expensive as +first-class wood-cuts, and they're cheaper than chromos. He's put style +into the whole thing." + +"Oh yes," said March, with eager meekness, "it's Beaton that's done it." + +Fulkerson read jealousy of Beaton in Mrs. March's face. "Beaton has given +us the start because his work appeals to the eye. There's no denying that +the pictures have sold this first number; but I expect the literature of +this first number to sell the pictures of the second. I've been reading +it all over, nearly, since I found how the cat was jumping; I was anxious +about it, and I tell you, old man, it's good. Yes, sir! I was afraid +maybe you had got it too good, with that Boston refinement of yours; but +I reckon you haven't. I'll risk it. I don't see how you got so much +variety into so few things, and all of them palpitant, all of 'em on the +keen jump with actuality." + +The mixture of American slang with the jargon of European criticism in +Fulkerson's talk made March smile, but his wife did not seem to notice it +in her exultation. "That is just what I say," she broke in. "It's +perfectly wonderful. I never was anxious about it a moment, except, as +you say, Mr. Fulkerson, I was afraid it might be too good." + +They went on in an antiphony of praise till March said: "Really, I don't +see what's left me but to strike for higher wages. I perceive that I'm +indispensable." + +"Why, old man, you're coming in on the divvy, you know," said Fulkerson. + +They both laughed, and when Fulkerson was gone, Mrs. March asked her +husband what a divvy was. + +"It's a chicken before it's hatched." + +"No! Truly?" + +He explained, and she began to spend the divvy. + +At Mrs. Leighton's Fulkerson gave Alma all the honor of the success; he +told her mother that the girl's design for the cover had sold every +number, and Mrs. Leighton believed him. + +"Well, Ah think Ah maght have some of the glory," Miss Woodburn pouted. +"Where am Ah comin' in?" + +"You're coming in on the cover of the next number," said Fulkerson. +"We're going to have your face there; Miss Leighton's going to sketch it +in." He said this reckless of the fact that he had already shown them the +design of the second number, which was Beaton's weird bit of gas-country +landscape. + +"Ah don't see why you don't wrahte the fiction for your magazine, Mr. +Fulkerson," said the girl. + +This served to remind Fulkerson of something. He turned to her father. +"I'll tell you what, Colonel Woodburn, I want Mr. March to see some +chapters of that book of yours. I've been talking to him about it." + +"I do not think it would add to the popularity of your periodical, sir," +said the Colonel, with a stately pleasure in being asked. "My views of a +civilization based upon responsible slavery would hardly be acceptable to +your commercialized society." + +"Well, not as a practical thing, of course," Fulkerson admitted. "But as +something retrospective, speculative, I believe it would make a hit. +There's so much going on now about social questions; I guess people would +like to read it." + +"I do not know that my work is intended to amuse people," said the +Colonel, with some state. + +"Mah goodness! Ah only wish it WAS, then," said his daughter; and she +added: "Yes, Mr. Fulkerson, the Colonel will be very glad to submit +po'tions of his woak to yo' edito'. We want to have some of the honaw. +Perhaps we can say we helped to stop yo' magazine, if we didn't help to +stawt it." + +They all laughed at her boldness, and Fulkerson said: "It'll take a good +deal more than that to stop 'Every Other Week'. The Colonel's whole book +couldn't do it." Then he looked unhappy, for Colonel Woodburn did not +seem to enjoy his reassuring words; but Miss Woodburn came to his rescue. +"You maght illustrate it with the po'trait of the awthoris daughtaw, if +it's too late for the covah." + +"Going to have that in every number, Miss Woodburn!" he cried. + +"Oh, mah goodness!" she said, with mock humility. + +Alma sat looking at her piquant head, black, unconsciously outlined +against the lamp, as she sat working by the table. "Just keep still a +moment!" + +She got her sketch-block and pencils, and began to draw; Fulkerson tilted +himself forward and looked over her shoulder; he smiled outwardly; +inwardly he was divided between admiration of Miss Woodburn's arch beauty +and appreciation of the skill which reproduced it; at the same time he +was trying to remember whether March had authorized him to go so far as +to ask for a sight of Colonel Woodburn's manuscript. He felt that he had +trenched upon March's province, and he framed one apology to the editor +for bringing him the manuscript, and another to the author for bringing +it back. + +"Most Ah hold raght still like it was a photograph?" asked Miss Woodburn. +"Can Ah toak?" + +"Talk all you want," said Alma, squinting her eyes. "And you needn't be +either adamantine, nor yet--wooden." + +"Oh, ho' very good of you! Well, if Ah can toak--go on, Mr. Fulkerson!" + +"Me talk? I can't breathe till this thing is done!" sighed Fulkerson; at +that point of his mental drama the Colonel was behaving rustily about the +return of his manuscript, and he felt that he was looking his last on +Miss Woodburn's profile. + +"Is she getting it raght?" asked the girl. + +"I don't know which is which," said Fulkerson. + +"Oh, Ah hope Ah shall! Ah don't want to go round feelin' like a sheet of +papah half the time." + +"You could rattle on, just the same," suggested Alma. + +"Oh, now! Jost listen to that, Mr. Fulkerson. Do you call that any way to +toak to people?" + +"You might know which you were by the color," Fulkerson began, and then +he broke off from the personal consideration with a business inspiration, +and smacked himself on the knee, "We could print it in color!" + +Mrs. Leighton gathered up her sewing and held it with both hands in her +lap, while she came round, and looked critically at the sketch and the +model over her glasses. "It's very good, Alma," she said. + +Colonel Woodburn remained restively on his side of the table. "Of course, +Mr. Fulkerson, you were jesting, sir, when you spoke of printing a sketch +of my daughter." + +"Why, I don't know--If you object--? + +"I do, sir--decidedly," said the Colonel. + +"Then that settles it, of course,--I only meant--" + +"Indeed it doesn't!" cried the girl. "Who's to know who it's from? Ah'm +jost set on havin' it printed! Ah'm going to appear as the head of +Slavery--in opposition to the head of Liberty." + +"There'll be a revolution inside of forty-eight hours, and we'll have the +Colonel's system going wherever a copy of 'Every Other Week' circulates," +said Fulkerson. + +"This sketch belongs to me," Alma interposed. "I'm not going to let it be +printed." + +"Oh, mah goodness!" said Miss Woodburn, laughing good-humoredly. "That's +becose you were brought up to hate slavery." + +"I should like Mr. Beaton to see it," said Mrs. Leighton, in a sort of +absent tone. She added, to Fulkerson: "I rather expected he might be in +to-night." + +"Well, if he comes we'll leave it to Beaton," Fulkerson said, with relief +in the solution, and an anxious glance at the Colonel, across the table, +to see how he took that form of the joke. Miss Woodburn intercepted his +glance and laughed, and Fulkerson laughed, too, but rather forlornly. + +Alma set her lips primly and turned her head first on one side and then +on the other to look at the sketch. "I don't think we'll leave it to Mr. +Beaton, even if he comes." + +"We left the other design for the cover to Beaton," Fulkerson insinuated. +"I guess you needn't be afraid of him." + +"Is it a question of my being afraid?" Alma asked; she seemed coolly +intent on her drawing. + +"Miss Leighton thinks he ought to be afraid of her," Miss Woodburn +explained. + +"It's a question of his courage, then?" said Alma. + +"Well, I don't think there are many young ladies that Beaton's afraid +of," said Fulkerson, giving himself the respite of this purely random +remark, while he interrogated the faces of Mrs. Leighton and Colonel +Woodburn for some light upon the tendency of their daughters' words. + +He was not helped by Mrs. Leighton's saying, with a certain anxiety, "I +don't know what you mean, Mr. Fulkerson." + +"Well, you're as much in the dark as I am myself, then," said Fulkerson. +"I suppose I meant that Beaton is rather--a--favorite, you know. The +women like him." + +Mrs. Leighton sighed, and Colonel Woodburn rose and left the room. + +In the silence that followed, Fulkerson looked from one lady to the other +with dismay. "I seem to have put my foot in it, somehow," he suggested, +and Miss Woodburn gave a cry of laughter. + +"Poo' Mr. Fulkerson! Poo' Mr. Fulkerson! Papa thoat you wanted him to +go." + +"Wanted him to go?" repeated Fulkerson. + +"We always mention Mr. Beaton when we want to get rid of papa." + +"Well, it seems to me that I have noticed that he didn't take much +interest in Beaton, as a general topic. But I don't know that I ever saw +it drive him out of the room before!" + +"Well, he isn't always so bad," said Miss Woodburn. "But it was a case of +hate at first sight, and it seems to be growin' on papa." + +"Well, I can understand that," said Fulkerson. "The impulse to destroy +Beaton is something that everybody has to struggle against at the start." + +"I must say, Mr. Fulkerson," said Mrs. Leighton, in the tremor through +which she nerved herself to differ openly with any one she liked, "I +never had to struggle with anything of the kind, in regard to Mr. Beaton. +He has always been most respectful and--and--considerate, with me, +whatever he has been with others." + +"Well, of course, Mrs. Leighton!" Fulkerson came back in a soothing tone. +"But you see you're the rule that proves the exception. I was speaking of +the way men felt about Beaton. It's different with ladies; I just said +so." + +"Is it always different?" Alma asked, lifting her head and her hand from +her drawing, and staring at it absently. + +Fulkerson pushed both his hands through his whiskers. "Look here! Look +here!" he said. "Won't somebody start some other subject? We haven't had +the weather up yet, have we? Or the opera? What is the matter with a few +remarks about politics?" + +"Why, Ah thoat you lahked to toak about the staff of yo' magazine," said +Miss Woodburn. + +"Oh, I do!" said Fulkerson. "But not always about the same member of it. +He gets monotonous, when he doesn't get complicated. I've just come round +from the Marches'," he added, to Mrs. Leighton. + +"I suppose they've got thoroughly settled in their apartment by this +time." Mrs. Leighton said something like this whenever the Marches were +mentioned. At the bottom of her heart she had not forgiven them for not +taking her rooms; she had liked their looks so much; and she was always +hoping that they were uncomfortable or dissatisfied; she could not help +wanting them punished a little. + +"Well, yes; as much as they ever will be," Fulkerson answered. "The +Boston style is pretty different, you know; and the Marches are +old-fashioned folks, and I reckon they never went in much for bric-a-brac. +They've put away nine or ten barrels of dragon candlesticks, but they +keep finding new ones." + +"Their landlady has just joined our class," said Alma. "Isn't her name +Green? She happened to see my copy of 'Every Other Week', and said she +knew the editor; and told me." + +"Well, it's a little world," said Fulkerson. "You seem to be touching +elbows with everybody. Just think of your having had our head translator +for a model." + +"Ah think that your whole publication revolves aroand the Leighton +family," said Miss Woodburn. + +"That's pretty much so," Fulkerson admitted. "Anyhow, the publisher seems +disposed to do so." + +"Are you the publisher? I thought it was Mr. Dryfoos," said Alma. + +"It is." + +"Oh!" + +The tone and the word gave Fulkerson a discomfort which he promptly +confessed. "Missed again." + +The girls laughed, and he regained something of his lost spirits, and +smiled upon their gayety, which lasted beyond any apparent reason for it. + +Miss Woodburn asked, "And is Mr. Dryfoos senio' anything like ouah Mr. +Dryfoos?" + +"Not the least." + +"But he's jost as exemplary?" + +"Yes; in his way." + +"Well, Ah wish Ah could see all those pinks of puffection togethah, +once." + +"Why, look here! I've been thinking I'd celebrate a little, when the old +gentleman gets back. Have a little supper--something of that kind. How +would you like to let me have your parlors for it, Mrs. Leighton? You +ladies could stand on the stairs, and have a peep at us, in the bunch." + +"Oh, mah! What a privilege! And will Miss Alma be there, with the othah +contributors? Ah shall jost expah of envy!" + +"She won't be there in person," said Fulkerson, "but she'll be +represented by the head of the art department." + +"Mah goodness! And who'll the head of the publishing department +represent?" + +"He can represent you," said Alma. + +"Well, Ah want to be represented, someho'." + +"We'll have the banquet the night before you appear on the cover of our +fourth number," said Fulkerson. + +"Ah thoat that was doubly fo'bidden," said Miss Woodburn. "By the stern +parent and the envious awtust." + +"We'll get Beaton to get round them, somehow. I guess we can trust him to +manage that." + +Mrs. Leighton sighed her resentment of the implication. + +"I always feel that Mr. Beaton doesn't do himself justice," she began. + +Fulkerson could not forego the chance of a joke. "Well, maybe he would +rather temper justice with mercy in a case like his." This made both the +younger ladies laugh. "I judge this is my chance to get off with my +life," he added, and he rose as he spoke. "Mrs. Leighton, I am about the +only man of my sex who doesn't thirst for Beaton's blood most of the +time. But I know him and I don't. He's more kinds of a good fellow than +people generally understand. He doesn't wear his heart upon his +sleeve--not his ulster sleeve, anyway. You can always count me on your +side when it's a question of finding Beaton not guilty if he'll leave the +State." + +Alma set her drawing against the wall, in rising to say goodnight to +Fulkerson. He bent over on his stick to look at it. "Well, it's +beautiful," he sighed, with unconscious sincerity. + +Alma made him a courtesy of mock modesty. "Thanks to Miss Woodburn!" + +"Oh no! All she had to do was simply to stay put." + +"Don't you think Ah might have improved it if Ah had looked better?" the +girl asked, gravely. + +"Oh, you couldn't!" said Fulkerson, and he went off triumphant in their +applause and their cries of "Which? which?" + +Mrs. Leighton sank deep into an accusing gloom when at last she found +herself alone with her daughter. "I don't know what you are thinking +about, Alma Leighton. If you don't like Mr. Beaton--" + +"I don't." + +"You don't? You know better than that. You know that, you did care for +him." + +"Oh! that's a very different thing. That's a thing that can be got over." + +"Got over!" repeated Mrs. Leighton, aghast. + +"Of course, it can! Don't be romantic, mamma. People get over dozens of +such fancies. They even marry for love two or three times." + +"Never!" cried her mother, doing her best to feel shocked; and at last +looking it. + +Her looking it had no effect upon Alma. "You can easily get over caring +for people; but you can't get over liking them--if you like them because +they are sweet and good. That's what lasts. I was a simple goose, and he +imposed upon me because he was a sophisticated goose. Now the case is +reversed." + +"He does care for you, now. You can see it. Why do you encourage him to +come here?" + +"I don't," said Alma. "I will tell him to keep away if you like. But +whether he comes or goes, it will be the same." + +"Not to him, Alma! He is in love with you!" + +"He has never said so." + +"And you would really let him say so, when you intend to refuse him?" + +"I can't very well refuse him till he does say so." + +This was undeniable. Mrs. Leighton could only demand, in an awful tone, +"May I ask why--if you cared for him; and I know you care for him still +you will refuse him?" + +Alma laughed. "Because--because I'm wedded to my Art, and I'm not going +to commit bigamy, whatever I do." + +"Alma!" + +"Well, then, because I don't like him--that is, I don't believe in him, +and don't trust him. He's fascinating, but he's false and he's fickle. He +can't help it, I dare say." + +"And you are perfectly hard. Is it possible that you were actually +pleased to have Mr. Fulkerson tease you about Mr. Dryfoos?" + +"Oh, good-night, now, mamma! This is becoming personal." + + +PG EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + + Artists never do anything like other people + Ballast of her instinctive despondency + Clinging persistence of such natures + Dividend: It's a chicken before it's hatched + Gayety, which lasted beyond any apparent reason for it + Hopeful recklessness + How much can a man honestly earn without wronging or oppressing + I cannot endure this--this hopefulness of yours + If you dread harm enough it is less likely to happen + It must be your despair that helps you to bear up + Marry for love two or three times + No man deserves to suffer at the hands of another + Patience with mediocrity putting on the style of genius + Person talks about taking lessons, as if they could learn it + Say when he is gone that the woman gets along better without him + Shouldn't ca' fo' the disgrace of bein' poo'--its inconvenience + Timidity of the elder in the presence of the younger man + + + + +THIRD PART + + +I. + +The scheme of a banquet to celebrate the initial success of 'Every Other +Week' expanded in Fulkerson's fancy into a series. Instead of the +publishing and editorial force, with certain of the more representative +artists and authors sitting down to a modest supper in Mrs. Leighton's +parlors, he conceived of a dinner at Delmonico's, with the principal +literary and artistic, people throughout the country as guests, and an +inexhaustible hospitality to reporters and correspondents, from whom +paragraphs, prophetic and historic, would flow weeks before and after the +first of the series. He said the thing was a new departure in magazines; +it amounted to something in literature as radical as the American +Revolution in politics: it was the idea of self government in the arts; +and it was this idea that had never yet been fully developed in regard to +it. That was what must be done in the speeches at the dinner, and the +speeches must be reported. Then it would go like wildfire. He asked March +whether he thought Mr. Depew could be got to come; Mark Twain, he was +sure, would come; he was a literary man. They ought to invite Mr. Evarts, +and the Cardinal and the leading Protestant divines. His ambition stopped +at nothing, nothing but the question of expense; there he had to wait the +return of the elder Dryfoos from the West, and Dryfoos was still delayed +at Moffitt, and Fulkerson openly confessed that he was afraid he would +stay there till his own enthusiasm escaped in other activities, other +plans. + +Fulkerson was as little likely as possible to fall under a superstitious +subjection to another man; but March could not help seeing that in this +possible measure Dryfoos was Fulkerson's fetish. He did not revere him, +March decided, because it was not in Fulkerson's nature to revere +anything; he could like and dislike, but he could not respect. +Apparently, however, Dryfoos daunted him somehow; and besides the homage +which those who have not pay to those who have, Fulkerson rendered +Dryfoos the tribute of a feeling which March could only define as a sort +of bewilderment. As well as March could make out, this feeling was evoked +by the spectacle of Dryfoos's unfailing luck, which Fulkerson was fond of +dazzling himself with. It perfectly consisted with a keen sense of +whatever was sordid and selfish in a man on whom his career must have had +its inevitable effect. He liked to philosophize the case with March, to +recall Dryfoos as he was when he first met him still somewhat in the sap, +at Moffitt, and to study the processes by which he imagined him to have +dried into the hardened speculator, without even the pretence to any +advantage but his own in his ventures. He was aware of painting the +character too vividly, and he warned March not to accept it exactly in +those tints, but to subdue them and shade it for himself. He said that +where his advantage was not concerned, there was ever so much good in +Dryfoos, and that if in some things he had grown inflexible, he had +expanded in others to the full measure of the vast scale on which he did +business. It had seemed a little odd to March that a man should put money +into such an enterprise as 'Every Other Week' and go off about other +affairs, not only without any sign of anxiety, but without any sort of +interest. But Fulkerson said that was the splendid side of Dryfoos. He +had a courage, a magnanimity, that was equal to the strain of any such +uncertainty. He had faced the music once for all, when he asked Fulkerson +what the thing would cost in the different degrees of potential failure; +and then he had gone off, leaving everything to Fulkerson and the younger +Dryfoos, with the instruction simply to go ahead and not bother him about +it. Fulkerson called that pretty tall for an old fellow who used to +bewail the want of pigs and chickens to occupy his mind. He alleged it as +another proof of the versatility of the American mind, and of the +grandeur of institutions and opportunities that let every man grow to his +full size, so that any man in America could run the concern if necessary. +He believed that old Dryfoos could step into Bismarck's shoes and run the +German Empire at ten days' notice, or about as long as it would take him +to go from New York to Berlin. But Bismarck would not know anything about +Dryfoos's plans till Dryfoos got ready to show his hand. Fulkerson +himself did not pretend to say what the old man had been up to since he +went West. He was at Moffitt first, and then he was at Chicago, and then +he had gone out to Denver to look after some mines he had out there, and +a railroad or two; and now he was at Moffitt again. He was supposed to be +closing up his affairs there, but nobody could say. + +Fulkerson told March the morning after Dryfoos returned that he had not +only not pulled out at Moffitt, but had gone in deeper, ten times deeper +than ever. He was in a royal good-humor, Fulkerson reported, and was +going to drop into the office on his way up from the Street (March +understood Wall Street) that afternoon. He was tickled to death with +'Every Other Week' so far as it had gone, and was anxious to pay his +respects to the editor. + +March accounted for some rhetoric in this, but let it flatter him, and +prepared himself for a meeting about which he could see that Fulkerson +was only less nervous than he had shown himself about the public +reception of the first number. It gave March a disagreeable feeling of +being owned and of being about to be inspected by his proprietor; but he +fell back upon such independence as he could find in the thought of those +two thousand dollars of income beyond the caprice of his owner, and +maintained an outward serenity. + +He was a little ashamed afterward of the resolution it had cost him to do +so. It was not a question of Dryfoos's physical presence: that was rather +effective than otherwise, and carried a suggestion of moneyed +indifference to convention in the gray business suit of provincial cut, +and the low, wide-brimmed hat of flexible black felt. He had a stick with +an old-fashioned top of buckhorn worn smooth and bright by the palm of +his hand, which had not lost its character in fat, and which had a +history of former work in its enlarged knuckles, though it was now as +soft as March's, and must once have been small even for a man of Mr. +Dryfoos's stature; he was below the average size. But what struck March +was the fact that Dryfoos seemed furtively conscious of being a country +person, and of being aware that in their meeting he was to be tried by +other tests than those which would have availed him as a shrewd +speculator. He evidently had some curiosity about March, as the first of +his kind whom he had encountered; some such curiosity as the country +school trustee feels and tries to hide in the presence of the new +schoolmaster. But the whole affair was, of course, on a higher plane; on +one side Dryfoos was much more a man of the world than March was, and he +probably divined this at once, and rested himself upon the fact in a +measure. It seemed to be his preference that his son should introduce +them, for he came upstairs with Conrad, and they had fairly made +acquaintance before Fulkerson joined them. + +Conrad offered to leave them at once, but his father made him stay. "I +reckon Mr. March and I haven't got anything so private to talk about that +we want to keep it from the other partners. Well, Mr. March, are you +getting used to New York yet? It takes a little time." + +"Oh yes. But not so much time as most places. Everybody belongs more or +less in New York; nobody has to belong here altogether." + +"Yes, that is so. You can try it, and go away if you don't like it a good +deal easier than you could from a smaller place. Wouldn't make so much +talk, would it?" He glanced at March with a jocose light in his shrewd +eyes. "That is the way I feel about it all the time: just visiting. Now, +it wouldn't be that way in Boston, I reckon?" + +"You couldn't keep on visiting there your whole life," said March. + +Dryfoos laughed, showing his lower teeth in a way that was at once simple +and fierce. "Mr. Fulkerson didn't hardly know as he could get you to +leave. I suppose you got used to it there. I never been in your city." + +"I had got used to it; but it was hardly my city, except by marriage. My +wife's a Bostonian." + +"She's been a little homesick here, then," said Dryfoos, with a smile of +the same quality as his laugh. + +"Less than I expected," said March. "Of course, she was very much +attached to our old home." + +"I guess my wife won't ever get used to New York," said Dryfoos, and he +drew in his lower lip with a sharp sigh. "But my girls like it; they're +young. You never been out our way yet, Mr. March? Out West?" + +"Well, only for the purpose of being born, and brought up. I used to live +in Crawfordsville, and then Indianapolis." + +"Indianapolis is bound to be a great place," said Dryfoos. "I remember +now, Mr. Fulkerson told me you was from our State." He went on to brag of +the West, as if March were an Easterner and had to be convinced. "You +ought to see all that country. It's a great country." + +"Oh yes," said March, "I understand that." He expected the praise of the +great West to lead up to some comment on 'Every Other Week'; and there +was abundant suggestion of that topic in the manuscripts, proofs of +letter-press and illustrations, with advance copies of the latest number +strewn over his table. + +But Dryfoos apparently kept himself from looking at these things. He +rolled his head about on his shoulders to take in the character of the +room, and said to his son, "You didn't change the woodwork, after all." + +"No; the architect thought we had better let it be, unless we meant to +change the whole place. He liked its being old-fashioned." + +"I hope you feel comfortable here, Mr. March," the old man said, bringing +his eyes to bear upon him again after their tour of inspection. + +"Too comfortable for a working-man," said March, and he thought that this +remark must bring them to some talk about his work, but the proprietor +only smiled again. + +"I guess I sha'n't lose much on this house," he returned, as if musing +aloud. "This down-town property is coming up. Business is getting in on +all these side streets. I thought I paid a pretty good price for it, +too." He went on to talk of real estate, and March began to feel a +certain resentment at his continued avoidance of the only topic in which +they could really have a common interest. "You live down this way +somewhere, don't you?" the old man concluded. + +"Yes. I wished to be near my work." March was vexed with himself for +having recurred to it; but afterward he was not sure but Dryfoos shared +his own diffidence in the matter, and was waiting for him to bring it +openly into the talk. At times he seemed wary and masterful, and then +March felt that he was being examined and tested; at others so simple +that March might well have fancied that he needed encouragement, and +desired it. He talked of his wife and daughters in a way that invited +March to say friendly things of his family, which appeared to give the +old man first an undue pleasure and then a final distrust. At moments he +turned, with an effect of finding relief in it, to his son and spoke to +him across March of matters which he was unacquainted with; he did not +seem aware that this was rude, but the young man must have felt it so; he +always brought the conversation back, and once at some cost to himself +when his father made it personal. + +"I want to make a regular New York business man out of that fellow," he +said to March, pointing at Conrad with his stick. "You s'pose I'm ever +going to do it?" + +"Well, I don't know," said March, trying to fall in with the joke. "Do +you mean nothing but a business man?" + +The old man laughed at whatever latent meaning he fancied in this, and +said: "You think he would be a little too much for me there? Well, I've +seen enough of 'em to know it don't always take a large pattern of a man +to do a large business. But I want him to get the business training, and +then if he wants to go into something else he knows what the world is, +anyway. Heigh?" + +"Oh yes!" March assented, with some compassion for the young man +reddening patiently under his father's comment. + +Dryfoos went on as if his son were not in hearing. "Now that boy wanted +to be a preacher. What does a preacher know about the world he preaches +against when he's been brought up a preacher? He don't know so much as a +bad little boy in his Sunday-school; he knows about as much as a girl. I +always told him, You be a man first, and then you be a preacher, if you +want to. Heigh?" + +"Precisely." March began to feel some compassion for himself in being +witness of the young fellow's discomfort under his father's homily. + +"When we first come to New York, I told him, Now here's your chance to +see the world on a big scale. You know already what work and saving and +steady habits and sense will bring a man, to; you don't want to go round +among the rich; you want to go among the poor, and see what laziness and +drink and dishonesty and foolishness will bring men to. And I guess he +knows, about as well as anybody; and if he ever goes to preaching he'll +know what he's preaching about." The old man smiled his fierce, simple +smile, and in his sharp eyes March fancied contempt of the ambition he +had balked in his son. The present scene must have been one of many +between them, ending in meek submission on the part of the young man, +whom his father, perhaps without realizing his cruelty, treated as a +child. March took it hard that he should be made to suffer in the +presence of a co-ordinate power like himself, and began to dislike the +old man out of proportion to his offence, which might have been mere want +of taste, or an effect of mere embarrassment before him. But evidently, +whatever rebellion his daughters had carried through against him, he had +kept his dominion over this gentle spirit unbroken. March did not choose +to make any response, but to let him continue, if he would, entirely upon +his own impulse. + + + + +II. + +A silence followed, of rather painful length. It was broken by the cheery +voice of Fulkerson, sent before him to herald Fulkerson's cheery person. +"Well, I suppose you've got the glorious success of 'Every Other Week' +down pretty cold in your talk by this time. I should have been up sooner +to join you, but I was nipping a man for the last page of the cover. I +guess we'll have to let the Muse have that for an advertisement instead +of a poem the next time, March. Well, the old gentleman given you boys +your scolding?" The person of Fulkerson had got into the room long before +he reached this question, and had planted itself astride a chair. +Fulkerson looked over the chairback, now at March, and now at the elder +Dryfoos as he spoke. + +March answered him. "I guess we must have been waiting for you, +Fulkerson. At any rate, we hadn't got to the scolding yet." + +"Why, I didn't suppose Mr. Dryfoos could 'a' held in so long. I +understood he was awful mad at the way the thing started off, and wanted +to give you a piece of his mind, when he got at you. I inferred as much +from a remark that he made." March and Dryfoos looked foolish, as men do +when made the subject of this sort of merry misrepresentation. + +"I reckon my scolding will keep awhile yet," said the old man, dryly. + +"Well, then, I guess it's a good chance to give Mr. Dryfoos an idea of +what we've really done--just while we're resting, as Artemus Ward says. +Heigh, March?" + +"I will let you blow the trumpet, Fulkerson. I think it belongs strictly +to the advertising department," said March. He now distinctly resented +the old man's failure to say anything to him of the magazine; he made his +inference that it was from a suspicion of his readiness to presume upon a +recognition of his share in the success, and he was determined to second +no sort of appeal for it. + +"The advertising department is the heart and soul of every business," +said Fulkerson, hardily, "and I like to keep my hand in with a little +practise on the trumpet in private. I don't believe Mr. Dryfoos has got +any idea of the extent of this thing. He's been out among those +Rackensackens, where we were all born, and he's read the notices in their +seven by nine dailies, and he's seen the thing selling on the cars, and +he thinks he appreciates what's been done. But I should just like to take +him round in this little old metropolis awhile, and show him 'Every Other +Week' on the centre tables of the millionaires--the Vanderbilts and the +Astors--and in the homes of culture and refinement everywhere, and let +him judge for himself. It's the talk of the clubs and the dinner-tables; +children cry for it; it's the Castoria of literature and the Pearline of +art, the 'Won't-be-happy-till-he-gets-it of every enlightened man, +woman, and child in this vast city. I knew we could capture the country; +but, my goodness! I didn't expect to have New York fall into our hands at +a blow. But that's just exactly what New York has done. 'Every Other Week' +supplies the long-felt want that's been grinding round in New York and +keeping it awake nights ever since the war. It's the culmination of all +the high and ennobling ideals of the past." + +"How much," asked Dryfoos, "do you expect to get out of it the first +year, if it keeps the start it's got?" + +"Comes right down to business, every time!" said Fulkerson, referring the +characteristic to March with a delighted glance. "Well, sir, if +everything works right, and we get rain enough to fill up the springs, +and it isn't a grasshopper year, I expect to clear above all expenses +something in the neighborhood of twenty-five thousand dollars." + +"Humph! And you are all going to work a year--editor, manager, publisher, +artists, writers, printers, and the rest of 'em--to clear twenty-five +thousand dollars?--I made that much in half a day in Moffitt once. I see +it made in half a minute in Wall Street, sometimes." The old man +presented this aspect of the case with a good-natured contempt, which +included Fulkerson and his enthusiasm in an obvious liking. + +His son suggested, "But when we make that money here, no one loses it." + +"Can you prove that?" His father turned sharply upon him. "Whatever is +won is lost. It's all a game; it don't make any difference what you bet +on. Business is business, and a business man takes his risks with his +eyes open." + +"Ah, but the glory!" Fulkerson insinuated with impudent persiflage. "I +hadn't got to the glory yet, because it's hard to estimate it; but put +the glory at the lowest figure, Mr. Dryfoos, and add it to the +twenty-five thousand, and you've got an annual income from 'Every Other +Week' of dollars enough to construct a silver railroad, double-track, +from this office to the moon. I don't mention any of the sister planets +because I like to keep within bounds." + +Dryfoos showed his lower teeth for pleasure in Fulkerson's fooling, and +said, "That's what I like about you, Mr. Fulkerson--you always keep +within bounds." + +"Well, I ain't a shrinking Boston violet, like March, here. More +sunflower in my style of diffidence; but I am modest, I don't deny it," +said Fulkerson. "And I do hate to have a thing overstated." + +"And the glory--you do really think there's something in the glory that +pays?" + +"Not a doubt of it! I shouldn't care for the paltry return in money," +said Fulkerson, with a burlesque of generous disdain, "if it wasn't for +the glory along with it." + +"And how should you feel about the glory, if there was no money along +with it?" + +"Well, sir, I'm happy to say we haven't come to that yet." + +"Now, Conrad, here," said the old man, with a sort of pathetic rancor, +"would rather have the glory alone. I believe he don't even care much for +your kind of glory, either, Mr. Fulkerson." + +Fulkerson ran his little eyes curiously over Conrad's face and then +March's, as if searching for a trace there of something gone before which +would enable him to reach Dryfoos's whole meaning. He apparently resolved +to launch himself upon conjecture. "Oh, well, we know how Conrad feels +about the things of this world, anyway. I should like to take 'em on the +plane of another sphere, too, sometimes; but I noticed a good while ago +that this was the world I was born into, and so I made up my mind that I +would do pretty much what I saw the rest of the folks doing here below. +And I can't see but what Conrad runs the thing on business principles in +his department, and I guess you'll find it so if you look into it. I +consider that we're a whole team and big dog under the wagon with you to +draw on for supplies, and March, here, at the head of the literary +business, and Conrad in the counting-room, and me to do the heavy lying +in the advertising part. Oh, and Beaton, of course, in the art. I 'most +forgot Beaton--Hamlet with Hamlet left out." + +Dryfoos looked across at his son. "Wasn't that the fellow's name that was +there last night?" + +"Yes," said Conrad. + +The old man rose. "Well, I reckon I got to be going. You ready to go +up-town, Conrad?" + +"Well, not quite yet, father." + +The old man shook hands with March, and went downstairs, followed by his +son. + +Fulkerson remained. + +"He didn't jump at the chance you gave him to compliment us all round, +Fulkerson," said March, with a smile not wholly of pleasure. + +Fulkerson asked, with as little joy in the grin he had on, "Didn't he say +anything to you before I came in?" + +"Not a word." + +"Dogged if I know what to make of it," sighed Fulkerson, "but I guess +he's been having a talk with Conrad that's soured on him. I reckon maybe +he came back expecting to find that boy reconciled to the glory of this +world, and Conrad's showed himself just as set against it as ever." + +"It might have been that," March admitted, pensively. "I fancied +something of the kind myself from words the old man let drop." + +Fulkerson made him explain, and then he said: + +"That's it, then; and it's all right. Conrad 'll come round in time; and +all we've got to do is to have patience with the old man till he does. I +know he likes you." Fulkerson affirmed this only interrogatively, and +looked so anxiously to March for corroboration that March laughed. + +"He dissembled his love," he said; but afterward, in describing to his +wife his interview with Mr. Dryfoos, he was less amused with this fact. + +When she saw that he was a little cast down by it, she began to encourage +him. "He's just a common, ignorant man, and probably didn't know how to +express himself. You may be perfectly sure that he's delighted with the +success of the magazine, and that he understands as well as you do that +he owes it all to you." + +"Ah, I'm not so sure. I don't believe a man's any better for having made +money so easily and rapidly as Dryfoos has done, and I doubt if he's any +wiser. I don't know just the point he's reached in his evolution from +grub to beetle, but I do know that so far as it's gone the process must +have involved a bewildering change of ideals and criterions. I guess he's +come to despise a great many things that he once respected, and that +intellectual ability is among them--what we call intellectual ability. He +must have undergone a moral deterioration, an atrophy of the generous +instincts, and I don't see why it shouldn't have reached his mental +make-up. He has sharpened, but he has narrowed; his sagacity has turned +into suspicion, his caution to meanness, his courage to ferocity. That's +the way I philosophize a man of Dryfoos's experience, and I am not very +proud when I realize that such a man and his experience are the ideal and +ambition of most Americans. I rather think they came pretty near being +mine, once." + +"No, dear, they never did," his wife protested. + +"Well, they're not likely to be in the future. The Dryfoos feature of +'Every Other Week' is thoroughly distasteful to me." + +"Why, but he hasn't really got anything to do with it, has he, beyond +furnishing the money?" + +"That's the impression that Fulkerson has allowed us to get. But the man +that holds the purse holds the reins. He may let us guide the horse, but +when he likes he can drive. If we don't like his driving, then we can get +down." + +Mrs. March was less interested in this figure of speech than in the +personal aspects involved. "Then you think Mr. Fulkerson has deceived +you?" + +"Oh no!" said her husband, laughing. "But I think he has deceived +himself, perhaps." + +"How?" she pursued. + +"He may have thought he was using Dryfoos, when Dryfoos was using him, +and he may have supposed he was not afraid of him when he was very much +so. His courage hadn't been put to the test, and courage is a matter of +proof, like proficiency on the fiddle, you know: you can't tell whether +you've got it till you try." + +"Nonsense! Do you mean that he would ever sacrifice you to Mr. Dryfoos?" + +"I hope he may not be tempted. But I'd rather be taking the chances with +Fulkerson alone than with Fulkerson and Dryfoos to back him. Dryfoos +seems, somehow, to take the poetry and the pleasure out of the thing." + +Mrs. March was a long time silent. Then she began, "Well, my dear, I +never wanted to come to New York--" + +"Neither did I," March promptly put in. + +"But now that we're here," she went on, "I'm not going to have you +letting every little thing discourage you. I don't see what there was in +Mr. Dryfoos's manner to give you any anxiety. He's just a common, stupid, +inarticulate country person, and he didn't know how to express himself, +as I said in the beginning, and that's the reason he didn't say +anything." + +"Well, I don't deny you're right about it." + +"It's dreadful," his wife continued, "to be mixed up with such a man and +his family, but I don't believe he'll ever meddle with your management, +and, till he does, all you need do is to have as little to do with him as +possible, and go quietly on your own way." + +"Oh, I shall go on quietly enough," said March. "I hope I sha'n't begin +going stealthily." + +"Well, my dear," said Mrs. March, "just let me know when you're tempted +to do that. If ever you sacrifice the smallest grain of your honesty or +your self-respect to Mr. Dryfoos, or anybody else, I will simply renounce +you." + +"In view of that I'm rather glad the management of 'Every Other Week' +involves tastes and not convictions," said March. + + + + +III. + +That night Dryfoos was wakened from his after-dinner nap by the sound of +gay talk and nervous giggling in the drawing-room. The talk, which was +Christine's, and the giggling, which was Mela's, were intershot with the +heavier tones of a man's voice; and Dryfoos lay awhile on the leathern +lounge in his library, trying to make out whether he knew the voice. His +wife sat in a deep chair before the fire, with her eyes on his face, +waiting for him to wake. + +"Who is that out there?" he asked, without opening his eyes. + +"Indeed, indeed, I don't know, Jacob," his wife answered. "I reckon it's +just some visitor of the girls'." + +"Was I snoring?" + +"Not a bit. You was sleeping as quiet! I did hate to have 'em wake you, +and I was just goin' out to shoo them. They've been playin' something, +and that made them laugh." + +"I didn't know but I had snored," said the old man, sitting up. + +"No," said his wife. Then she asked, wistfully, "Was you out at the old +place, Jacob?" + +"Yes." + +"Did it look natural?" + +"Yes; mostly. They're sinking the wells down in the woods pasture." + +"And--the children's graves?" + +"They haven't touched that part. But I reckon we got to have 'em moved to +the cemetery. I bought a lot." + +The old woman began softly to weep. "It does seem too hard that they +can't be let to rest in peace, pore little things. I wanted you and me to +lay there, too, when our time come, Jacob. Just there, back o' the +beehives and under them shoomakes--my, I can see the very place! And I +don't believe I'll ever feel at home anywheres else. I woon't know where +I am when the trumpet sounds. I have to think before I can tell where the +east is in New York; and what if I should git faced the wrong way when I +raise? Jacob, I wonder you could sell it!" Her head shook, and the +firelight shone on her tears as she searched the folds of her dress for +her pocket. + +A peal of laughter came from the drawing-room, and then the sound of +chords struck on the piano. + +"Hush! Don't you cry, 'Liz'beth!" said Dryfoos. "Here; take my +handkerchief. I've got a nice lot in the cemetery, and I'm goin' to have +a monument, with two lambs on it--like the one you always liked so much. +It ain't the fashion, any more, to have family buryin' grounds; they're +collectin' 'em into the cemeteries, all round." + +"I reckon I got to bear it," said his wife, muffling her face in his +handkerchief. "And I suppose the Lord kin find me, wherever I am. But I +always did want to lay just there. You mind how we used to go out and set +there, after milkin', and watch the sun go down, and talk about where +their angels was, and try to figger it out?" + +"I remember, 'Liz'beth." + +The man's voice in the drawing-room sang a snatch of French song, +insolent, mocking, salient; and then Christine's attempted the same +strain, and another cry of laughter from Mela followed. + +"Well, I always did expect to lay there. But I reckon it's all right. It +won't be a great while, now, anyway. Jacob, I don't believe I'm a-goin' +to live very long. I know it don't agree with me here." + +"Oh, I guess it does, 'Liz'beth. You're just a little pulled down with +the weather. It's coming spring, and you feel it; but the doctor says +you're all right. I stopped in, on the way up, and he says so." + +"I reckon he don't know everything," the old woman persisted: "I've been +runnin' down ever since we left Moffitt, and I didn't feel any too well +there, even. It's a very strange thing, Jacob, that the richer you git, +the less you ain't able to stay where you want to, dead or alive." + +"It's for the children we do it," said Dryfoos. "We got to give them +their chance in the world." + +"Oh, the world! They ought to bear the yoke in their youth, like we done. +I know it's what Coonrod would like to do." + +Dryfoos got upon his feet. "If Coonrod 'll mind his own business, and do +what I want him to, he'll have yoke enough to bear." He moved from his +wife, without further effort to comfort her, and pottered heavily out +into the dining-room. Beyond its obscurity stretched the glitter of the +deep drawing-room. His feet, in their broad, flat slippers, made no sound +on the dense carpet, and he came unseen upon the little group there near +the piano. Mela perched upon the stool with her back to the keys, and +Beaton bent over Christine, who sat with a banjo in her lap, letting him +take her hands and put them in the right place on the instrument. Her +face was radiant with happiness, and Mela was watching her with foolish, +unselfish pleasure in her bliss. + +There was nothing wrong in the affair to a man of Dryfoos's traditions +and perceptions, and if it had been at home in the farm sitting-room, or +even in his parlor at Moffitt, he would not have minded a young man's +placing his daughter's hands on a banjo, or even holding them there; it +would have seemed a proper, attention from him if he was courting her. +But here, in such a house as this, with the daughter of a man who had +made as much money as he had, he did not know but it was a liberty. He +felt the angry doubt of it which beset him in regard to so many +experiences of his changed life; he wanted to show his sense of it, if it +was a liberty, but he did not know how, and he did not know that it was +so. Besides, he could not help a touch of the pleasure in Christine's +happiness which Mela showed; and he would have gone back to the library, +if he could, without being discovered. + +But Beaton had seen him, and Dryfoos, with a nonchalant nod to the young +man, came forward. "What you got there, Christine?" + +"A banjo," said the girl, blushing in her father's presence. + +Mela gurgled. "Mr. Beaton is learnun' her the first position." + +Beaton was not embarrassed. He was in evening dress, and his face, +pointed with its brown beard, showed extremely handsome above the expanse +of his broad, white shirt-front. He gave back as nonchalant a nod as he +had got, and, without further greeting to Dryfoos, he said to Christine: +"No, no. You must keep your hand and arm so." He held them in position. +"There! Now strike with your right hand. See?" + +"I don't believe I can ever learn," said the girl, with a fond upward +look at him. + +"Oh yes, you can," said Beaton. + +They both ignored Dryfoos in the little play of protests which followed, +and he said, half jocosely, half suspiciously, "And is the banjo the +fashion, now?" He remembered it as the emblem of low-down show business, +and associated it with end-men and blackened faces and grotesque +shirt-collars. + +"It's all the rage," Mela shouted, in answer for all. "Everybody plays +it. Mr. Beaton borrowed this from a lady friend of his." + +"Humph! Pity I got you a piano, then," said Dryfoos. "A banjo would have +been cheaper." + +Beaton so far admitted him to the conversation as to seem reminded of the +piano by his mentioning it. He said to Mela, "Oh, won't you just strike +those chords?" and as Mela wheeled about and beat the keys he took the +banjo from Christine and sat down with it. "This way!" He strummed it, +and murmured the tune Dryfoos had heard him singing from the library, +while he kept his beautiful eyes floating on Christine's. "You try that, +now; it's very simple." + +"Where is Mrs. Mandel?" Dryfoos demanded, trying to assert himself. + +Neither of the girls seemed to have heard him at first in the chatter +they broke into over what Beaton proposed. Then Mela said, absently, "Oh, +she had to go out to see one of her friends that's sick," and she struck +the piano keys. "Come; try it, Chris!" + +Dryfoos turned about unheeded and went back to the library. He would have +liked to put Beaton out of his house, and in his heart he burned against +him as a contumacious hand; he would have liked to discharge him from the +art department of 'Every Other Week' at once. But he was aware of not +having treated Beaton with much ceremony, and if the young man had +returned his behavior in kind, with an electrical response to his own +feeling, had he any right to complain? After all, there was no harm in +his teaching Christine the banjo. + +His wife still sat looking into the fire. "I can't see," she said, "as +we've got a bit more comfort of our lives, Jacob, because we've got such +piles and piles of money. I wisht to gracious we was back on the farm +this minute. I wisht you had held out ag'inst the childern about sellin' +it; 'twould 'a' bin the best thing fur 'em, I say. I believe in my soul +they'll git spoiled here in New York. I kin see a change in 'em +a'ready--in the girls." + +Dryfoos stretched himself on the lounge again. "I can't see as Coonrod is +much comfort, either. Why ain't he here with his sisters? What does all +that work of his on the East Side amount to? It seems as if he done it to +cross me, as much as anything." Dryfoos complained to his wife on the +basis of mere affectional habit, which in married life often survives the +sense of intellectual equality. He did not expect her to reason with him, +but there was help in her listening, and though she could only soothe his +fretfulness with soft answers which were often wide of the purpose, he +still went to her for solace. "Here, I've gone into this newspaper +business, or whatever it is, on his account, and he don't seem any more +satisfied than ever. I can see he hain't got his heart in it." + +"The pore boy tries; I know he does, Jacob; and he wants to please you. +But he give up a good deal when he give up bein' a preacher; I s'pose we +ought to remember that." + +"A preacher!" sneered Dryfoos. "I reckon bein' a preacher wouldn't +satisfy him now. He had the impudence to tell me this afternoon that he +would like to be a priest; and he threw it up to me that he never could +be because I'd kept him from studyin'." + +"He don't mean a Catholic priest--not a Roman one, Jacob," the old woman +explained, wistfully. "He's told me all about it. They ain't the kind o' +Catholics we been used to; some sort of 'Piscopalians; and they do a heap +o' good amongst the poor folks over there. He says we ain't got any idea +how folks lives in them tenement houses, hundreds of 'em in one house, +and whole families in a room; and it burns in his heart to help 'em like +them Fathers, as he calls 'em, that gives their lives to it. He can't be +a Father, he says, because he can't git the eddication now; but he can be +a Brother; and I can't find a word to say ag'inst it, when it gits to +talkin', Jacob." + +"I ain't saying anything against his priests, 'Liz'beth," said Dryfoos. +"They're all well enough in their way; they've given up their lives to +it, and it's a matter of business with them, like any other. But what I'm +talking about now is Coonrod. I don't object to his doin' all the charity +he wants to, and the Lord knows I've never been stingy with him about it. +He might have all the money he wants, to give round any way he pleases." + +"That's what I told him once, but he says money ain't the thing--or not +the only thing you got to give to them poor folks. You got to give your +time and your knowledge and your love--I don't know what all you got to +give yourself, if you expect to help 'em. That's what Coonrod says." + +"Well, I can tell him that charity begins at home," said Dryfoos, sitting +up in his impatience. "And he'd better give himself to us a little--to +his old father and mother. And his sisters. What's he doin' goin' off +there to his meetings, and I don't know what all, an' leavin' them here +alone?" + +"Why, ain't Mr. Beaton with 'em?" asked the old woman. "I thought I +heared his voice." + +"Mr. Beaton! Of course he is! And who's Mr. Beaton, anyway?" + +"Why, ain't he one of the men in Coonrod's office? I thought I heared--" + +"Yes, he is! But who is he? What's he doing round here? Is he makin' up +to Christine?" + +"I reckon he is. From Mely's talk, she's about crazy over the fellow. +Don't you like him, Jacob?" + +"I don't know him, or what he is. He hasn't got any manners. Who brought +him here? How'd he come to come, in the first place?" + +"Mr. Fulkerson brung him, I believe," said the old woman, patiently. + +"Fulkerson!" Dryfoos snorted. "Where's Mrs. Mandel, I should like to +know? He brought her, too. Does she go traipsin' off this way every +evening?" + +"No, she seems to be here pretty regular most o' the time. I don't know +how we could ever git along without her, Jacob; she seems to know just +what to do, and the girls would be ten times as outbreakin' without her. +I hope you ain't thinkin' o' turnin' her off, Jacob?" + +Dryfoos did not think it necessary to answer such a question. "It's all +Fulkerson, Fulkerson, Fulkerson. It seems to me that Fulkerson about runs +this family. He brought Mrs. Mandel, and he brought that Beaton, and he +brought that Boston fellow! I guess I give him a dose, though; and I'll +learn Fulkerson that he can't have everything his own way. I don't want +anybody to help me spend my money. I made it, and I can manage it. I +guess Mr. Fulkerson can bear a little watching now. He's been travelling +pretty free, and he's got the notion he's driving, maybe. I'm a-going to +look after that book a little myself." + +"You'll kill yourself, Jacob," said his wife, "tryin' to do so many +things. And what is it all fur? I don't see as we're better off, any, for +all the money. It's just as much care as it used to be when we was all +there on the farm together. I wisht we could go back, Ja--" + +"We can't go back!" shouted the old man, fiercely. "There's no farm any +more to go back to. The fields is full of gas-wells and oil-wells and +hell-holes generally; the house is tore down, and the barn's goin'--" + +"The barn!" gasped the old woman. "Oh, my!" + +"If I was to give all I'm worth this minute, we couldn't go back to the +farm, any more than them girls in there could go back and be little +children. I don't say we're any better off, for the money. I've got more +of it now than I ever had; and there's no end to the luck; it pours in. +But I feel like I was tied hand and foot. I don't know which way to move; +I don't know what's best to do about anything. The money don't seem to +buy anything but more and more care and trouble. We got a big house that +we ain't at home in; and we got a lot of hired girls round under our feet +that hinder and don't help. Our children don't mind us, and we got no +friends or neighbors. But it had to be. I couldn't help but sell the +farm, and we can't go back to it, for it ain't there. So don't you say +anything more about it, 'Liz'beth." + +"Pore Jacob!" said his wife. "Well, I woon't, dear." + + + + +IV + +It was clear to Beaton that Dryfoos distrusted him; and the fact +heightened his pleasure in Christine's liking for him. He was as sure of +this as he was of the other, though he was not so sure of any reason for +his pleasure in it. She had her charm; the charm of wildness to which a +certain wildness in himself responded; and there were times when his +fancy contrived a common future for them, which would have a prosperity +forced from the old fellow's love of the girl. Beaton liked the idea of +this compulsion better than he liked the idea of the money; there was +something a little repulsive in that; he imagined himself rejecting it; +he almost wished he was enough in love with the girl to marry her without +it; that would be fine. He was taken with her in a certain measure, in a +certain way; the question was in what measure, in what way. + +It was partly to escape from this question that he hurried down-town, and +decided to spend with the Leightons the hour remaining on his hands +before it was time to go to the reception for which he was dressed. It +seemed to him important that he should see Alma Leighton. After all, it +was her charm that was most abiding with him; perhaps it was to be final. +He found himself very happy in his present relations with her. She had +dropped that barrier of pretences and ironical surprise. It seemed to him +that they had gone back to the old ground of common artistic interest +which he had found so pleasant the summer before. Apparently she and her +mother had both forgiven his neglect of them in the first months of their +stay in New York; he was sure that Mrs. Leighton liked him as well as +ever, and, if there was still something a little provisional in Alma's +manner at times, it was something that piqued more than it discouraged; +it made him curious, not anxious. + +He found the young ladies with Fulkerson when he rang. He seemed to be +amusing them both, and they were both amused beyond the merit of so small +a pleasantry, Beaton thought, when Fulkerson said: "Introduce myself, Mr. +Beaton: Mr. Fulkerson of 'Every Other Week.' Think I've met you at our +place." The girls laughed, and Alma explained that her mother was not +very well, and would be sorry not to see him. Then she turned, as he +felt, perversely, and went on talking with Fulkerson and left him to Miss +Woodburn. + +She finally recognized his disappointment: "Ah don't often get a chance +at you, Mr. Beaton, and Ah'm just goin' to toak yo' to death. Yo' have +been Soath yo'self, and yo' know ho' we do toak." + +"I've survived to say yes," Beaton admitted. + +"Oh, now, do you think we toak so much mo' than you do in the No'th?" the +young lady deprecated. + +"I don't know. I only know you can't talk too much for me. I should like +to hear you say Soath and house and about for the rest of my life." + +"That's what Ah call raght personal, Mr. Beaton. Now Ah'm goin' to be +personal, too." Miss Woodburn flung out over her lap the square of cloth +she was embroidering, and asked him: "Don't you think that's beautiful? +Now, as an awtust--a great awtust?" + +"As a great awtust, yes," said Beaton, mimicking her accent. "If I were +less than great I might have something to say about the arrangement of +colors. You're as bold and original as Nature." + +"Really? Oh, now, do tell me yo' favo'ite colo', Mr. Beaton." + +"My favorite color? Bless my soul, why should I prefer any? Is blue good, +or red wicked? Do people have favorite colors?" Beaton found himself +suddenly interested. + +"Of co'se they do," answered the girl. "Don't awtusts?" + +"I never heard of one that had--consciously." + +"Is it possible? I supposed they all had. Now mah favo'ite colo' is +gawnet. Don't you think it's a pretty colo'?" + +"It depends upon how it's used. Do you mean in neckties?" Beaton stole a +glance at the one Fulkerson was wearing. + +Miss Woodburn laughed with her face bowed upon her wrist. "Ah do think +you gentlemen in the No'th awe ten tahms as lahvely as the ladies." + +"Strange," said Beaton. "In the South--Soath, excuse me! I made the +observation that the ladies were ten times as lively as the gentlemen. +What is that you're working?" + +"This?" Miss Woodburn gave it another flirt, and looked at it with a +glance of dawning recognition. "Oh, this is a table-covah. Wouldn't you +lahke to see where it's to go?" + +"Why, certainly." + +"Well, if you'll be raght good I'll let yo' give me some professional +advass about putting something in the co'ners or not, when you have seen +it on the table." + +She rose and led the way into the other room. Beaton knew she wanted to +talk with him about something else; but he waited patiently to let her +play her comedy out. She spread the cover on the table, and he advised +her, as he saw she wished, against putting anything in the corners; just +run a line of her stitch around the edge, he said. + +"Mr. Fulkerson and Ah, why, we've been having a regular faght aboat it," +she commented. "But we both agreed, fahnally, to leave it to you; Mr. +Fulkerson said you'd be sure to be raght. Ah'm so glad you took mah +sahde. But he's a great admahrer of yours, Mr. Beaton," she concluded, +demurely, suggestively. + +"Is he? Well, I'm a great admirer of Fulkerson," said Beaton, with a +capricious willingness to humor her wish to talk about Fulkerson. "He's a +capital fellow; generous, magnanimous, with quite an ideal of friendship +and an eye single to the main chance all the time. He would advertise +'Every Other Week' on his family vault." + +Miss Woodburn laughed, and said she should tell him what Beaton had said. + +"Do. But he's used to defamation from me, and he'll think you're joking." + +"Ah suppose," said Miss Woodburn, "that he's quahte the tahpe of a New +York business man." She added, as if it followed logically, "He's so +different from what I thought a New York business man would be." + +"It's your Virginia tradition to despise business," said Beaton, rudely. + +Miss Woodburn laughed again. "Despahse it? Mah goodness! we want to get +into it and woak it fo' all it's wo'th,' as Mr. Fulkerson says. That +tradition is all past. You don't know what the Soath is now. Ah suppose +mah fathaw despahses business, but he's a tradition himself, as Ah tell +him." Beaton would have enjoyed joining the young lady in anything she +might be going to say in derogation of her father, but he restrained +himself, and she went on more and more as if she wished to account for +her father's habitual hauteur with Beaton, if not to excuse it. "Ah tell +him he don't understand the rising generation. He was brought up in the +old school, and he thinks we're all just lahke he was when he was young, +with all those ahdeals of chivalry and family; but, mah goodness! it's +money that cyoants no'adays in the Soath, just lahke it does everywhere +else. Ah suppose, if we could have slavery back in the fawm mah fathaw +thinks it could have been brought up to, when the commercial spirit +wouldn't let it alone, it would be the best thing; but we can't have it +back, and Ah tell him we had better have the commercial spirit as the +next best thing." + +Miss Woodburn went on, with sufficient loyalty and piety, to expose the +difference of her own and her father's ideals, but with what Beaton +thought less reference to his own unsympathetic attention than to a +knowledge finally of the personnel and materiel of 'Every Other Week.' +and Mr. Fulkerson's relation to the enterprise. "You most excuse my +asking so many questions, Mr. Beaton. You know it's all mah doing that we +awe heah in New York. Ah just told mah fathaw that if he was evah goin' +to do anything with his wrahtings, he had got to come No'th, and Ah made +him come. Ah believe he'd have stayed in the Soath all his lahfe. And now +Mr. Fulkerson wants him to let his editor see some of his wrahtings, and +Ah wanted to know something aboat the magazine. We awe a great deal +excited aboat it in this hoase, you know, Mr. Beaton," she concluded, +with a look that now transferred the interest from Fulkerson to Alma. She +led the way back to the room where they were sitting, and went up to +triumph over Fulkerson with Beaton's decision about the table-cover. + +Alma was left with Beaton near the piano, and he began to talk about the +Dryfooses as he sat down on the piano-stool. He said he had been giving +Miss Dryfoos a lesson on the banjo; he had borrowed the banjo of Miss +Vance. Then he struck the chord he had been trying to teach Christine, +and played over the air he had sung. + +"How do you like that?" he asked, whirling round. + +"It seems rather a disrespectful little tune, somehow," said Alma, +placidly. + +Beaton rested his elbow on the corner of the piano and gazed dreamily at +her. "Your perceptions are wonderful. It is disrespectful. I played it, +up there, because I felt disrespectful to them." + +"Do you claim that as a merit?" + +"No, I state it as a fact. How can you respect such people?" + +"You might respect yourself, then," said the girl. "Or perhaps that +wouldn't be so easy, either." + +"No, it wouldn't. I like to have you say these things to me," said +Beaton, impartially. + +"Well, I like to say them," Alma returned. + +"They do me good." + +"Oh, I don't know that that was my motive." + +"There is no one like you--no one," said Beaton, as if apostrophizing her +in her absence. "To come from that house, with its assertions of +money--you can hear it chink; you can smell the foul old banknotes; it +stifles you--into an atmosphere like this, is like coming into another +world." + +"Thank you," said Alma. "I'm glad there isn't that unpleasant odor here; +but I wish there was a little more of the chinking." + +"No, no! Don't say that!" he implored. "I like to think that there is one +soul uncontaminated by the sense of money in this big, brutal, sordid +city." + +"You mean two," said Alma, with modesty. "But if you stifle at the +Dryfooses', why do you go there?" + +"Why do I go?" he mused. "Don't you believe in knowing all the natures, +the types, you can? Those girls are a strange study: the young one is a +simple, earthly creature, as common as an oat-field and the other a sort +of sylvan life: fierce, flashing, feline--" + +Alma burst out into a laugh. "What apt alliteration! And do they like +being studied? I should think the sylvan life might--scratch." + +"No," said Beaton, with melancholy absence, "it only-purrs." + +The girl felt a rising indignation. "Well, then, Mr. Beaton, I should +hope it would scratch, and bite, too. I think you've no business to go +about studying people, as you do. It's abominable." + +"Go on," said the young man. "That Puritan conscience of yours! It +appeals to the old Covenanter strain in me--like a voice of +pre-existence. Go on--" + +"Oh, if I went on I should merely say it was not only abominable, but +contemptible." + +"You could be my guardian angel, Alma," said the young man, making his +eyes more and more slumbrous and dreamy. + +"Stuff! I hope I have a soul above buttons!" + +He smiled, as she rose, and followed her across the room. "Good-night; +Mr. Beaton," she said. + +Miss Woodburn and Fulkerson came in from the other room. "What! You're +not going, Beaton?" + +"Yes; I'm going to a reception. I stopped in on my way." + +"To kill time," Alma explained. + +"Well," said Fulkerson, gallantly, "this is the last place I should like +to do it. But I guess I'd better be going, too. It has sometimes occurred +to me that there is such a thing as staying too late. But with Brother +Beaton, here, just starting in for an evening's amusement, it does seem a +little early yet. Can't you urge me to stay, somebody?" + +The two girls laughed, and Miss Woodburn said: + +"Mr. Beaton is such a butterfly of fashion! Ah wish Ah was on mah way to +a pawty. Ah feel quahte envious." + +"But he didn't say it to make you," Alma explained, with meek softness. + +"Well, we can't all be swells. Where is your party, anyway, Beaton?" +asked Fulkerson. "How do you manage to get your invitations to those +things? I suppose a fellow has to keep hinting round pretty lively, +Neigh?" + +Beaton took these mockeries serenely, and shook hands with Miss Woodburn, +with the effect of having already shaken hands with Alma. She stood with +hers clasped behind her. + + + + +V. + +Beaton went away with the smile on his face which he had kept in +listening to Fulkerson, and carried it with him to the reception. He +believed that Alma was vexed with him for more personal reasons than she +had implied; it flattered him that she should have resented what he told +her of the Dryfooses. She had scolded him in their behalf apparently; but +really because he had made her jealous by his interest, of whatever kind, +in some one else. What followed, had followed naturally. Unless she had +been quite a simpleton she could not have met his provisional love-making +on any other terms; and the reason why Beaton chiefly liked Alma Leighton +was that she was not a simpleton. Even up in the country, when she was +overawed by his acquaintance, at first, she was not very deeply overawed, +and at times she was not overawed at all. At such times she astonished +him by taking his most solemn histrionics with flippant incredulity, and +even burlesquing them. But he could see, all the same, that he had caught +her fancy, and he admired the skill with which she punished his neglect +when they met in New York. He had really come very near forgetting the +Leightons; the intangible obligations of mutual kindness which hold some +men so fast, hung loosely upon him; it would not have hurt him to break +from them altogether; but when he recognized them at last, he found that +it strengthened them indefinitely to have Alma ignore them so completely. +If she had been sentimental, or softly reproachful, that would have been +the end; he could not have stood it; he would have had to drop her. But +when she met him on his own ground, and obliged him to be sentimental, +the game was in her hands. Beaton laughed, now, when he thought of that, +and he said to himself that the girl had grown immensely since she had +come to New York; nothing seemed to have been lost upon her; she must +have kept her eyes uncommonly wide open. He noticed that especially in +their talks over her work; she had profited by everything she had seen +and heard; she had all of Wetmore's ideas pat; it amused Beaton to see +how she seized every useful word that he dropped, too, and turned him to +technical account whenever she could. He liked that; she had a great deal +of talent; there was no question of that; if she were a man there could +be no question of her future. He began to construct a future for her; it +included provision for himself, too; it was a common future, in which +their lives and work were united. + +He was full of the glow of its prosperity when he met Margaret Vance at +the reception. + +The house was one where people might chat a long time together without +publicly committing themselves to an interest in each other except such as +grew out of each other's ideas. Miss Vance was there because she united +in her catholic sympathies or ambitions the objects of the fashionable +people and of the aesthetic people who met there on common ground. It was +almost the only house in New York where this happened often, and it did +not happen very often there. It was a literary house, primarily, with +artistic qualifications, and the frequenters of it were mostly authors +and artists; Wetmore, who was always trying to fit everything with a +phrase, said it was the unfrequenters who were fashionable. There was +great ease there, and simplicity; and if there was not distinction, it +was not for want of distinguished people, but because there seems to be +some solvent in New York life that reduces all men to a common level, +that touches everybody with its potent magic and brings to the surface +the deeply underlying nobody. The effect for some temperaments, for +consciousness, for egotism, is admirable; for curiosity, for hero +worship, it is rather baffling. It is the spirit of the street +transferred to the drawing-room; indiscriminating, levelling, but +doubtless finally wholesome, and witnessing the immensity of the place, +if not consenting to the grandeur of reputations or presences. + +Beaton now denied that this house represented a salon at all, in the old +sense; and he held that the salon was impossible, even undesirable, with +us, when Miss Vance sighed for it. At any rate, he said that this turmoil +of coming and going, this bubble and babble, this cackling and hissing of +conversation was not the expression of any such civilization as had +created the salon. Here, he owned, were the elements of intellectual +delightfulness, but he said their assemblage in such quantity alone +denied the salon; there was too much of a good thing. The French word +implied a long evening of general talk among the guests, crowned with a +little chicken at supper, ending at cock-crow. Here was tea, with milk or +with lemon--baths of it and claret-cup for the hardier spirits throughout +the evening. It was very nice, very pleasant, but it was not the little +chicken--not the salon. In fact, he affirmed, the salon descended from +above, out of the great world, and included the aesthetic world in it. +But our great world--the rich people, were stupid, with no wish to be +otherwise; they were not even curious about authors and artists. Beaton +fancied himself speaking impartially, and so he allowed himself to speak +bitterly; he said that in no other city in the world, except Vienna, +perhaps, were such people so little a part of society. + +"It isn't altogether the rich people's fault," said Margaret; and she +spoke impartially, too. "I don't believe that the literary men and the +artists would like a salon that descended to them. Madame Geoffrin, you +know, was very plebeian; her husband was a business man of some sort." + +"He would have been a howling swell in New York," said Beaton, still +impartially. + +Wetmore came up to their corner, with a scroll of bread and butter in one +hand and a cup of tea in the other. Large and fat, and clean-shaven, he +looked like a monk in evening dress. + +"We were talking about salons," said Margaret. + +"Why don't you open a salon yourself?" asked Wetmore, breathing thickly +from the anxiety of getting through the crowd without spilling his tea. + +"Like poor Lady Barberina Lemon?" said the girl, with a laugh. "What a +good story! That idea of a woman who couldn't be interested in any of the +arts because she was socially and traditionally the material of them! We +can, never reach that height of nonchalance in this country." + +"Not if we tried seriously?" suggested the painter. "I've an idea that if +the Americans ever gave their minds to that sort of thing, they could +take the palm--or the cake, as Beaton here would say--just as they do in +everything else. When we do have an aristocracy, it will be an +aristocracy that will go ahead of anything the world has ever seen. Why +don't somebody make a beginning, and go in openly for an ancestry, and a +lower middle class, and an hereditary legislature, and all the rest? +We've got liveries, and crests, and palaces, and caste feeling. We're all +right as far as we've gone, and we've got the money to go any length." + +"Like your natural-gas man, Mr. Beaton," said the girl, with a smiling +glance round at him. + +"Ah!" said Wetmore, stirring his tea, "has Beaton got a natural-gas man?" + +"My natural-gas man," said Beaton, ignoring Wetmore's question, "doesn't +know how to live in his palace yet, and I doubt if he has any caste +feeling. I fancy his family believe themselves victims of it. They +say--one of the young ladies does--that she never saw such an unsociable +place as New York; nobody calls." + +"That's good!" said Wetmore. "I suppose they're all ready for company, +too: good cook, furniture, servants, carriages?" + +"Galore," said Beaton. + +"Well, that's too bad. There's a chance for you, Miss Vance. Doesn't your +philanthropy embrace the socially destitute as well as the financially? +Just think of a family like that, without a friend, in a great city! I +should think common charity had a duty there--not to mention the +uncommon." + +He distinguished that kind as Margaret's by a glance of ironical +deference. She had a repute for good works which was out of proportion to +the works, as it always is, but she was really active in that way, under +the vague obligation, which we now all feel, to be helpful. She was of +the church which seems to have found a reversion to the imposing ritual +of the past the way back to the early ideals of Christian brotherhood. + +"Oh, they seem to have Mr. Beaton," Margaret answered, and Beaton felt +obscurely flattered by her reference to his patronage of the Dryfooses. + +He explained to Wetmore: "They have me because they partly own me. +Dryfoos is Fulkerson's financial backer in 'Every Other Week'." + +"Is that so? Well, that's interesting, too. Aren't you rather astonished, +Miss Vance, to see what a petty thing Beaton is making of that magazine +of his?" + +"Oh," said Margaret, "it's so very nice, every way; it makes you feel as +if you did have a country, after all. It's as chic--that detestable +little word!--as those new French books." + +"Beaton modelled it on them. But you mustn't suppose he does everything +about 'Every Other Week'; he'd like you to. Beaton, you haven't come up +to that cover of your first number, since. That was the design of one of +my pupils, Miss Vance--a little girl that Beaton discovered down in New +Hampshire last summer." + +"Oh yes. And have you great hopes of her, Mr. Wetmore?" + +"She seems to have more love of it and knack for it than any one of her +sex I've seen yet. It really looks like a case of art for art's sake, at +times. But you can't tell. They're liable to get married at any moment, +you know. Look here, Beaton, when your natural-gas man gets to the +picture-buying stage in his development, just remember your old friends, +will you? You know, Miss Vance, those new fellows have their regular +stages. They never know what to do with their money, but they find out +that people buy pictures, at one point. They shut your things up in their +houses where nobody comes, and after a while they overeat +themselves--they don't know what else to do--and die of apoplexy, and +leave your pictures to a gallery, and then they see the light. It's slow, +but it's pretty sure. Well, I see Beaton isn't going to move on, as he +ought to do; and so I must. He always was an unconventional creature." + +Wetmore went away, but Beaton remained, and he outstayed several other +people who came up to speak to Miss Vance. She was interested in +everybody, and she liked the talk of these clever literary, artistic, +clerical, even theatrical people, and she liked the sort of court with +which they recognized her fashion as well as her cleverness; it was very +pleasant to be treated intellectually as if she were one of themselves, +and socially as if she was not habitually the same, but a sort of guest +in Bohemia, a distinguished stranger. If it was Arcadia rather than +Bohemia, still she felt her quality of distinguished stranger. The +flattery of it touched her fancy, and not her vanity; she had very little +vanity. Beaton's devotion made the same sort of appeal; it was not so +much that she liked him as she liked being the object of his admiration. +She was a girl of genuine sympathies, intellectual rather than +sentimental. In fact, she was an intellectual person, whom qualities of +the heart saved from being disagreeable, as they saved her on the other +hand from being worldly or cruel in her fashionableness. She had read a +great many books, and had ideas about them, quite courageous and original +ideas; she knew about pictures--she had been in Wetmore's class; she was +fond of music; she was willing to understand even politics; in Boston she +might have been agnostic, but in New York she was sincerely religious; +she was very accomplished; and perhaps it was her goodness that prevented +her feeling what was not best in Beaton. + +"Do you think," she said, after the retreat of one of the comers and +goers left her alone with him again, "that those young ladies would like +me to call on them?" + +"Those young ladies?" Beaton echoed. "Miss Leighton and--" + +"No; I have been there with my aunt's cards already." + +"Oh yes," said Beaton, as if he had known of it; he admired the pluck and +pride with which Alma had refrained from ever mentioning the fact to him, +and had kept her mother from mentioning it, which must have been +difficult. + +"I mean the Miss Dryfooses. It seems really barbarous, if nobody goes +near them. We do all kinds of things, and help all kinds of people in +some ways, but we let strangers remain strangers unless they know how to +make their way among us." + +"The Dryfooses certainly wouldn't know how to make their way among you," +said Beaton, with a sort of dreamy absence in his tone. + +Miss Vance went on, speaking out the process of reasoning in her mind, +rather than any conclusions she had reached. "We defend ourselves by +trying to believe that they must have friends of their own, or that they +would think us patronizing, and wouldn't like being made the objects of +social charity; but they needn't really suppose anything of the kind." + +"I don't imagine they would," said Beaton. "I think they'd be only too +happy to have you come. But you wouldn't know what to do with each other, +indeed, Miss Vance." + +"Perhaps we shall like each other," said the girl, bravely, "and then we +shall know. What Church are they of?" + +"I don't believe they're of any," said Beaton. "The mother was brought up +a Dunkard." + +"A Dunkard?" + +Beaton told what he knew of the primitive sect, with its early Christian +polity, its literal interpretation of Christ's ethics, and its quaint +ceremonial of foot-washing; he made something picturesque of that. "The +father is a Mammon-worshipper, pure and simple. I suppose the young +ladies go to church, but I don't know where. They haven't tried to +convert me." + +"I'll tell them not to despair--after I've converted them," said Miss +Vance. "Will you let me use you as a 'point d'appui', Mr. Beaton?" + +"Any way you like. If you're really going to see them, perhaps I'd better +make a confession. I left your banjo with them, after I got it put in +order." + +"How very nice! Then we have a common interest already." + +"Do you mean the banjo, or--" + +"The banjo, decidedly. Which of them plays?" + +"Neither. But the eldest heard that the banjo was 'all the rage,' as the +youngest says. Perhaps you can persuade them that good works are the +rage, too." + +Beaton had no very lively belief that Margaret would go to see the +Dryfooses; he did so few of the things he proposed that he went upon the +theory that others must be as faithless. Still, he had a cruel amusement +in figuring the possible encounter between Margaret Vance, with her +intellectual elegance, her eager sympathies and generous ideals, and +those girls with their rude past, their false and distorted perspective, +their sordid and hungry selfishness, and their faith in the omnipotence +of their father's wealth wounded by their experience of its present +social impotence. At the bottom of his heart he sympathized with them +rather than with her; he was more like them. + +People had ceased coming, and some of them were going. Miss Vance said +she must go, too, and she was about to rise, when the host came up with +March; Beaton turned away. + +"Miss Vance, I want to introduce Mr. March, the editor of 'Every Other +Week.' You oughtn't to be restricted to the art department. We literary +fellows think that arm of the service gets too much of the glory +nowadays." His banter was for Beaton, but he was already beyond ear-shot, +and the host went on: + +"Mr. March can talk with you about your favorite Boston. He's just turned +his back on it." + +"Oh, I hope not!" said Miss Vance. "I can't imagine anybody voluntarily +leaving Boston." + +"I don't say he's so bad as that," said the host, committing March to +her. "He came to New York because he couldn't help it--like the rest of +us. I never know whether that's a compliment to New York or not." + +They talked Boston a little while, without finding that they had common +acquaintance there; Miss Vance must have concluded that society was much +larger in Boston than she had supposed from her visits there, or else +that March did not know many people in it. But she was not a girl to care +much for the inferences that might be drawn from such conclusions; she +rather prided herself upon despising them; and she gave herself to the +pleasure of being talked to as if she were of March's own age. In the +glow of her sympathetic beauty and elegance he talked his best, and tried +to amuse her with his jokes, which he had the art of tingeing with a +little seriousness on one side. He made her laugh; and he flattered her +by making her think; in her turn she charmed him so much by enjoying what +he said that he began to brag of his wife, as a good husband always does +when another woman charms him; and she asked, Oh was Mrs. March there; +and would he introduce her? + +She asked Mrs. March for her address, and whether she had a day; and she +said she would come to see her, if she would let her. Mrs. March could +not be so enthusiastic about her as March was, but as they walked home +together they talked the girl over, and agreed about her beauty and her +amiability. Mrs. March said she seemed very unspoiled for a person who +must have been so much spoiled. They tried to analyze her charm, and they +succeeded in formulating it as a combination of intellectual +fashionableness and worldly innocence. "I think," said Mrs. March, "that +city girls, brought up as she must have been, are often the most innocent +of all. They never imagine the wickedness of the world, and if they marry +happily they go through life as innocent as children. Everything combines +to keep them so; the very hollowness of society shields them. They are +the loveliest of the human race. But perhaps the rest have to pay too +much for them." + +"For such an exquisite creature as Miss Vance," said March, "we couldn't +pay too much." + +A wild laughing cry suddenly broke upon the air at the street-crossing in +front of them. A girl's voice called out: "Run, run, Jen! The copper is +after you." A woman's figure rushed stumbling across the way and into the +shadow of the houses, pursued by a burly policeman. + +"Ah, but if that's part of the price?" + +They went along fallen from the gay spirit of their talk into a silence +which he broke with a sigh. "Can that poor wretch and the radiant girl we +left yonder really belong to the same system of things? How impossible +each makes the other seem!" + + + + +VI. + +Mrs. Horn believed in the world and in society and its unwritten +constitution devoutly, and she tolerated her niece's benevolent +activities as she tolerated her aesthetic sympathies because these +things, however oddly, were tolerated--even encouraged--by society; and +they gave Margaret a charm. They made her originality interesting. Mrs. +Horn did not intend that they should ever go so far as to make her +troublesome; and it was with a sense of this abeyant authority of her +aunt's that the girl asked her approval of her proposed call upon the +Dryfooses. She explained as well as she could the social destitution of +these opulent people, and she had of course to name Beaton as the source +of her knowledge concerning them. + +"Did Mr. Beaton suggest your calling on them?" + +"No; he rather discouraged it." + +"And why do you think you ought to go in this particular instance? New +York is full of people who don't know anybody." + +Margaret laughed. "I suppose it's like any other charity: you reach the +cases you know of. The others you say you can't help, and you try to +ignore them." + +"It's very romantic," said Mrs. Horn. "I hope you've counted the cost; +all the possible consequences." + +Margaret knew that her aunt had in mind their common experience with the +Leightons, whom, to give their common conscience peace, she had called +upon with her aunt's cards and excuses, and an invitation for her +Thursdays, somewhat too late to make the visit seem a welcome to New +York. She was so coldly received, not so much for herself as in her +quality of envoy, that her aunt experienced all the comfort which +vicarious penance brings. She did not perhaps consider sufficiently her +niece's guiltlessness in the expiation. Margaret was not with her at St. +Barnaby in the fatal fortnight she passed there, and never saw the +Leightons till she went to call upon them. She never complained: the +strain of asceticism, which mysteriously exists in us all, and makes us +put peas, boiled or unboiled, in our shoes, gave her patience with the +snub which the Leightons presented her for her aunt. But now she said, +with this in mind: "Nothing seems simpler than to get rid of people if +you don't want them. You merely have to let them alone." + +"It isn't so pleasant, letting them alone," said Mrs. Horn. + +"Or having them let you alone," said Margaret; for neither Mrs. Leighton +nor Alma had ever come to enjoy the belated hospitality of Mrs. Horn's +Thursdays. + +"Yes, or having them let you alone," Mrs. Horn courageously consented. +"And all that I ask you, Margaret, is to be sure that you really want to +know these people." + +"I don't," said the girl, seriously, "in the usual way." + +"Then the question is whether you do in the unusual way. They will build +a great deal upon you," said Mrs. Horn, realizing how much the Leightons +must have built upon her, and how much out of proportion to her desert +they must now dislike her; for she seemed to have had them on her mind +from the time they came, and had always meant to recognize any reasonable +claim they had upon her. + +"It seems very odd, very sad," Margaret returned, "that you never could +act unselfishly in society affairs. If I wished to go and see those girls +just to do them a pleasure, and perhaps because if they're strange and +lonely, I might do them good, even--it would be impossible." + +"Quite," said her aunt. "Such a thing would be quixotic. Society doesn't +rest upon any such basis. It can't; it would go to pieces, if people +acted from unselfish motives." + +"Then it's a painted savage!" said the girl. "All its favors are really +bargains. It's gifts are for gifts back again." + +"Yes, that is true," said Mrs. Horn, with no more sense of wrong in the +fact than the political economist has in the fact that wages are the +measure of necessity and not of merit. "You get what you pay for. It's a +matter of business." She satisfied herself with this formula, which she +did not invent, as fully as if it were a reason; but she did not dislike +her niece's revolt against it. That was part of Margaret's originality, +which pleased her aunt in proportion to her own conventionality; she was +really a timid person, and she liked the show of courage which Margaret's +magnanimity often reflected upon her. She had through her a repute, with +people who did not know her well, for intellectual and moral qualities; +she was supposed to be literary and charitable; she almost had opinions +and ideals, but really fell short of their possession. She thought that +she set bounds to the girl's originality because she recognized them. +Margaret understood this better than her aunt, and knew that she had +consulted her about going to see the Dryfooses out of deference, and with +no expectation of luminous instruction. She was used to being a law to +herself, but she knew what she might and might not do, so that she was +rather a by-law. She was the kind of girl that might have fancies for +artists and poets, but might end by marrying a prosperous broker, and +leavening a vast lump of moneyed and fashionable life with her culture, +generosity, and good-will. The intellectual interests were first with +her, but she might be equal to sacrificing them; she had the best heart, +but she might know how to harden it; if she was eccentric, her social +orbit was defined; comets themselves traverse space on fixed lines. She +was like every one else, a congeries of contradictions and +inconsistencies, but obedient to the general expectation of what a girl +of her position must and must not finally be. Provisionally, she was very +much what she liked to be. + + + + +VII + +Margaret Vance tried to give herself some reason for going to call upon +the Dryfooses, but she could find none better than the wish to do a kind +thing. This seemed queerer and less and less sufficient as she examined +it, and she even admitted a little curiosity as a harmless element in her +motive, without being very well satisfied with it. She tried to add a +slight sense of social duty, and then she decided to have no motive at +all, but simply to pay her visit as she would to any other eligible +strangers she saw fit to call upon. She perceived that she must be very +careful not to let them see that any other impulse had governed her; she +determined, if possible, to let them patronize her; to be very modest and +sincere and diffident, and, above all, not to play a part. This was easy, +compared with the choice of a manner that should convey to them the fact +that she was not playing a part. When the hesitating Irish serving-man +had acknowledged that the ladies were at home, and had taken her card to +them, she sat waiting for them in the drawing-room. Her study of its +appointments, with their impersonal costliness, gave her no suggestion +how to proceed; the two sisters were upon her before she had really +decided, and she rose to meet them with the conviction that she was going +to play a part for want of some chosen means of not doing so. She found +herself, before she knew it, making her banjo a property in the little +comedy, and professing so much pleasure in the fact that Miss Dryfoos was +taking it up; she had herself been so much interested by it. Anything, +she said, was a relief from the piano; and then, between the guitar and +the banjo, one must really choose the banjo, unless one wanted to devote +one's whole natural life to the violin. Of course, there was the +mandolin; but Margaret asked if they did not feel that the bit of shell +you struck it with interposed a distance between you and the real soul of +the instrument; and then it did have such a faint, mosquitoy little tone! +She made much of the question, which they left her to debate alone while +they gazed solemnly at her till she characterized the tone of the +mandolin, when Mela broke into a large, coarse laugh. + +"Well, that's just what it does sound like," she explained defiantly to +her sister. "I always feel like it was going to settle somewhere, and I +want to hit myself a slap before it begins to bite. I don't see what ever +brought such a thing into fashion." + +Margaret had not expected to be so powerfully seconded, and she asked, +after gathering herself together, "And you are both learning the banjo?" +"My, no!" said Mela, "I've gone through enough with the piano. Christine +is learnun' it." + +"I'm so glad you are making my banjo useful at the outset, Miss Dryfoos." +Both girls stared at her, but found it hard to cope with the fact that +this was the lady friend whose banjo Beaton had lent them. "Mr. Beaton +mentioned that he had left it here. I hope you'll keep it as long as you +find it useful." + +At this amiable speech even Christine could not help thanking her. "Of +course," she said, "I expect to get another, right off. Mr. Beaton is +going to choose it for me." + +"You are very fortunate. If you haven't a teacher yet I should so like to +recommend mine." + +Mela broke out in her laugh again. "Oh, I guess Christine's pretty well +suited with the one she's got," she said, with insinuation. Her sister +gave her a frowning glance, and Margaret did not tempt her to explain. + +"Then that's much better," she said. "I have a kind of superstition in +such matters; I don't like to make a second choice. In a shop I like to +take the first thing of the kind I'm looking for, and even if I choose +further I come back to the original." + +"How funny!" said Mela. "Well, now, I'm just the other way. I always take +the last thing, after I've picked over all the rest. My luck always seems +to be at the bottom of the heap. Now, Christine, she's more like you. I +believe she could walk right up blindfolded and put her hand on the thing +she wants every time." + +"I'm like father," said Christine, softened a little by the celebration +of her peculiarity. "He says the reason so many people don't get what +they want is that they don't want it bad enough. Now, when I want a +thing, it seems to me that I want it all through." + +"Well, that's just like father, too," said Mela. "That's the way he done +when he got that eighty-acre piece next to Moffitt that he kept when he +sold the farm, and that's got some of the best gas-wells on it now that +there is anywhere." She addressed the explanation to her sister, to the +exclusion of Margaret, who, nevertheless, listened with a smiling face +and a resolutely polite air of being a party to the conversation. Mela +rewarded her amiability by saying to her, finally, "You've never been in +the natural-gas country, have you?" + +"Oh no! And I should so much like to see it!" said Margaret, with a +fervor that was partly voluntary. + +"Would you? Well, we're kind of sick of it, but I suppose it would strike +a stranger." + +"I never got tired of looking at the big wells when they lit them up," +said Christine. "It seems as if the world was on fire." + +"Yes, and when you see the surface-gas burnun' down in the woods, like it +used to by our spring-house--so still, and never spreadun' any, just like +a bed of some kind of wild flowers when you ketch sight of it a piece +off." + +They began to tell of the wonders of their strange land in an antiphony +of reminiscences and descriptions; they unconsciously imputed a merit to +themselves from the number and violence of the wells on their father's +property; they bragged of the high civilization of Moffitt, which they +compared to its advantage with that of New York. They became excited by +Margaret's interest in natural gas, and forgot to be suspicious and +envious. + +She said, as she rose, "Oh, how much I should like to see it all!" Then +she made a little pause, and added: + +"I'm so sorry my aunt's Thursdays are over; she never has them after +Lent, but we're to have some people Tuesday evening at a little concert +which a musical friend is going to give with some other artists. There +won't be any banjos, I'm afraid, but there'll be some very good singing, +and my aunt would be so glad if you could come with your mother." + +She put down her aunt's card on the table near her, while Mela gurgled, +as if it were the best joke: "Oh, my! Mother never goes anywhere; you +couldn't get her out for love or money." But she was herself overwhelmed +with a simple joy at Margaret's politeness, and showed it in a sensuous +way, like a child, as if she had been tickled. She came closer to +Margaret and seemed about to fawn physically upon her. + +"Ain't she just as lovely as she can live?" she demanded of her sister +when Margaret was gone. + +"I don't know," said Christine. "I guess she wanted to know who Mr. +Beaton had been lending her banjo to." + +"Pshaw! Do you suppose she's in love with him?" asked Mela, and then she +broke into her hoarse laugh at the look her sister gave her. "Well, don't +eat me, Christine! I wonder who she is, anyway? I'm goun' to git it out +of Mr. Beaton the next time he calls. I guess she's somebody. Mrs. Mandel +can tell. I wish that old friend of hers would hurry up and git well--or +something. But I guess we appeared about as well as she did. I could see +she was afraid of you, Christine. I reckon it's gittun' around a little +about father; and when it does I don't believe we shall want for callers. +Say, are you goun'? To that concert of theirs?" + +"I don't know. Not till I know who they are first." + +"Well, we've got to hump ourselves if we're goun' to find out before +Tuesday." + +As she went home Margaret felt wrought in her that most incredible of the +miracles, which, nevertheless, any one may make his experience. She felt +kindly to these girls because she had tried to make them happy, and she +hoped that in the interest she had shown there had been none of the +poison of flattery. She was aware that this was a risk she ran in such an +attempt to do good. If she had escaped this effect she was willing to +leave the rest with Providence. + + + + +VIII. + +The notion that a girl of Margaret Vance's traditions would naturally +form of girls like Christine and Mela Dryfoos would be that they were +abashed in the presence of the new conditions of their lives, and that +they must receive the advance she had made them with a certain grateful +humility. However they received it, she had made it upon principle, from +a romantic conception of duty; but this was the way she imagined they +would receive it, because she thought that she would have done so if she +had been as ignorant and unbred as they. Her error was in arguing their +attitude from her own temperament, and endowing them, for the purposes of +argument, with her perspective. They had not the means, intellectual or +moral, of feeling as she fancied. If they had remained at home on the +farm where they were born, Christine would have grown up that embodiment +of impassioned suspicion which we find oftenest in the narrowest spheres, +and Mela would always have been a good-natured simpleton; but they would +never have doubted their equality with the wisest and the finest. As it +was, they had not learned enough at school to doubt it, and the splendor +of their father's success in making money had blinded them forever to any +possible difference against them. They had no question of themselves in +the social abeyance to which they had been left in New York. They had +been surprised, mystified; it was not what they had expected; there must +be some mistake. + +They were the victims of an accident, which would be repaired as soon as +the fact of their father's wealth had got around. They had been steadfast +in their faith, through all their disappointment, that they were not only +better than most people by virtue of his money, but as good as any; and +they took Margaret's visit, so far as they investigated its motive, for +a sign that at last it was beginning to get around; of course, a thing +could not get around in New York so quick as it could in a small place. +They were confirmed in their belief by the sensation of Mrs. Mandel when +she returned to duty that afternoon, and they consulted her about going +to Mrs. Horn's musicale. If she had felt any doubt at the name for there +were Horns and Horns--the address on the card put the matter beyond +question; and she tried to make her charges understand what a precious +chance had befallen them. She did not succeed; they had not the premises, +the experience, for a sufficient impression; and she undid her work in +part by the effort to explain that Mrs. Horn's standing was independent +of money; that though she was positively rich, she was comparatively +poor. Christine inferred that Miss Vance had called because she wished to +be the first to get in with them since it had begun to get around. This +view commended itself to Mela, too, but without warping her from her +opinion that Miss Vance was all the same too sweet for anything. She had +not so vivid a consciousness of her father's money as Christine had; but +she reposed perhaps all the more confidently upon its power. She was far +from thinking meanly of any one who thought highly of her for it; that +seemed so natural a result as to be amiable, even admirable; she was +willing that any such person should get all the good there was in such an +attitude toward her. + +They discussed the matter that night at dinner before their father and +mother, who mostly sat silent at their meals; the father frowning +absently over his plate, with his head close to it, and making play into +his mouth with the back of his knife (he had got so far toward the use of +his fork as to despise those who still ate from the edge of their +knives), and the mother partly missing hers at times in the nervous +tremor that shook her face from side to side. + +After a while the subject of Mela's hoarse babble and of Christine's +high-pitched, thin, sharp forays of assertion and denial in the field +which her sister's voice seemed to cover, made its way into the old man's +consciousness, and he perceived that they were talking with Mrs. Mandel +about it, and that his wife was from time to time offering an irrelevant +and mistaken comment. He agreed with Christine, and silently took her +view of the affair some time before he made any sign of having listened. +There had been a time in his life when other things besides his money +seemed admirable to him. He had once respected himself for the +hard-headed, practical common sense which first gave him standing among +his country neighbors; which made him supervisor, school trustee, justice +of the peace, county commissioner, secretary of the Moffitt County +Agricultural Society. In those days he had served the public with +disinterested zeal and proud ability; he used to write to the Lake Shore +Farmer on agricultural topics; he took part in opposing, through the +Moffitt papers, the legislative waste of the people's money; on the +question of selling a local canal to the railroad company, which killed +that fine old State work, and let the dry ditch grow up to grass; he +might have gone to the Legislature, but he contented himself with +defeating the Moffitt member who had voted for the job. If he opposed +some measures for the general good, like high schools and school +libraries, it was because he lacked perspective, in his intense +individualism, and suspected all expense of being spendthrift. He +believed in good district schools, and he had a fondness, crude but +genuine, for some kinds of reading--history, and forensics of an +elementary sort. + +With his good head for figures he doubted doctors and despised preachers; +he thought lawyers were all rascals, but he respected them for their +ability; he was not himself litigious, but he enjoyed the intellectual +encounters of a difficult lawsuit, and he often attended a sitting of the +fall term of court, when he went to town, for the pleasure of hearing the +speeches. He was a good citizen, and a good husband. As a good father, he +was rather severe with his children, and used to whip them, especially +the gentle Conrad, who somehow crossed him most, till the twins died. +After that he never struck any of them; and from the sight of a blow +dealt a horse he turned as if sick. It was a long time before he lifted +himself up from his sorrow, and then the will of the man seemed to have +been breached through his affections. He let the girls do as they +pleased--the twins had been girls; he let them go away to school, and got +them a piano. It was they who made him sell the farm. If Conrad had only +had their spirit he could have made him keep it, he felt; and he resented +the want of support he might have found in a less yielding spirit than +his son's. + +His moral decay began with his perception of the opportunity of making +money quickly and abundantly, which offered itself to him after he sold +his farm. He awoke to it slowly, from a desolation in which he tasted the +last bitter of homesickness, the utter misery of idleness and +listlessness. When he broke down and cried for the hard-working, +wholesome life he had lost, he was near the end of this season of +despair, but he was also near the end of what was best in himself. He +devolved upon a meaner ideal than that of conservative good citizenship, +which had been his chief moral experience: the money he had already made +without effort and without merit bred its unholy self-love in him; he +began to honor money, especially money that had been won suddenly and in +large sums; for money that had been earned painfully, slowly, and in +little amounts, he had only pity and contempt. The poison of that +ambition to go somewhere and be somebody which the local speculators had +instilled into him began to work in the vanity which had succeeded his +somewhat scornful self-respect; he rejected Europe as the proper field +for his expansion; he rejected Washington; he preferred New York, whither +the men who have made money and do not yet know that money has made them, +all instinctively turn. He came where he could watch his money breed more +money, and bring greater increase of its kind in an hour of luck than the +toil of hundreds of men could earn in a year. He called it speculation, +stocks, the Street; and his pride, his faith in himself, mounted with his +luck. He expected, when he had sated his greed, to begin to spend, and he +had formulated an intention to build a great house, to add another to the +palaces of the country-bred millionaires who have come to adorn the great +city. In the mean time he made little account of the things that occupied +his children, except to fret at the ungrateful indifference of his son to +the interests that could alone make a man of him. He did not know whether +his daughters were in society or not; with people coming and going in the +house he would have supposed they must be so, no matter who the people +were; in some vague way he felt that he had hired society in Mrs. Mandel, +at so much a year. He never met a superior himself except now and then a +man of twenty or thirty millions to his one or two, and then he felt his +soul creep within him, without a sense of social inferiority; it was a +question of financial inferiority; and though Dryfoos's soul bowed itself +and crawled, it was with a gambler's admiration of wonderful luck. Other +men said these many-millioned millionaires were smart, and got their +money by sharp practices to which lesser men could not attain; but +Dryfoos believed that he could compass the same ends, by the same means, +with the same chances; he respected their money, not them. + +When he now heard Mrs. Mandel and his daughters talking of that person, +whoever she was, that Mrs. Mandel seemed to think had honored his girls +by coming to see them, his curiosity was pricked as much as his pride was +galled. + +"Well, anyway," said Mela, "I don't care whether Christine's goon' or +not; I am. And you got to go with me, Mrs. Mandel." + +"Well, there's a little difficulty," said Mrs. Mandel, with her unfailing +dignity and politeness. "I haven't been asked, you know." + +"Then what are we goun' to do?" demanded Mela, almost crossly. She was +physically too amiable, she felt too well corporeally, ever to be quite +cross. "She might 'a' knowed--well known--we couldn't 'a' come alone, in +New York. I don't see why we couldn't. I don't call it much of an +invitation." + +"I suppose she thought you could come with your mother," Mrs. Mandel +suggested. + +"She didn't say anything about mother: Did she, Christine? Or, yes, she +did, too. And I told her she couldn't git mother out. Don't you +remember?" + +"I didn't pay much attention," said Christine. "I wasn't certain we +wanted to go." + +"I reckon you wasn't goun' to let her see that we cared much," said Mela, +half reproachful, half proud of this attitude of Christine. "Well, I +don't see but what we got to stay at home." She laughed at this lame +conclusion of the matter. + +"Perhaps Mr. Conrad--you could very properly take him without an express +invitation--" Mrs. Mandel began. + +Conrad looked up in alarm and protest. "I--I don't think I could go that +evening--" + +"What's the reason?" his father broke in, harshly. "You're not such a +sheep that you're afraid to go into company with your sisters? Or are you +too good to go with them?" + +"If it's to be anything like that night when them hussies come out and +danced that way," said Mrs. Dryfoos, "I don't blame Coonrod for not +wantun' to go. I never saw the beat of it." + +Mela sent a yelling laugh across the table to her mother. "Well, I wish +Miss Vance could 'a' heard that! Why, mother, did you think it like the +ballet?" + +"Well, I didn't know, Mely, child," said the old woman. "I didn't know +what it was like. I hain't never been to one, and you can't be too +keerful where you go, in a place like New York." + +"What's the reason you can't go?" Dryfoos ignored the passage between his +wife and daughter in making this demand of his son, with a sour face. + +"I have an engagement that night--it's one of our meetings." + +"I reckon you can let your meeting go for one night," said Dryfoos. "It +can't be so important as all that, that you must disappoint your +sisters." + +"I don't like to disappoint those poor creatures. They depend so much +upon the meetings--" + +"I reckon they can stand it for one night," said the old man. He added, +"The poor ye have with you always." + +"That's so, Coonrod," said his mother. "It's the Saviour's own words." + +"Yes, mother. But they're not meant just as father used them." + +"How do you know how they were meant? Or how I used them?" cried the +father. "Now you just make your plans to go with the girls, Tuesday +night. They can't go alone, and Mrs. Mandel can't go with them." + +"Pshaw!" said Mela. "We don't want to take Conrad away from his meetun', +do we, Chris?" + +"I don't know," said Christine, in her high, fine voice. "They could get +along without him for one night, as father says." + +"Well, I'm not a-goun' to take him," said Mela. "Now, Mrs. Mandel, just +think out some other way. Say! What's the reason we couldn't get somebody +else to take us just as well? Ain't that rulable?" + +"It would be allowable--" + +"Allowable, I mean," Mela corrected herself. + +"But it might look a little significant, unless it was some old family +friend." + +"Well, let's get Mr. Fulkerson to take us. He's the oldest family friend +we got." + +"I won't go with Mr. Fulkerson," said Christine, serenely. + +"Why, I'm sure, Christine," her mother pleaded, "Mr. Fulkerson is a very +good young man, and very nice appearun'." + +Mela shouted, "He's ten times as pleasant as that old Mr. Beaton of +Christine's!" + +Christine made no effort to break the constraint that fell upon the table +at this sally, but her father said: "Christine is right, Mela. It +wouldn't do for you to go with any other young man. Conrad will go with +you." + +"I'm not certain I want to go, yet," said Christine. + +"Well, settle that among yourselves. But if you want to go, your brother +will go with you." + +"Of course, Coonrod 'll go, if his sisters wants him to," the old woman +pleaded. "I reckon it ain't agoun' to be anything very bad; and if it is, +Coonrod, why you can just git right up and come out." + +"It will be all right, mother. And I will go, of course." + +"There, now, I knowed you would, Coonrod. Now, fawther!" This appeal was +to make the old man say something in recognition of Conrad's sacrifice. + +"You'll always find," he said, "that it's those of your own household +that have the first claim on you." + +"That's so, Coonrod," urged his mother. "It's Bible truth. Your fawther +ain't a perfesser, but he always did read his Bible. Search the +Scriptures. That's what it means." + +"Laws!" cried Mely, "a body can see, easy enough from mother, where +Conrad's wantun' to be a preacher comes from. I should 'a' thought she'd +'a' wanted to been one herself." + +"Let your women keep silence in the churches," said the old woman, +solemnly. + +"There you go again, mother! I guess if you was to say that to some of +the lady ministers nowadays, you'd git yourself into trouble." Mela +looked round for approval, and gurgled out a hoarse laugh. + + + + +IX. + +The Dryfooses went late to Mrs. Horn's musicale, in spite of Mrs. +Mandel's advice. Christine made the delay, both because she wished to +show Miss Vance that she was (not) anxious, and because she had some +vague notion of the distinction of arriving late at any sort of +entertainment. Mrs. Mandel insisted upon the difference between this +musicale and an ordinary reception; but Christine rather fancied +disturbing a company that had got seated, and perhaps making people rise +and stand, while she found her way to her place, as she had seen them do +for a tardy comer at the theatre. + +Mela, whom she did not admit to her reasons or feelings always, followed +her with the servile admiration she had for all that Christine did; and +she took on trust as somehow successful the result of Christine's +obstinacy, when they were allowed to stand against the wall at the back +of the room through the whole of the long piece begun just before they +came in. There had been no one to receive them; a few people, in the rear +rows of chairs near them, turned their heads to glance at them, and then +looked away again. Mela had her misgivings; but at the end of the piece +Miss Vance came up to them at once, and then Mela knew that she had her +eyes on them all the time, and that Christine must have been right. +Christine said nothing about their coming late, and so Mela did not make +any excuse, and Miss Vance seemed to expect none. She glanced with a sort +of surprise at Conrad, when Christine introduced him; Mela did not know +whether she liked their bringing him, till she shook hands with him, and +said: "Oh, I am very glad indeed! Mr. Dryfoos and I have met before." +Without explaining where or when, she led them to her aunt and presented +them, and then said, "I'm going to put you with some friends of yours," +and quickly seated them next the Marches. Mela liked that well enough; +she thought she might have some joking with Mr. March, for all his wife +was so stiff; but the look which Christine wore seemed to forbid, +provisionally at least, any such recreation. On her part, Christine was +cool with the Marches. It went through her mind that they must have told +Miss Vance they knew her; and perhaps they had boasted of her intimacy. +She relaxed a little toward them when she saw Beaton leaning against the +wall at the end of the row next Mrs. March. Then she conjectured that he +might have told Miss Vance of her acquaintance with the Marches, and she +bent forward and nodded to Mrs. March across Conrad, Mela, and Mr. March. +She conceived of him as a sort of hand of her father's, but she was +willing to take them at their apparent social valuation for the time. She +leaned back in her chair, and did not look up at Beaton after the first +furtive glance, though she felt his eyes on her. + +The music began again almost at once, before Mela had time to make Conrad +tell her where Miss Vance had met him before. She would not have minded +interrupting the music; but every one else seemed so attentive, even +Christine, that she had not the courage. The concert went onto an end +without realizing for her the ideal of pleasure which one ought to find. +in society. She was not exacting, but it seemed to her there were very +few young men, and when the music was over, and their opportunity came to +be sociable, they were not very sociable. They were not introduced, for +one thing; but it appeared to Mela that they might have got introduced, +if they had any sense; she saw them looking at her, and she was glad she +had dressed so much; she was dressed more than any other lady there, and +either because she was the most dressed of any person there, or because +it had got around who her father was, she felt that she had made an +impression on the young men. In her satisfaction with this, and from her +good nature, she was contented to be served with her refreshments after +the concert by Mr. March, and to remain joking with him. She was at her +ease; she let her hoarse voice out in her largest laugh; she accused him, +to the admiration of those near, of getting her into a perfect gale. It +appeared to her, in her own pleasure, her mission to illustrate to the +rather subdued people about her what a good time really was, so that they +could have it if they wanted it. Her joy was crowned when March modestly +professed himself unworthy to monopolize her, and explained how selfish +he felt in talking to a young lady when there were so many young men +dying to do so. + +"Oh, pshaw, dyun', yes!" cried Mela, tasting the irony. "I guess I see +them!" + +He asked if he might really introduce a friend of his to her, and she +said, Well, yes, if he thought he could live to get to her; and March +brought up a man whom he thought very young and Mela thought very old. He +was a contributor to 'Every Other Week,' and so March knew him; he +believed himself a student of human nature in behalf of literature, and +he now set about studying Mela. He tempted her to express her opinion on +all points, and he laughed so amiably at the boldness and humorous vigor +of her ideas that she was delighted with him. She asked him if he was a +New-Yorker by birth; and she told him she pitied him, when he said he had +never been West. She professed herself perfectly sick of New York, and +urged him to go to Moffitt if he wanted to see a real live town. He +wondered if it would do to put her into literature just as she was, with +all her slang and brag, but he decided that he would have to subdue her a +great deal: he did not see how he could reconcile the facts of her +conversation with the facts of her appearance: her beauty, her splendor +of dress, her apparent right to be where she was. These things perplexed +him; he was afraid the great American novel, if true, must be incredible. +Mela said he ought to hear her sister go on about New York when they +first came; but she reckoned that Christine was getting so she could put +up with it a little better, now. She looked significantly across the room +to the place where Christine was now talking with Beaton; and the student +of human nature asked, Was she here? and, Would she introduce him? Mela +said she would, the first chance she got; and she added, They would be +much pleased to have him call. She felt herself to be having a beautiful +time, and she got directly upon such intimate terms with the student of +human nature that she laughed with him about some peculiarities of his, +such as his going so far about to ask things he wanted to know from her; +she said she never did believe in beating about the bush much. She had +noticed the same thing in Miss Vance when she came to call that day; and +when the young man owned that he came rather a good deal to Mrs. Horn's +house, she asked him, Well, what sort of a girl was Miss Vance, anyway, +and where did he suppose she had met her brother? The student of human +nature could not say as to this, and as to Miss Vance he judged it safest +to treat of the non-society side of her character, her activity in +charity, her special devotion to the work among the poor on the East +Side, which she personally engaged in. + +"Oh, that's where Conrad goes, too!" Mela interrupted. "I'll bet anything +that's where she met him. I wisht I could tell Christine! But I suppose +she would want to kill me, if I was to speak to her now." + +The student of human nature said, politely, "Oh, shall I take you to +her?" + +Mela answered, "I guess you better not!" with a laugh so significant that +he could not help his inferences concerning both Christine's absorption +in the person she was talking with and the habitual violence of her +temper. He made note of how Mela helplessly spoke of all her family by +their names, as if he were already intimate with them; he fancied that if +he could get that in skillfully, it would be a valuable color in his +study; the English lord whom she should astonish with it began to form +himself out of the dramatic nebulosity in his mind, and to whirl on a +definite orbit in American society. But he was puzzled to decide whether +Mela's willingness to take him into her confidence on short notice was +typical or personal: the trait of a daughter of the natural-gas +millionaire, or a foible of her own. + +Beaton talked with Christine the greater part of the evening that was +left after the concert. He was very grave, and took the tone of a +fatherly friend; he spoke guardedly of the people present, and moderated +the severity of some of Christine's judgments of their looks and +costumes. He did this out of a sort of unreasoned allegiance to Margaret, +whom he was in the mood of wishing to please by being very kind and good, +as she always was. He had the sense also of atoning by this behavior for +some reckless things he had said before that to Christine; he put on a +sad, reproving air with her, and gave her the feeling of being held in +check. + +She chafed at it, and said, glancing at Margaret in talk with her +brother, "I don't think Miss Vance is so very pretty, do you?" + +"I never think whether she's pretty or not," said Beaton, with dreamy, +affectation. "She is merely perfect. Does she know your brother?" + +"So she says. I didn't suppose Conrad ever went anywhere, except to +tenement-houses." + +"It might have been there," Beaton suggested. "She goes among friendless +people everywhere." + +"Maybe that's the reason she came to see us!" said Christine. + +Beaton looked at her with his smouldering eyes, and felt the wish to say, +"Yes, it was exactly that," but he only allowed himself to deny the +possibility of any such motive in that case. He added: "I am so glad you +know her, Miss Dryfoos. I never met Miss Vance without feeling myself +better and truer, somehow; or the wish to be so." + +"And you think we might be improved, too?" Christine retorted. "Well, I +must say you're not very flattering, Mr. Beaton, anyway." + +Beaton would have liked to answer her according to her cattishness, with +a good clawing sarcasm that would leave its smart in her pride; but he +was being good, and he could not change all at once. Besides, the girl's +attitude under the social honor done her interested him. He was sure she +had never been in such good company before, but he could see that she was +not in the least affected by the experience. He had told her who this +person and that was; and he saw she had understood that the names were of +consequence; but she seemed to feel her equality with them all. Her +serenity was not obviously akin to the savage stoicism in which Beaton +hid his own consciousness of social inferiority; but having won his way +in the world so far by his talent, his personal quality, he did not +conceive the simple fact in her case. Christine was self-possessed +because she felt that a knowledge of her father's fortune had got around, +and she had the peace which money gives to ignorance; but Beaton +attributed her poise to indifference to social values. This, while he +inwardly sneered at it, avenged him upon his own too keen sense of them, +and, together with his temporary allegiance to Margaret's goodness, kept +him from retaliating Christine's vulgarity. He said, "I don't see how +that could be," and left the question of flattery to settle itself. + +The people began to go away, following each other up to take leave of +Mrs. Horn. Christine watched them with unconcern, and either because she +would not be governed by the general movement, or because she liked being +with Beaton, gave no sign of going. Mela was still talking to the student +of human nature, sending out her laugh in deep gurgles amid the +unimaginable confidences she was making him about herself, her family, +the staff of 'Every Other Week,' Mrs. Mandel, and the kind of life they +had all led before she came to them. He was not a blind devotee of art +for art's sake, and though he felt that if one could portray Mela just as +she was she would be the richest possible material, he was rather ashamed +to know some of the things she told him; and he kept looking anxiously +about for a chance of escape. The company had reduced itself to the +Dryfoos groups and some friends of Mrs. Horn's who had the right to +linger, when Margaret crossed the room with Conrad to Christine and +Beaton. + +"I'm so glad, Miss Dryfoos, to find that I was not quite a stranger to +you all when I ventured to call, the other day. Your brother and I are +rather old acquaintances, though I never knew who he was before. I don't +know just how to say we met where he is valued so much. I suppose I +mustn't try to say how much," she added, with a look of deep regard at +him. + +Conrad blushed and stood folding his arms tight over his breast, while +his sister received Margaret's confession with the suspicion which was +her first feeling in regard to any new thing. What she concluded was that +this girl was trying to get in with them, for reasons of her own. She +said: "Yes; it's the first I ever heard of his knowing you. He's so much +taken up with his meetings, he didn't want to come to-night." + +Margaret drew in her lip before she answered, without apparent resentment +of the awkwardness or ungraciousness, whichever she found it: "I don't +wonder! You become so absorbed in such work that you think nothing else +is worth while. But I'm glad Mr. Dryfoos could come with you; I'm so glad +you could all come; I knew you would enjoy the music. Do sit down--" + +"No," said Christine, bluntly; "we must be going. Mela!" she called out, +"come!" + +The last group about Mrs. Horn looked round, but Christine advanced upon +them undismayed, and took the hand Mrs. Horn promptly gave her. "Well, I +must bid you good-night." + +"Oh, good-night," murmured the elder lady. "So very kind of you to come." + +"I've had the best kind of a time," said Mela, cordially. "I hain't +laughed so much, I don't know when." + +"Oh, I'm glad you enjoyed it," said Mrs. Horn, in the same polite murmur +she had used with Christine; but she said nothing to either sister about +any future meeting. + +They were apparently not troubled. Mela said over her shoulder to the +student of human nature, "The next time I see you I'll give it to you for +what you said about Moffitt." + +Margaret made some entreating paces after them, but she did not succeed +in covering the retreat of the sisters against critical conjecture. She +could only say to Conrad, as if recurring to the subject, "I hope we can +get our friends to play for us some night. I know it isn't any real help, +but such things take the poor creatures out of themselves for the time +being, don't you think?" + +"Oh yes," he answered. "They're good in that way." He turned back +hesitatingly to Mrs. Horn, and said, with a blush, "I thank you for a +happy evening." + +"Oh, I am very glad," she replied, in her murmur. + +One of the old friends of the house arched her eyebrows in saying +good-night, and offered the two young men remaining seats home in her +carriage. Beaton gloomily refused, and she kept herself from asking the +student of human nature, till she had got him into her carriage, "What is +Moffitt, and what did you say about it?" + +"Now you see, Margaret," said Mrs. Horn, with bated triumph, when the +people were all gone. + +"Yes, I see," the girl consented. "From one point of view, of course it's +been a failure. I don't think we've given Miss Dryfoos a pleasure, but +perhaps nobody could. And at least we've given her the opportunity of +enjoying herself." + +"Such people," said Mrs. Horn, philosophically, "people with their money, +must of course be received sooner or later. You can't keep them out. +Only, I believe I would rather let some one else begin with them. The +Leightons didn't come?" + +"I sent them cards. I couldn't call again." + +Mrs. Horn sighed a little. "I suppose Mr. Dryfoos is one of your +fellow-philanthropists?" + +"He's one of the workers," said Margaret. "I met him several times at the +Hall, but I only knew his first name. I think he's a great friend of +Father Benedict; he seems devoted to the work. Don't you think he looks +good?" + +"Very," said Mrs. Horn, with a color of censure in her assent. "The +younger girl seemed more amiable than her sister. But what manners!" + +"Dreadful!" said Margaret, with knit brows, and a pursed mouth of +humorous suffering. "But she appeared to feel very much at home." + +"Oh, as to that, neither of them was much abashed. Do you suppose Mr. +Beaton gave the other one some hints for that quaint dress of hers? I +don't imagine that black and lace is her own invention. She seems to have +some sort of strange fascination for him." + +"She's very picturesque," Margaret explained. "And artists see points in +people that the rest of us don't." + +"Could it be her money?" Mrs. Horn insinuated. "He must be very poor." + +"But he isn't base," retorted the girl, with a generous indignation that +made her aunt smile. + +"Oh no; but if he fancies her so picturesque, it doesn't follow that he +would object to her being rich." + +"It would with a man like Mr. Beaton!" + +"You are an idealist, Margaret. I suppose your Mr. March has some +disinterested motive in paying court to Miss Mela--Pamela, I suppose, is +her name. He talked to her longer than her literature would have lasted." + +"He seems a very kind person," said Margaret. + +"And Mr. Dryfoos pays his salary?" + +"I don't know anything about that. But that wouldn't make any difference +with him." + +Mrs. Horn laughed out at this security; but she was not displeased by the +nobleness which it came from. She liked Margaret to be high-minded, and +was really not distressed by any good that was in her. + +The Marches walked home, both because it was not far, and because they +must spare in carriage hire at any rate. As soon as they were out of the +house, she applied a point of conscience to him. + +"I don't see how you could talk to that girl so long, Basil, and make her +laugh so." + +"Why, there seemed no one else to do it, till I thought of Kendricks." + +"Yes, but I kept thinking, Now he's pleasant to her because he thinks +it's to his interest. If she had no relation to 'Every Other Week,' he +wouldn't waste his time on her." + +"Isabel," March complained, "I wish you wouldn't think of me in he, him, +and his; I never personalize you in my thoughts: you remain always a +vague unindividualized essence, not quite without form and void, but +nounless and pronounless. I call that a much more beautiful mental +attitude toward the object of one's affections. But if you must he and +him and his me in your thoughts, I wish you'd have more kindly thoughts +of me." + +"Do you deny that it's true, Basil?" + +"Do you believe that it's true, Isabel?" + +"No matter. But could you excuse it if it were?" + +"Ah, I see you'd have been capable of it in my place, and you're +ashamed." + +"Yes," sighed the wife, "I'm afraid that I should. But tell me that you +wouldn't, Basil!" + +"I can tell you that I wasn't. But I suppose that in a real exigency, I +could truckle to the proprietary Dryfooses as well as you." + +"Oh no; you mustn't, dear! I'm a woman, and I'm dreadfully afraid. But +you must always be a man, especially with that horrid old Mr. Dryfoos. +Promise me that you'll never yield the least point to him in a matter of +right and wrong!" + +"Not if he's right and I'm wrong?" + +"Don't trifle, dear! You know what I mean. Will you promise?" + +"I'll promise to submit the point to you, and let you do the yielding. As +for me, I shall be adamant. Nothing I like better." + +"They're dreadful, even that poor, good young fellow, who's so different +from all the rest; he's awful, too, because you feel that he's a martyr +to them." + +"And I never did like martyrs a great deal," March interposed. + +"I wonder how they came to be there," Mrs. March pursued, unmindful of +his joke. + +"That is exactly what seemed to be puzzling Miss Mela about us. She +asked, and I explained as well as I could; and then she told me that Miss +Vance had come to call on them and invited them; and first they didn't +know how they could come till they thought of making Conrad bring them. +But she didn't say why Miss Vance called on them. Mr. Dryfoos doesn't +employ her on 'Every Other Week.' But I suppose she has her own vile +little motive." + +"It can't be their money; it can't be!" sighed Mrs. March. + +"Well, I don't know. We all respect money." + +"Yes, but Miss Vance's position is so secure. She needn't pay court to +those stupid, vulgar people." + +"Well, let's console ourselves with the belief that she would, if she +needed. Such people as the Dryfooses are the raw material of good +society. It isn't made up of refined or meritorious people--professors +and litterateurs, ministers and musicians, and their families. All the +fashionable people there to-night were like the Dryfooses a generation or +two ago. I dare say the material works up faster now, and in a season or +two you won't know the Dryfooses from the other plutocrats. THEY will--a +little better than they do now; they'll see a difference, but nothing +radical, nothing painful. People who get up in the world by service to +others--through letters, or art, or science--may have their modest little +misgivings as to their social value, but people that rise by +money--especially if their gains are sudden--never have. And that's the +kind of people that form our nobility; there's no use pretending that we +haven't a nobility; we might as well pretend we haven't first-class cars +in the presence of a vestibuled Pullman. Those girls had no more doubt of +their right to be there than if they had been duchesses: we thought it +was very nice of Miss Vance to come and ask us, but they didn't; they +weren't afraid, or the least embarrassed; they were perfectly +natural--like born aristocrats. And you may be sure that if the +plutocracy that now owns the country ever sees fit to take on the outward +signs of an aristocracy--titles, and arms, and ancestors--it won't falter +from any inherent question of its worth. Money prizes and honors itself, +and if there is anything it hasn't got, it believes it can buy it." + +"Well, Basil," said his wife, "I hope you won't get infected with Lindau's +ideas of rich people. Some of them are very good and kind." + +"Who denies that? Not even Lindau himself. It's all right. And the great +thing is that the evening's enjoyment is over. I've got my society smile +off, and I'm radiantly happy. Go on with your little pessimistic +diatribes, Isabel; you can't spoil my pleasure." + +"I could see," said Mela, as she and Christine drove home together, "that +she was as jealous as she could be, all the time you was talkun' to Mr. +Beaton. She pretended to be talkun' to Conrad, but she kep' her eye on +you pretty close, I can tell you. I bet she just got us there to see how +him and you would act together. And I reckon she was satisfied. He's dead +gone on you, Chris." + +Christine listened with a dreamy pleasure to the flatteries with which +Mela plied her in the hope of some return in kind, and not at all because +she felt spitefully toward Miss Vance, or in anywise wished her ill. "Who +was that fellow with you so long?" asked Christine. "I suppose you turned +yourself inside out to him, like you always do." + +Mela was transported by the cruel ingratitude. "It's a lie! I didn't tell +him a single thing." + +Conrad walked home, choosing to do so because he did not wish to hear his +sisters' talk of the evening, and because there was a tumult in his +spirit which he wished to let have its way. In his life with its single +purpose, defeated by stronger wills than his own, and now struggling +partially to fulfil itself in acts of devotion to others, the thought of +women had entered scarcely more than in that of a child. His ideals were +of a virginal vagueness; faces, voices, gestures had filled his fancy at +times, but almost passionately; and the sensation that he now indulged +was a kind of worship, ardent, but reverent and exalted. The brutal +experiences of the world make us forget that there are such natures in +it, and that they seem to come up out of the lowly earth as well as down +from the high heaven. In the heart of this man well on toward thirty +there had never been left the stain of a base thought; not that +suggestion and conjecture had not visited him, but that he had not +entertained them, or in any-wise made them his. In a Catholic age and +country, he would have been one of those monks who are sainted after +death for the angelic purity of their lives, and whose names are invoked +by believers in moments of trial, like San Luigi Gonzaga. As he now +walked along thinking, with a lover's beatified smile on his face, of how +Margaret Vance had spoken and looked, he dramatized scenes in which he +approved himself to her by acts of goodness and unselfishness, and died +to please her for the sake of others. He made her praise him for them, to +his face, when he disclaimed their merit, and after his death, when he +could not. All the time he was poignantly sensible of her grace, her +elegance, her style; they seemed to intoxicate him; some tones of her +voice thrilled through his nerves, and some looks turned his brain with a +delicious, swooning sense of her beauty; her refinement bewildered him. +But all this did not admit the idea of possession, even of aspiration. At +the most his worship only set her beyond the love of other men as far as +beyond his own. + + +PG EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + + Affectional habit + Brag of his wife, as a good husband always does + But when we make that money here, no one loses it + Courage hadn't been put to the test + Family buryin' grounds + Homage which those who have not pay to those who have + Hurry up and git well--or something + Made money and do not yet know that money has made them + Society: All its favors are really bargains + Wages are the measure of necessity and not of merit + Without realizing his cruelty, treated as a child + + + + +FOURTH PART + + +I. + +Not long after Lent, Fulkerson set before Dryfoos one day his scheme for +a dinner in celebration of the success of 'Every Other Week.' Dryfoos had +never meddled in any manner with the conduct of the periodical; but +Fulkerson easily saw that he was proud of his relation to it, and he +proceeded upon the theory that he would be willing to have this relation +known: On the days when he had been lucky in stocks, he was apt to drop +in at the office on Eleventh Street, on his way up-town, and listen to +Fulkerson's talk. He was on good enough terms with March, who revised his +first impressions of the man, but they had not much to say to each other, +and it seemed to March that Dryfoos was even a little afraid of him, as +of a piece of mechanism he had acquired, but did not quite understand; he +left the working of it to Fulkerson, who no doubt bragged of it +sufficiently. The old man seemed to have as little to say to his son; he +shut himself up with Fulkerson, where the others could hear the manager +begin and go on with an unstinted flow of talk about 'Every Other Week;' +for Fulkerson never talked of anything else if he could help it, and was +always bringing the conversation back to it if it strayed: + +The day he spoke of the dinner he rose and called from his door: "March, +I say, come down here a minute, will you? Conrad, I want you, too." + +The editor and the publisher found the manager and the proprietor seated +on opposite sides of the table. "It's about those funeral baked meats, +you know," Fulkerson explained, "and I was trying to give Mr. Dryfoos +some idea of what we wanted to do. That is, what I wanted to do," he +continued, turning from March to Dryfoos. "March, here, is opposed to it, +of course. He'd like to publish 'Every Other Week' on the sly; keep it +out of the papers, and off the newsstands; he's a modest Boston petunia, +and he shrinks from publicity; but I am not that kind of herb myself, and +I want all the publicity we can get--beg, borrow, or steal--for this +thing. I say that you can't work the sacred rites of hospitality in a +better cause, and what I propose is a little dinner for the purpose of +recognizing the hit we've made with this thing. My idea was to strike you +for the necessary funds, and do the thing on a handsome scale. The term +little dinner is a mere figure of speech. A little dinner wouldn't make a +big talk, and what we want is the big talk, at present, if we don't lay +up a cent. My notion was that pretty soon after Lent, now, when everybody +is feeling just right, we should begin to send out our paragraphs, +affirmative, negative, and explanatory, and along about the first of May +we should sit down about a hundred strong, the most distinguished people +in the country, and solemnize our triumph. There it is in a nutshell. I +might expand and I might expound, but that's the sum and substance of +it." + +Fulkerson stopped, and ran his eyes eagerly over the faces of his three +listeners, one after the other. March was a little surprised when Dryfoos +turned to him, but that reference of the question seemed to give +Fulkerson particular pleasure: "What do you think, Mr. March?" + +The editor leaned back in his chair. "I don't pretend to have Mr. +Fulkerson's genius for advertising; but it seems to me a little early +yet. We might celebrate later when we've got more to celebrate. At +present we're a pleasing novelty, rather than a fixed fact." + +"Ah, you don't get the idea!" said Fulkerson. "What we want to do with +this dinner is to fix the fact." + +"Am I going to come in anywhere?" the old man interrupted. + +"You're going to come in at the head of the procession! We are going to +strike everything that is imaginative and romantic in the newspaper soul +with you and your history and your fancy for going in for this thing. I +can start you in a paragraph that will travel through all the newspapers, +from Maine to Texas and from Alaska to Florida. We have had all sorts of +rich men backing up literary enterprises, but the natural-gas man in +literature is a new thing, and the combination of your picturesque past +and your aesthetic present is something that will knock out the +sympathies of the American public the first round. I feel," said +Fulkerson, with a tremor of pathos in his voice, "that 'Every Other Week' +is at a disadvantage before the public as long as it's supposed to be my +enterprise, my idea. As far as I'm known at all, I'm known simply as a +syndicate man, and nobody in the press believes that I've got the money +to run the thing on a grand scale; a suspicion of insolvency must attach +to it sooner or later, and the fellows on the press will work up that +impression, sooner or later, if we don't give them something else to work +up. Now, as soon as I begin to give it away to the correspondents that +you're in it, with your untold millions--that, in fact, it was your idea +from the start, that you originated it to give full play to the +humanitarian tendencies of Conrad here, who's always had these theories +of co-operation, and longed to realize them for the benefit of our +struggling young writers and artists--" + +March had listened with growing amusement to the mingled burlesque and +earnest of Fulkerson's self-sacrificing impudence, and with wonder as to +how far Dryfoos was consenting to his preposterous proposition, when +Conrad broke out: "Mr. Fulkerson, I could not allow you to do that. It +would not be true; I did not wish to be here; and--and what I think--what +I wish to do--that is something I will not let any one put me in a false +position about. No!" The blood rushed into the young man's gentle face, +and he met his father's glance with defiance. + +Dryfoos turned from him to Fulkerson without speaking, and Fulkerson +said, caressingly: "Why, of course, Coonrod! I know how you feel, and I +shouldn't let anything of that sort go out uncontradicted afterward. But +there isn't anything in these times that would give us better standing +with the public than some hint of the way you feel about such things. The +public expects to be interested, and nothing would interest it more than +to be told that the success of 'Every Other Week' sprang from the first +application of the principle of Live and let Live to a literary +enterprise. It would look particularly well, coming from you and your +father, but if you object, we can leave that part out; though if you +approve of the principle I don't see why you need object. The main thing +is to let the public know that it owes this thing to the liberal and +enlightened spirit of one of the foremost capitalists of the country; and +that his purposes are not likely to be betrayed in the hands of his son, +I should get a little cut made from a photograph of your father, and +supply it gratis with the paragraphs." + +"I guess," said the old man, "we will get along without the cut." + +Fulkerson laughed. "Well, well! Have it your own way, But the sight of +your face in the patent outsides of the country press would be worth half +a dozen subscribers in every school district throughout the length and +breadth of this fair land." + +"There was a fellow," Dryfoos explained, in an aside to March, "that was +getting up a history of Moffitt, and he asked me to let him put a steel +engraving of me in. He said a good many prominent citizens were going to +have theirs in, and his price was a hundred and fifty dollars. I told him +I couldn't let mine go for less than two hundred, and when he said he +could give me a splendid plate for that money, I said I should want it +cash. You never saw a fellow more astonished when he got it through him +that I expected him to pay the two hundred." + +Fulkerson laughed in keen appreciation of the joke. "Well, sir, I guess +'Every Other Week' will pay you that much. But if you won't sell at any +price, all right; we must try to worry along without the light of your +countenance on the posters, but we got to have it for the banquet." + +"I don't seem to feel very hungry, yet," said they old man, dryly. + +"Oh, 'l'appetit vient en mangeant', as our French friends say. You'll be +hungry enough when you see the preliminary Little Neck clam. It's too +late for oysters." + +"Doesn't that fact seem to point to a postponement till they get back, +sometime in October," March suggested. + +"No, no!" said Fulkerson, "you don't catch on to the business end of this +thing, my friends. You're proceeding on something like the old exploded +idea that the demand creates the supply, when everybody knows, if he's +watched the course of modern events, that it's just as apt to be the +other way. I contend that we've got a real substantial success to +celebrate now; but even if we hadn't, the celebration would do more than +anything else to create the success, if we got it properly before the +public. People will say: Those fellows are not fools; they wouldn't go +and rejoice over their magazine unless they had got a big thing in it. +And the state of feeling we should produce in the public mind would make +a boom of perfectly unprecedented grandeur for E. O. W. Heigh?" + +He looked sunnily from one to the other in succession. The elder Dryfoos +said, with his chin on the top of his stick, "I reckon those Little Neck +clams will keep." + +"Well, just as you say," Fulkerson cheerfully assented. "I understand you +to agree to the general principle of a little dinner?" + +"The smaller the better," said the old man. + +"Well, I say a little dinner because the idea of that seems to cover the +case, even if we vary the plan a little. I had thought of a reception, +maybe, that would include the lady contributors and artists, and the +wives and daughters of the other contributors. That would give us the +chance to ring in a lot of society correspondents and get the thing +written up in first-class shape. By-the-way!" cried Fulkerson, slapping +himself on the leg, "why not have the dinner and the reception both?" + +"I don't understand," said Dryfoos. + +"Why, have a select little dinner for ten or twenty choice spirits of the +male persuasion, and then, about ten o'clock, throw open your palatial +drawing-rooms and admit the females to champagne, salads, and ices. It is +the very thing! Come!" + +"What do you think of it, Mr. March?" asked Dryfoos, on whose social +inexperience Fulkerson's words projected no very intelligible image, and +who perhaps hoped for some more light. + +"It's a beautiful vision," said March, "and if it will take more time to +realize it I think I approve. I approve of anything that will delay Mr. +Fulkerson's advertising orgie." + +"Then," Fulkerson pursued, "we could have the pleasure of Miss Christine +and Miss Mela's company; and maybe Mrs. Dryfoos would look in on us in +the course of the evening. There's no hurry, as Mr. March suggests, if we +can give the thing this shape. I will cheerfully adopt the idea of my +honorable colleague." + +March laughed at his impudence, but at heart he was ashamed of Fulkerson +for proposing to make use of Dryfoos and his house in that way. He +fancied something appealing in the look that the old man turned on him, +and something indignant in Conrad's flush; but probably this was only his +fancy. He reflected that neither of them could feel it as people of more +worldly knowledge would, and he consoled himself with the fact that +Fulkerson was really not such a charlatan as he seemed. But it went +through his mind that this was a strange end for all Dryfoos's +money-making to come to; and he philosophically accepted the fact of his +own humble fortunes when he reflected how little his money could buy for +such a man. It was an honorable use that Fulkerson was putting it to in +'Every Other Week;' it might be far more creditably spent on such an +enterprise than on horses, or wines, or women, the usual resources of the +brute rich; and if it were to be lost, it might better be lost that way +than in stocks. He kept a smiling face turned to Dryfoos while these +irreverent considerations occupied him, and hardened his heart against +father and son and their possible emotions. + +The old man rose to put an end to the interview. He only repeated, "I +guess those clams will keep till fall." + +But Fulkerson was apparently satisfied with the progress he had made; and +when he joined March for the stroll homeward after office hours, he was +able to detach his mind from the subject, as if content to leave it. + +"This is about the best part of the year in New York," he said; In some +of the areas the grass had sprouted, and the tender young foliage had +loosened itself from the buds on a sidewalk tree here and there; the +soft air was full of spring, and the delicate sky, far aloof, had the +look it never wears at any other season. "It ain't a time of year to +complain much of, anywhere; but I don't want anything better than the +month of May in New York. Farther South it's too hot, and I've been in +Boston in May when that east wind of yours made every nerve in my body +get up and howl. I reckon the weather has a good deal to do with the +local temperament. The reason a New York man takes life so easily with +all his rush is that his climate don't worry him. But a Boston man must +be rasped the whole while by the edge in his air. That accounts for his +sharpness; and when he's lived through twenty-five or thirty Boston Mays, +he gets to thinking that Providence has some particular use for him, or +he wouldn't have survived, and that makes him conceited. See?" + +"I see," said March. "But I don't know how you're going to work that idea +into an advertisement, exactly." + +"Oh, pahaw, now, March! You don't think I've got that on the brain all +the time?" + +"You were gradually leading up to 'Every Other Week', somehow." + +"No, sir; I wasn't. I was just thinking what a different creature a +Massachusetts man is from a Virginian. And yet I suppose they're both as +pure English stock as you'll get anywhere in America. Marsh, I think +Colonel Woodburn's paper is going to make a hit." + +"You've got there! When it knocks down the sale about one-half, I shall +know it's made a hit." + +"I'm not afraid," said Fulkerson. "That thing is going to attract +attention. It's well written--you can take the pomposity out of it, here +and there and it's novel. Our people like a bold strike, and it's going +to shake them up tremendously to have serfdom advocated on high moral +grounds as the only solution of the labor problem. You see, in the first +place, he goes for their sympathies by the way he portrays the actual +relations of capital and labor; he shows how things have got to go from +bad to worse, and then he trots out his little old hobby, and proves that +if slavery had not been interfered with, it would have perfected itself +in the interest of humanity. He makes a pretty strong plea for it." + +March threw back his head and laughed. "He's converted you! I swear, +Fulkerson, if we had accepted and paid for an article advocating +cannibalism as the only resource for getting rid of the superfluous poor, +you'd begin to believe in it." + +Fulkerson smiled in approval of the joke, and only said: "I wish you +could meet the colonel in the privacy of the domestic circle, March. +You'd like him. He's a splendid old fellow; regular type. Talk about +spring! + +"You ought to see the widow's little back yard these days. You know that +glass gallery just beyond the dining-room? Those girls have got the +pot-plants out of that, and a lot more, and they've turned the edges of +that back yard, along the fence, into a regular bower; they've got sweet +peas planted, and nasturtiums, and we shall be in a blaze of glory about +the beginning of June. Fun to see 'em work in the garden, and the bird +bossing the job in his cage under the cherry-tree. Have to keep the +middle of the yard for the clothesline, but six days in the week it's a +lawn, and I go over it with a mower myself. March, there ain't anything +like a home, is there? Dear little cot of your own, heigh? I tell you, +March, when I get to pushing that mower round, and the colonel is smoking +his cigar in the gallery, and those girls are pottering over the flowers, +one of these soft evenings after dinner, I feel like a human being. Yes, +I do. I struck it rich when I concluded to take my meals at the widow's. +For eight dollars a week I get good board, refined society, and all the +advantages of a Christian home. By-the-way, you've never had much talk +with Miss Woodburn, have you, March?" + +"Not so much as with Miss Woodburn's father." + +"Well, he is rather apt to scoop the conversation. I must draw his fire, +sometime, when you and Mrs. March are around, and get you a chance with +Miss Woodburn." + +"I should like that better, I believe," said March. + +"Well, I shouldn't wonder if you did. Curious, but Miss Woodburn isn't at +all your idea of a Southern girl. She's got lots of go; she's never idle +a minute; she keeps the old gentleman in first-class shape, and she don't +believe a bit in the slavery solution of the labor problem; says she's +glad it's gone, and if it's anything like the effects of it, she's glad +it went before her time. No, sir, she's as full of snap as the liveliest +kind of a Northern girl. None of that sunny Southern languor you read +about." + +"I suppose the typical Southerner, like the typical anything else, is +pretty difficult to find," said March. "But perhaps Miss Woodburn +represents the new South. The modern conditions must be producing a +modern type." + +"Well, that's what she and the colonel both say. They say there ain't +anything left of that Walter Scott dignity and chivalry in the rising +generation; takes too much time. You ought to see her sketch the +old-school, high-and-mighty manners, as they survive among some of the +antiques in Charlottesburg. If that thing could be put upon the stage it +would be a killing success. Makes the old gentleman laugh in spite of +himself. But he's as proud of her as Punch, anyway. Why don't you and +Mrs. March come round oftener? Look here! How would it do to have a +little excursion, somewhere, after the spring fairly gets in its work?" + +"Reporters present?" + +"No, no! Nothing of that kind; perfectly sincere and disinterested +enjoyment." + +"Oh, a few handbills to be scattered around: 'Buy "Every Other Week",' 'Look +out for the next number of "Every Other Week,"' "'Every Other Week' at all +the news-stands.' Well, I'll talk it over with Mrs. March. I suppose +there's no great hurry." + +March told his wife of the idyllic mood in which he had left Fulkerson at +the widow's door, and she said he must be in love. + +"Why, of course! I wonder I didn't think of that. But Fulkerson is such +an impartial admirer of the whole sex that you can't think of his liking +one more than another. I don't know that he showed any unjust partiality, +though, in his talk of 'those girls,' as he called them. And I always +rather fancied that Mrs. Mandel--he's done so much for her, you know; and +she is such a well-balanced, well-preserved person, and so lady-like and +correct----" + +"Fulkerson had the word for her: academic. She's everything that +instruction and discipline can make of a woman; but I shouldn't think +they could make enough of her to be in love with." + +"Well, I don't know. The academic has its charm. There are moods in which +I could imagine myself in love with an academic person. That regularity +of line; that reasoned strictness of contour; that neatness of pose; that +slightly conventional but harmonious grouping of the emotions and +morals--you can see how it would have its charm, the Wedgwood in human +nature? I wonder where Mrs. Mandel keeps her urn and her willow." + +"I should think she might have use for them in that family, poor thing!" +said Mrs. March. + +"Ah, that reminds me," said her husband, "that we had another talk with +the old gentleman, this afternoon, about Fulkerson's literary, artistic, +and advertising orgie, and it's postponed till October." + +"The later the better, I should think," said Mrs. March, who did not +really think about it at all, but whom the date fixed for it caused to +think of the intervening time. "We have got to consider what we will do +about the summer, before long, Basil." + +"Oh, not yet, not yet," he pleaded; with that man's willingness to abide +in the present, which is so trying to a woman. "It's only the end of +April." + +"It will be the end of June before we know. And these people wanting the +Boston house another year complicates it. We can't spend the summer +there, as we planned." + +"They oughtn't to have offered us an increased rent; they have taken an +advantage of us." + +"I don't know that it matters," said Mrs. March. "I had decided not to go +there." + +"Had you? This is a surprise." + +"Everything is a surprise to you, Basil, when it happens." + +"True; I keep the world fresh, that way." + +"It wouldn't have been any change to go from one city to another for the +summer. We might as well have stayed in New York." + +"Yes, I wish we had stayed," said March, idly humoring a conception of +the accomplished fact. "Mrs. Green would have let us have the gimcrackery +very cheap for the summer months; and we could have made all sorts of +nice little excursions and trips off and been twice as well as if we had +spent the summer away." + +"Nonsense! You know we couldn't spend the summer in New York." + +"I know I could." + +"What stuff! You couldn't manage." + +"Oh yes, I could. I could take my meals at Fulkerson's widow's; or at +Maroni's, with poor old Lindau: he's got to dining there again. Or, I +could keep house, and he could dine with me here." + +There was a teasing look in March's eyes, and he broke into a laugh, at +the firmness with which his wife said: "I think if there is to be any +housekeeping, I will stay, too; and help to look after it. I would try +not intrude upon you and your guest." + +"Oh, we should be only too glad to have you join us," said March, playing +with fire. + +"Very well, then, I wish you would take him off to Maroni's, the next +time he comes to dine here!" cried his wife. + +The experiment of making March's old friend free of his house had not +given her all the pleasure that so kind a thing ought to have afforded so +good a woman. She received Lindau at first with robust benevolence, and +the high resolve not to let any of his little peculiarities alienate her +from a sense of his claim upon her sympathy and gratitude, not only as a +man who had been so generously fond of her husband in his youth, but a +hero who had suffered for her country. Her theory was that his mutilation +must not be ignored, but must be kept in mind as a monument of his +sacrifice, and she fortified Bella with this conception, so that the +child bravely sat next his maimed arm at table and helped him to dishes +he could not reach, and cut up his meat for him. As for Mrs. March +herself, the thought of his mutilation made her a little faint; she was +not without a bewildered resentment of its presence as a sort of +oppression. She did not like his drinking so much of March's beer, +either; it was no harm, but it was somehow unworthy, out of character +with a hero of the war. But what she really could not reconcile herself +to was the violence of Lindau's sentiments concerning the whole political +and social fabric. She did not feel sure that he should be allowed to say +such things before the children, who had been nurtured in the faith of +Bunker Hill and Appomattox, as the beginning and the end of all possible +progress in human rights. As a woman she was naturally an aristocrat, but +as an American she was theoretically a democrat; and it astounded, it +alarmed her, to hear American democracy denounced as a shuffling evasion. +She had never cared much for the United States Senate, but she doubted if +she ought to sit by when it was railed at as a rich man's club. It +shocked her to be told that the rich and poor were not equal before the +law in a country where justice must be paid for at every step in fees and +costs, or where a poor man must go to war in his own person, and a rich +man might hire someone to go in his. Mrs. March felt that this rebellious +mind in Lindau really somehow outlawed him from sympathy, and +retroactively undid his past suffering for the country: she had always +particularly valued that provision of the law, because in forecasting all +the possible mischances that might befall her own son, she had been +comforted by the thought that if there ever was another war, and Tom were +drafted, his father could buy him a substitute. Compared with such +blasphemy as this, Lindau's declaration that there was not equality of +opportunity in America, and that fully one-half the people were debarred +their right to the pursuit of happiness by the hopeless conditions of +their lives, was flattering praise. She could not listen to such things +in silence, though, and it did not help matters when Lindau met her +arguments with facts and reasons which she felt she was merely not +sufficiently instructed to combat, and he was not quite gentlemanly to +urge. "I am afraid for the effect on the children," she said to her +husband. "Such perfectly distorted ideas--Tom will be ruined by them." + +"Oh, let Tom find out where they're false," said March. "It will be good +exercise for his faculties of research. At any rate, those things are +getting said nowadays; he'll have to hear them sooner or later." + +"Had he better hear them at home?" demanded his wife. + +"Why, you know, as you're here to refute them, Isabel," he teased, +"perhaps it's the best place. But don't mind poor old Lindau, my dear. He +says himself that his parg is worse than his pidte, you know." + +"Ah, it's too late now to mind him," she sighed. In a moment of rash good +feeling, or perhaps an exalted conception of duty, she had herself +proposed that Lindau should come every week and read German with Tom; and +it had become a question first how they could get him to take pay for it, +and then how they could get him to stop it. Mrs. March never ceased to +wonder at herself for having brought this about, for she had warned her +husband against making any engagement with Lindau which would bring him +regularly to the house: the Germans stuck so, and were so unscrupulously +dependent. Yet, the deed being done, she would not ignore the duty of +hospitality, and it was always she who made the old man stay to their +Sunday-evening tea when he lingered near the hour, reading Schiller and +Heine and Uhland with the boy, in the clean shirt with which he observed +the day; Lindau's linen was not to be trusted during the week. She now +concluded a season of mournful reflection by saying, "He will get you +into trouble, somehow, Basil." + +"Well, I don't know how, exactly. I regard Lindau as a political +economist of an unusual type; but I shall not let him array me against +the constituted authorities. Short of that, I think I am safe." + +"Well, be careful, Basil; be careful. You know you are so rash." + +"I suppose I may continue to pity him? He is such a poor, lonely old +fellow. Are you really sorry he's come into our lives, my dear?" + +"No, no; not that. I feel as you do about it; but I wish I felt easier +about him--sure, that is, that we're not doing wrong to let him keep on +talking so." + +"I suspect we couldn't help it," March returned, lightly. "It's one of +what Lindau calls his 'brincibles' to say what he thinks." + + + + +II. + +The Marches had no longer the gross appetite for novelty which urges +youth to a surfeit of strange scenes, experiences, ideas; and makes +travel, with all its annoyances and fatigues, an inexhaustible delight. +But there is no doubt that the chief pleasure of their life in New York +was from its quality of foreignness: the flavor of olives, which, once +tasted, can never be forgotten. The olives may not be of the first +excellence; they may be a little stale, and small and poor, to begin +with, but they are still olives, and the fond palate craves them. The +sort which grew in New York, on lower Sixth Avenue and in the region of +Jefferson Market and on the soft exposures south of Washington Square, +were none the less acceptable because they were of the commonest Italian +variety. + +The Marches spent a good deal of time and money in a grocery of that +nationality, where they found all the patriotic comestibles and potables, +and renewed their faded Italian with the friendly family in charge. +Italian table d'hotes formed the adventure of the week, on the day when +Mrs. March let her domestics go out, and went herself to dine abroad with +her husband and children; and they became adepts in the restaurants where +they were served, and which they varied almost from dinner to dinner. The +perfect decorum of these places, and their immunity from offence in any, +emboldened the Marches to experiment in Spanish restaurants, where red +pepper and beans insisted in every dinner, and where once they chanced +upon a night of 'olla podrida', with such appeals to March's memory of a +boyish ambition to taste the dish that he became poetic and then pensive +over its cabbage and carrots, peas and bacon. For a rare combination of +international motives they prized most the table d'hote of a French lady, +who had taken a Spanish husband in a second marriage, and had a Cuban +negro for her cook, with a cross-eyed Alsation for waiter, and a slim +young South-American for cashier. March held that something of the +catholic character of these relations expressed itself in the generous +and tolerant variety of the dinner, which was singularly abundant for +fifty cents, without wine. At one very neat French place he got a dinner +at the same price with wine, but it was not so abundant; and March +inquired in fruitless speculation why the table d'hote of the Italians, a +notoriously frugal and abstemious people, should be usually more than you +wanted at seventy-five cents and a dollar, and that of the French rather +less at half a dollar. He could not see that the frequenters were greatly +different at the different places; they were mostly Americans, of subdued +manners and conjecturably subdued fortunes, with here and there a table +full of foreigners. There was no noise and not much smoking anywhere; +March liked going to that neat French place because there Madame sat +enthroned and high behind a 'comptoir' at one side of the room, and everybody +saluted her in going out. It was there that a gentle-looking young +couple used to dine, in whom the Marches became effectlessly interested, +because they thought they looked like that when they were young. The wife +had an aesthetic dress, and defined her pretty head by wearing her +back-hair pulled up very tight under her bonnet; the husband had dreamy +eyes set wide apart under a pure forehead. "They are artists, August, I +think," March suggested to the waiter, when he had vainly asked about +them. "Oh, hartis, cedenly," August consented; but Heaven knows whether +they were, or what they were: March never learned. + +This immunity from acquaintance, this touch-and go quality in their New +York sojourn, this almost loss of individuality at times, after the +intense identification of their Boston life, was a relief, though Mrs. +March had her misgivings, and questioned whether it were not perhaps too +relaxing to the moral fibre. March refused to explore his conscience; he +allowed that it might be so; but he said he liked now and then to feel +his personality in that state of solution. They went and sat a good deal +in the softening evenings among the infants and dotards of Latin +extraction in Washington Square, safe from all who ever knew them, and +enjoyed the advancing season, which thickened the foliage of the trees +and flattered out of sight the church warden's Gothic of the University +Building. The infants were sometimes cross, and cried in their weary +mothers' or little sisters' arms; but they did not disturb the dotards, +who slept, some with their heads fallen forward, and some with their +heads fallen back; March arbitrarily distinguished those with the +drooping faces as tipsy and ashamed to confront the public. The small +Italian children raced up and down the asphalt paths, playing American +games of tag and hide-and-whoop; larger boys passed ball, in training for +potential championships. The Marches sat and mused, or quarrelled +fitfully about where they should spend the summer, like sparrows, he once +said, till the electric lights began to show distinctly among the leaves, +and they looked round and found the infants and dotards gone and the +benches filled with lovers. That was the signal for the Marches to go +home. He said that the spectacle of so much courtship as the eye might +take in there at a glance was not, perhaps, oppressive, but the thought +that at the same hour the same thing was going on all over the country, +wherever two young fools could get together, was more than he could bear; +he did not deny that it was natural, and, in a measure authorized, but +he declared that it was hackneyed; and the fact that it must go on +forever, as long as the race lasted, made him tired. + +At home, generally, they found that the children had not missed them, and +were perfectly safe. It was one of the advantages of a flat that they +could leave the children there whenever they liked without anxiety. They +liked better staying there than wandering about in the evening with their +parents, whose excursions seemed to them somewhat aimless, and their +pleasures insipid. They studied, or read, or looked out of the window at +the street sights; and their mother always came back to them with a pang +for their lonesomeness. Bella knew some little girls in the house, but in +a ceremonious way; Tom had formed no friendships among the boys at school +such as he had left in Boston; as nearly as he could explain, the New +York fellows carried canes at an age when they would have had them broken +for them by the other boys at Boston; and they were both sissyish and +fast. It was probably prejudice; he never could say exactly what their +demerits were, and neither he nor Bella was apparently so homesick as +they pretended, though they answered inquirers, the one that New York was +a hole, and the other that it was horrid, and that all they lived for was +to get back to Boston. In the mean time they were thrown much upon each +other for society, which March said was well for both of them; he did not +mind their cultivating a little gloom and the sense of a common wrong; it +made them better comrades, and it was providing them with amusing +reminiscences for the future. They really enjoyed Bohemianizing in that +harmless way: though Tom had his doubts of its respectability; he was +very punctilious about his sister, and went round from his own school +every day to fetch her home from hers. The whole family went to the +theatre a good deal, and enjoyed themselves together in their desultory +explorations of the city. + +They lived near Greenwich Village, and March liked strolling through its +quaintness toward the waterside on a Sunday, when a hereditary +Sabbatarianism kept his wife at home; he made her observe that it even +kept her at home from church. He found a lingering quality of pure +Americanism in the region, and he said the very bells called to worship +in a nasal tone. He liked the streets of small brick houses, with here +and there one painted red, and the mortar lines picked out in white, and +with now and then a fine wooden portal of fluted pillars and a bowed +transom. The rear of the tenement-houses showed him the picturesqueness +of clothes-lines fluttering far aloft, as in Florence; and the new +apartment-houses, breaking the old sky-line with their towering stories, +implied a life as alien to the American manner as anything in continental +Europe. In fact, foreign faces and foreign tongues prevailed in Greenwich +Village, but no longer German or even Irish tongues or faces. The eyes +and earrings of Italians twinkled in and out of the alleyways and +basements, and they seemed to abound even in the streets, where long +ranks of trucks drawn up in Sunday rest along the curbstones suggested +the presence of a race of sturdier strength than theirs. March liked the +swarthy, strange visages; he found nothing menacing for the future in +them; for wickedness he had to satisfy himself as he could with the +sneering, insolent, clean-shaven mug of some rare American of the b'hoy +type, now almost as extinct in New York as the dodo or the volunteer +fireman. When he had found his way, among the ash-barrels and the groups +of decently dressed church-goers, to the docks, he experienced a +sufficient excitement in the recent arrival of a French steamer, whose +sheds were thronged with hacks and express-wagons, and in a tacit inquiry +into the emotions of the passengers, fresh from the cleanliness of Paris, +and now driving up through the filth of those streets. + +Some of the streets were filthier than others; there was at least a +choice; there were boxes and barrels of kitchen offal on all the +sidewalks, but not everywhere manure-heaps, and in some places the stench +was mixed with the more savory smell of cooking. One Sunday morning, +before the winter was quite gone, the sight of the frozen refuse melting +in heaps, and particularly the loathsome edges of the rotting ice near +the gutters, with the strata of waste-paper and straw litter, and +egg-shells and orange peel, potato-skins and cigar-stumps, made him +unhappy. He gave a whimsical shrug for the squalor of the neighboring +houses, and said to himself rather than the boy who was with him: "It's +curious, isn't it, how fond the poor people are of these unpleasant +thoroughfares? You always find them living in the worst streets." + +"The burden of all the wrong in the world comes on the poor," said the +boy. "Every sort of fraud and swindling hurts them the worst. The city +wastes the money it's paid to clean the streets with, and the poor have +to suffer, for they can't afford to pay twice, like the rich." + +March stopped short. "Hallo, Tom! Is that your wisdom?" + +"It's what Mr. Lindau says," answered the boy, doggedly, as if not +pleased to have his ideas mocked at, even if they were second-hand. + +"And you didn't tell him that the poor lived in dirty streets because +they liked them, and were too lazy and worthless to have them cleaned?" + +"No; I didn't." + +"I'm surprised. What do you think of Lindau, generally speaking, Tom?" + +"Well, sir, I don't like the way he talks about some things. I don't +suppose this country is perfect, but I think it's about the best there +is, and it don't do any good to look at its drawbacks all the time." + +"Sound, my son," said March, putting his hand on the boy's shoulder and +beginning to walk on. "Well?" + +"Well, then, he says that it isn't the public frauds only that the poor +have to pay for, but they have to pay for all the vices of the rich; that +when a speculator fails, or a bank cashier defaults, or a firm suspends, +or hard times come, it's the poor who have to give up necessaries where +the rich give up luxuries." + +"Well, well! And then?" + +"Well, then I think the crank comes in, in Mr. Lindau. He says there's no +need of failures or frauds or hard times. It's ridiculous. There always +have been and there always will be. But if you tell him that, it seems to +make him perfectly furious." + +March repeated the substance of this talk to his wife. "I'm glad to know +that Tom can see through such ravings. He has lots of good common sense." + +It was the afternoon of the same Sunday, and they were sauntering up +Fifth Avenue, and admiring the wide old double houses at the lower end; +at one corner they got a distinct pleasure out of the gnarled elbows that +a pollarded wistaria leaned upon the top of a garden wall--for its +convenience in looking into the street, he said. The line of these +comfortable dwellings, once so fashionable, was continually broken by the +facades of shops; and March professed himself vulgarized by a want of +style in the people they met in their walk to Twenty-third Street. + +"Take me somewhere to meet my fellow-exclusives, Isabel," he demanded. "I +pine for the society of my peers." + +He hailed a passing omnibus, and made his wife get on the roof with him. +"Think of our doing such a thing in Boston!" she sighed, with a little +shiver of satisfaction in her immunity from recognition and comment. + +"You wouldn't be afraid to do it in London or Paris?" + +"No; we should be strangers there--just as we are in New York. I wonder +how long one could be a stranger here." + +"Oh, indefinitely, in our way of living. The place is really vast, so +much larger than it used to seem, and so heterogeneous." + +When they got down very far up-town, and began to walk back by Madison +Avenue, they found themselves in a different population from that they +dwelt among; not heterogeneous at all; very homogeneous, and almost +purely American; the only qualification was American Hebrew. Such a +well-dressed, well-satisfied, well-fed looking crowd poured down the +broad sidewalks before the handsome, stupid houses that March could +easily pretend he had got among his fellow-plutocrats at last. Still he +expressed his doubts whether this Sunday afternoon parade, which seemed +to be a thing of custom, represented the best form among the young people +of that region; he wished he knew; he blamed himself for becoming of a +fastidious conjecture; he could not deny the fashion and the richness and +the indigeneity of the spectacle; the promenaders looked New-Yorky; they +were the sort of people whom you would know for New-Yorkers +elsewhere,--so well equipped and so perfectly kept at all points. Their +silk hats shone, and their boots; their frocks had the right distension +behind, and their bonnets perfect poise and distinction. + +The Marches talked of these and other facts of their appearance, and +curiously questioned whether this were the best that a great material +civilization could come to; it looked a little dull. The men's faces were +shrewd and alert, and yet they looked dull; the women's were pretty and +knowing, and yet dull. It was, probably, the holiday expression of the +vast, prosperous commercial class, with unlimited money, and no ideals +that money could not realize; fashion and comfort were all that they +desired to compass, and the culture that furnishes showily, that +decorates and that tells; the culture, say, of plays and operas, rather +than books. + +Perhaps the observers did the promenaders injustice; they might not have +been as common-minded as they looked. "But," March said, "I understand +now why the poor people don't come up here and live in this clean, +handsome, respectable quarter of the town; they would be bored to death. +On the whole, I think I should prefer Mott Street myself." + +In other walks the Marches tried to find some of the streets they had +wandered through the first day of their wedding journey in New York, so +long ago. They could not make sure of them; but once they ran down to the +Battery, and easily made sure of that, though not in its old aspect. They +recalled the hot morning, when they sauntered over the trodden weed that +covered the sickly grass-plots there, and sentimentalized the sweltering +paupers who had crept out of the squalid tenements about for a breath of +air after a sleepless night. Now the paupers were gone, and where the old +mansions that had fallen to their use once stood, there towered aloft and +abroad those heights and masses of many-storied brick-work for which +architecture has yet no proper form and aesthetics no name. The trees and +shrubs, all in their young spring green, blew briskly over the guarded +turf in the south wind that came up over the water; and in the well-paved +alleys the ghosts of eighteenth-century fashion might have met each other +in their old haunts, and exchanged stately congratulations upon its +vastly bettered condition, and perhaps puzzled a little over the colossal +lady on Bedloe's Island, with her lifted torch, and still more over the +curving tracks and chalet-stations of the Elevated road. It is an outlook +of unrivalled beauty across the bay, that smokes and flashes with the +innumerable stacks and sails of commerce, to the hills beyond, where the +moving forest of masts halts at the shore, and roots itself in the groves +of the many villaged uplands. The Marches paid the charming prospects a +willing duty, and rejoiced in it as generously as if it had been their +own. Perhaps it was, they decided. He said people owned more things in +common than they were apt to think; and they drew the consolations of +proprietorship from the excellent management of Castle Garden, which they +penetrated for a moment's glimpse of the huge rotunda, where the +immigrants first set foot on our continent. It warmed their hearts, so +easily moved to any cheap sympathy, to see the friendly care the nation +took of these humble guests; they found it even pathetic to hear the +proper authority calling out the names of such as had kin or acquaintance +waiting there to meet them. No one appeared troubled or anxious; the +officials had a conscientious civility; the government seemed to manage +their welcome as well as a private company or corporation could have +done. In fact, it was after the simple strangers had left the government +care that March feared their woes might begin; and he would have liked +the government to follow each of them to his home, wherever he meant to +fix it within our borders. He made note of the looks of the licensed +runners and touters waiting for the immigrants outside the government +premises; he intended to work them up into a dramatic effect in some +sketch, but they remained mere material in his memorandum-book, together +with some quaint old houses on the Sixth Avenue road, which he had +noticed on the way down. On the way up, these were superseded in his +regard by some hip-roof structures on the Ninth Avenue, which he thought +more Dutch-looking. The perspectives of the cross-streets toward the +river were very lively, with their turmoil of trucks and cars and carts +and hacks and foot passengers, ending in the chimneys and masts of +shipping, and final gleams of dancing water. At a very noisy corner, +clangorous with some sort of ironworking, he made his wife enjoy with him +the quiet sarcasm of an inn that called itself the Home-like Hotel, and +he speculated at fantastic length on the gentle associations of one who +should have passed his youth under its roof. + + + + +III. + +First and last, the Marches did a good deal of travel on the Elevated +roads, which, he said, gave you such glimpses of material aspects in the +city as some violent invasion of others' lives might afford in human +nature. Once, when the impulse of adventure was very strong in them, they +went quite the length of the West Side lines, and saw the city pushing +its way by irregular advances into the country. Some spaces, probably +held by the owners for that rise in value which the industry of others +providentially gives to the land of the wise and good, it left vacant +comparatively far down the road, and built up others at remoter points. +It was a world of lofty apartment houses beyond the Park, springing up in +isolated blocks, with stretches of invaded rusticity between, and here +and there an old country-seat standing dusty in its budding vines with +the ground before it in rocky upheaval for city foundations. But wherever +it went or wherever it paused, New York gave its peculiar stamp; and the +adventurers were amused to find One Hundred and Twenty-fifth Street +inchoately like Twenty-third Street and Fourteenth Street in its shops +and shoppers. The butchers' shops and milliners' shops on the avenue +might as well have been at Tenth as at One Hundredth Street. + +The adventurers were not often so adventurous. They recognized that in +their willingness to let their fancy range for them, and to let +speculation do the work of inquiry, they were no longer young. Their +point of view was singularly unchanged, and their impressions of New York +remained the same that they had been fifteen years before: huge, noisy, +ugly, kindly, it seemed to them now as it seemed then. The main +difference was that they saw it more now as a life, and then they only +regarded it as a spectacle; and March could not release himself from a +sense of complicity with it, no matter what whimsical, or alien, or +critical attitude he took. A sense of the striving and the suffering +deeply possessed him; and this grew the more intense as he gained some +knowledge of the forces at work--forces of pity, of destruction, of +perdition, of salvation. He wandered about on Sunday not only through the +streets, but into this tabernacle and that, as the spirit moved him, and +listened to those who dealt with Christianity as a system of economics as +well as a religion. He could not get his wife to go with him; she +listened to his report of what he heard, and trembled; it all seemed +fantastic and menacing. She lamented the literary peace, the intellectual +refinement of the life they had left behind them; and he owned it was +very pretty, but he said it was not life--it was death-in-life. She liked +to hear him talk in that strain of virtuous self-denunciation, but she +asked him, "Which of your prophets are you going to follow?" and he +answered: "All-all! And a fresh one every Sunday." And so they got their +laugh out of it at last, but with some sadness at heart, and with a dim +consciousness that they had got their laugh out of too many things in +life. + +What really occupied and compassed his activities, in spite of his +strenuous reveries of work beyond it, was his editorship. On its social +side it had not fulfilled all the expectations which Fulkerson's radiant +sketch of its duties and relations had caused him to form of it. Most of +the contributions came from a distance; even the articles written in New +York reached him through the post, and so far from having his valuable +time, as they called it, consumed in interviews with his collaborators, +he rarely saw any of them. The boy on the stairs, who was to fence him +from importunate visitors, led a life of luxurious disoccupation, and +whistled almost uninterruptedly. When any one came, March found himself +embarrassed and a little anxious. The visitors were usually young men, +terribly respectful, but cherishing, as he imagined, ideals and opinions +chasmally different from his; and he felt in their presence something +like an anachronism, something like a fraud. He tried to freshen up his +sympathies on them, to get at what they were really thinking and feeling, +and it was some time before he could understand that they were not really +thinking and feeling anything of their own concerning their art, but were +necessarily, in their quality of young, inexperienced men, mere +acceptants of older men's thoughts and feelings, whether they were +tremendously conservative, as some were, or tremendously progressive, as +others were. Certain of them called themselves realists, certain +romanticists; but none of them seemed to know what realism was, or what +romanticism; they apparently supposed the difference a difference of +material. March had imagined himself taking home to lunch or dinner the +aspirants for editorial favor whom he liked, whether he liked their work +or not; but this was not an easy matter. Those who were at all +interesting seemed to have engagements and preoccupations; after two or +three experiments with the bashfuller sort--those who had come up to the +metropolis with manuscripts in their hands, in the good old literary +tradition--he wondered whether he was otherwise like them when he was +young like them. He could not flatter himself that he was not; and yet he +had a hope that the world had grown worse since his time, which his wife +encouraged. + +Mrs. March was not eager to pursue the hospitalities which she had at +first imagined essential to the literary prosperity of 'Every Other +Week'; her family sufficed her; she would willingly have seen no one out +of it but the strangers at the weekly table-d'hote dinner, or the +audiences at the theatres. March's devotion to his work made him +reluctant to delegate it to any one; and as the summer advanced, and the +question of where to go grew more vexed, he showed a man's base +willingness to shirk it for himself by not going anywhere. He asked his +wife why she did not go somewhere with the children, and he joined her in +a search for non-malarial regions on the map when she consented to +entertain this notion. But when it came to the point she would not go; he +offered to go with her then, and then she would not let him. She said she +knew he would be anxious about his work; he protested that he could take +it with him to any distance within a few hours, but she would not be +persuaded. She would rather he stayed; the effect would be better with +Mr. Fulkerson; they could make excursions, and they could all get off a +week or two to the seashore near Boston--the only real seashore--in +August. The excursions were practically confined to a single day at Coney +Island; and once they got as far as Boston on the way to the seashore +near Boston; that is, Mrs. March and the children went; an editorial +exigency kept March at the last moment. The Boston streets seemed very +queer and clean and empty to the children, and the buildings little; in +the horse-cars the Boston faces seemed to arraign their mother with a +down-drawn severity that made her feel very guilty. She knew that this +was merely the Puritan mask, the cast of a dead civilization, which +people of very amiable and tolerant minds were doomed to wear, and she +sighed to think that less than a year of the heterogeneous gayety of New +York should have made her afraid of it. The sky seemed cold and gray; the +east wind, which she had always thought so delicious in summer, cut her +to the heart. She took her children up to the South End, and in the +pretty square where they used to live they stood before their alienated +home, and looked up at its close-shuttered windows. The tenants must have +been away, but Mrs. March had not the courage to ring and make sure, +though she had always promised herself that she would go all over the +house when she came back, and see how they had used it; she could pretend +a desire for something she wished to take away. She knew she could not +bear it now; and the children did not seem eager. She did not push on to +the seaside; it would be forlorn there without their father; she was glad +to go back to him in the immense, friendly homelessness of New York, and +hold him answerable for the change, in her heart or her mind, which made +its shapeless tumult a refuge and a consolation. + +She found that he had been giving the cook a holiday, and dining about +hither and thither with Fulkerson. Once he had dined with him at the +widow's (as they always called Mrs. Leighton), and then had spent the +evening there, and smoked with Fulkerson and Colonel Woodburn on the +gallery overlooking the back yard. They were all spending the summer in +New York. The widow had got so good an offer for her house at St. Barnaby +for the summer that she could not refuse it; and the Woodburns found New +York a watering-place of exemplary coolness after the burning Augusts and +Septembers of Charlottesburg. + +"You can stand it well enough in our climate, sir," the colonel +explained, "till you come to the September heat, that sometimes runs well +into October; and then you begin to lose your temper, sir. It's never +quite so hot as it is in New York at times, but it's hot longer, sir." He +alleged, as if something of the sort were necessary, the example of a +famous Southwestern editor who spent all his summers in a New York hotel +as the most luxurious retreat on the continent, consulting the weather +forecasts, and running off on torrid days to the mountains or the sea, +and then hurrying back at the promise of cooler weather. The colonel had +not found it necessary to do this yet; and he had been reluctant to leave +town, where he was working up a branch of the inquiry which had so long +occupied him, in the libraries, and studying the great problem of labor +and poverty as it continually presented itself to him in the streets. He +said that he talked with all sorts of people, whom he found monstrously +civil, if you took them in the right way; and he went everywhere in the +city without fear and apparently without danger. March could not find out +that he had ridden his hobby into the homes of want which he visited, or +had proposed their enslavement to the inmates as a short and simple +solution of the great question of their lives; he appeared to have +contented himself with the collection of facts for the persuasion of the +cultivated classes. It seemed to March a confirmation of this impression +that the colonel should address his deductions from these facts so +unsparingly to him; he listened with a respectful patience, for which +Fulkerson afterward personally thanked him. Fulkerson said it was not +often the colonel found such a good listener; generally nobody listened +but Mrs. Leighton, who thought his ideas were shocking, but honored him +for holding them so conscientiously. Fulkerson was glad that March, as +the literary department, had treated the old gentleman so well, because +there was an open feud between him and the art department. Beaton was +outrageously rude, Fulkerson must say; though as for that, the old +colonel seemed quite able to take care of himself, and gave Beaton an +unqualified contempt in return for his unmannerliness. The worst of it +was, it distressed the old lady so; she admired Beaton as much as she +respected the colonel, and she admired Beaton, Fulkerson thought, rather +more than Miss Leighton did; he asked March if he had noticed them +together. March had noticed them, but without any very definite +impression except that Beaton seemed to give the whole evening to the +girl. Afterward he recollected that he had fancied her rather harassed by +his devotion, and it was this point that he wished to present for his +wife's opinion. + +"Girls often put on that air," she said. "It's one of their ways of +teasing. But then, if the man was really very much in love, and she was +only enough in love to be uncertain of herself, she might very well seem +troubled. It would be a very serious question. Girls often don't know +what to do in such a case." + +"Yes," said March, "I've often been glad that I was not a girl, on that +account. But I guess that on general principles Beaton is not more in +love than she is. I couldn't imagine that young man being more in love +with anybody, unless it was himself. He might be more in love with +himself than any one else was." + +"Well, he doesn't interest me a great deal, and I can't say Miss Leighton +does, either. I think she can take care of herself. She has herself very +well in hand." + +"Why so censorious?" pleaded March. "I don't defend her for having +herself in hand; but is it a fault?" + +Mrs. March did not say. She asked, "And how does Mr. Fulkerson's affair +get on?" + +"His affair? You really think it is one? Well, I've fancied so myself, +and I've had an idea of some time asking him; Fulkerson strikes one as +truly domesticable, conjugable at heart; but I've waited for him to +speak." + +"I should think so." + +"Yes. He's never opened on the subject yet. Do you know, I think +Fulkerson has his moments of delicacy." + +"Moments! He's all delicacy in regard to women." + +"Well, perhaps so. There is nothing in them to rouse his advertising +instincts." + + + + +IV + +The Dryfoos family stayed in town till August. Then the father went West +again to look after his interests; and Mrs. Mandel took the two girls to +one of the great hotels in Saratoga. Fulkerson said that he had never +seen anything like Saratoga for fashion, and Mrs. Mandel remembered that +in her own young ladyhood this was so for at least some weeks of the +year. She had been too far withdrawn from fashion since her marriage to +know whether it was still so or not. In this, as in so many other +matters, the Dryfoos family helplessly relied upon Fulkerson, in spite of +Dryfoos's angry determination that he should not run the family, and in +spite of Christine's doubt of his omniscience; if he did not know +everything, she was aware that he knew more than herself. She thought +that they had a right to have him go with them to Saratoga, or at least +go up and engage their rooms beforehand; but Fulkerson did not offer to +do either, and she did not quite see her way to commanding his services. +The young ladies took what Mela called splendid dresses with them; they +sat in the park of tall, slim trees which the hotel's quadrangle +enclosed, and listened to the music in the morning, or on the long piazza +in the afternoon and looked at the driving in the street, or in the vast +parlors by night, where all the other ladies were, and they felt that +they were of the best there. But they knew nobody, and Mrs. Mandel was so +particular that Mela was prevented from continuing the acquaintance even +of the few young men who danced with her at the Saturday-night hops. They +drove about, but they went to places without knowing why, except that the +carriage man took them, and they had all the privileges of a proud +exclusivism without desiring them. Once a motherly matron seemed to +perceive their isolation, and made overtures to them, but then desisted, +as if repelled by Christine's suspicion, or by Mela's too instant and +hilarious good-fellowship, which expressed itself in hoarse laughter and +in a flow of talk full of topical and syntactical freedom. From time to +time she offered to bet Christine that if Mr. Fulkerson was only there +they would have a good time; she wondered what they were all doing in New +York, where she wished herself; she rallied her sister about Beaton, and +asked her why she did not write and tell him to come up there. + +Mela knew that Christine had expected Beaton to follow them. Some banter +had passed between them to this effect; he said he should take them in on +his way home to Syracuse. Christine would not have hesitated to write to +him and remind him of his promise; but she had learned to distrust her +literature with Beaton since he had laughed at the spelling in a scrap of +writing which dropped out of her music-book one night. She believed that +he would not have laughed if he had known it was hers; but she felt that +she could hide better the deficiencies which were not committed to paper; +she could manage with him in talking; she was too ignorant of her +ignorance to recognize the mistakes she made then. Through her own +passion she perceived that she had some kind of fascination for him; she +was graceful, and she thought it must be that; she did not understand +that there was a kind of beauty in her small, irregular features that +piqued and haunted his artistic sense, and a look in her black eyes +beyond her intelligence and intention. Once he sketched her as they sat +together, and flattered the portrait without getting what he wanted in +it; he said he must try her some time in color; and he said things which, +when she made Mela repeat them, could only mean that he admired her more +than anybody else. He came fitfully, but he came often, and she rested +content in a girl's indefiniteness concerning the affair; if her thought +went beyond lovemaking to marriage, she believed that she could have him +if she wanted him. Her father's money counted in this; she divined that +Beaton was poor; but that made no difference; she would have enough for +both; the money would have counted as an irresistible attraction if there +had been no other. + +The affair had gone on in spite of the sidelong looks of restless dislike +with which Dryfoos regarded it; but now when Beaton did not come to +Saratoga it necessarily dropped, and Christine's content with it. She +bore the trial as long as she could; she used pride and resentment +against it; but at last she could not bear it, and with Mela's help she +wrote a letter, bantering Beaton on his stay in New York, and playfully +boasting of Saratoga. It seemed to them both that it was a very bright +letter, and would be sure to bring him; they would have had no scruple +about sending it but for the doubt they had whether they had got some of +the words right. Mela offered to bet Christine anything she dared that +they were right, and she said, Send it anyway; it was no difference if +they were wrong. But Christine could not endure to think of that laugh of +Beaton's, and there remained only Mrs. Mandel as authority on the +spelling. Christine dreaded her authority on other points, but Mela said +she knew she would not interfere, and she undertook to get round her. +Mrs. Mandel pronounced the spelling bad, and the taste worse; she forbade +them to send the letter; and Mela failed to get round her, though she +threatened, if Mrs. Mandel would not tell her how to spell the wrong +words, that she would send the letter as it was; then Mrs. Mandel said +that if Mr. Beaton appeared in Saratoga she would instantly take them +both home. When Mela reported this result, Christine accused her of +having mismanaged the whole business; she quarrelled with her, and they +called each other names. Christine declared that she would not stay in +Saratoga, and that if Mrs. Mandel did not go back to New York with her +she should go alone. They returned the first week in September; but by +that time Beaton had gone to see his people in Syracuse. + +Conrad Dryfoos remained at home with his mother after his father went +West. He had already taken such a vacation as he had been willing to +allow himself, and had spent it on a charity farm near the city, where +the fathers with whom he worked among the poor on the East Side in the +winter had sent some of their wards for the summer. It was not possible +to keep his recreation a secret at the office, and Fulkerson found a +pleasure in figuring the jolly time Brother Conrad must have teaching +farm work among those paupers and potential reprobates. He invented +details of his experience among them, and March could not always help +joining in the laugh at Conrad's humorless helplessness under Fulkerson's +burlesque denunciation of a summer outing spent in such dissipation. + +They had time for a great deal of joking at the office during the season +of leisure which penetrates in August to the very heart of business, and +they all got on terms of greater intimacy if not greater friendliness +than before. Fulkerson had not had so long to do with the advertising +side of human nature without developing a vein of cynicism, of no great +depth, perhaps, but broad, and underlying his whole point of view; he +made light of Beaton's solemnity, as he made light of Conrad's humanity. +The art editor, with abundant sarcasm, had no more humor than the +publisher, and was an easy prey in the manager's hands; but when he had +been led on by Fulkerson's flatteries to make some betrayal of egotism, +he brooded over it till he had thought how to revenge himself in +elaborate insult. For Beaton's talent Fulkerson never lost his +admiration; but his joke was to encourage him to give himself airs of +being the sole source of the magazine's prosperity. No bait of this sort +was too obvious for Beaton to swallow; he could be caught with it as +often as Fulkerson chose; though he was ordinarily suspicious as to the +motives of people in saying things. With March he got on no better than +at first. He seemed to be lying in wait for some encroachment of the +literary department on the art department, and he met it now and then +with anticipative reprisal. After these rebuffs, the editor delivered him +over to the manager, who could turn Beaton's contrary-mindedness to +account by asking the reverse of what he really wanted done. This was +what Fulkerson said; the fact was that he did get on with Beaton and +March contented himself with musing upon the contradictions of a +character at once so vain and so offensive, so fickle and so sullen, so +conscious and so simple. + +After the first jarring contact with Dryfoos, the editor ceased to feel +the disagreeable fact of the old man's mastery of the financial +situation. None of the chances which might have made it painful occurred; +the control of the whole affair remained in Fulkerson's hands; before he +went West again, Dryfoos had ceased to come about the office, as if, +having once worn off the novelty of the sense of owning a literary +periodical, he was no longer interested in it. + +Yet it was a relief, somehow, when he left town, which he did not do +without coming to take a formal leave of the editor at his office. He +seemed willing to leave March with a better impression than he had +hitherto troubled himself to make; he even said some civil things about +the magazine, as if its success pleased him; and he spoke openly to March +of his hope that his son would finally become interested in it to the +exclusion of the hopes and purposes which divided them. It seemed to +March that in the old man's warped and toughened heart he perceived a +disappointed love for his son greater than for his other children; but +this might have been fancy. Lindau came in with some copy while Dryfoos +was there, and March introduced them. When Lindau went out, March +explained to Dryfoos that he had lost his hand in the war; and he told +him something of Lindau's career as he had known it. Dryfoos appeared +greatly pleased that 'Every Other Week' was giving Lindau work. He said +that he had helped to enlist a good many fellows for the war, and had +paid money to fill up the Moffitt County quota under the later calls for +troops. He had never been an Abolitionist, but he had joined the +Anti-Nebraska party in '55, and he had voted for Fremont and for every +Republican President since then. + +At his own house March saw more of Lindau than of any other contributor, +but the old man seemed to think that he must transact all his business +with March at his place of business. The transaction had some +peculiarities which perhaps made this necessary. Lindau always expected +to receive his money when he brought his copy, as an acknowledgment of +the immediate right of the laborer to his hire; and he would not take it +in a check because he did not approve of banks, and regarded the whole +system of banking as the capitalistic manipulation of the people's money. +He would receive his pay only from March's hand, because he wished to be +understood as working for him, and honestly earning money honestly +earned; and sometimes March inwardly winced a little at letting the old +man share the increase of capital won by such speculation as Dryfoos's, +but he shook off the feeling. As the summer advanced, and the artists and +classes that employed Lindau as a model left town one after another, he +gave largely of his increasing leisure to the people in the office of +'Every Other Week.' It was pleasant for March to see the respect with +which Conrad Dryfoos always used him, for the sake of his hurt and his +gray beard. There was something delicate and fine in it, and there was +nothing unkindly on Fulkerson's part in the hostilities which usually +passed between himself and Lindau. Fulkerson bore himself reverently at +times, too, but it was not in him to keep that up, especially when Lindau +appeared with more beer aboard than, as Fulkerson said, he could manage +shipshape. On these occasions Fulkerson always tried to start him on the +theme of the unduly rich; he made himself the champion of monopolies, and +enjoyed the invectives which Lindau heaped upon him as a slave of +capital; he said that it did him good. + +One day, with the usual show of writhing under Lindau's scorn, he said, +"Well, I understand that although you despise me now, Lindau--" + +"I ton't desbise you," the old man broke in, his nostrils swelling and +his eyes flaming with excitement, "I bity you." + +"Well, it seems to come to the same thing in the end," said Fulkerson. +"What I understand is that you pity me now as the slave of capital, but +you would pity me a great deal more if I was the master of it." + +"How you mean?" + +"If I was rich." + +"That would tebendt," said Lindau, trying to control himself. "If you hat +inheritedt your money, you might pe innocent; but if you hat mate it, +efery man that resbectedt himself would haf to ask how you mate it, and +if you hat mate moch, he would know--" + +"Hold on; hold on, now, Lindau! Ain't that rather un-American doctrine? +We're all brought up, ain't we, to honor the man that made his money, and +look down--or try to look down; sometimes it's difficult on the fellow +that his father left it to?" + +The old man rose and struck his breast. "On Amerigan!" he roared, and, as +he went on, his accent grew more and more uncertain. "What iss Amerigan? +Dere iss no Ameriga any more! You start here free and brafe, and you +glaim for efery man de right to life, liperty, and de bursuit of +habbiness. And where haf you entedt? No man that vorks vith his handts +among you has the liperty to bursue his habbiness. He iss the slafe of +some richer man, some gompany, some gorporation, dat crindt him down to +the least he can lif on, and that rops him of the marchin of his earnings +that he knight pe habby on. Oh, you Amerigans, you haf cot it down goldt, +as you say! You ton't puy foters; you puy lechislatures and goncressmen; +you puy gourts; you puy gombetitors; you pay infentors not to infent; you +atfertise, and the gounting-room sees dat de etitorial-room toesn't +tink." + +"Yes, we've got a little arrangement of that sort with March here," said +Fulkerson. + +"Oh, I am sawry," said the old man, contritely, "I meant noting bersonal. +I ton't tink we are all cuilty or gorrubt, and efen among the rich there +are goodt men. But gabidal"--his passion rose again--"where you find +gabidal, millions of money that a man hass cot togeder in fife, ten, +twenty years, you findt the smell of tears and ploodt! Dat iss what I +say. And you cot to loog oudt for yourself when you meet a rich man +whether you meet an honest man." + +"Well," said Fulkerson, "I wish I was a subject of suspicion with you, +Lindau. By-the-way," he added, "I understand that you think capital was +at the bottom of the veto of that pension of yours." + +"What bension? What feto?"--The old man flamed up again. "No bension of +mine was efer fetoedt. I renounce my bension, begause I would sgorn to +dake money from a gofernment that I ton't peliefe in any more. Where you +hear that story?" + +"Well, I don't know," said Fulkerson, rather embarrassed. "It's common +talk." + +"It's a gommon lie, then! When the time gome dat dis iss a free gountry +again, then I dake a bension again for my woundts; but I would sdarfe +before I dake a bension now from a rebublic dat iss bought oap by +monobolies, and ron by drusts and gompines, and railroadts andt oil +gompanies." + +"Look out, Lindau," said Fulkerson. "You bite yourself mit dat dog some +day." But when the old man, with a ferocious gesture of renunciation, +whirled out of the place, he added: "I guess I went a little too far that +time. I touched him on a sore place; I didn't mean to; I heard some talk +about his pension being vetoed from Miss Leighton." He addressed these +exculpations to March's grave face, and to the pitying deprecation in the +eyes of Conrad Dryfoos, whom Lindau's roaring wrath had summoned to the +door. "But I'll make it all right with him the next time he comes. I +didn't know he was loaded, or I wouldn't have monkeyed with him." + +"Lindau does himself injustice when he gets to talking in that way," said +March. "I hate to hear him. He's as good an American as any of us; and +it's only because he has too high an ideal of us--" + +"Oh, go on! Rub it in--rub it in!" cried Fulkerson, clutching his hair in +suffering, which was not altogether burlesque. "How did I know he had +renounced his 'bension'? Why didn't you tell me?" + +"I didn't know it myself. I only knew that he had none, and I didn't ask, +for I had a notion that it might be a painful subject." + +Fulkerson tried to turn it off lightly. "Well, he's a noble old fellow; +pity he drinks." March would not smile, and Fulkerson broke out: "Dog on +it! I'll make it up to the old fool the next time he comes. I don't like +that dynamite talk of his; but any man that's given his hand to the +country has got mine in his grip for good. Why, March! You don't suppose +I wanted to hurt his feelings, do you?" + +"Why, of course not, Fulkerson." + +But they could not get away from a certain ruefulness for that time, and +in the evening Fulkerson came round to March's to say that he had got +Lindau's address from Conrad, and had looked him up at his lodgings. + +"Well, there isn't so much bric-a-brac there, quite, as Mrs. Green left +you; but I've made it all right with Lindau, as far as I'm concerned. I +told him I didn't know when I spoke that way, and I honored him for +sticking to his 'brinciples'; I don't believe in his 'brincibles'; and we +wept on each other's necks--at least, he did. Dogged if he didn't kiss me +before I knew what he was up to. He said I was his chenerous gong +friendt, and he begged my barton if he had said anything to wound me. I +tell you it was an affecting scene, March; and rats enough round in that +old barracks where he lives to fit out a first-class case of delirium +tremens. What does he stay there for? He's not obliged to?" + +Lindau's reasons, as March repeated them, affected Fulkerson as +deliciously comical; but after that he confined his pleasantries at the +office to Beaton and Conrad Dryfoos, or, as he said, he spent the rest of +the summer in keeping Lindau smoothed up. + +It is doubtful if Lindau altogether liked this as well. Perhaps he missed +the occasions Fulkerson used to give him of bursting out against the +millionaires; and he could not well go on denouncing as the slafe of +gabidal a man who had behaved to him as Fulkerson had done, though +Fulkerson's servile relations to capital had been in nowise changed by +his nople gonduct. + +Their relations continued to wear this irksome character of mutual +forbearance; and when Dryfoos returned in October and Fulkerson revived +the question of that dinner in celebration of the success of 'Every Other +Week,' he carried his complaisance to an extreme that alarmed March for +the consequences. + + + + +V. + +"You see," Fulkerson explained, "I find that the old man has got an idea +of his own about that banquet, and I guess there's some sense in it. He +wants to have a preliminary little dinner, where we can talk the thing up +first--half a dozen of us; and he wants to give us the dinner at his +house. Well, that's no harm. I don't believe the old man ever gave a +dinner, and he'd like to show off a little; there's a good deal of human +nature in the old man, after all. He thought of you, of course, and +Colonel Woodburn, and Beaton, and me at the foot of the table; and +Conrad; and I suggested Kendricks: he's such a nice little chap; and the +old man himself brought up the idea of Lindau. He said you told him +something about him, and he asked why couldn't we have him, too; and I +jumped at it." + +"Have Lindau to dinner?" asked March. + +"Certainly; why not? Father Dryfoos has a notion of paying the old fellow +a compliment for what he done for the country. There won't be any trouble +about it. You can sit alongside of him, and cut up his meat for him, and +help him to things--" + +"Yes, but it won't do, Fulkerson! I don't believe Lindau ever had on a +dress-coat in his life, and I don't believe his 'brincibles' would let +him wear one." + +"Well, neither had Dryfoos, for the matter of that. He's as +high-principled as old Pan-Electric himself, when it comes to a +dress-coat," said Fulkerson. "We're all going to go in business dress; +the old man stipulated for that. + +"It isn't the dress-coat alone," March resumed. "Lindau and Dryfoos +wouldn't get on. You know they're opposite poles in everything. You +mustn't do it. Dryfoos will be sure to say something to outrage Lindau's +'brincibles,' and there'll be an explosion. It's all well enough for +Dryfoos to feel grateful to Lindau, and his wish to honor him does him +credit; but to have Lindau to dinner isn't the way. At the best, the old +fellow would be very unhappy in such a house; he would have a bad +conscience; and I should be sorry to have him feel that he'd been +recreant to his 'brincibles'; they're about all he's got, and whatever we +think of them, we're bound to respect his fidelity to them." March warmed +toward Lindau in taking this view of him. "I should feel ashamed if I +didn't protest against his being put in a false position. After all, he's +my old friend, and I shouldn't like to have him do himself injustice if +he is a crank." + +"Of course," said Fulkerson, with some trouble in his face. "I appreciate +your feeling. But there ain't any danger," he added, buoyantly. "Anyhow, +you spoke too late, as the Irishman said to the chicken when he swallowed +him in a fresh egg. I've asked Lindau, and he's accepted with blayzure; +that's what he says." + +March made no other comment than a shrug. + +"You'll see," Fulkerson continued, "it 'll go off all right. I'll engage +to make it, and I won't hold anybody else responsible." + +In the course of his married life March had learned not to censure the +irretrievable; but this was just what his wife had not learned; and she +poured out so much astonishment at what Fulkerson had done, and so much +disapproval, that March began to palliate the situation a little. + +"After all, it isn't a question of life and death; and, if it were, I +don't see how it's to be helped now." + +"Oh, it's not to be helped now. But I am surprised at Mr. Fulkerson." + +"Well, Fulkerson has his moments of being merely human, too." + +Mrs. March would not deign a direct defence of her favorite. "Well, I'm +glad there are not to be ladies." + +"I don't know. Dryfoos thought of having ladies, but it seems your +infallible Fulkerson overruled him. Their presence might have kept Lindau +and our host in bounds." + +It had become part of the Marches' conjugal joke for him to pretend that +she could allow nothing wrong in Fulkerson, and he now laughed with a +mocking air of having expected it when she said: "Well, then, if Mr. +Fulkerson says he will see that it all comes out right, I suppose you +must trust his tact. I wouldn't trust yours, Basil. The first wrong step +was taken when Mr. Lindau was asked to help on the magazine." + +"Well, it was your infallible Fulkerson that took the step, or at least +suggested it. I'm happy to say I had totally forgotten my early friend." + +Mrs. March was daunted and silenced for a moment. Then she said: "Oh, +pshaw! You know well enough he did it to please you." + +"I'm very glad he didn't do it to please you, Isabel," said her husband, +with affected seriousness. "Though perhaps he did." + +He began to look at the humorous aspect of the affair, which it certainly +had, and to comment on the singular incongruities which 'Every Other +Week' was destined to involve at every moment of its career. "I wonder if +I'm mistaken in supposing that no other periodical was ever like it. +Perhaps all periodicals are like it. But I don't believe there's another +publication in New York that could bring together, in honor of itself, a +fraternity and equality crank like poor old Lindau, and a belated +sociological crank like Woodburn, and a truculent speculator like old +Dryfoos, and a humanitarian dreamer like young Dryfoos, and a +sentimentalist like me, and a nondescript like Beaton, and a pure +advertising essence like Fulkerson, and a society spirit like Kendricks. +If we could only allow one another to talk uninterruptedly all the time, +the dinner would be the greatest success in the world, and we should come +home full of the highest mutual respect. But I suspect we can't manage +that--even your infallible Fulkerson couldn't work it--and I'm afraid +that there'll be some listening that'll spoil the pleasure of the time." + +March was so well pleased with this view of the case that he suggested +the idea involved to Fulkerson. Fulkerson was too good a fellow not to +laugh at another man's joke, but he laughed a little ruefully, and he +seemed worn with more than one kind of care in the interval that passed +between the present time and the night of the dinner. + +Dryfoos necessarily depended upon him for advice concerning the scope and +nature of the dinner, but he received the advice suspiciously, and +contested points of obvious propriety with pertinacious stupidity. +Fulkerson said that when it came to the point he would rather have had +the thing, as he called it, at Delmonico's or some other restaurant; but +when he found that Dryfoos's pride was bound up in having it at his own +house, he gave way to him. Dryfoos also wanted his woman-cook to prepare +the dinner, but Fulkerson persuaded him that this would not do; he must +have it from a caterer. Then Dryfoos wanted his maids to wait at table, +but Fulkerson convinced him that this would be incongruous at a man's +dinner. It was decided that the dinner should be sent in from +Frescobaldi's, and Dryfoos went with Fulkerson to discuss it with the +caterer. He insisted upon having everything explained to him, and the +reason for having it, and not something else in its place; and he treated +Fulkerson and Frescobaldi as if they were in league to impose upon him. +There were moments when Fulkerson saw the varnish of professional +politeness cracking on the Neapolitan's volcanic surface, and caught a +glimpse of the lava fires of the cook's nature beneath; he trembled for +Dryfoos, who was walking rough-shod over him in the security of an +American who had known how to make his money, and must know how to spend +it; but he got him safely away at last, and gave Frescobaldi a wink of +sympathy for his shrug of exhaustion as they turned to leave him. + +It was at first a relief and then an anxiety with Fulkerson that Lindau +did not come about after accepting the invitation to dinner, until he +appeared at Dryfoos's house, prompt to the hour. There was, to be sure, +nothing to bring him; but Fulkerson was uneasily aware that Dryfoos +expected to meet him at the office, and perhaps receive some verbal +acknowledgment of the honor done him. Dryfoos, he could see, thought he +was doing all his invited guests a favor; and while he stood in a certain +awe of them as people of much greater social experience than himself, +regarded them with a kind of contempt, as people who were going to have a +better dinner at his house than they could ever afford to have at their +own. He had finally not spared expense upon it; after pushing Frescobaldi +to the point of eruption with his misgivings and suspicions at the first +interview, he had gone to him a second time alone, and told him not to +let the money stand between him and anything he would like to do. In the +absence of Frescobaldi's fellow-conspirator he restored himself in the +caterer's esteem by adding whatever he suggested; and Fulkerson, after +trembling for the old man's niggardliness, was now afraid of a fantastic +profusion in the feast. Dryfoos had reduced the scale of the banquet as +regarded the number of guests, but a confusing remembrance of what +Fulkerson had wished to do remained with him in part, and up to the day +of the dinner he dropped in at Frescobaldi's and ordered more dishes and +more of them. He impressed the Italian as an American original of a novel +kind; and when he asked Fulkerson how Dryfoos had made his money, and +learned that it was primarily in natural gas, he made note of some of his +eccentric tastes as peculiarities that were to be caressed in any future +natural-gas millionaire who might fall into his hands. He did not +begrudge the time he had to give in explaining to Dryfoos the relation of +the different wines to the different dishes; Dryfoos was apt to +substitute a costlier wine where he could for a cheaper one, and he gave +Frescobaldi carte blanche for the decoration of the table with pieces of +artistic confectionery. Among these the caterer designed one for a +surprise to his patron and a delicate recognition of the source of his +wealth, which he found Dryfoos very willing to talk about, when he +intimated that he knew what it was. + +Dryfoos left it to Fulkerson to invite the guests, and he found ready +acceptance of his politeness from Kendricks, who rightly regarded the +dinner as a part of the 'Every Other Week' business, and was too sweet +and kind-hearted, anyway, not to seem very glad to come. March was a +matter of course; but in Colonel Woodburn, Fulkerson encountered a +reluctance which embarrassed him the more because he was conscious of +having, for motives of his own, rather strained a point in suggesting the +colonel to Dryfoos as a fit subject for invitation. There had been only +one of the colonel's articles printed as yet, and though it had made a +sensation in its way, and started the talk about that number, still it +did not fairly constitute him a member of the staff, or even entitle him +to recognition as a regular contributor. Fulkerson felt so sure of +pleasing him with Dryfoos's message that he delivered it in full family +council at the widow's. His daughter received it with all the enthusiasm +that Fulkerson had hoped for, but the colonel said, stiffly, "I have not +the pleasure of knowing Mr. Dryfoos." Miss Woodburn appeared ready to +fall upon him at this, but controlled herself, as if aware that filial +authority had its limits, and pressed her lips together without saying +anything. + +"Yes, I know," Fulkerson admitted. "But it isn't a usual case. Mr. +Dryfoos don't go in much for the conventionalities; I reckon he don't +know much about 'em, come to boil it down; and he hoped"--here Fulkerson +felt the necessity of inventing a little--"that you would excuse any want +of ceremony; it's to be such an informal affair, anyway; we're all going +in business dress, and there ain't going to be any ladies. He'd have come +himself to ask you, but he's a kind of a bashful old fellow. It's all +right, Colonel Woodburn." + +"I take it that it is, sir," said the colonel, courteously, but with +unabated state, "coming from you. But in these matters we have no right +to burden our friends with our decisions." + +"Of course, of course," said Fulkerson, feeling that he had been +delicately told to mind his own business. + +"I understand," the colonel went on, "the relation that Mr. Dryfoos bears +to the periodical in which you have done me the honor to print my papah, +but this is a question of passing the bounds of a purely business +connection, and of eating the salt of a man whom you do not definitely +know to be a gentleman." + +"Mah goodness!" his daughter broke in. "If you bah your own salt with his +money--" + +"It is supposed that I earn his money before I buy my salt with it," +returned her father, severely. "And in these times, when money is got in +heaps, through the natural decay of our nefarious commercialism, it +behooves a gentleman to be scrupulous that the hospitality offered him is +not the profusion of a thief with his booty. I don't say that Mr. +Dryfoos's good-fortune is not honest. I simply say that I know nothing +about it, and that I should prefer to know something before I sat down at +his board." + +"You're all right, colonel," said Fulkerson, "and so is Mr. Dryfoos. I +give you my word that there are no flies on his personal integrity, if +that's what you mean. He's hard, and he'd push an advantage, but I don't +believe he would take an unfair one. He's speculated and made money every +time, but I never heard of his wrecking a railroad or belonging to any +swindling company or any grinding monopoly. He does chance it in stocks, +but he's always played on the square, if you call stocks gambling." + +"May I think this over till morning?" asked the colonel. + +"Oh, certainly, certainly," said Fulkerson, eagerly. "I don't know as +there's any hurry." + +Miss Woodburn found a chance to murmur to him before he went: "He'll +come. And Ah'm so much oblahged, Mr. Fulkerson. Ah jost know it's all +you' doing, and it will give papa a chance to toak to some new people, +and get away from us evahlastin' women for once." + +"I don't see why any one should want to do that," said Fulkerson, with +grateful gallantry. "But I'll be dogged," he said to March when he told +him about this odd experience, "if I ever expected to find Colonel +Woodburn on old Lindau's ground. He did come round handsomely this +morning at breakfast and apologized for taking time to think the +invitation over before he accepted. 'You understand,' he says, 'that if +it had been to the table of some friend not so prosperous as Mr. +Dryfoos--your friend Mr. March, for instance--it would have been +sufficient to know that he was your friend. But in these days it is a +duty that a gentleman owes himself to consider whether he wishes to know +a rich man or not. The chances of making money disreputably are so great +that the chances are against a man who has made money if he's made a +great deal of it.'" + +March listened with a face of ironical insinuation. "That was very good; +and he seems to have had a good deal of confidence in your patience and +in your sense of his importance to the occasion--" + +"No, no," Fulkerson protested, "there's none of that kind of thing about +the colonel. I told him to take time to think it over; he's the +simplest-hearted old fellow in the world." + +"I should say so. After all, he didn't give any reason he had for +accepting. But perhaps the young lady had the reason." + +"Pshaw, March!" said Fulkerson. + + + + +VI. + +So far as the Dryfoos family was concerned, the dinner might as well have +been given at Frescobaldi's rooms. None of the ladies appeared. Mrs. +Dryfoos was glad to escape to her own chamber, where she sat before an +autumnal fire, shaking her head and talking to herself at times, with the +foreboding of evil which old women like her make part of their religion. +The girls stood just out of sight at the head of the stairs, and disputed +which guest it was at each arrival; Mrs. Mandel had gone to her room to +write letters, after beseeching them not to stand there. When Kendricks +came, Christine gave Mela a little pinch, equivalent to a little mocking +shriek; for, on the ground of his long talk with Mela at Mrs. Horn's, in +the absence of any other admirer, they based a superstition of his +interest in her; when Beaton came, Mela returned the pinch, but +awkwardly, so that it hurt, and then Christine involuntarily struck her. + +Frescobaldi's men were in possession everywhere they had turned the cook +out of her kitchen and the waitress out of her pantry; the reluctant +Irishman at the door was supplemented by a vivid Italian, who spoke +French with the guests, and said, "Bien, Monsieur," and "toute suite," +and "Merci!" to all, as he took their hats and coats, and effused a +hospitality that needed no language but the gleam of his eyes and teeth +and the play of his eloquent hands. From his professional dress-coat, +lustrous with the grease spotted on it at former dinners and parties, +they passed to the frocks of the elder and younger Dryfoos in the +drawing-room, which assumed informality for the affair, but did not put +their wearers wholly at their ease. The father's coat was of black +broadcloth, and he wore it unbuttoned; the skirts were long, and the +sleeves came down to his knuckles; he shook hands with his guests, and +the same dryness seemed to be in his palm and throat, as he huskily asked +each to take a chair. Conrad's coat was of modern texture and cut, and +was buttoned about him as if it concealed a bad conscience within its +lapels; he met March with his entreating smile, and he seemed no more +capable of coping with the situation than his father. They both waited +for Fulkerson, who went about and did his best to keep life in the party +during the half-hour that passed before they sat down at dinner. Beaton +stood gloomily aloof, as if waiting to be approached on the right basis +before yielding an inch of his ground; Colonel Woodburn, awaiting the +moment when he could sally out on his hobby, kept himself intrenched +within the dignity of a gentleman, and examined askance the figure of old +Lindau as he stared about the room, with his fine head up, and his empty +sleeve dangling over his wrist. March felt obliged to him for wearing a +new coat in the midst of that hostile luxury, and he was glad to see +Dryfoos make up to him and begin to talk with him, as if he wished to +show him particular respect, though it might have been because he was +less afraid of him than of the others. He heard Lindau saying, "Boat, the +name is Choarman?" and Dryfoos beginning to explain his Pennsylvania +Dutch origin, and he suffered himself, with a sigh of relief, to fall +into talk with Kendricks, who was always pleasant; he was willing to talk +about something besides himself, and had no opinions that he was not +ready to hold in abeyance for the time being out of kindness to others. +In that group of impassioned individualities, March felt him a refuge and +comfort--with his harmless dilettante intention of some day writing a +novel, and his belief that he was meantime collecting material for it. + +Fulkerson, while breaking the ice for the whole company, was mainly +engaged in keeping Colonel Woodburn thawed out. He took Kendricks away +from March and presented him to the colonel as a person who, like +himself, was looking into social conditions; he put one hand on +Kendricks's shoulder, and one on the colonel's, and made some flattering +joke, apparently at the expense of the young fellow, and then left them. +March heard Kendricks protest in vain, and the colonel say, gravely: "I +do not wonder, sir, that these things interest you. They constitute a +problem which society must solve or which will dissolve society," and he +knew from that formula, which the colonel had, once used with him, that +he was laying out a road for the exhibition of the hobby's paces later. + +Fulkerson came back to March, who had turned toward Conrad Dryfoos, and +said, "If we don't get this thing going pretty soon, it 'll be the death +of me," and just then Frescobaldi's butler came in and announced to +Dryfoos that dinner was served. The old man looked toward Fulkerson with +a troubled glance, as if he did not know what to do; he made a gesture to +touch Lindau's elbow. Fulkerson called out, "Here's Colonel Woodburn, Mr. +Dryfoos," as if Dryfoos were looking for him; and he set the example of +what he was to do by taking Lindau's arm himself. "Mr. Lindau is going to +sit at my end of the table, alongside of March. Stand not upon the order +of your going, gentlemen, but fall in at once." He contrived to get +Dryfoos and the colonel before him, and he let March follow with +Kendricks. Conrad came last with Beaton, who had been turning over the +music at the piano, and chafing inwardly at the whole affair. At the +table Colonel Woodburn was placed on Dryfoos's right, and March on his +left. March sat on Fulkerson's right, with Lindau next him; and the young +men occupied the other seats. + +"Put you next to March, Mr. Lindau," said Fulkerson, "so you can begin to +put Apollinaris in his champagne-glass at the right moment; you know his +little weakness of old; sorry to say it's grown on him." + +March laughed with kindly acquiescence in Fulkerson's wish to start the +gayety, and Lindau patted him on the shoulder. "I know hiss veakness. If +he liges a class of vine, it iss begause his loaf ingludes efen hiss +enemy, as Shakespeare galled it." + +"Ah, but Shakespeare couldn't have been thinking of champagne," said +Kendricks. + +"I suppose, sir," Colonel Woodburn interposed, with lofty courtesy, +"champagne could hardly have been known in his day." + +"I suppose not, colonel," returned the younger man, deferentially. "He +seemed to think that sack and sugar might be a fault; but he didn't +mention champagne." + +"Perhaps he felt there was no question about that," suggested Beaton, who +then felt that he had not done himself justice in the sally. + +"I wonder just when champagne did come in," said March. + +"I know when it ought to come in," said Fulkerson. "Before the soup!" + +They all laughed, and gave themselves the air of drinking champagne out +of tumblers every day, as men like to do. Dryfoos listened uneasily; he +did not quite understand the allusions, though he knew what Shakespeare +was, well enough; Conrad's face expressed a gentle deprecation of joking +on such a subject, but he said nothing. + +The talk ran on briskly through the dinner. The young men tossed the ball +back and forth; they made some wild shots, but they kept it going, and +they laughed when they were hit. The wine loosed Colonel Woodburn's +tongue; he became very companionable with the young fellows; with the +feeling that a literary dinner ought to have a didactic scope, he praised +Scott and Addison as the only authors fit to form the minds of gentlemen. + +Kendricks agreed with him, but wished to add the name of Flaubert as a +master of style. "Style, you know," he added, "is the man." + +"Very true, sir; you are quite right, sir," the colonel assented; he +wondered who Flaubert was. + +Beaton praised Baudelaire and Maupassant; he said these were the masters. +He recited some lurid verses from Baudelaire; Lindau pronounced them a +disgrace to human nature, and gave a passage from Victor Hugo on Louis +Napoleon, with his heavy German accent, and then he quoted Schiller. +"Ach, boat that is a peaudifool! Not zo?" he demanded of March. + +"Yes, beautiful; but, of course, you know I think there's nobody like +Heine!" + +Lindau threw back his great old head and laughed, showing a want of teeth +under his mustache. He put his hand on March's back. "This poy--he was a +poy den--wars so gracy to pekin reading Heine that he gommence with the +tictionary bevore he knows any Grammar, and ve bick it out vort by vort +togeder." + +"He was a pretty cay poy in those days, heigh, Lindau?" asked Fulkerson, +burlesquing the old man's accent, with an impudent wink that made Lindau +himself laugh. "But in the dark ages, I mean, there in Indianapolis. Just +how long ago did you old codgers meet there, anyway?" Fulkerson saw the +restiveness in Dryfoos's eye at the purely literary course the talk had +taken; he had intended it to lead up that way to business, to 'Every +Other Week;' but he saw that it was leaving Dryfoos too far out, and he +wished to get it on the personal ground, where everybody is at home. + +"Ledt me zee," mused Lindau. "Wass it in fifty-nine or zixty, Passil? Idt +wass a year or dwo pefore the war proke oudt, anyway." + +"Those were exciting times," said Dryfoos, making his first entry into +the general talk. "I went down to Indianapolis with the first company +from our place, and I saw the red-shirts pouring in everywhere. They had +a song, + + "Oh, never mind the weather, but git over double trouble, + For we're bound for the land of Canaan." + +The fellows locked arms and went singin' it up and down four or five +abreast in the moonlight; crowded everybody else off the sidewalk." + +"I remember, I remember," said Lindau, nodding his head slowly up and +down. "A coodt many off them nefer gome pack from that landt of Ganaan, +Mr. Dryfoos?" + +"You're right, Mr. Lindau. But I reckon it was worth it--the country +we've got now. Here, young man!" He caught the arm of the waiter who was +going round with the champagne bottle. "Fill up Mr. Lindau's glass, +there. I want to drink the health of those old times with him. Here's to +your empty sleeve, Mr. Lindau. God bless it! No offence to you, Colonel +Woodburn," said Dryfoos, turning to him before he drank. + +"Not at all, sir, not at all," said the colonel. "I will drink with you, +if you will permit me." + +"We'll all drink--standing!" cried Fulkerson. "Help March to get up, +somebody! Fill high the bowl with Samian Apollinaris for Coonrod! Now, +then, hurrah for Lindau!" + +They cheered, and hammered on the table with the butts of their +knife-handles. Lindau remained seated. The tears came into his eyes; he +said, "I thank you, chendlemen," and hiccoughed. + +"I'd 'a' went into the war myself," said Dryfoos, "but I was raisin' a +family of young children, and I didn't see how I could leave my farm. But +I helped to fill up the quota at every call, and when the volunteering +stopped I went round with the subscription paper myself; and we offered +as good bounties as any in the State. My substitute was killed in one of +the last skirmishes--in fact, after Lee's surrender--and I've took care +of his family, more or less, ever since." + +"By-the-way, March," said Fulkerson, "what sort of an idea would it be to +have a good war story--might be a serial--in the magazine? The war has +never fully panned out in fiction yet. It was used a good deal just after +it was over, and then it was dropped. I think it's time to take it up +again. I believe it would be a card." + +It was running in March's mind that Dryfoos had an old rankling shame in +his heart for not having gone into the war, and that he had often made +that explanation of his course without having ever been satisfied with +it. He felt sorry for him; the fact seemed pathetic; it suggested a +dormant nobleness in the man. + +Beaton was saying to Fulkerson: "You might get a series of sketches by +substitutes; the substitutes haven't been much heard from in the war +literature. How would 'The Autobiography of a Substitute' do? You might +follow him up to the moment he was killed in the other man's place, and +inquire whether he had any right to the feelings of a hero when he was +only hired in the place of one. Might call it 'The Career of a Deputy +Hero.'" + +"I fancy," said March, "that there was a great deal of mixed motive in +the men who went into the war as well as in those who kept out of it. We +canonized all that died or suffered in it, but some of them must have +been self-seeking and low-minded, like men in other vocations." He found +himself saying this in Dryfoos's behalf; the old man looked at him +gratefully at first, he thought, and then suspiciously. + +Lindau turned his head toward him and said: "You are righdt, Passil; you +are righdt. I haf zeen on the fieldt of pattle the voarst eggsipitions of +human paseness--chelousy, fanity, ecodistic bridte. I haf zeen men in the +face off death itself gofferned by motifes as low as--as pusiness +motifes." + +"Well," said Fulkerson, "it would be a grand thing for 'Every Other Week' +if we could get some of those ideas worked up into a series. It would +make a lot of talk." + +Colonel Woodburn ignored him in saying, "I think, Major Lindau--" + +"High brifate; prefet gorporal," the old man interrupted, in rejection of +the title. + +Hendricks laughed and said, with a glance of appreciation at Lindau, +"Brevet corporal is good." + +Colonel Woodburn frowned a little, and passed over the joke. "I think Mr. +Lindau is right. Such exhibitions were common to both sides, though if +you gentlemen will pardon me for saying so, I think they were less +frequent on ours. We were fighting more immediately for existence. We +were fewer than you were, and we knew it; we felt more intensely that if +each were not for all, then none was for any." + +The colonel's words made their impression. Dryfoos said, with authority, +"That is so." + +"Colonel Woodburn," Fulkerson called out, "if you'll work up those ideas +into a short paper--say, three thousand words--I'll engage to make March +take it." + +The colonel went on without replying: "But Mr. Lindau is right in +characterizing some of the motives that led men to the cannon's mouth as +no higher than business motives, and his comparison is the most forcible +that he could have used. I was very much struck by it." + +The hobby was out, the colonel was in the saddle with so firm a seat that +no effort sufficed to dislodge him. The dinner went on from course to +course with barbaric profusion, and from time to time Fulkerson tried to +bring the talk back to 'Every Other Week.' But perhaps because that was +only the ostensible and not the real object of the dinner, which was to +bring a number of men together under Dryfoos's roof, and make them the +witnesses of his splendor, make them feel the power of his wealth, +Fulkerson's attempts failed. The colonel showed how commercialism was the +poison at the heart of our national life; how we began as a simple, +agricultural people, who had fled to these shores with the instinct, +divinely implanted, of building a state such as the sun never shone upon +before; how we had conquered the wilderness and the savage; how we had +flung off, in our struggle with the mother-country, the trammels of +tradition and precedent, and had settled down, a free nation, to the +practice of the arts of peace; how the spirit of commercialism had stolen +insidiously upon us, and the infernal impulse of competition had +embroiled us in a perpetual warfare of interests, developing the worst +passions of our nature, and teaching us to trick and betray and destroy +one another in the strife for money, till now that impulse had exhausted +itself, and we found competition gone and the whole economic problem in +the hands of monopolies--the Standard Oil Company, the Sugar Trust, the +Rubber Trust, and what not. And now what was the next thing? Affairs +could not remain as they were; it was impossible; and what was the next +thing? + +The company listened for the main part silently. Dryfoos tried to grasp +the idea of commercialism as the colonel seemed to hold it; he conceived +of it as something like the dry-goods business on a vast scale, and he +knew he had never been in that. He did not like to hear competition +called infernal; he had always supposed it was something sacred; but he +approved of what Colonel Woodburn said of the Standard Oil Company; it +was all true; the Standard Oil has squeezed Dryfoos once, and made him +sell it a lot of oil-wells by putting down the price of oil so low in +that region that he lost money on every barrel he pumped. + +All the rest listened silently, except Lindau; at every point the colonel +made against the present condition of things he said more and more +fiercely, "You are righdt, you are righdt." His eyes glowed, his hand +played with his knife-hilt. When the colonel demanded, "And what is the +next thing?" he threw himself forward, and repeated: "Yes, sir! What is +the next thing?" + +"Natural gas, by thunder!" shouted Fulkerson. + +One of the waiters had profited by Lindau's posture to lean over him and +put down in the middle of the table a structure in white sugar. It +expressed Frescobaldi's conception of a derrick, and a touch of nature +had been added in the flame of brandy, which burned luridly up from a +small pit in the centre of the base, and represented the gas in +combustion as it issued from the ground. Fulkerson burst into a roar of +laughter with the words that recognized Frescobaldi's personal tribute to +Dryfoos. Everybody rose and peered over at the thing, while he explained +the work of sinking a gas-well, as he had already explained it to +Frescobaldi. In the midst of his lecture he caught sight of the caterer +himself, where he stood in the pantry doorway, smiling with an artist's +anxiety for the effect of his masterpiece. + +"Come in, come in, Frescobaldi! We want to congratulate you," Fulkerson +called to him. "Here, gentlemen! Here's Frescobaldi's health." + +They all drank; and Frescobaldi, smiling brilliantly and rubbing his +hands as he bowed right and left, permitted himself to say to Dryfoos: +"You are please; no? You like?" + +"First-rate, first-rate!" said the old man; but when the Italian had +bowed himself out and his guests had sunk into their seats again, he said +dryly to Fulkerson, "I reckon they didn't have to torpedo that well, or +the derrick wouldn't look quite so nice and clean." + +"Yes," Fulkerson answered, "and that ain't quite the style--that little +wiggly-waggly blue flame--that the gas acts when you touch off a good +vein of it. This might do for weak gas"; and he went on to explain: + +"They call it weak gas when they tap it two or three hundred feet down; +and anybody can sink a well in his back yard and get enough gas to light +and heat his house. I remember one fellow that had it blazing up from a +pipe through a flower-bed, just like a jet of water from a fountain. My, +my, my! You fel--you gentlemen--ought to go out and see that country, all +of you. Wish we could torpedo this well, Mr. Dryfoos, and let 'em see how +it works! Mind that one you torpedoed for me? You know, when they sink a +well," he went on to the company, "they can't always most generally +sometimes tell whether they're goin' to get gas or oil or salt water. +Why, when they first began to bore for salt water out on the Kanawha, +back about the beginning of the century, they used to get gas now and +then, and then they considered it a failure; they called a gas-well a +blower, and give it up in disgust; the time wasn't ripe for gas yet. Now +they bore away sometimes till they get half-way to China, and don't seem +to strike anything worth speaking of. Then they put a dynamite torpedo +down in the well and explode it. They have a little bar of iron that they +call a Go-devil, and they just drop it down on the business end of the +torpedo, and then stand from under, if you please! You hear a noise, and +in about half a minute you begin to see one, and it begins to rain oil +and mud and salt water and rocks and pitchforks and adoptive citizens; +and when it clears up the derrick's painted--got a coat on that'll wear +in any climate. That's what our honored host meant. Generally get some +visiting lady, when there's one round, to drop the Go-devil. But that day +we had to put up with Conrad here. They offered to let me drop it, but I +declined. I told 'em I hadn't much practice with Go-devils in the +newspaper syndicate business, and I wasn't very well myself, anyway. +Astonishing," Fulkerson continued, with the air of relieving his +explanation by an anecdote, "how reckless they get using dynamite when +they're torpedoing wells. We stopped at one place where a fellow was +handling the cartridges pretty freely, and Mr. Dryfoos happened to +caution him a little, and that ass came up with one of 'em in his hand, +and began to pound it on the buggy-wheel to show us how safe it was. I +turned green, I was so scared; but Mr. Dryfoos kept his color, and kind +of coaxed the fellow till he quit. You could see he was the fool kind, +that if you tried to stop him he'd keep on hammering that cartridge, just +to show that it wouldn't explode, till he blew you into Kingdom Come. +When we got him to go away, Mr. Dryfoos drove up to his foreman. 'Pay +Sheney off, and discharge him on the spot,' says he. 'He's too safe a man +to have round; he knows too much about dynamite.' I never saw anybody so +cool." + +Dryfoos modestly dropped his head under Fulkerson's flattery and, without +lifting it, turned his eyes toward Colonel Woodburn. "I had all sorts of +men to deal with in developing my property out there, but I had very +little trouble with them, generally speaking." + +"Ah, ah! you foundt the laboring-man reasonable--dractable--tocile?" +Lindau put in. + +"Yes, generally speaking," Dryfoos answered. "They mostly knew which side +of their bread was buttered. I did have one little difficulty at one +time. It happened to be when Mr. Fulkerson was out there. Some of the men +tried to form a union--" + +"No, no!" cried Fulkerson. "Let me tell that! I know you wouldn't do +yourself justice, Mr. Dryfoos, and I want 'em to know how a strike can be +managed, if you take it in time. You see, some of those fellows got a +notion that there ought to be a union among the working-men to keep up +wages, and dictate to the employers, and Mr. Dryfoos's foreman was the +ringleader in the business. They understood pretty well that as soon as +he found it out that foreman would walk the plank, and so they watched +out till they thought they had Mr. Dryfoos just where they wanted +him--everything on the keen jump, and every man worth his weight in +diamonds--and then they came to him, and--told him to sign a promise to +keep that foreman to the end of the season, or till he was through with +the work on the Dryfoos and Hendry Addition, under penalty of having them +all knock off. Mr. Dryfoos smelled a mouse, but he couldn't tell where +the mouse was; he saw that they did have him, and he signed, of course. +There wasn't anything really against the fellow, anyway; he was a +first-rate man, and he did his duty every time; only he'd got some of +those ideas into his head, and they turned it. Mr. Dryfoos signed, and +then he laid low." + +March saw Lindau listening with a mounting intensity, and heard him +murmur in German, "Shameful! shameful!" + +Fulkerson went on: "Well, it wasn't long before they began to show their +hand, but Mr. Dryfoos kept dark. He agreed to everything; there never was +such an obliging capitalist before; there wasn't a thing they asked of +him that he didn't do, with the greatest of pleasure, and all went merry +as a marriage-bell till one morning a whole gang of fresh men marched +into the Dryfoos and Hendry Addition, under the escort of a dozen +Pinkertons with repeating rifles at half-cock, and about fifty fellows +found themselves out of a job. You never saw such a mad set." + +"Pretty neat," said Kendricks, who looked at the affair purely from an +aesthetic point of view. "Such a coup as that would tell tremendously in +a play." + +"That was vile treason," said Lindau in German to March. "He's an +infamous traitor! I cannot stay here. I must go." + +He struggled to rise, while March held him by the coat, and implored him +under his voice: "For Heaven's sake, don't, Lindau! You owe it to +yourself not to make a scene, if you come here." Something in it all +affected him comically; he could not help laughing. + +The others were discussing the matter, and seemed not to have noticed +Lindau, who controlled himself and sighed: "You are right. I must have +patience." + +Beaton was saying to Dryfoos, "Pity your Pinkertons couldn't have given +them a few shots before they left." + +"No, that wasn't necessary," said Dryfoos. "I succeeded in breaking up +the union. I entered into an agreement with other parties not to employ +any man who would not swear that he was non-union. If they had attempted +violence, of course they could have been shot. But there was no fear of +that. Those fellows can always be depended upon to cut one another's +throats in the long run." + +"But sometimes," said Colonel Woodburn, who had been watching throughout. +for a chance to mount his hobby again, "they make a good deal of trouble +first. How was it in the great railroad strike of '77?" + +"Well, I guess there was a little trouble that time, colonel," said +Fulkerson. "But the men that undertake to override the laws and paralyze +the industries of a country like this generally get left in the end." + +"Yes, sir, generally; and up to a certain point, always. But it's the +exceptional that is apt to happen, as well as the unexpected. And a +little reflection will convince any gentleman here that there is always a +danger of the exceptional in your system. The fact is, those fellows have +the game in their own hands already. A strike of the whole body of the +Brotherhood of Engineers alone would starve out the entire Atlantic +seaboard in a week; labor insurrection could make head at a dozen given +points, and your government couldn't move a man over the roads without +the help of the engineers." + +"That is so," said Kendrick, struck by the dramatic character of the +conjecture. He imagined a fiction dealing with the situation as something +already accomplished. + +"Why don't some fellow do the Battle of Dorking act with that thing?" +said Fulkerson. "It would be a card." + +"Exactly what I was thinking, Mr. Fulkerson," said Kendricks. + +Fulkerson laughed. "Telepathy--clear case of mind transference. Better +see March, here, about it. I'd like to have it in 'Every Other Week.' It +would make talk." + +"Perhaps it might set your people to thinking as well as talking," said +the colonel. + +"Well, sir," said Dryfoos, setting his lips so tightly together that his +imperial stuck straight outward, "if I had my way, there wouldn't be any +Brotherhood of Engineers, nor any other kind of labor union in the whole +country." + +"What!" shouted Lindau. "You would sobbress the unionss of the +voarking-men?" + +"Yes, I would." + +"And what would you do with the unionss of the gabidalists--the +drosts--and gompines, and boolss? Would you dake the righdt from one and +gif it to the odder?" + +"Yes, sir, I would," said Dryfoos, with a wicked look at him. + +Lindau was about to roar back at him with some furious protest, but March +put his hand on his shoulder imploringly, and Lindau turned to him to say +in German: "But it is infamous--infamous! What kind of man is this? Who +is he? He has the heart of a tyrant." + +Colonel Woodburn cut in. "You couldn't do that, Mr. Dryfoos, under your +system. And if you attempted it, with your conspiracy laws, and that kind +of thing, it might bring the climax sooner than you expected. Your +commercialized society has built its house on the sands. It will have to +go. But I should be sorry if it went before its time." + +"You are righdt, sir," said Lindau. "It would be a bity. I hobe it will +last till it feelss its rottenness, like Herodt. Boat, when its hour +gomes, when it trope to bieces with the veight off its own +gorrubtion--what then?" + +"It's not to be supposed that a system of things like this can drop to +pieces of its own accord, like the old Republic of Venice," said the +colonel. "But when the last vestige of commercial society is gone, then +we can begin to build anew; and we shall build upon the central idea, +not of the false liberty you now worship, but of responsibility +--responsibility. The enlightened, the moneyed, the cultivated class shall +be responsible to the central authority--emperor, duke, president; the +name does not matter--for the national expense and the national defence, +and it shall be responsible to the working-classes of all kinds for homes +and lands and implements, and the opportunity to labor at all times. + +"The working-classes shall be responsible to the leisure class for the +support of its dignity in peace, and shall be subject to its command in +war. The rich shall warrant the poor against planless production and the +ruin that now follows, against danger from without and famine from +within, and the poor--" + +"No, no, no!" shouted Lindau. "The State shall do that--the whole beople. +The men who voark shall have and shall eat; and the men that will not +voark, they shall sdarfe. But no man need sdarfe. He will go to the +State, and the State will see that he haf voark, and that he haf foodt. +All the roadts and mills and mines and landts shall be the beople's and +be ron by the beople for the beople. There shall be no rich and no boor; +and there shall not be war any more, for what bower wouldt dare to addack +a beople bound togeder in a broderhood like that?" + +"Lion and lamb act," said Fulkerson, not well knowing, after so much +champagne, what words he was using. + +No one noticed him, and Colonel Woodburn said coldly to Lindau, "You are +talking paternalism, sir." + +"And you are dalking feutalism!" retorted the old man. + +The colonel did not reply. A silence ensued, which no one broke till +Fulkerson said: "Well, now, look here. If either one of these millenniums +was brought about, by force of arms, or otherwise, what would become of +'Every Other Week'? Who would want March for an editor? How would Beaton +sell his pictures? Who would print Mr. Kendricks's little society verses +and short stories? What would become of Conrad and his good works?" Those +named grinned in support of Fulkerson's diversion, but Lindau and the +colonel did not speak; Dryfoos looked down at his plate, frowning. + +A waiter came round with cigars, and Fulkerson took one. "Ah," he said, +as he bit off the end, and leaned over to the emblematic masterpiece, +where the brandy was still feebly flickering, "I wonder if there's enough +natural gas left to light my cigar." His effort put the flame out and +knocked the derrick over; it broke in fragments on the table. Fulkerson +cackled over the ruin: "I wonder if all Moffitt will look that way after +labor and capital have fought it out together. I hope this ain't ominous +of anything personal, Dryfoos?" + +"I'll take the risk of it," said the old man, harshly. + +He rose mechanically, and Fulkerson said to Frescobaldi's man, "You can +bring us the coffee in the library." + +The talk did not recover itself there. Landau would not sit down; he +refused coffee, and dismissed himself with a haughty bow to the company; +Colonel Woodburn shook hands elaborately all round, when he had smoked +his cigar; the others followed him. It seemed to March that his own +good-night from Dryfoos was dry and cold. + + + + +VII. + +March met Fulkerson on the steps of the office next morning, when he +arrived rather later than his wont. Fulkerson did not show any of the +signs of suffering from the last night's pleasure which painted +themselves in March's face. He flirted his hand gayly in the air, and +said, "How's your poor head?" and broke into a knowing laugh. "You don't +seem to have got up with the lark this morning. The old gentleman is in +there with Conrad, as bright as a biscuit; he's beat you down. Well, we +did have a good time, didn't we? And old Lindau and the colonel, didn't +they have a good time? I don't suppose they ever had a chance before to +give their theories quite so much air. Oh, my! how they did ride over us! +I'm just going down to see Beaton about the cover of the Christmas +number. I think we ought to try it in three or four colors, if we are +going to observe the day at all." He was off before March could pull +himself together to ask what Dryfoos wanted at the office at that hour of +the morning; he always came in the afternoon on his way up-town. + +The fact of his presence renewed the sinister misgivings with which March +had parted from him the night before, but Fulkerson's cheerfulness seemed +to gainsay them; afterward March did not know whether to attribute this +mood to the slipperiness that he was aware of at times in Fulkerson, or +to a cynical amusement he might have felt at leaving him alone to the old +man, who mounted to his room shortly after March had reached it. + +A sort of dumb anger showed itself in his face; his jaw was set so firmly +that he did not seem able at once to open it. He asked, without the +ceremonies of greeting, "What does that one-armed Dutchman do on this +book?" + +"What does he do?" March echoed, as people are apt to do with a question +that is mandatory and offensive. + +"Yes, sir, what does he do? Does he write for it?" + +"I suppose you mean Lindau," said March. He saw no reason for refusing to +answer Dryfoos's demand, and he decided to ignore its terms. "No, he +doesn't write for it in the usual way. He translates for it; he examines +the foreign magazines, and draws my attention to anything he thinks of +interest. But I told you about this before--" + +"I know what you told me, well enough. And I know what he is. He is a +red-mouthed labor agitator. He's one of those foreigners that come here +from places where they've never had a decent meal's victuals in their +lives, and as soon as they get their stomachs full, they begin to make +trouble between our people and their hands. There's where the strikes +come from, and the unions and the secret societies. They come here and +break our Sabbath, and teach their atheism. They ought to be hung! Let +'em go back if they don't like it over here. They want to ruin the +country." + +March could not help smiling a little at the words, which came fast +enough now in the hoarse staccato of Dryfoos's passion. "I don't know +whom you mean by they, generally speaking; but I had the impression that +poor old Lindau had once done his best to save the country. I don't +always like his way of talking, but I know that he is one of the truest +and kindest souls in the world; and he is no more an atheist than I am. +He is my friend, and I can't allow him to be misunderstood." + +"I don't care what he is," Dryfoos broke out, "I won't have him round. He +can't have any more work from this office. I want you to stop it. I want +you to turn him off." + +March was standing at his desk, as he had risen to receive Dryfoos when +he entered. He now sat down, and began to open his letters. + +"Do you hear?" the old man roared at him. "I want you to turn him off." + +"Excuse me, Mr. Dryfoos," said March, succeeding in an effort to speak +calmly, "I don't know you, in such a matter as this. My arrangements as +editor of 'Every Other Week' were made with Mr. Fulkerson. I have always +listened to any suggestion he has had to make." + +"I don't care for Mr. Fulkerson! He has nothing to do with it," retorted +Dryfoos; but he seemed a little daunted by March's position. + +"He has everything to do with it as far as I am concerned," March +answered, with a steadiness that he did not feel. "I know that you are +the owner of the periodical, but I can't receive any suggestion from you, +for the reason that I have given. Nobody but Mr. Fulkerson has any right +to talk with me about its management." + +Dryfoos glared at him for a moment, and demanded, threateningly: "Then +you say you won't turn that old loafer off? You say that I have got to +keep on paying my money out to buy beer for a man that would cut my +throat if he got the chance?" + +"I say nothing at all, Mr. Dryfoos," March answered. The blood came into +his face, and he added: "But I will say that if you speak again of Mr. +Lindau in those terms, one of us must leave this room. I will not hear +you." + +Dryfoos looked at him with astonishment; then he struck his hat down on +his head, and stamped out of the room and down the stairs; and a vague +pity came into March's heart that was not altogether for himself. He +might be the greater sufferer in the end, but he was sorry to have got +the better of that old man for the moment; and he felt ashamed of the +anger into which Dryfoos's anger had surprised him. He knew he could not +say too much in defence of Lindau's generosity and unselfishness, and he +had not attempted to defend him as a political economist. He could not +have taken any ground in relation to Dryfoos but that which he held, and +he felt satisfied that he was right in refusing to receive instructions +or commands from him. Yet somehow he was not satisfied with the whole +affair, and not merely because his present triumph threatened his final +advantage, but because he felt that in his heart he had hardly done +justice to Dryfoos's rights in the matter; it did not quite console him +to reflect that Dryfoos had himself made it impossible. He was tempted to +go home and tell his wife what had happened, and begin his preparations +for the future at once. But he resisted this weakness and kept +mechanically about his work, opening the letters and the manuscripts +before him with that curious double action of the mind common in men of +vivid imaginations. It was a relief when Conrad Dryfoos, having +apparently waited to make sure that his father would not return, came up +from the counting-room and looked in on March with a troubled face. + +"Mr. March," he began, "I hope father hasn't been saying anything to you +that you can't overlook. I know he was very much excited, and when he is +excited he is apt to say things that he is sorry for." + +The apologetic attitude taken for Dryfoos, so different from any attitude +the peremptory old man would have conceivably taken for himself, made +March smile. "Oh no. I fancy the boot is on the other leg. I suspect I've +said some things your father can't overlook, Conrad." He called the young +man by his Christian name partly to distinguish him from his father, +partly from the infection of Fulkerson's habit, and partly from a +kindness for him that seemed naturally to express itself in that way. + +"I know he didn't sleep last night, after you all went away," Conrad +pursued, "and of course that made him more irritable; and he was tried a +good deal by some of the things that Mr. Lindau said." + +"I was tried a good deal myself," said March. "Lindau ought never to have +been there." + +"No." Conrad seemed only partially to assent. + +"I told Mr. Fulkerson so. I warned him that Lindau would be apt to break +out in some way. It wasn't just to him, and it wasn't just to your +father, to ask him." + +"Mr. Fulkerson had a good motive," Conrad gently urged. "He did it +because he hurt his feelings that day about the pension." + +"Yes, but it was a mistake. He knew that Lindau was inflexible about his +principles, as he calls them, and that one of his first principles is to +denounce the rich in season and out of season. I don't remember just what +he said last night; and I really thought I'd kept him from breaking out +in the most offensive way. But your father seems very much incensed." + +"Yes, I know," said Conrad. + +"Of course, I don't agree with Lindau. I think there are as many good, +kind, just people among the rich as there are among the poor, and that +they are as generous and helpful. But Lindau has got hold of one of those +partial truths that hurt worse than the whole truth, and--" + +"Partial truth!" the young man interrupted. "Didn't the Saviour himself +say, 'How hardly shall they that have riches enter into the kingdom of +God?'" + +"Why, bless my soul!" cried March. "Do you agree with Lindau?" + +"I agree with the Lord Jesus Christ," said the young man, solemnly, and a +strange light of fanaticism, of exaltation, came into his wide blue eyes. +"And I believe He meant the kingdom of heaven upon this earth, as well as +in the skies." + +March threw himself back in his chair and looked at him with a kind of +stupefaction, in which his eye wandered to the doorway, where he saw +Fulkerson standing, it seemed to him a long time, before he heard him +saying: "Hello, hello! What's the row? Conrad pitching into you on old +Lindau's account, too?" + +The young man turned, and, after a glance at Fulkerson's light, smiling +face, went out, as if in his present mood he could not bear the contact +of that persiflant spirit. + +March felt himself getting provisionally very angry again. "Excuse me, +Fulkerson, but did you know when you went out what Mr. Dryfoos wanted to +see me for?" + +"Well, no, I didn't exactly," said Fulkerson, taking his usual seat on a +chair and looking over the back of it at March. "I saw he was on his car +about something, and I thought I'd better not monkey with him much. I +supposed he was going to bring you to book about old Lindau, somehow." +Fulkerson broke into a laugh. + +March remained serious. "Mr. Dryfoos," he said, willing to let the simple +statement have its own weight with Fulkerson, and nothing more, "came in +here and ordered me to discharge Lindau from his employment on the +magazine--to turn him off, as he put it." + +"Did he?" asked Fulkerson, with unbroken cheerfulness. "The old man is +business, every time. Well, I suppose you can easily get somebody else to +do Lindau's work for you. This town is just running over with +half-starved linguists. What did you say?" + +"What did I say?" March echoed. "Look here, Fulkerson; you may regard +this as a joke, but I don't. I'm not used to being spoken to as if I were +the foreman of a shop, and told to discharge a sensitive and cultivated +man like Lindau, as if he were a drunken mechanic; and if that's your +idea of me--" + +"Oh, hello, now, March! You mustn't mind the old man's way. He don't mean +anything by it--he don't know any better, if you come to that." + +"Then I know better," said March. "I refused to receive any instructions +from Mr. Dryfoos, whom I don't know in my relations with 'Every Other +Week,' and I referred him to you." + +"You did?" Fulkerson whistled. "He owns the thing!" + +"I don't care who owns the thing," said March. "My negotiations were with +you alone from the beginning, and I leave this matter with you. What do +you wish done about Lindau?" + +"Oh, better let the old fool drop," said Fulkerson. "He'll light on his +feet somehow, and it will save a lot of rumpus." + +"And if I decline to let him drop?" + +"Oh, come, now, March; don't do that," Fulkerson began. + +"If I decline to let him drop," March repeated, "what will you do?" + +"I'll be dogged if I know what I'll do," said Fulkerson. "I hope you +won't take that stand. If the old man went so far as to speak to you +about it, his mind is made up, and we might as well knock under first as +last." + +"And do you mean to say that you would not stand by me in what I +considered my duty--in a matter of principle?" + +"Why, of course, March," said Fulkerson, coaxingly, "I mean to do the +right thing. But Dryfoos owns the magazine--" + +"He doesn't own me," said March, rising. "He has made the little mistake +of speaking to me as if he did; and when"--March put on his hat and took +his overcoat down from its nail--"when you bring me his apologies, or +come to say that, having failed to make him understand they were +necessary, you are prepared to stand by me, I will come back to this +desk. Otherwise my resignation is at your service." + +He started toward the door, and Fulkerson intercepted him. "Ah, now, look +here, March! Don't do that! Hang it all, don't you see where it leaves +me? Now, you just sit down a minute and talk it over. I can make you +see--I can show you--Why, confound the old Dutch beer-buzzer! Twenty of +him wouldn't be worth the trouble he's makin'. Let him go, and the old +man 'll come round in time." + +"I don't think we've understood each other exactly, Mr. Fulkerson," said +March, very haughtily. "Perhaps we never can; but I'll leave you to think +it out." + +He pushed on, and Fulkerson stood aside to let him pass, with a dazed +look and a mechanical movement. There was something comic in his rueful +bewilderment to March, who was tempted to smile, but he said to himself +that he had as much reason to be unhappy as Fulkerson, and he did not +smile. His indignation kept him hot in his purpose to suffer any +consequence rather than submit to the dictation of a man like Dryfoos; he +felt keenly the degradation of his connection with him, and all his +resentment of Fulkerson's original uncandor returned; at the same time +his heart ached with foreboding. It was not merely the work in which he +had constantly grown happier that he saw taken from him; but he felt the +misery of the man who stakes the security and plenty and peace of home +upon some cast, and knows that losing will sweep from him most that most +men find sweet and pleasant in life. He faced the fact, which no good man +can front without terror, that he was risking the support of his family, +and for a point of pride, of honor, which perhaps he had no right to +consider in view of the possible adversity. He realized, as every +hireling must, no matter how skillfully or gracefully the tie is +contrived for his wearing, that he belongs to another, whose will is his +law. His indignation was shot with abject impulses to go back and tell +Fulkerson that it was all right, and that he gave up. To end the anguish +of his struggle he quickened his steps, so that he found he was reaching +home almost at a run. + + + + +VIII. + +He must have made more clatter than he supposed with his key at the +apartment door, for his wife had come to let him in when he flung it +open. "Why, Basil," she said, "what's brought you back? Are you sick? +You're all pale. Well, no wonder! This is the last of Mr. Fulkerson's +dinners you shall go to. You're not strong enough for it, and your +stomach will be all out of order for a week. How hot you are! and in a +drip of perspiration! Now you'll be sick." She took his hat away, which +hung dangling in his hand, and pushed him into a chair with tender +impatience. "What is the matter? Has anything happened?" + +"Everything has happened," he said, getting his voice after one or two +husky endeavors for it; and then he poured out a confused and huddled +statement of the case, from which she only got at the situation by +prolonged cross-questioning. + +At the end she said, "I knew Lindau would get you into trouble." + +This cut March to the heart. "Isabel!" he cried, reproachfully. + +"Oh, I know," she retorted, and the tears began to come. "I don't wonder +you didn't want to say much to me about that dinner at breakfast. I +noticed it; but I thought you were just dull, and so I didn't insist. I +wish I had, now. If you had told me what Lindau had said, I should have +known what would have come of it, and I could have advised you--" + +"Would you have advised me," March demanded, curiously, "to submit to +bullying like that, and meekly consent to commit an act of cruelty +against a man who had once been such a friend to me?" + +"It was an unlucky day when you met him. I suppose we shall have to go. +And just when we had got used to New York, and begun to like it. I don't +know where we shall go now; Boston isn't like home any more; and we +couldn't live on two thousand there; I should be ashamed to try. I'm sure +I don't know where we can live on it. I suppose in some country village, +where there are no schools, or anything for the children. I don't know +what they'll say when we tell them, poor things." + +Every word was a stab in March's heart, so weakly tender to his own; his +wife's tears, after so much experience of the comparative lightness of +the griefs that weep themselves out in women, always seemed wrung from +his own soul; if his children suffered in the least through him, he felt +like a murderer. It was far worse than he could have imagined, the way +his wife took the affair, though he had imagined certain words, or +perhaps only looks, from her that were bad enough. He had allowed for +trouble, but trouble on his account: a svmpathy that might burden and +embarrass him; but he had not dreamed of this merely domestic, this +petty, this sordid view of their potential calamity, which left him +wholly out of the question, and embraced only what was most crushing and +desolating in the prospect. He could not bear it. He caught up his hat +again, and, with some hope that his wife would try to keep him, rushed +out of the house. He wandered aimlessly about, thinking the same +exhausting thoughts over and over, till he found himself horribly hungry; +then he went into a restaurant for his lunch, and when he paid he tried +to imagine how he should feel if that were really his last dollar. + +He went home toward the middle of the afternoon, basely hoping that +Fulkerson had sent him some conciliatory message, or perhaps was waiting +there for him to talk it over; March was quite willing to talk it over +now. But it was his wife who again met him at the door, though it seemed +another woman than the one he had left weeping in the morning. + +"I told the children," she said, in smiling explanation of his absence +from lunch, "that perhaps you were detained by business. I didn't know +but you had gone back to the office." + +"Did you think I would go back there, Isabel?" asked March, with a +haggard look. "Well, if you say so, I will go back, and do what Dryfoos +ordered me to do. I'm sufficiently cowed between him and you, I can +assure you." + +"Nonsense," she said. "I approve of everything you did. But sit down, +now, and don't keep walking that way, and let me see if I understand it +perfectly. Of course, I had to have my say out." + +She made him go all over his talk with Dryfoos again, and report his own +language precisely. From time to time, as she got his points, she said, +"That was splendid," "Good enough for him!" and "Oh, I'm so glad you said +that to him!" At the end she said: + +"Well, now, let's look at it from his point of view. Let's be perfectly +just to him before we take another step forward." + +"Or backward," March suggested, ruefully. "The case is simply this: he +owns the magazine." + +"Of course." + +"And he has a right to expect that I will consider his pecuniary +interests--" + +"Oh, those detestable pecuniary interests! Don't you wish there wasn't +any money in the world?" + +"Yes; or else that there was a great deal more of it. And I was perfectly +willing to do that. I have always kept that in mind as one of my duties +to him, ever since I understood what his relation to the magazine was." + +"Yes, I can bear witness to that in any court of justice. You've done it +a great deal more than I could, Basil. And it was just the same way with +those horrible insurance people." + +"I know," March went on, trying to be proof against her flatteries, or at +least to look as if he did not deserve praise; "I know that what Lindau +said was offensive to him, and I can understand how he felt that he had a +right to punish it. All I say is that he had no right to punish it +through me." + +"Yes," said Mrs. March, askingly. + +"If it had been a question of making 'Every Other Week' the vehicle of +Lindau's peculiar opinions--though they're not so very peculiar; he might +have got the most of them out of Ruskin--I shouldn't have had any ground +to stand on, or at least then I should have had to ask myself whether his +opinions would be injurious to the magazine or not." + +"I don't see," Mrs. March interpolated, "how they could hurt it much +worse than Colonel Woodburn's article crying up slavery." + +"Well," said March, impartially, "we could print a dozen articles +praising the slavery it's impossible to have back, and it wouldn't hurt +us. But if we printed one paper against the slavery which Lindau claims +still exists, some people would call us bad names, and the counting-room +would begin to feel it. But that isn't the point. Lindau's connection +with 'Every Other Week' is almost purely mechanical; he's merely a +translator of such stories and sketches as he first submits to me, and it +isn't at all a question of his opinions hurting us, but of my becoming an +agent to punish him for his opinions. That is what I wouldn't do; that's +what I never will do." + +"If you did," said his wife, "I should perfectly despise you. I didn't +understand how it was before. I thought you were just holding out against +Dryfoos because he took a dictatorial tone with you, and because you +wouldn't recognize his authority. But now I'm with you, Basil, every +time, as that horrid little Fulkerson says. But who would ever have +supposed he would be so base as to side against you?" + +"I don't know," said March, thoughtfully, "that we had a right to expect +anything else. Fulkerson's standards are low; they're merely business +standards, and the good that's in him is incidental and something quite +apart from his morals and methods. He's naturally a generous and +right-minded creature, but life has taught him to truckle and trick, like +the rest of us." + +"It hasn't taught you that, Basil." + +"Don't be so sure. Perhaps it's only that I'm a poor scholar. But I don't +know, really, that I despise Fulkerson so much for his course this +morning as for his gross and fulsome flatteries of Dryfoos last night. I +could hardly stomach it." + +His wife made him tell her what they were, and then she said, "Yes, that +was loathsome; I couldn't have believed it of Mr. Fulkerson." + +"Perhaps he only did it to keep the talk going, and to give the old man a +chance to say something," March leniently suggested. "It was a worse +effect because he didn't or couldn't follow up Fulkerson's lead." + +"It was loathsome, all the same," his wife insisted. "It's the end of Mr. +Fulkerson, as far as I'm concerned." + +"I didn't tell you before," March resumed, after a moment, "of my little +interview with Conrad Dryfoos after his father left," and now he went on +to repeat what had passed between him and the young man. + +"I suspect that he and his father had been having some words before the +old man came up to talk with me, and that it was that made him so +furious." + +"Yes, but what a strange position for the son of such a man to take! Do +you suppose he says such things to his father?" + +"I don't know; but I suspect that in his meek way Conrad would say what +he believed to anybody. I suppose we must regard him as a kind of crank." + +"Poor young fellow! He always makes me feel sad, somehow. He has such a +pathetic face. I don't believe I ever saw him look quite happy, except +that night at Mrs. Horn's, when he was talking with Miss Vance; and then +he made me feel sadder than ever." + +"I don't envy him the life he leads at home, with those convictions of +his. I don't see why it wouldn't be as tolerable there for old Lindau +himself." + +"Well, now," said Mrs. March, "let us put them all out of our minds and +see what we are going to do ourselves." + +They began to consider their ways and means, and how and where they +should live, in view of March's severance of his relations with 'Every +Other Week.' They had not saved anything from the first year's salary; +they had only prepared to save; and they had nothing solid but their two +thousand to count upon. But they built a future in which they easily +lived on that and on what March earned with his pen. He became a free +lance, and fought in whatever cause he thought just; he had no ties, no +chains. They went back to Boston with the heroic will to do what was most +distasteful; they would have returned to their own house if they had not +rented it again; but, any rate, Mrs. March helped out by taking boarders, +or perhaps only letting rooms to lodgers. They had some hard struggles, +but they succeeded. + +"The great thing," she said, "is to be right. I'm ten times as happy as +if you had come home and told me that you had consented to do what +Dryfoos asked and he had doubled your salary." + +"I don't think that would have happened in any event," said March, dryly. + +"Well, no matter. I just used it for an example." + +They both experienced a buoyant relief, such as seems to come to people +who begin life anew on whatever terms. "I hope we are young enough yet, +Basil," she said, and she would not have it when he said they had once +been younger. + +They heard the children's knock on the door; they knocked when they came +home from school so that their mother might let them in. "Shall we tell +them at once?" she asked, and ran to open for them before March could +answer. + +They were not alone. Fulkerson, smiling from ear to ear, was with them. +"Is March in?" he asked. + +"Mr. March is at home, yes," she said very haughtily. "He's in his +study," and she led the way there, while the children went to their +rooms. + +"Well, March," Fulkerson called out at sight of him, "it's all right! The +old man has come down." + +"I suppose if you gentlemen are going to talk business--" Mrs. March +began. + +"Oh, we don't want you to go away," said Fulkerson. "I reckon March has +told you, anyway." + +"Yes, I've told her," said March. "Don't go, Isabel. What do you mean, +Fulkerson?" + +"He's just gone on up home, and he sent me round with his apologies. He +sees now that he had no business to speak to you as he did, and he +withdraws everything. He'd 'a' come round himself if I'd said so, but I +told him I could make it all right." + +Fulkerson looked so happy in having the whole affair put right, and the +Marches knew him to be so kindly affected toward them, that they could +not refuse for the moment to share his mood. They felt themselves +slipping down from the moral height which they had gained, and March made +a clutch to stay himself with the question, "And Lindau?" + +"Well," said Fulkerson, "he's going to leave Lindau to me. You won't have +anything to do with it. I'll let the old fellow down easy." + +"Do you mean," asked March, "that Mr. Dryfoos insists on his being +dismissed?" + +"Why, there isn't any dismissing about it," Fulkerson argued. "If you +don't send him any more work, he won't do any more, that's all. Or if he +comes round, you can--He's to be referred to me." + +March shook his head, and his wife, with a sigh, felt herself plucked up +from the soft circumstance of their lives, which she had sunk back into +so quickly, and set beside him on that cold peak of principle again. "It +won't do, Fulkerson. It's very good of you, and all that, but it comes to +the same thing in the end. I could have gone on without any apology from +Mr. Dryfoos; he transcended his authority, but that's a minor matter. I +could have excused it to his ignorance of life among gentlemen; but I +can't consent to Lindau's dismissal--it comes to that, whether you do it +or I do it, and whether it's a positive or a negative thing--because he +holds this opinion or that." + +"But don't you see," said Fulkerson, "that it's just Lindau's opinions +the old man can't stand? He hasn't got anything against him personally. I +don't suppose there's anybody that appreciates Lindau in some ways more +than the old man does." + +"I understand. He wants to punish him for his opinions. Well, I can't +consent to that, directly or indirectly. We don't print his opinions, and +he has a perfect right to hold them, whether Mr. Dryfoos agrees with them +or not." + +Mrs. March had judged it decorous for her to say nothing, but she now +went and sat down in the chair next her husband. + +"Ah, dog on it!" cried Fulkerson, rumpling his hair with both his hands. +"What am I to do? The old man says he's got to go." + +"And I don't consent to his going," said March. + +"And you won't stay if he goes." + +Fulkerson rose. "Well, well! I've got to see about it. I'm afraid the old +man won't stand it, March; I am, indeed. I wish you'd reconsider. I--I'd +take it as a personal favor if you would. It leaves me in a fix. You see +I've got to side with one or the other." + +March made no reply to this, except to say, "Yes, you must stand by him, +or you must stand by me." + +"Well, well! Hold on awhile! I'll see you in the morning. Don't take any +steps--" + +"Oh, there are no steps to take," said March, with a melancholy smile. +"The steps are stopped; that's all." He sank back into his chair when +Fulkerson was gone and drew a long breath. "This is pretty rough. I +thought we had got through it." + +"No," said his wife. "It seems as if I had to make the fight all over +again." + +"Well, it's a good thing it's a holy war." + +"I can't bear the suspense. Why didn't you tell him outright you wouldn't +go back on any terms?" + +"I might as well, and got the glory. He'll never move Dryfoos. I suppose +we both would like to go back, if we could." + +"Oh, I suppose so." + +They could not regain their lost exaltation, their lost dignity. At +dinner Mrs. March asked the children how they would like to go back to +Boston to live. + +"Why, we're not going, are we?" asked Tom, without enthusiasm. + +"I was just wondering how you felt about it, now," she said, with an +underlook at her husband. + +"Well, if we go back," said Bella, "I want to live on the Back Bay. It's +awfully Micky at the South End." + +"I suppose I should go to Harvard," said Tom, "and I'd room out at +Cambridge. It would be easier to get at you on the Back Bay." + +The parents smiled ruefully at each other, and, in view of these grand +expectations of his children, March resolved to go as far as he could in +meeting Dryfoos's wishes. He proposed the theatre as a distraction from +the anxieties that he knew were pressing equally on his wife. "We might +go to the 'Old Homestead,'" he suggested, with a sad irony, which only +his wife felt. + +"Oh yes, let's!" cried Bella. + +While they were getting ready, someone rang, and Bella went to the door, +and then came to tell her father that it was Mr. Lindau. "He says he +wants to see you just a moment. He's in the parlor, and he won't sit +down, or anything." + +"What can he want?" groaned Mrs. March, from their common dismay. + +March apprehended a storm in the old man's face. But he only stood in the +middle of the room, looking very sad and grave. "You are Going oudt," he +said. "I won't geep you long. I haf gome to pring pack dose macassines +and dis mawney. I can't do any more voark for you; and I can't geep the +mawney you haf baid me a'ready. It iss not hawnest mawney--that hass been +oarned py voark; it iss mawney that hass peen mate py sbeculation, and +the obbression off lapor, and the necessity of the boor, py a man--Here +it is, efery tollar, efery zent. Dake it; I feel as if dere vas ploodt on +it." + +"Why, Lindau," March began, but the old man interrupted him. + +"Ton't dalk to me, Passil! I could not haf believedt it of you. When you +know how I feel about dose tings, why tidn't you dell me whose mawney you +bay oudt to me? Ach, I ton't plame you--I ton't rebroach you. You haf +nefer thought of it; boat I have thought, and I should be Guilty, I must +share that man's Guilt, if I gept hiss mawney. If you hat toldt me at the +peginning--if you hat peen frank with me boat it iss all righdt; you can +go on; you ton't see dese tings as I see them; and you haf cot a family, +and I am a free man. I voark to myself, and when I ton't voark, I sdarfe +to myself. But I geep my handts glean, voark or sdarfe. Gif him hiss +mawney pack! I am sawry for him; I would not hoart hiss feelings, boat I +could not pear to douch him, and hiss mawney iss like boison!" + +March tried to reason with Lindau, to show him the folly, the injustice, +the absurdity of his course; it ended in their both getting angry, and in +Lindau's going away in a whirl of German that included Basil in the guilt +of the man whom Lindau called his master. + +"Well," said Mrs. March. "He is a crank, and I think you're well rid of +him. Now you have no quarrel with that horrid old Dryfoos, and you can +keep right on." + +"Yes," said March, "I wish it didn't make me feel so sneaking. What a +long day it's been! It seems like a century since I got up." + +"Yes, a thousand years. Is there anything else left to happen?" + +"I hope not. I'd like to go to bed." + +"Why, aren't you going to the theatre?" wailed Bella, coming in upon her +father's desperate expression. + +"The theatre? Oh yes, certainly! I meant after we got home," and March +amused himself at the puzzled countenance of the child. "Come on! Is Tom +ready?" + + + + +IX. + +Fulkerson parted with the Marches in such trouble of mind that he did not +feel able to meet that night the people whom he usually kept so gay at +Mrs. Leighton's table. He went to Maroni's for his dinner, for this +reason and for others more obscure. He could not expect to do anything +more with Dryfoos at once; he knew that Dryfoos must feel that he had +already made an extreme concession to March, and he believed that if he +was to get anything more from him it must be after Dryfoos had dined. But +he was not without the hope, vague and indefinite as it might be, that he +should find Lindau at Maroni's, and perhaps should get some concession +from him, some word of regret or apology which he could report to +Dryfoos, and at lest make the means of reopening the affair with him; +perhaps Lindau, when he knew how matters stood, would back down +altogether, and for March's sake would withdraw from all connection with +'Every Other Week' himself, and so leave everything serene. Fulkerson +felt capable, in his desperation, of delicately suggesting such a course +to Lindau, or even of plainly advising it: he did not care for Lindau a +great deal, and he did care a great deal for the magazine. + +But he did not find Lindau at Maroni's; he only found Beaton. He sat +looking at the doorway as Fulkerson entered, and Fulkerson naturally came +and took a place at his table. Something in Beaton's large-eyed solemnity +of aspect invited Fulkerson to confidence, and he said, as he pulled his +napkin open and strung it, still a little damp (as the scanty, +often-washed linen at Maroni's was apt to be), across his knees, "I was +looking for you this morning, to talk with you about the Christmas +number, and I was a good deal worked up because I couldn't find you; but +I guess I might as well have spared myself my emotions." + +"Why?" asked Beaton, briefly. + +"Well, I don't know as there's going to be any Christmas number." + +"Why?" Beaton asked again. + +"Row between the financial angel and the literary editor about the chief +translator and polyglot smeller." + +"Lindau?" + +"Lindau is his name." + +"What does the literary editor expect after Lindau's expression of his +views last night?" + +"I don't know what he expected, but the ground he took with the old man +was that, as Lindau's opinions didn't characterize his work on the +magazine, he would not be made the instrument of punishing him for them +the old man wanted him turned off, as he calls it." + +"Seems to be pretty good ground," said Beaton, impartially, while he +speculated, with a dull trouble at heart, on the effect the row would +have on his own fortunes. His late visit home had made him feel that the +claim of his family upon him for some repayment of help given could not +be much longer delayed; with his mother sick and his father growing old, +he must begin to do something for them, but up to this time he had spent +his salary even faster than he had earned it. When Fulkerson came in he +was wondering whether he could get him to increase it, if he threatened +to give up his work, and he wished that he was enough in love with +Margaret Vance, or even Christine Dryfoos, to marry her, only to end in +the sorrowful conviction that he was really in love with Alma Leighton, +who had no money, and who had apparently no wish to be married for love, +even. "And what are you going to do about it?" he asked, listlessly. + +"Be dogged if I know what I'm going to do about it," said Fulkerson. +"I've been round all day, trying to pick up the pieces--row began right +after breakfast this morning--and one time I thought I'd got the thing +all put together again. I got the old man to say that he had spoken to +March a little too authoritatively about Lindau; that, in fact, he ought +to have communicated his wishes through me; and that he was willing to +have me get rid of Lindau, and March needn't have anything to do with it. +I thought that was pretty white, but March says the apologies and regrets +are all well enough in their way, but they leave the main question where +they found it." + +"What is the main question?" Beaton asked, pouring himself out some +Chianti. As he set the flask down he made the reflection that if he would +drink water instead of Chianti he could send his father three dollars a +week, on his back debts, and he resolved to do it. + +"The main question, as March looks at it, is the question of punishing +Lindau for his private opinions; he says that if he consents to my +bouncing the old fellow it's the same as if he bounced him." + +"It might have that complexion in some lights," said Beaton. He drank off +his Chianti, and thought he would have it twice a week, or make Maroni +keep the half-bottles over for him, and send his father two dollars. "And +what are you going to do now?" + +"That's what I don't know," said Fulkerson, ruefully. After a moment he +said, desperately, "Beaton, you've got a pretty good head; why don't you +suggest something?" + +"Why don't you let March go?" Beaton suggested. + +"Ah, I couldn't," said Fulkerson. "I got him to break up in Boston and +come here; I like him; nobody else could get the hang of the thing like +he has; he's--a friend." Fulkerson said this with the nearest approach he +could make to seriousness, which was a kind of unhappiness. + +Beaton shrugged. "Oh, if you can afford to have ideals, I congratulate +you. They're too expensive for me. Then, suppose you get rid of Dryfoos?" + +Fulkerson laughed forlornly. "Go on, Bildad. Like to sprinkle a few ashes +over my boils? Don't mind me!" + +They both sat silent a little while, and then Beaton said, "I suppose you +haven't seen Dryfoos the second time?" + +"No. I came in here to gird up my loins with a little dinner before I +tackled him. But something seems to be the matter with Maroni's cook. I +don't want anything to eat." + +"The cooking's about as bad as usual," said Beaton. After a moment he +added, ironically, for he found Fulkerson's misery a kind of relief from +his own, and was willing to protract it as long as it was amusing, "Why +not try an envoy extraordinary and minister plenipotentiary?" + +"What do you mean?" + +"Get that other old fool to go to Dryfoos for you!" + +"Which other old fool? The old fools seem to be as thick as flies." + +"That Southern one." + +"Colonel Woodburn?" + +"Mmmmm." + +"He did seem to rather take to the colonel!" Fulkerson mused aloud. + +"Of course he did. Woodburn, with his idiotic talk about patriarchal +slavery, is the man on horseback to Dryfoos's muddy imagination. He'd +listen to him abjectly, and he'd do whatever Woodburn told him to do." +Beaton smiled cynically. + +Fulkerson got up and reached for his coat and hat. "You've struck it, old +man." The waiter came up to help him on with his coat; Fulkerson slipped +a dollar in his hand. "Never mind the coat; you can give the rest of my +dinner to the poor, Paolo. Beaton, shake! You've saved my life, little +boy, though I don't think you meant it." He took Beaton's hand and +solemnly pressed it, and then almost ran out of the door. + +They had just reached coffee at Mrs. Leighton's when he arrived and sat +down with them and began to put some of the life of his new hope into +them. His appetite revived, and, after protesting that he would not take +anything but coffee, he went back and ate some of the earlier courses. +But with the pressure of his purpose driving him forward, he did not +conceal from Miss Woodburn, at least, that he was eager to get her apart +from the rest for some reason. When he accomplished this, it seemed as if +he had contrived it all himself, but perhaps he had not wholly contrived +it. + +"I'm so glad to get a chance to speak to you alone," he said at once; and +while she waited for the next word he made a pause, and then said, +desperately, "I want you to help me; and if you can't help me, there's no +help for me." + +"Mah goodness," she said, "is the case so bad as that? What in the woald +is the trouble?" + +"Yes, it's a bad case," said Fulkerson. "I want your father to help me." + +"Oh, I thoat you said me!" + +"Yes; I want you to help me with your father. I suppose I ought to go to +him at once, but I'm a little afraid of him." + +"And you awe not afraid of me? I don't think that's very flattering, Mr. +Fulkerson. You ought to think Ah'm twahce as awful as papa." + +"Oh, I do! You see, I'm quite paralyzed before you, and so I don't feel +anything." + +"Well, it's a pretty lahvely kyand of paralysis. But--go on." + +"I will--I will. If I can only begin." + +"Pohaps Ah maght begin fo' you." + +"No, you can't. Lord knows, I'd like to let you. Well, it's like this." + +Fulkerson made a clutch at his hair, and then, after another hesitation, +he abruptly laid the whole affair before her. He did not think it +necessary to state the exact nature of the offence Lindau had given +Dryfoos, for he doubted if she could grasp it, and he was profuse of his +excuses for troubling her with the matter, and of wonder at himself for +having done so. In the rapture of his concern at having perhaps made a +fool of himself, he forgot why he had told her; but she seemed to like +having been confided in, and she said, "Well, Ah don't see what you can +do with you' ahdeals of friendship except stand bah Mr. Mawch." + +"My ideals of friendship? What do you mean?" + +"Oh, don't you suppose we know? Mr. Beaton said you we' a pofect Bahyard +in friendship, and you would sacrifice anything to it." + +"Is that so?" said Fulkerson, thinking how easily he could sacrifice +Lindau in this case. He had never supposed before that he was chivalrous +in such matters, but he now began to see it in that light, and he +wondered that he could ever have entertained for a moment the idea of +throwing March over. + +"But Ah most say," Miss Woodburn went on, "Ah don't envy you you' next +interview with Mr. Dryfoos. Ah suppose you'll have to see him at once +aboat it." + +The conjecture recalled Fulkerson to the object of his confidences. "Ah, +there's where your help comes in. I've exhausted all the influence I have +with Dryfoos--" + +"Good gracious, you don't expect Ah could have any!" + +They both laughed at the comic dismay with which she conveyed the +preposterous notion; and Fulkerson said, "If I judged from myself, I +should expect you to bring him round instantly." + +"Oh, thank you, Mr. Fulkerson," she said, with mock meekness. + +"Not at all. But it isn't Dryfoos I want you to help me with; it's your +father. I want your father to interview Dryfoos for me, and I--I'm afraid +to ask him." + +"Poo' Mr. Fulkerson!" she said, and she insinuated something through her +burlesque compassion that lifted him to the skies. He swore in his heart +that the woman never lived who was so witty, so wise, so beautiful, and +so good. "Come raght with me this minute, if the cyoast's clea'." She +went to the door of the diningroom and looked in across its gloom to the +little gallery where her father sat beside a lamp reading his evening +paper; Mrs. Leighton could be heard in colloquy with the cook below, and +Alma had gone to her room. She beckoned Fulkerson with the hand +outstretched behind her, and said, "Go and ask him." + +"Alone!" he palpitated. + +"Oh, what a cyowahd!" she cried, and went with him. "Ah suppose you'll +want me to tell him aboat it." + +"Well, I wish you'd begin, Miss Woodburn," he said. "The fact is, you +know, I've been over it so much I'm kind of sick of the thing." + +Miss Woodburn advanced and put her hand on her father's shoulder. "Look +heah, papa! Mr. Fulkerson wants to ask you something, and he wants me to +do it fo' him." + +The colonel looked up through his glasses with the sort of ferocity +elderly men sometimes have to put on in order to keep their glasses from +falling off. His daughter continued: "He's got into an awful difficulty +with his edito' and his proprieto', and he wants you to pacify them." + +"I do not know whethah I understand the case exactly," said the colonel, +"but Mr. Fulkerson may command me to the extent of my ability." + +"You don't understand it aftah what Ah've said?" cried the girl. "Then Ah +don't see but what you'll have to explain it you'self, Mr. Fulkerson." + +"Well, Miss Woodburn has been so luminous about it, colonel," said +Fulkerson, glad of the joking shape she had given the affair, "that I can +only throw in a little side-light here and there." + +The colonel listened as Fulkerson went on, with a grave diplomatic +satisfaction. He felt gratified, honored, even, he said, by Mr. +Fulkerson's appeal to him; and probably it gave him something of the high +joy that an affair of honor would have brought him in the days when he +had arranged for meetings between gentlemen. Next to bearing a challenge, +this work of composing a difficulty must have been grateful. But he gave +no outward sign of his satisfaction in making a resume of the case so as +to get the points clearly in his mind. + +"I was afraid, sir," he said, with the state due to the serious nature of +the facts, "that Mr. Lindau had given Mr. Dryfoos offence by some of his +questions at the dinner-table last night." + +"Perfect red rag to a bull," Fulkerson put in; and then he wanted to +withdraw his words at the colonel's look of displeasure. + +"I have no reflections to make upon Mr. Landau," Colonel Woodburn +continued, and Fulkerson felt grateful to him for going on; "I do not +agree with Mr. Lindau; I totally disagree with him on sociological +points; but the course of the conversation had invited him to the +expression of his convictions, and he had a right to express them, so far +as they had no personal bearing." + +"Of course," said Fulkerson, while Miss Woodburn perched on the arm of +her father's chair. + +"At the same time, sir, I think that if Mr. Dryfoos felt a personal +censure in Mr. Lindau's questions concerning his suppression of the +strike among his workmen, he had a right to resent it." + +"Exactly," Fulkerson assented. + +"But it must be evident to you, sir, that a high-spirited gentleman like +Mr. March--I confess that my feelings are with him very warmly in the +matter--could not submit to dictation of the nature you describe." + +"Yes, I see," said Fulkerson; and, with that strange duplex action of the +human mind, he wished that it was his hair, and not her father's, that +Miss Woodburn was poking apart with the corner of her fan. + +"Mr. Lindau," the colonel concluded, "was right from his point of view, +and Mr. Dryfoos was equally right. The position of Mr. March is perfectly +correct--" + +His daughter dropped to her feet from his chair-arm. "Mah goodness! If +nobody's in the wrong, ho' awe you evah going to get the mattah +straight?" + +"Yes, you see," Fulkerson added, "nobody can give in." + +"Pardon me," said the colonel, "the case is one in which all can give +in." + +"I don't know which 'll begin," said Fulkerson. + +The colonel rose. "Mr. Lindau must begin, sir. We must begin by seeing +Mr. Lindau, and securing from him the assurance that in the expression of +his peculiar views he had no intention of offering any personal offence +to Mr. Dryfoos. If I have formed a correct estimate of Mr. Lindau, this +will be perfectly simple." + +Fulkerson shook his head. "But it wouldn't help. Dryfoos don't care a rap +whether Lindau meant any personal offence or not. As far as that is +concerned, he's got a hide like a hippopotamus. But what he hates is +Lindau's opinions, and what he says is that no man who holds such +opinions shall have any work from him. And what March says is that no man +shall be punished through him for his opinions, he don't care what they +are." + +The colonel stood a moment in silence. "And what do you expect me to do +under the circumstances?" + +"I came to you for advice--I thought you might suggest----?" + +"Do you wish me to see Mr. Dryfoos?" + +"Well, that's about the size of it," Fulkerson admitted. "You see, +colonel," he hastened on, "I know that you have a great deal of influence +with him; that article of yours is about the only thing he's ever read in +'Every Other Week,' and he's proud of your acquaintance. Well, you +know"--and here Fulkerson brought in the figure that struck him so much +in Beaton's phrase and had been on his tongue ever since--"you're the +man on horseback to him; and he'd be more apt to do what you say than if +anybody else said it." + +"You are very good, sir," said the colonel, trying to be proof against +the flattery, "but I am afraid you overrate my influence." Fulkerson let +him ponder it silently, and his daughter governed her impatience by +holding her fan against her lips. Whatever the process was in the +colonel's mind, he said at last: "I see no good reason for declining to +act for you, Mr. Fulkerson, and I shall be very happy if I can be of +service to you. But"--he stopped Fulkerson from cutting in with +precipitate thanks--"I think I have a right, sir, to ask what your course +will be in the event of failure?" + +"Failure?" Fulkerson repeated, in dismay. + +"Yes, sir. I will not conceal from you that this mission is one not +wholly agreeable to my feelings." + +"Oh, I understand that, colonel, and I assure you that I appreciate, I--" + +"There is no use trying to blink the fact, sir, that there are certain +aspects of Mr. Dryfoos's character in which he is not a gentleman. We +have alluded to this fact before, and I need not dwell upon it now: I may +say, however, that my misgivings were not wholly removed last night." + +"No," Fulkerson assented; though in his heart he thought the old man had +behaved very well. + +"What I wish to say now is that I cannot consent to act for you, in this +matter, merely as an intermediary whose failure would leave the affair in +state quo." + +"I see," said Fulkerson. + +"And I should like some intimation, some assurance, as to which party +your own feelings are with in the difference." + +The colonel bent his eyes sharply on Fulkerson; Miss Woodburn let hers +fall; Fulkerson felt that he was being tested, and he said, to gain time, +"As between Lindau and Dryfoos?" though he knew this was not the point. + +"As between Mr. Dryfoos and Mr. March," said the colonel. + +Fulkerson drew a long breath and took his courage in both hands. "There +can't be any choice for me in such a case. I'm for March, every time." + +The colonel seized his hand, and Miss Woodburn said, "If there had been +any choice fo' you in such a case, I should never have let papa stir a +step with you." + +"Why, in regard to that," said the colonel, with a literal application +of the idea, "was it your intention that we should both go?" + +"Well, I don't know; I suppose it was." + +"I think it will be better for me to go alone," said the colonel; and, +with a color from his experience in affairs of honor, he added: "In these +matters a principal cannot appear without compromising his dignity. I +believe I have all the points clearly in mind, and I think I should act +more freely in meeting Mr. Dryfoos alone." + +Fulkerson tried to hide the eagerness with which he met these agreeable +views. He felt himself exalted in some sort to the level of the colonel's +sentiments, though it would not be easy to say whether this was through +the desperation bred of having committed himself to March's side, or +through the buoyant hope he had that the colonel would succeed in his +mission. + +"I'm not afraid to talk with Dryfoos about it," he said. + +"There is no question of courage," said the colonel. "It is a question of +dignity--of personal dignity." + +"Well, don't let that delay you, papa," said his daughter, following him +to the door, where she found him his hat, and Fulkerson helped him on +with his overcoat. "Ah shall be jost wald to know ho' it's toned oat." + +"Won't you let me go up to the house with you?" Fulkerson began. "I +needn't go in--" + +"I prefer to go alone," said the colonel. "I wish to turn the points over +in my mind, and I am afraid you would find me rather dull company." + +He went out, and Fulkerson returned with Miss Woodburn to the +drawing-room, where she said the Leightons were. They, were not there, +but she did not seem disappointed. + +"Well, Mr. Fulkerson," she said, "you have got an ahdeal of friendship, +sure enough." + +"Me?" said Fulkerson. "Oh, my Lord! Don't you see I couldn't do anything +else? And I'm scared half to death, anyway. If the colonel don't bring +the old man round, I reckon it's all up with me. But he'll fetch him. And +I'm just prostrated with gratitude to you, Miss Woodburn." + +She waved his thanks aside with her fan. "What do you mean by its being +all up with you?" + +"Why, if the old man sticks to his position, and I stick to March, we've +both got to go overboard together. Dryfoos owns the magazine; he can stop +it, or he can stop us, which amounts to the same thing, as far as we're +concerned." + +"And then what?" the girl pursued. + +"And then, nothing--till we pick ourselves up." + +"Do you mean that Mr. Dryfoos will put you both oat of your places?" + +"He may." + +"And Mr. Mawch takes the risk of that jost fo' a principle?" + +"I reckon." + +"And you do it jost fo' an ahdeal?" + +"It won't do to own it. I must have my little axe to grind, somewhere." + +"Well, men awe splendid," sighed the girl. "Ah will say it." + +"Oh, they're not so much better than women," said Fulkerson, with a +nervous jocosity. "I guess March would have backed down if it hadn't been +for his wife. She was as hot as pepper about it, and you could see that +she would have sacrificed all her husband's relations sooner than let him +back down an inch from the stand he had taken. It's pretty easy for a man +to stick to a principle if he has a woman to stand by him. But when you +come to play it alone--" + +"Mr. Fulkerson," said the girl, solemnly, "Ah will stand bah you in this, +if all the woald tones against you." The tears came into her eyes, and +she put out her hand to him. + +"You will?" he shouted, in a rapture. "In every way--and always--as long +as you live? Do you mean it?" He had caught her hand to his breast and +was grappling it tight there and drawing her to him. + +The changing emotions chased one another through her heart and over her +face: dismay, shame, pride, tenderness. "You don't believe," she said, +hoarsely, "that Ah meant that?" + +"No, but I hope you do mean it; for if you don't, nothing else means +anything." + +There was no space, there was only a point of wavering. "Ah do mean it." + +When they lifted their eyes from each other again it was half-past ten. +"No' you most go," she said. + +"But the colonel--our fate?" + +"The co'nel is often oat late, and Ah'm not afraid of ouah fate, no' that +we've taken it into ouah own hands." She looked at him with dewy eyes of +trust, of inspiration. + +"Oh, it's going to come out all right," he said. "It can't come out wrong +now, no matter what happens. But who'd have thought it, when I came into +this house, in such a state of sin and misery, half an hour ago--" + +"Three houahs and a half ago!" she said. "No! you most jost go. Ah'm +tahed to death. Good-night. You can come in the mawning to see--papa." She +opened the door and pushed him out with enrapturing violence, and he ran +laughing down the steps into her father's arms. + +"Why, colonel! I was just going up to meet you." He had really thought he +would walk off his exultation in that direction. + +"I am very sorry to say, Mr. Fulkerson," the colonel began, gravely, +"that Mr. Dryfoos adheres to his position." + +"Oh, all right," said Fulkerson, with unabated joy. "It's what I +expected. Well, my course is clear; I shall stand by March, and I guess +the world won't come to an end if he bounces us both. But I'm +everlastingly obliged to you, Colonel Woodburn, and I don't know what to +say to you. I--I won't detain you now; it's so late. I'll see you in the +morning. Good-ni--" + +Fulkerson did not realize that it takes two to part. The colonel laid +hold of his arm and turned away with him. "I will walk toward your place +with you. I can understand why you should be anxious to know the +particulars of my interview with Mr. Dryfoos"; and in the statement which +followed he did not spare him the smallest. It outlasted their walk and +detained them long on the steps of the 'Every Other Week' building. But +at the end Fulkerson let himself in with his key as light of heart as if +he had been listening to the gayest promises that fortune could make. + +By the time he met March at the office next morning, a little, but only a +very little, misgiving saddened his golden heaven. He took March's hand +with high courage, and said, "Well, the old man sticks to his point, +March." He added, with the sense of saying it before Miss Woodburn: "And +I stick by you. I've thought it all over, and I'd rather be right with +you than wrong with him." + +"Well, I appreciate your motive, Fulkerson," said March. "But +perhaps--perhaps we can save over our heroics for another occasion. +Lindau seems to have got in with his, for the present." + +He told him of Lindau's last visit, and they stood a moment looking at +each other rather queerly. Fulkerson was the first to recover his +spirits. "Well," he said, cheerily, "that let's us out." + +"Does it? I'm not sure it lets me out," said March; but he said this in +tribute to his crippled self-respect rather than as a forecast of any +action in the matter. + +"Why, what are you going to do?" Fulkerson asked. "If Lindau won't work +for Dryfoos, you can't make him." + +March sighed. "What are you going to do with this money?" He glanced at +the heap of bills he had flung on the table between them. + +Fulkerson scratched his head. "Ah, dogged if I know: Can't we give it to +the deserving poor, somehow, if we can find 'em?" + +"I suppose we've no right to use it in any way. You must give it to +Dryfoos." + +"To the deserving rich? Well, you can always find them. I reckon you +don't want to appear in the transaction! I don't, either; but I guess I +must." Fulkerson gathered up the money and carried it to Conrad. He +directed him to account for it in his books as conscience-money, and he +enjoyed the joke more than Conrad seemed to do when he was told where it +came from. + +Fulkerson was able to wear off the disagreeable impression the affair +left during the course of the fore-noon, and he met Miss Woodburn with +all a lover's buoyancy when he went to lunch. She was as happy as he when +he told her how fortunately the whole thing had ended, and he took her +view that it was a reward of his courage in having dared the worst. They +both felt, as the newly plighted always do, that they were in the best +relations with the beneficent powers, and that their felicity had been +especially looked to in the disposition of events. They were in a glow of +rapturous content with themselves and radiant worship of each other; she +was sure that he merited the bright future opening to them both, as much +as if he owed it directly to some noble action of his own; he felt that +he was indebted for the favor of Heaven entirely to the still incredible +accident of her preference of him over other men. + +Colonel Woodburn, who was not yet in the secret of their love, perhaps +failed for this reason to share their satisfaction with a result so +unexpectedly brought about. The blessing on their hopes seemed to his +ignorance to involve certain sacrifices of personal feeling at which he +hinted in suggesting that Dryfoos should now be asked to make some +abstract concessions and acknowledgments; his daughter hastened to deny +that these were at all necessary; and Fulkerson easily explained why. The +thing was over; what was the use of opening it up again? + +"Perhaps none," the colonel admitted. But he added, "I should like the +opportunity of taking Mr. Lindau's hand in the presence of Mr. Dryfoos +and assuring him that I considered him a man of principle and a man of +honor--a gentleman, sir, whom I was proud and happy to have known." + +"Well, Ah've no doabt," said his daughter, demurely, "that you'll have +the chance some day; and we would all lahke to join you. But at the same +tahme, Ah think Mr. Fulkerson is well oat of it fo' the present." + + +PG EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + + Anticipative reprisal + Buttoned about him as if it concealed a bad conscience + Courtship + Got their laugh out of too many things in life + Had learned not to censure the irretrievable + Had no opinions that he was not ready to hold in abeyance + Ignorant of her ignorance + It don't do any good to look at its drawbacks all the time + Justice must be paid for at every step in fees and costs + Life has taught him to truckle and trick + Man's willingness to abide in the present + No longer the gross appetite for novelty + No right to burden our friends with our decisions + Travel, with all its annoyances and fatigues + Typical anything else, is pretty difficult to find + + + + +FIFTH PART + + +I. + +Superficially, the affairs of 'Every Other Week' settled into their +wonted form again, and for Fulkerson they seemed thoroughly reinstated. +But March had a feeling of impermanency from what had happened, mixed +with a fantastic sense of shame toward Lindau. He did not sympathize with +Lindau's opinions; he thought his remedy for existing evils as wildly +impracticable as Colonel Woodburn's. But while he thought this, and while +he could justly blame Fulkerson for Lindau's presence at Dryfoos's +dinner, which his zeal had brought about in spite of March's protests, +still he could not rid himself of the reproach of uncandor with Lindau. +He ought to have told him frankly about the ownership of the magazine, +and what manner of man the man was whose money he was taking. But he said +that he never could have imagined that he was serious in his preposterous +attitude in regard to a class of men who embody half the prosperity of +the country; and he had moments of revolt against his own humiliation +before Lindau, in which he found it monstrous that he should return +Dryfoos's money as if it had been the spoil of a robber. His wife agreed +with him in these moments, and said it was a great relief not to have +that tiresome old German coming about. They had to account for his +absence evasively to the children, whom they could not very well tell +that their father was living on money that Lindau disdained to take, even +though Lindau was wrong and their father was right. This heightened Mrs. +March's resentment toward both Lindau and Dryfoos, who between them had +placed her husband in a false position. If anything, she resented +Dryfoos's conduct more than Lindau's. He had never spoken to March about +the affair since Lindau had renounced his work, or added to the +apologetic messages he had sent by Fulkerson. So far as March knew, +Dryfoos had been left to suppose that Lindau had simply stopped for some +reason that did not personally affect him. They never spoke of him, and +March was too proud to ask either Fulkerson or Conrad whether the old man +knew that Lindau had returned his money. He avoided talking to Conrad, +from a feeling that if he did he should involuntarily lead him on to +speak of his differences with his father. Between himself and Fulkerson, +even, he was uneasily aware of a want of their old perfect friendliness. +Fulkerson had finally behaved with honor and courage; but his provisional +reluctance had given March the measure of Fulkerson's character in one +direction, and he could not ignore the fact that it was smaller than he +could have wished. + +He could not make out whether Fulkerson shared his discomfort or not. It +certainly wore away, even with March, as time passed, and with Fulkerson, +in the bliss of his fortunate love, it was probably far more transient, +if it existed at all. He advanced into the winter as radiantly as if to +meet the spring, and he said that if there were any pleasanter month of +the year than November, it was December, especially when the weather was +good and wet and muddy most of the time, so that you had to keep indoors +a long while after you called anywhere. + +Colonel Woodburn had the anxiety, in view of his daughter's engagement, +when she asked his consent to it, that such a dreamer must have in regard +to any reality that threatens to affect the course of his reveries. He +had not perhaps taken her marriage into account, except as a remote +contingency; and certainly Fulkerson was not the kind of son-in-law that +he had imagined in dealing with that abstraction. But because he had +nothing of the sort definitely in mind, he could not oppose the selection +of Fulkerson with success; he really knew nothing against him, and he +knew, many things in his favor; Fulkerson inspired him with the liking +that every one felt for him in a measure; he amused him, he cheered him; +and the colonel had been so much used to leaving action of all kinds to +his daughter that when he came to close quarters with the question of a +son-in-law he felt helpless to decide it, and he let her decide it, as if +it were still to be decided when it was submitted to him. She was +competent to treat it in all its phases: not merely those of personal +interest, but those of duty to the broken Southern past, sentimentally +dear to him, and practically absurd to her. No such South as he +remembered had ever existed to her knowledge, and no such civilization as +he imagined would ever exist, to her belief, anywhere. She took the world +as she found it, and made the best of it. She trusted in Fulkerson; she +had proved his magnanimity in a serious emergency; and in small things +she was willing fearlessly to chance it with him. She was not a +sentimentalist, and there was nothing fantastic in her expectations; she +was a girl of good sense and right mind, and she liked the immediate +practicality as well as the final honor of Fulkerson. She did not +idealize him, but in the highest effect she realized him; she did him +justice, and she would not have believed that she did him more than +justice if she had sometimes known him to do himself less. + +Their engagement was a fact to which the Leighton household adjusted +itself almost as simply as the lovers themselves; Miss Woodburn told the +ladies at once, and it was not a thing that Fulkerson could keep from +March very long. He sent word of it to Mrs. March by her husband; and his +engagement perhaps did more than anything else to confirm the confidence +in him which had been shaken by his early behavior in the Lindau episode, +and not wholly restored by his tardy fidelity to March. But now she felt +that a man who wished to get married so obviously and entirely for love +was full of all kinds of the best instincts, and only needed the guidance +of a wife, to become very noble. She interested herself intensely in +balancing the respective merits of the engaged couple, and after her call +upon Miss Woodburn in her new character she prided herself upon +recognizing the worth of some strictly Southern qualities in her, while +maintaining the general average of New England superiority. She could not +reconcile herself to the Virginian custom illustrated in her having been +christened with the surname of Madison; and she said that its pet form of +Mad, which Fulkerson promptly invented, only made it more ridiculous. + +Fulkerson was slower in telling Beaton. He was afraid, somehow, of +Beaton's taking the matter in the cynical way; Miss Woodburn said she +would break off the engagement if Beaton was left to guess it or find it +out by accident, and then Fulkerson plucked up his courage. Beaton +received the news with gravity, and with a sort of melancholy meekness +that strongly moved Fulkerson's sympathy, and made him wish that Beaton +was engaged, too. + +It made Beaton feel very old; it somehow left him behind and forgotten; +in a manner, it made him feel trifled with. Something of the +unfriendliness of fate seemed to overcast his resentment, and he allowed +the sadness of his conviction that he had not the means to marry on to +tinge his recognition of the fact that Alma Leighton would not have +wanted him to marry her if he had. He was now often in that martyr mood +in which he wished to help his father; not only to deny himself Chianti, +but to forego a fur-lined overcoat which he intended to get for the +winter, He postponed the moment of actual sacrifice as regarded the +Chianti, and he bought the overcoat in an anguish of self-reproach. He +wore it the first evening after he got it in going to call upon the +Leightons, and it seemed to him a piece of ghastly irony when Alma +complimented his picturesqueness in it and asked him to let her sketch +him. + +"Oh, you can sketch me," he said, with so much gloom that it made her +laugh. + +"If you think it's so serious, I'd rather not." + +"No, no! Go ahead! How do you want me?" + +"Oh, fling yourself down on a chair in one of your attitudes of studied +negligence; and twist one corner of your mustache with affected absence +of mind." + +"And you think I'm always studied, always affected?" + +"I didn't say so." + +"I didn't ask you what you said." + +"And I won't tell you what I think." + +"Ah, I know what you think." + +"What made you ask, then?" The girl laughed again with the satisfaction +of her sex in cornering a man. + +Beaton made a show of not deigning to reply, and put himself in the pose +she suggested, frowning. + +"Ah, that's it. But a little more animation-- + + "'As when a great thought strikes along the brain, + And flushes all the cheek.'" + +She put her forehead down on the back of her hand and laughed again. "You +ought to be photographed. You look as if you were sitting for it." + +Beaton said: "That's because I know I am being photographed, in one way. +I don't think you ought to call me affected. I never am so with you; I +know it wouldn't be of any use." + +"Oh, Mr. Beaton, you flatter." + +"No, I never flatter you." + +"I meant you flattered yourself." + +"How?" + +"Oh, I don't know. Imagine." + +"I know what you mean. You think I can't be sincere with anybody." + +"Oh no, I don't." + +"What do you think?" + +"That you can't--try." Alma gave another victorious laugh. + +Miss Woodburn and Fulkerson would once have both feigned a great interest +in Alma's sketching Beaton, and made it the subject of talk, in which +they approached as nearly as possible the real interest of their lives. +Now they frankly remained away in the dining-room, which was very cozy +after the dinner had disappeared; the colonel sat with his lamp and paper +in the gallery beyond; Mrs. Leighton was about her housekeeping affairs, +in the content she always felt when Alma was with Beaton. + +"They seem to be having a pretty good time in there," said Fulkerson, +detaching himself from his own absolute good time as well as he could. + +"At least Alma does," said Miss Woodburn. + +"Do you think she cares for him?" + +"Quahte as moch as he desoves." + +"What makes you all down on Beaton around here? He's not such a bad +fellow." + +"We awe not all doan on him. Mrs. Leighton isn't doan on him." + +"Oh, I guess if it was the old lady, there wouldn't be much question +about it." + +They both laughed, and Alma said, "They seem to be greatly amused with +something in there." + +"Me, probably," said Beaton. "I seem to amuse everybody to-night." + +"Don't you always?" + +"I always amuse you, I'm afraid, Alma." + +She looked at him as if she were going to snub him openly for using her +name; but apparently she decided to do it covertly. "You didn't at first. +I really used to believe you could be serious, once." + +"Couldn't you believe it again? Now?" + +"Not when you put on that wind-harp stop." + +"Wetmore has been talking to you about me. He would sacrifice his best +friend to a phrase. He spends his time making them." + +"He's made some very pretty ones about you." + +"Like the one you just quoted?" + +"No, not exactly. He admires you ever so much. He says" She stopped, +teasingly. + +"What?" + +"He says you could be almost anything you wished, if you didn't wish to +be everything." + +"That sounds more like the school of Wetmore. That's what you say, Alma. +Well, if there were something you wished me to be, I could be it." + +"We might adapt Kingsley: 'Be good, sweet man, and let who will be +clever.'" He could not help laughing. She went on: "I always thought that +was the most patronizing and exasperating thing ever addressed to a human +girl; and we've had to stand a good deal in our time. I should like to +have it applied to the other 'sect' a while. As if any girl that was a +girl would be good if she had the remotest chance of being clever." + +"Then you wouldn't wish me to be good?" Beaton asked. + +"Not if you were a girl." + +"You want to shock me. Well, I suppose I deserve it. But if I were +one-tenth part as good as you are, Alma, I should have a lighter heart +than I have now. I know that I'm fickle, but I'm not false, as you think +I am." + +"Who said I thought you were false?" + +"No one," said Beaton. "It isn't necessary, when you look it--live it." + +"Oh, dear! I didn't know I devoted my whole time to the subject." + +"I know I'm despicable. I could tell you something--the history of this +day, even--that would make you despise me." Beaton had in mind his +purchase of the overcoat, which Alma was getting in so effectively, with +the money he ought to have sent his father. "But," he went on, darkly, +with a sense that what he was that moment suffering for his selfishness +must somehow be a kind of atonement, which would finally leave him to the +guiltless enjoyment of the overcoat, "you wouldn't believe the depths of +baseness I could descend to." + +"I would try," said Alma, rapidly shading the collar, "if you'd give me +some hint." + +Beaton had a sudden wish to pour out his remorse to her, but he was +afraid of her laughing at him. He said to himself that this was a very +wholesome fear, and that if he could always have her at hand he should +not make a fool of himself so often. A man conceives of such an office as +the very noblest for a woman; he worships her for it if he is +magnanimous. But Beaton was silent, and Alma put back her head for the +right distance on her sketch. "Mr. Fulkerson thinks you are the sublimest +of human beings for advising him to get Colonel Woodburn to interview Mr. +Dryfoos about Lindau. What have you ever done with your Judas?" + +"I haven't done anything with it. Nadel thought he would take hold of it +at one time, but he dropped it again. After all, I don't suppose it could +be popularized. Fulkerson wanted to offer it as a premium to subscribers +for 'Every Other Week,' but I sat down on that." + +Alma could not feel the absurdity of this, and she merely said, "'Every +Other Week' seems to be going on just the same as ever." + +"Yes, the trouble has all blown over, I believe. Fulkerson," said Beaton, +with a return to what they were saying, "has managed the whole business +very well. But he exaggerates the value of my advice." + +"Very likely," Alma suggested, vaguely. "Or, no! Excuse me! He couldn't, +he couldn't!" She laughed delightedly at Beaton's foolish look of +embarrassment. + +He tried to recover his dignity in saying, "He's 'a very good fellow, and +he deserves his happiness." + +"Oh, indeed!" said Alma, perversely. "Does any one deserve happiness?" + +"I know I don't," sighed Beaton. + +"You mean you don't get it." + +"I certainly don't get it." + +"Ah, but that isn't the reason." + +"What is?" + +"That's the secret of the universe," She bit in her lower lip, and looked +at him with eyes, of gleaming fun. + +"Are you never serious?" he asked. + +"With serious people always." + +"I am serious; and you have the secret of my happiness--" He threw +himself impulsively forward in his chair. + +"Oh, pose, pose!" she cried. + +"I won't pose," he answered, "and you have got to listen to me. You know +I'm in love with you; and I know that once you cared for me. Can't that +time--won't it--come back again? Try to think so, Alma!" + +"No," she said, briefly and seriously enough. + +"But that seems impossible. What is it I've done what have you against +me?" + +"Nothing. But that time is past. I couldn't recall it if I wished. Why +did you bring it up? You've broken your word. You know I wouldn't have +let you keep coming here if you hadn't promised never to refer to it." + +"How could I help it? With that happiness near us--Fulkerson--" + +"Oh, it's that? I might have known it!" + +"No, it isn't that--it's something far deeper. But if it's nothing you +have against me, what is it, Alma, that keeps you from caring for me now +as you did then? I haven't changed." + +"But I have. I shall never care for you again, Mr. Beaton; you might as +well understand it once for all. Don't think it's anything in yourself, +or that I think you unworthy of me. I'm not so self-satisfied as that; I +know very well that I'm not a perfect character, and that I've no claim +on perfection in anybody else. I think women who want that are fools; +they won't get it, and they don't deserve it. But I've learned a good +deal more about myself than I knew in St. Barnaby, and a life of work, of +art, and of art alone that's what I've made up my mind to." + +"A woman that's made up her mind to that has no heart to hinder her!" + +"Would a man have that had done so?" + +"But I don't believe you, Alma. You're merely laughing at me. And, +besides, with me you needn't give up art. We could work together. You +know how much I admire your talent. I believe I could help it--serve it; +I would be its willing slave, and yours, Heaven knows!" + +"I don't want any slave--nor any slavery. I want to be free always. Now +do you see? I don't care for you, and I never could in the old way; but I +should have to care for some one more than I believe I ever shall to give +up my work. Shall we go on?" She looked at her sketch. + +"No, we shall not go on," he said, gloomily, as he rose. + +"I suppose you blame me," she said, rising too. + +"Oh no! I blame no one--or only myself. I threw my chance away." + +"I'm glad you see that; and I'm glad you did it. You don't believe me, of +course. Why do men think life can be only the one thing to women? And if +you come to the selfish view, who are the happy women? I'm sure that if +work doesn't fail me, health won't, and happiness won't." + +"But you could work on with me--" + +"Second fiddle. Do you suppose I shouldn't be woman enough to wish my +work always less and lower than yours? At least I've heart enough for +that!" + +"You've heart enough for anything, Alma. I was a fool to say you hadn't." + +"I think the women who keep their hearts have an even chance, at least, +of having heart--" + +"Ah, there's where you're wrong!" + +"But mine isn't mine to give you, anyhow. And now I don't want you ever +to speak to me about this again." + +"Oh, there's no danger!" he cried, bitterly. "I shall never willingly see +you again." + +"That's as you like, Mr. Beaton. We've had to be very frank, but I don't +see why we shouldn't be friends. Still, we needn't, if you don't like." + +"And I may come--I may come here--as--as usual?" + +"Why, if you can consistently," she said, with a smile, and she held out +her hand to him. + +He went home dazed, and feeling as if it were a bad joke that had been +put upon him. At least the affair went so deep that it estranged the +aspect of his familiar studio. Some of the things in it were not very +familiar; he had spent lately a great deal on rugs, on stuffs, on +Japanese bric-a-brac. When he saw these things in the shops he had felt +that he must have them; that they were necessary to him; and he was +partly in debt for them, still without having sent any of his earnings to +pay his father. As he looked at them now he liked to fancy something +weird and conscious in them as the silent witnesses of a broken life. He +felt about among some of the smaller objects on the mantel for his pipe. +Before he slept he was aware, in the luxury of his despair, of a remote +relief, an escape; and, after all, the understanding he had come to with +Alma was only the explicit formulation of terms long tacit between them. +Beaton would have been puzzled more than he knew if she had taken him +seriously. It was inevitable that he should declare himself in love with +her; but he was not disappointed at her rejection of his love; perhaps +not so much as he would have been at its acceptance, though he tried to +think otherwise, and to give himself airs of tragedy. He did not really +feel that the result was worse than what had gone before, and it left him +free. + +But he did not go to the Leightons again for so long a time that Mrs. +Leighton asked Alma what had happened. Alma told her. + +"And he won't come any more?" her mother sighed, with reserved censure. + +"Oh, I think he will. He couldn't very well come the next night. But he +has the habit of coming, and with Mr. Beaton habit is everything--even +the habit of thinking he's in love with some one." + +"Alma," said her mother, "I don't think it's very nice for a girl to let +a young man keep coming to see her after she's refused him." + +"Why not, if it amuses him and doesn't hurt the girl?" + +"But it does hurt her, Alma. It--it's indelicate. It isn't fair to him; +it gives him hopes." + +"Well, mamma, it hasn't happened in the given case yet. If Mr. Beaton +comes again, I won't see him, and you can forbid him the house." + +"If I could only feel sure, Alma," said her mother, taking up another +branch of the inquiry, "that you really knew your own mind, I should be +easier about it." + +"Then you can rest perfectly quiet, mamma. I do know my own mind; and, +what's worse, I know Mr. Beaton's mind." + +"What do you mean?" + +"I mean that he spoke to me the other night simply because Mr. +Fulkerson's engagement had broken him all up." + +"What expressions!" Mrs. Leighton lamented. + +"He let it out himself," Alma went on. "And you wouldn't have thought it +was very flattering yourself. When I'm made love to, after this, I prefer +to be made love to in an off-year, when there isn't another engaged +couple anywhere about." + +"Did you tell him that, Alma?" + +"Tell him that! What do you mean, mamma? I may be indelicate, but I'm not +quite so indelicate as that." + +"I didn't mean you were indelicate, really, Alma, but I wanted to warn +you. I think Mr. Beaton was very much in earnest." + +"Oh, so did he!" + +"And you didn't?" + +"Oh yes, for the time being. I suppose he's very much in earnest with +Miss Vance at times, and with Miss Dryfoos at others. Sometimes he's a +painter, and sometimes he's an architect, and sometimes he's a sculptor. +He has too many gifts--too many tastes." + +"And if Miss Vance and Miss Dryfoos--" + +"Oh, do say Sculpture and Architecture, mamma! It's getting so dreadfully +personal!" + +"Alma, you know that I only wish to get at your real feeling in the +matter." + +"And you know that I don't want to let you--especially when I haven't got +any real feeling in the matter. But I should think--speaking in the +abstract entirely--that if either of those arts was ever going to be in +earnest about him, it would want his exclusive devotion for a week at +least." + +"I didn't know," said Mrs. Leighton, "that he was doing anything now at +the others. I thought he was entirely taken up with his work on 'Every +Other Week.'" + +"Oh, he is! he is!" + +"And you certainly can't say, my dear, that he hasn't been very +kind--very useful to you, in that matter." + +"And so I ought to have said yes out of gratitude? Thank you, mamma! I +didn't know you held me so cheap." + +"You know whether I hold you cheap or not, Alma. I don't want you to +cheapen yourself. I don't want you to trifle with any one. I want you to +be honest with yourself." + +"Well, come now, mamma! Suppose you begin. I've been perfectly honest +with myself, and I've been honest with Mr. Beaton. I don't care for him, +and I've told him I didn't; so he may be supposed to know it. If he comes +here after this, he'll come as a plain, unostentatious friend of the +family, and it's for you to say whether he shall come in that capacity or +not. I hope you won't trifle with him, and let him get the notion that +he's coming on any other basis." + +Mrs. Leighton felt the comfort of the critical attitude far too keenly to +abandon it for anything constructive. She only said, "You know very well, +Alma, that's a matter I can have nothing to do with." + +"Then you leave him entirely to me?" + +"I hope you will regard his right to candid and open treatment." + +"He's had nothing but the most open and candid treatment from me, mamma. +It's you that wants to play fast and loose with him. And, to tell you the +truth, I believe he would like that a good deal better; I believe that, +if there's anything he hates, it's openness and candor." Alma laughed, +and put her arms round her mother, who could not help laughing a little, +too. + + + + +II. + +The winter did not renew for Christine and Mela the social opportunity +which the spring had offered. After the musicale at Mrs. Horn's, they +both made their party-call, as Mela said, in due season; but they did not +find Mrs. Horn at home, and neither she nor Miss Vance came to see them +after people returned to town in the fall. They tried to believe for a +time that Mrs. Horn had not got their cards; this pretence failed them, +and they fell back upon their pride, or rather Christine's pride. Mela +had little but her good-nature to avail her in any exigency, and if Mrs. +Horn or Miss Vance had come to call after a year of neglect, she would +have received them as amiably as if they had not lost a day in coming. +But Christine had drawn a line beyond which they would not have been +forgiven; and she had planned the words and the behavior with which she +would have punished them if they had appeared then. Neither sister +imagined herself in anywise inferior to them; but Christine was +suspicious, at least, and it was Mela who invented the hypothesis of the +lost cards. As nothing happened to prove or to disprove the fact, she +said, "I move we put Coonrod up to gittun' it out of Miss Vance, at some +of their meetun's." + +"If you do," said Christine, "I'll kill you." + +Christine, however, had the visits of Beaton to console her, and, if +these seemed to have no definite aim, she was willing to rest in the +pleasure they gave her vanity; but Mela had nothing. Sometimes she even +wished they were all back on the farm. + +"It would be the best thing for both of you," said Mrs. Dryfoos, in +answer to such a burst of desperation. "I don't think New York is any +place for girls." + +"Well, what I hate, mother," said Mela, "is, it don't seem to be any +place for young men, either." She found this so good when she had said it +that she laughed over it till Christine was angry. + +"A body would think there had never been any joke before." + +"I don't see as it's a joke," said Mrs. Dryfoos. "It's the plain truth." + +"Oh, don't mind her, mother," said Mela. "She's put out because her old +Mr. Beaton ha'r't been round for a couple o' weeks. If you don't watch +out, that fellow 'll give you the slip yit, Christine, after all your +pains." + +"Well, there ain't anybody to give you the slip, Mela," Christine clawed +back. + +"No; I ha'n't ever set my traps for anybody." This was what Mela said for +want of a better retort; but it was not quite true. When Kendricks came +with Beaton to call after her father's dinner, she used all her cunning +to ensnare him, and she had him to herself as long as Beaton stayed; +Dryfoos sent down word that he was not very well and had gone to bed. The +novelty of Mela had worn off for Kendricks, and she found him, as she +frankly told him, not half as entertaining as he was at Mrs. Horn's; but +she did her best with him as the only flirtable material which had yet +come to her hand. It would have been her ideal to have the young men stay +till past midnight, and her father come down-stairs in his stocking-feet +and tell them it was time to go. But they made a visit of decorous +brevity, and Kendricks did not come again. She met him afterward, once, +as she was crossing the pavement in Union Square to get into her coupe, +and made the most of him; but it was necessarily very little, and so he +passed out of her life without having left any trace in her heart, though +Mela had a heart that she would have put at the disposition of almost any +young man that wanted it. Kendricks himself, Manhattan cockney as he was, +with scarcely more outlook into the average American nature than if he +had been kept a prisoner in New York society all his days, perceived a +property in her which forbade him as a man of conscience to trifle with +her; something earthly good and kind, if it was simple and vulgar. In +revising his impressions of her, it seemed to him that she would come +even to better literary effect if this were recognized in her; and it +made her sacred, in spite of her willingness to fool and to be fooled, in +her merely human quality. After all, he saw that she wished honestly to +love and to be loved, and the lures she threw out to that end seemed to +him pathetic rather than ridiculous; he could not join Beaton in laughing +at her; and he did not like Beaton's laughing at the other girl, either. +It seemed to Kendricks, with the code of honor which he mostly kept to +himself because he was a little ashamed to find there were so few others +like it, that if Beaton cared nothing for the other girl--and Christine +appeared simply detestable to Kendricks--he had better keep away from +her, and not give her the impression he was in love with her. He rather +fancied that this was the part of a gentleman, and he could not have +penetrated to that aesthetic and moral complexity which formed the +consciousness of a nature like Beaton's and was chiefly a torment to +itself; he could not have conceived of the wayward impulses indulged at +every moment in little things till the straight highway was traversed and +well-nigh lost under their tangle. To do whatever one likes is finally to +do nothing that one likes, even though one continues to do what one will; +but Kendricks, though a sage of twenty-seven, was still too young to +understand this. + +Beaton scarcely understood it himself, perhaps because he was not yet +twenty-seven. He only knew that his will was somehow sick; that it spent +itself in caprices, and brought him no happiness from the fulfilment of +the most vehement wish. But he was aware that his wishes grew less and +less vehement; he began to have a fear that some time he might have none +at all. It seemed to him that if he could once do something that was +thoroughly distasteful to himself, he might make a beginning in the right +direction; but when he tried this on a small scale, it failed, and it +seemed stupid. Some sort of expiation was the thing he needed, he was +sure; but he could not think of anything in particular to expiate; a man +could not expiate his temperament, and his temperament was what Beaton +decided to be at fault. He perceived that it went deeper than even fate +would have gone; he could have fulfilled an evil destiny and had done +with it, however terrible. His trouble was that he could not escape from +himself; and, for the most part, he justified himself in refusing to try. +After he had come to that distinct understanding with Alma Leighton, and +experienced the relief it really gave him, he thought for a while that if +it had fallen out otherwise, and she had put him in charge of her +destiny, he might have been better able to manage his own. But as it was, +he could only drift, and let all other things take their course. It was +necessary that he should go to see her afterward, to show her that he was +equal to the event; but he did not go so often, and he went rather +oftener to the Dryfooses; it was not easy to see Margaret Vance, except +on the society terms. With much sneering and scorning, he fulfilled the +duties to Mrs. Horn without which he knew he should be dropped from her +list; but one might go to many of her Thursdays without getting many +words with her niece. Beaton hardly knew whether he wanted many; the girl +kept the charm of her innocent stylishness; but latterly she wanted to +talk more about social questions than about the psychical problems that +young people usually debate so personally. Son of the working-people as +he was, Beaton had never cared anything about such matters; he did not +know about them or wish to know; he was perhaps too near them. Besides, +there was an embarrassment, at least on her part, concerning the +Dryfooses. She was too high-minded to blame him for having tempted her to +her failure with them by his talk about them; but she was conscious of +avoiding them in her talk. She had decided not to renew the effort she +had made in the spring; because she could not do them good as +fellow-creatures needing food and warmth and work, and she would not try +to befriend them socially; she had a horror of any such futile +sentimentality. She would have liked to account to Beaton in this way for +a course which she suspected he must have heard their comments upon, but +she did not quite know how to do it; she could not be sure how much or +how little he cared for them. Some tentative approaches which she made +toward explanation were met with such eager disclaim of personal interest +that she knew less than before what to think; and she turned the talk +from the sisters to the brother, whom it seemed she still continued to +meet in their common work among the poor. + +"He seems very different," she ventured. + +"Oh, quite," said Beaton. "He's the kind of person that you might suppose +gave the Catholics a hint for the cloistral life; he's a cloistered +nature--the nature that atones and suffers for. But he's awfully dull +company, don't you think? I never can get anything out of him." + +"He's very much in earnest." + +"Remorselessly. We've got a profane and mundane creature there at the +office who runs us all, and it's shocking merely to see the contact of +the tyro natures. When Fulkerson gets to joking Dryfoos--he likes to put +his joke in the form of a pretence that Dryfoos is actuated by a selfish +motive, that he has an eye to office, and is working up a political +interest for himself on the East Side--it's something inexpressible." + +"I should think so," said Miss Vance, with such lofty disapproval that +Beaton felt himself included in it for having merely told what caused it. +He could not help saying, in natural rebellion, "Well, the man of one +idea is always a little ridiculous." + +"When his idea is right?" she demanded. "A right idea can't be +ridiculous." + +"Oh, I only said the man that held it was. He's flat; he has no relief, +no projection." + +She seemed unable to answer, and he perceived that he had silenced her to +his own disadvantage. It appeared to Beaton that she was becoming a +little too exacting for comfort in her idealism. He put down the cup of +tea he had been tasting, and said, in his solemn staccato: "I must go. +Good-bye!" and got instantly away from her, with an effect he had of +having suddenly thought of something imperative. + +He went up to Mrs. Horn for a moment's hail and farewell, and felt +himself subtly detained by her through fugitive passages of conversation +with half a dozen other people. He fancied that at crises of this strange +interview Mrs. Horn was about to become confidential with him, and +confidential, of all things, about her niece. She ended by not having +palpably been so. In fact, the concern in her mind would have been +difficult to impart to a young man, and after several experiments Mrs. +Horn found it impossible to say that she wished Margaret could somehow be +interested in lower things than those which occupied her. She had watched +with growing anxiety the girl's tendency to various kinds of +self-devotion. She had dark hours in which she even feared her entire +withdrawal from the world in a life of good works. Before now, girls had +entered the Protestant sisterhoods, which appeal so potently to the young +and generous imagination, and Margaret was of just the temperament to be +influenced by them. During the past summer she had been unhappy at her +separation from the cares that had engrossed her more and more as their +stay in the city drew to an end in the spring, and she had hurried her +aunt back to town earlier in the fall than she would have chosen to come. +Margaret had her correspondents among the working-women whom she +befriended. Mrs. Horn was at one time alarmed to find that Margaret was +actually promoting a strike of the button-hole workers. This, of course, +had its ludicrous side, in connection with a young lady in good society, +and a person of even so little humor as Mrs. Horn could not help seeing +it. At the same time, she could not help foreboding the worst from it; +she was afraid that Margaret's health would give way under the strain, +and that if she did not go into a sisterhood she would at least go into a +decline. She began the winter with all such counteractive measures as she +could employ. At an age when such things weary, she threw herself into +the pleasures of society with the hope of dragging Margaret after her; +and a sympathetic witness must have followed with compassion her course +from ball to ball, from reception to reception, from parlor-reading to +parlor-reading, from musicale to musicale, from play to play, from opera +to opera. She tasted, after she had practically renounced them, the +bitter and the insipid flavors of fashionable amusement, in the hope that +Margaret might find them sweet, and now at the end she had to own to +herself that she had failed. It was coming Lent again, and the girl had +only grown thinner and more serious with the diversions that did not +divert her from the baleful works of beneficence on which Mrs. Horn felt +that she was throwing her youth away. Margaret could have borne either +alone, but together they were wearing her out. She felt it a duty to +undergo the pleasures her aunt appointed for her, but she could not +forego the other duties in which she found her only pleasure. + +She kept up her music still because she could employ it at the meetings +for the entertainment, and, as she hoped, the elevation of her +working-women; but she neglected the other aesthetic interests which once +occupied her; and, at sight of Beaton talking with her, Mrs. Horn caught +at the hope that he might somehow be turned to account in reviving +Margaret's former interest in art. She asked him if Mr. Wetmore had his +classes that winter as usual; and she said she wished Margaret could be +induced to go again: Mr. Wetmore always said that she did not draw very +well, but that she had a great deal of feeling for it, and her work was +interesting. She asked, were the Leightons in town again; and she +murmured a regret that she had not been able to see anything of them, +without explaining why; she said she had a fancy that if Margaret knew +Miss Leighton, and what she was doing, it might stimulate her, perhaps. +She supposed Miss Leighton was still going on with her art? Beaton said, +Oh yes, he believed so. + +But his manner did not encourage Mrs. Horn to pursue her aims in that +direction, and she said, with a sigh, she wished he still had a class; +she always fancied that Margaret got more good from his instruction than +from any one else's. + +He said that she was very good; but there was really nobody who knew half +as much as Wetmore, or could make any one understand half as much. Mrs. +Horn was afraid, she said, that Mr. Wetmore's terrible sincerity +discouraged Margaret; he would not let her have any illusions about the +outcome of what she was doing; and did not Mr. Beaton think that some +illusion was necessary with young people? Of course, it was very nice of +Mr. Wetmore to be so honest, but it did not always seem to be the wisest +thing. She begged Mr. Beaton to try to think of some one who would be a +little less severe. Her tone assumed a deeper interest in the people who +were coming up and going away, and Beaton perceived that he was +dismissed. + +He went away with vanity flattered by the sense of having been appealed +to concerning Margaret, and then he began to chafe at what she had said +of Wetmore's honesty, apropos of her wish that he still had a class +himself. Did she mean, confound her? that he was insincere, and would let +Miss Vance suppose she had more talent than she really had? The more +Beaton thought of this, the more furious he became, and the more he was +convinced that something like it had been unconsciously if not +consciously in her mind. He framed some keen retorts, to the general +effect that with the atmosphere of illusion preserved so completely at +home, Miss Vance hardly needed it in her art studies. Having just +determined never to go near Mrs. Horn's Thursdays again, he decided to go +once more, in order to plant this sting in her capacious but somewhat +callous bosom; and he planned how he would lead the talk up to the point +from which he should launch it. + +In the mean time he felt the need of some present solace, such as only +unqualified worship could give him; a cruel wish to feel his power in +some direction where, even if it were resisted, it could not be overcome, +drove him on. That a woman who was to Beaton the embodiment of +artificiality should intimate, however innocently--the innocence made it +all the worse--that he was less honest than Wetmore, whom he knew to be +so much more honest, was something that must be retaliated somewhere +before his self-respect could be restored. It was only five o'clock, and +he went on up-town to the Dryfooses', though he had been there only the +night before last. He asked for the ladies, and Mrs. Mandel received him. + +"The young ladies are down-town shopping," she said, "but I am very glad +of the opportunity of seeing you alone, Mr. Beaton. You know I lived +several years in Europe." + +"Yes," said Beaton, wondering what that could have to do with her +pleasure in seeing him alone. "I believe so?" He involuntarily gave his +words the questioning inflection. + +"You have lived abroad, too, and so you won't find what I am going to ask +so strange. Mr. Beaton, why do you come so much to this house?" Mrs. +Mandel bent forward with an aspect of ladylike interest and smiled. + +Beaton frowned. "Why do I come so much?" + +"Yes." + +"Why do I--Excuse me, Mrs. Mandel, but will you allow me to ask why you +ask?" + +"Oh, certainly. There's no reason why I shouldn't say, for I wish you to +be very frank with me. I ask because there are two young ladies in this +house; and, in a certain way, I have to take the place of a mother to +them. I needn't explain why; you know all the people here, and you +understand. I have nothing to say about them, but I should not be +speaking to you now if they were not all rather helpless people. They do +not know the world they have come to live in here, and they cannot help +themselves or one another. But you do know it, Mr. Beaton, and I am sure +you know just how much or how little you mean by coming here. You are +either interested in one of these young girls or you are not. If you are, +I have nothing more to say. If you are not--" Mrs. Mandel continued to +smile, but the smile had grown more perfunctory, and it had an icy gleam. + +Beaton looked at her with surprise that he gravely kept to himself. He +had always regarded her as a social nullity, with a kind of pity, to be +sure, as a civilized person living among such people as the Dryfooses, +but not without a humorous contempt; he had thought of her as Mandel, and +sometimes as Old Mandel, though she was not half a score of years his +senior, and was still well on the sunny side of forty. He reddened, and +then turned an angry pallor. "Excuse me again, Mrs. Mandel. Do you ask +this from the young ladies?" + +"Certainly not," she said, with the best temper, and with something in +her tone that convicted Beaton of vulgarity, in putting his question of +her authority in the form of a sneer. "As I have suggested, they would +hardly know how to help themselves at all in such a matter. I have no +objection to saying that I ask it from the father of the young ladies. Of +course, in and for myself I should have no right to know anything about +your affairs. I assure you the duty of knowing isn't very pleasant." The +little tremor in her clear voice struck Beaton as something rather nice. + +"I can very well believe that, Mrs. Mandel," he said, with a dreamy +sadness in his own. He lifted his eyes and looked into hers. "If I told +you that I cared nothing about them in the way you intimate?" + +"Then I should prefer to let you characterize your own conduct in +continuing to come here for the year past, as you have done, and tacitly +leading them on to infer differently." They both mechanically kept up the +fiction of plurality in speaking of Christine, but there was no doubt in +the mind of either which of the young ladies the other meant. A good many +thoughts went through Beaton's mind, and none of them were flattering. He +had not been unconscious that the part he had played toward this girl was +ignoble, and that it had grown meaner as the fancy which her beauty had +at first kindled in him had grown cooler. He was aware that of late he +had been amusing himself with her passion in a way that was not less than +cruel, not because he wished to do so, but because he was listless and +wished nothing. He rose in saying: "I might be a little more lenient than +you think, Mrs. Mandel; but I won't trouble you with any palliating +theory. I will not come any more." + +He bowed, and Mrs. Mandel said, "Of course, it's only your action that I +am concerned with." + +She seemed to him merely triumphant, and he could not conceive what it +had cost her to nerve herself up to her too easy victory. He left Mrs. +Mandel to a far harder lot than had fallen to him, and he went away +hating her as an enemy who had humiliated him at a moment when he +particularly needed exalting. It was really very simple for him to stop +going to see Christine Dryfoos, but it was not at all simple for Mrs. +Mandel to deal with the consequences of his not coming. He only thought +how lightly she had stopped him, and the poor woman whom he had left +trembling for what she had been obliged to do embodied for him the +conscience that accused him of unpleasant things. + +"By heavens! this is piling it up," he said to himself through his set +teeth, realizing how it had happened right on top of that stupid insult +from Mrs. Horn. Now he should have to give up his place on 'Every Other +Week; he could not keep that, under the circumstances, even if some +pretence were not made to get rid of him; he must hurry and anticipate +any such pretence; he must see Fulkerson at once; he wondered where he +should find him at that hour. He thought, with bitterness so real that it +gave him a kind of tragical satisfaction, how certainly he could find him +a little later at Mrs. Leighton's; and Fulkerson's happiness became an +added injury. + +The thing had, of course, come about just at the wrong time. There never +had been a time when Beaton needed money more, when he had spent what he +had and what he expected to have so recklessly. He was in debt to +Fulkerson personally and officially for advance payments of salary. The +thought of sending money home made him break into a scoffing laugh, which +he turned into a cough in order to deceive the passers. What sort of face +should he go with to Fulkerson and tell him that he renounced his +employment on 'Every Other Week;' and what should he do when he had +renounced it? Take pupils, perhaps; open a class? A lurid conception of a +class conducted on those principles of shameless flattery at which Mrs. +Horn had hinted--he believed now she had meant to insult him--presented +itself. Why should not he act upon the suggestion? He thought with +loathing for the whole race of women--dabblers in art. How easy the thing +would be: as easy as to turn back now and tell that old fool's girl that +he loved her, and rake in half his millions. Why should not he do that? +No one else cared for him; and at a year's end, probably, one woman would +be like another as far as the love was concerned, and probably he should +not be more tired if the woman were Christine Dryfoos than if she were +Margaret Vance. He kept Alma Leighton out of the question, because at the +bottom of his heart he believed that she must be forever unlike every +other woman to him. + +The tide of his confused and aimless reverie had carried him far +down-town, he thought; but when he looked up from it to see where he was +he found himself on Sixth Avenue, only a little below Thirty-ninth +Street, very hot and blown; that idiotic fur overcoat was stifling. He +could not possibly walk down to Eleventh; he did not want to walk even to +the Elevated station at Thirty-fourth; he stopped at the corner to wait +for a surface-car, and fell again into his bitter fancies. After a while +he roused himself and looked up the track, but there was no car coming. +He found himself beside a policeman, who was lazily swinging his club by +its thong from his wrist. + +"When do you suppose a car will be along?" he asked, rather in a general +sarcasm of the absence of the cars than in any special belief that the +policeman could tell him. + +The policeman waited to discharge his tobacco-juice into the gutter. "In +about a week," he said, nonchalantly. + +"What's the matter?" asked Beaton, wondering what the joke could be. + +"Strike," said the policeman. His interest in Beaton's ignorance seemed +to overcome his contempt of it. "Knocked off everywhere this morning +except Third Avenue and one or two cross-town lines." He spat again and +kept his bulk at its incline over the gutter to glance at a group of men +on the corner below: They were neatly dressed, and looked like something +better than workingmen, and they had a holiday air of being in their best +clothes. + +"Some of the strikers?" asked Beaton. + +The policeman nodded. + +"Any trouble yet?" + +"There won't be any trouble till we begin to move the cars," said the +policeman. + +Beaton felt a sudden turn of his rage toward the men whose action would +now force him to walk five blocks and mount the stairs of the Elevated +station. "If you'd take out eight or ten of those fellows," he said, +ferociously, "and set them up against a wall and shoot them, you'd save a +great deal of bother." + +"I guess we sha'n't have to shoot much," said the policeman, still +swinging his locust. "Anyway, we shant begin it. If it comes to a fight, +though," he said, with a look at the men under the scooping rim of his +helmet, "we can drive the whole six thousand of 'em into the East River +without pullin' a trigger." + +"Are there six thousand in it?" + +"About." + +"What do the infernal fools expect to live on?" + +"The interest of their money, I suppose," said the officer, with a grin +of satisfaction in his irony. "It's got to run its course. Then they'll +come back with their heads tied up and their tails between their legs, +and plead to be taken on again." + +"If I was a manager of the roads," said Beaton, thinking of how much he +was already inconvenienced by the strike, and obscurely connecting it as +one of the series with the wrongs he had suffered at the hands of Mrs. +Horn and Mrs. Mandel, "I would see them starve before I'd take them +back--every one of them." + +"Well," said the policeman, impartially, as a man might whom the +companies allowed to ride free, but who had made friends with a good many +drivers and conductors in the course of his free riding, "I guess that's +what the roads would like to do if they could; but the men are too many +for them, and there ain't enough other men to take their places." + +"No matter," said Beaton, severely. "They can bring in men from other +places." + +"Oh, they'll do that fast enough," said the policeman. + +A man came out of the saloon on the corner where the strikers were +standing, noisy drunk, and they began, as they would have said, to have +some fun with him. The policeman left Beaton, and sauntered slowly down +toward the group as if in the natural course of an afternoon ramble. On +the other side of the street Beaton could see another officer sauntering +up from the block below. Looking up and down the avenue, so silent of its +horse-car bells, he saw a policeman at every corner. It was rather +impressive. + + + + +III. + +The strike made a good deal of talk in the office of 'Every Other Week' +that is, it made Fulkerson talk a good deal. He congratulated himself +that he was not personally incommoded by it, like some of the fellows who +lived uptown, and had not everything under one roof, as it were. He +enjoyed the excitement of it, and he kept the office boy running out to +buy the extras which the newsmen came crying through the street almost +every hour with a lamentable, unintelligible noise. He read not only the +latest intelligence of the strike, but the editorial comments on it, +which praised the firm attitude of both parties, and the admirable +measures taken by the police to preserve order. Fulkerson enjoyed the +interviews with the police captains and the leaders of the strike; he +equally enjoyed the attempts of the reporters to interview the road +managers, which were so graphically detailed, and with such a fine +feeling for the right use of scare-heads as to have almost the value of +direct expression from them, though it seemed that they had resolutely +refused to speak. He said, at second-hand from the papers, that if the +men behaved themselves and respected the rights of property, they would +have public sympathy with them every time; but just as soon as they began +to interfere with the roads' right to manage their own affairs in their +own way, they must be put down with an iron hand; the phrase "iron hand" +did Fulkerson almost as much good as if it had never been used before. +News began to come of fighting between the police and the strikers when +the roads tried to move their cars with men imported from Philadelphia, +and then Fulkerson rejoiced at the splendid courage of the police. At the +same time, he believed what the strikers said, and that the trouble was +not made by them, but by gangs of roughs acting without their approval. +In this juncture he was relieved by the arrival of the State Board of +Arbitration, which took up its quarters, with a great many scare-heads, +at one of the principal hotels, and invited the roads and the strikers to +lay the matter in dispute before them; he said that now we should see the +working of the greatest piece of social machinery in modern times. But it +appeared to work only in the alacrity of the strikers to submit their +grievance. The roads were as one road in declaring that there was nothing +to arbitrate, and that they were merely asserting their right to manage +their own affairs in their own way. One of the presidents was reported to +have told a member of the Board, who personally summoned him, to get out +and to go about his business. Then, to Fulkerson's extreme +disappointment, the august tribunal, acting on behalf of the sovereign +people in the interest of peace, declared itself powerless, and got out, +and would, no doubt, have gone about its business if it had had any. +Fulkerson did not know what to say, perhaps because the extras did not; +but March laughed at this result. + +"It's a good deal like the military manoeuvre of the King of France and +his forty thousand men. I suppose somebody told him at the top of the +hill that there was nothing to arbitrate, and to get out and go about his +business, and that was the reason he marched down after he had marched up +with all that ceremony. What amuses me is to find that in an affair of +this kind the roads have rights and the strikers have rights, but the +public has no rights at all. The roads and the strikers are allowed to +fight out a private war in our midst as thoroughly and precisely a +private war as any we despise the Middle Ages for having tolerated--as +any street war in Florence or Verona--and to fight it out at our pains +and expense, and we stand by like sheep and wait till they get tired. +It's a funny attitude for a city of fifteen hundred thousand +inhabitants." + +"What would you do?" asked Fulkerson, a good deal daunted by this view of +the case. + +"Do? Nothing. Hasn't the State Board of Arbitration declared itself +powerless? We have no hold upon the strikers; and we're so used to being +snubbed and disobliged by common carriers that we have forgotten our hold +on the roads and always allow them to manage their own affairs in their +own way, quite as if we had nothing to do with them and they owed us no +services in return for their privileges." + +"That's a good deal so," said Fulkerson, disordering his hair. "Well, +it's nuts for the colonel nowadays. He says if he was boss of this town +he would seize the roads on behalf of the people, and man 'em with +policemen, and run 'em till the managers had come to terms with the +strikers; and he'd do that every time there was a strike." + +"Doesn't that rather savor of the paternalism he condemned in Lindau?" +asked March. + +"I don't know. It savors of horse sense." + +"You are pretty far gone, Fulkerson. I thought you were the most engaged +man I ever saw; but I guess you're more father-in-lawed. And before +you're married, too." + +"Well, the colonel's a glorious old fellow, March. I wish he had the +power to do that thing, just for the fun of looking on while he waltzed +in. He's on the keen jump from morning till night, and he's up late and +early to see the row. I'm afraid he'll get shot at some of the fights; he +sees them all; I can't get any show at them: haven't seen a brickbat +shied or a club swung yet. Have you?" + +"No, I find I can philosophize the situation about as well from the +papers, and that's what I really want to do, I suppose. Besides, I'm +solemnly pledged by Mrs. March not to go near any sort of crowd, under +penalty of having her bring the children and go with me. Her theory is +that we must all die together; the children haven't been at school since +the strike began. There's no precaution that Mrs. March hasn't used. She +watches me whenever I go out, and sees that I start straight for this +office." + +Fulkerson laughed and said: "Well, it's probably the only thing that's +saved your life. Have you seen anything of Beaton lately?" + +"No. You don't mean to say he's killed!" + +"Not if he knows it. But I don't know--What do you say, March? What's the +reason you couldn't get us up a paper on the strike?" + +"I knew it would fetch round to 'Every Other Week,' somehow." + +"No, but seriously. There'll be plenty of newspaper accounts. But you +could treat it in the historical spirit--like something that happened +several centuries ago; De Foe's Plague of London style. Heigh? What made +me think of it was Beaton. If I could get hold of him, you two could go +round together and take down its aesthetic aspects. It's a big thing, +March, this strike is. I tell you it's imposing to have a private war, as +you say, fought out this way, in the heart of New York, and New York not +minding it a bit. See? Might take that view of it. With your +descriptions and Beaton's sketches--well, it would just be the greatest +card! Come! What do you say?" + +"Will you undertake to make it right with Mrs. March if I'm killed and +she and the children are not killed with me?" + +"Well, it would be difficult. I wonder how it would do to get Kendricks +to do the literary part?" + +"I've no doubt he'd jump at the chance. I've yet to see the form of +literature that Kendricks wouldn't lay down his life for." + +"Say!" March perceived that Fulkerson was about to vent another +inspiration, and smiled patiently. "Look here! What's the reason we +couldn't get one of the strikers to write it up for us?" + +"Might have a symposium of strikers and presidents," March suggested. + +"No; I'm in earnest. They say some of those fellows--especially the +foreigners--are educated men. I know one fellow--a Bohemian--that used to +edit a Bohemian newspaper here. He could write it out in his kind of +Dutch, and we could get Lindau to translate it." + +"I guess not," said March, dryly. + +"Why not? He'd do it for the cause, wouldn't he? Suppose you put it up on +him the next time you see him." + +"I don't see Lindau any more," said March. He added, "I guess he's +renounced me along with Mr. Dryfoos's money." + +"Pshaw! You don't mean he hasn't been round since?" + +"He came for a while, but he's left off coming now. I don't feel +particularly gay about it," March said, with some resentment of +Fulkerson's grin. "He's left me in debt to him for lessons to the +children." + +Fulkerson laughed out. "Well, he is the greatest old fool! Who'd 'a' +thought he'd 'a' been in earnest with those 'brincibles' of his? But I +suppose there have to be just such cranks; it takes all kinds to make a +world." + +"There has to be one such crank, it seems," March partially assented. +"One's enough for me." + +"I reckon this thing is nuts for Lindau, too," said Fulkerson. "Why, it +must act like a schooner of beer on him all the while, to see 'gabidal' +embarrassed like it is by this strike. It must make old Lindau feel like +he was back behind those barricades at Berlin. Well, he's a splendid old +fellow; pity he drinks, as I remarked once before." + +When March left the office he did not go home so directly as he came, +perhaps because Mrs. March's eye was not on him. He was very curious +about some aspects of the strike, whose importance, as a great social +convulsion, he felt people did not recognize; and, with his temperance in +everything, he found its negative expressions as significant as its more +violent phases. He had promised his wife solemnly that he would keep away +from these, and he had a natural inclination to keep his promise; he had +no wish to be that peaceful spectator who always gets shot when there is +any firing on a mob. He interested himself in the apparent indifference +of the mighty city, which kept on about its business as tranquilly as if +the private war being fought out in its midst were a vague rumor of +Indian troubles on the frontier; and he realized how there might once +have been a street feud of forty years in Florence without interfering +materially with the industry and prosperity of the city. On Broadway +there was a silence where a jangle and clatter of horse-car bells and +hoofs had been, but it was not very noticeable; and on the avenues, +roofed by the elevated roads, this silence of the surface tracks was not +noticeable at all in the roar of the trains overhead. Some of the +cross-town cars were beginning to run again, with a policeman on the rear +of each; on the Third Avenge line, operated by non-union men, who had not +struck, there were two policemen beside the driver of every car, and two +beside the conductor, to protect them from the strikers. But there were +no strikers in sight, and on Second Avenue they stood quietly about in +groups on the corners. While March watched them at a safe distance, a car +laden with policemen came down the track, but none of the strikers +offered to molest it. In their simple Sunday best, March thought them +very quiet, decent-looking people, and he could well believe that they +had nothing to do with the riotous outbreaks in other parts of the city. +He could hardly believe that there were any such outbreaks; he began more +and more to think them mere newspaper exaggerations in the absence of any +disturbance, or the disposition to it, that he could see. He walked on to +the East River. + +Avenues A, B, and C presented the same quiet aspect as Second Avenue; +groups of men stood on the corners, and now and then a police-laden car +was brought unmolested down the tracks before them; they looked at it and +talked together, and some laughed, but there was no trouble. + +March got a cross-town car, and came back to the West Side. A policeman, +looking very sleepy and tired, lounged on the platform. + +"I suppose you'll be glad when this cruel war is over," March suggested, +as he got in. + +The officer gave him a surly glance and made him no answer. + +His behavior, from a man born to the joking give and take of our life, +impressed March. It gave him a fine sense of the ferocity which he had +read of the French troops putting on toward the populace just before the +coup d'etat; he began to feel like the populace; but he struggled with +himself and regained his character of philosophical observer. In this +character he remained in the car and let it carry him by the corner where +he ought to have got out and gone home, and let it keep on with him to +one of the farthermost tracks westward, where so much of the fighting was +reported to have taken place. But everything on the way was as quiet as +on the East Side. + +Suddenly the car stopped with so quick a turn of the brake that he was +half thrown from his seat, and the policeman jumped down from the +platform and ran forward. + + + + +IV + +Dryfoos sat at breakfast that morning with Mrs. Mandel as usual to pour +out his coffee. Conrad had gone down-town; the two girls lay abed much +later than their father breakfasted, and their mother had gradually grown +too feeble to come down till lunch. Suddenly Christine appeared at the +door. Her face was white to the edges of her lips, and her eyes were +blazing. + +"Look here, father! Have you been saying anything to Mr. Beaton?" + +The old man looked up at her across his coffee-cup through his frowning +brows. "No." + +Mrs. Mandel dropped her eyes, and the spoon shook in her hand. + +"Then what's the reason he don't come here any more?" demanded the girl; +and her glance darted from her father to Mrs. Mandel. "Oh, it's you, is +it? I'd like to know who told you to meddle in other people's business?" + +"I did," said Dryfoos, savagely. "I told her to ask him what he wanted +here, and he said he didn't want anything, and he stopped coming. That's +all. I did it myself." + +"Oh, you did, did you?" said the girl, scarcely less insolently than she +had spoken to Mrs. Mandel. "I should like to know what you did it for? +I'd like to know what made you think I wasn't able to take care of +myself. I just knew somebody had been meddling, but I didn't suppose it +was you. I can manage my own affairs in my own way, if you please, and +I'll thank you after this to leave me to myself in what don't concern +you." + +"Don't concern me? You impudent jade!" her father began. + +Christine advanced from the doorway toward the table; she had her hands +closed upon what seemed trinkets, some of which glittered and dangled +from them. She said, "Will you go to him and tell him that this +meddlesome minx, here, had no business to say anything about me to him, +and you take it all back?" + +"No!" shouted the old man. "And if--" + +"That's all I want of you!" the girl shouted in her turn. "Here are your +presents." With both hands she flung the jewels-pins and rings and +earrings and bracelets--among the breakfast-dishes, from which some of +them sprang to the floor. She stood a moment to pull the intaglio ring +from the finger where Beaton put it a year ago, and dashed that at her +father's plate. Then she whirled out of the room, and they heard her +running up-stairs. + +The old man made a start toward her, but he fell back in his chair before +she was gone, and, with a fierce, grinding movement of his jaws, +controlled himself. "Take--take those things up," he gasped to Mrs. +Mandel. He seemed unable to rise again from his chair; but when she asked +him if he were unwell, he said no, with an air of offence, and got +quickly to his feet. He mechanically picked up the intaglio ring from the +table while he stood there, and put it on his little finger; his hand was +not much bigger than Christine's. "How do you suppose she found it out?" +he asked, after a moment. + +"She seems to have merely suspected it," said Mrs. Mandel, in a tremor, +and with the fright in her eyes which Christine's violence had brought +there. + +"Well, it don't make any difference. She had to know, somehow, and now +she knows." He started toward the door of the library, as if to go into +the hall, where his hat and coat hung. + +"Mr. Dryfoos," palpitated Mrs. Mandel, "I can't remain here, after the +language your daughter has used to me--I can't let you leave me--I--I'm +afraid of her--" + +"Lock yourself up, then," said the old man, rudely. He added, from the +hall before he went out, "I reckon she'll quiet down now." + +He took the Elevated road. The strike seemed a vary far-off thing, though +the paper he bought to look up the stockmarket was full of noisy +typography about yesterday's troubles on the surface lines. Among the +millions in Wall Street there was some joking and some swearing, but not +much thinking, about the six thousand men who had taken such chances in +their attempt to better their condition. Dryfoos heard nothing of the +strike in the lobby of the Stock Exchange, where he spent two or three +hours watching a favorite stock of his go up and go down under the +betting. By the time the Exchange closed it had risen eight points, and +on this and some other investments he was five thousand dollars richer +than he had been in the morning. But he had expected to be richer still, +and he was by no means satisfied with his luck. All through the +excitement of his winning and losing had played the dull, murderous rage +he felt toward the child who had defied him, and when the game was over +and he started home his rage mounted into a sort of frenzy; he would +teach her, he would break her. He walked a long way without thinking, and +then waited for a car. None came, and he hailed a passing coupe. + +"What has got all the cars?" he demanded of the driver, who jumped down +from his box to open the door for him and get his direction. + +"Been away?" asked the driver. "Hasn't been any car along for a week. +Strike." + +"Oh yes," said Dryfoos. He felt suddenly giddy, and he remained staring +at the driver after he had taken his seat. + +The man asked, "Where to?" + +Dryfoos could not think of his street or number, and he said, with +uncontrollable fury: "I told you once! Go up to West Eleventh, and drive +along slow on the south side; I'll show you the place." + +He could not remember the number of 'Every Other Week' office, where he +suddenly decided to stop before he went home. He wished to see Fulkerson, +and ask him something about Beaton: whether he had been about lately, and +whether he had dropped any hint of what had happened concerning +Christine; Dryfoos believed that Fulkerson was in the fellow's +confidence. + +There was nobody but Conrad in the counting-room, whither Dryfoos +returned after glancing into Fulkerson's empty office. "Where's +Fulkerson?" he asked, sitting down with his hat on. + +"He went out a few moments ago," said Conrad, glancing at the clock. "I'm +afraid he isn't coming back again today, if you wanted to see him." + +Dryfoos twisted his head sidewise and upward to indicate March's room. +"That other fellow out, too?" + +"He went just before Mr. Fulkerson," answered Conrad. + +"Do you generally knock off here in the middle of the afternoon?" asked +the old man. + +"No," said Conrad, as patiently as if his father had not been there a +score of times and found the whole staff of "Every Other Week" at work +between four and five. "Mr. March, you know, always takes a good deal of +his work home with him, and I suppose Mr. Fulkerson went out so early +because there isn't much doing to-day. Perhaps it's the strike that makes +it dull." + +"The strike--yes! It's a pretty piece of business to have everything +thrown out because a parcel of lazy hounds want a chance to lay off and +get drunk." Dryfoos seemed to think Conrad would make some answer to +this, but the young man's mild face merely saddened, and he said nothing. +"I've got a coupe out there now that I had to take because I couldn't get +a car. If I had my way I'd have a lot of those vagabonds hung. They're +waiting to get the city into a snarl, and then rob the houses--pack of +dirty, worthless whelps. They ought to call out the militia, and fire +into 'em. Clubbing is too good for them." Conrad was still silent, and +his father sneered, "But I reckon you don't think so." + +"I think the strike is useless," said Conrad. + +"Oh, you do, do you? Comin' to your senses a little. Gettin' tired +walkin' so much. I should like to know what your gentlemen over there on +the East Side think about the strike, anyway." + +The young fellow dropped his eyes. "I am not authorized to speak for +them." + +"Oh, indeed! And perhaps you're not authorized to speak for yourself?" + +"Father, you know we don't agree about these things. I'd rather not +talk--" + +"But I'm goin' to make you talk this time!" cried Dryfoos, striking the +arm of the chair he sat in with the side of his fist. A maddening thought +of Christine came over him. "As long as you eat my bread, you have got to +do as I say. I won't have my children telling me what I shall do and +sha'n't do, or take on airs of being holier than me. Now, you just speak +up! Do you think those loafers are right, or don't you? Come!" + +Conrad apparently judged it best to speak. "I think they were very +foolish to strike--at this time, when the Elevated roads can do the +work." + +"Oh, at this time, heigh! And I suppose they think over there on the East +Side that it 'd been wise to strike before we got the Elevated." Conrad +again refused to answer, and his father roared, "What do you think?" + +"I think a strike is always bad business. It's war; but sometimes there +don't seem any other way for the workingmen to get justice. They say that +sometimes strikes do raise the wages, after a while." + +"Those lazy devils were paid enough already," shrieked the old man. + +"They got two dollars a day. How much do you think they ought to 'a' got? +Twenty?" + +Conrad hesitated, with a beseeching look at his father. But he decided to +answer. "The men say that with partial work, and fines, and other things, +they get sometimes a dollar, and sometimes ninety cents a day." + +"They lie, and you know they lie," said his father, rising and coming +toward him. "And what do you think the upshot of it all will be, after +they've ruined business for another week, and made people hire hacks, and +stolen the money of honest men? How is it going to end?" + +"They will have to give in." + +"Oh, give in, heigh! And what will you say then, I should like to know? +How will you feel about it then? Speak!" + +"I shall feel as I do now. I know you don't think that way, and I don't +blame you--or anybody. But if I have got to say how I shall feel, why, I +shall feel sorry they didn't succeed, for I believe they have a righteous +cause, though they go the wrong way to help themselves." + +His father came close to him, his eyes blazing, his teeth set. "Do you +dare so say that to me?" + +"Yes. I can't help it. I pity them; my whole heart is with those poor +men." + +"You impudent puppy!" shouted the old man. He lifted his hand and struck +his son in the face. Conrad caught his hand with his own left, and, while +the blood began to trickle from a wound that Christine's intaglio ring +had made in his temple, he looked at him with a kind of grieving wonder, +and said, "Father!" + +The old man wrenched his fist away and ran out of the house. He +remembered his address now, and he gave it as he plunged into the coupe. +He trembled with his evil passion, and glared out of the windows at the +passers as he drove home; he only saw Conrad's mild, grieving, wondering +eyes, and the blood slowly trickling from the wound in his temple. + +Conrad went to the neat-set bowl in Fulkerson's comfortable room and +washed the blood away, and kept bathing the wound with the cold water +till it stopped bleeding. The cut was not deep, and he thought he would +not put anything on it. After a while he locked up the office and started +out, he hardly knew where. But he walked on, in the direction he had +taken, till he found himself in Union Square, on the pavement in front of +Brentano's. It seemed to him that he heard some one calling gently to +him, "Mr. Dryfoos!" + + + + +V. + +Conrad looked confusedly around, and the same voice said again, "Mr. +Dryfoos!" and he saw that it was a lady speaking to him from a coupe +beside the curbing, and then he saw that it was Miss Vance. + +She smiled when he gave signs of having discovered her, and came up to +the door of her carriage. "I am so glad to meet you. I have been longing +to talk to somebody; nobody seems to feel about it as I do. Oh, isn't it +horrible? Must they fail? I saw cars running on all the lines as I came +across; it made me sick at heart. Must those brave fellows give in? And +everybody seems to hate them so--I can't bear it." Her face was estranged +with excitement, and there were traces of tears on it. "You must think me +almost crazy to stop you in the street this way; but when I caught sight +of you I had to speak. I knew you would sympathize--I knew you would feel +as I do. Oh, how can anybody help honoring those poor men for standing by +one another as they do? They are risking all they have in the world for +the sake of justice! Oh, they are true heroes! They are staking the bread +of their wives and children on the dreadful chance they've taken! But no +one seems to understand it. No one seems to see that they are willing to +suffer more now that other poor men may suffer less hereafter. And those +wretched creatures that are coming in to take their places--those +traitors--" + +"We can't blame them for wanting to earn a living, Miss Vance," said +Conrad. + +"No, no! I don't blame them. Who am I, to do such a thing? It's +we--people like me, of my class--who make the poor betray one another. +But this dreadful fighting--this hideous paper is full of it!" She held +up an extra, crumpled with her nervous reading. "Can't something be done +to stop it? Don't you think that if some one went among them, and tried +to make them see how perfectly hopeless it was to resist the companies +and drive off the new men, he might do some good? I have wanted to go and +try; but I am a woman, and I mustn't! I shouldn't be afraid of the +strikers, but I'm afraid of what people would say!" Conrad kept pressing +his handkerchief to the cut in his temple, which he thought might be +bleeding, and now she noticed this. "Are you hurt, Mr. Dryfoos? You look +so pale." + +"No, it's nothing--a little scratch I've got." + +"Indeed, you look pale. Have you a carriage? How will you get home? Will +you get in here with me and let me drive you?" + +"No, no," said Conrad, smiling at her excitement. "I'm perfectly well--" + +"And you don't think I'm foolish and wicked for stopping you here and +talking in this way? But I know you feel as I do!" + +"Yes, I feel as you do. You are right--right in every way--I mustn't keep +you--Good-bye." He stepped back to bow, but she put her beautiful hand +out of the window, and when he took it she wrung his hand hard. + +"Thank you, thank you! You are good and you are just! But no one can do +anything. It's useless!" + +The type of irreproachable coachman on the box whose respectability had +suffered through the strange behavior of his mistress in this interview +drove quickly off at her signal, and Conrad stood a moment looking after +the carriage. His heart was full of joy; it leaped; he thought it would +burst. As he turned to walk away it seemed to him as if he mounted upon +the air. The trust she had shown him, the praise she had given him, that +crush of the hand: he hoped nothing, he formed no idea from it, but it +all filled him with love that cast out the pain and shame he had been +suffering. He believed that he could never be unhappy any more; the +hardness that was in his mind toward his father went out of it; he saw +how sorely he had tried him; he grieved that he had done it, but the +means, the difference of his feeling about the cause of their quarrel, he +was solemnly glad of that since she shared it. He was only sorry for his +father. "Poor father!" he said under his breath as he went along. He +explained to her about his father in his reverie, and she pitied his +father, too. + +He was walking over toward the West Side, aimlessly at first, and then at +times with the longing to do something to save those mistaken men from +themselves forming itself into a purpose. Was not that what she meant +when she bewailed her woman's helplessness? She must have wished him to +try if he, being a man, could not do something; or if she did not, still +he would try, and if she heard of it she would recall what she had said +and would be glad he had understood her so. Thinking of her pleasure in +what he was going to do, he forgot almost what it was; but when he came +to a street-car track he remembered it, and looked up and down to see if +there were any turbulent gathering of men whom he might mingle with and +help to keep from violence. He saw none anywhere; and then suddenly, as +if at the same moment, for in his exalted mood all events had a +dream-like simultaneity, he stood at the corner of an avenue, and in the +middle of it, a little way off, was a street-car, and around the car a +tumult of shouting, cursing, struggling men. The driver was lashing his +horses forward, and a policeman was at their heads, with the conductor, +pulling them; stones, clubs, brickbats hailed upon the car, the horses, +the men trying to move them. The mob closed upon them in a body, and then +a patrol-wagon whirled up from the other side, and a squad of policemen +leaped out and began to club the rioters. Conrad could see how they +struck them under the rims of their hats; the blows on their skulls +sounded as if they had fallen on stone; the rioters ran in all +directions. + +One of the officers rushed up toward the corner where Conrad stood, and +then he saw at his side a tall, old man, with a long, white beard, who +was calling out at the policemen: "Ah, yes! Glup the strikerss--gif it to +them! Why don't you co and glup the bresidents that insoalt your lawss, +and gick your Boart of Arpidration out-of-toors? Glup the strikerss--they +cot no friendts! They cot no money to pribe you, to dreat you!" + +The officer lifted his club, and the old man threw his left arm up to +shield his head. Conrad recognized Lindau, and now he saw the empty +sleeve dangle in the air over the stump of his wrist. He heard a shot in +that turmoil beside the car, and something seemed to strike him in the +breast. He was going to say to the policeman: "Don't strike him! He's an +old soldier! You see he has no hand!" but he could not speak, he could +not move his tongue. The policeman stood there; he saw his face: it was +not bad, not cruel; it was like the face of a statue, fixed, +perdurable--a mere image of irresponsible and involuntary authority. Then +Conrad fell forward, pierced through the heart by that shot fired from +the car. + +March heard the shot as he scrambled out of his car, and at the same +moment he saw Lindau drop under the club of the policeman, who left him +where he fell and joined the rest of the squad in pursuing the rioters. +The fighting round the car in the avenue ceased; the driver whipped his +horses into a gallop, and the place was left empty. + +March would have liked to run; he thought how his wife had implored him +to keep away from the rioting; but he could not have left Lindau lying +there if he would. Something stronger than his will drew him to the spot, +and there he saw Conrad, dead beside the old man. + + + + +VI. + +In the cares which Mrs. March shared with her husband that night she was +supported partly by principle, but mainly by the potent excitement which +bewildered Conrad's family and took all reality from what had happened. +It was nearly midnight when the Marches left them and walked away toward +the Elevated station with Fulkerson. Everything had been done, by that +time, that could be done; and Fulkerson was not without that satisfaction +in the business-like despatch of all the details which attends each step +in such an affair and helps to make death tolerable even to the most +sorely stricken. We are creatures of the moment; we live from one little +space to another; and only one interest at a time fills these. Fulkerson +was cheerful when they got into the street, almost gay; and Mrs. March +experienced a rebound from her depression which she felt that she ought +not to have experienced. But she condoned the offence a little in +herself, because her husband remained so constant in his gravity; and, +pending the final accounting he must make her for having been where he +could be of so much use from the first instant of the calamity, she was +tenderly, gratefully proud of all the use he had been to Conrad's family, +and especially his miserable old father. To her mind, March was the +principal actor in the whole affair, and much more important in having +seen it than those who had suffered in it. In fact, he had suffered +incomparably. + +"Well, well," said Fulkerson. "They'll get along now. We've done all we +could, and there's nothing left but for them to bear it. Of course it's +awful, but I guess it 'll come out all right. I mean," he added, "they'll +pull through now." + +"I suppose," said March, "that nothing is put on us that we can't bear. +But I should think," he went on, musingly, "that when God sees what we +poor finite creatures can bear, hemmed round with this eternal darkness +of death, He must respect us." + +"Basil!" said his wife. But in her heart she drew nearer to him for the +words she thought she ought to rebuke him for. + +"Oh, I know," he said, "we school ourselves to despise human nature. But +God did not make us despicable, and I say, whatever end He meant us for, +He must have some such thrill of joy in our adequacy to fate as a father +feels when his son shows himself a man. When I think what we can be if we +must, I can't believe the least of us shall finally perish." + +"Oh, I reckon the Almighty won't scoop any of us," said Fulkerson, with a +piety of his own. + +"That poor boy's father!" sighed Mrs. March. "I can't get his face out of +my sight. He looked so much worse than death." + +"Oh, death doesn't look bad," said March. "It's life that looks so in its +presence. Death is peace and pardon. I only wish poor old Lindau was as +well out of it as Conrad there." + +"Ah, Lindau! He has done harm enough," said Mrs. March. "I hope he will +be careful after this." + +March did not try to defend Lindau against her theory of the case, which +inexorably held him responsible for Conrad's death. + +"Lindau's going to come out all right, I guess," said Fulkerson. "He was +first-rate when I saw him at the hospital to-night." He whispered in +March's ear, at a chance he got in mounting the station stairs: "I didn't +like to tell you there at the house, but I guess you'd better know. They +had to take Lindau's arm off near the shoulder. Smashed all to pieces by +the clubbing." + +In the house, vainly rich and foolishly unfit for them, the bereaved +family whom the Marches had just left lingered together, and tried to get +strength to part for the night. They were all spent with the fatigue that +comes from heaven to such misery as theirs, and they sat in a torpor in +which each waited for the other to move, to speak. + +Christine moved, and Mela spoke. Christine rose and went out of the room +without saying a word, and they heard her going up-stairs. Then Mela +said: + +"I reckon the rest of us better be goun' too, father. Here, let's git +mother started." + +She put her arm round her mother, to lift her from her chair, but the old +man did not stir, and Mela called Mrs. Mandel from the next room. Between +them they raised her to her feet. + +"Ain't there anybody agoin' to set up with it?" she asked, in her hoarse +pipe. "It appears like folks hain't got any feelin's in New York. Woon't +some o' the neighbors come and offer to set up, without waitin' to be +asked?" + +"Oh, that's all right, mother. The men 'll attend to that. Don't you +bother any," Mela coaxed, and she kept her arm round her mother, with +tender patience. + +"Why, Mely, child! I can't feel right to have it left to hirelin's so. +But there ain't anybody any more to see things done as they ought. If +Coonrod was on'y here--" + +"Well, mother, you are pretty mixed!" said Mela, with a strong tendency +to break into her large guffaw. But she checked herself and said: "I know +just how you feel, though. It keeps acomun' and agoun'; and it's so and +it ain't so, all at once; that's the plague of it. Well, father! Ain't +you goun' to come?" + +"I'm goin' to stay, Mela," said the old man, gently, without moving. "Get +your mother to bed, that's a good girl." + +"You goin' to set up with him, Jacob?" asked the old woman. + +"Yes, 'Liz'beth, I'll set up. You go to bed." + +"Well, I will, Jacob. And I believe it 'll do you good to set up. I +wished I could set up with you; but I don't seem to have the stren'th I +did when the twins died. I must git my sleep, so's to--I don't like very +well to have you broke of your rest, Jacob, but there don't appear to be +anybody else. You wouldn't have to do it if Coonrod was here. There I go +ag'in! Mercy! mercy!" + +"Well, do come along, then, mother," said Mela; and she got her out of +the room, with Mrs. Mandel's help, and up the stairs. + +From the top the old woman called down, "You tell Coonrod--" She stopped, +and he heard her groan out, "My Lord! my Lord!" + +He sat, one silence in the dining-room, where they had all lingered +together, and in the library beyond the hireling watcher sat, another +silence. The time passed, but neither moved, and the last noise in the +house ceased, so that they heard each other breathe, and the vague, +remote rumor of the city invaded the inner stillness. It grew louder +toward morning, and then Dryfoos knew from the watcher's deeper breathing +that he had fallen into a doze. + +He crept by him to the drawing-room, where his son was; the place was +full of the awful sweetness of the flowers that Fulkerson had brought, +and that lay above the pulseless breast. The old man turned up a burner +in the chandelier, and stood looking on the majestic serenity of the dead +face. + +He could not move when he saw his wife coming down the stairway in the +hall. She was in her long, white flannel bed gown, and the candle she +carried shook with her nervous tremor. He thought she might be walking in +her sleep, but she said, quite simply, "I woke up, and I couldn't git to +sleep ag'in without comin' to have a look." She stood beside their dead +son with him, "well, he's beautiful, Jacob. He was the prettiest baby! +And he was always good, Coonrod was; I'll say that for him. I don't +believe he ever give me a minute's care in his whole life. I reckon I +liked him about the best of all the children; but I don't know as I ever +done much to show it. But you was always good to him, Jacob; you always +done the best for him, ever since he was a little feller. I used to be +afraid you'd spoil him sometimes in them days; but I guess you're glad +now for every time you didn't cross him. I don't suppose since the twins +died you ever hit him a lick." She stooped and peered closer at the face. +"Why, Jacob, what's that there by his pore eye?" Dryfoos saw it, too, the +wound that he had feared to look for, and that now seemed to redden on +his sight. He broke into a low, wavering cry, like a child's in despair, +like an animal's in terror, like a soul's in the anguish of remorse. + + + + +VII. + +The evening after the funeral, while the Marches sat together talking it +over, and making approaches, through its shadow, to the question of their +own future, which it involved, they were startled by the twitter of the +electric bell at their apartment door. It was really not so late as the +children's having gone to bed made it seem; but at nine o'clock it was +too late for any probable visitor except Fulkerson. It might be he, and +March was glad to postpone the impending question to his curiosity +concerning the immediate business Fulkerson might have with him. He went +himself to the door, and confronted there a lady deeply veiled in black +and attended by a very decorous serving-woman. + +"Are you alone, Mr. March--you and Mrs. March?" asked the lady, behind +her veil; and, as he hesitated, she said: "You don't know me! Miss +Vance"; and she threw back her veil, showing her face wan and agitated in +the dark folds. "I am very anxious to see you--to speak with you both. +May I come in?" + +"Why, certainly, Miss Vance," he answered, still too much stupefied by +her presence to realize it. + +She promptly entered, and saying, with a glance at the hall chair by the +door, "My maid can sit here?" followed him to the room where he had left +his wife. + +Mrs. March showed herself more capable of coping with the fact. She +welcomed Miss Vance with the liking they both felt for the girl, and with +the sympathy which her troubled face inspired. + +"I won't tire you with excuses for coming, Mrs. March," she said, "for it +was the only thing left for me to do; and I come at my aunt's +suggestion." She added this as if it would help to account for her more +on the conventional plane, and she had the instinctive good taste to +address herself throughout to Mrs. March as much as possible, though what +she had to say was mainly for March. "I don't know how to begin--I don't +know how to speak of this terrible affair. But you know what I mean. I +feel as if I had lived a whole lifetime since it happened. I don't want +you to pity me for it," she said, forestalling a politeness from Mrs. +March. "I'm the last one to be thought of, and you mustn't mind me if I +try to make you. I came to find out all of the truth that I can, and when +I know just what that is I shall know what to do. I have read the +inquest; it's all burned into my brain. But I don't care for that--for +myself: you must let me say such things without minding me. I know that +your husband--that Mr. March was there; I read his testimony; and I +wished to ask him--to ask him--" She stopped and looked distractedly +about. "But what folly! He must have said everything he knew--he had to." +Her eyes wandered to him from his wife, on whom she had kept them with +instinctive tact. + +"I said everything--yes," he replied. "But if you would like to know--" + +"Perhaps I had better tell you something first. I had just parted with +him--it couldn't have been more than half an hour--in front of +Brentano's; he must have gone straight to his death. We were talking, and +I--I said, Why didn't some one go among the strikers and plead with them +to be peaceable, and keep them from attacking the new men. I knew that he +felt as I did about the strikers: that he was their friend. Did you +see--do you know anything that makes you think he had been trying to do +that?" + +"I am sorry," March began, "I didn't see him at all till--till I saw him +lying dead." + +"My husband was there purely by accident," Mrs. March put in. "I had +begged and entreated him not to go near the striking anywhere. And he had +just got out of the car, and saw the policeman strike that wretched +Lindau--he's been such an anxiety to me ever since we have had anything +to do with him here; my husband knew him when he was a boy in the West. +Mr. March came home from it all perfectly prostrated; it made us all +sick! Nothing so horrible ever came into our lives before. I assure you +it was the most shocking experience." + +Miss Vance listened to her with that look of patience which those who +have seen much of the real suffering of the world--the daily portion of +the poor--have for the nervous woes of comfortable people. March hung his +head; he knew it would be useless to protest that his share of the +calamity was, by comparison, infinitesimally small. + +After she had heard Mrs. March to the end even of her repetitions, Miss +Vance said, as if it were a mere matter of course that she should have +looked the affair up, "Yes, I have seen Mr. Lindau at the hospital--" + +"My husband goes every day to see him," Mrs. March interrupted, to give +a final touch to the conception of March's magnanimity throughout. + +"The poor man seems to have been in the wrong at the time," said Miss +Vance. + +"I could almost say he had earned the right to be wrong. He's a man of +the most generous instincts, and a high ideal of justice, of equity--too +high to be considered by a policeman with a club in his hand," said +March, with a bold defiance of his wife's different opinion of Lindau. +"It's the policeman's business, I suppose, to club the ideal when he +finds it inciting a riot." + +"Oh, I don't blame Mr. Lindau; I don't blame the policeman; he was as +much a mere instrument as his club was. I am only trying to find out how +much I am to blame myself. I had no thought of Mr. Dryfoos's going +there--of his attempting to talk with the strikers and keep them quiet; I +was only thinking, as women do, of what I should try to do if I were a +man. + +"But perhaps he understood me to ask him to go--perhaps my words sent him +to his death." + +She had a sort of calm in her courage to know the worst truth as to her +responsibility that forbade any wish to flatter her out of it. "I'm +afraid," said March, "that is what can never be known now." After a +moment he added: "But why should you wish to know? If he went there as a +peacemaker, he died in a good cause, in such a way as he would wish to +die, I believe." + +"Yes," said the girl; "I have thought of that. But death is awful; we +must not think patiently, forgivingly of sending any one to their death +in the best cause."--"I fancy life was an awful thing to Conrad Dryfoos," +March replied. "He was thwarted and disappointed, without even pleasing +the ambition that thwarted and disappointed him. That poor old man, his +father, warped him from his simple, lifelong wish to be a minister, and +was trying to make a business man of him. If it will be any consolation +to you to know it, Miss Vance, I can assure you that he was very unhappy, +and I don't see how he could ever have been happy here." + +"It won't," said the girl, steadily. "If people are born into this world, +it's because they were meant to live in it. It isn't a question of being +happy here; no one is happy, in that old, selfish way, or can be; but he +could have been of great use." + +"Perhaps he was of use in dying. Who knows? He may have been trying to +silence Lindau." + +"Oh, Lindau wasn't worth it!" cried Mrs. March. + +Miss Vance looked at her as if she did not quite understand. Then she +turned to March. "He might have been unhappy, as we all are; but I know +that his life here would have had a higher happiness than we wish for or +aim for." The tears began to run silently down her cheeks. + +"He looked strangely happy that day when he left me. He had hurt himself +somehow, and his face was bleeding from a scratch; he kept his +handkerchief up; he was pale, but such a light came into his face when he +shook hands--ah, I know he went to try and do what I said!" They were all +silent, while she dried her eyes and then put her handkerchief back into +the pocket from which she had suddenly pulled it, with a series of vivid, +young-ladyish gestures, which struck March by their incongruity with the +occasion of their talk, and yet by their harmony with the rest of her +elegance. "I am sorry, Miss Vance," he began, "that I can't really tell +you anything more--" + +"You are very kind," she said, controlling herself and rising quickly. "I +thank you--thank you both very much." She turned to Mrs. March and shook +hands with her and then with him. "I might have known--I did know that +there wasn't anything more for you to tell. But at least I've found out +from you that there was nothing, and now I can begin to bear what I must. +How are those poor creatures--his mother and father, his sisters? Some +day, I hope, I shall be ashamed to have postponed them to the thought of +myself; but I can't pretend to be yet. I could not come to the funeral; I +wanted to." + +She addressed her question to Mrs. March, who answered: "I can +understand. But they were pleased with the flowers you sent; people are, +at such times, and they haven't many friends." + +"Would you go to see them?" asked the girl. "Would you tell them what +I've told you?" + +Mrs. March looked at her husband. + +"I don't see what good it would do. They wouldn't understand. But if it +would relieve you--" + +"I'll wait till it isn't a question of self-relief," said the girl. +"Good-bye!" + +She left them to long debate of the event. At the end Mrs. March said, +"She is a strange being; such a mixture of the society girl and the +saint." + +Her husband answered: "She's the potentiality of several kinds of +fanatic. She's very unhappy, and I don't see how she's to be happier +about that poor fellow. I shouldn't be surprised if she did inspire him +to attempt something of that kind." + +"Well, you got out of it very well, Basil. I admired the way you managed. +I was afraid you'd say something awkward." + +"Oh, with a plain line of truth before me, as the only possible thing, I +can get on pretty well. When it comes to anything decorative, I'd rather +leave it to you, Isabel." + +She seemed insensible of his jest. "Of course, he was in love with her. +That was the light that came into his face when he was going to do what +he thought she wanted him to do." + +"And she--do you think that she was--" + +"What an idea! It would have been perfectly grotesque!" + + + + +VIII. + +Their affliction brought the Dryfooses into humaner relations with the +Marches, who had hitherto regarded them as a necessary evil, as the +odious means of their own prosperity. Mrs. March found that the women of +the family seemed glad of her coming, and in the sense of her usefulness +to them all she began to feel a kindness even for Christine. But she +could not help seeing that between the girl and her father there was an +unsettled account, somehow, and that it was Christine and not the old man +who was holding out. She thought that their sorrow had tended to refine +the others. Mela was much more subdued, and, except when she abandoned +herself to a childish interest in her mourning, she did nothing to shock +Mrs. March's taste or to seem unworthy of her grief. She was very good to +her mother, whom the blow had left unchanged, and to her father, whom it +had apparently fallen upon with crushing weight. Once, after visiting +their house, Mrs. March described to March a little scene between Dryfoos +and Mela, when he came home from Wall Street, and the girl met him at the +door with a kind of country simpleness, and took his hat and stick, and +brought him into the room where Mrs. March sat, looking tired and broken. +She found this look of Dryfoos's pathetic, and dwelt on the sort of +stupefaction there was in it; he must have loved his son more than they +ever realized. "Yes," said March, "I suspect he did. He's never been +about the place since that day; he was always dropping in before, on his +way up-town. He seems to go down to Wall Street every day, just as +before, but I suppose that's mechanical; he wouldn't know what else to +do; I dare say it's best for him. The sanguine Fulkerson is getting a +little anxious about the future of 'Every Other Week.' Now Conrad's gone, +he isn't sure the old man will want to keep on with it, or whether he'll +have to look up another Angel. He wants to get married, I imagine, and he +can't venture till this point is settled." + +"It's a very material point to us too, Basil," said Mrs. March. + +"Well, of course. I hadn't overlooked that, you may be sure. One of the +things that Fulkerson and I have discussed is a scheme for buying the +magazine. Its success is pretty well assured now, and I shouldn't be +afraid to put money into it--if I had the money." + +"I couldn't let you sell the house in Boston, Basil!" + +"And I don't want to. I wish we could go back and live in it and get the +rent, too! It would be quite a support. But I suppose if Dryfoos won't +keep on, it must come to another Angel. I hope it won't be a literary +one, with a fancy for running my department." + +"Oh, I guess whoever takes the magazine will be glad enough to keep you!" + +"Do you think so? Well, perhaps. But I don't believe Fulkerson would let +me stand long between him and an Angel of the right description." + +"Well, then, I believe he would. And you've never seen anything, Basil, +to make you really think that Mr. Fulkerson didn't appreciate you to the +utmost." + +"I think I came pretty near an undervaluation in that Lindau trouble. I +shall always wonder what put a backbone into Fulkerson just at that +crisis. Fulkerson doesn't strike me as the stuff of a moral hero." + +"At any rate, he was one," said Mrs. March, "and that's quite enough for +me." + +March did not answer. "What a noble thing life is, anyway! Here I am, +well on the way to fifty, after twenty-five years of hard work, looking +forward to the potential poor-house as confidently as I did in youth. We +might have saved a little more than we have saved; but the little more +wouldn't avail if I were turned out of my place now; and we should have +lived sordidly to no purpose. Some one always has you by the throat, +unless you have some one else in your grip. I wonder if that's the +attitude the Almighty intended His respectable creatures to take toward +one another! I wonder if He meant our civilization, the battle we fight +in, the game we trick in! I wonder if He considers it final, and if the +kingdom of heaven on earth, which we pray for--" + +"Have you seen Lindau to-day?" Mrs. March asked. + +"You inferred it from the quality of my piety?" March laughed, and then +suddenly sobered. "Yes, I saw him. It's going rather hard with him, I'm +afraid. The amputation doesn't heal very well; the shock was very great, +and he's old. It'll take time. There's so much pain that they have to +keep him under opiates, and I don't think he fully knew me. At any rate, +I didn't get my piety from him to-day." + +"It's horrible! Horrible!" said Mrs. March. "I can't get over it! After +losing his hand in the war, to lose his whole arm now in this way! It +does seem too cruel! Of course he oughtn't to have been there; we can say +that. But you oughtn't to have been there, either, Basil." + +"Well, I wasn't exactly advising the police to go and club the railroad +presidents." + +"Neither was poor Conrad Dryfoos." + +"I don't deny it. All that was distinctly the chance of life and death. +That belonged to God; and no doubt it was law, though it seems chance. +But what I object to is this economic chance-world in which we live, and +which we men seem to have created. It ought to be law as inflexible in +human affairs as the order of day and night in the physical world that if +a man will work he shall both rest and eat, and shall not be harassed +with any question as to how his repose and his provision shall come. +Nothing less ideal than this satisfies the reason. But in our state of +things no one is secure of this. No one is sure of finding work; no one +is sure of not losing it. I may have my work taken away from me at any +moment by the caprice, the mood, the indigestion of a man who has not the +qualification for knowing whether I do it well, or ill. At my time of +life--at every time of life--a man ought to feel that if he will keep on +doing his duty he shall not suffer in himself or in those who are dear to +him, except through natural causes. But no man can feel this as things +are now; and so we go on, pushing and pulling, climbing and crawling, +thrusting aside and trampling underfoot; lying, cheating, stealing; and +then we get to the end, covered with blood and dirt and sin and shame, +and look back over the way we've come to a palace of our own, or the +poor-house, which is about the only possession we can claim in common +with our brother-men, I don't think the retrospect can be pleasing." + +"I know, I know!" said his wife. "I think of those things, too, Basil. +Life isn't what it seems when you look forward to it. But I think people +would suffer less, and wouldn't have to work so hard, and could make all +reasonable provision for the future, if they were not so greedy and so +foolish." + +"Oh, without doubt! We can't put it all on the conditions; we must put +some of the blame on character. But conditions make character; and people +are greedy and foolish, and wish to have and to shine, because having and +shining are held up to them by civilization as the chief good of life. We +all know they are not the chief good, perhaps not good at all; but if +some one ventures to say so, all the rest of us call him a fraud and a +crank, and go moiling and toiling on to the palace or the poor-house. We +can't help it. If one were less greedy or less foolish, some one else +would have and would shine at his expense. We don't moil and toil to +ourselves alone; the palace or the poor-house is not merely for +ourselves, but for our children, whom we've brought up in the +superstition that having and shining is the chief good. We dare not teach +them otherwise, for fear they may falter in the fight when it comes their +turn, and the children of others will crowd them out of the palace into +the poor-house. If we felt sure that honest work shared by all would +bring them honest food shared by all, some heroic few of us, who did not +wish our children to rise above their fellows--though we could not bear +to have them fall below--might trust them with the truth. But we have no +such assurance, and so we go on trembling before Dryfooses and living in +gimcrackeries." + +"Basil, Basil! I was always willing to live more simply than you. You +know I was!" + +"I know you always said so, my dear. But how many bell-ratchets and +speaking-tubes would you be willing to have at the street door below? I +remember that when we were looking for a flat you rejected every building +that had a bell-ratchet or a speaking-tube, and would have nothing to do +with any that had more than an electric button; you wanted a hall-boy, +with electric buttons all over him. I don't blame you. I find such things +quite as necessary as you do." + +"And do you mean to say, Basil," she asked, abandoning this unprofitable +branch of the inquiry, "that you are really uneasy about your place? that +you are afraid Mr. Dryfoos may give up being an Angel, and Mr. Fulkerson +may play you false?" + +"Play me false? Oh, it wouldn't be playing me false. It would be merely +looking out for himself, if the new Angel had editorial tastes and wanted +my place. It's what any one would do." + +"You wouldn't do it, Basil!" + +"Wouldn't I? Well, if any one offered me more salary than 'Every Other +Week' pays--say, twice as much--what do you think my duty to my suffering +family would be? It's give and take in the business world, Isabel; +especially take. But as to being uneasy, I'm not, in the least. I've the +spirit of a lion, when it comes to such a chance as that. When I see how +readily the sensibilities of the passing stranger can be worked in New +York, I think of taking up the role of that desperate man on Third Avenue +who went along looking for garbage in the gutter to eat. I think I could +pick up at least twenty or thirty cents a day by that little game, and +maintain my family in the affluence it's been accustomed to." + +"Basil!" cried his wife. "You don't mean to say that man was an impostor! +And I've gone about, ever since, feeling that one such case in a million, +the bare possibility of it, was enough to justify all that Lindau said +about the rich and the poor!" + +March laughed teasingly. "Oh, I don't say he was an impostor. Perhaps he +really was hungry; but, if he wasn't, what do you think of a civilization +that makes the opportunity of such a fraud? that gives us all such a bad +conscience for the need which is that we weaken to the need that isn't? +Suppose that poor fellow wasn't personally founded on fact: nevertheless, +he represented the truth; he was the ideal of the suffering which would +be less effective if realistically treated. That man is a great comfort +to me. He probably rioted for days on that quarter I gave him; made a +dinner very likely, or a champagne supper; and if 'Every Other Week' +wants to get rid of me, I intend to work that racket. You can hang round +the corner with Bella, and Tom can come up to me in tears, at stated +intervals, and ask me if I've found anything yet. To be sure, we might be +arrested and sent up somewhere. But even in that extreme case we should +be provided for. Oh no, I'm not afraid of losing my place! I've merely a +sort of psychological curiosity to know how men like Dryfoos and +Fulkerson will work out the problem before them." + + + + +IX. + +It was a curiosity which Fulkerson himself shared, at least concerning +Dryfoos. "I don't know what the old man's going to do," he said to March +the day after the Marches had talked their future over. "Said anything to +you yet?" + +"No, not a word." + +"You're anxious, I suppose, same as I am. Fact is," said Fulkerson, +blushing a little, "I can't ask to have a day named till I know where I +am in connection with the old man. I can't tell whether I've got to look +out for something else or somebody else. Of course, it's full soon yet." + +"Yes," March said, "much sooner than it seems to us. We're so anxious +about the future that we don't remember how very recent the past is." + +"That's something so. The old man's hardly had time yet to pull himself +together. Well, I'm glad you feel that way about it, March. I guess it's +more of a blow to him than we realize. He was a good deal bound up in +Coonrod, though he didn't always use him very well. Well, I reckon it's +apt to happen so oftentimes; curious how cruel love can be. Heigh? We're +an awful mixture, March!" + +"Yes, that's the marvel and the curse, as Browning says." + +"Why, that poor boy himself," pursued Fulkerson, "had streaks of the mule +in him that could give odds to Beaton, and he must have tried the old man +by the way he would give in to his will and hold out against his +judgment. I don't believe he ever budged a hairs-breadth from his +original position about wanting to be a preacher and not wanting to be a +business man. Well, of course! I don't think business is all in all; but +it must have made the old man mad to find that without saying anything, +or doing anything to show it, and after seeming to come over to his +ground, and really coming, practically, Coonrod was just exactly where he +first planted himself, every time." + +"Yes, people that have convictions are difficult. Fortunately, they're +rare." + +"Do you think so? It seems to me that everybody's got convictions. Beaton +himself, who hasn't a principle to throw at a dog, has got convictions +the size of a barn. They ain't always the same ones, I know, but they're +always to the same effect, as far as Beaton's being Number One is +concerned. The old man's got convictions or did have, unless this thing +lately has shaken him all up--and he believes that money will do +everything. Colonel Woodburn's got convictions that he wouldn't part with +for untold millions. Why, March, you got convictions yourself!" + +"Have I?" said March. "I don't know what they are." + +"Well, neither do I; but I know you were ready to kick the trough over +for them when the old man wanted us to bounce Lindau that time." + +"Oh yes," said March; he remembered the fact; but he was still uncertain +just what the convictions were that he had been so stanch for. + +"I suppose we could have got along without you," Fulkerson mused aloud. +"It's astonishing how you always can get along in this world without the +man that is simply indispensable. Makes a fellow realize that he could +take a day off now and then without deranging the solar system a great +deal. Now here's Coonrod--or, rather, he isn't. But that boy managed his +part of the schooner so well that I used to tremble when I thought of his +getting the better of the old man and going into a convent or something +of that kind; and now here he is, snuffed out in half a second, and I +don't believe but what we shall be sailing along just as chipper as usual +inside of thirty days. I reckon it will bring the old man to the point +when I come to talk with him about who's to be put in Coonrod's place. I +don't like very well to start the subject with him; but it's got to be +done some time." + +"Yes," March admitted. "It's terrible to think how unnecessary even the +best and wisest of us is to the purposes of Providence. When I looked at +that poor young fellow's face sometimes--so gentle and true and pure--I +used to think the world was appreciably richer for his being in it. But +are we appreciably poorer for his being out of it now?" + +"No, I don't reckon we are," said Fulkerson. "And what a lot of the raw +material of all kinds the Almighty must have, to waste us the way He +seems to do. Think of throwing away a precious creature like Coonrod +Dryfoos on one chance in a thousand of getting that old fool of a Lindau +out of the way of being clubbed! For I suppose that was what Coonrod was +up to. Say! Have you been round to see Lindau to-day?" + +Something in the tone or the manner of Fulkerson startled March. "No! I +haven't seen him since yesterday." + +"Well, I don't know," said Fulkerson. "I guess I saw him a little while +after you did, and that young doctor there seemed to feel kind of worried +about him. + +"Or not worried, exactly; they can't afford to let such things worry +them, I suppose; but--" + +"He's worse?" asked March. + +"Oh, he didn't say so. But I just wondered if you'd seen him to-day." + +"I think I'll go now," said March, with a pang at heart. He had gone +every day to see Lindau, but this day he had thought he would not go, and +that was why his heart smote him. He knew that if he were in Lindau's +place Lindau would never have left his side if he could have helped it. +March tried to believe that the case was the same, as it stood now; it +seemed to him that he was always going to or from the hospital; he said +to himself that it must do Lindau harm to be visited so much. But he knew +that this was not true when he was met at the door of the ward where +Lindau lay by the young doctor, who had come to feel a personal interest +in March's interest in Lindau. + +He smiled without gayety, and said, "He's just going." + +"What! Discharged?" + +"Oh no. He has been failing very fast since you saw him yesterday, and +now--" They had been walking softly and talking softly down the aisle +between the long rows of beds. "Would you care to see him?" + +The doctor made a slight gesture toward the white canvas screen which in +such places forms the death-chamber of the poor and friendless. "Come +round this way--he won't know you! I've got rather fond of the poor old +fellow. He wouldn't have a clergyman--sort of agnostic, isn't he? A good +many of these Germans are--but the young lady who's been coming to see +him--" + +They both stopped. Lindau's grand, patriarchal head, foreshortened to +their view, lay white upon the pillow, and his broad, white beard flowed +upon the sheet, which heaved with those long last breaths. Beside his bed +Margaret Vance was kneeling; her veil was thrown back, and her face was +lifted; she held clasped between her hands the hand of the dying man; she +moved her lips inaudibly. + + + + +X. + +In spite of the experience of the whole race from time immemorial, when +death comes to any one we know we helplessly regard it as an incident of +life, which will presently go on as before. Perhaps this is an +instinctive perception of the truth that it does go on somewhere; but we +have a sense of death as absolutely the end even for earth only if it +relates to some one remote or indifferent to us. March tried to project +Lindau to the necessary distance from himself in order to realize the +fact in his case, but he could not, though the man with whom his youth +had been associated in a poetic friendship had not actually reentered the +region of his affection to the same degree, or in any like degree. The +changed conditions forbade that. He had a soreness of heart concerning +him; but he could not make sure whether this soreness was grief for his +death, or remorse for his own uncandor with him about Dryfoos, or a +foreboding of that accounting with his conscience which he knew his wife +would now exact of him down to the last minutest particular of their +joint and several behavior toward Lindau ever since they had met him in +New York. + +He felt something knock against his shoulder, and he looked up to have +his hat struck from his head by a horse's nose. He saw the horse put his +foot on the hat, and he reflected, "Now it will always look like an +accordion," and he heard the horse's driver address him some sarcasms +before he could fully awaken to the situation. He was standing bareheaded +in the middle of Fifth Avenue and blocking the tide of carriages flowing +in either direction. Among the faces put out of the carriage windows he +saw that of Dryfoos looking from a coupe. The old man knew him, and said, +"Jump in here, Mr. March"; and March, who had mechanically picked up his +hat, and was thinking, "Now I shall have to tell Isabel about this at +once, and she will never trust me on the street again without her," +mechanically obeyed. Her confidence in him had been undermined by his +being so near Conrad when he was shot; and it went through his mind that +he would get Dryfoos to drive him to a hatter's, where he could buy a new +hat, and not be obliged to confess his narrow escape to his wife till the +incident was some days old and she could bear it better. It quite drove +Lindau's death out of his mind for the moment; and when Dryfoos said if +he was going home he would drive up to the first cross-street and turn +back with him, March said he would be glad if he would take him to a +hat-store. The old man put his head out again and told the driver to take +them to the Fifth Avenue Hotel. "There's a hat-store around there +somewhere, seems to me," he said; and they talked of March's accident as +well as they could in the rattle and clatter of the street till they +reached the place. March got his hat, passing a joke with the hatter +about the impossibility of pressing his old hat over again, and came out +to thank Dryfoos and take leave of him. + +"If you ain't in any great hurry," the old man said, "I wish you'd get in +here a minute. I'd like to have a little talk with you." + +"Oh, certainly," said March, and he thought: "It's coming now about what +he intends to do with 'Every Other Week.' Well, I might as well have all +the misery at once and have it over." + +Dryfoos called up to his driver, who bent his head down sidewise to +listen: "Go over there on Madison Avenue, onto that asphalt, and keep +drivin' up and down till I stop you. I can't hear myself think on these +pavements," he said to March. But after they got upon the asphalt, and +began smoothly rolling over it, he seemed in no haste to begin. At last +he said, "I wanted to talk with you about that--that Dutchman that was at +my dinner--Lindau," and March's heart gave a jump with wonder whether he +could already have heard of Lindau's death; but in an instant he +perceived that this was impossible. "I been talkin' with Fulkerson about +him, and he says they had to take the balance of his arm off." + +March nodded; it seemed to him he could not speak. He could not make out +from the close face of the old man anything of his motive. It was set, +but set as a piece of broken mechanism is when it has lost the power to +relax itself. There was no other history in it of what the man had passed +through in his son's death. + +"I don't know," Dryfoos resumed, looking aside at the cloth window-strap, +which he kept fingering, "as you quite understood what made me the +maddest. I didn't tell him I could talk Dutch, because I can't keep it up +with a regular German; but my father was Pennsylvany Dutch, and I could +understand what he was saying to you about me. I know I had no business +to understood it, after I let him think I couldn't but I did, and I +didn't like very well to have a man callin' me a traitor and a tyrant at +my own table. Well, I look at it differently now, and I reckon I had +better have tried to put up with it; and I would, if I could have +known--" He stopped with a quivering lip, and then went on: "Then, again, +I didn't like his talkin' that paternalism of his. I always heard it was +the worst kind of thing for the country; I was brought up to think the +best government was the one that governs the least; and I didn't want to +hear that kind of talk from a man that was livin' on my money. I couldn't +bear it from him. Or I thought I couldn't before--before--" He stopped +again, and gulped. "I reckon now there ain't anything I couldn't bear." +March was moved by the blunt words and the mute stare forward with which +they ended. "Mr. Dryfoos, I didn't know that you understood Lindau's +German, or I shouldn't have allowed him he wouldn't have allowed +himself--to go on. He wouldn't have knowingly abused his position of +guest to censure you, no matter how much he condemned you." "I don't care +for it now," said Dryfoos. "It's all past and gone, as far as I'm +concerned; but I wanted you to see that I wasn't tryin' to punish him for +his opinions, as you said." + +"No; I see now," March assented, though he thought his position still +justified. "I wish--" + +"I don't know as I understand much about his opinions, anyway; but I +ain't ready to say I want the men dependent on me to manage my business +for me. I always tried to do the square thing by my hands; and in that +particular case out there I took on all the old hands just as fast as +they left their Union. As for the game I came on them, it was dog eat +dog, anyway." + +March could have laughed to think how far this old man was from even +conceiving of Lindau's point of view, and how he was saying the worst of +himself that Lindau could have said of him. No one could have +characterized the kind of thing he had done more severely than he when he +called it dog eat dog. + +"There's a great deal to be said on both sides," March began, hoping to +lead up through this generality to the fact of Lindau's death; but the +old man went on: + +"Well, all I wanted him to know is that I wasn't trying to punish him for +what he said about things in general. You naturally got that idea, I +reckon; but I always went in for lettin' people say what they please and +think what they please; it's the only way in a free country." + +"I'm afraid, Mr. Dryfoos, that it would make little difference to Lindau +now--" + +"I don't suppose he bears malice for it," said Dryfoos, "but what I want +to do is to have him told so. He could understand just why I didn't want +to be called hard names, and yet I didn't object to his thinkin' whatever +he pleased. I'd like him to know--" + +"No one can speak to him, no one can tell him," March began again, but +again Dryfoos prevented him from going on. + +"I understand it's a delicate thing; and I'm not askin' you to do it. +What I would really like to do--if you think he could be prepared for it, +some way, and could stand it--would be to go to him myself, and tell him +just what the trouble was. I'm in hopes, if I done that, he could see how +I felt about it." + +A picture of Dryfoos going to the dead Lindau with his vain regrets +presented itself to March, and he tried once more to make the old man +understand. "Mr. Dryfoos," he said, "Lindau is past all that forever," +and he felt the ghastly comedy of it when Dryfoos continued, without +heeding him. + +"I got a particular reason why I want him to believe it wasn't his ideas +I objected to--them ideas of his about the government carryin' everything +on and givin' work. I don't understand 'em exactly, but I found a +writin'--among--my son's--things" (he seemed to force the words through +his teeth), "and I reckon he--thought--that way. Kind of a diary--where +he--put down--his thoughts. My son and me--we differed about a good--many +things." His chin shook, and from time to time he stopped. "I wasn't very +good to him, I reckon; I crossed him where I guess I got no business to +cross him; but I thought everything of--Coonrod. He was the best boy, +from a baby, that ever was; just so patient and mild, and done whatever +he was told. I ought to 'a' let him been a preacher! Oh, my son! my son!" +The sobs could not be kept back any longer; they shook the old man with a +violence that made March afraid for him; but he controlled himself at +last with a series of hoarse sounds like barks. "Well, it's all past and +gone! But as I understand you from what you saw, when Coonrod +was--killed, he was tryin' to save that old man from trouble?" + +"Yes, yes! It seemed so to me." + +"That'll do, then! I want you to have him come back and write for the +book when he gets well. I want you to find out and let me know if there's +anything I can do for him. I'll feel as if I done it--for my--son. I'll +take him into my own house, and do for him there, if you say so, when he +gets so he can be moved. I'll wait on him myself. It's what Coonrod 'd +do, if he was here. I don't feel any hardness to him because it was him +that got Coonrod killed, as you might say, in one sense of the term; but +I've tried to think it out, and I feel like I was all the more beholden +to him because my son died tryin' to save him. Whatever I do, I'll be +doin' it for Coonrod, and that's enough for me." He seemed to have +finished, and he turned to March as if to hear what he had to say. + +March hesitated. "I'm afraid, Mr. Dryfoos--Didn't Fulkerson tell you that +Lindau was very sick?" + +"Yes, of course. But he's all right, he said." + +Now it had to come, though the fact had been latterly playing fast and +loose with March's consciousness. Something almost made him smile; the +willingness he had once felt to give this old man pain; then he consoled +himself by thinking that at least he was not obliged to meet Dryfoos's +wish to make atonement with the fact that Lindau had renounced him, and +would on no terms work for such a man as he, or suffer any kindness from +him. In this light Lindau seemed the harder of the two, and March had the +momentary force to say-- + +"Mr. Dryfoos--it can't be. Lindau--I have just come from him--is dead." + + + + +XI. + +"How did he take it? How could he bear it? Oh, Basil! I wonder you could +have the heart to say it to him. It was cruel!" + +"Yes, cruel enough, my dear," March owned to his wife, when they talked +the matter over on his return home. He could not wait till the children +were out of the way, and afterward neither he nor his wife was sorry that +he had spoken of it before them. The girl cried plentifully for her old +friend who was dead, and said she hated Mr. Dryfoos, and then was sorry +for him, too; and the boy listened to all, and spoke with a serious sense +that pleased his father. "But as to how he took it," March went on to +answer his wife's question about Dryfoos--"how do any of us take a thing +that hurts? Some of us cry out, and some of us don't. Dryfoos drew a kind +of long, quivering breath, as a child does when it grieves--there's +something curiously simple and primitive about him--and didn't say +anything. After a while he asked me how he could see the people at the +hospital about the remains; I gave him my card to the young doctor there +that had charge of Lindau. I suppose he was still carrying forward his +plan of reparation in his mind--to the dead for the dead. But how +useless! If he could have taken the living Lindau home with him, and +cared for him all his days, what would it have profited the gentle +creature whose life his worldly ambition vexed and thwarted here? He +might as well offer a sacrifice at Conrad's grave. Children," said March, +turning to them, "death is an exile that no remorse and no love can +reach. Remember that, and be good to every one here on earth, for your +longing to retrieve any harshness or unkindness to the dead will be the +very ecstasy of anguish to you. I wonder," he mused, "if one of the +reasons why we're shut up to our ignorance of what is to be hereafter +isn't because if we were sure of another world we might be still more +brutal to one another here, in the hope of making reparation somewhere +else. Perhaps, if we ever come to obey the law of love on earth, the +mystery of death will be taken away." + +"Well"--the ancestral Puritanism spoke in Mrs. March--"these two old men +have been terribly punished. They have both been violent and wilful, and +they have both been punished. No one need ever tell me there is not a +moral government of the universe!" + +March always disliked to hear her talk in this way, which did both her +head and heart injustice. "And Conrad," he said, "what was he punished +for?" + +"He?"--she answered, in an exaltation--"he suffered for the sins of +others." + +"Ah, well, if you put it in that way, yes. That goes on continually. +That's another mystery." + +He fell to brooding on it, and presently he heard his son saying, "I +suppose, papa, that Mr. Lindau died in a bad cause?" + +March was startled. He had always been so sorry for Lindau, and admired +his courage and generosity so much, that he had never fairly considered +this question. "Why, yes," he answered; "he died in the cause of +disorder; he was trying to obstruct the law. No doubt there was a wrong +there, an inconsistency and an injustice that he felt keenly; but it +could not be reached in his way without greater wrong." + +"Yes; that's what I thought," said the boy. "And what's the use of our +ever fighting about anything in America? I always thought we could vote +anything we wanted." + +"We can, if we're honest, and don't buy and sell one another's votes," +said his father. "And men like Lindau, who renounce the American means as +hopeless, and let their love of justice hurry them into sympathy with +violence--yes, they are wrong; and poor Lindau did die in a bad cause, as +you say, Tom." + +"I think Conrad had no business there, or you, either, Basil," said his +wife. + +"Oh, I don't defend myself," said March. "I was there in the cause of +literary curiosity and of conjugal disobedience. But Conrad--yes, he had +some business there: it was his business to suffer there for the sins of +others. Isabel, we can't throw aside that old doctrine of the Atonement +yet. The life of Christ, it wasn't only in healing the sick and going +about to do good; it was suffering for the sins of others. That's as +great a mystery as the mystery of death. Why should there be such a +principle in the world? But it's been felt, and more or less dumbly, +blindly recognized ever since Calvary. If we love mankind, pity them, we +even wish to suffer for them. That's what has created the religious +orders in all times--the brotherhoods and sisterhoods that belong to our +day as much as to the mediaeval past. That's what is driving a girl like +Margaret Vance, who has everything that the world can offer her young +beauty, on to the work of a Sister of Charity among the poor and the +dying." + +"Yes, yes!" cried Mrs. March. "How--how did she look there, Basil?" She +had her feminine misgivings; she was not sure but the girl was something +of a poseuse, and enjoyed the picturesqueness, as well as the pain; and +she wished to be convinced that it was not so. + +"Well," she said, when March had told again the little there was to tell, +"I suppose it must be a great trial to a woman like Mrs. Horn to have her +niece going that way." + +"The way of Christ?" asked March, with a smile. + +"Oh, Christ came into the world to teach us how to live rightly in it, +too. If we were all to spend our time in hospitals, it would be rather +dismal for the homes. But perhaps you don't think the homes are worth +minding?" she suggested, with a certain note in her voice that he knew. + +He got up and kissed her. "I think the gimcrackeries are." He took the +hat he had set down on the parlor table on coming in, and started to put +it in the hall, and that made her notice it. + +"You've been getting a new hat!" + +"Yes," he hesitated; "the old one had got--was decidedly shabby." + +"Well, that's right. I don't like you to wear them too long. Did you +leave the old one to be pressed?" + +"Well, the hatter seemed to think it was hardly worth pressing," said +March. He decided that for the present his wife's nerves had quite all +they could bear. + + + + +XII. + +It was in a manner grotesque, but to March it was all the more natural +for that reason, that Dryfoos should have Lindau's funeral from his +house. He knew the old man to be darkly groping, through the payment of +these vain honors to the dead, for some atonement to his son, and he +imagined him finding in them such comfort as comes from doing all one +can, even when all is useless. + +No one knew what Lindau's religion was, and in default they had had the +Anglican burial service read over him; it seems so often the refuge of +the homeless dead. Mrs. Dryfoos came down for the ceremony. She +understood that it was for Coonrod's sake that his father wished the +funeral to be there; and she confided to Mrs. March that she believed +Coonrod would have been pleased. "Coonrod was a member of the 'Piscopal +Church; and fawther's doin' the whole thing for Coonrod as much as for +anybody. He thought the world of Coonrod, fawther did. Mela, she kind of +thought it would look queer to have two funerals from the same house, +hand-runnin', as you might call it, and one of 'em no relation, either; +but when she saw how fawther was bent on it, she give in. Seems as if she +was tryin' to make up to fawther for Coonrod as much as she could. Mela +always was a good child, but nobody can ever come up to Coonrod." + +March felt all the grotesqueness, the hopeless absurdity of Dryfoos's +endeavor at atonement in these vain obsequies to the man for whom he +believed his son to have died; but the effort had its magnanimity, its +pathos, and there was a poetry that appealed to him in the reconciliation +through death of men, of ideas, of conditions, that could only have gone +warring on in life. He thought, as the priest went on with the solemn +liturgy, how all the world must come together in that peace which, +struggle and strive as we may, shall claim us at last. He looked at +Dryfoos, and wondered whether he would consider these rites a sufficient +tribute, or whether there was enough in him to make him realize their +futility, except as a mere sign of his wish to retrieve the past. He +thought how we never can atone for the wrong we do; the heart we have +grieved and wounded cannot kindle with pity for us when once it is +stilled; and yet we can put our evil from us with penitence, and somehow, +somewhere, the order of loving kindness, which our passion or our +wilfulness has disturbed, will be restored. + +Dryfoos, through Fulkerson, had asked all the more intimate contributors +of 'Every Other Week' to come. Beaton was absent, but Fulkerson had +brought Miss Woodburn, with her father, and Mrs. Leighton and Alma, to +fill up, as he said. Mela was much present, and was official with the +arrangement of the flowers and the welcome of the guests. She imparted +this impersonality to her reception of Kendricks, whom Fulkerson met in +the outer hall with his party, and whom he presented in whisper to them +all. Kendricks smiled under his breath, as it were, and was then mutely +and seriously polite to the Leightons. Alma brought a little bunch of +flowers, which were lost in those which Dryfoos had ordered to be +unsparingly provided. + +It was a kind of satisfaction to Mela to have Miss Vance come, and +reassuring as to how it would look to have the funeral there; Miss Vance +would certainly not have come unless it had been all right; she had come, +and had sent some Easter lilies. + +"Ain't Christine coming down?" Fulkerson asked Mela. + +"No, she ain't a bit well, and she ain't been, ever since Coonrod died. I +don't know, what's got over her," said Mela. She added, "Well, I should +'a' thought Mr. Beaton would 'a' made out to 'a' come!" + +"Beaton's peculiar," said Fulkerson. "If he thinks you want him he takes +a pleasure in not letting you have him." + +"Well, goodness knows, I don't want him," said the girl. + +Christine kept her room, and for the most part kept her bed; but there +seemed nothing definitely the matter with her, and she would not let them +call a doctor. Her mother said she reckoned she was beginning to feel the +spring weather, that always perfectly pulled a body down in New York; and +Mela said if being as cross as two sticks was any sign of spring-fever, +Christine had it bad. She was faithfully kind to her, and submitted to +all her humors, but she recompensed herself by the freest criticism of +Christine when not in actual attendance on her. Christine would not +suffer Mrs. Mandel to approach her, and she had with her father a sullen +submission which was not resignation. For her, apparently, Conrad had not +died, or had died in vain. + +"Pshaw!" said Mela, one morning when she came to breakfast, "I reckon if +we was to send up an old card of Mr. Beaton's she'd rattle down-stairs +fast enough. If she's sick, she's love-sick. It makes me sick to see +her." + +Mela was talking to Mrs. Mandel, but her father looked up from his plate +and listened. Mela went on: "I don't know what's made the fellow quit +comun'. But he was an aggravatun' thing, and no more dependable than +water. It's just like Air. Fulkerson said, if he thinks you want him +he'll take a pleasure in not lettun' you have him. I reckon that's what's +the matter with Christine. I believe in my heart the girl 'll die if she +don't git him." + +Mela went on to eat her breakfast with her own good appetite. She now +always came down to keep her father company, as she said, and she did her +best to cheer and comfort him. At least she kept the talk going, and she +had it nearly all to herself, for Mrs. Mandel was now merely staying on +provisionally, and, in the absence of any regrets or excuses from +Christine, was looking ruefully forward to the moment when she must leave +even this ungentle home for the chances of the ruder world outside. + +The old man said nothing at table, but, when Mela went up to see if she +could do anything for Christine, he asked Mrs. Mandel again about all the +facts of her last interview with Beaton. + +She gave them as fully as she could remember them, and the old man made +no comment on them. But he went out directly after, and at the 'Every +Other Week' office he climbed the stairs to Fulkerson's room and asked +for Beaton's address. No one yet had taken charge of Conrad's work, and +Fulkerson was running the thing himself, as he said, till he could talk +with Dryfoos about it. The old man would not look into the empty room +where he had last seen his son alive; he turned his face away and hurried +by the door. + + + + +XIII. + +The course of public events carried Beaton's private affairs beyond the +reach of his simple first intention to renounce his connection with +'Every Other Week.' In fact, this was not perhaps so simple as it seemed, +and long before it could be put in effect it appeared still simpler to do +nothing about the matter--to remain passive and leave the initiative to +Dryfoos, to maintain the dignity of unconsciousness and let recognition +of any change in the situation come from those who had caused the change. +After all, it was rather absurd to propose making a purely personal +question the pivot on which his relations with 'Every Other Week' turned. +He took a hint from March's position and decided that he did not know +Dryfoos in these relations; he knew only Fulkerson, who had certainly had +nothing to do with Mrs. Mandel's asking his intentions. As he reflected +upon this he became less eager to look Fulkerson up and make the magazine +a partner of his own sufferings. This was the soberer mood to which +Beaton trusted that night even before he slept, and he awoke fully +confirmed in it. As he examined the offence done him in the cold light of +day, he perceived that it had not come either from Mrs. Mandel, who was +visibly the faltering and unwilling instrument of it, or from Christine, +who was altogether ignorant of it, but from Dryfoos, whom he could not +hurt by giving up his place. He could only punish Fulkerson by that, and +Fulkerson was innocent. Justice and interest alike dictated the passive +course to which Beaton inclined; and he reflected that he might safely +leave the punishment of Dryfoos to Christine, who would find out what had +happened, and would be able to take care of herself in any encounter of +tempers with her father. + +Beaton did not go to the office during the week that followed upon this +conclusion; but they were used there to these sudden absences of his, +and, as his work for the time was in train, nothing was made of his +staying away, except the sarcastic comment which the thought of him was +apt to excite in the literary department. He no longer came so much to +the Leightons, and Fulkerson was in no state of mind to miss any one +there except Miss Woodburn, whom he never missed. Beaton was left, then, +unmolestedly awaiting the course of destiny, when he read in the morning +paper, over his coffee at Maroni's, the deeply scare-headed story of +Conrad's death and the clubbing of Lindau. He probably cared as little +for either of them as any man that ever saw them; but he felt a shock, if +not a pang, at Conrad's fate, so out of keeping with his life and +character. He did not know what to do; and he did nothing. He was not +asked to the funeral, but he had not expected that, and, when Fulkerson +brought him notice that Lindau was also to be buried from Dryfoos's +house, it was without his usual sullen vindictiveness that he kept away. +In his sort, and as much as a man could who was necessarily so much taken +up with himself, he was sorry for Conrad's father; Beaton had a peculiar +tenderness for his own father, and he imagined how his father would feel +if it were he who had been killed in Conrad's place, as it might very +well have been; he sympathized with himself in view of the possibility; +and for once they were mistaken who thought him indifferent and merely +brutal in his failure to appear at Lindau's obsequies. + +He would really have gone if he had known how to reconcile his presence +in that house with the terms of his effective banishment from it; and he +was rather forgivingly finding himself wronged in the situation, when +Dryfoos knocked at the studio door the morning after Lindau's funeral. +Beaton roared out, "Come in!" as he always did to a knock if he had not a +model; if he had a model he set the door slightly ajar, and with his +palette on his thumb frowned at his visitor and told him he could not +come in. Dryfoos fumbled about for the knob in the dim passageway +outside, and Beaton, who had experience of people's difficulties with it, +suddenly jerked the door open. The two men stood confronted, and at first +sight of each other their quiescent dislike revived. Each would have been +willing to turn away from the other, but that was not possible. Beaton +snorted some sort of inarticulate salutation, which Dryfoos did not try +to return; he asked if he could see him alone for a minute or two, and +Beaton bade him come in, and swept some paint-blotched rags from the +chair which he told him to take. He noticed, as the old man sank +tremulously into it, that his movement was like that of his own father, +and also that he looked very much like Christine. Dryfoos folded his +hands tremulously on the top of his horn-handled stick, and he was rather +finely haggard, with the dark hollows round his black eyes and the fall +of the muscles on either side of his chin. He had forgotten to take his +soft, wide-brimmed hat off; and Beaton felt a desire to sketch him just +as he sat. + +Dryfoos suddenly pulled himself together from the dreary absence into +which he fell at first. "Young man," he began, "maybe I've come here on a +fool's errand," and Beaton rather fancied that beginning. + +But it embarrassed him a little, and he said, with a shy glance aside, "I +don't know what you mean." "I reckon," Dryfoos answered, quietly, "you +got your notion, though. I set that woman on to speak to you the way she +done. But if there was anything wrong in the way she spoke, or if you +didn't feel like she had any right to question you up as if we suspected +you of anything mean, I want you to say so." + +Beaton said nothing, and the old man went on. + +"I ain't very well up in the ways of the world, and I don't pretend to +be. All I want is to be fair and square with everybody. I've made +mistakes, though, in my time--" He stopped, and Beaton was not proof +against the misery of his face, which was twisted as with some strong +physical ache. "I don't know as I want to make any more, if I can help +it. I don't know but what you had a right to keep on comin', and if you +had I want you to say so. Don't you be afraid but what I'll take it in +the right way. I don't want to take advantage of anybody, and I don't ask +you to say any more than that." + +Beaton did not find the humiliation of the man who had humiliated him so +sweet as he could have fancied it might be. He knew how it had come +about, and that it was an effect of love for his child; it did not matter +by what ungracious means she had brought him to know that he loved her +better than his own will, that his wish for her happiness was stronger +than his pride; it was enough that he was now somehow brought to give +proof of it. Beaton could not be aware of all that dark coil of +circumstance through which Dryfoos's present action evolved itself; the +worst of this was buried in the secret of the old man's heart, a worm of +perpetual torment. What was apparent to another was that he was broken by +the sorrow that had fallen upon him, and it was this that Beaton +respected and pitied in his impulse to be frank and kind in his answer. + +"No, I had no right to keep coming to your house in the way I did, +unless--unless I meant more than I ever said." Beaton added: "I don't say +that what you did was usual--in this country, at any rate; but I can't +say you were wrong. Since you speak to me about the matter, it's only +fair to myself to say that a good deal goes on in life without much +thinking of consequences. That's the way I excuse myself." + +"And you say Mrs. Mandel done right?" asked Dryfoos, as if he wished +simply to be assured of a point of etiquette. + +"Yes, she did right. I've nothing to complain of." + +"That's all I wanted to know," said Dryfoos; but apparently he had not +finished, and he did not go, though the silence that Beaton now kept gave +him a chance to do so. He began a series of questions which had no +relation to the matter in hand, though they were strictly personal to +Beaton. "What countryman are you?" he asked, after a moment. + +"What countryman?" Beaton frowned back at him. + +"Yes, are you an American by birth?" + +"Yes; I was born in Syracuse." + +"Protestant?" + +"My father is a Scotch Seceder." + +"What business is your father in?" + +Beaton faltered and blushed; then he answered: + +"He's in the monument business, as he calls it. He's a tombstone cutter." +Now that he was launched, Beaton saw no reason for not declaring, "My +father's always been a poor man, and worked with his own hands for his +living." He had too slight esteem socially for Dryfoos to conceal a fact +from him that he might have wished to blink with others. + +"Well, that's right," said Dryfoos. "I used to farm it myself. I've got a +good pile of money together, now. At first it didn't come easy; but now +it's got started it pours in and pours in; it seems like there was no end +to it. I've got well on to three million; but it couldn't keep me from +losin' my son. It can't buy me back a minute of his life; not all the +money in the world can do it!" + +He grieved this out as if to himself rather than to Beaton, who, scarcely +ventured to say, "I know--I am very sorry--" + +"How did you come," Dryfoos interrupted, "to take up paintin'?" + +"Well, I don't know," said Beaton, a little scornfully. "You don't take +a thing of that kind up, I fancy. I always wanted to paint." + +"Father try to stop you?" + +"No. It wouldn't have been of any use. Why--" + +"My son, he wanted to be a preacher, and I did stop him or I thought I +did. But I reckon he was a preacher, all the same, every minute of his +life. As you say, it ain't any use to try to stop a thing like that. I +reckon if a child has got any particular bent, it was given to it; and +it's goin' against the grain, it's goin' against the law, to try to bend +it some other way. There's lots of good business men, Mr. Beaton, twenty +of 'em to every good preacher?" + +"I imagine more than twenty," said Beaton, amused and touched through his +curiosity as to what the old man was driving at by the quaint simplicity +of his speculations. + +"Father ever come to the city?" + +"No; he never has the time; and my mother's an invalid." + +"Oh! Brothers and sisters?" + +"Yes; we're a large family." + +"I lost two little fellers--twins," said Dryfoos, sadly. "But we hain't +ever had but just the five. Ever take portraits?" + +"Yes," said Beaton, meeting this zigzag in the queries as seriously as +the rest. "I don't think I am good at it." + +Dryfoos got to his feet. "I wish you'd paint a likeness of my son. You've +seen him plenty of times. We won't fight about the price, don't you be +afraid of that." + +Beaton was astonished, and in a mistaken way he was disgusted. He saw +that Dryfoos was trying to undo Mrs. Mandel's work practically, and get +him to come again to his house; that he now conceived of the offence +given him as condoned, and wished to restore the former situation. He +knew that he was attempting this for Christine's sake, but he was not the +man to imagine that Dryfoos was trying not only to tolerate him, but to +like him; and, in fact, Dryfoos was not wholly conscious himself of this +end. What they both understood was that Dryfoos was endeavoring to get at +Beaton through Conrad's memory; but with one this was its dedication to a +purpose of self sacrifice, and with the other a vulgar and shameless use +of it. + +"I couldn't do it," said Beaton. "I couldn't think of attempting it." + +"Why not?" Dryfoos persisted. "We got some photographs of him; he didn't +like to sit very well; but his mother got him to; and you know how he +looked." + +"I couldn't do it--I couldn't. I can't even consider it. I'm very sorry. +I would, if it were possible. But it isn't possible." + +"I reckon if you see the photographs once--" + +"It isn't that, Mr. Dryfoos. But I'm not in the way of that kind of thing +any more." + +"I'd give any price you've a mind to name--" + +"Oh, it isn't the money!" cried Beaton, beginning to lose control of +himself. + +The old man did not notice him. He sat with his head fallen forward, and +his chin resting on his folded hands. Thinking of the portrait, he saw +Conrad's face before him, reproachful, astonished, but all gentle as it +looked when Conrad caught his hand that day after he struck him; he heard +him say, "Father!" and the sweat gathered on his forehead. "Oh, my God!" +he groaned. "No; there ain't anything I can do now." + +Beaton did not know whether Dryfoos was speaking to him or not. He +started toward him. "Are you ill?" + +"No, there ain't anything the matter," said the old man. "But I guess +I'll lay down on your settee a minute." He tottered with Beaton's help to +the aesthetic couch covered with a tiger-skin, on which Beaton had once +thought of painting a Cleopatra; but he could never get the right model. +As the old man stretched himself out on it, pale and suffering, he did +not look much like a Cleopatra, but Beaton was struck with his +effectiveness, and the likeness between him and his daughter; she would +make a very good Cleopatra in some ways. All the time, while these +thoughts passed through his mind, he was afraid Dryfoos would die. The +old man fetched his breath in gasps, which presently smoothed and +lengthened into his normal breathing. Beaton got him a glass of wine, and +after tasting it he sat up. + +"You've got to excuse me," he said, getting back to his characteristic +grimness with surprising suddenness, when once he began to recover +himself. "I've been through a good deal lately; and sometimes it ketches +me round the heart like a pain." + +In his life of selfish immunity from grief, Beaton could not understand +this experience that poignant sorrow brings; he said to himself that +Dryfoos was going the way of angina pectoris; as he began shuffling off +the tiger-skin he said: "Had you better get up? Wouldn't you like me to +call a doctor?" + +"I'm all right, young man." Dryfoos took his hat and stick from him, but +he made for the door so uncertainly that Beaton put his hand under his +elbow and helped him out, and down the stairs, to his coupe. + +"Hadn't you better let me drive home with you?" he asked. + +"What?" said Dryfoos, suspiciously. + +Beaton repeated his question. + +"I guess I'm able to go home alone," said Dryfoos, in a surly tone, and +he put his head out of the window and called up "Home!" to the driver, +who immediately started off and left Beaton standing beside the +curbstone. + + + + +XIV. + +Beaton wasted the rest of the day in the emotions and speculations which +Dryfoos's call inspired. It was not that they continuously occupied him, +but they broke up the train of other thoughts, and spoiled him for work; +a very little spoiled Beaton for work; he required just the right mood +for work. He comprehended perfectly well that Dryfoos had made him that +extraordinary embassy because he wished him to renew his visits, and he +easily imagined the means that had brought him to this pass. From what he +knew of that girl he did not envy her father his meeting with her when he +must tell her his mission had failed. But had it failed? When Beaton came +to ask himself this question, he could only perceive that he and Dryfoos +had failed to find any ground of sympathy, and had parted in the same +dislike with which they had met. But as to any other failure, it was +certainly tacit, and it still rested with him to give it effect. He could +go back to Dryfoos's house, as freely as before, and it was clear that he +was very much desired to come back. But if he went back it was also clear +that he must go back with intentions more explicit than before, and now +he had to ask himself just how much or how little he had meant by going +there. His liking for Christine had certainly not increased, but the +charm, on the other hand, of holding a leopardess in leash had not yet +palled upon him. In his life of inconstancies, it was a pleasure to rest +upon something fixed, and the man who had no control over himself liked +logically enough to feel his control of some one else. The fact cannot +other wise be put in terms, and the attraction which Christine Dryfoos +had for him, apart from this, escapes from all terms, as anything purely +and merely passional must. He had seen from the first that she was a cat, +and so far as youth forecasts such things, he felt that she would be a +shrew. But he had a perverse sense of her beauty, and he knew a sort of +life in which her power to molest him with her temper could be reduced to +the smallest proportions, and even broken to pieces. Then the +consciousness of her money entered. It was evident that the old man had +mentioned his millions in the way of a hint to him of what he might +reasonably expect if he would turn and be his son-in-law. Beaton did not +put it to himself in those words; and in fact his cogitations were not in +words at all. It was the play of cognitions, of sensations, formlessly +tending to the effect which can only be very clumsily interpreted in +language. But when he got to this point in them, Beaton rose to +magnanimity and in a flash of dramatic reverie disposed of a part of +Dryfoos's riches in placing his father and mother, and his brothers and +sisters, beyond all pecuniary anxiety forever. He had no shame, no +scruple in this, for he had been a pensioner upon others ever since a +Syracusan amateur of the arts had detected his talent and given him the +money to go and study abroad. Beaton had always considered the money a +loan, to be repaid out of his future success; but he now never dreamt of +repaying it; as the man was rich, he had even a contempt for the notion +of repaying him; but this did not prevent him from feeling very keenly +the hardships he put his father to in borrowing money from him, though he +never repaid his father, either. In this reverie he saw himself +sacrificed in marriage with Christine Dryfoos, in a kind of admiring +self-pity, and he was melted by the spectacle of the dignity with which +he suffered all the lifelong trials ensuing from his unselfishness. The +fancy that Alma Leighton came bitterly to regret him, contributed to +soothe and flatter him, and he was not sure that Margaret. Vance did not +suffer a like loss in him. + +There had been times when, as he believed, that beautiful girl's high +thoughts had tended toward him; there had been looks, gestures, even +words, that had this effect to him, or that seemed to have had it; and +Beaton saw that he might easily construe Mrs. Horn's confidential appeal +to him to get Margaret interested in art again as something by no means +necessarily offensive, even though it had been made to him as to a master +of illusion. If Mrs. Horn had to choose between him and the life of good +works to which her niece was visibly abandoning herself, Beaton could not +doubt which she would choose; the only question was how real the danger +of a life of good works was. + +As he thought of these two girls, one so charming and the other so +divine, it became indefinitely difficult to renounce them for Christine +Dryfoos, with her sultry temper and her earthbound ideals. Life had been +so flattering to Beaton hitherto that he could not believe them both +finally indifferent; and if they were not indifferent, perhaps he did not +wish either of them to be very definite. What he really longed for was +their sympathy; for a man who is able to walk round quite ruthlessly on +the feelings of others often has very tender feelings of his own, easily +lacerated, and eagerly responsive to the caresses of compassion. In this +frame Beaton determined to go that afternoon, though it was not Mrs. +Horn's day, and call upon her in the hope of possibly seeing Miss Vance +alone. As he continued in it, he took this for a sign and actually went. +It did not fall out at once as he wished, but he got Mrs. Horn to talking +again about her niece, and Mrs. Horn again regretted that nothing could +be done by the fine arts to reclaim Margaret from good works. + +"Is she at home? Will you let me see her?" asked Beacon, with something +of the scientific interest of a physician inquiring for a patient whose +symptoms have been rehearsed to him. He had not asked for her before. + +"Yes, certainly," said Mrs. Horn, and she went herself to call Margaret, +and she did not return with her. The girl entered with the gentle grace +peculiar to her; and Beaton, bent as he was on his own consolation, could +not help being struck with the spiritual exaltation of her look. At sight +of her, the vague hope he had never quite relinquished, that they might +be something more than aesthetic friends, died in his heart. She wore +black, as she often did; but in spite of its fashion her dress received a +nun-like effect from the pensive absence of her face. "Decidedly," +thought Beaton, "she is far gone in good works." + +But he rose, all the same, to meet her on the old level, and he began at +once to talk to her of the subject he had been discussing with her aunt. +He said frankly that they both felt she had unjustifiably turned her back +upon possibilities which she ought not to neglect. + +"You know very well," she answered, "that I couldn't do anything in that +way worth the time I should waste on it. Don't talk of it, please. I +suppose my aunt has been asking you to say this, but it's no use. I'm +sorry it's no use, she wishes it so much; but I'm not sorry otherwise. +You can find the pleasure at least of doing good work in it; but I +couldn't find anything in it but a barren amusement. Mr. Wetmore is +right; for me, it's like enjoying an opera, or a ball." + +"That's one of Wetmore's phrases. He'd sacrifice anything to them." + +She put aside the whole subject with a look. "You were not at Mr. +Dryfoos's the other day. Have you seen them, any of them, lately?" + +"I haven't been there for some time, no," said Beaton, evasively. But he +thought if he was to get on to anything, he had better be candid. "Mr. +Dryfoos was at my studio this morning. He's got a queer notion. He wants +me to paint his son's portrait." + +She started. "And will you--" + +"No, I couldn't do such a thing. It isn't in my way. I told him so. His +son had a beautiful face an antique profile; a sort of early Christian +type; but I'm too much of a pagan for that sort of thing." + +"Yes." + +"Yes," Beaton continued, not quite liking her assent after he had invited +it. He had his pride in being a pagan, a Greek, but it failed him in her +presence, now; and he wished that she had protested he was none. "He was +a singular creature; a kind of survival; an exile in our time and place. +I don't know: we don't quite expect a saint to be rustic; but with all +his goodness Conrad Dryfoos was a country person. If he were not dying +for a cause you could imagine him milking." Beaton intended a contempt +that came from the bitterness of having himself once milked the family +cow. + +His contempt did not reach Miss Vance. "He died for a cause," she said. +"The holiest." + +"Of labor?" + +"Of peace. He was there to persuade the strikers to be quiet and go +home." + +"I haven't been quite sure," said Beaton. "But in any case he had no +business there. The police were on hand to do the persuading." + +"I can't let you talk so!" cried the girl. "It's shocking! Oh, I know +it's the way people talk, and the worst is that in the sight of the world +it's the right way. But the blessing on the peacemakers is not for the +policemen with their clubs." + +Beaton saw that she was nervous; he made his reflection that she was +altogether too far gone in good works for the fine arts to reach her; he +began to think how he could turn her primitive Christianity to the +account of his modern heathenism. He had no deeper design than to get +flattered back into his own favor far enough to find courage for some +sort of decisive step. In his heart he was trying to will whether he +should or should not go back to Dryfoos's house. It could not be from the +caprice that had formerly taken him; it must be from a definite purpose; +again he realized this. "Of course; you are right," he said. "I wish I +could have answered that old man differently. I fancy he was bound up in +his son, though he quarrelled with him, and crossed him. But I couldn't +do it; it wasn't possible." He said to himself that if she said "No," +now, he would be ruled by her agreement with him; and if she disagreed +with him, he would be ruled still by the chance, and would go no more to +the Dryfooses'. He found himself embarrassed to the point of blushing +when she said nothing, and left him, as it were, on his own hands. "I +should like to have given him that comfort; I fancy he hasn't much +comfort in life; but there seems no comfort in me." + +He dropped his head in a fit attitude for compassion; but she poured no +pity upon it. + +"There is no comfort for us in ourselves," she said. "It's hard to get +outside; but there's only despair within. When we think we have done +something for others, by some great effort, we find it's all for our own +vanity." + +"Yes," said Beaton. "If I could paint pictures for righteousness' sake, I +should have been glad to do Conrad Dryfoos for his father. I felt sorry +for him. Did the rest seem very much broken up? You saw them all?" + +"Not all. Miss Dryfoos was ill, her sister said. It's hard to tell how +much people suffer. His mother seemed bewildered. The younger sister is a +simple creature; she looks like him; I think she must have something of +his spirit." + +"Not much spirit of any kind, I imagine," said Beaton. "But she's amiably +material. Did they say Miss Dryfoos was seriously ill?" + +"No. I supposed she might be prostrated by her brother's death." + +"Does she seem that kind of person to you, Miss Vance?" asked Beaton. + +"I don't know. I haven't tried to see so much of them as I might, the +past winter. I was not sure about her when I met her; I've never seen +much of people, except in my own set, and the--very poor. I have been +afraid I didn't understand her. She may have a kind of pride that would +not let her do herself justice." + +Beaton felt the unconscious dislike in the endeavor of praise. "Then she +seems to you like a person whose life--its trials, its chances--would +make more of than she is now?" + +"I didn't say that. I can't judge of her at all; but where we don't know, +don't you think we ought to imagine the best?" + +"Oh yes," said Beaton. "I didn't know but what I once said of them might +have prejudiced you against them. I have accused myself of it." He always +took a tone of conscientiousness, of self-censure, in talking with Miss +Vance; he could not help it. + +"Oh no. And I never allowed myself to form any judgment of her. She is +very pretty, don't you think, in a kind of way?" + +"Very." + +"She has a beautiful brunette coloring: that floury white and the +delicate pink in it. Her eyes are beautiful." + +"She's graceful, too," said Beaton. "I've tried her in color; but I +didn't make it out." + +"I've wondered sometimes," said Miss Vance, "whether that elusive quality +you find in some people you try to paint doesn't characterize them all +through. Miss Dryfoos might be ever so much finer and better than we +would find out in the society way that seems the only way." + +"Perhaps," said Beaton, gloomily; and he went away profoundly discouraged +by this last analysis of Christine's character. The angelic +imperviousness of Miss Vance to properties of which his own wickedness +was so keenly aware in Christine might have made him laugh, if it had not +been such a serious affair with him. As it was, he smiled to think how +very differently Alma Leighton would have judged her from Miss Vance's +premises. He liked that clear vision of Alma's even when it pierced his +own disguises. Yes, that was the light he had let die out, and it might +have shone upon his path through life. Beaton never felt so poignantly +the disadvantage of having on any given occasion been wanting to his own +interests through his self-love as in this. He had no one to blame but +himself for what had happened, but he blamed Alma for what might happen +in the future because she shut out the way of retrieval and return. When +he thought of the attitude she had taken toward him, it seemed +incredible, and he was always longing to give her a final chance to +reverse her final judgment. It appeared to him that the time had come for +this now, if ever. + + + + +XV. + +While we are still young we feel a kind of pride, a sort of fierce +pleasure, in any important experience, such as we have read of or heard +of in the lives of others, no matter how painful. It was this pride, this +pleasure, which Beaton now felt in realizing that the toils of fate were +about him, that between him and a future of which Christine Dryfoos must +be the genius there was nothing but the will, the mood, the fancy of a +girl who had not given him the hope that either could ever again be in +his favor. He had nothing to trust to, in fact, but his knowledge that he +had once had them all; she did not deny that; but neither did she conceal +that he had flung away his power over them, and she had told him that +they never could be his again. A man knows that he can love and wholly +cease to love, not once merely, but several times; he recognizes the fact +in regard to himself, both theoretically and practically; but in regard +to women he cherishes the superstition of the romances that love is once +for all, and forever. It was because Beaton would not believe that Alma +Leighton, being a woman, could put him out of her heart after suffering +him to steal into it, that he now hoped anything from her, and she had +been so explicit when they last spoke of that affair that he did not hope +much. He said to himself that he was going to cast himself on her mercy, +to take whatever chance of life, love, and work there was in her having +the smallest pity on him. If she would have none, then there was but one +thing he could do: marry Christine and go abroad. He did not see how he +could bring this alternative to bear upon Alma; even if she knew what he +would do in case of a final rejection, he had grounds for fearing she +would not care; but he brought it to bear upon himself, and it nerved him +to a desperate courage. He could hardly wait for evening to come, before +he went to see her; when it came, it seemed to have come too soon. He had +wrought himself thoroughly into the conviction that he was in earnest, +and that everything depended upon her answer to him, but it was not till +he found himself in her presence, and alone with her, that he realized +the truth of his conviction. Then the influences of her grace, her +gayety, her arch beauty, above all, her good sense, penetrated his soul +like a subtle intoxication, and he said to himself that he was right; he +could not live without her; these attributes of hers were what he needed +to win him, to cheer him, to charm him, to guide him. He longed so to +please her, to ingratiate himself with her, that he attempted to be light +like her in his talk, but lapsed into abysmal absences and gloomy +recesses of introspection. + +"What are you laughing at?" he asked, suddenly starting from one of +these. + +"What you are thinking of." + +"It's nothing to laugh at. Do you know what I'm thinking of?" + +"Don't tell, if it's dreadful." + +"Oh, I dare say you wouldn't think it's dreadful," he said, with +bitterness. "It's simply the case of a man who has made a fool of himself +and sees no help of retrieval in himself." + +"Can any one else help a man unmake a fool of himself?" she asked, with a +smile. + +"Yes. In a case like this." + +"Dear me! This is very interesting." + +She did not ask him what the case was, but he was launched now, and he +pressed on. "I am the man who has made a fool of himself--" + +"Oh!" + +"And you can help me out if you will. Alma, I wish you could see me as I +really am." + +"Do you, Mr. Beacon? Perhaps I do." + +"No; you don't. You formulated me in a certain way, and you won't allow +for the change that takes place in every one. You have changed; why +shouldn't I?" + +"Has this to do with your having made a fool of yourself?" + +"Yes." + +"Oh! Then I don't see how you have changed." + +She laughed, and he too, ruefully. "You're cruel. Not but what I deserve +your mockery. But the change was not from the capacity of making a fool +of myself. I suppose I shall always do that more or less--unless you help +me. Alma! Why can't you have a little compassion? You know that I must +always love you." + +"Nothing makes me doubt that like your saying it, Mr. Beaton. But now +you've broken your word--" + +"You are to blame for that. You knew I couldn't keep it!" + +"Yes, I'm to blame. I was wrong to let you come--after that. And so I +forgive you for speaking to me in that way again. But it's perfectly +impossible and perfectly useless for me to hear you any more on that +subject; and so-good-bye!" + +She rose, and he perforce with her. "And do you mean it?" he asked. +"Forever?" + +"Forever. This is truly the last time I will ever see you if I can help +it. Oh, I feel sorry enough for you!" she said, with a glance at his +face. "I do believe you are in earnest. But it's too late now. Don't let +us talk about it any more! But we shall, if we meet, and so,--" + +"And so good-bye! Well, I've nothing more to say, and I might as well say +that. I think you've been very good to me. It seems to me as if you had +been--shall I say it?--trying to give me a chance. Is that so?" She +dropped her eyes and did not answer. + +"You found it was no use! Well, I thank you for trying. It's curious to +think that I once had your trust, your regard, and now I haven't it. You +don't mind my remembering that I had? It'll be some little consolation, +and I believe it will be some help. I know I can't retrieve the past now. +It is too late. It seems too preposterous--perfectly lurid--that I could +have been going to tell you what a tangle I'd got myself in, and to ask +you to help untangle me. I must choke in the infernal coil, but I'd like +to have the sweetness of your pity in it--whatever it is." + +She put out her hand. "Whatever it is, I do pity you; I said that." + +"Thank you." He kissed the hand she gave him and went. + +He had gone on some such terms before; was it now for the last time? She +believed it was. She felt in herself a satiety, a fatigue, in which his +good looks, his invented airs and poses, his real trouble, were all alike +repulsive. She did not acquit herself of the wrong of having let him +think she might yet have liked him as she once did; but she had been +honestly willing to see whether she could. It had mystified her to find +that when they first met in New York, after their summer in St. Barnaby, +she cared nothing for him; she had expected to punish him for his +neglect, and then fancy him as before, but she did not. More and more she +saw him selfish and mean, weak-willed, narrow-minded, and hard-hearted; +and aimless, with all his talent. She admired his talent in proportion as +she learned more of artists, and perceived how uncommon it was; but she +said to herself that if she were going to devote herself to art, she +would do it at first-hand. She was perfectly serene and happy in her +final rejection of Beaton; he had worn out not only her fancy, but her +sympathy, too. + +This was what her mother would not believe when Alma reported the +interview to her; she would not believe it was the last time they should +meet; death itself can hardly convince us that it is the last time of +anything, of everything between ourselves and the dead. "Well, Alma," she +said, "I hope you'll never regret what you've done." + +"You may be sure I shall not regret it. If ever I'm low-spirited about +anything, I'll think of giving Mr. Beaton his freedom, and that will +cheer me up." + +"And don't you expect to get married? Do you intend to be an old maid?" +demanded her mother, in the bonds of the superstition women have so long +been under to the effect that every woman must wish to get married, if +for no other purpose than to avoid being an old maid. + +"Well, mamma," said Alma, "I intend being a young one for a few years +yet; and then I'll see. If I meet the right person, all well and good; if +not, not. But I shall pick and choose, as a man does; I won't merely be +picked and chosen." + +"You can't help yourself; you may be very glad if you are picked and +chosen." + +"What nonsense, mamma! A girl can get any man she wants, if she goes +about it the right way. And when my 'fated fairy prince' comes along, I +shall just simply make furious love to him and grab him. Of course, I +shall make a decent pretence of talking in my sleep. I believe it's done +that way more than half the time. The fated fairy prince wouldn't see the +princess in nine cases out of ten if she didn't say something; he would +go mooning along after the maids of honor." + +Mrs. Leighton tried to look unspeakable horror; but she broke down and +laughed. "Well, you are a strange girl, Alma." + +"I don't know about that. But one thing I do know, mamma, and that is +that Prince Beaton isn't the F. F. P. for me. How strange you are, mamma! +Don't you think it would be perfectly disgusting to accept a person you +didn't care for, and let him go on and love you and marry you? It's +sickening." + +"Why, certainly, Alma. It's only because I know you did care for him +once--" + +"And now I don't. And he didn't care for me once, and now he does. And so +we're quits." + +"If I could believe--" + +"You had better brace up and try, mamma; for as Mr. Fulkerson says, it's +as sure as guns. From the crown of his head to the sole of his foot, he's +loathsome to me; and he keeps getting loathsomer. Ugh! Goodnight!" + + + + +XVI. + +"Well, I guess she's given him the grand bounce at last," said Fulkerson +to March in one of their moments of confidence at the office. "That's +Mad's inference from appearances--and disappearances; and some little +hints from Alma Leighton." + +"Well, I don't know that I have any criticisms to offer," said March. "It +may be bad for Beaton, but it's a very good thing for Miss Leighton. Upon +the whole, I believe I congratulate her." + +"Well, I don't know. I always kind of hoped it would turn out the other +way. You know I always had a sneaking fondness for the fellow." + +"Miss Leighton seems not to have had." + +"It's a pity she hadn't. I tell you, March, it ain't so easy for a girl +to get married, here in the East, that she can afford to despise any +chance." + +"Isn't that rather a low view of it?" + +"It's a common-sense view. Beaton has the making of a first-rate fellow +in him. He's the raw material of a great artist and a good citizen. All +he wants is somebody to take him in hand and keep him from makin' an ass +of himself and kickin' over the traces generally, and ridin' two or three +horses bareback at once." + +"It seems a simple problem, though the metaphor is rather complicated," +said March. "But talk to Miss Leighton about it. I haven't given Beaton +the grand bounce." + +He began to turn over the manuscripts on his table, and Fulkerson went +away. But March found himself thinking of the matter from time to time +during the day, and he spoke to his wife about it when he went home. She +surprised him by taking Fulkerson's view of it. + +"Yes, it's a pity she couldn't have made up her mind to have him. It's +better for a woman to be married." + +"I thought Paul only went so far as to say it was well. But what would +become of Miss Leighton's artistic career if she married?" + +"Oh, her artistic career!" said Mrs. March, with matronly contempt of it. + +"But look here!" cried her husband. "Suppose she doesn't like him?" + +"How can a girl of that age tell whether she likes any one or not?" + +"It seems to me you were able to tell at that age, Isabel. But let's +examine this thing. (This thing! I believe Fulkerson is characterizing my +whole parlance, as well as your morals.) Why shouldn't we rejoice as much +at a non-marriage as a marriage? When we consider the enormous risks +people take in linking their lives together, after not half so much +thought as goes to an ordinary horse trade, I think we ought to be glad +whenever they don't do it. I believe that this popular demand for the +matrimony of others comes from our novel-reading. We get to thinking that +there is no other happiness or good-fortune in life except marriage; and +it's offered in fiction as the highest premium for virtue, courage, +beauty, learning, and saving human life. We all know it isn't. We know +that in reality marriage is dog cheap, and anybody can have it for the +asking--if he keeps asking enough people. By-and-by some fellow will wake +up and see that a first-class story can be written from the anti-marriage +point of view; and he'll begin with an engaged couple, and devote his +novel to disengaging them and rendering them separately happy ever after +in the denouement. It will make his everlasting fortune." + +"Why don't you write it, Basil?" she asked. "It's a delightful idea. You +could do it splendidly." + +He became fascinated with the notion. He developed it in detail; but at +the end he sighed and said: "With this 'Every Other Week' work on my +hands, of course I can't attempt a novel. But perhaps I sha'n't have it +long." + +She was instantly anxious to know what he meant, and the novel and Miss +Leighton's affair were both dropped out of their thoughts. "What do you +mean? Has Mr. Fulkerson said anything yet?" + +"Not a word. He knows no more about it than I do. Dryfoos hasn't spoken, +and we're both afraid to ask him. Of course, I couldn't ask him." + +"No." + +"But it's pretty uncomfortable, to be kept hanging by the gills so, as +Fulkerson says." + +"Yes, we don't know what to do." + +March and Fulkerson said the same to each other; and Fulkerson said that +if the old man pulled out, he did not know what would happen. He had no +capital to carry the thing on, and the very fact that the old man had +pulled out would damage it so that it would be hard to get anybody else +to put it. In the mean time Fulkerson was running Conrad's office-work, +when he ought to be looking after the outside interests of the thing; and +he could not see the day when he could get married. + +"I don't know which it's worse for, March: you or me. I don't know, under +the circumstances, whether it's worse to have a family or to want to have +one. Of course--of course! We can't hurry the old man up. It wouldn't be +decent, and it would be dangerous. We got to wait." + +He almost decided to draw upon Dryfoos for some money; he did not need +any, but, he said maybe the demand would act as a hint upon him. One day, +about a week after Alma's final rejection of Beaton, Dryfoos came into +March's office. Fulkerson was out, but the old man seemed not to have +tried to see him. + +He put his hat on the floor by his chair, after he sat down, and looked +at March awhile with his old eyes, which had the vitreous glitter of old. +eyes stimulated to sleeplessness. Then he said, abruptly, "Mr. March, how +would you like to take this thing off my hands?" + +"I don't understand, exactly," March began; but of course he understood +that Dryfoos was offering to let him have 'Every Other Week' on some +terms or other, and his heart leaped with hope. + +The old man knew he understood, and so he did not explain. He said: "I am +going to Europe, to take my family there. The doctor thinks it might do +my wife some good; and I ain't very well myself, and my girls both want +to go; and so we're goin'. If you want to take this thing off my hands, I +reckon I can let you have it in 'most any shape you say. You're all +settled here in New York, and I don't suppose you want to break up, much, +at your time of life, and I've been thinkin' whether you wouldn't like to +take the thing." + +The word, which Dryfoos had now used three times, made March at last +think of Fulkerson; he had been filled too full of himself to think of +any one else till he had mastered the notion of such wonderful good +fortune as seemed about falling to him. But now he did think of +Fulkerson, and with some shame and confusion; for he remembered how, when +Dryfoos had last approached him there on the business of his connection +with 'Every Other Week,' he had been very haughty with him, and told him +that he did not know him in this connection. He blushed to find how far +his thoughts had now run without encountering this obstacle of etiquette. + +"Have you spoken to Mr. Fulkerson?" he asked. + +"No, I hain't. It ain't a question of management. It's a question of +buying and selling. I offer the thing to you first. I reckon Fulkerson +couldn't get on very well without you." + +March saw the real difference in the two cases, and he was glad to see +it, because he could act more decisively if not hampered by an obligation +to consistency. "I am gratified, of course, Mr. Dryfoos; extremely +gratified; and it's no use pretending that I shouldn't be happy beyond +bounds to get possession of 'Every Other Week.' But I don't feel quite +free to talk about it apart from Mr. Fulkerson." + +"Oh, all right!" said the old man, with quick offence. + +March hastened to say: "I feel bound to Mr. Fulkerson in every way. He +got me to come here, and I couldn't even seem to act without him." + +He put it questioningly, and the old man answered: + +"Yes, I can see that. When 'll he be in? I can wait." But he looked +impatient. + +"Very soon, now," said March, looking at his watch. "He was only to be +gone a moment," and while he went on to talk with Dryfoos, he wondered +why the old man should have come first to speak with him, and whether it +was from some obscure wish to make him reparation for displeasures in the +past, or from a distrust or dislike of Fulkerson. Whichever light he +looked at it in, it was flattering. + +"Do you think of going abroad soon?" he asked. + +"What? Yes--I don't know--I reckon. We got our passage engaged. It's on +one of them French boats. We're goin' to Paris." + +"Oh! That will be interesting to the young ladies." + +"Yes. I reckon we're goin' for them. 'Tain't likely my wife and me would +want to pull up stakes at our age," said the old man, sorrowfully. + +"But you may find it do you good, Mr. Dryfoos," said March, with a +kindness that was real, mixed as it was with the selfish interest he now +had in the intended voyage. + +"Well, maybe, maybe," sighed the old man; and he dropped his head +forward. "It don't make a great deal of difference what we do or we don't +do, for the few years left." + +"I hope Mrs. Dryfoos is as well as usual," said March, finding the ground +delicate and difficult. + +"Middlin', middlin'," said the old man. "My daughter Christine, she ain't +very well." + +"Oh," said March. It was quite impossible for him to affect a more +explicit interest in the fact. He and Dryfoos sat silent for a few +moments, and he was vainly casting about in his thought for something +else which would tide them over the interval till Fulkerson came, when he +heard his step on the stairs. + +"Hello, hello!" he said. "Meeting of the clans!" It was always a meeting +of the clans, with Fulkerson, or a field day, or an extra session, or a +regular conclave, whenever he saw people of any common interest together. +"Hain't seen you here for a good while, Mr. Dryfoos. Did think some of +running away with 'Every Other Week' one while, but couldn't seem to work +March up to the point." + +He gave Dryfoos his hand, and pushed aside the papers on the corner of +March's desk, and sat down there, and went on briskly with the nonsense +he could always talk while he was waiting for another to develop any +matter of business; he told March afterward that he scented business in +the air as soon as he came into the room where he and Dryfoos were +sitting. + +Dryfoos seemed determined to leave the word to March, who said, after an +inquiring look at him, "Mr. Dryfoos has been proposing to let us have +'Every Other Week,' Fulkerson." + +"Well, that's good; that suits yours truly; March & Fulkerson, publishers +and proprietors, won't pretend it don't, if the terms are all right." + +"The terms," said the old man, "are whatever you want 'em. I haven't got +any more use for the concern--" He gulped, and stopped; they knew what he +was thinking of, and they looked down in pity. He went on: "I won't put +any more money in it; but what I've put in a'ready can stay; and you can +pay me four per cent." + +He got upon his feet; and March and Fulkerson stood, too. + +"Well, I call that pretty white," said Fulkerson. "It's a bargain as far +as I'm concerned. I suppose you'll want to talk it over with your wife, +March?" + +"Yes; I shall," said March. "I can see that it's a great chance; but I +want to talk it over with my wife." + +"Well, that's right," said the old man. "Let me hear from you tomorrow." + +He went out, and Fulkerson began to dance round the room. He caught March +about his stalwart girth and tried to make him waltz; the office-boy came +to the door and looked on with approval. + +"Come, come, you idiot!" said March, rooting himself to the carpet. + +"It's just throwing the thing into our mouths," said Fulkerson. "The +wedding will be this day week. No cards! Teedle-lumpty-diddle! +Teedle-lumpty-dee! What do you suppose he means by it, March?" he asked, +bringing himself soberly up, of a sudden. "What is his little game? Or is +he crazy? It don't seem like the Dryfoos of my previous acquaintance." + +"I suppose," March suggested, "that he's got money enough, so that he +don't care for this--" + +"Pshaw! You're a poet! Don't you know that the more money that kind of +man has got, the more he cares for money? It's some fancy of his--like +having Lindau's funeral at his house--By Jings, March, I believe you're +his fancy!" + +"Oh, now! Don't you be a poet, Fulkerson!" + +"I do! He seemed to take a kind of shine to you from the day you wouldn't +turn off old Lindau; he did, indeed. It kind of shook him up. It made him +think you had something in you. He was deceived by appearances. Look +here! I'm going round to see Mrs. March with you, and explain the thing +to her. I know Mrs. March! She wouldn't believe you knew what you were +going in for. She has a great respect for your mind, but she don't think +you've got any sense. Heigh?" + +"All right," said March, glad of the notion; and it was really a comfort +to have Fulkerson with him to develop all the points; and it was +delightful to see how clearly and quickly she seized them; it made March +proud of her. She was only angry that they had lost any time in coming to +submit so plain a case to her. + +Mr. Dryfoos might change his mind in the night, and then everything would +be lost. They must go to him instantly, and tell him that they accepted; +they must telegraph him. + +"Might as well send a district messenger; he'd get there next week," said +Fulkerson. "No, no! It'll all keep till to-morrow, and be the better for +it. If he's got this fancy for March, as I say, he ain't agoing to change +it in a single night. People don't change their fancies for March in a +lifetime. Heigh?" + +When Fulkerson turned up very early at the office next morning, as March +did, he was less strenuous about Dryfoos's fancy for March. It was as if +Miss Woodburn might have blown cold upon that theory, as something unjust +to his own merit, for which she would naturally be more jealous than he. + +March told him what he had forgotten to tell him the day before, though +he had been trying, all through their excited talk, to get it in, that +the Dryfooses were going abroad. + +"Oh, ho!" cried Fulkerson. "That's the milk in the cocoanut, is it? Well, +I thought there must be something." + +But this fact had not changed Mrs. March at all in her conviction that it +was Mr. Dryfoos's fancy for her husband which had moved him to make him +this extraordinary offer, and she reminded him that it had first been +made to him, without regard to Fulkerson. "And perhaps," she went on, +"Mr. Dryfoos has been changed---softened; and doesn't find money all in +all any more. He's had enough to change him, poor old man!" + +"Does anything from without change us?" her husband mused aloud. "We're +brought up to think so by the novelists, who really have the charge of +people's thinking, nowadays. But I doubt it, especially if the thing +outside is some great event, something cataclysmal, like this tremendous +sorrow of Dryfoos's." + +"Then what is it that changes us?" demanded his wife, almost angry with +him for his heresy. + +"Well, it won't do to say, the Holy Spirit indwelling. That would sound +like cant at this day. But the old fellows that used to say that had some +glimpses of the truth. They knew that it is the still, small voice that +the soul heeds, not the deafening blasts of doom. I suppose I should have +to say that we didn't change at all. We develop. There's the making of +several characters in each of us; we are each several characters, and +sometimes this character has the lead in us, and sometimes that. From +what Fulkerson has told me of Dryfoos, I should say he had always had the +potentiality of better things in him than he has ever been yet; and +perhaps the time has come for the good to have its chance. The growth in +one direction has stopped; it's begun in another; that's all. The man +hasn't been changed by his son's death; it stunned, it benumbed him; but +it couldn't change him. It was an event, like any other, and it had to +happen as much as his being born. It was forecast from the beginning of +time, and was as entirely an effect of his coming into the world--" + +"Basil! Basil!" cried his wife. "This is fatalism!" + +"Then you think," he said, "that a sparrow falls to the ground without +the will of God?" and he laughed provokingly. But he went on more +soberly: "I don't know what it all means Isabel though I believe it means +good. What did Christ himself say? That if one rose from the dead it +would not avail. And yet we are always looking for the miraculous! I +believe that unhappy old man truly grieves for his son, whom he treated +cruelly without the final intention of cruelty, for he loved him and +wished to be proud of him; but I don't think his death has changed him, +any more than the smallest event in the chain of events remotely working +through his nature from the beginning. But why do you think he's changed +at all? Because he offers to sell me 'Every Other Week' on easy terms? He +says himself that he has no further use for the thing; and he knows +perfectly well that he couldn't get his money out of it now, without an +enormous shrinkage. He couldn't appear at this late day as the owner, and +sell it to anybody but Fulkerson and me for a fifth of what it's cost +him. He can sell it to us for all it's cost him; and four per cent. is no +bad interest on his money till we can pay it back. It's a good thing for +us; but we have to ask whether Dryfoos has done us the good, or whether +it's the blessing of Heaven. If it's merely the blessing of Heaven, I +don't propose being grateful for it." + +March laughed again, and his wife said, "It's disgusting." + +"It's business," he assented. "Business is business; but I don't say it +isn't disgusting. Lindau had a low opinion of it." + +"I think that with all his faults Mr. Dryfoos is a better man than +Lindau," she proclaimed. + +"Well, he's certainly able to offer us a better thing in 'Every Other +Week,'" said March. + +She knew he was enamoured of the literary finish of his cynicism, and +that at heart he was as humbly and truly grateful as she was for the +good-fortune opening to them. + + + + +XVII. + +Beaton was at his best when he parted for the last time with Alma +Leighton, for he saw then that what had happened to him was the necessary +consequence of what he had been, if not what he had done. Afterward he +lost this clear vision; he began to deny the fact; he drew upon his +knowledge of life, and in arguing himself into a different frame of mind +he alleged the case of different people who had done and been much worse +things than he, and yet no such disagreeable consequence had befallen +them. Then he saw that it was all the work of blind chance, and he said +to himself that it was this that made him desperate, and willing to call +evil his good, and to take his own wherever he could find it. There was a +great deal that was literary and factitious and tawdry in the mood in +which he went to see Christine Dryfoos, the night when the Marches sat +talking their prospects over; and nothing that was decided in his +purpose. He knew what the drift of his mind was, but he had always +preferred to let chance determine his events, and now since chance had +played him such an ill turn with Alma, he left it the whole +responsibility. Not in terms, but in effect, this was his thought as he +walked on up-town to pay the first of the visits which Dryfoos had +practically invited him to resume. He had an insolent satisfaction in +having delayed it so long; if he was going back he was going back on his +own conditions, and these were to be as hard and humiliating as he could +make them. But this intention again was inchoate, floating, the stuff of +an intention, rather than intention; an expression of temperament +chiefly. + +He had been expected before that. Christine had got out of Mela that her +father had been at Beaton's studio; and then she had gone at the old man +and got from him every smallest fact of the interview there. She had +flung back in his teeth the good-will toward herself with which he had +gone to Beaton. She was furious with shame and resentment; she told him +he had made bad worse, that he had made a fool of himself to no end; she +spared neither his age nor his grief-broken spirit, in which his will +could not rise against hers. She filled the house with her rage, +screaming it out upon him; but when her fury was once spent, she began to +have some hopes from what her father had done. She no longer kept her +bed; every evening she dressed herself in the dress Beaton admired the +most, and sat up till a certain hour to receive him. She had fixed a day +in her own mind before which, if he came, she would forgive him all he +had made her suffer: the mortification, the suspense, the despair. Beyond +this, she had the purpose of making her father go to Europe; she felt +that she could no longer live in America, with the double disgrace that +had been put upon her. + +Beaton rang, and while the servant was coming the insolent caprice seized +him to ask for the young ladies instead of the old man, as he had +supposed of course he should do. The maid who answered the bell, in the +place of the reluctant Irishman of other days, had all his hesitation in +admitting that the young ladies were at home. + +He found Mela in the drawing-room. At sight of him she looked scared; but +she seemed to be reassured by his calm. He asked if he was not to have +the pleasure of seeing Miss Dryfoos, too; and Mela said she reckoned the +girl had gone up-stairs to tell her. Mela was in black, and Beaton noted +how well the solid sable became her rich red-blonde beauty; he wondered +what the effect would be with Christine. + +But she, when she appeared, was not in mourning. He fancied that she wore +the lustrous black silk, with the breadths of white Venetian lace about +the neck which he had praised, because he praised it. Her cheeks burned +with a Jacqueminot crimson; what should be white in her face was chalky +white. She carried a plumed ostrich fan, black and soft, and after giving +him her hand, sat down and waved it to and fro slowly, as he remembered +her doing the night they first met. She had no ideas, except such as +related intimately to herself, and she had no gabble, like Mela; and she +let him talk. It was past the day when she promised herself she would +forgive him; but as he talked on she felt all her passion for him revive, +and the conflict of desires, the desire to hate, the desire to love, made +a dizzying whirl in her brain. She looked at him, half doubting whether +he was really there or not. He had never looked so handsome, with his +dreamy eyes floating under his heavy overhanging hair, and his pointed +brown beard defined against his lustrous shirtfront. His mellowly +modulated, mysterious voice lulled her; when Mela made an errand out of +the room, and Beaton crossed to her and sat down by her, she shivered. + +"Are you cold?" he asked, and she felt the cruel mockery and exultant +consciousness of power in his tone, as perhaps a wild thing feels +captivity in the voice of its keeper. But now, she said she would still +forgive him if he asked her. + +Mela came back, and the talk fell again to the former level; but Beaton +had not said anything that really meant what she wished, and she saw that +he intended to say nothing. Her heart began to burn like a fire in her +breast. + +"You been tellun' him about our goun' to Europe?" Mela asked. + +"No," said Christine, briefly, and looking at the fan spread out on her +lap. + +Beaton asked when; and then he rose, and said if it was so soon, he +supposed he should not see them again, unless he saw them in Paris; he +might very likely run over during the summer. He said to himself that he +had given it a fair trial with Christine, and he could not make it go. + +Christine rose, with a kind of gasp; and mechanically followed him to the +door of the drawing-room; Mela came, too; and while he was putting on his +overcoat, she gurgled and bubbled in good-humor with all the world. +Christine stood looking at him, and thinking how still handsomer he was +in his overcoat; and that fire burned fiercer in her. She felt him more +than life to her and knew him lost, and the frenzy, that makes a woman +kill the man she loves, or fling vitriol to destroy the beauty she cannot +have for all hers, possessed her lawless soul. He gave his hand to Mela, +and said, in his wind-harp stop, "Good-bye." + +As he put out his hand to Christine, she pushed it aside with a scream of +rage; she flashed at him, and with both hands made a feline pass at the +face he bent toward her. He sprang back, and after an instant of +stupefaction he pulled open the door behind him and ran out into the +street. + +"Well, Christine Dryfoos!" said Mela, "Sprang at him like a wild-cat!" + +"I don't care," Christine shrieked. "I'll tear his eyes out!" She flew +up-stairs to her own room, and left the burden of the explanation to +Mela, who did it justice. + +Beaton found himself, he did not know how, in his studio, reeking with +perspiration and breathless. He must almost have run. He struck a match +with a shaking hand, and looked at his face in the glass. He expected to +see the bleeding marks of her nails on his cheeks, but he could see +nothing. He grovelled inwardly; it was all so low and coarse and vulgar; +it was all so just and apt to his deserts. + +There was a pistol among the dusty bric-a-brac on the mantel which he had +kept loaded to fire at a cat in the area. He took it and sat looking into +the muzzle, wishing it might go off by accident and kill him. It slipped +through his hand and struck the floor, and there was a report; he sprang +into the air, feeling that he had been shot. But he found himself still +alive, with only a burning line along his cheek, such as one of +Christine's finger-nails might have left. + +He laughed with cynical recognition of the fact that he had got his +punishment in the right way, and that his case was not to be dignified +into tragedy. + + + + +XVIII. + +The Marches, with Fulkerson, went to see the Dryfooses off on the French +steamer. There was no longer any business obligation on them to be civil, +and there was greater kindness for that reason in the attention they +offered. 'Every Other Week' had been made over to the joint ownership of +March and Fulkerson, and the details arranged with a hardness on +Dryfoos's side which certainly left Mrs. March with a sense of his +incomplete regeneration. Yet when she saw him there on the steamer, she +pitied him; he looked wearied and bewildered; even his wife, with her +twitching head, and her prophecies of evil, croaked hoarsely out, while +she clung to Mrs. March's hand where they sat together till the +leave-takers were ordered ashore, was less pathetic. Mela was looking +after both of them, and trying to cheer them in a joyful excitement. "I +tell 'em it's goun' to add ten years to both their lives," she said. "The +voyage 'll do their healths good; and then, we're gittun' away from that +miser'ble pack o' servants that was eatun' us up, there in New York. I +hate the place!" she said, as if they had already left it. "Yes, Mrs. +Mandel's goun', too," she added, following the direction of Mrs. March's +eyes where they noted Mrs. Mandel, speaking to Christine on the other +side of the cabin. "Her and Christine had a kind of a spat, and she was +goun' to leave, but here only the other day, Christine offered to make it +up with her, and now they're as thick as thieves. Well, I reckon we +couldn't very well 'a' got along without her. She's about the only one +that speaks French in this family." + +Mrs. March's eyes still dwelt upon Christine's face; it was full of a +furtive wildness. She seemed to be keeping a watch to prevent herself +from looking as if she were looking for some one. "Do you know," Mrs. +March said to her husband as they jingled along homeward in the +Christopher Street bob-tail car, "I thought she was in love with that +detestable Mr. Beaton of yours at one time; and that he was amusing +himself with her." + +"I can bear a good deal, Isabel," said March, "but I wish you wouldn't +attribute Beaton to me. He's the invention of that Mr. Fulkerson of +yours." + +"Well, at any rate, I hope, now, you'll both get rid of him, in the +reforms you're going to carry out." + +These reforms were for a greater economy in the management of 'Every +Other Week;' but in their very nature they could not include the +suppression of Beaton. He had always shown himself capable and loyal to +the interests of the magazine, and both the new owners were glad to keep +him. He was glad to stay, though he made a gruff pretence of +indifference, when they came to look over the new arrangement with him. +In his heart he knew that he was a fraud; but at least he could say to +himself with truth that he had not now the shame of taking Dryfoos's +money. + +March and Fulkerson retrenched at several points where it had seemed +indispensable to spend, as long as they were not spending their own: that +was only human. Fulkerson absorbed Conrad's department into his, and +March found that he could dispense with Kendricks in the place of +assistant which he had lately filled since Fulkerson had decided that +March was overworked. They reduced the number of illustrated articles, +and they systematized the payment of contributors strictly according to +the sales of each number, on their original plan of co-operation: they +had got to paying rather lavishly for material without reference to the +sales. + +Fulkerson took a little time to get married, and went on his wedding +journey out to Niagara, and down the St. Lawrence to Quebec over the line +of travel that the Marches had taken on their wedding journey. He had the +pleasure of going from Montreal to Quebec on the same boat on which he +first met March. + +They have continued very good friends, and their wives are almost without +the rivalry that usually embitters the wives of partners. At first Mrs. +March did not like Mrs. Fulkerson's speaking of her husband as the Ownah, +and March as the Edito'; but it appeared that this was only a convenient +method of recognizing the predominant quality in each, and was meant +neither to affirm nor to deny anything. Colonel Woodburn offered as his +contribution to the celebration of the copartnership, which Fulkerson +could not be prevented from dedicating with a little dinner, the story of +Fulkerson's magnanimous behavior in regard to Dryfoos at that crucial +moment when it was a question whether he should give up Dryfoos or give +up March. Fulkerson winced at it; but Mrs. March told her husband that +now, whatever happened, she should never have any misgivings of Fulkerson +again; and she asked him if he did not think he ought to apologize to him +for the doubts with which he had once inspired her. March said that he +did not think so. + +The Fulkersons spent the summer at a seaside hotel in easy reach of the +city; but they returned early to Mrs. Leighton's, with whom they are to +board till spring, when they are going to fit up Fulkerson's bachelor +apartment for housekeeping. Mrs. March, with her Boston scruple, thinks +it will be odd, living over the 'Every Other Week' offices; but there +will be a separate street entrance to the apartment; and besides, in New +York you may do anything. + +The future of the Leightons promises no immediate change. Kendricks goes +there a good deal to see the Fulkersons, and Mrs. Fulkerson says he comes +to see Alma. He has seemed taken with her ever since he first met her at +Dryfoos's, the day of Lindau's funeral, and though Fulkerson objects to +dating a fancy of that kind from an occasion of that kind, he justly +argues with March that there can be no harm in it, and that we are liable +to be struck by lightning any time. In the mean while there is no proof +that Alma returns Kendricks's interest, if he feels any. She has got a +little bit of color into the fall exhibition; but the fall exhibition is +never so good as the spring exhibition. Wetmore is rather sorry she has +succeeded in this, though he promoted her success. He says her real hope +is in black and white, and it is a pity for her to lose sight of her +original aim of drawing for illustration. + +News has come from Paris of the engagement of Christine Dryfoos. There +the Dryfooses met with the success denied them in New York; many American +plutocrats must await their apotheosis in Europe, where society has them, +as it were, in a translation. Shortly after their arrival they were +celebrated in the newspapers as the first millionaire American family of +natural-gas extraction who had arrived in the capital of civilization; +and at a French watering-place Christine encountered her fate--a nobleman +full of present debts and of duels in the past. Fulkerson says the old +man can manage the debtor, and Christine can look out for the duellist. +"They say those fellows generally whip their wives. He'd better not try +it with Christine, I reckon, unless he's practised with a panther." + +One day, shortly after their return to town in the autumn from the brief +summer outing they permitted themselves, the Marches met Margaret Vance. +At first they did not know her in the dress of the sisterhood which she +wore; but she smiled joyfully, almost gayly, on seeing them, and though +she hurried by with the sister who accompanied her, and did not stay to +speak, they felt that the peace that passeth understanding had looked at +them from her eyes. + +"Well, she is at rest, there can't be any doubt of that," he said, as he +glanced round at the drifting black robe which followed her free, +nun-like walk. + +"Yes, now she can do all the good she likes," sighed his wife. "I +wonder--I wonder if she ever told his father about her talk with poor +Conrad that day he was shot?" + +"I don't know. I don't care. In any event, it would be right. She did +nothing wrong. If she unwittingly sent him to his death, she sent him to +die for God's sake, for man's sake." + +"Yes--yes. But still--" + +"Well, we must trust that look of hers." + + +PG EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + + Affected absence of mind + Be good, sweet man, and let who will be clever + Comfort of the critical attitude + Conscience weakens to the need that isn't + Death is an exile that no remorse and no love can reach + Death is peace and pardon + Did not idealize him, but in the highest effect she realized him + Does any one deserve happiness + Does anything from without change us? + Europe, where society has them, as it were, in a translation + Favorite stock of his go up and go down under the betting + Hemmed round with this eternal darkness of death + Indispensable + Love of justice hurry them into sympathy with violence + Married for no other purpose than to avoid being an old maid + Nervous woes of comfortable people + Novelists, who really have the charge of people's thinking + People that have convictions are difficult + Rejoice as much at a non-marriage as a marriage + Respect for your mind, but she don't think you've got any sense + Superstition of the romances that love is once for all + Superstition that having and shining is the chief good + To do whatever one likes is finally to do nothing that one likes + Took the world as she found it, and made the best of it + What we can be if we must + When you look it--live it + Would sacrifice his best friend to a phrase + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's A Hazard Of New Fortunes, by William Dean Howells + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES *** + +***** This file should be named 4600.txt or 4600.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/4/6/0/4600/ + +Produced by David Widger + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions will +be renamed. + +Creating the works from print editions not protected by U.S. copyright +law means that no one owns a United States copyright in these works, +so the Foundation (and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United +States without permission and without paying copyright +royalties. 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He was a character whom, with his wife, I have +employed in some six or eight other stories, and whom I made as much the +hero and heroine of 'Their Wedding Journey' as the slight fable would +bear. In venturing out of my adoptive New England, where I had found +myself at home with many imaginary friends, I found it natural to ask the +company of these familiar acquaintances, but their company was not to be +had at once for the asking. When I began speaking of them as Basil and +Isabel, in the fashion of 'Their Wedding Journey,' they would not respond +with the effect of early middle age which I desired in them. They +remained wilfully, not to say woodenly, the young bridal pair of that +romance, without the promise of novel functioning. It was not till I +tried addressing them as March and Mrs. March that they stirred under my +hand with fresh impulse, and set about the work assigned them as people +in something more than their second youth. + +The scene into which I had invited them to figure filled the largest +canvas I had yet allowed myself; and, though 'A Hazard of New Fortunes +was not the first story I had written with the printer at my heels, it +was the first which took its own time to prescribe its own dimensions. +I had the general design well in mind when I began to write it, but as it +advanced it compelled into its course incidents, interests, +individualities, which I had not known lay near, and it specialized and +amplified at points which I had not always meant to touch, though I +should not like to intimate anything mystical in the fact. It became, +to my thinking, the most vital of my fictions, through my quickened +interest in the life about me, at a moment of great psychological import. +We had passed through a period of strong emotioning in the direction of +the humaner economics, if I may phrase it so; the rich seemed not so much +to despise the poor, the poor did not so hopelessly repine. The solution +of the riddle of the painful earth through the dreams of Henry George, +through the dreams of Edward Bellamy, through the dreams of all the +generous visionaries of the past, seemed not impossibly far off. That +shedding of blood which is for the remission of sins had been symbolized +by the bombs and scaffolds of Chicago, and the hearts of those who felt +the wrongs bound up with our rights, the slavery implicated in our +liberty, were thrilling with griefs and hopes hitherto strange to the +average American breast. Opportunely for me there was a great street-car +strike in New York, and the story began to find its way to issues nobler +and larger than those of the love-affairs common to fiction. I was in my +fifty-second year when I took it up, and in the prime, such as it was, of +my powers. The scene which I had chosen appealed prodigiously to me, and +the action passed as nearly without my conscious agency as I ever allow +myself to think such things happen. + +The opening chapters were written in a fine, old fashioned apartment +house which had once been a family house, and in an uppermost room of +which I could look from my work across the trees of the little park in +Stuyvesant Square to the towers of St. George's Church. Then later in +the spring of 1889 the unfinished novel was carried to a country house on +the Belmont border of Cambridge. There I must have written very rapidly +to have pressed it to conclusion before the summer ended. It came, +indeed, so easily from the pen that I had the misgiving which I always +have of things which do not cost me great trouble. + +There is nothing in the book with which I amused myself more than the +house-hunting of the Marches when they were placing themselves in New +York; and if the contemporary reader should turn for instruction to the +pages in which their experience is detailed I assure him that he may +trust their fidelity and accuracy in the article of New York housing as +it was early in the last decade of the last century: I mean, the housing +of people of such moderate means as the Marches. In my zeal for truth I +did not distinguish between reality and actuality in this or other +matters--that is, one was as precious to me as the other. But the types +here portrayed are as true as ever they were, though the world in which +they were finding their habitat is wonderfully, almost incredibly +different. Yet it is not wholly different, for a young literary pair now +adventuring in New York might easily parallel the experience of the +Marches with their own, if not for so little money; many phases of New +York housing are better, but all are dearer. Other aspects of the +material city have undergone a transformation much more wonderful. +I find that in my book its population is once modestly spoken of as two +millions, but now in twenty years it is twice as great, and the grandeur +as well as grandiosity of its forms is doubly apparent. The transitional +public that then moped about in mildly tinkling horse-cars is now hurried +back and forth in clanging trolleys, in honking and whirring motors; the +Elevated road which was the last word of speed is undermined by the +Subway, shooting its swift shuttles through the subterranean woof of the +city's haste. From these feet let the witness infer our whole massive +Hercules, a bulk that sprawls and stretches beyond the rivers through the +tunnels piercing their beds and that towers into the skies with +innumerable tops--a Hercules blent of Briareus and Cerberus, but not so +bad a monster as it seemed then to threaten becoming. + +Certain hopes of truer and better conditions on which my heart was fixed +twenty years ago are not less dear, and they are by no means touched with +despair, though they have not yet found the fulfilment which I would then +have prophesied for them. Events have not wholly played them false; +events have not halted, though they have marched with a slowness that +might affect a younger observer as marking time. They who were then +mindful of the poor have not forgotten them, and what is better the poor +have not often forgotten themselves in violences such as offered me the +material of tragedy and pathos in my story. In my quality of artist I +could not regret these, and I gratefully realize that they offered me the +opportunity of a more strenuous action, a more impressive catastrophe +than I could have achieved without them. They tended to give the whole +fable dignity and doubtless made for its success as a book. As a serial +it had crept a sluggish course before a public apparently so unmindful of +it that no rumor of its acceptance or rejection reached the writer during +the half year of its publication; but it rose in book form from that +failure and stood upon its feet and went its way to greater favor than +any book of his had yet enjoyed. I hope that my recognition of the fact +will not seem like boasting, but that the reader will regard it as a +special confidence from the author and will let it go no farther. + +KITTERY POINT, MAINE, July, 1909. + + + + +PART FIRST + +A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES + + +I. + +"Now, you think this thing over, March, and let me know the last of next +week," said Fulkerson. He got up from the chair which he had been +sitting astride, with his face to its back, and tilting toward March on +its hind-legs, and came and rapped upon his table with his thin bamboo +stick. "What you want to do is to get out of the insurance business, +anyway. You acknowledge that yourself. You never liked it, and now it +makes you sick; in other words, it's killing you. You ain't an insurance +man by nature. You're a natural-born literary man, and you've been going +against the grain. Now, I offer you a chance to go with the grain. +I don't say you're going to make your everlasting fortune, but I'll give +you a living salary, and if the thing succeeds you'll share in its +success. We'll all share in its success. That's the beauty of it. +I tell you, March, this is the greatest idea that has been struck +since"--Fulkerson stopped and searched his mind for a fit image--"since +the creation of man." + +He put his leg up over the corner of March's table and gave himself a +sharp cut on the thigh, and leaned forward to get the full effect of his +words upon his listener. + +March had his hands clasped together behind his head, and he took one of +them down long enough to put his inkstand and mucilage-bottle out of +Fulkerson's way. After many years' experiment of a mustache and +whiskers, he now wore his grizzled beard full, but cropped close; it gave +him a certain grimness, corrected by the gentleness of his eyes. + +"Some people don't think much of the creation of man nowadays. Why stop +at that? Why not say since the morning stars sang together?" + +"No, sir; no, sir! I don't want to claim too much, and I draw the line +at the creation of man. I'm satisfied with that. But if you want to +ring the morning stars into the prospectus all right; I won't go back on +you." + +"But I don't understand why you've set your mind on me," March said. +"I haven't had, any magazine experience, you know that; and I haven't +seriously attempted to do anything in literature since I was married. +I gave up smoking and the Muse together. I suppose I could still manage +a cigar, but I don't believe I could--" + +"Muse worth a cent." Fulkerson took the thought out of his mouth and put +it into his own words. "I know. Well, I don't want you to. I don't +care if you never write a line for the thing, though you needn't reject +anything of yours, if it happens to be good, on that account. And I +don't want much experience in my editor; rather not have it. You told +me, didn't you, that you used to do some newspaper work before you +settled down?" + +"Yes; I thought my lines were permanently cast in those places once. It +was more an accident than anything else that I got into the insurance +business. I suppose I secretly hoped that if I made my living by +something utterly different, I could come more freshly to literature +proper in my leisure." + +"I see; and you found the insurance business too many, for you. Well, +anyway, you've always had a hankering for the inkpots; and the fact that +you first gave me the idea of this thing shows that you've done more or +less thinking about magazines." + +"Yes--less." + +"Well, all right. Now don't you be troubled. I know what I want, +generally, speaking, and in this particular instance I want you. I might +get a man of more experience, but I should probably get a man of more +prejudice and self-conceit along with him, and a man with a following of +the literary hangers-on that are sure to get round an editor sooner or +later. I want to start fair, and I've found out in the syndicate +business all the men that are worth having. But they know me, and they +don't know you, and that's where we shall have the pull on them. They +won't be able to work the thing. Don't you be anxious about the +experience. I've got experience enough of my own to run a dozen editors. +What I want is an editor who has taste, and you've got it; and +conscience, and you've got it; and horse sense, and you've got that. +And I like you because you're a Western man, and I'm another. I do +cotton to a Western man when I find him off East here, holding his own +with the best of 'em, and showing 'em that he's just as much civilized as +they are. We both know what it is to have our bright home in the setting +sun; heigh?" + +"I think we Western men who've come East are apt to take ourselves a +little too objectively and to feel ourselves rather more representative +than we need," March remarked. + +Fulkerson was delighted. "You've hit it! We do! We are!" + +"And as for holding my own, I'm not very proud of what I've done in that +way; it's been very little to hold. But I know what you mean, Fulkerson, +and I've felt the same thing myself; it warmed me toward you when we +first met. I can't help suffusing a little to any man when I hear that +he was born on the other side of the Alleghanies. It's perfectly stupid. +I despise the same thing when I see it in Boston people." + +Fulkerson pulled first one of his blond whiskers and then the other, and +twisted the end of each into a point, which he left to untwine itself. +He fixed March with his little eyes, which had a curious innocence in +their cunning, and tapped the desk immediately in front of him. "What I +like about you is that you're broad in your sympathies. The first time I +saw you, that night on the Quebec boat, I said to myself: 'There's a man +I want to know. There's a human being.' I was a little afraid of Mrs. +March and the children, but I felt at home with you--thoroughly +domesticated--before I passed a word with you; and when you spoke first, +and opened up with a joke over that fellow's tableful of light literature +and Indian moccasins and birch-bark toy canoes and stereoscopic views, +I knew that we were brothers-spiritual twins. I recognized the Western +style of fun, and I thought, when you said you were from Boston, that it +was some of the same. But I see now that its being a cold fact, as far +as the last fifteen or twenty years count, is just so much gain. You +know both sections, and you can make this thing go, from ocean to ocean." + +"We might ring that into the prospectus, too," March suggested, with a +smile. "You might call the thing 'From Sea to Sea.' By-the-way, what +are you going to call it?" + +"I haven't decided yet; that's one of the things I wanted to talk with +you about. I had thought of 'The Syndicate'; but it sounds kind of dry, +and doesn't seem to cover the ground exactly. I should like something +that would express the co-operative character of the thing, but I don't +know as I can get it." + +"Might call it 'The Mutual'." + +"They'd think it was an insurance paper. No, that won't do. But Mutual +comes pretty near the idea. If we could get something like that, it +would pique curiosity; and then if we could get paragraphs afloat +explaining that the contributors were to be paid according to the sales, +it would be a first-rate ad." + +He bent a wide, anxious, inquiring smile upon March, who suggested, +lazily: "You might call it 'The Round-Robin'. That would express the +central idea of irresponsibility. As I understand, everybody is to share +the profits and be exempt from the losses. Or, if I'm wrong, and the +reverse is true, you might call it 'The Army of Martyrs'. Come, that +sounds attractive, Fulkerson! Or what do you think of 'The Fifth Wheel'? +That would forestall the criticism that there are too many literary +periodicals already. Or, if you want to put forward the idea of complete +independence, you could call it 'The Free Lance'; or--" + +"Or 'The Hog on Ice'--either stand up or fall down, you know," Fulkerson +broke in coarsely. "But we'll leave the name of the magazine till we get +the editor. I see the poison's beginning to work in you, March; and if I +had time I'd leave the result to time. But I haven't. I've got to know +inside of the next week. To come down to business with you, March, I +sha'n't start this thing unless I can get you to take hold of it." + +He seemed to expect some acknowledgment, and March said, "Well, that's +very nice of you, Fulkerson." + +"No, sir; no, sir! I've always liked you and wanted you ever since we met +that first night. I had this thing inchoately in my mind then, when I +was telling you about the newspaper syndicate business--beautiful vision +of a lot of literary fellows breaking loose from the bondage of +publishers and playing it alone--" + +"You might call it 'The Lone Hand'; that would be attractive," March +interrupted. "The whole West would know what you meant." + +Fulkerson was talking seriously, and March was listening seriously; but +they both broke off and laughed. Fulkerson got down off the table and +made some turns about the room. It was growing late; the October sun had +left the top of the tall windows; it was still clear day, but it would +soon be twilight; they had been talking a long time. Fulkerson came and +stood with his little feet wide apart, and bent his little lean, square +face on March. "See here! How much do you get out of this thing here, +anyway?" + +"The insurance business?" March hesitated a moment and then said, with a +certain effort of reserve, "At present about three thousand." He looked +up at Fulkerson with a glance, as if he had a mind to enlarge upon the +fact, and then dropped his eyes without saying more. + +Whether Fulkerson had not thought it so much or not, he said: "Well, I'll +give you thirty-five hundred. Come! And your chances in the success." + +"We won't count the chances in the success. And I don't believe +thirty-five hundred would go any further in New York than three thousand +in Boston." + +"But you don't live on three thousand here?" + +"No; my wife has a little property." + +"Well, she won't lose the income if you go to New York. I suppose you +pay ten or twelve hundred a year for your house here. You can get plenty +of flats in New York for the same money; and I understand you can get all +sorts of provisions for less than you pay now--three or four cents on the +pound. Come!" + +This was by no means the first talk they had had about the matter; every +three or four months during the past two years the syndicate man had +dropped in upon March to air the scheme and to get his impressions of it. +This had happened so often that it had come to be a sort of joke between +them. But now Fulkerson clearly meant business, and March had a struggle +to maintain himself in a firm poise of refusal. + +"I dare say it wouldn't--or it needn't-cost so very much more, but I +don't want to go to New York; or my wife doesn't. It's the same thing." + +"A good deal samer," Fulkerson admitted. + +March did not quite like his candor, and he went on with dignity. +"It's very natural she shouldn't. She has always lived in Boston; she's +attached to the place. Now, if you were going to start 'The Fifth Wheel' +in Boston--" + +Fulkerson slowly and sadly shook his head, but decidedly. "Wouldn't do. +You might as well say St. Louis or Cincinnati. There's only one city +that belongs to the whole country, and that's New York." + +"Yes, I know," sighed March; "and Boston belongs to the Bostonians, but +they like you to make yourself at home while you're visiting." + +"If you'll agree to make phrases like that, right along, and get them +into 'The Round-Robin' somehow, I'll say four thousand," said Fulkerson. +"You think it over now, March. You talk it over with Mrs. March; I know +you will, anyway; and I might as well make a virtue of advising you to do +it. Tell her I advised you to do it, and you let me know before next +Saturday what you've decided." + +March shut down the rolling top of his desk in the corner of the room, +and walked Fulkerson out before him. It was so late that the last of the +chore-women who washed down the marble halls and stairs of the great +building had wrung out her floor-cloth and departed, leaving spotless +stone and a clean, damp smell in the darkening corridors behind her. + +"Couldn't offer you such swell quarters in New York, March," Fulkerson +said, as he went tack-tacking down the steps with his small boot-heels. +"But I've got my eye on a little house round in West Eleventh Street that +I'm going to fit up for my bachelor's hall in the third story, and adapt +for 'The Lone Hand' in the first and second, if this thing goes through; +and I guess we'll be pretty comfortable. It's right on the Sand Strip +--no malaria of any kind." + +"I don't know that I'm going to share its salubrity with you yet," March +sighed, in an obvious travail which gave Fulkerson hopes. + +"Oh yes, you are," he coaxed. "Now, you talk it over with your wife. +You give her a fair, unprejudiced chance at the thing on its merits, and +I'm very much mistaken in Mrs. March if she doesn't tell you to go in and +win. We're bound to win!" + +They stood on the outside steps of the vast edifice beetling like a +granite crag above them, with the stone groups of an allegory of +life-insurance foreshortened in the bas-relief overhead. March absently +lifted his eyes to it. It was suddenly strange after so many years' +familiarity, and so was the well-known street in its Saturday-evening +solitude. He asked himself, with prophetic homesickness, if it were an +omen of what was to be. But he only said, musingly: "A fortnightly. You +know that didn't work in England. The fortnightly is published once a +month now." + +"It works in France," Fulkerson retorted. "The 'Revue des Deux Mondes' +is still published twice a month. I guess we can make it work in +America--with illustrations." + +"Going to have illustrations?" + +"My dear boy! What are you giving me? Do I look like the sort of lunatic +who would start a thing in the twilight of the nineteenth century without +illustrations? Come off!" + +"Ah, that complicates it! I don't know anything about art." March's look +of discouragement confessed the hold the scheme had taken upon him. + +"I don't want you to!" Fulkerson retorted. "Don't you suppose I shall +have an art man?" + +"And will they--the artists--work at a reduced rate, too, like the +writers, with the hopes of a share in the success?" + +"Of course they will! And if I want any particular man, for a card, I'll +pay him big money besides. But I can get plenty of first-rate sketches +on my own terms. You'll see! They'll pour in!" + +"Look here, Fulkerson," said March, "you'd better call this fortnightly +of yours 'The Madness o f the Half-Moon'; or 'Bedlam Broke Loose' +wouldn't be bad! Why do you throw away all your hard earnings on such a +crazy venture? Don't do it!" The kindness which March had always felt, +in spite of his wife's first misgivings and reservations, for the merry, +hopeful, slangy, energetic little creature trembled in his voice. They +had both formed a friendship for Fulkerson during the week they were +together in Quebec. When he was not working the newspapers there, he +went about with them over the familiar ground they were showing their +children, and was simply grateful for the chance, as well as very +entertaining about it all. The children liked him, too; when they got +the clew to his intention, and found that he was not quite serious in +many of the things he said, they thought he was great fun. They were +always glad when their father brought him home on the occasion of +Fulkerson's visits to Boston; and Mrs. March, though of a charier +hospitality, welcomed Fulkerson with a grateful sense of his admiration +for her husband. He had a way of treating March with deference, as an +older and abler man, and of qualifying the freedom he used toward every +one with an implication that March tolerated it voluntarily, which she +thought very sweet and even refined. + +"Ah, now you're talking like a man and a brother," said Fulkerson. "Why, +March, old man, do you suppose I'd come on here and try to talk you into +this thing if I wasn't morally, if I wasn't perfectly, sure of success? +There isn't any if or and about it. I know my ground, every inch; and I +don't stand alone on it," he added, with a significance which did not +escape March. "When you've made up your mind I can give you the proof; +but I'm not at liberty now to say anything more. I tell you it's going +to be a triumphal march from the word go, with coffee and lemonade for +the procession along the whole line. All you've got to do is to fall +in." He stretched out his hand to March. "You let me know as soon as +you can." + +March deferred taking his hand till he could ask, "Where are you going?" + +"Parker House. Take the eleven for New York to-night." + +"I thought I might walk your way." March looked at his watch. "But I +shouldn't have time. Goodbye!" + +He now let Fulkerson have his hand, and they exchanged a cordial +pressure. Fulkerson started away at a quick, light pace. Half a block +off he stopped, turned round, and, seeing March still standing where he +had left him, he called back, joyously, "I've got the name!" + +"What?" + +"Every Other Week." + +"It isn't bad." + +"Ta-ta!" + + + + +II. + +All the way up to the South End March mentally prolonged his talk with +Fulkerson, and at his door in Nankeen Square he closed the parley with a +plump refusal to go to New York on any terms. His daughter Bella was +lying in wait for him in the hall, and she threw her arms round his neck +with the exuberance of her fourteen years and with something of the +histrionic intention of her sex. He pressed on, with her clinging about +him, to the library, and, in the glow of his decision against Fulkerson, +kissed his wife, where she sat by the study lamp reading the Transcript +through her first pair of eye-glasses: it was agreed in the family that +she looked distinguished in them, or, at any rate, cultivated. She took +them off to give him a glance of question, and their son Tom looked up +from his book for a moment; he was in his last year at the high school, +and was preparing for Harvard. + +"I didn't get away from the office till half-past five," March explained +to his wife's glance," and then I walked. I suppose dinner's waiting. +I'm sorry, but I won't do it any more." + +At table he tried to be gay with Bella, who babbled at him with a voluble +pertness which her brother had often advised her parents to check in her, +unless they wanted her to be universally despised. + +"Papa!" she shouted at last, "you're not listening!" As soon as possible +his wife told the children they might be excused. Then she asked, "What +is it, Basil?" + +"What is what?" he retorted, with a specious brightness that did not +avail. + +"What is on your mind?" + +"How do you know there's anything?" + +"Your kissing me so when you came in, for one thing." + +"Don't I always kiss you when I come in?" + +"Not now. I suppose it isn't necessary any more. 'Cela va sans baiser.'" + +"Yes, I guess it's so; we get along without the symbolism now." +He stopped, but she knew that he had not finished. + +"Is it about your business? Have they done anything more?" + +"No; I'm still in the dark. I don't know whether they mean to supplant +me, or whether they ever did. But I wasn't thinking about that. +Fulkerson has been to see me again." + +"Fulkerson?" She brightened at the name, and March smiled, too. +"Why didn't you bring him to dinner?" + +"I wanted to talk with you. Then you do like him?" + +"What has that got to do with it, Basil?" + +"Nothing! nothing! That is, he was boring away about that scheme of his +again. He's got it into definite shape at last." + +"What shape?" + +March outlined it for her, and his wife seized its main features with the +intuitive sense of affairs which makes women such good business-men when +they will let it. + +"It sounds perfectly crazy," she said, finally. "But it mayn't be. The +only thing I didn't like about Mr. Fulkerson was his always wanting to +chance things. But what have you got to do with it?" + +"What have I got to do with it?" March toyed with the delay the question +gave him; then he said, with a sort of deprecatory laugh: "It seems that +Fulkerson has had his eye on me ever since we met that night on the +Quebec boat. I opened up pretty freely to him, as you do to a man you +never expect to see again, and when I found he was in that newspaper +syndicate business I told him about my early literary ambitions--" + +"You can't say that I ever discouraged them, Basil," his wife put in. +"I should have been willing, any time, to give up everything for them." + +"Well, he says that I first suggested this brilliant idea to him. +Perhaps I did; I don't remember. When he told me about his supplying +literature to newspapers for simultaneous publication, he says I asked: +'Why not apply the principle of co-operation to a magazine, and run it in +the interest of the contributors?' and that set him to thinking, and he +thought out his plan of a periodical which should pay authors and artists +a low price outright for their work and give them a chance of the profits +in the way of a percentage. After all, it isn't so very different from +the chances an author takes when he publishes a book. And Fulkerson +thinks that the novelty of the thing would pique public curiosity, if it +didn't arouse public sympathy. And the long and short of it is, Isabel, +that he wants me to help edit it." + +"To edit it?" His wife caught her breath, and she took a little time to +realize the fact, while she stared hard at her husband to make sure he +was not joking. + +"Yes. He says he owes it all to me; that I invented the idea--the germ +--the microbe." + +His wife had now realized the fact, at least in a degree that excluded +trifling with it. "That is very honorable of Mr. Fulkerson; and if he +owes it to you, it was the least he could do." Having recognized her +husband's claim to the honor done him, she began to kindle with a sense +of the honor itself and the value of the opportunity. "It's a very high +compliment to you, Basil--a very high compliment. And you could give up +this wretched insurance business that you've always hated so, and that's +making you so unhappy now that you think they're going to take it from +you. Give it up and take Mr. Fulkerson's offer! It's a perfect +interposition, coming just at this time! Why, do it! Mercy!" she +suddenly arrested herself, "he wouldn't expect you to get along on the +possible profits?" Her face expressed the awfulness of the notion. + +March smiled reassuringly, and waited to give himself the pleasure of the +sensation he meant to give her. "If I'll make striking phrases for it +and edit it, too, he'll give me four thousand dollars." + +He leaned back in his chair, and stuck his hands deep into his pockets, +and watched his wife's face, luminous with the emotions that flashed +through her mind-doubt, joy, anxiety. + +"Basil! You don't mean it! Why, take it! Take it instantly! Oh, what +a thing to happen! Oh, what luck! But you deserve it, if you first +suggested it. What an escape, what a triumph over all those hateful +insurance people! Oh, Basil, I'm afraid he'll change his mind! You ought +to have accepted on the spot. You might have known I would approve, and +you could so easily have taken it back if I didn't. Telegraph him now! +Run right out with the despatch--Or we can send Tom!" + +In these imperatives of Mrs. March's there was always much of the +conditional. She meant that he should do what she said, if it were +entirely right; and she never meant to be considered as having urged him. + +"And suppose his enterprise went wrong?" her husband suggested. + +"It won't go wrong. Hasn't he made a success of his syndicate?" + +"He says so--yes." + +"Very well, then, it stands to reason that he'll succeed in this, too. +He wouldn't undertake it if he didn't know it would succeed; he must have +capital." + +"It will take a great deal to get such a thing going; and even if he's +got an Angel behind him--" + +She caught at the word--"An Angel?" + +"It's what the theatrical people call a financial backer. He dropped a +hint of something of that kind." + +"Of course, he's got an Angel," said his wife, promptly adopting the +word. "And even if he hadn't, still, Basil, I should be willing to have +you risk it. The risk isn't so great, is it? We shouldn't be ruined if +it failed altogether. With our stocks we have two thousand a year, +anyway, and we could pinch through on that till you got into some other +business afterward, especially if we'd saved something out of your salary +while it lasted. Basil, I want you to try it! I know it will give you a +new lease of life to have a congenial occupation." March laughed, but +his wife persisted. "I'm all for your trying it, Basil; indeed I am. +If it's an experiment, you can give it up." + +"It can give me up, too." + +"Oh, nonsense! I guess there's not much fear of that. Now, I want you to +telegraph Mr. Fulkerson, so that he'll find the despatch waiting for him +when he gets to New York. I'll take the whole responsibility, Basil, and +I'll risk all the consequences." + + + + +III. + +March's face had sobered more and more as she followed one hopeful burst +with another, and now it expressed a positive pain. But he forced a +smile and said: "There's a little condition attached. Where did you +suppose it was to be published?" + +"Why, in Boston, of course. Where else should it be published?" + +She looked at him for the intention of his question so searchingly that +he quite gave up the attempt to be gay about it. "No," he said, gravely, +"it's to be published in New York." + +She fell back in her chair. "In New York?" She leaned forward over the +table toward him, as if to make sure that she heard aright, and said, +with all the keen reproach that he could have expected: "In New York, +Basil! Oh, how could you have let me go on?" + +He had a sufficiently rueful face in owning: "I oughtn't to have done it, +but I got started wrong. I couldn't help putting the best foot, forward +at first--or as long as the whole thing was in the air. I didn't know +that you would take so much to the general enterprise, or else I should +have mentioned the New York condition at once; but, of course, that puts +an end to it." + +"Oh, of course," she assented, sadly. "We COULDN'T go to New York." + +"No, I know that," he said; and with this a perverse desire to tempt her +to the impossibility awoke in him, though he was really quite cold about +the affair himself now. "Fulkerson thought we could get a nice flat in +New York for about what the interest and taxes came to here, and +provisions are cheaper. But I should rather not experiment at my time of +life. If I could have been caught younger, I might have been inured to +New York, but I don't believe I could stand it now." + +"How I hate to have you talk that way, Basil! You are young enough to +try anything--anywhere; but you know I don't like New York. I don't +approve of it. It's so big, and so hideous! Of course I shouldn't mind +that; but I've always lived in Boston, and the children were born and +have all their friendships and associations here." She added, with the +helplessness that discredited her good sense and did her injustice, +"I have just got them both into the Friday afternoon class at Papanti's, +and you know how difficult that is." + +March could not fail to take advantage of an occasion like this. +"Well, that alone ought to settle it. Under the circumstances, it would +be flying in the face of Providence to leave Boston. The mere fact of a +brilliant opening like that offered me on 'The Microbe,' and the halcyon +future which Fulkerson promises if we'll come to New York, is as dust in +the balance against the advantages of the Friday afternoon class." + +"Basil," she appealed, solemnly, "have I ever interfered with your +career?" + +"I never had any for you to interfere with, my dear." + +"Basil! Haven't I always had faith in you? And don't you suppose that +if I thought it would really be for your advancement I would go to New +York or anywhere with you?" + +"No, my dear, I don't," he teased. "If it would be for my salvation, +yes, perhaps; but not short of that; and I should have to prove by a +cloud of witnesses that it would. I don't blame you. I wasn't born in +Boston, but I understand how you feel. And really, my dear," he added, +without irony, "I never seriously thought of asking you to go to New +York. I was dazzled by Fulkerson's offer, I'll own that; but his choice +of me as editor sapped my confidence in him." + +"I don't like to hear you say that, Basil," she entreated. + +"Well, of course there were mitigating circumstances. I could see that +Fulkerson meant to keep the whip-hand himself, and that was reassuring. +And, besides, if the Reciprocity Life should happen not to want my +services any longer, it wouldn't be quite like giving up a certainty; +though, as a matter of business, I let Fulkerson get that impression; I +felt rather sneaking to do it. But if the worst comes to the worst, I +can look about for something to do in Boston; and, anyhow, people don't +starve on two thousand a year, though it's convenient to have five. The +fact is, I'm too old to change so radically. If you don't like my saying +that, then you are, Isabel, and so are the children. I've no right to +take them from the home we've made, and to change the whole course of +their lives, unless I can assure them of something, and I can't assure +them of anything. Boston is big enough for us, and it's certainly +prettier than New York. I always feel a little proud of hailing from +Boston; my pleasure in the place mounts the farther I get away from it. +But I do appreciate it, my dear; I've no more desire to leave it than you +have. You may be sure that if you don't want to take the children out of +the Friday afternoon class, I don't want to leave my library here, and +all the ways I've got set in. We'll keep on. Very likely the company +won't supplant me, and if it does, and Watkins gets the place, he'll give +me a subordinate position of some sort. Cheer up, Isabel! I have put +Satan and his angel, Fulkerson, behind me, and it's all right. Let's go +in to the children." + +He came round the table to Isabel, where she sat in a growing +distraction, and lifted her by the waist from her chair. + +She sighed deeply. "Shall we tell the children about it?" + +"No. What's the use, now?" + +"There wouldn't be any," she assented. When they entered the family +room, where the boy and girl sat on either side of the lamp working out +the lessons for Monday which they had left over from the day before, she +asked, "Children, how would you like to live in New York?" + +Bella made haste to get in her word first. "And give up the Friday +afternoon class?" she wailed. + +Tom growled from his book, without lifting his eyes: "I shouldn't want to +go to Columbia. They haven't got any dormitories, and you have to board +round anywhere. Are you going to New York?" He now deigned to look up +at his father. + +"No, Tom. You and Bella have decided me against it. Your perspective +shows the affair in its true proportions. I had an offer to go to New +York, but I've refused it." + + + + +IV + +March's irony fell harmless from the children's preoccupation with their +own affairs, but he knew that his wife felt it, and this added to the +bitterness which prompted it. He blamed her for letting her provincial +narrowness prevent his accepting Fulkerson's offer quite as much as if he +had otherwise entirely wished to accept it. His world, like most worlds, +had been superficially a disappointment. He was no richer than at the +beginning, though in marrying he had given up some tastes, some +preferences, some aspirations, in the hope of indulging them later, with +larger means and larger leisure. His wife had not urged him to do it; in +fact, her pride, as she said, was in his fitness for the life he had +renounced; but she had acquiesced, and they had been very happy together. +That is to say, they made up their quarrels or ignored them. + +They often accused each other of being selfish and indifferent, but she +knew that he would always sacrifice himself for her and the children; +and he, on his part, with many gibes and mockeries, wholly trusted in +her. They had grown practically tolerant of each other's disagreeable +traits; and the danger that really threatened them was that they should +grow too well satisfied with themselves, if not with each other. They +were not sentimental, they were rather matter-of-fact in their motives; +but they had both a sort of humorous fondness for sentimentality. They +liked to play with the romantic, from the safe vantage-ground of their +real practicality, and to divine the poetry of the commonplace. Their +peculiar point of view separated them from most other people, with whom +their means of self-comparison were not so good since their marriage as +before. Then they had travelled and seen much of the world, and they had +formed tastes which they had not always been able to indulge, but of +which they felt that the possession reflected distinction on them. It +enabled them to look down upon those who were without such tastes; but +they were not ill-natured, and so they did not look down so much with +contempt as with amusement. In their unfashionable neighborhood they had +the fame of being not exclusive precisely, but very much wrapped up in +themselves and their children. + +Mrs. March was reputed to be very cultivated, and Mr. March even more so, +among the simpler folk around them. Their house had some good pictures, +which her aunt had brought home from Europe in more affluent days, and it +abounded in books on which he spent more than he ought. They had +beautified it in every way, and had unconsciously taken credit to them +selves for it. They felt, with a glow almost of virtue, how perfectly it +fitted their lives and their children's, and they believed that somehow +it expressed their characters--that it was like them. They went out very +little; she remained shut up in its refinement, working the good of her +own; and he went to his business, and hurried back to forget it, and +dream his dream of intellectual achievement in the flattering atmosphere +of her sympathy. He could not conceal from himself that his divided life +was somewhat like Charles Lamb's, and there were times when, as he had +expressed to Fulkerson, he believed that its division was favorable to +the freshness of his interest in literature. It certainly kept it a high +privilege, a sacred refuge. Now and then he wrote something, and got it +printed after long delays, and when they met on the St. Lawrence +Fulkerson had some of March's verses in his pocket-book, which he had cut +out of astray newspaper and carried about for years, because they pleased +his fancy so much; they formed an immediate bond of union between the men +when their authorship was traced and owned, and this gave a pretty color +of romance to their acquaintance. But, for the most part, March was +satisfied to read. He was proud of reading critically, and he kept in +the current of literary interests and controversies. It all seemed to +him, and to his wife at second-hand, very meritorious; he could not help +contrasting his life and its inner elegance with that of other men who +had no such resources. He thought that he was not arrogant about it, +because he did full justice to the good qualities of those other people; +he congratulated himself upon the democratic instincts which enabled him +to do this; and neither he nor his wife supposed that they were selfish +persons. On the contrary, they were very sympathetic; there was no good +cause that they did not wish well; they had a generous scorn of all kinds +of narrow-heartedness; if it had ever come into their way to sacrifice +themselves for others, they thought they would have done so, but they +never asked why it had not come in their way. They were very gentle and +kind, even when most elusive; and they taught their children to loathe +all manner of social cruelty. March was of so watchful a conscience in +some respects that he denied himself the pensive pleasure of lapsing into +the melancholy of unfulfilled aspirations; but he did not see that, if he +had abandoned them, it had been for what he held dearer; generally he +felt as if he had turned from them with a high, altruistic aim. The +practical expression of his life was that it was enough to provide well +for his family; to have cultivated tastes, and to gratify them to the +extent of his means; to be rather distinguished, even in the +simplification of his desires. He believed, and his wife believed, that +if the time ever came when he really wished to make a sacrifice to the +fulfilment of the aspirations so long postponed, she would be ready to +join with heart and hand. + +When he went to her room from his library, where she left him the whole +evening with the children, he found her before the glass thoughtfully +removing the first dismantling pin from her back hair. + +"I can't help feeling," she grieved into the mirror, "that it's I who +keep you from accepting that offer. I know it is! I could go West with +you, or into a new country--anywhere; but New York terrifies me. I don't +like New York, I never did; it disheartens and distracts me; I can't find +myself in it; I shouldn't know how to shop. I know I'm foolish and +narrow and provincial," she went on, "but I could never have any inner +quiet in New York; I couldn't live in the spirit there. I suppose people +do. It can't, be that all these millions--' + +"Oh, not so bad as that!" March interposed, laughing. "There aren't +quite two." + +"I thought there were four or five. Well, no matter. You see what I am, +Basil. I'm terribly limited. I couldn't make my sympathies go round two +million people; I should be wretched. I suppose I'm standing in the way +of your highest interest, but I can't help it. We took each other for +better or worse, and you must try to bear with me--" She broke off and +began to cry. + +"Stop it!" shouted March. "I tell you I never cared anything for +Fulkerson's scheme or entertained it seriously, and I shouldn't if he'd +proposed to carry it out in Boston." This was not quite true, but in the +retrospect it seemed sufficiently so for the purposes of argument. +"Don't say another word about it. The thing's over now, and I don't want +to think of it any more. We couldn't change its nature if we talked all +night. But I want you to understand that it isn't your limitations that +are in the way. It's mine. I shouldn't have the courage to take such a +place; I don't think I'm fit for it, and that's the long and short of +it." + +"Oh, you don't know how it hurts me to have you say that, Basil." + +The next morning, as they sat together at breakfast, without the +children, whom they let lie late on Sunday, Mrs. March said to her +husband, silent over his fish-balls and baked beans: "We will go to New +York. I've decided it." + +"Well, it takes two to decide that," March retorted. "We are not going +to New York." + +"Yes, we are. I've thought it out. Now, listen." + +"Oh, I'm willing to listen," he consented, airily. + +"You've always wanted to get out of the insurance business, and now with +that fear of being turned out which you have you mustn't neglect this +offer. I suppose it has its risks, but it's a risk keeping on as we are; +and perhaps you will make a great success of it. I do want you to try, +Basil. If I could once feel that you had fairly seen what you could do +in literature, I should die happy." + +"Not immediately after, I hope," he suggested, taking the second cup of +coffee she had been pouring out for him. "And Boston?" + +"We needn't make a complete break. We can keep this place for the +present, anyway; we could let it for the winter, and come back in the +summer next year. It would be change enough from New York." + +"Fulkerson and I hadn't got as far as to talk of a vacation." + +"No matter. The children and I could come. And if you didn't like New +York, or the enterprise failed, you could get into something in Boston +again; and we have enough to live on till you did. Yes, Basil, I'm +going." + +"I can see by the way your chin trembles that nothing could stop you. +You may go to New York if you wish, Isabel, but I shall stay here." + +"Be serious, Basil. I'm in earnest." + +"Serious? If I were any more serious I should shed tears. Come, my +dear, I know what you mean, and if I had my heart set on this thing-- +Fulkerson always calls it 'this thing' I would cheerfully accept any +sacrifice you could make to it. But I'd rather not offer you up on a +shrine I don't feel any particular faith in. I'm very comfortable where +I am; that is, I know just where the pinch comes, and if it comes harder, +why, I've got used to bearing that kind of pinch. I'm too old to change +pinches." + +"Now, that does decide me." + +"It decides me, too." + +"I will take all the responsibility, Basil," she pleaded. + +"Oh yes; but you'll hand it back to me as soon as you've carried your +point with it. There's nothing mean about you, Isabel, where +responsibility is concerned. No; if I do this thing--Fulkerson again? +I can't get away from 'this thing'; it's ominous--I must do it because I +want to do it, and not because you wish that you wanted me to do it. +I understand your position, Isabel, and that you're really acting from a +generous impulse, but there's nothing so precarious at our time of life +as a generous impulse. When we were younger we could stand it; we could +give way to it and take the consequences. But now we can't bear it. We +must act from cold reason even in the ardor of self-sacrifice." + +"Oh, as if you did that!" his wife retorted. + +"Is that any cause why you shouldn't?" She could not say that it was, +and he went on triumphantly: + +"No, I won't take you away from the only safe place on the planet and +plunge you into the most perilous, and then have you say in your +revulsion of feeling that you were all against it from the first, and you +gave way because you saw I had my heart set on it." He supposed he was +treating the matter humorously, but in this sort of banter between +husband and wife there is always much more than the joking. March had +seen some pretty feminine inconsistencies and trepidations which once +charmed him in his wife hardening into traits of middle-age which were +very like those of less interesting older women. The sight moved him +with a kind of pathos, but he felt the result hindering and vexatious. + +She now retorted that if he did not choose to take her at her word be +need not, but that whatever he did she should have nothing to reproach +herself with; and, at least, he could not say that she had trapped him +into anything. + +"What do you mean by trapping?" he demanded. + +"I don't know what you call it," she answered; "but when you get me to +commit myself to a thing by leaving out the most essential point, I call +it trapping." + +"I wonder you stop at trapping, if you think I got you to favor +Fulkerson's scheme and then sprung New York on you. I don't suppose you +do, though. But I guess we won't talk about it any more." + +He went out for a long walk, and she went to her room. They lunched +silently together in the presence of their children, who knew that they +had been quarrelling, but were easily indifferent to the fact, as +children get to be in such cases; nature defends their youth, and the +unhappiness which they behold does not infect them. In the evening, +after the boy and girl had gone to bed, the father and mother resumed +their talk. He would have liked to take it up at the point from which it +wandered into hostilities, for he felt it lamentable that a matter which +so seriously concerned them should be confused in the fumes of senseless +anger; and he was willing to make a tacit acknowledgment of his own error +by recurring to the question, but she would not be content with this, +and he had to concede explicitly to her weakness that she really meant it +when she had asked him to accept Fulkerson's offer. He said he knew +that; and he began soberly to talk over their prospects in the event of +their going to New York. + +"Oh, I see you are going!" she twitted. + +"I'm going to stay," he answered, "and let them turn me out of my agency +here," and in this bitterness their talk ended. + + + + +V. + +His wife made no attempt to renew their talk before March went to his +business in the morning, and they parted in dry offence. Their +experience was that these things always came right of themselves at last, +and they usually let them. He knew that she had really tried to consent +to a thing that was repugnant to her, and in his heart he gave her more +credit for the effort than he had allowed her openly. She knew that she +had made it with the reservation he accused her of, and that he had a +right to feel sore at what she could not help. But he left her to brood +over his ingratitude, and she suffered him to go heavy and unfriended to +meet the chances of the day. He said to himself that if she had assented +cordially to the conditions of Fulkerson's offer, he would have had the +courage to take all the other risks himself, and would have had the +satisfaction of resigning his place. As it was, he must wait till he was +removed; and he figured with bitter pleasure the pain she would feel when +he came home some day and told her he had been supplanted, after it was +too late to close with Fulkerson. + +He found a letter on his desk from the secretary, "Dictated," in +typewriting, which briefly informed him that Mr. Hubbell, the Inspector +of Agencies, would be in Boston on Wednesday, and would call at his +office during the forenoon. The letter was not different in tone from +many that he had formerly received; but the visit announced was out of +the usual order, and March believed he read his fate in it. During the +eighteen years of his connection with it--first as a subordinate in the +Boston office, and finally as its general agent there--he had seen a good +many changes in the Reciprocity; presidents, vice-presidents, actuaries, +and general agents had come and gone, but there had always seemed to be a +recognition of his efficiency, or at least sufficiency, and there had +never been any manner of trouble, no question of accounts, no apparent +dissatisfaction with his management, until latterly, when there had begun +to come from headquarters some suggestions of enterprise in certain ways, +which gave him his first suspicions of his clerk Watkins's willingness to +succeed him; they embodied some of Watkins's ideas. The things proposed +seemed to March undignified, and even vulgar; he had never thought +himself wanting in energy, though probably he had left the business to +take its own course in the old lines more than he realized. Things had +always gone so smoothly that he had sometimes fancied a peculiar regard +for him in the management, which he had the weakness to attribute to an +appreciation of what he occasionally did in literature, though in saner +moments he felt how impossible this was. Beyond a reference from Mr. +Hubbell to some piece of March's which had happened to meet his eye, no +one in the management ever gave a sign of consciousness that their +service was adorned by an obscure literary man; and Mr. Hubbell himself +had the effect of regarding the excursions of March's pen as a sort of +joke, and of winking at them; as he might have winked if once in a way he +had found him a little the gayer for dining. + +March wore through the day gloomily, but he had it on his conscience not +to show any resentment toward Watkins, whom he suspected of wishing to +supplant him, and even of working to do so. Through this self-denial he +reached a better mind concerning his wife. He determined not to make her +suffer needlessly, if the worst came to the worst; she would suffer +enough, at the best, and till the worst came he would spare her, and not +say anything about the letter he had got. + +But when they met, her first glance divined that something had happened, +and her first question frustrated his generous intention. He had to tell +her about the letter. She would not allow that it had any significance, +but she wished him to make an end of his anxieties and forestall whatever +it might portend by resigning his place at once. She said she was quite +ready to go to New York; she had been thinking it all over, and now she +really wanted to go. He answered, soberly, that he had thought it over, +too; and he did not wish to leave Boston, where he had lived so long, or +try a new way of life if he could help it. He insisted that he was quite +selfish in this; in their concessions their quarrel vanished; they agreed +that whatever happened would be for the best; and the next day be went to +his office fortified for any event. + +His destiny, if tragical, presented itself with an aspect which he might +have found comic if it had been another's destiny. Mr. Hubbell brought +March's removal, softened in the guise of a promotion. The management at +New York, it appeared, had acted upon a suggestion of Mr. Hubbell's, and +now authorized him to offer March the editorship of the monthly paper +published in the interest of the company; his office would include the +authorship of circulars and leaflets in behalf of life-insurance, and +would give play to the literary talent which Mr. Hubbell had brought to +the attention of the management; his salary would be nearly as much as at +present, but the work would not take his whole time, and in a place like +New York he could get a great deal of outside writing, which they would +not object to his doing. + +Mr. Hubbell seemed so sure of his acceptance of a place in every way +congenial to a man of literary tastes that March was afterward sorry he +dismissed the proposition with obvious irony, and had needlessly hurt +Hubbell's feelings; but Mrs. March had no such regrets. She was only +afraid that he had not made his rejection contemptuous enough. +"And now," she said, "telegraph Mr. Fulkerson, and we will go at once." + +"I suppose I could still get Watkins's former place," March suggested. + +"Never!" she retorted. "Telegraph instantly!" + +They were only afraid now that Fulkerson might have changed his mind, and +they had a wretched day in which they heard nothing from him. It ended +with his answering March's telegram in person. They were so glad of his +coming, and so touched by his satisfaction with his bargain, that they +laid all the facts of the case before him. He entered fully into March's +sense of the joke latent in Mr. Hubbell's proposition, and he tried to +make Mrs. March believe that he shared her resentment of the indignity +offered her husband. + +March made a show of willingness to release him in view of the changed +situation, saying that he held him to nothing. Fulkerson laughed, and +asked him how soon he thought he could come on to New York. He refused +to reopen the question of March's fitness with him; he said they, had +gone into that thoroughly, but he recurred to it with Mrs. March, and +confirmed her belief in his good sense on all points. She had been from +the first moment defiantly confident of her husband's ability, but till +she had talked the matter over with Fulkerson she was secretly not sure +of it; or, at least, she was not sure that March was not right in +distrusting himself. When she clearly understood, now, what Fulkerson +intended, she had no longer a doubt. He explained how the enterprise +differed from others, and how he needed for its direction a man who +combined general business experience and business ideas with a love for +the thing and a natural aptness for it. He did not want a young man, and +yet he wanted youth--its freshness, its zest--such as March would feel in +a thing he could put his whole heart into. He would not run in ruts, +like an old fellow who had got hackneyed; he would not have any hobbies; +he would not have any friends or any enemies. Besides, he would have to +meet people, and March was a man that people took to; she knew that +herself; he had a kind of charm. The editorial management was going to +be kept in the background, as far as the public was concerned; the public +was to suppose that the thing ran itself. Fulkerson did not care for a +great literary reputation in his editor--he implied that March had a very +pretty little one. At the same time the relations between the +contributors and the management were to be much more, intimate than +usual. Fulkerson felt his personal disqualification for working the +thing socially, and he counted upon Mr. March for that; that was to say, +he counted upon Mrs. March. + +She protested he must not count upon her; but it by no means disabled +Fulkerson's judgment in her view that March really seemed more than +anything else a fancy of his. He had been a fancy of hers; and the sort +of affectionate respect with which Fulkerson spoke of him laid forever +some doubt she had of the fineness of Fulkerson's manners and reconciled +her to the graphic slanginess of his speech. + +The affair was now irretrievable, but she gave her approval to it as +superbly as if it were submitted in its inception. Only, Mr. Fulkerson +must not suppose she should ever like New York. She would not deceive +him on that point. She never should like it. She did not conceal, +either, that she did not like taking the children out of the Friday +afternoon class; and she did not believe that Tom would ever be +reconciled to going to Columbia. She took courage from Fulkerson's +suggestion that it was possible for Tom to come to Harvard even from New +York; and she heaped him with questions concerning the domiciliation of +the family in that city. He tried to know something about the matter, +and he succeeded in seeming interested in points necessarily indifferent +to him. + + + + +VI. + +In the uprooting and transplanting of their home that followed, Mrs. +March often trembled before distant problems and possible contingencies, +but she was never troubled by present difficulties. She kept up with +tireless energy; and in the moments of dejection and misgiving which +harassed her husband she remained dauntless, and put heart into him when +he had lost it altogether. + +She arranged to leave the children in the house with the servants, while +she went on with March to look up a dwelling of some sort in New York. +It made him sick to think of it; and, when it came to the point, he would +rather have given up the whole enterprise. She had to nerve him to it, +to represent more than once that now they had no choice but to make this +experiment. Every detail of parting was anguish to him. He got +consolation out of the notion of letting the house furnished for the +winter; that implied their return to it, but it cost him pangs of the +keenest misery to advertise it; and, when a tenant was actually found, it +was all he could do to give him the lease. He tried his wife's love and +patience as a man must to whom the future is easy in the mass but +terrible as it translates itself piecemeal into the present. He +experienced remorse in the presence of inanimate things he was going to +leave as if they had sensibly reproached him, and an anticipative +homesickness that seemed to stop his heart. Again and again his wife had +to make him reflect that his depression was not prophetic. She convinced +him of what he already knew, and persuaded him against his knowledge that +he could be keeping an eye out for something to take hold of in Boston if +they could not stand New York. She ended by telling him that it was too +bad to make her comfort him in a trial that was really so much more a +trial to her. She had to support him in a last access of despair on +their way to the Albany depot the morning they started to New York; but +when the final details had been dealt with, the tickets bought, the +trunks checked, and the handbags hung up in their car, and the future had +massed itself again at a safe distance and was seven hours and two +hundred miles away, his spirits began to rise and hers to sink. He would +have been willing to celebrate the taste, the domestic refinement, of the +ladies' waiting-room in the depot, where they had spent a quarter of an +hour before the train started. He said he did not believe there was +another station in the world where mahogany rocking-chairs were provided; +that the dull-red warmth of the walls was as cozy as an evening lamp, and +that he always hoped to see a fire kindled on that vast hearth and under +that aesthetic mantel, but he supposed now he never should. He said it +was all very different from that tunnel, the old Albany depot, where they +had waited the morning they went to New York when they were starting on +their wedding journey. + +"The morning, Basil!" cried his wife. "We went at night; and we were +going to take the boat, but it stormed so!" She gave him a glance of +such reproach that he could not answer anything, and now she asked him +whether he supposed their cook and second girl would be contented with +one of those dark holes where they put girls to sleep in New York flats, +and what she should do if Margaret, especially, left her. He ventured to +suggest that Margaret would probably like the city; but, if she left, +there were plenty of other girls to be had in New York. She replied that +there were none she could trust, and that she knew Margaret would not +stay. He asked her why she took her, then--why she did not give her up +at once; and she answered that it would be inhuman to give her up just in +the edge of the winter. She had promised to keep her; and Margaret was +pleased with the notion of going to New York, where she had a cousin. + +"Then perhaps she'll be pleased with the notion of staying," he said. + +"Oh, much you know about it!" she retorted; and, in view of the +hypothetical difficulty and his want of sympathy, she fell into a gloom, +from which she roused herself at last by declaring that, if there was +nothing else in the flat they took, there should be a light kitchen and a +bright, sunny bedroom for Margaret. He expressed the belief that they +could easily find such a flat as that, and she denounced his fatal +optimism, which buoyed him up in the absence of an undertaking and let +him drop into the depths of despair in its presence. + +He owned this defect of temperament, but he said that it compensated the +opposite in her character. "I suppose that's one of the chief uses of +marriage; people supplement one another, and form a pretty fair sort of +human being together. The only drawback to the theory is that unmarried +people seem each as complete and whole as a married pair." + +She refused to be amused; she turned her face to the window and put her +handkerchief up under her veil. + +It was not till the dining-car was attached to their train that they were +both able to escape for an hour into the care-free mood of their earlier +travels, when they were so easily taken out of themselves. The time had +been when they could have found enough in the conjectural fortunes and +characters of their fellow-passengers to occupy them. This phase of +their youth had lasted long, and the world was still full of novelty and +interest for them; but it required all the charm of the dining-car now to +lay the anxieties that beset them. It was so potent for the moment, +however, that they could take an objective view at their sitting cozily +down there together, as if they had only themselves in the world. They +wondered what the children were doing, the children who possessed them so +intensely when present, and now, by a fantastic operation of absence, +seemed almost non-existents. They tried to be homesick for them, but +failed; they recognized with comfortable self-abhorrence that this was +terrible, but owned a fascination in being alone; at the same time, they +could not imagine how people felt who never had any children. They +contrasted the luxury of dining that way, with every advantage except a +band of music, and the old way of rushing out to snatch a fearful joy at +the lunch-counters of the Worcesier and Springfield and New Haven +stations. They had not gone often to New York since their wedding +journey, but they had gone often enough to have noted the change from the +lunch-counter to the lunch-basket brought in the train, from which you +could subsist with more ease and dignity, but seemed destined to a +superabundance of pickles, whatever you ordered. + +They thought well of themselves now that they could be both critical and +tolerant of flavors not very sharply distinguished from one another in +their dinner, and they lingered over their coffee and watched the autumn +landscape through the windows. + +"Not quite so loud a pattern of calico this year," he said, with +patronizing forbearance toward the painted woodlands whirling by. +"Do you see how the foreground next the train rushes from us and the +background keeps ahead of us, while the middle distance seems stationary? +I don't think I ever noticed that effect before. There ought to be +something literary in it: retreating past and advancing future and +deceitfully permanent present--something like that?" + +His wife brushed some crumbs from her lap before rising. "Yes. You +mustn't waste any of these ideas now." + +"Oh no; it would be money out of Fulkerson's pocket." + + + + +VII. + +They went to a quiet hotel far down-town, and took a small apartment +which they thought they could easily afford for the day or two they need +spend in looking up a furnished flat. They were used to staying at this +hotel when they came on for a little outing in New York, after some rigid +winter in Boston, at the time of the spring exhibitions. They were +remembered there from year to year; the colored call-boys, who never +seemed to get any older, smiled upon them, and the clerk called March by +name even before he registered. He asked if Mrs. March were with him, +and said then he supposed they would want their usual quarters; and in a +moment they were domesticated in a far interior that seemed to have been +waiting for them in a clean, quiet, patient disoccupation ever since they +left it two years before. The little parlor, with its gilt paper and +ebonized furniture, was the lightest of the rooms, but it was not very +light at noonday without the gas, which the bell-boy now flared up for +them. The uproar of the city came to it in a soothing murmur, and they +took possession of its peace and comfort with open celebration. After +all, they agreed, there was no place in the world so delightful as a +hotel apartment like that; the boasted charms of home were nothing to it; +and then the magic of its being always there, ready for any one, every +one, just as if it were for some one alone: it was like the experience of +an Arabian Nights hero come true for all the race. + +"Oh, why can't we always stay here, just we two!" Mrs. March sighed to +her husband, as he came out of his room rubbing his face red with the +towel, while she studied a new arrangement of her bonnet and handbag on +the mantel. + +"And ignore the past? I'm willing. I've no doubt that the children +could get on perfectly well without us, and could find some lot in the +scheme of Providence that would really be just as well for them." + +"Yes; or could contrive somehow never to have existed. I should insist +upon that. If they are, don't you see that we couldn't wish them not to +be?" + +"Oh yes; I see your point; it's simply incontrovertible." + +She laughed and said: "Well, at any rate, if we can't find a flat to suit +us we can all crowd into these three rooms somehow, for the winter, and +then browse about for meals. By the week we could get them much cheaper; +and we could save on the eating, as they do in Europe. Or on something +else." + +"Something else, probably," said March. "But we won't take this +apartment till the ideal furnished flat winks out altogether. We shall +not have any trouble. We can easily find some one who is going South for +the winter and will be glad to give up their flat 'to the right party' at +a nominal rent. That's my notion. That's what the Evanses did one +winter when they came on here in February. All but the nominality of the +rent." + +"Yes, and we could pay a very good rent and still save something on +letting our house. You can settle yourselves in a hundred different ways +in New York, that is one merit of the place. But if everything else +fails, we can come back to this. I want you to take the refusal of it, +Basil. And we'll commence looking this very evening as soon as we've had +dinner. I cut a lot of things out of the Herald as we came on. +See here!" + +She took a long strip of paper out of her hand-bag with minute +advertisements pinned transversely upon it, and forming the effect of +some glittering nondescript vertebrate. + +"Looks something like the sea-serpent," said March, drying his hands on +the towel, while he glanced up and down the list. "But we sha'n't have +any trouble. I've no doubt there are half a dozen things there that will +do. You haven't gone up-town? Because we must be near the 'Every Other +Week' office." + +"No; but I wish Mr. Fulkerson hadn't called it that! It always makes one +think of 'jam yesterday and jam tomorrow, but never jam to-day,' in +'Through the Looking-Glass.' They're all in this region." + +They were still at their table, beside a low window, where some sort of +never-blooming shrub symmetrically balanced itself in a large pot, with a +leaf to the right and a leaf to the left and a spear up the middle, when +Fulkerson came stepping square-footedly over the thick dining-room +carpet. He wagged in the air a gay hand of salutation at sight of them, +and of repression when they offered to rise to meet him; then, with an +apparent simultaneity of action he gave a hand to each, pulled up a chair +from the next table, put his hat and stick on the floor beside it, and +seated himself. + +"Well, you've burned your ships behind you, sure enough," he said, +beaming his satisfaction upon them from eyes and teeth. + +"The ships are burned," said March, "though I'm not sure we alone did +it. But here we are, looking for shelter, and a little anxious about the +disposition of the natives." + +"Oh, they're an awful peaceable lot," said Fulkerson. "I've been round +among the caciques a little, and I think I've got two or three places +that will just suit you, Mrs. March. How did you leave the children?" + +"Oh, how kind of you! Very well, and very proud to be left in charge of +the smoking wrecks." + +Fulkerson naturally paid no attention to what she said, being but +secondarily interested in the children at the best. "Here are some +things right in this neighborhood, within gunshot of the office, and if +you want you can go and look at them to-night; the agents gave me houses +where the people would be in." + +"We will go and look at them instantly," said Mrs. March. "Or, as soon +as you've had coffee with us." + +"Never do," Fulkerson replied. He gathered up his hat and stick. "Just +rushed in to say Hello, and got to run right away again. I tell you, +March, things are humming. I'm after those fellows with a sharp stick +all the while to keep them from loafing on my house, and at the same time +I'm just bubbling over with ideas about 'The Lone Hand--wish we could +call it that!--that I want to talk up with you." + +"Well, come to breakfast," said Mrs. March, cordially. + +"No; the ideas will keep till you've secured your lodge in this vast +wilderness. Good-bye." + +"You're as nice as you can be, Mr. Fulkerson," she said, "to keep us in +mind when you have so much to occupy you." + +"I wouldn't have anything to occupy me if I hadn't kept you in mind, Mrs. +March," said Fulkerson, going off upon as good a speech as he could +apparently hope to make. + +"Why, Basil," said Mrs. March, when he was gone, "he's charming! +But now we mustn't lose an instant. Let's see where the places are." +She ran over the half-dozen agents' permits. "Capital-first-rate-the +very thing-every one. Well, I consider ourselves settled! We can go +back to the children to-morrow if we like, though I rather think I should +like to stay over another day and get a little rested for the final +pulling up that's got to come. But this simplifies everything +enormously, and Mr. Fulkerson is as thoughtful and as sweet as he can be. +I know you will get on well with him. He has such a good heart. And his +attitude toward you, Basil, is beautiful always--so respectful; or not +that so much as appreciative. Yes, appreciative--that's the word; I must +always keep that in mind." + +"It's quite important to do so," said March. + +"Yes," she assented, seriously, "and we must not forget just what kind of +flat we are going to look for. The 'sine qua nons' are an elevator and +steam heat, not above the third floor, to begin with. Then we must each +have a room, and you must have your study and I must have my parlor; and +the two girls must each have a room. With the kitchen and dining room, +how many does that make?" + +"Ten." + +"I thought eight. Well, no matter. You can work in the parlor, and run +into your bedroom when anybody comes; and I can sit in mine, and the +girls must put up with one, if it's large and sunny, though I've always +given them two at home. And the kitchen must be sunny, so they can sit +in it. And the rooms must all have outside light. Aud the rent must not +be over eight hundred for the winter. We only get a thousand for our +whole house, and we must save something out of that, so as to cover the +expenses of moving. Now, do you think you can remember all that?" + +"Not the half of it," said March. "But you can; or if you forget a third +of it, I can come in with my partial half and more than make it up." + +She had brought her bonnet and sacque down-stairs with her, and was +transferring them from the hatrack to her person while she talked. The +friendly door-boy let them into the street, and the clear October evening +air brightened her so that as she tucked her hand under her husband's arm +and began to pull him along she said, "If we find something right away-- +and we're just as likely to get the right flat soon as late; it's all a +lottery--well go to the theatre somewhere." + +She had a moment's panic about having left the agents' permits on the +table, and after remembering that she had put them into her little +shopping-bag, where she kept her money (each note crushed into a round +wad), and had heft it on the hat-rack, where it would certainly be +stolen, she found it on her wrist. She did not think that very funny; +but after a first impulse to inculpate her husband, she let him laugh, +while they stopped under a lamp and she held the permits half a yard away +to read the numbers on them. + +"Where are your glasses, Isabel?" + +"On the mantel in our room, of course." + +"Then you ought to have brought a pair of tongs." + +"I wouldn't get off second-hand jokes, Basil," she said; and "Why, here!" +she cried, whirling round to the door before which they had halted, "this +is the very number. Well, I do believe it's a sign!" + +One of those colored men who soften the trade of janitor in many of the +smaller apartment-houses in New York by the sweetness of their race let +the Marches in, or, rather, welcomed them to the possession of the +premises by the bow with which he acknowledged their permit. It was a +large, old mansion cut up into five or six dwellings, but it had kept +some traits of its former dignity, which pleased people of their +sympathetic tastes. The dark-mahogany trim, of sufficiently ugly design, +gave a rich gloom to the hallway, which was wide and paved with marble; +the carpeted stairs curved aloft through a generous space. + +"There is no elevator?" Mrs. March asked of the janitor. + +He answered, "No, ma'am; only two flights up," so winningly that she +said, + +"Oh!" in courteous apology, and whispered to her husband, as she followed +lightly up, "We'll take it, Basil, if it's like the rest." + +"If it's like him, you mean." + +"I don't wonder they wanted to own them," she hurriedly philosophized. +"If I had such a creature, nothing but death should part us, and I should +no more think of giving him his freedom!" + +"No; we couldn't afford it," returned her husband. + +The apartment which the janitor unlocked for them, and lit up from those +chandeliers and brackets of gilt brass in the form of vine bunches, +leaves, and tendrils in which the early gas-fitter realized most of his +conceptions of beauty, had rather more of the ugliness than the dignity +of the hall. But the rooms were large, and they grouped themselves in a +reminiscence of the time when they were part of a dwelling that had its +charm, its pathos, its impressiveness. Where they were cut up into +smaller spaces, it had been done with the frankness with which a proud +old family of fallen fortunes practises its economies. The rough pine- +floors showed a black border of tack-heads where carpets had been lifted +and put down for generations; the white paint was yellow with age; the +apartment had light at the front and at the back, and two or three rooms +had glimpses of the day through small windows let into their corners; +another one seemed lifting an appealing eye to heaven through a glass +circle in its ceiling; the rest must darkle in perpetual twilight. Yet +something pleased in it all, and Mrs. March had gone far to adapt the +different rooms to the members of her family, when she suddenly thought +(and for her to think was to say), "Why, but there's no steam heat!" + +"No, ma'am," the janitor admitted; "but dere's grates in most o' de +rooms, and dere's furnace heat in de halls." + +"That's true," she admitted, and, having placed her family in the +apartments, it was hard to get them out again. "Could we manage?" she +referred to her husband. + +"Why, I shouldn't care for the steam heat if--What is the rent?" he +broke off to ask the janitor. + +"Nine hundred, sir." + +March concluded to his wife, "If it were furnished." + +"Why, of course! What could I have been thinking of? We're looking for +a furnished flat," she explained to the janitor, "and this was so +pleasant and homelike that I never thought whether it was furnished or +not." + +She smiled upon the janitor, and he entered into the joke and chuckled so +amiably at her flattering oversight on the way down-stairs that she said, +as she pinched her husband's arm, "Now, if you don't give him a quarter +I'll never speak to you again, Basil!" + +"I would have given half a dollar willingly to get you beyond his +glamour," said March, when they were safely on the pavement outside." +If it hadn't been for my strength of character, you'd have taken an +unfurnished flat without heat and with no elevator, at nine hundred a +year, when you had just sworn me to steam heat, an elevator, furniture, +and eight hundred." + +"Yes! How could I have lost my head so completely?" she said, with a +lenient amusement in her aberration which she was not always able to feel +in her husband's. + +"The next time a colored janitor opens the door to us, I'll tell him the +apartment doesn't suit at the threshold. It's the only way to manage +you, Isabel." + +"It's true. I am in love with the whole race. I never saw one of them +that didn't have perfectly angelic manners. I think we shall all be +black in heaven--that is, black-souled." + +"That isn't the usual theory," said March. + +"Well, perhaps not," she assented. "Where are we going now? Oh yes, to +the Xenophon!" + +She pulled him gayly along again, and after they had walked a block down +and half a block over they stood before the apartment-house of that name, +which was cut on the gas-lamps on either side of the heavily spiked, +aesthetic-hinged black door. The titter of an electric-bell brought a +large, fat Buttons, with a stage effect of being dressed to look small, +who said he would call the janitor, and they waited in the dimly +splendid, copper-colored interior, admiring the whorls and waves into +which the wallpaint was combed, till the janitor came in his gold-banded +cap, like a Continental porker. When they said they would like to see +Mrs. Grosvenor Green's apartment, he owned his inability to cope with the +affair, and said he must send for the superintendent; he was either in +the Herodotus or the Thucydides, and would be there in a minute. The +Buttons brought him--a Yankee of browbeating presence in plain clothes-- +almost before they had time to exchange a frightened whisper in +recognition of the fact that there could be no doubt of the steam heat +and elevator in this case. Half stifled in the one, they mounted in the +other eight stories, while they tried to keep their self-respect under +the gaze of the superintendent, which they felt was classing and +assessing them with unfriendly accuracy. They could not, and they +faltered abashed at the threshold of Mrs. Grosvenor Green's apartment, +while the superintendent lit the gas in the gangway that he called a +private hall, and in the drawing-room and the succession of chambers +stretching rearward to the kitchen. Everything had, been done by the +architect to save space, and everything, to waste it by Mrs. Grosvenor +Green. She had conformed to a law for the necessity of turning round in +each room, and had folding-beds in the chambers, but there her +subordination had ended, and wherever you might have turned round she had +put a gimcrack so that you would knock it over if you did turn. The +place was rather pretty and even imposing at first glance, and it took +several joint ballots for March and his wife to make sure that with the +kitchen there were only six rooms. At every door hung a portiere from +large rings on a brass rod; every shelf and dressing-case and mantel was +littered with gimcracks, and the corners of the tiny rooms were curtained +off, and behind these portieres swarmed more gimcracks. The front of the +upright piano had what March called a short-skirted portiere on it, and +the top was covered with vases, with dragon candlesticks and with Jap +fans, which also expanded themselves bat wise on the walls between the +etchings and the water colors. The floors were covered with filling, and +then rugs and then skins; the easy-chairs all had tidies, Armenian and +Turkish and Persian; the lounges and sofas had embroidered cushions +hidden under tidies. + +The radiator was concealed by a Jap screen, and over the top of this some +Arab scarfs were flung. There was a superabundance of clocks. China +pugs guarded the hearth; a brass sunflower smiled from the top of either +andiron, and a brass peacock spread its tail before them inside a high +filigree fender; on one side was a coalhod in 'repousse' brass, and on +the other a wrought iron wood-basket. Some red Japanese bird-kites were +stuck about in the necks of spelter vases, a crimson Jap umbrella hung +opened beneath the chandelier, and each globe had a shade of yellow silk. + +March, when he had recovered his self-command a little in the presence of +the agglomeration, comforted himself by calling the bric-a-brac +Jamescracks, as if this was their full name. + +The disrespect he was able to show the whole apartment by means of this +joke strengthened him to say boldly to the superintendent that it was +altogether too small; then he asked carelessly what the rent was. + +"Two hundred and fifty." + +The Marches gave a start, and looked at each other. + +"Don't you think we could make it do?" she asked him, and he could see +that she had mentally saved five hundred dollars as the difference +between the rent of their house and that of this flat. "It has some very +pretty features, and we could manage to squeeze in, couldn't we?" + +"You won't find another furnished flat like it for no two-fifty a month +in the whole city," the superintendent put in. + +They exchanged glances again, and March said, carelessly, "It's too +small." + +"There's a vacant flat in the Herodotus for eighteen hundred a year, and +one in the Thucydides for fifteen," the superintendent suggested, +clicking his keys together as they sank down in the elevator; "seven +rooms and bath." + +"Thank you," said March; "we're looking for a furnished flat." + +They felt that the superintendent parted from them with repressed +sarcasm. + +"Oh, Basil, do you think we really made him think it was the smallness +and not the dearness?" + +" No, but we saved our self-respect in the attempt; and that's a great +deal." + +"Of course, I wouldn't have taken it, anyway, with only six rooms, and so +high up. But what prices! Now, we must be very circumspect about the +next place." + +It was a janitress, large, fat, with her arms wound up in her apron, who +received them there. Mrs. March gave her a succinct but perfect +statement of their needs. She failed to grasp the nature of them, or +feigned to do so. She shook her head, and said that her son would show +them the flat. There was a radiator visible in the narrow hall, and +Isabel tacitly compromised on steam heat without an elevator, as the flat +was only one flight up. When the son appeared from below with a small +kerosene hand-lamp, it appeared that the flat was unfurnished, but there +was no stopping him till he had shown it in all its impossibility. When +they got safely away from it and into the street March said: "Well, have +you had enough for to-night, Isabel? Shall we go to the theatre now?" + +"Not on any account. I want to see the whole list of flats that Mr. +Fulkerson thought would be the very thing for us." She laughed, but with +a certain bitterness. + +"You'll be calling him my Mr. Fulkerson next, Isabel." + +"Oh no!" + +The fourth address was a furnished flat without a kitchen, in a house +with a general restaurant. The fifth was a furnished house. At the +sixth a pathetic widow and her pretty daughter wanted to take a family to +board, and would give them a private table at a rate which the Marches +would have thought low in Boston. + +Mrs. March came away tingling with compassion for their evident anxiety, +and this pity naturally soured into a sense of injury. "Well, I must say +I have completely lost confidence in Mr. Fulkerson's judgment. Anything +more utterly different from what I told him we wanted I couldn't imagine. +If he doesn't manage any better about his business than he has done about +this, it will be a perfect failure." + +"Well, well, let's hope he'll be more circumspect about that," her +husband returned, with ironical propitiation. "But I don't think it's +Fulkerson's fault altogether. Perhaps it's the house-agents'. They're a +very illusory generation. There seems to be something in the human +habitation that corrupts the natures of those who deal in it, to buy or +sell it, to hire or let it. You go to an agent and tell him what kind of +a house you want. He has no such house, and he sends you to look at +something altogether different, upon the well-ascertained principle that +if you can't get what you want you will take what you can get. You don't +suppose the 'party' that took our house in Boston was looking for any +such house? He was looking for a totally different kind of house in +another part of the town." + +"I don't believe that!" his wife broke in. + +"Well, no matter. But see what a scandalous rent you asked for it." + +"We didn't get much more than half; and, besides, the agent told me to +ask fourteen hundred." + +"Oh, I'm not blaming you, Isabel. I'm only analyzing the house-agent and +exonerating Fulkerson." + +"Well, I don't believe he told them just what we wanted; and, at any +rate, I'm done with agents. Tomorrow I'm going entirely by +advertisements." + + + + +VIII. + +Mrs. March took the vertebrate with her to the Vienna Coffee-House, where +they went to breakfast next morning. She made March buy her the Herald +and the World, and she added to its spiny convolutions from them. She +read the new advertisements aloud with ardor and with faith to believe +that the apartments described in them were every one truthfully +represented, and that any one of them was richly responsive to their +needs. "Elegant, light, large, single and outside flats" were offered +with "all improvements--bath, ice-box, etc."--for twenty-five to thirty +dollars a month. The cheapness was amazing. The Wagram, the Esmeralda, +the Jacinth, advertised them for forty dollars and sixty dollars, "with +steam heat and elevator," rent free till November. Others, attractive +from their air of conscientious scruple, announced "first-class flats; +good order; reasonable rents." The Helena asked the reader if she had +seen the "cabinet finish, hard-wood floors, and frescoed ceilings" of its +fifty-dollar flats; the Asteroid affirmed that such apartments, with "six +light rooms and bath, porcelain wash-tubs, electric bells, and hall-boy," +as it offered for seventy-five dollars were unapproached by competition. +There was a sameness in the jargon which tended to confusion. Mrs. March +got several flats on her list which promised neither steam heat nor +elevators; she forgot herself so far as to include two or three as remote +from the down-town region of her choice as Harlem. But after she had +rejected these the nondescript vertebrate was still voluminous enough to +sustain her buoyant hopes. + +The waiter, who remembered them from year to year, had put them at a +window giving a pretty good section of Broadway, and before they set out +on their search they had a moment of reminiscence. They recalled the +Broadway of five, of ten, of twenty years ago, swelling and roaring with +a tide of gayly painted omnibuses and of picturesque traffic that the +horsecars have now banished from it. The grind of their wheels and the +clash of their harsh bells imperfectly fill the silence that the +omnibuses have left, and the eye misses the tumultuous perspective of +former times. + +They went out and stood for a moment before Grace Church, and looked down +the stately thoroughfare, and found it no longer impressive, no longer +characteristic. It is still Broadway in name, but now it is like any +other street. You do not now take your life in your hand when you +attempt to cross it; the Broadway policeman who supported the elbow of +timorous beauty in the hollow of his cotton-gloved palm and guided its +little fearful boots over the crossing, while he arrested the billowy +omnibuses on either side with an imperious glance, is gone, and all that +certain processional, barbaric gayety of the place is gone. + +"Palmyra, Baalbec, Timour of the Desert," said March, voicing their +common feeling of the change. + +They turned and went into the beautiful church, and found themselves in +time for the matin service. Rapt far from New York, if not from earth, +in the dim richness of the painted light, the hallowed music took them +with solemn ecstasy; the aerial, aspiring Gothic forms seemed to lift +them heavenward. They came out, reluctant, into the dazzle and bustle of +the street, with a feeling that they were too good for it, which they +confessed to each other with whimsical consciousness. + +"But no matter how consecrated we feel now," he said, "we mustn't forget +that we went into the church for precisely the same reason that we went +to the Vienna Cafe for breakfast--to gratify an aesthetic sense, to renew +the faded pleasure of travel for a moment, to get back into the Europe of +our youth. It was a purely Pagan impulse, Isabel, and we'd better own +it." + +"I don't know," she returned. "I think we reduce ourselves to the bare +bones too much. I wish we didn't always recognize the facts as we do. +Sometimes I should like to blink them. I should like to think I was +devouter than I am, and younger and prettier." + +"Better not; you couldn't keep it up. Honesty is the best policy even in +such things." + +"No; I don't like it, Basil. I should rather wait till the last day for +some of my motives to come to the top. I know they're always mixed, but +do let me give them the benefit of a doubt sometimes." + +"Well, well, have it your own way, my dear. But I prefer not to lay up +so many disagreeable surprises for myself at that time." + +She would not consent. "I know I am a good deal younger than I was. +I feel quite in the mood of that morning when we walked down Broadway on +our wedding journey. Don't you?" + +"Oh yes. But I know I'm not younger; I'm only prettier." + +She laughed for pleasure in his joke, and also for unconscious joy in the +gay New York weather, in which there was no 'arriere pensee' of the east +wind. They had crossed Broadway, and were walking over to Washington +Square, in the region of which they now hoped to place themselves. The +'primo tenore' statue of Garibaldi had already taken possession of the +place in the name of Latin progress, and they met Italian faces, French +faces, Spanish faces, as they strolled over the asphalt walks, under the +thinning shadows of the autumn-stricken sycamores. They met the familiar +picturesque raggedness of Southern Europe with the old kindly illusion +that somehow it existed for their appreciation, and that it found +adequate compensation for poverty in this. March thought he sufficiently +expressed his tacit sympathy in sitting down on one of the iron benches +with his wife and letting a little Neapolitan put a superfluous shine on +his boots, while their desultory comment wandered with equal esteem to +the old-fashioned American respectability which keeps the north side of +the square in vast mansions of red brick, and the international +shabbiness which has invaded the southern border, and broken it up into +lodging-houses, shops, beer-gardens, and studios. + +They noticed the sign of an apartment to let on the north side, and as +soon as the little bootblack could be bought off they went over to look +at it. The janitor met them at the door and examined them. Then he +said, as if still in doubt, "It has ten rooms, and the rent is twenty- +eight hundred dollars." + +"It wouldn't do, then," March replied, and left him to divide the +responsibility between the paucity of the rooms and the enormity of the +rent as he best might. But their self-love had received a wound, and +they questioned each other what it was in their appearance made him doubt +their ability to pay so much. + +"Of course, we don't look like New-Yorkers," sighed Mrs. March, "and +we've walked through the Square. That might be as if we had walked along +the Park Street mall in the Common before we came out on Beacon. Do you +suppose he could have seen you getting your boots blacked in that way?" + +"It's useless to ask," said March. "But I never can recover from this +blow." + +"Oh, pshaw! You know you hate such things as badly as I do. It was very +impertinent of him." + +"Let us go back and 'ecraser l'infame' by paying him a year's rent in +advance and taking immediate possession. Nothing else can soothe my +wounded feelings. You were not having your boots blacked: why shouldn't +he have supposed you were a New-Yorker, and I a country cousin?" + +"They always know. Don't you remember Mrs. Williams's going to a Fifth +Avenue milliner in a Worth dress, and the woman's asking her instantly +what hotel she should send her hat to?" + +"Yes; these things drive one to despair. I don't wonder the bodies of so +many genteel strangers are found in the waters around New York. Shall we +try the south side, my dear? or had we better go back to our rooms and +rest awhile?" + +Mrs. March had out the vertebrate, and was consulting one of its +glittering ribs and glancing up from it at a house before which they +stood. "Yes, it's the number; but do they call this being ready October +first?" The little area in front of the basement was heaped with a +mixture of mortar, bricks, laths, and shavings from the interior; the +brownstone steps to the front door were similarly bestrewn; the doorway +showed the half-open, rough pine carpenter's sketch of an unfinished +house; the sashless windows of every story showed the activity of workmen +within; the clatter of hammers and the hiss of saws came out to them from +every opening. + +"They may call it October first," said March, "because it's too late to +contradict them. But they'd better not call it December first in my +presence; I'll let them say January first, at a pinch." + +"We will go in and look at it, anyway," said his wife; and he admired +how, when she was once within, she began provisionally to settle the +family in each of the several floors with the female instinct for +domiciliation which never failed her. She had the help of the landlord, +who was present to urge forward the workmen apparently; he lent a hopeful +fancy to the solution of all her questions. To get her from under his +influence March had to represent that the place was damp from undried +plastering, and that if she stayed she would probably be down with that +New York pneumonia which visiting Bostonians are always dying of. Once +safely on the pavement outside, she realized that the apartment was not +only unfinished, but unfurnished, and had neither steam heat nor +elevator. "But I thought we had better look at everything," she +explained. + +"Yes, but not take everything. If I hadn't pulled you away from there by +main force you'd have not only died of New York pneumonia on the spot, +but you'd have had us all settled there before we knew what we were +about." + +"Well, that's what I can't help, Basil. It's the only way I can realize +whether it will do for us. I have to dramatize the whole thing." + +She got a deal of pleasure as well as excitement out of this, and he had +to own that the process of setting up housekeeping in so many different +places was not only entertaining, but tended, through association with +their first beginnings in housekeeping, to restore the image of their +early married days and to make them young again. + +It went on all day, and continued far into the night, until it was too +late to go to the theatre, too late to do anything but tumble into bed +and simultaneously fall asleep. They groaned over their reiterated +disappointments, but they could not deny that the interest was unfailing, +and that they got a great deal of fun out of it all. Nothing could abate +Mrs. March's faith in her advertisements. One of them sent her to a flat +of ten rooms which promised to be the solution of all their difficulties; +it proved to be over a livery-stable, a liquor store, and a milliner's +shop, none of the first fashion. Another led them far into old Greenwich +Village to an apartment-house, which she refused to enter behind a small +girl with a loaf of bread under one arm and a quart can of milk under the +other. + +In their search they were obliged, as March complained, to the +acquisition of useless information in a degree unequalled in their +experience. They came to excel in the sad knowledge of the line at which +respectability distinguishes itself from shabbiness. Flattering +advertisements took them to numbers of huge apartment-houses chiefly +distinguishable from tenement-houses by the absence of fire-escapes on +their facades, till Mrs. March refused to stop at any door where there +were more than six bell-ratchets and speaking-tubes on either hand. +Before the middle of the afternoon she decided against ratchets +altogether, and confined herself to knobs, neatly set in the door-trim. +Her husband was still sunk in the superstition that you can live anywhere +you like in New York, and he would have paused at some places where her +quicker eye caught the fatal sign of "Modes" in the ground-floor windows. +She found that there was an east and west line beyond which they could +not go if they wished to keep their self-respect, and that within the +region to which they had restricted themselves there was a choice of +streets. At first all the New York streets looked to them ill-paved, +dirty, and repulsive; the general infamy imparted itself in their casual +impression to streets in no wise guilty. But they began to notice that +some streets were quiet and clean, and, though never so quiet and clean +as Boston streets, that they wore an air of encouraging reform, and +suggested a future of greater and greater domesticity. Whole blocks of +these downtown cross-streets seemed to have been redeemed from decay, and +even in the midst of squalor a dwelling here and there had been seized, +painted a dull red as to its brick-work, and a glossy black as to its +wood-work, and with a bright brass bell-pull and door-knob and a large +brass plate for its key-hole escutcheon, had been endowed with an effect +of purity and pride which removed its shabby neighborhood far from it. +Some of these houses were quite small, and imaginably within their means; +but, as March said, some body seemed always to be living there himself, +and the fact that none of them was to rent kept Mrs. March true to her +ideal of a fiat. Nothing prevented its realization so much as its +difference from the New York ideal of a flat, which was inflexibly seven +rooms and a bath. One or two rooms might be at the front, the rest +crooked and cornered backward through in creasing and then decreasing +darkness till they reached a light bedroom or kitchen at the rear. +It might be the one or the other, but it was always the seventh room with +the bath; or if, as sometimes happened, it was the eighth, it was so +after having counted the bath as one; in this case the janitor said you +always counted the bath as one. If the flats were advertised as having +"all light rooms," he explained that any room with a window giving into +the open air of a court or shaft was counted a light room. + +The Marches tried to make out why it was that these flats were go much +more repulsive than the apartments which everyone lived in abroad; but +they could only do so upon the supposition that in their European days +they were too young, too happy, too full of the future, to notice whether +rooms were inside or outside, light or dark, big or little, high or low. +"Now we're imprisoned in the present," he said, "and we have to make the +worst of it." + +In their despair he had an inspiration, which she declared worthy of him: +it was to take two small flats, of four or five rooms and a bath, and +live in both. They tried this in a great many places, but they never +could get two flats of the kind on the same floor where there was steam +heat and an elevator. At one place they almost did it. They had +resigned themselves to the humility of the neighborhood, to the +prevalence of modistes and livery-stablemen (they seem to consort much in +New York), to the garbage in the gutters and the litter of paper in the +streets, to the faltering slats in the surrounding window-shutters and +the crumbled brownstone steps and sills, when it turned out that one of +the apartments had been taken between two visits they made. Then the +only combination left open to them was of a ground-floor flat to the +right and a third-floor flat to the left. + +Still they kept this inspiration in reserve for use at the first +opportunity. In the mean time there were several flats which they +thought they could almost make do: notably one where they could get an +extra servant's room in the basement four flights down, and another where +they could get it in the roof five flights up. At the first the janitor +was respectful and enthusiastic; at the second he had an effect of +ironical pessimism. When they trembled on the verge of taking his +apartment, he pointed out a spot in the kalsomining of the parlor +ceiling, and gratuitously said, Now such a thing as that he should not +agree to put in shape unless they took the apartment for a term of years. +The apartment was unfurnished, and they recurred to the fact that they +wanted a furnished apartment, and made their escape. This saved them in +several other extremities; but short of extremity they could not keep +their different requirements in mind, and were always about to decide +without regard to some one of them. + +They went to several places twice without intending: once to that old- +fashioned house with the pleasant colored janitor, and wandered all over +the apartment again with a haunting sense of familiarity, and then +recognized the janitor and laughed; and to that house with the pathetic +widow and the pretty daughter who wished to take them to board. They +stayed to excuse their blunder, and easily came by the fact that the +mother had taken the house that the girl might have a home while she was +in New York studying art, and they hoped to pay their way by taking +boarders. Her daughter was at her class now, the mother concluded; and +they encouraged her to believe that it could only be a few days till the +rest of her scheme was realized. + +"I dare say we could be perfectly comfortable there," March suggested +when they had got away. "Now if we were truly humane we would modify our +desires to meet their needs and end this sickening search, wouldn't we?" + +"Yes, but we're not truly humane," his wife answered, "or at least not in +that sense. You know you hate boarding; and if we went there I should +have them on my sympathies the whole time." + +"I see. And then you would take it out of me." + +"Then I should take it out of you. And if you are going to be so weak, +Basil, and let every little thing work upon you in that way, you'd better +not come to New York. You'll see enough misery here." + +"Well, don't take that superior tone with me, as if I were a child that +had its mind set on an undesirable toy, Isabel." + +"Ah, don't you suppose it's because you are such a child in some respects +that I like you, dear?" she demanded, without relenting. + +"But I don't find so much misery in New York. I don't suppose there's +any more suffering here to the population than there is in the country. +And they're so gay about it all. I think the outward aspect of the place +and the hilarity of the sky and air must get into the people's blood. +The weather is simply unapproachable; and I don't care if it is the +ugliest place in the world, as you say. I suppose it is. It shrieks and +yells with ugliness here and there but it never loses its spirits. That +widow is from the country. When she's been a year in New York she'll be +as gay--as gay as an L road." He celebrated a satisfaction they both had +in the L roads. "They kill the streets and avenues, but at least they +partially hide them, and that is some comfort; and they do triumph over +their prostrate forms with a savage exultation that is intoxicating. +Those bends in the L that you get in the corner of Washington Square, or +just below the Cooper Institute--they're the gayest things in the world. +Perfectly atrocious, of course, but incomparably picturesque! And the +whole city is so," said March, "or else the L would never have got built +here. New York may be splendidly gay or squalidly gay; but, prince or +pauper, it's gay always." + +"Yes, gay is the word," she admitted, with a sigh. "But frantic. +I can't get used to it. They forget death, Basil; they forget death in +New York." + +"Well, I don't know that I've ever found much advantage in remembering +it." + +"Don't say such a thing, dearest." + +He could see that she had got to the end of her nervous strength for the +present, and he proposed that they should take the Elevated road as far +as it would carry them into the country, and shake off their nightmare of +flat-hunting for an hour or two; but her conscience would not let her. +She convicted him of levity equal to that of the New-Yorkers in proposing +such a thing; and they dragged through the day. She was too tired to +care for dinner, and in the night she had a dream from which she woke +herself with a cry that roused him, too. It was something about the +children at first, whom they had talked of wistfully before falling +asleep, and then it was of a hideous thing with two square eyes and a +series of sections growing darker and then lighter, till the tail of the +monstrous articulate was quite luminous again. She shuddered at the +vague description she was able to give; but he asked, "Did it offer to +bite you?" + +"No. That was the most frightful thing about it; it had no mouth." + +March laughed. "Why, my dear, it was nothing but a harmless New York +flat--seven rooms and a bath." + +"I really believe it was," she consented, recognizing an architectural +resemblance, and she fell asleep again, and woke renewed for the work +before them. + + + + +IX. + +Their house-hunting no longer had novelty, but it still had interest; and +they varied their day by taking a coupe, by renouncing advertisements, +and by reverting to agents. Some of these induced them to consider the +idea of furnished houses; and Mrs. March learned tolerance for Fulkerson +by accepting permits to visit flats and houses which had none of the +qualifications she desired in either, and were as far beyond her means as +they were out of the region to which she had geographically restricted +herself. They looked at three-thousand and four-thousand dollar +apartments, and rejected them for one reason or another which had nothing +to do with the rent; the higher the rent was, the more critical they were +of the slippery inlaid floors and the arrangement of the richly decorated +rooms. They never knew whether they had deceived the janitor or not; as +they came in a coupe, they hoped they had. + +They drove accidentally through one street that seemed gayer in the +perspective than an L road. The fire-escapes, with their light iron +balconies and ladders of iron, decorated the lofty house fronts; the +roadway and sidewalks and door-steps swarmed with children; women's heads +seemed to show at every window. In the basements, over which flights of +high stone steps led to the tenements, were green-grocers' shops +abounding in cabbages, and provision stores running chiefly to bacon and +sausages, and cobblers' and tinners' shops, and the like, in proportion +to the small needs of a poor neighborhood. Ash barrels lined the +sidewalks, and garbage heaps filled the gutters; teams of all trades +stood idly about; a peddler of cheap fruit urged his cart through the +street, and mixed his cry with the joyous screams and shouts of the +children and the scolding and gossiping voices of the women; the burly +blue bulk of a policeman defined itself at the corner; a drunkard +zigzagged down the sidewalk toward him. It was not the abode of the +extremest poverty, but of a poverty as hopeless as any in the world, +transmitting itself from generation to generation, and establishing +conditions of permanency to which human life adjusts itself as it does to +those of some incurable disease, like leprosy. + +The time had been when the Marches would have taken a purely aesthetic +view of the facts as they glimpsed them in this street of tenement- +houses; when they would have contented themselves with saying that it was +as picturesque as a street in Naples or Florence, and with wondering why +nobody came to paint it; they would have thought they were sufficiently +serious about it in blaming the artists for their failure to appreciate +it, and going abroad for the picturesque when they had it here under +their noses. It was to the nose that the street made one of its +strongest appeals, and Mrs. March pulled up her window of the coupe. +"Why does he take us through such a disgusting street?" she demanded, +with an exasperation of which her husband divined the origin. + +"This driver may be a philanthropist in disguise," he answered, with +dreamy irony, "and may want us to think about the people who are not +merely carried through this street in a coupe, but have to spend their +whole lives in it, winter and summer, with no hopes of driving out of it, +except in a hearse. I must say they don't seem to mind it. I haven't +seen a jollier crowd anywhere in New York. They seem to have forgotten +death a little more completely than any of their fellow-citizens, Isabel. +And I wonder what they think of us, making this gorgeous progress through +their midst. I suppose they think we're rich, and hate us--if they hate +rich people; they don't look as if they hated anybody. Should we be as +patient as they are with their discomfort? I don't believe there's steam +heat or an elevator in the whole block. Seven rooms and a bath would be +more than the largest and genteelest family would know what to do with. +They wouldn't know what to do with the bath, anyway." + +His monologue seemed to interest his wife apart from the satirical point +it had for themselves. "You ought to get Mr. Fulkerson to let you work +some of these New York sights up for Every Other Week, Basil; you could +do them very nicely." + +"Yes; I've thought of that. But don't let's leave the personal ground. +Doesn't it make you feel rather small and otherwise unworthy when you see +the kind of street these fellow-beings of yours live in, and then think +how particular you are about locality and the number of bellpulls? +I don't see even ratchets and speaking-tubes at these doors." He craned +his neck out of the window for a better look, and the children of +discomfort cheered him, out of sheer good feeling and high spirits. +"I didn't know I was so popular. Perhaps it's a recognition of my humane +sentiments." + +"Oh, it's very easy to have humane sentiments, and to satirize ourselves +for wanting eight rooms and a bath in a good neighborhood, when we see +how these wretched creatures live," said his wife. "But if we shared all +we have with them, and then settled down among them, what good would it +do?" + +"Not the least in the world. It might help us for the moment, but it +wouldn't keep the wolf from their doors for a week; and then they would +go on just as before, only they wouldn't be on such good terms with the +wolf. The only way for them is to keep up an unbroken intimacy with the +wolf; then they can manage him somehow. I don't know how, and I'm afraid +I don't want to. Wouldn't you like to have this fellow drive us round +among the halls of pride somewhere for a little while? Fifth Avenue or +Madison, up-town?" + +"No; we've no time to waste. I've got a place near Third Avenue, on a +nice cross street, and I want him to take us there." It proved that she +had several addresses near together, and it seemed best to dismiss their +coupe and do the rest of their afternoon's work on foot. It came to +nothing; she was not humbled in the least by what she had seen in the +tenement-house street; she yielded no point in her ideal of a flat, and +the flats persistently refused to lend themselves to it. She lost all +patience with them. + +"Oh, I don't say the flats are in the right of it," said her husband, +when she denounced their stupid inadequacy to the purposes of a Christian +home. "But I'm not so sure that we are, either. I've been thinking +about that home business ever since my sensibilities were dragged--in a +coupe--through that tenement-house street. Of course, no child born and +brought up in such a place as that could have any conception of home. +But that's because those poor people can't give character to their +habitations. They have to take what they can get. But people like us-- +that is, of our means--do give character to the average flat. It's made +to meet their tastes, or their supposed tastes; and so it's made for +social show, not for family life at all. Think of a baby in a flat! +It's a contradiction in terms; the flat is the negation of motherhood. +The flat means society life; that is, the pretence of social life. It's +made to give artificial people a society basis on a little money--too +much money, of course, for what they get. So the cost of the building is +put into marble halls and idiotic decoration of all kinds. I don't. +object to the conveniences, but none of these flats has a living-room. +They have drawing-rooms to foster social pretence, and they have dining- +rooms and bedrooms; but they have no room where the family can all come +together and feel the sweetness of being a family. The bedrooms are +black-holes mostly, with a sinful waste of space in each. If it were not +for the marble halls, and the decorations, and the foolishly expensive +finish, the houses could be built round a court, and the flats could be +shaped something like a Pompeiian house, with small sleeping-closets-- +only lit from the outside--and the rest of the floor thrown into two or +three large cheerful halls, where all the family life could go on, and +society could be transacted unpretentiously. Why, those tenements are +better and humaner than those flats! There the whole family lives in the +kitchen, and has its consciousness of being; but the flat abolishes the +family consciousness. It's confinement without coziness; it's cluttered +without being snug. You couldn't keep a self-respecting cat in a flat; +you couldn't go down cellar to get cider. No! the Anglo-Saxon home, as +we know it in the Anglo-Saxon house, is simply impossible in the Franco- +American flat, not because it's humble, but because it's false." + +"Well, then," said Mrs. March, "let's look at houses." + +He had been denouncing the flat in the abstract, and he had not expected +this concrete result. But he said, "We will look at houses, then." + + + + +X. + +Nothing mystifies a man more than a woman's aberrations from some point +at which he, supposes her fixed as a star. In these unfurnished houses, +without steam or elevator, March followed his wife about with patient +wonder. She rather liked the worst of them best: but she made him go +down into the cellars and look at the furnaces; she exacted from him a +rigid inquest of the plumbing. She followed him into one of the cellars +by the fitful glare of successively lighted matches, and they enjoyed a +moment in which the anomaly of their presence there on that errand, so +remote from all the facts of their long-established life in Boston, +realized itself for them. + +"Think how easily we might have been murdered and nobody been any the +wiser!" she said when they were comfortably outdoors again. + +"Yes, or made way with ourselves in an access of emotional insanity, +supposed to have been induced by unavailing flat-hunting," he suggested. +She fell in with the notion. "I'm beginning to feel crazy. But I don't +want you to lose your head, Basil. And I don't want you to +sentimentalize any of the things you see in New York. I think you were +disposed to do it in that street we drove through. I don't believe +there's any real suffering--not real suffering--among those people; that +is, it would be suffering from our point of view, but they've been used +to it all their lives, and they don't feel their' discomfort so much." + +"Of course, I understand that, and I don't propose to sentimentalize +them. I think when people get used to a bad state of things they had +better stick to it; in fact, they don't usually like a better state so +well, and I shall keep that firmly in mind." + +She laughed with him, and they walked along the L bestridden avenue, +exhilarated by their escape from murder and suicide in that cellar, +toward the nearest cross town track, which they meant to take home to +their hotel. "Now to-night we will go to the theatre," she said, "and +get this whole house business out of our minds, and be perfectly fresh +for a new start in the morning." Suddenly she clutched his arm. "Why, +did you see that man?" and she signed with her head toward a decently +dressed person who walked beside them, next the gutter, stooping over as +if to examine it, and half halting at times. + +"No. What?" + +"Why, I saw him pick up a dirty bit of cracker from the pavement and cram +it into his mouth and eat it down as if he were famished. And look! he's +actually hunting for more in those garbage heaps!" + +This was what the decent-looking man with the hard hands and broken nails +of a workman was doing-like a hungry dog. They kept up with him, in the +fascination of the sight, to the next corner, where he turned down the +side street still searching the gutter. + +They walked on a few paces. Then March said, "I must go after him," and +left his wife standing. + +"Are you in want--hungry?" he asked the man. + +The man said he could not speak English, Monsieur. + +March asked his question in French. + +The man shrugged a pitiful, desperate shrug, "Mais, Monsieur--" + +March put a coin in his hand, and then suddenly the man's face twisted +up; he caught the hand of this alms-giver in both of his and clung to it. +"Monsieur! Monsieur!" he gasped, and the tears rained down his face. + +His benefactor pulled himself away, shocked and ashamed, as one is by +such a chance, and got back to his wife, and the man lapsed back into the +mystery of misery out of which he had emerged. + +March felt it laid upon him to console his wife for what had happened. +"Of course, we might live here for years and not see another case like +that; and, of course, there are twenty places where he could have gone +for help if he had known where to find them." + +"Ah, but it's the possibility of his needing the help so badly as that," +she answered. "That's what I can't bear, and I shall not come to a place +where such things are possible, and we may as well stop our house-hunting +here at once." + +"Yes? And what part of Christendom will you live in? Such things are +possible everywhere in our conditions." + +"Then we must change the conditions--" + +"Oh no; we must go to the theatre and forget them. We can stop at +Brentano's for our tickets as we pass through Union Square." + +"I am not going to the theatre, Basil. I am going home to Boston to- +night. You can stay and find a flat." + +He convinced her of the absurdity of her position, and even of its +selfishness; but she said that her mind was quite made up irrespective of +what had happened, that she had been away from the children long enough; +that she ought to be at home to finish up the work of leaving it. The +word brought a sigh. "Ah, I don't know why we should see nothing but sad +and ugly things now. When we were young--" + +"Younger," he put in. "We're still young." + +"That's what we pretend, but we know better. But I was thinking how +pretty and pleasant things used to be turning up all the time on our +travels in the old days. Why, when we were in New York here on our +wedding journey the place didn't seem half so dirty as it does now, and +none of these dismal things happened." + +"It was a good deal dirtier," he answered; "and I fancy worse in every +way-hungrier, raggeder, more wretchedly housed. But that wasn't the +period of life for us to notice it. Don't you remember, when we started +to Niagara the last time, how everybody seemed middle-aged and +commonplace; and when we got there there were no evident brides; nothing +but elderly married people?" + +"At least they weren't starving," she rebelled. + +"No, you don't starve in parlor-cars and first-class hotels; but if you +step out of them you run your chance of seeing those who do, if you're +getting on pretty well in the forties. If it's the unhappy who see +unhappiness, think what misery must be revealed to people who pass their +lives in the really squalid tenement-house streets--I don't mean +picturesque avenues like that we passed through." + +"But we are not unhappy," she protested, bringing the talk back to the +personal base again, as women must to get any good out of talk. "We're +really no unhappier than we were when we were young." + +"We're more serious." + +"Well, I hate it; and I wish you wouldn't be so serious, if that's what +it brings us to." + +"I will be trivial from this on," said March. "Shall we go to the Hole +in the Ground to-night?" + +"I am going to Boston." + +"It's much the same thing. How do you like that for triviality? It's a +little blasphemous, I'll allow." + +"It's very silly," she said. + +At the hotel they found a letter from the agent who had sent them the +permit to see Mrs. Grosvenor Green's apartment. He wrote that she had +heard they were pleased with her apartment, and that she thought she +could make the terms to suit. She had taken her passage for Europe, and +was very anxious to let the flat before she sailed. She would call that +evening at seven. + +"Mrs. Grosvenor Green!" said Mrs. March. "Which of the ten thousand +flats is it, Basil?" + +"The gimcrackery," he answered. "In the Xenophon, you know." + +"Well, she may save herself the trouble. I shall not see her. Or yes-- +I must. I couldn't go away without seeing what sort of creature could +have planned that fly-away flat. She must be a perfect--" + +"Parachute," March suggested. + +"No! anybody so light as that couldn't come down." + +"Well, toy balloon." + +"Toy balloon will do for the present," Mrs. March admitted. "But I feel +that naught but herself can be her parallel for volatility." + +When Mrs. Grosvenor-Green's card came up they both descended to the hotel +parlor, which March said looked like the saloon of a Moorish day-boat; +not that he knew of any such craft, but the decorations were so Saracenic +and the architecture so Hudson Riverish. They found there on the grand +central divan a large lady whose vast smoothness, placidity, and +plumpness set at defiance all their preconceptions of Mrs. Grosvenor +Green, so that Mrs. March distinctly paused with her card in her hand +before venturing even tentatively to address her. Then she was +astonished at the low, calm voice in which Mrs. Green acknowledged +herself, and slowly proceeded to apologize for calling. It was not quite +true that she had taken her passage for Europe, but she hoped soon to do +so, and she confessed that in the mean time she was anxious to let her +flat. She was a little worn out with the care of housekeeping-- +Mrs. March breathed, "Oh yes!" in the sigh with which ladies recognize +one another's martyrdom--and Mrs. Green had business abroad, and she was +going to pursue her art studies in Paris; she drew in Mr. Ilcomb's class +now, but the instruction was so much better in Paris; and as the +superintendent seemed to think the price was the only objection, she had +ventured to call. + +"Then we didn't deceive him in the least," thought Mrs. March, while she +answered, sweetly: "No; we were only afraid that it would be too small +for our family. We require a good many rooms." She could not forego the +opportunity of saying, "My husband is coming to New York to take charge +of a literary periodical, and he will have to have a room to write in," +which made Mrs. Green bow to March, and made March look sheepish. "But +we did think the apartment very charming", (It was architecturally +charming, she protested to her conscience)," and we should have been so +glad if we could have got into it." She followed this with some account +of their house-hunting, amid soft murmurs of sympathy from Mrs. Green, +who said that she had been through all that, and that if she could have +shown her apartment to them she felt sure that she could have explained +it so that they would have seen its capabilities better, Mrs. March +assented to this, and Mrs. Green added that if they found nothing exactly +suitable she would be glad to have them look at it again; and then Mrs. +March said that she was going back to Boston herself, but she was leaving +Mr. March to continue the search; and she had no doubt he would be only +too glad to see the apartment by daylight. "But if you take it, Basil," +she warned him, when they were alone, "I shall simply renounce you. I +wouldn't live in that junk-shop if you gave it to me. But who would have +thought she was that kind of looking person? Though of course I might +have known if I had stopped to think once. It's because the place +doesn't express her at all that it's so unlike her. It couldn't be like +anybody, or anything that flies in the air, or creeps upon the earth, or +swims in the waters under the earth. I wonder where in the world she's +from; she's no New-Yorker; even we can see that; and she's not quite a +country person, either; she seems like a person from some large town, +where she's been an aesthetic authority. And she can't find good enough +art instruction in New York, and has to go to Paris for it! Well, it's +pathetic, after all, Basil. I can't help feeling sorry for a person who +mistakes herself to that extent." + +"I can't help feeling sorry for the husband of a person who mistakes +herself to that extent. What is Mr. Grosvenor Green going to do in Paris +while she's working her way into the Salon?" + +"Well, you keep away from her apartment, Basil; that's all I've got to +say to you. And yet I do like some things about her." + +"I like everything about her but her apartment," said March. + +"I like her going to be out of the country," said his wife. "We +shouldn't be overlooked. And the place was prettily shaped, you can't +deny it. And there was an elevator and steam heat. And the location is +very convenient. And there was a hall-boy to bring up cards. The halls +and stairs were kept very clean and nice. But it wouldn't do. I could +put you a folding bed in the room where you wrote, and we could even have +one in the parlor" + +"Behind a portiere? I couldn't stand any more portieres!" + +"And we could squeeze the two girls into one room, or perhaps only bring +Margaret, and put out the whole of the wash. Basil!" she almost +shrieked, "it isn't to be thought of!" + +He retorted, "I'm not thinking of it, my dear." + +Fulkerson came in just before they started for Mrs. March's train, to +find out what had become of them, he said, and to see whether they had +got anything to live in yet. + +"Not a thing," she said. "And I'm just going back to Boston, and leaving +Mr. March here to do anything he pleases about it. He has 'carte +blanche.'" + +"But freedom brings responsibility, you know, Fulkerson, and it's the +same as if I'd no choice. I'm staying behind because I'm left, not +because I expect to do anything." + +"Is that so?" asked Fulkerson. "Well, we must see what can be done. I +supposed you would be all settled by this time, or I should have humped +myself to find you something. None of those places I gave you amounts to +anything?" + +"As much as forty thousand others we've looked at," said Mrs. March. +"Yes, one of them does amount to something. It comes so near being what +we want that I've given Mr. March particular instructions not to go near +it." + +She told him about Mrs. Grosvenor Green and her flats, and at the end he +said: + +"Well, well, we must look out for that. I'll keep an eye on him, Mrs. +March, and see that he doesn't do anything rash, and I won't leave him +till he's found just the right thing. It exists, of course; it must in a +city of eighteen hundred thousand people, and the only question is where +to find it. You leave him to me, Mrs. March; I'll watch out for him." + +Fulkerson showed some signs of going to the station when he found they +were not driving, but she bade him a peremptory good-bye at the hotel +door. + +"He's very nice, Basil, and his way with you is perfectly charming. +It's very sweet to see how really fond of you he is. But I didn't want +him stringing along with us up to Forty-second Street and spoiling our +last moments together." + +At Third Avenue they took the Elevated for which she confessed an +infatuation. She declared it the most ideal way of getting about in the +world, and was not ashamed when he reminded her of how she used to say +that nothing under the sun could induce her to travel on it. She now +said that the night transit was even more interesting than the day, and +that the fleeing intimacy you formed with people in second and third +floor interiors, while all the usual street life went on underneath, had +a domestic intensity mixed with a perfect repose that was the last effect +of good society with all its security and exclusiveness. He said it was +better than the theatre, of which it reminded him, to see those people +through their windows: a family party of work-folk at a late tea, some of +the men in their shirt-sleeves; a woman sewing by a lamp; a mother laying +her child in its cradle; a man with his head fallen on his hands upon a +table; a girl and her lover leaning over the window-sill together. What +suggestion! what drama? what infinite interest! At the Forty-second +Street station they stopped a minute on the bridge that crosses the track +to the branch road for the Central Depot, and looked up and down the long +stretch of the Elevated to north and south. The track that found and +lost itself a thousand times in the flare and tremor of the innumerable +lights; the moony sheen of the electrics mixing with the reddish points +and blots of gas far and near; the architectural shapes of houses and +churches and towers, rescued by the obscurity from all that was ignoble +in them, and the coming and going of the trains marking the stations with +vivider or fainter plumes of flame-shot steam-formed an incomparable +perspective. They often talked afterward of the superb spectacle, which +in a city full of painters nightly works its unrecorded miracles; and +they were just to the Arachne roof spun in iron over the cross street on +which they ran to the depot; but for the present they were mostly +inarticulate before it. They had another moment of rich silence when +they paused in the gallery that leads from the Elevated station to the +waiting-rooms in the Central Depot and looked down upon the great night +trains lying on the tracks dim under the rain of gas-lights that starred +without dispersing the vast darkness of the place. What forces, what +fates, slept in these bulks which would soon be hurling themselves north +and south and west through the night! Now they waited there like fabled +monsters of Arab story ready for the magician's touch, tractable, +reckless, will-less--organized lifelessness full of a strange semblance +of life. + +The Marches admired the impressive sight with a thrill of patriotic pride +in the fact that the whole world perhaps could not afford just the like. +Then they hurried down to the ticket-offices, and he got her a lower +berth in the Boston sleeper, and went with her to the car. They made the +most of the fact that her berth was in the very middle of the car; and +she promised to write as soon as she reached home. She promised also +that, having seen the limitations of New York in respect to flats, she +would not be hard on him if he took something not quite ideal. Only he +must remember that it was not to be above Twentieth Street nor below +Washington Square; it must not be higher than the third floor; it must +have an elevator, steam heat, hail-boys, and a pleasant janitor. These +were essentials; if he could not get them, then they must do without. +But he must get them. + + + + +XI. + +Mrs. March was one of those wives who exact a more rigid adherence to +their ideals from their husbands than from themselves. Early in their +married life she had taken charge of him in all matters which she +considered practical. She did not include the business of bread-winning +in these; that was an affair that might safely be left to his absent- +minded, dreamy inefficiency, and she did not interfere with him there. +But in such things as rehanging the pictures, deciding on a summer +boarding-place, taking a seaside cottage, repapering rooms, choosing +seats at the theatre, seeing what the children ate when she was not at +table, shutting the cat out at night, keeping run of calls and +invitations, and seeing if the furnace was dampered, he had failed her so +often that she felt she could not leave him the slightest discretion in +regard to a flat. Her total distrust of his judgment in the matters +cited and others like them consisted with the greatest admiration of his +mind and respect for his character. She often said that if he would only +bring these to bear in such exigencies he would be simply perfect; but +she had long given up his ever doing so. She subjected him, therefore, +to an iron code, but after proclaiming it she was apt to abandon him to +the native lawlessness of his temperament. She expected him in this +event to do as he pleased, and she resigned herself to it with +considerable comfort in holding him accountable. He learned to expect +this, and after suffering keenly from her disappointment with whatever he +did he waited patiently till she forgot her grievance and began to +extract what consolation lurks in the irreparable. She would almost +admit at moments that what he had done was a very good thing, but she +reserved the right to return in full force to her original condemnation +of it; and she accumulated each act of independent volition in witness +and warning against him. Their mass oppressed but never deterred him. +He expected to do the wrong thing when left to his own devices, and he +did it without any apparent recollection of his former misdeeds and their +consequences. There was a good deal of comedy in it all, and some +tragedy. + +He now experienced a certain expansion, such as husbands of his kind will +imagine, on going back to his hotel alone. It was, perhaps, a revulsion +from the pain of parting; and he toyed with the idea of Mrs. Grosvenor +Green's apartment, which, in its preposterous unsuitability, had a +strange attraction. He felt that he could take it with less risk than +anything else they had seen, but he said he would look at all the other +places in town first. He really spent the greater part of the next day +in hunting up the owner of an apartment that had neither steam heat nor +an elevator, but was otherwise perfect, and trying to get him to take +less than the agent asked. By a curious psychical operation he was able, +in the transaction, to work himself into quite a passionate desire for +the apartment, while he held the Grosvenor Green apartment in the +background of his mind as something that he could return to as altogether +more suitable. He conducted some simultaneous negotiation for a +furnished house, which enhanced still more the desirability of the +Grosvenor Green apartment. Toward evening he went off at a tangent far +up-town, so as to be able to tell his wife how utterly preposterous the +best there would be as compared even with this ridiculous Grosvenor Green +gimcrackery. It is hard to report the processes of his sophistication; +perhaps this, again, may best be left to the marital imagination. + +He rang at the last of these up-town apartments as it was falling dusk, +and it was long before the janitor appeared. Then the man was very +surly, and said if he looked at the flat now he would say it was too +dark, like all the rest. His reluctance irritated March in proportion to +his insincerity in proposing to look at it at all. He knew he did not +mean to take it under any circumstances; that he was going to use his +inspection of it in dishonest justification of his disobedience to his +wife; but he put on an air of offended dignity. "If you don't wish to +show the apartment," he said, "I don't care to see it." + +The man groaned, for he was heavy, and no doubt dreaded the stairs. He +scratched a match on his thigh, and led the way up. March was sorry for +him, and he put his fingers on a quarter in his waistcoat-pocket to give +him at parting. At the same time, be had to trump up an objection to the +flat. This was easy, for it was advertised as containing ten rooms, and +he found the number eked out with the bath-room and two large closets. +"It's light enough," said March, "but I don't see how you make out ten +rooms" + +"There's ten rooms," said the man, deigning no proof. + +March took his fingers off the quarter, and went down-stairs and out of +the door without another word. It would be wrong, it would be +impossible, to give the man anything after such insolence. He reflected, +with shame, that it was also cheaper to punish than forgive him. + +He returned to his hotel prepared for any desperate measure, and +convinced now that the Grosvenor Green apartment was not merely the only +thing left for him, but was, on its own merits, the best thing in New +York. + +Fulkerson was waiting for him in the reading-room, and it gave March the +curious thrill with which a man closes with temptation when he said: +"Look here! Why don't you take that woman's flat in the Xenophon? She's +been at the agents again, and they've been at me. She likes your look-- +or Mrs. March's--and I guess you can have it at a pretty heavy discount +from the original price. I'm authorized to say you can have it for one +seventy-five a month, and I don't believe it would be safe for you to +offer one fifty." + +March shook his head, and dropped a mask of virtuous rejection over his +corrupt acquiescence. "It's too small for us--we couldn't squeeze into +it." + +"Why, look here!" Fulkerson persisted. "How many rooms do you people +want?" + +"I've got to have a place to work--" + +"Of course! And you've got to have it at the Fifth Wheel office." + +"I hadn't thought of that," March began. "I suppose I could do my work +at the office, as there's not much writing--" + +"Why, of course you can't do your work at home. You just come round with +me now, and look at that again." + +"No; I can't do it." + +"Why?" + +"I--I've got to dine." + +"All right," said Fulkerson. "Dine with me. I want to take you round to +a little Italian place that I know." + +One may trace the successive steps of March's descent in this simple +matter with the same edification that would attend the study of the self- +delusions and obfuscations of a man tempted to crime. The process is +probably not at all different, and to the philosophical mind the kind of +result is unimportant; the process is everything. + +Fulkerson led him down one block and half across another to the steps of +a small dwelling-house, transformed, like many others, into a restaurant +of the Latin ideal, with little or no structural change from the pattern +of the lower middle-class New York home. There were the corroded +brownstone steps, the mean little front door, and the cramped entry with +its narrow stairs by which ladies could go up to a dining-room appointed +for them on the second floor; the parlors on the first were set about +with tables, where men smoked cigarettes between the courses, and a +single waiter ran swiftly to and fro with plates and dishes, and, +exchanged unintelligible outcries with a cook beyond a slide in the back +parlor. He rushed at the new-comers, brushed the soiled table-cloth +before them with a towel on his arm, covered its worst stains with a +napkin, and brought them, in their order, the vermicelli soup, the fried +fish, the cheese-strewn spaghetti, the veal cutlets, the tepid roast fowl +and salad, and the wizened pear and coffee which form the dinner at such +places. + +"Ah, this is nice!" said Fulkerson, after the laying of the charitable +napkin, and he began to recognize acquaintances, some of whom he +described to March as young literary men and artists with whom they +should probably have to do; others were simply frequenters of the place, +and were of all nationalities and religions apparently--at least, several +were Hebrews and Cubans. "You get a pretty good slice of New York here," +he said, "all except the frosting on top. That you won't find much at +Maroni's, though you will occasionally. I don't mean the ladies ever, +of course." The ladies present seemed harmless and reputable-looking +people enough, but certainly they were not of the first fashion, and, +except in a few instances, not Americans. "It's like cutting straight +down through a fruitcake," Fulkerson went on, "or a mince-pie, when you +don't know who made the pie; you get a little of everything." He ordered +a small flask of Chianti with the dinner, and it came in its pretty +wicker jacket. March smiled upon it with tender reminiscence, and +Fulkerson laughed. "Lights you up a little. I brought old Dryfoos here +one day, and he thought it was sweet-oil; that's the kind of bottle they +used to have it in at the country drug-stores." + +"Yes, I remember now; but I'd totally forgotten it," said March. +"How far back that goes! Who's Dryfoos?" + +"Dryfoos?" Fulkerson, still smiling, tore off a piece of the half-yard +of French loaf which had been supplied them, with two pale, thin disks of +butter, and fed it into himself. "Old Dryfoos? Well, of course! I call +him old, but he ain't so very. About fifty, or along there." + +"No," said March, "that isn't very old--or not so old as it used to be." + +"Well, I suppose you've got to know about him, anyway," said Fulkerson, +thoughtfully. "And I've been wondering just how I should tell you. +Can't always make out exactly how much of a Bostonian you really are! +Ever been out in the natural-gas country?" + +"No," said March. "I've had a good deal of curiosity about it, but I've +never been able to get away except in summer, and then we always +preferred to go over the old ground, out to Niagara and back through +Canada, the route we took on our wedding journey. The children like it +as much as we do." + +"Yes, yes," said Fulkerson. "Well, the natural-gas country is worth +seeing. I don't mean the Pittsburg gas-fields, but out in Northern Ohio +and Indiana around Moffitt--that's the place in the heart of the gas +region that they've been booming so. Yes, you ought to see that country. +If you haven't been West for a good many years, you haven't got any idea +how old the country looks. You remember how the fields used to be all +full of stumps?" + +"I should think so." + +"Well, you won't see any stumps now. All that country out around Moffitt +is just as smooth as a checker-board, and looks as old as England. You +know how we used to burn the stumps out; and then somebody invented a +stump-extractor, and we pulled them out with a yoke of oxen. Now they +just touch 'em off with a little dynamite, and they've got a cellar dug +and filled up with kindling ready for housekeeping whenever you want it. +Only they haven't got any use for kindling in that country--all gas. +I rode along on the cars through those level black fields at corn- +planting time, and every once in a while I'd come to a place with a piece +of ragged old stove-pipe stickin' up out of the ground, and blazing away +like forty, and a fellow ploughing all round it and not minding it any +more than if it was spring violets. Horses didn't notice it, either. +Well, they've always known about the gas out there; they say there are +places in the woods where it's been burning ever since the country was +settled. + +"But when you come in sight of Moffitt--my, oh, my! Well, you come in +smell of it about as soon. That gas out there ain't odorless, like the +Pittsburg gas, and so it's perfectly safe; but the smell isn't bad--about +as bad as the finest kind of benzine. Well, the first thing that strikes +you when you come to Moffitt is the notion that there has been a good +warm, growing rain, and the town's come up overnight. That's in the +suburbs, the annexes, and additions. But it ain't shabby--no shanty-farm +business; nice brick and frame houses, some of 'em Queen Anne style, and +all of 'em looking as if they had come to stay. And when you drive up +from the depot you think everybody's moving. Everything seems to be +piled into the street; old houses made over, and new ones going up +everywhere. You know the kind of street Main Street always used to be in +our section--half plank-road and turnpike, and the rest mud-hole, and a +lot of stores and doggeries strung along with false fronts a story higher +than the back, and here and there a decent building with the gable end to +the public; and a court-house and jail and two taverns and three or four +churches. Well, they're all there in Moffitt yet, but architecture has +struck it hard, and they've got a lot of new buildings that needn't be +ashamed of themselves anywhere; the new court-house is as big as St. +Peter's, and the Grand Opera-house is in the highest style of the art. +You can't buy a lot on that street for much less than you can buy a lot +in New York--or you couldn't when the boom was on; I saw the place just +when the boom was in its prime. l went out there to work the newspapers +in the syndicate business, and I got one of their men to write me a real +bright, snappy account of the gas; and they just took me in their arms +and showed me everything. Well, it was wonderful, and it was beautiful, +too! To see a whole community stirred up like that was--just like a big +boy, all hope and high spirits, and no discount on the remotest future; +nothing but perpetual boom to the end of time--I tell you it warmed your +blood. Why, there were some things about it that made you think what a +nice kind of world this would be if people ever took hold together, +instead of each fellow fighting it out on his own hook, and devil take +the hindmost. They made up their minds at Moffitt that if they wanted +their town to grow they'd got to keep their gas public property. So they +extended their corporation line so as to take in pretty much the whole +gas region round there; and then the city took possession of every well +that was put down, and held it for the common good. Anybody that's a +mind to come to Moffitt and start any kind of manufacture can have all +the gas he wants free; and for fifteen dollars a year you can have all +the gas you want to heat and light your private house. The people hold +on to it for themselves, and, as I say, it's a grand sight to see a whole +community hanging together and working for the good of all, instead of +splitting up into as many different cut-throats as there are able-bodied +citizens. See that fellow?" Fulkerson broke off, and indicated with a +twirl of his head a short, dark, foreign-looking man going out of the +door. "They say that fellow's a Socialist. I think it's a shame they're +allowed to come here. If they don't like the way we manage our affairs +let 'em stay at home," Fulkerson continued. "They do a lot of mischief, +shooting off their mouths round here. I believe in free speech and all +that; but I'd like to see these fellows shut up in jail and left to jaw +one another to death. We don't want any of their poison." + +March did not notice the vanishing Socialist. He was watching, with a +teasing sense of familiarity, a tall, shabbily dressed, elderly man, who +had just come in. He had the aquiline profile uncommon among Germans, +and yet March recognized him at once as German. His long, soft beard and +mustache had once been fair, and they kept some tone of their yellow in +the gray to which they had turned. His eyes were full, and his lips and +chin shaped the beard to the noble outline which shows in the beards the +Italian masters liked to paint for their Last Suppers. His carriage was +erect and soldierly, and March presently saw that he had lost his left +hand. He took his place at a table where the overworked waiter found +time to cut up his meat and put everything in easy reach of his right +hand. + +"Well," Fulkerson resumed, "they took me round everywhere in Moffitt, and +showed me their big wells--lit 'em up for a private view, and let me hear +them purr with the soft accents of a mass-meeting of locomotives. Why, +when they let one of these wells loose in a meadow that they'd piped it +into temporarily, it drove the flame away forty feet from the mouth of +the pipe and blew it over half an acre of ground. They say when they let +one of their big wells burn away all winter before they had learned how +to control it, that well kept up a little summer all around it; the grass +stayed green, and the flowers bloomed all through the winter. I don't +know whether it's so or not. But I can believe anything of natural gas. +My! but it was beautiful when they turned on the full force of that well +and shot a roman candle into the gas--that's the way they light it--and a +plume of fire about twenty feet wide and seventy-five feet high, all red +and yellow and violet, jumped into the sky, and that big roar shook the +ground under your feet! You felt like saying: + +"'Don't trouble yourself; I'm perfectly convinced. I believe in Moffitt.' +We-e-e-ll!" drawled Fulkerson, with a long breath, "that's where I met +old Dryfoos." + +"Oh yes!--Dryfoos," said March. He observed that the waiter had brought +the old one-handed German a towering glass of beer. + +"Yes," Fulkerson laughed. "We've got round to Dryfoos again. I thought +I could cut a long story short, but I seem to be cutting a short story +long. If you're not in a hurry, though--" + +"Not in the least. Go on as long as you like." + +"I met him there in the office of a real-estate man--speculator, of +course; everybody was, in Moffitt; but a first-rate fellow, and public- +spirited as all get-out; and when Dryfoos left he told me about him. +Dryfoos was an old Pennsylvania Dutch farmer, about three or four miles +out of Moffitt, and he'd lived there pretty much all his life; father was +one of the first settlers. Everybody knew he had the right stuff in him, +but he was slower than molasses in January, like those Pennsylvania +Dutch. He'd got together the largest and handsomest farm anywhere around +there; and he was making money on it, just like he was in some business +somewhere; he was a very intelligent man; he took the papers and kept +himself posted; but he was awfully old-fashioned in his ideas. He hung +on to the doctrines as well as the dollars of the dads; it was a real +thing with him. Well, when the boom began to come he hated it awfully, +and he fought it. He used to write communications to the weekly +newspaper in Moffitt--they've got three dailies there now--and throw cold +water on the boom. He couldn't catch on no way. It made him sick to +hear the clack that went on about the gas the whole while, and that +stirred up the neighborhood and got into his family. Whenever he'd hear +of a man that had been offered a big price for his land and was going to +sell out and move into town, he'd go and labor with him and try to talk +him out of it, and tell him how long his fifteen or twenty thousand would +last him to live on, and shake the Standard Oil Company before him, and +try to make him believe it wouldn't be five years before the Standard +owned the whole region. + +"Of course, he couldn't do anything with them. When a man's offered a +big price for his farm, he don't care whether it's by a secret emissary +from the Standard Oil or not; he's going to sell and get the better of +the other fellow if he can. Dryfoos couldn't keep the boom out of has +own family even. His wife was with him. She thought whatever he said +and did was just as right as if it had been thundered down from Sinai. +But the young folks were sceptical, especially the girls that had been +away to school. The boy that had been kept at home because he couldn't +be spared from helping his father manage the farm was more like him, but +they contrived to stir the boy up--with the hot end of the boom, too. +So when a fellow came along one day and offered old Dryfoos a cool +hundred thousand for his farm, it was all up with Dryfoos. He'd 'a' +liked to 'a' kept the offer to himself and not done anything about it, +but his vanity wouldn't let him do that; and when he let it out in his +family the girls outvoted him. They just made him sell. + +"He wouldn't sell all. He kept about eighty acres that was off in some +piece by itself, but the three hundred that had the old brick house on +it, and the big barn--that went, and Dryfoos bought him a place in +Moffitt and moved into town to live on the interest of his money. Just +What he had scolded and ridiculed everybody else for doing. Well, they +say that at first he seemed like he would go crazy. He hadn't anything +to do. He took a fancy to that land-agent, and he used to go and set in +his office and ask him what he should do. 'I hain't got any horses, I +hain't got any cows, I hain't got any pigs, I hain't got any chickens. +I hain't got anything to do from sun-up to sun-down.' The fellow said +the tears used to run down the old fellow's cheeks, and if he hadn't been +so busy himself he believed he should 'a' cried, too. But most o' people +thought old Dryfoos was down in the mouth because he hadn't asked more +for his farm, when he wanted to buy it back and found they held it at a +hundred and fifty thousand. People couldn't believe he was just homesick +and heartsick for the old place. Well, perhaps he was sorry he hadn't +asked more; that's human nature, too. + +"After a while something happened. That land-agent used to tell Dryfoos +to get out to Europe with his money and see life a little, or go and live +in Washington, where he could be somebody; but Dryfoos wouldn't, and he +kept listening to the talk there, and all of a sudden he caught on. He +came into that fellow's one day with a plan for cutting up the eighty +acres he'd kept into town lots; and he'd got it all plotted out so-well, +and had so many practical ideas about it, that the fellow was astonished. +He went right in with him, as far as Dryfoos would let him, and glad of +the chance; and they were working the thing for all it was worth when I +struck Moffitt. Old Dryfoos wanted me to go out and see the Dryfoos & +Hendry Addition--guess he thought maybe I'd write it up; and he drove me +out there himself. Well, it was funny to see a town made: streets driven +through; two rows of shadetrees, hard and soft, planted; cellars dug and +houses put up-regular Queen Anne style, too, with stained glass-all at +once. Dryfoos apologized for the streets because they were hand-made; +said they expected their street-making machine Tuesday, and then they +intended to push things." + +Fulkerson enjoyed the effect of his picture on March for a moment, and +then went on: "He was mighty intelligent, too, and he questioned me up +about my business as sharp as I ever was questioned; seemed to kind of +strike his fancy; I guess he wanted to find out if there was any money in +it. He was making money, hand over hand, then; and he never stopped +speculating and improving till he'd scraped together three or four +hundred thousand dollars, they said a million, but they like round +numbers at Moffitt, and I guess half a million would lay over it +comfortably and leave a few thousands to spare, probably. Then he came +on to New York." + +Fulkerson struck a match against the ribbed side of the porcelain cup +that held the matches in the centre of the table, and lit a cigarette, +which he began to smoke, throwing his head back with a leisurely effect, +as if he had got to the end of at least as much of his story as he meant +to tell without prompting. + +March asked him the desired question. "What in the world for?" + +Fulkerson took out his cigarette and said, with a smile: "To spend his +money, and get his daughters into the old Knickerbocker society. Maybe +he thought they were all the same kind of Dutch." + +"And has he succeeded?" + +"Well, they're not social leaders yet. But it's only a question of time +--generation or two--especially if time's money, and if Every Other Week +is the success it's bound to be." + +"You don't mean to say, Fulkerson," said March, with a half-doubting, +half-daunted laugh, "that he's your Angel?" + +"That's what I mean to say," returned Fulkerson. "I ran onto him in +Broadway one day last summer. If you ever saw anybody in your life; +you're sure to meet him in Broadway again, sooner or later. That's the +philosophy of the bunco business; country people from the same +neighborhood are sure to run up against each other the first time they +come to New York. I put out my hand, and I said, 'Isn't this Mr. Dryfoos +from Moffitt?' He didn't seem to have any use for my hand; he let me +keep it, and he squared those old lips of his till his imperial stuck +straight out. Ever see Bernhardt in 'L'Etrangere'? Well, the American +husband is old Dryfoos all over; no mustache; and hay-colored chin- +whiskers cut slanting froze the corners of his mouth. He cocked his +little gray eyes at me, and says he: 'Yes, young man; my name is Dryfoos, +and I'm from Moffitt. But I don't want no present of Longfellow's Works, +illustrated; and I don't want to taste no fine teas; but I know a +policeman that does; and if you're the son of my old friend Squire +Strohfeldt, you'd better get out.' 'Well, then,' said I, 'how would you +like to go into the newspaper syndicate business?' He gave another look +at me, and then he burst out laughing, and he grabbed my hand, and he +just froze to it. I never saw anybody so glad. + +"Well, the long and the short of it was that I asked him round here to +Maroni's to dinner; and before we broke up for the night we had settled +the financial side of the plan that's brought you to New York. I can +see,'t said Fulkerson, who had kept his eyes fast on March's face, "that +you don't more than half like the idea of Dryfoos. It ought to give you +more confidence in the thing than you ever had. You needn't be afraid," +he added, with some feeling, "that I talked Dryfoos into the thing for my +own advantage." + +"Oh, my dear Fulkerson!" March protested, all the more fervently because +he was really a little guilty. + +"Well, of course not! I didn't mean you were. But I just happened to +tell him what I wanted to go into when I could see my way to it, and he +caught on of his own accord. The fact is," said Fulkerson, "I guess I'd +better make a clean breast of it, now I'm at it, Dryfoos wanted to get +something for that boy of his to do. He's in railroads himself, and he's +in mines and other things, and he keeps busy, and he can't bear to have +his boy hanging round the house doing nothing, like as if he was a girl. +I told him that the great object of a rich man was to get his son into +just that fix, but he couldn't seem to see it, and the boy hated it +himself. He's got a good head, and he wanted to study for the ministry +when they were all living together out on the farm; but his father had +the old-fashioned ideas about that. You know they used to think that any +sort of stuff was good enough to make a preacher out of; but they wanted +the good timber for business; and so the old man wouldn't let him. +You'll see the fellow; you'll like him; he's no fool, I can tell you; and +he's going to be our publisher, nominally at first and actually when I've +taught him the ropes a little." + + + + +XII. + +Fulkerson stopped and looked at March, whom he saw lapsing into a serious +silence. Doubtless he divined his uneasiness with the facts that had +been given him to digest. He pulled out his watch and glanced at it. +"See here, how would you like to go up to Forty-sixth street with me, and +drop in on old Dryfoos? Now's your chance. He's going West tomorrow, +and won't be back for a month or so. They'll all be glad to see you, and +you'll understand things better when you've seen him and his family. I +can't explain." + +March reflected a moment. Then he said, with a wisdom that surprised +him, for he would have liked to yield to the impulse of his curiosity: +"Perhaps we'd better wait till Mrs. March comes down, and let things take +the usual course. The Dryfoos ladies will want to call on her as the +last-comer, and if I treated myself 'en garcon' now, and paid the first +visit, it might complicate matters." + +"Well, perhaps you're right," said Fulkerson. "I don't know much about +these things, and I don't believe Ma Dryfoos does, either." He was on +his legs lighting another cigarette. "I suppose the girls are getting +themselves up in etiquette, though. Well, then, let's have a look at the +'Every Other Week' building, and then, if you like your quarters there, +you can go round and close for Mrs. Green's flat." + +March's dormant allegiance to his wife's wishes had been roused by his +decision in favor of good social usage. "I don't think I shall take the +flat," he said. + +"Well, don't reject it without giving it another look, anyway. Come on!" + +He helped March on with his light overcoat, and the little stir they made +for their departure caught the notice of the old German; he looked up +from his beer at them. March was more than ever impressed with something +familiar in his face. In compensation for his prudence in regard to the +Dryfooses he now indulged an impulse. He stepped across to where the old +man sat, with his bald head shining like ivory under the gas-jet, and his +fine patriarchal length of bearded mask taking picturesque lights and +shadows, and put out his hand to him. + +"Lindau! Isn't this Mr. Lindau?" + +The old man lifted himself slowly to his feet with mechanical politeness, +and cautiously took March's hand. "Yes, my name is Lindau," he said, +slowly, while he scanned March's face. Then he broke into a long cry. +"Ah-h-h-h-h, my dear poy! my gong friendt! my-my--Idt is Passil Marge, +not zo? Ah, ha, ha, ha! How gladt I am to zee you! Why, I am gladt! And +you rememberdt me? You remember Schiller, and Goethe, and Uhland? And +Indianapolis? You still lif in Indianapolis? It sheers my hardt to zee +you. But you are lidtle oldt, too? Tventy-five years makes a +difference. Ah, I am gladt! Dell me, idt is Passil Marge, not zo?" + +He looked anxiously into March's face, with a gentle smile of mixed hope +and doubt, and March said: "As sure as it's Berthold Lindau, and I guess +it's you. And you remember the old times? You were as much of a boy as +I was, Lindau. Are you living in New York? Do you recollect how you +tried to teach me to fence? I don't know how to this day, Lindau. How +good you were, and how patient! Do you remember how we used to sit up in +the little parlor back of your printing-office, and read Die Rauber and +Die Theilung der Erde and Die Glocke? And Mrs. Lindau? Is she with--" + +"Deadt--deadt long ago. Right after I got home from the war--tventy +years ago. But tell me, you are married? Children? Yes! Goodt! And how +oldt are you now?" + +"It makes me seventeen to see you, Lindau, but I've got a son nearly as +old." + +"Ah, ha, ha! Goodt! And where do you lif?" + +"Well, I'm just coming to live in New York," March said, looking over at +Fulkerson, who had been watching his interview with the perfunctory smile +of sympathy that people put on at the meeting of old friends. "I want to +introduce you to my friend Mr. Fulkerson. He and I are going into a +literary enterprise here." + +"Ah! zo?" said the old man, with polite interest. He took Fulkerson's +proffered hand, and they all stood talking a few moments together. + +Then Fulkerson said, with another look at his watch, "Well, March, we're +keeping Mr. Lindau from his dinner." + +"Dinner!" cried the old man. "Idt's better than breadt and meadt to see +Mr. Marge!" + +"I must be going, anyway," said March. "But I must see you again soon, +Lindau. Where do you live? I want a long talk." + +"And I. You will find me here at dinner-time." said the old man. "It +is the best place"; and March fancied him reluctant to give another +address. + +To cover his consciousness he answered, gayly: "Then, it's 'auf +wiedersehen' with us. Well!" + +"Also!" The old man took his hand, and made a mechanical movement with +his mutilated arm, as if he would have taken it in a double clasp. He +laughed at himself. "I wanted to gif you the other handt, too, but I +gafe it to your gountry a goodt while ago." + +"To my country?" asked March, with a sense of pain, and yet lightly, as +if it were a joke of the old man's. "Your country, too, Lindau?" + +The old man turned very grave, and said, almost coldly, "What gountry +hass a poor man got, Mr. Marge?" + +"Well, you ought to have a share in the one you helped to save for us +rich men, Lindau," March returned, still humoring the joke. + +The old man smiled sadly, but made no answer as he sat down again. + +"Seems to be a little soured," said Fulkerson, as they went down the +steps. He was one of those Americans whose habitual conception of life +is unalloyed prosperity. When any experience or observation of his went +counter to it he suffered--something like physical pain. He eagerly +shrugged away the impression left upon his buoyancy by Lindau, and added +to March's continued silence, "What did I tell you about meeting every +man in New York that you ever knew before?" + +I never expected to meat Lindau in the world again," said March, more to +himself than to Fulkerson. "I had an impression that he had been killed +in the war. I almost wish he had been." + +"Oh, hello, now!" cried Fulkerson. + +March laughed, but went on soberly: "He was a man predestined to +adversity, though. When I first knew him out in Indianapolis he was +starving along with a sick wife and a sick newspaper. It was before the +Germans had come over to the Republicans generally, but Lindau was +fighting the anti-slavery battle just as naturally at Indianapolis in +1858 as he fought behind the barricades at Berlin in 1848. And yet he +was always such a gentle soul! And so generous! He taught me German for +the love of it; he wouldn't spoil his pleasure by taking a cent from me; +he seemed to get enough out of my being young and enthusiastic, and out +of prophesying great things for me. I wonder what the poor old fellow is +doing here, with that one hand of his?" + +"Not amassing a very 'handsome pittance,' I guess, as Artemus Ward would +say," said Fulkerson, getting back some of his lightness. "There are +lots of two-handed fellows in New York that are not doing much better, I +guess. Maybe he gets some writing on the German papers." + +"I hope so. He's one of the most accomplished men! He used to be a +splendid musician--pianist--and knows eight or ten languages." + +"Well, it's astonishing," said Fulkerson, "how much lumber those Germans +can carry around in their heads all their lives, and never work it up +into anything. It's a pity they couldn't do the acquiring, and let out +the use of their learning to a few bright Americans. We could make +things hum, if we could arrange 'em that way." + +He talked on, unheeded by March, who went along half-consciously +tormented by his lightness in the pensive memories the meeting with +Lindau had called up. Was this all that sweet, unselfish nature could +come to? What a homeless old age at that meagre Italian table d'hote, +with that tall glass of beer for a half-hour's oblivion! That shabby +dress, that pathetic mutilation! He must have a pension, twelve dollars +a month, or eighteen, from a grateful country. But what else did he eke +out with? + +"Well, here we are," said Fulkerson, cheerily. He ran up the steps +before March, and opened the carpenter's temporary valve in the door +frame, and led the way into a darkness smelling sweetly of unpainted +wood-work and newly dried plaster; their feat slipped on shavings and +grated on sand. He scratched a match, and found a candle, and then +walked about up and down stairs, and lectured on the advantages of the +place. He had fitted up bachelor apartments for himself in the house, +and said that he was going to have a flat to let on the top floor. +"I didn't offer it to you because I supposed you'd be too proud to live +over your shop; and it's too small, anyway; only five rooms." + +"Yes, that's too small," said March, shirking the other point. + +"Well, then, here's the room I intend for your office," said Fulkerson, +showing him into a large back parlor one flight up. "You'll have it +quiet from the street noises here, and you can be at home or not, as you +please. There'll be a boy on the stairs to find out. Now, you see, this +makes the Grosvenor Green flat practicable, if you want it." + +March felt the forces of fate closing about him and pushing him to a +decision. He feebly fought them off till he could have another look at +the flat. Then, baked and subdued still more by the unexpected presence +of Mrs. Grosvenor Green herself, who was occupying it so as to be able to +show it effectively, he took it. He was aware more than ever of its +absurdities; he knew that his wife would never cease to hate it; but he +had suffered one of those eclipses of the imagination to which men of his +temperament are subject, and into which he could see no future for his +desires. He felt a comfort in irretrievably committing himself, and +exchanging the burden of indecision for the burden of responsibility. + +"I don't know," said Fulkerson, as they walked back to his hotel +together, "but you might fix it up with that lone widow and her pretty +daughter to take part of their house here." He seemed to be reminded of +it by the fact of passing the house, and March looked up at its dark +front. He could not have told exactly why be felt a pang of remorse at +the sight, and doubtless it was more regret for having taken the +Grosvenor Green flat than for not having taken the widow's rooms. Still, +he could not forget her wistfulness when his wife and he were looking at +them, and her disappointment when they decided against them. He had +toyed, in, his after-talk to Mrs. March, with a sort of hypothetical +obligation they had to modify their plans so as to meet the widow's want +of just such a family as theirs; they had both said what a blessing it +would be to her, and what a pity they could not do it; but they had +decided very distinctly that they could not. Now it seemed to him that +they might; and he asked himself whether he had not actually departed as +much from their ideal as if he had taken board with the widow. Suddenly +it seemed to him that his wife asked him this, too. + +"I reckon," said Fulkerson, "that she could have arranged to give you +your meals in your rooms, and it would have come to about the same thing +as housekeeping." + +"No sort of boarding can be the same as house-keeping," said March. +"I want my little girl to have the run of a kitchen, and I want the whole +family to have the moral effect of housekeeping. It's demoralizing to +board, in every way; it isn't a home, if anybody else takes the care of +it off your hands." + +"Well, I suppose so," Fulkerson assented; but March's words had a hollow +ring to himself, and in his own mind he began to retaliate his +dissatisfaction upon Fulkerson. + +He parted from him on the usual terms outwardly, but he felt obscurely +abused by Fulkerson in regard to the Dryfooses, father and son. He did +not know but Fulkerson had taken an advantage of him in allowing him to +commit himself to their enterprise with out fully and frankly telling him +who and what his backer was; he perceived that with young Dryfoos as the +publisher and Fulkerson as the general director of the paper there might +be very little play for his own ideas of its conduct. Perhaps it was the +hurt to his vanity involved by the recognition of this fact that made him +forget how little choice he really had in the matter, and how, since he +had not accepted the offer to edit the insurance paper, nothing remained +for him but to close with Fulkerson. In this moment of suspicion and +resentment he accused Fulkerson of hastening his decision in regard to +the Grosvenor Green apartment; he now refused to consider it a decision, +and said to himself that if he felt disposed to do so he would send Mrs. +Green a note reversing it in the morning. But he put it all off till +morning with his clothes, when he went to bed, he put off even thinking +what his wife would say; he cast Fulkerson and his constructive treachery +out of his mind, too, and invited into it some pensive reveries of the +past, when he still stood at the parting of the ways, and could take this +path or that. In his middle life this was not possible; he must follow +the path chosen long, ago, wherever, it led. He was not master of +himself, as he once seemed, but the servant of those he loved; if he +could do what he liked, perhaps he might renounce this whole New York +enterprise, and go off somewhere out of the reach of care; but he could +not do what he liked, that was very clear. In the pathos of this +conviction he dwelt compassionately upon the thought of poor old Lindau; +he resolved to make him accept a handsome sum of money--more than he +could spare, something that he would feel the loss of--in payment of the +lessons in German and fencing given so long ago. At the usual rate for +such lessons, his debt, with interest for twenty-odd years, would run +very far into the hundreds. Too far, he perceived, for his wife's joyous +approval; he determined not to add the interest; or he believed that +Lindau would refuse the interest; he put a fine speech in his mouth, +making him do so; and after that he got Lindau employment on 'Every Other +Week,' and took care of him till he died. + +Through all his melancholy and munificence he was aware of sordid +anxieties for having taken the Grosvenor Green apartment. These began to +assume visible, tangible shapes as he drowsed, and to became personal +entities, from which he woke, with little starts, to a realization of +their true nature, and then suddenly fell fast asleep. + +In the accomplishment of the events which his reverie played with, there +was much that retroactively stamped it with prophecy, but much also that +was better than he forboded. He found that with regard to the Grosvenor +Green apartment he had not allowed for his wife's willingness to get any +sort of roof over her head again after the removal from their old home, +or for the alleviations that grow up through mere custom. The practical +workings of the apartment were not so bad; it had its good points, and +after the first sensation of oppression in it they began to feel the +convenience of its arrangement. They were at that time of life when +people first turn to their children's opinion with deference, and, in the +loss of keenness in their own likes and dislikes, consult the young +preferences which are still so sensitive. It went far to reconcile Mrs. +March to the apartment that her children were pleased with its novelty; +when this wore off for them, she had herself begun to find it much more +easily manageable than a house. After she had put away several barrels +of gimcracks, and folded up screens and rugs and skins, and carried them +all off to the little dark store-room which the flat developed, she +perceived at once a roominess and coziness in it unsuspected before. +Then, when people began to call, she had a pleasure, a superiority, in +saying that it was a furnished apartment, and in disclaiming all +responsibility for the upholstery and decoration. If March was by, she +always explained that it was Mr. March's fancy, and amiably laughed it +off with her callers as a mannish eccentricity. Nobody really seemed to +think it otherwise than pretty; and this again was a triumph for Mrs. +March, because it showed how inferior the New York taste was to the +Boston taste in such matters. + +March submitted silently to his punishment, and laughed with her before +company at his own eccentricity. She had been so preoccupied with the +adjustment of the family to its new quarters and circumstances that the +time passed for laying his misgivings, if they were misgivings, about +Fulkerson before her, and when an occasion came for expressing them they +had themselves passed in the anxieties of getting forward the first +number of 'Every Other Week.' He kept these from her, too, and the +business that brought them to New York had apparently dropped into +abeyance before the questions of domestic economy that presented and +absented themselves. March knew his wife to be a woman of good mind and +in perfect sympathy with him, but he understood the limitations of her +perspective; and if he was not too wise, he was too experienced to +intrude upon it any affairs of his till her own were reduced to the right +order and proportion. It would have been folly to talk to her of +Fulkerson's conjecturable uncandor while she was in doubt whether her +cook would like the kitchen, or her two servants would consent to room +together; and till it was decided what school Tom should go to, and +whether Bella should have lessons at home or not, the relation which +March was to bear to the Dryfooses, as owner and publisher, was not to be +discussed with his wife. He might drag it in, but he was aware that with +her mind distracted by more immediate interests he could not get from her +that judgment, that reasoned divination, which he relied upon so much. +She would try, she would do her best, but the result would be a view +clouded and discolored by the effort she must make. + +He put the whole matter by, and gave himself to the details of the work +before him. In this he found not only escape, but reassurance, for it +became more and more apparent that whatever was nominally the structure +of the business, a man of his qualifications and his instincts could not +have an insignificant place in it. He had also the consolation of liking +his work, and of getting an instant grasp of it that grew constantly +firmer and closer. The joy of knowing that he had not made a mistake was +great. In giving rein to ambitions long forborne he seemed to get back +to the youth when he had indulged them first; and after half a lifetime +passed in pursuits alien to his nature, he was feeling the serene +happiness of being mated through his work to his early love. From the +outside the spectacle might have had its pathos, and it is not easy to +justify such an experiment as he had made at his time of life, except +upon the ground where he rested from its consideration--the ground of +necessity. + +His work was more in his thoughts than himself, however; and as the time +for the publication of the first number of his periodical came nearer, +his cares all centred upon it. Without fixing any date, Fulkerson had +announced it, and pushed his announcements with the shameless vigor of a +born advertiser. He worked his interest with the press to the utmost, +and paragraphs of a variety that did credit to his ingenuity were afloat +everywhere. Some of them were speciously unfavorable in tone; they +criticised and even ridiculed the principles on which the new departure +in literary journalism was based. Others defended it; others yet denied +that this rumored principle was really the principle. All contributed to +make talk. All proceeded from the same fertile invention. + +March observed with a degree of mortification that the talk was very +little of it in the New York press; there the references to the novel +enterprise were slight and cold. But Fulkerson said: "Don't mind that, +old man. It's the whole country that makes or breaks a thing like this; +New York has very little to do with it. Now if it were a play, it would +be different. New York does make or break a play; but it doesn't make or +break a book; it doesn't make or break a magazine. The great mass of the +readers are outside of New York, and the rural districts are what we have +got to go for. They don't read much in New York; they write, and talk +about what they've written. Don't you worry." + +The rumor of Fulkerson's connection with the enterprise accompanied many +of the paragraphs, and he was able to stay March's thirst for employment +by turning over to him from day to day heaps of the manuscripts which +began to pour in from his old syndicate writers, as well as from +adventurous volunteers all over the country. With these in hand March +began practically to plan the first number, and to concrete a general +scheme from the material and the experience they furnished. They had +intended to issue the first number with the new year, and if it had been +an affair of literature alone, it would have been very easy; but it was +the art leg they limped on, as Fulkerson phrased it. They had not merely +to deal with the question of specific illustrations for this article or +that, but to decide the whole character of their illustrations, and first +of all to get a design for a cover which should both ensnare the heedless +and captivate the fastidious. These things did not come properly within +March's province--that had been clearly understood--and for a while +Fulkerson tried to run the art leg himself. The phrase was again his, +but it was simpler to make the phrase than to run the leg. The difficult +generation, at once stiff-backed and slippery, with which he had to do in +this endeavor, reduced even so buoyant an optimist to despair, and after +wasting some valuable weeks in trying to work the artists himself, he +determined to get an artist to work them. But what artist? It could not +be a man with fixed reputation and a following: he would be too costly, +and would have too many enemies among his brethren, even if he would +consent to undertake the job. Fulkerson had a man in mind, an artist, +too, who would have been the very thing if he had been the thing at all. +He had talent enough, and his sort of talent would reach round the whole +situation, but, as Fulkerson said, he was as many kinds of an ass as he +was kinds of an artist. + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +Anticipative homesickness +Any sort of stuff was good enough to make a preacher out of +Appearance made him doubt their ability to pay so much +As much of his story as he meant to tell without prompting +Considerable comfort in holding him accountable +Extract what consolation lurks in the irreparable +Flavors not very sharply distinguished from one another +Handsome pittance +He expected to do the wrong thing when left to his own devices +Hypothetical difficulty +Never-blooming shrub +Poverty as hopeless as any in the world +Seeming interested in points necessarily indifferent to him +Servant of those he loved +Sigh with which ladies recognize one another's martyrdom +Sorry he hadn't asked more; that's human nature +That isn't very old--or not so old as it used to be +Tried to be homesick for them, but failed +Turn to their children's opinion with deference +Wish we didn't always recognize the facts as we do + + + + +End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of A Hazard of New Fortunes v1, +by William Dean Howells + + + + + + +A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES + +By William Dean Howells + + +PART SECOND + + +I. + +The evening when March closed with Mrs. Green's reduced offer, and +decided to take her apartment, the widow whose lodgings he had rejected +sat with her daughter in an upper room at the back of her house. In the +shaded glow of the drop-light she was sewing, and the girl was drawing at +the same table. From time to time, as they talked, the girl lifted her +head and tilted it a little on one side so as to get some desired effect +of her work. + +"It's a mercy the cold weather holds off," said the mother. "We should +have to light the furnace, unless we wanted to scare everybody away with +a cold house; and I don't know who would take care of it, or what would +become of us, every way." + +"They seem to have been scared away from a house that wasn't cold," said +the girl. "Perhaps they might like a cold one. But it's too early for +cold yet. It's only just in the beginning of November." + +"The Messenger says they've had a sprinkling of snow." + +"Oh yes, at St. Barnaby! I don't know when they don't have sprinklings of +snow there. I'm awfully glad we haven't got that winter before us." + +The widow sighed as mothers do who feel the contrast their experience +opposes to the hopeful recklessness of such talk as this. "We may have a +worse winter here," she said, darkly. + +"Then I couldn't stand it," said the girl, "and I should go in for +lighting out to Florida double-quick." + +"And how would you get to Florida?" demanded her mother, severely. + +"Oh, by the usual conveyance Pullman vestibuled train, I suppose. What +makes you so blue, mamma?" The girl was all the time sketching away, +rubbing out, lifting her head for the effect, and then bending it over +her work again without looking at her mother. + +"I am not blue, Alma. But I cannot endure this--this hopefulness of +yours." + +"Why? What harm does it do?" + +"Harm?" echoed the mother. + +Pending the effort she must make in saying, the girl cut in: "Yes, harm. +You've kept your despair dusted off and ready for use at an instant's +notice ever since we came, and what good has it done? I'm going to keep +on hoping to the bitter end. That's what papa did." + +It was what the Rev. Archibald Leighton had done with all the +consumptive's buoyancy. The morning he died he told them that now he had +turned the point and was really going to get well. The cheerfulness was +not only in his disease, but in his temperament. Its excess was always a +little against him in his church work, and Mrs. Leighton was right enough +in feeling that if it had not been for the ballast of her instinctive +despondency he would have made shipwreck of such small chances of +prosperity as befell him in life. It was not from him that his daughter +got her talent, though he had left her his temperament intact of his +widow's legal thirds. He was one of those men of whom the country people +say when he is gone that the woman gets along better without him. Mrs. +Leighton had long eked out their income by taking a summer boarder or +two, as a great favor, into her family; and when the greater need came, +she frankly gave up her house to the summer-folks (as they call them in +the country), and managed it for their comfort from the small quarter of +it in which she shut herself up with her daughter. + +The notion of shutting up is an exigency of the rounded period. The fact +is, of course, that Alma Leighton was not shut up in any sense whatever. +She was the pervading light, if not force, of the house. She was a good +cook, and she managed the kitchen with the help of an Irish girl, while +her mother looked after the rest of the housekeeping. But she was not +systematic; she had inspiration but not discipline, and her mother +mourned more over the days when Alma left the whole dinner to the Irish +girl than she rejoiced in those when one of Alma's great thoughts took +form in a chicken-pie of incomparable savor or in a matchless pudding. +The off-days came when her artistic nature was expressing itself in +charcoal, for she drew to the admiration of all among the lady boarders +who could not draw. The others had their reserves; they readily conceded +that Alma had genius, but they were sure she needed instruction. On the +other hand, they were not so radical as to agree with the old painter who +came every summer to paint the elms of the St. Barnaby meadows. He +contended that she needed to be a man in order to amount to anything; but +in this theory he was opposed by an authority, of his own sex, whom the +lady sketchers believed to speak with more impartiality in a matter +concerning them as much as Alma Leighton. He said that instruction would +do, and he was not only, younger and handsomer, but he was fresher from +the schools than old Harrington, who, even the lady sketchers could see, +painted in an obsolescent manner. His name was Beaton--Angus Beaton; but +he was not Scotch, or not more Scotch than Mary Queen of Scots was. His +father was a Scotchman, but Beaton was born in Syracuse, New York, and it +had taken only three years in Paris to obliterate many traces of native +and ancestral manner in him. He wore his black beard cut shorter than +his mustache, and a little pointed; he stood with his shoulders well +thrown back and with a lateral curve of his person when he talked about +art, which would alone have carried conviction even if he had not had a +thick, dark bang coming almost to the brows of his mobile gray eyes, and +had not spoken English with quick, staccato impulses, so as to give it +the effect of epigrammatic and sententious French. One of the ladies +said that you always thought of him as having spoken French after it was +over, and accused herself of wrong in not being able to feel afraid of +him. None of the ladies was afraid of him, though they could not believe +that he was really so deferential to their work as he seemed; and they +knew, when he would not criticise Mr. Harrington's work, that he was just +acting from principle. + +They may or may not have known the deference with which he treated Alma's +work; but the girl herself felt that his abrupt, impersonal comment +recognized her as a real sister in art. He told her she ought to come to +New York, and draw in the League, or get into some painter's private +class; and it was the sense of duty thus appealed to which finally +resulted in the hazardous experiment she and her mother were now making. +There were no logical breaks in the chain of their reasoning from past +success with boarders in St. Barnaby to future success with boarders in +New York. Of course the outlay was much greater. The rent of the +furnished house they had taken was such that if they failed their +experiment would be little less than ruinous. + +But they were not going to fail; that was what Alma contended, with a +hardy courage that her mother sometimes felt almost invited failure, if +it did not deserve it. She was one of those people who believe that if +you dread harm enough it is less likely to happen. She acted on this +superstition as if it were a religion. + +"If it had not been for my despair, as you call it, Alma," she answered, +"I don't know where we should have been now." + +"I suppose we should have been in St. Barnaby," said the girl. "And if +it's worse to be in New York, you see what your despair's done, mamma. +But what's the use? You meant well, and I don't blame you. You can't +expect even despair to come out always just the way you want it. Perhaps +you've used too much of it." The girl laughed, and Mrs. Leighton +laughed, too. Like every one else, she was not merely a prevailing mood, +as people are apt to be in books, but was an irregularly spheroidal +character, with surfaces that caught the different lights of circumstance +and reflected them. Alma got up and took a pose before the mirror, which +she then transferred to her sketch. The room was pinned about with other +sketches, which showed with fantastic indistinctness in the shaded +gaslight. Alma held up the drawing. "How do you like it?" + +Mrs. Leighton bent forward over her sewing to look at it. "You've got +the man's face rather weak." + +"Yes, that's so. Either I see all the hidden weakness that's in men's +natures, and bring it to the surface in their figures, or else I put my +own weakness into them. Either way, it's a drawback to their presenting +a truly manly appearance. As long as I have one of the miserable objects +before me, I can draw him; but as soon as his back's turned I get to +putting ladies into men's clothes. I should think you'd be scandalized, +mamma, if you were a really feminine person. It must be your despair +that helps you to bear up. But what's the matter with the young lady in +young lady's clothes? Any dust on her?" + +"What expressions!" said Mrs. Leighton. "Really, Alma, for a refined +girl you are the most unrefined!" + +"Go on--about the girl in the picture!" said Alma, slightly knocking her +mother on the shoulder, as she stood over her. + +"I don't see anything to her. What's she doing?" + +"Oh, just being made love to, I suppose." + +"She's perfectly insipid!" + +"You're awfully articulate, mamma! Now, if Mr. Wetmore were to criticise +that picture he'd draw a circle round it in the air, and look at it +through that, and tilt his head first on one side and then on the other, +and then look at you, as if you were a figure in it, and then collapse +awhile, and moan a little and gasp, 'Isn't your young lady a little too- +too--' and then he'd try to get the word out of you, and groan and suffer +some more; and you'd say, 'She is, rather,' and that would give him +courage, and he'd say, 'I don't mean that she's so very--' 'Of course +not.' 'You understand?' 'Perfectly. I see it myself, now.' 'Well, then' +---and he'd take your pencil and begin to draw--'I should give her a +little more--Ah?' 'Yes, I see the difference.'--'You see the difference?' +And he'd go off to some one else, and you'd know that you'd been doing +the wishy-washiest thing in the world, though he hadn't spoken a word of +criticism, and couldn't. But he wouldn't have noticed the expression at +all; he'd have shown you where your drawing was bad. He doesn't care for +what he calls the literature of a thing; he says that will take care of +itself if the drawing's good. He doesn't like my doing these chic +things; but I'm going to keep it up, for I think it's the nearest way to +illustrating." + +She took her sketch and pinned it up on the door. + +"And has Mr. Beaton been about, yet?" asked her mother. + +"No," said the girl, with her back still turned; and she added, +"I believe he's in New York; Mr. Wetmore's seen him." + +"It's a little strange he doesn't call." + +"It would be if he were not an artist. But artists never do anything +like other people. He was on his good behavior while he was with us, and +he's a great deal more conventional than most of them; but even he can't +keep it up. That's what makes me really think that women can never +amount to anything in art. They keep all their appointments, and fulfil +all their duties just as if they didn't know anything about art. Well, +most of them don't. We've got that new model to-day." + +"What new model?" + +"The one Mr. Wetmore was telling us about the old German; he's splendid. +He's got the most beautiful head; just like the old masters' things. He +used to be Humphrey Williams's model for his Biblical-pieces; but since +he's dead, the old man hardly gets anything to do. Mr. Wetmore says +there isn't anybody in the Bible that Williams didn't paint him as. +He's the Law and the Prophets in all his Old Testament pictures, and he's +Joseph, Peter, Judas Iscariot, and the Scribes and Pharisees in the New." + +"It's a good thing people don't know how artists work, or some of the +most sacred pictures would have no influence," said Mrs. Leighton. + +"Why, of course not!" cried the girl. "And the influence is the last +thing a painter thinks of--or supposes he thinks of. What he knows he's +anxious about is the drawing and the color. But people will never +understand how simple artists are. When I reflect what a complex and +sophisticated being I am, I'm afraid I can never come to anything in art. +Or I should be if I hadn't genius." + +"Do you think Mr. Beaton is very simple?" asked Mrs. Leighton. + +"Mr. Wetmore doesn't think he's very much of an artist. He thinks he +talks too well. They believe that if a man can express himself clearly +he can't paint." + +"And what do you believe?" + +"Oh, I can express myself, too." + +The mother seemed to be satisfied with this evasion. After a while she +said, "I presume he will call when he gets settled." + +The girl made no answer to this. "One of the girls says that old model +is an educated man. He was in the war, and lost a hand. Doesn't it seem +a pity for such a man to have to sit to a class of affected geese like us +as a model? I declare it makes me sick. And we shall keep him a week, +and pay him six or seven dollars for the use of his grand old head, and +then what will he do? The last time he was regularly employed was when +Mr. Mace was working at his Damascus Massacre. Then he wanted so many +Arab sheiks and Christian elders that he kept old Mr. Lindau steadily +employed for six months. Now he has to pick up odd jobs where he can." + +"I suppose he has his pension," said Mrs. Leighton. + +"No; one of the girls"--that was the way Alma always described her +fellow-students--"says he has no pension. He didn't apply for it for a +long time, and then there was a hitch about it, and it was somethinged +--vetoed, I believe she said." + +"Who vetoed it?" asked Mrs. Leighton, with some curiosity about the +process, which she held in reserve. + +"I don't know-whoever vetoes things. I wonder what Mr. Wetmore does +think of us--his class. We must seem perfectly crazy. There isn't one +of us really knows what she's doing it for, or what she expects to happen +when she's done it. I suppose every one thinks she has genius. I know +the Nebraska widow does, for she says that unless you have genius it +isn't the least use. Everybody's puzzled to know what she does with her +baby when she's at work--whether she gives it soothing syrup. I wonder +how Mr. Wetmore can keep from laughing in our faces. I know he does +behind our backs." + +Mrs. Leighton's mind wandered back to another point. "Then if he says +Mr. Beaton can't paint, I presume he doesn't respect him very much." + +"Oh, he never said he couldn't paint. But I know he thinks so. He says +he's an excellent critic." + +"Alma," her mother said, with the effect of breaking off, "what do you +suppose is the reason he hasn't been near us?" + +"Why, I don't know, mamma, except that it would have been natural for +another person to come, and he's an artist at least, artist enough for +that." + +"That doesn't account for it altogether. He was very nice at St. +Barnaby, and seemed so interested in you--your work." + +"Plenty of people were nice at St. Barnaby. That rich Mrs. Horn couldn't +contain her joy when she heard we were coming to New York, but she hasn't +poured in upon us a great deal since we got here." + +"But that's different. She's very fashionable, and she's taken up with +her own set. But Mr. Beaton's one of our kind." + +"Thank you. Papa wasn't quite a tombstone-cutter, mamma." + +"That makes it all the harder to bear. He can't be ashamed of us. +Perhaps he doesn't know where we are." + +"Do you wish to send him your card, mamma?" The girl flushed and towered +in scorn of the idea. + +"Why, no, Alma," returned her mother. + +"Well, then," said Alma. + +But Mrs. Leighton was not so easily quelled. She had got her mind on Mr. +Beaton, and she could not detach it at once. Besides, she was one of +those women (they are commoner than the same sort of men) whom it does +not pain to take out their most intimate thoughts and examine them in the +light of other people's opinions. "But I don't see how he can behave so. +He must know that--" + +"That what, mamma?" demanded the girl. + +"That he influenced us a great deal in coming--" + +"He didn't. If he dared to presume to think such a thing--" + +"Now, Alma," said her mother, with the clinging persistence of such +natures, "you know he did. And it's no use for you to pretend that we +didn't count upon him in--in every way. You may not have noticed his +attentions, and I don't say you did, but others certainly did; and I must +say that I didn't expect he would drop us so." + +"Drop us!" cried Alma, in a fury. "Oh!" + +"Yes, drop us, Alma. He must know where we are. Of course, Mr. +Wetmore's spoken to him about you, and it's a shame that he hasn't been +near us. I should have thought common gratitude, common decency, would +have brought him after--after all we did for him." + +"We did nothing for him--nothing! He paid his board, and that ended it." + +"No, it didn't, Alma. You know what he used to say--about its being like +home, and all that; and I must say that after his attentions to you, and +all the things you told me he said, I expected something very dif--" + +A sharp peal of the door-bell thrilled through the house, and as if the +pull of the bell-wire had twitched her to her feet, Mrs. Leighton sprang +up and grappled with her daughter in their common terror. + +They both glared at the clock and made sure that it was five minutes +after nine. Then they abandoned themselves some moments to the +unrestricted play of their apprehensions. + + + + +II. + +"Why, Alma," whispered the mother, "who in the world can it be at this +time of night? You don't suppose he--" + +"Well, I'm not going to the door, anyhow, mother, I don't care who it is; +and, of course, he wouldn't be such a goose as to come at this hour." +She put on a look of miserable trepidation, and shrank back from the +door, while the hum of the bell died away, in the hall. + +"What shall we do?" asked Mrs. Leighton, helplessly. + +"Let him go away--whoever they are," said Alma. + +Another and more peremptory ring forbade them refuge in this simple +expedient. + +"Oh, dear! what shall we do? Perhaps it's a despatch." + +The conjecture moved Alma to no more than a rigid stare. "I shall not +go," she said. A third ring more insistent than the others followed, and +she said: "You go ahead, mamma, and I'll come behind to scream if it's +anybody. We can look through the side-lights at the door first." + +Mrs. Leighton fearfully led the way from the back chamber where they bad +been sitting, and slowly descended the stairs. Alma came behind and +turned up the hall gas-jet with a sudden flash that made them both jump a +little. The gas inside rendered it more difficult to tell who was on the +threshold, but Mrs. Leighton decided from a timorous peep through the +scrims that it was a lady and gentleman. Something in this distribution +of sex emboldened her; she took her life in her hand, and opened the +door. + +The lady spoke. "Does Mrs. Leighton live heah?" she said, in a rich, +throaty voice; and she feigned a reference to the agent's permit she held +in her hand. + +"Yes," said Mrs. Leighton; she mechanically occupied the doorway, while +Alma already quivered behind her with impatience of her impoliteness. + +"Oh," said the lady, who began to appear more and more a young lady, +"Ah didn't know but Ah had mistaken the hoase. Ah suppose it's rather +late to see the apawtments, and Ah most ask you to pawdon us." She put +this tentatively, with a delicately growing recognition of Mrs. Leighton +as the lady of the house, and a humorous intelligence of the situation in +the glance she threw Alma over her mother's shoulder. "Ah'm afraid we +most have frightened you." + +"Oh, not at all," said Alma; and at the same time her mother said, +"Will you walk in, please?" + +The gentleman promptly removed his hat and made the Leightons an +inclusive bow. "You awe very kind, madam, and I am sorry for the trouble +we awe giving you." He was tall and severe-looking, with a gray, +trooperish mustache and iron-gray hair, and, as Alma decided, iron-gray +eyes. His daughter was short, plump, and fresh-colored, with an effect +of liveliness that did not all express itself in her broad-vowelled, +rather formal speech, with its odd valuations of some of the auxiliary +verbs, and its total elision of the canine letter. + +"We awe from the Soath," she said, "and we arrived this mawning, but we +got this cyahd from the brokah just befo' dinnah, and so we awe rathah +late." + +"Not at all; it's only nine o'clock," said Mrs. Leighton. She looked up +from the card the young lady had given her, and explained, "We haven't +got in our servants yet, and we had to answer the bell ourselves, and--" + +"You were frightened, of coase," said the young lady, caressingly. + +The gentleman said they ought not to have come so late, and he offered +some formal apologies. + +"We should have been just as much scared any time after five o'clock," +Alma said to the sympathetic intelligence in the girl's face. + +She laughed out. "Of coase! Ah would have my hawt in my moath all day +long, too, if Ah was living in a big hoase alone." + +A moment of stiffness followed; Mrs. Leighton would have liked to +withdraw from the intimacy of the situation, but she did not know how. +It was very well for these people to assume to be what they pretended; +but, she reflected too late, she had no proof of it except the agent's +permit. They were all standing in the hall together, and she prolonged +the awkward pause while she examined the permit. "You are Mr. Woodburn?" +she asked, in a way that Alma felt implied he might not be. + +"Yes, madam; from Charlottesboag, Virginia," he answered, with the slight +umbrage a man shows when the strange cashier turns his check over and +questions him before cashing it. + +Alma writhed internally, but outwardly remained subordinate; she examined +the other girl's dress, and decided in a superficial consciousness that +she had made her own bonnet. + +"I shall be glad to show you my rooms," said Mrs. Leighton, with an +irrelevant sigh. "You must excuse their being not just as I should wish +them. We're hardly settled yet." + +"Don't speak of it, madam," said the gentleman, "if you can overlook the +trouble we awe giving you at such an unseasonable houah." + +"Ah'm a hoasekeepah mahself," Miss Woodburn joined in, "and Ah know ho' +to accyoant fo' everything." + +Mrs. Leighton led the way up-stairs, and the young lady decided upon the +large front room and small side room on the third story. She said she +could take the small one, and the other was so large that her father +could both sleep and work in it. She seemed not ashamed to ask if Mrs. +Leighton's price was inflexible, but gave way laughing when her father +refused to have any bargaining, with a haughty self-respect which he +softened to deference for Mrs. Leighton. His impulsiveness opened the +way for some confidence from her, and before the affair was arranged she +was enjoying in her quality of clerical widow the balm of the Virginians' +reverent sympathy. They said they were church people themselves. + +"Ah don't know what yo' mothah means by yo' hoase not being in oddah," +the young lady said to Alma as they went down-stairs together. "Ah'm a +great hoasekeepah mahself, and Ah mean what Ah say." + +They had all turned mechanically into the room where the Leightons were +sitting when the Woodburns rang: Mr. Woodburn consented to sit down, and +he remained listening to Mrs. Leighton while his daughter bustled up to +the sketches pinned round the room and questioned Alma about them. + +"Ah suppose you awe going to be a great awtust?" she said, in friendly +banter, when Alma owned to having done the things. "Ah've a great notion +to take a few lessons mahself. Who's yo' teachah?" + +Alma said she was drawing in Mr. Wetmore's class, and Miss Woodburn said: +"Well, it's just beautiful, Miss Leighton; it's grand. Ah suppose it's +raght expensive, now? Mah goodness! we have to cyoant the coast so much +nowadays; it seems to me we do nothing but cyoant it. Ah'd like to hah +something once without askin' the price." + +"Well, if you didn't ask it," said Alma, "I don't believe Mr. Wetmore +would ever know what the price of his lessons was. He has to think, when +you ask him." + +"Why, he most be chomming," said Miss Woodburn. "Perhaps Ah maght get +the lessons for nothing from him. Well, Ah believe in my soul Ah'll +trah. Now ho' did you begin? and ho' do you expect to get anything oat +of it?" She turned on Alma eyes brimming with a shrewd mixture of fun +and earnest, and Alma made note of the fact that she had an early +nineteenth-century face, round, arch, a little coquettish, but extremely +sensible and unspoiled-looking, such as used to be painted a good deal in +miniature at that period; a tendency of her brown hair to twine and twist +at the temples helped the effect; a high comb would have completed it, +Alma felt, if she had her bonnet off. It was almost a Yankee country- +girl type; but perhaps it appeared so to Alma because it was, like that, +pure Anglo-Saxon. Alma herself, with her dull, dark skin, slender in +figure, slow in speech, with aristocratic forms in her long hands, and +the oval of her fine face pointed to a long chin, felt herself much more +Southern in style than this blooming, bubbling, bustling Virginian. + +"I don't know," she answered, slowly. + +"Going to take po'traits," suggested Miss Woodburn, "or just paint the +ahdeal?" A demure burlesque lurked in her tone. + +"I suppose I don't expect to paint at all," said Alma. "I'm going to +illustrate books--if anybody will let me." + +"Ah should think they'd just joamp at you," said Miss Woodburn. "Ah'll +tell you what let's do, Miss Leighton: you make some pictures, and Ah'll +wrahte a book fo' them. Ah've got to do something. Ali maght as well +wrahte a book. You know we Southerners have all had to go to woak. But +Ah don't mand it. I tell papa I shouldn't ca' fo' the disgrace of bein' +poo' if it wasn't fo' the inconvenience." + +"Yes, it's inconvenient," said Alma; "but you forget it when you're at +work, don't you think?" + +"Mah, yes! Perhaps that's one reason why poo' people have to woak so +hawd-to keep their wands off their poverty." + +The girls both tittered, and turned from talking in a low tone with their +backs toward their elders, and faced them. + +"Well, Madison," said Mr. Woodburn, "it is time we should go. I bid you +good-night, madam," he bowed to Mrs. Leighton. "Good-night," he bowed +again to Alma. + +His daughter took leave of them in formal phrase, but with a jolly +cordiality of manner that deformalized it. "We shall be roand raght soon +in the mawning, then," she threatened at the door. + +"We shall be all ready for you," Alma called after her down the steps. + +"Well, Alma?" her mother asked, when the door closed upon them. + +"She doesn't know any more about art," said Alma, "than--nothing at all. +But she's jolly and good-hearted. She praised everything that was bad in +my sketches, and said she was going to take lessons herself. When a +person talks about taking lessons, as if they could learn it, you know +where they belong artistically." + +Mrs. Leighton shook her head with a sigh. "I wish I knew where they +belonged financially. We shall have to get in two girls at once. I +shall have to go out the first thing in the morning, and then our +troubles will begin." + +"Well, didn't you want them to begin? I will stay home and help you get +ready. Our prosperity couldn't begin without the troubles, if you mean +boarders, and boarders mean servants. I shall be very glad to be +afflicted with a cook for a while myself." + +"Yes; but we don't know anything about these people, or whether they will +be able to pay us. Did she talk as if they were well off?" + +"She talked as if they were poor; poo' she called it." + +"Yes, how queerly she pronounced," said Mrs. Leighton. "Well, I ought to +have told them that I required the first week in advance." + +"Mamma! If that's the way you're going to act!" + +"Oh, of course, I couldn't, after he wouldn't let her bargain for the +rooms. I didn't like that." + +"I did. And you can see that they were perfect ladies; or at least one +of them." Alma laughed at herself, but her mother did not notice. + +"Their being ladies won't help if they've got no money. It 'll make it +all the worse." + +"Very well, then; we have no money, either. We're a match for them any +day there. We can show them that two can play at that game." + + + + +III. + +Arnus Beaton's studio looked at first glance like many other painters' +studios. A gray wall quadrangularly vaulted to a large north light; +casts of feet, hands, faces hung to nails about; prints, sketches in oil +and water-color stuck here and there lower down; a rickety table, with +paint and palettes and bottles of varnish and siccative tossed +comfortlessly on it; an easel, with a strip of some faded mediaeval silk +trailing from it; a lay figure simpering in incomplete nakedness, with +its head on one side, and a stocking on one leg, and a Japanese dress +dropped before it; dusty rugs and skins kicking over the varnished floor; +canvases faced to the mop-board; an open trunk overflowing with costumes: +these features one might notice anywhere. But, besides, there was a +bookcase with an unusual number of books in it, and there was an open +colonial writing-desk, claw-footed, brass-handled, and scutcheoned, with +foreign periodicals--French and English--littering its leaf, and some +pages of manuscript scattered among them. Above all, there was a +sculptor's revolving stand, supporting a bust which Beaton was modelling, +with an eye fixed as simultaneously as possible on the clay and on the +head of the old man who sat on the platform beside it. + +Few men have been able to get through the world with several gifts to +advantage in all; and most men seem handicapped for the race if they have +more than one. But they are apparently immensely interested as well as +distracted by them. When Beaton was writing, he would have agreed, +up to a certain point, with any one who said literature was his proper +expression; but, then, when he was painting, up to a certain point, +he would have maintained against the world that he was a colorist, +and supremely a colorist. At the certain point in either art he was apt +to break away in a frenzy of disgust and wreak himself upon some other. +In these moods he sometimes designed elevations of buildings, very +striking, very original, very chic, very everything but habitable. +It was in this way that he had tried his hand on sculpture, which he had +at first approached rather slightingly as a mere decorative accessory of +architecture. But it had grown in his respect till he maintained that +the accessory business ought to be all the other way: that temples should +be raised to enshrine statues, not statues made to ornament temples; that +was putting the cart before the horse with a vengeance. This was when he +had carried a plastic study so far that the sculptors who saw it said +that Beaton might have been an architect, but would certainly never be a +sculptor. At the same time he did some hurried, nervous things that had +a popular charm, and that sold in plaster reproductions, to the profit of +another. Beaton justly despised the popular charm in these, as well as +in the paintings he sold from time to time; he said it was flat burglary +to have taken money for them, and he would have been living almost wholly +upon the bounty of the old tombstone-cutter in Syracuse if it had not +been for the syndicate letters which he supplied to Fulkerson for ten +dollars a week. + +They were very well done, but he hated doing them after the first two or +three, and had to be punched up for them by Fulkerson, who did not cease +to prize them, and who never failed to punch him up. Beaton being what +he was, Fulkerson was his creditor as well as patron; and Fulkerson being +what he was, had an enthusiastic patience with the elusive, facile, +adaptable, unpractical nature of Beaton. He was very proud of his art- +letters, as he called them; but then Fulkerson was proud of everything he +secured for his syndicate. The fact that he had secured it gave it +value; he felt as if he had written it himself. + +One art trod upon another's heels with Beaton. The day before he had +rushed upon canvas the conception of a picture which he said to himself +was glorious, and to others (at the table d'hote of Maroni) was not bad. +He had worked at it in a fury till the light failed him, and he execrated +the dying day. But he lit his lamp and transferred the process of his +thinking from the canvas to the opening of the syndicate letter which be +knew Fulkerson would be coming for in the morning. He remained talking +so long after dinner in the same strain as he had painted and written in +that he could not finish his letter that night. The next morning, while +he was making his tea for breakfast, the postman brought him a letter +from his father enclosing a little check, and begging him with tender, +almost deferential, urgence to come as lightly upon him as possible, for +just now his expenses were very heavy. It brought tears of shame into +Beaton's eyes--the fine, smouldering, floating eyes that many ladies +admired, under the thick bang--and he said to himself that if he were +half a man he would go home and go to work cutting gravestones in his +father's shop. But he would wait, at least, to finish his picture; and +as a sop to his conscience, to stay its immediate ravening, he resolved +to finish that syndicate letter first, and borrow enough money from +Fulkerson to be able to send his father's check back; or, if not that, +then to return the sum of it partly in Fulkerson's check. While he still +teemed with both of these good intentions the old man from whom he was +modelling his head of Judas came, and Beaton saw that he must get through +with him before he finished either the picture or the letter; he would +have to pay him for the time, anyway. He utilized the remorse with which +he was tingling to give his Judas an expression which he found novel in +the treatment of that character--a look of such touching, appealing self- +abhorrence that Beaton's artistic joy in it amounted to rapture; between +the breathless moments when he worked in dead silence for an effect that +was trying to escape him, he sang and whistled fragments of comic opera. + +In one of the hushes there came a blow on the outside of the door that +made Beaton jump, and swear with a modified profanity that merged itself +in apostrophic prayer. He knew it must be Fulkerson, and after roaring +"Come in!" he said to the model, "That 'll do this morning, Lindau." + +Fulkerson squared his feet in front of the bust and compared it by +fleeting glances with the old man as he got stiffly up and suffered +Beaton to help him on with his thin, shabby overcoat. + +"Can you come to-morrow, Lindau?" + +"No, not to-morrow, Mr. Peaton. I haf to zit for the young ladties." + +"Oh!" said Beaton. "Wet-more's class? Is Miss Leighton doing you?" + +"I don't know their namess," Lindau began, when Fulkerson said: + +"Hope you haven't forgotten mine, Mr. Lindau? I met you with Mr. March +at Maroni's one night." Fulkerson offered him a universally shakable +hand. + +"Oh yes! I am gladt to zee you again, Mr. Vulkerson. And Mr. Marge--he +don't zeem to gome any more?" + +"Up to his eyes in work. Been moving on from Boston and getting settled, +and starting in on our enterprise. Beaton here hasn't got a very +flattering likeness of you, hey? Well, good-morning," he said, for +Lindau appeared not to have heard him and was escaping with a bow through +the door. + +Beaton lit a cigarette which he pinched nervously between his lips before +he spoke. "You've come for that letter, I suppose, Fulkerson? It isn't +done." + +Fulkerson turned from staring at the bust to which he had mounted. "What +you fretting about that letter for? I don't want your letter." + +Beaton stopped biting his cigarette and looked at him. "Don't want my +letter? Oh, very good!" he bristled up. He took his cigarette from his +lips, and blew the smoke through his nostrils, and then looked at +Fulkerson. + +"No; I don't want your letter; I want you." + +Beacon disdained to ask an explanation, but he internally lowered his +crest, while he continued to look at Fulkerson without changing his +defiant countenance. This suited Fulkerson well enough, and he went on +with relish, "I'm going out of the syndicate business, old man, and I'm +on a new thing." He put his leg over the back of a chair and rested his +foot on its seat, and, with one hand in his pocket, he laid the scheme of +'Every Other Week' before Beaton with the help of the other. The artist +went about the room, meanwhile, with an effect of indifference which by +no means offended Fulkerson. He took some water into his mouth from a +tumbler, which he blew in a fine mist over the head of Judas before +swathing it in a dirty cotton cloth; he washed his brushes and set his +palette; he put up on his easel the picture he had blocked on the day +before, and stared at it with a gloomy face; then he gathered the sheets +of his unfinished letter together and slid them into a drawer of his +writing-desk. By the time he had finished and turned again to Fulkerson, +Fulkerson was saying: "I did think we could have the first number out by +New-Year's; but it will take longer than that--a month longer; but I'm +not sorry, for the holidays kill everything; and by February, or the +middle of February, people will get their breath again and begin to look +round and ask what's new. Then we'll reply in the language of +Shakespeare and Milton, 'Every Other Week; and don't you forget it.'" +He took down his leg and asked, "Got a pipe of 'baccy anywhere?" + +Beaton nodded at a clay stem sticking out of a Japanese vase of bronze on +his mantel. "There's yours," he said; and Fulkerson said, "Thanks," and +filled the pipe and sat down and began to smoke tranquilly. + +Beaton saw that he would have to speak now. "And what do you want with +me?" + +"You? Oh yes," Fulkerson humorously dramatized a return to himself from +a pensive absence. "Want you for the art department." + +Beaton shook his head. "I'm not your man, Fulkerson," he said, +compassionately. "You want a more practical hand, one that's in touch +with what's going. I'm getting further and further away from this +century and its claptrap. I don't believe in your enterprise; I don't +respect it, and I won't have anything to do with it. It would-choke me, +that kind of thing." + +"That's all right," said Fulkerson. He esteemed a man who was not going +to let himself go cheap. "Or if it isn't, we can make it. You and March +will pull together first-rate. I don't care how much ideal you put into +the thing; the more the better. I can look after the other end of the +schooner myself." + +"You don't understand me," said Beaton. "I'm not trying to get a rise +out of you. I'm in earnest. What you want is some man who can have +patience with mediocrity putting on the style of genius, and with genius +turning mediocrity on his hands. I haven't any luck with men; I don't +get on with them; I'm not popular." Beaton recognized the fact with the +satisfaction which it somehow always brings to human pride. + +"So much the better!" Fulkerson was ready for him at this point. +"I don't want you to work the old-established racket the reputations. +When I want them I'll go to them with a pocketful of rocks--knock-down +argument. But my idea is to deal with the volunteer material. Look at +the way the periodicals are carried on now! Names! names! names! In a +country that's just boiling over with literary and artistic ability of +every kind the new fellows have no chance. The editors all engage their +material. I don't believe there are fifty volunteer contributions +printed in a year in all the New York magazines. It's all wrong; it's +suicidal. 'Every Other Week' is going back to the good old anonymous +system, the only fair system. It's worked well in literature, and it +will work well in art." + +"It won't work well in art," said Beaton. "There you have a totally +different set of conditions. What you'll get by inviting volunteer +illustrations will be a lot of amateur trash. And how are you going to +submit your literature for illustration? It can't be done. At any rate, +I won't undertake to do it." + +"We'll get up a School of Illustration," said Fulkerson, with cynical +security. "You can read the things and explain 'em, and your pupils can +make their sketches under your eye. They wouldn't be much further out +than most illustrations are if they never knew what they were +illustrating. You might select from what comes in and make up a sort of +pictorial variations to the literature without any particular reference +to it. Well, I understand you to accept?" + +"No, you don't." + +"That is, to consent to help us with your advice and criticism. That's +all I want. It won't commit you to anything; and you can be as anonymous +as anybody." At the door Fulkerson added: "By-the-way, the new man--the +fellow that's taken my old syndicate business--will want you to keep on; +but I guess he's going to try to beat you down on the price of the +letters. He's going in for retrenchment. I brought along a check for +this one; I'm to pay for that." He offered Beaton an envelope. + +"I can't take it, Fulkerson. The letter's paid for already." Fulkerson +stepped forward and laid the envelope on the table among the tubes of +paint. + +"It isn't the letter merely. I thought you wouldn't object to a little +advance on your 'Every Other Week' work till you kind of got started." + +Beaton remained inflexible. "It can't be done, Fulkerson. Don't I tell +you I can't sell myself out to a thing I don't believe in? Can't you +understand that?" + +"Oh yes; I can understand that first-rate. I don't want to buy you; I +want to borrow you. It's all right. See? Come round when you can; I'd +like to introduce you to old March. That's going to be our address." He +put a card on the table beside the envelope, and Beaton allowed him to go +without making him take the check back. He had remembered his father's +plea; that unnerved him, and he promised himself again to return his +father's poor little check and to work on that picture and give it to +Fulkerson for the check he had left and for his back debts. He resolved +to go to work on the picture at once; he had set his palette for it; but +first he looked at Fulkerson's check. It was for only fifty dollars, and +the canny Scotch blood in Beaton rebelled; he could not let this picture +go for any such money; he felt a little like a man whose generosity has +been trifled with. The conflict of emotions broke him up, and he could +not work. + + + + +IV + +The day wasted away in Beaton's hands; at half-past four o'clock he went +out to tea at the house of a lady who was At Home that afternoon from +four till seven. By this time Beaton was in possession of one of those +other selves of which we each have several about us, and was again the +laconic, staccato, rather worldlified young artist whose moments of a +controlled utterance and a certain distinction of manner had commended +him to Mrs. Horn's fancy in the summer at St. Barnaby. + +Mrs. Horn's rooms were large, and they never seemed very full, though +this perhaps was because people were always so quiet. The ladies, who +outnumbered the men ten to one, as they always do at a New York tea, were +dressed in sympathy with the low tone every one spoke in, and with the +subdued light which gave a crepuscular uncertainty to the few objects, +the dim pictures, the unexcited upholstery, of the rooms. One breathed +free of bric-a-brac there, and the new-comer breathed softly as one does +on going into church after service has begun. This might be a suggestion +from the voiceless behavior of the man-servant who let you in, but it was +also because Mrs. Horn's At Home was a ceremony, a decorum, and not +festival. At far greater houses there was more gayety, at richer houses +there was more freedom; the suppression at Mrs. Horn's was a personal, +not a social, effect; it was an efflux of her character, demure, +silentious, vague, but very correct. + +Beaton easily found his way to her around the grouped skirts and among +the detached figures, and received a pressure of welcome from the hand +which she momentarily relaxed from the tea-pot. She sat behind a table +put crosswise of a remote corner, and offered tea to people whom a niece +of hers received provisionally or sped finally in the outer room. They +did not usually take tea, and when they did they did not usually drink +it; but Beaton was, feverishly glad of his cup; he took rum and lemon in +it, and stood talking at Mrs. Horn's side till the next arrival should +displace him: he talked in his French manner. + +"I have been hoping to see you," she said. "I wanted to ask you about +the Leightons. Did they really come?" + +"I believe so. They are in town--yes. I haven't seen them." + +"Then you don't know how they're getting on--that pretty creature, with +her cleverness, and poor Mrs. Leighton? I was afraid they were venturing +on a rash experiment. Do you know where they are?" + +"In West Eleventh Street somewhere. Miss Leighton is in Mr. Wetmore's +class." + +"I must look them up. Do you know their number?" + +"Not at the moment. I can find out." + +"Do," said Mrs. Horn. "What courage they must have, to plunge into New +York as they've done! I really didn't think they would. I wonder if +they've succeeded in getting anybody into their house yet?" + +"I don't know," said Beaton. + +"I discouraged their coming all I could," she sighed, "and I suppose you +did, too. But it's quite useless trying to make people in a place like +St. Barnaby understand how it is in town." + +"Yes," said Beaton. He stirred his tea, while inwardly he tried to +believe that he had really discouraged the Leightons from coming to New +York. Perhaps the vexation of his failure made him call Mrs. Horn in his +heart a fraud. + +"Yes," she went on, "it is very, very hard. And when they won't +understand, and rush on their doom, you feel that they are going to hold +you respons--" + +Mrs. Horn's eyes wandered from Beaton; her voice faltered in the faded +interest of her remark, and then rose with renewed vigor in greeting a +lady who came up and stretched her glove across the tea-cups. + +Beaton got himself away and out of the house with a much briefer adieu to +the niece than he had meant to make. The patronizing compassion of Mrs. +Horn for the Leightons filled him with indignation toward her, toward +himself. There was no reason why he should not have ignored them as he +had done; but there was a feeling. It was his nature to be careless, and +he had been spoiled into recklessness; he neglected everybody, and only +remembered them when it suited his whim or his convenience; but he +fiercely resented the inattentions of others toward himself. He had no +scruple about breaking an engagement or failing to keep an appointment; +he made promises without thinking of their fulfilment, and not because he +was a faithless person, but because he was imaginative, and expected at +the time to do what he said, but was fickle, and so did not. As most of +his shortcomings were of a society sort, no great harm was done to +anybody else. He had contracted somewhat the circle of his acquaintance +by what some people called his rudeness, but most people treated it as +his oddity, and were patient with it. One lady said she valued his +coming when he said he would come because it had the charm of the +unexpected. "Only it shows that it isn't always the unexpected that +happens," she explained. + +It did not occur to him that his behavior was immoral; he did not realize +that it was creating a reputation if not a character for him. While we +are still young we do not realize that our actions have this effect. It +seems to us that people will judge us from what we think and feel. Later +we find out that this is impossible; perhaps we find it out too late; +some of us never find it out at all. + +In spite of his shame about the Leightons, Beaton had no present +intention of looking them up or sending Mrs. Horn their address. As a +matter of fact, he never did send it; but he happened to meet Mr. Wetmore +and his wife at the restaurant where he dined, and he got it of the +painter for himself. He did not ask him how Miss Leighton was getting +on; but Wetmore launched out, with Alma for a tacit text, on the futility +of women generally going in for art. "Even when they have talent they've +got too much against them. Where a girl doesn't seem very strong, like +Miss Leighton, no amount of chic is going to help." + +His wife disputed him on behalf of her sex, as women always do. + +"No, Dolly," he persisted; "she'd better be home milking the cows and +leading the horse to water." + +Do you think she'd better be up till two in the morning at balls and +going all day to receptions and luncheons?" + +"Oh, guess it isn't a question of that, even if she weren't drawing. +You knew them at home," he said to Beaton. + +"Yes." + +"I remember. Her mother said you suggested me. Well, the girl has some +notion of it; there's no doubt about that. But--she's a woman. The +trouble with these talented girls is that they're all woman. If they +weren't, there wouldn't be much chance for the men, Beaton. But we've +got Providence on our own side from the start. I'm able to watch all +their inspirations with perfect composure. I know just how soon it's +going to end in nervous breakdown. Somebody ought to marry them all and +put them out of their misery." + +"And what will you do with your students who are married already?" his +wife said. She felt that she had let him go on long enough. + +"Oh, they ought to get divorced." + +"You ought to be ashamed to take their money if that's what you think of +them." + +"My dear, I have a wife to support." + +Beaton intervened with a question. "Do you mean that Miss Leighton isn't +standing it very well?" + +"How do I know? She isn't the kind that bends; she's the kind that +breaks." + +After a little silence Mrs. Wetmore asked, "Won't you come home with us, +Mr. Beaton?" + +"Thank you; no. I have an engagement." + +"I don't see why that should prevent you," said Wetmore. "But you always +were a punctilious cuss. Well!" + +Beaton lingered over his cigar; but no one else whom he knew came in, +and he yielded to the threefold impulse of conscience, of curiosity, +of inclination, in going to call at the Leightons'. He asked for the +ladies, and the maid showed him into the parlor, where he found Mrs. +Leighton and Miss Woodburn. + +The widow met him with a welcome neatly marked by resentment; she meant +him to feel that his not coming sooner had been noticed. Miss Woodburn +bubbled and gurgled on, and did what she could to mitigate his +punishment, but she did not feel authorized to stay it, till Mrs. +Leighton, by studied avoidance of her daughter's name, obliged Beaton to +ask for her. Then Miss Woodburn caught up her work, and said, "Ah'll go +and tell her, Mrs. Leighton." At the top of the stairs she found Alma, +and Alma tried to make it seem as if she had not been standing there. +"Mah goodness, chald! there's the handsomest young man asking for you +down there you evah saw. Alh told you' mothah Ah would come up fo' you." + +" What--who is it?" + +" Don't you know? But bo' could you? He's got the most beautiful eyes, +and he wea's his hai' in a bang, and he talks English like it was +something else, and his name's Mr. Beaton." + +"Did he-ask for me?" said Alma, with a dreamy tone. She put her hand on +the stairs rail, and a little shiver ran over her. + +"Didn't I tell you? Of coase he did! And you ought to go raght down if +you want to save the poo' fellah's lahfe; you' mothah's just freezin' him +to death." + + + + +V. + +"She is?" cried Alma. "Tchk!" She flew downstairs, and flitted swiftly +into the room, and fluttered up to Beaton, and gave him a crushing hand- +shake. + +"How very kind, of you to come and see us, Mr. Beaton! When did you come +to New York? Don't you find it warm here? We've only just lighted the +furnace, but with this mild weather it seems too early. Mamma does keep +it so hot!" She rushed about opening doors and shutting registers, and +then came back and sat facing him from the sofa with a mask of radiant +cordiality. "How have you been since we saw you?" + +"Very well," said Beaton. "I hope you're well, Miss Leighton?" + +"Oh, perfectly! I think New York agrees with us both wonderfully. I +never knew such air. And to think of our not having snow yet! I should +think everybody would want to come here! Why don't you come, +Mr. Beaton?" + +Beaton lifted his eyes and looked at her. "I--I live in New York," he +faltered. + +"In New York City!" she exclaimed. + +"Surely, Alma," said her mother, "you remember Mr. Beaton's telling us he +lived in New York." + +"But I thought you came from Rochester; or was it Syracuse? I always +get those places mixed up." + +"Probably I told you my father lived at Syracuse. I've been in New York +ever since I came home from Paris," said Beaton, with the confusion of a +man who feels himself played upon by a woman. + +"From Paris!" Alma echoed, leaning forward, with her smiling mask tight +on. "Wasn't it Munich where you studied?" + +"I was at Munich, too. I met Wetmore there." + +"Oh, do you know Mr. Wetmore?" + +"Why, Alma," her mother interposed again, "it was Mr. Beaton who told you +of Mr. Wetmore." + +"Was it? Why, yes, to be sure. It was Mrs. Horn who suggested Mr. +Ilcomb. I remember now. I can't thank you enough for having sent me to +Mr. Wetmore, Mr. Beaton. Isn't he delightful? Oh yes, I'm a perfect +Wetmorian, I can assure you. The whole class is the same way." + +"I just met him and Mrs. Wetmore at dinner," said Beaton, attempting the +recovery of something that he had lost through the girl's shining ease +and steely sprightliness. She seemed to him so smooth and hard, with a +repellent elasticity from which he was flung off. "I hope you're not +working too hard, Miss Leighton?" + +"Oh no! I enjoy every minute of it, and grow stronger on it. Do I look +very much wasted away?" She looked him full in the face, brilliantly +smiling, and intentionally beautiful. + +"No," he said, with a slow sadness; "I never saw you looking better." + +"Poor Mr. Beaton!" she said, in recognition of his doleful tune. "It +seems to be quite a blow." + +"Oh no--" + +"I remember all the good advice you used to give me about not working too +hard, and probably it's that that's saved my life--that and the house- +hunting. Has mamma told you of our adventures in getting settled? + +"Some time we must. It was such fun! And didn't you think we were +fortunate to get such a pretty house? You must see both our parlors." +She jumped up, and her mother followed her with a bewildered look as she +ran into the back parlor and flashed up the gas. + +"Come in here, Mr. Beaton. I want to show you the great feature of the +house." She opened the low windows that gave upon a glazed veranda +stretching across the end of the room. "Just think of this in New York! +You can't see it very well at night, but when the southern sun pours in +here all the afternoon--" + +"Yes, I can imagine it," he said. He glanced up at the bird-cage hanging +from the roof. "I suppose Gypsy enjoys it." + +"You remember Gypsy?" she said; and she made a cooing, kissing little +noise up at the bird, who responded drowsily. "Poor old Gypsum! Well, +he sha'n't be disturbed. Yes, it's Gyp's delight, and Colonel Woodburn +likes to write here in the morning. Think of us having a real live +author in the house! And Miss Woodburn: I'm so glad you've seen her! +They're Southern people." + +"Yes, that was obvious in her case." + +"From her accent? Isn't it fascinating? I didn't believe I could ever +endure Southerners, but we're like one family with the Woodburns. I +should think you'd want to paint Miss Woodburn. Don't you think her +coloring is delicious? And such a quaint kind of eighteenth-century type +of beauty! But she's perfectly lovely every way, and everything she says +is so funny. The Southerners seem to be such great talkers; better than +we are, don't you think?" + +"I don't know," said Beaton, in pensive discouragement. He was sensible +of being manipulated, operated, but he was helpless to escape from the +performer or to fathom her motives. His pensiveness passed into gloom, +and was degenerating into sulky resentment when he went away, after +several failures to get back to the old ground he had held in relation to +Alma. He retrieved something of it with Mrs. Leighton; but Alma +glittered upon him to the last with a keen impenetrable candor, a child- +like singleness of glance, covering unfathomable reserve. + +"Well, Alma," said her mother, when the door had closed upon him. + +"Well, mother." Then, after a moment, she said, with a rush: "Did you +think I was going to let him suppose we were piqued at his not coming? +Did you suppose I was going to let him patronize us, or think that we +were in the least dependent on his favor or friendship?" + +Her mother did not attempt to answer her. She merely said, "I shouldn't +think he would come any more." + +"Well, we have got on so far without him; perhaps we can live through the +rest of the winter." + +"I couldn't help feeling sorry for him. He was quite stupefied. I could +see that he didn't know what to make of you." + +"He's not required to make anything of me," said Alma. + +"Do you think he really believed you had forgotten all those things?" + +"Impossible to say, mamma." + +"Well, I don't think it was quite right, Alma." + +"I'll leave him to you the next time. Miss Woodburn said you were +freezing him to death when I came down." + +"That was quite different. But, there won't be any next time, I'm +afraid," sighed Mrs. Leighton. + +Beaton went home feeling sure there would not. He tried to read when he +got to his room; but Alma's looks, tones, gestures, whirred through and +through the woof of the story like shuttles; he could not keep them out, +and he fell asleep at last, not because he forgot them, but because he +forgave them. He was able to say to himself that he had been justly cut +off from kindness which he knew how to value in losing it. He did not +expect ever to right himself in Alma's esteem, but he hoped some day to +let her know that he had understood. It seemed to him that it would be a +good thing if she should find it out after his death. He imagined her +being touched by it under those circumstances. + + + + +VI. + +In the morning it seemed to Beaton that he had done himself injustice. +When he uncovered his Judas and looked at it, he could not believe that +the man who was capable of such work deserved the punishment Miss +Leighton had inflicted upon him. He still forgave her, but in the +presence of a thing like that he could not help respecting himself; he +believed that if she could see it she would be sorry that she had cut +herself off from his acquaintance. He carried this strain of conviction +all through his syndicate letter, which he now took out of his desk and +finished, with an increasing security of his opinions and a mounting +severity in his judgments. He retaliated upon the general condition of +art among us the pangs of wounded vanity, which Alma had made him feel, +and he folded up his manuscript and put it in his pocket, almost healed +of his humiliation. He had been able to escape from its sting so +entirely while he was writing that the notion of making his life more and +more literary commended itself to him. As it was now evident that the +future was to be one of renunciation, of self-forgetting, an oblivion +tinged with bitterness, he formlessly reasoned in favor of reconsidering +his resolution against Fulkerson's offer. One must call it reasoning, +but it was rather that swift internal dramatization which constantly goes +on in persons of excitable sensibilities, and which now seemed to sweep +Beaton physically along toward the 'Every Other Week' office, and carried +his mind with lightning celerity on to a time when he should have given +that journal such quality and authority in matters of art as had never +been enjoyed by any in America before. With the prosperity which he made +attend his work he changed the character of the enterprise, and with +Fulkerson's enthusiastic support he gave the public an art journal of as +high grade as 'Les Lettres et les Arts', and very much that sort of +thing. All this involved now the unavailing regret of Alma Leighton, and +now his reconciliation with her they were married in Grace Church, +because Beaton had once seen a marriage there, and had intended to paint +a picture of it some time. + +Nothing in these fervid fantasies prevented his responding with due +dryness to Fulkerson's cheery "Hello, old man!" when he found himself in +the building fitted up for the 'Every Other Week' office. Fulkerson's +room was back of the smaller one occupied by the bookkeeper; they had +been respectively the reception-room and dining-room of the little place +in its dwelling-house days, and they had been simply and tastefully +treated in their transformation into business purposes. The narrow old +trim of the doors and windows had been kept, and the quaintly ugly marble +mantels. The architect had said, Better let them stay they expressed +epoch, if not character. + +"Well, have you come round to go to work? Just hang up your coat on the +floor anywhere," Fulkerson went on. + +"I've come to bring you that letter," said Beaton, all the more haughtily +because he found that Fulkerson was not alone when he welcomed him in +these free and easy terms. There was a quiet-looking man, rather stout, +and a little above the middle height, with a full, close-cropped iron- +gray beard, seated beyond the table where Fulkerson tilted himself back, +with his knees set against it; and leaning against the mantel there was a +young man with a singularly gentle face, in which the look of goodness +qualified and transfigured a certain simplicity. His large blue eyes +were somewhat prominent; and his rather narrow face was drawn forward in +a nose a little too long perhaps, if it had not been for the full chin +deeply cut below the lip, and jutting firmly forward. + +"Introduce you to Mr. March, our editor, Mr. Beaton," Fulkerson said, +rolling his head in the direction of the elder man; and then nodding it +toward the younger, he said, "Mr. Dryfoos, Mr. Beaton." Beaton shook +hands with March, and then with Mr. Dryfoos, and Fulkerson went on, +gayly: "We were just talking of you, Beaton--well, you know the old +saying. Mr. March, as I told you, is our editor, and Mr. Dryfoos has +charge of the publishing department--he's the counting-room incarnate, +the source of power, the fountain of corruption, the element that +prevents journalism being the high and holy thing that it would be if +there were no money in it." Mr. Dryfoos turned his large, mild eyes upon +Beaton, and laughed with the uneasy concession which people make to a +character when they do not quite approve of the character's language. +"What Mr. March and I are trying to do is to carry on this thing so that +there won't be any money in it--or very little; and we're planning to +give the public a better article for the price than it's ever had before. +Now here's a dummy we've had made up for 'Every Other Week', and as we've +decided to adopt it, we would naturally like your opinion of it, so's to +know what opinion to have of you." He reached forward and pushed toward +Beaton a volume a little above the size of the ordinary duodecimo book; +its ivory-white pebbled paper cover was prettily illustrated with a water +-colored design irregularly washed over the greater part of its surface: +quite across the page at top, and narrowing from right to left as it +descended. In the triangular space left blank the title of the +periodical and the publisher's imprint were tastefully lettered so as to +be partly covered by the background of color. + +"It's like some of those Tartarin books of Daudet's," said Beacon, +looking at it with more interest than he suffered to be seen. "But it's +a book, not a magazine." He opened its pages of thick, mellow white +paper, with uncut leaves, the first few pages experimentally printed in +the type intended to be used, and illustrated with some sketches drawn +into and over the text, for the sake of the effect. + +"A Daniel--a Daniel come to judgment! Sit down, Dan'el, and take it +easy." Fulkerson pushed a chair toward Beaton, who dropped into it. +"You're right, Dan'el; it's a book, to all practical intents and +purposes. And what we propose to do with the American public is to give +it twenty-four books like this a year--a complete library--for the absurd +sum of six dollars. We don't intend to sell 'em--it's no name for the +transaction--but to give 'em. And what we want to get out of you--beg, +borrow, buy, or steal from you is an opinion whether we shall make the +American public this princely present in paper covers like this, or in +some sort of flexible boards, so they can set them on the shelf and say +no more about it. Now, Dan'el, come to judgment, as our respected friend +Shylock remarked." + +Beacon had got done looking at the dummy, and he dropped it on the table +before Fulkerson, who pushed it away, apparently to free himself from +partiality. "I don't know anything about the business side, and I can't +tell about the effect of either style on the sales; but you'll spoil the +whole character of the cover if you use anything thicker than that +thickish paper." + +"All right; very good; first-rate. The ayes have it. Paper it is. I +don't mind telling you that we had decided for that paper before you came +in. Mr. March wanted it, because he felt in his bones just the way you +do about it, and Mr. Dryfoos wanted it, because he's the counting-room +incarnate, and it's cheaper; and I 'wanted it, because I always like to +go with the majority. Now what do you think of that little design +itself?" + +"The sketch?" Beaton pulled the book toward him again and looked at it +again. "Rather decorative. Drawing's not remarkable. Graceful; rather +nice." He pushed the book away again, and Fulkerson pulled it to his +aide of the table. + +"Well, that's a piece of that amateur trash you despise so much. I went +to a painter I know-by-the-way, he was guilty of suggesting you for this +thing, but I told him I was ahead of him--and I got him to submit my idea +to one of his class, and that's the result. Well, now, there ain't +anything in this world that sells a book like a pretty cover, and we're +going to have a pretty cover for 'Every Other Week' every time. We've +cut loose from the old traditional quarto literary newspaper size, and +we've cut loose from the old two-column big page magazine size; we're +going to have a duodecimo page, clear black print, and paper that 'll +make your mouth water; and we're going to have a fresh illustration for +the cover of each number, and we ain't agoing to give the public any rest +at all. Sometimes we're going to have a delicate little landscape like +this, and sometimes we're going to have an indelicate little figure, or +as much so as the law will allow." + +The young man leaning against the mantelpiece blushed a sort of protest. + +March smiled and said, dryly, "Those are the numbers that Mr. Fulkerson +is going to edit himself." + +"Exactly. And Mr. Beaton, here, is going to supply the floating females, +gracefully airing themselves against a sunset or something of that kind." +Beaton frowned in embarrassment, while Fulkerson went on philosophically; +"It's astonishing how you fellows can keep it up at this stage of the +proceedings; you can paint things that your harshest critic would be +ashamed to describe accurately; you're as free as the theatre. But +that's neither here nor there. What I'm after is the fact that we're +going to have variety in our title-pages, and we are going to have +novelty in the illustrations of the body of the book. March, here, if he +had his own way, wouldn't have any illustrations at all." + +"Not because I don't like them, Mr. Beacon," March interposed, "but +because I like them too much. I find that I look at the pictures in an +illustrated article, but I don't read the article very much, and I fancy +that's the case with most other people. You've got to doing them so +prettily that you take our eyes off the literature, if you don't take our +minds off." + +"Like the society beauties on the stage: people go in for the beauty so +much that they don't know what the play is. But the box-office gets +there all the same, and that's what Mr. Dryfoos wants." Fulkerson looked +up gayly at Mr. Dryfoos, who smiled deprecatingly. + +"It was different," March went on, "when the illustrations used to be +bad. Then the text had some chance." + +"Old legitimate drama days, when ugliness and genius combined to storm +the galleries," said Fulkerson. + +"We can still make them bad enough," said Beaton, ignoring Fulkerson in +his remark to March. + +Fulkerson took the reply upon himself. "Well, you needn't make 'em so +bad as the old-style cuts; but you can make them unobtrusive, modestly +retiring. We've got hold of a process something like that those French +fellows gave Daudet thirty-five thousand dollars to write a novel to use +with; kind of thing that begins at one side; or one corner, and spreads +in a sort of dim religious style over the print till you can't tell which +is which. Then we've got a notion that where the pictures don't behave +quite so sociably, they can be dropped into the text, like a little +casual remark, don't you know, or a comment that has some connection, or +maybe none at all, with what's going on in the story. Something like +this." Fulkerson took away one knee from the table long enough to open +the drawer, and pull from it a book that he shoved toward Beacon. +"That's a Spanish book I happened to see at Brentano's, and I froze to it +on account of the pictures. I guess they're pretty good." + +"Do you expect to get such drawings in this country?" asked Beaton, +after a glance at the book. "Such character--such drama? You won't." + +"Well, I'm not so sure," said Fulkerson, "come to get our amateurs warmed +up to the work. But what I want is to get the physical effect, so to +speak-get that sized picture into our page, and set the fashion of it. +I shouldn't care if the illustration was sometimes confined to an initial +letter and a tail-piece." + +"Couldn't be done here. We haven't the touch. We're good in some +things, but this isn't in our way," said Beaton, stubbornly. "I can't +think of a man who could do it; that is, among those that would." + +"Well, think of some woman, then," said Fulkerson, easily. "I've got a +notion that the women could help us out on this thing, come to get 'em +interested. There ain't anything so popular as female fiction; why not +try female art?" + +"The females themselves have been supposed to have been trying it for a +good while," March suggested; and Mr. Dryfoos laughed nervously; Beaton +remained solemnly silent. + +"Yes, I know," Fulkerson assented. "But I don't mean that kind exactly. +What we want to do is to work the 'ewig Weibliche' in this concern. We +want to make a magazine that will go for the women's fancy every time. +I don't mean with recipes for cooking and fashions and personal gossip +about authors and society, but real high-tone literature that will show +women triumphing in all the stories, or else suffering tremendously. +We've got to recognize that women form three-fourths of the reading +public in this country, and go for their tastes and their sensibilities +and their sex-piety along the whole line. They do like to think that +women can do things better than men; and if we can let it leak out and +get around in the papers that the managers of 'Every Other Week' couldn't +stir a peg in the line of the illustrations they wanted till they got a +lot of God-gifted girls to help them, it 'll make the fortune of the +thing. See?" + +He looked sunnily round at the other men, and March said: "You ought to +be in charge of a Siamese white elephant, Fulkerson. It's a disgrace to +be connected with you." + +"It seems to me," said Becton, "that you'd better get a God-gifted girl +for your art editor." + +Fulkerson leaned alertly forward, and touched him on the shoulder, with a +compassionate smile. "My dear boy, they haven't got the genius of +organization. It takes a very masculine man for that--a man who combines +the most subtle and refined sympathies with the most forceful purposes +and the most ferruginous will-power. Which his name is Angus Beaton, and +here he sets!" + +The others laughed with Fulkerson at his gross burlesque of flattery, and +Becton frowned sheepishly. "I suppose you understand this man's style," +he growled toward March. + +"He does, my son," said Fulkerson. "He knows that I cannot tell a lie." +He pulled out his watch, and then got suddenly upon his feet. + +"It's quarter of twelve, and I've got an appointment." Beaton rose too, +and Fulkerson put the two books in his lax hands. "Take these along, +Michelangelo Da Vinci, my friend, and put your multitudinous mind on them +for about an hour, and let us hear from you to-morrow. We hang upon your +decision." + +"There's no deciding to be done," said Beaton. "You can't combine the +two styles. They'd kill each other." + +"A Dan'el, a Dan'el come to judgment! I knew you could help us out! +Take 'em along, and tell us which will go the furthest with the 'ewig +Weibliche.' Dryfoos, I want a word with you." He led the way into the +front room, flirting an airy farewell to Beaton with his hand as he went. + + + + +VII. + +March and Beaton remained alone together for a moment, and March said: +"I hope you will think it worth while to take hold with us, Mr. Beaton. +Mr. Fulkerson puts it in his own way, of course; but we really want to +make a nice thing of the magazine." He had that timidity of the elder in +the presence of the younger man which the younger, preoccupied with his +own timidity in the presence of the elder, cannot imagine. Besides, +March was aware of the gulf that divided him as a literary man from +Beaton as an artist, and he only ventured to feel his way toward sympathy +with him. "We want to make it good; we want to make it high. Fulkerson +is right about aiming to please the women, but of course he caricatures +the way of going about it." + +For answer, Beaton flung out, "I can't go in for a thing I don't +understand the plan of." + +March took it for granted that he had wounded some exposed sensibility, +of Beaton's. He continued still more deferentially: "Mr. Fulkerson's +notion--I must say the notion is his, evolved from his syndicate +experience--is that we shall do best in fiction to confine our selves to +short stories, and make each number complete in itself. He found that +the most successful things he could furnish his newspapers were short +stories; we Americans are supposed to excel in writing them; and most +people begin with them in fiction; and it's Mr. Fulkerson's idea to work +unknown talent, as he says, and so he thinks he can not only get them +easily, but can gradually form a school of short-story writers. I can't +say I follow him altogether, but I respect his experience. We shall not +despise translations of short stories, but otherwise the matter will all +be original, and, of course, it won't all be short stories. We shall use +sketches of travel, and essays, and little dramatic studies, and bits of +biography and history; but all very light, and always short enough to be +completed in a single number. Mr. Fulkerson believes in pictures, and +most of the things would be capable of illustration." + +"I see," said Beaton. + +"I don't know but this is the whole affair," said March, beginning to +stiffen a little at the young man's reticence. + +"I understand. Thank you for taking the trouble to explain. Good- +morning." Beaton bowed himself off, without offering to shake hands. + +Fulkerson came in after a while from the outer office, and Mr. Dryfoos +followed him. "Well, what do you think of our art editor?" + +"Is he our art editor?" asked March. "I wasn't quite certain when he +left." + +"Did he take the books?" + +"Yes, he took the books." + +"I guess he's all right, then." Fulkerson added, in concession to the +umbrage he detected in March. + +"Beaton has his times of being the greatest ass in the solar system, but +he usually takes it out in personal conduct. When it comes to work, he's +a regular horse." + +"He appears to have compromised for the present by being a perfect mule," +said March. + +"Well, he's in a transition state," Fulkerson allowed. "He's the man for +us. He really understands what we want. You'll see; he'll catch on. +That lurid glare of his will wear off in the course of time. He's really +a good fellow when you take him off his guard; and he's full of ideas. +He's spread out over a good deal of ground at present, and so he's pretty +thin; but come to gather him up into a lump, there's a good deal of +substance to him. Yes, there is. He's a first-rate critic, and he's a +nice fellow with the other artists. They laugh at his universality, but +they all like him. He's the best kind of a teacher when he condescends +to it; and he's just the man to deal with our volunteer work. Yes, sir, +he's a prize. Well, I must go now." + +Fulkerson went out of the street door, and then came quickly back. "By- +the-bye, March, I saw that old dynamiter of yours round at Beaton's room +yesterday." + +"What old dynamiter of mine?" + +"That old one-handed Dutchman--friend of your youth--the one we saw at +Maroni's--" + +"Oh-Lindau!" said March, with a vague pang of self reproach for having +thought of Lindau so little after the first flood of his tender feeling +toward him was past. + +"Yes, our versatile friend was modelling him as Judas Iscariot. Lindau +makes a first-rate Judas, and Beaton has got a big thing in that head if +he works the religious people right. But what I was thinking of was +this--it struck me just as I was going out of the door: Didn't you tell +me Lindau knew forty or fifty, different languages?" + +"Four or five, yes." + +"Well, we won't quarrel about the number. The question is, Why not work +him in the field of foreign literature? You can't go over all their +reviews and magazines, and he could do the smelling for you, if you could +trust his nose. Would he know a good thing?" + +"I think he would," said March, on whom the scope of Fulkerson's +suggestion gradually opened. "He used to have good taste, and he must +know the ground. Why, it's a capital idea, Fulkerson! Lindau wrote very +fair English, and he could translate, with a little revision." + +"And he would probably work cheap. Well, hadn't you better see him about +it? I guess it 'll be quite a windfall for him." + +"Yes, it will. I'll look him up. Thank you for the suggestion, +Fulkerson." + +"Oh, don't mention it! I don't mind doing 'Every Other Week' a good turn +now and then when it comes in my way." Fulkerson went out again, and +this time March was finally left with Mr. Dryfoos. + +"Mrs. March was very sorry not to be at home when your sisters called the +other day. She wished me to ask if they had any afternoon in particular. +There was none on your mother's card." + +"No, sir," said the young man, with a flush of embarrassment that seemed +habitual with him. "She has no day. She's at home almost every day. +She hardly ever goes out." + +"Might we come some evening?" March asked. "We should be very glad to +do that, if she would excuse the informality. Then I could come with +Mrs. March." + +"Mother isn't very formal," said the young man. "She would be very glad +to see you." + +"Then we'll come some night this week, if you will let us. When do you +expect your father back?" + +"Not much before Christmas. He's trying to settle up some things at +Moffitt." + +"And what do you think of our art editor?" asked March, with a smile, +for the change of subject. + +"Oh, I don't know much about such things," said the young man, with +another of his embarrassed flushes. "Mr. Fulkerson seems to feel sure +that he is the one for us." + +"Mr. Fulkerson seemed to think that I was the one for you, too," said +March; and he laughed. "That's what makes me doubt his infallibility. +But he couldn't do worse with Mr. Beaton." + +Mr. Dryfoos reddened and looked down, as if unable or unwilling to cope +with the difficulty of making a polite protest against March's self- +depreciation. He said, after a moment: "It's new business to all of us +except Mr. Fulkerson. But I think it will succeed. I think we can do +some good in it." + +March asked rather absently, "Some good?" Then he added: "Oh yes; +I think we can. What do you mean by good? Improve the public taste? +Elevate the standard of literature? Give young authors and artists a +chance?" + +This was the only good that had ever been in March's mind, except the +good that was to come in a material way from his success, to himself and +to his family. + +"I don't know," said the young man; and he looked down in a shamefaced +fashion. He lifted his head and looked into March's face. "I suppose I +was thinking that some time we might help along. If we were to have +those sketches of yours about life in every part of New York--" + +March's authorial vanity was tickled. "Fulkerson has been talking to you +about them? He seemed to think they would be a card. He believes that +there's no subject so fascinating to the general average of people +throughout the country as life in New York City; and he liked my notion +of doing these things." March hoped that Dryfoos would answer that +Fulkerson was perfectly enthusiastic about his notion; but he did not +need this stimulus, and, at any rate, he went on without it. "The fact +is, it's something that struck my fancy the moment I came here; I found +myself intensely interested in the place, and I began to make notes, +consciously and unconsciously, at once. Yes, I believe I can get +something quite attractive out of it. I don't in the least know what it +will be yet, except that it will be very desultory; and I couldn't at all +say when I can get at it. If we postpone the first number till February +I might get a little paper into that. Yes, I think it might be a good +thing for us," March said, with modest self-appreciation. + +"If you can make the comfortable people understand how the uncomfortable +people live, it will be a very good thing, Mr. March. Sometimes it seems +to me that the only trouble is that we don't know one another well +enough; and that the first thing is to do this." The young fellow spoke +with the seriousness in which the beauty of his face resided. Whenever +he laughed his face looked weak, even silly. It seemed to be a sense of +this that made him hang his head or turn it away at such times. + +"That's true," said March, from the surface only. "And then, those +phases of low life are immensely picturesque. Of course, we must try to +get the contrasts of luxury for the sake of the full effect. That won't +be so easy. You can't penetrate to the dinner-party of a millionaire +under the wing of a detective as you could to a carouse in Mulberry +Street, or to his children's nursery with a philanthropist as you can to +a street-boy's lodging-house." March laughed, and again the young man +turned his head away. "Still, something can be done in that way by tact +and patience." + + + + +VII. + +That evening March went with his wife to return the call of the Dryfoos +ladies. On their way up-town in the Elevated he told her of his talk +with young Dryfoos. "I confess I was a little ashamed before him +afterward for having looked at the matter so entirely from the aesthetic +point of view. But of course, you know, if I went to work at those +things with an ethical intention explicitly in mind, I should spoil +them." + +"Of course," said his wife. She had always heard him say something of +this kind about such things. + +He went on: "But I suppose that's just the point that such a nature as +young Dryfoos's can't get hold of, or keep hold of. We're a queer lot, +down there, Isabel--perfect menagerie. If it hadn't been that Fulkerson +got us together, and really seems to know what he did it for, I should +say he was the oddest stick among us. But when I think of myself and my +own crankiness for the literary department; and young Dryfoos, who ought +really to be in the pulpit, or a monastery, or something, for publisher; +and that young Beaton, who probably hasn't a moral fibre in his +composition, for the art man, I don't know but we could give Fulkerson +odds and still beat him in oddity." + +His wife heaved a deep sigh of apprehension, of renunciation, of +monition. "Well, I'm glad you can feel so light about it, Basil." + +"Light? I feel gay! With Fulkerson at the helm, I tell you the rocks +and the lee shore had better keep out of the way." He laughed with +pleasure in his metaphor. "Just when you think Fulkerson has taken leave +of his senses he says or does something that shows he is on the most +intimate and inalienable terms with them all the time. You know how I've +been worrying over those foreign periodicals, and trying to get some +translations from them for the first number? Well, Fulkerson has brought +his centipedal mind to bear on the subject, and he's suggested that old +German friend of mine I was telling you of--the one I met in the +restaurant--the friend of my youth." + +"Do you think he could do it?" asked Mrs. March, sceptically. + +"He's a perfect Babel of strange tongues; and he's the very man for the +work, and I was ashamed I hadn't thought of him myself, for I suspect he +needs the work." + +"Well, be careful how you get mixed up with him, then, Basil," said his +wife, who had the natural misgiving concerning the friends of her +husband's youth that all wives have. "You know the Germans are so +unscrupulously dependent. You don't know anything about him now." + +"I'm not afraid of Lindau," said March. "He was the best and kindest man +I ever saw, the most high-minded, the most generous. He lost a hand in +the war that helped to save us and keep us possible, and that stump of +his is character enough for me." + +"Oh, you don't think I could have meant anything against him!" said Mrs. +March, with the tender fervor that every woman who lived in the time of +the war must feel for those who suffered in it. "All that I meant was +that I hoped you would not get mixed up with him too much. You're so apt +to be carried away by your impulses." + +"They didn't carry me very far away in the direction of poor old Lindau, +I'm ashamed to think," said March. "I meant all sorts of fine things by +him after I met him; and then I forgot him, and I had to be reminded of +him by Fulkerson." + +She did not answer him, and he fell into a remorseful reverie, in which +he rehabilitated Lindau anew, and provided handsomely for his old age. +He got him buried with military honors, and had a shaft raised over him, +with a medallion likeness by Beaton and an epitaph by himself, by the +time they reached Forty-second Street; there was no time to write +Lindau's life, however briefly, before the train stopped. + +They had to walk up four blocks and then half a block across before they +came to the indistinctive brownstone house where the Dryfooses lived. +It was larger than some in the same block, but the next neighborhood of a +huge apartment-house dwarfed it again. March thought he recognized the +very flat in which he had disciplined the surly janitor, but he did not +tell his wife; he made her notice the transition character of the street, +which had been mostly built up in apartment-houses, with here and there a +single dwelling dropped far down beneath and beside them, to that jag- +toothed effect on the sky-line so often observable in such New York +streets. "I don't know exactly what the old gentleman bought here for," +he said, as they waited on the steps after ringing, "unless he expects to +turn it into flats by-and-by. Otherwise, I don't believe he'll get his +money back." + +An Irish serving-man, with a certain surprise that delayed him, said the +ladies were at home, and let the Marches in, and then carried their cards +up-stairs. The drawing-room, where he said they could sit down while he +went on this errand, was delicately, decorated in white and gold, and +furnished with a sort of extravagant good taste; there was nothing to +object to in the satin furniture, the pale, soft, rich carpet, the +pictures, and the bronze and china bric-a-brac, except that their +costliness was too evident; everything in the room meant money too +plainly, and too much of it. The Marches recognized this in the hoarse +whispers which people cannot get their voices above when they try to talk +away the interval of waiting in such circumstances; they conjectured from +what they had heard of the Dryfooses that this tasteful luxury in no wise +expressed their civilization. "Though when you come to that," said +March, "I don't know that Mrs. Green's gimcrackery expresses ours." + +"Well, Basil, I didn't take the gimcrackery. That was your--" + +The rustle of skirts on the stairs without arrested Mrs. March in the +well-merited punishment which she never failed to inflict upon her +husband when the question of the gimcrackery--they always called it that- +-came up. She rose at the entrance of a bright-looking, pretty-looking, +mature, youngish lady, in black silk of a neutral implication, who put +out her hand to her, and said, with a very cheery, very ladylike accent, +"Mrs. March?" and then added to both of them, while she shook hands with +March, and before they could get the name out of their months: "No, not +Miss Dryfoos! Neither of them; nor Mrs. Dryfoos. Mrs. Mandel. The +ladies will be down in a moment. Won't you throw off your sacque, Mrs. +March? I'm afraid it's rather warm here, coming from the outside." + +"I will throw it back, if you'll allow me," said Mrs. March, with a sort +of provisionality, as if, pending some uncertainty as to Mrs. Mandel's +quality and authority, she did not feel herself justified in going +further. + +But if she did not know about Mrs. Mandel, Mrs. Mandel seemed to know +about her. "Oh, well, do!" she said, with a sort of recognition of the +propriety of her caution. "I hope you are feeling a little at home in +New York. We heard so much of your trouble in getting a flat, from Mr. +Fulkerson." + +"Well, a true Bostonian doesn't give up quite so soon," said Mrs. March. + +"But I will say New York doesn't seem so far away, now we're here." + +"I'm sure you'll like it. Every one does." Mrs. Mandel added to March, +"It's very sharp out, isn't it?" + +"Rather sharp. But after our Boston winters I don't know but I ought to +repudiate the word." + +"Ah, wait till you have been here through March!" said Mrs. Mandel. She +began with him, but skillfully transferred the close of her remark, and +the little smile of menace that went with it, to his wife. + +"Yes," said Mrs. March, "or April, either: Talk about our east winds!" + +"Oh, I'm sure they can't be worse than our winds," Mrs. Mandel returned, +caressingly. + +"If we escape New York pneumonia," March laughed, "it will only be to +fall a prey to New York malaria as soon as the frost is out of the +ground." + +"Oh, but you know," said Mrs. Mandel, "I think our malaria has really +been slandered a little. It's more a matter of drainage--of plumbing. +I don't believe it would be possible for malaria to get into this house, +we've had it gone over so thoroughly." + +Mrs. March said, while she tried to divine Mrs. Mandel's position from +this statement, "It's certainly the first duty." + +"If Mrs. March could have had her way, we should have had the drainage of +our whole ward put in order," said her husband, "before we ventured to +take a furnished apartment for the winter." + +Mrs. Mandel looked discreetly at Mrs. March for permission to laugh at +this, but at the same moment both ladies became preoccupied with a second +rustling on the stairs. + +Two tall, well-dressed young girls came in, and Mrs. Mandel introduced, +"Miss Dryfoos, Mrs. March; and Miss Mela Dryfoos, Mr. March," she added, +and the girls shook hands in their several ways with the Marches. + +Miss Dryfoos had keen black eyes, and her hair was intensely black. Her +face, but for the slight inward curve of the nose, was regular, and the +smallness of her nose and of her mouth did not weaken her face, but gave +it a curious effect of fierceness, of challenge. She had a large black +fan in her hand, which she waved in talking, with a slow, watchful +nervousness. Her sister was blonde, and had a profile like her +brother's; but her chin was not so salient, and the weak look of the +mouth was not corrected by the spirituality or the fervor of his eyes, +though hers were of the same mottled blue. She dropped into the low seat +beside Mrs. Mandel, and intertwined her fingers with those of the hand +which Mrs. Mandel let her have. She smiled upon the Marches, while Miss +Dryfoos watched them intensely, with her eyes first on one and then on +the other, as if she did not mean to let any expression of theirs escape +her. + +"My mother will be down in a minute," she said to Mrs. March. + +"I hope we're not disturbing her. It is so good of you to let us come in +the evening," Mrs. March replied. + +"Oh, not at all," said the girl. "We receive in the evening." + +"When we do receive," Miss Mela put in. "We don't always get the chance +to." She began a laugh, which she checked at a smile from Mrs. Mandel, +which no one could have seen to be reproving. + +Miss Dryfoos looked down at her fan, and looked up defiantly at Mrs. +March. "I suppose you have hardly got settled. We were afraid we would +disturb you when we called." + +"Oh no! We were very sorry to miss your visit. We are quite settled in +our new quarters. Of course, it's all very different from Boston." + +"I hope it's more of a sociable place there," Miss Mela broke in again. +"I never saw such an unsociable place as New York. We've been in this +house three months, and I don't believe that if we stayed three years any +of the neighbors would call." + +"I fancy proximity doesn't count for much in New York," March suggested. + +Mrs. Mandel said: "That's what I tell Miss Mela. But she is a very +social nature, and can't reconcile herself to the fact." + +"No, I can't," the girl pouted. "I think it was twice as much fun in +Moffitt. I wish I was there now." + +"Yes," said March, "I think there's a great deal more enjoyment in those +smaller places. There's not so much going on in the way of public +amusements, and so people make more of one another. There are not so +many concerts, theatres, operas--" + +"Oh, they've got a splendid opera-house in Moffitt. It's just grand," +said Miss Mela. + +"Have you been to the opera here, this winter?" Mrs. March asked of the +elder girl. + +She was glaring with a frown at her sister, and detached her eyes from +her with an effort. "What did you say?" she demanded, with an absent +bluntness. "Oh yes. Yes! We went once. Father took a box at the +Metropolitan." + +"Then you got a good dose of Wagner, I suppose?" said March. + +"What?" asked the girl. + +"I don't think Miss Dryfoos is very fond of Wagner's music," Mrs. Mandel +said. "I believe you are all great Wagnerites in Boston?" + +"I'm a very bad Bostonian, Mrs. Mandel. I suspect myself of preferring +Verdi," March answered. + +Miss Dryfoos looked down at her fan again, and said, "I like 'Trovatore' +the best." + +"It's an opera I never get tired of," said March, and Mrs. March and Mrs: +Mandel exchanged a smile of compassion for his simplicity. He detected +it, and added: "But I dare say I shall come down with the Wagner fever in +time. I've been exposed to some malignant cases of it." + +"That night we were there," said Miss Mela, "they had to turn the gas +down all through one part of it, and the papers said the ladies were +awful mad because they couldn't show their diamonds. I don't wonder, if +they all had to pay as much for their boxes as we did. We had to pay +sixty dollars." She looked at the Marches for their sensation at this +expense. + +March said: "Well, I think I shall take my box by the month, then. It +must come cheaper, wholesale." + +"Oh no, it don't," said the girl, glad to inform him. "The people that +own their boxes, and that had to give fifteen or twenty thousand dollars +apiece for them, have to pay sixty dollars a night whenever there's a +performance, whether they go or not." + +"Then I should go every night," March said. + +"Most of the ladies were low neck--" + +March interposed, "Well, I shouldn't go low-neck." + +The girl broke into a fondly approving laugh at his drolling. "Oh, I +guess you love to train! Us girls wanted to go low neck, too; but father +said we shouldn't, and mother said if we did she wouldn't come to the +front of the box once. Well, she didn't, anyway. We might just as well +'a' gone low neck. She stayed back the whole time, and when they had +that dance--the ballet, you know--she just shut her eyes. Well, Conrad +didn't like that part much, either; but us girls and Mrs. Mandel, we +brazened it out right in the front of the box. We were about the only +ones there that went high neck. Conrad had to wear a swallow-tail; +but father hadn't any, and he had to patch out with a white cravat. +You couldn't see what he had on in the back o' the box, anyway." + +Mrs. March looked at Miss Dryfoos, who was waving her fan more and more +slowly up and down, and who, when she felt herself looked at, returned +Mrs. March's smile, which she meant to be ingratiating and perhaps +sympathetic, with a flash that made her start, and then ran her fierce +eyes over March's face. "Here comes mother," she said, with a sort of +breathlessness, as if speaking her thought aloud, and through the open +door the Marches could see the old lady on the stairs. + +She paused half-way down, and turning, called up: "Coonrod! Coonrod! +You bring my shawl down with you." + +Her daughter Mela called out to her, "Now, mother, Christine 'll give it +to you for not sending Mike." + +"Well, I don't know where he is, Mely, child," the mother answered back. +"He ain't never around when he's wanted, and when he ain't, it seems like +a body couldn't git shet of him, nohow." + +"Well, you ought to ring for him!" cried Miss Mela, enjoying the joke. + +Her mother came in with a slow step; her head shook slightly as she +looked about the room, perhaps from nervousness, perhaps from a touch of +palsy. In either case the fact had a pathos which Mrs. March confessed +in the affection with which she took her hard, dry, large, old hand when +she was introduced to her, and in the sincerity which she put into the +hope that she was well. + +"I'm just middlin'," Mrs. Dryfoos replied. "I ain't never so well, +nowadays. I tell fawther I don't believe it agrees with me very well +here, but he says I'll git used to it. He's away now, out at Moffitt," +she said to March, and wavered on foot a moment before she sank into a +chair. She was a tall woman, who had been a beautiful girl, and her gray +hair had a memory of blondeness in it like Lindau's, March noticed. She +wore a simple silk gown, of a Quakerly gray, and she held a handkerchief +folded square, as it had come from the laundress. Something like the +Sabbath quiet of a little wooden meeting-house in thick Western woods +expressed itself to him from her presence. + +"Laws, mother!" said Miss Mela; "what you got that old thing on for? If +I'd 'a' known you'd 'a' come down in that!" + +"Coonrod said it was all right, Mely," said her mother. + +Miss Mela explained to the Marches: "Mother was raised among the +Dunkards, and she thinks it's wicked to wear anything but a gray silk +even for dress-up." + +"You hain't never heared o' the Dunkards, I reckon," the old woman said +to Mrs. March. "Some folks calls 'em the Beardy Men, because they don't +never shave; and they wash feet like they do in the Testament. My uncle +was one. He raised me." + +"I guess pretty much everybody's a Beardy Man nowadays, if he ain't a +Dunkard!" + +Miss Mela looked round for applause of her sally, but March was saying to +his wife: "It's a Pennsylvania German sect, I believe--something like the +Quakers. I used to see them when I was a boy." + +"Aren't they something like the Mennists?" asked Mrs. Mandel. + +"They're good people," said the old woman, "and the world 'd be a heap +better off if there was more like 'em." + +Her son came in and laid a soft shawl over her shoulders before he shook +hands with the visitors. "I am glad you found your way here," he said to +them. + +Christine, who had been bending forward over her fan, now lifted herself +up with a sigh and leaned back in her chair. + +"I'm sorry my father isn't here," said the young man to Mrs. March. +"He's never met you yet?" + +"No; and I should like to see him. We hear a great deal about your +father, you know, from Mr. Fulkerson." + +"Oh, I hope you don't believe everything Mr. Fulkerson says about +people," Mela cried. "He's the greatest person for carrying on when he +gets going I ever saw. It makes Christine just as mad when him and +mother gets to talking about religion; she says she knows he don't care +anything more about it than the man in the moon. I reckon he don't try +it on much with father." + +"Your fawther ain't ever been a perfessor," her mother interposed; "but +he's always been a good church-goin' man." + +"Not since we come to New York," retorted the girl. + +"He's been all broke up since he come to New York," said the old woman, +with an aggrieved look. + +Mrs. Mandel attempted a diversion. "Have you heard any of our great New +York preachers yet, Mrs. March?" + +"No, I haven't," Mrs. March admitted; and she tried to imply by her +candid tone that she intended to begin hearing them the very next Sunday. + +"There are a great many things here," said Conrad, "to take your thoughts +off the preaching that you hear in most of the churches. I think the +city itself is preaching the best sermon all the time." + +"I don't know that I understand you," said March. + +Mela answered for him. "Oh, Conrad has got a lot of notions that nobody +can understand. You ought to see the church he goes to when he does go. +I'd about as lief go to a Catholic church myself; I don't see a bit o' +difference. He's the greatest crony with one of their preachers; he +dresses just like a priest, and he says he is a priest." She laughed for +enjoyment of the fact, and her brother cast down his eyes. + +Mrs. March, in her turn, tried to take from it the personal tone which +the talk was always assuming. "Have you been to the fall exhibition?" +she asked Christine; and the girl drew herself up out of the abstraction +she seemed sunk in. + +"The exhibition?" She looked at Mrs. Mandel. + +"The pictures of the Academy, you know," Mrs. Mandel explained. +"Where I wanted you to go the day you had your dress tried on," + +"No; we haven't been yet. Is it good?" She had turned to Mrs. March +again. + +"I believe the fall exhibitions are never so good as the spring ones. +But there are some good pictures." + +"I don't believe I care much about pictures," said Christine. "I don't +understand them." + +"Ah, that's no excuse for not caring about them," said March, lightly. +"The painters themselves don't, half the time." + +The girl looked at him with that glance at once defiant and appealing, +insolent and anxious, which he had noticed before, especially when she +stole it toward himself and his wife during her sister's babble. In the +light of Fulkerson's history of the family, its origin and its ambition, +he interpreted it to mean a sense of her sister's folly and an ignorant +will to override his opinion of anything incongruous in themselves and +their surroundings. He said to himself that she was deathly proud--too +proud to try to palliate anything, but capable of anything that would put +others under her feet. Her eyes seemed hopelessly to question his wife's +social quality, and he fancied, with not unkindly interest, the +inexperienced girl's doubt whether to treat them with much or little +respect. He lost himself in fancies about her and her ideals, +necessarily sordid, of her possibilities of suffering, of the triumphs +and disappointments before her. Her sister would accept both with a +lightness that would keep no trace of either; but in her they would sink +lastingly deep. He came out of his reverie to find Mrs. Dryfoos saying +to him, in her hoarse voice: + +"I think it's a shame, some of the pictur's a body sees in the winders. +They say there's a law ag'inst them things; and if there is, I don't +understand why the police don't take up them that paints 'em. I hear 182 +tell, since I been here, that there's women that goes to have pictur's +took from them that way by men painters." The point seemed aimed at +March, as if he were personally responsible for the scandal, and it fell +with a silencing effect for the moment. Nobody seemed willing to take it +up, and Mrs. Dryfoos went on, with an old woman's severity: "I say they +ought to be all tarred and feathered and rode on a rail. They'd be +drummed out of town in Moffitt." + +Miss Mela said, with a crowing laugh: "I should think they would! And +they wouldn't anybody go low neck to the opera-house there, either--not +low neck the way they do here, anyway." + +"And that pack of worthless hussies," her mother resumed, "that come out +on the stage, and begun to kick" + +"Laws, mother!" the girl shouted, "I thought you said you had your eyes +shut!" + +All but these two simpler creatures were abashed at the indecorum of +suggesting in words the commonplaces of the theatre and of art. + +"Well, I did, Mely, as soon as I could believe my eyes. I don't know +what they're doin' in all their churches, to let such things go on," said +the old woman. "It's a sin and a shame, I think. Don't you, Coonrod?" + +A ring at the door cut short whatever answer he was about to deliver. + +"If it's going to be company, Coonrod," said his mother, making an effort +to rise, "I reckon I better go up-stairs." + +"It's Mr. Fulkerson, I guess," said Conrad. "He thought he might come"; +and at the mention of this light spirit Mrs. Dryfoos sank contentedly +back in her chair, and a relaxation of their painful tension seemed to +pass through the whole company. Conrad went to the door himself (the +serving-man tentatively, appeared some minutes later) and let in +Fulkerson's cheerful voice before his cheerful person. + +"Ah, how dye do, Conrad? Brought our friend, Mr. Beaton, with me," those +within heard him say; and then, after a sound of putting off overcoats, +they saw him fill the doorway, with his feet set square and his arms +akimbo. + + + + +IX. + +"Ah! hello! hello !" Fulkerson said, in recognition of the Marches. +"Regular gathering of the clans. How are you, Mrs. Dryfoos? How do you +do, Mrs. Mandel, Miss Christine, Mela, Aunt Hitty, and all the folks? +How you wuz?" He shook hands gayly all round, and took a chair next the +old lady, whose hand he kept in his own, and left Conrad to introduce +Beaton. But he would not let the shadow of Beaton's solemnity fall upon +the company. He began to joke with Mrs. Dryfoos, and to match +rheumatisms with her, and he included all the ladies in the range of +appropriate pleasantries. "I've brought Mr. Beaton along to-night, +and I want you to make him feel at home, like you do me, Mrs. Dryfoos. +He hasn't got any rheumatism to speak of; but his parents live in +Syracuse, and he's a kind of an orphan, and we've just adopted him down +at the office. When you going to bring the young ladies down there, Mrs. +Mandel, for a champagne lunch? I will have some hydro-Mela, and +Christine it, heigh? How's that for a little starter? We dropped in at +your place a moment, Mrs. March, and gave the young folks a few pointers +about their studies. My goodness! it does me good to see a boy like that +of yours; business, from the word go; and your girl just scoops my +youthful affections. She's a beauty, and I guess she's good, too. Well, +well, what a world it is! Miss Christine, won't you show Mr. Beaton that +seal ring of yours? He knows about such things, and I brought him here +to see it as much as anything. It's an intaglio I brought from the other +side," he explained to Mrs. March, "and I guess you'll like to look at +it. Tried to give it to the Dryfoos family, and when I couldn't, I sold +it to 'em. Bound to see it on Miss Christine's hand somehow! Hold on! +Let him see it where it belongs, first!" + +He arrested the girl in the motion she made to take off the ring, and let +her have the pleasure of showing her hand to the company with the ring on +it. Then he left her to hear the painter's words about it, which he +continued to deliver dissyllabically as he stood with her under a gas- +jet, twisting his elastic figure and bending his head over the ring. + +"Well, Mely, child," Fulkerson went on, with an open travesty of her +mother's habitual address, "and how are you getting along? Mrs. Mandel +hold you up to the proprieties pretty strictly? Well, that's right. +You know you'd be roaming all over the pasture if she didn't." + +The girl gurgled out her pleasure in his funning, and everybody took him. +on his own ground of privileged character. He brought them all together +in their friendliness for himself, and before the evening was over he had +inspired Mrs. Mandel to have them served with coffee, and had made both +the girls feel that they had figured brilliantly in society, and that two +young men had been devoted to them. + +"Oh, I think he's just as lovely as he can live!" said Mela, as she stood +a moment with her sister on the scene of her triumph, where the others +had left them after the departure of their guests. + +"Who?" asked Christine, deeply. As she glanced down at her ring, her +eyes burned with a softened fire. + +She had allowed Beaton to change it himself from the finger where she had +worn it to the finger on which he said she ought to wear it. She did not +know whether it was right to let him, but she was glad she had done it. + +"Who? Mr. Fulkerson, goosie-poosie! Not that old stuckup Mr. Beaton of +yours!" + +"He is proud," assented Christine, with a throb of exultation. + +Beaton and Fulkerson went to the Elevated station with the Marches; but +the painter said he was going to walk home, and Fulkerson let him go +alone. + +"One way is enough for me," he explained. "When I walk up, I don't. +walk down. Bye-bye, my son!" He began talking about Beaton to the +Marches as they climbed the station stairs together. "That fellow +puzzles me. I don't know anybody that I have such a desire to kick, and +at the same time that I want to flatter up so much. Affect you that +way?" he asked of March. + +"Well, as far as the kicking goes, yes." + +"And how is it with you, Mrs. March?" + +"Oh, I want to flatter him up." + +"No; really? Why? Hold on! I've got the change." + +Fulkerson pushed March away from the ticket-office window; and made them +his guests, with the inexorable American hospitality, for the ride down- +town. "Three!" he said to the ticket-seller; and, when he had walked +them before him out on the platform and dropped his tickets into the urn, +he persisted in his inquiry, "Why?" + +"Why, because you always want to flatter conceited people, don't you?" +Mrs. March answered, with a laugh. + +"Do you? Yes, I guess you do. You think Beaton is conceited?" + +"Well, slightly, Mr. Fulkerson." + +"I guess you're partly right," said Fulkerson, with a sigh, so +unaccountable in its connection that they all laughed. + +"An ideal 'busted'?" March suggested. + +"No, not that, exactly," said Fulkerson. "But I had a notion maybe +Beaton wasn't conceited all the time." + +"Oh!" Mrs. March exulted, "nobody could be so conceited all the time as +Mr. Beaton is most of the time. He must have moments of the direst +modesty, when he'd be quite flattery-proof." + +"Yes, that's what I mean. I guess that's what makes me want to kick him. +He's left compliments on my hands that no decent man would." + +"Oh! that's tragical," said March. + +"Mr. Fulkerson," Mrs. March began, with change of subject in her voice, +"who is Mrs. Mandel?" + +"Who? What do you think of her?" he rejoined. "I'll tell you about her +when we get in the cars. Look at that thing! Ain't it beautiful?" + +They leaned over the track and looked up at the next station, where the +train, just starting, throbbed out the flame-shot steam into the white +moonlight. + +"The most beautiful thing in New York--the one always and certainly +beautiful thing here," said March; and his wife sighed, "Yes, yes." +She clung to him, and remained rapt by the sight till the train drew +near, and then pulled him back in a panic. + +"Well, there ain't really much to tell about her," Fulkerson resumed when +they were seated in the car. "She's an invention of mine." + +"Of yours?" cried Mrs. March. + +"Of course!" exclaimed her husband. + +"Yes--at least in her present capacity. She sent me a story for the +syndicate, back in July some time, along about the time I first met old +Dryfoos here. It was a little too long for my purpose, and I thought I +could explain better how I wanted it cut in a call than I could in a +letter. She gave a Brooklyn address, and I went to see her. I found +her," said Fulkerson, with a vague defiance, "a perfect lady. She was +living with an aunt over there; and she had seen better days, when she +was a girl, and worse ones afterward. I don't mean to say her husband +was a bad fellow; I guess he was pretty good; he was her music-teacher; +she met him in Germany, and they got married there, and got through her +property before they came over here. Well, she didn't strike me like a +person that could make much headway in literature. Her story was well +enough, but it hadn't much sand in it; kind of-well, academic, you know. +I told her so, and she understood, and cried a little; but she did the +best she could with the thing, and I took it and syndicated it. She kind +of stuck in my mind, and the first time I went to see the Dryfooses they +were stopping at a sort of family hotel then till they could find a +house--"Fulkerson broke off altogether, and said, "I don't know as I know +just how the Dryfooses struck you, Mrs. March?" + +"Can't you imagine?" she answered, with a kindly, smile. + +"Yes; but I don't believe I could guess how they would have struck you +last summer when I first saw them. My! oh my! there was the native earth +for you. Mely is a pretty wild colt now, but you ought to have seen her +before she was broken to harness. + +"And Christine? Ever see that black leopard they got up there in the +Central Park? That was Christine. Well, I saw what they wanted. They +all saw it--nobody is a fool in all directions, and the Dryfooses are in +their right senses a good deal of the time. Well, to cut a long story +short, I got Mrs. Mandel to take 'em in hand--the old lady as well as the +girls. She was a born lady, and always lived like one till she saw +Mandel; and that something academic that killed her for a writer was just +the very thing for them. She knows the world well enough to know just +how much polish they can take on, and she don't try to put on a bit more. +See?" + +"Yes, I can see," said Mrs. March. + +"Well, she took hold at once, as ready as a hospital-trained nurse; and +there ain't anything readier on this planet. She runs the whole concern, +socially and economically, takes all the care of housekeeping off the old +lady's hands, and goes round with the girls. By-the-bye, I'm going to +take my meals at your widow's, March, and Conrad's going to have his +lunch there. I'm sick of browsing about." + +"Mr. March's widow?" said his wife, looking at him with provisional +severity. + +"I have no widow, Isabel," he said, "and never expect to have, till I +leave you in the enjoyment of my life-insurance. I suppose Fulkerson +means the lady with the daughter who wanted to take us to board." + +"Oh yes. How are they getting on, I do wonder?" Mrs. March asked of +Fulkerson. + +"Well, they've got one family to board; but it's a small one. I guess +they'll pull through. They didn't want to take any day boarders at +first, the widow said; I guess they have had to come to it." + +"Poor things!" sighed Mrs. March. "I hope they'll go back to the +country." + +"Well, I don't know. When you've once tasted New York--You wouldn't go +back to Boston, would you?" + +"Instantly." + +Fulkerson laughed out a tolerant incredulity. + + + + +X + +Beaton lit his pipe when he found himself in his room, and sat down +before the dull fire in his grate to think. It struck him there was a +dull fire in his heart a great deal like it; and he worked out a fanciful +analogy with the coals, still alive, and the ashes creeping over them, +and the dead clay and cinders. He felt sick of himself, sick of his life +and of all his works. He was angry with Fulkerson for having got him +into that art department of his, for having bought him up; and he was +bitter at fate because he had been obliged to use the money to pay some +pressing debts, and had not been able to return the check his father had +sent him. He pitied his poor old father; he ached with compassion for +him; and he set his teeth and snarled with contempt through them for his +own baseness. This was the kind of world it was; but he washed his hands +of it. The fault was in human nature, and he reflected with pride that +he had at least not invented human nature; he had not sunk so low as that +yet. The notion amused him; he thought he might get a Satanic epigram +out of it some way. But in the mean time that girl, that wild animal, +she kept visibly, tangibly before him; if he put out his hand he might +touch hers, he might pass his arm round her waist. In Paris, in a set he +knew there, what an effect she would be with that look of hers, and that +beauty, all out of drawing! They would recognize the flame quality in +her. He imagined a joke about her being a fiery spirit, or nymph, naiad, +whatever, from one of her native gas-wells. He began to sketch on a bit +of paper from the table at his elbow vague lines that veiled and revealed +a level, dismal landscape, and a vast flame against an empty sky, and a +shape out of the flame that took on a likeness and floated detached from +it. The sketch ran up the left side of the sheet and stretched across +it. Beaton laughed out. Pretty good to let Fulkerson have that for the +cover of his first number! In black and red it would be effective; it +would catch the eye from the news-stands. He made a motion to throw it +on the fire, but held it back and slid it into the table-drawer, and +smoked on. He saw the dummy with the other sketch in the open drawer +which he had brought away from Fulkerson's in the morning and slipped in +there, and he took it out and looked at it. He made some criticisms in +line with his pencil on it, correcting the drawing here and there, and +then he respected it a little more, though he still smiled at the +feminine quality--a young lady quality. + +In spite of his experience the night he called upon the Leightons, Beaton +could not believe that Alma no longer cared for him. She played at +having forgotten him admirably, but he knew that a few months before she +had been very mindful of him. He knew he had neglected them since they +came to New York, where he had led them to expect interest, if not +attention; but he was used to neglecting people, and he was somewhat less +used to being punished for it--punished and forgiven. He felt that Alma +had punished him so thoroughly that she ought to have been satisfied with +her work and to have forgiven him in her heart afterward. He bore no +resentment after the first tingling moments were-past; he rather admired +her for it; and he would have been ready to go back half an hour later +and accept pardon and be on the footing of last summer again. Even now +he debated with himself whether it was too late to call; but, decidedly, +a quarter to ten seemed late. The next day he determined never to call +upon the Leightons again; but he had no reason for this; it merely came +into a transitory scheme of conduct, of retirement from the society of +women altogether; and after dinner he went round to see them. + +He asked for the ladies, and they all three received him, Alma not +without a surprise that intimated itself to him, and her mother with no +appreciable relenting; Miss Woodburn, with the needlework which she found +easier to be voluble over than a book, expressed in her welcome a +neutrality both cordial to Beaton and loyal to Alma. + +"Is it snowing outdo's?" she asked, briskly, after the greetings were +transacted. "Mah goodness!" she said, in answer to his apparent surprise +at the question. "Ah mahght as well have stayed in the Soath, for all +the winter Ah have seen in New York yet." + +"We don't often have snow much before New-Year's," said Beaton. + +"Miss Woodburn is wild for a real Northern winter," Mrs. Leighton +explained. + +"The othah naght Ah woke up and looked oat of the window and saw all the +roofs covered with snow, and it turned oat to be nothing but moonlaght. +Ah was never so disappointed in mah lahfe," said Miss Woodburn. + +"If you'll come to St. Barnaby next summer, you shall have all the winter +you want," said Alma. + +"I can't let you slander St. Barnaby in that way," said Beaton, with the +air of wishing to be understood as meaning more than he said. + +"Yes?" returned Alma, coolly. "I didn't know you were so fond of the +climate." + +"I never think of it as a climate. It's a landscape. It doesn't matter +whether it's hot or cold." + +"With the thermometer twenty below, you'd find that it mattered," Alma +persisted. + +"Is that the way you feel about St. Barnaby, too, Mrs. Leighton?" Beaton +asked, with affected desolation. + +"I shall be glad enough to go back in the summer," Mrs. Leighton +conceded. + +"And I should be glad to go now," said Beaton, looking at Alma. He had +the dummy of 'Every Other Week' in his hand, and he saw Alma's eyes +wandering toward it whenever he glanced at her. "I should be glad to go +anywhere to get out of a job I've undertaken," he continued, to Mrs. +Leighton. "They're going to start some sort of a new illustrated +magazine, and they've got me in for their art department. I'm not fit +for it; I'd like to run away. Don't you want to advise me a little, Mrs. +Leighton? You know how much I value your taste, and I'd like to have you +look at the design for the cover of the first number: they're going to +have a different one for every number. I don't know whether you'll agree +with me, but I think this is rather nice." + +He faced the dummy round, and then laid it on the table before Mrs. +Leighton, pushing some of her work aside to make room for it and standing +over her while she bent forward to look at it. + +Alma kept her place, away from the table. + +"Mah goodness! Ho' exciting!" said Miss Woodburn. "May anybody look?" + +"Everybody," said Beaton. + +"Well, isn't it perfectly choming!" Miss Woodburn exclaimed. "Come and +look at this, Miss Leighton," she called to Alma, who reluctantly +approached. + +What lines are these?" Mrs. Leighton asked, pointing to Beaton's pencil +scratches. + +"They're suggestions of modifications," he replied. + +"I don't think they improve it much. What do you think, Alma?" + +"Oh, I don't know," said the girl, constraining her voice to an effect of +indifference and glancing carelessly down at the sketch. "The design +might be improved; but I don't think those suggestions would do it." + +"They're mine," said Beaton, fixing his eyes upon her with a beautiful +sad dreaminess that he knew he could put into them; he spoke with a +dreamy remoteness of tone--his wind-harp stop, Wetmore called it. + +"I supposed so," said Alma, calmly. + +"Oh, mah goodness!" cried Miss Woodburn. "Is that the way you awtusts +talk to each othah? Well, Ah'm glad Ah'm not an awtust--unless I could +do all the talking." + +"Artists cannot tell a fib," Alma said, "or even act one," and she +laughed in Beaton's upturned face. + +He did not unbend his dreamy gaze. "You're quite right. The suggestions +are stupid." + +Alma turned to Miss Woodburn: "You hear? Even when we speak of our own +work." + +"Ah nevah hoad anything lahke it!" + +"And the design itself ?" Beaton persisted. + +"Oh, I'm not an art editor," Alma answered, with a laugh of exultant +evasion. + +A tall, dark, grave-looking man of fifty, with a swarthy face and iron- +gray mustache and imperial and goatee, entered the room. Beaton knew the +type; he had been through Virginia sketching for one of the illustrated +papers, and he had seen such men in Richmond. Miss Woodburn hardly +needed to say, "May Ah introduce you to mah fathaw, Co'nel Woodburn, Mr. +Beaton?" + +The men shook hands, and Colonel Woodburn said, in that soft, gentle, +slow Southern voice without our Northern contractions: "I am very glad to +meet you, sir; happy to make yo' acquaintance. Do not move, madam," he +said to Mrs. Leighton, who made a deprecatory motion to let him pass to +the chair beyond her; "I can find my way." He bowed a bulk that did not +lend itself readily to the devotion, and picked up the ball of yarn she +had let drop out of her lap in half rising. "Yo' worsteds, madam." + +"Yarn, yarn, Colonel Woodburn!" Alma shouted. "You're quite +incorrigible. A spade is a spade!" + +"But sometimes it is a trump, my dear young lady," said the Colonel, with +unabated gallantry; "and when yo' mothah uses yarn, it is worsteds. But +I respect worsteds even under the name of yarn: our ladies--my own mothah +and sistahs--had to knit the socks we wore--all we could get in the woe." + +"Yes, and aftah the woe," his daughter put in. "The knitting has not +stopped yet in some places. Have you been much in the Soath, +Mr. Beaton?" + +Beaton explained just how much. + +"Well, sir," said the Colonel, "then you have seen a country making +gigantic struggles to retrieve its losses, sir. The South is advancing +with enormous strides, sir." + +"Too fast for some of us to keep up," said Miss Woodburn, in an audible +aside. "The pace in Charlottesboag is pofectly killing, and we had to +drop oat into a slow place like New York." + +"The progress in the South is material now," said the Colonel; "and those +of us whose interests are in another direction find ourselves--isolated +--isolated, sir. The intellectual centres are still in the No'th, sir; +the great cities draw the mental activity of the country to them, sir. +Necessarily New York is the metropolis." + +"Oh, everything comes here," said Beaton, impatient of the elder's +ponderosity. Another sort of man would have sympathized with the +Southerner's willingness to talk of himself, and led him on to speak of +his plans and ideals. But the sort of man that Beaton was could not do +this; he put up the dummy into the wrapper he had let drop on the floor +beside him, and tied it round with string while Colonel Woodburn was +talking. He got to his feet with the words he spoke and offered Mrs. +Leighton his hand. + +"Must you go?" she asked, in surprise. + +"I am on my way to a reception," he said. She had noticed that he was in +evening dress; and now she felt the vague hurt that people invited +nowhere feel in the presence of those who are going somewhere. She did +not feel it for herself, but for her daughter; and she knew Alma would +not have let her feel it if she could have prevented it. But Alma had +left the room for a moment, and she tacitly indulged this sense of injury +in her behalf. + +"Please say good-night to Miss Leighton for me," Beaton continued. He +bowed to Miss Woodburn, "Goodnight, Miss Woodburn," and to her father, +bluntly, "Goodnight." + +"Good-night, sir," said the Colonel, with a sort of severe suavity. + +"Oh, isn't he choming!" Miss Woodburn whispered to Mrs. Leighton when +Beaton left the room. + +Alma spoke to him in the hall without. "You knew that was my design, Mr. +Beaton. Why did you bring it?" + +"Why?" He looked at her in gloomy hesitation. + +Then he said: "You know why. I wished to talk it over with you, to serve +you, please you, get back your good opinion. But I've done neither the +one nor the other; I've made a mess of the whole thing." + +Alma interrupted him. "Has it been accepted?" + +"It will be accepted, if you will let it." + +"Let it?" she laughed. "I shall be delighted." She saw him swayed a +little toward her. "It's a matter of business, isn't it?" + +"Purely. Good-night." + +When Alma returned to the room, Colonel Woodburn was saying to Mrs. +Leighton: "I do not contend that it is impossible, madam, but it is very +difficult in a thoroughly commercialized society, like yours, to have the +feelings of a gentleman. How can a business man, whose prosperity, whose +earthly salvation, necessarily lies in the adversity of some one else, be +delicate and chivalrous, or even honest? If we could have had time to +perfect our system at the South, to eliminate what was evil and develop +what was good in it, we should have had a perfect system. But the virus +of commercialism was in us, too; it forbade us to make the best of a +divine institution, and tempted us to make the worst. Now the curse is +on the whole country; the dollar is the measure of every value, the stamp +of every success. What does not sell is a failure; and what sells +succeeds." + +"The hobby is oat, mah deah," said Miss Woodburn, in an audible aside to +Alma. + +"Were you speaking of me, Colonel Woodburn?" Alma asked. + +"Surely not, my dear young lady." + +"But he's been saying that awtusts are just as greedy aboat money as +anybody," said his daughter. + +"The law of commercialism is on everything in a commercial society," the +Colonel explained, softening the tone in which his convictions were +presented. "The final reward of art is money, and not the pleasure of +creating." + +"Perhaps they would be willing to take it all oat in that if othah people +would let them pay their bills in the pleasure of creating," his daughter +teased. + +"They are helpless, like all the rest," said her father, with the same +deference to her as to other women. "I do not blame them." + +"Oh, mah goodness! Didn't you say, sir, that Mr. Beaton had bad manners?" + +Alma relieved a confusion which he seemed to feel in reference to her. +"Bad manners? He has no manners! That is, when he's himself. He has +pretty good ones when he's somebody else." + +Miss Woodburn began, "Oh, mah-" and then stopped herself. Alma's mother +looked at her with distressed question, but the girl seemed perfectly +cool and contented; and she gave her mind provisionally to a point +suggested by Colonel Woodburn's talk. + +"Still, I can't believe it was right to hold people in slavery, to whip +them and sell them. It never did seem right to me," she added, in +apology for her extreme sentiments to the gentleness of her adversary. + +"I quite agree with you, madam," said the Colonel. "Those were the +abuses of the institution. But if we had not been vitiated on the one +hand and threatened on the other by the spirit of commercialism from the +North--and from Europe, too--those abuses could have been eliminated, +and the institution developed in the direction of the mild patriarchalism +of the divine intention." The Colonel hitched his chair, which figured a +hobby careering upon its hind legs, a little toward Mrs. Leighton and the +girls approached their heads and began to whisper; they fell +deferentially silent when the Colonel paused in his argument, and went on +again when he went on. + +At last they heard Mrs. Leighton saying, "And have you heard from the +publishers about your book yet?" + +Then Miss Woodburn cut in, before her father could answer: "The coase of +commercialism is on that, too. They are trahing to fahnd oat whethah it +will pay." + +"And they are right-quite right," said the Colonel. "There is no longer +any other criterion; and even a work that attacks the system must be +submitted to the tests of the system." + +"The system won't accept destruction on any othah tomes," said Miss +Woodburn, demurely. + + + + +XI. + +At the reception, where two men in livery stood aside to let him pass up +the outside steps of the house, and two more helped him off with his +overcoat indoors, and a fifth miscalled his name into the drawing-room, +the Syracuse stone-cutter's son met the niece of Mrs. Horn, and began at +once to tell her about his evening at the Dryfooses'. He was in very +good spirits, for so far as he could have been elated or depressed by his +parting with Alma Leighton he had been elated; she had not treated his +impudence with the contempt that he felt it deserved; she must still be +fond of him; and the warm sense of this, by operation of an obscure but +well-recognized law of the masculine being, disposed him to be rather +fond of Miss Vance. She was a slender girl, whose semi-aesthetic dress +flowed about her with an accentuation of her long forms, and redeemed +them from censure by the very frankness with which it confessed them; +nobody could have said that Margaret Vance was too tall. Her pretty +little head, which she had an effect of choosing to have little in the +same spirit of judicious defiance, had a good deal of reading in it; she +was proud to know literary and artistic fashions as well as society +fashions. She liked being singled out by an exterior distinction so +obvious as Beaton's, and she listened with sympathetic interest to his +account of those people. He gave their natural history reality by +drawing upon his own; he reconstructed their plebeian past from the +experiences of his childhood and his youth of the pre-Parisian period; +and he had a pang of suicidal joy in insulting their ignorance of the +world. + +"What different kinds of people you meet!" said the girl at last, with an +envious sigh. Her reading had enlarged the bounds of her imagination, +if not her knowledge; the novels nowadays dealt so much with very common +people, and made them seem so very much more worth while than the people +one met. + +She said something like this to Beaton. He answered: "You can meet the +people I'm talking of very easily, if you want to take the trouble. +It's what they came to New York for. I fancy it's the great ambition of +their lives to be met." + +"Oh yes," said Miss Vance, fashionably, and looked down; then she looked +up and said, intellectually: "Don't you think it's a great pity? How +much better for them to have stayed where they were and what they were!" + +"Then you could never have had any chance of meeting them," said Beaton. +"I don't suppose you intend to go out to the gas country?" + +"No," said Miss Vance, amused. "Not that I shouldn't like to go." + +"What a daring spirit! You ought to be on the staff of 'Every Other +Week,'" said Beaton. + +"The staff-Every Other Week? What is it?" + +"The missing link; the long-felt want of a tie between the Arts and the +Dollars." Beaton gave her a very picturesque, a very dramatic sketch of +the theory, the purpose, and the personnel of the new enterprise. + +Miss Vance understood too little about business of any kind to know how +it differed from other enterprises of its sort. She thought it was +delightful; she thought Beaton must be glad to be part of it, though he +had represented himself so bored, so injured, by Fulkerson's insisting +upon having him. "And is it a secret? Is it a thing not to be +spoken of?" + +"'Tutt' altro'! Fulkerson will be enraptured to have it spoken of in +society. He would pay any reasonable bill for the advertisement." + +"What a delightful creature! Tell him it shall all be spent in charity." + +"He would like that. He would get two paragraphs out of the fact, and +your name would go into the 'Literary Notes' of all the newspapers." + +"Oh, but I shouldn't want my name used!" cried the girl, half horrified +into fancying the situation real. + +"Then you'd better not say anything about 'Every Other Week'. Fulkerson +is preternaturally unscrupulous." + +March began to think so too, at times. He was perpetually suggesting +changes in the make-up of the first number, with a view to its greater +vividness of effect. One day he came and said: "This thing isn't going +to have any sort of get up and howl about it, unless you have a paper in +the first number going for Bevans's novels. Better get Maxwell to do +it." + +"Why, I thought you liked Bevans's novels?" + +"So I did; but where the good of 'Every Other Week' is concerned I am a +Roman father. The popular gag is to abuse Bevans, and Maxwell is the man +to do it. There hasn't been a new magazine started for the last three +years that hasn't had an article from Maxwell in its first number cutting +Bevans all to pieces. If people don't see it, they'll think 'Every Other +Week' is some old thing." + +March did not know whether Fulkerson was joking or not. He suggested, +"Perhaps they'll think it's an old thing if they do see it." + +"Well, get somebody else, then; or else get Maxwell to write under an +assumed name. Or--I forgot! He'll be anonymous under our system, +anyway. Now there ain't a more popular racket for us to work in that +first number than a good, swinging attack on Bevans. People read his +books and quarrel over 'em, and the critics are all against him, and a +regular flaying, with salt and vinegar rubbed in afterward, will tell +more with people who like good old-fashioned fiction than anything else. +I like Bevans's things, but, dad burn it! when it comes to that first +number, I'd offer up anybody." + +"What an immoral little wretch you are, Fulkerson!" said March, with a +laugh. + +Fulkerson appeared not to be very strenuous about the attack on the +novelist. "Say!" he called out, gayly, "what should you think of a paper +defending the late lamented system of slavery'?" + +"What do you mean, Fulkerson?" asked March, with a puzzled smile. + +Fulkerson braced his knees against his desk, and pushed himself back, but +kept his balance to the eye by canting his hat sharply forward." There's +an old cock over there at the widow's that's written a book to prove that +slavery was and is the only solution of the labor problem. He's a +Southerner." + +"I should imagine," March assented. + +"He's got it on the brain that if the South could have been let alone by +the commercial spirit and the pseudophilanthropy of the North, it would +have worked out slavery into a perfectly ideal condition for the laborer, +in which he would have been insured against want, and protected in all +his personal rights by the state. He read the introduction to me last +night. I didn't catch on to all the points--his daughter's an awfully +pretty girl, and I was carrying that fact in my mind all the time, too, +you know--but that's about the gist of it." + +"Seems to regard it as a lost opportunity?" said March. + +"Exactly! What a mighty catchy title, Neigh? Look well on the title- +page." + +"Well written?" + +"I reckon so; I don't know. The Colonel read it mighty eloquently." + +"It mightn't be such bad business," said March, in a muse. "Could you +get me a sight of it without committing yourself?" + +"If the Colonel hasn't sent it off to another publisher this morning. He +just got it back with thanks yesterday. He likes to keep it travelling." + +"Well, try it. I've a notion it might be a curious thing." + +"Look here, March," said Fulkerson, with the effect of taking a fresh +hold; "I wish you could let me have one of those New York things of yours +for the first number. After all, that's going to be the great card." + +"I couldn't, Fulkerson; I couldn't, really. I want to philosophize the +material, and I'm too new to it all yet. I don't want to do merely +superficial sketches." + +"Of course! Of course! I understand that. Well, I don't want to hurry +you. Seen that old fellow of yours yet? I think we ought to have that +translation in the first number; don't you? We want to give 'em a notion +of what we're going to do in that line." + +"Yes," said March; "and I was going out to look up Lindau this morning. +I've inquired at Maroni's, and he hasn't been there for several days. +I've some idea perhaps he's sick. But they gave me his address, and I'm +going to see." + +"Well, that's right. We want the first number to be the keynote in every +way." + +March shook his head. "You can't make it so. The first number is bound +to be a failure always, as far as the representative character goes. +It's invariably the case. Look at the first numbers of all the things +you've seen started. They're experimental, almost amateurish, and +necessarily so, not only because the men that are making them up are +comparatively inexperienced like ourselves, but because the material sent +them to deal with is more or less consciously tentative. People send +their adventurous things to a new periodical because the whole thing is +an adventure. I've noticed that quality in all the volunteer +contributions; it's in the articles that have been done to order even. +No; I've about made up my mind that if we can get one good striking paper +into the first number that will take people's minds off the others, we +shall be doing all we can possible hope for. I should like," March +added, less seriously, "to make up three numbers ahead, and publish the +third one first." + +Fulkerson dropped forward and struck his fist on the desk. "It's a +first-rate idea. Why not do it?" + +March laughed. "Fulkerson, I don't believe there's any quackish thing +you wouldn't do in this cause. From time to time I'm thoroughly ashamed +of being connected with such a charlatan." + +Fulkerson struck his hat sharply backward. "Ah, dad burn it! To give +that thing the right kind of start I'd walk up and down Broadway between +two boards, with the title-page of Every Other Week facsimiled on one and +my name and address on the--" + +He jumped to his feet and shouted, "March, I'll do it!" + +"What?" + +"I'll hire a lot of fellows to make mud-turtles of themselves, and I'll +have a lot of big facsimiles of the title-page, and I'll paint the town +red!" + +March looked aghast at him. "Oh, come, now, Fulkerson!" + +"I mean it. I was in London when a new man had taken hold of the old +Cornhill, and they were trying to boom it, and they had a procession of +these mudturtles that reached from Charing Cross to Temple Bar. Cornhill +Magazine. Sixpence. Not a dull page in it.' I said to myself then that +it was the livest thing I ever saw. I respected the man that did that +thing from the bottom of my heart. I wonder I ever forgot it. But it +shows what a shaky thing the human mind is at its best." + +"You infamous mountebank!", said March, with great amusement at +Fulkerson's access; "you call that congeries of advertising instinct of +yours the human mind at its best? Come, don't be so diffident, +Fulkerson. Well, I'm off to find Lindau, and when I come back I hope Mr. +Dryfoos will have you under control. I don't suppose you'll be quite +sane again till after the first number is out. Perhaps public opinion +will sober you then." + +"Confound it, March! How do you think they will take it? I swear I'm +getting so nervous I don't know half the time which end of me is up. +I believe if we don't get that thing out by the first of February it 'll +be the death of me." + +"Couldn't wait till Washington's Birthday? I was thinking it would give +the day a kind of distinction, and strike the public imagination, if--" + +"No, I'll be dogged if I could!" Fulkerson lapsed more and more into the +parlance of his early life in this season of strong excitement. +"I believe if Beaton lags any on the art leg I'll kill him." + +"Well, I shouldn't mind your killing Beaton," said March, tranquilly, as +he went out. + +He went over to Third Avenue and took the Elevated down to Chatham +Square. He found the variety of people in the car as unfailingly +entertaining as ever. He rather preferred the East Side to the West Side +lines, because they offered more nationalities, conditions, and +characters to his inspection. They draw not only from the up-town +American region, but from all the vast hive of populations swarming +between them and the East River. He had found that, according to the +hour, American husbands going to and from business, and American wives +going to and from shopping, prevailed on the Sixth Avenue road, and that +the most picturesque admixture to these familiar aspects of human nature +were the brilliant eyes and complexions of the American Hebrews, who +otherwise contributed to the effect of well-clad comfort and citizen- +self-satisfaction of the crowd. Now and then he had found himself in a +car mostly filled with Neapolitans from the constructions far up the +line, where he had read how they are worked and fed and housed like +beasts; and listening to the jargon of their unintelligible dialect, he +had occasion for pensive question within himself as to what notion these +poor animals formed of a free republic from their experience of life +under its conditions; and whether they found them practically very +different from those of the immemorial brigandage and enforced complicity +with rapine under which they had been born. But, after all, this was an +infrequent effect, however massive, of travel on the West Side, whereas +the East offered him continual entertainment in like sort. The sort was +never quite so squalid. For short distances the lowest poverty, the +hardest pressed labor, must walk; but March never entered a car without +encountering some interesting shape of shabby adversity, which was almost +always adversity of foreign birth. New York is still popularly supposed +to be in the control of the Irish, but March noticed in these East Side +travels of his what must strike every observer returning to the city +after a prolonged absence: the numerical subordination of the dominant +race. If they do not outvote them, the people of Germanic, of Slavonic, +of Pelasgic, of Mongolian stock outnumber the prepotent Celts; and March +seldom found his speculation centred upon one of these. The small eyes, +the high cheeks, the broad noses, the puff lips, the bare, cue-filleted +skulls, of Russians, Poles, Czechs, Chinese; the furtive glitter of +Italians; the blonde dulness of Germans; the cold quiet of Scandinavians +--fire under ice--were aspects that he identified, and that gave him +abundant suggestion for the personal histories he constructed, and for +the more public-spirited reveries in which he dealt with the future +economy of our heterogeneous commonwealth. It must be owned that he did +not take much trouble about this; what these poor people were thinking, +hoping, fearing, enjoying, suffering; just where and how they lived; who +and what they individually were--these were the matters of his waking +dreams as he stared hard at them, while the train raced farther into the +gay ugliness--the shapeless, graceful, reckless picturesqueness of the +Bowery. + +There were certain signs, certain facades, certain audacities of the +prevailing hideousness that always amused him in that uproar to the eye +which the strident forms and colors made. He was interested in the +insolence with which the railway had drawn its erasing line across the +Corinthian front of an old theatre, almost grazing its fluted pillars, +and flouting its dishonored pediment. The colossal effigies of the fat +women and the tuft-headed Circassian girls of cheap museums; the vistas +of shabby cross streets; the survival of an old hip-roofed house here and +there at their angles; the Swiss chalet, histrionic decorativeness of the +stations in prospect or retrospect; the vagaries of the lines that +narrowed together or stretched apart according to the width of the +avenue, but always in wanton disregard of the life that dwelt, and bought +and sold, and rejoiced or sorrowed, and clattered or crawled, around, +below, above--were features of the frantic panorama that perpetually +touched his sense of humor and moved his sympathy. Accident and then +exigency seemed the forces at work to this extraordinary effect; the play +of energies as free and planless as those that force the forest from the +soil to the sky; and then the fierce struggle for survival, with the +stronger life persisting over the deformity, the mutilation, the +destruction, the decay of the weaker. The whole at moments seemed to him +lawless, godless; the absence of intelligent, comprehensive purpose in +the huge disorder, and the violent struggle to subordinate the result to +the greater good, penetrated with its dumb appeal the consciousness of a +man who had always been too self-enwrapped to perceive the chaos to which +the individual selfishness must always lead. + +But there was still nothing definite, nothing better than a vague +discomfort, however poignant, in his half recognition of such facts; and +he descended the station stairs at Chatham Square with a sense of the +neglected opportunities of painters in that locality. He said to himself +that if one of those fellows were to see in Naples that turmoil of cars, +trucks, and teams of every sort, intershot with foot-passengers going and +coming to and from the crowded pavements, under the web of the railroad +tracks overhead, and amid the spectacular approach of the streets that +open into the square, he would have it down in his sketch-book at once. +He decided simultaneously that his own local studies must be illustrated, +and that be must come with the artist and show him just which bits to do, +not knowing that the two arts can never approach the same material from +the same point. He thought he would particularly like his illustrator to +render the Dickensy, cockneyish quality of the, shabby-genteel ballad- +seller of whom he stopped to ask his way to the street where Lindau +lived, and whom he instantly perceived to be, with his stock in trade, +the sufficient object of an entire study by himself. He had his ballads +strung singly upon a cord against the house wall, and held down in piles +on the pavement with stones and blocks of wood. Their control in this way +intimated a volatility which was not perceptible in their sentiment. +They were mostly tragical or doleful: some of them dealt with the wrongs +of the working-man; others appealed to a gay experience of the high seas; +but vastly the greater part to memories and associations of an Irish +origin; some still uttered the poetry of plantation life in the artless +accents of the end--man. Where they trusted themselves, with syntax that +yielded promptly to any exigency of rhythmic art, to the ordinary +American speech, it was to strike directly for the affections, to +celebrate the domestic ties, and, above all, to embalm the memories of +angel and martyr mothers whose dissipated sons deplored their sufferings +too late. March thought this not at all a bad thing in them; he smiled +in patronage of their simple pathos; he paid the tribute of a laugh when +the poet turned, as he sometimes did, from his conception of angel and +martyr motherhood, and portrayed the mother in her more familiar phases +of virtue and duty, with the retributive shingle or slipper in her hand. +He bought a pocketful of this literature, popular in a sense which the +most successful book can never be, and enlisted the ballad vendor so +deeply in the effort to direct him to Lindau's dwelling by the best way +that he neglected another customer, till a sarcasm on his absent- +mindedness stung hint to retort, "I'm a-trying to answer a gentleman a +civil question; that's where the absent-minded comes in." + +It seemed for some reason to be a day of leisure with the Chinese +dwellers in Mott Street, which March had been advised to take first. +They stood about the tops of basement stairs, and walked two and two +along the dirty pavement, with their little hands tucked into their +sleeves across their breasts, aloof in immaculate cleanliness from the +filth around them, and scrutinizing the scene with that cynical sneer of +faint surprise to which all aspects of our civilization seem to move +their superiority. Their numbers gave character to the street, and +rendered not them, but what was foreign to them, strange there; so that +March had a sense of missionary quality in the old Catholic church, built +long before their incursion was dreamed of. It seemed to have come to +them there, and he fancied in the statued saint that looked down from its +facade something not so much tolerant as tolerated, something +propitiatory, almost deprecatory. It was a fancy, of course; the street +was sufficiently peopled with Christian children, at any rate, swarming +and shrieking at their games; and presently a Christian mother appeared, +pushed along by two policemen on a handcart, with a gelatinous tremor +over the paving and a gelatinous jouncing at the curbstones. She lay +with her face to the sky, sending up an inarticulate lamentation; but the +indifference of the officers forbade the notion of tragedy in her case. +She was perhaps a local celebrity; the children left off their games, and +ran gayly trooping after her; even the young fellow and young girl +exchanging playful blows in a robust flirtation at the corner of a liquor +store suspended their scuffle with a pleased interest as she passed. +March understood the unwillingness of the poor to leave the worst +conditions in the city for comfort and plenty in the country when he +reflected upon this dramatic incident, one of many no doubt which daily +occur to entertain them in such streets. A small town could rarely offer +anything comparable to it, and the country never. He said that if life +appeared so hopeless to him as it must to the dwellers in that +neighborhood he should not himself be willing to quit its distractions, +its alleviations, for the vague promise of unknown good in the distance +somewhere. + +But what charm could such a man as Lindau find in such a place? It could +not be that he lived there because he was too poor to live elsewhere: +with a shutting of the heart, March refused to believe this as he looked +round on the abounding evidences of misery, and guiltily remembered his +neglect of his old friend. Lindau could probably find as cheap a lodging +in some decenter part of the town; and, in fact, there was some +amelioration of the prevailing squalor in the quieter street which he +turned into from Mott. + +A woman with a tied-up face of toothache opened the door for him when he +pulled, with a shiver of foreboding, the bell-knob, from which a yard of +rusty crape dangled. But it was not Lindau who was dead, for the woman +said he was at home, and sent March stumbling up the four or five dark +flights of stairs that led to his tenement. It was quite at the top of +the house, and when March obeyed the German-English "Komm!" that followed +his knock, he found himself in a kitchen where a meagre breakfast was +scattered in stale fragments on the table before the stove. The place +was bare and cold; a half-empty beer bottle scarcely gave it a convivial +air. On the left from this kitchen was a room with a bed in it, which +seemed also to be a cobbler's shop: on the right, through a door that +stood ajar, came the German-English voice again, saying this time, +"Hier!" + + + + +XII. + +March pushed the door open into a room like that on the left, but with a +writing-desk instead of a cobbler's bench, and a bed, where Lindau sat +propped up; with a coat over his shoulders and a skull-cap on his head, +reading a book, from which he lifted his eyes to stare blankly over his +spectacles at March. His hairy old breast showed through the night- +shirt, which gaped apart; the stump of his left arm lay upon the book to +keep it open. + +"Ah, my tear yo'ng friendt! Passil! Marge! Iss it you?" he called out, +joyously, the next moment. + +"Why, are you sick, Lindau?" March anxiously scanned his face in taking +his hand. + +Lindau laughed. "No; I'm all righdt. Only a lidtle lazy, and a lidtle +eggonomigal. Idt's jeaper to stay in pedt sometimes as to geep a fire a- +goin' all the time. Don't wandt to gome too hardt on the 'brafer +Mann', you know: + + "Braver Mann, er schafft mir zu essen." + +You remember? Heine? You readt Heine still? Who is your favorite boet +now, Passil? You write some boetry yourself yet? No? Well, I am gladt +to zee you. Brush those baperss off of that jair. Well, idt is goodt +for zore eyess. How didt you findt where I lif? + +"They told me at Maroni's," said March. He tried to keep his eyes on +Lindau's face, and not see the discomfort of the room, but he was aware +of the shabby and frowsy bedding, the odor of stale smoke, and the pipes +and tobacco shreds mixed with the books and manuscripts strewn over the +leaf of the writing-desk. He laid down on the mass the pile of foreign +magazines he had brought under his arm. "They gave me another address +first." + +"Yes. I have chust gome here," said Lindau. "Idt is not very coy, +Neigh?" + +"It might be gayer," March admitted, with a smile. "Still," he added, +soberly, "a good many people seem to live in this part of the town. +Apparently they die here, too, Lindau. There is crape on your outside +door. I didn't know but it was for you." + +"Nodt this time," said Lindau, in the same humor. "Berhaps some other +time. We geep the ondertakers bratty puzy down here." + +"Well," said March, "undertakers must live, even if the rest of us have +to die to let them." Lindau laughed, and March went on: "But I'm glad it +isn't your funeral, Lindau. And you say you're not sick, and so I don't +see why we shouldn't come to business." + +"Pusiness?" Lindau lifted his eyebrows. "You gome on pusiness?" + +"And pleasure combined," said March, and he went on to explain the +service he desired at Lindau's hands. + +The old man listened with serious attention, and with assenting nods that +culminated in a spoken expression of his willingness to undertake the +translations. March waited with a sort of mechanical expectation of his +gratitude for the work put in his way, but nothing of the kind came from +Lindau, and March was left to say, "Well, everything is understood, then; +and I don't know that I need add that if you ever want any little advance +on the work--" + +"I will ask you," said Lindau, quietly, "and I thank you for that. But I +can wait; I ton't needt any money just at bresent." As if he saw some +appeal for greater frankness in, March's eye, he went on: "I tidn't gome +here begause I was too boor to lif anywhere else, and I ton't stay in +pedt begause I couldn't haf a fire to geep warm if I wanted it. I'm nodt +zo padt off as Marmontel when he went to Paris. I'm a lidtle loaxurious, +that is all. If I stay in pedt it's zo I can fling money away on +somethings else. Heigh?" + +"But what are you living here for, Lindau ?" March smiled at the irony +lurking in Lindau's words. + +"Well, you zee, I foundt I was begoming a lidtle too moch of an +aristograt. I hadt a room oap in Creenvidge Willage, among dose pig pugs +over on the West Side, and I foundt"--Liudau's voice lost its jesting +quality, and his face darkened--"that I was beginning to forget the +boor!" + +"I should have thought," said March, with impartial interest, "that you +might have seen poverty enough, now and then, in Greenwich Village to +remind you of its existence." + +"Nodt like here," said Lindau. "Andt you must zee it all the dtime--zee +it, hear it, smell it, dtaste it--or you forget it. That is what I gome +here for. I was begoming a ploated aristograt. I thought I was nodt +like these beople down here, when I gome down once to look aroundt; +I thought I must be somethings else, and zo I zaid I better take myself +in time, and I gome here among my brothers--the becears and the thiefs!" +A noise made itself heard in the next room, as if the door were furtively +opened, and a faint sound of tiptoeing and of hands clawing on a table. + +"Thiefs!" Lindau repeated, with a shout. "Lidtle thiefs, that gabture +your breakfast. Ah! ha! ha!" A wild scurrying of feet, joyous cries and +tittering, and a slamming door followed upon his explosion, and he +resumed in the silence: "Idt is the children cot pack from school. They +gome and steal what I leaf there on my daple. Idt's one of our lidtle +chokes; we onderstand one another; that's all righdt. Once the gobbler +in the other room there he used to chase 'em; he couldn't onderstand +their lidtle tricks. Now dot goppler's teadt, and he ton't chase 'em any +more. He was a Bohemian. Gindt of grazy, I cuess." + +"Well, it's a sociable existence," March suggested. "But perhaps if you +let them have the things without stealing--" + +"Oh no, no! Most nodt mage them too gonceitedt. They mostn't go and +feel themselfs petter than those boor millionairss that hadt to steal +their money." + +March smiled indulgently at his old friend's violence. "Oh, there are +fagots and fagots, you know, Lindau; perhaps not all the millionaires are +so guilty." + +"Let us speak German!" cried Lindau, in his own tongue, pushing his book +aside, and thrusting his skullcap back from his forehead. "How much +money can a man honestly earn without wronging or oppressing some other +man?" + +"Well, if you'll let me answer in English," said March, "I should say +about five thousand dollars a year. I name that figure because it's my +experience that I never could earn more; but the experience of other men +may be different, and if they tell me they can earn ten, or twenty, or +fifty thousand a year, I'm not prepared to say they can't do it." + +Lindau hardly waited for his answer. "Not the most gifted man that ever +lived, in the practice of any art or science, and paid at the highest +rate that exceptional genius could justly demand from those who have +worked for their money, could ever earn a million dollars. It is the +landlords and the merchant princes, the railroad kings and the coal +barons (the oppressors to whom you instinctively give the titles of +tyrants)--it is these that make the millions, but no man earns them. +What artist, what physician, what scientist, what poet was ever a +millionaire?" + +"I can only think of the poet Rogers," said March, amused by Lindau's +tirade. "But he was as exceptional as the other Rogers, the martyr, +who died with warm feet." Lindau had apparently not understood his joke, +and he went on, with the American ease of mind about everything: "But you +must allow, Lindau, that some of those fellows don't do so badly with +their guilty gains. Some of them give work to armies of poor people--" + +Lindau furiously interrupted: "Yes, when they have gathered their +millions together from the hunger and cold and nakedness and ruin and +despair of hundreds of thousands of other men, they 'give work' to the +poor! They give work! They allow their helpless brothers to earn enough +to keep life in them! They give work! Who is it gives toil, and where +will your rich men be when once the poor shall refuse to give toil'? +Why, you have come to give me work!" + +March laughed outright. "Well, I'm not a millionaire, anyway, Lindau, +and I hope you won't make an example of me by refusing to give toil. I +dare say the millionaires deserve it, but I'd rather they wouldn't suffer +in my person." + +"No," returned the old man, mildly relaxing the fierce glare he had bent +upon March. "No man deserves to sufer at the hands of another. I lose +myself when I think of the injustice in the world. But I must not forget +that I am like the worst of them." + +"You might go up Fifth Avenue and live among the rich awhile, when you're +in danger of that," suggested March. "At any rate," he added, by an +impulse which he knew he could not justify to his wife, "I wish you'd +come some day and lunch with their emissary. I've been telling Mrs. +March about you, and I want her and the children to see you. Come over +with these things and report." He put his hand on the magazines as he +rose. + +"I will come," said Lindau, gently. + +"Shall I give you your book?" asked March. + +"No; I gidt oap bretty soon." + +"And--and--can you dress yourself?" + +"I vhistle, 'and one of those lidtle fellowss comess. We haf to dake +gare of one another in a blace like this. Idt iss nodt like the worldt," +said Lindau, gloomily. + +March thought he ought to cheer him up. "Oh, it isn't such a bad world, +Lindau! After all, the average of millionaires is small in it." He +added, "And I don't believe there's an American living that could look at +that arm of yours and not wish to lend you a hand for the one you gave us +all." March felt this to be a fine turn, and his voice trembled slightly +in saying it. + +Lindau smiled grimly. "You think zo? I wouldn't moch like to drost 'em. +I've driedt idt too often." He began to speak German again fiercely: +"Besides, they owe me nothing. Do you think I knowingly gave my hand to +save this oligarchy of traders and tricksters, this aristocracy of +railroad wreckers and stock gamblers and mine-slave drivers and mill-serf +owners? No; I gave it to the slave; the slave--ha! ha! ha!--whom I +helped to unshackle to the common liberty of hunger and cold. And you +think I would be the beneficiary of such a state of things?" + +"I'm sorry to hear you talk so, Lindau," said March; "very sorry." +He stopped with a look of pain, and rose to go. Lindau suddenly broke +into a laugh and into English. + +"Oh, well, it is only dalk, Passil, and it toes me goodt. My parg is +worse than my pidte, I cuess. I pring these things roundt bretty soon. +Good-bye, Passil, my tear poy. Auf wiedersehen!" + + + + +XIII. + +March went away thinking of what Lindau had said, but not for the +impersonal significance of his words so much as for the light they cast +upon Lindau himself. He thought the words violent enough, but in +connection with what he remembered of the cheery, poetic, hopeful +idealist, they were even more curious than lamentable. In his own life +of comfortable reverie he had never heard any one talk so before, but he +had read something of the kind now and then in blatant labor newspapers +which he had accidentally fallen in with, and once at a strikers' meeting +he had heard rich people denounced with the same frenzy. He had made his +own reflections upon the tastelessness of the rhetoric, and the obvious +buncombe of the motive, and he had not taken the matter seriously. + +He could not doubt Lindau's sincerity, and he wondered how he came to +that way of thinking. From his experience of himself he accounted for a +prevailing literary quality in it; he decided it to be from Lindau's +reading and feeling rather than his reflection. That was the notion he +formed of some things he had met with in Ruskin to much the same effect; +he regarded them with amusement as the chimeras of a rhetorician run away +with by his phrases. + +But as to Lindau, the chief thing in his mind was a conception of the +droll irony of a situation in which so fervid a hater of millionaires +should be working, indirectly at least, for the prosperity of a man like +Dryfoos, who, as March understood, had got his money together out of +every gambler's chance in speculation, and all a schemer's thrift from +the error and need of others. The situation was not more incongruous, +however, than all the rest of the 'Every Other Week' affair. It seemed +to him that there were no crazy fortuities that had not tended to its +existence, and as time went on, and the day drew near for the issue of +the first number, the sense of this intensified till the whole lost at +moments the quality of a waking fact, and came to be rather a fantastic +fiction of sleep. + +Yet the heterogeneous forces did co-operate to a reality which March +could not deny, at least in their presence, and the first number was +representative of all their nebulous intentions in a tangible form. +As a result, it was so respectable that March began to respect these +intentions, began to respect himself for combining and embodying them in +the volume which appealed to him with a novel fascination, when the first +advance copy was laid upon his desk. Every detail of it was tiresomely +familiar already, but the whole had a fresh interest now. He now saw how +extremely fit and effective Miss Leighton's decorative design for the +cover was, printed in black and brick-red on the delicate gray tone of +the paper. It was at once attractive and refined, and he credited Beaton +with quite all he merited in working it over to the actual shape. The +touch and the taste of the art editor were present throughout the number. +As Fulkerson said, Beaton had caught on with the delicacy of a humming- +bird and the tenacity of a bulldog to the virtues of their illustrative +process, and had worked it for all it was worth. There were seven papers +in the number, and a poem on the last page of the cover, and he had found +some graphic comment for each. It was a larger proportion than would +afterward be allowed, but for once in a way it was allowed. Fulkerson +said they could not expect to get their money back on that first number, +anyway. Seven of the illustrations were Beaton's; two or three he got +from practised hands; the rest were the work of unknown people which he +had suggested, and then related and adapted with unfailing ingenuity to +the different papers. He handled the illustrations with such sympathy as +not to destroy their individual quality, and that indefinable charm which +comes from good amateur work in whatever art. He rescued them from their +weaknesses and errors, while he left in them the evidence of the pleasure +with which a clever young man, or a sensitive girl, or a refined woman +had done them. Inevitably from his manipulation, however, the art of the +number acquired homogeneity, and there was nothing casual in its +appearance. The result, March eagerly owned, was better than the +literary result, and he foresaw that the number would be sold and praised +chiefly for its pictures. Yet he was not ashamed of the literature, and +he indulged his admiration of it the more freely because he had not only +not written it, but in a way had not edited it. To be sure, he had +chosen all the material, but he had not voluntarily put it all together +for that number; it had largely put itself together, as every number of +every magazine does, and as it seems more and more to do, in the +experience of every editor. There had to be, of course, a story, and +then a sketch of travel. There was a literary essay and a social essay; +there was a dramatic trifle, very gay, very light; there was a dashing +criticism on the new pictures, the new plays, the new books, the new +fashions; and then there was the translation of a bit of vivid Russian +realism, which the editor owed to Lindau's exploration of the foreign +periodicals left with him; Lindau was himself a romanticist of the Victor +Hugo sort, but he said this fragment of Dostoyevski was good of its kind. +The poem was a bit of society verse, with a backward look into simpler +and wholesomer experiences. + +Fulkerson was extremely proud of the number; but he said it was too good +--too good from every point of view. The cover was too good, and the +paper was too good, and that device of rough edges, which got over the +objection to uncut leaves while it secured their aesthetic effect, was a +thing that he trembled for, though he rejoiced in it as a stroke of the +highest genius. It had come from Beaton at the last moment, as a +compromise, when the problem of the vulgar croppiness of cut leaves and +the unpopularity of uncut leaves seemed to have no solution but suicide. +Fulkerson was still morally crawling round on his hands and knees, as he +said, in abject gratitude at Beaton's feet, though he had his qualms, his +questions; and he declared that Beaton was the most inspired ass since +Balaam's. "We're all asses, of course," he admitted, in semi-apology to +March; "but we're no such asses as Beaton." He said that if the tasteful +decorativeness of the thing did not kill it with the public outright, +its literary excellence would give it the finishing stroke. Perhaps that +might be overlooked in the impression of novelty which a first number +would give, but it must never happen again. He implored March to promise +that it should never happen again; be said their only hope was in the +immediate cheapening of the whole affair. It was bad enough to give the +public too much quantity for their money, but to throw in such quality as +that was simply ruinous; it must be stopped. These were the expressions +of his intimate moods; every front that he presented to the public wore a +glow of lofty, of devout exultation. His pride in the number gushed out +in fresh bursts of rhetoric to every one whom he could get to talk with +him about it. He worked the personal kindliness of the press to the +utmost. He did not mind making himself ridiculous or becoming a joke in +the good cause, as he called it. He joined in the applause when a +humorist at the club feigned to drop dead from his chair at Fulkerson's +introduction of the topic, and he went on talking that first number into +the surviving spectators. He stood treat upon all occasions, and he +lunched attaches of the press at all hours. He especially befriended the +correspondents of the newspapers of other cities, for, as he explained to +March, those fellows could give him any amount of advertising simply as +literary gossip. Many of the fellows were ladies who could not be so +summarily asked out to lunch, but Fulkerson's ingenuity was equal to +every exigency, and he contrived somehow to make each of these feel that +she had been possessed of exclusive information. There was a moment when +March conjectured a willingness in Fulkerson to work Mrs. March into the +advertising department, by means of a tea to these ladies and their +friends which she should administer in his apartment, but he did not +encourage Fulkerson to be explicit, and the moment passed. Afterward, +when he told his wife about it, he was astonished to find that she would +not have minded doing it for Fulkerson, and he experienced another proof +of the bluntness of the feminine instincts in some directions, and of the +personal favor which Fulkerson seemed to enjoy with the whole sex. This +alone was enough to account for the willingness of these correspondents +to write about the first number, but March accused him of sending it to +their addresses with boxes of Jacqueminot roses and Huyler candy. + +Fulkerson let him enjoy his joke. He said that he would do that or +anything else for the good cause, short of marrying the whole circle of +female correspondents. + +March was inclined to hope that if the first number had been made too +good for the country at large, the more enlightened taste of metropolitan +journalism would invite a compensating favor for it in New York. But +first Fulkerson and then the event proved him wrong. In spite of the +quality of the magazine, and in spite of the kindness which so many +newspaper men felt for Fulkerson, the notices in the New York papers +seemed grudging and provisional to the ardor of the editor. A merit in +the work was acknowledged, and certain defects in it for which March had +trembled were ignored; but the critics astonished him by selecting for +censure points which he was either proud of or had never noticed; which +being now brought to his notice he still could not feel were faults. He +owned to Fulkerson that if they had said so and so against it, he could +have agreed with them, but that to say thus and so was preposterous; and +that if the advertising had not been adjusted with such generous +recognition of the claims of the different papers, he should have known +the counting-room was at the bottom of it. As it was, he could only +attribute it to perversity or stupidity. It was certainly stupid to +condemn a magazine novelty like 'Every Other Week' for being novel; and +to augur that if it failed, it would fail through its departure from the +lines on which all the other prosperous magazines had been built, was in +the last degree perverse, and it looked malicious. The fact that it was +neither exactly a book nor a magazine ought to be for it and not against +it, since it would invade no other field; it would prosper on no ground +but its own. + + + + +XIV. + +The more March thought of the injustice of the New York press (which had +not, however, attacked the literary quality of the number) the more +bitterly he resented it; and his wife's indignation superheated his own. +'Every Other Week' had become a very personal affair with the whole +family; the children shared their parents' disgust; Belle was outspoken +in, her denunciations of a venal press. Mrs. March saw nothing but ruin +ahead, and began tacitly to plan a retreat to Boston, and an +establishment retrenched to the basis of two thousand a year. She shed +some secret tears in anticipation of the privations which this must +involve; but when Fulkerson came to see March rather late the night of +the publication day, she nobly told him that if the worst came to the +worst she could only have the kindliest feeling toward him, and should +not regard him as in the slightest degree responsible. + +"Oh, hold on, hold on!" he protested. "You don't think we've made a +failure, do you?" + +"Why, of course," she faltered, while March remained gloomily silent. + +"Well, I guess we'll wait for the official count, first. Even New York +hasn't gone against us, and I guess there's a majority coming down to +Harlem River that could sweep everything before it, anyway." + +"What do you mean, Fulkerson?" March demanded, sternly. + +"Oh, nothing! Only, the 'News Company' has ordered ten thousand now; and +you know we had to give them the first twenty on commission." + +"What do you mean?" March repeated; his wife held her breath. + +"I mean that the first number is a booming success already, and that it's +going to a hundred thousand before it stops. That unanimity and variety +of censure in the morning papers, combined with the attractiveness of the +thing itself, has cleared every stand in the city, and now if the favor +of the country press doesn't turn the tide against us, our fortune's +made." The Marches remained dumb. "Why, look here! Didn't I tell you +those criticisms would be the making of us, when they first began to turn +you blue this morning, March?" + +"He came home to lunch perfectly sick," said Mrs. Marcli; "and I wouldn't +let him go back again." + +"Didn't I tell you so?" Fulkerson persisted. + +March could not remember that he had, or that he had been anything but +incoherently and hysterically jocose over the papers, but he said, "Yes, +yes--I think so." + +"I knew it from the start," said Fulkerson. "The only other person who +took those criticisms in the right spirit was Mother Dryfoos--I've just +been bolstering up the Dryfoos family. She had them read to her by Mrs. +Mandel, and she understood them to be all the most flattering prophecies +of success. Well, I didn't read between the lines to that extent, quite; +but I saw that they were going to help us, if there was anything in us, +more than anything that could have been done. And there was something in +us! I tell you, March, that seven-shooting self-cocking donkey of a +Beaton has given us the greatest start! He's caught on like a mouse. +He's made the thing awfully chic; it's jimmy; there's lots of dog about +it. He's managed that process so that the illustrations look as +expensive as first-class wood-cuts, and they're cheaper than chromos. +He's put style into the whole thing." + +"Oh yes," said March, with eager meekness, "it's Beaton that's done it." + +Fulkerson read jealousy of Beaton in Mrs. March's face. "Beaton has +given us the start because his work appeals to the eye. There's no +denying that the pictures have sold this first number; but I expect the +literature of this first number to sell the pictures of the second. I've +been reading it all over, nearly, since I found how the cat was jumping; +I was anxious about it, and I tell you, old man, it's good. Yes, sir! +I was afraid maybe you had got it too good, with that Boston refinement +of yours; but I reckon you haven't. I'll risk it. I don't see how you +got so much variety into so few things, and all of them palpitant, all of +'em on the keen jump with actuality." + +The mixture of American slang with the jargon of European criticism in +Fulkerson's talk made March smile, but his wife did not seem to notice it +in her exultation. "That is just what I say," she broke in. "It's +perfectly wonderful. I never was anxious about it a moment, except, as +you say, Mr. Fulkerson, I was afraid it might be too good." + +They went on in an antiphony of praise till March said: "Really, I don't +see what's left me but to strike for higher wages. I perceive that I'm +indispensable." + +"Why, old man, you're coming in on the divvy, you know," said Fulkerson. + +They both laughed, and when Fulkerson was gone, Mrs. March asked her +husband what a divvy was. + +"It's a chicken before it's hatched." + +"No! Truly?" + +He explained, and she began to spend the divvy. + +At Mrs. Leighton's Fulkerson gave Alma all the honor of the success; he +told her mother that the girl's design for the cover had sold every +number, and Mrs. Leighton believed him. + +"Well, Ah think Ah maght have some of the glory," Miss Woodburn pouted. +"Where am Ah comin' in?" + +"You're coming in on the cover of the next number," said Fulkerson." +We're going to have your face there; Miss Leighton's going to sketch it +in." He said this reckless of the fact that he had already shown them +the design of the second number, which was Beaton's weird bit of gas- +country landscape. + +"Ah don't see why you don't wrahte the fiction for your magazine, Mr. +Fulkerson," said the girl. + +This served to remind Fulkerson of something. He turned to her father. +"I'll tell you what, Colonel Woodburn, I want Mr. March to see some +chapters of that book of yours. I've been talking to him about it." + +"I do not think it would add to the popularity of your periodical, sir," +said the Colonel, with a stately pleasure in being asked. "My views of a +civilization based upon responsible slavery would hardly be acceptable to +your commercialized society." + +"Well, not as a practical thing, of course," Fulkerson admitted. "But as +something retrospective, speculative, I believe it would make a hit. +There's so much going on now about social questions; I guess people would +like to read it." + +"I do not know that my work is intended to amuse people," said the +Colonel, with some state. + +"Mah goodness! Ah only wish it WAS, then," said his daughter; and she +added: "Yes, Mr. Fulkerson, the Colonel will be very glad to submit +po'tions of his woak to yo' edito'. We want to have some of the honaw. +Perhaps we can say we helped to stop yo' magazine, if we didn't help to +stawt it." + +They all laughed at her boldness, and Fulkerson said: "It 'll take a good +deal more than that to stop 'Every Other Week'. The Colonel's whole book +couldn't do it." Then he looked unhappy, for Colonel Woodburn did not +seem to enjoy his reassuring words; but Miss Woodburn came to his rescue. +"You maght illustrate it with the po'trait of the awthoris daughtaw, if +it's too late for the covah." + +"Going to have that in every number, Miss Woodburn!" he cried. + +"Oh, mah goodness!" she said, with mock humility. + +Alma sat looking at her piquant head, black, unconsciously outlined +against the lamp, as she sat working by the table. "Just keep still a +moment!" + +She got her sketch-block and pencils, and began to draw; Fulkerson tilted +himself forward and looked over her shoulder; he smiled outwardly; +inwardly he was divided between admiration of Miss Woodburn's arch beauty +and appreciation of the skill which reproduced it; at the same time he +was trying to remember whether March had authorized him to go so far as +to ask for a sight of Colonel Woodburn's manuscript. He felt that he had +trenched upon March's province, and he framed one apology to the editor +for bringing him the manuscript, and another to the author for bringing +it back. + +"Most Ah hold raght still like it was a photograph?" asked Miss +Woodburn. "Can Ah toak?" + +"Talk all you want," said Alma, squinting her eyes. "And you needn't be +either adamantine, nor yet--wooden." + +"Oh, ho' very good of you! Well, if Ah can toak--go on, Mr. Fulkerson!" + +"Me talk? I can't breathe till this thing is done!" sighed Fulkerson; at +that point of his mental drama the Colonel was behaving rustily about the +return of his manuscript, and he felt that he was looking his last on +Miss Woodburn's profile. + +"Is she getting it raght?" asked the girl. + +"I don't know which is which," said Fulkerson. + +"Oh, Ah hope Ah shall! Ah don't want to go round feelin' like a sheet of +papah half the time." + +"You could rattle on, just the same," suggested Alma. + +"Oh, now! Jost listen to that, Mr. Fulkerson. Do you call that any way +to toak to people?" + +"You might know which you were by the color," Fulkerson began, and then +be broke off from the personal consideration with a business inspiration, +and smacked himself on the knee, "We could print it in color!" + +Mrs. Leighton gathered up her sewing and held it with both hands in her +lap, while she came round, and looked critically at the sketch and the +model over her glasses. "It's very good, Alma," she said. + +Colonel Woodburn remained restively on his side of the table. "Of +course, Mr. Fulkerson, you were jesting, sir, when you spoke of printing +a sketch of my daughter." + +"Why, I don't know--If you object--? + +"I do, sir--decidedly," said the Colonel. + +"Then that settles it, of course,--I only meant--" + +"Indeed it doesn't!" cried the girl. "Who's to know who it's from? +Ah'm jost set on havin' it printed! Ah'm going to appear as the head of +Slavery--in opposition to the head of Liberty." + +"There'll be a revolution inside of forty-eight hours, and we'll have the +Colonel's system going wherever a copy of 'Every Other Week' circulates," +said Fulkerson. + +"This sketch belongs to me," Alma interposed. "I'm not going to let it +be printed." + +"Oh, mah goodness!" said Miss Woodburn, laughing good-humoredly. +"That's becose you were brought up to hate slavery." + +"I should like Mr. Beaton to see it," said Mrs. Leighton, in a sort of +absent tone. She added, to Fulkerson: "I rather expected he might be in +to-night." + +"Well, if he comes we'll leave it to Beaton," Fulkerson said, with relief +in the solution, and an anxious glance at the Colonel, across the table, +to see how he took that form of the joke. Miss Woodburn intercepted his +glance and laughed, and Fulkerson laughed, too, but rather forlornly. + +Alma set her lips primly and turned her head first on one side and then +on the other to look at the sketch. "I don't think we'll leave it to Mr. +Beaton, even if he comes." + +"We left the other design for the cover to Beaton," Fulkerson insinuated. +"I guess you needn't be afraid of him." + +"Is it a question of my being afraid?" Alma asked; she seemed coolly +intent on her drawing. + +"Miss Leighton thinks he ought to be afraid of her," Miss Woodburn +explained. + +"It's a question of his courage, then?" said Alma. + +"Well, I don't think there are many young ladies that Beaton's afraid +of," said Fulkerson, giving himself the respite of this purely random +remark, while he interrogated the faces of Mrs. Leighton and Colonel +Woodburn for some light upon the tendency of their daughters' words. + +He was not helped by Mrs. Leighton's saying, with a certain anxiety, +"I don't know what you mean, Mr. Fulkerson." + +"Well, you're as much in the dark as I am myself, then," said Fulkerson. +"I suppose I meant that Beaton is rather--a--favorite, you know. The +women like him." + +Mrs. Leighton sighed, and Colonel Woodburn rose and left the room. + +In the silence that followed, Fulkerson looked from one lady to the other +with dismay. "I seem to have put my foot in it, somehow," he suggested, +and Miss Woodburn gave a cry of laughter. + +"Poo' Mr. Fulkerson! Poo' Mr. Fulkerson! Papa thoat you wanted him to +go." + +"Wanted him to go?" repeated Fulkerson. + +"We always mention Mr. Beaton when we want to get rid of papa." + +"Well, it seems to me that I have noticed that he didn't take much +interest in Beaton, as a general topic. But I don't know that I ever saw +it drive him out of the room before!" + +"Well, he isn't always so bad," said Miss Woodburn. "But it was a case +of hate at first sight, and it seems to be growin' on papa." + +"Well, I can understand that," said Fulkerson. "The impulse to destroy +Beaton is something that everybody has to struggle against at the start." + +"I must say, Mr. Fulkerson," said Mrs. Leighton, in the tremor through +which she nerved herself to differ openly with any one she liked, +"I never had to struggle with anything of the kind, in regard to +Mr. Beaton. He has always been most respectful and--and--considerate, +with me, whatever he has been with others." + +"Well, of course, Mrs. Leighton!" Fulkerson came back in a soothing tone. +"But you see you're the rule that proves the exception. I was speaking +of the way men felt about Beaton. It's different with ladies; I just +said so." + +"Is it always different?" Alma asked, lifting her head and her hand from +her drawing, and staring at it absently. + +Fulkerson pushed both his hands through his whiskers. "Look here! Look +here!" he said. "Won't somebody start some other subject? We haven't +had the weather up yet, have we? Or the opera? What is the matter with +a few remarks about politics?" + +"Why, Ah thoat you lahked to toak about the staff of yo' magazine," said +Miss Woodburn. + +"Oh, I do!" said Fulkerson. "But not always about the same member of it. +He gets monotonous, when he doesn't get complicated. I've just come +round from the Marches'," he added, to Mrs. Leighton. + +"I suppose they've got thoroughly settled in their apartment by this +time." Mrs. Leighton said something like this whenever the Marches were +mentioned. At the bottom of her heart she had not forgiven them for not +taking her rooms; she had liked their looks so much; and she was always +hoping that they were uncomfortable or dissatisfied; she could not help +wanting them punished a little. + +"Well, yes; as much as they ever will be," Fulkerson answered. +"The Boston style is pretty different, you know; and the Marches are old- +fashioned folks, and I reckon they never went in much for bric-a-brac +They've put away nine or ten barrels of dragon candlesticks, but they +keep finding new ones." + +"Their landlady has just joined our class," said Alma. "Isn't her name +Green? She happened to see my copy of 'Every Other Week', and said she +knew the editor; and told me." + +"Well, it's a little world," said Fulkerson. "You seem to be touching +elbows with everybody. Just think of your having had our head translator +for a model." + +"Ah think that your whole publication revolves aroand the Leighton +family," said Miss Woodburn. + +"That's pretty much so," Fulkerson admitted. "Anyhow, the publisher +seems disposed to do so." + +"Are you the publisher? I thought it was Mr. Dryfoos," said Alma. + +"It is." + +"Oh!" + +The tone and the word gave Fulkerson a discomfort which he promptly +confessed. "Missed again." + +The girls laughed, and he regained something of his lost spirits, and +smiled upon their gayety, which lasted beyond any apparent reason for it. + +Miss Woodburn asked, "And is Mr. Dryfoos senio' anything like ouah Mr. +Dryfoos?" + +"Not the least." + +"But he's jost as exemplary?" + +"Yes; in his way." + +"Well, Ah wish Ah could see all those pinks of puffection togethah, +once." + +"Why, look here! I've been thinking I'd celebrate a little, when the old +gentleman gets back. Have a little supper--something of that kind. How +would you like to let me have your parlors for it, Mrs. Leighton? You +ladies could stand on the stairs, and have a peep at us, in the bunch." + +"Oh, mah! What a privilege! And will Miss Alma be there, with the othah +contributors? Ah shall jost expah of envy!" + +"She won't be there in person," said Fulkerson, "but she'll be +represented by the head of the art department." + +"Mah goodness! And who'll the head of the publishing department +represent?" + +"He can represent you," said Alma. + +"Well, Ah want to be represented, someho'." + +"We'll have the banquet the night before you appear on the cover of our +fourth number," said Fulkerson. + +"Ah thoat that was doubly fo'bidden," said Miss Woodburn. "By the stern +parent and the envious awtust." + +"We'll get Beaton to get round them, somehow. I guess we can trust him +to manage that." + +Mrs. Leighton sighed her resentment of the implication. + +"I always feel that Mr. Beaton doesn't do himself justice," she began. + +Fulkerson could not forego the chance of a joke. "Well, maybe he would +rather temper justice with mercy in a case like his." This made both the +younger ladies laugh. "I judge this is my chance to get off with my +life," he added, and he rose as he spoke. "Mrs. Leighton, I am about the +only man of my sex who doesn't thirst for Beaton's blood most of the +time. But I know him and I don't. He's more kinds of a good fellow than +people generally understand. He doesn't wear his heart upon his sleeve- +not his ulster sleeve, anyway. You can always count me on your side when +it's a question of finding Beaton not guilty if he'll leave the State." + +Alma set her drawing against the wall, in rising to say goodnight to +Fulkerson. He bent over on his stick to look at it. "Well, it's +beautiful," he sighed, with unconscious sincerity. + +Alma made him a courtesy of mock modesty. "Thanks to Miss Woodburn!" + +"Oh no! All she had to do was simply to stay put." + +"Don't you think Ah might have improved it if Ah had, looked better?" +the girl asked, gravely. + +"Oh, you couldn't!" said Fulkerson, and he went off triumphant in their +applause and their cries of "Which? which?" + +Mrs. Leighton sank deep into an accusing gloom when at last she found +herself alone with her daughter. "I don't know what you are thinking +about, Alma Leighton. If you don't like Mr. Beaton--" + +"I don't." + +"You don't? You know better than that. You know that, you did care for +him." + +"Oh! that's a very different thing. That's a thing that can be got +over." + +"Got over!" repeated Mrs. Leighton, aghast. + +"Of course, it can! Don't be romantic, mamma. People get over dozens of +such fancies. They even marry for love two or three times." + +"Never!" cried her mother, doing her best to feel shocked; and at last +looking it. + +Her looking it had no effect upon Alma. "You can easily get over caring +for people; but you can't get over liking them--if you like them because +they are sweet and good. That's what lasts. I was a simple goose, +and he imposed upon me because he was a sophisticated goose. Now the +case is reversed." + +"He does care for you, now. You can see it. Why do you encourage him to +come here?" + +"I don't," said Alma. "I will tell him to keep away if you like. But +whether he comes or goes, it will be the same." + +"Not to him, Alma! He is in love with you!" + +"He has never said so." + +"And you would really let him say so, when you intend to refuse him?" + +"I can't very well refuse him till he does say so." + +This was undeniable. Mrs. Leighton could only demand, in an awful tone, +"May I ask why--if you cared for him; and I know you care for him still +you will refuse him?" + +Alma laughed. "Because--because I'm wedded to my Art, and I'm not going +to commit bigamy, whatever I do." + +"Alma!" + +"Well, then, because I don't like him--that is, I don't believe in him, +and don't trust him. He's fascinating, but he's false and he's fickle. +He can't help it, I dare say." + +"And you are perfectly hard. Is it possible that you were actually +pleased to have Mr. Fulkerson tease you about Mr. Dryfoos?" + +"Oh, good-night, now, mamma! This is becoming personal" + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +Artists never do anything like other people +Ballast of her instinctive despondency +Clinging persistence of such natures +Dividend: It's a chicken before it's hatched +Gayety, which lasted beyond any apparent reason for it +Hopeful recklessness +How much can a man honestly earn without wronging or oppressing +I cannot endure this--this hopefulness of yours +If you dread harm enough it is less likely to happen +It must be your despair that helps you to bear up +Marry for love two or three times +No man deserves to sufer at the hands of another +Patience with mediocrity putting on the style of genius +Person talks about taking lessons, as if they could learn it +Say when he is gone that the woman gets along better without him +Shouldn't ca' fo' the disgrace of bein' poo'--its inconvenience +Timidity of the elder in the presence of the younger man + + + + +End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of A Hazard of New Fortunes, v2 +by William Dean Howells + + + + + + +A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES + +By William Dean Howells + + +PART THIRD + + +I. + +The scheme of a banquet to celebrate the initial success of 'Every Other +Week' expanded in Fulkerson's fancy into a series. Instead of the +publishing and editorial force, with certain of the more representative +artists and authors sitting down to a modest supper in Mrs. Leighton's +parlors, he conceived of a dinner at Delmonico's, with the principal +literary and artistic, people throughout the country as guests, and an +inexhaustible hospitality to reporters and correspondents, from whom +paragraphs, prophetic and historic, would flow weeks before and after the +first of the series. He said the thing was a new departure in magazines; +it amounted to something in literature as radical as the American +Revolution in politics: it was the idea of self government in the arts; +and it was this idea that had never yet been fully developed in regard to +it. That was what must be done in the speeches at the dinner, and the +speeches must be reported. Then it would go like wildfire. He asked +March whether he thought Mr. Depew could be got to come; Mark Twain, he +was sure, would come; he was a literary man. They ought to invite Mr. +Evarts, and the Cardinal and the leading Protestant divines. His +ambition stopped at nothing, nothing but the question of expense; there +he had to wait the return of the elder Dryfoos from the West, and Dryfoos +was still delayed at Moffitt, and Fulkerson openly confessed that he was +afraid he would stay there till his own enthusiasm escaped in other +activities, other plans. + +Fulkerson was as little likely as possible to fall under a superstitious +subjection to another man; but March could not help seeing that in this +possible measure Dryfoos was Fulkerson's fetish. He did not revere him, +March decided, because it was not in Fulkerson's nature to revere +anything; he could like and dislike, but he could not respect. +Apparently, however, Dryfoos daunted him somehow; and besides the homage +which those who have not pay to those who have, Fulkerson rendered +Dryfoos the tribute of a feeling which March could only define as a sort +of bewilderment. As well as March could make out, this feeling was +evoked by the spectacle of Dryfoos's unfailing luck, which Fulkerson was +fond of dazzling himself with. It perfectly consisted with a keen sense +of whatever was sordid and selfish in a man on whom his career must have +had its inevitable effect. He liked to philosophize the case with March, +to recall Dryfoos as he was when he first met him still somewhat in the +sap, at Moffitt, and to study the processes by which he imagined him to +have dried into the hardened speculator, without even the pretence to any +advantage but his own in his ventures. He was aware of painting the +character too vividly, and he warned March not to accept it exactly in +those tints, but to subdue them and shade it for himself. He said that +where his advantage was not concerned, there was ever so much good in +Dryfoos, and that if in some things be had grown inflexible, he had +expanded in others to the full measure of the vast scale on which he did +business. It had seemed a little odd to March that a man should put +money into such an enterprise as 'Every Other Week' and go off about +other affairs, not only without any sign of anxiety, but without any sort +of interest. But Fulkerson said that was the splendid side of Dryfoos. +He had a courage, a magnanimity, that was equal to the strain of any such +uncertainty. He had faced the music once for all, when he asked +Fulkerson what the thing would cost in the different degrees of potential +failure; and then he had gone off, leaving everything to Fulkerson and +the younger Dryfoos, with the instruction simply to go ahead and not +bother him about it. Fulkerson called that pretty tall for an old fellow +who used to bewail the want of pigs and chickens to occupy his mind. +He alleged it as another proof of the versatility of the American mind, +and of the grandeur of institutions and opportunities that let every man +grow to his full size, so that any man in America could run the concern +if necessary. He believed that old Dryfoos could step into Bismarck's +shoes and run the German Empire at ten days' notice, or about as long as +it would take him to go from New York to Berlin. But Bismarck would not +know anything about Dryfoos's plans till Dryfoos got ready to show his +hand. Fulkerson himself did not pretend to say what the old man had been +up to since he went West. He was at Moffitt first, and then he was at +Chicago, and then he had gone out to Denver to look after some mines he +had out there, and a railroad or two; and now he was at Moffitt again. +He was supposed to be closing up his affairs there, but nobody could say. + +Fulkerson told March the morning after Dryfoos returned that he had not +only not pulled out at Moffitt, but had gone in deeper, ten times deeper +than ever. He was in a royal good-humor, Fulkerson reported, and was +going to drop into the office on his way up from the Street (March +understood Wall Street) that afternoon. He was tickled to death with +'Every Other Week' so far as it had gone, and was anxious to pay his +respects to the editor. + +March accounted for some rhetoric in this, but let it flatter him, and +prepared himself for a meeting about which he could see that Fulkerson +was only less nervous than he had shown himself about the public +reception of the first number. It gave March a disagreeable feeling of +being owned and of being about to be inspected by his proprietor; but he +fell back upon such independence as he could find in the thought of those +two thousand dollars of income beyond the caprice of his owner, and +maintained an outward serenity. + +He was a little ashamed afterward of the resolution it had cost him to do +so. It was not a question of Dryfoos's physical presence: that was +rather effective than otherwise, and carried a suggestion of moneyed +indifference to convention in the gray business suit of provincial cut, +and the low, wide-brimmed hat of flexible black felt. He had a stick +with an old-fashioned top of buckhorn worn smooth and bright by the palm +of his hand, which had not lost its character in fat, and which had a +history of former work in its enlarged knuckles, though it was now as +soft as March's, and must once have been small even for a man of Mr. +Dryfoos's stature; he was below the average size. But what struck March +was the fact that Dryfoos seemed furtively conscious of being a country +person, and of being aware that in their meeting he was to be tried by +other tests than those which would have availed him as a shrewd +speculator. He evidently had some curiosity about March, as the first of +his kind whom he bad encountered; some such curiosity as the country +school trustee feels and tries to hide in the presence of the new +schoolmaster. But the whole affair was, of course, on a higher plane; on +one side Dryfoos was much more a man of the world than March was, and he +probably divined this at once, and rested himself upon the fact in a +measure. It seemed to be his preference that his son should introduce +them, for he came upstairs with Conrad, and they had fairly made +acquaintance before Fulkerson joined them. + +Conrad offered to leave them at once, but his father made him stay. +"I reckon Mr. March and I haven't got anything so private to talk about +that we want to keep it from the other partners. Well, Mr. March, are +you getting used to New York yet? It takes a little time." + +"Oh yes. But not so much time as most places. Everybody belongs more or +less in New York; nobody has to belong here altogether." + +"Yes, that is so. You can try it, and go away if you don't like it a +good deal easier than you could from a smaller place. Wouldn't make so +much talk, would it?" He glanced at March with a jocose light in his +shrewd eyes. "That is the way I feel about it all the time: just +visiting. Now, it wouldn't be that way in Boston, I reckon?" + +"You couldn't keep on visiting there your whole life," said March. + +Dryfoos laughed, showing his lower teeth in a way that was at once simple +and fierce. "Mr. Fulkerson didn't hardly know as he could get you to +leave. I suppose you got used to it there. I never been in your city." + +"I had got used to it; but it was hardly my city, except by marriage. My +wife's a Bostonian." + +"She's been a little homesick here, then," said Dryfoos, with a smile of +the same quality as his laugh. + +"Less than I expected," said March. "Of course, she was very much +attached to our old home." + +"I guess my wife won't ever get used to New York," said Dryfoos, and he +drew in his lower lip with a sharp sigh. "But my girls like it; they're +young. You never been out our way yet, Mr. March? Out West?" + +"Well, only for the purpose of being born, and brought up. I used to +live in Crawfordsville, and then Indianapolis." + +"Indianapolis is bound to be a great place," said Dryfoos. "I remember +now, Mr. Fulkerson told me you was from our State." He went on to brag +of the West, as if March were an Easterner and had to be convinced. +"You ought to see all that country. It's a great country." + +"Oh yes," said March, "I understand that." He expected the praise of the +great West to lead up to some comment on 'Every Other Week'; and there +was abundant suggestion of that topic in the manuscripts, proofs of +letter-press and illustrations, with advance copies of the latest number +strewn over his table. + +But Dryfoos apparently kept himself from looking at these things. +He rolled his head about on his shoulders to take in the character of the +room, and said to his son, "You didn't change the woodwork, after all." + +"No; the architect thought we had better let it be, unless we meant to +change the whole place. He liked its being old-fashioned." + +"I hope you feel comfortable here, Mr. March," the old man said, bringing +his eyes to bear upon him again after their tour of inspection. + +"Too comfortable for a working-man," said March, and he thought that this +remark must bring them to some talk about his work, but the proprietor +only smiled again. + +"I guess I sha'n't lose much on this house," he returned, as if musing +aloud. "This down-town property is coming up. Business is getting in on +all these side streets. I thought I paid a pretty good price for it, +too." He went on to talk of real estate, and March began to feel a +certain resentment at his continued avoidance of the only topic in which +they could really have a common interest. "You live down this way +somewhere, don't you?" the old man concluded. + +"Yes. I wished to be near my work." March was vexed with himself for +having recurred to it; but afterward he was not sure but Dryfoos shared +his own diffidence in the matter, and was waiting for him to bring it +openly into the talk. At times he seemed wary and masterful, and then +March felt that he was being examined and tested; at others so simple +that March might well have fancied that he needed encouragement, and +desired it. He talked of his wife and daughters in a way that invited +March to say friendly things of his family, which appeared to give the +old man first an undue pleasure and then a final distrust. At moments he +turned, with an effect of finding relief in it, to his son and spoke to +him across March of matters which he was unacquainted with; he did not +seem aware that this was rude, but the young man must have felt it so; he +always brought the conversation back, and once at some cost to himself +when his father made it personal. + +"I want to make a regular New York business man out of that fellow," he +said to March, pointing at Conrad with his stick. "You s'pose I'm ever +going to do it?" + +"Well, I don't know," said March, trying to fall in with the joke. +"Do you mean nothing but a business man?" + +The old man laughed at whatever latent meaning he fancied in this, and +said: "You think he would be a little too much for me there? Well, I've +seen enough of 'em to know it don't always take a large pattern of a man +to do a large business. But I want him to get the business training, and +then if he wants to go into something else he knows what the world is, +anyway. Heigh?" + +"Oh yes!" March assented, with some compassion for the young man +reddening patiently under his father's comment. + +Dryfoos went on as if his son were not in hearing. "Now that boy wanted +to be a preacher. What does a preacher know about the world he preaches +against when he's been brought up a preacher? He don't know so much as a +bad little boy in his Sunday-school; he knows about as much as a girl. +I always told him, You be a man first, and then you be a preacher, if you +want to. Heigh?" + +"Precisely." March began to feel some compassion for himself in being +witness of the young fellow's discomfort under his father's homily. + +"When we first come to New York, I told him, Now here's your chance to +see the world on a big scale. You know already what work and saving and +steady habits and sense will bring a man, to; you don't want to go round +among the rich; you want to go among the poor, and see what laziness and +drink and dishonesty and foolishness will bring men to. And I guess he +knows, about as well as anybody; and if he ever goes to preaching he'll +know what he's preaching about." The old man smiled his fierce, simple +smile, and in his sharp eyes March fancied contempt of the ambition he +had balked in his son. The present scene must have been one of many +between them, ending in meek submission on the part of the young man, +whom his father, perhaps without realizing his cruelty, treated as a +child. March took it hard that he should be made to suffer in the +presence of a co-ordinate power like himself, and began to dislike the +old man out of proportion to his offence, which might have been mere want +of taste, or an effect of mere embarrassment before him. But evidently, +whatever rebellion his daughters had carried through against him, he had +kept his dominion over this gentle spirit unbroken. March did not choose +to make any response, but to let him continue, if he would, entirely upon +his own impulse. + + + + +II. + +A silence followed, of rather painful length. It was broken by the +cheery voice of Fulkerson, sent before him to herald Fulkerson's cheery +person. "Well, I suppose you've got the glorious success of 'Every Other +Week' down pretty cold in your talk by this time. I should have been up +sooner to join you, but I was nipping a man for the last page of the +cover. I guess we'll have to let the Muse have that for an advertisement +instead of a poem the next time, March. Well, the old gentleman given +you boys your scolding?" The person of Fulkerson had got into the room +long before he reached this question, and had planted itself astride a +chair. Fulkerson looked over the chairback, now at March, and now at the +elder Dryfoos as he spoke. + +March answered him. "I guess we must have been waiting for you, +Fulkerson. At any rate, we hadn't got to the scolding yet." + +"Why, I didn't suppose Mr. Dryfoos could 'a' held in so long. I +understood he was awful mad at the way the thing started off, and wanted +to give you a piece of his mind, when he got at you. I inferred as much +from a remark that he made." March and Dryfoos looked foolish, as men do +when made the subject of this sort of merry misrepresentation. + +"I reckon my scolding will keep awhile yet," said the old man, dryly. + +"Well, then, I guess it's a good chance to give Mr. Dryfoos an idea of +what we've really done--just while we're resting, as Artemus Ward says. +Heigh, March?" + +"I will let you blow the trumpet, Fulkerson. I think it belongs strictly +to the advertising department," said March. He now distinctly resented +the old man's failure to say anything to him of the magazine; he made his +inference that it was from a suspicion of his readiness to presume upon a +recognition of his share in the success, and he was determined to second +no sort of appeal for it. + +"The advertising department is the heart and soul of every business," +said Fulkerson, hardily, "and I like to keep my hand in with a little +practise on the trumpet in private. I don't believe Mr. Dryfoos has got +any idea of the extent of this thing. He's been out among those +Rackensackens, where we were all born, and he's read the notices in their +seven by nine dailies, and he's seen the thing selling on the cars, and +he thinks he appreciates what's been done. But I should just like to +take him round in this little old metropolis awhile, and show him 'Every +Other Week' on the centre tables of the millionaires--the Vanderbilts and +the Astors--and in the homes of culture and refinement everywhere, and +let him judge for himself. It's the talk of the clubs and the dinner- +tables; children cry for it; it's the Castoria of literature and the +Pearline of art, the 'Won't-be-happy-till-he-gets-it of every en +lightened man, woman, and child in this vast city. I knew we could +capture the country; but, my goodness! I didn't expect to have New York +fall into our hands at a blow. But that's just exactly what New York has +done. Every Other Week supplies the long-felt want that's been grinding +round in New York and keeping it awake nights ever since the war. It's +the culmination of all the high and ennobling ideals of the past." + +"How much," asked Dryfoos, "do you expect to get out of it the first +year, if it keeps the start it's got?" + +"Comes right down to business, every time!" said Fulkerson, referring the +characteristic to March with a delighted glance. "Well, sir, if +everything works right, and we get rain enough to fill up the springs, +and it isn't a grasshopper year, I expect to clear above all expenses +something in the neighborhood of twenty-five thousand dollars." + +"Humph! And you are all going to work a year--editor, manager, publisher, +artists, writers, printers, and the rest of 'em--to clear twenty-five +thousand dollars?--I made that much in half a day in Moffitt once. I see +it made in half a minute in Wall Street, sometimes." The old man +presented this aspect of the case with a good-natured contempt, which +included Fulkerson and his enthusiasm in an obvious liking. + +His son suggested, "But when we make that money here, no one loses it." + +"Can you prove that?" His father turned sharply upon him. "Whatever is +won is lost. It's all a game; it don't make any difference what you bet +on. Business is business, and a business man takes his risks with his +eyes open." + +"Ah, but the glory!" Fulkerson insinuated with impudent persiflage. +"I hadn't got to the glory yet, because it's hard to estimate it; but put +the glory at the lowest figure, Mr. Dryfoos, and add it to the twenty- +five thousand, and you've got an annual income from 'Every Other Week' of +dollars enough to construct a silver railroad, double-track, from this +office to the moon. I don't mention any of the sister planets because I +like to keep within bounds." + +Dryfoos showed his lower teeth for pleasure in Fulkerson's fooling, and +said, "That's what I like about you, Mr. Fulkerson--you always keep +within bounds." + +"Well, I ain't a shrinking Boston violet, like March, here. More +sunflower in my style of diffidence; but I am modest, I don't deny it," +said Fulkerson. "And I do hate to have a thing overstated." + +"And the glory--you do really think there's something in the glory that +pays?" + +"Not a doubt of it! I shouldn't care for the paltry return in money," +said Fulkerson, with a burlesque of generous disdain, "if it wasn't for +the glory along with it." + +"And how should you feel about the glory, if there was no money along +with it?" + +"Well, sir, I'm happy to say we haven't come to that yet." + +"Now, Conrad, here," said the old man, with a sort of pathetic rancor, +"would rather have the glory alone. I believe he don't even care much +for your kind of glory, either, Mr. Fulkerson." + +Fulkerson ran his little eyes curiously over Conrad's face and then +March's, as if searching for a trace there of something gone before which +would enable him to reach Dryfoos's whole meaning. He apparently +resolved to launch himself upon conjecture. "Oh, well, we know how +Conrad feels about the things of this world, anyway. I should like to +take 'em on the plane of another sphere, too, sometimes; but I noticed a +good while ago that this was the world I was born into, and so I made up +my mind that I would do pretty much what I saw the rest of the folks +doing here below. And I can't see but what Conrad runs the thing on +business principles in his department, and I guess you'll find it so if +you look into it. I consider that we're a whole team and big dog under +the wagon with you to draw on for supplies, and March, here, at the head +of the literary business, and Conrad in the counting-room, and me to do +the heavy lying in the advertising part. Oh, and Beaton, of course, in +the art. I 'most forgot Beaton--Hamlet with Hamlet left out." + +Dryfoos looked across at his son. "Wasn't that the fellow's name that +was there last night?" + +"Yes," said Conrad. + +The old man rose. "Well, I reckon I got to be going. You ready to go +up-town, Conrad?" + +"Well, not quite yet, father." + +The old man shook hands with March, and went downstairs, followed by his +son. + +Fulkerson remained. + +"He didn't jump at the chance you gave him to compliment us all round, +Fulkerson," said March, with a smile not wholly of pleasure. + +Fulkerson asked, with as little joy in the grin he had on, "Didn't he say +anything to you before I came in?" + +"Not a word." + +"Dogged if I know what to make of it," sighed Fulkerson, "but I guess +he's been having a talk with Conrad that's soured on him. I reckon maybe +he came back expecting to find that boy reconciled to the glory of this +world, and Conrad's showed himself just as set against it as ever." + +"It might have been that," March admitted, pensively. "I fancied +something of the kind myself from words the old man let drop." + +Fulkerson made him explain, and then he said: + +"That's it, then; and it's all right. Conrad 'll come round in time; and +all we've got to do is to have patience with the old man till he does. +I know he likes you." Fulkerson affirmed this only interrogatively, and +looked so anxiously to March for corroboration that March laughed. + +"He dissembled his love," he said; but afterward, in describing to his +wife his interview with Mr. Dryfoos, he was less amused with this fact. + +When she saw that he was a little cast down by it, she began to encourage +him. "He's just a common, ignorant man, and probably didn't know how to +express himself. You may be perfectly sure that he's delighted with the +success of the magazine, and that he understands as well as you do that +he owes it all to you." + +"Ah, I'm not so sure. I don't believe a man's any better for having made +money so easily and rapidly as Dryfoos has done, and I doubt if he's any +wiser. I don't know just the point he's reached in his evolution from +grub to beetle, but I do know that so far as it's gone the process must +have involved a bewildering change of ideals and criterions. I guess +he's come to despise a great many things that he once respected, and that +intellectual ability is among them--what we call intellectual ability. +He must have undergone a moral deterioration, an atrophy of the generous +instincts, and I don't see why it shouldn't have reached his mental make- +up. He has sharpened, but he has narrowed; his sagacity has turned into +suspicion, his caution to meanness, his courage to ferocity. That's the +way I philosophize a man of Dryfoos's experience, and I am not very proud +when I realize that such a man and his experience are the ideal and +ambition of most Americans. I rather think they came pretty near being +mine, once." + +"No, dear, they never did," his wife protested. + +"Well, they're not likely to be in the future. The Dryfoos feature of +'Every Other Week' is thoroughly distasteful to me." + +"Why, but he hasn't really got anything to do with it, has he, beyond +furnishing the money?" + +"That's the impression that Fulkerson has allowed us to get. But the man +that holds the purse holds the reins. He may let us guide the horse, but +when he likes he can drive. If we don't like his driving, then we can +get down." + +Mrs. March was less interested in this figure of speech than in the +personal aspects involved. "Then you think Mr. Fulkerson has deceived +you?" + +"Oh no!" said her husband, laughing. "But I think he has deceived +himself, perhaps." + +"How?" she pursued. + +"He may have thought he was using Dryfoos, when Dryfoos was using him, +and he may have supposed he was not afraid of him when he was very much +so. His courage hadn't been put to the test, and courage is a matter of +proof, like proficiency on the fiddle, you know: you can't tell whether +you've got it till you try." + +"Nonsense! Do you mean that he would ever sacrifice you to Mr. Dryfoos?" + +"I hope he may not be tempted. But I'd rather be taking the chances with +Fulkerson alone than with Fulkerson and Dryfoos to back him. Dryfoos +seems, somehow, to take the poetry and the pleasure out of the thing." + +Mrs. March was a long time silent. Then she began, "Well, my dear, I +never wanted to come to New York--" + +"Neither did I," March promptly put in. + +"But now that we're here," she went on, "I'm not going to have you +letting every little thing discourage you. I don't see what there was in +Mr. Dryfoos's manner to give you any anxiety. He's just a common, +stupid, inarticulate country person, and he didn't know how to express +himself, as I said in the beginning, and that's the reason he didn't say +anything." + +"Well, I don't deny you're right about it." + +"It's dreadful," his wife continued, "to be mixed up with such a man and +his family, but I don't believe he'll ever meddle with your management, +and, till he does, all you need do is to have as little to do with him as +possible, and go quietly on your own way." + +"Oh, I shall go on quietly enough," said March. "I hope I sha'n't begin +going stealthily." + +"Well, my dear," said Mrs. March, "just let me know when you're tempted +to do that. If ever you sacrifice the smallest grain of your honesty or +your self-respect to Mr. Dryfoos, or anybody else, I will simply renounce +you." + +"In view of that I'm rather glad the management of 'Every Other Week' +involves tastes and not convictions," said March. + + + + +III. + +That night Dryfoos was wakened from his after-dinner nap by the sound of +gay talk and nervous giggling in the drawing-room. The talk, which was +Christine's, and the giggling, which was Mela's, were intershot with the +heavier tones of a man's voice; and Dryfoos lay awhile on the leathern +lounge in his library, trying to make out whether he knew the voice. His +wife sat in a deep chair before the fire, with her eyes on his face, +waiting for him to wake. + +"Who is that out there?" he asked, without opening his eyes. + +"Indeed, indeed, I don't know, Jacob," his wife answered. "I reckon it's +just some visitor of the girls'." + +"Was I snoring?" + +"Not a bit. You was sleeping as quiet! I did hate to have 'em wake you, +and I was just goin' out to shoo them. They've been playin' something, +and that made them laugh." + +"I didn't know but I had snored," said the old man, sitting up. + +"No," said his wife. Then she asked, wistfully, "Was you out at the old +place, Jacob?" + +"Yes." + +"Did it look natural?" + +"Yes; mostly. They're sinking the wells down in the woods pasture." + +"And--the children's graves?" + +"They haven't touched that part. But I reckon we got to have 'em moved +to the cemetery. I bought a lot." + +The old woman began softly to weep. "It does seem too hard that they +can't be let to rest in peace, pore little things. I wanted you and me +to lay there, too, when our time come, Jacob. Just there, back o' the +beehives and under them shoomakes--my, I can see the very place! And I +don't believe I'll ever feel at home anywheres else. I woon't know where +I am when the trumpet sounds. I have to think before I can tell where +the east is in New York; and what if I should git faced the wrong way +when I raise? Jacob, I wonder you could sell it!" Her head shook, and +the firelight shone on her tears as she searched the folds of her dress +for her pocket. + +A peal of laughter came from the drawing-room, and then the sound of +chords struck on the piano. + +"Hush! Don't you cry, 'Liz'beth!" said Dryfoos. "Here; take my +handkerchief. I've got a nice lot in the cemetery, and I'm goin' to have +a monument, with two lambs on it--like the one you always liked so much. +It ain't the fashion, any more, to have family buryin' grounds; they're +collectin' 'em into the cemeteries, all round." + +"I reckon I got to bear it," said his wife, muffling her face in his +handkerchief. "And I suppose the Lord kin find me, wherever I am. But I +always did want to lay just there. You mind how we used to go out and +set there, after milkin', and watch the sun go down, and talk about where +their angels was, and try to figger it out?" + +"I remember, 'Liz'beth." + +The man's voice in the drawing-room sang a snatch of French song, +insolent, mocking, salient; and then Christine's attempted the same +strain, and another cry of laughter from Mela followed. + +"Well, I always did expect to lay there. But I reckon it's all right. +It won't be a great while, now, anyway. Jacob, I don't believe I'm a- +goin' to live very long. I know it don't agree with me here." + +"Oh, I guess it does, 'Liz'beth. You're just a little pulled down with +the weather. It's coming spring, and you feel it; but the doctor says +you're all right. I stopped in, on the way up, and he says so." + +"I reckon he don't know everything," the old woman persisted: "I've been +runnin' down ever since we left Moffitt, and I didn't feel any too well +there, even. It's a very strange thing, Jacob, that the richer you git, +the less you ain't able to stay where you want to, dead or alive." + +"It's for the children we do it," said Dryfoos. "We got to give them +their chance in the world." + +"Oh, the world! They ought to bear the yoke in their youth, like we +done. I know it's what Coonrod would like to do." + +Dryfoos got upon his feet. "If Coonrod 'll mind his own business, and do +what I want him to, he'll have yoke enough to bear." He moved from his +wife, without further effort to comfort her, and pottered heavily out +into the dining-room. Beyond its obscurity stretched the glitter of the +deep drawing-room. His feet, in their broad; flat slippers, made no +sound on the dense carpet, and he came unseen upon the little group there +near the piano. Mela perched upon the stool with her back to the keys, +and Beaton bent over Christine, who sat with a banjo in her lap, letting +him take her hands and put them in the right place on the instrument. +Her face was radiant with happiness, and Mela was watching her with +foolish, unselfish pleasure in her bliss. + +There was nothing wrong in the affair to a man of Dryfoos's traditions +and perceptions, and if it had been at home in the farm sitting-room, +or even in his parlor at Moffitt, he would not have minded a young man's +placing his daughter's hands on a banjo, or even holding them there; +it would have seemed a proper, attention from him if he was courting her. +But here, in such a house as this, with the daughter of a man who had +made as much money as he had, he did not know but it was a liberty. +He felt the angry doubt of it which beset him in regard to so many +experiences of his changed life; he wanted to show his sense of it, if it +was a liberty, but he did not know how, and he did not know that it was +so. Besides, he could not help a touch of the pleasure in Christine's +happiness which Mela showed; and he would have gone back to the library, +if he could, without being discovered. + +But Beaton had seen him, and Dryfoos, with a nonchalant nod to the young +man, came forward. "What you got there, Christine?" + +"A banjo," said the girl, blushing in her father's presence. + +Mela gurgled. "Mr. Beaton is learnun' her the first position." + +Beaton was not embarrassed. He was in evening dress, and his face, +pointed with its brown beard, showed extremely handsome above the expanse +of his broad, white shirt-front. He gave back as nonchalant a nod as he +had got, and, without further greeting to Dryfoos, he said to Christine: +"No, no. You must keep your hand and arm so." He held them in position. +"There! Now strike with your right hand. See?" + +"I don't believe I can ever learn," said the girl, with a fond upward +look at him. + +"Oh yes, you can," said Beaton. + +They both ignored Dryfoos in the little play of protests which followed, +and he said, half jocosely, half suspiciously, "And is the banjo the +fashion, now?" He remembered it as the emblem of low-down show business, +and associated it with end-men and blackened faces and grotesque shirt- +collars. + +"It's all the rage," Mela shouted, in answer for all. "Everybody plays +it. Mr. Beaton borrowed this from a lady friend of his." + +"Humph! Pity I got you a piano, then," said Dryfoos. "A banjo would +have been cheaper." + +Beaton so far admitted him to the conversation as to seem reminded of the +piano by his mentioning it. He said to Mela, "Oh, won't you just strike +those chords?" and as Mela wheeled about and beat the keys he took the +banjo from Christine and sat down with it. "This way!" He strummed it, +and murmured the tune Dryfoos had heard him singing from the library, +while he kept his beautiful eyes floating on Christine's. "You try that, +now; it's very simple." + +"Where is Mrs. Mandel?" Dryfoos demanded, trying to assert himself. + +Neither of the girls seemed to have heard him at first in the chatter +they broke into over what Beaton proposed. Then Mela said, absently, +"Oh, she had to go out to see one of her friends that's sick," and she +struck the piano keys. "Come; try it, Chris!" + +Dryfoos turned about unheeded and went back to the library. He would +have liked to put Beaton out of his house, and in his heart he burned +against him as a contumacious hand; he would have liked to discharge him +from the art department of 'Every Other Week' at once. But he was aware +of not having treated Beaton with much ceremony, and if the young man had +returned his behavior in kind, with an electrical response to his own +feeling, had he any right to complain? After all, there was no harm in +his teaching Christine the banjo. + +His wife still sat looking into the fire. "I can't see," she said, +"as we've got a bit more comfort of our lives, Jacob, because we've got +such piles and piles of money. I wisht to gracious we was back on the +farm this minute. I wisht you had held out ag'inst the childern about +sellin' it; 'twould 'a' bin the best thing fur 'em, I say. I believe in +my soul they'll git spoiled here in New York. I kin see a change in 'em +a'ready--in the girls." + +Dryfoos stretched himself on the lounge again. "I can't see as Coonrod +is much comfort, either. Why ain't he here with his sisters? What does +all that work of his on the East Side amount to? It seems as if he done +it to cross me, as much as anything." Dryfoos complained to his wife on +the basis of mere affectional habit, which in married life often survives +the sense of intellectual equality. He did not expect her to reason with +him, but there was help in her listening, and though she could only +soothe his fretfulness with soft answers which were often wide of the +purpose, he still went to her for solace. "Here, I've gone into this +newspaper business, or whatever it is, on his account, and he don't seem +any more satisfied than ever. I can see he hain't got his heart in it." + +"The pore boy tries; I know he does, Jacob; and he wants to please you. +But he give up a good deal when he give up bein' a preacher; I s'pose we +ought to remember that." + +"A preacher!" sneered Dryfoos. "I reckon bein' a preacher wouldn't +satisfy him now. He had the impudence to tell me this afternoon that he +would like to be a priest; and he threw it up to me that he never could +be because I'd kept him from studyin'." + +"He don't mean a Catholic priest--not a Roman one, Jacob," the old woman +explained, wistfully. "He's told me all about it. They ain't the kind +o' Catholics we been used to; some sort of 'Piscopalians; and they do a +heap o' good amongst the poor folks over there. He says we ain't got any +idea how folks lives in them tenement houses, hundreds of 'em in one +house, and whole families in a room; and it burns in his heart to help +'em like them Fathers, as be calls 'em, that gives their lives to it. +He can't be a Father, he says, because he can't git the eddication now; +but he can be a Brother; and I can't find a word to say ag'inst it, when +it gits to talkin', Jacob." + +"I ain't saying anything against his priests, 'Liz'beth," said Dryfoos. +"They're all well enough in their way; they've given up their lives to +it, and it's a matter of business with them, like any other. But what +I'm talking about now is Coonrod. I don't object to his doin' all the +charity he wants to, and the Lord knows I've never been stingy with him +about it. He might have all the money he wants, to give round any way he +pleases." + +"That's what I told him once, but he says money ain't the thing--or not +the only thing you got to give to them poor folks. You got to give your +time and your knowledge and your love--I don't know what all you got to +give yourself, if you expect to help 'em. That's what Coonrod says." + +"Well, I can tell him that charity begins at home," said Dryfoos, sitting +up in his impatience. "And he'd better give himself to us a little--to +his old father and mother. And his sisters. What's he doin' goin' off +there to his meetings, and I don't know what all, an' leavin' them here +alone?" + +"Why, ain't Mr. Beaton with 'em?" asked the old woman. "I thought I +heared his voice." + +"Mr. Beaton! Of course he is! And who's Mr. Beaton, anyway?" + +"Why, ain't he one of the men in Coonrod's office? I thought I heared--" + +"Yes, he is! But who is he? What's he doing round here? Is he makin' +up to Christine?" + +"I reckon he is. From Mely's talk, she's about crazy over the fellow. +Don't you like him, Jacob?" + +"I don't know him, or what he is. He hasn't got any manners. Who +brought him here? How'd he come to come, in the first place?" + +"Mr. Fulkerson brung him, I believe," said the old woman, patiently. + +"Fulkerson!" Dryfoos snorted. "Where's Mrs. Mandel, I should like to +know? He brought her, too. Does she go traipsin' off this way every +evening?" + +"No, she seems to be here pretty regular most o' the time. I don't know +how we could ever git along without her, Jacob; she seems to know just +what to do, and the girls would be ten times as outbreakin' without her. +I hope you ain't thinkin' o' turnin' her off, Jacob?" + +Dryfoos did not think it necessary to answer such a question. "It's all +Fulkerson, Fulkerson, Fulkerson. It seems to me that Fulkerson about +runs this family. He brought Mrs. Mandel, and he brought that Beaton, +and he brought that Boston fellow! I guess I give him a dose, though; +and I'll learn Fulkerson that he can't have everything his own way. I +don't want anybody to help me spend my money. I made it, and I can +manage it. I guess Mr. Fulkerson can bear a little watching now. He's +been travelling pretty free, and he's got the notion he's driving, maybe. +I'm a-going to look after that book a little myself." + +"You'll kill yourself, Jacob," said his wife, "tryin' to do so many +things. And what is it all fur? I don't see as we're better off, any, +for all the money. It's just as much care as it used to be when we was +all there on the farm together. I wisht we could go back, Ja--" + +"We can't go back!" shouted the old man, fiercely. "There's no farm any +more to go back to. The fields is full of gas-wells and oil-wells and +hell-holes generally; the house is tore down, and the barn's goin'--" + +"The barn!" gasped the old woman. "Oh, my!" + +"If I was to give all I'm worth this minute, we couldn't go back to the +farm, any more than them girls in there could go back and be little +children. I don't say we're any better off, for the money. I've got +more of it now than I ever had; and there's no end to the luck; it pours +in. But I feel like I was tied hand and foot. I don't know which way to +move; I don't know what's best to do about anything. The money don't +seem to buy anything but more and more care and trouble. We got a big +house that we ain't at home in; and we got a lot of hired girls round +under our feet that hinder and don't help. Our children don't mind us, +and we got no friends or neighbors. But it had to be. I couldn't help +but sell the farm, and we can't go back to it, for it ain't there. So +don't you say anything more about it, 'Liz'beth." + +"Pore Jacob!" said his wife. "Well, I woon't, dear." + + + + +IV + +It was clear to Beaton that Dryfoos distrusted him; and the fact +heightened his pleasure in Christine's liking for him. He was as sure of +this as he was of the other, though he was not so sure of any reason for +his pleasure in it. She had her charm; the charm of wildness to which a +certain wildness in himself responded; and there were times when his +fancy contrived a common future for them, which would have a prosperity +forced from the old fellow's love of the girl. Beaton liked the idea of +this compulsion better than he liked the idea of the money; there was +something a little repulsive in that; he imagined himself rejecting it; +he almost wished he was enough in love with the girl to marry her without +it; that would be fine. He was taken with her in a certain' measure, in +a certain way; the question was in what measure, in what way. + +It was partly to escape from this question that he hurried down-town, and +decided to spend with the Leightons the hour remaining on his hands +before it was time to go to the reception for which he was dressed. +It seemed to him important that he should see Alma Leighton. After all, +it was her charm that was most abiding with him; perhaps it was to be +final. He found himself very happy in his present relations with her. +She had dropped that barrier of pretences and ironical surprise. It +seemed to him that they had gone back to the old ground of common +artistic interest which he had found so pleasant the summer before. +Apparently she and her mother had both forgiven his neglect of them in +the first months of their stay in New York; he was sure that Mrs. +Leighton liked him as well as ever, and, if there was still something a +little provisional in Alma's manner at times, it was something that +piqued more than it discouraged; it made him curious, not anxious. + +He found the young ladies with Fulkerson when he rang. He seemed to be +amusing them both, and they were both amused beyond the merit of so small +a pleasantry, Beaton thought, when Fulkerson said: "Introduce myself, +Mr. Beaton: Mr. Fulkerson of 'Every Other Week.' Think I've met you at +our place." The girls laughed, and Alma explained that her mother was +not very well, and would be sorry not to see him. Then she turned, as he +felt, perversely, and went on talking with Fulkerson and left him to Miss +Woodburn. + +She finally recognized his disappointment: "Ah don't often get a chance +at you, Mr. Beaton, and Ah'm just goin' to toak yo' to death. Yo' have +been Soath yo'self, and yo' know ho' we do toak." + +"I've survived to say yes," Beaton admitted. + +"Oh, now, do you think we toak so much mo' than you do in the No'th?" +the young lady deprecated. + +"I don't know. I only know you can't talk too much for me. I should +like to hear you say Soath and house and about for the rest of my life." + +"That's what Ah call raght personal, Mr. Beaton. Now Ah'm goin' to be +personal, too." Miss Woodburn flung out over her lap the square of cloth +she was embroidering, and asked him: "Don't you think that's beautiful? +Now, as an awtust--a great awtust?" + +"As a great awtust, yes," said Beaton, mimicking her accent. "If I were +less than great I might have something to say about the arrangement of +colors. You're as bold and original as Nature." + +"Really? Oh, now, do tell me yo' favo'ite colo', Mr. Beaton." + +"My favorite color? Bless my soul, why should I prefer any? Is blue +good, or red wicked? Do people have favorite colors?" Beaton found +himself suddenly interested. + +"Of co'se they do," answered the girl. "Don't awtusts?" + +"I never heard of one that had--consciously." + +"Is it possible? I supposed they all had. Now mah favo'ite colo' is +gawnet. Don't you think it's a pretty colo'?" + +"It depends upon how it's used. Do you mean in neckties?" Beaton stole +a glance at the one Fulkerson was wearing. + +Miss Woodburn laughed with her face bowed upon her wrist. "Ah do think +you gentlemen in the No'th awe ten tahms as lahvely as the ladies." + +"Strange," said Beaton. "In the South--Soath, excuse me! I made the +observation that the ladies were ten times as lively as the gentlemen. +What is that you're working?" + +"This?" Miss Woodburn gave it another flirt, and looked at it with a +glance of dawning recognition. "Oh, this is a table-covah. Wouldn't you +lahke to see where it's to go?" + +"Why, certainly." + +"Well, if you'll be raght good I'll let yo' give me some professional +advass about putting something in the co'ners or not, when you have seen +it on the table." + +She rose and led the way into the other room. Beaton knew she wanted to +talk with him about something else; but he waited patiently to let her +play her comedy out. She spread the cover on the table, and he advised +her, as he saw she wished, against putting anything in the corners; just +run a line of her stitch around the edge, he said. + +"Mr. Fulkerson and Ah, why, we've been having a regular faght aboat it," +she commented. "But we both agreed, fahnally, to leave it to you; Mr. +Fulkerson said you'd be sure to be raght. Ah'm so glad you took mah +sahde. But he's a great admahrer of yours, Mr. Beaton," she concluded, +demurely, suggestively. + +"Is he? Well, I'm a great admirer of Fulkerson," said Beaton, with a +capricious willingness to humor her wish to talk about Fulkerson. +"He's a capital fellow; generous, magnanimous, with quite an ideal of +friendship and an eye single to the main chance all the time. He would +advertise 'Every Other Week' on his family vault." + +Miss Woodburn laughed, and said she should tell him what Beaton had said. + +"Do. But he's used to defamation from me, and he'll think you're +joking." + +"Ah suppose," said Miss Woodburn, "that he's quahte the tahpe of a New +York business man." She added, as if it followed logically, "He's so +different from what I thought a New York business man would be." + +"It's your Virginia tradition to despise business," said Beaton, rudely. + +Miss Woodburn laughed again. "Despahse it? Mah goodness! we want to get +into it and woak it fo' all it's wo'th,' as Mr. Fulkerson says. That +tradition is all past. You don't know what the Soath is now. Ah suppose +mah fathaw despahses business, but he's a tradition himself, as Ah tell +him." Beaton would have enjoyed joining the young lady in anything she +might be going to say in derogation of her father, but he restrained +himself, and she went on more and more as if she wished to account for +her father's habitual hauteur with Beaton, if not to excuse it. "Ah tell +him he don't understand the rising generation. He was brought up in the +old school, and he thinks we're all just lahke he was when he was young, +with all those ahdeals of chivalry and family; but, mah goodness! it's +money that cyoants no'adays in the Soath, just lahke it does everywhere +else. Ah suppose, if we could have slavery back in the fawm mah fathaw +thinks it could have been brought up to, when the commercial spirit +wouldn't let it alone, it would be the best thing; but we can't have it +back, and Ah tell him we had better have the commercial spirit as the +next best thing." + +Miss Woodburn went on, with sufficient loyalty and piety, to expose the +difference of her own and her father's ideals, but with what Beaton +thought less reference to his own unsympathetic attention than to a +knowledge finally of the personnel and materiel of 'Every Other Week.' +and Mr. Fulkerson's relation to the enterprise. "You most excuse my +asking so many questions, Mr. Beaton. You know it's all mah doing that +we awe heah in New York. Ah just told mah fathaw that if he was evah +goin' to do anything with his wrahtings, he had got to come No'th, and Ah +made him come. Ah believe he'd have stayed in the Soath all his lahfe. +And now Mr. Fulkerson wants him to let his editor see some of his +wrahtings, and Ah wanted to know something aboat the magazine. We awe a +great deal excited aboat it in this hoase, you know, Mr. Beaton," she +concluded, with a look that now transferred the interest from Fulkerson +to Alma. She led the way back to the room where they were sitting, and +went up to triumph over Fulkerson with Beaton's decision about the table- +cover. + +Alma was left with Beaton near the piano, and he began to talk about the +Dryfooses as he sat down on the piano-stool. He said he had been giving +Miss Dryfoos a lesson on the banjo; he had borrowed the banjo of Miss +Vance. Then he struck the chord he had been trying to teach Christine, +and played over the air he had sung. + +"How do you like that?" he asked, whirling round. + +"It seems rather a disrespectful little tune, somehow," said Alma, +placidly. + +Beaton rested his elbow on the corner of the piano and gazed dreamily at +her. "Your perceptions are wonderful. It is disrespectful. I played +it, up there, because I felt disrespectful to them." + +"Do you claim that as a merit?" + +"No, I state it as a fact. How can you respect such people?" + +"You might respect yourself, then," said the girl. "Or perhaps that +wouldn't be so easy, either." + +"No, it wouldn't. I like to have you say these things to me," said +Beaton, impartially. + +"Well, I like to say them," Alma returned. + +"They do me good." + +"Oh, I don't know that that was my motive." + +"There is no one like you--no one," said Beaton, as if apostrophizing her +in her absence. "To come from that house, with its assertions of money-- +you can hear it chink; you can smell the foul old banknotes; it stifles +you--into an atmosphere like this, is like coming into another world." + +"Thank you," said Alma. "I'm glad there isn't that unpleasant odor here; +but I wish there was a little more of the chinking." + +"No, no! Don't say that!" he implored. "I like to think that there is +one soul uncontaminated by the sense of money in this big, brutal, sordid +city." + +"You mean two," said Alma, with modesty. "But if you stifle at the +Dryfooses', why do you go there?" + +"Why do I go?" he mused. "Don't you believe in knowing all the natures, +the types, you can? Those girls are a strange study: the young one is a +simple, earthly creature, as common as an oat-field and the other a sort +of sylvan life: fierce, flashing, feline--" + +Alma burst out into a laugh. "What apt alliteration! And do they like +being studied? I should think the sylvan life might--scratch." + +"No," said Beaton, with melancholy absence, "it only-purrs." + +The girl felt a rising indignation. "Well, then, Mr. Beaton, I should +hope it would scratch, and bite, too. I think you've no business to go +about studying people, as you do. It's abominable." + +"Go on," said the young man. "That Puritan conscience of yours! +It appeals to the old Covenanter strain in me--like a voice of pre- +existence. Go on--" + +"Oh, if I went on I should merely say it was not only abominable, but +contemptible." + +"You could be my guardian angel, Alma," said the young man, making his +eyes more and more slumbrous and dreamy. + +"Stuff! I hope I have a soul above buttons!" + +He smiled, as she rose, and followed her across the room. "Good-night; +Mr. Beaton," she said. + +Miss Woodburn and Fulkerson came in from the other room. "What! You're +not going, Beaton?" + +"Yes; I'm going to a reception. I stopped in on my way." + +"To kill time," Alma explained. + +"Well," said Fulkerson, gallantly, "this is the last place I should like +to do it. But I guess I'd better be going, too. It has sometimes +occurred to me that there is such a thing as staying too late. But with +Brother Beaton, here, just starting in for an evening's amusement, it +does seem a little early yet. Can't you urge me to stay, somebody?" + +The two girls laughed, and Miss Woodburn said: + +"Mr. Beaton is such a butterfly of fashion! Ah wish Ah was on mah way to +a pawty. Ah feel quahte envious." + +"But he didn't say it to make you," Alma explained, with meek softness. + +"Well, we can't all be swells. Where is your party, anyway, Beaton?" +asked Fulkerson. "How do you manage to get your invitations to those +things? I suppose a fellow has to keep hinting round pretty lively, +Neigh?" + +Beaton took these mockeries serenely, and shook hands with Miss Woodburn, +with the effect of having already shaken hands with Alma. She stood with +hers clasped behind her. + + + + +V. + +Beaton went away with the smile on his face which he had kept in +listening to Fulkerson, and carried it with him to the reception. +He believed that Alma was vexed with him for more personal reasons than +she had implied; it flattered him that she should have resented what he +told her of the Dryfooses. She had scolded him in their behalf +apparently; but really because he had made her jealous by his interest, +of whatever kind, in some one else. What followed, had followed +naturally. Unless she had been quite a simpleton she could not have met +his provisional love-making on any other terms; and the reason why Beaton +chiefly liked Alma Leighton was that she was not a simpleton. Even up in +the country, when she was overawed by his acquaintance, at first, she was +not very deeply overawed, and at times she was not overawed at all. +At such times she astonished him by taking his most solemn histrionics +with flippant incredulity, and even burlesquing them. But he could see, +all the same, that he had caught her fancy, and he admired the skill with +which she punished his neglect when they met in New York. He had really +come very near forgetting the Leightons; the intangible obligations of +mutual kindness which hold some men so fast, hung loosely upon him; +it would not have hurt him to break from them altogether; but when he +recognized them at last, he found that it strengthened them indefinitely +to have Alma ignore them so completely. If she had been sentimental, or +softly reproachful, that would have been the end; he could not have stood +it; he would have had to drop her. But when she met him on his own +ground, and obliged him to be sentimental, the game was in her hands. +Beaton laughed, now, when he thought of that, and he said to himself that +the girl had grown immensely since she had come to New York; nothing +seemed to have been lost upon her; she must have kept her eyes uncommonly +wide open. He noticed that especially in their talks over her work; she +had profited by everything she had seen and heard; she had all of +Wetmore's ideas pat; it amused Beaton to see how she seized every useful +word that he dropped, too, and turned him to technical account whenever +she could. He liked that; she had a great deal of talent; there was no +question of that; if she were a man there could be no question of her +future. He began to construct a future for her; it included provision +for himself, too; it was a common future, in which their lives and work +were united. + +He was full of the glow of its prosperity when he met Margaret Vance at +the reception. + +The house was one where people might chat a long time together without +publicly committing themselves to an interest in each other except such a +grew out of each other's ideas. Miss Vance was there because she united +in her catholic sympathies or ambitions the objects of the fashionable +people and of the aesthetic people who met there on common ground. It +was almost the only house in New York where this happened often, and it +did not happen very often there. It was a literary house, primarily, +with artistic qualifications, and the frequenters of it were mostly +authors and artists; Wetmore, who was always trying to fit everything +with a phrase, said it was the unfrequenters who were fashionable. There +was great ease there, and simplicity; and if there was not distinction, +it was not for want of distinguished people, but because there seems to +be some solvent in New York life that reduces all men to a common level, +that touches everybody with its potent magic and brings to the surface +the deeply underlying nobody. The effect for some temperaments, for +consciousness, for egotism, is admirable; for curiosity, for hero +worship, it is rather baffling. It is the spirit of the street +transferred to the drawing-room; indiscriminating, levelling, but +doubtless finally wholesome, and witnessing the immensity of the place, +if not consenting to the grandeur of reputations or presences. + +Beaton now denied that this house represented a salon at all, in the old +sense; and he held that the salon was impossible, even undesirable, +with us, when Miss Vance sighed for it. At any rate, he said that this +turmoil of coming and going, this bubble and babble, this cackling and +hissing of conversation was not the expression of any such civilization +as had created the salon. Here, he owned, were the elements of +intellectual delightfulness, but he said their assemblage in such +quantity alone denied the salon; there was too much of a good thing. +The French word implied a long evening of general talk among the guests, +crowned with a little chicken at supper, ending at cock-crow. Here was +tea, with milk or with lemon-baths of it and claret-cup for the hardier +spirits throughout the evening. It was very nice, very pleasant, but it +was not the little chicken--not the salon. In fact, he affirmed, the +salon descended from above, out of the great world, and included the +aesthetic world in it. But our great world--the rich people, were +stupid, with no wish to be otherwise; they were not even curious about +authors and artists. Beaton fancied himself speaking impartially, and so +he allowed himself to speak bitterly; he said that in no other city in +the world, except Vienna, perhaps, were such people so little a part of +society. + +"It isn't altogether the rich people's fault," said Margaret; and she +spoke impartially, too. "I don't believe that the literary men and the +artists would like a salon that descended to them. Madame Geoffrin, you +know, was very plebeian; her husband was a business man of some sort." + +"He would have been a howling swell in New York," said Beaton, still +impartially. + +Wetmore came up to their corner, with a scroll of bread and butter in one +hand and a cup of tea in the other. Large and fat, and clean-shaven, he +looked like a monk in evening dress. + +"We were talking about salons," said Margaret. + +"Why don't you open a salon yourself?" asked Wetmore, breathing thickly +from the anxiety of getting through the crowd without spilling his tea. + +"Like poor Lady Barberina Lemon?" said the girl, with a laugh. "What a +good story! That idea of a woman who couldn't be interested in any of +the arts because she was socially and traditionally the material of them! +We can, never reach that height of nonchalance in this country." + +"Not if we tried seriously?" suggested the painter. "I've an idea that +if the Americans ever gave their minds to that sort of thing, they could +take the palm--or the cake, as Beaton here would say--just as they do in +everything else. When we do have an aristocracy, it will be an +aristocracy that will go ahead of anything the world has ever seen. +Why don't somebody make a beginning, and go in openly for an ancestry, +and a lower middle class, and an hereditary legislature, and all the +rest? We've got liveries, and crests, and palaces, and caste feeling. +We're all right as far as we've gone, and we've got the money to go any +length." + +"Like your natural-gas man, Mr. Beaton," said the girl, with a smiling +glance round at him. + +"Ah!" said Wetmore, stirring his tea, "has Beaton got a natural-gas man?" + +"My natural-gas man," said Beaton, ignoring Wetmore's question, "doesn't +know how to live in his palace yet, and I doubt if he has any caste +feeling. I fancy his family believe themselves victims of it. They say +--one of the young ladies does--that she never saw such an unsociable +place as New York; nobody calls." + +"That's good!" said Wetmore. "I suppose they're all ready for company, +too: good cook, furniture, servants, carriages?" + +"Galore," said Beaton. + +"Well, that's too bad. There's a chance for you, Miss Vance. Doesn't +your philanthropy embrace the socially destitute as well as the +financially? Just think of a family like that, without a friend, in a +great city! I should think common charity had a duty there--not to +mention the uncommon." + +He distinguished that kind as Margaret's by a glance of ironical +deference. She had a repute for good works which was out of proportion +to the works, as it always is, but she was really active in that way, +under the vague obligation, which we now all feel, to be helpful. She +was of the church which seems to have found a reversion to the imposing +ritual of the past the way back to the early ideals of Christian +brotherhood. + +"Oh, they seem to have Mr. Beaton," Margaret answered, and Beaton felt +obscurely flattered by her reference to his patronage of the Dryfooses. + +He explained to Wetmore: "They have me because they partly own me. +Dryfoos is Fulkerson's financial backer in 'Every Other Week'." + +"Is that so? Well, that's interesting, too. Aren't you rather +astonished, Miss Vance, to see what a petty thing Beaton is making of +that magazine of his?" + +"Oh," said Margaret, "it's so very nice, every way; it makes you feel as +if you did have a country, after all. It's as chic--that detestable +little word!--as those new French books." + +"Beaton modelled it on them. But you mustn't suppose he does everything +about 'Every Other Week'; he'd like you to. Beaton, you haven't come up +to that cover of your first number, since. That was the design of one of +my pupils, Miss Vance--a little girl that Beaton discovered down in New +Hampshire last summer." + +"Oh yes. And have you great hopes of her, Mr. Wetmore?" + +"She seems to have more love of it and knack for it than any one of her +sex I've seen yet. It really looks like a case of art for art's sake, +at times. But you can't tell. They're liable to get married at any +moment, you know. Look here, Beaton, when your natural-gas man gets to +the picture-buying stage in his development, just remember your old +friends, will you? You know, Miss Vance, those new fellows have their +regular stages. They never know what to do with their money, but they +find out that people buy pictures, at one point. They shut your things +up in their houses where nobody comes, and after a while they overeat +themselves--they don't know what, else to do--and die of apoplexy, and +leave your pictures to a gallery, and then they see the light. It's +slow, but it's pretty sure. Well, I see Beaton isn't going to move on, +as he ought to do; and so I must. He always was an unconventional +creature." + +Wetmore went away, but Beaton remained, and he outstayed several other +people who came up to speak to Miss Vance. She was interested in +everybody, and she liked the talk of these clever literary, artistic, +clerical, even theatrical people, and she liked the sort of court with +which they recognized her fashion as well as her cleverness; it was very +pleasant to be treated intellectually as if she were one of themselves, +and socially as if she was not habitually the same, but a sort of guest +in Bohemia, a distinguished stranger. If it was Arcadia rather than +Bohemia, still she felt her quality of distinguished stranger. The +flattery of it touched her fancy, and not her vanity; she had very little +vanity. Beaton's devotion made the same sort of appeal; it was not so +much that she liked him as she liked being the object of his admiration. +She was a girl of genuine sympathies, intellectual rather than +sentimental. In fact, she was an intellectual person, whom qualities of +the heart saved from being disagreeable, as they saved her on the other +hand from being worldly or cruel in her fashionableness. She had read a +great many books, and had ideas about them, quite courageous and original +ideas; she knew about pictures--she had been in Wetmore's class; she was +fond of music; she was willing to understand even politics; in Boston she +might have been agnostic, but in New York she was sincerely religious; +she was very accomplished; and perhaps it was her goodness that prevented +her feeling what was not best in Beaton. + +"Do you think," she said, after the retreat of one of the comers and +goers left her alone with him again, "that those young ladies would like +me to call on them?" + +"Those young ladies?" Beaton echoed. "Miss Leighton and--" + +"No; I have been there with my aunt's cards already." + +"Oh yes," said Beaton, as if he had known of it; he admired the pluck and +pride with which Alma had refrained from ever mentioning the fact to him, +and had kept her mother from mentioning it, which must have been +difficult. + +"I mean the Miss Dryfooses. It seems really barbarous, if nobody goes +near them. We do all kinds of things, and help all kinds of people in +some ways, but we let strangers remain strangers unless they know how to +make their way among us." + +"The Dryfooses certainly wouldn't know how to make their way among you," +said Beaton, with a sort of dreamy absence in his tone. + +Miss Vance went on, speaking out the process of reasoning in her mind, +rather than any conclusions she had reached. "We defend ourselves by +trying to believe that they must have friends of their own, or that they +would think us patronizing, and wouldn't like being made the objects of +social charity; but they needn't really suppose anything of the kind." + +"I don't imagine they would," said Beaton. "I think they'd be only too +happy to have you come. But you wouldn't know what to do with each +other, indeed, Miss Vance." + +"Perhaps we shall like each other," said the girl, bravely, "and then we +shall know. What Church are they of?" + +"I don't believe they're of any," said Beaton. "The mother was brought +up a Dunkard." + +"A Dunkard?" + +Beaton told what he knew of the primitive sect, with its early Christian +polity, its literal interpretation of Christ's ethics, and its quaint +ceremonial of foot-washing; he made something picturesque of that. +"The father is a Mammon-worshipper, pure and simple. I suppose the young +ladies go to church, but I don't know where. They haven't tried to +convert me." + +"I'll tell them not to despair--after I've converted them," said Miss +Vance. "Will you let me use you as a 'point d'appui', Mr. Beaton?" + +"Any way you like. If you're really going to see them, perhaps I'd +better make a confession. I left your banjo with them, after I got it +put in order." + +"How very nice! Then we have a common interest already." + +"Do you mean the banjo, or--" + +"The banjo, decidedly. Which of them plays?" + +"Neither. But the eldest heard that the banjo was 'all the rage,' as the +youngest says. Perhaps you can persuade them that good works are the +rage, too." + +Beaton had no very lively belief that Margaret would go to see the +Dryfooses; he did so few of the things he proposed that he went upon the +theory that others must be as faithless. Still, he had a cruel amusement +in figuring the possible encounter between Margaret Vance, with her +intellectual elegance, her eager sympathies and generous ideals, and +those girls with their rude past, their false and distorted perspective, +their sordid and hungry selfishness, and their faith in the omnipotence +of their father's wealth wounded by their experience of its present +social impotence. At the bottom of his heart he sympathized with them +rather than with her; he was more like them. + +People had ceased coming, and some of them were going. Miss Vance said +she must go, too, and she was about to rise, when the host came up with +March; Beaton turned away. + +"Miss Vance, I want to introduce Mr. March, the editor of 'Every Other +Week.' You oughtn't to be restricted to the art department. We literary +fellows think that arm of the service gets too much of the glory +nowadays." His banter was for Beaton, but he was already beyond ear- +shot, and the host went on: + +Mr. March can talk with you about your favorite Boston. He's just turned +his back on it." + +"Oh, I hope not!" said Miss Vance. "I can't imagine anybody voluntarily +leaving Boston." + +"I don't say he's so bad as that," said the host, committing March to +her. "He came to New York because he couldn't help it--like the rest of +us. I never know whether that's a compliment to New York or not." + +They talked Boston a little while, without finding that they had common +acquaintance there; Miss Vance must have concluded that society was much +larger in Boston than she had supposed from her visits there, or else +that March did not know many people in it. But she was not a girl to +care much for the inferences that might be drawn from such conclusions; +she rather prided herself upon despising them; and she gave herself to +the pleasure of being talked to as if she were of March's own age. +In the glow of her sympathetic beauty and elegance he talked his best, +and tried to amuse her with his jokes, which he had the art of tingeing +with a little seriousness on one side. He made her laugh; and he +flattered her by making her think; in her turn she charmed him so much by +enjoying what he said that he began to brag of his wife, as a good +husband always does when another woman charms him; and she asked, Oh was +Mrs. March there; and would he introduce her? + +She asked Mrs. March for her address, and whether she had a day; and she +said she would come to see her, if she would let her. Mrs. March could +not be so enthusiastic about her as March was, but as they walked home +together they talked the girl over, and agreed about her beauty and her +amiability. Mrs. March said she seemed very unspoiled for a person who +must have been so much spoiled. They tried to analyze her charm, and +they succeeded in formulating it as a combination of intellectual +fashionableness and worldly innocence. "I think," said Mrs. March, +"that city girls, brought up as she must have been, are often the most +innocent of all. They never imagine the wickedness of the world, and if +they marry happily they go through life as innocent as children. +Everything combines to keep them so; the very hollowness of society +shields them. They are the loveliest of the human race. But perhaps the +rest have to pay too much for them." + +"For such an exquisite creature as Miss Vance," said March, "we couldn't +pay too much." + +A wild laughing cry suddenly broke upon the air at the street-crossing in +front of them. A girl's voice called out: "Run, run, Jen! The copper is +after you." A woman's figure rushed stumbling across the way and into +the shadow of the houses, pursued by a burly policeman. + +"Ah, but if that's part of the price?" + +They went along fallen from the gay spirit of their talk into a silence +which he broke with a sigh. "Can that poor wretch and the radiant girl +we left yonder really belong to the same system of things? How +impossible each makes the other seem!" + + + + +VI. + +Mrs. Horn believed in the world and in society and its unwritten +constitution devoutly, and she tolerated her niece's benevolent +activities as she tolerated her aesthetic sympathies because these +things, however oddly, were tolerated--even encouraged--by society; +and they gave Margaret a charm. They made her originality interesting. +Mrs. Horn did not intend that they should ever go so far as to make her +troublesome; and it was with a sense of this abeyant authority of her +aunt's that the girl asked her approval of her proposed call upon the +Dryfooses. She explained as well as she could the social destitution of +these opulent people, and she had of course to name Beaton as the source +of her knowledge concerning them. + +"Did Mr. Beaton suggest your calling on them?" + +"No; he rather discouraged it." + +"And why do you think you ought to go in this particular instance? New +York is full of people who don't know anybody." + +Margaret laughed. "I suppose it's like any other charity: you reach the +cases you know of. The others you say you can't help, and you try to +ignore them." + +"It's very romantic," said Mrs. Horn. "I hope you've counted the cost; +all the possible consequences." + +Margaret knew that her aunt had in mind their common experience with the +Leightons, whom, to give their common conscience peace, she had called +upon with her aunt's cards and excuses, and an invitation for her +Thursdays, somewhat too late to make the visit seem a welcome to New +York. She was so coldly received, not so much for herself as in her +quality of envoy, that her aunt experienced all the comfort which +vicarious penance brings. She did not perhaps consider sufficiently her +niece's guiltlessness in the expiation. Margaret was not with her at +St. Barnaby in the fatal fortnight she passed there, and never saw the +Leightons till she went to call upon them. She never complained: the +strain of asceticism, which mysteriously exists in us all, and makes us +put peas, boiled or unboiled, in our shoes, gave her patience with the +snub which the Leightons presented her for her aunt. But now she said, +with this in mind: "Nothing seems simpler than to get rid of people if +you don't want them. You merely have to let them alone." + +"It isn't so pleasant, letting them alone," said Mrs. Horn. + +"Or having them let you alone," said Margaret; for neither Mrs. Leighton +nor Alma had ever come to enjoy the belated hospitality of Mrs. Horn's +Thursdays. + +"Yes, or having them let you alone," Mrs. Horn courageously consented. +"And all that I ask you, Margaret, is to be sure that you really want to +know these people." + +"I don't," said the girl, seriously, "in the usual way." + +"Then the question is whether you do in the un usual way. They will +build a great deal upon you," said Mrs. Horn, realizing how much the +Leightons must have built upon her, and how much out of proportion to her +desert they must now dislike her; for she seemed to have had them on her +mind from the time they came, and had always meant to recognize any +reasonable claim they had upon her. + +"It seems very odd, very sad," Margaret returned, "that you never could +act unselfishly in society affairs. If I wished to go and see those +girls just to do them a pleasure, and perhaps because if they're strange +and lonely, I might do them good, even--it would be impossible." + +"Quite," said her aunt. "Such a thing would be quixotic. Society +doesn't rest upon any such basis. It can't; it would go to pieces, if +people acted from unselfish motives." + +"Then it's a painted savage!" said the girl. "All its favors are really +bargains. It's gifts are for gifts back again." + +"Yes, that is true," said Mrs. Horn, with no more sense of wrong in the +fact than the political economist has in the fact that wages are the +measure of necessity and not of merit. "You get what you pay for. It's +a matter of business." She satisfied herself with this formula, which +she did not invent, as fully as if it were a reason; but she did not +dislike her niece's revolt against it. That was part of Margaret's +originality, which pleased her aunt in proportion to her own +conventionality; she was really a timid person, and she liked the show of +courage which Margaret's magnanimity often reflected upon her. She had +through her a repute, with people who did not know her well, for +intellectual and moral qualities; she was supposed to be literary and +charitable; she almost had opinions and ideals, but really fell short of +their possession. She thought that she set bounds to the girl's +originality because she recognized them. Margaret understood this better +than her aunt, and knew that she had consulted her about going to see the +Dryfooses out of deference, and with no expectation of luminous +instruction. She was used to being a law to herself, but she knew what +she might and might not do, so that she was rather a by-law. She was the +kind of girl that might have fancies for artists and poets, but might end +by marrying a prosperous broker, and leavening a vast lump of moneyed and +fashionable life with her culture, generosity, and good-will. The +intellectual interests were first with her, but she might be equal to +sacrificing them; she had the best heart, but she might know how to +harden it; if she was eccentric, her social orbit was defined; comets +themselves traverse space on fixed lines. She was like every one else, +a congeries of contradictions and inconsistencies, but obedient to the +general expectation of what a girl of her position must and must not +finally be. Provisionally, she was very much what she liked to be. + + + + +VII + +Margaret Vance tried to give herself some reason for going to call upon +the Dryfooses, but she could find none better than the wish to do a kind +thing. This seemed queerer and less and less sufficient as she examined +it, and she even admitted a little curiosity as a harmless element in her +motive, without being very well satisfied with it. She tried to add a +slight sense of social duty, and then she decided to have no motive at +all, but simply to pay her visit as she would to any other eligible +strangers she saw fit to call upon. She perceived that she must be very +careful not to let them see that any other impulse had governed her; she +determined, if possible, to let them patronize her; to be very modest and +sincere and diffident, and, above all, not to play a part. This was +easy, compared with the choice of a manner that should convey to them the +fact that she was not playing a part. When the hesitating Irish serving- +man had acknowledged that the ladies were at home, and had taken her card +to them, she sat waiting for them in the drawing-room. Her study of its +appointments, with their impersonal costliness, gave her no suggestion +how to proceed; the two sisters were upon her before she had really +decided, and she rose to meet them with the conviction that she was going +to play a part for want of some chosen means of not doing so. She found +herself, before she knew it, making her banjo a property in the little +comedy, and professing so much pleasure in the fact that Miss Dryfoos was +taking it up; she had herself been so much interested by it. Anything, +she said, was a relief from the piano; and then, between the guitar and +the banjo, one must really choose the banjo, unless one wanted to devote +one's whole natural life to the violin. Of course, there was the +mandolin; but Margaret asked if they did not feel that the bit of shell +you struck it with interposed a distance between you and the real soul of +the instrument; and then it did have such a faint, mosquitoy little tone! +She made much of the question, which they left her to debate alone while +they gazed solemnly at her till she characterized the tone of the +mandolin, when Mela broke into a large, coarse laugh. + +"Well, that's just what it does sound like," she explained defiantly to +her sister. "I always feel like it was going to settle somewhere, and I +want to hit myself a slap before it begins to bite. I don't see what +ever brought such a thing into fashion." + +Margaret had not expected to be so powerfully seconded, and she asked, +after gathering herself together, "And you are both learning the banjo?" +"My, no!" said Mela, "I've gone through enough with the piano. Christine +is learnun' it." + +"I'm so glad you are making my banjo useful at the outset, Miss Dryfoos." +Both girls stared at her, but found it hard to cope with the fact that +this was the lady friend whose banjo Beaton had lent them. "Mr. Beaton +mentioned that he had left it here. I hope you'll keep it as long as you +find it useful." + +At this amiable speech even Christine could not help thanking her. +"Of course," she said, "I expect to get another, right off. Mr. Beaton +is going to choose it for me." + +"You are very fortunate. If you haven't a teacher yet I should so like +to recommend mine." + +Mela broke out in her laugh again. "Oh, I guess Christine's pretty well +suited with the one she's got," she said, with insinuation. Her sister +gave her a frowning glance, and Margaret did not tempt her to explain. + +"Then that's much better," she said. "I have a kind of superstition in +such matters; I don't like to make a second choice. In a shop I like to +take the first thing of the kind I'm looking for, and even if I choose +further I come back to the original." + +"How funny!" said Mela. "Well, now, I'm just the other way. I always +take the last thing, after I've picked over all the rest. My luck always +seems to be at the bottom of the heap. Now, Christine, she's more like +you. I believe she could walk right up blindfolded and put her hand on +the thing she wants every time." + +"I'm like father," said Christine, softened a little by the celebration +of her peculiarity. "He says the reason so many people don't get what +they want is that they don't want it bad enough. Now, when I want a +thing, it seems to me that I want it all through." + +"Well, that's just like father, too," said Mela. "That's the way he done +when he got that eighty-acre piece next to Moffitt that he kept when he +sold the farm, and that's got some of the best gas-wells on it now that +there is anywhere." She addressed the explanation to her sister, to the +exclusion of Margaret, who, nevertheless, listened with a smiling face +and a resolutely polite air of being a party to the conversation. Mela +rewarded her amiability by saying to her, finally, "You've never been in +the natural-gas country, have you?" + +"Oh no! And I should so much like to see it!" said Margaret, with a +fervor that was partly, voluntary. + +"Would you? Well, we're kind of sick of it, but I suppose it would +strike a stranger." + +"I never got tired of looking at the big wells when they lit them up," +said Christine. "It seems as if the world was on fire." + +"Yes, and when you see the surface-gas burnun' down in the woods, like it +used to by our spring-house-so still, and never spreadun' any, just like +a bed of some kind of wild flowers when you ketch sight of it a piece +off." + +They began to tell of the wonders of their strange land in an antiphony +of reminiscences and descriptions; they unconsciously imputed a merit to +themselves from the number and violence of the wells on their father's +property; they bragged of the high civilization of Moffitt, which they +compared to its advantage with that of New York. They became excited by +Margaret's interest in natural gas, and forgot to be suspicious and +envious. + +She said, as she rose, "Oh, how much I should like to see it all!" Then +she made a little pause, and added: + +"I'm so sorry my aunt's Thursdays are over; she never has them after +Lent, but we're to have some people Tuesday evening at a little concert +which a musical friend is going to give with some other artists. There +won't be any banjos, I'm afraid, but there'll be some very good singing, +and my aunt would be so glad if you could come with your mother." + +She put down her aunt's card on the table near her, while Mela gurgled, +as if it were the best joke: "Oh, my! Mother never goes anywhere; you +couldn't get her out for love or money." But she was herself overwhelmed +with a simple joy at Margaret's politeness, and showed it in a sensuous +way, like a child, as if she had been tickled. She came closer to +Margaret and seemed about to fawn physically upon her. + +"Ain't she just as lovely as she can live?" she demanded of her sister +when Margaret was gone. + +"I don't know," said Christine. "I guess she wanted to know who +Mr. Beaton had been lending her banjo to." + +"Pshaw! Do you suppose she's in love with him?" asked Mela, and then +she broke into her hoarse laugh at the look her sister gave her. "Well, +don't eat me, Christine! I wonder who she is, anyway? I'm goun' to git +it out of Mr. Beaton the next time he calls. I guess she's somebody. +Mrs. Mandel can tell. I wish that old friend of hers would hurry up and +git well--or something. But I guess we appeared about as well as she +did. I could see she was afraid of you, Christine. I reckon it's +gittun' around a little about father; and when it does I don't believe we +shall want for callers. Say, are you goun'? To that concert of theirs?" + +"I don't know. Not till I know who they are first." + +"Well, we've got to hump ourselves if we're goun' to find out before +Tuesday." + +As she went home Margaret felt wrought in her that most incredible of the +miracles, which, nevertheless, any one may make his experience. She felt +kindly to these girls because she had tried to make them happy, and she +hoped that in the interest she had shown there had been none of the +poison of flattery. She was aware that this was a risk she ran in such +an attempt to do good. If she had escaped this effect she was willing to +leave the rest with Providence. + + + + +VIII. + +The notion that a girl of Margaret Vance's traditions would naturally +form of girls like Christine and Mela Dryfoos would be that they were +abashed in the presence of the new conditions of their lives, and that +they must receive the advance she had made them with a certain grateful +humility. However they received it, she had made it upon principle, from +a romantic conception of duty; but this was the way she imagined they +would receive it, because she thought that she would have done so if she +had been as ignorant and unbred as they. Her error was in arguing their +attitude from her own temperament, and endowing them, for the purposes of +argument, with her perspective. They had not the means, intellectual or +moral, of feeling as she fancied. If they had remained at home on the +farm where they were born, Christine would have grown up that embodiment +of impassioned suspicion which we find oftenest in the narrowest spheres, +and Mela would always have been a good-natured simpleton; but they would +never have doubted their equality with the wisest and the finest. As it +was, they had not learned enough at school to doubt it, and the splendor +of their father's success in making money had blinded them forever to any +possible difference against them. They had no question of themselves in +the social abeyance to which they had been left in New York. They had +been surprised, mystified; it was not what they had expected; there must +be some mistake. + +They were the victims of an accident, which would be repaired as soon as +the fact of their father's wealth had got around. They had been +steadfast in their faith, through all their disappointment, that they +were not only better than most people by virtue of his money, but as good +as any; and they took Margaret's visit, so far as they, investigated its +motive, for a sign that at last it was beginning to get around; of +course, a thing could not get around in New York so quick as it could in +a small place. They were confirmed in their belief by the sensation of +Mrs. Mandel when she returned to duty that afternoon, and they consulted +her about going to Mrs. Horn's musicale. If she had felt any doubt at +the name for there were Horns and Horns--the address on the card put the +matter beyond question; and she tried to make her charges understand what +a precious chance had befallen them. She did not succeed; they had not +the premises, the experience, for a sufficient impression; and she undid +her work in part by the effort to explain that Mrs. Horn's standing was +independent of money; that though she was positively rich, she was +comparatively poor. Christine inferred that Miss Vance had called +because she wished to be the first to get in with them since it had begun +to get around. This view commended itself to Mela, too, but without +warping her from her opinion that Miss Vance was all the same too sweet +for anything. She had not so vivid a consciousness of her father's money +as Christine had; but she reposed perhaps all the more confidently upon +its power. She was far from thinking meanly of any one who thought +highly of her for it; that seemed so natural a result as to be amiable, +even admirable; she was willing that any such person should get all the +good there was in such an attitude toward her. + +They discussed the matter that night at dinner before their father and +mother, who mostly sat silent at their meals; the father frowning +absently over his plate, with his head close to it, and making play into +his mouth with the back of his knife (he had got so far toward the use of +his fork as to despise those who still ate from the edge of their +knives), and the mother partly missing hers at times in the nervous +tremor that shook her face from side to side. + +After a while the subject of Mela's hoarse babble and of Christine's +high-pitched, thin, sharp forays of assertion and denial in the field +which her sister's voice seemed to cover, made its way into the old man's +consciousness, and he perceived that they were talking with Mrs. Mandel +about it, and that his wife was from time to time offering an irrelevant +and mistaken comment. He agreed with Christine, and silently took her +view of the affair some time before he made any sign of having listened. +There had been a time in his life when other things besides his money +seemed admirable to him. He had once respected himself for the hard- +headed, practical common sense which first gave him standing among his +country neighbors; which made him supervisor, school trustee, justice of +the peace, county commissioner, secretary of the Moffitt County +Agricultural Society. In those days he had served the public with +disinterested zeal and proud ability; he used to write to the Lake Shore +Farmer on agricultural topics; he took part in opposing, through the +Moffitt papers, the legislative waste of the people's money; on the +question of selling a local canal to the railroad company, which killed +that fine old State work, and let the dry ditch grow up to grass, he +might have gone to the Legislature, but he contented himself with +defeating the Moffitt member who had voted for the job. If he opposed +some measures for the general good, like high schools and school +libraries, it was because he lacked perspective, in his intense +individualism, and suspected all expense of being spendthrift. He +believed in good district schools, and he had a fondness, crude but +genuine, for some kinds of reading--history, and forensics of an +elementary sort. + +With his good head for figures he doubted doctors and despised preachers; +he thought lawyers were all rascals, but he respected them for their +ability; he was not himself litigious, but he enjoyed the intellectual +encounters of a difficult lawsuit, and he often attended a sitting of the +fall term of court, when he went to town, for the pleasure of hearing the +speeches. He was a good citizen, and a good husband. As a good father, +he was rather severe with his children, and used to whip them, especially +the gentle Conrad, who somehow crossed him most, till the twins died. +After that he never struck any of them; and from the sight of a blow +dealt a horse he turned as if sick. It was a long time before he lifted +himself up from his sorrow, and then the will of the man seemed to have +been breached through his affections. He let the girls do as they +pleased--the twins had been girls; he let them go away to school, and got +them a piano. It was they who made him sell the farm. If Conrad had +only had their spirit he could have made him keep it, he felt; and he +resented the want of support he might have found in a less yielding +spirit than his son's. + +His moral decay began with his perception of the opportunity of making +money quickly and abundantly, which offered itself to him after he sold +his farm. He awoke to it slowly, from a desolation in which he tasted +the last bitter of homesickness, the utter misery of idleness and +listlessness. When he broke down and cried for the hard-working, +wholesome life he had lost, he was near the end of this season of +despair, but he was also near the end of what was best in himself. +He devolved upon a meaner ideal than that of conservative good +citizenship, which had been his chief moral experience: the money he had +already made without effort and without merit bred its unholy self-love +in him; he began to honor money, especially money that had been won +suddenly and in large sums; for money that had been earned painfully, +slowly, and in little amounts, he had only pity and contempt. The poison +of that ambition to go somewhere and be somebody which the local +speculators had instilled into him began to work in the vanity which had +succeeded his somewhat scornful self-respect; he rejected Europe as the +proper field for his expansion; he rejected Washington; he preferred New +York, whither the men who have made money and do not yet know that money +has made them, all instinctively turn. He came where he could watch his +money breed more money, and bring greater increase of its kind in an hour +of luck than the toil of hundreds of men could earn in a year. He called +it speculation, stocks, the Street; and his pride, his faith in himself, +mounted with his luck. He expected, when he had sated his greed, +to begin to spend, and he had formulated an intention to build a great +house, to add another to the palaces of the country-bred millionaires who +have come to adorn the great city. In the mean time he made little +account of the things that occupied his children, except to fret at the +ungrateful indifference of his son to the interests that could alone make +a man of him. He did not know whether his daughters were in society or +not; with people coming and going in the house he would have supposed +they must be so, no matter who the people were; in some vague way he felt +that he had hired society in Mrs. Mandel, at so much a year. He never +met a superior himself except now and then a man of twenty or thirty +millions to his one or two, and then he felt his soul creep within him, +without a sense of social inferiority; it was a question of financial +inferiority; and though Dryfoos's soul bowed itself and crawled, it was +with a gambler's admiration of wonderful luck. Other men said these +many-millioned millionaires were smart, and got their money by sharp +practices to which lesser men could not attain; but Dryfoos believed that +he could compass the same ends, by the same means, with the same chances; +he respected their money, not them. + +When he now heard Mrs. Mandel and his daughters talking of that person, +whoever she was, that Mrs. Mandel seemed to think had honored his girls +by coming to see them, his curiosity was pricked as much as his pride was +galled. + +"Well, anyway," said Mela, "I don't care whether Christine's goon' or +not; I am. And you got to go with me, Mrs. Mandel." + +"Well, there's a little difficulty," said Mrs. Mandel, with her unfailing +dignity and politeness. "I haven't been asked, you know." + +"Then what are we goun' to do?" demanded Mela, almost crossly. She was +physically too amiable, she felt too well corporeally, ever to be quite +cross. "She might 'a' knowed--well known--we couldn't 'a' come alone, +in New York. I don't see why, we couldn't. I don't call it much of an +invitation." + +"I suppose she thought you could come with your mother," Mrs. Mandel +suggested. + +"She didn't say anything about mother: Did she, Christine? Or, yes, she +did, too. And I told her she couldn't git mother out. Don't you +remember?" + +"I didn't pay much attention," said Christine. "I wasn't certain we +wanted to go." + +"I reckon you wasn't goun' to let her see that we cared much," said Mela, +half reproachful, half proud of this attitude of Christine. "Well, +I don't see but what we got to stay at home." She laughed at this lame +conclusion of the matter. + +"Perhaps Mr. Conrad--you could very properly take him without an express +invitation--" Mrs. Mandel began. + +Conrad looked up in alarm and protest. "I--I don't think I could go that +evening--" + +"What's the reason?" his father broke in, harshly. "You're not such a +sheep that you're afraid to go into company with your sisters? Or are +you too good to go with them?" + +"If it's to be anything like that night when them hussies come out and +danced that way," said Mrs. Dryfoos, "I don't blame Coonrod for not +wantun' to go. I never saw the beat of it." + +Mela sent a yelling laugh across the table to her mother. "Well, I wish +Miss Vance could 'a' heard that! Why, mother, did you think it like the +ballet?" + +"Well, I didn't know, Mely, child," said the old woman. "I didn't know +what it was like. I hain't never been to one, and you can't be too +keerful where you go, in a place like New York." + +"What's the reason you can't go?" Dryfoos ignored the passage between +his wife and daughter in making this demand of his son, with a sour face. + +"I have an engagement that night--it's one of our meetings." + +"I reckon you can let your meeting go for one night," said Dryfoos. +"It can't be so important as all that, that you must disappoint your +sisters." + +"I don't like to disappoint those poor creatures. They depend so much +upon the meetings--" + +"I reckon they can stand it for one night," said the old man. He added, +"The poor ye have with you always." + +"That's so, Coonrod," said his mother. "It's the Saviour's own words." + +"Yes, mother. But they're not meant just as father used them." + +"How do you know how they were meant? Or how I used them?" cried the +father. "Now you just make your plans to go with the girls, Tuesday +night. They can't go alone, and Mrs. Mandel can't go with them." + +"Pshaw!" said Mela. "We don't want to take Conrad away from his meetun', +do we, Chris?" + +"I don't know," said Christine, in her high, fine voice. "They could get +along without him for one night, as father says." + +"Well, I'm not a-goun' to take him," said Mela. "Now, Mrs. Mandel, just +think out some other way. Say! What's the reason we couldn't get +somebody else to take us just as well? Ain't that rulable?" + +"It would be allowable--" + +"Allowable, I mean," Mela corrected herself. + +"But it might look a little significant, unless it was some old family +friend." + +"Well, let's get Mr. Fulkerson to take us. He's the oldest family friend +we got." + +"I won't go with Mr. Fulkerson," said Christine, serenely. + +"Why, I'm sure, Christine," her mother pleaded, "Mr. Fulkerson is a very +good young man, and very nice appearun'." + +Mela shouted, "He's ten times as pleasant as that old Mr. Beaton of +Christine's!" + +Christine made no effort to break the constraint that fell upon the table +at this sally, but her father said: "Christine is right, Mela. It +wouldn't do for you to go with any other young man. Conrad will go with +you." + +"I'm not certain I want to go, yet," said Christine. + +"Well, settle that among yourselves. But if you want to go, your brother +will go with you." + +"Of course, Coonrod 'll go, if his sisters wants him to," the old woman +pleaded. "I reckon it ain't agoun' to be anything very bad; and if it +is, Coonrod, why you can just git right up and come out." + +"It will be all right, mother. And I will go, of course." + +"There, now, I knowed you would, Coonrod. Now, fawther!" This appeal +was to make the old man say something in recognition of Conrad's +sacrifice. + +"You'll always find," he said, "that it's those of your own household +that have the first claim on you." + +"That's so, Coonrod," urged his mother. "It's Bible truth. Your fawther +ain't a perfesser, but he always did read his Bible. Search the +Scriptures. That's what it means." + +"Laws!" cried Mely, "a body can see, easy enough from mother, where +Conrad's wantun' to be a preacher comes from. I should 'a' thought she'd +'a' wanted to been one herself." + +"Let your women keep silence in the churches," said the old woman, +solemnly. + +"There you go again, mother! I guess if you was to say that to some of +the lady ministers nowadays, you'd git yourself into trouble." Mela +looked round for approval, and gurgled out a hoarse laugh. + + + + +IX. + +The Dryfooses went late to Mrs. Horn's musicale, in spite of Mrs. +Mandel's advice. Christine made the delay, both because she wished to +show Miss Vance that she was (not) anxious, and because she had some +vague notion of the distinction of arriving late at any sort of +entertainment. Mrs. Mandel insisted upon the difference between this +musicale and an ordinary reception; but Christine rather fancied +disturbing a company that had got seated, and perhaps making people rise +and stand, while she found her way to her place, as she had seen them. +do for a tardy comer at the theatre. + +Mela, whom she did not admit to her reasons or feelings always, followed +her with the servile admiration she had for all that Christine did; and +she took on trust as somehow successful the result of Christine's +obstinacy, when they were allowed to stand against the wall at the back +of the room through the whole of the long piece begun just before they +came in. There had been no one to receive them; a few people, in the +rear rows of chairs near them, turned their heads to glance at them, and +then looked away again. Mela had her misgivings; but at the end of the +piece Miss Vance came up to them at once, and then Mela knew that she had +her eyes on them all the time, and that Christine must have been right. +Christine said nothing about their coming late, and so Mela did not make +any excuse, and Miss Vance seemed to expect none. She glanced with a +sort of surprise at Conrad, when Christine introduced him; Mela did not +know whether she liked their bringing him, till she shook hands with him, +and said: "Oh, I am very glad indeed! Mr. Dryfoos and I have met +before." Without explaining where or when, she led them to her aunt and +presented them, and then said, "I'm going to put you with some friends of +yours," and quickly seated them next the Marches. Mela liked that well +enough; she thought she might have some joking with Mr. March, for all +his wife was so stiff; but the look which Christine wore seemed to +forbid, provisionally at least, any such recreation. On her part, +Christine was cool with the Marches. It went through her mind that they +must have told Miss Vance they knew her; and perhaps they had boasted of +her intimacy. She relaxed a little toward them when she saw Beaton +leaning against the wall at the end of the row next Mrs. March. Then she +conjectured that he might have told Miss Vance of her acquaintance with +the Marches, and she bent forward and nodded to Mrs. March across Conrad, +Mela, and Mr. March. She conceived of him as a sort of hand of her +father's, but she was willing to take them at their apparent social +valuation for the time. She leaned back in her chair, and did not look +up at Beaton after the first furtive glance, though she felt his eyes on +her. + +The music began again almost at once, before Mela had time to make Conrad +tell her where Miss Vance had met him before. She would not have minded +interrupting the music; but every one else seemed so attentive, even +Christine, that she had not the courage. The concert went onto an end +without realizing for her the ideal of pleasure which one ought to find. +in society. She was not exacting, but it seemed to her there were very +few young men, and when the music was over, and their opportunity came to +be sociable, they were not very sociable. They were not introduced, for +one thing; but it appeared to Mela that they might have got introduced, +if they had any sense; she saw them looking at her, and she was glad she +had dressed so much; she was dressed more than any other lady there, and +either because she was the most dressed of any person there, or because +it had got around who her father was, she felt that she had made an +impression on the young men. In her satisfaction with this, and from her +good nature, she was contented to be served with her refreshments after +the concert by Mr. March, and to remain joking with him. She was at her +ease; she let her hoarse voice out in her largest laugh; she accused him, +to the admiration of those near, of getting her into a perfect gale. It +appeared to her, in her own pleasure, her mission to illustrate to the +rather subdued people about her what a good time really was, so that they +could have it if they wanted it. Her joy was crowned when March modestly +professed himself unworthy to monopolize her, and explained how selfish +he felt in talking to a young lady when there were so many young men +dying to do so. + +"Oh, pshaw, dyun', yes!" cried Mela, tasting the irony. "I guess I see +them!" + +He asked if he might really introduce a friend of his to her, and she +said, Well, yes, if be thought he could live to get to her; and March +brought up a man whom he thought very young and Mela thought very old. +He was a contributor to 'Every Other Week,' and so March knew him; +he believed himself a student of human nature in behalf of literature, +and he now set about studying Mela. He tempted her to express her +opinion on all points, and he laughed so amiably at the boldness and +humorous vigor of her ideas that she was delighted with him. She asked +him if he was a New-Yorker by birth; and she told him she pitied him, +when he said he had never been West. She professed herself perfectly +sick of New York, and urged him to go to Moffitt if he wanted to see a +real live town. He wondered if it would do to put her into literature +just as she was, with all her slang and brag, but he decided that he +would have to subdue her a great deal: he did not see how he could +reconcile the facts of her conversation with the facts of her appearance: +her beauty, her splendor of dress, her apparent right to be where she +was. These things perplexed him; he was afraid the great American novel, +if true, must be incredible. Mela said he ought to hear her sister go on +about New York when they first came; but she reckoned that Christine was +getting so she could put up with it a little better, now. She looked +significantly across the room to the place where Christine was now +talking with Beaton; and the student of human nature asked, Was she here? +and, Would she introduce him? Mela said she would, the first chance she +got; and she added, They would be much pleased to have him call. She +felt herself to be having a beautiful time, and she got directly upon +such intimate terms with the student of human nature that she laughed +with him about some peculiarities of his, such as his going so far about +to ask things he wanted to know from her; she said she never did believe +in beating about the bush much. She had noticed the same thing in Miss +Vance when she came to call that day; and when the young man owned that +he came rather a good deal to Mrs. Horn's house, she asked him, Well, +what sort of a girl was Miss Vance, anyway, and where did he suppose she +had met her brother? The student of human nature could not say as to +this, and as to Miss Vance he judged it safest to treat of the non- +society side of her character, her activity in charity, her special +devotion to the work among the poor on the East Side, which she +personally engaged in. + +"Oh, that's where Conrad goes, too!" Mela interrupted. "I'll bet +anything that's where she met him. I wisht I could tell Christine! +But I suppose she would want to kill me, if I was to speak to her now." + +The student of human nature said, politely, "Oh, shall I take you to +her?" + +Mela answered, "I guess you better not!" with a laugh so significant that +he could not help his inferences concerning both Christine's absorption +in the person she was talking with and the habitual violence of her +temper. He made note of how Mela helplessly spoke of all her family by +their names, as if he were already intimate with them; he fancied that if +he could get that in skillfully, it would be a valuable color in his +study; the English lord whom she should astonish with it began to form +himself out of the dramatic nebulosity in his mind, and to whirl on a +definite orbit in American society. But he was puzzled to decide whether +Mela's willingness to take him into her confidence on short notice was +typical or personal: the trait of a daughter of the natural-gas +millionaire, or a foible of her own. + +Beaton talked with Christine the greater part of the evening that was +left after the concert. He was very grave, and took the tone of a +fatherly friend; he spoke guardedly of the people present, and moderated +the severity of some of Christine's judgments of their looks and +costumes. He did this out of a sort of unreasoned allegiance to +Margaret, whom he was in the mood of wishing to please by being very kind +and good, as she always was. He had the sense also of atoning by this +behavior for some reckless things he had said before that to Christine; +he put on a sad, reproving air with her, and gave her the feeling of +being held in check. + +She chafed at it, and said, glancing at Margaret in talk with her +brother, "I don't think Miss Vance is so very pretty, do you?" + +"I never think whether she's pretty or not," said Becton, with dreamy, +affectation. "She is merely perfect. Does she know your brother?" + +"So she says. I didn't suppose Conrad ever went anywhere, except to +tenement-houses." + +"It might have been there," Becton suggested. "She goes among friendless +people everywhere." + +"Maybe that's the reason she came to see us!" said Christine. + +Becton looked at her with his smouldering eyes, and felt the wish to say, +"Yes, it was exactly that," but he only allowed himself to deny the +possibility of any such motive in that case. He added: "I am so glad you +know her, Miss Dryfoos. I never met Miss Vance without feeling myself +better and truer, somehow; or the wish to be so." + +"And you think we might be improved, too?" Christine retorted. "Well, +I must say you're not very flattering, Mr. Becton, anyway." + +Becton would have liked to answer her according to her cattishness, with +a good clawing sarcasm that would leave its smart in her pride; but he +was being good, and he could not change all at once. Besides, the girl's +attitude under the social honor done her interested him. He was sure she +had never been in such good company before, but he could see that she was +not in the least affected by the experience. He had told her who this +person and that was; and he saw she had understood that the names were of +consequence; but she seemed to feel her equality with them all. +Her serenity was not obviously akin to the savage stoicism in which +Beaton hid his own consciousness of social inferiority; but having won +his way in the world so far by his talent, his personal quality, he did +not conceive the simple fact in her case. Christine was self-possessed +because she felt that a knowledge of her father's fortune had got around, +and she had the peace which money gives to ignorance; but Beaton +attributed her poise to indifference to social values. This, while he +inwardly sneered at it, avenged him upon his own too keen sense of them, +and, together with his temporary allegiance to Margaret's goodness, kept +him from retaliating Christine's vulgarity. He said, "I don't see how +that could be," and left the question of flattery to settle itself. + +The people began to go away, following each other up to take leave of +Mrs. Horn. Christine watched them with unconcern, and either because she +would not be governed by the general movement, or because she liked being +with Beaton, gave no sign of going. Mela was still talking to the +student of human nature, sending out her laugh in deep gurgles amid the +unimaginable confidences she was making him about herself, her family, +the staff of 'Every Other Week,' Mrs. Mandel, and the kind of life they +had all led before she came to them. He was not a blind devotee of art +for art's sake, and though he felt that if one could portray Mela just as +she was she would be the richest possible material, he was rather ashamed +to know some of the things she told him; and he kept looking anxiously +about for a chance of escape. The company had reduced itself to the +Dryfoos groups and some friends of Mrs. Horn's who had the right to +linger, when Margaret crossed the room with Conrad to Christine and +Beaton. + +"I'm so glad, Miss Dryfoos, to find that I was not quite a stranger to +you all when I ventured to call, the other day. Your brother and I are +rather old acquaintances, though I never knew who he was before. I don't +know just how to say we met where he is valued so much. I suppose I +mustn't try to say how much," she added, with a look of deep regard at +him. + +Conrad blushed and stood folding his arms tight over his breast, while +his sister received Margaret's confession with the suspicion which was +her first feeling in regard to any new thing. What she concluded was +that this girl was trying to get in with them, for reasons of her own. +She said: "Yes; it's the first I ever heard of his knowing you. He's so +much taken up with his meetings, he didn't want to come to-night." + +Margaret drew in her lip before she answered, without apparent resentment +of the awkwardness or ungraciousness, whichever she found it: "I don't +wonder! You become so absorbed in such work that you think nothing else +is worth while. But I'm glad Mr. Dryfoos could come with you; I'm so +glad you could all come; I knew you would enjoy the music. Do sit +down--" + +"No," said Christine, bluntly; "we must be going. Mela!" she called out, +"come!" + +The last group about Mrs. Horn looked round, but Christine advanced upon +them undismayed, and took the hand Mrs. Horn promptly gave her. "Well, I +must bid you good-night." + +"Oh, good-night," murmured the elder lady. "So very kind of you to +come." + +"I've had the best kind of a time," said Mela, cordially. "I hain't +laughed so much, I don't know when." + +"Oh, I'm glad you enjoyed it," said Mrs. Horn, in the same polite murmur +she had used with Christine; but she said nothing to either sister about +any future meeting. + +They were apparently not troubled. Mela said over her shoulder to the +student of human nature, "The next time I see you I'll give it to you for +what you said about Moffitt." + +Margaret made some entreating paces after them, but she did not succeed +in covering the retreat of the sisters against critical conjecture. She +could only say to Conrad, as if recurring to the subject, "I hope we can +get our friends to play for us some night. I know it isn't any real +help, but such things take the poor creatures out of themselves for the +time being, don't you think?" + +"Oh yes," he answered. "They're good in that way." He turned back +hesitatingly to Mrs. Horn, and said, with a blush, "I thank you for a +happy evening." + +"Oh, I am very glad," she replied, in her murmur. + +One of the old friends of the house arched her eyebrows in saying good- +night, and offered the two young men remaining seats home in her +carriage. Beaton gloomily refused, and she kept herself from asking the +student of human nature, till she had got him into her carriage, "What is +Moffitt, and what did you say about it?" + +"Now you see, Margaret," said Mrs. Horn, with bated triumph, when the +people were all gone. + +"Yes, I see," the girl consented. "From one point of view, of course +it's been a failure. I don't think we've given Miss Dryfoos a pleasure, +but perhaps nobody could. And at least we've given her the opportunity +of enjoying herself." + +"Such people," said Mrs. Horn, philosophically, "people with their money, +must of course be received sooner or later. You can't keep them out. +Only, I believe I would rather let some one else begin with them. The +Leightons didn't come?" + +"I sent them cards. I couldn't call again." + +Mrs. Horn sighed a little. "I suppose Mr. Dryfoos is one of your fellow- +philanthropists?" + +"He's one of the workers," said Margaret. "I met him several times at +the Hall, but I only knew his first name. I think he's a great friend of +Father Benedict; he seems devoted to the work. Don't you think he looks +good?" + +"Very," said Mrs. Horn, with a color of censure in her assent. "The +younger girl seemed more amiable than her sister. But what manners!" + +"Dreadful!" said Margaret, with knit brows, and a pursed mouth of +humorous suffering. "But she appeared to feel very much at home." + +"Oh, as to that, neither of them was much abashed. Do you suppose +Mr. Beaton gave the other one some hints for that quaint dress of hers? +I don't imagine that black and lace is her own invention. She seems to +have some sort of strange fascination for him." + +"She's very picturesque," Margaret explained. "And artists see points in +people that the rest of us don't." + +"Could it be her money?" Mrs. Horn insinuated. "He must be very poor." + +"But he isn't base," retorted the girl, with a generous indignation that +made her aunt smile. + +"Oh no; but if he fancies her so picturesque, it doesn't follow that he +would object to her being rich." + +"It would with a man like Mr. Beaton!" + +"You are an idealist, Margaret. I suppose your Mr. March has some +disinterested motive in paying court to Miss Mela--Pamela, I suppose, is +her name. He talked to her longer than her literature would have +lasted." + +"He seems a very kind person," said Margaret. + +"And Mr. Dryfoos pays his salary?" + +"I don't know anything about that. But that wouldn't make any difference +with him." + +Mrs. Horn laughed out at this security; but she was not displeased by the +nobleness which it came from. She liked Margaret to be high-minded, and +was really not distressed by any good that was in her. + +The Marches walked home, both because it was not far, and because they +must spare in carriage hire at any rate. As soon as they were out of the +house, she applied a point of conscience to him. + +"I don't see how you could talk to that girl so long, Basil, and make her +laugh so." + +"Why, there seemed no one else to do it, till I thought of Kendricks." + +"Yes, but I kept thinking, Now he's pleasant to her because he thinks +it's to his interest. If she had no relation to 'Every Other Week,' he +wouldn't waste his time on her." + +"Isabel," March complained, "I wish you wouldn't think of me in he, him, +and his; I never personalize you in my thoughts: you remain always a +vague unindividualized essence, not quite without form and void, but +nounless and pronounless. I call that a much more beautiful mental +attitude toward the object of one's affections. But if you must he and +him and his me in your thoughts, I wish you'd have more kindly thoughts +of me." + +"Do you deny that it's true, Basil?" + +"Do you believe that it's true, Isabel?" + +"No matter. But could you excuse it if it were?" + +"Ah, I see you'd have been capable of it in my, place, and you're +ashamed." + +"Yes," sighed the wife, "I'm afraid that I should. But tell me that you +wouldn't, Basil!" + +"I can tell you that I wasn't. But I suppose that in a real exigency, +I could truckle to the proprietary Dryfooses as well as you." + +"Oh no; you mustn't, dear! I'm a woman, and I'm dreadfully afraid. But +you must always be a man, especially with that horrid old Mr. Dryfoos. +Promise me that you'll never yield the least point to him in a matter of +right and wrong!" + +"Not if he's right and I'm wrong?" + +"Don't trifle, dear! You know what I mean. Will you promise?" + +"I'll promise to submit the point to you, and let you do the yielding. +As for me, I shall be adamant. Nothing I like better." + +"They're dreadful, even that poor, good young fellow, who's so different +from all the rest; he's awful, too, because you feel that he's a martyr +to them." + +"And I never did like martyrs a great deal," March interposed. + +"I wonder how they came to be there," Mrs. March pursued, unmindful of +his joke. + +"That is exactly what seemed to be puzzling Miss Mela about us. She +asked, and I explained as well as I could; and then she told me that Miss +Vance had come to call on them and invited them; and first they didn't +know how they could come till they thought of making Conrad bring them. +But she didn't say why Miss Vance called on them. Mr. Dryfoos doesn't +employ her on 'Every Other Week.' But I suppose she has her own vile +little motive." + +"It can't be their money; it can't be!" sighed Mrs. March. + +"Well, I don't know. We all respect money." + +"Yes, but Miss Vance's position is so secure. She needn't pay court to +those stupid, vulgar people." + +"Well, let's console ourselves with the belief that she would, if she +needed. Such people as the Dryfooses are the raw material of good +society. It isn't made up of refined or meritorious people--professors +and litterateurs, ministers and musicians, and their families. All the +fashionable people there to-night were like the Dryfooses a generation or +two ago. I dare say the material works up faster now, and in a season or +two you won't know the Dryfooses from the other plutocrats. THEY will-- +a little better than they do now; they'll see a difference, but nothing +radical, nothing painful. People who get up in the world by service to +others--through letters, or art, or science--may have their modest little +misgivings as to their social value, but people that rise by money-- +especially if their gains are sudden--never have. And that's the kind of +people that form our nobility; there's no use pretending that we haven't +a nobility; we might as well pretend we haven't first-class cars in the +presence of a vestibuled Pullman. Those girls had no more doubt of their +right to be there than if they had been duchesses: we thought it was very +nice of Miss Vance to come and ask us, but they didn't; they weren't +afraid, or the least embarrassed; they were perfectly natural--like born +aristocrats. And you may be sure that if the plutocracy that now owns +the country ever sees fit to take on the outward signs of an aristocracy +--titles, and arms, and ancestors--it won't falter from any inherent +question of its worth. Money prizes and honors itself, and if there is +anything it hasn't got, it believes it can buy it." + +Well, Basil," said his wife, "I hope you won't get infected with Lindau's +ideas of rich people. Some of them are very good and kind." + +"Who denies that? Not even Lindau himself. It's all right. And the +great thing is that the evening's enjoyment is over. I've got my society +smile off, and I'm radiantly happy. Go on with your little pessimistic +diatribes, Isabel; you can't spoil my pleasure." + + +"I could see," said Mela, as she and Christine drove home together, "that +she was as jealous as she could be, all the time you was talkun' to Mr. +Beaton. She pretended to be talkun' to Conrad, but she kep' her eye on +you pretty close, I can tell you. I bet she just got us there to see how +him and you would act together. And I reckon she was satisfied. He's +dead gone on you, Chris." + +Christine listened with a dreamy pleasure to the flatteries with which +Mela plied her in the hope of some return in kind, and not at all because +she felt spitefully toward Miss Vance, or in anywise wished her ill. +"Who was that fellow with you so long?" asked Christine. "I suppose you +turned yourself inside out to him, like you always do." + +Mela was transported by the cruel ingratitude. "It's a lie! I didn't +tell him a single thing." + + +Conrad walked home, choosing to do so because he did not wish to hear his +sisters' talk of the evening, and because there was a tumult in his +spirit which he wished to let have its way. In his life with its single +purpose, defeated by stronger wills than his own, and now struggling +partially to fulfil itself in acts of devotion to others, the thought of +women had entered scarcely more than in that of a child. His ideals were +of a virginal vagueness; faces, voices, gestures had filled his fancy at +times, but almost passionately; and the sensation that he now indulged +was a kind of worship, ardent, but reverent and exalted. The brutal +experiences of the world make us forget that there are such natures in +it, and that they seem to come up out of the lowly earth as well as down +from the high heaven. In the heart of this man well on toward thirty +there had never been left the stain of a base thought; not that +suggestion and conjecture had not visited him, but that he had not +entertained them, or in any-wise made them his. In a Catholic age and +country, he would have been one of those monks who are sainted after +death for the angelic purity of their lives, and whose names are invoked +by believers in moments of trial, like San Luigi Gonzaga. As he now +walked along thinking, with a lover's beatified smile on his face, of how +Margaret Vance had spoken and looked, he dramatized scenes in which be +approved himself to her by acts of goodness and unselfishness, and died +to please her for the sake of others. He made her praise him for them, +to his face, when he disclaimed their merit, and after his death, when he +could not. All the time he was poignantly sensible of her grace, her +elegance, her style; they seemed to intoxicate him; some tones of her +voice thrilled through his nerves, and some looks turned his brain with a +delicious, swooning sense of her beauty; her refinement bewildered him. +But all this did not admit the idea of possession, even of aspiration. +At the most his worship only set her beyond the love of other men as far +as beyond his own. + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +Affectional habit +Brag of his wife, as a good husband always does +But when we make that money here, no one loses it +Courage hadn't been put to the test +Family buryin' grounds +Homage which those who have not pay to those who have +Hurry up and git well--or something +Made money and do not yet know that money has made them +Society: All its favors are really bargains +Wages are the measure of necessity and not of merit +Without realizing his cruelty, treated as a child + + + + +End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of A Hazard of New Fortunes, v3 +by William Dean Howells + + + + + + +A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES + +By William Dean Howells + + +PART FOURTH + + +I. + +Not long after Lent, Fulkerson set before Dryfoos one day his scheme for +a dinner in celebration of the success of 'Every Other Week.' Dryfoos +had never meddled in any manner with the conduct of the periodical; +but Fulkerson easily saw that he was proud of his relation to it, and he +proceeded upon the theory that he would be willing to have this relation +known: On the days when he had been lucky in stocks, he was apt to drop +in at the office on Eleventh Street, on his way up-town, and listen to +Fulkerson's talk. He was on good enough terms with March, who revised +his first impressions of the man, but they had not much to say to each +other, and it seemed to March that Dryfoos was even a little afraid of +him, as of a piece of mechanism he had acquired, but did not quite +understand; he left the working of it to Fulkerson, who no doubt bragged +of it sufficiently. The old man seemed to have as little to say to his +son; he shut himself up with Fulkerson, where the others could hear the +manager begin and go on with an unstinted flow of talk about 'Every Other +Week;' for Fulkerson never talked of anything else if he could help it, +and was always bringing the conversation back to it if it strayed: + +The day he spoke of the dinner he rose and called from his door: "March, +I say, come down here a minute, will you? Conrad, I want you, too." + +The editor and the publisher found the manager and the proprietor seated +on opposite sides of the table. "It's about those funeral baked meats, +you know," Fulkerson explained, "and I was trying to give Mr. Dryfoos +some idea of what we wanted to do. That is, what I wanted to do," he +continued, turning from March to Dryfoos. "March, here, is opposed to +it, of course. He'd like to publish 'Every Other Week' on the sly; keep +it out of the papers, and off the newsstands; he's a modest Boston +petunia, and he shrinks from publicity; but I am not that kind of herb +myself, and I want all the publicity we can get--beg, borrow, or steal-- +for this thing. I say that you can't work the sacred rites of +hospitality in a better cause, and what I propose is a little dinner for +the purpose of recognizing the hit we've made with this thing. My idea +was to strike you for the necessary funds, and do the thing on a handsome +scale. The term little dinner is a mere figure of speech. A little +dinner wouldn't make a big talk, and what we want is the big talk, +at present, if we don't lay up a cent. My notion was that pretty soon +after Lent, now, when everybody is feeling just right, we should begin to +send out our paragraphs, affirmative, negative, and explanatory, and +along about the first of May we should sit down about a hundred strong, +the most distinguished people in the country, and solemnize our triumph. +There it is in a nutshell. I might expand and I might expound, but +that's the sum and substance of it." + +Fulkerson stopped, and ran his eyes eagerly over the faces of his three +listeners, one after the other. March was a little surprised when +Dryfoos turned to him, but that reference of the question seemed to give +Fulkerson particular pleasure: "What do you think, Mr. March?" + +The editor leaned back in his chair. "I don't pretend to have Mr. +Fulkerson's genius for advertising; but it seems to me a little early +yet. We might celebrate later when we've got more to celebrate. At +present we're a pleasing novelty, rather than a fixed fact." + +"Ah, you don't get the idea!" said Fulkerson. "What we want to do with +this dinner is to fix the fact." + +"Am I going to come in anywhere?" the old man interrupted. + +"You're going to come in at the head of the procession! We are going to +strike everything that is imaginative and romantic in the newspaper soul +with you and your history and your fancy for going in for this thing. +I can start you in a paragraph that will travel through all the +newspapers, from Maine to Texas and from Alaska to Florida. We have had +all sorts of rich men backing up literary enterprises, but the natural- +gas man in literature is a new thing, and the combination of your +picturesque past and your aesthetic present is something that will knock +out the sympathies of the American public the first round. I feel," +said Fulkerson, with a tremor of pathos in his voice, "that 'Every Other +Week' is at a disadvantage before the public as long as it's supposed to +be my enterprise, my idea. As far as I'm known at all, I'm known simply +as a syndicate man, and nobody in the press believes that I've got the +money to run the thing on a grand scale; a suspicion of insolvency must +attach to it sooner or later, and the fellows on the press will work up +that impression, sooner or later, if we don't give them something else to +work up. Now, as soon as I begin to give it away to the correspondents +that you're in it, with your untold millions--that, in fact, it was your +idea from the start, that you originated it to give full play to the +humanitarian tendencies of Conrad here, who's always had these theories +of co-operation, and longed to realize them for the benefit of our +struggling young writers and artists--" + +March had listened with growing amusement to the mingled burlesque and +earnest of Fulkerson's self-sacrificing impudence, and with wonder as to +how far Dryfoos was consenting to his preposterous proposition, when +Conrad broke out: "Mr. Fulkerson, I could not allow you to do that. It +would not be true; I did not wish to be here; and--and what I think--what +I wish to do--that is something I will not let any one put me in a false +position about. No!" The blood rushed into the young man's gentle face, +and he met his father's glance with defiance. + +Dryfoos turned from him to Fulkerson without speaking, and Fulkerson +said, caressingly: "Why, of course, Coonrod! I know how you feel, and I +shouldn't let anything of that sort go out uncontradicted afterward. But +there isn't anything in these times that would give us better standing +with the public than some hint of the way you feel about such things. +The publics expects to be interested, and nothing would interest it more +than to be told that the success of 'Every Other Week' sprang from the +first application of the principle of Live and let Live to a literary +enterprise. It would look particularly well, coming from you and your +father, but if you object, we can leave that part out; though if you +approve of the principle I don't see why you need object. The main thing +is to let the public know that it owes this thing to the liberal and +enlightened spirit of one of the foremost capitalists of the country; and +that his purposes are not likely to be betrayed in the hands of his son, +I should get a little cut made from a photograph of your father, and +supply it gratis with the paragraphs." + +"I guess," said the old man, "we will get along without the cut." + +Fulkerson laughed. "Well, well! Have it your own way, But the sight of +your face in the patent outsides of the country press would be worth half +a dozen subscribers in every school district throughout the length and +breadth of this fair land." + +"There was a fellow," Dryfoos explained, in an aside to March, "that was +getting up a history of Moffitt, and he asked me to let him put a steel +engraving of me in. He said a good many prominent citizens were going to +have theirs in, and his price was a hundred and fifty dollars. I told +him I couldn't let mine go for less than two hundred, and when he said he +could give me a splendid plate for that money, I said I should want it +cash, You never saw a fellow more astonished when he got it through him. +that I expected him to pay the two hundred." + +Fulkerson laughed in keen appreciation of the joke. "Well, sir, I guess +'Every Other Week' will pay you that much. But if you won't sell at any +price, all right; we must try to worry along without the light of your +countenance on, the posters, but we got to have it for the banquet." + +"I don't seem to feel very hungry, yet," said they old man, dryly. + +"Oh, 'l'appeit vient en mangeant', as our French friends say. You'll be +hungry enough when you see the preliminary Little Neck clam. It's too +late for oysters." + +"Doesn't that fact seem to point to a postponement till they get back, +sometime in October," March suggested, + +"No, no!" said Fulkerson, "you don't catch on to the business end of this +thing, my friends. You're proceeding on something like the old exploded +idea that the demand creates the supply, when everybody knows, if he's +watched the course of modern events, that it's just as apt to be the +other way. I contend that we've got a real substantial success to +celebrate now; but even if we hadn't, the celebration would do more than +anything else to create the success, if we got it properly before the +public. People will say: Those fellows are not fools; they wouldn't go +and rejoice over their magazine unless they had got a big thing in it. +And the state of feeling we should produce in the public mind would make +a boom of perfectly unprecedented grandeur for E. O. W. Heigh?" + +He looked sunnily from one to the other in succession. The elder Dryfoos +said, with his chin on the top of his stick, "I reckon those Little Neck +clams will keep." + +"Well, just as you say," Fulkerson cheerfully assented. "I understand +you to agree to the general principle of a little dinner?" + +"The smaller the better," said the old man. + +"Well, I say a little dinner because the idea of that seems to cover the +case, even if we vary the plan a little. I had thought of a reception, +maybe, that would include the lady contributors and artists, and the +wives and daughters of the other contributors. That would give us the +chance to ring in a lot of society correspondents and get the thing +written up in first-class shape. By-the-way!" cried Fulkerson, slapping +himself on the leg, "why not have the dinner and the reception both?" + +"I don't understand," said Dryfoos. + +"Why, have a select little dinner for ten or twenty choice spirits of the +male persuasion, and then, about ten o'clock, throw open your palatial +drawing-rooms and admit the females to champagne, salads, and ices. It +is the very thing! Come!" + +"What do you think of it, Mr. March?" asked Dryfoos, on whose social +inexperience Fulkerson's words projected no very intelligible image, and +who perhaps hoped for some more light. + +"It's a beautiful vision," said March, "and if it will take more time to +realize it I think I approve. I approve of anything that will delay Mr. +Fulkerson's advertising orgie." + +"Then," Fulkerson pursued, "we could have the pleasure of Miss Christine +and Miss Mela's company; and maybe Mrs. Dryfoos would look in on us in +the course of the evening. There's no hurry, as Mr. March suggests, if +we can give the thing this shape. I will cheerfully adopt the idea of my +honorable colleague." + +March laughed at his impudence, but at heart he was ashamed of Fulkerson +for proposing to make use of Dryfoos and his house in that way. +He fancied something appealing in the look that the old man turned on +him, and something indignant in Conrad's flush; but probably this was +only his fancy. He reflected that neither of them could feel it as +people of more worldly knowledge would, and he consoled himself with the +fact that Fulkerson was really not such a charlatan as he seemed. But it +went through his mind that this was a strange end for all Dryfoos's +money-making to come to; and he philosophically accepted the fact of his +own humble fortunes when he reflected how little his money could buy for +such a man. It was an honorable use that Fulkerson was putting it to in +'Every Other Week;' it might be far more creditably spent on such an +enterprise than on horses, or wines, or women, the usual resources of the +brute rich; and if it were to be lost, it might better be lost that way +than in stocks. He kept a smiling face turned to Dryfoos while these +irreverent considerations occupied him, and hardened his heart against +father and son and their possible emotions. + +The old man rose to put an end to the interview. He only repeated, +"I guess those clams will keep till fall." + +But Fulkerson was apparently satisfied with the progress he had made; and +when he joined March for the stroll homeward after office hours, he was +able to detach his mind from the subject, as if content to leave it. + +"This is about the best part of the year in New York," he said; In some +of the areas the grass had sprouted, and the tender young foliage had +loosened itself froze the buds on a sidewalk tree here and there; the +soft air was full of spring, and the delicate sky, far aloof, had the +look it never wears at any other season. "It ain't a time of year to +complain much of, anywhere; but I don't want anything better than the +month of May in New York. Farther South it's too hot, and I've been in +Boston in May when that east wind of yours made every nerve in my body +get up and howl. I reckon the weather has a good deal to do with the +local temperament. The reason a New York man takes life so easily with +all his rush is that his climate don't worry him. But a Boston man must +be rasped the whole while by the edge in his air. That accounts for his +sharpness; and when he's lived through twenty-five or thirty Boston Mays, +he gets to thinking that Providence has some particular use for him, or +he wouldn't have survived, and that makes him conceited. See?" + +"I see," said March. "But I don't know how you're going to work that +idea into an advertisement, exactly." + +"Oh, pahaw, now, March! You don't think I've got that on the brain all +the time?" + +"You were gradually leading up to 'Every Other Week', somehow." + +"No, sir; I wasn't. I was just thinking what a different creature a +Massachusetts man is from a Virginian, And yet I suppose they're both as +pure English stock as you'll get anywhere in America. Marsh, I think +Colonel Woodburn's paper is going to make a hit." + +"You've got there! When it knocks down the sale about one-half, I shall +know it's made a hit." + +"I'm not afraid," said Fulkerson. "That thing is going to attract +attention. It's well written--you can take the pomposity out of it, here +and there and it's novel. Our people like a bold strike, and it's going +to shake them up tremendously to have serfdom advocated on high moral +grounds as the only solution of the labor problem. You see, in the first +place, he goes for their sympathies by the way he portrays the actual +relations of capital and labor; he shows how things have got to go from +bad to worse, and then he trots out his little old hobby, and proves that +if slavery had not been interfered with, it would have perfected itself +in the interest of humanity. He makes a pretty strong plea for it." + +March threw back his head and laughed. "He's converted you! I swear, +Fulkerson, if we had accepted and paid for an article advocating +cannibalism as the only resource for getting rid of the superfluous poor, +you'd begin to believe in it." + +Fulkerson smiled in approval of the joke, and only said: "I wish you +could meet the colonel in the privacy of the domestic circle, March. +You'd like him. He's a splendid old fellow; regular type. Talk about +spring! + +"You ought to see the widow's little back yard these days. You know that +glass gallery just beyond the dining-room? Those girls have got the pot- +plants out of that, and a lot more, and they've turned the edges of that +back yard, along the fence, into a regular bower; they've got sweet peas +planted, and nasturtiums, and we shall be in a blaze of glory about the +beginning of June. Fun to see 'em work in the garden, and the bird +bossing the job in his cage under the cherry-tree. Have to keep the +middle of the yard for the clothesline, but six days in the week it's a +lawn, and I go over it with a mower myself. March, there ain't anything +like a home, is there? Dear little cot of your own, heigh? I tell you, +March, when I get to pushing that mower round, and the colonel is smoking +his cigar in the gallery, and those girls are pottering over the flowers, +one of these soft evenings after dinner, I feel like a human being. Yes, +I do. I struck it rich when I concluded to take my meals at the widow's. +For eight dollars a week I get good board, refined society, and all the +advantages of a Christian home. By-the-way, you've never had much talk +with Miss Woodburn, have you, March?" + +"Not so much as with Miss Woodburn's father." + +"Well, he is rather apt to scoop the conversation. I must draw his fire, +sometime, when you and Mrs. March are around, and get you a chance with +Miss Woodburn." + +"I should like that better, I believe," said March. + +"Well, I shouldn't wonder if you did. Curious, but Miss Woodburn isn't +at all your idea of a Southern girl. She's got lots of go; she's never +idle a minute; she keeps the old gentleman in first-class shape, and she +don't believe a bit in the slavery solution of the labor problem; says +she's glad it's gone, and if it's anything like the effects of it, she's +glad it went before her time. No, sir, she's as full of snap as the +liveliest kind of a Northern girl. None of that sunny Southern languor +you read about." + +"I suppose the typical Southerner, like the typical anything else, is +pretty difficult to find," said March. "But perhaps Miss Woodburn +represents the new South. The modern conditions must be producing a +modern type." + +"Well, that's what she and the colonel both say. They say there ain't +anything left of that Walter Scott dignity and chivalry in the rising +generation; takes too much time. You ought to see her sketch the old- +school, high-and-mighty manners, as they survive among some of the +antiques in Charlottesburg. If that thing could be put upon the stage it +would be a killing success. Makes the old gentleman laugh in spite of +himself. But he's as proud of her as Punch, anyway. Why don't you and +Mrs. March come round oftener? Look here! How would it do to have a +little excursion, somewhere, after the spring fairly gets in its work?" + +"Reporters present?" + +"No, no! Nothing of that kind; perfectly sincere and disinterested +enjoyment." + +"Oh, a few handbills to be scattered around: "Buy Every Other Week," +Look out for the next number of 'Every Other Week,' 'Every Other Week at +all the news-stands.' Well, I'll talk it over with Mrs. March. I +suppose there's no great hurry." + +March told his wife of the idyllic mood in which he had left Fulkerson at +the widow's door, and she said he must be in love. + +"Why, of course! I wonder I didn't think of that. But Fulkerson is such +an impartial admirer of the whole sex that you can't think of his liking +one more than another. I don't know that he showed any unjust +partiality, though, in his talk of 'those girls,' as he called them. +And I always rather fancied that Mrs. Mandel--he's done so much for her, +you know; and she is such a well-balanced, well-preserved person, and so +lady-like and correct----" + +"Fulkerson had the word for her: academic. She's everything that +instruction and discipline can make of a woman; but I shouldn't think +they could make enough of her to be in love with." + +"Well, I don't know. The academic has its charm. There are moods in +which I could imagine myself in love with an academic person. That +regularity of line; that reasoned strictness of contour; that neatness of +pose; that slightly conventional but harmonious grouping of the emotions +and morals--you can see how it would have its charm, the Wedgwood in +human nature? I wonder where Mrs. Mandel keeps her urn and her willow." + +"I should think she might have use for them in that family, poor thing!" +said Mrs. March. + +"Ah, that reminds me," said her husband, "that we had another talk with +the old gentleman, this afternoon, about Fulkerson's literary, artistic, +and advertising orgie, and it's postponed till October." + +"The later the better, I should think," said Mrs: March, who did not +really think about it at all, but whom the date fixed for it caused to +think of the intervening time. "We have got to consider what we will do +about the summer, before long, Basil." + +"Oh, not yet, not yet," he pleaded; with that man's willingness to abide +in the present, which is so trying to a woman. "It's only the end of +April." + +"It will be the end of June before we know. And these people wanting the +Boston house another year complicates it. We can't spend the summer +there, as we planned." + +"They oughtn't to have offered us an increased rent; they have taken an +advantage of us." + +"I don't know that it matters," said Mrs. March. "I had decided not to +go there." + +"Had you? This is a surprise." + +"Everything is a surprise to you, Basil, when it happens." + +"True; I keep the world fresh, that way." + +"It wouldn't have been any change to go from one city to another for the +summer. We might as well have stayed in New York." + +"Yes, I wish we had stayed," said March, idly humoring a conception of +the accomplished fact. "Mrs. Green would have let us have the +gimcrackery very cheap for the summer months; and we could have made all +sorts of nice little excursions and trips off and been twice as well as +if we had spent the summer away." + +"Nonsense! You know we couldn't spend the summer in New York." + +"I know I could." + +"What stuff! You couldn't manage." + +"Oh yes, I could. I could take my meals at Fulkerson's widow's; or at +Maroni's, with poor old Lindau: he's got to dining there again. Or, I +could keep house, and he could dine with me here." + +There was a teasing look in March's eyes, and he broke into a laugh, at +the firmness with which his wife said: "I think if there is to be any +housekeeping, I will stay, too; and help to look after it. I would try +not intrude upon you and your guest." + +"Oh, we should be only too glad to have you join us," said March, playing +with fire. + +"Very well, then, I wish you would take him off to Maroni's, the next +time he comes to dine here!" cried his wife. + +The experiment of making March's old friend free of his house had not +given her all the pleasure that so kind a thing ought to have afforded so +good a woman. She received Lindau at first with robust benevolence, and +the high resolve not to let any of his little peculiarities alienate her +from a sense of his claim upon her sympathy and gratitude, not only as a +man who had been so generously fond of her husband in his youth, but a +hero who had suffered for her country. Her theory was that his +mutilation must not be ignored, but must be kept in mind as a monument of +his sacrifice, and she fortified Bella with this conception, so that the +child bravely sat next his maimed arm at table and helped him to dishes +he could not reach, and cut up his meat for him. As for Mrs. March +herself, the thought of his mutilation made her a little faint; she was +not without a bewildered resentment of its presence as a sort of +oppression. She did not like his drinking so much of March's beer, +either; it was no harm, but it was somehow unworthy, out of character +with a hero of the war. But what she really could not reconcile herself +to was the violence of Lindau's sentiments concerning the whole political +and social fabric. She did not feel sure that he should be allowed to +say such things before the children, who had been nurtured in the faith +of Bunker Hill and Appomattox, as the beginning and the end of all +possible progress in human rights. As a woman she was naturally an +aristocrat, but as an American she was theoretically a democrat; and it +astounded, it alarmed her, to hear American democracy denounced as a +shuffling evasion. She had never cared much for the United States +Senate, but she doubted if she ought to sit by when it was railed at as a +rich man's club. It shocked her to be told that the rich and poor were +not equal before the law in a country where justice must be paid for at +every step in fees and costs, or where a poor man must go to war in his +own person, and a rich man might hire someone to go in his. Mrs. March +felt that this rebellious mind in Lindau really somehow outlawed him from +sympathy, and retroactively undid his past suffering for the country: she +had always particularly valued that provision of the law, because in +forecasting all the possible mischances that might befall her own son, +she had been comforted by the thought that if there ever was another war, +and Tom were drafted, his father could buy him a substitute. Compared +with such blasphemy as this, Lindau's declaration that there was not +equality of opportunity in America, and that fully one-half the people +were debarred their right to the pursuit of happiness by the hopeless +conditions of their lives, was flattering praise. She could not listen +to such things in silence, though, and it did not help matters when +Lindau met her arguments with facts and reasons which she felt she was +merely not sufficiently instructed to combat, and he was not quite +gentlemanly to urge. "I am afraid for the effect on the children," she +said to her husband. "Such perfectly distorted ideas--Tom will be ruined +by them." + +"Oh, let Tom find out where they're false," said March. "It will be good +exercise for his faculties of research. At any rate, those things are +getting said nowadays; he'll have to hear them sooner or later." + +"Had he better hear them at home?" demanded his wife. + +"Why, you know, as you're here to refute them, Isabel," he teased, +"perhaps it's the best place. But don't mind poor old Lindau, my dear. +He says himself that his parg is worse than his pidte, you know." + +"Ah, it's too late now to mind him," she sighed. In a moment of rash +good feeling, or perhaps an exalted conception of duty, she had herself +proposed that Lindau should come every week and read German with Tom; and +it had become a question first how they could get him to take pay for it, +and then how they could get him to stop it. Mrs. March never ceased to +wonder at herself for having brought this about, for she had warned her +husband against making any engagement with Lindau which would bring him +regularly to the house: the Germans stuck so, and were so unscrupulously +dependent. Yet, the deed being done, she would not ignore the duty of +hospitality, and it was always she who made the old man stay to their +Sunday-evening tea when he lingered near the hour, reading Schiller and +Heine and Uhland with the boy, in the clean shirt with which he observed +the day; Lindau's linen was not to be trusted during the week. She now +concluded a season of mournful reflection by saying, "He will get you +into trouble, somehow, Basil." + +"Well, I don't know how, exactly. I regard Lindau as a political +economist of an unusual type; but I shall not let him array me against +the constituted authorities. Short of that, I think I am safe." + +"Well, be careful, Basil; be careful. You know you are so rash." + +"I suppose I may continue to pity him? He is such a poor, lonely old +fellow. Are you really sorry he's come into our lives, my dear?" + +"No, no; not that. I feel as you do about it; but I wish I felt easier +about him--sure, that is, that we're not doing wrong to let him keep on +talking so." + +"I suspect we couldn't help it," March returned, lightly. "It's one of +what Lindau calls his 'brincibles' to say what he thinks." + + + + +II. + +The Marches had no longer the gross appetite for novelty which urges +youth to a surfeit of strange scenes, experiences, ideas; and makes +travel, with all its annoyances and fatigues, an inexhaustible delight. +But there is no doubt that the chief pleasure of their life in New York +was from its quality of foreignness: the flavor of olives, which, once +tasted, can never be forgotten. The olives may not be of the first +excellence; they may be a little stale, and small and poor, to begin +with, but they are still olives, and the fond palate craves them. +The sort which grew in New York, on lower Sixth Avenue and in the region +of Jefferson Market and on the soft exposures south of Washington Square, +were none the less acceptable because they were of the commonest Italian +variety. + +The Marches spent a good deal of time and money in a grocery of that +nationality, where they found all the patriotic comestibles and potables, +and renewed their faded Italian with the friendly family in charge. +Italian table d'hotes formed the adventure of the week, on the day when +Mrs. March let her domestics go out, and went herself to dine abroad with +her husband and children; and they became adepts in the restaurants where +they were served, and which they varied almost from dinner to dinner. +The perfect decorum of these places, and their immunity from offence in +any, emboldened the Marches to experiment in Spanish restaurants, where +red pepper and beans insisted in every dinner, and where once they +chanced upon a night of 'olla podrida', with such appeals to March's +memory of a boyish ambition to taste the dish that he became poetic and +then pensive over its cabbage and carrots, peas and bacon. For a rare +combination of international motives they prized most the table d'hote of +a French lady, who had taken a Spanish husband in a second marriage, and +had a Cuban negro for her cook, with a cross-eyed Alsation for waiter, +and a slim young South-American for cashier. March held that some thing +of the catholic character of these relations expressed itself in the +generous and tolerant variety of the dinner, which was singularly +abundant for fifty cents, without wine. At one very neat French place he +got a dinner at the same price with wine, but it was not so abundant; and +March inquired in fruitless speculation why the table d'hote of the +Italians, a notoriously frugal and abstemious people, should be usually +more than you wanted at seventy-five cents and a dollar, and that of the +French rather less at half a dollar. He could not see that the +frequenters were greatly different at the different places; they were +mostly Americans, of subdued manners and conjecturably subdued fortunes, +with here and there a table full of foreigners. There was no noise and +not much smoking anywhere; March liked going to that neat French place +because there Madame sat enthroned and high behind a 'comptoir' at one +side of the room, and every body saluted her in going out. It was there +that a gentle-looking young couple used to dine, in whom the Marches +became effectlessly interested, because they thought they looked like +that when they were young. The wife had an aesthetic dress, and defined +her pretty head by wearing her back-hair pulled up very tight under her +bonnet; the husband had dreamy eyes set wide apart under a pure forehead. +"They are artists, August, I think," March suggested to the waiter, when +he had vainly asked about them. "Oh, hartis, cedenly," August consented; +but Heaven knows whether they were, or what they were: March never +learned. + +This immunity from acquaintance, this touch-and go quality in their New +York sojourn, this almost loss of individuality at times, after the +intense identification of their Boston life, was a relief, though Mrs. +March had her misgivings, and questioned whether it were not perhaps too +relaxing to the moral fibre. March refused to explore his conscience; +he allowed that it might be so; but he said he liked now and then to feel +his personality in that state of solution. They went and sat a good deal +in the softening evenings among the infants and dotards of Latin +extraction in Washington Square, safe from all who ever knew them, +and enjoyed the advancing season, which thickened the foliage of the +trees and flattered out of sight the church warden's Gothic of the +University Building. The infants were sometimes cross, and cried in +their weary mothers' or little sisters' arms; but they did not disturb +the dotards, who slept, some with their heads fallen forward, and some +with their heads fallen back; March arbitrarily distinguished those with +the drooping faces as tipsy and ashamed to confront the public. +The small Italian children raced up and down the asphalt paths, playing +American games of tag and hide and-whoop; larger boys passed ball, in +training for potential championships. The Marches sat and mused, or +quarrelled fitfully about where they should spend the summer, like +sparrows, he once said, till the electric lights began to show distinctly +among the leaves, and they looked round and found the infants and dotards +gone and the benches filled with lovers. That was the signal for the +Marches to go home. He said that the spectacle of so much courtship as +the eye might take in there at a glance was not, perhaps, oppressive, but +the thought that at the same hour the same thing was going on all over +the country, wherever two young fools could get together, was more than +he could bear; he did not deny that it was natural, and, in a measure. +authorized, but he declared that it was hackneyed; and the fact that it +must go on forever, as long as the race lasted, made him tired. + +At home, generally, they found that the children had not missed them, and +were perfectly safe. It was one of the advantages of a flat that they +could leave the children there whenever they liked without anxiety. They +liked better staying there than wandering about in the evening with their +parents, whose excursions seemed to them somewhat aimless, and their +pleasures insipid. They studied, or read, or looked out of the window at +the street sights; and their mother always came back to them with a pang +for their lonesomeness. Bella knew some little girls in the house, but +in a ceremonious way; Tom had formed no friendships among the boys at +school such as he had left in Boston; as nearly as he could explain, the +New York fellows carried canes at an age when they would have had them +broken for them by the other boys at Boston; and they were both sissyish +and fast. It was probably prejudice; he never could say exactly what +their demerits were, and neither he nor Bella was apparently so homesick +as they pretended, though they answered inquirers, the one that New York +was a hole, and the other that it was horrid, and that all they lived for +was to get back to Boston. In the mean time they were thrown much upon +each other for society, which March said was well for both of them; he +did not mind their cultivating a little gloom and the sense of a common +wrong; it made them better comrades, and it was providing them with +amusing reminiscences for the future. They really enjoyed Bohemianizing +in that harmless way: though Tom had his doubts of its respectability; he +was very punctilious about his sister, and went round from his own school +every day to fetch her home from hers. The whole family went to the +theatre a good deal, and enjoyed themselves together in their desultory +explorations of the city. + +They lived near Greenwich Village, and March liked strolling through its +quaintness toward the waterside on a Sunday, when a hereditary +Sabbatarianism kept his wife at home; he made her observe that it even +kept her at home from church. He found a lingering quality of pure +Americanism in the region, and he said the very bells called to worship +in a nasal tone. He liked the streets of small brick houses, with here +and there one painted red, and the mortar lines picked out in white, and +with now and then a fine wooden portal of fluted pillars and a bowed +transom. The rear of the tenement-houses showed him the picturesqueness +of clothes-lines fluttering far aloft, as in Florence; and the new +apartment-houses, breaking the old sky-line with their towering stories, +implied a life as alien to the American manner as anything in continental +Europe. In fact, foreign faces and foreign tongues prevailed in +Greenwich Village, but no longer German or even Irish tongues or faces. +The eyes and earrings of Italians twinkled in and out of the alleyways +and basements, and they seemed to abound even in the streets, where long +ranks of trucks drawn up in Sunday rest along the curbstones suggested +the presence of a race of sturdier strength than theirs. March liked the +swarthy, strange visages; he found nothing menacing for the future in +them; for wickedness he had to satisfy himself as he could with the +sneering, insolent, clean-shaven mug of some rare American of the b'hoy +type, now almost as extinct in New York as the dodo or the volunteer +fireman. When he had found his way, among the ash-barrels and the groups +of decently dressed church-goers, to the docks, he experienced a +sufficient excitement in the recent arrival of a French steamer, whose +sheds were thronged with hacks and express-wagons, and in a tacit inquiry +into the emotions of the passengers, fresh from the cleanliness of Paris, +and now driving up through the filth of those streets. + +Some of the streets were filthier than others; there was at least a +choice; there were boxes and barrels of kitchen offal on all the +sidewalks, but not everywhere manure-heaps, and in some places the stench +was mixed with the more savory smell of cooking. One Sunday morning, +before the winter was quite gone, the sight of the frozen refuse melting +in heaps, and particularly the loathsome edges of the rotting ice near +the gutters, with the strata of waste-paper and straw litter, and egg- +shells and orange peel, potato-skins and cigar-stumps, made him unhappy. +He gave a whimsical shrug for the squalor of the neighboring houses, and +said to himself rather than the boy who was with him: "It's curious, +isn't it, how fond the poor people are of these unpleasant thoroughfares? +You always find them living in the worst streets." + +"The burden of all the wrong in the world comes on the poor," said the +boy. "Every sort of fraud and swindling hurts them the worst. The city +wastes the money it's paid to clean the streets with, and the poor have +to suffer, for they can't afford to pay twice, like the rich." + +March stopped short. "Hallo, Tom! Is that your wisdom?" + +"It's what Mr. Lindau says," answered the boy, doggedly, as if not +pleased to have his ideas mocked at, even if they were second-hand. + +"And you didn't tell him that the poor lived in dirty streets because +they liked them, and were too lazy and worthless to have them cleaned?" + +"No; I didn't." + +"I'm surprised. What do you think of Lindau, generally speaking, Tom?" + +"Well, sir, I don't like the way he talks about some things. I don't +suppose this country is perfect, but I think it's about the best there +is, and it don't do any good to look at its drawbacks all the time." + +"Sound, my son," said March, putting his hand on the boy's shoulder and +beginning to walk on. "Well?" + +"Well, then, he says that it isn't the public frauds only that the poor +have to pay for, but they have to pay for all the vices of the rich; that +when a speculator fails, or a bank cashier defaults, or a firm suspends, +or hard times come, it's the poor who have to give up necessaries where +the rich give up luxuries." + +"Well, well! And then?" + +"Well, then I think the crank comes in, in Mr. Lindau. He says there's +no need of failures or frauds or hard times. It's ridiculous. There +always have been and there always will be. But if you tell him that, it +seems to make him perfectly furious." + +March repeated the substance of this talk to his wife. "I'm glad to know +that Tom can see through such ravings. He has lots of good common +sense." + +It was the afternoon of the same Sunday, and they were sauntering up +Fifth Avenue, and admiring the wide old double houses at the lower end; +at one corner they got a distinct pleasure out of the gnarled elbows that +a pollarded wistaria leaned upon the top of a garden wall--for its +convenience in looking into the street, he said. The line of these +comfortable dwellings, once so fashionable, was continually broken by the +facades of shops; and March professed himself vulgarized by a want of +style in the people they met in their walk to Twenty-third Street. + +"Take me somewhere to meet my fellow-exclusives, Isabel," he demanded. +"I pine for the society of my peers." + +He hailed a passing omnibus, and made his wife get on the roof with him. +"Think of our doing such a thing in Boston!" she sighed, with a little +shiver of satisfaction in her immunity from recognition and comment. + +"You wouldn't be afraid to do it in London or Paris?" + +"No; we should be strangers there--just as we are in New York. I wonder +how long one could be a stranger here." + +"Oh, indefinitely, in our way of living. The place is really vast, so +much larger than it used to seem, and so heterogeneous." + +When they got down very far up-town, and began to walk back by Madison +Avenue, they found themselves in a different population from that they +dwelt among; not heterogeneous at all; very homogeneous, and almost +purely American; the only qualification was American Hebrew. Such a well +-dressed, well-satisfied, well-fed looking crowd poured down the broad +sidewalks before the handsome, stupid houses that March could easily +pretend he had got among his fellow-plutocrats at last. Still he +expressed his doubts whether this Sunday afternoon parade, which seemed +to be a thing of custom, represented the best form among the young people +of that region; he wished he knew; he blamed himself for becoming of a +fastidious conjecture; he could not deny the fashion and the richness and +the indigeneity of the spectacle; the promenaders looked New-Yorky; they +were the sort of people whom you would know for New-Yorkers elsewhere, +--so well equipped and so perfectly kept at all points. Their silk hats +shone, and their boots; their frocks had the right distension behind, and +their bonnets perfect poise and distinction. + +The Marches talked of these and other facts of their appearance, and +curiously questioned whether this were the best that a great material +civilization could come to; it looked a little dull. The men's faces +were shrewd and alert, and yet they looked dull; the women's were pretty +and knowing, and yet dull. It was, probably, the holiday expression of +the vast, prosperous commercial class, with unlimited money, and no +ideals that money could not realize; fashion and comfort were all that +they desired to compass, and the culture that furnishes showily, that +decorates and that tells; the culture, say, of plays and operas, rather +than books. + +Perhaps the observers did the promenaders injustice; they might not have +been as common-minded as they looked. "But," March said, "I understand +now why the poor people don't come up here and live in this clean, +handsome, respectable quarter of the town; they would be bored to death. +On the whole, I think I should prefer Mott Street myself." + +In other walks the Marches tried to find some of the streets they had +wandered through the first day of their wedding journey in New York, so +long ago. They could not make sure of them; but once they ran down to the +Battery, and easily made sure of that, though not in its old aspect. +They recalled the hot morning, when they sauntered over the trodden weed +that covered the sickly grass-plots there, and sentimentalized the +sweltering paupers who had crept out of the squalid tenements about for a +breath of air after a sleepless night. Now the paupers were gone, and +where the old mansions that had fallen to their use once stood, there +towered aloft and abroad those heights and masses of many-storied brick- +work for which architecture has yet no proper form and aesthetics no +name. The trees and shrubs, all in their young spring green, blew +briskly over the guarded turf in the south wind that came up over the +water; and in the well-paved alleys the ghosts of eighteenth-century +fashion might have met each other in their old haunts, and exchanged +stately congratulations upon its vastly bettered condition, and perhaps +puzzled a little over the colossal lady on Bedloe's Island, with her +lifted torch, and still more over the curving tracks and chalet-stations +of the Elevated road. It is an outlook of unrivalled beauty across the +bay, that smokes and flashes with the in numerable stacks and sails of +commerce, to the hills beyond, where the moving forest of masts halts at +the shore, and roots itself in the groves of the many villaged uplands. +The Marches paid the charming prospects a willing duty, and rejoiced in +it as generously as if it had been their own. Perhaps it was, they +decided. He said people owned more things in common than they were apt +to think; and they drew the consolations of proprietorship from the +excellent management of Castle Garden, which they penetrated for a +moment's glimpse of the huge rotunda, where the immigrants first set foot +on our continent. It warmed their hearts, so easily moved to any cheap +sympathy, to see the friendly care the nation took of these humble +guests; they found it even pathetic to hear the proper authority calling +out the names of such as had kin or acquaintance waiting there to meet +them. No one appeared troubled or anxious; the officials had a +conscientious civility; the government seemed to manage their welcome as +well as a private company or corporation could have done. In fact, it +was after the simple strangers had left the government care that March +feared their woes might begin; and he would have liked the government to +follow each of them to his home, wherever he meant to fix it within our +borders. He made note of the looks of the licensed runners and touters +waiting for the immigrants outside the government premises; he intended +to work them up into a dramatic effect in some sketch, but they remained +mere material in his memorandum-book, together with some quaint old +houses on the Sixth Avenue road, which he had noticed on the way down. +On the way up, these were superseded in his regard by some hip-roof +structures on the Ninth Avenue, which he thought more Dutch-looking. +The perspectives of the cross-streets toward the river were very lively, +with their turmoil of trucks and cars and carts and hacks and foot +passengers, ending in the chimneys and masts of shipping, and final +gleams of dancing water. At a very noisy corner, clangorous with some +sort of ironworking, he made his wife enjoy with him the quiet sarcasm of +an inn that called itself the Home-like Hotel, and he speculated at +fantastic length on the gentle associations of one who should have passed +his youth under its roof. + + + + +III. + +First and last, the Marches did a good deal of travel on the Elevated +roads, which, he said, gave you such glimpses of material aspects in the +city as some violent invasion of others' lives might afford in human +nature. Once, when the impulse of adventure was very strong in them, +they went quite the length of the West Side lines, and saw the city +pushing its way by irregular advances into the country. Some spaces, +probably held by the owners for that rise in value which the industry of +others providentially gives to the land of the wise and good, it left +vacant comparatively far down the road, and built up others at remoter +points. It was a world of lofty apartment houses beyond the Park, +springing up in isolated blocks, with stretches of invaded rusticity +between, and here and there an old country-seat standing dusty in its +budding vines with the ground before it in rocky upheaval for city +foundations. But wherever it went or wherever it paused, New York gave +its peculiar stamp; and the adventurers were amused to find One Hundred +and Twenty-fifth Street inchoately like Twenty-third Street and +Fourteenth Street in its shops and shoppers. The butchers' shops and +milliners' shops on the avenue might as well have been at Tenth as at One +Hundredth Street. + +The adventurers were not often so adventurous. They recognized that in +their willingness to let their fancy range for them, and to let +speculation do the work of inquiry, they were no longer young. Their +point of view was singularly unchanged, and their impressions of New York +remained the same that they had been fifteen years before: huge, noisy, +ugly, kindly, it seemed to them now as it seemed then. The main +difference was that they saw it more now as a life, and then they only +regarded it as a spectacle; and March could not release himself from a +sense of complicity with it, no matter what whimsical, or alien, or +critical attitude he took. A sense of the striving and the suffering +deeply possessed him; and this grew the more intense as he gained some +knowledge of the forces at work-forces of pity, of destruction, of +perdition, of salvation. He wandered about on Sunday not only through +the streets, but into this tabernacle and that, as the spirit moved him, +and listened to those who dealt with Christianity as a system of +economics as well as a religion. He could not get his wife to go with +him; she listened to his report of what he heard, and trembled; it all +seemed fantastic and menacing. She lamented the literary peace, the +intellectual refinement of the life they had left behind them; and he +owned it was very pretty, but he said it was not life--it was death-in- +life. She liked to hear him talk in that strain of virtuous self- +denunciation, but she asked him, "Which of your prophets are you going to +follow?" and he answered: "All-all! And a fresh one every Sunday." +And so they got their laugh out of it at last, but with some sadness at +heart, and with a dim consciousness that they had got their laugh out of +too many things in life. + +What really occupied and compassed his activities, in spite of his +strenuous reveries of work beyond it, was his editorship. On its social +side it had not fulfilled all the expectations which Fulkerson's radiant +sketch of its duties and relations had caused him to form of it. Most of +the contributions came from a distance; even the articles written in New +York reached him through the post, and so far from having his valuable +time, as they called it, consumed in interviews with his collaborators, +he rarely saw any of them. The boy on the stairs, who was to fence him +from importunate visitors, led a life of luxurious disoccupation, and +whistled almost uninterruptedly. When any one came, March found himself +embarrassed and a little anxious. The visitors were usually young men, +terribly respectful, but cherishing, as he imagined, ideals and opinions +chasmally different from his; and he felt in their presence something +like an anachronism, something like a fraud. He tried to freshen up his +sympathies on them, to get at what they were really thinking and feeling, +and it was some time before he could understand that they were not really +thinking and feeling anything of their own concerning their art, but were +necessarily, in their quality of young, inexperienced men, mere +acceptants of older men's thoughts and feelings, whether they were +tremendously conservative, as some were, or tremendously progressive, as +others were. Certain of them called themselves realists, certain +romanticists; but none of them seemed to know what realism was, or what +romanticism; they apparently supposed the difference a difference of +material. March had imagined himself taking home to lunch or dinner the +aspirants for editorial favor whom he liked, whether he liked their work +or not; but this was not an easy matter. Those who were at all +interesting seemed to have engagements and preoccupations; after two or +three experiments with the bashfuller sort--those who had come up to the +metropolis with manuscripts in their hands, in the good old literary +tradition--he wondered whether he was otherwise like them when he was +young like them. He could not flatter himself that he was not; and yet +he had a hope that the world had grown worse since his time, which his +wife encouraged: + +Mrs. March was not eager to pursue the hospitalities which she had at +first imagined essential to the literary prosperity of 'Every Other +Week'; her family sufficed her; she would willingly have seen no one out +of it but the strangers at the weekly table-d'hote dinner, or the +audiences at the theatres. March's devotion to his work made him +reluctant to delegate it to any one; and as the summer advanced, and the +question of where to go grew more vexed, he showed a man's base +willingness to shirk it for himself by not going anywhere. He asked his +wife why she did not go somewhere with the children, and he joined her in +a search for non-malarial regions on the map when she consented to +entertain this notion. But when it came to the point she would not go; +he offered to go with her then, and then she would not let him. She said +she knew he would be anxious about his work; he protested that he could +take it with him to any distance within a few hours, but she would not be +persuaded. She would rather he stayed; the effect would be better with +Mr. Fulkerson; they could make excursions, and they could all get off a +week or two to the seashore near Boston--the only real seashore--in +August. The excursions were practically confined to a single day at +Coney Island; and once they got as far as Boston on the way to the +seashore near Boston; that is, Mrs. March and the children went; an +editorial exigency kept March at the last moment. The Boston streets +seemed very queer and clean and empty to the children, and the buildings +little; in the horse-cars the Boston faces seemed to arraign their mother +with a down-drawn severity that made her feel very guilty. She knew that +this was merely the Puritan mask, the cast of a dead civilization, which +people of very amiable and tolerant minds were doomed to wear, and she +sighed to think that less than a year of the heterogeneous gayety of New +York should have made her afraid of it. The sky seemed cold and gray; +the east wind, which she had always thought so delicious in summer, cut +her to the heart. She took her children up to the South End, and in the +pretty square where they used to live they stood before their alienated +home, and looked up at its close-shuttered windows. The tenants must +have been away, but Mrs. March had not the courage to ring and make sure, +though she had always promised herself that she would go all over the +house when she came back, and see how they had used it; she could pretend +a desire for something she wished to take away. She knew she could not +bear it now; and the children did not seem eager. She did not push on to +the seaside; it would be forlorn there without their father; she was glad +to go back to him in the immense, friendly homelessness of New York, and +hold him answerable for the change, in her heart or her mind, which made +its shapeless tumult a refuge and a consolation. + +She found that he had been giving the cook a holiday, and dining about +hither and thither with Fulkerson. Once he had dined with him at the +widow's (as they always called Mrs. Leighton), and then had spent the +evening there, and smoked with Fulkerson and Colonel Woodburn on the +gallery overlooking the back yard. They were all spending the summer in +New York. The widow had got so good an offer for her house at St. +Barnaby for the summer that she could not refuse it; and the Woodburns +found New York a watering-place of exemplary coolness after the burning +Augusts and Septembers of Charlottesburg. + +"You can stand it well enough in our climate, sir," the colonel +explained, "till you come to the September heat, that sometimes runs well +into October; and then you begin to lose your temper, sir. It's never +quite so hot as it is in New York at times, but it's hot longer, sir." +He alleged, as if something of the sort were necessary, the example of a +famous Southwestern editor who spent all his summers in a New York hotel +as the most luxurious retreat on the continent, consulting the weather +forecasts, and running off on torrid days to the mountains or the sea, +and then hurrying back at the promise of cooler weather. The colonel had +not found it necessary to do this yet; and he had been reluctant to leave +town, where he was working up a branch of the inquiry which had so long +occupied him, in the libraries, and studying the great problem of labor +and poverty as it continually presented itself to him in the streets. +He said that he talked with all sorts of people, whom he found +monstrously civil, if you took them in the right way; and he went +everywhere in the city without fear and apparently without danger. March +could not find out that he had ridden his hobby into the homes of want +which he visited, or had proposed their enslavement to the inmates as a +short and simple solution of the great question of their lives; he +appeared to have contented himself with the collection of facts for the +persuasion of the cultivated classes. It seemed to March a confirmation +of this impression that the colonel should address his deductions from +these facts so unsparingly to him; he listened with a respectful +patience, for which Fulkerson afterward personally thanked him. +Fulkerson said it was not often the colonel found such a good listener; +generally nobody listened but Mrs. Leighton, who thought his ideas were +shocking, but honored him for holding them so conscientiously. Fulkerson +was glad that March, as the literary department, had treated the old +gentleman so well, because there was an open feud between him and the art +department. Beaton was outrageously rude, Fulkerson must say; though as +for that, the old colonel seemed quite able to take care of himself, and +gave Beaton an unqualified contempt in return for his unmannerliness. +The worst of it was, it distressed the old lady so; she admired Beaton as +much as she respected the colonel, and she admired Beaton, Fulkerson +thought, rather more than Miss Leighton did; he asked March if he had +noticed them together. March had noticed them, but without any very +definite impression except that Beaton seemed to give the whole evening +to the girl. Afterward he recollected that he had fancied her rather +harassed by his devotion, and it was this point that he wished to present +for his wife's opinion. + +"Girls often put on that air," she said. "It's one of their ways of +teasing. But then, if the man was really very much in love, and she was +only enough in love to be uncertain of herself, she might very well seem +troubled. It would be a very serious question. Girls often don't know +what to do in such a case." + +"Yes," said March, "I've often been glad that I was not a girl, on that +account. But I guess that on general principles Beaton is not more in +love than she is. I couldn't imagine that young man being more in love +with anybody, unless it was himself. He might be more in love with +himself than any one else was." + +"Well, he doesn't interest me a great deal, and I can't say Miss Leighton +does, either. I think she can take care of herself. She has herself +very well in hand." + +"Why so censorious?" pleaded March. "I don't defend her for having +herself in hand; but is it a fault?" + +Mrs. March did not say. She asked, "And how does Mr. Fulkerson's affair +get on?" + +"His affair? You really think it is one? Well, I've fancied so myself, +and I've had an idea of some time asking him; Fulkerson strikes one as +truly domesticable, conjugable at heart; but I've waited for him to +speak." + +"I should think so." + +"Yes. He's never opened on the subject yet. Do you know, I think +Fulkerson has his moments of delicacy." + +"Moments! He's all delicacy in regard to women." + +"Well, perhaps so. There is nothing in them to rouse his advertising +instincts." + + + + +IV + +The Dryfoos family stayed in town till August. Then the father went West +again to look after his interests; and Mrs. Mandel took the two girls to +one of the great hotels in Saratoga. Fulkerson said that he had never +seen anything like Saratoga for fashion, and Mrs. Mandel remembered that +in her own young ladyhood this was so for at least some weeks of the +year. She had been too far withdrawn from fashion since her marriage to +know whether it was still so or not. In this, as in so many other +matters, the Dryfoos family helplessly relied upon Fulkerson, in spite of +Dryfoos's angry determination that he should not run the family, and in +spite of Christine's doubt of his omniscience; if he did not know +everything, she was aware that he knew more than herself. She thought +that they had a right to have him go with them to Saratoga, or at least +go up and engage their rooms beforehand; but Fulkerson did not offer to +do either, and she did not quite see her way to commanding his services. +The young ladies took what Mela called splendid dresses with them; they +sat in the park of tall, slim trees which the hotel's quadrangle +enclosed, and listened to the music in the morning, or on the long piazza +in the afternoon and looked at the driving in the street, or in the vast +parlors by night, where all the other ladies were, and they felt that +they were of the best there. But they knew nobody, and Mrs. Mandel was +so particular that Mela was prevented from continuing the acquaintance +even of the few young men who danced with her at the Saturday-night hops. +They drove about, but they went to places without knowing why, except +that the carriage man took them, and they had all the privileges of a +proud exclusivism without desiring them. Once a motherly matron seemed +to perceive their isolation, and made overtures to them, but then +desisted, as if repelled by Christine's suspicion, or by Mela's too +instant and hilarious good-fellowship, which expressed itself in hoarse +laughter and in a flow of talk full of topical and syntactical freedom. +From time to time she offered to bet Christine that if Mr. Fulkerson was +only there they would have a good time; she wondered what they were all +doing in New York, where she wished herself; she rallied her sister about +Beaton, and asked her why she did not write and tell him to come up +there. + +Mela knew that Christine had expected Beaton to follow them. Some banter +had passed between them to this effect; he said he should take them in on +his way home to Syracuse. Christine would not have hesitated to write to +him and remind him of his promise; but she had learned to distrust her +literature with Beaton since he had laughed at the spelling in a scrap of +writing which dropped out of her music-book one night. She believed that +he would not have laughed if he had known it was hers; but she felt that +she could hide better the deficiencies which were not committed to paper; +she could manage with him in talking; she was too ignorant of her +ignorance to recognize the mistakes she made then. Through her own +passion she perceived that she had some kind of fascination for him; she +was graceful, and she thought it must be that; she did not understand +that there was a kind of beauty in her small, irregular features that +piqued and haunted his artistic sense, and a look in her black eyes +beyond her intelligence and intention. Once he sketched her as they sat +together, and flattered the portrait without getting what he wanted in +it; he said he must try her some time in color; and he said things which, +when she made Mela repeat them, could only mean that he admired her more +than anybody else. He came fitfully, but he came often, and she rested +content in a girl's indefiniteness concerning the affair; if her thought +went beyond lovemaking to marriage, she believed that she could have him +if she wanted him. Her father's money counted in this; she divined that +Beaton was poor; but that made no difference; she would have enough for +both; the money would have counted as an irresistible attraction if there +had been no other. + +The affair had gone on in spite of the sidelong looks of restless dislike +with which Dryfoos regarded it; but now when Beaton did not come to +Saratoga it necessarily dropped, and Christine's content with it. She +bore the trial as long as she could; she used pride and resentment +against it; but at last she could not bear it, and with Mela's help she +wrote a letter, bantering Beaton on his stay in New York, and playfully +boasting of Saratoga. It seemed to them both that it was a very bright +letter, and would be sure to bring him; they would have had no scruple +about sending it but for the doubt they had whether they had got some of +the words right. Mela offered to bet Christine anything she dared that +they were right, and she said, Send it anyway; it was no difference if +they were wrong. But Christine could not endure to think of that laugh +of Beaton's, and there remained only Mrs. Mandel as authority on the +spelling. Christine dreaded her authority on other points, but Mela said +she knew she would not interfere, and she undertook to get round her. +Mrs. Mandel pronounced the spelling bad, and the taste worse; she forbade +them to send the letter; and Mela failed to get round her, though she +threatened, if Mrs. Mandel would not tell her how to spell the wrong +words, that she would send the letter as it was; then Mrs. Mandel said +that if Mr. Beaton appeared in Saratoga she would instantly take them +both home. When Mela reported this result, Christine accused her of +having mismanaged the whole business; she quarrelled with her, and they +called each other names. Christine declared that she would not stay in +Saratoga, and that if Mrs. Mandel did not go back to New York with her +she should go alone. They returned the first week in September; but by +that time Beaton had gone to see his people in Syracuse. + +Conrad Dryfoos remained at home with his mother after his father went +West. He had already taken such a vacation as he had been willing to +allow himself, and had spent it on a charity farm near the city, where +the fathers with whom he worked among the poor on the East Side in the +winter had sent some of their wards for the summer. It was not possible +to keep his recreation a secret at the office, and Fulkerson found a +pleasure in figuring the jolly time Brother Conrad must have teaching +farm work among those paupers and potential reprobates. He invented +details of his experience among them, and March could not always help +joining in the laugh at Conrad's humorless helplessness under Fulkerson's +burlesque denunciation of a summer outing spent in such dissipation. + +They had time for a great deal of joking at the office during the season +of leisure which penetrates in August to the very heart of business, and +they all got on terms of greater intimacy if not greater friendliness +than before. Fulkerson had not had so long to do with the advertising +side of human nature without developing a vein of cynicism, of no great +depth, perhaps, but broad, and underlying his whole point of view; he +made light of Beaton's solemnity, as he made light of Conrad's humanity. +The art editor, with abundant sarcasm, had no more humor than the +publisher, and was an easy prey in the manager's hands; but when he had +been led on by Fulkerson's flatteries to make some betrayal of egotism, +he brooded over it till he had thought how to revenge himself in +elaborate insult. For Beaton's talent Fulkerson never lost his +admiration; but his joke was to encourage him to give himself airs of +being the sole source of the magazine's prosperity. No bait of this sort +was too obvious for Beaton to swallow; he could be caught with it as +often as Fulkerson chose; though he was ordinarily suspicious as to the +motives of people in saying things. With March he got on no better than +at first. He seemed to be lying in wait for some encroachment of the +literary department on the art department, and he met it now and then +with anticipative reprisal. After these rebuffs, the editor delivered +him over to the manager, who could turn Beaton's contrary-mindedness to +account by asking the reverse of what he really wanted done. This was +what Fulkerson said; the fact was that he did get on with Beaton and +March contented himself with musing upon the contradictions of a +character at once so vain and so offensive, so fickle and so sullen, so +conscious and so simple. + +After the first jarring contact with Dryfoos, the editor ceased to feel +the disagreeable fact of the old man's mastery of the financial +situation. None of the chances which might have made it painful +occurred; the control of the whole affair remained in Fulkerson's hands; +before he went West again, Dryfoos had ceased to come about the office, +as if, having once worn off the novelty of the sense of owning a literary +periodical, he was no longer interested in it. + +Yet it was a relief, somehow, when he left town, which he did not do +without coming to take a formal leave of the editor at his office. +He seemed willing to leave March with a better impression than he had +hitherto troubled himself to make; he even said some civil things about +the magazine, as if its success pleased him; and he spoke openly to March +of his hope that his son would finally become interested in it to the +exclusion of the hopes and purposes which divided them. It seemed to +March that in the old man's warped and toughened heart he perceived a +disappointed love for his son greater than for his other children; but +this might have been fancy. Lindau came in with some copy while Dryfoos +was there, and March introduced them. When Lindau went out, March +explained to Dryfoos that he had lost his hand in the war; and he told +him something of Lindau's career as he had known it. Dryfoos appeared +greatly pleased that 'Every Other Week' was giving Lindau work. He said +that he had helped to enlist a good many fellows for the war, and had +paid money to fill up the Moffitt County quota under the later calls for +troops. He had never been an Abolitionist, but he had joined the Anti- +Nebraska party in '55, and he had voted for Fremont and for every +Republican President since then. + +At his own house March saw more of Lindau than of any other contributor, +but the old man seemed to think that he must transact all his business +with March at his place of business. The transaction had some +peculiarities which perhaps made this necessary. Lindau always expected +to receive his money when he brought his copy, as an acknowledgment of +the immediate right of the laborer to his hire; and he would not take it +in a check because he did not approve of banks, and regarded the whole +system of banking as the capitalistic manipulation of the people's money. +He would receive his pay only from March's hand, because he wished to be +understood as working for him, and honestly earning money honestly +earned; and sometimes March inwardly winced a little at letting the old +man share the increase of capital won by such speculation as Dryfoos's, +but he shook off the feeling. As the summer advanced, and the artists +and classes that employed Lindau as a model left town one after another, +he gave largely of his increasing leisure to the people in the office of +'Every Other Week.' It was pleasant for March to see the respect with +which Conrad Dryfoos always used him, for the sake of his hurt and his +gray beard. There was something delicate and fine in it, and there was +nothing unkindly on Fulkerson's part in the hostilities which usually +passed between himself and Lindau. Fulkerson bore himself reverently at +times, too, but it was not in him to keep that up, especially when Lindau +appeared with more beer aboard than, as Fulkerson said, he could manage +shipshape. On these occasions Fulkerson always tried to start him on the +theme of the unduly rich; he made himself the champion of monopolies, and +enjoyed the invectives which Lindau heaped upon him as a slave of +capital; he said that it did him good. + +One day, with the usual show of writhing under Lindau's scorn, he said, +"Well, I understand that although you despise me now, Lindau--" + +"I ton't desbise you," the old man broke in, his nostrils swelling and +his eyes flaming with excitement, "I bity you." + +"Well, it seems to come to the same thing in the end," said Fulkerson. +"What I understand is that you pity me now as the slave of capital, but +you would pity me a great deal more if I was the master of it." + +"How you mean?" + +"If I was rich." + +"That would tebendt," said Lindau, trying to control himself. "If you +hat inheritedt your money, you might pe innocent; but if you hat mate it, +efery man that resbectedt himself would haf to ask how you mate it, and +if you hat mate moch, he would know--" + +"Hold on; hold on, now, Lindau! Ain't that rather un-American doctrine? +We're all brought up, ain't we, to honor the man that made his money, and +look down--or try to look down; sometimes it's difficult on the fellow +that his father left it to?" + +The old man rose and struck his breast. "On Amerigan!" he roared, and, +as he went on, his accent grew more and more uncertain. "What iss +Amerigan? Dere iss no Ameriga any more! You start here free and brafe, +and you glaim for efery man de right to life, liperty, and de bursuit of +habbiness. And where haf you entedt? No man that vorks vith his handts +among you has the liperty to bursue his habbiness. He iss the slafe of +some richer man, some gompany, some gorporation, dat crindt him down to +the least he can lif on, and that rops him of the marchin of his earnings +that he knight pe habby on. Oh, you Amerigans, you haf cot it down +goldt, as you say! You ton't puy foters; you puy lechislatures and +goncressmen; you puy gourts; you puy gombetitors; you pay infentors not +to infent; you atfertise, and the gounting-room sees dat de etitorial- +room toesn't tink." + +"Yes, we've got a little arrangement of that sort with March here," said +Fulkerson. + +"Oh, I am sawry," said the old man, contritely, "I meant noting bersonal. +I ton't tink we are all cuilty or gorrubt, and efen among the rich there +are goodt men. But gabidal"--his passion rose again" where you find +gabidal, millions of money that a man hass cot togeder in fife, ten, +twenty years, you findt the smell of tears and ploodt! Dat iss what I +say. And you cot to loog oudt for yourself when you meet a rich man +whether you meet an honest man." + +"Well," said Fulkerson, "I wish I was a subject of suspicion with you, +Lindau. By-the-way," he added, "I understand that you think capital was +at the bottom of the veto of that pension of yours." + +"What bension? What feto?"--The old man flamed up again. "No bension +of mine was efer fetoedt. I renounce my bension, begause I would sgorn +to dake money from a gofernment that I ton't peliefe in any more. Where +you hear that story?" + +"Well, I don't know," said Fulkerson, rather embarrassed. "It's common +talk." + +"It's a gommon lie, then! When the time gome dat dis iss a free gountry +again, then I dake a bension again for my woundts; but I would sdarfe +before I dake a bension now from a rebublic dat iss bought oap by +monobolies, and ron by drusts and gompines, and railroadts andt oil +gompanies." + +"Look out, Lindau," said Fulkerson. "You bite yourself mit dat dog some +day." But when the old man, with a ferocious gesture of renunciation, +whirled out of the place, he added: "I guess I went a little too far that +time. I touched him on a sore place; I didn't mean to; I heard some talk +about his pension being vetoed from Miss Leighton." He addressed these +exculpations to March's grave face, and to the pitying deprecation in the +eyes of Conrad Dryfoos, whom Lindau's roaring wrath had summoned to the +door. "But I'll make it all right with him the next time he comes. I +didn't know he was loaded, or I wouldn't have monkeyed with him." + +"Lindau does himself injustice when he gets to talking in that way," said +March. "I hate to hear him. He's as good an American as any of us; and +it's only because he has too high an ideal of us--" + +"Oh, go on! Rub it in--rub it in!" cried Fulkerson, clutching his hair in +suffering, which was not altogether burlesque. "How did I know he had +renounced his 'bension'? Why didn't you tell me?" + +"I didn't know it myself. I only knew that he had none, and I didn't +ask, for I had a notion that it might be a painful subject." + +Fulkerson tried to turn it off lightly. "Well, he's a noble old fellow; +pity he drinks." March would not smile, and Fulkerson broke out: "Dog on +it! I'll make it up to the old fool the next time he comes. I don't +like that dynamite talk of his; but any man that's given his hand to the +country has got mine in his grip for good. Why, March! You don't suppose +I wanted to hurt his feelings, do you?" + +"Why, of course not, Fulkerson." + +But they could not get away from a certain ruefulness for that time, and +in the evening Fulkerson came round to March's to say that he had got +Lindau's address from Conrad, and had looked him up at his lodgings. + +"Well, there isn't so much bric-a-brac there, quite, as Mrs. Green left +you; but I've made it all right with Lindau, as far as I'm concerned. +I told him I didn't know when I spoke that way, and I honored him for +sticking to his 'brinciples'; I don't believe in his 'brincibles'; +and we wept on each other's necks--at least, he did. Dogged if he didn't +kiss me before I knew what he was up to. He said I was his chenerous +gong friendt, and he begged my barton if he had said anything to wound +me. I tell you it was an affecting scene, March; and rats enough round +in that old barracks where he lives to fit out a first-class case of +delirium tremens. What does he stay there for? He's not obliged to?" + +Lindau's reasons, as March repeated them, affected Fulkerson as +deliciously comical; but after that he confined his pleasantries at the +office to Beaton and Conrad Dryfoos, or, as he said, he spent the rest of +the summer in keeping Lindau smoothed up. + +It is doubtful if Lindau altogether liked this as well. Perhaps he +missed the occasions Fulkerson used to give him of bursting out against +the millionaires; and he could not well go on denouncing as the slafe of +gabidal a man who had behaved to him as Fulkerson had done, though +Fulkerson's servile relations to capital had been in nowise changed by +his nople gonduct. + +Their relations continued to wear this irksome character of mutual +forbearance; and when Dryfoos returned in October and Fulkerson revived +the question of that dinner in celebration of the success of 'Every Other +Week,' he carried his complaisance to an extreme that alarmed March for +the consequences. + + + + +V. + +"You see," Fulkerson explained, "I find that the old man has got an idea +of his own about that banquet, and I guess there's some sense in it. He +wants to have a preliminary little dinner, where we can talk the thing up +first-half a dozen of us; and he wants to give us the dinner at his +house. Well, that's no harm. I don't believe the old man ever gave a +dinner, and he'd like to show off a little; there's a good deal of human +nature in the old man, after all. He thought of you, of course, and +Colonel Woodburn, and Beaton, and me at the foot of the table; and +Conrad; and I suggested Kendricks: he's such a nice little chap; and the +old man himself brought up the idea of Lindau. He said you told him +something about him, and he asked why couldn't we have him, too; and I +jumped at it." + +"Have Lindau to dinner?" asked March. + +"Certainly; why not? Father Dryfoos has a notion of paying the old +fellow a compliment for what he done for the country. There won't be any +trouble about it. You can sit alongside of him, and cut up his meat for +him, and help him to things--" + +"Yes, but it won't do, Fulkerson! I don't believe Lindau ever had on a +dress-coat in his life, and I don't believe his 'brincibles' would let +him wear one." + +"Well, neither had Dryfoos, for the matter of that. He's as high- +principled as old Pan-Electric himself, when it comes to a dress-coat," +said Fulkerson. "We're all going to go in business dress; the old man +stipulated for that. + +"It isn't the dress-coat alone," March resumed. "Lindau and Dryfoos +wouldn't get on. You know they're opposite poles in everything. You +mustn't do it. Dryfoos will be sure to say something to outrage Lindau's +'brincibles,' and there'll be an explosion. It's all well enough for +Dryfoos to feel grateful to Lindau, and his wish to honor him does him +credit; but to have Lindau to dinner isn't the way. At the best, the old +fellow would be very unhappy in such a house; he would have a bad +conscience; and I should be sorry to have him feel that he'd been +recreant to his 'brincibles'; they're about all he's got, and whatever we +think of them, we're bound to respect his fidelity to them." March +warmed toward Lindau in taking this view of him. "I should feel ashamed +if I didn't protest against his being put in a false position. After +all, he's my old friend, and I shouldn't like to have him do himself +injustice if he is a crank." + +"Of course," said Fulkerson, with some trouble in his face. +"I appreciate your feeling. But there ain't any danger," he added, +buoyantly. "Anyhow, you spoke too late, as the Irishman said to the +chicken when he swallowed him in a fresh egg. I've asked Lindau, and +he's accepted with blayzure; that's what he says." + +March made no other comment than a shrug. + +"You'll see," Fulkerson continued, "it 'll go off all right. I'll engage +to make it, and I won't hold anybody else responsible." + +In the course of his married life March had learned not to censure the +irretrievable; but this was just what his wife had not learned; and she +poured out so much astonishment at what Fulkerson had done, and so much +disapproval, that March began to palliate the situation a little. + +"After all, it isn't a question of life and death; and, if it were, I +don't see how it's to be helped now." + +"Oh, it's not to be helped now. But I am surprised at Mr. Fulkerson." + +"Well, Fulkerson has his moments of being merely human, too." + +Mrs. March would not deign a direct defence of her favorite. "Well, I'm +glad there are not to be ladies." + +"I don't know. Dryfoos thought of having ladies, but it seems your +infallible Fulkerson overruled him. Their presence might have kept +Lindau and our host in bounds." + +It had become part of the Marches' conjugal joke for him to pretend that +she could allow nothing wrong in Fulkerson, and he now laughed with a +mocking air of having expected it when she said: "Well, then, if Mr. +Fulkerson says he will see that it all comes out right, I suppose you +must trust his tact. I wouldn't trust yours, Basil. The first wrong +step was taken when Mr. Lindau was asked to help on the magazine." + +"Well, it was your infallible Fulkerson that took the step, or at least +suggested it. I'm happy to say I had totally forgotten my early friend." + +Mrs. March was daunted and silenced for a moment. Then she said: "Oh, +pshaw! You know well enough he did it to please you." + +"I'm very glad he didn't do it to please you, Isabel," said her husband, +with affected seriousness. "Though perhaps he did." + +He began to look at the humorous aspect of the affair, which it certainly +had, and to comment on the singular incongruities which 'Every Other +Week' was destined to involve at every moment of its career. +"I wonder if I'm mistaken in supposing that no other periodical was ever +like it. Perhaps all periodicals are like it. But I don't believe +there's another publication in New York that could bring together, in +honor of itself, a fraternity and equality crank like poor old Lindau, +and a belated sociological crank like Woodburn, and a truculent +speculator like old Dryfoos, and a humanitarian dreamer like young +Dryfoos, and a sentimentalist like me, and a nondescript like Beaton, +and a pure advertising essence like Fulkerson, and a society spirit like +Kendricks. If we could only allow one another to talk uninterruptedly +all the time, the dinner would be the greatest success in the world, +and we should come home full of the highest mutual respect. But I +suspect we can't manage that--even your infallible Fulkerson couldn't +work it--and I'm afraid that there'll be some listening that 'll spoil +the pleasure of the time." + +March was so well pleased with this view of the case that he suggested +the idea involved to Fulkerson. Fulkerson was too good a fellow not to +laugh at another man's joke, but he laughed a little ruefully, and he +seemed worn with more than one kind of care in the interval that passed +between the present time and the night of the dinner. + +Dryfoos necessarily depended upon him for advice concerning the scope and +nature of the dinner, but he received the advice suspiciously, and +contested points of obvious propriety with pertinacious stupidity. +Fulkerson said that when it came to the point he would rather have had +the thing, as he called it, at Delmonico's or some other restaurant; but +when he found that Dryfoos's pride was bound up in having it at his own +house, he gave way to him. Dryfoos also wanted his woman-cook to prepare +the dinner, but Fulkerson persuaded him that this would not do; he must +have it from a caterer. Then Dryfoos wanted his maids to wait at table, +but Fulkerson convinced him that this would be incongruous at a man's +dinner. It was decided that the dinner should be sent in from +Frescobaldi's, and Dryfoos went with Fulkerson to discuss it with the +caterer. He insisted upon having everything explained to him, and the +reason for having it, and not something else in its place; and he treated +Fulkerson and Frescobaldi as if they were in league to impose upon him. +There were moments when Fulkerson saw the varnish of professional +politeness cracking on the Neapolitan's volcanic surface, and caught a +glimpse of the lava fires of the cook's nature beneath; he trembled for +Dryfoos, who was walking rough-shod over him in the security of an +American who had known how to make his money, and must know how to spend +it; but he got him safely away at last, and gave Frescobaldi a wink of +sympathy for his shrug of exhaustion as they turned to leave him. + +It was at first a relief and then an anxiety with Fulkerson that Lindau +did not come about after accepting the invitation to dinner, until he +appeared at Dryfoos's house, prompt to the hour. There was, to be sure, +nothing to bring him; but Fulkerson was uneasily aware that Dryfoos +expected to meet him at the office, and perhaps receive some verbal +acknowledgment of the honor done him. Dryfoos, he could see, thought he +was doing all his invited guests a favor; and while he stood in a certain +awe of them as people of much greater social experience than himself, +regarded them with a kind of contempt, as people who were going to have a +better dinner at his house than they could ever afford to have at their +own. He had finally not spared expense upon it; after pushing +Frescobaldi to the point of eruption with his misgivings and suspicions +at the first interview, he had gone to him a second time alone, and told +him not to let the money stand between him and anything he would like to +do. In the absence of Frescobaldi's fellow-conspirator he restored +himself in the caterer's esteem by adding whatever he suggested; and +Fulkerson, after trembling for the old man's niggardliness, was now +afraid of a fantastic profusion in the feast. Dryfoos had reduced the +scale of the banquet as regarded the number of guests, but a confusing +remembrance of what Fulkerson had wished to do remained with him in part, +and up to the day of the dinner he dropped in at Frescobaldi's and +ordered more dishes and more of them. He impressed the Italian as an +American original of a novel kind; and when he asked Fulkerson how +Dryfoos had made his money, and learned that it was primarily in natural +gas, he made note of some of his eccentric tastes as peculiarities that +were to be caressed in any future natural-gas millionaire who might fall +into his hands. He did not begrudge the time he had to give in +explaining to Dryfoos the relation of the different wines to the +different dishes; Dryfoos was apt to substitute a costlier wine where he +could for a cheaper one, and he gave Frescobaldi carte blanche for the +decoration of the table with pieces of artistic confectionery. Among +these the caterer designed one for a surprise to his patron and a +delicate recognition of the source of his wealth, which he found Dryfoos +very willing to talk about, when he intimated that he knew what it was. + +Dryfoos left it to Fulkerson to invite the guests, and he found ready +acceptance of his politeness from Kendricks, who rightly regarded the +dinner as a part of the 'Every Other Week' business, and was too sweet +and kind-hearted, anyway, not to seem very glad to come. March was a +matter of course; but in Colonel Woodburn, Fulkerson encountered a +reluctance which embarrassed him the more because he was conscious of +having, for motives of his own, rather strained a point in suggesting the +colonel to Dryfoos as a fit subject for invitation. There had been only +one of the colonel's articles printed as yet, and though it had made a +sensation in its way, and started the talk about that number, still it +did not fairly constitute him a member of the staff, or even entitle him +to recognition as a regular contributor. Fulkerson felt so sure of +pleasing him with Dryfoos's message that he delivered it in full family +council at the widow's. His daughter received it with all the enthusiasm +that Fulkerson had hoped for, but the colonel said, stiffly, "I have not +the pleasure of knowing Mr. Dryfoos." Miss Woodburn appeared ready to +fall upon him at this, but controlled herself, as if aware that filial +authority had its limits, and pressed her lips together without saying +anything. + +"Yes, I know," Fulkerson admitted. "But it isn't a usual case. Mr. +Dryfoos don't go in much for the conventionalities; I reckon he don't +know much about 'em, come to boil it down; and he hoped"--here Fulkerson +felt the necessity of inventing a little--"that you would excuse any want +of ceremony; it's to be such an informal affair, anyway; we're all going +in business dress, and there ain't going to be any ladies. He'd have +come himself to ask you, but he's a kind of a bashful old fellow. It's +all right, Colonel Woodburn." + +"I take it that it is, sir," said the colonel, courteously, but with +unabated state, "coming from you. But in these matters we have no right +to burden our friends with our decisions." + +"Of course, of course," said Fulkerson, feeling that he had been +delicately told to mind his own business. + +"I understand," the colonel went on, "the relation that Mr. Dryfoos bears +to the periodical in which you have done me the honor to print my papah, +but this is a question of passing the bounds of a purely business +connection, and of eating the salt of a man whom you do not definitely +know to be a gentleman." + +"Mah goodness!" his daughter broke in. "If you bah your own salt with +his money--" + +"It is supposed that I earn his money before I buy my salt with it," +returned her father, severely. "And in these times, when money is got in +heaps, through the natural decay of our nefarious commercialism, it +behooves a gentleman to be scrupulous that the hospitality offered him is +not the profusion of a thief with his booty. I don't say that Mr. +Dryfoos's good-fortune is not honest. I simply say that I know nothing +about it, and that I should prefer to know something before I sat down at +his board." + +"You're all right, colonel," said Fulkerson, "and so is Mr. Dryfoos. +I give you my word that there are no flies on his personal integrity, +if that's what you mean. He's hard, and he'd push an advantage, but I +don't believe he would take an unfair one. He's speculated and made +money every time, but I never heard of his wrecking a railroad or +belonging to any swindling company or any grinding monopoly. He does +chance it in stocks, but he's always played on the square, if you call +stocks gambling." + +"May I, think this over till morning?" asked the colonel. + +"Oh, certainly, certainly," said Fulkerson, eagerly. "I don't know as +there's any hurry." + +Miss Woodburn found a chance to murmur to him before he went: "He'll +come. And Ah'm so much oblahged, Mr. Fulkerson. Ah jost know it's all +you' doing, and it will give papa a chance to toak to some new people, +and get away from us evahlastin' women for once." + +"I don't see why any one should want to do that," said Fulkerson, with +grateful gallantry. "But I'll be dogged," he said to March when he told +him about this odd experience, "if I ever expected to find Colonel +Woodburn on old Lindau's ground. He did come round handsomely this +morning at breakfast and apologized for taking time to think the +invitation over before he accepted. 'You understand,' he says, 'that if +it had been to the table of some friend not so prosperous as Mr. Dryfoos +--your friend Mr. March, for instance--it would have been sufficient to +know that he was your friend. But in these days it is a duty that a +gentleman owes himself to consider whether he wishes to know a rich man +or not. The chances of making money disreputably are so great that the +chances are against a man who has made money if he's made a great deal of +it.'" + +March listened with a face of ironical insinuation. "That was very good; +and he seems to have had a good deal of confidence in your patience and +in your sense of his importance to the occasion--" + +"No, no," Fulkerson protested, "there's none of that kind of thing about +the colonel. I told him to take time to think it over; he's the +simplest-hearted old fellow in the world." + +"I should say so. After all, he didn't give any reason he had for +accepting. But perhaps the young lady had the reason." + +"Pshaw, March!" said Fulkerson. + + + + +VI. + +So far as the Dryfoos family was concerned, the dinner might as well have +been given at Frescobaldi's rooms. None of the ladies appeared. Mrs. +Dryfoos was glad to escape to her own chamber, where she sat before an +autumnal fire, shaking her head and talking to herself at times, with the +foreboding of evil which old women like her make part of their religion. +The girls stood just out of sight at the head of the stairs, and disputed +which guest it was at each arrival; Mrs. Mandel had gone to her room to +write letters, after beseeching them not to stand there. When Kendricks +came, Christine gave Mela a little pinch, equivalent to a little mocking +shriek; for, on the ground of his long talk with Mela at Mrs. Horn's, in +the absence of any other admirer, they based a superstition of his +interest in her; when Beaton came, Mela returned the pinch, but +awkwardly, so that it hurt, and then Christine involuntarily struck her. + +Frescobaldi's men were in possession everywhere they had turned the cook +out of her kitchen and the waitress out of her pantry; the reluctant +Irishman at the door was supplemented by a vivid Italian, who spoke +French with the guests, and said, "Bien, Monsieur," and "toute suite," +and "Merci!" to all, as he took their hats and coats, and effused a +hospitality that needed no language but the gleam of his eyes and teeth +and the play of his eloquent hands. From his professional dress-coat, +lustrous with the grease spotted on it at former dinners and parties, +they passed to the frocks of the elder and younger Dryfoos in the +drawing-room, which assumed informality for the affair, but did not put +their wearers wholly at their ease. The father's coat was of black +broadcloth, and he wore it unbuttoned; the skirts were long, and the +sleeves came down to his knuckles; he shook hands with his guests, and +the same dryness seemed to be in his palm and throat, as he huskily asked +each to take a chair. Conrad's coat was of modern texture and cut, and +was buttoned about him as if it concealed a bad conscience within its +lapels; he met March with his entreating smile, and he seemed no more +capable of coping with the situation than his father. They both waited +for Fulkerson, who went about and did his best to keep life in the party +during the half-hour that passed before they sat down at dinner. Beaton +stood gloomily aloof, as if waiting to be approached on the right basis +before yielding an inch of his ground; Colonel Woodburn, awaiting the +moment when he could sally out on his hobby, kept himself intrenched +within the dignity of a gentleman, and examined askance the figure of old +Lindau as he stared about the room, with his fine head up, and his empty +sleeve dangling over his wrist. March felt obliged to him for wearing a +new coat in the midst of that hostile luxury, and he was glad to see +Dryfoos make up to him and begin to talk with him, as if he wished to +show him particular respect, though it might have been because he was +less afraid of him than of the others. He heard Lindau saying, "Boat, +the name is Choarman?" and Dryfoos beginning to explain his Pennsylvania +Dutch origin, and he suffered himself, with a sigh of relief, to fall +into talk with Kendricks, who was always pleasant; he was willing to talk +about something besides himself, and had no opinions that he was not +ready to hold in abeyance for the time being out of kindness to others. +In that group of impassioned individualities, March felt him a refuge and +comfort--with his harmless dilettante intention of some day writing a +novel, and his belief that he was meantime collecting material for it. + +Fulkerson, while breaking the ice for the whole company, was mainly +engaged in keeping Colonel Woodburn thawed out. He took Kendricks away +from March and presented him to the colonel as a person who, like +himself, was looking into social conditions; he put one hand on +Kendricks's shoulder, and one on the colonel's, and made some flattering +joke, apparently at the expense of the young fellow, and then left them. +March heard Kendricks protest in vain, and the colonel say, gravely: +"I do not wonder, sir, that these things interest you. They constitute a +problem which society must solve or which will dissolve society," and he +knew from that formula, which the colonel had, once used with him, that +he was laying out a road for the exhibition of the hobby's paces later. + +Fulkerson came back to March, who had turned toward Conrad Dryfoos, and +said, "If we don't get this thing going pretty soon, it 'll be the death +of me," and just then Frescobaldi's butler came in and announced to +Dryfoos that dinner was served. The old man looked toward Fulkerson with +a troubled glance, as if he did not know what to do; he made a gesture to +touch Lindau's elbow. Fulkerson called out, "Here's Colonel Woodburn, +Mr. Dryfoos," as if Dryfoos were looking for him; and he set the example +of what he was to do by taking Lindau's arm himself. "Mr. Lindau is +going to sit at my end of the table, alongside of March. Stand not upon +the order of your going, gentlemen, but fall in at once." He contrived +to get Dryfoos and the colonel before him, and he let March follow with +Kendricks. Conrad came last with Beaton, who had been turning over the +music at the piano, and chafing inwardly at the whole affair. At the +table Colonel Woodburn was placed on Dryfoos's right, and March on his +left. March sat on Fulkerson's right, with Lindau next him; and the +young men occupied the other seats. + +"Put you next to March, Mr. Lindau," said Fulkerson, "so you can begin to +put Apollinaris in his champagne-glass at the right moment; you know his +little weakness of old; sorry to say it's grown on him." + +March laughed with kindly acquiescence in Fulkerson's wish to start the +gayety, and Lindau patted him on the shoulder. "I know hiss veakness. +If he liges a class of vine, it iss begause his loaf ingludes efen hiss +enemy, as Shakespeare galled it." + +"Ah, but Shakespeare couldn't have been thinking of champagne," said +Kendricks. + +"I suppose, sir," Colonel Woodburn interposed, with lofty courtesy, +"champagne could hardly have been known in his day." + +"I suppose not, colonel," returned the younger man, deferentially. +"He seemed to think that sack and sugar might be a fault; but he didn't +mention champagne." + +"Perhaps he felt there was no question about that," suggested Beaton, who +then felt that he had not done himself justice in the sally. + +"I wonder just when champagne did come in," said March. + +"I know when it ought to come in," said Fulkerson. "Before the soup!" + +They all laughed, and gave themselves the air of drinking champagne out +of tumblers every day, as men like to do. Dryfoos listened uneasily; he +did not quite understand the allusions, though he knew what Shakespeare +was, well enough; Conrad's face expressed a gentle deprecation of joking +on such a subject, but he said nothing. + +The talk ran on briskly through the dinner. The young men tossed the +ball back and forth; they made some wild shots, but they kept it going, +and they laughed when they were hit. The wine loosed Colonel Woodburn's +tongue; he became very companionable with the young fellows; with the +feeling that a literary dinner ought to have a didactic scope, he praised +Scott and Addison as the only authors fit to form the minds of gentlemen. + +Kendricks agreed with him, but wished to add the name of Flaubert as a +master of style. "Style, you know," he added, "is the man." + +"Very true, sir; you are quite right, sir," the colonel assented; he +wondered who Flaubert was. + +Beaton praised Baudelaire and Maupassant; he said these were the masters. +He recited some lurid verses from Baudelaire; Lindau pronounced them a +disgrace to human nature, and gave a passage from Victor Hugo on Louis +Napoleon, with his heavy German accent, and then he quoted Schiller. +"Ach, boat that is a peaudifool! Not zo?" he demanded of March. + +"Yes, beautiful; but, of course, you know I think there's nobody like +Heine!" + +Lindau threw back his great old head and laughed, showing a want of teeth +under his mustache. He put his hand on March's back. "This poy--he was +a poy den--wars so gracy to pekin reading Heine that he gommence with the +tictionary bevore he knows any Grammar, and ve bick it out vort by vort +togeder." + +"He was a pretty cay poy in those days, heigh, Lindau ?" asked +Fulkerson, burlesquing the old man's accent, with an impudent wink that +made Lindau himself laugh. "But in the dark ages, I mean, there in +Indianapolis. Just how long ago did you old codgers meet there, anyway?" +Fulkerson saw the restiveness in Dryfoos's eye at the purely literary +course the talk had taken; he had intended it to lead up that way to +business, to 'Every Other Week;' but he saw that it was leaving Dryfoos +too far out, and he wished to get it on the personal ground, where +everybody is at home. + +"Ledt me zee," mused Lindau. "Wass it in fifty-nine or zixty, Passil? +Idt wass a year or dwo pefore the war proke oudt, anyway." + +"Those were exciting times," said Dryfoos, making his first entry into +the general talk. "I went down to Indianapolis with the first company +from our place, and I saw the red-shirts pouring in everywhere. They had +a song, + + "Oh, never mind the weather, but git over double trouble, + For we're bound for the land of Canaan." + +The fellows locked arms and went singin' it up and down four or five +abreast in the moonlight; crowded everybody' else off the sidewalk." + +"I remember, I remember," said Lindau, nodding his head slowly up and +down. "A coodt many off them nefer gome pack from that landt of Ganaan, +Mr. Dryfoos?" + +"You're right, Mr. Lindau. But I reckon it was worth it--the country +we've got now. Here, young man!" He caught the arm of the waiter who was +going round with the champagne bottle. "Fill up Mr. Lindau's glass, +there. I want to drink the health of those old times with him. Here's +to your empty sleeve, Mr. Lindau. God bless it! No offence to you, +Colonel Woodburn," said Dryfoos, turning to him before he drank. + +"Not at all, sir, not at all," said the colonel. "I will drink with you, +if you will permit me." + +"We'll all drink--standing!" cried Fulkerson. "Help March to get up, +somebody! Fill high the bowl with Samian Apollinaris for Coonrod! Now, +then, hurrah for Lindau!" + +They cheered, and hammered on the table with the butts of their knife- +handles. Lindau remained seated. The tears came into his eyes; he said, +"I thank you, chendlemen," and hiccoughed. + +"I'd 'a' went into the war myself," said Dryfoos, "but I was raisin' +a family of young children, and I didn't see how I could leave my farm. +But I helped to fill up the quota at every call, and when the +volunteering stopped I went round with the subscription paper myself; +and we offered as good bounties as any in the State. My substitute was +killed in one of the last skirmishes--in fact, after Lee's surrender-- +and I've took care of his family, more or less, ever since." + +"By-the-way, March," said Fulkerson, "what sort of an idea would it be to +have a good war story--might be a serial--in the magazine? The war has +never fully panned out in fiction yet. It was used a good deal just +after it was over, and then it was dropped. I think it's time to take it +up again. I believe it would be a card." + +It was running in March's mind that Dryfoos had an old rankling shame in +his heart for not having gone into the war, and that he had often made +that explanation of his course without having ever been satisfied with +it. He felt sorry for him; the fact seemed pathetic; it suggested a +dormant nobleness in the man. + +Beaton was saying to Fulkerson: "You might get a series of sketches by +substitutes; the substitutes haven't been much heard from in the war +literature. How would 'The Autobiography of a Substitute' do? You might +follow him up to the moment he was killed in the other man's place, and +inquire whether he had any right to the feelings of a hero when he was +only hired in the place of one. Might call it 'The Career of a Deputy +Hero.'" + +"I fancy," said March, "that there was a great deal of mixed motive in +the men who went into the war as well as in those who kept out of it. +We canonized all that died or suffered in it, but some of them must have +been self-seeking and low-minded, like men in other vocations." He found +himself saying this in Dryfoos's behalf; the old man looked at him +gratefully at first, he thought, and then suspiciously. + +Lindau turned his head toward him and said: "You are righdt, Passil; you +are righdt. I haf zeen on the fieldt of pattle the voarst eggsipitions +of human paseness--chelousy, fanity, ecodistic bridte. I haf zeen men in +the face off death itself gofferned by motifes as low as--as pusiness +motifes." + +"Well," said Fulkerson, "it would be a grand thing for 'Every Other Week' +if we could get some of those ideas worked up into a series. It would +make a lot of talk." + +Colonel Woodburn ignored him in saying, "I think, Major Lindau--" + +"High brifate; prefet gorporal," the old man interrupted, in rejection of +the title. + +Hendricks laughed and said, with a glance of appreciation at Lindau, +"Brevet corporal is good." + +Colonel Woodburn frowned a little, and passed over the joke. "I think +Mr. Lindau is right. Such exhibitions were common to both sides, though +if you gentlemen will pardon me for saying so, I think they were less +frequent on ours. We were fighting more immediately for existence. +We were fewer than you were, and we knew it; we felt more intensely that +if each were not for all, then none was for any." + +The colonel's words made their impression. Dryfoos said, with authority, +"That is so." + +"Colonel Woodburn," Fulkerson called out, "if you'll work up those ideas +into a short paper--say, three thousand words--I'll engage to make March +take it." + +The colonel went on without replying: "But Mr. Lindau is right in +characterizing some of the motives that led men to the cannon's mouth as +no higher than business motives, and his comparison is the most forcible +that he could have used. I was very much struck by it." + +The hobby was out, the colonel was in the saddle with so firm a seat that +no effort sufficed to dislodge him. The dinner went on from course to +course with barbaric profusion, and from time to time Fulkerson tried to +bring the talk back to 'Every Other Week.' But perhaps because that was +only the ostensible and not the real object of the dinner, which was to +bring a number of men together under Dryfoos's roof, and make them the +witnesses of his splendor, make them feel the power of his wealth, +Fulkerson's attempts failed. The colonel showed how commercialism was +the poison at the heart of our national life; how we began as a simple, +agricultural people, who had fled to these shores with the instinct, +divinely implanted, of building a state such as the sun never shone upon +before; how we had conquered the wilderness and the savage; how we had +flung off, in our struggle with the mother-country, the trammels of +tradition and precedent, and had settled down, a free nation, to the +practice of the arts of peace; how the spirit of commercialism had stolen +insidiously upon us, and the infernal impulse of competition had +embroiled us in a perpetual warfare of interests, developing the worst +passions of our nature, and teaching us to trick and betray and destroy +one another in the strife for money, till now that impulse had exhausted +itself, and we found competition gone and the whole economic problem in +the hands of monopolies--the Standard Oil Company, the Sugar Trust, the +Rubber Trust, and what not. And now what was the next thing? Affairs +could not remain as they were; it was impossible; and what was the next +thing? + +The company listened for the main part silently. Dryfoos tried to grasp +the idea of commercialism as the colonel seemed to hold it; he conceived +of it as something like the dry-goods business on a vast scale, and he +knew he had never been in that. He did not like to hear competition +called infernal; he had always supposed it was something sacred; but he +approved of what Colonel Woodburn said of the Standard Oil Company; it +was all true; the Standard Oil has squeezed Dryfoos once, and made him +sell it a lot of oil-wells by putting down the price of oil so low in +that region that he lost money on every barrel he pumped. + +All the rest listened silently, except Lindau; at every point the colonel +made against the present condition of things he said more and more +fiercely, "You are righdt, you are righdt." His eyes glowed, his hand +played with his knife-hilt. When the colonel demanded, "And what is the +next thing?" he threw himself forward, and repeated: "Yes, sir! What is +the next thing?" + +"Natural gas, by thunder!" shouted Fulkerson. + +One of the waiters had profited by Lindau's posture to lean over him and +put down in the middle of the table a structure in white sugar. It +expressed Frescobaldi's conception of a derrick, and a touch of nature +had been added in the flame of brandy, which burned luridly up from a +small pit in the centre of the base, and represented the gas in +combustion as it issued from the ground. Fulkerson burst into a roar of +laughter with the words that recognized Frescobaldi's personal tribute to +Dryfoos. Everybody rose and peered over at the thing, while he explained +the work of sinking a gas-well, as he had already explained it to +Frescobaldi. In the midst of his lecture he caught sight of the caterer +himself, where he stood in the pantry doorway, smiling with an artist's +anxiety for the effect of his masterpiece. + +"Come in, come in, Frescobaldi! We want to congratulate you," Fulkerson +called to him. "Here, gentlemen! Here's Frescobaldi's health." + +They all drank; and Frescobaldi, smiling brilliantly and rubbing his +hands as he bowed right and left, permitted himself to say to Dryfoos: +"You are please; no? You like?" + +"First-rate, first-rate!" said the old man; but when the Italian had +bowed himself out and his guests had sunk into their seats again, he said +dryly to Fulkerson, "I reckon they didn't have to torpedo that well, or +the derrick wouldn't look quite so nice and clean." + +"Yes," Fulkerson answered, "and that ain't quite the style--that little +wiggly-waggly blue flame--that the gas acts when you touch off a good +vein of it. This might do for weak gas"; and he went on to explain: + +"They call it weak gas when they tap it two or three hundred feet down; +and anybody can sink a well in his back yard and get enough gas to light +and heat his house. I remember one fellow that had it blazing up from a +pipe through a flower-bed, just like a jet of water from a fountain. +My, my, my! You fel--you gentlemen--ought to go out and see that +country, all of you. Wish we could torpedo this well, Mr. Dryfoos, and +let 'em see how it works! Mind that one you torpedoed for me? You know, +when they sink a well," he went on to the company, "they can't always +most generally sometimes tell whether they're goin' to get gas or oil or +salt water. Why, when they first began to bore for salt water out on the +Kanawha, back about the beginning of the century, they used to get gas +now and then, and then they considered it a failure; they called a gas- +well a blower, and give it up in disgust; the time wasn't ripe for gas +yet. Now they bore away sometimes till they get half-way to China, and +don't seem to strike anything worth speaking of. Then they put a +dynamite torpedo down in the well and explode it. They have a little bar +of iron that they call a Go-devil, and they just drop it down on the +business end of the torpedo, and then stand from under, if you please! +You hear a noise, and in about half a minute you begin to see one, and it +begins to rain oil and mud and salt water and rocks and pitchforks and +adoptive citizens; and when it clears up the derrick's painted--got a +coat on that 'll wear in any climate. That's what our honored host +meant. Generally get some visiting lady, when there's one round, to drop +the Go-devil. But that day we had to put up with Conrad here. They +offered to let me drop it, but I declined. I told 'em I hadn't much +practice with Go-devils in the newspaper syndicate business, and I wasn't +very well myself, anyway. Astonishing," Fulkerson continued, with the +air of relieving his explanation by an anecdote, "how reckless they get +using dynamite when they're torpedoing wells. We stopped at one place +where a fellow was handling the cartridges pretty freely, and Mr. Dryfoos +happened to caution him a little, and that ass came up with one of 'em in +his hand, and began to pound it on the buggy-wheel to show us how safe it +was. I turned green, I was so scared; but Mr. Dryfoos kept his color, +and kind of coaxed the fellow till he quit. You could see he was the +fool kind, that if you tried to stop him he'd keep on hammering that +cartridge, just to show that it wouldn't explode, till he blew you into +Kingdom Come. When we got him to go away, Mr. Dryfoos drove up to his +foreman. 'Pay Sheney off, and discharge him on the spot,' says he. +'He's too safe a man to have round; he knows too much about dynamite.' +I never saw anybody so cool." + +Dryfoos modestly dropped his head under Fulkerson's flattery and, without +lifting it, turned his eyes toward Colonel Woodburn. "I had all sorts of +men to deal with in developing my property out there, but I had very +little trouble with them, generally speaking." + +"Ah, ah! you foundt the laboring-man reasonable--dractable--tocile?" +Lindau put in. + +"Yes, generally speaking," Dryfoos answered. "They mostly knew which +side of their bread was buttered. I did have one little difficulty at +one time. It happened to be when Mr. Fulkerson was out there. Some of +the men tried to form a union--" + +"No, no!" cried Fulkerson. "Let me tell that! I know you wouldn't do +yourself justice, Mr. Dryfoos, and I want 'em to know how a strike can be +managed, if you take it in time. You see, some of those fellows got a +notion that there ought to be a union among the working-men to keep up +wages, and dictate to the employers, and Mr. Dryfoos's foreman was the +ringleader in the business. They understood pretty well that as soon as +he found it out that foreman would walk the plank, and so they watched +out till they thought they had Mr. Dryfoos just where they wanted him-- +everything on the keen jump, and every man worth his weight in diamonds +--and then they came to him, and--told him to sign a promise to keep that +foreman to the end of the season, or till he was through with the work on +the Dryfoos and Hendry Addition, under penalty of having them all knock +off. Mr. Dryfoos smelled a mouse, but he couldn't tell where the mouse +was; he saw that they did have him, and he signed, of course. There +wasn't anything really against the fellow, anyway; he was a first-rate +man, and he did his duty every time; only he'd got some of those ideas +into his head, and they turned it. Mr. Dryfoos signed, and then he laid +low." + +March saw Lindau listening with a mounting intensity, and heard him +murmur in German, "Shameful! shameful!" + +Fulkerson went on: "Well, it wasn't long before they began to show their +hand, but Mr. Dryfoos kept dark. He agreed to everything; there never +was such an obliging capitalist before; there wasn't a thing they asked +of him that he didn't do, with the greatest of pleasure, and all went +merry as a marriage-bell till one morning a whole gang of fresh men +marched into the Dryfoos and Hendry Addition, under the escort of a dozen +Pinkertons with repeating rifles at half-cock, and about fifty fellows +found themselves out of a job. You never saw such a mad set." + +"Pretty neat," said Kendricks, who looked at the affair purely from an +aesthetic point of view. "Such a coup as that would tell tremendously in +a play." + +"That was vile treason," said Lindau in German to March. "He's an +infamous traitor! I cannot stay here. I must go." + +He struggled to rise, while March held him by the coat, and implored him +under his voice: "For Heaven's sake, don't, Lindau! You owe it to +yourself not to make a scene, if you come here." Something in it all +affected him comically; he could not help laughing. + +The others were discussing the matter, and seemed not to have noticed +Lindau, who controlled himself and sighed: "You are right. I must have +patience." + +Beaton was saying to Dryfoos, "Pity your Pinkertons couldn't have given +them a few shots before they left." + +"No, that wasn't necessary," said Dryfoos. "I succeeded in breaking up +the union. I entered into an agreement with other parties not to employ +any man who would not swear that he was non-union. If they had attempted +violence, of course they could have been shot. But there was no fear of +that. Those fellows can always be depended upon to cut one another's +throats in the long run." + +"But sometimes," said Colonel Woodburn, who had been watching throughout. +for a chance to mount his hobby again, "they make a good deal of trouble +first. How was it in the great railroad strike of '77?" + +"Well, I guess there was a little trouble that time, colonel," said +Fulkerson. "But the men that undertake to override the laws and paralyze +the industries of a country like this generally get left in the end." + +"Yes, sir, generally; and up to a certain point, always. But it's the +exceptional that is apt to happen, as well as the unexpected. And a +little reflection will convince any gentleman here that there is always a +danger of the exceptional in your system. The fact is, those fellows +have the game in their own hands already. A strike of the whole body of +the Brotherhood of Engineers alone would starve out the entire Atlantic +seaboard in a week; labor insurrection could make head at a dozen given +points, and your government couldn't move a man over the roads without +the help of the engineers." + +"That is so," said Kendrick, struck by the dramatic character of the +conjecture. He imagined a fiction dealing with the situation as +something already accomplished. + +"Why don't some fellow do the Battle of Dorking act with that thing?" +said Fulkerson. "It would be a card." + +"Exactly what I was thinking, Mr. Fulkerson," said Kendricks. + +Fulkerson laughed. "Telepathy--clear case of mind transference. Better +see March, here, about it. I'd like to have it in 'Every Other Week.' +It would make talk." + +"Perhaps it might set your people to thinking as well as talking," said +the colonel. + +"Well, sir," said Dryfoos, setting his lips so tightly together that his +imperial stuck straight outward, "if I had my way, there wouldn't be any +Brotherhood of Engineers, nor any other kind of labor union in the whole +country." + +"What!" shouted Lindau. "You would sobbress the unionss of the voarking- +men?" + +"Yes, I would." + +"And what would you do with the unionss of the gabidalists--the drosts-- +and gompines, and boolss? Would you dake the righdt from one and gif it +to the odder?" + +"Yes, sir, I would," said Dryfoos, with a wicked look at him. + +Lindau was about to roar back at him with some furious protest, but March +put his hand on his shoulder imploringly, and Lindau turned to him to say +in German: "But it is infamous--infamous! What kind of man is this? Who +is he? He has the heart of a tyrant." + +Colonel Woodburn cut in. "You couldn't do that, Mr. Dryfoos, under your +system. And if you attempted it, with your conspiracy laws, and that +kind of thing, it might bring the climax sooner than you expected. Your +commercialized society has built its house on the sands. It will have to +go. But I should be sorry if it went before its time." + +"You are righdt, sir," said Lindau. "It would be a bity. I hobe it will +last till it feelss its rottenness, like Herodt. Boat, when its hour +gomes, when it trope to bieces with the veight off its own gorrubtion-- +what then?" + +"It's not to be supposed that a system of things like this can drop to +pieces of its own accord, like the old Republic of Venice," said the +colonel. "But when the last vestige of commercial society is gone, then +we can begin to build anew; and we shall build upon the central idea, not +of the false liberty you now worship, but of responsibility-- +responsibility. The enlightened, the moneyed, the cultivated class shall +be responsible to the central authority--emperor, duke, president; the +name does not matter--for the national expense and the national defence, +and it shall be responsible to the working-classes of all kinds for homes +and lands and implements, and the opportunity to labor at all times. + +"The working-classes shall be responsible to the leisure class for the +support of its dignity in peace, and shall be subject to its command in +war. The rich shall warrant the poor against planless production and the +ruin that now follows, against danger from without and famine from +within, and the poor--" + +"No, no, no!" shouted Lindau. "The State shall do that--the whole +beople. The men who voark shall have and shall eat; and the men that +will not voark, they shall sdarfe. But no man need sdarfe. He will go +to the State, and the State will see that he haf voark, and that he haf +foodt. All the roadts and mills and mines and landts shall be the +beople's and be ron by the beople for the beople. There shall be no rich +and no boor; and there shall not be war any more, for what bower wouldt +dare to addack a beople bound togeder in a broderhood like that?" + +"Lion and lamb act," said Fulkerson, not well knowing, after so much +champagne, what words he was using. + +No one noticed him, and Colonel Woodburn said coldly to Lindau, "You are +talking paternalism, sir." + +"And you are dalking feutalism!" retorted the old man. + +The colonel did not reply. A silence ensued, which no one broke till +Fulkerson said: "Well, now, look here. If either one of these +millenniums was brought about, by force of arms, or otherwise, what would +become of 'Every Other Week'? Who would want March for an editor? How +would Beaton sell his pictures? Who would print Mr. Kendricks's little +society verses and short stories? What would become of Conrad and his +good works?" Those named grinned in support of Fulkerson's diversion, +but Lindau and the colonel did not speak; Dryfoos looked down at his +plate, frowning. + +A waiter came round with cigars, and Fulkerson took one. "Ah," he said, +as he bit off the end, and leaned over to the emblematic masterpiece, +where the brandy was still feebly flickering, "I wonder if there's enough +natural gas left to light my cigar." His effort put the flame out and +knocked the derrick over; it broke in fragments on the table. Fulkerson +cackled over the ruin: "I wonder if all Moffitt will look that way after +labor and capital have fought it out together. I hope this ain't ominous +of anything personal, Dryfoos?" + +"I'll take the risk of it," said the old man, harshly. + +He rose mechanically, and Fulkerson said to Frescobaldi's man, "You can +bring us the coffee in the library." + +The talk did not recover itself there. Landau would not sit down; he +refused coffee, and dismissed himself with a haughty bow to the company; +Colonel Woodburn shook hands elaborately all round, when he had smoked +his cigar; the others followed him. It seemed to March that his own +good-night from Dryfoos was dry and cold. + + + + +VII. + +March met Fulkerson on the steps of the office next morning, when he +arrived rather later than his wont. Fulkerson did not show any of the +signs of suffering from the last night's pleasure which painted +themselves in March's face. He flirted his hand gayly in the air, +and said, "How's your poor head?" and broke into a knowing laugh. +"You don't seem to have got up with the lark this morning. The old +gentleman is in there with Conrad, as bright as a biscuit; he's beat you +down. Well, we did have a good time, didn't we? And old Lindau and the +colonel, didn't they have a good time? I don't suppose they ever had a +chance before to give their theories quite so much air. Oh, my! how they +did ride over us! I'm just going down to see Beaton about the cover of +the Christmas number. I think we ought to try it in three or four +colors, if we are going to observe the day at all." He was off before +March could pull himself together to ask what Dryfoos wanted at the +office at that hour of the morning; he always came in the afternoon on +his way up-town. + +The fact of his presence renewed the sinister misgivings with which March +had parted from him the night before, but Fulkerson's cheerfulness seemed +to gainsay them; afterward March did not know whether to attribute this +mood to the slipperiness that he was aware of at times in Fulkerson, or +to a cynical amusement he might have felt at leaving him alone to the old +man, who mounted to his room shortly after March had reached it. + +A sort of dumb anger showed itself in his face; his jaw was set so firmly +that he did not seem able at once to open it. He asked, without the +ceremonies of greeting, "What does that one-armed Dutchman do on this +book?" + +"What does he do?" March echoed, as people are apt to do with a question +that is mandatory and offensive. + +"Yes, sir, what does he do? Does he write for it?" + +"I suppose you mean Lindau," said March. He saw no reason for refusing +to answer Dryfoos's demand, and he decided to ignore its terms. "No, +he doesn't write for it in the usual way. He translates for it; +he examines the foreign magazines, and draws my attention to anything he +thinks of interest. But I told you about this before--" + +"I know what you told me, well enough. And I know what he is. He is a +red-mouthed labor agitator. He's one of those foreigners that come here +from places where they've never had a decent meal's victuals in their +lives, and as soon as they get their stomachs full, they begin to make +trouble between our people and their hands. There's where the strikes +come from, and the unions and the secret societies. They come here and +break our Sabbath, and teach their atheism. They ought to be hung! +Let 'em go back if they don't like it over here. They want to ruin the +country." + +March could not help smiling a little at the words, which came fast +enough now in the hoarse staccato of Dryfoos's passion. "I don't know +whom you mean by they, generally speaking; but I had the impression that +poor old Lindau had once done his best to save the country. I don't +always like his way of talking, but I know that he is one of the truest +and kindest souls in the world; and he is no more an atheist than I am. +He is my friend, and I can't allow him to be misunderstood." + +"I don't care what he is," Dryfoos broke out, "I won't have him round. +He can't have any more work from this office. I want you to stop it. +I want you to turn him off." + +March was standing at his desk, as he had risen to receive Dryfoos when +he entered. He now sat down, and began to open his letters. + +"Do you hear?" the old man roared at him. "I want you to turn him off." + +"Excuse me, Mr. Dryfoos," said March, succeeding in an effort to speak +calmly, "I don't know you, in such a matter as this. My arrangements as +editor of 'Every Other Week' were made with Mr. Fulkerson. I have always +listened to any suggestion he has had to make." + +"I don't care for Mr. Fulkerson? He has nothing to do with it," retorted +Dryfoos; but he seemed a little daunted by March's position. + +"He has everything to do with it as far as I am concerned," March +answered, with a steadiness that he did not feel. "I know that you are +the owner of the periodical, but I can't receive any suggestion from you, +for the reason that I have given. Nobody but Mr. Fulkerson has any right +to talk with me about its management." + +Dryfoos glared at him for a moment, and demanded, threateningly: "Then +you say you won't turn that old loafer off? You say that I have got to +keep on paying my money out to buy beer for a man that would cut my +throat if he got the chance?" + +"I say nothing at all, Mr. Dryfoos," March answered. The blood came into +his face, and he added: "But I will say that if you speak again of Mr. +Lindau in those terms, one of us must leave this room. I will not hear +you." + +Dryfoos looked at him with astonishment; then he struck his hat down on +his head, and stamped out of the room and down the stairs; and a vague +pity came into March's heart that was not altogether for himself. +He might be the greater sufferer in the end, but he was sorry to have got +the better of that old man for the moment; and he felt ashamed of the +anger into which Dryfoos's anger had surprised him. He knew he could not +say too much in defence of Lindau's generosity and unselfishness, and he +had not attempted to defend him as a political economist. He could not +have taken any ground in relation to Dryfoos but that which he held, and +he felt satisfied that he was right in refusing to receive instructions +or commands from him. Yet somehow he was not satisfied with the whole +affair, and not merely because his present triumph threatened his final +advantage, but because he felt that in his heat he had hardly done +justice to Dryfoos's rights in the matter; it did not quite console him +to reflect that Dryfoos had himself made it impossible. He was tempted +to go home and tell his wife what had happened, and begin his +preparations for the future at once. But he resisted this weakness and +kept mechanically about his work, opening the letters and the manuscripts +before him with that curious double action of the mind common in men of +vivid imaginations. It was a relief when Conrad Dryfoos, having +apparently waited to make sure that his father would not return, came up +from the counting-room and looked in on March with a troubled face. + +"Mr. March," he began, "I hope father hasn't been saying anything to you +that you can't overlook. I know he was very much excited, and when he is +excited he is apt to say things that he is sorry for." + +The apologetic attitude taken for Dryfoos, so different from any attitude +the peremptory old man would have conceivably taken for himself, made +March smile. "Oh no. I fancy the boot is on the other leg. I suspect +I've said some things your father can't overlook, Conrad." He called the +young man by his Christian name partly to distinguish him from his +father, partly from the infection of Fulkerson's habit, and partly from a +kindness for him that seemed naturally to express itself in that way. + +"I know he didn't sleep last night, after you all went away," Conrad +pursued, "and of course that made him more irritable; and he was tried a +good deal by some of the things that Mr. Lindau said." + +"I was tried a good deal myself," said March. "Lindau ought never to +have been there." + +"No." Conrad seemed only partially to assent. + +"I told Mr. Fulkerson so. I warned him that Lindau would be apt to break +out in some way. It wasn't just to him, and it wasn't just to your +father, to ask him." + +"Mr. Fulkerson had a good motive," Conrad gently urged. "He did it +because he hurt his feelings that day about the pension." + +"Yes, but it was a mistake. He knew that Lindau was inflexible about his +principles, as he calls them, and that one of his first principles is to +denounce the rich in season and out of season. I don't remember just +what he said last night; and I really thought I'd kept him from breaking +out in the most offensive way. But your father seems very much +incensed." + +"Yes, I know," said Conrad. + +"Of course, I don't agree with Lindau. I think there are as many good, +kind, just people among the rich as there are among the poor, and that +they are as generous and helpful. But Lindau has got hold of one of +those partial truths that hurt worse than the whole truth, and--" + +"Partial truth!" the young man interrupted. "Didn't the Saviour himself +say, 'How hardly shall they that have riches enter into the kingdom of +God?'" + +"Why, bless my soul!" cried March. "Do you agree with Lindau?" + +"I agree with the Lord Jesus Christ," said the young man, solemnly, and a +strange light of fanaticism, of exaltation, came into his wide blue eyes. +"And I believe He meant the kingdom of heaven upon this earth, as well as +in the skies." + +March threw himself back in his chair and looked at him with a kind of +stupefaction, in which his eye wandered to the doorway, where he saw +Fulkerson standing, it seemed to him a long time, before he heard him +saying: "Hello, hello! What's the row? Conrad pitching into you on old +Lindau's account, too?" + +The young man turned, and, after a glance at Fulkerson's light, smiling +face, went out, as if in his present mood he could not bear the contact +of that persiflant spirit. + +March felt himself getting provisionally very angry again. "Excuse me, +Fulkerson, but did you know when you went out what Mr. Dryfoos wanted to +see me for?" + +"Well, no, I didn't exactly," said Fulkerson, taking his usual seat on a +chair and looking over the back of it at March. "I saw he was on his car +about something, and I thought I'd better not monkey with him much. +I supposed he was going to bring you to book about old Lindau, somehow." +Fulkerson broke into a laugh. + +March remained serious. "Mr. Dryfoos," he said, willing to let the +simple statement have its own weight with Fulkerson, and nothing more, +"came in here and ordered me to discharge Lindau from his employment on +the magazine--to turn him off, as he put it." + +"Did he?" asked Fulkerson, with unbroken cheerfulness. "The old man is +business, every time. Well, I suppose you can easily get somebody else +to do Lindau's work for you. This town is just running over with half- +starved linguists. What did you say?" + +"What did I say?" March echoed. "Look here, Fulkerson; you may regard +this as a joke, but I don't. I'm not used to being spoken to as if I +were the foreman of a shop, and told to discharge a sensitive and +cultivated man like Lindau, as if he were a drunken mechanic; and if +that's your idea of me--" + +"Oh, hello, now, March! You mustn't mind the old man's way. He don't +mean anything by it--he don't know any better, if you come to that." + +"Then I know better," said March. "I refused to receive any instructions +from Mr. Dryfoos, whom I don't know in my relations with 'Every Other +Week,' and I referred him to you." + +"You did?" Fulkerson whistled. "He owns the thing!" + +"I don't care who owns the thing," said March. "My negotiations were +with you alone from the beginning, and I leave this matter with you. +What do you wish done about Lindau?" + +"Oh, better let the old fool drop," said Fulkerson. "He'll light on his +feet somehow, and it will save a lot of rumpus." + +"And if I decline to let him drop?" + +"Oh, come, now, March; don't do that," Fulkerson began. + +"If I decline to let him drop," March repeated, "what will you do?" + +"I'll be dogged if I know what I'll do," said Fulkerson. "I hope you +won't take that stand. If the old man went so far as to speak to you +about it, his mind is made up, and we might as well knock under first as +last." + +"And do you mean to say that you would not stand by me in what I +considered my duty-in a matter of principle?" + +"Why, of course, March," said Fulkerson, coaxingly, "I mean to do the +right thing. But Dryfoos owns the magazine--" + +"He doesn't own me," said March, rising. "He has made the little mistake +of speaking to me as if he did; and when"--March put on his hat and took +his overcoat down from its nail--"when you bring me his apologies, or +come to say that, having failed to make him understand they were +necessary, you are prepared to stand by me, I will come back to this +desk. Otherwise my resignation is at your service." + +He started toward the door, and Fulkerson intercepted him. "Ah, now, +look here, March! Don't do that! Hang it all, don't you see where it +leaves me? Now, you just sit down a minute and talk it over. I can make +you see--I can show you--Why, confound the old Dutch beer-buzzer! Twenty +of him wouldn't be worth the trouble he's makin'. Let him go, and the +old man 'll come round in time." + +"I don't think we've understood each other exactly, Mr. Fulkerson," said +March, very haughtily. "Perhaps we never can; but I'll leave you to +think it out." + +He pushed on, and Fulkerson stood aside to let him pass, with a dazed +look and a mechanical movement. There was something comic in his rueful +bewilderment to March, who was tempted to smile, but he said to himself +that he had as much reason to be unhappy as Fulkerson, and he did not +smile. His indignation kept him hot in his purpose to suffer any +consequence rather than submit to the dictation of a man like Dryfoos; +he felt keenly the degradation of his connection with him, and all his +resentment of Fulkerson's original uncandor returned; at the same time +his heart ached with foreboding. It was not merely the work in which he +had constantly grown happier that he saw taken from him; but he felt the +misery of the man who stakes the security and plenty and peace of home +upon some cast, and knows that losing will sweep from him most that most +men find sweet and pleasant in life. He faced the fact, which no good +man can front without terror, that he was risking the support of his +family, and for a point of pride, of honor, which perhaps he had no right +to consider in view of the possible adversity. He realized, as every +hireling must, no matter how skillfully or gracefully the tie is +contrived for his wearing, that he belongs to another, whose will is his +law. His indignation was shot with abject impulses to go back and tell +Fulkerson that it was all right, and that he gave up. To end the anguish +of his struggle he quickened his steps, so that he found he was reaching +home almost at a run. + + + + +VIII. + +He must have made more clatter than he supposed with his key at the +apartment door, for his wife had come to let him in when he flung it +open. "Why, Basil," she said, "what's brought you back? Are you sick? +You're all pale. Well, no wonder! This is the last of Mr. Fulkerson's +dinners you shall go to. You're not strong enough for it, and your +stomach will be all out of order for a week. How hot you are! and in a +drip of perspiration! Now you'll be sick." She took his hat away, which +hung dangling in his hand, and pushed him into a chair with tender +impatience. "What is the matter? Has anything happened?" + +"Everything has happened," he said, getting his voice after one or two +husky endeavors for it; and then he poured out a confused and huddled +statement of the case, from which she only got at the situation by +prolonged cross-questioning. + +At the end she said, "I knew Lindau would get you into trouble." + +This cut March to the heart. "Isabel!" he cried, reproachfully. + +"Oh, I know," she retorted, and the tears began to come. "I don't wonder +you didn't want to say much to me about that dinner at breakfast. +I noticed it; but I thought you were just dull, and so I didn't insist. +I wish I had, now. If you had told me what Lindau had said, I should +have known what would have come of it, and I could have advised you--" + +"Would you have advised me," March demanded, curiously, "to submit to +bullying like that, and meekly consent to commit an act of cruelty +against a man who had once been such a friend to me?" + +"It was an unlucky day when you met him. I suppose we shall have to go. +And just when we bad got used to New York, and begun to like it. I don't +know where we shall go now; Boston isn't like home any more; and we +couldn't live on two thousand there; I should be ashamed to try. I'm +sure I don't know where we can live on it. I suppose in some country +village, where there are no schools, or anything for the children. I +don't know what they'll say when we tell them, poor things." + +Every word was a stab in March's heart, so weakly tender to his own; his +wife's tears, after so much experience of the comparative lightness of +the griefs that weep themselves out in women, always seemed wrung from +his own soul; if his children suffered in the least through him, he felt +like a murderer. It was far worse than he could have imagined, the way +his wife took the affair, though he had imagined certain words, or +perhaps only looks, from her that were bad enough. He had allowed for +trouble, but trouble on his account: a svmpathy that might burden and +embarrass him; but he had not dreamed of this merely domestic, this +petty, this sordid view of their potential calamity, which left him +wholly out of the question, and embraced only what was most crushing and +desolating in the prospect. He could not bear it. He caught up his hat +again, and, with some hope that his wife would try to keep him, rushed +out of the house. He wandered aimlessly about, thinking the same +exhausting thoughts over and over, till he found himself horribly hungry; +then he went into a restaurant for his lunch, and when he paid he tried +to imagine how he should feel if that were really his last dollar. + +He went home toward the middle of the afternoon, basely hoping that +Fulkerson had sent him some conciliatory message, or perhaps was waiting +there for him to talk it over; March was quite willing to talk it over +now. But it was his wife who again met him at the door, though it seemed +another woman than the one he had left weeping in the morning. + +"I told the children," she said, in smiling explanation of his absence +from lunch, "that perhaps you were detained by business. I didn't know +but you had gone back to the office." + +"Did you think I would go back there, Isabel?" asked March, with a +haggard look. "Well, if you say so, I will go back, and do what Dryfoos +ordered me to do. I'm sufficiently cowed between him and you, I can +assure you." + +"Nonsense," she said. "I approve of everything you did. But sit down, +now, and don't keep walking that way, and let me see if I understand it +perfectly. Of course, I had to have my say out." + +She made him go all over his talk with Dryfoos again, and report his own +language precisely. From time to time, as she got his points, she said, +"That was splendid," "Good enough for him!" and "Oh, I'm so glad you said +that to him!" At the end she said: + +"Well, now, let's look at it from his point of view. Let's be perfectly +just to him before we take another step forward." + +"Or backward," March suggested, ruefully. "The case is simply this: he +owns the magazine." + +"Of course." + +"And he has a right to expect that I will consider his pecuniary +interests--" + +"Oh, those detestable pecuniary interests! Don't you wish there wasn't +any money in the world?" + +"Yes; or else that there was a great deal more of it. And I was +perfectly willing to do that. I have always kept that in mind as one of +my duties to him, ever since I understood what his relation to the +magazine was." + +"Yes, I can bear witness to that in any court of justice. You've done it +a great deal more than I could, Basil. And it was just the same way with +those horrible insurance people." + +"I know," March went on, trying to be proof against her flatteries, or at +least to look as if he did not deserve praise; "I know that what Lindau +said was offensive to him, and I can understand how he felt that he had a +right to punish it. All I say is that he had no right to punish it +through me." + +"Yes," said Mrs. March, askingly. + +"If it had been a question of making 'Every Other Week' the vehicle of +Lindau's peculiar opinions--though they're not so very peculiar; he might +have got the most of them out of Ruskin--I shouldn't have had any ground +to stand on, or at least then I should have had to ask myself whether his +opinions would be injurious to the magazine or not." + +"I don't see," Mrs. March interpolated, "how they could hurt it much +worse than Colonel Woodburn's article crying up slavery." + +"Well," said March, impartially, "we could print a dozen articles +praising the slavery it's impossible to have back, and it wouldn't hurt +us. But if we printed one paper against the slavery which Lindau claims +still exists, some people would call us bad names, and the counting-room +would begin to feel it. But that isn't the point. Lindau's connection +with 'Every Other Week' is almost purely mechanical; he's merely a +translator of such stories and sketches as he first submits to me, and it +isn't at all a question of his opinions hurting us, but of my becoming an +agent to punish him for his opinions. That is what I wouldn't do; that's +what I never will do." + +"If you did," said his wife, "I should perfectly despise you. I didn't +understand how it was before. I thought you were just holding out +against Dryfoos because he took a dictatorial tone with you, and because +you wouldn't recognize his authority. But now I'm with you, Basil, every +time, as that horrid little Fulkerson says. But who would ever have +supposed he would be so base as to side against you?" + +"I don't know," said March, thoughtfully, "that we had a right to expect +anything else. Fulkerson's standards are low; they're merely business +standards, and the good that's in him is incidental and something quite +apart from his morals and methods. He's naturally a generous and right- +minded creature, but life has taught him to truckle and trick, like the +rest of us." + +"It hasn't taught you that, Basil." + +"Don't be so sure. Perhaps it's only that I'm a poor scholar. But I +don't know, really, that I despise Fulkerson so much for his course this +morning as for his gross and fulsome flatteries of Dryfoos last night. +I could hardly stomach it." + +His wife made him tell her what they were, and then she said, "Yes, that +was loathsome; I couldn't have believed it of Mr. Fulkerson." + +"Perhaps he only did it to keep the talk going, and to give the old man a +chance to say something," March leniently suggested. "It was a worse +effect because he didn't or couldn't follow up Fulkerson's lead." + +"It was loathsome, all the same," his wife insisted. "It's the end of +Mr. Fulkerson, as far as I'm concerned." + +"I didn't tell you before," March resumed, after a moment, "of my little +interview with Conrad Dryfoos after his father left," and now he went on +to repeat what had passed between him and the young man. + +"I suspect that he and his father had been having some words before the +old man came up to talk with me, and that it was that made him so +furious." + +"Yes, but what a strange position for the son of such a man to take! +Do you suppose he says such things to his father?" + +"I don't know; but I suspect that in his meek way Conrad would say what +he believed to anybody. I suppose we must regard him as a kind of +crank." + +"Poor young fellow! He always makes me feel sad, somehow. He has such a +pathetic face. I don't believe I ever saw him look quite happy, except +that night at Mrs. Horn's, when he was talking with Miss Vance; and then +he made me feel sadder than ever." + +"I don't envy him the life he leads at home, with those convictions of +his. I don't see why it wouldn't be as tolerable there for old Lindau +himself." + +"Well, now," said Mrs. March, "let us put them all out of our minds and +see what we are going to do ourselves." + +They began to consider their ways and means, and how and where they +should live, in view of March's severance of his relations with 'Every +Other Week.' They had not saved anything from the first year's salary; +they had only prepared to save; and they had nothing solid but their two +thousand to count upon. But they built a future in which they easily +lived on that and on what March earned with his pen. He became a free +lance, and fought in whatever cause he thought just; he had no ties, no +chains. They went back to Boston with the heroic will to do what was +most distasteful; they would have returned to their own house if they had +not rented it again; but, any rate, Mrs. March helped out by taking +boarders, or perhaps only letting rooms to lodgers. They had some hard +struggles, but they succeeded. + +"The great thing," she said, "is to be right. I'm ten times as happy as +if you had come home and told me that you had consented to do what +Dryfoos asked and he had doubled your salary." + +"I don't think that would have happened in any event," said March, dryly. + +"Well, no matter. I just used it for an example." + +They both experienced a buoyant relief, such as seems to come to people +who begin life anew on whatever terms. "I hope we are young enough yet, +Basil," she said, and she would not have it when he said they had once +been younger. + +They heard the children's knock on the door; they knocked when they came +home from school so that their mother might let them in. "Shall we tell +them at once?" she asked, and ran to open for them before March could +answer. + +They were not alone. Fulkerson, smiling from ear to ear, was with them. +"Is March in?" he asked. + +"Mr. March is at home, yes," she said very haughtily. "He's in his +study," and she led the way there, while the children went to their +rooms. + +"Well, March," Fulkerson called out at sight of him, "it's all right! +The old man has come down." + +"I suppose if you gentlemen are going to talk business--" Mrs. March +began. + +"Oh, we don't want you to go away," said Fulkerson. "I reckon March has +told you, anyway." + +"Yes, I've told her," said March. "Don't go, Isabel. What do you mean, +Fulkerson ?" + +"He's just gone on up home, and he sent me round with his apologies. +He sees now that he had no business to speak to you as he did, and he +withdraws everything. He'd 'a' come round himself if I'd said so, but I +told him I could make it all right." + +Fulkerson looked so happy in having the whole affair put right, and the +Marches knew him to be so kindly affected toward them, that they could +not refuse for the moment to share his mood. They felt themselves +slipping down from the moral height which they had gained, and March made +a clutch to stay himself with the question, "And Lindau?" + +"Well," said Fulkerson, "he's going to leave Lindau to me. You won't +have anything to do with it. I'll let the old fellow down easy." + +"Do you mean," asked March, "that Mr. Dryfoos insists on his being +dismissed?" + +"Why, there isn't any dismissing about it," Fulkerson argued. "If you +don't send him any more work, he won't do any more, that's all. Or if he +comes round, you can--He's to be referred to me." + +March shook his head, and his wife, with a sigh, felt herself plucked up +from the soft circumstance of their lives, which she had sunk back into +so quickly, and set beside him on that cold peak of principle again. +"It won't do, Fulkerson. It's very good of you, and all that, but it +comes to the same thing in the end. I could have gone on without any +apology from Mr. Dryfoos; he transcended his authority, but that's a +minor matter. I could have excused it to his ignorance of life among +gentlemen; but I can't consent to Lindau's dismissal--it comes to that, +whether you do it or I do it, and whether it's a positive or a negative +thing--because he holds this opinion or that." + +"But don't you see," said Fulkerson, "that it's just Lindau's opinions +the old man can't stand? He hasn't got anything against him personally. +I don't suppose there's anybody that appreciates Lindau in some ways more +than the old man does." + +"I understand. He wants to punish him for his opinions. Well, I can't +consent to that, directly or indirectly. We don't print his opinions, +and he has a perfect right to hold them, whether Mr. Dryfoos agrees with +them or not." + +Mrs. March had judged it decorous for her to say nothing, but she now +went and sat down in the chair next her husband. + +"Ah, dog on it!" cried Fulkerson, rumpling his hair with both his hands. +"What am I to do? The old man says he's got to go." + +"And I don't consent to his going," said March. + +"And you won't stay if he goes." + +Fulkerson rose. "Well, well! I've got to see about it. I'm afraid the +old man won't stand it, March; I am, indeed. I wish you'd reconsider. +I--I'd take it as a personal favor if you would. It leaves me in a fix. +You see I've got to side with one or the other." + +March made no reply to this, except to say, "Yes, you must stand by him, +or you must stand by me." + +"Well, well! Hold on awhile! I'll see you in the morning. Don't take +any steps--" + +"Oh, there are no steps to take," said March, with a melancholy smile. +"The steps are stopped; that's all." He sank back into his chair when +Fulkerson was gone and drew a long breath. "This is pretty rough. I +thought we had got through it." + +"No," said his wife. "It seems as if I had to make the fight all over +again." + +"Well, it's a good thing it's a holy war." + +"I can't bear the suspense. Why didn't you tell him outright you +wouldn't go back on any terms?" + +"I might as well, and got the glory. He'll never move Dryfoos. I +suppose we both would like to go back, if we could." + +"Oh, I suppose so." + +They could not regain their lost exaltation, their lost dignity. At +dinner Mrs. March asked the children how they would like to go back to +Boston to live. + +"Why, we're not going, are we?" asked Tom, without enthusiasm. + +"I was just wondering how you felt about it, now," she said, with an +underlook at her husband. + +"Well, if we go back," said Bella, "I want to live on the Back Bay. It's +awfully Micky at the South End." + +"I suppose I should go to Harvard," said Tom, "and I'd room out at +Cambridge. It would be easier to get at you on the Back Bay." + +The parents smiled ruefully at each other, and, in view of these grand +expectations of his children, March resolved to go as far as he could in +meeting Dryfoos's wishes. He proposed the theatre as a distraction from +the anxieties that he knew were pressing equally on his wife. "We might +go to the 'Old Homestead,'" he suggested, with a sad irony, which only +his wife felt. + +"Oh yes, let's!" cried Bella. + +While they were getting ready, some one rang, and Bella went to the door, +and then came to tell her father that it was Mr. Lindau. "He says he +wants to see you just a moment. He's in the parlor, and he won't sit +down, or anything." + +"What can he want?" groaned Mrs. March, from their common dismay. + +March apprehended a storm in the old man's face. But he only stood in +the middle of the room, looking very sad and grave. "You are Going +oudt," he said. "I won't geep you long. I haf gome to pring pack dose +macassines and dis mawney. I can't do any more voark for you; and I +can't geep the mawney you haf baid me a'ready. It iss not hawnest mawney +--that hass been oarned py voark; it iss mawney that hass peen mate py +sbeculation, and the obbression off lapor, and the necessity of the boor, +py a man--Here it is, efery tollar, efery zent. Dake it; I feel as if +dere vas ploodt on it." + +"Why, Lindau," March began, but the old man interrupted him. + +"Ton't dalk to me, Passil! I could not haf believedt it of you. When +you know how I feel about dose tings, why tidn't you dell me whose mawney +you bay oudt to me? Ach, I ton't plame you--I ton't rebroach you. You +haf nefer thought of it; boat I have thought, and I should be Guilty, +I must share that man's Guilt, if I gept hiss mawney. If you hat toldt +me at the peginning--if you hat peen frank with meboat it iss all righdt; +you can go on; you ton't see dese tings as I see them; and you haf cot a +family, and I am a free man. I voark to myself, and when I ton't voark, +I sdarfe to myself. But. I geep my handts glean, voark or sdarfe. Gif +him hiss mawney pack! I am sawry for him; I would not hoart hiss +feelings, boat I could not pear to douch him, and hiss mawney iss like +boison!" + +March tried to reason with Lindau, to show him the folly, the injustice, +the absurdity of his course; it ended in their both getting angry, and in +Lindau's going away in a whirl of German that included Basil in the guilt +of the man whom Lindau called his master. + +"Well," said Mrs. March. "He is a crank, and I think you're well rid of +him. Now you have no quarrel with that horrid old Dryfoos, and you can +keep right on." + +"Yes," said March, "I wish it didn't make me feel so sneaking. What a +long day it's been! It seems like a century since I got up." + +"Yes, a thousand years. Is there anything else left to happen?" + +"I hope not. I'd like to go to bed." + +"Why, aren't you going to the theatre?" wailed Bella, coming in upon her +father's desperate expression. + +"The theatre? Oh yes, certainly! I meant after we got home," and March +amused himself at the puzzled countenance of the child. "Come on! +Is Tom ready?" + + + + +IX. + +Fulkerson parted with the Marches in such trouble of mind that he did not +feel able to meet that night the people whom he usually kept so gay at +Mrs. Leighton's table. He went to Maroni's for his dinner, for this +reason and for others more obscure. He could not expect to do anything +more with Dryfoos at once; he knew that Dryfoos must feel that he had +already made an extreme concession to March, and he believed that if he +was to get anything more from him it must be after Dryfoos had dined. +But he was not without the hope, vague and indefinite as it might be, +that he should find Lindau at Maroni's, and perhaps should get some +concession from him, some word of regret or apology which he could report +to Dryfoos, and at lest make the means of reopening the affair with him; +perhaps Lindau, when he knew how matters stood, would back down +altogether, and for March's sake would withdraw from all connection with +'Every Other Week' himself, and so leave everything serene. Fulkerson +felt capable, in his desperation, of delicately suggesting such a course +to Lindau, or even of plainly advising it: he did not care for Lindau a +great deal, and he did care a great deal for the magazine. + +But he did not find Lindau at Maroni's; he only found Beaton. He sat +looking at the doorway as Fulkerson entered, and Fulkerson naturally came +and took a place at his table. Something in Beaton's large-eyed +solemnity of aspect invited Fulkerson to confidence, and he said, as he +pulled his napkin open and strung it, still a little damp (as the scanty, +often-washed linen at Maroni's was apt to be), across his knees, "I was +looking for you this morning, to talk with you about the Christmas +number, and I was a good deal worked up because I couldn't find you; but +I guess I might as well have spared myself my emotions." + +"Why?" asked Beaton, briefly. + +"Well, I don't know as there's going to be any Christmas number." + +"Why?" Beaton asked again. + +"Row between the financial angel and the literary editor about the chief +translator and polyglot smeller." + +"Lindau?" + +"Lindau is his name." + +"What does the literary editor expect after Lindau's expression of his +views last night?" + +"I don't know what he expected, but the ground he took with the old man +was that, as Lindau's opinions didn't characterize his work on the +magazine, he would not be made the instrument of punishing him for them +the old man wanted him turned off, as he calls it." + +"Seems to be pretty good ground," said Beaton, impartially, while he +speculated, with a dull trouble at heart, on the effect the row would +have on his own fortunes. His late visit home had made him feel that the +claim of his family upon him for some repayment of help given could not +be much longer delayed; with his mother sick and his father growing old, +he must begin to do something for them, but up to this time he had spent +his salary even faster than he had earned it. When Fulkerson came in he +was wondering whether he could get him to increase it, if he threatened +to give up his work, and he wished that he was enough in love with +Margaret Vance, or even Christine Dryfoos, to marry her, only to end in +the sorrowful conviction that he was really in love with Alma Leighton, +who had no money, and who had apparently no wish to be married for love, +even. "And what are you going to do about it?" he asked, listlessly. + +"Be dogged if I know what I'm going to do about it," said Fulkerson. +"I've been round all day, trying to pick up the pieces--row began right +after breakfast this morning--and one time I thought I'd got the thing +all put together again. I got the old man to say that he had spoken to +March a little too authoritatively about Lindau; that, in fact, he ought +to have communicated his wishes through me; and that he was willing to +have me get rid of Lindau, and March needn't have anything to do with it. +I thought that was pretty white, but March says the apologies and regrets +are all well enough in their way, but they leave the main question where +they found it." + +"What is the main question?" Beaton asked, pouring himself out some +Chianti. As he set the flask down he made the reflection that if he +would drink water instead of Chianti he could send his father three +dollars a week, on his back debts, and he resolved to do it. + +"The main question, as March looks at it, is the question of punishing +Lindau for his private opinions; he says that if he consents to my +bouncing the old fellow it's the same as if he bounced him." + +"It might have that complexion in some lights," said Beaton. He drank +off his Chianti, and thought he would have it twice a week, or make +Maroni keep the half-bottles over for him, and send his father two +dollars. "And what are you going to do now?" + +"That's what I don't know," said Fulkerson, ruefully. After a moment he +said, desperately, "Beaton, you've got a pretty good head; why don't you +suggest something?" + +"Why don't you let March go?" Beaton suggested. + +"Ah, I couldn't," said Fulkerson. "I got him to break up in Boston and +come here; I like him; nobody else could get the hang of the thing like +he has; he's--a friend." Fulkerson said this with the nearest approach +he could make to seriousness, which was a kind of unhappiness. + +Beaton shrugged. "Oh, if you can afford to have ideals, I congratulate +you. They're too expensive for me. Then, suppose you get rid of +Dryfoos?" + +Fulkerson laughed forlornly. "Go on, Bildad. Like to sprinkle a few +ashes over my boils? Don't mind me!" + +They both sat silent a little while, and then Beaton said, "I suppose you +haven't seen Dryfoos the second time?" + +"No. I came in here to gird up my loins with a little dinner before I +tackled him. But something seems to be the matter with Maroni's cook. +I don't want anything to eat." + +"The cooking's about as bad as usual," said Beaton. After a moment he +added, ironically, for he found Fulkerson's misery a kind of relief from +his own, and was willing to protract it as long as it was amusing, "Why +not try an envoy extraordinary and minister plenipotentiary?" + +"What do you mean?" + +"Get that other old fool to go to Dryfoos for you!" + +"Which other old fool? The old fools seem to be as thick as flies." + +"That Southern one." + +"Colonel Woodburn?" + +"Mmmmm." + +"He did seem to rather take to the colonel!" Fulkerson mused aloud. + +"Of course he did. Woodburn, with his idiotic talk about patriarchal +slavery, is the man on horseback to Dryfoos's muddy imagination. He'd +listen to him abjectly, and he'd do whatever Woodburn told him to do." +Beaton smiled cynically. + +Fulkerson got up and reached for his coat and hat. "You've struck it, +old man." The waiter came up to help him on with his coat; Fulkerson +slipped a dollar in his hand. "Never mind the coat; you can give the +rest of my dinner to the poor, Paolo. Beaton, shake! You've saved my +life, little boy, though I don't think you meant it." He took Beaton's +hand and solemnly pressed it, and then almost ran out of the door. + +They had just reached coffee at Mrs. Leighton's when he arrived and sat +down with them and began to put some of the life of his new hope into +them. His appetite revived, and, after protesting that he would not take +anything but coffee, he went back and ate some of the earlier courses. +But with the pressure of his purpose driving him forward, he did not +conceal from Miss Woodburn, at least, that he was eager to get her apart +from the rest for some reason. When he accomplished this, it seemed as +if he had contrived it all himself, but perhaps he had not wholly +contrived it. + +"I'm so glad to get a chance to speak to you alone," he said at once; and +while she waited for the next word he made a pause, and then said, +desperately, "I want you to help me; and if you can't help me, there's no +help for me." + +"Mah goodness," she said, "is the case so bad as that? What in the woald +is the trouble?" + +"Yes, it's a bad case," said Fulkerson. "I want your father to help me." + +"Oh, I thoat you said me!" + +"Yes; I want you to help me with your father. I suppose I ought to go to +him at once, but I'm a little afraid of him." + +"And you awe not afraid of me? I don't think that's very flattering, Mr. +Fulkerson. You ought to think Ah'm twahce as awful as papa." + +"Oh, I do! You see, I'm quite paralyzed before you, and so I don't feel +anything." + +"Well, it's a pretty lahvely kyand of paralysis. But--go on." + +"I will--I will. If I can only begin." + +"Pohaps Ah maght begin fo' you." + +"No, you can't. Lord knows, I'd like to let you. Well, it's like this." + +Fulkerson made a clutch at his hair, and then, after another hesitation, +he abruptly laid the whole affair before her. He did not think it +necessary to state the exact nature of the offence Lindau had given +Dryfoos, for he doubted if she could grasp it, and he was profuse of his +excuses for troubling her with the matter, and of wonder at himself for +having done so. In the rapture of his concern at having perhaps made a +fool of himself, he forgot why he had told her; but she seemed to like +having been confided in, and she said, "Well, Ah don't see what you can +do with you' ahdeals of friendship except stand bah Mr. Mawch." + +"My ideals of friendship? What do you mean?" + +"Oh, don't you suppose we know? Mr. Beaton said you we' a pofect Bahyard +in friendship, and you would sacrifice anything to it." + +"Is that so?" said Fulkerson, thinking how easily he could sacrifice +Lindau in this case. He had never supposed before that he was chivalrous +in such matters, but he now began to see it in that light, and he +wondered that he could ever have entertained for a moment the idea of +throwing March over. + +"But Ah most say," Miss Woodburn went on, "Ah don't envy you you' next +interview with Mr. Dryfoos. Ah suppose you'll have to see him at once +aboat it." + +The conjecture recalled Fulkerson to the object of his confidences. +"Ah, there's where your help comes in. I've exhausted all the influence +I have with Dryfoos--" + +"Good gracious, you don't expect Ah could have any!" + +They both laughed at the comic dismay with which she conveyed the +preposterous notion; and Fulkerson said, "If I judged from myself, +I should expect you to bring him round instantly." + +"Oh, thank you, Mr. Fulkerson," she said, with mock meekness. + +"Not at all. But it isn't Dryfoos I want you to help me with; it's your +father. I want your father to interview Dryfoos for me, and I-I'm afraid +to ask him." + +"Poo' Mr. Fulkerson!" she said, and she insinuated something through her +burlesque compassion that lifted him to the skies. He swore in his heart +that the woman never lived who was so witty, so wise, so beautiful, and +so good. "Come raght with me this minute, if the cyoast's clea'." She +went to the door of the diningroom and looked in across its gloom to the +little gallery where her father sat beside a lamp reading his evening +paper; Mrs. Leighton could be heard in colloquy with the cook below, and +Alma had gone to her room. She beckoned Fulkerson with the hand +outstretched behind her, and said, "Go and ask him." + +"Alone!" he palpitated. + +"Oh, what a cyowahd!" she cried, and went with him. "Ah suppose you'll +want me to tell him aboat it." + +"Well, I wish you'd begin, Miss Woodburn," he said. "The fact is, you +know, I've been over it so much I'm kind of sick of the thing." + +Miss Woodburn advanced and put her hand on her father's shoulder. "Look +heah, papa! Mr. Fulkerson wants to ask you something, and he wants me to +do it fo' him." + +The colonel looked up through his glasses with the sort of ferocity +elderly men sometimes have to put on in order to keep their glasses from +falling off. His daughter continued: "He's got into an awful difficulty +with his edito' and his proprieto', and he wants you to pacify them." + +"I do not know whethah I understand the case exactly," said the colonel, +"but Mr. Fulkerson may command me to the extent of my ability." + +"You don't understand it aftah what Ah've said?" cried the girl. "Then +Ah don't see but what you'll have to explain it you'self, Mr. Fulkerson." + +"Well, Miss Woodburn has been so luminous about it, colonel," said +Fulkerson, glad of the joking shape she had given the affair, "that I can +only throw in a little side-light here and there." + +The colonel listened as Fulkerson went on, with a grave diplomatic +satisfaction. He felt gratified, honored, even, he said, by Mr. +Fulkerson's appeal to him; and probably it gave him something of the high +joy that an affair of honor would have brought him in the days when he +had arranged for meetings between gentlemen. Next to bearing a +challenge, this work of composing a difficulty must have been grateful. +But he gave no outward sign of his satisfaction in making a resume of the +case so as to get the points clearly in his mind. + +"I was afraid, sir," he said, with the state due to the serious nature of +the facts, "that Mr. Lindau had given Mr. Dryfoos offence by some of his +questions at the dinner-table last night." + +"Perfect red rag to a bull," Fulkerson put in; and then he wanted to +withdraw his words at the colonel's look of displeasure. + +"I have no reflections to make upon Mr. Landau," Colonel Woodburn +continued, and Fulkerson felt grateful to him for going on; "I do not +agree with Mr. Lindau; I totally disagree with him on sociological +points; but the course of the conversation had invited him to the +expression of his convictions, and he had a right to express them, so far +as they had no personal bearing." + +"Of course," said Fulkerson, while Miss Woodburn perched on the arm of +her father's chair. + +"At the same time, sir, I think that if Mr. Dryfoos felt a personal +censure in Mr. Lindau's questions concerning his suppression of the +strike among his workmen, he had a right to resent it." + +"Exactly," Fulkerson assented. + +"But it must be evident to you, sir, that a high-spirited gentleman like +Mr. March--I confess that my feelings are with him very warmly in the +matter--could not submit to dictation of the nature you describe." + +"Yes, I see," said Fulkerson; and, with that strange duplex action of the +human mind, he wished that it was his hair, and not her father's, that +Miss Woodburn was poking apart with the corner of her fan. + +"Mr. Lindau," the colonel concluded, "was right from his point of view, +and Mr. Dryfoos was equally right. The position of Mr. March is +perfectly correct--" + +His daughter dropped to her feet from his chair-arm. "Mah goodness! +If nobody's in the wrong, ho' awe you evah going to get the mattah +straight?" + +"Yes, you see," Fulkerson added, "nobody can give in." + +"Pardon me," said the colonel, "the case is one in which all can give +in." + +"I don't know which 'll begin," said Fulkerson. + +The colonel rose. "Mr. Lindau must begin, sir. We must begin by seeing +Mr. Lindau, and securing from him the assurance that in the expression of +his peculiar views he had no intention of offering any personal offence +to Mr. Dryfoos. If I have formed a correct estimate of Mr. Lindau, this +will be perfectly simple." + +Fulkerson shook his head. "But it wouldn't help. Dryfoos don't care a +rap whether Lindau meant any personal offence or not. As far as that is +concerned, he's got a hide like a hippopotamus. But what he hates is +Lindau's opinions, and what he says is that no man who holds such +opinions shall have any work from him. And what March says is that no +man shall be punished through him for his opinions, he don't care what +they are." + +The colonel stood a moment in silence. "And what do you expect me to do +under the circumstances?" + +"I came to you for advice--I thought you might suggest----?" + +"Do you wish me to see Mr. Dryfoos?" + +"Well, that's about the size of it," Fulkerson admitted. "You see, +colonel," he hastened on, "I know that you have a great deal of influence +with him; that article of yours is about the only thing he's ever read in +'Every Other Week,' and he's proud of your acquaintance. Well, you know" +--and here Fulkerson brought in the figure that struck him so much in +Beaton's phrase and had been on his tongue ever since--" you're the man +on horseback to him; and he'd be more apt to do what you say than if +anybody else said it." + +"You are very good, sir," said the colonel, trying to be proof against +the flattery, "but I am afraid you overrate my influence." Fulkerson let +him ponder it silently, and his daughter governed her impatience by +holding her fan against her lips. Whatever the process was in the +colonel's mind, he said at last: "I see no good reason for declining to +act for you, Mr. Fulkerson, and I shall be very happy if I can be of +service to you. But"--he stopped Fulkerson from cutting in with +precipitate thanks--"I think I have a right, sir, to ask what your course +will be in the event of failure?" + +"Failure?" Fulkerson repeated, in dismay. + +"Yes, sir. I will not conceal from you that this mission is one not +wholly agreeable to my feelings." + +"Oh, I understand that, colonel, and I assure you that I appreciate, I--" + +"There is no use trying to blink the fact, sir, that there are certain +aspects of Mr. Dryfoos's character in which he is not a gentleman. +We have alluded to this fact before, and I need not dwell upon it now: I +may say, however, that my misgivings were not wholly removed last night." + +"No," Fulkerson assented; though in his heart he thought the old man had +behaved very well. + +"What I wish to say now is that I cannot consent to act for you, in this +matter, merely as an intermediary whose failure would leave the affair in +state quo." + +"I see," said Fulkerson. + + +"And I should like some intimation, some assurance, as to which party +your own feelings are with in the difference." + +The colonel bent his eyes sharply on Fulkerson; Miss Woodburn let hers +fall; Fulkerson felt that he was being tested, and he said, to gain time, +"As between Lindau and Dryfoos?" though he knew this was not the point. + +"As between Mr. Dryfoos and Mr. March," said the colonel. + +Fulkerson drew a long breath and took his courage in both hands. "There +can't be any choice for me in such a case. I'm for March, every time." + +The colonel seized his hand, and Miss Woodburn said, "If there had been +any choice fo' you in such a case, I should never have let papa stir a +step with you." + +"Why, in regard to that," said the colonel, with a, literal application +of the idea, "was it your intention that we should both go?" + +"Well, I don't know; I suppose it was." + +"I think it will be better for me to go alone," said the colonel; and, +with a color from his experience in affairs of honor, he added: "In these +matters a principal cannot appear without compromising his dignity. +I believe I have all the points clearly in mind, and I think I should act +more freely in meeting Mr. Dryfoos alone." + +Fulkerson tried to hide the eagerness with which he met these agreeable +views. He felt himself exalted in some sort to the level of the +colonel's sentiments, though it would not be easy to say whether this was +through the desperation bred of having committed himself to March's side, +or through the buoyant hope he had that the colonel would succeed in his +mission. + +"I'm not afraid to talk with Dryfoos about it," he said. + +"There is no question of courage," said the colonel. "It is a question +of dignity--of personal dignity." + +"Well, don't let that delay you, papa," said his daughter, following him +to the door, where she found him his hat, and Fulkerson helped him on +with his overcoat. "Ah shall be jost wald to know ho' it's toned oat." + +"Won't you let me go up to the house with you?" Fulkerson began. +"I needn't go in--" + +"I prefer to go alone," said the colonel. "I wish to turn the points +over in my mind, and I am afraid you would find me rather dull company." + +He went out, and Fulkerson returned with Miss Woodburn to the drawing- +room, where she said the Leightons were. They, were not there, but she +did not seem disappointed. + +"Well, Mr. Fulkerson," she said, "you have got an ahdeal of friendship, +sure enough." + +"Me?" said Fulkerson. "Oh, my Lord! Don't you see I couldn't do +anything else? And I'm scared half to death, anyway. If the colonel +don't bring the old man round, I reckon it's all up with me. But he'll +fetch him. And I'm just prostrated with gratitude to you, Miss +Woodburn." + +She waved his thanks aside with her fan. "What do you mean by its being +all up with you?" + +"Why, if the old man sticks to his position, and I stick to March, we've +both got to go overboard together. Dryfoos owns the magazine; he can +stop it, or he can stop us, which amounts to the same thing, as far as +we're concerned." + +"And then what?" the girl pursued. + +"And then, nothing--till we pick ourselves up." + +"Do you mean that Mr. Dryfoos will put you both oat of your places?" + +"He may." + +"And Mr. Mawch takes the risk of that jost fo' a principle?" + +"I reckon." + +"And you do it jost fo' an ahdeal?" + +"It won't do to own it. I must have my little axe to grind, somewhere." + +"Well, men awe splendid," sighed the girl. "Ah will say it." + +"Oh, they're not so much better than women," said Fulkerson, with a +nervous jocosity. "I guess March would have backed down if it hadn't +been for his wife. She was as hot as pepper about it, and you could see +that she would have sacrificed all her husband's relations sooner than +let him back down an inch from the stand he had taken. It's pretty easy +for a man to stick to a principle if he has a woman to stand by him. +But when you come to play it alone--" + +"Mr. Fulkerson," said the girl, solemnly, "Ah will stand bah you in this, +if all the woald tones against you." The tears came into her eyes, and +she put out her hand to him. + +"You will?" he shouted, in a rapture. "In every way--and always--as +long as you live? Do you mean it?" He had caught her hand to his breast +and was grappling it tight there and drawing her to him. + +The changing emotions chased one another through her heart and over her +face: dismay, shame, pride, tenderness. "You don't believe," she said, +hoarsely, "that Ah meant that?" + +"No, but I hope you do mean it; for if you don't, nothing else means +anything." + +There was no space, there was only a point of wavering. "Ah do mean it." + +When they lifted their eyes from each other again it was half-past ten. +"No' you most go," she said. + +"But the colonel--our fate?" + +"The co'nel is often oat late, and Ah'm not afraid of ouah fate, no' that +we've taken it into ouah own hands." She looked at him with dewy eyes of +trust, of inspiration. + +"Oh, it's going to come out all right," he said. "It can't come out +wrong now, no matter what happens. But who'd have thought it, when I +came into this house, in such a state of sin and misery, half an hour +ago--" + +"Three houahs and a half ago!" she said. "No! you most jost go. Ah'm +tahed to death. Good-night. You can come in the mawning to see-papa." +She opened the door and pushed him out with enrapturing violence, and he +ran laughing down the steps into her father's arms. + +"Why, colonel! I was just going up to meet you." He had really thought +he would walk off his exultation in that direction. + +"I am very sorry to say, Mr. Fulkerson," the colonel began, gravely, +"that Mr. Dryfoos adheres to his position." + +"Oh, all right," said Fulkerson, with unabated joy. "It's what I +expected. Well, my course is clear; I shall stand by March, and I guess +the world won't come to an end if he bounces us both. But I'm +everlastingly obliged to you, Colonel Woodburn, and I don't know what to +say to you. I--I won't detain you now; it's so late. I'll see you in +the morning. Good-ni--" + +Fulkerson did not realize that it takes two to part. The colonel laid +hold of his arm and turned away with him. "I will walk toward your place +with you. I can understand why you should be anxious to know the +particulars of my interview with Mr. Dryfoos"; and in the statement which +followed he did not spare him the smallest. It outlasted their walk and +detained them long on the steps of the 'Every Other Week' building. But +at the end Fulkerson let himself in with his key as light of heart as if +he had been listening to the gayest promises that fortune could make. + +By the tune he met March at the office next morning, a little, but only a +very little, misgiving saddened his golden heaven. He took March's hand +with high courage, and said, "Well, the old man sticks to his point, +March." He added, with the sense of saying it before Miss Woodburn: "And +I stick by you. I've thought it all over, and I'd rather be right with +you than wrong with him." + +"Well, I appreciate your motive, Fulkerson," said March. "But perhaps-- +perhaps we can save over our heroics for another occasion. Lindau seems +to have got in with his, for the present." + +He told him of Lindau's last visit, and they stood a moment looking at +each other rather queerly. Fulkerson was the first to recover his +spirits. "Well," he said, cheerily, "that let's us out." + +"Does it? I'm not sure it lets me out," said March; but he said this in +tribute to his crippled self-respect rather than as a forecast of any +action in the matter. + +"Why, what are you going to do?" Fulkerson asked. "If Lindau won't work +for Dryfoos, you can't make him." + +March sighed. "What are you going to do with this money?" He glanced at +the heap of bills he had flung on the table between them. + +Fulkerson scratched his head. "Ah, dogged if I know: Can't we give it +to the deserving poor, somehow, if we can find 'em?" + +"I suppose we've no right to use it in any way. You must give it to +Dryfoos." + +"To the deserving rich? Well, you can always find them. I reckon you +don't want to appear in the transaction! I don't, either; but I guess I +must." Fulkerson gathered up the money and carried it to Conrad. +He directed him to account for it in his books as conscience-money, and +he enjoyed the joke more than Conrad seemed to do when he was told where +it came from. + +Fulkerson was able to wear off the disagreeable impression the affair +left during the course of the fore-noon, and he met Miss Woodburn with +all a lover's buoyancy when he went to lunch. She was as happy as he +when he told her how fortunately the whole thing had ended, and he took +her view that it was a reward of his courage in having dared the worst. +They both felt, as the newly plighted always do, that they were in the +best relations with the beneficent powers, and that their felicity had +been especially looked to in the disposition of events. They were in a +glow of rapturous content with themselves and radiant worship of each +other; she was sure that he merited the bright future opening to them +both, as much as if he owed it directly to some noble action of his own; +he felt that he was indebted for the favor of Heaven entirely to the +still incredible accident of her preference of him over other men. + +Colonel Woodburn, who was not yet in the secret of their love, perhaps +failed for this reason to share their satisfaction with a result so +unexpectedly brought about. The blessing on their hopes seemed to his +ignorance to involve certain sacrifices of personal feeling at which he +hinted in suggesting that Dryfoos should now be asked to make some +abstract concessions and acknowledgments; his daughter hastened to deny +that these were at all necessary; and Fulkerson easily explained why. +The thing was over; what was the use of opening it up again? + +"Perhaps none," the colonel admitted. But he added, "I should like the +opportunity of taking Mr. Lindau's hand in the presence of Mr. Dryfoos +and assuring him that I considered him a man of principle and a man of +honor--a gentleman, sir, whom I was proud and happy to have known." + +"Well, Ah've no doabt," said his daughter, demurely, "that you'll have +the chance some day; and we would all lahke to join you. But at the same +tahme, Ah think Mr. Fulkerson is well oat of it fo' the present." + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +Anticipative reprisal +Buttoned about him as if it concealed a bad conscience +Courtship +Got their laugh out of too many things in life +Had learned not to censure the irretrievable +Had no opinions that he was not ready to hold in abeyance +Ignorant of her ignorance +It don't do any good to look at its drawbacks all the time +Justice must be paid for at every step in fees and costs +Life has taught him to truckle and trick +Man's willingness to abide in the present +No longer the gross appetite for novelty +No right to burden our friends with our decisions +Travel, with all its annoyances and fatigues +Typical anything else, is pretty difficult to find + + + + +End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of A Hazard of New Fortunes, v4 +by William Dean Howells + + + + + + +A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES + +By William Dean Howells + + + +PART FIFTH + + + + +I. + +Superficially, the affairs of 'Every Other Week' settled into their +wonted form again, and for Fulkerson they seemed thoroughly reinstated. +But March had a feeling of impermanency from what had happened, mixed +with a fantastic sense of shame toward Lindau. He did not sympathize +with Lindau's opinions; he thought his remedy for existing evils as +wildly impracticable as Colonel Woodburn's. But while he thought this, +and while he could justly blame Fulkerson for Lindau's presence at +Dryfoos's dinner, which his zeal had brought about in spite of March's +protests, still he could not rid himself of the reproach of uncandor with +Lindau. He ought to have told him frankly about the ownership of the +magazine, and what manner of man the man was whose money he was taking. +But he said that he never could have imagined that he was serious in his +preposterous attitude in regard to a class of men who embody half the +prosperity of the country; and he had moments of revolt against his own +humiliation before Lindau, in which he found it monstrous that he should +return Dryfoos's money as if it had been the spoil of a robber. His wife +agreed with him in these moments, and said it was a great relief not to +have that tiresome old German coming about. They had to account for his +absence evasively to the children, whom they could not very well tell +that their father was living on money that Lindau disdained to take, even +though Lindau was wrong and their father was right. This heightened Mrs. +March's resentment toward both Lindau and Dryfoos, who between them had +placed her husband in a false position. If anything, she resented +Dryfoos's conduct more than Lindau's. He had never spoken to March about +the affair since Lindau had renounced his work, or added to the +apologetic messages he had sent by Fulkerson. So far as March knew, +Dryfoos had been left to suppose that Lindau had simply stopped for some +reason that did not personally affect him. They never spoke of him, and +March was too proud to ask either Fulkerson or Conrad whether the old man +knew that Lindau had returned his money. He avoided talking to Conrad, +from a feeling that if be did he should involuntarily lead him on to +speak of his differences with his father. Between himself and Fulkerson, +even, he was uneasily aware of a want of their old perfect friendliness. +Fulkerson had finally behaved with honor and courage; but his provisional +reluctance had given March the measure of Fulkerson's character in one +direction, and he could not ignore the fact that it was smaller than he +could have wished. + +He could not make out whether Fulkerson shared his discomfort or not. +It certainly wore away, even with March, as time passed, and with +Fulkerson, in the bliss of his fortunate love, it was probably far more +transient, if it existed at all. He advanced into the winter as +radiantly as if to meet the spring, and he said that if there were any +pleasanter month of the year than November, it was December, especially +when the weather was good and wet and muddy most of the time, so that you +had to keep indoors a long while after you called anywhere. + +Colonel Woodburn had the anxiety, in view of his daughter's engagement, +when she asked his consent to it, that such a dreamer must have in regard +to any reality that threatens to affect the course of his reveries. He +had not perhaps taken her marriage into account, except as a remote +contingency; and certainly Fulkerson was not the kind of son-in-law that +he had imagined in dealing with that abstraction. But because he had +nothing of the sort definitely in mind, he could not oppose the selection +of Fulkerson with success; he really knew nothing against him, and he +knew, many things in his favor; Fulkerson inspired him with the liking +that every one felt for him in a measure; he amused him, he cheered him; +and the colonel had been so much used to leaving action of all kinds to +his daughter that when he came to close quarters with the question of a +son-in-law he felt helpless to decide it, and he let her decide it, as if +it were still to be decided when it was submitted to him. She was +competent to treat it in all its phases: not merely those of personal +interest, but those of duty to the broken Southern past, sentimentally +dear to him, and practically absurd to her. No such South as he +remembered had ever existed to her knowledge, and no such civilization as +he imagined would ever exist, to her belief, anywhere. She took the +world as she found it, and made the best of it. She trusted in +Fulkerson; she had proved his magnanimity in a serious emergency; and in +small things she was willing fearlessly to chance it with him. She was +not a sentimentalist, and there was nothing fantastic in her +expectations; she was a girl of good sense and right mind, and she liked +the immediate practicality as well as the final honor of Fulkerson. She +did not idealize him, but in the highest effect she realized him; she did +him justice, and she would not have believed that she did him more than +justice if she had sometimes known him to do himself less. + +Their engagement was a fact to which the Leighton household adjusted +itself almost as simply as the lovers themselves; Miss Woodburn told the +ladies at once, and it was not a thing that Fulkerson could keep from +March very long. He sent word of it to Mrs. March by her husband; and +his engagement perhaps did more than anything else to confirm the +confidence in him which had been shaken by his early behavior in the +Lindau episode, and not wholly restored by his tardy fidelity to March. +But now she felt that a man who wished to get married so obviously and +entirely for love was full of all kinds of the best instincts, and only +needed the guidance of a wife, to become very noble. She interested +herself intensely in balancing the respective merits of the engaged +couple, and after her call upon Miss Woodburn in her new character she +prided herself upon recognizing the worth of some strictly Southern +qualities in her, while maintaining the general average of New England +superiority. She could not reconcile herself to the Virginian custom +illustrated in her having been christened with the surname of Madison; +and she said that its pet form of Mad, which Fulkerson promptly invented, +only made it more ridiculous. + +Fulkerson was slower in telling Beaton. He was afraid, somehow, of +Beaton's taking the matter in the cynical way; Miss Woodburn said she +would break off the engagement if Beaton was left to guess it or find it +out by accident, and then Fulkerson plucked up his courage. Beaton +received the news with gravity, and with a sort of melancholy meekness +that strongly moved Fulkerson's sympathy, and made him wish that Beaton +was engaged, too. + +It made Beaton feel very old; it somehow left him behind and forgotten; +in a manner, it made him feel trifled with. Something of the +unfriendliness of fate seemed to overcast his resentment, and he allowed +the sadness of his conviction that he had not the means to marry on to +tinge his recognition of the fact that Alma Leighton would not have +wanted him to marry her if he had. He was now often in that martyr mood +in which he wished to help his father; not only to deny himself Chianti, +but to forego a fur-lined overcoat which he intended to get for the +winter, He postponed the moment of actual sacrifice as regarded the +Chianti, and he bought the overcoat in an anguish of self-reproach. +He wore it the first evening after he got it in going to call upon the +Leightons, and it seemed to him a piece of ghastly irony when Alma +complimented his picturesqueness in it and asked him to let her sketch +him. + +"Oh, you can sketch me," he said, with so much gloom that it made her +laugh. + +"If you think it's so serious, I'd rather not." + +"No, no! Go ahead! How do you want me?" + +Oh, fling yourself down on a chair in one of your attitudes of studied +negligence; and twist one corner of your mustache with affected absence +of mind." + +"And you think I'm always studied, always affected?" + +"I didn't say so." + +"I didn't ask you what you said." + +"And I won't tell you what I think." + +"Ah, I know what you think." + +"What made you ask, then?" The girl laughed again with the satisfaction +of her sex in cornering a man. + +Beaton made a show of not deigning to reply, and put himself in the pose +she suggested, frowning. + +"Ah, that's it. But a little more animation-- + + "'As when a great thought strikes along the brain, + And flushes all the cheek.'" + +She put her forehead down on the back of her hand and laughed again. +"You ought to be photographed. You look as if you were sitting for it." + +Beaton said: "That's because I know I am being photographed, in one way. +I don't think you ought to call me affected. I never am so with you; I +know it wouldn't be of any use." + +"Oh, Mr. Beaton, you flatter." + +"No, I never flatter you." + +"I meant you flattered yourself." + +"How?" + +"Oh, I don't know. Imagine." + +"I know what you mean. You think I can't be sincere with anybody." + +"Oh no, I don't." + +"What do you think?" + +"That you can't--try." Alma gave another victorious laugh. + +Miss Woodburn and Fulkerson would once have both feigned a great interest +in Alma's sketching Beaton, and made it the subject of talk, in which +they approached as nearly as possible the real interest of their lives. +Now they frankly remained away in the dining-room, which was very cozy +after the dinner had disappeared; the colonel sat with his lamp and paper +in the gallery beyond; Mrs. Leighton was about her housekeeping affairs, +in the content she always felt when Alma was with Beaton. + +"They seem to be having a pretty good time in there," said Fulkerson, +detaching himself from his own absolute good time as well as he could. + +"At least Alma does," said Miss Woodburn. + +"Do you think she cares for him?" + +"Quahte as moch as he desoves." + +"What makes you all down on Beaton around here? He's not such a bad +fellow." + +"We awe not all doan on him. Mrs. Leighton isn't doan on him." + +"Oh, I guess if it was the old lady, there wouldn't be much question +about it." + +They both laughed, and Alma said, "They seem to be greatly amused with +something in there." + +"Me, probably," said Beaton. "I seem to amuse everybody to-night." + +"Don't you always?" + +"I always amuse you, I'm afraid, Alma." + +She looked at him as if she were going to snub him openly for using her +name; but apparently she decided to do it covertly. "You didn't at +first. I really used to believe you could be serious, once." + +"Couldn't you believe it again? Now?" + +"Not when you put on that wind-harp stop." + +"Wetmore has been talking to you about me. He would sacrifice his best +friend to a phrase. He spends his time making them." + +"He's made some very pretty ones about you." + +"Like the one you just quoted?" + +"No, not exactly. He admires you ever so much. He says" She stopped, +teasingly. + +"What?" + +"He says you could be almost anything you wished, if you didn't wish to +be everything." + +"That sounds more like the school of Wetmore. That's what you say, Alma. +Well, if there were something you wished me to be, I could be it." + +"We might adapt Kingsley: 'Be good, sweet man, and let who will be +clever.'" He could not help laughing. She went on: "I always thought +that was the most patronizing and exasperating thing ever addressed to a +human girl; and we've had to stand a good deal in our time. I should +like to have it applied to the other 'sect' a while. As if any girl that +was a girl would be good if she had the remotest chance of being clever." + +"Then you wouldn't wish me to be good?" Beaton asked. + +"Not if you were a girl." + +"You want to shock me. Well, I suppose I deserve it. But if I were one- +tenth part as good as you are, Alma, I should have a lighter heart than I +have now. I know that I'm fickle, but I'm not false, as you think I am." + +"Who said I thought you were false?" + +"No one," said Beaton. "It isn't necessary, when you look it--live it." + +"Oh, dear! I didn't know I devoted my whole time to the subject." + +"I know I'm despicable. I could tell you something--the history of this +day, even--that would make you despise me." Beaton had in mind his +purchase of the overcoat, which Alma was getting in so effectively, with +the money he ought to have sent his father. "But," he went on, darkly, +with a sense that what he was that moment suffering for his selfishness +must somehow be a kind of atonement, which would finally leave him to the +guiltless enjoyment of the overcoat, "you wouldn't believe the depths of +baseness I could descend to." + +"I would try," said Alma, rapidly shading the collar, "if you'd give me +some hint." + +Beaton had a sudden wish to pour out his remorse to her, but he was +afraid of her laughing at him. He said to himself that this was a very +wholesome fear, and that if he could always have her at hand he should +not make a fool of himself so often. A man conceives of such an office +as the very noblest for a woman; he worships her for it if he is +magnanimous. But Beaton was silent, and Alma put back her head for the +right distance on her sketch. "Mr. Fulkerson thinks you are the +sublimest of human beings for advising him to get Colonel Woodburn to +interview Mr. Dryfoos about Lindau. What have you ever done with your +Judas?" + +"I haven't done anything with it. Nadel thought he would take hold of it +at one time, but he dropped it again. After all, I don't suppose it +could be popularized. Fulkerson wanted to offer it as a premium to +subscribers for 'Every Other Week,' but I sat down on that." + +Alma could not feel the absurdity of this, and she merely said, "'Every +Other Week' seems to be going on just the same as ever." + +"Yes, the trouble has all blown over, I believe. Fulkerson," said +Beaton, with a return to what they were saying, "has managed the whole +business very well. But he exaggerates the value of my advice." + +"Very likely," Alma suggested, vaguely. "Or, no! Excuse me! He couldn't, +he couldn't!" She laughed delightedly at Beaton's foolish look of +embarrassment. + +He tried to recover his dignity in saying, "He's 'a very good fellow, and +he deserves his happiness." + +"Oh, indeed!" said Alma, perversely. "Does any one deserve happiness?" + +"I know I don't," sighed Beaton. + +"You mean you don't get it." + +"I certainly don't get it." + +"Ah, but that isn't the reason." + +"What is?" + +"That's the secret of the universe," She bit in her lower lip, and looked +at him with eyes, of gleaming fun. + +"Are you never serious?" he asked. + +"With serious people always." + +"I am serious; and you have the secret of my happiness--" He threw +himself impulsively forward in his chair. + +"Oh, pose, pose!" she cried. + +"I won't pose," he answered, "and you have got to listen to me. You +know I'm in love with you; and I know that once you cared for me. Can't +that time--won't it--come back again? Try to think so, Alma!" + +"No," she said, briefly and seriously enough. + +"But that seems impossible. What is it I've done what have you against +me?" + +"Nothing. But that time is past. I couldn't recall it if I wished. Why +did you bring it up? You've broken your word. You know I wouldn't have +let you keep coming here if you hadn't promised never to refer to it." + +"How could I help it? With that happiness near us--Fulkerson--" + +"Oh, it's that? I might have known it!" + +"No, it isn't that--it's something far deeper. But if it's nothing you +have against me, what is it, Alma, that keeps you from caring for me now +as you did then? I haven't changed." + +"But I have. I shall never care for you again, Mr. Beaton; you might as +well understand it once for all. Don't think it's anything in yourself, +or that I think you unworthy of me. I'm not so self-satisfied as that; +I know very well that I'm not a perfect character, and that I've no claim +on perfection in anybody else. I think women who want that are fools; +they won't get it, and they don't deserve it. But I've learned a good. +deal more about myself than I knew in St. Barnaby, and a life of work, of +art, and of art alone that's what I've made up my mind to." + +"A woman that's made up her mind to that has no heart to hinder her!" + +"Would a man have that had done so?" + +"But I don't believe you, Alma. You're merely laughing at me. And, +besides, with me you needn't give up art. We could work together. You +know how much I admire your talent. I believe I could help it--serve it; +I would be its willing slave, and yours, Heaven knows!" + +"I don't want any slave--nor any slavery. I want to be free always. Now +do you see? I don't care for you, and I never could in the old way; but +I should have to care for some one more than I believe I ever shall to +give up my work. Shall we go on?" She looked at her sketch. + +"No, we shall not go on," he said, gloomily, as he rose. + +"I suppose you blame me," she said, rising too. + +"Oh no! I blame no one--or only myself. I threw my chance away." + +"I'm glad you see that; and I'm glad you did it. You don't believe me, +of course. Why do men think life can be only the one thing to women? +And if you come to the selfish view, who are the happy women? I'm sure +that if work doesn't fail me, health won't, and happiness won't." + +"But you could work on with me--" + +"Second fiddle. Do you suppose I shouldn't be woman enough to wish my +work always less and lower than yours? At least I've heart enough for +that!" + +"You've heart enough for anything, Alma. I was a fool to say you +hadn't." + +"I think the women who keep their hearts have an even chance, at least, +of having heart--" + +"Ah, there's where you're wrong!" + +"But mine isn't mine to give you, anyhow. And now I don't want you ever +to speak to me about this again." + +"Oh, there's no danger!" he cried, bitterly. "I shall never willingly +see you again." + +"That's as you like, Mr. Beaton. We've had to be very frank, but I don't +see why we shouldn't be friends. Still, we needn't, if you don't like." + +"And I may come--I may come here--as--as usual?" + +"Why, if you can consistently," she said, with a smile, and she held out +her hand to him. + +He went home dazed, and feeling as if it were a bad joke that had been +put upon him. At least the affair went so deep that it estranged the +aspect of his familiar studio. Some of the things in it were not very +familiar; he had spent lately a great deal on rugs, on stuffs, on +Japanese bric-a-brac. When he saw these things in the shops he had felt +that he must have them; that they were necessary to him; and he was +partly in debt for them, still without having sent any of his earnings to +pay his father. As he looked at them now he liked to fancy something +weird and conscious in them as the silent witnesses of a broken life. +He felt about among some of the smaller objects on the mantel for his +pipe. Before he slept he was aware, in the luxury of his despair, of a +remote relief, an escape; and, after all, the understanding he had come +to with Alma was only the explicit formulation of terms long tacit +between them. Beaton would have been puzzled more than he knew if she +had taken him seriously. It was inevitable that he should declare +himself in love with her; but he was not disappointed at her rejection of +his love; perhaps not so much as he would have been at its acceptance, +though he tried to think otherwise, and to give himself airs of tragedy. +He did not really feel that the result was worse than what had gone +before, and it left him free. + +But he did not go to the Leightons again for so long a time that Mrs. +Leighton asked Alma what had happened. Alma told her. + +"And he won't come any more?" her mother sighed, with reserved censure. + +"Oh, I think he will. He couldn't very well come the next night. But he +has the habit of coming, and with Mr. Beaton habit is everything--even +the habit of thinking he's in love with some one." + +"Alma," said her mother, "I don't think it's very nice for a girl to let +a young man keep coming to see her after she's refused him." + +"Why not, if it amuses him and doesn't hurt the girl?" + +"But it does hurt her, Alma. It--it's indelicate. It isn't fair to him; +it gives him hopes." + +"Well, mamma, it hasn't happened in the given case yet. If Mr. Beaton +comes again, I won't see him, and you can forbid him the house." + +"If I could only feel sure, Alma," said her mother, taking up another +branch of the inquiry, "that you really knew your own mind, I should be +easier about it." + +"Then you can rest perfectly quiet, mamma. I do know my own mind; and, +what's worse, I know Mr. Beaton's mind." + +"What do you mean?" + +"I mean that he spoke to me the other night simply because Mr. +Fulkerson's engagement had broken him all up." + +"What expressions!" Mrs. Leighton lamented. + +"He let it out himself," Alma went on. "And you wouldn't have thought it +was very flattering yourself. When I'm made love to, after this, +I prefer to be made love to in an off-year, when there isn't another +engaged couple anywhere about." + +"Did you tell him that, Alma?" + +"Tell him that! What do you mean, mamma? I may be indelicate, but I'm +not quite so indelicate as that." + +"I didn't mean you were indelicate, really, Alma, but I wanted to warn +you. I think Mr. Beaton was very much in earnest." + +"Oh, so did he!" + +"And you didn't?" + +"Oh yes, for the time being. I suppose he's very much in earnest with +Miss Vance at times, and with Miss Dryfoos at others. Sometimes he's a +painter, and sometimes he's an architect, and sometimes he's a sculptor. +He has too many gifts--too many tastes." + +"And if Miss Vance and Miss Dryfoos--" + +"Oh, do say Sculpture and Architecture, mamma! It's getting so dreadfully +personal!" + +"Alma, you know that I only wish to get at your real feeling in the +matter." + +"And you know that I don't want to let you--especially when I haven't got +any real feeling in the matter. But I should think--speaking in the +abstract entirely--that if either of those arts was ever going to be in +earnest about him, it would want his exclusive devotion for a week at +least." + +"I didn't know," said Mrs. Leighton, "that he was doing anything now at +the others. I thought he was entirely taken up with his work on 'Every +Other Week.'" + +"Oh, he is! he is!" + +"And you certainly can't say, my dear, that he hasn't been very kind-- +very useful to you, in that matter." + +"And so I ought to have said yes out of gratitude? Thank you, mamma! I +didn't know you held me so cheap." + +"You know whether I hold you cheap or not, Alma. I don't want you to +cheapen yourself. I don't want you to trifle with any one. I want you +to be honest with yourself." + +"Well, come now, mamma! Suppose you begin. I've been perfectly honest +with myself, and I've been honest with Mr. Beaton. I don't care for him, +and I've told him I didn't; so he may be supposed to know it. If he +comes here after this, he'll come as a plain, unostentatious friend of +the family, and it's for you to say whether he shall come in that +capacity or not. I hope you won't trifle with him, and let him get the +notion that he's coming on any other basis." + +Mrs. Leighton felt the comfort of the critical attitude far too keenly to +abandon it for anything constructive. She only said, "You know very +well, Alma, that's a matter I can have nothing to do with." + +"Then you leave him entirely to me?" + +"I hope you will regard his right to candid and open treatment." + +"He's had nothing but the most open and candid treatment from me, mamma. +It's you that wants to play fast and loose with him. And, to tell you +the truth, I believe he would like that a good deal better; I believe +that, if there's anything he hates, it's openness and candor." +Alma laughed, and put her arms round her mother, who could not help +laughing a little, too. + + + + +II. + +The winter did not renew for Christine and Mela the social opportunity +which the spring had offered. After the musicale at Mrs. Horn's, they +both made their party-call, as Mela said, in due season; but they did not +find Mrs. Horn at home, and neither she nor Miss Vance came to see them +after people returned to town in the fall. They tried to believe for a +time that Mrs. Horn had not got their cards; this pretence failed them, +and they fell back upon their pride, or rather Christine's pride. Mela +had little but her good-nature to avail her in any exigency, and if Mrs. +Horn or Miss Vance had come to call after a year of neglect, she would +have received them as amiably as if they had not lost a day in coming. +But Christine had drawn a line beyond which they would not have been +forgiven; and she had planned the words and the behavior with which she +would have punished them if they had appeared then. Neither sister +imagined herself in anywise inferior to them; but Christine was +suspicious, at least, and it was Mela who invented the hypothesis of the +lost cards. As nothing happened to prove or to disprove the fact, she +said, "I move we put Coonrod up to gittun' it out of Miss Vance, at some +of their meetun's." + +"If you do," said Christine, "I'll kill you." + +Christine, however, had the visits of Beaton to console her, and, if +these seemed to have no definite aim, she was willing to rest in the +pleasure they gave her vanity; but Mela had nothing. Sometimes she even +wished they were all back on the farm. + +"It would be the best thing for both of you," said Mrs. Dryfoos, in +answer to such a burst of desperation. "I don't think New York is any +place for girls." + +"Well, what I hate, mother," said Mela, "is, it don't seem to be any +place for young men, either." She found this so good when she had said +it that she laughed over it till Christine was angry. + +"A body would think there had never been any joke before." + +"I don't see as it's a joke," said Mrs. Dryfoos. "It's the plain truth." + +"Oh, don't mind her, mother," said Mela. "She's put out because her old +Mr. Beaton ha'r't been round for a couple o' weeks. If you don't watch +out, that fellow 'll give you the slip yit, Christine, after all your +pains." + +"Well, there ain't anybody to give you the slip, Mela," Christine clawed +back. + +"No; I ha'n't ever set my traps for anybody." This was what Mela said +for want of a better retort; but it was not quite true. When Kendricks +came with Beaton to call after her father's dinner, she used all her +cunning to ensnare him, and she had him to herself as long as Beaton +stayed; Dryfoos sent down word that he was not very well and had gone to +bed. The novelty of Mela had worn off for Kendricks, and she found him, +as she frankly told him, not half as entertaining as he was at Mrs. +Horn's; but she did her best with him as the only flirtable material +which had yet come to her hand. It would have been her ideal to have the +young men stay till past midnight, and her father come down-stairs in his +stocking-feet and tell them it was time to go. But they made a visit of +decorous brevity, and Kendricks did not come again. She met him +afterward, once, as she was crossing the pavement in Union Square to get +into her coupe, and made the most of him; but it was necessarily very +little, and so he passed out of her life without having left any trace in +her heart, though Mela had a heart that she would have put at the +disposition of almost any young man that wanted it. Kendricks himself, +Manhattan cockney as he was, with scarcely more out look into the average +American nature than if he had been kept a prisoner in New York society +all his days, perceived a property in her which forbade him as a man of +conscience to trifle with her; something earthly good and kind, if it was +simple and vulgar. In revising his impressions of her, it seemed to him +that she would come even to better literary effect if this were +recognized in her; and it made her sacred, in spite of her willingness to +fool and to be fooled, in her merely human quality. After all, he saw +that she wished honestly to love and to be loved, and the lures she threw +out to that end seemed to him pathetic rather than ridiculous; he could +not join Beaton in laughing at her; and he did not like Beaton's laughing +at the other girl, either. It seemed to Kendricks, with the code of +honor which he mostly kept to himself because he was a little ashamed to +find there were so few others like it, that if Beaton cared nothing for +the other girl--and Christine appeared simply detestable to Kendricks-- +he had better keep away from her, and not give her the impression he was +in love with her. He rather fancied that this was the part of a +gentleman, and he could not have penetrated to that aesthetic and moral +complexity which formed the consciousness of a nature like Beaton's and +was chiefly a torment to itself; he could not have conceived of the +wayward impulses indulged at every moment in little things till the +straight highway was traversed and well-nigh lost under their tangle. +To do whatever one likes is finally to do nothing that one likes, even +though one continues to do what one will; but Kendricks, though a sage of +twenty-seven, was still too young to understand this. + +Beaton scarcely understood it himself, perhaps because he was not yet +twenty-seven. He only knew that his will was somehow sick; that it spent +itself in caprices, and brought him no happiness from the fulfilment of +the most vehement wish. But he was aware that his wishes grew less and +less vehement; he began to have a fear that some time he might have none +at all. It seemed to him that if he could once do something that was +thoroughly distasteful to himself, he might make a beginning in the right +direction; but when he tried this on a small scale, it failed, and it +seemed stupid. Some sort of expiation was the thing he needed, he was +sure; but he could not think of anything in particular to expiate; a man +could not expiate his temperament, and his temperament was what Beaton +decided to be at fault. He perceived that it went deeper than even fate +would have gone; he could have fulfilled an evil destiny and had done +with it, however terrible. His trouble was that he could not escape from +himself; and, for the most part, he justified himself in refusing to try. +After he had come to that distinct understanding with Alma Leighton, +and experienced the relief it really gave him, he thought for a while +that if it had fallen out otherwise, and she had put him in charge of her +destiny, he might have been better able to manage his own. But as it +was, he could only drift, and let all other things take their course. +It was necessary that he should go to see her afterward, to show her that +he was equal to the event; but he did not go so often, and he went rather +oftener to the Dryfooses; it was not easy to see Margaret Vance, except +on the society terms. With much sneering and scorning, he fulfilled the +duties to Mrs. Horn without which he knew he should be dropped from her +list; but one might go to many of her Thursdays without getting many +words with her niece. Beaton hardly knew whether he wanted many; the +girl kept the charm of her innocent stylishness; but latterly she wanted +to talk more about social questions than about the psychical problems +that young people usually debate so personally. Son of the working- +people as he was, Beaton had never cared anything about such matters; +he did not know about them or wish to know; he was perhaps too near them. +Besides, there was an embarrassment, at least on her part, concerning the +Dryfooses. She was too high-minded to blame him for having tempted her +to her failure with them by his talk about them; but she was conscious of +avoiding them in her talk. She had decided not to renew the effort she +had made in the spring; because she could not do them good as fellow- +creatures needing food and warmth and work, and she would not try to +befriend them socially; she had a horror of any such futile +sentimentality. She would have liked to account to Beaton in this way +for a course which she suspected he must have heard their comments upon, +but she did not quite know how to do it; she could not be sure how much +or how little he cared for them. Some tentative approaches which she +made toward explanation were met with such eager disclaim of personal +interest that she knew less than before what to think; and she turned the +talk from the sisters to the brother, whom it seemed she still continued +to meet in their common work among the poor. + +"He seems very different," she ventured. + +"Oh, quite," said Beaton. "He's the kind of person that you might +suppose gave the Catholics a hint for the cloistral life; he's a +cloistered nature--the nature that atones and suffers for. But he's +awfully dull company, don't you think? I never can get anything out of +him." + +"He's very much in earnest." + +"Remorselessly. We've got a profane and mundane creature there at the +office who runs us all, and it's shocking merely to see the contact of +the tyro natures. When Fulkerson gets to joking Dryfoos--he likes to put +his joke in the form of a pretence that Dryfoos is actuated by a selfish +motive, that he has an eye to office, and is working up a political +interest for himself on the East Side--it's something inexpressible." + +"I should think so," said Miss Vance, with such lofty disapproval that +Beaton felt himself included in it for having merely told what caused it. +He could not help saying, in natural rebellion, "Well, the man of one +idea is always a little ridiculous." + +"When his idea is right?" she demanded. "A right idea can't be +ridiculous." + +"Oh, I only said the man that held it was. He's flat; he has no relief, +no projection." + +She seemed unable to answer, and he perceived that he had silenced her to +his own, disadvantage. It appeared to Beaton that she was becoming a +little too exacting for comfort in her idealism. He put down the cup of +tea he had been tasting, and said, in his solemn staccato: "I must go. +Good-bye!" and got instantly away from her, with an effect he had of +having suddenly thought of something imperative. + +He went up to Mrs. Horn for a moment's hail and farewell, and felt +himself subtly detained by her through fugitive passages of conversation +with half a dozen other people. He fancied that at crises of this +strange interview Mrs. Horn was about to become confidential with him, +and confidential, of all things, about her niece. She ended by not +having palpably been so. In fact, the concern in her mind would have +been difficult to impart to a young man, and after several experiments +Mrs. Horn found it impossible to say that she wished Margaret could +somehow be interested in lower things than those which occupied her. +She had watched with growing anxiety the girl's tendency to various kinds +of self-devotion. She had dark hours in which she even feared her entire +withdrawal from the world in a life of good works. Before now, girls had +entered the Protestant sisterhoods, which appeal so potently to the young +and generous imagination, and Margaret was of just the temperament to be +influenced by them. During the past summer she had been unhappy at her +separation from the cares that had engrossed her more and more as their +stay in the city drew to an end in the spring, and she had hurried her +aunt back to town earlier in the fall than she would have chosen to come. +Margaret had her correspondents among the working-women whom she +befriended. Mrs. Horn was at one time alarmed to find that Margaret was +actually promoting a strike of the button-hole workers. This, of course, +had its ludicrous side, in connection with a young lady in good society, +and a person of even so little humor as Mrs. Horn could not help seeing +it. At the same time, she could not help foreboding the worst from it; +she was afraid that Margaret's health would give way under the strain, +and that if she did not go into a sisterhood she would at least go into a +decline. She began the winter with all such counteractive measures as +she could employ. At an age when such things weary, she threw herself +into the pleasures of society with the hope of dragging Margaret after +her; and a sympathetic witness must have followed with compassion her +course from ball to ball, from reception to reception, from parlor- +reading to parlor-reading, from musicale to musicale, from play to play, +from opera to opera. She tasted, after she had practically renounced +them, the bitter and the insipid flavors of fashionable amusement, in the +hope that Margaret might find them sweet, and now at the end she had to +own to herself that she had failed. It was coming Lent again, and the +girl had only grown thinner and more serious with the diversions that did +not divert her from the baleful works of beneficence on which Mrs. Horn +felt that she was throwing her youth away. Margaret could have borne +either alone, but together they were wearing her out. She felt it a duty +to undergo the pleasures her aunt appointed for her, but she could not +forego the other duties in which she found her only pleasure. + +She kept up her music still because she could employ it at the meetings +for the entertainment, and, as she hoped, the elevation of her working- +women; but she neglected the other aesthetic interests which once +occupied her; and, at sight of Beaton talking with her, Mrs. Horn caught +at the hope that he might somehow be turned to account in reviving +Margaret's former interest in art. She asked him if Mr. Wetmore had his +classes that winter as usual; and she said she wished Margaret could be +induced to go again: Mr. Wetmore always said that she did not draw very +well, but that she had a great deal of feeling for it, and her work was +interesting. She asked, were the Leightons in town again; and she +murmured a regret that she had not been able to see anything of them, +without explaining why; she said she had a fancy that if Margaret knew +Miss Leighton, and what she was doing, it might stimulate her, perhaps. +She supposed Miss Leighton was still going on with her art? Beaton said, +Oh yes, he believed so. + +But his manner did not encourage Mrs. Horn to pursue her aims in that +direction, and she said, with a sigh, she wished he still had a class; +she always fancied that Margaret got more good from his instruction than +from any one else's. + +He said that she was very good; but there was really nobody who knew half +as much as Wetmore, or could make any one understand half as much. +Mrs. Horn was afraid, she said, that Mr. Wetmore's terrible sincerity +discouraged Margaret; he would not let her have any illusions about the +outcome of what she was doing; and did not Mr. Beaton think that some +illusion was necessary with young people? Of course, it was very nice of +Mr. Wetmore to be so honest, but it did not always seem to be the wisest +thing. She begged Mr. Beaton to try to think of some one who would be a +little less severe. Her tone assumed a deeper interest in the people who +were coming up and going away, and Beaton perceived that he was +dismissed. + +He went away with vanity flattered by the sense of having been appealed +to concerning Margaret, and then he began to chafe at what she had said +of Wetmore's honesty, apropos of her wish that he still had a class +himself. Did she mean, confound her? that he was insincere, and would +let Miss Vance suppose she had more talent than she really had? The more +Beaton thought of this, the more furious he became, and the more he was +convinced that something like it had been unconsciously if not +consciously in her mind. He framed some keen retorts, to the general +effect that with the atmosphere of illusion preserved so completely at +home, Miss Vance hardly needed it in her art studies. Having just +determined never to go near Mrs. Horn's Thursdays again, he decided to go +once more, in order to plant this sting in her capacious but somewhat +callous bosom; and he planned how he would lead the talk up to the point +from which he should launch it. + +In the mean time he felt the need of some present solace, such as only +unqualified worship could give him; a cruel wish to feel his power in +some direction where, even if it were resisted, it could not be overcome, +drove him on. That a woman who was to Beaton the embodiment of +artificiality should intimate, however innocently--the innocence made it +all the worse--that he was less honest than Wetmore, whom he knew to be +so much more honest, was something that must be retaliated somewhere +before his self-respect could be restored. It was only five o'clock, and +he went on up-town to the Dryfooses', though he had been there only the +night before last. He asked for the ladies, and Mrs. Mandel received +him. + +"The young ladies are down-town shopping," she said, "but I am very glad +of the opportunity of seeing you alone, Mr. Beaton. You know I lived +several years in Europe." + +"Yes," said Beaton, wondering what that could have to do with her +pleasure in seeing him alone. "I believe so?" He involuntarily gave his +words the questioning inflection. + +"You have lived abroad, too, and so you won't find what I am going to ask +so strange. Mr. Beaton, why do you come so much to this house?" Mrs. +Mandel bent forward with an aspect of ladylike interest and smiled. + +Beaton frowned. "Why do I come so much?" + +"Yes." + +"Why do I--Excuse me, Mrs. Mandel, but will you allow me to ask why you +ask?" + +"Oh, certainly. There's no reason why I shouldn't say, for I wish you to +be very frank with me. I ask because there are two young ladies in this +house; and, in a certain way, I have to take the place of a mother to +them. I needn't explain why; you know all the people here, and you +understand. I have nothing to say about them, but I should not be +speaking to you now if they were not all rather helpless people. They do +not know the world they have come to live in here, and they cannot help +themselves or one another. But you do know it, Mr. Beaton, and I am sure +you know just how much or how little you mean by coming here. You are +either interested in one of these young girls or you are not. If you +are, I have nothing more to say. If you are not--" Mrs. Mandel continued +to smile, but the smile had grown more perfunctory, and it had an icy +gleam. + +Beaton looked at her with surprise that he gravely kept to himself. He +had always regarded her as a social nullity, with a kind of pity, to be +sure, as a civilized person living among such people as the Dryfooses, +but not without a humorous contempt; he had thought of her as Mandel, and +sometimes as Old Mandel, though she was not half a score of years his +senior, and was still well on the sunny side of forty. He reddened, and +then turned an angry pallor. "Excuse me again, Mrs. Mandel. Do you ask +this from the young ladies?" + +"Certainly not," she said, with the best temper, and with something in +her tone that convicted Beaton of vulgarity, in putting his question of +her authority in the form of a sneer. "As I have suggested, they would +hardly know how to help themselves at all in such a matter. I have no +objection to saying that I ask it from the father of the young ladies. +Of course, in and for myself I should have no right to know anything +about your affairs. I assure you the duty of knowing isn't very +pleasant." The little tremor in her clear voice struck Beaton as +something rather nice. + +"I can very well believe that, Mrs. Mandel," he said, with a dreamy +sadness in his own. He lifted his eyes and looked into hers. "If I told +you that I cared nothing about them in the way you intimate?" + +"Then I should prefer to let you characterize your own conduct in +continuing to come here for the year past, as you have done, and tacitly +leading them on to infer differently." They both mechanically kept up +the fiction of plurality in speaking of Christine, but there was no doubt +in the mind of either which of the young ladies the other meant. +A good many thoughts went through Beaton's mind, and none of them were +flattering. He had not been unconscious that the part he had played +toward this girl was ignoble, and that it had grown meaner as the fancy +which her beauty had at first kindled in him had grown cooler. He was +aware that of late he had been amusing himself with her passion in a way +that was not less than cruel, not because he wished to do so, but because +he was listless and wished nothing. He rose in saying: "I might be a +little more lenient than you think, Mrs. Mandel; but I won't trouble you +with any palliating theory. I will not come any more." + +He bowed, and Mrs. Mandel said, "Of course, it's only your action that I +am concerned with." + +She seemed to him merely triumphant, and he could not conceive what it +had cost her to nerve herself up to her too easy victory. He left Mrs. +Mandel to a far harder lot than had fallen to him, and he went away +hating her as an enemy who had humiliated him at a moment when he +particularly needed exalting. It was really very simple for him to stop +going to see Christine Dryfoos, but it was not at all simple for Mrs. +Mandel to deal with the consequences of his not coming. He only thought +how lightly she had stopped him, and the poor woman whom he had left +trembling for what she had been obliged to do embodied for him the +conscience that accused him of unpleasant things. + +"By heavens! this is piling it up," he said to himself through his set +teeth, realizing how it had happened right on top of that stupid insult +from Mrs. Horn. Now he should have to give up his place on 'Every Other +Week; he could not keep that, under the circumstances, even if some +pretence were not made to get rid of him; he must hurry and anticipate +any such pretence; he must see Fulkerson at once; he wondered where he +should find him at that hour. He thought, with bitterness so real that +it gave him a kind of tragical satisfaction, how certainly he could find +him a little later at Mrs. Leighton's; and Fulkerson's happiness became +an added injury. + +The thing had, of course, come about just at the wrong time. There never +had been a time when Beaton needed money more, when he had spent what he +had and what he expected to have so recklessly. He was in debt to +Fulkerson personally and officially for advance payments of salary. The +thought of sending money home made him break into a scoffing laugh, which +he turned into a cough in order to deceive the passers. What sort of +face should he go with to Fulkerson and tell him that he renounced his +employment on 'Every Other Week;' and what should he do when he had +renounced it? Take pupils, perhaps; open a class? A lurid conception of +a class conducted on those principles of shameless flattery at which Mrs. +Horn had hinted--he believed now she had meant to insult him--presented +itself. Why should not he act upon the suggestion? He thought with +loathing for the whole race of women--dabblers in art. How easy the +thing would be: as easy as to turn back now and tell that old fool's girl +that he loved her, and rake in half his millions. Why should not he do +that? No one else cared for him; and at a year's end, probably, one +woman would be like another as far as the love was concerned, and +probably he should not be more tired if the woman were Christine Dryfoos +than if she were Margaret Vance. He kept Alma Leighton out of the +question, because at the bottom of his heart he believed that she must be +forever unlike every other woman to him. + +The tide of his confused and aimless reverie had carried him far down- +town, he thought; but when he looked up from it to see where he was he +found himself on Sixth Avenue, only a little below Thirty-ninth Street, +very hot and blown; that idiotic fur overcoat was stifling. He could not +possibly walk down to Eleventh; he did not want to walk even to the +Elevated station at Thirty-fourth; he stopped at the corner to wait for a +surface-car, and fell again into his bitter fancies. After a while he +roused himself and looked up the track, but there was no car coming. He +found himself beside a policeman, who was lazily swinging his club by its +thong from his wrist. + +"When do you suppose a car will be along?" he asked, rather in a general +sarcasm of the absence of the cars than in any special belief that the +policeman could tell him. + +The policeman waited to discharge his tobacco-juice into the gutter. +"In about a week," he said, nonchalantly. + +"What's the matter?" asked Beaton, wondering what the joke could be. + +"Strike," said the policeman. His interest in Beaton's ignorance seemed +to overcome his contempt of it. "Knocked off everywhere this morning +except Third Avenue and one or two cross-town lines." He spat again and +kept his bulk at its incline over the gutter to glance at a group of men +on the corner below: They were neatly dressed, and looked like something +better than workingmen, and they had a holiday air of being in their best +clothes. + +"Some of the strikers?" asked Beaton. + +The policeman nodded. + +"Any trouble yet?" + +"There won't be any trouble till we begin to move the cars," said the +policeman. + +Beaton felt a sudden turn of his rage toward the men whose action would +now force him to walk five blocks and mount the stairs of the Elevated +station. "If you'd take out eight or ten of those fellows," he said, +ferociously, "and set them up against a wall and shoot them, you'd save a +great deal of bother." + +"I guess we sha'n't have to shoot much," said the policeman, still +swinging his locust. "Anyway, we shant begin it. If it comes to a +fight, though," he said, with a look at the men under the scooping rim of +his helmet, "we can drive the whole six thousand of 'em into the East +River without pullin' a trigger." + +"Are there six thousand in it?" + +"About." + +"What do the infernal fools expect to live on?" + +"The interest of their money, I suppose," said the officer, with a grin +of satisfaction in his irony. "It's got to run its course. Then they'll +come back with their heads tied up and their tails between their legs, +and plead to be taken on again." + +"If I was a manager of the roads," said Beaton, thinking of how much he +was already inconvenienced by the strike, and obscurely connecting it as +one of the series with the wrongs he had suffered at the hands of Mrs. +Horn and Mrs. Mandel, "I would see them starve before I'd take them back +--every one of them." + +"Well," said the policeman, impartially, as a man might whom the +companies allowed to ride free, but who had made friends with a good many +drivers and conductors in the course of his free riding, "I guess that's +what the roads would like to do if they could; but the men are too many +for them, and there ain't enough other men to take their places." + +"No matter," said Beaton, severely. "They can bring in men from other +places." + +"Oh, they'll do that fast enough," said the policeman. + +A man came out of the saloon on the corner where the strikers were +standing, noisy drunk, and they began, as they would have said, to have +some fun with him. The policeman left Beaton, and sauntered slowly down +toward the group as if in the natural course of an afternoon ramble. On +the other side of the street Beaton could see another officer sauntering +up from the block below. Looking up and down the avenue, so silent of +its horse-car bells, he saw a policeman at every corner. It was rather +impressive. + + + + +III. + +The strike made a good deal of talk in it he office of 'Every Other Week' +that is, it made Fulkerson talk a good deal. He congratulated himself +that he was not personally incommoded by it, like some of the fellows who +lived uptown, and had not everything under one roof, as it were. He +enjoyed the excitement of it, and he kept the office boy running out to +buy the extras which the newsmen came crying through the street almost +every hour with a lamentable, unintelligible noise. He read not only the +latest intelligence of the strike, but the editorial comments on it, +which praised the firm attitude of both parties, and the admirable +measures taken by the police to preserve order. Fulkerson enjoyed the +interviews with the police captains and the leaders of the strike; he +equally enjoyed the attempts of the reporters to interview the road +managers, which were so graphically detailed, and with such a fine +feeling for the right use of scare-heads as to have almost the value of +direct expression from them, though it seemed that they had resolutely +refused to speak. He said, at second-hand from the papers, that if the +men behaved themselves and respected the rights of property, they would +have public sympathy with them every time; but just as soon as they began +to interfere with the roads' right to manage their own affairs in their +own way, they must be put down with an iron hand; the phrase "iron hand" +did Fulkerson almost as much good as if it had never been used before. +News began to come of fighting between the police and the strikers when +the roads tried to move their cars with men imported from Philadelphia, +and then Fulkerson rejoiced at the splendid courage of the police. At +the same time, he believed what the strikers said, and that the trouble +was not made by them, but by gangs of roughs acting without their +approval. In this juncture he was relieved by the arrival of the State +Board of Arbitration, which took up its quarters, with a great many +scare-heads, at one of the principal hotels, and invited the roads and +the strikers to lay the matter in dispute before them; he said that now +we should see the working of the greatest piece of social machinery in +modern times. But it appeared to work only in the alacrity of the +strikers to submit their grievance. The road; were as one road in +declaring that there was nothing to arbitrate, and that they were merely +asserting their right to manage their own affairs in their own way. +One of the presidents was reported to have told a member of the Board, +who personally summoned him, to get out and to go about his business. +Then, to Fulkerson's extreme disappointment, the august tribunal, acting +on behalf of the sovereign people in the interest of peace, declared +itself powerless, and got out, and would, no doubt, have gone about its +business if it had had any. Fulkerson did not know what to say, perhaps +because the extras did not; but March laughed at this result. + +"It's a good deal like the military manoeuvre of the King of France and +his forty thousand men. I suppose somebody told him at the top of the +hill that there was nothing to arbitrate, and to get out and go about his +business, and that was the reason he marched down after he had marched up +with all that ceremony. What amuses me is to find that in an affair of +this kind the roads have rights and the strikers have rights, but the +public has no rights at all. The roads and the strikers are allowed to +fight out a private war in our midst as thoroughly and precisely a +private war as any we despise the Middle Ages for having tolerated-- +as any street war in Florence or Verona--and to fight it out at our pains +and expense, and we stand by like sheep and wait till they get tired. +It's a funny attitude for a city of fifteen hundred thousand +inhabitants." + +"What would you do?" asked Fulkerson, a good deal daunted by this view of +the case. + +"Do? Nothing. Hasn't the State Board of Arbitration declared itself +powerless? We have no hold upon the strikers; and we're so used to being +snubbed and disobliged by common carriers that we have forgotten our hold +on the roads and always allow them to manage their own affairs in their +own way, quite as if we had nothing to do with them and they owed us no +services in return for their privileges." + +"That's a good deal so," said Fulkerson, disordering his hair. "Well, +it's nuts for the colonel nowadays. He says if he was boss of this town +he would seize the roads on behalf of the people, and man 'em with +policemen, and run 'em till the managers had come to terms with the +strikers; and he'd do that every time there was a strike." + +"Doesn't that rather savor of the paternalism he condemned in Lindau?" +asked March. + +"I don't know. It savors of horse sense." + +"You are pretty far gone, Fulkerson. I thought you were the most engaged +man I ever saw; but I guess you're more father-in-lawed. And before +you're married, too." + +"Well, the colonel's a glorious old fellow, March. I wish he had the +power to do that thing, just for the fun of looking on while he waltzed +in. He's on the keen jump from morning till night, and he's up late and +early to see the row. I'm afraid he'll get shot at some of the fights; +he sees them all; I can't get any show at them: haven't seen a brickbat +shied or a club swung yet. Have you?" + +"No, I find I can philosophize the situation about as well from the +papers, and that's what I really want to do, I suppose. Besides, I'm +solemnly pledged by Mrs. March not to go near any sort of crowd, under +penalty of having her bring the children and go with me. Her theory is +that we must all die together; the children haven't been at school since +the strike began. There's no precaution that Mrs. March hasn't used. +She watches me whenever I go out, and sees that I start straight for this +office." + +Fulkerson laughed and said: "Well, it's probably the only thing that's +saved your life. Have you seen anything of Beaton lately?" + +"No. You don't mean to say he's killed!" + +"Not if he knows it. But I don't know--What do you say, March? What's +the reason you couldn't get us up a paper on the strike?" + +"I knew it would fetch round to 'Every Other Week,' somehow." + +"No, but seriously. There 'll be plenty of news paper accounts. But you +could treat it in the historical spirit--like something that happened +several centuries ago; De Foe's Plague of London style. Heigh? What +made me think of it was Beaton. If I could get hold of him, you two +could go round together and take down its aesthetic aspects. It's a big +thing, March, this strike is. I tell you it's imposing to have a private +war, as you say, fought out this way, in the heart of New York, and New +York not minding, it a bit. See? Might take that view of it. With your +descriptions and Beaton's sketches--well, it would just be the greatest +card! Come! What do you say?" + +"Will you undertake to make it right with Mrs. March if I'm killed and +she and the children are not killed with me?" + +"Well, it would be difficult. I wonder how it would do to get Kendricks +to do the literary part?" + +"I've no doubt he'd jump at the chance. I've yet to see the form of +literature that Kendricks wouldn't lay down his life for." + +"Say!" March perceived that Fulkerson was about to vent another +inspiration, and smiled patiently. "Look here! What's the reason we +couldn't get one of the strikers to write it up for us?" + +"Might have a symposium of strikers and presidents," March suggested. + +"No; I'm in earnest. They say some of those fellows-especially the +foreigners--are educated men. I know one fellow--a Bohemian--that used +to edit a Bohemian newspaper here. He could write it out in his kind of +Dutch, and we could get Lindau to translate it." + +"I guess not," said March, dryly. + +"Why not? He'd do it for the cause, wouldn't he? Suppose you put it up +on him the next time you see him." + +"I don't see Lindau any more," said March. He added, "I guess he's +renounced me along with Mr. Dryfoos's money." + +"Pshaw! You don't mean he hasn't been round since?" + +"He came for a while, but he's left off coming now. I don't feel +particularly gay about it," March said, with some resentment of +Fulkerson's grin. "He's left me in debt to him for lessons to the +children." + +Fulkerson laughed out. "Well, he is the greatest old fool! Who'd 'a' +thought he'd 'a' been in earnest with those 'brincibles' of his? But I +suppose there have to be just such cranks; it takes all kinds to make a +world." + +"There has to be one such crank, it seems," March partially assented. +"One's enough for me." + +"I reckon this thing is nuts for Lindau, too," said Fulkerson. "Why, it +must act like a schooner of beer on him all the while, to see 'gabidal' +embarrassed like it is by this strike. It must make old Lindau feel like +he was back behind those barricades at Berlin. Well, he's a splendid old +fellow; pity he drinks, as I remarked once before." + +When March left the office he did not go home so directly as he came, +perhaps because Mrs. March's eye was not on him. He was very curious +about some aspects of the strike, whose importance, as a great social +convulsion, he felt people did not recognize; and, with his temperance in +everything, he found its negative expressions as significant as its more +violent phases. He had promised his wife solemnly that he would keep +away from these, and he had a natural inclination to keep his promise; +he had no wish to be that peaceful spectator who always gets shot when +there is any firing on a mob. He interested himself in the apparent +indifference of the mighty city, which kept on about its business as +tranquilly as if the private war being fought out in its midst were a +vague rumor of Indian troubles on the frontier; and he realized how there +might once have been a street feud of forty years in Florence without +interfering materially with the industry and prosperity of the city. +On Broadway there was a silence where a jangle and clatter of horse-car +bells and hoofs had been, but it was not very noticeable; and on the +avenues, roofed by the elevated roads, this silence of the surface tracks +was not noticeable at all in the roar of the trains overhead. Some of +the cross-town cars were beginning to run again, with a policeman on the +rear of each; on the Third Avenge line, operated by non-union men, who +had not struck, there were two policemen beside the driver of every car, +and two beside the conductor, to protect them from the strikers. But +there were no strikers in sight, and on Second Avenue they stood quietly +about in groups on the corners. While March watched them at a safe +distance, a car laden with policemen came down the track, but none of the +strikers offered to molest it. In their simple Sunday best, March +thought them very quiet, decent-looking people, and he could well believe +that they had nothing to do with the riotous outbreaks in other parts of +the city. He could hardly believe that there were any such outbreaks; he +began more and more to think them mere newspaper exaggerations in the +absence of any disturbance, or the disposition to it, that he could see. +He walked on to the East River + +Avenues A, B, and C presented the same quiet aspect as Second Avenue; +groups of men stood on the corners, and now and then a police-laden car +was brought unmolested down the tracks before them; they looked at it and +talked together, and some laughed, but there was no trouble. + +March got a cross-town car, and came back to the West Side. A policeman, +looking very sleepy and tired, lounged on the platform. + +"I suppose you'll be glad when this cruel war is over," March suggested, +as he got in. + +The officer gave him a surly glance and made him no answer. + +His behavior, from a man born to the joking give and take of our life, +impressed March. It gave him a fine sense of the ferocity which he had +read of the French troops putting on toward the populace just before the +coup d'etat; he began to feel like the populace; but he struggled with +himself and regained his character of philosophical observer. In this +character he remained in the car and let it carry him by the corner where +he ought to have got out and gone home, and let it keep on with him to +one of the farthermost tracks westward, where so much of the fighting was +reported to have taken place. But everything on the way was as quiet as +on the East Side. + +Suddenly the car stopped with so quick a turn of the brake that he was +half thrown from his seat, and the policeman jumped down from the +platform and ran forward. + + + + +IV + +Dryfoos sat at breakfast that morning with Mrs. Mandel as usual to pour +out his coffee. Conrad had gone down-town; the two girls lay abed much +later than their father breakfasted, and their mother had gradually grown +too feeble to come down till lunch. Suddenly Christine appeared at the +door. Her face was white to the edges of her lips, and her eyes were +blazing. + +"Look here, father! Have you been saying anything to Mr. Beaton?" + +The old man looked up at her across his coffee-cup through his frowning +brows. "No." + +Mrs. Mandel dropped her eyes, and the spoon shook in her hand. + +"Then what's the reason he don't come here any more?" demanded the girl; +and her glance darted from her father to Mrs. Mandel. "Oh, it's you, is +it? I'd like to know who told you to meddle in other people's business?" + +"I did," said Dryfoos, savagely. "I told her to ask him what he wanted +here, and he said he didn't want anything, and he stopped coming. That's +all. I did it myself." + +"Oh, you did, did you?" said the girl, scarcely less insolently than she +had spoken to Mrs. Mandel. "I should like to know what you did it for? +I'd like to know what made you think I wasn't able to take care of +myself. I just knew somebody had been meddling, but I didn't suppose it +was you. I can manage my own affairs in my own way, if you please, and +I'll thank you after this to leave me to myself in what don't concern +you." + +"Don't concern me? You impudent jade!" her father began. + +Christine advanced from the doorway toward the table; she had her hands +closed upon what seemed trinkets, some of which glittered and dangled +from them. She said, "Will you go to him and tell him that this +meddlesome minx, here, had no business to say anything about me to him, +and you take it all back?" + +"No!" shouted the old man. "And if--" + +"That's all I want of you!" the girl shouted in her turn. "Here are your +presents." With both hands she flung the jewels-pins and rings and +earrings and bracelets--among the breakfast-dishes, from which some of +them sprang to the floor. She stood a moment to pull the intaglio ring +from the finger where Beaton put it a year ago, and dashed that at her +father's plate. Then she whirled out of the room, and they heard her +running up-stairs. + +The old man made a start toward her, but he fell back in his chair before +she was gone, and, with a fierce, grinding movement of his jaws, +controlled himself. "Take-take those things up," he gasped to Mrs. +Mandel. He seemed unable to rise again from his chair; but when she +asked him if he were unwell, he said no, with an air of offence, and got +quickly to his feet. He mechanically picked up the intaglio ring from +the table while he stood there, and put it on his little finger; his hand +was not much bigger than Christine's. "How do you suppose she found it +out?" he asked, after a moment. + +"She seems to have merely suspected it," said Mrs. Mandel, in a tremor, +and with the fright in her eyes which Christine's violence had brought +there. + +"Well, it don't make any difference. She had to know, somehow, and now +she knows." He started toward the door of the library, as if to go into +the hall, where his hat and coat hung. + +"Mr. Dryfoos," palpitated Mrs. Mandel, "I can't remain here, after the +language your daughter has used to me--I can't let you leave me--I--I'm +afraid of her--" + +"Lock yourself up, then," said the old man, rudely. He added, from the +hall before lie went out, "I reckon she'll quiet down now." + +He took the Elevated road. The strike seemed a vary far-off thing, +though the paper he bought to look up the stockmarket was full of noisy +typography about yesterday's troubles on the surface lines. Among the +millions in Wall Street there was some joking and some swearing, but not +much thinking, about the six thousand men who had taken such chances in +their attempt to better their condition. Dryfoos heard nothing of the +strike in the lobby of the Stock Exchange, where he spent two or three +hours watching a favorite stock of his go up and go down under the +betting. By the time the Exchange closed it had risen eight points, and +on this and some other investments he was five thousand dollars richer +than he had been in the morning. But he had expected to be richer still, +and he was by no means satisfied with his luck. All through the +excitement of his winning and losing had played the dull, murderous rage +he felt toward they child who had defied him, and when the game was over +and he started home his rage mounted into a sort of frenzy; he would +teach her, he would break her. He walked a long way without thinking, +and then waited for a car. None came, and he hailed a passing coupe. + +"What has got all the cars?" he demanded of the driver, who jumped down +from his box to open the door for him and get his direction. + +"Been away?" asked the driver. "Hasn't been any car along for a week. +Strike." + +"Oh yes," said Dryfoos. He felt suddenly giddy, and he remained staring +at the driver after he had taken his seat. + +The man asked, "Where to?" + +Dryfoos could not think of his street or number, and he said, with +uncontrollable fury: "I told you once! Go up to West Eleventh, and drive +along slow on the south side; I'll show you the place." + +He could not remember the number of 'Every Other Week' office, where he +suddenly decided to stop before he went home. He wished to see +Fulkerson, and ask him something about Beaton: whether he had been about +lately, and whether he had dropped any hint of what had happened +concerning Christine; Dryfoos believed that Fulkerson was in the fellow's +confidence. + +There was nobody but Conrad in the counting-room, whither Dryfoos +returned after glancing into Fulkerson's empty office. "Where's +Fulkerson?" he asked, sitting down with his hat on. + +"He went out a few moments ago," said Conrad, glancing at the clock. +"I'm afraid he isn't coming back again today, if you wanted to see him." + +Dryfoos twisted his head sidewise and upward to indicate March's room. +"That other fellow out, too?" + +"He went just before Mr. Fulkerson," answered Conrad. + +"Do you generally knock off here in the middle of the afternoon ?" asked +the old man. + +"No," said Conrad, as patiently as if his father had not been there a +score of times and found the whole staff of Every Other leek at work +between four and five. "Mr. March, you know, always takes a good deal of +his work home with him, and I suppose Mr. Fulkerson went out so early +because there isn't much doing to-day. Perhaps it's the strike that +makes it dull." + +"The strike-yes! It's a pretty piece of business to have everything +thrown out because a parcel of lazy hounds want a chance to lay off and +get drunk." Dryfoos seemed to think Conrad would make some answer to +this, but the young man's mild face merely saddened, and he said nothing. +"I've got a coupe out there now that I had to take because I couldn't get +a car. If I had my way I'd have a lot of those vagabonds hung. They're +waiting to get the city into a snarl, and then rob the houses--pack of +dirty, worthless whelps. They ought to call out the militia, and fire +into 'em. Clubbing is too good for them." Conrad was still silent, and +his father sneered, "But I reckon you don't think so." + +"I think the strike is useless," said Conrad. + +"Oh, you do, do you? Comin' to your senses a little. Gettin' tired +walkin' so much. I should like to know what your gentlemen over there on +the East Side think about the strike, anyway." + +The young fellow dropped his eyes. "I am not authorized to speak for +them." + +"Oh, indeed! And perhaps you're not authorized to speak for yourself?" + +"Father, you know we don't agree about these things. I'd rather not +talk--" + +"But I'm goin' to make you talk this time!" cried Dryfoos, striking the +arm of the chair he sat in with the side of his fist. A maddening +thought of Christine came over him. "As long as you eat my bread, you +have got to do as I say. I won't have my children telling me what I +shall do and sha'n't do, or take on airs of being holier than me. Now, +you just speak up! Do you think those loafers are right, or don't you? +Come!" + +Conrad apparently judged it best to speak. "I think they were very +foolish to strike--at this time, when the Elevated roads can do the +work." + +"Oh, at this time, heigh! And I suppose they think over there on the +East Side that it 'd been wise to strike before we got the Elevated." +Conrad again refused to answer, and his father roared, "What do you +think?" + +"I think a strike is always bad business. It's war; but sometimes there +don't seem any other way for the workingmen to get justice. They say +that sometimes strikes do raise the wages, after a while." + +"Those lazy devils were paid enough already," shrieked the old man. + +"They got two dollars a day. How much do you think they ought to 'a' +got? Twenty?" + +Conrad hesitated, with a beseeching look at his father. But he decided +to answer. "The men say that with partial work, and fines, and other +things, they get sometimes a dollar, and sometimes ninety cents a day." + +"They lie, and you know they lie," said his father, rising and coming +toward him. "And what do you think the upshot of it all will be, after +they've ruined business for another week, and made people hire hacks, and +stolen the money of honest men? How is it going to end?" + +"They will have to give in." + +"Oh, give in, heigh! And what will you say then, I should like to know? +How will you feel about it then? Speak!" + +"I shall feel as I do now. I know you don't think that way, and I don't +blame you--or anybody. But if I have got to say how I shall feel, why, I +shall feel sorry they didn't succeed, for I believe they have a righteous +cause, though they go the wrong way to help themselves." + +His father came close to him, his eyes blazing, his teeth set. "Do you +dare so say that to me?" + +"Yes. I can't help it. I pity them; my whole heart is with those poor +men." + +"You impudent puppy!" shouted the old man. He lifted his hand and struck +his son in the face. Conrad caught his hand with his own left, and, +while the blood began to trickle from a wound that Christine's intaglio +ring had made in his temple, he looked at him with a kind of grieving +wonder, and said, "Father!" + +The old man wrenched his fist away and ran out of the house. He +remembered his address now, and he gave it as he plunged into the coupe. +He trembled with his evil passion, and glared out of the windows at the +passers as he drove home; he only saw Conrad's mild, grieving, wondering +eyes, and the blood slowly trickling from the wound in his temple. + +Conrad went to the neat-set bowl in Fulkerson's comfortable room and +washed the blood away, and kept bathing the wound with the cold water +till it stopped bleeding. The cut was not deep, and he thought he would +not put anything on it. After a while he locked up the office and +started out, be hardly knew where. But he walked on, in the direction he +had taken, till he found himself in Union Square, on the pavement in +front of Brentano's. It seemed to him that he heard some one calling +gently to him, "Mr. Dryfoos!" + + + + +V. + +Conrad looked confusedly around, and the same voice said again, "Mr. +Dryfoos!" and he saw that it was a lady speaking to him from a coupe +beside the curbing, and then he saw that it was Miss Vance. + +She smiled when, he gave signs of having discovered her, and came up to +the door of her carriage. "I am so glad to meet you. I have been +longing to talk to somebody; nobody seems to feel about it as I do. Oh, +isn't it horrible? Must they fail? I saw cars running on all the lines +as I came across; it made me sick at heart. Must those brave fellows +give in? And everybody seems to hate them so--I can't bear it." Her +face was estranged with excitement, and there were traces of tears on it. +"You must think me almost crazy to stop you in the street this way; but +when I caught sight of you I had to speak. I knew you would sympathize-- +I knew you would feel as I do. Oh, how can anybody help honoring those +poor men for standing by one another as they do? They are risking all +they have in the world for the sake of justice! Oh, they are true heroes! +They are staking the bread of their wives and children on the dreadful +chance they've taken! But no one seems to understand it. No one seems to +see that they are willing to suffer more now that other poor men may +suffer less hereafter. And those wretched creatures that are coming in +to take their places--those traitors--" + +"We can't blame them for wanting to earn a living, Miss Vance," said +Conrad. + +"No, no! I don't blame them. Who am I, to do such a thing? It's we +--people like me, of my class--who make the poor betray one another. +But this dreadful fighting--this hideous paper is full of it!" She held +up an extra, crumpled with her nervous reading. "Can't something be done +to stop it? Don't you think that if some one went among them, and tried +to make them see how perfectly hopeless it was to resist the companies +and drive off the new men, he might do some good? I have wanted to go +and try; but I am a woman, and I mustn't! I shouldn't be afraid of the +strikers, but I'm afraid of what people would say!" Conrad kept pressing +his handkerchief to the cut in his temple, which he thought might be +bleeding, and now she noticed this. "Are you hurt, Mr. Dryfoos? +You look so pale." + +"No, it's nothing--a little scratch I've got." + +"Indeed, you look pale. Have you a carriage? How will you get home? +Will you get in here with me and let me drive you?" + +"No, no," said Conrad, smiling at her excitement. "I'm perfectly well--" + +"And you don't think I'm foolish and wicked for stopping you here and +talking in this way? But I know you feel as I do!" + +"Yes, I feel as you do. You are right--right in every way--I mustn't +keep you--Good-bye." He stepped back to bow, but she put her beautiful +hand out of the window, and when he took it she wrung his hand hard. + +"Thank you, thank you! You are good and you are just! But no one can do +anything. It's useless!" + +The type of irreproachable coachman on the box whose respectability had +suffered through the strange behavior of his mistress in this interview +drove quickly off at her signal, and Conrad stood a moment looking after +the carriage. His heart was full of joy; it leaped; he thought it would +burst. As he turned to walk away it seemed to him as if he mounted upon +the air. The trust she had shown him, the praise she had given him, that +crush of the hand: he hoped nothing, he formed no idea from it, but it +all filled him with love that cast out the pain and shame he had been +suffering. He believed that he could never be unhappy any more; the +hardness that was in his mind toward his father went out of it; he saw +how sorely he had tried him; he grieved that he had done it, but the +means, the difference of his feeling about the cause of their quarrel, +he was solemnly glad of that since she shared it. He was only sorry for +his father. "Poor father!" he said under his breath as he went along. +He explained to her about his father in his reverie, and she pitied his +father, too. + +He was walking over toward the West Side, aimlessly at first, and then at +times with the longing to do something to save those mistaken men from +themselves forming itself into a purpose. Was not that what she meant +when she bewailed her woman's helplessness? She must have wished him to +try if he, being a man, could not do something; or if she did not, still +he would try, and if she heard of it she would recall what she had said +and would be glad he had understood her so. Thinking of her pleasure in +what he was going to do, he forgot almost what it was; but when he came +to a street-car track he remembered it, and looked up and down to see if +there were any turbulent gathering of men whom he might mingle with and +help to keep from violence. He saw none anywhere; and then suddenly, as +if at the same moment, for in his exalted mood all events had a dream- +like simultaneity, he stood at the corner of an avenue, and in the middle +of it, a little way off, was a street-car, and around the car a tumult of +shouting, cursing, struggling men. The driver was lashing his horses +forward, and a policeman was at their heads, with the conductor, pulling +them; stones, clubs, brickbats hailed upon the car, the horses, the men +trying to move them. The mob closed upon them in a body, and then a +patrol-wagon whirled up from the other side, and a squad of policemen +leaped out and began to club the rioters. Conrad could see how they +struck them under the rims of their hats; the blows on their skulls +sounded as if they had fallen on stone; the rioters ran in all +directions. + +One of the officers rushed up toward the corner where Conrad stood, and +then he saw at his side a tall, old man, with a long, white beard, who +was calling out at the policemen: "Ah, yes! Glup the strikerss--gif it to +them! Why don't you co and glup the bresidents that insoalt your lawss, +and gick your Boart of Arpidration out-of-toors? Glup the strikerss-- +they cot no friendts! They cot no money to pribe you, to dreat you!" + +The officer lifted his club, and the old man threw his left arm up to +shield his head. Conrad recognized Zindau, and now he saw the empty +sleeve dangle in the air over the stump of his wrist. He heard a shot in +that turmoil beside the car, and something seemed to strike him in the +breast. He was going to say to the policeman: "Don't strike him! He's +an old soldier! You see he has no hand!" but he could not speak, he +could not move his tongue. The policeman stood there; he saw his face: +it was not bad, not cruel; it was like the face of a statue, fixed, +perdurable--a mere image of irresponsible and involuntary authority. +Then Conrad fell forward, pierced through the heart by that shot fired +from the car. + +March heard the shot as he scrambled out of his car, and at the same +moment he saw Lindau drop under the club of the policeman, who left him +where he fell and joined the rest of the squad in pursuing the rioters. +The fighting round the car in the avenue ceased; the driver whipped his +horses into a gallop, and the place was left empty. + +March would have liked to run; he thought how his wife had implored him +to keep away from the rioting; but he could not have left Lindau lying +there if he would. Something stronger than his will drew him to the +spot, and there he saw Conrad, dead beside the old man. + + + + +VI. + +In the cares which Mrs. March shared with her husband that night she was +supported partly by principle, but mainly by the, potent excitement which +bewildered Conrad's family and took all reality from what had happened. +It was nearly midnight when the Marches left them and walked away toward +the Elevated station with Fulkerson. Everything had been done, by that +time, that could be done; and Fulkerson was not without that satisfaction +in the business-like despatch of all the details which attends each step +in such an affair and helps to make death tolerable even to the most +sorely stricken. We are creatures of the moment; we live from one little +space to another; and only one interest at a time fills these. Fulkerson +was cheerful when they got into the street, almost gay; and Mrs. March +experienced a rebound from her depression which she felt that she ought +not to have experienced. But she condoned the offence a little in +herself, because her husband remained so constant in his gravity; and, +pending the final accounting he must make her for having been where he +could be of so much use from the first instant of the calamity, she was +tenderly, gratefully proud of all the use he had been to Conrad's family, +and especially his miserable old father. To her mind, March was the +principal actor in the whole affair, and much more important in having +seen it than those who had suffered in it. In fact, he had suffered +incomparably. + + +"Well, well," said Fulkerson. "They'll get along now. We've done all we +could, and there's nothing left but for them to bear it. Of course it's +awful, but I guess it 'll come out all right. I mean," he added, +"they'll pull through now." + +"I suppose," said March, "that nothing is put on us that we can't bear. +But I should think," he went on, musingly, "that when God sees what we +poor finite creatures can bear, hemmed round with this eternal darkness +of death, He must respect us." + +"Basil!" said his wife. But in her heart she drew nearer to him for the +words she thought she ought to rebuke him for. + +"Oh, I know," he said, "we school ourselves to despise human nature. +But God did not make us despicable, and I say, whatever end He meant us +for, He must have some such thrill of joy in our adequacy to fate as a +father feels when his son shows himself a man. When I think what we can +be if we must, I can't believe the least of us shall finally perish." + +"Oh, I reckon the Almighty won't scoop any of us," said Fulkerson, with a +piety of his own. + +"That poor boy's father!" sighed Mrs. March. "I can't get his face out +of my sight. He looked so much worse than death." + +"Oh, death doesn't look bad," said March. "It's life that looks so in +its presence. Death is peace and pardon. I only wish poor old Lindau +was as well out of it as Conrad there." + +"Ah, Lindau! He has done harm enough," said Mrs. March. "I hope he will +be careful after this." + +March did not try to defend Lindau against her theory of the case, which +inexorably held him responsible for Conrad's death. + +"Lindau's going to come out all right, I guess," said Fulkerson. "He was +first-rate when I saw him at the hospital to-night." He whispered in +March's ear, at a chance he got in mounting the station stairs: "I didn't +like to tell you there at the house, but I guess you'd better know. They +had to take Lindau's arm off near the shoulder. Smashed all to pieces by +the clubbing." + +In the house, vainly rich and foolishly unfit for them, the bereaved +family whom the Marches had just left lingered together, and tried to get +strength to part for the night. They were all spent with the fatigue +that comes from heaven to such misery as theirs, and they sat in a torpor +in which each waited for the other to move, to speak. + +Christine moved, and Mela spoke. Christine rose and went out of the room +without saying a word, and they heard her going up-stairs. Then Mela +said: + +"I reckon the rest of us better be goun' too, father. Here, let's git +mother started." + +She put her arm round her mother, to lift her from her chair, but the old +man did not stir, and Mela called Mrs. Mandel from the next room. +Between them they raised her to her feet. + +"Ain't there anybody agoin' to set up with it?" she asked, in her hoarse +pipe. "It appears like folks hain't got any feelin's in New York. +Woon't some o' the neighbors come and offer to set up, without waitin' to +be asked?" + +"Oh, that's all right, mother. The men 'll attend to that. Don't you +bother any," Mela coaxed, and she kept her arm round her mother, with +tender patience. + +"Why, Mely, child! I can't feel right to have it left to hirelin's so. +But there ain't anybody any more to see things done as they ought. If +Coonrod was on'y here--" + +"Well, mother, you are pretty mixed!" said Mela, with a strong tendency +to break into her large guffaw. But she checked herself and said: +"I know just how you feel, though. It keeps acomun' and agoun'; and it's +so and it ain't so, all at once; that's the plague of it. Well, father! +Ain't you goun' to come?" + +"I'm goin' to stay, Mela," said the old man, gently, without moving. +"Get your mother to bed, that's a good girl." + +"You goin' to set up with him, Jacob?" asked the old woman. + +"Yes, 'Liz'beth, I'll set up. You go to bed." + +"Well, I will, Jacob. And I believe it 'll do you good to set up. +I wished I could set up with you; but I don't seem to have the stren'th +I did when the twins died. I must git my sleep, so's to--I don't like +very well to have you broke of your rest, Jacob, but there don't appear +to be anybody else. You wouldn't have to do it if Coonrod was here. +There I go ag'in! Mercy! mercy!" + +"Well, do come along, then, mother," said Mela; and she got her out of +the room, with Mrs. Mandel's help, and up the stairs. + +From the top the old woman called down, "You tell Coonrod--" She stopped, +and he heard her groan out, "My Lord! my Lord!" + +He sat, one silence in the dining-room, where they had all lingered +together, and in the library beyond the hireling watcher sat, another +silence. The time passed, but neither moved, and the last noise in the +house ceased, so that they heard each other breathe, and the vague, +remote rumor of the city invaded the inner stillness. It grew louder +toward morning, and then Dryfoos knew from the watcher's deeper breathing +that he had fallen into a doze. + +He crept by him to the drawing-room, where his son was; the place was +full of the awful sweetness of the flowers that Fulkerson had brought, +and that lay above the pulseless breast. The old man turned up a burner +in the chandelier, and stood looking on the majestic serenity of the dead +face. + +He could not move when he saw his wife coming down the stairway in the +hall. She was in her long, white flannel bed gown, and the candle she +carried shook with her nervous tremor. He thought she might be walking +in her sleep, but she said, quite simply, "I woke up, and I couldn't git +to sleep ag'in without comin' to have a look." She stood beside their +dead son with him. "well, he's beautiful, Jacob. He was the prettiest +baby! And he was always good, Coonrod was; I'll say that for him. +I don't believe he ever give me a minute's care in his whole life. +I reckon I liked him about the best of all the children; but I don't know +as I ever done much to show it. But you was always good to him, Jacob; +you always done the best for him, ever since he was a little feller. +I used to be afraid you'd spoil him sometimes in them days; but I guess +you're glad now for every time you didn't cross him. I don't suppose +since the twins died you ever hit him a lick." She stooped and peered +closer at the face. "Why, Jacob, what's that there by his pore eye?" +Dryfoos saw it, too, the wound that he had feared to look for, and that +now seemed to redden on his sight. He broke into a low, wavering cry, +like a child's in despair, like an animal's in terror, like a soul's in +the anguish of remorse. + + + + +VII. + +The evening after the funeral, while the Marches sat together talking it +over, and making approaches, through its shadow, to the question of their +own future, which it involved, they were startled by the twitter of the +electric bell at their apartment door. It was really not so late as the +children's having gone to bed made it seem; but at nine o'clock it was +too late for any probable visitor except Fulkerson. It might be he, and +March was glad to postpone the impending question to his curiosity +concerning the immediate business Fulkerson might have with him. He went +himself to the door, and confronted there a lady deeply veiled in black +and attended by a very decorous serving-woman. + +"Are you alone, Mr. March--you and Mrs. March ?" asked the lady, behind +her veil; and, as he hesitated, she said: "You don't know me! Miss +Vance"; and she threw back her veil, showing her face wan and agitated in +the dark folds. "I am very anxious to see you--to speak with you both. +May I come in?" + +"Why, certainly, Miss Vance," he answered, still too much stupefied by +her presence to realize it. + +She promptly entered, and saying, with a glance at the hall chair by the +door, "My maid can sit here?" followed him to the room where he had left +his wife. + +Mrs. March showed herself more capable of coping with the fact. She +welcomed Miss Vance with the liking they both felt for the girl, and with +the sympathy which her troubled face inspired. + +"I won't tire you with excuses for coming, Mrs. March," she said, "for it +was the only thing left for me to do; and I come at my aunt's +suggestion." She added this as if it would help to account for her more +on the conventional plane, and she had the instinctive good taste to +address herself throughout to Mrs. March as much as possible, though what +she had to say was mainly for March. "I don't know how to begin--I don't +know how to speak of this terrible affair. But you know what I mean. +I feel as if I had lived a whole lifetime since it happened. I don't +want you to pity me for it," she said, forestalling a politeness from +Mrs. March. "I'm the last one to be thought of, and you mustn't mind me +if I try to make you. I came to find out all of the truth that I can, +and when I know just what that is I shall know what to do. I have read +the inquest; it's all burned into my brain. But I don't care for that-- +for myself: you must let me say such things without minding me. I know +that your husband--that Mr. March was there; I read his testimony; and I +wished to ask him--to ask him--" She stopped and looked distractedly +about. "But what folly! He must have said everything he knew--he had +to." Her eves wandered to him from his wife, on whom she had kept them +with instinctive tact. + +"I said everything--yes," he replied. "But if you would like to know--" + +"Perhaps I had better tell you something first. I had just parted with +him--it couldn't have been more than half an hour--in front of +Brentano's; he must have gone straight to his death. We were talking, +and I--I said, Why didn't some one go among the strikers and plead with +them to be peaceable, and keep them from attacking the new men. I knew +that he felt as I did about the strikers: that he was their friend. Did +you see--do you know anything that makes you think he had been trying to +do that?" + +"I am sorry," March began, "I didn't see him at all till--till I saw him +lying dead." + +"My husband was there purely by accident," Mrs. March put in. "I had +begged and entreated him not to go near the striking anywhere. And he +had just got out of the car, and saw the policeman strike that wretched +Lindau--he's been such an anxiety to me ever since we have had anything +to do with him here; my husband knew him when he was a boy in the West. +Mr. March came home from it all perfectly prostrated; it made us all +sick! Nothing so horrible ever came into our lives before. I assure you +it was the most shocking experience." + +Miss Vance listened to her with that look of patience which those who +have seen much of the real suffering of the world--the daily portion of +the poor--have for the nervous woes of comfortable people. March hung +his head; he knew it would be useless to protest that his share of the +calamity was, by comparison, infinitesimally small. + +After she had heard Mrs. March to the end even of her repetitions, Miss +Vance said, as if it were a mere matter of course that she should have +looked the affair up, "Yes, I have seen Mr. Lindau at the hospital--" + +"My husband goes every day to see him," Mrs. March interrupted, to give. +a final touch to the conception of March's magnanimity throughout. + +"The poor man seems to have been in the wrong at the time," said Miss +Vance. + +"I could almost say he had earned the right to be wrong. He's a man of +the most generous instincts, and a high ideal of justice, of equity--too +high to be considered by a policeman with a club in his hand," said +March, with a bold defiance of his wife's different opinion of Lindau. +"It's the policeman's business, I suppose, to club the ideal when he +finds it inciting a riot." + +"Oh, I don't blame Mr. Lindau; I don't blame the policeman; he was as +much a mere instrument as his club was. I am only trying to find out how +much I am to blame myself. I had no thought of Mr. Dryfoos's going +there--of his attempting to talk with the strikers and keep them quiet; +I was only thinking, as women do, of what I should try to do if I were a +man. + +"But perhaps he understood me to ask him to go--perhaps my words sent him +to his death." + +She had a sort of calm in her courage to know the worst truth as to her +responsibility that forbade any wish to flatter her out of it. "I'm +afraid," said March, "that is what can never be known now." After a +moment he added: "But why should you wish to know? If he went there as a +peacemaker, he died in a good cause, in such a way as he would wish to +die, I believe." + +"Yes," said the girl; "I have thought of that. But death is awful; we +must not think patiently, forgivingly of sending any one to their death +in the best cause."--"I fancy life was an awful thing to Conrad Dryfoos," +March replied. "He was thwarted and disappointed, without even pleasing +the ambition that thwarted and disappointed him. That poor old man, his +father, warped him from his simple, lifelong wish to be a minister, and +was trying to make a business man of him. If it will be any consolation +to you to know it, Miss Vance, I can assure you that he was very unhappy, +and I don't see how he could ever have been happy here." + +"It won't," said the girl, steadily. "If people are born into this +world, it's because they were meant to live in it. It isn't a question +of being happy here; no one is happy, in that old, selfish way, or can +be; but he could have been of great use." + +"Perhaps he was of use in dying. Who knows? He may have been trying to +silence Lindau." + +"Oh, Lindau wasn't worth it!" cried Mrs. March. + +Miss Vance looked at her as if she did not quite understand. Then she +turned to March. "He might have been unhappy, as we all are; but I know +that his life here would have had a higher happiness than we wish for or +aim for." The tears began to run silently down her cheeks. + +"He looked strangely happy that day when he left me. He had hurt himself +somehow, and his face was bleeding from a scratch; he kept his +handkerchief up; he was pale, but such a light came into his face when he +shook hands--ah, I know he went to try and do what I said!" They were +all silent, while she dried her eyes and then put her handkerchief back +into the pocket from which she had suddenly pulled it, with a series of +vivid, young-ladyish gestures, which struck March by their incongruity +with the occasion of their talk, and yet by their harmony with the rest +of her elegance. "I am sorry, Miss Vance," he began, "that I can't +really tell you anything more--" + +"You are very kind," she said, controlling herself and rising quickly. +"I thank you--thank you both very much." She turned to Mrs. March and +shook hands with her and then with him. "I might have known--I did know +that there wasn't anything more for you to tell. But at least I've found +out from you that there was nothing, and now I can begin to bear what I +must. How are those poor creatures--his mother and father, his sisters? +Some day, I hope, I shall be ashamed to have postponed them to the +thought of myself; but I can't pretend to be yet. I could not come to +the funeral; I wanted to." + +She addressed her question to Mrs. March, who answered: "I can +understand. But they were pleased with the flowers you sent; people are, +at such times, and they haven't many friends." + +"Would you go to see them?" asked the girl. "Would you tell them what +I've told you?" + +Mrs. March looked at her husband. + +"I don't see what good it would do. They wouldn't understand. But if it +would relieve you--" + +"I'll wait till it isn't a question of self-relief," said the girl. +"Good-bye!" + +She left them to long debate of the event. At the end Mrs. March said, +"She is a strange being; such a mixture of the society girl and the +saint." + +Her husband answered: "She's the potentiality of several kinds of +fanatic. She's very unhappy, and I don't see how she's to be happier +about that poor fellow. I shouldn't be surprised if she did inspire him +to attempt something of that kind." + +"Well, you got out of it very well, Basil. I admired the way you +managed. I was afraid you'd say something awkward." + +"Oh, with a plain line of truth before me, as the only possible thing, +I can get on pretty well. When it comes to anything decorative, I'd +rather leave it to you, Isabel." + +She seemed insensible of his jest. "Of course, he was in love with her. +That was the light that came into his face when he was going to do what +he thought she wanted him to do." + +"And she--do you think that she was--" + +"What an idea! It would have been perfectly grotesque!" + + + + +VIII. + +Their affliction brought the Dryfooses into humaner relations with the +Marches, who had hitherto regarded them as a necessary evil, as the +odious means of their own prosperity. Mrs. March found that the women of +the family seemed glad of her coming, and in the sense of her usefulness +to them all she began to feel a kindness even for Christine. But she +could not help seeing that between the girl and her father there was an +unsettled account, somehow, and that it was Christine and not the old man +who was holding out. She thought that their sorrow had tended to refine +the others. Mela was much more subdued, and, except when she abandoned +herself to a childish interest in her mourning, she did nothing to shock +Mrs. March's taste or to seem unworthy of her grief. She was very good +to her mother, whom the blow had left unchanged, and to her father, whom +it had apparently fallen upon with crushing weight. Once, after visiting +their house, Mrs. March described to March a little scene between Dryfoos +and Mela, when he came home from Wall Street, and the girl met him at the +door with a kind of country simpleness, and took his hat and stick, and +brought him into the room where Mrs. March sat, looking tired and broken. +She found this look of Dryfoos's pathetic, and dwelt on the sort of +stupefaction there was in it; he must have loved his son more than they +ever realized. "Yes," said March, "I suspect he did. He's never been +about the place since that day; he was always dropping in before, on his +way up-town. He seems to go down to Wall Street every day, just as +before, but I suppose that's mechanical; he wouldn't know what else to +do; I dare say it's best for him. The sanguine Fulkerson is getting a +little anxious about the future of 'Every Other Week.' Now Conrad's +gone, he isn't sure the old man will want to keep on with it, or whether +he'll have to look up another Angel. He wants to get married, I imagine, +and he can't venture till this point is settled." + +"It's a very material point to us too, Basil," said Mrs. March. + +"Well, of course. I hadn't overlooked that, you may be sure. One of the +things that Fulkerson and I have discussed is a scheme for buying the +magazine. Its success is pretty well assured now, and I shouldn't be +afraid to put money into it--if I had the money." + +"I couldn't let you sell the house in Boston, Basil!" + +"And I don't want to. I wish we could go back and live in it and get the +rent, too! It would be quite a support. But I suppose if Dryfoos won't +keep on, it must come to another Angel. I hope it won't be a literary +one, with a fancy for running my department." + +"Oh, I guess whoever takes the magazine will be glad enough to keep you!" + +"Do you think so? Well, perhaps. But I don't believe Fulkerson would +let me stand long between him and an Angel of the right description." + +"Well, then, I believe he would. And you've never seen anything, Basil, +to make you really think that Mr. Fulkerson didn't appreciate you to the +utmost." + +"I think I came pretty near an undervaluation in that Lindau trouble. +I shall always wonder what put a backbone into Fulkerson just at that +crisis. Fulkerson doesn't strike me as the stuff of a moral hero." + +"At any rate, he was one," said Mrs. March, "and that's quite enough for +me." + +March did not answer. "What a noble thing life is, anyway! Here I am, +well on the way to fifty, after twenty-five years of hard work, looking +forward to the potential poor-house as confidently as I did in youth. +We might have saved a little more than we have saved; but the little more +wouldn't avail if I were turned out of my place now; and we should have +lived sordidly to no purpose. Some one always has you by the throat, +unless you have some one else in your grip. I wonder if that's the +attitude the Almighty intended His respectable creatures to take toward +one another! I wonder if He meant our civilization, the battle we fight +in, the game we trick in! I wonder if He considers it final, and if the +kingdom of heaven on earth, which we pray for--" + +"Have you seen Lindau to-day?" Mrs. March asked. + +"You inferred it from the quality of my piety?" March laughed, and then +suddenly sobered. "Yes, I saw him. It's going rather hard with him, +I'm afraid. The amputation doesn't heal very well; the shock was very +great, and he's old. It 'll take time. There's so much pain that they +have to keep him under opiates, and I don't think he fully knew me. At +any rate, I didn't get my piety from him to-day." + +"It's horrible! Horrible!" said Mrs. March. "I can't get over it! +After losing his hand in the war, to lose his whole arm now in this way! +It does seem too cruel! Of course he oughtn't to have been there; we can +say that. But you oughtn't to have been there, either, Basil." + +"Well, I wasn't exactly advising the police to go and club the railroad +presidents." + +"Neither was poor Conrad Dryfoos." + +"I don't deny it. All that was distinctly the chance of life and death. +That belonged to God; and no doubt it was law, though it seems chance. +But what I object to is this economic chance-world in which we live, and +which we men seem to have created. It ought to be law as inflexible in +human affairs as the order of day and night in the physical world that if +a man will work he shall both rest and eat, and shall not be harassed +with any question as to how his repose and his provision shall come. +Nothing less ideal than this satisfies the reason. But in our state of +things no one is secure of this. No one is sure of finding work; no one +is sure of not losing it. I may have my work taken away from me at any +moment by the caprice, the mood, the indigestion of a man who has not the +qualification for knowing whether I do it well, or ill. At my time of +life--at every time of life--a man ought to feel that if he will keep on +doing his duty he shall not suffer in himself or in those who are dear to +him, except through natural causes. But no man can feel this as things +are now; and so we go on, pushing and pulling, climbing and crawling, +thrusting aside and trampling underfoot; lying, cheating, stealing; and +then we get to the end, covered with blood and dirt and sin and shame, +and look back over the way we've come to a palace of our own, or the +poor-house, which is about the only possession we can claim in common +with our brother-men, I don't think the retrospect can be pleasing." + +"I know, I know!" said his wife. "I think of those things, too, Basil. +Life isn't what it seems when you look forward to it. But I think people +would suffer less, and wouldn't have to work so hard, and could make all +reasonable provision for the future, if they were not so greedy and so +foolish." + +"Oh, without doubt! We can't put it all on the conditions; we must put +some of the blame on character. But conditions make character; and +people are greedy and foolish, and wish to have and to shine, because +having and shining are held up to them by civilization as the chief good +of life. We all know they are not the chief good, perhaps not good at +all; but if some one ventures to say so, all the rest of us call him a +fraud and a crank, and go moiling and toiling on to the palace or the +poor-house. We can't help it. If one were less greedy or less foolish, +some one else would have and would shine at his expense. We don't moil +and toil to ourselves alone; the palace or the poor-house is not merely +for ourselves, but for our children, whom we've brought up in the +superstition that having and shining is the chief good. We dare not +teach them otherwise, for fear they may falter in the fight when it comes +their turn, and the children of others will crowd them out of the palace +into the poor-house. If we felt sure that honest work shared by all +would bring them honest food shared by all, some heroic few of us, who +did not wish our children to rise above their fellows--though we could +not bear to have them fall below--might trust them with the truth. But +we have no such assurance, and so we go on trembling before Dryfooses and +living in gimcrackeries." + +"Basil, Basil! I was always willing to live more simply than you. You +know I was!" + +"I know you always said so, my dear. But how many bell-ratchets and +speaking-tubes would you be willing to have at the street door below? +I remember that when we were looking for a flat you rejected every +building that had a bell-ratchet or a speaking-tube, and would have +nothing to do with any that had more than an electric button; you wanted +a hall-boy, with electric buttons all over him. I don't blame you. I +find such things quite as necessary as you do." + +"And do you mean to say, Basil," she asked, abandoning this unprofitable +branch of the inquiry, "that you are really uneasy about your place? +that you are afraid Mr. Dryfoos may give up being an Angel, and Mr. +Fulkerson may play you false?" + +"Play me false? Oh, it wouldn't be playing me false. It would be merely +looking out for himself, if the new Angel had editorial tastes and wanted +my place. It's what any one would do." + +"You wouldn't do it, Basil!" + +"Wouldn't I? Well, if any one offered me more salary than 'Every Other +Week' pays--say, twice as much--what do you think my duty to my suffering +family would be? It's give and take in the business world, Isabel; +especially take. But as to being uneasy, I'm not, in the least. I've +the spirit of a lion, when it comes to such a chance as that. When I see +how readily the sensibilities of the passing stranger can be worked in +New York, I think of taking up the role of that desperate man on Third +Avenue who went along looking for garbage in the gutter to eat. I think +I could pick up at least twenty or thirty cents a day by that little +game, and maintain my family in the affluence it's been accustomed to." + +"Basil!" cried his wife. "You don't mean to say that man was an +impostor! And I've gone about, ever since, feeling that one such case in +a million, the bare possibility of it, was enough to justify all that +Lindau said about the rich and the poor!" + +March laughed teasingly. "Oh, I don't say he was an impostor. Perhaps +he really was hungry; but, if he wasn't, what do you think of a +civilization that makes the opportunity of such a fraud? that gives us +all such a bad conscience for the need which is that we weaken to the +need that isn't? Suppose that poor fellow wasn't personally founded on +fact: nevertheless, he represented the truth; he was the ideal of the +suffering which would be less effective if realistically treated. That +man is a great comfort to me. He probably rioted for days on that +quarter I gave him; made a dinner very likely, or a champagne supper; and +if 'Every Other Week' wants to get rid of me, I intend to work that +racket. You can hang round the corner with Bella, and Tom can come up to +me in tears, at stated intervals, and ask me if I've found anything yet. +To be sure, we might be arrested and sent up somewhere. But even in that +extreme case we should be provided for. Oh no, I'm not afraid of losing +my place! I've merely a sort of psychological curiosity to know how men +like Dryfoos and Fulkerson will work out the problem before them." + + + + +IX. + +It was a curiosity which Fulkerson himself shared, at least concerning +Dryfoos. "I don't know what the old man's going to do," he said to March +the day after the Marches had talked their future over. "Said anything +to you yet?" + +"No, not a word." + +"You're anxious, I suppose, same as I am. Fact is," said Fulkerson, +blushing a little, "I can't ask to have a day named till I know where I +am in connection with the old man. I can't tell whether I've got to look +out for something else or somebody else. Of course, it's full soon yet." + +"Yes," March said, "much sooner than it seems to us. We're so anxious +about the future that we don't remember how very recent the past is." + +"That's something so. The old man's hardly had time yet to pull himself +together. Well, I'm glad you feel that way about it, March. I guess +it's more of a blow to him than we realize. He was a good deal bound up +in Coonrod, though he didn't always use him very well. Well, I reckon +it's apt to happen so oftentimes; curious how cruel love can be. Heigh? +We're an awful mixture, March!" + +"Yes, that's the marvel and the curse, as Browning says." + +"Why, that poor boy himself," pursued Fulkerson, had streaks of the mule +in him that could give odds to Beaton, and he must have tried the old man +by the way he would give in to his will and hold out against his +judgment. I don't believe he ever budged a hairs-breadth from his +original position about wanting to be a preacher and not wanting to be a +business man. Well, of course! I don't think business is all in all; +but it must have made the old man mad to find that without saying +anything, or doing anything to show it, and after seeming to come over to +his ground, and really coming, practically, Coonrod was just exactly +where he first planted himself, every time." + +"Yes, people that have convictions are difficult. Fortunately, they're +rare." + +"Do you think so? It seems to me that everybody's got convictions. +Beaton himself, who hasn't a principle to throw at a dog, has got +convictions the size of a barn. They ain't always the same ones, I know, +but they're always to the same effect, as far as Beaton's being Number +One is concerned. The old man's got convictions or did have, unless this +thing lately has shaken him all up--and he believes that money will do +everything. Colonel Woodburn's got convictions that he wouldn't part +with for untold millions. Why, March, you got convictions yourself!" + +"Have I?" said March. "I don't know what they are." + +"Well, neither do I; but I know you were ready to kick the trough over +for them when the old man wanted us to bounce Lindau that time." + +"Oh yes," said March; he remembered the fact; but he was still uncertain +just what the convictions were that he had been so stanch for. + +"I suppose we could have got along without you," Fulkerson mused aloud. +"It's astonishing how you always can get along in this world without the +man that is simply indispensable. Makes a fellow realize that he could +take a day off now and then without deranging the solar system a great +deal. Now here's Coonrod--or, rather, he isn't. But that boy managed +his part of the schooner so well that I used to tremble when I thought of +his getting the better of the old man and going into a convent or +something of that kind; and now here he is, snuffed out in half a second, +and I don't believe but what we shall be sailing along just as chipper as +usual inside of thirty days. I reckon it will bring the old man to the +point when I come to talk with him about who's to be put in Coonrod's +place. I don't like very well to start the subject with him; but it's +got to be done some time." + +"Yes," March admitted. "It's terrible to think how unnecessary even the +best and wisest of us is to the purposes of Providence. When I looked at +that poor young fellow's face sometimes--so gentle and true and pure-- +I used to think the world was appreciably richer for his being in it. +But are we appreciably poorer for his being out of it now?" + +"No, I don't reckon we are," said Fulkerson. "And what a lot of the raw +material of all kinds the Almighty must have, to waste us the way He +seems to do. Think of throwing away a precious creature like Coonrod +Dryfoos on one chance in a thousand of getting that old fool of a Lindau +out of the way of being clubbed! For I suppose that was what Coonrod was +up to. Say! Have you been round to see Lindau to-day?" + +Something in the tone or the manner of Fulkerson startled March. "No! +I haven't seen him since yesterday." + +"Well, I don't know," said Fulkerson. "I guess I saw him a little while +after you did, and that young doctor there seemed to feel kind of worried +about him. + +"Or not worried, exactly; they can't afford to let such things worry them, +I suppose; but--" + +"He's worse?" asked March. + +"Oh, he didn't say so. But I just wondered if you'd seen him to-day." + +"I think I'll go now," said March, with a pang at heart. He had gone +every day to see Lindau, but this day he had thought he would not go, and +that was why his heart smote him. He knew that if he were in Lindau's +place Lindau would never have left his side if he could have helped it. +March tried to believe that the case was the same, as it stood now; it +seemed to him that he was always going to or from the hospital; he said +to himself that it must do Lindau harm to be visited so much. But be +knew that this was not true when he was met at the door of the ward where +Lindau lay by the young doctor, who had come to feel a personal interest +in March's interest in Lindau. + +He smiled without gayety, and said, "He's just going." + +"What! Discharged?" + +"Oh no. He has been failing very fast since you saw him yesterday, and +now--" They had been walking softly and talking softly down the aisle +between the long rows of beds. "Would you care to see him?" + +The doctor made a slight gesture toward the white canvas screen which in +such places forms the death-chamber of the poor and friendless. "Come +round this way--he won't know you! I've got rather fond of the poor old +fellow. He wouldn't have a clergyman--sort of agnostic, isn't he? A +good many of these Germans are--but the young lady who's been coming to +see him--" + +They both stopped. Lindau's grand, patriarchal head, foreshortened to +their view, lay white upon the pillow, and his broad, white beard flowed +upon the sheet, which heaved with those long last breaths. Beside his +bed Margaret Vance was kneeling; her veil was thrown back, and her face +was lifted; she held clasped between her hands the hand of the dying man; +she moved her lips inaudibly. + + + + +X. + + +In spite of the experience of the whole race from time immemorial, when +death comes to any one we know we helplessly regard it as an incident of +life, which will presently go on as before. Perhaps this is an +instinctive perception of the truth that it does go on somewhere; but we +have a sense of death as absolutely the end even for earth only if it +relates to some one remote or indifferent to us. March tried to project +Lindau to the necessary distance from himself in order to realize the +fact in his case, but he could not, though the man with whom his youth +had been associated in a poetic friendship had not actually reentered the +region of his affection to the same degree, or in any like degree. The +changed conditions forbade that. He had a soreness of heart concerning +him; but he could not make sure whether this soreness was grief for his +death, or remorse for his own uncandor with him about Dryfoos, or a +foreboding of that accounting with his conscience which he knew his wife +would now exact of him down to the last minutest particular of their +joint and several behavior toward Lindau ever since they had met him in +New York. + +He felt something knock against his shoulder, and he looked up to have +his hat struck from his head by a horse's nose. He saw the horse put his +foot on the hat, and he reflected, "Now it will always look like an +accordion," and he heard the horse's driver address him some sarcasms +before he could fully awaken to the situation. He was standing +bareheaded in the middle of Fifth Avenue and blocking the tide of +carriages flowing in either direction. Among the faces put out of the +carriage windows he saw that of Dryfoos looking from a coupe. The old +man knew him, and said, "Jump in here, Mr. March"; and March, who had +mechanically picked up his hat, and was thinking, "Now I shall have to +tell Isabel about this at once, and she will never trust me on the street +again without her," mechanically obeyed. Her confidence in him had been +undermined by his being so near Conrad when he was shot; and it went +through his mind that he would get Dryfoos to drive him to a hatter's, +where he could buy a new hat, and not be obliged to confess his narrow +escape to his wife till the incident was some days old and she could bear +it better. It quite drove Lindau's death out of his mind for the moment; +and when Dryfoos said if he was going home he would drive up to the first +cross-street and turn back with him, March said he would be glad if he +would take him to a hat-store. The old man put his head out again and +told the driver to take them to the Fifth Avenue Hotel. "There's a hat- +store around there somewhere, seems to me," he said; and they talked of +March's accident as well as they could in the rattle and clatter of the +street till they reached the place. March got his hat, passing a joke +with the hatter about the impossibility of pressing his old hat over +again, and came out to thank Dryfoos and take leave of him. + +"If you ain't in any great hurry," the old man said, "I wish you'd get in +here a minute. I'd like to have a little talk with you." + +"Oh, certainly," said March, and he thought: "It's coming now about what +he intends to do with 'Every Other Week.' Well, I might as well have all +the misery at once and have it over." + +Dryfoos called up to his driver, who bent his head down sidewise to +listen: "Go over there on Madison Avenue, onto that asphalt, and keep +drivin' up and down till I stop you. I can't hear myself think on these +pavements," he said to March. But after they got upon the asphalt, and +began smoothly rolling over it, he seemed in no haste to begin. At last +he said, "I wanted to talk with you about that--that Dutchman that was at +my dinner--Lindau," and March's heart gave a jump with wonder whether he +could already have heard of Lindau's death; but in an instant he +perceived that this was impossible. "I been talkin' with Fulkerson about +him, and he says they had to take the balance of his arm off." + +March nodded; it seemed to him he could not speak. He could not make out +from the close face of the old man anything of his motive. It was set, +but set as a piece of broken mechanism is when it has lost the power to +relax itself. There was no other history in it of what the man had +passed through in his son's death. + +"I don't know," Dryfoos resumed, looking aside at the cloth window-strap, +which he kept fingering, "as you quite understood what made me the +maddest. I didn't tell him I could talk Dutch, because I can't keep it +up with a regular German; but my father was Pennsylvany Dutch, and I +could understand what he was saying to you about me. I know I had no +business to understood it, after I let him think I couldn't but I did, +and I didn't like very well to have a man callin' me a traitor and a +tyrant at my own table. Well, I look at it differently now, and I reckon +I had better have tried to put up with it; and I would, if I could have +known--" He stopped with a quivering lip, and then went on: "Then, again, +I didn't like his talkin' that paternalism of his. I always heard it was +the worst kind of thing for the country; I was brought up to think the +best government was the one that governs the least; and I didn't want to +hear that kind of talk from a man that was livin' on my money. +I couldn't bear it from him. Or I thought I couldn't before--before--" +He stopped again, and gulped. "I reckon now there ain't anything I +couldn't bear." March was moved by the blunt words and the mute stare +forward with which they ended. "Mr. Dryfoos, I didn't know that you +understood Lindau's German, or I shouldn't have allowed him he wouldn't +have allowed himself--to go on. He wouldn't have knowingly abused his +position of guest to censure you, no matter how much he condemned you." +"I don't care for it now," said Dryfoos. "It's all past and gone, as far +as I'm concerned; but I wanted you to see that I wasn't tryin' to punish +him for his opinions, as you said." + +"No; I see now," March assented, though he thought, his position still +justified. "I wish--" + +"I don't know as I understand much about his opinions, anyway; but I +ain't ready to say I want the men dependent on me to manage my business +for me. I always tried to do the square thing by my hands; and in that +particular case out there I took on all the old hands just as fast as +they left their Union. As for the game I came on them, it was dog eat +dog, anyway." + +March could have laughed to think how far this old man was from even +conceiving of Lindau's point'of view, and how he was saying the worst of +himself that Lindau could have said of him. No one could have +characterized the kind of thing he had done more severely than he when he +called it dog eat dog. + +"There's a great deal to be said on both sides," March began, hoping to +lead up through this generality to the fact of Lindau's death; but the +old man went on: + +"Well, all I wanted him to know is that I wasn't trying to punish him for +what he said about things in general. You naturally got that idea, I +reckon; but I always went in for lettin' people say what they please and +think what they please; it's the only way in a free country." + +"I'm afraid, Mr. Dryfoos, that it would make little difference to Lindau +now--" + +"I don't suppose he bears malice for it," said Dryfoos, "but what I want +to do is to have him told so. He could understand just why I didn't want +to be called hard names, and yet I didn't object to his thinkin' whatever +he pleased. I'd like him to know--" + +"No one can speak to him, no one can tell him," March began again, but +again Dryfoos prevented him from going on. + +"I understand it's a delicate thing; and I'm not askin' you to do it. +What I would really like to do--if you think he could be prepared for it, +some way, and could stand it--would be to go to him myself, and tell him +just what the trouble was. I'm in hopes, if I done that, he could see +how I felt about it." + +A picture of Dryfoos going to the dead Lindau with his vain regrets +presented itself to March, and he tried once more to make the old man +understand. "Mr. Dryfoos," he said, "Lindau is past all that forever," +and he felt the ghastly comedy of it when Dryfoos continued, without +heeding him + +"I got a particular reason why I want him to believe it wasn't his ideas +I objected to--them ideas of his about the government carryin' everything +on and givin' work. I don't understand 'em exactly, but I found a +writin'--among--my son's-things" (he seemed to force the words through +his teeth), "and I reckon he--thought--that way. Kind of a diary--where +he--put down--his thoughts. My son and me--we differed about a good- +many things." His chin shook, and from time to time he stopped. "I +wasn't very good to him, I reckon; I crossed him where I guess I got no +business to cross him; but I thought everything of--Coonrod. He was the +best boy, from a baby, that ever was; just so patient and mild, and done +whatever he was told. I ought to 'a' let him been a preacher! Oh, my +son! my son!" The sobs could not be kept back any longer; they shook the +old man with a violence that made March afraid for him; but he controlled +himself at last with a series of hoarse sounds like barks. "Well, it's +all past and gone! But as I understand you from what you saw, when +Coonrod was--killed, he was tryin' to save that old man from trouble?" + +Yes, yes! It seemed so to me." + +"That 'll do, then! I want you to have him come back and write for the +book when he gets well. I want you to find out and let me know if +there's anything I can do for him. I'll feel as if I done it--for my-- +son. I'll take him into my own house, and do for him there, if you say +so, when he gets so he can be moved. I'll wait on him myself. It's what +Coonrod 'd do, if he was here. I don't feel any hardness to him because +it was him that got Coonrod killed, as you might say, in one sense of the +term; but I've tried to think it out, and I feel like I was all the more +beholden to him because my son died tryin' to save him. Whatever I do, +I'll be doin' it for Coonrod, and that's enough for me." He seemed to +have finished, and he turned to March as if to hear what he had to say. + +March hesitated. "I'm afraid, Mr. Dryfoos--Didn't Fulkerson tell you +that Lindau was very sick?" + +"Yes, of course. But he's all right, he said." + +Now it had to come, though the fact had been latterly playing fast and +loose with March's consciousness. Something almost made him smile; the +willingness he had once felt to give this old man pain; then he consoled +himself by thinking that at least he was not obliged to meet Dryfoos's +wish to make atonement with the fact that Lindau had renounced him, and +would on no terms work for such a man as he, or suffer any kindness from +him. In this light Lindau seemed the harder of the two, and March had +the momentary force to say + +"Mr. Dryfoos--it can't be. Lindau--I have just come from him--is dead." + + + + +XI. + +"How did he take it? How could he bear it? Oh, Basil! I wonder you +could have the heart to say it to him. It was cruel!" + +"Yes, cruel enough, my dear," March owned to his wife, when they talked +the matter over on his return home. He could not wait till the children +were out of the way, and afterward neither he nor his wife was sorry that +he had spoken of it before them. The girl cried plentifully for her old +friend who was dead, and said she hated Mr. Dryfoos, and then was sorry +for him, too; and the boy listened to all, and spoke with a serious sense +that pleased his father. "But as to how he took it," March went on to +answer his wife's question about Dryfoos--"how do any of us take a thing +that hurts? Some of us cry out, and some of us don't. Dryfoos drew a +kind of long, quivering breath, as a child does when it grieves--there's +something curiously simple and primitive about him--and didn't say +anything. After a while he asked me how he could see the people at the +hospital about the remains; I gave him my card to the young doctor there +that had charge of Lindau. I suppose he was still carrying forward his +plan of reparation in his mind--to the dead for the dead. But how +useless! If he could have taken the living Lindau home with him, and +cared for him all his days, what would it have profited the gentle +creature whose life his worldly ambition vexed and thwarted here? +He might as well offer a sacrifice at Conrad's grave. Children," said +March, turning to them, "death is an exile that no remorse and no love +can reach. Remember that, and be good to every one here on earth, for +your longing to retrieve any harshness or unkindness to the dead will be +the very ecstasy of anguish to you. I wonder," he mused, "if one of the +reasons why we're shut up to our ignorance of what is to be hereafter +isn't because if we were sure of another world we might be still more +brutal to one another here, in the hope of making reparation somewhere +else. Perhaps, if we ever come to obey the law of love on earth, the +mystery of death will be taken away." + +"Well"--the ancestral Puritanism spoke in Mrs. March--" these two old men +have been terribly punished. They have both been violent and wilful, and +they have both been punished. No one need ever tell me there is not a +moral government of the universe!" + +March always disliked to hear her talk in this way, which did both her +head and heart injustice. "And Conrad," he said, "what was he punished +for?" + +"He?" she answered, in an exaltation--" he suffered for the sins of +others." + +"Ah, well, if you put it in that way, yes. That goes on continually. +That's another mystery." + +He fell to brooding on it, and presently he heard his son saying, +"I suppose, papa, that Mr. Lindau died in a bad cause?" + +March was startled. He had always been so sorry for Lindau, and admired +his courage and generosity so much, that he had never fairly considered +this question. "Why, yes," he answered; "he died in the cause of +disorder; he was trying to obstruct the law. No doubt there was a wrong +there, an inconsistency and an injustice that he felt keenly; but it +could not be reached in his way without greater wrong." + +"Yes; that's what I thought," said the boy. "And what's the use of our +ever fighting about anything in America? I always thought we could vote +anything we wanted." + +"We can, if we're honest, and don't buy and sell one another's votes," +said his father. "And men like Lindau, who renounce the American means +as hopeless, and let their love of justice hurry them into sympathy with +violence--yes, they are wrong; and poor Lindau did die in a bad cause, as +you say, Tom." + +"I think Conrad had no business there, or you, either, Basil," said his +wife. + +"Oh, I don't defend myself," said March. "I was there in the cause of +literary curiosity and of conjugal disobedience. But Conrad--yes, he had +some business there: it was his business to suffer there for the sins of +others. Isabel, we can't throw aside that old doctrine of the Atonement +yet. The life of Christ, it wasn't only in healing the sick and going +about to do good; it was suffering for the sins of others. That's as +great a mystery as the mystery of death. Why should there be such a +principle in the world? But it's been felt, and more or less dumbly, +blindly recognized ever since Calvary. If we love mankind, pity them, +we even wish to suffer for them. That's what has created the religious +orders in all times--the brotherhoods and sisterhoods that belong to our +day as much as to the mediaeval past. That's what is driving a girl like +Margaret Vance, who has everything that the world can offer her young +beauty, on to the work of a Sister of Charity among the poor and the +dying." + +"Yes, yes!" cried Mrs. March. "How--how did she look there, Basil?" She +had her feminine misgivings; she was not sure but the girl was something +of a poseuse, and enjoyed the picturesqueness, as well as the pain; and +she wished to be convinced that it was not so. + +"Well," she said, when March had told again the little there was to tell, +"I suppose it must be a great trial to a woman like Mrs. Horn to have her +niece going that way." + +"The way of Christ?" asked March, with a smile. + +"Oh, Christ came into the world to teach us how to live rightly in it, +too. If we were all to spend our time in hospitals, it would be rather +dismal for the homes. But perhaps you don't think the homes are worth +minding?" she suggested, with a certain note in her voice that he knew. + +He got up and kissed her. "I think the gimcrackeries are." He took the +hat he had set down on the parlor table on coming in, and started to put +it in the hall, and that made her notice it. + +"You've been getting a new hat!" + +"Yes," he hesitated; "the old one had got--was decidedly shabby." + +"Well, that's right. I don't like you to wear them too long. Did you +leave the old one to be pressed?" + +"Well, the hatter seemed to think it was hardly worth pressing," said +March. He decided that for the present his wife's nerves had quite all +they could bear. + + + + +XII. + +It was in a manner grotesque, but to March it was all the more natural +for that reason, that Dryfoos should have Lindau's funeral from his +house. He knew the old man to be darkly groping, through the payment of +these vain honors to the dead, for some atonement to his son, and he +imagined him finding in them such comfort as comes from doing all one +can, even when all is useless. + +No one knew what Lindau's religion was, and in default they had had the +Anglican burial service read over him; it seems so often the refuge of +the homeless dead. Mrs. Dryfoos came down for the ceremony. She +understood that it was for Coonrod's sake that his father wished the +funeral to be there; and she confided to Mrs. March that she believed +Coonrod would have been pleased. "Coonrod was a member of the 'Piscopal +Church; and fawther's doin' the whole thing for Coonrod as much as for +anybody. He thought the world of Coonrod, fawther did. Mela, she kind +of thought it would look queer to have two funerals from the same house, +hand-runnin', as you might call it, and one of 'em no relation, either; +but when she saw how fawther was bent on it, she give in. Seems as if +she was tryin' to make up to fawther for Coonrod as much as she could. +Mela always was a good child, but nobody can ever come up to Coonrod." + +March felt all the grotesqueness, the hopeless absurdity of Dryfoos's +endeavor at atonement in these vain obsequies to the man for whom he +believed his son to have died; but the effort had its magnanimity, its +pathos, and there was a poetry that appealed to him in the reconciliation +through death of men, of ideas, of conditions, that could only have gone +warring on in life. He thought, as the priest went on with the solemn +liturgy, how all the world must come together in that peace which, +struggle and strive as we may, shall claim us at last. He looked at +Dryfoos, and wondered whether he would consider these rites a sufficient +tribute, or whether there was enough in him to make him realize their +futility, except as a mere sign of his wish to retrieve the past. He +thought how we never can atone for the wrong we do; the heart we have +grieved and wounded cannot kindle with pity for us when once it is +stilled; and yet we can put our evil from us with penitence, and somehow, +somewhere, the order of loving kindness, which our passion or our +wilfulness has disturbed, will be restored. + +Dryfoos, through Fulkerson, had asked all the more intimate contributors +of 'Every Other Week' to come. Beaton was absent, but Fulkerson had +brought Miss Woodburn, with her father, and Mrs. Leighton and Alma, to +fill up, as he said. Mela was much present, and was official with the +arrangement of the flowers and the welcome of the guests. She imparted +this impersonality to her reception of Kendricks, whom Fulkerson met in +the outer hall with his party, and whom he presented in whisper to them +all. Kendricks smiled under his breath, as it were, and was then mutely +and seriously polite to the Leightons. Alma brought a little bunch of +flowers, which were lost in those which Dryfoos had ordered to be +unsparingly provided. + +It was a kind of satisfaction to Mela to have Miss Vance come, and +reassuring as to how it would look to have the funeral there; Miss Vance +would certainly not have come unless it had been all right; she had come, +and had sent some Easter lilies. + +"Ain't Christine coming down?" Fulkerson asked Mela. + +"No, she ain't a bit well, and she ain't been, ever since Coonrod died. +I don't know, what's got over her," said Mela. She added, "Well, I +should 'a' thought Mr. Beaton would 'a' made out to 'a' come!" + +"Beaton's peculiar," said Fulkerson. "If he thinks you want him he takes +a pleasure in not letting you have him." + +"Well, goodness knows, I don't want him," said the girl. + +Christine kept her room, and for the most part kept her bed; but there +seemed nothing definitely the matter with her, and she would not let them +call a doctor. Her mother said she reckoned she was beginning to feel +the spring weather, that always perfectly pulled a body down in New York; +and Mela said if being as cross as two sticks was any sign of spring- +fever, Christine had it bad. She was faithfully kind to her, and +submitted to all her humors, but she recompensed herself by the freest +criticism of Christine when not in actual attendance on her. Christine +would not suffer Mrs. Mandel to approach her, and she had with her father +a sullen submission which was not resignation. For her, apparently, +Conrad had not died, or had died in vain. + +"Pshaw!" said Mela, one morning when she came to breakfast, "I reckon if +we was to send up an old card of Mr. Beaton's she'd rattle down-stairs +fast enough. If she's sick, she's love-sick. It makes me sick to see +her." + +Mela was talking to Mrs. Mandel, but her father looked up from his plate +and listened. Mela went on: "I don't know what's made the fellow quit +comun'. But he was an aggravatun' thing, and no more dependable than +water. It's just like Air. Fulkerson said, if he thinks you want him +he'll take a pleasure in not lettun' you have him. I reckon that's +what's the matter with Christine. I believe in my heart the girl 'll die +if she don't git him." + +Mela went on to eat her breakfast with her own good appetite. She now +always came down to keep her father company, as she said, and she did her +best to cheer and comfort him. At least she kept the talk going, and she +had it nearly all to herself, for Mrs. Mandel was now merely staying on +provisionally, and, in the absence of any regrets or excuses from +Christine, was looking ruefully forward to the moment when she must leave +even this ungentle home for the chances of the ruder world outside. + +The old man said nothing at table, but, when Mela went up to see if she +could do anything for Christine, he asked Mrs. Mandel again about all the +facts of her last interview with Beaton. + +She gave them as fully as she could remember them, and the old man made +no comment on them. But he went out directly after, and at the 'Every +Other Week' office he climbed the stairs to Fulkerson's room and asked +for Beaton's address. No one yet had taken charge of Conrad's work, and +Fulkerson was running the thing himself, as he said, till he could talk +with Dryfoos about it. The old man would not look into the empty room +where he had last seen his son alive; he turned his face away and hurried +by the door. + + + + +XIII. + +The course of public events carried Beaton's private affairs beyond the +reach of his simple first intention to renounce his connection with +'Every Other Week.' In fact, this was not perhaps so simple as it +seemed, and long before it could be put in effect it appeared still +simpler to do nothing about the matter--to remain passive and leave the +initiative to Dryfoos, to maintain the dignity of unconsciousness and let +recognition of any change in the situation come from those who had caused +the change. After all, it was rather absurd to propose making a purely +personal question the pivot on which his relations with 'Every Other +Week' turned. He took a hint from March's position and decided that he +did not know Dryfoos in these relations; he knew only Fulkerson, who had +certainly had nothing to do with Mrs. Mandel's asking his intentions. +As he reflected upon this he became less eager to look Fulkerson up and +make the magazine a partner of his own sufferings. This was the soberer +mood to which Beaton trusted that night even before he slept, and he +awoke fully confirmed in it. As he examined the offence done him in the +cold light of day, he perceived that it had not come either from Mrs. +Mandel, who was visibly the faltering and unwilling instrument of it, +or from Christine, who was altogether ignorant of it, but from Dryfoos, +whom he could not hurt by giving up his place. He could only punish +Fulkerson by that, and Fulkerson was innocent. Justice and interest +alike dictated the passive course to which Beaton inclined; and he +reflected that he might safely leave the punishment of Dryfoos to +Christine, who would find out what had happened, and would be able to +take care of herself in any encounter of tempers with her father. + +Beaton did not go to the office during the week that followed upon this +conclusion; but they were used there to these sudden absences of his, +and, as his work for the time was in train, nothing was made of his +staying away, except the sarcastic comment which the thought of him was +apt to excite in the literary department. He no longer came so much to +the Leightons, and Fulkerson was in no state of mind to miss any one +there except Miss Woodburn, whom he never missed. Beaton was left, then, +unmolestedly awaiting the course of destiny, when he read in the morning +paper, over his coffee at Maroni's, the deeply scare-headed story of +Conrad's death and the clubbing of Lindau. He probably cared as little +for either of them as any man that ever saw them; but he felt a shock, +if not a pang, at Conrad's fate, so out of keeping with his life and +character. He did not know what to do; and he did nothing. He was not +asked to the funeral, but he had not expected that, and, when Fulkerson +brought him notice that Lindau was also to be buried from Dryfoos's +house, it was without his usual sullen vindictiveness that he kept away. +In his sort, and as much as a man could who was necessarily so much taken +up with himself, he was sorry for Conrad's father; Beaton had a peculiar +tenderness for his own father, and he imagined how his father would feel +if it were he who had been killed in Conrad's place, as it might very +well have been; he sympathized with himself in view of the possibility; +and for once they were mistaken who thought him indifferent and merely +brutal in his failure to appear at Lindau's obsequies. + +He would really have gone if he had known how to reconcile his presence +in that house with the terms of his effective banishment from it; and he +was rather forgivingly finding himself wronged in the situation, when +Dryfoos knocked at the studio door the morning after Lindau's funeral. +Beaton roared out, "Come in!" as he always did to a knock if he had not +a model; if he had a model he set the door slightly ajar, and with his +palette on his thumb frowned at his visitor and told him he could not +come in. Dryfoos fumbled about for the knob in the dim passageway +outside, and Beaton, who had experience of people's difficulties with it, +suddenly jerked the door open. The two men stood confronted, and at +first sight of each other their quiescent dislike revived. Each would +have been willing to turn away from the other, but that was not possible. +Beaton snorted some sort of inarticulate salutation, which Dryfoos did +not try to return; he asked if he could see him alone for a minute or +two, and Beaton bade him come in, and swept some paint-blotched rags from +the chair which he told him to take. He noticed, as the old man sank +tremulously into it, that his movement was like that of his own father, +and also that he looked very much like Christine. Dryfoos folded his +hands tremulously on the top of his horn-handled stick, and he was rather +finely haggard, with the dark hollows round his black eyes and the fall +of the muscles on either side of his chin. He had forgotten to take his +soft, wide-brimmed hat off; and Beaton felt a desire to sketch him just +as he sat. + +Dryfoos suddenly pulled himself together from the dreary absence into +which he fell at first. "Young man," he began, "maybe I've come here on +a fool's errand," and Beaton rather fancied that beginning. + +But it embarrassed him a little, and he said, with a shy glance aside, "I +don't know what you mean." +"I reckon," Dryfoos answered, quietly, "you got your notion, though. +I set that woman on to speak to you the way she done. But if there was +anything wrong in the way she spoke, or if you didn't feel like she had +any right to question you up as if we suspected you of anything mean, I +want you to say so." + +Beaton said nothing, and the old man went on. + +"I ain't very well up in the ways of the world, and I don't pretend to +be. All I want is to be fair and square with everybody. I've made +mistakes, though, in my time--" He stopped, and Beaton was not proof +against the misery of his face, which was twisted as with some strong +physical ache. "I don't know as I want to make any more, if I can help +it. I don't know but what you had a right to keep on comin', and if you +had I want you to say so. Don't you be afraid but what I'll take it in +the right way. I don't want to take advantage of anybody, and I don't +ask you to say any more than that." + +Beaton did not find the humiliation of the man who had humiliated him so +sweet as he could have fancied it might be. He knew how it had come +about, and that it was an effect of love for his child; it did not matter +by what ungracious means she had brought him to know that he loved her +better than his own will, that his wish for her happiness was stronger +than his pride; it was enough that he was now somehow brought to give +proof of it. Beaton could not be aware of all that dark coil of +circumstance through which Dryfoos's present action evolved itself; +the worst of this was buried in the secret of the old man's heart, a worm +of perpetual torment. What was apparent to another was that he was +broken by the sorrow that had fallen upon him, and it was this that +Beaton respected and pitied in his impulse to be frank and kind in his +answer. + +"No, I had no right to keep coming to your house in the way I did, +unless--unless I meant more than I ever said." Beaton added: "I don't +say that what you did was usual--in this country, at any rate; but I +can't say you were wrong. Since you speak to me about the matter, it's +only fair to myself to say that a good deal goes on in life without much +thinking of consequences. That's the way I excuse myself." + +"And you say Mrs. Mandel done right?" asked Dryfoos, as if he wished +simply to be assured of a point of etiquette. + +"Yes, she did right. I've nothing to complain of." + +"That's all I wanted to know," said Dryfoos; but apparently he had not +finished, and he did not go, though the silence that Beaton now kept gave +him a chance to do so. He began a series of questions which had no +relation to the matter in hand, though they were strictly personal to +Beaton. "What countryman are you?" he asked, after a moment. + +"What countryman?" Beaton frowned back at him. + +"Yes, are you an American by birth?" + +"Yes; I was born in Syracuse." + +"Protestant?" + +"My father is a Scotch Seceder." + +"What business is your father in?" + +Beaton faltered and blushed; then he answered: + +"He's in the monument business, as he calls it. He's a tombstone +cutter." Now that he was launched, Beaton saw no reason for not +declaring, "My father's always been a poor man, and worked with his own +hands for his living." He had too slight esteem socially for Dryfoos to +conceal a fact from him that he might have wished to blink with others. + +"Well, that's right," said Dryfoos. "I used to farm it myself. I've got +a good pile of money together, now. At first it didn't come easy; but +now it's got started it pours in and pours in; it seems like there was no +end to it. I've got well on to three million; but it couldn't keep me +from losin' my son. It can't buy me back a minute of his life; not all +the money in the world can do it!" + +He grieved this out as if to himself rather than to Beaton, who, scarcely +ventured to say, "I know--I am very sorry--" + +"How did you come," Dryfoos interrupted, "to take up paintin'?" + +"Well, I don't know," said Beaton, a little scornfully. "You don't. +take a thing of that kind up, I fancy. I always wanted to paint." + +"Father try to stop you?" + +"No. It wouldn't have been of any use. Why--" + +"My son, he wanted to be a preacher, and I did stop him or I thought I +did. But I reckon he was a preacher, all the same, every minute of his +life. As you say, it ain't any use to try to stop a thing like that. +I reckon if a child has got any particular bent, it was given to it; +and it's goin' against the grain, it's goin' against the law, to try to +bend it some other way. There's lots of good business men, Mr. Beaton, +twenty of 'em to every good preacher?" + +"I imagine more than twenty," said Beaton, amused and touched through his +curiosity as to what the old man was driving at by the quaint simplicity +of his speculations. + +"Father ever come to the city?" + +"No; he never has the time; and my mother's an invalid." + +"Oh! Brothers and sisters?" + +"Yes; we're a large family." + +"I lost two little fellers--twins," said Dryfoos, sadly. "But we hain't +ever had but just the five. Ever take portraits?" + +"Yes," said Beaton, meeting this zigzag in the queries as seriously as +the rest. "I don't think I am good at it." + +Dryfoos got to his feet. "I wish you'd paint a likeness of my son. +You've seen him plenty of times. We won't fight about the price, don't +you be afraid of that." + +Beaton was astonished, and in a mistaken way he was disgusted. He saw +that Dryfoos was trying to undo Mrs. Mandel's work practically, and get +him to come again to his house; that he now conceived of the offence +given him as condoned, and wished to restore the former situation. He +knew that he was attempting this for Christine's sake, but he was not the +man to imagine that Dryfoos was trying not only to tolerate him, but to +like him; and, in fact, Dryfoos was not wholly conscious himself of this +end. What they both understood was that Dryfoos was endeavoring to get +at Beaton through Conrad's memory; but with one this was its dedication +to a purpose of self sacrifice, and with the other a vulgar and shameless +use of it. + +"I couldn't do it," said Beaton. "I couldn't think of attempting it." + +"Why not?" Dryfoos persisted. "We got some photographs of him; he +didn't like to sit very well; but his mother got him to; and you know how +he looked." + +"I couldn't do it--I couldn't. I can't even consider it. I'm very +sorry. I would, if it were possible. But it isn't possible." + +"I reckon if you see the photographs once" + +"It isn't that, Mr. Dryfoos. But I'm not in the way of that kind of +thing any more." + +"I'd give any price you've a mind to name--" + +"Oh, it isn't the money!" cried Beaton, beginning to lose control of +himself. + +The old man did not notice him. He sat with his head fallen forward, and +his chin resting on his folded hands. Thinking of the portrait, he saw +Conrad's face before him, reproachful, astonished, but all gentle as it +looked when Conrad caught his hand that day after he struck him; he heard +him say, "Father!" and the sweat gathered on his forehead. "Oh, my God!" +he groaned. "No; there ain't anything I can do now." + +Beaton did not know whether Dryfoos was speaking to him or not. He +started toward him. "Are you ill?" + +"No, there ain't anything the matter," said the old man. "But I guess +I'll lay down on your settee a minute." He tottered with Beaton's help +to the aesthetic couch covered with a tiger-skin, on which Beaton had +once thought of painting a Cleopatra; but he could never get the right +model. As the old man stretched himself out on it, pale and suffering, +he did not look much like a Cleopatra, but Beaton was struck with his +effectiveness, and the likeness between him and his daughter; she would +make a very good Cleopatra in some ways. All the time, while these +thoughts passed through his mind, he was afraid Dryfoos would die. +The old man fetched his breath in gasps, which presently smoothed and +lengthened into his normal breathing. Beaton got him a glass of wine, +and after tasting it he sat up. + +"You've got to excuse me," he said, getting back to his characteristic +grimness with surprising suddenness, when once he began to recover +himself. "I've been through a good deal lately; and sometimes it ketches +me round the heart like a pain." + +In his life of selfish immunity from grief, Beaton could not understand +this experience that poignant sorrow brings; he said to himself that +Dryfoos was going the way of angina pectoris; as he began shuffling off +the tiger-skin he said: "Had you better get up? Wouldn't you like me to +call a doctor?" + +"I'm all right, young man." Dryfoos took his hat and stick from him, but +he made for the door so uncertainly that Beaton put his hand under his +elbow and helped him out, and down the stairs, to his coupe. + +"Hadn't you better let me drive home with you?" he asked. + +"What?" said Dryfoos, suspiciously. + +Beaton repeated his question. + +"I guess I'm able to go home alone," said Dryfoos, in a surly tone, and +he put his head out of the window and called up "Home!" to the driver, +who immediately started off and left Beaton standing beside the +curbstone. + + + + +XIV. + +Beaton wasted the rest of the day in the emotions and speculations which +Dryfoos's call inspired. It was not that they continuously occupied him, +but they broke up the train of other thoughts, and spoiled him for work; +a very little spoiled Beaton for work; he required just the right mood +for work. He comprehended perfectly well that Dryfoos had made him that +extraordinary embassy because he wished him to renew his visits, and he +easily imagined the means that had brought him to this pass. From what +he knew of that girl he did not envy her father his meeting with her when +he must tell her his mission had failed. But had it failed? When Beaton +came to ask himself this question, he could only perceive that he and +Dryfoos had failed to find any ground of sympathy, and had parted in the +same dislike with which they had met. But as to any other failure, it +was certainly tacit, and it still rested with him to give it effect. +He could go back to Dryfoos's house, as freely as before, and it was +clear that he was very much desired to come back. But if he went back it +was also clear that he must go back with intentions more explicit than +before, and now he had to ask himself just how much or how little he had +meant by going there. His liking for Christine had certainly not +increased, but the charm, on the other hand, of holding a leopardess in +leash had not yet palled upon him. In his life of inconstancies, it was +a pleasure to rest upon something fixed, and the man who had no control +over himself liked logically enough to feel his control of some one else. +The fact cannot other wise be put in terms, and the attraction which +Christine Dryfoos had for him, apart from this, escapes from all terms, +as anything purely and merely passional must. He had seen from the first +that she was a cat, and so far as youth forecasts such things, he felt +that she would be a shrew. But he had a perverse sense of her beauty, +and he knew a sort of life in which her power to molest him with her +temper could be reduced to the smallest proportions, and even broken to +pieces. Then the consciousness of her money entered. It was evident +that the old man had mentioned his millions in the way of a hint to him +of what he might reasonably expect if he would turn and be his son-in- +law. Beaton did not put it to himself in those words; and in fact his +cogitations were not in words at all. It was the play of cognitions, +of sensations, formlessly tending to the effect which can only be very +clumsily interpreted in language. But when he got to this point in them, +Beaton rose to magnanimity and in a flash of dramatic reverie disposed of +a part of Dryfoos's riches in placing his father and mother, and his +brothers and sisters, beyond all pecuniary anxiety forever. He had no +shame, no scruple in this, for he had been a pensioner upon others ever +since a Syracusan amateur of the arts had detected his talent and given +him the money to go and study abroad. Beaton had always considered the +money a loan, to be repaid out of his future success; but he now never +dreamt of repaying it; as the man was rich, he had even a contempt for +the notion of repaying him; but this did not prevent him from feeling +very keenly the hardships he put his father to in borrowing money from +him, though he never repaid his father, either. In this reverie he saw +himself sacrificed in marriage with Christine Dryfoos, in a kind of +admiring self-pity, and he was melted by the spectacle of the dignity +with which he suffered all the lifelong trials ensuing from his +unselfishness. The fancy that Alma Leighton came bitterly to regret him, +contributed to soothe and flatter him, and he was not sure that Margaret. +Vance did not suffer a like loss in him. + +There had been times when, as he believed, that beautiful girl's high +thoughts had tended toward him; there had been looks, gestures, even +words, that had this effect to him, or that seemed to have had it; and +Beaton saw that he might easily construe Mrs. Horn's confidential appeal +to him to get Margaret interested in art again as something by no means +necessarily offensive, even though it had been made to him as to a master +of illusion. If Mrs. Horn had to choose between him and the life of good +works to which her niece was visibly abandoning herself, Beaton could not +doubt which she would choose; the only question was how real the danger +of a life of good works was. + +As he thought of these two girls, one so charming and the other so +divine, it became indefinitely difficult to renounce them for Christine +Dryfoos, with her sultry temper and her earthbound ideals. Life had been +so flattering to Beaton hitherto that he could not believe them both +finally indifferent; and if they were not indifferent, perhaps he did not +wish either of them to be very definite. What he really longed for was +their sympathy; for a man who is able to walk round quite ruthlessly on +the feelings of others often has very tender feelings of his own, easily +lacerated, and eagerly responsive to the caresses of compassion. In this +frame Beaton determined to go that afternoon, though it was not Mrs. +Horn's day, and call upon her in the hope of possibly seeing Miss Vance +alone. As he continued in it, he took this for a sign and actually went. +It did not fall out at once as he wished, but he got Mrs. Horn to talking +again about her niece, and Mrs. Horn again regretted that nothing could +be done by the fine arts to reclaim Margaret from good works. + +"Is she at home? Will you let me see her?" asked Beacon, with something +of the scientific interest of a physician inquiring for a patient whose +symptoms have been rehearsed to him. He had not asked for her before. + +"Yes, certainly," said Mrs. Horn, and she went herself to call Margaret, +and she did not return with her. The girl entered with the gentle grace +peculiar to her; and Beaton, bent as he was on his own consolation, +could not help being struck with the spiritual exaltation of her look. +At sight of her, the vague hope he had never quite relinquished, that +they might be something more than aesthetic friends, died in his heart. +She wore black, as she often did; but in spite of its fashion her dress +received a nun-like effect from the pensive absence of her face. +"Decidedly," thought Beaton, "she is far gone in good works." + +But he rose, all the same, to meet her on the old level, and he began at +once to talk to her of the subject he had been discussing with her aunt. +He said frankly that they both felt she had unjustifiably turned her back +upon possibilities which she ought not to neglect. + +"You know very well," she answered, "that I couldn't do anything in that +way worth the time I should waste on it. Don't talk of it, please. +I suppose my aunt has been asking you to say this, but it's no use. +I'm sorry it's no use, she wishes it so much; but I'm not sorry +otherwise. You can find the pleasure at least of doing good work in it; +but I couldn't find anything in it but a barren amusement. Mr. Wetmore +is right; for me, it's like enjoying an opera, or a ball." + +"That's one of Wetmore's phrases. He'd sacrifice anything to them." + +She put aside the whole subject with a look. "You were not at Mr. +Dryfoos's the other day. Have you seen them, any of them, lately?" + +"I haven't been there for some time, no," said Beaton, evasively. +But he thought if he was to get on to anything, he had better be candid. +"Mr. Dryfoos was at my studio this morning. He's got a queer notion. +He wants me to paint his son's portrait." + +She started. "And will you--" + +"No, I couldn't do such a thing. It isn't in my way. I told him so. +His son had a beautiful face an antique profile; a sort of early +Christian type; but I'm too much of a pagan for that sort of thing." + +"Yes." + +"Yes," Beaton continued, not quite liking her assent after he had invited +it. He had his pride in being a pagan, a Greek, but it failed him in her +presence, now; and he wished that she had protested he was none. "He was +a singular creature; a kind of survival; an exile in our time and place. +I don't know: we don't quite expect a saint to be rustic; but with all +his goodness Conrad Dryfoos was a country person. If he were not dying +for a cause you could imagine him milking." Beaton intended a contempt +that came from the bitterness of having himself once milked the family +cow. + +His contempt did not reach Miss Vance. "He died for a cause," she said. +"The holiest." + +"Of labor?" + +"Of peace. He was there to persuade the strikers to be quiet and go +home." + +"I haven't been quite sure," said Beaton. "But in any case he had no +business there. The police were on hand to do the persuading." + +"I can't let you talk so!" cried the girl. "It's shocking! Oh, I know +it's the way people talk, and the worst is that in the sight of the world +it's the right way. But the blessing on the peacemakers is not for the +policemen with their clubs." + +Beaton saw that she was nervous; he made his reflection that she was +altogether too far gone in good works for the fine arts to reach her; +he began to think how he could turn her primitive Christianity to the +account of his modern heathenism. He had no deeper design than to get +flattered back into his own favor far enough to find courage for some +sort of decisive step. In his heart he was trying to will whether he +should or should not go back to Dryfoos's house. It could not be from +the caprice that had formerly taken him; it must be from a definite +purpose; again he realized this. "Of course; you are right," he said. +"I wish I could have answered that old man differently. I fancy he was +bound up in his son, though he quarrelled with him, and crossed him. But +I couldn't do it; it wasn't possible." He said to himself that if she +said "No," now, he would be ruled by her agreement with him; and if she +disagreed with him, he would be ruled still by the chance, and would go +no more to the Dryfooses'. He found himself embarrassed to the point of +blushing when she said nothing, and left him, as it were, on his own +hands. "I should like to have given him that comfort; I fancy he hasn't +much comfort in life; but there seems no comfort in me." + +He dropped his head in a fit attitude for compassion; but she poured no +pity upon it. + +"There is no comfort for us in ourselves," she said. "It's hard to get +outside; but there's only despair within. When we think we have done +something for others, by some great effort, we find it's all for our own +vanity." + +"Yes," said Beaton. "If I could paint pictures for righteousness' sake, +I should have been glad to do Conrad Dryfoos for his father. I felt +sorry for him. Did the rest seem very much broken up? You saw them +all?" + +"Not all. Miss Dryfoos was ill, her sister said. It's hard to tell how +much people suffer. His mother seemed bewildered. The younger sister is +a simple creature; she looks like him; I think she must have something of +his spirit." + +"Not much spirit of any kind, I imagine," said Beaton. "But she's +amiably material. Did they say Miss Dryfoos was seriously ill?" + +"No. I supposed she might be prostrated by her brother's death." + +"Does she seem that kind of person to you, Miss Vance?" asked Beaton. + +"I don't know. I haven't tried to see so much of them as I might, the +past winter. I was not sure about her when I met her; I've never seen +much of people, except in my own set, and the--very poor. I have been +afraid I didn't understand her. She may have a kind of pride that would +not let her do herself justice." + +Beaton felt the unconscious dislike in the endeavor of praise. "Then she +seems to you like a person whose life--its trials, its chances--would +make more of than she is now?" + +"I didn't say that. I can't judge of her at all; but where we don't +know, don't you think we ought to imagine the best?" + +"Oh yes," said Beaton. "I didn't know but what I once said of them might +have prejudiced you against them. I have accused myself of it." He +always took a tone of conscientiousness, of self-censure, in talking with +Miss Vance; he could not help it. + +"Oh no. And I never allowed myself to form any judgment of her. She is +very pretty, don't you think, in a kind of way?" + +"Very." + +"She has a beautiful brunette coloring: that floury white and the +delicate pink in it. Her eyes are beautiful." + +"She's graceful, too," said Beaton. "I've tried her in color; but I +didn't make it out." + +"I've wondered sometimes," said Miss Vance, "whether that elusive quality +you find in some people you try to paint doesn't characterize them all +through. Miss Dryfoos might be ever so much finer and better than we +would find out in the society way that seems the only way." + +"Perhaps," said Beaton, gloomily; and he went away profoundly discouraged +by this last analysis of Christine's character. The angelic +imperviousness of Miss Vance to properties of which his own wickedness +was so keenly aware in Christine might have made him laugh, if it had not +been such a serious affair with him. As it was, he smiled to think how +very differently Alma Leighton would have judged her from Miss Vance's +premises. He liked that clear vision of Alma's even when it pierced his +own disguises. Yes, that was the light he had let die out, and it might +have shone upon his path through life. Beaton never felt so poignantly +the disadvantage of having on any given occasion been wanting to his own +interests through his self-love as in this. He had no one to blame but +himself for what had happened, but he blamed Alma for what might happen +in the future because she shut out the way of retrieval and return. When +be thought of the attitude she had taken toward him, it seemed +incredible, and he was always longing to give her a final chance to +reverse her final judgment. It appeared to him that the time had come +for this now, if ever. + + + + +XV. + +While we are still young we feel a kind of pride, a sort of fierce +pleasure, in any important experience, such as we have read of or heard +of in the lives of others, no matter how painful. It was this pride, +this pleasure, which Beaton now felt in realizing that the toils of fate +were about him, that between him and a future of which Christine Dryfoos +must be the genius there was nothing but the will, the mood, the fancy of +a girl who had not given him the hope that either could ever again be in +his favor. He had nothing to trust to, in fact, but his knowledge that +he had once had them all; she did not deny that; but neither did she +conceal that he had flung away his power over them, and she had told him +that they never could be his again. A man knows that he can love and +wholly cease to love, not once merely, but several times; he recognizes +the fact in regard to himself, both theoretically and practically; but in +regard to women he cherishes the superstition of the romances that love +is once for all, and forever. It was because Beaton would not believe +that Alma Leighton, being a woman, could put him out of her heart after +suffering him to steal into it, that he now hoped anything from her, and +she had been so explicit when they last spoke of that affair that he did +not hope much. He said to himself that he was going to cast himself on +her mercy, to take whatever chance of life, love, and work there was in +her having the smallest pity on him. If she would have none, then there +was but one thing he could do: marry Christine and go abroad. He did not +see how he could bring this alternative to bear upon Alma; even if she +knew what he would do in case of a final rejection, he had grounds for +fearing she would not care; but he brought it to bear upon himself, and +it nerved him to a desperate courage. He could hardly wait for evening +to come, before he went to see her; when it came, it seemed to have come +too soon. He had wrought himself thoroughly into the conviction that he +was in earnest, and that everything depended upon her answer to him, but +it was not till he found himself in her presence, and alone with her, +that he realized the truth of his conviction. Then the influences of her +grace, her gayety, her arch beauty, above all, her good sense, penetrated +his soul like a subtle intoxication, and he said to himself that he was +right; he could not live without her; these attributes of hers were what +he needed to win him, to cheer him, to charm him, to guide him. He +longed so to please her, to ingratiate himself with her, that he +attempted to be light like her in his talk, but lapsed into abysmal +absences and gloomy recesses of introspection. + +"What are you laughing at?" he asked, suddenly starting from one of +these. + +"What you are thinking of." + +"It's nothing to laugh at. Do you know what I'm thinking of?" + +"Don't tell, if it's dreadful." + +"Oh, I dare say you wouldn't think it's dreadful," he said, with +bitterness. "It's simply the case of a man who has made a fool of +himself and sees no help of retrieval in himself." + +"Can any one else help a man unmake a fool of himself?" she asked, with +a smile. + +"Yes. In a case like this." + +"Dear me! This is very interesting." + +She did not ask him what the case was, but he was launched now, and he +pressed on. "I am the man who has made a fool of himself--" + +"Oh!" + +"And you can help me out if you will. Alma, I wish you could see me as I +really am." + +"Do you, Mr. Beacon? Perhaps I do." + +"No; you don't. You formulated me in a certain way, and you won't allow +for the change that takes place in every one. You have changed; why +shouldn't I?" + +"Has this to do with your having made a fool of yourself?" + +"Yes." + +"Oh! Then I don't see how you have changed." + +She laughed, and he too, ruefully. "You're cruel. Not but what I +deserve your mockery. But the change was not from the capacity of making +a fool of myself. I suppose I shall always do that more or less--unless +you help me. Alma! Why can't you have a little compassion? You know +that I must always love you." + +"Nothing makes me doubt that like your saying it, Mr. Beaton. But now +you've broken your word--" + +"You are to blame for that. You knew I couldn't keep it!" + +"Yes, I'm to blame. I was wrong to let you come--after that. And so I +forgive you for speaking to me in that way again. But it's perfectly +impossible and perfectly useless for me to hear you any more on that +subject; and so-good-bye!" + +She rose, and he perforce with her. "And do you mean it?" he asked. +"Forever?" + +"Forever. This is truly the last time I will ever see you if I can help +it. Oh, I feel sorry enough for you!" she said, with a glance at his +face. "I do believe you are in earnest. But it's too late now. Don't +let us talk about it any more! But we shall, if we meet, and so,--" + +"And so good-bye! Well, I've nothing more to say, and I might as well +say that. I think you've been very good to me. It seems to me as if you +had been--shall I say it?--trying to give me a chance. Is that so?" +She dropped her eyes and did not answer. + +"You found it was no use! Well, I thank you for trying. It's curious to +think that I once had your trust, your regard, and now I haven't it. You +don't mind my remembering that I had? It'll be some little consolation, +and I believe it will be some help. I know I can't retrieve the past +now. It is too late. It seems too preposterous--perfectly lurid--that I +could have been going to tell you what a tangle I'd got myself in, and to +ask you to help untangle me. I must choke in the infernal coil, but I'd +like to have the sweetness of your pity in it--whatever it is." + +She put out her hand. "Whatever it is, I do pity you; I said that." + +"Thank you." He kissed the band she gave him and went. + +He had gone on some such terms before; was it now for the last time? She +believed it was. She felt in herself a satiety, a fatigue, in which his +good looks, his invented airs and poses, his real trouble, were all alike +repulsive. She did not acquit herself of the wrong of having let him +think she might yet have liked him as she once did; but she had been +honestly willing to see whether she could. It had mystified her to find +that when they first met in New York, after their summer in St. Barnaby, +she cared nothing for him; she had expected to punish him for his +neglect, and then fancy him as before, but she did not. More and more +she saw him selfish and mean, weak-willed, narrow-minded, and hard- +hearted; and aimless, with all his talent. She admired his talent in +proportion as she learned more of artists, and perceived how uncommon it +was; but she said to herself that if she were going to devote herself to +art, she would do it at first-hand. She was perfectly serene and happy +in her final rejection of Beaton; he had worn out not only her fancy, but +her sympathy, too. + +This was what her mother would not believe when Alma reported the +interview to her; she would not believe it was the last time they should +meet; death itself can hardly convince us that it is the last time of +anything, of everything between ourselves and the dead. "Well, Alma," +she said, "I hope you'll never regret what you've done." + +"You may be sure I shall not regret it. If ever I'm low-spirited about +anything, I'll think of giving Mr. Beaton his freedom, and that will +cheer me up." + +"And don't you expect to get married? Do you intend to be an old maid?" +demanded her mother, in the bonds of the superstition women have so long +been under to the effect that every woman must wish to get married, if +for no other purpose than to avoid being an old maid. + +"Well, mamma," said Alma, "I intend being a young one for a few years +yet; and then I'll see. If I meet the right person, all well and good; +if not, not. But I shall pick and choose, as a man does; I won't merely +be picked and chosen." + +"You can't help yourself; you may be very glad if you are picked and +chosen." + +"What nonsense, mamma! A girl can get any man she wants, if she goes +about. it the right way. And when my 'fated fairy prince' comes along, +I shall just simply make furious love to him and grab him. Of course, +I shall make a decent pretence of talking in my sleep. I believe it's +done that way more than half the time. The fated fairy prince wouldn't +see the princess in nine cases out of ten if she didn't say something; +he would go mooning along after the maids of honor." + +Mrs. Leighton tried to look unspeakable horror; but she broke down and +laughed. "Well, you are a strange girl, Alma." + +"I don't know about that. But one thing I do know, mamma, and that is +that Prince Beaton isn't the F. F. P. for me. How strange you are, +mamma! Don't you think it would be perfectly disgusting to accept a +person you didn't care for, and let him go on and love you and marry you? +It's sickening." + +"Why, certainly, Alma. It's only because I know you did care for him +once--" + +"And now I don't. And he didn't care for me once, and now he does. And +so we're quits." + +"If I could believe--" + +"You had better brace up and try, mamma; for as Mr. Fulkerson says, it's +as sure as guns. From the crown of his head to the sole of his foot, +he's loathsome to me; and he keeps getting loathsomer. Ugh! Goodnight!" + + + + +XVI. + +"Well, I guess she's given him the grand bounce at last," said Fulkerson +to March in one of their moments of confidence at the office. "That's +Mad's inference from appearances--and disappearances; and some little +hints from Alma Leighton." + +"Well, I don't know that I have any criticisms to offer," said March. +"It may be bad for Beaton, but it's a very good thing for Miss Leighton. +Upon the whole, I believe I congratulate her." + +"Well, I don't know. I always kind of hoped it would turn out the other +way. You know I always had a sneaking fondness for the fellow." + +"Miss Leighton seems not to have had." + +"It's a pity she hadn't. I tell you, March, it ain't so easy for a girl +to get married, here in the East, that she can afford to despise any +chance." + +"Isn't that rather a low view of it?" + +"It's a common-sense view. Beaton has the making of a first-rate fellow +in him. He's the raw material of a great artist and a good citizen. All +he wants is somebody to take him in hand and keep him from makin' an ass +of himself and kickin' over the traces generally, and ridin' two or three +horses bareback at once." + +"It seems a simple problem, though the metaphor is rather complicated," +said March. "But talk to Miss Leighton about it. I haven't given Beaton +the grand bounce." + +He began to turn over the manuscripts on his table, and Fulkerson went +away. But March found himself thinking of the matter from time to time +during the day, and he spoke to his wife about it when he went home. She +surprised him by taking Fulkerson's view of it. + +"Yes, it's a pity she couldn't have made up her mind to have him. It's +better for a woman to be married." + +"I thought Paul only went so far as to say it was well. But what would +become of Miss Leighton's artistic career if she married?" + +"Oh, her artistic career!" said Mrs. March, with matronly contempt of it. + +"But look here!" cried her husband. "Suppose she doesn't like him?" + +"How can a girl of that age tell whether she likes any one or not?" + +"It seems to me you were able to tell at. that age, Isabel. But let's +examine this thing. (This thing! I believe Fulkerson is characterizing +my whole parlance, as well as your morals.) Why shouldn't we rejoice as +much at a non-marriage as a marriage? When we consider the enormous +risks people take in linking their lives together, after not half so much +thought as goes to an ordinary horse trade, I think we ought to be glad +whenever they don't do it. I believe that this popular demand for the +matrimony of others comes from our novel-reading. We get to thinking +that there is no other happiness or good-fortune in life except marriage; +and it's offered in fiction as the highest premium for virtue, courage, +beauty, learning, and saving human life. We all know it isn't. We know +that in reality marriage is dog cheap, and anybody can have it for the +asking--if he keeps asking enough people. By-and-by some fellow will +wake up and see that a first-class story can be written from the anti- +marriage point of view; and he'll begin with an engaged couple, and +devote his novel to disengaging them and rendering them separately happy +ever after in the denouement. It will make his everlasting fortune." + +"Why don't you write it, Basil?" she asked. "It's a delightful idea. +You could do it splendidly." + +He became fascinated with the notion. He developed it in detail; but at +the end he sighed and said: "With this 'Every Other Week' work on my +hands, of course I can't attempt a novel. But perhaps I sha'n't have it +long." + +She was instantly anxious to know what he meant, and the novel and Miss +Leighton's affair were both dropped out of their thoughts. "What do you +mean? Has Mr. Fulkerson said anything yet?" + +"Not a word. He knows no more about it than I do. Dryfoos hasn't +spoken, and we're both afraid to ask him. Of course, I couldn't ask +him." + +"No." + +"But it's pretty uncomfortable, to be kept hanging by the gills so, as +Fulkerson says." + +"Yes, we don't know what to do." + +March and Fulkerson said the same to each other; and Fulkerson said that +if the old man pulled out, he did not know what would happen. He had no +capital to carry the thing on, and the very fact that the old man had +pulled out would damage it so that it would be hard to get anybody else +to put it. In the mean time Fulkerson was running Conrad's office-work, +when he ought to be looking after the outside interests of the thing; and +he could not see the day when he could get married. + +"I don't know which it's worse for, March: you or me. I don't know, +under the circumstances, whether it's worse to have a family or to want +to have one. Of course--of course! We can't hurry the old man up. It +wouldn't be decent, and it would be dangerous. We got to wait." + +He almost decided to draw upon Dryfoos for some money; he did not need +any, but, he said maybe the demand would act as a hint upon him. One +day, about a week after Alma's final rejection of Beaton, Dryfoos came +into March's office. Fulkerson was out, but the old man seemed not to +have tried to see him. + +He put his hat on the floor by his chair, after he sat down, and looked +at March awhile with his old eyes, which had the vitreous glitter of old. +eyes stimulated to sleeplessness. Then he said, abruptly, "Mr. March, +how would you like to take this thing off my hands?" + +"I don't understand, exactly," March began; but of course he understood +that Dryfoos was offering to let him have 'Every Other Week' on some +terms or other, and his heart leaped with hope. + +The old man knew he understood, and so he did not explain. He said: +"I am going to Europe, to take my family there. The doctor thinks it +might do my wife some good; and I ain't very well myself, and my girls +both want to go; and so we're goin'. If you want to take this thing off +my hands, I reckon I can let you have it in 'most any shape you say. +You're all settled here in New York, and I don't suppose you want to +break up, much, at your time of life, and I've been thinkin' whether you +wouldn't like to take the thing." + +The word, which Dryfoos had now used three times, made March at last +think of Fulkerson; he had been filled too full of himself to think of +any one else till he had mastered the notion of such wonderful good +fortune as seemed about falling to him. But now he did think of +Fulkerson, and with some shame and confusion; for he remembered how, when +Dryfoos had last approached him there on the business of his connection +with 'Every Other Week,' he had been very haughty with him, and told him +that he did not know him in this connection. He blushed to find how far +his thoughts had now run without encountering this obstacle of etiquette. + +"Have you spoken to Mr. Fulkerson?" he asked. + +"No, I hain't. It ain't a question of management. It's a question of +buying and selling. I offer the thing to you first. I reckon Fulkerson +couldn't get on very well without you." + +March saw the real difference in the two cases, and he was glad to see +it, because he could act more decisively if not hampered by an obligation +to consistency. "I am gratified, of course, Mr. Dryfoos; extremely +gratified; and it's no use pretending that I shouldn't be happy beyond +bounds to get possession of 'Every Other Week.' But I don't feel quite +free to talk about it apart from Mr. Fulkerson." + +"Oh, all right!" said the old man, with quick offence. + +March hastened to say: "I feel bound to Mr. Fulkerson in every way. He +got me to come here, and I couldn't even seem to act without him." + +He put it questioningly, and the old man answered: + +"Yes, I can see that. When 'll he be in? I can wait." But he looked +impatient. + +"Very soon, now," said March, looking at his watch. "He was only to be +gone a moment," and while he went on to talk with Dryfoos, he wondered +why the old man should have come first to speak with him, and whether it +was from some obscure wish to make him reparation for displeasures in the +past, or from a distrust or dislike of Fulkerson. Whichever light he +looked at it in, it was flattering. + +"Do you think of going abroad soon?" he asked. + +"What? Yes--I don't know--I reckon. We got our passage engaged. It's +on one of them French boats. We're goin' to Paris." + +"Oh! That will be interesting to the young ladies." + +"Yes. I reckon we're goin' for them. 'Tain't likely my wife and me +would want to pull up stakes at our age," said the old man, sorrowfully. + +"But you may find it do you good, Mr. Dryfoos," said March, with a +kindness that was real, mixed as it was with the selfish interest he now +had in the intended voyage. + +"Well, maybe, maybe," sighed the old man; and he dropped his head +forward. "It don't make a great deal of difference what we do or we +don't do, for the few years left." + +"I hope Mrs. Dryfoos is as well as usual," said March, finding the ground +delicate and difficult. + +"Middlin', middlin'," said the old man. "My daughter Christine, she +ain't very well." + +"Oh," said March. It was quite impossible for him to affect a more +explicit interest in the fact. He and Dryfoos sat silent for a few +moments, and he was vainly casting about in his thought for something +else which would tide them over the interval till Fulkerson came, when he +heard his step on the stairs. + +"Hello, hello!" he said. "Meeting of the clans!" It was always a +meeting of the clans, with Fulkerson, or a field day, or an extra +session, or a regular conclave, whenever he saw people of any common +interest together. "Hain't seen you here for a good while, Mr. Dryfoos. +Did think some of running away with 'Every Other Week' one while, but +couldn't seem to work March up to the point." + +He gave Dryfoos his hand, and pushed aside the papers on the corner of +March's desk, and sat down there, and went on briskly with the nonsense +he could always talk while he was waiting for another to develop any +matter of business; he told March afterward that he scented business in +the air as soon as he came into the room where he and Dryfoos were +sitting. + +Dryfoos seemed determined to leave the word to March, who said, after an +inquiring look at him, "Mr. Dryfoos has been proposing to let us have +'Every Other Week,' Fulkerson." + +"Well, that's good; that suits yours truly; March & Fulkerson, publishers +and proprietors, won't pretend it don't, if the terms are all right." + +"The terms," said the old man, "are whatever you want 'em. I haven't got +any more use for the concern--" He gulped, and stopped; they knew what +he was thinking of, and they looked down in pity. He went on: "I won't +put any more money in it; but what I've put in a'ready can stay; and you +can pay me four per cent." + +He got upon his feet; and March and Fulkerson stood, too. + +"Well, I call that pretty white," said Fulkerson. "It's a bargain as far +as I'm concerned. I suppose you'll want to talk it over with your wife, +March?" + +"Yes; I shall," said March. "I can see that it's a great chance; but I +want to talk it over with my wife." + +"Well, that's right," said the old man. "Let me hear from you tomorrow." + +He went out, and Fulkerson began to dance round the room. He caught +March about his stalwart girth and tried to make him waltz; the office- +boy came to the door and looked on with approval. + +"Come, come, you idiot!" said March, rooting himself to the carpet. + +"It's just throwing the thing into our mouths," said Fulkerson. "The +wedding will be this day week. No cards! Teedle-lumpty-diddle! Teedle- +lumpty-dee! What do you suppose he means by it, March ?" he asked, +bringing himself soberly up, of a sudden. "What is his little game? Or +is he crazy? It don't seem like the Dryfoos of my previous +acquaintance." + +"I suppose," March suggested, "that he's got money enough, so that he +don't care for this--" + +"Pshaw! You're a poet! Don't you know that the more money that kind of +man has got, the more he cares for money? It's some fancy of his--like +having Lindau's funeral at his house--By Jings, March, I believe you're +his fancy!" + +"Oh, now! Don't you be a poet, Fulkerson!" + +"I do! He seemed to take a kind of shine to you from the day you +wouldn't turn off old Lindau; he did, indeed. It kind of shook him up. +It made him think you had something in you. He was deceived by +appearances. Look here! I'm going round to see Mrs. March with you, +and explain the thing to her. I know Mrs. March! She wouldn't believe +you knew what you were going in for. She has a great respect for your +mind, but she don't think you've got any sense. Heigh?" + +"All right," said March, glad of the notion; and it was really a comfort +to have Fulkerson with him to develop all the points; and it was +delightful to see how clearly and quickly she seized them; it made March +proud of her. She was only angry that they had lost any time in coming +to submit so plain a case to her. + +Mr. Dryfoos might change his mind in the night, and then everything would +be lost. They must go to him instantly, and tell him that they accepted; +they must telegraph him. + +"Might as well send a district messenger; he'd get there next week," said +Fulkerson. "No, no! It 'll all keep till to-morrow, and be the better +for it. If he's got this fancy for March, as I say, he ain't agoing to +change it in a single night. People don't change their fancies for March +in a lifetime. Heigh?" + +When Fulkerson turned up very early at the office next morning, as March +did, he was less strenuous about Dryfoos's fancy for March. It was as if +Miss Woodburn might have blown cold upon that theory, as something unjust +to his own merit, for which she would naturally be more jealous than he. + +March told him what he had forgotten to tell him the day before, though +he had been trying, all through their excited talk, to get it in, that +the Dryfooses were going abroad. + +"Oh, ho!" cried Fulkerson. "That's the milk in the cocoanut, is it? +Well, I thought there must be something." + +But this fact had not changed Mrs. March at all in her conviction that it +was Mr. Dryfoos's fancy for her husband which had moved him to make him +this extraordinary offer, and she reminded him that it had first been +made to him, without regard to Fulkerson. "And perhaps," she went on, +"Mr. Dryfoos has been changed---softened; and doesn't find money all in +all any more. He's had enough to change him, poor old man!" + +"Does anything from without change us?" her husband mused aloud. "We're +brought up to think so by the novelists, who really have the charge of +people's thinking, nowadays. But I doubt it, especially if the thing +outside is some great event, something cataclysmal, like this tremendous +sorrow of Dryfoos's." + +"Then what is it that changes us?" demanded his wife, almost angry with +him for his heresy. + +"Well, it won't do to say, the Holy Spirit indwelling. That would sound +like cant at this day. But the old fellows that used to say that had +some glimpses of the truth. They knew that it is the still, small voice +that the soul heeds, not the deafening blasts of doom. I suppose I +should have to say that we didn't change at all. We develop. There's +the making of several characters in each of us; we are each several +characters, and sometimes this character has the lead in us, and +sometimes that. From what Fulkerson has told me of Dryfoos, I should say +he had always had the potentiality of better things in him than he has +ever been yet; and perhaps the time has come for the good to have its +chance. The growth in one direction has stopped; it's begun in another; +that's all. The man hasn't been changed by his son's death; it stunned, +it benumbed him; but it couldn't change him. It was an event, like any +other, and it had to happen as much as his being born. It was forecast +from the beginning of time, and was as entirely an effect of his coming +into the world--" + +"Basil! Basil!" cried his wife. "This is fatalism!" + +"Then you think," he said, "that a sparrow falls to the ground without +the will of God?" and he laughed provokingly. But he went on more +soberly: "I don't know what it all means Isabel though I believe it means +good. What did Christ himself say? That if one rose from the dead it +would not avail. And yet we are always looking for the miraculous! +I believe that unhappy old man truly grieves for his son, whom he treated +cruelly without the final intention of cruelty, for he loved him and +wished to be proud of him; but I don't think his death has changed him, +any more than the smallest event in the chain of events remotely working +through his nature from the beginning. But why do you think he's changed +at all? Because he offers to sell me Every Other Week on easy terms? +He says himself that he has no further use for the thing; and he knows +perfectly well that he couldn't get his money out of it now, without an +enormous shrinkage. He couldn't appear at this late day as the owner, +and sell it to anybody but Fulkerson and me for a fifth of what it's cost +him. He can sell it to us for all it's cost him; and four per cent. is +no bad interest on his money till we can pay it back. It's a good thing +for us; but we have to ask whether Dryfoos has done us the good, or +whether it's the blessing of Heaven. If it's merely the blessing of +Heaven, I don't propose being grateful for it." + +March laughed again, and his wife said, "It's disgusting." + +"It's business," he assented. "Business is business; but I don't say it +isn't disgusting. Lindau had a low opinion of it." + +"I think that with all his faults Mr. Dryfoos is a better man than +Lindau," she proclaimed. + +"Well, he's certainly able to offer us a better thing in 'Every Other +Week,'" said March. + +She knew he was enamoured of the literary finish of his cynicism, and +that at heart he was as humbly and truly grateful as she was for the +good-fortune opening to them. + + + + +XVII. + +Beaton was at his best when he parted for the last time with Alma +Leighton, for he saw then that what had happened to him was the necessary +consequence of what he had been, if not what he had done. Afterward he +lost this clear vision; he began to deny the fact; he drew upon his +knowledge of life, and in arguing himself into a different frame of mind +he alleged the case of different people who had done and been much worse +things than he, and yet no such disagreeable consequence had befallen +them. Then he saw that it was all the work of blind chance, and he said +to himself that it was this that made him desperate, and willing to call +evil his good, and to take his own wherever he could find it. There was +a great deal that was literary and factitious and tawdry in the mood in +which he went to see Christine Dryfoos, the night when the Marches sat +talking their prospects over; and nothing that was decided in his +purpose. He knew what the drift of his mind was, but he had always +preferred to let chance determine his events, and now since chance had +played him such an ill turn with Alma, he left it the whole +responsibility. Not in terms, but in effect, this was his thought as he +walked on up-town to pay the first of the visits which Dryfoos had +practically invited him to resume. He had an insolent satisfaction in +having delayed it so long; if he was going back he was going back on his +own conditions, and these were to be as hard and humiliating as he could +make them. But this intention again was inchoate, floating, the stuff of +an intention, rather than intention; an expression of temperament +chiefly. + +He had been expected before that. Christine had got out of Mela that her +father had been at Beaton's studio; and then she had gone at the old man +and got from him every smallest fact of the interview there. She had +flung back in his teeth the good-will toward herself with which he had +gone to Beaton. She was furious with shame and resentment; she told him +he had made bad worse, that he had made a fool of himself to no end; she +spared neither his age nor his grief-broken spirit, in which his will +could not rise against hers. She filled the house with her rage, +screaming it out upon him; but when her fury was once spent, she began to +have some hopes from what her father had done. She no longer kept her +bed; every evening she dressed herself in the dress Beaton admired the +most, and sat up till a certain hour to receive him. She had fixed a day +in her own mind before which, if he came, she would forgive him all he +had made her suffer: the mortification, the suspense, the despair. +Beyond this, she had the purpose of making her father go to Europe; she +felt that she could no longer live in America, with the double disgrace +that had been put upon her. + +Beaton rang, and while the servant was coming the insolent caprice seized +him to ask for the young ladies instead of the old man, as he had +supposed of course he should do. The maid who answered the bell, in the +place of the reluctant Irishman of other days, had all his hesitation in +admitting that the young ladies were at home. + +He found Mela in the drawing-room. At sight of him she looked scared; +but she seemed to be reassured by his calm. He asked if he was not to +have the pleasure of seeing Miss Dryfoos, too; and Mela said she reckoned +the girl had gone up-stairs to tell her. Mela was in black, and Beaton +noted how well the solid sable became her rich red-blonde beauty; he +wondered what the effect would be with Christine. + +But she, when she appeared, was not in mourning. He fancied that she +wore the lustrous black silk, with the breadths of white Venetian lace +about the neck which he had praised, because he praised it. Her cheeks +burned with a Jacqueminot crimson; what should be white in her face was +chalky white. She carried a plumed ostrich fan, black and soft, and +after giving him her hand, sat down and waved it to and fro slowly, as he +remembered her doing the night they first met. She had no ideas, except +such as related intimately to herself, and she had no gabble, like Mela; +and she let him talk. It was past the day when she promised herself she +would forgive him; but as he talked on she felt all her passion for him +revive, and the conflict of desires, the desire to hate, the desire to +love, made a dizzying whirl in her brain. She looked at him, half +doubting whether he was really there or not. He had never looked so +handsome, with his dreamy eyes floating under his heavy overhanging hair, +and his pointed brown beard defined against his lustrous shirtfront. His +mellowly modulated, mysterious voice lulled her; when Mela made an errand +out of the room, and Beaton crossed to her and sat down by her, she +shivered. + +"Are you cold?" he asked, and she felt the cruel mockery and exultant +consciousness of power in his tone, as perhaps a wild thing feels +captivity in the voice of its keeper. But now, she said she would still +forgive him if he asked her. + +Mela came back, and the talk fell again to the former level; but Beaton +had not said anything that really meant what she wished, and she saw that +he intended to say nothing. Her heart began to burn like a fire in her +breast. + +"You been tellun' him about our goun' to Europe?" Mela asked. + +"No," said Christine, briefly, and looking at the fan spread out on her +lap. + +Beaton asked when; and then he rose, and said if it was so soon, he +supposed he should not see them again, unless he saw them in Paris; he +might very likely run over during the summer. He said to himself that he +had given it a fair trial with Christine, and he could not make it go. + +Christine rose, with a kind of gasp; and mechanically followed him to the +door of the drawing-room; Mela came, too; and while he was putting on his +overcoat, she gurgled and bubbled in good-humor with all the world. +Christine stood looking at him, and thinking how still handsomer he was +in his overcoat; and that fire burned fiercer in her. She felt him more +than life to her and knew him lost, and the frenzy, that makes a woman +kill the man she loves, or fling vitriol to destroy the beauty she cannot +have for all hers, possessed her lawless soul. He gave his hand to Mela, +and said, in his wind-harp stop, "Good-bye." + +As he put out his hand to Christine, she pushed it aside with a scream of +rage; she flashed at him, and with both hands made a feline pass at the +face he bent toward her. He sprang back, and after an instant of +stupefaction he pulled open the door behind him and ran out into the +street. + +"Well, Christine Dryfoos!" said Mela, "Sprang at him like a wild-cat!" + +"I, don't care," Christine shrieked. "I'll tear his eyes out!" She flew +up-stairs to her own room, and left the burden of the explanation to +Mela, who did it justice. + +Beaton found himself, he did not know how, in his studio, reeking with +perspiration and breathless. He must almost have run. He struck a match +with a shaking hand, and looked at his face in the glass. He expected to +see the bleeding marks of her nails on his cheeks, but he could see +nothing. He grovelled inwardly; it was all so low and coarse and vulgar; +it was all so just and apt to his deserts. + +There was a pistol among the dusty bric-a-brac on the mantel which he had +kept loaded to fire at a cat in the area. He took it and sat looking +into the muzzle, wishing it might go off by accident and kill him. +It slipped through his hand and struck the floor, and there was a report; +he sprang into the air, feeling that he had been shot. But he found +himself still alive, with only a burning line along his cheek, such as +one of Christine's finger-nails might have left. + +He laughed with cynical recognition of the fact that he had got his +punishment in the right way, and that his case was not to be dignified +into tragedy. + + + + +XVIII. + +The Marches, with Fulkerson, went to see the Dryfooses off on the French +steamer. There was no longer any business obligation on them to be +civil, and there was greater kindness for that reason in the attention +they offered. 'Every Other Week' had been made over to the joint +ownership of March and Fulkerson, and the details arranged with a +hardness on Dryfoos's side which certainly left Mrs. March with a sense +of his incomplete regeneration. Yet when she saw him there on the +steamer, she pitied him; he looked wearied and bewildered; even his wife, +with her twitching head, and her prophecies of evil, croaked hoarsely +out, while she clung to Mrs. March's hand where they sat together till +the leave-takers were ordered ashore, was less pathetic. Mela was +looking after both of them, and trying to cheer them in a joyful +excitement. "I tell 'em it's goun' to add ten years to both their +lives," she said. "The voyage 'll do their healths good; and then, we're +gittun' away from that miser'ble pack o' servants that was eatun' us up, +there in New York. I hate the place!" she said, as if they had already +left it. "Yes, Mrs. Mandel's goun', too," she added, following the +direction of Mrs. March's eyes where they noted Mrs. Mandel, speaking to +Christine on the other side of the cabin. "Her and Christine had a kind +of a spat, and she was goun' to leave, but here only the other day, +Christine offered to make it up with her, and now they're as thick as +thieves. Well, I reckon we couldn't very well 'a' got along without her. +She's about the only one that speaks French in this family." + +Mrs. March's eyes still dwelt upon Christine's face; it was full of a +furtive wildness. She seemed to be keeping a watch to prevent herself +from looking as if she were looking for some one. "Do you know," Mrs. +March said to her husband as they jingled along homeward in the +Christopher Street bob-tail car, "I thought she was in love with that +detestable Mr. Beaton of yours at one time; and that he was amusing +himself with her." + +"I can bear a good deal, Isabel," said March, "but I wish you wouldn't +attribute Beaton to me. He's the invention of that Mr. Fulkerson of +yours." + +"Well, at any rate, I hope, now, you'll both get rid of him, in the +reforms you're going to carry out." + +These reforms were for a greater economy in the management of 'Every +Other Week;' but in their very nature they could not include the +suppression of Beaton. He had always shown himself capable and loyal to +the interests of the magazine, and both the new owners were glad to keep +him. He was glad to stay, though he made a gruff pretence of +indifference, when they came to look over the new arrangement with him. +In his heart he knew that he was a fraud; but at least he could say to +himself with truth that he had not now the shame of taking Dryfoos's +money. + +March and Fulkerson retrenched at several points where it had seemed +indispensable to spend, as long as they were not spending their own: +that was only human. Fulkerson absorbed Conrad's department into his, +and March found that he could dispense with Kendricks in the place of +assistant which he had lately filled since Fulkerson had decided that +March was overworked. They reduced the number of illustrated articles, +and they systematized the payment of contributors strictly according to +the sales of each number, on their original plan of co-operation: they +had got to paying rather lavishly for material without reference to the +sales. + +Fulkerson took a little time to get married, and went on his wedding +journey out to Niagara, and down the St. Lawrence to Quebec over the line +of travel that the Marches had taken on their wedding journey. He had +the pleasure of going from Montreal to Quebec on the same boat on which +he first met March. + +They have continued very good friends, and their wives are almost without +the rivalry that usually embitters the wives of partners. At first Mrs. +March did not like Mrs. Fulkerson's speaking of her husband as the Ownah, +and March as the Edito'; but it appeared that this was only a convenient +method of recognizing the predominant quality in each, and was meant +neither to affirm nor to deny anything. Colonel Woodburn offered as his +contribution to the celebration of the copartnership, which Fulkerson +could not be prevented from dedicating with a little dinner, the story of +Fulkerson's magnanimous behavior in regard to Dryfoos at that crucial +moment when it was a question whether he should give up Dryfoos or give +up March. Fulkerson winced at it; but Mrs. March told her husband that +now, whatever happened, she should never have any misgivings of Fulkerson +again; and she asked him if he did not think he ought to apologize to him +for the doubts with which he had once inspired her. March said that he +did not think so. + +The Fulkersons spent the summer at a seaside hotel in easy reach of the +city; but they returned early to Mrs. Leighton's, with whom they are to +board till spring, when they are going to fit up Fulkerson's bachelor +apartment for housekeeping. Mrs. March, with her Boston scruple, thinks +it will be odd, living over the 'Every Other Week' offices; but there +will be a separate street entrance to the apartment; and besides, in New +York you may do anything. + +The future of the Leightons promises no immediate change. Kendricks goes +there a good deal to see the Fulkersons, and Mrs. Fulkerson says he comes +to see Alma. He has seemed taken with her ever since he first met her at +Dryfoos's, the day of Lindau's funeral, and though Fulkerson objects to +dating a fancy of that kind from an occasion of that kind, he justly +argues with March that there can be no harm in it, and that we are liable +to be struck by lightning any time. In the mean while there is no proof +that Alma returns Kendricks's interest, if he feels any. She has got a +little bit of color into the fall exhibition; but the fall exhibition is +never so good as the spring exhibition. Wetmore is rather sorry she has +succeeded in this, though he promoted her success. He says her real hope +is in black and white, and it is a pity for her to lose sight of her +original aim of drawing for illustration. + +News has come from Paris of the engagement of Christine Dryfoos. There +the Dryfooses met with the success denied them in New York; many American +plutocrats must await their apotheosis in Europe, where society has them, +as it were, in a translation. Shortly after their arrival they were +celebrated in the news papers as the first millionaire American family of +natural-gas extraction who had arrived in the capital of civilization; +and at a French watering-place Christine encountered her fate--a nobleman +full of present debts and of duels in the past. Fulkerson says the old +man can manage the debtor, and Christine can look out for the duellist. +"They say those fellows generally whip their wives. He'd better not try +it with Christine, I reckon, unless he's practised with a panther." + +One day, shortly after their return to town in the autumn from the brief +summer outing they permitted themselves, the Marches met Margaret Vance. +At first they did not know her in the dress of the sisterhood which she +wore; but she smiled joyfully, almost gayly, on seeing them, and though +she hurried by with the sister who accompanied her, and did not stay to +speak, they felt that the peace that passeth understanding had looked at +them from her eyes. + +"Well, she is at rest, there can't be any doubt of that," he said, as he +glanced round at the drifting black robe which followed her free, nun- +like walk. + +"Yes, now she can do all the good she likes," sighed his wife. +"I wonder--I wonder if she ever told his father about her talk with poor +Conrad that day he was shot?" + +"I don't know. I don't care. In any event, it would be right. She did +nothing wrong. If she unwittingly sent him to his death, she sent him to +die for God's sake, for man's sake." + +"Yes--yes. But still--" + +"Well, we must trust that look of hers." + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +Affected absence of mind +Be good, sweet man, and let who will be clever +Comfort of the critical attitude +Conscience weakens to the need that isn't +Death is an exile that no remorse and no love can reach +Death is peace and pardon +Did not idealize him, but in the highest effect she realized him +Does any one deserve happiness +Does anything from without change us? +Europe, where society has them, as it were, in a translation +Favorite stock of his go up and go down under the betting +Hemmed round with this eternal darkness of death +Indispensable +Love of justice hurry them into sympathy with violence +Married for no other purpose than to avoid being an old maid +Nervous woes of comfortable people +Novelists, who really have the charge of people's thinking +People that have convictions are difficult +Rejoice as much at a non-marriage as a marriage +Respect for your mind, but she don't think you've got any sense +Superstition of the romances that love is once for all +Superstition that having and shining is the chief good +To do whatever one likes is finally to do nothing that one likes +Took the world as she found it, and made the best of it +What we can be if we must +When you look it--live it +Would sacrifice his best friend to a phrase + + + + +End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of A Hazard of New Fortunes, v5 +by William Dean Howells + + + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS FOR A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES, ENTIRE: + +Affected absence of mind +Affectional habit +Anticipative homesickness +Anticipative reprisal +Any sort of stuff was good enough to make a preacher out of +Appearance made him doubt their ability to pay so much +Artists never do anything like other people +As much of his story as he meant to tell without prompting +Ballast of her instinctive despondency +Be good, sweet man, and let who will be clever +Brag of his wife, as a good husband always does +But when we make that money here, no one loses it +Buttoned about him as if it concealed a bad conscience +Clinging persistence of such natures +Comfort of the critical attitude +Conscience weakens to the need that isn't +Considerable comfort in holding him accountable +Courage hadn't been put to the test +Courtship +Death is peace and pardon +Death is an exile that no remorse and no love can reach +Did not idealize him, but in the highest effect she realized him +Dividend: It's a chicken before it's hatched +Does anything from without change us? +Does any one deserve happiness +Europe, where society has them, as it were, in a translation +Extract what consolation lurks in the irreparable +Family buryin' grounds +Favorite stock of his go up and go down under the betting +Flavors not very sharply distinguished from one another +Gayety, which lasted beyond any apparent reason for it +Got their laugh out of too many things in life +Had learned not to censure the irretrievable +Had no opinions that he was not ready to hold in abeyance +Handsome pittance +He expected to do the wrong thing when left to his own devices +Hemmed round with this eternal darkness of death +Homage which those who have not pay to those who have +Hopeful recklessness +How much can a man honestly earn without wronging or oppressing +Hurry up and git well--or something +Hypothetical difficulty +I cannot endure this--this hopefulness of yours +If you dread harm enough it is less likely to happen +Ignorant of her ignorance +Indispensable +It must be your despair that helps you to bear up +It don't do any good to look at its drawbacks all the time +Justice must be paid for at every step in fees and costs +Life has taught him to truckle and trick +Love of justice hurry them into sympathy with violence +Made money and do not yet know that money has made them +Man's willingness to abide in the present +Married for no other purpose than to avoid being an old maid +Marry for love two or three times +Nervous woes of comfortable people +Never-blooming shrub +No man deserves to sufer at the hands of another +No longer the gross appetite for novelty +No right to burden our friends with our decisions +Novelists, who really have the charge of people's thinking +Patience with mediocrity putting on the style of genius +People that have convictions are difficult +Person talks about taking lessons, as if they could learn it +Poverty as hopeless as any in the world +Rejoice as much at a non-marriage as a marriage +Respect for your mind, but she don't think you've got any sense +Say when he is gone that the woman gets along better without him +Seeming interested in points necessarily indifferent to him +Servant of those he loved +Shouldn't ca' fo' the disgrace of bein' poo'--its inconvenience +Sigh with which ladies recognize one another's martyrdom +Society: All its favors are really bargains +Sorry he hadn't asked more; that's human nature +Superstition of the romances that love is once for all +Superstition that having and shining is the chief good +That isn't very old--or not so old as it used to be +Timidity of the elder in the presence of the younger man +To do whatever one likes is finally to do nothing that one likes +Took the world as she found it, and made the best of it +Travel, with all its annoyances and fatigues +Tried to be homesick for them, but failed +Turn to their children's opinion with deference +Typical anything else, is pretty difficult to find +Wages are the measure of necessity and not of merit +What we can be if we must +When you look it--live it +Wish we didn't always recognize the facts as we do +Without realizing his cruelty, treated as a child +Would sacrifice his best friend to a phrase + +[The End] + + + + +*********************************************************************** +Project Gutenberg Etext of Hazard of New Fortunes, by Howells, complete +**********This file should be named wh6nf10.txt or wh6nf10.zip********* + +Corrected EDITIONS of our etexts get a new NUMBER, wh6nf11.txt +VERSIONS based on separate sources get new LETTER, wh6nf10a.txt + +This etext was produced by David Widger <widger@cecomet.net> + +More information about this book is at the top of this file. + +We are now trying to release all our etexts one year in advance +of the official release dates, leaving time for better editing. +Please be encouraged to tell us about any error or corrections, +even years after the official publication date. + +Please note neither this listing nor its contents are final til +midnight of the last day of the month of any such announcement. +The official release date of all Project Gutenberg Etexts is at +Midnight, Central Time, of the last day of the stated month. 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D.W.] + + + + +A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES + +By William Dean Howells + + + +BIBLIOGRAPHICAL + +The following story was the first fruit of my New York life when I began +to live it after my quarter of a century in Cambridge and Boston, ending +in 1889; and I used my own transition to the commercial metropolis in +framing the experience which was wholly that of my supposititious +literary adventurer. He was a character whom, with his wife, I have +employed in some six or eight other stories, and whom I made as much the +hero and heroine of 'Their Wedding Journey' as the slight fable would +bear. In venturing out of my adoptive New England, where I had found +myself at home with many imaginary friends, I found it natural to ask the +company of these familiar acquaintances, but their company was not to be +had at once for the asking. When I began speaking of them as Basil and +Isabel, in the fashion of 'Their Wedding Journey,' they would not respond +with the effect of early middle age which I desired in them. They +remained wilfully, not to say woodenly, the young bridal pair of that +romance, without the promise of novel functioning. It was not till I +tried addressing them as March and Mrs. March that they stirred under my +hand with fresh impulse, and set about the work assigned them as people +in something more than their second youth. + +The scene into which I had invited them to figure filled the largest +canvas I had yet allowed myself; and, though 'A Hazard of New Fortunes +was not the first story I had written with the printer at my heels, it +was the first which took its own time to prescribe its own dimensions. +I had the general design well in mind when I began to write it, but as it +advanced it compelled into its course incidents, interests, +individualities, which I had not known lay near, and it specialized and +amplified at points which I had not always meant to touch, though I +should not like to intimate anything mystical in the fact. It became, +to my thinking, the most vital of my fictions, through my quickened +interest in the life about me, at a moment of great psychological import. +We had passed through a period of strong emotioning in the direction of +the humaner economics, if I may phrase it so; the rich seemed not so much +to despise the poor, the poor did not so hopelessly repine. The solution +of the riddle of the painful earth through the dreams of Henry George, +through the dreams of Edward Bellamy, through the dreams of all the +generous visionaries of the past, seemed not impossibly far off. That +shedding of blood which is for the remission of sins had been symbolized +by the bombs and scaffolds of Chicago, and the hearts of those who felt +the wrongs bound up with our rights, the slavery implicated in our +liberty, were thrilling with griefs and hopes hitherto strange to the +average American breast. Opportunely for me there was a great street-car +strike in New York, and the story began to find its way to issues nobler +and larger than those of the love-affairs common to fiction. I was in my +fifty-second year when I took it up, and in the prime, such as it was, of +my powers. The scene which I had chosen appealed prodigiously to me, and +the action passed as nearly without my conscious agency as I ever allow +myself to think such things happen. + +The opening chapters were written in a fine, old fashioned apartment +house which had once been a family house, and in an uppermost room of +which I could look from my work across the trees of the little park in +Stuyvesant Square to the towers of St. George's Church. Then later in +the spring of 1889 the unfinished novel was carried to a country house on +the Belmont border of Cambridge. There I must have written very rapidly +to have pressed it to conclusion before the summer ended. It came, +indeed, so easily from the pen that I had the misgiving which I always +have of things which do not cost me great trouble. + +There is nothing in the book with which I amused myself more than the +house-hunting of the Marches when they were placing themselves in New +York; and if the contemporary reader should turn for instruction to the +pages in which their experience is detailed I assure him that he may +trust their fidelity and accuracy in the article of New York housing as +it was early in the last decade of the last century: I mean, the housing +of people of such moderate means as the Marches. In my zeal for truth I +did not distinguish between reality and actuality in this or other +matters--that is, one was as precious to me as the other. But the types +here portrayed are as true as ever they were, though the world in which +they were finding their habitat is wonderfully, almost incredibly +different. Yet it is not wholly different, for a young literary pair now +adventuring in New York might easily parallel the experience of the +Marches with their own, if not for so little money; many phases of New +York housing are better, but all are dearer. Other aspects of the +material city have undergone a transformation much more wonderful. +I find that in my book its population is once modestly spoken of as two +millions, but now in twenty years it is twice as great, and the grandeur +as well as grandiosity of its forms is doubly apparent. The transitional +public that then moped about in mildly tinkling horse-cars is now hurried +back and forth in clanging trolleys, in honking and whirring motors; the +Elevated road which was the last word of speed is undermined by the +Subway, shooting its swift shuttles through the subterranean woof of the +city's haste. From these feet let the witness infer our whole massive +Hercules, a bulk that sprawls and stretches beyond the rivers through the +tunnels piercing their beds and that towers into the skies with +innumerable tops--a Hercules blent of Briareus and Cerberus, but not so +bad a monster as it seemed then to threaten becoming. + +Certain hopes of truer and better conditions on which my heart was fixed +twenty years ago are not less dear, and they are by no means touched with +despair, though they have not yet found the fulfilment which I would then +have prophesied for them. Events have not wholly played them false; +events have not halted, though they have marched with a slowness that +might affect a younger observer as marking time. They who were then +mindful of the poor have not forgotten them, and what is better the poor +have not often forgotten themselves in violences such as offered me the +material of tragedy and pathos in my story. In my quality of artist I +could not regret these, and I gratefully realize that they offered me the +opportunity of a more strenuous action, a more impressive catastrophe +than I could have achieved without them. They tended to give the whole +fable dignity and doubtless made for its success as a book. As a serial +it had crept a sluggish course before a public apparently so unmindful of +it that no rumor of its acceptance or rejection reached the writer during +the half year of its publication; but it rose in book form from that +failure and stood upon its feet and went its way to greater favor than +any book of his had yet enjoyed. I hope that my recognition of the fact +will not seem like boasting, but that the reader will regard it as a +special confidence from the author and will let it go no farther. + +KITTERY POINT, MAINE, July, 1909. + + + + +PART FIRST + +A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES + + +I. + +"Now, you think this thing over, March, and let me know the last of next +week," said Fulkerson. He got up from the chair which he had been +sitting astride, with his face to its back, and tilting toward March on +its hind-legs, and came and rapped upon his table with his thin bamboo +stick. "What you want to do is to get out of the insurance business, +anyway. You acknowledge that yourself. You never liked it, and now it +makes you sick; in other words, it's killing you. You ain't an insurance +man by nature. You're a natural-born literary man, and you've been going +against the grain. Now, I offer you a chance to go with the grain. +I don't say you're going to make your everlasting fortune, but I'll give +you a living salary, and if the thing succeeds you'll share in its +success. We'll all share in its success. That's the beauty of it. +I tell you, March, this is the greatest idea that has been struck +since"--Fulkerson stopped and searched his mind for a fit image--"since +the creation of man." + +He put his leg up over the corner of March's table and gave himself a +sharp cut on the thigh, and leaned forward to get the full effect of his +words upon his listener. + +March had his hands clasped together behind his head, and he took one of +them down long enough to put his inkstand and mucilage-bottle out of +Fulkerson's way. After many years' experiment of a mustache and +whiskers, he now wore his grizzled beard full, but cropped close; it gave +him a certain grimness, corrected by the gentleness of his eyes. + +"Some people don't think much of the creation of man nowadays. Why stop +at that? Why not say since the morning stars sang together?" + +"No, sir; no, sir! I don't want to claim too much, and I draw the line +at the creation of man. I'm satisfied with that. But if you want to +ring the morning stars into the prospectus all right; I won't go back on +you." + +"But I don't understand why you've set your mind on me," March said. +"I haven't had, any magazine experience, you know that; and I haven't +seriously attempted to do anything in literature since I was married. +I gave up smoking and the Muse together. I suppose I could still manage +a cigar, but I don't believe I could--" + +"Muse worth a cent." Fulkerson took the thought out of his mouth and put +it into his own words. "I know. Well, I don't want you to. I don't +care if you never write a line for the thing, though you needn't reject +anything of yours, if it happens to be good, on that account. And I +don't want much experience in my editor; rather not have it. You told +me, didn't you, that you used to do some newspaper work before you +settled down?" + +"Yes; I thought my lines were permanently cast in those places once. It +was more an accident than anything else that I got into the insurance +business. I suppose I secretly hoped that if I made my living by +something utterly different, I could come more freshly to literature +proper in my leisure." + +"I see; and you found the insurance business too many, for you. Well, +anyway, you've always had a hankering for the inkpots; and the fact that +you first gave me the idea of this thing shows that you've done more or +less thinking about magazines." + +"Yes--less." + +"Well, all right. Now don't you be troubled. I know what I want, +generally, speaking, and in this particular instance I want you. I might +get a man of more experience, but I should probably get a man of more +prejudice and self-conceit along with him, and a man with a following of +the literary hangers-on that are sure to get round an editor sooner or +later. I want to start fair, and I've found out in the syndicate +business all the men that are worth having. But they know me, and they +don't know you, and that's where we shall have the pull on them. They +won't be able to work the thing. Don't you be anxious about the +experience. I've got experience enough of my own to run a dozen editors. +What I want is an editor who has taste, and you've got it; and +conscience, and you've got it; and horse sense, and you've got that. +And I like you because you're a Western man, and I'm another. I do +cotton to a Western man when I find him off East here, holding his own +with the best of 'em, and showing 'em that he's just as much civilized as +they are. We both know what it is to have our bright home in the setting +sun; heigh?" + +"I think we Western men who've come East are apt to take ourselves a +little too objectively and to feel ourselves rather more representative +than we need," March remarked. + +Fulkerson was delighted. "You've hit it! We do! We are!" + +"And as for holding my own, I'm not very proud of what I've done in that +way; it's been very little to hold. But I know what you mean, Fulkerson, +and I've felt the same thing myself; it warmed me toward you when we +first met. I can't help suffusing a little to any man when I hear that +he was born on the other side of the Alleghanies. It's perfectly stupid. +I despise the same thing when I see it in Boston people." + +Fulkerson pulled first one of his blond whiskers and then the other, and +twisted the end of each into a point, which he left to untwine itself. +He fixed March with his little eyes, which had a curious innocence in +their cunning, and tapped the desk immediately in front of him. "What I +like about you is that you're broad in your sympathies. The first time I +saw you, that night on the Quebec boat, I said to myself: 'There's a man +I want to know. There's a human being.' I was a little afraid of Mrs. +March and the children, but I felt at home with you--thoroughly +domesticated--before I passed a word with you; and when you spoke first, +and opened up with a joke over that fellow's tableful of light literature +and Indian moccasins and birch-bark toy canoes and stereoscopic views, +I knew that we were brothers-spiritual twins. I recognized the Western +style of fun, and I thought, when you said you were from Boston, that it +was some of the same. But I see now that its being a cold fact, as far +as the last fifteen or twenty years count, is just so much gain. You +know both sections, and you can make this thing go, from ocean to ocean." + +"We might ring that into the prospectus, too," March suggested, with a +smile. "You might call the thing 'From Sea to Sea.' By-the-way, what +are you going to call it?" + +"I haven't decided yet; that's one of the things I wanted to talk with +you about. I had thought of 'The Syndicate'; but it sounds kind of dry, +and doesn't seem to cover the ground exactly. I should like something +that would express the co-operative character of the thing, but I don't +know as I can get it." + +"Might call it 'The Mutual'." + +"They'd think it was an insurance paper. No, that won't do. But Mutual +comes pretty near the idea. If we could get something like that, it +would pique curiosity; and then if we could get paragraphs afloat +explaining that the contributors were to be paid according to the sales, +it would be a first-rate ad." + +He bent a wide, anxious, inquiring smile upon March, who suggested, +lazily: "You might call it 'The Round-Robin'. That would express the +central idea of irresponsibility. As I understand, everybody is to share +the profits and be exempt from the losses. Or, if I'm wrong, and the +reverse is true, you might call it 'The Army of Martyrs'. Come, that +sounds attractive, Fulkerson! Or what do you think of 'The Fifth Wheel'? +That would forestall the criticism that there are too many literary +periodicals already. Or, if you want to put forward the idea of complete +independence, you could call it 'The Free Lance'; or--" + +"Or 'The Hog on Ice'--either stand up or fall down, you know," Fulkerson +broke in coarsely. "But we'll leave the name of the magazine till we get +the editor. I see the poison's beginning to work in you, March; and if I +had time I'd leave the result to time. But I haven't. I've got to know +inside of the next week. To come down to business with you, March, I +sha'n't start this thing unless I can get you to take hold of it." + +He seemed to expect some acknowledgment, and March said, "Well, that's +very nice of you, Fulkerson." + +"No, sir; no, sir! I've always liked you and wanted you ever since we met +that first night. I had this thing inchoately in my mind then, when I +was telling you about the newspaper syndicate business--beautiful vision +of a lot of literary fellows breaking loose from the bondage of +publishers and playing it alone--" + +"You might call it 'The Lone Hand'; that would be attractive," March +interrupted. "The whole West would know what you meant." + +Fulkerson was talking seriously, and March was listening seriously; but +they both broke off and laughed. Fulkerson got down off the table and +made some turns about the room. It was growing late; the October sun had +left the top of the tall windows; it was still clear day, but it would +soon be twilight; they had been talking a long time. Fulkerson came and +stood with his little feet wide apart, and bent his little lean, square +face on March. "See here! How much do you get out of this thing here, +anyway?" + +"The insurance business?" March hesitated a moment and then said, with a +certain effort of reserve, "At present about three thousand." He looked +up at Fulkerson with a glance, as if he had a mind to enlarge upon the +fact, and then dropped his eyes without saying more. + +Whether Fulkerson had not thought it so much or not, he said: "Well, I'll +give you thirty-five hundred. Come! And your chances in the success." + +"We won't count the chances in the success. And I don't believe +thirty-five hundred would go any further in New York than three thousand +in Boston." + +"But you don't live on three thousand here?" + +"No; my wife has a little property." + +"Well, she won't lose the income if you go to New York. I suppose you +pay ten or twelve hundred a year for your house here. You can get plenty +of flats in New York for the same money; and I understand you can get all +sorts of provisions for less than you pay now--three or four cents on the +pound. Come!" + +This was by no means the first talk they had had about the matter; every +three or four months during the past two years the syndicate man had +dropped in upon March to air the scheme and to get his impressions of it. +This had happened so often that it had come to be a sort of joke between +them. But now Fulkerson clearly meant business, and March had a struggle +to maintain himself in a firm poise of refusal. + +"I dare say it wouldn't--or it needn't-cost so very much more, but I +don't want to go to New York; or my wife doesn't. It's the same thing." + +"A good deal samer," Fulkerson admitted. + +March did not quite like his candor, and he went on with dignity. +"It's very natural she shouldn't. She has always lived in Boston; she's +attached to the place. Now, if you were going to start 'The Fifth Wheel' +in Boston--" + +Fulkerson slowly and sadly shook his head, but decidedly. "Wouldn't do. +You might as well say St. Louis or Cincinnati. There's only one city +that belongs to the whole country, and that's New York." + +"Yes, I know," sighed March; "and Boston belongs to the Bostonians, but +they like you to make yourself at home while you're visiting." + +"If you'll agree to make phrases like that, right along, and get them +into 'The Round-Robin' somehow, I'll say four thousand," said Fulkerson. +"You think it over now, March. You talk it over with Mrs. March; I know +you will, anyway; and I might as well make a virtue of advising you to do +it. Tell her I advised you to do it, and you let me know before next +Saturday what you've decided." + +March shut down the rolling top of his desk in the corner of the room, +and walked Fulkerson out before him. It was so late that the last of the +chore-women who washed down the marble halls and stairs of the great +building had wrung out her floor-cloth and departed, leaving spotless +stone and a clean, damp smell in the darkening corridors behind her. + +"Couldn't offer you such swell quarters in New York, March," Fulkerson +said, as he went tack-tacking down the steps with his small boot-heels. +"But I've got my eye on a little house round in West Eleventh Street that +I'm going to fit up for my bachelor's hall in the third story, and adapt +for 'The Lone Hand' in the first and second, if this thing goes through; +and I guess we'll be pretty comfortable. It's right on the Sand Strip +--no malaria of any kind." + +"I don't know that I'm going to share its salubrity with you yet," March +sighed, in an obvious travail which gave Fulkerson hopes. + +"Oh yes, you are," he coaxed. "Now, you talk it over with your wife. +You give her a fair, unprejudiced chance at the thing on its merits, and +I'm very much mistaken in Mrs. March if she doesn't tell you to go in and +win. We're bound to win!" + +They stood on the outside steps of the vast edifice beetling like a +granite crag above them, with the stone groups of an allegory of +life-insurance foreshortened in the bas-relief overhead. March absently +lifted his eyes to it. It was suddenly strange after so many years' +familiarity, and so was the well-known street in its Saturday-evening +solitude. He asked himself, with prophetic homesickness, if it were an +omen of what was to be. But he only said, musingly: "A fortnightly. You +know that didn't work in England. The fortnightly is published once a +month now." + +"It works in France," Fulkerson retorted. "The 'Revue des Deux Mondes' +is still published twice a month. I guess we can make it work in +America--with illustrations." + +"Going to have illustrations?" + +"My dear boy! What are you giving me? Do I look like the sort of lunatic +who would start a thing in the twilight of the nineteenth century without +illustrations? Come off!" + +"Ah, that complicates it! I don't know anything about art." March's look +of discouragement confessed the hold the scheme had taken upon him. + +"I don't want you to!" Fulkerson retorted. "Don't you suppose I shall +have an art man?" + +"And will they--the artists--work at a reduced rate, too, like the +writers, with the hopes of a share in the success?" + +"Of course they will! And if I want any particular man, for a card, I'll +pay him big money besides. But I can get plenty of first-rate sketches +on my own terms. You'll see! They'll pour in!" + +"Look here, Fulkerson," said March, "you'd better call this fortnightly +of yours 'The Madness o f the Half-Moon'; or 'Bedlam Broke Loose' +wouldn't be bad! Why do you throw away all your hard earnings on such a +crazy venture? Don't do it!" The kindness which March had always felt, +in spite of his wife's first misgivings and reservations, for the merry, +hopeful, slangy, energetic little creature trembled in his voice. They +had both formed a friendship for Fulkerson during the week they were +together in Quebec. When he was not working the newspapers there, he +went about with them over the familiar ground they were showing their +children, and was simply grateful for the chance, as well as very +entertaining about it all. The children liked him, too; when they got +the clew to his intention, and found that he was not quite serious in +many of the things he said, they thought he was great fun. They were +always glad when their father brought him home on the occasion of +Fulkerson's visits to Boston; and Mrs. March, though of a charier +hospitality, welcomed Fulkerson with a grateful sense of his admiration +for her husband. He had a way of treating March with deference, as an +older and abler man, and of qualifying the freedom he used toward every +one with an implication that March tolerated it voluntarily, which she +thought very sweet and even refined. + +"Ah, now you're talking like a man and a brother," said Fulkerson. "Why, +March, old man, do you suppose I'd come on here and try to talk you into +this thing if I wasn't morally, if I wasn't perfectly, sure of success? +There isn't any if or and about it. I know my ground, every inch; and I +don't stand alone on it," he added, with a significance which did not +escape March. "When you've made up your mind I can give you the proof; +but I'm not at liberty now to say anything more. I tell you it's going +to be a triumphal march from the word go, with coffee and lemonade for +the procession along the whole line. All you've got to do is to fall +in." He stretched out his hand to March. "You let me know as soon as +you can." + +March deferred taking his hand till he could ask, "Where are you going?" + +"Parker House. Take the eleven for New York to-night." + +"I thought I might walk your way." March looked at his watch. "But I +shouldn't have time. Goodbye!" + +He now let Fulkerson have his hand, and they exchanged a cordial +pressure. Fulkerson started away at a quick, light pace. Half a block +off he stopped, turned round, and, seeing March still standing where he +had left him, he called back, joyously, "I've got the name!" + +"What?" + +"Every Other Week." + +"It isn't bad." + +"Ta-ta!" + + + + +II. + +All the way up to the South End March mentally prolonged his talk with +Fulkerson, and at his door in Nankeen Square he closed the parley with a +plump refusal to go to New York on any terms. His daughter Bella was +lying in wait for him in the hall, and she threw her arms round his neck +with the exuberance of her fourteen years and with something of the +histrionic intention of her sex. He pressed on, with her clinging about +him, to the library, and, in the glow of his decision against Fulkerson, +kissed his wife, where she sat by the study lamp reading the Transcript +through her first pair of eye-glasses: it was agreed in the family that +she looked distinguished in them, or, at any rate, cultivated. She took +them off to give him a glance of question, and their son Tom looked up +from his book for a moment; he was in his last year at the high school, +and was preparing for Harvard. + +"I didn't get away from the office till half-past five," March explained +to his wife's glance," and then I walked. I suppose dinner's waiting. +I'm sorry, but I won't do it any more." + +At table he tried to be gay with Bella, who babbled at him with a voluble +pertness which her brother had often advised her parents to check in her, +unless they wanted her to be universally despised. + +"Papa!" she shouted at last, "you're not listening!" As soon as possible +his wife told the children they might be excused. Then she asked, "What +is it, Basil?" + +"What is what?" he retorted, with a specious brightness that did not +avail. + +"What is on your mind?" + +"How do you know there's anything?" + +"Your kissing me so when you came in, for one thing." + +"Don't I always kiss you when I come in?" + +"Not now. I suppose it isn't necessary any more. 'Cela va sans baiser.'" + +"Yes, I guess it's so; we get along without the symbolism now." +He stopped, but she knew that he had not finished. + +"Is it about your business? Have they done anything more?" + +"No; I'm still in the dark. I don't know whether they mean to supplant +me, or whether they ever did. But I wasn't thinking about that. +Fulkerson has been to see me again." + +"Fulkerson?" She brightened at the name, and March smiled, too. +"Why didn't you bring him to dinner?" + +"I wanted to talk with you. Then you do like him?" + +"What has that got to do with it, Basil?" + +"Nothing! nothing! That is, he was boring away about that scheme of his +again. He's got it into definite shape at last." + +"What shape?" + +March outlined it for her, and his wife seized its main features with the +intuitive sense of affairs which makes women such good business-men when +they will let it. + +"It sounds perfectly crazy," she said, finally. "But it mayn't be. The +only thing I didn't like about Mr. Fulkerson was his always wanting to +chance things. But what have you got to do with it?" + +"What have I got to do with it?" March toyed with the delay the question +gave him; then he said, with a sort of deprecatory laugh: "It seems that +Fulkerson has had his eye on me ever since we met that night on the +Quebec boat. I opened up pretty freely to him, as you do to a man you +never expect to see again, and when I found he was in that newspaper +syndicate business I told him about my early literary ambitions--" + +"You can't say that I ever discouraged them, Basil," his wife put in. +"I should have been willing, any time, to give up everything for them." + +"Well, he says that I first suggested this brilliant idea to him. +Perhaps I did; I don't remember. When he told me about his supplying +literature to newspapers for simultaneous publication, he says I asked: +'Why not apply the principle of co-operation to a magazine, and run it in +the interest of the contributors?' and that set him to thinking, and he +thought out his plan of a periodical which should pay authors and artists +a low price outright for their work and give them a chance of the profits +in the way of a percentage. After all, it isn't so very different from +the chances an author takes when he publishes a book. And Fulkerson +thinks that the novelty of the thing would pique public curiosity, if it +didn't arouse public sympathy. And the long and short of it is, Isabel, +that he wants me to help edit it." + +"To edit it?" His wife caught her breath, and she took a little time to +realize the fact, while she stared hard at her husband to make sure he +was not joking. + +"Yes. He says he owes it all to me; that I invented the idea--the germ +--the microbe." + +His wife had now realized the fact, at least in a degree that excluded +trifling with it. "That is very honorable of Mr. Fulkerson; and if he +owes it to you, it was the least he could do." Having recognized her +husband's claim to the honor done him, she began to kindle with a sense +of the honor itself and the value of the opportunity. "It's a very high +compliment to you, Basil--a very high compliment. And you could give up +this wretched insurance business that you've always hated so, and that's +making you so unhappy now that you think they're going to take it from +you. Give it up and take Mr. Fulkerson's offer! It's a perfect +interposition, coming just at this time! Why, do it! Mercy!" she +suddenly arrested herself, "he wouldn't expect you to get along on the +possible profits?" Her face expressed the awfulness of the notion. + +March smiled reassuringly, and waited to give himself the pleasure of the +sensation he meant to give her. "If I'll make striking phrases for it +and edit it, too, he'll give me four thousand dollars." + +He leaned back in his chair, and stuck his hands deep into his pockets, +and watched his wife's face, luminous with the emotions that flashed +through her mind-doubt, joy, anxiety. + +"Basil! You don't mean it! Why, take it! Take it instantly! Oh, what +a thing to happen! Oh, what luck! But you deserve it, if you first +suggested it. What an escape, what a triumph over all those hateful +insurance people! Oh, Basil, I'm afraid he'll change his mind! You ought +to have accepted on the spot. You might have known I would approve, and +you could so easily have taken it back if I didn't. Telegraph him now! +Run right out with the despatch--Or we can send Tom!" + +In these imperatives of Mrs. March's there was always much of the +conditional. She meant that he should do what she said, if it were +entirely right; and she never meant to be considered as having urged him. + +"And suppose his enterprise went wrong?" her husband suggested. + +"It won't go wrong. Hasn't he made a success of his syndicate?" + +"He says so--yes." + +"Very well, then, it stands to reason that he'll succeed in this, too. +He wouldn't undertake it if he didn't know it would succeed; he must have +capital." + +"It will take a great deal to get such a thing going; and even if he's +got an Angel behind him--" + +She caught at the word--"An Angel?" + +"It's what the theatrical people call a financial backer. He dropped a +hint of something of that kind." + +"Of course, he's got an Angel," said his wife, promptly adopting the +word. "And even if he hadn't, still, Basil, I should be willing to have +you risk it. The risk isn't so great, is it? We shouldn't be ruined if +it failed altogether. With our stocks we have two thousand a year, +anyway, and we could pinch through on that till you got into some other +business afterward, especially if we'd saved something out of your salary +while it lasted. Basil, I want you to try it! I know it will give you a +new lease of life to have a congenial occupation." March laughed, but +his wife persisted. "I'm all for your trying it, Basil; indeed I am. +If it's an experiment, you can give it up." + +"It can give me up, too." + +"Oh, nonsense! I guess there's not much fear of that. Now, I want you to +telegraph Mr. Fulkerson, so that he'll find the despatch waiting for him +when he gets to New York. I'll take the whole responsibility, Basil, and +I'll risk all the consequences." + + + + +III. + +March's face had sobered more and more as she followed one hopeful burst +with another, and now it expressed a positive pain. But he forced a +smile and said: "There's a little condition attached. Where did you +suppose it was to be published?" + +"Why, in Boston, of course. Where else should it be published?" + +She looked at him for the intention of his question so searchingly that +he quite gave up the attempt to be gay about it. "No," he said, gravely, +"it's to be published in New York." + +She fell back in her chair. "In New York?" She leaned forward over the +table toward him, as if to make sure that she heard aright, and said, +with all the keen reproach that he could have expected: "In New York, +Basil! Oh, how could you have let me go on?" + +He had a sufficiently rueful face in owning: "I oughtn't to have done it, +but I got started wrong. I couldn't help putting the best foot, forward +at first--or as long as the whole thing was in the air. I didn't know +that you would take so much to the general enterprise, or else I should +have mentioned the New York condition at once; but, of course, that puts +an end to it." + +"Oh, of course," she assented, sadly. "We COULDN'T go to New York." + +"No, I know that," he said; and with this a perverse desire to tempt her +to the impossibility awoke in him, though he was really quite cold about +the affair himself now. "Fulkerson thought we could get a nice flat in +New York for about what the interest and taxes came to here, and +provisions are cheaper. But I should rather not experiment at my time of +life. If I could have been caught younger, I might have been inured to +New York, but I don't believe I could stand it now." + +"How I hate to have you talk that way, Basil! You are young enough to +try anything--anywhere; but you know I don't like New York. I don't +approve of it. It's so big, and so hideous! Of course I shouldn't mind +that; but I've always lived in Boston, and the children were born and +have all their friendships and associations here." She added, with the +helplessness that discredited her good sense and did her injustice, +"I have just got them both into the Friday afternoon class at Papanti's, +and you know how difficult that is." + +March could not fail to take advantage of an occasion like this. +"Well, that alone ought to settle it. Under the circumstances, it would +be flying in the face of Providence to leave Boston. The mere fact of a +brilliant opening like that offered me on 'The Microbe,' and the halcyon +future which Fulkerson promises if we'll come to New York, is as dust in +the balance against the advantages of the Friday afternoon class." + +"Basil," she appealed, solemnly, "have I ever interfered with your +career?" + +"I never had any for you to interfere with, my dear." + +"Basil! Haven't I always had faith in you? And don't you suppose that +if I thought it would really be for your advancement I would go to New +York or anywhere with you?" + +"No, my dear, I don't," he teased. "If it would be for my salvation, +yes, perhaps; but not short of that; and I should have to prove by a +cloud of witnesses that it would. I don't blame you. I wasn't born in +Boston, but I understand how you feel. And really, my dear," he added, +without irony, "I never seriously thought of asking you to go to New +York. I was dazzled by Fulkerson's offer, I'll own that; but his choice +of me as editor sapped my confidence in him." + +"I don't like to hear you say that, Basil," she entreated. + +"Well, of course there were mitigating circumstances. I could see that +Fulkerson meant to keep the whip-hand himself, and that was reassuring. +And, besides, if the Reciprocity Life should happen not to want my +services any longer, it wouldn't be quite like giving up a certainty; +though, as a matter of business, I let Fulkerson get that impression; I +felt rather sneaking to do it. But if the worst comes to the worst, I +can look about for something to do in Boston; and, anyhow, people don't +starve on two thousand a year, though it's convenient to have five. The +fact is, I'm too old to change so radically. If you don't like my saying +that, then you are, Isabel, and so are the children. I've no right to +take them from the home we've made, and to change the whole course of +their lives, unless I can assure them of something, and I can't assure +them of anything. Boston is big enough for us, and it's certainly +prettier than New York. I always feel a little proud of hailing from +Boston; my pleasure in the place mounts the farther I get away from it. +But I do appreciate it, my dear; I've no more desire to leave it than you +have. You may be sure that if you don't want to take the children out of +the Friday afternoon class, I don't want to leave my library here, and +all the ways I've got set in. We'll keep on. Very likely the company +won't supplant me, and if it does, and Watkins gets the place, he'll give +me a subordinate position of some sort. Cheer up, Isabel! I have put +Satan and his angel, Fulkerson, behind me, and it's all right. Let's go +in to the children." + +He came round the table to Isabel, where she sat in a growing +distraction, and lifted her by the waist from her chair. + +She sighed deeply. "Shall we tell the children about it?" + +"No. What's the use, now?" + +"There wouldn't be any," she assented. When they entered the family +room, where the boy and girl sat on either side of the lamp working out +the lessons for Monday which they had left over from the day before, she +asked, "Children, how would you like to live in New York?" + +Bella made haste to get in her word first. "And give up the Friday +afternoon class?" she wailed. + +Tom growled from his book, without lifting his eyes: "I shouldn't want to +go to Columbia. They haven't got any dormitories, and you have to board +round anywhere. Are you going to New York?" He now deigned to look up +at his father. + +"No, Tom. You and Bella have decided me against it. Your perspective +shows the affair in its true proportions. I had an offer to go to New +York, but I've refused it." + + + + +IV + +March's irony fell harmless from the children's preoccupation with their +own affairs, but he knew that his wife felt it, and this added to the +bitterness which prompted it. He blamed her for letting her provincial +narrowness prevent his accepting Fulkerson's offer quite as much as if he +had otherwise entirely wished to accept it. His world, like most worlds, +had been superficially a disappointment. He was no richer than at the +beginning, though in marrying he had given up some tastes, some +preferences, some aspirations, in the hope of indulging them later, with +larger means and larger leisure. His wife had not urged him to do it; in +fact, her pride, as she said, was in his fitness for the life he had +renounced; but she had acquiesced, and they had been very happy together. +That is to say, they made up their quarrels or ignored them. + +They often accused each other of being selfish and indifferent, but she +knew that he would always sacrifice himself for her and the children; +and he, on his part, with many gibes and mockeries, wholly trusted in +her. They had grown practically tolerant of each other's disagreeable +traits; and the danger that really threatened them was that they should +grow too well satisfied with themselves, if not with each other. They +were not sentimental, they were rather matter-of-fact in their motives; +but they had both a sort of humorous fondness for sentimentality. They +liked to play with the romantic, from the safe vantage-ground of their +real practicality, and to divine the poetry of the commonplace. Their +peculiar point of view separated them from most other people, with whom +their means of self-comparison were not so good since their marriage as +before. Then they had travelled and seen much of the world, and they had +formed tastes which they had not always been able to indulge, but of +which they felt that the possession reflected distinction on them. It +enabled them to look down upon those who were without such tastes; but +they were not ill-natured, and so they did not look down so much with +contempt as with amusement. In their unfashionable neighborhood they had +the fame of being not exclusive precisely, but very much wrapped up in +themselves and their children. + +Mrs. March was reputed to be very cultivated, and Mr. March even more so, +among the simpler folk around them. Their house had some good pictures, +which her aunt had brought home from Europe in more affluent days, and it +abounded in books on which he spent more than he ought. They had +beautified it in every way, and had unconsciously taken credit to them +selves for it. They felt, with a glow almost of virtue, how perfectly it +fitted their lives and their children's, and they believed that somehow +it expressed their characters--that it was like them. They went out very +little; she remained shut up in its refinement, working the good of her +own; and he went to his business, and hurried back to forget it, and +dream his dream of intellectual achievement in the flattering atmosphere +of her sympathy. He could not conceal from himself that his divided life +was somewhat like Charles Lamb's, and there were times when, as he had +expressed to Fulkerson, he believed that its division was favorable to +the freshness of his interest in literature. It certainly kept it a high +privilege, a sacred refuge. Now and then he wrote something, and got it +printed after long delays, and when they met on the St. Lawrence +Fulkerson had some of March's verses in his pocket-book, which he had cut +out of astray newspaper and carried about for years, because they pleased +his fancy so much; they formed an immediate bond of union between the men +when their authorship was traced and owned, and this gave a pretty color +of romance to their acquaintance. But, for the most part, March was +satisfied to read. He was proud of reading critically, and he kept in +the current of literary interests and controversies. It all seemed to +him, and to his wife at second-hand, very meritorious; he could not help +contrasting his life and its inner elegance with that of other men who +had no such resources. He thought that he was not arrogant about it, +because he did full justice to the good qualities of those other people; +he congratulated himself upon the democratic instincts which enabled him +to do this; and neither he nor his wife supposed that they were selfish +persons. On the contrary, they were very sympathetic; there was no good +cause that they did not wish well; they had a generous scorn of all kinds +of narrow-heartedness; if it had ever come into their way to sacrifice +themselves for others, they thought they would have done so, but they +never asked why it had not come in their way. They were very gentle and +kind, even when most elusive; and they taught their children to loathe +all manner of social cruelty. March was of so watchful a conscience in +some respects that he denied himself the pensive pleasure of lapsing into +the melancholy of unfulfilled aspirations; but he did not see that, if he +had abandoned them, it had been for what he held dearer; generally he +felt as if he had turned from them with a high, altruistic aim. The +practical expression of his life was that it was enough to provide well +for his family; to have cultivated tastes, and to gratify them to the +extent of his means; to be rather distinguished, even in the +simplification of his desires. He believed, and his wife believed, that +if the time ever came when he really wished to make a sacrifice to the +fulfilment of the aspirations so long postponed, she would be ready to +join with heart and hand. + +When he went to her room from his library, where she left him the whole +evening with the children, he found her before the glass thoughtfully +removing the first dismantling pin from her back hair. + +"I can't help feeling," she grieved into the mirror, "that it's I who +keep you from accepting that offer. I know it is! I could go West with +you, or into a new country--anywhere; but New York terrifies me. I don't +like New York, I never did; it disheartens and distracts me; I can't find +myself in it; I shouldn't know how to shop. I know I'm foolish and +narrow and provincial," she went on, "but I could never have any inner +quiet in New York; I couldn't live in the spirit there. I suppose people +do. It can't, be that all these millions--' + +"Oh, not so bad as that!" March interposed, laughing. "There aren't +quite two." + +"I thought there were four or five. Well, no matter. You see what I am, +Basil. I'm terribly limited. I couldn't make my sympathies go round two +million people; I should be wretched. I suppose I'm standing in the way +of your highest interest, but I can't help it. We took each other for +better or worse, and you must try to bear with me--" She broke off and +began to cry. + +"Stop it!" shouted March. "I tell you I never cared anything for +Fulkerson's scheme or entertained it seriously, and I shouldn't if he'd +proposed to carry it out in Boston." This was not quite true, but in the +retrospect it seemed sufficiently so for the purposes of argument. +"Don't say another word about it. The thing's over now, and I don't want +to think of it any more. We couldn't change its nature if we talked all +night. But I want you to understand that it isn't your limitations that +are in the way. It's mine. I shouldn't have the courage to take such a +place; I don't think I'm fit for it, and that's the long and short of +it." + +"Oh, you don't know how it hurts me to have you say that, Basil." + +The next morning, as they sat together at breakfast, without the +children, whom they let lie late on Sunday, Mrs. March said to her +husband, silent over his fish-balls and baked beans: "We will go to New +York. I've decided it." + +"Well, it takes two to decide that," March retorted. "We are not going +to New York." + +"Yes, we are. I've thought it out. Now, listen." + +"Oh, I'm willing to listen," he consented, airily. + +"You've always wanted to get out of the insurance business, and now with +that fear of being turned out which you have you mustn't neglect this +offer. I suppose it has its risks, but it's a risk keeping on as we are; +and perhaps you will make a great success of it. I do want you to try, +Basil. If I could once feel that you had fairly seen what you could do +in literature, I should die happy." + +"Not immediately after, I hope," he suggested, taking the second cup of +coffee she had been pouring out for him. "And Boston?" + +"We needn't make a complete break. We can keep this place for the +present, anyway; we could let it for the winter, and come back in the +summer next year. It would be change enough from New York." + +"Fulkerson and I hadn't got as far as to talk of a vacation." + +"No matter. The children and I could come. And if you didn't like New +York, or the enterprise failed, you could get into something in Boston +again; and we have enough to live on till you did. Yes, Basil, I'm +going." + +"I can see by the way your chin trembles that nothing could stop you. +You may go to New York if you wish, Isabel, but I shall stay here." + +"Be serious, Basil. I'm in earnest." + +"Serious? If I were any more serious I should shed tears. Come, my +dear, I know what you mean, and if I had my heart set on this thing-- +Fulkerson always calls it 'this thing' I would cheerfully accept any +sacrifice you could make to it. But I'd rather not offer you up on a +shrine I don't feel any particular faith in. I'm very comfortable where +I am; that is, I know just where the pinch comes, and if it comes harder, +why, I've got used to bearing that kind of pinch. I'm too old to change +pinches." + +"Now, that does decide me." + +"It decides me, too." + +"I will take all the responsibility, Basil," she pleaded. + +"Oh yes; but you'll hand it back to me as soon as you've carried your +point with it. There's nothing mean about you, Isabel, where +responsibility is concerned. No; if I do this thing--Fulkerson again? +I can't get away from 'this thing'; it's ominous--I must do it because I +want to do it, and not because you wish that you wanted me to do it. +I understand your position, Isabel, and that you're really acting from a +generous impulse, but there's nothing so precarious at our time of life +as a generous impulse. When we were younger we could stand it; we could +give way to it and take the consequences. But now we can't bear it. We +must act from cold reason even in the ardor of self-sacrifice." + +"Oh, as if you did that!" his wife retorted. + +"Is that any cause why you shouldn't?" She could not say that it was, +and he went on triumphantly: + +"No, I won't take you away from the only safe place on the planet and +plunge you into the most perilous, and then have you say in your +revulsion of feeling that you were all against it from the first, and you +gave way because you saw I had my heart set on it." He supposed he was +treating the matter humorously, but in this sort of banter between +husband and wife there is always much more than the joking. March had +seen some pretty feminine inconsistencies and trepidations which once +charmed him in his wife hardening into traits of middle-age which were +very like those of less interesting older women. The sight moved him +with a kind of pathos, but he felt the result hindering and vexatious. + +She now retorted that if he did not choose to take her at her word be +need not, but that whatever he did she should have nothing to reproach +herself with; and, at least, he could not say that she had trapped him +into anything. + +"What do you mean by trapping?" he demanded. + +"I don't know what you call it," she answered; "but when you get me to +commit myself to a thing by leaving out the most essential point, I call +it trapping." + +"I wonder you stop at trapping, if you think I got you to favor +Fulkerson's scheme and then sprung New York on you. I don't suppose you +do, though. But I guess we won't talk about it any more." + +He went out for a long walk, and she went to her room. They lunched +silently together in the presence of their children, who knew that they +had been quarrelling, but were easily indifferent to the fact, as +children get to be in such cases; nature defends their youth, and the +unhappiness which they behold does not infect them. In the evening, +after the boy and girl had gone to bed, the father and mother resumed +their talk. He would have liked to take it up at the point from which it +wandered into hostilities, for he felt it lamentable that a matter which +so seriously concerned them should be confused in the fumes of senseless +anger; and he was willing to make a tacit acknowledgment of his own error +by recurring to the question, but she would not be content with this, +and he had to concede explicitly to her weakness that she really meant it +when she had asked him to accept Fulkerson's offer. He said he knew +that; and he began soberly to talk over their prospects in the event of +their going to New York. + +"Oh, I see you are going!" she twitted. + +"I'm going to stay," he answered, "and let them turn me out of my agency +here," and in this bitterness their talk ended. + + + + +V. + +His wife made no attempt to renew their talk before March went to his +business in the morning, and they parted in dry offence. Their +experience was that these things always came right of themselves at last, +and they usually let them. He knew that she had really tried to consent +to a thing that was repugnant to her, and in his heart he gave her more +credit for the effort than he had allowed her openly. She knew that she +had made it with the reservation he accused her of, and that he had a +right to feel sore at what she could not help. But he left her to brood +over his ingratitude, and she suffered him to go heavy and unfriended to +meet the chances of the day. He said to himself that if she had assented +cordially to the conditions of Fulkerson's offer, he would have had the +courage to take all the other risks himself, and would have had the +satisfaction of resigning his place. As it was, he must wait till he was +removed; and he figured with bitter pleasure the pain she would feel when +he came home some day and told her he had been supplanted, after it was +too late to close with Fulkerson. + +He found a letter on his desk from the secretary, "Dictated," in +typewriting, which briefly informed him that Mr. Hubbell, the Inspector +of Agencies, would be in Boston on Wednesday, and would call at his +office during the forenoon. The letter was not different in tone from +many that he had formerly received; but the visit announced was out of +the usual order, and March believed he read his fate in it. During the +eighteen years of his connection with it--first as a subordinate in the +Boston office, and finally as its general agent there--he had seen a good +many changes in the Reciprocity; presidents, vice-presidents, actuaries, +and general agents had come and gone, but there had always seemed to be a +recognition of his efficiency, or at least sufficiency, and there had +never been any manner of trouble, no question of accounts, no apparent +dissatisfaction with his management, until latterly, when there had begun +to come from headquarters some suggestions of enterprise in certain ways, +which gave him his first suspicions of his clerk Watkins's willingness to +succeed him; they embodied some of Watkins's ideas. The things proposed +seemed to March undignified, and even vulgar; he had never thought +himself wanting in energy, though probably he had left the business to +take its own course in the old lines more than he realized. Things had +always gone so smoothly that he had sometimes fancied a peculiar regard +for him in the management, which he had the weakness to attribute to an +appreciation of what he occasionally did in literature, though in saner +moments he felt how impossible this was. Beyond a reference from Mr. +Hubbell to some piece of March's which had happened to meet his eye, no +one in the management ever gave a sign of consciousness that their +service was adorned by an obscure literary man; and Mr. Hubbell himself +had the effect of regarding the excursions of March's pen as a sort of +joke, and of winking at them; as he might have winked if once in a way he +had found him a little the gayer for dining. + +March wore through the day gloomily, but he had it on his conscience not +to show any resentment toward Watkins, whom he suspected of wishing to +supplant him, and even of working to do so. Through this self-denial he +reached a better mind concerning his wife. He determined not to make her +suffer needlessly, if the worst came to the worst; she would suffer +enough, at the best, and till the worst came he would spare her, and not +say anything about the letter he had got. + +But when they met, her first glance divined that something had happened, +and her first question frustrated his generous intention. He had to tell +her about the letter. She would not allow that it had any significance, +but she wished him to make an end of his anxieties and forestall whatever +it might portend by resigning his place at once. She said she was quite +ready to go to New York; she had been thinking it all over, and now she +really wanted to go. He answered, soberly, that he had thought it over, +too; and he did not wish to leave Boston, where he had lived so long, or +try a new way of life if he could help it. He insisted that he was quite +selfish in this; in their concessions their quarrel vanished; they agreed +that whatever happened would be for the best; and the next day be went to +his office fortified for any event. + +His destiny, if tragical, presented itself with an aspect which he might +have found comic if it had been another's destiny. Mr. Hubbell brought +March's removal, softened in the guise of a promotion. The management at +New York, it appeared, had acted upon a suggestion of Mr. Hubbell's, and +now authorized him to offer March the editorship of the monthly paper +published in the interest of the company; his office would include the +authorship of circulars and leaflets in behalf of life-insurance, and +would give play to the literary talent which Mr. Hubbell had brought to +the attention of the management; his salary would be nearly as much as at +present, but the work would not take his whole time, and in a place like +New York he could get a great deal of outside writing, which they would +not object to his doing. + +Mr. Hubbell seemed so sure of his acceptance of a place in every way +congenial to a man of literary tastes that March was afterward sorry he +dismissed the proposition with obvious irony, and had needlessly hurt +Hubbell's feelings; but Mrs. March had no such regrets. She was only +afraid that he had not made his rejection contemptuous enough. +"And now," she said, "telegraph Mr. Fulkerson, and we will go at once." + +"I suppose I could still get Watkins's former place," March suggested. + +"Never!" she retorted. "Telegraph instantly!" + +They were only afraid now that Fulkerson might have changed his mind, and +they had a wretched day in which they heard nothing from him. It ended +with his answering March's telegram in person. They were so glad of his +coming, and so touched by his satisfaction with his bargain, that they +laid all the facts of the case before him. He entered fully into March's +sense of the joke latent in Mr. Hubbell's proposition, and he tried to +make Mrs. March believe that he shared her resentment of the indignity +offered her husband. + +March made a show of willingness to release him in view of the changed +situation, saying that he held him to nothing. Fulkerson laughed, and +asked him how soon he thought he could come on to New York. He refused +to reopen the question of March's fitness with him; he said they, had +gone into that thoroughly, but he recurred to it with Mrs. March, and +confirmed her belief in his good sense on all points. She had been from +the first moment defiantly confident of her husband's ability, but till +she had talked the matter over with Fulkerson she was secretly not sure +of it; or, at least, she was not sure that March was not right in +distrusting himself. When she clearly understood, now, what Fulkerson +intended, she had no longer a doubt. He explained how the enterprise +differed from others, and how he needed for its direction a man who +combined general business experience and business ideas with a love for +the thing and a natural aptness for it. He did not want a young man, and +yet he wanted youth--its freshness, its zest--such as March would feel in +a thing he could put his whole heart into. He would not run in ruts, +like an old fellow who had got hackneyed; he would not have any hobbies; +he would not have any friends or any enemies. Besides, he would have to +meet people, and March was a man that people took to; she knew that +herself; he had a kind of charm. The editorial management was going to +be kept in the background, as far as the public was concerned; the public +was to suppose that the thing ran itself. Fulkerson did not care for a +great literary reputation in his editor--he implied that March had a very +pretty little one. At the same time the relations between the +contributors and the management were to be much more, intimate than +usual. Fulkerson felt his personal disqualification for working the +thing socially, and he counted upon Mr. March for that; that was to say, +he counted upon Mrs. March. + +She protested he must not count upon her; but it by no means disabled +Fulkerson's judgment in her view that March really seemed more than +anything else a fancy of his. He had been a fancy of hers; and the sort +of affectionate respect with which Fulkerson spoke of him laid forever +some doubt she had of the fineness of Fulkerson's manners and reconciled +her to the graphic slanginess of his speech. + +The affair was now irretrievable, but she gave her approval to it as +superbly as if it were submitted in its inception. Only, Mr. Fulkerson +must not suppose she should ever like New York. She would not deceive +him on that point. She never should like it. She did not conceal, +either, that she did not like taking the children out of the Friday +afternoon class; and she did not believe that Tom would ever be +reconciled to going to Columbia. She took courage from Fulkerson's +suggestion that it was possible for Tom to come to Harvard even from New +York; and she heaped him with questions concerning the domiciliation of +the family in that city. He tried to know something about the matter, +and he succeeded in seeming interested in points necessarily indifferent +to him. + + + + +VI. + +In the uprooting and transplanting of their home that followed, Mrs. +March often trembled before distant problems and possible contingencies, +but she was never troubled by present difficulties. She kept up with +tireless energy; and in the moments of dejection and misgiving which +harassed her husband she remained dauntless, and put heart into him when +he had lost it altogether. + +She arranged to leave the children in the house with the servants, while +she went on with March to look up a dwelling of some sort in New York. +It made him sick to think of it; and, when it came to the point, he would +rather have given up the whole enterprise. She had to nerve him to it, +to represent more than once that now they had no choice but to make this +experiment. Every detail of parting was anguish to him. He got +consolation out of the notion of letting the house furnished for the +winter; that implied their return to it, but it cost him pangs of the +keenest misery to advertise it; and, when a tenant was actually found, it +was all he could do to give him the lease. He tried his wife's love and +patience as a man must to whom the future is easy in the mass but +terrible as it translates itself piecemeal into the present. He +experienced remorse in the presence of inanimate things he was going to +leave as if they had sensibly reproached him, and an anticipative +homesickness that seemed to stop his heart. Again and again his wife had +to make him reflect that his depression was not prophetic. She convinced +him of what he already knew, and persuaded him against his knowledge that +he could be keeping an eye out for something to take hold of in Boston if +they could not stand New York. She ended by telling him that it was too +bad to make her comfort him in a trial that was really so much more a +trial to her. She had to support him in a last access of despair on +their way to the Albany depot the morning they started to New York; but +when the final details had been dealt with, the tickets bought, the +trunks checked, and the handbags hung up in their car, and the future had +massed itself again at a safe distance and was seven hours and two +hundred miles away, his spirits began to rise and hers to sink. He would +have been willing to celebrate the taste, the domestic refinement, of the +ladies' waiting-room in the depot, where they had spent a quarter of an +hour before the train started. He said he did not believe there was +another station in the world where mahogany rocking-chairs were provided; +that the dull-red warmth of the walls was as cozy as an evening lamp, and +that he always hoped to see a fire kindled on that vast hearth and under +that aesthetic mantel, but he supposed now he never should. He said it +was all very different from that tunnel, the old Albany depot, where they +had waited the morning they went to New York when they were starting on +their wedding journey. + +"The morning, Basil!" cried his wife. "We went at night; and we were +going to take the boat, but it stormed so!" She gave him a glance of +such reproach that he could not answer anything, and now she asked him +whether he supposed their cook and second girl would be contented with +one of those dark holes where they put girls to sleep in New York flats, +and what she should do if Margaret, especially, left her. He ventured to +suggest that Margaret would probably like the city; but, if she left, +there were plenty of other girls to be had in New York. She replied that +there were none she could trust, and that she knew Margaret would not +stay. He asked her why she took her, then--why she did not give her up +at once; and she answered that it would be inhuman to give her up just in +the edge of the winter. She had promised to keep her; and Margaret was +pleased with the notion of going to New York, where she had a cousin. + +"Then perhaps she'll be pleased with the notion of staying," he said. + +"Oh, much you know about it!" she retorted; and, in view of the +hypothetical difficulty and his want of sympathy, she fell into a gloom, +from which she roused herself at last by declaring that, if there was +nothing else in the flat they took, there should be a light kitchen and a +bright, sunny bedroom for Margaret. He expressed the belief that they +could easily find such a flat as that, and she denounced his fatal +optimism, which buoyed him up in the absence of an undertaking and let +him drop into the depths of despair in its presence. + +He owned this defect of temperament, but he said that it compensated the +opposite in her character. "I suppose that's one of the chief uses of +marriage; people supplement one another, and form a pretty fair sort of +human being together. The only drawback to the theory is that unmarried +people seem each as complete and whole as a married pair." + +She refused to be amused; she turned her face to the window and put her +handkerchief up under her veil. + +It was not till the dining-car was attached to their train that they were +both able to escape for an hour into the care-free mood of their earlier +travels, when they were so easily taken out of themselves. The time had +been when they could have found enough in the conjectural fortunes and +characters of their fellow-passengers to occupy them. This phase of +their youth had lasted long, and the world was still full of novelty and +interest for them; but it required all the charm of the dining-car now to +lay the anxieties that beset them. It was so potent for the moment, +however, that they could take an objective view at their sitting cozily +down there together, as if they had only themselves in the world. They +wondered what the children were doing, the children who possessed them so +intensely when present, and now, by a fantastic operation of absence, +seemed almost non-existents. They tried to be homesick for them, but +failed; they recognized with comfortable self-abhorrence that this was +terrible, but owned a fascination in being alone; at the same time, they +could not imagine how people felt who never had any children. They +contrasted the luxury of dining that way, with every advantage except a +band of music, and the old way of rushing out to snatch a fearful joy at +the lunch-counters of the Worcesier and Springfield and New Haven +stations. They had not gone often to New York since their wedding +journey, but they had gone often enough to have noted the change from the +lunch-counter to the lunch-basket brought in the train, from which you +could subsist with more ease and dignity, but seemed destined to a +superabundance of pickles, whatever you ordered. + +They thought well of themselves now that they could be both critical and +tolerant of flavors not very sharply distinguished from one another in +their dinner, and they lingered over their coffee and watched the autumn +landscape through the windows. + +"Not quite so loud a pattern of calico this year," he said, with +patronizing forbearance toward the painted woodlands whirling by. +"Do you see how the foreground next the train rushes from us and the +background keeps ahead of us, while the middle distance seems stationary? +I don't think I ever noticed that effect before. There ought to be +something literary in it: retreating past and advancing future and +deceitfully permanent present--something like that?" + +His wife brushed some crumbs from her lap before rising. "Yes. You +mustn't waste any of these ideas now." + +"Oh no; it would be money out of Fulkerson's pocket." + + + + +VII. + +They went to a quiet hotel far down-town, and took a small apartment +which they thought they could easily afford for the day or two they need +spend in looking up a furnished flat. They were used to staying at this +hotel when they came on for a little outing in New York, after some rigid +winter in Boston, at the time of the spring exhibitions. They were +remembered there from year to year; the colored call-boys, who never +seemed to get any older, smiled upon them, and the clerk called March by +name even before he registered. He asked if Mrs. March were with him, +and said then he supposed they would want their usual quarters; and in a +moment they were domesticated in a far interior that seemed to have been +waiting for them in a clean, quiet, patient disoccupation ever since they +left it two years before. The little parlor, with its gilt paper and +ebonized furniture, was the lightest of the rooms, but it was not very +light at noonday without the gas, which the bell-boy now flared up for +them. The uproar of the city came to it in a soothing murmur, and they +took possession of its peace and comfort with open celebration. After +all, they agreed, there was no place in the world so delightful as a +hotel apartment like that; the boasted charms of home were nothing to it; +and then the magic of its being always there, ready for any one, every +one, just as if it were for some one alone: it was like the experience of +an Arabian Nights hero come true for all the race. + +"Oh, why can't we always stay here, just we two!" Mrs. March sighed to +her husband, as he came out of his room rubbing his face red with the +towel, while she studied a new arrangement of her bonnet and handbag on +the mantel. + +"And ignore the past? I'm willing. I've no doubt that the children +could get on perfectly well without us, and could find some lot in the +scheme of Providence that would really be just as well for them." + +"Yes; or could contrive somehow never to have existed. I should insist +upon that. If they are, don't you see that we couldn't wish them not to +be?" + +"Oh yes; I see your point; it's simply incontrovertible." + +She laughed and said: "Well, at any rate, if we can't find a flat to suit +us we can all crowd into these three rooms somehow, for the winter, and +then browse about for meals. By the week we could get them much cheaper; +and we could save on the eating, as they do in Europe. Or on something +else." + +"Something else, probably," said March. "But we won't take this +apartment till the ideal furnished flat winks out altogether. We shall +not have any trouble. We can easily find some one who is going South for +the winter and will be glad to give up their flat 'to the right party' at +a nominal rent. That's my notion. That's what the Evanses did one +winter when they came on here in February. All but the nominality of the +rent." + +"Yes, and we could pay a very good rent and still save something on +letting our house. You can settle yourselves in a hundred different ways +in New York, that is one merit of the place. But if everything else +fails, we can come back to this. I want you to take the refusal of it, +Basil. And we'll commence looking this very evening as soon as we've had +dinner. I cut a lot of things out of the Herald as we came on. +See here!" + +She took a long strip of paper out of her hand-bag with minute +advertisements pinned transversely upon it, and forming the effect of +some glittering nondescript vertebrate. + +"Looks something like the sea-serpent," said March, drying his hands on +the towel, while he glanced up and down the list. "But we sha'n't have +any trouble. I've no doubt there are half a dozen things there that will +do. You haven't gone up-town? Because we must be near the 'Every Other +Week' office." + +"No; but I wish Mr. Fulkerson hadn't called it that! It always makes one +think of 'jam yesterday and jam tomorrow, but never jam to-day,' in +'Through the Looking-Glass.' They're all in this region." + +They were still at their table, beside a low window, where some sort of +never-blooming shrub symmetrically balanced itself in a large pot, with a +leaf to the right and a leaf to the left and a spear up the middle, when +Fulkerson came stepping square-footedly over the thick dining-room +carpet. He wagged in the air a gay hand of salutation at sight of them, +and of repression when they offered to rise to meet him; then, with an +apparent simultaneity of action he gave a hand to each, pulled up a chair +from the next table, put his hat and stick on the floor beside it, and +seated himself. + +"Well, you've burned your ships behind you, sure enough," he said, +beaming his satisfaction upon them from eyes and teeth. + +"The ships are burned," said March, "though I'm not sure we alone did +it. But here we are, looking for shelter, and a little anxious about the +disposition of the natives." + +"Oh, they're an awful peaceable lot," said Fulkerson. "I've been round +among the caciques a little, and I think I've got two or three places +that will just suit you, Mrs. March. How did you leave the children?" + +"Oh, how kind of you! Very well, and very proud to be left in charge of +the smoking wrecks." + +Fulkerson naturally paid no attention to what she said, being but +secondarily interested in the children at the best. "Here are some +things right in this neighborhood, within gunshot of the office, and if +you want you can go and look at them to-night; the agents gave me houses +where the people would be in." + +"We will go and look at them instantly," said Mrs. March. "Or, as soon +as you've had coffee with us." + +"Never do," Fulkerson replied. He gathered up his hat and stick. "Just +rushed in to say Hello, and got to run right away again. I tell you, +March, things are humming. I'm after those fellows with a sharp stick +all the while to keep them from loafing on my house, and at the same time +I'm just bubbling over with ideas about 'The Lone Hand--wish we could +call it that!--that I want to talk up with you." + +"Well, come to breakfast," said Mrs. March, cordially. + +"No; the ideas will keep till you've secured your lodge in this vast +wilderness. Good-bye." + +"You're as nice as you can be, Mr. Fulkerson," she said, "to keep us in +mind when you have so much to occupy you." + +"I wouldn't have anything to occupy me if I hadn't kept you in mind, Mrs. +March," said Fulkerson, going off upon as good a speech as he could +apparently hope to make. + +"Why, Basil," said Mrs. March, when he was gone, "he's charming! +But now we mustn't lose an instant. Let's see where the places are." +She ran over the half-dozen agents' permits. "Capital-first-rate-the +very thing-every one. Well, I consider ourselves settled! We can go +back to the children to-morrow if we like, though I rather think I should +like to stay over another day and get a little rested for the final +pulling up that's got to come. But this simplifies everything +enormously, and Mr. Fulkerson is as thoughtful and as sweet as he can be. +I know you will get on well with him. He has such a good heart. And his +attitude toward you, Basil, is beautiful always--so respectful; or not +that so much as appreciative. Yes, appreciative--that's the word; I must +always keep that in mind." + +"It's quite important to do so," said March. + +"Yes," she assented, seriously, "and we must not forget just what kind of +flat we are going to look for. The 'sine qua nons' are an elevator and +steam heat, not above the third floor, to begin with. Then we must each +have a room, and you must have your study and I must have my parlor; and +the two girls must each have a room. With the kitchen and dining room, +how many does that make?" + +"Ten." + +"I thought eight. Well, no matter. You can work in the parlor, and run +into your bedroom when anybody comes; and I can sit in mine, and the +girls must put up with one, if it's large and sunny, though I've always +given them two at home. And the kitchen must be sunny, so they can sit +in it. And the rooms must all have outside light. And the rent must not +be over eight hundred for the winter. We only get a thousand for our +whole house, and we must save something out of that, so as to cover the +expenses of moving. Now, do you think you can remember all that?" + +"Not the half of it," said March. "But you can; or if you forget a third +of it, I can come in with my partial half and more than make it up." + +She had brought her bonnet and sacque down-stairs with her, and was +transferring them from the hatrack to her person while she talked. The +friendly door-boy let them into the street, and the clear October evening +air brightened her so that as she tucked her hand under her husband's arm +and began to pull him along she said, "If we find something right away-- +and we're just as likely to get the right flat soon as late; it's all a +lottery--well go to the theatre somewhere." + +She had a moment's panic about having left the agents' permits on the +table, and after remembering that she had put them into her little +shopping-bag, where she kept her money (each note crushed into a round +wad), and had heft it on the hat-rack, where it would certainly be +stolen, she found it on her wrist. She did not think that very funny; +but after a first impulse to inculpate her husband, she let him laugh, +while they stopped under a lamp and she held the permits half a yard away +to read the numbers on them. + +"Where are your glasses, Isabel?" + +"On the mantel in our room, of course." + +"Then you ought to have brought a pair of tongs." + +"I wouldn't get off second-hand jokes, Basil," she said; and "Why, here!" +she cried, whirling round to the door before which they had halted, "this +is the very number. Well, I do believe it's a sign!" + +One of those colored men who soften the trade of janitor in many of the +smaller apartment-houses in New York by the sweetness of their race let +the Marches in, or, rather, welcomed them to the possession of the +premises by the bow with which he acknowledged their permit. It was a +large, old mansion cut up into five or six dwellings, but it had kept +some traits of its former dignity, which pleased people of their +sympathetic tastes. The dark-mahogany trim, of sufficiently ugly design, +gave a rich gloom to the hallway, which was wide and paved with marble; +the carpeted stairs curved aloft through a generous space. + +"There is no elevator?" Mrs. March asked of the janitor. + +He answered, "No, ma'am; only two flights up," so winningly that she +said, + +"Oh!" in courteous apology, and whispered to her husband, as she followed +lightly up, "We'll take it, Basil, if it's like the rest." + +"If it's like him, you mean." + +"I don't wonder they wanted to own them," she hurriedly philosophized. +"If I had such a creature, nothing but death should part us, and I should +no more think of giving him his freedom!" + +"No; we couldn't afford it," returned her husband. + +The apartment which the janitor unlocked for them, and lit up from those +chandeliers and brackets of gilt brass in the form of vine bunches, +leaves, and tendrils in which the early gas-fitter realized most of his +conceptions of beauty, had rather more of the ugliness than the dignity +of the hall. But the rooms were large, and they grouped themselves in a +reminiscence of the time when they were part of a dwelling that had its +charm, its pathos, its impressiveness. Where they were cut up into +smaller spaces, it had been done with the frankness with which a proud +old family of fallen fortunes practises its economies. The rough pine- +floors showed a black border of tack-heads where carpets had been lifted +and put down for generations; the white paint was yellow with age; the +apartment had light at the front and at the back, and two or three rooms +had glimpses of the day through small windows let into their corners; +another one seemed lifting an appealing eye to heaven through a glass +circle in its ceiling; the rest must darkle in perpetual twilight. Yet +something pleased in it all, and Mrs. March had gone far to adapt the +different rooms to the members of her family, when she suddenly thought +(and for her to think was to say), "Why, but there's no steam heat!" + +"No, ma'am," the janitor admitted; "but dere's grates in most o' de +rooms, and dere's furnace heat in de halls." + +"That's true," she admitted, and, having placed her family in the +apartments, it was hard to get them out again. "Could we manage?" she +referred to her husband. + +"Why, I shouldn't care for the steam heat if--What is the rent?" he +broke off to ask the janitor. + +"Nine hundred, sir." + +March concluded to his wife, "If it were furnished." + +"Why, of course! What could I have been thinking of? We're looking for +a furnished flat," she explained to the janitor, "and this was so +pleasant and homelike that I never thought whether it was furnished or +not." + +She smiled upon the janitor, and he entered into the joke and chuckled so +amiably at her flattering oversight on the way down-stairs that she said, +as she pinched her husband's arm, "Now, if you don't give him a quarter +I'll never speak to you again, Basil!" + +"I would have given half a dollar willingly to get you beyond his +glamour," said March, when they were safely on the pavement outside." +If it hadn't been for my strength of character, you'd have taken an +unfurnished flat without heat and with no elevator, at nine hundred a +year, when you had just sworn me to steam heat, an elevator, furniture, +and eight hundred." + +"Yes! How could I have lost my head so completely?" she said, with a +lenient amusement in her aberration which she was not always able to feel +in her husband's. + +"The next time a colored janitor opens the door to us, I'll tell him the +apartment doesn't suit at the threshold. It's the only way to manage +you, Isabel." + +"It's true. I am in love with the whole race. I never saw one of them +that didn't have perfectly angelic manners. I think we shall all be +black in heaven--that is, black-souled." + +"That isn't the usual theory," said March. + +"Well, perhaps not," she assented. "Where are we going now? Oh yes, to +the Xenophon!" + +She pulled him gayly along again, and after they had walked a block down +and half a block over they stood before the apartment-house of that name, +which was cut on the gas-lamps on either side of the heavily spiked, +aesthetic-hinged black door. The titter of an electric-bell brought a +large, fat Buttons, with a stage effect of being dressed to look small, +who said he would call the janitor, and they waited in the dimly +splendid, copper-colored interior, admiring the whorls and waves into +which the wallpaint was combed, till the janitor came in his gold-banded +cap, like a Continental porker. When they said they would like to see +Mrs. Grosvenor Green's apartment, he owned his inability to cope with the +affair, and said he must send for the superintendent; he was either in +the Herodotus or the Thucydides, and would be there in a minute. The +Buttons brought him--a Yankee of browbeating presence in plain clothes-- +almost before they had time to exchange a frightened whisper in +recognition of the fact that there could be no doubt of the steam heat +and elevator in this case. Half stifled in the one, they mounted in the +other eight stories, while they tried to keep their self-respect under +the gaze of the superintendent, which they felt was classing and +assessing them with unfriendly accuracy. They could not, and they +faltered abashed at the threshold of Mrs. Grosvenor Green's apartment, +while the superintendent lit the gas in the gangway that he called a +private hall, and in the drawing-room and the succession of chambers +stretching rearward to the kitchen. Everything had, been done by the +architect to save space, and everything, to waste it by Mrs. Grosvenor +Green. She had conformed to a law for the necessity of turning round in +each room, and had folding-beds in the chambers, but there her +subordination had ended, and wherever you might have turned round she had +put a gimcrack so that you would knock it over if you did turn. The +place was rather pretty and even imposing at first glance, and it took +several joint ballots for March and his wife to make sure that with the +kitchen there were only six rooms. At every door hung a portiere from +large rings on a brass rod; every shelf and dressing-case and mantel was +littered with gimcracks, and the corners of the tiny rooms were curtained +off, and behind these portieres swarmed more gimcracks. The front of the +upright piano had what March called a short-skirted portiere on it, and +the top was covered with vases, with dragon candlesticks and with Jap +fans, which also expanded themselves bat wise on the walls between the +etchings and the water colors. The floors were covered with filling, and +then rugs and then skins; the easy-chairs all had tidies, Armenian and +Turkish and Persian; the lounges and sofas had embroidered cushions +hidden under tidies. + +The radiator was concealed by a Jap screen, and over the top of this some +Arab scarfs were flung. There was a superabundance of clocks. China +pugs guarded the hearth; a brass sunflower smiled from the top of either +andiron, and a brass peacock spread its tail before them inside a high +filigree fender; on one side was a coalhod in 'repousse' brass, and on +the other a wrought iron wood-basket. Some red Japanese bird-kites were +stuck about in the necks of spelter vases, a crimson Jap umbrella hung +opened beneath the chandelier, and each globe had a shade of yellow silk. + +March, when he had recovered his self-command a little in the presence of +the agglomeration, comforted himself by calling the bric-a-brac +Jamescracks, as if this was their full name. + +The disrespect he was able to show the whole apartment by means of this +joke strengthened him to say boldly to the superintendent that it was +altogether too small; then he asked carelessly what the rent was. + +"Two hundred and fifty." + +The Marches gave a start, and looked at each other. + +"Don't you think we could make it do?" she asked him, and he could see +that she had mentally saved five hundred dollars as the difference +between the rent of their house and that of this flat. "It has some very +pretty features, and we could manage to squeeze in, couldn't we?" + +"You won't find another furnished flat like it for no two-fifty a month +in the whole city," the superintendent put in. + +They exchanged glances again, and March said, carelessly, "It's too +small." + +"There's a vacant flat in the Herodotus for eighteen hundred a year, and +one in the Thucydides for fifteen," the superintendent suggested, +clicking his keys together as they sank down in the elevator; "seven +rooms and bath." + +"Thank you," said March; "we're looking for a furnished flat." + +They felt that the superintendent parted from them with repressed +sarcasm. + +"Oh, Basil, do you think we really made him think it was the smallness +and not the dearness?" + +"No, but we saved our self-respect in the attempt; and that's a great +deal." + +"Of course, I wouldn't have taken it, anyway, with only six rooms, and so +high up. But what prices! Now, we must be very circumspect about the +next place." + +It was a janitress, large, fat, with her arms wound up in her apron, who +received them there. Mrs. March gave her a succinct but perfect +statement of their needs. She failed to grasp the nature of them, or +feigned to do so. She shook her head, and said that her son would show +them the flat. There was a radiator visible in the narrow hall, and +Isabel tacitly compromised on steam heat without an elevator, as the flat +was only one flight up. When the son appeared from below with a small +kerosene hand-lamp, it appeared that the flat was unfurnished, but there +was no stopping him till he had shown it in all its impossibility. When +they got safely away from it and into the street March said: "Well, have +you had enough for to-night, Isabel? Shall we go to the theatre now?" + +"Not on any account. I want to see the whole list of flats that Mr. +Fulkerson thought would be the very thing for us." She laughed, but with +a certain bitterness. + +"You'll be calling him my Mr. Fulkerson next, Isabel." + +"Oh no!" + +The fourth address was a furnished flat without a kitchen, in a house +with a general restaurant. The fifth was a furnished house. At the +sixth a pathetic widow and her pretty daughter wanted to take a family to +board, and would give them a private table at a rate which the Marches +would have thought low in Boston. + +Mrs. March came away tingling with compassion for their evident anxiety, +and this pity naturally soured into a sense of injury. "Well, I must say +I have completely lost confidence in Mr. Fulkerson's judgment. Anything +more utterly different from what I told him we wanted I couldn't imagine. +If he doesn't manage any better about his business than he has done about +this, it will be a perfect failure." + +"Well, well, let's hope he'll be more circumspect about that," her +husband returned, with ironical propitiation. "But I don't think it's +Fulkerson's fault altogether. Perhaps it's the house-agents'. They're a +very illusory generation. There seems to be something in the human +habitation that corrupts the natures of those who deal in it, to buy or +sell it, to hire or let it. You go to an agent and tell him what kind of +a house you want. He has no such house, and he sends you to look at +something altogether different, upon the well-ascertained principle that +if you can't get what you want you will take what you can get. You don't +suppose the 'party' that took our house in Boston was looking for any +such house? He was looking for a totally different kind of house in +another part of the town." + +"I don't believe that!" his wife broke in. + +"Well, no matter. But see what a scandalous rent you asked for it." + +"We didn't get much more than half; and, besides, the agent told me to +ask fourteen hundred." + +"Oh, I'm not blaming you, Isabel. I'm only analyzing the house-agent and +exonerating Fulkerson." + +"Well, I don't believe he told them just what we wanted; and, at any +rate, I'm done with agents. Tomorrow I'm going entirely by +advertisements." + + + + +VIII. + +Mrs. March took the vertebrate with her to the Vienna Coffee-House, where +they went to breakfast next morning. She made March buy her the Herald +and the World, and she added to its spiny convolutions from them. She +read the new advertisements aloud with ardor and with faith to believe +that the apartments described in them were every one truthfully +represented, and that any one of them was richly responsive to their +needs. "Elegant, light, large, single and outside flats" were offered +with "all improvements--bath, ice-box, etc."--for twenty-five to thirty +dollars a month. The cheapness was amazing. The Wagram, the Esmeralda, +the Jacinth, advertised them for forty dollars and sixty dollars, "with +steam heat and elevator," rent free till November. Others, attractive +from their air of conscientious scruple, announced "first-class flats; +good order; reasonable rents." The Helena asked the reader if she had +seen the "cabinet finish, hard-wood floors, and frescoed ceilings" of its +fifty-dollar flats; the Asteroid affirmed that such apartments, with "six +light rooms and bath, porcelain wash-tubs, electric bells, and hall-boy," +as it offered for seventy-five dollars were unapproached by competition. +There was a sameness in the jargon which tended to confusion. Mrs. March +got several flats on her list which promised neither steam heat nor +elevators; she forgot herself so far as to include two or three as remote +from the down-town region of her choice as Harlem. But after she had +rejected these the nondescript vertebrate was still voluminous enough to +sustain her buoyant hopes. + +The waiter, who remembered them from year to year, had put them at a +window giving a pretty good section of Broadway, and before they set out +on their search they had a moment of reminiscence. They recalled the +Broadway of five, of ten, of twenty years ago, swelling and roaring with +a tide of gayly painted omnibuses and of picturesque traffic that the +horsecars have now banished from it. The grind of their wheels and the +clash of their harsh bells imperfectly fill the silence that the +omnibuses have left, and the eye misses the tumultuous perspective of +former times. + +They went out and stood for a moment before Grace Church, and looked down +the stately thoroughfare, and found it no longer impressive, no longer +characteristic. It is still Broadway in name, but now it is like any +other street. You do not now take your life in your hand when you +attempt to cross it; the Broadway policeman who supported the elbow of +timorous beauty in the hollow of his cotton-gloved palm and guided its +little fearful boots over the crossing, while he arrested the billowy +omnibuses on either side with an imperious glance, is gone, and all that +certain processional, barbaric gayety of the place is gone. + +"Palmyra, Baalbec, Timour of the Desert," said March, voicing their +common feeling of the change. + +They turned and went into the beautiful church, and found themselves in +time for the matin service. Rapt far from New York, if not from earth, +in the dim richness of the painted light, the hallowed music took them +with solemn ecstasy; the aerial, aspiring Gothic forms seemed to lift +them heavenward. They came out, reluctant, into the dazzle and bustle of +the street, with a feeling that they were too good for it, which they +confessed to each other with whimsical consciousness. + +"But no matter how consecrated we feel now," he said, "we mustn't forget +that we went into the church for precisely the same reason that we went +to the Vienna Cafe for breakfast--to gratify an aesthetic sense, to renew +the faded pleasure of travel for a moment, to get back into the Europe of +our youth. It was a purely Pagan impulse, Isabel, and we'd better own +it." + +"I don't know," she returned. "I think we reduce ourselves to the bare +bones too much. I wish we didn't always recognize the facts as we do. +Sometimes I should like to blink them. I should like to think I was +devouter than I am, and younger and prettier." + +"Better not; you couldn't keep it up. Honesty is the best policy even in +such things." + +"No; I don't like it, Basil. I should rather wait till the last day for +some of my motives to come to the top. I know they're always mixed, but +do let me give them the benefit of a doubt sometimes." + +"Well, well, have it your own way, my dear. But I prefer not to lay up +so many disagreeable surprises for myself at that time." + +She would not consent. "I know I am a good deal younger than I was. +I feel quite in the mood of that morning when we walked down Broadway on +our wedding journey. Don't you?" + +"Oh yes. But I know I'm not younger; I'm only prettier." + +She laughed for pleasure in his joke, and also for unconscious joy in the +gay New York weather, in which there was no 'arriere pensee' of the east +wind. They had crossed Broadway, and were walking over to Washington +Square, in the region of which they now hoped to place themselves. The +'primo tenore' statue of Garibaldi had already taken possession of the +place in the name of Latin progress, and they met Italian faces, French +faces, Spanish faces, as they strolled over the asphalt walks, under the +thinning shadows of the autumn-stricken sycamores. They met the familiar +picturesque raggedness of Southern Europe with the old kindly illusion +that somehow it existed for their appreciation, and that it found +adequate compensation for poverty in this. March thought he sufficiently +expressed his tacit sympathy in sitting down on one of the iron benches +with his wife and letting a little Neapolitan put a superfluous shine on +his boots, while their desultory comment wandered with equal esteem to +the old-fashioned American respectability which keeps the north side of +the square in vast mansions of red brick, and the international +shabbiness which has invaded the southern border, and broken it up into +lodging-houses, shops, beer-gardens, and studios. + +They noticed the sign of an apartment to let on the north side, and as +soon as the little bootblack could be bought off they went over to look +at it. The janitor met them at the door and examined them. Then he +said, as if still in doubt, "It has ten rooms, and the rent is twenty- +eight hundred dollars." + +"It wouldn't do, then," March replied, and left him to divide the +responsibility between the paucity of the rooms and the enormity of the +rent as he best might. But their self-love had received a wound, and +they questioned each other what it was in their appearance made him doubt +their ability to pay so much. + +"Of course, we don't look like New-Yorkers," sighed Mrs. March, "and +we've walked through the Square. That might be as if we had walked along +the Park Street mall in the Common before we came out on Beacon. Do you +suppose he could have seen you getting your boots blacked in that way?" + +"It's useless to ask," said March. "But I never can recover from this +blow." + +"Oh, pshaw! You know you hate such things as badly as I do. It was very +impertinent of him." + +"Let us go back and 'ecraser l'infame' by paying him a year's rent in +advance and taking immediate possession. Nothing else can soothe my +wounded feelings. You were not having your boots blacked: why shouldn't +he have supposed you were a New-Yorker, and I a country cousin?" + +"They always know. Don't you remember Mrs. Williams's going to a Fifth +Avenue milliner in a Worth dress, and the woman's asking her instantly +what hotel she should send her hat to?" + +"Yes; these things drive one to despair. I don't wonder the bodies of so +many genteel strangers are found in the waters around New York. Shall we +try the south side, my dear? or had we better go back to our rooms and +rest awhile?" + +Mrs. March had out the vertebrate, and was consulting one of its +glittering ribs and glancing up from it at a house before which they +stood. "Yes, it's the number; but do they call this being ready October +first?" The little area in front of the basement was heaped with a +mixture of mortar, bricks, laths, and shavings from the interior; the +brownstone steps to the front door were similarly bestrewn; the doorway +showed the half-open, rough pine carpenter's sketch of an unfinished +house; the sashless windows of every story showed the activity of workmen +within; the clatter of hammers and the hiss of saws came out to them from +every opening. + +"They may call it October first," said March, "because it's too late to +contradict them. But they'd better not call it December first in my +presence; I'll let them say January first, at a pinch." + +"We will go in and look at it, anyway," said his wife; and he admired +how, when she was once within, she began provisionally to settle the +family in each of the several floors with the female instinct for +domiciliation which never failed her. She had the help of the landlord, +who was present to urge forward the workmen apparently; he lent a hopeful +fancy to the solution of all her questions. To get her from under his +influence March had to represent that the place was damp from undried +plastering, and that if she stayed she would probably be down with that +New York pneumonia which visiting Bostonians are always dying of. Once +safely on the pavement outside, she realized that the apartment was not +only unfinished, but unfurnished, and had neither steam heat nor +elevator. "But I thought we had better look at everything," she +explained. + +"Yes, but not take everything. If I hadn't pulled you away from there by +main force you'd have not only died of New York pneumonia on the spot, +but you'd have had us all settled there before we knew what we were +about." + +"Well, that's what I can't help, Basil. It's the only way I can realize +whether it will do for us. I have to dramatize the whole thing." + +She got a deal of pleasure as well as excitement out of this, and he had +to own that the process of setting up housekeeping in so many different +places was not only entertaining, but tended, through association with +their first beginnings in housekeeping, to restore the image of their +early married days and to make them young again. + +It went on all day, and continued far into the night, until it was too +late to go to the theatre, too late to do anything but tumble into bed +and simultaneously fall asleep. They groaned over their reiterated +disappointments, but they could not deny that the interest was unfailing, +and that they got a great deal of fun out of it all. Nothing could abate +Mrs. March's faith in her advertisements. One of them sent her to a flat +of ten rooms which promised to be the solution of all their difficulties; +it proved to be over a livery-stable, a liquor store, and a milliner's +shop, none of the first fashion. Another led them far into old Greenwich +Village to an apartment-house, which she refused to enter behind a small +girl with a loaf of bread under one arm and a quart can of milk under the +other. + +In their search they were obliged, as March complained, to the +acquisition of useless information in a degree unequalled in their +experience. They came to excel in the sad knowledge of the line at which +respectability distinguishes itself from shabbiness. Flattering +advertisements took them to numbers of huge apartment-houses chiefly +distinguishable from tenement-houses by the absence of fire-escapes on +their facades, till Mrs. March refused to stop at any door where there +were more than six bell-ratchets and speaking-tubes on either hand. +Before the middle of the afternoon she decided against ratchets +altogether, and confined herself to knobs, neatly set in the door-trim. +Her husband was still sunk in the superstition that you can live anywhere +you like in New York, and he would have paused at some places where her +quicker eye caught the fatal sign of "Modes" in the ground-floor windows. +She found that there was an east and west line beyond which they could +not go if they wished to keep their self-respect, and that within the +region to which they had restricted themselves there was a choice of +streets. At first all the New York streets looked to them ill-paved, +dirty, and repulsive; the general infamy imparted itself in their casual +impression to streets in no wise guilty. But they began to notice that +some streets were quiet and clean, and, though never so quiet and clean +as Boston streets, that they wore an air of encouraging reform, and +suggested a future of greater and greater domesticity. Whole blocks of +these downtown cross-streets seemed to have been redeemed from decay, and +even in the midst of squalor a dwelling here and there had been seized, +painted a dull red as to its brick-work, and a glossy black as to its +wood-work, and with a bright brass bell-pull and door-knob and a large +brass plate for its key-hole escutcheon, had been endowed with an effect +of purity and pride which removed its shabby neighborhood far from it. +Some of these houses were quite small, and imaginably within their means; +but, as March said, some body seemed always to be living there himself, +and the fact that none of them was to rent kept Mrs. March true to her +ideal of a fiat. Nothing prevented its realization so much as its +difference from the New York ideal of a flat, which was inflexibly seven +rooms and a bath. One or two rooms might be at the front, the rest +crooked and cornered backward through in creasing and then decreasing +darkness till they reached a light bedroom or kitchen at the rear. +It might be the one or the other, but it was always the seventh room with +the bath; or if, as sometimes happened, it was the eighth, it was so +after having counted the bath as one; in this case the janitor said you +always counted the bath as one. If the flats were advertised as having +"all light rooms," he explained that any room with a window giving into +the open air of a court or shaft was counted a light room. + +The Marches tried to make out why it was that these flats were go much +more repulsive than the apartments which everyone lived in abroad; but +they could only do so upon the supposition that in their European days +they were too young, too happy, too full of the future, to notice whether +rooms were inside or outside, light or dark, big or little, high or low. +"Now we're imprisoned in the present," he said, "and we have to make the +worst of it." + +In their despair he had an inspiration, which she declared worthy of him: +it was to take two small flats, of four or five rooms and a bath, and +live in both. They tried this in a great many places, but they never +could get two flats of the kind on the same floor where there was steam +heat and an elevator. At one place they almost did it. They had +resigned themselves to the humility of the neighborhood, to the +prevalence of modistes and livery-stablemen (they seem to consort much in +New York), to the garbage in the gutters and the litter of paper in the +streets, to the faltering slats in the surrounding window-shutters and +the crumbled brownstone steps and sills, when it turned out that one of +the apartments had been taken between two visits they made. Then the +only combination left open to them was of a ground-floor flat to the +right and a third-floor flat to the left. + +Still they kept this inspiration in reserve for use at the first +opportunity. In the mean time there were several flats which they +thought they could almost make do: notably one where they could get an +extra servant's room in the basement four flights down, and another where +they could get it in the roof five flights up. At the first the janitor +was respectful and enthusiastic; at the second he had an effect of +ironical pessimism. When they trembled on the verge of taking his +apartment, he pointed out a spot in the kalsomining of the parlor +ceiling, and gratuitously said, Now such a thing as that he should not +agree to put in shape unless they took the apartment for a term of years. +The apartment was unfurnished, and they recurred to the fact that they +wanted a furnished apartment, and made their escape. This saved them in +several other extremities; but short of extremity they could not keep +their different requirements in mind, and were always about to decide +without regard to some one of them. + +They went to several places twice without intending: once to that old- +fashioned house with the pleasant colored janitor, and wandered all over +the apartment again with a haunting sense of familiarity, and then +recognized the janitor and laughed; and to that house with the pathetic +widow and the pretty daughter who wished to take them to board. They +stayed to excuse their blunder, and easily came by the fact that the +mother had taken the house that the girl might have a home while she was +in New York studying art, and they hoped to pay their way by taking +boarders. Her daughter was at her class now, the mother concluded; and +they encouraged her to believe that it could only be a few days till the +rest of her scheme was realized. + +"I dare say we could be perfectly comfortable there," March suggested +when they had got away. "Now if we were truly humane we would modify our +desires to meet their needs and end this sickening search, wouldn't we?" + +"Yes, but we're not truly humane," his wife answered, "or at least not in +that sense. You know you hate boarding; and if we went there I should +have them on my sympathies the whole time." + +"I see. And then you would take it out of me." + +"Then I should take it out of you. And if you are going to be so weak, +Basil, and let every little thing work upon you in that way, you'd better +not come to New York. You'll see enough misery here." + +"Well, don't take that superior tone with me, as if I were a child that +had its mind set on an undesirable toy, Isabel." + +"Ah, don't you suppose it's because you are such a child in some respects +that I like you, dear?" she demanded, without relenting. + +"But I don't find so much misery in New York. I don't suppose there's +any more suffering here to the population than there is in the country. +And they're so gay about it all. I think the outward aspect of the place +and the hilarity of the sky and air must get into the people's blood. +The weather is simply unapproachable; and I don't care if it is the +ugliest place in the world, as you say. I suppose it is. It shrieks and +yells with ugliness here and there but it never loses its spirits. That +widow is from the country. When she's been a year in New York she'll be +as gay--as gay as an L road." He celebrated a satisfaction they both had +in the L roads. "They kill the streets and avenues, but at least they +partially hide them, and that is some comfort; and they do triumph over +their prostrate forms with a savage exultation that is intoxicating. +Those bends in the L that you get in the corner of Washington Square, or +just below the Cooper Institute--they're the gayest things in the world. +Perfectly atrocious, of course, but incomparably picturesque! And the +whole city is so," said March, "or else the L would never have got built +here. New York may be splendidly gay or squalidly gay; but, prince or +pauper, it's gay always." + +"Yes, gay is the word," she admitted, with a sigh. "But frantic. +I can't get used to it. They forget death, Basil; they forget death in +New York." + +"Well, I don't know that I've ever found much advantage in remembering +it." + +"Don't say such a thing, dearest." + +He could see that she had got to the end of her nervous strength for the +present, and he proposed that they should take the Elevated road as far +as it would carry them into the country, and shake off their nightmare of +flat-hunting for an hour or two; but her conscience would not let her. +She convicted him of levity equal to that of the New-Yorkers in proposing +such a thing; and they dragged through the day. She was too tired to +care for dinner, and in the night she had a dream from which she woke +herself with a cry that roused him, too. It was something about the +children at first, whom they had talked of wistfully before falling +asleep, and then it was of a hideous thing with two square eyes and a +series of sections growing darker and then lighter, till the tail of the +monstrous articulate was quite luminous again. She shuddered at the +vague description she was able to give; but he asked, "Did it offer to +bite you?" + +"No. That was the most frightful thing about it; it had no mouth." + +March laughed. "Why, my dear, it was nothing but a harmless New York +flat--seven rooms and a bath." + +"I really believe it was," she consented, recognizing an architectural +resemblance, and she fell asleep again, and woke renewed for the work +before them. + + + + +IX. + +Their house-hunting no longer had novelty, but it still had interest; and +they varied their day by taking a coupe, by renouncing advertisements, +and by reverting to agents. Some of these induced them to consider the +idea of furnished houses; and Mrs. March learned tolerance for Fulkerson +by accepting permits to visit flats and houses which had none of the +qualifications she desired in either, and were as far beyond her means as +they were out of the region to which she had geographically restricted +herself. They looked at three-thousand and four-thousand dollar +apartments, and rejected them for one reason or another which had nothing +to do with the rent; the higher the rent was, the more critical they were +of the slippery inlaid floors and the arrangement of the richly decorated +rooms. They never knew whether they had deceived the janitor or not; as +they came in a coupe, they hoped they had. + +They drove accidentally through one street that seemed gayer in the +perspective than an L road. The fire-escapes, with their light iron +balconies and ladders of iron, decorated the lofty house fronts; the +roadway and sidewalks and door-steps swarmed with children; women's heads +seemed to show at every window. In the basements, over which flights of +high stone steps led to the tenements, were green-grocers' shops +abounding in cabbages, and provision stores running chiefly to bacon and +sausages, and cobblers' and tinners' shops, and the like, in proportion +to the small needs of a poor neighborhood. Ash barrels lined the +sidewalks, and garbage heaps filled the gutters; teams of all trades +stood idly about; a peddler of cheap fruit urged his cart through the +street, and mixed his cry with the joyous screams and shouts of the +children and the scolding and gossiping voices of the women; the burly +blue bulk of a policeman defined itself at the corner; a drunkard +zigzagged down the sidewalk toward him. It was not the abode of the +extremest poverty, but of a poverty as hopeless as any in the world, +transmitting itself from generation to generation, and establishing +conditions of permanency to which human life adjusts itself as it does to +those of some incurable disease, like leprosy. + +The time had been when the Marches would have taken a purely aesthetic +view of the facts as they glimpsed them in this street of tenement- +houses; when they would have contented themselves with saying that it was +as picturesque as a street in Naples or Florence, and with wondering why +nobody came to paint it; they would have thought they were sufficiently +serious about it in blaming the artists for their failure to appreciate +it, and going abroad for the picturesque when they had it here under +their noses. It was to the nose that the street made one of its +strongest appeals, and Mrs. March pulled up her window of the coupe. +"Why does he take us through such a disgusting street?" she demanded, +with an exasperation of which her husband divined the origin. + +"This driver may be a philanthropist in disguise," he answered, with +dreamy irony, "and may want us to think about the people who are not +merely carried through this street in a coupe, but have to spend their +whole lives in it, winter and summer, with no hopes of driving out of it, +except in a hearse. I must say they don't seem to mind it. I haven't +seen a jollier crowd anywhere in New York. They seem to have forgotten +death a little more completely than any of their fellow-citizens, Isabel. +And I wonder what they think of us, making this gorgeous progress through +their midst. I suppose they think we're rich, and hate us--if they hate +rich people; they don't look as if they hated anybody. Should we be as +patient as they are with their discomfort? I don't believe there's steam +heat or an elevator in the whole block. Seven rooms and a bath would be +more than the largest and genteelest family would know what to do with. +They wouldn't know what to do with the bath, anyway." + +His monologue seemed to interest his wife apart from the satirical point +it had for themselves. "You ought to get Mr. Fulkerson to let you work +some of these New York sights up for Every Other Week, Basil; you could +do them very nicely." + +"Yes; I've thought of that. But don't let's leave the personal ground. +Doesn't it make you feel rather small and otherwise unworthy when you see +the kind of street these fellow-beings of yours live in, and then think +how particular you are about locality and the number of bellpulls? +I don't see even ratchets and speaking-tubes at these doors." He craned +his neck out of the window for a better look, and the children of +discomfort cheered him, out of sheer good feeling and high spirits. +"I didn't know I was so popular. Perhaps it's a recognition of my humane +sentiments." + +"Oh, it's very easy to have humane sentiments, and to satirize ourselves +for wanting eight rooms and a bath in a good neighborhood, when we see +how these wretched creatures live," said his wife. "But if we shared all +we have with them, and then settled down among them, what good would it +do?" + +"Not the least in the world. It might help us for the moment, but it +wouldn't keep the wolf from their doors for a week; and then they would +go on just as before, only they wouldn't be on such good terms with the +wolf. The only way for them is to keep up an unbroken intimacy with the +wolf; then they can manage him somehow. I don't know how, and I'm afraid +I don't want to. Wouldn't you like to have this fellow drive us round +among the halls of pride somewhere for a little while? Fifth Avenue or +Madison, up-town?" + +"No; we've no time to waste. I've got a place near Third Avenue, on a +nice cross street, and I want him to take us there." It proved that she +had several addresses near together, and it seemed best to dismiss their +coupe and do the rest of their afternoon's work on foot. It came to +nothing; she was not humbled in the least by what she had seen in the +tenement-house street; she yielded no point in her ideal of a flat, and +the flats persistently refused to lend themselves to it. She lost all +patience with them. + +"Oh, I don't say the flats are in the right of it," said her husband, +when she denounced their stupid inadequacy to the purposes of a Christian +home. "But I'm not so sure that we are, either. I've been thinking +about that home business ever since my sensibilities were dragged--in a +coupe--through that tenement-house street. Of course, no child born and +brought up in such a place as that could have any conception of home. +But that's because those poor people can't give character to their +habitations. They have to take what they can get. But people like us-- +that is, of our means--do give character to the average flat. It's made +to meet their tastes, or their supposed tastes; and so it's made for +social show, not for family life at all. Think of a baby in a flat! +It's a contradiction in terms; the flat is the negation of motherhood. +The flat means society life; that is, the pretence of social life. It's +made to give artificial people a society basis on a little money--too +much money, of course, for what they get. So the cost of the building is +put into marble halls and idiotic decoration of all kinds. I don't. +object to the conveniences, but none of these flats has a living-room. +They have drawing-rooms to foster social pretence, and they have dining- +rooms and bedrooms; but they have no room where the family can all come +together and feel the sweetness of being a family. The bedrooms are +black-holes mostly, with a sinful waste of space in each. If it were not +for the marble halls, and the decorations, and the foolishly expensive +finish, the houses could be built round a court, and the flats could be +shaped something like a Pompeiian house, with small sleeping-closets-- +only lit from the outside--and the rest of the floor thrown into two or +three large cheerful halls, where all the family life could go on, and +society could be transacted unpretentiously. Why, those tenements are +better and humaner than those flats! There the whole family lives in the +kitchen, and has its consciousness of being; but the flat abolishes the +family consciousness. It's confinement without coziness; it's cluttered +without being snug. You couldn't keep a self-respecting cat in a flat; +you couldn't go down cellar to get cider. No! the Anglo-Saxon home, as +we know it in the Anglo-Saxon house, is simply impossible in the Franco- +American flat, not because it's humble, but because it's false." + +"Well, then," said Mrs. March, "let's look at houses." + +He had been denouncing the flat in the abstract, and he had not expected +this concrete result. But he said, "We will look at houses, then." + + + + +X. + +Nothing mystifies a man more than a woman's aberrations from some point +at which he, supposes her fixed as a star. In these unfurnished houses, +without steam or elevator, March followed his wife about with patient +wonder. She rather liked the worst of them best: but she made him go +down into the cellars and look at the furnaces; she exacted from him a +rigid inquest of the plumbing. She followed him into one of the cellars +by the fitful glare of successively lighted matches, and they enjoyed a +moment in which the anomaly of their presence there on that errand, so +remote from all the facts of their long-established life in Boston, +realized itself for them. + +"Think how easily we might have been murdered and nobody been any the +wiser!" she said when they were comfortably outdoors again. + +"Yes, or made way with ourselves in an access of emotional insanity, +supposed to have been induced by unavailing flat-hunting," he suggested. +She fell in with the notion. "I'm beginning to feel crazy. But I don't +want you to lose your head, Basil. And I don't want you to +sentimentalize any of the things you see in New York. I think you were +disposed to do it in that street we drove through. I don't believe +there's any real suffering--not real suffering--among those people; that +is, it would be suffering from our point of view, but they've been used +to it all their lives, and they don't feel their' discomfort so much." + +"Of course, I understand that, and I don't propose to sentimentalize +them. I think when people get used to a bad state of things they had +better stick to it; in fact, they don't usually like a better state so +well, and I shall keep that firmly in mind." + +She laughed with him, and they walked along the L bestridden avenue, +exhilarated by their escape from murder and suicide in that cellar, +toward the nearest cross town track, which they meant to take home to +their hotel. "Now to-night we will go to the theatre," she said, "and +get this whole house business out of our minds, and be perfectly fresh +for a new start in the morning." Suddenly she clutched his arm. "Why, +did you see that man?" and she signed with her head toward a decently +dressed person who walked beside them, next the gutter, stooping over as +if to examine it, and half halting at times. + +"No. What?" + +"Why, I saw him pick up a dirty bit of cracker from the pavement and cram +it into his mouth and eat it down as if he were famished. And look! he's +actually hunting for more in those garbage heaps!" + +This was what the decent-looking man with the hard hands and broken nails +of a workman was doing-like a hungry dog. They kept up with him, in the +fascination of the sight, to the next corner, where he turned down the +side street still searching the gutter. + +They walked on a few paces. Then March said, "I must go after him," and +left his wife standing. + +"Are you in want--hungry?" he asked the man. + +The man said he could not speak English, Monsieur. + +March asked his question in French. + +The man shrugged a pitiful, desperate shrug, "Mais, Monsieur--" + +March put a coin in his hand, and then suddenly the man's face twisted +up; he caught the hand of this alms-giver in both of his and clung to it. +"Monsieur! Monsieur!" he gasped, and the tears rained down his face. + +His benefactor pulled himself away, shocked and ashamed, as one is by +such a chance, and got back to his wife, and the man lapsed back into the +mystery of misery out of which he had emerged. + +March felt it laid upon him to console his wife for what had happened. +"Of course, we might live here for years and not see another case like +that; and, of course, there are twenty places where he could have gone +for help if he had known where to find them." + +"Ah, but it's the possibility of his needing the help so badly as that," +she answered. "That's what I can't bear, and I shall not come to a place +where such things are possible, and we may as well stop our house-hunting +here at once." + +"Yes? And what part of Christendom will you live in? Such things are +possible everywhere in our conditions." + +"Then we must change the conditions--" + +"Oh no; we must go to the theatre and forget them. We can stop at +Brentano's for our tickets as we pass through Union Square." + +"I am not going to the theatre, Basil. I am going home to Boston to- +night. You can stay and find a flat." + +He convinced her of the absurdity of her position, and even of its +selfishness; but she said that her mind was quite made up irrespective of +what had happened, that she had been away from the children long enough; +that she ought to be at home to finish up the work of leaving it. The +word brought a sigh. "Ah, I don't know why we should see nothing but sad +and ugly things now. When we were young--" + +"Younger," he put in. "We're still young." + +"That's what we pretend, but we know better. But I was thinking how +pretty and pleasant things used to be turning up all the time on our +travels in the old days. Why, when we were in New York here on our +wedding journey the place didn't seem half so dirty as it does now, and +none of these dismal things happened." + +"It was a good deal dirtier," he answered; "and I fancy worse in every +way-hungrier, raggeder, more wretchedly housed. But that wasn't the +period of life for us to notice it. Don't you remember, when we started +to Niagara the last time, how everybody seemed middle-aged and +commonplace; and when we got there there were no evident brides; nothing +but elderly married people?" + +"At least they weren't starving," she rebelled. + +"No, you don't starve in parlor-cars and first-class hotels; but if you +step out of them you run your chance of seeing those who do, if you're +getting on pretty well in the forties. If it's the unhappy who see +unhappiness, think what misery must be revealed to people who pass their +lives in the really squalid tenement-house streets--I don't mean +picturesque avenues like that we passed through." + +"But we are not unhappy," she protested, bringing the talk back to the +personal base again, as women must to get any good out of talk. "We're +really no unhappier than we were when we were young." + +"We're more serious." + +"Well, I hate it; and I wish you wouldn't be so serious, if that's what +it brings us to." + +"I will be trivial from this on," said March. "Shall we go to the Hole +in the Ground to-night?" + +"I am going to Boston." + +"It's much the same thing. How do you like that for triviality? It's a +little blasphemous, I'll allow." + +"It's very silly," she said. + +At the hotel they found a letter from the agent who had sent them the +permit to see Mrs. Grosvenor Green's apartment. He wrote that she had +heard they were pleased with her apartment, and that she thought she +could make the terms to suit. She had taken her passage for Europe, and +was very anxious to let the flat before she sailed. She would call that +evening at seven. + +"Mrs. Grosvenor Green!" said Mrs. March. "Which of the ten thousand +flats is it, Basil?" + +"The gimcrackery," he answered. "In the Xenophon, you know." + +"Well, she may save herself the trouble. I shall not see her. Or yes-- +I must. I couldn't go away without seeing what sort of creature could +have planned that fly-away flat. She must be a perfect--" + +"Parachute," March suggested. + +"No! anybody so light as that couldn't come down." + +"Well, toy balloon." + +"Toy balloon will do for the present," Mrs. March admitted. "But I feel +that naught but herself can be her parallel for volatility." + +When Mrs. Grosvenor-Green's card came up they both descended to the hotel +parlor, which March said looked like the saloon of a Moorish day-boat; +not that he knew of any such craft, but the decorations were so Saracenic +and the architecture so Hudson Riverish. They found there on the grand +central divan a large lady whose vast smoothness, placidity, and +plumpness set at defiance all their preconceptions of Mrs. Grosvenor +Green, so that Mrs. March distinctly paused with her card in her hand +before venturing even tentatively to address her. Then she was +astonished at the low, calm voice in which Mrs. Green acknowledged +herself, and slowly proceeded to apologize for calling. It was not quite +true that she had taken her passage for Europe, but she hoped soon to do +so, and she confessed that in the mean time she was anxious to let her +flat. She was a little worn out with the care of housekeeping-- +Mrs. March breathed, "Oh yes!" in the sigh with which ladies recognize +one another's martyrdom--and Mrs. Green had business abroad, and she was +going to pursue her art studies in Paris; she drew in Mr. Ilcomb's class +now, but the instruction was so much better in Paris; and as the +superintendent seemed to think the price was the only objection, she had +ventured to call. + +"Then we didn't deceive him in the least," thought Mrs. March, while she +answered, sweetly: "No; we were only afraid that it would be too small +for our family. We require a good many rooms." She could not forego the +opportunity of saying, "My husband is coming to New York to take charge +of a literary periodical, and he will have to have a room to write in," +which made Mrs. Green bow to March, and made March look sheepish. "But +we did think the apartment very charming", (It was architecturally +charming, she protested to her conscience)," and we should have been so +glad if we could have got into it." She followed this with some account +of their house-hunting, amid soft murmurs of sympathy from Mrs. Green, +who said that she had been through all that, and that if she could have +shown her apartment to them she felt sure that she could have explained +it so that they would have seen its capabilities better, Mrs. March +assented to this, and Mrs. Green added that if they found nothing exactly +suitable she would be glad to have them look at it again; and then Mrs. +March said that she was going back to Boston herself, but she was leaving +Mr. March to continue the search; and she had no doubt he would be only +too glad to see the apartment by daylight. "But if you take it, Basil," +she warned him, when they were alone, "I shall simply renounce you. I +wouldn't live in that junk-shop if you gave it to me. But who would have +thought she was that kind of looking person? Though of course I might +have known if I had stopped to think once. It's because the place +doesn't express her at all that it's so unlike her. It couldn't be like +anybody, or anything that flies in the air, or creeps upon the earth, or +swims in the waters under the earth. I wonder where in the world she's +from; she's no New-Yorker; even we can see that; and she's not quite a +country person, either; she seems like a person from some large town, +where she's been an aesthetic authority. And she can't find good enough +art instruction in New York, and has to go to Paris for it! Well, it's +pathetic, after all, Basil. I can't help feeling sorry for a person who +mistakes herself to that extent." + +"I can't help feeling sorry for the husband of a person who mistakes +herself to that extent. What is Mr. Grosvenor Green going to do in Paris +while she's working her way into the Salon?" + +"Well, you keep away from her apartment, Basil; that's all I've got to +say to you. And yet I do like some things about her." + +"I like everything about her but her apartment," said March. + +"I like her going to be out of the country," said his wife. "We +shouldn't be overlooked. And the place was prettily shaped, you can't +deny it. And there was an elevator and steam heat. And the location is +very convenient. And there was a hall-boy to bring up cards. The halls +and stairs were kept very clean and nice. But it wouldn't do. I could +put you a folding bed in the room where you wrote, and we could even have +one in the parlor" + +"Behind a portiere? I couldn't stand any more portieres!" + +"And we could squeeze the two girls into one room, or perhaps only bring +Margaret, and put out the whole of the wash. Basil!" she almost +shrieked, "it isn't to be thought of!" + +He retorted, "I'm not thinking of it, my dear." + +Fulkerson came in just before they started for Mrs. March's train, to +find out what had become of them, he said, and to see whether they had +got anything to live in yet. + +"Not a thing," she said. "And I'm just going back to Boston, and leaving +Mr. March here to do anything he pleases about it. He has 'carte +blanche.'" + +"But freedom brings responsibility, you know, Fulkerson, and it's the +same as if I'd no choice. I'm staying behind because I'm left, not +because I expect to do anything." + +"Is that so?" asked Fulkerson. "Well, we must see what can be done. I +supposed you would be all settled by this time, or I should have humped +myself to find you something. None of those places I gave you amounts to +anything?" + +"As much as forty thousand others we've looked at," said Mrs. March. +"Yes, one of them does amount to something. It comes so near being what +we want that I've given Mr. March particular instructions not to go near +it." + +She told him about Mrs. Grosvenor Green and her flats, and at the end he +said: + +"Well, well, we must look out for that. I'll keep an eye on him, Mrs. +March, and see that he doesn't do anything rash, and I won't leave him +till he's found just the right thing. It exists, of course; it must in a +city of eighteen hundred thousand people, and the only question is where +to find it. You leave him to me, Mrs. March; I'll watch out for him." + +Fulkerson showed some signs of going to the station when he found they +were not driving, but she bade him a peremptory good-bye at the hotel +door. + +"He's very nice, Basil, and his way with you is perfectly charming. +It's very sweet to see how really fond of you he is. But I didn't want +him stringing along with us up to Forty-second Street and spoiling our +last moments together." + +At Third Avenue they took the Elevated for which she confessed an +infatuation. She declared it the most ideal way of getting about in the +world, and was not ashamed when he reminded her of how she used to say +that nothing under the sun could induce her to travel on it. She now +said that the night transit was even more interesting than the day, and +that the fleeing intimacy you formed with people in second and third +floor interiors, while all the usual street life went on underneath, had +a domestic intensity mixed with a perfect repose that was the last effect +of good society with all its security and exclusiveness. He said it was +better than the theatre, of which it reminded him, to see those people +through their windows: a family party of work-folk at a late tea, some of +the men in their shirt-sleeves; a woman sewing by a lamp; a mother laying +her child in its cradle; a man with his head fallen on his hands upon a +table; a girl and her lover leaning over the window-sill together. What +suggestion! what drama? what infinite interest! At the Forty-second +Street station they stopped a minute on the bridge that crosses the track +to the branch road for the Central Depot, and looked up and down the long +stretch of the Elevated to north and south. The track that found and +lost itself a thousand times in the flare and tremor of the innumerable +lights; the moony sheen of the electrics mixing with the reddish points +and blots of gas far and near; the architectural shapes of houses and +churches and towers, rescued by the obscurity from all that was ignoble +in them, and the coming and going of the trains marking the stations with +vivider or fainter plumes of flame-shot steam-formed an incomparable +perspective. They often talked afterward of the superb spectacle, which +in a city full of painters nightly works its unrecorded miracles; and +they were just to the Arachne roof spun in iron over the cross street on +which they ran to the depot; but for the present they were mostly +inarticulate before it. They had another moment of rich silence when +they paused in the gallery that leads from the Elevated station to the +waiting-rooms in the Central Depot and looked down upon the great night +trains lying on the tracks dim under the rain of gas-lights that starred +without dispersing the vast darkness of the place. What forces, what +fates, slept in these bulks which would soon be hurling themselves north +and south and west through the night! Now they waited there like fabled +monsters of Arab story ready for the magician's touch, tractable, +reckless, will-less--organized lifelessness full of a strange semblance +of life. + +The Marches admired the impressive sight with a thrill of patriotic pride +in the fact that the whole world perhaps could not afford just the like. +Then they hurried down to the ticket-offices, and he got her a lower +berth in the Boston sleeper, and went with her to the car. They made the +most of the fact that her berth was in the very middle of the car; and +she promised to write as soon as she reached home. She promised also +that, having seen the limitations of New York in respect to flats, she +would not be hard on him if he took something not quite ideal. Only he +must remember that it was not to be above Twentieth Street nor below +Washington Square; it must not be higher than the third floor; it must +have an elevator, steam heat, hail-boys, and a pleasant janitor. These +were essentials; if he could not get them, then they must do without. +But he must get them. + + + + +XI. + +Mrs. March was one of those wives who exact a more rigid adherence to +their ideals from their husbands than from themselves. Early in their +married life she had taken charge of him in all matters which she +considered practical. She did not include the business of bread-winning +in these; that was an affair that might safely be left to his absent- +minded, dreamy inefficiency, and she did not interfere with him there. +But in such things as rehanging the pictures, deciding on a summer +boarding-place, taking a seaside cottage, repapering rooms, choosing +seats at the theatre, seeing what the children ate when she was not at +table, shutting the cat out at night, keeping run of calls and +invitations, and seeing if the furnace was dampered, he had failed her so +often that she felt she could not leave him the slightest discretion in +regard to a flat. Her total distrust of his judgment in the matters +cited and others like them consisted with the greatest admiration of his +mind and respect for his character. She often said that if he would only +bring these to bear in such exigencies he would be simply perfect; but +she had long given up his ever doing so. She subjected him, therefore, +to an iron code, but after proclaiming it she was apt to abandon him to +the native lawlessness of his temperament. She expected him in this +event to do as he pleased, and she resigned herself to it with +considerable comfort in holding him accountable. He learned to expect +this, and after suffering keenly from her disappointment with whatever he +did he waited patiently till she forgot her grievance and began to +extract what consolation lurks in the irreparable. She would almost +admit at moments that what he had done was a very good thing, but she +reserved the right to return in full force to her original condemnation +of it; and she accumulated each act of independent volition in witness +and warning against him. Their mass oppressed but never deterred him. +He expected to do the wrong thing when left to his own devices, and he +did it without any apparent recollection of his former misdeeds and their +consequences. There was a good deal of comedy in it all, and some +tragedy. + +He now experienced a certain expansion, such as husbands of his kind will +imagine, on going back to his hotel alone. It was, perhaps, a revulsion +from the pain of parting; and he toyed with the idea of Mrs. Grosvenor +Green's apartment, which, in its preposterous unsuitability, had a +strange attraction. He felt that he could take it with less risk than +anything else they had seen, but he said he would look at all the other +places in town first. He really spent the greater part of the next day +in hunting up the owner of an apartment that had neither steam heat nor +an elevator, but was otherwise perfect, and trying to get him to take +less than the agent asked. By a curious psychical operation he was able, +in the transaction, to work himself into quite a passionate desire for +the apartment, while he held the Grosvenor Green apartment in the +background of his mind as something that he could return to as altogether +more suitable. He conducted some simultaneous negotiation for a +furnished house, which enhanced still more the desirability of the +Grosvenor Green apartment. Toward evening he went off at a tangent far +up-town, so as to be able to tell his wife how utterly preposterous the +best there would be as compared even with this ridiculous Grosvenor Green +gimcrackery. It is hard to report the processes of his sophistication; +perhaps this, again, may best be left to the marital imagination. + +He rang at the last of these up-town apartments as it was falling dusk, +and it was long before the janitor appeared. Then the man was very +surly, and said if he looked at the flat now he would say it was too +dark, like all the rest. His reluctance irritated March in proportion to +his insincerity in proposing to look at it at all. He knew he did not +mean to take it under any circumstances; that he was going to use his +inspection of it in dishonest justification of his disobedience to his +wife; but he put on an air of offended dignity. "If you don't wish to +show the apartment," he said, "I don't care to see it." + +The man groaned, for he was heavy, and no doubt dreaded the stairs. He +scratched a match on his thigh, and led the way up. March was sorry for +him, and he put his fingers on a quarter in his waistcoat-pocket to give +him at parting. At the same time, be had to trump up an objection to the +flat. This was easy, for it was advertised as containing ten rooms, and +he found the number eked out with the bath-room and two large closets. +"It's light enough," said March, "but I don't see how you make out ten +rooms" + +"There's ten rooms," said the man, deigning no proof. + +March took his fingers off the quarter, and went down-stairs and out of +the door without another word. It would be wrong, it would be +impossible, to give the man anything after such insolence. He reflected, +with shame, that it was also cheaper to punish than forgive him. + +He returned to his hotel prepared for any desperate measure, and +convinced now that the Grosvenor Green apartment was not merely the only +thing left for him, but was, on its own merits, the best thing in New +York. + +Fulkerson was waiting for him in the reading-room, and it gave March the +curious thrill with which a man closes with temptation when he said: +"Look here! Why don't you take that woman's flat in the Xenophon? She's +been at the agents again, and they've been at me. She likes your look-- +or Mrs. March's--and I guess you can have it at a pretty heavy discount +from the original price. I'm authorized to say you can have it for one +seventy-five a month, and I don't believe it would be safe for you to +offer one fifty." + +March shook his head, and dropped a mask of virtuous rejection over his +corrupt acquiescence. "It's too small for us--we couldn't squeeze into +it." + +"Why, look here!" Fulkerson persisted. "How many rooms do you people +want?" + +"I've got to have a place to work--" + +"Of course! And you've got to have it at the Fifth Wheel office." + +"I hadn't thought of that," March began. "I suppose I could do my work +at the office, as there's not much writing--" + +"Why, of course you can't do your work at home. You just come round with +me now, and look at that again." + +"No; I can't do it." + +"Why?" + +"I--I've got to dine." + +"All right," said Fulkerson. "Dine with me. I want to take you round to +a little Italian place that I know." + +One may trace the successive steps of March's descent in this simple +matter with the same edification that would attend the study of the self- +delusions and obfuscations of a man tempted to crime. The process is +probably not at all different, and to the philosophical mind the kind of +result is unimportant; the process is everything. + +Fulkerson led him down one block and half across another to the steps of +a small dwelling-house, transformed, like many others, into a restaurant +of the Latin ideal, with little or no structural change from the pattern +of the lower middle-class New York home. There were the corroded +brownstone steps, the mean little front door, and the cramped entry with +its narrow stairs by which ladies could go up to a dining-room appointed +for them on the second floor; the parlors on the first were set about +with tables, where men smoked cigarettes between the courses, and a +single waiter ran swiftly to and fro with plates and dishes, and, +exchanged unintelligible outcries with a cook beyond a slide in the back +parlor. He rushed at the new-comers, brushed the soiled table-cloth +before them with a towel on his arm, covered its worst stains with a +napkin, and brought them, in their order, the vermicelli soup, the fried +fish, the cheese-strewn spaghetti, the veal cutlets, the tepid roast fowl +and salad, and the wizened pear and coffee which form the dinner at such +places. + +"Ah, this is nice!" said Fulkerson, after the laying of the charitable +napkin, and he began to recognize acquaintances, some of whom he +described to March as young literary men and artists with whom they +should probably have to do; others were simply frequenters of the place, +and were of all nationalities and religions apparently--at least, several +were Hebrews and Cubans. "You get a pretty good slice of New York here," +he said, "all except the frosting on top. That you won't find much at +Maroni's, though you will occasionally. I don't mean the ladies ever, +of course." The ladies present seemed harmless and reputable-looking +people enough, but certainly they were not of the first fashion, and, +except in a few instances, not Americans. "It's like cutting straight +down through a fruitcake," Fulkerson went on, "or a mince-pie, when you +don't know who made the pie; you get a little of everything." He ordered +a small flask of Chianti with the dinner, and it came in its pretty +wicker jacket. March smiled upon it with tender reminiscence, and +Fulkerson laughed. "Lights you up a little. I brought old Dryfoos here +one day, and he thought it was sweet-oil; that's the kind of bottle they +used to have it in at the country drug-stores." + +"Yes, I remember now; but I'd totally forgotten it," said March. +"How far back that goes! Who's Dryfoos?" + +"Dryfoos?" Fulkerson, still smiling, tore off a piece of the half-yard +of French loaf which had been supplied them, with two pale, thin disks of +butter, and fed it into himself. "Old Dryfoos? Well, of course! I call +him old, but he ain't so very. About fifty, or along there." + +"No," said March, "that isn't very old--or not so old as it used to be." + +"Well, I suppose you've got to know about him, anyway," said Fulkerson, +thoughtfully. "And I've been wondering just how I should tell you. +Can't always make out exactly how much of a Bostonian you really are! +Ever been out in the natural-gas country?" + +"No," said March. "I've had a good deal of curiosity about it, but I've +never been able to get away except in summer, and then we always +preferred to go over the old ground, out to Niagara and back through +Canada, the route we took on our wedding journey. The children like it +as much as we do." + +"Yes, yes," said Fulkerson. "Well, the natural-gas country is worth +seeing. I don't mean the Pittsburg gas-fields, but out in Northern Ohio +and Indiana around Moffitt--that's the place in the heart of the gas +region that they've been booming so. Yes, you ought to see that country. +If you haven't been West for a good many years, you haven't got any idea +how old the country looks. You remember how the fields used to be all +full of stumps?" + +"I should think so." + +"Well, you won't see any stumps now. All that country out around Moffitt +is just as smooth as a checker-board, and looks as old as England. You +know how we used to burn the stumps out; and then somebody invented a +stump-extractor, and we pulled them out with a yoke of oxen. Now they +just touch 'em off with a little dynamite, and they've got a cellar dug +and filled up with kindling ready for housekeeping whenever you want it. +Only they haven't got any use for kindling in that country--all gas. +I rode along on the cars through those level black fields at corn- +planting time, and every once in a while I'd come to a place with a piece +of ragged old stove-pipe stickin' up out of the ground, and blazing away +like forty, and a fellow ploughing all round it and not minding it any +more than if it was spring violets. Horses didn't notice it, either. +Well, they've always known about the gas out there; they say there are +places in the woods where it's been burning ever since the country was +settled. + +"But when you come in sight of Moffitt--my, oh, my! Well, you come in +smell of it about as soon. That gas out there ain't odorless, like the +Pittsburg gas, and so it's perfectly safe; but the smell isn't bad--about +as bad as the finest kind of benzine. Well, the first thing that strikes +you when you come to Moffitt is the notion that there has been a good +warm, growing rain, and the town's come up overnight. That's in the +suburbs, the annexes, and additions. But it ain't shabby--no shanty-farm +business; nice brick and frame houses, some of 'em Queen Anne style, and +all of 'em looking as if they had come to stay. And when you drive up +from the depot you think everybody's moving. Everything seems to be +piled into the street; old houses made over, and new ones going up +everywhere. You know the kind of street Main Street always used to be in +our section--half plank-road and turnpike, and the rest mud-hole, and a +lot of stores and doggeries strung along with false fronts a story higher +than the back, and here and there a decent building with the gable end to +the public; and a court-house and jail and two taverns and three or four +churches. Well, they're all there in Moffitt yet, but architecture has +struck it hard, and they've got a lot of new buildings that needn't be +ashamed of themselves anywhere; the new court-house is as big as St. +Peter's, and the Grand Opera-house is in the highest style of the art. +You can't buy a lot on that street for much less than you can buy a lot +in New York--or you couldn't when the boom was on; I saw the place just +when the boom was in its prime. I went out there to work the newspapers +in the syndicate business, and I got one of their men to write me a real +bright, snappy account of the gas; and they just took me in their arms +and showed me everything. Well, it was wonderful, and it was beautiful, +too! To see a whole community stirred up like that was--just like a big +boy, all hope and high spirits, and no discount on the remotest future; +nothing but perpetual boom to the end of time--I tell you it warmed your +blood. Why, there were some things about it that made you think what a +nice kind of world this would be if people ever took hold together, +instead of each fellow fighting it out on his own hook, and devil take +the hindmost. They made up their minds at Moffitt that if they wanted +their town to grow they'd got to keep their gas public property. So they +extended their corporation line so as to take in pretty much the whole +gas region round there; and then the city took possession of every well +that was put down, and held it for the common good. Anybody that's a +mind to come to Moffitt and start any kind of manufacture can have all +the gas he wants free; and for fifteen dollars a year you can have all +the gas you want to heat and light your private house. The people hold +on to it for themselves, and, as I say, it's a grand sight to see a whole +community hanging together and working for the good of all, instead of +splitting up into as many different cut-throats as there are able-bodied +citizens. See that fellow?" Fulkerson broke off, and indicated with a +twirl of his head a short, dark, foreign-looking man going out of the +door. "They say that fellow's a Socialist. I think it's a shame they're +allowed to come here. If they don't like the way we manage our affairs +let 'em stay at home," Fulkerson continued. "They do a lot of mischief, +shooting off their mouths round here. I believe in free speech and all +that; but I'd like to see these fellows shut up in jail and left to jaw +one another to death. We don't want any of their poison." + +March did not notice the vanishing Socialist. He was watching, with a +teasing sense of familiarity, a tall, shabbily dressed, elderly man, who +had just come in. He had the aquiline profile uncommon among Germans, +and yet March recognized him at once as German. His long, soft beard and +mustache had once been fair, and they kept some tone of their yellow in +the gray to which they had turned. His eyes were full, and his lips and +chin shaped the beard to the noble outline which shows in the beards the +Italian masters liked to paint for their Last Suppers. His carriage was +erect and soldierly, and March presently saw that he had lost his left +hand. He took his place at a table where the overworked waiter found +time to cut up his meat and put everything in easy reach of his right +hand. + +"Well," Fulkerson resumed, "they took me round everywhere in Moffitt, and +showed me their big wells--lit 'em up for a private view, and let me hear +them purr with the soft accents of a mass-meeting of locomotives. Why, +when they let one of these wells loose in a meadow that they'd piped it +into temporarily, it drove the flame away forty feet from the mouth of +the pipe and blew it over half an acre of ground. They say when they let +one of their big wells burn away all winter before they had learned how +to control it, that well kept up a little summer all around it; the grass +stayed green, and the flowers bloomed all through the winter. I don't +know whether it's so or not. But I can believe anything of natural gas. +My! but it was beautiful when they turned on the full force of that well +and shot a roman candle into the gas--that's the way they light it--and a +plume of fire about twenty feet wide and seventy-five feet high, all red +and yellow and violet, jumped into the sky, and that big roar shook the +ground under your feet! You felt like saying: + +"'Don't trouble yourself; I'm perfectly convinced. I believe in Moffitt.' +We-e-e-ll!" drawled Fulkerson, with a long breath, "that's where I met +old Dryfoos." + +"Oh yes!--Dryfoos," said March. He observed that the waiter had brought +the old one-handed German a towering glass of beer. + +"Yes," Fulkerson laughed. "We've got round to Dryfoos again. I thought +I could cut a long story short, but I seem to be cutting a short story +long. If you're not in a hurry, though--" + +"Not in the least. Go on as long as you like." + +"I met him there in the office of a real-estate man--speculator, of +course; everybody was, in Moffitt; but a first-rate fellow, and public- +spirited as all get-out; and when Dryfoos left he told me about him. +Dryfoos was an old Pennsylvania Dutch farmer, about three or four miles +out of Moffitt, and he'd lived there pretty much all his life; father was +one of the first settlers. Everybody knew he had the right stuff in him, +but he was slower than molasses in January, like those Pennsylvania +Dutch. He'd got together the largest and handsomest farm anywhere around +there; and he was making money on it, just like he was in some business +somewhere; he was a very intelligent man; he took the papers and kept +himself posted; but he was awfully old-fashioned in his ideas. He hung +on to the doctrines as well as the dollars of the dads; it was a real +thing with him. Well, when the boom began to come he hated it awfully, +and he fought it. He used to write communications to the weekly +newspaper in Moffitt--they've got three dailies there now--and throw cold +water on the boom. He couldn't catch on no way. It made him sick to +hear the clack that went on about the gas the whole while, and that +stirred up the neighborhood and got into his family. Whenever he'd hear +of a man that had been offered a big price for his land and was going to +sell out and move into town, he'd go and labor with him and try to talk +him out of it, and tell him how long his fifteen or twenty thousand would +last him to live on, and shake the Standard Oil Company before him, and +try to make him believe it wouldn't be five years before the Standard +owned the whole region. + +"Of course, he couldn't do anything with them. When a man's offered a +big price for his farm, he don't care whether it's by a secret emissary +from the Standard Oil or not; he's going to sell and get the better of +the other fellow if he can. Dryfoos couldn't keep the boom out of has +own family even. His wife was with him. She thought whatever he said +and did was just as right as if it had been thundered down from Sinai. +But the young folks were sceptical, especially the girls that had been +away to school. The boy that had been kept at home because he couldn't +be spared from helping his father manage the farm was more like him, but +they contrived to stir the boy up--with the hot end of the boom, too. +So when a fellow came along one day and offered old Dryfoos a cool +hundred thousand for his farm, it was all up with Dryfoos. He'd 'a' +liked to 'a' kept the offer to himself and not done anything about it, +but his vanity wouldn't let him do that; and when he let it out in his +family the girls outvoted him. They just made him sell. + +"He wouldn't sell all. He kept about eighty acres that was off in some +piece by itself, but the three hundred that had the old brick house on +it, and the big barn--that went, and Dryfoos bought him a place in +Moffitt and moved into town to live on the interest of his money. Just +What he had scolded and ridiculed everybody else for doing. Well, they +say that at first he seemed like he would go crazy. He hadn't anything +to do. He took a fancy to that land-agent, and he used to go and set in +his office and ask him what he should do. 'I hain't got any horses, I +hain't got any cows, I hain't got any pigs, I hain't got any chickens. +I hain't got anything to do from sun-up to sun-down.' The fellow said +the tears used to run down the old fellow's cheeks, and if he hadn't been +so busy himself he believed he should 'a' cried, too. But most o' people +thought old Dryfoos was down in the mouth because he hadn't asked more +for his farm, when he wanted to buy it back and found they held it at a +hundred and fifty thousand. People couldn't believe he was just homesick +and heartsick for the old place. Well, perhaps he was sorry he hadn't +asked more; that's human nature, too. + +"After a while something happened. That land-agent used to tell Dryfoos +to get out to Europe with his money and see life a little, or go and live +in Washington, where he could be somebody; but Dryfoos wouldn't, and he +kept listening to the talk there, and all of a sudden he caught on. He +came into that fellow's one day with a plan for cutting up the eighty +acres he'd kept into town lots; and he'd got it all plotted out so-well, +and had so many practical ideas about it, that the fellow was astonished. +He went right in with him, as far as Dryfoos would let him, and glad of +the chance; and they were working the thing for all it was worth when I +struck Moffitt. Old Dryfoos wanted me to go out and see the Dryfoos & +Hendry Addition--guess he thought maybe I'd write it up; and he drove me +out there himself. Well, it was funny to see a town made: streets driven +through; two rows of shadetrees, hard and soft, planted; cellars dug and +houses put up-regular Queen Anne style, too, with stained glass-all at +once. Dryfoos apologized for the streets because they were hand-made; +said they expected their street-making machine Tuesday, and then they +intended to push things." + +Fulkerson enjoyed the effect of his picture on March for a moment, and +then went on: "He was mighty intelligent, too, and he questioned me up +about my business as sharp as I ever was questioned; seemed to kind of +strike his fancy; I guess he wanted to find out if there was any money in +it. He was making money, hand over hand, then; and he never stopped +speculating and improving till he'd scraped together three or four +hundred thousand dollars, they said a million, but they like round +numbers at Moffitt, and I guess half a million would lay over it +comfortably and leave a few thousands to spare, probably. Then he came +on to New York." + +Fulkerson struck a match against the ribbed side of the porcelain cup +that held the matches in the centre of the table, and lit a cigarette, +which he began to smoke, throwing his head back with a leisurely effect, +as if he had got to the end of at least as much of his story as he meant +to tell without prompting. + +March asked him the desired question. "What in the world for?" + +Fulkerson took out his cigarette and said, with a smile: "To spend his +money, and get his daughters into the old Knickerbocker society. Maybe +he thought they were all the same kind of Dutch." + +"And has he succeeded?" + +"Well, they're not social leaders yet. But it's only a question of time +--generation or two--especially if time's money, and if Every Other Week +is the success it's bound to be." + +"You don't mean to say, Fulkerson," said March, with a half-doubting, +half-daunted laugh, "that he's your Angel?" + +"That's what I mean to say," returned Fulkerson. "I ran onto him in +Broadway one day last summer. If you ever saw anybody in your life; +you're sure to meet him in Broadway again, sooner or later. That's the +philosophy of the bunco business; country people from the same +neighborhood are sure to run up against each other the first time they +come to New York. I put out my hand, and I said, 'Isn't this Mr. Dryfoos +from Moffitt?' He didn't seem to have any use for my hand; he let me +keep it, and he squared those old lips of his till his imperial stuck +straight out. Ever see Bernhardt in 'L'Etrangere'? Well, the American +husband is old Dryfoos all over; no mustache; and hay-colored chin- +whiskers cut slanting froze the corners of his mouth. He cocked his +little gray eyes at me, and says he: 'Yes, young man; my name is Dryfoos, +and I'm from Moffitt. But I don't want no present of Longfellow's Works, +illustrated; and I don't want to taste no fine teas; but I know a +policeman that does; and if you're the son of my old friend Squire +Strohfeldt, you'd better get out.' 'Well, then,' said I, 'how would you +like to go into the newspaper syndicate business?' He gave another look +at me, and then he burst out laughing, and he grabbed my hand, and he +just froze to it. I never saw anybody so glad. + +"Well, the long and the short of it was that I asked him round here to +Maroni's to dinner; and before we broke up for the night we had settled +the financial side of the plan that's brought you to New York. I can +see,'t said Fulkerson, who had kept his eyes fast on March's face, "that +you don't more than half like the idea of Dryfoos. It ought to give you +more confidence in the thing than you ever had. You needn't be afraid," +he added, with some feeling, "that I talked Dryfoos into the thing for my +own advantage." + +"Oh, my dear Fulkerson!" March protested, all the more fervently because +he was really a little guilty. + +"Well, of course not! I didn't mean you were. But I just happened to +tell him what I wanted to go into when I could see my way to it, and he +caught on of his own accord. The fact is," said Fulkerson, "I guess I'd +better make a clean breast of it, now I'm at it, Dryfoos wanted to get +something for that boy of his to do. He's in railroads himself, and he's +in mines and other things, and he keeps busy, and he can't bear to have +his boy hanging round the house doing nothing, like as if he was a girl. +I told him that the great object of a rich man was to get his son into +just that fix, but he couldn't seem to see it, and the boy hated it +himself. He's got a good head, and he wanted to study for the ministry +when they were all living together out on the farm; but his father had +the old-fashioned ideas about that. You know they used to think that any +sort of stuff was good enough to make a preacher out of; but they wanted +the good timber for business; and so the old man wouldn't let him. +You'll see the fellow; you'll like him; he's no fool, I can tell you; and +he's going to be our publisher, nominally at first and actually when I've +taught him the ropes a little." + + + + +XII. + +Fulkerson stopped and looked at March, whom he saw lapsing into a serious +silence. Doubtless he divined his uneasiness with the facts that had +been given him to digest. He pulled out his watch and glanced at it. +"See here, how would you like to go up to Forty-sixth street with me, and +drop in on old Dryfoos? Now's your chance. He's going West tomorrow, +and won't be back for a month or so. They'll all be glad to see you, and +you'll understand things better when you've seen him and his family. I +can't explain." + +March reflected a moment. Then he said, with a wisdom that surprised +him, for he would have liked to yield to the impulse of his curiosity: +"Perhaps we'd better wait till Mrs. March comes down, and let things take +the usual course. The Dryfoos ladies will want to call on her as the +last-comer, and if I treated myself 'en garcon' now, and paid the first +visit, it might complicate matters." + +"Well, perhaps you're right," said Fulkerson. "I don't know much about +these things, and I don't believe Ma Dryfoos does, either." He was on +his legs lighting another cigarette. "I suppose the girls are getting +themselves up in etiquette, though. Well, then, let's have a look at the +'Every Other Week' building, and then, if you like your quarters there, +you can go round and close for Mrs. Green's flat." + +March's dormant allegiance to his wife's wishes had been roused by his +decision in favor of good social usage. "I don't think I shall take the +flat," he said. + +"Well, don't reject it without giving it another look, anyway. Come on!" + +He helped March on with his light overcoat, and the little stir they made +for their departure caught the notice of the old German; he looked up +from his beer at them. March was more than ever impressed with something +familiar in his face. In compensation for his prudence in regard to the +Dryfooses he now indulged an impulse. He stepped across to where the old +man sat, with his bald head shining like ivory under the gas-jet, and his +fine patriarchal length of bearded mask taking picturesque lights and +shadows, and put out his hand to him. + +"Lindau! Isn't this Mr. Lindau?" + +The old man lifted himself slowly to his feet with mechanical politeness, +and cautiously took March's hand. "Yes, my name is Lindau," he said, +slowly, while he scanned March's face. Then he broke into a long cry. +"Ah-h-h-h-h, my dear poy! my gong friendt! my-my--Idt is Passil Marge, +not zo? Ah, ha, ha, ha! How gladt I am to zee you! Why, I am gladt! And +you rememberdt me? You remember Schiller, and Goethe, and Uhland? And +Indianapolis? You still lif in Indianapolis? It sheers my hardt to zee +you. But you are lidtle oldt, too? Tventy-five years makes a +difference. Ah, I am gladt! Dell me, idt is Passil Marge, not zo?" + +He looked anxiously into March's face, with a gentle smile of mixed hope +and doubt, and March said: "As sure as it's Berthold Lindau, and I guess +it's you. And you remember the old times? You were as much of a boy as +I was, Lindau. Are you living in New York? Do you recollect how you +tried to teach me to fence? I don't know how to this day, Lindau. How +good you were, and how patient! Do you remember how we used to sit up in +the little parlor back of your printing-office, and read Die Rauber and +Die Theilung der Erde and Die Glocke? And Mrs. Lindau? Is she with--" + +"Deadt--deadt long ago. Right after I got home from the war--tventy +years ago. But tell me, you are married? Children? Yes! Goodt! And how +oldt are you now?" + +"It makes me seventeen to see you, Lindau, but I've got a son nearly as +old." + +"Ah, ha, ha! Goodt! And where do you lif?" + +"Well, I'm just coming to live in New York," March said, looking over at +Fulkerson, who had been watching his interview with the perfunctory smile +of sympathy that people put on at the meeting of old friends. "I want to +introduce you to my friend Mr. Fulkerson. He and I are going into a +literary enterprise here." + +"Ah! zo?" said the old man, with polite interest. He took Fulkerson's +proffered hand, and they all stood talking a few moments together. + +Then Fulkerson said, with another look at his watch, "Well, March, we're +keeping Mr. Lindau from his dinner." + +"Dinner!" cried the old man. "Idt's better than breadt and meadt to see +Mr. Marge!" + +"I must be going, anyway," said March. "But I must see you again soon, +Lindau. Where do you live? I want a long talk." + +"And I. You will find me here at dinner-time." said the old man. "It +is the best place"; and March fancied him reluctant to give another +address. + +To cover his consciousness he answered, gayly: "Then, it's 'auf +wiedersehen' with us. Well!" + +"Also!" The old man took his hand, and made a mechanical movement with +his mutilated arm, as if he would have taken it in a double clasp. He +laughed at himself. "I wanted to gif you the other handt, too, but I +gafe it to your gountry a goodt while ago." + +"To my country?" asked March, with a sense of pain, and yet lightly, as +if it were a joke of the old man's. "Your country, too, Lindau?" + +The old man turned very grave, and said, almost coldly, "What gountry +hass a poor man got, Mr. Marge?" + +"Well, you ought to have a share in the one you helped to save for us +rich men, Lindau," March returned, still humoring the joke. + +The old man smiled sadly, but made no answer as he sat down again. + +"Seems to be a little soured," said Fulkerson, as they went down the +steps. He was one of those Americans whose habitual conception of life +is unalloyed prosperity. When any experience or observation of his went +counter to it he suffered--something like physical pain. He eagerly +shrugged away the impression left upon his buoyancy by Lindau, and added +to March's continued silence, "What did I tell you about meeting every +man in New York that you ever knew before?" + +I never expected to meat Lindau in the world again," said March, more to +himself than to Fulkerson. "I had an impression that he had been killed +in the war. I almost wish he had been." + +"Oh, hello, now!" cried Fulkerson. + +March laughed, but went on soberly: "He was a man predestined to +adversity, though. When I first knew him out in Indianapolis he was +starving along with a sick wife and a sick newspaper. It was before the +Germans had come over to the Republicans generally, but Lindau was +fighting the anti-slavery battle just as naturally at Indianapolis in +1858 as he fought behind the barricades at Berlin in 1848. And yet he +was always such a gentle soul! And so generous! He taught me German for +the love of it; he wouldn't spoil his pleasure by taking a cent from me; +he seemed to get enough out of my being young and enthusiastic, and out +of prophesying great things for me. I wonder what the poor old fellow is +doing here, with that one hand of his?" + +"Not amassing a very 'handsome pittance,' I guess, as Artemus Ward would +say," said Fulkerson, getting back some of his lightness. "There are +lots of two-handed fellows in New York that are not doing much better, I +guess. Maybe he gets some writing on the German papers." + +"I hope so. He's one of the most accomplished men! He used to be a +splendid musician--pianist--and knows eight or ten languages." + +"Well, it's astonishing," said Fulkerson, "how much lumber those Germans +can carry around in their heads all their lives, and never work it up +into anything. It's a pity they couldn't do the acquiring, and let out +the use of their learning to a few bright Americans. We could make +things hum, if we could arrange 'em that way." + +He talked on, unheeded by March, who went along half-consciously +tormented by his lightness in the pensive memories the meeting with +Lindau had called up. Was this all that sweet, unselfish nature could +come to? What a homeless old age at that meagre Italian table d'hote, +with that tall glass of beer for a half-hour's oblivion! That shabby +dress, that pathetic mutilation! He must have a pension, twelve dollars +a month, or eighteen, from a grateful country. But what else did he eke +out with? + +"Well, here we are," said Fulkerson, cheerily. He ran up the steps +before March, and opened the carpenter's temporary valve in the door +frame, and led the way into a darkness smelling sweetly of unpainted +wood-work and newly dried plaster; their feat slipped on shavings and +grated on sand. He scratched a match, and found a candle, and then +walked about up and down stairs, and lectured on the advantages of the +place. He had fitted up bachelor apartments for himself in the house, +and said that he was going to have a flat to let on the top floor. +"I didn't offer it to you because I supposed you'd be too proud to live +over your shop; and it's too small, anyway; only five rooms." + +"Yes, that's too small," said March, shirking the other point. + +"Well, then, here's the room I intend for your office," said Fulkerson, +showing him into a large back parlor one flight up. "You'll have it +quiet from the street noises here, and you can be at home or not, as you +please. There'll be a boy on the stairs to find out. Now, you see, this +makes the Grosvenor Green flat practicable, if you want it." + +March felt the forces of fate closing about him and pushing him to a +decision. He feebly fought them off till he could have another look at +the flat. Then, baked and subdued still more by the unexpected presence +of Mrs. Grosvenor Green herself, who was occupying it so as to be able to +show it effectively, he took it. He was aware more than ever of its +absurdities; he knew that his wife would never cease to hate it; but he +had suffered one of those eclipses of the imagination to which men of his +temperament are subject, and into which he could see no future for his +desires. He felt a comfort in irretrievably committing himself, and +exchanging the burden of indecision for the burden of responsibility. + +"I don't know," said Fulkerson, as they walked back to his hotel +together, "but you might fix it up with that lone widow and her pretty +daughter to take part of their house here." He seemed to be reminded of +it by the fact of passing the house, and March looked up at its dark +front. He could not have told exactly why be felt a pang of remorse at +the sight, and doubtless it was more regret for having taken the +Grosvenor Green flat than for not having taken the widow's rooms. Still, +he could not forget her wistfulness when his wife and he were looking at +them, and her disappointment when they decided against them. He had +toyed, in, his after-talk to Mrs. March, with a sort of hypothetical +obligation they had to modify their plans so as to meet the widow's want +of just such a family as theirs; they had both said what a blessing it +would be to her, and what a pity they could not do it; but they had +decided very distinctly that they could not. Now it seemed to him that +they might; and he asked himself whether he had not actually departed as +much from their ideal as if he had taken board with the widow. Suddenly +it seemed to him that his wife asked him this, too. + +"I reckon," said Fulkerson, "that she could have arranged to give you +your meals in your rooms, and it would have come to about the same thing +as housekeeping." + +"No sort of boarding can be the same as house-keeping," said March. +"I want my little girl to have the run of a kitchen, and I want the whole +family to have the moral effect of housekeeping. It's demoralizing to +board, in every way; it isn't a home, if anybody else takes the care of +it off your hands." + +"Well, I suppose so," Fulkerson assented; but March's words had a hollow +ring to himself, and in his own mind he began to retaliate his +dissatisfaction upon Fulkerson. + +He parted from him on the usual terms outwardly, but he felt obscurely +abused by Fulkerson in regard to the Dryfooses, father and son. He did +not know but Fulkerson had taken an advantage of him in allowing him to +commit himself to their enterprise with out fully and frankly telling him +who and what his backer was; he perceived that with young Dryfoos as the +publisher and Fulkerson as the general director of the paper there might +be very little play for his own ideas of its conduct. Perhaps it was the +hurt to his vanity involved by the recognition of this fact that made him +forget how little choice he really had in the matter, and how, since he +had not accepted the offer to edit the insurance paper, nothing remained +for him but to close with Fulkerson. In this moment of suspicion and +resentment he accused Fulkerson of hastening his decision in regard to +the Grosvenor Green apartment; he now refused to consider it a decision, +and said to himself that if he felt disposed to do so he would send Mrs. +Green a note reversing it in the morning. But he put it all off till +morning with his clothes, when he went to bed, he put off even thinking +what his wife would say; he cast Fulkerson and his constructive treachery +out of his mind, too, and invited into it some pensive reveries of the +past, when he still stood at the parting of the ways, and could take this +path or that. In his middle life this was not possible; he must follow +the path chosen long, ago, wherever, it led. He was not master of +himself, as he once seemed, but the servant of those he loved; if he +could do what he liked, perhaps he might renounce this whole New York +enterprise, and go off somewhere out of the reach of care; but he could +not do what he liked, that was very clear. In the pathos of this +conviction he dwelt compassionately upon the thought of poor old Lindau; +he resolved to make him accept a handsome sum of money--more than he +could spare, something that he would feel the loss of--in payment of the +lessons in German and fencing given so long ago. At the usual rate for +such lessons, his debt, with interest for twenty-odd years, would run +very far into the hundreds. Too far, he perceived, for his wife's joyous +approval; he determined not to add the interest; or he believed that +Lindau would refuse the interest; he put a fine speech in his mouth, +making him do so; and after that he got Lindau employment on 'Every Other +Week,' and took care of him till he died. + +Through all his melancholy and munificence he was aware of sordid +anxieties for having taken the Grosvenor Green apartment. These began to +assume visible, tangible shapes as he drowsed, and to became personal +entities, from which he woke, with little starts, to a realization of +their true nature, and then suddenly fell fast asleep. + +In the accomplishment of the events which his reverie played with, there +was much that retroactively stamped it with prophecy, but much also that +was better than he forboded. He found that with regard to the Grosvenor +Green apartment he had not allowed for his wife's willingness to get any +sort of roof over her head again after the removal from their old home, +or for the alleviations that grow up through mere custom. The practical +workings of the apartment were not so bad; it had its good points, and +after the first sensation of oppression in it they began to feel the +convenience of its arrangement. They were at that time of life when +people first turn to their children's opinion with deference, and, in the +loss of keenness in their own likes and dislikes, consult the young +preferences which are still so sensitive. It went far to reconcile Mrs. +March to the apartment that her children were pleased with its novelty; +when this wore off for them, she had herself begun to find it much more +easily manageable than a house. After she had put away several barrels +of gimcracks, and folded up screens and rugs and skins, and carried them +all off to the little dark store-room which the flat developed, she +perceived at once a roominess and coziness in it unsuspected before. +Then, when people began to call, she had a pleasure, a superiority, in +saying that it was a furnished apartment, and in disclaiming all +responsibility for the upholstery and decoration. If March was by, she +always explained that it was Mr. March's fancy, and amiably laughed it +off with her callers as a mannish eccentricity. Nobody really seemed to +think it otherwise than pretty; and this again was a triumph for Mrs. +March, because it showed how inferior the New York taste was to the +Boston taste in such matters. + +March submitted silently to his punishment, and laughed with her before +company at his own eccentricity. She had been so preoccupied with the +adjustment of the family to its new quarters and circumstances that the +time passed for laying his misgivings, if they were misgivings, about +Fulkerson before her, and when an occasion came for expressing them they +had themselves passed in the anxieties of getting forward the first +number of 'Every Other Week.' He kept these from her, too, and the +business that brought them to New York had apparently dropped into +abeyance before the questions of domestic economy that presented and +absented themselves. March knew his wife to be a woman of good mind and +in perfect sympathy with him, but he understood the limitations of her +perspective; and if he was not too wise, he was too experienced to +intrude upon it any affairs of his till her own were reduced to the right +order and proportion. It would have been folly to talk to her of +Fulkerson's conjecturable uncandor while she was in doubt whether her +cook would like the kitchen, or her two servants would consent to room +together; and till it was decided what school Tom should go to, and +whether Bella should have lessons at home or not, the relation which +March was to bear to the Dryfooses, as owner and publisher, was not to be +discussed with his wife. He might drag it in, but he was aware that with +her mind distracted by more immediate interests he could not get from her +that judgment, that reasoned divination, which he relied upon so much. +She would try, she would do her best, but the result would be a view +clouded and discolored by the effort she must make. + +He put the whole matter by, and gave himself to the details of the work +before him. In this he found not only escape, but reassurance, for it +became more and more apparent that whatever was nominally the structure +of the business, a man of his qualifications and his instincts could not +have an insignificant place in it. He had also the consolation of liking +his work, and of getting an instant grasp of it that grew constantly +firmer and closer. The joy of knowing that he had not made a mistake was +great. In giving rein to ambitions long forborne he seemed to get back +to the youth when he had indulged them first; and after half a lifetime +passed in pursuits alien to his nature, he was feeling the serene +happiness of being mated through his work to his early love. From the +outside the spectacle might have had its pathos, and it is not easy to +justify such an experiment as he had made at his time of life, except +upon the ground where he rested from its consideration--the ground of +necessity. + +His work was more in his thoughts than himself, however; and as the time +for the publication of the first number of his periodical came nearer, +his cares all centred upon it. Without fixing any date, Fulkerson had +announced it, and pushed his announcements with the shameless vigor of a +born advertiser. He worked his interest with the press to the utmost, +and paragraphs of a variety that did credit to his ingenuity were afloat +everywhere. Some of them were speciously unfavorable in tone; they +criticised and even ridiculed the principles on which the new departure +in literary journalism was based. Others defended it; others yet denied +that this rumored principle was really the principle. All contributed to +make talk. All proceeded from the same fertile invention. + +March observed with a degree of mortification that the talk was very +little of it in the New York press; there the references to the novel +enterprise were slight and cold. But Fulkerson said: "Don't mind that, +old man. It's the whole country that makes or breaks a thing like this; +New York has very little to do with it. Now if it were a play, it would +be different. New York does make or break a play; but it doesn't make or +break a book; it doesn't make or break a magazine. The great mass of the +readers are outside of New York, and the rural districts are what we have +got to go for. They don't read much in New York; they write, and talk +about what they've written. Don't you worry." + +The rumor of Fulkerson's connection with the enterprise accompanied many +of the paragraphs, and he was able to stay March's thirst for employment +by turning over to him from day to day heaps of the manuscripts which +began to pour in from his old syndicate writers, as well as from +adventurous volunteers all over the country. With these in hand March +began practically to plan the first number, and to concrete a general +scheme from the material and the experience they furnished. They had +intended to issue the first number with the new year, and if it had been +an affair of literature alone, it would have been very easy; but it was +the art leg they limped on, as Fulkerson phrased it. They had not merely +to deal with the question of specific illustrations for this article or +that, but to decide the whole character of their illustrations, and first +of all to get a design for a cover which should both ensnare the heedless +and captivate the fastidious. These things did not come properly within +March's province--that had been clearly understood--and for a while +Fulkerson tried to run the art leg himself. The phrase was again his, +but it was simpler to make the phrase than to run the leg. The difficult +generation, at once stiff-backed and slippery, with which he had to do in +this endeavor, reduced even so buoyant an optimist to despair, and after +wasting some valuable weeks in trying to work the artists himself, he +determined to get an artist to work them. But what artist? It could not +be a man with fixed reputation and a following: he would be too costly, +and would have too many enemies among his brethren, even if he would +consent to undertake the job. Fulkerson had a man in mind, an artist, +too, who would have been the very thing if he had been the thing at all. +He had talent enough, and his sort of talent would reach round the whole +situation, but, as Fulkerson said, he was as many kinds of an ass as he +was kinds of an artist. + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +Anticipative homesickness +Any sort of stuff was good enough to make a preacher out of +Appearance made him doubt their ability to pay so much +As much of his story as he meant to tell without prompting +Considerable comfort in holding him accountable +Extract what consolation lurks in the irreparable +Flavors not very sharply distinguished from one another +Handsome pittance +He expected to do the wrong thing when left to his own devices +Hypothetical difficulty +Never-blooming shrub +Poverty as hopeless as any in the world +Seeming interested in points necessarily indifferent to him +Servant of those he loved +Sigh with which ladies recognize one another's martyrdom +Sorry he hadn't asked more; that's human nature +That isn't very old--or not so old as it used to be +Tried to be homesick for them, but failed +Turn to their children's opinion with deference +Wish we didn't always recognize the facts as we do + + + + +End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of A Hazard of New Fortunes v1, +by William Dean Howells + + + + + + +A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES + +By William Dean Howells + + +PART SECOND + + +I. + +The evening when March closed with Mrs. Green's reduced offer, and +decided to take her apartment, the widow whose lodgings he had rejected +sat with her daughter in an upper room at the back of her house. In the +shaded glow of the drop-light she was sewing, and the girl was drawing at +the same table. From time to time, as they talked, the girl lifted her +head and tilted it a little on one side so as to get some desired effect +of her work. + +"It's a mercy the cold weather holds off," said the mother. "We should +have to light the furnace, unless we wanted to scare everybody away with +a cold house; and I don't know who would take care of it, or what would +become of us, every way." + +"They seem to have been scared away from a house that wasn't cold," said +the girl. "Perhaps they might like a cold one. But it's too early for +cold yet. It's only just in the beginning of November." + +"The Messenger says they've had a sprinkling of snow." + +"Oh yes, at St. Barnaby! I don't know when they don't have sprinklings of +snow there. I'm awfully glad we haven't got that winter before us." + +The widow sighed as mothers do who feel the contrast their experience +opposes to the hopeful recklessness of such talk as this. "We may have a +worse winter here," she said, darkly. + +"Then I couldn't stand it," said the girl, "and I should go in for +lighting out to Florida double-quick." + +"And how would you get to Florida?" demanded her mother, severely. + +"Oh, by the usual conveyance Pullman vestibuled train, I suppose. What +makes you so blue, mamma?" The girl was all the time sketching away, +rubbing out, lifting her head for the effect, and then bending it over +her work again without looking at her mother. + +"I am not blue, Alma. But I cannot endure this--this hopefulness of +yours." + +"Why? What harm does it do?" + +"Harm?" echoed the mother. + +Pending the effort she must make in saying, the girl cut in: "Yes, harm. +You've kept your despair dusted off and ready for use at an instant's +notice ever since we came, and what good has it done? I'm going to keep +on hoping to the bitter end. That's what papa did." + +It was what the Rev. Archibald Leighton had done with all the +consumptive's buoyancy. The morning he died he told them that now he had +turned the point and was really going to get well. The cheerfulness was +not only in his disease, but in his temperament. Its excess was always a +little against him in his church work, and Mrs. Leighton was right enough +in feeling that if it had not been for the ballast of her instinctive +despondency he would have made shipwreck of such small chances of +prosperity as befell him in life. It was not from him that his daughter +got her talent, though he had left her his temperament intact of his +widow's legal thirds. He was one of those men of whom the country people +say when he is gone that the woman gets along better without him. Mrs. +Leighton had long eked out their income by taking a summer boarder or +two, as a great favor, into her family; and when the greater need came, +she frankly gave up her house to the summer-folks (as they call them in +the country), and managed it for their comfort from the small quarter of +it in which she shut herself up with her daughter. + +The notion of shutting up is an exigency of the rounded period. The fact +is, of course, that Alma Leighton was not shut up in any sense whatever. +She was the pervading light, if not force, of the house. She was a good +cook, and she managed the kitchen with the help of an Irish girl, while +her mother looked after the rest of the housekeeping. But she was not +systematic; she had inspiration but not discipline, and her mother +mourned more over the days when Alma left the whole dinner to the Irish +girl than she rejoiced in those when one of Alma's great thoughts took +form in a chicken-pie of incomparable savor or in a matchless pudding. +The off-days came when her artistic nature was expressing itself in +charcoal, for she drew to the admiration of all among the lady boarders +who could not draw. The others had their reserves; they readily conceded +that Alma had genius, but they were sure she needed instruction. On the +other hand, they were not so radical as to agree with the old painter who +came every summer to paint the elms of the St. Barnaby meadows. He +contended that she needed to be a man in order to amount to anything; but +in this theory he was opposed by an authority, of his own sex, whom the +lady sketchers believed to speak with more impartiality in a matter +concerning them as much as Alma Leighton. He said that instruction would +do, and he was not only, younger and handsomer, but he was fresher from +the schools than old Harrington, who, even the lady sketchers could see, +painted in an obsolescent manner. His name was Beaton--Angus Beaton; but +he was not Scotch, or not more Scotch than Mary Queen of Scots was. His +father was a Scotchman, but Beaton was born in Syracuse, New York, and it +had taken only three years in Paris to obliterate many traces of native +and ancestral manner in him. He wore his black beard cut shorter than +his mustache, and a little pointed; he stood with his shoulders well +thrown back and with a lateral curve of his person when he talked about +art, which would alone have carried conviction even if he had not had a +thick, dark bang coming almost to the brows of his mobile gray eyes, and +had not spoken English with quick, staccato impulses, so as to give it +the effect of epigrammatic and sententious French. One of the ladies +said that you always thought of him as having spoken French after it was +over, and accused herself of wrong in not being able to feel afraid of +him. None of the ladies was afraid of him, though they could not believe +that he was really so deferential to their work as he seemed; and they +knew, when he would not criticise Mr. Harrington's work, that he was just +acting from principle. + +They may or may not have known the deference with which he treated Alma's +work; but the girl herself felt that his abrupt, impersonal comment +recognized her as a real sister in art. He told her she ought to come to +New York, and draw in the League, or get into some painter's private +class; and it was the sense of duty thus appealed to which finally +resulted in the hazardous experiment she and her mother were now making. +There were no logical breaks in the chain of their reasoning from past +success with boarders in St. Barnaby to future success with boarders in +New York. Of course the outlay was much greater. The rent of the +furnished house they had taken was such that if they failed their +experiment would be little less than ruinous. + +But they were not going to fail; that was what Alma contended, with a +hardy courage that her mother sometimes felt almost invited failure, if +it did not deserve it. She was one of those people who believe that if +you dread harm enough it is less likely to happen. She acted on this +superstition as if it were a religion. + +"If it had not been for my despair, as you call it, Alma," she answered, +"I don't know where we should have been now." + +"I suppose we should have been in St. Barnaby," said the girl. "And if +it's worse to be in New York, you see what your despair's done, mamma. +But what's the use? You meant well, and I don't blame you. You can't +expect even despair to come out always just the way you want it. Perhaps +you've used too much of it." The girl laughed, and Mrs. Leighton +laughed, too. Like every one else, she was not merely a prevailing mood, +as people are apt to be in books, but was an irregularly spheroidal +character, with surfaces that caught the different lights of circumstance +and reflected them. Alma got up and took a pose before the mirror, which +she then transferred to her sketch. The room was pinned about with other +sketches, which showed with fantastic indistinctness in the shaded +gaslight. Alma held up the drawing. "How do you like it?" + +Mrs. Leighton bent forward over her sewing to look at it. "You've got +the man's face rather weak." + +"Yes, that's so. Either I see all the hidden weakness that's in men's +natures, and bring it to the surface in their figures, or else I put my +own weakness into them. Either way, it's a drawback to their presenting +a truly manly appearance. As long as I have one of the miserable objects +before me, I can draw him; but as soon as his back's turned I get to +putting ladies into men's clothes. I should think you'd be scandalized, +mamma, if you were a really feminine person. It must be your despair +that helps you to bear up. But what's the matter with the young lady in +young lady's clothes? Any dust on her?" + +"What expressions!" said Mrs. Leighton. "Really, Alma, for a refined +girl you are the most unrefined!" + +"Go on--about the girl in the picture!" said Alma, slightly knocking her +mother on the shoulder, as she stood over her. + +"I don't see anything to her. What's she doing?" + +"Oh, just being made love to, I suppose." + +"She's perfectly insipid!" + +"You're awfully articulate, mamma! Now, if Mr. Wetmore were to criticise +that picture he'd draw a circle round it in the air, and look at it +through that, and tilt his head first on one side and then on the other, +and then look at you, as if you were a figure in it, and then collapse +awhile, and moan a little and gasp, 'Isn't your young lady a little too- +too--' and then he'd try to get the word out of you, and groan and suffer +some more; and you'd say, 'She is, rather,' and that would give him +courage, and he'd say, 'I don't mean that she's so very--' 'Of course +not.' 'You understand?' 'Perfectly. I see it myself, now.' 'Well, then' +---and he'd take your pencil and begin to draw--'I should give her a +little more--Ah?' 'Yes, I see the difference.'--'You see the difference?' +And he'd go off to some one else, and you'd know that you'd been doing +the wishy-washiest thing in the world, though he hadn't spoken a word of +criticism, and couldn't. But he wouldn't have noticed the expression at +all; he'd have shown you where your drawing was bad. He doesn't care for +what he calls the literature of a thing; he says that will take care of +itself if the drawing's good. He doesn't like my doing these chic +things; but I'm going to keep it up, for I think it's the nearest way to +illustrating." + +She took her sketch and pinned it up on the door. + +"And has Mr. Beaton been about, yet?" asked her mother. + +"No," said the girl, with her back still turned; and she added, +"I believe he's in New York; Mr. Wetmore's seen him." + +"It's a little strange he doesn't call." + +"It would be if he were not an artist. But artists never do anything +like other people. He was on his good behavior while he was with us, and +he's a great deal more conventional than most of them; but even he can't +keep it up. That's what makes me really think that women can never +amount to anything in art. They keep all their appointments, and fulfil +all their duties just as if they didn't know anything about art. Well, +most of them don't. We've got that new model to-day." + +"What new model?" + +"The one Mr. Wetmore was telling us about the old German; he's splendid. +He's got the most beautiful head; just like the old masters' things. He +used to be Humphrey Williams's model for his Biblical-pieces; but since +he's dead, the old man hardly gets anything to do. Mr. Wetmore says +there isn't anybody in the Bible that Williams didn't paint him as. +He's the Law and the Prophets in all his Old Testament pictures, and he's +Joseph, Peter, Judas Iscariot, and the Scribes and Pharisees in the New." + +"It's a good thing people don't know how artists work, or some of the +most sacred pictures would have no influence," said Mrs. Leighton. + +"Why, of course not!" cried the girl. "And the influence is the last +thing a painter thinks of--or supposes he thinks of. What he knows he's +anxious about is the drawing and the color. But people will never +understand how simple artists are. When I reflect what a complex and +sophisticated being I am, I'm afraid I can never come to anything in art. +Or I should be if I hadn't genius." + +"Do you think Mr. Beaton is very simple?" asked Mrs. Leighton. + +"Mr. Wetmore doesn't think he's very much of an artist. He thinks he +talks too well. They believe that if a man can express himself clearly +he can't paint." + +"And what do you believe?" + +"Oh, I can express myself, too." + +The mother seemed to be satisfied with this evasion. After a while she +said, "I presume he will call when he gets settled." + +The girl made no answer to this. "One of the girls says that old model +is an educated man. He was in the war, and lost a hand. Doesn't it seem +a pity for such a man to have to sit to a class of affected geese like us +as a model? I declare it makes me sick. And we shall keep him a week, +and pay him six or seven dollars for the use of his grand old head, and +then what will he do? The last time he was regularly employed was when +Mr. Mace was working at his Damascus Massacre. Then he wanted so many +Arab sheiks and Christian elders that he kept old Mr. Lindau steadily +employed for six months. Now he has to pick up odd jobs where he can." + +"I suppose he has his pension," said Mrs. Leighton. + +"No; one of the girls"--that was the way Alma always described her +fellow-students--"says he has no pension. He didn't apply for it for a +long time, and then there was a hitch about it, and it was somethinged +--vetoed, I believe she said." + +"Who vetoed it?" asked Mrs. Leighton, with some curiosity about the +process, which she held in reserve. + +"I don't know-whoever vetoes things. I wonder what Mr. Wetmore does +think of us--his class. We must seem perfectly crazy. There isn't one +of us really knows what she's doing it for, or what she expects to happen +when she's done it. I suppose every one thinks she has genius. I know +the Nebraska widow does, for she says that unless you have genius it +isn't the least use. Everybody's puzzled to know what she does with her +baby when she's at work--whether she gives it soothing syrup. I wonder +how Mr. Wetmore can keep from laughing in our faces. I know he does +behind our backs." + +Mrs. Leighton's mind wandered back to another point. "Then if he says +Mr. Beaton can't paint, I presume he doesn't respect him very much." + +"Oh, he never said he couldn't paint. But I know he thinks so. He says +he's an excellent critic." + +"Alma," her mother said, with the effect of breaking off, "what do you +suppose is the reason he hasn't been near us?" + +"Why, I don't know, mamma, except that it would have been natural for +another person to come, and he's an artist at least, artist enough for +that." + +"That doesn't account for it altogether. He was very nice at St. +Barnaby, and seemed so interested in you--your work." + +"Plenty of people were nice at St. Barnaby. That rich Mrs. Horn couldn't +contain her joy when she heard we were coming to New York, but she hasn't +poured in upon us a great deal since we got here." + +"But that's different. She's very fashionable, and she's taken up with +her own set. But Mr. Beaton's one of our kind." + +"Thank you. Papa wasn't quite a tombstone-cutter, mamma." + +"That makes it all the harder to bear. He can't be ashamed of us. +Perhaps he doesn't know where we are." + +"Do you wish to send him your card, mamma?" The girl flushed and towered +in scorn of the idea. + +"Why, no, Alma," returned her mother. + +"Well, then," said Alma. + +But Mrs. Leighton was not so easily quelled. She had got her mind on Mr. +Beaton, and she could not detach it at once. Besides, she was one of +those women (they are commoner than the same sort of men) whom it does +not pain to take out their most intimate thoughts and examine them in the +light of other people's opinions. "But I don't see how he can behave so. +He must know that--" + +"That what, mamma?" demanded the girl. + +"That he influenced us a great deal in coming--" + +"He didn't. If he dared to presume to think such a thing--" + +"Now, Alma," said her mother, with the clinging persistence of such +natures, "you know he did. And it's no use for you to pretend that we +didn't count upon him in--in every way. You may not have noticed his +attentions, and I don't say you did, but others certainly did; and I must +say that I didn't expect he would drop us so." + +"Drop us!" cried Alma, in a fury. "Oh!" + +"Yes, drop us, Alma. He must know where we are. Of course, Mr. +Wetmore's spoken to him about you, and it's a shame that he hasn't been +near us. I should have thought common gratitude, common decency, would +have brought him after--after all we did for him." + +"We did nothing for him--nothing! He paid his board, and that ended it." + +"No, it didn't, Alma. You know what he used to say--about its being like +home, and all that; and I must say that after his attentions to you, and +all the things you told me he said, I expected something very dif--" + +A sharp peal of the door-bell thrilled through the house, and as if the +pull of the bell-wire had twitched her to her feet, Mrs. Leighton sprang +up and grappled with her daughter in their common terror. + +They both glared at the clock and made sure that it was five minutes +after nine. Then they abandoned themselves some moments to the +unrestricted play of their apprehensions. + + + + +II. + +"Why, Alma," whispered the mother, "who in the world can it be at this +time of night? You don't suppose he--" + +"Well, I'm not going to the door, anyhow, mother, I don't care who it is; +and, of course, he wouldn't be such a goose as to come at this hour." +She put on a look of miserable trepidation, and shrank back from the +door, while the hum of the bell died away, in the hall. + +"What shall we do?" asked Mrs. Leighton, helplessly. + +"Let him go away--whoever they are," said Alma. + +Another and more peremptory ring forbade them refuge in this simple +expedient. + +"Oh, dear! what shall we do? Perhaps it's a despatch." + +The conjecture moved Alma to no more than a rigid stare. "I shall not +go," she said. A third ring more insistent than the others followed, and +she said: "You go ahead, mamma, and I'll come behind to scream if it's +anybody. We can look through the side-lights at the door first." + +Mrs. Leighton fearfully led the way from the back chamber where they bad +been sitting, and slowly descended the stairs. Alma came behind and +turned up the hall gas-jet with a sudden flash that made them both jump a +little. The gas inside rendered it more difficult to tell who was on the +threshold, but Mrs. Leighton decided from a timorous peep through the +scrims that it was a lady and gentleman. Something in this distribution +of sex emboldened her; she took her life in her hand, and opened the +door. + +The lady spoke. "Does Mrs. Leighton live heah?" she said, in a rich, +throaty voice; and she feigned a reference to the agent's permit she held +in her hand. + +"Yes," said Mrs. Leighton; she mechanically occupied the doorway, while +Alma already quivered behind her with impatience of her impoliteness. + +"Oh," said the lady, who began to appear more and more a young lady, +"Ah didn't know but Ah had mistaken the hoase. Ah suppose it's rather +late to see the apawtments, and Ah most ask you to pawdon us." She put +this tentatively, with a delicately growing recognition of Mrs. Leighton +as the lady of the house, and a humorous intelligence of the situation in +the glance she threw Alma over her mother's shoulder. "Ah'm afraid we +most have frightened you." + +"Oh, not at all," said Alma; and at the same time her mother said, +"Will you walk in, please?" + +The gentleman promptly removed his hat and made the Leightons an +inclusive bow. "You awe very kind, madam, and I am sorry for the trouble +we awe giving you." He was tall and severe-looking, with a gray, +trooperish mustache and iron-gray hair, and, as Alma decided, iron-gray +eyes. His daughter was short, plump, and fresh-colored, with an effect +of liveliness that did not all express itself in her broad-vowelled, +rather formal speech, with its odd valuations of some of the auxiliary +verbs, and its total elision of the canine letter. + +"We awe from the Soath," she said, "and we arrived this mawning, but we +got this cyahd from the brokah just befo' dinnah, and so we awe rathah +late." + +"Not at all; it's only nine o'clock," said Mrs. Leighton. She looked up +from the card the young lady had given her, and explained, "We haven't +got in our servants yet, and we had to answer the bell ourselves, and--" + +"You were frightened, of coase," said the young lady, caressingly. + +The gentleman said they ought not to have come so late, and he offered +some formal apologies. + +"We should have been just as much scared any time after five o'clock," +Alma said to the sympathetic intelligence in the girl's face. + +She laughed out. "Of coase! Ah would have my hawt in my moath all day +long, too, if Ah was living in a big hoase alone." + +A moment of stiffness followed; Mrs. Leighton would have liked to +withdraw from the intimacy of the situation, but she did not know how. +It was very well for these people to assume to be what they pretended; +but, she reflected too late, she had no proof of it except the agent's +permit. They were all standing in the hall together, and she prolonged +the awkward pause while she examined the permit. "You are Mr. Woodburn?" +she asked, in a way that Alma felt implied he might not be. + +"Yes, madam; from Charlottesboag, Virginia," he answered, with the slight +umbrage a man shows when the strange cashier turns his check over and +questions him before cashing it. + +Alma writhed internally, but outwardly remained subordinate; she examined +the other girl's dress, and decided in a superficial consciousness that +she had made her own bonnet. + +"I shall be glad to show you my rooms," said Mrs. Leighton, with an +irrelevant sigh. "You must excuse their being not just as I should wish +them. We're hardly settled yet." + +"Don't speak of it, madam," said the gentleman, "if you can overlook the +trouble we awe giving you at such an unseasonable houah." + +"Ah'm a hoasekeepah mahself," Miss Woodburn joined in, "and Ah know ho' +to accyoant fo' everything." + +Mrs. Leighton led the way up-stairs, and the young lady decided upon the +large front room and small side room on the third story. She said she +could take the small one, and the other was so large that her father +could both sleep and work in it. She seemed not ashamed to ask if Mrs. +Leighton's price was inflexible, but gave way laughing when her father +refused to have any bargaining, with a haughty self-respect which he +softened to deference for Mrs. Leighton. His impulsiveness opened the +way for some confidence from her, and before the affair was arranged she +was enjoying in her quality of clerical widow the balm of the Virginians' +reverent sympathy. They said they were church people themselves. + +"Ah don't know what yo' mothah means by yo' hoase not being in oddah," +the young lady said to Alma as they went down-stairs together. "Ah'm a +great hoasekeepah mahself, and Ah mean what Ah say." + +They had all turned mechanically into the room where the Leightons were +sitting when the Woodburns rang: Mr. Woodburn consented to sit down, and +he remained listening to Mrs. Leighton while his daughter bustled up to +the sketches pinned round the room and questioned Alma about them. + +"Ah suppose you awe going to be a great awtust?" she said, in friendly +banter, when Alma owned to having done the things. "Ah've a great notion +to take a few lessons mahself. Who's yo' teachah?" + +Alma said she was drawing in Mr. Wetmore's class, and Miss Woodburn said: +"Well, it's just beautiful, Miss Leighton; it's grand. Ah suppose it's +raght expensive, now? Mah goodness! we have to cyoant the coast so much +nowadays; it seems to me we do nothing but cyoant it. Ah'd like to hah +something once without askin' the price." + +"Well, if you didn't ask it," said Alma, "I don't believe Mr. Wetmore +would ever know what the price of his lessons was. He has to think, when +you ask him." + +"Why, he most be chomming," said Miss Woodburn. "Perhaps Ah maght get +the lessons for nothing from him. Well, Ah believe in my soul Ah'll +trah. Now ho' did you begin? and ho' do you expect to get anything oat +of it?" She turned on Alma eyes brimming with a shrewd mixture of fun +and earnest, and Alma made note of the fact that she had an early +nineteenth-century face, round, arch, a little coquettish, but extremely +sensible and unspoiled-looking, such as used to be painted a good deal in +miniature at that period; a tendency of her brown hair to twine and twist +at the temples helped the effect; a high comb would have completed it, +Alma felt, if she had her bonnet off. It was almost a Yankee country- +girl type; but perhaps it appeared so to Alma because it was, like that, +pure Anglo-Saxon. Alma herself, with her dull, dark skin, slender in +figure, slow in speech, with aristocratic forms in her long hands, and +the oval of her fine face pointed to a long chin, felt herself much more +Southern in style than this blooming, bubbling, bustling Virginian. + +"I don't know," she answered, slowly. + +"Going to take po'traits," suggested Miss Woodburn, "or just paint the +ahdeal?" A demure burlesque lurked in her tone. + +"I suppose I don't expect to paint at all," said Alma. "I'm going to +illustrate books--if anybody will let me." + +"Ah should think they'd just joamp at you," said Miss Woodburn. "Ah'll +tell you what let's do, Miss Leighton: you make some pictures, and Ah'll +wrahte a book fo' them. Ah've got to do something. Ali maght as well +wrahte a book. You know we Southerners have all had to go to woak. But +Ah don't mand it. I tell papa I shouldn't ca' fo' the disgrace of bein' +poo' if it wasn't fo' the inconvenience." + +"Yes, it's inconvenient," said Alma; "but you forget it when you're at +work, don't you think?" + +"Mah, yes! Perhaps that's one reason why poo' people have to woak so +hawd-to keep their wands off their poverty." + +The girls both tittered, and turned from talking in a low tone with their +backs toward their elders, and faced them. + +"Well, Madison," said Mr. Woodburn, "it is time we should go. I bid you +good-night, madam," he bowed to Mrs. Leighton. "Good-night," he bowed +again to Alma. + +His daughter took leave of them in formal phrase, but with a jolly +cordiality of manner that deformalized it. "We shall be roand raght soon +in the mawning, then," she threatened at the door. + +"We shall be all ready for you," Alma called after her down the steps. + +"Well, Alma?" her mother asked, when the door closed upon them. + +"She doesn't know any more about art," said Alma, "than--nothing at all. +But she's jolly and good-hearted. She praised everything that was bad in +my sketches, and said she was going to take lessons herself. When a +person talks about taking lessons, as if they could learn it, you know +where they belong artistically." + +Mrs. Leighton shook her head with a sigh. "I wish I knew where they +belonged financially. We shall have to get in two girls at once. I +shall have to go out the first thing in the morning, and then our +troubles will begin." + +"Well, didn't you want them to begin? I will stay home and help you get +ready. Our prosperity couldn't begin without the troubles, if you mean +boarders, and boarders mean servants. I shall be very glad to be +afflicted with a cook for a while myself." + +"Yes; but we don't know anything about these people, or whether they will +be able to pay us. Did she talk as if they were well off?" + +"She talked as if they were poor; poo' she called it." + +"Yes, how queerly she pronounced," said Mrs. Leighton. "Well, I ought to +have told them that I required the first week in advance." + +"Mamma! If that's the way you're going to act!" + +"Oh, of course, I couldn't, after he wouldn't let her bargain for the +rooms. I didn't like that." + +"I did. And you can see that they were perfect ladies; or at least one +of them." Alma laughed at herself, but her mother did not notice. + +"Their being ladies won't help if they've got no money. It 'll make it +all the worse." + +"Very well, then; we have no money, either. We're a match for them any +day there. We can show them that two can play at that game." + + + + +III. + +Arnus Beaton's studio looked at first glance like many other painters' +studios. A gray wall quadrangularly vaulted to a large north light; +casts of feet, hands, faces hung to nails about; prints, sketches in oil +and water-color stuck here and there lower down; a rickety table, with +paint and palettes and bottles of varnish and siccative tossed +comfortlessly on it; an easel, with a strip of some faded mediaeval silk +trailing from it; a lay figure simpering in incomplete nakedness, with +its head on one side, and a stocking on one leg, and a Japanese dress +dropped before it; dusty rugs and skins kicking over the varnished floor; +canvases faced to the mop-board; an open trunk overflowing with costumes: +these features one might notice anywhere. But, besides, there was a +bookcase with an unusual number of books in it, and there was an open +colonial writing-desk, claw-footed, brass-handled, and scutcheoned, with +foreign periodicals--French and English--littering its leaf, and some +pages of manuscript scattered among them. Above all, there was a +sculptor's revolving stand, supporting a bust which Beaton was modelling, +with an eye fixed as simultaneously as possible on the clay and on the +head of the old man who sat on the platform beside it. + +Few men have been able to get through the world with several gifts to +advantage in all; and most men seem handicapped for the race if they have +more than one. But they are apparently immensely interested as well as +distracted by them. When Beaton was writing, he would have agreed, +up to a certain point, with any one who said literature was his proper +expression; but, then, when he was painting, up to a certain point, +he would have maintained against the world that he was a colorist, +and supremely a colorist. At the certain point in either art he was apt +to break away in a frenzy of disgust and wreak himself upon some other. +In these moods he sometimes designed elevations of buildings, very +striking, very original, very chic, very everything but habitable. +It was in this way that he had tried his hand on sculpture, which he had +at first approached rather slightingly as a mere decorative accessory of +architecture. But it had grown in his respect till he maintained that +the accessory business ought to be all the other way: that temples should +be raised to enshrine statues, not statues made to ornament temples; that +was putting the cart before the horse with a vengeance. This was when he +had carried a plastic study so far that the sculptors who saw it said +that Beaton might have been an architect, but would certainly never be a +sculptor. At the same time he did some hurried, nervous things that had +a popular charm, and that sold in plaster reproductions, to the profit of +another. Beaton justly despised the popular charm in these, as well as +in the paintings he sold from time to time; he said it was flat burglary +to have taken money for them, and he would have been living almost wholly +upon the bounty of the old tombstone-cutter in Syracuse if it had not +been for the syndicate letters which he supplied to Fulkerson for ten +dollars a week. + +They were very well done, but he hated doing them after the first two or +three, and had to be punched up for them by Fulkerson, who did not cease +to prize them, and who never failed to punch him up. Beaton being what +he was, Fulkerson was his creditor as well as patron; and Fulkerson being +what he was, had an enthusiastic patience with the elusive, facile, +adaptable, unpractical nature of Beaton. He was very proud of his art- +letters, as he called them; but then Fulkerson was proud of everything he +secured for his syndicate. The fact that he had secured it gave it +value; he felt as if he had written it himself. + +One art trod upon another's heels with Beaton. The day before he had +rushed upon canvas the conception of a picture which he said to himself +was glorious, and to others (at the table d'hote of Maroni) was not bad. +He had worked at it in a fury till the light failed him, and he execrated +the dying day. But he lit his lamp and transferred the process of his +thinking from the canvas to the opening of the syndicate letter which be +knew Fulkerson would be coming for in the morning. He remained talking +so long after dinner in the same strain as he had painted and written in +that he could not finish his letter that night. The next morning, while +he was making his tea for breakfast, the postman brought him a letter +from his father enclosing a little check, and begging him with tender, +almost deferential, urgence to come as lightly upon him as possible, for +just now his expenses were very heavy. It brought tears of shame into +Beaton's eyes--the fine, smouldering, floating eyes that many ladies +admired, under the thick bang--and he said to himself that if he were +half a man he would go home and go to work cutting gravestones in his +father's shop. But he would wait, at least, to finish his picture; and +as a sop to his conscience, to stay its immediate ravening, he resolved +to finish that syndicate letter first, and borrow enough money from +Fulkerson to be able to send his father's check back; or, if not that, +then to return the sum of it partly in Fulkerson's check. While he still +teemed with both of these good intentions the old man from whom he was +modelling his head of Judas came, and Beaton saw that he must get through +with him before he finished either the picture or the letter; he would +have to pay him for the time, anyway. He utilized the remorse with which +he was tingling to give his Judas an expression which he found novel in +the treatment of that character--a look of such touching, appealing self- +abhorrence that Beaton's artistic joy in it amounted to rapture; between +the breathless moments when he worked in dead silence for an effect that +was trying to escape him, he sang and whistled fragments of comic opera. + +In one of the hushes there came a blow on the outside of the door that +made Beaton jump, and swear with a modified profanity that merged itself +in apostrophic prayer. He knew it must be Fulkerson, and after roaring +"Come in!" he said to the model, "That 'll do this morning, Lindau." + +Fulkerson squared his feet in front of the bust and compared it by +fleeting glances with the old man as he got stiffly up and suffered +Beaton to help him on with his thin, shabby overcoat. + +"Can you come to-morrow, Lindau?" + +"No, not to-morrow, Mr. Peaton. I haf to zit for the young ladties." + +"Oh!" said Beaton. "Wet-more's class? Is Miss Leighton doing you?" + +"I don't know their namess," Lindau began, when Fulkerson said: + +"Hope you haven't forgotten mine, Mr. Lindau? I met you with Mr. March +at Maroni's one night." Fulkerson offered him a universally shakable +hand. + +"Oh yes! I am gladt to zee you again, Mr. Vulkerson. And Mr. Marge--he +don't zeem to gome any more?" + +"Up to his eyes in work. Been moving on from Boston and getting settled, +and starting in on our enterprise. Beaton here hasn't got a very +flattering likeness of you, hey? Well, good-morning," he said, for +Lindau appeared not to have heard him and was escaping with a bow through +the door. + +Beaton lit a cigarette which he pinched nervously between his lips before +he spoke. "You've come for that letter, I suppose, Fulkerson? It isn't +done." + +Fulkerson turned from staring at the bust to which he had mounted. "What +you fretting about that letter for? I don't want your letter." + +Beaton stopped biting his cigarette and looked at him. "Don't want my +letter? Oh, very good!" he bristled up. He took his cigarette from his +lips, and blew the smoke through his nostrils, and then looked at +Fulkerson. + +"No; I don't want your letter; I want you." + +Beacon disdained to ask an explanation, but he internally lowered his +crest, while he continued to look at Fulkerson without changing his +defiant countenance. This suited Fulkerson well enough, and he went on +with relish, "I'm going out of the syndicate business, old man, and I'm +on a new thing." He put his leg over the back of a chair and rested his +foot on its seat, and, with one hand in his pocket, he laid the scheme of +'Every Other Week' before Beaton with the help of the other. The artist +went about the room, meanwhile, with an effect of indifference which by +no means offended Fulkerson. He took some water into his mouth from a +tumbler, which he blew in a fine mist over the head of Judas before +swathing it in a dirty cotton cloth; he washed his brushes and set his +palette; he put up on his easel the picture he had blocked on the day +before, and stared at it with a gloomy face; then he gathered the sheets +of his unfinished letter together and slid them into a drawer of his +writing-desk. By the time he had finished and turned again to Fulkerson, +Fulkerson was saying: "I did think we could have the first number out by +New-Year's; but it will take longer than that--a month longer; but I'm +not sorry, for the holidays kill everything; and by February, or the +middle of February, people will get their breath again and begin to look +round and ask what's new. Then we'll reply in the language of +Shakespeare and Milton, 'Every Other Week; and don't you forget it.'" +He took down his leg and asked, "Got a pipe of 'baccy anywhere?" + +Beaton nodded at a clay stem sticking out of a Japanese vase of bronze on +his mantel. "There's yours," he said; and Fulkerson said, "Thanks," and +filled the pipe and sat down and began to smoke tranquilly. + +Beaton saw that he would have to speak now. "And what do you want with +me?" + +"You? Oh yes," Fulkerson humorously dramatized a return to himself from +a pensive absence. "Want you for the art department." + +Beaton shook his head. "I'm not your man, Fulkerson," he said, +compassionately. "You want a more practical hand, one that's in touch +with what's going. I'm getting further and further away from this +century and its claptrap. I don't believe in your enterprise; I don't +respect it, and I won't have anything to do with it. It would-choke me, +that kind of thing." + +"That's all right," said Fulkerson. He esteemed a man who was not going +to let himself go cheap. "Or if it isn't, we can make it. You and March +will pull together first-rate. I don't care how much ideal you put into +the thing; the more the better. I can look after the other end of the +schooner myself." + +"You don't understand me," said Beaton. "I'm not trying to get a rise +out of you. I'm in earnest. What you want is some man who can have +patience with mediocrity putting on the style of genius, and with genius +turning mediocrity on his hands. I haven't any luck with men; I don't +get on with them; I'm not popular." Beaton recognized the fact with the +satisfaction which it somehow always brings to human pride. + +"So much the better!" Fulkerson was ready for him at this point. +"I don't want you to work the old-established racket the reputations. +When I want them I'll go to them with a pocketful of rocks--knock-down +argument. But my idea is to deal with the volunteer material. Look at +the way the periodicals are carried on now! Names! names! names! In a +country that's just boiling over with literary and artistic ability of +every kind the new fellows have no chance. The editors all engage their +material. I don't believe there are fifty volunteer contributions +printed in a year in all the New York magazines. It's all wrong; it's +suicidal. 'Every Other Week' is going back to the good old anonymous +system, the only fair system. It's worked well in literature, and it +will work well in art." + +"It won't work well in art," said Beaton. "There you have a totally +different set of conditions. What you'll get by inviting volunteer +illustrations will be a lot of amateur trash. And how are you going to +submit your literature for illustration? It can't be done. At any rate, +I won't undertake to do it." + +"We'll get up a School of Illustration," said Fulkerson, with cynical +security. "You can read the things and explain 'em, and your pupils can +make their sketches under your eye. They wouldn't be much further out +than most illustrations are if they never knew what they were +illustrating. You might select from what comes in and make up a sort of +pictorial variations to the literature without any particular reference +to it. Well, I understand you to accept?" + +"No, you don't." + +"That is, to consent to help us with your advice and criticism. That's +all I want. It won't commit you to anything; and you can be as anonymous +as anybody." At the door Fulkerson added: "By-the-way, the new man--the +fellow that's taken my old syndicate business--will want you to keep on; +but I guess he's going to try to beat you down on the price of the +letters. He's going in for retrenchment. I brought along a check for +this one; I'm to pay for that." He offered Beaton an envelope. + +"I can't take it, Fulkerson. The letter's paid for already." Fulkerson +stepped forward and laid the envelope on the table among the tubes of +paint. + +"It isn't the letter merely. I thought you wouldn't object to a little +advance on your 'Every Other Week' work till you kind of got started." + +Beaton remained inflexible. "It can't be done, Fulkerson. Don't I tell +you I can't sell myself out to a thing I don't believe in? Can't you +understand that?" + +"Oh yes; I can understand that first-rate. I don't want to buy you; I +want to borrow you. It's all right. See? Come round when you can; I'd +like to introduce you to old March. That's going to be our address." He +put a card on the table beside the envelope, and Beaton allowed him to go +without making him take the check back. He had remembered his father's +plea; that unnerved him, and he promised himself again to return his +father's poor little check and to work on that picture and give it to +Fulkerson for the check he had left and for his back debts. He resolved +to go to work on the picture at once; he had set his palette for it; but +first he looked at Fulkerson's check. It was for only fifty dollars, and +the canny Scotch blood in Beaton rebelled; he could not let this picture +go for any such money; he felt a little like a man whose generosity has +been trifled with. The conflict of emotions broke him up, and he could +not work. + + + + +IV + +The day wasted away in Beaton's hands; at half-past four o'clock he went +out to tea at the house of a lady who was At Home that afternoon from +four till seven. By this time Beaton was in possession of one of those +other selves of which we each have several about us, and was again the +laconic, staccato, rather worldlified young artist whose moments of a +controlled utterance and a certain distinction of manner had commended +him to Mrs. Horn's fancy in the summer at St. Barnaby. + +Mrs. Horn's rooms were large, and they never seemed very full, though +this perhaps was because people were always so quiet. The ladies, who +outnumbered the men ten to one, as they always do at a New York tea, were +dressed in sympathy with the low tone every one spoke in, and with the +subdued light which gave a crepuscular uncertainty to the few objects, +the dim pictures, the unexcited upholstery, of the rooms. One breathed +free of bric-a-brac there, and the new-comer breathed softly as one does +on going into church after service has begun. This might be a suggestion +from the voiceless behavior of the man-servant who let you in, but it was +also because Mrs. Horn's At Home was a ceremony, a decorum, and not +festival. At far greater houses there was more gayety, at richer houses +there was more freedom; the suppression at Mrs. Horn's was a personal, +not a social, effect; it was an efflux of her character, demure, +silentious, vague, but very correct. + +Beaton easily found his way to her around the grouped skirts and among +the detached figures, and received a pressure of welcome from the hand +which she momentarily relaxed from the tea-pot. She sat behind a table +put crosswise of a remote corner, and offered tea to people whom a niece +of hers received provisionally or sped finally in the outer room. They +did not usually take tea, and when they did they did not usually drink +it; but Beaton was, feverishly glad of his cup; he took rum and lemon in +it, and stood talking at Mrs. Horn's side till the next arrival should +displace him: he talked in his French manner. + +"I have been hoping to see you," she said. "I wanted to ask you about +the Leightons. Did they really come?" + +"I believe so. They are in town--yes. I haven't seen them." + +"Then you don't know how they're getting on--that pretty creature, with +her cleverness, and poor Mrs. Leighton? I was afraid they were venturing +on a rash experiment. Do you know where they are?" + +"In West Eleventh Street somewhere. Miss Leighton is in Mr. Wetmore's +class." + +"I must look them up. Do you know their number?" + +"Not at the moment. I can find out." + +"Do," said Mrs. Horn. "What courage they must have, to plunge into New +York as they've done! I really didn't think they would. I wonder if +they've succeeded in getting anybody into their house yet?" + +"I don't know," said Beaton. + +"I discouraged their coming all I could," she sighed, "and I suppose you +did, too. But it's quite useless trying to make people in a place like +St. Barnaby understand how it is in town." + +"Yes," said Beaton. He stirred his tea, while inwardly he tried to +believe that he had really discouraged the Leightons from coming to New +York. Perhaps the vexation of his failure made him call Mrs. Horn in his +heart a fraud. + +"Yes," she went on, "it is very, very hard. And when they won't +understand, and rush on their doom, you feel that they are going to hold +you respons--" + +Mrs. Horn's eyes wandered from Beaton; her voice faltered in the faded +interest of her remark, and then rose with renewed vigor in greeting a +lady who came up and stretched her glove across the tea-cups. + +Beaton got himself away and out of the house with a much briefer adieu to +the niece than he had meant to make. The patronizing compassion of Mrs. +Horn for the Leightons filled him with indignation toward her, toward +himself. There was no reason why he should not have ignored them as he +had done; but there was a feeling. It was his nature to be careless, and +he had been spoiled into recklessness; he neglected everybody, and only +remembered them when it suited his whim or his convenience; but he +fiercely resented the inattentions of others toward himself. He had no +scruple about breaking an engagement or failing to keep an appointment; +he made promises without thinking of their fulfilment, and not because he +was a faithless person, but because he was imaginative, and expected at +the time to do what he said, but was fickle, and so did not. As most of +his shortcomings were of a society sort, no great harm was done to +anybody else. He had contracted somewhat the circle of his acquaintance +by what some people called his rudeness, but most people treated it as +his oddity, and were patient with it. One lady said she valued his +coming when he said he would come because it had the charm of the +unexpected. "Only it shows that it isn't always the unexpected that +happens," she explained. + +It did not occur to him that his behavior was immoral; he did not realize +that it was creating a reputation if not a character for him. While we +are still young we do not realize that our actions have this effect. It +seems to us that people will judge us from what we think and feel. Later +we find out that this is impossible; perhaps we find it out too late; +some of us never find it out at all. + +In spite of his shame about the Leightons, Beaton had no present +intention of looking them up or sending Mrs. Horn their address. As a +matter of fact, he never did send it; but he happened to meet Mr. Wetmore +and his wife at the restaurant where he dined, and he got it of the +painter for himself. He did not ask him how Miss Leighton was getting +on; but Wetmore launched out, with Alma for a tacit text, on the futility +of women generally going in for art. "Even when they have talent they've +got too much against them. Where a girl doesn't seem very strong, like +Miss Leighton, no amount of chic is going to help." + +His wife disputed him on behalf of her sex, as women always do. + +"No, Dolly," he persisted; "she'd better be home milking the cows and +leading the horse to water." + +Do you think she'd better be up till two in the morning at balls and +going all day to receptions and luncheons?" + +"Oh, guess it isn't a question of that, even if she weren't drawing. +You knew them at home," he said to Beaton. + +"Yes." + +"I remember. Her mother said you suggested me. Well, the girl has some +notion of it; there's no doubt about that. But--she's a woman. The +trouble with these talented girls is that they're all woman. If they +weren't, there wouldn't be much chance for the men, Beaton. But we've +got Providence on our own side from the start. I'm able to watch all +their inspirations with perfect composure. I know just how soon it's +going to end in nervous breakdown. Somebody ought to marry them all and +put them out of their misery." + +"And what will you do with your students who are married already?" his +wife said. She felt that she had let him go on long enough. + +"Oh, they ought to get divorced." + +"You ought to be ashamed to take their money if that's what you think of +them." + +"My dear, I have a wife to support." + +Beaton intervened with a question. "Do you mean that Miss Leighton isn't +standing it very well?" + +"How do I know? She isn't the kind that bends; she's the kind that +breaks." + +After a little silence Mrs. Wetmore asked, "Won't you come home with us, +Mr. Beaton?" + +"Thank you; no. I have an engagement." + +"I don't see why that should prevent you," said Wetmore. "But you always +were a punctilious cuss. Well!" + +Beaton lingered over his cigar; but no one else whom he knew came in, +and he yielded to the threefold impulse of conscience, of curiosity, +of inclination, in going to call at the Leightons'. He asked for the +ladies, and the maid showed him into the parlor, where he found Mrs. +Leighton and Miss Woodburn. + +The widow met him with a welcome neatly marked by resentment; she meant +him to feel that his not coming sooner had been noticed. Miss Woodburn +bubbled and gurgled on, and did what she could to mitigate his +punishment, but she did not feel authorized to stay it, till Mrs. +Leighton, by studied avoidance of her daughter's name, obliged Beaton to +ask for her. Then Miss Woodburn caught up her work, and said, "Ah'll go +and tell her, Mrs. Leighton." At the top of the stairs she found Alma, +and Alma tried to make it seem as if she had not been standing there. +"Mah goodness, chald! there's the handsomest young man asking for you +down there you evah saw. Alh told you' mothah Ah would come up fo' you." + +"What--who is it?" + +"Don't you know? But bo' could you? He's got the most beautiful eyes, +and he wea's his hai' in a bang, and he talks English like it was +something else, and his name's Mr. Beaton." + +"Did he-ask for me?" said Alma, with a dreamy tone. She put her hand on +the stairs rail, and a little shiver ran over her. + +"Didn't I tell you? Of coase he did! And you ought to go raght down if +you want to save the poo' fellah's lahfe; you' mothah's just freezin' him +to death." + + + + +V. + +"She is?" cried Alma. "Tchk!" She flew downstairs, and flitted swiftly +into the room, and fluttered up to Beaton, and gave him a crushing hand- +shake. + +"How very kind, of you to come and see us, Mr. Beaton! When did you come +to New York? Don't you find it warm here? We've only just lighted the +furnace, but with this mild weather it seems too early. Mamma does keep +it so hot!" She rushed about opening doors and shutting registers, and +then came back and sat facing him from the sofa with a mask of radiant +cordiality. "How have you been since we saw you?" + +"Very well," said Beaton. "I hope you're well, Miss Leighton?" + +"Oh, perfectly! I think New York agrees with us both wonderfully. I +never knew such air. And to think of our not having snow yet! I should +think everybody would want to come here! Why don't you come, +Mr. Beaton?" + +Beaton lifted his eyes and looked at her. "I--I live in New York," he +faltered. + +"In New York City!" she exclaimed. + +"Surely, Alma," said her mother, "you remember Mr. Beaton's telling us he +lived in New York." + +"But I thought you came from Rochester; or was it Syracuse? I always +get those places mixed up." + +"Probably I told you my father lived at Syracuse. I've been in New York +ever since I came home from Paris," said Beaton, with the confusion of a +man who feels himself played upon by a woman. + +"From Paris!" Alma echoed, leaning forward, with her smiling mask tight +on. "Wasn't it Munich where you studied?" + +"I was at Munich, too. I met Wetmore there." + +"Oh, do you know Mr. Wetmore?" + +"Why, Alma," her mother interposed again, "it was Mr. Beaton who told you +of Mr. Wetmore." + +"Was it? Why, yes, to be sure. It was Mrs. Horn who suggested Mr. +Ilcomb. I remember now. I can't thank you enough for having sent me to +Mr. Wetmore, Mr. Beaton. Isn't he delightful? Oh yes, I'm a perfect +Wetmorian, I can assure you. The whole class is the same way." + +"I just met him and Mrs. Wetmore at dinner," said Beaton, attempting the +recovery of something that he had lost through the girl's shining ease +and steely sprightliness. She seemed to him so smooth and hard, with a +repellent elasticity from which he was flung off. "I hope you're not +working too hard, Miss Leighton?" + +"Oh no! I enjoy every minute of it, and grow stronger on it. Do I look +very much wasted away?" She looked him full in the face, brilliantly +smiling, and intentionally beautiful. + +"No," he said, with a slow sadness; "I never saw you looking better." + +"Poor Mr. Beaton!" she said, in recognition of his doleful tune. "It +seems to be quite a blow." + +"Oh no--" + +"I remember all the good advice you used to give me about not working too +hard, and probably it's that that's saved my life--that and the house- +hunting. Has mamma told you of our adventures in getting settled? + +"Some time we must. It was such fun! And didn't you think we were +fortunate to get such a pretty house? You must see both our parlors." +She jumped up, and her mother followed her with a bewildered look as she +ran into the back parlor and flashed up the gas. + +"Come in here, Mr. Beaton. I want to show you the great feature of the +house." She opened the low windows that gave upon a glazed veranda +stretching across the end of the room. "Just think of this in New York! +You can't see it very well at night, but when the southern sun pours in +here all the afternoon--" + +"Yes, I can imagine it," he said. He glanced up at the bird-cage hanging +from the roof. "I suppose Gypsy enjoys it." + +"You remember Gypsy?" she said; and she made a cooing, kissing little +noise up at the bird, who responded drowsily. "Poor old Gypsum! Well, +he sha'n't be disturbed. Yes, it's Gyp's delight, and Colonel Woodburn +likes to write here in the morning. Think of us having a real live +author in the house! And Miss Woodburn: I'm so glad you've seen her! +They're Southern people." + +"Yes, that was obvious in her case." + +"From her accent? Isn't it fascinating? I didn't believe I could ever +endure Southerners, but we're like one family with the Woodburns. I +should think you'd want to paint Miss Woodburn. Don't you think her +coloring is delicious? And such a quaint kind of eighteenth-century type +of beauty! But she's perfectly lovely every way, and everything she says +is so funny. The Southerners seem to be such great talkers; better than +we are, don't you think?" + +"I don't know," said Beaton, in pensive discouragement. He was sensible +of being manipulated, operated, but he was helpless to escape from the +performer or to fathom her motives. His pensiveness passed into gloom, +and was degenerating into sulky resentment when he went away, after +several failures to get back to the old ground he had held in relation to +Alma. He retrieved something of it with Mrs. Leighton; but Alma +glittered upon him to the last with a keen impenetrable candor, a child- +like singleness of glance, covering unfathomable reserve. + +"Well, Alma," said her mother, when the door had closed upon him. + +"Well, mother." Then, after a moment, she said, with a rush: "Did you +think I was going to let him suppose we were piqued at his not coming? +Did you suppose I was going to let him patronize us, or think that we +were in the least dependent on his favor or friendship?" + +Her mother did not attempt to answer her. She merely said, "I shouldn't +think he would come any more." + +"Well, we have got on so far without him; perhaps we can live through the +rest of the winter." + +"I couldn't help feeling sorry for him. He was quite stupefied. I could +see that he didn't know what to make of you." + +"He's not required to make anything of me," said Alma. + +"Do you think he really believed you had forgotten all those things?" + +"Impossible to say, mamma." + +"Well, I don't think it was quite right, Alma." + +"I'll leave him to you the next time. Miss Woodburn said you were +freezing him to death when I came down." + +"That was quite different. But, there won't be any next time, I'm +afraid," sighed Mrs. Leighton. + +Beaton went home feeling sure there would not. He tried to read when he +got to his room; but Alma's looks, tones, gestures, whirred through and +through the woof of the story like shuttles; he could not keep them out, +and he fell asleep at last, not because he forgot them, but because he +forgave them. He was able to say to himself that he had been justly cut +off from kindness which he knew how to value in losing it. He did not +expect ever to right himself in Alma's esteem, but he hoped some day to +let her know that he had understood. It seemed to him that it would be a +good thing if she should find it out after his death. He imagined her +being touched by it under those circumstances. + + + + +VI. + +In the morning it seemed to Beaton that he had done himself injustice. +When he uncovered his Judas and looked at it, he could not believe that +the man who was capable of such work deserved the punishment Miss +Leighton had inflicted upon him. He still forgave her, but in the +presence of a thing like that he could not help respecting himself; he +believed that if she could see it she would be sorry that she had cut +herself off from his acquaintance. He carried this strain of conviction +all through his syndicate letter, which he now took out of his desk and +finished, with an increasing security of his opinions and a mounting +severity in his judgments. He retaliated upon the general condition of +art among us the pangs of wounded vanity, which Alma had made him feel, +and he folded up his manuscript and put it in his pocket, almost healed +of his humiliation. He had been able to escape from its sting so +entirely while he was writing that the notion of making his life more and +more literary commended itself to him. As it was now evident that the +future was to be one of renunciation, of self-forgetting, an oblivion +tinged with bitterness, he formlessly reasoned in favor of reconsidering +his resolution against Fulkerson's offer. One must call it reasoning, +but it was rather that swift internal dramatization which constantly goes +on in persons of excitable sensibilities, and which now seemed to sweep +Beaton physically along toward the 'Every Other Week' office, and carried +his mind with lightning celerity on to a time when he should have given +that journal such quality and authority in matters of art as had never +been enjoyed by any in America before. With the prosperity which he made +attend his work he changed the character of the enterprise, and with +Fulkerson's enthusiastic support he gave the public an art journal of as +high grade as 'Les Lettres et les Arts', and very much that sort of +thing. All this involved now the unavailing regret of Alma Leighton, and +now his reconciliation with her they were married in Grace Church, +because Beaton had once seen a marriage there, and had intended to paint +a picture of it some time. + +Nothing in these fervid fantasies prevented his responding with due +dryness to Fulkerson's cheery "Hello, old man!" when he found himself in +the building fitted up for the 'Every Other Week' office. Fulkerson's +room was back of the smaller one occupied by the bookkeeper; they had +been respectively the reception-room and dining-room of the little place +in its dwelling-house days, and they had been simply and tastefully +treated in their transformation into business purposes. The narrow old +trim of the doors and windows had been kept, and the quaintly ugly marble +mantels. The architect had said, Better let them stay they expressed +epoch, if not character. + +"Well, have you come round to go to work? Just hang up your coat on the +floor anywhere," Fulkerson went on. + +"I've come to bring you that letter," said Beaton, all the more haughtily +because he found that Fulkerson was not alone when he welcomed him in +these free and easy terms. There was a quiet-looking man, rather stout, +and a little above the middle height, with a full, close-cropped iron- +gray beard, seated beyond the table where Fulkerson tilted himself back, +with his knees set against it; and leaning against the mantel there was a +young man with a singularly gentle face, in which the look of goodness +qualified and transfigured a certain simplicity. His large blue eyes +were somewhat prominent; and his rather narrow face was drawn forward in +a nose a little too long perhaps, if it had not been for the full chin +deeply cut below the lip, and jutting firmly forward. + +"Introduce you to Mr. March, our editor, Mr. Beaton," Fulkerson said, +rolling his head in the direction of the elder man; and then nodding it +toward the younger, he said, "Mr. Dryfoos, Mr. Beaton." Beaton shook +hands with March, and then with Mr. Dryfoos, and Fulkerson went on, +gayly: "We were just talking of you, Beaton--well, you know the old +saying. Mr. March, as I told you, is our editor, and Mr. Dryfoos has +charge of the publishing department--he's the counting-room incarnate, +the source of power, the fountain of corruption, the element that +prevents journalism being the high and holy thing that it would be if +there were no money in it." Mr. Dryfoos turned his large, mild eyes upon +Beaton, and laughed with the uneasy concession which people make to a +character when they do not quite approve of the character's language. +"What Mr. March and I are trying to do is to carry on this thing so that +there won't be any money in it--or very little; and we're planning to +give the public a better article for the price than it's ever had before. +Now here's a dummy we've had made up for 'Every Other Week', and as we've +decided to adopt it, we would naturally like your opinion of it, so's to +know what opinion to have of you." He reached forward and pushed toward +Beaton a volume a little above the size of the ordinary duodecimo book; +its ivory-white pebbled paper cover was prettily illustrated with a water +-colored design irregularly washed over the greater part of its surface: +quite across the page at top, and narrowing from right to left as it +descended. In the triangular space left blank the title of the +periodical and the publisher's imprint were tastefully lettered so as to +be partly covered by the background of color. + +"It's like some of those Tartarin books of Daudet's," said Beacon, +looking at it with more interest than he suffered to be seen. "But it's +a book, not a magazine." He opened its pages of thick, mellow white +paper, with uncut leaves, the first few pages experimentally printed in +the type intended to be used, and illustrated with some sketches drawn +into and over the text, for the sake of the effect. + +"A Daniel--a Daniel come to judgment! Sit down, Dan'el, and take it +easy." Fulkerson pushed a chair toward Beaton, who dropped into it. +"You're right, Dan'el; it's a book, to all practical intents and +purposes. And what we propose to do with the American public is to give +it twenty-four books like this a year--a complete library--for the absurd +sum of six dollars. We don't intend to sell 'em--it's no name for the +transaction--but to give 'em. And what we want to get out of you--beg, +borrow, buy, or steal from you is an opinion whether we shall make the +American public this princely present in paper covers like this, or in +some sort of flexible boards, so they can set them on the shelf and say +no more about it. Now, Dan'el, come to judgment, as our respected friend +Shylock remarked." + +Beacon had got done looking at the dummy, and he dropped it on the table +before Fulkerson, who pushed it away, apparently to free himself from +partiality. "I don't know anything about the business side, and I can't +tell about the effect of either style on the sales; but you'll spoil the +whole character of the cover if you use anything thicker than that +thickish paper." + +"All right; very good; first-rate. The ayes have it. Paper it is. I +don't mind telling you that we had decided for that paper before you came +in. Mr. March wanted it, because he felt in his bones just the way you +do about it, and Mr. Dryfoos wanted it, because he's the counting-room +incarnate, and it's cheaper; and I 'wanted it, because I always like to +go with the majority. Now what do you think of that little design +itself?" + +"The sketch?" Beaton pulled the book toward him again and looked at it +again. "Rather decorative. Drawing's not remarkable. Graceful; rather +nice." He pushed the book away again, and Fulkerson pulled it to his +aide of the table. + +"Well, that's a piece of that amateur trash you despise so much. I went +to a painter I know-by-the-way, he was guilty of suggesting you for this +thing, but I told him I was ahead of him--and I got him to submit my idea +to one of his class, and that's the result. Well, now, there ain't +anything in this world that sells a book like a pretty cover, and we're +going to have a pretty cover for 'Every Other Week' every time. We've +cut loose from the old traditional quarto literary newspaper size, and +we've cut loose from the old two-column big page magazine size; we're +going to have a duodecimo page, clear black print, and paper that 'll +make your mouth water; and we're going to have a fresh illustration for +the cover of each number, and we ain't agoing to give the public any rest +at all. Sometimes we're going to have a delicate little landscape like +this, and sometimes we're going to have an indelicate little figure, or +as much so as the law will allow." + +The young man leaning against the mantelpiece blushed a sort of protest. + +March smiled and said, dryly, "Those are the numbers that Mr. Fulkerson +is going to edit himself." + +"Exactly. And Mr. Beaton, here, is going to supply the floating females, +gracefully airing themselves against a sunset or something of that kind." +Beaton frowned in embarrassment, while Fulkerson went on philosophically; +"It's astonishing how you fellows can keep it up at this stage of the +proceedings; you can paint things that your harshest critic would be +ashamed to describe accurately; you're as free as the theatre. But +that's neither here nor there. What I'm after is the fact that we're +going to have variety in our title-pages, and we are going to have +novelty in the illustrations of the body of the book. March, here, if he +had his own way, wouldn't have any illustrations at all." + +"Not because I don't like them, Mr. Beacon," March interposed, "but +because I like them too much. I find that I look at the pictures in an +illustrated article, but I don't read the article very much, and I fancy +that's the case with most other people. You've got to doing them so +prettily that you take our eyes off the literature, if you don't take our +minds off." + +"Like the society beauties on the stage: people go in for the beauty so +much that they don't know what the play is. But the box-office gets +there all the same, and that's what Mr. Dryfoos wants." Fulkerson looked +up gayly at Mr. Dryfoos, who smiled deprecatingly. + +"It was different," March went on, "when the illustrations used to be +bad. Then the text had some chance." + +"Old legitimate drama days, when ugliness and genius combined to storm +the galleries," said Fulkerson. + +"We can still make them bad enough," said Beaton, ignoring Fulkerson in +his remark to March. + +Fulkerson took the reply upon himself. "Well, you needn't make 'em so +bad as the old-style cuts; but you can make them unobtrusive, modestly +retiring. We've got hold of a process something like that those French +fellows gave Daudet thirty-five thousand dollars to write a novel to use +with; kind of thing that begins at one side; or one corner, and spreads +in a sort of dim religious style over the print till you can't tell which +is which. Then we've got a notion that where the pictures don't behave +quite so sociably, they can be dropped into the text, like a little +casual remark, don't you know, or a comment that has some connection, or +maybe none at all, with what's going on in the story. Something like +this." Fulkerson took away one knee from the table long enough to open +the drawer, and pull from it a book that he shoved toward Beacon. +"That's a Spanish book I happened to see at Brentano's, and I froze to it +on account of the pictures. I guess they're pretty good." + +"Do you expect to get such drawings in this country?" asked Beaton, +after a glance at the book. "Such character--such drama? You won't." + +"Well, I'm not so sure," said Fulkerson, "come to get our amateurs warmed +up to the work. But what I want is to get the physical effect, so to +speak-get that sized picture into our page, and set the fashion of it. +I shouldn't care if the illustration was sometimes confined to an initial +letter and a tail-piece." + +"Couldn't be done here. We haven't the touch. We're good in some +things, but this isn't in our way," said Beaton, stubbornly. "I can't +think of a man who could do it; that is, among those that would." + +"Well, think of some woman, then," said Fulkerson, easily. "I've got a +notion that the women could help us out on this thing, come to get 'em +interested. There ain't anything so popular as female fiction; why not +try female art?" + +"The females themselves have been supposed to have been trying it for a +good while," March suggested; and Mr. Dryfoos laughed nervously; Beaton +remained solemnly silent. + +"Yes, I know," Fulkerson assented. "But I don't mean that kind exactly. +What we want to do is to work the 'ewig Weibliche' in this concern. We +want to make a magazine that will go for the women's fancy every time. +I don't mean with recipes for cooking and fashions and personal gossip +about authors and society, but real high-tone literature that will show +women triumphing in all the stories, or else suffering tremendously. +We've got to recognize that women form three-fourths of the reading +public in this country, and go for their tastes and their sensibilities +and their sex-piety along the whole line. They do like to think that +women can do things better than men; and if we can let it leak out and +get around in the papers that the managers of 'Every Other Week' couldn't +stir a peg in the line of the illustrations they wanted till they got a +lot of God-gifted girls to help them, it 'll make the fortune of the +thing. See?" + +He looked sunnily round at the other men, and March said: "You ought to +be in charge of a Siamese white elephant, Fulkerson. It's a disgrace to +be connected with you." + +"It seems to me," said Becton, "that you'd better get a God-gifted girl +for your art editor." + +Fulkerson leaned alertly forward, and touched him on the shoulder, with a +compassionate smile. "My dear boy, they haven't got the genius of +organization. It takes a very masculine man for that--a man who combines +the most subtle and refined sympathies with the most forceful purposes +and the most ferruginous will-power. Which his name is Angus Beaton, and +here he sets!" + +The others laughed with Fulkerson at his gross burlesque of flattery, and +Becton frowned sheepishly. "I suppose you understand this man's style," +he growled toward March. + +"He does, my son," said Fulkerson. "He knows that I cannot tell a lie." +He pulled out his watch, and then got suddenly upon his feet. + +"It's quarter of twelve, and I've got an appointment." Beaton rose too, +and Fulkerson put the two books in his lax hands. "Take these along, +Michelangelo Da Vinci, my friend, and put your multitudinous mind on them +for about an hour, and let us hear from you to-morrow. We hang upon your +decision." + +"There's no deciding to be done," said Beaton. "You can't combine the +two styles. They'd kill each other." + +"A Dan'el, a Dan'el come to judgment! I knew you could help us out! +Take 'em along, and tell us which will go the furthest with the 'ewig +Weibliche.' Dryfoos, I want a word with you." He led the way into the +front room, flirting an airy farewell to Beaton with his hand as he went. + + + + +VII. + +March and Beaton remained alone together for a moment, and March said: +"I hope you will think it worth while to take hold with us, Mr. Beaton. +Mr. Fulkerson puts it in his own way, of course; but we really want to +make a nice thing of the magazine." He had that timidity of the elder in +the presence of the younger man which the younger, preoccupied with his +own timidity in the presence of the elder, cannot imagine. Besides, +March was aware of the gulf that divided him as a literary man from +Beaton as an artist, and he only ventured to feel his way toward sympathy +with him. "We want to make it good; we want to make it high. Fulkerson +is right about aiming to please the women, but of course he caricatures +the way of going about it." + +For answer, Beaton flung out, "I can't go in for a thing I don't +understand the plan of." + +March took it for granted that he had wounded some exposed sensibility, +of Beaton's. He continued still more deferentially: "Mr. Fulkerson's +notion--I must say the notion is his, evolved from his syndicate +experience--is that we shall do best in fiction to confine our selves to +short stories, and make each number complete in itself. He found that +the most successful things he could furnish his newspapers were short +stories; we Americans are supposed to excel in writing them; and most +people begin with them in fiction; and it's Mr. Fulkerson's idea to work +unknown talent, as he says, and so he thinks he can not only get them +easily, but can gradually form a school of short-story writers. I can't +say I follow him altogether, but I respect his experience. We shall not +despise translations of short stories, but otherwise the matter will all +be original, and, of course, it won't all be short stories. We shall use +sketches of travel, and essays, and little dramatic studies, and bits of +biography and history; but all very light, and always short enough to be +completed in a single number. Mr. Fulkerson believes in pictures, and +most of the things would be capable of illustration." + +"I see," said Beaton. + +"I don't know but this is the whole affair," said March, beginning to +stiffen a little at the young man's reticence. + +"I understand. Thank you for taking the trouble to explain. Good- +morning." Beaton bowed himself off, without offering to shake hands. + +Fulkerson came in after a while from the outer office, and Mr. Dryfoos +followed him. "Well, what do you think of our art editor?" + +"Is he our art editor?" asked March. "I wasn't quite certain when he +left." + +"Did he take the books?" + +"Yes, he took the books." + +"I guess he's all right, then." Fulkerson added, in concession to the +umbrage he detected in March. + +"Beaton has his times of being the greatest ass in the solar system, but +he usually takes it out in personal conduct. When it comes to work, he's +a regular horse." + +"He appears to have compromised for the present by being a perfect mule," +said March. + +"Well, he's in a transition state," Fulkerson allowed. "He's the man for +us. He really understands what we want. You'll see; he'll catch on. +That lurid glare of his will wear off in the course of time. He's really +a good fellow when you take him off his guard; and he's full of ideas. +He's spread out over a good deal of ground at present, and so he's pretty +thin; but come to gather him up into a lump, there's a good deal of +substance to him. Yes, there is. He's a first-rate critic, and he's a +nice fellow with the other artists. They laugh at his universality, but +they all like him. He's the best kind of a teacher when he condescends +to it; and he's just the man to deal with our volunteer work. Yes, sir, +he's a prize. Well, I must go now." + +Fulkerson went out of the street door, and then came quickly back. "By- +the-bye, March, I saw that old dynamiter of yours round at Beaton's room +yesterday." + +"What old dynamiter of mine?" + +"That old one-handed Dutchman--friend of your youth--the one we saw at +Maroni's--" + +"Oh-Lindau!" said March, with a vague pang of self reproach for having +thought of Lindau so little after the first flood of his tender feeling +toward him was past. + +"Yes, our versatile friend was modelling him as Judas Iscariot. Lindau +makes a first-rate Judas, and Beaton has got a big thing in that head if +he works the religious people right. But what I was thinking of was +this--it struck me just as I was going out of the door: Didn't you tell +me Lindau knew forty or fifty, different languages?" + +"Four or five, yes." + +"Well, we won't quarrel about the number. The question is, Why not work +him in the field of foreign literature? You can't go over all their +reviews and magazines, and he could do the smelling for you, if you could +trust his nose. Would he know a good thing?" + +"I think he would," said March, on whom the scope of Fulkerson's +suggestion gradually opened. "He used to have good taste, and he must +know the ground. Why, it's a capital idea, Fulkerson! Lindau wrote very +fair English, and he could translate, with a little revision." + +"And he would probably work cheap. Well, hadn't you better see him about +it? I guess it 'll be quite a windfall for him." + +"Yes, it will. I'll look him up. Thank you for the suggestion, +Fulkerson." + +"Oh, don't mention it! I don't mind doing 'Every Other Week' a good turn +now and then when it comes in my way." Fulkerson went out again, and +this time March was finally left with Mr. Dryfoos. + +"Mrs. March was very sorry not to be at home when your sisters called the +other day. She wished me to ask if they had any afternoon in particular. +There was none on your mother's card." + +"No, sir," said the young man, with a flush of embarrassment that seemed +habitual with him. "She has no day. She's at home almost every day. +She hardly ever goes out." + +"Might we come some evening?" March asked. "We should be very glad to +do that, if she would excuse the informality. Then I could come with +Mrs. March." + +"Mother isn't very formal," said the young man. "She would be very glad +to see you." + +"Then we'll come some night this week, if you will let us. When do you +expect your father back?" + +"Not much before Christmas. He's trying to settle up some things at +Moffitt." + +"And what do you think of our art editor?" asked March, with a smile, +for the change of subject. + +"Oh, I don't know much about such things," said the young man, with +another of his embarrassed flushes. "Mr. Fulkerson seems to feel sure +that he is the one for us." + +"Mr. Fulkerson seemed to think that I was the one for you, too," said +March; and he laughed. "That's what makes me doubt his infallibility. +But he couldn't do worse with Mr. Beaton." + +Mr. Dryfoos reddened and looked down, as if unable or unwilling to cope +with the difficulty of making a polite protest against March's self- +depreciation. He said, after a moment: "It's new business to all of us +except Mr. Fulkerson. But I think it will succeed. I think we can do +some good in it." + +March asked rather absently, "Some good?" Then he added: "Oh yes; +I think we can. What do you mean by good? Improve the public taste? +Elevate the standard of literature? Give young authors and artists a +chance?" + +This was the only good that had ever been in March's mind, except the +good that was to come in a material way from his success, to himself and +to his family. + +"I don't know," said the young man; and he looked down in a shamefaced +fashion. He lifted his head and looked into March's face. "I suppose I +was thinking that some time we might help along. If we were to have +those sketches of yours about life in every part of New York--" + +March's authorial vanity was tickled. "Fulkerson has been talking to you +about them? He seemed to think they would be a card. He believes that +there's no subject so fascinating to the general average of people +throughout the country as life in New York City; and he liked my notion +of doing these things." March hoped that Dryfoos would answer that +Fulkerson was perfectly enthusiastic about his notion; but he did not +need this stimulus, and, at any rate, he went on without it. "The fact +is, it's something that struck my fancy the moment I came here; I found +myself intensely interested in the place, and I began to make notes, +consciously and unconsciously, at once. Yes, I believe I can get +something quite attractive out of it. I don't in the least know what it +will be yet, except that it will be very desultory; and I couldn't at all +say when I can get at it. If we postpone the first number till February +I might get a little paper into that. Yes, I think it might be a good +thing for us," March said, with modest self-appreciation. + +"If you can make the comfortable people understand how the uncomfortable +people live, it will be a very good thing, Mr. March. Sometimes it seems +to me that the only trouble is that we don't know one another well +enough; and that the first thing is to do this." The young fellow spoke +with the seriousness in which the beauty of his face resided. Whenever +he laughed his face looked weak, even silly. It seemed to be a sense of +this that made him hang his head or turn it away at such times. + +"That's true," said March, from the surface only. "And then, those +phases of low life are immensely picturesque. Of course, we must try to +get the contrasts of luxury for the sake of the full effect. That won't +be so easy. You can't penetrate to the dinner-party of a millionaire +under the wing of a detective as you could to a carouse in Mulberry +Street, or to his children's nursery with a philanthropist as you can to +a street-boy's lodging-house." March laughed, and again the young man +turned his head away. "Still, something can be done in that way by tact +and patience." + + + + +VII. + +That evening March went with his wife to return the call of the Dryfoos +ladies. On their way up-town in the Elevated he told her of his talk +with young Dryfoos. "I confess I was a little ashamed before him +afterward for having looked at the matter so entirely from the aesthetic +point of view. But of course, you know, if I went to work at those +things with an ethical intention explicitly in mind, I should spoil +them." + +"Of course," said his wife. She had always heard him say something of +this kind about such things. + +He went on: "But I suppose that's just the point that such a nature as +young Dryfoos's can't get hold of, or keep hold of. We're a queer lot, +down there, Isabel--perfect menagerie. If it hadn't been that Fulkerson +got us together, and really seems to know what he did it for, I should +say he was the oddest stick among us. But when I think of myself and my +own crankiness for the literary department; and young Dryfoos, who ought +really to be in the pulpit, or a monastery, or something, for publisher; +and that young Beaton, who probably hasn't a moral fibre in his +composition, for the art man, I don't know but we could give Fulkerson +odds and still beat him in oddity." + +His wife heaved a deep sigh of apprehension, of renunciation, of +monition. "Well, I'm glad you can feel so light about it, Basil." + +"Light? I feel gay! With Fulkerson at the helm, I tell you the rocks +and the lee shore had better keep out of the way." He laughed with +pleasure in his metaphor. "Just when you think Fulkerson has taken leave +of his senses he says or does something that shows he is on the most +intimate and inalienable terms with them all the time. You know how I've +been worrying over those foreign periodicals, and trying to get some +translations from them for the first number? Well, Fulkerson has brought +his centipedal mind to bear on the subject, and he's suggested that old +German friend of mine I was telling you of--the one I met in the +restaurant--the friend of my youth." + +"Do you think he could do it?" asked Mrs. March, sceptically. + +"He's a perfect Babel of strange tongues; and he's the very man for the +work, and I was ashamed I hadn't thought of him myself, for I suspect he +needs the work." + +"Well, be careful how you get mixed up with him, then, Basil," said his +wife, who had the natural misgiving concerning the friends of her +husband's youth that all wives have. "You know the Germans are so +unscrupulously dependent. You don't know anything about him now." + +"I'm not afraid of Lindau," said March. "He was the best and kindest man +I ever saw, the most high-minded, the most generous. He lost a hand in +the war that helped to save us and keep us possible, and that stump of +his is character enough for me." + +"Oh, you don't think I could have meant anything against him!" said Mrs. +March, with the tender fervor that every woman who lived in the time of +the war must feel for those who suffered in it. "All that I meant was +that I hoped you would not get mixed up with him too much. You're so apt +to be carried away by your impulses." + +"They didn't carry me very far away in the direction of poor old Lindau, +I'm ashamed to think," said March. "I meant all sorts of fine things by +him after I met him; and then I forgot him, and I had to be reminded of +him by Fulkerson." + +She did not answer him, and he fell into a remorseful reverie, in which +he rehabilitated Lindau anew, and provided handsomely for his old age. +He got him buried with military honors, and had a shaft raised over him, +with a medallion likeness by Beaton and an epitaph by himself, by the +time they reached Forty-second Street; there was no time to write +Lindau's life, however briefly, before the train stopped. + +They had to walk up four blocks and then half a block across before they +came to the indistinctive brownstone house where the Dryfooses lived. +It was larger than some in the same block, but the next neighborhood of a +huge apartment-house dwarfed it again. March thought he recognized the +very flat in which he had disciplined the surly janitor, but he did not +tell his wife; he made her notice the transition character of the street, +which had been mostly built up in apartment-houses, with here and there a +single dwelling dropped far down beneath and beside them, to that jag- +toothed effect on the sky-line so often observable in such New York +streets. "I don't know exactly what the old gentleman bought here for," +he said, as they waited on the steps after ringing, "unless he expects to +turn it into flats by-and-by. Otherwise, I don't believe he'll get his +money back." + +An Irish serving-man, with a certain surprise that delayed him, said the +ladies were at home, and let the Marches in, and then carried their cards +up-stairs. The drawing-room, where he said they could sit down while he +went on this errand, was delicately, decorated in white and gold, and +furnished with a sort of extravagant good taste; there was nothing to +object to in the satin furniture, the pale, soft, rich carpet, the +pictures, and the bronze and china bric-a-brac, except that their +costliness was too evident; everything in the room meant money too +plainly, and too much of it. The Marches recognized this in the hoarse +whispers which people cannot get their voices above when they try to talk +away the interval of waiting in such circumstances; they conjectured from +what they had heard of the Dryfooses that this tasteful luxury in no wise +expressed their civilization. "Though when you come to that," said +March, "I don't know that Mrs. Green's gimcrackery expresses ours." + +"Well, Basil, I didn't take the gimcrackery. That was your--" + +The rustle of skirts on the stairs without arrested Mrs. March in the +well-merited punishment which she never failed to inflict upon her +husband when the question of the gimcrackery--they always called it that- +-came up. She rose at the entrance of a bright-looking, pretty-looking, +mature, youngish lady, in black silk of a neutral implication, who put +out her hand to her, and said, with a very cheery, very ladylike accent, +"Mrs. March?" and then added to both of them, while she shook hands with +March, and before they could get the name out of their months: "No, not +Miss Dryfoos! Neither of them; nor Mrs. Dryfoos. Mrs. Mandel. The +ladies will be down in a moment. Won't you throw off your sacque, Mrs. +March? I'm afraid it's rather warm here, coming from the outside." + +"I will throw it back, if you'll allow me," said Mrs. March, with a sort +of provisionality, as if, pending some uncertainty as to Mrs. Mandel's +quality and authority, she did not feel herself justified in going +further. + +But if she did not know about Mrs. Mandel, Mrs. Mandel seemed to know +about her. "Oh, well, do!" she said, with a sort of recognition of the +propriety of her caution. "I hope you are feeling a little at home in +New York. We heard so much of your trouble in getting a flat, from Mr. +Fulkerson." + +"Well, a true Bostonian doesn't give up quite so soon," said Mrs. March. + +"But I will say New York doesn't seem so far away, now we're here." + +"I'm sure you'll like it. Every one does." Mrs. Mandel added to March, +"It's very sharp out, isn't it?" + +"Rather sharp. But after our Boston winters I don't know but I ought to +repudiate the word." + +"Ah, wait till you have been here through March!" said Mrs. Mandel. She +began with him, but skillfully transferred the close of her remark, and +the little smile of menace that went with it, to his wife. + +"Yes," said Mrs. March, "or April, either: Talk about our east winds!" + +"Oh, I'm sure they can't be worse than our winds," Mrs. Mandel returned, +caressingly. + +"If we escape New York pneumonia," March laughed, "it will only be to +fall a prey to New York malaria as soon as the frost is out of the +ground." + +"Oh, but you know," said Mrs. Mandel, "I think our malaria has really +been slandered a little. It's more a matter of drainage--of plumbing. +I don't believe it would be possible for malaria to get into this house, +we've had it gone over so thoroughly." + +Mrs. March said, while she tried to divine Mrs. Mandel's position from +this statement, "It's certainly the first duty." + +"If Mrs. March could have had her way, we should have had the drainage of +our whole ward put in order," said her husband, "before we ventured to +take a furnished apartment for the winter." + +Mrs. Mandel looked discreetly at Mrs. March for permission to laugh at +this, but at the same moment both ladies became preoccupied with a second +rustling on the stairs. + +Two tall, well-dressed young girls came in, and Mrs. Mandel introduced, +"Miss Dryfoos, Mrs. March; and Miss Mela Dryfoos, Mr. March," she added, +and the girls shook hands in their several ways with the Marches. + +Miss Dryfoos had keen black eyes, and her hair was intensely black. Her +face, but for the slight inward curve of the nose, was regular, and the +smallness of her nose and of her mouth did not weaken her face, but gave +it a curious effect of fierceness, of challenge. She had a large black +fan in her hand, which she waved in talking, with a slow, watchful +nervousness. Her sister was blonde, and had a profile like her +brother's; but her chin was not so salient, and the weak look of the +mouth was not corrected by the spirituality or the fervor of his eyes, +though hers were of the same mottled blue. She dropped into the low seat +beside Mrs. Mandel, and intertwined her fingers with those of the hand +which Mrs. Mandel let her have. She smiled upon the Marches, while Miss +Dryfoos watched them intensely, with her eyes first on one and then on +the other, as if she did not mean to let any expression of theirs escape +her. + +"My mother will be down in a minute," she said to Mrs. March. + +"I hope we're not disturbing her. It is so good of you to let us come in +the evening," Mrs. March replied. + +"Oh, not at all," said the girl. "We receive in the evening." + +"When we do receive," Miss Mela put in. "We don't always get the chance +to." She began a laugh, which she checked at a smile from Mrs. Mandel, +which no one could have seen to be reproving. + +Miss Dryfoos looked down at her fan, and looked up defiantly at Mrs. +March. "I suppose you have hardly got settled. We were afraid we would +disturb you when we called." + +"Oh no! We were very sorry to miss your visit. We are quite settled in +our new quarters. Of course, it's all very different from Boston." + +"I hope it's more of a sociable place there," Miss Mela broke in again. +"I never saw such an unsociable place as New York. We've been in this +house three months, and I don't believe that if we stayed three years any +of the neighbors would call." + +"I fancy proximity doesn't count for much in New York," March suggested. + +Mrs. Mandel said: "That's what I tell Miss Mela. But she is a very +social nature, and can't reconcile herself to the fact." + +"No, I can't," the girl pouted. "I think it was twice as much fun in +Moffitt. I wish I was there now." + +"Yes," said March, "I think there's a great deal more enjoyment in those +smaller places. There's not so much going on in the way of public +amusements, and so people make more of one another. There are not so +many concerts, theatres, operas--" + +"Oh, they've got a splendid opera-house in Moffitt. It's just grand," +said Miss Mela. + +"Have you been to the opera here, this winter?" Mrs. March asked of the +elder girl. + +She was glaring with a frown at her sister, and detached her eyes from +her with an effort. "What did you say?" she demanded, with an absent +bluntness. "Oh yes. Yes! We went once. Father took a box at the +Metropolitan." + +"Then you got a good dose of Wagner, I suppose?" said March. + +"What?" asked the girl. + +"I don't think Miss Dryfoos is very fond of Wagner's music," Mrs. Mandel +said. "I believe you are all great Wagnerites in Boston?" + +"I'm a very bad Bostonian, Mrs. Mandel. I suspect myself of preferring +Verdi," March answered. + +Miss Dryfoos looked down at her fan again, and said, "I like 'Trovatore' +the best." + +"It's an opera I never get tired of," said March, and Mrs. March and Mrs: +Mandel exchanged a smile of compassion for his simplicity. He detected +it, and added: "But I dare say I shall come down with the Wagner fever in +time. I've been exposed to some malignant cases of it." + +"That night we were there," said Miss Mela, "they had to turn the gas +down all through one part of it, and the papers said the ladies were +awful mad because they couldn't show their diamonds. I don't wonder, if +they all had to pay as much for their boxes as we did. We had to pay +sixty dollars." She looked at the Marches for their sensation at this +expense. + +March said: "Well, I think I shall take my box by the month, then. It +must come cheaper, wholesale." + +"Oh no, it don't," said the girl, glad to inform him. "The people that +own their boxes, and that had to give fifteen or twenty thousand dollars +apiece for them, have to pay sixty dollars a night whenever there's a +performance, whether they go or not." + +"Then I should go every night," March said. + +"Most of the ladies were low neck--" + +March interposed, "Well, I shouldn't go low-neck." + +The girl broke into a fondly approving laugh at his drolling. "Oh, I +guess you love to train! Us girls wanted to go low neck, too; but father +said we shouldn't, and mother said if we did she wouldn't come to the +front of the box once. Well, she didn't, anyway. We might just as well +'a' gone low neck. She stayed back the whole time, and when they had +that dance--the ballet, you know--she just shut her eyes. Well, Conrad +didn't like that part much, either; but us girls and Mrs. Mandel, we +brazened it out right in the front of the box. We were about the only +ones there that went high neck. Conrad had to wear a swallow-tail; +but father hadn't any, and he had to patch out with a white cravat. +You couldn't see what he had on in the back o' the box, anyway." + +Mrs. March looked at Miss Dryfoos, who was waving her fan more and more +slowly up and down, and who, when she felt herself looked at, returned +Mrs. March's smile, which she meant to be ingratiating and perhaps +sympathetic, with a flash that made her start, and then ran her fierce +eyes over March's face. "Here comes mother," she said, with a sort of +breathlessness, as if speaking her thought aloud, and through the open +door the Marches could see the old lady on the stairs. + +She paused half-way down, and turning, called up: "Coonrod! Coonrod! +You bring my shawl down with you." + +Her daughter Mela called out to her, "Now, mother, Christine 'll give it +to you for not sending Mike." + +"Well, I don't know where he is, Mely, child," the mother answered back. +"He ain't never around when he's wanted, and when he ain't, it seems like +a body couldn't git shet of him, nohow." + +"Well, you ought to ring for him!" cried Miss Mela, enjoying the joke. + +Her mother came in with a slow step; her head shook slightly as she +looked about the room, perhaps from nervousness, perhaps from a touch of +palsy. In either case the fact had a pathos which Mrs. March confessed +in the affection with which she took her hard, dry, large, old hand when +she was introduced to her, and in the sincerity which she put into the +hope that she was well. + +"I'm just middlin'," Mrs. Dryfoos replied. "I ain't never so well, +nowadays. I tell fawther I don't believe it agrees with me very well +here, but he says I'll git used to it. He's away now, out at Moffitt," +she said to March, and wavered on foot a moment before she sank into a +chair. She was a tall woman, who had been a beautiful girl, and her gray +hair had a memory of blondeness in it like Lindau's, March noticed. She +wore a simple silk gown, of a Quakerly gray, and she held a handkerchief +folded square, as it had come from the laundress. Something like the +Sabbath quiet of a little wooden meeting-house in thick Western woods +expressed itself to him from her presence. + +"Laws, mother!" said Miss Mela; "what you got that old thing on for? If +I'd 'a' known you'd 'a' come down in that!" + +"Coonrod said it was all right, Mely," said her mother. + +Miss Mela explained to the Marches: "Mother was raised among the +Dunkards, and she thinks it's wicked to wear anything but a gray silk +even for dress-up." + +"You hain't never heared o' the Dunkards, I reckon," the old woman said +to Mrs. March. "Some folks calls 'em the Beardy Men, because they don't +never shave; and they wash feet like they do in the Testament. My uncle +was one. He raised me." + +"I guess pretty much everybody's a Beardy Man nowadays, if he ain't a +Dunkard!" + +Miss Mela looked round for applause of her sally, but March was saying to +his wife: "It's a Pennsylvania German sect, I believe--something like the +Quakers. I used to see them when I was a boy." + +"Aren't they something like the Mennists?" asked Mrs. Mandel. + +"They're good people," said the old woman, "and the world 'd be a heap +better off if there was more like 'em." + +Her son came in and laid a soft shawl over her shoulders before he shook +hands with the visitors. "I am glad you found your way here," he said to +them. + +Christine, who had been bending forward over her fan, now lifted herself +up with a sigh and leaned back in her chair. + +"I'm sorry my father isn't here," said the young man to Mrs. March. +"He's never met you yet?" + +"No; and I should like to see him. We hear a great deal about your +father, you know, from Mr. Fulkerson." + +"Oh, I hope you don't believe everything Mr. Fulkerson says about +people," Mela cried. "He's the greatest person for carrying on when he +gets going I ever saw. It makes Christine just as mad when him and +mother gets to talking about religion; she says she knows he don't care +anything more about it than the man in the moon. I reckon he don't try +it on much with father." + +"Your fawther ain't ever been a perfessor," her mother interposed; "but +he's always been a good church-goin' man." + +"Not since we come to New York," retorted the girl. + +"He's been all broke up since he come to New York," said the old woman, +with an aggrieved look. + +Mrs. Mandel attempted a diversion. "Have you heard any of our great New +York preachers yet, Mrs. March?" + +"No, I haven't," Mrs. March admitted; and she tried to imply by her +candid tone that she intended to begin hearing them the very next Sunday. + +"There are a great many things here," said Conrad, "to take your thoughts +off the preaching that you hear in most of the churches. I think the +city itself is preaching the best sermon all the time." + +"I don't know that I understand you," said March. + +Mela answered for him. "Oh, Conrad has got a lot of notions that nobody +can understand. You ought to see the church he goes to when he does go. +I'd about as lief go to a Catholic church myself; I don't see a bit o' +difference. He's the greatest crony with one of their preachers; he +dresses just like a priest, and he says he is a priest." She laughed for +enjoyment of the fact, and her brother cast down his eyes. + +Mrs. March, in her turn, tried to take from it the personal tone which +the talk was always assuming. "Have you been to the fall exhibition?" +she asked Christine; and the girl drew herself up out of the abstraction +she seemed sunk in. + +"The exhibition?" She looked at Mrs. Mandel. + +"The pictures of the Academy, you know," Mrs. Mandel explained. +"Where I wanted you to go the day you had your dress tried on," + +"No; we haven't been yet. Is it good?" She had turned to Mrs. March +again. + +"I believe the fall exhibitions are never so good as the spring ones. +But there are some good pictures." + +"I don't believe I care much about pictures," said Christine. "I don't +understand them." + +"Ah, that's no excuse for not caring about them," said March, lightly. +"The painters themselves don't, half the time." + +The girl looked at him with that glance at once defiant and appealing, +insolent and anxious, which he had noticed before, especially when she +stole it toward himself and his wife during her sister's babble. In the +light of Fulkerson's history of the family, its origin and its ambition, +he interpreted it to mean a sense of her sister's folly and an ignorant +will to override his opinion of anything incongruous in themselves and +their surroundings. He said to himself that she was deathly proud--too +proud to try to palliate anything, but capable of anything that would put +others under her feet. Her eyes seemed hopelessly to question his wife's +social quality, and he fancied, with not unkindly interest, the +inexperienced girl's doubt whether to treat them with much or little +respect. He lost himself in fancies about her and her ideals, +necessarily sordid, of her possibilities of suffering, of the triumphs +and disappointments before her. Her sister would accept both with a +lightness that would keep no trace of either; but in her they would sink +lastingly deep. He came out of his reverie to find Mrs. Dryfoos saying +to him, in her hoarse voice: + +"I think it's a shame, some of the pictur's a body sees in the winders. +They say there's a law ag'inst them things; and if there is, I don't +understand why the police don't take up them that paints 'em. I hear 182 +tell, since I been here, that there's women that goes to have pictur's +took from them that way by men painters." The point seemed aimed at +March, as if he were personally responsible for the scandal, and it fell +with a silencing effect for the moment. Nobody seemed willing to take it +up, and Mrs. Dryfoos went on, with an old woman's severity: "I say they +ought to be all tarred and feathered and rode on a rail. They'd be +drummed out of town in Moffitt." + +Miss Mela said, with a crowing laugh: "I should think they would! And +they wouldn't anybody go low neck to the opera-house there, either--not +low neck the way they do here, anyway." + +"And that pack of worthless hussies," her mother resumed, "that come out +on the stage, and begun to kick" + +"Laws, mother!" the girl shouted, "I thought you said you had your eyes +shut!" + +All but these two simpler creatures were abashed at the indecorum of +suggesting in words the commonplaces of the theatre and of art. + +"Well, I did, Mely, as soon as I could believe my eyes. I don't know +what they're doin' in all their churches, to let such things go on," said +the old woman. "It's a sin and a shame, I think. Don't you, Coonrod?" + +A ring at the door cut short whatever answer he was about to deliver. + +"If it's going to be company, Coonrod," said his mother, making an effort +to rise, "I reckon I better go up-stairs." + +"It's Mr. Fulkerson, I guess," said Conrad. "He thought he might come"; +and at the mention of this light spirit Mrs. Dryfoos sank contentedly +back in her chair, and a relaxation of their painful tension seemed to +pass through the whole company. Conrad went to the door himself (the +serving-man tentatively, appeared some minutes later) and let in +Fulkerson's cheerful voice before his cheerful person. + +"Ah, how dye do, Conrad? Brought our friend, Mr. Beaton, with me," those +within heard him say; and then, after a sound of putting off overcoats, +they saw him fill the doorway, with his feet set square and his arms +akimbo. + + + + +IX. + +"Ah! hello! hello !" Fulkerson said, in recognition of the Marches. +"Regular gathering of the clans. How are you, Mrs. Dryfoos? How do you +do, Mrs. Mandel, Miss Christine, Mela, Aunt Hitty, and all the folks? +How you wuz?" He shook hands gayly all round, and took a chair next the +old lady, whose hand he kept in his own, and left Conrad to introduce +Beaton. But he would not let the shadow of Beaton's solemnity fall upon +the company. He began to joke with Mrs. Dryfoos, and to match +rheumatisms with her, and he included all the ladies in the range of +appropriate pleasantries. "I've brought Mr. Beaton along to-night, +and I want you to make him feel at home, like you do me, Mrs. Dryfoos. +He hasn't got any rheumatism to speak of; but his parents live in +Syracuse, and he's a kind of an orphan, and we've just adopted him down +at the office. When you going to bring the young ladies down there, Mrs. +Mandel, for a champagne lunch? I will have some hydro-Mela, and +Christine it, heigh? How's that for a little starter? We dropped in at +your place a moment, Mrs. March, and gave the young folks a few pointers +about their studies. My goodness! it does me good to see a boy like that +of yours; business, from the word go; and your girl just scoops my +youthful affections. She's a beauty, and I guess she's good, too. Well, +well, what a world it is! Miss Christine, won't you show Mr. Beaton that +seal ring of yours? He knows about such things, and I brought him here +to see it as much as anything. It's an intaglio I brought from the other +side," he explained to Mrs. March, "and I guess you'll like to look at +it. Tried to give it to the Dryfoos family, and when I couldn't, I sold +it to 'em. Bound to see it on Miss Christine's hand somehow! Hold on! +Let him see it where it belongs, first!" + +He arrested the girl in the motion she made to take off the ring, and let +her have the pleasure of showing her hand to the company with the ring on +it. Then he left her to hear the painter's words about it, which he +continued to deliver dissyllabically as he stood with her under a gas- +jet, twisting his elastic figure and bending his head over the ring. + +"Well, Mely, child," Fulkerson went on, with an open travesty of her +mother's habitual address, "and how are you getting along? Mrs. Mandel +hold you up to the proprieties pretty strictly? Well, that's right. +You know you'd be roaming all over the pasture if she didn't." + +The girl gurgled out her pleasure in his funning, and everybody took him. +on his own ground of privileged character. He brought them all together +in their friendliness for himself, and before the evening was over he had +inspired Mrs. Mandel to have them served with coffee, and had made both +the girls feel that they had figured brilliantly in society, and that two +young men had been devoted to them. + +"Oh, I think he's just as lovely as he can live!" said Mela, as she stood +a moment with her sister on the scene of her triumph, where the others +had left them after the departure of their guests. + +"Who?" asked Christine, deeply. As she glanced down at her ring, her +eyes burned with a softened fire. + +She had allowed Beaton to change it himself from the finger where she had +worn it to the finger on which he said she ought to wear it. She did not +know whether it was right to let him, but she was glad she had done it. + +"Who? Mr. Fulkerson, goosie-poosie! Not that old stuckup Mr. Beaton of +yours!" + +"He is proud," assented Christine, with a throb of exultation. + +Beaton and Fulkerson went to the Elevated station with the Marches; but +the painter said he was going to walk home, and Fulkerson let him go +alone. + +"One way is enough for me," he explained. "When I walk up, I don't. +walk down. Bye-bye, my son!" He began talking about Beaton to the +Marches as they climbed the station stairs together. "That fellow +puzzles me. I don't know anybody that I have such a desire to kick, and +at the same time that I want to flatter up so much. Affect you that +way?" he asked of March. + +"Well, as far as the kicking goes, yes." + +"And how is it with you, Mrs. March?" + +"Oh, I want to flatter him up." + +"No; really? Why? Hold on! I've got the change." + +Fulkerson pushed March away from the ticket-office window; and made them +his guests, with the inexorable American hospitality, for the ride down- +town. "Three!" he said to the ticket-seller; and, when he had walked +them before him out on the platform and dropped his tickets into the urn, +he persisted in his inquiry, "Why?" + +"Why, because you always want to flatter conceited people, don't you?" +Mrs. March answered, with a laugh. + +"Do you? Yes, I guess you do. You think Beaton is conceited?" + +"Well, slightly, Mr. Fulkerson." + +"I guess you're partly right," said Fulkerson, with a sigh, so +unaccountable in its connection that they all laughed. + +"An ideal 'busted'?" March suggested. + +"No, not that, exactly," said Fulkerson. "But I had a notion maybe +Beaton wasn't conceited all the time." + +"Oh!" Mrs. March exulted, "nobody could be so conceited all the time as +Mr. Beaton is most of the time. He must have moments of the direst +modesty, when he'd be quite flattery-proof." + +"Yes, that's what I mean. I guess that's what makes me want to kick him. +He's left compliments on my hands that no decent man would." + +"Oh! that's tragical," said March. + +"Mr. Fulkerson," Mrs. March began, with change of subject in her voice, +"who is Mrs. Mandel?" + +"Who? What do you think of her?" he rejoined. "I'll tell you about her +when we get in the cars. Look at that thing! Ain't it beautiful?" + +They leaned over the track and looked up at the next station, where the +train, just starting, throbbed out the flame-shot steam into the white +moonlight. + +"The most beautiful thing in New York--the one always and certainly +beautiful thing here," said March; and his wife sighed, "Yes, yes." +She clung to him, and remained rapt by the sight till the train drew +near, and then pulled him back in a panic. + +"Well, there ain't really much to tell about her," Fulkerson resumed when +they were seated in the car. "She's an invention of mine." + +"Of yours?" cried Mrs. March. + +"Of course!" exclaimed her husband. + +"Yes--at least in her present capacity. She sent me a story for the +syndicate, back in July some time, along about the time I first met old +Dryfoos here. It was a little too long for my purpose, and I thought I +could explain better how I wanted it cut in a call than I could in a +letter. She gave a Brooklyn address, and I went to see her. I found +her," said Fulkerson, with a vague defiance, "a perfect lady. She was +living with an aunt over there; and she had seen better days, when she +was a girl, and worse ones afterward. I don't mean to say her husband +was a bad fellow; I guess he was pretty good; he was her music-teacher; +she met him in Germany, and they got married there, and got through her +property before they came over here. Well, she didn't strike me like a +person that could make much headway in literature. Her story was well +enough, but it hadn't much sand in it; kind of-well, academic, you know. +I told her so, and she understood, and cried a little; but she did the +best she could with the thing, and I took it and syndicated it. She kind +of stuck in my mind, and the first time I went to see the Dryfooses they +were stopping at a sort of family hotel then till they could find a +house--"Fulkerson broke off altogether, and said, "I don't know as I know +just how the Dryfooses struck you, Mrs. March?" + +"Can't you imagine?" she answered, with a kindly, smile. + +"Yes; but I don't believe I could guess how they would have struck you +last summer when I first saw them. My! oh my! there was the native earth +for you. Mely is a pretty wild colt now, but you ought to have seen her +before she was broken to harness. + +"And Christine? Ever see that black leopard they got up there in the +Central Park? That was Christine. Well, I saw what they wanted. They +all saw it--nobody is a fool in all directions, and the Dryfooses are in +their right senses a good deal of the time. Well, to cut a long story +short, I got Mrs. Mandel to take 'em in hand--the old lady as well as the +girls. She was a born lady, and always lived like one till she saw +Mandel; and that something academic that killed her for a writer was just +the very thing for them. She knows the world well enough to know just +how much polish they can take on, and she don't try to put on a bit more. +See?" + +"Yes, I can see," said Mrs. March. + +"Well, she took hold at once, as ready as a hospital-trained nurse; and +there ain't anything readier on this planet. She runs the whole concern, +socially and economically, takes all the care of housekeeping off the old +lady's hands, and goes round with the girls. By-the-bye, I'm going to +take my meals at your widow's, March, and Conrad's going to have his +lunch there. I'm sick of browsing about." + +"Mr. March's widow?" said his wife, looking at him with provisional +severity. + +"I have no widow, Isabel," he said, "and never expect to have, till I +leave you in the enjoyment of my life-insurance. I suppose Fulkerson +means the lady with the daughter who wanted to take us to board." + +"Oh yes. How are they getting on, I do wonder?" Mrs. March asked of +Fulkerson. + +"Well, they've got one family to board; but it's a small one. I guess +they'll pull through. They didn't want to take any day boarders at +first, the widow said; I guess they have had to come to it." + +"Poor things!" sighed Mrs. March. "I hope they'll go back to the +country." + +"Well, I don't know. When you've once tasted New York--You wouldn't go +back to Boston, would you?" + +"Instantly." + +Fulkerson laughed out a tolerant incredulity. + + + + +X + +Beaton lit his pipe when he found himself in his room, and sat down +before the dull fire in his grate to think. It struck him there was a +dull fire in his heart a great deal like it; and he worked out a fanciful +analogy with the coals, still alive, and the ashes creeping over them, +and the dead clay and cinders. He felt sick of himself, sick of his life +and of all his works. He was angry with Fulkerson for having got him +into that art department of his, for having bought him up; and he was +bitter at fate because he had been obliged to use the money to pay some +pressing debts, and had not been able to return the check his father had +sent him. He pitied his poor old father; he ached with compassion for +him; and he set his teeth and snarled with contempt through them for his +own baseness. This was the kind of world it was; but he washed his hands +of it. The fault was in human nature, and he reflected with pride that +he had at least not invented human nature; he had not sunk so low as that +yet. The notion amused him; he thought he might get a Satanic epigram +out of it some way. But in the mean time that girl, that wild animal, +she kept visibly, tangibly before him; if he put out his hand he might +touch hers, he might pass his arm round her waist. In Paris, in a set he +knew there, what an effect she would be with that look of hers, and that +beauty, all out of drawing! They would recognize the flame quality in +her. He imagined a joke about her being a fiery spirit, or nymph, naiad, +whatever, from one of her native gas-wells. He began to sketch on a bit +of paper from the table at his elbow vague lines that veiled and revealed +a level, dismal landscape, and a vast flame against an empty sky, and a +shape out of the flame that took on a likeness and floated detached from +it. The sketch ran up the left side of the sheet and stretched across +it. Beaton laughed out. Pretty good to let Fulkerson have that for the +cover of his first number! In black and red it would be effective; it +would catch the eye from the news-stands. He made a motion to throw it +on the fire, but held it back and slid it into the table-drawer, and +smoked on. He saw the dummy with the other sketch in the open drawer +which he had brought away from Fulkerson's in the morning and slipped in +there, and he took it out and looked at it. He made some criticisms in +line with his pencil on it, correcting the drawing here and there, and +then he respected it a little more, though he still smiled at the +feminine quality--a young lady quality. + +In spite of his experience the night he called upon the Leightons, Beaton +could not believe that Alma no longer cared for him. She played at +having forgotten him admirably, but he knew that a few months before she +had been very mindful of him. He knew he had neglected them since they +came to New York, where he had led them to expect interest, if not +attention; but he was used to neglecting people, and he was somewhat less +used to being punished for it--punished and forgiven. He felt that Alma +had punished him so thoroughly that she ought to have been satisfied with +her work and to have forgiven him in her heart afterward. He bore no +resentment after the first tingling moments were-past; he rather admired +her for it; and he would have been ready to go back half an hour later +and accept pardon and be on the footing of last summer again. Even now +he debated with himself whether it was too late to call; but, decidedly, +a quarter to ten seemed late. The next day he determined never to call +upon the Leightons again; but he had no reason for this; it merely came +into a transitory scheme of conduct, of retirement from the society of +women altogether; and after dinner he went round to see them. + +He asked for the ladies, and they all three received him, Alma not +without a surprise that intimated itself to him, and her mother with no +appreciable relenting; Miss Woodburn, with the needlework which she found +easier to be voluble over than a book, expressed in her welcome a +neutrality both cordial to Beaton and loyal to Alma. + +"Is it snowing outdo's?" she asked, briskly, after the greetings were +transacted. "Mah goodness!" she said, in answer to his apparent surprise +at the question. "Ah mahght as well have stayed in the Soath, for all +the winter Ah have seen in New York yet." + +"We don't often have snow much before New-Year's," said Beaton. + +"Miss Woodburn is wild for a real Northern winter," Mrs. Leighton +explained. + +"The othah naght Ah woke up and looked oat of the window and saw all the +roofs covered with snow, and it turned oat to be nothing but moonlaght. +Ah was never so disappointed in mah lahfe," said Miss Woodburn. + +"If you'll come to St. Barnaby next summer, you shall have all the winter +you want," said Alma. + +"I can't let you slander St. Barnaby in that way," said Beaton, with the +air of wishing to be understood as meaning more than he said. + +"Yes?" returned Alma, coolly. "I didn't know you were so fond of the +climate." + +"I never think of it as a climate. It's a landscape. It doesn't matter +whether it's hot or cold." + +"With the thermometer twenty below, you'd find that it mattered," Alma +persisted. + +"Is that the way you feel about St. Barnaby, too, Mrs. Leighton?" Beaton +asked, with affected desolation. + +"I shall be glad enough to go back in the summer," Mrs. Leighton +conceded. + +"And I should be glad to go now," said Beaton, looking at Alma. He had +the dummy of 'Every Other Week' in his hand, and he saw Alma's eyes +wandering toward it whenever he glanced at her. "I should be glad to go +anywhere to get out of a job I've undertaken," he continued, to Mrs. +Leighton. "They're going to start some sort of a new illustrated +magazine, and they've got me in for their art department. I'm not fit +for it; I'd like to run away. Don't you want to advise me a little, Mrs. +Leighton? You know how much I value your taste, and I'd like to have you +look at the design for the cover of the first number: they're going to +have a different one for every number. I don't know whether you'll agree +with me, but I think this is rather nice." + +He faced the dummy round, and then laid it on the table before Mrs. +Leighton, pushing some of her work aside to make room for it and standing +over her while she bent forward to look at it. + +Alma kept her place, away from the table. + +"Mah goodness! Ho' exciting!" said Miss Woodburn. "May anybody look?" + +"Everybody," said Beaton. + +"Well, isn't it perfectly choming!" Miss Woodburn exclaimed. "Come and +look at this, Miss Leighton," she called to Alma, who reluctantly +approached. + +What lines are these?" Mrs. Leighton asked, pointing to Beaton's pencil +scratches. + +"They're suggestions of modifications," he replied. + +"I don't think they improve it much. What do you think, Alma?" + +"Oh, I don't know," said the girl, constraining her voice to an effect of +indifference and glancing carelessly down at the sketch. "The design +might be improved; but I don't think those suggestions would do it." + +"They're mine," said Beaton, fixing his eyes upon her with a beautiful +sad dreaminess that he knew he could put into them; he spoke with a +dreamy remoteness of tone--his wind-harp stop, Wetmore called it. + +"I supposed so," said Alma, calmly. + +"Oh, mah goodness!" cried Miss Woodburn. "Is that the way you awtusts +talk to each othah? Well, Ah'm glad Ah'm not an awtust--unless I could +do all the talking." + +"Artists cannot tell a fib," Alma said, "or even act one," and she +laughed in Beaton's upturned face. + +He did not unbend his dreamy gaze. "You're quite right. The suggestions +are stupid." + +Alma turned to Miss Woodburn: "You hear? Even when we speak of our own +work." + +"Ah nevah hoad anything lahke it!" + +"And the design itself ?" Beaton persisted. + +"Oh, I'm not an art editor," Alma answered, with a laugh of exultant +evasion. + +A tall, dark, grave-looking man of fifty, with a swarthy face and iron- +gray mustache and imperial and goatee, entered the room. Beaton knew the +type; he had been through Virginia sketching for one of the illustrated +papers, and he had seen such men in Richmond. Miss Woodburn hardly +needed to say, "May Ah introduce you to mah fathaw, Co'nel Woodburn, Mr. +Beaton?" + +The men shook hands, and Colonel Woodburn said, in that soft, gentle, +slow Southern voice without our Northern contractions: "I am very glad to +meet you, sir; happy to make yo' acquaintance. Do not move, madam," he +said to Mrs. Leighton, who made a deprecatory motion to let him pass to +the chair beyond her; "I can find my way." He bowed a bulk that did not +lend itself readily to the devotion, and picked up the ball of yarn she +had let drop out of her lap in half rising. "Yo' worsteds, madam." + +"Yarn, yarn, Colonel Woodburn!" Alma shouted. "You're quite +incorrigible. A spade is a spade!" + +"But sometimes it is a trump, my dear young lady," said the Colonel, with +unabated gallantry; "and when yo' mothah uses yarn, it is worsteds. But +I respect worsteds even under the name of yarn: our ladies--my own mothah +and sistahs--had to knit the socks we wore--all we could get in the woe." + +"Yes, and aftah the woe," his daughter put in. "The knitting has not +stopped yet in some places. Have you been much in the Soath, +Mr. Beaton?" + +Beaton explained just how much. + +"Well, sir," said the Colonel, "then you have seen a country making +gigantic struggles to retrieve its losses, sir. The South is advancing +with enormous strides, sir." + +"Too fast for some of us to keep up," said Miss Woodburn, in an audible +aside. "The pace in Charlottesboag is pofectly killing, and we had to +drop oat into a slow place like New York." + +"The progress in the South is material now," said the Colonel; "and those +of us whose interests are in another direction find ourselves--isolated +--isolated, sir. The intellectual centres are still in the No'th, sir; +the great cities draw the mental activity of the country to them, sir. +Necessarily New York is the metropolis." + +"Oh, everything comes here," said Beaton, impatient of the elder's +ponderosity. Another sort of man would have sympathized with the +Southerner's willingness to talk of himself, and led him on to speak of +his plans and ideals. But the sort of man that Beaton was could not do +this; he put up the dummy into the wrapper he had let drop on the floor +beside him, and tied it round with string while Colonel Woodburn was +talking. He got to his feet with the words he spoke and offered Mrs. +Leighton his hand. + +"Must you go?" she asked, in surprise. + +"I am on my way to a reception," he said. She had noticed that he was in +evening dress; and now she felt the vague hurt that people invited +nowhere feel in the presence of those who are going somewhere. She did +not feel it for herself, but for her daughter; and she knew Alma would +not have let her feel it if she could have prevented it. But Alma had +left the room for a moment, and she tacitly indulged this sense of injury +in her behalf. + +"Please say good-night to Miss Leighton for me," Beaton continued. He +bowed to Miss Woodburn, "Goodnight, Miss Woodburn," and to her father, +bluntly, "Goodnight." + +"Good-night, sir," said the Colonel, with a sort of severe suavity. + +"Oh, isn't he choming!" Miss Woodburn whispered to Mrs. Leighton when +Beaton left the room. + +Alma spoke to him in the hall without. "You knew that was my design, Mr. +Beaton. Why did you bring it?" + +"Why?" He looked at her in gloomy hesitation. + +Then he said: "You know why. I wished to talk it over with you, to serve +you, please you, get back your good opinion. But I've done neither the +one nor the other; I've made a mess of the whole thing." + +Alma interrupted him. "Has it been accepted?" + +"It will be accepted, if you will let it." + +"Let it?" she laughed. "I shall be delighted." She saw him swayed a +little toward her. "It's a matter of business, isn't it?" + +"Purely. Good-night." + +When Alma returned to the room, Colonel Woodburn was saying to Mrs. +Leighton: "I do not contend that it is impossible, madam, but it is very +difficult in a thoroughly commercialized society, like yours, to have the +feelings of a gentleman. How can a business man, whose prosperity, whose +earthly salvation, necessarily lies in the adversity of some one else, be +delicate and chivalrous, or even honest? If we could have had time to +perfect our system at the South, to eliminate what was evil and develop +what was good in it, we should have had a perfect system. But the virus +of commercialism was in us, too; it forbade us to make the best of a +divine institution, and tempted us to make the worst. Now the curse is +on the whole country; the dollar is the measure of every value, the stamp +of every success. What does not sell is a failure; and what sells +succeeds." + +"The hobby is oat, mah deah," said Miss Woodburn, in an audible aside to +Alma. + +"Were you speaking of me, Colonel Woodburn?" Alma asked. + +"Surely not, my dear young lady." + +"But he's been saying that awtusts are just as greedy aboat money as +anybody," said his daughter. + +"The law of commercialism is on everything in a commercial society," the +Colonel explained, softening the tone in which his convictions were +presented. "The final reward of art is money, and not the pleasure of +creating." + +"Perhaps they would be willing to take it all oat in that if othah people +would let them pay their bills in the pleasure of creating," his daughter +teased. + +"They are helpless, like all the rest," said her father, with the same +deference to her as to other women. "I do not blame them." + +"Oh, mah goodness! Didn't you say, sir, that Mr. Beaton had bad manners?" + +Alma relieved a confusion which he seemed to feel in reference to her. +"Bad manners? He has no manners! That is, when he's himself. He has +pretty good ones when he's somebody else." + +Miss Woodburn began, "Oh, mah-" and then stopped herself. Alma's mother +looked at her with distressed question, but the girl seemed perfectly +cool and contented; and she gave her mind provisionally to a point +suggested by Colonel Woodburn's talk. + +"Still, I can't believe it was right to hold people in slavery, to whip +them and sell them. It never did seem right to me," she added, in +apology for her extreme sentiments to the gentleness of her adversary. + +"I quite agree with you, madam," said the Colonel. "Those were the +abuses of the institution. But if we had not been vitiated on the one +hand and threatened on the other by the spirit of commercialism from the +North--and from Europe, too--those abuses could have been eliminated, +and the institution developed in the direction of the mild patriarchalism +of the divine intention." The Colonel hitched his chair, which figured a +hobby careering upon its hind legs, a little toward Mrs. Leighton and the +girls approached their heads and began to whisper; they fell +deferentially silent when the Colonel paused in his argument, and went on +again when he went on. + +At last they heard Mrs. Leighton saying, "And have you heard from the +publishers about your book yet?" + +Then Miss Woodburn cut in, before her father could answer: "The coase of +commercialism is on that, too. They are trahing to fahnd oat whethah it +will pay." + +"And they are right-quite right," said the Colonel. "There is no longer +any other criterion; and even a work that attacks the system must be +submitted to the tests of the system." + +"The system won't accept destruction on any othah tomes," said Miss +Woodburn, demurely. + + + + +XI. + +At the reception, where two men in livery stood aside to let him pass up +the outside steps of the house, and two more helped him off with his +overcoat indoors, and a fifth miscalled his name into the drawing-room, +the Syracuse stone-cutter's son met the niece of Mrs. Horn, and began at +once to tell her about his evening at the Dryfooses'. He was in very +good spirits, for so far as he could have been elated or depressed by his +parting with Alma Leighton he had been elated; she had not treated his +impudence with the contempt that he felt it deserved; she must still be +fond of him; and the warm sense of this, by operation of an obscure but +well-recognized law of the masculine being, disposed him to be rather +fond of Miss Vance. She was a slender girl, whose semi-aesthetic dress +flowed about her with an accentuation of her long forms, and redeemed +them from censure by the very frankness with which it confessed them; +nobody could have said that Margaret Vance was too tall. Her pretty +little head, which she had an effect of choosing to have little in the +same spirit of judicious defiance, had a good deal of reading in it; she +was proud to know literary and artistic fashions as well as society +fashions. She liked being singled out by an exterior distinction so +obvious as Beaton's, and she listened with sympathetic interest to his +account of those people. He gave their natural history reality by +drawing upon his own; he reconstructed their plebeian past from the +experiences of his childhood and his youth of the pre-Parisian period; +and he had a pang of suicidal joy in insulting their ignorance of the +world. + +"What different kinds of people you meet!" said the girl at last, with an +envious sigh. Her reading had enlarged the bounds of her imagination, +if not her knowledge; the novels nowadays dealt so much with very common +people, and made them seem so very much more worth while than the people +one met. + +She said something like this to Beaton. He answered: "You can meet the +people I'm talking of very easily, if you want to take the trouble. +It's what they came to New York for. I fancy it's the great ambition of +their lives to be met." + +"Oh yes," said Miss Vance, fashionably, and looked down; then she looked +up and said, intellectually: "Don't you think it's a great pity? How +much better for them to have stayed where they were and what they were!" + +"Then you could never have had any chance of meeting them," said Beaton. +"I don't suppose you intend to go out to the gas country?" + +"No," said Miss Vance, amused. "Not that I shouldn't like to go." + +"What a daring spirit! You ought to be on the staff of 'Every Other +Week,'" said Beaton. + +"The staff-Every Other Week? What is it?" + +"The missing link; the long-felt want of a tie between the Arts and the +Dollars." Beaton gave her a very picturesque, a very dramatic sketch of +the theory, the purpose, and the personnel of the new enterprise. + +Miss Vance understood too little about business of any kind to know how +it differed from other enterprises of its sort. She thought it was +delightful; she thought Beaton must be glad to be part of it, though he +had represented himself so bored, so injured, by Fulkerson's insisting +upon having him. "And is it a secret? Is it a thing not to be +spoken of?" + +"'Tutt' altro'! Fulkerson will be enraptured to have it spoken of in +society. He would pay any reasonable bill for the advertisement." + +"What a delightful creature! Tell him it shall all be spent in charity." + +"He would like that. He would get two paragraphs out of the fact, and +your name would go into the 'Literary Notes' of all the newspapers." + +"Oh, but I shouldn't want my name used!" cried the girl, half horrified +into fancying the situation real. + +"Then you'd better not say anything about 'Every Other Week'. Fulkerson +is preternaturally unscrupulous." + +March began to think so too, at times. He was perpetually suggesting +changes in the make-up of the first number, with a view to its greater +vividness of effect. One day he came and said: "This thing isn't going +to have any sort of get up and howl about it, unless you have a paper in +the first number going for Bevans's novels. Better get Maxwell to do +it." + +"Why, I thought you liked Bevans's novels?" + +"So I did; but where the good of 'Every Other Week' is concerned I am a +Roman father. The popular gag is to abuse Bevans, and Maxwell is the man +to do it. There hasn't been a new magazine started for the last three +years that hasn't had an article from Maxwell in its first number cutting +Bevans all to pieces. If people don't see it, they'll think 'Every Other +Week' is some old thing." + +March did not know whether Fulkerson was joking or not. He suggested, +"Perhaps they'll think it's an old thing if they do see it." + +"Well, get somebody else, then; or else get Maxwell to write under an +assumed name. Or--I forgot! He'll be anonymous under our system, +anyway. Now there ain't a more popular racket for us to work in that +first number than a good, swinging attack on Bevans. People read his +books and quarrel over 'em, and the critics are all against him, and a +regular flaying, with salt and vinegar rubbed in afterward, will tell +more with people who like good old-fashioned fiction than anything else. +I like Bevans's things, but, dad burn it! when it comes to that first +number, I'd offer up anybody." + +"What an immoral little wretch you are, Fulkerson!" said March, with a +laugh. + +Fulkerson appeared not to be very strenuous about the attack on the +novelist. "Say!" he called out, gayly, "what should you think of a paper +defending the late lamented system of slavery'?" + +"What do you mean, Fulkerson?" asked March, with a puzzled smile. + +Fulkerson braced his knees against his desk, and pushed himself back, but +kept his balance to the eye by canting his hat sharply forward." There's +an old cock over there at the widow's that's written a book to prove that +slavery was and is the only solution of the labor problem. He's a +Southerner." + +"I should imagine," March assented. + +"He's got it on the brain that if the South could have been let alone by +the commercial spirit and the pseudophilanthropy of the North, it would +have worked out slavery into a perfectly ideal condition for the laborer, +in which he would have been insured against want, and protected in all +his personal rights by the state. He read the introduction to me last +night. I didn't catch on to all the points--his daughter's an awfully +pretty girl, and I was carrying that fact in my mind all the time, too, +you know--but that's about the gist of it." + +"Seems to regard it as a lost opportunity?" said March. + +"Exactly! What a mighty catchy title, Neigh? Look well on the title- +page." + +"Well written?" + +"I reckon so; I don't know. The Colonel read it mighty eloquently." + +"It mightn't be such bad business," said March, in a muse. "Could you +get me a sight of it without committing yourself?" + +"If the Colonel hasn't sent it off to another publisher this morning. He +just got it back with thanks yesterday. He likes to keep it travelling." + +"Well, try it. I've a notion it might be a curious thing." + +"Look here, March," said Fulkerson, with the effect of taking a fresh +hold; "I wish you could let me have one of those New York things of yours +for the first number. After all, that's going to be the great card." + +"I couldn't, Fulkerson; I couldn't, really. I want to philosophize the +material, and I'm too new to it all yet. I don't want to do merely +superficial sketches." + +"Of course! Of course! I understand that. Well, I don't want to hurry +you. Seen that old fellow of yours yet? I think we ought to have that +translation in the first number; don't you? We want to give 'em a notion +of what we're going to do in that line." + +"Yes," said March; "and I was going out to look up Lindau this morning. +I've inquired at Maroni's, and he hasn't been there for several days. +I've some idea perhaps he's sick. But they gave me his address, and I'm +going to see." + +"Well, that's right. We want the first number to be the keynote in every +way." + +March shook his head. "You can't make it so. The first number is bound +to be a failure always, as far as the representative character goes. +It's invariably the case. Look at the first numbers of all the things +you've seen started. They're experimental, almost amateurish, and +necessarily so, not only because the men that are making them up are +comparatively inexperienced like ourselves, but because the material sent +them to deal with is more or less consciously tentative. People send +their adventurous things to a new periodical because the whole thing is +an adventure. I've noticed that quality in all the volunteer +contributions; it's in the articles that have been done to order even. +No; I've about made up my mind that if we can get one good striking paper +into the first number that will take people's minds off the others, we +shall be doing all we can possible hope for. I should like," March +added, less seriously, "to make up three numbers ahead, and publish the +third one first." + +Fulkerson dropped forward and struck his fist on the desk. "It's a +first-rate idea. Why not do it?" + +March laughed. "Fulkerson, I don't believe there's any quackish thing +you wouldn't do in this cause. From time to time I'm thoroughly ashamed +of being connected with such a charlatan." + +Fulkerson struck his hat sharply backward. "Ah, dad burn it! To give +that thing the right kind of start I'd walk up and down Broadway between +two boards, with the title-page of Every Other Week facsimiled on one and +my name and address on the--" + +He jumped to his feet and shouted, "March, I'll do it!" + +"What?" + +"I'll hire a lot of fellows to make mud-turtles of themselves, and I'll +have a lot of big facsimiles of the title-page, and I'll paint the town +red!" + +March looked aghast at him. "Oh, come, now, Fulkerson!" + +"I mean it. I was in London when a new man had taken hold of the old +Cornhill, and they were trying to boom it, and they had a procession of +these mudturtles that reached from Charing Cross to Temple Bar. Cornhill +Magazine. Sixpence. Not a dull page in it.' I said to myself then that +it was the livest thing I ever saw. I respected the man that did that +thing from the bottom of my heart. I wonder I ever forgot it. But it +shows what a shaky thing the human mind is at its best." + +"You infamous mountebank!", said March, with great amusement at +Fulkerson's access; "you call that congeries of advertising instinct of +yours the human mind at its best? Come, don't be so diffident, +Fulkerson. Well, I'm off to find Lindau, and when I come back I hope Mr. +Dryfoos will have you under control. I don't suppose you'll be quite +sane again till after the first number is out. Perhaps public opinion +will sober you then." + +"Confound it, March! How do you think they will take it? I swear I'm +getting so nervous I don't know half the time which end of me is up. +I believe if we don't get that thing out by the first of February it 'll +be the death of me." + +"Couldn't wait till Washington's Birthday? I was thinking it would give +the day a kind of distinction, and strike the public imagination, if--" + +"No, I'll be dogged if I could!" Fulkerson lapsed more and more into the +parlance of his early life in this season of strong excitement. +"I believe if Beaton lags any on the art leg I'll kill him." + +"Well, I shouldn't mind your killing Beaton," said March, tranquilly, as +he went out. + +He went over to Third Avenue and took the Elevated down to Chatham +Square. He found the variety of people in the car as unfailingly +entertaining as ever. He rather preferred the East Side to the West Side +lines, because they offered more nationalities, conditions, and +characters to his inspection. They draw not only from the up-town +American region, but from all the vast hive of populations swarming +between them and the East River. He had found that, according to the +hour, American husbands going to and from business, and American wives +going to and from shopping, prevailed on the Sixth Avenue road, and that +the most picturesque admixture to these familiar aspects of human nature +were the brilliant eyes and complexions of the American Hebrews, who +otherwise contributed to the effect of well-clad comfort and citizen- +self-satisfaction of the crowd. Now and then he had found himself in a +car mostly filled with Neapolitans from the constructions far up the +line, where he had read how they are worked and fed and housed like +beasts; and listening to the jargon of their unintelligible dialect, he +had occasion for pensive question within himself as to what notion these +poor animals formed of a free republic from their experience of life +under its conditions; and whether they found them practically very +different from those of the immemorial brigandage and enforced complicity +with rapine under which they had been born. But, after all, this was an +infrequent effect, however massive, of travel on the West Side, whereas +the East offered him continual entertainment in like sort. The sort was +never quite so squalid. For short distances the lowest poverty, the +hardest pressed labor, must walk; but March never entered a car without +encountering some interesting shape of shabby adversity, which was almost +always adversity of foreign birth. New York is still popularly supposed +to be in the control of the Irish, but March noticed in these East Side +travels of his what must strike every observer returning to the city +after a prolonged absence: the numerical subordination of the dominant +race. If they do not outvote them, the people of Germanic, of Slavonic, +of Pelasgic, of Mongolian stock outnumber the prepotent Celts; and March +seldom found his speculation centred upon one of these. The small eyes, +the high cheeks, the broad noses, the puff lips, the bare, cue-filleted +skulls, of Russians, Poles, Czechs, Chinese; the furtive glitter of +Italians; the blonde dulness of Germans; the cold quiet of Scandinavians +--fire under ice--were aspects that he identified, and that gave him +abundant suggestion for the personal histories he constructed, and for +the more public-spirited reveries in which he dealt with the future +economy of our heterogeneous commonwealth. It must be owned that he did +not take much trouble about this; what these poor people were thinking, +hoping, fearing, enjoying, suffering; just where and how they lived; who +and what they individually were--these were the matters of his waking +dreams as he stared hard at them, while the train raced farther into the +gay ugliness--the shapeless, graceful, reckless picturesqueness of the +Bowery. + +There were certain signs, certain facades, certain audacities of the +prevailing hideousness that always amused him in that uproar to the eye +which the strident forms and colors made. He was interested in the +insolence with which the railway had drawn its erasing line across the +Corinthian front of an old theatre, almost grazing its fluted pillars, +and flouting its dishonored pediment. The colossal effigies of the fat +women and the tuft-headed Circassian girls of cheap museums; the vistas +of shabby cross streets; the survival of an old hip-roofed house here and +there at their angles; the Swiss chalet, histrionic decorativeness of the +stations in prospect or retrospect; the vagaries of the lines that +narrowed together or stretched apart according to the width of the +avenue, but always in wanton disregard of the life that dwelt, and bought +and sold, and rejoiced or sorrowed, and clattered or crawled, around, +below, above--were features of the frantic panorama that perpetually +touched his sense of humor and moved his sympathy. Accident and then +exigency seemed the forces at work to this extraordinary effect; the play +of energies as free and planless as those that force the forest from the +soil to the sky; and then the fierce struggle for survival, with the +stronger life persisting over the deformity, the mutilation, the +destruction, the decay of the weaker. The whole at moments seemed to him +lawless, godless; the absence of intelligent, comprehensive purpose in +the huge disorder, and the violent struggle to subordinate the result to +the greater good, penetrated with its dumb appeal the consciousness of a +man who had always been too self-enwrapped to perceive the chaos to which +the individual selfishness must always lead. + +But there was still nothing definite, nothing better than a vague +discomfort, however poignant, in his half recognition of such facts; and +he descended the station stairs at Chatham Square with a sense of the +neglected opportunities of painters in that locality. He said to himself +that if one of those fellows were to see in Naples that turmoil of cars, +trucks, and teams of every sort, intershot with foot-passengers going and +coming to and from the crowded pavements, under the web of the railroad +tracks overhead, and amid the spectacular approach of the streets that +open into the square, he would have it down in his sketch-book at once. +He decided simultaneously that his own local studies must be illustrated, +and that be must come with the artist and show him just which bits to do, +not knowing that the two arts can never approach the same material from +the same point. He thought he would particularly like his illustrator to +render the Dickensy, cockneyish quality of the, shabby-genteel ballad- +seller of whom he stopped to ask his way to the street where Lindau +lived, and whom he instantly perceived to be, with his stock in trade, +the sufficient object of an entire study by himself. He had his ballads +strung singly upon a cord against the house wall, and held down in piles +on the pavement with stones and blocks of wood. Their control in this way +intimated a volatility which was not perceptible in their sentiment. +They were mostly tragical or doleful: some of them dealt with the wrongs +of the working-man; others appealed to a gay experience of the high seas; +but vastly the greater part to memories and associations of an Irish +origin; some still uttered the poetry of plantation life in the artless +accents of the end--man. Where they trusted themselves, with syntax that +yielded promptly to any exigency of rhythmic art, to the ordinary +American speech, it was to strike directly for the affections, to +celebrate the domestic ties, and, above all, to embalm the memories of +angel and martyr mothers whose dissipated sons deplored their sufferings +too late. March thought this not at all a bad thing in them; he smiled +in patronage of their simple pathos; he paid the tribute of a laugh when +the poet turned, as he sometimes did, from his conception of angel and +martyr motherhood, and portrayed the mother in her more familiar phases +of virtue and duty, with the retributive shingle or slipper in her hand. +He bought a pocketful of this literature, popular in a sense which the +most successful book can never be, and enlisted the ballad vendor so +deeply in the effort to direct him to Lindau's dwelling by the best way +that he neglected another customer, till a sarcasm on his absent- +mindedness stung hint to retort, "I'm a-trying to answer a gentleman a +civil question; that's where the absent-minded comes in." + +It seemed for some reason to be a day of leisure with the Chinese +dwellers in Mott Street, which March had been advised to take first. +They stood about the tops of basement stairs, and walked two and two +along the dirty pavement, with their little hands tucked into their +sleeves across their breasts, aloof in immaculate cleanliness from the +filth around them, and scrutinizing the scene with that cynical sneer of +faint surprise to which all aspects of our civilization seem to move +their superiority. Their numbers gave character to the street, and +rendered not them, but what was foreign to them, strange there; so that +March had a sense of missionary quality in the old Catholic church, built +long before their incursion was dreamed of. It seemed to have come to +them there, and he fancied in the statued saint that looked down from its +facade something not so much tolerant as tolerated, something +propitiatory, almost deprecatory. It was a fancy, of course; the street +was sufficiently peopled with Christian children, at any rate, swarming +and shrieking at their games; and presently a Christian mother appeared, +pushed along by two policemen on a handcart, with a gelatinous tremor +over the paving and a gelatinous jouncing at the curbstones. She lay +with her face to the sky, sending up an inarticulate lamentation; but the +indifference of the officers forbade the notion of tragedy in her case. +She was perhaps a local celebrity; the children left off their games, and +ran gayly trooping after her; even the young fellow and young girl +exchanging playful blows in a robust flirtation at the corner of a liquor +store suspended their scuffle with a pleased interest as she passed. +March understood the unwillingness of the poor to leave the worst +conditions in the city for comfort and plenty in the country when he +reflected upon this dramatic incident, one of many no doubt which daily +occur to entertain them in such streets. A small town could rarely offer +anything comparable to it, and the country never. He said that if life +appeared so hopeless to him as it must to the dwellers in that +neighborhood he should not himself be willing to quit its distractions, +its alleviations, for the vague promise of unknown good in the distance +somewhere. + +But what charm could such a man as Lindau find in such a place? It could +not be that he lived there because he was too poor to live elsewhere: +with a shutting of the heart, March refused to believe this as he looked +round on the abounding evidences of misery, and guiltily remembered his +neglect of his old friend. Lindau could probably find as cheap a lodging +in some decenter part of the town; and, in fact, there was some +amelioration of the prevailing squalor in the quieter street which he +turned into from Mott. + +A woman with a tied-up face of toothache opened the door for him when he +pulled, with a shiver of foreboding, the bell-knob, from which a yard of +rusty crape dangled. But it was not Lindau who was dead, for the woman +said he was at home, and sent March stumbling up the four or five dark +flights of stairs that led to his tenement. It was quite at the top of +the house, and when March obeyed the German-English "Komm!" that followed +his knock, he found himself in a kitchen where a meagre breakfast was +scattered in stale fragments on the table before the stove. The place +was bare and cold; a half-empty beer bottle scarcely gave it a convivial +air. On the left from this kitchen was a room with a bed in it, which +seemed also to be a cobbler's shop: on the right, through a door that +stood ajar, came the German-English voice again, saying this time, +"Hier!" + + + + +XII. + +March pushed the door open into a room like that on the left, but with a +writing-desk instead of a cobbler's bench, and a bed, where Lindau sat +propped up; with a coat over his shoulders and a skull-cap on his head, +reading a book, from which he lifted his eyes to stare blankly over his +spectacles at March. His hairy old breast showed through the night- +shirt, which gaped apart; the stump of his left arm lay upon the book to +keep it open. + +"Ah, my tear yo'ng friendt! Passil! Marge! Iss it you?" he called out, +joyously, the next moment. + +"Why, are you sick, Lindau?" March anxiously scanned his face in taking +his hand. + +Lindau laughed. "No; I'm all righdt. Only a lidtle lazy, and a lidtle +eggonomigal. Idt's jeaper to stay in pedt sometimes as to geep a fire a- +goin' all the time. Don't wandt to gome too hardt on the 'brafer +Mann', you know: + + "Braver Mann, er schafft mir zu essen." + +You remember? Heine? You readt Heine still? Who is your favorite boet +now, Passil? You write some boetry yourself yet? No? Well, I am gladt +to zee you. Brush those baperss off of that jair. Well, idt is goodt +for zore eyess. How didt you findt where I lif? + +"They told me at Maroni's," said March. He tried to keep his eyes on +Lindau's face, and not see the discomfort of the room, but he was aware +of the shabby and frowsy bedding, the odor of stale smoke, and the pipes +and tobacco shreds mixed with the books and manuscripts strewn over the +leaf of the writing-desk. He laid down on the mass the pile of foreign +magazines he had brought under his arm. "They gave me another address +first." + +"Yes. I have chust gome here," said Lindau. "Idt is not very coy, +Neigh?" + +"It might be gayer," March admitted, with a smile. "Still," he added, +soberly, "a good many people seem to live in this part of the town. +Apparently they die here, too, Lindau. There is crape on your outside +door. I didn't know but it was for you." + +"Nodt this time," said Lindau, in the same humor. "Berhaps some other +time. We geep the ondertakers bratty puzy down here." + +"Well," said March, "undertakers must live, even if the rest of us have +to die to let them." Lindau laughed, and March went on: "But I'm glad it +isn't your funeral, Lindau. And you say you're not sick, and so I don't +see why we shouldn't come to business." + +"Pusiness?" Lindau lifted his eyebrows. "You gome on pusiness?" + +"And pleasure combined," said March, and he went on to explain the +service he desired at Lindau's hands. + +The old man listened with serious attention, and with assenting nods that +culminated in a spoken expression of his willingness to undertake the +translations. March waited with a sort of mechanical expectation of his +gratitude for the work put in his way, but nothing of the kind came from +Lindau, and March was left to say, "Well, everything is understood, then; +and I don't know that I need add that if you ever want any little advance +on the work--" + +"I will ask you," said Lindau, quietly, "and I thank you for that. But I +can wait; I ton't needt any money just at bresent." As if he saw some +appeal for greater frankness in, March's eye, he went on: "I tidn't gome +here begause I was too boor to lif anywhere else, and I ton't stay in +pedt begause I couldn't haf a fire to geep warm if I wanted it. I'm nodt +zo padt off as Marmontel when he went to Paris. I'm a lidtle loaxurious, +that is all. If I stay in pedt it's zo I can fling money away on +somethings else. Heigh?" + +"But what are you living here for, Lindau ?" March smiled at the irony +lurking in Lindau's words. + +"Well, you zee, I foundt I was begoming a lidtle too moch of an +aristograt. I hadt a room oap in Creenvidge Willage, among dose pig pugs +over on the West Side, and I foundt"--Liudau's voice lost its jesting +quality, and his face darkened--"that I was beginning to forget the +boor!" + +"I should have thought," said March, with impartial interest, "that you +might have seen poverty enough, now and then, in Greenwich Village to +remind you of its existence." + +"Nodt like here," said Lindau. "Andt you must zee it all the dtime--zee +it, hear it, smell it, dtaste it--or you forget it. That is what I gome +here for. I was begoming a ploated aristograt. I thought I was nodt +like these beople down here, when I gome down once to look aroundt; +I thought I must be somethings else, and zo I zaid I better take myself +in time, and I gome here among my brothers--the becears and the thiefs!" +A noise made itself heard in the next room, as if the door were furtively +opened, and a faint sound of tiptoeing and of hands clawing on a table. + +"Thiefs!" Lindau repeated, with a shout. "Lidtle thiefs, that gabture +your breakfast. Ah! ha! ha!" A wild scurrying of feet, joyous cries and +tittering, and a slamming door followed upon his explosion, and he +resumed in the silence: "Idt is the children cot pack from school. They +gome and steal what I leaf there on my daple. Idt's one of our lidtle +chokes; we onderstand one another; that's all righdt. Once the gobbler +in the other room there he used to chase 'em; he couldn't onderstand +their lidtle tricks. Now dot goppler's teadt, and he ton't chase 'em any +more. He was a Bohemian. Gindt of grazy, I cuess." + +"Well, it's a sociable existence," March suggested. "But perhaps if you +let them have the things without stealing--" + +"Oh no, no! Most nodt mage them too gonceitedt. They mostn't go and +feel themselfs petter than those boor millionairss that hadt to steal +their money." + +March smiled indulgently at his old friend's violence. "Oh, there are +fagots and fagots, you know, Lindau; perhaps not all the millionaires are +so guilty." + +"Let us speak German!" cried Lindau, in his own tongue, pushing his book +aside, and thrusting his skullcap back from his forehead. "How much +money can a man honestly earn without wronging or oppressing some other +man?" + +"Well, if you'll let me answer in English," said March, "I should say +about five thousand dollars a year. I name that figure because it's my +experience that I never could earn more; but the experience of other men +may be different, and if they tell me they can earn ten, or twenty, or +fifty thousand a year, I'm not prepared to say they can't do it." + +Lindau hardly waited for his answer. "Not the most gifted man that ever +lived, in the practice of any art or science, and paid at the highest +rate that exceptional genius could justly demand from those who have +worked for their money, could ever earn a million dollars. It is the +landlords and the merchant princes, the railroad kings and the coal +barons (the oppressors to whom you instinctively give the titles of +tyrants)--it is these that make the millions, but no man earns them. +What artist, what physician, what scientist, what poet was ever a +millionaire?" + +"I can only think of the poet Rogers," said March, amused by Lindau's +tirade. "But he was as exceptional as the other Rogers, the martyr, +who died with warm feet." Lindau had apparently not understood his joke, +and he went on, with the American ease of mind about everything: "But you +must allow, Lindau, that some of those fellows don't do so badly with +their guilty gains. Some of them give work to armies of poor people--" + +Lindau furiously interrupted: "Yes, when they have gathered their +millions together from the hunger and cold and nakedness and ruin and +despair of hundreds of thousands of other men, they 'give work' to the +poor! They give work! They allow their helpless brothers to earn enough +to keep life in them! They give work! Who is it gives toil, and where +will your rich men be when once the poor shall refuse to give toil'? +Why, you have come to give me work!" + +March laughed outright. "Well, I'm not a millionaire, anyway, Lindau, +and I hope you won't make an example of me by refusing to give toil. I +dare say the millionaires deserve it, but I'd rather they wouldn't suffer +in my person." + +"No," returned the old man, mildly relaxing the fierce glare he had bent +upon March. "No man deserves to sufer at the hands of another. I lose +myself when I think of the injustice in the world. But I must not forget +that I am like the worst of them." + +"You might go up Fifth Avenue and live among the rich awhile, when you're +in danger of that," suggested March. "At any rate," he added, by an +impulse which he knew he could not justify to his wife, "I wish you'd +come some day and lunch with their emissary. I've been telling Mrs. +March about you, and I want her and the children to see you. Come over +with these things and report." He put his hand on the magazines as he +rose. + +"I will come," said Lindau, gently. + +"Shall I give you your book?" asked March. + +"No; I gidt oap bretty soon." + +"And--and--can you dress yourself?" + +"I vhistle, 'and one of those lidtle fellowss comess. We haf to dake +gare of one another in a blace like this. Idt iss nodt like the worldt," +said Lindau, gloomily. + +March thought he ought to cheer him up. "Oh, it isn't such a bad world, +Lindau! After all, the average of millionaires is small in it." He +added, "And I don't believe there's an American living that could look at +that arm of yours and not wish to lend you a hand for the one you gave us +all." March felt this to be a fine turn, and his voice trembled slightly +in saying it. + +Lindau smiled grimly. "You think zo? I wouldn't moch like to drost 'em. +I've driedt idt too often." He began to speak German again fiercely: +"Besides, they owe me nothing. Do you think I knowingly gave my hand to +save this oligarchy of traders and tricksters, this aristocracy of +railroad wreckers and stock gamblers and mine-slave drivers and mill-serf +owners? No; I gave it to the slave; the slave--ha! ha! ha!--whom I +helped to unshackle to the common liberty of hunger and cold. And you +think I would be the beneficiary of such a state of things?" + +"I'm sorry to hear you talk so, Lindau," said March; "very sorry." +He stopped with a look of pain, and rose to go. Lindau suddenly broke +into a laugh and into English. + +"Oh, well, it is only dalk, Passil, and it toes me goodt. My parg is +worse than my pidte, I cuess. I pring these things roundt bretty soon. +Good-bye, Passil, my tear poy. Auf wiedersehen!" + + + + +XIII. + +March went away thinking of what Lindau had said, but not for the +impersonal significance of his words so much as for the light they cast +upon Lindau himself. He thought the words violent enough, but in +connection with what he remembered of the cheery, poetic, hopeful +idealist, they were even more curious than lamentable. In his own life +of comfortable reverie he had never heard any one talk so before, but he +had read something of the kind now and then in blatant labor newspapers +which he had accidentally fallen in with, and once at a strikers' meeting +he had heard rich people denounced with the same frenzy. He had made his +own reflections upon the tastelessness of the rhetoric, and the obvious +buncombe of the motive, and he had not taken the matter seriously. + +He could not doubt Lindau's sincerity, and he wondered how he came to +that way of thinking. From his experience of himself he accounted for a +prevailing literary quality in it; he decided it to be from Lindau's +reading and feeling rather than his reflection. That was the notion he +formed of some things he had met with in Ruskin to much the same effect; +he regarded them with amusement as the chimeras of a rhetorician run away +with by his phrases. + +But as to Lindau, the chief thing in his mind was a conception of the +droll irony of a situation in which so fervid a hater of millionaires +should be working, indirectly at least, for the prosperity of a man like +Dryfoos, who, as March understood, had got his money together out of +every gambler's chance in speculation, and all a schemer's thrift from +the error and need of others. The situation was not more incongruous, +however, than all the rest of the 'Every Other Week' affair. It seemed +to him that there were no crazy fortuities that had not tended to its +existence, and as time went on, and the day drew near for the issue of +the first number, the sense of this intensified till the whole lost at +moments the quality of a waking fact, and came to be rather a fantastic +fiction of sleep. + +Yet the heterogeneous forces did co-operate to a reality which March +could not deny, at least in their presence, and the first number was +representative of all their nebulous intentions in a tangible form. +As a result, it was so respectable that March began to respect these +intentions, began to respect himself for combining and embodying them in +the volume which appealed to him with a novel fascination, when the first +advance copy was laid upon his desk. Every detail of it was tiresomely +familiar already, but the whole had a fresh interest now. He now saw how +extremely fit and effective Miss Leighton's decorative design for the +cover was, printed in black and brick-red on the delicate gray tone of +the paper. It was at once attractive and refined, and he credited Beaton +with quite all he merited in working it over to the actual shape. The +touch and the taste of the art editor were present throughout the number. +As Fulkerson said, Beaton had caught on with the delicacy of a humming- +bird and the tenacity of a bulldog to the virtues of their illustrative +process, and had worked it for all it was worth. There were seven papers +in the number, and a poem on the last page of the cover, and he had found +some graphic comment for each. It was a larger proportion than would +afterward be allowed, but for once in a way it was allowed. Fulkerson +said they could not expect to get their money back on that first number, +anyway. Seven of the illustrations were Beaton's; two or three he got +from practised hands; the rest were the work of unknown people which he +had suggested, and then related and adapted with unfailing ingenuity to +the different papers. He handled the illustrations with such sympathy as +not to destroy their individual quality, and that indefinable charm which +comes from good amateur work in whatever art. He rescued them from their +weaknesses and errors, while he left in them the evidence of the pleasure +with which a clever young man, or a sensitive girl, or a refined woman +had done them. Inevitably from his manipulation, however, the art of the +number acquired homogeneity, and there was nothing casual in its +appearance. The result, March eagerly owned, was better than the +literary result, and he foresaw that the number would be sold and praised +chiefly for its pictures. Yet he was not ashamed of the literature, and +he indulged his admiration of it the more freely because he had not only +not written it, but in a way had not edited it. To be sure, he had +chosen all the material, but he had not voluntarily put it all together +for that number; it had largely put itself together, as every number of +every magazine does, and as it seems more and more to do, in the +experience of every editor. There had to be, of course, a story, and +then a sketch of travel. There was a literary essay and a social essay; +there was a dramatic trifle, very gay, very light; there was a dashing +criticism on the new pictures, the new plays, the new books, the new +fashions; and then there was the translation of a bit of vivid Russian +realism, which the editor owed to Lindau's exploration of the foreign +periodicals left with him; Lindau was himself a romanticist of the Victor +Hugo sort, but he said this fragment of Dostoyevski was good of its kind. +The poem was a bit of society verse, with a backward look into simpler +and wholesomer experiences. + +Fulkerson was extremely proud of the number; but he said it was too good +--too good from every point of view. The cover was too good, and the +paper was too good, and that device of rough edges, which got over the +objection to uncut leaves while it secured their aesthetic effect, was a +thing that he trembled for, though he rejoiced in it as a stroke of the +highest genius. It had come from Beaton at the last moment, as a +compromise, when the problem of the vulgar croppiness of cut leaves and +the unpopularity of uncut leaves seemed to have no solution but suicide. +Fulkerson was still morally crawling round on his hands and knees, as he +said, in abject gratitude at Beaton's feet, though he had his qualms, his +questions; and he declared that Beaton was the most inspired ass since +Balaam's. "We're all asses, of course," he admitted, in semi-apology to +March; "but we're no such asses as Beaton." He said that if the tasteful +decorativeness of the thing did not kill it with the public outright, +its literary excellence would give it the finishing stroke. Perhaps that +might be overlooked in the impression of novelty which a first number +would give, but it must never happen again. He implored March to promise +that it should never happen again; be said their only hope was in the +immediate cheapening of the whole affair. It was bad enough to give the +public too much quantity for their money, but to throw in such quality as +that was simply ruinous; it must be stopped. These were the expressions +of his intimate moods; every front that he presented to the public wore a +glow of lofty, of devout exultation. His pride in the number gushed out +in fresh bursts of rhetoric to every one whom he could get to talk with +him about it. He worked the personal kindliness of the press to the +utmost. He did not mind making himself ridiculous or becoming a joke in +the good cause, as he called it. He joined in the applause when a +humorist at the club feigned to drop dead from his chair at Fulkerson's +introduction of the topic, and he went on talking that first number into +the surviving spectators. He stood treat upon all occasions, and he +lunched attaches of the press at all hours. He especially befriended the +correspondents of the newspapers of other cities, for, as he explained to +March, those fellows could give him any amount of advertising simply as +literary gossip. Many of the fellows were ladies who could not be so +summarily asked out to lunch, but Fulkerson's ingenuity was equal to +every exigency, and he contrived somehow to make each of these feel that +she had been possessed of exclusive information. There was a moment when +March conjectured a willingness in Fulkerson to work Mrs. March into the +advertising department, by means of a tea to these ladies and their +friends which she should administer in his apartment, but he did not +encourage Fulkerson to be explicit, and the moment passed. Afterward, +when he told his wife about it, he was astonished to find that she would +not have minded doing it for Fulkerson, and he experienced another proof +of the bluntness of the feminine instincts in some directions, and of the +personal favor which Fulkerson seemed to enjoy with the whole sex. This +alone was enough to account for the willingness of these correspondents +to write about the first number, but March accused him of sending it to +their addresses with boxes of Jacqueminot roses and Huyler candy. + +Fulkerson let him enjoy his joke. He said that he would do that or +anything else for the good cause, short of marrying the whole circle of +female correspondents. + +March was inclined to hope that if the first number had been made too +good for the country at large, the more enlightened taste of metropolitan +journalism would invite a compensating favor for it in New York. But +first Fulkerson and then the event proved him wrong. In spite of the +quality of the magazine, and in spite of the kindness which so many +newspaper men felt for Fulkerson, the notices in the New York papers +seemed grudging and provisional to the ardor of the editor. A merit in +the work was acknowledged, and certain defects in it for which March had +trembled were ignored; but the critics astonished him by selecting for +censure points which he was either proud of or had never noticed; which +being now brought to his notice he still could not feel were faults. He +owned to Fulkerson that if they had said so and so against it, he could +have agreed with them, but that to say thus and so was preposterous; and +that if the advertising had not been adjusted with such generous +recognition of the claims of the different papers, he should have known +the counting-room was at the bottom of it. As it was, he could only +attribute it to perversity or stupidity. It was certainly stupid to +condemn a magazine novelty like 'Every Other Week' for being novel; and +to augur that if it failed, it would fail through its departure from the +lines on which all the other prosperous magazines had been built, was in +the last degree perverse, and it looked malicious. The fact that it was +neither exactly a book nor a magazine ought to be for it and not against +it, since it would invade no other field; it would prosper on no ground +but its own. + + + + +XIV. + +The more March thought of the injustice of the New York press (which had +not, however, attacked the literary quality of the number) the more +bitterly he resented it; and his wife's indignation superheated his own. +'Every Other Week' had become a very personal affair with the whole +family; the children shared their parents' disgust; Belle was outspoken +in, her denunciations of a venal press. Mrs. March saw nothing but ruin +ahead, and began tacitly to plan a retreat to Boston, and an +establishment retrenched to the basis of two thousand a year. She shed +some secret tears in anticipation of the privations which this must +involve; but when Fulkerson came to see March rather late the night of +the publication day, she nobly told him that if the worst came to the +worst she could only have the kindliest feeling toward him, and should +not regard him as in the slightest degree responsible. + +"Oh, hold on, hold on!" he protested. "You don't think we've made a +failure, do you?" + +"Why, of course," she faltered, while March remained gloomily silent. + +"Well, I guess we'll wait for the official count, first. Even New York +hasn't gone against us, and I guess there's a majority coming down to +Harlem River that could sweep everything before it, anyway." + +"What do you mean, Fulkerson?" March demanded, sternly. + +"Oh, nothing! Only, the 'News Company' has ordered ten thousand now; and +you know we had to give them the first twenty on commission." + +"What do you mean?" March repeated; his wife held her breath. + +"I mean that the first number is a booming success already, and that it's +going to a hundred thousand before it stops. That unanimity and variety +of censure in the morning papers, combined with the attractiveness of the +thing itself, has cleared every stand in the city, and now if the favor +of the country press doesn't turn the tide against us, our fortune's +made." The Marches remained dumb. "Why, look here! Didn't I tell you +those criticisms would be the making of us, when they first began to turn +you blue this morning, March?" + +"He came home to lunch perfectly sick," said Mrs. Marcli; "and I wouldn't +let him go back again." + +"Didn't I tell you so?" Fulkerson persisted. + +March could not remember that he had, or that he had been anything but +incoherently and hysterically jocose over the papers, but he said, "Yes, +yes--I think so." + +"I knew it from the start," said Fulkerson. "The only other person who +took those criticisms in the right spirit was Mother Dryfoos--I've just +been bolstering up the Dryfoos family. She had them read to her by Mrs. +Mandel, and she understood them to be all the most flattering prophecies +of success. Well, I didn't read between the lines to that extent, quite; +but I saw that they were going to help us, if there was anything in us, +more than anything that could have been done. And there was something in +us! I tell you, March, that seven-shooting self-cocking donkey of a +Beaton has given us the greatest start! He's caught on like a mouse. +He's made the thing awfully chic; it's jimmy; there's lots of dog about +it. He's managed that process so that the illustrations look as +expensive as first-class wood-cuts, and they're cheaper than chromos. +He's put style into the whole thing." + +"Oh yes," said March, with eager meekness, "it's Beaton that's done it." + +Fulkerson read jealousy of Beaton in Mrs. March's face. "Beaton has +given us the start because his work appeals to the eye. There's no +denying that the pictures have sold this first number; but I expect the +literature of this first number to sell the pictures of the second. I've +been reading it all over, nearly, since I found how the cat was jumping; +I was anxious about it, and I tell you, old man, it's good. Yes, sir! +I was afraid maybe you had got it too good, with that Boston refinement +of yours; but I reckon you haven't. I'll risk it. I don't see how you +got so much variety into so few things, and all of them palpitant, all of +'em on the keen jump with actuality." + +The mixture of American slang with the jargon of European criticism in +Fulkerson's talk made March smile, but his wife did not seem to notice it +in her exultation. "That is just what I say," she broke in. "It's +perfectly wonderful. I never was anxious about it a moment, except, as +you say, Mr. Fulkerson, I was afraid it might be too good." + +They went on in an antiphony of praise till March said: "Really, I don't +see what's left me but to strike for higher wages. I perceive that I'm +indispensable." + +"Why, old man, you're coming in on the divvy, you know," said Fulkerson. + +They both laughed, and when Fulkerson was gone, Mrs. March asked her +husband what a divvy was. + +"It's a chicken before it's hatched." + +"No! Truly?" + +He explained, and she began to spend the divvy. + +At Mrs. Leighton's Fulkerson gave Alma all the honor of the success; he +told her mother that the girl's design for the cover had sold every +number, and Mrs. Leighton believed him. + +"Well, Ah think Ah maght have some of the glory," Miss Woodburn pouted. +"Where am Ah comin' in?" + +"You're coming in on the cover of the next number," said Fulkerson." +We're going to have your face there; Miss Leighton's going to sketch it +in." He said this reckless of the fact that he had already shown them +the design of the second number, which was Beaton's weird bit of gas- +country landscape. + +"Ah don't see why you don't wrahte the fiction for your magazine, Mr. +Fulkerson," said the girl. + +This served to remind Fulkerson of something. He turned to her father. +"I'll tell you what, Colonel Woodburn, I want Mr. March to see some +chapters of that book of yours. I've been talking to him about it." + +"I do not think it would add to the popularity of your periodical, sir," +said the Colonel, with a stately pleasure in being asked. "My views of a +civilization based upon responsible slavery would hardly be acceptable to +your commercialized society." + +"Well, not as a practical thing, of course," Fulkerson admitted. "But as +something retrospective, speculative, I believe it would make a hit. +There's so much going on now about social questions; I guess people would +like to read it." + +"I do not know that my work is intended to amuse people," said the +Colonel, with some state. + +"Mah goodness! Ah only wish it WAS, then," said his daughter; and she +added: "Yes, Mr. Fulkerson, the Colonel will be very glad to submit +po'tions of his woak to yo' edito'. We want to have some of the honaw. +Perhaps we can say we helped to stop yo' magazine, if we didn't help to +stawt it." + +They all laughed at her boldness, and Fulkerson said: "It 'll take a good +deal more than that to stop 'Every Other Week'. The Colonel's whole book +couldn't do it." Then he looked unhappy, for Colonel Woodburn did not +seem to enjoy his reassuring words; but Miss Woodburn came to his rescue. +"You maght illustrate it with the po'trait of the awthoris daughtaw, if +it's too late for the covah." + +"Going to have that in every number, Miss Woodburn!" he cried. + +"Oh, mah goodness!" she said, with mock humility. + +Alma sat looking at her piquant head, black, unconsciously outlined +against the lamp, as she sat working by the table. "Just keep still a +moment!" + +She got her sketch-block and pencils, and began to draw; Fulkerson tilted +himself forward and looked over her shoulder; he smiled outwardly; +inwardly he was divided between admiration of Miss Woodburn's arch beauty +and appreciation of the skill which reproduced it; at the same time he +was trying to remember whether March had authorized him to go so far as +to ask for a sight of Colonel Woodburn's manuscript. He felt that he had +trenched upon March's province, and he framed one apology to the editor +for bringing him the manuscript, and another to the author for bringing +it back. + +"Most Ah hold raght still like it was a photograph?" asked Miss +Woodburn. "Can Ah toak?" + +"Talk all you want," said Alma, squinting her eyes. "And you needn't be +either adamantine, nor yet--wooden." + +"Oh, ho' very good of you! Well, if Ah can toak--go on, Mr. Fulkerson!" + +"Me talk? I can't breathe till this thing is done!" sighed Fulkerson; at +that point of his mental drama the Colonel was behaving rustily about the +return of his manuscript, and he felt that he was looking his last on +Miss Woodburn's profile. + +"Is she getting it raght?" asked the girl. + +"I don't know which is which," said Fulkerson. + +"Oh, Ah hope Ah shall! Ah don't want to go round feelin' like a sheet of +papah half the time." + +"You could rattle on, just the same," suggested Alma. + +"Oh, now! Jost listen to that, Mr. Fulkerson. Do you call that any way +to toak to people?" + +"You might know which you were by the color," Fulkerson began, and then +be broke off from the personal consideration with a business inspiration, +and smacked himself on the knee, "We could print it in color!" + +Mrs. Leighton gathered up her sewing and held it with both hands in her +lap, while she came round, and looked critically at the sketch and the +model over her glasses. "It's very good, Alma," she said. + +Colonel Woodburn remained restively on his side of the table. "Of +course, Mr. Fulkerson, you were jesting, sir, when you spoke of printing +a sketch of my daughter." + +"Why, I don't know--If you object--? + +"I do, sir--decidedly," said the Colonel. + +"Then that settles it, of course,--I only meant--" + +"Indeed it doesn't!" cried the girl. "Who's to know who it's from? +Ah'm jost set on havin' it printed! Ah'm going to appear as the head of +Slavery--in opposition to the head of Liberty." + +"There'll be a revolution inside of forty-eight hours, and we'll have the +Colonel's system going wherever a copy of 'Every Other Week' circulates," +said Fulkerson. + +"This sketch belongs to me," Alma interposed. "I'm not going to let it +be printed." + +"Oh, mah goodness!" said Miss Woodburn, laughing good-humoredly. +"That's becose you were brought up to hate slavery." + +"I should like Mr. Beaton to see it," said Mrs. Leighton, in a sort of +absent tone. She added, to Fulkerson: "I rather expected he might be in +to-night." + +"Well, if he comes we'll leave it to Beaton," Fulkerson said, with relief +in the solution, and an anxious glance at the Colonel, across the table, +to see how he took that form of the joke. Miss Woodburn intercepted his +glance and laughed, and Fulkerson laughed, too, but rather forlornly. + +Alma set her lips primly and turned her head first on one side and then +on the other to look at the sketch. "I don't think we'll leave it to Mr. +Beaton, even if he comes." + +"We left the other design for the cover to Beaton," Fulkerson insinuated. +"I guess you needn't be afraid of him." + +"Is it a question of my being afraid?" Alma asked; she seemed coolly +intent on her drawing. + +"Miss Leighton thinks he ought to be afraid of her," Miss Woodburn +explained. + +"It's a question of his courage, then?" said Alma. + +"Well, I don't think there are many young ladies that Beaton's afraid +of," said Fulkerson, giving himself the respite of this purely random +remark, while he interrogated the faces of Mrs. Leighton and Colonel +Woodburn for some light upon the tendency of their daughters' words. + +He was not helped by Mrs. Leighton's saying, with a certain anxiety, +"I don't know what you mean, Mr. Fulkerson." + +"Well, you're as much in the dark as I am myself, then," said Fulkerson. +"I suppose I meant that Beaton is rather--a--favorite, you know. The +women like him." + +Mrs. Leighton sighed, and Colonel Woodburn rose and left the room. + +In the silence that followed, Fulkerson looked from one lady to the other +with dismay. "I seem to have put my foot in it, somehow," he suggested, +and Miss Woodburn gave a cry of laughter. + +"Poo' Mr. Fulkerson! Poo' Mr. Fulkerson! Papa thoat you wanted him to +go." + +"Wanted him to go?" repeated Fulkerson. + +"We always mention Mr. Beaton when we want to get rid of papa." + +"Well, it seems to me that I have noticed that he didn't take much +interest in Beaton, as a general topic. But I don't know that I ever saw +it drive him out of the room before!" + +"Well, he isn't always so bad," said Miss Woodburn. "But it was a case +of hate at first sight, and it seems to be growin' on papa." + +"Well, I can understand that," said Fulkerson. "The impulse to destroy +Beaton is something that everybody has to struggle against at the start." + +"I must say, Mr. Fulkerson," said Mrs. Leighton, in the tremor through +which she nerved herself to differ openly with any one she liked, +"I never had to struggle with anything of the kind, in regard to +Mr. Beaton. He has always been most respectful and--and--considerate, +with me, whatever he has been with others." + +"Well, of course, Mrs. Leighton!" Fulkerson came back in a soothing tone. +"But you see you're the rule that proves the exception. I was speaking +of the way men felt about Beaton. It's different with ladies; I just +said so." + +"Is it always different?" Alma asked, lifting her head and her hand from +her drawing, and staring at it absently. + +Fulkerson pushed both his hands through his whiskers. "Look here! Look +here!" he said. "Won't somebody start some other subject? We haven't +had the weather up yet, have we? Or the opera? What is the matter with +a few remarks about politics?" + +"Why, Ah thoat you lahked to toak about the staff of yo' magazine," said +Miss Woodburn. + +"Oh, I do!" said Fulkerson. "But not always about the same member of it. +He gets monotonous, when he doesn't get complicated. I've just come +round from the Marches'," he added, to Mrs. Leighton. + +"I suppose they've got thoroughly settled in their apartment by this +time." Mrs. Leighton said something like this whenever the Marches were +mentioned. At the bottom of her heart she had not forgiven them for not +taking her rooms; she had liked their looks so much; and she was always +hoping that they were uncomfortable or dissatisfied; she could not help +wanting them punished a little. + +"Well, yes; as much as they ever will be," Fulkerson answered. +"The Boston style is pretty different, you know; and the Marches are old- +fashioned folks, and I reckon they never went in much for bric-a-brac +They've put away nine or ten barrels of dragon candlesticks, but they +keep finding new ones." + +"Their landlady has just joined our class," said Alma. "Isn't her name +Green? She happened to see my copy of 'Every Other Week', and said she +knew the editor; and told me." + +"Well, it's a little world," said Fulkerson. "You seem to be touching +elbows with everybody. Just think of your having had our head translator +for a model." + +"Ah think that your whole publication revolves aroand the Leighton +family," said Miss Woodburn. + +"That's pretty much so," Fulkerson admitted. "Anyhow, the publisher +seems disposed to do so." + +"Are you the publisher? I thought it was Mr. Dryfoos," said Alma. + +"It is." + +"Oh!" + +The tone and the word gave Fulkerson a discomfort which he promptly +confessed. "Missed again." + +The girls laughed, and he regained something of his lost spirits, and +smiled upon their gayety, which lasted beyond any apparent reason for it. + +Miss Woodburn asked, "And is Mr. Dryfoos senio' anything like ouah Mr. +Dryfoos?" + +"Not the least." + +"But he's jost as exemplary?" + +"Yes; in his way." + +"Well, Ah wish Ah could see all those pinks of puffection togethah, +once." + +"Why, look here! I've been thinking I'd celebrate a little, when the old +gentleman gets back. Have a little supper--something of that kind. How +would you like to let me have your parlors for it, Mrs. Leighton? You +ladies could stand on the stairs, and have a peep at us, in the bunch." + +"Oh, mah! What a privilege! And will Miss Alma be there, with the othah +contributors? Ah shall jost expah of envy!" + +"She won't be there in person," said Fulkerson, "but she'll be +represented by the head of the art department." + +"Mah goodness! And who'll the head of the publishing department +represent?" + +"He can represent you," said Alma. + +"Well, Ah want to be represented, someho'." + +"We'll have the banquet the night before you appear on the cover of our +fourth number," said Fulkerson. + +"Ah thoat that was doubly fo'bidden," said Miss Woodburn. "By the stern +parent and the envious awtust." + +"We'll get Beaton to get round them, somehow. I guess we can trust him +to manage that." + +Mrs. Leighton sighed her resentment of the implication. + +"I always feel that Mr. Beaton doesn't do himself justice," she began. + +Fulkerson could not forego the chance of a joke. "Well, maybe he would +rather temper justice with mercy in a case like his." This made both the +younger ladies laugh. "I judge this is my chance to get off with my +life," he added, and he rose as he spoke. "Mrs. Leighton, I am about the +only man of my sex who doesn't thirst for Beaton's blood most of the +time. But I know him and I don't. He's more kinds of a good fellow than +people generally understand. He doesn't wear his heart upon his sleeve- +not his ulster sleeve, anyway. You can always count me on your side when +it's a question of finding Beaton not guilty if he'll leave the State." + +Alma set her drawing against the wall, in rising to say goodnight to +Fulkerson. He bent over on his stick to look at it. "Well, it's +beautiful," he sighed, with unconscious sincerity. + +Alma made him a courtesy of mock modesty. "Thanks to Miss Woodburn!" + +"Oh no! All she had to do was simply to stay put." + +"Don't you think Ah might have improved it if Ah had, looked better?" +the girl asked, gravely. + +"Oh, you couldn't!" said Fulkerson, and he went off triumphant in their +applause and their cries of "Which? which?" + +Mrs. Leighton sank deep into an accusing gloom when at last she found +herself alone with her daughter. "I don't know what you are thinking +about, Alma Leighton. If you don't like Mr. Beaton--" + +"I don't." + +"You don't? You know better than that. You know that, you did care for +him." + +"Oh! that's a very different thing. That's a thing that can be got +over." + +"Got over!" repeated Mrs. Leighton, aghast. + +"Of course, it can! Don't be romantic, mamma. People get over dozens of +such fancies. They even marry for love two or three times." + +"Never!" cried her mother, doing her best to feel shocked; and at last +looking it. + +Her looking it had no effect upon Alma. "You can easily get over caring +for people; but you can't get over liking them--if you like them because +they are sweet and good. That's what lasts. I was a simple goose, +and he imposed upon me because he was a sophisticated goose. Now the +case is reversed." + +"He does care for you, now. You can see it. Why do you encourage him to +come here?" + +"I don't," said Alma. "I will tell him to keep away if you like. But +whether he comes or goes, it will be the same." + +"Not to him, Alma! He is in love with you!" + +"He has never said so." + +"And you would really let him say so, when you intend to refuse him?" + +"I can't very well refuse him till he does say so." + +This was undeniable. Mrs. Leighton could only demand, in an awful tone, +"May I ask why--if you cared for him; and I know you care for him still +you will refuse him?" + +Alma laughed. "Because--because I'm wedded to my Art, and I'm not going +to commit bigamy, whatever I do." + +"Alma!" + +"Well, then, because I don't like him--that is, I don't believe in him, +and don't trust him. He's fascinating, but he's false and he's fickle. +He can't help it, I dare say." + +"And you are perfectly hard. Is it possible that you were actually +pleased to have Mr. Fulkerson tease you about Mr. Dryfoos?" + +"Oh, good-night, now, mamma! This is becoming personal" + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +Artists never do anything like other people +Ballast of her instinctive despondency +Clinging persistence of such natures +Dividend: It's a chicken before it's hatched +Gayety, which lasted beyond any apparent reason for it +Hopeful recklessness +How much can a man honestly earn without wronging or oppressing +I cannot endure this--this hopefulness of yours +If you dread harm enough it is less likely to happen +It must be your despair that helps you to bear up +Marry for love two or three times +No man deserves to sufer at the hands of another +Patience with mediocrity putting on the style of genius +Person talks about taking lessons, as if they could learn it +Say when he is gone that the woman gets along better without him +Shouldn't ca' fo' the disgrace of bein' poo'--its inconvenience +Timidity of the elder in the presence of the younger man + + + + +End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of A Hazard of New Fortunes, v2 +by William Dean Howells + + + + + + +A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES + +By William Dean Howells + + +PART THIRD + + +I. + +The scheme of a banquet to celebrate the initial success of 'Every Other +Week' expanded in Fulkerson's fancy into a series. Instead of the +publishing and editorial force, with certain of the more representative +artists and authors sitting down to a modest supper in Mrs. Leighton's +parlors, he conceived of a dinner at Delmonico's, with the principal +literary and artistic, people throughout the country as guests, and an +inexhaustible hospitality to reporters and correspondents, from whom +paragraphs, prophetic and historic, would flow weeks before and after the +first of the series. He said the thing was a new departure in magazines; +it amounted to something in literature as radical as the American +Revolution in politics: it was the idea of self government in the arts; +and it was this idea that had never yet been fully developed in regard to +it. That was what must be done in the speeches at the dinner, and the +speeches must be reported. Then it would go like wildfire. He asked +March whether he thought Mr. Depew could be got to come; Mark Twain, he +was sure, would come; he was a literary man. They ought to invite Mr. +Evarts, and the Cardinal and the leading Protestant divines. His +ambition stopped at nothing, nothing but the question of expense; there +he had to wait the return of the elder Dryfoos from the West, and Dryfoos +was still delayed at Moffitt, and Fulkerson openly confessed that he was +afraid he would stay there till his own enthusiasm escaped in other +activities, other plans. + +Fulkerson was as little likely as possible to fall under a superstitious +subjection to another man; but March could not help seeing that in this +possible measure Dryfoos was Fulkerson's fetish. He did not revere him, +March decided, because it was not in Fulkerson's nature to revere +anything; he could like and dislike, but he could not respect. +Apparently, however, Dryfoos daunted him somehow; and besides the homage +which those who have not pay to those who have, Fulkerson rendered +Dryfoos the tribute of a feeling which March could only define as a sort +of bewilderment. As well as March could make out, this feeling was +evoked by the spectacle of Dryfoos's unfailing luck, which Fulkerson was +fond of dazzling himself with. It perfectly consisted with a keen sense +of whatever was sordid and selfish in a man on whom his career must have +had its inevitable effect. He liked to philosophize the case with March, +to recall Dryfoos as he was when he first met him still somewhat in the +sap, at Moffitt, and to study the processes by which he imagined him to +have dried into the hardened speculator, without even the pretence to any +advantage but his own in his ventures. He was aware of painting the +character too vividly, and he warned March not to accept it exactly in +those tints, but to subdue them and shade it for himself. He said that +where his advantage was not concerned, there was ever so much good in +Dryfoos, and that if in some things be had grown inflexible, he had +expanded in others to the full measure of the vast scale on which he did +business. It had seemed a little odd to March that a man should put +money into such an enterprise as 'Every Other Week' and go off about +other affairs, not only without any sign of anxiety, but without any sort +of interest. But Fulkerson said that was the splendid side of Dryfoos. +He had a courage, a magnanimity, that was equal to the strain of any such +uncertainty. He had faced the music once for all, when he asked +Fulkerson what the thing would cost in the different degrees of potential +failure; and then he had gone off, leaving everything to Fulkerson and +the younger Dryfoos, with the instruction simply to go ahead and not +bother him about it. Fulkerson called that pretty tall for an old fellow +who used to bewail the want of pigs and chickens to occupy his mind. +He alleged it as another proof of the versatility of the American mind, +and of the grandeur of institutions and opportunities that let every man +grow to his full size, so that any man in America could run the concern +if necessary. He believed that old Dryfoos could step into Bismarck's +shoes and run the German Empire at ten days' notice, or about as long as +it would take him to go from New York to Berlin. But Bismarck would not +know anything about Dryfoos's plans till Dryfoos got ready to show his +hand. Fulkerson himself did not pretend to say what the old man had been +up to since he went West. He was at Moffitt first, and then he was at +Chicago, and then he had gone out to Denver to look after some mines he +had out there, and a railroad or two; and now he was at Moffitt again. +He was supposed to be closing up his affairs there, but nobody could say. + +Fulkerson told March the morning after Dryfoos returned that he had not +only not pulled out at Moffitt, but had gone in deeper, ten times deeper +than ever. He was in a royal good-humor, Fulkerson reported, and was +going to drop into the office on his way up from the Street (March +understood Wall Street) that afternoon. He was tickled to death with +'Every Other Week' so far as it had gone, and was anxious to pay his +respects to the editor. + +March accounted for some rhetoric in this, but let it flatter him, and +prepared himself for a meeting about which he could see that Fulkerson +was only less nervous than he had shown himself about the public +reception of the first number. It gave March a disagreeable feeling of +being owned and of being about to be inspected by his proprietor; but he +fell back upon such independence as he could find in the thought of those +two thousand dollars of income beyond the caprice of his owner, and +maintained an outward serenity. + +He was a little ashamed afterward of the resolution it had cost him to do +so. It was not a question of Dryfoos's physical presence: that was +rather effective than otherwise, and carried a suggestion of moneyed +indifference to convention in the gray business suit of provincial cut, +and the low, wide-brimmed hat of flexible black felt. He had a stick +with an old-fashioned top of buckhorn worn smooth and bright by the palm +of his hand, which had not lost its character in fat, and which had a +history of former work in its enlarged knuckles, though it was now as +soft as March's, and must once have been small even for a man of Mr. +Dryfoos's stature; he was below the average size. But what struck March +was the fact that Dryfoos seemed furtively conscious of being a country +person, and of being aware that in their meeting he was to be tried by +other tests than those which would have availed him as a shrewd +speculator. He evidently had some curiosity about March, as the first of +his kind whom he bad encountered; some such curiosity as the country +school trustee feels and tries to hide in the presence of the new +schoolmaster. But the whole affair was, of course, on a higher plane; on +one side Dryfoos was much more a man of the world than March was, and he +probably divined this at once, and rested himself upon the fact in a +measure. It seemed to be his preference that his son should introduce +them, for he came upstairs with Conrad, and they had fairly made +acquaintance before Fulkerson joined them. + +Conrad offered to leave them at once, but his father made him stay. +"I reckon Mr. March and I haven't got anything so private to talk about +that we want to keep it from the other partners. Well, Mr. March, are +you getting used to New York yet? It takes a little time." + +"Oh yes. But not so much time as most places. Everybody belongs more or +less in New York; nobody has to belong here altogether." + +"Yes, that is so. You can try it, and go away if you don't like it a +good deal easier than you could from a smaller place. Wouldn't make so +much talk, would it?" He glanced at March with a jocose light in his +shrewd eyes. "That is the way I feel about it all the time: just +visiting. Now, it wouldn't be that way in Boston, I reckon?" + +"You couldn't keep on visiting there your whole life," said March. + +Dryfoos laughed, showing his lower teeth in a way that was at once simple +and fierce. "Mr. Fulkerson didn't hardly know as he could get you to +leave. I suppose you got used to it there. I never been in your city." + +"I had got used to it; but it was hardly my city, except by marriage. My +wife's a Bostonian." + +"She's been a little homesick here, then," said Dryfoos, with a smile of +the same quality as his laugh. + +"Less than I expected," said March. "Of course, she was very much +attached to our old home." + +"I guess my wife won't ever get used to New York," said Dryfoos, and he +drew in his lower lip with a sharp sigh. "But my girls like it; they're +young. You never been out our way yet, Mr. March? Out West?" + +"Well, only for the purpose of being born, and brought up. I used to +live in Crawfordsville, and then Indianapolis." + +"Indianapolis is bound to be a great place," said Dryfoos. "I remember +now, Mr. Fulkerson told me you was from our State." He went on to brag +of the West, as if March were an Easterner and had to be convinced. +"You ought to see all that country. It's a great country." + +"Oh yes," said March, "I understand that." He expected the praise of the +great West to lead up to some comment on 'Every Other Week'; and there +was abundant suggestion of that topic in the manuscripts, proofs of +letter-press and illustrations, with advance copies of the latest number +strewn over his table. + +But Dryfoos apparently kept himself from looking at these things. +He rolled his head about on his shoulders to take in the character of the +room, and said to his son, "You didn't change the woodwork, after all." + +"No; the architect thought we had better let it be, unless we meant to +change the whole place. He liked its being old-fashioned." + +"I hope you feel comfortable here, Mr. March," the old man said, bringing +his eyes to bear upon him again after their tour of inspection. + +"Too comfortable for a working-man," said March, and he thought that this +remark must bring them to some talk about his work, but the proprietor +only smiled again. + +"I guess I sha'n't lose much on this house," he returned, as if musing +aloud. "This down-town property is coming up. Business is getting in on +all these side streets. I thought I paid a pretty good price for it, +too." He went on to talk of real estate, and March began to feel a +certain resentment at his continued avoidance of the only topic in which +they could really have a common interest. "You live down this way +somewhere, don't you?" the old man concluded. + +"Yes. I wished to be near my work." March was vexed with himself for +having recurred to it; but afterward he was not sure but Dryfoos shared +his own diffidence in the matter, and was waiting for him to bring it +openly into the talk. At times he seemed wary and masterful, and then +March felt that he was being examined and tested; at others so simple +that March might well have fancied that he needed encouragement, and +desired it. He talked of his wife and daughters in a way that invited +March to say friendly things of his family, which appeared to give the +old man first an undue pleasure and then a final distrust. At moments he +turned, with an effect of finding relief in it, to his son and spoke to +him across March of matters which he was unacquainted with; he did not +seem aware that this was rude, but the young man must have felt it so; he +always brought the conversation back, and once at some cost to himself +when his father made it personal. + +"I want to make a regular New York business man out of that fellow," he +said to March, pointing at Conrad with his stick. "You s'pose I'm ever +going to do it?" + +"Well, I don't know," said March, trying to fall in with the joke. +"Do you mean nothing but a business man?" + +The old man laughed at whatever latent meaning he fancied in this, and +said: "You think he would be a little too much for me there? Well, I've +seen enough of 'em to know it don't always take a large pattern of a man +to do a large business. But I want him to get the business training, and +then if he wants to go into something else he knows what the world is, +anyway. Heigh?" + +"Oh yes!" March assented, with some compassion for the young man +reddening patiently under his father's comment. + +Dryfoos went on as if his son were not in hearing. "Now that boy wanted +to be a preacher. What does a preacher know about the world he preaches +against when he's been brought up a preacher? He don't know so much as a +bad little boy in his Sunday-school; he knows about as much as a girl. +I always told him, You be a man first, and then you be a preacher, if you +want to. Heigh?" + +"Precisely." March began to feel some compassion for himself in being +witness of the young fellow's discomfort under his father's homily. + +"When we first come to New York, I told him, Now here's your chance to +see the world on a big scale. You know already what work and saving and +steady habits and sense will bring a man, to; you don't want to go round +among the rich; you want to go among the poor, and see what laziness and +drink and dishonesty and foolishness will bring men to. And I guess he +knows, about as well as anybody; and if he ever goes to preaching he'll +know what he's preaching about." The old man smiled his fierce, simple +smile, and in his sharp eyes March fancied contempt of the ambition he +had balked in his son. The present scene must have been one of many +between them, ending in meek submission on the part of the young man, +whom his father, perhaps without realizing his cruelty, treated as a +child. March took it hard that he should be made to suffer in the +presence of a co-ordinate power like himself, and began to dislike the +old man out of proportion to his offence, which might have been mere want +of taste, or an effect of mere embarrassment before him. But evidently, +whatever rebellion his daughters had carried through against him, he had +kept his dominion over this gentle spirit unbroken. March did not choose +to make any response, but to let him continue, if he would, entirely upon +his own impulse. + + + + +II. + +A silence followed, of rather painful length. It was broken by the +cheery voice of Fulkerson, sent before him to herald Fulkerson's cheery +person. "Well, I suppose you've got the glorious success of 'Every Other +Week' down pretty cold in your talk by this time. I should have been up +sooner to join you, but I was nipping a man for the last page of the +cover. I guess we'll have to let the Muse have that for an advertisement +instead of a poem the next time, March. Well, the old gentleman given +you boys your scolding?" The person of Fulkerson had got into the room +long before he reached this question, and had planted itself astride a +chair. Fulkerson looked over the chairback, now at March, and now at the +elder Dryfoos as he spoke. + +March answered him. "I guess we must have been waiting for you, +Fulkerson. At any rate, we hadn't got to the scolding yet." + +"Why, I didn't suppose Mr. Dryfoos could 'a' held in so long. I +understood he was awful mad at the way the thing started off, and wanted +to give you a piece of his mind, when he got at you. I inferred as much +from a remark that he made." March and Dryfoos looked foolish, as men do +when made the subject of this sort of merry misrepresentation. + +"I reckon my scolding will keep awhile yet," said the old man, dryly. + +"Well, then, I guess it's a good chance to give Mr. Dryfoos an idea of +what we've really done--just while we're resting, as Artemus Ward says. +Heigh, March?" + +"I will let you blow the trumpet, Fulkerson. I think it belongs strictly +to the advertising department," said March. He now distinctly resented +the old man's failure to say anything to him of the magazine; he made his +inference that it was from a suspicion of his readiness to presume upon a +recognition of his share in the success, and he was determined to second +no sort of appeal for it. + +"The advertising department is the heart and soul of every business," +said Fulkerson, hardily, "and I like to keep my hand in with a little +practise on the trumpet in private. I don't believe Mr. Dryfoos has got +any idea of the extent of this thing. He's been out among those +Rackensackens, where we were all born, and he's read the notices in their +seven by nine dailies, and he's seen the thing selling on the cars, and +he thinks he appreciates what's been done. But I should just like to +take him round in this little old metropolis awhile, and show him 'Every +Other Week' on the centre tables of the millionaires--the Vanderbilts and +the Astors--and in the homes of culture and refinement everywhere, and +let him judge for himself. It's the talk of the clubs and the dinner- +tables; children cry for it; it's the Castoria of literature and the +Pearline of art, the 'Won't-be-happy-till-he-gets-it of every en +lightened man, woman, and child in this vast city. I knew we could +capture the country; but, my goodness! I didn't expect to have New York +fall into our hands at a blow. But that's just exactly what New York has +done. Every Other Week supplies the long-felt want that's been grinding +round in New York and keeping it awake nights ever since the war. It's +the culmination of all the high and ennobling ideals of the past." + +"How much," asked Dryfoos, "do you expect to get out of it the first +year, if it keeps the start it's got?" + +"Comes right down to business, every time!" said Fulkerson, referring the +characteristic to March with a delighted glance. "Well, sir, if +everything works right, and we get rain enough to fill up the springs, +and it isn't a grasshopper year, I expect to clear above all expenses +something in the neighborhood of twenty-five thousand dollars." + +"Humph! And you are all going to work a year--editor, manager, publisher, +artists, writers, printers, and the rest of 'em--to clear twenty-five +thousand dollars?--I made that much in half a day in Moffitt once. I see +it made in half a minute in Wall Street, sometimes." The old man +presented this aspect of the case with a good-natured contempt, which +included Fulkerson and his enthusiasm in an obvious liking. + +His son suggested, "But when we make that money here, no one loses it." + +"Can you prove that?" His father turned sharply upon him. "Whatever is +won is lost. It's all a game; it don't make any difference what you bet +on. Business is business, and a business man takes his risks with his +eyes open." + +"Ah, but the glory!" Fulkerson insinuated with impudent persiflage. +"I hadn't got to the glory yet, because it's hard to estimate it; but put +the glory at the lowest figure, Mr. Dryfoos, and add it to the twenty- +five thousand, and you've got an annual income from 'Every Other Week' of +dollars enough to construct a silver railroad, double-track, from this +office to the moon. I don't mention any of the sister planets because I +like to keep within bounds." + +Dryfoos showed his lower teeth for pleasure in Fulkerson's fooling, and +said, "That's what I like about you, Mr. Fulkerson--you always keep +within bounds." + +"Well, I ain't a shrinking Boston violet, like March, here. More +sunflower in my style of diffidence; but I am modest, I don't deny it," +said Fulkerson. "And I do hate to have a thing overstated." + +"And the glory--you do really think there's something in the glory that +pays?" + +"Not a doubt of it! I shouldn't care for the paltry return in money," +said Fulkerson, with a burlesque of generous disdain, "if it wasn't for +the glory along with it." + +"And how should you feel about the glory, if there was no money along +with it?" + +"Well, sir, I'm happy to say we haven't come to that yet." + +"Now, Conrad, here," said the old man, with a sort of pathetic rancor, +"would rather have the glory alone. I believe he don't even care much +for your kind of glory, either, Mr. Fulkerson." + +Fulkerson ran his little eyes curiously over Conrad's face and then +March's, as if searching for a trace there of something gone before which +would enable him to reach Dryfoos's whole meaning. He apparently +resolved to launch himself upon conjecture. "Oh, well, we know how +Conrad feels about the things of this world, anyway. I should like to +take 'em on the plane of another sphere, too, sometimes; but I noticed a +good while ago that this was the world I was born into, and so I made up +my mind that I would do pretty much what I saw the rest of the folks +doing here below. And I can't see but what Conrad runs the thing on +business principles in his department, and I guess you'll find it so if +you look into it. I consider that we're a whole team and big dog under +the wagon with you to draw on for supplies, and March, here, at the head +of the literary business, and Conrad in the counting-room, and me to do +the heavy lying in the advertising part. Oh, and Beaton, of course, in +the art. I 'most forgot Beaton--Hamlet with Hamlet left out." + +Dryfoos looked across at his son. "Wasn't that the fellow's name that +was there last night?" + +"Yes," said Conrad. + +The old man rose. "Well, I reckon I got to be going. You ready to go +up-town, Conrad?" + +"Well, not quite yet, father." + +The old man shook hands with March, and went downstairs, followed by his +son. + +Fulkerson remained. + +"He didn't jump at the chance you gave him to compliment us all round, +Fulkerson," said March, with a smile not wholly of pleasure. + +Fulkerson asked, with as little joy in the grin he had on, "Didn't he say +anything to you before I came in?" + +"Not a word." + +"Dogged if I know what to make of it," sighed Fulkerson, "but I guess +he's been having a talk with Conrad that's soured on him. I reckon maybe +he came back expecting to find that boy reconciled to the glory of this +world, and Conrad's showed himself just as set against it as ever." + +"It might have been that," March admitted, pensively. "I fancied +something of the kind myself from words the old man let drop." + +Fulkerson made him explain, and then he said: + +"That's it, then; and it's all right. Conrad 'll come round in time; and +all we've got to do is to have patience with the old man till he does. +I know he likes you." Fulkerson affirmed this only interrogatively, and +looked so anxiously to March for corroboration that March laughed. + +"He dissembled his love," he said; but afterward, in describing to his +wife his interview with Mr. Dryfoos, he was less amused with this fact. + +When she saw that he was a little cast down by it, she began to encourage +him. "He's just a common, ignorant man, and probably didn't know how to +express himself. You may be perfectly sure that he's delighted with the +success of the magazine, and that he understands as well as you do that +he owes it all to you." + +"Ah, I'm not so sure. I don't believe a man's any better for having made +money so easily and rapidly as Dryfoos has done, and I doubt if he's any +wiser. I don't know just the point he's reached in his evolution from +grub to beetle, but I do know that so far as it's gone the process must +have involved a bewildering change of ideals and criterions. I guess +he's come to despise a great many things that he once respected, and that +intellectual ability is among them--what we call intellectual ability. +He must have undergone a moral deterioration, an atrophy of the generous +instincts, and I don't see why it shouldn't have reached his mental make- +up. He has sharpened, but he has narrowed; his sagacity has turned into +suspicion, his caution to meanness, his courage to ferocity. That's the +way I philosophize a man of Dryfoos's experience, and I am not very proud +when I realize that such a man and his experience are the ideal and +ambition of most Americans. I rather think they came pretty near being +mine, once." + +"No, dear, they never did," his wife protested. + +"Well, they're not likely to be in the future. The Dryfoos feature of +'Every Other Week' is thoroughly distasteful to me." + +"Why, but he hasn't really got anything to do with it, has he, beyond +furnishing the money?" + +"That's the impression that Fulkerson has allowed us to get. But the man +that holds the purse holds the reins. He may let us guide the horse, but +when he likes he can drive. If we don't like his driving, then we can +get down." + +Mrs. March was less interested in this figure of speech than in the +personal aspects involved. "Then you think Mr. Fulkerson has deceived +you?" + +"Oh no!" said her husband, laughing. "But I think he has deceived +himself, perhaps." + +"How?" she pursued. + +"He may have thought he was using Dryfoos, when Dryfoos was using him, +and he may have supposed he was not afraid of him when he was very much +so. His courage hadn't been put to the test, and courage is a matter of +proof, like proficiency on the fiddle, you know: you can't tell whether +you've got it till you try." + +"Nonsense! Do you mean that he would ever sacrifice you to Mr. Dryfoos?" + +"I hope he may not be tempted. But I'd rather be taking the chances with +Fulkerson alone than with Fulkerson and Dryfoos to back him. Dryfoos +seems, somehow, to take the poetry and the pleasure out of the thing." + +Mrs. March was a long time silent. Then she began, "Well, my dear, I +never wanted to come to New York--" + +"Neither did I," March promptly put in. + +"But now that we're here," she went on, "I'm not going to have you +letting every little thing discourage you. I don't see what there was in +Mr. Dryfoos's manner to give you any anxiety. He's just a common, +stupid, inarticulate country person, and he didn't know how to express +himself, as I said in the beginning, and that's the reason he didn't say +anything." + +"Well, I don't deny you're right about it." + +"It's dreadful," his wife continued, "to be mixed up with such a man and +his family, but I don't believe he'll ever meddle with your management, +and, till he does, all you need do is to have as little to do with him as +possible, and go quietly on your own way." + +"Oh, I shall go on quietly enough," said March. "I hope I sha'n't begin +going stealthily." + +"Well, my dear," said Mrs. March, "just let me know when you're tempted +to do that. If ever you sacrifice the smallest grain of your honesty or +your self-respect to Mr. Dryfoos, or anybody else, I will simply renounce +you." + +"In view of that I'm rather glad the management of 'Every Other Week' +involves tastes and not convictions," said March. + + + + +III. + +That night Dryfoos was wakened from his after-dinner nap by the sound of +gay talk and nervous giggling in the drawing-room. The talk, which was +Christine's, and the giggling, which was Mela's, were intershot with the +heavier tones of a man's voice; and Dryfoos lay awhile on the leathern +lounge in his library, trying to make out whether he knew the voice. His +wife sat in a deep chair before the fire, with her eyes on his face, +waiting for him to wake. + +"Who is that out there?" he asked, without opening his eyes. + +"Indeed, indeed, I don't know, Jacob," his wife answered. "I reckon it's +just some visitor of the girls'." + +"Was I snoring?" + +"Not a bit. You was sleeping as quiet! I did hate to have 'em wake you, +and I was just goin' out to shoo them. They've been playin' something, +and that made them laugh." + +"I didn't know but I had snored," said the old man, sitting up. + +"No," said his wife. Then she asked, wistfully, "Was you out at the old +place, Jacob?" + +"Yes." + +"Did it look natural?" + +"Yes; mostly. They're sinking the wells down in the woods pasture." + +"And--the children's graves?" + +"They haven't touched that part. But I reckon we got to have 'em moved +to the cemetery. I bought a lot." + +The old woman began softly to weep. "It does seem too hard that they +can't be let to rest in peace, pore little things. I wanted you and me +to lay there, too, when our time come, Jacob. Just there, back o' the +beehives and under them shoomakes--my, I can see the very place! And I +don't believe I'll ever feel at home anywheres else. I woon't know where +I am when the trumpet sounds. I have to think before I can tell where +the east is in New York; and what if I should git faced the wrong way +when I raise? Jacob, I wonder you could sell it!" Her head shook, and +the firelight shone on her tears as she searched the folds of her dress +for her pocket. + +A peal of laughter came from the drawing-room, and then the sound of +chords struck on the piano. + +"Hush! Don't you cry, 'Liz'beth!" said Dryfoos. "Here; take my +handkerchief. I've got a nice lot in the cemetery, and I'm goin' to have +a monument, with two lambs on it--like the one you always liked so much. +It ain't the fashion, any more, to have family buryin' grounds; they're +collectin' 'em into the cemeteries, all round." + +"I reckon I got to bear it," said his wife, muffling her face in his +handkerchief. "And I suppose the Lord kin find me, wherever I am. But I +always did want to lay just there. You mind how we used to go out and +set there, after milkin', and watch the sun go down, and talk about where +their angels was, and try to figger it out?" + +"I remember, 'Liz'beth." + +The man's voice in the drawing-room sang a snatch of French song, +insolent, mocking, salient; and then Christine's attempted the same +strain, and another cry of laughter from Mela followed. + +"Well, I always did expect to lay there. But I reckon it's all right. +It won't be a great while, now, anyway. Jacob, I don't believe I'm a- +goin' to live very long. I know it don't agree with me here." + +"Oh, I guess it does, 'Liz'beth. You're just a little pulled down with +the weather. It's coming spring, and you feel it; but the doctor says +you're all right. I stopped in, on the way up, and he says so." + +"I reckon he don't know everything," the old woman persisted: "I've been +runnin' down ever since we left Moffitt, and I didn't feel any too well +there, even. It's a very strange thing, Jacob, that the richer you git, +the less you ain't able to stay where you want to, dead or alive." + +"It's for the children we do it," said Dryfoos. "We got to give them +their chance in the world." + +"Oh, the world! They ought to bear the yoke in their youth, like we +done. I know it's what Coonrod would like to do." + +Dryfoos got upon his feet. "If Coonrod 'll mind his own business, and do +what I want him to, he'll have yoke enough to bear." He moved from his +wife, without further effort to comfort her, and pottered heavily out +into the dining-room. Beyond its obscurity stretched the glitter of the +deep drawing-room. His feet, in their broad; flat slippers, made no +sound on the dense carpet, and he came unseen upon the little group there +near the piano. Mela perched upon the stool with her back to the keys, +and Beaton bent over Christine, who sat with a banjo in her lap, letting +him take her hands and put them in the right place on the instrument. +Her face was radiant with happiness, and Mela was watching her with +foolish, unselfish pleasure in her bliss. + +There was nothing wrong in the affair to a man of Dryfoos's traditions +and perceptions, and if it had been at home in the farm sitting-room, +or even in his parlor at Moffitt, he would not have minded a young man's +placing his daughter's hands on a banjo, or even holding them there; +it would have seemed a proper, attention from him if he was courting her. +But here, in such a house as this, with the daughter of a man who had +made as much money as he had, he did not know but it was a liberty. +He felt the angry doubt of it which beset him in regard to so many +experiences of his changed life; he wanted to show his sense of it, if it +was a liberty, but he did not know how, and he did not know that it was +so. Besides, he could not help a touch of the pleasure in Christine's +happiness which Mela showed; and he would have gone back to the library, +if he could, without being discovered. + +But Beaton had seen him, and Dryfoos, with a nonchalant nod to the young +man, came forward. "What you got there, Christine?" + +"A banjo," said the girl, blushing in her father's presence. + +Mela gurgled. "Mr. Beaton is learnun' her the first position." + +Beaton was not embarrassed. He was in evening dress, and his face, +pointed with its brown beard, showed extremely handsome above the expanse +of his broad, white shirt-front. He gave back as nonchalant a nod as he +had got, and, without further greeting to Dryfoos, he said to Christine: +"No, no. You must keep your hand and arm so." He held them in position. +"There! Now strike with your right hand. See?" + +"I don't believe I can ever learn," said the girl, with a fond upward +look at him. + +"Oh yes, you can," said Beaton. + +They both ignored Dryfoos in the little play of protests which followed, +and he said, half jocosely, half suspiciously, "And is the banjo the +fashion, now?" He remembered it as the emblem of low-down show business, +and associated it with end-men and blackened faces and grotesque shirt- +collars. + +"It's all the rage," Mela shouted, in answer for all. "Everybody plays +it. Mr. Beaton borrowed this from a lady friend of his." + +"Humph! Pity I got you a piano, then," said Dryfoos. "A banjo would +have been cheaper." + +Beaton so far admitted him to the conversation as to seem reminded of the +piano by his mentioning it. He said to Mela, "Oh, won't you just strike +those chords?" and as Mela wheeled about and beat the keys he took the +banjo from Christine and sat down with it. "This way!" He strummed it, +and murmured the tune Dryfoos had heard him singing from the library, +while he kept his beautiful eyes floating on Christine's. "You try that, +now; it's very simple." + +"Where is Mrs. Mandel?" Dryfoos demanded, trying to assert himself. + +Neither of the girls seemed to have heard him at first in the chatter +they broke into over what Beaton proposed. Then Mela said, absently, +"Oh, she had to go out to see one of her friends that's sick," and she +struck the piano keys. "Come; try it, Chris!" + +Dryfoos turned about unheeded and went back to the library. He would +have liked to put Beaton out of his house, and in his heart he burned +against him as a contumacious hand; he would have liked to discharge him +from the art department of 'Every Other Week' at once. But he was aware +of not having treated Beaton with much ceremony, and if the young man had +returned his behavior in kind, with an electrical response to his own +feeling, had he any right to complain? After all, there was no harm in +his teaching Christine the banjo. + +His wife still sat looking into the fire. "I can't see," she said, +"as we've got a bit more comfort of our lives, Jacob, because we've got +such piles and piles of money. I wisht to gracious we was back on the +farm this minute. I wisht you had held out ag'inst the childern about +sellin' it; 'twould 'a' bin the best thing fur 'em, I say. I believe in +my soul they'll git spoiled here in New York. I kin see a change in 'em +a'ready--in the girls." + +Dryfoos stretched himself on the lounge again. "I can't see as Coonrod +is much comfort, either. Why ain't he here with his sisters? What does +all that work of his on the East Side amount to? It seems as if he done +it to cross me, as much as anything." Dryfoos complained to his wife on +the basis of mere affectional habit, which in married life often survives +the sense of intellectual equality. He did not expect her to reason with +him, but there was help in her listening, and though she could only +soothe his fretfulness with soft answers which were often wide of the +purpose, he still went to her for solace. "Here, I've gone into this +newspaper business, or whatever it is, on his account, and he don't seem +any more satisfied than ever. I can see he hain't got his heart in it." + +"The pore boy tries; I know he does, Jacob; and he wants to please you. +But he give up a good deal when he give up bein' a preacher; I s'pose we +ought to remember that." + +"A preacher!" sneered Dryfoos. "I reckon bein' a preacher wouldn't +satisfy him now. He had the impudence to tell me this afternoon that he +would like to be a priest; and he threw it up to me that he never could +be because I'd kept him from studyin'." + +"He don't mean a Catholic priest--not a Roman one, Jacob," the old woman +explained, wistfully. "He's told me all about it. They ain't the kind +o' Catholics we been used to; some sort of 'Piscopalians; and they do a +heap o' good amongst the poor folks over there. He says we ain't got any +idea how folks lives in them tenement houses, hundreds of 'em in one +house, and whole families in a room; and it burns in his heart to help +'em like them Fathers, as be calls 'em, that gives their lives to it. +He can't be a Father, he says, because he can't git the eddication now; +but he can be a Brother; and I can't find a word to say ag'inst it, when +it gits to talkin', Jacob." + +"I ain't saying anything against his priests, 'Liz'beth," said Dryfoos. +"They're all well enough in their way; they've given up their lives to +it, and it's a matter of business with them, like any other. But what +I'm talking about now is Coonrod. I don't object to his doin' all the +charity he wants to, and the Lord knows I've never been stingy with him +about it. He might have all the money he wants, to give round any way he +pleases." + +"That's what I told him once, but he says money ain't the thing--or not +the only thing you got to give to them poor folks. You got to give your +time and your knowledge and your love--I don't know what all you got to +give yourself, if you expect to help 'em. That's what Coonrod says." + +"Well, I can tell him that charity begins at home," said Dryfoos, sitting +up in his impatience. "And he'd better give himself to us a little--to +his old father and mother. And his sisters. What's he doin' goin' off +there to his meetings, and I don't know what all, an' leavin' them here +alone?" + +"Why, ain't Mr. Beaton with 'em?" asked the old woman. "I thought I +heared his voice." + +"Mr. Beaton! Of course he is! And who's Mr. Beaton, anyway?" + +"Why, ain't he one of the men in Coonrod's office? I thought I heared--" + +"Yes, he is! But who is he? What's he doing round here? Is he makin' +up to Christine?" + +"I reckon he is. From Mely's talk, she's about crazy over the fellow. +Don't you like him, Jacob?" + +"I don't know him, or what he is. He hasn't got any manners. Who +brought him here? How'd he come to come, in the first place?" + +"Mr. Fulkerson brung him, I believe," said the old woman, patiently. + +"Fulkerson!" Dryfoos snorted. "Where's Mrs. Mandel, I should like to +know? He brought her, too. Does she go traipsin' off this way every +evening?" + +"No, she seems to be here pretty regular most o' the time. I don't know +how we could ever git along without her, Jacob; she seems to know just +what to do, and the girls would be ten times as outbreakin' without her. +I hope you ain't thinkin' o' turnin' her off, Jacob?" + +Dryfoos did not think it necessary to answer such a question. "It's all +Fulkerson, Fulkerson, Fulkerson. It seems to me that Fulkerson about +runs this family. He brought Mrs. Mandel, and he brought that Beaton, +and he brought that Boston fellow! I guess I give him a dose, though; +and I'll learn Fulkerson that he can't have everything his own way. I +don't want anybody to help me spend my money. I made it, and I can +manage it. I guess Mr. Fulkerson can bear a little watching now. He's +been travelling pretty free, and he's got the notion he's driving, maybe. +I'm a-going to look after that book a little myself." + +"You'll kill yourself, Jacob," said his wife, "tryin' to do so many +things. And what is it all fur? I don't see as we're better off, any, +for all the money. It's just as much care as it used to be when we was +all there on the farm together. I wisht we could go back, Ja--" + +"We can't go back!" shouted the old man, fiercely. "There's no farm any +more to go back to. The fields is full of gas-wells and oil-wells and +hell-holes generally; the house is tore down, and the barn's goin'--" + +"The barn!" gasped the old woman. "Oh, my!" + +"If I was to give all I'm worth this minute, we couldn't go back to the +farm, any more than them girls in there could go back and be little +children. I don't say we're any better off, for the money. I've got +more of it now than I ever had; and there's no end to the luck; it pours +in. But I feel like I was tied hand and foot. I don't know which way to +move; I don't know what's best to do about anything. The money don't +seem to buy anything but more and more care and trouble. We got a big +house that we ain't at home in; and we got a lot of hired girls round +under our feet that hinder and don't help. Our children don't mind us, +and we got no friends or neighbors. But it had to be. I couldn't help +but sell the farm, and we can't go back to it, for it ain't there. So +don't you say anything more about it, 'Liz'beth." + +"Pore Jacob!" said his wife. "Well, I woon't, dear." + + + + +IV + +It was clear to Beaton that Dryfoos distrusted him; and the fact +heightened his pleasure in Christine's liking for him. He was as sure of +this as he was of the other, though he was not so sure of any reason for +his pleasure in it. She had her charm; the charm of wildness to which a +certain wildness in himself responded; and there were times when his +fancy contrived a common future for them, which would have a prosperity +forced from the old fellow's love of the girl. Beaton liked the idea of +this compulsion better than he liked the idea of the money; there was +something a little repulsive in that; he imagined himself rejecting it; +he almost wished he was enough in love with the girl to marry her without +it; that would be fine. He was taken with her in a certain' measure, in +a certain way; the question was in what measure, in what way. + +It was partly to escape from this question that he hurried down-town, and +decided to spend with the Leightons the hour remaining on his hands +before it was time to go to the reception for which he was dressed. +It seemed to him important that he should see Alma Leighton. After all, +it was her charm that was most abiding with him; perhaps it was to be +final. He found himself very happy in his present relations with her. +She had dropped that barrier of pretences and ironical surprise. It +seemed to him that they had gone back to the old ground of common +artistic interest which he had found so pleasant the summer before. +Apparently she and her mother had both forgiven his neglect of them in +the first months of their stay in New York; he was sure that Mrs. +Leighton liked him as well as ever, and, if there was still something a +little provisional in Alma's manner at times, it was something that +piqued more than it discouraged; it made him curious, not anxious. + +He found the young ladies with Fulkerson when he rang. He seemed to be +amusing them both, and they were both amused beyond the merit of so small +a pleasantry, Beaton thought, when Fulkerson said: "Introduce myself, +Mr. Beaton: Mr. Fulkerson of 'Every Other Week.' Think I've met you at +our place." The girls laughed, and Alma explained that her mother was +not very well, and would be sorry not to see him. Then she turned, as he +felt, perversely, and went on talking with Fulkerson and left him to Miss +Woodburn. + +She finally recognized his disappointment: "Ah don't often get a chance +at you, Mr. Beaton, and Ah'm just goin' to toak yo' to death. Yo' have +been Soath yo'self, and yo' know ho' we do toak." + +"I've survived to say yes," Beaton admitted. + +"Oh, now, do you think we toak so much mo' than you do in the No'th?" +the young lady deprecated. + +"I don't know. I only know you can't talk too much for me. I should +like to hear you say Soath and house and about for the rest of my life." + +"That's what Ah call raght personal, Mr. Beaton. Now Ah'm goin' to be +personal, too." Miss Woodburn flung out over her lap the square of cloth +she was embroidering, and asked him: "Don't you think that's beautiful? +Now, as an awtust--a great awtust?" + +"As a great awtust, yes," said Beaton, mimicking her accent. "If I were +less than great I might have something to say about the arrangement of +colors. You're as bold and original as Nature." + +"Really? Oh, now, do tell me yo' favo'ite colo', Mr. Beaton." + +"My favorite color? Bless my soul, why should I prefer any? Is blue +good, or red wicked? Do people have favorite colors?" Beaton found +himself suddenly interested. + +"Of co'se they do," answered the girl. "Don't awtusts?" + +"I never heard of one that had--consciously." + +"Is it possible? I supposed they all had. Now mah favo'ite colo' is +gawnet. Don't you think it's a pretty colo'?" + +"It depends upon how it's used. Do you mean in neckties?" Beaton stole +a glance at the one Fulkerson was wearing. + +Miss Woodburn laughed with her face bowed upon her wrist. "Ah do think +you gentlemen in the No'th awe ten tahms as lahvely as the ladies." + +"Strange," said Beaton. "In the South--Soath, excuse me! I made the +observation that the ladies were ten times as lively as the gentlemen. +What is that you're working?" + +"This?" Miss Woodburn gave it another flirt, and looked at it with a +glance of dawning recognition. "Oh, this is a table-covah. Wouldn't you +lahke to see where it's to go?" + +"Why, certainly." + +"Well, if you'll be raght good I'll let yo' give me some professional +advass about putting something in the co'ners or not, when you have seen +it on the table." + +She rose and led the way into the other room. Beaton knew she wanted to +talk with him about something else; but he waited patiently to let her +play her comedy out. She spread the cover on the table, and he advised +her, as he saw she wished, against putting anything in the corners; just +run a line of her stitch around the edge, he said. + +"Mr. Fulkerson and Ah, why, we've been having a regular faght aboat it," +she commented. "But we both agreed, fahnally, to leave it to you; Mr. +Fulkerson said you'd be sure to be raght. Ah'm so glad you took mah +sahde. But he's a great admahrer of yours, Mr. Beaton," she concluded, +demurely, suggestively. + +"Is he? Well, I'm a great admirer of Fulkerson," said Beaton, with a +capricious willingness to humor her wish to talk about Fulkerson. +"He's a capital fellow; generous, magnanimous, with quite an ideal of +friendship and an eye single to the main chance all the time. He would +advertise 'Every Other Week' on his family vault." + +Miss Woodburn laughed, and said she should tell him what Beaton had said. + +"Do. But he's used to defamation from me, and he'll think you're +joking." + +"Ah suppose," said Miss Woodburn, "that he's quahte the tahpe of a New +York business man." She added, as if it followed logically, "He's so +different from what I thought a New York business man would be." + +"It's your Virginia tradition to despise business," said Beaton, rudely. + +Miss Woodburn laughed again. "Despahse it? Mah goodness! we want to get +into it and woak it fo' all it's wo'th,' as Mr. Fulkerson says. That +tradition is all past. You don't know what the Soath is now. Ah suppose +mah fathaw despahses business, but he's a tradition himself, as Ah tell +him." Beaton would have enjoyed joining the young lady in anything she +might be going to say in derogation of her father, but he restrained +himself, and she went on more and more as if she wished to account for +her father's habitual hauteur with Beaton, if not to excuse it. "Ah tell +him he don't understand the rising generation. He was brought up in the +old school, and he thinks we're all just lahke he was when he was young, +with all those ahdeals of chivalry and family; but, mah goodness! it's +money that cyoants no'adays in the Soath, just lahke it does everywhere +else. Ah suppose, if we could have slavery back in the fawm mah fathaw +thinks it could have been brought up to, when the commercial spirit +wouldn't let it alone, it would be the best thing; but we can't have it +back, and Ah tell him we had better have the commercial spirit as the +next best thing." + +Miss Woodburn went on, with sufficient loyalty and piety, to expose the +difference of her own and her father's ideals, but with what Beaton +thought less reference to his own unsympathetic attention than to a +knowledge finally of the personnel and materiel of 'Every Other Week.' +and Mr. Fulkerson's relation to the enterprise. "You most excuse my +asking so many questions, Mr. Beaton. You know it's all mah doing that +we awe heah in New York. Ah just told mah fathaw that if he was evah +goin' to do anything with his wrahtings, he had got to come No'th, and Ah +made him come. Ah believe he'd have stayed in the Soath all his lahfe. +And now Mr. Fulkerson wants him to let his editor see some of his +wrahtings, and Ah wanted to know something aboat the magazine. We awe a +great deal excited aboat it in this hoase, you know, Mr. Beaton," she +concluded, with a look that now transferred the interest from Fulkerson +to Alma. She led the way back to the room where they were sitting, and +went up to triumph over Fulkerson with Beaton's decision about the table- +cover. + +Alma was left with Beaton near the piano, and he began to talk about the +Dryfooses as he sat down on the piano-stool. He said he had been giving +Miss Dryfoos a lesson on the banjo; he had borrowed the banjo of Miss +Vance. Then he struck the chord he had been trying to teach Christine, +and played over the air he had sung. + +"How do you like that?" he asked, whirling round. + +"It seems rather a disrespectful little tune, somehow," said Alma, +placidly. + +Beaton rested his elbow on the corner of the piano and gazed dreamily at +her. "Your perceptions are wonderful. It is disrespectful. I played +it, up there, because I felt disrespectful to them." + +"Do you claim that as a merit?" + +"No, I state it as a fact. How can you respect such people?" + +"You might respect yourself, then," said the girl. "Or perhaps that +wouldn't be so easy, either." + +"No, it wouldn't. I like to have you say these things to me," said +Beaton, impartially. + +"Well, I like to say them," Alma returned. + +"They do me good." + +"Oh, I don't know that that was my motive." + +"There is no one like you--no one," said Beaton, as if apostrophizing her +in her absence. "To come from that house, with its assertions of money-- +you can hear it chink; you can smell the foul old banknotes; it stifles +you--into an atmosphere like this, is like coming into another world." + +"Thank you," said Alma. "I'm glad there isn't that unpleasant odor here; +but I wish there was a little more of the chinking." + +"No, no! Don't say that!" he implored. "I like to think that there is +one soul uncontaminated by the sense of money in this big, brutal, sordid +city." + +"You mean two," said Alma, with modesty. "But if you stifle at the +Dryfooses', why do you go there?" + +"Why do I go?" he mused. "Don't you believe in knowing all the natures, +the types, you can? Those girls are a strange study: the young one is a +simple, earthly creature, as common as an oat-field and the other a sort +of sylvan life: fierce, flashing, feline--" + +Alma burst out into a laugh. "What apt alliteration! And do they like +being studied? I should think the sylvan life might--scratch." + +"No," said Beaton, with melancholy absence, "it only-purrs." + +The girl felt a rising indignation. "Well, then, Mr. Beaton, I should +hope it would scratch, and bite, too. I think you've no business to go +about studying people, as you do. It's abominable." + +"Go on," said the young man. "That Puritan conscience of yours! +It appeals to the old Covenanter strain in me--like a voice of pre- +existence. Go on--" + +"Oh, if I went on I should merely say it was not only abominable, but +contemptible." + +"You could be my guardian angel, Alma," said the young man, making his +eyes more and more slumbrous and dreamy. + +"Stuff! I hope I have a soul above buttons!" + +He smiled, as she rose, and followed her across the room. "Good-night; +Mr. Beaton," she said. + +Miss Woodburn and Fulkerson came in from the other room. "What! You're +not going, Beaton?" + +"Yes; I'm going to a reception. I stopped in on my way." + +"To kill time," Alma explained. + +"Well," said Fulkerson, gallantly, "this is the last place I should like +to do it. But I guess I'd better be going, too. It has sometimes +occurred to me that there is such a thing as staying too late. But with +Brother Beaton, here, just starting in for an evening's amusement, it +does seem a little early yet. Can't you urge me to stay, somebody?" + +The two girls laughed, and Miss Woodburn said: + +"Mr. Beaton is such a butterfly of fashion! Ah wish Ah was on mah way to +a pawty. Ah feel quahte envious." + +"But he didn't say it to make you," Alma explained, with meek softness. + +"Well, we can't all be swells. Where is your party, anyway, Beaton?" +asked Fulkerson. "How do you manage to get your invitations to those +things? I suppose a fellow has to keep hinting round pretty lively, +Neigh?" + +Beaton took these mockeries serenely, and shook hands with Miss Woodburn, +with the effect of having already shaken hands with Alma. She stood with +hers clasped behind her. + + + + +V. + +Beaton went away with the smile on his face which he had kept in +listening to Fulkerson, and carried it with him to the reception. +He believed that Alma was vexed with him for more personal reasons than +she had implied; it flattered him that she should have resented what he +told her of the Dryfooses. She had scolded him in their behalf +apparently; but really because he had made her jealous by his interest, +of whatever kind, in some one else. What followed, had followed +naturally. Unless she had been quite a simpleton she could not have met +his provisional love-making on any other terms; and the reason why Beaton +chiefly liked Alma Leighton was that she was not a simpleton. Even up in +the country, when she was overawed by his acquaintance, at first, she was +not very deeply overawed, and at times she was not overawed at all. +At such times she astonished him by taking his most solemn histrionics +with flippant incredulity, and even burlesquing them. But he could see, +all the same, that he had caught her fancy, and he admired the skill with +which she punished his neglect when they met in New York. He had really +come very near forgetting the Leightons; the intangible obligations of +mutual kindness which hold some men so fast, hung loosely upon him; +it would not have hurt him to break from them altogether; but when he +recognized them at last, he found that it strengthened them indefinitely +to have Alma ignore them so completely. If she had been sentimental, or +softly reproachful, that would have been the end; he could not have stood +it; he would have had to drop her. But when she met him on his own +ground, and obliged him to be sentimental, the game was in her hands. +Beaton laughed, now, when he thought of that, and he said to himself that +the girl had grown immensely since she had come to New York; nothing +seemed to have been lost upon her; she must have kept her eyes uncommonly +wide open. He noticed that especially in their talks over her work; she +had profited by everything she had seen and heard; she had all of +Wetmore's ideas pat; it amused Beaton to see how she seized every useful +word that he dropped, too, and turned him to technical account whenever +she could. He liked that; she had a great deal of talent; there was no +question of that; if she were a man there could be no question of her +future. He began to construct a future for her; it included provision +for himself, too; it was a common future, in which their lives and work +were united. + +He was full of the glow of its prosperity when he met Margaret Vance at +the reception. + +The house was one where people might chat a long time together without +publicly committing themselves to an interest in each other except such a +grew out of each other's ideas. Miss Vance was there because she united +in her catholic sympathies or ambitions the objects of the fashionable +people and of the aesthetic people who met there on common ground. It +was almost the only house in New York where this happened often, and it +did not happen very often there. It was a literary house, primarily, +with artistic qualifications, and the frequenters of it were mostly +authors and artists; Wetmore, who was always trying to fit everything +with a phrase, said it was the unfrequenters who were fashionable. There +was great ease there, and simplicity; and if there was not distinction, +it was not for want of distinguished people, but because there seems to +be some solvent in New York life that reduces all men to a common level, +that touches everybody with its potent magic and brings to the surface +the deeply underlying nobody. The effect for some temperaments, for +consciousness, for egotism, is admirable; for curiosity, for hero +worship, it is rather baffling. It is the spirit of the street +transferred to the drawing-room; indiscriminating, levelling, but +doubtless finally wholesome, and witnessing the immensity of the place, +if not consenting to the grandeur of reputations or presences. + +Beaton now denied that this house represented a salon at all, in the old +sense; and he held that the salon was impossible, even undesirable, +with us, when Miss Vance sighed for it. At any rate, he said that this +turmoil of coming and going, this bubble and babble, this cackling and +hissing of conversation was not the expression of any such civilization +as had created the salon. Here, he owned, were the elements of +intellectual delightfulness, but he said their assemblage in such +quantity alone denied the salon; there was too much of a good thing. +The French word implied a long evening of general talk among the guests, +crowned with a little chicken at supper, ending at cock-crow. Here was +tea, with milk or with lemon-baths of it and claret-cup for the hardier +spirits throughout the evening. It was very nice, very pleasant, but it +was not the little chicken--not the salon. In fact, he affirmed, the +salon descended from above, out of the great world, and included the +aesthetic world in it. But our great world--the rich people, were +stupid, with no wish to be otherwise; they were not even curious about +authors and artists. Beaton fancied himself speaking impartially, and so +he allowed himself to speak bitterly; he said that in no other city in +the world, except Vienna, perhaps, were such people so little a part of +society. + +"It isn't altogether the rich people's fault," said Margaret; and she +spoke impartially, too. "I don't believe that the literary men and the +artists would like a salon that descended to them. Madame Geoffrin, you +know, was very plebeian; her husband was a business man of some sort." + +"He would have been a howling swell in New York," said Beaton, still +impartially. + +Wetmore came up to their corner, with a scroll of bread and butter in one +hand and a cup of tea in the other. Large and fat, and clean-shaven, he +looked like a monk in evening dress. + +"We were talking about salons," said Margaret. + +"Why don't you open a salon yourself?" asked Wetmore, breathing thickly +from the anxiety of getting through the crowd without spilling his tea. + +"Like poor Lady Barberina Lemon?" said the girl, with a laugh. "What a +good story! That idea of a woman who couldn't be interested in any of +the arts because she was socially and traditionally the material of them! +We can, never reach that height of nonchalance in this country." + +"Not if we tried seriously?" suggested the painter. "I've an idea that +if the Americans ever gave their minds to that sort of thing, they could +take the palm--or the cake, as Beaton here would say--just as they do in +everything else. When we do have an aristocracy, it will be an +aristocracy that will go ahead of anything the world has ever seen. +Why don't somebody make a beginning, and go in openly for an ancestry, +and a lower middle class, and an hereditary legislature, and all the +rest? We've got liveries, and crests, and palaces, and caste feeling. +We're all right as far as we've gone, and we've got the money to go any +length." + +"Like your natural-gas man, Mr. Beaton," said the girl, with a smiling +glance round at him. + +"Ah!" said Wetmore, stirring his tea, "has Beaton got a natural-gas man?" + +"My natural-gas man," said Beaton, ignoring Wetmore's question, "doesn't +know how to live in his palace yet, and I doubt if he has any caste +feeling. I fancy his family believe themselves victims of it. They say +--one of the young ladies does--that she never saw such an unsociable +place as New York; nobody calls." + +"That's good!" said Wetmore. "I suppose they're all ready for company, +too: good cook, furniture, servants, carriages?" + +"Galore," said Beaton. + +"Well, that's too bad. There's a chance for you, Miss Vance. Doesn't +your philanthropy embrace the socially destitute as well as the +financially? Just think of a family like that, without a friend, in a +great city! I should think common charity had a duty there--not to +mention the uncommon." + +He distinguished that kind as Margaret's by a glance of ironical +deference. She had a repute for good works which was out of proportion +to the works, as it always is, but she was really active in that way, +under the vague obligation, which we now all feel, to be helpful. She +was of the church which seems to have found a reversion to the imposing +ritual of the past the way back to the early ideals of Christian +brotherhood. + +"Oh, they seem to have Mr. Beaton," Margaret answered, and Beaton felt +obscurely flattered by her reference to his patronage of the Dryfooses. + +He explained to Wetmore: "They have me because they partly own me. +Dryfoos is Fulkerson's financial backer in 'Every Other Week'." + +"Is that so? Well, that's interesting, too. Aren't you rather +astonished, Miss Vance, to see what a petty thing Beaton is making of +that magazine of his?" + +"Oh," said Margaret, "it's so very nice, every way; it makes you feel as +if you did have a country, after all. It's as chic--that detestable +little word!--as those new French books." + +"Beaton modelled it on them. But you mustn't suppose he does everything +about 'Every Other Week'; he'd like you to. Beaton, you haven't come up +to that cover of your first number, since. That was the design of one of +my pupils, Miss Vance--a little girl that Beaton discovered down in New +Hampshire last summer." + +"Oh yes. And have you great hopes of her, Mr. Wetmore?" + +"She seems to have more love of it and knack for it than any one of her +sex I've seen yet. It really looks like a case of art for art's sake, +at times. But you can't tell. They're liable to get married at any +moment, you know. Look here, Beaton, when your natural-gas man gets to +the picture-buying stage in his development, just remember your old +friends, will you? You know, Miss Vance, those new fellows have their +regular stages. They never know what to do with their money, but they +find out that people buy pictures, at one point. They shut your things +up in their houses where nobody comes, and after a while they overeat +themselves--they don't know what, else to do--and die of apoplexy, and +leave your pictures to a gallery, and then they see the light. It's +slow, but it's pretty sure. Well, I see Beaton isn't going to move on, +as he ought to do; and so I must. He always was an unconventional +creature." + +Wetmore went away, but Beaton remained, and he outstayed several other +people who came up to speak to Miss Vance. She was interested in +everybody, and she liked the talk of these clever literary, artistic, +clerical, even theatrical people, and she liked the sort of court with +which they recognized her fashion as well as her cleverness; it was very +pleasant to be treated intellectually as if she were one of themselves, +and socially as if she was not habitually the same, but a sort of guest +in Bohemia, a distinguished stranger. If it was Arcadia rather than +Bohemia, still she felt her quality of distinguished stranger. The +flattery of it touched her fancy, and not her vanity; she had very little +vanity. Beaton's devotion made the same sort of appeal; it was not so +much that she liked him as she liked being the object of his admiration. +She was a girl of genuine sympathies, intellectual rather than +sentimental. In fact, she was an intellectual person, whom qualities of +the heart saved from being disagreeable, as they saved her on the other +hand from being worldly or cruel in her fashionableness. She had read a +great many books, and had ideas about them, quite courageous and original +ideas; she knew about pictures--she had been in Wetmore's class; she was +fond of music; she was willing to understand even politics; in Boston she +might have been agnostic, but in New York she was sincerely religious; +she was very accomplished; and perhaps it was her goodness that prevented +her feeling what was not best in Beaton. + +"Do you think," she said, after the retreat of one of the comers and +goers left her alone with him again, "that those young ladies would like +me to call on them?" + +"Those young ladies?" Beaton echoed. "Miss Leighton and--" + +"No; I have been there with my aunt's cards already." + +"Oh yes," said Beaton, as if he had known of it; he admired the pluck and +pride with which Alma had refrained from ever mentioning the fact to him, +and had kept her mother from mentioning it, which must have been +difficult. + +"I mean the Miss Dryfooses. It seems really barbarous, if nobody goes +near them. We do all kinds of things, and help all kinds of people in +some ways, but we let strangers remain strangers unless they know how to +make their way among us." + +"The Dryfooses certainly wouldn't know how to make their way among you," +said Beaton, with a sort of dreamy absence in his tone. + +Miss Vance went on, speaking out the process of reasoning in her mind, +rather than any conclusions she had reached. "We defend ourselves by +trying to believe that they must have friends of their own, or that they +would think us patronizing, and wouldn't like being made the objects of +social charity; but they needn't really suppose anything of the kind." + +"I don't imagine they would," said Beaton. "I think they'd be only too +happy to have you come. But you wouldn't know what to do with each +other, indeed, Miss Vance." + +"Perhaps we shall like each other," said the girl, bravely, "and then we +shall know. What Church are they of?" + +"I don't believe they're of any," said Beaton. "The mother was brought +up a Dunkard." + +"A Dunkard?" + +Beaton told what he knew of the primitive sect, with its early Christian +polity, its literal interpretation of Christ's ethics, and its quaint +ceremonial of foot-washing; he made something picturesque of that. +"The father is a Mammon-worshipper, pure and simple. I suppose the young +ladies go to church, but I don't know where. They haven't tried to +convert me." + +"I'll tell them not to despair--after I've converted them," said Miss +Vance. "Will you let me use you as a 'point d'appui', Mr. Beaton?" + +"Any way you like. If you're really going to see them, perhaps I'd +better make a confession. I left your banjo with them, after I got it +put in order." + +"How very nice! Then we have a common interest already." + +"Do you mean the banjo, or--" + +"The banjo, decidedly. Which of them plays?" + +"Neither. But the eldest heard that the banjo was 'all the rage,' as the +youngest says. Perhaps you can persuade them that good works are the +rage, too." + +Beaton had no very lively belief that Margaret would go to see the +Dryfooses; he did so few of the things he proposed that he went upon the +theory that others must be as faithless. Still, he had a cruel amusement +in figuring the possible encounter between Margaret Vance, with her +intellectual elegance, her eager sympathies and generous ideals, and +those girls with their rude past, their false and distorted perspective, +their sordid and hungry selfishness, and their faith in the omnipotence +of their father's wealth wounded by their experience of its present +social impotence. At the bottom of his heart he sympathized with them +rather than with her; he was more like them. + +People had ceased coming, and some of them were going. Miss Vance said +she must go, too, and she was about to rise, when the host came up with +March; Beaton turned away. + +"Miss Vance, I want to introduce Mr. March, the editor of 'Every Other +Week.' You oughtn't to be restricted to the art department. We literary +fellows think that arm of the service gets too much of the glory +nowadays." His banter was for Beaton, but he was already beyond ear- +shot, and the host went on: + +Mr. March can talk with you about your favorite Boston. He's just turned +his back on it." + +"Oh, I hope not!" said Miss Vance. "I can't imagine anybody voluntarily +leaving Boston." + +"I don't say he's so bad as that," said the host, committing March to +her. "He came to New York because he couldn't help it--like the rest of +us. I never know whether that's a compliment to New York or not." + +They talked Boston a little while, without finding that they had common +acquaintance there; Miss Vance must have concluded that society was much +larger in Boston than she had supposed from her visits there, or else +that March did not know many people in it. But she was not a girl to +care much for the inferences that might be drawn from such conclusions; +she rather prided herself upon despising them; and she gave herself to +the pleasure of being talked to as if she were of March's own age. +In the glow of her sympathetic beauty and elegance he talked his best, +and tried to amuse her with his jokes, which he had the art of tingeing +with a little seriousness on one side. He made her laugh; and he +flattered her by making her think; in her turn she charmed him so much by +enjoying what he said that he began to brag of his wife, as a good +husband always does when another woman charms him; and she asked, Oh was +Mrs. March there; and would he introduce her? + +She asked Mrs. March for her address, and whether she had a day; and she +said she would come to see her, if she would let her. Mrs. March could +not be so enthusiastic about her as March was, but as they walked home +together they talked the girl over, and agreed about her beauty and her +amiability. Mrs. March said she seemed very unspoiled for a person who +must have been so much spoiled. They tried to analyze her charm, and +they succeeded in formulating it as a combination of intellectual +fashionableness and worldly innocence. "I think," said Mrs. March, +"that city girls, brought up as she must have been, are often the most +innocent of all. They never imagine the wickedness of the world, and if +they marry happily they go through life as innocent as children. +Everything combines to keep them so; the very hollowness of society +shields them. They are the loveliest of the human race. But perhaps the +rest have to pay too much for them." + +"For such an exquisite creature as Miss Vance," said March, "we couldn't +pay too much." + +A wild laughing cry suddenly broke upon the air at the street-crossing in +front of them. A girl's voice called out: "Run, run, Jen! The copper is +after you." A woman's figure rushed stumbling across the way and into +the shadow of the houses, pursued by a burly policeman. + +"Ah, but if that's part of the price?" + +They went along fallen from the gay spirit of their talk into a silence +which he broke with a sigh. "Can that poor wretch and the radiant girl +we left yonder really belong to the same system of things? How +impossible each makes the other seem!" + + + + +VI. + +Mrs. Horn believed in the world and in society and its unwritten +constitution devoutly, and she tolerated her niece's benevolent +activities as she tolerated her aesthetic sympathies because these +things, however oddly, were tolerated--even encouraged--by society; +and they gave Margaret a charm. They made her originality interesting. +Mrs. Horn did not intend that they should ever go so far as to make her +troublesome; and it was with a sense of this abeyant authority of her +aunt's that the girl asked her approval of her proposed call upon the +Dryfooses. She explained as well as she could the social destitution of +these opulent people, and she had of course to name Beaton as the source +of her knowledge concerning them. + +"Did Mr. Beaton suggest your calling on them?" + +"No; he rather discouraged it." + +"And why do you think you ought to go in this particular instance? New +York is full of people who don't know anybody." + +Margaret laughed. "I suppose it's like any other charity: you reach the +cases you know of. The others you say you can't help, and you try to +ignore them." + +"It's very romantic," said Mrs. Horn. "I hope you've counted the cost; +all the possible consequences." + +Margaret knew that her aunt had in mind their common experience with the +Leightons, whom, to give their common conscience peace, she had called +upon with her aunt's cards and excuses, and an invitation for her +Thursdays, somewhat too late to make the visit seem a welcome to New +York. She was so coldly received, not so much for herself as in her +quality of envoy, that her aunt experienced all the comfort which +vicarious penance brings. She did not perhaps consider sufficiently her +niece's guiltlessness in the expiation. Margaret was not with her at +St. Barnaby in the fatal fortnight she passed there, and never saw the +Leightons till she went to call upon them. She never complained: the +strain of asceticism, which mysteriously exists in us all, and makes us +put peas, boiled or unboiled, in our shoes, gave her patience with the +snub which the Leightons presented her for her aunt. But now she said, +with this in mind: "Nothing seems simpler than to get rid of people if +you don't want them. You merely have to let them alone." + +"It isn't so pleasant, letting them alone," said Mrs. Horn. + +"Or having them let you alone," said Margaret; for neither Mrs. Leighton +nor Alma had ever come to enjoy the belated hospitality of Mrs. Horn's +Thursdays. + +"Yes, or having them let you alone," Mrs. Horn courageously consented. +"And all that I ask you, Margaret, is to be sure that you really want to +know these people." + +"I don't," said the girl, seriously, "in the usual way." + +"Then the question is whether you do in the un usual way. They will +build a great deal upon you," said Mrs. Horn, realizing how much the +Leightons must have built upon her, and how much out of proportion to her +desert they must now dislike her; for she seemed to have had them on her +mind from the time they came, and had always meant to recognize any +reasonable claim they had upon her. + +"It seems very odd, very sad," Margaret returned, "that you never could +act unselfishly in society affairs. If I wished to go and see those +girls just to do them a pleasure, and perhaps because if they're strange +and lonely, I might do them good, even--it would be impossible." + +"Quite," said her aunt. "Such a thing would be quixotic. Society +doesn't rest upon any such basis. It can't; it would go to pieces, if +people acted from unselfish motives." + +"Then it's a painted savage!" said the girl. "All its favors are really +bargains. It's gifts are for gifts back again." + +"Yes, that is true," said Mrs. Horn, with no more sense of wrong in the +fact than the political economist has in the fact that wages are the +measure of necessity and not of merit. "You get what you pay for. It's +a matter of business." She satisfied herself with this formula, which +she did not invent, as fully as if it were a reason; but she did not +dislike her niece's revolt against it. That was part of Margaret's +originality, which pleased her aunt in proportion to her own +conventionality; she was really a timid person, and she liked the show of +courage which Margaret's magnanimity often reflected upon her. She had +through her a repute, with people who did not know her well, for +intellectual and moral qualities; she was supposed to be literary and +charitable; she almost had opinions and ideals, but really fell short of +their possession. She thought that she set bounds to the girl's +originality because she recognized them. Margaret understood this better +than her aunt, and knew that she had consulted her about going to see the +Dryfooses out of deference, and with no expectation of luminous +instruction. She was used to being a law to herself, but she knew what +she might and might not do, so that she was rather a by-law. She was the +kind of girl that might have fancies for artists and poets, but might end +by marrying a prosperous broker, and leavening a vast lump of moneyed and +fashionable life with her culture, generosity, and good-will. The +intellectual interests were first with her, but she might be equal to +sacrificing them; she had the best heart, but she might know how to +harden it; if she was eccentric, her social orbit was defined; comets +themselves traverse space on fixed lines. She was like every one else, +a congeries of contradictions and inconsistencies, but obedient to the +general expectation of what a girl of her position must and must not +finally be. Provisionally, she was very much what she liked to be. + + + + +VII + +Margaret Vance tried to give herself some reason for going to call upon +the Dryfooses, but she could find none better than the wish to do a kind +thing. This seemed queerer and less and less sufficient as she examined +it, and she even admitted a little curiosity as a harmless element in her +motive, without being very well satisfied with it. She tried to add a +slight sense of social duty, and then she decided to have no motive at +all, but simply to pay her visit as she would to any other eligible +strangers she saw fit to call upon. She perceived that she must be very +careful not to let them see that any other impulse had governed her; she +determined, if possible, to let them patronize her; to be very modest and +sincere and diffident, and, above all, not to play a part. This was +easy, compared with the choice of a manner that should convey to them the +fact that she was not playing a part. When the hesitating Irish serving- +man had acknowledged that the ladies were at home, and had taken her card +to them, she sat waiting for them in the drawing-room. Her study of its +appointments, with their impersonal costliness, gave her no suggestion +how to proceed; the two sisters were upon her before she had really +decided, and she rose to meet them with the conviction that she was going +to play a part for want of some chosen means of not doing so. She found +herself, before she knew it, making her banjo a property in the little +comedy, and professing so much pleasure in the fact that Miss Dryfoos was +taking it up; she had herself been so much interested by it. Anything, +she said, was a relief from the piano; and then, between the guitar and +the banjo, one must really choose the banjo, unless one wanted to devote +one's whole natural life to the violin. Of course, there was the +mandolin; but Margaret asked if they did not feel that the bit of shell +you struck it with interposed a distance between you and the real soul of +the instrument; and then it did have such a faint, mosquitoy little tone! +She made much of the question, which they left her to debate alone while +they gazed solemnly at her till she characterized the tone of the +mandolin, when Mela broke into a large, coarse laugh. + +"Well, that's just what it does sound like," she explained defiantly to +her sister. "I always feel like it was going to settle somewhere, and I +want to hit myself a slap before it begins to bite. I don't see what +ever brought such a thing into fashion." + +Margaret had not expected to be so powerfully seconded, and she asked, +after gathering herself together, "And you are both learning the banjo?" +"My, no!" said Mela, "I've gone through enough with the piano. Christine +is learnun' it." + +"I'm so glad you are making my banjo useful at the outset, Miss Dryfoos." +Both girls stared at her, but found it hard to cope with the fact that +this was the lady friend whose banjo Beaton had lent them. "Mr. Beaton +mentioned that he had left it here. I hope you'll keep it as long as you +find it useful." + +At this amiable speech even Christine could not help thanking her. +"Of course," she said, "I expect to get another, right off. Mr. Beaton +is going to choose it for me." + +"You are very fortunate. If you haven't a teacher yet I should so like +to recommend mine." + +Mela broke out in her laugh again. "Oh, I guess Christine's pretty well +suited with the one she's got," she said, with insinuation. Her sister +gave her a frowning glance, and Margaret did not tempt her to explain. + +"Then that's much better," she said. "I have a kind of superstition in +such matters; I don't like to make a second choice. In a shop I like to +take the first thing of the kind I'm looking for, and even if I choose +further I come back to the original." + +"How funny!" said Mela. "Well, now, I'm just the other way. I always +take the last thing, after I've picked over all the rest. My luck always +seems to be at the bottom of the heap. Now, Christine, she's more like +you. I believe she could walk right up blindfolded and put her hand on +the thing she wants every time." + +"I'm like father," said Christine, softened a little by the celebration +of her peculiarity. "He says the reason so many people don't get what +they want is that they don't want it bad enough. Now, when I want a +thing, it seems to me that I want it all through." + +"Well, that's just like father, too," said Mela. "That's the way he done +when he got that eighty-acre piece next to Moffitt that he kept when he +sold the farm, and that's got some of the best gas-wells on it now that +there is anywhere." She addressed the explanation to her sister, to the +exclusion of Margaret, who, nevertheless, listened with a smiling face +and a resolutely polite air of being a party to the conversation. Mela +rewarded her amiability by saying to her, finally, "You've never been in +the natural-gas country, have you?" + +"Oh no! And I should so much like to see it!" said Margaret, with a +fervor that was partly, voluntary. + +"Would you? Well, we're kind of sick of it, but I suppose it would +strike a stranger." + +"I never got tired of looking at the big wells when they lit them up," +said Christine. "It seems as if the world was on fire." + +"Yes, and when you see the surface-gas burnun' down in the woods, like it +used to by our spring-house-so still, and never spreadun' any, just like +a bed of some kind of wild flowers when you ketch sight of it a piece +off." + +They began to tell of the wonders of their strange land in an antiphony +of reminiscences and descriptions; they unconsciously imputed a merit to +themselves from the number and violence of the wells on their father's +property; they bragged of the high civilization of Moffitt, which they +compared to its advantage with that of New York. They became excited by +Margaret's interest in natural gas, and forgot to be suspicious and +envious. + +She said, as she rose, "Oh, how much I should like to see it all!" Then +she made a little pause, and added: + +"I'm so sorry my aunt's Thursdays are over; she never has them after +Lent, but we're to have some people Tuesday evening at a little concert +which a musical friend is going to give with some other artists. There +won't be any banjos, I'm afraid, but there'll be some very good singing, +and my aunt would be so glad if you could come with your mother." + +She put down her aunt's card on the table near her, while Mela gurgled, +as if it were the best joke: "Oh, my! Mother never goes anywhere; you +couldn't get her out for love or money." But she was herself overwhelmed +with a simple joy at Margaret's politeness, and showed it in a sensuous +way, like a child, as if she had been tickled. She came closer to +Margaret and seemed about to fawn physically upon her. + +"Ain't she just as lovely as she can live?" she demanded of her sister +when Margaret was gone. + +"I don't know," said Christine. "I guess she wanted to know who +Mr. Beaton had been lending her banjo to." + +"Pshaw! Do you suppose she's in love with him?" asked Mela, and then +she broke into her hoarse laugh at the look her sister gave her. "Well, +don't eat me, Christine! I wonder who she is, anyway? I'm goun' to git +it out of Mr. Beaton the next time he calls. I guess she's somebody. +Mrs. Mandel can tell. I wish that old friend of hers would hurry up and +git well--or something. But I guess we appeared about as well as she +did. I could see she was afraid of you, Christine. I reckon it's +gittun' around a little about father; and when it does I don't believe we +shall want for callers. Say, are you goun'? To that concert of theirs?" + +"I don't know. Not till I know who they are first." + +"Well, we've got to hump ourselves if we're goun' to find out before +Tuesday." + +As she went home Margaret felt wrought in her that most incredible of the +miracles, which, nevertheless, any one may make his experience. She felt +kindly to these girls because she had tried to make them happy, and she +hoped that in the interest she had shown there had been none of the +poison of flattery. She was aware that this was a risk she ran in such +an attempt to do good. If she had escaped this effect she was willing to +leave the rest with Providence. + + + + +VIII. + +The notion that a girl of Margaret Vance's traditions would naturally +form of girls like Christine and Mela Dryfoos would be that they were +abashed in the presence of the new conditions of their lives, and that +they must receive the advance she had made them with a certain grateful +humility. However they received it, she had made it upon principle, from +a romantic conception of duty; but this was the way she imagined they +would receive it, because she thought that she would have done so if she +had been as ignorant and unbred as they. Her error was in arguing their +attitude from her own temperament, and endowing them, for the purposes of +argument, with her perspective. They had not the means, intellectual or +moral, of feeling as she fancied. If they had remained at home on the +farm where they were born, Christine would have grown up that embodiment +of impassioned suspicion which we find oftenest in the narrowest spheres, +and Mela would always have been a good-natured simpleton; but they would +never have doubted their equality with the wisest and the finest. As it +was, they had not learned enough at school to doubt it, and the splendor +of their father's success in making money had blinded them forever to any +possible difference against them. They had no question of themselves in +the social abeyance to which they had been left in New York. They had +been surprised, mystified; it was not what they had expected; there must +be some mistake. + +They were the victims of an accident, which would be repaired as soon as +the fact of their father's wealth had got around. They had been +steadfast in their faith, through all their disappointment, that they +were not only better than most people by virtue of his money, but as good +as any; and they took Margaret's visit, so far as they, investigated its +motive, for a sign that at last it was beginning to get around; of +course, a thing could not get around in New York so quick as it could in +a small place. They were confirmed in their belief by the sensation of +Mrs. Mandel when she returned to duty that afternoon, and they consulted +her about going to Mrs. Horn's musicale. If she had felt any doubt at +the name for there were Horns and Horns--the address on the card put the +matter beyond question; and she tried to make her charges understand what +a precious chance had befallen them. She did not succeed; they had not +the premises, the experience, for a sufficient impression; and she undid +her work in part by the effort to explain that Mrs. Horn's standing was +independent of money; that though she was positively rich, she was +comparatively poor. Christine inferred that Miss Vance had called +because she wished to be the first to get in with them since it had begun +to get around. This view commended itself to Mela, too, but without +warping her from her opinion that Miss Vance was all the same too sweet +for anything. She had not so vivid a consciousness of her father's money +as Christine had; but she reposed perhaps all the more confidently upon +its power. She was far from thinking meanly of any one who thought +highly of her for it; that seemed so natural a result as to be amiable, +even admirable; she was willing that any such person should get all the +good there was in such an attitude toward her. + +They discussed the matter that night at dinner before their father and +mother, who mostly sat silent at their meals; the father frowning +absently over his plate, with his head close to it, and making play into +his mouth with the back of his knife (he had got so far toward the use of +his fork as to despise those who still ate from the edge of their +knives), and the mother partly missing hers at times in the nervous +tremor that shook her face from side to side. + +After a while the subject of Mela's hoarse babble and of Christine's +high-pitched, thin, sharp forays of assertion and denial in the field +which her sister's voice seemed to cover, made its way into the old man's +consciousness, and he perceived that they were talking with Mrs. Mandel +about it, and that his wife was from time to time offering an irrelevant +and mistaken comment. He agreed with Christine, and silently took her +view of the affair some time before he made any sign of having listened. +There had been a time in his life when other things besides his money +seemed admirable to him. He had once respected himself for the hard- +headed, practical common sense which first gave him standing among his +country neighbors; which made him supervisor, school trustee, justice of +the peace, county commissioner, secretary of the Moffitt County +Agricultural Society. In those days he had served the public with +disinterested zeal and proud ability; he used to write to the Lake Shore +Farmer on agricultural topics; he took part in opposing, through the +Moffitt papers, the legislative waste of the people's money; on the +question of selling a local canal to the railroad company, which killed +that fine old State work, and let the dry ditch grow up to grass, he +might have gone to the Legislature, but he contented himself with +defeating the Moffitt member who had voted for the job. If he opposed +some measures for the general good, like high schools and school +libraries, it was because he lacked perspective, in his intense +individualism, and suspected all expense of being spendthrift. He +believed in good district schools, and he had a fondness, crude but +genuine, for some kinds of reading--history, and forensics of an +elementary sort. + +With his good head for figures he doubted doctors and despised preachers; +he thought lawyers were all rascals, but he respected them for their +ability; he was not himself litigious, but he enjoyed the intellectual +encounters of a difficult lawsuit, and he often attended a sitting of the +fall term of court, when he went to town, for the pleasure of hearing the +speeches. He was a good citizen, and a good husband. As a good father, +he was rather severe with his children, and used to whip them, especially +the gentle Conrad, who somehow crossed him most, till the twins died. +After that he never struck any of them; and from the sight of a blow +dealt a horse he turned as if sick. It was a long time before he lifted +himself up from his sorrow, and then the will of the man seemed to have +been breached through his affections. He let the girls do as they +pleased--the twins had been girls; he let them go away to school, and got +them a piano. It was they who made him sell the farm. If Conrad had +only had their spirit he could have made him keep it, he felt; and he +resented the want of support he might have found in a less yielding +spirit than his son's. + +His moral decay began with his perception of the opportunity of making +money quickly and abundantly, which offered itself to him after he sold +his farm. He awoke to it slowly, from a desolation in which he tasted +the last bitter of homesickness, the utter misery of idleness and +listlessness. When he broke down and cried for the hard-working, +wholesome life he had lost, he was near the end of this season of +despair, but he was also near the end of what was best in himself. +He devolved upon a meaner ideal than that of conservative good +citizenship, which had been his chief moral experience: the money he had +already made without effort and without merit bred its unholy self-love +in him; he began to honor money, especially money that had been won +suddenly and in large sums; for money that had been earned painfully, +slowly, and in little amounts, he had only pity and contempt. The poison +of that ambition to go somewhere and be somebody which the local +speculators had instilled into him began to work in the vanity which had +succeeded his somewhat scornful self-respect; he rejected Europe as the +proper field for his expansion; he rejected Washington; he preferred New +York, whither the men who have made money and do not yet know that money +has made them, all instinctively turn. He came where he could watch his +money breed more money, and bring greater increase of its kind in an hour +of luck than the toil of hundreds of men could earn in a year. He called +it speculation, stocks, the Street; and his pride, his faith in himself, +mounted with his luck. He expected, when he had sated his greed, +to begin to spend, and he had formulated an intention to build a great +house, to add another to the palaces of the country-bred millionaires who +have come to adorn the great city. In the mean time he made little +account of the things that occupied his children, except to fret at the +ungrateful indifference of his son to the interests that could alone make +a man of him. He did not know whether his daughters were in society or +not; with people coming and going in the house he would have supposed +they must be so, no matter who the people were; in some vague way he felt +that he had hired society in Mrs. Mandel, at so much a year. He never +met a superior himself except now and then a man of twenty or thirty +millions to his one or two, and then he felt his soul creep within him, +without a sense of social inferiority; it was a question of financial +inferiority; and though Dryfoos's soul bowed itself and crawled, it was +with a gambler's admiration of wonderful luck. Other men said these +many-millioned millionaires were smart, and got their money by sharp +practices to which lesser men could not attain; but Dryfoos believed that +he could compass the same ends, by the same means, with the same chances; +he respected their money, not them. + +When he now heard Mrs. Mandel and his daughters talking of that person, +whoever she was, that Mrs. Mandel seemed to think had honored his girls +by coming to see them, his curiosity was pricked as much as his pride was +galled. + +"Well, anyway," said Mela, "I don't care whether Christine's goon' or +not; I am. And you got to go with me, Mrs. Mandel." + +"Well, there's a little difficulty," said Mrs. Mandel, with her unfailing +dignity and politeness. "I haven't been asked, you know." + +"Then what are we goun' to do?" demanded Mela, almost crossly. She was +physically too amiable, she felt too well corporeally, ever to be quite +cross. "She might 'a' knowed--well known--we couldn't 'a' come alone, +in New York. I don't see why, we couldn't. I don't call it much of an +invitation." + +"I suppose she thought you could come with your mother," Mrs. Mandel +suggested. + +"She didn't say anything about mother: Did she, Christine? Or, yes, she +did, too. And I told her she couldn't git mother out. Don't you +remember?" + +"I didn't pay much attention," said Christine. "I wasn't certain we +wanted to go." + +"I reckon you wasn't goun' to let her see that we cared much," said Mela, +half reproachful, half proud of this attitude of Christine. "Well, +I don't see but what we got to stay at home." She laughed at this lame +conclusion of the matter. + +"Perhaps Mr. Conrad--you could very properly take him without an express +invitation--" Mrs. Mandel began. + +Conrad looked up in alarm and protest. "I--I don't think I could go that +evening--" + +"What's the reason?" his father broke in, harshly. "You're not such a +sheep that you're afraid to go into company with your sisters? Or are +you too good to go with them?" + +"If it's to be anything like that night when them hussies come out and +danced that way," said Mrs. Dryfoos, "I don't blame Coonrod for not +wantun' to go. I never saw the beat of it." + +Mela sent a yelling laugh across the table to her mother. "Well, I wish +Miss Vance could 'a' heard that! Why, mother, did you think it like the +ballet?" + +"Well, I didn't know, Mely, child," said the old woman. "I didn't know +what it was like. I hain't never been to one, and you can't be too +keerful where you go, in a place like New York." + +"What's the reason you can't go?" Dryfoos ignored the passage between +his wife and daughter in making this demand of his son, with a sour face. + +"I have an engagement that night--it's one of our meetings." + +"I reckon you can let your meeting go for one night," said Dryfoos. +"It can't be so important as all that, that you must disappoint your +sisters." + +"I don't like to disappoint those poor creatures. They depend so much +upon the meetings--" + +"I reckon they can stand it for one night," said the old man. He added, +"The poor ye have with you always." + +"That's so, Coonrod," said his mother. "It's the Saviour's own words." + +"Yes, mother. But they're not meant just as father used them." + +"How do you know how they were meant? Or how I used them?" cried the +father. "Now you just make your plans to go with the girls, Tuesday +night. They can't go alone, and Mrs. Mandel can't go with them." + +"Pshaw!" said Mela. "We don't want to take Conrad away from his meetun', +do we, Chris?" + +"I don't know," said Christine, in her high, fine voice. "They could get +along without him for one night, as father says." + +"Well, I'm not a-goun' to take him," said Mela. "Now, Mrs. Mandel, just +think out some other way. Say! What's the reason we couldn't get +somebody else to take us just as well? Ain't that rulable?" + +"It would be allowable--" + +"Allowable, I mean," Mela corrected herself. + +"But it might look a little significant, unless it was some old family +friend." + +"Well, let's get Mr. Fulkerson to take us. He's the oldest family friend +we got." + +"I won't go with Mr. Fulkerson," said Christine, serenely. + +"Why, I'm sure, Christine," her mother pleaded, "Mr. Fulkerson is a very +good young man, and very nice appearun'." + +Mela shouted, "He's ten times as pleasant as that old Mr. Beaton of +Christine's!" + +Christine made no effort to break the constraint that fell upon the table +at this sally, but her father said: "Christine is right, Mela. It +wouldn't do for you to go with any other young man. Conrad will go with +you." + +"I'm not certain I want to go, yet," said Christine. + +"Well, settle that among yourselves. But if you want to go, your brother +will go with you." + +"Of course, Coonrod 'll go, if his sisters wants him to," the old woman +pleaded. "I reckon it ain't agoun' to be anything very bad; and if it +is, Coonrod, why you can just git right up and come out." + +"It will be all right, mother. And I will go, of course." + +"There, now, I knowed you would, Coonrod. Now, fawther!" This appeal +was to make the old man say something in recognition of Conrad's +sacrifice. + +"You'll always find," he said, "that it's those of your own household +that have the first claim on you." + +"That's so, Coonrod," urged his mother. "It's Bible truth. Your fawther +ain't a perfesser, but he always did read his Bible. Search the +Scriptures. That's what it means." + +"Laws!" cried Mely, "a body can see, easy enough from mother, where +Conrad's wantun' to be a preacher comes from. I should 'a' thought she'd +'a' wanted to been one herself." + +"Let your women keep silence in the churches," said the old woman, +solemnly. + +"There you go again, mother! I guess if you was to say that to some of +the lady ministers nowadays, you'd git yourself into trouble." Mela +looked round for approval, and gurgled out a hoarse laugh. + + + + +IX. + +The Dryfooses went late to Mrs. Horn's musicale, in spite of Mrs. +Mandel's advice. Christine made the delay, both because she wished to +show Miss Vance that she was (not) anxious, and because she had some +vague notion of the distinction of arriving late at any sort of +entertainment. Mrs. Mandel insisted upon the difference between this +musicale and an ordinary reception; but Christine rather fancied +disturbing a company that had got seated, and perhaps making people rise +and stand, while she found her way to her place, as she had seen them. +do for a tardy comer at the theatre. + +Mela, whom she did not admit to her reasons or feelings always, followed +her with the servile admiration she had for all that Christine did; and +she took on trust as somehow successful the result of Christine's +obstinacy, when they were allowed to stand against the wall at the back +of the room through the whole of the long piece begun just before they +came in. There had been no one to receive them; a few people, in the +rear rows of chairs near them, turned their heads to glance at them, and +then looked away again. Mela had her misgivings; but at the end of the +piece Miss Vance came up to them at once, and then Mela knew that she had +her eyes on them all the time, and that Christine must have been right. +Christine said nothing about their coming late, and so Mela did not make +any excuse, and Miss Vance seemed to expect none. She glanced with a +sort of surprise at Conrad, when Christine introduced him; Mela did not +know whether she liked their bringing him, till she shook hands with him, +and said: "Oh, I am very glad indeed! Mr. Dryfoos and I have met +before." Without explaining where or when, she led them to her aunt and +presented them, and then said, "I'm going to put you with some friends of +yours," and quickly seated them next the Marches. Mela liked that well +enough; she thought she might have some joking with Mr. March, for all +his wife was so stiff; but the look which Christine wore seemed to +forbid, provisionally at least, any such recreation. On her part, +Christine was cool with the Marches. It went through her mind that they +must have told Miss Vance they knew her; and perhaps they had boasted of +her intimacy. She relaxed a little toward them when she saw Beaton +leaning against the wall at the end of the row next Mrs. March. Then she +conjectured that he might have told Miss Vance of her acquaintance with +the Marches, and she bent forward and nodded to Mrs. March across Conrad, +Mela, and Mr. March. She conceived of him as a sort of hand of her +father's, but she was willing to take them at their apparent social +valuation for the time. She leaned back in her chair, and did not look +up at Beaton after the first furtive glance, though she felt his eyes on +her. + +The music began again almost at once, before Mela had time to make Conrad +tell her where Miss Vance had met him before. She would not have minded +interrupting the music; but every one else seemed so attentive, even +Christine, that she had not the courage. The concert went onto an end +without realizing for her the ideal of pleasure which one ought to find. +in society. She was not exacting, but it seemed to her there were very +few young men, and when the music was over, and their opportunity came to +be sociable, they were not very sociable. They were not introduced, for +one thing; but it appeared to Mela that they might have got introduced, +if they had any sense; she saw them looking at her, and she was glad she +had dressed so much; she was dressed more than any other lady there, and +either because she was the most dressed of any person there, or because +it had got around who her father was, she felt that she had made an +impression on the young men. In her satisfaction with this, and from her +good nature, she was contented to be served with her refreshments after +the concert by Mr. March, and to remain joking with him. She was at her +ease; she let her hoarse voice out in her largest laugh; she accused him, +to the admiration of those near, of getting her into a perfect gale. It +appeared to her, in her own pleasure, her mission to illustrate to the +rather subdued people about her what a good time really was, so that they +could have it if they wanted it. Her joy was crowned when March modestly +professed himself unworthy to monopolize her, and explained how selfish +he felt in talking to a young lady when there were so many young men +dying to do so. + +"Oh, pshaw, dyun', yes!" cried Mela, tasting the irony. "I guess I see +them!" + +He asked if he might really introduce a friend of his to her, and she +said, Well, yes, if be thought he could live to get to her; and March +brought up a man whom he thought very young and Mela thought very old. +He was a contributor to 'Every Other Week,' and so March knew him; +he believed himself a student of human nature in behalf of literature, +and he now set about studying Mela. He tempted her to express her +opinion on all points, and he laughed so amiably at the boldness and +humorous vigor of her ideas that she was delighted with him. She asked +him if he was a New-Yorker by birth; and she told him she pitied him, +when he said he had never been West. She professed herself perfectly +sick of New York, and urged him to go to Moffitt if he wanted to see a +real live town. He wondered if it would do to put her into literature +just as she was, with all her slang and brag, but he decided that he +would have to subdue her a great deal: he did not see how he could +reconcile the facts of her conversation with the facts of her appearance: +her beauty, her splendor of dress, her apparent right to be where she +was. These things perplexed him; he was afraid the great American novel, +if true, must be incredible. Mela said he ought to hear her sister go on +about New York when they first came; but she reckoned that Christine was +getting so she could put up with it a little better, now. She looked +significantly across the room to the place where Christine was now +talking with Beaton; and the student of human nature asked, Was she here? +and, Would she introduce him? Mela said she would, the first chance she +got; and she added, They would be much pleased to have him call. She +felt herself to be having a beautiful time, and she got directly upon +such intimate terms with the student of human nature that she laughed +with him about some peculiarities of his, such as his going so far about +to ask things he wanted to know from her; she said she never did believe +in beating about the bush much. She had noticed the same thing in Miss +Vance when she came to call that day; and when the young man owned that +he came rather a good deal to Mrs. Horn's house, she asked him, Well, +what sort of a girl was Miss Vance, anyway, and where did he suppose she +had met her brother? The student of human nature could not say as to +this, and as to Miss Vance he judged it safest to treat of the non- +society side of her character, her activity in charity, her special +devotion to the work among the poor on the East Side, which she +personally engaged in. + +"Oh, that's where Conrad goes, too!" Mela interrupted. "I'll bet +anything that's where she met him. I wisht I could tell Christine! +But I suppose she would want to kill me, if I was to speak to her now." + +The student of human nature said, politely, "Oh, shall I take you to +her?" + +Mela answered, "I guess you better not!" with a laugh so significant that +he could not help his inferences concerning both Christine's absorption +in the person she was talking with and the habitual violence of her +temper. He made note of how Mela helplessly spoke of all her family by +their names, as if he were already intimate with them; he fancied that if +he could get that in skillfully, it would be a valuable color in his +study; the English lord whom she should astonish with it began to form +himself out of the dramatic nebulosity in his mind, and to whirl on a +definite orbit in American society. But he was puzzled to decide whether +Mela's willingness to take him into her confidence on short notice was +typical or personal: the trait of a daughter of the natural-gas +millionaire, or a foible of her own. + +Beaton talked with Christine the greater part of the evening that was +left after the concert. He was very grave, and took the tone of a +fatherly friend; he spoke guardedly of the people present, and moderated +the severity of some of Christine's judgments of their looks and +costumes. He did this out of a sort of unreasoned allegiance to +Margaret, whom he was in the mood of wishing to please by being very kind +and good, as she always was. He had the sense also of atoning by this +behavior for some reckless things he had said before that to Christine; +he put on a sad, reproving air with her, and gave her the feeling of +being held in check. + +She chafed at it, and said, glancing at Margaret in talk with her +brother, "I don't think Miss Vance is so very pretty, do you?" + +"I never think whether she's pretty or not," said Becton, with dreamy, +affectation. "She is merely perfect. Does she know your brother?" + +"So she says. I didn't suppose Conrad ever went anywhere, except to +tenement-houses." + +"It might have been there," Becton suggested. "She goes among friendless +people everywhere." + +"Maybe that's the reason she came to see us!" said Christine. + +Becton looked at her with his smouldering eyes, and felt the wish to say, +"Yes, it was exactly that," but he only allowed himself to deny the +possibility of any such motive in that case. He added: "I am so glad you +know her, Miss Dryfoos. I never met Miss Vance without feeling myself +better and truer, somehow; or the wish to be so." + +"And you think we might be improved, too?" Christine retorted. "Well, +I must say you're not very flattering, Mr. Becton, anyway." + +Becton would have liked to answer her according to her cattishness, with +a good clawing sarcasm that would leave its smart in her pride; but he +was being good, and he could not change all at once. Besides, the girl's +attitude under the social honor done her interested him. He was sure she +had never been in such good company before, but he could see that she was +not in the least affected by the experience. He had told her who this +person and that was; and he saw she had understood that the names were of +consequence; but she seemed to feel her equality with them all. +Her serenity was not obviously akin to the savage stoicism in which +Beaton hid his own consciousness of social inferiority; but having won +his way in the world so far by his talent, his personal quality, he did +not conceive the simple fact in her case. Christine was self-possessed +because she felt that a knowledge of her father's fortune had got around, +and she had the peace which money gives to ignorance; but Beaton +attributed her poise to indifference to social values. This, while he +inwardly sneered at it, avenged him upon his own too keen sense of them, +and, together with his temporary allegiance to Margaret's goodness, kept +him from retaliating Christine's vulgarity. He said, "I don't see how +that could be," and left the question of flattery to settle itself. + +The people began to go away, following each other up to take leave of +Mrs. Horn. Christine watched them with unconcern, and either because she +would not be governed by the general movement, or because she liked being +with Beaton, gave no sign of going. Mela was still talking to the +student of human nature, sending out her laugh in deep gurgles amid the +unimaginable confidences she was making him about herself, her family, +the staff of 'Every Other Week,' Mrs. Mandel, and the kind of life they +had all led before she came to them. He was not a blind devotee of art +for art's sake, and though he felt that if one could portray Mela just as +she was she would be the richest possible material, he was rather ashamed +to know some of the things she told him; and he kept looking anxiously +about for a chance of escape. The company had reduced itself to the +Dryfoos groups and some friends of Mrs. Horn's who had the right to +linger, when Margaret crossed the room with Conrad to Christine and +Beaton. + +"I'm so glad, Miss Dryfoos, to find that I was not quite a stranger to +you all when I ventured to call, the other day. Your brother and I are +rather old acquaintances, though I never knew who he was before. I don't +know just how to say we met where he is valued so much. I suppose I +mustn't try to say how much," she added, with a look of deep regard at +him. + +Conrad blushed and stood folding his arms tight over his breast, while +his sister received Margaret's confession with the suspicion which was +her first feeling in regard to any new thing. What she concluded was +that this girl was trying to get in with them, for reasons of her own. +She said: "Yes; it's the first I ever heard of his knowing you. He's so +much taken up with his meetings, he didn't want to come to-night." + +Margaret drew in her lip before she answered, without apparent resentment +of the awkwardness or ungraciousness, whichever she found it: "I don't +wonder! You become so absorbed in such work that you think nothing else +is worth while. But I'm glad Mr. Dryfoos could come with you; I'm so +glad you could all come; I knew you would enjoy the music. Do sit +down--" + +"No," said Christine, bluntly; "we must be going. Mela!" she called out, +"come!" + +The last group about Mrs. Horn looked round, but Christine advanced upon +them undismayed, and took the hand Mrs. Horn promptly gave her. "Well, I +must bid you good-night." + +"Oh, good-night," murmured the elder lady. "So very kind of you to +come." + +"I've had the best kind of a time," said Mela, cordially. "I hain't +laughed so much, I don't know when." + +"Oh, I'm glad you enjoyed it," said Mrs. Horn, in the same polite murmur +she had used with Christine; but she said nothing to either sister about +any future meeting. + +They were apparently not troubled. Mela said over her shoulder to the +student of human nature, "The next time I see you I'll give it to you for +what you said about Moffitt." + +Margaret made some entreating paces after them, but she did not succeed +in covering the retreat of the sisters against critical conjecture. She +could only say to Conrad, as if recurring to the subject, "I hope we can +get our friends to play for us some night. I know it isn't any real +help, but such things take the poor creatures out of themselves for the +time being, don't you think?" + +"Oh yes," he answered. "They're good in that way." He turned back +hesitatingly to Mrs. Horn, and said, with a blush, "I thank you for a +happy evening." + +"Oh, I am very glad," she replied, in her murmur. + +One of the old friends of the house arched her eyebrows in saying good- +night, and offered the two young men remaining seats home in her +carriage. Beaton gloomily refused, and she kept herself from asking the +student of human nature, till she had got him into her carriage, "What is +Moffitt, and what did you say about it?" + +"Now you see, Margaret," said Mrs. Horn, with bated triumph, when the +people were all gone. + +"Yes, I see," the girl consented. "From one point of view, of course +it's been a failure. I don't think we've given Miss Dryfoos a pleasure, +but perhaps nobody could. And at least we've given her the opportunity +of enjoying herself." + +"Such people," said Mrs. Horn, philosophically, "people with their money, +must of course be received sooner or later. You can't keep them out. +Only, I believe I would rather let some one else begin with them. The +Leightons didn't come?" + +"I sent them cards. I couldn't call again." + +Mrs. Horn sighed a little. "I suppose Mr. Dryfoos is one of your fellow- +philanthropists?" + +"He's one of the workers," said Margaret. "I met him several times at +the Hall, but I only knew his first name. I think he's a great friend of +Father Benedict; he seems devoted to the work. Don't you think he looks +good?" + +"Very," said Mrs. Horn, with a color of censure in her assent. "The +younger girl seemed more amiable than her sister. But what manners!" + +"Dreadful!" said Margaret, with knit brows, and a pursed mouth of +humorous suffering. "But she appeared to feel very much at home." + +"Oh, as to that, neither of them was much abashed. Do you suppose +Mr. Beaton gave the other one some hints for that quaint dress of hers? +I don't imagine that black and lace is her own invention. She seems to +have some sort of strange fascination for him." + +"She's very picturesque," Margaret explained. "And artists see points in +people that the rest of us don't." + +"Could it be her money?" Mrs. Horn insinuated. "He must be very poor." + +"But he isn't base," retorted the girl, with a generous indignation that +made her aunt smile. + +"Oh no; but if he fancies her so picturesque, it doesn't follow that he +would object to her being rich." + +"It would with a man like Mr. Beaton!" + +"You are an idealist, Margaret. I suppose your Mr. March has some +disinterested motive in paying court to Miss Mela--Pamela, I suppose, is +her name. He talked to her longer than her literature would have +lasted." + +"He seems a very kind person," said Margaret. + +"And Mr. Dryfoos pays his salary?" + +"I don't know anything about that. But that wouldn't make any difference +with him." + +Mrs. Horn laughed out at this security; but she was not displeased by the +nobleness which it came from. She liked Margaret to be high-minded, and +was really not distressed by any good that was in her. + +The Marches walked home, both because it was not far, and because they +must spare in carriage hire at any rate. As soon as they were out of the +house, she applied a point of conscience to him. + +"I don't see how you could talk to that girl so long, Basil, and make her +laugh so." + +"Why, there seemed no one else to do it, till I thought of Kendricks." + +"Yes, but I kept thinking, Now he's pleasant to her because he thinks +it's to his interest. If she had no relation to 'Every Other Week,' he +wouldn't waste his time on her." + +"Isabel," March complained, "I wish you wouldn't think of me in he, him, +and his; I never personalize you in my thoughts: you remain always a +vague unindividualized essence, not quite without form and void, but +nounless and pronounless. I call that a much more beautiful mental +attitude toward the object of one's affections. But if you must he and +him and his me in your thoughts, I wish you'd have more kindly thoughts +of me." + +"Do you deny that it's true, Basil?" + +"Do you believe that it's true, Isabel?" + +"No matter. But could you excuse it if it were?" + +"Ah, I see you'd have been capable of it in my, place, and you're +ashamed." + +"Yes," sighed the wife, "I'm afraid that I should. But tell me that you +wouldn't, Basil!" + +"I can tell you that I wasn't. But I suppose that in a real exigency, +I could truckle to the proprietary Dryfooses as well as you." + +"Oh no; you mustn't, dear! I'm a woman, and I'm dreadfully afraid. But +you must always be a man, especially with that horrid old Mr. Dryfoos. +Promise me that you'll never yield the least point to him in a matter of +right and wrong!" + +"Not if he's right and I'm wrong?" + +"Don't trifle, dear! You know what I mean. Will you promise?" + +"I'll promise to submit the point to you, and let you do the yielding. +As for me, I shall be adamant. Nothing I like better." + +"They're dreadful, even that poor, good young fellow, who's so different +from all the rest; he's awful, too, because you feel that he's a martyr +to them." + +"And I never did like martyrs a great deal," March interposed. + +"I wonder how they came to be there," Mrs. March pursued, unmindful of +his joke. + +"That is exactly what seemed to be puzzling Miss Mela about us. She +asked, and I explained as well as I could; and then she told me that Miss +Vance had come to call on them and invited them; and first they didn't +know how they could come till they thought of making Conrad bring them. +But she didn't say why Miss Vance called on them. Mr. Dryfoos doesn't +employ her on 'Every Other Week.' But I suppose she has her own vile +little motive." + +"It can't be their money; it can't be!" sighed Mrs. March. + +"Well, I don't know. We all respect money." + +"Yes, but Miss Vance's position is so secure. She needn't pay court to +those stupid, vulgar people." + +"Well, let's console ourselves with the belief that she would, if she +needed. Such people as the Dryfooses are the raw material of good +society. It isn't made up of refined or meritorious people--professors +and litterateurs, ministers and musicians, and their families. All the +fashionable people there to-night were like the Dryfooses a generation or +two ago. I dare say the material works up faster now, and in a season or +two you won't know the Dryfooses from the other plutocrats. THEY will-- +a little better than they do now; they'll see a difference, but nothing +radical, nothing painful. People who get up in the world by service to +others--through letters, or art, or science--may have their modest little +misgivings as to their social value, but people that rise by money-- +especially if their gains are sudden--never have. And that's the kind of +people that form our nobility; there's no use pretending that we haven't +a nobility; we might as well pretend we haven't first-class cars in the +presence of a vestibuled Pullman. Those girls had no more doubt of their +right to be there than if they had been duchesses: we thought it was very +nice of Miss Vance to come and ask us, but they didn't; they weren't +afraid, or the least embarrassed; they were perfectly natural--like born +aristocrats. And you may be sure that if the plutocracy that now owns +the country ever sees fit to take on the outward signs of an aristocracy +--titles, and arms, and ancestors--it won't falter from any inherent +question of its worth. Money prizes and honors itself, and if there is +anything it hasn't got, it believes it can buy it." + +Well, Basil," said his wife, "I hope you won't get infected with Lindau's +ideas of rich people. Some of them are very good and kind." + +"Who denies that? Not even Lindau himself. It's all right. And the +great thing is that the evening's enjoyment is over. I've got my society +smile off, and I'm radiantly happy. Go on with your little pessimistic +diatribes, Isabel; you can't spoil my pleasure." + + +"I could see," said Mela, as she and Christine drove home together, "that +she was as jealous as she could be, all the time you was talkun' to Mr. +Beaton. She pretended to be talkun' to Conrad, but she kep' her eye on +you pretty close, I can tell you. I bet she just got us there to see how +him and you would act together. And I reckon she was satisfied. He's +dead gone on you, Chris." + +Christine listened with a dreamy pleasure to the flatteries with which +Mela plied her in the hope of some return in kind, and not at all because +she felt spitefully toward Miss Vance, or in anywise wished her ill. +"Who was that fellow with you so long?" asked Christine. "I suppose you +turned yourself inside out to him, like you always do." + +Mela was transported by the cruel ingratitude. "It's a lie! I didn't +tell him a single thing." + + +Conrad walked home, choosing to do so because he did not wish to hear his +sisters' talk of the evening, and because there was a tumult in his +spirit which he wished to let have its way. In his life with its single +purpose, defeated by stronger wills than his own, and now struggling +partially to fulfil itself in acts of devotion to others, the thought of +women had entered scarcely more than in that of a child. His ideals were +of a virginal vagueness; faces, voices, gestures had filled his fancy at +times, but almost passionately; and the sensation that he now indulged +was a kind of worship, ardent, but reverent and exalted. The brutal +experiences of the world make us forget that there are such natures in +it, and that they seem to come up out of the lowly earth as well as down +from the high heaven. In the heart of this man well on toward thirty +there had never been left the stain of a base thought; not that +suggestion and conjecture had not visited him, but that he had not +entertained them, or in any-wise made them his. In a Catholic age and +country, he would have been one of those monks who are sainted after +death for the angelic purity of their lives, and whose names are invoked +by believers in moments of trial, like San Luigi Gonzaga. As he now +walked along thinking, with a lover's beatified smile on his face, of how +Margaret Vance had spoken and looked, he dramatized scenes in which be +approved himself to her by acts of goodness and unselfishness, and died +to please her for the sake of others. He made her praise him for them, +to his face, when he disclaimed their merit, and after his death, when he +could not. All the time he was poignantly sensible of her grace, her +elegance, her style; they seemed to intoxicate him; some tones of her +voice thrilled through his nerves, and some looks turned his brain with a +delicious, swooning sense of her beauty; her refinement bewildered him. +But all this did not admit the idea of possession, even of aspiration. +At the most his worship only set her beyond the love of other men as far +as beyond his own. + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +Affectional habit +Brag of his wife, as a good husband always does +But when we make that money here, no one loses it +Courage hadn't been put to the test +Family buryin' grounds +Homage which those who have not pay to those who have +Hurry up and git well--or something +Made money and do not yet know that money has made them +Society: All its favors are really bargains +Wages are the measure of necessity and not of merit +Without realizing his cruelty, treated as a child + + + + +End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of A Hazard of New Fortunes, v3 +by William Dean Howells + + + + + + +A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES + +By William Dean Howells + + +PART FOURTH + + +I. + +Not long after Lent, Fulkerson set before Dryfoos one day his scheme for +a dinner in celebration of the success of 'Every Other Week.' Dryfoos +had never meddled in any manner with the conduct of the periodical; +but Fulkerson easily saw that he was proud of his relation to it, and he +proceeded upon the theory that he would be willing to have this relation +known: On the days when he had been lucky in stocks, he was apt to drop +in at the office on Eleventh Street, on his way up-town, and listen to +Fulkerson's talk. He was on good enough terms with March, who revised +his first impressions of the man, but they had not much to say to each +other, and it seemed to March that Dryfoos was even a little afraid of +him, as of a piece of mechanism he had acquired, but did not quite +understand; he left the working of it to Fulkerson, who no doubt bragged +of it sufficiently. The old man seemed to have as little to say to his +son; he shut himself up with Fulkerson, where the others could hear the +manager begin and go on with an unstinted flow of talk about 'Every Other +Week;' for Fulkerson never talked of anything else if he could help it, +and was always bringing the conversation back to it if it strayed: + +The day he spoke of the dinner he rose and called from his door: "March, +I say, come down here a minute, will you? Conrad, I want you, too." + +The editor and the publisher found the manager and the proprietor seated +on opposite sides of the table. "It's about those funeral baked meats, +you know," Fulkerson explained, "and I was trying to give Mr. Dryfoos +some idea of what we wanted to do. That is, what I wanted to do," he +continued, turning from March to Dryfoos. "March, here, is opposed to +it, of course. He'd like to publish 'Every Other Week' on the sly; keep +it out of the papers, and off the newsstands; he's a modest Boston +petunia, and he shrinks from publicity; but I am not that kind of herb +myself, and I want all the publicity we can get--beg, borrow, or steal-- +for this thing. I say that you can't work the sacred rites of +hospitality in a better cause, and what I propose is a little dinner for +the purpose of recognizing the hit we've made with this thing. My idea +was to strike you for the necessary funds, and do the thing on a handsome +scale. The term little dinner is a mere figure of speech. A little +dinner wouldn't make a big talk, and what we want is the big talk, +at present, if we don't lay up a cent. My notion was that pretty soon +after Lent, now, when everybody is feeling just right, we should begin to +send out our paragraphs, affirmative, negative, and explanatory, and +along about the first of May we should sit down about a hundred strong, +the most distinguished people in the country, and solemnize our triumph. +There it is in a nutshell. I might expand and I might expound, but +that's the sum and substance of it." + +Fulkerson stopped, and ran his eyes eagerly over the faces of his three +listeners, one after the other. March was a little surprised when +Dryfoos turned to him, but that reference of the question seemed to give +Fulkerson particular pleasure: "What do you think, Mr. March?" + +The editor leaned back in his chair. "I don't pretend to have Mr. +Fulkerson's genius for advertising; but it seems to me a little early +yet. We might celebrate later when we've got more to celebrate. At +present we're a pleasing novelty, rather than a fixed fact." + +"Ah, you don't get the idea!" said Fulkerson. "What we want to do with +this dinner is to fix the fact." + +"Am I going to come in anywhere?" the old man interrupted. + +"You're going to come in at the head of the procession! We are going to +strike everything that is imaginative and romantic in the newspaper soul +with you and your history and your fancy for going in for this thing. +I can start you in a paragraph that will travel through all the +newspapers, from Maine to Texas and from Alaska to Florida. We have had +all sorts of rich men backing up literary enterprises, but the natural- +gas man in literature is a new thing, and the combination of your +picturesque past and your aesthetic present is something that will knock +out the sympathies of the American public the first round. I feel," +said Fulkerson, with a tremor of pathos in his voice, "that 'Every Other +Week' is at a disadvantage before the public as long as it's supposed to +be my enterprise, my idea. As far as I'm known at all, I'm known simply +as a syndicate man, and nobody in the press believes that I've got the +money to run the thing on a grand scale; a suspicion of insolvency must +attach to it sooner or later, and the fellows on the press will work up +that impression, sooner or later, if we don't give them something else to +work up. Now, as soon as I begin to give it away to the correspondents +that you're in it, with your untold millions--that, in fact, it was your +idea from the start, that you originated it to give full play to the +humanitarian tendencies of Conrad here, who's always had these theories +of co-operation, and longed to realize them for the benefit of our +struggling young writers and artists--" + +March had listened with growing amusement to the mingled burlesque and +earnest of Fulkerson's self-sacrificing impudence, and with wonder as to +how far Dryfoos was consenting to his preposterous proposition, when +Conrad broke out: "Mr. Fulkerson, I could not allow you to do that. It +would not be true; I did not wish to be here; and--and what I think--what +I wish to do--that is something I will not let any one put me in a false +position about. No!" The blood rushed into the young man's gentle face, +and he met his father's glance with defiance. + +Dryfoos turned from him to Fulkerson without speaking, and Fulkerson +said, caressingly: "Why, of course, Coonrod! I know how you feel, and I +shouldn't let anything of that sort go out uncontradicted afterward. But +there isn't anything in these times that would give us better standing +with the public than some hint of the way you feel about such things. +The publics expects to be interested, and nothing would interest it more +than to be told that the success of 'Every Other Week' sprang from the +first application of the principle of Live and let Live to a literary +enterprise. It would look particularly well, coming from you and your +father, but if you object, we can leave that part out; though if you +approve of the principle I don't see why you need object. The main thing +is to let the public know that it owes this thing to the liberal and +enlightened spirit of one of the foremost capitalists of the country; and +that his purposes are not likely to be betrayed in the hands of his son, +I should get a little cut made from a photograph of your father, and +supply it gratis with the paragraphs." + +"I guess," said the old man, "we will get along without the cut." + +Fulkerson laughed. "Well, well! Have it your own way, But the sight of +your face in the patent outsides of the country press would be worth half +a dozen subscribers in every school district throughout the length and +breadth of this fair land." + +"There was a fellow," Dryfoos explained, in an aside to March, "that was +getting up a history of Moffitt, and he asked me to let him put a steel +engraving of me in. He said a good many prominent citizens were going to +have theirs in, and his price was a hundred and fifty dollars. I told +him I couldn't let mine go for less than two hundred, and when he said he +could give me a splendid plate for that money, I said I should want it +cash, You never saw a fellow more astonished when he got it through him. +that I expected him to pay the two hundred." + +Fulkerson laughed in keen appreciation of the joke. "Well, sir, I guess +'Every Other Week' will pay you that much. But if you won't sell at any +price, all right; we must try to worry along without the light of your +countenance on, the posters, but we got to have it for the banquet." + +"I don't seem to feel very hungry, yet," said they old man, dryly. + +"Oh, 'l'appeit vient en mangeant', as our French friends say. You'll be +hungry enough when you see the preliminary Little Neck clam. It's too +late for oysters." + +"Doesn't that fact seem to point to a postponement till they get back, +sometime in October," March suggested, + +"No, no!" said Fulkerson, "you don't catch on to the business end of this +thing, my friends. You're proceeding on something like the old exploded +idea that the demand creates the supply, when everybody knows, if he's +watched the course of modern events, that it's just as apt to be the +other way. I contend that we've got a real substantial success to +celebrate now; but even if we hadn't, the celebration would do more than +anything else to create the success, if we got it properly before the +public. People will say: Those fellows are not fools; they wouldn't go +and rejoice over their magazine unless they had got a big thing in it. +And the state of feeling we should produce in the public mind would make +a boom of perfectly unprecedented grandeur for E. O. W. Heigh?" + +He looked sunnily from one to the other in succession. The elder Dryfoos +said, with his chin on the top of his stick, "I reckon those Little Neck +clams will keep." + +"Well, just as you say," Fulkerson cheerfully assented. "I understand +you to agree to the general principle of a little dinner?" + +"The smaller the better," said the old man. + +"Well, I say a little dinner because the idea of that seems to cover the +case, even if we vary the plan a little. I had thought of a reception, +maybe, that would include the lady contributors and artists, and the +wives and daughters of the other contributors. That would give us the +chance to ring in a lot of society correspondents and get the thing +written up in first-class shape. By-the-way!" cried Fulkerson, slapping +himself on the leg, "why not have the dinner and the reception both?" + +"I don't understand," said Dryfoos. + +"Why, have a select little dinner for ten or twenty choice spirits of the +male persuasion, and then, about ten o'clock, throw open your palatial +drawing-rooms and admit the females to champagne, salads, and ices. It +is the very thing! Come!" + +"What do you think of it, Mr. March?" asked Dryfoos, on whose social +inexperience Fulkerson's words projected no very intelligible image, and +who perhaps hoped for some more light. + +"It's a beautiful vision," said March, "and if it will take more time to +realize it I think I approve. I approve of anything that will delay Mr. +Fulkerson's advertising orgie." + +"Then," Fulkerson pursued, "we could have the pleasure of Miss Christine +and Miss Mela's company; and maybe Mrs. Dryfoos would look in on us in +the course of the evening. There's no hurry, as Mr. March suggests, if +we can give the thing this shape. I will cheerfully adopt the idea of my +honorable colleague." + +March laughed at his impudence, but at heart he was ashamed of Fulkerson +for proposing to make use of Dryfoos and his house in that way. +He fancied something appealing in the look that the old man turned on +him, and something indignant in Conrad's flush; but probably this was +only his fancy. He reflected that neither of them could feel it as +people of more worldly knowledge would, and he consoled himself with the +fact that Fulkerson was really not such a charlatan as he seemed. But it +went through his mind that this was a strange end for all Dryfoos's +money-making to come to; and he philosophically accepted the fact of his +own humble fortunes when he reflected how little his money could buy for +such a man. It was an honorable use that Fulkerson was putting it to in +'Every Other Week;' it might be far more creditably spent on such an +enterprise than on horses, or wines, or women, the usual resources of the +brute rich; and if it were to be lost, it might better be lost that way +than in stocks. He kept a smiling face turned to Dryfoos while these +irreverent considerations occupied him, and hardened his heart against +father and son and their possible emotions. + +The old man rose to put an end to the interview. He only repeated, +"I guess those clams will keep till fall." + +But Fulkerson was apparently satisfied with the progress he had made; and +when he joined March for the stroll homeward after office hours, he was +able to detach his mind from the subject, as if content to leave it. + +"This is about the best part of the year in New York," he said; In some +of the areas the grass had sprouted, and the tender young foliage had +loosened itself froze the buds on a sidewalk tree here and there; the +soft air was full of spring, and the delicate sky, far aloof, had the +look it never wears at any other season. "It ain't a time of year to +complain much of, anywhere; but I don't want anything better than the +month of May in New York. Farther South it's too hot, and I've been in +Boston in May when that east wind of yours made every nerve in my body +get up and howl. I reckon the weather has a good deal to do with the +local temperament. The reason a New York man takes life so easily with +all his rush is that his climate don't worry him. But a Boston man must +be rasped the whole while by the edge in his air. That accounts for his +sharpness; and when he's lived through twenty-five or thirty Boston Mays, +he gets to thinking that Providence has some particular use for him, or +he wouldn't have survived, and that makes him conceited. See?" + +"I see," said March. "But I don't know how you're going to work that +idea into an advertisement, exactly." + +"Oh, pahaw, now, March! You don't think I've got that on the brain all +the time?" + +"You were gradually leading up to 'Every Other Week', somehow." + +"No, sir; I wasn't. I was just thinking what a different creature a +Massachusetts man is from a Virginian, And yet I suppose they're both as +pure English stock as you'll get anywhere in America. Marsh, I think +Colonel Woodburn's paper is going to make a hit." + +"You've got there! When it knocks down the sale about one-half, I shall +know it's made a hit." + +"I'm not afraid," said Fulkerson. "That thing is going to attract +attention. It's well written--you can take the pomposity out of it, here +and there and it's novel. Our people like a bold strike, and it's going +to shake them up tremendously to have serfdom advocated on high moral +grounds as the only solution of the labor problem. You see, in the first +place, he goes for their sympathies by the way he portrays the actual +relations of capital and labor; he shows how things have got to go from +bad to worse, and then he trots out his little old hobby, and proves that +if slavery had not been interfered with, it would have perfected itself +in the interest of humanity. He makes a pretty strong plea for it." + +March threw back his head and laughed. "He's converted you! I swear, +Fulkerson, if we had accepted and paid for an article advocating +cannibalism as the only resource for getting rid of the superfluous poor, +you'd begin to believe in it." + +Fulkerson smiled in approval of the joke, and only said: "I wish you +could meet the colonel in the privacy of the domestic circle, March. +You'd like him. He's a splendid old fellow; regular type. Talk about +spring! + +"You ought to see the widow's little back yard these days. You know that +glass gallery just beyond the dining-room? Those girls have got the pot- +plants out of that, and a lot more, and they've turned the edges of that +back yard, along the fence, into a regular bower; they've got sweet peas +planted, and nasturtiums, and we shall be in a blaze of glory about the +beginning of June. Fun to see 'em work in the garden, and the bird +bossing the job in his cage under the cherry-tree. Have to keep the +middle of the yard for the clothesline, but six days in the week it's a +lawn, and I go over it with a mower myself. March, there ain't anything +like a home, is there? Dear little cot of your own, heigh? I tell you, +March, when I get to pushing that mower round, and the colonel is smoking +his cigar in the gallery, and those girls are pottering over the flowers, +one of these soft evenings after dinner, I feel like a human being. Yes, +I do. I struck it rich when I concluded to take my meals at the widow's. +For eight dollars a week I get good board, refined society, and all the +advantages of a Christian home. By-the-way, you've never had much talk +with Miss Woodburn, have you, March?" + +"Not so much as with Miss Woodburn's father." + +"Well, he is rather apt to scoop the conversation. I must draw his fire, +sometime, when you and Mrs. March are around, and get you a chance with +Miss Woodburn." + +"I should like that better, I believe," said March. + +"Well, I shouldn't wonder if you did. Curious, but Miss Woodburn isn't +at all your idea of a Southern girl. She's got lots of go; she's never +idle a minute; she keeps the old gentleman in first-class shape, and she +don't believe a bit in the slavery solution of the labor problem; says +she's glad it's gone, and if it's anything like the effects of it, she's +glad it went before her time. No, sir, she's as full of snap as the +liveliest kind of a Northern girl. None of that sunny Southern languor +you read about." + +"I suppose the typical Southerner, like the typical anything else, is +pretty difficult to find," said March. "But perhaps Miss Woodburn +represents the new South. The modern conditions must be producing a +modern type." + +"Well, that's what she and the colonel both say. They say there ain't +anything left of that Walter Scott dignity and chivalry in the rising +generation; takes too much time. You ought to see her sketch the old- +school, high-and-mighty manners, as they survive among some of the +antiques in Charlottesburg. If that thing could be put upon the stage it +would be a killing success. Makes the old gentleman laugh in spite of +himself. But he's as proud of her as Punch, anyway. Why don't you and +Mrs. March come round oftener? Look here! How would it do to have a +little excursion, somewhere, after the spring fairly gets in its work?" + +"Reporters present?" + +"No, no! Nothing of that kind; perfectly sincere and disinterested +enjoyment." + +"Oh, a few handbills to be scattered around: "Buy Every Other Week," +Look out for the next number of 'Every Other Week,' 'Every Other Week at +all the news-stands.' Well, I'll talk it over with Mrs. March. I +suppose there's no great hurry." + +March told his wife of the idyllic mood in which he had left Fulkerson at +the widow's door, and she said he must be in love. + +"Why, of course! I wonder I didn't think of that. But Fulkerson is such +an impartial admirer of the whole sex that you can't think of his liking +one more than another. I don't know that he showed any unjust +partiality, though, in his talk of 'those girls,' as he called them. +And I always rather fancied that Mrs. Mandel--he's done so much for her, +you know; and she is such a well-balanced, well-preserved person, and so +lady-like and correct----" + +"Fulkerson had the word for her: academic. She's everything that +instruction and discipline can make of a woman; but I shouldn't think +they could make enough of her to be in love with." + +"Well, I don't know. The academic has its charm. There are moods in +which I could imagine myself in love with an academic person. That +regularity of line; that reasoned strictness of contour; that neatness of +pose; that slightly conventional but harmonious grouping of the emotions +and morals--you can see how it would have its charm, the Wedgwood in +human nature? I wonder where Mrs. Mandel keeps her urn and her willow." + +"I should think she might have use for them in that family, poor thing!" +said Mrs. March. + +"Ah, that reminds me," said her husband, "that we had another talk with +the old gentleman, this afternoon, about Fulkerson's literary, artistic, +and advertising orgie, and it's postponed till October." + +"The later the better, I should think," said Mrs: March, who did not +really think about it at all, but whom the date fixed for it caused to +think of the intervening time. "We have got to consider what we will do +about the summer, before long, Basil." + +"Oh, not yet, not yet," he pleaded; with that man's willingness to abide +in the present, which is so trying to a woman. "It's only the end of +April." + +"It will be the end of June before we know. And these people wanting the +Boston house another year complicates it. We can't spend the summer +there, as we planned." + +"They oughtn't to have offered us an increased rent; they have taken an +advantage of us." + +"I don't know that it matters," said Mrs. March. "I had decided not to +go there." + +"Had you? This is a surprise." + +"Everything is a surprise to you, Basil, when it happens." + +"True; I keep the world fresh, that way." + +"It wouldn't have been any change to go from one city to another for the +summer. We might as well have stayed in New York." + +"Yes, I wish we had stayed," said March, idly humoring a conception of +the accomplished fact. "Mrs. Green would have let us have the +gimcrackery very cheap for the summer months; and we could have made all +sorts of nice little excursions and trips off and been twice as well as +if we had spent the summer away." + +"Nonsense! You know we couldn't spend the summer in New York." + +"I know I could." + +"What stuff! You couldn't manage." + +"Oh yes, I could. I could take my meals at Fulkerson's widow's; or at +Maroni's, with poor old Lindau: he's got to dining there again. Or, I +could keep house, and he could dine with me here." + +There was a teasing look in March's eyes, and he broke into a laugh, at +the firmness with which his wife said: "I think if there is to be any +housekeeping, I will stay, too; and help to look after it. I would try +not intrude upon you and your guest." + +"Oh, we should be only too glad to have you join us," said March, playing +with fire. + +"Very well, then, I wish you would take him off to Maroni's, the next +time he comes to dine here!" cried his wife. + +The experiment of making March's old friend free of his house had not +given her all the pleasure that so kind a thing ought to have afforded so +good a woman. She received Lindau at first with robust benevolence, and +the high resolve not to let any of his little peculiarities alienate her +from a sense of his claim upon her sympathy and gratitude, not only as a +man who had been so generously fond of her husband in his youth, but a +hero who had suffered for her country. Her theory was that his +mutilation must not be ignored, but must be kept in mind as a monument of +his sacrifice, and she fortified Bella with this conception, so that the +child bravely sat next his maimed arm at table and helped him to dishes +he could not reach, and cut up his meat for him. As for Mrs. March +herself, the thought of his mutilation made her a little faint; she was +not without a bewildered resentment of its presence as a sort of +oppression. She did not like his drinking so much of March's beer, +either; it was no harm, but it was somehow unworthy, out of character +with a hero of the war. But what she really could not reconcile herself +to was the violence of Lindau's sentiments concerning the whole political +and social fabric. She did not feel sure that he should be allowed to +say such things before the children, who had been nurtured in the faith +of Bunker Hill and Appomattox, as the beginning and the end of all +possible progress in human rights. As a woman she was naturally an +aristocrat, but as an American she was theoretically a democrat; and it +astounded, it alarmed her, to hear American democracy denounced as a +shuffling evasion. She had never cared much for the United States +Senate, but she doubted if she ought to sit by when it was railed at as a +rich man's club. It shocked her to be told that the rich and poor were +not equal before the law in a country where justice must be paid for at +every step in fees and costs, or where a poor man must go to war in his +own person, and a rich man might hire someone to go in his. Mrs. March +felt that this rebellious mind in Lindau really somehow outlawed him from +sympathy, and retroactively undid his past suffering for the country: she +had always particularly valued that provision of the law, because in +forecasting all the possible mischances that might befall her own son, +she had been comforted by the thought that if there ever was another war, +and Tom were drafted, his father could buy him a substitute. Compared +with such blasphemy as this, Lindau's declaration that there was not +equality of opportunity in America, and that fully one-half the people +were debarred their right to the pursuit of happiness by the hopeless +conditions of their lives, was flattering praise. She could not listen +to such things in silence, though, and it did not help matters when +Lindau met her arguments with facts and reasons which she felt she was +merely not sufficiently instructed to combat, and he was not quite +gentlemanly to urge. "I am afraid for the effect on the children," she +said to her husband. "Such perfectly distorted ideas--Tom will be ruined +by them." + +"Oh, let Tom find out where they're false," said March. "It will be good +exercise for his faculties of research. At any rate, those things are +getting said nowadays; he'll have to hear them sooner or later." + +"Had he better hear them at home?" demanded his wife. + +"Why, you know, as you're here to refute them, Isabel," he teased, +"perhaps it's the best place. But don't mind poor old Lindau, my dear. +He says himself that his parg is worse than his pidte, you know." + +"Ah, it's too late now to mind him," she sighed. In a moment of rash +good feeling, or perhaps an exalted conception of duty, she had herself +proposed that Lindau should come every week and read German with Tom; and +it had become a question first how they could get him to take pay for it, +and then how they could get him to stop it. Mrs. March never ceased to +wonder at herself for having brought this about, for she had warned her +husband against making any engagement with Lindau which would bring him +regularly to the house: the Germans stuck so, and were so unscrupulously +dependent. Yet, the deed being done, she would not ignore the duty of +hospitality, and it was always she who made the old man stay to their +Sunday-evening tea when he lingered near the hour, reading Schiller and +Heine and Uhland with the boy, in the clean shirt with which he observed +the day; Lindau's linen was not to be trusted during the week. She now +concluded a season of mournful reflection by saying, "He will get you +into trouble, somehow, Basil." + +"Well, I don't know how, exactly. I regard Lindau as a political +economist of an unusual type; but I shall not let him array me against +the constituted authorities. Short of that, I think I am safe." + +"Well, be careful, Basil; be careful. You know you are so rash." + +"I suppose I may continue to pity him? He is such a poor, lonely old +fellow. Are you really sorry he's come into our lives, my dear?" + +"No, no; not that. I feel as you do about it; but I wish I felt easier +about him--sure, that is, that we're not doing wrong to let him keep on +talking so." + +"I suspect we couldn't help it," March returned, lightly. "It's one of +what Lindau calls his 'brincibles' to say what he thinks." + + + + +II. + +The Marches had no longer the gross appetite for novelty which urges +youth to a surfeit of strange scenes, experiences, ideas; and makes +travel, with all its annoyances and fatigues, an inexhaustible delight. +But there is no doubt that the chief pleasure of their life in New York +was from its quality of foreignness: the flavor of olives, which, once +tasted, can never be forgotten. The olives may not be of the first +excellence; they may be a little stale, and small and poor, to begin +with, but they are still olives, and the fond palate craves them. +The sort which grew in New York, on lower Sixth Avenue and in the region +of Jefferson Market and on the soft exposures south of Washington Square, +were none the less acceptable because they were of the commonest Italian +variety. + +The Marches spent a good deal of time and money in a grocery of that +nationality, where they found all the patriotic comestibles and potables, +and renewed their faded Italian with the friendly family in charge. +Italian table d'hotes formed the adventure of the week, on the day when +Mrs. March let her domestics go out, and went herself to dine abroad with +her husband and children; and they became adepts in the restaurants where +they were served, and which they varied almost from dinner to dinner. +The perfect decorum of these places, and their immunity from offence in +any, emboldened the Marches to experiment in Spanish restaurants, where +red pepper and beans insisted in every dinner, and where once they +chanced upon a night of 'olla podrida', with such appeals to March's +memory of a boyish ambition to taste the dish that he became poetic and +then pensive over its cabbage and carrots, peas and bacon. For a rare +combination of international motives they prized most the table d'hote of +a French lady, who had taken a Spanish husband in a second marriage, and +had a Cuban negro for her cook, with a cross-eyed Alsation for waiter, +and a slim young South-American for cashier. March held that some thing +of the catholic character of these relations expressed itself in the +generous and tolerant variety of the dinner, which was singularly +abundant for fifty cents, without wine. At one very neat French place he +got a dinner at the same price with wine, but it was not so abundant; and +March inquired in fruitless speculation why the table d'hote of the +Italians, a notoriously frugal and abstemious people, should be usually +more than you wanted at seventy-five cents and a dollar, and that of the +French rather less at half a dollar. He could not see that the +frequenters were greatly different at the different places; they were +mostly Americans, of subdued manners and conjecturably subdued fortunes, +with here and there a table full of foreigners. There was no noise and +not much smoking anywhere; March liked going to that neat French place +because there Madame sat enthroned and high behind a 'comptoir' at one +side of the room, and every body saluted her in going out. It was there +that a gentle-looking young couple used to dine, in whom the Marches +became effectlessly interested, because they thought they looked like +that when they were young. The wife had an aesthetic dress, and defined +her pretty head by wearing her back-hair pulled up very tight under her +bonnet; the husband had dreamy eyes set wide apart under a pure forehead. +"They are artists, August, I think," March suggested to the waiter, when +he had vainly asked about them. "Oh, hartis, cedenly," August consented; +but Heaven knows whether they were, or what they were: March never +learned. + +This immunity from acquaintance, this touch-and go quality in their New +York sojourn, this almost loss of individuality at times, after the +intense identification of their Boston life, was a relief, though Mrs. +March had her misgivings, and questioned whether it were not perhaps too +relaxing to the moral fibre. March refused to explore his conscience; +he allowed that it might be so; but he said he liked now and then to feel +his personality in that state of solution. They went and sat a good deal +in the softening evenings among the infants and dotards of Latin +extraction in Washington Square, safe from all who ever knew them, +and enjoyed the advancing season, which thickened the foliage of the +trees and flattered out of sight the church warden's Gothic of the +University Building. The infants were sometimes cross, and cried in +their weary mothers' or little sisters' arms; but they did not disturb +the dotards, who slept, some with their heads fallen forward, and some +with their heads fallen back; March arbitrarily distinguished those with +the drooping faces as tipsy and ashamed to confront the public. +The small Italian children raced up and down the asphalt paths, playing +American games of tag and hide and-whoop; larger boys passed ball, in +training for potential championships. The Marches sat and mused, or +quarrelled fitfully about where they should spend the summer, like +sparrows, he once said, till the electric lights began to show distinctly +among the leaves, and they looked round and found the infants and dotards +gone and the benches filled with lovers. That was the signal for the +Marches to go home. He said that the spectacle of so much courtship as +the eye might take in there at a glance was not, perhaps, oppressive, but +the thought that at the same hour the same thing was going on all over +the country, wherever two young fools could get together, was more than +he could bear; he did not deny that it was natural, and, in a measure. +authorized, but he declared that it was hackneyed; and the fact that it +must go on forever, as long as the race lasted, made him tired. + +At home, generally, they found that the children had not missed them, and +were perfectly safe. It was one of the advantages of a flat that they +could leave the children there whenever they liked without anxiety. They +liked better staying there than wandering about in the evening with their +parents, whose excursions seemed to them somewhat aimless, and their +pleasures insipid. They studied, or read, or looked out of the window at +the street sights; and their mother always came back to them with a pang +for their lonesomeness. Bella knew some little girls in the house, but +in a ceremonious way; Tom had formed no friendships among the boys at +school such as he had left in Boston; as nearly as he could explain, the +New York fellows carried canes at an age when they would have had them +broken for them by the other boys at Boston; and they were both sissyish +and fast. It was probably prejudice; he never could say exactly what +their demerits were, and neither he nor Bella was apparently so homesick +as they pretended, though they answered inquirers, the one that New York +was a hole, and the other that it was horrid, and that all they lived for +was to get back to Boston. In the mean time they were thrown much upon +each other for society, which March said was well for both of them; he +did not mind their cultivating a little gloom and the sense of a common +wrong; it made them better comrades, and it was providing them with +amusing reminiscences for the future. They really enjoyed Bohemianizing +in that harmless way: though Tom had his doubts of its respectability; he +was very punctilious about his sister, and went round from his own school +every day to fetch her home from hers. The whole family went to the +theatre a good deal, and enjoyed themselves together in their desultory +explorations of the city. + +They lived near Greenwich Village, and March liked strolling through its +quaintness toward the waterside on a Sunday, when a hereditary +Sabbatarianism kept his wife at home; he made her observe that it even +kept her at home from church. He found a lingering quality of pure +Americanism in the region, and he said the very bells called to worship +in a nasal tone. He liked the streets of small brick houses, with here +and there one painted red, and the mortar lines picked out in white, and +with now and then a fine wooden portal of fluted pillars and a bowed +transom. The rear of the tenement-houses showed him the picturesqueness +of clothes-lines fluttering far aloft, as in Florence; and the new +apartment-houses, breaking the old sky-line with their towering stories, +implied a life as alien to the American manner as anything in continental +Europe. In fact, foreign faces and foreign tongues prevailed in +Greenwich Village, but no longer German or even Irish tongues or faces. +The eyes and earrings of Italians twinkled in and out of the alleyways +and basements, and they seemed to abound even in the streets, where long +ranks of trucks drawn up in Sunday rest along the curbstones suggested +the presence of a race of sturdier strength than theirs. March liked the +swarthy, strange visages; he found nothing menacing for the future in +them; for wickedness he had to satisfy himself as he could with the +sneering, insolent, clean-shaven mug of some rare American of the b'hoy +type, now almost as extinct in New York as the dodo or the volunteer +fireman. When he had found his way, among the ash-barrels and the groups +of decently dressed church-goers, to the docks, he experienced a +sufficient excitement in the recent arrival of a French steamer, whose +sheds were thronged with hacks and express-wagons, and in a tacit inquiry +into the emotions of the passengers, fresh from the cleanliness of Paris, +and now driving up through the filth of those streets. + +Some of the streets were filthier than others; there was at least a +choice; there were boxes and barrels of kitchen offal on all the +sidewalks, but not everywhere manure-heaps, and in some places the stench +was mixed with the more savory smell of cooking. One Sunday morning, +before the winter was quite gone, the sight of the frozen refuse melting +in heaps, and particularly the loathsome edges of the rotting ice near +the gutters, with the strata of waste-paper and straw litter, and egg- +shells and orange peel, potato-skins and cigar-stumps, made him unhappy. +He gave a whimsical shrug for the squalor of the neighboring houses, and +said to himself rather than the boy who was with him: "It's curious, +isn't it, how fond the poor people are of these unpleasant thoroughfares? +You always find them living in the worst streets." + +"The burden of all the wrong in the world comes on the poor," said the +boy. "Every sort of fraud and swindling hurts them the worst. The city +wastes the money it's paid to clean the streets with, and the poor have +to suffer, for they can't afford to pay twice, like the rich." + +March stopped short. "Hallo, Tom! Is that your wisdom?" + +"It's what Mr. Lindau says," answered the boy, doggedly, as if not +pleased to have his ideas mocked at, even if they were second-hand. + +"And you didn't tell him that the poor lived in dirty streets because +they liked them, and were too lazy and worthless to have them cleaned?" + +"No; I didn't." + +"I'm surprised. What do you think of Lindau, generally speaking, Tom?" + +"Well, sir, I don't like the way he talks about some things. I don't +suppose this country is perfect, but I think it's about the best there +is, and it don't do any good to look at its drawbacks all the time." + +"Sound, my son," said March, putting his hand on the boy's shoulder and +beginning to walk on. "Well?" + +"Well, then, he says that it isn't the public frauds only that the poor +have to pay for, but they have to pay for all the vices of the rich; that +when a speculator fails, or a bank cashier defaults, or a firm suspends, +or hard times come, it's the poor who have to give up necessaries where +the rich give up luxuries." + +"Well, well! And then?" + +"Well, then I think the crank comes in, in Mr. Lindau. He says there's +no need of failures or frauds or hard times. It's ridiculous. There +always have been and there always will be. But if you tell him that, it +seems to make him perfectly furious." + +March repeated the substance of this talk to his wife. "I'm glad to know +that Tom can see through such ravings. He has lots of good common +sense." + +It was the afternoon of the same Sunday, and they were sauntering up +Fifth Avenue, and admiring the wide old double houses at the lower end; +at one corner they got a distinct pleasure out of the gnarled elbows that +a pollarded wistaria leaned upon the top of a garden wall--for its +convenience in looking into the street, he said. The line of these +comfortable dwellings, once so fashionable, was continually broken by the +facades of shops; and March professed himself vulgarized by a want of +style in the people they met in their walk to Twenty-third Street. + +"Take me somewhere to meet my fellow-exclusives, Isabel," he demanded. +"I pine for the society of my peers." + +He hailed a passing omnibus, and made his wife get on the roof with him. +"Think of our doing such a thing in Boston!" she sighed, with a little +shiver of satisfaction in her immunity from recognition and comment. + +"You wouldn't be afraid to do it in London or Paris?" + +"No; we should be strangers there--just as we are in New York. I wonder +how long one could be a stranger here." + +"Oh, indefinitely, in our way of living. The place is really vast, so +much larger than it used to seem, and so heterogeneous." + +When they got down very far up-town, and began to walk back by Madison +Avenue, they found themselves in a different population from that they +dwelt among; not heterogeneous at all; very homogeneous, and almost +purely American; the only qualification was American Hebrew. Such a well +-dressed, well-satisfied, well-fed looking crowd poured down the broad +sidewalks before the handsome, stupid houses that March could easily +pretend he had got among his fellow-plutocrats at last. Still he +expressed his doubts whether this Sunday afternoon parade, which seemed +to be a thing of custom, represented the best form among the young people +of that region; he wished he knew; he blamed himself for becoming of a +fastidious conjecture; he could not deny the fashion and the richness and +the indigeneity of the spectacle; the promenaders looked New-Yorky; they +were the sort of people whom you would know for New-Yorkers elsewhere, +--so well equipped and so perfectly kept at all points. Their silk hats +shone, and their boots; their frocks had the right distension behind, and +their bonnets perfect poise and distinction. + +The Marches talked of these and other facts of their appearance, and +curiously questioned whether this were the best that a great material +civilization could come to; it looked a little dull. The men's faces +were shrewd and alert, and yet they looked dull; the women's were pretty +and knowing, and yet dull. It was, probably, the holiday expression of +the vast, prosperous commercial class, with unlimited money, and no +ideals that money could not realize; fashion and comfort were all that +they desired to compass, and the culture that furnishes showily, that +decorates and that tells; the culture, say, of plays and operas, rather +than books. + +Perhaps the observers did the promenaders injustice; they might not have +been as common-minded as they looked. "But," March said, "I understand +now why the poor people don't come up here and live in this clean, +handsome, respectable quarter of the town; they would be bored to death. +On the whole, I think I should prefer Mott Street myself." + +In other walks the Marches tried to find some of the streets they had +wandered through the first day of their wedding journey in New York, so +long ago. They could not make sure of them; but once they ran down to the +Battery, and easily made sure of that, though not in its old aspect. +They recalled the hot morning, when they sauntered over the trodden weed +that covered the sickly grass-plots there, and sentimentalized the +sweltering paupers who had crept out of the squalid tenements about for a +breath of air after a sleepless night. Now the paupers were gone, and +where the old mansions that had fallen to their use once stood, there +towered aloft and abroad those heights and masses of many-storied brick- +work for which architecture has yet no proper form and aesthetics no +name. The trees and shrubs, all in their young spring green, blew +briskly over the guarded turf in the south wind that came up over the +water; and in the well-paved alleys the ghosts of eighteenth-century +fashion might have met each other in their old haunts, and exchanged +stately congratulations upon its vastly bettered condition, and perhaps +puzzled a little over the colossal lady on Bedloe's Island, with her +lifted torch, and still more over the curving tracks and chalet-stations +of the Elevated road. It is an outlook of unrivalled beauty across the +bay, that smokes and flashes with the in numerable stacks and sails of +commerce, to the hills beyond, where the moving forest of masts halts at +the shore, and roots itself in the groves of the many villaged uplands. +The Marches paid the charming prospects a willing duty, and rejoiced in +it as generously as if it had been their own. Perhaps it was, they +decided. He said people owned more things in common than they were apt +to think; and they drew the consolations of proprietorship from the +excellent management of Castle Garden, which they penetrated for a +moment's glimpse of the huge rotunda, where the immigrants first set foot +on our continent. It warmed their hearts, so easily moved to any cheap +sympathy, to see the friendly care the nation took of these humble +guests; they found it even pathetic to hear the proper authority calling +out the names of such as had kin or acquaintance waiting there to meet +them. No one appeared troubled or anxious; the officials had a +conscientious civility; the government seemed to manage their welcome as +well as a private company or corporation could have done. In fact, it +was after the simple strangers had left the government care that March +feared their woes might begin; and he would have liked the government to +follow each of them to his home, wherever he meant to fix it within our +borders. He made note of the looks of the licensed runners and touters +waiting for the immigrants outside the government premises; he intended +to work them up into a dramatic effect in some sketch, but they remained +mere material in his memorandum-book, together with some quaint old +houses on the Sixth Avenue road, which he had noticed on the way down. +On the way up, these were superseded in his regard by some hip-roof +structures on the Ninth Avenue, which he thought more Dutch-looking. +The perspectives of the cross-streets toward the river were very lively, +with their turmoil of trucks and cars and carts and hacks and foot +passengers, ending in the chimneys and masts of shipping, and final +gleams of dancing water. At a very noisy corner, clangorous with some +sort of ironworking, he made his wife enjoy with him the quiet sarcasm of +an inn that called itself the Home-like Hotel, and he speculated at +fantastic length on the gentle associations of one who should have passed +his youth under its roof. + + + + +III. + +First and last, the Marches did a good deal of travel on the Elevated +roads, which, he said, gave you such glimpses of material aspects in the +city as some violent invasion of others' lives might afford in human +nature. Once, when the impulse of adventure was very strong in them, +they went quite the length of the West Side lines, and saw the city +pushing its way by irregular advances into the country. Some spaces, +probably held by the owners for that rise in value which the industry of +others providentially gives to the land of the wise and good, it left +vacant comparatively far down the road, and built up others at remoter +points. It was a world of lofty apartment houses beyond the Park, +springing up in isolated blocks, with stretches of invaded rusticity +between, and here and there an old country-seat standing dusty in its +budding vines with the ground before it in rocky upheaval for city +foundations. But wherever it went or wherever it paused, New York gave +its peculiar stamp; and the adventurers were amused to find One Hundred +and Twenty-fifth Street inchoately like Twenty-third Street and +Fourteenth Street in its shops and shoppers. The butchers' shops and +milliners' shops on the avenue might as well have been at Tenth as at One +Hundredth Street. + +The adventurers were not often so adventurous. They recognized that in +their willingness to let their fancy range for them, and to let +speculation do the work of inquiry, they were no longer young. Their +point of view was singularly unchanged, and their impressions of New York +remained the same that they had been fifteen years before: huge, noisy, +ugly, kindly, it seemed to them now as it seemed then. The main +difference was that they saw it more now as a life, and then they only +regarded it as a spectacle; and March could not release himself from a +sense of complicity with it, no matter what whimsical, or alien, or +critical attitude he took. A sense of the striving and the suffering +deeply possessed him; and this grew the more intense as he gained some +knowledge of the forces at work-forces of pity, of destruction, of +perdition, of salvation. He wandered about on Sunday not only through +the streets, but into this tabernacle and that, as the spirit moved him, +and listened to those who dealt with Christianity as a system of +economics as well as a religion. He could not get his wife to go with +him; she listened to his report of what he heard, and trembled; it all +seemed fantastic and menacing. She lamented the literary peace, the +intellectual refinement of the life they had left behind them; and he +owned it was very pretty, but he said it was not life--it was death-in- +life. She liked to hear him talk in that strain of virtuous self- +denunciation, but she asked him, "Which of your prophets are you going to +follow?" and he answered: "All-all! And a fresh one every Sunday." +And so they got their laugh out of it at last, but with some sadness at +heart, and with a dim consciousness that they had got their laugh out of +too many things in life. + +What really occupied and compassed his activities, in spite of his +strenuous reveries of work beyond it, was his editorship. On its social +side it had not fulfilled all the expectations which Fulkerson's radiant +sketch of its duties and relations had caused him to form of it. Most of +the contributions came from a distance; even the articles written in New +York reached him through the post, and so far from having his valuable +time, as they called it, consumed in interviews with his collaborators, +he rarely saw any of them. The boy on the stairs, who was to fence him +from importunate visitors, led a life of luxurious disoccupation, and +whistled almost uninterruptedly. When any one came, March found himself +embarrassed and a little anxious. The visitors were usually young men, +terribly respectful, but cherishing, as he imagined, ideals and opinions +chasmally different from his; and he felt in their presence something +like an anachronism, something like a fraud. He tried to freshen up his +sympathies on them, to get at what they were really thinking and feeling, +and it was some time before he could understand that they were not really +thinking and feeling anything of their own concerning their art, but were +necessarily, in their quality of young, inexperienced men, mere +acceptants of older men's thoughts and feelings, whether they were +tremendously conservative, as some were, or tremendously progressive, as +others were. Certain of them called themselves realists, certain +romanticists; but none of them seemed to know what realism was, or what +romanticism; they apparently supposed the difference a difference of +material. March had imagined himself taking home to lunch or dinner the +aspirants for editorial favor whom he liked, whether he liked their work +or not; but this was not an easy matter. Those who were at all +interesting seemed to have engagements and preoccupations; after two or +three experiments with the bashfuller sort--those who had come up to the +metropolis with manuscripts in their hands, in the good old literary +tradition--he wondered whether he was otherwise like them when he was +young like them. He could not flatter himself that he was not; and yet +he had a hope that the world had grown worse since his time, which his +wife encouraged: + +Mrs. March was not eager to pursue the hospitalities which she had at +first imagined essential to the literary prosperity of 'Every Other +Week'; her family sufficed her; she would willingly have seen no one out +of it but the strangers at the weekly table-d'hote dinner, or the +audiences at the theatres. March's devotion to his work made him +reluctant to delegate it to any one; and as the summer advanced, and the +question of where to go grew more vexed, he showed a man's base +willingness to shirk it for himself by not going anywhere. He asked his +wife why she did not go somewhere with the children, and he joined her in +a search for non-malarial regions on the map when she consented to +entertain this notion. But when it came to the point she would not go; +he offered to go with her then, and then she would not let him. She said +she knew he would be anxious about his work; he protested that he could +take it with him to any distance within a few hours, but she would not be +persuaded. She would rather he stayed; the effect would be better with +Mr. Fulkerson; they could make excursions, and they could all get off a +week or two to the seashore near Boston--the only real seashore--in +August. The excursions were practically confined to a single day at +Coney Island; and once they got as far as Boston on the way to the +seashore near Boston; that is, Mrs. March and the children went; an +editorial exigency kept March at the last moment. The Boston streets +seemed very queer and clean and empty to the children, and the buildings +little; in the horse-cars the Boston faces seemed to arraign their mother +with a down-drawn severity that made her feel very guilty. She knew that +this was merely the Puritan mask, the cast of a dead civilization, which +people of very amiable and tolerant minds were doomed to wear, and she +sighed to think that less than a year of the heterogeneous gayety of New +York should have made her afraid of it. The sky seemed cold and gray; +the east wind, which she had always thought so delicious in summer, cut +her to the heart. She took her children up to the South End, and in the +pretty square where they used to live they stood before their alienated +home, and looked up at its close-shuttered windows. The tenants must +have been away, but Mrs. March had not the courage to ring and make sure, +though she had always promised herself that she would go all over the +house when she came back, and see how they had used it; she could pretend +a desire for something she wished to take away. She knew she could not +bear it now; and the children did not seem eager. She did not push on to +the seaside; it would be forlorn there without their father; she was glad +to go back to him in the immense, friendly homelessness of New York, and +hold him answerable for the change, in her heart or her mind, which made +its shapeless tumult a refuge and a consolation. + +She found that he had been giving the cook a holiday, and dining about +hither and thither with Fulkerson. Once he had dined with him at the +widow's (as they always called Mrs. Leighton), and then had spent the +evening there, and smoked with Fulkerson and Colonel Woodburn on the +gallery overlooking the back yard. They were all spending the summer in +New York. The widow had got so good an offer for her house at St. +Barnaby for the summer that she could not refuse it; and the Woodburns +found New York a watering-place of exemplary coolness after the burning +Augusts and Septembers of Charlottesburg. + +"You can stand it well enough in our climate, sir," the colonel +explained, "till you come to the September heat, that sometimes runs well +into October; and then you begin to lose your temper, sir. It's never +quite so hot as it is in New York at times, but it's hot longer, sir." +He alleged, as if something of the sort were necessary, the example of a +famous Southwestern editor who spent all his summers in a New York hotel +as the most luxurious retreat on the continent, consulting the weather +forecasts, and running off on torrid days to the mountains or the sea, +and then hurrying back at the promise of cooler weather. The colonel had +not found it necessary to do this yet; and he had been reluctant to leave +town, where he was working up a branch of the inquiry which had so long +occupied him, in the libraries, and studying the great problem of labor +and poverty as it continually presented itself to him in the streets. +He said that he talked with all sorts of people, whom he found +monstrously civil, if you took them in the right way; and he went +everywhere in the city without fear and apparently without danger. March +could not find out that he had ridden his hobby into the homes of want +which he visited, or had proposed their enslavement to the inmates as a +short and simple solution of the great question of their lives; he +appeared to have contented himself with the collection of facts for the +persuasion of the cultivated classes. It seemed to March a confirmation +of this impression that the colonel should address his deductions from +these facts so unsparingly to him; he listened with a respectful +patience, for which Fulkerson afterward personally thanked him. +Fulkerson said it was not often the colonel found such a good listener; +generally nobody listened but Mrs. Leighton, who thought his ideas were +shocking, but honored him for holding them so conscientiously. Fulkerson +was glad that March, as the literary department, had treated the old +gentleman so well, because there was an open feud between him and the art +department. Beaton was outrageously rude, Fulkerson must say; though as +for that, the old colonel seemed quite able to take care of himself, and +gave Beaton an unqualified contempt in return for his unmannerliness. +The worst of it was, it distressed the old lady so; she admired Beaton as +much as she respected the colonel, and she admired Beaton, Fulkerson +thought, rather more than Miss Leighton did; he asked March if he had +noticed them together. March had noticed them, but without any very +definite impression except that Beaton seemed to give the whole evening +to the girl. Afterward he recollected that he had fancied her rather +harassed by his devotion, and it was this point that he wished to present +for his wife's opinion. + +"Girls often put on that air," she said. "It's one of their ways of +teasing. But then, if the man was really very much in love, and she was +only enough in love to be uncertain of herself, she might very well seem +troubled. It would be a very serious question. Girls often don't know +what to do in such a case." + +"Yes," said March, "I've often been glad that I was not a girl, on that +account. But I guess that on general principles Beaton is not more in +love than she is. I couldn't imagine that young man being more in love +with anybody, unless it was himself. He might be more in love with +himself than any one else was." + +"Well, he doesn't interest me a great deal, and I can't say Miss Leighton +does, either. I think she can take care of herself. She has herself +very well in hand." + +"Why so censorious?" pleaded March. "I don't defend her for having +herself in hand; but is it a fault?" + +Mrs. March did not say. She asked, "And how does Mr. Fulkerson's affair +get on?" + +"His affair? You really think it is one? Well, I've fancied so myself, +and I've had an idea of some time asking him; Fulkerson strikes one as +truly domesticable, conjugable at heart; but I've waited for him to +speak." + +"I should think so." + +"Yes. He's never opened on the subject yet. Do you know, I think +Fulkerson has his moments of delicacy." + +"Moments! He's all delicacy in regard to women." + +"Well, perhaps so. There is nothing in them to rouse his advertising +instincts." + + + + +IV + +The Dryfoos family stayed in town till August. Then the father went West +again to look after his interests; and Mrs. Mandel took the two girls to +one of the great hotels in Saratoga. Fulkerson said that he had never +seen anything like Saratoga for fashion, and Mrs. Mandel remembered that +in her own young ladyhood this was so for at least some weeks of the +year. She had been too far withdrawn from fashion since her marriage to +know whether it was still so or not. In this, as in so many other +matters, the Dryfoos family helplessly relied upon Fulkerson, in spite of +Dryfoos's angry determination that he should not run the family, and in +spite of Christine's doubt of his omniscience; if he did not know +everything, she was aware that he knew more than herself. She thought +that they had a right to have him go with them to Saratoga, or at least +go up and engage their rooms beforehand; but Fulkerson did not offer to +do either, and she did not quite see her way to commanding his services. +The young ladies took what Mela called splendid dresses with them; they +sat in the park of tall, slim trees which the hotel's quadrangle +enclosed, and listened to the music in the morning, or on the long piazza +in the afternoon and looked at the driving in the street, or in the vast +parlors by night, where all the other ladies were, and they felt that +they were of the best there. But they knew nobody, and Mrs. Mandel was +so particular that Mela was prevented from continuing the acquaintance +even of the few young men who danced with her at the Saturday-night hops. +They drove about, but they went to places without knowing why, except +that the carriage man took them, and they had all the privileges of a +proud exclusivism without desiring them. Once a motherly matron seemed +to perceive their isolation, and made overtures to them, but then +desisted, as if repelled by Christine's suspicion, or by Mela's too +instant and hilarious good-fellowship, which expressed itself in hoarse +laughter and in a flow of talk full of topical and syntactical freedom. +From time to time she offered to bet Christine that if Mr. Fulkerson was +only there they would have a good time; she wondered what they were all +doing in New York, where she wished herself; she rallied her sister about +Beaton, and asked her why she did not write and tell him to come up +there. + +Mela knew that Christine had expected Beaton to follow them. Some banter +had passed between them to this effect; he said he should take them in on +his way home to Syracuse. Christine would not have hesitated to write to +him and remind him of his promise; but she had learned to distrust her +literature with Beaton since he had laughed at the spelling in a scrap of +writing which dropped out of her music-book one night. She believed that +he would not have laughed if he had known it was hers; but she felt that +she could hide better the deficiencies which were not committed to paper; +she could manage with him in talking; she was too ignorant of her +ignorance to recognize the mistakes she made then. Through her own +passion she perceived that she had some kind of fascination for him; she +was graceful, and she thought it must be that; she did not understand +that there was a kind of beauty in her small, irregular features that +piqued and haunted his artistic sense, and a look in her black eyes +beyond her intelligence and intention. Once he sketched her as they sat +together, and flattered the portrait without getting what he wanted in +it; he said he must try her some time in color; and he said things which, +when she made Mela repeat them, could only mean that he admired her more +than anybody else. He came fitfully, but he came often, and she rested +content in a girl's indefiniteness concerning the affair; if her thought +went beyond lovemaking to marriage, she believed that she could have him +if she wanted him. Her father's money counted in this; she divined that +Beaton was poor; but that made no difference; she would have enough for +both; the money would have counted as an irresistible attraction if there +had been no other. + +The affair had gone on in spite of the sidelong looks of restless dislike +with which Dryfoos regarded it; but now when Beaton did not come to +Saratoga it necessarily dropped, and Christine's content with it. She +bore the trial as long as she could; she used pride and resentment +against it; but at last she could not bear it, and with Mela's help she +wrote a letter, bantering Beaton on his stay in New York, and playfully +boasting of Saratoga. It seemed to them both that it was a very bright +letter, and would be sure to bring him; they would have had no scruple +about sending it but for the doubt they had whether they had got some of +the words right. Mela offered to bet Christine anything she dared that +they were right, and she said, Send it anyway; it was no difference if +they were wrong. But Christine could not endure to think of that laugh +of Beaton's, and there remained only Mrs. Mandel as authority on the +spelling. Christine dreaded her authority on other points, but Mela said +she knew she would not interfere, and she undertook to get round her. +Mrs. Mandel pronounced the spelling bad, and the taste worse; she forbade +them to send the letter; and Mela failed to get round her, though she +threatened, if Mrs. Mandel would not tell her how to spell the wrong +words, that she would send the letter as it was; then Mrs. Mandel said +that if Mr. Beaton appeared in Saratoga she would instantly take them +both home. When Mela reported this result, Christine accused her of +having mismanaged the whole business; she quarrelled with her, and they +called each other names. Christine declared that she would not stay in +Saratoga, and that if Mrs. Mandel did not go back to New York with her +she should go alone. They returned the first week in September; but by +that time Beaton had gone to see his people in Syracuse. + +Conrad Dryfoos remained at home with his mother after his father went +West. He had already taken such a vacation as he had been willing to +allow himself, and had spent it on a charity farm near the city, where +the fathers with whom he worked among the poor on the East Side in the +winter had sent some of their wards for the summer. It was not possible +to keep his recreation a secret at the office, and Fulkerson found a +pleasure in figuring the jolly time Brother Conrad must have teaching +farm work among those paupers and potential reprobates. He invented +details of his experience among them, and March could not always help +joining in the laugh at Conrad's humorless helplessness under Fulkerson's +burlesque denunciation of a summer outing spent in such dissipation. + +They had time for a great deal of joking at the office during the season +of leisure which penetrates in August to the very heart of business, and +they all got on terms of greater intimacy if not greater friendliness +than before. Fulkerson had not had so long to do with the advertising +side of human nature without developing a vein of cynicism, of no great +depth, perhaps, but broad, and underlying his whole point of view; he +made light of Beaton's solemnity, as he made light of Conrad's humanity. +The art editor, with abundant sarcasm, had no more humor than the +publisher, and was an easy prey in the manager's hands; but when he had +been led on by Fulkerson's flatteries to make some betrayal of egotism, +he brooded over it till he had thought how to revenge himself in +elaborate insult. For Beaton's talent Fulkerson never lost his +admiration; but his joke was to encourage him to give himself airs of +being the sole source of the magazine's prosperity. No bait of this sort +was too obvious for Beaton to swallow; he could be caught with it as +often as Fulkerson chose; though he was ordinarily suspicious as to the +motives of people in saying things. With March he got on no better than +at first. He seemed to be lying in wait for some encroachment of the +literary department on the art department, and he met it now and then +with anticipative reprisal. After these rebuffs, the editor delivered +him over to the manager, who could turn Beaton's contrary-mindedness to +account by asking the reverse of what he really wanted done. This was +what Fulkerson said; the fact was that he did get on with Beaton and +March contented himself with musing upon the contradictions of a +character at once so vain and so offensive, so fickle and so sullen, so +conscious and so simple. + +After the first jarring contact with Dryfoos, the editor ceased to feel +the disagreeable fact of the old man's mastery of the financial +situation. None of the chances which might have made it painful +occurred; the control of the whole affair remained in Fulkerson's hands; +before he went West again, Dryfoos had ceased to come about the office, +as if, having once worn off the novelty of the sense of owning a literary +periodical, he was no longer interested in it. + +Yet it was a relief, somehow, when he left town, which he did not do +without coming to take a formal leave of the editor at his office. +He seemed willing to leave March with a better impression than he had +hitherto troubled himself to make; he even said some civil things about +the magazine, as if its success pleased him; and he spoke openly to March +of his hope that his son would finally become interested in it to the +exclusion of the hopes and purposes which divided them. It seemed to +March that in the old man's warped and toughened heart he perceived a +disappointed love for his son greater than for his other children; but +this might have been fancy. Lindau came in with some copy while Dryfoos +was there, and March introduced them. When Lindau went out, March +explained to Dryfoos that he had lost his hand in the war; and he told +him something of Lindau's career as he had known it. Dryfoos appeared +greatly pleased that 'Every Other Week' was giving Lindau work. He said +that he had helped to enlist a good many fellows for the war, and had +paid money to fill up the Moffitt County quota under the later calls for +troops. He had never been an Abolitionist, but he had joined the Anti- +Nebraska party in '55, and he had voted for Fremont and for every +Republican President since then. + +At his own house March saw more of Lindau than of any other contributor, +but the old man seemed to think that he must transact all his business +with March at his place of business. The transaction had some +peculiarities which perhaps made this necessary. Lindau always expected +to receive his money when he brought his copy, as an acknowledgment of +the immediate right of the laborer to his hire; and he would not take it +in a check because he did not approve of banks, and regarded the whole +system of banking as the capitalistic manipulation of the people's money. +He would receive his pay only from March's hand, because he wished to be +understood as working for him, and honestly earning money honestly +earned; and sometimes March inwardly winced a little at letting the old +man share the increase of capital won by such speculation as Dryfoos's, +but he shook off the feeling. As the summer advanced, and the artists +and classes that employed Lindau as a model left town one after another, +he gave largely of his increasing leisure to the people in the office of +'Every Other Week.' It was pleasant for March to see the respect with +which Conrad Dryfoos always used him, for the sake of his hurt and his +gray beard. There was something delicate and fine in it, and there was +nothing unkindly on Fulkerson's part in the hostilities which usually +passed between himself and Lindau. Fulkerson bore himself reverently at +times, too, but it was not in him to keep that up, especially when Lindau +appeared with more beer aboard than, as Fulkerson said, he could manage +shipshape. On these occasions Fulkerson always tried to start him on the +theme of the unduly rich; he made himself the champion of monopolies, and +enjoyed the invectives which Lindau heaped upon him as a slave of +capital; he said that it did him good. + +One day, with the usual show of writhing under Lindau's scorn, he said, +"Well, I understand that although you despise me now, Lindau--" + +"I ton't desbise you," the old man broke in, his nostrils swelling and +his eyes flaming with excitement, "I bity you." + +"Well, it seems to come to the same thing in the end," said Fulkerson. +"What I understand is that you pity me now as the slave of capital, but +you would pity me a great deal more if I was the master of it." + +"How you mean?" + +"If I was rich." + +"That would tebendt," said Lindau, trying to control himself. "If you +hat inheritedt your money, you might pe innocent; but if you hat mate it, +efery man that resbectedt himself would haf to ask how you mate it, and +if you hat mate moch, he would know--" + +"Hold on; hold on, now, Lindau! Ain't that rather un-American doctrine? +We're all brought up, ain't we, to honor the man that made his money, and +look down--or try to look down; sometimes it's difficult on the fellow +that his father left it to?" + +The old man rose and struck his breast. "On Amerigan!" he roared, and, +as he went on, his accent grew more and more uncertain. "What iss +Amerigan? Dere iss no Ameriga any more! You start here free and brafe, +and you glaim for efery man de right to life, liperty, and de bursuit of +habbiness. And where haf you entedt? No man that vorks vith his handts +among you has the liperty to bursue his habbiness. He iss the slafe of +some richer man, some gompany, some gorporation, dat crindt him down to +the least he can lif on, and that rops him of the marchin of his earnings +that he knight pe habby on. Oh, you Amerigans, you haf cot it down +goldt, as you say! You ton't puy foters; you puy lechislatures and +goncressmen; you puy gourts; you puy gombetitors; you pay infentors not +to infent; you atfertise, and the gounting-room sees dat de etitorial- +room toesn't tink." + +"Yes, we've got a little arrangement of that sort with March here," said +Fulkerson. + +"Oh, I am sawry," said the old man, contritely, "I meant noting bersonal. +I ton't tink we are all cuilty or gorrubt, and efen among the rich there +are goodt men. But gabidal"--his passion rose again" where you find +gabidal, millions of money that a man hass cot togeder in fife, ten, +twenty years, you findt the smell of tears and ploodt! Dat iss what I +say. And you cot to loog oudt for yourself when you meet a rich man +whether you meet an honest man." + +"Well," said Fulkerson, "I wish I was a subject of suspicion with you, +Lindau. By-the-way," he added, "I understand that you think capital was +at the bottom of the veto of that pension of yours." + +"What bension? What feto?"--The old man flamed up again. "No bension +of mine was efer fetoedt. I renounce my bension, begause I would sgorn +to dake money from a gofernment that I ton't peliefe in any more. Where +you hear that story?" + +"Well, I don't know," said Fulkerson, rather embarrassed. "It's common +talk." + +"It's a gommon lie, then! When the time gome dat dis iss a free gountry +again, then I dake a bension again for my woundts; but I would sdarfe +before I dake a bension now from a rebublic dat iss bought oap by +monobolies, and ron by drusts and gompines, and railroadts andt oil +gompanies." + +"Look out, Lindau," said Fulkerson. "You bite yourself mit dat dog some +day." But when the old man, with a ferocious gesture of renunciation, +whirled out of the place, he added: "I guess I went a little too far that +time. I touched him on a sore place; I didn't mean to; I heard some talk +about his pension being vetoed from Miss Leighton." He addressed these +exculpations to March's grave face, and to the pitying deprecation in the +eyes of Conrad Dryfoos, whom Lindau's roaring wrath had summoned to the +door. "But I'll make it all right with him the next time he comes. I +didn't know he was loaded, or I wouldn't have monkeyed with him." + +"Lindau does himself injustice when he gets to talking in that way," said +March. "I hate to hear him. He's as good an American as any of us; and +it's only because he has too high an ideal of us--" + +"Oh, go on! Rub it in--rub it in!" cried Fulkerson, clutching his hair in +suffering, which was not altogether burlesque. "How did I know he had +renounced his 'bension'? Why didn't you tell me?" + +"I didn't know it myself. I only knew that he had none, and I didn't +ask, for I had a notion that it might be a painful subject." + +Fulkerson tried to turn it off lightly. "Well, he's a noble old fellow; +pity he drinks." March would not smile, and Fulkerson broke out: "Dog on +it! I'll make it up to the old fool the next time he comes. I don't +like that dynamite talk of his; but any man that's given his hand to the +country has got mine in his grip for good. Why, March! You don't suppose +I wanted to hurt his feelings, do you?" + +"Why, of course not, Fulkerson." + +But they could not get away from a certain ruefulness for that time, and +in the evening Fulkerson came round to March's to say that he had got +Lindau's address from Conrad, and had looked him up at his lodgings. + +"Well, there isn't so much bric-a-brac there, quite, as Mrs. Green left +you; but I've made it all right with Lindau, as far as I'm concerned. +I told him I didn't know when I spoke that way, and I honored him for +sticking to his 'brinciples'; I don't believe in his 'brincibles'; +and we wept on each other's necks--at least, he did. Dogged if he didn't +kiss me before I knew what he was up to. He said I was his chenerous +gong friendt, and he begged my barton if he had said anything to wound +me. I tell you it was an affecting scene, March; and rats enough round +in that old barracks where he lives to fit out a first-class case of +delirium tremens. What does he stay there for? He's not obliged to?" + +Lindau's reasons, as March repeated them, affected Fulkerson as +deliciously comical; but after that he confined his pleasantries at the +office to Beaton and Conrad Dryfoos, or, as he said, he spent the rest of +the summer in keeping Lindau smoothed up. + +It is doubtful if Lindau altogether liked this as well. Perhaps he +missed the occasions Fulkerson used to give him of bursting out against +the millionaires; and he could not well go on denouncing as the slafe of +gabidal a man who had behaved to him as Fulkerson had done, though +Fulkerson's servile relations to capital had been in nowise changed by +his nople gonduct. + +Their relations continued to wear this irksome character of mutual +forbearance; and when Dryfoos returned in October and Fulkerson revived +the question of that dinner in celebration of the success of 'Every Other +Week,' he carried his complaisance to an extreme that alarmed March for +the consequences. + + + + +V. + +"You see," Fulkerson explained, "I find that the old man has got an idea +of his own about that banquet, and I guess there's some sense in it. He +wants to have a preliminary little dinner, where we can talk the thing up +first-half a dozen of us; and he wants to give us the dinner at his +house. Well, that's no harm. I don't believe the old man ever gave a +dinner, and he'd like to show off a little; there's a good deal of human +nature in the old man, after all. He thought of you, of course, and +Colonel Woodburn, and Beaton, and me at the foot of the table; and +Conrad; and I suggested Kendricks: he's such a nice little chap; and the +old man himself brought up the idea of Lindau. He said you told him +something about him, and he asked why couldn't we have him, too; and I +jumped at it." + +"Have Lindau to dinner?" asked March. + +"Certainly; why not? Father Dryfoos has a notion of paying the old +fellow a compliment for what he done for the country. There won't be any +trouble about it. You can sit alongside of him, and cut up his meat for +him, and help him to things--" + +"Yes, but it won't do, Fulkerson! I don't believe Lindau ever had on a +dress-coat in his life, and I don't believe his 'brincibles' would let +him wear one." + +"Well, neither had Dryfoos, for the matter of that. He's as high- +principled as old Pan-Electric himself, when it comes to a dress-coat," +said Fulkerson. "We're all going to go in business dress; the old man +stipulated for that. + +"It isn't the dress-coat alone," March resumed. "Lindau and Dryfoos +wouldn't get on. You know they're opposite poles in everything. You +mustn't do it. Dryfoos will be sure to say something to outrage Lindau's +'brincibles,' and there'll be an explosion. It's all well enough for +Dryfoos to feel grateful to Lindau, and his wish to honor him does him +credit; but to have Lindau to dinner isn't the way. At the best, the old +fellow would be very unhappy in such a house; he would have a bad +conscience; and I should be sorry to have him feel that he'd been +recreant to his 'brincibles'; they're about all he's got, and whatever we +think of them, we're bound to respect his fidelity to them." March +warmed toward Lindau in taking this view of him. "I should feel ashamed +if I didn't protest against his being put in a false position. After +all, he's my old friend, and I shouldn't like to have him do himself +injustice if he is a crank." + +"Of course," said Fulkerson, with some trouble in his face. +"I appreciate your feeling. But there ain't any danger," he added, +buoyantly. "Anyhow, you spoke too late, as the Irishman said to the +chicken when he swallowed him in a fresh egg. I've asked Lindau, and +he's accepted with blayzure; that's what he says." + +March made no other comment than a shrug. + +"You'll see," Fulkerson continued, "it 'll go off all right. I'll engage +to make it, and I won't hold anybody else responsible." + +In the course of his married life March had learned not to censure the +irretrievable; but this was just what his wife had not learned; and she +poured out so much astonishment at what Fulkerson had done, and so much +disapproval, that March began to palliate the situation a little. + +"After all, it isn't a question of life and death; and, if it were, I +don't see how it's to be helped now." + +"Oh, it's not to be helped now. But I am surprised at Mr. Fulkerson." + +"Well, Fulkerson has his moments of being merely human, too." + +Mrs. March would not deign a direct defence of her favorite. "Well, I'm +glad there are not to be ladies." + +"I don't know. Dryfoos thought of having ladies, but it seems your +infallible Fulkerson overruled him. Their presence might have kept +Lindau and our host in bounds." + +It had become part of the Marches' conjugal joke for him to pretend that +she could allow nothing wrong in Fulkerson, and he now laughed with a +mocking air of having expected it when she said: "Well, then, if Mr. +Fulkerson says he will see that it all comes out right, I suppose you +must trust his tact. I wouldn't trust yours, Basil. The first wrong +step was taken when Mr. Lindau was asked to help on the magazine." + +"Well, it was your infallible Fulkerson that took the step, or at least +suggested it. I'm happy to say I had totally forgotten my early friend." + +Mrs. March was daunted and silenced for a moment. Then she said: "Oh, +pshaw! You know well enough he did it to please you." + +"I'm very glad he didn't do it to please you, Isabel," said her husband, +with affected seriousness. "Though perhaps he did." + +He began to look at the humorous aspect of the affair, which it certainly +had, and to comment on the singular incongruities which 'Every Other +Week' was destined to involve at every moment of its career. +"I wonder if I'm mistaken in supposing that no other periodical was ever +like it. Perhaps all periodicals are like it. But I don't believe +there's another publication in New York that could bring together, in +honor of itself, a fraternity and equality crank like poor old Lindau, +and a belated sociological crank like Woodburn, and a truculent +speculator like old Dryfoos, and a humanitarian dreamer like young +Dryfoos, and a sentimentalist like me, and a nondescript like Beaton, +and a pure advertising essence like Fulkerson, and a society spirit like +Kendricks. If we could only allow one another to talk uninterruptedly +all the time, the dinner would be the greatest success in the world, +and we should come home full of the highest mutual respect. But I +suspect we can't manage that--even your infallible Fulkerson couldn't +work it--and I'm afraid that there'll be some listening that 'll spoil +the pleasure of the time." + +March was so well pleased with this view of the case that he suggested +the idea involved to Fulkerson. Fulkerson was too good a fellow not to +laugh at another man's joke, but he laughed a little ruefully, and he +seemed worn with more than one kind of care in the interval that passed +between the present time and the night of the dinner. + +Dryfoos necessarily depended upon him for advice concerning the scope and +nature of the dinner, but he received the advice suspiciously, and +contested points of obvious propriety with pertinacious stupidity. +Fulkerson said that when it came to the point he would rather have had +the thing, as he called it, at Delmonico's or some other restaurant; but +when he found that Dryfoos's pride was bound up in having it at his own +house, he gave way to him. Dryfoos also wanted his woman-cook to prepare +the dinner, but Fulkerson persuaded him that this would not do; he must +have it from a caterer. Then Dryfoos wanted his maids to wait at table, +but Fulkerson convinced him that this would be incongruous at a man's +dinner. It was decided that the dinner should be sent in from +Frescobaldi's, and Dryfoos went with Fulkerson to discuss it with the +caterer. He insisted upon having everything explained to him, and the +reason for having it, and not something else in its place; and he treated +Fulkerson and Frescobaldi as if they were in league to impose upon him. +There were moments when Fulkerson saw the varnish of professional +politeness cracking on the Neapolitan's volcanic surface, and caught a +glimpse of the lava fires of the cook's nature beneath; he trembled for +Dryfoos, who was walking rough-shod over him in the security of an +American who had known how to make his money, and must know how to spend +it; but he got him safely away at last, and gave Frescobaldi a wink of +sympathy for his shrug of exhaustion as they turned to leave him. + +It was at first a relief and then an anxiety with Fulkerson that Lindau +did not come about after accepting the invitation to dinner, until he +appeared at Dryfoos's house, prompt to the hour. There was, to be sure, +nothing to bring him; but Fulkerson was uneasily aware that Dryfoos +expected to meet him at the office, and perhaps receive some verbal +acknowledgment of the honor done him. Dryfoos, he could see, thought he +was doing all his invited guests a favor; and while he stood in a certain +awe of them as people of much greater social experience than himself, +regarded them with a kind of contempt, as people who were going to have a +better dinner at his house than they could ever afford to have at their +own. He had finally not spared expense upon it; after pushing +Frescobaldi to the point of eruption with his misgivings and suspicions +at the first interview, he had gone to him a second time alone, and told +him not to let the money stand between him and anything he would like to +do. In the absence of Frescobaldi's fellow-conspirator he restored +himself in the caterer's esteem by adding whatever he suggested; and +Fulkerson, after trembling for the old man's niggardliness, was now +afraid of a fantastic profusion in the feast. Dryfoos had reduced the +scale of the banquet as regarded the number of guests, but a confusing +remembrance of what Fulkerson had wished to do remained with him in part, +and up to the day of the dinner he dropped in at Frescobaldi's and +ordered more dishes and more of them. He impressed the Italian as an +American original of a novel kind; and when he asked Fulkerson how +Dryfoos had made his money, and learned that it was primarily in natural +gas, he made note of some of his eccentric tastes as peculiarities that +were to be caressed in any future natural-gas millionaire who might fall +into his hands. He did not begrudge the time he had to give in +explaining to Dryfoos the relation of the different wines to the +different dishes; Dryfoos was apt to substitute a costlier wine where he +could for a cheaper one, and he gave Frescobaldi carte blanche for the +decoration of the table with pieces of artistic confectionery. Among +these the caterer designed one for a surprise to his patron and a +delicate recognition of the source of his wealth, which he found Dryfoos +very willing to talk about, when he intimated that he knew what it was. + +Dryfoos left it to Fulkerson to invite the guests, and he found ready +acceptance of his politeness from Kendricks, who rightly regarded the +dinner as a part of the 'Every Other Week' business, and was too sweet +and kind-hearted, anyway, not to seem very glad to come. March was a +matter of course; but in Colonel Woodburn, Fulkerson encountered a +reluctance which embarrassed him the more because he was conscious of +having, for motives of his own, rather strained a point in suggesting the +colonel to Dryfoos as a fit subject for invitation. There had been only +one of the colonel's articles printed as yet, and though it had made a +sensation in its way, and started the talk about that number, still it +did not fairly constitute him a member of the staff, or even entitle him +to recognition as a regular contributor. Fulkerson felt so sure of +pleasing him with Dryfoos's message that he delivered it in full family +council at the widow's. His daughter received it with all the enthusiasm +that Fulkerson had hoped for, but the colonel said, stiffly, "I have not +the pleasure of knowing Mr. Dryfoos." Miss Woodburn appeared ready to +fall upon him at this, but controlled herself, as if aware that filial +authority had its limits, and pressed her lips together without saying +anything. + +"Yes, I know," Fulkerson admitted. "But it isn't a usual case. Mr. +Dryfoos don't go in much for the conventionalities; I reckon he don't +know much about 'em, come to boil it down; and he hoped"--here Fulkerson +felt the necessity of inventing a little--"that you would excuse any want +of ceremony; it's to be such an informal affair, anyway; we're all going +in business dress, and there ain't going to be any ladies. He'd have +come himself to ask you, but he's a kind of a bashful old fellow. It's +all right, Colonel Woodburn." + +"I take it that it is, sir," said the colonel, courteously, but with +unabated state, "coming from you. But in these matters we have no right +to burden our friends with our decisions." + +"Of course, of course," said Fulkerson, feeling that he had been +delicately told to mind his own business. + +"I understand," the colonel went on, "the relation that Mr. Dryfoos bears +to the periodical in which you have done me the honor to print my papah, +but this is a question of passing the bounds of a purely business +connection, and of eating the salt of a man whom you do not definitely +know to be a gentleman." + +"Mah goodness!" his daughter broke in. "If you bah your own salt with +his money--" + +"It is supposed that I earn his money before I buy my salt with it," +returned her father, severely. "And in these times, when money is got in +heaps, through the natural decay of our nefarious commercialism, it +behooves a gentleman to be scrupulous that the hospitality offered him is +not the profusion of a thief with his booty. I don't say that Mr. +Dryfoos's good-fortune is not honest. I simply say that I know nothing +about it, and that I should prefer to know something before I sat down at +his board." + +"You're all right, colonel," said Fulkerson, "and so is Mr. Dryfoos. +I give you my word that there are no flies on his personal integrity, +if that's what you mean. He's hard, and he'd push an advantage, but I +don't believe he would take an unfair one. He's speculated and made +money every time, but I never heard of his wrecking a railroad or +belonging to any swindling company or any grinding monopoly. He does +chance it in stocks, but he's always played on the square, if you call +stocks gambling." + +"May I, think this over till morning?" asked the colonel. + +"Oh, certainly, certainly," said Fulkerson, eagerly. "I don't know as +there's any hurry." + +Miss Woodburn found a chance to murmur to him before he went: "He'll +come. And Ah'm so much oblahged, Mr. Fulkerson. Ah jost know it's all +you' doing, and it will give papa a chance to toak to some new people, +and get away from us evahlastin' women for once." + +"I don't see why any one should want to do that," said Fulkerson, with +grateful gallantry. "But I'll be dogged," he said to March when he told +him about this odd experience, "if I ever expected to find Colonel +Woodburn on old Lindau's ground. He did come round handsomely this +morning at breakfast and apologized for taking time to think the +invitation over before he accepted. 'You understand,' he says, 'that if +it had been to the table of some friend not so prosperous as Mr. Dryfoos +--your friend Mr. March, for instance--it would have been sufficient to +know that he was your friend. But in these days it is a duty that a +gentleman owes himself to consider whether he wishes to know a rich man +or not. The chances of making money disreputably are so great that the +chances are against a man who has made money if he's made a great deal of +it.'" + +March listened with a face of ironical insinuation. "That was very good; +and he seems to have had a good deal of confidence in your patience and +in your sense of his importance to the occasion--" + +"No, no," Fulkerson protested, "there's none of that kind of thing about +the colonel. I told him to take time to think it over; he's the +simplest-hearted old fellow in the world." + +"I should say so. After all, he didn't give any reason he had for +accepting. But perhaps the young lady had the reason." + +"Pshaw, March!" said Fulkerson. + + + + +VI. + +So far as the Dryfoos family was concerned, the dinner might as well have +been given at Frescobaldi's rooms. None of the ladies appeared. Mrs. +Dryfoos was glad to escape to her own chamber, where she sat before an +autumnal fire, shaking her head and talking to herself at times, with the +foreboding of evil which old women like her make part of their religion. +The girls stood just out of sight at the head of the stairs, and disputed +which guest it was at each arrival; Mrs. Mandel had gone to her room to +write letters, after beseeching them not to stand there. When Kendricks +came, Christine gave Mela a little pinch, equivalent to a little mocking +shriek; for, on the ground of his long talk with Mela at Mrs. Horn's, in +the absence of any other admirer, they based a superstition of his +interest in her; when Beaton came, Mela returned the pinch, but +awkwardly, so that it hurt, and then Christine involuntarily struck her. + +Frescobaldi's men were in possession everywhere they had turned the cook +out of her kitchen and the waitress out of her pantry; the reluctant +Irishman at the door was supplemented by a vivid Italian, who spoke +French with the guests, and said, "Bien, Monsieur," and "toute suite," +and "Merci!" to all, as he took their hats and coats, and effused a +hospitality that needed no language but the gleam of his eyes and teeth +and the play of his eloquent hands. From his professional dress-coat, +lustrous with the grease spotted on it at former dinners and parties, +they passed to the frocks of the elder and younger Dryfoos in the +drawing-room, which assumed informality for the affair, but did not put +their wearers wholly at their ease. The father's coat was of black +broadcloth, and he wore it unbuttoned; the skirts were long, and the +sleeves came down to his knuckles; he shook hands with his guests, and +the same dryness seemed to be in his palm and throat, as he huskily asked +each to take a chair. Conrad's coat was of modern texture and cut, and +was buttoned about him as if it concealed a bad conscience within its +lapels; he met March with his entreating smile, and he seemed no more +capable of coping with the situation than his father. They both waited +for Fulkerson, who went about and did his best to keep life in the party +during the half-hour that passed before they sat down at dinner. Beaton +stood gloomily aloof, as if waiting to be approached on the right basis +before yielding an inch of his ground; Colonel Woodburn, awaiting the +moment when he could sally out on his hobby, kept himself intrenched +within the dignity of a gentleman, and examined askance the figure of old +Lindau as he stared about the room, with his fine head up, and his empty +sleeve dangling over his wrist. March felt obliged to him for wearing a +new coat in the midst of that hostile luxury, and he was glad to see +Dryfoos make up to him and begin to talk with him, as if he wished to +show him particular respect, though it might have been because he was +less afraid of him than of the others. He heard Lindau saying, "Boat, +the name is Choarman?" and Dryfoos beginning to explain his Pennsylvania +Dutch origin, and he suffered himself, with a sigh of relief, to fall +into talk with Kendricks, who was always pleasant; he was willing to talk +about something besides himself, and had no opinions that he was not +ready to hold in abeyance for the time being out of kindness to others. +In that group of impassioned individualities, March felt him a refuge and +comfort--with his harmless dilettante intention of some day writing a +novel, and his belief that he was meantime collecting material for it. + +Fulkerson, while breaking the ice for the whole company, was mainly +engaged in keeping Colonel Woodburn thawed out. He took Kendricks away +from March and presented him to the colonel as a person who, like +himself, was looking into social conditions; he put one hand on +Kendricks's shoulder, and one on the colonel's, and made some flattering +joke, apparently at the expense of the young fellow, and then left them. +March heard Kendricks protest in vain, and the colonel say, gravely: +"I do not wonder, sir, that these things interest you. They constitute a +problem which society must solve or which will dissolve society," and he +knew from that formula, which the colonel had, once used with him, that +he was laying out a road for the exhibition of the hobby's paces later. + +Fulkerson came back to March, who had turned toward Conrad Dryfoos, and +said, "If we don't get this thing going pretty soon, it 'll be the death +of me," and just then Frescobaldi's butler came in and announced to +Dryfoos that dinner was served. The old man looked toward Fulkerson with +a troubled glance, as if he did not know what to do; he made a gesture to +touch Lindau's elbow. Fulkerson called out, "Here's Colonel Woodburn, +Mr. Dryfoos," as if Dryfoos were looking for him; and he set the example +of what he was to do by taking Lindau's arm himself. "Mr. Lindau is +going to sit at my end of the table, alongside of March. Stand not upon +the order of your going, gentlemen, but fall in at once." He contrived +to get Dryfoos and the colonel before him, and he let March follow with +Kendricks. Conrad came last with Beaton, who had been turning over the +music at the piano, and chafing inwardly at the whole affair. At the +table Colonel Woodburn was placed on Dryfoos's right, and March on his +left. March sat on Fulkerson's right, with Lindau next him; and the +young men occupied the other seats. + +"Put you next to March, Mr. Lindau," said Fulkerson, "so you can begin to +put Apollinaris in his champagne-glass at the right moment; you know his +little weakness of old; sorry to say it's grown on him." + +March laughed with kindly acquiescence in Fulkerson's wish to start the +gayety, and Lindau patted him on the shoulder. "I know hiss veakness. +If he liges a class of vine, it iss begause his loaf ingludes efen hiss +enemy, as Shakespeare galled it." + +"Ah, but Shakespeare couldn't have been thinking of champagne," said +Kendricks. + +"I suppose, sir," Colonel Woodburn interposed, with lofty courtesy, +"champagne could hardly have been known in his day." + +"I suppose not, colonel," returned the younger man, deferentially. +"He seemed to think that sack and sugar might be a fault; but he didn't +mention champagne." + +"Perhaps he felt there was no question about that," suggested Beaton, who +then felt that he had not done himself justice in the sally. + +"I wonder just when champagne did come in," said March. + +"I know when it ought to come in," said Fulkerson. "Before the soup!" + +They all laughed, and gave themselves the air of drinking champagne out +of tumblers every day, as men like to do. Dryfoos listened uneasily; he +did not quite understand the allusions, though he knew what Shakespeare +was, well enough; Conrad's face expressed a gentle deprecation of joking +on such a subject, but he said nothing. + +The talk ran on briskly through the dinner. The young men tossed the +ball back and forth; they made some wild shots, but they kept it going, +and they laughed when they were hit. The wine loosed Colonel Woodburn's +tongue; he became very companionable with the young fellows; with the +feeling that a literary dinner ought to have a didactic scope, he praised +Scott and Addison as the only authors fit to form the minds of gentlemen. + +Kendricks agreed with him, but wished to add the name of Flaubert as a +master of style. "Style, you know," he added, "is the man." + +"Very true, sir; you are quite right, sir," the colonel assented; he +wondered who Flaubert was. + +Beaton praised Baudelaire and Maupassant; he said these were the masters. +He recited some lurid verses from Baudelaire; Lindau pronounced them a +disgrace to human nature, and gave a passage from Victor Hugo on Louis +Napoleon, with his heavy German accent, and then he quoted Schiller. +"Ach, boat that is a peaudifool! Not zo?" he demanded of March. + +"Yes, beautiful; but, of course, you know I think there's nobody like +Heine!" + +Lindau threw back his great old head and laughed, showing a want of teeth +under his mustache. He put his hand on March's back. "This poy--he was +a poy den--wars so gracy to pekin reading Heine that he gommence with the +tictionary bevore he knows any Grammar, and ve bick it out vort by vort +togeder." + +"He was a pretty cay poy in those days, heigh, Lindau ?" asked +Fulkerson, burlesquing the old man's accent, with an impudent wink that +made Lindau himself laugh. "But in the dark ages, I mean, there in +Indianapolis. Just how long ago did you old codgers meet there, anyway?" +Fulkerson saw the restiveness in Dryfoos's eye at the purely literary +course the talk had taken; he had intended it to lead up that way to +business, to 'Every Other Week;' but he saw that it was leaving Dryfoos +too far out, and he wished to get it on the personal ground, where +everybody is at home. + +"Ledt me zee," mused Lindau. "Wass it in fifty-nine or zixty, Passil? +Idt wass a year or dwo pefore the war proke oudt, anyway." + +"Those were exciting times," said Dryfoos, making his first entry into +the general talk. "I went down to Indianapolis with the first company +from our place, and I saw the red-shirts pouring in everywhere. They had +a song, + + "Oh, never mind the weather, but git over double trouble, + For we're bound for the land of Canaan." + +The fellows locked arms and went singin' it up and down four or five +abreast in the moonlight; crowded everybody' else off the sidewalk." + +"I remember, I remember," said Lindau, nodding his head slowly up and +down. "A coodt many off them nefer gome pack from that landt of Ganaan, +Mr. Dryfoos?" + +"You're right, Mr. Lindau. But I reckon it was worth it--the country +we've got now. Here, young man!" He caught the arm of the waiter who was +going round with the champagne bottle. "Fill up Mr. Lindau's glass, +there. I want to drink the health of those old times with him. Here's +to your empty sleeve, Mr. Lindau. God bless it! No offence to you, +Colonel Woodburn," said Dryfoos, turning to him before he drank. + +"Not at all, sir, not at all," said the colonel. "I will drink with you, +if you will permit me." + +"We'll all drink--standing!" cried Fulkerson. "Help March to get up, +somebody! Fill high the bowl with Samian Apollinaris for Coonrod! Now, +then, hurrah for Lindau!" + +They cheered, and hammered on the table with the butts of their knife- +handles. Lindau remained seated. The tears came into his eyes; he said, +"I thank you, chendlemen," and hiccoughed. + +"I'd 'a' went into the war myself," said Dryfoos, "but I was raisin' +a family of young children, and I didn't see how I could leave my farm. +But I helped to fill up the quota at every call, and when the +volunteering stopped I went round with the subscription paper myself; +and we offered as good bounties as any in the State. My substitute was +killed in one of the last skirmishes--in fact, after Lee's surrender-- +and I've took care of his family, more or less, ever since." + +"By-the-way, March," said Fulkerson, "what sort of an idea would it be to +have a good war story--might be a serial--in the magazine? The war has +never fully panned out in fiction yet. It was used a good deal just +after it was over, and then it was dropped. I think it's time to take it +up again. I believe it would be a card." + +It was running in March's mind that Dryfoos had an old rankling shame in +his heart for not having gone into the war, and that he had often made +that explanation of his course without having ever been satisfied with +it. He felt sorry for him; the fact seemed pathetic; it suggested a +dormant nobleness in the man. + +Beaton was saying to Fulkerson: "You might get a series of sketches by +substitutes; the substitutes haven't been much heard from in the war +literature. How would 'The Autobiography of a Substitute' do? You might +follow him up to the moment he was killed in the other man's place, and +inquire whether he had any right to the feelings of a hero when he was +only hired in the place of one. Might call it 'The Career of a Deputy +Hero.'" + +"I fancy," said March, "that there was a great deal of mixed motive in +the men who went into the war as well as in those who kept out of it. +We canonized all that died or suffered in it, but some of them must have +been self-seeking and low-minded, like men in other vocations." He found +himself saying this in Dryfoos's behalf; the old man looked at him +gratefully at first, he thought, and then suspiciously. + +Lindau turned his head toward him and said: "You are righdt, Passil; you +are righdt. I haf zeen on the fieldt of pattle the voarst eggsipitions +of human paseness--chelousy, fanity, ecodistic bridte. I haf zeen men in +the face off death itself gofferned by motifes as low as--as pusiness +motifes." + +"Well," said Fulkerson, "it would be a grand thing for 'Every Other Week' +if we could get some of those ideas worked up into a series. It would +make a lot of talk." + +Colonel Woodburn ignored him in saying, "I think, Major Lindau--" + +"High brifate; prefet gorporal," the old man interrupted, in rejection of +the title. + +Hendricks laughed and said, with a glance of appreciation at Lindau, +"Brevet corporal is good." + +Colonel Woodburn frowned a little, and passed over the joke. "I think +Mr. Lindau is right. Such exhibitions were common to both sides, though +if you gentlemen will pardon me for saying so, I think they were less +frequent on ours. We were fighting more immediately for existence. +We were fewer than you were, and we knew it; we felt more intensely that +if each were not for all, then none was for any." + +The colonel's words made their impression. Dryfoos said, with authority, +"That is so." + +"Colonel Woodburn," Fulkerson called out, "if you'll work up those ideas +into a short paper--say, three thousand words--I'll engage to make March +take it." + +The colonel went on without replying: "But Mr. Lindau is right in +characterizing some of the motives that led men to the cannon's mouth as +no higher than business motives, and his comparison is the most forcible +that he could have used. I was very much struck by it." + +The hobby was out, the colonel was in the saddle with so firm a seat that +no effort sufficed to dislodge him. The dinner went on from course to +course with barbaric profusion, and from time to time Fulkerson tried to +bring the talk back to 'Every Other Week.' But perhaps because that was +only the ostensible and not the real object of the dinner, which was to +bring a number of men together under Dryfoos's roof, and make them the +witnesses of his splendor, make them feel the power of his wealth, +Fulkerson's attempts failed. The colonel showed how commercialism was +the poison at the heart of our national life; how we began as a simple, +agricultural people, who had fled to these shores with the instinct, +divinely implanted, of building a state such as the sun never shone upon +before; how we had conquered the wilderness and the savage; how we had +flung off, in our struggle with the mother-country, the trammels of +tradition and precedent, and had settled down, a free nation, to the +practice of the arts of peace; how the spirit of commercialism had stolen +insidiously upon us, and the infernal impulse of competition had +embroiled us in a perpetual warfare of interests, developing the worst +passions of our nature, and teaching us to trick and betray and destroy +one another in the strife for money, till now that impulse had exhausted +itself, and we found competition gone and the whole economic problem in +the hands of monopolies--the Standard Oil Company, the Sugar Trust, the +Rubber Trust, and what not. And now what was the next thing? Affairs +could not remain as they were; it was impossible; and what was the next +thing? + +The company listened for the main part silently. Dryfoos tried to grasp +the idea of commercialism as the colonel seemed to hold it; he conceived +of it as something like the dry-goods business on a vast scale, and he +knew he had never been in that. He did not like to hear competition +called infernal; he had always supposed it was something sacred; but he +approved of what Colonel Woodburn said of the Standard Oil Company; it +was all true; the Standard Oil has squeezed Dryfoos once, and made him +sell it a lot of oil-wells by putting down the price of oil so low in +that region that he lost money on every barrel he pumped. + +All the rest listened silently, except Lindau; at every point the colonel +made against the present condition of things he said more and more +fiercely, "You are righdt, you are righdt." His eyes glowed, his hand +played with his knife-hilt. When the colonel demanded, "And what is the +next thing?" he threw himself forward, and repeated: "Yes, sir! What is +the next thing?" + +"Natural gas, by thunder!" shouted Fulkerson. + +One of the waiters had profited by Lindau's posture to lean over him and +put down in the middle of the table a structure in white sugar. It +expressed Frescobaldi's conception of a derrick, and a touch of nature +had been added in the flame of brandy, which burned luridly up from a +small pit in the centre of the base, and represented the gas in +combustion as it issued from the ground. Fulkerson burst into a roar of +laughter with the words that recognized Frescobaldi's personal tribute to +Dryfoos. Everybody rose and peered over at the thing, while he explained +the work of sinking a gas-well, as he had already explained it to +Frescobaldi. In the midst of his lecture he caught sight of the caterer +himself, where he stood in the pantry doorway, smiling with an artist's +anxiety for the effect of his masterpiece. + +"Come in, come in, Frescobaldi! We want to congratulate you," Fulkerson +called to him. "Here, gentlemen! Here's Frescobaldi's health." + +They all drank; and Frescobaldi, smiling brilliantly and rubbing his +hands as he bowed right and left, permitted himself to say to Dryfoos: +"You are please; no? You like?" + +"First-rate, first-rate!" said the old man; but when the Italian had +bowed himself out and his guests had sunk into their seats again, he said +dryly to Fulkerson, "I reckon they didn't have to torpedo that well, or +the derrick wouldn't look quite so nice and clean." + +"Yes," Fulkerson answered, "and that ain't quite the style--that little +wiggly-waggly blue flame--that the gas acts when you touch off a good +vein of it. This might do for weak gas"; and he went on to explain: + +"They call it weak gas when they tap it two or three hundred feet down; +and anybody can sink a well in his back yard and get enough gas to light +and heat his house. I remember one fellow that had it blazing up from a +pipe through a flower-bed, just like a jet of water from a fountain. +My, my, my! You fel--you gentlemen--ought to go out and see that +country, all of you. Wish we could torpedo this well, Mr. Dryfoos, and +let 'em see how it works! Mind that one you torpedoed for me? You know, +when they sink a well," he went on to the company, "they can't always +most generally sometimes tell whether they're goin' to get gas or oil or +salt water. Why, when they first began to bore for salt water out on the +Kanawha, back about the beginning of the century, they used to get gas +now and then, and then they considered it a failure; they called a gas- +well a blower, and give it up in disgust; the time wasn't ripe for gas +yet. Now they bore away sometimes till they get half-way to China, and +don't seem to strike anything worth speaking of. Then they put a +dynamite torpedo down in the well and explode it. They have a little bar +of iron that they call a Go-devil, and they just drop it down on the +business end of the torpedo, and then stand from under, if you please! +You hear a noise, and in about half a minute you begin to see one, and it +begins to rain oil and mud and salt water and rocks and pitchforks and +adoptive citizens; and when it clears up the derrick's painted--got a +coat on that 'll wear in any climate. That's what our honored host +meant. Generally get some visiting lady, when there's one round, to drop +the Go-devil. But that day we had to put up with Conrad here. They +offered to let me drop it, but I declined. I told 'em I hadn't much +practice with Go-devils in the newspaper syndicate business, and I wasn't +very well myself, anyway. Astonishing," Fulkerson continued, with the +air of relieving his explanation by an anecdote, "how reckless they get +using dynamite when they're torpedoing wells. We stopped at one place +where a fellow was handling the cartridges pretty freely, and Mr. Dryfoos +happened to caution him a little, and that ass came up with one of 'em in +his hand, and began to pound it on the buggy-wheel to show us how safe it +was. I turned green, I was so scared; but Mr. Dryfoos kept his color, +and kind of coaxed the fellow till he quit. You could see he was the +fool kind, that if you tried to stop him he'd keep on hammering that +cartridge, just to show that it wouldn't explode, till he blew you into +Kingdom Come. When we got him to go away, Mr. Dryfoos drove up to his +foreman. 'Pay Sheney off, and discharge him on the spot,' says he. +'He's too safe a man to have round; he knows too much about dynamite.' +I never saw anybody so cool." + +Dryfoos modestly dropped his head under Fulkerson's flattery and, without +lifting it, turned his eyes toward Colonel Woodburn. "I had all sorts of +men to deal with in developing my property out there, but I had very +little trouble with them, generally speaking." + +"Ah, ah! you foundt the laboring-man reasonable--dractable--tocile?" +Lindau put in. + +"Yes, generally speaking," Dryfoos answered. "They mostly knew which +side of their bread was buttered. I did have one little difficulty at +one time. It happened to be when Mr. Fulkerson was out there. Some of +the men tried to form a union--" + +"No, no!" cried Fulkerson. "Let me tell that! I know you wouldn't do +yourself justice, Mr. Dryfoos, and I want 'em to know how a strike can be +managed, if you take it in time. You see, some of those fellows got a +notion that there ought to be a union among the working-men to keep up +wages, and dictate to the employers, and Mr. Dryfoos's foreman was the +ringleader in the business. They understood pretty well that as soon as +he found it out that foreman would walk the plank, and so they watched +out till they thought they had Mr. Dryfoos just where they wanted him-- +everything on the keen jump, and every man worth his weight in diamonds +--and then they came to him, and--told him to sign a promise to keep that +foreman to the end of the season, or till he was through with the work on +the Dryfoos and Hendry Addition, under penalty of having them all knock +off. Mr. Dryfoos smelled a mouse, but he couldn't tell where the mouse +was; he saw that they did have him, and he signed, of course. There +wasn't anything really against the fellow, anyway; he was a first-rate +man, and he did his duty every time; only he'd got some of those ideas +into his head, and they turned it. Mr. Dryfoos signed, and then he laid +low." + +March saw Lindau listening with a mounting intensity, and heard him +murmur in German, "Shameful! shameful!" + +Fulkerson went on: "Well, it wasn't long before they began to show their +hand, but Mr. Dryfoos kept dark. He agreed to everything; there never +was such an obliging capitalist before; there wasn't a thing they asked +of him that he didn't do, with the greatest of pleasure, and all went +merry as a marriage-bell till one morning a whole gang of fresh men +marched into the Dryfoos and Hendry Addition, under the escort of a dozen +Pinkertons with repeating rifles at half-cock, and about fifty fellows +found themselves out of a job. You never saw such a mad set." + +"Pretty neat," said Kendricks, who looked at the affair purely from an +aesthetic point of view. "Such a coup as that would tell tremendously in +a play." + +"That was vile treason," said Lindau in German to March. "He's an +infamous traitor! I cannot stay here. I must go." + +He struggled to rise, while March held him by the coat, and implored him +under his voice: "For Heaven's sake, don't, Lindau! You owe it to +yourself not to make a scene, if you come here." Something in it all +affected him comically; he could not help laughing. + +The others were discussing the matter, and seemed not to have noticed +Lindau, who controlled himself and sighed: "You are right. I must have +patience." + +Beaton was saying to Dryfoos, "Pity your Pinkertons couldn't have given +them a few shots before they left." + +"No, that wasn't necessary," said Dryfoos. "I succeeded in breaking up +the union. I entered into an agreement with other parties not to employ +any man who would not swear that he was non-union. If they had attempted +violence, of course they could have been shot. But there was no fear of +that. Those fellows can always be depended upon to cut one another's +throats in the long run." + +"But sometimes," said Colonel Woodburn, who had been watching throughout. +for a chance to mount his hobby again, "they make a good deal of trouble +first. How was it in the great railroad strike of '77?" + +"Well, I guess there was a little trouble that time, colonel," said +Fulkerson. "But the men that undertake to override the laws and paralyze +the industries of a country like this generally get left in the end." + +"Yes, sir, generally; and up to a certain point, always. But it's the +exceptional that is apt to happen, as well as the unexpected. And a +little reflection will convince any gentleman here that there is always a +danger of the exceptional in your system. The fact is, those fellows +have the game in their own hands already. A strike of the whole body of +the Brotherhood of Engineers alone would starve out the entire Atlantic +seaboard in a week; labor insurrection could make head at a dozen given +points, and your government couldn't move a man over the roads without +the help of the engineers." + +"That is so," said Kendrick, struck by the dramatic character of the +conjecture. He imagined a fiction dealing with the situation as +something already accomplished. + +"Why don't some fellow do the Battle of Dorking act with that thing?" +said Fulkerson. "It would be a card." + +"Exactly what I was thinking, Mr. Fulkerson," said Kendricks. + +Fulkerson laughed. "Telepathy--clear case of mind transference. Better +see March, here, about it. I'd like to have it in 'Every Other Week.' +It would make talk." + +"Perhaps it might set your people to thinking as well as talking," said +the colonel. + +"Well, sir," said Dryfoos, setting his lips so tightly together that his +imperial stuck straight outward, "if I had my way, there wouldn't be any +Brotherhood of Engineers, nor any other kind of labor union in the whole +country." + +"What!" shouted Lindau. "You would sobbress the unionss of the voarking- +men?" + +"Yes, I would." + +"And what would you do with the unionss of the gabidalists--the drosts-- +and gompines, and boolss? Would you dake the righdt from one and gif it +to the odder?" + +"Yes, sir, I would," said Dryfoos, with a wicked look at him. + +Lindau was about to roar back at him with some furious protest, but March +put his hand on his shoulder imploringly, and Lindau turned to him to say +in German: "But it is infamous--infamous! What kind of man is this? Who +is he? He has the heart of a tyrant." + +Colonel Woodburn cut in. "You couldn't do that, Mr. Dryfoos, under your +system. And if you attempted it, with your conspiracy laws, and that +kind of thing, it might bring the climax sooner than you expected. Your +commercialized society has built its house on the sands. It will have to +go. But I should be sorry if it went before its time." + +"You are righdt, sir," said Lindau. "It would be a bity. I hobe it will +last till it feelss its rottenness, like Herodt. Boat, when its hour +gomes, when it trope to bieces with the veight off its own gorrubtion-- +what then?" + +"It's not to be supposed that a system of things like this can drop to +pieces of its own accord, like the old Republic of Venice," said the +colonel. "But when the last vestige of commercial society is gone, then +we can begin to build anew; and we shall build upon the central idea, not +of the false liberty you now worship, but of responsibility-- +responsibility. The enlightened, the moneyed, the cultivated class shall +be responsible to the central authority--emperor, duke, president; the +name does not matter--for the national expense and the national defence, +and it shall be responsible to the working-classes of all kinds for homes +and lands and implements, and the opportunity to labor at all times. + +"The working-classes shall be responsible to the leisure class for the +support of its dignity in peace, and shall be subject to its command in +war. The rich shall warrant the poor against planless production and the +ruin that now follows, against danger from without and famine from +within, and the poor--" + +"No, no, no!" shouted Lindau. "The State shall do that--the whole +beople. The men who voark shall have and shall eat; and the men that +will not voark, they shall sdarfe. But no man need sdarfe. He will go +to the State, and the State will see that he haf voark, and that he haf +foodt. All the roadts and mills and mines and landts shall be the +beople's and be ron by the beople for the beople. There shall be no rich +and no boor; and there shall not be war any more, for what bower wouldt +dare to addack a beople bound togeder in a broderhood like that?" + +"Lion and lamb act," said Fulkerson, not well knowing, after so much +champagne, what words he was using. + +No one noticed him, and Colonel Woodburn said coldly to Lindau, "You are +talking paternalism, sir." + +"And you are dalking feutalism!" retorted the old man. + +The colonel did not reply. A silence ensued, which no one broke till +Fulkerson said: "Well, now, look here. If either one of these +millenniums was brought about, by force of arms, or otherwise, what would +become of 'Every Other Week'? Who would want March for an editor? How +would Beaton sell his pictures? Who would print Mr. Kendricks's little +society verses and short stories? What would become of Conrad and his +good works?" Those named grinned in support of Fulkerson's diversion, +but Lindau and the colonel did not speak; Dryfoos looked down at his +plate, frowning. + +A waiter came round with cigars, and Fulkerson took one. "Ah," he said, +as he bit off the end, and leaned over to the emblematic masterpiece, +where the brandy was still feebly flickering, "I wonder if there's enough +natural gas left to light my cigar." His effort put the flame out and +knocked the derrick over; it broke in fragments on the table. Fulkerson +cackled over the ruin: "I wonder if all Moffitt will look that way after +labor and capital have fought it out together. I hope this ain't ominous +of anything personal, Dryfoos?" + +"I'll take the risk of it," said the old man, harshly. + +He rose mechanically, and Fulkerson said to Frescobaldi's man, "You can +bring us the coffee in the library." + +The talk did not recover itself there. Landau would not sit down; he +refused coffee, and dismissed himself with a haughty bow to the company; +Colonel Woodburn shook hands elaborately all round, when he had smoked +his cigar; the others followed him. It seemed to March that his own +good-night from Dryfoos was dry and cold. + + + + +VII. + +March met Fulkerson on the steps of the office next morning, when he +arrived rather later than his wont. Fulkerson did not show any of the +signs of suffering from the last night's pleasure which painted +themselves in March's face. He flirted his hand gayly in the air, +and said, "How's your poor head?" and broke into a knowing laugh. +"You don't seem to have got up with the lark this morning. The old +gentleman is in there with Conrad, as bright as a biscuit; he's beat you +down. Well, we did have a good time, didn't we? And old Lindau and the +colonel, didn't they have a good time? I don't suppose they ever had a +chance before to give their theories quite so much air. Oh, my! how they +did ride over us! I'm just going down to see Beaton about the cover of +the Christmas number. I think we ought to try it in three or four +colors, if we are going to observe the day at all." He was off before +March could pull himself together to ask what Dryfoos wanted at the +office at that hour of the morning; he always came in the afternoon on +his way up-town. + +The fact of his presence renewed the sinister misgivings with which March +had parted from him the night before, but Fulkerson's cheerfulness seemed +to gainsay them; afterward March did not know whether to attribute this +mood to the slipperiness that he was aware of at times in Fulkerson, or +to a cynical amusement he might have felt at leaving him alone to the old +man, who mounted to his room shortly after March had reached it. + +A sort of dumb anger showed itself in his face; his jaw was set so firmly +that he did not seem able at once to open it. He asked, without the +ceremonies of greeting, "What does that one-armed Dutchman do on this +book?" + +"What does he do?" March echoed, as people are apt to do with a question +that is mandatory and offensive. + +"Yes, sir, what does he do? Does he write for it?" + +"I suppose you mean Lindau," said March. He saw no reason for refusing +to answer Dryfoos's demand, and he decided to ignore its terms. "No, +he doesn't write for it in the usual way. He translates for it; +he examines the foreign magazines, and draws my attention to anything he +thinks of interest. But I told you about this before--" + +"I know what you told me, well enough. And I know what he is. He is a +red-mouthed labor agitator. He's one of those foreigners that come here +from places where they've never had a decent meal's victuals in their +lives, and as soon as they get their stomachs full, they begin to make +trouble between our people and their hands. There's where the strikes +come from, and the unions and the secret societies. They come here and +break our Sabbath, and teach their atheism. They ought to be hung! +Let 'em go back if they don't like it over here. They want to ruin the +country." + +March could not help smiling a little at the words, which came fast +enough now in the hoarse staccato of Dryfoos's passion. "I don't know +whom you mean by they, generally speaking; but I had the impression that +poor old Lindau had once done his best to save the country. I don't +always like his way of talking, but I know that he is one of the truest +and kindest souls in the world; and he is no more an atheist than I am. +He is my friend, and I can't allow him to be misunderstood." + +"I don't care what he is," Dryfoos broke out, "I won't have him round. +He can't have any more work from this office. I want you to stop it. +I want you to turn him off." + +March was standing at his desk, as he had risen to receive Dryfoos when +he entered. He now sat down, and began to open his letters. + +"Do you hear?" the old man roared at him. "I want you to turn him off." + +"Excuse me, Mr. Dryfoos," said March, succeeding in an effort to speak +calmly, "I don't know you, in such a matter as this. My arrangements as +editor of 'Every Other Week' were made with Mr. Fulkerson. I have always +listened to any suggestion he has had to make." + +"I don't care for Mr. Fulkerson? He has nothing to do with it," retorted +Dryfoos; but he seemed a little daunted by March's position. + +"He has everything to do with it as far as I am concerned," March +answered, with a steadiness that he did not feel. "I know that you are +the owner of the periodical, but I can't receive any suggestion from you, +for the reason that I have given. Nobody but Mr. Fulkerson has any right +to talk with me about its management." + +Dryfoos glared at him for a moment, and demanded, threateningly: "Then +you say you won't turn that old loafer off? You say that I have got to +keep on paying my money out to buy beer for a man that would cut my +throat if he got the chance?" + +"I say nothing at all, Mr. Dryfoos," March answered. The blood came into +his face, and he added: "But I will say that if you speak again of Mr. +Lindau in those terms, one of us must leave this room. I will not hear +you." + +Dryfoos looked at him with astonishment; then he struck his hat down on +his head, and stamped out of the room and down the stairs; and a vague +pity came into March's heart that was not altogether for himself. +He might be the greater sufferer in the end, but he was sorry to have got +the better of that old man for the moment; and he felt ashamed of the +anger into which Dryfoos's anger had surprised him. He knew he could not +say too much in defence of Lindau's generosity and unselfishness, and he +had not attempted to defend him as a political economist. He could not +have taken any ground in relation to Dryfoos but that which he held, and +he felt satisfied that he was right in refusing to receive instructions +or commands from him. Yet somehow he was not satisfied with the whole +affair, and not merely because his present triumph threatened his final +advantage, but because he felt that in his heat he had hardly done +justice to Dryfoos's rights in the matter; it did not quite console him +to reflect that Dryfoos had himself made it impossible. He was tempted +to go home and tell his wife what had happened, and begin his +preparations for the future at once. But he resisted this weakness and +kept mechanically about his work, opening the letters and the manuscripts +before him with that curious double action of the mind common in men of +vivid imaginations. It was a relief when Conrad Dryfoos, having +apparently waited to make sure that his father would not return, came up +from the counting-room and looked in on March with a troubled face. + +"Mr. March," he began, "I hope father hasn't been saying anything to you +that you can't overlook. I know he was very much excited, and when he is +excited he is apt to say things that he is sorry for." + +The apologetic attitude taken for Dryfoos, so different from any attitude +the peremptory old man would have conceivably taken for himself, made +March smile. "Oh no. I fancy the boot is on the other leg. I suspect +I've said some things your father can't overlook, Conrad." He called the +young man by his Christian name partly to distinguish him from his +father, partly from the infection of Fulkerson's habit, and partly from a +kindness for him that seemed naturally to express itself in that way. + +"I know he didn't sleep last night, after you all went away," Conrad +pursued, "and of course that made him more irritable; and he was tried a +good deal by some of the things that Mr. Lindau said." + +"I was tried a good deal myself," said March. "Lindau ought never to +have been there." + +"No." Conrad seemed only partially to assent. + +"I told Mr. Fulkerson so. I warned him that Lindau would be apt to break +out in some way. It wasn't just to him, and it wasn't just to your +father, to ask him." + +"Mr. Fulkerson had a good motive," Conrad gently urged. "He did it +because he hurt his feelings that day about the pension." + +"Yes, but it was a mistake. He knew that Lindau was inflexible about his +principles, as he calls them, and that one of his first principles is to +denounce the rich in season and out of season. I don't remember just +what he said last night; and I really thought I'd kept him from breaking +out in the most offensive way. But your father seems very much +incensed." + +"Yes, I know," said Conrad. + +"Of course, I don't agree with Lindau. I think there are as many good, +kind, just people among the rich as there are among the poor, and that +they are as generous and helpful. But Lindau has got hold of one of +those partial truths that hurt worse than the whole truth, and--" + +"Partial truth!" the young man interrupted. "Didn't the Saviour himself +say, 'How hardly shall they that have riches enter into the kingdom of +God?'" + +"Why, bless my soul!" cried March. "Do you agree with Lindau?" + +"I agree with the Lord Jesus Christ," said the young man, solemnly, and a +strange light of fanaticism, of exaltation, came into his wide blue eyes. +"And I believe He meant the kingdom of heaven upon this earth, as well as +in the skies." + +March threw himself back in his chair and looked at him with a kind of +stupefaction, in which his eye wandered to the doorway, where he saw +Fulkerson standing, it seemed to him a long time, before he heard him +saying: "Hello, hello! What's the row? Conrad pitching into you on old +Lindau's account, too?" + +The young man turned, and, after a glance at Fulkerson's light, smiling +face, went out, as if in his present mood he could not bear the contact +of that persiflant spirit. + +March felt himself getting provisionally very angry again. "Excuse me, +Fulkerson, but did you know when you went out what Mr. Dryfoos wanted to +see me for?" + +"Well, no, I didn't exactly," said Fulkerson, taking his usual seat on a +chair and looking over the back of it at March. "I saw he was on his car +about something, and I thought I'd better not monkey with him much. +I supposed he was going to bring you to book about old Lindau, somehow." +Fulkerson broke into a laugh. + +March remained serious. "Mr. Dryfoos," he said, willing to let the +simple statement have its own weight with Fulkerson, and nothing more, +"came in here and ordered me to discharge Lindau from his employment on +the magazine--to turn him off, as he put it." + +"Did he?" asked Fulkerson, with unbroken cheerfulness. "The old man is +business, every time. Well, I suppose you can easily get somebody else +to do Lindau's work for you. This town is just running over with half- +starved linguists. What did you say?" + +"What did I say?" March echoed. "Look here, Fulkerson; you may regard +this as a joke, but I don't. I'm not used to being spoken to as if I +were the foreman of a shop, and told to discharge a sensitive and +cultivated man like Lindau, as if he were a drunken mechanic; and if +that's your idea of me--" + +"Oh, hello, now, March! You mustn't mind the old man's way. He don't +mean anything by it--he don't know any better, if you come to that." + +"Then I know better," said March. "I refused to receive any instructions +from Mr. Dryfoos, whom I don't know in my relations with 'Every Other +Week,' and I referred him to you." + +"You did?" Fulkerson whistled. "He owns the thing!" + +"I don't care who owns the thing," said March. "My negotiations were +with you alone from the beginning, and I leave this matter with you. +What do you wish done about Lindau?" + +"Oh, better let the old fool drop," said Fulkerson. "He'll light on his +feet somehow, and it will save a lot of rumpus." + +"And if I decline to let him drop?" + +"Oh, come, now, March; don't do that," Fulkerson began. + +"If I decline to let him drop," March repeated, "what will you do?" + +"I'll be dogged if I know what I'll do," said Fulkerson. "I hope you +won't take that stand. If the old man went so far as to speak to you +about it, his mind is made up, and we might as well knock under first as +last." + +"And do you mean to say that you would not stand by me in what I +considered my duty-in a matter of principle?" + +"Why, of course, March," said Fulkerson, coaxingly, "I mean to do the +right thing. But Dryfoos owns the magazine--" + +"He doesn't own me," said March, rising. "He has made the little mistake +of speaking to me as if he did; and when"--March put on his hat and took +his overcoat down from its nail--"when you bring me his apologies, or +come to say that, having failed to make him understand they were +necessary, you are prepared to stand by me, I will come back to this +desk. Otherwise my resignation is at your service." + +He started toward the door, and Fulkerson intercepted him. "Ah, now, +look here, March! Don't do that! Hang it all, don't you see where it +leaves me? Now, you just sit down a minute and talk it over. I can make +you see--I can show you--Why, confound the old Dutch beer-buzzer! Twenty +of him wouldn't be worth the trouble he's makin'. Let him go, and the +old man 'll come round in time." + +"I don't think we've understood each other exactly, Mr. Fulkerson," said +March, very haughtily. "Perhaps we never can; but I'll leave you to +think it out." + +He pushed on, and Fulkerson stood aside to let him pass, with a dazed +look and a mechanical movement. There was something comic in his rueful +bewilderment to March, who was tempted to smile, but he said to himself +that he had as much reason to be unhappy as Fulkerson, and he did not +smile. His indignation kept him hot in his purpose to suffer any +consequence rather than submit to the dictation of a man like Dryfoos; +he felt keenly the degradation of his connection with him, and all his +resentment of Fulkerson's original uncandor returned; at the same time +his heart ached with foreboding. It was not merely the work in which he +had constantly grown happier that he saw taken from him; but he felt the +misery of the man who stakes the security and plenty and peace of home +upon some cast, and knows that losing will sweep from him most that most +men find sweet and pleasant in life. He faced the fact, which no good +man can front without terror, that he was risking the support of his +family, and for a point of pride, of honor, which perhaps he had no right +to consider in view of the possible adversity. He realized, as every +hireling must, no matter how skillfully or gracefully the tie is +contrived for his wearing, that he belongs to another, whose will is his +law. His indignation was shot with abject impulses to go back and tell +Fulkerson that it was all right, and that he gave up. To end the anguish +of his struggle he quickened his steps, so that he found he was reaching +home almost at a run. + + + + +VIII. + +He must have made more clatter than he supposed with his key at the +apartment door, for his wife had come to let him in when he flung it +open. "Why, Basil," she said, "what's brought you back? Are you sick? +You're all pale. Well, no wonder! This is the last of Mr. Fulkerson's +dinners you shall go to. You're not strong enough for it, and your +stomach will be all out of order for a week. How hot you are! and in a +drip of perspiration! Now you'll be sick." She took his hat away, which +hung dangling in his hand, and pushed him into a chair with tender +impatience. "What is the matter? Has anything happened?" + +"Everything has happened," he said, getting his voice after one or two +husky endeavors for it; and then he poured out a confused and huddled +statement of the case, from which she only got at the situation by +prolonged cross-questioning. + +At the end she said, "I knew Lindau would get you into trouble." + +This cut March to the heart. "Isabel!" he cried, reproachfully. + +"Oh, I know," she retorted, and the tears began to come. "I don't wonder +you didn't want to say much to me about that dinner at breakfast. +I noticed it; but I thought you were just dull, and so I didn't insist. +I wish I had, now. If you had told me what Lindau had said, I should +have known what would have come of it, and I could have advised you--" + +"Would you have advised me," March demanded, curiously, "to submit to +bullying like that, and meekly consent to commit an act of cruelty +against a man who had once been such a friend to me?" + +"It was an unlucky day when you met him. I suppose we shall have to go. +And just when we bad got used to New York, and begun to like it. I don't +know where we shall go now; Boston isn't like home any more; and we +couldn't live on two thousand there; I should be ashamed to try. I'm +sure I don't know where we can live on it. I suppose in some country +village, where there are no schools, or anything for the children. I +don't know what they'll say when we tell them, poor things." + +Every word was a stab in March's heart, so weakly tender to his own; his +wife's tears, after so much experience of the comparative lightness of +the griefs that weep themselves out in women, always seemed wrung from +his own soul; if his children suffered in the least through him, he felt +like a murderer. It was far worse than he could have imagined, the way +his wife took the affair, though he had imagined certain words, or +perhaps only looks, from her that were bad enough. He had allowed for +trouble, but trouble on his account: a svmpathy that might burden and +embarrass him; but he had not dreamed of this merely domestic, this +petty, this sordid view of their potential calamity, which left him +wholly out of the question, and embraced only what was most crushing and +desolating in the prospect. He could not bear it. He caught up his hat +again, and, with some hope that his wife would try to keep him, rushed +out of the house. He wandered aimlessly about, thinking the same +exhausting thoughts over and over, till he found himself horribly hungry; +then he went into a restaurant for his lunch, and when he paid he tried +to imagine how he should feel if that were really his last dollar. + +He went home toward the middle of the afternoon, basely hoping that +Fulkerson had sent him some conciliatory message, or perhaps was waiting +there for him to talk it over; March was quite willing to talk it over +now. But it was his wife who again met him at the door, though it seemed +another woman than the one he had left weeping in the morning. + +"I told the children," she said, in smiling explanation of his absence +from lunch, "that perhaps you were detained by business. I didn't know +but you had gone back to the office." + +"Did you think I would go back there, Isabel?" asked March, with a +haggard look. "Well, if you say so, I will go back, and do what Dryfoos +ordered me to do. I'm sufficiently cowed between him and you, I can +assure you." + +"Nonsense," she said. "I approve of everything you did. But sit down, +now, and don't keep walking that way, and let me see if I understand it +perfectly. Of course, I had to have my say out." + +She made him go all over his talk with Dryfoos again, and report his own +language precisely. From time to time, as she got his points, she said, +"That was splendid," "Good enough for him!" and "Oh, I'm so glad you said +that to him!" At the end she said: + +"Well, now, let's look at it from his point of view. Let's be perfectly +just to him before we take another step forward." + +"Or backward," March suggested, ruefully. "The case is simply this: he +owns the magazine." + +"Of course." + +"And he has a right to expect that I will consider his pecuniary +interests--" + +"Oh, those detestable pecuniary interests! Don't you wish there wasn't +any money in the world?" + +"Yes; or else that there was a great deal more of it. And I was +perfectly willing to do that. I have always kept that in mind as one of +my duties to him, ever since I understood what his relation to the +magazine was." + +"Yes, I can bear witness to that in any court of justice. You've done it +a great deal more than I could, Basil. And it was just the same way with +those horrible insurance people." + +"I know," March went on, trying to be proof against her flatteries, or at +least to look as if he did not deserve praise; "I know that what Lindau +said was offensive to him, and I can understand how he felt that he had a +right to punish it. All I say is that he had no right to punish it +through me." + +"Yes," said Mrs. March, askingly. + +"If it had been a question of making 'Every Other Week' the vehicle of +Lindau's peculiar opinions--though they're not so very peculiar; he might +have got the most of them out of Ruskin--I shouldn't have had any ground +to stand on, or at least then I should have had to ask myself whether his +opinions would be injurious to the magazine or not." + +"I don't see," Mrs. March interpolated, "how they could hurt it much +worse than Colonel Woodburn's article crying up slavery." + +"Well," said March, impartially, "we could print a dozen articles +praising the slavery it's impossible to have back, and it wouldn't hurt +us. But if we printed one paper against the slavery which Lindau claims +still exists, some people would call us bad names, and the counting-room +would begin to feel it. But that isn't the point. Lindau's connection +with 'Every Other Week' is almost purely mechanical; he's merely a +translator of such stories and sketches as he first submits to me, and it +isn't at all a question of his opinions hurting us, but of my becoming an +agent to punish him for his opinions. That is what I wouldn't do; that's +what I never will do." + +"If you did," said his wife, "I should perfectly despise you. I didn't +understand how it was before. I thought you were just holding out +against Dryfoos because he took a dictatorial tone with you, and because +you wouldn't recognize his authority. But now I'm with you, Basil, every +time, as that horrid little Fulkerson says. But who would ever have +supposed he would be so base as to side against you?" + +"I don't know," said March, thoughtfully, "that we had a right to expect +anything else. Fulkerson's standards are low; they're merely business +standards, and the good that's in him is incidental and something quite +apart from his morals and methods. He's naturally a generous and right- +minded creature, but life has taught him to truckle and trick, like the +rest of us." + +"It hasn't taught you that, Basil." + +"Don't be so sure. Perhaps it's only that I'm a poor scholar. But I +don't know, really, that I despise Fulkerson so much for his course this +morning as for his gross and fulsome flatteries of Dryfoos last night. +I could hardly stomach it." + +His wife made him tell her what they were, and then she said, "Yes, that +was loathsome; I couldn't have believed it of Mr. Fulkerson." + +"Perhaps he only did it to keep the talk going, and to give the old man a +chance to say something," March leniently suggested. "It was a worse +effect because he didn't or couldn't follow up Fulkerson's lead." + +"It was loathsome, all the same," his wife insisted. "It's the end of +Mr. Fulkerson, as far as I'm concerned." + +"I didn't tell you before," March resumed, after a moment, "of my little +interview with Conrad Dryfoos after his father left," and now he went on +to repeat what had passed between him and the young man. + +"I suspect that he and his father had been having some words before the +old man came up to talk with me, and that it was that made him so +furious." + +"Yes, but what a strange position for the son of such a man to take! +Do you suppose he says such things to his father?" + +"I don't know; but I suspect that in his meek way Conrad would say what +he believed to anybody. I suppose we must regard him as a kind of +crank." + +"Poor young fellow! He always makes me feel sad, somehow. He has such a +pathetic face. I don't believe I ever saw him look quite happy, except +that night at Mrs. Horn's, when he was talking with Miss Vance; and then +he made me feel sadder than ever." + +"I don't envy him the life he leads at home, with those convictions of +his. I don't see why it wouldn't be as tolerable there for old Lindau +himself." + +"Well, now," said Mrs. March, "let us put them all out of our minds and +see what we are going to do ourselves." + +They began to consider their ways and means, and how and where they +should live, in view of March's severance of his relations with 'Every +Other Week.' They had not saved anything from the first year's salary; +they had only prepared to save; and they had nothing solid but their two +thousand to count upon. But they built a future in which they easily +lived on that and on what March earned with his pen. He became a free +lance, and fought in whatever cause he thought just; he had no ties, no +chains. They went back to Boston with the heroic will to do what was +most distasteful; they would have returned to their own house if they had +not rented it again; but, any rate, Mrs. March helped out by taking +boarders, or perhaps only letting rooms to lodgers. They had some hard +struggles, but they succeeded. + +"The great thing," she said, "is to be right. I'm ten times as happy as +if you had come home and told me that you had consented to do what +Dryfoos asked and he had doubled your salary." + +"I don't think that would have happened in any event," said March, dryly. + +"Well, no matter. I just used it for an example." + +They both experienced a buoyant relief, such as seems to come to people +who begin life anew on whatever terms. "I hope we are young enough yet, +Basil," she said, and she would not have it when he said they had once +been younger. + +They heard the children's knock on the door; they knocked when they came +home from school so that their mother might let them in. "Shall we tell +them at once?" she asked, and ran to open for them before March could +answer. + +They were not alone. Fulkerson, smiling from ear to ear, was with them. +"Is March in?" he asked. + +"Mr. March is at home, yes," she said very haughtily. "He's in his +study," and she led the way there, while the children went to their +rooms. + +"Well, March," Fulkerson called out at sight of him, "it's all right! +The old man has come down." + +"I suppose if you gentlemen are going to talk business--" Mrs. March +began. + +"Oh, we don't want you to go away," said Fulkerson. "I reckon March has +told you, anyway." + +"Yes, I've told her," said March. "Don't go, Isabel. What do you mean, +Fulkerson ?" + +"He's just gone on up home, and he sent me round with his apologies. +He sees now that he had no business to speak to you as he did, and he +withdraws everything. He'd 'a' come round himself if I'd said so, but I +told him I could make it all right." + +Fulkerson looked so happy in having the whole affair put right, and the +Marches knew him to be so kindly affected toward them, that they could +not refuse for the moment to share his mood. They felt themselves +slipping down from the moral height which they had gained, and March made +a clutch to stay himself with the question, "And Lindau?" + +"Well," said Fulkerson, "he's going to leave Lindau to me. You won't +have anything to do with it. I'll let the old fellow down easy." + +"Do you mean," asked March, "that Mr. Dryfoos insists on his being +dismissed?" + +"Why, there isn't any dismissing about it," Fulkerson argued. "If you +don't send him any more work, he won't do any more, that's all. Or if he +comes round, you can--He's to be referred to me." + +March shook his head, and his wife, with a sigh, felt herself plucked up +from the soft circumstance of their lives, which she had sunk back into +so quickly, and set beside him on that cold peak of principle again. +"It won't do, Fulkerson. It's very good of you, and all that, but it +comes to the same thing in the end. I could have gone on without any +apology from Mr. Dryfoos; he transcended his authority, but that's a +minor matter. I could have excused it to his ignorance of life among +gentlemen; but I can't consent to Lindau's dismissal--it comes to that, +whether you do it or I do it, and whether it's a positive or a negative +thing--because he holds this opinion or that." + +"But don't you see," said Fulkerson, "that it's just Lindau's opinions +the old man can't stand? He hasn't got anything against him personally. +I don't suppose there's anybody that appreciates Lindau in some ways more +than the old man does." + +"I understand. He wants to punish him for his opinions. Well, I can't +consent to that, directly or indirectly. We don't print his opinions, +and he has a perfect right to hold them, whether Mr. Dryfoos agrees with +them or not." + +Mrs. March had judged it decorous for her to say nothing, but she now +went and sat down in the chair next her husband. + +"Ah, dog on it!" cried Fulkerson, rumpling his hair with both his hands. +"What am I to do? The old man says he's got to go." + +"And I don't consent to his going," said March. + +"And you won't stay if he goes." + +Fulkerson rose. "Well, well! I've got to see about it. I'm afraid the +old man won't stand it, March; I am, indeed. I wish you'd reconsider. +I--I'd take it as a personal favor if you would. It leaves me in a fix. +You see I've got to side with one or the other." + +March made no reply to this, except to say, "Yes, you must stand by him, +or you must stand by me." + +"Well, well! Hold on awhile! I'll see you in the morning. Don't take +any steps--" + +"Oh, there are no steps to take," said March, with a melancholy smile. +"The steps are stopped; that's all." He sank back into his chair when +Fulkerson was gone and drew a long breath. "This is pretty rough. I +thought we had got through it." + +"No," said his wife. "It seems as if I had to make the fight all over +again." + +"Well, it's a good thing it's a holy war." + +"I can't bear the suspense. Why didn't you tell him outright you +wouldn't go back on any terms?" + +"I might as well, and got the glory. He'll never move Dryfoos. I +suppose we both would like to go back, if we could." + +"Oh, I suppose so." + +They could not regain their lost exaltation, their lost dignity. At +dinner Mrs. March asked the children how they would like to go back to +Boston to live. + +"Why, we're not going, are we?" asked Tom, without enthusiasm. + +"I was just wondering how you felt about it, now," she said, with an +underlook at her husband. + +"Well, if we go back," said Bella, "I want to live on the Back Bay. It's +awfully Micky at the South End." + +"I suppose I should go to Harvard," said Tom, "and I'd room out at +Cambridge. It would be easier to get at you on the Back Bay." + +The parents smiled ruefully at each other, and, in view of these grand +expectations of his children, March resolved to go as far as he could in +meeting Dryfoos's wishes. He proposed the theatre as a distraction from +the anxieties that he knew were pressing equally on his wife. "We might +go to the 'Old Homestead,'" he suggested, with a sad irony, which only +his wife felt. + +"Oh yes, let's!" cried Bella. + +While they were getting ready, some one rang, and Bella went to the door, +and then came to tell her father that it was Mr. Lindau. "He says he +wants to see you just a moment. He's in the parlor, and he won't sit +down, or anything." + +"What can he want?" groaned Mrs. March, from their common dismay. + +March apprehended a storm in the old man's face. But he only stood in +the middle of the room, looking very sad and grave. "You are Going +oudt," he said. "I won't geep you long. I haf gome to pring pack dose +macassines and dis mawney. I can't do any more voark for you; and I +can't geep the mawney you haf baid me a'ready. It iss not hawnest mawney +--that hass been oarned py voark; it iss mawney that hass peen mate py +sbeculation, and the obbression off lapor, and the necessity of the boor, +py a man--Here it is, efery tollar, efery zent. Dake it; I feel as if +dere vas ploodt on it." + +"Why, Lindau," March began, but the old man interrupted him. + +"Ton't dalk to me, Passil! I could not haf believedt it of you. When +you know how I feel about dose tings, why tidn't you dell me whose mawney +you bay oudt to me? Ach, I ton't plame you--I ton't rebroach you. You +haf nefer thought of it; boat I have thought, and I should be Guilty, +I must share that man's Guilt, if I gept hiss mawney. If you hat toldt +me at the peginning--if you hat peen frank with meboat it iss all righdt; +you can go on; you ton't see dese tings as I see them; and you haf cot a +family, and I am a free man. I voark to myself, and when I ton't voark, +I sdarfe to myself. But. I geep my handts glean, voark or sdarfe. Gif +him hiss mawney pack! I am sawry for him; I would not hoart hiss +feelings, boat I could not pear to douch him, and hiss mawney iss like +boison!" + +March tried to reason with Lindau, to show him the folly, the injustice, +the absurdity of his course; it ended in their both getting angry, and in +Lindau's going away in a whirl of German that included Basil in the guilt +of the man whom Lindau called his master. + +"Well," said Mrs. March. "He is a crank, and I think you're well rid of +him. Now you have no quarrel with that horrid old Dryfoos, and you can +keep right on." + +"Yes," said March, "I wish it didn't make me feel so sneaking. What a +long day it's been! It seems like a century since I got up." + +"Yes, a thousand years. Is there anything else left to happen?" + +"I hope not. I'd like to go to bed." + +"Why, aren't you going to the theatre?" wailed Bella, coming in upon her +father's desperate expression. + +"The theatre? Oh yes, certainly! I meant after we got home," and March +amused himself at the puzzled countenance of the child. "Come on! +Is Tom ready?" + + + + +IX. + +Fulkerson parted with the Marches in such trouble of mind that he did not +feel able to meet that night the people whom he usually kept so gay at +Mrs. Leighton's table. He went to Maroni's for his dinner, for this +reason and for others more obscure. He could not expect to do anything +more with Dryfoos at once; he knew that Dryfoos must feel that he had +already made an extreme concession to March, and he believed that if he +was to get anything more from him it must be after Dryfoos had dined. +But he was not without the hope, vague and indefinite as it might be, +that he should find Lindau at Maroni's, and perhaps should get some +concession from him, some word of regret or apology which he could report +to Dryfoos, and at lest make the means of reopening the affair with him; +perhaps Lindau, when he knew how matters stood, would back down +altogether, and for March's sake would withdraw from all connection with +'Every Other Week' himself, and so leave everything serene. Fulkerson +felt capable, in his desperation, of delicately suggesting such a course +to Lindau, or even of plainly advising it: he did not care for Lindau a +great deal, and he did care a great deal for the magazine. + +But he did not find Lindau at Maroni's; he only found Beaton. He sat +looking at the doorway as Fulkerson entered, and Fulkerson naturally came +and took a place at his table. Something in Beaton's large-eyed +solemnity of aspect invited Fulkerson to confidence, and he said, as he +pulled his napkin open and strung it, still a little damp (as the scanty, +often-washed linen at Maroni's was apt to be), across his knees, "I was +looking for you this morning, to talk with you about the Christmas +number, and I was a good deal worked up because I couldn't find you; but +I guess I might as well have spared myself my emotions." + +"Why?" asked Beaton, briefly. + +"Well, I don't know as there's going to be any Christmas number." + +"Why?" Beaton asked again. + +"Row between the financial angel and the literary editor about the chief +translator and polyglot smeller." + +"Lindau?" + +"Lindau is his name." + +"What does the literary editor expect after Lindau's expression of his +views last night?" + +"I don't know what he expected, but the ground he took with the old man +was that, as Lindau's opinions didn't characterize his work on the +magazine, he would not be made the instrument of punishing him for them +the old man wanted him turned off, as he calls it." + +"Seems to be pretty good ground," said Beaton, impartially, while he +speculated, with a dull trouble at heart, on the effect the row would +have on his own fortunes. His late visit home had made him feel that the +claim of his family upon him for some repayment of help given could not +be much longer delayed; with his mother sick and his father growing old, +he must begin to do something for them, but up to this time he had spent +his salary even faster than he had earned it. When Fulkerson came in he +was wondering whether he could get him to increase it, if he threatened +to give up his work, and he wished that he was enough in love with +Margaret Vance, or even Christine Dryfoos, to marry her, only to end in +the sorrowful conviction that he was really in love with Alma Leighton, +who had no money, and who had apparently no wish to be married for love, +even. "And what are you going to do about it?" he asked, listlessly. + +"Be dogged if I know what I'm going to do about it," said Fulkerson. +"I've been round all day, trying to pick up the pieces--row began right +after breakfast this morning--and one time I thought I'd got the thing +all put together again. I got the old man to say that he had spoken to +March a little too authoritatively about Lindau; that, in fact, he ought +to have communicated his wishes through me; and that he was willing to +have me get rid of Lindau, and March needn't have anything to do with it. +I thought that was pretty white, but March says the apologies and regrets +are all well enough in their way, but they leave the main question where +they found it." + +"What is the main question?" Beaton asked, pouring himself out some +Chianti. As he set the flask down he made the reflection that if he +would drink water instead of Chianti he could send his father three +dollars a week, on his back debts, and he resolved to do it. + +"The main question, as March looks at it, is the question of punishing +Lindau for his private opinions; he says that if he consents to my +bouncing the old fellow it's the same as if he bounced him." + +"It might have that complexion in some lights," said Beaton. He drank +off his Chianti, and thought he would have it twice a week, or make +Maroni keep the half-bottles over for him, and send his father two +dollars. "And what are you going to do now?" + +"That's what I don't know," said Fulkerson, ruefully. After a moment he +said, desperately, "Beaton, you've got a pretty good head; why don't you +suggest something?" + +"Why don't you let March go?" Beaton suggested. + +"Ah, I couldn't," said Fulkerson. "I got him to break up in Boston and +come here; I like him; nobody else could get the hang of the thing like +he has; he's--a friend." Fulkerson said this with the nearest approach +he could make to seriousness, which was a kind of unhappiness. + +Beaton shrugged. "Oh, if you can afford to have ideals, I congratulate +you. They're too expensive for me. Then, suppose you get rid of +Dryfoos?" + +Fulkerson laughed forlornly. "Go on, Bildad. Like to sprinkle a few +ashes over my boils? Don't mind me!" + +They both sat silent a little while, and then Beaton said, "I suppose you +haven't seen Dryfoos the second time?" + +"No. I came in here to gird up my loins with a little dinner before I +tackled him. But something seems to be the matter with Maroni's cook. +I don't want anything to eat." + +"The cooking's about as bad as usual," said Beaton. After a moment he +added, ironically, for he found Fulkerson's misery a kind of relief from +his own, and was willing to protract it as long as it was amusing, "Why +not try an envoy extraordinary and minister plenipotentiary?" + +"What do you mean?" + +"Get that other old fool to go to Dryfoos for you!" + +"Which other old fool? The old fools seem to be as thick as flies." + +"That Southern one." + +"Colonel Woodburn?" + +"Mmmmm." + +"He did seem to rather take to the colonel!" Fulkerson mused aloud. + +"Of course he did. Woodburn, with his idiotic talk about patriarchal +slavery, is the man on horseback to Dryfoos's muddy imagination. He'd +listen to him abjectly, and he'd do whatever Woodburn told him to do." +Beaton smiled cynically. + +Fulkerson got up and reached for his coat and hat. "You've struck it, +old man." The waiter came up to help him on with his coat; Fulkerson +slipped a dollar in his hand. "Never mind the coat; you can give the +rest of my dinner to the poor, Paolo. Beaton, shake! You've saved my +life, little boy, though I don't think you meant it." He took Beaton's +hand and solemnly pressed it, and then almost ran out of the door. + +They had just reached coffee at Mrs. Leighton's when he arrived and sat +down with them and began to put some of the life of his new hope into +them. His appetite revived, and, after protesting that he would not take +anything but coffee, he went back and ate some of the earlier courses. +But with the pressure of his purpose driving him forward, he did not +conceal from Miss Woodburn, at least, that he was eager to get her apart +from the rest for some reason. When he accomplished this, it seemed as +if he had contrived it all himself, but perhaps he had not wholly +contrived it. + +"I'm so glad to get a chance to speak to you alone," he said at once; and +while she waited for the next word he made a pause, and then said, +desperately, "I want you to help me; and if you can't help me, there's no +help for me." + +"Mah goodness," she said, "is the case so bad as that? What in the woald +is the trouble?" + +"Yes, it's a bad case," said Fulkerson. "I want your father to help me." + +"Oh, I thoat you said me!" + +"Yes; I want you to help me with your father. I suppose I ought to go to +him at once, but I'm a little afraid of him." + +"And you awe not afraid of me? I don't think that's very flattering, Mr. +Fulkerson. You ought to think Ah'm twahce as awful as papa." + +"Oh, I do! You see, I'm quite paralyzed before you, and so I don't feel +anything." + +"Well, it's a pretty lahvely kyand of paralysis. But--go on." + +"I will--I will. If I can only begin." + +"Pohaps Ah maght begin fo' you." + +"No, you can't. Lord knows, I'd like to let you. Well, it's like this." + +Fulkerson made a clutch at his hair, and then, after another hesitation, +he abruptly laid the whole affair before her. He did not think it +necessary to state the exact nature of the offence Lindau had given +Dryfoos, for he doubted if she could grasp it, and he was profuse of his +excuses for troubling her with the matter, and of wonder at himself for +having done so. In the rapture of his concern at having perhaps made a +fool of himself, he forgot why he had told her; but she seemed to like +having been confided in, and she said, "Well, Ah don't see what you can +do with you' ahdeals of friendship except stand bah Mr. Mawch." + +"My ideals of friendship? What do you mean?" + +"Oh, don't you suppose we know? Mr. Beaton said you we' a pofect Bahyard +in friendship, and you would sacrifice anything to it." + +"Is that so?" said Fulkerson, thinking how easily he could sacrifice +Lindau in this case. He had never supposed before that he was chivalrous +in such matters, but he now began to see it in that light, and he +wondered that he could ever have entertained for a moment the idea of +throwing March over. + +"But Ah most say," Miss Woodburn went on, "Ah don't envy you you' next +interview with Mr. Dryfoos. Ah suppose you'll have to see him at once +aboat it." + +The conjecture recalled Fulkerson to the object of his confidences. +"Ah, there's where your help comes in. I've exhausted all the influence +I have with Dryfoos--" + +"Good gracious, you don't expect Ah could have any!" + +They both laughed at the comic dismay with which she conveyed the +preposterous notion; and Fulkerson said, "If I judged from myself, +I should expect you to bring him round instantly." + +"Oh, thank you, Mr. Fulkerson," she said, with mock meekness. + +"Not at all. But it isn't Dryfoos I want you to help me with; it's your +father. I want your father to interview Dryfoos for me, and I-I'm afraid +to ask him." + +"Poo' Mr. Fulkerson!" she said, and she insinuated something through her +burlesque compassion that lifted him to the skies. He swore in his heart +that the woman never lived who was so witty, so wise, so beautiful, and +so good. "Come raght with me this minute, if the cyoast's clea'." She +went to the door of the diningroom and looked in across its gloom to the +little gallery where her father sat beside a lamp reading his evening +paper; Mrs. Leighton could be heard in colloquy with the cook below, and +Alma had gone to her room. She beckoned Fulkerson with the hand +outstretched behind her, and said, "Go and ask him." + +"Alone!" he palpitated. + +"Oh, what a cyowahd!" she cried, and went with him. "Ah suppose you'll +want me to tell him aboat it." + +"Well, I wish you'd begin, Miss Woodburn," he said. "The fact is, you +know, I've been over it so much I'm kind of sick of the thing." + +Miss Woodburn advanced and put her hand on her father's shoulder. "Look +heah, papa! Mr. Fulkerson wants to ask you something, and he wants me to +do it fo' him." + +The colonel looked up through his glasses with the sort of ferocity +elderly men sometimes have to put on in order to keep their glasses from +falling off. His daughter continued: "He's got into an awful difficulty +with his edito' and his proprieto', and he wants you to pacify them." + +"I do not know whethah I understand the case exactly," said the colonel, +"but Mr. Fulkerson may command me to the extent of my ability." + +"You don't understand it aftah what Ah've said?" cried the girl. "Then +Ah don't see but what you'll have to explain it you'self, Mr. Fulkerson." + +"Well, Miss Woodburn has been so luminous about it, colonel," said +Fulkerson, glad of the joking shape she had given the affair, "that I can +only throw in a little side-light here and there." + +The colonel listened as Fulkerson went on, with a grave diplomatic +satisfaction. He felt gratified, honored, even, he said, by Mr. +Fulkerson's appeal to him; and probably it gave him something of the high +joy that an affair of honor would have brought him in the days when he +had arranged for meetings between gentlemen. Next to bearing a +challenge, this work of composing a difficulty must have been grateful. +But he gave no outward sign of his satisfaction in making a resume of the +case so as to get the points clearly in his mind. + +"I was afraid, sir," he said, with the state due to the serious nature of +the facts, "that Mr. Lindau had given Mr. Dryfoos offence by some of his +questions at the dinner-table last night." + +"Perfect red rag to a bull," Fulkerson put in; and then he wanted to +withdraw his words at the colonel's look of displeasure. + +"I have no reflections to make upon Mr. Landau," Colonel Woodburn +continued, and Fulkerson felt grateful to him for going on; "I do not +agree with Mr. Lindau; I totally disagree with him on sociological +points; but the course of the conversation had invited him to the +expression of his convictions, and he had a right to express them, so far +as they had no personal bearing." + +"Of course," said Fulkerson, while Miss Woodburn perched on the arm of +her father's chair. + +"At the same time, sir, I think that if Mr. Dryfoos felt a personal +censure in Mr. Lindau's questions concerning his suppression of the +strike among his workmen, he had a right to resent it." + +"Exactly," Fulkerson assented. + +"But it must be evident to you, sir, that a high-spirited gentleman like +Mr. March--I confess that my feelings are with him very warmly in the +matter--could not submit to dictation of the nature you describe." + +"Yes, I see," said Fulkerson; and, with that strange duplex action of the +human mind, he wished that it was his hair, and not her father's, that +Miss Woodburn was poking apart with the corner of her fan. + +"Mr. Lindau," the colonel concluded, "was right from his point of view, +and Mr. Dryfoos was equally right. The position of Mr. March is +perfectly correct--" + +His daughter dropped to her feet from his chair-arm. "Mah goodness! +If nobody's in the wrong, ho' awe you evah going to get the mattah +straight?" + +"Yes, you see," Fulkerson added, "nobody can give in." + +"Pardon me," said the colonel, "the case is one in which all can give +in." + +"I don't know which 'll begin," said Fulkerson. + +The colonel rose. "Mr. Lindau must begin, sir. We must begin by seeing +Mr. Lindau, and securing from him the assurance that in the expression of +his peculiar views he had no intention of offering any personal offence +to Mr. Dryfoos. If I have formed a correct estimate of Mr. Lindau, this +will be perfectly simple." + +Fulkerson shook his head. "But it wouldn't help. Dryfoos don't care a +rap whether Lindau meant any personal offence or not. As far as that is +concerned, he's got a hide like a hippopotamus. But what he hates is +Lindau's opinions, and what he says is that no man who holds such +opinions shall have any work from him. And what March says is that no +man shall be punished through him for his opinions, he don't care what +they are." + +The colonel stood a moment in silence. "And what do you expect me to do +under the circumstances?" + +"I came to you for advice--I thought you might suggest----?" + +"Do you wish me to see Mr. Dryfoos?" + +"Well, that's about the size of it," Fulkerson admitted. "You see, +colonel," he hastened on, "I know that you have a great deal of influence +with him; that article of yours is about the only thing he's ever read in +'Every Other Week,' and he's proud of your acquaintance. Well, you know" +--and here Fulkerson brought in the figure that struck him so much in +Beaton's phrase and had been on his tongue ever since--" you're the man +on horseback to him; and he'd be more apt to do what you say than if +anybody else said it." + +"You are very good, sir," said the colonel, trying to be proof against +the flattery, "but I am afraid you overrate my influence." Fulkerson let +him ponder it silently, and his daughter governed her impatience by +holding her fan against her lips. Whatever the process was in the +colonel's mind, he said at last: "I see no good reason for declining to +act for you, Mr. Fulkerson, and I shall be very happy if I can be of +service to you. But"--he stopped Fulkerson from cutting in with +precipitate thanks--"I think I have a right, sir, to ask what your course +will be in the event of failure?" + +"Failure?" Fulkerson repeated, in dismay. + +"Yes, sir. I will not conceal from you that this mission is one not +wholly agreeable to my feelings." + +"Oh, I understand that, colonel, and I assure you that I appreciate, I--" + +"There is no use trying to blink the fact, sir, that there are certain +aspects of Mr. Dryfoos's character in which he is not a gentleman. +We have alluded to this fact before, and I need not dwell upon it now: I +may say, however, that my misgivings were not wholly removed last night." + +"No," Fulkerson assented; though in his heart he thought the old man had +behaved very well. + +"What I wish to say now is that I cannot consent to act for you, in this +matter, merely as an intermediary whose failure would leave the affair in +state quo." + +"I see," said Fulkerson. + + +"And I should like some intimation, some assurance, as to which party +your own feelings are with in the difference." + +The colonel bent his eyes sharply on Fulkerson; Miss Woodburn let hers +fall; Fulkerson felt that he was being tested, and he said, to gain time, +"As between Lindau and Dryfoos?" though he knew this was not the point. + +"As between Mr. Dryfoos and Mr. March," said the colonel. + +Fulkerson drew a long breath and took his courage in both hands. "There +can't be any choice for me in such a case. I'm for March, every time." + +The colonel seized his hand, and Miss Woodburn said, "If there had been +any choice fo' you in such a case, I should never have let papa stir a +step with you." + +"Why, in regard to that," said the colonel, with a, literal application +of the idea, "was it your intention that we should both go?" + +"Well, I don't know; I suppose it was." + +"I think it will be better for me to go alone," said the colonel; and, +with a color from his experience in affairs of honor, he added: "In these +matters a principal cannot appear without compromising his dignity. +I believe I have all the points clearly in mind, and I think I should act +more freely in meeting Mr. Dryfoos alone." + +Fulkerson tried to hide the eagerness with which he met these agreeable +views. He felt himself exalted in some sort to the level of the +colonel's sentiments, though it would not be easy to say whether this was +through the desperation bred of having committed himself to March's side, +or through the buoyant hope he had that the colonel would succeed in his +mission. + +"I'm not afraid to talk with Dryfoos about it," he said. + +"There is no question of courage," said the colonel. "It is a question +of dignity--of personal dignity." + +"Well, don't let that delay you, papa," said his daughter, following him +to the door, where she found him his hat, and Fulkerson helped him on +with his overcoat. "Ah shall be jost wald to know ho' it's toned oat." + +"Won't you let me go up to the house with you?" Fulkerson began. +"I needn't go in--" + +"I prefer to go alone," said the colonel. "I wish to turn the points +over in my mind, and I am afraid you would find me rather dull company." + +He went out, and Fulkerson returned with Miss Woodburn to the drawing- +room, where she said the Leightons were. They, were not there, but she +did not seem disappointed. + +"Well, Mr. Fulkerson," she said, "you have got an ahdeal of friendship, +sure enough." + +"Me?" said Fulkerson. "Oh, my Lord! Don't you see I couldn't do +anything else? And I'm scared half to death, anyway. If the colonel +don't bring the old man round, I reckon it's all up with me. But he'll +fetch him. And I'm just prostrated with gratitude to you, Miss +Woodburn." + +She waved his thanks aside with her fan. "What do you mean by its being +all up with you?" + +"Why, if the old man sticks to his position, and I stick to March, we've +both got to go overboard together. Dryfoos owns the magazine; he can +stop it, or he can stop us, which amounts to the same thing, as far as +we're concerned." + +"And then what?" the girl pursued. + +"And then, nothing--till we pick ourselves up." + +"Do you mean that Mr. Dryfoos will put you both oat of your places?" + +"He may." + +"And Mr. Mawch takes the risk of that jost fo' a principle?" + +"I reckon." + +"And you do it jost fo' an ahdeal?" + +"It won't do to own it. I must have my little axe to grind, somewhere." + +"Well, men awe splendid," sighed the girl. "Ah will say it." + +"Oh, they're not so much better than women," said Fulkerson, with a +nervous jocosity. "I guess March would have backed down if it hadn't +been for his wife. She was as hot as pepper about it, and you could see +that she would have sacrificed all her husband's relations sooner than +let him back down an inch from the stand he had taken. It's pretty easy +for a man to stick to a principle if he has a woman to stand by him. +But when you come to play it alone--" + +"Mr. Fulkerson," said the girl, solemnly, "Ah will stand bah you in this, +if all the woald tones against you." The tears came into her eyes, and +she put out her hand to him. + +"You will?" he shouted, in a rapture. "In every way--and always--as +long as you live? Do you mean it?" He had caught her hand to his breast +and was grappling it tight there and drawing her to him. + +The changing emotions chased one another through her heart and over her +face: dismay, shame, pride, tenderness. "You don't believe," she said, +hoarsely, "that Ah meant that?" + +"No, but I hope you do mean it; for if you don't, nothing else means +anything." + +There was no space, there was only a point of wavering. "Ah do mean it." + +When they lifted their eyes from each other again it was half-past ten. +"No' you most go," she said. + +"But the colonel--our fate?" + +"The co'nel is often oat late, and Ah'm not afraid of ouah fate, no' that +we've taken it into ouah own hands." She looked at him with dewy eyes of +trust, of inspiration. + +"Oh, it's going to come out all right," he said. "It can't come out +wrong now, no matter what happens. But who'd have thought it, when I +came into this house, in such a state of sin and misery, half an hour +ago--" + +"Three houahs and a half ago!" she said. "No! you most jost go. Ah'm +tahed to death. Good-night. You can come in the mawning to see-papa." +She opened the door and pushed him out with enrapturing violence, and he +ran laughing down the steps into her father's arms. + +"Why, colonel! I was just going up to meet you." He had really thought +he would walk off his exultation in that direction. + +"I am very sorry to say, Mr. Fulkerson," the colonel began, gravely, +"that Mr. Dryfoos adheres to his position." + +"Oh, all right," said Fulkerson, with unabated joy. "It's what I +expected. Well, my course is clear; I shall stand by March, and I guess +the world won't come to an end if he bounces us both. But I'm +everlastingly obliged to you, Colonel Woodburn, and I don't know what to +say to you. I--I won't detain you now; it's so late. I'll see you in +the morning. Good-ni--" + +Fulkerson did not realize that it takes two to part. The colonel laid +hold of his arm and turned away with him. "I will walk toward your place +with you. I can understand why you should be anxious to know the +particulars of my interview with Mr. Dryfoos"; and in the statement which +followed he did not spare him the smallest. It outlasted their walk and +detained them long on the steps of the 'Every Other Week' building. But +at the end Fulkerson let himself in with his key as light of heart as if +he had been listening to the gayest promises that fortune could make. + +By the tune he met March at the office next morning, a little, but only a +very little, misgiving saddened his golden heaven. He took March's hand +with high courage, and said, "Well, the old man sticks to his point, +March." He added, with the sense of saying it before Miss Woodburn: "And +I stick by you. I've thought it all over, and I'd rather be right with +you than wrong with him." + +"Well, I appreciate your motive, Fulkerson," said March. "But perhaps-- +perhaps we can save over our heroics for another occasion. Lindau seems +to have got in with his, for the present." + +He told him of Lindau's last visit, and they stood a moment looking at +each other rather queerly. Fulkerson was the first to recover his +spirits. "Well," he said, cheerily, "that let's us out." + +"Does it? I'm not sure it lets me out," said March; but he said this in +tribute to his crippled self-respect rather than as a forecast of any +action in the matter. + +"Why, what are you going to do?" Fulkerson asked. "If Lindau won't work +for Dryfoos, you can't make him." + +March sighed. "What are you going to do with this money?" He glanced at +the heap of bills he had flung on the table between them. + +Fulkerson scratched his head. "Ah, dogged if I know: Can't we give it +to the deserving poor, somehow, if we can find 'em?" + +"I suppose we've no right to use it in any way. You must give it to +Dryfoos." + +"To the deserving rich? Well, you can always find them. I reckon you +don't want to appear in the transaction! I don't, either; but I guess I +must." Fulkerson gathered up the money and carried it to Conrad. +He directed him to account for it in his books as conscience-money, and +he enjoyed the joke more than Conrad seemed to do when he was told where +it came from. + +Fulkerson was able to wear off the disagreeable impression the affair +left during the course of the fore-noon, and he met Miss Woodburn with +all a lover's buoyancy when he went to lunch. She was as happy as he +when he told her how fortunately the whole thing had ended, and he took +her view that it was a reward of his courage in having dared the worst. +They both felt, as the newly plighted always do, that they were in the +best relations with the beneficent powers, and that their felicity had +been especially looked to in the disposition of events. They were in a +glow of rapturous content with themselves and radiant worship of each +other; she was sure that he merited the bright future opening to them +both, as much as if he owed it directly to some noble action of his own; +he felt that he was indebted for the favor of Heaven entirely to the +still incredible accident of her preference of him over other men. + +Colonel Woodburn, who was not yet in the secret of their love, perhaps +failed for this reason to share their satisfaction with a result so +unexpectedly brought about. The blessing on their hopes seemed to his +ignorance to involve certain sacrifices of personal feeling at which he +hinted in suggesting that Dryfoos should now be asked to make some +abstract concessions and acknowledgments; his daughter hastened to deny +that these were at all necessary; and Fulkerson easily explained why. +The thing was over; what was the use of opening it up again? + +"Perhaps none," the colonel admitted. But he added, "I should like the +opportunity of taking Mr. Lindau's hand in the presence of Mr. Dryfoos +and assuring him that I considered him a man of principle and a man of +honor--a gentleman, sir, whom I was proud and happy to have known." + +"Well, Ah've no doabt," said his daughter, demurely, "that you'll have +the chance some day; and we would all lahke to join you. But at the same +tahme, Ah think Mr. Fulkerson is well oat of it fo' the present." + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +Anticipative reprisal +Buttoned about him as if it concealed a bad conscience +Courtship +Got their laugh out of too many things in life +Had learned not to censure the irretrievable +Had no opinions that he was not ready to hold in abeyance +Ignorant of her ignorance +It don't do any good to look at its drawbacks all the time +Justice must be paid for at every step in fees and costs +Life has taught him to truckle and trick +Man's willingness to abide in the present +No longer the gross appetite for novelty +No right to burden our friends with our decisions +Travel, with all its annoyances and fatigues +Typical anything else, is pretty difficult to find + + + + +End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of A Hazard of New Fortunes, v4 +by William Dean Howells + + + + + + +A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES + +By William Dean Howells + + + +PART FIFTH + + + + +I. + +Superficially, the affairs of 'Every Other Week' settled into their +wonted form again, and for Fulkerson they seemed thoroughly reinstated. +But March had a feeling of impermanency from what had happened, mixed +with a fantastic sense of shame toward Lindau. He did not sympathize +with Lindau's opinions; he thought his remedy for existing evils as +wildly impracticable as Colonel Woodburn's. But while he thought this, +and while he could justly blame Fulkerson for Lindau's presence at +Dryfoos's dinner, which his zeal had brought about in spite of March's +protests, still he could not rid himself of the reproach of uncandor with +Lindau. He ought to have told him frankly about the ownership of the +magazine, and what manner of man the man was whose money he was taking. +But he said that he never could have imagined that he was serious in his +preposterous attitude in regard to a class of men who embody half the +prosperity of the country; and he had moments of revolt against his own +humiliation before Lindau, in which he found it monstrous that he should +return Dryfoos's money as if it had been the spoil of a robber. His wife +agreed with him in these moments, and said it was a great relief not to +have that tiresome old German coming about. They had to account for his +absence evasively to the children, whom they could not very well tell +that their father was living on money that Lindau disdained to take, even +though Lindau was wrong and their father was right. This heightened Mrs. +March's resentment toward both Lindau and Dryfoos, who between them had +placed her husband in a false position. If anything, she resented +Dryfoos's conduct more than Lindau's. He had never spoken to March about +the affair since Lindau had renounced his work, or added to the +apologetic messages he had sent by Fulkerson. So far as March knew, +Dryfoos had been left to suppose that Lindau had simply stopped for some +reason that did not personally affect him. They never spoke of him, and +March was too proud to ask either Fulkerson or Conrad whether the old man +knew that Lindau had returned his money. He avoided talking to Conrad, +from a feeling that if be did he should involuntarily lead him on to +speak of his differences with his father. Between himself and Fulkerson, +even, he was uneasily aware of a want of their old perfect friendliness. +Fulkerson had finally behaved with honor and courage; but his provisional +reluctance had given March the measure of Fulkerson's character in one +direction, and he could not ignore the fact that it was smaller than he +could have wished. + +He could not make out whether Fulkerson shared his discomfort or not. +It certainly wore away, even with March, as time passed, and with +Fulkerson, in the bliss of his fortunate love, it was probably far more +transient, if it existed at all. He advanced into the winter as +radiantly as if to meet the spring, and he said that if there were any +pleasanter month of the year than November, it was December, especially +when the weather was good and wet and muddy most of the time, so that you +had to keep indoors a long while after you called anywhere. + +Colonel Woodburn had the anxiety, in view of his daughter's engagement, +when she asked his consent to it, that such a dreamer must have in regard +to any reality that threatens to affect the course of his reveries. He +had not perhaps taken her marriage into account, except as a remote +contingency; and certainly Fulkerson was not the kind of son-in-law that +he had imagined in dealing with that abstraction. But because he had +nothing of the sort definitely in mind, he could not oppose the selection +of Fulkerson with success; he really knew nothing against him, and he +knew, many things in his favor; Fulkerson inspired him with the liking +that every one felt for him in a measure; he amused him, he cheered him; +and the colonel had been so much used to leaving action of all kinds to +his daughter that when he came to close quarters with the question of a +son-in-law he felt helpless to decide it, and he let her decide it, as if +it were still to be decided when it was submitted to him. She was +competent to treat it in all its phases: not merely those of personal +interest, but those of duty to the broken Southern past, sentimentally +dear to him, and practically absurd to her. No such South as he +remembered had ever existed to her knowledge, and no such civilization as +he imagined would ever exist, to her belief, anywhere. She took the +world as she found it, and made the best of it. She trusted in +Fulkerson; she had proved his magnanimity in a serious emergency; and in +small things she was willing fearlessly to chance it with him. She was +not a sentimentalist, and there was nothing fantastic in her +expectations; she was a girl of good sense and right mind, and she liked +the immediate practicality as well as the final honor of Fulkerson. She +did not idealize him, but in the highest effect she realized him; she did +him justice, and she would not have believed that she did him more than +justice if she had sometimes known him to do himself less. + +Their engagement was a fact to which the Leighton household adjusted +itself almost as simply as the lovers themselves; Miss Woodburn told the +ladies at once, and it was not a thing that Fulkerson could keep from +March very long. He sent word of it to Mrs. March by her husband; and +his engagement perhaps did more than anything else to confirm the +confidence in him which had been shaken by his early behavior in the +Lindau episode, and not wholly restored by his tardy fidelity to March. +But now she felt that a man who wished to get married so obviously and +entirely for love was full of all kinds of the best instincts, and only +needed the guidance of a wife, to become very noble. She interested +herself intensely in balancing the respective merits of the engaged +couple, and after her call upon Miss Woodburn in her new character she +prided herself upon recognizing the worth of some strictly Southern +qualities in her, while maintaining the general average of New England +superiority. She could not reconcile herself to the Virginian custom +illustrated in her having been christened with the surname of Madison; +and she said that its pet form of Mad, which Fulkerson promptly invented, +only made it more ridiculous. + +Fulkerson was slower in telling Beaton. He was afraid, somehow, of +Beaton's taking the matter in the cynical way; Miss Woodburn said she +would break off the engagement if Beaton was left to guess it or find it +out by accident, and then Fulkerson plucked up his courage. Beaton +received the news with gravity, and with a sort of melancholy meekness +that strongly moved Fulkerson's sympathy, and made him wish that Beaton +was engaged, too. + +It made Beaton feel very old; it somehow left him behind and forgotten; +in a manner, it made him feel trifled with. Something of the +unfriendliness of fate seemed to overcast his resentment, and he allowed +the sadness of his conviction that he had not the means to marry on to +tinge his recognition of the fact that Alma Leighton would not have +wanted him to marry her if he had. He was now often in that martyr mood +in which he wished to help his father; not only to deny himself Chianti, +but to forego a fur-lined overcoat which he intended to get for the +winter, He postponed the moment of actual sacrifice as regarded the +Chianti, and he bought the overcoat in an anguish of self-reproach. +He wore it the first evening after he got it in going to call upon the +Leightons, and it seemed to him a piece of ghastly irony when Alma +complimented his picturesqueness in it and asked him to let her sketch +him. + +"Oh, you can sketch me," he said, with so much gloom that it made her +laugh. + +"If you think it's so serious, I'd rather not." + +"No, no! Go ahead! How do you want me?" + +Oh, fling yourself down on a chair in one of your attitudes of studied +negligence; and twist one corner of your mustache with affected absence +of mind." + +"And you think I'm always studied, always affected?" + +"I didn't say so." + +"I didn't ask you what you said." + +"And I won't tell you what I think." + +"Ah, I know what you think." + +"What made you ask, then?" The girl laughed again with the satisfaction +of her sex in cornering a man. + +Beaton made a show of not deigning to reply, and put himself in the pose +she suggested, frowning. + +"Ah, that's it. But a little more animation-- + + "'As when a great thought strikes along the brain, + And flushes all the cheek.'" + +She put her forehead down on the back of her hand and laughed again. +"You ought to be photographed. You look as if you were sitting for it." + +Beaton said: "That's because I know I am being photographed, in one way. +I don't think you ought to call me affected. I never am so with you; I +know it wouldn't be of any use." + +"Oh, Mr. Beaton, you flatter." + +"No, I never flatter you." + +"I meant you flattered yourself." + +"How?" + +"Oh, I don't know. Imagine." + +"I know what you mean. You think I can't be sincere with anybody." + +"Oh no, I don't." + +"What do you think?" + +"That you can't--try." Alma gave another victorious laugh. + +Miss Woodburn and Fulkerson would once have both feigned a great interest +in Alma's sketching Beaton, and made it the subject of talk, in which +they approached as nearly as possible the real interest of their lives. +Now they frankly remained away in the dining-room, which was very cozy +after the dinner had disappeared; the colonel sat with his lamp and paper +in the gallery beyond; Mrs. Leighton was about her housekeeping affairs, +in the content she always felt when Alma was with Beaton. + +"They seem to be having a pretty good time in there," said Fulkerson, +detaching himself from his own absolute good time as well as he could. + +"At least Alma does," said Miss Woodburn. + +"Do you think she cares for him?" + +"Quahte as moch as he desoves." + +"What makes you all down on Beaton around here? He's not such a bad +fellow." + +"We awe not all doan on him. Mrs. Leighton isn't doan on him." + +"Oh, I guess if it was the old lady, there wouldn't be much question +about it." + +They both laughed, and Alma said, "They seem to be greatly amused with +something in there." + +"Me, probably," said Beaton. "I seem to amuse everybody to-night." + +"Don't you always?" + +"I always amuse you, I'm afraid, Alma." + +She looked at him as if she were going to snub him openly for using her +name; but apparently she decided to do it covertly. "You didn't at +first. I really used to believe you could be serious, once." + +"Couldn't you believe it again? Now?" + +"Not when you put on that wind-harp stop." + +"Wetmore has been talking to you about me. He would sacrifice his best +friend to a phrase. He spends his time making them." + +"He's made some very pretty ones about you." + +"Like the one you just quoted?" + +"No, not exactly. He admires you ever so much. He says" She stopped, +teasingly. + +"What?" + +"He says you could be almost anything you wished, if you didn't wish to +be everything." + +"That sounds more like the school of Wetmore. That's what you say, Alma. +Well, if there were something you wished me to be, I could be it." + +"We might adapt Kingsley: 'Be good, sweet man, and let who will be +clever.'" He could not help laughing. She went on: "I always thought +that was the most patronizing and exasperating thing ever addressed to a +human girl; and we've had to stand a good deal in our time. I should +like to have it applied to the other 'sect' a while. As if any girl that +was a girl would be good if she had the remotest chance of being clever." + +"Then you wouldn't wish me to be good?" Beaton asked. + +"Not if you were a girl." + +"You want to shock me. Well, I suppose I deserve it. But if I were one- +tenth part as good as you are, Alma, I should have a lighter heart than I +have now. I know that I'm fickle, but I'm not false, as you think I am." + +"Who said I thought you were false?" + +"No one," said Beaton. "It isn't necessary, when you look it--live it." + +"Oh, dear! I didn't know I devoted my whole time to the subject." + +"I know I'm despicable. I could tell you something--the history of this +day, even--that would make you despise me." Beaton had in mind his +purchase of the overcoat, which Alma was getting in so effectively, with +the money he ought to have sent his father. "But," he went on, darkly, +with a sense that what he was that moment suffering for his selfishness +must somehow be a kind of atonement, which would finally leave him to the +guiltless enjoyment of the overcoat, "you wouldn't believe the depths of +baseness I could descend to." + +"I would try," said Alma, rapidly shading the collar, "if you'd give me +some hint." + +Beaton had a sudden wish to pour out his remorse to her, but he was +afraid of her laughing at him. He said to himself that this was a very +wholesome fear, and that if he could always have her at hand he should +not make a fool of himself so often. A man conceives of such an office +as the very noblest for a woman; he worships her for it if he is +magnanimous. But Beaton was silent, and Alma put back her head for the +right distance on her sketch. "Mr. Fulkerson thinks you are the +sublimest of human beings for advising him to get Colonel Woodburn to +interview Mr. Dryfoos about Lindau. What have you ever done with your +Judas?" + +"I haven't done anything with it. Nadel thought he would take hold of it +at one time, but he dropped it again. After all, I don't suppose it +could be popularized. Fulkerson wanted to offer it as a premium to +subscribers for 'Every Other Week,' but I sat down on that." + +Alma could not feel the absurdity of this, and she merely said, "'Every +Other Week' seems to be going on just the same as ever." + +"Yes, the trouble has all blown over, I believe. Fulkerson," said +Beaton, with a return to what they were saying, "has managed the whole +business very well. But he exaggerates the value of my advice." + +"Very likely," Alma suggested, vaguely. "Or, no! Excuse me! He couldn't, +he couldn't!" She laughed delightedly at Beaton's foolish look of +embarrassment. + +He tried to recover his dignity in saying, "He's 'a very good fellow, and +he deserves his happiness." + +"Oh, indeed!" said Alma, perversely. "Does any one deserve happiness?" + +"I know I don't," sighed Beaton. + +"You mean you don't get it." + +"I certainly don't get it." + +"Ah, but that isn't the reason." + +"What is?" + +"That's the secret of the universe," She bit in her lower lip, and looked +at him with eyes, of gleaming fun. + +"Are you never serious?" he asked. + +"With serious people always." + +"I am serious; and you have the secret of my happiness--" He threw +himself impulsively forward in his chair. + +"Oh, pose, pose!" she cried. + +"I won't pose," he answered, "and you have got to listen to me. You +know I'm in love with you; and I know that once you cared for me. Can't +that time--won't it--come back again? Try to think so, Alma!" + +"No," she said, briefly and seriously enough. + +"But that seems impossible. What is it I've done what have you against +me?" + +"Nothing. But that time is past. I couldn't recall it if I wished. Why +did you bring it up? You've broken your word. You know I wouldn't have +let you keep coming here if you hadn't promised never to refer to it." + +"How could I help it? With that happiness near us--Fulkerson--" + +"Oh, it's that? I might have known it!" + +"No, it isn't that--it's something far deeper. But if it's nothing you +have against me, what is it, Alma, that keeps you from caring for me now +as you did then? I haven't changed." + +"But I have. I shall never care for you again, Mr. Beaton; you might as +well understand it once for all. Don't think it's anything in yourself, +or that I think you unworthy of me. I'm not so self-satisfied as that; +I know very well that I'm not a perfect character, and that I've no claim +on perfection in anybody else. I think women who want that are fools; +they won't get it, and they don't deserve it. But I've learned a good. +deal more about myself than I knew in St. Barnaby, and a life of work, of +art, and of art alone that's what I've made up my mind to." + +"A woman that's made up her mind to that has no heart to hinder her!" + +"Would a man have that had done so?" + +"But I don't believe you, Alma. You're merely laughing at me. And, +besides, with me you needn't give up art. We could work together. You +know how much I admire your talent. I believe I could help it--serve it; +I would be its willing slave, and yours, Heaven knows!" + +"I don't want any slave--nor any slavery. I want to be free always. Now +do you see? I don't care for you, and I never could in the old way; but +I should have to care for some one more than I believe I ever shall to +give up my work. Shall we go on?" She looked at her sketch. + +"No, we shall not go on," he said, gloomily, as he rose. + +"I suppose you blame me," she said, rising too. + +"Oh no! I blame no one--or only myself. I threw my chance away." + +"I'm glad you see that; and I'm glad you did it. You don't believe me, +of course. Why do men think life can be only the one thing to women? +And if you come to the selfish view, who are the happy women? I'm sure +that if work doesn't fail me, health won't, and happiness won't." + +"But you could work on with me--" + +"Second fiddle. Do you suppose I shouldn't be woman enough to wish my +work always less and lower than yours? At least I've heart enough for +that!" + +"You've heart enough for anything, Alma. I was a fool to say you +hadn't." + +"I think the women who keep their hearts have an even chance, at least, +of having heart--" + +"Ah, there's where you're wrong!" + +"But mine isn't mine to give you, anyhow. And now I don't want you ever +to speak to me about this again." + +"Oh, there's no danger!" he cried, bitterly. "I shall never willingly +see you again." + +"That's as you like, Mr. Beaton. We've had to be very frank, but I don't +see why we shouldn't be friends. Still, we needn't, if you don't like." + +"And I may come--I may come here--as--as usual?" + +"Why, if you can consistently," she said, with a smile, and she held out +her hand to him. + +He went home dazed, and feeling as if it were a bad joke that had been +put upon him. At least the affair went so deep that it estranged the +aspect of his familiar studio. Some of the things in it were not very +familiar; he had spent lately a great deal on rugs, on stuffs, on +Japanese bric-a-brac. When he saw these things in the shops he had felt +that he must have them; that they were necessary to him; and he was +partly in debt for them, still without having sent any of his earnings to +pay his father. As he looked at them now he liked to fancy something +weird and conscious in them as the silent witnesses of a broken life. +He felt about among some of the smaller objects on the mantel for his +pipe. Before he slept he was aware, in the luxury of his despair, of a +remote relief, an escape; and, after all, the understanding he had come +to with Alma was only the explicit formulation of terms long tacit +between them. Beaton would have been puzzled more than he knew if she +had taken him seriously. It was inevitable that he should declare +himself in love with her; but he was not disappointed at her rejection of +his love; perhaps not so much as he would have been at its acceptance, +though he tried to think otherwise, and to give himself airs of tragedy. +He did not really feel that the result was worse than what had gone +before, and it left him free. + +But he did not go to the Leightons again for so long a time that Mrs. +Leighton asked Alma what had happened. Alma told her. + +"And he won't come any more?" her mother sighed, with reserved censure. + +"Oh, I think he will. He couldn't very well come the next night. But he +has the habit of coming, and with Mr. Beaton habit is everything--even +the habit of thinking he's in love with some one." + +"Alma," said her mother, "I don't think it's very nice for a girl to let +a young man keep coming to see her after she's refused him." + +"Why not, if it amuses him and doesn't hurt the girl?" + +"But it does hurt her, Alma. It--it's indelicate. It isn't fair to him; +it gives him hopes." + +"Well, mamma, it hasn't happened in the given case yet. If Mr. Beaton +comes again, I won't see him, and you can forbid him the house." + +"If I could only feel sure, Alma," said her mother, taking up another +branch of the inquiry, "that you really knew your own mind, I should be +easier about it." + +"Then you can rest perfectly quiet, mamma. I do know my own mind; and, +what's worse, I know Mr. Beaton's mind." + +"What do you mean?" + +"I mean that he spoke to me the other night simply because Mr. +Fulkerson's engagement had broken him all up." + +"What expressions!" Mrs. Leighton lamented. + +"He let it out himself," Alma went on. "And you wouldn't have thought it +was very flattering yourself. When I'm made love to, after this, +I prefer to be made love to in an off-year, when there isn't another +engaged couple anywhere about." + +"Did you tell him that, Alma?" + +"Tell him that! What do you mean, mamma? I may be indelicate, but I'm +not quite so indelicate as that." + +"I didn't mean you were indelicate, really, Alma, but I wanted to warn +you. I think Mr. Beaton was very much in earnest." + +"Oh, so did he!" + +"And you didn't?" + +"Oh yes, for the time being. I suppose he's very much in earnest with +Miss Vance at times, and with Miss Dryfoos at others. Sometimes he's a +painter, and sometimes he's an architect, and sometimes he's a sculptor. +He has too many gifts--too many tastes." + +"And if Miss Vance and Miss Dryfoos--" + +"Oh, do say Sculpture and Architecture, mamma! It's getting so dreadfully +personal!" + +"Alma, you know that I only wish to get at your real feeling in the +matter." + +"And you know that I don't want to let you--especially when I haven't got +any real feeling in the matter. But I should think--speaking in the +abstract entirely--that if either of those arts was ever going to be in +earnest about him, it would want his exclusive devotion for a week at +least." + +"I didn't know," said Mrs. Leighton, "that he was doing anything now at +the others. I thought he was entirely taken up with his work on 'Every +Other Week.'" + +"Oh, he is! he is!" + +"And you certainly can't say, my dear, that he hasn't been very kind-- +very useful to you, in that matter." + +"And so I ought to have said yes out of gratitude? Thank you, mamma! I +didn't know you held me so cheap." + +"You know whether I hold you cheap or not, Alma. I don't want you to +cheapen yourself. I don't want you to trifle with any one. I want you +to be honest with yourself." + +"Well, come now, mamma! Suppose you begin. I've been perfectly honest +with myself, and I've been honest with Mr. Beaton. I don't care for him, +and I've told him I didn't; so he may be supposed to know it. If he +comes here after this, he'll come as a plain, unostentatious friend of +the family, and it's for you to say whether he shall come in that +capacity or not. I hope you won't trifle with him, and let him get the +notion that he's coming on any other basis." + +Mrs. Leighton felt the comfort of the critical attitude far too keenly to +abandon it for anything constructive. She only said, "You know very +well, Alma, that's a matter I can have nothing to do with." + +"Then you leave him entirely to me?" + +"I hope you will regard his right to candid and open treatment." + +"He's had nothing but the most open and candid treatment from me, mamma. +It's you that wants to play fast and loose with him. And, to tell you +the truth, I believe he would like that a good deal better; I believe +that, if there's anything he hates, it's openness and candor." +Alma laughed, and put her arms round her mother, who could not help +laughing a little, too. + + + + +II. + +The winter did not renew for Christine and Mela the social opportunity +which the spring had offered. After the musicale at Mrs. Horn's, they +both made their party-call, as Mela said, in due season; but they did not +find Mrs. Horn at home, and neither she nor Miss Vance came to see them +after people returned to town in the fall. They tried to believe for a +time that Mrs. Horn had not got their cards; this pretence failed them, +and they fell back upon their pride, or rather Christine's pride. Mela +had little but her good-nature to avail her in any exigency, and if Mrs. +Horn or Miss Vance had come to call after a year of neglect, she would +have received them as amiably as if they had not lost a day in coming. +But Christine had drawn a line beyond which they would not have been +forgiven; and she had planned the words and the behavior with which she +would have punished them if they had appeared then. Neither sister +imagined herself in anywise inferior to them; but Christine was +suspicious, at least, and it was Mela who invented the hypothesis of the +lost cards. As nothing happened to prove or to disprove the fact, she +said, "I move we put Coonrod up to gittun' it out of Miss Vance, at some +of their meetun's." + +"If you do," said Christine, "I'll kill you." + +Christine, however, had the visits of Beaton to console her, and, if +these seemed to have no definite aim, she was willing to rest in the +pleasure they gave her vanity; but Mela had nothing. Sometimes she even +wished they were all back on the farm. + +"It would be the best thing for both of you," said Mrs. Dryfoos, in +answer to such a burst of desperation. "I don't think New York is any +place for girls." + +"Well, what I hate, mother," said Mela, "is, it don't seem to be any +place for young men, either." She found this so good when she had said +it that she laughed over it till Christine was angry. + +"A body would think there had never been any joke before." + +"I don't see as it's a joke," said Mrs. Dryfoos. "It's the plain truth." + +"Oh, don't mind her, mother," said Mela. "She's put out because her old +Mr. Beaton ha'r't been round for a couple o' weeks. If you don't watch +out, that fellow 'll give you the slip yit, Christine, after all your +pains." + +"Well, there ain't anybody to give you the slip, Mela," Christine clawed +back. + +"No; I ha'n't ever set my traps for anybody." This was what Mela said +for want of a better retort; but it was not quite true. When Kendricks +came with Beaton to call after her father's dinner, she used all her +cunning to ensnare him, and she had him to herself as long as Beaton +stayed; Dryfoos sent down word that he was not very well and had gone to +bed. The novelty of Mela had worn off for Kendricks, and she found him, +as she frankly told him, not half as entertaining as he was at Mrs. +Horn's; but she did her best with him as the only flirtable material +which had yet come to her hand. It would have been her ideal to have the +young men stay till past midnight, and her father come down-stairs in his +stocking-feet and tell them it was time to go. But they made a visit of +decorous brevity, and Kendricks did not come again. She met him +afterward, once, as she was crossing the pavement in Union Square to get +into her coupe, and made the most of him; but it was necessarily very +little, and so he passed out of her life without having left any trace in +her heart, though Mela had a heart that she would have put at the +disposition of almost any young man that wanted it. Kendricks himself, +Manhattan cockney as he was, with scarcely more out look into the average +American nature than if he had been kept a prisoner in New York society +all his days, perceived a property in her which forbade him as a man of +conscience to trifle with her; something earthly good and kind, if it was +simple and vulgar. In revising his impressions of her, it seemed to him +that she would come even to better literary effect if this were +recognized in her; and it made her sacred, in spite of her willingness to +fool and to be fooled, in her merely human quality. After all, he saw +that she wished honestly to love and to be loved, and the lures she threw +out to that end seemed to him pathetic rather than ridiculous; he could +not join Beaton in laughing at her; and he did not like Beaton's laughing +at the other girl, either. It seemed to Kendricks, with the code of +honor which he mostly kept to himself because he was a little ashamed to +find there were so few others like it, that if Beaton cared nothing for +the other girl--and Christine appeared simply detestable to Kendricks-- +he had better keep away from her, and not give her the impression he was +in love with her. He rather fancied that this was the part of a +gentleman, and he could not have penetrated to that aesthetic and moral +complexity which formed the consciousness of a nature like Beaton's and +was chiefly a torment to itself; he could not have conceived of the +wayward impulses indulged at every moment in little things till the +straight highway was traversed and well-nigh lost under their tangle. +To do whatever one likes is finally to do nothing that one likes, even +though one continues to do what one will; but Kendricks, though a sage of +twenty-seven, was still too young to understand this. + +Beaton scarcely understood it himself, perhaps because he was not yet +twenty-seven. He only knew that his will was somehow sick; that it spent +itself in caprices, and brought him no happiness from the fulfilment of +the most vehement wish. But he was aware that his wishes grew less and +less vehement; he began to have a fear that some time he might have none +at all. It seemed to him that if he could once do something that was +thoroughly distasteful to himself, he might make a beginning in the right +direction; but when he tried this on a small scale, it failed, and it +seemed stupid. Some sort of expiation was the thing he needed, he was +sure; but he could not think of anything in particular to expiate; a man +could not expiate his temperament, and his temperament was what Beaton +decided to be at fault. He perceived that it went deeper than even fate +would have gone; he could have fulfilled an evil destiny and had done +with it, however terrible. His trouble was that he could not escape from +himself; and, for the most part, he justified himself in refusing to try. +After he had come to that distinct understanding with Alma Leighton, +and experienced the relief it really gave him, he thought for a while +that if it had fallen out otherwise, and she had put him in charge of her +destiny, he might have been better able to manage his own. But as it +was, he could only drift, and let all other things take their course. +It was necessary that he should go to see her afterward, to show her that +he was equal to the event; but he did not go so often, and he went rather +oftener to the Dryfooses; it was not easy to see Margaret Vance, except +on the society terms. With much sneering and scorning, he fulfilled the +duties to Mrs. Horn without which he knew he should be dropped from her +list; but one might go to many of her Thursdays without getting many +words with her niece. Beaton hardly knew whether he wanted many; the +girl kept the charm of her innocent stylishness; but latterly she wanted +to talk more about social questions than about the psychical problems +that young people usually debate so personally. Son of the working- +people as he was, Beaton had never cared anything about such matters; +he did not know about them or wish to know; he was perhaps too near them. +Besides, there was an embarrassment, at least on her part, concerning the +Dryfooses. She was too high-minded to blame him for having tempted her +to her failure with them by his talk about them; but she was conscious of +avoiding them in her talk. She had decided not to renew the effort she +had made in the spring; because she could not do them good as fellow- +creatures needing food and warmth and work, and she would not try to +befriend them socially; she had a horror of any such futile +sentimentality. She would have liked to account to Beaton in this way +for a course which she suspected he must have heard their comments upon, +but she did not quite know how to do it; she could not be sure how much +or how little he cared for them. Some tentative approaches which she +made toward explanation were met with such eager disclaim of personal +interest that she knew less than before what to think; and she turned the +talk from the sisters to the brother, whom it seemed she still continued +to meet in their common work among the poor. + +"He seems very different," she ventured. + +"Oh, quite," said Beaton. "He's the kind of person that you might +suppose gave the Catholics a hint for the cloistral life; he's a +cloistered nature--the nature that atones and suffers for. But he's +awfully dull company, don't you think? I never can get anything out of +him." + +"He's very much in earnest." + +"Remorselessly. We've got a profane and mundane creature there at the +office who runs us all, and it's shocking merely to see the contact of +the tyro natures. When Fulkerson gets to joking Dryfoos--he likes to put +his joke in the form of a pretence that Dryfoos is actuated by a selfish +motive, that he has an eye to office, and is working up a political +interest for himself on the East Side--it's something inexpressible." + +"I should think so," said Miss Vance, with such lofty disapproval that +Beaton felt himself included in it for having merely told what caused it. +He could not help saying, in natural rebellion, "Well, the man of one +idea is always a little ridiculous." + +"When his idea is right?" she demanded. "A right idea can't be +ridiculous." + +"Oh, I only said the man that held it was. He's flat; he has no relief, +no projection." + +She seemed unable to answer, and he perceived that he had silenced her to +his own, disadvantage. It appeared to Beaton that she was becoming a +little too exacting for comfort in her idealism. He put down the cup of +tea he had been tasting, and said, in his solemn staccato: "I must go. +Good-bye!" and got instantly away from her, with an effect he had of +having suddenly thought of something imperative. + +He went up to Mrs. Horn for a moment's hail and farewell, and felt +himself subtly detained by her through fugitive passages of conversation +with half a dozen other people. He fancied that at crises of this +strange interview Mrs. Horn was about to become confidential with him, +and confidential, of all things, about her niece. She ended by not +having palpably been so. In fact, the concern in her mind would have +been difficult to impart to a young man, and after several experiments +Mrs. Horn found it impossible to say that she wished Margaret could +somehow be interested in lower things than those which occupied her. +She had watched with growing anxiety the girl's tendency to various kinds +of self-devotion. She had dark hours in which she even feared her entire +withdrawal from the world in a life of good works. Before now, girls had +entered the Protestant sisterhoods, which appeal so potently to the young +and generous imagination, and Margaret was of just the temperament to be +influenced by them. During the past summer she had been unhappy at her +separation from the cares that had engrossed her more and more as their +stay in the city drew to an end in the spring, and she had hurried her +aunt back to town earlier in the fall than she would have chosen to come. +Margaret had her correspondents among the working-women whom she +befriended. Mrs. Horn was at one time alarmed to find that Margaret was +actually promoting a strike of the button-hole workers. This, of course, +had its ludicrous side, in connection with a young lady in good society, +and a person of even so little humor as Mrs. Horn could not help seeing +it. At the same time, she could not help foreboding the worst from it; +she was afraid that Margaret's health would give way under the strain, +and that if she did not go into a sisterhood she would at least go into a +decline. She began the winter with all such counteractive measures as +she could employ. At an age when such things weary, she threw herself +into the pleasures of society with the hope of dragging Margaret after +her; and a sympathetic witness must have followed with compassion her +course from ball to ball, from reception to reception, from parlor- +reading to parlor-reading, from musicale to musicale, from play to play, +from opera to opera. She tasted, after she had practically renounced +them, the bitter and the insipid flavors of fashionable amusement, in the +hope that Margaret might find them sweet, and now at the end she had to +own to herself that she had failed. It was coming Lent again, and the +girl had only grown thinner and more serious with the diversions that did +not divert her from the baleful works of beneficence on which Mrs. Horn +felt that she was throwing her youth away. Margaret could have borne +either alone, but together they were wearing her out. She felt it a duty +to undergo the pleasures her aunt appointed for her, but she could not +forego the other duties in which she found her only pleasure. + +She kept up her music still because she could employ it at the meetings +for the entertainment, and, as she hoped, the elevation of her working- +women; but she neglected the other aesthetic interests which once +occupied her; and, at sight of Beaton talking with her, Mrs. Horn caught +at the hope that he might somehow be turned to account in reviving +Margaret's former interest in art. She asked him if Mr. Wetmore had his +classes that winter as usual; and she said she wished Margaret could be +induced to go again: Mr. Wetmore always said that she did not draw very +well, but that she had a great deal of feeling for it, and her work was +interesting. She asked, were the Leightons in town again; and she +murmured a regret that she had not been able to see anything of them, +without explaining why; she said she had a fancy that if Margaret knew +Miss Leighton, and what she was doing, it might stimulate her, perhaps. +She supposed Miss Leighton was still going on with her art? Beaton said, +Oh yes, he believed so. + +But his manner did not encourage Mrs. Horn to pursue her aims in that +direction, and she said, with a sigh, she wished he still had a class; +she always fancied that Margaret got more good from his instruction than +from any one else's. + +He said that she was very good; but there was really nobody who knew half +as much as Wetmore, or could make any one understand half as much. +Mrs. Horn was afraid, she said, that Mr. Wetmore's terrible sincerity +discouraged Margaret; he would not let her have any illusions about the +outcome of what she was doing; and did not Mr. Beaton think that some +illusion was necessary with young people? Of course, it was very nice of +Mr. Wetmore to be so honest, but it did not always seem to be the wisest +thing. She begged Mr. Beaton to try to think of some one who would be a +little less severe. Her tone assumed a deeper interest in the people who +were coming up and going away, and Beaton perceived that he was +dismissed. + +He went away with vanity flattered by the sense of having been appealed +to concerning Margaret, and then he began to chafe at what she had said +of Wetmore's honesty, apropos of her wish that he still had a class +himself. Did she mean, confound her? that he was insincere, and would +let Miss Vance suppose she had more talent than she really had? The more +Beaton thought of this, the more furious he became, and the more he was +convinced that something like it had been unconsciously if not +consciously in her mind. He framed some keen retorts, to the general +effect that with the atmosphere of illusion preserved so completely at +home, Miss Vance hardly needed it in her art studies. Having just +determined never to go near Mrs. Horn's Thursdays again, he decided to go +once more, in order to plant this sting in her capacious but somewhat +callous bosom; and he planned how he would lead the talk up to the point +from which he should launch it. + +In the mean time he felt the need of some present solace, such as only +unqualified worship could give him; a cruel wish to feel his power in +some direction where, even if it were resisted, it could not be overcome, +drove him on. That a woman who was to Beaton the embodiment of +artificiality should intimate, however innocently--the innocence made it +all the worse--that he was less honest than Wetmore, whom he knew to be +so much more honest, was something that must be retaliated somewhere +before his self-respect could be restored. It was only five o'clock, and +he went on up-town to the Dryfooses', though he had been there only the +night before last. He asked for the ladies, and Mrs. Mandel received +him. + +"The young ladies are down-town shopping," she said, "but I am very glad +of the opportunity of seeing you alone, Mr. Beaton. You know I lived +several years in Europe." + +"Yes," said Beaton, wondering what that could have to do with her +pleasure in seeing him alone. "I believe so?" He involuntarily gave his +words the questioning inflection. + +"You have lived abroad, too, and so you won't find what I am going to ask +so strange. Mr. Beaton, why do you come so much to this house?" Mrs. +Mandel bent forward with an aspect of ladylike interest and smiled. + +Beaton frowned. "Why do I come so much?" + +"Yes." + +"Why do I--Excuse me, Mrs. Mandel, but will you allow me to ask why you +ask?" + +"Oh, certainly. There's no reason why I shouldn't say, for I wish you to +be very frank with me. I ask because there are two young ladies in this +house; and, in a certain way, I have to take the place of a mother to +them. I needn't explain why; you know all the people here, and you +understand. I have nothing to say about them, but I should not be +speaking to you now if they were not all rather helpless people. They do +not know the world they have come to live in here, and they cannot help +themselves or one another. But you do know it, Mr. Beaton, and I am sure +you know just how much or how little you mean by coming here. You are +either interested in one of these young girls or you are not. If you +are, I have nothing more to say. If you are not--" Mrs. Mandel continued +to smile, but the smile had grown more perfunctory, and it had an icy +gleam. + +Beaton looked at her with surprise that he gravely kept to himself. He +had always regarded her as a social nullity, with a kind of pity, to be +sure, as a civilized person living among such people as the Dryfooses, +but not without a humorous contempt; he had thought of her as Mandel, and +sometimes as Old Mandel, though she was not half a score of years his +senior, and was still well on the sunny side of forty. He reddened, and +then turned an angry pallor. "Excuse me again, Mrs. Mandel. Do you ask +this from the young ladies?" + +"Certainly not," she said, with the best temper, and with something in +her tone that convicted Beaton of vulgarity, in putting his question of +her authority in the form of a sneer. "As I have suggested, they would +hardly know how to help themselves at all in such a matter. I have no +objection to saying that I ask it from the father of the young ladies. +Of course, in and for myself I should have no right to know anything +about your affairs. I assure you the duty of knowing isn't very +pleasant." The little tremor in her clear voice struck Beaton as +something rather nice. + +"I can very well believe that, Mrs. Mandel," he said, with a dreamy +sadness in his own. He lifted his eyes and looked into hers. "If I told +you that I cared nothing about them in the way you intimate?" + +"Then I should prefer to let you characterize your own conduct in +continuing to come here for the year past, as you have done, and tacitly +leading them on to infer differently." They both mechanically kept up +the fiction of plurality in speaking of Christine, but there was no doubt +in the mind of either which of the young ladies the other meant. +A good many thoughts went through Beaton's mind, and none of them were +flattering. He had not been unconscious that the part he had played +toward this girl was ignoble, and that it had grown meaner as the fancy +which her beauty had at first kindled in him had grown cooler. He was +aware that of late he had been amusing himself with her passion in a way +that was not less than cruel, not because he wished to do so, but because +he was listless and wished nothing. He rose in saying: "I might be a +little more lenient than you think, Mrs. Mandel; but I won't trouble you +with any palliating theory. I will not come any more." + +He bowed, and Mrs. Mandel said, "Of course, it's only your action that I +am concerned with." + +She seemed to him merely triumphant, and he could not conceive what it +had cost her to nerve herself up to her too easy victory. He left Mrs. +Mandel to a far harder lot than had fallen to him, and he went away +hating her as an enemy who had humiliated him at a moment when he +particularly needed exalting. It was really very simple for him to stop +going to see Christine Dryfoos, but it was not at all simple for Mrs. +Mandel to deal with the consequences of his not coming. He only thought +how lightly she had stopped him, and the poor woman whom he had left +trembling for what she had been obliged to do embodied for him the +conscience that accused him of unpleasant things. + +"By heavens! this is piling it up," he said to himself through his set +teeth, realizing how it had happened right on top of that stupid insult +from Mrs. Horn. Now he should have to give up his place on 'Every Other +Week; he could not keep that, under the circumstances, even if some +pretence were not made to get rid of him; he must hurry and anticipate +any such pretence; he must see Fulkerson at once; he wondered where he +should find him at that hour. He thought, with bitterness so real that +it gave him a kind of tragical satisfaction, how certainly he could find +him a little later at Mrs. Leighton's; and Fulkerson's happiness became +an added injury. + +The thing had, of course, come about just at the wrong time. There never +had been a time when Beaton needed money more, when he had spent what he +had and what he expected to have so recklessly. He was in debt to +Fulkerson personally and officially for advance payments of salary. The +thought of sending money home made him break into a scoffing laugh, which +he turned into a cough in order to deceive the passers. What sort of +face should he go with to Fulkerson and tell him that he renounced his +employment on 'Every Other Week;' and what should he do when he had +renounced it? Take pupils, perhaps; open a class? A lurid conception of +a class conducted on those principles of shameless flattery at which Mrs. +Horn had hinted--he believed now she had meant to insult him--presented +itself. Why should not he act upon the suggestion? He thought with +loathing for the whole race of women--dabblers in art. How easy the +thing would be: as easy as to turn back now and tell that old fool's girl +that he loved her, and rake in half his millions. Why should not he do +that? No one else cared for him; and at a year's end, probably, one +woman would be like another as far as the love was concerned, and +probably he should not be more tired if the woman were Christine Dryfoos +than if she were Margaret Vance. He kept Alma Leighton out of the +question, because at the bottom of his heart he believed that she must be +forever unlike every other woman to him. + +The tide of his confused and aimless reverie had carried him far down- +town, he thought; but when he looked up from it to see where he was he +found himself on Sixth Avenue, only a little below Thirty-ninth Street, +very hot and blown; that idiotic fur overcoat was stifling. He could not +possibly walk down to Eleventh; he did not want to walk even to the +Elevated station at Thirty-fourth; he stopped at the corner to wait for a +surface-car, and fell again into his bitter fancies. After a while he +roused himself and looked up the track, but there was no car coming. He +found himself beside a policeman, who was lazily swinging his club by its +thong from his wrist. + +"When do you suppose a car will be along?" he asked, rather in a general +sarcasm of the absence of the cars than in any special belief that the +policeman could tell him. + +The policeman waited to discharge his tobacco-juice into the gutter. +"In about a week," he said, nonchalantly. + +"What's the matter?" asked Beaton, wondering what the joke could be. + +"Strike," said the policeman. His interest in Beaton's ignorance seemed +to overcome his contempt of it. "Knocked off everywhere this morning +except Third Avenue and one or two cross-town lines." He spat again and +kept his bulk at its incline over the gutter to glance at a group of men +on the corner below: They were neatly dressed, and looked like something +better than workingmen, and they had a holiday air of being in their best +clothes. + +"Some of the strikers?" asked Beaton. + +The policeman nodded. + +"Any trouble yet?" + +"There won't be any trouble till we begin to move the cars," said the +policeman. + +Beaton felt a sudden turn of his rage toward the men whose action would +now force him to walk five blocks and mount the stairs of the Elevated +station. "If you'd take out eight or ten of those fellows," he said, +ferociously, "and set them up against a wall and shoot them, you'd save a +great deal of bother." + +"I guess we sha'n't have to shoot much," said the policeman, still +swinging his locust. "Anyway, we shant begin it. If it comes to a +fight, though," he said, with a look at the men under the scooping rim of +his helmet, "we can drive the whole six thousand of 'em into the East +River without pullin' a trigger." + +"Are there six thousand in it?" + +"About." + +"What do the infernal fools expect to live on?" + +"The interest of their money, I suppose," said the officer, with a grin +of satisfaction in his irony. "It's got to run its course. Then they'll +come back with their heads tied up and their tails between their legs, +and plead to be taken on again." + +"If I was a manager of the roads," said Beaton, thinking of how much he +was already inconvenienced by the strike, and obscurely connecting it as +one of the series with the wrongs he had suffered at the hands of Mrs. +Horn and Mrs. Mandel, "I would see them starve before I'd take them back +--every one of them." + +"Well," said the policeman, impartially, as a man might whom the +companies allowed to ride free, but who had made friends with a good many +drivers and conductors in the course of his free riding, "I guess that's +what the roads would like to do if they could; but the men are too many +for them, and there ain't enough other men to take their places." + +"No matter," said Beaton, severely. "They can bring in men from other +places." + +"Oh, they'll do that fast enough," said the policeman. + +A man came out of the saloon on the corner where the strikers were +standing, noisy drunk, and they began, as they would have said, to have +some fun with him. The policeman left Beaton, and sauntered slowly down +toward the group as if in the natural course of an afternoon ramble. On +the other side of the street Beaton could see another officer sauntering +up from the block below. Looking up and down the avenue, so silent of +its horse-car bells, he saw a policeman at every corner. It was rather +impressive. + + + + +III. + +The strike made a good deal of talk in it he office of 'Every Other Week' +that is, it made Fulkerson talk a good deal. He congratulated himself +that he was not personally incommoded by it, like some of the fellows who +lived uptown, and had not everything under one roof, as it were. He +enjoyed the excitement of it, and he kept the office boy running out to +buy the extras which the newsmen came crying through the street almost +every hour with a lamentable, unintelligible noise. He read not only the +latest intelligence of the strike, but the editorial comments on it, +which praised the firm attitude of both parties, and the admirable +measures taken by the police to preserve order. Fulkerson enjoyed the +interviews with the police captains and the leaders of the strike; he +equally enjoyed the attempts of the reporters to interview the road +managers, which were so graphically detailed, and with such a fine +feeling for the right use of scare-heads as to have almost the value of +direct expression from them, though it seemed that they had resolutely +refused to speak. He said, at second-hand from the papers, that if the +men behaved themselves and respected the rights of property, they would +have public sympathy with them every time; but just as soon as they began +to interfere with the roads' right to manage their own affairs in their +own way, they must be put down with an iron hand; the phrase "iron hand" +did Fulkerson almost as much good as if it had never been used before. +News began to come of fighting between the police and the strikers when +the roads tried to move their cars with men imported from Philadelphia, +and then Fulkerson rejoiced at the splendid courage of the police. At +the same time, he believed what the strikers said, and that the trouble +was not made by them, but by gangs of roughs acting without their +approval. In this juncture he was relieved by the arrival of the State +Board of Arbitration, which took up its quarters, with a great many +scare-heads, at one of the principal hotels, and invited the roads and +the strikers to lay the matter in dispute before them; he said that now +we should see the working of the greatest piece of social machinery in +modern times. But it appeared to work only in the alacrity of the +strikers to submit their grievance. The road; were as one road in +declaring that there was nothing to arbitrate, and that they were merely +asserting their right to manage their own affairs in their own way. +One of the presidents was reported to have told a member of the Board, +who personally summoned him, to get out and to go about his business. +Then, to Fulkerson's extreme disappointment, the august tribunal, acting +on behalf of the sovereign people in the interest of peace, declared +itself powerless, and got out, and would, no doubt, have gone about its +business if it had had any. Fulkerson did not know what to say, perhaps +because the extras did not; but March laughed at this result. + +"It's a good deal like the military manoeuvre of the King of France and +his forty thousand men. I suppose somebody told him at the top of the +hill that there was nothing to arbitrate, and to get out and go about his +business, and that was the reason he marched down after he had marched up +with all that ceremony. What amuses me is to find that in an affair of +this kind the roads have rights and the strikers have rights, but the +public has no rights at all. The roads and the strikers are allowed to +fight out a private war in our midst as thoroughly and precisely a +private war as any we despise the Middle Ages for having tolerated-- +as any street war in Florence or Verona--and to fight it out at our pains +and expense, and we stand by like sheep and wait till they get tired. +It's a funny attitude for a city of fifteen hundred thousand +inhabitants." + +"What would you do?" asked Fulkerson, a good deal daunted by this view of +the case. + +"Do? Nothing. Hasn't the State Board of Arbitration declared itself +powerless? We have no hold upon the strikers; and we're so used to being +snubbed and disobliged by common carriers that we have forgotten our hold +on the roads and always allow them to manage their own affairs in their +own way, quite as if we had nothing to do with them and they owed us no +services in return for their privileges." + +"That's a good deal so," said Fulkerson, disordering his hair. "Well, +it's nuts for the colonel nowadays. He says if he was boss of this town +he would seize the roads on behalf of the people, and man 'em with +policemen, and run 'em till the managers had come to terms with the +strikers; and he'd do that every time there was a strike." + +"Doesn't that rather savor of the paternalism he condemned in Lindau?" +asked March. + +"I don't know. It savors of horse sense." + +"You are pretty far gone, Fulkerson. I thought you were the most engaged +man I ever saw; but I guess you're more father-in-lawed. And before +you're married, too." + +"Well, the colonel's a glorious old fellow, March. I wish he had the +power to do that thing, just for the fun of looking on while he waltzed +in. He's on the keen jump from morning till night, and he's up late and +early to see the row. I'm afraid he'll get shot at some of the fights; +he sees them all; I can't get any show at them: haven't seen a brickbat +shied or a club swung yet. Have you?" + +"No, I find I can philosophize the situation about as well from the +papers, and that's what I really want to do, I suppose. Besides, I'm +solemnly pledged by Mrs. March not to go near any sort of crowd, under +penalty of having her bring the children and go with me. Her theory is +that we must all die together; the children haven't been at school since +the strike began. There's no precaution that Mrs. March hasn't used. +She watches me whenever I go out, and sees that I start straight for this +office." + +Fulkerson laughed and said: "Well, it's probably the only thing that's +saved your life. Have you seen anything of Beaton lately?" + +"No. You don't mean to say he's killed!" + +"Not if he knows it. But I don't know--What do you say, March? What's +the reason you couldn't get us up a paper on the strike?" + +"I knew it would fetch round to 'Every Other Week,' somehow." + +"No, but seriously. There 'll be plenty of news paper accounts. But you +could treat it in the historical spirit--like something that happened +several centuries ago; De Foe's Plague of London style. Heigh? What +made me think of it was Beaton. If I could get hold of him, you two +could go round together and take down its aesthetic aspects. It's a big +thing, March, this strike is. I tell you it's imposing to have a private +war, as you say, fought out this way, in the heart of New York, and New +York not minding, it a bit. See? Might take that view of it. With your +descriptions and Beaton's sketches--well, it would just be the greatest +card! Come! What do you say?" + +"Will you undertake to make it right with Mrs. March if I'm killed and +she and the children are not killed with me?" + +"Well, it would be difficult. I wonder how it would do to get Kendricks +to do the literary part?" + +"I've no doubt he'd jump at the chance. I've yet to see the form of +literature that Kendricks wouldn't lay down his life for." + +"Say!" March perceived that Fulkerson was about to vent another +inspiration, and smiled patiently. "Look here! What's the reason we +couldn't get one of the strikers to write it up for us?" + +"Might have a symposium of strikers and presidents," March suggested. + +"No; I'm in earnest. They say some of those fellows-especially the +foreigners--are educated men. I know one fellow--a Bohemian--that used +to edit a Bohemian newspaper here. He could write it out in his kind of +Dutch, and we could get Lindau to translate it." + +"I guess not," said March, dryly. + +"Why not? He'd do it for the cause, wouldn't he? Suppose you put it up +on him the next time you see him." + +"I don't see Lindau any more," said March. He added, "I guess he's +renounced me along with Mr. Dryfoos's money." + +"Pshaw! You don't mean he hasn't been round since?" + +"He came for a while, but he's left off coming now. I don't feel +particularly gay about it," March said, with some resentment of +Fulkerson's grin. "He's left me in debt to him for lessons to the +children." + +Fulkerson laughed out. "Well, he is the greatest old fool! Who'd 'a' +thought he'd 'a' been in earnest with those 'brincibles' of his? But I +suppose there have to be just such cranks; it takes all kinds to make a +world." + +"There has to be one such crank, it seems," March partially assented. +"One's enough for me." + +"I reckon this thing is nuts for Lindau, too," said Fulkerson. "Why, it +must act like a schooner of beer on him all the while, to see 'gabidal' +embarrassed like it is by this strike. It must make old Lindau feel like +he was back behind those barricades at Berlin. Well, he's a splendid old +fellow; pity he drinks, as I remarked once before." + +When March left the office he did not go home so directly as he came, +perhaps because Mrs. March's eye was not on him. He was very curious +about some aspects of the strike, whose importance, as a great social +convulsion, he felt people did not recognize; and, with his temperance in +everything, he found its negative expressions as significant as its more +violent phases. He had promised his wife solemnly that he would keep +away from these, and he had a natural inclination to keep his promise; +he had no wish to be that peaceful spectator who always gets shot when +there is any firing on a mob. He interested himself in the apparent +indifference of the mighty city, which kept on about its business as +tranquilly as if the private war being fought out in its midst were a +vague rumor of Indian troubles on the frontier; and he realized how there +might once have been a street feud of forty years in Florence without +interfering materially with the industry and prosperity of the city. +On Broadway there was a silence where a jangle and clatter of horse-car +bells and hoofs had been, but it was not very noticeable; and on the +avenues, roofed by the elevated roads, this silence of the surface tracks +was not noticeable at all in the roar of the trains overhead. Some of +the cross-town cars were beginning to run again, with a policeman on the +rear of each; on the Third Avenge line, operated by non-union men, who +had not struck, there were two policemen beside the driver of every car, +and two beside the conductor, to protect them from the strikers. But +there were no strikers in sight, and on Second Avenue they stood quietly +about in groups on the corners. While March watched them at a safe +distance, a car laden with policemen came down the track, but none of the +strikers offered to molest it. In their simple Sunday best, March +thought them very quiet, decent-looking people, and he could well believe +that they had nothing to do with the riotous outbreaks in other parts of +the city. He could hardly believe that there were any such outbreaks; he +began more and more to think them mere newspaper exaggerations in the +absence of any disturbance, or the disposition to it, that he could see. +He walked on to the East River + +Avenues A, B, and C presented the same quiet aspect as Second Avenue; +groups of men stood on the corners, and now and then a police-laden car +was brought unmolested down the tracks before them; they looked at it and +talked together, and some laughed, but there was no trouble. + +March got a cross-town car, and came back to the West Side. A policeman, +looking very sleepy and tired, lounged on the platform. + +"I suppose you'll be glad when this cruel war is over," March suggested, +as he got in. + +The officer gave him a surly glance and made him no answer. + +His behavior, from a man born to the joking give and take of our life, +impressed March. It gave him a fine sense of the ferocity which he had +read of the French troops putting on toward the populace just before the +coup d'etat; he began to feel like the populace; but he struggled with +himself and regained his character of philosophical observer. In this +character he remained in the car and let it carry him by the corner where +he ought to have got out and gone home, and let it keep on with him to +one of the farthermost tracks westward, where so much of the fighting was +reported to have taken place. But everything on the way was as quiet as +on the East Side. + +Suddenly the car stopped with so quick a turn of the brake that he was +half thrown from his seat, and the policeman jumped down from the +platform and ran forward. + + + + +IV + +Dryfoos sat at breakfast that morning with Mrs. Mandel as usual to pour +out his coffee. Conrad had gone down-town; the two girls lay abed much +later than their father breakfasted, and their mother had gradually grown +too feeble to come down till lunch. Suddenly Christine appeared at the +door. Her face was white to the edges of her lips, and her eyes were +blazing. + +"Look here, father! Have you been saying anything to Mr. Beaton?" + +The old man looked up at her across his coffee-cup through his frowning +brows. "No." + +Mrs. Mandel dropped her eyes, and the spoon shook in her hand. + +"Then what's the reason he don't come here any more?" demanded the girl; +and her glance darted from her father to Mrs. Mandel. "Oh, it's you, is +it? I'd like to know who told you to meddle in other people's business?" + +"I did," said Dryfoos, savagely. "I told her to ask him what he wanted +here, and he said he didn't want anything, and he stopped coming. That's +all. I did it myself." + +"Oh, you did, did you?" said the girl, scarcely less insolently than she +had spoken to Mrs. Mandel. "I should like to know what you did it for? +I'd like to know what made you think I wasn't able to take care of +myself. I just knew somebody had been meddling, but I didn't suppose it +was you. I can manage my own affairs in my own way, if you please, and +I'll thank you after this to leave me to myself in what don't concern +you." + +"Don't concern me? You impudent jade!" her father began. + +Christine advanced from the doorway toward the table; she had her hands +closed upon what seemed trinkets, some of which glittered and dangled +from them. She said, "Will you go to him and tell him that this +meddlesome minx, here, had no business to say anything about me to him, +and you take it all back?" + +"No!" shouted the old man. "And if--" + +"That's all I want of you!" the girl shouted in her turn. "Here are your +presents." With both hands she flung the jewels-pins and rings and +earrings and bracelets--among the breakfast-dishes, from which some of +them sprang to the floor. She stood a moment to pull the intaglio ring +from the finger where Beaton put it a year ago, and dashed that at her +father's plate. Then she whirled out of the room, and they heard her +running up-stairs. + +The old man made a start toward her, but he fell back in his chair before +she was gone, and, with a fierce, grinding movement of his jaws, +controlled himself. "Take-take those things up," he gasped to Mrs. +Mandel. He seemed unable to rise again from his chair; but when she +asked him if he were unwell, he said no, with an air of offence, and got +quickly to his feet. He mechanically picked up the intaglio ring from +the table while he stood there, and put it on his little finger; his hand +was not much bigger than Christine's. "How do you suppose she found it +out?" he asked, after a moment. + +"She seems to have merely suspected it," said Mrs. Mandel, in a tremor, +and with the fright in her eyes which Christine's violence had brought +there. + +"Well, it don't make any difference. She had to know, somehow, and now +she knows." He started toward the door of the library, as if to go into +the hall, where his hat and coat hung. + +"Mr. Dryfoos," palpitated Mrs. Mandel, "I can't remain here, after the +language your daughter has used to me--I can't let you leave me--I--I'm +afraid of her--" + +"Lock yourself up, then," said the old man, rudely. He added, from the +hall before lie went out, "I reckon she'll quiet down now." + +He took the Elevated road. The strike seemed a vary far-off thing, +though the paper he bought to look up the stockmarket was full of noisy +typography about yesterday's troubles on the surface lines. Among the +millions in Wall Street there was some joking and some swearing, but not +much thinking, about the six thousand men who had taken such chances in +their attempt to better their condition. Dryfoos heard nothing of the +strike in the lobby of the Stock Exchange, where he spent two or three +hours watching a favorite stock of his go up and go down under the +betting. By the time the Exchange closed it had risen eight points, and +on this and some other investments he was five thousand dollars richer +than he had been in the morning. But he had expected to be richer still, +and he was by no means satisfied with his luck. All through the +excitement of his winning and losing had played the dull, murderous rage +he felt toward they child who had defied him, and when the game was over +and he started home his rage mounted into a sort of frenzy; he would +teach her, he would break her. He walked a long way without thinking, +and then waited for a car. None came, and he hailed a passing coupe. + +"What has got all the cars?" he demanded of the driver, who jumped down +from his box to open the door for him and get his direction. + +"Been away?" asked the driver. "Hasn't been any car along for a week. +Strike." + +"Oh yes," said Dryfoos. He felt suddenly giddy, and he remained staring +at the driver after he had taken his seat. + +The man asked, "Where to?" + +Dryfoos could not think of his street or number, and he said, with +uncontrollable fury: "I told you once! Go up to West Eleventh, and drive +along slow on the south side; I'll show you the place." + +He could not remember the number of 'Every Other Week' office, where he +suddenly decided to stop before he went home. He wished to see +Fulkerson, and ask him something about Beaton: whether he had been about +lately, and whether he had dropped any hint of what had happened +concerning Christine; Dryfoos believed that Fulkerson was in the fellow's +confidence. + +There was nobody but Conrad in the counting-room, whither Dryfoos +returned after glancing into Fulkerson's empty office. "Where's +Fulkerson?" he asked, sitting down with his hat on. + +"He went out a few moments ago," said Conrad, glancing at the clock. +"I'm afraid he isn't coming back again today, if you wanted to see him." + +Dryfoos twisted his head sidewise and upward to indicate March's room. +"That other fellow out, too?" + +"He went just before Mr. Fulkerson," answered Conrad. + +"Do you generally knock off here in the middle of the afternoon ?" asked +the old man. + +"No," said Conrad, as patiently as if his father had not been there a +score of times and found the whole staff of Every Other leek at work +between four and five. "Mr. March, you know, always takes a good deal of +his work home with him, and I suppose Mr. Fulkerson went out so early +because there isn't much doing to-day. Perhaps it's the strike that +makes it dull." + +"The strike-yes! It's a pretty piece of business to have everything +thrown out because a parcel of lazy hounds want a chance to lay off and +get drunk." Dryfoos seemed to think Conrad would make some answer to +this, but the young man's mild face merely saddened, and he said nothing. +"I've got a coupe out there now that I had to take because I couldn't get +a car. If I had my way I'd have a lot of those vagabonds hung. They're +waiting to get the city into a snarl, and then rob the houses--pack of +dirty, worthless whelps. They ought to call out the militia, and fire +into 'em. Clubbing is too good for them." Conrad was still silent, and +his father sneered, "But I reckon you don't think so." + +"I think the strike is useless," said Conrad. + +"Oh, you do, do you? Comin' to your senses a little. Gettin' tired +walkin' so much. I should like to know what your gentlemen over there on +the East Side think about the strike, anyway." + +The young fellow dropped his eyes. "I am not authorized to speak for +them." + +"Oh, indeed! And perhaps you're not authorized to speak for yourself?" + +"Father, you know we don't agree about these things. I'd rather not +talk--" + +"But I'm goin' to make you talk this time!" cried Dryfoos, striking the +arm of the chair he sat in with the side of his fist. A maddening +thought of Christine came over him. "As long as you eat my bread, you +have got to do as I say. I won't have my children telling me what I +shall do and sha'n't do, or take on airs of being holier than me. Now, +you just speak up! Do you think those loafers are right, or don't you? +Come!" + +Conrad apparently judged it best to speak. "I think they were very +foolish to strike--at this time, when the Elevated roads can do the +work." + +"Oh, at this time, heigh! And I suppose they think over there on the +East Side that it 'd been wise to strike before we got the Elevated." +Conrad again refused to answer, and his father roared, "What do you +think?" + +"I think a strike is always bad business. It's war; but sometimes there +don't seem any other way for the workingmen to get justice. They say +that sometimes strikes do raise the wages, after a while." + +"Those lazy devils were paid enough already," shrieked the old man. + +"They got two dollars a day. How much do you think they ought to 'a' +got? Twenty?" + +Conrad hesitated, with a beseeching look at his father. But he decided +to answer. "The men say that with partial work, and fines, and other +things, they get sometimes a dollar, and sometimes ninety cents a day." + +"They lie, and you know they lie," said his father, rising and coming +toward him. "And what do you think the upshot of it all will be, after +they've ruined business for another week, and made people hire hacks, and +stolen the money of honest men? How is it going to end?" + +"They will have to give in." + +"Oh, give in, heigh! And what will you say then, I should like to know? +How will you feel about it then? Speak!" + +"I shall feel as I do now. I know you don't think that way, and I don't +blame you--or anybody. But if I have got to say how I shall feel, why, I +shall feel sorry they didn't succeed, for I believe they have a righteous +cause, though they go the wrong way to help themselves." + +His father came close to him, his eyes blazing, his teeth set. "Do you +dare so say that to me?" + +"Yes. I can't help it. I pity them; my whole heart is with those poor +men." + +"You impudent puppy!" shouted the old man. He lifted his hand and struck +his son in the face. Conrad caught his hand with his own left, and, +while the blood began to trickle from a wound that Christine's intaglio +ring had made in his temple, he looked at him with a kind of grieving +wonder, and said, "Father!" + +The old man wrenched his fist away and ran out of the house. He +remembered his address now, and he gave it as he plunged into the coupe. +He trembled with his evil passion, and glared out of the windows at the +passers as he drove home; he only saw Conrad's mild, grieving, wondering +eyes, and the blood slowly trickling from the wound in his temple. + +Conrad went to the neat-set bowl in Fulkerson's comfortable room and +washed the blood away, and kept bathing the wound with the cold water +till it stopped bleeding. The cut was not deep, and he thought he would +not put anything on it. After a while he locked up the office and +started out, be hardly knew where. But he walked on, in the direction he +had taken, till he found himself in Union Square, on the pavement in +front of Brentano's. It seemed to him that he heard some one calling +gently to him, "Mr. Dryfoos!" + + + + +V. + +Conrad looked confusedly around, and the same voice said again, "Mr. +Dryfoos!" and he saw that it was a lady speaking to him from a coupe +beside the curbing, and then he saw that it was Miss Vance. + +She smiled when, he gave signs of having discovered her, and came up to +the door of her carriage. "I am so glad to meet you. I have been +longing to talk to somebody; nobody seems to feel about it as I do. Oh, +isn't it horrible? Must they fail? I saw cars running on all the lines +as I came across; it made me sick at heart. Must those brave fellows +give in? And everybody seems to hate them so--I can't bear it." Her +face was estranged with excitement, and there were traces of tears on it. +"You must think me almost crazy to stop you in the street this way; but +when I caught sight of you I had to speak. I knew you would sympathize-- +I knew you would feel as I do. Oh, how can anybody help honoring those +poor men for standing by one another as they do? They are risking all +they have in the world for the sake of justice! Oh, they are true heroes! +They are staking the bread of their wives and children on the dreadful +chance they've taken! But no one seems to understand it. No one seems to +see that they are willing to suffer more now that other poor men may +suffer less hereafter. And those wretched creatures that are coming in +to take their places--those traitors--" + +"We can't blame them for wanting to earn a living, Miss Vance," said +Conrad. + +"No, no! I don't blame them. Who am I, to do such a thing? It's we +--people like me, of my class--who make the poor betray one another. +But this dreadful fighting--this hideous paper is full of it!" She held +up an extra, crumpled with her nervous reading. "Can't something be done +to stop it? Don't you think that if some one went among them, and tried +to make them see how perfectly hopeless it was to resist the companies +and drive off the new men, he might do some good? I have wanted to go +and try; but I am a woman, and I mustn't! I shouldn't be afraid of the +strikers, but I'm afraid of what people would say!" Conrad kept pressing +his handkerchief to the cut in his temple, which he thought might be +bleeding, and now she noticed this. "Are you hurt, Mr. Dryfoos? +You look so pale." + +"No, it's nothing--a little scratch I've got." + +"Indeed, you look pale. Have you a carriage? How will you get home? +Will you get in here with me and let me drive you?" + +"No, no," said Conrad, smiling at her excitement. "I'm perfectly well--" + +"And you don't think I'm foolish and wicked for stopping you here and +talking in this way? But I know you feel as I do!" + +"Yes, I feel as you do. You are right--right in every way--I mustn't +keep you--Good-bye." He stepped back to bow, but she put her beautiful +hand out of the window, and when he took it she wrung his hand hard. + +"Thank you, thank you! You are good and you are just! But no one can do +anything. It's useless!" + +The type of irreproachable coachman on the box whose respectability had +suffered through the strange behavior of his mistress in this interview +drove quickly off at her signal, and Conrad stood a moment looking after +the carriage. His heart was full of joy; it leaped; he thought it would +burst. As he turned to walk away it seemed to him as if he mounted upon +the air. The trust she had shown him, the praise she had given him, that +crush of the hand: he hoped nothing, he formed no idea from it, but it +all filled him with love that cast out the pain and shame he had been +suffering. He believed that he could never be unhappy any more; the +hardness that was in his mind toward his father went out of it; he saw +how sorely he had tried him; he grieved that he had done it, but the +means, the difference of his feeling about the cause of their quarrel, +he was solemnly glad of that since she shared it. He was only sorry for +his father. "Poor father!" he said under his breath as he went along. +He explained to her about his father in his reverie, and she pitied his +father, too. + +He was walking over toward the West Side, aimlessly at first, and then at +times with the longing to do something to save those mistaken men from +themselves forming itself into a purpose. Was not that what she meant +when she bewailed her woman's helplessness? She must have wished him to +try if he, being a man, could not do something; or if she did not, still +he would try, and if she heard of it she would recall what she had said +and would be glad he had understood her so. Thinking of her pleasure in +what he was going to do, he forgot almost what it was; but when he came +to a street-car track he remembered it, and looked up and down to see if +there were any turbulent gathering of men whom he might mingle with and +help to keep from violence. He saw none anywhere; and then suddenly, as +if at the same moment, for in his exalted mood all events had a dream- +like simultaneity, he stood at the corner of an avenue, and in the middle +of it, a little way off, was a street-car, and around the car a tumult of +shouting, cursing, struggling men. The driver was lashing his horses +forward, and a policeman was at their heads, with the conductor, pulling +them; stones, clubs, brickbats hailed upon the car, the horses, the men +trying to move them. The mob closed upon them in a body, and then a +patrol-wagon whirled up from the other side, and a squad of policemen +leaped out and began to club the rioters. Conrad could see how they +struck them under the rims of their hats; the blows on their skulls +sounded as if they had fallen on stone; the rioters ran in all +directions. + +One of the officers rushed up toward the corner where Conrad stood, and +then he saw at his side a tall, old man, with a long, white beard, who +was calling out at the policemen: "Ah, yes! Glup the strikerss--gif it to +them! Why don't you co and glup the bresidents that insoalt your lawss, +and gick your Boart of Arpidration out-of-toors? Glup the strikerss-- +they cot no friendts! They cot no money to pribe you, to dreat you!" + +The officer lifted his club, and the old man threw his left arm up to +shield his head. Conrad recognized Zindau, and now he saw the empty +sleeve dangle in the air over the stump of his wrist. He heard a shot in +that turmoil beside the car, and something seemed to strike him in the +breast. He was going to say to the policeman: "Don't strike him! He's +an old soldier! You see he has no hand!" but he could not speak, he +could not move his tongue. The policeman stood there; he saw his face: +it was not bad, not cruel; it was like the face of a statue, fixed, +perdurable--a mere image of irresponsible and involuntary authority. +Then Conrad fell forward, pierced through the heart by that shot fired +from the car. + +March heard the shot as he scrambled out of his car, and at the same +moment he saw Lindau drop under the club of the policeman, who left him +where he fell and joined the rest of the squad in pursuing the rioters. +The fighting round the car in the avenue ceased; the driver whipped his +horses into a gallop, and the place was left empty. + +March would have liked to run; he thought how his wife had implored him +to keep away from the rioting; but he could not have left Lindau lying +there if he would. Something stronger than his will drew him to the +spot, and there he saw Conrad, dead beside the old man. + + + + +VI. + +In the cares which Mrs. March shared with her husband that night she was +supported partly by principle, but mainly by the, potent excitement which +bewildered Conrad's family and took all reality from what had happened. +It was nearly midnight when the Marches left them and walked away toward +the Elevated station with Fulkerson. Everything had been done, by that +time, that could be done; and Fulkerson was not without that satisfaction +in the business-like despatch of all the details which attends each step +in such an affair and helps to make death tolerable even to the most +sorely stricken. We are creatures of the moment; we live from one little +space to another; and only one interest at a time fills these. Fulkerson +was cheerful when they got into the street, almost gay; and Mrs. March +experienced a rebound from her depression which she felt that she ought +not to have experienced. But she condoned the offence a little in +herself, because her husband remained so constant in his gravity; and, +pending the final accounting he must make her for having been where he +could be of so much use from the first instant of the calamity, she was +tenderly, gratefully proud of all the use he had been to Conrad's family, +and especially his miserable old father. To her mind, March was the +principal actor in the whole affair, and much more important in having +seen it than those who had suffered in it. In fact, he had suffered +incomparably. + + +"Well, well," said Fulkerson. "They'll get along now. We've done all we +could, and there's nothing left but for them to bear it. Of course it's +awful, but I guess it 'll come out all right. I mean," he added, +"they'll pull through now." + +"I suppose," said March, "that nothing is put on us that we can't bear. +But I should think," he went on, musingly, "that when God sees what we +poor finite creatures can bear, hemmed round with this eternal darkness +of death, He must respect us." + +"Basil!" said his wife. But in her heart she drew nearer to him for the +words she thought she ought to rebuke him for. + +"Oh, I know," he said, "we school ourselves to despise human nature. +But God did not make us despicable, and I say, whatever end He meant us +for, He must have some such thrill of joy in our adequacy to fate as a +father feels when his son shows himself a man. When I think what we can +be if we must, I can't believe the least of us shall finally perish." + +"Oh, I reckon the Almighty won't scoop any of us," said Fulkerson, with a +piety of his own. + +"That poor boy's father!" sighed Mrs. March. "I can't get his face out +of my sight. He looked so much worse than death." + +"Oh, death doesn't look bad," said March. "It's life that looks so in +its presence. Death is peace and pardon. I only wish poor old Lindau +was as well out of it as Conrad there." + +"Ah, Lindau! He has done harm enough," said Mrs. March. "I hope he will +be careful after this." + +March did not try to defend Lindau against her theory of the case, which +inexorably held him responsible for Conrad's death. + +"Lindau's going to come out all right, I guess," said Fulkerson. "He was +first-rate when I saw him at the hospital to-night." He whispered in +March's ear, at a chance he got in mounting the station stairs: "I didn't +like to tell you there at the house, but I guess you'd better know. They +had to take Lindau's arm off near the shoulder. Smashed all to pieces by +the clubbing." + +In the house, vainly rich and foolishly unfit for them, the bereaved +family whom the Marches had just left lingered together, and tried to get +strength to part for the night. They were all spent with the fatigue +that comes from heaven to such misery as theirs, and they sat in a torpor +in which each waited for the other to move, to speak. + +Christine moved, and Mela spoke. Christine rose and went out of the room +without saying a word, and they heard her going up-stairs. Then Mela +said: + +"I reckon the rest of us better be goun' too, father. Here, let's git +mother started." + +She put her arm round her mother, to lift her from her chair, but the old +man did not stir, and Mela called Mrs. Mandel from the next room. +Between them they raised her to her feet. + +"Ain't there anybody agoin' to set up with it?" she asked, in her hoarse +pipe. "It appears like folks hain't got any feelin's in New York. +Woon't some o' the neighbors come and offer to set up, without waitin' to +be asked?" + +"Oh, that's all right, mother. The men 'll attend to that. Don't you +bother any," Mela coaxed, and she kept her arm round her mother, with +tender patience. + +"Why, Mely, child! I can't feel right to have it left to hirelin's so. +But there ain't anybody any more to see things done as they ought. If +Coonrod was on'y here--" + +"Well, mother, you are pretty mixed!" said Mela, with a strong tendency +to break into her large guffaw. But she checked herself and said: +"I know just how you feel, though. It keeps acomun' and agoun'; and it's +so and it ain't so, all at once; that's the plague of it. Well, father! +Ain't you goun' to come?" + +"I'm goin' to stay, Mela," said the old man, gently, without moving. +"Get your mother to bed, that's a good girl." + +"You goin' to set up with him, Jacob?" asked the old woman. + +"Yes, 'Liz'beth, I'll set up. You go to bed." + +"Well, I will, Jacob. And I believe it 'll do you good to set up. +I wished I could set up with you; but I don't seem to have the stren'th +I did when the twins died. I must git my sleep, so's to--I don't like +very well to have you broke of your rest, Jacob, but there don't appear +to be anybody else. You wouldn't have to do it if Coonrod was here. +There I go ag'in! Mercy! mercy!" + +"Well, do come along, then, mother," said Mela; and she got her out of +the room, with Mrs. Mandel's help, and up the stairs. + +From the top the old woman called down, "You tell Coonrod--" She stopped, +and he heard her groan out, "My Lord! my Lord!" + +He sat, one silence in the dining-room, where they had all lingered +together, and in the library beyond the hireling watcher sat, another +silence. The time passed, but neither moved, and the last noise in the +house ceased, so that they heard each other breathe, and the vague, +remote rumor of the city invaded the inner stillness. It grew louder +toward morning, and then Dryfoos knew from the watcher's deeper breathing +that he had fallen into a doze. + +He crept by him to the drawing-room, where his son was; the place was +full of the awful sweetness of the flowers that Fulkerson had brought, +and that lay above the pulseless breast. The old man turned up a burner +in the chandelier, and stood looking on the majestic serenity of the dead +face. + +He could not move when he saw his wife coming down the stairway in the +hall. She was in her long, white flannel bed gown, and the candle she +carried shook with her nervous tremor. He thought she might be walking +in her sleep, but she said, quite simply, "I woke up, and I couldn't git +to sleep ag'in without comin' to have a look." She stood beside their +dead son with him. "well, he's beautiful, Jacob. He was the prettiest +baby! And he was always good, Coonrod was; I'll say that for him. +I don't believe he ever give me a minute's care in his whole life. +I reckon I liked him about the best of all the children; but I don't know +as I ever done much to show it. But you was always good to him, Jacob; +you always done the best for him, ever since he was a little feller. +I used to be afraid you'd spoil him sometimes in them days; but I guess +you're glad now for every time you didn't cross him. I don't suppose +since the twins died you ever hit him a lick." She stooped and peered +closer at the face. "Why, Jacob, what's that there by his pore eye?" +Dryfoos saw it, too, the wound that he had feared to look for, and that +now seemed to redden on his sight. He broke into a low, wavering cry, +like a child's in despair, like an animal's in terror, like a soul's in +the anguish of remorse. + + + + +VII. + +The evening after the funeral, while the Marches sat together talking it +over, and making approaches, through its shadow, to the question of their +own future, which it involved, they were startled by the twitter of the +electric bell at their apartment door. It was really not so late as the +children's having gone to bed made it seem; but at nine o'clock it was +too late for any probable visitor except Fulkerson. It might be he, and +March was glad to postpone the impending question to his curiosity +concerning the immediate business Fulkerson might have with him. He went +himself to the door, and confronted there a lady deeply veiled in black +and attended by a very decorous serving-woman. + +"Are you alone, Mr. March--you and Mrs. March ?" asked the lady, behind +her veil; and, as he hesitated, she said: "You don't know me! Miss +Vance"; and she threw back her veil, showing her face wan and agitated in +the dark folds. "I am very anxious to see you--to speak with you both. +May I come in?" + +"Why, certainly, Miss Vance," he answered, still too much stupefied by +her presence to realize it. + +She promptly entered, and saying, with a glance at the hall chair by the +door, "My maid can sit here?" followed him to the room where he had left +his wife. + +Mrs. March showed herself more capable of coping with the fact. She +welcomed Miss Vance with the liking they both felt for the girl, and with +the sympathy which her troubled face inspired. + +"I won't tire you with excuses for coming, Mrs. March," she said, "for it +was the only thing left for me to do; and I come at my aunt's +suggestion." She added this as if it would help to account for her more +on the conventional plane, and she had the instinctive good taste to +address herself throughout to Mrs. March as much as possible, though what +she had to say was mainly for March. "I don't know how to begin--I don't +know how to speak of this terrible affair. But you know what I mean. +I feel as if I had lived a whole lifetime since it happened. I don't +want you to pity me for it," she said, forestalling a politeness from +Mrs. March. "I'm the last one to be thought of, and you mustn't mind me +if I try to make you. I came to find out all of the truth that I can, +and when I know just what that is I shall know what to do. I have read +the inquest; it's all burned into my brain. But I don't care for that-- +for myself: you must let me say such things without minding me. I know +that your husband--that Mr. March was there; I read his testimony; and I +wished to ask him--to ask him--" She stopped and looked distractedly +about. "But what folly! He must have said everything he knew--he had +to." Her eves wandered to him from his wife, on whom she had kept them +with instinctive tact. + +"I said everything--yes," he replied. "But if you would like to know--" + +"Perhaps I had better tell you something first. I had just parted with +him--it couldn't have been more than half an hour--in front of +Brentano's; he must have gone straight to his death. We were talking, +and I--I said, Why didn't some one go among the strikers and plead with +them to be peaceable, and keep them from attacking the new men. I knew +that he felt as I did about the strikers: that he was their friend. Did +you see--do you know anything that makes you think he had been trying to +do that?" + +"I am sorry," March began, "I didn't see him at all till--till I saw him +lying dead." + +"My husband was there purely by accident," Mrs. March put in. "I had +begged and entreated him not to go near the striking anywhere. And he +had just got out of the car, and saw the policeman strike that wretched +Lindau--he's been such an anxiety to me ever since we have had anything +to do with him here; my husband knew him when he was a boy in the West. +Mr. March came home from it all perfectly prostrated; it made us all +sick! Nothing so horrible ever came into our lives before. I assure you +it was the most shocking experience." + +Miss Vance listened to her with that look of patience which those who +have seen much of the real suffering of the world--the daily portion of +the poor--have for the nervous woes of comfortable people. March hung +his head; he knew it would be useless to protest that his share of the +calamity was, by comparison, infinitesimally small. + +After she had heard Mrs. March to the end even of her repetitions, Miss +Vance said, as if it were a mere matter of course that she should have +looked the affair up, "Yes, I have seen Mr. Lindau at the hospital--" + +"My husband goes every day to see him," Mrs. March interrupted, to give. +a final touch to the conception of March's magnanimity throughout. + +"The poor man seems to have been in the wrong at the time," said Miss +Vance. + +"I could almost say he had earned the right to be wrong. He's a man of +the most generous instincts, and a high ideal of justice, of equity--too +high to be considered by a policeman with a club in his hand," said +March, with a bold defiance of his wife's different opinion of Lindau. +"It's the policeman's business, I suppose, to club the ideal when he +finds it inciting a riot." + +"Oh, I don't blame Mr. Lindau; I don't blame the policeman; he was as +much a mere instrument as his club was. I am only trying to find out how +much I am to blame myself. I had no thought of Mr. Dryfoos's going +there--of his attempting to talk with the strikers and keep them quiet; +I was only thinking, as women do, of what I should try to do if I were a +man. + +"But perhaps he understood me to ask him to go--perhaps my words sent him +to his death." + +She had a sort of calm in her courage to know the worst truth as to her +responsibility that forbade any wish to flatter her out of it. "I'm +afraid," said March, "that is what can never be known now." After a +moment he added: "But why should you wish to know? If he went there as a +peacemaker, he died in a good cause, in such a way as he would wish to +die, I believe." + +"Yes," said the girl; "I have thought of that. But death is awful; we +must not think patiently, forgivingly of sending any one to their death +in the best cause."--"I fancy life was an awful thing to Conrad Dryfoos," +March replied. "He was thwarted and disappointed, without even pleasing +the ambition that thwarted and disappointed him. That poor old man, his +father, warped him from his simple, lifelong wish to be a minister, and +was trying to make a business man of him. If it will be any consolation +to you to know it, Miss Vance, I can assure you that he was very unhappy, +and I don't see how he could ever have been happy here." + +"It won't," said the girl, steadily. "If people are born into this +world, it's because they were meant to live in it. It isn't a question +of being happy here; no one is happy, in that old, selfish way, or can +be; but he could have been of great use." + +"Perhaps he was of use in dying. Who knows? He may have been trying to +silence Lindau." + +"Oh, Lindau wasn't worth it!" cried Mrs. March. + +Miss Vance looked at her as if she did not quite understand. Then she +turned to March. "He might have been unhappy, as we all are; but I know +that his life here would have had a higher happiness than we wish for or +aim for." The tears began to run silently down her cheeks. + +"He looked strangely happy that day when he left me. He had hurt himself +somehow, and his face was bleeding from a scratch; he kept his +handkerchief up; he was pale, but such a light came into his face when he +shook hands--ah, I know he went to try and do what I said!" They were +all silent, while she dried her eyes and then put her handkerchief back +into the pocket from which she had suddenly pulled it, with a series of +vivid, young-ladyish gestures, which struck March by their incongruity +with the occasion of their talk, and yet by their harmony with the rest +of her elegance. "I am sorry, Miss Vance," he began, "that I can't +really tell you anything more--" + +"You are very kind," she said, controlling herself and rising quickly. +"I thank you--thank you both very much." She turned to Mrs. March and +shook hands with her and then with him. "I might have known--I did know +that there wasn't anything more for you to tell. But at least I've found +out from you that there was nothing, and now I can begin to bear what I +must. How are those poor creatures--his mother and father, his sisters? +Some day, I hope, I shall be ashamed to have postponed them to the +thought of myself; but I can't pretend to be yet. I could not come to +the funeral; I wanted to." + +She addressed her question to Mrs. March, who answered: "I can +understand. But they were pleased with the flowers you sent; people are, +at such times, and they haven't many friends." + +"Would you go to see them?" asked the girl. "Would you tell them what +I've told you?" + +Mrs. March looked at her husband. + +"I don't see what good it would do. They wouldn't understand. But if it +would relieve you--" + +"I'll wait till it isn't a question of self-relief," said the girl. +"Good-bye!" + +She left them to long debate of the event. At the end Mrs. March said, +"She is a strange being; such a mixture of the society girl and the +saint." + +Her husband answered: "She's the potentiality of several kinds of +fanatic. She's very unhappy, and I don't see how she's to be happier +about that poor fellow. I shouldn't be surprised if she did inspire him +to attempt something of that kind." + +"Well, you got out of it very well, Basil. I admired the way you +managed. I was afraid you'd say something awkward." + +"Oh, with a plain line of truth before me, as the only possible thing, +I can get on pretty well. When it comes to anything decorative, I'd +rather leave it to you, Isabel." + +She seemed insensible of his jest. "Of course, he was in love with her. +That was the light that came into his face when he was going to do what +he thought she wanted him to do." + +"And she--do you think that she was--" + +"What an idea! It would have been perfectly grotesque!" + + + + +VIII. + +Their affliction brought the Dryfooses into humaner relations with the +Marches, who had hitherto regarded them as a necessary evil, as the +odious means of their own prosperity. Mrs. March found that the women of +the family seemed glad of her coming, and in the sense of her usefulness +to them all she began to feel a kindness even for Christine. But she +could not help seeing that between the girl and her father there was an +unsettled account, somehow, and that it was Christine and not the old man +who was holding out. She thought that their sorrow had tended to refine +the others. Mela was much more subdued, and, except when she abandoned +herself to a childish interest in her mourning, she did nothing to shock +Mrs. March's taste or to seem unworthy of her grief. She was very good +to her mother, whom the blow had left unchanged, and to her father, whom +it had apparently fallen upon with crushing weight. Once, after visiting +their house, Mrs. March described to March a little scene between Dryfoos +and Mela, when he came home from Wall Street, and the girl met him at the +door with a kind of country simpleness, and took his hat and stick, and +brought him into the room where Mrs. March sat, looking tired and broken. +She found this look of Dryfoos's pathetic, and dwelt on the sort of +stupefaction there was in it; he must have loved his son more than they +ever realized. "Yes," said March, "I suspect he did. He's never been +about the place since that day; he was always dropping in before, on his +way up-town. He seems to go down to Wall Street every day, just as +before, but I suppose that's mechanical; he wouldn't know what else to +do; I dare say it's best for him. The sanguine Fulkerson is getting a +little anxious about the future of 'Every Other Week.' Now Conrad's +gone, he isn't sure the old man will want to keep on with it, or whether +he'll have to look up another Angel. He wants to get married, I imagine, +and he can't venture till this point is settled." + +"It's a very material point to us too, Basil," said Mrs. March. + +"Well, of course. I hadn't overlooked that, you may be sure. One of the +things that Fulkerson and I have discussed is a scheme for buying the +magazine. Its success is pretty well assured now, and I shouldn't be +afraid to put money into it--if I had the money." + +"I couldn't let you sell the house in Boston, Basil!" + +"And I don't want to. I wish we could go back and live in it and get the +rent, too! It would be quite a support. But I suppose if Dryfoos won't +keep on, it must come to another Angel. I hope it won't be a literary +one, with a fancy for running my department." + +"Oh, I guess whoever takes the magazine will be glad enough to keep you!" + +"Do you think so? Well, perhaps. But I don't believe Fulkerson would +let me stand long between him and an Angel of the right description." + +"Well, then, I believe he would. And you've never seen anything, Basil, +to make you really think that Mr. Fulkerson didn't appreciate you to the +utmost." + +"I think I came pretty near an undervaluation in that Lindau trouble. +I shall always wonder what put a backbone into Fulkerson just at that +crisis. Fulkerson doesn't strike me as the stuff of a moral hero." + +"At any rate, he was one," said Mrs. March, "and that's quite enough for +me." + +March did not answer. "What a noble thing life is, anyway! Here I am, +well on the way to fifty, after twenty-five years of hard work, looking +forward to the potential poor-house as confidently as I did in youth. +We might have saved a little more than we have saved; but the little more +wouldn't avail if I were turned out of my place now; and we should have +lived sordidly to no purpose. Some one always has you by the throat, +unless you have some one else in your grip. I wonder if that's the +attitude the Almighty intended His respectable creatures to take toward +one another! I wonder if He meant our civilization, the battle we fight +in, the game we trick in! I wonder if He considers it final, and if the +kingdom of heaven on earth, which we pray for--" + +"Have you seen Lindau to-day?" Mrs. March asked. + +"You inferred it from the quality of my piety?" March laughed, and then +suddenly sobered. "Yes, I saw him. It's going rather hard with him, +I'm afraid. The amputation doesn't heal very well; the shock was very +great, and he's old. It 'll take time. There's so much pain that they +have to keep him under opiates, and I don't think he fully knew me. At +any rate, I didn't get my piety from him to-day." + +"It's horrible! Horrible!" said Mrs. March. "I can't get over it! +After losing his hand in the war, to lose his whole arm now in this way! +It does seem too cruel! Of course he oughtn't to have been there; we can +say that. But you oughtn't to have been there, either, Basil." + +"Well, I wasn't exactly advising the police to go and club the railroad +presidents." + +"Neither was poor Conrad Dryfoos." + +"I don't deny it. All that was distinctly the chance of life and death. +That belonged to God; and no doubt it was law, though it seems chance. +But what I object to is this economic chance-world in which we live, and +which we men seem to have created. It ought to be law as inflexible in +human affairs as the order of day and night in the physical world that if +a man will work he shall both rest and eat, and shall not be harassed +with any question as to how his repose and his provision shall come. +Nothing less ideal than this satisfies the reason. But in our state of +things no one is secure of this. No one is sure of finding work; no one +is sure of not losing it. I may have my work taken away from me at any +moment by the caprice, the mood, the indigestion of a man who has not the +qualification for knowing whether I do it well, or ill. At my time of +life--at every time of life--a man ought to feel that if he will keep on +doing his duty he shall not suffer in himself or in those who are dear to +him, except through natural causes. But no man can feel this as things +are now; and so we go on, pushing and pulling, climbing and crawling, +thrusting aside and trampling underfoot; lying, cheating, stealing; and +then we get to the end, covered with blood and dirt and sin and shame, +and look back over the way we've come to a palace of our own, or the +poor-house, which is about the only possession we can claim in common +with our brother-men, I don't think the retrospect can be pleasing." + +"I know, I know!" said his wife. "I think of those things, too, Basil. +Life isn't what it seems when you look forward to it. But I think people +would suffer less, and wouldn't have to work so hard, and could make all +reasonable provision for the future, if they were not so greedy and so +foolish." + +"Oh, without doubt! We can't put it all on the conditions; we must put +some of the blame on character. But conditions make character; and +people are greedy and foolish, and wish to have and to shine, because +having and shining are held up to them by civilization as the chief good +of life. We all know they are not the chief good, perhaps not good at +all; but if some one ventures to say so, all the rest of us call him a +fraud and a crank, and go moiling and toiling on to the palace or the +poor-house. We can't help it. If one were less greedy or less foolish, +some one else would have and would shine at his expense. We don't moil +and toil to ourselves alone; the palace or the poor-house is not merely +for ourselves, but for our children, whom we've brought up in the +superstition that having and shining is the chief good. We dare not +teach them otherwise, for fear they may falter in the fight when it comes +their turn, and the children of others will crowd them out of the palace +into the poor-house. If we felt sure that honest work shared by all +would bring them honest food shared by all, some heroic few of us, who +did not wish our children to rise above their fellows--though we could +not bear to have them fall below--might trust them with the truth. But +we have no such assurance, and so we go on trembling before Dryfooses and +living in gimcrackeries." + +"Basil, Basil! I was always willing to live more simply than you. You +know I was!" + +"I know you always said so, my dear. But how many bell-ratchets and +speaking-tubes would you be willing to have at the street door below? +I remember that when we were looking for a flat you rejected every +building that had a bell-ratchet or a speaking-tube, and would have +nothing to do with any that had more than an electric button; you wanted +a hall-boy, with electric buttons all over him. I don't blame you. I +find such things quite as necessary as you do." + +"And do you mean to say, Basil," she asked, abandoning this unprofitable +branch of the inquiry, "that you are really uneasy about your place? +that you are afraid Mr. Dryfoos may give up being an Angel, and Mr. +Fulkerson may play you false?" + +"Play me false? Oh, it wouldn't be playing me false. It would be merely +looking out for himself, if the new Angel had editorial tastes and wanted +my place. It's what any one would do." + +"You wouldn't do it, Basil!" + +"Wouldn't I? Well, if any one offered me more salary than 'Every Other +Week' pays--say, twice as much--what do you think my duty to my suffering +family would be? It's give and take in the business world, Isabel; +especially take. But as to being uneasy, I'm not, in the least. I've +the spirit of a lion, when it comes to such a chance as that. When I see +how readily the sensibilities of the passing stranger can be worked in +New York, I think of taking up the role of that desperate man on Third +Avenue who went along looking for garbage in the gutter to eat. I think +I could pick up at least twenty or thirty cents a day by that little +game, and maintain my family in the affluence it's been accustomed to." + +"Basil!" cried his wife. "You don't mean to say that man was an +impostor! And I've gone about, ever since, feeling that one such case in +a million, the bare possibility of it, was enough to justify all that +Lindau said about the rich and the poor!" + +March laughed teasingly. "Oh, I don't say he was an impostor. Perhaps +he really was hungry; but, if he wasn't, what do you think of a +civilization that makes the opportunity of such a fraud? that gives us +all such a bad conscience for the need which is that we weaken to the +need that isn't? Suppose that poor fellow wasn't personally founded on +fact: nevertheless, he represented the truth; he was the ideal of the +suffering which would be less effective if realistically treated. That +man is a great comfort to me. He probably rioted for days on that +quarter I gave him; made a dinner very likely, or a champagne supper; and +if 'Every Other Week' wants to get rid of me, I intend to work that +racket. You can hang round the corner with Bella, and Tom can come up to +me in tears, at stated intervals, and ask me if I've found anything yet. +To be sure, we might be arrested and sent up somewhere. But even in that +extreme case we should be provided for. Oh no, I'm not afraid of losing +my place! I've merely a sort of psychological curiosity to know how men +like Dryfoos and Fulkerson will work out the problem before them." + + + + +IX. + +It was a curiosity which Fulkerson himself shared, at least concerning +Dryfoos. "I don't know what the old man's going to do," he said to March +the day after the Marches had talked their future over. "Said anything +to you yet?" + +"No, not a word." + +"You're anxious, I suppose, same as I am. Fact is," said Fulkerson, +blushing a little, "I can't ask to have a day named till I know where I +am in connection with the old man. I can't tell whether I've got to look +out for something else or somebody else. Of course, it's full soon yet." + +"Yes," March said, "much sooner than it seems to us. We're so anxious +about the future that we don't remember how very recent the past is." + +"That's something so. The old man's hardly had time yet to pull himself +together. Well, I'm glad you feel that way about it, March. I guess +it's more of a blow to him than we realize. He was a good deal bound up +in Coonrod, though he didn't always use him very well. Well, I reckon +it's apt to happen so oftentimes; curious how cruel love can be. Heigh? +We're an awful mixture, March!" + +"Yes, that's the marvel and the curse, as Browning says." + +"Why, that poor boy himself," pursued Fulkerson, had streaks of the mule +in him that could give odds to Beaton, and he must have tried the old man +by the way he would give in to his will and hold out against his +judgment. I don't believe he ever budged a hairs-breadth from his +original position about wanting to be a preacher and not wanting to be a +business man. Well, of course! I don't think business is all in all; +but it must have made the old man mad to find that without saying +anything, or doing anything to show it, and after seeming to come over to +his ground, and really coming, practically, Coonrod was just exactly +where he first planted himself, every time." + +"Yes, people that have convictions are difficult. Fortunately, they're +rare." + +"Do you think so? It seems to me that everybody's got convictions. +Beaton himself, who hasn't a principle to throw at a dog, has got +convictions the size of a barn. They ain't always the same ones, I know, +but they're always to the same effect, as far as Beaton's being Number +One is concerned. The old man's got convictions or did have, unless this +thing lately has shaken him all up--and he believes that money will do +everything. Colonel Woodburn's got convictions that he wouldn't part +with for untold millions. Why, March, you got convictions yourself!" + +"Have I?" said March. "I don't know what they are." + +"Well, neither do I; but I know you were ready to kick the trough over +for them when the old man wanted us to bounce Lindau that time." + +"Oh yes," said March; he remembered the fact; but he was still uncertain +just what the convictions were that he had been so stanch for. + +"I suppose we could have got along without you," Fulkerson mused aloud. +"It's astonishing how you always can get along in this world without the +man that is simply indispensable. Makes a fellow realize that he could +take a day off now and then without deranging the solar system a great +deal. Now here's Coonrod--or, rather, he isn't. But that boy managed +his part of the schooner so well that I used to tremble when I thought of +his getting the better of the old man and going into a convent or +something of that kind; and now here he is, snuffed out in half a second, +and I don't believe but what we shall be sailing along just as chipper as +usual inside of thirty days. I reckon it will bring the old man to the +point when I come to talk with him about who's to be put in Coonrod's +place. I don't like very well to start the subject with him; but it's +got to be done some time." + +"Yes," March admitted. "It's terrible to think how unnecessary even the +best and wisest of us is to the purposes of Providence. When I looked at +that poor young fellow's face sometimes--so gentle and true and pure-- +I used to think the world was appreciably richer for his being in it. +But are we appreciably poorer for his being out of it now?" + +"No, I don't reckon we are," said Fulkerson. "And what a lot of the raw +material of all kinds the Almighty must have, to waste us the way He +seems to do. Think of throwing away a precious creature like Coonrod +Dryfoos on one chance in a thousand of getting that old fool of a Lindau +out of the way of being clubbed! For I suppose that was what Coonrod was +up to. Say! Have you been round to see Lindau to-day?" + +Something in the tone or the manner of Fulkerson startled March. "No! +I haven't seen him since yesterday." + +"Well, I don't know," said Fulkerson. "I guess I saw him a little while +after you did, and that young doctor there seemed to feel kind of worried +about him. + +"Or not worried, exactly; they can't afford to let such things worry them, +I suppose; but--" + +"He's worse?" asked March. + +"Oh, he didn't say so. But I just wondered if you'd seen him to-day." + +"I think I'll go now," said March, with a pang at heart. He had gone +every day to see Lindau, but this day he had thought he would not go, and +that was why his heart smote him. He knew that if he were in Lindau's +place Lindau would never have left his side if he could have helped it. +March tried to believe that the case was the same, as it stood now; it +seemed to him that he was always going to or from the hospital; he said +to himself that it must do Lindau harm to be visited so much. But be +knew that this was not true when he was met at the door of the ward where +Lindau lay by the young doctor, who had come to feel a personal interest +in March's interest in Lindau. + +He smiled without gayety, and said, "He's just going." + +"What! Discharged?" + +"Oh no. He has been failing very fast since you saw him yesterday, and +now--" They had been walking softly and talking softly down the aisle +between the long rows of beds. "Would you care to see him?" + +The doctor made a slight gesture toward the white canvas screen which in +such places forms the death-chamber of the poor and friendless. "Come +round this way--he won't know you! I've got rather fond of the poor old +fellow. He wouldn't have a clergyman--sort of agnostic, isn't he? A +good many of these Germans are--but the young lady who's been coming to +see him--" + +They both stopped. Lindau's grand, patriarchal head, foreshortened to +their view, lay white upon the pillow, and his broad, white beard flowed +upon the sheet, which heaved with those long last breaths. Beside his +bed Margaret Vance was kneeling; her veil was thrown back, and her face +was lifted; she held clasped between her hands the hand of the dying man; +she moved her lips inaudibly. + + + + +X. + + +In spite of the experience of the whole race from time immemorial, when +death comes to any one we know we helplessly regard it as an incident of +life, which will presently go on as before. Perhaps this is an +instinctive perception of the truth that it does go on somewhere; but we +have a sense of death as absolutely the end even for earth only if it +relates to some one remote or indifferent to us. March tried to project +Lindau to the necessary distance from himself in order to realize the +fact in his case, but he could not, though the man with whom his youth +had been associated in a poetic friendship had not actually reentered the +region of his affection to the same degree, or in any like degree. The +changed conditions forbade that. He had a soreness of heart concerning +him; but he could not make sure whether this soreness was grief for his +death, or remorse for his own uncandor with him about Dryfoos, or a +foreboding of that accounting with his conscience which he knew his wife +would now exact of him down to the last minutest particular of their +joint and several behavior toward Lindau ever since they had met him in +New York. + +He felt something knock against his shoulder, and he looked up to have +his hat struck from his head by a horse's nose. He saw the horse put his +foot on the hat, and he reflected, "Now it will always look like an +accordion," and he heard the horse's driver address him some sarcasms +before he could fully awaken to the situation. He was standing +bareheaded in the middle of Fifth Avenue and blocking the tide of +carriages flowing in either direction. Among the faces put out of the +carriage windows he saw that of Dryfoos looking from a coupe. The old +man knew him, and said, "Jump in here, Mr. March"; and March, who had +mechanically picked up his hat, and was thinking, "Now I shall have to +tell Isabel about this at once, and she will never trust me on the street +again without her," mechanically obeyed. Her confidence in him had been +undermined by his being so near Conrad when he was shot; and it went +through his mind that he would get Dryfoos to drive him to a hatter's, +where he could buy a new hat, and not be obliged to confess his narrow +escape to his wife till the incident was some days old and she could bear +it better. It quite drove Lindau's death out of his mind for the moment; +and when Dryfoos said if he was going home he would drive up to the first +cross-street and turn back with him, March said he would be glad if he +would take him to a hat-store. The old man put his head out again and +told the driver to take them to the Fifth Avenue Hotel. "There's a hat- +store around there somewhere, seems to me," he said; and they talked of +March's accident as well as they could in the rattle and clatter of the +street till they reached the place. March got his hat, passing a joke +with the hatter about the impossibility of pressing his old hat over +again, and came out to thank Dryfoos and take leave of him. + +"If you ain't in any great hurry," the old man said, "I wish you'd get in +here a minute. I'd like to have a little talk with you." + +"Oh, certainly," said March, and he thought: "It's coming now about what +he intends to do with 'Every Other Week.' Well, I might as well have all +the misery at once and have it over." + +Dryfoos called up to his driver, who bent his head down sidewise to +listen: "Go over there on Madison Avenue, onto that asphalt, and keep +drivin' up and down till I stop you. I can't hear myself think on these +pavements," he said to March. But after they got upon the asphalt, and +began smoothly rolling over it, he seemed in no haste to begin. At last +he said, "I wanted to talk with you about that--that Dutchman that was at +my dinner--Lindau," and March's heart gave a jump with wonder whether he +could already have heard of Lindau's death; but in an instant he +perceived that this was impossible. "I been talkin' with Fulkerson about +him, and he says they had to take the balance of his arm off." + +March nodded; it seemed to him he could not speak. He could not make out +from the close face of the old man anything of his motive. It was set, +but set as a piece of broken mechanism is when it has lost the power to +relax itself. There was no other history in it of what the man had +passed through in his son's death. + +"I don't know," Dryfoos resumed, looking aside at the cloth window-strap, +which he kept fingering, "as you quite understood what made me the +maddest. I didn't tell him I could talk Dutch, because I can't keep it +up with a regular German; but my father was Pennsylvany Dutch, and I +could understand what he was saying to you about me. I know I had no +business to understood it, after I let him think I couldn't but I did, +and I didn't like very well to have a man callin' me a traitor and a +tyrant at my own table. Well, I look at it differently now, and I reckon +I had better have tried to put up with it; and I would, if I could have +known--" He stopped with a quivering lip, and then went on: "Then, again, +I didn't like his talkin' that paternalism of his. I always heard it was +the worst kind of thing for the country; I was brought up to think the +best government was the one that governs the least; and I didn't want to +hear that kind of talk from a man that was livin' on my money. +I couldn't bear it from him. Or I thought I couldn't before--before--" +He stopped again, and gulped. "I reckon now there ain't anything I +couldn't bear." March was moved by the blunt words and the mute stare +forward with which they ended. "Mr. Dryfoos, I didn't know that you +understood Lindau's German, or I shouldn't have allowed him he wouldn't +have allowed himself--to go on. He wouldn't have knowingly abused his +position of guest to censure you, no matter how much he condemned you." +"I don't care for it now," said Dryfoos. "It's all past and gone, as far +as I'm concerned; but I wanted you to see that I wasn't tryin' to punish +him for his opinions, as you said." + +"No; I see now," March assented, though he thought, his position still +justified. "I wish--" + +"I don't know as I understand much about his opinions, anyway; but I +ain't ready to say I want the men dependent on me to manage my business +for me. I always tried to do the square thing by my hands; and in that +particular case out there I took on all the old hands just as fast as +they left their Union. As for the game I came on them, it was dog eat +dog, anyway." + +March could have laughed to think how far this old man was from even +conceiving of Lindau's point'of view, and how he was saying the worst of +himself that Lindau could have said of him. No one could have +characterized the kind of thing he had done more severely than he when he +called it dog eat dog. + +"There's a great deal to be said on both sides," March began, hoping to +lead up through this generality to the fact of Lindau's death; but the +old man went on: + +"Well, all I wanted him to know is that I wasn't trying to punish him for +what he said about things in general. You naturally got that idea, I +reckon; but I always went in for lettin' people say what they please and +think what they please; it's the only way in a free country." + +"I'm afraid, Mr. Dryfoos, that it would make little difference to Lindau +now--" + +"I don't suppose he bears malice for it," said Dryfoos, "but what I want +to do is to have him told so. He could understand just why I didn't want +to be called hard names, and yet I didn't object to his thinkin' whatever +he pleased. I'd like him to know--" + +"No one can speak to him, no one can tell him," March began again, but +again Dryfoos prevented him from going on. + +"I understand it's a delicate thing; and I'm not askin' you to do it. +What I would really like to do--if you think he could be prepared for it, +some way, and could stand it--would be to go to him myself, and tell him +just what the trouble was. I'm in hopes, if I done that, he could see +how I felt about it." + +A picture of Dryfoos going to the dead Lindau with his vain regrets +presented itself to March, and he tried once more to make the old man +understand. "Mr. Dryfoos," he said, "Lindau is past all that forever," +and he felt the ghastly comedy of it when Dryfoos continued, without +heeding him + +"I got a particular reason why I want him to believe it wasn't his ideas +I objected to--them ideas of his about the government carryin' everything +on and givin' work. I don't understand 'em exactly, but I found a +writin'--among--my son's-things" (he seemed to force the words through +his teeth), "and I reckon he--thought--that way. Kind of a diary--where +he--put down--his thoughts. My son and me--we differed about a good- +many things." His chin shook, and from time to time he stopped. "I +wasn't very good to him, I reckon; I crossed him where I guess I got no +business to cross him; but I thought everything of--Coonrod. He was the +best boy, from a baby, that ever was; just so patient and mild, and done +whatever he was told. I ought to 'a' let him been a preacher! Oh, my +son! my son!" The sobs could not be kept back any longer; they shook the +old man with a violence that made March afraid for him; but he controlled +himself at last with a series of hoarse sounds like barks. "Well, it's +all past and gone! But as I understand you from what you saw, when +Coonrod was--killed, he was tryin' to save that old man from trouble?" + +Yes, yes! It seemed so to me." + +"That 'll do, then! I want you to have him come back and write for the +book when he gets well. I want you to find out and let me know if +there's anything I can do for him. I'll feel as if I done it--for my-- +son. I'll take him into my own house, and do for him there, if you say +so, when he gets so he can be moved. I'll wait on him myself. It's what +Coonrod 'd do, if he was here. I don't feel any hardness to him because +it was him that got Coonrod killed, as you might say, in one sense of the +term; but I've tried to think it out, and I feel like I was all the more +beholden to him because my son died tryin' to save him. Whatever I do, +I'll be doin' it for Coonrod, and that's enough for me." He seemed to +have finished, and he turned to March as if to hear what he had to say. + +March hesitated. "I'm afraid, Mr. Dryfoos--Didn't Fulkerson tell you +that Lindau was very sick?" + +"Yes, of course. But he's all right, he said." + +Now it had to come, though the fact had been latterly playing fast and +loose with March's consciousness. Something almost made him smile; the +willingness he had once felt to give this old man pain; then he consoled +himself by thinking that at least he was not obliged to meet Dryfoos's +wish to make atonement with the fact that Lindau had renounced him, and +would on no terms work for such a man as he, or suffer any kindness from +him. In this light Lindau seemed the harder of the two, and March had +the momentary force to say + +"Mr. Dryfoos--it can't be. Lindau--I have just come from him--is dead." + + + + +XI. + +"How did he take it? How could he bear it? Oh, Basil! I wonder you +could have the heart to say it to him. It was cruel!" + +"Yes, cruel enough, my dear," March owned to his wife, when they talked +the matter over on his return home. He could not wait till the children +were out of the way, and afterward neither he nor his wife was sorry that +he had spoken of it before them. The girl cried plentifully for her old +friend who was dead, and said she hated Mr. Dryfoos, and then was sorry +for him, too; and the boy listened to all, and spoke with a serious sense +that pleased his father. "But as to how he took it," March went on to +answer his wife's question about Dryfoos--"how do any of us take a thing +that hurts? Some of us cry out, and some of us don't. Dryfoos drew a +kind of long, quivering breath, as a child does when it grieves--there's +something curiously simple and primitive about him--and didn't say +anything. After a while he asked me how he could see the people at the +hospital about the remains; I gave him my card to the young doctor there +that had charge of Lindau. I suppose he was still carrying forward his +plan of reparation in his mind--to the dead for the dead. But how +useless! If he could have taken the living Lindau home with him, and +cared for him all his days, what would it have profited the gentle +creature whose life his worldly ambition vexed and thwarted here? +He might as well offer a sacrifice at Conrad's grave. Children," said +March, turning to them, "death is an exile that no remorse and no love +can reach. Remember that, and be good to every one here on earth, for +your longing to retrieve any harshness or unkindness to the dead will be +the very ecstasy of anguish to you. I wonder," he mused, "if one of the +reasons why we're shut up to our ignorance of what is to be hereafter +isn't because if we were sure of another world we might be still more +brutal to one another here, in the hope of making reparation somewhere +else. Perhaps, if we ever come to obey the law of love on earth, the +mystery of death will be taken away." + +"Well"--the ancestral Puritanism spoke in Mrs. March--" these two old men +have been terribly punished. They have both been violent and wilful, and +they have both been punished. No one need ever tell me there is not a +moral government of the universe!" + +March always disliked to hear her talk in this way, which did both her +head and heart injustice. "And Conrad," he said, "what was he punished +for?" + +"He?" she answered, in an exaltation--" he suffered for the sins of +others." + +"Ah, well, if you put it in that way, yes. That goes on continually. +That's another mystery." + +He fell to brooding on it, and presently he heard his son saying, +"I suppose, papa, that Mr. Lindau died in a bad cause?" + +March was startled. He had always been so sorry for Lindau, and admired +his courage and generosity so much, that he had never fairly considered +this question. "Why, yes," he answered; "he died in the cause of +disorder; he was trying to obstruct the law. No doubt there was a wrong +there, an inconsistency and an injustice that he felt keenly; but it +could not be reached in his way without greater wrong." + +"Yes; that's what I thought," said the boy. "And what's the use of our +ever fighting about anything in America? I always thought we could vote +anything we wanted." + +"We can, if we're honest, and don't buy and sell one another's votes," +said his father. "And men like Lindau, who renounce the American means +as hopeless, and let their love of justice hurry them into sympathy with +violence--yes, they are wrong; and poor Lindau did die in a bad cause, as +you say, Tom." + +"I think Conrad had no business there, or you, either, Basil," said his +wife. + +"Oh, I don't defend myself," said March. "I was there in the cause of +literary curiosity and of conjugal disobedience. But Conrad--yes, he had +some business there: it was his business to suffer there for the sins of +others. Isabel, we can't throw aside that old doctrine of the Atonement +yet. The life of Christ, it wasn't only in healing the sick and going +about to do good; it was suffering for the sins of others. That's as +great a mystery as the mystery of death. Why should there be such a +principle in the world? But it's been felt, and more or less dumbly, +blindly recognized ever since Calvary. If we love mankind, pity them, +we even wish to suffer for them. That's what has created the religious +orders in all times--the brotherhoods and sisterhoods that belong to our +day as much as to the mediaeval past. That's what is driving a girl like +Margaret Vance, who has everything that the world can offer her young +beauty, on to the work of a Sister of Charity among the poor and the +dying." + +"Yes, yes!" cried Mrs. March. "How--how did she look there, Basil?" She +had her feminine misgivings; she was not sure but the girl was something +of a poseuse, and enjoyed the picturesqueness, as well as the pain; and +she wished to be convinced that it was not so. + +"Well," she said, when March had told again the little there was to tell, +"I suppose it must be a great trial to a woman like Mrs. Horn to have her +niece going that way." + +"The way of Christ?" asked March, with a smile. + +"Oh, Christ came into the world to teach us how to live rightly in it, +too. If we were all to spend our time in hospitals, it would be rather +dismal for the homes. But perhaps you don't think the homes are worth +minding?" she suggested, with a certain note in her voice that he knew. + +He got up and kissed her. "I think the gimcrackeries are." He took the +hat he had set down on the parlor table on coming in, and started to put +it in the hall, and that made her notice it. + +"You've been getting a new hat!" + +"Yes," he hesitated; "the old one had got--was decidedly shabby." + +"Well, that's right. I don't like you to wear them too long. Did you +leave the old one to be pressed?" + +"Well, the hatter seemed to think it was hardly worth pressing," said +March. He decided that for the present his wife's nerves had quite all +they could bear. + + + + +XII. + +It was in a manner grotesque, but to March it was all the more natural +for that reason, that Dryfoos should have Lindau's funeral from his +house. He knew the old man to be darkly groping, through the payment of +these vain honors to the dead, for some atonement to his son, and he +imagined him finding in them such comfort as comes from doing all one +can, even when all is useless. + +No one knew what Lindau's religion was, and in default they had had the +Anglican burial service read over him; it seems so often the refuge of +the homeless dead. Mrs. Dryfoos came down for the ceremony. She +understood that it was for Coonrod's sake that his father wished the +funeral to be there; and she confided to Mrs. March that she believed +Coonrod would have been pleased. "Coonrod was a member of the 'Piscopal +Church; and fawther's doin' the whole thing for Coonrod as much as for +anybody. He thought the world of Coonrod, fawther did. Mela, she kind +of thought it would look queer to have two funerals from the same house, +hand-runnin', as you might call it, and one of 'em no relation, either; +but when she saw how fawther was bent on it, she give in. Seems as if +she was tryin' to make up to fawther for Coonrod as much as she could. +Mela always was a good child, but nobody can ever come up to Coonrod." + +March felt all the grotesqueness, the hopeless absurdity of Dryfoos's +endeavor at atonement in these vain obsequies to the man for whom he +believed his son to have died; but the effort had its magnanimity, its +pathos, and there was a poetry that appealed to him in the reconciliation +through death of men, of ideas, of conditions, that could only have gone +warring on in life. He thought, as the priest went on with the solemn +liturgy, how all the world must come together in that peace which, +struggle and strive as we may, shall claim us at last. He looked at +Dryfoos, and wondered whether he would consider these rites a sufficient +tribute, or whether there was enough in him to make him realize their +futility, except as a mere sign of his wish to retrieve the past. He +thought how we never can atone for the wrong we do; the heart we have +grieved and wounded cannot kindle with pity for us when once it is +stilled; and yet we can put our evil from us with penitence, and somehow, +somewhere, the order of loving kindness, which our passion or our +wilfulness has disturbed, will be restored. + +Dryfoos, through Fulkerson, had asked all the more intimate contributors +of 'Every Other Week' to come. Beaton was absent, but Fulkerson had +brought Miss Woodburn, with her father, and Mrs. Leighton and Alma, to +fill up, as he said. Mela was much present, and was official with the +arrangement of the flowers and the welcome of the guests. She imparted +this impersonality to her reception of Kendricks, whom Fulkerson met in +the outer hall with his party, and whom he presented in whisper to them +all. Kendricks smiled under his breath, as it were, and was then mutely +and seriously polite to the Leightons. Alma brought a little bunch of +flowers, which were lost in those which Dryfoos had ordered to be +unsparingly provided. + +It was a kind of satisfaction to Mela to have Miss Vance come, and +reassuring as to how it would look to have the funeral there; Miss Vance +would certainly not have come unless it had been all right; she had come, +and had sent some Easter lilies. + +"Ain't Christine coming down?" Fulkerson asked Mela. + +"No, she ain't a bit well, and she ain't been, ever since Coonrod died. +I don't know, what's got over her," said Mela. She added, "Well, I +should 'a' thought Mr. Beaton would 'a' made out to 'a' come!" + +"Beaton's peculiar," said Fulkerson. "If he thinks you want him he takes +a pleasure in not letting you have him." + +"Well, goodness knows, I don't want him," said the girl. + +Christine kept her room, and for the most part kept her bed; but there +seemed nothing definitely the matter with her, and she would not let them +call a doctor. Her mother said she reckoned she was beginning to feel +the spring weather, that always perfectly pulled a body down in New York; +and Mela said if being as cross as two sticks was any sign of spring- +fever, Christine had it bad. She was faithfully kind to her, and +submitted to all her humors, but she recompensed herself by the freest +criticism of Christine when not in actual attendance on her. Christine +would not suffer Mrs. Mandel to approach her, and she had with her father +a sullen submission which was not resignation. For her, apparently, +Conrad had not died, or had died in vain. + +"Pshaw!" said Mela, one morning when she came to breakfast, "I reckon if +we was to send up an old card of Mr. Beaton's she'd rattle down-stairs +fast enough. If she's sick, she's love-sick. It makes me sick to see +her." + +Mela was talking to Mrs. Mandel, but her father looked up from his plate +and listened. Mela went on: "I don't know what's made the fellow quit +comun'. But he was an aggravatun' thing, and no more dependable than +water. It's just like Air. Fulkerson said, if he thinks you want him +he'll take a pleasure in not lettun' you have him. I reckon that's +what's the matter with Christine. I believe in my heart the girl 'll die +if she don't git him." + +Mela went on to eat her breakfast with her own good appetite. She now +always came down to keep her father company, as she said, and she did her +best to cheer and comfort him. At least she kept the talk going, and she +had it nearly all to herself, for Mrs. Mandel was now merely staying on +provisionally, and, in the absence of any regrets or excuses from +Christine, was looking ruefully forward to the moment when she must leave +even this ungentle home for the chances of the ruder world outside. + +The old man said nothing at table, but, when Mela went up to see if she +could do anything for Christine, he asked Mrs. Mandel again about all the +facts of her last interview with Beaton. + +She gave them as fully as she could remember them, and the old man made +no comment on them. But he went out directly after, and at the 'Every +Other Week' office he climbed the stairs to Fulkerson's room and asked +for Beaton's address. No one yet had taken charge of Conrad's work, and +Fulkerson was running the thing himself, as he said, till he could talk +with Dryfoos about it. The old man would not look into the empty room +where he had last seen his son alive; he turned his face away and hurried +by the door. + + + + +XIII. + +The course of public events carried Beaton's private affairs beyond the +reach of his simple first intention to renounce his connection with +'Every Other Week.' In fact, this was not perhaps so simple as it +seemed, and long before it could be put in effect it appeared still +simpler to do nothing about the matter--to remain passive and leave the +initiative to Dryfoos, to maintain the dignity of unconsciousness and let +recognition of any change in the situation come from those who had caused +the change. After all, it was rather absurd to propose making a purely +personal question the pivot on which his relations with 'Every Other +Week' turned. He took a hint from March's position and decided that he +did not know Dryfoos in these relations; he knew only Fulkerson, who had +certainly had nothing to do with Mrs. Mandel's asking his intentions. +As he reflected upon this he became less eager to look Fulkerson up and +make the magazine a partner of his own sufferings. This was the soberer +mood to which Beaton trusted that night even before he slept, and he +awoke fully confirmed in it. As he examined the offence done him in the +cold light of day, he perceived that it had not come either from Mrs. +Mandel, who was visibly the faltering and unwilling instrument of it, +or from Christine, who was altogether ignorant of it, but from Dryfoos, +whom he could not hurt by giving up his place. He could only punish +Fulkerson by that, and Fulkerson was innocent. Justice and interest +alike dictated the passive course to which Beaton inclined; and he +reflected that he might safely leave the punishment of Dryfoos to +Christine, who would find out what had happened, and would be able to +take care of herself in any encounter of tempers with her father. + +Beaton did not go to the office during the week that followed upon this +conclusion; but they were used there to these sudden absences of his, +and, as his work for the time was in train, nothing was made of his +staying away, except the sarcastic comment which the thought of him was +apt to excite in the literary department. He no longer came so much to +the Leightons, and Fulkerson was in no state of mind to miss any one +there except Miss Woodburn, whom he never missed. Beaton was left, then, +unmolestedly awaiting the course of destiny, when he read in the morning +paper, over his coffee at Maroni's, the deeply scare-headed story of +Conrad's death and the clubbing of Lindau. He probably cared as little +for either of them as any man that ever saw them; but he felt a shock, +if not a pang, at Conrad's fate, so out of keeping with his life and +character. He did not know what to do; and he did nothing. He was not +asked to the funeral, but he had not expected that, and, when Fulkerson +brought him notice that Lindau was also to be buried from Dryfoos's +house, it was without his usual sullen vindictiveness that he kept away. +In his sort, and as much as a man could who was necessarily so much taken +up with himself, he was sorry for Conrad's father; Beaton had a peculiar +tenderness for his own father, and he imagined how his father would feel +if it were he who had been killed in Conrad's place, as it might very +well have been; he sympathized with himself in view of the possibility; +and for once they were mistaken who thought him indifferent and merely +brutal in his failure to appear at Lindau's obsequies. + +He would really have gone if he had known how to reconcile his presence +in that house with the terms of his effective banishment from it; and he +was rather forgivingly finding himself wronged in the situation, when +Dryfoos knocked at the studio door the morning after Lindau's funeral. +Beaton roared out, "Come in!" as he always did to a knock if he had not +a model; if he had a model he set the door slightly ajar, and with his +palette on his thumb frowned at his visitor and told him he could not +come in. Dryfoos fumbled about for the knob in the dim passageway +outside, and Beaton, who had experience of people's difficulties with it, +suddenly jerked the door open. The two men stood confronted, and at +first sight of each other their quiescent dislike revived. Each would +have been willing to turn away from the other, but that was not possible. +Beaton snorted some sort of inarticulate salutation, which Dryfoos did +not try to return; he asked if he could see him alone for a minute or +two, and Beaton bade him come in, and swept some paint-blotched rags from +the chair which he told him to take. He noticed, as the old man sank +tremulously into it, that his movement was like that of his own father, +and also that he looked very much like Christine. Dryfoos folded his +hands tremulously on the top of his horn-handled stick, and he was rather +finely haggard, with the dark hollows round his black eyes and the fall +of the muscles on either side of his chin. He had forgotten to take his +soft, wide-brimmed hat off; and Beaton felt a desire to sketch him just +as he sat. + +Dryfoos suddenly pulled himself together from the dreary absence into +which he fell at first. "Young man," he began, "maybe I've come here on +a fool's errand," and Beaton rather fancied that beginning. + +But it embarrassed him a little, and he said, with a shy glance aside, "I +don't know what you mean." +"I reckon," Dryfoos answered, quietly, "you got your notion, though. +I set that woman on to speak to you the way she done. But if there was +anything wrong in the way she spoke, or if you didn't feel like she had +any right to question you up as if we suspected you of anything mean, I +want you to say so." + +Beaton said nothing, and the old man went on. + +"I ain't very well up in the ways of the world, and I don't pretend to +be. All I want is to be fair and square with everybody. I've made +mistakes, though, in my time--" He stopped, and Beaton was not proof +against the misery of his face, which was twisted as with some strong +physical ache. "I don't know as I want to make any more, if I can help +it. I don't know but what you had a right to keep on comin', and if you +had I want you to say so. Don't you be afraid but what I'll take it in +the right way. I don't want to take advantage of anybody, and I don't +ask you to say any more than that." + +Beaton did not find the humiliation of the man who had humiliated him so +sweet as he could have fancied it might be. He knew how it had come +about, and that it was an effect of love for his child; it did not matter +by what ungracious means she had brought him to know that he loved her +better than his own will, that his wish for her happiness was stronger +than his pride; it was enough that he was now somehow brought to give +proof of it. Beaton could not be aware of all that dark coil of +circumstance through which Dryfoos's present action evolved itself; +the worst of this was buried in the secret of the old man's heart, a worm +of perpetual torment. What was apparent to another was that he was +broken by the sorrow that had fallen upon him, and it was this that +Beaton respected and pitied in his impulse to be frank and kind in his +answer. + +"No, I had no right to keep coming to your house in the way I did, +unless--unless I meant more than I ever said." Beaton added: "I don't +say that what you did was usual--in this country, at any rate; but I +can't say you were wrong. Since you speak to me about the matter, it's +only fair to myself to say that a good deal goes on in life without much +thinking of consequences. That's the way I excuse myself." + +"And you say Mrs. Mandel done right?" asked Dryfoos, as if he wished +simply to be assured of a point of etiquette. + +"Yes, she did right. I've nothing to complain of." + +"That's all I wanted to know," said Dryfoos; but apparently he had not +finished, and he did not go, though the silence that Beaton now kept gave +him a chance to do so. He began a series of questions which had no +relation to the matter in hand, though they were strictly personal to +Beaton. "What countryman are you?" he asked, after a moment. + +"What countryman?" Beaton frowned back at him. + +"Yes, are you an American by birth?" + +"Yes; I was born in Syracuse." + +"Protestant?" + +"My father is a Scotch Seceder." + +"What business is your father in?" + +Beaton faltered and blushed; then he answered: + +"He's in the monument business, as he calls it. He's a tombstone +cutter." Now that he was launched, Beaton saw no reason for not +declaring, "My father's always been a poor man, and worked with his own +hands for his living." He had too slight esteem socially for Dryfoos to +conceal a fact from him that he might have wished to blink with others. + +"Well, that's right," said Dryfoos. "I used to farm it myself. I've got +a good pile of money together, now. At first it didn't come easy; but +now it's got started it pours in and pours in; it seems like there was no +end to it. I've got well on to three million; but it couldn't keep me +from losin' my son. It can't buy me back a minute of his life; not all +the money in the world can do it!" + +He grieved this out as if to himself rather than to Beaton, who, scarcely +ventured to say, "I know--I am very sorry--" + +"How did you come," Dryfoos interrupted, "to take up paintin'?" + +"Well, I don't know," said Beaton, a little scornfully. "You don't. +take a thing of that kind up, I fancy. I always wanted to paint." + +"Father try to stop you?" + +"No. It wouldn't have been of any use. Why--" + +"My son, he wanted to be a preacher, and I did stop him or I thought I +did. But I reckon he was a preacher, all the same, every minute of his +life. As you say, it ain't any use to try to stop a thing like that. +I reckon if a child has got any particular bent, it was given to it; +and it's goin' against the grain, it's goin' against the law, to try to +bend it some other way. There's lots of good business men, Mr. Beaton, +twenty of 'em to every good preacher?" + +"I imagine more than twenty," said Beaton, amused and touched through his +curiosity as to what the old man was driving at by the quaint simplicity +of his speculations. + +"Father ever come to the city?" + +"No; he never has the time; and my mother's an invalid." + +"Oh! Brothers and sisters?" + +"Yes; we're a large family." + +"I lost two little fellers--twins," said Dryfoos, sadly. "But we hain't +ever had but just the five. Ever take portraits?" + +"Yes," said Beaton, meeting this zigzag in the queries as seriously as +the rest. "I don't think I am good at it." + +Dryfoos got to his feet. "I wish you'd paint a likeness of my son. +You've seen him plenty of times. We won't fight about the price, don't +you be afraid of that." + +Beaton was astonished, and in a mistaken way he was disgusted. He saw +that Dryfoos was trying to undo Mrs. Mandel's work practically, and get +him to come again to his house; that he now conceived of the offence +given him as condoned, and wished to restore the former situation. He +knew that he was attempting this for Christine's sake, but he was not the +man to imagine that Dryfoos was trying not only to tolerate him, but to +like him; and, in fact, Dryfoos was not wholly conscious himself of this +end. What they both understood was that Dryfoos was endeavoring to get +at Beaton through Conrad's memory; but with one this was its dedication +to a purpose of self sacrifice, and with the other a vulgar and shameless +use of it. + +"I couldn't do it," said Beaton. "I couldn't think of attempting it." + +"Why not?" Dryfoos persisted. "We got some photographs of him; he +didn't like to sit very well; but his mother got him to; and you know how +he looked." + +"I couldn't do it--I couldn't. I can't even consider it. I'm very +sorry. I would, if it were possible. But it isn't possible." + +"I reckon if you see the photographs once" + +"It isn't that, Mr. Dryfoos. But I'm not in the way of that kind of +thing any more." + +"I'd give any price you've a mind to name--" + +"Oh, it isn't the money!" cried Beaton, beginning to lose control of +himself. + +The old man did not notice him. He sat with his head fallen forward, and +his chin resting on his folded hands. Thinking of the portrait, he saw +Conrad's face before him, reproachful, astonished, but all gentle as it +looked when Conrad caught his hand that day after he struck him; he heard +him say, "Father!" and the sweat gathered on his forehead. "Oh, my God!" +he groaned. "No; there ain't anything I can do now." + +Beaton did not know whether Dryfoos was speaking to him or not. He +started toward him. "Are you ill?" + +"No, there ain't anything the matter," said the old man. "But I guess +I'll lay down on your settee a minute." He tottered with Beaton's help +to the aesthetic couch covered with a tiger-skin, on which Beaton had +once thought of painting a Cleopatra; but he could never get the right +model. As the old man stretched himself out on it, pale and suffering, +he did not look much like a Cleopatra, but Beaton was struck with his +effectiveness, and the likeness between him and his daughter; she would +make a very good Cleopatra in some ways. All the time, while these +thoughts passed through his mind, he was afraid Dryfoos would die. +The old man fetched his breath in gasps, which presently smoothed and +lengthened into his normal breathing. Beaton got him a glass of wine, +and after tasting it he sat up. + +"You've got to excuse me," he said, getting back to his characteristic +grimness with surprising suddenness, when once he began to recover +himself. "I've been through a good deal lately; and sometimes it ketches +me round the heart like a pain." + +In his life of selfish immunity from grief, Beaton could not understand +this experience that poignant sorrow brings; he said to himself that +Dryfoos was going the way of angina pectoris; as he began shuffling off +the tiger-skin he said: "Had you better get up? Wouldn't you like me to +call a doctor?" + +"I'm all right, young man." Dryfoos took his hat and stick from him, but +he made for the door so uncertainly that Beaton put his hand under his +elbow and helped him out, and down the stairs, to his coupe. + +"Hadn't you better let me drive home with you?" he asked. + +"What?" said Dryfoos, suspiciously. + +Beaton repeated his question. + +"I guess I'm able to go home alone," said Dryfoos, in a surly tone, and +he put his head out of the window and called up "Home!" to the driver, +who immediately started off and left Beaton standing beside the +curbstone. + + + + +XIV. + +Beaton wasted the rest of the day in the emotions and speculations which +Dryfoos's call inspired. It was not that they continuously occupied him, +but they broke up the train of other thoughts, and spoiled him for work; +a very little spoiled Beaton for work; he required just the right mood +for work. He comprehended perfectly well that Dryfoos had made him that +extraordinary embassy because he wished him to renew his visits, and he +easily imagined the means that had brought him to this pass. From what +he knew of that girl he did not envy her father his meeting with her when +he must tell her his mission had failed. But had it failed? When Beaton +came to ask himself this question, he could only perceive that he and +Dryfoos had failed to find any ground of sympathy, and had parted in the +same dislike with which they had met. But as to any other failure, it +was certainly tacit, and it still rested with him to give it effect. +He could go back to Dryfoos's house, as freely as before, and it was +clear that he was very much desired to come back. But if he went back it +was also clear that he must go back with intentions more explicit than +before, and now he had to ask himself just how much or how little he had +meant by going there. His liking for Christine had certainly not +increased, but the charm, on the other hand, of holding a leopardess in +leash had not yet palled upon him. In his life of inconstancies, it was +a pleasure to rest upon something fixed, and the man who had no control +over himself liked logically enough to feel his control of some one else. +The fact cannot other wise be put in terms, and the attraction which +Christine Dryfoos had for him, apart from this, escapes from all terms, +as anything purely and merely passional must. He had seen from the first +that she was a cat, and so far as youth forecasts such things, he felt +that she would be a shrew. But he had a perverse sense of her beauty, +and he knew a sort of life in which her power to molest him with her +temper could be reduced to the smallest proportions, and even broken to +pieces. Then the consciousness of her money entered. It was evident +that the old man had mentioned his millions in the way of a hint to him +of what he might reasonably expect if he would turn and be his son-in- +law. Beaton did not put it to himself in those words; and in fact his +cogitations were not in words at all. It was the play of cognitions, +of sensations, formlessly tending to the effect which can only be very +clumsily interpreted in language. But when he got to this point in them, +Beaton rose to magnanimity and in a flash of dramatic reverie disposed of +a part of Dryfoos's riches in placing his father and mother, and his +brothers and sisters, beyond all pecuniary anxiety forever. He had no +shame, no scruple in this, for he had been a pensioner upon others ever +since a Syracusan amateur of the arts had detected his talent and given +him the money to go and study abroad. Beaton had always considered the +money a loan, to be repaid out of his future success; but he now never +dreamt of repaying it; as the man was rich, he had even a contempt for +the notion of repaying him; but this did not prevent him from feeling +very keenly the hardships he put his father to in borrowing money from +him, though he never repaid his father, either. In this reverie he saw +himself sacrificed in marriage with Christine Dryfoos, in a kind of +admiring self-pity, and he was melted by the spectacle of the dignity +with which he suffered all the lifelong trials ensuing from his +unselfishness. The fancy that Alma Leighton came bitterly to regret him, +contributed to soothe and flatter him, and he was not sure that Margaret. +Vance did not suffer a like loss in him. + +There had been times when, as he believed, that beautiful girl's high +thoughts had tended toward him; there had been looks, gestures, even +words, that had this effect to him, or that seemed to have had it; and +Beaton saw that he might easily construe Mrs. Horn's confidential appeal +to him to get Margaret interested in art again as something by no means +necessarily offensive, even though it had been made to him as to a master +of illusion. If Mrs. Horn had to choose between him and the life of good +works to which her niece was visibly abandoning herself, Beaton could not +doubt which she would choose; the only question was how real the danger +of a life of good works was. + +As he thought of these two girls, one so charming and the other so +divine, it became indefinitely difficult to renounce them for Christine +Dryfoos, with her sultry temper and her earthbound ideals. Life had been +so flattering to Beaton hitherto that he could not believe them both +finally indifferent; and if they were not indifferent, perhaps he did not +wish either of them to be very definite. What he really longed for was +their sympathy; for a man who is able to walk round quite ruthlessly on +the feelings of others often has very tender feelings of his own, easily +lacerated, and eagerly responsive to the caresses of compassion. In this +frame Beaton determined to go that afternoon, though it was not Mrs. +Horn's day, and call upon her in the hope of possibly seeing Miss Vance +alone. As he continued in it, he took this for a sign and actually went. +It did not fall out at once as he wished, but he got Mrs. Horn to talking +again about her niece, and Mrs. Horn again regretted that nothing could +be done by the fine arts to reclaim Margaret from good works. + +"Is she at home? Will you let me see her?" asked Beacon, with something +of the scientific interest of a physician inquiring for a patient whose +symptoms have been rehearsed to him. He had not asked for her before. + +"Yes, certainly," said Mrs. Horn, and she went herself to call Margaret, +and she did not return with her. The girl entered with the gentle grace +peculiar to her; and Beaton, bent as he was on his own consolation, +could not help being struck with the spiritual exaltation of her look. +At sight of her, the vague hope he had never quite relinquished, that +they might be something more than aesthetic friends, died in his heart. +She wore black, as she often did; but in spite of its fashion her dress +received a nun-like effect from the pensive absence of her face. +"Decidedly," thought Beaton, "she is far gone in good works." + +But he rose, all the same, to meet her on the old level, and he began at +once to talk to her of the subject he had been discussing with her aunt. +He said frankly that they both felt she had unjustifiably turned her back +upon possibilities which she ought not to neglect. + +"You know very well," she answered, "that I couldn't do anything in that +way worth the time I should waste on it. Don't talk of it, please. +I suppose my aunt has been asking you to say this, but it's no use. +I'm sorry it's no use, she wishes it so much; but I'm not sorry +otherwise. You can find the pleasure at least of doing good work in it; +but I couldn't find anything in it but a barren amusement. Mr. Wetmore +is right; for me, it's like enjoying an opera, or a ball." + +"That's one of Wetmore's phrases. He'd sacrifice anything to them." + +She put aside the whole subject with a look. "You were not at Mr. +Dryfoos's the other day. Have you seen them, any of them, lately?" + +"I haven't been there for some time, no," said Beaton, evasively. +But he thought if he was to get on to anything, he had better be candid. +"Mr. Dryfoos was at my studio this morning. He's got a queer notion. +He wants me to paint his son's portrait." + +She started. "And will you--" + +"No, I couldn't do such a thing. It isn't in my way. I told him so. +His son had a beautiful face an antique profile; a sort of early +Christian type; but I'm too much of a pagan for that sort of thing." + +"Yes." + +"Yes," Beaton continued, not quite liking her assent after he had invited +it. He had his pride in being a pagan, a Greek, but it failed him in her +presence, now; and he wished that she had protested he was none. "He was +a singular creature; a kind of survival; an exile in our time and place. +I don't know: we don't quite expect a saint to be rustic; but with all +his goodness Conrad Dryfoos was a country person. If he were not dying +for a cause you could imagine him milking." Beaton intended a contempt +that came from the bitterness of having himself once milked the family +cow. + +His contempt did not reach Miss Vance. "He died for a cause," she said. +"The holiest." + +"Of labor?" + +"Of peace. He was there to persuade the strikers to be quiet and go +home." + +"I haven't been quite sure," said Beaton. "But in any case he had no +business there. The police were on hand to do the persuading." + +"I can't let you talk so!" cried the girl. "It's shocking! Oh, I know +it's the way people talk, and the worst is that in the sight of the world +it's the right way. But the blessing on the peacemakers is not for the +policemen with their clubs." + +Beaton saw that she was nervous; he made his reflection that she was +altogether too far gone in good works for the fine arts to reach her; +he began to think how he could turn her primitive Christianity to the +account of his modern heathenism. He had no deeper design than to get +flattered back into his own favor far enough to find courage for some +sort of decisive step. In his heart he was trying to will whether he +should or should not go back to Dryfoos's house. It could not be from +the caprice that had formerly taken him; it must be from a definite +purpose; again he realized this. "Of course; you are right," he said. +"I wish I could have answered that old man differently. I fancy he was +bound up in his son, though he quarrelled with him, and crossed him. But +I couldn't do it; it wasn't possible." He said to himself that if she +said "No," now, he would be ruled by her agreement with him; and if she +disagreed with him, he would be ruled still by the chance, and would go +no more to the Dryfooses'. He found himself embarrassed to the point of +blushing when she said nothing, and left him, as it were, on his own +hands. "I should like to have given him that comfort; I fancy he hasn't +much comfort in life; but there seems no comfort in me." + +He dropped his head in a fit attitude for compassion; but she poured no +pity upon it. + +"There is no comfort for us in ourselves," she said. "It's hard to get +outside; but there's only despair within. When we think we have done +something for others, by some great effort, we find it's all for our own +vanity." + +"Yes," said Beaton. "If I could paint pictures for righteousness' sake, +I should have been glad to do Conrad Dryfoos for his father. I felt +sorry for him. Did the rest seem very much broken up? You saw them +all?" + +"Not all. Miss Dryfoos was ill, her sister said. It's hard to tell how +much people suffer. His mother seemed bewildered. The younger sister is +a simple creature; she looks like him; I think she must have something of +his spirit." + +"Not much spirit of any kind, I imagine," said Beaton. "But she's +amiably material. Did they say Miss Dryfoos was seriously ill?" + +"No. I supposed she might be prostrated by her brother's death." + +"Does she seem that kind of person to you, Miss Vance?" asked Beaton. + +"I don't know. I haven't tried to see so much of them as I might, the +past winter. I was not sure about her when I met her; I've never seen +much of people, except in my own set, and the--very poor. I have been +afraid I didn't understand her. She may have a kind of pride that would +not let her do herself justice." + +Beaton felt the unconscious dislike in the endeavor of praise. "Then she +seems to you like a person whose life--its trials, its chances--would +make more of than she is now?" + +"I didn't say that. I can't judge of her at all; but where we don't +know, don't you think we ought to imagine the best?" + +"Oh yes," said Beaton. "I didn't know but what I once said of them might +have prejudiced you against them. I have accused myself of it." He +always took a tone of conscientiousness, of self-censure, in talking with +Miss Vance; he could not help it. + +"Oh no. And I never allowed myself to form any judgment of her. She is +very pretty, don't you think, in a kind of way?" + +"Very." + +"She has a beautiful brunette coloring: that floury white and the +delicate pink in it. Her eyes are beautiful." + +"She's graceful, too," said Beaton. "I've tried her in color; but I +didn't make it out." + +"I've wondered sometimes," said Miss Vance, "whether that elusive quality +you find in some people you try to paint doesn't characterize them all +through. Miss Dryfoos might be ever so much finer and better than we +would find out in the society way that seems the only way." + +"Perhaps," said Beaton, gloomily; and he went away profoundly discouraged +by this last analysis of Christine's character. The angelic +imperviousness of Miss Vance to properties of which his own wickedness +was so keenly aware in Christine might have made him laugh, if it had not +been such a serious affair with him. As it was, he smiled to think how +very differently Alma Leighton would have judged her from Miss Vance's +premises. He liked that clear vision of Alma's even when it pierced his +own disguises. Yes, that was the light he had let die out, and it might +have shone upon his path through life. Beaton never felt so poignantly +the disadvantage of having on any given occasion been wanting to his own +interests through his self-love as in this. He had no one to blame but +himself for what had happened, but he blamed Alma for what might happen +in the future because she shut out the way of retrieval and return. When +be thought of the attitude she had taken toward him, it seemed +incredible, and he was always longing to give her a final chance to +reverse her final judgment. It appeared to him that the time had come +for this now, if ever. + + + + +XV. + +While we are still young we feel a kind of pride, a sort of fierce +pleasure, in any important experience, such as we have read of or heard +of in the lives of others, no matter how painful. It was this pride, +this pleasure, which Beaton now felt in realizing that the toils of fate +were about him, that between him and a future of which Christine Dryfoos +must be the genius there was nothing but the will, the mood, the fancy of +a girl who had not given him the hope that either could ever again be in +his favor. He had nothing to trust to, in fact, but his knowledge that +he had once had them all; she did not deny that; but neither did she +conceal that he had flung away his power over them, and she had told him +that they never could be his again. A man knows that he can love and +wholly cease to love, not once merely, but several times; he recognizes +the fact in regard to himself, both theoretically and practically; but in +regard to women he cherishes the superstition of the romances that love +is once for all, and forever. It was because Beaton would not believe +that Alma Leighton, being a woman, could put him out of her heart after +suffering him to steal into it, that he now hoped anything from her, and +she had been so explicit when they last spoke of that affair that he did +not hope much. He said to himself that he was going to cast himself on +her mercy, to take whatever chance of life, love, and work there was in +her having the smallest pity on him. If she would have none, then there +was but one thing he could do: marry Christine and go abroad. He did not +see how he could bring this alternative to bear upon Alma; even if she +knew what he would do in case of a final rejection, he had grounds for +fearing she would not care; but he brought it to bear upon himself, and +it nerved him to a desperate courage. He could hardly wait for evening +to come, before he went to see her; when it came, it seemed to have come +too soon. He had wrought himself thoroughly into the conviction that he +was in earnest, and that everything depended upon her answer to him, but +it was not till he found himself in her presence, and alone with her, +that he realized the truth of his conviction. Then the influences of her +grace, her gayety, her arch beauty, above all, her good sense, penetrated +his soul like a subtle intoxication, and he said to himself that he was +right; he could not live without her; these attributes of hers were what +he needed to win him, to cheer him, to charm him, to guide him. He +longed so to please her, to ingratiate himself with her, that he +attempted to be light like her in his talk, but lapsed into abysmal +absences and gloomy recesses of introspection. + +"What are you laughing at?" he asked, suddenly starting from one of +these. + +"What you are thinking of." + +"It's nothing to laugh at. Do you know what I'm thinking of?" + +"Don't tell, if it's dreadful." + +"Oh, I dare say you wouldn't think it's dreadful," he said, with +bitterness. "It's simply the case of a man who has made a fool of +himself and sees no help of retrieval in himself." + +"Can any one else help a man unmake a fool of himself?" she asked, with +a smile. + +"Yes. In a case like this." + +"Dear me! This is very interesting." + +She did not ask him what the case was, but he was launched now, and he +pressed on. "I am the man who has made a fool of himself--" + +"Oh!" + +"And you can help me out if you will. Alma, I wish you could see me as I +really am." + +"Do you, Mr. Beacon? Perhaps I do." + +"No; you don't. You formulated me in a certain way, and you won't allow +for the change that takes place in every one. You have changed; why +shouldn't I?" + +"Has this to do with your having made a fool of yourself?" + +"Yes." + +"Oh! Then I don't see how you have changed." + +She laughed, and he too, ruefully. "You're cruel. Not but what I +deserve your mockery. But the change was not from the capacity of making +a fool of myself. I suppose I shall always do that more or less--unless +you help me. Alma! Why can't you have a little compassion? You know +that I must always love you." + +"Nothing makes me doubt that like your saying it, Mr. Beaton. But now +you've broken your word--" + +"You are to blame for that. You knew I couldn't keep it!" + +"Yes, I'm to blame. I was wrong to let you come--after that. And so I +forgive you for speaking to me in that way again. But it's perfectly +impossible and perfectly useless for me to hear you any more on that +subject; and so-good-bye!" + +She rose, and he perforce with her. "And do you mean it?" he asked. +"Forever?" + +"Forever. This is truly the last time I will ever see you if I can help +it. Oh, I feel sorry enough for you!" she said, with a glance at his +face. "I do believe you are in earnest. But it's too late now. Don't +let us talk about it any more! But we shall, if we meet, and so,--" + +"And so good-bye! Well, I've nothing more to say, and I might as well +say that. I think you've been very good to me. It seems to me as if you +had been--shall I say it?--trying to give me a chance. Is that so?" +She dropped her eyes and did not answer. + +"You found it was no use! Well, I thank you for trying. It's curious to +think that I once had your trust, your regard, and now I haven't it. You +don't mind my remembering that I had? It'll be some little consolation, +and I believe it will be some help. I know I can't retrieve the past +now. It is too late. It seems too preposterous--perfectly lurid--that I +could have been going to tell you what a tangle I'd got myself in, and to +ask you to help untangle me. I must choke in the infernal coil, but I'd +like to have the sweetness of your pity in it--whatever it is." + +She put out her hand. "Whatever it is, I do pity you; I said that." + +"Thank you." He kissed the band she gave him and went. + +He had gone on some such terms before; was it now for the last time? She +believed it was. She felt in herself a satiety, a fatigue, in which his +good looks, his invented airs and poses, his real trouble, were all alike +repulsive. She did not acquit herself of the wrong of having let him +think she might yet have liked him as she once did; but she had been +honestly willing to see whether she could. It had mystified her to find +that when they first met in New York, after their summer in St. Barnaby, +she cared nothing for him; she had expected to punish him for his +neglect, and then fancy him as before, but she did not. More and more +she saw him selfish and mean, weak-willed, narrow-minded, and hard- +hearted; and aimless, with all his talent. She admired his talent in +proportion as she learned more of artists, and perceived how uncommon it +was; but she said to herself that if she were going to devote herself to +art, she would do it at first-hand. She was perfectly serene and happy +in her final rejection of Beaton; he had worn out not only her fancy, but +her sympathy, too. + +This was what her mother would not believe when Alma reported the +interview to her; she would not believe it was the last time they should +meet; death itself can hardly convince us that it is the last time of +anything, of everything between ourselves and the dead. "Well, Alma," +she said, "I hope you'll never regret what you've done." + +"You may be sure I shall not regret it. If ever I'm low-spirited about +anything, I'll think of giving Mr. Beaton his freedom, and that will +cheer me up." + +"And don't you expect to get married? Do you intend to be an old maid?" +demanded her mother, in the bonds of the superstition women have so long +been under to the effect that every woman must wish to get married, if +for no other purpose than to avoid being an old maid. + +"Well, mamma," said Alma, "I intend being a young one for a few years +yet; and then I'll see. If I meet the right person, all well and good; +if not, not. But I shall pick and choose, as a man does; I won't merely +be picked and chosen." + +"You can't help yourself; you may be very glad if you are picked and +chosen." + +"What nonsense, mamma! A girl can get any man she wants, if she goes +about. it the right way. And when my 'fated fairy prince' comes along, +I shall just simply make furious love to him and grab him. Of course, +I shall make a decent pretence of talking in my sleep. I believe it's +done that way more than half the time. The fated fairy prince wouldn't +see the princess in nine cases out of ten if she didn't say something; +he would go mooning along after the maids of honor." + +Mrs. Leighton tried to look unspeakable horror; but she broke down and +laughed. "Well, you are a strange girl, Alma." + +"I don't know about that. But one thing I do know, mamma, and that is +that Prince Beaton isn't the F. F. P. for me. How strange you are, +mamma! Don't you think it would be perfectly disgusting to accept a +person you didn't care for, and let him go on and love you and marry you? +It's sickening." + +"Why, certainly, Alma. It's only because I know you did care for him +once--" + +"And now I don't. And he didn't care for me once, and now he does. And +so we're quits." + +"If I could believe--" + +"You had better brace up and try, mamma; for as Mr. Fulkerson says, it's +as sure as guns. From the crown of his head to the sole of his foot, +he's loathsome to me; and he keeps getting loathsomer. Ugh! Goodnight!" + + + + +XVI. + +"Well, I guess she's given him the grand bounce at last," said Fulkerson +to March in one of their moments of confidence at the office. "That's +Mad's inference from appearances--and disappearances; and some little +hints from Alma Leighton." + +"Well, I don't know that I have any criticisms to offer," said March. +"It may be bad for Beaton, but it's a very good thing for Miss Leighton. +Upon the whole, I believe I congratulate her." + +"Well, I don't know. I always kind of hoped it would turn out the other +way. You know I always had a sneaking fondness for the fellow." + +"Miss Leighton seems not to have had." + +"It's a pity she hadn't. I tell you, March, it ain't so easy for a girl +to get married, here in the East, that she can afford to despise any +chance." + +"Isn't that rather a low view of it?" + +"It's a common-sense view. Beaton has the making of a first-rate fellow +in him. He's the raw material of a great artist and a good citizen. All +he wants is somebody to take him in hand and keep him from makin' an ass +of himself and kickin' over the traces generally, and ridin' two or three +horses bareback at once." + +"It seems a simple problem, though the metaphor is rather complicated," +said March. "But talk to Miss Leighton about it. I haven't given Beaton +the grand bounce." + +He began to turn over the manuscripts on his table, and Fulkerson went +away. But March found himself thinking of the matter from time to time +during the day, and he spoke to his wife about it when he went home. She +surprised him by taking Fulkerson's view of it. + +"Yes, it's a pity she couldn't have made up her mind to have him. It's +better for a woman to be married." + +"I thought Paul only went so far as to say it was well. But what would +become of Miss Leighton's artistic career if she married?" + +"Oh, her artistic career!" said Mrs. March, with matronly contempt of it. + +"But look here!" cried her husband. "Suppose she doesn't like him?" + +"How can a girl of that age tell whether she likes any one or not?" + +"It seems to me you were able to tell at. that age, Isabel. But let's +examine this thing. (This thing! I believe Fulkerson is characterizing +my whole parlance, as well as your morals.) Why shouldn't we rejoice as +much at a non-marriage as a marriage? When we consider the enormous +risks people take in linking their lives together, after not half so much +thought as goes to an ordinary horse trade, I think we ought to be glad +whenever they don't do it. I believe that this popular demand for the +matrimony of others comes from our novel-reading. We get to thinking +that there is no other happiness or good-fortune in life except marriage; +and it's offered in fiction as the highest premium for virtue, courage, +beauty, learning, and saving human life. We all know it isn't. We know +that in reality marriage is dog cheap, and anybody can have it for the +asking--if he keeps asking enough people. By-and-by some fellow will +wake up and see that a first-class story can be written from the anti- +marriage point of view; and he'll begin with an engaged couple, and +devote his novel to disengaging them and rendering them separately happy +ever after in the denouement. It will make his everlasting fortune." + +"Why don't you write it, Basil?" she asked. "It's a delightful idea. +You could do it splendidly." + +He became fascinated with the notion. He developed it in detail; but at +the end he sighed and said: "With this 'Every Other Week' work on my +hands, of course I can't attempt a novel. But perhaps I sha'n't have it +long." + +She was instantly anxious to know what he meant, and the novel and Miss +Leighton's affair were both dropped out of their thoughts. "What do you +mean? Has Mr. Fulkerson said anything yet?" + +"Not a word. He knows no more about it than I do. Dryfoos hasn't +spoken, and we're both afraid to ask him. Of course, I couldn't ask +him." + +"No." + +"But it's pretty uncomfortable, to be kept hanging by the gills so, as +Fulkerson says." + +"Yes, we don't know what to do." + +March and Fulkerson said the same to each other; and Fulkerson said that +if the old man pulled out, he did not know what would happen. He had no +capital to carry the thing on, and the very fact that the old man had +pulled out would damage it so that it would be hard to get anybody else +to put it. In the mean time Fulkerson was running Conrad's office-work, +when he ought to be looking after the outside interests of the thing; and +he could not see the day when he could get married. + +"I don't know which it's worse for, March: you or me. I don't know, +under the circumstances, whether it's worse to have a family or to want +to have one. Of course--of course! We can't hurry the old man up. It +wouldn't be decent, and it would be dangerous. We got to wait." + +He almost decided to draw upon Dryfoos for some money; he did not need +any, but, he said maybe the demand would act as a hint upon him. One +day, about a week after Alma's final rejection of Beaton, Dryfoos came +into March's office. Fulkerson was out, but the old man seemed not to +have tried to see him. + +He put his hat on the floor by his chair, after he sat down, and looked +at March awhile with his old eyes, which had the vitreous glitter of old. +eyes stimulated to sleeplessness. Then he said, abruptly, "Mr. March, +how would you like to take this thing off my hands?" + +"I don't understand, exactly," March began; but of course he understood +that Dryfoos was offering to let him have 'Every Other Week' on some +terms or other, and his heart leaped with hope. + +The old man knew he understood, and so he did not explain. He said: +"I am going to Europe, to take my family there. The doctor thinks it +might do my wife some good; and I ain't very well myself, and my girls +both want to go; and so we're goin'. If you want to take this thing off +my hands, I reckon I can let you have it in 'most any shape you say. +You're all settled here in New York, and I don't suppose you want to +break up, much, at your time of life, and I've been thinkin' whether you +wouldn't like to take the thing." + +The word, which Dryfoos had now used three times, made March at last +think of Fulkerson; he had been filled too full of himself to think of +any one else till he had mastered the notion of such wonderful good +fortune as seemed about falling to him. But now he did think of +Fulkerson, and with some shame and confusion; for he remembered how, when +Dryfoos had last approached him there on the business of his connection +with 'Every Other Week,' he had been very haughty with him, and told him +that he did not know him in this connection. He blushed to find how far +his thoughts had now run without encountering this obstacle of etiquette. + +"Have you spoken to Mr. Fulkerson?" he asked. + +"No, I hain't. It ain't a question of management. It's a question of +buying and selling. I offer the thing to you first. I reckon Fulkerson +couldn't get on very well without you." + +March saw the real difference in the two cases, and he was glad to see +it, because he could act more decisively if not hampered by an obligation +to consistency. "I am gratified, of course, Mr. Dryfoos; extremely +gratified; and it's no use pretending that I shouldn't be happy beyond +bounds to get possession of 'Every Other Week.' But I don't feel quite +free to talk about it apart from Mr. Fulkerson." + +"Oh, all right!" said the old man, with quick offence. + +March hastened to say: "I feel bound to Mr. Fulkerson in every way. He +got me to come here, and I couldn't even seem to act without him." + +He put it questioningly, and the old man answered: + +"Yes, I can see that. When 'll he be in? I can wait." But he looked +impatient. + +"Very soon, now," said March, looking at his watch. "He was only to be +gone a moment," and while he went on to talk with Dryfoos, he wondered +why the old man should have come first to speak with him, and whether it +was from some obscure wish to make him reparation for displeasures in the +past, or from a distrust or dislike of Fulkerson. Whichever light he +looked at it in, it was flattering. + +"Do you think of going abroad soon?" he asked. + +"What? Yes--I don't know--I reckon. We got our passage engaged. It's +on one of them French boats. We're goin' to Paris." + +"Oh! That will be interesting to the young ladies." + +"Yes. I reckon we're goin' for them. 'Tain't likely my wife and me +would want to pull up stakes at our age," said the old man, sorrowfully. + +"But you may find it do you good, Mr. Dryfoos," said March, with a +kindness that was real, mixed as it was with the selfish interest he now +had in the intended voyage. + +"Well, maybe, maybe," sighed the old man; and he dropped his head +forward. "It don't make a great deal of difference what we do or we +don't do, for the few years left." + +"I hope Mrs. Dryfoos is as well as usual," said March, finding the ground +delicate and difficult. + +"Middlin', middlin'," said the old man. "My daughter Christine, she +ain't very well." + +"Oh," said March. It was quite impossible for him to affect a more +explicit interest in the fact. He and Dryfoos sat silent for a few +moments, and he was vainly casting about in his thought for something +else which would tide them over the interval till Fulkerson came, when he +heard his step on the stairs. + +"Hello, hello!" he said. "Meeting of the clans!" It was always a +meeting of the clans, with Fulkerson, or a field day, or an extra +session, or a regular conclave, whenever he saw people of any common +interest together. "Hain't seen you here for a good while, Mr. Dryfoos. +Did think some of running away with 'Every Other Week' one while, but +couldn't seem to work March up to the point." + +He gave Dryfoos his hand, and pushed aside the papers on the corner of +March's desk, and sat down there, and went on briskly with the nonsense +he could always talk while he was waiting for another to develop any +matter of business; he told March afterward that he scented business in +the air as soon as he came into the room where he and Dryfoos were +sitting. + +Dryfoos seemed determined to leave the word to March, who said, after an +inquiring look at him, "Mr. Dryfoos has been proposing to let us have +'Every Other Week,' Fulkerson." + +"Well, that's good; that suits yours truly; March & Fulkerson, publishers +and proprietors, won't pretend it don't, if the terms are all right." + +"The terms," said the old man, "are whatever you want 'em. I haven't got +any more use for the concern--" He gulped, and stopped; they knew what +he was thinking of, and they looked down in pity. He went on: "I won't +put any more money in it; but what I've put in a'ready can stay; and you +can pay me four per cent." + +He got upon his feet; and March and Fulkerson stood, too. + +"Well, I call that pretty white," said Fulkerson. "It's a bargain as far +as I'm concerned. I suppose you'll want to talk it over with your wife, +March?" + +"Yes; I shall," said March. "I can see that it's a great chance; but I +want to talk it over with my wife." + +"Well, that's right," said the old man. "Let me hear from you tomorrow." + +He went out, and Fulkerson began to dance round the room. He caught +March about his stalwart girth and tried to make him waltz; the office- +boy came to the door and looked on with approval. + +"Come, come, you idiot!" said March, rooting himself to the carpet. + +"It's just throwing the thing into our mouths," said Fulkerson. "The +wedding will be this day week. No cards! Teedle-lumpty-diddle! Teedle- +lumpty-dee! What do you suppose he means by it, March ?" he asked, +bringing himself soberly up, of a sudden. "What is his little game? Or +is he crazy? It don't seem like the Dryfoos of my previous +acquaintance." + +"I suppose," March suggested, "that he's got money enough, so that he +don't care for this--" + +"Pshaw! You're a poet! Don't you know that the more money that kind of +man has got, the more he cares for money? It's some fancy of his--like +having Lindau's funeral at his house--By Jings, March, I believe you're +his fancy!" + +"Oh, now! Don't you be a poet, Fulkerson!" + +"I do! He seemed to take a kind of shine to you from the day you +wouldn't turn off old Lindau; he did, indeed. It kind of shook him up. +It made him think you had something in you. He was deceived by +appearances. Look here! I'm going round to see Mrs. March with you, +and explain the thing to her. I know Mrs. March! She wouldn't believe +you knew what you were going in for. She has a great respect for your +mind, but she don't think you've got any sense. Heigh?" + +"All right," said March, glad of the notion; and it was really a comfort +to have Fulkerson with him to develop all the points; and it was +delightful to see how clearly and quickly she seized them; it made March +proud of her. She was only angry that they had lost any time in coming +to submit so plain a case to her. + +Mr. Dryfoos might change his mind in the night, and then everything would +be lost. They must go to him instantly, and tell him that they accepted; +they must telegraph him. + +"Might as well send a district messenger; he'd get there next week," said +Fulkerson. "No, no! It 'll all keep till to-morrow, and be the better +for it. If he's got this fancy for March, as I say, he ain't agoing to +change it in a single night. People don't change their fancies for March +in a lifetime. Heigh?" + +When Fulkerson turned up very early at the office next morning, as March +did, he was less strenuous about Dryfoos's fancy for March. It was as if +Miss Woodburn might have blown cold upon that theory, as something unjust +to his own merit, for which she would naturally be more jealous than he. + +March told him what he had forgotten to tell him the day before, though +he had been trying, all through their excited talk, to get it in, that +the Dryfooses were going abroad. + +"Oh, ho!" cried Fulkerson. "That's the milk in the cocoanut, is it? +Well, I thought there must be something." + +But this fact had not changed Mrs. March at all in her conviction that it +was Mr. Dryfoos's fancy for her husband which had moved him to make him +this extraordinary offer, and she reminded him that it had first been +made to him, without regard to Fulkerson. "And perhaps," she went on, +"Mr. Dryfoos has been changed---softened; and doesn't find money all in +all any more. He's had enough to change him, poor old man!" + +"Does anything from without change us?" her husband mused aloud. "We're +brought up to think so by the novelists, who really have the charge of +people's thinking, nowadays. But I doubt it, especially if the thing +outside is some great event, something cataclysmal, like this tremendous +sorrow of Dryfoos's." + +"Then what is it that changes us?" demanded his wife, almost angry with +him for his heresy. + +"Well, it won't do to say, the Holy Spirit indwelling. That would sound +like cant at this day. But the old fellows that used to say that had +some glimpses of the truth. They knew that it is the still, small voice +that the soul heeds, not the deafening blasts of doom. I suppose I +should have to say that we didn't change at all. We develop. There's +the making of several characters in each of us; we are each several +characters, and sometimes this character has the lead in us, and +sometimes that. From what Fulkerson has told me of Dryfoos, I should say +he had always had the potentiality of better things in him than he has +ever been yet; and perhaps the time has come for the good to have its +chance. The growth in one direction has stopped; it's begun in another; +that's all. The man hasn't been changed by his son's death; it stunned, +it benumbed him; but it couldn't change him. It was an event, like any +other, and it had to happen as much as his being born. It was forecast +from the beginning of time, and was as entirely an effect of his coming +into the world--" + +"Basil! Basil!" cried his wife. "This is fatalism!" + +"Then you think," he said, "that a sparrow falls to the ground without +the will of God?" and he laughed provokingly. But he went on more +soberly: "I don't know what it all means Isabel though I believe it means +good. What did Christ himself say? That if one rose from the dead it +would not avail. And yet we are always looking for the miraculous! +I believe that unhappy old man truly grieves for his son, whom he treated +cruelly without the final intention of cruelty, for he loved him and +wished to be proud of him; but I don't think his death has changed him, +any more than the smallest event in the chain of events remotely working +through his nature from the beginning. But why do you think he's changed +at all? Because he offers to sell me Every Other Week on easy terms? +He says himself that he has no further use for the thing; and he knows +perfectly well that he couldn't get his money out of it now, without an +enormous shrinkage. He couldn't appear at this late day as the owner, +and sell it to anybody but Fulkerson and me for a fifth of what it's cost +him. He can sell it to us for all it's cost him; and four per cent. is +no bad interest on his money till we can pay it back. It's a good thing +for us; but we have to ask whether Dryfoos has done us the good, or +whether it's the blessing of Heaven. If it's merely the blessing of +Heaven, I don't propose being grateful for it." + +March laughed again, and his wife said, "It's disgusting." + +"It's business," he assented. "Business is business; but I don't say it +isn't disgusting. Lindau had a low opinion of it." + +"I think that with all his faults Mr. Dryfoos is a better man than +Lindau," she proclaimed. + +"Well, he's certainly able to offer us a better thing in 'Every Other +Week,'" said March. + +She knew he was enamoured of the literary finish of his cynicism, and +that at heart he was as humbly and truly grateful as she was for the +good-fortune opening to them. + + + + +XVII. + +Beaton was at his best when he parted for the last time with Alma +Leighton, for he saw then that what had happened to him was the necessary +consequence of what he had been, if not what he had done. Afterward he +lost this clear vision; he began to deny the fact; he drew upon his +knowledge of life, and in arguing himself into a different frame of mind +he alleged the case of different people who had done and been much worse +things than he, and yet no such disagreeable consequence had befallen +them. Then he saw that it was all the work of blind chance, and he said +to himself that it was this that made him desperate, and willing to call +evil his good, and to take his own wherever he could find it. There was +a great deal that was literary and factitious and tawdry in the mood in +which he went to see Christine Dryfoos, the night when the Marches sat +talking their prospects over; and nothing that was decided in his +purpose. He knew what the drift of his mind was, but he had always +preferred to let chance determine his events, and now since chance had +played him such an ill turn with Alma, he left it the whole +responsibility. Not in terms, but in effect, this was his thought as he +walked on up-town to pay the first of the visits which Dryfoos had +practically invited him to resume. He had an insolent satisfaction in +having delayed it so long; if he was going back he was going back on his +own conditions, and these were to be as hard and humiliating as he could +make them. But this intention again was inchoate, floating, the stuff of +an intention, rather than intention; an expression of temperament +chiefly. + +He had been expected before that. Christine had got out of Mela that her +father had been at Beaton's studio; and then she had gone at the old man +and got from him every smallest fact of the interview there. She had +flung back in his teeth the good-will toward herself with which he had +gone to Beaton. She was furious with shame and resentment; she told him +he had made bad worse, that he had made a fool of himself to no end; she +spared neither his age nor his grief-broken spirit, in which his will +could not rise against hers. She filled the house with her rage, +screaming it out upon him; but when her fury was once spent, she began to +have some hopes from what her father had done. She no longer kept her +bed; every evening she dressed herself in the dress Beaton admired the +most, and sat up till a certain hour to receive him. She had fixed a day +in her own mind before which, if he came, she would forgive him all he +had made her suffer: the mortification, the suspense, the despair. +Beyond this, she had the purpose of making her father go to Europe; she +felt that she could no longer live in America, with the double disgrace +that had been put upon her. + +Beaton rang, and while the servant was coming the insolent caprice seized +him to ask for the young ladies instead of the old man, as he had +supposed of course he should do. The maid who answered the bell, in the +place of the reluctant Irishman of other days, had all his hesitation in +admitting that the young ladies were at home. + +He found Mela in the drawing-room. At sight of him she looked scared; +but she seemed to be reassured by his calm. He asked if he was not to +have the pleasure of seeing Miss Dryfoos, too; and Mela said she reckoned +the girl had gone up-stairs to tell her. Mela was in black, and Beaton +noted how well the solid sable became her rich red-blonde beauty; he +wondered what the effect would be with Christine. + +But she, when she appeared, was not in mourning. He fancied that she +wore the lustrous black silk, with the breadths of white Venetian lace +about the neck which he had praised, because he praised it. Her cheeks +burned with a Jacqueminot crimson; what should be white in her face was +chalky white. She carried a plumed ostrich fan, black and soft, and +after giving him her hand, sat down and waved it to and fro slowly, as he +remembered her doing the night they first met. She had no ideas, except +such as related intimately to herself, and she had no gabble, like Mela; +and she let him talk. It was past the day when she promised herself she +would forgive him; but as he talked on she felt all her passion for him +revive, and the conflict of desires, the desire to hate, the desire to +love, made a dizzying whirl in her brain. She looked at him, half +doubting whether he was really there or not. He had never looked so +handsome, with his dreamy eyes floating under his heavy overhanging hair, +and his pointed brown beard defined against his lustrous shirtfront. His +mellowly modulated, mysterious voice lulled her; when Mela made an errand +out of the room, and Beaton crossed to her and sat down by her, she +shivered. + +"Are you cold?" he asked, and she felt the cruel mockery and exultant +consciousness of power in his tone, as perhaps a wild thing feels +captivity in the voice of its keeper. But now, she said she would still +forgive him if he asked her. + +Mela came back, and the talk fell again to the former level; but Beaton +had not said anything that really meant what she wished, and she saw that +he intended to say nothing. Her heart began to burn like a fire in her +breast. + +"You been tellun' him about our goun' to Europe?" Mela asked. + +"No," said Christine, briefly, and looking at the fan spread out on her +lap. + +Beaton asked when; and then he rose, and said if it was so soon, he +supposed he should not see them again, unless he saw them in Paris; he +might very likely run over during the summer. He said to himself that he +had given it a fair trial with Christine, and he could not make it go. + +Christine rose, with a kind of gasp; and mechanically followed him to the +door of the drawing-room; Mela came, too; and while he was putting on his +overcoat, she gurgled and bubbled in good-humor with all the world. +Christine stood looking at him, and thinking how still handsomer he was +in his overcoat; and that fire burned fiercer in her. She felt him more +than life to her and knew him lost, and the frenzy, that makes a woman +kill the man she loves, or fling vitriol to destroy the beauty she cannot +have for all hers, possessed her lawless soul. He gave his hand to Mela, +and said, in his wind-harp stop, "Good-bye." + +As he put out his hand to Christine, she pushed it aside with a scream of +rage; she flashed at him, and with both hands made a feline pass at the +face he bent toward her. He sprang back, and after an instant of +stupefaction he pulled open the door behind him and ran out into the +street. + +"Well, Christine Dryfoos!" said Mela, "Sprang at him like a wild-cat!" + +"I, don't care," Christine shrieked. "I'll tear his eyes out!" She flew +up-stairs to her own room, and left the burden of the explanation to +Mela, who did it justice. + +Beaton found himself, he did not know how, in his studio, reeking with +perspiration and breathless. He must almost have run. He struck a match +with a shaking hand, and looked at his face in the glass. He expected to +see the bleeding marks of her nails on his cheeks, but he could see +nothing. He grovelled inwardly; it was all so low and coarse and vulgar; +it was all so just and apt to his deserts. + +There was a pistol among the dusty bric-a-brac on the mantel which he had +kept loaded to fire at a cat in the area. He took it and sat looking +into the muzzle, wishing it might go off by accident and kill him. +It slipped through his hand and struck the floor, and there was a report; +he sprang into the air, feeling that he had been shot. But he found +himself still alive, with only a burning line along his cheek, such as +one of Christine's finger-nails might have left. + +He laughed with cynical recognition of the fact that he had got his +punishment in the right way, and that his case was not to be dignified +into tragedy. + + + + +XVIII. + +The Marches, with Fulkerson, went to see the Dryfooses off on the French +steamer. There was no longer any business obligation on them to be +civil, and there was greater kindness for that reason in the attention +they offered. 'Every Other Week' had been made over to the joint +ownership of March and Fulkerson, and the details arranged with a +hardness on Dryfoos's side which certainly left Mrs. March with a sense +of his incomplete regeneration. Yet when she saw him there on the +steamer, she pitied him; he looked wearied and bewildered; even his wife, +with her twitching head, and her prophecies of evil, croaked hoarsely +out, while she clung to Mrs. March's hand where they sat together till +the leave-takers were ordered ashore, was less pathetic. Mela was +looking after both of them, and trying to cheer them in a joyful +excitement. "I tell 'em it's goun' to add ten years to both their +lives," she said. "The voyage 'll do their healths good; and then, we're +gittun' away from that miser'ble pack o' servants that was eatun' us up, +there in New York. I hate the place!" she said, as if they had already +left it. "Yes, Mrs. Mandel's goun', too," she added, following the +direction of Mrs. March's eyes where they noted Mrs. Mandel, speaking to +Christine on the other side of the cabin. "Her and Christine had a kind +of a spat, and she was goun' to leave, but here only the other day, +Christine offered to make it up with her, and now they're as thick as +thieves. Well, I reckon we couldn't very well 'a' got along without her. +She's about the only one that speaks French in this family." + +Mrs. March's eyes still dwelt upon Christine's face; it was full of a +furtive wildness. She seemed to be keeping a watch to prevent herself +from looking as if she were looking for some one. "Do you know," Mrs. +March said to her husband as they jingled along homeward in the +Christopher Street bob-tail car, "I thought she was in love with that +detestable Mr. Beaton of yours at one time; and that he was amusing +himself with her." + +"I can bear a good deal, Isabel," said March, "but I wish you wouldn't +attribute Beaton to me. He's the invention of that Mr. Fulkerson of +yours." + +"Well, at any rate, I hope, now, you'll both get rid of him, in the +reforms you're going to carry out." + +These reforms were for a greater economy in the management of 'Every +Other Week;' but in their very nature they could not include the +suppression of Beaton. He had always shown himself capable and loyal to +the interests of the magazine, and both the new owners were glad to keep +him. He was glad to stay, though he made a gruff pretence of +indifference, when they came to look over the new arrangement with him. +In his heart he knew that he was a fraud; but at least he could say to +himself with truth that he had not now the shame of taking Dryfoos's +money. + +March and Fulkerson retrenched at several points where it had seemed +indispensable to spend, as long as they were not spending their own: +that was only human. Fulkerson absorbed Conrad's department into his, +and March found that he could dispense with Kendricks in the place of +assistant which he had lately filled since Fulkerson had decided that +March was overworked. They reduced the number of illustrated articles, +and they systematized the payment of contributors strictly according to +the sales of each number, on their original plan of co-operation: they +had got to paying rather lavishly for material without reference to the +sales. + +Fulkerson took a little time to get married, and went on his wedding +journey out to Niagara, and down the St. Lawrence to Quebec over the line +of travel that the Marches had taken on their wedding journey. He had +the pleasure of going from Montreal to Quebec on the same boat on which +he first met March. + +They have continued very good friends, and their wives are almost without +the rivalry that usually embitters the wives of partners. At first Mrs. +March did not like Mrs. Fulkerson's speaking of her husband as the Ownah, +and March as the Edito'; but it appeared that this was only a convenient +method of recognizing the predominant quality in each, and was meant +neither to affirm nor to deny anything. Colonel Woodburn offered as his +contribution to the celebration of the copartnership, which Fulkerson +could not be prevented from dedicating with a little dinner, the story of +Fulkerson's magnanimous behavior in regard to Dryfoos at that crucial +moment when it was a question whether he should give up Dryfoos or give +up March. Fulkerson winced at it; but Mrs. March told her husband that +now, whatever happened, she should never have any misgivings of Fulkerson +again; and she asked him if he did not think he ought to apologize to him +for the doubts with which he had once inspired her. March said that he +did not think so. + +The Fulkersons spent the summer at a seaside hotel in easy reach of the +city; but they returned early to Mrs. Leighton's, with whom they are to +board till spring, when they are going to fit up Fulkerson's bachelor +apartment for housekeeping. Mrs. March, with her Boston scruple, thinks +it will be odd, living over the 'Every Other Week' offices; but there +will be a separate street entrance to the apartment; and besides, in New +York you may do anything. + +The future of the Leightons promises no immediate change. Kendricks goes +there a good deal to see the Fulkersons, and Mrs. Fulkerson says he comes +to see Alma. He has seemed taken with her ever since he first met her at +Dryfoos's, the day of Lindau's funeral, and though Fulkerson objects to +dating a fancy of that kind from an occasion of that kind, he justly +argues with March that there can be no harm in it, and that we are liable +to be struck by lightning any time. In the mean while there is no proof +that Alma returns Kendricks's interest, if he feels any. She has got a +little bit of color into the fall exhibition; but the fall exhibition is +never so good as the spring exhibition. Wetmore is rather sorry she has +succeeded in this, though he promoted her success. He says her real hope +is in black and white, and it is a pity for her to lose sight of her +original aim of drawing for illustration. + +News has come from Paris of the engagement of Christine Dryfoos. There +the Dryfooses met with the success denied them in New York; many American +plutocrats must await their apotheosis in Europe, where society has them, +as it were, in a translation. Shortly after their arrival they were +celebrated in the news papers as the first millionaire American family of +natural-gas extraction who had arrived in the capital of civilization; +and at a French watering-place Christine encountered her fate--a nobleman +full of present debts and of duels in the past. Fulkerson says the old +man can manage the debtor, and Christine can look out for the duellist. +"They say those fellows generally whip their wives. He'd better not try +it with Christine, I reckon, unless he's practised with a panther." + +One day, shortly after their return to town in the autumn from the brief +summer outing they permitted themselves, the Marches met Margaret Vance. +At first they did not know her in the dress of the sisterhood which she +wore; but she smiled joyfully, almost gayly, on seeing them, and though +she hurried by with the sister who accompanied her, and did not stay to +speak, they felt that the peace that passeth understanding had looked at +them from her eyes. + +"Well, she is at rest, there can't be any doubt of that," he said, as he +glanced round at the drifting black robe which followed her free, nun- +like walk. + +"Yes, now she can do all the good she likes," sighed his wife. +"I wonder--I wonder if she ever told his father about her talk with poor +Conrad that day he was shot?" + +"I don't know. I don't care. In any event, it would be right. She did +nothing wrong. If she unwittingly sent him to his death, she sent him to +die for God's sake, for man's sake." + +"Yes--yes. But still--" + +"Well, we must trust that look of hers." + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +Affected absence of mind +Be good, sweet man, and let who will be clever +Comfort of the critical attitude +Conscience weakens to the need that isn't +Death is an exile that no remorse and no love can reach +Death is peace and pardon +Did not idealize him, but in the highest effect she realized him +Does any one deserve happiness +Does anything from without change us? +Europe, where society has them, as it were, in a translation +Favorite stock of his go up and go down under the betting +Hemmed round with this eternal darkness of death +Indispensable +Love of justice hurry them into sympathy with violence +Married for no other purpose than to avoid being an old maid +Nervous woes of comfortable people +Novelists, who really have the charge of people's thinking +People that have convictions are difficult +Rejoice as much at a non-marriage as a marriage +Respect for your mind, but she don't think you've got any sense +Superstition of the romances that love is once for all +Superstition that having and shining is the chief good +To do whatever one likes is finally to do nothing that one likes +Took the world as she found it, and made the best of it +What we can be if we must +When you look it--live it +Would sacrifice his best friend to a phrase + + + + +End of this Project Gutenberg Etext of A Hazard of New Fortunes, v5 +by William Dean Howells + + + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS FOR A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES, ENTIRE: + +Affected absence of mind +Affectional habit +Anticipative homesickness +Anticipative reprisal +Any sort of stuff was good enough to make a preacher out of +Appearance made him doubt their ability to pay so much +Artists never do anything like other people +As much of his story as he meant to tell without prompting +Ballast of her instinctive despondency +Be good, sweet man, and let who will be clever +Brag of his wife, as a good husband always does +But when we make that money here, no one loses it +Buttoned about him as if it concealed a bad conscience +Clinging persistence of such natures +Comfort of the critical attitude +Conscience weakens to the need that isn't +Considerable comfort in holding him accountable +Courage hadn't been put to the test +Courtship +Death is peace and pardon +Death is an exile that no remorse and no love can reach +Did not idealize him, but in the highest effect she realized him +Dividend: It's a chicken before it's hatched +Does anything from without change us? +Does any one deserve happiness +Europe, where society has them, as it were, in a translation +Extract what consolation lurks in the irreparable +Family buryin' grounds +Favorite stock of his go up and go down under the betting +Flavors not very sharply distinguished from one another +Gayety, which lasted beyond any apparent reason for it +Got their laugh out of too many things in life +Had learned not to censure the irretrievable +Had no opinions that he was not ready to hold in abeyance +Handsome pittance +He expected to do the wrong thing when left to his own devices +Hemmed round with this eternal darkness of death +Homage which those who have not pay to those who have +Hopeful recklessness +How much can a man honestly earn without wronging or oppressing +Hurry up and git well--or something +Hypothetical difficulty +I cannot endure this--this hopefulness of yours +If you dread harm enough it is less likely to happen +Ignorant of her ignorance +Indispensable +It must be your despair that helps you to bear up +It don't do any good to look at its drawbacks all the time +Justice must be paid for at every step in fees and costs +Life has taught him to truckle and trick +Love of justice hurry them into sympathy with violence +Made money and do not yet know that money has made them +Man's willingness to abide in the present +Married for no other purpose than to avoid being an old maid +Marry for love two or three times +Nervous woes of comfortable people +Never-blooming shrub +No man deserves to sufer at the hands of another +No longer the gross appetite for novelty +No right to burden our friends with our decisions +Novelists, who really have the charge of people's thinking +Patience with mediocrity putting on the style of genius +People that have convictions are difficult +Person talks about taking lessons, as if they could learn it +Poverty as hopeless as any in the world +Rejoice as much at a non-marriage as a marriage +Respect for your mind, but she don't think you've got any sense +Say when he is gone that the woman gets along better without him +Seeming interested in points necessarily indifferent to him +Servant of those he loved +Shouldn't ca' fo' the disgrace of bein' poo'--its inconvenience +Sigh with which ladies recognize one another's martyrdom +Society: All its favors are really bargains +Sorry he hadn't asked more; that's human nature +Superstition of the romances that love is once for all +Superstition that having and shining is the chief good +That isn't very old--or not so old as it used to be +Timidity of the elder in the presence of the younger man +To do whatever one likes is finally to do nothing that one likes +Took the world as she found it, and made the best of it +Travel, with all its annoyances and fatigues +Tried to be homesick for them, but failed +Turn to their children's opinion with deference +Typical anything else, is pretty difficult to find +Wages are the measure of necessity and not of merit +What we can be if we must +When you look it--live it +Wish we didn't always recognize the facts as we do +Without realizing his cruelty, treated as a child +Would sacrifice his best friend to a phrase + + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A HAZARD OF NEW FORTUNES *** + +****** This file should be named wh6nf11.txt or wh6nf11.zip ******* + +Corrected EDITIONS of our etexts get a new NUMBER, wh6nf12.txt +VERSIONS based on separate sources get new LETTER, wh6nf11a.txt + +This etext was produced by David Widger <widger@cecomet.net> + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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